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Episode #192: Embracing the Heart-Centered Energy of 2024: A Year of Giving and Receiving · Tea Time w/Amie & Bev

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Hi, welcome to see time with Amy and Bev. Happy December thirty first,
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twenty twenty three. Oh, happy day, Oh happy day. One
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two three, one two three. Is that cool or what I like it?
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I haven't even Yeah, I haven't even. I haven't even processed any
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of that stuff. It's so interesting. It's so interesting, the you know,
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the things that we notice, and it's not going to happen again for
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another hundred years. Yeah, So I don't know if I'll be here that
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at that time. I mean, it could happen, but I don't know.
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Stranger things have happened, Stranger things have happened. I don't know.
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You know, you think about that kind of stuff, and I used to
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think I want to be I want to be here for forever. But it's
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like, no matter what, forever is not that long forever to us.
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It's such a different perspective. Yeah, it really is. So how are
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you doing? I am doing fabulous, getting ready to step into twenty twenty
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four. I just had a week long vacation. I feel rejuvenated, recharged,
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and had time to regroup, which means I slept a lot, which
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was so enjoyable because I was at that point of almost reaching the point of
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burnout, and I don't want to get there because I will hit overwhelm.
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When I hit overwhelm, I shut down, which reduces the momentum. And
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then I got to get it going again. So I at this point of
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what is happening and what I got going on, the momentum has to continue
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like it's I got it, it's you know, keep it alive and keep
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it going and keep building upon it. And so that takes a lot of
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focus on my part, as it would for anybody who is moving in a
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direction that they desire that you know, when we have those squirrel moments or
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those shutdown moments, that it slows that momentum down. So being very focused
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on mindset, emotions, and what I want to create into my life.
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So that's where I'm at as I end this year and step into twenty twenty
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four. So it's almost like an example would be, and this is a
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very extreme example. If you ever watch Sees Room along the Dog Whisper,
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he would talk about the red zone for the dogs. Once I got to
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that red zone, it was too late. Right, once we get to
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that burnout, it's kind of too late. You've got to have a rest,
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you really do. But if you can catch it before you get to
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that burnout, or before you get to that red zone, or before you
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get to the old patterns, it can change the whole momentum of everything.
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But it's like we're used to patterns, right. And I'm saying this because
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last night we're having conversations at home, and the conversations are, you know,
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kind of along the lines of when you recognize that it's like everything's not
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about you, but a lot of times we put ourselves in it, like
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if someone says something, oh God, did I do something wrong? And
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the conversations even around the house has been a lot of the stuff that I'll
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say is almost as if I'm still that person that's worried about how people are
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receiving me. So it's a pattern, right, It's that pattern. So
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if I can catch that pattern before I get into the red zone, before
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I get into the burnout, because that's the similar things happened to me too.
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We don't have to go down that path that far, but to me,
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it kind of lets us know that's how far we've gone down the path
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before before it's gotten our attention. Like wait, red flags are coming up,
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We're going to have to be taking an emergency rest stop over to the
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side here in a minute or for people are going to get hurts, you
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know what I mean. It's kind of along those lines, but it's being
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aware of that stuff ahead of time. But again, the first part of
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this is being aware that this is what we do, you know, this
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is our patterns, this is what our familiar zonus. Because it's like I
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was telling Freeman, I don't even notice when I've done that. I don't
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even I'm like, when was the last time that I was worried about some
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of what they thought? And he's like, you do it all the time.
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And it's like I didn't take offense to it because I'm listening because I
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would prefer to not be in that space all time. So then I see
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I have a partner that can tell me this is where I'm kind of hanging
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up a little bit, and it's up to me. I can either be
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triggered by it, by it and get pissed off. And it's all about
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me, right, it's everything I've done. I've done everything wrong to you
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know, the world, And it's like it's not that way. But in
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the past. That's how it's felt. So it's recognizing those things for myself
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so I don't have to get to that point. I don't have to get
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to the red zone anymore. That's my hopeful. That's not my knowing right
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now because I know that I'm still going through this process. I've even recognizing
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when I'm doing that. So it's just having that, you know, having
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that awareness of it. So it's again it's fun, like when we start
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recognizing these things, it's fun because guess what, we don't have to freaking
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keep doing the same thing again. I don't have to go skate on the
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fricking pond that I know that it's got a weak spot in there, and
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I'm gonna take a gamble. Hopefully I can make it over this time.
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I can get all the stuff done at one time, at the last minute
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before I burn out, you know what I mean, or before I worry
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about everybody's worried about. You know, I'm doing something wrong and they're not
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gonna they're gonna judge me in it, and it's gonna Ah. There's like
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so much to be worried about in that situation, but we don't recognize how
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much we're caring with us. Even still everybody's been watching us, we've changed
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a lot. You could watch our videos from three years ago, and we're
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totally different people from then. We really are, We're not. I'm not
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even the same energy that I was. I can't even fathom who that energy
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was anymore. From where I'm at right now. It's just crazy. Yeah,
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And I I know how important it is first to have awareness. So
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you know, we talk about your body as your indicator. So if you're
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experiencing something, you're thinking about something, you're feeling something, you're witnessing something,
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you're engaged in something, and it doesn't feel good, your body tells
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you that. And that is being able to have awareness or hyper awareness of
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how you are feeling and recognize. Am I willing? That's key word,
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right, willing? Am I willing to do something different so I feel better?
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So I can raise my vibration, so I can be at a higher
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frequency, energetic frequency? Am I willing to do that? Because? I
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mean, really, sometimes we just want to sit in the muck and guck
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and anger and the hatred or the jealousy or whatever that might be. But
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also know that that's where your attention is that's where your focus is and that's
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what you're contributing to. And but you know, we know this. What
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you project outward is what is going to be mirrored back to you or come
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back to you. And a lot of people use that word of karma.
