Latest / Healing the Strong Ones: Faith & Purpose / The Pain of Believing - Bishop T.D. Jakes
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- 0:03Speaker 1: Welcome to the house. We're so glad you joined us today.
- 0:07Speaker 1: Choosing to tune in to dis serment was not by accident.
- 0:11Speaker 1: And I believe God has a word just for you.
- 0:15Speaker 2: That's right.
- 0:15Speaker 3: God is always using the people of this house to
- 0:19Speaker 3: speak his word. So, whether you're watching from across the street,
- 0:23Speaker 3: or maybe you are across the world, if you are not,
- 0:26Speaker 3: just if you are, you are our family.
- 0:29Speaker 1: And we believe that worship doesn't have walls, and experiencing
- 0:33Speaker 1: the goodness of God's spirit doesn't always require a commute.
- 0:38Speaker 3: So are you ready to join us as we fellowship
- 0:42Speaker 3: and unite in spirit and in truth. I want your
- 0:45Speaker 3: hearts to be open because we are going to encounter
- 0:49Speaker 3: God together.
- 0:51Speaker 1: Heymen, we see you, we love you, and we believe
- 0:55Speaker 1: this word is going to change your life.
- 1:01Speaker 4: Jump up to your feet. We're going to the Word
- 1:03Speaker 4: of God. The Gospel of Saint John, chapter twenty, verse
- 1:06Speaker 4: twenty five through twenty eight. There you will find my
- 1:12Speaker 4: assignment for this morning. The Texas brief and simple, but
- 1:20Speaker 4: the message behind it is profound and prolific. It comes
- 1:27Speaker 4: at a moment in history that Jesus has gone to
- 1:33Speaker 4: the cross. Jerusalem is in total chaos and confusion. The
- 1:42Speaker 4: Romans are trying to manage it. The Temple is trying
- 1:47Speaker 4: to diminish it. The Disciples are trying to dodge it.
- 1:54Speaker 4: Because their leader is gone, or so they thought, a
- 2:04Speaker 4: lot of things that look gone on Friday resurrect on
- 2:13Speaker 4: Sunday morning. The devil will try to talk to you
- 2:15Speaker 4: into thinking it's over. And this is somebody that the enemy,
- 2:20Speaker 4: in some area of your life has convinced you that
- 2:23Speaker 4: it's over. But it's not over. Just because it's hard
- 2:28Speaker 4: doesn't mean it's not over. Just because it's difficult doesn't
- 2:32Speaker 4: mean it's not over. One of the disciples in particular,
- 2:36Speaker 4: had a hard time with it, and I'm going to
- 2:38Speaker 4: focus on him today. The other disciples therefore said, unto him,
- 2:42Speaker 4: we have seen the Lord. But he said unto them,
- 2:46Speaker 4: except I shall see in his hands the print of
- 2:51Speaker 4: the nails, and put my finger into the print of
- 2:56Speaker 4: his nails, and thrust my hand into it side. I
- 3:01Speaker 4: will not believe repeat those last words. I will not believe.
- 3:08Speaker 4: That is a strong statement coming from a person who
- 3:12Speaker 4: has given their life over to the Lord. Fully, I
- 3:15Speaker 4: don't mean just gotten a conversion core card and gone
- 3:20Speaker 4: on about their life. These people drop their jobs, walked
- 3:23Speaker 4: away from their families, did everything to walk with Jesus.
- 3:26Speaker 4: I'm going to explain a little bit why their dedication
- 3:29Speaker 4: was so intense and so powerful, and what their expectation was,
- 3:34Speaker 4: because sometimes we expect one thing from God and God
- 3:37Speaker 4: does something else. God doesn't always answer in the way
- 3:41Speaker 4: that you think he should answer, and it leaves you
- 3:44Speaker 4: with questions in your mind. If I'm talking to you,
- 3:47Speaker 4: say man, and after eight days again, his notice how
- 3:53Speaker 4: many days it was? Somebody say eight days? After eight
- 3:57Speaker 4: days again, his disciples were within, and Thomas with them.
- 4:02Speaker 4: He wasn't with them before, he wasn't with him. Then
- 4:06Speaker 4: came Jesus, the door being shut, and stood in the
- 4:15Speaker 4: midst and said, peace be unto you. Then said he
- 4:21Speaker 4: to Thomas, reach hither thy finger and behold my hands.
- 4:29Speaker 4: And reach hither thy hand and thrust it into my side.
- 4:34Speaker 4: And be not faithless, Be not faithless, but believing. And
- 4:43Speaker 4: Thomas answered and said, unto him, my Lord and my God,
- 4:53Speaker 4: this is restoration at his finest. Remained standing for a moment.
- 4:58Speaker 4: I want to pray with you. But my subject this morning,
- 5:00Speaker 4: it's the pain of believing.
- 5:06Speaker 5: The pain.
- 5:09Speaker 4: Of believing. We know about the power of believing, but
- 5:16Speaker 4: nobody prepares you for the the pain, the difficulty, the struggle,
- 5:26Speaker 4: the pain of believing, the misunderstanding that comes. The pastor
- 5:32Speaker 4: Torre has talked to you a little bit about believing,
- 5:35Speaker 4: and he's going on to talk to you about knowing.
- 5:39Speaker 4: But I want to digress for a moment and talk
- 5:42Speaker 4: just a moment about the pain of believing. Because while
- 5:46Speaker 4: others rush in to believing and go on to knowing,
- 5:50Speaker 4: there are stragglers that are left behind because of how
- 5:55Speaker 4: much it costs them to believe in the midst of
- 6:02Speaker 4: the pain that they went through. And it is easy
- 6:04Speaker 4: to judge other people for their pain when you haven't
- 6:09Speaker 4: gone through what they've gone through. It's easy to quote
- 6:12Speaker 4: scriptures and tell them what they ought to do and
- 6:14Speaker 4: how they ought to handle it. Until it's your child
- 6:18Speaker 4: laying in a casket up front, until it's until your
- 6:22Speaker 4: house has been foreclosed on, until you've been snatched out
- 6:26Speaker 4: of a car, you should kind of be quiet sometime. Yeah,
- 6:32Speaker 4: And when you see me crying, just hand me a handkerchief.
- 6:35Speaker 4: Maybe you don't have a word for me, just hand
- 6:38Speaker 4: me a handkerchief and keep your mouth shut, because I
- 6:41Speaker 4: may be going through the pain of believing. Father God.
- 6:49Speaker 4: In the name of Jesus, I stretch my hands, my
- 6:52Speaker 4: heart and my spirit, my soul, my bones, my toes,
- 6:56Speaker 4: my corpuscles, my blood, my hemoglobe, and every thing that
- 7:00Speaker 4: I have I yielded over to you. Come into this
- 7:04Speaker 4: place and be made manifest, and show the devil who's boss.
- 7:09Speaker 4: Throw your weight around this room. Reach into somebody's chest
- 7:14Speaker 4: and do surgery. Reach into somebody's heart and give release.
- 7:19Speaker 4: Reach into somebody's mind and fix their mind in such
- 7:22Speaker 4: a way that they can go from faith to faith
- 7:26Speaker 4: and from glory to glory.
- 7:28Speaker 6: And we're not.
- 7:28Speaker 4: Afraid to give you the praise in advance. We're not
- 7:32Speaker 4: afraid to thank you for it at advance. We believe
- 7:35Speaker 4: you're going to have your way. Great God, that you
- 7:38Speaker 4: are have your way in this place. In the name
- 7:41Speaker 4: of Jesus. Somebody with the voice that you use when
- 7:45Speaker 4: you hollered at your kids, shout a man, you may
- 7:51Speaker 4: be seated. God, bless your children.
- 7:54Speaker 5: Jesus.
- 8:01Speaker 4: I was gonna bake a banana pudding, but because Pastor
- 8:04Speaker 4: Torrey put us una fast, he didn't say how long
- 8:14Speaker 4: it would be Yeah. Yeah, I'm teasing you. I'm teasing you. Yeah,
- 8:25Speaker 4: just a couple of days, come back to this, a
- 8:27Speaker 4: couple of days. I looked at doctor Jeli started laughing.
- 8:32Speaker 4: Thought about all the times we've been sitting down there,
- 8:34Speaker 4: fellowship and around the table, eating peach cobbler and banana
- 8:38Speaker 4: pudding and all that. But that's the past forgetting those
- 8:41Speaker 4: things which are behind us, and reaching to those things
- 8:44Speaker 4: which are before. We pressed forward the mark of the
- 8:47Speaker 4: prize of the high calling of God in Christ. You
- 8:50Speaker 4: I ain't bother nobody this morning. There's an argument to
- 9:00Speaker 4: be made about Thomas. It is only in the last
- 9:03Speaker 4: few centuries that he has been nicknamed doubting Thomas. The
- 9:08Speaker 4: early Church did not trivialize his experience down to a nickname.
- 9:14Speaker 4: There was a spirit of Thomas that we need to
- 9:17Speaker 4: contextualize in the texts, and we can only do that
- 9:22Speaker 4: if we understand the times. The times that they were
- 9:26Speaker 4: living in were times that are almost mirrored to the
- 9:31Speaker 4: times we are living in today. They are controlled by
- 9:36Speaker 4: a sovereign nation that has come into their country and
- 9:40Speaker 4: taken complete control. They are at home, but they're not
- 9:44Speaker 4: at home. The Romans rule with an iron hand, they
- 9:49Speaker 4: were a sovereign kingdom, generally taking over by dominants, taking
- 9:55Speaker 4: whatever they wanted, doing whatever they wanted to do. They
- 9:58Speaker 4: weren't the first ones by any stretch of the imagination
- 10:01Speaker 4: the way of the world. If you study the way
- 10:03Speaker 4: of the world, only the strong survive, and people will
- 10:08Speaker 4: take a moment of a vulnerability or moment of weakness
- 10:12Speaker 4: not only to attack you, but to take over your
- 10:15Speaker 4: whole country. If you're not careful, you we're just one
- 10:18Speaker 4: step away. Because country survive off of ideas like democracy.
- 10:24Speaker 4: It's just an idea, it's just a thought. And if
- 10:27Speaker 4: you don't support it, and you get a writhe up
- 10:29Speaker 4: of people who think their voice is doesn't matter, and
- 10:32Speaker 4: their vote doesn't matter, and their counsel doesn't matter, nobody
- 10:35Speaker 4: says anything about it. It is easy to take over.
- 10:40Speaker 4: If you read about World War One, you read about
- 10:42Speaker 4: what Hitler did, you'll see how he gradually, in stages,
- 10:46Speaker 4: took them deeper and deeper till they ended up in oswitch.
- 10:53Speaker 4: And I know it's hard for you to imagine, but
- 10:54Speaker 4: it's not as hard as it used to be. As
- 10:57Speaker 4: we turn on our TV sets and we see people
- 11:00Speaker 4: snatched out of cars and woke up at four o'clock
- 11:03Speaker 4: in the morning and nicked babies and pregnant women drug
- 11:07Speaker 4: out of cars. It's not easy. It doesn't take long
- 11:10Speaker 4: for power to get out of control. And besides, in
- 11:18Speaker 4: order for Rome to be the empower that it was,
- 11:21Speaker 4: it became an empower and not just a great country
- 11:24Speaker 4: by its ability to come in and take over other
- 11:27Speaker 4: geographical areas. And the more areas they took over, the
- 11:31Speaker 4: stronger they became, the more taxes they took in, the
- 11:35Speaker 4: more money they made, the more influence they had, the
- 11:39Speaker 4: more they were revered. But once they took over those countries,
- 11:44Speaker 4: they had to manage those countries to make sure that
- 11:47Speaker 4: those countries were submissive to their will. The same thing
- 11:53Speaker 4: happened with Senegal. Sentagal has been systematically closing French military
- 11:59Speaker 4: sites and plans to complete the withdrawal of all French
- 12:03Speaker 4: forces by the late twenty twenty five. Is having them
- 12:06Speaker 4: right now? You don't feel it because it's not having
- 12:09Speaker 4: any in your house. You don't feel things that are
- 12:11Speaker 4: going on in other cities until it happens to you,
- 12:14Speaker 4: until they drag your daughter out of the car pregnant.
