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Breakin' Dishes (Buddie Kitchen Divorce Dissection) · The Buddie System: A 9-1-1 Yapathon

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  Have
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  you
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  ever
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  watched
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  something
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  that
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  completely
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  rewired
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  your
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  brain
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  chemistry?
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  A
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  procedural
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  network
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  drama
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  might
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  not
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  be
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  your
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  usual
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  pick,
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  but
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  it's
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  ours.
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  This
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  is
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  the
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  Buddy
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  System,
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  a
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  911
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  deep
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  dive
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  podcast
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  hosted
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  by
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  three
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  friends
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  who
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  have
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  DMed
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  each
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  other
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  enough
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  character
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  dissertations
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  to
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  earn
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  a
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  PhD
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  in
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  media
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  literacy.
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  I'm
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  Han,
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  coming
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  to
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  you
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  straight
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  from
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  the
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  characters
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  heads.
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  I'm
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  Syl,
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  bringing
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  you
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  to
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  the
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  observation
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  deck.
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  And
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  I'm
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  Rachel,
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  connecting
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  the
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  dots
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  with
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  my
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  red
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  string.
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  With
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  our
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  powers
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  combined,
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  no
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  stone
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  is.
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  Left
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  unturned
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  and
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  no
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  buddy
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  is
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  left
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  behind.
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  This
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  could
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  have
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  all
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  been
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  avoided
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  if
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  you
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  just
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  ordered
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  on
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  Door
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  Dash.
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  Not
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  sponsored.
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  Could
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  be
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  sponsored.
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  Hit
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  us
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  up.
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  Order
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  today.
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  Hit
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  us
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  up,
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  door
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  dash.
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  We
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  know
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  you
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  want
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  to
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  anyway.
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  Door
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  dash.
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  Call
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  us.
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  Beep
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  us
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  if
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  you
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  want
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  to
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  reach
• 1:00
  us.
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  Hello.
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  Welcome
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  to
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  the
• 1:02
  Buddy
• 1:03
  System.
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  Welcome
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  to
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  a
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  very
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  special
• 1:04
  episode
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  of
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  the
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  Buddy
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  System,
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  where
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  we
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  have
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  done
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  no
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  preparation
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  other
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  than
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  watching
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  the
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  scene
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  on
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  repeat.
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  Amazing
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  you.
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  I
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  don't
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  think
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  anyone
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  actually
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  asked
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  for
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  this.
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  We
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  just
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  told
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  you
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  we
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  were
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  gonna
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  do
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  it,
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  so
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  here
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  it
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  is.
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  I
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  hope
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  you've
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  been
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  looking
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  forward
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  to
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  it
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  as
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  much
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  as
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  we
• 1:17
  have.
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  You're
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  welcome.
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  You
• 1:20
  are
• 1:20
  welcome.
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  We
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  are
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  gathered
• 1:22
  here
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  today
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  to
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  talk
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  about
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  the
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  kitchen
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  divorce.
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  The
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  one,
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  the
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  only.
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  It's
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  the
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  one
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  and
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  only
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  kitchen
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  divorce,
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  right?
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  Yes.
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  Yes,
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  It's.
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  Yes.
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  It's
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  not.
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  It's
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  not
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  the
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  only
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  kitchen
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  scene,
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  but
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  it
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  is
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  the
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  kitchen
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  divorce,
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  the
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  only
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  kitchen
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  divorce,
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  which
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  sets
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  it
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  apart
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  from
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  all
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  the
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  others.
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  Why
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  is
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  this
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  kitchen
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  scene
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  different
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  than
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  all
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  other
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  kitchen
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  scenes?
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  Yeah,
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  we're
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  here
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  to
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  tell
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  you.
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  We
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  just
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  felt
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  like
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  there
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  was
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  a
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  lot
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  to
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  unpack
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  here,
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  but
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  we
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  didn't
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  really
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  get
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  into
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  it
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  as
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  deep
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  as
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  we
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  normally
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  would
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  in
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  our
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  regular
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  episode
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  covering
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  episode
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  16
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  and
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  17.
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  So
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  we're
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  gonna
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  be
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  insane
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  about
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  it
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  now.
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  That's
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  what
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  we
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  do.
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  Yeah.
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  This
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  episode
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  is
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  sponsored
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  by
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  divorce
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  lawyers.
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  Oh,
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  we're
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  not
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  bringing
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  the
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  lawyers
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  back
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  into
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  this.
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  Okay.
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  The
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  grocery
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  list.
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  I
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  don't.
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  I
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  don't
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  know.
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  Doordash.
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  This
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  could
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  have
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  all
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  been
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  avoided.
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  Doordash.
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  If
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  they
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  had
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  sat
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  down
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  together,
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  decide
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  because
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  they
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  think
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  they
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  do
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  the
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  list
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  right,
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  and
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  then
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  you
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  just
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  put
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  the
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  list
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  into
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  doordash,
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  and
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  they
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  deliver
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  the
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  groceries
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  to
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  you.
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  We.
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  We've
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  established
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  that
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  they
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  are
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  stupid
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  for.
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  Stupid.
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  Dumber,
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  dumb,
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  and
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  dumbasser.
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  Yeah,
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  yeah,
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  yeah.
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  Ironically,
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  doordash
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  could
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  have
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  also
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  fixed
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  the
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  original
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  divorce
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  scene.
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  So
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  you
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  know
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  what?
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  I
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  say
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  we
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  go
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  with
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  that.
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  Okay.
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  All
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  right.
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  We're
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  good
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  with
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  it.
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  So,
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  anyway,
• 2:47
  what
• 2:47
  we're
• 2:48
  gonna
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  do
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  is
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  watch
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  Lacine
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  slowly
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  Twice.
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  Not
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  in
• 2:56
  slow
• 2:57
  mo.
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  Not
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  in
• 2:57
  slow
• 2:58
  mo.
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  But
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  we're
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  going
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  to
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  do
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  a
• 2:59
  lot
• 2:59
  of
• 2:59
  pausing
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  and
• 3:00
  breaking
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  down
• 3:01
  stuff.
• 3:01
  We're
• 3:02
  gonna
• 3:02
  look
• 3:02
  at,
• 3:04
  like,
• 3:04
  from
• 3:05
  Eddie's
• 3:05
  point
• 3:05
  of
• 3:05
  view
• 3:05
  and
• 3:06
  from
• 3:06
  Buck's
• 3:06
  point
• 3:06
  of
• 3:06
  view.
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  Who
• 3:08
  are
• 3:08
  we
• 3:08
  starting
• 3:08
  with?
• 3:10
  Evan
• 3:11
  Buckley?
• 3:12
  Oh,
• 3:12
  my
• 3:12
  God.
• 3:13
  You
• 3:13
  dead
• 3:13
  named
• 3:14
  him.
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  Okay,
• 3:14
  so
• 3:14
  we'll
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  start
• 3:15
  with
• 3:15
  Buck.
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  Eddie
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  walks
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  in,
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  he
• 3:17
  doesn't
• 3:17
  even
• 3:17
  see
• 3:17
  Buck's
• 3:18
  face.
• 3:18
  He.
• 3:18
  He
• 3:19
  just
• 3:19
  sees
• 3:19
  the.
• 3:20
  The
• 3:20
  giant
• 3:21
  mountain
• 3:21
  that
• 3:22
  is
• 3:22
  Buck
• 3:22
  Buckley
• 3:23
  with
• 3:23
  his
• 3:23
  back
• 3:24
  to
• 3:24
  him,
• 3:24
  Right?
• 3:25
  Yeah.
• 3:25
  And
• 3:25
  he
• 3:26
  can
• 3:26
  just
• 3:26
  tell
• 3:26
  by
• 3:26
  his
• 3:26
  demeanor
• 3:28
  and
• 3:28
  like
• 3:28
  five
• 3:29
  words
• 3:30
  that
• 3:31
  him
• 3:32
  saying
• 3:33
  limo's
• 3:33
  already
• 3:33
  out,
• 3:34
  it's
• 3:34
  fine.
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  Is
• 3:37
  not
• 3:37
  actually
• 3:37
  fine.
• 3:38
  The
• 3:38
  way
• 3:39
  that
• 3:39
  Buck
• 3:39
  is
• 3:39
  just
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  immediately
• 3:41
  turned
• 3:42
  away
• 3:42
  from.
• 3:43
  From
• 3:43
  Eddie,
• 3:44
  like,
• 3:44
  is
• 3:45
  so
• 3:45
  telling.
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  And
• 3:46
  doesn't
• 3:47
  even
• 3:47
  like,
• 3:47
  turn
• 3:47
  to
• 3:48
  greet
• 3:48
  him
• 3:48
  as
• 3:49
  he
• 3:49
  comes
• 3:49
  in
• 3:50
  to
• 3:51
  the
• 3:51
  kitchen.
• 3:51
  So
• 3:52
  it's
• 3:52
  just
• 3:52
  like,
• 3:52
  you
• 3:52
  know,
• 3:53
  he's
• 3:53
  like,
• 3:54
  he's
• 3:55
  like
• 3:55
  angling
• 3:56
  for
• 3:57
  some
• 3:57
  sort
• 3:57
  of
• 3:58
  something
• 3:59
  confrontation.
• 4:01
  Like,
• 4:01
  he
• 4:01
  is
• 4:02
  just
• 4:03
  right
• 4:03
  off
• 4:03
  the
• 4:03
  bat,
• 4:03
  you
• 4:04
  know,
• 4:04
  because
• 4:05
  he
• 4:05
  doesn't
• 4:05
  turn
• 4:05
  around
• 4:06
  and
• 4:06
  acknowledge
• 4:06
  Eddie,
• 4:07
  who
• 4:07
  is
• 4:08
  finally
• 4:08
  back
• 4:09
  home.
• 4:10
  Yeah.
• 4:10
  And
• 4:10
  everything.
• 4:11
  He's.
• 4:11
  He's
• 4:12
  just
• 4:12
  like.
• 4:12
  He's
• 4:12
  so
• 4:12
  standoffish.
• 4:13
  Like,
• 4:13
  right
• 4:14
  off
• 4:14
  the
• 4:14
  bat,
• 4:14
  he
• 4:15
  hears
• 4:15
  him
• 4:15
  coming
• 4:15
  in.
• 4:15
  You're
• 4:16
  gonna
• 4:16
  hear
• 4:16
  the
• 4:16
  door
• 4:17
  close.
• 4:17
  You're
• 4:17
  gonna
• 4:17
  hear
• 4:17
  the
• 4:18
  footsteps
• 4:18
  come
• 4:18
  into
• 4:18
  the
• 4:19
  kitchen.
• 4:20
  And
• 4:20
  he's
• 4:20
  just,
• 4:21
  you
• 4:21
  know,
• 4:21
  putting
• 4:21
  away
• 4:21
  the
• 4:22
  groceries.
• 4:22
  And
• 4:23
  like.
• 4:23
  Like,
• 4:23
  if
• 4:24
  I'm
• 4:24
  fuck,
• 4:25
  right.
• 4:25
  Like,
• 4:25
  what
• 4:26
  do
• 4:26
  I
• 4:26
  even
• 4:26
  say?
• 4:26
  Because
• 4:27
  one,
• 4:27
  I.
• 4:27
  I
• 4:28
  know
• 4:28
  this
• 4:28
  thing
• 4:29
  that
• 4:29
  you
• 4:30
  didn't
• 4:30
  tell
• 4:30
  me.
• 4:31
  I'm
• 4:31
  upset.
• 4:32
  There's
• 4:33
  lots
• 4:33
  of
• 4:33
  things
• 4:33
  going
• 4:34
  on,
• 4:34
  and
• 4:35
  it's
• 4:35
  just
• 4:35
  like
• 4:35
  the
• 4:35
  way
• 4:36
  he's
• 4:36
  like,
• 4:36
  putting
• 4:36
  things
• 4:37
  away.
• 4:37
  And
• 4:37
  like
• 4:37
  you
• 4:38
  said,
• 4:38
  the
• 4:38
  demeanor
• 4:39
  so
• 4:40
  very
• 4:40
  closed
• 4:40
  off.
• 4:41
  It's
• 4:41
  very
• 4:41
  closed
• 4:42
  off.
• 4:42
  But
• 4:42
  it
• 4:42
  doesn't.
• 4:43
  And
• 4:43
  this
• 4:43
  isn't
• 4:43
  as
• 4:43
  apparent
• 4:44
  like,
• 4:44
  his
• 4:44
  actions
• 4:45
  necessarily
• 4:45
  because,
• 4:46
  like,
• 4:46
  how
• 4:46
  the
• 4:47
  camera
• 4:47
  is
• 4:47
  kind
• 4:47
  of
• 4:48
  cutting
• 4:48
  it
• 4:48
  off
• 4:48
  or
• 4:48
  like
• 4:49
  there's
• 4:49
  something
• 4:49
  in
• 4:49
  the
• 4:49
  way.
• 4:50
  But
• 4:50
  like,
• 4:50
  he
• 4:50
  kind
• 4:50
  of.
• 4:50
  He
• 4:51
  doesn't
• 4:51
  necessarily
• 4:51
  like,
• 4:52
  slam
• 4:52
  the
• 4:52
  cabinet
• 4:53
  door,
• 4:53
  but
• 4:53
  he
• 4:53
  kind
• 4:54
  of
• 4:54
  does
• 4:54
  because
• 4:54
  you
• 4:54
  can
• 4:55
  kind
• 4:55
  of
• 4:55
  see
• 4:55
  it
• 4:55
  like,
• 4:55
  ricochet.
• 4:56
  And
• 4:56
  then
• 4:56
  he's
• 4:56
  like
• 4:57
  throwing
• 4:58
  something
• 4:59
  on
• 4:59
  the
• 4:59
  stove
• 5:00
  or
• 5:00
  not
• 5:00
  on
• 5:01
  the
• 5:01
  stove,
• 5:01
  but,
• 5:01
  like
• 5:02
  by.
• 5:02
  Oh,
• 5:03
  yeah,
• 5:04
  yeah,
• 5:05
  yeah.
• 5:06
  No,
• 5:06
  that's
• 5:06
  definitely
• 5:07
  an
• 5:07
  aggressive.
• 5:08
  That's.
• 5:08
  Yeah.
• 5:09
  Irritating.
• 5:09
  Like
• 5:10
  when
• 5:10
  he
• 5:10
  kind
• 5:10
  of
• 5:10
  just
• 5:11
  like
• 5:11
  shoves
• 5:11
  the
• 5:12
  cereal
• 5:12
  into
• 5:12
  the
• 5:13
  cabinet.
• 5:13
  I
• 5:13
  know
• 5:13
  we're
• 5:13
  not
• 5:13
  there
• 5:14
  yet,
• 5:14
  but
• 5:14
  it's
• 5:14
  just
• 5:14
  like.
• 5:15
  Like
• 5:16
  he's
• 5:16
  just
• 5:16
  so
• 5:16
  done.
• 5:17
  Yes,
• 5:18
  he
• 5:18
  is
• 5:18
  done.
• 5:19
  This
• 5:19
  is
• 5:19
  such
• 5:19
  a
• 5:19
  quintessential
• 5:20
  couple
• 5:20
  thing.
• 5:21
  Like,
• 5:21
  cannot
• 5:21
  explain
• 5:22
  this
• 5:22
  enough
• 5:22
  where,
• 5:23
  like,
• 5:23
  you're
• 5:24
  having
• 5:24
  a
• 5:24
  fight.
• 5:24
  It's
• 5:25
  not
• 5:25
  about
• 5:25
  the
• 5:25
  thing
• 5:25
  you're
• 5:25
  fighting
• 5:26
  about.
• 5:26
  Right.
• 5:27
  Like,
• 5:27
  at
• 5:28
  the
• 5:28
  beginning
• 5:28
  of
• 5:28
  this,
• 5:28
  you
• 5:28
  would
• 5:29
  be
• 5:29
  like,
• 5:29
  oh,
• 5:29
  they're
• 5:29
  fighting
• 5:29
  about
• 5:29
  the
• 5:30
  groceries.
• 5:31
  It's
• 5:31
  never
• 5:31
  about
• 5:32
  the
• 5:32
  groceries.
• 5:32
  That
• 5:32
  is
• 5:32
  the
• 5:33
  forum
• 5:33
  in
• 5:33
  which
• 5:34
  Buck
• 5:34
  is.
• 5:35
  Is
• 5:35
  serving
• 5:36
  up
• 5:36
  the
• 5:36
  passive
• 5:37
  aggressiveness.
• 5:38
  But
• 5:38
  first
• 5:39
  of
• 5:39
  all,
• 5:39
  if
• 5:40
  I
• 5:40
  was
• 5:40
  Buck,
• 5:40
  I'd
• 5:40
  be
• 5:41
  like,
• 5:41
  you
• 5:41
  said
• 5:41
  you'd
• 5:42
  get
• 5:42
  them,
• 5:42
  but
• 5:42
  obviously
• 5:43
  you
• 5:43
  didn't
• 5:45
  came
• 5:45
  home,
• 5:45
  there's
• 5:45
  no
• 5:45
  groceries.
• 5:46
  And
• 5:46
  it's
• 5:46
  kind
• 5:46
  of
• 5:46
  like
• 5:46
  that
• 5:47
  thing
• 5:47
  where
• 5:47
  you
• 5:47
  keep
• 5:47
  asking
• 5:47
  your
• 5:48
  partner
• 5:48
  to
• 5:48
  do
• 5:48
  something
• 5:48
  and
• 5:49
  they
• 5:49
  don't
• 5:49
  do
• 5:49
  it,
• 5:49
  and
• 5:49
  they
• 5:49
  don't
• 5:50
  do
• 5:50
  it,
• 5:50
  and
• 5:50
  they
• 5:50
  don't
• 5:50
  do
• 5:50
  it,
• 5:50
  and
• 5:51
  then
• 5:51
  you
• 5:51
  finally
• 5:52
  just
• 5:53
  angrily,
• 5:53
  passive
• 5:54
  aggressively
• 5:55
  do
• 5:55
  it.
• 5:56
  And
• 5:56
  then
• 5:56
  at
• 5:56
  that
• 5:57
  point
• 5:57
  you're
• 5:58
  angry
• 5:58
  at
• 5:58
  them
• 5:59
  for,
• 5:59
  like,
• 6:00
  not
• 6:00
  doing
• 6:00
  that
• 6:00
  thing,
• 6:00
  but
• 6:01
  because
• 6:01
  they're
• 6:02
  not
• 6:02
  following
• 6:02
  through.
• 6:03
  Like,
• 6:03
  it's
• 6:03
  not
• 6:03
  even
• 6:03
  about
• 6:04
  that
• 6:04
  thing
• 6:04
  anymore.
• 6:05
  It's
• 6:05
  about
• 6:05
  not
• 6:06
  doing
• 6:06
  the
• 6:06
  thing
• 6:06
  that
• 6:06
  you
• 6:07
  said
• 6:07
  that
• 6:07
  you
• 6:07
  would
• 6:07
  do.
• 6:09
  A
• 6:09
  mountain
• 6:09
  gets
• 6:10
  made
• 6:10
  out
• 6:10
  of
• 6:10
  a
• 6:11
  molehill
• 6:11
  sort
• 6:11
  of
• 6:11
  situation.
• 6:12
  So
• 6:12
  that's
• 6:13
  what
• 6:13
  we're
• 6:13
  already
• 6:13
  facing
• 6:13
  here
• 6:14
  just
• 6:14
  with
• 6:14
  the
• 6:15
  groceries.
• 6:16
  Do
• 6:17
  you
• 6:17
  also
• 6:17
  think
• 6:18
  that,
• 6:18
  like.
• 6:18
  Because
• 6:19
  Buck
• 6:20
  has
• 6:20
  had
• 6:20
  to,
• 6:20
  like,
• 6:21
  you
• 6:21
  know,
• 6:21
  he's.
• 6:21
  He's
• 6:22
  in
• 6:22
  the
• 6:22
  middle
• 6:22
  of
• 6:22
  his,
• 6:23
  like,
• 6:23
  learning
• 6:24
  to
• 6:24
  be
• 6:24
  alone
• 6:25
  lesson
• 6:26
  or
• 6:26
  whatever,
• 6:27
  he's
• 6:27
  trying
• 6:27
  to
• 6:28
  put
• 6:28
  forth
• 6:29
  this,
• 6:29
  like,
• 6:29
  almost
• 6:30
  like,
• 6:30
  hyper
• 6:30
  independence
• 6:31
  sort
• 6:32
  of
• 6:32
  thing.
• 6:32
  It's
• 6:32
  like
• 6:32
  that
• 6:33
  he's
• 6:33
  not
• 6:33
  relying
• 6:33
  on
• 6:34
  Eddie
• 6:34
  to
• 6:34
  get
• 6:34
  the
• 6:34
  groceries.
• 6:35
  He's
• 6:35
  like,
• 6:35
  well,
• 6:35
  I
• 6:35
  was
• 6:36
  already
• 6:36
  out
• 6:36
  and
• 6:36
  I'm.
• 6:37
  I
• 6:37
  have
• 6:37
  to
• 6:37
  rely
• 6:38
  on
• 6:38
  myself,
• 6:38
  so
• 6:38
  I'm
• 6:39
  gonna
• 6:39
  get
• 6:39
  the
• 6:39
  groceries
• 6:40
  sort
• 6:40
  of
• 6:40
  thing
• 6:41
  because
• 6:41
  I'm
• 6:41
  mad
• 6:41
  at
• 6:41
  you.
• 6:42
  Well,
• 6:42
  this
• 6:42
  is
• 6:42
  where
• 6:43
  I
• 6:43
  have
• 6:43
  to
• 6:43
  put
• 6:44
  what
• 6:44
  I
• 6:44
  had
• 6:45
  assumed
• 6:46
  was
• 6:46
  the
• 6:47
  original
• 6:47
  scene,
• 6:47
  the
• 6:47
  original
• 6:48
  opening
• 6:48
  of
• 6:49
  this
• 6:49
  episode,
• 6:50
  which
• 6:50
  was
• 6:50
  like,
• 6:50
  him
• 6:51
  getting
• 6:51
  the
• 6:51
  groceries.
• 6:52
  He
• 6:52
  just
• 6:53
  took
• 6:53
  these
• 6:53
  home
• 6:53
  because
• 6:53
  he
• 6:54
  wasn't
• 6:54
  able
• 6:54
  to
• 6:54
  use
• 6:54
  them
• 6:55
  at
• 6:55
  the
• 6:55
  fire.
• 6:55
  Yeah.
• 6:56
  From
• 6:56
  the
• 6:56
  stills
• 6:57
  or.
• 6:57
  Because
• 6:57
  originally
• 6:58
  I.
• 6:59
  The
• 6:59
  way
• 6:59
  this
• 6:59
  episode
• 7:00
  was
• 7:00
  supposed
• 7:00
  to
• 7:00
  open
• 7:01
  was
• 7:01
  with
• 7:01
  him
• 7:02
  bringing
• 7:02
  in
• 7:02
  the
• 7:02
  groceries
• 7:03
  because
• 7:03
  he
• 7:03
  was
• 7:03
  going
• 7:03
  to
• 7:04
  cook
• 7:04
  for
• 7:04
  the.
• 7:05
  For
• 7:05
  the
• 7:05
  118.
• 7:06
  But
• 7:06
  then
• 7:06
  he
• 7:07
  opens
• 7:07
  that
• 7:07
  refrigerator
• 7:08
  and
• 7:08
  he
• 7:08
  says
• 7:08
  all
• 7:08
  these,
• 7:09
  all
• 7:09
  the
• 7:09
  takeout
• 7:10
  and
• 7:10
  everything.
• 7:10
  So
• 7:10
  it's
• 7:11
  just
• 7:11
  like,
• 7:11
  well,
• 7:11
  I
• 7:11
  guess
• 7:11
  I
• 7:11
  have
• 7:12
  these.
• 7:12
  This.
• 7:12
  These
• 7:13
  two
• 7:13
  bags
• 7:13
  of
• 7:14
  groceries.
• 7:14
  I'm
• 7:14
  taking
• 7:14
  them
• 7:15
  home.
• 7:15
  So
• 7:15
  it's
• 7:15
  like
• 7:16
  on
• 7:16
  top
• 7:16
  of
• 7:16
  him,
• 7:16
  feeling,
• 7:17
  like,
• 7:17
  unnecessary,
• 7:20
  he's
• 7:20
  learned
• 7:21
  this
• 7:21
  thing
• 7:21
  about
• 7:22
  Eddie
• 7:22
  that
• 7:23
  Eddie
• 7:23
  didn't
• 7:23
  tell
• 7:23
  him
• 7:24
  and
• 7:24
  he's
• 7:24
  only
• 7:24
  heard
• 7:25
  through
• 7:25
  the
• 7:25
  grapevine.
• 7:25
  And
• 7:26
  he
• 7:26
  just
• 7:26
  like,
• 7:26
  well,
• 7:27
  screw
• 7:27
  this.
• 7:27
  So
• 7:28
  the
• 7:28
  way
• 7:28
  I
• 7:28
  look
• 7:29
  at
• 7:29
  it
• 7:29
  is
• 7:30
  because
• 7:30
  I,
• 7:31
  you
• 7:31
  know,
• 7:31
  I
• 7:32
  like
• 7:32
  where
• 7:32
  you're
• 7:32
  coming
• 7:32
  from.
• 7:33
  So.
• 7:33
  But
• 7:33
  since
• 7:33
  we
• 7:34
  don't
• 7:34
  see
• 7:34
  that
• 7:34
  where
• 7:35
  I
• 7:35
  think
• 7:35
  Buck's
• 7:36
  head
• 7:36
  Is
• 7:36
  at.
• 7:36
  Is
• 7:36
  that.
• 7:37
  Well,
• 7:37
  he
• 7:37
  better
• 7:37
  get
• 7:38
  used
• 7:38
  to
• 7:38
  just
• 7:38
  doing
• 7:38
  all
• 7:38
  the
• 7:39
  shit
• 7:39
  by
• 7:39
  himself
• 7:39
  again
• 7:39
  anyway,
• 7:40
  because.
• 7:40
  Yeah,
• 7:41
  well,
• 7:41
  he
• 7:41
  already
• 7:41
  knew
• 7:42
  that
• 7:42
  Eddie
• 7:42
  was
• 7:42
  going
• 7:42
  to
• 7:42
  go
• 7:43
  back,
• 7:43
  but
• 7:43
  now
• 7:43
  he
• 7:44
  knows
• 7:44
  that
• 7:44
  he's
• 7:44
  going
• 7:44
  back
• 7:44
  in,
• 7:45
  like,
• 7:45
  a
• 7:45
  day
• 7:45
  or
• 7:46
  two,
• 7:46
  like
• 7:46
  a
• 7:46
  couple
• 7:46
  days.
• 7:47
  So
• 7:47
  he's
• 7:48
  like,
• 7:48
  well,
• 7:48
  I
• 7:48
  might
• 7:48
  as
• 7:48
  well
• 7:49
  just
• 7:49
  start
• 7:49
  doing
• 7:49
  all
• 7:50
  my
• 7:50
  own
• 7:50
  shit
• 7:50
  again.
• 7:51
  He
• 7:51
  can't
• 7:51
  even
• 7:51
  tell
• 7:51
  me
• 7:51
  he's
• 7:52
  leaving.
• 7:52
  So,
• 7:53
  like,
• 7:54
  how
• 7:55
  can
• 7:55
  I
• 7:55
  rely
• 7:55
  on
• 7:55
  him
• 7:56
  for
• 7:56
  anything?
• 7:56
  How
• 7:56
  can
• 7:56
  I
• 7:56
  rely
• 7:56
  on
• 7:57
  him
• 7:57
  to
• 7:57
  get
• 7:57
  the
• 7:57
  groceries?
• 7:58
  Yeah,
• 7:58
  okay,
• 7:59
  point.
• 7:59
  Yeah.
• 7:59
  But
• 8:00
  I
• 8:00
  do
• 8:00
  think
• 8:00
  you're
• 8:00
  right.
• 8:00
  Still
• 8:01
  about,
• 8:01
  like,
• 8:01
  that
• 8:01
  opening.
• 8:02
  I
• 8:02
  do
• 8:02
  think
• 8:02
  that's
• 8:02
  where
• 8:03
  the
• 8:03
  groceries
• 8:03
  came
• 8:03
  from.
• 8:04
  So
• 8:04
  he
• 8:04
  says,
• 8:05
  I
• 8:05
  was
• 8:05
  out,
• 8:06
  it's
• 8:06
  fine.
• 8:07
  And
• 8:07
  he
• 8:07
  sounds
• 8:07
  like
• 8:07
  he's
• 8:08
  been
• 8:08
  crying.
• 8:08
  Like
• 8:09
  his
• 8:09
  voice
• 8:09
  is
• 8:09
  raw.
• 8:10
  Yeah.
• 8:10
  It's
• 8:10
  all
• 8:10
  the
• 8:10
  telltale
• 8:11
  signs
• 8:11
  of,
• 8:11
  like,
• 8:12
  you're
• 8:12
  choked
• 8:12
  on
• 8:12
  emotion.
• 8:13
  So,
• 8:13
  like,
• 8:13
  even
• 8:13
  if
• 8:13
  he
• 8:14
  wasn't
• 8:14
  crying,
• 8:14
  he's
• 8:15
  either,
• 8:15
  like,
• 8:15
  really
• 8:16
  angry
• 8:16
  or
• 8:17
  there's
• 8:17
  some
• 8:18
  sort
• 8:18
  of
• 8:18
  emotion
• 8:18
  that
• 8:19
  he
• 8:19
  is
• 8:19
  trying
• 8:20
  to
• 8:20
  stuff
• 8:20
  down
• 8:21
  that's
• 8:21
  making
• 8:21
  his
• 8:22
  voice
• 8:22
  sound
• 8:22
  like
• 8:22
  he's
• 8:23
  trying
• 8:23
  to
• 8:24
  not
• 8:25
  become
• 8:26
  too
• 8:26
  emotional
• 8:26
  or
• 8:27
  that
• 8:27
  he's
• 8:27
  trying
• 8:27
  to,
• 8:27
  like,
• 8:28
  get
• 8:29
  over
• 8:29
  having
• 8:29
  just
• 8:29
  cried.
• 8:30
  I
• 8:30
  could
• 8:30
  have
• 8:30
  been.
• 8:30
  Sorry.
• 8:31
  I'm
• 8:31
  just
• 8:31
  picturing
• 8:31
  him
• 8:32
  in
• 8:32
  the
• 8:32
  grocery
• 8:32
  store.
• 8:33
  Oh,
• 8:33
  no.
• 8:33
  Oh,
• 8:34
  no.
• 8:34
  No
• 8:36
  chance.
• 8:37
  Oh,
• 8:38
  my
• 8:38
  God.
• 8:40
  No.
• 8:40
  Crying
• 8:41
  over
• 8:41
  spilled
• 8:41
  milk.
• 8:42
  I
• 8:42
  think
• 8:43
  about
• 8:43
  his
• 8:43
  outbursts
• 8:44
  in
• 8:45
  8,
• 8:46
  10,
• 8:47
  where
• 8:47
  he's
• 8:48
  actually,
• 8:48
  like,
• 8:49
  expressing
• 8:49
  all
• 8:50
  the
• 8:50
  things
• 8:50
  that
• 8:50
  are
• 8:50
  going
• 8:51
  wrong.
• 8:51
  And,
• 8:51
  like,
• 8:52
  because
• 8:52
  of,
• 8:52
  you
• 8:53
  know,
• 8:53
  how.
• 8:53
  How
• 8:53
  he's
• 8:54
  been
• 8:55
  showing
• 8:56
  his.
• 8:56
  Or
• 8:57
  technically
• 8:57
  not
• 8:57
  showing
• 8:58
  his
• 8:58
  grief
• 8:58
  and
• 8:58
  all
• 8:59
  of
• 8:59
  that,
• 8:59
  like,
• 8:59
  he's
• 9:00
  just.
• 9:00
  Just
• 9:01
  trying
• 9:01
  to
• 9:01
  keep
• 9:01
  it,
• 9:01
  and
• 9:01
  he's
• 9:02
  just.
• 9:02
  It's.
• 9:02
  He's
• 9:03
  like,
• 9:03
  choking
• 9:03
  up,
• 9:03
  but,
• 9:04
  like,
• 9:04
  he's
• 9:04
  not.
• 9:05
  He
• 9:05
  doesn't
• 9:05
  want
• 9:06
  to
• 9:06
  say
• 9:06
  it.
• 9:06
  He
• 9:06
  doesn't
• 9:06
  want
• 9:07
  to,
• 9:07
  like,
• 9:07
  express
• 9:07
  it
• 9:08
  at
• 9:08
  all.
• 9:09
  Because
• 9:09
  what
• 9:10
  is
• 9:10
  the
• 9:10
  point
• 9:11
  at
• 9:11
  this
• 9:12
  point,
• 9:13
  especially
• 9:13
  with
• 9:13
  him
• 9:14
  leaving,
• 9:15
  it's
• 9:15
  like.
• 9:16
  He'S
• 9:16
  trying
• 9:16
  so
• 9:17
  hard
• 9:17
  to,
• 9:17
  like,
• 9:17
  maintain
• 9:18
  whatever
• 9:19
  semblance
• 9:20
  of
• 9:20
  control
• 9:21
  that
• 9:22
  he
• 9:22
  has.
• 9:23
  Which
• 9:23
  is
• 9:23
  not
• 9:24
  to
• 9:24
  say
• 9:24
  that
• 9:24
  there's
• 9:25
  a
• 9:25
  lot
• 9:26
  that
• 9:26
  he
• 9:26
  can
• 9:27
  control
• 9:27
  right
• 9:27
  now,
• 9:28
  especially
• 9:28
  with
• 9:29
  everything
• 9:29
  else
• 9:30
  going
• 9:30
  on.
• 9:30
  But.
• 9:31
  But
• 9:31
  he's
• 9:32
  so
• 9:32
  focused
• 9:33
  on
• 9:33
  controlling
• 9:34
  his
• 9:34
  own
• 9:34
  emotions
• 9:34
  so
• 9:35
  he
• 9:35
  can
• 9:35
  be
• 9:35
  there
• 9:35
  for
• 9:36
  everyone
• 9:36
  else
• 9:37
  that
• 9:37
  I
• 9:37
  think
• 9:37
  this
• 9:38
  is
• 9:38
  just
• 9:38
  one
• 9:38
  of
• 9:38
  those
• 9:38
  things
• 9:39
  that,
• 9:39
  like,
• 9:39
  it's
• 9:39
  kind
• 9:40
  of
• 9:40
  bubbling
• 9:40
  up
• 9:40
  and
• 9:40
  then
• 9:40
  he's
• 9:41
  trying
• 9:41
  to
• 9:41
  push
• 9:41
  it
• 9:41
  right
• 9:41
  down.
• 9:42
  Because
• 9:42
  nobody
• 9:42
  can
• 9:43
  know.
• 9:43
  Yeah.
• 9:43
  Because
• 9:43
  feeling
• 9:44
  his
• 9:44
  emotions
• 9:44
  would
• 9:44
  be
• 9:45
  making
• 9:45
  it
• 9:45
  about
• 9:45
  him.
• 9:47
  So
• 9:47
  there
• 9:48
  must
• 9:48
  be
• 9:48
  no
• 9:48
  emotions.
• 9:49
  Right.
• 9:50
  Because
• 9:50
  that's
• 9:51
  how
• 9:51
  humanity
• 9:52
  works.
• 9:54
  That's
• 9:54
  how
• 9:54
  being
• 9:55
  there
• 9:55
  for
• 9:55
  people
• 9:55
  who
• 9:55
  are
• 9:56
  grieving
• 9:56
  works.
• 9:56
  You
• 9:56
  don't
• 9:57
  show
• 9:57
  them
• 9:57
  your
• 9:57
  grief
• 9:57
  at
• 9:57
  all.
• 9:58
  I
• 9:58
  know.
• 9:58
  Okay,
• 9:59
  so
• 9:59
  we
• 9:59
  just
• 9:59
  saw
• 10:00
  Eddie
• 10:00
  say,
• 10:00
  like,
• 10:01
  it
• 10:01
  doesn't
• 10:01
  seem
• 10:01
  fine,
• 10:02
  and
• 10:02
  Buck,
• 10:03
  like,
• 10:03
  kind
• 10:03
  of
• 10:03
  rounds
• 10:05
  the.
• 10:05
  The
• 10:05
  island,
• 10:06
  like,
• 10:06
  just
• 10:06
  kind
• 10:06
  of
• 10:06
  going
• 10:07
  past
• 10:08
  Eddie
• 10:08
  and
• 10:08
  going
• 10:09
  to
• 10:09
  the
• 10:09
  other
• 10:10
  cabinets
• 10:11
  on.
• 10:11
  On
• 10:11
  the
• 10:11
  opposite
• 10:12
  side
• 10:12
  of
• 10:12
  the
• 10:12
  kitchen.
• 10:13
  And
• 10:13
  just
• 10:13
  like
• 10:13
  the
• 10:13
  way
• 10:14
  that
• 10:14
  they
• 10:14
  have
• 10:15
  this
• 10:15
  blocking
• 10:16
  for
• 10:17
  this
• 10:17
  whole
• 10:17
  scene
• 10:18
  because
• 10:18
  it's
• 10:18
  like
• 10:19
  a
• 10:19
  very
• 10:19
  push
• 10:19
  and
• 10:19
  pull
• 10:20
  sort
• 10:20
  of
• 10:20
  thing.
• 10:20
  Right.
• 10:21
  And
• 10:22
  they
• 10:22
  continually
• 10:23
  have
• 10:23
  Buck
• 10:24
  try
• 10:24
  to
• 10:25
  turn
• 10:25
  away
• 10:26
  from
• 10:27
  Eddie,
• 10:27
  at
• 10:28
  least
• 10:28
  in
• 10:28
  the
• 10:28
  beginning
• 10:28
  of
• 10:29
  this
• 10:29
  scene
• 10:29
  as
• 10:29
  well.
• 10:29
  So,
• 10:30
  like,
• 10:30
  we
• 10:30
  saw
• 10:30
  when
• 10:30
  Eddie
• 10:31
  came
• 10:31
  in
• 10:31
  and
• 10:31
  his
• 10:31
  back
• 10:31
  was
• 10:32
  towards
• 10:33
  Eddie,
• 10:33
  and
• 10:33
  then
• 10:33
  now
• 10:34
  Eddie
• 10:34
  is
• 10:34
  talking
• 10:34
  to
• 10:35
  him,
• 10:35
  but
• 10:35
  he's
• 10:35
  still
• 10:35
  turning
• 10:36
  away
• 10:36
  from
• 10:37
  Eddie
• 10:37
  and
• 10:38
  going
• 10:38
  to
• 10:38
  this
• 10:38
  opposite
• 10:39
  side.
• 10:39
  So
• 10:39
  he's
• 10:40
  making,
• 10:40
  like,
• 10:40
  as
• 10:40
  much
• 10:41
  physical
• 10:42
  space
• 10:42
  in
• 10:42
  the
• 10:43
  kitchen
• 10:43
  as
• 10:44
  possible.
• 10:44
  And
• 10:45
  he
• 10:45
  only
• 10:45
  kind
• 10:45
  of
• 10:46
  like,
• 10:46
  he
• 10:46
  has
• 10:46
  to,
• 10:47
  like,
• 10:47
  steel
• 10:47
  himself
• 10:48
  for
• 10:48
  a
• 10:48
  second
• 10:48
  before
• 10:49
  he
• 10:49
  like,
• 10:49
  turns
• 10:50
  around
• 10:50
  and
• 10:50
  tells
• 10:50
  him
• 10:51
  exactly
• 10:52
  what's
• 10:53
  the
• 10:53
  issue.
• 10:53
  Which
• 10:54
  is,
• 10:54
  like,
• 10:54
  I
• 10:55
  heard,
• 10:56
  not
• 10:56
  through
• 10:56
  you,
• 10:57
  all
• 10:57
  this
• 10:58
  stuff
• 10:58
  about,
• 10:58
  you
• 10:59
  know,
• 10:59
  you
• 10:59
  getting
• 10:59
  the
• 11:00
  job
• 11:00
  at
• 11:00
  the
• 11:00
  El
• 11:00
  Paso
• 11:01
  Fire
• 11:01
  Department.
• 11:02
  It's
• 11:03
  still
• 11:03
  like
• 11:03
  him
• 11:03
  trying
• 11:04
  to.
• 11:04
  To
• 11:04
  maintain
• 11:05
  some
• 11:05
  control
• 11:06
  of
• 11:06
  the
• 11:06
  conversation.
• 11:07
  Like,
• 11:07
  like
• 11:08
  he's
• 11:08
  not
• 11:08
  going
• 11:08
  to
• 11:08
  look
• 11:08
  at
• 11:09
  Eddie
• 11:09
  until
• 11:09
  he's
• 11:10
  ready
• 11:10
  to,
• 11:10
  like,
• 11:11
  confront.
• 11:11
  Confront
• 11:12
  him.
• 11:12
  Yeah,
• 11:13
  I
• 11:14
  think
• 11:14
  he's
• 11:14
  debating
• 11:15
  with
• 11:15
  himself
• 11:15
  to.
• 11:15
  Whether
• 11:16
  he
• 11:16
  wants
• 11:17
  to
• 11:17
  or
• 11:17
  not.
• 11:18
  Yeah.
• 11:18
  But,
• 11:19
  like,
• 11:19
  knowing
• 11:19
  him,
• 11:20
  he
• 11:20
  just
• 11:21
  like.
• 11:21
  Kind
• 11:21
  of
• 11:21
  has
• 11:21
  to,
• 11:22
  like,
• 11:22
  wrestling
• 11:23
  within
• 11:23
  himself,
• 11:23
  like,
• 11:23
  trying
• 11:24
  to
• 11:24
  again,
• 11:25
  hold
• 11:25
  it
• 11:25
  down,
• 11:25
  hold
• 11:26
  it
• 11:26
  down.
• 11:26
  But
• 11:26
  then
• 11:27
  it
• 11:27
  just
• 11:27
  kind
• 11:27
  of
• 11:27
  like
• 11:27
  bubbles
• 11:28
  up
• 11:28
  from.
• 11:28
  But
• 11:28
  I
• 11:29
  also
• 11:29
  think
• 11:29
  he's
• 11:29
  thinking
• 11:29
  of,
• 11:30
  like,
• 11:30
  should
• 11:30
  I
• 11:30
  give
• 11:30
  him
• 11:30
  a
• 11:31
  chance
• 11:31
  to
• 11:31
  tell
• 11:31
  me?
• 11:31
  But
• 11:32
  then,
• 11:32
  like,
• 11:32
  thinking
• 11:32
  about
• 11:33
  an
• 11:33
  808,
• 11:34
  like,
• 11:34
  how
• 11:35
  Eddie.
• 11:35
  He
• 11:36
  wouldn't
• 11:36
  have
• 11:36
  known
• 11:36
  that
• 11:36
  Eddie
• 11:36
  was
• 11:37
  even
• 11:37
  planning
• 11:37
  on
• 11:37
  moving.
• 11:38
  He
• 11:38
  hadn't,
• 11:39
  like,
• 11:39
  accidentally
• 11:40
  seen
• 11:40
  it
• 11:40
  on
• 11:40
  the
• 11:40
  iPad.
• 11:41
  So,
• 11:41
  like,
• 11:42
  this
• 11:42
  comes
• 11:42
  after,
• 11:44
  you
• 11:44
  know,
• 11:44
  the
• 11:44
  blow
• 11:45
  of
• 11:46
  finding
• 11:46
  out
• 11:46
  about
• 11:47
  Eddie
• 11:47
  moving
• 11:47
  on
• 11:48
  the
• 11:48
  iPad.
• 11:48
  It
• 11:48
  comes
• 11:49
  out
• 11:49
  after,
• 11:50
  you
• 11:50
  know,
• 11:51
  overhearing
• 11:52
  Eddie
• 11:52
  saying,
• 11:53
  like,
• 11:53
  yeah,
• 11:54
  the
• 11:54
  opportunity
• 11:55
  was
• 11:55
  la.
• 11:55
  Everything
• 11:56
  is
• 11:56
  everything
• 11:56
  that's
• 11:57
  important
• 11:57
  or
• 11:58
  whatever
• 11:58
  is
• 11:58
  back
• 11:59
  in
• 11:59
  Texas.
• 12:00
  So
• 12:01
  this
• 12:01
  is
• 12:01
  just
• 12:01
  like.
• 12:02
  And
• 12:02
  all
• 12:02
  of
• 12:02
  this
• 12:03
  happens,
• 12:03
  like,
• 12:03
  within
• 12:04
  quick
• 12:04
  succession.
• 12:05
  Well,
• 12:05
  I
• 12:05
  guess
• 12:06
  Eddie's
• 12:06
  been
• 12:06
  gone
• 12:06
  for
• 12:06
  a
• 12:06
  couple
• 12:07
  of
• 12:07
  weeks.
• 12:08
  Ambiguous
• 12:08
  time
• 12:09
  here,
• 12:09
  but
• 12:11
  I
• 12:11
  think
• 12:11
  it's.
• 12:11
  Been
• 12:12
  like
• 12:12
  a
• 12:12
  month
• 12:13
  and
• 12:13
  a
• 12:13
  half,
• 12:13
  two
• 12:13
  months,
• 12:14
  a
• 12:14
  month.
• 12:14
  Ish.
• 12:15
  Or
• 12:15
  more
• 12:16
  around
• 12:17
  there.
• 12:17
  So
• 12:18
  it's
• 12:18
  still
• 12:18
  like
• 12:19
  a
• 12:19
  pretty,
• 12:19
  like,
• 12:20
  condensed
• 12:20
  time
• 12:21
  period
• 12:21
  for
• 12:22
  all
• 12:22
  of
• 12:22
  that,
• 12:22
  like,
• 12:23
  change
• 12:23
  to
• 12:23
  happen
• 12:23
  and
• 12:24
  for
• 12:24
  him
• 12:24
  to,
• 12:24
  like,
• 12:24
  overhear
• 12:25
  this
• 12:25
  stuff
• 12:26
  so
• 12:26
  indirectly,
• 12:28
  because
• 12:28
  Eddie
• 12:29
  is
• 12:29
  not
• 12:29
  telling
• 12:30
  him
• 12:30
  that
• 12:30
  kind
• 12:31
  of
• 12:31
  big
• 12:31
  stuff
• 12:32
  and
• 12:32
  he's
• 12:32
  so.
• 12:33
  Still
• 12:33
  so
• 12:34
  hurt
• 12:34
  about,
• 12:35
  I
• 12:35
  think
• 12:35
  just
• 12:36
  the
• 12:36
  first
• 12:36
  one
• 12:36
  about
• 12:37
  moving
• 12:38
  and
• 12:38
  he,
• 12:38
  if
• 12:39
  he
• 12:39
  didn't
• 12:39
  pick
• 12:39
  up
• 12:40
  that
• 12:40
  tablet
• 12:41
  right,
• 12:42
  when
• 12:42
  would
• 12:42
  Eddie
• 12:42
  have
• 12:43
  told
• 12:43
  him?
• 12:44
  Yeah,
• 12:44
  I'll
• 12:44
  dive
• 12:45
  into
• 12:45
  that
• 12:45
  a
• 12:45
  little
• 12:45
  more.
• 12:46
  Like
• 12:46
  after
• 12:47
  he
• 12:47
  says
• 12:48
  a
• 12:48
  line
• 12:49
  about,
• 12:50
  oh,
• 12:50
  but
• 12:50
  you
• 12:50
  didn't
• 12:50
  tell
• 12:51
  me.
• 12:51
  You
• 12:51
  know
• 12:51
  what
• 12:51
  I
• 12:52
  think
• 12:52
  about
• 12:52
  when
• 12:53
  I
• 12:53
  hear
• 12:53
  him
• 12:53
  say
• 12:53
  congratulations?
• 12:54
  I'm
• 12:54
  like,
• 12:54
  where's
• 12:55
  the
• 12:55
  edit?
• 12:55
  The
• 12:55
  Hamilton
• 12:56
  edit?
• 12:56
  Congratulations.
• 12:58
  You
• 12:58
  have
• 12:58
  invented
• 12:59
  a
• 12:59
  new
• 12:59
  kind
• 12:59
  of
• 13:00
  stupid,
• 13:01
  damage
• 13:01
  you
• 13:02
  could
• 13:02
  never
• 13:02
  do
• 13:02
  kind
• 13:03
  of
• 13:03
  stupid.
• 13:05
  I'm
• 13:05
  so
• 13:05
  glad.
• 13:06
  Yeah,
• 13:06
  we're
• 13:07
  same
• 13:07
  brain,
• 13:08
  right?
• 13:08
  Really
• 13:08
  didn't
• 13:08
  think
• 13:09
  this
• 13:09
  through.
• 13:09
  Kind
• 13:09
  of
• 13:09
  stupid,
• 13:11
  that
• 13:11
  is.
• 13:12
  Every
• 13:12
  time
• 13:13
  I
• 13:13
  see
• 13:13
  that,
• 13:13
  I'm
• 13:13
  just
• 13:14
  like.
• 13:14
  Like
• 13:15
  I
• 13:15
  just
• 13:15
  hear
• 13:15
  her.
• 13:15
  I'm
• 13:16
  like,
• 13:16
  yes.
• 13:18
  I
• 13:18
  don't
• 13:18
  know
• 13:18
  why.
• 13:19
  I
• 13:19
  don't
• 13:19
  even.
• 13:20
  I
• 13:20
  don't
• 13:20
  even
• 13:20
  know
• 13:20
  if
• 13:20
  it
• 13:21
  really
• 13:21
  applies
• 13:21
  here,
• 13:21
  but
• 13:22
  like,
• 13:23
  it's
• 13:24
  the
• 13:24
  energy.
• 13:25
  Yeah,
• 13:25
  it's
• 13:25
  the
• 13:25
  energy.
• 13:26
  It's
• 13:26
  a
• 13:26
  similar
• 13:26
  cadence
• 13:27
  with
• 13:27
  the
• 13:28
  delivery.
• 13:28
  Well,
• 13:29
  here's
• 13:29
  the
• 13:29
  thing.
• 13:29
  Her
• 13:30
  delivery
• 13:30
  is
• 13:30
  like,
• 13:31
  I
• 13:31
  sacrificed
• 13:33
  my
• 13:34
  happiness
• 13:34
  for
• 13:35
  yours.
• 13:35
  I
• 13:37
  devoted
• 13:38
  myself
• 13:38
  to
• 13:39
  you,
• 13:39
  and
• 13:39
  this
• 13:40
  is
• 13:40
  how
• 13:40
  you
• 13:40
  repay
• 13:41
  me.
• 13:41
  Yeah,
• 13:42
  like
• 13:42
  go
• 13:42
  fuck
• 13:43
  yourself.
• 13:43
  Which
• 13:44
  actually
• 13:44
  is
• 13:45
  kind
• 13:45
  of
• 13:45
  similar.
• 13:46
  Yeah.
• 13:47
  In,
• 13:47
  in
• 13:48
  this
• 13:48
  instance,
• 13:48
  because
• 13:49
  like,
• 13:49
  here
• 13:50
  you
• 13:50
  have
• 13:50
  Buck.
• 13:50
  He
• 13:51
  sacrificed
• 13:51
  his
• 13:51
  loft.
• 13:52
  He's
• 13:52
  taking
• 13:52
  over
• 13:53
  Eddie's
• 13:53
  lease.
• 13:54
  He's,
• 13:54
  you
• 13:55
  know,
• 13:55
  making
• 13:56
  it
• 13:56
  so
• 13:56
  easy.
• 13:57
  For
• 13:57
  Eddie,
• 13:57
  and
• 13:58
  Eddie
• 13:58
  doesn't
• 13:58
  have
• 13:58
  the
• 13:59
  decency
• 13:59
  to
• 13:59
  just
• 14:00
  tell
• 14:00
  him.
• 14:00
  And
• 14:00
  I
• 14:01
  get
• 14:01
  why,
• 14:01
  but,
• 14:01
  you
• 14:02
  know.
• 14:02
  But
• 14:02
  here'
• 14:03
  the
• 14:03
  thing
• 14:03
  is,
• 14:03
  Eddie
• 14:04
  has
• 14:04
  never
• 14:04
  actually
• 14:05
  given
• 14:05
  Buck
• 14:06
  the
• 14:06
  chance
• 14:07
  to
• 14:07
  react
• 14:08
  to
• 14:08
  something
• 14:09
  by
• 14:09
  telling
• 14:09
  him
• 14:11
  himself.
• 14:12
  So
• 14:12
  I
• 14:12
  really
• 14:13
  think
• 14:13
  Buck
• 14:14
  would
• 14:14
  react
• 14:15
  better
• 14:15
  if
• 14:15
  he
• 14:16
  was
• 14:16
  told
• 14:17
  the
• 14:17
  thing,
• 14:17
  like,
• 14:18
  directly.
• 14:18
  Because
• 14:19
  not
• 14:19
  only
• 14:19
  would
• 14:19
  it
• 14:19
  be
• 14:19
  like,
• 14:20
  oh,
• 14:20
  he
• 14:20
  trusts
• 14:21
  me,
• 14:21
  but
• 14:21
  it
• 14:22
  would
• 14:22
  be,
• 14:22
  oh,
• 14:22
  I'm
• 14:22
  important
• 14:23
  to
• 14:23
  him
• 14:23
  for
• 14:24
  him
• 14:24
  to
• 14:24
  open
• 14:24
  up
• 14:25
  and
• 14:25
  tell
• 14:25
  me
• 14:25
  this
• 14:25
  thing.
• 14:26
  Exactly.
• 14:26
  No.
• 14:27
  And,
• 14:27
  you
• 14:27
  know,
• 14:27
  now
• 14:28
  that
• 14:28
  I
• 14:28
  think
• 14:28
  about
• 14:28
  it,
• 14:28
  because
• 14:29
  I
• 14:29
  was
• 14:29
  like,
• 14:29
  wait,
• 14:29
  but
• 14:29
  what
• 14:29
  about
• 14:30
  the
• 14:30
  will
• 14:30
  scene?
• 14:30
  But
• 14:30
  the
• 14:31
  will
• 14:31
  scene
• 14:31
  is
• 14:32
  like,
• 14:33
  he
• 14:33
  waited.
• 14:34
  He
• 14:34
  wasn't
• 14:34
  gon
• 14:34
  tell
• 14:35
  him
• 14:35
  anyway.
• 14:36
  Yes.
• 14:36
  And
• 14:36
  it
• 14:37
  had
• 14:37
  to
• 14:37
  be,
• 14:37
  you
• 14:38
  know,
• 14:38
  Bug
• 14:38
  had
• 14:39
  to
• 14:39
  be
• 14:39
  in
• 14:39
  a
• 14:39
  place
• 14:39
  where
• 14:40
  he
• 14:40
  was
• 14:40
  like,
• 14:40
  putting
• 14:41
  his
• 14:41
  own
• 14:41
  life
• 14:41
  in
• 14:41
  danger
• 14:42
  to
• 14:42
  be
• 14:42
  like,
• 14:42
  okay,
• 14:42
  listen,
• 14:43
  you
• 14:43
  do
• 14:44
  matter.
• 14:45
  Stop
• 14:45
  trying
• 14:45
  to
• 14:45
  get
• 14:45
  yourself
• 14:46
  killed.
• 14:46
  He
• 14:46
  didn't
• 14:47
  get
• 14:47
  the
• 14:47
  chance
• 14:47
  to,
• 14:48
  to
• 14:48
  react
• 14:49
  if
• 14:49
  he
• 14:49
  had
• 14:49
  initially
• 14:50
  told
• 14:50
  him.
• 14:50
  You
• 14:50
  know,
• 14:51
  I
• 14:51
  don't
• 14:51
  think
• 14:51
  that
• 14:51
  message
• 14:52
  got
• 14:52
  across
• 14:52
  the
• 14:53
  way
• 14:53
  that
• 14:53
  it
• 14:53
  was
• 14:53
  supposed
• 14:54
  to.
• 14:54
  I
• 14:54
  think
• 14:54
  Eddie
• 14:55
  was
• 14:55
  trying
• 14:55
  to
• 14:55
  say,
• 14:55
  you're
• 14:56
  part
• 14:56
  of
• 14:56
  my
• 14:56
  family
• 14:57
  and
• 14:57
  important
• 14:57
  to
• 14:57
  me.