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And I want to bring this up because twenty twenty four is an eight year
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and the way you get that, it's two plus zero plus two plus four,
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so at equals eight. Eight is about giving and receiving, and so
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whatever you are giving, you are receiving. Right. It's that energetic give
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and take and the energetic flow. So this also is some are referring to
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as a karmac year. So whatever you have been putting out the eight year
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is for that to start showing up back towards you. Now, I've been
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pretty diligent about being aware of what I'm putting out. And have I always
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been great at it and perfect? Absolutely not, absolutely not, But I've
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been way better than I used to be, and that is awesome. That
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is a celebration. And I feel like anybody. I had a coaching session
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with a lady. And typically when somebody shows up for coaching or a class
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that they're in the depths, they don't feel good. They know they want
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to change something, something needs to be different. And so I said,
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okay, well, what did you get from your childhood? What things did
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you take on from being from your childhood? And what you learn from the
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adults procrastination, people, pleasing and perfectionists. Okay, great, this is
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first acknowledging that. That's great awareness, and I celebrate though. I'm like,
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you got to celebrate that, because first you need to acknowledge that these
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are the things that I don't like about myself. I said, but in
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your childhood, you also learned a lot of valuable things. And what were
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that? What was that? And she named off like eight different things that
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were valuable to her as an adult, and I said, we got to
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focus there. That is key. We turn our pain into purpose. We
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learn from it, We take the valuable pieces and we implement it, and
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your whole, like, your whole mindset changes. So like I can be
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calm during a crisis. How freaking amazing is that? Because how many people
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freak out during a crisis and panic? Right? She says, I can
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read people really well, awesome body language, facial expressions. I'm like,
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that is a valuable tool, right, and so we just went through each
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one and so start focusing on the valuable skills and the qualities that in the
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characteristics that you've developed because of your life experiences. Yeah, not spending the
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time focusing on the things that didn't go right, which is what typically happens
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anyways at the end of the day, and most people aren't focused on all
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the great things that they did that day or how they showed up anyways,
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and you know, just a million different ways. And I see that eight
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year. To me, it's like we're always in that if you want to
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call it karma. We're always in that ebb and flow, regardless of what
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year we're going into. It might be more to people that aren't, you
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know, used to seeing that kind of stuff, but to me, I
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feel like we're we've we're already aware of it. We've already been doing the
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stuff anyways, We're looking at all that stuff that's not it's not escaping as
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to me. I mean, for me, I feel like this is going
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to be like the most amazing year ever. Of course, I think we
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said the same thing last year, and it's been an amazing year. I've
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had so many changes I've I've just changed in so many ways that some of
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the feelings and emotions and triggers and a lot of different stuff. I've come
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to ara with it. I'm just in a different space with it. And
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it's like it doesn't have anything to teach me anymore, and to meet Karma's
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about teaching anyways. What is it? I can't remember who said it,
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but we came here to create. I don't know if it was the lowest
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canon or it might be numerous people, right, but they've talked about we
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came here to create, we came here to see what we could do with
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energy, and instead most of us have became victims to that energy, instead
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of recognizing how we do have this control and that's it's so easy to say,
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well, if that's the way they trained us, and that's what they
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that's what they wanted all along. But it's like then we're saying that something
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that someone else values, what they want is more important than our ones.
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So it's just recognizing those things too, And that's what I'm recognizing. You
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know, it's so easy to go out and buy things for other people,
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but not doing something for yourself. That happens a lot that for me,
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that's been like an ongoing thing, and then I recognize it even my kids,
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how they'll sacrifice themselves so much for everybody else and then not take care
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of themselves when really what could change everything taking care of yourself. I mean,
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that's the one thing, right being aware of the thoughts that you're thinking,
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Being aware that whatever you're thinking right now is what you're creating and what
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you're putting out, that's your karma, that's your you know, how you're
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showing up in the world. If I'm showing up in the world and I'm
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flipping everybody off on the road, then that's kind of how all the world's
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going to show up to me. That's just the way it is. I
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mean, I can have a smile on my face and be sending out the
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power finger whatever. I'm just sending out power, but you know, whatever
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I want to call it, or whatever mood I'm in right now, and
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it's just to be an awareness of that, not to be a victim of
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it. It's not something we just take things too seriously. Yeah, I'm
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also I listened to Next Level so this morning I'm only halfway through the video
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with Greg Braiden they just did another interview with Greg Braiden and it's super powerful.
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I'm going to share it in my Facebook group. But yeah, we
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talk about things when things are good or when things are easy. Things are
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good and it's just easy, right, we just float along and doing quite
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well. But when things are bad and whatever definition you define that as as
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when things are bad, who do you become? And I thought that was
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such a powerful question. So when we are perceiving because nothing is good or
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bad, it's just it just is. It's an experience, it's how we
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define it as individuals, and who do you become? So let's say just
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a new personal life, or as using my life as an example, when
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my husband's doing something and I am perceiving it as a negative or a bad
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thing, who do I become? I become frustrated and irritated, sometimes angry,
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I get wrapped up in my not good enough story. I start putting
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myself down. That's the person I become because of his behavior. Now we
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know there are a couple wars going on, probably more than that that we
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may not be aware of. So when you are listening to social media or
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when you are watching the news and we're going on a worldly basis, who
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do you become when you're taking in that information? So whatever is happening,
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my point is, and not that I want to go into worldly issues,
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but my point is is how whatever person you become on a personal level,
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just based on your own life experiences and what you're moving through and how you're
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perceiving things, that is also going to pertain to you when you look at
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worldly stuff. And what is contributing to that is social media and the news.
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And we know that the news is only providing information to keep things in
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a dramatic sense, to draw us in because we're programmed for that type of
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information. And social media is based on the algorithm of whatever you're taking in.
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So if you're giving attention to more positive things, you will get more
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of that in your feed. If you are giving attention to more chaos and
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drama, you will get more of that in your feed. And it's just
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going to be in your face all the time. Make sure you understand and
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have awareness of who you are becoming when you are taking that information in,
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because that is going to be your indicator of how you show up in this
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life, in this world. Collective consciousness on an energetic basis, and how
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you show up is what you are contributing to collective consciousness. I thought that
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was such a powerful topic and explanation because you know, I mean, we've
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talked about this stuff in a sense, but you know, when you hear
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it in different words, it's like this huge light bulb goes off. And
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I was like, wow, Now, one thing further is when you get
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wrapped up in the anger. And also, let's let's just put it out
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there as well, this is a for the United States. This is a
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political year. This is a year of voting for a president, and whatever
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you get wrapped up in. So if you're getting if you are allowing yourself
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to have hatred, if you are allowing yourself to be fearful, if you're
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allowing yourself to be in that anger space, whatever you're allowing to come into
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you and create those emotions, those people or those situations have control over you,
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and you are not a logical thinker. When you are in that space,
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You're disregarding your intuition, you're disregarding your spiritual connection, you're disregarding other
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points of view, You're disregarding the fact that you're not when it comes to
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social media and the news, you are not getting all the information. You're
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getting it from one side, one perspective. So it's to me. And
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we've been talking about this for quite a while, like since twenty twenty,
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since we started this podcast, is use your body as your indicator and recognize
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how do you feel when you're receiving that information, because your body is going
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to let you know. Are you being in a fearful space or a loving
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space? Are you seeing through eyes of compassion? Are you seeing through eyes
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of hatred? Right? So it's really time. I just really feel like
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coming into twenty twenty four, it is a time to step up your spiritual
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gain and listen more to what your body is telling you and your heart.
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Your heart is where and that's one of the things they pointed out in this
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video is your heart is where we get the information. You're like, truth
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is through your heart space. Yeah, And it just goes back to the
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same thing that we were already talking about. It's as simple as whatever you're
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focused on your feeding, that's what you're creating into your environment. Now.
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If you can have the news on and you're unaffected by it, good,
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you became neutral. You have nothing more to learn from it. So that's
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back to the pharma thing, right, And if you want to focus anything
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you're focusing on, it doesn't matter if it's what you perceive is good or
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bad. You're creating more of that in your experience, just simply like you
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just said, but it was just just simply we're living along with exactly what
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we were already saying that. It's just whatever you're putting out there is what
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you're creating. Whatever you're thinking about, you're creating whatever you're listening to.
