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The #Message: God Deserves Better! · The #Message with ToShae Germaine

• ToShae Germaine: Mm mm mm mm mm mm mm mm mm mm mm mm I hope I can see. Y'all know I can't. Let me see if I do it like this. Come on. hold on. Look. Just like that. Cause I be doing stuff, child. When I beat and shouldn't did it. Hold on, y'all. Or let's do it. Okay. Better. Great morning. Great morning. Great morning. Great. People. Welcome to the message. Welcome to the message. I hope you're doing well. I hope you're feeling good. Happy Thursday. Happy Thursday. We in this thing. If you are new to the message, if you're new to the Kingdom Flow community, welcome. We are so happy and so grateful that you are here. And if you is an old T but good T, y'all show the new people them what to do. Welcome back. Welcome to new people, Nim. Come in, like the live, share the live, share the love. Drop something in the chat that you're grateful for. Let's get in the flow of abundance and we in Leviticus 22 on this day. Okay. On this day. man, y'all, it's been a busy day. It has been a busy day, but I'm grateful. Look, I guess I could. Well, I could put it on. I didn't put no message in there. I ain't finna type it. Great morning, y'all. Great morning. Y'all. It was can you know sometimes you got to push yourself a little past what you well a lot sometimes a lot past. You had to push yourself past your comfort level, your comfort zone. Yesterday, do y'all know? Can I just tell y'all? Do y'all know that yesterday I sat down and got so focused in because I had a 20 palette glam dust order to fill. 20 palettes. I'm so happy and so grateful. for that order. So shout out to you. Thank you, honey oney, for your purchase. Y'all, I had a 20-pallet order to fill. And so I was like, at first, I said, you know what? I'ma split this up over X amount of days. But then on yesterday, I realized that I had time on my hands. And the Lord said, Well, why don't you go ahead and get some done? This might be speaking to somebody, honey. I don't know, baby, if you were procrastination in what you're supposed to be getting done, but the Lord has said, go and get it done. Okay, I don't know what that was. So for me yesterday, which I'm not done because I still have the package, label, and all the things. but I tell you what, you can Lord is gonna show you something, He's gonna teach you something in the smallest things. You're gonna use one experience, man. You're gonna and you're gonna have one thing that you gotta do, and it's gonna teach you something. You're gonna get so much wisdom from one experience. I hope that makes sense to somebody. It's like the Lord is gonna be like, Yeah, you thought this was just an order. But when I tell you the Lord taught me some stuff about production, He taught me some stuff, and which has been an ongoing thing anyway. I'm manufacturing, you can think it it becomes so much bigger than the money, right? Cause that's a byproduct. That's that's not even. I'm grateful for that. The Lord knows I am. But man, when I tell you the Lord took one experience and taught me so much in that experience. So this is. Entrepreneurship 101, right? If you start looking at it like man, because remember, some of us we have gone from and I don't we we going somewhere with this. We this is also leading into Leviticus 22, y'all. What we're gonna be talking about today, which is how what you're gonna do when the Lord blesses you with something, right? We're gonna get further into that. Good morning, Kelly. Good morning, Kelly is checking in on the YouTube side of the street and says, I'm so grateful. For the wisdom and the understanding that God has blessed me, me with when reading the word. Indeed, and amen. It ain't nothing like a little understanding. We talked about that on yesterday. Sandy checking in on the YouTube side of the street. Good morning, Sandy. Good morning, honey oney. y'all like the live share, the live share the love. Y'all, I tell you, yesterday it was just like, man. First of all, you realize what you are capable of and what you're not. Sometimes you be you can you can get some stuff done. I couldn't believe y'all, because I told y'all on yesterday I it was 80 palettes. Okay, 80 pans of eyeshadow that I had to press on yesterday. But even in that, man, the Lord did something great and amazing. I'm sure can I show y'all? I'm finna show y'all. I gotta go get it. Sandy says today. I am. I ask. I am grateful for rest and time for reflection. Listen, it's a blessing, ain't it? It is a blessing. Good morning, Pam. Good morning. y'all, can I show y'all something? Hold on, let me show y'all. This the thing, right? This the thing. So y'all know as of right now, Touche Cosmetics has tip has only been just the glam dust and glam glosses, right? Y'all. So yesterday, so first things first, let me just share some stuff about creativity. I don't know about anybody else, but I do most of my creative work in silence. Right. And we're going somewhere. This is leading us into Leviticus 22. Okay. I do most of my creativity stuff in silence. No phone. Like I I still have my watch on, but TV off. There's no noise. There'd be like some if my fan was blowing kind of like it is now. And that be it. But I always understand the importance of why. The Lord needs us to be quiet sometimes. Cause I tell you what, He'll drop something in your spiritual child that it'd be like something you've been trying to figure out, something you've been trying to like, you know, okay, Lord, what's next? Y'all, I had a neck a what's next moment yesterday. And it came in when I was in my creative phase, in the in the glam lab. Okay. I was in the glam lab and I was just like, huh? Well, I wonder what's next, Lord, because I'm having a whole dialogue with the Lord. Good morning, Regina. Good morning, y'all. good morning, Chris Curls. Good morning, honeywone. And so I was sitting here having a whole internal dialogue with the Lord. Y'all. Can I show y'all what the Lord had blessed me with? Now, this ain't available yet, but y'all, y'all finna be the first ones to see it. Of course, y'all can't see. Y'all might or might not be able to see it, y'all. Look what the Lord had did on yesterday. Now, mind you, this is not the package. This is not even, I don't even know if y'all will be able to see it. So when I was in the glam lab yesterday, y'all, I had a moment where I was just like, you know, I really need to create the stuff that I use. And one of the things that I use is highlighters, right? Highlighters and bronzers. I don't use a whole lot of makeup, y'all. I'm I have a few products I be done with my makeup in 20 minutes. Longest part is my eyeshadow, right? Which of course is my own eyeshadow. So I'm making shadow yesterday. can y'all see that color? Y'all probably can't even see it, can it? Man. And then this morning the Lord gave me names from y'all. So one of them, I don't even know how to explain the colors of these, but I was literally out of two or out of both of my, I'm talking about I bet I'm talking about wasn't it? Baby, I had an I had rocked, I rolled it to the wheels, fell off honey. You couldn't even much get. No more out the container, right? And so I was all right. I was like, well, man, I'm already sanitized. I already got everything going. You know what I'm saying? Like I'm already in the glam lab. I say, well, let me just go ahead and try my hand. Sometimes you just got to try your hand. I couldn't, you got to try your hands at something. Good morning, Jared. Good morning. good morning, Melvina. Sometimes you just got to experiment and see what you can do when I tell y'all, I literally. This is literally the colors, and this is actually even better than what I had before. Sometimes the Lord will make it even better that second time around, or when you just put some effort into something, I say, Man, Lord. So I made highlighters, y'all, and bronzers. Now I don't know, I'm wearing this today, and I know y'all can't see it. But I'm saying this to say sometimes you sit in silence and all of a sudden the Lord will just bless you with an idea and it be the next thing that you needed and you ain't even know that you needed it, y'all. Made highlighters and bronzers. I'm so proud of myself. And then the Lord named them today. I know the names for them already. And He I say, You know what, Lord? You be knowing. You be knowing. So sometimes you just got to sit down, block some time off. Okay. block some time off and just do what you do. Okay. Just do what you do. It will you you'd be amazed. So for like four hours yesterday, no nothing. good morning, y'all. Good morning. Thank y'all for liking the live, sharing the live, sharing the love. Good morning, Steven. You'd be amazed at what you can do when you just sit down and just be like, you know what? I'm telling I'm tuning out all distractions. And I'm finna get this done. Anyway, that was my moment on yesterday, y'all. I done created something that not only did I use, come on, the Lord will supply all of your needs, won't he? He'll supply all of them. So that's gonna be added pretty soon. I don't have packaging yet or anything because again, it was just an experiment for me. And baby, it's a not body double. It's a body that man. I'm had y'all wait till y'all read the explanation. But man, God is good. Can we just give God some glory this morning? Because honey, one knee. He you he doing this big one? He's doing his big one. He's doing his big one. So shout out to my entrepreneurs who understand sometimes you got to sit in silence, get in the glam lab, get in your place that activates your creativity, and all of a sudden, that thing, and I think I spoke about this the other day. I don't even well on one of these messages, it was like an answer, right? Sometimes you just got to get somewhere, get still, get silent, and allow the Lord to speak to you. Man, y'all. So I'm excited. I look, y'all have no idea. It's one of them moments where it's just like you don't not y'all don't understand. Y'all said body double. Because one of these, not only do I use it on it's a lot, I'm I'm not that's not what we're here for today. My bad, y'all. I had a moment. because the Lord literally just gave me the names for these as I was sitting here praying and getting ready. And I was just like, that's the name, Lord. So anyway, more to come on that. Go, I can't tell y'all where to go, but anyway, just just know it's coming. YouTube, I can I guess could I type it on the YouTube side of the street? We can't say it on TikTok side. Don't worry, it's coming to the Touche Cosmetics TikTok shop soon. Okay, so then I'll be able to say that. Let's get into Leviticus 22. this is a this this chapter is about stewardship, right? Faith and Flow for Finances. I hope y'all are working on your clarity guide because we're gonna be talking about this as well. A lot of what we're talking about is going to mirror what we're gonna be talking about. Don't forget, if you for Faith and Flow for finances, we'll be meeting on Sunday at 3:30 p.m. Central Standard Time. Leviticus 22. So here the here goes the thing, y'all. I was supposed to be pinning a product. Hold on. Y'all know I be multitasking, honey. I got to get to do multiple things at multiple times. And so I got to make sure I'm doing things on both sides of the streets. Okay, here we go. Once you have it, what you gonna do with it? What you not once you have it. What you gonna do with it. That's where we're starting at with Leviticus 22 on today. Y'all sip y'all favorite adult beverage. I'm only one cup, I only have one cup of coffee. I've been trying to, y'all. I've I've been on two cups of coffee, then a in then one of my little inner my little waters. So I'm trying to cut back on my caffeine and my caffeine intake. I'm trying to do one cup of coffee. Come on, 333. That number keeps coming up for me. One cup of coffee and then my little because I'm trying to. So some of y'all, I don't know, maybe you've been taking too much caffeine in, maybe it's just meat, but anyway, sip your favorite adult beverage. let's get into Leviticus twenty two. On this morning, once God gives it to you, what you're gonna do with it? Okay. Once you have it, now what? What you gonna do with it? handle with care what you are given. This this chapter to me spoke to a lot about being becoming complacent, right? little conviction in the spirituals, okay. Little conviction in the spirituals on this chapter for me. because the Lord says, Okay, you know, sometimes, and I no, don't speak, I'm okay, I'm not gonna skip ahead. Handle with care what you have been given. Just because you have access, don't abuse it or misuse it. Okay. The Lord will bless you with something. And just because He gave it to you, don't mean He can't take it away. Right? Your position doesn't give you permission to mishandle God's presence. Just because you act, it's like don't forget God is God. Now, I'll be what keep it a buckles, right? When I was talking to the Lord this morning, because I did this Bible study this morning. When I was talking to the Lord about this this morning, I say, Lord, I say, I I understand this, but I also had this talk with the Lord, and I don't even know if this is the right place to even start talking about this. I'm so glad that God is my friend. I'm I'm so glad that Jesus is is is our friend, right? more to come on that. Thank y'all. Move forward and we'll come back to that. Not that not it's not that you aren't a priest in okay. So there was a time when You know, there are certain reasons, even the priests had to be held accountable. So their access was limited. Let's say there was something going on with them. And we speak into Leviticus, right? There was something going on with them where they didn't have the same level of access. For them, it was like they were unclean. And so they had to spend some time away that they weren't able to act in that role, right? So, but it did it never means that you're not still with God. You just may not be prepared to handle what God is giving you. We finna talk a lot about preparation. Good morning, Monica. Good morning, honeywante. We finna talk a lot about preparation. There's a difference between identity and readiness. You got to understand sometimes you ain't ready for something. And I think that be the biggest thing. That's one of the things that, excuse me, y'all, we have to recognize sometimes. Sometimes you ain't ready. Sometimes the Lord needs to get you ready before you receive it. Good morning, Kiki. Good morning, Miss Succulent. We be wanting the Lord to bless us with something. You want to be a millionaire, but you can't handle a hundred there, right? If you ain't ready for it, don't ask God for it because He like what hi and and the way the Lord showed me this is because I was talking to him about faith and flow for finances, right? And I was just like, cause this week, and y'all don't know this, but they know this, we're being intentionally slow. About what we're doing. Why? Because the Lord say, I need you to be prepared for what comes next. I need you to have some understanding. Are you and I need to prepare you for what's getting ready to come in, right? Sometimes you're not ready, and we don't want to admit that we're not ready, but God be knowing, okay? He be knowing. Sometimes God isn't revoking the calling, but he may require you to prepare before you step back into the assignment. Hello. I said this to Seth, to self. I say, man, Lord, now this part, I say that was where that I was like, yeah, I wasn't ready for the Lord to give me back my nursing license, right? He's still preparing me right now to step back into nursing next month. But there was a nine year span in which he had to make me ready, revoked. Because for those of you who don't know this part of the story, whole license was revoked. Okay, whole thing, revocation. And it took nine years for the Lord to get me ready to give it to for to for me to receive it back. Do you understand that sometimes the Lord takes the preparation takes longer? And it's not because of God, it's because there are things in you that He has to get ready before He gives it back. I hope that makes sense to somebody. Sometimes the Lord has to prepare you before He sends you into The assignment, and we be mad. But imagine being the Israelites out there for 40 years, and then the first group still didn't get it. It wasn't until the next generation that they actually got it. Imagine Moses being out there 40 years in the wilderness, and then all of a sudden, now you got to go another 40, and he still didn't get in. Man, I hope that makes sense. That 40 years prepared them for one assignment, and then them other 40 years he spent preparing others for the assignment. I hope that makes sense. A temporary restriction doesn't mean permanent rejection. Now we know that sometimes rejection is protection. Sometimes the Lord be like, no, I thought about this this morning. Sometimes we be wanting something so bad, but you it may be that the Lord is keeping something from you to protect you. Something you think you want is not really good for you. And we don't want to hear that. We want the Lord to get, no, Lord, give me what I want. And then you get it and you be like, Man, I really didn't want this. Man, then you have to start looking back and saying, but you prayed for it though. You you you pushed past what the Lord said and did it anyway. You know, you won Lord in style, He put seven to four obstacles in your way, and you still push past every one of those obstacles. Good morning, Marianne. Good morning, Mindy. Everyone on because you wanted what you wanted, and so then you get it, and you just like, man, this is the this I what I do this for you. Cause you did it, right? Cause the Lord will tell you, no, stop, don't do that. Uh-uh, it's not good now. And you be like, But I want, I want, I want, I want, I want. And so you go do it any damn way. And now you