Latest / Stuff Mom Never Told You / The Feminism (and Fandom) of Zines
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- 0:05Speaker 1: Hey, this is Annie and Amantha, and welcome to stuff
- 0:07Speaker 1: I'll never told to your protection of I Heart Radio,
- 0:18Speaker 1: and I have to give you some behind the scenes.
- 0:22Speaker 1: I'm kind of laughing right now because we have outlines
- 0:24Speaker 1: that we work off of, right and um, I admitted
- 0:29Speaker 1: in a passed episode, my s key isn't working my laptop,
- 0:33Speaker 1: which is one of the most painful keys to not
- 0:36Speaker 1: be working right. And instead of fixing it, I've put
- 0:40Speaker 1: everything off lately because I've been so busy. I've I
- 0:43Speaker 1: have a lot of interesting workarounds, and I can tell
- 0:48Speaker 1: by this outline that I was very frustrated already. That's
- 0:54Speaker 1: so funny. I'm sorry. It just cracked me up. I've
- 0:57Speaker 1: found some ways around it, but it's not been the
- 1:01Speaker 1: easiest thing to do. I will say in one of
- 1:03Speaker 1: the outlines, you definitely misspelled my name, and that's the
- 1:13Speaker 1: other thing. As I said, my spell check isn't working,
- 1:17Speaker 1: and I was like, okay, yeah, you can like see
- 1:22Speaker 1: my descent into anger in this outline. And another thing
- 1:26Speaker 1: about this outline is it was originally a Monday Mini.
- 1:29Speaker 1: I do think it's gonna be a shorter one, but
- 1:31Speaker 1: every time we say that, it never works out, but
- 1:32Speaker 1: we'll see. But I was researching it and I think
- 1:35Speaker 1: we could come back and revisit it. Honestly, we're talking
- 1:38Speaker 1: about zines. Originally I was specifically talking about fanzines, So
- 1:41Speaker 1: we are going to talk about zines at large in
- 1:45Speaker 1: this one. UM, do you have any experience with znes, Samantha,
- 1:50Speaker 1: I will say I did not know what zines were
- 1:52Speaker 1: until I moved to Atlanta. I think that was around
- 1:54Speaker 1: two thousand six, two thousand seven, UM, And I always
- 1:59Speaker 1: called it lines, which tells you how little I knew
- 2:02Speaker 1: about it and trying to understand it because there was
- 2:04Speaker 1: a whole like h a t L collective group that
- 2:08Speaker 1: gets together and does them, and I was like, what
- 2:11Speaker 1: is this? It's really fascinating, and then it got really
- 2:14Speaker 1: like trendy. Yes, so I was very scared of it. Yeah,
- 2:21Speaker 1: and we're going to talk about that because they are
- 2:23Speaker 1: experiencing a boom right now. I didn't realize resurging. Are
- 2:26Speaker 1: you kidding? It's been fifteen years, Well it's been longer
- 2:31Speaker 1: than that, but they are experiencing a resurgence. I don't
- 2:34Speaker 1: have much experience with scenes. I had one nerd one
- 2:37Speaker 1: that I just kind of found at a thrift store once,
- 2:40Speaker 1: and I really liked that one. It was like mostly
- 2:43Speaker 1: Star Wars but a bunch of other stuff, and I
- 2:45Speaker 1: just happened to find it. It was really cool. And
- 2:47Speaker 1: then Atlanta used to have Dope Girls Zens. Well, see,
- 2:53Speaker 1: I get confused with Zene designed too, but I'm going
- 2:55Speaker 1: with scenes because magazine and I feel like that's what
- 2:56Speaker 1: it's got to be. Right. I think you're right. I
- 2:59Speaker 1: just really could not grasp it. Um. Yeah, and up
- 3:02Speaker 1: Girls are still around, but yeah, but yeah, I don't
- 3:06Speaker 1: think they don't do the zene anymore, or at least
- 3:08Speaker 1: the last I heard they had retired it. They might
- 3:11Speaker 1: have brought it back, but they are still around. Yes,
- 3:15Speaker 1: it was very popular. But one of the reasons I
- 3:17Speaker 1: wanted to talk about this was I got this inkling
- 3:21Speaker 1: that something was up a couple of weeks ago because
- 3:25Speaker 1: people started posting fan fiction that they'd written literal decades ago. Uh,
- 3:30Speaker 1: and I would say like, hey, I wrote this in
- 3:32Speaker 1: nineteen whatever, here it is, and I was just kind
- 3:36Speaker 1: of like, that's interesting. I mean, yeah, I appreciate it.
- 3:39Speaker 1: And then, as you know, mar Jade, who is this
- 3:42Speaker 1: Star Wars character from Legends that I'm very, very excited
- 3:45Speaker 1: to talk about on fictional women around the world. She
- 3:48Speaker 1: started popping up a lot more and I was like,
- 3:50Speaker 1: why are people talking about Marra Jade? Not that they shouldn't,
- 3:54Speaker 1: but it's just kind of like, huh, I wonder if
- 3:58Speaker 1: if there's a reason for this. It turns out there is.