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If you're listening to it through an awareness and not being caught up in it
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and you're neutral, great, then you're still creating because it's that's just going
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to fall away from your experience anyways. And then it's like back to I
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can say, it's back to paying attention to what's in the three D versus
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what's in the five D, Like what energy where do you want to put
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your energy at? It's really that simple. It doesn't have to feel because
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some of the some of the conversation feels like it's kind of heavy. So
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it's like, to me, it's just and that's a perspective, right,
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just my perception on something like something of what we're talking about. But it's
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like it's just simple, it's not getting wrapped up, and then it's recognizing
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it's there for your experience. It's there for you to decide what you want
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more in your life of and then for me, I want more happiness and
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joy into my life. And things don't have to be hard or easy,
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right, it can just be great because guess what I could navigate. I
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could be in my speedboat driving down and it's like, oh, I can
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see off in the distance, there's a rock. I just know to go
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around that rock. Right. It's not a big deal. It could have
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been hard, right, but it was easy. I just made a quick
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little adjustment and everything was great. And that's where an internal navigation shows us.
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And that's back to the heart area too, because that is our internal
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navigation. It's just being in those spaces and recognizing and not getting wrapped up
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and all the rest of the stuff. And like you said, going back
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to as soon as you recognize that your body's going into that energy or you
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don't, it's not feeling good. That's your gauge. Hey wait a minute,
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gosh, I'm not feeling good for some reason. For a second,
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ere I wonder what I could do different I don't even have to know the
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answer to that. I can wonder what I could do differently, and it's
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like just being in that wonder that open to receive information starts to flow in
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and I receive that information and know how to carry forward. Right from there,
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I was listening to for whatever reason, qhht's come back into my experience,
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which is a quantum healing hypnosis technique for you know, Doris Cannon's technique
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that she has taught for I don't know years. I don't even remember what
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when she started doing it. I think it was in the two thousands.
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But it's listening to this conversation of this this person having this conversation and the
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higher self talking to her or these eleven beings talking to her. They're like,
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well, she's not going to change anything, Well, how can she
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heal? Well if she could stop complaining about things so very simple, blunt
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in your face, right, But we don't recognize that, and we think
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that by complaining because because a lot of times we want to be heard and
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be seen with these words that we're saying. Right, And I can even
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go back to if I'm paying attention to. If I'm paying attention to my
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husband at the time, and he wasn't doing things that I thought he should
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be doing because he would drink and stuff like that, it wasn't my appreciation,
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but I was judging, but it wasn't my appreciatation if I would have
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just recognized and then let that be his own space. But no, what
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did I do most of the time as soon as I directed my attention to
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that to this situation, I'm now feeling the energies that he's feeling. Now,
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if I would have stopped for a second, I could have recognized,
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wait a minute, these feelings that I'm feeling are all his feelings that he
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feels from my interpretation through my filtration system, right but it's something that they're
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experiencing. But instead, I'm in that space of that energy. I've dropped
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down into that same space, and now everything that he's offering up is just
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irritating more and is keeping me in that space. But I could have used
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that as a tool all along at that time to recognize, oh gosh,
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this is where he's coming from right now, this is how he feels.
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How fucked up to feel like you're that alone and you're only in that space
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and you basically you don't have anyone else to rely on. You don't have
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the support system. From his perspective, And I'm not saying that's how it
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was, but I will guarantee you I think it's sometimes he felt that way.
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There's one hundred percent because sometimes I felt that way. So it's like
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who was mirroring who? But it's recognizing as soon as we get into that
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space. And before I used to be like, ooh, don't get into
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that space, don't get down onto their energy. Oh no, use that
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information that you have, not for to use someone, not to use to
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hinder them or put them down, but to help uplift them, to help
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raise them up. So it's just a different perspective of looking at things because
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before, hey, when you're an EmPATH and you're picking up stuff, you
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can feel like a victim. Really really it's so easy because it feels things
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can be heavy. But it's recognizing this is just a gift for me.
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I have a gift that I can look at this other person and recognize that
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they feel like they're not supported, to recognize that they don't want to be
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here. Anymore recognize that what I could be offering them something different than what
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they're giving, and then I can help raise and lift them up. So
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it's just it's all perspective. It's just how are we going to look at
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things and how are we going to perceive things? And if you think the
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world's against you, I used to think that way, well, then the
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world's fricking against you, or you'll find more and more signs of how the
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world's against you. See see it just happened again, Did you see that?
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You know, because you're in that victim state and you want someone else
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to be a witness of your victim state so that you're not Hey, I'm
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not fucking crazy. Pay attention to what I'm saying, you know what I
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mean, This is really happening, And it doesn't have to be that way
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because the truth doesn't have to argue for itself. It just is right.
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So it's like, there's no reason for a lot of this stuff. But
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it was a way to keep myself in the same patterns, to help try
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to keep everybody else in the same patterns, because then I had someone to
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communicate with so they might have an understanding of what I'm going through, and
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it's like, we don't need an understanding where we're going through at that time.
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I don't think that I did. I do think I just needed to
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evolve, Get up, get up and look around, sit on top of
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the roof and look down to the situation from a different perspective. However you
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want to say it, but it's just it's just realizing these ways that we
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keep ourselves kind of locked in to a certain pattern our behavior and it's not
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necessary. And I want to point now too that when those situations come up
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that seem like they're bad or negative, that it actually can give you an
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opportunity to focus, even have an even stronger focus on what you desire right
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today, to go, oh, well, I definitely know I don't like
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what I'm seeing or hearing, and what do I want to focus on instead?
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How do I want to how do I want to feel instead? And
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so keeping that in mind in conversations at work, conversations with your bestie,
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conversations with your family again, social media, the news, if awareness,
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acknowledgment, focus, it comes down to that, and it's got to be
25:52
the willingness to do and practice it. Yeah, because we can't put ourselves
25:57
on the shelf in a corner anywhere anymore, you know what I mean?
26:00
Because I feel like that's we've we've done that a lot, we've stood back
26:03
because we didn't and I say we like, I'm including you in it,
26:06
and I don't know for sure if that's how you feel it, So I
26:07
would say, I don't want to be put in the corner. I don't
26:11
want to be put up on a shelf. I don't want And it's not
26:14
because I'm not saying that anyone else is doing. I'm saying, hello,
26:18
I've done that with myself. I've put myself to the back burner so that
26:21
I could take care of everybody else. But it doesn't work that way because
26:23
that was my old way of making things, where I thought I was making
26:27
things work with the quotation earmarks in the air there. But it's like it's
26:32
it wasn't. It wasn't working for me, and I can't. I can
26:33
continue repeating the same patterns and get the same results and being in a state
26:38
of frustration. Why I keep doing that? That reminds me of one of
26:44
the Simpsons. Bart Simpson was working on something the mouse. He had this
26:47
like whole thing set up, set up where the mouse would go through the
26:49
thing. It learned it after a couple of times being shocked not to do
26:52
something, and Bart would get shocked over and over and over again doing the
26:56
same thing. It's like, it's it's it's parallel to a lot of our
26:59
experience exist if you want to take it a little bit lighter of the lighter
27:03
side of things, but recognizing we don't have to be in that space,
27:07
recognizing that and it's like I was reminded over this weekend. I said,
27:14
you know, we're we all have God in us, so we're all God.
27:18
We're all we're aspects of God that came here to have this experience.
27:21
And it's like some people look at that as blasphemy. And one of the
27:25
girls in the group says, well, that's why they killed Jesus. And
27:26
I'm like, because he was walking around saying that we all have God in
27:30
this. But it's the truth. So it's the truth. It's my truth.