• 14:58
  And
• 14:58
  Buck
• 14:58
  heard,
• 14:59
  oh,
• 14:59
  you're
• 14:59
  my
• 14:59
  backup
• 15:00
  plan.
• 15:00
  You
• 15:00
  can't
• 15:00
  kill
• 15:00
  yourself.
• 15:01
  Yes,
• 15:01
  we
• 15:01
  can
• 15:02
  discuss
• 15:02
  this
• 15:02
  on
• 15:02
  Eddie's
• 15:03
  side
• 15:03
  when
• 15:03
  we
• 15:03
  get
• 15:03
  there
• 15:03
  too,
• 15:04
  but
• 15:04
  it's
• 15:04
  this
• 15:05
  pattern
• 15:05
  that
• 15:05
  Buck
• 15:06
  ends
• 15:06
  up
• 15:06
  finding
• 15:07
  himself
• 15:07
  in
• 15:08
  on
• 15:08
  the
• 15:08
  other
• 15:09
  side
• 15:09
  of
• 15:09
  these
• 15:09
  kind
• 15:10
  of
• 15:10
  conversations
• 15:11
  where
• 15:11
  he's
• 15:11
  just
• 15:11
  kind
• 15:12
  of
• 15:12
  like
• 15:12
  bowled
• 15:12
  over
• 15:13
  by
• 15:13
  something
• 15:13
  that
• 15:13
  is
• 15:13
  either
• 15:14
  not
• 15:14
  told
• 15:14
  to
• 15:14
  him
• 15:15
  directly
• 15:15
  or
• 15:16
  is
• 15:16
  just
• 15:17
  something
• 15:17
  told
• 15:17
  to
• 15:18
  him
• 15:18
  born
• 15:18
  out
• 15:19
  of
• 15:19
  necessity
• 15:20
  almost
• 15:21
  rather
• 15:21
  than
• 15:22
  a
• 15:22
  genuine
• 15:23
  trust
• 15:24
  in
• 15:25
  trying
• 15:25
  to
• 15:26
  like
• 15:26
  confide
• 15:27
  in
• 15:28
  Buck.
• 15:28
  Right.
• 15:29
  Yeah.
• 15:29
  I
• 15:29
  mean,
• 15:29
  think
• 15:29
  about
• 15:30
  it
• 15:30
  too.
• 15:30
  He
• 15:30
  didn't
• 15:31
  confide
• 15:31
  in
• 15:31
  him
• 15:31
  about
• 15:32
  the
• 15:32
  Kim
• 15:32
  thing.
• 15:33
  He
• 15:33
  had
• 15:33
  to.
• 15:33
  He
• 15:33
  had
• 15:33
  to
• 15:33
  find
• 15:34
  out
• 15:34
  about
• 15:34
  that
• 15:34
  and
• 15:34
  confront
• 15:35
  him
• 15:35
  about
• 15:35
  that
• 15:36
  too.
• 15:36
  He
• 15:37
  didn't
• 15:37
  find
• 15:37
  out
• 15:37
  about
• 15:37
  the
• 15:38
  panic
• 15:38
  attack
• 15:38
  thing.
• 15:39
  He
• 15:39
  had
• 15:39
  to
• 15:39
  find
• 15:39
  out
• 15:39
  and
• 15:40
  confront
• 15:40
  him
• 15:40
  about
• 15:40
  that.
• 15:41
  And
• 15:41
  that's
• 15:41
  why
• 15:41
  he
• 15:41
  pushes.
• 15:42
  Yes.
• 15:43
  Because
• 15:43
  he
• 15:44
  finds
• 15:44
  out
• 15:45
  about
• 15:45
  this
• 15:45
  stuff
• 15:45
  and
• 15:46
  is
• 15:46
  not
• 15:46
  told
• 15:46
  directly.
• 15:47
  So
• 15:47
  he
• 15:47
  feels
• 15:48
  like
• 15:48
  so
• 15:49
  kind
• 15:49
  of
• 15:49
  tossed
• 15:49
  to
• 15:49
  the
• 15:50
  side
• 15:50
  sometimes.
• 15:50
  And
• 15:51
  in
• 15:51
  these
• 15:52
  kind
• 15:52
  of
• 15:52
  big
• 15:53
  things.
• 15:53
  Yes.
• 15:54
  And
• 15:54
  they're
• 15:54
  always
• 15:55
  big
• 15:55
  things.
• 15:56
  He
• 15:56
  found
• 15:56
  out
• 15:56
  when
• 15:57
  everyone
• 15:57
  else
• 15:57
  did.
• 15:57
  Well,
• 15:57
  I
• 15:58
  guess
• 15:58
  Bobby
• 15:58
  found
• 15:58
  out
• 15:58
  first
• 15:59
  and
• 15:59
  then
• 15:59
  everyone
• 15:59
  else
• 16:00
  that
• 16:00
  he
• 16:00
  was
• 16:00
  leaving
• 16:00
  the
• 16:00
  118
• 16:01
  in
• 16:01
  season
• 16:02
  5.
• 16:02
  Didn't
• 16:03
  discuss
• 16:03
  with
• 16:03
  him,
• 16:03
  like,
• 16:04
  what
• 16:04
  was
• 16:04
  going
• 16:04
  on.
• 16:04
  Chris
• 16:05
  and
• 16:05
  like
• 16:05
  why.
• 16:06
  You
• 16:06
  know,
• 16:06
  that's
• 16:06
  his
• 16:07
  best
• 16:07
  friend,
• 16:07
  that's
• 16:07
  his
• 16:08
  work
• 16:08
  partner.
• 16:08
  Like
• 16:08
  you
• 16:09
  think
• 16:09
  he
• 16:09
  would
• 16:09
  just
• 16:09
  want
• 16:09
  to
• 16:09
  give
• 16:10
  him
• 16:10
  a
• 16:10
  heads
• 16:10
  up
• 16:10
  on
• 16:11
  a
• 16:11
  respect
• 16:11
  level
• 16:11
  of
• 16:11
  that
• 16:11
  and
• 16:12
  that
• 16:12
  Buck
• 16:12
  would
• 16:12
  understand
• 16:12
  more
• 16:13
  than
• 16:13
  anyone
• 16:13
  else.
• 16:14
  Yeah.
• 16:14
  That,
• 16:14
  like,
• 16:14
  it's
• 16:15
  for
• 16:15
  Chris,
• 16:16
  which
• 16:16
  we'll.
• 16:17
  Get
• 16:17
  into
• 16:17
  this
• 16:17
  probably
• 16:17
  a
• 16:18
  little
• 16:18
  bit
• 16:18
  later
• 16:18
  on.
• 16:19
  But
• 16:19
  I
• 16:19
  think
• 16:19
  that's
• 16:19
  one
• 16:19
  of
• 16:19
  the
• 16:20
  reasons
• 16:20
  why
• 16:21
  the
• 16:21
  apology
• 16:22
  with
• 16:22
  bringing
• 16:22
  in
• 16:23
  Peppa
• 16:23
  and
• 16:23
  Christopher
• 16:24
  is
• 16:24
  so
• 16:25
  important
• 16:26
  because
• 16:27
  it
• 16:27
  does
• 16:28
  do
• 16:28
  so
• 16:28
  much
• 16:29
  to
• 16:29
  say,
• 16:29
  like,
• 16:30
  you
• 16:30
  are
• 16:30
  part
• 16:30
  of
• 16:30
  the
• 16:31
  family,
• 16:32
  but
• 16:32
  it's
• 16:32
  just
• 16:32
  like,
• 16:33
  why
• 16:33
  does
• 16:33
  that
• 16:33
  have
• 16:33
  to
• 16:34
  happen
• 16:34
  after
• 16:35
  all
• 16:35
  of
• 16:36
  this
• 16:36
  where
• 16:36
  Buck
• 16:36
  feels
• 16:37
  so
• 16:37
  just
• 16:37
  like
• 16:38
  last
• 16:38
  thought
• 16:38
  sort
• 16:39
  of
• 16:39
  thing.
• 16:39
  Yeah,
• 16:40
  I
• 16:40
  know
• 16:40
  it
• 16:40
  feels
• 16:40
  so
• 16:40
  bad
• 16:41
  to
• 16:41
  like
• 16:41
  do
• 16:41
  one
• 16:41
  sided,
• 16:42
  but
• 16:42
  I'm
• 16:42
  like,
• 16:42
  eddie,
• 16:42
  I'll
• 16:43
  get
• 16:43
  to
• 16:43
  you.
• 16:43
  So
• 16:43
  he
• 16:44
  like
• 16:44
  looks
• 16:44
  at
• 16:44
  Eddie
• 16:45
  while
• 16:45
  Eddie
• 16:45
  has
• 16:45
  his
• 16:46
  back
• 16:46
  to
• 16:46
  him
• 16:47
  and
• 16:47
  kind
• 16:47
  of
• 16:47
  like
• 16:49
  jaw
• 16:49
  open,
• 16:49
  then
• 16:50
  clenches
• 16:50
  it
• 16:50
  and
• 16:51
  then
• 16:51
  kind
• 16:51
  of
• 16:51
  shakes
• 16:51
  his
• 16:51
  head
• 16:51
  and
• 16:52
  is
• 16:52
  like,
• 16:52
  fuck
• 16:52
  it,
• 16:53
  like.
• 16:53
  Stealing
• 16:54
  himself
• 16:54
  for
• 16:54
  this
• 16:55
  confrontation.
• 16:56
  Yeah.
• 16:57
  And
• 16:57
  then
• 16:57
  he
• 16:57
  says,
• 16:58
  I
• 16:58
  heard
• 16:59
  you
• 16:59
  finally
• 16:59
  got
• 17:00
  the
• 17:00
  call
• 17:00
  from
• 17:00
  El
• 17:00
  Paso
• 17:01
  Fire.
• 17:01
  Congratulations.
• 17:03
  He
• 17:03
  still
• 17:03
  sounds
• 17:04
  like
• 17:04
  he
• 17:04
  has
• 17:05
  been
• 17:05
  crying
• 17:05
  or
• 17:06
  I
• 17:06
  don't
• 17:06
  know,
• 17:07
  like
• 17:07
  that
• 17:07
  tone
• 17:07
  to
• 17:07
  his
• 17:08
  voice
• 17:08
  was
• 17:08
  there
• 17:08
  the
• 17:08
  entire
• 17:09
  time.
• 17:09
  And
• 17:09
  I
• 17:09
  just
• 17:10
  like,
• 17:10
  I
• 17:10
  want
• 17:11
  to
• 17:11
  know
• 17:11
  what
• 17:11
  Oliver
• 17:11
  was
• 17:11
  thinking
• 17:12
  like
• 17:12
  while
• 17:13
  he
• 17:13
  did
• 17:13
  this
• 17:13
  scene
• 17:14
  because
• 17:14
  I.
• 17:14
  It
• 17:14
  adds
• 17:15
  a
• 17:15
  lot
• 17:15
  to
• 17:15
  it
• 17:16
  for
• 17:16
  me
• 17:16
  because
• 17:16
  it
• 17:17
  doesn't
• 17:17
  sound
• 17:17
  like
• 17:18
  Buck.
• 17:18
  It
• 17:18
  sounds
• 17:19
  so
• 17:19
  like
• 17:19
  small.
• 17:20
  Amongst
• 17:21
  other
• 17:21
  things.
• 17:21
  Like,
• 17:22
  I
• 17:22
  feel
• 17:22
  like
• 17:22
  he's
• 17:22
  just
• 17:23
  like
• 17:23
  defeated
• 17:23
  at
• 17:23
  this
• 17:24
  point.
• 17:24
  Yeah.
• 17:24
  Yeah.
• 17:25
  It
• 17:25
  just
• 17:25
  sounds
• 17:26
  so,
• 17:26
  so
• 17:27
  small.
• 17:28
  He's
• 17:28
  utilizing
• 17:29
  so
• 17:29
  much
• 17:29
  energy
• 17:30
  and
• 17:30
  keeping
• 17:31
  like
• 17:31
  we
• 17:31
  said,
• 17:32
  all
• 17:32
  of
• 17:32
  his
• 17:33
  emotions
• 17:34
  so
• 17:35
  far
• 17:35
  down
• 17:36
  that
• 17:36
  he
• 17:36
  doesn't
• 17:37
  have
• 17:37
  enough
• 17:38
  energy
• 17:38
  to,
• 17:38
  like,
• 17:38
  project
• 17:39
  his
• 17:39
  voice,
• 17:39
  that
• 17:40
  it's
• 17:40
  just
• 17:40
  kind
• 17:40
  of
• 17:40
  like
• 17:41
  a
• 17:41
  little
• 17:42
  bit.
• 17:42
  There's
• 17:42
  like
• 17:43
  a
• 17:43
  little
• 17:43
  bit
• 17:43
  of
• 17:43
  that
• 17:43
  fry
• 17:44
  on
• 17:44
  there.
• 17:44
  He
• 17:45
  just
• 17:45
  doesn't.
• 17:45
  Cannot
• 17:46
  find
• 17:47
  it
• 17:47
  within
• 17:47
  himself
• 17:48
  to,
• 17:48
  like,
• 17:48
  pull
• 17:48
  up
• 17:48
  enough
• 17:49
  energy.
• 17:49
  Yeah.
• 17:50
  Because
• 17:50
  he's
• 17:50
  already
• 17:51
  defeated.
• 17:52
  So
• 17:52
  Eddie
• 17:53
  gets
• 17:53
  jump
• 17:53
  scared
• 17:54
  when
• 17:55
  he
• 17:55
  says,
• 17:55
  like,
• 17:55
  I
• 17:56
  heard
• 17:56
  congratulations,
• 17:58
  and
• 17:58
  he
• 17:58
  looks
• 17:58
  spooked.
• 17:59
  And
• 17:59
  I'm
• 17:59
  trying
• 17:59
  to
• 17:59
  decide
• 18:00
  because
• 18:00
  we
• 18:00
  don't
• 18:00
  see
• 18:00
  Buck's
• 18:01
  face
• 18:01
  right
• 18:01
  when
• 18:01
  he
• 18:01
  has
• 18:02
  that
• 18:02
  reaction.
• 18:02
  But
• 18:02
  I'm
• 18:03
  like,
• 18:03
  I
• 18:03
  know
• 18:03
  me.
• 18:04
  I
• 18:04
  would
• 18:04
  feel
• 18:04
  some
• 18:04
  sort
• 18:05
  of
• 18:05
  satisfaction
• 18:06
  in,
• 18:06
  like,
• 18:07
  him
• 18:07
  finding
• 18:08
  out
• 18:08
  something,
• 18:08
  you
• 18:09
  know,
• 18:09
  in
• 18:09
  a
• 18:09
  roundabout
• 18:10
  way,
• 18:11
  like,
• 18:11
  almost.
• 18:11
  Like
• 18:11
  he's
• 18:12
  one
• 18:12
  upping
• 18:12
  him.
• 18:12
  It's
• 18:13
  like,
• 18:13
  you
• 18:13
  didn't
• 18:13
  tell
• 18:14
  me,
• 18:14
  but,
• 18:14
  yeah,
• 18:14
  I
• 18:15
  found
• 18:15
  this
• 18:15
  out
• 18:15
  anyway.
• 18:16
  Mm.
• 18:16
  What
• 18:16
  do
• 18:16
  you
• 18:16
  think
• 18:16
  about
• 18:17
  that?
• 18:17
  Eddie
• 18:17
  says,
• 18:18
  who
• 18:18
  told
• 18:18
  you?
• 18:18
  Like,
• 18:19
  I
• 18:19
  feel
• 18:19
  like
• 18:19
  that
• 18:19
  set
• 18:20
  the
• 18:20
  tone
• 18:20
  for
• 18:20
  the
• 18:20
  rest
• 18:20
  of
• 18:20
  this
• 18:21
  conversation
• 18:21
  because
• 18:22
  I
• 18:22
  feel
• 18:22
  like
• 18:22
  he
• 18:22
  could
• 18:22
  have
• 18:22
  started
• 18:23
  with,
• 18:23
  I
• 18:23
  was
• 18:23
  going
• 18:23
  to
• 18:23
  tell
• 18:24
  you.
• 18:24
  Yeah.
• 18:25
  But
• 18:25
  I
• 18:25
  think
• 18:25
  instead
• 18:26
  of
• 18:26
  the
• 18:26
  who
• 18:26
  told
• 18:26
  you?
• 18:27
  Kind
• 18:27
  of
• 18:27
  has
• 18:27
  the
• 18:27
  same
• 18:28
  energy
• 18:28
  of.
• 18:28
  Like,
• 18:28
  well,
• 18:29
  how'd
• 18:29
  you
• 18:29
  find
• 18:29
  out?
• 18:30
  No,
• 18:31
  in
• 18:32
  809,
• 18:33
  he's
• 18:34
  like,
• 18:34
  you
• 18:34
  were
• 18:34
  spying
• 18:34
  on
• 18:35
  me?
• 18:36
  It's
• 18:36
  like,
• 18:36
  bro,
• 18:37
  it's
• 18:37
  accusatory.
• 18:38
  Yeah.
• 18:39
  You
• 18:39
  found
• 18:39
  out
• 18:39
  or
• 18:39
  you
• 18:40
  heard
• 18:40
  a
• 18:40
  thing
• 18:40
  that
• 18:40
  I
• 18:41
  didn't
• 18:41
  want
• 18:41
  you
• 18:41
  to
• 18:41
  hear.
• 18:42
  He
• 18:42
  looks
• 18:42
  like
• 18:42
  he's
• 18:42
  pissing
• 18:43
  his
• 18:43
  enclosure,
• 18:44
  but
• 18:45
  he
• 18:45
  is
• 18:45
  still
• 18:45
  just
• 18:46
  angrily
• 18:46
  putting
• 18:46
  the
• 18:47
  groceries.
• 18:48
  Well,
• 18:48
  yeah.
• 18:49
  And
• 18:50
  it's
• 18:50
  like
• 18:50
  the
• 18:51
  kitchen
• 18:51
  is
• 18:51
  so,
• 18:51
  like,
• 18:52
  bifurcated.
• 18:53
  Right.
• 18:53
  Because
• 18:53
  now
• 18:54
  they're
• 18:54
  on
• 18:54
  these
• 18:54
  opposite
• 18:55
  sides
• 18:55
  of
• 18:55
  the
• 18:55
  kitchen
• 18:56
  and
• 18:57
  Buck
• 18:57
  is.
• 18:58
  Is
• 18:58
  just.
• 18:58
  It's
• 18:59
  pacing
• 18:59
  that
• 18:59
  one
• 19:00
  side
• 19:00
  and
• 19:01
  not
• 19:01
  crossing
• 19:02
  over.
• 19:03
  Right.
• 19:03
  They
• 19:03
  are
• 19:04
  very
• 19:04
  separate
• 19:05
  and
• 19:05
  they
• 19:05
  are
• 19:05
  for
• 19:06
  most
• 19:06
  of
• 19:06
  this
• 19:07
  scene
• 19:08
  where
• 19:08
  there
• 19:09
  isn't,
• 19:09
  you
• 19:09
  know,
• 19:10
  crossing
• 19:10
  over
• 19:10
  that.
• 19:11
  That
• 19:11
  invisible
• 19:12
  boundary.
• 19:12
  Right.
• 19:13
  So
• 19:13
  he
• 19:14
  is
• 19:14
  kind
• 19:14
  of
• 19:14
  like
• 19:15
  he's
• 19:15
  making
• 19:15
  the
• 19:15
  most
• 19:15
  of
• 19:16
  his
• 19:16
  space,
• 19:17
  which
• 19:17
  is
• 19:17
  an
• 19:17
  even
• 19:18
  smaller
• 19:18
  space
• 19:19
  than
• 19:19
  the
• 19:20
  small
• 19:20
  kitchen
• 19:21
  usually
• 19:21
  is.
• 19:22
  Such
• 19:22
  a
• 19:22
  tiny
• 19:22
  kitchen.
• 19:23
  He's
• 19:23
  explaining
• 19:24
  this,
• 19:24
  like,
• 19:25
  chain
• 19:25
  of
• 19:25
  events
• 19:26
  of
• 19:26
  so
• 19:26
  and
• 19:26
  so
• 19:26
  to
• 19:27
  so
• 19:27
  and
• 19:27
  so,
• 19:27
  to
• 19:27
  so
• 19:27
  and
• 19:28
  so
• 19:28
  to
• 19:28
  me.
• 19:29
  And
• 19:29
  all
• 19:29
  of
• 19:29
  this,
• 19:29
  I
• 19:30
  think,
• 19:30
  is.
• 19:30
  To
• 19:31
  say,
• 19:31
  you
• 19:31
  told
• 19:32
  every
• 19:32
  single
• 19:32
  person
• 19:33
  except
• 19:33
  me.
• 19:34
  I
• 19:34
  don't
• 19:34
  know
• 19:34
  that
• 19:34
  he
• 19:35
  did
• 19:35
  tell
• 19:35
  every
• 19:36
  single
• 19:36
  person.
• 19:36
  I
• 19:36
  think
• 19:37
  it
• 19:37
  went
• 19:37
  through
• 19:38
  one
• 19:38
  person
• 19:38
  and
• 19:39
  through
• 19:39
  the.
• 19:39
  It
• 19:39
  was
• 19:40
  a
• 19:40
  whole
• 19:40
  game
• 19:40
  of
• 19:40
  telephone
• 19:41
  here.
• 19:41
  I
• 19:41
  think
• 19:42
  the
• 19:42
  takeaway
• 19:42
  from
• 19:43
  this
• 19:43
  piece
• 19:43
  of
• 19:44
  dialogue
• 19:44
  here,
• 19:45
  like,
• 19:45
  I'm
• 19:45
  assuming
• 19:46
  everybody
• 19:47
  assumed
• 19:47
  that
• 19:48
  Buck
• 19:48
  already
• 19:48
  knew
• 19:49
  because
• 19:49
  that's
• 19:50
  why
• 19:50
  Ravi
• 19:50
  asked
• 19:51
  Buck,
• 19:52
  like,
• 19:52
  if
• 19:52
  he
• 19:52
  should
• 19:53
  bring
• 19:53
  a
• 19:53
  gift
• 19:53
  and
• 19:54
  not,
• 19:54
  you
• 19:55
  know,
• 19:55
  any
• 19:55
  question
• 19:55
  about
• 19:55
  that.
• 19:56
  So
• 19:56
  it's
• 19:57
  his
• 19:58
  hurt
• 19:58
  of
• 19:58
  not
• 19:59
  hearing,
• 20:00
  first
• 20:00
  of
• 20:00
  all,
• 20:00
  is
• 20:01
  compounded
• 20:02
  by
• 20:03
  the
• 20:04
  assumption,
• 20:05
  rightly
• 20:05
  so,
• 20:06
  of
• 20:06
  everybody
• 20:06
  else,
• 20:07
  that
• 20:08
  Buck
• 20:08
  was
• 20:08
  the
• 20:09
  first
• 20:09
  one
• 20:09
  to
• 20:09
  know,
• 20:09
  when
• 20:10
  in
• 20:10
  reality,
• 20:10
  he's
• 20:10
  the
• 20:11
  last
• 20:11
  one
• 20:11
  to
• 20:11
  know.
• 20:11
  So
• 20:12
  that's
• 20:12
  like.
• 20:12
  That's
• 20:13
  a
• 20:13
  hard
• 20:14
  pill
• 20:14
  to
• 20:14
  swallow
• 20:16
  because
• 20:17
  he's
• 20:17
  hearing.
• 20:17
  Not
• 20:18
  even.
• 20:19
  Just
• 20:19
  like
• 20:20
  he's
• 20:21
  hearing
• 20:21
  it.
• 20:21
  So
• 20:22
  down
• 20:22
  the
• 20:23
  line.
• 20:24
  Also,
• 20:24
  chimney,
• 20:24
  my
• 20:25
  man,
• 20:25
  at
• 20:25
  the
• 20:25
  scene
• 20:26
  of
• 20:26
  the
• 20:26
  crime.
• 20:26
  Once
• 20:26
  again.
• 20:27
  Once
• 20:27
  again.
• 20:27
  And
• 20:27
  Ravi.
• 20:29
  Well,
• 20:29
  yeah,
• 20:30
  Ravi
• 20:30
  is
• 20:30
  also
• 20:30
  at
• 20:31
  the
• 20:31
  scene
• 20:31
  of
• 20:31
  the
• 20:31
  crime,
• 20:31
  but
• 20:31
  he,
• 20:32
  like,
• 20:32
  he
• 20:32
  just
• 20:32
  genuinely
• 20:33
  doesn't
• 20:34
  know
• 20:34
  that
• 20:34
  he's
• 20:34
  stepping
• 20:35
  in
• 20:35
  it.
• 20:35
  Yeah.
• 20:36
  No,
• 20:36
  like,
• 20:36
  for
• 20:36
  chimney
• 20:37
  to
• 20:37
  tell
• 20:37
  hen,
• 20:39
  like.
• 20:39
  Well,
• 20:39
  hen
• 20:40
  for
• 20:41
  hen
• 20:41
  to
• 20:41
  tell
• 20:41
  chimney.
• 20:42
  Yeah.
• 20:43
  Why
• 20:43
  did
• 20:43
  you
• 20:43
  do
• 20:43
  that?
• 20:44
  Yeah.
• 20:44
  And
• 20:44
  considering
• 20:45
  they're
• 20:45
  gossip
• 20:46
  girls,
• 20:46
  we've
• 20:46
  said.
• 20:46
  That
• 20:46
  she
• 20:47
  knew
• 20:47
  she
• 20:47
  was
• 20:47
  outing
• 20:47
  Eddie
• 20:48
  with
• 20:48
  that.
• 20:49
  Yeah,
• 20:50
  he's.
• 20:50
  He's
• 20:50
  just
• 20:51
  so
• 20:51
  aggravated.
• 20:53
  Not
• 20:53
  even
• 20:53
  aggravated,
• 20:54
  just
• 20:54
  frustrated
• 20:55
  that
• 20:56
  everybody
• 20:56
  else.
• 20:57
  No,
• 20:58
  he's
• 20:58
  angry.
• 20:59
  He's
• 20:59
  trying
• 20:59
  to
• 20:59
  be
• 20:59
  chill,
• 21:00
  but,
• 21:00
  like,
• 21:00
  he's
• 21:00
  bad
• 21:01
  at
• 21:01
  it.
• 21:01
  It's
• 21:01
  like
• 21:01
  a
• 21:02
  quiet
• 21:02
  anger.
• 21:03
  Yeah,
• 21:04
  yeah.
• 21:05
  It's
• 21:05
  a
• 21:05
  simmer,
• 21:06
  not
• 21:06
  a
• 21:06
  rolling
• 21:07
  boil.
• 21:07
  Yeah.
• 21:07
  Because
• 21:08
  I
• 21:08
  don't
• 21:08
  think
• 21:08
  he's.
• 21:09
  Yeah.
• 21:09
  Kind
• 21:09
  of
• 21:10
  like
• 21:10
  what
• 21:10
  I
• 21:10
  said
• 21:10
  earlier.
• 21:10
  He's
• 21:11
  not
• 21:11
  gonna
• 21:11
  allow
• 21:11
  himself
• 21:12
  to
• 21:12
  do
• 21:12
  that.
• 21:12
  It's
• 21:13
  not
• 21:13
  the
• 21:13
  same.
• 21:14
  We're
• 21:14
  not
• 21:14
  in
• 21:14
  the
• 21:14
  same
• 21:15
  circumstances
• 21:15
  that
• 21:16
  we
• 21:16
  were
• 21:17
  literally,
• 21:18
  like,
• 21:18
  seven
• 21:18
  episodes
• 21:19
  ago.
• 21:20
  So
• 21:20
  the
• 21:20
  lighting
• 21:21
  in
• 21:21
  this
• 21:21
  is
• 21:21
  so.
• 21:22
  We
• 21:23
  haven't
• 21:23
  even
• 21:23
  talked
• 21:23
  about
• 21:24
  them.
• 21:24
  I
• 21:24
  know.
• 21:24
  The
• 21:25
  lighting
• 21:25
  is
• 21:25
  so
• 21:25
  crazy.
• 21:26
  Like,
• 21:27
  so
• 21:27
  when
• 21:27
  he's
• 21:28
  saying
• 21:28
  this,
• 21:28
  when
• 21:28
  he's,
• 21:29
  like,
• 21:29
  doing
• 21:29
  the
• 21:29
  pacing
• 21:30
  thing
• 21:30
  and
• 21:30
  he's
• 21:30
  delivering
• 21:31
  that.
• 21:31
  Not
• 21:32
  the
• 21:32
  accusation.
• 21:32
  He's
• 21:33
  just
• 21:33
  telling
• 21:33
  him,
• 21:33
  like,
• 21:34
  here's
• 21:34
  how
• 21:34
  I
• 21:35
  found
• 21:35
  out
• 21:35
  this
• 21:35
  thing
• 21:35
  that
• 21:36
  you
• 21:36
  should
• 21:36
  have
• 21:36
  told
• 21:36
  me
• 21:36
  your
• 21:37
  self.
• 21:38
  It's
• 21:38
  like
• 21:38
  he's
• 21:38
  under
• 21:39
  bright,
• 21:40
  very
• 21:41
  blue,
• 21:41
  cold
• 21:42
  fluorescent.
• 21:43
  Yes.
• 21:44
  Lighting,
• 21:44
  which.
• 21:45
  We've
• 21:45
  never
• 21:45
  seen
• 21:45
  that
• 21:45
  kitchen
• 21:46
  look
• 21:47
  cool
• 21:47
  toned
• 21:47
  before.
• 21:48
  No.
• 21:49
  This
• 21:49
  is
• 21:49
  so
• 21:50
  interesting,
• 21:50
  the
• 21:51
  way
• 21:51
  they
• 21:51
  lit
• 21:51
  this
• 21:52
  whole
• 21:52
  scene,
• 21:52
  because
• 21:53
  it
• 21:53
  is
• 21:53
  very
• 21:54
  cold.
• 21:55
  Clinical.
• 21:56
  Yeah.
• 21:57
  Oh,
• 21:57
  that's
• 21:57
  a
• 21:57
  great
• 21:57
  word
• 21:58
  for
• 21:58
  it.
• 21:58
  It
• 21:58
  does
• 21:58
  feel
• 21:59
  very
• 21:59
  clinical.
• 21:59
  And
• 22:00
  just
• 22:00
  like
• 22:00
  these
• 22:01
  white
• 22:02
  kind
• 22:02
  of
• 22:02
  fluorescent.
• 22:03
  Very
• 22:03
  overhead.
• 22:04
  So
• 22:04
  you
• 22:04
  get
• 22:05
  these
• 22:05
  intense
• 22:06
  shadows
• 22:07
  as
• 22:07
  well.
• 22:09
  And
• 22:09
  it
• 22:09
  really
• 22:10
  helps
• 22:10
  to
• 22:10
  illustrate
• 22:11
  how
• 22:12
  frosty
• 22:13
  this
• 22:13
  whole
• 22:13
  interaction
• 22:14
  is.
• 22:14
  And
• 22:15
  it
• 22:15
  is
• 22:15
  so
• 22:15
  unusual
• 22:16
  for
• 22:16
  this
• 22:16
  kitchen,
• 22:17
  which
• 22:17
  is
• 22:17
  so
• 22:17
  often
• 22:18
  just
• 22:18
  like,
• 22:18
  a
• 22:18
  very,
• 22:19
  like,
• 22:19
  diffuse,
• 22:20
  warm
• 22:21
  lighting.
• 22:22
  And
• 22:22
  one
• 22:23
  of
• 22:23
  the
• 22:23
  interesting
• 22:24
  things
• 22:24
  that
• 22:24
  I
• 22:24
  really
• 22:25
  am
• 22:25
  fascinated
• 22:26
  by
• 22:26
  in
• 22:26
  this
• 22:27
  whole
• 22:28
  seen
• 22:28
  in
• 22:28
  the
• 22:28
  kitchen
• 22:28
  is
• 22:29
  that
• 22:29
  there's
• 22:29
  secondary
• 22:30
  lighting.
• 22:30
  Right.
• 22:31
  So
• 22:31
  you
• 22:31
  have
• 22:31
  these,
• 22:32
  like,
• 22:32
  really
• 22:32
  cold,
• 22:33
  harsh
• 22:33
  overhead
• 22:34
  lightings
• 22:34
  when
• 22:35
  they
• 22:35
  get
• 22:35
  closer
• 22:36
  to
• 22:36
  the
• 22:36
  island.
• 22:37
  Yeah.
• 22:37
  Because
• 22:37
  there's
• 22:37
  a
• 22:37
  light
• 22:38
  above,
• 22:38
  and
• 22:39
  it.
• 22:39
  Kind
• 22:39
  of
• 22:39
  like,
• 22:39
  almost
• 22:39
  washes
• 22:40
  things
• 22:40
  out.
• 22:40
  But
• 22:41
  then
• 22:41
  if
• 22:41
  you
• 22:41
  look
• 22:42
  back
• 22:42
  to
• 22:42
  the
• 22:42
  other
• 22:42
  side
• 22:43
  of
• 22:43
  the
• 22:43
  kitchen,
• 22:43
  where
• 22:43
  there's
• 22:44
  Eddie,
• 22:44
  there's
• 22:45
  this
• 22:45
  like,
• 22:45
  warm
• 22:45
  light
• 22:46
  over
• 22:47
  the
• 22:47
  kitchen
• 22:47
  sink.
• 22:48
  And
• 22:48
  I
• 22:48
  think
• 22:48
  like
• 22:48
  some
• 22:48
  of
• 22:49
  like
• 22:49
  over
• 22:49
  the
• 22:49
  stove
• 22:50
  as
• 22:50
  well,
• 22:50
  which
• 22:50
  are
• 22:50
  on
• 22:51
  and
• 22:51
  those
• 22:51
  are
• 22:52
  warmer.
• 22:52
  So
• 22:52
  it
• 22:53
  really
• 22:53
  gives
• 22:53
  that
• 22:54
  kind
• 22:54
  of
• 22:54
  like,
• 22:55
  contrast
• 22:55
  is
• 22:56
  almost
• 22:56
  like
• 22:57
  off
• 22:57
  putting
• 22:58
  on
• 22:58
  purpose.
• 22:59
  Right.
• 23:00
  Because,
• 23:00
  like,
• 23:00
  this
• 23:00
  is
• 23:01
  supposed
• 23:01
  to
• 23:01
  be
• 23:01
  a
• 23:01
  warm,
• 23:02
  like,
• 23:03
  welcoming
• 23:03
  environment.
• 23:04
  And
• 23:04
  right
• 23:04
  now
• 23:05
  it
• 23:05
  is
• 23:05
  so
• 23:05
  the
• 23:06
  opposite
• 23:06
  of
• 23:06
  that.
• 23:06
  But
• 23:07
  it's
• 23:07
  like,
• 23:07
  it's
• 23:08
  kind
• 23:08
  of
• 23:08
  still
• 23:09
  giving.
• 23:09
  Like,
• 23:10
  this
• 23:10
  is
• 23:10
  what
• 23:11
  it
• 23:11
  usually
• 23:12
  is.
• 23:12
  This
• 23:12
  is
• 23:12
  what
• 23:12
  it
• 23:12
  can
• 23:13
  be
• 23:13
  at
• 23:14
  another
• 23:14
  time.
• 23:15
  But
• 23:15
  you
• 23:15
  have
• 23:15
  to
• 23:16
  like,
• 23:16
  wade
• 23:16
  through
• 23:17
  this
• 23:18
  weird,
• 23:19
  like,
• 23:19
  juxtaposition
• 23:20
  of
• 23:20
  the
• 23:21
  cold
• 23:21
  and
• 23:21
  warm
• 23:22
  lighting.
• 23:23
  And
• 23:23
  not
• 23:23
  to
• 23:23
  mention
• 23:24
  that,
• 23:24
  like,
• 23:25
  the
• 23:25
  sides
• 23:25
  that
• 23:25
  they're
• 23:26
  on.
• 23:26
  So,
• 23:26
  like,
• 23:27
  Buck,
• 23:27
  I
• 23:27
  feel
• 23:27
  like,
• 23:27
  is
• 23:28
  more
• 23:28
  on
• 23:28
  the
• 23:28
  cooler
• 23:28
  side
• 23:29
  of
• 23:29
  the
• 23:30
  kitchen.
• 23:30
  And
• 23:30
  Eddie,
• 23:31
  even
• 23:31
  though
• 23:31
  it's
• 23:31
  like.
• 23:32
  So
• 23:32
  it's
• 23:32
  a
• 23:32
  smaller
• 23:32
  light
• 23:33
  or
• 23:34
  like,
• 23:34
  it's
• 23:34
  a
• 23:34
  lot
• 23:34
  dimmer
• 23:35
  on
• 23:35
  that
• 23:35
  side,
• 23:36
  but
• 23:36
  he
• 23:36
  is
• 23:37
  nearby
• 23:38
  the.
• 23:38
  The
• 23:39
  bit
• 23:40
  of
• 23:40
  warmth
• 23:40
  that
• 23:40
  we
• 23:40
  have
• 23:41
  in
• 23:41
  there.
• 23:41
  And
• 23:42
  then
• 23:42
  obviously,
• 23:43
  as
• 23:43
  the
• 23:43
  scene
• 23:43
  progresses,
• 23:44
  he
• 23:44
  goes
• 23:44
  more
• 23:45
  into
• 23:45
  the
• 23:45
  shadows,
• 23:46
  I
• 23:46
  would
• 23:46
  say.
• 23:47
  Yeah,
• 23:47
  that
• 23:48
  is
• 23:48
  an
• 23:48
  interesting
• 23:48
  thing
• 23:48
  too
• 23:49
  because
• 23:49
  you
• 23:49
  have
• 23:50
  Buck
• 23:50
  again,
• 23:50
  like
• 23:51
  we
• 23:51
  said,
• 23:51
  pacing
• 23:52
  facing
• 23:52
  his
• 23:52
  enclosure.
• 23:53
  But
• 23:53
  he's
• 23:53
  going
• 23:53
  from
• 23:54
  like
• 23:54
  that
• 23:54
  very
• 23:55
  corner
• 23:56
  of
• 23:56
  the
• 23:56
  kitchen
• 23:57
  where
• 23:57
  it
• 23:57
  is,
• 23:57
  where
• 23:58
  the
• 23:58
  light
• 23:58
  doesn't
• 23:59
  touch
• 23:59
  him
• 23:59
  as
• 23:59
  much.
• 24:00
  And
• 24:00
  then
• 24:01
  he
• 24:01
  moves
• 24:01
  like,
• 24:02
  the
• 24:02
  blocking
• 24:02
  of
• 24:03
  this
• 24:03
  whole
• 24:03
  scene
• 24:03
  is
• 24:04
  so
• 24:04
  fascinating.
• 24:05
  So
• 24:05
  he
• 24:05
  moves
• 24:05
  from
• 24:06
  like
• 24:06
  the
• 24:06
  darker
• 24:07
  corner
• 24:07
  of
• 24:07
  the
• 24:07
  kitchen
• 24:08
  to
• 24:09
  the
• 24:09
  island
• 24:09
  which
• 24:10
  is
• 24:10
  flooded
• 24:10
  with
• 24:11
  that,
• 24:11
  like,
• 24:11
  bright,
• 24:12
  colder
• 24:12
  light.
• 24:13
  And
• 24:13
  then
• 24:13
  he
• 24:13
  goes
• 24:13
  back.
• 24:14
  So
• 24:14
  it's
• 24:14
  like.
• 24:15
  It's
• 24:15
  this
• 24:15
  dance
• 24:16
  almost
• 24:17
  that
• 24:17
  both
• 24:17
  of
• 24:17
  them
• 24:18
  do.
• 24:18
  Like
• 24:19
  they're
• 24:19
  in.
• 24:19
  They're
• 24:20
  in
• 24:20
  the
• 24:20
  shadows
• 24:21
  kind
• 24:21
  of
• 24:21
  of
• 24:21
  their
• 24:21
  feelings.
• 24:22
  And
• 24:22
  then
• 24:22
  they
• 24:23
  come
• 24:23
  closer
• 24:23
  to
• 24:24
  the
• 24:24
  middle
• 24:24
  and
• 24:25
  retreat
• 24:25
  again
• 24:26
  a
• 24:26
  little
• 24:26
  bit,
• 24:26
  like
• 24:26
  at
• 24:26
  different
• 24:27
  times.
• 24:27
  It's
• 24:28
  fascinating.
• 24:29
  And
• 24:29
  this
• 24:29
  is
• 24:29
  all
• 24:30
  done
• 24:30
  with
• 24:30
  like
• 24:30
  a
• 24:30
  handheld
• 24:31
  camera,
• 24:32
  which
• 24:32
  gives
• 24:32
  it
• 24:33
  an
• 24:33
  even
• 24:33
  more
• 24:33
  like,
• 24:34
  intimate.
• 24:34
  Because
• 24:35
  it's
• 24:35
  unstable.
• 24:36
  And
• 24:37
  because
• 24:37
  it's
• 24:37
  unstable,
• 24:38
  it's
• 24:38
  a
• 24:38
  little
• 24:38
  shaky.
• 24:39
  Shaky.
• 24:39
  It's
• 24:39
  not.
• 24:40
  It's
• 24:40
  not
• 24:40
  so
• 24:40
  sturdy
• 24:41
  as
• 24:41
  if
• 24:41
  it's
• 24:41
  on
• 24:42
  a
• 24:42
  rig
• 24:42
  or
• 24:43
  anything
• 24:43
  like
• 24:43
  that,
• 24:43
  which
• 24:44
  is
• 24:44
  so
• 24:44
  such
• 24:45
  an
• 24:45
  interesting
• 24:45
  choice
• 24:46
  because
• 24:46
  they
• 24:46
  don't.
• 24:47
  I
• 24:47
  don't
• 24:47
  think
• 24:47
  they
• 24:48
  usually
• 24:48
  do
• 24:48
  handheld
• 24:49
  cameras.
• 24:50
  I
• 24:50
  think
• 24:50
  it's
• 24:50
  all
• 24:51
  very
• 24:51
  close
• 24:51
  up
• 24:52
  shots
• 24:52
  too.
• 24:52
  Whereas,
• 24:53
  like,
• 24:53
  normally
• 24:53
  we
• 24:54
  have
• 24:54
  like
• 24:54
  a.
• 24:55
  Like
• 24:55
  a
• 24:55
  medium
• 24:55
  or
• 24:56
  a
• 24:56
  wide,
• 24:56
  wider
• 24:57
  shot.
• 24:57
  And
• 24:57
  then,
• 24:58
  you
• 24:58
  know,
• 24:58
  the
• 24:58
  coverage
• 24:59
  of
• 24:59
  both
• 25:00
  actors
• 25:01
  close
• 25:01
  up.
• 25:02
  In
• 25:02
  most
• 25:03
  of
• 25:03
  this,
• 25:04
  you
• 25:04
  don't
• 25:05
  see
• 25:05
  them
• 25:05
  in
• 25:05
  one
• 25:06
  shot.
• 25:06
  And
• 25:06
  most
• 25:07
  of
• 25:07
  them
• 25:07
  are
• 25:07
  close
• 25:08
  ups.
• 25:08
  Yeah.
• 25:09
  Like,
• 25:09
  it's
• 25:10
  either
• 25:10
  the
• 25:10
  waist
• 25:10
  up
• 25:11
  or
• 25:11
  like
• 25:12
  busts.
• 25:12
  Yeah.
• 25:13
  Which
• 25:13
  are
• 25:13
  still
• 25:13
  pretty
• 25:14
  close.
• 25:14
  That's
• 25:15
  really
• 25:15
  showing
• 25:15
  the
• 25:16
  physicality
• 25:16
  of
• 25:17
  the
• 25:17
  space
• 25:18
  that
• 25:18
  they're
• 25:18
  in.
• 25:19
  That
• 25:19
  we
• 25:20
  are
• 25:20
  in.
• 25:20
  Because
• 25:21
  now
• 25:21
  it's
• 25:21
  like,
• 25:22
  we
• 25:22
  are.
• 25:23
  We
• 25:23
  are
• 25:23
  in
• 25:23
  that
• 25:24
  scene.
• 25:24
  Everything.
• 25:25
  All
• 25:25
  of
• 25:25
  the
• 25:25
  choices
• 25:26
  that
• 25:26
  are
• 25:26
  being
• 25:26
  made
• 25:26
  with
• 25:27
  the
• 25:27
  camera.
• 25:27
  Very
• 25:27
  immersive
• 25:28
  movement.
• 25:29
  Exactly.
• 25:30
  It's
• 25:30
  like
• 25:30
  we
• 25:30
  are
• 25:30
  there
• 25:31
  witnessing.
• 25:31
  Like,
• 25:32
  you're
• 25:32
  not
• 25:32
  watching
• 25:32
  a
• 25:32
  show.
• 25:33
  You're
• 25:33
  in
• 25:33
  this
• 25:33
  fight
• 25:34
  right
• 25:34
  now.
• 25:34
  Yeah.
• 25:35
  This
• 25:35
  is
• 25:35
  why.
• 25:36
  This
• 25:36
  is
• 25:37
  why
• 25:37
  everyone
• 25:37
  is
• 25:37
  like,
• 25:37
  I
• 25:38
  feel
• 25:38
  like
• 25:38
  I'm
• 25:38
  interrupting
• 25:39
  something,
• 25:39
  or
• 25:39
  I
• 25:39
  should
• 25:39
  not
• 25:40
  be
• 25:40
  watching
• 25:40
  this.
• 25:41
  This.
• 25:42
  I
• 25:42
  was
• 25:42
  so
• 25:42
  deeply
• 25:43
  uncomfortable
• 25:44
  the
• 25:44
  first
• 25:44
  time
• 25:44
  I
• 25:44
  watched
• 25:45
  this.
• 25:45
  Yeah.
• 25:46
  It's
• 25:46
  so
• 25:46
  purposeful.
• 25:47
  It
• 25:47
  puts
• 25:47
  you
• 25:47
  right
• 25:48
  in
• 25:48
  there.
• 25:48
  Like
• 25:48
  you
• 25:49
  are
• 25:49
  watching
• 25:50
  this
• 25:50
  fight
• 25:50
  happen
• 25:51
  in
• 25:51
  front
• 25:52
  of
• 25:52
  your
• 25:52
  own
• 25:52
  eyes.
• 25:52
  And
• 25:53
  it's
• 25:53
  like,
• 25:53
  I
• 25:54
  should
• 25:54
  not
• 25:55
  be
• 25:55
  here
• 25:55
  to
• 25:55
  see
• 25:56
  this
• 25:56
  right
• 25:56
  now.
• 25:56
  If
• 25:57
  this
• 25:57
  does
• 25:57
  not
• 25:57
  pertain
• 25:58
  to
• 25:58
  me.
• 25:58
  The
• 25:59
  camera
• 25:59
  movement
• 25:59
  does
• 26:00
  that.
• 26:00
  The
• 26:00
  proximity
• 26:01
  of
• 26:01
  the
• 26:01
  shots
• 26:02
  as
• 26:02
  well.
• 26:02
  It's
• 26:02
  just.
• 26:03
  You
• 26:03
  are
• 26:03
  in
• 26:03
  it
• 26:04
  with
• 26:04
  them.
• 26:04
  And
• 26:05
  it
• 26:05
  makes
• 26:05
  the
• 26:05
  small
• 26:06
  kitchen
• 26:07
  feel
• 26:07
  even
• 26:07
  more
• 26:07
  crowded.
• 26:08
  Yeah.
• 26:09
  Because
• 26:09
  it's
• 26:09
  not
• 26:09
  just
• 26:10
  two
• 26:10
  people.
• 26:10
  It's
• 26:11
  like
• 26:11
  three.
• 26:12
  So
• 26:12
  Eddie
• 26:13
  says,
• 26:13
  I
• 26:13
  was
• 26:13
  gonna
• 26:14
  tell
• 26:14
  you.
• 26:14
  And
• 26:14
  then
• 26:15
  Buck
• 26:15
  starts
• 26:16
  with
• 26:16
  the
• 26:16
  pointing.
• 26:18
  And
• 26:18
  he's
• 26:19
  really
• 26:20
  angry.
• 26:20
  He's
• 26:20
  got
• 26:20
  some
• 26:21
  really
• 26:21
  angry
• 26:22
  facial
• 26:22
  expressions
• 26:23
  happening
• 26:23
  here.
• 26:24
  And
• 26:24
  his
• 26:24
  voice.
• 26:24
  This
• 26:25
  is
• 26:25
  kind
• 26:25
  of
• 26:25
  like
• 26:25
  the
• 26:25
  strongest
• 26:26
  we
• 26:26
  hear
• 26:26
  his
• 26:26
  voice.
• 26:27
  I
• 26:27
  think
• 26:28
  this
• 26:28
  is
• 26:28
  in
• 26:28
  this
• 26:28
  entire
• 26:29
  conversation.
• 26:29
  Yeah,
• 26:30
  but
• 26:30
  he's
• 26:30
  like,
• 26:31
  yeah,
• 26:31
  but
• 26:31
  you
• 26:31
  didn't,
• 26:32
  did
• 26:32
  you?
• 26:32
  No.
• 26:33
  Instead,
• 26:33
  everyone
• 26:34
  has
• 26:34
  been
• 26:35
  tiptoeing
• 26:35
  around
• 26:35
  my
• 26:36
  back
• 26:36
  because
• 26:36
  apparently
• 26:37
  I'm
• 26:37
  too
• 26:37
  fragile
• 26:38
  to
• 26:38
  accept
• 26:38
  the
• 26:39
  truth.
• 26:39
  He's
• 26:40
  just
• 26:40
  really,
• 26:40
  like,
• 26:41
  laying
• 26:41
  out
• 26:42
  exactly
• 26:42
  how
• 26:43
  frustrated
• 26:44
  he
• 26:44
  is
• 26:44
  with
• 26:44
  the
• 26:44
  whole
• 26:45
  situation.
• 26:45
  And
• 26:46
  part
• 26:46
  of
• 26:46
  it
• 26:47
  is
• 26:47
  of
• 26:47
  his
• 26:47
  own
• 26:48
  making.
• 26:49
  Everyone
• 26:49
  is
• 26:49
  tiptoeing
• 26:50
  around
• 26:50
  him
• 26:50
  because
• 26:51
  they
• 26:51
  think
• 26:51
  he's
• 26:51
  too
• 26:51
  fragile,
• 26:52
  because
• 26:53
  he's
• 26:53
  trying
• 26:54
  so
• 26:54
  hard
• 26:54
  to
• 26:55
  be
• 26:55
  what
• 26:55
  everybody
• 26:56
  else
• 26:56
  needs
• 26:57
  him
• 26:57
  to
• 26:57
  be,
• 26:58
  which
• 26:58
  is
• 26:59
  what
• 26:59
  he
• 26:59
  thinks
• 26:59
  is,
• 27:00
  like,
• 27:00
  strong
• 27:01
  and
• 27:01
  stoic
• 27:02
  and
• 27:03
  okay.
• 27:05
  Which
• 27:05
  is
• 27:05
  not
• 27:06
  what
• 27:06
  everybody
• 27:07
  needs
• 27:07
  him
• 27:07
  to
• 27:08
  be.
• 27:08
  They
• 27:08
  need
• 27:08
  him
• 27:08
  to
• 27:08
  be
• 27:09
  himself.
• 27:10
  So
• 27:10
  he's
• 27:11
  in
• 27:11
  this
• 27:12
  weird
• 27:12
  feedback
• 27:13
  loop
• 27:13
  of,
• 27:14
  I'm
• 27:14
  trying
• 27:15
  to
• 27:15
  be
• 27:15
  there
• 27:15
  for
• 27:15
  everybody
• 27:16
  by
• 27:16
  being,
• 27:17
  like,
• 27:17
  strong.
• 27:18
  And
• 27:18
  everybody
• 27:19
  else
• 27:19
  is
• 27:19
  handling
• 27:20
  me,
• 27:20
  like,
• 27:21
  with
• 27:21
  kid
• 27:21
  gloves
• 27:22
  and
• 27:22
  thinking
• 27:22
  that
• 27:22
  I'm
• 27:23
  weak,
• 27:23
  but
• 27:23
  I'm.
• 27:24
  I'm
• 27:24
  being
• 27:24
  so
• 27:25
  strong.
• 27:25
  I'm
• 27:26
  being
• 27:26
  so
• 27:26
  brave
• 27:26
  for
• 27:26
  them
• 27:27
  right
• 27:27
  now.
• 27:27
  Like,
• 27:30
  and.
• 27:30
  And
• 27:31
  I
• 27:31
  think
• 27:31
  he
• 27:31
  has
• 27:31
  a
• 27:31
  lot
• 27:32
  frustration
• 27:32
  with
• 27:33
  that
• 27:33
  as
• 27:34
  well.
• 27:34
  Just
• 27:35
  feel
• 27:35
  like
• 27:35
  he's
• 27:35
  like,
• 27:35
  nothing
• 27:36
  is
• 27:36
  ever
• 27:36
  good
• 27:36
  enough.
• 27:37
  Yeah.
• 27:37
  Yeah.
• 27:38
  He's
• 27:38
  trying
• 27:38
  so
• 27:39
  hard,
• 27:39
  but
• 27:39
  he's
• 27:39
  getting
• 27:40
  nothing
• 27:40
  in
• 27:40
  return.
• 27:41
  So
• 27:42
  what
• 27:42
  he's
• 27:43
  trying
• 27:43
  to
• 27:43
  do,
• 27:44
  which
• 27:44
  is
• 27:44
  what
• 27:45
  Bobby
• 27:45
  told
• 27:45
  him
• 27:46
  to
• 27:46
  do,
• 27:46
  which
• 27:47
  was
• 27:47
  the
• 27:47
  last
• 27:47
  things
• 27:48
  that
• 27:48
  Bobby
• 27:48
  said
• 27:49
  to
• 27:49
  him.
• 27:49
  And
• 27:50
  it's
• 27:50
  not
• 27:50
  working.
• 27:51
  And
• 27:51
  again,
• 27:51
  it's
• 27:52
  feeding
• 27:52
  into
• 27:52
  this,
• 27:53
  like,
• 27:54
  feeling
• 27:54
  of
• 27:55
  being
• 27:55
  unnecessary
• 27:57
  for
• 27:57
  Buck,
• 27:57
  which
• 27:58
  he's
• 27:58
  already
• 27:59
  sensitive
• 28:00
  to,
• 28:01
  because
• 28:02
  nobody's,
• 28:02
  like,
• 28:03
  talking
• 28:04
  to
• 28:04
  him,
• 28:04
  and
• 28:04
  nobody's,
• 28:05
  like,
• 28:05
  you
• 28:06
  know,
• 28:06
  confiding
• 28:07
  in
• 28:07
  him.
• 28:07
  But
• 28:08
  it's.
• 28:08
  It's
• 28:08
  that
• 28:08
  thing
• 28:09
  because
• 28:09
  he's
• 28:09
  closed
• 28:10
  himself
• 28:10
  off
• 28:10
  so
• 28:11
  much
• 28:11
  with
• 28:11
  that.
• 28:12
  Well,
• 28:12
  that's
• 28:13
  going
• 28:13
  to
• 28:13
  close
• 28:13
  off
• 28:13
  other
• 28:14
  people.
• 28:14
  But
• 28:14
  he
• 28:14
  doesn't.
• 28:15
  He
• 28:15
  doesn't
• 28:16
  realize
• 28:16
  that.
• 28:16
  But
• 28:17
  it.
• 28:18
  Or
• 28:18
  he
• 28:18
  doesn't
• 28:18
  realize
• 28:19
  that's
• 28:19
  why.
• 28:20
  And
• 28:20
  so
• 28:20
  he's
• 28:21
  frustrated
• 28:21
  with
• 28:21
  that.
• 28:22
  So
• 28:23
  then
• 28:23
  Buck
• 28:24
  hits
• 28:24
  him
• 28:24
  back
• 28:24
  with,
• 28:25
  like,
• 28:26
  you
• 28:26
  really
• 28:26
  think
• 28:26
  I
• 28:26
  wouldn't
• 28:26
  have
• 28:27
  been
• 28:27
  happy
• 28:27
  for
• 28:27
  you?