- 4:02Speaker 1: There is a movement that is primarily led by women
- 4:05Speaker 1: to digitize old fanzines, to preserve them, to save them
- 4:10Speaker 1: because otherwise it's just gonna be lost. Um, and it's
- 4:13Speaker 1: a whole thing. It's really really interesting. I also, I
- 4:18Speaker 1: am currently reading one of the best. Like I know
- 4:20Speaker 1: I've said it before, but there's some fan fiction read
- 4:23Speaker 1: and you're like, yes, this could be published and be
- 4:24Speaker 1: better than half of the the stuff they're putting out, maybe
- 4:26Speaker 1: even more than that. And I'm reading one right now.
- 4:28Speaker 1: There's a result of this and it is so good.
- 4:32Speaker 1: It's like reading a book. It's all so good. But yes,
- 4:36Speaker 1: since we have been on a tech kick lately, I'm
- 4:39Speaker 1: always designed to talk about fan fiction and this is
- 4:41Speaker 1: happening right now. We thought we would go over it
- 4:44Speaker 1: fairly briefly, because honestly, it was a much bigger topic
- 4:48Speaker 1: than I thought it was gonna be uh. You can
- 4:52Speaker 1: see the episodes we did on fan fiction. You can
- 4:55Speaker 1: also see the recent ish many that we did that
- 4:59Speaker 1: was called a love letter a fan fiction but was
- 5:00Speaker 1: primarily about Archive of our Own, which is one of
- 5:03Speaker 1: the biggest fan fiction sites, which is we're going to
- 5:06Speaker 1: talk about in this conversation, right, Okay, so let's talk
- 5:10Speaker 1: about this. What are zenes not zience smith not science?
- 5:13Speaker 1: Having to repeat this to myself, Well, they encompass a
- 5:17Speaker 1: lot of things. But here are a couple of key
- 5:18Speaker 1: things involved. One is that that typically self published or
- 5:21Speaker 1: published by an independent, small publisher. This has mainly been
- 5:25Speaker 1: a way for marginalized folks to exercise their voices more
- 5:28Speaker 1: freely outside of mainstream media. So as a part of that,
- 5:32Speaker 1: they are usually not published in large numbers and are
- 5:35Speaker 1: for a smaller communities, and are frequently very niche um
- 5:40Speaker 1: and they aren't commercial. There's often a lot of contributions
- 5:43Speaker 1: and connections to the zene world, which was what I
- 5:46Speaker 1: saw in Atlanta. Yeah, so a lot of people, you know,
- 5:49Speaker 1: well if you if I have a zene and you
- 5:51Speaker 1: have zeene, will work together and collaborate and there's a
- 5:53Speaker 1: lot Yeah, I remember that yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, And
- 5:59Speaker 1: I always feel like I have caveat things zines aren't commercial.
- 6:03Speaker 1: But I do think we have seen with the popularity,
- 6:06Speaker 1: magazines try to get in on that, as always happens
- 6:12Speaker 1: in capitalism. So I think there could be an argument
- 6:14Speaker 1: made that some of them are commercial, but like at
- 6:17Speaker 1: their heart, at their core, they're not commercial. Okay, So
- 6:22Speaker 1: a brief history depending on how you define zines, because
- 6:28Speaker 1: I even wrestled with this and I don't know too
- 6:30Speaker 1: much about them, but I was like, doesn't go back
- 6:32Speaker 1: way further than this, but most people say they go
- 6:34Speaker 1: back to the nineteen thirties with science fiction zines, so
- 6:38Speaker 1: fans trying to like collaborate with short stories and share
- 6:43Speaker 1: their fandom with each other. The zine is short for
- 6:47Speaker 1: fan zine. That was the original use. And remember this
- 6:51Speaker 1: was before the internet and zines were away for fans
- 6:54Speaker 1: to connect with each other. It was sort of like,
- 6:57Speaker 1: it's always interesting these iterations of techno oology because I've
- 7:00Speaker 1: heard people who were like one generation before me talk
- 7:04Speaker 1: about like old message boards online and that was like
- 7:07Speaker 1: the precursor, and then the precursor to that is zines
- 7:09Speaker 1: and and so yeah, it was kind of like a
- 7:11Speaker 1: way to connect. Um. They these fans would speculate with
- 7:15Speaker 1: each other, they would share theories about their favorite works. Um,
- 7:19Speaker 1: they would work together on arts and stories, including fan fiction. Yes,
- 7:25Speaker 1: but they were also sometimes called per zines or personal
- 7:30Speaker 1: znes um, which I love, and they were often handmade. Right.