27:34
It doesn't mean it's everybody's truth. So when I say it's the truth,
27:37
that's my truth. That's what resonates with me. I have a faith
27:41
and knowing in that that that it wasn't it. It was all perceived differently.
27:45
It's almost like to make it a voodoo. Don't do this, you
27:48
can't, You're you're idolizing. But I don't know. There's a whole lot
27:52
of pattern you can go on to all that stuff, but it's just recognizing
27:55
that it's not it's not something I don't buy into anymore. That's not my
28:00
story. I don't buy into that. I feel like when you walk in,
28:03
if I'm sitting having this conversation with you, I'm having a conversation with
28:06
God. It's the same thing. If I'm doing a massage, I'm doing
28:10
a massage on God. We're working together right now. We are experiencing things
28:14
together. This is an experience that we're going to take with us. Let
28:17
me leave this physical body. These are the kind of experiences that we're going
28:21
to reflect upon or we're going to see. And I want to show up
28:23
that way. First part of my life I didn't show up that way.
28:26
Everybody was the enemy. It wasn't God. I'm just saying. And people
28:30
will say, what about the person that's the killer and what about this?
28:33
Well, that's another aspect of God having an experience. You can't judge it,
28:38
and so it's becoming neutral. It's not being in a space of right
28:41
or wrong, or black or white, or the lighter of a dark you
28:48
know what I mean, the good or the bad, however you want to
28:49
call it. It's all an experience, all of us an experience. Some
28:53
things I think go a little bit extreme, but that's just a perspective.
28:59
And I think it's that it's extreme. Then I'll it'll be in my experience
29:02
until I'll become neutral, if because then I'll have nothing more to learn from
29:06
it. I can check it off my list right mark the box. When
29:11
you talk about Barts and somem and being shocked, there's a technique where people
29:18
will wear a rubber band on their wrists and every time they have a negative
29:21
thought, they snap that rubber band. I have never done that technique.
29:23
I feel like that's creating pain that I don't want. So, first of
29:30
all, I'm not going to consciously create some pain. So but anyway,
29:36
yes, that is a technique that has been taught not by me. I'm
29:40
just mentioning I've heard. I've heard about it, and not from you.
29:45
I'm like, God, no, we're not doing that. When you talk
29:48
about uh, you know, being a part of God or source or whatever
29:53
word term that people want to use. Love could use love. It's the
29:56
highest highest quency. Right. It was explained by doctor Wayne Dyer's where I
30:07
heard it from, and it made so much sense to me. He was
30:11
explaining us being a spirit coming into this physical body, into this physical world,
30:15
he said, and we came from somewhere something. And so if you
30:22
have an orange and you cut that orange, and now you have a slice
30:26
of orange, and you have the rest of the orange, it's still all
30:29
an orange. It's still the sliced piece is still a piece of the source
30:33
it came from. So the whole of the orange no different than a piece
30:37
of high And so we are a piece of Source in a physical body,
30:47
having a human experience, just like you were talking about. And so we
30:51
are love and joy that has never wavered. It's always been in us,
30:55
It's always been there. We have just created space between us and that love
31:03
and joy that we are from our spirit, from our source. And it's
31:11
closing that gap, is the way he explained it. Closing that gap,
31:15
so coming closer to our essence of love and joy and living from that space,
31:23
which again coming back to me is the heart space. To me,
31:26
when I talk about spirit, I always typically put my hand over my heart
31:30
because that's the space I feel spirit comes from. And reminding me right put
31:37
your hand over your heart is just a reminder like, this is love,
31:41
and this is who I am, this is my essence, this is what
31:45
I came from. And it's up to me to make that stronger than the
31:52
fear based things that I've been focused on. Bigger than the anger, bigger
31:56
than the hatred, Bigger than the jealousy, than the guilt and the shame
32:00
and the judgments and criticisms. It's up to me to connect to not connect,
32:07
because if connection has never been disconnected in the human body, it's been
32:13
clouded, it's been diminished based on the experiences that I've had in my life.
32:22
But as I have done some emotional mental healing, as I am moving
32:28
forward and learning more about living from that space of my spiritual and my loving
32:35
essence, the better my life is getting, is has gotten and is getting
32:40
like this isn't the best of the best, but it's been the best of
32:44
the best of my lifetime so far, and I know it's going to keep
32:47
getting better because I'm choosing to focus my time and energy there. That is
32:52
my job. That's up to me, and nobody can do that for me.
32:55
And that's what people want. They want the magic pill. They wanted
32:59
to happen right now and just take the pain away. I don't want to
33:01
look at pain and I just want to push it down, suppress it,
33:07
gloss over it, not talk about it. And I want all the greatest
33:12
things in the world. Well, that's great, and I think for sure
33:15
you could have the greatest things in the world in spite of all this stuff
33:17
that you've suppressed, But I don't feel like you would genuinely and truly be
33:24
in the joy of those that greatness because you still have that heavy energy within
33:30
yourself. That's my perspective, and that's the way I see things and how
33:36
we operate. Gotcha something I will go back to he had told me a
33:44
long time ago. Teach what you want to learn right when you're learning stuff
33:49
like that, And that's one thing that I've gone into, Like with I
33:52
get a group that comes together and it's like, that's what I that's what
33:55
I've been doing. It's like I've been putting out channel writings. So now
34:00
well, I get the practice channel writing every every other Saturday, right,
34:04
I mean I do it at home too, but it's now I'm holding myself
34:07
accountable. I'm we're we're picking up. I brought in materials yesterday from my
34:15
deceased loved ones for people to hold on to and to be able to figure
34:19
out what information they would would they would get from it, And every single
34:22
one of them got information from it. And it's just it's it's awesome,
34:27
but it's like it's just being in that space of the joy and the excitement,
34:30
and to me, I feel like kind of like coming back onto the
34:34
conversation that you were focused on. I feel like we do have a lot
34:36
of I have a lot of heavy stuff on us. But we could look
34:38
at all that stuff all the time and not have all the resolution from my
34:42
perspective, not have all the resolution. But if we are focused on those
34:45
type of things, our energy automatically shifts anyways, and I feel like a
34:50
lot of those things will come to the surface and then just kind of it
34:52
just kind of dust off by itself, like you don't really have to even
34:55
do much with it. That's that's just what I've been noticing lately, but
35:00
I just wanted to remind people. It's like when you want to learn something,
35:04
start teaching other people about it, because that's how you learn about it,
35:06
and then you get to watch other people how their responses are. And
35:09
I think I believe it's psychometry when you hold it in your like I had
35:14
learned a long time. I pick up crystals from the whoever ran the crystal
35:16
stores, right the New Age stores. Oh, you use your non dominant
35:20
hand for that. So there's been like guidance all all along this journey of
35:23
mine, whether I chose to take it or chose not to right period,
35:29
and all that guidance could have been beneficial along the way if I had chosen
35:32
to take it. But I'm learning now to have that awareness like we're talking
35:36
about today, it's really spending that time. And I think that's what now
35:39
if we kind of narrow that down, like going into this eight year it
35:43
is to be aware of what are your thoughts, what are your feelings?