• 28:28
  Because,
• 28:28
  like,
• 28:29
  hello,
• 28:29
  I'm
• 28:30
  sublighting
• 28:31
  this
• 28:31
  place
• 28:31
  for
• 28:31
  you
• 28:31
  because
• 28:32
  I
• 28:32
  knew
• 28:32
  you
• 28:32
  needed
• 28:32
  to
• 28:32
  be
• 28:33
  with
• 28:33
  Christopher.
• 28:33
  I've
• 28:34
  supported
• 28:34
  you
• 28:34
  the
• 28:35
  whole
• 28:35
  time
• 28:35
  you're
• 28:35
  in
• 28:35
  El
• 28:35
  Paso,
• 28:36
  you
• 28:36
  know,
• 28:37
  helping
• 28:37
  you
• 28:38
  decide
• 28:39
  to
• 28:39
  stay
• 28:39
  there
• 28:40
  when
• 28:40
  you
• 28:40
  wanted
• 28:40
  to
• 28:40
  run
• 28:40
  at
• 28:41
  the
• 28:41
  first
• 28:41
  sign
• 28:41
  of
• 28:41
  things
• 28:42
  not
• 28:42
  working
• 28:42
  out,
• 28:43
  telling
• 28:43
  you
• 28:43
  to
• 28:44
  dad
• 28:44
  up,
• 28:44
  helping
• 28:44
  you
• 28:44
  get
• 28:45
  your
• 28:45
  kid
• 28:45
  back.
• 28:45
  But
• 28:45
  you
• 28:46
  think
• 28:46
  I
• 28:46
  wouldn't
• 28:46
  have
• 28:46
  been
• 28:47
  happy
• 28:47
  for
• 28:47
  you?
• 28:48
  He's
• 28:48
  done
• 28:48
  nothing
• 28:49
  but
• 28:49
  be
• 28:49
  supportive
• 28:50
  of
• 28:50
  Eddie.
• 28:50
  Like,
• 28:50
  yes,
• 28:51
  he
• 28:51
  crashed
• 28:52
  out,
• 28:52
  but
• 28:53
  ultimately
• 28:53
  he
• 28:54
  is
• 28:54
  doing
• 28:54
  nothing
• 28:54
  but
• 28:55
  supporting
• 28:55
  Eddie.
• 28:56
  And
• 28:56
  I
• 28:56
  think
• 28:56
  he
• 28:56
  looks
• 28:57
  like.
• 28:57
  When
• 28:57
  Eddie
• 28:58
  says
• 28:58
  the
• 28:58
  whole
• 28:59
  trials
• 28:59
  and
• 28:59
  tribulations
• 29:00
  thing,
• 29:00
  I
• 29:00
  think
• 29:00
  Buck
• 29:01
  kind
• 29:01
  of
• 29:01
  looks
• 29:01
  really
• 29:01
  taken
• 29:02
  aback
• 29:03
  because
• 29:03
  it
• 29:03
  does.
• 29:03
  A
• 29:03
  quick
• 29:03
  shot
• 29:04
  to
• 29:04
  his
• 29:04
  reaction,
• 29:04
  and
• 29:05
  he's
• 29:05
  just
• 29:05
  kind
• 29:05
  of
• 29:05
  like.
• 29:06
  Like
• 29:07
  what?
• 29:07
  He's
• 29:08
  like,
• 29:08
  whoa.
• 29:09
  Yeah.
• 29:09
  Yeah.
• 29:10
  He.
• 29:10
  He
• 29:10
  kind
• 29:10
  of,
• 29:11
  like,
• 29:11
  takes.
• 29:12
  Takes
• 29:12
  a
• 29:12
  moment.
• 29:13
  Me
• 29:13
  and
• 29:13
  you,
• 29:13
  bro.
• 29:16
  Yeah.
• 29:17
  And
• 29:17
  he's
• 29:17
  like,
• 29:17
  where's
• 29:18
  this.
• 29:18
  Where's
• 29:18
  this
• 29:18
  coming
• 29:19
  from?
• 29:19
  Yeah.
• 29:20
  In.
• 29:20
  In
• 29:20
  the
• 29:20
  direct
• 29:21
  aftermath
• 29:21
  of,
• 29:21
  like,
• 29:22
  the
• 29:22
  trials
• 29:22
  and
• 29:22
  tribulations
• 29:23
  of
• 29:23
  Evan
• 29:23
  Buckley.
• 29:24
  And
• 29:24
  Eddie
• 29:24
  says,
• 29:24
  you
• 29:24
  know,
• 29:25
  that
• 29:25
  Buck
• 29:25
  has
• 29:25
  been
• 29:26
  spiraling
• 29:26
  since
• 29:27
  the
• 29:27
  funeral,
• 29:27
  and
• 29:28
  nobody
• 29:28
  knows
• 29:28
  how
• 29:28
  to
• 29:29
  talk
• 29:29
  to
• 29:29
  you
• 29:29
  about
• 29:29
  it,
• 29:30
  which
• 29:30
  is
• 29:30
  true.
• 29:30
  That
• 29:31
  is
• 29:31
  exactly
• 29:31
  what
• 29:31
  Buck
• 29:32
  had
• 29:32
  just
• 29:32
  said.
• 29:33
  Like,
• 29:33
  everybody's
• 29:33
  been
• 29:33
  treating
• 29:34
  him
• 29:34
  so
• 29:34
  fragile.
• 29:35
  And
• 29:35
  then
• 29:35
  Buck
• 29:36
  says
• 29:36
  in
• 29:37
  like,
• 29:37
  such
• 29:37
  a.
• 29:38
  I'm
• 29:38
  sorry.
• 29:39
  It's
• 29:39
  kind
• 29:39
  of
• 29:39
  bratty
• 29:40
  a
• 29:41
  little.
• 29:41
  So
• 29:41
  he
• 29:41
  says,
• 29:42
  sorry,
• 29:43
  I'm
• 29:43
  sad
• 29:43
  that
• 29:43
  Bobby's
• 29:44
  dead.
• 29:44
  This
• 29:45
  elicits
• 29:46
  a
• 29:46
  strong
• 29:46
  reaction.
• 29:47
  It's
• 29:47
  like
• 29:47
  he's
• 29:48
  finally
• 29:49
  saying
• 29:49
  his
• 29:50
  actual
• 29:50
  emotions,
• 29:51
  but
• 29:52
  he's
• 29:52
  saying
• 29:52
  it
• 29:52
  in
• 29:52
  such,
• 29:53
  like,
• 29:53
  a
• 29:53
  blase
• 29:54
  way,
• 29:55
  like,
• 29:55
  sorry,
• 29:55
  I'm
• 29:56
  sad
• 29:56
  that
• 29:56
  Bobby's
• 29:56
  dead.
• 29:57
  Like,
• 29:57
  everybody
• 29:57
  else
• 29:57
  is.
• 29:58
  Is
• 29:58
  kind
• 29:59
  of
• 29:59
  like,
• 29:59
  seems
• 30:00
  like
• 30:00
  they're
• 30:00
  moving
• 30:00
  on.
• 30:01
  Seems
• 30:01
  like
• 30:01
  they
• 30:01
  don't
• 30:02
  need
• 30:02
  me.
• 30:02
  I
• 30:03
  think
• 30:03
  he's
• 30:03
  just
• 30:03
  kind
• 30:03
  of
• 30:03
  like,
• 30:04
  what
• 30:04
  do
• 30:04
  you
• 30:04
  want
• 30:04
  from
• 30:04
  me?
• 30:05
  That's
• 30:05
  what.
• 30:06
  That's
• 30:06
  giving
• 30:06
  to
• 30:07
  me,
• 30:07
  sorry,
• 30:08
  I'm
• 30:08
  sad
• 30:08
  he's
• 30:08
  dead.
• 30:09
  Like,
• 30:09
  what
• 30:09
  are
• 30:09
  you.
• 30:10
  Like,
• 30:10
  what
• 30:10
  kind
• 30:11
  of
• 30:11
  action
• 30:11
  are
• 30:11
  you
• 30:12
  looking
• 30:12
  from
• 30:13
  for
• 30:13
  me
• 30:13
  in
• 30:14
  order
• 30:14
  for
• 30:14
  you
• 30:14
  to
• 30:15
  tell
• 30:15
  me
• 30:15
  things?
• 30:16
  I
• 30:16
  think
• 30:16
  he's
• 30:16
  just,
• 30:16
  like,
• 30:17
  at
• 30:17
  the
• 30:17
  end
• 30:17
  of
• 30:17
  his
• 30:18
  rope
• 30:18
  here.
• 30:18
  Like,
• 30:19
  he's
• 30:19
  been
• 30:19
  trying
• 30:19
  to
• 30:19
  hold
• 30:20
  it
• 30:20
  together.
• 30:21
  This
• 30:21
  ticked
• 30:22
  him
• 30:22
  off.
• 30:22
  And,
• 30:22
  like,
• 30:23
  this
• 30:23
  response
• 30:23
  of,
• 30:24
  like,
• 30:24
  can
• 30:24
  you
• 30:25
  blame
• 30:25
  us
• 30:25
  for
• 30:25
  treating
• 30:26
  you
• 30:26
  like
• 30:26
  this?
• 30:26
  Like
• 30:27
  you've
• 30:27
  been
• 30:27
  spiraling.
• 30:28
  And
• 30:28
  he
• 30:28
  was
• 30:28
  like,
• 30:28
  what
• 30:28
  else
• 30:29
  would
• 30:29
  I
• 30:29
  be
• 30:29
  doing?
• 30:30
  And
• 30:30
  I've
• 30:30
  been
• 30:30
  trying
• 30:30
  so
• 30:31
  hard
• 30:31
  to,
• 30:31
  like,
• 30:31
  not
• 30:32
  do
• 30:32
  that.
• 30:33
  So
• 30:33
  I
• 30:33
  think
• 30:33
  he
• 30:33
  really
• 30:34
  is
• 30:34
  just
• 30:34
  like,
• 30:34
  what?
• 30:34
  What
• 30:35
  do
• 30:35
  you
• 30:35
  want
• 30:35
  from
• 30:35
  me?
• 30:36
  I
• 30:36
  think,
• 30:36
  yeah,
• 30:37
  the
• 30:37
  brattiness
• 30:37
  just
• 30:38
  come
• 30:38
  out
• 30:38
  because
• 30:38
  he's
• 30:38
  like.
• 30:39
  It's
• 30:39
  flippant
• 30:39
  because
• 30:40
  it's
• 30:40
  like,
• 30:40
  what
• 30:40
  the
• 30:40
  fuck
• 30:40
  else
• 30:41
  can
• 30:41
  I
• 30:41
  do
• 30:42
  at
• 30:42
  this
• 30:42
  point?
• 30:43
  I
• 30:43
  think
• 30:43
  it's
• 30:43
  also
• 30:44
  Buck's
• 30:45
  reaction
• 30:46
  to
• 30:46
  everybody
• 30:47
  else
• 30:48
  seeming
• 30:48
  fine.
• 30:49
  Like,
• 30:49
  he
• 30:49
  did
• 30:50
  those,
• 30:50
  like,
• 30:50
  psychological
• 30:51
  grief
• 30:51
  assessments
• 30:52
  on
• 30:52
  everybody,
• 30:52
  and
• 30:52
  they
• 30:52
  had,
• 30:53
  like,
• 30:53
  whatever
• 30:54
  scores,
• 30:54
  so
• 30:54
  it
• 30:54
  seems
• 30:55
  like
• 30:55
  they're
• 30:55
  doing
• 30:55
  okay.
• 30:56
  So
• 30:57
  I
• 30:57
  think
• 30:57
  Buck
• 30:58
  is
• 30:58
  also
• 30:58
  feeling
• 30:59
  in.
• 31:00
  In
• 31:00
  his,
• 31:00
  like,
• 31:01
  trying
• 31:01
  to
• 31:01
  be
• 31:01
  there
• 31:02
  for
• 31:02
  everybody.
• 31:02
  And
• 31:03
  nobody
• 31:03
  likes
• 31:04
  leaning
• 31:04
  on
• 31:04
  him
• 31:05
  that
• 31:05
  everybody
• 31:06
  else
• 31:06
  is.
• 31:06
  Is
• 31:07
  not
• 31:07
  as
• 31:08
  upset
• 31:10
  about
• 31:11
  Bobby
• 31:11
  dying
• 31:12
  as
• 31:13
  he
• 31:13
  is
• 31:14
  because
• 31:14
  he's
• 31:14
  trying
• 31:15
  so
• 31:15
  hard
• 31:16
  to,
• 31:16
  like,
• 31:16
  keep
• 31:17
  it
• 31:17
  down
• 31:17
  and
• 31:18
  keep
• 31:18
  it
• 31:18
  under
• 31:18
  control
• 31:19
  so
• 31:19
  that
• 31:20
  he
• 31:20
  can
• 31:20
  be
• 31:20
  there
• 31:20
  for
• 31:20
  everyone
• 31:21
  else.
• 31:21
  But
• 31:21
  everyone
• 31:22
  else
• 31:22
  is
• 31:22
  doing,
• 31:23
  like,
• 31:23
  kind
• 31:23
  of
• 31:23
  okay.
• 31:24
  They're,
• 31:24
  like,
• 31:24
  starting
• 31:25
  to
• 31:25
  move
• 31:25
  on
• 31:26
  with
• 31:26
  lives
• 31:26
  and.
• 31:27
  And
• 31:27
  just,
• 31:27
  like,
• 31:28
  go
• 31:28
  about
• 31:29
  normalcy
• 31:30
  as
• 31:30
  much
• 31:30
  as
• 31:30
  they
• 31:30
  can.
• 31:31
  And
• 31:31
  Buck's
• 31:31
  just
• 31:32
  sitting
• 31:32
  there
• 31:32
  just
• 31:33
  watching
• 31:33
  that
• 31:33
  happen
• 31:33
  and
• 31:34
  being
• 31:34
  like,
• 31:34
  how
• 31:35
  can
• 31:35
  you
• 31:35
  go
• 31:36
  about
• 31:37
  normal
• 31:38
  things
• 31:38
  when
• 31:39
  Bobby's
• 31:40
  dead?
• 31:40
  Like,
• 31:40
  I'm,
• 31:41
  like,
• 31:41
  gutted
• 31:42
  about
• 31:42
  it,
• 31:42
  but
• 31:43
  he
• 31:43
  can't
• 31:43
  show
• 31:44
  it.
• 31:44
  And
• 31:44
  this
• 31:44
  is
• 31:45
  why
• 31:45
  they're
• 31:45
  in
• 31:45
  this
• 31:45
  situation,
• 31:46
  I
• 31:46
  think.
• 31:46
  It's
• 31:47
  not
• 31:47
  even
• 31:47
  like,
• 31:47
  how
• 31:47
  can
• 31:47
  you
• 31:48
  go
• 31:48
  about
• 31:48
  normal
• 31:48
  things?
• 31:48
  It's
• 31:49
  like,
• 31:49
  how
• 31:49
  can
• 31:49
  everyone
• 31:50
  else.
• 31:51
  Or
• 31:51
  ignore
• 31:51
  it?
• 31:52
  How
• 31:53
  can
• 31:53
  everyone
• 31:53
  else,
• 31:54
  like,
• 31:54
  go
• 31:54
  about
• 31:54
  business
• 31:55
  as
• 31:55
  usual,
• 31:56
  but
• 31:56
  also
• 31:56
  all
• 31:57
  of
• 31:57
  the
• 31:57
  things
• 31:57
  that
• 31:57
  kept
• 31:58
  us
• 31:58
  together,
• 31:59
  united
• 31:59
  as
• 32:00
  a
• 32:00
  family,
• 32:00
  we
• 32:00
  don't
• 32:01
  do
• 32:01
  anymore.
• 32:01
  Yes,
• 32:02
  that
• 32:02
  plays
• 32:02
  into
• 32:02
  it
• 32:03
  definitely.
• 32:03
  Which
• 32:03
  were
• 32:04
  the
• 32:04
  only
• 32:04
  things,
• 32:05
  let's
• 32:05
  be
• 32:05
  clear,
• 32:06
  that
• 32:06
  Buck
• 32:06
  was
• 32:06
  a
• 32:07
  part
• 32:07
  of,
• 32:07
  because
• 32:07
  he
• 32:07
  doesn't
• 32:08
  go
• 32:08
  home
• 32:08
  with
• 32:08
  them
• 32:08
  to
• 32:08
  their
• 32:09
  nuclear
• 32:09
  families.
• 32:10
  No.
• 32:12
  So,
• 32:12
  like,
• 32:12
  the
• 32:12
  118
• 32:13
  is
• 32:13
  a
• 32:13
  family
• 32:13
  for
• 32:14
  Buck,
• 32:14
  is
• 32:15
  at
• 32:15
  work
• 32:16
  where
• 32:16
  they
• 32:17
  are
• 32:17
  supposed
• 32:18
  to
• 32:18
  eat
• 32:18
  together.
• 32:19
  And
• 32:19
  then,
• 32:20
  like,
• 32:20
  at,
• 32:20
  like,
• 32:20
  get
• 32:21
  togethers,
• 32:21
  which
• 32:22
  we
• 32:22
  see
• 32:22
  none
• 32:22
  of
• 32:23
  other
• 32:23
  than,
• 32:23
  like,
• 32:23
  the
• 32:24
  actual
• 32:24
  fucking
• 32:24
  funeral.
• 32:25
  I
• 32:25
  think
• 32:25
  Buck
• 32:26
  is
• 32:26
  feeling
• 32:26
  the
• 32:26
  fracturedness
• 32:27
  more
• 32:28
  than
• 32:28
  anybody
• 32:28
  else.
• 32:29
  Oh,
• 32:29
  yeah,
• 32:29
  well,
• 32:29
  besides
• 32:30
  Eddie.
• 32:31
  But
• 32:31
  because
• 32:31
  he
• 32:31
  doesn't
• 32:32
  have
• 32:33
  anyone
• 32:33
  else
• 32:34
  to,
• 32:34
  like,
• 32:34
  go
• 32:34
  home
• 32:34
  to
• 32:35
  for
• 32:35
  that
• 32:36
  extra,
• 32:36
  like,
• 32:37
  pillar
• 32:38
  of
• 32:38
  support.
• 32:39
  He
• 32:39
  kind
• 32:40
  of
• 32:40
  says
• 32:40
  it
• 32:40
  with
• 32:40
  a.
• 32:41
  Like,
• 32:41
  a
• 32:42
  shitty
• 32:42
  little,
• 32:43
  slight
• 32:43
  bratty
• 32:44
  smirk,
• 32:44
  too.
• 32:44
  Yeah.
• 32:45
  Says,
• 32:46
  sorry.
• 32:47
  I'm
• 32:48
  like,
• 32:48
  it
• 32:48
  is
• 32:48
  really
• 32:49
  snarky.
• 32:50
  I'm
• 32:51
  having
• 32:51
  a
• 32:51
  hard
• 32:51
  time
• 32:51
  finding
• 32:52
  the.
• 32:52
  The.
• 32:53
  Not
• 32:53
  the
• 32:53
  article,
• 32:53
  but
• 32:54
  just,
• 32:54
  like,
• 32:54
  the
• 32:54
  actual
• 32:55
  quote
• 32:55
  about
• 32:56
  it.
• 32:58
  Oh,
• 32:59
  then
• 32:59
  I'm
• 32:59
  definitely
• 32:59
  gonna
• 33:00
  have
• 33:00
  a
• 33:00
  hard
• 33:00
  time
• 33:00
  looking
• 33:00
  for
• 33:00
  it,
• 33:01
  I
• 33:01
  thought.
• 33:01
  I.
• 33:01
  Like,
• 33:01
  I
• 33:01
  know
• 33:02
  it's
• 33:02
  the
• 33:02
  Cat
• 33:02
  Pettibone
• 33:04
  interview,
• 33:04
  but
• 33:05
  he
• 33:05
  definitely
• 33:06
  got
• 33:06
  a
• 33:06
  note
• 33:06
  to
• 33:06
  make
• 33:06
  it
• 33:06
  more
• 33:07
  bratty,
• 33:07
  for
• 33:08
  sure.
• 33:08
  Buck
• 33:09
  has
• 33:09
  this
• 33:09
  habit.
• 33:11
  He
• 33:11
  pokes
• 33:11
  Bear
• 33:12
  immediately.
• 33:12
  Feels
• 33:13
  bad
• 33:13
  about
• 33:13
  poking
• 33:14
  Bear
• 33:16
  every
• 33:16
  single
• 33:17
  time.
• 33:18
  Like,
• 33:19
  whenever
• 33:19
  he.
• 33:20
  And
• 33:20
  it's
• 33:20
  normally
• 33:21
  Eddie,
• 33:22
  where
• 33:22
  he
• 33:22
  says
• 33:22
  something
• 33:23
  kind
• 33:23
  of
• 33:23
  snarky
• 33:23
  or
• 33:24
  kind
• 33:24
  of
• 33:24
  mean
• 33:24
  to
• 33:25
  and
• 33:25
  then
• 33:26
  sees
• 33:26
  the
• 33:26
  reaction
• 33:27
  and
• 33:27
  is
• 33:27
  immediately
• 33:27
  like,
• 33:28
  oh,
• 33:28
  I.
• 33:29
  That
• 33:29
  was
• 33:29
  mean.
• 33:31
  Oh,
• 33:31
  I
• 33:31
  feel
• 33:31
  bad
• 33:32
  about
• 33:32
  that.
• 33:32
  Like.
• 33:33
  Like
• 33:33
  he's
• 33:33
  trying
• 33:33
  to
• 33:34
  square
• 33:34
  up.
• 33:34
  And
• 33:34
  then
• 33:34
  it's
• 33:35
  just
• 33:35
  like,
• 33:35
  yeah,
• 33:36
  actually,
• 33:36
  that
• 33:37
  was
• 33:37
  not
• 33:37
  a
• 33:37
  good
• 33:37
  move.
• 33:38
  Yeah.
• 33:38
  You
• 33:38
  see
• 33:38
  that
• 33:39
  in
• 33:39
  809
• 33:40
  when
• 33:40
  he,
• 33:40
  like,
• 33:41
  he's
• 33:42
  like,
• 33:42
  well,
• 33:42
  you're.
• 33:43
  You're
• 33:43
  not
• 33:43
  the
• 33:43
  only
• 33:44
  one
• 33:44
  who
• 33:44
  can
• 33:44
  do
• 33:44
  that
• 33:46
  about
• 33:47
  leaving,
• 33:47
  about
• 33:47
  moving
• 33:48
  just
• 33:48
  out
• 33:49
  of
• 33:49
  nowhere,
• 33:49
  you
• 33:50
  know?
• 33:50
  Yeah.
• 33:51
  And
• 33:51
  he's
• 33:52
  like,
• 33:52
  oh,
• 33:53
  Buck
• 33:53
  was
• 33:53
  bratty.
• 33:54
  And
• 33:54
  immediately,
• 33:55
  this
• 33:55
  is
• 33:55
  the
• 33:55
  most
• 33:55
  emotion
• 33:56
  that
• 33:56
  I
• 33:56
  think
• 33:56
  he's
• 33:56
  seen
• 33:57
  about
• 33:57
  Eddie's
• 33:58
  grief
• 33:58
  from
• 33:59
  Eddie
• 33:59
  the
• 33:59
  entire
• 33:59
  time.
• 34:00
  So
• 34:00
  he
• 34:01
  immediately
• 34:01
  is
• 34:01
  like,
• 34:02
  oh,
• 34:02
  I
• 34:02
  feel
• 34:02
  really
• 34:03
  bad.
• 34:03
  I
• 34:03
  pushed
• 34:04
  too
• 34:04
  hard.
• 34:05
  Huh?
• 34:05
  Like,
• 34:05
  that.
• 34:06
  He
• 34:06
  looks
• 34:06
  like
• 34:06
  a
• 34:07
  kicked
• 34:07
  puppy.
• 34:07
  As
• 34:08
  soon
• 34:08
  as
• 34:09
  Eddie
• 34:09
  says,
• 34:09
  we're
• 34:10
  just
• 34:10
  trying
• 34:10
  our
• 34:10
  damn
• 34:10
  best
• 34:10
  to
• 34:11
  get
• 34:11
  through
• 34:11
  it,
• 34:11
  and
• 34:11
  he
• 34:11
  turns
• 34:11
  his
• 34:11
  back
• 34:12
  to
• 34:12
  him
• 34:13
  and
• 34:13
  it
• 34:13
  cuts
• 34:13
  back
• 34:13
  to
• 34:14
  Buck.
• 34:14
  He
• 34:15
  literally
• 34:15
  is
• 34:15
  like,
• 34:16
  oh,
• 34:16
  I
• 34:16
  am.
• 34:16
  I
• 34:17
  am
• 34:17
  Puppy.
• 34:17
  Who
• 34:17
  knows
• 34:17
  he
• 34:18
  did
• 34:18
  wrong.
• 34:18
  And,
• 34:18
  like,
• 34:18
  his
• 34:18
  head
• 34:19
  hangs
• 34:20
  his
• 34:20
  head.
• 34:20
  Yeah.
• 34:20
  Yep.
• 34:22
  And
• 34:22
  you
• 34:22
  can
• 34:22
  also
• 34:23
  see,
• 34:23
  like,
• 34:23
  he
• 34:23
  kind
• 34:24
  of
• 34:24
  almost
• 34:25
  shrinks
• 34:25
  back
• 34:26
  into
• 34:26
  that
• 34:26
  corner
• 34:27
  of
• 34:27
  the
• 34:27
  cabinets
• 34:28
  again.
• 34:28
  Yeah.
• 34:28
  You
• 34:28
  know,
• 34:29
  when.
• 34:29
  When.
• 34:29
  As
• 34:29
  opposed
• 34:30
  to
• 34:30
  when
• 34:30
  he
• 34:30
  said,
• 34:31
  like,
• 34:31
  that
• 34:31
  bratty
• 34:31
  thing
• 34:31
  of,
• 34:32
  like,
• 34:32
  sorry,
• 34:32
  I'm
• 34:33
  sad
• 34:33
  about.
• 34:33
  He
• 34:33
  said
• 34:34
  he,
• 34:34
  like,
• 34:35
  like,
• 34:35
  puffs
• 34:35
  himself
• 34:36
  up
• 34:36
  a
• 34:36
  little
• 34:36
  bit,
• 34:37
  like.
• 34:37
  Like
• 34:37
  to
• 34:38
  take
• 34:38
  up
• 34:38
  more
• 34:38
  space
• 34:39
  and
• 34:39
  stand
• 34:39
  his
• 34:39
  ground.
• 34:39
  And
• 34:40
  then
• 34:40
  right
• 34:41
  after,
• 34:42
  you
• 34:42
  know,
• 34:42
  this,
• 34:43
  he.
• 34:44
  He
• 34:44
  shrinks
• 34:45
  back
• 34:45
  into
• 34:45
  himself
• 34:46
  a
• 34:46
  little
• 34:46
  bit
• 34:46
  more.
• 34:46
  But
• 34:47
  it's
• 34:47
  interesting,
• 34:47
  though,
• 34:48
  because
• 34:48
  it
• 34:49
  seems
• 34:49
  like
• 34:49
  he's
• 34:50
  so
• 34:50
  much
• 34:50
  more
• 34:50
  open
• 34:50
  and
• 34:51
  receptive
• 34:51
  to.
• 34:52
  To
• 34:52
  now
• 34:52
  hearing
• 34:53
  what
• 34:53
  Eddie
• 34:53
  has
• 34:53
  to
• 34:53
  say
• 34:54
  because
• 34:54
  he's
• 34:54
  not
• 34:55
  turned
• 34:55
  away
• 34:55
  from
• 34:55
  him
• 34:55
  anymore.
• 34:57
  He
• 34:57
  is
• 34:57
  actually
• 34:58
  facing
• 34:58
  him.
• 34:59
  Like
• 34:59
  his.
• 35:00
  Well,
• 35:00
  his
• 35:01
  head
• 35:01
  isn't,
• 35:01
  but,
• 35:01
  like,
• 35:02
  he
• 35:02
  has
• 35:02
  an
• 35:02
  open
• 35:03
  ear.
• 35:03
  And,
• 35:03
  like,
• 35:03
  his.
• 35:03
  His
• 35:04
  body
• 35:04
  language
• 35:04
  is
• 35:04
  more
• 35:05
  open.
• 35:05
  He's
• 35:06
  just
• 35:06
  kind
• 35:06
  of
• 35:06
  like,
• 35:06
  okay,
• 35:07
  I.
• 35:08
  I
• 35:08
  pushed
• 35:09
  too
• 35:09
  far.
• 35:09
  I
• 35:09
  overstepped.
• 35:10
  Let
• 35:10
  me
• 35:11
  take
• 35:11
  a
• 35:11
  step
• 35:11
  Back
• 35:12
  so
• 35:12
  I
• 35:12
  can
• 35:12
  listen
• 35:13
  now
• 35:14
  after.
• 35:15
  You
• 35:15
  know,
• 35:15
  is
• 35:16
  a
• 35:16
  little
• 35:16
  more
• 35:16
  open
• 35:16
  and
• 35:16
  receptive
• 35:17
  to
• 35:17
  actually
• 35:18
  hearing
• 35:18
  what
• 35:19
  Eddie
• 35:19
  was
• 35:19
  going
• 35:20
  through.
• 35:20
  Because,
• 35:21
  you
• 35:21
  know,
• 35:22
  Buck
• 35:22
  didn't
• 35:22
  ask
• 35:23
  what
• 35:23
  Eddie
• 35:23
  was
• 35:23
  going
• 35:24
  through.
• 35:24
  So
• 35:24
  this
• 35:25
  is.
• 35:25
  This
• 35:25
  is
• 35:26
  the
• 35:26
  time
• 35:26
  where
• 35:26
  Eddie
• 35:27
  is
• 35:27
  finally
• 35:27
  telling
• 35:28
  him
• 35:28
  something
• 35:28
  directly.
• 35:29
  Yep.
• 35:30
  And
• 35:31
  you
• 35:32
  see
• 35:32
  kind
• 35:32
  of
• 35:32
  how
• 35:33
  much
• 35:33
  that
• 35:34
  wrecks
• 35:34
  Buck
• 35:35
  to
• 35:35
  hear.
• 35:36
  Yeah.
• 35:37
  That,
• 35:37
  like,
• 35:37
  he.
• 35:38
  And
• 35:38
  I
• 35:38
  think
• 35:38
  he
• 35:39
  is
• 35:39
  also
• 35:39
  realizing
• 35:40
  I
• 35:41
  didn't
• 35:41
  know
• 35:42
  so
• 35:42
  much
• 35:42
  was
• 35:42
  going
• 35:43
  on
• 35:43
  under
• 35:43
  that
• 35:44
  surface.
• 35:45
  Well,
• 35:45
  yeah,
• 35:46
  because.
• 35:46
  And
• 35:46
  that's
• 35:47
  what
• 35:47
  prompted
• 35:48
  Eddie
• 35:48
  to,
• 35:48
  like,
• 35:48
  open
• 35:49
  up
• 35:49
  and
• 35:50
  say
• 35:50
  what
• 35:51
  that
• 35:51
  felt
• 35:51
  like
• 35:52
  for
• 35:52
  him.
• 35:52
  Because
• 35:53
  Buck
• 35:53
  says,
• 35:55
  like,
• 35:55
  after
• 35:55
  Eddie
• 35:56
  goes,
• 35:56
  we
• 35:56
  all
• 35:57
  lost
• 35:57
  him.
• 35:57
  We're
• 35:57
  just
• 35:57
  trying
• 35:58
  to
• 35:58
  do
• 35:58
  our
• 35:58
  best
• 35:58
  to
• 35:58
  get
• 35:59
  through
• 35:59
  it.
• 35:59
  And
• 35:59
  Buck's
• 36:00
  like,
• 36:00
  yeah,
• 36:00
  I
• 36:00
  know.
• 36:00
  And
• 36:00
  he's
• 36:01
  like,
• 36:01
  really?
• 36:01
  Because
• 36:02
  you
• 36:02
  never
• 36:02
  asked.
• 36:03
  And
• 36:03
  you
• 36:03
  don't
• 36:04
  see
• 36:04
  a
• 36:04
  lot
• 36:04
  of
• 36:04
  coverage
• 36:05
  of
• 36:05
  Buck,
• 36:05
  like,
• 36:05
  while
• 36:05
  Eddie
• 36:06
  is.
• 36:07
  Is
• 36:07
  saying
• 36:07
  this,
• 36:08
  but,
• 36:08
  like,
• 36:08
  the
• 36:08
  shots
• 36:08
  that
• 36:08
  you
• 36:09
  do,
• 36:09
  like,
• 36:09
  he.
• 36:09
  He
• 36:10
  looks
• 36:10
  pretty
• 36:11
  devastated.
• 36:12
  Yeah.
• 36:13
  Like.
• 36:13
  Like
• 36:14
  really
• 36:14
  taken
• 36:15
  aback
• 36:16
  just
• 36:16
  because
• 36:16
  I.
• 36:16
  Don'T
• 36:16
  think
• 36:17
  he
• 36:17
  thought
• 36:17
  about
• 36:17
  it.
• 36:17
  I
• 36:18
  think
• 36:18
  he's
• 36:18
  been
• 36:18
  so
• 36:19
  focused
• 36:19
  on
• 36:20
  trying
• 36:20
  to
• 36:21
  be
• 36:21
  okay
• 36:23
  that
• 36:23
  he
• 36:23
  hasn't
• 36:24
  thought
• 36:24
  about
• 36:24
  how
• 36:24
  to
• 36:24
  actually
• 36:25
  be
• 36:25
  there
• 36:26
  for
• 36:26
  the
• 36:26
  people
• 36:26
  who
• 36:27
  need
• 36:27
  him.
• 36:28
  No.
• 36:29
  And
• 36:29
  I
• 36:29
  feel
• 36:29
  like,
• 36:30
  as
• 36:30
  Eddie's
• 36:31
  describing
• 36:31
  all
• 36:32
  of
• 36:32
  this,
• 36:32
  he's
• 36:33
  having.
• 36:34
  I
• 36:34
  feel
• 36:34
  like
• 36:34
  there's
• 36:34
  a
• 36:34
  moment
• 36:34
  where
• 36:35
  it
• 36:35
  kind
• 36:35
  of
• 36:35
  hits
• 36:35
  him,
• 36:35
  like,
• 36:36
  what.
• 36:36
  He's
• 36:36
  describing
• 36:37
  that
• 36:37
  in
• 36:38
  which
• 36:38
  it's
• 36:39
  something
• 36:39
  that
• 36:39
  has
• 36:39
  happened
• 36:40
  before
• 36:40
  because,
• 36:40
  you
• 36:41
  know,
• 36:42
  when
• 36:42
  Eddie
• 36:43
  has
• 36:43
  his
• 36:43
  breakdown.
• 36:44
  Yes.
• 36:45
  And
• 36:45
  Buck
• 36:45
  not
• 36:46
  being
• 36:46
  there
• 36:48
  and
• 36:48
  Eddie
• 36:49
  trying
• 36:49
  to.
• 36:49
  He's.
• 36:50
  You
• 36:50
  know,
• 36:50
  Eddie's
• 36:51
  describing
• 36:51
  how,
• 36:51
  like,
• 36:51
  he's
• 36:52
  taking.
• 36:52
  He
• 36:52
  has
• 36:53
  taken
• 36:53
  steps
• 36:53
  to
• 36:53
  not
• 36:54
  have
• 36:54
  that
• 36:55
  be
• 36:55
  a
• 36:55
  repeat
• 36:56
  moment.
• 36:57
  And
• 36:57
  he's
• 36:57
  like,
• 36:57
  oh,
• 36:58
  yeah.
• 36:58
  Like.
• 36:59
  And
• 36:59
  then
• 36:59
  getting
• 36:59
  hit
• 37:00
  with
• 37:00
  the
• 37:00
  fact
• 37:00
  that
• 37:01
  Christopher
• 37:01
  could
• 37:01
  have
• 37:02
  witnessed
• 37:02
  something.
• 37:03
  Something
• 37:03
  similar.
• 37:05
  Yeah.
• 37:05
  He's
• 37:05
  hearing
• 37:06
  that
• 37:06
  not
• 37:06
  only
• 37:06
  Eddie
• 37:07
  is
• 37:08
  being
• 37:08
  impacted
• 37:09
  by
• 37:09
  this,
• 37:09
  but
• 37:09
  Christopher
• 37:10
  as
• 37:10
  well.
• 37:11
  There's,
• 37:11
  like,
• 37:11
  more
• 37:12
  layers
• 37:12
  and
• 37:12
  layers,
• 37:13
  and
• 37:13
  he's
• 37:13
  like,
• 37:14
  oh.
• 37:14
  And
• 37:14
  I
• 37:15
  think
• 37:15
  so
• 37:15
  much
• 37:15
  of
• 37:15
  it
• 37:15
  is,
• 37:16
  like,
• 37:16
  because
• 37:16
  Buck's
• 37:17
  not
• 37:17
  a
• 37:17
  selfish
• 37:18
  person.
• 37:19
  No.
• 37:19
  He
• 37:20
  just
• 37:21
  has
• 37:21
  a
• 37:21
  harder
• 37:21
  time
• 37:22
  putting
• 37:22
  himself
• 37:23
  mentally
• 37:24
  in
• 37:25
  the.
• 37:26
  In
• 37:26
  a
• 37:26
  different
• 37:26
  pov.
• 37:28
  Right.
• 37:28
  But
• 37:29
  that.
• 37:29
  But
• 37:29
  that
• 37:29
  doesn't
• 37:30
  mean
• 37:30
  that
• 37:30
  he
• 37:30
  can't.
• 37:30
  It
• 37:31
  just
• 37:31
  means
• 37:31
  that's
• 37:31
  not
• 37:32
  his
• 37:33
  immediate.
• 37:34
  And
• 37:34
  it
• 37:35
  doesn't
• 37:35
  mean
• 37:35
  that
• 37:35
  he
• 37:35
  doesn't,
• 37:36
  like,
• 37:36
  have
• 37:36
  empathy,
• 37:37
  because
• 37:37
  obviously
• 37:38
  he
• 37:38
  does.
• 37:38
  It's
• 37:39
  just
• 37:39
  not
• 37:40
  as
• 37:41
  practiced
• 37:42
  as
• 37:43
  some
• 37:43
  other
• 37:43
  people.
• 37:44
  So
• 37:44
  he
• 37:44
  needs
• 37:44
  to
• 37:44
  be,
• 37:45
  like,
• 37:45
  kind
• 37:45
  of
• 37:45
  prompted
• 37:46
  or
• 37:46
  told
• 37:46
  these
• 37:46
  things
• 37:47
  so
• 37:47
  he
• 37:47
  can
• 37:47
  actually
• 37:48
  understand
• 37:48
  what.
• 37:49
  What
• 37:50
  someone
• 37:50
  else
• 37:51
  is
• 37:51
  going
• 37:51
  through.
• 37:53
  Okay.
• 37:54
  So
• 37:54
  Buck
• 37:54
  apologizes.
• 37:56
  After
• 37:56
  Eddie
• 37:57
  explains
• 37:58
  what
• 37:58
  it
• 37:58
  was
• 37:58
  like
• 37:59
  for
• 37:59
  him,
• 38:00
  he
• 38:00
  says
• 38:00
  oh,
• 38:01
  I'm
• 38:01
  sorry.
• 38:02
  I
• 38:02
  know
• 38:02
  he
• 38:02
  was
• 38:02
  important
• 38:03
  to
• 38:03
  you
• 38:03
  too.
• 38:03
  I
• 38:03
  don't
• 38:04
  think
• 38:04
  it's
• 38:04
  that
• 38:04
  he
• 38:04
  didn't
• 38:05
  realize
• 38:06
  that
• 38:06
  Bobby's
• 38:07
  importance.
• 38:08
  No,
• 38:09
  I
• 38:09
  just
• 38:09
  think
• 38:09
  that
• 38:10
  it's
• 38:10
  like
• 38:10
  he
• 38:10
  was
• 38:11
  going
• 38:11
  about
• 38:11
  this
• 38:11
  so
• 38:12
  clinically
• 38:13
  that
• 38:14
  he
• 38:14
  wasn't.
• 38:14
  I
• 38:15
  think
• 38:15
  there
• 38:15
  is
• 38:15
  a
• 38:16
  hyper
• 38:16
  empathetic
• 38:17
  part
• 38:17
  of
• 38:17
  Buck,
• 38:17
  but
• 38:17
  I
• 38:18
  think
• 38:18
  he
• 38:18
  shut
• 38:18
  that
• 38:18
  down
• 38:19
  because
• 38:20
  that's
• 38:20
  attached
• 38:21
  to
• 38:21
  his
• 38:21
  feeling
• 38:22
  things.
• 38:23
  And
• 38:23
  since
• 38:23
  he's
• 38:23
  not
• 38:24
  letting
• 38:24
  himself
• 38:24
  feel
• 38:25
  things.
• 38:25
  This
• 38:26
  is
• 38:26
  what
• 38:26
  I
• 38:26
  wanted
• 38:26
  to
• 38:26
  say
• 38:26
  because
• 38:27
  you
• 38:27
  were
• 38:27
  saying
• 38:27
  a
• 38:27
  thing
• 38:27
  and
• 38:28
  I
• 38:28
  was
• 38:28
  like,
• 38:28
  I
• 38:28
  don't
• 38:28
  think
• 38:28
  that's
• 38:29
  quite
• 38:29
  correct.
• 38:29
  I
• 38:29
  know.
• 38:30
  I'm
• 38:31
  sure
• 38:31
  you
• 38:31
  could
• 38:31
  see
• 38:31
  my
• 38:31
  face.
• 38:31
  I'm
• 38:32
  sorry.
• 38:32
  Yeah,
• 38:34
  I
• 38:34
  wasn't
• 38:34
  explaining
• 38:34
  it
• 38:35
  well.
• 38:35
  I
• 38:35
  think
• 38:36
  when
• 38:36
  he,
• 38:37
  when
• 38:37
  he
• 38:37
  shuts
• 38:38
  down
• 38:38
  that
• 38:38
  part
• 38:38
  of
• 38:38
  himself
• 38:39
  because
• 38:39
  he's
• 38:39
  trying
• 38:39
  to
• 38:40
  operate
• 38:40
  more
• 38:40
  based
• 38:41
  off
• 38:41
  of
• 38:41
  logic.
• 38:42
  Right.
• 38:42
  So
• 38:42
  he's
• 38:42
  not
• 38:43
  dwelling
• 38:43
  in
• 38:44
  his
• 38:44
  emotions.
• 38:44
  So
• 38:44
  like
• 38:44
  clipboard
• 38:45
  Buck.
• 38:45
  Right.
• 38:45
  Just
• 38:46
  to
• 38:46
  kind
• 38:46
  of
• 38:47
  have
• 38:47
  an
• 38:48
  easy
• 38:48
  touch,
• 38:48
  base,
• 38:49
  touchstone
• 38:51
  for
• 38:51
  what
• 38:51
  that
• 38:51
  looks
• 38:51
  like.
• 38:52
  It's
• 38:52
  just
• 38:52
  that
• 38:53
  he's
• 38:53
  looking
• 38:53
  at
• 38:53
  things
• 38:54
  from
• 38:55
  just
• 38:56
  logical
• 38:57
  steps,
• 38:57
  processes,
• 38:58
  paperwork.
• 38:59
  So
• 38:59
  he's
• 38:59
  like,
• 39:00
  he's
• 39:00
  probably
• 39:00
  googling
• 39:01
  like,
• 39:02
  how
• 39:02
  do
• 39:02
  I,
• 39:04
  how
• 39:04
  do
• 39:04
  I
• 39:04
  support
• 39:05
  people
• 39:05
  going
• 39:06
  through
• 39:06
  grief
• 39:06
  and
• 39:06
  like
• 39:07
  doing
• 39:07
  that
• 39:07
  and
• 39:08
  giving
• 39:08
  people
• 39:08
  tests
• 39:09
  for
• 39:09
  their
• 39:09
  grief
• 39:09
  index.
• 39:10
  Like
• 39:10
  he's
• 39:10
  trying
• 39:11
  to
• 39:12
  go
• 39:12
  about
• 39:12
  it
• 39:13
  in
• 39:13
  some
• 39:14
  sort
• 39:14
  of
• 39:14
  like
• 39:14
  professional
• 39:15
  psychological,
• 39:16
  like
• 39:16
  a
• 39:16
  psychiatrist
• 39:17
  kind
• 39:17
  of
• 39:18
  way.
• 39:18
  And
• 39:19
  I
• 39:19
  think
• 39:19
  that's
• 39:19
  why
• 39:19
  he
• 39:20
  can't
• 39:20
  kind
• 39:20
  of
• 39:21
  see
• 39:21
  the
• 39:21
  forest
• 39:21
  for
• 39:21
  the
• 39:22
  trees,
• 39:23
  especially
• 39:23
  with
• 39:23
  Eddie,
• 39:24
  because
• 39:24
  it's
• 39:24
  like
• 39:25
  he's
• 39:25
  a
• 39:25
  12,
• 39:27
  you
• 39:27
  know,
• 39:27
  so
• 39:27
  it's
• 39:27
  not
• 39:27
  that
• 39:28
  the
• 39:28
  empathy
• 39:28
  is
• 39:28
  gone,
• 39:29
  it's
• 39:29
  just
• 39:29
  that
• 39:30
  that
• 39:31
  part
• 39:31
  of
• 39:31
  his
• 39:31
  brain
• 39:32
  is
• 39:32
  kind
• 39:32
  of
• 39:32
  switched
• 39:33
  off
• 39:33
  in
• 39:34
  order
• 39:34
  for
• 39:34
  him
• 39:34
  to
• 39:35
  be
• 39:35
  functioning
• 39:35
  the
• 39:36
  way
• 39:36
  that
• 39:36
  he
• 39:36
  thinks
• 39:36
  he
• 39:37
  needs
• 39:37
  to
• 39:37
  be
• 39:37
  functioning
• 39:37
  right
• 39:38
  now.
• 39:38
  Yeah,
• 39:39
  no,
• 39:39
  that's,
• 39:39
  that's
• 39:40
  a
• 39:40
  much
• 39:41
  better
• 39:41
  way
• 39:41
  of
• 39:41
  explaining
• 39:42
  it
• 39:42
  because
• 39:42
  I
• 39:42
  was
• 39:42
  like,
• 39:43
  it's
• 39:43
  not
• 39:43
  that
• 39:43
  he
• 39:43
  doesn't
• 39:43
  have
• 39:44
  empathy,
• 39:44
  it's
• 39:44
  just
• 39:44
  that
• 39:45
  he,
• 39:45
  he's
• 39:46
  not.
• 39:46
  Able
• 39:46
  to,
• 39:47
  to
• 39:47
  access
• 39:48
  that
• 39:48
  empathy.
• 39:49
  Yeah,
• 39:49
  I
• 39:50
  think
• 39:50
  he
• 39:50
  can
• 39:50
  operate
• 39:51
  off
• 39:51
  of
• 39:51
  one
• 39:52
  thing
• 39:52
  at
• 39:52
  a
• 39:52
  time.
• 39:53
  Logic
• 39:53
  or
• 39:53
  emotion?
• 39:54
  Like,
• 39:54
  I
• 39:54
  don't
• 39:54
  think
• 39:55
  he
• 39:55
  can
• 39:55
  do
• 39:55
  both.
• 39:55
  Never
• 39:56
  the
• 39:56
  twain
• 39:56
  shall
• 39:56
  meet.
• 39:57
  No,
• 39:57
  and
• 39:57
  I
• 39:58
  think
• 39:58
  it's
• 39:58
  such
• 39:58
  a.
• 39:58
  And
• 39:58
  I
• 39:59
  mean
• 39:59
  it's
• 39:59
  just
• 39:59
  my
• 39:59
  headcanon,
• 40:00
  but
• 40:00
  like,
• 40:00
  I
• 40:00
  think
• 40:00
  he's
• 40:00
  Audi
• 40:01
  hd,
• 40:01
  so
• 40:01
  I
• 40:02
  think
• 40:02
  he's
• 40:02
  like,
• 40:03
  I
• 40:03
  know
• 40:03
  it's
• 40:03
  widely
• 40:03
  accepted,
• 40:04
  including
• 40:04
  Oliver,
• 40:05
  that
• 40:05
  he's,
• 40:06
  he
• 40:06
  has
• 40:06
  adhd,
• 40:06
  but
• 40:07
  I
• 40:07
  also
• 40:07
  think
• 40:07
  he's
• 40:07
  on
• 40:07
  the
• 40:07
  spectrum.
• 40:08
  So
• 40:09
  that
• 40:09
  is
• 40:10
  kind
• 40:10
  of
• 40:10
  like
• 40:11
  something
• 40:11
  that
• 40:11
  Audi
• 40:11
  H
• 40:12
  D
• 40:12
  people
• 40:12
  experience
• 40:13
  where
• 40:13
  it's
• 40:14
  like
• 40:14
  we
• 40:14
  are
• 40:14
  very
• 40:15
  highly
• 40:16
  empathetic
• 40:17
  people.
• 40:17
  We
• 40:18
  have,
• 40:18
  like,
• 40:19
  this
• 40:19
  hyper
• 40:20
  vigilant
• 40:20
  sense
• 40:21
  of
• 40:21
  justice
• 40:21
  and,
• 40:22
  like,
• 40:22
  really
• 40:22
  want
• 40:22
  to
• 40:22
  be
• 40:22
  there
• 40:23
  for
• 40:23
  people,
• 40:23
  but
• 40:23
  also
• 40:24
  like,
• 40:25
  if
• 40:25
  we're
• 40:25
  in
• 40:26
  the
• 40:26
  mode
• 40:26
  of
• 40:26
  that
• 40:27
  logic
• 40:28
  and
• 40:28
  looking
• 40:28
  at
• 40:29
  things
• 40:29
  black
• 40:29
  and
• 40:29
  white,
• 40:30
  it's
• 40:30
  hard
• 40:30
  to
• 40:31
  reach
• 40:31
  it.
• 40:31
  Like,
• 40:32
  you
• 40:32
  kind
• 40:32
  of
• 40:32
  have
• 40:32
  to
• 40:32
  like,
• 40:33
  be
• 40:33
  smacked
• 40:34
  back
• 40:34
  into
• 40:35
  someone
• 40:35
  else's
• 40:36
  experience.
• 40:37
  Kind
• 40:37
  of
• 40:37
  like
• 40:37
  this.
• 40:38
  Yeah.
• 40:39
  Be
• 40:39
  like,
• 40:39
  oh,
• 40:39
  oh,
• 40:40
  okay.
• 40:40
  And
• 40:40
  I
• 40:41
  think
• 40:41
  that's
• 40:41
  what
• 40:41
  was
• 40:42
  lacking
• 40:43
  in
• 40:44
  his
• 40:44
  approach
• 40:45
  as
• 40:45
  a
• 40:46
  whole.
• 40:46
  It's
• 40:46
  just
• 40:46
  like,
• 40:47
  because
• 40:47
  he
• 40:47
  was
• 40:48
  reverting
• 40:49
  to
• 40:49
  so
• 40:49
  like,
• 40:50
  logical,
• 40:50
  clinical,
• 40:51
  like,
• 40:52
  removed.
• 40:53
  It
• 40:54
  took
• 40:54
  out
• 40:54
  all
• 40:54
  of
• 40:55
  the.
• 40:55
  All
• 40:55
  of
• 40:55
  the
• 40:56
  personal
• 40:56
  connection
• 40:57
  to
• 40:57
  it
• 40:57
  too,
• 40:58
  which
• 40:59
  is
• 40:59
  what
• 40:59
  really
• 41:00
  put
• 41:00
  up
• 41:00
  that,
• 41:00
  I
• 41:00
  think,
• 41:01
  blockade
• 41:01
  between
• 41:02
  him
• 41:02
  and.
• 41:02
  And
• 41:03
  everybody
• 41:03
  else,
• 41:03
  but
• 41:04
  especially
• 41:04
  with
• 41:04
  Eddie,
• 41:05
  because
• 41:05
  they
• 41:06
  couldn't
• 41:06
  get
• 41:06
  through
• 41:07
  that
• 41:07
  either.
• 41:07
  And
• 41:08
  like,
• 41:09
  he
• 41:09
  was
• 41:09
  trying
• 41:09
  to
• 41:10
  do
• 41:10
  that,
• 41:10
  but
• 41:10
  it
• 41:11
  was,
• 41:11
  it
• 41:11
  was
• 41:12
  backfiring
• 41:13
  so
• 41:13
  much
• 41:14
  because
• 41:15
  that,
• 41:15
  like,
• 41:15
  wall
• 41:16
  was
• 41:16
  up
• 41:17
  that
• 41:17
  prevented
• 41:18
  the
• 41:18
  connection
• 41:19
  of
• 41:20
  connecting
• 41:20
  with
• 41:21
  everyone
• 41:21
  else's
• 41:21
  emotions.
• 41:22
  Just
• 41:23
  like,
• 41:23
  just
• 41:24
  took
• 41:24
  it
• 41:24
  right
• 41:24
  off
• 41:24
  the
• 41:25
  table.
• 41:25
  So
• 41:25
  he
• 41:25
  apologizes
• 41:26
  and
• 41:26
  then
• 41:27
  Eddie
• 41:27
  says,
• 41:28
  you
• 41:28
  know,
• 41:29
  he
• 41:29
  saved
• 41:29
  my
• 41:29
  life
• 41:29
  and
• 41:29
  I
• 41:29
  wasn't
• 41:30
  there.
• 41:30
  And
• 41:30
  a
• 41:30
  part
• 41:30
  of
• 41:30
  me
• 41:30
  is
• 41:30
  always
• 41:31
  going
• 41:31
  to
• 41:31
  wonder,
• 41:31
  if
• 41:31
  I
• 41:31
  was
• 41:31
  there,
• 41:32
  could
• 41:32
  I
• 41:32
  have
• 41:32
  made
• 41:32
  a
• 41:32
  difference?
• 41:33
  And
• 41:33
  this
• 41:33
  is
• 41:34
  really
• 41:34
  where
• 41:34
  I
• 41:34
  feel.
• 41:35
  Fuck.
• 41:35
  Really
• 41:36
  missteps.
• 41:37
  And
• 41:37
  I
• 41:37
  think
• 41:37
  it's
• 41:37
  the
• 41:37
  only
• 41:38
  part
• 41:38
  of
• 41:38
  this
• 41:39
  where
• 41:39
  he
• 41:40
  is
• 41:41
  unjustifiably
• 41:42
  making
• 41:42
  it
• 41:43
  about
• 41:43
  himself.
• 41:45
  Because
• 41:46
  Eddie
• 41:46
  just
• 41:46
  was
• 41:47
  so
• 41:47
  vulnerable,
• 41:48
  like,
• 41:49
  tearing
• 41:50
  himself
• 41:50
  open
• 41:50
  to
• 41:51
  talk
• 41:51
  about
• 41:51
  this,
• 41:52
  needing
• 41:53
  Buck
• 41:54
  to
• 41:54
  be
• 41:54
  Buck.
• 41:56
  And
• 41:56
  instead
• 41:56
  Buck
• 41:57
  hears
• 41:57
  it
• 41:57
  as
• 41:57
  like
• 41:58
  an
• 41:58
  accusation.
• 41:59
  Yeah,
• 42:00
  yeah.
• 42:00
  And
• 42:01
  it's
• 42:01
  not
• 42:01
  about
• 42:01
  him.
• 42:02
  It's
• 42:02
  literally
• 42:03
  not
• 42:03
  about
• 42:03
  him
• 42:03
  at
• 42:03
  all.
• 42:03
  It's
• 42:03
  about
• 42:04
  Eddie.
• 42:04
  But
• 42:05
  he's
• 42:05
  projecting
• 42:05
  because
• 42:06
  he
• 42:06
  feels
• 42:06
  like
• 42:06
  it's
• 42:07
  his
• 42:08
  fault.
• 42:08
  Right.
• 42:09
  So,
• 42:10
  like,
• 42:10
  they
• 42:10
  both
• 42:10
  feel
• 42:10
  like
• 42:11
  it's
• 42:11
  their
• 42:11
  fault.