- 7:34Speaker 1: That is again, this is what I know Atlanta, and
- 7:36Speaker 1: I did not know that it had spanned so far
- 7:39Speaker 1: back because it was so niche and for again, the
- 7:43Speaker 1: ones that I saw in the early two thousand's were
- 7:47Speaker 1: more about music and art, so it was a little different,
- 7:52Speaker 1: and it was very hip culture. Yeah. So yeah, zines
- 7:59Speaker 1: all a search of growth in the fifties and sixties
- 8:03Speaker 1: against kind of like what I'm saying with counterculture movements
- 8:06Speaker 1: that were eager to support smaller, independent publications and the
- 8:10Speaker 1: underground press, and also saw it as a way to
- 8:13Speaker 1: connect with others with similar ideas, a space where people
- 8:16Speaker 1: to have a voice outside of mainstream media. Mini signs
- 8:21Speaker 1: from this time combined art and politics and activism and
- 8:25Speaker 1: writing in experimental and new and eclectic ways, which that's
- 8:29Speaker 1: carried off. That's how I knew it more so than
- 8:31Speaker 1: the fan zines. Right. I think you also just said signs,
- 8:35Speaker 1: but we're leaving it in because I think it's hilarious
- 8:41Speaker 1: having a day. Okay, well, yeah, that's one of my
- 8:45Speaker 1: and we're going to talk about this more. But that's
- 8:46Speaker 1: one of the things people keep saying. Why znes are
- 8:49Speaker 1: so unique is that you don't know what you're gonna
- 8:51Speaker 1: get in them all. They're like a really unique random
- 8:55Speaker 1: while not necessarily random, but just a lot of different
- 8:58Speaker 1: things that you can't really anticipate you open it up
- 9:00Speaker 1: and look at it. And two year points. Punk music
- 9:18Speaker 1: zines really took off in the nineteen eighties, often combining
- 9:23Speaker 1: music and politics, and it offered something unique because these
- 9:27Speaker 1: znes really captured the whole aesthetic and vibe of a subculture. Uh.
- 9:33Speaker 1: And the nineties is when feminist scenes like Riot Girl
- 9:38Speaker 1: really came onto the scene, and this was a reaction
- 9:40Speaker 1: to sexism within these punk music scenes and within the
- 9:45Speaker 1: writing of punk music, and it went on to inspire
- 9:49Speaker 1: so many other znes written by women and girls about feminism,
- 9:54Speaker 1: often in conjunction with something very specific, which all coincided
- 9:58Speaker 1: with third wave eminism. Here's a quote about it from
- 10:02Speaker 1: the Sally Bingham Collection at Duke University's Rubinstein Library. Feminist
- 10:06Speaker 1: practice emphasizes the sharing of personal experience as a community
- 10:10Speaker 1: building tool, and zines proved to be the perfect medium
- 10:14Speaker 1: for reaching out to young women across the country in
- 10:16Speaker 1: order to form the revolution girl style. And yet forty
- 10:22Speaker 1: thousand zs are being published by in North America, I believe,
- 10:28Speaker 1: right right, Yeah, so you might be thinking, but wait,
- 10:32Speaker 1: I've heard so much about the death of print, and
- 10:35Speaker 1: in terms of the environment, that might be a good thing.
- 10:39Speaker 1: But zines are still out there and have recently seen
- 10:42Speaker 1: some major growth, and much of it is in the
- 10:45Speaker 1: arena of intersectional feminism, led by more women, queer folks,
- 10:49Speaker 1: and people of color. However, just like with most things,
- 10:54Speaker 1: there is still work to be done in terms of inclusivity.
- 10:57Speaker 1: One of the big criticisms of the nineties feminist zines
- 11:00Speaker 1: is that they were largely done and based around middle
- 11:03Speaker 1: class white women, and that is changing, especially with external
- 11:07Speaker 1: pressure on the publishing world. But major issues that were
- 11:12Speaker 1: compounded by things like the pandemic still remain. So like,
- 11:15Speaker 1: it was seeing this really great growth in terms of inclusivity,
- 11:18Speaker 1: and then the pandemic happens, and also capitalism ruins everything,
- 11:23Speaker 1: and some big magazines are blurring the lines between magazine
- 11:27Speaker 1: and zine, especially by copying this aesthetic of things like
- 11:30Speaker 1: riot girls try to appear like they are that thing,
- 11:33Speaker 1: when that's sort of the opposite of what zines are about.
- 11:36Speaker 1: And as part of the whole thing behind the popularity
- 11:40Speaker 1: of zines amongst women and marginalised folks is that you
- 11:43Speaker 1: can talk about feminism or whatever really without an ad
- 11:47Speaker 1: about plastic surgery or something in your publication, which you know,
- 11:52Speaker 1: if you want it, all for it. But the history
- 11:54Speaker 1: magazines when it comes to selling women a very specific
- 11:58Speaker 1: image of how they should look is not good. So
- 12:01Speaker 1: there's that. It also gives creators the space to write
- 12:03Speaker 1: about other things than women's issues, are race issues, which
- 12:07Speaker 1: a lot of the writers reported like I'm tired of
- 12:10Speaker 1: being asked only to write about this. I want to
- 12:12Speaker 1: write about fun things too, or like not that those
- 12:15Speaker 1: can't be fun, but like you know, right, and I
- 12:18Speaker 1: know a lot of it was like I love music
- 12:20Speaker 1: of all kinds and they only asked me to do
- 12:22Speaker 1: the specific genre of music and it's not what I'm
- 12:24Speaker 1: interested in, Like I've saw that, Like they would talk
- 12:26Speaker 1: about things like that again, like dope girls, their whole
- 12:29Speaker 1: thing was like, let's talk about we kind of well
- 12:32Speaker 1: that that wasn't their whole thing, but like bringing it
- 12:34Speaker 1: in and like normalizing what that looks like, um, in
- 12:37Speaker 1: a culture that is so uptight at that point in time.