- 12:17Speaker 4: You will keep on singing and clapping and going about
- 12:20Speaker 4: your business and be totally blind to the turmoil that
- 12:25Speaker 4: goes on when one person, or one group, or one class,
- 12:29Speaker 4: or one creed of people any kind take over another person.
- 12:34Speaker 4: The other persons become subjective to their own malicious will
- 12:40Speaker 4: and purpose. They become submissive is a better word, to
- 12:43Speaker 4: their own will and purpose of the perpetrator who is
- 12:47Speaker 4: set out to destroy them. And you don't feel it
- 12:50Speaker 4: until it's you. And it's not just the abuse. Alan
- 12:55Speaker 4: It is the feeling of being home and not at home.
- 13:03Speaker 4: It is the feeling of laying in your bed and
- 13:05Speaker 4: wondering will you make it through the night. It is
- 13:09Speaker 4: the feeling of now. When I grabbed my wallet, I
- 13:12Speaker 4: grabbed my passport. Yeah, I don't go too far without
- 13:21Speaker 4: it anymore. I just keep it with me, just in
- 13:24Speaker 4: case some lone ranger, some overdoor, some perpetrator, some obsessive
- 13:30Speaker 4: person comes along and tries to make a lesson out
- 13:34Speaker 4: of me. I know that I am not an illegal immigrant.
- 13:38Speaker 4: I know that I'm not a murderer. I know that
- 13:40Speaker 4: I'm not a killing But I don't know what you
- 13:43Speaker 4: think of me. And so for fear of what you
- 13:46Speaker 4: think of me, I have to walk with a certain
- 13:49Speaker 4: kind of fear that I didn't have to walk into
- 13:51Speaker 4: five years ago. Senacol has completely disrupted France. Nage has
- 14:00Speaker 4: also disrupted France. Francis military presidence has ended, their diplomatic
- 14:06Speaker 4: ties were reduced with French forces departing the country. The
- 14:11Speaker 4: French people were marching in the streets just a couple
- 14:14Speaker 4: of months ago because they were.
- 14:15Speaker 5: Losing power over all.
- 14:18Speaker 4: Of the colonies that they had made in Africa and elsewhere.
- 14:22Speaker 4: Are you following what I'm saying. America was originally meant
- 14:25Speaker 4: to be under the rule of Greatness and under the
- 14:28Speaker 4: control of the UK. That's why we celebrate July the fourth,
- 14:33Speaker 4: That's the moment that we declared our independence and their
- 14:37Speaker 4: getting ready to celebrate two hundred and fifty years of
- 14:40Speaker 4: separating ourselves from them controlling us, or we would have
- 14:44Speaker 4: been subjugated and controlled by the ethics of Parliament in
- 14:49Speaker 4: the UK and still had to function and still had
- 14:53Speaker 4: to deal with it. But we would have had to
- 14:55Speaker 4: deal with it as second class citizens. And some about
- 15:00Speaker 4: being a second class citizen. People have a way of
- 15:03Speaker 4: making you know that you're second class. They treat you
- 15:07Speaker 4: with an air of second class. There's a certain way,
- 15:10Speaker 4: a little side eyed way that they look at you.
- 15:14Speaker 4: Power power corrupts, but total power totally corrupts. And you
- 15:19Speaker 4: can tell that power, when it gets out of control,
- 15:23Speaker 4: will be little you and demean you. And it's not
- 15:26Speaker 4: just one group of people, it's anybody that gets too
- 15:29Speaker 4: much control over you. You got to be careful about
- 15:32Speaker 4: who you let have control over you. You got to
- 15:37Speaker 4: be careful about who you married. You're not going to
- 15:42Speaker 4: talk to me. You got to be careful about where
- 15:44Speaker 4: you go to work. You can be subjugated to submissiveness
- 15:50Speaker 4: in your own house, and little by little they're telling
- 15:53Speaker 4: you what to wear and don't wear those shoes with that,
- 15:55Speaker 4: don't do this, and don't go over there, and don't
- 15:58Speaker 4: take the car, and little by little power Kenny road
- 16:01Speaker 4: until you have no control or say so over yourself,
- 16:06Speaker 4: and you'll have to do a revolution in your own
- 16:09Speaker 4: living room to get back control of what you eat
- 16:12Speaker 4: and where you drive and where you live. You understand
- 16:16Speaker 4: what I'm saying. I want you to see the spirit
- 16:18Speaker 4: of the times that they lived in. I want you
- 16:21Speaker 4: to understand that they were besieged by the Roman empower,
- 16:25Speaker 4: and not just Jerusalem.
- 16:26Speaker 5: But all across the world.
- 16:29Speaker 4: Rome had stretched out its arms and was controlling more
- 16:32Speaker 4: and more geographical locations, and the whole city, and the
- 16:37Speaker 4: whole nation of Israel, and the city of Jerusalem was besieged.
- 16:42Speaker 4: They had leaders that were not like them, that didn't
- 16:45Speaker 4: share their background, that didn't share the things that they
- 16:48Speaker 4: thought about. They had language issues, they had cruel beatings
- 16:53Speaker 4: and muggings and horrible things happening to them, and they
- 16:57Speaker 4: had to become used to had to become used to abuse.
- 17:06Speaker 4: I know all of you tell me what you would
- 17:08Speaker 4: do if you were born in the enslavery time, and
- 17:11Speaker 4: what you would do. I hear all the stuff you said.
- 17:14Speaker 4: But if you see enough people hanging from trees, and
- 17:17Speaker 4: enough people be headed, and enough people beating to death,
- 17:20Speaker 4: you're not quite as bad as you think you are.
- 17:24Speaker 4: You're not quite as tough as you think you are.
- 17:27Speaker 4: As any woman in here that's been a victim of
- 17:30Speaker 4: domestic violence, sometimes it's not as easy to get away
- 17:34Speaker 4: from power out of control. As the neighbors next door said.
- 17:38Speaker 4: If that was me, I would do such and such
- 17:41Speaker 4: a thing. But she has to consider her kids, her livelihood,
- 17:45Speaker 4: her future, where she's gonna move, where she's gonna live.
- 17:48Speaker 4: Power can be a dangerous thing. It can be a
- 17:52Speaker 4: disruptive thing. It can be a painful thing. That's why
- 17:56Speaker 4: I'm glad I'm not a child anymore. I didn't like
- 17:59Speaker 4: being a child because you don't have much control. As
- 18:01Speaker 4: a child, I had to eat what they ordered, I
- 18:04Speaker 4: had to wear what they laid out, I had to
- 18:06Speaker 4: do what they said. When I grew up, I was
- 18:09Speaker 4: so glad to be able to dress myself. I dressed
- 18:11Speaker 4: myself this morning. I put on what I like, I
- 18:15Speaker 4: wear what I like to wear. I go where I
- 18:18Speaker 4: want to go. I do what I want to do
- 18:20Speaker 4: and much. I didn't have a bad childhood, but I
- 18:23Speaker 4: don't want to go back to it. I enjoy the
- 18:26Speaker 4: freedom of being able to make my own choices. How
- 18:30Speaker 4: many people in here enjoy the freedom of making your
- 18:33Speaker 4: own choices. I don't care what you got on, blue
- 18:38Speaker 4: jeans and a T shirt or rag around your head.
- 18:41Speaker 4: I don't care what you got on. What you put on,
- 18:44Speaker 4: what you wanted to wear, and you did it. There
- 18:46Speaker 4: was nobody controlling you, telling you what to do and
- 18:49Speaker 4: where to sit and where to go and when to
- 18:52Speaker 4: leave and how to move. It's important to if you're
- 18:55Speaker 4: going to have dignity, to have a degree of control,
- 18:59Speaker 4: or if you're going to have self esteem, you have
- 19:01Speaker 4: to have a degree of control.
- 19:03Speaker 5: I don't want control of the world.
- 19:05Speaker 4: But over my decisions and my choice choices.
- 19:08Speaker 6: In my house.
- 19:09Speaker 4: You don't get to come in and paint my house
- 19:11Speaker 4: because you don't like the color of my living room.
- 19:15Speaker 4: I painted in that color. I don't care if I've
- 19:18Speaker 4: made it stripe and it's my living room. If I
- 19:20Speaker 4: can live there, you can visit there. Keep your mouth
- 19:23Speaker 4: out of my business. Come on, talk to me, somebody.
- 19:26Speaker 4: Keep your mouth, Keep your mouth, your mouth mut out
- 19:33Speaker 4: of my business. You paint your house with polka dots,
- 19:37Speaker 4: and I won't say nothing about it. I might not
- 19:40Speaker 4: stay long, but I won't say nothing about it. But
- 19:44Speaker 4: that was not the circumstance for the Jews, That was
- 19:48Speaker 4: not the circumstance for Jerusalem, that was not the circumstance
- 19:51Speaker 4: for Issue. So when John the Baptis came along and
- 19:55Speaker 4: said repent for the Kingdom of Heaven is at hand,
- 20:00Speaker 4: first thing to come across their mind was liberation from
- 20:06Speaker 4: the abuse and the turmoil that they were under the
- 20:09Speaker 4: first scene to come to their mind with being free
- 20:12Speaker 4: from Caesar and his control and his dominance. The first
- 20:17Speaker 4: thing that came to their mind. The dominance had become
- 20:19Speaker 4: so strong that he had even infiltrated their religion. That's
- 20:23Speaker 4: why the temple is called Herod's temple. And Herod wasn't
- 20:27Speaker 4: even fully a Jew, and yet he has taken over
- 20:31Speaker 4: the temple, and he's taken taxes and making money from
- 20:34Speaker 4: the church people to support taxes in the government. And
- 20:38Speaker 4: that's why Jesus kicked over the tables. It was not
- 20:41Speaker 4: because they were frying chicken and selling chocolate bars at
- 20:45Speaker 4: the door. It was because the government had come in
- 20:49Speaker 4: and taken control over their religious freedom and their faith.
- 20:53Speaker 4: Power gradually eats you up like cancer. It don't start
- 20:57Speaker 4: with big stuff. It starts with It starts with little things.
- 21:02Speaker 4: Where you're going, What time you're going to be back.
- 21:04Speaker 4: I thought you'd be back at nine o'clock. Is nine fifteen?
- 21:07Speaker 4: Tell me where you've been. I don't like your hair
- 21:10Speaker 4: cut like that. Little by little, it just escalates. It
- 21:13Speaker 4: don't start out with physical abuse and punching you in
- 21:16Speaker 4: the mouth. It starts out with shoving you just a
- 21:19Speaker 4: little bit. It starts out with insults and verbal attacks,
- 21:22Speaker 4: and little by little, I want to give you some
- 21:24Speaker 4: signs this morning so that you can begin understand when
- 21:28Speaker 4: you're being besieged, when you're being attacked, when you're being overridden.
- 21:33Speaker 4: So when John the Baptist came along, it was important
- 21:37Speaker 4: because John the Baptist was one of the few remnants
- 21:40Speaker 4: left of their faith. They had already lost their kings
- 21:45Speaker 4: and they were about to lose the lineage of their priesthood.
- 21:48Speaker 4: And when Elizabeth God used an old woman to have
- 21:52Speaker 4: a baby because he thought it was so important that
- 21:55Speaker 4: they have a lineage to continue that when he was born,
- 21:59Speaker 4: it had been a whole lot to them. Can I
- 22:01Speaker 4: take my time this morning, because they were trying to
- 22:04Speaker 4: hold on to their preach toood. But the problem was
- 22:07Speaker 4: he was not like his father. Okay, and we're living
- 22:11Speaker 4: in a time that we cannot just be like our fathers.
