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The #Message: Go! · The #Message with ToShae Germaine

• ToShae Germaine: Lord what I did Y'all I did something OMG Now that is not how we was Over y'all. Great morning. Great morning. Great morning. Great people. Welcome to the message. Welcome to the message. I hope you're doing well. I hope you're feeling good. Happy Monday, y'all. Happy Monday. We in this thing. If you are new to the Faith and Flow community, to the Kingdom Flow community, to the message, welcome. We are so happy and so grateful that you are here. And if you were an old T but good tea, welcome back. Y'all come in, show the new people them what to do. Like the live, share the live, share the love. Drop something in the chat that's grateful for it. Let's get in the flow of abundance. thank you, Neil, for the likes, boo. I appreciate you. y'all, I know I'm like 30 minutes early. Baby numbers 10. The Lord had something to say. Okay. So we had to go ahead and get in this thing. it's not super long, but I did want to make sure that I didn't run out of time. cause we got to get into numbers 11 on tomorrow. So we are in numbers 10. Today. Okay. We in number stand this today. I do have something that I'm going to share with y'all that I have been released to share with y'all. some developments in my own life and my own situations and things. something's a a story, a journey that I've been on that I've been sharing with y'all. I should have I should have pulled a card for today. y'all, I ain't did this in a while. Hold on, let me shuffle them real quick. The Lord just said we need to look spirit names. On the cut, on the cut, on the cut. Look, girl, girl, what you was doing? Look at the Lord showing up on this day. Okay, so of course, there's my mama as well. The sun card child. Well, you have meant it. And look, on the cut, the sun cards and the two of wands. Ain't that go? That's the name of the message today. Good morning, Marianne. Good morning, dearest one. Y'all come in, like the live, share the life, share the love. look, and the wheel of fortune up under that, the three of cups, the three of wands. Hey, Sandy girl, and the six of wands. Baby, the Lord had meant what the Lord had said on this day. And so we're gonna talk about that. We'll keep those two cards because that literally is the message that we're talking about today in numbers 10. The name of this message is called Go. Okay. Why? Because we on the move. We done been out in the wilderness, baby. We've been out there camped out at Mount Sinai for a month of Sundays. Okay. And we finally fin to go. Okay. Good morning, Lola B. Good morning, honey oney. We finally fin to go. and that's what numbers 10 is talking about. Y'all know up until now, we've been preparing, child. We've been out here building the tabernacle. that was back in Exodus, of course. We didn't been out here building the tabernacle. We done been out here pruning. We done got organized. we done been counted. We done did all the things, we didn't been positioned for purpose, and now is go time. Drop that in the chat. It's go time, okay? sip your favorite adult beverage. We're gonna go ahead and get into numbers 10. And before the kingdom clarity, y'all, I'm gonna share some news with y'all. But let's get into numbers 10. And it's crazy. I be telling folks. That if you want to know some things gonna have some things gonna play out in your life, read the word, read the Bible. You're gonna you're gonna find yourself walking out the word and see yourself in so many of the different characters and things that they experience. I am currently in a Moses season, okay? You got to know your season. I'm currently in a Moses season, but let me also tell y'all something the Lord did say, and it's getting ready to happen in the word as we're walking through it. Many of you are getting ready to transition into a Joshua season. You have been in your Moses season and you're transitioning into a Joshua season. We finna make Joshua just showed back up. he came up in in the in the couple chapters that we're getting ready to get into. But we getting as we move through this week, and I think we're gonna get to it this week. I think we're gonna get into what's today, Monday, so 10, 11. 1213. It may be on Friday. We may be able to, depending on how long it takes us to get through numbers eleven. it may be that we don't get till to numbers 13 until Monday, but we'll see. Just turn your notifications on so you're notified anytime I go live or post a video. y'all put some prayer hands in the chat for Lola B. She said be can she be added to the player prayer list. Y'all make sure y'all drop some y'all send a prayer up for Lola B. blessings, faith, and favor over you, dearest one. So let's get into numbers ten and then I'm gonna tell y'all some an update, something that I wanna share with y'all that the Lord has released me to finally share with y'all. Man, it's kind of one of them things where it's just like, well, dang, right? But I'm gonna share that with y'all after we do the Bible clarity portion of the show. Or let do it, let's get to it, numbers ten. It's go time, okay. It's go time. So, numbers 10 looks like it's a lot of procedure, right? it looks like there's just it's like okay, make this make sense, Lord. So, what's running underneath this numbers 10, y'all, is about it's lessons about hearing, timing, order, movement, leadership, and the presence of God. Drop this in the chat. Stay with me, Lord. So we have been talking about knowing the sound of the Lord's voice, knowing his presence. We, of course, don't have the cloud that the Israelites had. We have the Holy Spirit. And so we have to spend time, build relationships with the Lord, right? In order to hear correctly from the Holy Spirit so that you know when to move and when not to move. And so knowing the sound, knowing your season, and knowing when is go time. Okay. So for many of us, and you look at your your own life and you can reflect on this and see where you are in your season. Good morning, Kiki. Good morning. you you may know when to move. I used the example last week of like there may be people who are let's say moving into new apartments, but maybe your apartment cloud hasn't moved yet. maybe the Lord is saying, No, I need you to stay right where you are. And He may be preparing you for something better, but maybe this is the time where He's saying no. It's not your time to move into the house yet. Maybe it's time for you to stay where you are as the Lord prepares your finances or gets your credit together so that you're ready for when he takes you to this next place, right? you can't respond correctly if you don't recognize the sound and what it means. So you got to know the Lord's voice in order to respond to when he's telling you to move. Okay. Good morning, Jared. Good morning. Jared says, Great morning, everyone. I am grateful for God's promises indeed and amen. Sometimes, and we talked about the horns, right? Because this is where we had the two trumpets, or they were blowing the trumpets for different reasons. Sometimes the home like blowing the trumpet means to gather everyone or gather the leaders. Mind you, y'all already know. If you knew, first of all, don't come over here with no religiosity in your spirituals because what we ain't on that. And number two, you should definitely be reading the word for yourself because you got to build your own relationship now. I'm only going through bits and pieces and I'm only giving a piece of what the Lord is saying. So go get some revelation for yourself as well, right? You should always be taking a message back to the Lord and verifying with the Lord if that message is for you. Okay. So sometimes blowing the trumpet meant gathering everyone or gathering the leaders. sometimes it meant to break camp. Sometimes it meant to assemble everyone. sometimes it meant to move, sometimes it meant war, sometimes it meant worship, sometimes it meant to celebrate, right? I just had a weird feeling in my stomach. I don't like that. Who is that? A mess. Okay, look, random, but if you y'all already know what it is. I don't like that. What was that? Who was it? It's almost like somebody you ever get a feeling in the pit of your stomach, and you'll know if this your message because you beat and felt it. It's almost I don't like it. Mm-mm. I don't like that. I know I recognize the feeling. It's almost like somebody coming into your sphere of awareness, or y'all ever had somebody who just kind of make you sick on the stomach. I meant that respectfully, but I meant it's the truth. Some of y'all, you might have an encounter where someone just makes you feel. Like it just gives you that sinking. That's the that's what it is. Thank y'all. That sinking feeling in the pity's stomach. I don't like it anyway. moving on. So just child, I had forgot, child, I had got distracted. Let me see what I what I was gonna do, Lord. Babe, I hadn't got distracted just that quick. Let me pin something over here on TikTok. Okay, I'm back. a mess. Anyway, so the the trumpet, the trumpet blasts were for different things, okay. sometimes we hear something from God and we think move, but the instruction might actually be to come closer or to pay attention. sometimes it can mean to prepare, right? Sometimes it can mean it's time to fight. That's what that feeling was. the Lord was talking to me about spiritual warfare this morning, but anyway, we'll come back to that. Or sometimes it can mean worship. Discernment isn't simply hearing from God, it's understanding what the instruction means. Okay. numbers nine. We were we talked about watching for watching the presence of the Lord for with the for the presence of the Lord, moving when he moves. And now we're learning the sound, okay? Learning to differentiate. Be mindful of things that of noise, because there the Lord there's been a lot of noise, y'all, that has been coming in over the last, at least over the weekend. I'll say it's been about a week or so. There's been a lot of noise. The Lord has been talking to me a lot about distractions. things that are in coming in to try to test you in some way. and I