- 12:40Speaker 1: But yeah, it's very interesting to see all of that.
- 12:42Speaker 1: And again, what I witnessed was uh, people taking space
- 12:47Speaker 1: and creating their own art, and a lot of the zines,
- 12:49Speaker 1: not Signs, not of the zines that I saw at
- 12:53Speaker 1: that time, interweaved their artwork in the story. So it's
- 12:56Speaker 1: really interesting to see. Yeah. Yeah, that's something else I've
- 13:01Speaker 1: loved about recent fan fiction, which we are going to
- 13:03Speaker 1: get to, I promise, But I love when they do
- 13:04Speaker 1: that where they have like art interspersed in the story,
- 13:09Speaker 1: Like I love them. Um. And I'm really going to
- 13:12Speaker 1: rue the day if it is Zions and not Zene Samantha.
- 13:15Speaker 1: But it was me, I promise. It just makes sense
- 13:19Speaker 1: to me. I'm pretty sure, right. I think I was
- 13:22Speaker 1: corrected when I first said, Okay, well we'll see. We
- 13:27Speaker 1: could have just looked it up, but we're too into
- 13:29Speaker 1: it now. Here's a quote from a Guardian article written
- 13:35Speaker 1: by Ruth Jamison. If modern feminism is multifaceted by nature.
- 13:39Speaker 1: There now seems to be an independently published magazine or
- 13:42Speaker 1: zene for every one of those faces. There's Sabbat, which
- 13:46Speaker 1: explores modern witchcraft through a feminist lens, Typical Girls, which
- 13:50Speaker 1: sets out to show there's no such thing, the women
- 13:52Speaker 1: only Zene Girls Club, female general interest mag Lira or Lyra,
- 13:58Speaker 1: and Private I meets folks satirical Aussie Mushpit as well
- 14:01Speaker 1: Right Post, the smart magazine for women burnt Roti, which
- 14:05Speaker 1: showcases the talent of South Asian women, Galldam, the print
- 14:09Speaker 1: version of the popular website for women of color of
- 14:12Speaker 1: the same name, and feminist indie mag's Lady Beard and
- 14:15Speaker 1: fruit Lands are amplifying women's voices, chanting female writing, and
- 14:19Speaker 1: challenging ideas about what a women's magazine can be. These
- 14:23Speaker 1: publications tap into a rich history of female protests and
- 14:26Speaker 1: print Here's the quote within the article. Obviously, there are
- 14:29Speaker 1: lots of women in the media, but they rarely control
- 14:31Speaker 1: every aspect of a magazine, and it's even rarer that
- 14:34Speaker 1: they own it, says Phoebe Lindsay of fruit Lands. Historically,
- 14:37Speaker 1: women have taken control of the way they are not
- 14:40Speaker 1: represented by publishing on their own terms. Think of Spare
- 14:43Speaker 1: Rib and the Riot Girls zens of the nineties. By
- 14:46Speaker 1: having our own magazine, we can control and direct every
- 14:49Speaker 1: element of our message. The lack of diversity in the
- 14:52Speaker 1: media is unbelievably frustrating, says Galldam's opinion editor Heather Barnett.
- 14:56Speaker 1: Galldam are changing that by providing a platform where women
- 14:59Speaker 1: and non binary people of color can write about whatever
- 15:02Speaker 1: they like. Yeah, so, the article continues. The boom in
- 15:06Speaker 1: independent magazine publishing has shown that print is not dead. Now,
- 15:10Speaker 1: independent women's magazines are setting the standard for a more
- 15:13Speaker 1: progressive women's media. They are changing the face of women's
- 15:16Speaker 1: magazines and have their sites set on the media as
- 15:19Speaker 1: a whole. As Connery and Taylor says, quote, the number
- 15:22Speaker 1: of women who are running independent magazines is inspiring where
- 15:25Speaker 1: everywhere getting done. It seems print is not only not dead,
- 15:30Speaker 1: it has also come back as a woman. Yes, I
- 15:33Speaker 1: like that. Um. And here's a quote from the Women's
- 15:36Speaker 1: Media Center. Sus Myers is a graphic designer who, along
- 15:39Speaker 1: with five other people, organizes the NYC Feminist Zine Fest,
- 15:43Speaker 1: the event that has been happening since two thousand eleven.