• 42:11
  They
• 42:11
  both
• 42:11
  feel
• 42:11
  like
• 42:12
  it's
• 42:12
  their
• 42:12
  fault.
• 42:13
  So
• 42:13
  he's
• 42:14
  like,
• 42:14
  you.
• 42:14
  You
• 42:15
  don't
• 42:15
  think
• 42:15
  I
• 42:15
  did
• 42:15
  everything
• 42:16
  I
• 42:16
  could
• 42:16
  to
• 42:16
  save
• 42:17
  him?
• 42:18
  And
• 42:18
  it's
• 42:18
  like,
• 42:19
  baby
• 42:19
  boy,
• 42:21
  that's
• 42:21
  not
• 42:21
  what
• 42:22
  was
• 42:22
  being
• 42:22
  said
• 42:22
  here.
• 42:23
  There's
• 42:23
  a
• 42:24
  little
• 42:24
  part
• 42:24
  of
• 42:24
  me,
• 42:24
  like,
• 42:25
  I
• 42:25
  agree
• 42:25
  with
• 42:26
  that
• 42:26
  a
• 42:27
  hundred
• 42:27
  percent.
• 42:28
  There's.
• 42:29
  There's
• 42:29
  like
• 42:29
  a
• 42:29
  teeny,
• 42:29
  tiny
• 42:30
  part
• 42:30
  of
• 42:30
  me
• 42:30
  that
• 42:30
  also
• 42:31
  kind
• 42:31
  of
• 42:32
  thinks
• 42:32
  that
• 42:32
  especially
• 42:33
  in
• 42:33
  the
• 42:33
  wake
• 42:34
  of,
• 42:35
  you
• 42:35
  know,
• 42:35
  we
• 42:35
  were
• 42:36
  just
• 42:36
  talking
• 42:36
  about
• 42:36
  how
• 42:37
  Eddie
• 42:38
  doesn't
• 42:38
  tell
• 42:39
  him
• 42:39
  things
• 42:39
  directly.
• 42:40
  So
• 42:40
  that
• 42:40
  makes
• 42:41
  Buck
• 42:41
  sometimes
• 42:42
  feel
• 42:42
  that,
• 42:42
  like,
• 42:43
  that
• 42:43
  Eddie
• 42:44
  doesn't
• 42:44
  trust
• 42:45
  him
• 42:45
  to
• 42:45
  be
• 42:45
  able
• 42:46
  to
• 42:46
  tell
• 42:46
  these
• 42:46
  things.
• 42:47
  There's
• 42:47
  a
• 42:48
  little
• 42:48
  part
• 42:48
  of
• 42:48
  me
• 42:48
  that
• 42:49
  thinks
• 42:49
  he's.
• 42:50
  He's
• 42:50
  posing
• 42:51
  this.
• 42:52
  You
• 42:52
  don't
• 42:52
  think
• 42:53
  that
• 42:54
  I
• 42:54
  did
• 42:54
  everything
• 42:54
  I
• 42:55
  could
• 42:55
  almost
• 42:56
  as
• 42:56
  a
• 42:56
  question,
• 42:56
  because
• 42:57
  he's
• 42:57
  like,
• 42:57
  you
• 42:57
  don't.
• 42:58
  You
• 42:59
  don't
• 42:59
  believe
• 43:00
  that
• 43:00
  I'm
• 43:00
  trustworthy
• 43:01
  enough
• 43:01
  or
• 43:02
  you
• 43:02
  don't
• 43:02
  think
• 43:03
  that
• 43:03
  I'm.
• 43:03
  Oh,
• 43:03
  yeah,
• 43:04
  for
• 43:04
  sure.
• 43:04
  Enough
• 43:05
  to.
• 43:05
  That's
• 43:06
  where
• 43:06
  it's
• 43:06
  coming
• 43:06
  from.
• 43:06
  To
• 43:07
  do
• 43:07
  what
• 43:07
  I.
• 43:07
  To
• 43:07
  do
• 43:07
  what
• 43:08
  I
• 43:08
  can.
• 43:08
  Because
• 43:09
  he's
• 43:09
  already
• 43:09
  in
• 43:09
  that
• 43:10
  headspace
• 43:10
  right
• 43:10
  now.
• 43:10
  Yeah.
• 43:11
  But
• 43:11
  also
• 43:12
  because,
• 43:12
  like,
• 43:13
  right
• 43:13
  now.
• 43:14
  Yeah.
• 43:14
  Eddie
• 43:15
  doesn't
• 43:15
  trust
• 43:15
  him
• 43:15
  enough
• 43:16
  to
• 43:16
  tell
• 43:16
  him
• 43:17
  these
• 43:17
  big
• 43:17
  things.
• 43:19
  So
• 43:19
  he's
• 43:20
  writing
• 43:20
  himself
• 43:21
  off
• 43:21
  in
• 43:21
  Eddie's
• 43:22
  name
• 43:22
  in
• 43:22
  his
• 43:23
  own
• 43:23
  mind.
• 43:23
  It's
• 43:24
  like,
• 43:24
  well,
• 43:25
  this
• 43:25
  is
• 43:25
  just
• 43:26
  another
• 43:26
  thing
• 43:26
  that
• 43:26
  Eddie
• 43:27
  didn't.
• 43:27
  Couldn't
• 43:28
  rely
• 43:28
  on
• 43:28
  me
• 43:29
  to
• 43:29
  do
• 43:29
  sort
• 43:30
  of
• 43:30
  thing.
• 43:30
  So
• 43:30
  I
• 43:30
  think
• 43:30
  it's.
• 43:31
  I
• 43:31
  think
• 43:31
  it's
• 43:31
  a
• 43:31
  little
• 43:31
  layered
• 43:32
  there.
• 43:32
  I
• 43:32
  think
• 43:33
  that's
• 43:33
  for
• 43:33
  sure.
• 43:33
  The.
• 43:34
  The
• 43:34
  motivation
• 43:34
  of
• 43:34
  why
• 43:35
  he
• 43:35
  feels
• 43:35
  like
• 43:35
  it's
• 43:35
  an
• 43:36
  accusation
• 43:37
  for
• 43:37
  sure.
• 43:38
  When
• 43:38
  Eddie
• 43:39
  says
• 43:39
  things,
• 43:39
  when
• 43:40
  he
• 43:40
  actually,
• 43:40
  out
• 43:40
  loud
• 43:41
  says
• 43:41
  things,
• 43:42
  he
• 43:42
  rarely
• 43:42
  says
• 43:43
  things
• 43:43
  that
• 43:43
  he
• 43:43
  doesn't
• 43:44
  mean,
• 43:44
  just
• 43:44
  mean
• 43:45
  at
• 43:45
  face
• 43:45
  value.
• 43:46
  And
• 43:47
  yet
• 43:47
  Buck
• 43:48
  will
• 43:49
  take
• 43:49
  it
• 43:50
  the
• 43:50
  wrong
• 43:50
  way.
• 43:51
  It's
• 43:51
  kind
• 43:52
  of
• 43:52
  like.
• 43:52
  I
• 43:52
  mean,
• 43:52
  what
• 43:52
  we've
• 43:53
  been
• 43:53
  seeing
• 43:53
  from,
• 43:53
  like,
• 43:54
  Poppy's
• 43:54
  goodbye
• 43:56
  to
• 43:56
  this.
• 43:57
  So
• 43:58
  it's
• 43:58
  an
• 43:58
  established
• 43:59
  pattern.
• 43:59
  I
• 43:59
  mean,
• 43:59
  he.
• 44:00
  Actually,
• 44:01
  this
• 44:01
  season,
• 44:01
  he
• 44:01
  kind
• 44:02
  of
• 44:02
  has
• 44:03
  done
• 44:03
  that
• 44:03
  a
• 44:04
  lot
• 44:06
  Again.
• 44:07
  I.
• 44:07
  I
• 44:07
  keep
• 44:07
  thinking
• 44:08
  about
• 44:08
  809.
• 44:08
  Like,
• 44:09
  I
• 44:09
  feel
• 44:09
  like
• 44:09
  this
• 44:09
  was
• 44:10
  kind
• 44:10
  of
• 44:10
  like
• 44:11
  their.
• 44:12
  It
• 44:12
  is
• 44:12
  their
• 44:12
  parallel
• 44:13
  episode.
• 44:13
  So
• 44:13
  809.
• 44:14
  817
• 44:14
  is
• 44:15
  the
• 44:15
  parallel
• 44:15
  episode.
• 44:17
  So
• 44:17
  it's.
• 44:18
  It's
• 44:18
  one
• 44:18
  of
• 44:18
  those
• 44:18
  things
• 44:19
  where.
• 44:19
  Where
• 44:19
  he
• 44:20
  hears
• 44:20
  something
• 44:21
  and
• 44:21
  he
• 44:21
  takes
• 44:22
  it
• 44:22
  and.
• 44:22
  I
• 44:23
  don't
• 44:23
  know,
• 44:23
  he
• 44:23
  just.
• 44:24
  He
• 44:24
  just
• 44:24
  takes
• 44:24
  it
• 44:24
  in
• 44:25
  the
• 44:25
  most
• 44:25
  Buck
• 44:25
  way
• 44:26
  possible.
• 44:26
  I
• 44:26
  don't
• 44:26
  know
• 44:26
  how
• 44:27
  else
• 44:27
  to
• 44:27
  describe
• 44:27
  it.
• 44:28
  Yeah.
• 44:29
  But
• 44:29
  I
• 44:29
  feel
• 44:30
  like
• 44:30
  this
• 44:30
  is
• 44:30
  actually
• 44:30
  a
• 44:31
  great
• 44:31
  scene
• 44:31
  to
• 44:31
  look
• 44:31
  at
• 44:32
  if
• 44:32
  you
• 44:32
  want
• 44:32
  to
• 44:32
  see
• 44:33
  what
• 44:33
  rejection,
• 44:33
  Sensitive
• 44:34
  Dysphoria
• 44:34
  or
• 44:34
  RSD
• 44:35
  looks
• 44:35
  like.
• 44:35
  Oh,
• 44:36
  he
• 44:36
  absolutely
• 44:37
  has
• 44:37
  rsd.
• 44:38
  Yes.
• 44:38
  Yes.
• 44:39
  So
• 44:39
  if
• 44:40
  you
• 44:40
  don't
• 44:40
  know
• 44:40
  what.
• 44:41
  What
• 44:41
  RSD
• 44:42
  is,
• 44:43
  it's
• 44:44
  something
• 44:44
  that
• 44:45
  you
• 44:45
  can
• 44:46
  have
• 44:46
  without
• 44:46
  having
• 44:46
  adhd.
• 44:47
  But
• 44:47
  it's.
• 44:47
  It's
• 44:47
  very,
• 44:48
  like,
• 44:48
  common.
• 44:49
  Common
• 44:50
  in
• 44:50
  people
• 44:50
  with
• 44:50
  adhd.
• 44:51
  And
• 44:52
  basically
• 44:53
  it's
• 44:53
  like
• 44:53
  you
• 44:53
  get
• 44:53
  an
• 44:53
  intense,
• 44:54
  like,
• 44:54
  overwhelming
• 44:56
  emotional
• 44:57
  response
• 44:57
  that
• 44:58
  sometimes
• 44:58
  feels
• 44:59
  physically
• 44:59
  painful
• 45:00
  at
• 45:00
  any
• 45:01
  perceived
• 45:02
  or
• 45:02
  actual
• 45:03
  rejection.
• 45:03
  Criticism,
• 45:04
  failure.
• 45:04
  It's
• 45:05
  normally
• 45:05
  like,
• 45:06
  disproportionate
• 45:07
  emotional
• 45:07
  reactions
• 45:08
  to
• 45:09
  situations
• 45:09
  that
• 45:10
  are
• 45:10
  not
• 45:10
  normal.
• 45:11
  Rejection.
• 45:12
  Yeah,
• 45:12
  it's
• 45:12
  like.
• 45:13
  Like,
• 45:14
  it's
• 45:14
  like
• 45:14
  minor
• 45:15
  things.
• 45:15
  Yeah.
• 45:16
  Like,
• 45:16
  it
• 45:16
  can
• 45:16
  be.
• 45:16
  It
• 45:16
  can
• 45:17
  be
• 45:17
  big
• 45:17
  things,
• 45:17
  but
• 45:17
  it
• 45:17
  can.
• 45:18
  A
• 45:18
  lot
• 45:18
  of
• 45:18
  the
• 45:18
  time,
• 45:19
  it's
• 45:19
  little
• 45:19
  things.
• 45:20
  Exactly.
• 45:21
  It's.
• 45:21
  It's
• 45:21
  just
• 45:22
  your
• 45:23
  brain
• 45:23
  hearing
• 45:24
  taking
• 45:24
  that
• 45:24
  as,
• 45:25
  oh,
• 45:25
  I
• 45:26
  failed.
• 45:26
  Oh,
• 45:27
  they're
• 45:27
  Rejecting
• 45:27
  me.
• 45:28
  Oh,
• 45:28
  oh,
• 45:29
  they
• 45:29
  hate
• 45:29
  negative
• 45:29
  thing
• 45:30
  about
• 45:30
  me.
• 45:31
  And
• 45:31
  then
• 45:31
  it's,
• 45:32
  you
• 45:32
  know,
• 45:33
  your
• 45:33
  nervous
• 45:33
  system
• 45:33
  is
• 45:34
  like,
• 45:34
  oh,
• 45:35
  I'm
• 45:36
  gonna
• 45:36
  take
• 45:36
  it
• 45:36
  from
• 45:37
  here.
• 45:37
  So
• 45:37
  I
• 45:37
  think
• 45:38
  that's
• 45:38
  what's
• 45:39
  happening
• 45:39
  here.
• 45:39
  And
• 45:39
  I
• 45:39
  think
• 45:40
  that's
• 45:40
  what's
• 45:40
  happening
• 45:40
  a
• 45:40
  lot
• 45:41
  of
• 45:41
  the
• 45:41
  time
• 45:41
  when
• 45:41
  we
• 45:41
  see
• 45:41
  Buck
• 45:42
  do
• 45:42
  this
• 45:42
  kind
• 45:43
  of
• 45:43
  spiral,
• 45:43
  especially.
• 45:44
  With
• 45:44
  Eddie,
• 45:45
  because
• 45:45
  it
• 45:45
  feels
• 45:46
  like
• 45:46
  a
• 45:46
  rejection.
• 45:47
  And
• 45:47
  I
• 45:47
  think
• 45:47
  this
• 45:47
  is
• 45:47
  like
• 45:48
  the
• 45:48
  straw
• 45:48
  that
• 45:49
  breaks
• 45:50
  the
• 45:50
  camel's
• 45:50
  back
• 45:50
  on
• 45:51
  the
• 45:51
  rest
• 45:51
  of
• 45:51
  his
• 45:52
  feeling
• 45:52
  of
• 45:52
  rejection
• 45:53
  because
• 45:53
  nobody
• 45:54
  else
• 45:54
  is
• 45:55
  leaning
• 45:55
  on
• 45:55
  him
• 45:56
  or
• 45:56
  relying
• 45:56
  on
• 45:57
  him
• 45:57
  in
• 45:57
  that
• 45:57
  way.
• 45:57
  So.
• 45:58
  Yeah,
• 45:58
  so
• 45:58
  this
• 45:58
  is.
• 45:59
  This
• 45:59
  is
• 45:59
  just
• 45:59
  kind
• 46:00
  of
• 46:00
  like
• 46:00
  the
• 46:00
  scene
• 46:01
  with
• 46:01
  Eddie
• 46:01
  is
• 46:02
  all
• 46:02
  of
• 46:02
  that
• 46:03
  just
• 46:03
  really
• 46:04
  concentrated
• 46:04
  and
• 46:05
  funneled
• 46:05
  in
• 46:06
  to,
• 46:06
  like,
• 46:07
  one
• 46:07
  person.
• 46:08
  Yeah.
• 46:09
  So
• 46:09
  the
• 46:10
  scene
• 46:10
  just
• 46:10
  ends
• 46:10
  with
• 46:11
  Eddie.
• 46:11
  Leaving
• 46:12
  the
• 46:12
  kitchen,
• 46:13
  Eddie
• 46:13
  leaving,
• 46:13
  and
• 46:14
  Buck.
• 46:14
  Kind
• 46:14
  of
• 46:15
  just
• 46:15
  looking
• 46:15
  just
• 46:16
  like
• 46:16
  despondent,
• 46:18
  like
• 46:18
  off
• 46:18
  to
• 46:18
  the
• 46:19
  side.
• 46:19
  Like.
• 46:20
  Like
• 46:20
  that
• 46:20
  did
• 46:20
  not
• 46:21
  go
• 46:21
  as
• 46:21
  planned.
• 46:22
  That
• 46:22
  whole
• 46:23
  thing
• 46:23
  that
• 46:23
  he
• 46:23
  thought
• 46:23
  it
• 46:23
  was
• 46:23
  gonna
• 46:24
  go.
• 46:24
  Well.
• 46:25
  No,
• 46:25
  I
• 46:25
  don't
• 46:25
  think
• 46:25
  he
• 46:25
  thought
• 46:26
  it
• 46:26
  was
• 46:26
  gonna
• 46:26
  go
• 46:26
  that
• 46:27
  poorly.
• 46:27
  Probably
• 46:29
  like
• 46:29
  it
• 46:29
  was
• 46:29
  even
• 46:29
  worse
• 46:30
  than
• 46:30
  he
• 46:30
  imagined.
• 46:31
  Oh,
• 46:31
  probably.
• 46:32
  Yeah.
• 46:32
  So
• 46:32
  he's
• 46:33
  like,
• 46:33
  oh,
• 46:33
  great.
• 46:34
  Because
• 46:34
  I.
• 46:35
  Again,
• 46:35
  he
• 46:35
  wasn't
• 46:35
  thinking
• 46:36
  that,
• 46:36
  like,
• 46:37
  Eddie
• 46:37
  was
• 46:37
  doing
• 46:38
  this
• 46:38
  badly
• 46:38
  or
• 46:39
  feeling
• 46:39
  all
• 46:39
  of
• 46:39
  this.
• 46:40
  No.
• 46:40
  Because
• 46:40
  he's
• 46:41
  a
• 46:41
  12.
• 46:41
  He's
• 46:42
  fine.
• 46:43
  All
• 46:44
  right,
• 46:44
  are
• 46:44
  we
• 46:44
  ready
• 46:45
  for
• 46:45
  Edmundo?
• 46:46
  Oh,
• 46:46
  boy.
• 46:48
  The
• 46:48
  beginning
• 46:49
  of
• 46:49
  the
• 46:49
  scene
• 46:49
  cracks
• 46:50
  me
• 46:50
  the
• 46:50
  up
• 46:51
  because
• 46:51
  it
• 46:51
  is
• 46:51
  literally
• 46:52
  just
• 46:52
  so
• 46:52
  married.
• 46:53
  It
• 46:53
  is
• 46:53
  literally
• 46:54
  so
• 46:55
  we
• 46:55
  have
• 46:55
  been
• 46:55
  married
• 46:56
  for
• 46:56
  years
• 46:57
  and,
• 46:58
  like,
• 46:58
  we're
• 46:58
  having
• 46:59
  a
• 46:59
  passive
• 46:59
  aggressive
• 47:00
  fight
• 47:00
  about
• 47:01
  just
• 47:01
  asinine.
• 47:03
  I
• 47:04
  do
• 47:04
  love
• 47:04
  also,
• 47:05
  though,
• 47:05
  that
• 47:07
  when
• 47:07
  Eddie
• 47:08
  enters
• 47:08
  the
• 47:09
  kitchen,
• 47:09
  we
• 47:09
  get
• 47:09
  this,
• 47:10
  like,
• 47:10
  POV
• 47:10
  shot.
• 47:11
  And
• 47:11
  that's
• 47:11
  one
• 47:12
  of
• 47:12
  the
• 47:12
  reasons
• 47:12
  why
• 47:12
  we
• 47:12
  know
• 47:12
  it's
• 47:13
  a
• 47:13
  shaky
• 47:13
  cam
• 47:14
  or
• 47:14
  a
• 47:14
  handheld
• 47:15
  cam
• 47:16
  because.
• 47:16
  Because
• 47:16
  it's
• 47:17
  a
• 47:17
  POV
• 47:17
  shot.
• 47:17
  So
• 47:18
  it
• 47:18
  pans
• 47:18
  over
• 47:18
  to
• 47:18
  the,
• 47:18
  like
• 47:19
  the
• 47:19
  island
• 47:19
  with
• 47:19
  the
• 47:19
  groceries
• 47:20
  and
• 47:20
  then
• 47:20
  over
• 47:20
  to
• 47:21
  Buck.
• 47:21
  So.
• 47:22
  So
• 47:22
  it's
• 47:22
  like
• 47:22
  we
• 47:22
  are
• 47:23
  inhabiting
• 47:23
  Eddie
• 47:24
  in
• 47:25
  this
• 47:25
  moment.
• 47:25
  Just
• 47:26
  kind
• 47:26
  of
• 47:26
  like
• 47:26
  taking
• 47:27
  stock
• 47:27
  of
• 47:28
  what
• 47:28
  we're
• 47:28
  walking
• 47:29
  into
• 47:29
  here.
• 47:30
  And
• 47:30
  we
• 47:30
  already
• 47:31
  know,
• 47:31
  like.
• 47:31
  Like
• 47:32
  we
• 47:32
  mentioned
• 47:32
  with
• 47:32
  Buck.
• 47:32
  We
• 47:33
  already
• 47:33
  know,
• 47:33
  like,
• 47:33
  right
• 47:34
  off
• 47:34
  the
• 47:34
  bat.
• 47:34
  It
• 47:34
  is.
• 47:35
  It
• 47:35
  is
• 47:36
  kind
• 47:36
  of
• 47:36
  a
• 47:36
  hostile
• 47:37
  environment.
• 47:38
  Well,
• 47:39
  in
• 47:39
  the
• 47:39
  body
• 47:39
  language
• 47:40
  for
• 47:40
  Eddie
• 47:41
  is
• 47:41
  he's
• 47:41
  walking
• 47:41
  with
• 47:41
  his
• 47:41
  hands
• 47:42
  in
• 47:42
  his
• 47:42
  pockets.
• 47:43
  Yeah.
• 47:43
  Which
• 47:44
  is
• 47:44
  a
• 47:45
  weird
• 47:45
  thing
• 47:45
  to
• 47:45
  do
• 47:45
  in
• 47:46
  your
• 47:46
  own
• 47:46
  home.
• 47:47
  Like
• 47:47
  in
• 47:47
  your
• 47:47
  pants
• 47:47
  pockets.
• 47:48
  Well,
• 47:49
  not
• 47:49
  really
• 47:50
  his
• 47:50
  home
• 47:50
  right
• 47:50
  now.
• 47:51
  Well,
• 47:51
  I
• 47:52
  know.
• 47:52
  That's
• 47:52
  what
• 47:52
  I'm
• 47:52
  saying.
• 47:52
  It's.
• 47:53
  It's
• 47:53
  very.
• 47:53
  It's
• 47:54
  very,
• 47:54
  like,
• 47:55
  protective,
• 47:55
  like,
• 47:56
  defensive.
• 47:57
  It
• 47:57
  looks
• 47:57
  like
• 47:58
  he
• 47:58
  was.
• 47:58
  Whatever
• 47:59
  he
• 47:59
  was
• 47:59
  just
• 48:00
  doing,
• 48:00
  wherever
• 48:00
  he's
• 48:01
  just
• 48:01
  coming
• 48:01
  Back
• 48:01
  from.
• 48:02
  It
• 48:02
  looks
• 48:02
  like
• 48:02
  he
• 48:02
  was
• 48:03
  doing
• 48:03
  a
• 48:03
  lot
• 48:04
  of,
• 48:04
  like,
• 48:04
  contemplation.
• 48:06
  Right.
• 48:06
  Because
• 48:06
  he
• 48:06
  kind
• 48:07
  of.
• 48:07
  He
• 48:07
  kind
• 48:07
  of
• 48:07
  had
• 48:08
  that,
• 48:08
  like,
• 48:08
  in
• 48:08
  his
• 48:09
  head
• 48:09
  look
• 48:10
  as
• 48:10
  he's
• 48:11
  walking
• 48:11
  in
• 48:12
  to.
• 48:12
  Maybe
• 48:12
  he
• 48:12
  was
• 48:13
  contemplating
• 48:14
  actually
• 48:14
  telling
• 48:14
  him.
• 48:16
  Except
• 48:16
  people
• 48:17
  beat
• 48:17
  him
• 48:17
  to
• 48:17
  it.
• 48:18
  Yeah.
• 48:19
  And
• 48:20
  I.
• 48:20
  I
• 48:20
  do
• 48:21
  also
• 48:21
  love
• 48:21
  that,
• 48:22
  like,
• 48:22
  he's
• 48:23
  seeing
• 48:23
  Buck,
• 48:24
  you
• 48:24
  know,
• 48:24
  put
• 48:25
  the
• 48:25
  groceries
• 48:25
  away.
• 48:27
  He
• 48:27
  doesn't
• 48:27
  go
• 48:27
  and
• 48:27
  help
• 48:28
  at
• 48:28
  all.
• 48:28
  He
• 48:28
  doesn't,
• 48:29
  like,
• 48:29
  reach
• 48:30
  into
• 48:30
  the
• 48:30
  bag.
• 48:30
  No.
• 48:31
  He
• 48:31
  just
• 48:31
  goes
• 48:31
  and
• 48:31
  gets
• 48:31
  a
• 48:32
  cup
• 48:32
  of
• 48:32
  coffee.
• 48:32
  So
• 48:33
  it.
• 48:33
  Oh.
• 48:34
  Because
• 48:34
  he's
• 48:35
  pissed
• 48:35
  immediately
• 48:36
  because
• 48:36
  he's
• 48:36
  like,
• 48:36
  I
• 48:37
  said
• 48:37
  I
• 48:37
  would
• 48:37
  do
• 48:37
  that.
• 48:38
  It's
• 48:39
  the
• 48:39
  same
• 48:39
  thing
• 48:39
  where
• 48:39
  I
• 48:39
  was,
• 48:40
  like,
• 48:40
  from.
• 48:41
  From
• 48:41
  Buck's
• 48:41
  point
• 48:42
  of
• 48:42
  view,
• 48:42
  where
• 48:42
  I
• 48:42
  was
• 48:42
  like,
• 48:43
  when
• 48:43
  you
• 48:43
  ask
• 48:43
  your
• 48:43
  partner
• 48:44
  again,
• 48:44
  I'm
• 48:44
  gonna
• 48:44
  do
• 48:44
  a
• 48:44
  thing,
• 48:44
  and
• 48:45
  they
• 48:45
  don't
• 48:45
  do
• 48:45
  it.
• 48:45
  It's
• 48:45
  the
• 48:45
  opposite
• 48:46
  where
• 48:46
  you're
• 48:46
  like,
• 48:46
  I
• 48:47
  told
• 48:47
  you
• 48:47
  I
• 48:47
  would
• 48:48
  do
• 48:48
  it,
• 48:48
  and
• 48:49
  you
• 48:49
  doing
• 48:49
  it
• 48:49
  for
• 48:49
  me.
• 48:50
  You
• 48:50
  didn't
• 48:50
  let
• 48:51
  me
• 48:51
  do
• 48:51
  it
• 48:52
  for
• 48:52
  you.
• 48:53
  So
• 48:53
  he's
• 48:54
  like,
• 48:54
  fine,
• 48:54
  I'm
• 48:54
  gonna
• 48:55
  let
• 48:55
  you
• 48:55
  do
• 48:55
  the
• 48:55
  groceries.
• 48:56
  Let
• 48:56
  me
• 48:56
  pour
• 48:56
  myself
• 48:57
  a
• 48:57
  cup
• 48:57
  of
• 48:57
  coffee.
• 48:58
  But.
• 48:58
  But
• 48:58
  also,
• 48:59
  you
• 48:59
  know,
• 48:59
  as
• 49:00
  he's
• 49:00
  walking
• 49:00
  in
• 49:00
  and.
• 49:01
  And
• 49:01
  says
• 49:02
  the.
• 49:02
  I
• 49:02
  was
• 49:02
  gonna
• 49:03
  get
• 49:03
  the
• 49:03
  groceries,
• 49:03
  he.
• 49:04
  He
• 49:04
  removes
• 49:04
  his
• 49:05
  jacket.
• 49:05
  So
• 49:06
  you
• 49:06
  already
• 49:06
  see
• 49:07
  this
• 49:08
  kind
• 49:08
  of,
• 49:08
  like,
• 49:09
  healing
• 49:09
  of
• 49:09
  a
• 49:09
  layer.
• 49:10
  Right.
• 49:10
  So
• 49:11
  you're
• 49:11
  already.
• 49:12
  We're
• 49:12
  already
• 49:12
  seeing
• 49:13
  visually
• 49:14
  that,
• 49:14
  like,
• 49:14
  kind
• 49:15
  of
• 49:15
  say
• 49:15
  that,
• 49:16
  like,
• 49:16
  because
• 49:16
  Buck
• 49:16
  has
• 49:17
  his
• 49:17
  sweater
• 49:17
  and
• 49:18
  a
• 49:18
  T
• 49:18
  shirt
• 49:19
  on,
• 49:20
  and
• 49:20
  I
• 49:20
  think
• 49:21
  Eddie's
• 49:22
  is
• 49:22
  just,
• 49:22
  like,
• 49:22
  the
• 49:22
  jacket
• 49:23
  and
• 49:23
  the.
• 49:23
  And
• 49:23
  the.
• 49:24
  Is
• 49:24
  it
• 49:24
  a
• 49:24
  Henley?
• 49:25
  So
• 49:25
  he's,
• 49:26
  like,
• 49:26
  removing
• 49:26
  this
• 49:26
  layer.
• 49:27
  So
• 49:27
  he's,
• 49:27
  like,
• 49:27
  getting
• 49:28
  ready
• 49:29
  to
• 49:29
  be,
• 49:30
  like,
• 49:31
  more
• 49:31
  vulnerable
• 49:32
  in
• 49:32
  a
• 49:32
  way.
• 49:33
  Mm.
• 49:34
  But
• 49:34
  Buck's
• 49:35
  like,
• 49:35
  I
• 49:35
  was
• 49:35
  out
• 49:36
  already.
• 49:36
  It's
• 49:37
  fine.
• 49:37
  And
• 49:37
  he's,
• 49:38
  like,
• 49:38
  reaching
• 49:38
  out
• 49:38
  the
• 49:38
  cupboard
• 49:39
  and
• 49:39
  shaking
• 49:39
  his
• 49:39
  head
• 49:39
  like
• 49:40
  you
• 49:40
  can
• 49:40
  barely
• 49:40
  see
• 49:40
  it.
• 49:41
  But
• 49:41
  he's
• 49:41
  like,
• 49:41
  God,
• 49:42
  you
• 49:43
  tell.
• 49:43
  He's
• 49:43
  rolling
• 49:43
  his
• 49:43
  eyes.
• 49:44
  Even
• 49:44
  though
• 49:44
  you
• 49:44
  can
• 49:44
  only
• 49:44
  see
• 49:45
  the.
• 49:45
  Back
• 49:45
  of
• 49:45
  his
• 49:45
  head,
• 49:45
  there's
• 49:46
  still,
• 49:46
  like,
• 49:46
  backs
• 49:47
  turned
• 49:47
  to
• 49:47
  each
• 49:47
  other.
• 49:48
  And.
• 49:48
  Well,
• 49:49
  he's
• 49:49
  sneaking
• 49:49
  a
• 49:49
  glance
• 49:50
  at
• 49:50
  him,
• 49:51
  and
• 49:51
  he
• 49:52
  sneaks
• 49:52
  a
• 49:52
  glance
• 49:52
  at
• 49:52
  him
• 49:52
  before
• 49:53
  he's
• 49:53
  like.
• 49:53
  Doesn't
• 49:54
  feel
• 49:54
  like
• 49:54
  it's
• 49:54
  fine.
• 49:55
  Yeah.
• 49:56
  Which
• 49:56
  is
• 49:58
  kind
• 49:58
  of,
• 49:58
  like,
• 49:58
  prompt
• 49:59
  something.
• 49:59
  But
• 50:00
  it's
• 50:00
  just
• 50:00
  like.
• 50:00
  That's
• 50:01
  so
• 50:01
  passive
• 50:01
  aggressive,
• 50:02
  too.
• 50:02
  Doesn't
• 50:02
  feel
• 50:03
  like
• 50:03
  it's
• 50:03
  fine.
• 50:03
  Such
• 50:04
  a
• 50:04
  married
• 50:04
  thing.
• 50:05
  It's
• 50:06
  such
• 50:06
  a
• 50:06
  cohabitating
• 50:07
  with
• 50:08
  someone
• 50:09
  thing.
• 50:10
  Like,
• 50:10
  it
• 50:10
  doesn't
• 50:11
  even
• 50:11
  feel
• 50:11
  passive
• 50:11
  aggressive.
• 50:12
  I
• 50:12
  just
• 50:12
  feel
• 50:12
  like,
• 50:12
  oh,
• 50:13
  well,
• 50:13
  this.
• 50:13
  Is
• 50:13
  a
• 50:13
  way
• 50:13
  to,
• 50:14
  like,
• 50:14
  it's
• 50:14
  fine.
• 50:16
  It's.
• 50:16
  It's
• 50:17
  kind
• 50:17
  of,
• 50:17
  like,
• 50:18
  passive
• 50:18
  aggressive
• 50:18
  adjacent.
• 50:19
  Yeah.
• 50:20
  Like,
• 50:20
  he's
• 50:21
  opening
• 50:21
  the
• 50:21
  door
• 50:22
  to
• 50:22
  the
• 50:23
  dialogue
• 50:23
  in
• 50:23
  the
• 50:23
  conversation,
• 50:24
  but
• 50:24
  he's
• 50:24
  doing
• 50:25
  it
• 50:25
  in
• 50:25
  not
• 50:25
  like
• 50:25
  the
• 50:26
  most.
• 50:26
  Most
• 50:26
  open
• 50:27
  way.
• 50:28
  Like,
• 50:28
  he's
• 50:29
  coming
• 50:29
  into
• 50:29
  it
• 50:29
  with
• 50:29
  a
• 50:29
  little
• 50:30
  bit
• 50:30
  of
• 50:30
  like
• 50:30
  a.
• 50:30
  Well,
• 50:31
  you're
• 50:31
  angry
• 50:32
  at
• 50:32
  me.
• 50:32
  Okay,
• 50:33
  tell
• 50:34
  me
• 50:34
  why.
• 50:34
  I
• 50:35
  guess.
• 50:35
  Yeah,
• 50:36
  well,
• 50:36
  it's.
• 50:36
  It's
• 50:37
  giving
• 50:37
  very
• 50:37
  much.
• 50:38
  I'm
• 50:38
  not
• 50:38
  a
• 50:38
  mind
• 50:39
  reader,
• 50:39
  but
• 50:40
  everything
• 50:40
  about
• 50:40
  you
• 50:41
  is
• 50:41
  not
• 50:41
  giving
• 50:42
  fine.
• 50:42
  Right
• 50:42
  now.
• 50:45
  The
• 50:45
  tone,
• 50:46
  the
• 50:46
  vibes,
• 50:47
  they're
• 50:48
  off.
• 50:48
  But
• 50:48
  it's
• 50:49
  also.
• 50:49
  It's
• 50:49
  also
• 50:49
  part
• 50:50
  of
• 50:50
  the
• 50:50
  issue.
• 50:51
  Part
• 50:51
  of
• 50:51
  the
• 50:52
  greater
• 50:52
  issue.
• 50:52
  Right.
• 50:53
  Because
• 50:53
  Buck
• 50:54
  isn't
• 50:54
  confiding
• 50:55
  in
• 50:55
  anybody
• 50:56
  his
• 50:56
  feelings
• 50:57
  because
• 50:57
  again,
• 50:57
  he's
• 50:58
  pushing
• 50:58
  them
• 50:58
  so
• 50:58
  far
• 50:58
  down.
• 50:59
  So
• 50:59
  Eddie's
• 51:00
  just
• 51:00
  like,
• 51:01
  I
• 51:01
  know
• 51:01
  you're
• 51:01
  not.
• 51:02
  Fine.
• 51:02
  You're
• 51:03
  not
• 51:03
  telling
• 51:03
  me
• 51:03
  about
• 51:04
  it.
• 51:04
  It's
• 51:05
  just
• 51:05
  one
• 51:05
  of
• 51:05
  the
• 51:05
  most
• 51:06
  hilarious
• 51:06
  married
• 51:07
  things
• 51:07
  they've
• 51:08
  ever
• 51:08
  written
• 51:08
  for
• 51:08
  them.
• 51:08
  To
• 51:09
  me,
• 51:09
  it
• 51:09
  brings
• 51:10
  me
• 51:10
  so
• 51:10
  much
• 51:10
  joy.
• 51:12
  The
• 51:13
  writers
• 51:13
  of
• 51:13
  this
• 51:13
  episode,
• 51:14
  I'm
• 51:14
  pretty
• 51:14
  sure
• 51:14
  it's
• 51:15
  Molly
• 51:15
  Green
• 51:16
  and
• 51:16
  James
• 51:16
  Leffler.
• 51:17
  Yeah.
• 51:18
  Incredible
• 51:19
  work.
• 51:19
  Yeah.
• 51:20
  Comment
• 51:21
  on
• 51:22
  the
• 51:22
  episode,
• 51:23
  like
• 51:23
  on
• 51:24
  wherever
• 51:24
  you're
• 51:24
  watching
• 51:25
  it
• 51:25
  or
• 51:25
  on
• 51:25
  social
• 51:25
  media,
• 51:26
  if
• 51:26
  you
• 51:26
  are
• 51:27
  in
• 51:27
  a
• 51:27
  long
• 51:27
  term
• 51:27
  relationship.
• 51:28
  How
• 51:28
  often
• 51:29
  do
• 51:30
  you
• 51:30
  say,
• 51:30
  doesn't
• 51:30
  seem
• 51:31
  like
• 51:31
  it's
• 51:31
  fine.
• 51:33
  I'm
• 51:33
  just
• 51:34
  curious
• 51:35
  because
• 51:36
  I'm
• 51:37
  at
• 51:37
  least
• 51:37
  like
• 51:38
  two,
• 51:38
  three
• 51:39
  times
• 51:39
  a
• 51:39
  week.
• 51:40
  Yeah.
• 51:40
  It's
• 51:40
  like.
• 51:41
  And
• 51:41
  it
• 51:41
  doesn't
• 51:42
  even
• 51:42
  have
• 51:42
  to
• 51:42
  be
• 51:42
  that
• 51:42
  same
• 51:42
  wording.
• 51:43
  It's
• 51:43
  like,
• 51:43
  you
• 51:43
  don't
• 51:43
  seem
• 51:43
  okay.
• 51:44
  Yeah.
• 51:45
  Are
• 51:45
  you
• 51:45
  good?
• 51:46
  Yeah.
• 51:47
  Where
• 51:47
  it's
• 51:47
  like,
• 51:47
  there's
• 51:48
  like
• 51:48
  they
• 51:48
  say
• 51:48
  something
• 51:48
  and
• 51:49
  the
• 51:49
  tone's
• 51:49
  off
• 51:49
  and
• 51:49
  it's
• 51:49
  like.
• 51:50
  Are
• 51:50
  you
• 51:50
  okay?
• 51:50
  Yeah,
• 51:51
  I'm
• 51:51
  fine.
• 51:52
  Are
• 51:52
  you
• 51:52
  sure
• 51:52
  about.
• 51:53
  Sure.
• 51:55
  Like,
• 51:55
  is
• 51:55
  there
• 51:56
  something
• 51:56
  you're
• 51:56
  not
• 51:56
  telling
• 51:57
  me?
• 51:57
  And
• 51:57
  it's
• 51:57
  just.
• 51:58
  It's
• 51:58
  just
• 51:58
  that.
• 51:59
  That
• 51:59
  prompting
• 52:00
  and
• 52:00
  that
• 52:00
  reaching
• 52:00
  to
• 52:01
  try,
• 52:01
  like
• 52:01
  across
• 52:01
  the
• 52:02
  aisle
• 52:02
  almost
• 52:03
  of
• 52:03
  like,
• 52:04
  tell
• 52:04
  me
• 52:04
  something
• 52:05
  because
• 52:05
  this
• 52:05
  is
• 52:06
  obviously
• 52:06
  not
• 52:07
  okay.
• 52:08
  And
• 52:08
  I'm
• 52:08
  trying
• 52:08
  to
• 52:08
  get
• 52:09
  like,
• 52:10
  reach
• 52:10
  you
• 52:11
  emotionally.
• 52:12
  You're
• 52:12
  giving
• 52:13
  me
• 52:13
  nothing.
• 52:14
  As
• 52:14
  Eddie
• 52:14
  is
• 52:14
  pouring
• 52:15
  himself
• 52:15
  some
• 52:15
  coffee,
• 52:16
  you
• 52:16
  know,
• 52:16
  both
• 52:16
  of
• 52:17
  their
• 52:17
  backs
• 52:17
  are
• 52:17
  turned
• 52:18
  and
• 52:19
  Buck
• 52:19
  drops
• 52:20
  the
• 52:20
  whole
• 52:21
  like,
• 52:21
  congratulations
• 52:22
  on
• 52:22
  the
• 52:22
  job
• 52:23
  from,
• 52:23
  you
• 52:24
  know,
• 52:24
  El
• 52:24
  Paso.
• 52:25
  And
• 52:26
  it
• 52:26
  is
• 52:26
  comedic.
• 52:27
  Is
• 52:27
  such
• 52:28
  a
• 52:28
  deer
• 52:28
  in
• 52:28
  headlights.
• 52:29
  It's
• 52:29
  so
• 52:30
  funny
• 52:30
  the.
• 52:30
  The
• 52:30
  way
• 52:31
  Eddie
• 52:31
  responds
• 52:32
  to
• 52:32
  that.
• 52:32
  Like
• 52:32
  the
• 52:33
  mug
• 52:33
  almost
• 52:33
  up
• 52:33
  to
• 52:34
  his
• 52:34
  lips
• 52:34
  and
• 52:34
  then
• 52:34
  it
• 52:35
  freeze.
• 52:36
  If
• 52:36
  he
• 52:36
  had
• 52:36
  been
• 52:36
  mid
• 52:37
  step,
• 52:37
  he
• 52:37
  would
• 52:37
  have.
• 52:37
  It
• 52:38
  would
• 52:38
  have
• 52:38
  been
• 52:38
  like
• 52:38
  a
• 52:38
  mild
• 52:39
  spit
• 52:39
  take.
• 52:40
  It
• 52:40
  would
• 52:40
  have
• 52:40
  been
• 52:40
  like
• 52:40
  a.
• 52:42
  I
• 52:42
  feel
• 52:44
  he
• 52:44
  was
• 52:44
  spooked.
• 52:45
  No,
• 52:45
  he
• 52:46
  was
• 52:46
  like
• 52:46
  caught,
• 52:47
  like
• 52:47
  red
• 52:48
  handed.
• 52:48
  Like,
• 52:49
  handed
• 52:49
  the
• 52:49
  cookie
• 52:50
  jar.
• 52:51
  Yeah.
• 52:51
  Like,
• 52:52
  yeah,
• 52:53
  that's
• 52:53
  exactly
• 52:54
  what
• 52:55
  this
• 52:55
  is.
• 52:55
  Buck's
• 52:56
  gotcha
• 52:56
  face.
• 52:57
  Oh,
• 52:57
  God.
• 52:58
  Yeah.
• 52:58
  Like,
• 52:59
  oh,
• 52:59
  no,
• 53:00
  it's.
• 53:00
  It's.
• 53:02
  Oh.
• 53:02
  Oh.
• 53:03
  He's
• 53:04
  nodding.
• 53:06
  I
• 53:06
  didn't
• 53:06
  even
• 53:07
  notice
• 53:07
  that.
• 53:07
  It's
• 53:07
  so
• 53:07
  minute.
• 53:08
  So,
• 53:08
  like,
• 53:09
  Eddie's
• 53:09
  like,
• 53:09
  oh,
• 53:10
  face.
• 53:11
  And
• 53:11
  then
• 53:11
  Buck's
• 53:11
  like,
• 53:12
  tiny
• 53:13
  little
• 53:13
  minute
• 53:13
  nod,
• 53:14
  like,
• 53:14
  huh?
• 53:14
  Yeah.
• 53:14
  Yeah,
• 53:14
  I
• 53:15
  know.
• 53:15
  That's
• 53:15
  what
• 53:15
  I
• 53:15
  thought.
• 53:16
  Yeah.
• 53:16
  Which
• 53:16
  kind
• 53:16
  of
• 53:17
  goes
• 53:17
  with
• 53:17
  what
• 53:17
  we
• 53:17
  just
• 53:18
  said
• 53:18
  about
• 53:18
  that.
• 53:18
  Just
• 53:19
  like,
• 53:19
  he's.
• 53:19
  He
• 53:19
  was
• 53:20
  really,
• 53:20
  like,
• 53:20
  angling
• 53:21
  for
• 53:21
  that,
• 53:21
  like,
• 53:22
  gotcha
• 53:22
  moment.
• 53:23
  Yeah.
• 53:23
  And
• 53:24
  he
• 53:24
  did.
• 53:24
  And
• 53:24
  Eddie's
• 53:25
  just
• 53:25
  like,
• 53:26
  oh,
• 53:26
  no.
• 53:27
  He
• 53:27
  has
• 53:27
  to
• 53:28
  do,
• 53:28
  like,
• 53:28
  some
• 53:28
  damage
• 53:29
  control.
• 53:29
  He
• 53:29
  chooses,
• 53:30
  like,
• 53:31
  kind
• 53:31
  of,
• 53:32
  like,
• 53:32
  the
• 53:32
  worst
• 53:32
  thing
• 53:32
  to
• 53:33
  say
• 53:33
  where.
• 53:34
  I
• 53:34
  think
• 53:34
  Han,
• 53:34
  earlier
• 53:35
  you
• 53:35
  said,
• 53:35
  like,
• 53:36
  he
• 53:36
  didn't.
• 53:36
  He
• 53:37
  doesn't
• 53:37
  go
• 53:37
  for.
• 53:38
  I
• 53:38
  was
• 53:38
  going
• 53:39
  to
• 53:39
  tell
• 53:39
  you.
• 53:39
  I
• 53:39
  just
• 53:40
  wasn't
• 53:40
  ready
• 53:40
  yet.
• 53:41
  Which
• 53:41
  would
• 53:42
  have
• 53:42
  probably,
• 53:44
  you
• 53:44
  know.
• 53:44
  Yeah.
• 53:45
  Sidestepped
• 53:46
  a
• 53:46
  lot
• 53:46
  of
• 53:46
  this.
• 53:47
  But
• 53:47
  he
• 53:47
  decides
• 53:48
  to
• 53:48
  say,
• 53:49
  who
• 53:49
  told
• 53:50
  you?
• 53:50
  And
• 53:51
  he
• 53:51
  says
• 53:51
  it
• 53:51
  while
• 53:52
  he
• 53:52
  looks
• 53:52
  away
• 53:52
  from
• 53:52
  Buck.
• 53:53
  Like,
• 53:53
  he
• 53:53
  looks
• 53:53
  up
• 53:53
  at
• 53:53
  him
• 53:54
  because
• 53:54
  he's
• 53:54
  ashamed.
• 53:55
  Looks
• 53:55
  up,
• 53:56
  looks
• 53:56
  back
• 53:56
  down,
• 53:57
  takes
• 53:57
  a
• 53:57
  sip.
• 53:58
  Right
• 53:59
  after
• 53:59
  asking,
• 54:00
  who
• 54:00
  told
• 54:00
  you?
• 54:01
  Now
• 54:02
  he's,
• 54:02
  like,
• 54:02
  caught
• 54:03
  with
• 54:03
  his
• 54:03
  tail
• 54:03
  between
• 54:04
  his
• 54:04
  legs
• 54:04
  because
• 54:05
  it's
• 54:05
  like,
• 54:05
  I.
• 54:06
  He
• 54:06
  didn't
• 54:06
  get
• 54:07
  a
• 54:07
  chance
• 54:07
  to
• 54:07
  tell
• 54:08
  Buck.
• 54:08
  But
• 54:08
  also,
• 54:09
  the
• 54:09
  time
• 54:10
  for
• 54:10
  that
• 54:10
  has
• 54:10
  long
• 54:10
  since
• 54:11
  passed,
• 54:11
  and
• 54:11
  now
• 54:11
  he
• 54:12
  has
• 54:12
  to,
• 54:12
  like,
• 54:13
  scramble
• 54:14
  to
• 54:15
  figure
• 54:15
  out,
• 54:15
  okay,
• 54:16
  how
• 54:16
  can
• 54:16
  I
• 54:17
  make
• 54:17
  this
• 54:18
  better?
• 54:18
  Or
• 54:19
  how
• 54:19
  can
• 54:19
  we,
• 54:20
  like,
• 54:20
  you
• 54:21
  know,
• 54:21
  come
• 54:21
  to
• 54:21
  a,
• 54:22
  like,
• 54:22
  an
• 54:22
  understanding
• 54:23
  of
• 54:24
  it?
• 54:26
  Eddie,
• 54:26
  in
• 54:26
  this
• 54:26
  instance
• 54:27
  is.
• 54:27
  Or
• 54:28
  at
• 54:28
  this
• 54:28
  point
• 54:28
  in
• 54:28
  the
• 54:29
  conversation,
• 54:29
  it's
• 54:30
  almost
• 54:30
  like
• 54:30
  he's
• 54:30
  on
• 54:30
  the
• 54:31
  defensive
• 54:31
  and.
• 54:32
  And
• 54:32
  Buck
• 54:33
  is
• 54:33
  on
• 54:33
  the
• 54:33
  offense.
• 54:34
  And
• 54:35
  those
• 54:35
  roles
• 54:36
  do
• 54:36
  change
• 54:36
  as
• 54:37
  the
• 54:37
  conversation
• 54:37
  goes
• 54:38
  on.
• 54:38
  He's
• 54:39
  also
• 54:39
  looking
• 54:39
  for
• 54:39
  the
• 54:39
  path
• 54:40
  of
• 54:40
  least
• 54:40
  resistance.
• 54:41
  So
• 54:41
  he's
• 54:41
  just
• 54:41
  kind
• 54:41
  of
• 54:42
  letting
• 54:42
  Buck
• 54:42
  talk
• 54:42
  because
• 54:43
  he.
• 54:44
  That's
• 54:44
  what
• 54:44
  does.
• 54:45
  That.
• 54:45
  He
• 54:45
  doesn't
• 54:45
  want
• 54:45
  to
• 54:46
  step
• 54:46
  in
• 54:46
  it
• 54:47
  more
• 54:47
  than
• 54:47
  he
• 54:47
  already
• 54:48
  has.
• 54:48
  And
• 54:48
  there.
• 54:50
  And
• 54:50
  he
• 54:50
  gives
• 54:51
  the
• 54:51
  big
• 54:51
  doe
• 54:52
  eyes,
• 54:52
  like,
• 54:53
  almost
• 54:53
  pleading
• 54:54
  eyes.
• 54:54
  Emoji.
• 54:55
  I
• 54:56
  was
• 54:56
  gonna
• 54:56
  tell
• 54:56
  you.
• 54:57
  That's
• 54:58
  what
• 54:58
  he
• 54:58
  should
• 54:58
  have
• 54:58
  led
• 54:59
  with.
• 54:59
  Yeah.
• 55:01
  Yeah.
• 55:01
  Not
• 55:02
  who
• 55:02
  told
• 55:02
  you?
• 55:02
  Because
• 55:03
  it's
• 55:03
  such
• 55:03
  a.
• 55:03
  Like
• 55:03
  an
• 55:04
  accusatory.
• 55:04
  And
• 55:05
  again,
• 55:05
  it
• 55:05
  really
• 55:05
  reminds
• 55:06
  me
• 55:06
  of.
• 55:06
  You
• 55:06
  were
• 55:07
  spying
• 55:07
  on
• 55:07
  me.
• 55:08
  Yeah,
• 55:08
  I
• 55:09
  was
• 55:09
  gonna
• 55:09
  tell
• 55:09
  you,
• 55:10
  and
• 55:10
  you
• 55:10
  found
• 55:11
  out
• 55:11
  before
• 55:11
  I
• 55:12
  was
• 55:12
  ready
• 55:12
  to
• 55:13
  tell
• 55:13
  you.
• 55:13
  But
• 55:14
  then
• 55:14
  that
• 55:14
  leads
• 55:14
  to
• 55:15
  the
• 55:15
  question
• 55:15
  of,
• 55:15
  well,
• 55:17
  when
• 55:17
  were.
• 55:17
  When
• 55:18
  were
• 55:18
  you
• 55:18
  going
• 55:18
  to
• 55:19
  be
• 55:19
  ready
• 55:19
  to
• 55:19
  tell
• 55:19
  him?
• 55:20
  Yeah.
• 55:21
  Because
• 55:21
  that's
• 55:22
  the
• 55:22
  issue
• 55:22
  that
• 55:22
  we
• 55:22
  run
• 55:23
  into
• 55:23
  so
• 55:23
  many
• 55:23
  times
• 55:24
  before.
• 55:24
  It's
• 55:24
  like
• 55:25
  you.
• 55:26
  Eddie
• 55:26
  waits
• 55:26
  too
• 55:27
  long
• 55:27
  to
• 55:28
  say
• 55:28
  something,
• 55:28
  and
• 55:29
  then
• 55:29
  it
• 55:29
  blows
• 55:29
  up
• 55:29
  in
• 55:30
  his
• 55:30
  face.
• 55:30
  And
• 55:31
  I
• 55:31
  think
• 55:31
  that
• 55:31
  is
• 55:32
  partially
• 55:32
  because
• 55:32
  of
• 55:33
  him,
• 55:33
  like,
• 55:34
  doing
• 55:34
  that,
• 55:34
  like,
• 55:35
  trying
• 55:35
  to
• 55:35
  choose
• 55:36
  the
• 55:36
  Path
• 55:36
  of
• 55:36
  least
• 55:36
  resistance
• 55:37
  thing.
• 55:38
  But
• 55:38
  it
• 55:38
  keeps
• 55:39
  blowing
• 55:39
  up
• 55:39
  in
• 55:39
  his
• 55:39
  face.
• 55:40
  And
• 55:40
  he
• 55:40
  should
• 55:41
  know
• 55:41
  by
• 55:41
  now,
• 55:43
  no.
• 55:45
  Learn
• 55:45
  from
• 55:45
  his
• 55:45
  own
• 55:46
  mistakes.
• 55:46
  So
• 55:47
  he's
• 55:47
  looking
• 55:47
  at
• 55:47
  him,
• 55:47
  like,
• 55:47
  pleading,
• 55:48
  like,
• 55:48
  please
• 55:48
  be
• 55:50
  the
• 55:50
  good
• 55:50
  book.
• 55:52
  Please
• 55:53
  be
• 55:53
  the
• 55:54
  buck
• 55:54
  that
• 55:54
  I
• 55:54
  need
• 55:54
  right
• 55:55
  now.
• 55:58
  But
• 55:58
  it's
• 55:58
  also
• 55:58
  like
• 55:59
  an
• 55:59
  oh.
• 55:59
  Because,
• 56:00
  like,
• 56:00
  he's
• 56:00
  hearing
• 56:01
  how
• 56:01
  he.
• 56:01
  He
• 56:02
  found
• 56:02
  out.
• 56:02
  It's
• 56:02
  like
• 56:02
  a
• 56:03
  whole
• 56:03
  list
• 56:03
  of
• 56:04
  people,
• 56:04
  and
• 56:04
  he's
• 56:04
  like,
• 56:06
  oh,
• 56:06
  like,
• 56:07
  I
• 56:07
  really
• 56:07
  fucked
• 56:08
  up.
• 56:08
  Yeah.
• 56:09
  His
• 56:10
  face
• 56:10
  is
• 56:10
  open
• 56:10
  when
• 56:10
  he's
• 56:11
  like,
• 56:11
  I
• 56:11
  was
• 56:11
  gonna
• 56:11
  tell
• 56:11
  you,
• 56:12
  but
• 56:12
  fuck.
• 56:13
  Immediately
• 56:13
  rebuttals
• 56:14
  with
• 56:14
  that.