think we'll talk about that in the Bible clarity, but it's always like things that are trying to throw you off your off your purpose, off your game, get you out of alignment. And so this is where you got to be able to stand still with the Lord and know exactly what He's saying to you. Almost like it may be new voices that are coming in. that are trying to you know it's just it's it feels it's just like a lot of noise so be mindful of that but this is why you have to pay attention it's like being so locked in drop that in the chat I'm locked in like being so locked in with God that you just like man yeah what you what what what you talking about and they ain't talking about nothing. That's how I feel. Come on shout out Kendrick what they talking about they ain't talking about nothing. What are they talking about? They ain't talking about nothing it's something like that where you may be hearing like this is like chitter chatter right But being so locked in with God that you know you hear his voice above all. there were multiple ways God communicated his direction to the community. obedience isn't always doing something. We talked about that the other day, right? sometimes the obedience is responding appropriately to the instruction God actually gave, whether it be gather, prepare, wait, move, fight, or celebrate. Okay. you Can be doing and still be out of alignment because you're responding to the wrong instruction. So the Lord was talking about how yesterday's instruction ain't necessarily today's instruction, right? So this is why you have to pay attention to what the Holy Spirit is leading you into. activity is not automatically obedience. Sometimes you can be doing the wrong thing, you can be doing something from a previous season that the Lord is not is not calling you to do in this season. What's an example of that? I told y'all I I took my TikTok shop down, right? It's still up, but I don't have anything because that was for a season that that was for my previous season. And it's not that I'm not going to re and when the Lord directs me, right, to reintroduce it, I will. But for many of us, the Lord has given us a bigger assignment. He has given us a next level assignment. I think we talked about ascension the other day where the Lord is leveling us up. So there's something that the Lord may be calling you to pay attention to in this season, but requiring you to not pay as much attention to or give as as much energy to something from a previous season. And it doesn't mean that it was necessarily a failure. It's just he needs you to be focused on what he's doing in this season. Right, and then the cloud moved, and then the cloud moved. So Israel has been in Mount Sinai since Exodus 19. I made a note of this, y'all. because it I was just like, huh, Exodus 19. I was like, that's crazy, Exodus 19. But when I went back in my journal, we actually restarted Bible clarity this way at Exodus 19, y'all. I think it was like Exodus. I read Exodus 18. But it was Exodus 19 where the Lord was like, You you need to get back to work because I think I had taken like a hiatus from doing Bible Clarity. We started it, I think December, what was it, y'all? December 2024. And we did it, we did it for like six months or so. I don't know. We got all the way to I think Song of Solomon. And then we ended up stopping because I think I ended up coming back here and all the things. But anyway, in this particular iteration of Bible Clarity. and the message, we had been we started at Exodus 19. And I was like, okay, Lord, so come on full circle. so then in all this time, from then until now, and I think it was on May the 12th. Let me, I don't know if it's is it, is it in this Bible? Hold on, let me look. Y'all I got 50 Lem Bibles. I think it was May the 12th when I went back. It was May the 12th is when we really started doing this the message this way again and doing Bible clarity. And it was when the Lord reveals himself at Sinai, okay, at Mount Sinai. So 19. Okay. So the Lord showing up just like that saying, Yeah, I I never left. Okay, I never left. since then the Israelites have received the covenant, the law, the tabernacle. The priesthood, the sacrif the sacrificial system, the organization of the tribes, the census, the Levites assignments, the Passover instructions, the guidance of the cloud, and then finally the cloud moves. Pause. Can you just look at your life right now? It's May, right? I mean, or it's September, but look at your May, June, July, August, September. The last five to six months of your life, for many of us, there has been a significant shift, a significant change in just these last five to six months from where you were then to where you are now. Drop this in the chat. Thank God for growth. Okay. Thank God for growth. For many of us, we have made some significant transitions. Yes, over the last year, but even more so over the last six months, so many things have changed. and now for many of us, this has been a preparation season where the Lord was preparing us to step into something, to step into a new beginning, to go in a new direction, to pivot in some way. And so now we're finally on the move. Okay. The preparation season is over. So now we have to walk out what we've learned. I say what Lord, he say now walk it out. One thing about it the Lord ain't just been teaching us stuff or nothing, y'all. now we actually have to walk out. He's sending us out, right? The Great Commission. He's sending us out with what we've learned, what we've developed in this season, the instructions that he's given us, he's sending us out to do the work. Okay. so now preparation season is over. and this is a completely different test. It's one thing to receive instructions while you're stationary. It's a whole nother thing to maintain that instruction while your life is moving. Because at no point did life stop moving. We s we still, even though sometimes it feels like you stagnant, you still got stuff going on. but this is the Lord say it, you still gonna get instructions while you on the move as well. So God's God has taught us and now then he says, now walk. Okay. So that's why this is called. Go on this morning. If it don't show up that way, y'all know they're streaming at, be tripping. Just watch what you hadn't watched. Y'all make sure y'all give me a follow anyway. and share the live like the live, share, live, share, love to get the message to the message to the people, okay? The kingdom to the people. eventually, revelation requires application. You can't just be learning all the time at some point. You got to start taking action. God doesn't prepare you just to keep you in preparation. There are seasons when God establishes things, He teaches, corrects, organizes, separates, consecrates, assigns, clarifies. but eventually preparation ends and the cloud moves, and that's where many of us are at in this at this time. And something that was correct yesterday, which would have in this case would have been them staying at Sinai. That's not to that was yesterday's instruction. Today's instruction is to move. Okay. So them staying at Sinai would become disobedience once God moved because we have to make sure that we move with God, right? When God, when it's like that's why you got to be paying attention. It's just like sometimes you recognize when the Lord is not in something. You ever been somewhere and you just realize it's just like mm-mm, this ain't where I'm supposed to be anymore. This could be a relationship. This could be a physical location. It's like It it's like something has just dried up. And so what was good yesterday may not necessarily be good today. So this is why you have to be attentive and receptive to when the Lord is speaking to you and letting you know that it's time to go. yes, God told you to be in a place, but is he still is he saying to stay there? Okay. Everybody moves in order. Of course, we establish the order. Judah moving first, then each tribe after that. God's movement isn't chaotic. Okay. sometimes people associate being led by the spirit with spontaneity or disorder, but God determined the movement and established the structure. So spirit-led doesn't mean structureless. Okay. Good morning, Sandy. Good morning. Spirit-led doesn't mean structureless. kingdom movement is under kingdom order, and this is leadership vision alone, isn't enough. But God first built infrastructure before movement, and that's Part of what we've been doing this whole time. Okay. building our infrastructure, being prepared for what the Lord is doing next. Before expansion, God establishes systems capable of carrying the vision. So for some of y'all, that may include the Lord cleaning up your finances and telling you, before I can bless you with millions, come on, millionaires. before the Lord can bless you with millions, you have to be able to steward what he's already given you. So, yes, some of you, this is going to be financial increase. Where the Lord has told you, like tighten up here, get this together here, take care of that. He's going to straighten up your your finances so he can prepare you to hold more. That's increasing your capacity, right? And if you think because that's the whole thing, the whole thing. It's not Lord bless me with more, or that shouldn't be our prayer, even though a lot of times it is, right? The prayer is Lord, make me ready to receive what you have for me. Don't give it to me before I'm ready because I don't want to fumble it. I don't want to mess it up this time. So for many of us, He's been preparing us by increasing what we're able to hold, increasing our capacity, right? Israel. So then the numbers 10 speaks on the person called Hobab, right? And this is a guide. So Israel has God's supernatural guidance through the cloud. But Moses recognizes the usefulness of human experience and knowledge. God's guidance doesn't eliminate wisdom. So some this is so what the Lord told me on this, and what what I gathered from this, some of you, you're getting ready to have someone who's going to lead you in some way that doesn't diminish your authority. and I ended up seeing this in a couple of different ways over the weekend. It's