- 22:14Speaker 4: We can't just have a Zachariah annointing. That's why the
- 22:18Speaker 4: Bible his name should be called John, because none of
- 22:21Speaker 4: his candid have been called by that name. To the
- 22:24Speaker 4: young people, I want you to hear me for a minute. Well,
- 22:27Speaker 4: the other Sunday, I got something came over me so
- 22:30Speaker 4: strong I almost interrupted the service. You're gonna have to
- 22:34Speaker 4: do more than we did. You're gonna have to withstand
- 22:37Speaker 4: more than we would stand. The situation is different, the
- 22:41Speaker 4: times are different, the demons are different, the level of
- 22:44Speaker 4: attack is different. The financial components are different, the economics
- 22:50Speaker 4: are different, the emotions are different. You weren't shaped out
- 22:54Speaker 4: of the same clay we were shaped out of. You
- 22:56Speaker 4: have a different clay. You have certain comforts you're accustomed to,
- 23:01Speaker 4: and you're not used to being up under attack, and
- 23:03Speaker 4: therefore you are emotionally fragile in ways that we grew
- 23:07Speaker 4: up in turmoil and pain, and so you have to
- 23:10Speaker 4: have a little different approach. You're gonna have to fight
- 23:13Speaker 4: things that we didn't have to fight. Some of the
- 23:16Speaker 4: things that you were fighting are things that weren't even
- 23:19Speaker 4: talked about when we came along, and you have to
- 23:22Speaker 4: fight that. Fighting older folks, you got to be a
- 23:24Speaker 4: little bit tender with them and a little bit more
- 23:27Speaker 4: understanding because they didn't come up with washboards and clothes lines.
- 23:31Speaker 4: They didn't come up with without houses and circumstances that
- 23:36Speaker 4: that we grew up that we called normal. They don't
- 23:39Speaker 4: know how to make corn bread without Jiffy.
- 23:41Speaker 5: They don't know.
- 23:42Speaker 4: They don't know how to freeze green beans. They don't
- 23:46Speaker 4: know how to canned corn.
- 23:48Speaker 5: They don't know.
- 23:49Speaker 4: They don't know how to make jelly out of skins
- 23:52Speaker 4: of apples. Talk to me, somebody, You know I'm telling
- 23:55Speaker 4: the truth. The times you're living in affects how you
- 23:59Speaker 4: puts and how you move and how you deliver. So
- 24:03Speaker 4: when John the Baptist came along and said, repent, the
- 24:06Speaker 4: kingdom of Heaven is at hand, they're thinking about an
- 24:10Speaker 4: earthly kingdom. They're wanting to crown Jesus as king. They're
- 24:15Speaker 4: wanting to see Jesus rule. They want to see Jesus
- 24:19Speaker 4: overthrow the Roman besiege and the Roman power and the
- 24:23Speaker 4: Roman autocracy that has taken over their land, because they
- 24:28Speaker 4: You must understand that these are people who walk forty
- 24:33Speaker 4: years to get to their land, only to get in
- 24:36Speaker 4: their land and not be free in their own land.
- 24:39Speaker 5: I might not be free in.
- 24:41Speaker 4: The grocery store, I might not be free at the
- 24:44Speaker 4: gas station. I might not be free at the school,
- 24:47Speaker 4: But I be dug gone if I'm not going to
- 24:49Speaker 4: be free in my own house and they had learned,
- 24:52Speaker 4: come on, somebody, when I go into my yard and
- 24:56Speaker 4: close that gate, it ain't none of your business. I
- 24:59Speaker 4: get to be who ever I want to be. That's
- 25:01Speaker 4: why I'm making the payments every month, so that I
- 25:04Speaker 4: can be free somewhere. But they weren't safe anywhere. They
- 25:08Speaker 4: were snatched out of their houses. Doesn't sound familiar. They
- 25:12Speaker 4: were abused in the street. And I hate to shock
- 25:15Speaker 4: you like this, but Jesus was not nearly the first
- 25:18Speaker 4: person to be crucified. Crucifixions were as common as hangings
- 25:25Speaker 4: were during slavery. And then Nina Simone, I believe it
- 25:30Speaker 4: was some strange fruit how you could walk down the
- 25:33Speaker 4: forest anywhere and see bodies hanging under the abuse of
- 25:37Speaker 4: slavery in the same way you could see crosses anywhere.
- 25:42Speaker 4: And they meant for it to bring you to an
- 25:43Speaker 4: open shame, because terrorists always go not by the attack,
- 25:48Speaker 4: but by the terror that it costs. It gives you control,
- 25:52Speaker 4: It makes you submit, it makes you hush your mouth,
- 25:55Speaker 4: It reminds you that I have control over your life.
- 25:59Speaker 6: Those were the times.
- 26:01Speaker 4: That they were living in up again, those obstacles, and
- 26:04Speaker 4: when John the Baptist said repent, for the Kingdom of
- 26:07Speaker 4: Heaven is at hand. I don't blame him. I would
- 26:09Speaker 4: have jumped into Jordan. I would have swam into Jordan
- 26:13Speaker 4: if you told me that all you had to do
- 26:15Speaker 4: is dunk me. And the kingdom was at hand, and
- 26:18Speaker 4: I was gonna get control of the land. My father's
- 26:21Speaker 4: march forty years for I would be baptized right now
- 26:26Speaker 4: hides in any name, baptized in any circumstance. I would
- 26:31Speaker 4: go through anything just to be free. John the Baptist
- 26:34Speaker 4: had a full congregation because they were looking for liberation.
- 26:39Speaker 4: God is always on the side of the old pressed.
- 26:46Speaker 4: Talk to me, somebody. God is always on the side
- 26:50Speaker 4: of the old pressed. He's always on the one that's
- 26:52Speaker 4: down trodden. He walks past the person that's well to
- 26:56Speaker 4: lay hands on the person that's sick. God is always
- 27:00Speaker 4: for the one that's oppressed. God is on your side
- 27:03Speaker 4: because of the oppression and the inequities of power that
- 27:07Speaker 4: exists in your life and your house, and your community
- 27:11Speaker 4: and your marriage. God is always on the side of
- 27:14Speaker 4: the oppressed. Now, if you've never been oppressed, that don't
- 27:17Speaker 4: mean nothing to you. But if you've had to live
- 27:20Speaker 4: in a situation of oppression. You are to shouting me
- 27:23Speaker 4: down right now. The disciples had given up everything to
- 27:34Speaker 4: go with Jesus. Thomas was not weak, he was very powerful.
- 27:39Speaker 4: When Jesus made up his mind to go to Jerusalem,
- 27:42Speaker 4: there was a plot that had been set off to
- 27:45Speaker 4: kill him, and Thomas was the one who said we
- 27:49Speaker 4: must go and.
- 27:50Speaker 6: Die with him.
- 27:53Speaker 4: That doesn't sound like a doubter if you're willing to
- 27:56Speaker 4: die for a cause. But sometimes people will forget all
- 27:59Speaker 4: the good things you said and hold on to the
- 28:02Speaker 4: bad thing that you said and define you by a
- 28:05Speaker 4: weak moment. But the truth of the matter, Thomas was courageous,
- 28:09Speaker 4: he was strong, He was poper.
- 28:11Speaker 6: The very fact that Thomas was not in.
- 28:14Speaker 4: The upper room with the other disciples because they were
- 28:17Speaker 4: hiding for fear of the Jews, and Thomas was walking
- 28:20Speaker 4: up and down the street tells you he's a bad negro.
- 28:24Speaker 4: Anytime you can walk down y'all ain't gonna talk to me.
- 28:30Speaker 4: Anytime you can walk down the street where other people
- 28:33Speaker 4: are fred to go, you gotta be some kind of bad.
- 28:37Speaker 4: There's some bad folks in here that will go someplace
- 28:40Speaker 4: that other people wouldn't go, and you'll go because you
- 28:43Speaker 4: got the courage to do whatever you gotta do to
- 28:46Speaker 4: get wherever you gotta go. There's some bad sisters.
- 28:49Speaker 6: In this room. Don't let the hair fool you.
- 28:52Speaker 4: They will pull that hair down, take that wig off,
- 28:56Speaker 4: pull them nails off, yank them eyelashes, and fight you
- 29:00Speaker 4: like a dog in the street. See, it don't have
- 29:04Speaker 4: nothing to do with size. It's not the size of
- 29:07Speaker 4: the dog in the fight. It's the size of the
- 29:09Speaker 4: fight and the dog, oh holly looke. Thomas was a
- 29:13Speaker 4: strong fighter. He was a liberator. He was an emancipator.
- 29:18Speaker 4: He was a deliberate those that were bound, and he said,
- 29:21Speaker 4: I'm not gonna stay locked up like a dog in
- 29:24Speaker 4: a cage. I'm going to and fro as I will.
- 29:27Speaker 4: So when Jesus came there, and they were shocked because
- 29:32Speaker 4: Thomas was not there. The others were hiding, but Thomas
- 29:36Speaker 4: was going on about his business and he was not there.
- 29:40Speaker 4: What I liked about the texts. What I like about
- 29:44Speaker 4: the text is that Jesus came back eight days later.
- 29:48Speaker 4: Somebody say, eight days later, you're eight days away from
- 29:52Speaker 4: a new beginning. You're eight days away from a mighty James.
- 29:56Speaker 4: You're eight days away from a resurrection. You're eight days
- 30:00Speaker 4: away from a phone call, You're eight days away from
- 30:04Speaker 4: an email, You're eight days away from a complete resurrection.
- 30:08Speaker 4: Your situation is eight days away. That's why the demo's
- 30:12Speaker 4: trying to kill you while you're in the way. But
- 30:15Speaker 4: the devil is a liar. Eight is the number of
- 30:18Speaker 4: new beginnings in the Bible. Whenever you see eight, it
- 30:22Speaker 4: symbolizing new beginnings. When you see seven, you come down
- 30:26Speaker 4: to the end. But when you see eight, it's gonna
- 30:29Speaker 4: start all over again.
- 30:30Speaker 6: I don't know who I'm talking to.
- 30:33Speaker 4: I don't know who I'm talking to, but I feel
- 30:36Speaker 4: an eighth Day spirit in this play. I feel an
- 30:39Speaker 4: eighth Day spirit in this place. I feel an eight
- 30:43Speaker 4: day spirit in this play. Somebody's about to get a turnaround.
- 30:47Speaker 4: The bhivor said that Thomas came along on the eighth day.
- 30:52Speaker 4: He comes back in the room. You must understand, y'all,
- 30:56Speaker 4: sit down, because you're gonna make me. You're gonna make me,
- 31:01Speaker 4: you gonna make me, You gonna make me, You gonna
- 31:06Speaker 4: make me, you gonna make me, you gonna make me.
- 31:13Speaker 4: Yeah yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah.
- 31:18Speaker 4: Slap somebody and say eight days. Your whole life can
- 31:24Speaker 4: turn around in eight days. Your circumstance can change in
- 31:28Speaker 4: eight days. Your breakthrough can happen in an eighth days,
- 31:32Speaker 4: Your deliverance can happen in an eight day. Don't kill
- 31:36Speaker 4: yourself till you have your age day. God can fix
- 31:39Speaker 4: it in eight days. God can fix it and make
- 31:42Speaker 4: it new all over again in eight days. And the
- 31:46Speaker 4: imst said that when it was eight days, the way
- 31:50Speaker 4: Thomas comes back in the room.
- 31:52Speaker 6: Might I remind you.
- 31:54Speaker 4: That the Bible teaches, according to levitical law, that children
- 31:58Speaker 4: male children weren't support to be circumcised till the eighth day.
- 32:03Speaker 4: On the eighth day, God cuts away the flesh. On
- 32:06Speaker 4: the eighth day, God takes away what is not needed.
- 32:09Speaker 4: On the eighth day, God brings about a mighty delivering eighth.
- 32:13Speaker 4: It's the number new beginning. So Thomas waited till it
- 32:16Speaker 4: was the eighth day. And the Bible says the Bible,
- 32:20Speaker 4: the Bible, the Bible. The Bible says, the Bible says
- 32:23Speaker 4: the Bible, the Bible, the Bible. The Bible says the Bible,
- 32:27Speaker 4: the Bible, the Bible says, the Bible. The Bible says.
- 32:32Speaker 4: The Bible says, on the eighth day, he come walking
- 32:35Speaker 4: in the room, nobody drugging nobody, snatched in nobody, handcuffing, nobody, changing.
- 32:42Speaker 4: He was walking in freedom while they were walking in bondage.
- 32:45Speaker 4: Fear makes you be in bondage. But faith will liberate you.
- 32:50Speaker 4: Faith will cause you to walk around like ain't nothing
- 32:53Speaker 4: hottening when there is something hottening. And he walked in
- 32:57Speaker 4: the room on the eighth day, and he in the room.
- 33:00Speaker 4: But that is not what excites me. What really excites
- 33:04Speaker 4: me about the text is that Jesus came back for
- 33:08Speaker 4: an audience of one. Now I understand what he meant
- 33:13Speaker 4: about the prodigal son and leaving the ninety nine and
- 33:17Speaker 4: going after the one, and the widow who swept the
- 33:20Speaker 4: house looking for one coin even though.