sitting there looking cray cray, cause you just like, Man, I ain't no. Yes, you did, because the Lord be done told you you you you don't really want that. Then he'd be like, Okay. All right. You know, like, okay. Okay, so I hope that makes sense. Sometimes you won't you keep on thinking you want something until you get it, right? Consecration set apart, of course, meaning meaning set apart, removed from sometimes requires waiting. And we don't be liking to wait, but sometimes that way will save you too. Sometimes the Lord will put you somewhere because how you know He ain't orchestrating something so it can be even better before you step into it. Thank you, Lord, for making me wait. Can you say that? Good morning, bullheaded. Thank you, Lord, for making me wait. Because sometimes, baby, by the time you get to that thing you were waiting for, it's even better. Thank you, Lord, for making me wait. How you know the Lord ain't protecting you from something? He beat and protected you for man. Look, this why instead of, and then you start looking at okay, Lord, what are you are you preparing me in the weight? Or are you preparing to make it better for me in the wait? I hope that makes sense to somebody. Sometimes that weight is you sitting there. And you being able to, as an example, yes, I'm going back into nursing, I'm going back to work. Thank God for God. But guess what? He did in the mean and in between time. He gave me a 20 pallet order. You you I'll wait, Lord. I'll wait. Sometimes you got to look at the blessing that happens in the wait. Cause even in the wait, there are blessings. People don't sometimes if we be so mad and so focused on, man, I got to wait. Why why I can't do it now? You know what? Excuse me, I'm spitting. Don't worry about it. I sit right here and wait on the Lord. It's cool. You say rest. Okay, rest. Can I tell somebody this as well? Somebody need to take a minute, sit down, and realize how much you got going on. What y'all mean? Maybe you don't even much realize yet how much the Lord has already increased you. What'd you say? I said you may not. Realize that the Lord had already increased your capacity. Do you realize for some of y'all that you already carry in more than what you thought? If you just you ain't got to put it in the chat, thank y'all for the follows. Thank y'all for sharing the live. You already, the Lord had already increased you. Did you realize it? When you start looking at, you know, at one point in your life, the Lord maybe only had you doing one thing. But if you look at your life right now, how much are you stewarding? Some of you, this could be children, but shout out to all the little honey onnies. That just went back to school. School just started, at least down here. School just started. So maybe you already stewarded in your your mama ship, your daddy ship. maybe you already stewarded in your job. You may have a business on the side, or you may have a side hustle, you may be doing something, you may be building or like I said, building a business, you may be going to school, you may have set do you really? You realize we got like seven to fold assignments. I said, Lord, I swent to thinking about all the stuff that I'm doing currently. And I say, so shout out to y'all who wearing multiple hats. And you steady, and then and guess what? And you probably that person, and you ain't got to admit if you don't want to. You that person that's still praying for more. Increase me, Lord. Increase me. I say, I had a moment with the Lord say, hello. Wait a minute. Dad I hold on. I'm praying for more. And he say, you asked for it. You finna get it. Cause in the day, because I'm just telling you, be mindful. Cause you just might get what you pray for. You just might get it. I say, I already got a lot. this is a lot. And then guess what? Now the Lord finna give you something else. Now He ain't gonna give you more than you can bear. But be mindful because you just might get what you pray for. Okay. but there's responsibility attached to what you are being entrusted with. So make sure that you're stewarding well, right? Make sure you're stewarding well. we are a royal priesthood, 1 Peter 2 and 9. So, yes, you too, you have what has God given you? and you need to understand that what God has given you needs to be handled with care. Okay, steward it well, because if you can do good with this, you can do good with what's coming next. be that his way, his word, influence some of you, yes, influential people, resources, yes, that means financial increase. People, assignments, relationships, platforms, like yeah. You over here building something, so yeah, the Lord finna give you something else. He's getting ready to add to this. Is add an addition, okay? So thank you, Lord, for increasing us, making us ready to hold it, giving us the capacity to steward it well. How are you handling what belongs to God? this is important. This is what this whole chapter is about. He shifted from how the priests are supposed to act to how they are supposed to handle. what they're responsible for. Holy doesn't mean common. Everybody ain't invited and everybody ain't appropriate. This is where discernment is going to come in. Good morning, Jamila. This is where the where we we've been talking about discernment for this last week for this week, right? Everybody ain't invited. You we talk about this all the time where it's just like baby everybody can't sit at this table because where was you when the legs was on the what it wasn't even no I'm talking about wasn't no legs. It wasn't none. It was just a piece of wood. It might not have been, it might have just been a tray. I mean, where where you was when I was trying to, baby, when we was super gluing. Y'all think it's a y'all think it's a joke, right? And it's really not. I had who was riding? Somebody was riding with me the other day. And I, y'all, let me just hit, because first of all, ain't no shame in my game. Baby, me and Lil Honey One out there, her name touche. me and Touche, my God, who is this? This I this wasn't even part of the message, but look at God. Can I tell some, maybe some maybe it's just me speaking on my car, right? Thank God for my car. If you got a car, you should be saying thank you, Lord, because it's folks walking. Let me say this about my honey 10 out there. Me and her, we done been through some things. If you see her, she ride all the rims with her. Do she ride good? Do listen, baby done been through some things, right? If I look and her name touche. The Lord Gigi Touche, she coming. I'll be she be outside. I ain't pick her up yet. But touche out the door, right? You see my vehicle. She a little, she she got a little wear and tear on her. Man, ain't this like life? She got a little wear and tear on her. She got some miles on her. Okay. She she got some miles. She done been she done been a little bit of everywhere. She a little bruised up. She got some bumps and some scratches and some scrapes. She got a little piece of her that's taped up. You got some gorilla gorilla tape on it. But guess what? She made it though. Can you drop that in the chat? I made it though. I don't know. And this is my first the first time. Like I didn't even heard she didn't even used to be called touche. She was something else. But in this season, the Lord told me to name her touche. And today the Lord's saying, I don't know, but maybe your car is pristine. And that's cool. But touche that's out there, touche that's sitting here. She got she got some bumps. Had little scratches. She got some scars. She done been through some things. man, my car. A reflection. Because somebody said something about that time, my girl. Yo, when your your your mirror taped up. Is but do you understand that that same man? Look at how God will hold you together. I ain't even understand that this wasn't even coming today. But listen, she got some tape on her. But that tape. Baby, that tape been on there since 2023. Do you understand? That's God, that's God, the glue. I'm what I'm talking about. That tape been holding on, baby, keeping it where it needed to be. Through the sheeted that tape then been through the rain, the hail, the sleet, the cold, the sun. Baby, that tape then been down through there. But guess what? God held it together. That's how the Lord be doing, man. He'll just give you a random example of some stuff and be like, man. Held it together. I hope that makes sense. God will hold you together like that. He'll make something stay stuck long before, long after you think it's supposed to be then expired. Man, I hope that makes sense to somebody, right? That was a good it was. It's a good example. You might have been through some things, you might got a couple, a couple bumps, bruises, scar tissue. You may be, baby, but we still here, okay? We still here. is this appropriate for what God has designated? Okay, this space season and resources or assignment for. I don't know what the Lord was talking about. Look what y'all said, look, same total seven of 17 since 2019. I missed part of that. Thank you for sharing the live, Raymond. I appreciate you, honey one. Holy doesn't mean calm and everybody invited, everything ain't appropriate. Okay. So this is also understanding, but do we understand that the Lord is also in an upgrade season? Period. Good morning, beauty. Good morning. The Lord is also in an upgrade season. Even when I'm driving touche, babe, I'm in GG touche. That's the upgrade. What you better start seeing yourself. The Lord gave me an assignment this morning and he said, I want you to just start living every day that you're living. I want you to start living like you're already living in what you want me to provide. Ain't have a deer. deer encounters, the deer. Child, I ain't had a deer encounter, but you know, I just heard something the other day, deers are messengers. Anyway, that's so funny that that came up today. I know deers are messengers. Anyway, it was on a show that I was watching. Anyway, I'm back. look, I lost my train of thought just that quick. It ain't about good or bad. Moving on, because look, I lost it. It ain't about good or bad. Common versus consecrated. Does it belong here? Cause everything does it. that's weird talking about the table. My bad. I'm back. Listen. Everybody ain't finna sit at this table. Upgrade season. Do you understand that the Lord is upgrading us in a multitude of ways? Everybody ain't finna sit at this table now. And there's some folks that's gonna be mad because they thought they had a seat. Uh-uh, no. You ain't got no seat now. You ain't got no seat. Okay, yeah, I'm sorry, but everybody can't sit at this table because see, it's some folks that you would sit at your table that baby think they supposed to have all the food. They don't want to share. They they think that what you're doing is for them and not for God or not for you, that they supposed to get the biggest portion how. This ain't your table. And I mean that respectfully. So for some of you, the Lord is going to show you that everybody doesn't have a seat at this table. this is why he's tea. We're also talking about discernment. Thank y'all. Also speaking to discernment because you got to know that everybody can't go with you into this next season. Why? They're not ready. Because they may be going in for their own intentions and not God's intentions. And so the Lord wants us to be surrounded by people who are building something on their own, right? They have their own reasons. For maybe, maybe y'all are gonna learn together, but it's a very reciprocal relationship. I hope that makes sense. And not somebody who's just gleaning and getting and getting and getting from you. No, we gotta be doing something for each other. We have to be doing something for each other, right? look, Monica just said, I just said this. People want all the return with no investment. No, baby, you got to it got to be we got to start looking at this ROI. Okay, we got to look at this ROI. I hope look, cause if because I and that's another thing, y'all, that the Lord will teach you. You can't just keep pouring and pouring and pouring and giving and giving and giving. And it's like everybody. That's why I understand this. I d man, look. Do man and I hope this doesn't sound contradictory because I'm not trying to contradict myself, but it's almost like, okay, let me use school as an example. Sometimes you got to pay for stuff. You got to pay for knowledge. Now I'm not saying go and and pay for something and then get nothing, but I am saying that sometimes you got to put yourself in a position to learn. So that may mean going to school. And payment may not necessarily be financial, maybe. It's you being it me you going and spending your time to learn something, invest in yourself, teach yourself, something like that. Does that make sense? So it's not always financial, but sometimes it's a payment required. And if you're not willing, man, if we talk, we mentioned this on yesterday. If you it's like sometimes you got to be you got to be willing, you got to want something. If you don't want it, how do you expect God to keep to bless you with more? You it's like you want man if you don't care how I'm gonna care. If how can I care about you more than you care about you? How can I care about your finances more than you care about your finances, your purpose, your assignment? I can't care more about you than you care about you. I hope that makes sense. So that's where thank y'all, where the Lord mentioned on yesterday, it's just like, hey, sometimes you got that's why you got to put boundaries up and tell people no, right? Because if you don't care, you want me to care what about what you don't care about. No, because if you don't care about what you got going on, and that also speaks to those of you, it's like that's why everybody can't sit at your table. Thank you. Because if you see how they care about themselves or lack thereof. They're showing you how they're gonna care about your stuff. It's like the if you use another example. If you I did the best I could with G with Touche when I was out there living in her, it ain't easy living in a car, okay? But I did the best I could. So how you treat your vehicle, how you treat your house, your apartment, you make, but you praying for a house. How you may you want a bigger blessing. But how this is getting your house in order, right? How you doing, what you doing with what God has already given you is stewardship. I hope that makes sense. Don't give God what costs you nothing. Honor God with your offering. God isn't the last to be honored, but the first. God, that's why He named this today. God don't want your leftovers. He wants the best of your time. I'm this is why I'm so grateful that He's blessed me to do this message in the morning. Because this is when I have, I mean, I got my best energy. I ain't whoa out. Everything else I have to do comes after this. God first. Drop that in the chat. God first. Your first fruits, honor God first. Why? Because He just blessed you. Give God your best, not your leftovers. And that's speaking to where it was like talking about something with no blemishes. No, it's like, well, this one is, this one is this. Let's give that to God. No, God first. Okay, God first. I will not sacrifice to the Lord my God. This is 2 Samuel 24, 24. I will not sacrifice to the Lord my God burnt offerings that cost me nothing. Man, look, you got the want it. And when you want something, when you really want God to do something for you, you're gonna do what God has asked you and required you to do, y'all. Like you're gonna be like, you know what? I'm gonna give God the best of my time, the first of my time. When I wake up in the morning. God first. Let me get in my word. Let me pray. Let me have my conversations with God. Let me give God my first, my first and my best, not my leftovers, right? Offerings aren't just money, tea, time, energy, attention, right? obedience, work, gifts, service. Am I giving God my best or whatever remains after I've given everything else my best? Why would we give our best to anything but God first. I'm meant it. Your family, your job, whatever it is, why would you honor them first when God is the one that blessed you with it? The blessings come from the source. So honor the source of the blessings first and then distribute the blessings. I hope that makes sense. Jesus, of course, am I giving God my first or whatever remains? I said that Jesus was ultimately the sacrifice without defect. under Leviticus, the people had to bring acceptable sacrifices, and under the gospel, God provided the accept acceptable sacrifice himself. Pause. Had a whole nother conversation with the Lord at this point. We be thinking that it's it's one of those moments where you realize that you this is why you don't have to strive for something. Because God is going to provide it himself. It's the ram in the bush, right? Jehovah Jirah. That's where the where the Lord took me when I was reading this. God Himself will provide the lamb. This was Isaac. It's one of them moments where it's why the Lord will tell you, like, hey, I didn't ask you to try to do to do everything on your own. I said go do this and then I'm gonna do the rest, right? so I hope that makes sense for somebody. It's like it and it's it It led also to where the Lord was talking about the angels in the wilderness. The angels were already pres present when Jesus was there going through his his trials, his temptation with Satan. They were already there. The Lord just had them kind of standing on the sidelines waiting. Right? He had them, he had them waiting. Jesus refused to tempt or t or to test God by commanding the angels. He had the ability to do so because we Also have that ability, right? When you start praying, the angels start moving. We but sometimes the Lord will say, Hey, don't intervene because they need to make they need to do their part as well. If imagine if your angels was always doing everything, then what would