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The #Message: Who Are You? · The #Message with ToShae Germaine

• ToShae Germaine: In in the ch Gee Wait a minute, y'all. Huh Great morning. Great morning. Great morning. Great people. Welcome to the message, y'all. Welcome to the message. I hope you're doing well. I hope you're feeling good. Happy Tuesday, y'all. Happy Tuesday. We in this thing. Cha. I hadn't got wrapped up looking at something. I looked down. That Spear N said, hello. It's time to go. It's go time. Okay, I'm back. Child, I ain't got the right journal together or nothing. I'm trying to fit y'all. Ain't nothing like a little understanding, ain't it? Ain't nothing like a little understanding. If you are new to the Kingdom Flow community, to the message, welcome. We are so happy and so grateful that you are here. And if you as an old T but good T, welcome back. Welcome back. Y'all show the new people them what to do. Come in, like the live, share the live, share the love, drop something in the chat at the grave before. Let's get in the flow of abundance. Now I got some understanding. Man, ain't nothing like a little understanding. Ain't nothing like a little understanding, child. I got some now. I didn't, but that was me, but I ain't even mad because it it had helped me out and stuff. It had helped me out and stuff. so I'm I'm grateful. I'm glad I went to looking at that. Anyway, I'm back. Good morning, Pam. Good morning, good morning, good morning, Kelly, good morning, checking in on the YouTube side of the street. Y'all, we're in Leviticus 20 on today. Ain't it? I'm about to say, didn't I do 20? Lord, I hope I finished it. because let me just tell y'all, man. Me and the Lord had got into a discussion on yesterday because I had to ask, get some understanding. Not ask, I had to get some some I had to ask. Let me pronunciate my words. I had to ask the Lord best for some understanding on yesterday. because at the end of the message, I was kind of like, wait a minute, Lord, I was I'm a little confusing. And so I always go back to the Lord and be like, okay, what's the clarity? What what I'm missing? And so as a result of that, as the day progressed on yesterday, I ended up getting the clarity that I I asked, inquired, come on, inquired, that I had inquired of the Lord about. And so sometimes you just got to get some understanding. Sometimes you just got to ask the Lord some stuff. Okay. You got to ask and do and did. And he told me what I needed to know. We're going to talk a little bit about that. that's discernment. Okay, that's discernment. So we're gonna talk it. And that was the question. That was what I ended up asking the Lord about on yesterday. it had a lot to do with discernment. the next part of this, man, y'all, I don't I think I told y'all, but I don't know if I fully explained. That the Lord has me in not bilateral in dual Bible study. So He has me studying, we're we're in Leviticus, but He also has me studying the New Testament. man, that New Testament good anyway. It's good. and it's not the first time that I've done that, but I'm grateful for it all the same. Kelly says this morning, I'm so blessed to have a relationship that I have with God, my ancestors, and angels indeed. And amen. Can I tell somebody something that might happen for y'all? Somebody is going to say something. how do I explain it? Just tell it, you're gonna see something you ain't supposed to see. It's almost like some some kind of way. There's gonna be something revealed, and I don't know what this is gonna be for you, but some kind of way, it's like something is going to be revealed that you weren't supposed to see, but you see it, and once you see it, you can't unsee it. I hope that makes sense to somebody. I don't know what that's gonna be, but it's also gonna let you know that something that you suspected, something that you you thought, and maybe you thought you was thinking you wasn't thinking right. Something that you thought you're gonna have the revelation that you wasn't cray cray. You know what you know again, discernment because it's gonna end up it's it's gonna be a misstep on somebody's behalf. they're gonna mess up, and it's kind of like a series of events, if that makes sense. It's almost like a couple of things happen, right? Consecutively. But but if those things didn't happen the way that they happened. You wouldn't have seen it. Thank you so much for the gifts, dear Swan. Thank you, honey one. come on, flowers. child, I think I was dreaming last night that my husband sent me flowers every day. I did and meant it. Anyway, I'm back. Thank you for the gift, honey one. good morning, chosen. Good morning. So it's gonna be something like that, right? It's gonna be something where somebody gonna, and it's almost like, and maybe they're not even, they're not even gonna be aware that they made the mistake. But it's gonna end up giving you some revelation. Anyway, the other part of that is can you just can somebody, man, y'all, it'd be hard to wear my glasses because I'd be trying to keep the lights from shining in my glasses. good morning. Who did I see? Did I see good morning, Sandy? Good morning. The other thing is sometimes, man, y'all, sometimes the Lord will put you in a place not necessarily for you. But for somebody else. Hold on, y'all. Let me do let me do my TikTok thing over here on this side of the street. sometimes, let me make sure I say it right. Hold on, let me pin me a product. I do have this bra on, y'all. This is actually a good bra. I'm just saying, putting it up there. sometimes the Lord puts you in a place, man, so much. I had I don't even know how to all all the way to explain this. Not for you, but for somebody else. It's a lot that I we're gonna talk about that kind of came as a result of my Leviticus 20 Bible study. So we've been let's do it, let's get to it. Good morning, Jared. Good morning, good morning, y'all. Y'all like the live, share the live, share the love. baby, me and Spear Nim had got into a whole discussion on yesterday because we we got to touch on discernment. and I again I don't even know. It was because of my it was because of my Bible study. We gonna let's get into Leviticus 20 for this morning. So y'all sip y'all favorite adult bread bridge. Jared. Side note, I seen your comment this morning on YouTube. What you was talking about? The one that was talking about the DJ. And then what else you was talking about? You said something about you was being trying to be nosy. you wanted to know what was happening. What what what was it? What was it? The girl talking at the end of the video. Anyway, child, did I have to cut the video off? I don't even remember, child. message. The girl has started talking. and I was recording, and I kept on. I don't know, maybe that's what the video was. I don't know what the DJ was. Anyway, I'm back. Let's get into Leviticus 20 because we also have to talk about the sermon on this morning. So Leviticus 20, right? thank God for blessings. Leviticus 18. Let's backtrack a little bit. Leviticus 18 teaches us about the practices. Kingdom practices, right? Leviticus 19 teaches us, teaches us what holiness look like, looks like. Leviticus Leviticus 20. it teaches us about what happened if you choose wrong, right? choose wisely. Drop that in the chat. Choose wisely. Okay. Choose, make, make, make wise choices. But let me, man, the way the Lord be showing up. So, first things first, God's standards carry weight, right? It was the girl talking and I saw myself sec scooting up like what she child, I wasn't even trying to that's gonna sound bad if I say it. Mm-mm, I ain't gonna say it. But listen in listen in my spirituals, cause I was I just was so not interested in none of the conversation. But it was one of them moments where you know somebody wants you to to hear what they saying, and I just don't be caring. Is that does that sound bad? Like Baby, I was on assignment anyway. That was just me though, because I was doing something different. I was I wouldn't, I wasn't on that. But anyway, I was in a public place. So what do you do? Right? we receive provision. Thank you, Lord. choose wisely. Okay, choose wisely. because God's standards carry weight. Be holy because I am holy. He repeats this. Separation is identity, it's for identity purposes. The Lord is still on identity. We still gonna be talking about that and For me right now, what I'm studying in the book of Matthew, because I think this morning I did Matthew 3. man, when I and we talked about this last week, and it's we're still here because again, you got to know your identity before the Lord takes you where He's taking you to. Okay. Remember, y'all, and the Lord, man, we've been talking this morning. We was talking about the wilderness and the understanding of the wilderness, and what. The importance of that wilderness, the wilderness is. And for many of us, we're going into a new wilderness season. Sometimes, and that's something the Lord, I'm gonna have to get my other journal out. Some it's like a different understanding of what the wilderness is for. It is a place of transformation, it is not always punishment. We have talked about this before. Sometimes when you're out there in the wilderness, that's when the Lord will do his best work, right? this is where he will establish your identity. Good morning, Melvina. Good morning. He will establish your identity out there. That's when he the the transformation really begins, right? So God not only addresses the person. So again, Leviticus 20, he not only addresses the person, but he addresses those who know and do nothing. You know, sometimes when you be quiet, is I like w on my job, we say a lot of times, if you say something, see something, if you see something, say something. You know, sometimes silence means you're being complicit. Just because you don't say anything doesn't make you less guilty. If you know and you don't do anything, you just as guilty as the people them who may be doing the act. I hope that makes sense to somebody. There's a difference between grace and looking the other way. Silence is participation too when you're supposed to speak up. sometimes love says no, this cannot continue. If you see something wrong, you need to look Nah, you can't some it's some stuff, you know, people be like, that ain't my business. Imagine, and that's kind of a graphic example. We don't real I don't really want to use that one. But some you when you know something's wrong, this is part of our kingdom character, right? My ear just my right ear just started ringing at that. It's usually the left. But it's like that's a part of your kingdom character. Just be like, well, mm-mm, I ain't getting it, because y'all know us. We be like, mm-mm, that ain't my business. Let me stay out of it. But some stuff you got to speak up about. I hope that makes sense. I don't know why the Lord is preparing us for that. But sometimes just because you when you know and you don't say nothing, it makes you just as guilty. The Lord saw we talked about, then the Lord talked about spiritual prostitution. And we're talking about mediums and spiritists, and this is what the words talking about. It says in the Bible. Okay, so this is where I believe me and the Lord had this conversation about. discernment. But let me let me let me just make sure. it's about your source. Are you dependent upon anybody else's message, including mine? More, which is why I tell everybody, baby, go read the Bible for yourself. Okay. Go read the Bible, get your own revelation. You should not be solely depending on. A pastor, a preacher, a bishop, a deacon, a prophet, a prophetess. I don't care. You should not be solely depending on the word coming from anyone else. Go talk to the Lord for yourself. Every person, messenger, every person that you're receiving any kind of wisdom from should still be directing you to go have your own relationship with the Lord. That that That should be, it's like there should be and I'ma say what I'ma say. There's no person who should be like, depend on me and I'ma go to the Lord for you. No, you need to go to the Lord for yourself because maybe the Lord has revelation for you that can't come through that through that messenger, right? So I hope that makes sense. This is where, you know, when and or the other way the Lord put this is, and I think it's somewhere further in my notes. It's like sometimes a lot of times, and I used to be real guilty of this back in the beginning of doing this, y'all. When the Lord don't give you an answer, you tired of waiting on the answer from the Lord, or the Lord don't give you the answer that you want to hear, then