like the Lord sometimes you need guidance for unfamiliar terrain. It's not that you're trusting God any less, but if somebody has already gone before you and knows the ropes, then you have to stay, remain teachable when the Lord starts introducing people who can help you to navigate this unfamiliar territory. Because for many of us, the the territory that we're stepping into, child, this ain't nothing you never did before. And so be grateful when the Lord starts bringing. Now that don't mean you got to listen to everybody, and that doesn't mean that their wisdom supersedes yours. But if somebody knows something you don't know, it's kind of like, you know what? Take what you need from that and then adapt it to your own life. So I have been a person, true story.com, where somebody, you know, you ever just did this did what people pleasing, did what other people wanted you to do. This ain't that. This is saying, okay. I I'm unfamiliar with this. It's like going to school, right? Somebody teaching you something. Why? Because you don't know. So be willing to be, you have to be remained teachable in this season. And the Lord is going to be bringing guides in. This is spirit teams, spirit guides as well. But this is people in the physical, in the 3D that are actually going to be able to come in and assist you, right? It's not removed, it's not replacing God. It's you getting the assistance that you need to navigate somewhere you ain't never been. Okay. sometimes believers act as though trusting God means refusing expertise. Like, no, it's folks who know stuff that you don't know. And if you were the if you that person, check me in your spirituals, you don't know everything. And you and I, babe, I wish I I who I'm c I don't know. And child, I don't know nothing. Show me, Lord, help me. Drop that in the chat. Help me. Okay. Send me the help and the resources because there are things that you don't know. Good morning, Miss Succulent. Good morning, Mindy. Good morning. So remain teachable. Okay. Send me the people that I need to help me in this next season because I'm doing some stuff I ain't then did before. Okay. but Moses says, God is leading us, and your knowledge of this terrain will still be useful. Because Hobab Now I got to go back to my people now. Okay. Like, I don't want to stay in the Lord. And then Moses is like, he's like, Listen, I understand, but Lord is with us, and you're gonna be blessed if you come with us. So just just just get us through this part, right? Get us through this this part that we don't have, I don't have no understanding, okay? Because he needs help, and that's a that's leadership as well, y'all. Moses is humble enough to say, Listen, I understand, but we don't know nothing about over here. so we really could use your help. You can pray and consult someone knowledgeable. you can follow the Holy Spirit and learn your industry. You can hear God say go and still need somebody who understands the terrain. Okay. faith doesn't require ignorance. The ark went before them. And so the rhythm becomes God rises, they move, God rests, they rest. And there's this is a model of kingdom government. So, of course, our government here in the kingdom is king our king, right? Which is God, Jesus. The presence in this case, the presence with being the cloud in the arc, the sound to notify, to alarm, to alert, or whatever the purpose was for the blowing of the trumpet, whether it was leadership, assignments, order movement, what have you, warfare, everybody isn't doing the same thing, but everybody had to be responsive to the sound. Okay. unity, but the assignments aren't identical. Everybody had their portion to carry while moving toward the same promise. One king, not one king, one sound. Look, they said one king, one sound. Okay. shout out drumline, one band, one sound. That's what I heard anyway. Don't judge me. Okay. one king, one distinction, different assignments, or one destination, different assignments. When the king gives the signal, his people respond. My sheep hear my voice. which in this case the Lord said the trumpet, right? And I know them and they follow me and do. We follow Christ through the Holy Spirit. So, do you recognize the voice well enough to respond when he speaks? mature obedience equals hearing clearly, discerning correctly, moving in a timely manner, staying in position when the Lord has positioned you, and letting God go before you, okay. So, what sound is God giving you in this season? Are you being called to prepare, gather, move, fight, worship, or rest? Okay, because sometimes your trumpet is rest. Don't just listen for a word, listen for the instruction within the word. when the cloud moves, move, when it rests, rest. Don't turn yesterday's obedience into today's resistance. Sometimes one of the hardest things to do is let go when the Lord being gave you a what a new assignment. Okay. when he tells you to let go what worked yesterday may not work today. Victory, and this is the win. Victory is arriving at the destination and moving with God's presence and God's order and carrying what he assigned you. Okay. Sometimes faithfulness looks like remaining. Sometimes that exact same thing or so wait, sometimes that exact same place becomes something you're required to leave. The deciding factor isn't the place, it's the presence. So don't worship Sinai because God met you there. Okay. And we do again, you can go back. Some of y'all maybe you need to pick up at Exodus 19. We didn't, we not, okay. But maybe that's where you at. Maybe God is trying to meet you on the mountain. So start at Exodus 19. when the cloud lifts, follow him. Okay. and I wrote this. We started this journey together at Exodus 19 when Israel arrived at Mount Sinai. that was on May the 12th, and now we are leaving. Okay, the cloud is finally moving. I was supposed to call this full circle, but I ended up calling it go. Okay. The kingdom is the message. Okay. The kingdom is the message. So all let's do it. Let's get to it. Let's get into the kingdom clarity for today. Before we do that, hey Ayana child, that's my honey one name. Hey, Chao. y'all like the live, share, live, share the love. Now, before we get into the kingdom clarity on this warning, I do want to share something with y'all. I couldn't share it before law. Right, because that was not my instruction. But I am the Lord has given me the release to go ahead and share this. So I want to share some good news with y'all on today. And I'm not gonna go through the entire journey because it's been a process. And one day I will. And I've done that. I've done this, of course, as we've continued to go through this journey. You know, some of y'all might have found me or come across me when I was homeless and living in the car for those two and a half years, which of course y'all know just ended last year. some of y'all have been with me long before that. I think I've been doing this, at least I I know, you know, just started off doing regular tarot readings online. I think in 2020 is when I started doing this. but for those of you who know and have been with me, first of all, thank you so much gratitude to y'all for continuing to stay with me on this journey. And so the next part of the journey for me begins, y'all. so for those of you long story short, y'all know that last year the Lord moved me back to Alabama and He gave me an instruction to obtain my to get to basically clean up my mess. Okay, because that's what he has it, that's what I'm doing. Okay. I'm in the process of cleaning up my messes and cleaning up things that needed to be taken care of as I was getting ready, as I because when I left here. Cat when I left Alabama in 2017, I left a lot behind. It was a lot to clean up. So, all of that to say, last year the Lord moved me back to Alabama with the instruction to obtain or reobtain my nursing license, which I lost. My lot my nursing license was revoked in 2017. Story for another day. and now it is 2026, and I can officially announce and say that. My registered nursing license has been reinstated in the state of Alabama. So I will be practicing as a nurse again. that was effective as of September the 11th. And so the Lord has blessed me, y'all. And so I'm an RN again. And man, the journey, right? The journey. And so it ain't a person on God, good earth, that can't tell me what God won't do, right? from homelessness, from the car to the kingdom, right? From the car to the kingdom. And so I am officially licensed again in the state of Alabama. and so after nine years, y'all, I have been out of nursing for nine years. Okay. My license was revoked for nine years, and I've gone through a process, which one day I'll talk about on another video. it has been and continues to be because I have many things that I still have to. maintain as a result of getting my nursing license back things that requirements of me right that i have to maintain per the board of nursing and so i am a registered nurse again y'all and man it it kind of was surreal for me that was the word that someone used for me it's one of those things where even though you know what God has told you and the promise still stands can we just drop that in the chat and thank y'all thank y'all thank y'all man, the promise still stands, y'all. The promise still stands. And it was, but it was one of those things where there has been so many, so many obstacles from, you know, ultimately me losing my nursing license in 2017 led me to homelessness, led me to, you know, through so many things, y'all. Y'all know I was out in California in the wilderness, and it has been a battle. But one thing about God is when He, you know, He sends you to scout the land. And we're getting ready to come back to that again. last year He sent me back here and it's been it's been a battle. It's been things, and that's why you never know what somebody is struggling with. You never know what somebody's processing has had to be. you don't know the development that the Lord has had to take somebody through in order to get them to the point of restoration. And so for me, it was one of those moments where because Friday, the Lord told me what time it was going to be