you do? If you always had everything done for you, then why would you need faith? If you were never responsible for something, why would you need God? That's where the enemy tries to get make us in instead of keeping us in a state of dependence on God, he tries to influence us to think that we don't need God. We can do it on our own. Go on ahead and try. Cause we done did it, right? We done did that multiple times where we try to do it ourselves and then we end up coming back because it's just like, I can't do this by myself. Correct. But to remember that again, we're also speaking to temptations and things that will happen as you're moving into this new season, new territory, new land. The kingdom says God will provide. Okay. He himself will provide. In this instance, it was speaking to the Lamb, but we know we're speaking of Jesus, right? But how many times has God provided something once you stop trying to figure out how to get it yourself? I hope that makes sense. God determined how he was approached. I'm so grateful. I said that. this is thank y'all. I'm so grateful for the relationship I have with God because baby, this Leviticus, Leviticus had me. Okay, let me say this. I don't know about anybody else. Listen to cause he don't never fail. And we do. We make a mess and God come right in. Now you got the walk, you got to clean, you got to clean it up, but he might give you the tools to clean it up. I told the Lord this last night. Man, it's a blessing that the Lord always gives us a way back. We talked about this a few chapters ago, where it's just like you don't maybe you don't even realize it, but the Lord always gives you a way back. It may not be the same way you came, sometimes it is. But he always gives us a way back. That was the last thing I said to the Lord last night before I went to sleep. I say, thank you for giving me a way back, right? Well, let me say this. I told the Lord this morning. I say, Lord, thank God that this is where we at right now with the Lord and not in Leviticus now. Cause why? Y'all, I don't know if I'd have been able to do it. I be reading Leviticus and even further along in the Bible. I'm reading Leviticus, y'all, and I kid you not. I say, Lord, thank you for being my friend today. I don't know what kind of relationship other people have with God. But I told the Lord this morning, thank you for being my friend. Thank you for being a friend. Anyway, I'm back. Shut up, golden girls. Listen. Because y'all, when I'm reading this, I say, Lord. Know if I'd have been able to do this. Leviticus this morning, I told the Lord this. I say, Man, Leviticus made me feel like the relationship of God was so heavy. Like it was almost depressed, depressing, like a burden. Cause it was so like, y'all, and maybe that's just the way that I received it. I just was like, Lord, I'm thank God that you're my friend. Thank because it it just feels like reading this. I say Lord, that just feels so heavy. It it feels like like it it just it just feels heavy. I don't know how else burdensome. There's a word I wrote down, like the relationship just feels heavy. And I say, Lord, I thank thank you that I ain't got that. That the that the Lord is my thank you for being my friend, thank you for being my father, thank you that you gave us Jesus. Because babe, I don't know if I would have made it in Leviticus them time. I say, and then I ask the Lord, I say, Was it this bad? Is it still? And I guess depending on how you look at it, it still is. Like there are people who genuinely. Never experienced the love of God. The love of the love of the Lord as a friend, a confidant. Like I just can't even imagine it. I can't imagine being so scared of God that I am even scared to go to him. Like, I don't know. I ain't never, I guess I get I ain't never really thought about that. Like I ain't never just been so terrified. And I don't think that's ever what God intended. I don't know, I don't think he ever intended for this real the relationship with him to feel like a burden. And I'm so grateful that when he called me and when I met him, that that's not the relationship that we have. Does that make sense? Anyway, maybe it was just me. I was just like, man, Lord, I that I don't think I'd have been able to do it. Like, yeah, it is carries weight now. You know, but man, can you imagine six hundred and thirteen laws, right? That's how many they got. We ain't even get them all, but that's just what we know as of right now was only six hundred and thirteen. Can you imagine trying to live by that? Man by cause who? I ain't gonna be able to do it. Uh-uh. Sincerity matters, but it doesn't replace obedience. meaning well isn't the same. As I did what God instructed, y'all know sometimes we be messing up, we don't be doing what God and told us to do. I know it ain't just me because, honey, it's been plenty of times the Lord be Don't do that, and I'll be like, I'ma do it anyway, and do, and then end up looking crazy anyway. It be like that, but then you got to come back and remember and be like, My bad, Lord. Okay, that's repentance. the Lord said, Keep my commands, don't profane my name. I will be acknowledged as holy among Israel. And I am the Lord who made you holy and brought you out of e Egypt. Don't forget where you came from. When you get where you're going, or as you're becoming who you are. I've told this story before. people think Touchea Germain is not my real name. No, my real name is Shea Germain. Like that's my God given credentials at birth, right? But the when and this is maybe this ain't everybody. Some of y'all might be getting ready. It's an identity shift, but it's a name change as well. When the Lord called me into his service, he changed my name from Latoya Shea Germain. To Touche Germain. Why? He kept the TL from Latoya so that I never forget who I was as I'm becoming who I am. Hence Touche Germain. That's my middle name, right? For some of you, it's something like that where the Lord's gonna say, Hey, I'm not gonna let you don't forget Egypt. Egypt ain't in you anymore. Latoya, Egypt. Don't Egypt ain't in you anymore. You ain't in Egypt, it ain't in you, but don't forget it because you learned some valuable stuff about Egypt. Does that make sense? Don't forget people be like, you you keep associating with your old identity. No, I don't, not at all, actually. Well, sometimes because she's still in there. Because sometimes she she she in there. But you're so disassociated with that old part of you that it's just like, man, why? Because it was a lot of trauma. I talked to the Lord. I said that yesterday on yesterday's message. It's a lot of trauma, a lot of things that you dealt with in your old life, BC before Christ, right? It's a lot of things that you but the but you learn some valuable lessons. So it's not that you're associating or you're still identifying with that old identity because that's what the Lord removes as He's taking you into your the the into Canaan, right? Right now, it but kingdom first. Okay. I hope that makes sense. He took you out of Egypt. He took Egypt out of you. And now he's sending you into a new land, new environment. He delivers us first, right? He delivered Israel first. Then he teaches us how to live with him. He did after how to live as a delivered people. Stewardship comes after deliverance. We pray to receive it, but what are you going to do with it once he gives it to you? Okay. Because some of y'all are getting ready to get what you prayed for. It's just that simple. You're getting ready to get the blessing. And the Lord's like, okay, but how are you gonna steward it? Are you gonna steward it well? I need to know what you're gonna do with it. So, yes, you're gonna go through those little stewardship tests, if you will, to make sure you're ready for it. Blessing introduces stewardship. So, the bigger, the more you wanna be blessed, the better stewards you gotta be. Access introduces responsibility. Yeah, this comes with weight. Okay, the more you want, the more responsible you have to be. Calling, you have to be more accountable because the calling on your life is big. Okay. It's a big calling. Provision introduces management. Can you manage what God has already given you? He's gonna He's watching to see how you're managing it, right? Thank y'all. The other part of this is for some of you, something else you're gonna learn is that you don't have to completely deprive yourself. Thank y'all. The Lord told me this the other day. You can be a good steward. Don't ever let anybody think that. You're just supposed to completely deprive yourself. Y'all, my glasses will not stay on. They probably cock like they crock cock like a pistol. I don't even care. They won't stay on. So I got look, I need to when I go to Walmart. Did I tell y'all I'm finna walk four my my my my goal today is to walk four miles. I'm gonna walk to the Wally World so I can get some lash glue. Don't be judging me anyway. I need some lash glue and the Lord said exercise, and so I'm walking. I'm gonna walk to the wide world for my exercise today. When the Lord, what the Lord gives you, it doesn't mean you have to completely deprive yourself. Now I want to be very clear. That does not mean go and spend every dollar that the Lord blesses you with. But something the Lord showed me, and this is something that's happening for me on next week, actually. And that's the way He showed it to me. Just because The Lord's teaching you stewardship, but part of your blessing, and this is something I'm again, I'm still learning. You do not have to completely deprive yourself of everything. That's not enjoying life. In the kingdom, you know how to steward, right? You know how to steward because the Lord has taught you that. Stewardship doesn't mean that you just sit in there and be like, no, I. I can't I can't do that because I can't spend no money on myself. That's foolish. It don't even make sense to be like that. Yeah, you maybe you should take yourself out to dinner. Maybe you should get that massage. It's not like message, it's not like you're doing this every single day with every dollar. The Lord had to teach me that. You may not, let's say you may not be able to take the trip that, like maybe you ain't able to stay. Three days, but you can go do have an experience or have an encounter, do something to make you understand, like, cause the the Lord never said you got to just sit there and not enjoy the life that He has blessed you with. Does that did I say that right? You got that the Lord wants you to enjoy. And there are people who will tell you, don't spend a dime. You if you in a spit, but that makes you miserable. Do you want d does that make sense? That's not living. That's not enjoying. That's why we've been, that's why we're doing kingdom travels. Cause I was just like, Lord, I've been in the house. I ain't been anywhere. I've been consecrated. I said, I'm I love to travel. I want to be outside. He say, Well, go. He say, Go, go. There was never anything keeping you in other than you. Man, I hope that makes sense because you think that if you go and do something nice for yourself one time, that, that makes me a bad steward. How? When your bills paid and your rents paid and your car notes paid and you you all your responsibilities are taken care of and you didn't even save money and maybe you invested some and maybe you were a blessing to other people. Do you think that the Lord only blesses you so that you can bless other people? Why would he bless you and not expect you and not consider you as part of the one who deserves to be blessed? I hope that speaks to being worthy. You deserve blessings too. And so the Lord, again, things that you and I don't even know where this mindset came from, where it's like you could be that person that's constantly giving, but you deserve to message. I hope that makes sense. something you once prayed for desperately can eventually become something you complain about. Pause, let's talk about it. Mm. If you got a job. A mortgage if you paying rent. You got a car, you got a phone, you got internet, you you got a bed, you got let me let me say this now, and this were the lot the the convictionals, let me say something. It's very easy to start complaining about the thing you was begging for. What you say? I said It's very easy. To start complaining. You remember when you I don't even I wish I would I let me tell you what you listen at me. There's a difference. Do I want an upgrade from where I'm at? I do. But you won't never catch me being ungrateful about this place. No s no ma'am, no sir. No ma'am, no sir. Good morning, morning, star. Cause why? Do you remember me begging? When I was out there giving these messages from the car, Lord, please, I Lord, I just want to pay rent. This is where you start paying your bills a little differently. I don't know who needs this message. You start paying your deal. Thank you, Lord. I'd be happy to pay rent. I y'all have no y'all think I'm lying, and I'm not lying because I can remember sleeping in the back seat of that car out there, touche. Uh-huh. And I was begging the Lord, Lord, please let me pay rent. I pray. I promise I'm a pay it on time. Lord, I promise I ain't gonna I'm but that job you got right now, I'm guilty of this. You complaining, but you remember when you beg the Lord to give it to you? Lord, please just give me something, Lord. I please, Lord, I need this. Please. It's very easy to start complaining because why? It's become familiar. It's become common. Now that you have it, instead of being grateful, we be complaining about it. I hope that makes sense to somebody. You get used to it, it becomes familiar. Now it's more wrong than right. You can find everything wrong with it, but baby, even if it could be some stuff wrong with it. I man, thank you, Lord. I'm still I'm I'm I'm more grateful than I than I am upset about it, honey. You listen because you begged sometimes you beg the Lord for something, then He gives you what you need, and then after you didn't had it for a while, you want to go to complaining about it. Be mindful, say it again, Bambino. I y'all drop it in the chat. I will not complain because, baby, as quick as the Lord gave it, He can take it away. And I honey, the I people my car. She done been through some things. I will not complain because guess what? I spent a month without my vehicle. Two about two months, baby. Yeah it was no. She might be a little rough around the edges. But baby, listen, good morning, Amber. you tell I ended up backsliding because I fast and prayed for a long time, and I ended up letting others tell me things, and now I have to start over. Listen, I will. I can't speak on that if that's what you what the Lord has called you to do. But let me just tell you, baby, I will not complain. So be mindful. Do an assessment of your life. What are you complaining about, right? That was once a blessing. What what now because you want something better, or you want an upgrade, or because you've become so familiar with it, is now a burden. More than a blessing, and you find yourself complaining about it. This is why the Lord says, Don't forget Egypt. Because you probably was praying for it when you was in a different mindset, different energy. You might have been in a different position, whatever it is. You was you were begging for that blessing then. Now you got it, and you just like, I can't stand this. Relationship, husband, wife, people change, right? People are supposed to change, they evolve, they grow anyway. Something you once handle carefully can become something you handle casually. something you once considered a privilege can become something you treat like an obligation. I say thank you, Lord, every day that He still allows me to get up here. I don't have any complaints. People be like, What do you mean you get up at three, babe? I got work to do. I get up happy every morning that the Lord still blesses me and gives me wisdom to come up here and give a message every day. Mm-mm. It's some you know it's some folks can't get up out the bed, right? This is the way the Lord has been checking me about making sure I'm exercising. Why I just told y'all, like, nah, I got to get out there and walk. I got to, I got to go do my work. Because it's some folks, if you've ever been to any man, it's why listen now be be grateful for the things that you can do because it's somebody who cannot, it's somebody who's begging. For the same thing that you complaining about. And you don't even realize it's a blessing. Man. Calling and readiness aren't identical. You can still belong to God while needing preparation before handling a particular assignment. You got to be sometimes you got to be like, nah, I ain't ready, Lord. And you got to be honest with self, like, mm mm, I ain't ready. And then I told the Lord that this morning. I say, Thank you, Lord. It was in my gratitude that I wrote, Thank you, Lord, for making me ready. Preparing me before you provide it. Preparation before provision. No, Lord, don't give it to me because I've learned there have been things that the Lord gave me and I wasn't ready for it. So I fumbled it. And just like Amber said over here, like, look, now I got to start over. Man, because I wasn't ready for it. I didn't understand about the management of it. I didn't let God be in charge of it. So thank you, Lord, for preparation before provision. I hope that makes sense. Access should increase reverence, not decrease it. Everything good and God. So this is us distinguishing between common and consecrated, not discernment, like that's it. No, this is saying, like, hey, you may not value you know, I can look in other people's life. I hear other people complaining, and I'll be like, Man, you complaining, and I'm sitting here praying for the thing you act like ain't nothing. It like I I'm what? Like you don't see value in that, man. Look. So this is where you it's, but it's also understanding what if the Lord shows you something like that, is where he's