- 33:23Speaker 6: She had nine.
- 33:24Speaker 4: Now I understand. While the father ran off the front
- 33:28Speaker 4: porch to meet his one son, God cared about you
- 33:31Speaker 4: as an individual. He cared about you. He knows your name,
- 33:36Speaker 4: he knows your background, he knows your circumstance. The hairs
- 33:40Speaker 4: on your head are numbered, not counted, numbered their number.
- 33:45Speaker 4: He got a number. If it gets caught in a comb,
- 33:48Speaker 4: he knows. That's hair number five hundred and forty eight
- 33:50Speaker 4: and ninety two. God so cared about you. If his
- 33:54Speaker 4: eye is on the sparrow, then he watches over you.
- 33:58Speaker 4: How dare you sit there and think that you are forsaken, forgotten, rejected,
- 34:03Speaker 4: and cast aside the devil ledits like, God knows exactly
- 34:06Speaker 4: where you are. If you make your bed in hell,
- 34:10Speaker 4: God is there. If you take the wings of the
- 34:13Speaker 4: morning and sell to the other old God. I feel,
- 34:16Speaker 4: like he said, I got to watch myself and sail
- 34:18Speaker 4: to the outermost part of the earth. God is still there.
- 34:22Speaker 4: The church calls, doubting Thomas that but Heaven knew him
- 34:27Speaker 4: as disappointed Thomas. Thomas was disappointed the king. He had
- 34:32Speaker 4: to watch his king die to be said this way,
- 34:39Speaker 4: he had to watch his dream die to you do
- 34:44Speaker 4: realize that Jesus was the first one to die on
- 34:48Speaker 4: the cross in that setting. All the other men that
- 34:52Speaker 4: were crucified that day, when they came to check them,
- 34:55Speaker 4: they were already dead. But when they came to Jesus,
- 34:58Speaker 4: I mean, when they came to check they were still alive.
- 35:01Speaker 4: When they came to Jesus, he was already dead. That's
- 35:04Speaker 4: why they didn't break his legs, or at least that's
- 35:07Speaker 4: why they thought they didn't break his legs. The truth
- 35:10Speaker 4: of the matter is they didn't break his legs because
- 35:12Speaker 4: Leviticus has said that in order for him to be
- 35:15Speaker 4: a lamb, not one bone in his body would be broken.
- 35:20Speaker 4: Good God a mighty So when they came to Jesus,
- 35:23Speaker 4: Jesus died first, so no bones could be broken. If
- 35:27Speaker 4: the bones had been broken, it would nullify his right
- 35:30Speaker 4: to be the lamb of God. But he presented himself
- 35:34Speaker 4: holy and spotless before his father. I feel a preaching
- 35:38Speaker 4: annoying and coming in this place. I feel the spirit
- 35:41Speaker 4: of the Living God coming in this place. And he
- 35:44Speaker 4: stayed there and they found him dead. He was the
- 35:47Speaker 4: first one dead, and Thomas and the disciples had to
- 35:51Speaker 4: watch him die. They took him down off the prosts
- 35:58Speaker 4: and put him in a tomb that Nicodemus helped to
- 36:02Speaker 4: bring about. It was a burrowed tomb. You don't borrow
- 36:09Speaker 4: nothing that you're not gonna give back. It was a
- 36:15Speaker 4: burrowed tomb. And they put him in the tomb, and
- 36:19Speaker 4: they thought it was over. They had to take his
- 36:22Speaker 4: rigor mortis ridden body down off the cross and take
- 36:26Speaker 4: his stiff hands and form pushed them.
- 36:29Speaker 5: Down on the side.
- 36:32Speaker 4: They had to push his left hand down on the side.
- 36:36Speaker 4: They had to put his legs together and wrap him
- 36:40Speaker 4: in one inch strips, as as the custom of the time,
- 36:44Speaker 4: to rap him till he looked like a mummy. They
- 36:46Speaker 4: knew he was dead. He couldn't move, he couldn't walk.
- 36:50Speaker 4: Blood and water came out of his body, which means
- 36:53Speaker 4: that his body's blood had separated because it had been
- 36:57Speaker 4: up there so long that the clear part of it
- 37:00Speaker 4: blood had separated from the red corpuscles in his blood.
- 37:04Speaker 4: They knew he was dead because he lost all heat
- 37:08Speaker 4: in his body. All the temperature was gone out of
- 37:11Speaker 4: his body. He was fragmented, he was broken, and most
- 37:14Speaker 4: of all, he was silent. Had he spoken, the angels
- 37:18Speaker 4: would have come and delivered him and brought back the
- 37:21Speaker 4: kingdom and ushered in the millennium too soon. Had he spoken,
- 37:26Speaker 4: the warring angels were stronger than the Roman empower. They
- 37:30Speaker 4: were greater than Caesar. They were greater than Rome. They
- 37:34Speaker 4: were greater than Herod, they were greater than Herod the Great.
- 37:38Speaker 4: They were greater than anything. But he was gone and
- 37:41Speaker 4: his words were gone. Peter said, in your hands are
- 37:44Speaker 4: the words of eternal life. And they saw blood come
- 37:48Speaker 4: out of those hands, and they saw blood come out
- 37:50Speaker 4: of his side. And they saw the nail that was
- 37:54Speaker 4: in one nail in two feet, representing the jew and
- 37:58Speaker 4: the Gentile coming together up under one gospel. And they
- 38:02Speaker 4: nailed them with one nail, and they had to pull
- 38:04Speaker 4: that nail out. They felt the thud of the nail
- 38:08Speaker 4: coming out of his feet, in between his foot joints,
- 38:12Speaker 4: it came out. They knew he was dead because they
- 38:15Speaker 4: prepared his body for burial. And Thomas had every right
- 38:20Speaker 4: to doubt the rumor that Jesus was still alive. Some
- 38:24Speaker 4: people said that they stolen his body. Some people said
- 38:28Speaker 4: that they had robbed the grave. It was not uncommon
- 38:31Speaker 4: to rob the grave in the days of Jesus. They
- 38:35Speaker 4: thought that he had robbed the grave. And so when
- 38:38Speaker 4: Thomas comes in on the eighth day and they tell
- 38:41Speaker 4: him he's alive, he's alive. I know that, Thomas. I
- 38:44Speaker 4: don't want to hear that. I don't want to hear that.
- 38:47Speaker 4: That's what got me in trouble. Believing that's what broke
- 38:50Speaker 4: my heart. That's what upset me. That's what caused me
- 38:54Speaker 4: to quit my job. That's what caused me to be
- 38:56Speaker 4: away from my children. It hurts to believe. It hurts
- 39:00Speaker 4: to believe once you've been disappointed. It hurts to believe
- 39:05Speaker 4: once your heart has been broken. It hurts to believe,
- 39:08Speaker 4: once you've been tied down. It hurts to believe. Once
- 39:12Speaker 4: you see somebody you put all your trust in, nail
- 39:15Speaker 4: to a tree, it hurts to believe. He said, I
- 39:18Speaker 4: don't want to hear your message because I don't want
- 39:21Speaker 4: to go through the disappointment of another loss in my life.
- 39:25Speaker 4: And he said, I will not believe. The same one
- 39:29Speaker 4: who said I will die with him turns around now
- 39:32Speaker 4: and says, I will not believe because believing hurts. Believing
- 39:37Speaker 4: hurts when you are disappointed. Somebody in here knows what
- 39:40Speaker 4: it's like to believe in somebody and they disappoint you
- 39:44Speaker 4: so bad that your heart is broken. Somebody in here
- 39:47Speaker 4: knows what it's like to cry yourself to sleep. Somebody
- 39:51Speaker 4: in here knows what it's like for your dreams to
- 39:53Speaker 4: be dashed against the rock. Somebody in here knows what
- 39:57Speaker 4: it's like to go through hell and high water, go
- 40:00Speaker 4: to work and smile and go home and cry and
- 40:03Speaker 4: get in the car and let tears running. Somebody in
- 40:06Speaker 4: here understand what it's like to deal with disappointment. You
- 40:10Speaker 4: thought it was gonna happen, and it didn't happen. You
- 40:13Speaker 4: thought you'd be there by now, and it didn't happen.
- 40:15Speaker 4: You thop you could count on them, and it didn't happen.
- 40:18Speaker 4: You thought everything would be all right, and it didn't happen.
- 40:21Speaker 4: And in other words, he was saying, like the old
- 40:23Speaker 4: song they sung in my day, now that I've cried
- 40:26Speaker 4: and my love to sleep, don't wake it up. I
- 40:29Speaker 4: don't want to believe anymore. It reminds me of the
- 40:32Speaker 4: shun of myite woman when Elijah told her that she
- 40:35Speaker 4: was gonna have a baby, and he said, she said,
- 40:38Speaker 4: don't play with me, don't play with me, don't play
- 40:42Speaker 4: with me. It hurts too much to believe. And now
- 40:46Speaker 4: that I've finally got used to the fact that I'm
- 40:49Speaker 4: gonna have to go through the rest of my life alone,
- 40:52Speaker 4: don't you come along and give me a promise? But
- 40:54Speaker 4: God has a way of giving you a promise, even
- 40:59Speaker 4: after all hell has broken loose. I got a message
- 41:02Speaker 4: for somebody in the room today. God has a way
- 41:06Speaker 4: of resurrecting your faith even though it hurts. God has
- 41:10Speaker 4: a way of restoring your mind and your heart. Even
- 41:13Speaker 4: when you're backed up in a corner and shoved to
- 41:16Speaker 4: the wall. God has a way of making you take
- 41:19Speaker 4: it back.
- 41:20Speaker 2: You see.
- 41:20Speaker 4: Thomas's name is also called Didimus in the Greek diitidness
- 41:25Speaker 4: means twin. One part of him wants to quit, the
- 41:28Speaker 4: other part of him keeps coming back again. One part
- 41:32Speaker 4: of him says, I'm through with it. The other part
- 41:34Speaker 4: of him keeps reaching back again. It feels like he
- 41:37Speaker 4: skits aphrentic because on one hand he left the room,
- 41:41Speaker 4: on the other hand, he came back to the room.
- 41:44Speaker 4: Because all of us got a twin, and one twin
- 41:47Speaker 4: wants to go one way and the other twin wants
- 41:50Speaker 4: to go the other way. Paul said it this way.
- 41:53Speaker 4: When I would do good, evil is present with me.
- 41:57Speaker 4: That which I would do I do, not that which
- 41:59Speaker 4: I not do. I do, Old wretched man that I am,
- 42:03Speaker 4: who shall save me not from demons, not from devils,
- 42:07Speaker 4: not from witches, but save me from my twin. I
- 42:15Speaker 4: got a twin. I gotta control. Is there anybody else
- 42:18Speaker 4: in here that got a twin, You gotta control my
- 42:22Speaker 4: twin don't want to go to church. My twin don't
- 42:25Speaker 4: want to live right. My twin wants to cuss you out.
- 42:29Speaker 4: My twin will bust you in your mouth. My twin
- 42:33Speaker 4: will drive the car right through your living room. My
- 42:36Speaker 4: twin will I act to fool like you ain't never seen.
- 42:39Speaker 4: And I have to watch my twin because if I'm
- 42:42Speaker 4: not Carol, we look alike, we wear the same code,
- 42:46Speaker 4: we dress alike, we even walk alike. But I got
- 42:49Speaker 4: a twin that will freak out in here. I got
- 42:52Speaker 4: a twin that will go slap off in here, And
- 42:55Speaker 4: if I don't keep him in his cage, he'll get loose,
- 42:58Speaker 4: and you'll see somebody you have never met before you
- 43:01Speaker 4: met Bishop Jakes. But my twin is not Bishop Jakes.
- 43:05Speaker 4: Is there anybody else in here that's been dealing with
- 43:08Speaker 4: your twin struggling with it? One day I'm in, one
- 43:13Speaker 4: day I'm out. One day I'm okay, one day I'm
- 43:16Speaker 4: not okay. One day I can take it, one day
- 43:19Speaker 4: I can't stand it. Is there anybody in here that's
- 43:22Speaker 4: had your twin? Wait till you got in the bed
- 43:25Speaker 4: and be waiting for you. And there you are crying
- 43:27Speaker 4: in the bed. There you are frustrated into the bed.