you want to go and try to find the answer from somewhere else because you want to hear what you want to hear, spiritual prostitution. Cause I was like, what that even mean, Lord? And it it was literally, well, when I don't tell you what you want to hear. What y'all just said, itchy ears. I I don't really know what that means, but I just heard itchy ears. But it's like when you don't hear what you want to hear, you go find somebody to tell you what you want to hear instead of just instead of waiting on the Lord to respond, w giving the answer that the Lord then gave you, and then moving on and then moving on from there. Cause sometimes you don't like the answer that the Lord give you, right? But he's gonna give you the best answer for you in your situation. Going to another spiritual source besides God. when God has, this is it, God has an answer quick enough, or because you didn't get the answer you wanted. who have you made your source, right? And then of course, this is testing the story, testing the source, testing the spirit. Don't be impressed by the accuracy of the information. because people can know, but that doesn't mean that everybody's getting information from the same source, right? Check it. Fact check it. Take it to the Bible. Take it to the Lord. Go say, Well, Lord, is this from you? That's it. That's all you can do. And this is where me and the Lord get into this conversation about discernment. We're finna talk about it. Hold on. Holiness is from is for both of us. It's from it's from God, but it's for all of us. Just like in everything else, participation is required. Okay. we have to make sure that we're doing our part in whatever way, shape, form, or fashion. The Lord gives you instruction to do so. I feel that's like that's so high. Hold on, y'all. Okay. Kingdom order begins in relationships. So there may be relationships that the Lord is calling you to. Man, I did. Because I tell you, you know, some folks and did you dirty, but it it may be for some of us that one little piece of forgiveness. I had that moment yesterday where there was a memory of recollectioning that came back to me. Okay. That made me good morning, Kay. Good morning. That made me have one of them moments where I was like, You ever had somebody make you mad because you know what they did, but they would never admit what they did because OMG who what they wouldn't dare admit what they did. but you know, and they know that you know, does that make sense? You ever had somebody and you just got to be like You lucky I know the Lord and He know me because honey, my God in heaven. That's why I be trying to. I tell y'all when I be to cuss somebody out in the spirituals. Didn't I just say that the other day? I said it. The Lord knows my heart. But I had that moment yesterday where I just said, forgive them, Lord, for they know not what they do. Sometimes you got that. Some of us, the Lord talked to me about forgiveness on yesterday. It may be some little piece of something that you hold on to. Somebody did you real dirty, man. You know, sometimes it's some stuff that you just got to you it. Even if you sometimes want to say some stuff, man, the folk, the things you know about people, be mindful. I don't know why, because this is coming up. I don't know why Lord is talking about this, but listen, just because you don't like somebody no more, don't go telling everybody business, right? If they told you something in confidence, then make sure that you keep their confidence and confidence, okay? Even if y'all ain't talking anymore. Anyway, I'm back. order, covenant, holiness, protection, identity, God establishes the standard. The land is part of the promise, but possessing the promise comes with stewardship. We've been talking about that. Good morning, Mindy. Good morning. God can give it to you, but are you prepared to steward it? That's a question you can only ask yourself. Can your character sustain what you're praying to receive? Because again, We going into the promised land. We going into we going in with this is kingdom culture that you're taking, right? Into the promised land, into Canaan. So is your character development on par with where it needs to be when the Lord sends you into Canaan? Right. can your character sustain what you're praying to receive? provision requires student stewardship, opportunity requires character. Influence requires responsibility and the king guards his kingdom from rival alliances as well. I think I wasn't supposed to say that yet. Let's talk about discernment real quick. So yesterday as I was doing this Bible study, y'all, I had a pause. And I hope I can make this make sense to somebody. Because yesterday, there were like a series of events that happened that made me understand. And even in my Bible study this morning, which like I said was Matthew 3, because I studied for the, I study for the message at night, and I studied New Testament in the mornings. And so, or that's the new schedule the Lord has put me on. So yesterday, it was almost like, can I just say it? I can just say it. It was almost like the enemy was trying to convince me that number one, I'm not who I am. Drop that in the chat. I am who I am. And I didn't understand it until the Lord explained it to me this morning. It was almost like the enemy was trying to convince me. in a multitude of ways that I was going in the wrong direction, right? But I know what God said. Man, I gotta get my other journal because I'm gonna have to talk about, excuse me, y'all, Matthew three. I know what God said. Period. Right. So a series of things happened. Okay, cool. I still did what I had to do. Okay, cool. Understand this morning why I had to do even part of what I had to do on yesterday, even a conversation that I ended up having. It wasn't even a conversation that was necessarily for me. But let me just tell you, right before. Your breakthrough, the enemy is gonna try to come in with the temptation, right? Because once at one point, it's almost like doing anything for money. Now, I again didn't have complete revelation until this morning, but yesterday, I remember driving home yesterday, and I was like. I'm touche. Like, and I don't want this listen, this ain't got nothing to do with being humble. But I can remember at one point in time where if somebody presented an opportunity, I'm on it. yeah, yeah, yeah. But I had a moment yesterday where an opportunity presented itself, and I was just like, no, that's not for me. Because remember, the Lord has been out here establishing our identity before he sends us into the promise. But think it not strange when the enemy tries to come in and make you question what God just got done saying. Stay tracking with me, right? So fast forward to this morning. No, let me go back to discernment. So The Lord and I had this conversation on yesterday, and I think I had got a little heated. I had I did in my spirituals, I had got a little heated in my spirituals, and this might rub some people the wrong way, but listen, don't come over here with no religiosity in your spirituals because we're not on that. But let me just say this, and let me by a show of just say me in the chat. Do you think your discernment is on point? Does anybody feel like Your discernment is like you got good discernment, like your discernment is strong. You've prayed for it. The Lord, you know, you you your discernment, you you can discern pretty well. Cause that's me, right? I feel like I discern pretty well. I I do pretty good. Back in the gap, I ain't do as well, but now I do all right. Intuition, if you want to call it that. Good morning, Chris Curls. Good morning. So I had a talk with the Lord on yesterday. And let me just say to somebody, and maybe I was the only one who needed it, so maybe I'm just sharing it for me. It was it's it's good opportunities versus God opportunities, right? So there was an opportunity. Let's let's just use that, right? There was an opportunity that presented itself, and guess what? There was nothing wrong with the opportunity. It was good. It was good. But I if I knew it wasn't for me. So How do I say that? Be mindful. Of and this is where the Lord put some check me in my spirituals. I hope I can say this right, Lord. Give me the words. Sometimes we think our discernment is so good that it can save us from everything. And guess what? It can't. And like I said on yesterday, and I this this came as a result of this study for from Leviticus 20 as well, y'all. Be mindful of people who try to pretend like they discernment saves them from everything. Cause I'm pretty sure that it's some stuff that the Lord requires us to go through. Would would you say I said, be mindful of people who act like they don't never mess up? Or they don't never take an opportunity because sometimes you don't know what's a good opportunity versus what's a god opportunity until you walk through the opportunity. You have a you have a cause it's almost like because I I said that to the Lord yesterday. I say, well, you know, I said, and Lord, if I'm guilty of this, forgive me. Because sometimes the Lord will make you walk through an opportunity. Walk through a door because it's something you need to experience on the other side of that door. A lesson, a blessing. you got to get some wisdom. Maybe the Lord got to put you in position right there because something that you get from there is gonna help somebody else. Please be mindful. And again, y'all forgive me if I've ever made it seem like I always know the difference between good and God. Don't because something can look real good. And not be exactly what God wants you to have. But that doesn't mean the opportunity is not good. Does that make sense? Man, I hope I said that right. Cause I I had to tell the Lord, I was like, Lord, forgive me. I say, let me tell the people now, my bad, y'all. Cause I don't want anybody to ever think that I baby, look, I just be trying to do the best I can with the information that I have. But sometimes you don't know it's not. A God opportunity until you walk through it. Does that make sense? I hope that makes sense to somebody because you ain't gonna always know. You're not gonna know until you go through that experience, and then you be like, Man, look, I because when you know better, you do better, but sometimes you don't know until you go. I hope that makes sense to somebody. Maybe it was just for me. But I said to I told had to tell the Lord yesterday, I say, Man, Lord, let me apologize to the people if I ever in any way, shape, form, or fashion made anybody think, no, my discernment is now, because sometimes I be messing up. And sometimes I think something look good, but maybe it's not the way. But let me tell you how the Lord, man, God is good. Can we just drop that in the chat? God is good, right? So This is this next part, and I think the way the Lord is separating it is giving you, it's maybe hopefully gonna give somebody some clarification. Okay. So, man, this is speaking to, I said yesterday, some of us are going back to Egypt. Man, y'all I almost cried when the Lord told me this. This is a true story.com. He told me this yesterday before I went to bed, doing Leviticus 20 Bible study. Me, full transparency, I say, man, Lord, I'm going back to Egypt. I need somebody to know. That even if the Lord is sending you back to Egypt. You na he gave me the example of Moses. Moses fled Egypt, went out in the wilderness for 40 years, and then man, I got a chill. And then the Lord sent him back to Egypt. But when he went back, he was not the same Moses that left. Does that make sense to somebody? Because I had a moment again, the enemy, and I hope this is tracking for somebody. Sometimes you can feel like, man, why do I feel like crying? Sometimes you can feel like you're going backwards because you feel like, man, Lord, you just delivered me from that. But when the Lord sends you back, He's not sending back the same person that left. Does that make sense? I don't know. Maybe it's just me because I know that I'm going back to something that the Lord delivered me from. Does that make sense? But you ain't out here in this wilderness, the Lord has developed you. develops your character so the person that left is not the person that's going back. I say, Lord, I had I just had to sit for a second and say, huh? Because you can again, this is where the enemy will try to make you question your identity, which is why the Lord is spending so much time on identity. Even this morning in Bible study, y'all, it was the point where the Lord was was showing that Jesus' us just his identity was established before he went into the wilderness. The the Lord established him, but