like, hey, be mindful, because that could be because then you find yourself complaining about, and that's man, that's speaking to who you surround yourself with. Surround yourself with grateful people. You get around a whole bunch of complaining people, be mindful of that rubbing off on you. These are things, again, y'all, the Lord. Is preparing us for before he sends you into the new territory, the new land, into the promised land. For those of you, we said we're saying it again: deliverance from Egypt, you and you then receive the kingdom after deliverance. Does that make sense? Egypt, Kingdom, Canaan. That is the way the Lord has shown it to me. You don't have to agree with that, and that's cool. But before the Lord sends you into the promised land. He gives you the kingdom first. That way, when you go into the promised land, you have you're taking the kingdom with you. Hope that makes sense, right? So kingdom is I won't complain. Is everything perfect? No, but man, it's good enough. It's good enough. God first, not last. Jesus, of course, being our ultimate sacrifice, deliverance comes before responsibility and steward, what you're giving God's way. Receiving the blessing and carrying the blessing are two different things. And then I said, Lord, teach me how to handle what you trusted me with, right? what has God already entrusted to you that you have become familiar too familiar with, and now it's more of a burden than a blessing? Is there anything sacred you've entrusted to me that I'm currently treating as common? What would honoring God with your best look like today? And the win is becoming someone God can trust with what he gives you because God cares about both the vessel and what the vessel carries. Okay. Let's get into the kingdom clarity for today. Y'all like the life share, life, share, love. I tell you, I, you know, when you start reading this and looking at this a different way, you start to understand, like, man, especially if you over here, you're carrying something. It is something that the Lord is doing in and with and through you. And you may not see all of it now. But man, what the Lord is getting ready to do in your life, what He has given you to carry, you may not see the significance of it right now, but babe, babe. It's something, okay? let's do it. Let's get to it. Here we go, y'all. Let's see what we got. Trials and tribulations are just training for what? The promise. Trials and tribulations are just training for the promise. So this is the training ground, y'all. What the Lord tells us that He trains us. Before he sends us out. look at the rainbow. Then we have a man, I've been seeing rainbows. Then we have rainbows that came up the other day. rainbows may be a sign for you. Trials and tribulations are just training for the promise. So whatever you're going through, even the trials, is just training. Okay. And those two are temporary. What else, Lord? Man, y'all, you cannot make this up. Did we already have a let me let me look? Transformation coming up. Yet again, I'm pretty sure either we had this card or we had did we have this card this week, y'all? Like, how y'all gonna know, right? I'm asking y'all. I believe we've been talking because we still talking, we're still talking about the same thing. I know. Message people be wanting to hear something different. The Lord ain't got when He ain't got nothing different to say, He don't say nothing different. He's letting you know the process that you're going through. It's a transformation that has to happen within self, within life. when he ain't got nothing different to say, then the cards will start repeating themselves. There go the rainbow right there. Let me see. I don't know what that's about. Some of y'all, there may be something that the Lord, man, the Lord finna be showing you something and you may not even realize it's like it's almost like the Lord putting you in something or doing something and you don't even much know how you got there. Did I say that right? It's like the Lord, I'm look, I don't know why I'm still looking for this transformation card. endings and beginnings. I think that was on the car we had. It's almost like the Lord finna put you in something and you're gonna look up and be like, How did I even get in here? Like how what you you ain't gonna even know. You're not even gonna know. But you it's because the Lord has put you somewhere. He put you in something where he decided, there it is, right there. It was the snake. Look at the difference in the snake. it's the snake and the butterfly. Hold on, let me put these up. The shedding of the skin, the shedding of the old identity. we did have a transformation card already this week. Matter of fact, it was in the same place. it was in the same position, right? But we had the snake that came out first. But this time, we're not talking about the snakes that may be around you. This is talking about endings and beginnings again, life and death, ascension symptoms and rebirth. So, this is what we're going through, y'all. The trials and tribulations and all is our apartment look, all the T's. Come on to T. The tread is a part of your transformation process. Okay. so for many of you, this is the look at the butterfly. We had butterflies last week, I believe. Here we go. The time is now. Protection, supernatural strength, and courage. 2 Thessalonians 3 and 3. But the Lord is faithful and he will strengthen you and protect you from the evil one. The number 233. I think that was the first thing I wrote. Man, and I know why I wrote it. Yesterday, for the kingdom card of the day, we ended up getting a strength strength card from the affirmation From the affirmation deck. And the first thing that I wrote this morning is thank you, Lord, for strength. That's the first word in my journal this morning. So for whatever it is that the Lord is sending you to, a part of your transformation is an understanding that the Lord is going to give you the strength to handle it. He's never going to give you more than you're able to carry. Okay. He's never, he's and it's also it's like you knowing where your strength comes from as well. So let's see what else. It's almost like being strong enough. Thank y'all. It's like being strong enough to carry this weight and this responsibility that the Lord's putting on your what? Your shoulders. People may be right in their own eyes, but the Lord examines their heart. Proverbs 21, 2. God sees the true motives of the heart. The Lord was talking to me about this the other, when was that? This morning. He was it's like having the sincerity, right? God know when you really want to do something and when you really don't. And sometimes it's an acknowledgement of you saying, like, no, Lord, this really isn't what I want to do anymore. This isn't how I want to do this. Some of you, it's a letting go. It's like the Lord is gonna, again, before He can bless something, He wants to make sure, are you all in? Drop it in the chat. I'm all in. Because why would you want the Lord to bless something that you're ready to give up on? Good morning, Amy. Good morning. Why would you want the Lord to bless it and you don't even much like it? Why would you want the Lord to give it to you? It was it was this morning, huh? Why would you want the Lord to give you something and you already know that you ain't happy with it? Does that make sense? The Lord told me it was this morning. I was making my coffee and the Lord ended up dropping some in my spirituals. And I say, yeah, Lord, because if I already ain't happy, it's like a job, right? If you at a job that you hate, why are you asking the Lord to bless that job? Why wouldn't the blessing or the the the ask the prayer be Lord open another door to something that's going to make me happy that I'm actually going to want to do? Like you gotta start looking at the things in your life that way. If you ain't happy with where you're at, don't ask God to bless. It's like I don't want that kind of sound bad. It's like why you want the Lord to bless her it's like, Lord, you Bless this relationship, but you miserable. Like, and you can't, and this is I don't know who this is for, but it's like you you praying that the Lord will change a person, but that person is who they are. So why are you praying for the Lord to change that person instead of Lord change me into the person who's not gonna tolerate what this is? Because you can't make a person change. That's something they have to want for themselves. And if they don't want it, then why? And so you're just so you just willing to stay miserable because why? Like well, how is that benefiting you? And some of us, that's how we get trapped in these never ending cycles or we stay in these seasons because we keep praying for somebody else to change instead of praying that the Lord change us to where we're no longer settled for it. Why do it's like It's almost like wanting not wanting to be punished, because for who? But many of us stay in relationships, we stay in things past the expiration date. Thank y'all. You stay in stuff past the expiration date and you know you ain't happy, then change it. And if you don't know how to change it, that's where you pray and say, Lord, make me ready to receive something else. Mm. I just feel like I'm crazy for that baby child. We've, I mean, we've all I at least I have. I done stayed in stuff well past the time I was supposed to, but not no more. Okay, here we go. Two cars came out. We're gonna take both of them. come on, ancestors. this car came up on my phone the other day, Mark 10 and 15. Truly, I tell you, anyone who will not receive the kingdom of God like a little child will never enter it. I just said this the other day. We just talked about this scripture. What was I don't even know what we were talking about, y'all. It's like because you got the how you how she's gonna receive the kingdom, because you don't even know everything about the kingdom. You have to be taught. The wise have wealth and luxury, but fools spend whatever they get. Didn't we just talk about that? Man looks at him telling you right now. this is talk speaking to ancestral wealth. First of all, Proverbs 21 and 20. Wise people manage resources carefully. Okay, so we're gonna come back to that. We just got done talking about that. We'll leave them down there. Let's see what it let's see what the trials and tribulations is about, Lord. trials and tribulations are just training. I don't know what you're going through, but let's see what the Lord got to say about it. Here we go. The South node, this is past life, past, past life patterns. This is previous karmic cycles, gifts, talents, skills, and abilities. You've mastered your comfort zone. Now, mind y'all, this is challenges you've previously overcome. This is coming up in the past position as well. So this transformation is once again showing a graduation season, right? Which I mean, because it's almost like for somebody, the Lord done said this is this is gonna be a confirmation message for somebody. You have successful. Maybe you feel, thank y'all. Maybe you feel like you're getting, you're gonna keep experiencing the same thing over and over and over. It's almost like waiting for the shoe to drop. You're waiting for you know the challenge to come to the difficulty to come because you have it's man, because you've conditioned yourself to think that things can't be this good. Life's good in the kingdom. Can we drop that in the chat? It doesn't mean that you're not gonna go through experiences, it doesn't mean that you're not gonna have things to deal with, but you ain't gonna go through that anymore. For someone, it's like the Lord is trying to tell you to stop expecting what you expected. Before because it's almost like calling that in because you've been so you've trained and conditioned yourself to expect the worst. And if you expect the worst, then you're going to keep getting the worst. You don't have to believe in subconscious programming if you don't want to. But if you keep on waiting for something bad to happen and be in expectation that something bad is going to happen, then you're going to keep receiving something bad to happen. Because that's just and I I don't know how else to explain that. If you keep expecting the it's like this, it can't it can't just stay this good. Like there's no way there's there's gotta be something bad to happen, then baby, that's what you're gonna receive. And the Lord is saying, Hey, you it's almost and he's using money because it's a simple ex it's a simple thing to use. If you keep expecting your money to be funny, then your money gonna stay funny. And that maybe that's why the Lord gave me the assignment to just like no. Every day you should be living the way you want your life to look. People think that's crazy until your life begins to come on, Lord, until your life begins to reflect the life you want and not the life you're living. For money, it's an understanding that what you're living right now is a remnant of what you prayed for could have been many moons ago. So this is where the Lord starts to teach us to create the life that we want, deserve, and desire in the kingdom. Does that make sense? You start living in that end. You start seeing yourself as that, which means if you then are, if you said, okay, now I'm in the kingdom, then how would you live every day of your life if you live the way your life, the way you want to see your life? How would you live? What What would you do? What would you experience? What would your life be like if like if you just said, as crazy as it may sound to other people, where you talk about delusional message, what would your life look like if you said, God, this is the life that I truly want, deserve, and desire? And the Lord said, You're right. You do deserve that life. How would you live? You wouldn't be in expectation that all the time something is going to go bad, something's going to go wrong. You wouldn't even, you wouldn't be living like that. You wouldn't be thinking that, man, life is my if you my trials are just never ending. No, you wouldn't live like that. You would live with a more positive mindset. For some of you, this is like the Lord trying to give you this reminder and say, hey, the old thing, the old is done. See, I am doing a new thing. Do you not perceive it? Does that make? I hope that made sense to somebody. It's like, don't always be expecting something bad to happen. Cause then I'm telling you, don't always be expecting the worst because then you'll stay here. Ten of Wands is coming in next. It's like this is, and then I did I say something about wearing many hats as well. Look at this person. This person on here, thank y'all. Told y'all some of y'all got to give your credit, give yourself credit and give yourself some grace. Cause you don't even realize. how much you're actually managing. But even this season will come to an end. There are some things you're going to have to deal with regardless. There's some see there's some things that are going to be in every season. You, if you're an adult, you're going to have to, you got bills, you have responsibilities. But this, but, but if you're a mother, even you're going to always be a mama, but at some point, baby, them little children, they gone on. Some of you may be into getting ready. And it let me just tell you something. You ain't gonna know what to do with yourself. When you done been raising children your whole life, and then all of a sudden you ain't got the little children to raise, you ain't gonna know what to do with yourself. It's gonna give you an opportunity to start moving. It's like you're gonna be like, I don't even know what to do because you've been so used to being the mama, the the let's go to practice, let's go to this football and soccer and ballet or whatever your children do. Some of you are getting ready. It's like you almost to that stage where this is why the Lord may be saying, Hey, start just looking at some stuff that you might like to do. Because some at one point, man, at one point, these same responsibilities that you're carrying are going to be part of your past season. The Lord gave me that example this morning. Man, God is good. He gave me that example this morning because. I I know at least for Bible clarity, I have one assignment that's five, at least five years. At least. But then I have a couple of assignments that are about three years. But at the same time, some of you, the Lord may be giving you a long-term assignment, but it's going to incorporate or help you to improve in your short-term assignments. Did I say that right? And and the way he showed it to me this morning is There's some things that you're carrying in this season, but again, it's temporary. And soon enough, it's going to be part of a previous season. But then there's one long term assignment. You could use business. It's like this show, right? Me coming up here doing this. Even if you ain't with me for the next five years, six years, I'm still gonna be here. Why? Because I'm all in, because this is something that I know. That I want to do. I know this is my assignment. I hope this is making sense to somebody. There may be one assignment that lasts longer than the other ones. But the way that you're going to use that long term assignment is going to be beneficial for the short term. You're going to find that it is helping you to grow in every area of your life. Does that make sense? I hope that made sense to somebody. so yeah. You this this is why we understand that seasons will change, responsibilities will change, things some things will continue on and some things won't, but your all of it is going to be beneficial. But it's some things that you got to keep taking with you. Okay. You're gonna keep taking it with you because it's going to benefit you for your whole life. I hope that makes sense. Transformation. ten of wands, and it's some stuff you're gonna have to decide to let go of. Why? Because it's not yours to