here. He told me it was just, you know, y'all know the Lord be talking to me. So I was at work. I was, I had originally said I was going to be off, but then I signed up to work. And then I was and then I was like I got to go home. And y'all, I kid y'all not the warfare has been real. Honey, the when I say the warfare real mask, the lore of the warfare been real to get to even get to this point. I laughed about it because right now the Alabama Board of Nursing is experiencing a cyber attack, and I thought that was gonna affect me, which to a degree it is, because we don't have access to a lot of the things on the on the web, the nursing, the board of nursing website. But Even that happening at the time when I'm getting reinstated, and not that that happened happen happening had anything to do with me, but I'm kind of lost in that shuffle with them as well. And so just a lot of things, y'all. And again, I will so when these two the fact that the Lord came up like this today, and I'm just like, man, y'all, it it is it's one of those moments where you know you pray for something, and people oftentimes we want that instant gratification. But for me, this has been a nine-year journey. And this is, I hope that this encourages somebody. Cause there were there was a time when I had no desire to get my nursing license back, y'all. I had completely surrendered it because I didn't even think it was possible for me to do that. But over the last several years, I think the first time I applied. Applied to try it when I was in California to get my license back, it was denied. And then in 2024, I applied again and it was denied again. And I was just like, you know what, Lord, forget it. That's it. I clearly that's not the path. Let me move in a different direction. And so I've continued to focus on entrepreneurship. but then last year the Lord said, Go back. And I was just at the okay, you know. So I come back and he gave me the instruction here. And so Don't let anybody tell you that just because it takes time, that it won't happen. And that's the thing is like you have to be willing to put in the time. And sometimes it's a long time. When I say long suffering, I mean that. Okay. This has been long suffering. This has been, you know what I'm saying? And people be well, you think that stuff's gonna happen, but it's like all the work that the Lord has to do on you to prepare you for that blessing. He had to get me ready to receive it. He had to change my not only my heart, but my mind, right? Because when I was a nurse before y'all, I was very money centered, money, very money oriented. I was a great nurse. Don't misunderstand me. But there was a big, a big focus on number one. It was my only identity. It was all I thought I was. And so then the Lord took it away. And then I didn't know who I was. And then I had to find myself. When I didn't, when I was no longer a nurse. So so many things that happen in your long suffering, you know. So don't knock your how you don't knock your process or how long that process may take. If it's for you, then God will make sure that you get it. Okay. So when that's why the significance of the two of wands coming up today. Good morning, Pam. Good morning. the significance of you know, go, right? Because it's go time. I'm currently waiting and looking for employment or waiting on employment for to as a nurse because that's the path, right? That's where the Lord He sent me back to do it. I said, okay, Lord, send me. Now He's sending me. And so just don't knock your process. Sometimes your process will take years. People don't want to hear that. sometimes your fire, your trials, and your tribulations, it's sometimes sometimes it's gonna feel like it's more than you can bear. But when you tell the Lord to send you, He will send you. So just be mindful of what you pray for. Okay. but when God makes a promise, He is going to deliver. Okay. He is not a man that he should lie. So new beginnings on deck. Okay. So, yes, y'all. again, officially I am reinstated. I will be working as a registered nurse. It's a stipulation. Like, I gotta work, right? so I will be working as a registered nurse again because I have been reinstated as a nurse after nine years. So The nurses like it's just crazy, y'all. It's crazy. So all I do it, let's get to it. Here we go. We have the foundation that is coming in. This is building a solid foundation, making lasting changes. We're gonna talk a little bit more about foundations as we continue to move forward in numbers as well. But for many of us, that's what the Lord's been doing. I don't even know if I spoke. Good morning, Pam. Good morning. The Lord has been building a solid foundation. I guarantee you this for some of y'all, maybe the Lord had to strip you of something. But what you're building now, I bet you I bet you won't make the same mistakes. Drop that in the chat. I won't. I won't. I bet you won't make the same mistakes, right? we have the unlikely card that's coming out next. at this time, the situation or outcome is unlikely to occur. Period. I you ain't got the word. I bet you I won't make the same mistakes. Why? Because we're different now. For you know, for many of us, sometimes you got to go through some stuff and you be cleaning up stuff from many moons ago. Good morning, Chris Curls. Good morning. I ain't gonna you you won't get me like that. What? And won't. Okay. Come on, ace of pentacles. Look, the Lord gave me this energy on this morning as well. look at the seed, y'all. Y'all see that seed? This is speaking to finances, business and financial matters. fruits of your labor paying off and financial opportunities. So for many of you, there may be new opportunities that are coming in for you. New seeds, okay. New seeds are being sown. and this is coming up like right now, okay. So for many of us, period. Can we talk about stability? Thank y'all, because they're bringing me back to this foundation card where it's like stability. Yes, for many man, look. That processing, this is why the Lord started talking about finances. Come on, get money Monday. this is why the Lord was talking about finances, because what he's doing is he's creating a more stable foundation for you financially. So for some of you, if you've been out there surviving, right? I laugh, I laugh about it sometimes, y'all, but that's why the Lord gives us these times to remember because I can look back on it now and be like, Man, people just don't know, baby, the struggle was real. Out there in the car when I was homeless. But I'm so grateful now that the Lord, even, even though it was hard, I don't want to go back to Egypt. Don't get it and don't and ain't gonna be able to do it. But at the same time, it's why the Lord will sit tell you to sit down sometimes and start reflecting on what He delivered you from. Can we just true story? Give God the glory. just thank you, Lord. You ever just sometimes that's all I got, y'all, is just to tell the Lord thank you for the things that He's delivered me from. from the things that man, from the things He protects us from that we don't even know He's protecting us from, from the financial mistakes that I have made. Like, thank you for deliverance. Man, look, that's why sometimes it ain't even about what God can do for you. It's about what God has done for you. Some people don't have that understanding, Babel, but as for me. Thank you, Lord. We have a seven of wands that is coming is as well. Not the protection. Told y'all. This card talks about protection as well. blocked, defensive, doubting yourself, defending your position. Lord, I was just reading about that in in Bible study this morning. I think I was in numbers 12. And so for some of you, baby, it's some folks that's not finna access denied. I'm telling you right now, the Lord, why. Watch we we finna clarity this, y'all, but I'm telling you right now, it's some folks that ain't finna have access in this new season. Mind you, you done did so much work on self. Think it not strange when people start showing up that think they finna that maybe they thought maybe they had access a mess, maybe they had access in a previous season, baby, access denied. They can't come back in now that they see that you you really you really did what you said you gonna do. Okay, here we go. We have a four of pentacles that's coming in next. this is speaking, we just had this card. This is speaking to greed. This is the story, and this is in the Bible clarity deck. It's speaking to Ananias and Sapphira, were a married couple who sold their land and intending to deceive the early commun Christian community, claimed to donate the full proceeds to the church while secretly keeping some for themselves. they were confronted by the apostle Peter for lying to the Holy Spirit, and then they dropped they dropped on I. Okay, serving as a stark warning against hypocrisy and deceit within the church community as described in Acts. So for many of us, let's say, because I received this for many of us, this is why this is coming up with the foundation, right? maybe you weren't doing something for the right reasons. I just told y'all that before in nursing, and a lot of and it's unfortunate, but a lot of people now as well. They're not in it for the care and the compassion. They're not it, they're in it for the money. And even for me, it was it was a big it was money was a big thing. whereas now money is a byproduct, right? Thank you, Lord. I'm so grateful for it. Don't ever think because we, you know, you got to have what you got to have. But this is also understanding it's like what the Lord is doing is He's shifting your perspective. So for some of you, maybe you have a gift, a talent, a skill, or an ability that you were only doing for money. But now you're doing it for the Lord. Does that make sense? It's like the Lord, that's part of the foundation that was broken. Maybe it was something within you that the Lord, maybe you were not not pimping your gifts. Amen. It's not pimping. big pimping. Okay. So maybe you were not prostitut. Can I say that word? I'm gonna get banned. Y'all, not the stroll. Y'all is foolish. Stop cutting up. Okay. I'm back. Don't look. I'ma tell