35:46
Not what is everybody else that's filling in the house, not saying to ignore
35:51
them, because that's how we get information and we can we can help assist
35:55
as needed, but usually let the person have they got their own team that's
36:00
guiding them along the way, so let them have their journey too, and
36:02
not think that you have to run the show all the time, which I
36:05
always thought I did. I thought I had to be the one to control
36:07
and take care of everything in order for things to be right. And it's
36:09
like that's not even true. That was exhausting. So it's just recognizing all
36:15
that stuff and just having more fun, having an awareness, but having more
36:19
fun, not using the idea of the rubber bands. Not a bad idea
36:22
to a statistic person, not just kidding item. But it's really what boils
36:27
down to you is if you stop to even have noticed the thought that came
36:30
into your mind, the snap isn't necessary, right because the snap is like
36:35
punishing yourself for doing something wrong when you didn't do anything wrong, because right
36:38
now you have an awareness is that wrong? No? You have an awareness
36:43
of what you're doing. Is that wrong? No? What are you going
36:45
to do about it? Like? How are you going to shift it?
36:47
So those are the things it's not to punish ourselves in that space. But
36:52
that's the old way, right, that's again right then they say, see,
36:54
oh this is a pattern. I feel like I have to be punished
36:57
for something that I thought that I did wrong. Well, guess what,
37:00
you're not doing anything wrong. You're having an experienced experience. It's a human
37:02
experience. And now you're you're dropping all the stuff or you're recognizing all the
37:07
stuff that you've carried all along that you've used as your compass, and it's
37:12
not even an accurate compass. It's going to guide you into areas that are
37:15
you going to be? Like? Why am I here? How come I
37:16
didn't listen to the other voice it's been talking to me all the time and
37:20
said, hey, turn this way, or do this because we get We've
37:22
We've ignored the voice so many times, and I've gone back to cod We've
37:25
had these conversations so many times. But going back to the voice gets louder
37:30
of the more attention you pay to it, the more that it comes up.
37:34
It's just like a child that comes up to you and it's pulling on
37:36
your skirt or or your shirt or whatever, and once your attention all the
37:38
time, I could be the outsider watching this happening to someone else and watching
37:44
this kids doing it for five minutes. The parent doesn't even recognize any of
37:47
it because I've been that parent. I'm pretty positive of it. I can't
37:51
I'm sure I'll have it my life review so I can kick my own ass
37:53
later on. But to see that, to be in that space, to
37:58
recognize it, you just so much that you didn't even notice it's even coming
38:01
forward anymore. And for me, from my perspective and from my experience,
38:07
I ignore it one time and that kind of hides back a little bit more.
38:09
And it's not hiding, it's just I've ignored it. So it's like
38:14
I'm not paying attention to it. I'm not paying attention to myself again,
38:17
I'm not paying attention to that internal guidance. I'm not paying attention to Oh
38:22
did I want to be happy? But now I'm focused on everything else.
38:23
It's not happy. Okay, Okay, that's fine too, But I mean,
38:29
it's just happening in the awareness of it. Right. So this is
38:30
a very I feel like a lot of work's been being done anyways, A
38:36
lot of cleansing is being done through this on this earth. There really has
38:39
been, and we've all been doing a great job. And it's to stop
38:43
for a second and just put yourself on the back and know that you're doing
38:45
a great job, and thank you for showing up, and thank you for
38:49
being your true self in life when you show up with everybody else instead of
38:54
worrying about what everybody else thinks. And then in recognizing when people are showing
38:59
up, like there's a couple of people that I've had in my experience right
39:01
in the last couple of weeks that don't keep their word. Oh I'm gonna
39:06
I'm gonna do this, I'm gonna do this, I'm gonna do this.
39:07
Then it's like there're no show or does it you know whatever, and it's
39:12
not to be At first, I was like kind of getting irritated by it,
39:14
right, and it's not to be irritated by it, but it's just
39:16
not my stuff. And I had been that person once upon a time before,
39:21
Oh, Amy, I'll be there, I'll be there, and then
39:22
I wouldn't show up because and it wasn't because I didn't want to show up
39:25
because of you. It was because I couldn't show up because of me,
39:29
because I was putting my shelf, my shelf, myself on the shelf or
39:32
on the back burner or wherever else, and I didn't have any more to
39:36
give and that's okay. It's okay because that's where I was at the time,
39:39
but it's to recog it's just more tools that I can recognize how far
39:44
that I've came from that timeframe to this timeframe. And then I recognized the
39:47
other day because we were invited to go to New Year's Eve thing and I
39:52
said, they asked if we were gonna come, and I said, no,
39:53
but thank you for inviting us. We decided we're just going to stay
39:57
home. And then I thought afterwards, well, fuck, I didn't make
40:00
kep any excuses. I didn't say, hey, I'm not feeling good.
40:02
Before it would always have to be I would have to. I probably would
40:06
go out and stuff my toe on purpose, just so I did you know
40:08
what I mean. That's almost like I would have a good excuse that was
40:10
a good reason. Yeah, Oh, my throat is kind of a little
40:14
bit, so I think I don't want to get anybody sick, you know,
40:15
whatever the bullshit stories that come forward, instead of just being like I
40:20
think I'm just going to stay home and then honoring that right. So it's
40:22
like I've had to go through because I've had this awareness, I've had to
40:27
go through my own process. Why do I feel this weight? Well,
40:30
of course I goes back to the same thing that I want everyone to like
40:32
me and I don't want anyone to judge me or think badly about me.
40:36
But it's like, what about me? What do I want? And these
40:40
are those opportunities to ask yourself and then recognize when it's your mind again telling
40:45
you the bullshit, or it's you're receiving the information, that little voice that
40:52
you might have ignored, but as soon as it peaks, it's a little
40:53
head up again, and it does all day long, and as soon as
40:57
you start to notice it now you can start following that trail again. Yeah,
41:00
because this has been in my experience that I've actually had this as an
41:04
experience lately. So I'm recognizing stuff and it kind of correlates with everything you
41:09
said we're going into like for the eight years, so it kind of it's
41:13
just part of the plan. It's part of where we're at. Yeah.
41:17
And also coming back to this is a disclaimer I put typically I say it
41:24
on here at some point, not always, but during my classes and my
41:30
coaching sessions, I will tell people, take what resonates with you right now,
41:36
whatever lights your fire like like lights up your heart and really resonates you
41:45
with you, gives you those goosebumps or god bumps, and you internalize it.
41:50
Like Bev was saying earlier, she was speaking from her truth. Her
41:53
and I have a lot of truths that are similar. And because it resonates
41:59
with us now, in five, ten years, next week, doesn't matter.
42:05
Something might come along that might say, you know, Amy, you
42:07
might want to question this truth and does this really bring truth for you?
42:12
Still? Like those can change, So it's okay. And those you know
42:17
come to our belief systems, like our belief systems of the things that we
42:22
believe, those can change, and so can your truth. Because what resonates
42:29
as your truth right now is what you are in vibrational alignment with. You
42:35
are able to hear it, you are able to internalize it, and you
42:37
are able to implement it like that becomes part of you now. Later down
42:45
the road, you might hear something else that resonates even more. It could
42:52
add to what your truth already is, or it could replace what that truth
42:58
was. So just being open to how does this resonate with me right now?