carry with the ten of wands, okay. That's too many cards. We own that's what we own today. I'm just 'cause if y y'all could have told me that. Cause it's three. Psychic reader coming in. This is gain, told y'all gaining confirmation and clarity, having natural psychic powers, consciously seeking answers. Okay, your gifts will make room for you. Your gifts will make room for you. What else? We have Psalm 31:3 through 5. Since you are my rock and my fortress, for the sake of your name, lead and guide me, keep me free free from the trap that is set for me. For you are my refuge into your hands. I commit my spirit. Deliver me, Lord, my faithful God. And then we have self-love that's coming in with these three integration of different parts of oneself. See, that's why the Lord had told that story, y'all. I just told y'all that for some of you. This is also speaking to your trials and your tribulations in Egypt. I just told y'all about this identity shift, and this is coming up before the transformation, right? dirt, good morning, dirty red. Yeah. It's a work in progress, but we'll have to come back to that. Listen, good morning, y'all. Good morning. Good morning, Sunshine. So, this is also an integration of self. Remember, we just talked about these trials and tribulations, these things we learned in the past. these things, it's like, okay, the Lord's getting ready to give you something new to steward, right? Check it out. So you are taking all of these processes, all of these trials and tribulations, they become a part of your who you are. But that doesn't mean that it is your identity. Does that make sense? You integrate the lessons. you learn from them. You learn from the experiences and you grow and you mature from them. But it's not who you are. I hope that makes sense to somebody. So for some of you, the Lord is going to be showing you, like, yeah, you went through some hard times. You had to do some hard things. And this again, didn't I say it's like a confirmation message for somebody? Did I say that out loud? This was going to be like a confirmation. I don't even remember what all the Lord was talking about. that you think y'all, that you're not gonna keep it's like stop waiting on the shoe to drop, stop waiting on the bad to happen. And then the Lord said, gaining confirmation and clarity. Told y'all the Lord is saying, He's like, Listen, you keep thinking that it's gonna be the same, and you're actually creating that same that you don't want. So stop creating it, okay. Stop creating the same thing over and over. Because even though it's not gonna be perfect, and even though there are going to be some things that may challenge you, get it drop, man. Listen, didn't God already get you through it? Man, look, if you sitting here right now, can you just drop some hands in the chat if God done got you through something? And you ain't much knowing how the Lord was gonna get you through it. But here we are, still didn't got through some stuff when we thought we couldn't get through some stuff. It's gonna be the same thing the next challenge comes up. If God got you through that, what make you think he won't get you through the next thing? And for some of you, thank y'all. I just heard I had heard nervous system regulation. You get so good with God that when stuff cars start coming up, you already know that God and God. You I can't explain this to people. Therefore, for some of you, people are gonna be looking at you like, how you so calm? Like if that happened to me, like I would be spazzing out. message because baby i done been through worse than this you got to know that that ain't nothing the on on my meter i'm finna say it on on my on my meter this some bullshit that ain't this ain't nothing honey you you ain't got no understanding lord the baby what that that's I ain't worried about that because understand there are many of us Then been through some man, I'm talking this back here. Then right here, the trials and the tribulations, and them thing. it if for me personally, right? Just look at your life. For me personally, if it ain't homelessness, that ain't nothing, baby. I you don't even understand what I done been through. There are people gonna be looking at you crazy, like, how can you possibly be doing all of this? Like, how can How can you carry all of that? Because, baby, compared to where I just came from, this ain't nothing to do. This ain't nothing. Mm-mm. That ain't in baby. That So that ain't nothing transformation, right? Next. Life purpose, message, consistency, goals, and aspirations, promising. This is Psalm 145 and 9. The Lord is good to all. He has compassion on all. He has made goals. I think we talked about this, or the even the, or maybe the Lord was talking to me about it. For some of you, what are you trying to accomplish in this season? What you're trying to do with self? Where do you see yourself going? Okay. And and it's some, it's understanding as part of your transformation, right? You start setting new goals for yourself. And maybe it seems it's like it's unreachable. And then all of a sudden, The Lord give you a step in the direction of the goal that you're trying to accomplish. You don't have to believe me if you don't want to. But I'm telling somebody, people be like, how people be manifesting stuff? Because I I say I want it. I heard Cat Williams, shout out Cat Williams. I heard something where Cat Williams say, All I got to do is look at it and I want it and it's mine. Period. And he ain't talking about crazy stuff. Like he'd be like, All I got to do is want it. And it's mine. That really be the way the Lord works, especially when you're in covenant with the Lord. People think it can't be that easy. Yes, it can. That don't mean you ain't got to get out there and do work. That don't mean you don't have to do something to achieve the goal. But you be like, yeah, I want that. Lord, how I get there? I need it. That I need that. It may seem like it's far off, but that's where I'm going. How I get there, Lord. And you sit and you wait on the step, and then sure enough. That step is gonna come and it's gonna show up and you gonna be like, Huh. Sometimes that step just shows up when you just sitting. I just told y'all on yesterday, I'm sitting here filling the order, and all of a sudden I got bronzer and highlighter. Cause I'm like, huh, I didn't, but guess what? It ain't even a step that you hadn't told God about. It's almost like what He's getting ready to do is give you the next natural step in your transformation. Man, I hope that makes sense to somebody. You'd be saying and it and it's not, it's already in alignment with what. You're doing who you're becoming. Does that make sense? I hope I said that right. What else? Look now. I'ma pull it just because I looked down and I heard pull it. You still got to do the work. Transformation comes with work, responsibility. But as for you, be strong and courageous, for your work will be rewarded. Do the work. Okay. People don't want to hear that part, baby. You ain't finna just be out here getting something for nothing. You got to do the work. We still got to keep showing up doing. If you want to accomplish this goal, if you want to be financially free, if you want to let me just tell somebody, honey one knee, being a bit being an entrepreneur, I think is the hardest job I'd never had. Because what? First of all, you got to keep you accountable. You you got to keep you accountable. Ain't nobody when you on a job, when you on somebody clock. Shout out to my business owners. Cause when you own somebody else's clock, they're telling you what to do. You know what you're responsible for. These are your duties. And if you don't do this, then it's gonna be a problem. You know what time you got to be to work, go to lunch, clock out, clock in. You know everything to do. But over here, when you this why everybody ain't supposed to have a business. Cause when you cause you ain't got no you God is your accountability partner, huh? God, God be like, get up at three foot, huh? D you God creates your discipline. He you you and it's you. You got to be you have to be strong enough to get up and do the work. So no, everybody ain't built for business. And that's just a true story. You can be, but it's it's crazy how because I'ma say what I'ma say. It's crazy how you can shout out to the people. Didn't the Lord say something about procrastination already? This message. Shout out to the people who the Lord didn't bless you with the wisdom to create wealth and you ain't did nothing. what you waiting on? That's that procrastination spirituals. What you doing? Why? If you can be disciplined enough to get to work on time, then then that's step one. I don't because that's that's that further lets you know you can when somebody tell you you got to be to work at a certain time, you be there on time. Mm. Start creating you just like having discipline in your life. Having discipline, right? but you got to show up and do the work. Okay. Jamila said, I heard this guy say recently, someone asked me where I'm gonna get the money for what I wanted. And I said, wherever, wherever it's at now. Period. Period. I don't know. I ain't got to worry about the money. God, that's up to John. That's that's God. Like, huh? I don't I don't know. I don't know where this look should have said I'm sorry, not Jamie La Morningstar, my bad. I was like, where where is coming from? God? How God. I ain't got to worry about where the money coming from. God pays for what God orders. That's God's part, not my message. Now we know we in alignment. This is what I'll be talking about. This is why I love the Lord. Matthew 16:33. But seek ye first the kingdom of God and all these things shall be added. Baby, I don't worry about where the provision comes from. The provision comes from the Lord. I just what that I need, that help. Daddy, hello. Alignment. That's how, man, who this, y'all know this is my scripture of scriptures. Okay. When the when the Lord show up, y'all, I'm gonna get this tattoo. I'm gonna I'm gonna get this tattooed. I promise I'm gonna get it. Y'all just wait for it. I'm getting this. This is my next tattoo. I'm getting it. And I know is I'm gonna I'm gonna put it and I'm put it where everybody can see it too. Sometimes I'm gonna just flash y'all and be like, anyway, I'm back. Look, how you know you in alignment. Back in the gap when I used to do personal coaching and stuff, right? People be like, How you know you in alignment? Because everything you need for whatever you're doing just shows up. What you mean, just show up? Just shows up. You yeah, I don't know, child. I'd be like, Well, Lord, if this the step that I'm supposed to take, you're gonna have to pay for it. But let me just tell you: alignment comes with surrender, it comes with obedience. You ain't just out here, it's like the Lord don't just be out here fight financing everything. Okay. But what what you message, what you supposed to do, the Lord gonna finance that. You ain't even much got to work. You money gonna show up and you be like, well damn, where this come from? Because and that's how you know that's God. Because it just show up. Morningstar just said it. Where the money gonna come from? That's not my concern. I know God told me to do it. And when you and when it's in your in alignment with it, it's just gonna show up. Okay. We receive it, Lord. And the other the Lord and I talked about the seeking the kingdom the other day. Because every day when I'm doing Bible study, my whole and I I encourage somebody else to do this as well. I encourage all of y'all to do this. When you read in the Bible, find the kingdom in it. I don't care if you in New Testament or Old Testament, find the kingdom. Because that's seeking and what and and because I'm the Lord has instructed me to read the Bible that way, you see, man, you see the kingdom in everything. That's why I come up here and give kingdom clarity because we're operating under kingdom principles, because that's what Jesus' message was, right? Repent for the kingdom of heaven has arrived, is near, at hand, whatever version you want to use. You start to see the kingdom in everything. And baby, you start to experience the kingdom in everything. Every time you read the word, ask yourself, what is the kingdom? Help show me the kingdom in this, Lord. And he's gonna start revealing stuff to you. And you're gonna be like, MG. You're gonna see the kingdom in the Old Testament. You're gonna see Jesus in the Old Testament. You're gonna see him in the New Testament. You're gonna see it in everything. Tell. Then you're gonna start living different because you're gonna be like, that's why we can read Leviticus through and it's eyes to see, ears to hear, and a heart to receive and understand. A heart to receive and understand because then you start seeing the kingdom in everything. Man, look, you ain't got to believe me if you don't want to, just telling you some stuff that'll help change your life. Okay, that's all I can do is say, Hey, you gonna ask God about it. You ain't got to believe me if you don't want to. I'm just trying to help you get there, okay. Psalm 6 and 9, the Lord has heard my cry for mercy. The Lord accepts my prayer. So for some of us, thank you, Lord, because I'm saying us on that. Thank you, Lord, for listening. Thank you. Can we just drop that in the chat? Thank you, Lord, for listening. Because sometimes you be thinking the Lord ain't listening to you. And the Lord heard first of all, He already know what you need before you even open your mouth. But second of all, sometimes you simply got to open your mouth and then say thank you, Lord, because it's already done. People think that it, I don't know if people don't think that that works for real. And sometimes your prayer ain't nothing but thank you. Because remember, y'all, we ain't always going to, and or maybe it's just for me. Part of the transformation, thank y'all. And then we finna move to the next card. Part of your transformation is your prayer stops being about Lord, give me, gimme, gimme, gimme, gimme. Your prayer becomes thank you, thank you, thank you, thank you. You stop praying, you stop. Praying you start praying for things because the things start getting added and you need much pray from alignment, right? You stop praying, you stop praying for money. You don't even ask for money no more. And then money just starts finding you, and money finds you in ways that you just be like, Man, where did this even come from? You ain't chasing it because you ain't got to chase the bag. We don't chase the bag. Stop saying that. Yeah, the more you chase money, the more it's gonna run from you. And that is a true story.com. We don't chase the we don't chase the bag. The bag chases us. Your prayer stops, Lord. It stops being you with your hand out and you with your hands up. Man, that was bars. You ain't got your hands out. Cause you know, at one point you constantly, Lord, gimme, gimme, gimme. And then you then you just be like, Thank you, Lord. I ain't got nothing else. It's a difference in your posture. It's a difference in your posture. So that's part of what happens in your transformation is you stop going with your handout and you start going with your heart open. Just thank you, Lord, for what you've already given me. Remember, we just got done talking about in Leviticus 22 that we become so familiar, and you you stop going to God to get blessed. Bless me, bless me, bless me. Give me man. Look, I'm telling you, the Lord be done changed your whole life, like lifestyle, mind. All of that, you just be like, Man, thank you, Lord. Thank you. I'm telling you, it changes your life. It is it's the I think that's one of the biggest transformations. Is I just be man, I stopped it. It's gratitude. That's why gratitude is a cheat code. Because when you just be like, Man, Lord, thank you. Thank you, thank you for this, thank you for that, thank you, Lord, thank you, thank you for health, thank you for healing, thank you, just Lord, just thank you. Because just thank you, and then it'd be like. They they got it. That's worship. Your gratitude is worship because you're not you're not constantly begging for the Lord to give you something. You're just grateful for what you already got. Man, listen, all day I'll just be like, thank you, Lord. Thank you. Keep it real with yourself no matter what. Preach authenticity. Okay. honesty, tell the truth, damn shame the devil. so for some of you, let me just say your authentic because the Lord say he don't need the fake you to show up, show up as the real you every day. Allow people, and this is for somebody else as well, like allow people to see who you really are. Like you ain't got to pretend because you can't pretend with God. We talked about this on yesterday or the other day. You got to be the same person, no matter where you're in public and in private. You same person, same me. Every every day. You gonna get the you now. Let me just say this. When you first meet me, I probably don't have a lot to say. I'm talking about my what you call it. RB RBF. I ain't trying to say the whole cuss of word on today. RBF, you might not get a whole lot, but baby, when you but when you get because see, I used to be that who is this for? I used to be that person. I used to give you everything and be the great, uh-uh. That's discernment. Let me let me let me read the energy real quick. Let me see you before I before you see me. Does that make sense? Everybody, man, everybody don't deserve that. And I hope that makes sense to somebody. So you might see me somewhere, and will you get this touch? Probably not. But once you you about threefold interactions in, I'm be like, okay, but I I had I got to see who you are first. Does that make sense? I hope that makes sense to somebody. Like. That may be a lesson that the Lord is trying to teach you in discernment. You don't have to give somebody everything all at one time. They because you got to see who they