immediately. It's like as soon as you go, as soon as the Lord brings you out, immediately the enemy is going to try to a state, he's going to try to challenge your identity. Does that make did I does that make sense? I hope that makes sense to somebody. Maybe that was just for me. I'm still sharing it with y'all because I was just like, man, even if sometimes what looks like you're going backwards is not going backwards. Sometimes you got to go back because you're going back for purpose. You're going back. For a different reason. You're going back changed. You're going back transformed. And the the other example the Lord gave me of that was when He brought me back to Alabama. I ain't the I'm not the same person who came. When I left here nine years, eight years ago, because I've been back a year, eight years ago, the the the two Latoy, come on God. Latoya left, but Touche came back. Does that make sense? Because in that time, man, Latoy, man, LaToya fled. Does this make sense to somebody? La Toya was running. And I had to go out there in the wilderness. I wasn't out there 40 years. I was out there for eight, though. I had to go out there in the wilderness, but who came back was Touche. Hope that made sense to somebody. So this may deal, this may be speaking to somebody who the Lord sometimes he got to send you back to the place that you were fleeing from. Why? Because maybe you were there was some shame attached there. Maybe it was the person that you were there. It's like, man, I was a completely different person. But when he sends you back. You got a different purpose when you go back. Man, I hope that makes sense. When you go back, me go, y'all. I'm going back to the same job. I just left in June. This will be my third time at this same job. Do you understand? Three times. Different roles R N, CNA, RN. But this time, even though I've been gone, it'll be roughly about two months. I'm not even going back the same as I was two months ago. Man, I hope that makes sense to somebody. This is why the Lord is has He big right now. I know who I am. Drop that in the chat. I know who I am. This is why He's establishing now your kingdom identity before you get where you're going. Does that make sense? I hope that makes sense to somebody. Y'all, I had a whole moment with the Lord on yesterday talking about this. and I it was kind of it was just random. And so, and again, it started with discernment, then it went to identity because and then the way the Lord confirmation it this morning was in Matthew 3. And I know we in in the new old testament, but I got to tell y'all the way the Lord confirmation it was when He said he said he told me this this morning. Before God sends Jesus into public ministry, he establishes the one thing identity will immediately challenge, or the one thing the enemy will immediately challenge, his identity. Okay. The father speaks first. This is my son, whom I love. I'm well pleased with him, right? And then Matthew 4 is when the enemy comes in and introduces, and the first thing he says is. If you are the son of God, he immediately tries to make him question identity, right? First things first, you don't have to prove what God already declared. You don't, if God already said it, that if don't even mean nothing, honey one. Because wait a minute, the Lord already said this. The Lord introduces, promotes. He did all of this and he's doing the same thing with you before he sends you into wherever you're going. But what the enemy is going to try to do is make you question, and he's going to use people to try to make you question who you are. I hope that made sense to somebody. God's declaration outranks the enemy's interrogation. And again, y'all, this is all because right before you get ready to take that step, we had the I think we had the fool yesterday. You take a leap of faith, you stepping into something. The Lord has given you an instruction and the enemy want to come in and make you question and be like, okay, well, wait a minute. Maybe I'm not supposed to do this. Me, well, maybe, well, man, man, Lord, maybe maybe I'm not supposed to be going backwards. But am I who the Lord said, I prepared you to go into where I'm sending you. And you're not going back the same that you left. Okay. I hope that made sense to somebody. Maybe it was just for me. I don't know. But the Lord said, if He's sending you back to a place, you're not going back the same that you left. Right? You have to know in your wilderness season that that transformation was preparation for the assignment that you're sending. He's sending you into. Thank y'all. And the next part that look, it's I have a lot of notes from this morning, y'all. The other part of this is many of you, you're going back with authority that you didn't have before. That's a big part of what we receive when the Lord gives us the kingdom. So you may not have had authority then, but drop it in the chat. I got it now. So I don't know if someone is going to try to make you question or make maybe I don't know if they feel like maybe you confused. No, I know who I am. I know who I am. I know who I serve. I know what the Lord spoke to me. And whatever anybody else says after that, that tries to make you question what God said, you tell them I know what my father said. Cause who, cause cause what? Anyway, let's get the clarification for today. Y'all, I I had a whole moment with the Lord on yesterday. I say, you know what, Lord, you was right. Because again, you the way the Lord be showing me stuff, y'all, and I just be like, man, daddy, because hit the enemy have you questioned your whole life, and you've been on the same path, trying to get trying to discourage you. He wants you to not, baby. Go always go back to what God said. And if you unsure what you're supposed to do, go back to the last thing that God told you. Did you complete that? If that hadn't come to pass, if you haven't done, because sometimes that's where we get messed up, right? We be ready to go to the next thing. Have you completed the last thing God told you? Because sometimes that's why you ain't moved forward yet. Cause you ain't did what the Lord told you to do. Maybe he told you to start something and you ain't do it. So if you ain't do that, and that was the last thing, and one thing for certain, the enemy wants you to question, right? He wants you to question, like, okay, did I really hear God? But when you knew my sheep know my voice. Anyway, I hope it made sense to somebody. Maybe that's just for me. Good morning, Mary Ann. But I say, Lord, I got it now. I say, okay. I I know the Lord. Okay. I know the move I'm supposed to be making. Or let's do it. Here we go. We got a high priestess that's coming in. When you know, you know. Stillness, prayer. We just illumination, wisdom, secrets, revelation. Okay. we had the high priest. That came out. Matter of fact, this I want to say, I got to tell y'all about this real quick. So y'all remember yesterday, some of y'all are subscribed to the Kingdom Clarity newsletter, some of y'all are not. But let me just tell you how the Lord be showing up. So yesterday, and I I sent this out in the newsletter. We ended up getting this card, right? Archangel Michael, the sword of truth, all the things, protection, all the things. Is it am I tripping? Because I couldn't find it yesterday because I didn't have time. Y'all, didn't we get these two cards together on the other day? We literally had the sword and the shield. And I say, huh? I could have sworn that we got this card. This is the kingdom card of the day that I pulled for yesterday. I said, Man, Lord, I could have sworn we got these cards together on the other day. so maybe somebody else remembered that beside I don't I couldn't remember. I try to read I I watched part of Friday's message, but I couldn't remember. But I swear these two cards came up together. And so it's it's like a suddenly because I wrote it in my journal. I posted it, I put it in the Kingdom Clarity newsletter where I was just like message, I was like, man, Lord, something is getting ready to happen unexpectedly. It's like, and I wrote it in my journal because there was a different scripture, a different card that the 18, the number 1810 took me to. But when I wrote it in my journal, it was literally talking about something happened, like something happening unexpectedly out the blue. it's a suddenly moment. Okay. So I don't know. The Lord said, keep that, tell it to set, tell it again. Something maybe that you prayed about. I don't know. There was a lot of divine protection on yesterday, y'all. I don't and and it's almost like It was a it was almost like the protection, like so for some of you it's knowing your angels are present because what it was it's almost like they were what y'all what y'all say, like preemptive. It was almost like a that an a a an a attack that was coming, but you didn't necessarily see it coming because it was more subtle, if that makes sense. But it was like The Lord having your angels to surround you, a hedge of protection around you, right? favor surrounding you like a shield, all the things. But it's like knowing that it's like the end the Lord knew that there was a there's a testing that's coming. And it's like him putting the protection in place ahead of time. I hope that made sense to somebody. Anyway, I don't know what message it was that had those those two cards together, but I'm pretty sure that we had them together, okay. Good morning, Kiki. Good morning, Amanda. We have the summer solstice. Look at the sunflowers. Summer solstice. This is creativity, renewal, abundance, celebration. Okay. prosperity. This is also transition. Okay. So many of us, we're still in summertime, right? Today might be look 8, 11. That's a good number. That's a good day. So for many of us, this is also strength as well. Y'all know sunflowers for me are like the sun card. That's the Lord for me. So It's like the Lord showing up just when you need him. did I tell y'all? I think I told y'all about some of y'all again, you're it's almost like you're gonna have an experience with the Lord where you're gonna know is God. And I hope that makes sense to somebody. It's like, and sometimes message, sometimes those sometimes look, I just had look, come on the the look, the blessings of the Lord. sometimes those moments are fleeting, right? Where it almost feels I don't even know how to explain this to somebody, but there are times when you know you're connected with your angels, if that's your gift, your ancestors, your spirit guides. Don't come over here with no religiosity, we ain't on that. And there are times when you know it's like God comes in and does these periodic check-ins Himself. Like you ever been reading the Bible and it's like you know you and God are talking. I don't know how else to explain that. It's like you you may be reading something that you know Isaiah wrote, but it's just like, that's the Lord. Like, and you have a whole moment, like you be on pause. Because you're no longer reading it in the third person. You're reading it from God directly. I don't know. May I don't even know if that makes sense to somebody. It's just like, okay, you you're gonna have one of these moments, one of these experiences. Me and the Lord spent a long time yesterday talking about supernatural as well and what constitutes supernatural and what is not, and who determines it? Who determines what's supernatural, what isn't? That's a whole nother discussion that I ended up having with the Lord on yesterday because it was one of it was how do I even explain it? It it was like People, because we were it was in Leviticus 20, y'all. Again, all of this come from one Bible study. And I be having discussions with the Lord because I need understanding. And I was like, well, who determines what's supernatural and what's not? And it's like, so we have to again, this where the discernment conversation came from as well. We have to be mindful of throwing around these words, right? And it's like, and because this is okay, how let me just this what I said to the Lord. I said, this is what I don't be understanding. You read the Bible, and you tell us that you want us to believe in plagues, the parting of the Red Sea, raising people from the dead. All these supernatural, the Jordan River parting, the ravens feeding Elijah. You want us to believe in supernatural, but then it's certain stuff that you say, mm-mm, that ain't supernatural. That's the devil. Huh? Make it make sense. So we have to be mindful of the things that like of the it's like so it I how do I say it? The word I said to the Lord, I say, Child, people be contradictory, like