• 56:14
  Yeah,
• 56:15
  but
• 56:15
  you
• 56:15
  didn't,
• 56:15
  did
• 56:15
  you?
• 56:16
  And
• 56:16
  then
• 56:16
  we
• 56:16
  get.
• 56:17
  Which
• 56:17
  is
• 56:17
  fair.
• 56:18
  And
• 56:18
  then
• 56:18
  we
• 56:19
  get
• 56:19
  the.
• 56:19
  Now
• 56:20
  we're.
• 56:20
  Now
• 56:21
  we're
• 56:21
  fighting.
• 56:22
  Now
• 56:22
  we're
• 56:22
  fighting.
• 56:23
  The
• 56:23
  squint.
• 56:24
  The
• 56:24
  eyebrow
• 56:24
  just,
• 56:25
  like,
• 56:25
  went
• 56:25
  down.
• 56:26
  Yes.
• 56:26
  The
• 56:26
  eyebrow
• 56:27
  furrow
• 56:27
  of,
• 56:28
  like,
• 56:28
  it
• 56:28
  went.
• 56:29
  From
• 56:29
  like,
• 56:29
  a
• 56:29
  relaxed,
• 56:30
  like,
• 56:30
  big
• 56:31
  pleading
• 56:31
  eyes
• 56:32
  to,
• 56:35
  like,
• 56:35
  kind
• 56:35
  of
• 56:35
  like
• 56:36
  the
• 56:36
  ass
• 56:36
  eyebrow
• 56:37
  emoji.
• 56:37
  Like,
• 56:37
  straight
• 56:38
  face
• 56:38
  emoji.
• 56:39
  No,
• 56:40
  it.
• 56:40
  Yeah.
• 56:41
  Yeah,
• 56:41
  it's.
• 56:42
  It's
• 56:42
  okay.
• 56:43
  It's.
• 56:43
  It's
• 56:44
  him
• 56:44
  realizing,
• 56:44
  okay,
• 56:45
  this
• 56:45
  is
• 56:45
  how
• 56:45
  we're
• 56:45
  going.
• 56:46
  Oh,
• 56:46
  we're.
• 56:46
  We're.
• 56:47
  This
• 56:47
  is
• 56:47
  how
• 56:47
  we're
• 56:47
  gonna
• 56:48
  deal
• 56:48
  with
• 56:48
  this.
• 56:49
  Okay,
• 56:49
  let
• 56:49
  me
• 56:49
  get
• 56:50
  into
• 56:50
  fight
• 56:50
  mode.
• 56:51
  Like.
• 56:51
  Yeah.
• 56:52
  Because
• 56:53
  he's
• 56:53
  already
• 56:53
  cooking
• 56:54
  up
• 56:54
  trials
• 56:54
  and
• 56:55
  tribulations.
• 56:55
  Exactly.
• 56:56
  He's
• 56:57
  working
• 56:57
  on
• 56:57
  it.
• 56:58
  Exactly.
• 56:58
  He's
• 56:59
  going
• 56:59
  to
• 56:59
  go
• 56:59
  into
• 56:59
  my
• 57:00
  Rolodex
• 57:00
  of
• 57:01
  dramatic
• 57:01
  gay
• 57:01
  shit
• 57:02
  to
• 57:02
  say,
• 57:02
  all.
• 57:03
  Right,
• 57:03
  this
• 57:03
  is
• 57:03
  how
• 57:04
  we're
• 57:04
  going
• 57:04
  to.
• 57:04
  This
• 57:05
  is
• 57:05
  how
• 57:05
  we're
• 57:05
  going
• 57:05
  to
• 57:06
  address
• 57:06
  this.
• 57:07
  But.
• 57:07
  But
• 57:08
  exactly.
• 57:09
  I've
• 57:09
  got
• 57:09
  stuff
• 57:09
  in
• 57:10
  my
• 57:10
  back
• 57:10
  pocket
• 57:10
  that
• 57:10
  I've
• 57:11
  been
• 57:11
  holding
• 57:11
  on
• 57:11
  to.
• 57:14
  No,
• 57:16
  like,
• 57:16
  because.
• 57:17
  Because
• 57:17
  if
• 57:17
  there's
• 57:18
  one
• 57:18
  thing
• 57:18
  that
• 57:18
  we
• 57:19
  know
• 57:19
  sometimes,
• 57:20
  it's
• 57:20
  that.
• 57:20
  What?
• 57:21
  If
• 57:21
  there's
• 57:21
  one
• 57:22
  thing
• 57:22
  that
• 57:22
  we
• 57:22
  know,
• 57:22
  it's
• 57:23
  that
• 57:24
  Eddie,
• 57:24
  when
• 57:25
  he's
• 57:25
  grieving,
• 57:26
  he
• 57:27
  gets
• 57:27
  angry.
• 57:28
  Oh,
• 57:29
  that.
• 57:29
  That
• 57:29
  man
• 57:30
  is
• 57:30
  a
• 57:30
  scorpion
• 57:31
  ready
• 57:31
  to
• 57:31
  strike
• 57:32
  back
• 57:32
  when,
• 57:32
  you
• 57:33
  know,
• 57:33
  when
• 57:34
  the
• 57:34
  time
• 57:35
  calls
• 57:36
  for
• 57:36
  it.
• 57:36
  He
• 57:37
  lives
• 57:37
  in
• 57:37
  that
• 57:38
  anger
• 57:38
  sometimes,
• 57:39
  and
• 57:39
  it
• 57:39
  really
• 57:39
  doesn't.
• 57:41
  Oh,
• 57:41
  yeah.
• 57:41
  Come
• 57:41
  out
• 57:42
  too
• 57:42
  often.
• 57:43
  Right,
• 57:43
  Scorpio.
• 57:43
  Moon.
• 57:44
  Oh,
• 57:44
  Moon.
• 57:45
  Okay,
• 57:45
  so
• 57:45
  those
• 57:45
  emotions
• 57:46
  where
• 57:46
  all
• 57:47
  the
• 57:47
  grief
• 57:47
  is.
• 57:50
  Yeah.
• 57:51
  He's
• 57:52
  waiting.
• 57:53
  He's
• 57:53
  waiting
• 57:53
  for
• 57:54
  the
• 57:54
  opportunity.
• 57:55
  And
• 57:55
  he's
• 57:55
  also,
• 57:56
  I
• 57:56
  think,
• 57:56
  kind
• 57:57
  of
• 57:57
  maybe
• 57:58
  hoping
• 57:58
  that,
• 57:58
  like,
• 57:59
  if
• 57:59
  he
• 57:59
  goes
• 58:00
  kind
• 58:00
  of
• 58:00
  for
• 58:01
  the
• 58:01
  jugular,
• 58:02
  which
• 58:02
  we
• 58:02
  know
• 58:02
  that
• 58:03
  he
• 58:03
  does,
• 58:03
  he.
• 58:04
  Yep.
• 58:05
  That
• 58:05
  will
• 58:05
  also
• 58:06
  elicit
• 58:06
  a
• 58:07
  reaction
• 58:07
  from
• 58:07
  Buck
• 58:08
  as
• 58:08
  well.
• 58:09
  So
• 58:09
  I
• 58:09
  think
• 58:10
  as
• 58:10
  much
• 58:10
  as,
• 58:11
  like,
• 58:11
  Buck
• 58:11
  is
• 58:11
  pushing
• 58:12
  Eddie,
• 58:13
  Eddie
• 58:13
  is
• 58:13
  pushing
• 58:14
  Buck,
• 58:14
  too.
• 58:14
  It's.
• 58:15
  Again,
• 58:15
  it's
• 58:15
  that
• 58:15
  push,
• 58:16
  pull.
• 58:16
  It's
• 58:16
  that
• 58:16
  offense
• 58:17
  defense.
• 58:18
  And
• 58:18
  I
• 58:19
  think
• 58:19
  this
• 58:19
  is
• 58:19
  where
• 58:19
  it
• 58:20
  kind
• 58:20
  of,
• 58:20
  like,
• 58:20
  starts
• 58:20
  to
• 58:21
  swap,
• 58:21
  right?
• 58:22
  I
• 58:22
  think
• 58:22
  they're
• 58:22
  both
• 58:23
  pushing
• 58:23
  at
• 58:23
  each
• 58:23
  other
• 58:23
  because
• 58:24
  I
• 58:24
  think
• 58:24
  they're
• 58:25
  both
• 58:25
  just
• 58:25
  like,
• 58:25
  we're
• 58:26
  not.
• 58:26
  Are
• 58:27
  normal
• 58:27
  selves.
• 58:28
  And,
• 58:28
  like,
• 58:28
  they're
• 58:29
  not
• 58:29
  comfortable
• 58:29
  with
• 58:29
  that.
• 58:30
  And
• 58:31
  so
• 58:31
  they're
• 58:31
  kind
• 58:31
  of
• 58:32
  trying
• 58:32
  to,
• 58:32
  like,
• 58:32
  poke
• 58:32
  each
• 58:32
  other
• 58:33
  to,
• 58:33
  like,
• 58:33
  get
• 58:33
  them
• 58:33
  to
• 58:34
  be
• 58:35
  what
• 58:35
  they
• 58:35
  normally
• 58:36
  are,
• 58:36
  even
• 58:37
  if
• 58:37
  it's
• 58:37
  like,
• 58:38
  in
• 58:38
  an
• 58:38
  angry
• 58:38
  way.
• 58:39
  When
• 58:39
  Buck
• 58:39
  says,
• 58:40
  you've
• 58:40
  been
• 58:40
  tiptoeing
• 58:41
  around
• 58:41
  my
• 58:41
  back
• 58:41
  and
• 58:41
  doing
• 58:42
  the
• 58:42
  point
• 58:42
  thing,
• 58:42
  right?
• 58:44
  Eddie
• 58:44
  whips
• 58:45
  his
• 58:45
  head
• 58:45
  to
• 58:46
  the
• 58:46
  side
• 58:46
  to
• 58:46
  look
• 58:46
  away
• 58:46
  from
• 58:47
  him
• 58:47
  and
• 58:47
  move
• 58:48
  as
• 58:48
  far
• 58:48
  to
• 58:49
  the
• 58:49
  complete
• 58:51
  opposite
• 58:51
  side
• 58:51
  of
• 58:52
  the
• 58:52
  kitchen,
• 58:52
  as
• 58:53
  far
• 58:53
  away
• 58:53
  as
• 58:53
  he
• 58:54
  could
• 58:54
  possibly
• 58:54
  be.
• 58:55
  They
• 58:55
  are
• 58:56
  complete,
• 58:56
  like,
• 58:56
  diagonals,
• 58:57
  like,
• 58:57
  the
• 58:58
  furthest
• 58:58
  points
• 58:59
  in
• 58:59
  the
• 58:59
  kitchen
• 58:59
  that
• 59:00
  they
• 59:00
  can
• 59:00
  be.
• 59:00
  Also,
• 59:01
  I
• 59:01
  find
• 59:01
  the
• 59:02
  dialogue
• 59:02
  again
• 59:03
  because
• 59:03
  I
• 59:03
  keep
• 59:03
  saying
• 59:04
  this
• 59:04
  is
• 59:04
  like
• 59:04
  the
• 59:05
  parallel
• 59:05
  episode.
• 59:06
  So
• 59:06
  like
• 59:06
  we
• 59:06
  had
• 59:06
  in
• 59:07
  809
• 59:07
  also,
• 59:08
  Buck
• 59:08
  saying
• 59:10
  something
• 59:10
  around
• 59:10
  the
• 59:10
  lines
• 59:11
  of,
• 59:11
  like,
• 59:11
  you.
• 59:11
  You
• 59:11
  only
• 59:12
  say
• 59:12
  things
• 59:12
  around
• 59:13
  behind
• 59:13
  my
• 59:13
  back.
• 59:14
  Yes.
• 59:15
  And
• 59:15
  so
• 59:15
  we
• 59:16
  have
• 59:16
  a
• 59:16
  repeat.
• 59:16
  We
• 59:17
  have
• 59:17
  a
• 59:17
  callback
• 59:17
  to
• 59:18
  that.
• 59:18
  Not
• 59:18
  really
• 59:19
  callback,
• 59:19
  but
• 59:19
  we're
• 59:19
  like
• 59:19
  a
• 59:20
  repeat
• 59:20
  of
• 59:20
  that.
• 59:20
  So
• 59:21
  Eddie's
• 59:21
  heard
• 59:21
  that
• 59:22
  before.
• 59:22
  So
• 59:22
  he's
• 59:23
  like,
• 59:23
  okay,
• 59:23
  he's
• 59:24
  already
• 59:24
  making.
• 59:24
  It
• 59:24
  about
• 59:25
  himself,
• 59:27
  which
• 59:27
  it's
• 59:27
  like,
• 59:28
  triggering
• 59:28
  for.
• 59:28
  For
• 59:29
  Eddie.
• 59:29
  It's
• 59:29
  triggering.
• 59:30
  And
• 59:30
  no,
• 59:30
  but
• 59:30
  also,
• 59:31
  like,
• 59:31
  Oliver
• 59:31
  has
• 59:32
  said
• 59:33
  that
• 59:34
  it
• 59:34
  is
• 59:34
  kind
• 59:35
  of
• 59:35
  like.
• 59:36
  I
• 59:36
  don't
• 59:36
  know
• 59:36
  if
• 59:36
  he
• 59:36
  used
• 59:37
  the
• 59:37
  word
• 59:37
  trauma,
• 59:38
  but
• 59:38
  he
• 59:38
  did
• 59:39
  say.
• 59:39
  But
• 59:40
  he
• 59:40
  did
• 59:40
  say
• 59:40
  that
• 59:41
  that's
• 59:42
  how
• 59:42
  Eddie
• 59:42
  see
• 59:43
  it.
• 59:43
  That
• 59:44
  how.
• 59:44
  That's
• 59:44
  how
• 59:44
  Eddie
• 59:45
  sees
• 59:45
  it,
• 59:45
  how
• 59:46
  he.
• 59:46
  Finds
• 59:46
  out
• 59:46
  is
• 59:47
  about
• 59:47
  him.
• 59:47
  So
• 59:48
  I
• 59:48
  think
• 59:48
  he's
• 59:48
  justified.
• 59:50
  I'm
• 59:50
  not
• 59:50
  saying
• 59:50
  he
• 59:50
  isn't.
• 59:51
  I'm
• 59:51
  just
• 59:51
  right.
• 59:52
  I
• 59:52
  think
• 59:52
  he's
• 59:52
  justified
• 59:52
  in
• 59:53
  being
• 59:53
  like,
• 59:54
  why
• 59:54
  can't
• 59:55
  you
• 59:55
  tell
• 59:55
  me
• 59:56
  things,
• 59:56
  bro?
• 59:58
  But
• 59:58
  it's
• 59:58
  also
• 59:58
  a
• 59:58
  little
• 59:59
  bit
• 59:59
  of
• 59:59
  a
• 59:59
  fallback
• 1:00:00
  for
• 1:00:00
  Eddie
• 1:00:01
  to
• 1:00:02
  say,
• 1:00:02
  like,
• 1:00:02
  oh,
• 1:00:03
  you're
• 1:00:03
  making
• 1:00:03
  these
• 1:00:04
  things
• 1:00:04
  about.
• 1:00:05
  About
• 1:00:05
  yourself.
• 1:00:05
  Because
• 1:00:06
  this
• 1:00:06
  is
• 1:00:06
  what,
• 1:00:06
  at
• 1:00:06
  least
• 1:00:06
  three
• 1:00:07
  times.
• 1:00:07
  But
• 1:00:07
  it's
• 1:00:08
  four
• 1:00:08
  times.
• 1:00:09
  But
• 1:00:09
  what
• 1:00:09
  are
• 1:00:09
  you
• 1:00:09
  making
• 1:00:10
  things
• 1:00:10
  about
• 1:00:10
  Buck?
• 1:00:11
  It's
• 1:00:11
  Eddie
• 1:00:11
  making
• 1:00:12
  things
• 1:00:12
  about
• 1:00:12
  Book.
• 1:00:12
  We
• 1:00:13
  saw
• 1:00:13
  at
• 1:00:13
  the
• 1:00:13
  beginning
• 1:00:13
  of
• 1:00:13
  the
• 1:00:14
  episode,
• 1:00:14
  he
• 1:00:14
  was
• 1:00:14
  making
• 1:00:15
  it
• 1:00:15
  about
• 1:00:15
  Buck.
• 1:00:16
  He's
• 1:00:16
  literally
• 1:00:17
  at
• 1:00:17
  the
• 1:00:17
  Wilson
• 1:00:18
  residence
• 1:00:19
  being,
• 1:00:19
  like,
• 1:00:20
  worried
• 1:00:21
  about
• 1:00:21
  Buck's
• 1:00:21
  level
• 1:00:22
  of
• 1:00:22
  worry.
• 1:00:22
  And,
• 1:00:23
  oh,
• 1:00:23
  I
• 1:00:24
  was
• 1:00:24
  hoping
• 1:00:24
  his
• 1:00:24
  new
• 1:00:24
  captain
• 1:00:25
  could
• 1:00:25
  tell
• 1:00:25
  him
• 1:00:25
  that
• 1:00:25
  I
• 1:00:26
  got
• 1:00:27
  the
• 1:00:27
  fire
• 1:00:28
  fighting
• 1:00:29
  job
• 1:00:29
  because
• 1:00:29
  he
• 1:00:30
  doesn't.
• 1:00:30
  Want
• 1:00:30
  to
• 1:00:30
  tell
• 1:00:30
  him
• 1:00:31
  directly.
• 1:00:33
  So
• 1:00:33
  it
• 1:00:33
  like.
• 1:00:34
  But
• 1:00:34
  he's
• 1:00:34
  making
• 1:00:34
  it
• 1:00:34
  about
• 1:00:35
  Buck.
• 1:00:35
  Like
• 1:00:35
  that
• 1:00:35
  whole
• 1:00:36
  conversa.
• 1:00:37
  It
• 1:00:37
  was
• 1:00:37
  about
• 1:00:37
  Buck.
• 1:00:38
  Well,
• 1:00:39
  yeah,
• 1:00:39
  because,
• 1:00:39
  like,
• 1:00:40
  Eddie.
• 1:00:40
  Eddie
• 1:00:41
  makes
• 1:00:41
  this
• 1:00:41
  about
• 1:00:41
  Buck
• 1:00:42
  because
• 1:00:42
  he
• 1:00:43
  refuses
• 1:00:43
  to
• 1:00:44
  go
• 1:00:44
  directly
• 1:00:44
  to
• 1:00:44
  Buck.
• 1:00:45
  So
• 1:00:45
  then
• 1:00:46
  Buck's
• 1:00:46
  reaction
• 1:00:47
  to
• 1:00:47
  that
• 1:00:47
  is
• 1:00:48
  to
• 1:00:48
  make
• 1:00:48
  it
• 1:00:48
  about
• 1:00:48
  himself.
• 1:00:49
  Because
• 1:00:49
  there
• 1:00:49
  has
• 1:00:50
  to
• 1:00:50
  be
• 1:00:50
  something
• 1:00:50
  about
• 1:00:51
  him
• 1:00:52
  that
• 1:00:52
  makes
• 1:00:52
  Eddie
• 1:00:53
  not
• 1:00:53
  want
• 1:00:53
  to
• 1:00:54
  tell
• 1:00:54
  him
• 1:00:54
  these
• 1:00:55
  things.
• 1:00:55
  Yep.
• 1:00:57
  But
• 1:00:57
  for
• 1:00:57
  Eddie,
• 1:00:58
  he
• 1:00:58
  doesn't
• 1:00:58
  really,
• 1:00:58
  like,
• 1:00:59
  understand
• 1:01:00
  that.
• 1:01:00
  So
• 1:01:00
  he's
• 1:01:01
  just.
• 1:01:01
  I
• 1:01:02
  think
• 1:01:02
  he's
• 1:01:02
  also,
• 1:01:02
  like,
• 1:01:03
  really
• 1:01:03
  deflecting.
• 1:01:05
  You're
• 1:01:06
  making
• 1:01:06
  it
• 1:01:06
  about
• 1:01:06
  you
• 1:01:07
  again.
• 1:01:07
  It's
• 1:01:08
  like,
• 1:01:08
  because
• 1:01:08
  you
• 1:01:09
  are.
• 1:01:10
  Yep.
• 1:01:10
  And
• 1:01:10
  he
• 1:01:11
  doesn't
• 1:01:11
  know.
• 1:01:11
  He
• 1:01:12
  doesn't
• 1:01:12
  understand.
• 1:01:12
  That's
• 1:01:13
  what
• 1:01:13
  he.
• 1:01:13
  He's
• 1:01:14
  creating
• 1:01:14
  that
• 1:01:15
  problem
• 1:01:15
  himself,
• 1:01:16
  too.
• 1:01:17
  He
• 1:01:17
  literally
• 1:01:18
  does
• 1:01:18
  all
• 1:01:18
  of
• 1:01:19
  this
• 1:01:19
  shit
• 1:01:19
  to
• 1:01:19
  himself.
• 1:01:20
  Yeah.
• 1:01:21
  These
• 1:01:21
  lines
• 1:01:22
  that
• 1:01:22
  Eddie
• 1:01:23
  says
• 1:01:23
  to
• 1:01:24
  Buck
• 1:01:24
  where.
• 1:01:24
  Where
• 1:01:25
  Buck's
• 1:01:25
  like,
• 1:01:25
  what?
• 1:01:26
  You
• 1:01:26
  didn't.
• 1:01:26
  You
• 1:01:26
  wouldn't
• 1:01:27
  think
• 1:01:27
  that
• 1:01:27
  I
• 1:01:27
  would
• 1:01:28
  be
• 1:01:28
  happy
• 1:01:28
  for
• 1:01:29
  you.
• 1:01:29
  And
• 1:01:29
  Eddie
• 1:01:30
  just
• 1:01:30
  says,
• 1:01:30
  no,
• 1:01:30
  I
• 1:01:31
  know
• 1:01:31
  you
• 1:01:31
  wouldn't
• 1:01:32
  be.
• 1:01:32
  Which
• 1:01:33
  on
• 1:01:33
  one
• 1:01:34
  point
• 1:01:34
  is
• 1:01:35
  kind
• 1:01:35
  of
• 1:01:35
  fair
• 1:01:36
  because
• 1:01:36
  he's
• 1:01:37
  acknowledging
• 1:01:37
  that,
• 1:01:37
  like,
• 1:01:38
  Buck
• 1:01:38
  doesn't
• 1:01:38
  have
• 1:01:39
  to
• 1:01:39
  be
• 1:01:39
  okay
• 1:01:39
  with
• 1:01:40
  everything
• 1:01:40
  all
• 1:01:40
  the
• 1:01:40
  time,
• 1:01:41
  which
• 1:01:41
  Buck
• 1:01:42
  has
• 1:01:42
  said,
• 1:01:43
  you
• 1:01:43
  know,
• 1:01:43
  in
• 1:01:44
  809
• 1:01:45
  and
• 1:01:45
  10,
• 1:01:46
  like,
• 1:01:47
  yeah,
• 1:01:47
  he's
• 1:01:47
  mad,
• 1:01:48
  but
• 1:01:48
  he's
• 1:01:48
  trying
• 1:01:49
  to
• 1:01:49
  be
• 1:01:49
  brave
• 1:01:50
  about
• 1:01:50
  it.
• 1:01:51
  Being
• 1:01:51
  angry
• 1:01:52
  about
• 1:01:52
  it
• 1:01:52
  isn't
• 1:01:52
  going
• 1:01:52
  to
• 1:01:52
  help
• 1:01:53
  the
• 1:01:53
  situation.
• 1:01:53
  So,
• 1:01:54
  like
• 1:01:54
  in
• 1:01:54
  809,
• 1:01:55
  where
• 1:01:55
  Eddie's
• 1:01:56
  like,
• 1:01:56
  if
• 1:01:56
  you're
• 1:01:56
  pissed,
• 1:01:57
  just
• 1:01:57
  be
• 1:01:57
  pissed.
• 1:01:59
  Yeah.
• 1:01:59
  So,
• 1:01:59
  like,
• 1:02:00
  I
• 1:02:00
  think
• 1:02:01
  that's.
• 1:02:02
  He's
• 1:02:02
  basically
• 1:02:02
  using
• 1:02:03
  his
• 1:02:04
  own
• 1:02:04
  words
• 1:02:04
  and
• 1:02:05
  Buck's
• 1:02:06
  own
• 1:02:06
  feelings,
• 1:02:07
  like,
• 1:02:07
  against
• 1:02:07
  him.
• 1:02:08
  In
• 1:02:08
  this.
• 1:02:08
  Yes.
• 1:02:09
  In
• 1:02:09
  this
• 1:02:09
  instance,
• 1:02:10
  which,
• 1:02:10
  again,
• 1:02:11
  this
• 1:02:11
  whole
• 1:02:12
  thing
• 1:02:12
  is
• 1:02:12
  going
• 1:02:12
  for
• 1:02:13
  the
• 1:02:13
  jugular,
• 1:02:14
  and
• 1:02:14
  it
• 1:02:15
  works.
• 1:02:16
  And
• 1:02:16
  then
• 1:02:16
  you
• 1:02:17
  get
• 1:02:17
  into,
• 1:02:17
  like,
• 1:02:17
  the
• 1:02:17
  trials
• 1:02:18
  and
• 1:02:18
  tribulations
• 1:02:19
  in
• 1:02:19
  nine
• 1:02:19
  of
• 1:02:20
  Evan
• 1:02:20
  Buckley
• 1:02:20
  in
• 1:02:20
  97
• 1:02:21
  acts.
• 1:02:21
  And,
• 1:02:21
  like,
• 1:02:21
  that
• 1:02:22
  is
• 1:02:22
  Shakespearean
• 1:02:23
  level.
• 1:02:24
  That's.
• 1:02:26
  That's
• 1:02:26
  the
• 1:02:27
  same.
• 1:02:28
  That's
• 1:02:28
  a
• 1:02:28
  gay
• 1:02:28
  roast.
• 1:02:31
  Like,
• 1:02:31
  this
• 1:02:32
  is
• 1:02:33
  a
• 1:02:33
  homosexual
• 1:02:34
  roasting
• 1:02:34
  of
• 1:02:34
  Evan
• 1:02:35
  Buckley.
• 1:02:36
  How
• 1:02:36
  did
• 1:02:36
  he
• 1:02:36
  come
• 1:02:37
  up
• 1:02:37
  with
• 1:02:37
  that?
• 1:02:37
  At
• 1:02:38
  this
• 1:02:38
  point?
• 1:02:38
  I
• 1:02:38
  feel
• 1:02:38
  like
• 1:02:38
  he
• 1:02:38
  got
• 1:02:39
  it
• 1:02:39
  from
• 1:02:39
  the
• 1:02:39
  telenovelas
• 1:02:40
  he's
• 1:02:40
  been
• 1:02:40
  watching.
• 1:02:41
  Oh,
• 1:02:43
  yes.
• 1:02:44
  He.
• 1:02:44
  He
• 1:02:44
  felt
• 1:02:45
  the
• 1:02:45
  spirit,
• 1:02:45
  like,
• 1:02:46
  move
• 1:02:46
  through
• 1:02:47
  him.
• 1:02:47
  It's
• 1:02:47
  like,
• 1:02:47
  I
• 1:02:48
  have
• 1:02:48
  to
• 1:02:48
  be
• 1:02:48
  the
• 1:02:48
  most,
• 1:02:48
  like,
• 1:02:49
  dramatic.
• 1:02:49
  I
• 1:02:50
  have
• 1:02:50
  to
• 1:02:50
  give
• 1:02:50
  you
• 1:02:50
  the
• 1:02:50
  most
• 1:02:50
  dramatic
• 1:02:51
  comeback
• 1:02:52
  possible.
• 1:02:53
  Yep.
• 1:02:53
  And
• 1:02:53
  this
• 1:02:54
  is
• 1:02:54
  where,
• 1:02:54
  like,
• 1:02:54
  it's
• 1:02:55
  fully
• 1:02:55
  switched
• 1:02:55
  to,
• 1:02:55
  like,
• 1:02:56
  he's
• 1:02:56
  on
• 1:02:56
  the
• 1:02:56
  offense
• 1:02:57
  now.
• 1:02:57
  Buck
• 1:02:58
  is
• 1:02:58
  taking
• 1:02:58
  all
• 1:02:59
  that
• 1:02:59
  in,
• 1:03:00
  like.
• 1:03:01
  And
• 1:03:02
  I
• 1:03:02
  just
• 1:03:02
  love,
• 1:03:03
  like,
• 1:03:03
  he
• 1:03:03
  has
• 1:03:03
  the
• 1:03:04
  hand
• 1:03:04
  up
• 1:03:04
  in
• 1:03:04
  the
• 1:03:04
  air,
• 1:03:05
  too.
• 1:03:05
  Like.
• 1:03:05
  Like,
• 1:03:06
  this
• 1:03:06
  is
• 1:03:06
  a
• 1:03:06
  to
• 1:03:06
  be
• 1:03:06
  or
• 1:03:06
  not
• 1:03:07
  to
• 1:03:07
  be
• 1:03:07
  question.
• 1:03:08
  Like,
• 1:03:08
  it
• 1:03:09
  really
• 1:03:09
  is.
• 1:03:09
  Like,
• 1:03:09
  this.
• 1:03:10
  Like,
• 1:03:10
  this
• 1:03:10
  is
• 1:03:10
  Hamlet
• 1:03:11
  level.
• 1:03:12
  Like,
• 1:03:12
  he's
• 1:03:13
  got
• 1:03:13
  the
• 1:03:13
  skull.
• 1:03:13
  What
• 1:03:14
  the
• 1:03:14
  hell?
• 1:03:14
  Yeah.
• 1:03:16
  Oh,
• 1:03:16
  Yorick.
• 1:03:18
  Just
• 1:03:19
  a
• 1:03:19
  fun
• 1:03:19
  little
• 1:03:19
  tidbit
• 1:03:20
  that,
• 1:03:20
  like,
• 1:03:20
  this
• 1:03:20
  could
• 1:03:21
  be
• 1:03:21
  on
• 1:03:21
  purpose,
• 1:03:21
  but
• 1:03:22
  probably
• 1:03:22
  isn't.
• 1:03:22
  But
• 1:03:23
  it's
• 1:03:23
  just
• 1:03:23
  kind
• 1:03:23
  of
• 1:03:23
  funny
• 1:03:24
  that
• 1:03:24
  one
• 1:03:24
  of
• 1:03:25
  our
• 1:03:25
  Patreon
• 1:03:26
  subscribers,
• 1:03:26
  Britt,
• 1:03:27
  came
• 1:03:27
  up
• 1:03:27
  with.
• 1:03:28
  Oh,
• 1:03:29
  yeah,
• 1:03:30
  that.
• 1:03:30
  Because,
• 1:03:31
  like,
• 1:03:31
  it
• 1:03:31
  Is
• 1:03:31
  Shakespearean.
• 1:03:32
  Right.
• 1:03:32
  Like,
• 1:03:32
  we've
• 1:03:32
  all
• 1:03:32
  been
• 1:03:33
  saying
• 1:03:33
  that.
• 1:03:33
  Sonnet
• 1:03:34
  97.
• 1:03:35
  Oh,
• 1:03:35
  my
• 1:03:35
  God.
• 1:03:36
  Because,
• 1:03:36
  like,
• 1:03:36
  he
• 1:03:37
  wrote
• 1:03:37
  plays
• 1:03:37
  like
• 1:03:37
  Shakespeare,
• 1:03:38
  but
• 1:03:38
  he
• 1:03:38
  also
• 1:03:38
  wrote
• 1:03:39
  poems,
• 1:03:39
  which
• 1:03:40
  are.
• 1:03:40
  Often
• 1:03:40
  like,
• 1:03:40
  love
• 1:03:41
  poems.
• 1:03:41
  Yes.
• 1:03:42
  So
• 1:03:42
  this
• 1:03:42
  was
• 1:03:43
  about
• 1:03:43
  one
• 1:03:44
  of
• 1:03:44
  his
• 1:03:44
  male
• 1:03:45
  lovers
• 1:03:46
  who,
• 1:03:47
  like.
• 1:03:47
  And
• 1:03:47
  they
• 1:03:47
  were
• 1:03:47
  separated
• 1:03:48
  and
• 1:03:48
  apart.
• 1:03:50
  Shut
• 1:03:50
  up.
• 1:03:51
  Yeah.
• 1:03:51
  Brit
• 1:03:51
  was
• 1:03:52
  so
• 1:03:52
  smart
• 1:03:52
  for
• 1:03:52
  this.
• 1:03:53
  It's
• 1:03:54
  kind
• 1:03:54
  of.
• 1:03:54
  It's
• 1:03:54
  kind
• 1:03:55
  of
• 1:03:55
  hilarious.
• 1:03:56
  I
• 1:03:56
  hope
• 1:03:56
  they
• 1:03:56
  did
• 1:03:56
  that
• 1:03:57
  on
• 1:03:57
  purpose.
• 1:03:58
  And
• 1:03:59
  I
• 1:04:00
  know,
• 1:04:00
  like,
• 1:04:00
  we
• 1:04:00
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• 1:04:00
  watched
• 1:04:01
  Boy
• 1:04:02
  Next
• 1:04:02
  Door,
• 1:04:03
  right?
• 1:04:03
  Oh,
• 1:04:04
  God.
• 1:04:07
  Yeah.
• 1:04:08
  Ryan's
• 1:04:08
  character
• 1:04:09
  is
• 1:04:09
  obsessed
• 1:04:09
  with.
• 1:04:10
  What
• 1:04:10
  was
• 1:04:10
  it,
• 1:04:11
  the
• 1:04:12
  Iliad
• 1:04:12
  or
• 1:04:12
  the
• 1:04:12
  Odyssey?
• 1:04:13
  It
• 1:04:13
  was.
• 1:04:13
  It
• 1:04:13
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• 1:04:13
  like,
• 1:04:14
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• 1:04:15
  whichever
• 1:04:15
  one
• 1:04:15
  that
• 1:04:15
  belongs
• 1:04:16
  to.
• 1:04:16
  So
• 1:04:16
  I
• 1:04:17
  just.
• 1:04:17
  I
• 1:04:17
  don't
• 1:04:17
  know.
• 1:04:17
  I
• 1:04:17
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• 1:04:18
  found
• 1:04:18
  it
• 1:04:18
  funny.
• 1:04:18
  Yeah.
• 1:04:19
  The
• 1:04:20
  connection
• 1:04:20
  here
• 1:04:20
  is
• 1:04:20
  just
• 1:04:21
  kind
• 1:04:21
  of
• 1:04:21
  funny
• 1:04:21
  because,
• 1:04:21
  like,
• 1:04:22
  then.
• 1:04:22
  Because
• 1:04:22
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• 1:04:22
  it
• 1:04:23
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• 1:04:23
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• 1:04:23
  telenovelas
• 1:04:24
  that.
• 1:04:25
  Inspired
• 1:04:25
  this,
• 1:04:26
  the
• 1:04:26
  Greek
• 1:04:27
  tragedy,
• 1:04:27
  it's
• 1:04:28
  just.
• 1:04:28
  Yeah.
• 1:04:28
  It's
• 1:04:29
  just
• 1:04:29
  maybe.
• 1:04:29
  Maybe
• 1:04:30
  at
• 1:04:30
  some
• 1:04:30
  point
• 1:04:31
  when
• 1:04:31
  he
• 1:04:31
  was
• 1:04:31
  growing
• 1:04:31
  up,
• 1:04:32
  he
• 1:04:32
  really
• 1:04:32
  liked
• 1:04:33
  English.
• 1:04:35
  English.
• 1:04:36
  Yeah,
• 1:04:36
  yeah,
• 1:04:36
  yeah.
• 1:04:37
  English
• 1:04:37
  lit.
• 1:04:38
  Like,
• 1:04:39
  this
• 1:04:39
  is
• 1:04:39
  his
• 1:04:39
  time
• 1:04:39
  to
• 1:04:39
  perform,
• 1:04:41
  which
• 1:04:41
  is
• 1:04:42
  actually.
• 1:04:43
  That
• 1:04:43
  makes
• 1:04:43
  sense
• 1:04:43
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• 1:04:44
  that
• 1:04:44
  is
• 1:04:44
  so
• 1:04:44
  much
• 1:04:44
  of
• 1:04:44
  what
• 1:04:45
  Eddie
• 1:04:45
  does,
• 1:04:45
  just
• 1:04:46
  like.
• 1:04:46
  Oh,
• 1:04:47
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• 1:04:47
  In
• 1:04:47
  general.
• 1:04:48
  So
• 1:04:49
  actually.
• 1:04:51
  So,
• 1:04:51
  like,
• 1:04:51
  this
• 1:04:51
  kind
• 1:04:51
  of.
• 1:04:52
  It's
• 1:04:52
  like
• 1:04:53
  he's
• 1:04:53
  putting
• 1:04:53
  on
• 1:04:53
  this
• 1:04:53
  performance
• 1:04:55
  to
• 1:04:55
  get,
• 1:04:56
  like.
• 1:04:56
  Like
• 1:04:56
  there's
• 1:04:57
  real
• 1:04:57
  feelings
• 1:04:57
  there.
• 1:04:58
  It's
• 1:04:58
  rooted
• 1:04:58
  very
• 1:04:59
  much
• 1:04:59
  in
• 1:04:59
  reality
• 1:04:59
  of,
• 1:05:00
  like,
• 1:05:00
  how
• 1:05:00
  Eddie's
• 1:05:00
  feeling.
• 1:05:01
  But
• 1:05:01
  he's
• 1:05:02
  kind
• 1:05:02
  of,
• 1:05:02
  like,
• 1:05:02
  putting
• 1:05:02
  on
• 1:05:02
  this
• 1:05:03
  performance
• 1:05:04
  to
• 1:05:04
  goad
• 1:05:05
  Buck
• 1:05:05
  into
• 1:05:06
  revealing
• 1:05:07
  more
• 1:05:07
  of
• 1:05:08
  his
• 1:05:08
  true.
• 1:05:08
  More
• 1:05:09
  of
• 1:05:09
  Buck's
• 1:05:09
  true
• 1:05:09
  emotions
• 1:05:10
  because
• 1:05:10
  he's
• 1:05:10
  so
• 1:05:11
  walled
• 1:05:11
  off.
• 1:05:12
  So
• 1:05:12
  he's
• 1:05:12
  like,
• 1:05:12
  I
• 1:05:13
  know
• 1:05:13
  this
• 1:05:13
  is
• 1:05:13
  gonna
• 1:05:13
  sting.
• 1:05:14
  I'm
• 1:05:14
  gonna
• 1:05:15
  do
• 1:05:15
  it
• 1:05:15
  anyway,
• 1:05:15
  and
• 1:05:16
  I'm
• 1:05:16
  gonna
• 1:05:16
  get
• 1:05:16
  this
• 1:05:17
  reaction
• 1:05:17
  out
• 1:05:17
  of
• 1:05:18
  you
• 1:05:19
  because
• 1:05:19
  how
• 1:05:19
  else
• 1:05:20
  am
• 1:05:20
  I
• 1:05:20
  going
• 1:05:20
  to
• 1:05:20
  reach
• 1:05:20
  you
• 1:05:21
  otherwise?
• 1:05:21
  And
• 1:05:21
  so
• 1:05:22
  much
• 1:05:22
  of
• 1:05:22
  this
• 1:05:22
  scene
• 1:05:23
  is
• 1:05:24
  Eddie
• 1:05:24
  reaching
• 1:05:24
  out
• 1:05:25
  to
• 1:05:25
  Buck
• 1:05:26
  because
• 1:05:26
  he.
• 1:05:27
  He
• 1:05:28
  feels
• 1:05:28
  like
• 1:05:28
  he
• 1:05:29
  hasn't
• 1:05:29
  been
• 1:05:29
  able
• 1:05:30
  to.
• 1:05:31
  Yep.
• 1:05:32
  After,
• 1:05:32
  like,
• 1:05:32
  the
• 1:05:32
  trials
• 1:05:33
  and
• 1:05:33
  tribulations
• 1:05:33
  of
• 1:05:33
  Evan
• 1:05:34
  Buckley,
• 1:05:34
  which,
• 1:05:34
  like,
• 1:05:34
  is
• 1:05:34
  a
• 1:05:35
  crazy
• 1:05:35
  line.
• 1:05:36
  Crazy
• 1:05:37
  line.
• 1:05:37
  Then
• 1:05:38
  we
• 1:05:38
  have,
• 1:05:38
  you
• 1:05:38
  know,
• 1:05:39
  Eddie
• 1:05:40
  rounding
• 1:05:42
  the.
• 1:05:43
  The
• 1:05:43
  kitchen
• 1:05:43
  island
• 1:05:44
  in
• 1:05:44
  the
• 1:05:44
  distance
• 1:05:46
  onto
• 1:05:46
  Buck's
• 1:05:47
  side
• 1:05:47
  of
• 1:05:47
  the
• 1:05:47
  kitchen.
• 1:05:48
  So
• 1:05:48
  he
• 1:05:48
  is
• 1:05:48
  really.
• 1:05:50
  He
• 1:05:50
  is.
• 1:05:50
  He
• 1:05:51
  is
• 1:05:51
  closing
• 1:05:51
  the
• 1:05:52
  distance
• 1:05:53
  physically
• 1:05:53
  and
• 1:05:54
  emotionally
• 1:05:55
  at
• 1:05:55
  the
• 1:05:55
  same
• 1:05:55
  time,
• 1:05:56
  getting
• 1:05:56
  closer
• 1:05:57
  and
• 1:05:57
  closer
• 1:05:57
  to
• 1:05:57
  Buck
• 1:05:58
  and
• 1:05:58
  saying,
• 1:05:59
  like,
• 1:05:59
  you've
• 1:05:59
  been
• 1:05:59
  spiraling
• 1:06:00
  since
• 1:06:00
  the
• 1:06:01
  funeral
• 1:06:01
  and
• 1:06:01
  nobody
• 1:06:02
  knows
• 1:06:02
  how
• 1:06:02
  to
• 1:06:02
  talk
• 1:06:02
  to
• 1:06:02
  you
• 1:06:03
  about
• 1:06:03
  it.
• 1:06:03
  And
• 1:06:03
  I
• 1:06:03
  think
• 1:06:04
  there's
• 1:06:04
  so
• 1:06:04
  much
• 1:06:05
  where,
• 1:06:05
  like,
• 1:06:06
  Eddie
• 1:06:07
  just
• 1:06:08
  knows
• 1:06:09
  how
• 1:06:09
  and
• 1:06:09
  when
• 1:06:10
  Buck
• 1:06:10
  is
• 1:06:10
  spiraling,
• 1:06:11
  and
• 1:06:11
  he's
• 1:06:11
  there
• 1:06:12
  for
• 1:06:12
  Buck,
• 1:06:13
  like,
• 1:06:13
  in
• 1:06:14
  every
• 1:06:14
  kind
• 1:06:14
  of
• 1:06:15
  spiral,
• 1:06:16
  and
• 1:06:16
  he
• 1:06:16
  doesn't
• 1:06:16
  know
• 1:06:16
  how
• 1:06:17
  to
• 1:06:17
  be
• 1:06:17
  there
• 1:06:17
  for
• 1:06:18
  this
• 1:06:18
  one.
• 1:06:18
  Yeah.
• 1:06:19
  So
• 1:06:20
  this
• 1:06:20
  is.
• 1:06:20
  I
• 1:06:20
  think
• 1:06:20
  I.
• 1:06:21
  I
• 1:06:21
  touched
• 1:06:21
  on
• 1:06:21
  this
• 1:06:21
  a
• 1:06:22
  little
• 1:06:22
  bit
• 1:06:22
  in
• 1:06:22
  The.
• 1:06:23
  The
• 1:06:24
  episode
• 1:06:24
  we
• 1:06:24
  did
• 1:06:24
  on
• 1:06:25
  17
• 1:06:25
  and
• 1:06:25
  18.
• 1:06:25
  Yeah.
• 1:06:26
  Where
• 1:06:26
  I
• 1:06:26
  said
• 1:06:27
  it's
• 1:06:27
  a
• 1:06:27
  role
• 1:06:27
  reversal
• 1:06:28
  here,
• 1:06:28
  because
• 1:06:28
  normally
• 1:06:29
  Buck's
• 1:06:29
  the
• 1:06:29
  one
• 1:06:29
  who's,
• 1:06:30
  like,
• 1:06:30
  prodding
• 1:06:30
  and
• 1:06:30
  waiting.
• 1:06:31
  And
• 1:06:31
  this
• 1:06:31
  is
• 1:06:32
  Eddie
• 1:06:32
  trying
• 1:06:32
  to
• 1:06:32
  do
• 1:06:32
  it.
• 1:06:33
  But,
• 1:06:33
  like,
• 1:06:34
  it.
• 1:06:35
  It
• 1:06:35
  doesn't
• 1:06:35
  work
• 1:06:36
  because
• 1:06:36
  this
• 1:06:36
  was.
• 1:06:36
  That
• 1:06:37
  was
• 1:06:37
  supposed.
• 1:06:37
  That
• 1:06:37
  line
• 1:06:38
  was
• 1:06:38
  supposed
• 1:06:38
  to
• 1:06:38
  be
• 1:06:39
  the.
• 1:06:39
  Hey,
• 1:06:40
  talk
• 1:06:40
  to
• 1:06:41
  me
• 1:06:42
  about,
• 1:06:43
  like,
• 1:06:43
  you're
• 1:06:44
  spiraling,
• 1:06:44
  how
• 1:06:44
  you're
• 1:06:44
  feeling.
• 1:06:45
  Like,
• 1:06:45
  I
• 1:06:45
  knew.
• 1:06:45
  I
• 1:06:46
  really
• 1:06:46
  think
• 1:06:46
  that's
• 1:06:46
  what
• 1:06:46
  that
• 1:06:46
  was.
• 1:06:47
  Yeah.
• 1:06:47
  I,
• 1:06:47
  like,
• 1:06:48
  no
• 1:06:48
  one
• 1:06:48
  knows
• 1:06:48
  how
• 1:06:48
  to
• 1:06:48
  talk
• 1:06:48
  to
• 1:06:48
  you
• 1:06:49
  about
• 1:06:49
  it.
• 1:06:49
  Talk
• 1:06:49
  about
• 1:06:49
  it.
• 1:06:50
  And
• 1:06:50
  instead,
• 1:06:51
  he's
• 1:06:51
  a
• 1:06:51
  brat.
• 1:06:52
  Like,
• 1:06:52
  I
• 1:06:52
  think
• 1:06:52
  that
• 1:06:52
  really
• 1:06:53
  was
• 1:06:53
  him,
• 1:06:53
  like,
• 1:06:53
  trying
• 1:06:53
  to,
• 1:06:54
  like,
• 1:06:54
  close
• 1:06:54
  the
• 1:06:54
  distance
• 1:06:55
  between
• 1:06:55
  them
• 1:06:55
  and
• 1:06:56
  be
• 1:06:56
  like,
• 1:06:57
  talk
• 1:06:57
  to
• 1:06:57
  me.
• 1:06:58
  Yeah.
• 1:06:58
  I
• 1:06:58
  just
• 1:06:59
  think.
• 1:06:59
  I
• 1:06:59
  just
• 1:06:59
  think
• 1:06:59
  of
• 1:06:59
  the
• 1:07:00
  Supernatural
• 1:07:00
  episode
• 1:07:01
  where,
• 1:07:01
  like,
• 1:07:02
  Dean
• 1:07:02
  sits
• 1:07:02
  on
• 1:07:03
  the
• 1:07:03
  bed
• 1:07:04
  talking
• 1:07:04
  to
• 1:07:04
  cast,
• 1:07:05
  and
• 1:07:05
  it's
• 1:07:05
  just
• 1:07:05
  like,
• 1:07:05
  talk
• 1:07:06
  to
• 1:07:06
  me.
• 1:07:07
  It's
• 1:07:07
  the
• 1:07:07
  same
• 1:07:07
  kind
• 1:07:08
  of
• 1:07:08
  thing.
• 1:07:09
  It's
• 1:07:10
  just
• 1:07:10
  like.
• 1:07:10
  It's
• 1:07:11
  almost
• 1:07:12
  begging
• 1:07:12
  him.
• 1:07:13
  Yes.
• 1:07:13
  To
• 1:07:14
  open
• 1:07:14
  up.
• 1:07:15
  Yeah.
• 1:07:16
  But,
• 1:07:16
  like,
• 1:07:17
  assertively.
• 1:07:18
  I
• 1:07:19
  mean,
• 1:07:19
  he's
• 1:07:19
  more
• 1:07:19
  open
• 1:07:20
  when
• 1:07:20
  he
• 1:07:20
  walks
• 1:07:20
  over
• 1:07:21
  there.
• 1:07:21
  Yeah.
• 1:07:21
  He's,
• 1:07:22
  like,
• 1:07:22
  desperate.
• 1:07:23
  He
• 1:07:23
  is
• 1:07:23
  desperate.
• 1:07:24
  He
• 1:07:24
  looks
• 1:07:24
  desperate.
• 1:07:25
  And
• 1:07:25
  his
• 1:07:25
  face
• 1:07:25
  gets
• 1:07:26
  softer
• 1:07:26
  and
• 1:07:26
  softer
• 1:07:27
  as
• 1:07:27
  he
• 1:07:27
  walks
• 1:07:28
  over
• 1:07:28
  there.
• 1:07:28
  Exactly.
• 1:07:29
  Like,
• 1:07:29
  he's
• 1:07:29
  not.
• 1:07:30
  His
• 1:07:30
  facial
• 1:07:31
  expression
• 1:07:31
  is
• 1:07:31
  not
• 1:07:32
  anger.
• 1:07:33
  It
• 1:07:33
  is
• 1:07:34
  desperation.
• 1:07:35
  It
• 1:07:35
  is.
• 1:07:36
  Please
• 1:07:37
  let
• 1:07:37
  me
• 1:07:37
  in.
• 1:07:38
  Yeah.
• 1:07:38
  And
• 1:07:39
  this
• 1:07:39
  is
• 1:07:39
  him
• 1:07:40
  trying
• 1:07:40
  to
• 1:07:40
  extend
• 1:07:41
  that
• 1:07:41
  olive
• 1:07:41
  branch.
• 1:07:42
  And
• 1:07:43
  Buck
• 1:07:43
  is
• 1:07:43
  just
• 1:07:43
  like,
• 1:07:44
  nah,
• 1:07:45
  I'm
• 1:07:45
  gonna
• 1:07:45
  be
• 1:07:45
  a
• 1:07:45
  brat.
• 1:07:46
  It's
• 1:07:47
  him
• 1:07:47
  going,
• 1:07:47
  I
• 1:07:47
  have
• 1:07:48
  no
• 1:07:48
  idea
• 1:07:48
  what's
• 1:07:48
  going
• 1:07:49
  on
• 1:07:49
  with
• 1:07:49
  you
• 1:07:50
  because
• 1:07:50
  you
• 1:07:50
  won't
• 1:07:51
  talk
• 1:07:51
  about
• 1:07:51
  it.
• 1:07:52
  Like,
• 1:07:52
  you
• 1:07:52
  need
• 1:07:53
  to,
• 1:07:53
  like,
• 1:07:53
  talk
• 1:07:53
  to
• 1:07:54
  me.
• 1:07:54
  And.
• 1:07:55
  And
• 1:07:55
  this
• 1:07:55
  really,
• 1:07:56
  like,
• 1:07:56
  should
• 1:07:56
  have
• 1:07:56
  been
• 1:07:56
  apparent
• 1:07:57
  because
• 1:07:58
  of
• 1:07:58
  Eddie's
• 1:07:58
  opening
• 1:07:59
  scene
• 1:07:59
  in
• 1:07:59
  this
• 1:07:59
  episode.
• 1:08:00
  Like,
• 1:08:01
  I.
• 1:08:01
  I
• 1:08:01
  think.
• 1:08:01
  I
• 1:08:02
  think
• 1:08:02
  I'm
• 1:08:02
  just
• 1:08:02
  so
• 1:08:02
  stuck
• 1:08:03
  on
• 1:08:04
  how
• 1:08:05
  it
• 1:08:06
  was
• 1:08:06
  interpreted
• 1:08:06
  in
• 1:08:07
  the
• 1:08:07
  first
• 1:08:07
  watch
• 1:08:07
  through.
• 1:08:09
  Like,
• 1:08:09
  this
• 1:08:10
  was
• 1:08:10
  all
• 1:08:10
  about
• 1:08:11
  Buck.
• 1:08:11
  This.
• 1:08:11
  This
• 1:08:11
  whole
• 1:08:12
  conversation.
• 1:08:12
  This
• 1:08:13
  is
• 1:08:13
  him
• 1:08:13
  reaching
• 1:08:13
  out.
• 1:08:14
  This
• 1:08:14
  is
• 1:08:14
  him
• 1:08:15
  finally
• 1:08:15
  getting
• 1:08:16
  as
• 1:08:17
  close
• 1:08:17
  as
• 1:08:17
  he
• 1:08:18
  possibly
• 1:08:18
  can.
• 1:08:19
  Yeah.
• 1:08:20
  And
• 1:08:20
  then
• 1:08:20
  Buck
• 1:08:21
  just.
• 1:08:21
  Buck's
• 1:08:22
  just
• 1:08:22
  like,
• 1:08:23
  well,
• 1:08:23
  I'm
• 1:08:23
  sad,
• 1:08:25
  Branch.
• 1:08:25
  And
• 1:08:26
  Buck
• 1:08:26
  lights
• 1:08:27
  it
• 1:08:27
  on
• 1:08:27
  fire.
• 1:08:30
  Yeah.
• 1:08:30
  Just
• 1:08:30
  like.
• 1:08:31
  Like,
• 1:08:32
  steel
• 1:08:32
  door.
• 1:08:33
  Like,
• 1:08:34
  he
• 1:08:34
  just
• 1:08:34
  spit
• 1:08:35
  on
• 1:08:35
  it.
• 1:08:37
  So.
• 1:08:38
  And.
• 1:08:38
  And
• 1:08:38
  that's
• 1:08:38
  why
• 1:08:39
  I
• 1:08:39
  think
• 1:08:39
  Eddie.
• 1:08:40
  Eddie
• 1:08:40
  is
• 1:08:40
  trying
• 1:08:41
  to
• 1:08:41
  push
• 1:08:41
  Buck
• 1:08:42
  to
• 1:08:42
  open
• 1:08:43
  up
• 1:08:43
  and
• 1:08:43
  push
• 1:08:44
  and
• 1:08:44
  push.
• 1:08:45
  And
• 1:08:45
  I
• 1:08:45
  think
• 1:08:45
  this
• 1:08:45
  is
• 1:08:46
  why
• 1:08:46
  we
• 1:08:46
  have,
• 1:08:47
  like,
• 1:08:47
  this
• 1:08:47
  kind
• 1:08:47
  of
• 1:08:48
  physicality
• 1:08:49
  to
• 1:08:49
  this
• 1:08:49
  scene.
• 1:08:50
  So
• 1:08:50
  Eddie
• 1:08:50
  is
• 1:08:50
  trying
• 1:08:50
  to
• 1:08:51
  be
• 1:08:51
  Buck.
• 1:08:51
  He's
• 1:08:52
  trying
• 1:08:52
  to,
• 1:08:52
  like,
• 1:08:53
  be
• 1:08:53
  Buck
• 1:08:53
  to
• 1:08:53
  Buck,
• 1:08:54
  to
• 1:08:54
  get
• 1:08:54
  him
• 1:08:54
  to
• 1:08:54
  open
• 1:08:54
  up
• 1:08:54
  the
• 1:08:55
  way
• 1:08:55
  he
• 1:08:55
  does
• 1:08:55
  to
• 1:08:55
  him.
• 1:08:55
  Right.
• 1:08:56
  But
• 1:08:56
  the
• 1:08:56
  problem
• 1:08:57
  is
• 1:08:57
  that
• 1:08:58
  works
• 1:08:58
  with
• 1:08:58
  Buck
• 1:08:59
  and
• 1:08:59
  Eddie
• 1:08:59
  because
• 1:09:00
  that
• 1:09:01
  is
• 1:09:01
  how
• 1:09:01
  Eddie
• 1:09:01
  responds.