43:06
And sometimes doesn't resonate right now? Shows up again and then you're like,
43:12
oh, now I get this. Now I feel like this is a
43:15
truth for me. So it's being open and again at twenty twenty four,
43:22
an eight an eight year giving and receiving is about being open. Be open,
43:28
and if you are somebody who desires goodness to flow to you, first
43:34
of all, be in that space of amplifying goodness your thoughts, words and
43:37
emotions, and be open to allowing that goodness to flow to you because you
43:45
are already worthy and deserving of it. So I just want to point out
43:50
what resonates with you super vitally important, and it's what you can receive right
43:53
now within you as your truth and what feels good to you. Thing I
44:00
want to mention is every spiritual teacher on this planet, who has who is
44:05
teaching, who has written a book, who has a podcast. We all
44:09
have our pain. We have all had our pain. Let me just say
44:15
it again. We have all had our pain. Something in our life,
44:19
in our younger days happened that we perceived as bad, wrong or painful,
44:24
damaging, chaotic, drama, torture, whatever it was, however you define
44:30
it. And we also learned to do a healing process around it, and
44:38
it does doesn't mean one thing work. Like I've been through many different processes
44:43
that I had to implement and it all contributed to the healing process, my
44:49
mental and emotional healing. To be where I am today and now as a
44:53
teacher and a coach. I turned my pain into purpose. And that that's
45:00
what all these teachers do, all these spiritual if you want to call them
45:04
gurus or leaders or influencers. We have turned our pain into purpose. But
45:10
we also have done a lot of healing around that. And that's why,
45:15
you know, that's why Bev and I show up every week to do this
45:16
is because we've been through our pain. We've also been through some healing and
45:23
that's what we like to share with you and be that example, be the
45:27
mirror to you that you are seeking of life can be enjoyable. There is
45:32
joy in this space, in this world, there is opportunity for goodness and
45:38
greatness. And we are showing up to be that example because twenty thirty ten
45:45
years ago, we weren't there. We were not there like we were on
45:51
the path to that. And again, are we perfect every day every minute
45:55
of this No, we have our moments as well, but we also,
46:00
I'll have more awareness of how we are feeling so that we can change it.
46:07
There's been in the past sixty days. There's been twice that I know
46:12
of that I remember that. I recall that I have text Beev and I
46:15
said, I am struggling. Send me some loving energy. Whole division of
46:22
I'm filling the blank. I've filled in the blank, so asking somebody,
46:25
don't be in the depths of what I'm going through. Full division of me
46:30
on a higher energy vibration, whole division of me seeing through the eyes of
46:36
love, whole division of me having a good day. I didn't call her
46:42
and wallow and cry and all this stuff. Just send me some love,
46:47
full division, yep. Didn't even explain what you were going through or anything
46:52
like that. Didn't bring in all the mock right, It's just and to
46:55
me, it makes it easier because as soon as you put it out there,
46:58
like hey, pray for me, send me some some loving thoughts,
47:01
you can now let go of it and go on your day and things are
47:05
just gonna work out because you've let go of it. It helps you to
47:07
let go, yeah, which is awesome. I have to tell you that
47:13
was that easy. That it was not easy to not call somebody and say,
47:19
oh my god, this happened. This is you know, this is
47:22
what they did. Blah blah blah blah blah. You know, tell me
47:25
I'm right, be in my misery. That was to me, that was
47:32
a level up in my Now. Did I tell her later of what happened?
47:39
I did, because I correct me if I'm wrong. But I'm also
47:45
like, this is what I learned from it. This, Yeah, I
47:49
had myself through it. So you were presenting it differently though you weren't presenting
47:52
it as a problem. You were just like, this is hey, this
47:53
is the experience that I had basically and sharing it. So to me,
47:57
that's that's a positive. That's all. To me, that's a positive because
48:00
it's just another way of letting go. But whoever you're sharing with need to
48:04
hear it too. That's the whole thing. We're having conversations last night and
48:07
I'm saying stuff and I'm like, you know, I'm telling this stuff to
48:10
you for you, but this is really for me. This is spirit talking
48:15
through me right now to myself. And it's like recognizing that, and that's
48:21
you learn to recognize that by just doing what you're saying, it's just paying
48:23
attention. It's by showing up you start recognizing how how much help we have
48:29
around us, that we're not alone to do this all by ourselves. And
48:34
we have talked to each other about a lot of times just from the different
48:37
perspective, And even when I have anybody that comes into the office, it's
48:39
the same thing. It's an opportunity to present something forward and someone else to
48:45
give a different perspective. I've learned so many different perspectives on things, and
48:49
it's like, oh wow, this is so super cool. It really is,
48:52
because it's like that I would never have thought that, And there's been
48:53
a lot of things that you've told me. It's like, oh, I
48:55
wouldn't. I wouldn't have seen it that way. And that's why we're we
49:00
would have the conversation. Of course, that's why we're having it because we
49:01
know that the other one could see it differently, can see it what's a
49:05
little bit more or purpose behind it, or something that we could learn from
49:08
it, or or really what it looked like, you know, because it's
49:12
just sometimes it's just easier. I'm sure everybody's had the experience when you're giving
49:15
out advice. It's instead of us dealing with their own shit. It's so
49:19
easy to look at someone else and be like, well, if you just
49:21
do this, and then recognize, of course that meant that information was for
49:23
yourself, you know as well. But if you would just do this,
49:28
everything would be fine, if you would just quit focusing on that. You're
49:30
just focusing, like you said earlier talking to the person, focus on the
49:35
things that were good, like what did you do today? Being when you
49:37
go to sleep at night thinking about your day, and like, look at
49:42
all the stuff that I accomplished, And it's like I've been off this whole
49:44
week too. I've taken the week off and I've gotten a lot of I
49:47
don't have the house spotless, but that that'll be today because I like to
49:51
have it done before the before going into the new year. But it's like
49:54
I've done a lot of paperwork. I've done a lot of stuff that I
49:58
don't normally have done already. Tax stuff is organized, like I'm on the
50:01
ball this year, but because it's not because I put it on a list
50:06
to do it. It's just I feel motivated to do these things. I
50:08
went down yesterday or a day before and with shovels and some brakes and stuff
50:13
like that to go fix the spot on the road that so I don't have
50:15
to go meet the kids every time, so they can actually drive out to
50:17
the house. So it's like it's something I kept talking about doing, but
50:21
it's like I've never found time to do it, and I just didn't do
50:23
it. So it's like doing all those things, and it's like a lot
50:28
of weight. I'm completing a lot of stuff this year, and I think,
50:30
if I remember correctly, I'm in a nine year this year, going
50:34
into a begin new beginnings. You're going into it too, right, yep?
50:37
Yeah, yeah, so, And shit, my god, the numbers
50:42
that have been shown up for me lately are almost like I'm having to go
50:45
look it up right now because even though I've looked up the number so many
50:47
freaking times, there's still now these things are resonating with me a little bit
50:52
differently. Now the message is a little bit different, and maybe the same
50:55
numbers, but now the messages are different, and it gives me goosebumps.