contradicting themselves. And even when you read in the Bible, y'all, it's like, yeah, believe this, but no, don't believe that. That that's not of God. What make it make sense? How could God do this? Supernatural fire, they follow in a cloud. But you mean to tell me that I'm supposed to believe that supernatural, but not this? How do you differentiate? I didn't really get an answer on that. How do you differentiate what's supernatural and what's not? And who sets the regulations and the rules and around that? I hope it made sense to somebody. John 14:6. Jesus said to him, I am the way. I promise you, we just had this card the other day. I am the way, the truth, and the life. No one comes to the father but through me. Okay. Told y'all. When the Lord showed, he's like, listen, who who decides? Who makes the rules besides the Lord? I hope that makes sense. Good morning, Shell. Good morning. what else, Lord? It look, I got Now y'all, you ain't much got to believe me if y'all want to. Three cards that I just picked up, right? I don't even know what these two are. They face down. 24 24. The first word on here is Jesus. Ezekiel 2424. Ezekiel will be a sign to you, and you will do just as he has done. When this happens, you will know that I am the sovereign Lord. You can go look it up in Strong's Concordance. The number 2424 means Jesus. Prayers answered, Lord and Savior, King of Kings. Okay. Three times. Here go the Lord. I am the way, the truth, and the life. I'm here. Here I am. This is what I said. The other day we had the Aaron card in the Bible clarity deck. The same day we were talking about Aaron and the priests, them getting consecrated and all the things and anointed. So this is again speaking to identity. When you know who you are in Christ, you solid. Drop it in the chat. I'm straight. This is why the Lord is spending so much time here, y'all. Because I was just like, man, Lord, everything is mirroring identity, identity, identity. Because you've got to know who you are. You have to know who you are. Before you go, you got to know who you are. Okay. I alone hold the truth of who I am. And then, hey, Paw Pa. And then 3:17. I'm listening now. Zephaniah 3 and 7. I let's come back to this. I alone hold the truth. This came up with the Jesus card of who I am. Man, did we have the who? Was it this week out? Didn't we start off this message? Tom Bot, knowing who you are, I know who I am. Did we did we say that? Was that something we put in the chat? Let's do it again. I know who I am. Huh? Because I know what God said that I am. Not man. Yesterday, me and the co the Lord had a talk about performance, right? And I heard it again this morning, and then I got it again in Bible study. One thing for certain, two things for sure, when you show up as who you are, you ain't got to perform. It it ain't a performance. It ain't and I I think I saw it in one place and then I heard it somewhere else. And I was just like, huh, when you know who you are, did I read it this morning? Is it in my notes? Identity precedes performance. Sonship is established by the Father before Jesus' public works. Man, look, I don't know who who needs this. This is why the Lord He's gonna keep on saying the same thing over and over and over. You got to know who you are for where you're going. Okay. I know who I am, right? A testimony to God. Zephaniah 3 and 17. The Lord your God is with you, the mighty warrior who saves and He will take great delight in you in his love. He will no longer rebuke you, but will rejoice over you with singing. Man, look. Hey, Papa, trying to tell you, let's clarification. This, the Lord, when the Lord showed up, He show up. Man, lip, I'm I promise you, I'm so grateful. I can we just give God some glory. I'm so grateful for who I am. And this has nothing to do with anything that I have done. Knowing who I am in Christ, my God in heaven, because that will change your life. When you know who you are for real, man, can't nobody stand against that. Can't nobody stand against that because again, this is authenticity, it's transparency. You because you know who God told you you are, man. I hope that makes sense. Let's clarity the revelation down here with the high priestess message. We receive it, Lord. Here we go. We have trickery that's coming in in the shadows hoping to be undetected undetected didn't I just tell y'all before we pulled Nan card I said that there's some man look now sometimes this is where discernment come in right illusions sneaky secretive didn't I start off this message saying before we did anything else I say hey you gonna see something That you weren't supposed to see, but it's gonna give you some revelation. It's almost like somebody that was trying to hide in the shadows and be sneaky in some way. The Lord have a habit of revealing stuff. You say what? I say the Lord has a habit of revealing what you need to know. Why? Because you need some of y'all, you finna find out some folks been playing in your face all along. The Lord is in a revealing season. You may have suspected something, high priestess. Your spirituals, your intuitionals be like, I don't know. Something ain't something, but you can't quite put your finger. This is like a chameleon, not a chameleon spirit. It's like something somebody hiding. They try to stay hidden, something like that, but you don't see them with your spiritual eyes. Does that make sense? Somebody, you they they may smile in your face. Hee hee. A hee he. And then all of a sudden the Lord is gonna let you see something you wasn't supposed to see, and it's going to reveal who that person is. It's gonna reveal what they up to. That's when your discernment, like sometimes your discernment be done picked up on something, you'd be like, I don't know about them. It's something ain't something, and but you don't quite know. And then all of a sudden, guess what? Because somebody's everything done in the dark. Gotta come to the light. Watch what the Lord reveals now. Somebody thought they was being sleek, but the Lord finna out them and be like, no, you no. No. So just pay attention. That's it. That's all. They kept on trying to be back here hiding and drop that in the chat. I see you. Next. Now, this is twofold, right? First things first, a snake. A snake. the next part of this, because we ain't even gonna give them that type of energy. But understand, like you know a snake when you see one. Okay, we talked about that the other day. Matter of fact, I heard it on a Friday message. For some of y'all, it's like this. Let me tell you, look at the camouflage. Let me talk, let me thank y'all. Let me go ahead and get this out the way because then we finna put it behind us, okay. People can only stay hidden for so long, but a snake is still a snake. And on Friday's message, because I listened to part of it yesterday, it was literally like, How many times are you gonna give the snake your arm, your leg, your foot to bite? Huh? Get this part now. Right. So again, the Lord is gonna be revealing folks who don't mean you no good before he takes you into the promise. Because why you want a snake to get a piece of your pie? I hope that makes sense to somebody. Moving past that. Let's talk about the transformation, right? Because we just got done doing that. We just got done talking about that with Leviticus, right? Or being in the wilderness. Undergoing a dramatic change, separation from the old life, dying to the false self. Okay. If you used to be a shyster, if you used to be a trickster, look little trickster spirit, okay, a lot of that the Lord is gonna remove before He gives you this promise, He got to take care of that. If it's something that He needed to get in alignment, that's what repentance is, right? Kingdom alignment, getting in alignment with the assignment. So if it's something that the Lord needs to remove. He's gonna remove it before he blesses you with this promise. I hope that makes sense to somebody. Repentance, changing your way of thinking, right? Think different, act different. So I hope that makes sense to somebody. This is made, this is like a major trend. This is like death of the old self as well, right? Showing up as who you are. Let me say, thank y'all. Where you finna get ready to go, we're not diminishing ourselves in this season. You're not finna, I'm I'm not finna now. We're not trying to blend in. Come on, Lord. Where He's sending you, you weren't meant to blend in. You weren't meant to be. I'm I don't want to draw any attention to myself. That's not your calling. That's not your assignment. Your assignment is to go and represent the Lord, the kingdom. And whatever way, shape, form, or fashion he gives you to do that. So maybe you had to go through a season, and maybe or maybe it was just me, because I can receive this part. Baby, I can remember when I used to go in places and I used to diminish myself because you don't want to make other people uncomfortable. This ain't that season because I know who I am. Does that make sense? Where the Lord is getting ready to send you, that doesn't mean arrogance. That doesn't mean you go in there. But you better walk in there like you, like you somebody. Cause dropping in the chat, I am. Man, look, who need this little last confidence check before we go into these new territory? Yeah, because you going in to stand what what y'all just said, step on the head of snakes. Man, look, you better know you finna go in there on assignment. You finna be revealing some folks. Do you understand that that's part of your assignment as well? When because you you realize that's why you end up having enemies, right? Because you make people see the truth about themselves. You don't even a lot of times you ain't even much got to do nothing out the way. You just show up and be who you are. A good person, a reflection of our king. You going now, you got morals and ethics. You're trying to do the right thing. You're not mistreating people. You're trying to stay away from gossip. You're trying to really live what Leviticus just told us, right? So as a result of that. It made you become a reflection. And to the best of our ability, we are trying to be a reflection of Jesus, right? So now you take Jesus with you. Come on, Lord. You take Jesus with you where you're going. And it makes other people have to look at themselves. Now they don't like you. Remember, we've been talking about for the last week that you're gonna have some folks hate and you don't even know why. You don't even know why folks ain't finna like you. You just could why? Because you're reflecting back to them their inadequacies. You're reflecting back to them things that they know they need to heal within themselves. Man, I hope that makes sense to somebody. You finna, you got the that's why. No, you're not going in there pretending to be anything less than God has shown you in your wilderness season, in your transformation. That you're not going in there mistreating anybody, you're not doing none of that. But you better show up representing the Lord. Man, look. What else, Lord? Baby, listen, the haters gonna hate. They're gonna hate regardless. Why? Just because you are not listen, we talked about this. Thank you, Lord. You ain't imitating Egypt and you not imitating Canaan. I'm kingdom. Drop that in the chat. I'm kingdom. That's it. The kingdom is the standard. That's it. The king establishes the standard. I'm kingdom. So we do we always get it right? Nope. Don't. But we do our very best to go and reflect the king. Now look, I wasn't trying to pull this. 336 is sticking out. I wasn't even trying to pull that. spiritual teacher, the gift of prophecy. What else, Lord? Elisha. Okay, Elisha. This is a hangman. This is on pause on purpose. This is spiritual enlightenment. Okay. Elisha was a prophet and miracle worker in the Bible who served in the kingdom of Israel. His name means God is salvation. He was a disciple and successor to the prophet Elijah. He performed miracles, including making bitter water sweet and reviving a dead boy. He led a holy war to overthrow the house of Omri in Jerusalem. so for some of you, you're going in with additional enlightenment as well. Okay. And this is an on-pause card, y'all. So, what happens in the time that you are in the wilderness, the Lord. He establishes you. He establishes your kingdom identity. He makes you understand who you are. Okay. He gives you some wisdom. And you take that where you're going. Okay. You take that where you're going. So that's a part of the transformation that has to happen in the wilderness. I hope that makes sense to somebody. What else, Lord? We have Y'all, you cannot make this up. First house. Can y'all see what