- 43:30Speaker 6: Thomas had a right.
- 43:34Speaker 5: To be disturbed, because it is painful to be leaving.
- 43:49Speaker 4: He didn't want to go through that again. He didn't
- 43:54Speaker 4: want to have his hopes dashed against the rocks. He
- 43:59Speaker 4: loves me Jesus. He absolutely adored Jesus. He had given
- 44:09Speaker 4: up everything to follow Jesus. He thought Jesus was going
- 44:15Speaker 4: to be the answer to Jerusalem's problem. He thought Jesus
- 44:21Speaker 4: was going to be the liberator that set them free
- 44:24Speaker 4: from their oppressive He was going to sign the Emancipation Proclamation.
- 44:32Speaker 4: He was going to be the Harriet Tutman of their situation.
- 44:36Speaker 4: He was going to bring them out of trouble. Judas
- 44:39Speaker 4: was so disappointed that he hung himself because in his
- 44:43Speaker 4: own mind, according to the Book of Jesus, which is
- 44:46Speaker 4: not a canonical book of the Bible, Judas thought, yeah, baby,
- 44:51Speaker 4: I'm with you. Judas thought. Judas thought that if he
- 44:54Speaker 4: forced Jesus' hand, that Jesus would force himself out and
- 44:59Speaker 4: show them who he really was. But instead of calling
- 45:02Speaker 4: ten thousand angels, he never said a mumbling word, and
- 45:07Speaker 4: when Judas saw him crucified, he went out to the
- 45:10Speaker 4: potus field and hung himself. He couldn't take it because
- 45:14Speaker 4: it's plan backfar it. Watch out for your plan, watch
- 45:18Speaker 4: out for your scheme, Watch out for your trick. Sarah
- 45:22Speaker 4: will tell you that your plans will go awrise. Don't
- 45:26Speaker 4: get a hag out to have your baby though it hurts,
- 45:29Speaker 4: have your own baby, though you're grown. Have your own baby.
- 45:33Speaker 4: There's some people in here that regret the mistake you
- 45:36Speaker 4: made because you had a plot, and you had a plan,
- 45:39Speaker 4: and it went wrong, and it went wrong, and you suffered.
- 45:43Speaker 4: You lean not to thine own understanding, but trusting the Lord.
- 45:48Speaker 4: I don't know who I'm talking to, But you gotta
- 45:51Speaker 4: trust God when you can't trace him. You gotta trust
- 45:55Speaker 4: God when you can't see him. You gotta trust God
- 45:59Speaker 4: when it looks like he's not working. You gotta trust
- 46:02Speaker 4: God when it looks like you're losing. You gotta trust
- 46:06Speaker 4: God when it looks like you're going backwards. You gotta
- 46:09Speaker 4: trust God when people are laughing at you. You gotta
- 46:13Speaker 4: trust God when you're twin is marketing you. You gotta
- 46:17Speaker 4: trust God when you're running.
- 46:19Speaker 2: Out of food.
- 46:20Speaker 4: You gotta trust God when you're running out of time.
- 46:24Speaker 4: Somebody watching online this word it is for you. You
- 46:27Speaker 4: gotta trust him now like you've never trusted him before.
- 46:32Speaker 4: Thomas said, I will not believe. You've been wrestling in
- 46:35Speaker 4: your mind. You're scared to believe God. For that job,
- 46:39Speaker 4: for that house, for that car, for that entrepreneurship.
- 46:43Speaker 6: You're afraid.
- 46:43Speaker 4: But you've got to trust God because God is about
- 46:46Speaker 4: to do something. Slap three. People are saying, show eighth day,
- 46:51Speaker 4: It's show eighth day. It's show eighth day. This is
- 46:56Speaker 4: the day that something happens. This is the day that
- 47:00Speaker 4: the story changes. This is the day that the yoke
- 47:03Speaker 4: is broken. This is the day that the han tufts
- 47:07Speaker 4: fall off. This is the day that you get liberated.
- 47:11Speaker 4: This is the day that God does impossible. And the Bible,
- 47:15Speaker 4: the Bible, the Bible of the Bible, the Bile, the Bible,
- 47:19Speaker 4: the Bible, the Bible took the time to tell us
- 47:24Speaker 4: that on the eighth day, the door was closed. It
- 47:28Speaker 4: was shut, but Jesus came in anyway. Look to show
- 47:33Speaker 4: Jesus who's God enough to walk through the door and
- 47:37Speaker 4: man enough to eat fish. Once he gets inside the door,
- 47:41Speaker 4: he said, don't live in what I can do. You
- 47:44Speaker 4: can't lock me out of your room. You can't lock
- 47:47Speaker 4: me out of your business. You can't lock me out
- 47:49Speaker 4: of your plan. And just to show you that I'm
- 47:52Speaker 4: more than a ghost, I think I'll sit down and
- 47:55Speaker 4: have me a little fish sandwich to remove all doubt
- 47:59Speaker 4: that I got.
- 47:59Speaker 6: All power, all power.
- 48:03Speaker 4: Can I preach like I want to preach it? I
- 48:05Speaker 4: got all power down.
- 48:07Speaker 2: In my hand.
- 48:09Speaker 4: Turn around and tell somebody he's got all power. I
- 48:14Speaker 4: don't care if you're on a kidney machine, he's got
- 48:16Speaker 4: all power.
- 48:18Speaker 6: I don't care.
- 48:18Speaker 4: If you're suffering from leukemia, he's got all power. I
- 48:22Speaker 4: don't care if they say you got four stage cancer.
- 48:25Speaker 4: He's got all power. I don't care if you've got
- 48:28Speaker 4: a heart that skips beach. He's got all power. I
- 48:32Speaker 4: don't care if you're on a respirator, he's got all power.
- 48:36Speaker 4: I don't care. If your son's in jail, he's got
- 48:39Speaker 4: all power. I don't care if your daughter's living on
- 48:43Speaker 4: the street, he's.
- 48:44Speaker 6: Got all power.
- 48:46Speaker 4: I don't care if they curse you to your faith.
- 48:49Speaker 4: He's got all power. He walks through doors whenever he
- 48:54Speaker 4: wants to Lord walk through him door this morning. I
- 48:58Speaker 4: feel God walking through door this morning where the enemy
- 49:02Speaker 4: has set up a road, blocked and tried to shut
- 49:05Speaker 4: you down from what God said he'd give you. God
- 49:08Speaker 4: is about to walk through the door. He's coming in
- 49:11Speaker 4: your direction.
- 49:13Speaker 2: Stop.
- 49:13Speaker 4: Let me ask you a question. Who am I preaching to.
- 49:20Speaker 6: You've been standing at the.
- 49:22Speaker 4: Door, crying because the door is shut. But you've forgotten
- 49:26Speaker 4: that Jesus can walk through a door. He'll come and
- 49:29Speaker 4: get you. Even if they put you in the prison,
- 49:32Speaker 4: if they put you in the inner sanctum of the prison,
- 49:35Speaker 4: even if they got several dates before you get out,
- 49:38Speaker 4: He'll lead you out of every date in every wall.
- 49:43Speaker 4: Don't let your other twin tell you that all hope
- 49:46Speaker 4: is gone, because God's got a plan. Help me preach
- 49:51Speaker 4: this word, touch three people and say, God's got a plan.
- 49:56Speaker 4: God's got a plan. God's got a plan. God's got
- 50:01Speaker 4: a plan. God's got a plan for you. God's got
- 50:05Speaker 4: a plan for you. I'm not talking about the group.
- 50:08Speaker 4: God's got a plan for you. I'm not talking about
- 50:11Speaker 4: all the disciples. God's got a plan for you. The
- 50:15Speaker 4: reason you got out of the bed this morning is
- 50:18Speaker 4: because God's got a.
- 50:20Speaker 2: Plan for you.
- 50:21Speaker 4: He's got a plan for your life, and no weapon
- 50:25Speaker 4: formed against you shall be able to prosper. They might
- 50:31Speaker 4: shut it, but it won't work. They might curseh you,
- 50:35Speaker 4: but it won't work. They made back to you in
- 50:37Speaker 4: a corner, but it won't work, because when it's your
- 50:41Speaker 4: time to come out, you're coming out to tell you
- 50:47Speaker 4: they excuse me, I'm coming out. I'm coming out this morning.
- 50:53Speaker 4: I'm coming out this morning. I decree and declare that
- 50:58Speaker 4: I'm coming out this morning. On it, how decreate and
- 51:01Speaker 4: declare that I'm coming out of this situation right now
- 51:06Speaker 4: in the name of Jesus. Jesus came back for one person.
- 51:11Speaker 4: If there's only one person in this room that believes God,
- 51:16Speaker 4: he'll come to you. Is this one person in the city,
- 51:21Speaker 4: he'll save the whole city? Is there one person in
- 51:25Speaker 4: the potter's house that's got enough faith to see God
- 51:30Speaker 4: bring things out? Is there one person in the balcony
- 51:35Speaker 4: that believes God for a miracle? Is there one person
- 51:40Speaker 4: in this house? Does not a friend to lift your.
- 51:43Speaker 2: Hands and open your mouth, and shall.
- 51:47Speaker 4: Jesus thou son of David, have mercy on me Jesus,
- 51:55Speaker 4: I've been blind all my life, but Jesus the little me,
- 52:02Speaker 4: I've been rocked in the porter, but I can still.
- 52:05Speaker 2: Open my mouth.
- 52:07Speaker 4: My eyes don't work, but my mouth does work. Don't
- 52:12Speaker 4: you know if your mouth works, you can get out
- 52:15Speaker 4: of anything. You shall have whatever you say. The power
- 52:20Speaker 4: of life and death is in your talk. That's why
- 52:23Speaker 4: the moment you get depressed, the first thing the devil
- 52:26Speaker 4: tries to do is to get you to shut up.
- 52:30Speaker 4: But the devil is a lie. I've been quiet long enough.
- 52:34Speaker 4: I'm gonna open my mouth. I don't care what the
- 52:37Speaker 4: demons do. I don't care what hell does. I don't
- 52:42Speaker 4: care what the witch does. I'm gonna open my mouth.
- 52:46Speaker 4: I need a crazy person that'll open your mouth.
- 52:51Speaker 5: Open your mouth.
- 52:53Speaker 7: Open your mouth, open your mouth, open your mouth, open
- 53:01Speaker 7: your mouth, open your mouth, open your mouth.
- 53:07Speaker 4: Break the silence, break the quiet, break the pain, break
- 53:13Speaker 4: the curse. When you open your mouth. Having a symbols
- 53:19Speaker 4: when you open your mouth, healing hits yourbody when you
- 53:24Speaker 4: open your mouth, gor swing over the When you open
- 53:29Speaker 4: your mouth, God will supply every need. The power of
- 53:34Speaker 4: life and death is not in his tongue. It's in
- 53:38Speaker 4: your tongue. You shall have whatever you say. If you
- 53:42Speaker 4: confess death, you're gonna have death. If you confess life,
- 53:47Speaker 4: you're gonna have life. One more time. Let me hear
- 53:50Speaker 4: you holler in this room.
- 53:55Speaker 2: Let me hear you, Let me hear you, Let me.
- 53:59Speaker 4: Hear you, Let me hear you, Let me hear you,
- 54:03Speaker 4: Let me hear you. Let hell here you, Let hell
- 54:09Speaker 4: hear you, Let hell here, Let hell here.
- 54:15Speaker 5: Let demons hear you.
- 54:17Speaker 6: Let depression hear you.
- 54:19Speaker 8: Let sickness hear you.
- 54:21Speaker 6: Let hear hear you. That thing that's been ceping you
- 54:24Speaker 6: up at night, let it hear you. Open your mouth.
- 54:28Speaker 6: You might have tied me up at night.
- 54:31Speaker 8: But joy is.
- 54:32Speaker 4: Coming in the morning. It's coming in the morning. It's
- 54:36Speaker 4: coming in the morning. Somebody that's been having a series
- 54:40Speaker 4: of rough nights, open your mouth, and the clays morning,
- 54:50Speaker 4: it's morning.
- 54:52Speaker 2: It's morning. It's fawning.