daddy. Okay. So it may be like you, and some for some of you, it's like shifting from using your gifts just to make money. Okay. For many of you, it's just like the money is going to be the byproduct. Now you're actually doing it because you're truly in service. But the Lord had to get that in order. Okay. He has to, he has to read he got to get your foundation together. Unless try not big pimping. What else, Lord? Message. we have the Empress that is coming out. Man, that's an old identity right there. You was cute, though, girl. Period. love me, some me. Drop that in the chat. I love me some me. Do okay. this is the Empress giving birth. This is abundance as well. creativity. This is you being, it's like how you've been reborn in this, right? And I know that this card says unlikely, but when I just looked at this card. It's like you turning your back on this past. I don't know how to make that make sense. It's coming up next to the foundation. Some of you are going to be turned, you're going to be walking away from stuff. It's like what you were willing to walk away from that no longer serves you so that you can become this. What the Empress. I've been getting that energy all weekend. And so you're going to recognize that there are some people who may be intentionally trying to put cracks. In your foundation for some of y'all, a mess. For some of y'all, this is like they may be trying to knock your confidence in yourself or something like that. Baby, drop this in the chat. I know who I am, that's why we talked about that last week. If you ain't watch them messages, you'll have to go watch them. But this where the Lord, it's like you being so confident in yourself. What you mean? It's almost like, man, do you know that there are some people who thought you were never going to come back from something that you went through? And it's unfortunate that people. But this is just how much you trust God. Like you trusted God so much. People didn't understand when you were taking these leaps of faith because you were following God out of obedience. But man, the way the Lord has rebuilt you, right? The way the Lord has rebuilt you and made you into this new person. This is the shedding of those identities that we have to leave behind because those identities no longer serve us. And then some folks that's been to be mad because of because of the fact that you're confident. But baby, let me told you something. Didn't I start off talking? I just got a chill. Didn't I start off telling y'all it's folks that don't know the understanding, that don't have no understanding about what the Lord had to take you through in order to get to the Empress, male or female, not gender specific. It's folks that don't even know the processing that you didn't have to go through. So don't let nobody try to make you feel no type of way about the confidence that you have in yourself right now. Baby, it took me a long time to get back to self. And not that you have to explain anything to them because you don't, but it's some folks that ain't gonna understand why you, yeah, because yeah, because it was a time where because of the the mistakes you made, the things that you did, the the the way you almost like messed up your life. And now the Lord has rebuilt you, He's renewed you, refreshed you, you're He's restored you. Baby, I deserve everything that God has given to me. And God know that and you know that. So don't let nobody make you feel no try to make you feel no type of way about the fact that you wake up smiling, like, yeah, yeah. Because we had to go through some things to get here. A child, a mess. What else, Lord? Babe, I had to be reborn and everything. People don't be understanding what you had to go through anyway. we have deception that is coming in next. This speaks to blinded by wrong beliefs, not seeing what's true. So for many of us, let me just say this. This is also like where this because this is like the enemy, right? this is not being arrogant, this is not being overly confident, but this is saying, like, man, I had to truly find myself. You ever felt like you were so lost that you don't you didn't know who you were? And it's like for some of you, what you're recognizing is that. The biggest lesson, the biggest thing that you've had to go through is just knowing who you are for real. Being your true self, no longer lying to yourself about what got you into a situation or why you had to go through an experience. Because it's not one we always we always want to say it's the enemy. No, we beat it made this we didn't be to made decisions that end us up. in places that we don't necessarily want to be. So for many of us, one of the biggest lessons we've had to learn is accountability and taking ownership for the fact that we did it. Okay. This is I'm it was me who made these decisions that got me there. No being that no longer being able to lie to yourself about why you ended up where you ended up. So for many of us, we have overcome that. And that's one of the biggest lessons you learn as the Lord strips you and He takes away all it's like all of that because you can't lie to God, right? You can't lie to the Lord. So for many of us, we have had to stop lying to self sometimes because maybe you were a person even who lied about how you ended up in a situation. You ever lied because you ain't want to be embarrassed about or tell people the truth about how something happened or how what the part that you played. For many of us that's something else that the Lord had to strip away from us. the embarrassment, the shame because you are the one who got you into what you got into. Okay. So for many of us, the Lord has corrected that as well. What else is about this? this is giving like counterfeit. This is giving a little bit of counterfeit energy and I don't quite understand it. What I don't I don't know. I heard that word on yesterday as well. Let's clarity it. look, let me just show y'all something. Sandy girl, you in this thing on this morning in two different ways. We have a three of wands that's coming in. this is almost for some of y'all. I'm this is not, I don't even know why this is coming up, but it's giving high priestess, right? Let me just tell y'all. So it feels like for some of you, the other thing that the Lord has had to teach you in this season before, because we're getting we're coming on this finances card. Let me just say it. We're coming up to this finances card. So one of the other things that the Lord has had to teach you about is counterfeit opportunities. Okay. for some of you, it's like maybe they said false start, but it's almost like you have had to learn how to discern, you know, something that looks good from something that is good. That's something else you had to correct back here. Some of you, unfortunately, maybe you've had to deal with some folks who were very deceptive. Maybe they offered help, but they didn't really have a goal to help you. It was more so about how about maybe manipulating you in some way. some of you maybe, and this is just real, y'all. I got to keep it a buckles because that's what the telly got tail with spirit love. Maybe you were a person who was trying to manipulate abundance in some way, manipulate opportunities, manipulate people. This deception is out here with the Empress, right? Maybe you were a liar, a cheater. Maybe you, you know, you were it's fast money, whatever this is, it feels like the Lord course corrected you in some way. So that's that part of that. And it it also feels like for many of you, the other thing the Lord has worked on is your discernment, being able to see the truth about people. The Lord was heavy on that this weekend. It's like you being able to to understand what opportunities, what's good for you and what's not. Again, speaking to Numbers 10, where it's like, okay, sometimes you moved ahead of God or you thought it was what God said or you took an opportunity and it wasn't what God wanted you to do. You You started moving when God was saying be still or rest, something like that, where you've learned like, no, I I this don't really resonate with me. So part of what he's had to teach you is discernment in this situation as well, being blind, like blinded by the wrong beliefs as well. So you've had to, you've had to, he had to make you stand on some morals and some boundaries, check your integrity as well. Okay. He said, move forward from that next. Your ships are coming in. Okay. Because the three of wands is out here. This is like a double, it's almost like back to back blessings. This is growth, elevation, expansion, self-confidence, which we also just talked about as well. Remember, y'all, because of the fact that you're it's like you're shining, you're glowing, and you're producing. Thank y'all. They said you're producing, like you're a kingdom producer, and people are getting ready to start paying attention to your fruit. Because what people think y'all, I heard this yesterday and they're bringing it back. You really are who you say you are, right? And I heard it just that way. I don't know who the girl was who said it, but it's like, no, you really are who you say you are. Like you're not showing up inauthentic. It's almost like a side, a comparison, right? And that's something that's coming up in numbers 12. And I didn't understand why the Lord had me in numbers 12 this morning versus in the book of Matthew. But it's literally like, You're you're showing up authentically. Like now, this is a real life story. Like this is really who I am. And it's almost like for some of you, it almost feels like there's a I I don't I I hesitate to say this word, but and or even just kind of say this. It's almost like just differentiating between the fake and the real. It somebody it's almost like a fake empress. I don't know how else to say that. But the reason it's fake is because they're j how do I say that, y'all? It's like judging on different standards, right? It's like okay, thank y'all. You they're using the example of like materialism. You ain't on that, right? And why? Because you've been through a journey that has told you that material that has shown you the Lord has t shown you like