the top of that card says? I am. What what Lord? Hold on. Let me. Can y'all see that that says I am man? Look, awareness of self, first house energy. Okay. your personality, your outward appearance, people's first impression of you. Man, come on, Lord. Message. foundations. This is this is how people see you, right? Message. This is Claire Tian. The summer solstice, right? Let them see Jesus first. Does that make sense? Do we always get it right? Again, I'm gonna reiterate. No. When somebody meets you, meets us, who do they meet first? Do they meet Egypt? Do they meet Canaan? Or do they meet kingdom? Because that's where we're trying to get, right? We we want people to be able to see us and say it's something different about them. It they encounter you and it's just like, that's that's somebody. Ooh. Having you want them to have an experience with Jesus, with you. Does that make sense? Through you, by you? You don't need sometimes you ain't even much got to open your mouth. It's simply because you're different. Maybe that ain't how it used to be presented. But it is now. Why? Cause the Lord has made that transformation out here in the wilderness. I hope that makes sense to somebody. in the way that you work, in the way that you show up, in the way that you talk, trust and believe the me, the Lord be having to check my mouth because my mouth don't get too ignorant, but I I will I'll be like, You right, Lord, let me get my mouth in alignment. So It's it's an understanding of why you have to know who you are before the Lord sends you. I don't know what else to say on that. What else, Lord? Summer Solstice. I am adventure coming in next. you make exciting work moves that could take you outdoors or on a trip. Somebody said that to me yesterday. So thank y'all for thank you for prophesying that into my life, honey one. And yeah, we've had the message is on the move. Kingdom travels, okay? Take the kingdom with you wherever you go. so for some of you, this may be a new look at the new mountain coming in. Y'all realize we still got to climb, right? You may have just came out of the valley, but all we're doing is getting to the next mountain. What is the Lord, where what is the Lord telling you that you getting ready to do? Accomplish what mountain you finna have to climb because it ain't never just one. We keep climbing until we get to go to glory, right? So for many of you, the Lord is showing you, He's just like, Yep, I'm getting ready to send you out. And nope, it's not always gonna be smooth sailing. Sometimes it's gonna be rugged terrain. Sometimes you're gonna have to really dig your feet in, but you can climb this mountain. I hope that makes sense to somebody. You can climb this mountain because number one, you already know that the Lord is going with you up the mountain. Matter of fact, He already at the top. We just going to meet him where he's at. I don't. This feels like the Lord's telling somebody, like, come higher, right? Come higher. He's sending you up the next mountain. I don't know what that mountain is for you. It's not for me to know. It's for you to know that he's getting ready to send you up. Okay. Big bank take little bank. Okay. overspending. Mind you, let me just say this to somebody right now. Thank y'all. You're gonna have the resources for it. I don't know. It it's almost it's like one of these, cause some but sometimes it's just like, well, I can't do it because I don't have the money for it. The Lord finances what he fits you for. Okay. So this is not, this is that last little money check as well. Thank y'all. This that last little money check where you be like, Well, can I afford that? Can God afford it? Because are we spending out of our finances or are we spending out of God's finances? That's a that that plays a big difference. When you're doing kingdom work, you get kingdom provision. Does that make sense? But do the Lord, but does the Lord have to teach you stewardship first? Absolutely. Because before He can bless you with more, you have to manage what He's giving you. Okay? He's you've got to manage what He's giving you. So for many of you, if you're worried about how am I going to pay for it? How is it going to happen? You ain't got to pay for it. The Lord already paid for it, it's already done. Okay. I hope that makes sense to somebody. this could be in the this for some of you, the way that you're getting ready to make money is going to change as well. So be prepared for that. But also being very mindful if the Lord has already taught you stewardship, if He already told you how to manage your money, don't get this new money and act brand new. Okay. Like it's easy for us to do that. You get a little money, and we talked about this on yesterday. You get a little bit of money and all of a sudden it starts burning in your pockets. Right, you ready to spend just because the Lord has given increase, and He's like, That's not what I taught you. I I ain't teach you to spend every dime just because you got it. No, you still gonna have to, even with increase, again, responsibility. So if you've been responsible. Don't become irresponsible. If you if you it's like if you if the when the Lord sends you through a season where you almost budgeted to the dollar, every dollar has a name, right? Every dollar has a di destination. Every dollar is it's like, okay, I know this is going here and this is for this. So when the Lord gives you this increase, because it's coming, you may have felt like you were still robbing Peter to pay Paul, and it's been just enough. When this increase comes, remember that you have to still. Manage it. Stewardship. Okay. Hope that makes sense to somebody. The Lord is He's blessing you with money, but that don't mean you got to spend it just because you have it. Okay. We have childhood that's coming in next. innocence. This is no worries. It new beginnings, growth, inexperience. One thing the Lord has been talking to me about, you ain't supposed to know everything you're doing in this next season because you're leaving room for God to teach you. Does that make sense? It's why. thank y'all. It's to speak, it's to talk about discernment, right? You ain't supposed to know because if you knew, then where would that leave room for faith? If you had all the answers, if your discernment was always one on point, like then how would you ever learn? Right? I just heard like the ch you have to enter the kingdom like a child. So it's like if you know everything. How can God teach you anything? You wouldn't have a reason to be here. We are still here to learn, to develop, to grow, to go through experiences. So if you know everything, why God still got you here? So I hope that makes sense to somebody. and this is also, thank y'all. This is also speaking to have fun with what you're doing. And maybe this is a spirit check for somebody, maybe it's for me. Babe, if you ain't having fun doing it. You ain't doing it right if it's too serious, if it's too heavy. Now, mind you, we in some heavy chapters in Leviticus. Leviticus is a heavy part of the part of the Bible, but the Lord still wants you to enjoy the life that He's helping you to create. And that be the difference. Do you actually enjoy what you're doing? Which I mean, like, are you enjoying what you're doing? Man, I love to come up here and be like, man, because the Lord still be blowing my mind. Every time I come up here and give a message, the Lord still be blowing my mind. Every time I'm reading the Bible, I'll be like, what no, Lord? Cause it's always something, it's just like, I ain't even much think about that. When I'm creating, when the Lord, whatever it is, are you enjoying what you're doing? For some of you, that's going to help you start navigating opportunities. Hmm, would I really enjoy that? I don't, I don't. I don't know. I don't know. No, it's how you're gonna start. It's almost like being choosy. Yeah, I'm choosy in this season. Everything ain't for me. Yeah, I don't, I don't think that's in alignment. Like, I don't see myself wanting to do that. The Lord wants us to enjoy the life that He's blessing us with. So for some of us, it's how you're going to discern, like, Don't we don't have to do stuff just for the sake of doing it. We don't have to choose every opportunity just because it presents itself. You ain't got to choose everything just because there's money attached to it. We talked about that on yesterday. Just because it can produce some monetization doesn't mean that everything is supposed to monetize. Sometimes creativity, childhood energy, right? Leo energy, sometimes it's okay to do stuff just because you enjoy doing it. And I'm not talking about stuff that'll get you jammed up. Like it's okay to have some fun with what you're doing. I hope that makes sense. And it's not like I told the Lord that this morning. I say, man, was that this morning? I was like, man, Lord, I can't imagine living the rest of my life doing something that I absolutely hate. I just can't. I'm not in that. I'm not in that in in that. It's like the relationship that I have with the Lord won't allow me to just be miserable for the rest of my life. Like Who does that? So as the Lord starts starts exposing you to a new way of living, you're gonna have more fun message with what you're doing. I hope that makes sense to somebody. Baby, if you ain't having fun, you got to try something else. And how do you know? Because sometimes you just got to try some stuff until you get to the thing that actually makes you happy. Okay. I deserve to be loved and to love others. for some of you, this is a new we talked about this. This is a new, this is like a whole new heart. I don't even know how else to say that. This being like a whole new heart. and this could be this is dealing with friendships, relationships. This is knowing what you deserve and what you ain't gonna tolerate. We talked about boundaries on the other day. Man, look, them boundaries for real. How do I don't want to say that sound bad? Because that's kind of let me just say this. Drop this in chat. I ain't a dummy. You you ever have like a hard no, like somebody done played in your faith? And we talk, I guess I mentioned this in the beginning. You got to have some boundaries sometimes where you just be like, you you won't get me like that. Some of y'all gonna have one of them experiences because you know you deserve better. I think that's why the Lord said something about, or it was like, Whoever says somebody send me some flowers, it's just like, no, there are expectations for the next relationship that I because it's only gonna be the last one. Cause ain't nobody just out here dating just to be dating, right? And so it's like because you know what you deserve, you're not gonna settle for less than that. And that's just it. You deserve to be loved the way that you want to be loved, as well as because of the love that you give. So we're not gonna be no dummy. And keep getting treated the same way. And well, we done all been a dummy. Well, maybe at least I have. I can say that. I didn't been a dummy. Okay. But now I know better. But guess what? You have to do. You got to walk through that situation to know somebody playing with you. Does that make sense? How else was you gonna know to be able to recognize it if it happened again? Some folks still I love y'all, but some folks might still be in the dummy stage. It took me years. To get out of the dummy stage. Do you understand? but nah. Who? Y'all hurt my bad. I but now. No. No. It ain't even no let me tell you to correct it. No. It's some things you just gonna have to know. I ain't got time. What? What? It's some things I shouldn't even have to say. Because if you still is it's one of those types of things, y'all, where some of you, the Lord is gonna teach you that in your transformation season out there in the wilderness, where you're gonna be like, I was settling. I was settling for way less than I know I deserve. I hope that makes sense to somebody. You deserve to be loved. That's why the Lord will sit you down by yourself and show you what unconditional love looks like. Because most of us, until we receive it and until we really receive it from the Lord, you may not have never, you maybe you have never received you you don't even understand it. But when the Lord show up and love you, and I guess this and this is men and women, man, when the Lord show up and love you, you be like, So this what I think I watched a video, a real or something, this the other day. And this girl was talking about how just the it was her coworker and how differently he treated her. And how protective he was of her. And like the simplest things, walking