are first. Do they deserve that? I hope that makes sense. Okay. that's something the Lord may be in He mean him trying to teach you. Like, and I was bad about this, man. I used to give people the full experience, the full two, not the full touche experience, the full experience. Baby, and they hadn't even purchased a ticket yet. Anyway, third house, immediate environment, communication. this is Gemini energy, transportation, perception, early education. So for some of you, you got to listen to what people say. Okay. Listen to them. Let people show. Because for some of you, what's also happening right now is the Lord is helping you to see who people are for real. You're it's discerning. Okay. Watch how people talk, watch the things that they say. Some of you, you're getting ready to pick on. Pick up on somebody who's not keeping it a buckles with you in some way, shape, form, or fashion. Good morning, Brenda. Good morning. it's almost like you're gonna, you're gonna, you're gonna be reading between the lines, reading between the words, and you're gonna know somebody's gonna be, it's almost like somebody finna be out of alignment. Remember, we just talked about everybody ain't invited, everybody ain't gonna be able to sit at the table because you're gonna pick up on something, you're gonna be like, mm-mm. You ain't you ain't even on the up and up for real for real. And that's not the type of person that you want around. Mind you, let me say this. I'm finna say what I'ma say. Now, the Lord said this in Leviticus 22 on today. Sometimes people say will say that they're doing something with good intentions, but that ain't what God said. Let me go back to the journal so I can tell so I can tell y'all where He said it exactly. This is in Leviticus 22. We can we're guilty of this. Let me see. I meant well, isn't always the same as I did what God instructed. So there's people in them, including us. You can admit it if you're guilty. You do something with good intentions, but you know it ain't right. Or you didn't mean for it to be harmful. You, you, you didn't, it's almost like, this is speaking to somebody lying about who they are. Let me say it. You may be, thank y'all, you may be lying about something, and you like. But I don't have bad intentions. Yeah, but it's a lie. Well, I didn't mean anything by it. Yeah, but it's wrong. You pretending, and God is just like, it's gonna come back and bite you. It's almost like, thank y'all. It's almost like pretending because and trying to, man, and trying to make it seem like there was really a reason that you had to do it. But you didn't. Because for some of you, for some of y'all, if this is you, then this is about you. But if it's this could be about someone else, it's like somebody lying and being inauthentic. And because of the fact that they chose the lie rather than the truth, they're actually gonna miss out. It's like missing out on a good relationship, missing out on a good person, missing out on a good friendship because you continue to lie instead of just being honest. Does that make sense? It's like, yeah, for some of y'all, it's gonna be something like that. And someone's gonna, it's it's it's like it's up to you whether or not you Forgive them, but understanding that you're gonna deal differently with somebody because Now you aren't gonna feel like you can trust them. But that's the consequence, right? Losing out on a good person or losing out on a good thing simply because you weren't a person of integrity. If it's you, then you may be missing out on something. Why? Because you weren't being for real. You you may be the if it's you, it's consequences. If it's somebody else, it's like them missing out on you because they chose to keep the lie, and you could have potentially been the best thing that ever happened to them. There's some folks come on, some folks from your past that literally are thinking that right now, like, man, I can't believe I messed this up. Told you. Three of swords and 55. Now the number five, I'm gonna pick it up because I saw it and the Lord kept saying the number somebody, this is gonna be a major change for somebody. somebody heart finna be somebody heart, they feel some type of way. Now I'm finna move past this because again, this is just confirming confirmation of what we just got done talking about. The three of swords is a card of heartbreak, disappointment. It is a card of heartache, it is a card of loss. Yeah, you missed out. brace yourself for change, new possibilities, exploring new opportunities, drastic changes. This is a transformation as well. Okay. this is inevitable. You are on a collision course with your destiny. But it's almost, I don't know, it's like going from 55 to 555. It's almost like releasing one thing, but then the butt the blessings multiplying as a result of it. But this is also happening. There's a there's a change, and it's something that may be unexpected for some of you because 55 being the number of change anyway. Five being the number of the hierophit. This is like after after heartbreak, after disappointment, after pain, get ready for something new. Okay. I hope that makes sense to somebody. something that's more in alignment with you as well. Protection, supernatural strength, courage, be ready. We have a queen of pentacles that's coming in next. This is, of course, pre-empress energy. This is nurturing self-care. This is abundance as well. So this is part of for like part of what's coming in as well. We talked about this already, where it's just like don't think that but when because the Lord is blessing you, that you aren't supposed to nurture yourself, take care of yourself, love yourself, pour into yourself. For some of you, that's part of what's gonna happen. Man, let me say I gotta talk about forgiveness right now because for some of you, you're gonna have to forgive. Something that was done to you, and you may never ever ever be able to talk about this, right? Message there may be something, not Noah's Ark, Noah's Ark, man. Come on out the ark. That was my baby. Y'all ended up just texting me, and she literally says something about Noah's Ark. So listen, we just talked about this. The Lord bless you with finances or resources, like you deserve to pour into self too. For some of you, that's why the Lord will keep you in a season of self so that you can learn to love yourself before you go pouring your s all of yourself back into someone else. Because many of us have been guilty of that. We give everything we got to somebody. and they don't necessarily deserve that. So for some of you, the drastic change that's gonna happen is where the Lord is gonna allow you. To love on you. He's going to love on you. You're going to love on you so that you know that how you're supposed to be treated. and this is also with your own, with your money as well. This is not saying go spend every dime you got. We already talked about this, but it is saying that you deserve to do something for yourself as well. So the Lord is going to, it's like you you're safe to do this, you're safe to receive. This Empress energy is also talking about. look, I was trying not to get distracted, but because I was trying to say what I needed to say. But hold on, since I I saw that and let me just move past it. y'all, I don't have any moderators on TikTok right now, but anyway, because baby, who has I thank y'all for the moderators. I appreciate y'all. the Lord is faith. So this is again, y'all, understanding that one of our one of the ways that the enemy Will try to defeat us by is by making us feel it's almost like hoarding your money or storing up your money and just feeling like the Lord doesn't want you to experience the kingdom. You got to experience the kingdom. kingdom love, kingdom abundance, and this is also you pouring into self. Okay, so I hope that makes sense to somebody. What else, Lord? People may be right in their own eyes, but the Lord examines their heart. For some of you, financial blessings that are coming in as well. It's like the Lord is gonna take He's gonna see which before the blessing comes in. What are you going to do with the money when you receive it? What are you gonna do with the upgrades? Like, do you already have a heart to give? Be generous? Anything like that? Some of you, you don't even think y'all, the blessing is coming because even when you ain't got it to do, and I I didn't sat up here and I didn't said it, and I'm guilty of it. sometimes you ain't even much got it to do and you'll still do for someone else. And we talked about, you know, that can be enabling behavior. But don't think that, The Lord won't still see that as you know, you being generous. I hope that makes sense. It's like we have to learn to set boundaries, we have to learn to not to let other people walk out their experiences and their consequences. But this is also saying, like the Lord's like, But I know your heart, I know where your heart was at when you did it. I hope that makes sense. the righteousness of God, two times, Archangel Zadkeel. angel of benevolence and mercy. Thank you, Lord. So again, the Lord knows your heart. We're claritying the Proverbs 21, 21, 2 card, positive energy, positive mindset, transforming negative thoughts into faith. So, see, y'all. Can I just say that the Lord just duplicated this message when we're talking about alignment on this card? And this is from the Clarity is Real deck. This is from just the message Oracle Oracle Deck Volume 1. Matthew 6 and 33 is on both of these cards. So for some of you, that scripture may be important. Y'all know it literally on this little sticky note, it says, seek first his kingdom and his righteousness. so many of us, the thing we got to make sure that we're doing is continuing to stay in the right relationship with God, right? The right relationship with the Lord, keeping your heart in the right place. Like Lord, that's something we should be praying anyway, honey. Because you're gonna use the Lord will send you, he'll he'll send you some places and you have to child, let me pray for him. Because you be ready to cuss them out. So just making sure that we're staying in alignment with God's heart, his will, his plan. doing the best that we can, bars, okay. God sees the heart, the true motives of the heart. This is integrity, truth. We already talked about this on one of these cars down here on this authenticity. Like, do things with the right motives, right? Do the work that you're doing with the right motives as well. I hope that makes sense. What else, Lord? Whatever work you're doing. Do it for the right reasons, and that's gonna get you a lot further than doing stuff just just because or doing it for money. Because let me just say that as well. And we talked about this already. Everything ain't about monetizing, everything ain't about profit. Some things the Lord will make He'll give you and He'll bless you to do, and it ain't got nothing to do with money. Okay, man, that is so crazy, y'all. Didn't I just say my baby just says something about Noah's Ark? And here go my honey one and this might have this one who just texted me. Hey, Chunk. She's not on the live, y'all. She was texting me about something else. So Noah's Ark, y'all. Somebody might need to go read about Noah's Ark. this is temperance card that she's on. this is spiritual knowledge, spirit guides, higher learning, patience message. so the Lord, for some of you, there may be this is a card of alchemy as well. It's almost like some of y'all, somebody finna transform something. This is a card. This is the ancestors as well. Just saying that for me, this is an ancestral card for me. magic balance for some of you, it's like, and look, don't come over here with no religiosity and your spirituals because we're not on that, right? But for many of you, it's like the Lord is getting ready to give you some wisdom. And again, I'm this ain't everybody's message, but this is speaking to generational wealth. Sagittarius season may be important for some of you as well. There may be something that you're going to plant now that you're going to see fruit in Sagittarius season. So that's like November ish, end of November, into December. That may be a time where a seed that you planted is going to be beneficial for you. This is also speaking to a papa in the spirituals. My papa didn't showed up three times today. I'm just telling somebody if you want, if you want to know who you're working with or who's working with you in order to accomplish this next goal, thank you for divine protection as well. The Lord is gonna be showing you like new angels that are coming in to assist you in new ways. You don't have to believe me if you don't want to, but every angel ain't for everything. You see this in the Bible. Gabriel is the messenger, Michael is the protector and the fighter. Uriel is creativity and the fire of God, different angels, different assignments. Just like we have different we have different assignments, so do they. So the Lord may be sending in new angels. This can come in the form of divine helpers, this can come in the form of mentors. There are new people who are being assigned to you in this new season. New angels. being assigned to you in this new season. I hope that helps somebody. It's like understanding that the old you can't even carry the new responsibilities, right? So this is again, thank y'all, the transformation that's happening. The old you can't do what the new you is is being built to do. So there may be parts of you that have to shed. You're going to have new assistance, new guides, new things that the Lord needs to introduce so that you can do this new work. I hope that makes sense to somebody We receive it, Lord. that my honey one. The 14th is tomorrow. There may be some significance in tomorrow, maybe the next 14 days, honey. I don't know. Divine timing is up to the Lord. But he pointed out the number 14. So I'm just telling you, there may be something significant that happens within the next two weeks. Two weeks. This could be some wisdom that you're going to receive. Let's see what else. We receive it, Lord. It's like, man, you got to know what the Lord is going to provide. An angel went before you. I don't know who ain't who around here not still not believing in angels. 2717. As iron, I'm telling you, the Lord finna send some new help, some new people. You got to understand that resources are people and connections as well. Iron as iron sharpens iron, so a friend sharpens a friend. Proverbs 2717, wise relationships sharpen and strengthen you, community, accountability, growth. Telling you, be prepared. Some of you may think y'all, some of y'all getting ready to have an experience where you're going to start putting yourself in new environments. Maybe you even go on, it could be as simple as listening to new things, y'all. And it's going to expose you to a different way of life. It's going to give you understanding because it's almost like, thank y'all. The Lord, and I I think I talked about this last week, where the Lord's gonna put you in a place and you just gonna know that you belong there. You're gonna feel in your spirituals, you just like, man, this is more my speed. And again, this is not you being ungrateful for where you are now, but this is you understanding that the Lord is trying to upgrade you or elevate you in some way. So He's going to give you exposure to. New ways of thinking, new mindsets, new people, new environments. He's going to give you a provision preview. I said this last week, but here he is confirmation in it again. He's going to give you exposure. Now it doesn't mean, man, it doesn't mean you're ready for it. Remember in Leviticus 22, we just got done talking about it. You may not be ready for it yet, but he's making you ready. To pr to receive it. It's preparation before the promise. Okay. Preparation for the promise. That's this deck, right? Preparation for the promise. He's preparing you for it. He'll give you a preview of it. He'll show you a vision of it, but you're not at the point of experiencing or receiving it yet. So for some of you, the Lord had to make you a better person, a better friend, a better person. Partner, this could be if you're waiting on a relationship, it's like the Lord preparing you for it before He brings it in, making you maybe you were this person down here. You could have been a liar, a cheater, deceitful, a thief, any of the things on that, right? Then the Lord transforms you and you're no longer that person. So now you don't want to be surrounded by around those same types of people because you ain't on that type of time. Right. And so it's like as the Lord has prepared you, He's getting ready to surround you with new people as well. people who've also been transformed, because we all have a past, but it's like people who've also been transformed, but who are now more in alignment with who you are versus who you were. Environments that are in more are more in alignment with who you are versus who you were. Okay. I hope that makes sense to somebody. The wise have wealth. And for some of you, this is you're gonna have some wealthy connections. Let me just put it out here. Why? We have Proverbs 21:20, and we have iron sharpened iron. So the Lord may give you an opportunity to learn from someone, get wisdom from someone, putting yourself in environments where you can listen and learn and get and be educated. And this this is just the truth of it. You're gonna probably be the dumbest person in the room. The Lord may be sending you into rooms that you don't know nothing about, and you're not going in that room. Thinking you know everything. And mind you, I'm so guilty. Baby, now that don't mean walk in a room with without confidence. Okay. Because you should. You should walk into a room with confidence. But you should also be humble enough to know that you probably the most uneducated person in that room. And you use that to your advantage because if you go in. If you and man, thank y'all. If