51:00
But it's like it's I find it interesting because we're in different spaces. That's
51:02
why the information is different. That's why when we start going through all this
51:07
this stuff, this awakening for me. I tell everybody, if you for
51:10
to me, my perspective, awakening is as soon as you realize there's more
51:15
to this, you're awakened. You may not be fully awakened to where you
51:17
think you should be, but you're already awakened. It's just like you said,
51:21
trying to be in connection with our higher self. Then the connection never
51:25
stopped. It's always been there. It has always been there. But what
51:29
have you been directing your attention to? What have you been who's been giving
51:32
you the advice? Is that is the advice coming from the TV? Is
51:35
it coming from your friend? Or is it coming from this internal guidance inside.
51:38
It's like we were just saying the same things a million different ways.
51:42
Yeah, just just to reach one person. If it just reaches one person,
51:45
that makes their life a little bit easier, because guess what, my
51:49
life is easier. I mean, I can tell you, go look watch
51:52
the first I won't watch the first video. I don't need that interview,
51:57
but go watch the first interview, and I can guarantee that I'm not I'm
52:00
just more, I'm more better. No, I'm not not in that aspect,
52:06
but I can laugh easier at stuff. I don't take things so seriously.
52:09
I ponder things. I've learned to have boundaries. I've learned to it's
52:15
okay to say no, and I've also learned, even this past weekend,
52:17
it's okay for someone else to tell me no, and it's and I didn't
52:22
get my feathers, didn't get ruffled or anything like that. I was like,
52:24
that's super cool. Like I was, but I'm curious, why did
52:28
you say no? Like what was what was the reason behind it? Do
52:30
I have to know the reason no? But curiosity. I was just curious
52:34
and if it ever came up, then it would have. But it was
52:36
in that kind of day. It was like afterwards, she says, it
52:38
was so awesome to be in the space that I wasn't going to be judged
52:42
and I could say no, she said, because it wasn't resonating with me.
52:45
And I said, that is awesome. Thank you for showing up and
52:49
saying no, because you're now an example for everybody else to show up and
52:52
say no too. They don't have to do it just because everybody else is
52:54
doing it right, which it makes us all do anyways, because we're coming
53:00
together with these different people and not caring, just not caring things that I'm
53:05
so amazed at people that I have not even met, that have heard about
53:08
me from someone else just during a conversation from massage, and like I'll be
53:12
talking to him it's like, oh, you should come to group. And
53:15
then they show up and I'm like, yeah, now I see why you
53:17
came to the group, because then they're like, oh, my gosh,
53:19
I've been looking for a soul family and I finally found my soul family.
53:22
Just because people like to have like minded people to talk to. It's it's
53:25
really not that different from the person that's complaining about their problems and having like
53:29
minded people to talk to you. Right, But we've just changed the perspective
53:32
of what like minded people we want in our experience. Right. And I
53:37
want to come back to what you said, Like we say this almost every
53:40
week. We talk about the same things almost every week in a different in
53:45
different verbiage, different language, different ways, and different examples. But here's
53:50
the thing. First of all, she already said it. We show up
53:52
for us, Bev and I come and have these conversations as reminders for us.
53:58
Yes, we come and talk about out how far we've come, what
54:01
we've experienced, how we went moved through it, what we learned about ourselves.
54:06
We are talking from experience. We're not bringing out, you know,
54:12
bullshit, made up stories. We have not done that since day one.
54:15
We've talked about things we've learned from other teachers and podcasters, and we bring
54:22
that information because it resonates with us and we know it's beneficial. But we
54:27
also are saying these things over and over and over because it is a huge
54:31
reminder for ourselves. First and foremost, we are reminding each other. We're
54:36
showing up for each other to say, well, if you just be aware
54:40
of what you're focused on, and if I have to hear that every day
54:45
every week, then I need to do that right until it starts better than
54:50
branch right. And so maybe you've been following us for three and a half
54:55
years, since we've been start, since we started this podcast, maybe you
55:00
just started, but every time you hear it, it is a reminder if
55:06
you are stepping onto this path with us, and this is the first video
55:08
you've listened to, at first recording you've listened to, we are showing up
55:14
as an example as a mirror as possibility, as encouragement, as empowerment,
55:23
and if it resonates with you, you will continue to listen either to us
55:28
or somebody else who is on the same path, similar path, not same
55:34
path, but similar path. Those people will start showing up for you if
55:38
you are open to receive it. And if you're hearing this saying, if
55:44
you're hearing similar information every week from us, you're like, oh my god,
55:49
they just said that last week. Oh my god, they've been saying
55:51
that for six months. No, we've been saying it for three and a
55:53
half years. Just trigger. It's because it's a reminder. It's not that
56:00
we're we have nothing else to talk about. It's because it's a reminder because
56:07
we need reminded. Yeah, it's something new that you're you're interested in implementing.
56:13
You know, it feels good to do it, but maybe you're just
56:16
not there yet. You're like, yeah, it sounds great, it resonates,
56:20
but I, oh, I just can't cross that line and start doing
56:22
it yet. Well, no worries, we're gonna show up next week and
56:25
we're gonna say same damn thing, and we need to buy resonates right because
56:35
some because we need to hear it too. That's why it's It's just it's
56:38
no different from talking to our friends, you know what I mean, even
56:42
I it's having these conversations. It's the same thing. It's just a constant.
56:45
It's like you said, it's for us when I show up for group.
56:50
I mean before I used to think it was be doing it for everybody
56:52
else. It's for me. Honestly, it's for me, but there's a
56:54
benefit that comes to everybody else, and then we get to share it,
56:58
so it's not then it's no longer just for me, but for me.
57:00
I can go in and play, I can you know, try these different
57:05
things. And it's like I brought this stuff in because Spirit told me about
57:07
it at like six o'clock in the morning yesterday, Like, go in there
57:09
and grab some of the stuff. I've got three people that have transitioned,
57:13
go grab some stuff, bring it in, and then I show up there
57:16
in one of the girls she's like, oh, she says, well,
57:20
I brought this in. This was from my son's vehicle that he got into
57:22
the accident with. So she ended up letting me hold it right, and
57:25
I'm holding this so here I am and I'm like I'm not getting shit from
57:30
I'm not getting anything. And then all of a sudden, I see the
57:32
vehicle flipping, you know, rolling, and I don't know that it had
57:37
rolled. But it's like I told her, you've told me some stuff,
57:39
so I don't know what my mind has retained, but I can just tell
57:43
you what I just saw, and so it was. It was awesome,
57:45
not planned out, no conversations, and she just happened to have something in
57:49
her purse that she carries with her, so I had something to be able
57:52
to try to practice with too and to hold on to. And I told
57:55
her what. I just wrote down everything that I saw, whether it was
58:00
some people in the group just wrote down words and also the other thing that
58:02
was and it wasn't right or wrong right, so each person would would There's
58:07
a couple of people that had three people I think that had something of Jim's
58:09
glasses, a ring. There was something else, someone had my mom's ring.
58:15
And it was interesting how it showed up because now we're going through their
58:19
filtration system, right their experiences. I'm picking up like a grandfather type of
58:22
person, and I'm picking up just very loving and all these other things.