• 1:09:02
  It's
• 1:09:03
  by
• 1:09:03
  being
• 1:09:03
  prodded
• 1:09:03
  a
• 1:09:04
  little
• 1:09:04
  bit.
• 1:09:04
  But,
• 1:09:04
  like,
• 1:09:04
  given
• 1:09:04
  the
• 1:09:05
  time
• 1:09:05
  and
• 1:09:05
  the
• 1:09:05
  space
• 1:09:05
  for
• 1:09:05
  him
• 1:09:06
  to
• 1:09:06
  like
• 1:09:06
  gather
• 1:09:06
  his
• 1:09:06
  thoughts,
• 1:09:07
  to
• 1:09:07
  actually
• 1:09:08
  talk
• 1:09:08
  and
• 1:09:08
  open
• 1:09:08
  up.
• 1:09:09
  For
• 1:09:09
  Buck,
• 1:09:09
  he
• 1:09:09
  needs
• 1:09:10
  to
• 1:09:10
  be
• 1:09:10
  asked
• 1:09:10
  direct
• 1:09:10
  questions
• 1:09:13
  because
• 1:09:13
  otherwise
• 1:09:14
  he's
• 1:09:14
  gonna
• 1:09:15
  take
• 1:09:15
  things
• 1:09:15
  when
• 1:09:16
  he's
• 1:09:16
  in
• 1:09:16
  like
• 1:09:16
  an
• 1:09:17
  agitated
• 1:09:17
  or
• 1:09:18
  an
• 1:09:18
  emotional
• 1:09:18
  state.
• 1:09:19
  He's
• 1:09:19
  going
• 1:09:19
  to
• 1:09:19
  take
• 1:09:20
  it
• 1:09:20
  as
• 1:09:20
  like
• 1:09:20
  a
• 1:09:21
  rejection,
• 1:09:21
  a
• 1:09:21
  failure,
• 1:09:22
  an
• 1:09:22
  accusation.
• 1:09:22
  It's
• 1:09:23
  going
• 1:09:23
  to
• 1:09:23
  come
• 1:09:23
  across
• 1:09:23
  to
• 1:09:23
  him
• 1:09:24
  negatively.
• 1:09:24
  You
• 1:09:25
  need
• 1:09:25
  to
• 1:09:25
  just
• 1:09:25
  outright
• 1:09:26
  ask
• 1:09:26
  him
• 1:09:27
  a
• 1:09:27
  question.
• 1:09:27
  How
• 1:09:27
  are
• 1:09:28
  you
• 1:09:28
  feeling?
• 1:09:28
  What's
• 1:09:29
  going
• 1:09:29
  on
• 1:09:29
  with
• 1:09:29
  you?
• 1:09:29
  Like
• 1:09:30
  a
• 1:09:30
  question.
• 1:09:31
  Instead
• 1:09:32
  of
• 1:09:32
  the
• 1:09:32
  open
• 1:09:33
  endedness
• 1:09:34
  beating
• 1:09:34
  around
• 1:09:35
  the
• 1:09:35
  bush.
• 1:09:36
  Like
• 1:09:36
  all
• 1:09:37
  Buck
• 1:09:37
  has
• 1:09:37
  to
• 1:09:37
  do
• 1:09:37
  for
• 1:09:38
  Eddie
• 1:09:38
  is
• 1:09:38
  just
• 1:09:38
  kind
• 1:09:38
  of
• 1:09:39
  like
• 1:09:39
  knock
• 1:09:39
  on
• 1:09:39
  the
• 1:09:39
  door.
• 1:09:40
  Yes.
• 1:09:40
  And
• 1:09:41
  open
• 1:09:41
  it
• 1:09:41
  a
• 1:09:41
  crack
• 1:09:42
  and
• 1:09:42
  look
• 1:09:42
  at
• 1:09:42
  him.
• 1:09:42
  Like
• 1:09:43
  once
• 1:09:44
  he
• 1:09:44
  gives
• 1:09:44
  him
• 1:09:44
  a
• 1:09:44
  bullshit
• 1:09:44
  answer,
• 1:09:45
  it's
• 1:09:45
  just
• 1:09:45
  like,
• 1:09:47
  you
• 1:09:47
  want
• 1:09:47
  to
• 1:09:47
  try
• 1:09:47
  that
• 1:09:47
  again?
• 1:09:48
  Exactly.
• 1:09:49
  But,
• 1:09:49
  but
• 1:09:50
  like
• 1:09:50
  you
• 1:09:50
  said
• 1:09:50
  with
• 1:09:50
  Buck
• 1:09:51
  that
• 1:09:52
  it's
• 1:09:52
  not
• 1:09:53
  a
• 1:09:53
  knock
• 1:09:53
  on
• 1:09:53
  the
• 1:09:53
  door
• 1:09:54
  and
• 1:09:54
  like
• 1:09:54
  open
• 1:09:54
  it
• 1:09:55
  a
• 1:09:55
  crack.
• 1:09:55
  It
• 1:09:55
  is,
• 1:09:56
  it's.
• 1:09:57
  It's
• 1:09:57
  I'm
• 1:09:58
  in
• 1:09:58
  your
• 1:09:58
  wall,
• 1:09:58
  the
• 1:09:59
  ram,
• 1:10:00
  the
• 1:10:00
  door
• 1:10:01
  ram.
• 1:10:01
  Like
• 1:10:01
  boom.
• 1:10:03
  Direct
• 1:10:03
  question.
• 1:10:04
  And
• 1:10:04
  I
• 1:10:04
  think
• 1:10:04
  a
• 1:10:05
  lot
• 1:10:05
  of
• 1:10:05
  that
• 1:10:05
  is
• 1:10:05
  just
• 1:10:05
  like
• 1:10:06
  his.
• 1:10:07
  It's
• 1:10:07
  on
• 1:10:08
  everybody.
• 1:10:09
  Like,
• 1:10:10
  like
• 1:10:10
  people's
• 1:10:11
  Buck
• 1:10:11
  translators.
• 1:10:12
  Not.
• 1:10:12
  I
• 1:10:12
  think
• 1:10:12
  I
• 1:10:13
  mentioned
• 1:10:13
  this
• 1:10:13
  too
• 1:10:13
  like
• 1:10:14
  the
• 1:10:13
  17
• 1:10:14
  and
• 1:10:14
  18
• 1:10:15
  episode.
• 1:10:15
  Like
• 1:10:16
  people's
• 1:10:17
  Buck
• 1:10:17
  translator
• 1:10:18
  is
• 1:10:18
  not
• 1:10:18
  calibrated
• 1:10:18
  correctly.
• 1:10:19
  But
• 1:10:19
  also
• 1:10:20
  when
• 1:10:20
  Buck
• 1:10:20
  is
• 1:10:21
  in
• 1:10:21
  such
• 1:10:21
  like
• 1:10:22
  this
• 1:10:22
  kind
• 1:10:22
  of
• 1:10:22
  state,
• 1:10:23
  his
• 1:10:23
  translator
• 1:10:24
  for
• 1:10:24
  like
• 1:10:25
  how
• 1:10:25
  to
• 1:10:25
  interpret
• 1:10:26
  other
• 1:10:26
  people's
• 1:10:26
  stuff
• 1:10:27
  is
• 1:10:27
  also
• 1:10:27
  not
• 1:10:27
  calibrated
• 1:10:28
  correctly.
• 1:10:28
  So
• 1:10:29
  it's
• 1:10:29
  just
• 1:10:29
  like
• 1:10:29
  massive
• 1:10:30
  communication.
• 1:10:31
  So
• 1:10:31
  after
• 1:10:32
  Buck
• 1:10:32
  is
• 1:10:32
  a
• 1:10:32
  brat,
• 1:10:33
  Eddie
• 1:10:34
  gets
• 1:10:34
  in
• 1:10:34
  his
• 1:10:34
  face,
• 1:10:36
  the
• 1:10:36
  finger
• 1:10:37
  and
• 1:10:38
  a
• 1:10:38
  hand
• 1:10:39
  on
• 1:10:39
  the
• 1:10:39
  wrong
• 1:10:39
  shoulder.
• 1:10:40
  I
• 1:10:40
  don't
• 1:10:41
  know
• 1:10:41
  if
• 1:10:41
  it
• 1:10:41
  was
• 1:10:41
  on
• 1:10:41
  purpose.
• 1:10:42
  I
• 1:10:42
  think
• 1:10:43
  Ryan
• 1:10:43
  said
• 1:10:44
  that
• 1:10:44
  he
• 1:10:44
  did
• 1:10:44
  that
• 1:10:45
  like
• 1:10:45
  of
• 1:10:45
  his
• 1:10:45
  own.
• 1:10:46
  Like
• 1:10:46
  it
• 1:10:46
  wasn't
• 1:10:46
  scripted
• 1:10:48
  I
• 1:10:48
  think
• 1:10:48
  though,
• 1:10:48
  like
• 1:10:48
  he
• 1:10:49
  was
• 1:10:49
  getting
• 1:10:49
  notes
• 1:10:49
  like,
• 1:10:49
  how
• 1:10:50
  is
• 1:10:50
  he
• 1:10:50
  making
• 1:10:50
  you
• 1:10:50
  feel?
• 1:10:50
  Like,
• 1:10:51
  do
• 1:10:51
  you
• 1:10:51
  want
• 1:10:51
  to
• 1:10:51
  punch
• 1:10:51
  him?
• 1:10:51
  And
• 1:10:51
  he
• 1:10:52
  was
• 1:10:52
  like,
• 1:10:52
  I
• 1:10:52
  don't
• 1:10:52
  want
• 1:10:52
  to
• 1:10:52
  punch
• 1:10:53
  him.
• 1:10:53
  But
• 1:10:53
  I
• 1:10:53
  think
• 1:10:53
  this
• 1:10:53
  was
• 1:10:53
  improvising.
• 1:10:54
  Like
• 1:10:54
  Oliver
• 1:10:54
  didn't
• 1:10:55
  know
• 1:10:55
  he
• 1:10:55
  was
• 1:10:55
  going
• 1:10:55
  to
• 1:10:55
  do
• 1:10:55
  this.
• 1:10:56
  But
• 1:10:56
  it's
• 1:10:56
  like
• 1:10:57
  every
• 1:10:57
  other
• 1:10:57
  time
• 1:10:58
  we
• 1:10:58
  get
• 1:10:58
  a
• 1:10:58
  shoulder
• 1:10:58
  touch,
• 1:10:59
  it's
• 1:11:00
  usually
• 1:11:00
  the
• 1:11:00
  right
• 1:11:01
  hand.
• 1:11:01
  Left,
• 1:11:01
  right
• 1:11:01
  hand,
• 1:11:02
  left
• 1:11:02
  shoulder.
• 1:11:03
  And
• 1:11:03
  it's
• 1:11:03
  left
• 1:11:03
  hand
• 1:11:04
  on
• 1:11:05
  right
• 1:11:05
  shoulder.
• 1:11:05
  And
• 1:11:05
  it
• 1:11:06
  just
• 1:11:06
  feels
• 1:11:06
  wrong.
• 1:11:06
  And
• 1:11:07
  I
• 1:11:07
  don't
• 1:11:07
  know
• 1:11:07
  if
• 1:11:07
  it
• 1:11:08
  was
• 1:11:08
  like
• 1:11:08
  a
• 1:11:08
  conscious
• 1:11:09
  decision
• 1:11:09
  or
• 1:11:09
  subconscious,
• 1:11:10
  but
• 1:11:10
  it
• 1:11:10
  just
• 1:11:10
  adds
• 1:11:11
  another
• 1:11:11
  layer
• 1:11:11
  of
• 1:11:11
  like
• 1:11:12
  nothing
• 1:11:12
  is
• 1:11:12
  right
• 1:11:13
  that
• 1:11:14
  I
• 1:11:14
  love.
• 1:11:14
  Eddie
• 1:11:15
  just
• 1:11:15
  wants.
• 1:11:16
  He
• 1:11:16
  just
• 1:11:17
  wants
• 1:11:17
  comfort.
• 1:11:18
  Like
• 1:11:18
  he
• 1:11:18
  wants
• 1:11:18
  it
• 1:11:19
  verbally,
• 1:11:19
  emotionally,
• 1:11:20
  but
• 1:11:20
  he
• 1:11:20
  really
• 1:11:20
  just
• 1:11:21
  wants
• 1:11:21
  a
• 1:11:21
  fucking
• 1:11:21
  hug.
• 1:11:22
  He
• 1:11:22
  can't
• 1:11:23
  just
• 1:11:23
  ask
• 1:11:23
  for
• 1:11:23
  a
• 1:11:23
  hug.
• 1:11:24
  So
• 1:11:24
  he's
• 1:11:25
  trying
• 1:11:25
  to
• 1:11:25
  reach
• 1:11:26
  out
• 1:11:26
  physically
• 1:11:26
  here.
• 1:11:27
  Yeah,
• 1:11:27
  this
• 1:11:27
  is
• 1:11:28
  really
• 1:11:28
  what
• 1:11:28
  it
• 1:11:28
  is.
• 1:11:28
  It's
• 1:11:29
  not,
• 1:11:29
  it's
• 1:11:29
  not
• 1:11:29
  an
• 1:11:29
  act
• 1:11:30
  of
• 1:11:30
  violence
• 1:11:30
  or
• 1:11:30
  anger.
• 1:11:31
  If
• 1:11:31
  you
• 1:11:32
  look
• 1:11:32
  at
• 1:11:32
  his
• 1:11:32
  facial
• 1:11:32
  expression,
• 1:11:33
  it's
• 1:11:33
  not
• 1:11:33
  aggressive.
• 1:11:34
  There
• 1:11:34
  is
• 1:11:35
  no
• 1:11:35
  aggression
• 1:11:36
  there.
• 1:11:36
  It
• 1:11:36
  is
• 1:11:36
  again,
• 1:11:37
  just,
• 1:11:37
  like,
• 1:11:38
  absolutely
• 1:11:39
  pleading
• 1:11:40
  to
• 1:11:40
  be
• 1:11:40
  let
• 1:11:40
  in.
• 1:11:41
  Listen
• 1:11:41
  to
• 1:11:41
  me,
• 1:11:42
  the
• 1:11:43
  minutia
• 1:11:44
  in
• 1:11:45
  the
• 1:11:46
  facial
• 1:11:46
  expressions
• 1:11:47
  here
• 1:11:48
  that
• 1:11:48
  Ryan
• 1:11:49
  does
• 1:11:49
  with,
• 1:11:50
  like,
• 1:11:50
  the
• 1:11:50
  eyebrow
• 1:11:51
  quivering
• 1:11:52
  and
• 1:11:53
  just
• 1:11:53
  the
• 1:11:53
  big
• 1:11:54
  bleeding
• 1:11:54
  eyes
• 1:11:55
  is
• 1:11:56
  so
• 1:11:57
  perfect.
• 1:11:58
  It's
• 1:11:58
  so
• 1:11:59
  well
• 1:11:59
  done
• 1:11:59
  because
• 1:11:59
  of
• 1:12:00
  the
• 1:12:00
  subtlety
• 1:12:01
  to
• 1:12:01
  it.
• 1:12:01
  And
• 1:12:02
  it
• 1:12:02
  just
• 1:12:02
  really
• 1:12:04
  starts
• 1:12:04
  open,
• 1:12:05
  like,
• 1:12:05
  opening
• 1:12:06
  up
• 1:12:06
  this
• 1:12:07
  very
• 1:12:08
  deep,
• 1:12:08
  deep
• 1:12:09
  hurt
• 1:12:09
  that
• 1:12:09
  Eddie
• 1:12:10
  is
• 1:12:10
  feeling
• 1:12:10
  that
• 1:12:11
  he
• 1:12:11
  hasn't
• 1:12:11
  been
• 1:12:11
  able
• 1:12:12
  to
• 1:12:12
  communicate
• 1:12:13
  about
• 1:12:14
  at
• 1:12:14
  all.
• 1:12:15
  He
• 1:12:15
  doesn't
• 1:12:15
  let
• 1:12:16
  himself
• 1:12:16
  show
• 1:12:16
  these
• 1:12:16
  emotions
• 1:12:17
  around
• 1:12:17
  anyone
• 1:12:18
  but
• 1:12:18
  Buck
• 1:12:18
  and
• 1:12:18
  Bobby.
• 1:12:19
  And
• 1:12:19
  Bobby's
• 1:12:20
  gone.
• 1:12:21
  So.
• 1:12:23
  Woof.
• 1:12:24
  Yeah.
• 1:12:25
  He's
• 1:12:25
  like,
• 1:12:26
  literally
• 1:12:26
  all
• 1:12:26
  Eddie
• 1:12:27
  wants
• 1:12:27
  to
• 1:12:27
  do
• 1:12:28
  is
• 1:12:29
  for
• 1:12:29
  once
• 1:12:29
  talk
• 1:12:30
  about
• 1:12:30
  his
• 1:12:30
  feelings,
• 1:12:31
  and
• 1:12:31
  he's
• 1:12:31
  not
• 1:12:32
  being
• 1:12:32
  given
• 1:12:32
  an
• 1:12:32
  opportunity
• 1:12:33
  to.
• 1:12:34
  It's
• 1:12:34
  like
• 1:12:34
  he's
• 1:12:34
  waiting
• 1:12:35
  to
• 1:12:35
  be
• 1:12:36
  asked.
• 1:12:36
  He's
• 1:12:36
  waiting
• 1:12:37
  for
• 1:12:37
  the
• 1:12:37
  permission
• 1:12:38
  to
• 1:12:38
  break
• 1:12:39
  down.
• 1:12:39
  Right.
• 1:12:40
  To.
• 1:12:40
  To
• 1:12:41
  cry,
• 1:12:42
  to,
• 1:12:42
  like,
• 1:12:42
  the
• 1:12:42
  permission
• 1:12:43
  to
• 1:12:43
  cry,
• 1:12:44
  to,
• 1:12:44
  like,
• 1:12:44
  feel
• 1:12:44
  like
• 1:12:45
  he's
• 1:12:45
  in
• 1:12:45
  the
• 1:12:45
  safe
• 1:12:46
  space
• 1:12:46
  that
• 1:12:46
  Buck
• 1:12:46
  normally
• 1:12:47
  is.
• 1:12:47
  And
• 1:12:48
  I
• 1:12:48
  think
• 1:12:48
  he
• 1:12:48
  said
• 1:12:48
  this
• 1:12:49
  before,
• 1:12:49
  like,
• 1:12:51
  which
• 1:12:51
  is
• 1:12:51
  why
• 1:12:51
  he
• 1:12:51
  hasn't
• 1:12:52
  left
• 1:12:52
  for
• 1:12:52
  El
• 1:12:52
  Paso.
• 1:12:53
  He's
• 1:12:53
  been
• 1:12:53
  there
• 1:12:53
  for,
• 1:12:53
  like,
• 1:12:54
  a
• 1:12:54
  couple
• 1:12:54
  weeks
• 1:12:54
  now,
• 1:12:55
  and
• 1:12:55
  he's
• 1:12:55
  been
• 1:12:55
  waiting
• 1:12:55
  for
• 1:12:55
  the
• 1:12:56
  moment
• 1:12:56
  to.
• 1:12:57
  To
• 1:12:57
  break
• 1:12:58
  down
• 1:12:58
  and.
• 1:12:58
  And.
• 1:12:59
  And
• 1:12:59
  grief
• 1:12:59
  with
• 1:13:00
  Buck,
• 1:13:01
  and
• 1:13:01
  he
• 1:13:01
  just
• 1:13:01
  hasn't.
• 1:13:02
  And
• 1:13:02
  that's
• 1:13:02
  why
• 1:13:02
  he's
• 1:13:03
  just
• 1:13:03
  been
• 1:13:04
  there.
• 1:13:04
  And
• 1:13:04
  I
• 1:13:04
  think
• 1:13:05
  there's
• 1:13:05
  also
• 1:13:05
  the
• 1:13:05
  added
• 1:13:05
  layer
• 1:13:06
  of
• 1:13:06
  also
• 1:13:06
  being
• 1:13:07
  worried
• 1:13:07
  about
• 1:13:07
  him.
• 1:13:08
  So
• 1:13:08
  he
• 1:13:09
  has
• 1:13:09
  just
• 1:13:09
  not
• 1:13:10
  left
• 1:13:10
  and
• 1:13:11
  just
• 1:13:11
  trying
• 1:13:11
  to
• 1:13:11
  shoulder
• 1:13:12
  what
• 1:13:13
  is
• 1:13:13
  going
• 1:13:13
  on
• 1:13:14
  with
• 1:13:14
  Buck
• 1:13:15
  and
• 1:13:15
  between
• 1:13:16
  them.
• 1:13:16
  And
• 1:13:17
  finally
• 1:13:17
  it's
• 1:13:18
  coming
• 1:13:18
  to
• 1:13:18
  a
• 1:13:18
  head
• 1:13:19
  here.
• 1:13:19
  And
• 1:13:20
  I
• 1:13:20
  think
• 1:13:20
  this
• 1:13:20
  is
• 1:13:20
  the
• 1:13:20
  moment
• 1:13:21
  too,
• 1:13:21
  because
• 1:13:21
  again,
• 1:13:22
  we.
• 1:13:22
  We
• 1:13:22
  keep
• 1:13:22
  saying,
• 1:13:23
  like,
• 1:13:23
  you
• 1:13:23
  know,
• 1:13:24
  they're.
• 1:13:24
  They're
• 1:13:24
  pushing
• 1:13:25
  each
• 1:13:25
  other.
• 1:13:25
  Right.
• 1:13:26
  It's
• 1:13:26
  less
• 1:13:27
  of
• 1:13:27
  a
• 1:13:27
  push
• 1:13:27
  and
• 1:13:27
  pull
• 1:13:27
  and
• 1:13:28
  more
• 1:13:28
  of
• 1:13:28
  a
• 1:13:28
  push
• 1:13:28
  and
• 1:13:28
  push.
• 1:13:29
  I
• 1:13:29
  think
• 1:13:29
  this
• 1:13:30
  is
• 1:13:30
  kind
• 1:13:30
  of
• 1:13:30
  the.
• 1:13:31
  The
• 1:13:32
  climax
• 1:13:32
  of
• 1:13:33
  that
• 1:13:33
  for.
• 1:13:34
  For
• 1:13:34
  Eddie.
• 1:13:34
  Like,
• 1:13:34
  he's.
• 1:13:35
  He's
• 1:13:35
  kind
• 1:13:35
  of
• 1:13:36
  pushed
• 1:13:36
  Buck
• 1:13:36
  enough
• 1:13:37
  to,
• 1:13:37
  like,
• 1:13:37
  kind
• 1:13:38
  of
• 1:13:38
  shake
• 1:13:39
  him
• 1:13:39
  mentally
• 1:13:40
  a
• 1:13:40
  little
• 1:13:41
  bit
• 1:13:41
  physically,
• 1:13:41
  but.
• 1:13:41
  But
• 1:13:42
  more
• 1:13:42
  mentally,
• 1:13:43
  like,
• 1:13:44
  listen
• 1:13:44
  to
• 1:13:44
  me
• 1:13:45
  right
• 1:13:45
  now.
• 1:13:46
  And
• 1:13:46
  that.
• 1:13:47
  But
• 1:13:47
  also
• 1:13:47
  that
• 1:13:48
  kind
• 1:13:48
  of
• 1:13:48
  break
• 1:13:49
  in
• 1:13:50
  Eddie's
• 1:13:51
  more
• 1:13:51
  calm
• 1:13:52
  demeanor
• 1:13:53
  as
• 1:13:53
  well
• 1:13:53
  that
• 1:13:54
  he's
• 1:13:54
  also
• 1:13:54
  been
• 1:13:54
  carrying
• 1:13:55
  around
• 1:13:56
  that
• 1:13:56
  allows
• 1:13:56
  him
• 1:13:57
  to
• 1:13:57
  kind
• 1:13:58
  of
• 1:13:58
  open
• 1:13:59
  up
• 1:13:59
  to
• 1:13:59
  Buck.
• 1:14:00
  Like,
• 1:14:00
  I
• 1:14:00
  never
• 1:14:00
  felt
• 1:14:01
  like
• 1:14:01
  this
• 1:14:01
  was
• 1:14:01
  a.
• 1:14:02
  Being
• 1:14:03
  angry.
• 1:14:03
  No.
• 1:14:04
  Or
• 1:14:04
  anything.
• 1:14:04
  I
• 1:14:05
  think
• 1:14:05
  it's
• 1:14:05
  like.
• 1:14:06
  It's
• 1:14:06
  definitely
• 1:14:06
  a.
• 1:14:06
  Like,
• 1:14:07
  hey,
• 1:14:07
  listen
• 1:14:08
  to
• 1:14:08
  me.
• 1:14:09
  That,
• 1:14:09
  you
• 1:14:09
  know,
• 1:14:10
  we.
• 1:14:11
  We've
• 1:14:11
  all
• 1:14:11
  lost
• 1:14:12
  him.
• 1:14:12
  I
• 1:14:13
  lost
• 1:14:13
  him.
• 1:14:13
  And,
• 1:14:14
  like,
• 1:14:15
  kind
• 1:14:16
  of
• 1:14:16
  like
• 1:14:16
  wake
• 1:14:16
  up
• 1:14:17
  a
• 1:14:17
  little
• 1:14:17
  bit.
• 1:14:17
  Like,
• 1:14:17
  not
• 1:14:18
  in,
• 1:14:18
  like,
• 1:14:18
  in
• 1:14:18
  a
• 1:14:19
  hostile
• 1:14:19
  way.
• 1:14:19
  It's
• 1:14:19
  just
• 1:14:20
  like
• 1:14:20
  a.
• 1:14:20
  It's
• 1:14:20
  very
• 1:14:20
  Much
• 1:14:21
  like,
• 1:14:21
  begging.
• 1:14:21
  Like,
• 1:14:21
  we're
• 1:14:22
  in
• 1:14:22
  this
• 1:14:22
  together
• 1:14:22
  and
• 1:14:23
  you
• 1:14:23
  aren't
• 1:14:23
  letting
• 1:14:23
  us
• 1:14:24
  be.
• 1:14:24
  Yeah,
• 1:14:25
  he's
• 1:14:25
  just
• 1:14:25
  trying
• 1:14:26
  to
• 1:14:26
  reach
• 1:14:26
  out
• 1:14:27
  so
• 1:14:28
  far
• 1:14:29
  to
• 1:14:29
  Buck
• 1:14:30
  that
• 1:14:30
  he
• 1:14:30
  ends
• 1:14:30
  up
• 1:14:30
  just,
• 1:14:31
  like,
• 1:14:31
  touching
• 1:14:31
  him
• 1:14:31
  physically
• 1:14:32
  to
• 1:14:32
  be
• 1:14:33
  like,
• 1:14:33
  hey,
• 1:14:33
  like.
• 1:14:34
  And,
• 1:14:34
  like,
• 1:14:35
  Buck
• 1:14:35
  wasn't
• 1:14:36
  scared.
• 1:14:36
  No,
• 1:14:37
  no.
• 1:14:37
  He
• 1:14:37
  doesn't
• 1:14:37
  flinch.
• 1:14:38
  He
• 1:14:38
  doesn't
• 1:14:38
  move.
• 1:14:39
  So
• 1:14:39
  it
• 1:14:39
  wasn't
• 1:14:39
  even
• 1:14:39
  very
• 1:14:40
  forceful.
• 1:14:40
  It
• 1:14:41
  was
• 1:14:41
  just.
• 1:14:41
  It
• 1:14:41
  was
• 1:14:42
  hand
• 1:14:42
  on
• 1:14:42
  the
• 1:14:42
  shoulder
• 1:14:42
  and,
• 1:14:43
  like,
• 1:14:43
  just
• 1:14:43
  lurching
• 1:14:44
  forward
• 1:14:45
  into
• 1:14:45
  his
• 1:14:45
  space.
• 1:14:47
  And
• 1:14:47
  there
• 1:14:47
  was
• 1:14:47
  a
• 1:14:47
  finger.
• 1:14:48
  He
• 1:14:48
  loves
• 1:14:48
  pointing.
• 1:14:49
  Yeah.
• 1:14:49
  But,
• 1:14:50
  like,
• 1:14:50
  I
• 1:14:50
  mean,
• 1:14:50
  when
• 1:14:50
  I
• 1:14:50
  watched
• 1:14:50
  this
• 1:14:51
  the
• 1:14:51
  first
• 1:14:51
  time,
• 1:14:51
  I
• 1:14:51
  was
• 1:14:51
  like,
• 1:14:52
  ooh,
• 1:14:52
  that
• 1:14:52
  makes
• 1:14:53
  me
• 1:14:53
  uncomfortable
• 1:14:54
  because
• 1:14:54
  I
• 1:14:54
  don't
• 1:14:54
  like
• 1:14:55
  confrontation
• 1:14:56
  like
• 1:14:56
  that.
• 1:14:57
  Like,
• 1:14:57
  I.
• 1:14:57
  I
• 1:14:58
  very
• 1:14:58
  much
• 1:14:58
  don't
• 1:14:58
  like
• 1:14:59
  fighting
• 1:14:59
  verbally
• 1:15:00
  at
• 1:15:00
  all.
• 1:15:00
  I'm
• 1:15:00
  kind
• 1:15:00
  of
• 1:15:00
  like,
• 1:15:01
  let's
• 1:15:01
  cool
• 1:15:01
  off,
• 1:15:01
  and
• 1:15:01
  then
• 1:15:01
  let's,
• 1:15:02
  like,
• 1:15:02
  talk
• 1:15:02
  about
• 1:15:02
  it
• 1:15:02
  logically
• 1:15:03
  once
• 1:15:03
  we've
• 1:15:04
  both
• 1:15:04
  kind
• 1:15:04
  of,
• 1:15:04
  like,
• 1:15:05
  had
• 1:15:05
  some
• 1:15:05
  space
• 1:15:05
  from.
• 1:15:06
  From
• 1:15:06
  the
• 1:15:06
  moment.
• 1:15:07
  So
• 1:15:07
  it
• 1:15:07
  made
• 1:15:07
  me,
• 1:15:07
  like,
• 1:15:07
  deeply
• 1:15:08
  uncomfortable.
• 1:15:09
  Even
• 1:15:09
  though
• 1:15:09
  it's
• 1:15:10
  uncomfortable
• 1:15:10
  to
• 1:15:10
  watch,
• 1:15:11
  I
• 1:15:11
  don't
• 1:15:11
  think
• 1:15:11
  that
• 1:15:12
  it
• 1:15:12
  is,
• 1:15:13
  like,
• 1:15:13
  aggressive.
• 1:15:14
  Or
• 1:15:15
  it's
• 1:15:15
  purposefully
• 1:15:16
  uncomfortable
• 1:15:17
  to
• 1:15:18
  watch
• 1:15:18
  because
• 1:15:18
  it's
• 1:15:19
  an
• 1:15:19
  uncomfortable
• 1:15:20
  confrontation
• 1:15:20
  and
• 1:15:21
  conversation.
• 1:15:22
  I
• 1:15:22
  think
• 1:15:22
  this
• 1:15:23
  whole
• 1:15:23
  action
• 1:15:23
  that
• 1:15:23
  Eddie
• 1:15:24
  takes
• 1:15:24
  is
• 1:15:25
  completely
• 1:15:26
  within
• 1:15:26
  character
• 1:15:27
  because
• 1:15:27
  we
• 1:15:27
  see.
• 1:15:28
  We've
• 1:15:28
  seen
• 1:15:28
  how
• 1:15:29
  he
• 1:15:29
  grieves
• 1:15:30
  before
• 1:15:31
  with
• 1:15:31
  someone
• 1:15:31
  else
• 1:15:32
  who
• 1:15:32
  is
• 1:15:32
  very,
• 1:15:32
  very
• 1:15:32
  close
• 1:15:32
  to
• 1:15:33
  him.
• 1:15:33
  With
• 1:15:33
  Shannon,
• 1:15:34
  he
• 1:15:34
  is
• 1:15:35
  angry,
• 1:15:36
  but
• 1:15:36
  he
• 1:15:36
  always
• 1:15:36
  turns
• 1:15:37
  that
• 1:15:37
  anger
• 1:15:38
  inward
• 1:15:38
  on
• 1:15:39
  himself.
• 1:15:40
  So
• 1:15:41
  it's
• 1:15:41
  not
• 1:15:41
  that
• 1:15:41
  he
• 1:15:42
  was
• 1:15:42
  acting
• 1:15:43
  aggressively
• 1:15:44
  or
• 1:15:44
  angrily
• 1:15:44
  towards
• 1:15:45
  Buck.
• 1:15:45
  He
• 1:15:46
  was.
• 1:15:46
  He's
• 1:15:47
  just
• 1:15:48
  so,
• 1:15:48
  like,
• 1:15:49
  roiled
• 1:15:50
  with.
• 1:15:50
  With
• 1:15:50
  anger
• 1:15:51
  at
• 1:15:51
  the
• 1:15:51
  situation.
• 1:15:52
  He
• 1:15:53
  does
• 1:15:53
  kind
• 1:15:53
  of
• 1:15:53
  know
• 1:15:54
  how
• 1:15:54
  to
• 1:15:54
  funnel
• 1:15:54
  it
• 1:15:54
  because
• 1:15:54
  he's
• 1:15:55
  always,
• 1:15:55
  like,
• 1:15:55
  very
• 1:15:55
  gentle,
• 1:15:56
  and
• 1:15:56
  he
• 1:15:56
  feels
• 1:15:57
  the
• 1:15:57
  anger,
• 1:15:57
  but
• 1:15:58
  he
• 1:15:58
  doesn't
• 1:15:58
  let
• 1:15:58
  that
• 1:15:59
  really
• 1:15:59
  control
• 1:16:00
  him.
• 1:16:00
  And
• 1:16:01
  I
• 1:16:01
  think
• 1:16:01
  the
• 1:16:01
  only
• 1:16:01
  time
• 1:16:02
  that
• 1:16:02
  did
• 1:16:02
  was,
• 1:16:02
  like,
• 1:16:02
  Fight
• 1:16:02
  Club,
• 1:16:03
  But.
• 1:16:03
  But
• 1:16:03
  he's
• 1:16:03
  learned
• 1:16:03
  his
• 1:16:04
  lesson
• 1:16:04
  with
• 1:16:04
  that.
• 1:16:04
  But,
• 1:16:05
  yeah,
• 1:16:05
  well,
• 1:16:06
  that
• 1:16:06
  was
• 1:16:06
  more
• 1:16:06
  like
• 1:16:06
  punishing
• 1:16:07
  himself.
• 1:16:07
  Exactly.
• 1:16:08
  I
• 1:16:09
  really
• 1:16:09
  think
• 1:16:09
  that
• 1:16:10
  just
• 1:16:10
  had
• 1:16:10
  a
• 1:16:10
  slight
• 1:16:11
  brain
• 1:16:11
  blast.
• 1:16:12
  I
• 1:16:12
  think
• 1:16:12
  for
• 1:16:13
  Eddie,
• 1:16:13
  who
• 1:16:14
  has
• 1:16:14
  experienced
• 1:16:14
  a
• 1:16:14
  lot
• 1:16:15
  of
• 1:16:15
  grief,
• 1:16:15
  the
• 1:16:15
  people
• 1:16:16
  he
• 1:16:16
  served
• 1:16:16
  with
• 1:16:16
  the
• 1:16:16
  grief
• 1:16:17
  from
• 1:16:17
  that,
• 1:16:17
  he
• 1:16:17
  was
• 1:16:18
  in
• 1:16:18
  it
• 1:16:18
  all
• 1:16:18
  alone
• 1:16:18
  because
• 1:16:19
  literally
• 1:16:19
  all
• 1:16:19
  of
• 1:16:19
  them
• 1:16:20
  were
• 1:16:20
  gone,
• 1:16:20
  and
• 1:16:20
  no
• 1:16:20
  one
• 1:16:21
  else
• 1:16:21
  was
• 1:16:22
  left
• 1:16:22
  to
• 1:16:23
  grieve
• 1:16:23
  with.
• 1:16:23
  And
• 1:16:24
  then
• 1:16:24
  with
• 1:16:24
  Shannon,
• 1:16:25
  like,
• 1:16:25
  he
• 1:16:25
  had
• 1:16:26
  Christopher,
• 1:16:26
  but,
• 1:16:26
  like,
• 1:16:26
  he
• 1:16:26
  can't
• 1:16:27
  really.
• 1:16:27
  He
• 1:16:27
  can't
• 1:16:28
  really
• 1:16:28
  grieve
• 1:16:28
  his
• 1:16:28
  porter.
• 1:16:29
  Exactly.
• 1:16:30
  All
• 1:16:31
  seven,
• 1:16:31
  seven,
• 1:16:32
  eight,
• 1:16:32
  whatever.
• 1:16:32
  But,
• 1:16:32
  yeah,
• 1:16:33
  you
• 1:16:33
  can't.
• 1:16:34
  Young
• 1:16:34
  child.
• 1:16:34
  It's
• 1:16:35
  not
• 1:16:35
  the
• 1:16:35
  same
• 1:16:35
  thing.
• 1:16:35
  Like,
• 1:16:35
  it's
• 1:16:36
  your
• 1:16:36
  kid,
• 1:16:37
  and,
• 1:16:37
  yeah,
• 1:16:37
  they're
• 1:16:37
  very
• 1:16:38
  young.
• 1:16:38
  He
• 1:16:38
  has
• 1:16:38
  to
• 1:16:38
  be
• 1:16:39
  the
• 1:16:39
  parent.
• 1:16:39
  Yes.
• 1:16:40
  And
• 1:16:40
  no
• 1:16:40
  one
• 1:16:40
  else
• 1:16:41
  was
• 1:16:41
  close.
• 1:16:42
  I
• 1:16:42
  mean,
• 1:16:42
  like,
• 1:16:42
  his
• 1:16:42
  family
• 1:16:43
  hated
• 1:16:43
  her.
• 1:16:44
  So,
• 1:16:44
  like,
• 1:16:44
  there
• 1:16:44
  was
• 1:16:44
  no
• 1:16:45
  one
• 1:16:45
  for
• 1:16:45
  him
• 1:16:45
  to
• 1:16:45
  grieve
• 1:16:45
  with,
• 1:16:45
  and
• 1:16:46
  he
• 1:16:46
  was
• 1:16:46
  all
• 1:16:46
  alone.
• 1:16:47
  And
• 1:16:47
  I
• 1:16:47
  think
• 1:16:47
  this
• 1:16:48
  was
• 1:16:48
  the
• 1:16:48
  one
• 1:16:48
  time
• 1:16:48
  that
• 1:16:49
  he
• 1:16:49
  was
• 1:16:49
  like,
• 1:16:49
  I'm
• 1:16:49
  gonna
• 1:16:50
  be
• 1:16:50
  able
• 1:16:50
  to
• 1:16:50
  get
• 1:16:50
  to
• 1:16:50
  go
• 1:16:51
  home
• 1:16:51
  and
• 1:16:51
  be
• 1:16:52
  with
• 1:16:52
  my
• 1:16:52
  best
• 1:16:52
  friend,
• 1:16:53
  my
• 1:16:53
  partner,
• 1:16:54
  and
• 1:16:54
  I'm
• 1:16:55
  gonna
• 1:16:55
  be
• 1:16:55
  able
• 1:16:55
  to,
• 1:16:56
  like,
• 1:16:56
  let
• 1:16:57
  go.
• 1:16:57
  Finally
• 1:16:57
  have
• 1:16:57
  someone
• 1:16:58
  to
• 1:16:58
  lean
• 1:16:58
  on.
• 1:16:59
  Yes.
• 1:16:59
  And
• 1:16:59
  we'll
• 1:16:59
  be
• 1:16:59
  able
• 1:17:00
  to
• 1:17:00
  lean
• 1:17:00
  on
• 1:17:00
  each
• 1:17:00
  other.
• 1:17:00
  And,
• 1:17:01
  like,
• 1:17:01
  this
• 1:17:01
  is
• 1:17:01
  horrible,
• 1:17:02
  but,
• 1:17:02
  like,
• 1:17:02
  we'll
• 1:17:02
  be
• 1:17:03
  okay
• 1:17:03
  because
• 1:17:03
  we
• 1:17:04
  have
• 1:17:04
  each
• 1:17:04
  other
• 1:17:04
  and
• 1:17:05
  we
• 1:17:05
  can
• 1:17:05
  get
• 1:17:05
  through
• 1:17:06
  it
• 1:17:06
  together.
• 1:17:06
  And
• 1:17:06
  they're
• 1:17:07
  in
• 1:17:07
  it
• 1:17:07
  together,
• 1:17:07
  so.
• 1:17:07
  Yeah,
• 1:17:08
  because
• 1:17:08
  they
• 1:17:08
  always
• 1:17:08
  are
• 1:17:09
  in
• 1:17:09
  it
• 1:17:09
  together.
• 1:17:10
  So
• 1:17:10
  it's
• 1:17:10
  not
• 1:17:11
  even
• 1:17:11
  like
• 1:17:11
  Eddie
• 1:17:11
  would
• 1:17:12
  be
• 1:17:12
  the
• 1:17:12
  only
• 1:17:12
  one
• 1:17:13
  in
• 1:17:14
  that
• 1:17:14
  kind
• 1:17:15
  of
• 1:17:15
  mental,
• 1:17:16
  emotional
• 1:17:16
  space.
• 1:17:17
  He'd
• 1:17:18
  be
• 1:17:18
  sharing
• 1:17:18
  it
• 1:17:18
  with
• 1:17:19
  Buck.
• 1:17:19
  Yes.
• 1:17:20
  And
• 1:17:21
  that
• 1:17:21
  whole
• 1:17:22
  opportunity
• 1:17:22
  to,
• 1:17:23
  like,
• 1:17:23
  get
• 1:17:23
  even
• 1:17:23
  closer
• 1:17:24
  together
• 1:17:25
  in
• 1:17:25
  that
• 1:17:25
  way
• 1:17:26
  has
• 1:17:26
  just
• 1:17:27
  been
• 1:17:27
  absolutely
• 1:17:27
  squandered
• 1:17:28
  because.
• 1:17:28
  Yeah,
• 1:17:29
  because
• 1:17:29
  Buck
• 1:17:30
  is
• 1:17:30
  trying
• 1:17:30
  to
• 1:17:31
  be
• 1:17:31
  what
• 1:17:31
  he
• 1:17:31
  thinks
• 1:17:32
  other
• 1:17:32
  people
• 1:17:32
  need
• 1:17:33
  him
• 1:17:33
  to
• 1:17:33
  be
• 1:17:34
  in
• 1:17:34
  a
• 1:17:34
  way
• 1:17:35
  that
• 1:17:35
  doesn't
• 1:17:35
  come
• 1:17:36
  naturally
• 1:17:36
  towards
• 1:17:36
  him.
• 1:17:37
  So
• 1:17:37
  he
• 1:17:38
  showed
• 1:17:38
  up
• 1:17:38
  expecting
• 1:17:39
  to
• 1:17:39
  go
• 1:17:39
  through
• 1:17:40
  this
• 1:17:40
  with
• 1:17:40
  Buck,
• 1:17:40
  and
• 1:17:41
  instead
• 1:17:41
  it's
• 1:17:42
  some
• 1:17:42
  pod
• 1:17:42
  person
• 1:17:43
  version
• 1:17:43
  of
• 1:17:44
  Buck.
• 1:17:44
  And
• 1:17:45
  that's
• 1:17:45
  why
• 1:17:45
  it's
• 1:17:45
  been
• 1:17:45
  weeks,
• 1:17:45
  because
• 1:17:46
  he's
• 1:17:46
  waiting
• 1:17:46
  for,
• 1:17:46
  like,
• 1:17:46
  him
• 1:17:47
  to
• 1:17:47
  crack.
• 1:17:47
  He's
• 1:17:47
  waiting
• 1:17:47
  for.
• 1:17:48
  He's
• 1:17:48
  waiting
• 1:17:49
  for
• 1:17:49
  him
• 1:17:49
  to
• 1:17:49
  spiral
• 1:17:50
  into
• 1:17:50
  the
• 1:17:50
  actual
• 1:17:51
  emotion
• 1:17:51
  so
• 1:17:52
  that
• 1:17:52
  he
• 1:17:52
  can
• 1:17:52
  be
• 1:17:52
  in
• 1:17:52
  it
• 1:17:53
  with
• 1:17:53
  him.
• 1:17:53
  Waiting
• 1:17:53
  for
• 1:17:54
  Buck
• 1:17:54
  to
• 1:17:54
  blow
• 1:17:54
  up
• 1:17:55
  from
• 1:17:55
  that
• 1:17:55
  spiral.
• 1:17:56
  Yeah.
• 1:17:56
  To,
• 1:17:56
  like,
• 1:17:56
  crash
• 1:17:57
  out.
• 1:17:57
  Because
• 1:17:57
  it
• 1:17:57
  always
• 1:17:57
  happens.
• 1:17:58
  Yeah.
• 1:17:59
  And
• 1:17:59
  it's
• 1:17:59
  almost
• 1:18:00
  like
• 1:18:00
  he's
• 1:18:00
  trying
• 1:18:00
  to
• 1:18:01
  accelerate
• 1:18:02
  that
• 1:18:02
  process.
• 1:18:03
  Well,
• 1:18:03
  yeah,
• 1:18:04
  because,
• 1:18:04
  I
• 1:18:04
  mean,
• 1:18:04
  he
• 1:18:04
  has
• 1:18:04
  to
• 1:18:04
  go,
• 1:18:05
  but,
• 1:18:05
  like,
• 1:18:06
  he's
• 1:18:06
  also
• 1:18:06
  like.
• 1:18:07
  Well,
• 1:18:08
  I
• 1:18:09
  think.
• 1:18:09
  I
• 1:18:09
  think
• 1:18:10
  it's
• 1:18:10
  just
• 1:18:11
  very
• 1:18:11
  much
• 1:18:11
  like,
• 1:18:12
  I
• 1:18:13
  don't
• 1:18:13
  think
• 1:18:13
  he
• 1:18:13
  thinks
• 1:18:13
  that
• 1:18:14
  he
• 1:18:15
  is
• 1:18:15
  allowed
• 1:18:16
  to.
• 1:18:17
  Well,
• 1:18:17
  yeah,
• 1:18:18
  he's
• 1:18:19
  never
• 1:18:19
  gonna
• 1:18:19
  ask,
• 1:18:20
  but
• 1:18:20
  he
• 1:18:21
  doesn't
• 1:18:21
  think
• 1:18:21
  that
• 1:18:21
  he's
• 1:18:21
  allowed
• 1:18:22
  to
• 1:18:23
  be
• 1:18:23
  open
• 1:18:24
  and
• 1:18:24
  kind
• 1:18:24
  of,
• 1:18:25
  like,
• 1:18:25
  break
• 1:18:25
  down
• 1:18:25
  the
• 1:18:25
  way
• 1:18:26
  he
• 1:18:26
  needs
• 1:18:26
  to
• 1:18:26
  and
• 1:18:27
  cry
• 1:18:27
  and
• 1:18:27
  seek
• 1:18:28
  comfort
• 1:18:28
  without
• 1:18:29
  Buck
• 1:18:29
  doing
• 1:18:29
  it
• 1:18:30
  first
• 1:18:30
  and,
• 1:18:31
  like,
• 1:18:31
  doing
• 1:18:32
  it
• 1:18:32
  together.
• 1:18:32
  Because
• 1:18:33
  he
• 1:18:34
  just
• 1:18:34
  never
• 1:18:34
  has.
• 1:18:35
  Not
• 1:18:36
  how
• 1:18:36
  he
• 1:18:36
  works.
• 1:18:37
  No.
• 1:18:37
  And.
• 1:18:37
  And
• 1:18:38
  I'm
• 1:18:38
  sure
• 1:18:38
  that's
• 1:18:38
  from,
• 1:18:39
  like,
• 1:18:39
  past
• 1:18:40
  trauma
• 1:18:40
  where,
• 1:18:41
  you
• 1:18:41
  know,
• 1:18:42
  you
• 1:18:42
  shouldn't
• 1:18:42
  be
• 1:18:42
  crying
• 1:18:43
  for
• 1:18:44
  whatever
• 1:18:44
  reason.
• 1:18:45
  Like,
• 1:18:45
  you
• 1:18:45
  have
• 1:18:46
  to
• 1:18:46
  be
• 1:18:47
  just,
• 1:18:47
  like,
• 1:18:47
  not
• 1:18:47
  feel
• 1:18:48
  those
• 1:18:48
  emotions,
• 1:18:49
  especially
• 1:18:49
  outwardly.
• 1:18:50
  Like,
• 1:18:50
  that's.
• 1:18:51
  I'm
• 1:18:51
  pretty
• 1:18:51
  sure.
• 1:18:52
  I
• 1:18:52
  think
• 1:18:52
  we
• 1:18:52
  all
• 1:18:52
  agree
• 1:18:53
  that
• 1:18:53
  that's
• 1:18:53
  how
• 1:18:53
  he
• 1:18:54
  was
• 1:18:54
  raised.
• 1:18:55
  Oh,
• 1:18:55
  yeah,
• 1:18:55
  for
• 1:18:56
  sure.
• 1:18:56
  Like,
• 1:18:56
  there's
• 1:18:57
  so
• 1:18:57
  much.
• 1:18:58
  There's
• 1:18:58
  so
• 1:18:58
  much
• 1:18:58
  machismo
• 1:18:59
  that,
• 1:18:59
  like,
• 1:19:00
  he
• 1:19:00
  had
• 1:19:00
  to
• 1:19:01
  have
• 1:19:01
  been
• 1:19:02
  instilled
• 1:19:02
  with
• 1:19:02
  as
• 1:19:03
  a
• 1:19:03
  child
• 1:19:03
  from
• 1:19:03
  his
• 1:19:04
  father.
• 1:19:04
  But
• 1:19:04
  he
• 1:19:05
  has,
• 1:19:05
  like,
• 1:19:05
  all
• 1:19:06
  of
• 1:19:06
  these
• 1:19:06
  very
• 1:19:07
  consistent
• 1:19:07
  tells
• 1:19:08
  of,
• 1:19:08
  like,
• 1:19:08
  when
• 1:19:09
  he's
• 1:19:09
  trying
• 1:19:09
  not
• 1:19:09
  to
• 1:19:09
  cry.
• 1:19:10
  And
• 1:19:10
  he
• 1:19:11
  does
• 1:19:11
  this
• 1:19:11
  right
• 1:19:11
  after.
• 1:19:11
  Like,
• 1:19:12
  he.
• 1:19:12
  He
• 1:19:12
  Says
• 1:19:13
  the.
• 1:19:13
  You're
• 1:19:13
  not
• 1:19:13
  the
• 1:19:14
  only
• 1:19:14
  one
• 1:19:14
  who
• 1:19:14
  lost
• 1:19:14
  him.
• 1:19:14
  We're
• 1:19:15
  just,
• 1:19:15
  you
• 1:19:15
  know,
• 1:19:16
  trying
• 1:19:16
  to
• 1:19:16
  do
• 1:19:16
  our
• 1:19:16
  damn
• 1:19:16
  best.
• 1:19:16
  He
• 1:19:17
  turns
• 1:19:17
  around
• 1:19:17
  because
• 1:19:17
  he's
• 1:19:18
  starting
• 1:19:18
  to
• 1:19:18
  cry.
• 1:19:19
  Yeah.
• 1:19:20
  Because
• 1:19:20
  he's
• 1:19:20
  trying
• 1:19:20
  to
• 1:19:20
  hold
• 1:19:20
  it
• 1:19:21
  back.
• 1:19:21
  He's
• 1:19:21
  trying
• 1:19:21
  to
• 1:19:21
  get
• 1:19:22
  together,
• 1:19:22
  and
• 1:19:22
  he
• 1:19:22
  can't
• 1:19:23
  look
• 1:19:23
  at
• 1:19:23
  Buck
• 1:19:24
  finally
• 1:19:24
  being
• 1:19:25
  kind
• 1:19:25
  of,
• 1:19:25
  like,
• 1:19:25
  open
• 1:19:25
  and
• 1:19:26
  listening
• 1:19:26
  to
• 1:19:26
  him
• 1:19:26
  and
• 1:19:27
  not
• 1:19:27
  cry.
• 1:19:28
  And
• 1:19:28
  this
• 1:19:28
  is
• 1:19:28
  so
• 1:19:29
  relatable.
• 1:19:30
  No,
• 1:19:30
  it's
• 1:19:31
  so
• 1:19:31
  relatable
• 1:19:32
  to
• 1:19:32
  me.
• 1:19:32
  I'm
• 1:19:32
  like,
• 1:19:33
  I
• 1:19:33
  have
• 1:19:34
  to
• 1:19:34
  do.
• 1:19:34
  I
• 1:19:34
  do
• 1:19:34
  the
• 1:19:34
  mouth
• 1:19:35
  thing
• 1:19:35
  that
• 1:19:35
  he
• 1:19:35
  does.
• 1:19:36
  Mm.
• 1:19:36
  Me
• 1:19:37
  too.
• 1:19:37
  Mm.
• 1:19:38
  And
• 1:19:38
  I'm
• 1:19:39
  like,
• 1:19:39
  I
• 1:19:40
  can't
• 1:19:40
  look
• 1:19:41
  at
• 1:19:41
  anyone.
• 1:19:42
  Yeah.
• 1:19:42
  What
• 1:19:42
  it
• 1:19:42
  is.
• 1:19:42
  I
• 1:19:42
  think
• 1:19:42
  he's
• 1:19:43
  chewing
• 1:19:43
  on
• 1:19:43
  the
• 1:19:43
  inside
• 1:19:44
  of
• 1:19:44
  his
• 1:19:44
  lip
• 1:19:44
  because
• 1:19:44
  I
• 1:19:44
  do
• 1:19:45
  that
• 1:19:45
  constantly.
• 1:19:47
  The
• 1:19:47
  voice
• 1:19:47
  crack
• 1:19:48
  at
• 1:19:49
  when
• 1:19:49
  he
• 1:19:49
  finishes
• 1:19:50
  saying,
• 1:19:51
  just
• 1:19:51
  so
• 1:19:51
  I
• 1:19:51
  don't
• 1:19:51
  have
• 1:19:51
  to
• 1:19:52
  scare
• 1:19:53
  the
• 1:19:53
  crap
• 1:19:53
  out
• 1:19:53
  of
• 1:19:53
  my
• 1:19:53
  kid.
• 1:19:54
  Yeah.
• 1:19:55
  Oh,
• 1:19:55
  felt.
• 1:19:56
  Yeah.
• 1:19:57
  Yeah.
• 1:19:58
  I.
• 1:19:58
  I
• 1:19:58
  think.
• 1:19:59
  I
• 1:19:59
  think
• 1:19:59
  one
• 1:20:00
  of
• 1:20:00
  the
• 1:20:00
  reasons
• 1:20:00
  that
• 1:20:00
  this
• 1:20:01
  has
• 1:20:01
  been
• 1:20:02
  so
• 1:20:02
  difficult
• 1:20:03
  for
• 1:20:04
  Eddie
• 1:20:04
  is
• 1:20:05
  because,
• 1:20:06
  you
• 1:20:06
  know,
• 1:20:07
  we
• 1:20:07
  were
• 1:20:07
  talking
• 1:20:07
  a
• 1:20:07
  little
• 1:20:08
  bit
• 1:20:08
  about
• 1:20:08
  role
• 1:20:09
  reversal,
• 1:20:10
  and
• 1:20:11
  Buck
• 1:20:11
  has
• 1:20:11
  always
• 1:20:12
  been
• 1:20:12
  the
• 1:20:12
  one
• 1:20:12
  to,
• 1:20:12
  like,
• 1:20:13
  have
• 1:20:13
  his
• 1:20:13
  emotions
• 1:20:14
  so
• 1:20:14
  readily
• 1:20:15
  available,
• 1:20:15
  so,
• 1:20:16
  like,
• 1:20:16
  on
• 1:20:16
  the
• 1:20:16
  surface
• 1:20:17
  sort
• 1:20:17
  of
• 1:20:17
  thing,
• 1:20:17
  so
• 1:20:17
  that
• 1:20:18
  it's.
• 1:20:18
  It's
• 1:20:18
  easy
• 1:20:19
  for
• 1:20:19
  Buck
• 1:20:20
  to
• 1:20:20
  be
• 1:20:21
  the.