- 15:45Speaker 1: And offers us space to first timers and old school
- 15:48Speaker 1: zine makers to present their work and exchange ideas. The
- 15:51Speaker 1: event started with three hundred dollars raised on go fund
- 15:54Speaker 1: me and the purpose of quote promoting the self published
- 15:57Speaker 1: work of zisters of all genders as they explore a
- 16:00Speaker 1: variety of feminist topics through print media. The fact that
- 16:04Speaker 1: zines are quote created without any mediating influence from advertisers
- 16:09Speaker 1: is an important aspect of the forms. Meyer said, Um,
- 16:13Speaker 1: a zine can be a lot of things, and because
- 16:15Speaker 1: of this, it's precise definition can be wonderfully, woefully difficult
- 16:19Speaker 1: to pin down. She added, Yes, and this is one
- 16:21Speaker 1: of the things I love doing this research is there's
- 16:23Speaker 1: a lot of collections or events like this for zines,
- 16:27Speaker 1: and I would love to go. I'm pretty sure Lana
- 16:29Speaker 1: had a zine fest. I'm I'm pretty sure in the
- 16:31Speaker 1: early two thousand's they actually did, or med two thousands
- 16:34Speaker 1: they did have a zine fest, which also like what's
- 16:36Speaker 1: happening now? You know? You know? Many zines are available
- 16:43Speaker 1: in digital forms. Some argue that they were essentially pre
- 16:45Speaker 1: Internet versions of blogs. Others argue that the physical nature
- 16:49Speaker 1: is key to what makes a zine a zine, and
- 16:52Speaker 1: that's why one of the reasons why at least they're
- 16:55Speaker 1: experiencing a surge during the time social media, like people
- 16:58Speaker 1: want something kind of different where you're can be random,
- 17:00Speaker 1: it's in your hands physical. But this brings us to
- 17:04Speaker 1: why my fan fiction since was tingling, because the digital
- 17:09Speaker 1: bid is not necessarily about not offering a print option.
- 17:13Speaker 1: A lot of people are arguing it's about preserving for
- 17:15Speaker 1: future generations. So as discussed inner episode on Archive of
- 17:21Speaker 1: our Own or a O three, which is one of
- 17:24Speaker 1: the largest, I'm pretty sure the largest fan fiction platforms
- 17:27Speaker 1: in existence, we talked about how it's just one piece
- 17:31Speaker 1: of the nonprofit the Organization of Transformative Works, and as
- 17:35Speaker 1: part of their mission to preserve older fan fiction largely
- 17:38Speaker 1: published in fanzines, they recently launched the fanzine scan hosting
- 17:43Speaker 1: project in collaboration with zend um Um, and basically the
- 17:47Speaker 1: goal is to preserve these physical fan fictions on their site.
- 17:52Speaker 1: And I have seen some of the results that what
- 17:54Speaker 1: was what was happening. I was like, oh, look at this,
- 18:00Speaker 1: and a handful of my favorite authors have sort of
- 18:02Speaker 1: fallen off the map to participate in it. That was
- 18:05Speaker 1: another thing I saw where they'd be like, I gotta
- 18:06Speaker 1: go scan some what was What did they say, Cody
- 18:11Speaker 1: one Zines, I'll be back, And I was like, what, Okay?
- 18:17Speaker 1: But yeah, I've seen these band fiction that are decades
- 18:23Speaker 1: old and they're so well written, and I'm just like, Wow,
- 18:27Speaker 1: I understand why you were published, and I'm so glad
- 18:29Speaker 1: it was saved. I'm so glad I'm reading it right now.
- 18:32Speaker 1: And as mentioned before many times, most fan fiction is
- 18:36Speaker 1: created by women and other marginalized folks, which means that
- 18:40Speaker 1: those folks are largely spearheading this project. I love to
- 18:43Speaker 1: see it. For years, Zendom has been scanning and archiving
- 18:48Speaker 1: this material, but this new project came in part out
- 18:51Speaker 1: of frustration that ao thus technology didn't really allow for
- 18:55Speaker 1: uploading scanned fancies, which I was wondering. I was like,
- 18:58Speaker 1: can they do that? Morgan Don, who was leading the project,
- 19:02Speaker 1: described the difficulty of uploading the scans and that once uploaded,
- 19:06Speaker 1: they can't be edited and many errors are often introduced.
- 19:11Speaker 1: Donna was trying to upload a novel link fan fick
- 19:14Speaker 1: with this process to a OH three, but got annoyed
- 19:18Speaker 1: with it, so just put up a Google drive link
- 19:20Speaker 1: to the PDF sounds like something I would do, but
- 19:22Speaker 1: it was taken down because the link was not fan work,
- 19:26Speaker 1: which is weird. It's a link to fan work, it's
- 19:31Speaker 1: not fank actual fan work. Yes, and I have experienced
- 19:36Speaker 1: this whole hassle of converting a PDF. I hear you,
- 19:41Speaker 1: sees you, Yes, I really do. This led to a
- 19:47Speaker 1: whole discussion about preserving fan history, a lot of this
- 19:50Speaker 1: history in zines, and how that fell to the fans
- 19:54Speaker 1: because the fans are the ones making these things. UM.