material things don't matter. So and this is just an example. But imagine somebody in competition with you based on material things And you like, baby, I don't care nothing about none of that. My care and my concern is staying in alignment with God. Does that make sense? I don't know if somebody's dealing with this, but drop this in the chat. We ain't on that. Baby, we authenticity is key. And and so it's like y'all, whoever this part of the message is for, unmasked, but it's like who whatever this is back here, it almost feels like baby, we not even on the same level. And it's not disrespectful, it's just like we just you you're not worried about the same things that maybe somebody else is worried about. We we ain't on that, okay. a mess, but anyway, it's like just understanding that like baby, we we're we it's like we're you being very focused in on your growth, your expansion, and especially your alignment, okay. Maybe you just like really focused on taking care of your finances or. Lord or preparing your foundation for your finances or something. I don't know. It's weird energy, but we finna leave it back there. Here we go. Told y'all self self-deception and deception, deceiving oneself, denial of truth nature or feelings, accepting what is false as true distractions. Here we go. Let me tell y'all. Didn't I say something about distractions? Telling y'all right now, don't my this is so funny, my baby. Was this it? It's a little character. I'm telling you right now. two cards out here about deception. Okay. So be mindful, y'all. Number one, distractions. That's the only really the only thing I want to talk about on here, because we already have a deception card out here. Let me just say this. The deception the the distractions are real. Okay. It's almost like I was in the bed this morning, and I don't. really even understand this, but this is truly what happened. I was laying in the bed. It's almost like, have you ever felt like, how do I explain that? It's like the enemy trying to Project something to make you stay focused on it. Does that make sense? It's like I have said this and I mean this so respectfully. I I have an issue. Like, I hey baby, hundred women, do what you do. Okay. But there have been times, y'all, where I just like let's say go on Instagram, and the first thing that shows up on my Instagram is somebody's ass. Like, shout out, y'all, ladies. But It's you ever just felt like something is just being put in your face. Some of y'all might be experiencing that, and it's it's it's a distraction. It's almost like it's trying to trigger you in some way, but it doesn't, other than it's just like so so all of that to say this morning, I don't even know where it came from, but I was laying in the bed and I literally just had this moment where I was just like, stop. And I meant it. Like, and had to put a little base in my spirituals. And it's it's not like a return to sender energy, but it's one of them where it's like you start, man, some of you, because you're receptive and you can see the tactic. And y'all know we be over here exposing the tactics of the enemy. You again, it's like the enemy trying to make you focus on something, trying to make you feel some type of way. And you gon' it's not you because I don't. mean this so respectfully, we don't care. Right? It's like you're so focused on self and getting yourself together and just, you know, doing your work that you ain't got time, but you're going to recognize like what the enemy is trying to do, trying to project something onto you, or that you leave me alone. Okay, get thee behind me, Satan. I said that a couple of days ago, like get the it, baby. We're too busy over here focused on growth. Okay. So just be mindful of that. And for some of you, I got to say it, there's some folks wearing some masks. Man. Hey, good morning, D. Mathis. Good morning, y'all. There's some masks. Okay. Both of these cards have masks on. Somebody lying. Okay. And I think the thing about it is you can see through somebody. And I think they know that you can see through them. And that's just it. Why? Because the Holy Spirit then told you. Okay. I don't know why they brought that up and that's important. You're not, again, we authenticity. You somebody masks slipping. A mess, somebody's mad. Because one thing about it, when you don't show up truthfully, you can only hold this persona for so long. This is like a representative. Some of y'all, you it's almost like, man, it's almost like somebody not gonna like you because you can see through their foolishness and they shenanigans. Because you see this, the real them. just whatever that is, it's just like, no, I'm tapped in. Right. The Lord's gonna show you somebody. Y'all, I feel this in my spirituals. It's like the Lord is gonna show you somebody. So you ain't crazy. You know what you know. Okay. Can we move on? Somebody masks slipping. Anyway, here we go. We have Venus that's coming in next. Values, love, beauty, harmony, romance, art, desire, attraction, finances. Somebody is very attractive, and this is like And this is not just physically, right? You're it's like you're attracting finances and resources and opportunities and help. for many of you, like you have spent much time taking care of self, and it's like your your energy is very attractive. So you're magnetizing things to you. Okay, Venus may be heavy in your chart, honey. I don't know. But it's also for some of you the reason you're attracting finances is because you are a person of integrity. Like you're doing the right things with your money. So as a result of you doing managing well, you're gonna receive more. Okay. and you're also not playing paid, like putting high value on money. It's a resource, but you're not, it's like not the end all and be all. Okay. We have guarded that's coming in next. this is cautious, private, muted, holding back, things yet to be revealed. For some of you, this is like an opportunity that you it's something that it's not that you're not gonna receive it. It's just that the Lord's not showing it to you yet. There's something that you still haven't seen completely. Like there may be something that the Lord is getting ready to do for you, but you don't see the full picture yet. But it's that's why you gotta just continue to be attentive to when the Lord is telling what he's telling you. I just heard break every chain. So for some of you, there may be I and I I did I hear no, I didn't. It's like there may be some like financial blocks that are being removed as well. Okay. Proverbs 31 26. When she speaks, her words are wise, and she gives instructions with kindness. speak wisdom and kindness consistently. This is the speaking to teaching wisdom, wealth, and confidence. And so for many of you, Proverbs 31 may be significant. This is also understanding, like ma'am, God is God is getting ready to give somebody more responsibility in some way. And it feels like it's going to come with resources, it's gonna come with opportunities. And again, this way, this may be where these masks are going to to you're gonna see the true the way somebody really feels about you. I gotta tell you with spirit love, okay. Some of you, this is literally a story of your the Lord is elevating you, right? And so He also prepares us, and He just like He did with the His disciples, He lets you know that everybody ain't gonna like you. Okay. As you elevate, it's gonna be some folks that are not gonna like you. Okay. It's gonna be some folks that never really wanted to see you at this next level. They didn't want to see you be great, honey. They they and not that they were praying for your downfall. But it's like, do you understand that people can see something on you? Like maybe you don't see, thank y'all. It's almost like for some many of us, you don't see yourself the way other people see you. Because you really just over here, just you know, showing up and being your regular self. So you don't see people the way you don't see yourself the way other people may see you. And so it's not that people are necessarily rooting for you to fail, but it's one of the moments. Where they want you to do good, but they don't want you to do better than them. And so for some of you, you stepping into doing better than them. And so they finna feel some type of way about it. The truth is the truth.com. That's why you're gonna see these folks back here. It's like you gon' it's almost like you're gonna somebody gonna say something and you immediately gonna be like, because in your spirituals, you gonna know what was really it's they just said undercurrent. like the undercurrent of what they were really saying. They may say it with a smile, but that's not really what they meant, how they meant it. they were just smiling to make it look good. Anyway, be prepared for it. Everybody's not finna celebrate. They may and and they it's not that they they be like, congratulations, you know, or I'm happy for you or whatever. But at the same time, they gonna be like side eyeing you. In some way, so just be prepared for it as you go up. You know, some of you, this could be speaking to influence as you move up, it's like you have to recognize this is why the Lord, what what y'all mean, like coming out of isolation. It's like folks gonna feel you know, some type of way, so you have to be prepared for that, okay. As new happiness comes in, you have the ten of cups, fortune after difficulty. This is ultimate happiness. And for some of y'all, and this is Claire T in the Seven of Wands. So for some of you, what's also happening is you're not allowing anyone to come in and disturb your peace. It's like you don't let the enemy, it it's like having a moment, and they're you they're giving me the example of like nursing, right? So imagine me feeling some type of way because somebody else feels some type of way because I I'm happy. Because for imagine having gone through whatever this process is, this rebuilding of self, having to reestablish yourself, your identity, your finances, this rebuilding because the foundation over here was towed up and raggedy. And then somebody, it's almost like the enemy trying to steal your joy. Thank y'all. The