you in a room where you the wisest person in the room, you ain't in the right room. Because if you ain't learning, then you you this time to elevate. Does that make sense? So go into these new environments and new places and spaces, knowing I don't know nothing. I don't know. Yeah, rookie, novice, mm mm mm. I ain't got no understanding. I tell the the Lord that every day. I tell anybody that, baby, I don't know. I know what I know, but I know it's a whole lot. And every time the more time I spend with God, I realize just what I don't know. I don't know. Baby, I don't I don't know. Daddy, help. Cause what? Cause if you think you if because you have to remain teachable. I hope that makes sense to somebody. Mm mm. It's it's it's be it's being humble enough and having enough humility to say, mm-mm, I ain't got a clue. How'd you get here? I don't even know. The Lord, the Lord, the Lord. He had to do it. Cause I know I didn't do it because I don't know what I could have done to do it. I hope that makes sense to somebody. So for some of you, this is even environments. Know how to conduct yourself when you go into new places and spaces. That don't mean you have to be a different person. But the Lord's going like you know how to carry yourself. It's not gonna be code switching either, because now I am who I am. But it's like knowing how to, man. I don't know how if this, I hope this makes sense for somebody. It's like the Lord showing you how to operate in different places and spaces, but you still be you because that's gonna be what you bring. Man, that's what you bring to that environment. I hope that makes sense. Don't go, don't ever go anywhere thinking that you don't bring something to the environment. You do. Because you somebody. Drop that in the chat. I'm somebody. So you not just going into new places and spaces, thinking that you're not going in there like you the best in the room, but you damn sure ain't the worst. I I'm somebody. And you, even if you don't, even if you don't know or have the money or the resources that somebody else has, message, listen, you still deserve to be there. Why? Because God put you there. I hope that makes sense to somebody. And no, that's why the Lord, thank y'all. That's why the Lord was talking about on yesterday, baby. Don't let nobody try to tell you who you are when you go in these places and spaces and these rooms that the Lord getting ready to put you in. You there because God put you there. So you don't need somebody's for approval. You ain't trying to, baby, I'm not trying to measure up or square up on nobody. Like, no, I'm just touche, you know, but know that you you have value. Man, look, I hope that makes sense to somebody, baby. You was valuable before you got there, and you're gonna be valuable when you leave. Message meant it. Okay, like I don't know. Cause you know it's gonna be some folks getting there and try to be like they gonna have their nose tooted up. Man, the Lord finna put somebody somewhere. Anyway, what else, Lord? A miss. I mean, it's a blessing though. Because the Lord getting ready to put you in places and spaces, and maybe you felt like you didn't even you ain't much qualified for them, but the Lord, you don't even you ain't even gonna know how you quite how how I got in here. I don't know. The Lord put you there. Okay. Last two cards we finna close this out. They better be good too. but you lazy bones, how long will you sleep? When will you wake up? No, wait a minute. Am I tripping? Hold on, gal. Where where did I see this? Okay, maybe I'm tripping. Hold on. Here, here, here, here, and here. No. Now look, I don't know what the importance is in this particular number. The number 69. Hey, OMG. get your mind, get out of there. The number 69. Where my phone at? Before I even show y'all, might be important. Why? Because it's on here twice. Psalm 6 and 9 and Proverbs 6 and 9. let me just look up the number real quick. That's where your mind went. Get out of there. let's see. The number 69 means stone, and it means watch. to be sleepless. That is keep awake, watch. Okay, don't believe me, just watch. Take ye heed, watch and pray, for ye know not when the time is. You don't know. Watch ye therefore and pray always that ye may be accounted worthy to escape all these things that shall come to pass and to stand before the Son of Man. Period. You never know when the appointed time is. Ephesians 6 18 Praying always with all prayer and supplication in the spirit and watching thereunto I ha I wasn't that's a strong word. Y'all, I do not like the KJV. I said what I said. You ain't got to worry. I'm not finna read it. You ain't got you ain't never got to worry about me. No, that's why let me let me. I'm finna mess around and find me a I'ma find me a strong concordance that speaks English. I don't fool with the KJV. I said it meant it. 69 is gonna be an important number. delayed action can delay success. Then we talk about at the beginning of this thing. If the Lord had told you to do something, gone on now. This was at the very beginning, the prayer. If the Lord hadn't told you to do something, get it done. Okay. Good morning, Kay. Good morning. have a good day at work, honeyone. If the Lord had told you to get up off your caboose, not the caboose, get the work, okay? Message. This it that's all. This is the last card. Look at the Lord showing up. Because what? We in the flow. Period. The universe is sending you help. Tap into your inner power and go deeper to create the purposeful life you really want to have. Message. We didn't spent the whole day talking about the flow. Come on, faith and flow. Mint it. Faith and flow. I'll be telling y'all the flow questions. Why? We trying to get in. I got to stay in the flow. I got to stay in God's flow, man. It's good over here. You ain't got to believe if you don't want to, but we it's good over here, child. Once you get in, you don't want to get out. I tell you that. Once you get in God flow, you don't want to get out. People, uh-uh. I can I ain't coming down. Come on, Nehemiah. I ain't coming down. No, life good over here. Okay, so for what the what is the Lord trying to do? He's trying to get things help us get things flowing in our life, right? he's trying to do his that's that's it. That's all, that's the message. The Lord finna get ready to send somebody some help, some resources, some assistance. Maybe He's gonna put you in the right place. Maybe it's one connection you need. Maybe it's like the Lord, you never know how the Lord be aligning stuff, y'all. This why when you get them little nudges, you gotta be like, I don't even know why I'm going, Lord, but I'ma go on and go. I I don't know, but I'm I'ma go. I'ma do it, Lord. Child, look. What you can go one place, and that be just the connection you need to get where you're trying to go. To get some wisdom, you might overhear a conversation. You can think it's crazy if you want to. Man, you'll overhear somebody talking. I be telling the Lord that all the time. Somebody finna move. Side note. Thank y'all. The number 1213 came up for me twice yesterday. Genesis 12, one through three. Somebody finna move. Now, this don't mean tomorrow, but this may be a confirmation that the Lord and told you you was finna move. And the Lord may be even showing you where you is going to move to. Maybe some of y'all, maybe it may be a year from now, right? The number 12 to 13 months from now. Maybe thank y'all. I'm tracking. Maybe you're gonna move, but maybe you're not finna move right now. Because there's some things that in this next year, man, in this next year, the Lord is going to set up for you so that you're gonna be so solid that when you do move, now what he may do, thank you, Lord. He may increase your finances in this year. But you're gonna steward well that by the time it's time for you to move, it's almost like you it's it's not even gonna feel like an additional expense. Even though let's say your rent may increase, you be done stewarded so well that it's not it, you're gonna be like, okay. It's gonna be that kind of blessing. That ain't for everybody, but this is for somebody who've been saying maybe the Lord has been telling you. Like showing you a place, or and sometimes, yes, we know the Lord will tell you to spontaneously pack everything, leave and go where He's telling you to go. But for some of you, this is like the Lord saying, No, we not in that spontaneously move and leave season. We in the I'm preparing you, so I'm showing you that I'm moving you somewhere, but no, you're not going right now. It's being in the wait. You're gonna wait. And it may be like one year, okay. One year and I don't do timing unless the Lord say hey it's like like a year from now, you're gonna be moving. It may be give or take a couple months, honey. I don't know. But I receive it, Lord. But what he does first is he gets you situated, gets you prepared, gets you ready, and then he say, Okay, so when the time comes, you're gonna be ready to go. I don't know, that number came up for me on yesterday, then it came up again. And when I say I say, okay, Lord, what you trying to child, I look, I baby, that's why the Lord says start living in your new house like you in your like start living in your old house like you already in your new house. Drive your car like you drive in your new car. I do me and GG Touche be on the road. Baby, what? That's flow. Cause you be like, yeah, I'm I'm just living the life I know I want. I'm not living the life I'm experiencing right now. I'm living that too. But I mean, this ain't it. God ain't done it. I saw that number yesterday too. Anyway, that's it. That's all. That's the message. Lord, I hope this helps somebody. Tomorrow is faith and what flow Friday. So we will be back in Leviticus on Monday. Y'all make sure y'all go read the word for yourself. Go ask the Lord if it's anything that you're supposed to receive from that. Can we talk about why we we be man? These the cards be real. Y'all know at one point in time I was only pulling like four cards, a message. Message? And now we on seven baby. It's a good hundred cards. It's got to be at least a hundred. You've got to be at least a anyway. We receive it, Lord. Good morning, AC. Good morning. That's it. That's all. That's the message. Lord, I hope this helps somebody. It's time to be great amazing, do great and amazing things. Y'all pray for me. Just pray. Y'all make sure y'all follow my TikTok shop, Touche Cosmetics. Cause look, y'all, I'm so excited. Y'all have no idea. Wait till I tell my baby. This ain't my packaging. That's why I don't want to, I can't, it's not on there yet. Y'all, I'm so excited about this. It ain't nothing like when the Lord bless you with your next. It ain't nothing like when the Lord bless you with your next. I'm just sitting, I have it sitting right here. It ain't nothing like when the Lord say, yep, this was next. And some of y'all, man, I'm finna go for real, but let me just say, some of y'all was a step away from giving up on a dream. And the Lord ain't even started to bless the dream yet. And then he gonna do one thing to make you know that he ain't done with said dream. Does that make sense to somebody? It's like the Lord be you be done, said because man, because some of you you be in the you still be in the stage where you still just building, you still just trying to figure some stuff out, you trying to get all the foundations made and get everything together. And because you don't it don't look the way you thought it was gonna look. Lord gave you a vision, but you just like, man, what? Mm-mm. I ain't doing this. Mm-mm. And then all of a sudden, the Lord's gonna do something that'll be like, don't give up on that yet. Not yet. He's to he don't test your endurance. Do you really want what you say you want? Because if you really want it, God'll do it. Because He ain't give you the vision for nothing, but He got to get you in alignment. with the vision first. Some people give up when they a step away from accomplishing something and and and I'm guilty of this. I didn't give I be done gave up on something and be like, man, maybe that wasn't the right thing to do. But sometimes you got to make that mistake too in order to get back in alignment and be like, no, I I really, I really love this. Like I really, this, this really, this is for real. Right? So for some of you, if you felt like, let's say you've been working on something, and sometimes you got to know when to give up. But you're gonna know what to give up because it don't sit well in your spirituals. I'm not talking about something that you love. You'll give up something because you know you don't love it. You may just be doing something simply to go through the motions, right? You'll be going, you'll be doing something just for the sake of doing it. And you're gonna be you'll be like, man, I hate this. It doesn't I done gave up plenty of stuff because I'm just like This this ain't where it's at. I it's not for me. Get somebody else to do it. But imagine if I had a decided, let's just use an example, right? Imagine if I had a decided earlier, let's say Friday last week. Man, look, I love making touch. I love making cosmetics. I love making eyeshadow. I like being in the glam lab. Imagine if I had to give up. Because I hadn't seen any productivity in the business, right? It was on an ebb season instead of a what? Flow season. Because we understand even in business, it's ebbs and flows, right? Imagine if I had a said on Friday that I'm not gonna make any more eyeshadow or lip gloss. And I completely said, nope, that's it, that's all. And then boom, the Lord blessed me with. A 20 palette order on Sunday. Imagine giving up on something right before the Lord is getting ready to bless it. See, that's why the Lord got to make sure you all in. Are you really, you really in? Now he may, man, come on, Lord. He may take your mind and your focus off of it for a second. Because he got to get the foundation in order. So now I ain't been up here just making no hole. I ain't I ain't had time. I had to get school together. Okay, got that schedule together. I had to get all of the certifications. I got to get the licenses, everything on every level, federal included, to be able to do it. Imagine giving up right before the Lord getting ready to bless what you bless, what he's gonna bless. Mm. That man, look, and then somebody else come right. Look at the the eight of pentacles. Then somebody else come right up, and then now they're doing the same thing. You like, man, I can't believe you have the Lord ever gave you something, but because man, this has happened to me before. The Lord give you something, but because you wasn't ready for it, he had to give it to somebody else. Anyway, thank you, Lord, for making us ready. And thank you for the blessings on what you're making us ready for, even if if it even if it ain't here now. I hope that's encouragement for somebody. Don't give up yet. God ain't done. Just hold on a second. Here come. Wait a minute. Just hold on. Here you come. And then you're gonna be thanking them like, man, I can't believe. Thank you, Lord. I'm just saying. Imagine giving up one step before the finish line. Because the enemy met the enemy influenced you and tried to make you think that it wasn't gonna work out. Man, yes, it is. Drop it in the chat. Yes, it is. Why? Because God then gave you that vision. Listen, talking about what AC patience? Man, look. Now let me just say this. Because man, this is okay. I'm finna go for real. But look. So now you ain't gave up, right? You ain't give up. And then. The Lord also tests to see what you can actually accomplish, right? So now the Lord, let's say, so some of you, somebody, you're gonna decide today that you're not gonna give up. Okay, Lord, I'm gonna just keep going. I'ma I'm gonna I'm gonna I'm gonna take a few more steps. And then the Lord said, okay, let me see what you can carry. Y'all, I told y'all I sat down and I made 20 eyeshadow palettes on yesterday. 20. 