- 54:56Speaker 4: And the Bible said, can I finy preaching this? The
- 55:00Speaker 4: Bible said that Jesus came in and spoke to Peter.
- 55:04Speaker 4: He didn't wait for Thomas. He didn't wait for Thomas
- 55:08Speaker 4: to speak to him. He spoke to Thomas. He said,
- 55:11Speaker 4: reach hither your hand and feel the nail prince in
- 55:15Speaker 4: my hand, and to reach hither your hand and see
- 55:18Speaker 4: where they pierced me in the side. That represents outside wolves,
- 55:24Speaker 4: that represents the wolds you had that everybody saw, that
- 55:28Speaker 4: represents public wolds, that represents public scandals, that represents public pains,
- 55:35Speaker 4: that represents public divorces, that represents being trapped in that wheelchair.
- 55:41Speaker 4: I'm gonna let you touch what you already saw, the
- 55:45Speaker 4: nail prince in my hands and the piercing on my side.
- 55:50Speaker 5: Hallelujah.
- 55:51Speaker 4: And when you feel, when you feel the prince in
- 55:54Speaker 4: my side, you can see.
- 55:56Speaker 6: Whether they whipped my back all night long.
- 55:59Speaker 5: You wouldn't when they beat me.
- 56:01Speaker 4: But I took whips for this. I took pain for this.
- 56:05Speaker 4: Paul said, I bury in my body the box of
- 56:08Speaker 4: the Lord Jesus. And he said, when you see what
- 56:11Speaker 4: I went through, you'll understand who I am. When you
- 56:15Speaker 4: see how I stood, you'll understand who I am. You
- 56:20Speaker 4: think I'm just sister.
- 56:21Speaker 6: Sally had brother Joe. But I've been through hell and
- 56:26Speaker 6: high water.
- 56:28Speaker 5: I wish I.
- 56:29Speaker 4: Had a miracle in this room, somebody that survived the scarging,
- 56:35Speaker 4: somebody that withstood the beatings. Somebody that still got the scars.
- 56:41Speaker 4: Somebody that still got the scars. The poon is gone,
- 56:46Speaker 4: the pain is gone, but the scar is still there.
- 56:51Speaker 4: You still got the scars. Use your scars, because whatever
- 56:55Speaker 4: hurts you, God's gonna use it to bless you. Whatever
- 56:59Speaker 4: hurts you, God's gonna bring ministry out every wound in
- 57:03Speaker 4: your life. Every time you suffered, God's gonna give you
- 57:08Speaker 4: no more power. Jesus said, I am here that was dead,
- 57:14Speaker 4: but I'm alive forevermore. Look at somebody and said I was,
- 57:21Speaker 4: But I am. I was, but I am. I was dead, but.
- 57:29Speaker 2: I am alive. I'm alive.
- 57:32Speaker 4: The devil didn't want me to be here this morning.
- 57:35Speaker 4: But the devil is a liar.
- 57:38Speaker 2: I'm alive.
- 57:39Speaker 4: I'm alive in the balcony, I'm alive, watching on lie.
- 57:44Speaker 6: I'm alive in the christ there.
- 57:46Speaker 2: I'm alive.
- 57:47Speaker 4: On the minister's board, i am alive. I been beating
- 57:52Speaker 4: bad enough. I should have been dead, but I'm still alive.
- 57:56Speaker 4: Y'all got to come get me because I can't stop preaching.
- 58:00Speaker 4: I feel the anointing about a break of yo get here.
- 58:03Speaker 4: I feel chains about to drop in here. I feel
- 58:07Speaker 4: doors opening up in here. I feel the spirit of
- 58:11Speaker 4: revival about to break loose in this place. If you
- 58:15Speaker 4: feel revived down in your soul, give God thirty seconds
- 58:20Speaker 4: of crazy pray. Give God thirty suckonds. Give God thirty seconds.
- 58:27Speaker 4: Give God thirty seconds. Give God thirty suckonds. Give God
- 58:32Speaker 4: thirty seconds. If you gotta do it in your seat,
- 58:36Speaker 4: if you got to do it in a chair, if
- 58:39Speaker 4: you got to do it on the floor, don't worry
- 58:41Speaker 4: about your hair. Give Fud the praise. Then that's the devil.
- 58:46Speaker 7: Al I'm alive, I'm alive, alive.
- 58:53Speaker 8: I'm alive. Jeesuz, Yes Lord, jees yes Lord. I got equipment. Yes, yes, Lord,
- 59:06Speaker 8: yes Lord, yes Lord, yes Lord, yes Lord.
- 59:13Speaker 4: Hop your hands and give him crazy praise. I'm about
- 59:23Speaker 4: to pose, but I need about a hundred people that
- 59:27Speaker 4: will jump out in the aisle and do a victory
- 59:30Speaker 4: dance for Jesus. I need about a hundred people that's
- 59:35Speaker 4: been through hell, but you got a victory dance.
- 59:38Speaker 2: I'm alive. I'm back.
- 59:41Speaker 4: I've been in the grave, I've been in the tomb,
- 59:45Speaker 4: I've been in the fire. I've been beat, i've been torn,
- 59:50Speaker 4: I've been nailed down.
- 59:52Speaker 2: But I'm alive forever, for I.
- 59:55Speaker 4: Need about a hundred people. I need about a hundred
- 59:59Speaker 4: people that feels a holy ghost stirring in the shoul.
- 1:00:03Speaker 4: Open your mouth, move your feet, top your hands, and give.
- 1:00:09Speaker 5: God a praise.
- 1:00:11Speaker 2: I hear God moving.
- 1:00:13Speaker 4: I hear God moving. I hear God moving. Somebody's coming
- 1:00:18Speaker 4: out of that tomb. Somebody's coming out of that grave.
- 1:00:22Speaker 4: Somebody's coming out of that hole. Somebody's coming out. I
- 1:00:27Speaker 4: hear stones rolling away. I tell you the crasy, I
- 1:00:33Speaker 4: tell you the praising. Tell the stone moves out of
- 1:00:36Speaker 4: your life. I tell you the praising, Come on craising back.
- 1:00:40Speaker 2: You lost your mine? What did you do?
- 1:01:02Speaker 7: What you.
- 1:01:11Speaker 2: Here? Here? Anything? What we have?
- 1:01:16Speaker 8: You?
- 1:01:18Speaker 2: Where? Where?
- 1:01:21Speaker 4: Where?
- 1:01:23Speaker 8: Where?
- 1:01:23Speaker 9: A crazy?
- 1:01:29Speaker 8: Crazy?
- 1:01:40Speaker 2: What?
- 1:01:44Speaker 4: Wh As I bring this message.
- 1:02:23Speaker 2: To a close.
- 1:02:26Speaker 4: The Bible said that Thomas druck down on his knees
- 1:02:34Speaker 4: and said, my Lord and my God. It may hurt
- 1:02:40Speaker 4: to believe, but when God gets through finishing what he's
- 1:02:46Speaker 4: doing in your life, your faith is gonna pay off.
- 1:02:52Speaker 4: You're watching right now. Your faith is gonna pay off.
- 1:02:56Speaker 4: You're in the balcony right now. Your faith is gonna
- 1:03:00Speaker 4: pay off. But you've been through hell and hogh water.
- 1:03:03Speaker 4: Your faith is gonna pay off. He drumped down on
- 1:03:07Speaker 4: his knees and said, my Lord, and my God, you're
- 1:03:13Speaker 4: still lord over my situation. You're still lord over my circumstance.
- 1:03:19Speaker 4: And I've got a feeling that everything is gonna be alright.
- 1:03:26Speaker 4: I've got a feeling it that everything's gonna be alright.
- 1:03:32Speaker 6: I can't hear you. I gotta feeling that.
- 1:03:36Speaker 4: Everything he's gonna I gotta feeling that. I just got
- 1:03:41Speaker 4: a feeling. I don't know where it's gonna come from,
- 1:03:45Speaker 4: but I got a feeling everything is gonna be.
- 1:03:53Speaker 5: All right.
- 1:03:56Speaker 4: There's somebody in this room. God meant for you to
- 1:04:01Speaker 4: hear this word. You have gone through the pain of believing,
- 1:04:08Speaker 4: to the point that you have anesthetized your faith to
- 1:04:13Speaker 4: avoid the pain. You just want the pain to stop
- 1:04:21Speaker 4: more than you want your prayer answer. The pain has
- 1:04:28Speaker 4: taken center stage over the answering of your prayer. And
- 1:04:35Speaker 4: now you think victory is the end of pain, and
- 1:04:40Speaker 4: you call it peace, but it's really anesthesia because you
- 1:04:53Speaker 4: don't want to believe because you don't see it. And
- 1:05:00Speaker 4: Jesus said to Thomas, you have believed because you have seen,
- 1:05:09Speaker 4: but blessed of aids who have not seen and yet
- 1:05:15Speaker 4: they believe you haven't seen a thing. But you've got
- 1:05:22Speaker 4: that stubborn faith that says He's still gonna do it.
- 1:05:32Speaker 4: He's still gonna do Who am I talking to He's
- 1:05:37Speaker 4: still going to do it. I don't want people who
- 1:05:46Speaker 4: like the message. I don't even want people who like me.
- 1:05:53Speaker 4: You don't have to like me at all. I want
- 1:05:56Speaker 4: people on this altar who know the Word was for them.
- 1:06:05Speaker 4: And God was talking to you while I was preaching
- 1:06:09Speaker 4: about certain things going on in your life. And as
- 1:06:16Speaker 4: the lady said, I was reading your mail, I'm I'm
- 1:06:24Speaker 4: delivering this mail to you today. I came like fed
- 1:06:28Speaker 4: Ex to drop off a package to you so that
- 1:06:34Speaker 4: you could believe and watch God move in your behalf.
- 1:06:46Speaker 4: It is it is. That's where I clap your hands
- 1:06:48Speaker 4: from clap your hands.
- 1:07:01Speaker 5: It is.
- 1:07:05Speaker 4: Fearful, it's frightening to keep believing. Disappointment don't feel good.
- 1:07:26Speaker 4: And sometimes we run from the things God gave us
- 1:07:31Speaker 4: because they get hard, rigamorous, hardy, mummy, Harry, and we
- 1:07:49Speaker 4: don't want to go through the process of having the
- 1:07:54Speaker 4: resurrection of our faith. But why come to church if
- 1:08:02Speaker 4: something's not gonna jump start your faith. I look on
- 1:08:12Speaker 4: Facebook and Instagram and Twitter at all the stuff they
- 1:08:15Speaker 4: say about the church, and most of 'em who are
- 1:08:16Speaker 4: talking about the church don't even go to church. I
- 1:08:23Speaker 4: know they don't go to church they be talking about.
- 1:08:27Speaker 4: And if you build a mega church, how can you
- 1:08:29Speaker 4: build a mega church? How can you make a megachurch?
- 1:08:33Speaker 4: People make a megachurch? What you gonna do. Come in
- 1:08:39Speaker 4: the city and build a big building and declare yourself
- 1:08:42Speaker 4: a megachurch. God makes it mega.
- 1:08:48Speaker 6: God makes it mega.
- 1:08:52Speaker 4: I did not come, regardless to build a megachurch. I
- 1:08:57Speaker 4: didn't even expect it to be a megachurch. I was
- 1:09:02Speaker 4: coming to Dallas because they said, come to Dallas. And
- 1:09:05Speaker 4: if I had to play the piano and preach with
- 1:09:08Speaker 4: a microphone up against the piano, I was going to
- 1:09:11Speaker 4: preach this word because that's what I'm used to. I'm
- 1:09:18Speaker 4: used to a fight. Hit me if you want it.
- 1:09:21Speaker 4: I'm used to a fight. I'm used to a fight.
- 1:09:25Speaker 4: I'm so used to a fight that when people started coming,
- 1:09:27Speaker 4: it scared me. Fifteen hundred people during the first Sunday,
- 1:09:33Speaker 4: it scared me to death. I thought, Lord, I don't
- 1:09:38Speaker 4: even know what to do with fifteen hundred people. By
- 1:09:42Speaker 4: the end of two years, I had ten thousand people.