enemy trying to steal your joy. And so don't allow the enemy to steal your joy. Okay. You deserve the joy. that is coming into your life. Why? Because it took a lot for you to get to this point. So don't allow somebody to come in and try to make you feel some type of way about the good things that are happening in your life. Okay. good morning, y'all. Good morning. What else? Because it feels like you've waited on this. It's like somebody not being happy about you having a new relationship or, you know, a new opportunity. It's just like baby I'm gonna be happy. Okay, because I deserve this. I'm telling you right now, this is the third time the three look, the three of wands is out here again, y'all. We had it right here, it was at the bottom of the deck over here two times, and then here's the third time the three of wands. Now, this is speaking to Shadrach, Meshach, and Abednego in the fiery furnace. this refers to the story in the book of Daniel where the three Jewish men were thrown into the blaze and fire by King Nebuchadnezzar. For refusing to worship a golden statue. And despite the extreme heat, they remain unharmed due to God's protection as He was with them, even in the fire. Man, one thing about the Lord, when He says He finna give you what He promised, He meant that. Okay. And even through the fires, and we talked about this as well. This is also, even though this is a positive card, this is also again like we talked about in the beginning, people don't know the fire that you had to come through in order to get to this point. There are some of you who it's like people that are getting ready, they ain't they don't even know your story. They don't know the processing, the refining. Thank y'all, the refining that the Lord has had to do with you. And so they may, that's why, which I mean, that's why they maybe they don't understand why you have the attitude. And I mean attitude, I don't mean that in a negative way, but it's like they don't understand. How the Lord has had to rebuild you, or why you present yourself the way that you do. And I use examples because that's how they show me this, right? So, example, imagine being homeless, but you still got to show up as and give these messages and encourage people and you know, motivate and inspire and all those things. And y'all know I told this story before where when I I got to a really low place when I was homeless. And then I cut after I got to that really low place, I didn't even have given up on self. And then the Lord picked me up and I made a vow from that day to this one that I'll never look like what I'm going through. So from then until now, I show up every single day. Does that mean I ain't going through stuff? No, that ain't what that means. I made a promise to myself that I'm not gonna look like what I'm going through. Hence, even in the car, I still showed up in spirit and glam, right? So it's like somebody not understanding that, man, because they coming in on your story at the tail end. They didn't come in on the part of the story when you was out there thugging it out, taking hoe baths, okay, in the wilderness. They didn't come in on that part of the story where you was having to depend on manna. In order to ta to be sustained. So they're coming in on a part of your story without understanding the fire that you've actually been through. Does that make sense? So that's why they feel some type of way. she, she, yeah, yeah, I do, because you don't understand the processing that I had to go through because you're coming in on a chapter. That is completely different from the 27 that I just came through. Does that make sense? I hope that makes sense to somebody. That's why you can't let no tr nobody try to make you feel no type of way because they're coming in on the middle of a whole new chapter. They weren't there at the beginning of the book. Man, I hope that makes sense. So they don't understand why you're why you're like, man. Right, they weren't there at the beginning of the homeless journey, they weren't there at the beginning of the struggle, they weren't there when your stomach was touching your back, they weren't there when your family rejected you, they weren't there for that. So you can't, it's like don't hold it against them, show them grace because they don't understand, they don't know the rest, the previous part of your story. Does that make sense? Because it's almost like I feel like somebody's gonna get triggered because. Somebody may say something, right? There's no swords out here, but it's almost like because the guarded card is out here, the seven of wands. It's like you almost immediately you almost want to like bristle a little bit. But it's you have to remember they coming in on the tail end of the they're coming in on the blessing season. And so they don't understand why you keep being blessed. Why them? Why they keep getting, huh? You you you missed you missed the first part of the story. So many of you, there are people who are getting ready to come in on your blessing season, but they don't understand. They weren't there on your in your sowing season. I hope that makes sense. Reaping and sowing. Thank y'all. It's like that's why you're so happy. They can't see it. They don't understand. And they just keep seeing you getting blessed and blessed and blessed. But the reason is because they weren't there when the blessings hadn't dried up. They weren't there. Through those those previous seasons. So that's why the Lord is saying, show the give them grace, because they really don't have no understanding. Okay. I hope that makes sense to somebody. What else, Lord? But this is a confirmation that what you needed to learn in the fire, you definitely learned. Okay. We have the fleeting card that's coming in next. short-lived, quick vanishing. It's almost like for some of y'all, this feels very random because in this just the bottom line on this: some people are finna be in and out. It's almost like an in and out kind of energy. Some people are gonna be here one day and gone the next. And so the Lord is saying there's some people, it's almost like, and this may be emotions as well, where you're kind of it's like you may feel something fleeting. It's gonna be a fleeting emotion. It's not something you're even gonna entertain for very long. I wouldn't give it too much energy. What else, Lord? And we finna be done, y'all. manifested creativity as well believing in the magic inspired ideas be mindful of the ideas thank y'all be mindful of the ideas that you receive and you may think it's nothing but for many of us what the Lord is doing in this season it's like something that you may maybe you thought you weren't going to do anything with the Lord is going to actually use that in some way. It's almost like something that you thought and It's okay, so there's like the other side of the coin. For some of you, there's something, there's like this in and out kind of energy. But then the other side, the other side of this, it literally is like something that you thought was going to be, let's say, temporary is actually going to be long lasting. You're and this could be like creativity, a creative project, something like that, where maybe or maybe you tried something and you're like, it didn't really work out. But it's almost like the Lord is getting ready to do something with something that you thought was fleeting. maybe this is an idea. This could be an opportunity. This could be an opportunity, thank y'all, that you weren't ready for before. But it's like the Lord is has made you ready for this. And so now He can actually present this I this opportunity to you. and this is part of your ships coming in. This is part of your growth and your expansion. Mm, a mess. It's almost you had to the Lord had to prepare you for it. And that's what He's been doing anyway. The last two cards, and then we finna be out this thing because we got to go. We have limits, and this is Claire 10, this seven of wands. boundaries. Okay. And the seven of wands is a card of boundaries. And then we also have on the rise. Okay. rebuilding after a loss. This is positive money mindset, putting more money in your savings. So some of you. Let me just say this right now. The Lord is getting ready to give you financial increase. Look at that. Let me show y'all how. We went from here to here. Okay. We went from a coin to many coins. Okay. Come on, coins. You getting ready to get some money. Let me just this ain't everybody's message. Maybe this ain't your message right now. Maybe it's for you at a later time. You getting ready to come into some resources that don't make you the bank. You're still going to be generous, okay? Because that's a that's us, right? We are generous because the Lord is generous with us. But that doesn't make you the bank. You're not going to be able to help everybody because there, unfortunately, for some of you, there are going to be people who are going to be expecting you because you're coming into increase. they're going to be expecting you to just. give handouts and we not on that. Okay. So for some of you, the Lord is saying you're going to have to set some boundaries. And that's why your no has to be no and you got to be able to stand on that. And it's not that you are not going to help, but at the same time, some of you are not going to be able to, it's it's like not enabling people who need to learn how to do some things for themselves. Or it's like people who Maybe the Lord has given them an instruction, but they won't follow the instruction, but they think they finna reap the rewards of your hard work. And it's just like, no, the Lord's not having that. So he's gonna be pointing that out. So you're gonna have to be able to stand on your no. because everybody is is not meant to benefit from this. This may also be why he has removed some people from around you, because everybody ain't meant to eat at your table. Okay, because they weren't there to help you build it. And not that you were asking them to, but they could have had an opportunity. the Lord could have given them an opportunity to help you build in some way, but they did not want to do that for whatever their