80 pants hand pressed now. Mind you, man, can I share? Can I tell somebody business 101? Didn't I say that the Lord is gonna give you one thing, but it's gonna teach you so many lessons in that one thing? It's gonna teach you that you can accomplish something, and it's gonna show you how much you can actually get done when you focus. It's gonna like the Lord. I sat down yesterday and I said, Well, my goal. Man, my goal was to make 20, 20, just 20 pans, right? Because y'all, when I say I hand press my glam dust, I do by hand. I literally have a pressing tool after all the formulations. And I sit down and I press it by hand, right? And I said, well, if I can, my goal was 20. I say I'll do 20 on Wednesday, 20 Thursday, 20 Friday, 20 Saturday. But then I did twenty and I say, Man, I think I can do forty. And then I did 40 and I say, man, I think I can do 60. And then I did 60 and I say, man, I I think I can do all, I think I can finish this today. Like I maybe I still got to sit down and do my packaging and labeling and things. I said, but I, Lord, I think I can come on strength. That was the the clean the kingdom card of the day yesterday. I say, man, Lord, I think I can, I think I can get all 80 of these done. And sure enough, I did. And I sat down and I say, Man, Lord, thank you for strength. And it wasn't even strength that I didn't pray for it. I just was like, I can do it. Because once I got so far, then I realized I could go, man, once I got so far, you realize you can go a little further. And then you get so far, you get that far, and then you say, Man, I think I can go a little further. So you do. And then you get that far and you say, I think I can. Think I can do it. And then you do. And now you're sitting back and you just like, man, I did better than I thought I could do. And then the Lord be like, Told you. That's that supernatural strength. Come out of nowhere. Like He come on, Elijah. He gave you that supernatural strength. You don't even know. I don't even know. And by the time you look up, Four hours later, you'd have made 80 eyeshadow pans and you looking around and it's only 1:30 in the afternoon. See, that's how God be doing stuff. You think you something that you thought was gonna take you four days, the come on the Lord condense, he collapsed in some stuff. What you thought was gonna take four days took four hours. Man, tell you, man, God be good like that. He what you what you set out to do in four days, gotta come gotta do it in four hours. Man, I hope that makes sense to somebody. Maybe that was just for me. Man, look, that's how God be working. That's how he's gonna do your timeline. Something you thought, man, something you thought was gonna take a year is gonna take a month. Something you thought was gonna take 10, gonna take, gonna take 10, 10 years, he'll do in 10 months. Man, look, y'all better start working on God's time instead of your own. All of a sudden, you looking up and you like, man, this done already, yeah. God time work different. Man, look, it worked different. That's why you be like, I ain't I don't work. God provision work different, his time work different. All duh-uh. That's why I'll wait. Good morning, Brenda. If I ain't speak, good morning. I'll wait. Cause baby, when God gets the getting, all of a sudden you look. I was looking up yesterday. Did I take a nap yesterday? Nah, maybe it wasn't yesterday. Child, I didn't even much know what to do with myself. I say, Lord, what to do now? Because what I thought was going to take forever, the Lord finished it just like that. I say, Thank you, Lord. Get on God's timetable. His time work different. It do. Anyway. Lord, I hope that encourages somebody. You can do it. Sit down. That's but now let me be on be clear be clear. Tune out the distractions. Turn your phone off. It's cool if you get a notification. Child in the middle of. And let me can I also tell let me show y'all how God be preparing. You ever order something and forget you ordered it? I hadn't forgot. But when I tell you the guy make sure that you have everything you need and he be on time, I had completely forgot that I ordered new business cards. Right? Completely forgot about them. In the middle of me creating the eyeshadows yesterday, new business cards arrived. Why? Because these going in the new with the with the new products. When I tell you the Lord make sure you got everything that you need for the season that you're moving into, man, look, dirty red. Let me just tell you because let me give you the update on the business line. I hope you're still in here, but just for the update, not the business license on the reinstatement. yes, the board of nursing did approve my reinstatement. It officially goes into effect next month. So as of next month, as it stands right now, Towards the end of next month, I will be able to return to nursing as a registered nurse. so yeah. So message in the wait, in the wait, in the wait. friend of mine sent me a message on yesterday and she sent a picture. She was like, 30 days, baby. 30 days, right? And so I will be going back into nursing. Let me just tell you, man, the Lord be he'd be he'll prepare the way before you even get there. already have a job. Like, shout out to my work family. so yes, the Lord did bless me with that. I had a moment about that last night because it's just like, man, people really don't know. Like it it has been, it has been a move, it's been a move, is none but a move of God. And so, but understanding that it was nine years, and the part of it was because we talked about something being revoked, and sometimes because my license was revoked, like completely, y'all could not work as a nurse anywhere in any capacity. Because my license was revoked. and effective next month, good Lord say it's already done. I've already signed the paperwork for that. but effective, it's like sometimes it was nine years that I've been out of nursing. So it's almost almost for me feels like I'm going back into nursing as a new grad, even though I have 20 years of nursing experience. so yes, the Lord did bless me with that. Now I'm just back in the waiting room waiting for that to be official. And yeah, I'll be back. I'll be back working as a nurse next month. And so I'm grateful once again. Thank you to everyone who blessed me. because look, it came with some stipulations, and it came with look, a fine. I had to pay a fine, a thousand dollars. My God, a thousand dollars. But can I tell you how the Lord will make it so before you even get there? The Lord said, 'Create a go fund me.' I did. told people like, Hey y'all, cause y'all know I'm not working. The Lord to he stopped. Man, man, I pray this just encourage somebody. The Lord had me stop working when I tell people that he will decrease you before he increases you. I have not worked since June the 26th. Why, man, this is a give God the glory moment. Let me tell y'all. And I could just tell y'all because can't nobody, no, I can't, I can't say that part yet. This is a give God the glory moment. I'm not working right now. You understand? I'm not playing with y'all when I say I'm in a manna season, like Lord, what the what I'm gonna get that I'm gonna get from the Lord. No, no, no lies, right? So I have not worked since June the 26th. I don't have anything to brag about. He heard me and heard me well. All I can do is give God the glory. And this is one of those seasons and one of those times where the Lord has put me in a position to say with full transparency that I am in complete dependence upon the Lord. Complete. I have not worked. And and don't even start back working until next month. Okay. I'm in complete dependence. I've been over here going to school. He has been building my businesses. He has been building me. And here I sit. Message waiting on the Lord. No nothing. So insert in this time. The board of nursing says hey, we'll give you your license back, but here's the stipulations. You got to do this, this, and this, and it's a thousand dollar fine. True story. When I get the official paperwork, I can show it to y'all now, but I put it up. And I saw that thousand dollar fine and I say, hmm. Okay. And back in the gap, Omi would have been like, Lord, where where this money gonna come from? Because see, that's how I got messed up the first time. I wasn't able to pay the fine. And so it led to additional consequences because I lost my job. And so I wasn't with God then. Can we just be clear about this? I was not with God at this time. I he was with me, but I wasn't with him. So Then I lost my job. I couldn't pay the $600 because I had to choose between taking care of my children or paying this. So I didn't pay it. It led to additional consequences: probation, suspension, and then a restarting, a reinstating. They unsuspended my license, gave it back, and then, but I'll it ended up just being a never-ending cycle of I could never catch up. Fast forward to now, they say, Hey, we'll give it back. But you got to pay this money, you got to do A, B, and C. I saw the money and I say, again, Lord, you ain't bring me this far to bring me this far. It's how you the Lord transforms you because when you know God has won't something for you, He's gonna pay for it. So I say that I don't know where the money is gonna come from. Morning Star, I don't know where it's coming from. And I wasn't worried about it. Somebody say, go you should start a go fund me. I say, Lord, he said, yeah. Okay. Because I didn't just say, okay, Lord, I'll do that. So I did. A few people bless me. I say, okay. Thank you, Lord. And I still wasn't worried about it. What did I do? I called my job and say, hey, I might need to come back to work as a CNA. Why? Because I'm not too humble to do it. Message 222. I'm not too humble. What? Let me do my part. Let me let me do what I can do. And it ain't even me ch I'm not finna go chase because mind you, right now, the Lord didn't already pay my rent. He paid my bills. I'm good. I got food, water, shelter. I'm good. Car full of gas. I ain't I'm tripping. But I say, well, you know, I can contribute. I'm not above going back to work as a CNA. So I call my job. They say, hey, yeah, sure. Come on. Say, okay. So that was that. The next day, this is how the Lord be like, Well done, my good and faithful servant. The next day, my stepmom calls me and says, Hey, I just wanted it, just fell on my heart to tell you, I'm so proud of you. You know, great job, dah dah, blah blah blah blah. I was like, Yeah, you know, because mind you, these same folks watch me go through. Living in this car for two and a half years, losing the license before that, everything that has transpired in these last nine years. And I was like, Yeah, you know, I'm so grateful, blah blah blah. So next thing I know. She say her and my stepdad were gonna bless me with the remainder of the fine. That money sitting in my savings account right now. Won't be touched. I don't A, because what huh. So I hope that this makes somebody understand that when you do your part. The temptation, man, my God, the wilderness. The enemy will come in and try to tempt you to make you take control on your own instead of letting God stay in control. I just was like, but understanding that this same job I'm going back to is the same job I'm gonna work at as an RN, right? I already knew that. That was always the goal. The Lord simply allowed me to step out to get my school schedule, man, get my school schedule in alignment so that when He adds, I'll already be prepared and it won't be overwhelming. Does that make sense? I hope this helps somebody. So that you can get prepared for what's coming next. Because remember, he increases us. But before he increases you, he's gonna make sure you can handle where you at right now. Yes, you're going to school. Okay, Lord, let me get you in alignment so you know how your school schedule is gonna go. Okay, Lord, now that you got that, took the whole summer from at least the month of July up until the part part of this month. Okay, now you know how your school schedule is gonna go. Now you know how your product your your show gonna go. The show let me that's why I said I told the Lord, like man, Lord, you be carrying a lot and people don't even realize it. You got to get you up at 3 a.m. You do the message, then you got school, you got post-production, then you got to run the business, you got to do all of these things. And the Lord will give you time to get your schedule in alignment. Make sure you get some walking in because you need to be exercising. Okay, Lord, because you hadn't been doing as much as that, because I had you busy. All right, daddy. So he'll get you all the way together, get everything in alignment. And then he says, okay, now that you got that together, because yeah, you got you got something else coming in, huh? Work. okay, because part of the stipulation for me to get my license is I got to work. It ain't optional. It ain't like, get the license and then work if you want to. No. No. The Lord say, no, you got to work. So it was always the plan, right? So now I already know come next month. I'll tell y'all right now, hey, my schedule is gonna change a little bit. Not Monday through Thursday. Monday through Thursday, we're gonna be Gucci. But Fridays, I might be a little shocked. Like I might not be on here two hours on Fridays. Why? Because I might have to go to work. Why? Because that for the weekends are the only time I'm like, because I got school Monday through Thursday, the message Monday through Thursday, priority, right? Okay, I can work on the weekends because that's the only time I'ma have to add. I hope that makes sense to somebody. The Lord will give you rest to reset you, to recalibrate you, to prepare you so you can get ready for the increase. So That's where I stand. And then, like I said earlier, what the Lord pay what the Lord pays for, orders, He pays for. He does. I ain't even, I was just like, and here I still sit and I ain't did nothing but try to be obedient and say, Well, Lord, I don't know how you're gonna pay for it, but I know you're gonna pay for it because you didn't bring me this far to bring me this far. He said, Yeah, you're right. He sent angels. after the temptation in the wilderness. What man, I try told y'all this story now. What was the temptation to try to take it out of my out of God's hands and do it myself? you go earn I could have chosen. There was an opportunity presented to me that I it and it listen, it could work. I could have done it. But I was just like I don't think that's for me. And it was like no sooner than that happened The Lord say, now you got some understanding. Because instead of you trying to go out and let me go do it. The Lord already delayed the timeline, so I can't even much work till the end of the month as a CNA, if I wanted to. So he delayed that timeline. But he but then here come the enemy. Wanna try to tempt you with some money. Huh? You can just you go figure it out. No, thank you. I'll wait on God. And sure enough. The weight produced provision. True story. I don't have anything to take credit for other than let me let me talk to the Lord about that. I got to go pray about that. And the Lord say, Nope. I say, now it's a no for me. And sure enough, here go the Lord. Say, now that you learned how to wait on me, be still. Here you go. Now what's the lesson? Let me I listen because let man can I t y'all I got to go but I got to tell somebody this because then what was the next temptation? It was a temptation to mismanage what God blessed me with. How so? Because here come the enemy sending somebody in need. The Lord just blessed me with the resources to pay for something that I need to pay for next month. But here come the enemy with a temptation because somebody needs something. But are you going to be a person of integrity? If people blessed me for that reason, Then that money is for that reason. And if I got to go without something, then I'm gonna go without because what I'm not gonna do is play with God. No, I don't know. I ain't gonna be able to do it. But understand, y'all, remember when I say that the enemy is subtle, he'll send something in that look good, but God hasn't said, Don't touch that. Don't you mess it? Okay. Yes, sir. Mm mm. Don't mm-mm. Remember when I was telling y'all earlier this week? Good morning, Callie. When I was telling you the earlier this week, like the it's like, don't don't tempt don't test God. If He blesses you with something, you need to manage what you do with what God gave you, what God gave you for. If that makes sense. I was like, man, because first thing you want to do is be like, yeah, let me. And then you be like, wait a minute. If I do that, then that's because then I No, no, you got to be a trustworthy person in in private and in public. I ain't have to tell y'all that, but I'm telling y'all because I'm like, man, no. No, the Lord, no, no. So why? Because God sees even if even if y'all never would have knew that, God knows. No, I need the Lord to be able to trust me. Because if he trusts you, then he can add to you. He can give you more to manage. So nope, that's sitting right over there. I ain't got nothing. it is what it is. I ain't got to touch it. I don't need it for nothing. I'm listening say, say Satan's temptation, pay it when he gets when he God gives to you. Man, listen. Trying to tell you. I I just be trying to tell people, do I know everything? Absolutely not. But I can tell y'all what God has done this far. And that obedience, man, look, God bless you to pay your rent. You better pay it. God bless you with some fines, with some fine money. Baby, I was on there trying to pay it that day and couldn't. I say, who I need to send it to, Lord. Cause I no, no. Matter of fact, I think that's what I'ma who cause who I'ma send it right now. To d cause what? I ain't even because I ain't got the weight. No, let me let me go ahead and send this off today. Not because I don't trust me, cause I promise you, no, that's what it's for, that's what it's for. But if I can send it, I'll send it. Mm-hmm. No, they can put it on my just put it on my put it on credit. Because when this when they say hey, it's already done. It's paid. Hey, Wanda, good morning, honey one. Anyway, I hope that's that's that's it. That's all. Man, I wasn't even planning on telling that part, but I tell you what, when the Lord wants somebody to know something, wait on God's provision. Whatever he's trying to, whatever he said he's going to do, he's going to do, and everything else gonna be added. Can I can't make you believe, but I can be an example and say, hey, y'all look what God did. Because I ain't do nothing. I just be like that. I what did I do it right? Did I get it together? Lord have mercy. Lord, I hope I got it right this time. I'm telling you, be mindful. The enemy's slick, y'all. He's slick. Bastard. I said what I said. I can't stand him. He gets on my nerves. This guy didn't call down and said it. Meant it. That's it. That's all. Y'all have a fantastic and an amazing day. In purpose, on purpose. It's time to be great and maze to do great amazing things. I got to go walk these miles to the Wally World. I got to go get some lash glue. I got to go get I ain't got no glue. Lord have mercy. I got two glues and I ain't got not a drop of glue. Anyway, that's it. That's all. I'll see y'all on tomorrow. 6 a.m. Central Standard Time. Y'all go be great and maze to do great amazing things. Yes, look. Look at classes. Yeah, I know my classes start. Y'all pray for me. Classes start what Monday? Lord, I'm back on back in school on Monday. Man, look. Shout out to y'all who juggling 74 things. Y'all the real MVPs. I see y'all on tomorrow. Love y'all. Thank y'all by y'all. I'll see y'all tomorrow. Cause child, look, the Lord be showing odd, don't it do? Look y'all. Thank y'all by y'all. I will see y'all on tomorrow. I guess I got to get ready to walk. Y'all pray for pray for me. Okay. Pray for me by y'all. We receive it, Lord.