- 19:57Speaker 1: Don started SEEINGDOM to take on this whole thing, uploading
- 20:00Speaker 1: and converting docs with permission. I'm going to talk about
- 20:03Speaker 1: them more in a second. UM and only a handful
- 20:05Speaker 1: of volunteers. But because of that, UM it just wasn't
- 20:09Speaker 1: working like Don wanted. Like the volunteer and the scheduling,
- 20:12Speaker 1: the organizing and all the technology, it wasn't working. So
- 20:16Speaker 1: Don reached out to Open Doors. A part of the
- 20:20Speaker 1: organization of Transformative works with the mission and their their
- 20:23Speaker 1: mission is by the way UM preserving quote those Spanish
- 20:26Speaker 1: projects that might otherwise be lost due to lack of time, interest,
- 20:29Speaker 1: our resources on the part of the current maintainer UH
- 20:33Speaker 1: to join in. So Dahn reached out to them. Mission
- 20:36Speaker 1: seems like it fits right with what zeemdom is trying
- 20:38Speaker 1: to do. But because of things that we've talked about
- 20:41Speaker 1: in that fan fiction episode on I O three of
- 20:44Speaker 1: crackdowns on like Tumbler, the shutdown of Yahoo groups where
- 20:48Speaker 1: a lot of fan fix was hosted, this process got
- 20:50Speaker 1: really really delayed, so it wasn't until I think twenty
- 20:54Speaker 1: nineteen that they started working together. Another thinging like Okay
- 21:01Speaker 1: first A OH three is also run by volunteers, and
- 21:03Speaker 1: one of the things we talked about in an episode
- 21:05Speaker 1: is that their technology is old, like it's not super old,
- 21:10Speaker 1: but it needs to be updated, but it's just like
- 21:12Speaker 1: gotten so out of control that they also are struggling
- 21:14Speaker 1: with that stuff. Another thing is the tech divide. It's
- 21:19Speaker 1: kind of been an issue because a lot of fanzines
- 21:22Speaker 1: were written by older people who might not be the
- 21:24Speaker 1: most tech savvy to scan and save their work. Um
- 21:28Speaker 1: and Another thing, and this is what I found really
- 21:30Speaker 1: fascinating and I would love to expand on this, but
- 21:33Speaker 1: people often wrote under pen names um and are hard
- 21:36Speaker 1: to find. So Don talked about like calling people and
- 21:41Speaker 1: having these you know, maybe never finding them or maybe
- 21:43Speaker 1: finding out that they had died, or maybe connecting with
- 21:46Speaker 1: an old relative who was so thrilled, like maybe they
- 21:49Speaker 1: had lost that relative who wrote it and was so
- 21:51Speaker 1: thrilled to have this kind of piece of like oh,
- 21:53Speaker 1: I didn't know they wrote that or whatever. Because they
- 21:56Speaker 1: can't upload them without permission. They have to get the
- 21:59Speaker 1: permission first. Uh huh. Yeah. So with this project, thousands
- 22:16Speaker 1: of physical fansies have been scanned. Most yeah, we're found
- 22:20Speaker 1: through Facebook groups are just reaching out to the names
- 22:23Speaker 1: they found in the zines um but there are thousands
- 22:26Speaker 1: and thousands and thousands more to go. One volunteer has
- 22:29Speaker 1: eight thousand Star Trek fanzines alone alone. And I want
- 22:35Speaker 1: to talk about this. I want to do the bigger
- 22:37Speaker 1: episode on this one day because it was so interesting.
- 22:39Speaker 1: But the Kirk Spock fan fiction archive was one of
- 22:42Speaker 1: the first to be imported to a OH three and
- 22:44Speaker 1: it was being run by a fan who taken on
- 22:46Speaker 1: the task of maintaining an archive of zines in that arena. Notably,
- 22:51Speaker 1: this fandom is also the source of a lot of
- 22:53Speaker 1: our more modern Spanish spaces and understanding, including slash and
- 22:59Speaker 1: the ripple effect that that had, and a lot of
- 23:01Speaker 1: the women were writing about why they were writing Kirk
- 23:04Speaker 1: and spok is romantic couple, and they were talking about
- 23:06Speaker 1: how they identified with spok is not belonging anywhere and
- 23:08Speaker 1: getting all this like goph for the It was just
- 23:11Speaker 1: really interesting, really really interesting to see the ripple effects
- 23:15Speaker 1: of that. Open Doors is starting to archives Ingdom's links
- 23:20Speaker 1: and is working with universities and other institutions to make
- 23:24Speaker 1: these znes available online to the public, which it hasn't
- 23:26Speaker 1: previously been the case, Like some universities have these collections,
- 23:30Speaker 1: but you had to be a student and go in
- 23:32Speaker 1: person to see them. Um. So that's a piece of
- 23:35Speaker 1: it too, from a article by j Castello. And this
- 23:41Speaker 1: is a long quote, so bear with me. It means
- 23:43Speaker 1: not being forgotten, said Maggie now Atkowska, the co editor
- 23:47Speaker 1: of Geek Elder's Speak and anthology of essays by older
- 23:49Speaker 1: women in fandom. Now Akowska herself is seventy three, and
- 23:53Speaker 1: I hope I'm not puturing your name. Um. One reason
- 23:56Speaker 1: for preserving and celebrating that history is the fact that
- 23:58Speaker 1: so many of the franchise is keyed phantom history, like
- 24:00Speaker 1: Star Trek and Star Wars have a reputation of being
- 24:03Speaker 1: for boys, whereas fanfic and fanzines have traditionally been a
- 24:06Speaker 1: space dominated by women. They don't think we ever existed.