down the street. You know, if you down here in the south, women ain't even supposed to walk next to the street. The man's supposed to walk on that side of the woman closest to the street. Respect. Yesterday I had to go drop, take a friend to do something. And this little young, little young fella, his brother was driving. The mama was getting in the front seat. He he couldn't have been no more than 10, 11 years old. But he walked up and opened the door for his mom before he got in the car. I say, you know something, little fella. It's it's things like that, y'all, where it's like, okay, message. No, you you gonna have to no, it's certain levels, it's certain things that man, me and my daughter talked about this the other day. I ain't trying to be funny. And it took me a long time to get to this point. Good morning, Brenda. Job, car, place to stay. Minimum requirements. What you say I said job, car, and a place to stay of your own. Minimum requirements. Why? Because that's my standard. And I'm not changing it. Because I didn't changed it many a times. Just like I have a standard that a man will never a man will never move in with me again in life. In life. Why? Because with the exception of one, every man moved in with me because I had what? Stability. Mm-mm. Your standards change. When the Lord get to transforming you. Bare minimum. And that and look, and it come with a whole lot more than that. People, you too picky. The hell you say job, car, a place to stay. If ye ain't got all three of them, you don't. I'm no, I'm not interested. No, thank you. No thanks. Why? Because I ain't a dummy. I done been a dummy. Because that's it. Listen, ladies, you you ain't got to agree with me. It's gonna be somebody that be like, well, maybe he just down on his look. Been there done that, baby. You cannot change my mind. You cannot. Well, everybody go through hard times. Mm-hmm. I understand. And I still not change my mind. That's one of them things the Lord taught me. If I got to have those things, you got to have them things. Message. Why? Because that kind of stuff is baggage. I'm moving on. Matthew 13, 47 to 48. Once again, the kingdom of heaven is like a net that was let down into the lake and caught all kinds of fish. When it was full, the fishermen pulled it up on the shore. Then they sat down and collected the good fish in baskets, but threw the bad away. Threw the bad away. Right? Through the bad way. Emery just said, what about the what about if he retired? Does he have his own money? Is he what it let me, I don't maybe this, I don't want this to sound bad. Because I ain't never dealt with nobody retired. So let me let me be very clear about that. Right? I ain't never dealt with nobody retired. So I can't really speak on it. But you got to have your own source of income. Maybe that's a better way to say it. You got to have your own source of income, period. I don't care what this I listen. How you make your money, it needs to be legal, legit, you retired, all good. You got the because what you're not gonna, what I don't care, I don't care, I don't care. You won't be dependent on me. You got to have your own sense, your own source of income. And let me say this about somebody retired. Everybody, and again, everybody don't want to build, but retire don't mean do nothing either. I understand, but I it's it's who I am. I don't see myself grinding, grinding, grinding, grinding. And this is just me. Again, I ain't never dealt with nobody retired, right? I don't see me building businesses, being an entrepreneur, going to school, like doing all of these things. And Him just kind of sitting there and just looking. Like I don't think that that kind of energy would align with me personally. Does that make sense? Because I know and I'm speaking for me right now, but real talk, real conversation, right? I'm speaking for me right now. Right now, I got so much going on that I I it's almost like, and I don't want to say that it would be again, I can't speak on it because I hadn't dealt with it, but I feel like somebody who would align with me at this point in life, they got some stuff they trying to accomplish. They they got some stuff they trying to do. Does that make sense? They can be retired, but that doesn't mean that they just sit in message and not doing nothing. I hope that makes sense. Like I I it it just because it's like I don't know how I could sit and just watch. Anyway, I hope that makes sense to somebody. But again, that's me. Other people ain't there yet. But it's like I and I that's me. I don't see it's like a man just sitting there watching me go to school with building businesses, and he just sitting there looking at me. Huh? You mean you don't want to do nothing? You just good with this this good for you. I'm not on that type of time. For me, that may work for somebody, but not for me. I hope that makes sense. But again, you got to have your own standards. That could be good for somebody who maybe is if if that's what somebody wants, then by all means boo boo do you. But for as for me, it's like, nah, we we we building something. You that's just it. Okay. I hope that makes sense to somebody. Moving on, territory. letting go on a mission. Why? Because I'm on a mission. I'm on a mission. I I I know that my husband is on a mission as well. He got stuff he got to get done. Why? Because I know I have a big calling on my life. I know that the Lord has a lot that He's requiring of me to do. So when you know your mission. You it's like, man, I ain't even got no idle time. Like my schedule jam-packed. So, but it's also a lesson that I had to learn in codependence as well. It's why I know, like I the person, my husband, no, he got to have something going for himself. Cause it it just ain't no way. Because up, he's also he's he's he's it it just it it wouldn't work for me to be on the move and him to just be sitting like, well, like what? Because our motivation wouldn't be matching. I hope that makes sense to somebody. It's just like, no, he he got to have some stuff going because otherwise, we it he wouldn't understand my drive and my determination. Okay. Message ripen. Okay. Maturity. Look at the Lord showing up, the number 426. mature, accomplished, perfected, grown up, enriched. Why? Because good and grown, honey. This is speaking to Mark 4:26 through 29. He also said, This is what the kingdom of God is like. A man scatters seed on the ground night and day, whether he sleeps or gets up, the seed sprouts and grows, though he does not know how. All by itself the soil produces grain, first the stalk, then the head, then the full kernel in the head, and as soon as the grain is ripe, he puts the sickle to it because the harvest has come. The Lord was talking to me this morning, and this is Claire T and the Jesus card, by the way. The Lord was talking to me this morning about the fact that we all have a different assignment. And I think we've mentioned this before. because I re I remember the Lord telling me this before. Some people are meant to plant, some people are meant to water, some people are meant to harvest. You got to know your assignment, right? But this is also speaking to maturity. And the Lord even talked to me about that. It I it it it may have been it may have been in Matthew 3, it may have been somewhere else. But it's like once you mature, once you're ready, then the Lord's like, okay, go. But that's part of the transformation that happens out here in the wilderness, right? ripen. Come on, Georgia Peach. Look, I just bought some peaches the other day. Some of y'all might need to add some fresh fruit. And vegetables to your diet, right? The Lord instructed me to do that. I got a watermelon, I'm trying to cut right now, anyway. so for some of you, it's like I don't know, maybe the Lord is going to be changing up your diet as well. But when you're mature, when you're ready, He's gonna send you out on the next leg of your assignment, right? This is seasoned, being ready. This is being conditioned for where the Lord is sending you. What else? I'm gonna take a trip to Atlanta. I'm gonna take one. Here we go. Move in silence. Move in silence. Okay. keep it to yourself, be quiet. Listen more than you speak. Man, the Lord is good. Let me tell you. On yesterday, there was I was when I was doing Bible study. I told the Lord, I said, Man, Lord, I said, I said too much. I should have listened more than I spoke. And I had that revelation. So I'm tripping about this. I should have listened. more than I spoke. Something that the Lord is also going to be teaching us in this season, y'all, is sometimes man. How do I cannot say that part? Like So you can hear what people are not saying. Does that make sense? It's almost like you have maybe it's just me. Sometimes have you ever been in a situation where you feel like you're being set up? It's almost like somebody, it's almost like somebody saying something to see what your response is going to be. Them trying to set you up to see how you're going to respond. I have had a couple of moments like that where I feel like people will say certain things to try to see what I'm going to say in response to it. And when that happened for me on yesterday, I told the Lord yesterday, I say, Yeah, I said, Man, Lord, I said, I said too much. And I didn't say anything out the way, mind you. But it was just one of those moments where I was just like, Man, that feel like a setup. And I don't even know why I felt like that. And I'm not a what's the word? I'm not a Paranoid person, but it was just one of those moments as I sat back and I was just talking and reflecting and conversating with the Lord. I said, Man, I said too much. I said, I I said, because it was something underlying, and it's it's almost like that. So for some of you, there may it's like a underlying kind of not an undercurrent. And and it's learning to be more observant. I hope that makes sense. You're gonna have those moments where you're gonna be like, hmm, you just not gonna have as much to say. I'm bad about that to the point people think I'm antisocial, but I'm really not. I just be paying attention. But then I also have those moments again, full transparency where I'm just like, I should have paid more attention with my spiritual ears instead of instead of talking. But you got to be real with self, right? So I hope that makes sense to somebody. Some of y'all, the Lord finna give you some instructions. He finna give you some moves, and you're gonna have to keep it to yourself because that's part of our transformation as well. Be message. Lord gonna give you something, right? And you're gonna have to keep it to yourself. 111. You may be seeing that number. Trust your intuition. Sometimes, thank y'all. Sometimes you don't have to say everything you see. Does that did I say that right? You don't have to say everything you see. Because the Lord gonna be to reveal told you the Lord gonna be to reveal something, and you're gonna know, and maybe you already know. Again, we talked about this back here with this card, where it's something the Lord had already told you, He already gave you some revelation. Don't say nothing, just allow it to unfold, allow it to play out exactly how it's gonna play out. The Lord will make you aware of something. Until you don't say nothing about it. You keep on kind of like Jesus and Judas, right? You just keep right on smiling. Act like you don't know nothing. Act like you zip ahead, Fred. Sometimes that is your greatest strength. Because when people think that you don't know what you know you know, message, that's when they get sloppy. Does that make sense? When people think you ignant, ignant. Not ignorant, ignorant. When they think, she she ain't child, she ain't got her spirituals don't be telling her nothing. She she don't know. When they think you don't know, they show their hand. So you just keep putting some some Yeah, I went right over my head, honey. It I I I'm so good at it. I'd be child, I'd be having a whole conversation with you and acting like I don't know who you are. Next. Okay. So sometimes that's where you just got to have them little internal talks with the Lord. You didn't even got to say it out loud. Just be like, mm. Mm-hmm. Okay. Destined path is coming in next. Path of the soul's journey. Previously selected lessons for soul growth, right? and let me just say this to somebody. Everybody ain't finna be happy about your growth. Why? Because you moving in alignment with God and they may not be on their path yet. So sometimes the the next part of this, thank y'all. The next part of this is sometimes the hardest thing to do is keep something to yourself. Why? Because