- 1:09:46Speaker 4: I thought, oh God, I didn't have ten thousand roaches
- 1:09:50Speaker 4: in my church. People were driving from Longview and coming
- 1:09:59Speaker 4: from around the world, moving from other cities to be
- 1:10:03Speaker 4: in this church. You're not at all shocked. I'm telling
- 1:10:13Speaker 4: you your dream will exceed your vision. It'll be more
- 1:10:21Speaker 4: than you expected. The trying of your faith. Work with patience,
- 1:10:28Speaker 4: and patience, work with hope, and hope maketh itself not ashamed.
- 1:10:35Speaker 4: You're not gonna be ashamed. You're not gonna be ashamed.
- 1:10:41Speaker 4: Lift your hands right where you are you're watching online,
- 1:10:45Speaker 4: lift your hands. And if you've been trying to back
- 1:10:51Speaker 4: away from your dream, if you've been like Sarah and
- 1:10:54Speaker 4: trying to find a hagar to fill in for the dream,
- 1:11:00Speaker 4: God don't need your help to give you your baby. And
- 1:11:07Speaker 4: I want you, with your hands raised and your heart open,
- 1:11:11Speaker 4: to let God know I'm sorry that I tried to
- 1:11:17Speaker 4: do it by myself. I'm sorry that after you endured
- 1:11:24Speaker 4: such pain, I gave up so easy. You see, when
- 1:11:31Speaker 4: Thomas and Jesus came together, they both had scars. Jesus
- 1:11:38Speaker 4: had scars on the outside, but Thomas had scars on
- 1:11:43Speaker 4: the inside. He had scars on the inside. He had
- 1:11:51Speaker 4: walked with Jesus three years, only to find out that
- 1:11:55Speaker 4: you didn't have a clue what Jesus was going to do. Yeah,
- 1:12:02Speaker 4: your doctrine, Yeah, your doctrine, your ideology has made the
- 1:12:08Speaker 4: Word of God of no effect. We're gonna kick open
- 1:12:13Speaker 4: that door and say, Lord, come in. I'm not gonna
- 1:12:18Speaker 4: tell you how to do it. I'm not gonna tell
- 1:12:20Speaker 4: you who to use, I'm not gonna tell you when
- 1:12:23Speaker 4: to do it. But I'm gonna keep on believing you
- 1:12:33Speaker 4: from your heart, now, from your heart, because the enemy
- 1:12:36Speaker 4: gonna try this. He's gonna try you. He's going to
- 1:12:41Speaker 4: try you this Sunday morning. I confess that it hurts
- 1:12:54Speaker 4: to believe, and I confess that sometime I've been double minded.
- 1:13:01Speaker 4: My other twin, my other twin walks away. But at
- 1:13:11Speaker 4: this altar, I'm calling them together to a place of
- 1:13:13Speaker 4: wholeness and oneness, and I seek unity within myself. I'm
- 1:13:22Speaker 4: not seeking unity with other people. I'm seeking unity within myself.
- 1:13:30Speaker 4: And I'm not ashamed to say, Lord, I believe you,
- 1:13:38Speaker 4: I still believe you, I still trust you, I still
- 1:13:45Speaker 4: expect you to move in my behalf. Whenever you get ready,
- 1:13:52Speaker 4: I believe you're gonna move. In the name of Jesus,
- 1:13:56Speaker 4: we praise, giving the best praise you got, Honey. I
- 1:14:12Speaker 4: want you where my wife's gout.
- 1:14:16Speaker 5: Honey. I want you.
- 1:14:19Speaker 4: To write a check for eighty dollars. I'm believing God
- 1:14:23Speaker 4: for an eighth day. I'm believing God for eighth day.
- 1:14:29Speaker 4: You know there are certain things that we're expecting God
- 1:14:31Speaker 4: to do. I'm believing God for an eighth day, and
- 1:14:36Speaker 4: I want to challenge as many of you as can
- 1:14:38Speaker 4: to follow us in connecting with the seed with an
- 1:14:43Speaker 4: eighty dollars seed. If you can't give that anything that
- 1:14:46Speaker 4: got to aid in it twenty eight thirty eight eighteen,
- 1:14:52Speaker 4: anything that's got to aid in it. I am expecting
- 1:14:57Speaker 4: a new beginning, and I'm expecting a new beginning. If
- 1:15:11Speaker 4: you don't have to leave, wait just a moment. I
- 1:15:13Speaker 4: know some of you go into your parfort book. But
- 1:15:17Speaker 4: if you don't have to leave, wait just a moment.
- 1:15:21Speaker 4: If there's anybody in this room that wants to be saved,
- 1:15:34Speaker 4: come and stand right up front over here, Come through
- 1:15:36Speaker 4: the crowd like the woman with is your blood, and
- 1:15:41Speaker 4: say I want to be saved. If there's anybody, do
- 1:15:48Speaker 4: you all mind standing up for just a moment. I
- 1:15:53Speaker 4: didn't pay you to word them high heels.
- 1:16:00Speaker 5: Down.
- 1:16:00Speaker 4: You want to be saved, you stand right there. Somebody else,
- 1:16:15Speaker 4: don't leave it standing by yourself. Come on down. If
- 1:16:18Speaker 4: you're here and your backslider and this message touched you
- 1:16:25Speaker 4: and you want to come back to the Lord, come
- 1:16:28Speaker 4: stand right here, right now. If you're watching online, there's
- 1:16:34Speaker 4: a prayer number on the screen. See the Bible said
- 1:16:39Speaker 4: they overcame by the blood of the Lamb and the
- 1:16:41Speaker 4: word of their testimony. Don't just keep it in your head.
- 1:16:46Speaker 4: You got to bring it out where you say so,
- 1:16:50Speaker 4: Is there anyone else?
- 1:16:51Speaker 5: Come right now?
- 1:16:53Speaker 4: You may be in the balcony. Will wait, or the
- 1:16:57Speaker 4: devil will create any excuse he can to keep you bound.
- 1:17:04Speaker 4: But Satan is a liar. I wait on you, come
- 1:17:08Speaker 4: on down.
- 1:17:12Speaker 5: I wait.
- 1:17:37Speaker 4: I'm getting ready to pray. But I don't want to
- 1:17:40Speaker 4: leave anybody out of this prayer. Anybody that the Holy
- 1:17:44Speaker 4: Spirit is nudged to get down here.
- 1:17:48Speaker 5: I want you to come.
- 1:17:56Speaker 4: M Suppose Thomas had not come on that eighth day,
- 1:18:09Speaker 4: that was his moment that Jesus came just for him,
- 1:18:11Speaker 4: and I believe God gave me this word for somebody.
- 1:18:20Speaker 4: He wanted to give you a chance to change your view.
- 1:18:31Speaker 4: Fat four as she comes, I have no judgment.
- 1:18:52Speaker 5: To pass on you.
- 1:18:55Speaker 4: I know what it is to be discouraged, stand what
- 1:19:00Speaker 4: it is to get tired. I understand what it is
- 1:19:04Speaker 4: to want to quit. I understand that little voice and said,
- 1:19:10Speaker 4: ain't nothing gonna ever happen for me. I understand secret heartbreaks.
- 1:19:23Speaker 4: But you won't leave here like you can. M God
- 1:19:33Speaker 4: is gonna do something so real in your life. There's
- 1:19:38Speaker 4: some of your friends. I don't like you no more
- 1:19:42Speaker 4: because the old you is gonna die. This all to right,
- 1:19:46Speaker 4: that the new you is gonna be resurrected.
- 1:19:51Speaker 5: Right now. I don't care what you've been bound by.
- 1:19:54Speaker 5: I don't care.
- 1:19:55Speaker 4: What you've got all about is greater than anything that
- 1:19:58Speaker 4: had you bound. Still coming, y'all, they're still coming. They're
- 1:20:06Speaker 4: still coming. They're still coming, grown men, I mean coming
- 1:20:20Speaker 4: to this hog. Give me just a few more minutes,
- 1:20:27Speaker 4: Just a few more minutes. I'm still earlier than you
- 1:20:31Speaker 4: know them to get out. I want to give one
- 1:20:36Speaker 4: minute for that soul that hell is holding back. Fifty seconds.
- 1:20:54Speaker 4: I know the devil don't want you to come, but
- 1:20:56Speaker 4: I'm waiting thirty five seconds. Twenty five seconds. That word
- 1:21:08Speaker 4: was for me. Come on down, young man. Twenty five
- 1:21:11Speaker 4: cercond That word was for me. Twenty seconds, and I'm
- 1:21:22Speaker 4: gonna break twenty seconds.
- 1:21:23Speaker 2: Are you sure?
- 1:21:24Speaker 5: Are you sure? Are you sure? Are you sure? Are
- 1:21:29Speaker 5: you sure? Come on down? Fifteen seconds?
- 1:21:31Speaker 6: Come on down.
- 1:21:41Speaker 4: Hold it for just one second. It's beautiful, it's beautiful,
- 1:21:45Speaker 4: but hold it for just one something. I want you
- 1:21:47Speaker 4: to hear this secret. I know you're his before you
- 1:21:56Speaker 4: ever started walking, because the Bible said, and no man
- 1:22:00Speaker 4: can come to the Father save the spirit drawing him.
- 1:22:06Speaker 4: He said, I know them that are mine. He knows you,
- 1:22:12Speaker 4: He wants you to know him. You don't have to
- 1:22:15Speaker 4: worry about rejection because you are accepted in the beloved.
- 1:22:22Speaker 4: Jesus cares about you, or you wouldn't have felt that
- 1:22:26Speaker 4: pull to be here. There are still some people in
- 1:22:30Speaker 4: the crowd that don't feel a pull. They've moved so
- 1:22:33Speaker 4: far away that they don't feel a pull. They've been
- 1:22:38Speaker 4: bound by curses and they don't feel the pull. The
- 1:22:43Speaker 4: very fact that you can feel the poor, the very
- 1:22:45Speaker 4: fact that you got tears running down in your face,
- 1:22:49Speaker 4: the very fact.
- 1:22:49Speaker 5: That you came. I don't care if he was the
- 1:22:51Speaker 5: last person to come.
- 1:22:55Speaker 4: You belong to him. You belong to him. Your life
- 1:23:01Speaker 4: is not your own. And God has a plan for you.
- 1:23:08Speaker 4: And I'm happy this morning because when God gave me
- 1:23:12Speaker 4: this word, I got so happy. I couldn't wait for
- 1:23:15Speaker 4: Sunday to come. I just couldn't wait for Sunday to come.
- 1:23:22Speaker 4: I preached to my wife. I called people up on
- 1:23:27Speaker 4: the phone and started preaching to him. I know my
- 1:23:30Speaker 4: friends were sick of me because I was just preaching.
- 1:23:33Speaker 4: I had to get it out. I had to get
- 1:23:37Speaker 4: it out, the pain of believing you'd still come, the
- 1:23:53Speaker 4: pain of believing I would never try to stop you
- 1:23:59Speaker 4: from coming. To Jesus, you can steal come. I just
- 1:24:07Speaker 4: want you to know that you can't come if he
- 1:24:11Speaker 4: don't draw you. And he doesn't draw everybody. He draws
- 1:24:18Speaker 4: those that are kids. He said, My sheep know my voice,
- 1:24:32Speaker 4: and a stranger they will not follow. You know his voice,
- 1:24:38Speaker 4: and you don't. There's still some people standing back there
- 1:24:43Speaker 4: who don't hear nothing. But you heard him calling it,
- 1:24:48Speaker 4: and you'll come, and said yes, and it's a gift
- 1:24:50Speaker 4: from God to be able to hear him that I
- 1:24:55Speaker 4: didn't do anything so bad that I went deaf. It
- 1:25:02Speaker 4: means he loves me. It means he cares about me, no,
- 1:25:09Speaker 4: no matter what.
- 1:25:13Speaker 5: He wanted you.
- 1:25:42Speaker 4: Now, I'm gonna pray with you, and you're gonna pray
- 1:25:45Speaker 4: with me. But if the truth be told, it's already done.
- 1:26:00Speaker 4: It was done when you made up your mind to
- 1:26:02Speaker 4: start walking. By the time you got down here, the
- 1:26:07Speaker 4: door was open and the Lord was in your room.