- 24:10Speaker 1: They don't know that women did all these things, says
- 24:13Speaker 1: now Akawska. Julie Baza, an Australian fanzine author and publisher
- 24:18Speaker 1: who volunteers with Open Doors, also emphasizes that preservation isn't
- 24:22Speaker 1: just about making sure the best fan fiction is available
- 24:24Speaker 1: to readers. It's about preserving the culture and history that
- 24:27Speaker 1: got us to where we are now. It's really interesting
- 24:30Speaker 1: to get an idea of the bigger picture, she says,
- 24:32Speaker 1: what tropes are being written about and why at different times,
- 24:35Speaker 1: how have things changed. For instance, fan fiction has often
- 24:38Speaker 1: been celebrated for its ability to give writers and readers
- 24:41Speaker 1: a chance to explore their gender and sexuality. The terminology
- 24:44Speaker 1: has changed, with words like lemon denoting explicit sexual content
- 24:48Speaker 1: and even slash denoting male male relationships falling out of favor,
- 24:53Speaker 1: but knowing how and why they were used as important
- 24:56Speaker 1: in understanding how same sex relationships and women's sexuality we're
- 25:00Speaker 1: even more policed than they are today. At the same time,
- 25:05Speaker 1: preservation can also demonstrate the sheer breadth of fan works.
- 25:08Speaker 1: Baza shared some scans with me, which include a series
- 25:10Speaker 1: of haiku inspired by eighties sci fi movie Buckeru Bonzai.
- 25:14Speaker 1: For instance, when you open a fancy and you'll see cartoons,
- 25:17Speaker 1: you'll see essays, you'll see poetry, you'll see snarky little comments,
- 25:20Speaker 1: you'll see letters of comment, said now Akaska, And that's
- 25:23Speaker 1: a totally different experience than just reading one story, which
- 25:28Speaker 1: I love. They were kind of talking about that in
- 25:30Speaker 1: terms of, you know, like if you go to fan
- 25:33Speaker 1: fiction dot net, which is what they're talking about with
- 25:36Speaker 1: the slash. The reason we say slash is because if
- 25:39Speaker 1: you said, like Kirk and Amper sans black, that's a friendship.
- 25:43Speaker 1: If you say Kirk slash block, that is a romantic relationship.
- 25:48Speaker 1: But that's not everybody uses fan fiction dot net anymore, Like,
- 25:51Speaker 1: that's not how it is necessarily every site, um, although
- 25:55Speaker 1: it is still in my case that's what I usually see.
- 25:58Speaker 1: But I love that, and I love like this idea
- 26:01Speaker 1: of when you open a fanzine. It's not like when
- 26:04Speaker 1: you click a tag and you know what you're looking
- 26:06Speaker 1: for and you know what you're gonna get probably, but
- 26:09Speaker 1: you could get a series of my career. That's amazing.
- 26:13Speaker 1: That's amazing. Yes, yeah, wow, you just brought me back.
- 26:17Speaker 1: It really like I forgot about this. Yeah, it was cool.
- 26:24Speaker 1: It's something that I'm like, I love it, but I
- 26:26Speaker 1: would never have the courage to do it because I'm
- 26:29Speaker 1: not artistic. I think I actually participated in putting like
- 26:32Speaker 1: a Stanza in one. I could be making this up,
- 26:36Speaker 1: but this seems familiar, like I'm having a time, or
- 26:39Speaker 1: maybe I was just around when people did that. I
- 26:42Speaker 1: don't remember. I remember buying because I loved going to
- 26:45Speaker 1: local readings, like we have a lot of good writers
- 26:48Speaker 1: in Atlanta, and we know this. My heart has been
- 26:51Speaker 1: blessed with some of our writers recently a fiction including yourself,
- 26:55Speaker 1: um including there was a thing called Right Club. I
- 27:00Speaker 1: don't know they're still going, and I believe our one
- 27:02Speaker 1: of our producers, Mike John's, was a part of that.
- 27:04Speaker 1: She um, it was a big founding and beginning of that,
- 27:07Speaker 1: and I remember hearing her read uh there. So shout
- 27:10Speaker 1: out to one of the producers of I Heart and
- 27:13Speaker 1: our family rather um who began this and seeing different
- 27:19Speaker 1: writers go up and give an essay and have a moment.
- 27:22Speaker 1: But in that same group. They did zine clubs, and
- 27:25Speaker 1: I think they still do Actually, now that you say that,
- 27:28Speaker 1: I feel like it's been years since I attended one
- 27:30Speaker 1: of those, but I think they still do it. And
- 27:34Speaker 1: I know Right Club is I think a national thing,
- 27:36Speaker 1: but it's the Right Club. Atlanta was started by them, um,
- 27:41Speaker 1: and I remember them selling independently published books and independent zines.