reasoning rationale was. And so the Lord is going to make you pay attention to that. And so some sometimes one of the hardest things to do is say no. but you're gonna have to be able to stand on your no. Okay. Setting limits, and this is also speaking to those of you who the Lord is getting ready to as He as He's increasing your finances. This is also you showing restraint. Okay. And because one of the easiest things to happen is like when your money increases, your lifestyle increases. So for some of you, the Lord is going to put you on a very direct path of something that He wants you to accomplish. But it's going to require you to live somewhat below your means. but this is also a part of your stewardship. This is also a part of what he's setting you up for financially, right? So he's taking you from this to this, but part of that is showing restraint. It's going to be budgeting, it's going to be, you know, not. Increasing your lifestyle just because you can, because that's one of the easiest things to do, y'all. As soon as you make more money, you want to spend more money. So, some of y'all, the Lord's gonna set you down and say, Listen, I know, and it's not that you can't do for yourself because He's gonna allow you to do it's like you can do things for yourself. But and I can give thank y'all. They're giving I can give y'all an example of this. I can move right now, right? And I think I told y'all this last week. before I even had this approval from the Lord. Everybody moving, people moving into new apartments, new houses, new cars, all the things. And am I in a position where I, yeah, absolutely. I could, I could definitely improve like, you know, level up. But what I told the Lord is I want to be so financially, I want to be financially free. So it's it was, it's like making a decision to stay where you are, my apartment, right? Because remember, this was manna too. This was manna at one time. Good morning, beauty. Good morning, Lisa. Good morning, Latrice. It was like, remember because this was manna for me. If y'all remember this, good morning, Meredith. Last year, when the Lord blessed me with this apartment, it was manna because I had been living in a car for two and a half years. And so, could I upgrade to another apartment? I could. Absolutely. Am I? I'm not. Why? Because I'm not allowed, I'm I don't want my just because my lifestyle can improve and it's going to improve in certain ways, that doesn't mean that it has to in every area. So be mindful of that. It's like the Lord is gonna that's almost like a it's almost like a big money test, is what I just heard. It's almost like a big money test where it's like you can, but maybe you shouldn't. and it's also like a sacrifice. Thank y'all. It's like a sacrifice. That you're going to be making in order to really get to this. Does that make sense? Like, are you willing to settle? And I hate to call it settling, but are you willing to live here in order to get here? And that's for some of us. And this is for speaking to those who you know the Lord and told you you you got real like big, big He got big financial plans for you where you are being you're willing to restrain. To be set up for the next thing and not for right now. But you're what you're doing right now is what's setting you up for the next thing. I hope that makes sense to somebody. and that so it's it's budgeting. It's saying, Yeah, Lord, I'll I can live below my thank y'all, live below my means right now because what's coming after this, even if it takes some time, yeah, I'll wait. Drop it in the chat. I'll wait because what's coming after this is so much more. So much more than what you maybe see right now. Okay. I just heard don't despise the manna. Okay. Don't despise the manna. All right. Remember that what you what you're living right now is also what you prayed for. so you're still living out and walking out your prayers, but don't despise the don't despise the manna. We're gonna talk about that coming up in Numbers 11. on tomorrow, if we get to it tomorrow. Don't despise the manna, okay? Because you what you what you have now is what you prayed for at one time. so be mindful of the grumbling. We finished we'll talk about that tomorrow though. Okay. That's it. That's all. That's the message. Lord, I hope this helps somebody. Like, look, y'all, you think it's again? I I tell you what, Man, the Lord starts answering prayers and and again, y'all, we be quick to start complaining. And it's like, but wait a minute, you remember when you prayed for this, baby? I'll wait. Thank you, Lord. I'm I and again, for those of you who didn't hear this news, I'ma say it once one time I didn't I am officially a registered nurse again in the state of Alabama. And so I will be working as a nurse again. my reinstatement did get approved. I met all of the qualifications, all the things. That I had to do in order to get my nursing license back. I did get my nursing license back, y'all. so I will be working as a registered nurse again. man, cray cray, right? So in saying that, it's like, man, I can remember, I can remember how many years I prayed for that. It's been a nine year journey. And so I say, and it's it, but it's one of those moments where it's just like, you know, don't allow it's just like, man, enjoy your wins, man. Like enjoy your wins. And so that Lord said it's important for me to say that. It's like don't you don't have to have to rush past this moment because some of us have been waiting so long for for this moment, right? Where it's it's not off to the next thing. It's not, you don't have to, he's not what he's wanting you to, he's getting ready to bless you with something, and it's like don't. Rush to the next thing. Take this time to just celebrate. That's the Ten of Cups. Thank y'all. To celebrate, like, man, because you really got a blessing coming in. And it's something that you've been praying for for a long time. It could be home ownership, right? You've been on the path to home ownership all this time. And now all of a sudden you finally there. You get approved for your house or pre-approved, or you can start house shopping, or you've been riding in the same car. And now you can get a new car. whatever it is, right? it's something like that where, you know, it's like the Lord saying, hey, take some time to recognize and celebrate yourself because you you went through the fire. You know, you you went through there, you went you went through the fire. And so be okay with just because the enemy wants us to fast forward somet I believe sometimes he wants us to fast forward pla past the part that it's just like, man, the Lord really did this. allow yourself to sit in this win, even you know, for however long you choose to do that, but don't feel like you have to rush past this blessing, okay? because man, we quick to do it. It's just like, okay, off to the next thing. now, no, babe, I'm finna be set up. It looked I to I laughed with my baby on yesterday. I told my baby girl, I was just like, child, it's crazy because it's really just a a cycle that I'm repeating and I'm grateful for it. But This time is so different. Like, you know, the Lord is giving me my license back. No, I don't drink, I don't smoke, I don't do nothing, nothing. I don't have no addictions. I ain't on no medication. I ain't on nothing. And I'm sitting there, I was just like, man, my baby say, Well, take a shot of water. I say, you you're right, Lord, because that's it. That's all. You know what I'm saying? So for some of you, it's like you'll have that moment where you realize how the Lord has given you something back. And you'll be like, man, I I don't even much know how to celebrate. I ain't never celebrated without alcohol. You know, say I ain't never celebrated, you know, without something, no vices, no nothing. And it's just like, but it almost is a very freeing kind of feeling, right? Where it's just like, man, because you realize that you don't even need all of that to be happy. you don't you don't need that to celebrate. And so for some of you, it's gonna be a moment like that where you're gonna recognize just how much the Lord has changed you. changed your life, all the things. And you're just gonna be like, man. And so he's going to give you an opportunity. I'm saving my celebration for next month when I go see my son. But it's just like, man, you know, it's one of those moments where you're gonna recognize just how, first of all, just how good God is, but just how much you have changed in order to prepare for what he's putting in your hands next. Okay. So that's it. That's all. That's the message. Lord, I hope this helps somebody. it's time to get to the work. Okay, it's time to get to the work. may the Lord bless and keep you, may He bless the work of your hands, may you prosper in everything you do on this day. y'all go hydrate your soul, drink your water, say your gratitude, have a fantastic and an amazing day in purpose. On purpose, I will see y'all. In the morning, because I do believe I'm going live. Side note schedule. Y'all know my schedule is in disarray. And this week I do believe that I'm going live Monday, Tuesday, Thursday, Friday. But turn your notifications on so you're notified anytime I go live or post a video. I might be starting a look, it'd be go time. This morning it was five o'clock. I was ready. I said ain't no waiting. So I went ahead and started going live. But y'all can always catch the replay on my YouTube channel. Y'all make sure y'all give me a follow over there as well. I will see y'all in the morning. Between five and five thirty ish. Okay. I love y'all in real life. Y'all go be great and amazing, do great amazing things. If I didn't say it, thank you so much for the likes, the shares, the comments, the subscribes, the love, the energy. I'm so truly, truly grateful. man, it's new season, y'all. It's a new season. So it's time to get to the work. Okay. I love y'all in real life. I will see y'all on the next one. Love y'all. Thank y'all. Bye. Child, I never even changed it, did it? Didn't. Never even changed it. I love y'all in real life. I will see y'all on tomorrow. Deuces. Love y'all. Bye y'all. Thank you, Lord.