58:25
Well, yes, he was a great he is was a grandfather, not
58:29
to me, but in so if I wanted to say it was all about
58:32
me, but it was just a message they were bringing through. Another one
58:36
says, like an amazing brother. They're not wrong. He was a brother
58:38
right. But also at the same point, there was a lot of times
58:42
that he would We had that kind of connection as well with each other when
58:45
we weren't looking, when I wasn't focused on everything that was I perceived as
58:49
wrong, right or bad. So it's just fascinating when you're going through his
58:53
life experience, how there how much there is to learn, and how fun
58:58
it is. That's exciting. I didn't have a teacher, you know,
59:00
in the room, in the room with a freaking ruler, like if I
59:02
said the wrong thing, they're going to smack my hands, or they're going
59:06
to throw a set of keys at me or throw me into a closet.
59:08
These are someone else. These are Jim's experiences actually going through Catholic school,
59:13
but having those experiences. So just staying that out loud, just like be
59:17
open, be don't be so because before I used to be so shut off,
59:22
and that would be the best way to say it. I was so
59:23
shut off, and when someone would say something, we'd be like, Nope,
59:27
that's not right, that's not right, that's not right. But it's
59:28
like it was all right, Every single word was right. I just had
59:31
to listen to it from a bigger perspective, not from a husband perspective,
59:36
but from a brother perspective, from a grandfather perspective, from a very loving,
59:39
nurturing person perspective, because he was he was all those things and so
59:44
much more right. But it's like, it's just and how how do you
59:49
know that when we have our awareness of ourselves we can have such a bigger
59:52
awareness of everything else. It just opens up the world to everything, the
59:55
possibilities. Yeah, and and I had a thought yesterday that you know,
1:00:04
you mentioned, I mentioned, We both mentioned that we do this for us.
1:00:07
Group is selfishly for you, my classes, and coaching is selfishly for
1:00:13
me. However, I had a class yesterday and there were three students and
1:00:21
when I left, well then right after that at a coaching session, so
1:00:25
that was four people. And I thought, what an amazing day that I
1:00:30
got to affect the lives of four people in a positive way, right,
1:00:34
give them different perspectives, help them see life differently help them trans transform what
1:00:44
they were focused on. Right, So I was just having this great moment
1:00:47
of feeling good about both touching these lives. But then I went, you
1:00:52
know what, I didn't just touch four lives yesterday. I have no idea.
1:01:00
Yeah, I can't even fathom how many lives I actually touched yesterday through
1:01:05
those four people. Because it's going to affect their home life, it's going
1:01:08
to affect their their work environment, is going to affect their relationships, it's
1:01:15
going to affect themselves with themselves, like I I can't even imagine. And
1:01:22
and so I mean I just put some smile on my face to realize I've
1:01:28
probably affected hundreds of people through four And how incredible is that? And my
1:01:35
whole life I was going to say, and let's not forget you because I
1:01:37
wrote it on you. I'm here too and my own life. You helped
1:01:42
you, You helped yourself see things differently. You, I mean even still
1:01:45
when you're doing that's why that's service, right, Yes, being in service
1:01:47
with that, and how much your honoring self, yes, and nurturing self.
1:01:53
So when we're having these conversations, when one person watches an episode or
1:01:58
listens to an episode, it has an effect outward. It's going to affect
1:02:05
so many more people than just that one person. So you know, we're
1:02:12
coming to the conclusion of this part. We've gone over our hour, which
1:02:15
is okay, I'm not I'm excited about that because we're having a great conversation.
1:02:21
It's been very good, Like I have felt very up about it,
1:02:23
and it's just been an amazing conversation. As we come to this last day
1:02:31
of December thirty first, twenty twenty three, and we're stepping into twenty twenty
1:02:35
four. That this podcast alone, I would say listen to it twenty five
1:02:40
fifty times, just put it on repeat, just keep listening to it because
1:02:46
there's so much information in it to help you as you move into the energy
1:02:52
of the next year. And the idea is to allow yourself to receive the
1:02:59
information and take what resonates and implement. I always say that is the key
1:03:04
piece to anything that you're learning is to implement it, put it into practice.
1:03:09
And it's going to be a practice because it's something new. We got
1:03:15
to practice and practice and practice, so it becomes a part of us because
1:03:20
it comes a habit, it comes natural. It's no different than learning to
1:03:23
crawl or walk or run or ride a bike or skate. We had to
1:03:29
practice. We fell down a lot, We probably bumped our head, you
1:03:34
know. Thankful for diapers because our butts would have been super sore. Right,
1:03:38
So practice and practice and practice, and it's okay if you falter.
1:03:44
If it's okay if you're like, oh man, I messed that up I
1:03:46
was doing, So it's okay because that's just an indicator of what you don't
1:03:52
like. If you don't If you know you don't like it, now you
1:03:54
are even more aware and more inclined to practice and be even more focused on
1:04:02
it. And it's eleven eleven on my clock. I'm just saying that's awesome
1:04:08
because I love that so excited me too. And yeah, the numbers have
1:04:15
been popping up like two two two five five five. I'm just like those
1:04:19
two been very frequent, and I'm like, eleven eleven, the four fours,
1:04:24
five five five, I don't wasn't typically a thing, but it has
1:04:27
been showing up like that. So three three threes are typical, but it's
1:04:30
like it has been more of the two two two's, the four four fours,
1:04:32
the eleven elevens right, there's been a lot of things that have been
1:04:36
so frequent, so frequent, it's just but like I said, you can
1:04:42
become numb to that by you because I've seen it so many times. But
1:04:45
I have I've recognized that. Nope, there's another message for me to get
1:04:47
from it that I haven't gotten so far, right, Ye, So anyway,
1:04:54
my friends, we we uh truly I can speak from both of us.
1:04:58
We are truly greatateful for you for being with us, for watching,
1:05:01
listening, sharing. Don't keep us a secret. There are people out there
1:05:08
that want this information too, so please share the content, whether it's sharing
1:05:14
the videos, the recordings, or talking about the information, because the more
1:05:18
you're focused on it and talking about it, the more it's going to show
1:05:21
up, and then you're going to learn more. And it's just it just
1:05:25
it's the momentum of it. So being just be aware of why you want
1:05:29
your attention focused, especially moving into this new year. So with that,
1:05:34
do you mean final words, sister, make a magnificent year. It's it's
1:05:41
I feel like it's going to be super exciting. It's going to be as
1:05:44
exciting as will allow it to be, right right, Yeah, absolutely could
1:05:48
be exciting. Adventurous, prosperous, joyful, maybe what you make of it.
1:05:55
It really I love all the I want all those things yet check check
1:05:59
check check check. I know me too, Like, since we've come back
1:06:02
from vacation, I know my energy is completely different, and I have been
1:06:09
feeling it all week, and I'm just like, it feels good. It
1:06:13
feels good, and I feel good about moving into this new year, and
1:06:16
I'm just I'm excited about what's coming. I just am excited about what I'm
1:06:21
going to how I'm going to level up, what I'm going to learn,
1:06:26
what I get to teach. I mean, it's just super exciting. Yeah,
1:06:32
all right, my friends, we'll see you next year, So make
1:06:36
it as amazing as you want it to be. And that's up to you.
1:06:42
That's right, all right, Happy new Year, everybody. We'll see
1:06:45
it in the flip side. Happy New Year,