- 1:26:10Speaker 4: Right then, because you have heard his voice, Bow your
- 1:26:15Speaker 4: heads with me, Father, Repeat it with me. Father, I
- 1:26:21Speaker 4: repent of my slowfulness, of my sinfulness, of all of
- 1:26:30Speaker 4: my doubts, and all of my brokenness. You went through
- 1:26:36Speaker 4: all of that to get me out. And I'm glad
- 1:26:42Speaker 4: that right here and right now, in front of all
- 1:26:47Speaker 4: of these people, I accept.
- 1:26:50Speaker 5: You as Lord in my life.
- 1:26:55Speaker 4: Do what you want to do, change what you want
- 1:26:58Speaker 4: to change, fix what you want to fix. I'm giving
- 1:27:04Speaker 4: my life to you. I decree and declare that I
- 1:27:09Speaker 4: will never ever be the same again. In Jesus' name. Amen,
- 1:27:18Speaker 4: give him all the praise you can give him. Come on,
- 1:27:25Speaker 4: come on, come on, come on, give him all the brain.
- 1:27:28Speaker 4: We can give him all the praise. Okay, we're getting
- 1:27:42Speaker 4: ready to go home. I know y'all try to be
- 1:27:45Speaker 4: the first one in the parking lot to be stuck.
- 1:27:50Speaker 4: H you be just running out the door.
- 1:27:57Speaker 5: I know it.
- 1:27:58Speaker 4: I understand that. I just know it don't work. Let
- 1:28:03Speaker 4: me do something before I dismiss you, and it's gonna
- 1:28:07Speaker 4: time we've done it. It maybe to get on some
- 1:28:08Speaker 4: of your nerves. If there's somebody still standing there and
- 1:28:19Speaker 4: you're fighting with yourself because you didn't come, you almost
- 1:28:29Speaker 4: think you're cursed. I'm gonna call you again, and I'm
- 1:28:41Speaker 4: gonna lay hands on you myself. I want you to come.
- 1:29:15Speaker 2: How could your side.
- 1:29:27Speaker 5: Correct you?
- 1:29:29Speaker 4: You must be mighty special to God. Oh right, you
- 1:29:33Speaker 4: must be mighty special to God, cause I was gonna
- 1:29:38Speaker 4: give the benedicttionin he shaid, give her one more chance.
- 1:29:44Speaker 4: As I lay my hands on you. How as I
- 1:29:48Speaker 4: lay my hand from you, every chain be broken, every
- 1:29:54Speaker 4: barrier be moved. As I lay my hands on you,
- 1:29:58Speaker 4: I break up a general curse. As I lay my
- 1:30:02Speaker 4: hands on you, I go all the way back into
- 1:30:06Speaker 4: your ancestry, and I command the deliverance right now in
- 1:30:11Speaker 4: the name of Jesus. You will never be the same again.
- 1:30:16Speaker 4: God brought you here this morning. You will not be
- 1:30:20Speaker 4: the same again. In Jesus' name.
- 1:30:24Speaker 9: Now tell God yes, tell him yes, tell him yes,
- 1:30:29Speaker 9: Tell God yes, Tell God yes, tell him yes.
- 1:30:36Speaker 5: That's right.
- 1:30:37Speaker 4: Here come their tongues back about their tongues.
- 1:30:41Speaker 2: He's coming back. It's coming back.
- 1:30:43Speaker 6: It's coming back.
- 1:30:45Speaker 2: It's coming back.
- 1:30:46Speaker 4: He's coming back.
- 1:30:47Speaker 9: It's coming back.
- 1:30:48Speaker 6: Somebody help her, just for a second.
- 1:30:51Speaker 2: Somebody help her. He bore shun the dead.
- 1:30:53Speaker 9: Say God, oh my God, I love you. Somebody help me,
- 1:30:58Speaker 9: pave him. Somebody helped being praising. Somebody help me praising.
- 1:31:06Speaker 9: Somebody help me praising sence your hands is praising you,
- 1:31:11Speaker 9: free woman, you loose woman, you the living woman right
- 1:31:17Speaker 9: now in the name of the Cheesa get his Finnish.
- 1:31:24Speaker 5: Pap your hands and praised him.
- 1:31:25Speaker 4: Everybody everywhere, everybody everywhere, r Church.
- 1:31:37Speaker 5: I guess he gonna let me. Let you go now.
- 1:31:41Speaker 5: Oh that's right. I'm sorry.
- 1:31:43Speaker 4: The people who gave me in the envelopes, passed it
- 1:31:45Speaker 4: all the way down to the left, pass it all
- 1:31:53Speaker 4: the way down to the left. Pmt's service. I pray
- 1:32:01Speaker 4: God give you a special blessing because you were so
- 1:32:06Speaker 4: anxious to give that you would not let me forget
- 1:32:09Speaker 4: to collect that offer. I pray a double portion on
- 1:32:14Speaker 4: your life right now, in the name of Jesus. Is
- 1:32:18Speaker 4: you online that blessing goes to you too, right now,
- 1:32:22Speaker 4: in the name of Jesus, pass it all the way
- 1:32:25Speaker 4: down to the left. P and T served the people
- 1:32:28Speaker 4: of God. How many people glad? You came to church
- 1:32:32Speaker 4: this morning? I said, how many people are glad? I said,
- 1:32:41Speaker 4: how many people are glad? Whoa I feel?
- 1:32:45Speaker 2: I preach your boy?
- 1:32:46Speaker 4: I said, how many people are glad?
- 1:32:51Speaker 2: My God?
- 1:32:52Speaker 4: Everybody in the in the pewse touch somebody. We were
- 1:32:55Speaker 4: getting ready to go home. We're gonna touch. We're gonna
- 1:32:59Speaker 4: leave nobody untouched. If you're standing up here, touch somebody,
- 1:33:02Speaker 4: We're gonna leave nobody untouched. Nobody's gonna come to the
- 1:33:05Speaker 4: party's house and remain untouched. Nobody, nobody. I care more
- 1:33:15Speaker 4: about your souls than I do anything else. I listened
- 1:33:19Speaker 4: to a man lie on the Instagram saying we want
- 1:33:24Speaker 4: your tax returns and all the kind stuff never happened
- 1:33:28Speaker 4: in my life. Our first revival was for homeless people.
- 1:33:38Speaker 4: We went in the prisons. We went in the jails.
- 1:33:42Speaker 4: We got people who were castaways, We got people who
- 1:33:46Speaker 4: were team moms, we got people who were abused. We
- 1:33:51Speaker 4: made a partnership with the House and the Dallas so
- 1:33:54Speaker 4: that abused women could escape. Never did it, but they said,
- 1:33:58Speaker 4: in my life, but we are living in a time
- 1:34:02Speaker 4: where you can hardly tell a lie from the truth.
- 1:34:08Speaker 4: It was, I'm gonna be honest with you. It was
- 1:34:10Speaker 4: hard for me not to say nothing back. That other twin.
- 1:34:14Speaker 6: Jumped down off of my shoulders.
- 1:34:19Speaker 4: That twin told me, you are to just let them
- 1:34:22Speaker 4: have it one good time, just one good time, just
- 1:34:25Speaker 4: one good time. God ain't looking. You ought to just
- 1:34:27Speaker 4: let them have it one good time. In the fifty
- 1:34:32Speaker 4: years I have been preaching, I have never seen or
- 1:34:37Speaker 4: asked anybody for a tax return. I have never counted
- 1:34:42Speaker 4: an offering.
- 1:34:44Speaker 5: Ever.
- 1:34:45Speaker 4: I'd never touch it, never, never. I've had fifteen New
- 1:34:56Speaker 4: York Times bestsellers. I had executive produced over six books.
- 1:35:11Speaker 4: I mean movies. They're playing my stuff now. I made
- 1:35:18Speaker 4: some money, y'all. I didn't give it to him.
- 1:35:23Speaker 5: I made some.
- 1:35:24Speaker 6: Money and then came back home.
- 1:35:26Speaker 4: And taught my people how to make money, how to invest, money.
- 1:35:30Speaker 5: How to save money.
- 1:35:31Speaker 4: That's why I d I came back, got out in
- 1:35:33Speaker 4: the community and fed people and had people wrapped all
- 1:35:36Speaker 4: the way up to thirty feeding people when nobody else
- 1:35:39Speaker 4: would feed 'em. I preach almost three years in this
- 1:35:42Speaker 4: church with nobody in this building. But I stood there
- 1:35:45Speaker 4: and preached the gospel all through Kobea. I preached the gospel,
- 1:35:49Speaker 4: and I started to let him have. I would have
- 1:35:51Speaker 4: wrote a book in that little line. I don't know
- 1:35:54Speaker 4: when they run out of word. I would have wrote
- 1:35:55Speaker 4: a book and still been talking. And then God said
- 1:36:00Speaker 4: to me, what good would it do? People believe what
- 1:36:04Speaker 4: they like to believe. You are my witnesses. You are
- 1:36:17Speaker 4: my witnesses. You are my credentials. You are my living
- 1:36:26Speaker 4: epistles to the authenticity of my linitsy and I don't
- 1:36:32Speaker 4: need nobody else. I got you.
- 1:36:38Speaker 5: I got you now.
- 1:36:42Speaker 4: With everybody touching. You said, where two or three are
- 1:36:45Speaker 4: gathered together in my name, there am I in the
- 1:36:48Speaker 4: midst of them. We are gathered together in your name.
- 1:36:53Speaker 4: You said, if any two or three agree as touching
- 1:36:57Speaker 4: anything on earth to be done, I pray God in
- 1:37:02Speaker 4: the name of Jesus, that not one of these words
- 1:37:05Speaker 4: would fail, but that you would manifest yourself in everyone's
- 1:37:10Speaker 4: life in a different way, in an unexpected way, in
- 1:37:15Speaker 4: a supernatural way. Let many testimonies come out of this
- 1:37:19Speaker 4: word and bless our pastors as a servant and all
- 1:37:25Speaker 4: the way across the country. Bless them right now and
- 1:37:28Speaker 4: bring them back home safely to us. Bless the Jackson
- 1:37:31Speaker 4: family in a very special way, and give them peace
- 1:37:36Speaker 4: and power. In the name of Jesus, Thank you for
- 1:37:40Speaker 4: every gift you gave our generation. Thank you for every
- 1:37:44Speaker 4: voice or cried loud and spare not. Thank you for
- 1:37:47Speaker 4: everyone that names the name of the Lord. And most
- 1:37:50Speaker 4: of all, we thank you for these souls that come
- 1:37:54Speaker 4: to this altar today. Oh my God, thank you for
- 1:37:59Speaker 4: these souls. If all of them could tell what they've
- 1:38:03Speaker 4: been through, we still be shouting. We thank you in
- 1:38:07Speaker 4: Jesus' name. Amen, I love you. Take care.
- 1:38:14Speaker 1: At the Podles House, we are invested in you, not
- 1:38:18Speaker 1: just what you do, but who you're becoming.
- 1:38:21Speaker 3: We believe that in this house we are better together.
- 1:38:24Speaker 3: We need one another to be holy, to hold each
- 1:38:27Speaker 3: other accountable, and to keep growing.
- 1:38:31Speaker 1: As God positions us to serve every soul. We believe
- 1:38:35Speaker 1: that an act of sowing is an act of faith
- 1:38:38Speaker 1: and agreement right where God is spreading.
- 1:38:40Speaker 3: Up and we're honors that we get to partner with
- 1:38:43Speaker 3: you in reaching lives near and far. This is your
- 1:38:48Speaker 3: official invitation to not just be a spectator, but to
- 1:38:52Speaker 3: be a partner, be a member of our family that
- 1:38:55Speaker 3: seeks Kingdom solutions during the challenges of every amen.
- 1:39:01Speaker 1: Your giving, your service, and your love to this house
- 1:39:05Speaker 1: isn't just generosity, it's ministry.
- 1:39:07Speaker 3: If this message spoke to you and you believe what
- 1:39:11Speaker 3: God is doing in this house, we invite you to become.
- 1:39:14Speaker 8: A member today.
- 1:39:15Speaker 3: We want to do life with you and.
- 1:39:18Speaker 1: Share this message with someone you care about, someone who
- 1:39:22Speaker 1: needs it the most. I believe that it could be
- 1:39:24Speaker 1: the catalyst for the breakthrough that they're seeking. No matter
- 1:39:27Speaker 1: where you are, remember God sees you, He loves you,
- 1:39:32Speaker 1: and so do we