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- 0:00Twenty two, the man alone in the evening, I started and drove out
- 0:07to the sea before a gentle wind from the southeast, slowly, steadily,
- 0:13and the island grew smaller and smaller, and the lank spire of smoke dwindled
- 0:18to a finer and finer line Against the hot sunset. The ocean rose up
- 0:23around me, hiding that low dark patch from my eyes. The daylight,
- 0:29the trailing glory of the sun went streaming out of the sky, was drawn
- 0:34aside like some luminous curtain. And at last I looked into the blue gulf
- 0:39of immensity which the sunshine hides, and saw the floating hosts of the stars.
- 0:45The sea was silent, the sky was silent. I was alone with
- 0:50the night and silence. So I drifted for three days, eating and drinking
- 0:56sparingly, and meditating upon all that had happened to me, me not desiring
- 1:02very greatly then to see men again. One unclean rag was about me,
- 1:07my hair a black tangle. No doubt, my discoverers thought me a madman.
- 1:12It is strange, but I felt no desire to return to mankind.
- 1:19I was only glad to be quit of the foulness of the beast people,
- 1:23and on the third day I was picked up by a brig from Apia to
- 1:26San Francisco. Neither the captain nor the mate would believe my story. Judging
- 1:33that solitude and danger had made me mad, and fearing their opinion might be
- 1:38that of others, I refrained from telling my adventure further, and professed to
- 1:42recall nothing that had happened to me between the loss of the Lady Vain and
- 1:47the time when I was picked up again, the space of a year.
- 1:53I had to act with the utmost circumspection to save myself from the suspicion of
- 1:57insanity. My memory of the law of the two dead sailors, of the
- 2:01amuse cards, of the darkness of the body in the canebrake haunted me,
- 2:07and unnatural, as it seems, with my return to mankind came instead of
- 2:12that confidence and sympathy I had expected, a strange enhancement of the uncertainty and
- 2:19dread I had experienced during my stay upon the island. No one would believe
- 2:23me I was almost as queer to men as I had been to the beast
- 2:29people. I may have caught something of the natural wildness of my companions they
- 2:35say that terror is a disease, And anyhow I can witness that for several
- 2:40years now a restless fear has dwelt in my mind, such a restless fear
- 2:46as a half tamed lion cub may feel. My trouble took the strangest form.
- 2:53I could not persuade myself that the men and women I met were not
- 2:55also another beast, people, animals half wrought into the outward image of human
- 3:00souls, and that they would presently begin to revert, to show first this
- 3:06best you'll mark, and then that. But I have confided my case to
- 3:10a strangely able man, a man who had known Moreau and had seemed half
- 3:16to credit my story, a mental specialist, and he has helped me mightily.
- 3:22Though I do not expect that the terror of that island will ever altogether
- 3:25leave me. At most times it lies far in the back of my mind,
- 3:30a mere distant cloud, a memory and a faint distrust. But there
- 3:37are times when the little cloud spreads until it obscures the whole sky. Then
- 3:42I look about me, at my fellow men, and I go and fear.
- 3:46I see faces keen and bright, others dull or dangerous, others,
- 3:52unsteady, insincere, none that have the calm authority of a reasonable soul.
- 3:58I feel as though the animal were surging up through them, that presently the
- 4:02degradation of the islanders will be played over again on a larger scale. I
- 4:08know this is an illusion, that these seeming men and women about me are
- 4:12indeed men and women, men and women forever perfectly reasonable creatures, full of
- 4:18human desires and tender solicitude, emancipated from instinct, and the slaves of no
- 4:25fantastic law. Being altogether different from the beast folk. Yet I shrink from
- 4:31them, from their curious glances, their inquiries and assistants, and long to
- 4:38be away from them and alone. For that reason, I live near the
- 4:45broad, free Downland, and can escape thither when this shadow is over my
- 4:48soul. And very sweet is the empty Downland, then under the windswept sky.
- 4:57When I lived in London, the horror was well nigh in suppor portable.
- 5:00I could not get away from men. Their voices came through windows,
- 5:04locked doors were flimsy safeguards. I would go out into the streets to fight
- 5:10with my delusion, and prowling women would mew after me. Furtive, craving
- 5:15men glanced jealously at me. Weary pale workers go coughing by me with tired
- 5:20eyes and eager paces like wounded deer dripping blood. Old people bent and dull
- 5:28past murmuring to themselves, and all unheeding a ragged tale of gibing children.
- 5:35Then I would turn aside into some chapel, and even there, such was
- 5:40my disturbance. It seemed that the preacher gibbered big thinks even as the ape
- 5:46man had done. Or into some library, and there the intint faces over
- 5:50the books seemed but patient creatures waiting for prey. Particularly nauseous were the blank,
- 5:58expressionless faces of people in trains and omnibuses. They seem no more my
- 6:03fellow creatures than dead bodies would be. So that I did not dare to
- 6:08travel unless I was assured of being alone and deeming. It seemed that I
- 6:13too was not a reasonable creature, but only an animal tormented with some strange
- 6:17disorder in its brain, which sent it to wander alone, like a sheep
- 6:23stricken with gid. This is a mood, however, that comes to me
- 6:28now, I thank God more rarely I have withdrawn myself from the confusion of
- 6:33cities and multitudes, and spent my days surrounded by wise books, bright windows.
- 6:40In this life of ours, lit by the shining souls of men,
- 6:45I see few strangers, and have but a small household. My days I
- 6:50devote to reading and to experiments in chemistry, and I spend many of the
- 6:55clear nights in the study of astronomy. There is, though I do not
- 7:00know how there is or why, there is a sense of peace and protection
- 7:04in the glittering hosts of heaven. There it must be, I think,
- 7:10in the vast and eternal laws of matter, and not in the daily cares
- 7:14and sins and troubles of men, that whatever is more than animal within us
- 7:18must find its solace and its hope. I hope, or I could not
- 7:25live, And so in hope in solitude my story ends. Edward Prindick.
- 7:35Note The substance of the chapter entitled Doctor Moreau Explains, which contains the essential
- 7:42idea of the story, appeared as a middle article in the Saturday Review in
- 7:46January eighteen ninety five. This is the only portion of this story that has
- 7:50been previously published, and it has been entirely recast to adapt it to the
- 7:55narrative form. End of the Island of Doctor Moreau by H. G. Wells