• 1:20:21
  To
• 1:20:21
  be
• 1:20:21
  the
• 1:20:22
  instigator
• 1:20:22
  in,
• 1:20:23
  you
• 1:20:23
  know,
• 1:20:24
  knocking
• 1:20:24
  on
• 1:20:24
  the
• 1:20:24
  door,
• 1:20:25
  opening,
• 1:20:25
  opening
• 1:20:26
  it
• 1:20:26
  a
• 1:20:26
  crack
• 1:20:27
  and.
• 1:20:27
  And
• 1:20:27
  allowing
• 1:20:28
  Eddie
• 1:20:28
  to
• 1:20:29
  just,
• 1:20:29
  like,
• 1:20:30
  answer
• 1:20:31
  in.
• 1:20:31
  In
• 1:20:31
  his
• 1:20:32
  own
• 1:20:32
  time
• 1:20:32
  sort
• 1:20:32
  of
• 1:20:32
  thing.
• 1:20:33
  So
• 1:20:33
  I
• 1:20:33
  think,
• 1:20:34
  because
• 1:20:35
  Buck
• 1:20:35
  isn't
• 1:20:36
  being
• 1:20:37
  how
• 1:20:37
  he
• 1:20:37
  normally
• 1:20:38
  is
• 1:20:38
  with
• 1:20:38
  the
• 1:20:38
  emotions,
• 1:20:40
  like,
• 1:20:40
  so
• 1:20:40
  easily
• 1:20:41
  tapped
• 1:20:41
  into
• 1:20:41
  because
• 1:20:42
  they're
• 1:20:42
  so
• 1:20:42
  pushed
• 1:20:43
  down.
• 1:20:43
  He
• 1:20:43
  has
• 1:20:44
  that
• 1:20:44
  steel
• 1:20:44
  wall
• 1:20:45
  all
• 1:20:45
  around
• 1:20:45
  him.
• 1:20:46
  It's
• 1:20:47
  so
• 1:20:47
  difficult
• 1:20:47
  for
• 1:20:47
  Eddie
• 1:20:48
  to.
• 1:20:49
  And
• 1:20:50
  you
• 1:20:50
  were.
• 1:20:50
  You're
• 1:20:51
  right.
• 1:20:51
  When
• 1:20:51
  you.
• 1:20:51
  When
• 1:20:52
  you
• 1:20:52
  were
• 1:20:52
  saying
• 1:20:52
  earlier
• 1:20:52
  that,
• 1:20:53
  like,
• 1:20:53
  he's
• 1:20:53
  trying
• 1:20:54
  to
• 1:20:54
  be
• 1:20:55
  Buck
• 1:20:55
  in
• 1:20:55
  this
• 1:20:55
  situation,
• 1:20:56
  to,
• 1:20:56
  like,
• 1:20:57
  bring
• 1:20:57
  those
• 1:20:57
  emotions
• 1:20:58
  up
• 1:20:58
  to.
• 1:20:59
  To,
• 1:20:59
  like,
• 1:20:59
  the
• 1:20:59
  surface
• 1:21:00
  level.
• 1:21:00
  But
• 1:21:00
  that's
• 1:21:00
  just
• 1:21:01
  not
• 1:21:01
  who
• 1:21:01
  Eddie
• 1:21:01
  is.
• 1:21:02
  They
• 1:21:02
  are.
• 1:21:02
  They
• 1:21:03
  sit
• 1:21:03
  so
• 1:21:03
  deep
• 1:21:04
  within
• 1:21:05
  him.
• 1:21:05
  Buck
• 1:21:06
  is
• 1:21:06
  normally,
• 1:21:06
  like
• 1:21:06
  an
• 1:21:07
  emotional
• 1:21:07
  conduit.
• 1:21:09
  Yeah.
• 1:21:10
  Yeah.
• 1:21:10
  And
• 1:21:10
  so
• 1:21:11
  he's
• 1:21:11
  trying
• 1:21:11
  to
• 1:21:12
  do
• 1:21:12
  it.
• 1:21:12
  He's
• 1:21:12
  trying.
• 1:21:13
  He's
• 1:21:13
  trying
• 1:21:13
  so
• 1:21:14
  hard.
• 1:21:14
  But
• 1:21:14
  he's
• 1:21:15
  just
• 1:21:15
  so
• 1:21:15
  bad
• 1:21:16
  at
• 1:21:16
  talking.
• 1:21:16
  About
• 1:21:17
  his
• 1:21:17
  emotions
• 1:21:18
  because
• 1:21:19
  he's
• 1:21:19
  not
• 1:21:19
  like
• 1:21:19
  Buck,
• 1:21:20
  where
• 1:21:20
  they
• 1:21:20
  sit
• 1:21:20
  on
• 1:21:21
  the
• 1:21:21
  surface
• 1:21:21
  or
• 1:21:21
  just
• 1:21:22
  under
• 1:21:22
  the
• 1:21:22
  surface.
• 1:21:22
  No,
• 1:21:23
  they
• 1:21:23
  are
• 1:21:24
  40ft
• 1:21:24
  deep.
• 1:21:25
  And.
• 1:21:26
  And
• 1:21:26
  so
• 1:21:26
  it
• 1:21:27
  takes
• 1:21:27
  so
• 1:21:27
  much
• 1:21:27
  more
• 1:21:28
  effort
• 1:21:28
  for
• 1:21:29
  him
• 1:21:29
  to
• 1:21:29
  drudge
• 1:21:30
  those
• 1:21:30
  up
• 1:21:30
  to
• 1:21:31
  the
• 1:21:31
  surface.
• 1:21:32
  And
• 1:21:32
  that's
• 1:21:32
  why
• 1:21:32
  it's
• 1:21:33
  so
• 1:21:33
  much
• 1:21:33
  more
• 1:21:33
  difficult
• 1:21:34
  for
• 1:21:34
  him
• 1:21:34
  to
• 1:21:34
  start
• 1:21:35
  kind
• 1:21:35
  of
• 1:21:35
  like,
• 1:21:35
  these
• 1:21:36
  conversations
• 1:21:37
  and
• 1:21:37
  him.
• 1:21:38
  Whereas
• 1:21:38
  Buck,
• 1:21:39
  it's
• 1:21:39
  so
• 1:21:39
  easy
• 1:21:39
  for
• 1:21:40
  him
• 1:21:40
  most
• 1:21:40
  of
• 1:21:40
  the
• 1:21:41
  time
• 1:21:41
  to
• 1:21:41
  just
• 1:21:42
  spit
• 1:21:42
  out
• 1:21:43
  the
• 1:21:43
  emotion
• 1:21:43
  because
• 1:21:43
  it
• 1:21:44
  is
• 1:21:44
  so
• 1:21:44
  close
• 1:21:44
  to
• 1:21:44
  the
• 1:21:45
  surface.
• 1:21:45
  For
• 1:21:45
  Eddie,
• 1:21:45
  it's
• 1:21:46
  Almost
• 1:21:46
  just
• 1:21:46
  like
• 1:21:46
  vivisection.
• 1:21:47
  Like,
• 1:21:47
  he
• 1:21:47
  has
• 1:21:47
  to
• 1:21:48
  take
• 1:21:48
  himself
• 1:21:49
  apart.
• 1:21:50
  Yeah.
• 1:21:50
  In
• 1:21:50
  order
• 1:21:50
  to
• 1:21:50
  do
• 1:21:51
  it.
• 1:21:51
  Like,
• 1:21:51
  it's
• 1:21:51
  like
• 1:21:51
  he's.
• 1:21:52
  It's
• 1:21:52
  like
• 1:21:52
  he's
• 1:21:52
  cutting
• 1:21:53
  into
• 1:21:53
  himself,
• 1:21:54
  like,
• 1:21:54
  and
• 1:21:54
  it's.
• 1:21:55
  Physically
• 1:21:55
  remove
• 1:21:55
  it
• 1:21:55
  to
• 1:21:56
  get
• 1:21:56
  it
• 1:21:56
  out
• 1:21:56
  of,
• 1:21:56
  like,
• 1:21:57
  operations.
• 1:21:58
  Yes.
• 1:21:59
  Yeah.
• 1:22:00
  Like,
• 1:22:02
  it's
• 1:22:02
  just
• 1:22:02
  really
• 1:22:03
  hard
• 1:22:03
  for
• 1:22:03
  him.
• 1:22:03
  I
• 1:22:04
  think
• 1:22:04
  you
• 1:22:04
  see
• 1:22:04
  that
• 1:22:04
  in
• 1:22:05
  the
• 1:22:05
  way
• 1:22:06
  this
• 1:22:06
  part
• 1:22:06
  is
• 1:22:07
  being
• 1:22:07
  blocked,
• 1:22:07
  where
• 1:22:08
  he's
• 1:22:08
  telling
• 1:22:08
  Buck
• 1:22:09
  actually
• 1:22:09
  what
• 1:22:09
  he
• 1:22:09
  was
• 1:22:10
  going
• 1:22:10
  through,
• 1:22:11
  because
• 1:22:11
  so
• 1:22:11
  much
• 1:22:11
  of
• 1:22:12
  it
• 1:22:12
  is
• 1:22:12
  kind
• 1:22:12
  of
• 1:22:12
  like
• 1:22:13
  half
• 1:22:13
  and
• 1:22:13
  half.
• 1:22:13
  He's,
• 1:22:13
  like,
• 1:22:14
  turned
• 1:22:14
  away,
• 1:22:15
  like,
• 1:22:15
  back
• 1:22:16
  to
• 1:22:16
  Buck,
• 1:22:17
  like,
• 1:22:17
  facing
• 1:22:18
  the
• 1:22:18
  island.
• 1:22:18
  So
• 1:22:18
  he
• 1:22:19
  can
• 1:22:19
  kind
• 1:22:19
  of
• 1:22:19
  like,
• 1:22:20
  steel
• 1:22:20
  himself
• 1:22:21
  to
• 1:22:21
  continue
• 1:22:22
  to
• 1:22:23
  dredge
• 1:22:24
  up
• 1:22:24
  these
• 1:22:24
  difficult
• 1:22:25
  emotions
• 1:22:26
  and.
• 1:22:26
  And
• 1:22:27
  be
• 1:22:27
  transparent
• 1:22:28
  in
• 1:22:28
  that
• 1:22:28
  because
• 1:22:28
  it's
• 1:22:29
  very
• 1:22:29
  difficult
• 1:22:29
  for
• 1:22:29
  him
• 1:22:29
  to
• 1:22:30
  do.
• 1:22:30
  And
• 1:22:31
  it's
• 1:22:31
  hard
• 1:22:32
  to
• 1:22:32
  look
• 1:22:33
  someone
• 1:22:33
  in
• 1:22:33
  the
• 1:22:33
  eye
• 1:22:33
  when
• 1:22:34
  you're
• 1:22:34
  talking
• 1:22:34
  about
• 1:22:34
  that
• 1:22:35
  stuff,
• 1:22:35
  even
• 1:22:35
  if
• 1:22:35
  it's
• 1:22:36
  Buck.
• 1:22:37
  And
• 1:22:37
  that's.
• 1:22:38
  That's
• 1:22:38
  just
• 1:22:38
  who
• 1:22:38
  Eddie
• 1:22:39
  is.
• 1:22:39
  So,
• 1:22:40
  like,
• 1:22:40
  it's
• 1:22:40
  interesting
• 1:22:41
  though,
• 1:22:41
  when
• 1:22:41
  he.
• 1:22:41
  When
• 1:22:42
  he
• 1:22:42
  faces
• 1:22:42
  him
• 1:22:43
  and
• 1:22:43
  he's
• 1:22:43
  so
• 1:22:43
  open,
• 1:22:44
  he's
• 1:22:44
  talking
• 1:22:45
  about
• 1:22:45
  how
• 1:22:45
  he
• 1:22:46
  had
• 1:22:46
  to
• 1:22:46
  tell
• 1:22:46
  Christopher.
• 1:22:47
  And
• 1:22:48
  I
• 1:22:48
  think
• 1:22:48
  that
• 1:22:48
  is
• 1:22:48
  very
• 1:22:49
  telling
• 1:22:49
  that
• 1:22:49
  he's
• 1:22:50
  so
• 1:22:50
  open
• 1:22:50
  in
• 1:22:50
  that,
• 1:22:51
  because
• 1:22:51
  that
• 1:22:51
  is
• 1:22:52
  something
• 1:22:52
  that
• 1:22:52
  Buck
• 1:22:53
  understands.
• 1:22:53
  That
• 1:22:54
  is
• 1:22:54
  something
• 1:22:54
  that
• 1:22:54
  Buck
• 1:22:55
  has
• 1:22:55
  actually
• 1:22:55
  had
• 1:22:56
  to
• 1:22:56
  do
• 1:22:56
  himself
• 1:22:57
  with.
• 1:22:58
  You
• 1:22:58
  know,
• 1:22:58
  telling
• 1:22:59
  Christopher
• 1:22:59
  about
• 1:23:00
  Eddie
• 1:23:00
  getting
• 1:23:00
  shot
• 1:23:01
  and
• 1:23:01
  not
• 1:23:01
  knowing
• 1:23:01
  that
• 1:23:02
  if
• 1:23:02
  he
• 1:23:02
  would
• 1:23:02
  survive
• 1:23:03
  or
• 1:23:03
  not.
• 1:23:03
  Yeah.
• 1:23:04
  And
• 1:23:05
  when
• 1:23:05
  Chris
• 1:23:06
  called
• 1:23:06
  him
• 1:23:06
  to
• 1:23:07
  come
• 1:23:07
  over
• 1:23:07
  because
• 1:23:08
  Eddie
• 1:23:08
  was
• 1:23:09
  having
• 1:23:09
  his
• 1:23:09
  panic
• 1:23:09
  attack
• 1:23:09
  after
• 1:23:10
  finding
• 1:23:10
  out
• 1:23:11
  that
• 1:23:11
  the
• 1:23:11
  rest
• 1:23:11
  of
• 1:23:11
  his
• 1:23:11
  squad
• 1:23:12
  was
• 1:23:12
  no
• 1:23:13
  longer
• 1:23:13
  alive,
• 1:23:14
  like,
• 1:23:14
  that
• 1:23:14
  is
• 1:23:15
  the
• 1:23:16
  one
• 1:23:16
  of
• 1:23:16
  the
• 1:23:16
  strongest
• 1:23:17
  points
• 1:23:17
  of
• 1:23:17
  connection
• 1:23:18
  for
• 1:23:18
  them.
• 1:23:19
  And
• 1:23:19
  I
• 1:23:19
  think
• 1:23:19
  that's
• 1:23:19
  one
• 1:23:19
  of
• 1:23:19
  the
• 1:23:20
  reasons
• 1:23:20
  why
• 1:23:20
  they're
• 1:23:20
  both
• 1:23:21
  facing
• 1:23:21
  each
• 1:23:22
  other
• 1:23:22
  at
• 1:23:23
  that
• 1:23:23
  moment.
• 1:23:24
  Because,
• 1:23:25
  you
• 1:23:25
  know,
• 1:23:25
  the
• 1:23:25
  saying
• 1:23:26
  of,
• 1:23:26
  you
• 1:23:26
  know,
• 1:23:27
  everything
• 1:23:27
  is
• 1:23:27
  about
• 1:23:27
  Buddy
• 1:23:28
  except
• 1:23:28
  Buddy,
• 1:23:28
  which
• 1:23:28
  is
• 1:23:28
  about
• 1:23:28
  Christopher.
• 1:23:31
  So.
• 1:23:32
  Yeah,
• 1:23:32
  I
• 1:23:32
  think.
• 1:23:33
  And
• 1:23:33
  that's
• 1:23:33
  where
• 1:23:33
  I
• 1:23:33
  was
• 1:23:34
  saying,
• 1:23:34
  like,
• 1:23:34
  like,
• 1:23:35
  we
• 1:23:35
  do
• 1:23:35
  get
• 1:23:35
  like
• 1:23:35
  a.
• 1:23:36
  Like
• 1:23:36
  a.
• 1:23:37
  Not
• 1:23:37
  a
• 1:23:38
  second
• 1:23:38
  cut
• 1:23:39
  or
• 1:23:39
  like,
• 1:23:39
  you
• 1:23:40
  know,
• 1:23:40
  like
• 1:23:40
  a
• 1:23:40
  one
• 1:23:40
  second
• 1:23:41
  cut
• 1:23:41
  to
• 1:23:41
  Buck.
• 1:23:42
  To
• 1:23:42
  Buck's
• 1:23:43
  reaction
• 1:23:44
  before
• 1:23:44
  the.
• 1:23:45
  The
• 1:23:45
  second
• 1:23:45
  reaction,
• 1:23:46
  which
• 1:23:46
  is
• 1:23:46
  the
• 1:23:46
  O.
• 1:23:47
  And
• 1:23:47
  I
• 1:23:48
  know,
• 1:23:48
  like,
• 1:23:48
  that's
• 1:23:48
  where
• 1:23:49
  it
• 1:23:49
  hit
• 1:23:49
  him.
• 1:23:49
  Like,
• 1:23:50
  you
• 1:23:50
  know,
• 1:23:50
  this
• 1:23:50
  is.
• 1:23:50
  This
• 1:23:51
  is.
• 1:23:51
  This
• 1:23:51
  is
• 1:23:51
  where
• 1:23:51
  they
• 1:23:52
  do
• 1:23:52
  connect
• 1:23:52
  because.
• 1:23:52
  Of
• 1:23:53
  Christopher
• 1:23:53
  and
• 1:23:54
  like,
• 1:23:54
  the
• 1:23:54
  easiest
• 1:23:55
  connection
• 1:23:55
  that
• 1:23:55
  they.
• 1:23:56
  That
• 1:23:56
  they
• 1:23:56
  can
• 1:23:57
  get
• 1:23:57
  so
• 1:23:57
  they
• 1:23:57
  can
• 1:23:57
  go
• 1:23:58
  deeper
• 1:23:58
  again.
• 1:23:59
  Yeah.
• 1:23:59
  And
• 1:23:59
  I
• 1:23:59
  think
• 1:23:59
  it.
• 1:24:00
  It
• 1:24:00
  hits
• 1:24:00
  him
• 1:24:00
  then
• 1:24:01
  too,
• 1:24:01
  that,
• 1:24:01
  like,
• 1:24:01
  obviously.
• 1:24:02
  Yes.
• 1:24:03
  Oh,
• 1:24:03
  oh,
• 1:24:03
  the
• 1:24:03
  Christopher
• 1:24:04
  and
• 1:24:04
  him
• 1:24:04
  having
• 1:24:04
  to,
• 1:24:05
  like,
• 1:24:05
  make
• 1:24:05
  sure
• 1:24:05
  that
• 1:24:05
  he
• 1:24:06
  doesn't
• 1:24:06
  scare
• 1:24:06
  him
• 1:24:06
  again,
• 1:24:06
  like
• 1:24:07
  you
• 1:24:07
  said
• 1:24:07
  so
• 1:24:07
  earlier,
• 1:24:07
  like
• 1:24:08
  he
• 1:24:08
  did
• 1:24:08
  when
• 1:24:08
  he
• 1:24:08
  had
• 1:24:08
  his
• 1:24:09
  breakdown.
• 1:24:09
  But
• 1:24:10
  also,
• 1:24:11
  yes,
• 1:24:12
  he
• 1:24:12
  had
• 1:24:12
  to
• 1:24:12
  tell
• 1:24:12
  his
• 1:24:12
  kid
• 1:24:13
  that
• 1:24:13
  he
• 1:24:13
  lost
• 1:24:13
  someone
• 1:24:13
  else.
• 1:24:14
  But
• 1:24:14
  it's
• 1:24:14
  also.
• 1:24:14
  Oh,
• 1:24:15
  Eddie
• 1:24:15
  lost
• 1:24:16
  another
• 1:24:16
  Person
• 1:24:16
  who
• 1:24:17
  he
• 1:24:17
  loved.
• 1:24:17
  Like,
• 1:24:18
  this
• 1:24:18
  isn't
• 1:24:18
  the
• 1:24:18
  first.
• 1:24:19
  Very
• 1:24:19
  close
• 1:24:19
  person
• 1:24:20
  who
• 1:24:20
  he
• 1:24:20
  loved,
• 1:24:20
  who
• 1:24:20
  he's
• 1:24:21
  lost.
• 1:24:21
  So
• 1:24:22
  again,
• 1:24:22
  right.
• 1:24:23
  Again.
• 1:24:23
  Who
• 1:24:24
  he
• 1:24:24
  wasn't
• 1:24:24
  able
• 1:24:24
  to
• 1:24:24
  save.
• 1:24:25
  I
• 1:24:25
  think
• 1:24:25
  that's
• 1:24:26
  when
• 1:24:26
  it
• 1:24:26
  hits
• 1:24:26
  him.
• 1:24:27
  Every
• 1:24:27
  person
• 1:24:27
  that
• 1:24:27
  Christopher
• 1:24:28
  has
• 1:24:28
  lost,
• 1:24:29
  Eddie
• 1:24:30
  has
• 1:24:30
  also
• 1:24:30
  just,
• 1:24:30
  like,
• 1:24:31
  inherently
• 1:24:31
  lost
• 1:24:33
  plus
• 1:24:33
  more.
• 1:24:34
  Yeah,
• 1:24:35
  so
• 1:24:35
  that
• 1:24:36
  I
• 1:24:36
  think
• 1:24:36
  really
• 1:24:36
  starts
• 1:24:37
  hitting
• 1:24:37
  home.
• 1:24:37
  And
• 1:24:38
  when
• 1:24:39
  Eddie
• 1:24:40
  is
• 1:24:40
  relaying,
• 1:24:40
  like,
• 1:24:41
  how
• 1:24:41
  he
• 1:24:41
  got
• 1:24:42
  that
• 1:24:42
  phone
• 1:24:42
  call.
• 1:24:43
  And
• 1:24:43
  I
• 1:24:44
  think
• 1:24:44
  this
• 1:24:44
  was
• 1:24:45
  the.
• 1:24:46
  The
• 1:24:46
  exact
• 1:24:47
  right
• 1:24:47
  decision
• 1:24:48
  for
• 1:24:49
  them
• 1:24:49
  to
• 1:24:50
  film
• 1:24:50
  this,
• 1:24:50
  like,
• 1:24:51
  interstitial
• 1:24:52
  cut
• 1:24:53
  of
• 1:24:54
  Eddie
• 1:24:54
  finding
• 1:24:55
  out
• 1:24:55
  that,
• 1:24:55
  like,
• 1:24:56
  has
• 1:24:56
  no
• 1:24:56
  dialogue.
• 1:24:57
  It's
• 1:24:57
  just
• 1:24:57
  the
• 1:24:57
  dialogue
• 1:24:58
  of
• 1:24:59
  him
• 1:24:59
  explaining.
• 1:25:00
  I
• 1:25:00
  think
• 1:25:00
  there,
• 1:25:01
  like
• 1:25:01
  a
• 1:25:01
  whole
• 1:25:01
  scene
• 1:25:01
  of
• 1:25:01
  dialogue
• 1:25:02
  and
• 1:25:02
  stuff
• 1:25:02
  shot.
• 1:25:03
  And
• 1:25:03
  I
• 1:25:04
  think
• 1:25:04
  so
• 1:25:04
  too.
• 1:25:04
  But
• 1:25:04
  we
• 1:25:04
  didn't.
• 1:25:05
  We
• 1:25:05
  didn't
• 1:25:05
  get
• 1:25:05
  that,
• 1:25:06
  I
• 1:25:06
  think.
• 1:25:06
  Yeah,
• 1:25:06
  we
• 1:25:07
  know.
• 1:25:07
  We
• 1:25:07
  know.
• 1:25:07
  That
• 1:25:08
  was
• 1:25:08
  a
• 1:25:08
  longer
• 1:25:09
  scene
• 1:25:09
  than
• 1:25:10
  what
• 1:25:10
  we
• 1:25:10
  got.
• 1:25:10
  Like,
• 1:25:11
  I
• 1:25:11
  think
• 1:25:11
  it
• 1:25:11
  still
• 1:25:12
  played
• 1:25:12
  out
• 1:25:12
  perfectly.
• 1:25:13
  I
• 1:25:13
  would
• 1:25:13
  love
• 1:25:13
  to
• 1:25:13
  see
• 1:25:13
  more
• 1:25:14
  of
• 1:25:14
  that
• 1:25:14
  anyways.
• 1:25:15
  But
• 1:25:16
  I
• 1:25:16
  think
• 1:25:16
  this
• 1:25:16
  was
• 1:25:16
  like,
• 1:25:17
  such
• 1:25:17
  a.
• 1:25:17
  Such
• 1:25:18
  a
• 1:25:18
  perfect
• 1:25:18
  decision
• 1:25:19
  to
• 1:25:19
  include
• 1:25:20
  that
• 1:25:20
  be.
• 1:25:21
  Not
• 1:25:21
  only
• 1:25:21
  because
• 1:25:22
  we
• 1:25:22
  didn't
• 1:25:22
  get
• 1:25:22
  it.
• 1:25:23
  We
• 1:25:23
  didn't
• 1:25:23
  get
• 1:25:23
  Eddie's
• 1:25:24
  reaction
• 1:25:24
  in
• 1:25:25
  8:15
• 1:25:26
  or.
• 1:25:27
  Or
• 1:25:27
  16,
• 1:25:28
  but.
• 1:25:28
  But
• 1:25:28
  because
• 1:25:29
  it,
• 1:25:29
  again,
• 1:25:30
  kind
• 1:25:30
  of
• 1:25:30
  puts
• 1:25:31
  us
• 1:25:31
  in
• 1:25:32
  the
• 1:25:32
  POV
• 1:25:33
  of
• 1:25:33
  Eddie.
• 1:25:34
  Exactly
• 1:25:35
  that
• 1:25:35
  we're
• 1:25:36
  there,
• 1:25:36
  we're
• 1:25:36
  seeing
• 1:25:37
  it
• 1:25:37
  happen
• 1:25:37
  as
• 1:25:38
  it's
• 1:25:38
  happening.
• 1:25:39
  And,
• 1:25:40
  like,
• 1:25:40
  still
• 1:25:40
  has
• 1:25:40
  been
• 1:25:41
  saying
• 1:25:41
  that
• 1:25:41
  that
• 1:25:41
  does
• 1:25:42
  very,
• 1:25:43
  very
• 1:25:43
  similarly
• 1:25:44
  and
• 1:25:45
  visually.
• 1:25:45
  Ties
• 1:25:46
  very
• 1:25:46
  parallels
• 1:25:47
  to
• 1:25:47
  him,
• 1:25:48
  season
• 1:25:48
  five.
• 1:25:49
  Like,
• 1:25:49
  because
• 1:25:50
  he's.
• 1:25:50
  He's
• 1:25:50
  on
• 1:25:51
  the
• 1:25:51
  floor,
• 1:25:51
  he
• 1:25:51
  is
• 1:25:51
  not
• 1:25:51
  on
• 1:25:52
  the
• 1:25:52
  bed.
• 1:25:52
  And
• 1:25:52
  he
• 1:25:52
  is.
• 1:25:53
  He
• 1:25:53
  is
• 1:25:53
  trying.
• 1:25:54
  And
• 1:25:54
  you
• 1:25:55
  also
• 1:25:55
  see,
• 1:25:55
  like,
• 1:25:55
  how
• 1:25:55
  immediately
• 1:25:56
  he
• 1:25:56
  has
• 1:25:56
  to.
• 1:25:57
  He
• 1:25:57
  has
• 1:25:58
  to
• 1:25:58
  try
• 1:25:58
  to
• 1:25:59
  tamp
• 1:25:59
  down
• 1:25:59
  those
• 1:25:59
  emotions
• 1:26:00
  which
• 1:26:00
  he
• 1:26:00
  is
• 1:26:01
  obviously
• 1:26:01
  feeling
• 1:26:02
  because
• 1:26:02
  he
• 1:26:03
  can't
• 1:26:04
  be
• 1:26:04
  as
• 1:26:04
  open
• 1:26:05
  with
• 1:26:05
  that
• 1:26:06
  for
• 1:26:06
  Christopher's
• 1:26:07
  sake.
• 1:26:08
  So
• 1:26:08
  he's.
• 1:26:08
  He
• 1:26:08
  was
• 1:26:09
  really
• 1:26:09
  hoping
• 1:26:09
  and
• 1:26:10
  like,
• 1:26:10
  leaning
• 1:26:11
  on
• 1:26:11
  the
• 1:26:11
  fact
• 1:26:11
  that
• 1:26:11
  he
• 1:26:12
  would
• 1:26:12
  be
• 1:26:12
  able
• 1:26:12
  to
• 1:26:13
  do
• 1:26:13
  that
• 1:26:13
  with
• 1:26:13
  Buck,
• 1:26:14
  and
• 1:26:14
  that's
• 1:26:14
  just
• 1:26:14
  not
• 1:26:14
  happening
• 1:26:15
  after
• 1:26:15
  Buck
• 1:26:16
  says,
• 1:26:16
  I'm
• 1:26:17
  sorry.
• 1:26:17
  Sorry.
• 1:26:18
  I
• 1:26:18
  know
• 1:26:18
  he
• 1:26:18
  was
• 1:26:19
  important
• 1:26:19
  to
• 1:26:19
  you
• 1:26:19
  too.
• 1:26:19
  That
• 1:26:20
  is
• 1:26:20
  where
• 1:26:20
  Eddie
• 1:26:21
  actually.
• 1:26:21
  Actually
• 1:26:22
  breaks.
• 1:26:22
  Like
• 1:26:22
  he
• 1:26:23
  has
• 1:26:23
  been
• 1:26:23
  given
• 1:26:23
  permission
• 1:26:24
  to.
• 1:26:25
  But
• 1:26:25
  he
• 1:26:25
  doesn't
• 1:26:26
  fully
• 1:26:26
  break.
• 1:26:27
  But
• 1:26:27
  he
• 1:26:28
  breaks
• 1:26:28
  more
• 1:26:28
  than
• 1:26:28
  he
• 1:26:28
  has
• 1:26:29
  been.
• 1:26:29
  Well,
• 1:26:29
  yeah,
• 1:26:29
  but
• 1:26:29
  he's
• 1:26:30
  not.
• 1:26:30
  He's
• 1:26:30
  still
• 1:26:30
  not
• 1:26:30
  letting
• 1:26:31
  himself
• 1:26:31
  cry.
• 1:26:31
  He's
• 1:26:31
  still
• 1:26:31
  shaking
• 1:26:32
  it
• 1:26:32
  off.
• 1:26:32
  He's
• 1:26:32
  doing
• 1:26:32
  that
• 1:26:33
  little
• 1:26:33
  head
• 1:26:33
  shake
• 1:26:33
  he
• 1:26:33
  does
• 1:26:34
  when
• 1:26:34
  he's
• 1:26:34
  trying
• 1:26:34
  not
• 1:26:35
  to
• 1:26:35
  cry.
• 1:26:35
  Like,
• 1:26:36
  he
• 1:26:36
  brings
• 1:26:36
  his
• 1:26:36
  hand
• 1:26:37
  up
• 1:26:37
  to
• 1:26:37
  his
• 1:26:37
  head.
• 1:26:37
  Like
• 1:26:38
  a
• 1:26:38
  lot
• 1:26:38
  of
• 1:26:38
  similar
• 1:26:38
  stuff
• 1:26:39
  that
• 1:26:39
  I
• 1:26:39
  do
• 1:26:39
  when
• 1:26:39
  I'm
• 1:26:39
  trying
• 1:26:39
  not
• 1:26:40
  to
• 1:26:40
  cry
• 1:26:40
  where
• 1:26:40
  I'm
• 1:26:40
  like,
• 1:26:40
  okay,
• 1:26:41
  like,
• 1:26:41
  pull
• 1:26:42
  your
• 1:26:42
  shit
• 1:26:42
  together.
• 1:26:42
  But
• 1:26:43
  he's
• 1:26:43
  like,
• 1:26:43
  very
• 1:26:43
  close
• 1:26:44
  to
• 1:26:44
  it.
• 1:26:44
  It's
• 1:26:44
  really
• 1:26:45
  close
• 1:26:45
  to
• 1:26:45
  the
• 1:26:45
  surface,
• 1:26:45
  but
• 1:26:45
  he's
• 1:26:46
  still
• 1:26:46
  tamping
• 1:26:46
  it
• 1:26:46
  down.
• 1:26:47
  But.
• 1:26:48
  But
• 1:26:48
  apologizing
• 1:26:49
  is
• 1:26:49
  what,
• 1:26:49
  like,
• 1:26:50
  almost
• 1:26:50
  makes
• 1:26:51
  him
• 1:26:51
  break
• 1:26:51
  and
• 1:26:52
  finally,
• 1:26:53
  like,
• 1:26:54
  let
• 1:26:54
  himself
• 1:26:54
  cry.
• 1:26:55
  So
• 1:26:56
  close
• 1:26:56
  to
• 1:26:56
  what
• 1:26:56
  he
• 1:26:57
  needs.
• 1:26:58
  Yes.
• 1:26:58
  So
• 1:26:59
  he
• 1:26:59
  was
• 1:26:59
  facing
• 1:26:59
  away
• 1:27:00
  from
• 1:27:00
  him
• 1:27:00
  completely
• 1:27:01
  back
• 1:27:02
  completely
• 1:27:02
  to
• 1:27:02
  him.
• 1:27:03
  And
• 1:27:03
  then
• 1:27:03
  for
• 1:27:04
  the
• 1:27:04
  next
• 1:27:04
  part,
• 1:27:04
  he
• 1:27:04
  kind
• 1:27:05
  of
• 1:27:05
  does
• 1:27:05
  start
• 1:27:06
  to
• 1:27:06
  turn
• 1:27:06
  towards
• 1:27:07
  Buck.
• 1:27:07
  This
• 1:27:08
  drives
• 1:27:08
  me
• 1:27:09
  bonkers.
• 1:27:11
  This
• 1:27:12
  drives
• 1:27:12
  me
• 1:27:12
  fucking
• 1:27:12
  bonkers.
• 1:27:13
  Because
• 1:27:13
  this
• 1:27:14
  man
• 1:27:14
  is
• 1:27:15
  so
• 1:27:15
  clearly
• 1:27:16
  asking
• 1:27:16
  for
• 1:27:17
  a
• 1:27:17
  hug
• 1:27:17
  without
• 1:27:18
  asking
• 1:27:18
  for
• 1:27:19
  a
• 1:27:19
  hug.
• 1:27:19
  Like,
• 1:27:19
  literally
• 1:27:21
  would
• 1:27:21
  have
• 1:27:21
  just
• 1:27:21
  fallen
• 1:27:22
  apart
• 1:27:22
  and
• 1:27:22
  cried.
• 1:27:22
  Yeah.
• 1:27:23
  If
• 1:27:23
  Buck
• 1:27:24
  had
• 1:27:24
  just
• 1:27:24
  hugged
• 1:27:24
  him
• 1:27:25
  in
• 1:27:25
  a
• 1:27:25
  second.
• 1:27:26
  He
• 1:27:26
  was
• 1:27:27
  right
• 1:27:27
  there.
• 1:27:28
  So
• 1:27:29
  Eddie
• 1:27:29
  says,
• 1:27:30
  he
• 1:27:30
  saved
• 1:27:30
  my
• 1:27:30
  life
• 1:27:31
  and
• 1:27:31
  I
• 1:27:31
  wasn't
• 1:27:31
  there
• 1:27:31
  to
• 1:27:31
  save
• 1:27:32
  his.
• 1:27:32
  And
• 1:27:32
  he.
• 1:27:32
  Then
• 1:27:32
  he
• 1:27:32
  turns
• 1:27:33
  completely
• 1:27:33
  back
• 1:27:33
  around
• 1:27:33
  a
• 1:27:33
  Buck,
• 1:27:34
  and
• 1:27:34
  it
• 1:27:34
  says,
• 1:27:35
  a
• 1:27:35
  part
• 1:27:35
  of
• 1:27:35
  me
• 1:27:35
  will
• 1:27:35
  always
• 1:27:36
  wonder
• 1:27:36
  if
• 1:27:36
  I
• 1:27:36
  was
• 1:27:36
  there,
• 1:27:37
  could
• 1:27:37
  I
• 1:27:37
  have
• 1:27:37
  made
• 1:27:37
  a
• 1:27:38
  difference?
• 1:27:38
  And
• 1:27:38
  he's
• 1:27:39
  is
• 1:27:39
  very
• 1:27:40
  obviously.
• 1:27:41
  I
• 1:27:41
  mean,
• 1:27:41
  to
• 1:27:42
  us,
• 1:27:44
  it's
• 1:27:44
  about
• 1:27:44
  him
• 1:27:44
  then
• 1:27:45
  him
• 1:27:45
  blaming
• 1:27:45
  himself
• 1:27:47
  and
• 1:27:47
  him
• 1:27:48
  needing
• 1:27:48
  comfort
• 1:27:49
  to
• 1:27:50
  not
• 1:27:50
  blame
• 1:27:50
  himself
• 1:27:50
  because
• 1:27:51
  he,
• 1:27:51
  like,
• 1:27:51
  he
• 1:27:52
  can't
• 1:27:52
  let
• 1:27:52
  himself
• 1:27:53
  feel
• 1:27:53
  the
• 1:27:53
  emotion
• 1:27:53
  because
• 1:27:54
  he
• 1:27:54
  blames
• 1:27:54
  himself.
• 1:27:55
  Yeah.
• 1:27:56
  And
• 1:27:56
  I
• 1:27:56
  think
• 1:27:56
  that
• 1:27:57
  is
• 1:27:57
  like
• 1:27:58
  him
• 1:27:58
  being
• 1:27:59
  the
• 1:28:00
  most
• 1:28:00
  vulnerable
• 1:28:02
  in
• 1:28:02
  this
• 1:28:02
  entire
• 1:28:03
  scene
• 1:28:04
  because
• 1:28:05
  that
• 1:28:05
  is
• 1:28:05
  like
• 1:28:05
  the
• 1:28:06
  deep,
• 1:28:06
  the
• 1:28:07
  deepest
• 1:28:07
  rooted
• 1:28:08
  part
• 1:28:08
  of
• 1:28:08
  himself
• 1:28:08
  of.
• 1:28:09
  Oh,
• 1:28:09
  yeah,
• 1:28:09
  of
• 1:28:09
  him
• 1:28:10
  blaming
• 1:28:10
  himself
• 1:28:10
  because
• 1:28:11
  he
• 1:28:11
  wasn't
• 1:28:11
  there.
• 1:28:12
  Again,
• 1:28:13
  so
• 1:28:14
  much
• 1:28:14
  of
• 1:28:14
  Eddie's
• 1:28:15
  trauma,
• 1:28:15
  as
• 1:28:16
  opposed
• 1:28:16
  to
• 1:28:16
  Bucks,
• 1:28:16
  which
• 1:28:17
  is
• 1:28:17
  being.
• 1:28:17
  Which
• 1:28:18
  is
• 1:28:18
  abandonment.
• 1:28:19
  Eddie's
• 1:28:19
  is
• 1:28:19
  not
• 1:28:20
  being
• 1:28:20
  there.
• 1:28:21
  And
• 1:28:21
  so
• 1:28:22
  that
• 1:28:22
  just
• 1:28:22
  like,
• 1:28:23
  brings
• 1:28:23
  all
• 1:28:23
  of
• 1:28:24
  the.
• 1:28:24
  All
• 1:28:24
  of
• 1:28:24
  that
• 1:28:26
  trauma
• 1:28:27
  back
• 1:28:27
  up
• 1:28:27
  again.
• 1:28:28
  And
• 1:28:28
  he
• 1:28:29
  is
• 1:28:30
  playing
• 1:28:30
  himself
• 1:28:31
  open
• 1:28:31
  for
• 1:28:31
  Buck
• 1:28:32
  at
• 1:28:32
  this
• 1:28:32
  moment.
• 1:28:33
  And
• 1:28:33
  I
• 1:28:33
  do
• 1:28:34
  love
• 1:28:35
  how
• 1:28:35
  steady
• 1:28:37
  Buck's
• 1:28:37
  gaze
• 1:28:38
  is
• 1:28:38
  on
• 1:28:39
  Eddie.
• 1:28:39
  He
• 1:28:40
  doesn't
• 1:28:40
  blink.
• 1:28:41
  He.
• 1:28:41
  His
• 1:28:41
  eyes
• 1:28:42
  don't,
• 1:28:43
  like,
• 1:28:44
  look
• 1:28:44
  around
• 1:28:45
  too
• 1:28:45
  much.
• 1:28:46
  He
• 1:28:46
  doesn't
• 1:28:47
  close
• 1:28:47
  his
• 1:28:47
  eyes
• 1:28:47
  to,
• 1:28:48
  like,
• 1:28:48
  take
• 1:28:48
  it
• 1:28:49
  in.
• 1:28:49
  I
• 1:28:49
  think
• 1:28:49
  that's
• 1:28:50
  a
• 1:28:50
  very
• 1:28:50
  smart
• 1:28:51
  decision
• 1:28:51
  on
• 1:28:52
  Oliver's
• 1:28:52
  part
• 1:28:52
  to
• 1:28:53
  just
• 1:28:53
  have
• 1:28:53
  him
• 1:28:54
  watching
• 1:28:55
  Eddie,
• 1:28:56
  like.
• 1:28:57
  Like,
• 1:28:57
  just
• 1:28:57
  then,
• 1:28:58
  that
• 1:28:58
  whole
• 1:28:58
  time,
• 1:28:59
  like,
• 1:29:00
  undivided
• 1:29:01
  attention.
• 1:29:02
  Because
• 1:29:03
  Eddie
• 1:29:03
  has
• 1:29:04
  just
• 1:29:04
  wanted
• 1:29:04
  to
• 1:29:05
  be
• 1:29:05
  seen
• 1:29:05
  this
• 1:29:06
  whole
• 1:29:06
  time.
• 1:29:07
  He
• 1:29:07
  just
• 1:29:07
  wants
• 1:29:08
  to
• 1:29:08
  be
• 1:29:08
  told
• 1:29:08
  that
• 1:29:08
  it's
• 1:29:09
  not
• 1:29:09
  his
• 1:29:09
  fault.
• 1:29:10
  And
• 1:29:10
  yeah,
• 1:29:11
  hugged
• 1:29:11
  like
• 1:29:11
  that's
• 1:29:12
  literally
• 1:29:12
  all
• 1:29:13
  Buck
• 1:29:13
  had
• 1:29:13
  to
• 1:29:14
  do
• 1:29:14
  here
• 1:29:14
  to
• 1:29:14
  land
• 1:29:15
  the
• 1:29:15
  plane.
• 1:29:18
  It's
• 1:29:18
  all
• 1:29:18
  he
• 1:29:18
  had
• 1:29:18
  to
• 1:29:19
  do.
• 1:29:19
  But
• 1:29:19
  instead
• 1:29:19
  his.
• 1:29:20
  His
• 1:29:20
  fucked
• 1:29:21
  up
• 1:29:21
  brain.
• 1:29:21
  Yeah,
• 1:29:22
  they're
• 1:29:22
  the
• 1:29:22
  wrong
• 1:29:23
  way.
• 1:29:26
  They're
• 1:29:27
  both
• 1:29:27
  so
• 1:29:28
  embroiled
• 1:29:29
  in
• 1:29:29
  their
• 1:29:29
  own
• 1:29:32
  insecurities
• 1:29:33
  of
• 1:29:33
  what
• 1:29:33
  has
• 1:29:34
  happened.
• 1:29:35
  Being
• 1:29:35
  abandoned
• 1:29:36
  by
• 1:29:36
  Bobby,
• 1:29:37
  Eddie
• 1:29:37
  not
• 1:29:37
  being
• 1:29:38
  there
• 1:29:38
  for
• 1:29:38
  Bobby,
• 1:29:39
  that
• 1:29:39
  they
• 1:29:39
  can't
• 1:29:41
  even.
• 1:29:41
  Even
• 1:29:42
  though
• 1:29:42
  Eddie
• 1:29:42
  is
• 1:29:43
  doing
• 1:29:43
  so
• 1:29:43
  much
• 1:29:44
  to
• 1:29:45
  reach
• 1:29:45
  Buck
• 1:29:46
  emotionally
• 1:29:46
  and
• 1:29:47
  to
• 1:29:47
  open
• 1:29:47
  himself
• 1:29:48
  up
• 1:29:48
  so
• 1:29:48
  Buck
• 1:29:49
  can
• 1:29:49
  then
• 1:29:49
  open
• 1:29:49
  up.
• 1:29:50
  It's
• 1:29:50
  that.
• 1:29:50
  It's
• 1:29:51
  that
• 1:29:51
  give
• 1:29:51
  and
• 1:29:52
  take
• 1:29:52
  that
• 1:29:52
  we
• 1:29:52
  see
• 1:29:53
  so
• 1:29:53
  often
• 1:29:53
  with.
• 1:29:54
  With
• 1:29:54
  other
• 1:29:54
  couples
• 1:29:55
  like
• 1:29:55
  Chimney
• 1:29:56
  and
• 1:29:56
  Maddie
• 1:29:57
  that
• 1:29:57
  they
• 1:29:57
  do
• 1:29:57
  so,
• 1:29:57
  well,
• 1:29:58
  this,
• 1:29:58
  like,
• 1:29:58
  I'm
• 1:29:58
  gonna
• 1:29:59
  be
• 1:29:59
  a
• 1:29:59
  little
• 1:29:59
  vulnerable,
• 1:30:00
  so
• 1:30:00
  then
• 1:30:00
  you
• 1:30:00
  can
• 1:30:00
  be
• 1:30:00
  vulnerable
• 1:30:02
  right
• 1:30:02
  back
• 1:30:02
  at
• 1:30:02
  me.
• 1:30:03
  And
• 1:30:03
  Eddie
• 1:30:03
  is
• 1:30:03
  trying
• 1:30:04
  so
• 1:30:04
  hard
• 1:30:04
  to
• 1:30:04
  do
• 1:30:04
  that,
• 1:30:05
  but
• 1:30:05
  they're
• 1:30:05
  just
• 1:30:06
  so.
• 1:30:06
  They're
• 1:30:07
  still
• 1:30:07
  so,
• 1:30:07
  like,
• 1:30:07
  far
• 1:30:08
  apart
• 1:30:08
  in
• 1:30:09
  their
• 1:30:09
  insecurities.
• 1:30:10
  They're.
• 1:30:10
  They're
• 1:30:10
  so
• 1:30:10
  entrenched
• 1:30:11
  in
• 1:30:11
  it
• 1:30:11
  that
• 1:30:12
  they.
• 1:30:13
  You
• 1:30:14
  know,
• 1:30:14
  Eddie
• 1:30:14
  is
• 1:30:14
  trying
• 1:30:14
  to
• 1:30:15
  reach
• 1:30:15
  out,
• 1:30:15
  but
• 1:30:16
  he
• 1:30:16
  can
• 1:30:16
  only
• 1:30:16
  reach
• 1:30:16
  out
• 1:30:16
  so
• 1:30:17
  far.
• 1:30:17
  And
• 1:30:18
  Buck
• 1:30:18
  is,
• 1:30:19
  like,
• 1:30:19
  so
• 1:30:20
  insulated
• 1:30:21
  into
• 1:30:21
  himself,
• 1:30:22
  like,
• 1:30:22
  small
• 1:30:23
  inside
• 1:30:24
  his,
• 1:30:24
  like,
• 1:30:24
  steel
• 1:30:25
  wall
• 1:30:25
  of.
• 1:30:26
  I
• 1:30:26
  gotta
• 1:30:27
  be
• 1:30:27
  fine.
• 1:30:28
  Like
• 1:30:28
  that
• 1:30:29
  they.
• 1:30:29
  That
• 1:30:29
  they
• 1:30:29
  just
• 1:30:30
  can't
• 1:30:30
  reach
• 1:30:30
  each
• 1:30:31
  other
• 1:30:31
  at
• 1:30:31
  this
• 1:30:32
  point.
• 1:30:32
  It's
• 1:30:32
  also,
• 1:30:33
  you
• 1:30:34
  know,
• 1:30:34
  they've
• 1:30:34
  never
• 1:30:35
  grieved
• 1:30:35
  together,
• 1:30:36
  so
• 1:30:37
  it's.
• 1:30:37
  It's
• 1:30:37
  a
• 1:30:37
  new
• 1:30:38
  language.
• 1:30:38
  It's
• 1:30:39
  not
• 1:30:39
  something
• 1:30:39
  that
• 1:30:40
  they
• 1:30:40
  can.
• 1:30:40
  Like
• 1:30:40
  a
• 1:30:40
  lot
• 1:30:40
  of
• 1:30:41
  the
• 1:30:41
  other
• 1:30:41
  things.
• 1:30:41
  They
• 1:30:42
  don't
• 1:30:42
  know
• 1:30:42
  how
• 1:30:42
  to.
• 1:30:42
  How
• 1:30:43
  to
• 1:30:43
  navigate
• 1:30:43
  it.
• 1:30:44
  They
• 1:30:44
  don't
• 1:30:44
  have
• 1:30:44
  an
• 1:30:45
  unspoken.
• 1:30:47
  You
• 1:30:47
  know,
• 1:30:47
  we
• 1:30:48
  just
• 1:30:48
  make
• 1:30:48
  faces
• 1:30:48
  at
• 1:30:48
  each
• 1:30:49
  other,
• 1:30:49
  and
• 1:30:49
  that's
• 1:30:49
  how
• 1:30:49
  we
• 1:30:49
  communicate
• 1:30:50
  about
• 1:30:50
  the
• 1:30:50
  situation
• 1:30:50
  to
• 1:30:51
  know
• 1:30:51
  what
• 1:30:51
  the
• 1:30:51
  other
• 1:30:51
  person
• 1:30:51
  needs.
• 1:30:52
  They
• 1:30:52
  don't
• 1:30:52
  know
• 1:30:52
  what
• 1:30:53
  these
• 1:30:53
  faces
• 1:30:53
  mean.
• 1:30:54
  Yeah.
• 1:30:54
  This
• 1:30:55
  is
• 1:30:55
  the
• 1:30:55
  season
• 1:30:55
  of
• 1:30:57
  season
• 1:30:57
  eight,
• 1:30:58
  buddy.
• 1:30:58
  Miscommunication.
• 1:31:00
  That's
• 1:31:00
  really
• 1:31:01
  what
• 1:31:01
  the
• 1:31:01
  season
• 1:31:02
  was.
• 1:31:02
  Oh,
• 1:31:02
  it's.
• 1:31:02
  It's
• 1:31:03
  gonna
• 1:31:03
  keep
• 1:31:03
  happening,
• 1:31:04
  and
• 1:31:04
  it's
• 1:31:04
  on
• 1:31:04
  purpose,
• 1:31:05
  and.
• 1:31:05
  And
• 1:31:05
  it's
• 1:31:05
  gonna
• 1:31:06
  continue
• 1:31:06
  into
• 1:31:06
  season
• 1:31:06
  nine.
• 1:31:07
  Yep.
• 1:31:08
  And
• 1:31:08
  is.
• 1:31:09
  But
• 1:31:09
  I'm
• 1:31:10
  so
• 1:31:10
  glad
• 1:31:10
  we
• 1:31:10
  have
• 1:31:10
  this
• 1:31:11
  kind
• 1:31:11
  of
• 1:31:11
  scene
• 1:31:11
  because
• 1:31:12
  it
• 1:31:12
  really
• 1:31:12
  is
• 1:31:13
  so
• 1:31:14
  fascinating.
• 1:31:15
  It's
• 1:31:16
  such
• 1:31:16
  a
• 1:31:16
  good
• 1:31:16
  character
• 1:31:16
  study.
• 1:31:17
  Eddie's
• 1:31:18
  face
• 1:31:18
  immediately
• 1:31:18
  closes
• 1:31:19
  off
• 1:31:19
  after
• 1:31:19
  Buck
• 1:31:20
  comes
• 1:31:20
  at
• 1:31:21
  him
• 1:31:21
  with,
• 1:31:21
  you
• 1:31:21
  didn't
• 1:31:22
  think
• 1:31:22
  I
• 1:31:22
  did
• 1:31:22
  everything
• 1:31:22
  I
• 1:31:23
  could
• 1:31:23
  to
• 1:31:23
  save
• 1:31:23
  him.
• 1:31:24
  His
• 1:31:24
  face
• 1:31:24
  closes
• 1:31:25
  off
• 1:31:25
  and
• 1:31:25
  he
• 1:31:25
  looks.
• 1:31:26
  He
• 1:31:26
  looks
• 1:31:26
  angry
• 1:31:27
  again.
• 1:31:27
  But
• 1:31:28
  again,
• 1:31:28
  it's
• 1:31:28
  all.
• 1:31:30
  It's
• 1:31:30
  not
• 1:31:30
  at
• 1:31:30
  Buck.
• 1:31:31
  It's
• 1:31:31
  not
• 1:31:31
  himself.
• 1:31:32
  It's
• 1:31:32
  at
• 1:31:32
  himself.
• 1:31:33
  He's
• 1:31:33
  like,
• 1:31:34
  I
• 1:31:34
  don't
• 1:31:34
  know,
• 1:31:34
  Buck.
• 1:31:34
  I
• 1:31:34
  wasn't
• 1:31:35
  there.
• 1:31:36
  And
• 1:31:36
  it's
• 1:31:36
  just
• 1:31:36
  like,
• 1:31:36
  they're
• 1:31:37
  having
• 1:31:37
  two
• 1:31:37
  different
• 1:31:38
  conversations.
• 1:31:39
  They
• 1:31:40
  are.
• 1:31:41
  That's
• 1:31:41
  the
• 1:31:41
  thing.
• 1:31:42
  They're.
• 1:31:43
  They're
• 1:31:44
  having
• 1:31:44
  two
• 1:31:44
  different
• 1:31:44
  conversations.
• 1:31:45
  They
• 1:31:45
  think
• 1:31:45
  they're
• 1:31:46
  having
• 1:31:46
  the
• 1:31:46
  same
• 1:31:46
  conversation.
• 1:31:48
  They're
• 1:31:49
  not.
• 1:31:49
  And
• 1:31:49
  also
• 1:31:50
  the
• 1:31:50
  way.
• 1:31:50
  The
• 1:31:51
  way
• 1:31:51
  Eddie
• 1:31:51
  says,
• 1:31:51
  like,
• 1:31:52
  I
• 1:31:52
  don't
• 1:31:52
  know,
• 1:31:52
  but
• 1:31:53
  I
• 1:31:53
  wasn't
• 1:31:53
  there.
• 1:31:54
  He.
• 1:31:54
  His
• 1:31:55
  head
• 1:31:55
  kind
• 1:31:55
  of
• 1:31:55
  shakes
• 1:31:55
  a
• 1:31:56
  little
• 1:31:56
  bit.
• 1:31:57
  And,
• 1:31:57
  like,
• 1:31:57
  his
• 1:31:57
  body,
• 1:31:58
  like.
• 1:31:58
  Like,
• 1:31:58
  he
• 1:31:58
  looks
• 1:31:59
  like
• 1:31:59
  he's
• 1:31:59
  almost
• 1:31:59
  gearing
• 1:32:00
  up
• 1:32:00
  for
• 1:32:02
  a
• 1:32:02
  fight.
• 1:32:03
  Like,
• 1:32:03
  again,
• 1:32:04
  almost
• 1:32:04
  like.
• 1:32:05
  Like
• 1:32:05
  stealing
• 1:32:05
  himself
• 1:32:06
  to,
• 1:32:06
  like,
• 1:32:07
  yeah,
• 1:32:07
  I'm
• 1:32:07
  good.
• 1:32:08
  I'm
• 1:32:08
  gonna
• 1:32:08
  be
• 1:32:08
  tough
• 1:32:09
  again,
• 1:32:09
  like.
• 1:32:10
  But
• 1:32:10
  it's
• 1:32:10
  not
• 1:32:11
  directed
• 1:32:12
  at
• 1:32:12
  Buck.
• 1:32:12
  It
• 1:32:12
  is
• 1:32:13
  actually,
• 1:32:13
  again,
• 1:32:14
  directed
• 1:32:14
  at
• 1:32:15
  himself.
• 1:32:16
  All
• 1:32:16
  of
• 1:32:16
  that
• 1:32:16
  is
• 1:32:16
  internalized.