- 27:47Speaker 1: Like now that I'm thinking about it, it's been several
- 27:49Speaker 1: years since I've attended one. They still do that, and
- 27:53Speaker 1: I love that aspect of it because it brings a
- 27:55Speaker 1: lot of personality, UM to these writings. And yeah, you've
- 28:01Speaker 1: really put me back, and that's in fact, I just
- 28:02Speaker 1: had to really look through Twitter because it's not as
- 28:05Speaker 1: part of your world, you don't know, which thank you
- 28:08Speaker 1: very much for bringing it back into my world. There's
- 28:11Speaker 1: one group called Queer Circle and I believe they're based
- 28:14Speaker 1: out of the UK that did a thing called a
- 28:18Speaker 1: t zine which they did in December, which they brought
- 28:21Speaker 1: over a hundred znes submitted by different people from all
- 28:25Speaker 1: over the world, all over the world from the queer community.
- 28:28Speaker 1: And I'm like, hell, yeah, that's this stuff like that.
- 28:30Speaker 1: It's so amazing and I forgot the impact of things
- 28:34Speaker 1: like this. Yeah. Yeah, this was a really fun one
- 28:38Speaker 1: to research because I kind of knew about them, but
- 28:41Speaker 1: I didn't know too much. I'm so glad that this
- 28:44Speaker 1: project is happening, that this these fanzines are getting preserved,
- 28:47Speaker 1: because I there was a lot of other Honestly, we
- 28:50Speaker 1: talked about this before, Samantha. Sometimes we just want to
- 28:52Speaker 1: quote like entire articles because it's like, Okay, yes, this
- 28:55Speaker 1: is it. But a lot of the older women they
- 28:59Speaker 1: interviewed were like, yeah, I don't want to I don't
- 29:01Speaker 1: want this to get lost because I think other people
- 29:03Speaker 1: will still enjoy it, and it's such a good marker
- 29:05Speaker 1: of where the fandom was then, So why should it
- 29:08Speaker 1: get lost just because you know the Internet wasn't around then, right,
- 29:12Speaker 1: So I don't know. It makes me very happy. Yeah.
- 29:15Speaker 1: It encompasses so many mediums to this that it's a
- 29:18Speaker 1: phenomenal thing, and being digitized would be an amazing thing
- 29:21Speaker 1: to preserve things. I would love to see some of
- 29:24Speaker 1: the nineteen thirties zines. I want to know what those are,
- 29:27Speaker 1: so give me a copy because they're they're also like
- 29:31Speaker 1: aesthetically pleasing because for me, I love variety and it
- 29:35Speaker 1: doesn't need to be clean. I need like I love.
- 29:37Speaker 1: It's not chaos, but the variety within it and the
- 29:40Speaker 1: way they bring it together that I'm like, Yeah, this
- 29:42Speaker 1: is fun. This is an amusing thing that you can
- 29:45Speaker 1: see and it's someone's take of whatever they're publishing or
- 29:49Speaker 1: whatever they're trying to send out. So yeah, yeah, yeah, well,
- 29:54Speaker 1: I mean, like I said, I have been enjoying the
- 29:55Speaker 1: fan Fix and everybody thinks who is doing that uploading it?
- 29:59Speaker 1: Because I've been like blown away. I legibly obviously texted
- 30:02Speaker 1: you and I was like, I'm reading of fan fictions
- 30:05Speaker 1: that is so much better so much of the official
- 30:08Speaker 1: stuff out there, and it would have been lost. It
- 30:12Speaker 1: would have been lost, and that's just um, yeah, I don't.
- 30:17Speaker 1: I don't want it. I'm I don't. I'm very happy.
- 30:20Speaker 1: Uh So if anybody listening is participating in this or
- 30:22Speaker 1: has any thoughts about this, that would be great. But yeah,
- 30:26Speaker 1: it is pretty beautiful to bring like one topic and
- 30:29Speaker 1: see all these different takes on it, all these I
- 30:33Speaker 1: don't know, it is really cool. Pretty much anyone can
- 30:35Speaker 1: make one. There are tutorials online if you're interested. Uh,
- 30:38Speaker 1: if you have made one, oh my goodness, let us know, yes, yes,
- 30:43Speaker 1: and if you have any suggestions, because we did go
- 30:46Speaker 1: over some in that middle part, but there are a
- 30:49Speaker 1: lot right now and it's a lot is happening um
- 30:53Speaker 1: and especially in yeah, kind of the intersectional feminist realm
- 30:57Speaker 1: of zines, So send to those are way. Yeah, maybe
- 31:01Speaker 1: we can do that as a book club somehow. That'd
- 31:03Speaker 1: be cool. I think we could. I think we could well.
- 31:09Speaker 1: In the meantime, if you've got any of those suggestions
- 31:11Speaker 1: or thoughts about this at all, uh, you can email
- 31:14Speaker 1: as at stuffing your momil stuff at I heart media
- 31:15Speaker 1: dot com. You can find us on Twitter, at most
- 31:17Speaker 1: podcast or Instagram and stuff I've Never Told You. Thanks
- 31:19Speaker 1: as always to our super producer Christina. Thank you Christina, Yes,
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