you be excited. Sometimes God will do something in your life and you want to share it. You want to tell people like, look what the Lord has done. But you have to understand that everybody's not going to be happy about this next level up that the Lord is doing. And this is why the Lord is going to start revealing these folks, y'all. And it's it already came up. Maybe he already has. This is him. It's like the it's like, thank y'all. I just heard the lions den. That's on this Jesus card, right? It's like the Lord's telling he's he's telling you, I'm sending you the you brood, not you brood of vipers. It's like he's sending you in there with the snakes. So he's gonna make you aware that they a snake before you're even before you even have the opportunity to get bitten. I hope that makes sense. because everybody is not walking in alignment with the path that they want to be on, and so they may not. Be happy for the path that you're walking, but you just keep moving in down the path that the Lord has instructed you to walk. Okay. I hope that makes sense to somebody. What else, Lord? I I alone hold the truth of who I am. Okay. truly, y'all. Look, I should have pulled this first. What I literally just got done talking about, Proverbs 17, 27. A truly wise person uses few words. A person with understanding is even tempered. Wise people remain calm and thoughtful. Self-control told y'all sometimes. Shh. That's it. That's clarity in the move in silence card. Okay, Lord. That's all you can do. Is it okay, Lord? Don't tell everybody every move that you're getting ready to make until the Lord allows you to release it. Until He says, Okay. Go ahead and talk about it. Why? Because that sets the enemy up not to create delays. He cannot create delays. You can be influenced to create a delay. How? Easy. You tell somebody about what the what you're getting ready to do, and the first thing they do is discourage you. Girl, that ain't gonna work. Child, why would you do that? Mm-mm. I knew somebody who did that and this how it went for them. What that got to do with me? W if this is something that the Lord has told you, you got to be mindful of people speaking death into your destiny. Because listen, everybody don't want to see you be great. Everybody don't want to see you move into this next season either. And it sucks, but the Lord had to teach me that. You be so excited because it's just like, man, the Lord did something great. But everybody, the people who are not walking they path, y'all. Who want who'd have a desire to do something else, but for whatever reason they're not moving forward, baby, them the wolf that this why the Lord will show you, He'd be like, Your spirituals will be on high alert, be like, mm-mm, don't say that. Don't talk about that. Mm-mm. Why? Because until because because they're not doing what they truly want to be doing, they're not gonna be happy for you. Hope that makes sense. Word to the wise, okay. Word to the wise. What else, Lord? We have affection that is coming in next, endearment, overflow of positive emotions, warmth and fondness. And so, some for some of you, let me just say this favor ain't fair. Favor ain't fair. Everybody ain't finna be happy. Come on, 726. Everybody ain't finna be happy about this new relationship that's coming into your life. For some of you, let me just put it out here you may end up dealing with somebody. And you ain't gonna tell nobody about the relationship that that's coming into your life. You cause this is coming up with the right next to the move in silence card. It's like there are people, maybe you the single person, or maybe you the person that everybody else could be in a relationship, but you've been over here solo dolo. Well here thank y'all. And also thank you. Let me say this real quick. And it's also like the Lord is gonna start blessing you with everything. It's like multiple things that are coming in at one time. It's like imagine getting the job and then the relationship shows up and then the opportunity shows up and then the money shows up. So multiple things coming in at one time. And there are some people who it's like people gonna feel some type of way. my gosh, I'm tracking. Because the way, man, because thank y'all, because of the way that you love you. This ain't everybody's message, okay? But because of the way that you love the way that God loves you, let's put that first. Because of the way that you love you, the person who's gonna be coming in, the way that they're gonna love you, is gonna make somebody feel some type of way. I hope that makes sense. It is like somebody gonna be jealous. Maybe it's gonna be it's because of the way somebody is going to treat you. how tender, come on, tender. How tender they are with you. I wouldn't normally use that word. It's like someone is people are gonna feel some type of way. Now, this is somebody who may already be in a relationship, but because they're not being loved the way that you're about to be loved. And this don't have to be a person. This could be just because God keep because of the favor on your life. Because God keeps showing up. But the reason he keeps showing up for you is because of the way that your obedience. It it's not like you just woke up one night and all of a sudden the Lord just started raining blessings. We all be blessed all the time, but you continue to walk. Your destined path. And so things are fighting like things are happening for you. Life is moving forward. And if for other people, man, from the outside looking in, it may look like you just getting blessing after blessing after blessing, but you really not. You had to walk through some stuff in order to get these blessings. But they they don't see that part. They only see every time you turn around, you have this, and how you got that. And it You don't you how could you how did how could you afford that? Because God finna start giving you stuff. He finna start giving you, you know, it's like the Lord giving you a place to stay when you've been giving you a house when you've been in an apartment, right? It's like these kind of blessings, like things just work out for you and it seems magical to other people, but it's really just God, but it's because of your obedience. But remember, it's because you're doing the things that God has told you to do. You're walking out. Your path, the path, the plan that he has for you, and somebody who's not don't understand why you keep receiving the blessings. Just like, man, I gotta I'ma be obedient in this thing. Like, what? Like, I got to live different. They don't understand. Man, maybe they haven't had exposure to the kingdom, so they see you living a kingdom life. But they don't understand that you under kingdom rules and regulations and like you they don't understand what you had to the transformation that God had to take you through in order to start experiencing this life. They have they could have access to it, but again, they may not be ready to let go of the world. So they don't understand why you keep receiving these what they kingdom-sized blessings, because I'm living a kingdom life. I'm being obedient, I'm stewarding well, I'm treating people right. Then done my healing work. I'm still a work in progress, but man, I'm dependent on God instead of depending on a job. And God is my source. Like they, it's a different level of understanding. That's why. I hope that makes sense. And there are people who, you know, they have access, but maybe they're not choosing the kingdom. Drop that in the chat. I choose kingdom because it's good over here. Life's good over here. Okay. Matthew 4 and 23, Jesus went through Galilee teaching in their synagogues, proclaiming the good news of the kingdom and healing every disease and sickness among the people. Okay. The Lord talked to me about that this morning. and we've talked about this before. Man, the Lord will show He He's gonna make you show out in front of people who were once doubting you. I heard that somewhere else the other day. we receive that, right? Because why? Because you're doing what we're all supposed to be doing. You're going out and making disciples. You are sharing the kingdom with other people by how you're living, by how you're showing up, by how you're representing the Lord. I hope that makes sense to somebody. Being willing to admit, like Lord, I'm willing. I'll be an example if it'll help somebody else to get in. So I hope that makes sense to somebody. What else? And we're finna be we finna wrap this thing up. Man, I was supposed to say it. And I don't know if I said the lion's. Did I say the lion's den? Y'all, did I say that out loud? Message. When I looked down at the when I looked at this Jesus card, I heard the Lion's Den. Daniel in the Lion's Den. Okay. Daniel and the Lion's Den. Restriction and the Eight of Swords is a card of like restriction. but man, let me tell you something that faith Daniel had. And when I looked at this for this Jesus card, I heard Lion's Den and here go the Lord. the story of Daniel in the Lion's Den, of course, recounts how Daniel, a faithful Jewish man serving in the Babylonian court under King Darius, was thrown into the den of lions as punishment for refusing to stop praying. Drop it in the chat. I ain't stopping. You won't get you won't keep me from serving, ain't so. For some of you, this is like where the Lord's gonna come in with some divine rescue, right? Divine rescue. Daniel remained unharmed by the lions in the lion den and the lion's den. and this is why you got to represent the kingdom wherever you go, right? Because as a result of this, it made the king acknowledge the power of Daniel's God. And issue a decree praising his faith, showcasing the importance of staying true to one's beliefs, even in the face of adversity. We've been talking about that. I know who I am. That's where we're gonna, that's where we at, y'all. Message. That's where we at. You better know who you are, no matter who's gonna who's gonna try to come up against you, and somebody's gonna have something to say. And I don't care who it is, somebody's gonna have something to say. They're gonna fit, baby. Listen. I know who I am. That's why the Lord will tell you, and He said this in Matthew, and I said it already. He will confirm you. He will establish you before the enemy comes in to try to test you, test your identity. Because that's the first thing that happened with Jesus. So if it happened to the Lord, why wouldn't it happen to us? Right? Good morning, Miss Suculin. Good morning, Monica. If I didn't speak to y'all, good morning. Okay. So you got to know who you are. Less clarity and this come on, ancestors. We got help. man, that you like. Look, I'm telling you, you you got to know where your help comes from. Okay, here we go. I told y'all afterlife, blessings of a long life, death and rebirth and reincarnation, periods may be not pyramid, if not periods, pyramids. Look, I feel like that's a period at the end of the sentence. May be important. There may be something, a revelation that you're going to be receiving. I just told y'all, maybe you got a granddaddy in the spirituals that is helping you as well, because my papa is out here. St. Patrick's Day may be important for some of y'all as well. The two cards literally back to back that are talking about constraints and boundaries, blockages, and what the it's like the afterlife, the new life that you're getting ready to live as a result of the Lord breaking you free. breaking old mindsets, breaking old patterns. When you know who you are, you move different, you operate different. And so you're actually able to access that I don't even access the inner that inner power to help you now navigate differently. You move different when you move kingdom period. You move different when you when you're operating in the kingdom. So for some of you it's like accessing, you're going to be accessing that power to help you move forward. We already have the transformation card down here, which talks about dying to the old self, separation from the old life. we know that the Lord is doing a new thing anyway in this season. So just be prepared for that. Be prepared to be a new person in a new territory wherever the Lord is sending you. We're gonna get ready to close this out. We got two cards. I love the Lord. Can we just give God the glory real quick? Yeah. Much got to believe me if you don't want to. Let me show y'all. Because the Lord has said, man, it ain't nothing like being in covenant with the Lord. Look at the relationships. Come on, Lord. It ain't nothing like being in covenant with the Lord. You better know, you better know. Thank you, Lord. The way the Lord