• 1:32:18
  So
• 1:32:19
  when
• 1:32:19
  Eddie
• 1:32:20
  is
• 1:32:20
  like,
• 1:32:20
  I
• 1:32:20
  don't
• 1:32:21
  know,
• 1:32:21
  Buck.
• 1:32:21
  I
• 1:32:21
  wasn't
• 1:32:22
  there.
• 1:32:23
  Yeah.
• 1:32:23
  This
• 1:32:24
  Is
• 1:32:24
  just
• 1:32:24
  like
• 1:32:24
  that.
• 1:32:25
  That
• 1:32:25
  major
• 1:32:25
  miscommunication
• 1:32:26
  because
• 1:32:26
  Buck
• 1:32:27
  thinks
• 1:32:27
  that
• 1:32:27
  he's
• 1:32:28
  blaming.
• 1:32:29
  That
• 1:32:29
  Eddie's
• 1:32:29
  blaming
• 1:32:30
  him
• 1:32:30
  for
• 1:32:30
  not
• 1:32:30
  being
• 1:32:31
  there
• 1:32:31
  and.
• 1:32:32
  But
• 1:32:32
  it's
• 1:32:32
  just
• 1:32:32
  like
• 1:32:33
  they're
• 1:32:33
  so
• 1:32:34
  involved
• 1:32:34
  in
• 1:32:34
  their
• 1:32:35
  own
• 1:32:35
  issues.
• 1:32:37
  Sorry,
• 1:32:37
  I
• 1:32:37
  just
• 1:32:38
  had
• 1:32:38
  this
• 1:32:38
  thought.
• 1:32:40
  Eddie
• 1:32:40
  storms.
• 1:32:41
  Eddie
• 1:32:42
  storms
• 1:32:42
  out
• 1:32:43
  to
• 1:32:43
  the
• 1:32:43
  couch.
• 1:32:45
  Like
• 1:32:46
  10ft
• 1:32:46
  away.
• 1:32:48
  In
• 1:32:49
  the
• 1:32:49
  open,
• 1:32:50
  somebody.
• 1:32:50
  I
• 1:32:50
  can't
• 1:32:51
  even
• 1:32:51
  slam
• 1:32:51
  a
• 1:32:51
  door.
• 1:32:52
  I
• 1:32:52
  think
• 1:32:52
  I
• 1:32:52
  wanted
• 1:32:53
  to
• 1:32:53
  fix
• 1:32:53
  that.
• 1:32:53
  I
• 1:32:53
  read
• 1:32:53
  there
• 1:32:54
  some.
• 1:32:54
  Or
• 1:32:55
  maybe
• 1:32:55
  it
• 1:32:55
  was
• 1:32:55
  a
• 1:32:55
  Twitter.
• 1:32:56
  It
• 1:32:57
  was
• 1:32:57
  like
• 1:32:57
  a
• 1:32:57
  tweet
• 1:32:58
  and
• 1:32:58
  someone.
• 1:32:59
  Was
• 1:32:59
  like.
• 1:33:02
  Something
• 1:33:02
  about
• 1:33:02
  like
• 1:33:03
  one
• 1:33:03
  of
• 1:33:03
  them
• 1:33:03
  storming
• 1:33:04
  off
• 1:33:04
  and
• 1:33:04
  like
• 1:33:04
  they
• 1:33:05
  go
• 1:33:05
  outside
• 1:33:06
  and
• 1:33:06
  then
• 1:33:06
  they're
• 1:33:06
  like,
• 1:33:07
  oh,
• 1:33:07
  wait,
• 1:33:08
  I
• 1:33:08
  actually
• 1:33:08
  live
• 1:33:08
  here.
• 1:33:09
  I
• 1:33:09
  sleep
• 1:33:09
  here.
• 1:33:12
  And
• 1:33:12
  then
• 1:33:13
  have
• 1:33:13
  to
• 1:33:13
  like
• 1:33:13
  slink
• 1:33:13
  back
• 1:33:14
  inside.
• 1:33:14
  Being
• 1:33:14
  like.
• 1:33:15
  Like
• 1:33:15
  the
• 1:33:15
  most
• 1:33:15
  privacy
• 1:33:16
  you
• 1:33:16
  could
• 1:33:16
  have
• 1:33:16
  gotten
• 1:33:16
  was
• 1:33:17
  like
• 1:33:17
  just
• 1:33:17
  going
• 1:33:18
  to
• 1:33:18
  the
• 1:33:18
  bathroom
• 1:33:18
  and
• 1:33:18
  taking
• 1:33:19
  a
• 1:33:19
  shower
• 1:33:19
  or
• 1:33:19
  something.
• 1:33:20
  Yeah,
• 1:33:21
  yeah.
• 1:33:21
  The
• 1:33:22
  bathroom's
• 1:33:22
  too
• 1:33:22
  close
• 1:33:22
  to
• 1:33:23
  Buck's
• 1:33:23
  room.
• 1:33:25
  I
• 1:33:25
  also.
• 1:33:25
  We
• 1:33:25
  don't
• 1:33:26
  even
• 1:33:26
  know
• 1:33:26
  what's
• 1:33:26
  happening
• 1:33:26
  with
• 1:33:26
  the
• 1:33:27
  guest.
• 1:33:27
  With
• 1:33:27
  Christopher's
• 1:33:28
  room.
• 1:33:29
  I
• 1:33:29
  mean,
• 1:33:30
  shrine.
• 1:33:31
  It
• 1:33:31
  is.
• 1:33:31
  It's
• 1:33:32
  empty.
• 1:33:32
  I
• 1:33:32
  also
• 1:33:33
  find
• 1:33:33
  it
• 1:33:33
  kind
• 1:33:33
  of
• 1:33:33
  fascinating
• 1:33:34
  that
• 1:33:35
  Eddie
• 1:33:35
  is
• 1:33:36
  the
• 1:33:36
  one
• 1:33:36
  to
• 1:33:36
  leave
• 1:33:37
  this
• 1:33:37
  scene.
• 1:33:38
  He's
• 1:33:38
  the
• 1:33:38
  one
• 1:33:39
  to
• 1:33:39
  exit
• 1:33:39
  the
• 1:33:39
  kitchen
• 1:33:40
  because
• 1:33:41
  he
• 1:33:41
  was
• 1:33:41
  the
• 1:33:41
  one
• 1:33:41
  to
• 1:33:42
  enter
• 1:33:42
  the
• 1:33:42
  kitchen.
• 1:33:43
  Buck
• 1:33:43
  was
• 1:33:43
  already
• 1:33:44
  there
• 1:33:44
  and
• 1:33:45
  he
• 1:33:46
  left
• 1:33:46
  first.
• 1:33:47
  Buck
• 1:33:47
  was
• 1:33:48
  already
• 1:33:48
  in
• 1:33:48
  the
• 1:33:48
  kitchen.
• 1:33:48
  He
• 1:33:49
  was
• 1:33:49
  already
• 1:33:49
  there.
• 1:33:49
  He's
• 1:33:50
  staying
• 1:33:50
  in
• 1:33:50
  the
• 1:33:50
  kitchen.
• 1:33:50
  And
• 1:33:51
  it
• 1:33:51
  was
• 1:33:51
  Eddie
• 1:33:52
  to
• 1:33:52
  like,
• 1:33:52
  come
• 1:33:52
  in
• 1:33:53
  and
• 1:33:53
  leave.
• 1:33:54
  Okay.
• 1:33:54
  Almost
• 1:33:54
  like
• 1:33:54
  he
• 1:33:55
  is.
• 1:33:56
  He's
• 1:33:56
  so
• 1:33:56
  much
• 1:33:57
  more
• 1:33:57
  transitory
• 1:33:58
  in
• 1:33:58
  Buck's
• 1:33:59
  life
• 1:33:59
  now
• 1:34:00
  because
• 1:34:01
  maybe
• 1:34:02
  he
• 1:34:02
  doesn't
• 1:34:02
  belong
• 1:34:03
  anymore
• 1:34:04
  because
• 1:34:04
  he
• 1:34:04
  belongs
• 1:34:05
  in
• 1:34:05
  El
• 1:34:05
  Paso.
• 1:34:05
  We
• 1:34:05
  know
• 1:34:05
  that's
• 1:34:06
  not
• 1:34:06
  true.
• 1:34:06
  But,
• 1:34:07
  like,
• 1:34:07
  he
• 1:34:07
  doesn't
• 1:34:07
  feel
• 1:34:08
  like
• 1:34:08
  he
• 1:34:08
  has
• 1:34:08
  the
• 1:34:09
  right
• 1:34:09
  to
• 1:34:09
  stay
• 1:34:10
  or.
• 1:34:11
  Or
• 1:34:11
  the
• 1:34:11
  plans
• 1:34:11
  to
• 1:34:12
  stay.
• 1:34:12
  But
• 1:34:12
  also.
• 1:34:13
  Well,
• 1:34:13
  yeah,
• 1:34:13
  it's
• 1:34:14
  not.
• 1:34:14
  It's
• 1:34:14
  not
• 1:34:14
  his
• 1:34:15
  house
• 1:34:15
  anymore.
• 1:34:15
  I
• 1:34:16
  know.
• 1:34:16
  Well,
• 1:34:17
  it's
• 1:34:17
  technically
• 1:34:17
  still
• 1:34:18
  his
• 1:34:18
  house,
• 1:34:18
  but
• 1:34:18
  it's
• 1:34:19
  not.
• 1:34:19
  He's
• 1:34:20
  leasing
• 1:34:20
  it.
• 1:34:20
  But
• 1:34:20
  yeah,
• 1:34:21
  I
• 1:34:21
  kind
• 1:34:21
  of
• 1:34:22
  just
• 1:34:22
  read
• 1:34:22
  it
• 1:34:22
  as
• 1:34:23
  he
• 1:34:23
  kind
• 1:34:23
  of
• 1:34:24
  opened
• 1:34:24
  up
• 1:34:24
  as
• 1:34:24
  much
• 1:34:25
  as
• 1:34:25
  he
• 1:34:25
  was
• 1:34:25
  fucking
• 1:34:25
  able
• 1:34:26
  to.
• 1:34:26
  And
• 1:34:26
  now
• 1:34:26
  he
• 1:34:26
  has
• 1:34:27
  to
• 1:34:27
  go,
• 1:34:27
  like,
• 1:34:28
  sew
• 1:34:28
  himself
• 1:34:29
  back
• 1:34:29
  up.
• 1:34:29
  Yeah.
• 1:34:30
  All
• 1:34:30
  the
• 1:34:30
  wounds
• 1:34:31
  that
• 1:34:31
  he
• 1:34:31
  just
• 1:34:31
  self
• 1:34:31
  inflicted
• 1:34:32
  to
• 1:34:32
  try
• 1:34:32
  and
• 1:34:33
  like,
• 1:34:33
  get
• 1:34:33
  Buck
• 1:34:34
  to
• 1:34:34
  open
• 1:34:35
  up.
• 1:34:35
  And
• 1:34:36
  he
• 1:34:36
  also
• 1:34:36
  does
• 1:34:36
  like
• 1:34:36
  to
• 1:34:37
  have
• 1:34:37
  the
• 1:34:37
  last
• 1:34:37
  word
• 1:34:38
  a
• 1:34:38
  little
• 1:34:39
  bit.
• 1:34:39
  Well,
• 1:34:39
  yeah,
• 1:34:40
  part
• 1:34:40
  of
• 1:34:40
  that,
• 1:34:40
  like,
• 1:34:41
  last
• 1:34:41
  little
• 1:34:42
  sting
• 1:34:42
  of.
• 1:34:43
  Well,
• 1:34:43
  think
• 1:34:44
  on
• 1:34:44
  that.
• 1:34:45
  And
• 1:34:45
  now
• 1:34:45
  I'm
• 1:34:46
  gonna
• 1:34:46
  leave.
• 1:34:46
  But
• 1:34:46
  again,
• 1:34:47
  it
• 1:34:47
  wasn't
• 1:34:47
  directed.
• 1:34:48
  This
• 1:34:48
  one.
• 1:34:48
  This
• 1:34:49
  last
• 1:34:49
  one
• 1:34:49
  wasn't
• 1:34:50
  directed
• 1:34:50
  at
• 1:34:50
  Buck.
• 1:34:51
  He
• 1:34:51
  is
• 1:34:51
  so
• 1:34:51
  angry
• 1:34:52
  at
• 1:34:52
  himself
• 1:34:52
  for
• 1:34:52
  not
• 1:34:52
  being
• 1:34:53
  there
• 1:34:53
  again.
• 1:34:53
  Yeah.
• 1:34:54
  Then
• 1:34:54
  he
• 1:34:54
  just
• 1:34:54
  goes
• 1:34:54
  and
• 1:34:55
  pouts
• 1:34:55
  on
• 1:34:55
  the
• 1:34:55
  couch.
• 1:34:57
  You
• 1:34:57
  think
• 1:34:57
  how
• 1:34:58
  the
• 1:34:58
  blanket
• 1:34:58
  over
• 1:34:58
  his
• 1:34:58
  head.
• 1:34:59
  So
• 1:34:59
  that
• 1:34:59
  when
• 1:34:59
  Buck
• 1:34:59
  came
• 1:35:00
  through,
• 1:35:00
  he
• 1:35:00
  Couldn't
• 1:35:00
  see
• 1:35:00
  him.
• 1:35:02
  But
• 1:35:02
  the
• 1:35:02
  thing
• 1:35:02
  is
• 1:35:03
  too,
• 1:35:03
  like,
• 1:35:03
  when
• 1:35:03
  Buck
• 1:35:04
  leaves
• 1:35:04
  the
• 1:35:04
  kitchen,
• 1:35:05
  he
• 1:35:05
  has
• 1:35:05
  to
• 1:35:06
  walk
• 1:35:06
  right
• 1:35:06
  by.
• 1:35:07
  That's
• 1:35:07
  what
• 1:35:07
  I'm
• 1:35:07
  saying.
• 1:35:08
  And
• 1:35:08
  are
• 1:35:08
  they
• 1:35:08
  just
• 1:35:08
  like.
• 1:35:09
  No,
• 1:35:10
  no.
• 1:35:11
  He
• 1:35:11
  has
• 1:35:11
  to
• 1:35:12
  go
• 1:35:12
  through
• 1:35:12
  the
• 1:35:12
  living.
• 1:35:13
  Like
• 1:35:13
  the.
• 1:35:13
  Oh,
• 1:35:14
  true.
• 1:35:14
  Okay.
• 1:35:14
  That
• 1:35:15
  walkway
• 1:35:15
  that's
• 1:35:16
  in
• 1:35:16
  front
• 1:35:16
  of
• 1:35:16
  Christopher's
• 1:35:16
  room,
• 1:35:17
  he
• 1:35:17
  could
• 1:35:17
  have
• 1:35:17
  just.
• 1:35:17
  There's.
• 1:35:17
  Whoops.
• 1:35:19
  There's
• 1:35:19
  a.
• 1:35:19
  Never
• 1:35:20
  mind.
• 1:35:20
  Yeah,
• 1:35:21
  but
• 1:35:22
  it
• 1:35:22
  is.
• 1:35:22
  Okay.
• 1:35:23
  So
• 1:35:23
  then
• 1:35:23
  it
• 1:35:23
  is
• 1:35:23
  interesting,
• 1:35:24
  though,
• 1:35:24
  in
• 1:35:24
  the
• 1:35:25
  next
• 1:35:25
  scene,
• 1:35:25
  which
• 1:35:25
  I
• 1:35:25
  don't
• 1:35:25
  think
• 1:35:26
  we.
• 1:35:26
  We
• 1:35:26
  have
• 1:35:26
  here,
• 1:35:27
  but,
• 1:35:27
  like,
• 1:35:27
  that
• 1:35:28
  next
• 1:35:28
  day,
• 1:35:29
  you
• 1:35:29
  know,
• 1:35:29
  when
• 1:35:29
  Eddie
• 1:35:30
  has,
• 1:35:30
  like,
• 1:35:30
  folded
• 1:35:31
  up
• 1:35:31
  the
• 1:35:31
  sheets
• 1:35:31
  and
• 1:35:32
  put
• 1:35:32
  it
• 1:35:32
  on
• 1:35:32
  the
• 1:35:32
  couch
• 1:35:32
  and
• 1:35:33
  gives
• 1:35:33
  the.
• 1:35:33
  No.
• 1:35:33
  And.
• 1:35:34
  And
• 1:35:34
  Buck
• 1:35:34
  comes
• 1:35:35
  out
• 1:35:35
  and
• 1:35:35
  he's
• 1:35:35
  like,
• 1:35:36
  hey,
• 1:35:36
  Eddie.
• 1:35:36
  And
• 1:35:37
  he's
• 1:35:37
  so
• 1:35:37
  ready
• 1:35:38
  to
• 1:35:38
  finally
• 1:35:39
  talk
• 1:35:40
  about
• 1:35:41
  something.
• 1:35:42
  And
• 1:35:42
  then
• 1:35:42
  Eddie's
• 1:35:43
  just
• 1:35:43
  not
• 1:35:43
  par
• 1:35:43
  for
• 1:35:44
  the
• 1:35:44
  course.
• 1:35:44
  Eddie's
• 1:35:44
  just
• 1:35:44
  not
• 1:35:45
  there.
• 1:35:45
  And
• 1:35:46
  Buck
• 1:35:46
  thinks
• 1:35:47
  he's
• 1:35:47
  been
• 1:35:47
  abandoned
• 1:35:48
  again.
• 1:35:49
  And
• 1:35:49
  we
• 1:35:50
  know
• 1:35:50
  it's.
• 1:35:51
  This
• 1:35:51
  is
• 1:35:51
  for
• 1:35:52
  good
• 1:35:52
  reason
• 1:35:52
  because
• 1:35:53
  this
• 1:35:53
  is
• 1:35:53
  Eddie
• 1:35:54
  making
• 1:35:54
  his
• 1:35:55
  apology
• 1:35:55
  and
• 1:35:56
  bringing
• 1:35:56
  Christopher
• 1:35:56
  and
• 1:35:57
  Peppa
• 1:35:57
  back
• 1:35:57
  into
• 1:35:57
  the
• 1:35:58
  picture.
• 1:35:58
  But
• 1:35:58
  just,
• 1:35:59
  like,
• 1:35:59
  the
• 1:36:00
  way
• 1:36:00
  that
• 1:36:00
  that
• 1:36:00
  leaves
• 1:36:01
  it,
• 1:36:01
  too,
• 1:36:01
  is
• 1:36:02
  so
• 1:36:02
  indicative
• 1:36:03
  of
• 1:36:03
  this
• 1:36:03
  entire
• 1:36:04
  thing.
• 1:36:04
  Like,
• 1:36:05
  it's.
• 1:36:05
  It's
• 1:36:06
  the
• 1:36:06
  same
• 1:36:06
  issue.
• 1:36:07
  Eddie
• 1:36:08
  is
• 1:36:08
  not
• 1:36:08
  there.
• 1:36:09
  Buck
• 1:36:09
  feels
• 1:36:10
  left
• 1:36:10
  again.
• 1:36:11
  They
• 1:36:11
  just.
• 1:36:12
  They
• 1:36:12
  just.
• 1:36:12
  Oh,
• 1:36:13
  my
• 1:36:13
  God.
• 1:36:13
  It's
• 1:36:13
  just.
• 1:36:13
  They
• 1:36:14
  need
• 1:36:14
  to
• 1:36:14
  talk.
• 1:36:15
  It's
• 1:36:15
  also
• 1:36:15
  just
• 1:36:15
  so
• 1:36:16
  purposeful
• 1:36:16
  because,
• 1:36:17
  like,
• 1:36:17
  Buck
• 1:36:17
  was
• 1:36:17
  ready
• 1:36:18
  to
• 1:36:18
  talk,
• 1:36:18
  but
• 1:36:19
  Eddie
• 1:36:19
  wasn't
• 1:36:19
  there.
• 1:36:20
  So,
• 1:36:20
  like,
• 1:36:20
  if
• 1:36:20
  he
• 1:36:20
  had
• 1:36:20
  been
• 1:36:20
  there,
• 1:36:21
  they
• 1:36:21
  would
• 1:36:21
  have
• 1:36:22
  actually
• 1:36:22
  had
• 1:36:22
  a
• 1:36:22
  conversation,
• 1:36:23
  but
• 1:36:24
  instead
• 1:36:24
  they
• 1:36:24
  were
• 1:36:25
  like,
• 1:36:25
  no.
• 1:36:26
  Yeah.
• 1:36:26
  Which,
• 1:36:26
  again,
• 1:36:27
  we're
• 1:36:27
  gonna
• 1:36:27
  write
• 1:36:27
  this
• 1:36:28
  again.
• 1:36:28
  Purposeful.
• 1:36:30
  I
• 1:36:30
  think
• 1:36:30
  we're
• 1:36:31
  seen
• 1:36:31
  to
• 1:36:31
  show
• 1:36:32
  how
• 1:36:32
  embedded
• 1:36:33
  he
• 1:36:33
  is
• 1:36:33
  in
• 1:36:33
  this
• 1:36:33
  family,
• 1:36:34
  not
• 1:36:34
  just
• 1:36:34
  with
• 1:36:34
  Christopher,
• 1:36:34
  but
• 1:36:35
  with
• 1:36:35
  Peppa
• 1:36:36
  and
• 1:36:37
  continue
• 1:36:38
  to
• 1:36:38
  not
• 1:36:38
  let
• 1:36:38
  them
• 1:36:39
  actually
• 1:36:39
  have
• 1:36:39
  real
• 1:36:39
  conversation.
• 1:36:42
  Interesting
• 1:36:43
  choices.
• 1:36:43
  Yeah,
• 1:36:44
  they're.
• 1:36:44
  They're
• 1:36:45
  really
• 1:36:45
  driving
• 1:36:46
  home
• 1:36:46
  this.
• 1:36:46
  Like,
• 1:36:47
  they're
• 1:36:48
  on
• 1:36:48
  opposite
• 1:36:48
  sides.
• 1:36:49
  They're
• 1:36:49
  not
• 1:36:49
  communicating
• 1:36:50
  the
• 1:36:50
  way
• 1:36:50
  they
• 1:36:51
  normally
• 1:36:51
  do.
• 1:36:51
  Oh,
• 1:36:51
  yeah,
• 1:36:52
  it's
• 1:36:52
  gonna
• 1:36:52
  be
• 1:36:52
  so
• 1:36:53
  juicy
• 1:36:53
  when
• 1:36:53
  they
• 1:36:54
  finally.
• 1:36:54
  I
• 1:36:54
  know.
• 1:36:57
  This
• 1:36:57
  scene
• 1:36:57
  just,
• 1:36:58
  like,
• 1:36:58
  every
• 1:36:58
  single
• 1:36:59
  part
• 1:36:59
  about
• 1:37:00
  it.
• 1:37:00
  It
• 1:37:00
  could
• 1:37:00
  straight
• 1:37:01
  up
• 1:37:01
  be,
• 1:37:01
  like,
• 1:37:02
  ripped
• 1:37:02
  out
• 1:37:02
  of,
• 1:37:03
  like,
• 1:37:04
  a
• 1:37:04
  romantic,
• 1:37:05
  like,
• 1:37:05
  drama.
• 1:37:06
  Yes.
• 1:37:07
  Of
• 1:37:07
  a
• 1:37:08
  married
• 1:37:08
  couple.
• 1:37:09
  Because
• 1:37:10
  this
• 1:37:10
  is
• 1:37:10
  what
• 1:37:10
  that
• 1:37:11
  is.
• 1:37:11
  It's.
• 1:37:12
  And
• 1:37:12
  it's
• 1:37:12
  filmed
• 1:37:13
  in
• 1:37:13
  that
• 1:37:13
  way,
• 1:37:13
  down.
• 1:37:14
  To
• 1:37:14
  Eddie
• 1:37:14
  sleeping
• 1:37:15
  on
• 1:37:15
  the
• 1:37:15
  couch
• 1:37:16
  and
• 1:37:16
  leaving
• 1:37:16
  a
• 1:37:16
  note
• 1:37:17
  that
• 1:37:17
  he
• 1:37:17
  left
• 1:37:17
  the
• 1:37:18
  next
• 1:37:18
  morning.
• 1:37:18
  Yeah,
• 1:37:19
  like.
• 1:37:19
  Like
• 1:37:20
  this.
• 1:37:20
  This
• 1:37:20
  whole
• 1:37:21
  scene
• 1:37:21
  could
• 1:37:21
  have
• 1:37:21
  been
• 1:37:22
  in
• 1:37:22
  a
• 1:37:22
  marriage
• 1:37:22
  story.
• 1:37:23
  Right.
• 1:37:25
  Oh,
• 1:37:25
  my
• 1:37:25
  God.
• 1:37:26
  Not
• 1:37:26
  that
• 1:37:27
  movie.
• 1:37:28
  Except
• 1:37:28
  maybe
• 1:37:29
  without,
• 1:37:29
  like,
• 1:37:29
  the
• 1:37:30
  making
• 1:37:30
  Holes
• 1:37:30
  in
• 1:37:31
  the
• 1:37:31
  wall.
• 1:37:32
  Already
• 1:37:32
  seen
• 1:37:33
  that.
• 1:37:33
  It's
• 1:37:34
  the
• 1:37:34
  vibe.
• 1:37:34
  It's
• 1:37:34
  the
• 1:37:35
  fact
• 1:37:35
  that
• 1:37:35
  it
• 1:37:35
  is
• 1:37:35
  the
• 1:37:36
  vibe.
• 1:37:36
  Yeah,
• 1:37:37
  it's.
• 1:37:37
  It's
• 1:37:38
  that
• 1:37:38
  everything
• 1:37:38
  was
• 1:37:38
  so
• 1:37:39
  intentional
• 1:37:39
  from
• 1:37:40
  every
• 1:37:40
  piece
• 1:37:40
  of
• 1:37:40
  this
• 1:37:41
  from
• 1:37:41
  the
• 1:37:42
  dialogue
• 1:37:42
  itself
• 1:37:43
  to
• 1:37:43
  the.
• 1:37:44
  The
• 1:37:44
  direction.
• 1:37:45
  Yes.
• 1:37:45
  In
• 1:37:45
  the
• 1:37:46
  script
• 1:37:47
  to
• 1:37:47
  the
• 1:37:47
  blocking,
• 1:37:48
  the
• 1:37:48
  lighting.
• 1:37:49
  Yeah.
• 1:37:50
  Costuming,
• 1:37:52
  acting,
• 1:37:52
  the
• 1:37:53
  directing,
• 1:37:53
  the
• 1:37:53
  cinematography,
• 1:37:54
  the
• 1:37:54
  shaky
• 1:37:55
  camera,
• 1:37:55
  the,
• 1:37:56
  like,
• 1:37:56
  everything
• 1:37:56
  we've
• 1:37:57
  talked
• 1:37:57
  about,
• 1:37:57
  like,
• 1:37:57
  all.
• 1:37:58
  It's
• 1:37:58
  also
• 1:37:58
  intentional
• 1:37:59
  to
• 1:37:59
  make
• 1:37:59
  it
• 1:37:59
  feel
• 1:37:59
  this
• 1:38:00
  way.
• 1:38:01
  This
• 1:38:01
  is
• 1:38:01
  possibly
• 1:38:02
  one
• 1:38:02
  of
• 1:38:02
  the
• 1:38:02
  best
• 1:38:03
  scenes
• 1:38:03
  of
• 1:38:03
  91
• 1:38:04
  1.
• 1:38:04
  I
• 1:38:04
  think
• 1:38:04
  it's
• 1:38:04
  a
• 1:38:05
  fantastic
• 1:38:05
  scene
• 1:38:06
  of
• 1:38:06
  television.
• 1:38:07
  I
• 1:38:07
  do
• 1:38:07
  think
• 1:38:08
  everyone
• 1:38:08
  involved
• 1:38:09
  should
• 1:38:10
  like.
• 1:38:10
  It's
• 1:38:10
  a
• 1:38:10
  perfect
• 1:38:11
  mesh
• 1:38:12
  of
• 1:38:12
  all
• 1:38:12
  of
• 1:38:13
  the
• 1:38:13
  different
• 1:38:14
  people
• 1:38:14
  involved
• 1:38:15
  in
• 1:38:15
  this.
• 1:38:15
  I
• 1:38:16
  do
• 1:38:16
  just
• 1:38:16
  want
• 1:38:16
  to
• 1:38:16
  say,
• 1:38:16
  like,
• 1:38:17
  the.
• 1:38:17
  The
• 1:38:17
  credits
• 1:38:18
  for
• 1:38:19
  this
• 1:38:19
  episode
• 1:38:19
  because
• 1:38:20
  it
• 1:38:20
  was
• 1:38:20
  written
• 1:38:21
  by
• 1:38:21
  Molly
• 1:38:22
  Greene
• 1:38:22
  and
• 1:38:22
  James
• 1:38:23
  Leffler,
• 1:38:24
  it
• 1:38:24
  was
• 1:38:24
  directed
• 1:38:25
  by
• 1:38:25
  Jonathan
• 1:38:26
  Lawrence.
• 1:38:27
  And
• 1:38:27
  then
• 1:38:27
  the.
• 1:38:29
  The
• 1:38:30
  director
• 1:38:30
  of
• 1:38:30
  photography
• 1:38:31
  was
• 1:38:31
  Andrew
• 1:38:31
  Mitchell.
• 1:38:33
  And
• 1:38:33
  I
• 1:38:34
  think
• 1:38:35
  we
• 1:38:35
  know.
• 1:38:35
  We
• 1:38:36
  know
• 1:38:36
  the
• 1:38:36
  actors,
• 1:38:36
  obviously,
• 1:38:37
  but
• 1:38:37
  I
• 1:38:37
  think.
• 1:38:38
  I
• 1:38:38
  think
• 1:38:39
  everything
• 1:38:39
  just
• 1:38:40
  like,
• 1:38:40
  came
• 1:38:40
  together
• 1:38:41
  in
• 1:38:42
  such
• 1:38:42
  a
• 1:38:43
  perfect
• 1:38:43
  way.
• 1:38:43
  Like
• 1:38:44
  all
• 1:38:44
  of.
• 1:38:45
  All
• 1:38:45
  of
• 1:38:45
  those
• 1:38:46
  different
• 1:38:46
  elements
• 1:38:47
  just
• 1:38:47
  works
• 1:38:48
  so
• 1:38:49
  well
• 1:38:49
  in
• 1:38:49
  the
• 1:38:49
  way
• 1:38:50
  that
• 1:38:50
  they
• 1:38:50
  decided
• 1:38:50
  to
• 1:38:51
  play
• 1:38:51
  this,
• 1:38:51
  like
• 1:38:52
  from
• 1:38:52
  the.
• 1:38:53
  From
• 1:38:53
  the
• 1:38:53
  handheld
• 1:38:54
  camera.
• 1:38:54
  And
• 1:38:54
  I
• 1:38:54
  think
• 1:38:55
  Andrew
• 1:38:55
  Mitchell
• 1:38:56
  often
• 1:38:57
  focuses
• 1:38:57
  a
• 1:38:57
  lot
• 1:38:58
  on.
• 1:38:59
  On
• 1:38:59
  movement.
• 1:39:00
  And
• 1:39:00
  I
• 1:39:00
  think
• 1:39:00
  that
• 1:39:01
  really
• 1:39:01
  gives
• 1:39:01
  a
• 1:39:02
  great
• 1:39:02
  dynamic
• 1:39:02
  to
• 1:39:03
  this
• 1:39:03
  scene.
• 1:39:04
  The
• 1:39:04
  way
• 1:39:04
  they.
• 1:39:05
  They
• 1:39:05
  had
• 1:39:05
  the
• 1:39:05
  blocking
• 1:39:06
  with
• 1:39:07
  the
• 1:39:07
  turning
• 1:39:07
  away
• 1:39:07
  and
• 1:39:08
  opening
• 1:39:08
  up
• 1:39:08
  to
• 1:39:09
  each
• 1:39:09
  other
• 1:39:09
  and,
• 1:39:10
  you
• 1:39:10
  know,
• 1:39:10
  in
• 1:39:11
  the
• 1:39:11
  different
• 1:39:11
  corners
• 1:39:12
  of.
• 1:39:12
  Of
• 1:39:13
  the
• 1:39:13
  kitchen,
• 1:39:13
  the
• 1:39:13
  different
• 1:39:14
  sides
• 1:39:15
  is
• 1:39:15
  just
• 1:39:15
  so
• 1:39:16
  fantastic.
• 1:39:16
  And
• 1:39:17
  the
• 1:39:17
  writing,
• 1:39:18
  which.
• 1:39:18
  I
• 1:39:19
  think
• 1:39:19
  we
• 1:39:19
  are
• 1:39:20
  pretty
• 1:39:20
  big
• 1:39:20
  fans
• 1:39:21
  of
• 1:39:21
  Molly
• 1:39:22
  Green
• 1:39:22
  and
• 1:39:22
  James
• 1:39:23
  Leffler's
• 1:39:23
  work
• 1:39:24
  this
• 1:39:24
  season.
• 1:39:25
  It's
• 1:39:25
  their
• 1:39:26
  being
• 1:39:26
  their
• 1:39:27
  first
• 1:39:27
  season
• 1:39:27
  on
• 1:39:28
  91
• 1:39:28
  1.
• 1:39:28
  OG
• 1:39:29
  I
• 1:39:29
  think
• 1:39:29
  they
• 1:39:29
  wrote
• 1:39:29
  for
• 1:39:29
  Lone
• 1:39:30
  Star
• 1:39:30
  previously,
• 1:39:31
  but,
• 1:39:31
  like,
• 1:39:32
  to
• 1:39:32
  understand
• 1:39:33
  the
• 1:39:33
  characters
• 1:39:34
  so
• 1:39:35
  well
• 1:39:35
  like
• 1:39:36
  that,
• 1:39:36
  that
• 1:39:36
  really
• 1:39:37
  shines
• 1:39:37
  through
• 1:39:37
  in
• 1:39:37
  this.
• 1:39:38
  Because
• 1:39:39
  in
• 1:39:39
  order
• 1:39:39
  for.
• 1:39:40
  For
• 1:39:40
  the
• 1:39:41
  characters
• 1:39:42
  to
• 1:39:43
  be
• 1:39:43
  at
• 1:39:44
  such
• 1:39:44
  odds
• 1:39:44
  like
• 1:39:45
  this
• 1:39:45
  in
• 1:39:45
  a
• 1:39:46
  way
• 1:39:46
  that
• 1:39:46
  is
• 1:39:46
  so
• 1:39:46
  in
• 1:39:47
  character,
• 1:39:48
  you
• 1:39:48
  have
• 1:39:48
  to
• 1:39:48
  really
• 1:39:48
  understand
• 1:39:49
  them
• 1:39:50
  just
• 1:39:50
  like,
• 1:39:51
  generally.
• 1:39:51
  Right.
• 1:39:52
  And
• 1:39:53
  then
• 1:39:53
  the.
• 1:39:53
  Like,
• 1:39:53
  the
• 1:39:53
  acting
• 1:39:54
  choices,
• 1:39:54
  there's
• 1:39:55
  a
• 1:39:55
  lot
• 1:39:55
  of
• 1:39:55
  care.
• 1:39:56
  So
• 1:39:56
  much
• 1:39:56
  care
• 1:39:57
  put
• 1:39:57
  into
• 1:39:57
  this
• 1:39:57
  scene.
• 1:39:58
  And
• 1:40:00
  I
• 1:40:00
  don't
• 1:40:00
  know,
• 1:40:00
  like,
• 1:40:00
  this.
• 1:40:01
  This
• 1:40:01
  is.
• 1:40:03
  I
• 1:40:03
  mean,
• 1:40:03
  I'm
• 1:40:04
  not
• 1:40:04
  trying
• 1:40:04
  to
• 1:40:04
  downplay
• 1:40:04
  it,
• 1:40:05
  but
• 1:40:05
  I'm
• 1:40:05
  just
• 1:40:05
  saying,
• 1:40:05
  like,
• 1:40:06
  for
• 1:40:07
  such
• 1:40:07
  a
• 1:40:07
  scene
• 1:40:08
  where
• 1:40:08
  it's.
• 1:40:09
  It's
• 1:40:10
  starts
• 1:40:10
  off
• 1:40:11
  as
• 1:40:11
  a
• 1:40:11
  silly,
• 1:40:12
  silly
• 1:40:13
  argument,
• 1:40:14
  but
• 1:40:14
  not
• 1:40:14
  argument
• 1:40:14
  over
• 1:40:15
  groceries
• 1:40:17
  to
• 1:40:17
  what
• 1:40:17
  it
• 1:40:18
  became
• 1:40:19
  at.
• 1:40:19
  To
• 1:40:19
  the.
• 1:40:20
  You
• 1:40:20
  know,
• 1:40:20
  how
• 1:40:21
  we
• 1:40:21
  got
• 1:40:21
  to
• 1:40:21
  the
• 1:40:21
  end
• 1:40:22
  of
• 1:40:22
  it.
• 1:40:22
  Like,
• 1:40:22
  there
• 1:40:23
  was
• 1:40:23
  just
• 1:40:23
  so
• 1:40:23
  much.
• 1:40:24
  So
• 1:40:24
  much
• 1:40:24
  care
• 1:40:25
  and
• 1:40:25
  so
• 1:40:25
  much.
• 1:40:26
  So
• 1:40:26
  much
• 1:40:26
  nuance.
• 1:40:27
  It's
• 1:40:28
  just.
• 1:40:28
  It's
• 1:40:29
  so.
• 1:40:29
  It's
• 1:40:30
  an
• 1:40:30
  impactful
• 1:40:30
  scene
• 1:40:31
  with
• 1:40:31
  a
• 1:40:31
  lot
• 1:40:32
  of.
• 1:40:33
  A
• 1:40:33
  lot
• 1:40:33
  of
• 1:40:33
  meat
• 1:40:33
  in
• 1:40:33
  it.
• 1:40:34
  Yeah.
• 1:40:36
  It's
• 1:40:36
  like
• 1:40:36
  she's
• 1:40:37
  gonna
• 1:40:37
  say
• 1:40:37
  meat
• 1:40:38
  or
• 1:40:38
  juice.
• 1:40:40
  Either
• 1:40:41
  way.
• 1:40:41
  A
• 1:40:41
  lot
• 1:40:41
  of
• 1:40:41
  juice.
• 1:40:42
  Yeah.
• 1:40:42
  And
• 1:40:42
  it's.
• 1:40:43
  And
• 1:40:43
  I.
• 1:40:43
  Very
• 1:40:43
  juicy.
• 1:40:45
  I
• 1:40:45
  should
• 1:40:45
  have
• 1:40:45
  said
• 1:40:46
  juicy.
• 1:40:47
  Don't
• 1:40:48
  drink
• 1:40:48
  the
• 1:40:48
  water.
• 1:40:51
  Sorry.
• 1:40:52
  That's
• 1:40:52
  what
• 1:40:52
  this
• 1:40:53
  episode
• 1:40:53
  is
• 1:40:53
  all
• 1:40:53
  about.
• 1:40:53
  You
• 1:40:54
  gotta
• 1:40:54
  drink
• 1:40:54
  the
• 1:40:54
  juice.
• 1:40:55
  Yeah.
• 1:40:55
  Instead
• 1:40:55
  of
• 1:40:55
  the
• 1:40:55
  liquor.
• 1:40:56
  They
• 1:40:56
  should
• 1:40:56
  have
• 1:40:56
  just
• 1:40:56
  doordashed
• 1:40:57
  the
• 1:40:57
  groceries
• 1:40:58
  and
• 1:40:59
  drank
• 1:40:59
  the
• 1:40:59
  juice.
• 1:41:00
  We
• 1:41:01
  solved
• 1:41:01
  it.
• 1:41:01
  This
• 1:41:02
  would
• 1:41:02
  have
• 1:41:03
  like,
• 1:41:03
  feral
• 1:41:04
  dispute
• 1:41:04
  over.
• 1:41:05
  So
• 1:41:05
  much,
• 1:41:05
  like
• 1:41:05
  sidestep
• 1:41:06
  so
• 1:41:06
  much.
• 1:41:07
  I
• 1:41:07
  think
• 1:41:07
  also
• 1:41:08
  just
• 1:41:08
  to
• 1:41:08
  like
• 1:41:09
  give
• 1:41:09
  some
• 1:41:09
  extra
• 1:41:10
  praise
• 1:41:10
  to
• 1:41:10
  Oliver
• 1:41:10
  and
• 1:41:11
  Ryan.
• 1:41:11
  I
• 1:41:11
  think
• 1:41:11
  they
• 1:41:12
  also.
• 1:41:12
  Oh,
• 1:41:12
  yeah.
• 1:41:13
  Really
• 1:41:13
  show
• 1:41:14
  their
• 1:41:15
  incredible
• 1:41:15
  range
• 1:41:16
  that
• 1:41:16
  they
• 1:41:16
  have
• 1:41:17
  and
• 1:41:18
  how
• 1:41:18
  well
• 1:41:18
  they
• 1:41:18
  know
• 1:41:19
  the
• 1:41:19
  characters
• 1:41:19
  and
• 1:41:19
  how
• 1:41:20
  well,
• 1:41:20
  like
• 1:41:20
  in
• 1:41:21
  addition
• 1:41:21
  to
• 1:41:21
  the
• 1:41:21
  writing.
• 1:41:22
  Because
• 1:41:22
  you,
• 1:41:22
  you
• 1:41:22
  know,
• 1:41:22
  you
• 1:41:23
  base
• 1:41:23
  what's
• 1:41:23
  on
• 1:41:23
  the
• 1:41:24
  page
• 1:41:24
  but.
• 1:41:24
  But
• 1:41:25
  in
• 1:41:25
  some
• 1:41:25
  of
• 1:41:25
  those
• 1:41:26
  moments
• 1:41:26
  that
• 1:41:27
  they
• 1:41:27
  find
• 1:41:28
  together,
• 1:41:29
  like
• 1:41:29
  within
• 1:41:30
  the
• 1:41:30
  characters
• 1:41:30
  of
• 1:41:30
  themselves,
• 1:41:31
  but
• 1:41:31
  also
• 1:41:31
  the
• 1:41:31
  relationship
• 1:41:33
  that
• 1:41:33
  Buck
• 1:41:33
  and
• 1:41:34
  Eddie
• 1:41:34
  have
• 1:41:34
  and
• 1:41:35
  that
• 1:41:35
  push
• 1:41:36
  and
• 1:41:36
  pull,
• 1:41:36
  or
• 1:41:36
  push
• 1:41:36
  and
• 1:41:37
  push
• 1:41:37
  rather.
• 1:41:38
  And
• 1:41:39
  I
• 1:41:39
  really
• 1:41:40
  want
• 1:41:40
  to
• 1:41:40
  say,
• 1:41:40
  like,
• 1:41:40
  they
• 1:41:41
  found
• 1:41:41
  the
• 1:41:41
  textures
• 1:41:42
  of
• 1:41:42
  the
• 1:41:42
  characters
• 1:41:42
  so
• 1:41:43
  well.
• 1:41:43
  I
• 1:41:44
  know
• 1:41:44
  you're
• 1:41:44
  going
• 1:41:44
  to
• 1:41:44
  laugh
• 1:41:45
  at
• 1:41:45
  me,
• 1:41:45
  but
• 1:41:45
  that's
• 1:41:45
  what
• 1:41:45
  this
• 1:41:45
  is.
• 1:41:46
  It's
• 1:41:47
  like
• 1:41:47
  because.
• 1:41:48
  Because
• 1:41:48
  it
• 1:41:48
  is
• 1:41:48
  so
• 1:41:49
  nuanced,
• 1:41:49
  it
• 1:41:49
  is
• 1:41:50
  so
• 1:41:50
  like
• 1:41:50
  deep
• 1:41:51
  that
• 1:41:51
  they
• 1:41:52
  just,
• 1:41:52
  they
• 1:41:52
  just
• 1:41:52
  get
• 1:41:53
  it
• 1:41:53
  and
• 1:41:53
  it's.
• 1:41:53
  It's
• 1:41:54
  played
• 1:41:55
  so
• 1:41:55
  well
• 1:41:56
  on
• 1:41:56
  both
• 1:41:56
  of
• 1:41:56
  their
• 1:41:56
  parts.
• 1:41:57
  So,
• 1:41:57
  like
• 1:41:57
  I
• 1:41:58
  could
• 1:41:58
  watch
• 1:41:58
  this
• 1:41:58
  scene.
• 1:41:59
  It's
• 1:41:59
  so
• 1:41:59
  good.
• 1:41:59
  So
• 1:42:00
  it's
• 1:42:00
  10
• 1:42:00
  hours
• 1:42:01
  long.
• 1:42:03
  It's
• 1:42:03
  a
• 1:42:03
  three
• 1:42:03
  minute
• 1:42:03
  scene.
• 1:42:04
  It's
• 1:42:04
  10
• 1:42:04
  hours
• 1:42:04
  long.
• 1:42:05
  To
• 1:42:05
  me,
• 1:42:05
  like
• 1:42:05
  we've
• 1:42:05
  been
• 1:42:06
  platinum
• 1:42:07
  in.
• 1:42:07
  My
• 1:42:07
  head
• 1:42:07
  three
• 1:42:07
  hours
• 1:42:08
  and
• 1:42:08
  talking
• 1:42:09
  about
• 1:42:09
  it
• 1:42:09
  for
• 1:42:10
  two
• 1:42:10
  and
• 1:42:10
  a
• 1:42:10
  half
• 1:42:10
  of
• 1:42:11
  those.
• 1:42:11
  So,
• 1:42:11
  yeah,
• 1:42:12
  needless
• 1:42:12
  to
• 1:42:12
  say,
• 1:42:13
  we
• 1:42:13
  love
• 1:42:13
  this
• 1:42:14
  scene.
• 1:42:14
  We
• 1:42:14
  think
• 1:42:15
  it's
• 1:42:15
  incredible
• 1:42:16
  and
• 1:42:16
  we
• 1:42:16
  can't
• 1:42:17
  wait
• 1:42:17
  for
• 1:42:17
  more
• 1:42:17
  like
• 1:42:17
  it
• 1:42:18
  next
• 1:42:19
  season.
• 1:42:19
  Hopefully
• 1:42:19
  next
• 1:42:20
  season.
• 1:42:20
  Yeah.
• 1:42:21
  Just
• 1:42:21
  like
• 1:42:21
  a
• 1:42:22
  master
• 1:42:22
  class
• 1:42:22
  of.
• 1:42:23
  Oh,
• 1:42:23
  yeah,
• 1:42:23
  Television.
• 1:42:24
  Yeah.
• 1:42:25
  I
• 1:42:25
  like,
• 1:42:25
  I
• 1:42:25
  would
• 1:42:25
  love
• 1:42:26
  for
• 1:42:26
  them
• 1:42:26
  to
• 1:42:26
  get
• 1:42:26
  this
• 1:42:26
  director
• 1:42:27
  again.
• 1:42:28
  Yeah.
• 1:42:28
  Yeah.
• 1:42:28
  This
• 1:42:29
  is
• 1:42:29
  one
• 1:42:29
  of
• 1:42:29
  Tim's
• 1:42:30
  good
• 1:42:30
  friends.
• 1:42:30
  I
• 1:42:30
  think
• 1:42:30
  so.
• 1:42:31
  I
• 1:42:31
  believe
• 1:42:31
  so.
• 1:42:32
  That's
• 1:42:32
  what
• 1:42:32
  the
• 1:42:32
  street
• 1:42:32
  said.
• 1:42:33
  That's
• 1:42:33
  what
• 1:42:33
  the
• 1:42:33
  streets
• 1:42:34
  said.
• 1:42:34
  This
• 1:42:35
  was
• 1:42:35
  the
• 1:42:35
  streets
• 1:42:35
  reported.
• 1:42:36
  The
• 1:42:36
  streets
• 1:42:37
  reported
• 1:42:37
  from
• 1:42:37
  Tim's
• 1:42:38
  Facebook.
• 1:42:39
  Great
• 1:42:39
  choice,
• 1:42:39
  Tim.
• 1:42:40
  Yeah,
• 1:42:40
  great
• 1:42:41
  choice.
• 1:42:41
  Bring
• 1:42:41
  him
• 1:42:42
  back.
• 1:42:42
  The
• 1:42:42
  matching
• 1:42:43
  of
• 1:42:43
  the
• 1:42:43
  director
• 1:42:44
  to
• 1:42:44
  the
• 1:42:44
  writers.
• 1:42:45
  Writers,
• 1:42:46
  that
• 1:42:46
  was
• 1:42:47
  just
• 1:42:47
  kind
• 1:42:47
  of
• 1:42:47
  magical.
• 1:42:48
  So
• 1:42:48
  like
• 1:42:48
  that.
• 1:42:48
  That
• 1:42:49
  worked
• 1:42:49
  out
• 1:42:49
  really
• 1:42:49
  well.
• 1:42:50
  Yes,
• 1:42:50
  please,
• 1:42:50
  everybody,
• 1:42:51
  more.
• 1:42:52
  I
• 1:42:52
  need
• 1:42:52
  that
• 1:42:53
  trio.
• 1:42:53
  Or
• 1:42:53
  actually
• 1:42:54
  no,
• 1:42:54
  that.
• 1:42:55
  Is
• 1:42:56
  it
• 1:42:56
  a
• 1:42:56
  quad.
• 1:42:57
  Yeah,
• 1:42:57
  I
• 1:42:57
  need
• 1:42:57
  that
• 1:42:57
  quad
• 1:42:58
  from
• 1:42:58
  this.
• 1:42:58
  From
• 1:42:58
  the
• 1:42:59
  two
• 1:42:59
  writers,
• 1:42:59
  the
• 1:42:59
  director
• 1:43:00
  and
• 1:43:00
  the
• 1:43:00
  director
• 1:43:01
  of
• 1:43:01
  photography.
• 1:43:03
  And
• 1:43:03
  those
• 1:43:03
  four
• 1:43:04
  to
• 1:43:05
  do
• 1:43:05
  another.
• 1:43:07
  I
• 1:43:08
  love
• 1:43:08
  Andrew
• 1:43:09
  Mitchell's
• 1:43:09
  stuff.
• 1:43:10
  So.
• 1:43:10
  Yeah.
• 1:43:11
  It's
• 1:43:11
  so
• 1:43:12
  cool.
• 1:43:12
  I
• 1:43:12
  mean,
• 1:43:12
  I
• 1:43:12
  love
• 1:43:12
  all
• 1:43:13
  of
• 1:43:13
  the.
• 1:43:14
  It's
• 1:43:14
  just
• 1:43:15
  like
• 1:43:15
  everyone
• 1:43:15
  has
• 1:43:15
  their
• 1:43:16
  own
• 1:43:16
  flair,
• 1:43:17
  but
• 1:43:18
  the,
• 1:43:18
  the
• 1:43:19
  movement
• 1:43:19
  based
• 1:43:19
  of
• 1:43:20
  like
• 1:43:20
  his
• 1:43:20
  stuff.
• 1:43:21
  Yeah.
• 1:43:21
  Is
• 1:43:21
  so
• 1:43:22
  like,
• 1:43:22
  I'm
• 1:43:22
  like,
• 1:43:22
  I'm
• 1:43:23
  in
• 1:43:23
  it.
• 1:43:24
  I'm
• 1:43:24
  here.
• 1:43:24
  Yeah.
• 1:43:25
  Consistently
• 1:43:25
  like
• 1:43:26
  this
• 1:43:26
  whole
• 1:43:26
  season
• 1:43:26
  has
• 1:43:27
  that,
• 1:43:28
  that
• 1:43:28
  kind
• 1:43:29
  of
• 1:43:29
  camera
• 1:43:30
  yeah,
• 1:43:31
  it's
• 1:43:31
  been
• 1:43:31
  really
• 1:43:31
  good.
• 1:43:32
  It's,
• 1:43:33
  it's,
• 1:43:33
  it
• 1:43:33
  was
• 1:43:33
  different
• 1:43:34
  even
• 1:43:34
  from
• 1:43:34
  the
• 1:43:34
  start
• 1:43:35
  because
• 1:43:35
  I
• 1:43:35
  think
• 1:43:35
  we
• 1:43:35
  did
• 1:43:36
  notice
• 1:43:36
  it
• 1:43:36
  from
• 1:43:36
  like
• 1:43:36
  the
• 1:43:37
  first
• 1:43:37
  episode.
• 1:43:37
  801.
• 1:43:38
  From
• 1:43:38
  801
• 1:43:39
  we
• 1:43:39
  were
• 1:43:39
  like,
• 1:43:39
  whoa,
• 1:43:40
  this
• 1:43:41
  is
• 1:43:41
  different.
• 1:43:42
  It's
• 1:43:42
  very
• 1:43:42
  immersive.
• 1:43:43
  So,
• 1:43:43
  yeah,
• 1:43:44
  it's
• 1:43:44
  just
• 1:43:44
  an.
• 1:43:45
  A
• 1:43:45
  really
• 1:43:46
  even
• 1:43:46
  easier
• 1:43:47
  way
• 1:43:47
  to
• 1:43:47
  get
• 1:43:47
  us
• 1:43:48
  as
• 1:43:48
  the
• 1:43:48
  audience,
• 1:43:48
  like,
• 1:43:49
  entrenched
• 1:43:50
  in
• 1:43:50
  what's
• 1:43:51
  going
• 1:43:51
  on
• 1:43:51
  on
• 1:43:51
  screen,
• 1:43:53
  which
• 1:43:53
  is
• 1:43:53
  a
• 1:43:53
  great,
• 1:43:54
  like,
• 1:43:54
  that's
• 1:43:55
  so
• 1:43:55
  cool
• 1:43:55
  to
• 1:43:55
  be
• 1:43:55
  able
• 1:43:56
  to
• 1:43:56
  like,
• 1:43:57
  do
• 1:43:57
  that
• 1:43:57
  through
• 1:43:57
  visual
• 1:43:58
  language
• 1:43:58
  like
• 1:43:58
  that.
• 1:43:59
  Remember,
• 1:44:00
  don't
• 1:44:00
  divorce
• 1:44:01
  your
• 1:44:01
  baby
• 1:44:01
  daddy
• 1:44:02
  in
• 1:44:02
  the
• 1:44:02
  kitchen.
• 1:44:05
  Don't
• 1:44:05
  forget
• 1:44:05
  to
• 1:44:06
  doordash.
• 1:44:07
  Don't
• 1:44:07
  forget
• 1:44:07
  to
• 1:44:07
  doordash
• 1:44:08
  Doordash
• 1:44:08
  your
• 1:44:09
  groceries.
• 1:44:09
  We're
• 1:44:10
  really
• 1:44:11
  trying,
• 1:44:11
  really
• 1:44:12
  working
• 1:44:12
  for
• 1:44:12
  sponsorship.
• 1:44:15
  Are
• 1:44:15
  we,
• 1:44:16
  Are
• 1:44:16
  we
• 1:44:16
  meeting
• 1:44:16
  a
• 1:44:17
  dead
• 1:44:17
  horse
• 1:44:17
  or.
• 1:44:19
  Remember,
• 1:44:21
  don't
• 1:44:21
  divorce
• 1:44:21
  your
• 1:44:21
  baby
• 1:44:22
  daddy
• 1:44:22
  in
• 1:44:22
  the
• 1:44:22
  kitchen.
• 1:44:23
  But
• 1:44:23
  if
• 1:44:23
  you
• 1:44:23
  do,
• 1:44:24
  take
• 1:44:24
  a
• 1:44:24
  buddy
• 1:44:25
  with
• 1:44:25
  you.
• 1:44:26
  Thank
• 1:44:26
  you
• 1:44:27
  for
• 1:44:27
  listening
• 1:44:27
  to
• 1:44:27
  the
• 1:44:27
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• 1:44:28
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• 1:44:28
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• 1:44:29
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• 1:44:29
  to
• 1:44:29
  finish.
• 1:44:30
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• 1:44:30
  literally
• 1:44:31
  cannot
• 1:44:31
  shut
• 1:44:32
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• 1:44:32
  about
• 1:44:32
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• 1:44:32
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• 1:44:33
  So
• 1:44:33
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• 1:44:33
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• 1:44:33
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• 1:44:34
  to
• 1:44:34
  us
• 1:44:34
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