just ended it, I receive it, Lord. serendipity. Okay. And rainbows, look. If you know, you know. Okay. this is one of my signs from the Lord. When he show up and he say, I said the period at the end of the sentence, period. I said what I said, right? relationships. We just got done talking about this, but this is the most important relationship that you have. I hope that makes sense to somebody. Lord say, Stay with me, and I'ma stay with you. This is why you got to know who you are. We not you got to know who you are. Most important relationship is this one. Maintain that. And you're gonna be good. We love you, Lord. Thank you for the confirmation. That's it. That's all. That's the message. Lord, I hope this helps somebody, man. The Lord, when the Lord be showing up like that and He done showed up multiple times, which He does, right? Which He does. I told y'all he'll come in and just be like, Hey, here I am. I heard you was looking for me, right? so He'll just show up and he'll just and it's like that answer, that experience. I think I'm always grateful when he showed up like that, because it'd be like, ooh. Okay, Lord. so you may have something very specific, some specific way that the Lord is going to communicate to you and let you know that He never left, right? He never left. This may be a confirmation where it's just like, okay, yeah, I you ready now, right? You're ready now, you're ready to go on this next assignment. you know how to move, you know how to operate. Man, y'all. The Lord's finna get ready to send you out. This is blessings. This is abundance. This is serendipity. God send. I heard that word on yesterday. Creation, prosperity, perfect timing, manifesting wealth. So this is the Lord saying, Hey, you all right? Look, and not the pot, not the rain, the pot of gold at the end of the rainbow. Wouldn't I just talk? Hey, Papa, y'all. I don't know. Rainbows may be significant. That may be a sign for you. I don't know. Sandy said, I saw a double rainbow Sunday evening on my way home. Child, listen. Trying to tell you, the Lord is gonna speak to you, how he got to speak to you. I saw one on yesterday where it was like a reel where somebody was showing how a rainbow was created like over the water or something. I was just like, my gosh, God is amazing. So, because he show up like that. He showed when he show he show hot. When he show he show out. Look, dub come on, double blessings. We receive it, Lord. So that's it. That's all. That's the message. Lord, I hope this helps somebody. tell y'all, man, when the Lord would Lord get the going, I just be like, Thank you, Lord. And yesterday I had to sit for a second. I say, Daddy, what I like, Lord. You know, give me some understanding now, but he always gonna give the understanding that we need. especially when he's sending you into a new assignment. You better look. If you maybe you in if you anything like me, I say, I got the hold, hold on, Lord, before you send me out, let me get ready. Let me get a little deeper in the word. Maybe it's just me. When the Lord getting ready to send me that, send me somewhere, it's like, okay. I feel like I got to read more of the Bible. Not that I because I read the Bible every day anyway, but I was I got to get some more word in my spirituals. And so that hence the Lord having me restart the New Testament again. so if He's calling you closer, come closer. Okay, come closer. So thank you, Cinderella. I'm so glad it was helpful for you, dearest one. Man, y'all, the Lord be showing out. I'm excited to see what the Lord is doing for us in this season. Y'all know I'm an absolute believer. That we stand in agreement. So if I'm going up, you going up. And if you going up, you taking me with you. And that's that on that. I ain't going by myself and you ain't either. You might as well pack my bag because I'm coming too. You're not leaving me. Right. That's the blessing of being around folks who are trying to go somewhere and get something. Like now we got work to do. We got work to do. We got to we got to rebuild this wall. Come on, Nehemiah. We got to rebuild the wall. And so that's the blessing of being surrounded by people. And again, that's why I can speak to that. It's just like, what you mean sit and do nothing? No, child, I don't know what to do with myself right now. Cause school lot. School ain't back until the 17th. I I babe, I ain't got no time. I ain't ain't got somebody just sitting looking in my I'm talking about standing in my face. No. Baby, you got to have you something going for yourself. I'm sorry. You you got to 'cause I got too much and I'm doing. So I hope that makes sense to somebody, baby. Uh-uh. Cause ain't no way, child. I've been in I'm talking about custom. Smooth at. Cause what you what you mean ye idle? No, I ain't gonna be able to do it. But enjoy your idle time, honey. Over there. We can do it on vacation. That's because I love my work. I love the work that I do. So I'm grateful for that. But anyway, y'all. That's it. That's all. That's the message. Y'all go be great and amazing, do great and amazing things. May the Lord bless you, bless the work of your hands, and may you prosper in everything that you do on this day. I love y'all in real life. Y'all go hydrate your soul, drink your water, say your gratitude, have a fantastic and an amazing day in purpose, on purpose. I will see y'all tomorrow, 6 a.m. Central Standard Time. We in Leviticus 21 on tomorrow. We in Leviticus 21. Child, I got to go do my Bible study right now. Before I end up having to do something else. man, y'all, God is good. I ended up getting a 20 palette order for Touche Cosmetics, y'all. So I got I got makeup to make. Like I got work. I got I got work to do. Like, man. that's the lesson. Let me just tell somebody this. And then we finna go. Sometimes the Lord will put you back in a situation to see if you're gonna make a different decision, right? So stewardship 101. So back in Aprilish, May, somewhere, or no, maybe March, April, something like that, the Lord put me in a position to where it ended up being beneficial to me, and I'm grateful for that. But the Lord will also teach it's almost like lessons in stewardship, right? If you because you be excited, and and the best way I can explain this is back in March or April, somewhere around there. Someone told me that they were gonna place an order with Touche Cosmetics and it was a bulk or it was a big order. And I was so excited, and the Lord had been teaching me stewardship at that time as well, because it's been ongoing even when I was homeless. I told y'all that's where my biggest stewardship lessons came from. Them two and a half years I lived in the car, right? So, but I was excited because I was like, man, I ain't never had an order that big. So this was back in March, April, something like that. And I had no clue at that time that the Lord was going to tell me to stop working. And so I think I was doing the right thing, and it wasn't again, man, it wasn't that it was wrong because ultimately it benefited me, but it also taught me a valuable lesson. So somebody expressed an interest in placing a large order with Touche Cosmetics, right? So I went, I didn't spend, I spent probably $300 and something dollars on inventory. Got palettes, got all the things that I needed. They didn't end up placing the order. So I ended up putting that money on my credit cards. So this is why it's this is this is choices. This is consequences, right? So As a result of that, I had been working and still, you know, getting my credit where I wanted to be. But I had, I was, didn't really have any debt, credit card debt, any of that. But then I ended up, man, look at God. I ended up putting that on my credit card. So unbeknownst to me, within a month, a month and a half, I wasn't gonna be working anymore. So in that time that I after I stopped working, I then had to live. On my credit cards. Does this make sense? But they didn't place the order. So fast forward. Same said the same person, but now I have the inventory. It's literally just sitting there. I ain't even open it. Fast forward, same person messages, reaches out and says, like, hey, I'm thinking about, I need, you know, I'm thinking about placing this order. And I was like, okay, cool. And I almost Spent money to go order like the because once she told me the colors, because it's a bill to order palette, right? 20 of them. And I was like, well, I probably need to get some more of this color, so on and so forth. And before I ordered it, because I was finna spend my own money, mind y'all, I'm in a manna season. Do you understand? I am in full and complete dependence on the Lord. Why? I'm not working. So, and I'm in school. So I'm waiting on the anything, Lord, help. I need such, such, and such. Cool. This is why the Lord sometimes, again, when we speak on discernment, it wouldn't have been bad for me to go ahead based on her interest and order those supplies. But this time, again, and I started off talking about this with discernment. You make different decisions when you put in the same situation. Because when you know better, you do better. So this time, business is. Instead of me being excited because she expressed interest, I sent an invoice and waited for payment. And I know for some people, entrepreneurship 101, some people will be like, Well, that just makes sense. But that ain't the way we be operating, y'all. Sometimes you get excited about something and you be like, my gosh, this is my biggest order ever, right? And so you be like, OMG, you know, like I can't believe somebody wants to order 20 pallett from Touche Cosmetics. And so you get excited, you go do something. But the consequences of that were now my credit cards ended up being maxed out because I had to use them to live in the time that I didn't want from the time the Lord said stop working, huh? What you we what Lord? Hold on, I got he say stop working. I said like today. He said in two weeks. Obedience. So what did I do? I stopped working. Now I'm having to use the same credit cards that I just maxed out. But then here comes the situation again. And this is speaking to somebody when you start when you start to recognize a pattern. This is how you break it. This is how you stop the pattern from continuing to repeat in your life. This time it was okay. Because you are a little wiser now. See, discernment, my discernment wasn't off. Then because she expressed interest, so it wasn't that it wasn't good because it benefited me, because I have the I have what I need in order to complete the order, but it wasn't the time for it. But had I not gone through it, how would I have known better for this time? Does that make sense? So this time I say, okay, well, let me make sure she gonna place the order, and then I'll order the necessary supplies. Did so Again, that's speaking to somebody, I don't care who it is, maybe it's you. It's not that your discernment is always off. Because sometimes you make a good decision, but maybe you ain't make the decision at the right time. Maybe it's it's just like, okay, you know what? When you know better, you do better. So don't let anybody tell you that just because you did something and maybe the timing was off, that it wasn't still God. Maybe it was just a timing issue. Maybe it was just like, okay, so moving forward, don't do that again. Because the consequence was, man, that made that that that was a hit on my credit, right? Because now my credit card balance is a sky ha. My utilization is up there. So now it's like, okay, now I got the work to pay that back. Now fast forward, here goes the Lord and say, okay, here's the blessing. Here, here's the order. But next time. Just do it differently. I hope that makes sense to somebody. The Lord's telling me to share that, so I'm sharing it. Because it's if you don't know, you don't know, right? Especially in business. If you don't know until you don't know what you don't know, and you have to be willing to say, Man, I I ain't know. But then that's wisdom. So when it comes, when it presents itself again, you don't make the same mistake. I hope that makes sense. That's it. That's all. That's the message. Y'all go be great and amazing message. I will see y'all on tomorrow, 6 a.m. Central Standard Time. Y'all have a fantastic and an amazing day in purpose. On purpose. I love y'all in real life. Y'all go be great and amazing. Y'all be good today. Be good today. I will see y'all on tomorrow. Love y'all. Thank y'all. Bye y'all. Y'all know y'all finna get this background music. Let me hit let me hang y'all up. I'll see y'all on tomorrow. Love y'all. Thank y'all. Bye, y'all. Thank you, Lord. That was a