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Ben Pai Drunken Peasants Exposed Grooming Children #metoo · Brett Keane and Eve Show

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  Oh, Joe was coming. You just sent me an IG message,
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  Lizzie. Let me see.
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  Oh, it's a voice. I'm.
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  I'm not going to go. Then I put that right down here.
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  But yeah. Did you unmute me?
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  Oh, I am so sorry, my love. I forgot.
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  There you go. Thank you.
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  Yeah. OK.
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  So this video right here is going to be very serious.
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  I I should have put in the wait. I should have put in the title
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  Me too. Actually, that too.
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  Let me fix that real quick. And trigger warning.
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  Yeah. Do you want to explain it while
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  I'm doing this real quick or this video is going to be about?
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  Well also for the mods to let you know if you see somebody
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  from the drunken peasants, block them.
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  There's no discussion anymore because there's some stuff that
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  it's been out there but like I was not aware of the level of
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  shit. I just to let you know on my ex
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  drunken peasant people are definitely around my shit on X
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  and I see them. It's mostly probably been but
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  you're going to learn some shit here having to do with essay and
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  particularly putting someone's something in someone's drink and
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  then taking advantage. And there's not just one account
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  to this, there's two accounts to this probably.
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  Way more of it too than. Just probably way more.
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  Way more 'cause didn't they have parties and.
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  Shit they did. In the day they had they did.
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  This has probably happened a lot.
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  So this is supposed to have happened in 2017, is that right?
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  Where on Lady Hopium noticed that this video is unlisted
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  cause the drunken peasants harassed the hell out of this
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  poor person. Yeah, everybody got demodded,
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  Lizzie. Yeah, everybody was chucked out
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  for a second. Yeah.
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  These things happen, nothing personal to you.
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  It's really bad. And if you look at the chat, the
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  woman that is about to speak, it's not this person they're
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  just interviewing. And this woman named Taylor, I'm
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  not sure if that's her real name.
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  It could be hidden for, you know, safety reasons, but she
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  speaks about going on a date with vampire and it's just
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  horrible. Plus.
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  Was it a date? Yeah, it was a date.
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  Apparently she was 16 at the time.
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  Oh my God, I didn't know that 16.
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  Yeah, I mean. How old was?
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  Ben something 20 something, 20 something Yeah, You look at the
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  chat, you see her. I'm not sure if I can get this.
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  Let me let me let me see if I can screencast it real quick for
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  you, so you can say you can get this real quick, this whole
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  thing. Is that the girl?
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  This is the victim. Yes, this is.
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  Her OK. So before that I'm I'm going to
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  say this because this is what the drunken peasants did to her.
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  OK, this this 16 year old girl. OK, I'm going to I'm going to
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  open up a image. Remod Shorty Yeah, Trigger.
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  Warning one minute. Yeah, Big trigger Warning big.
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  OK, But there's nothing really like too offensive to this
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  stuff, OK, It's not like serious like in in full like detail type
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  shit. OK, God, we.
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  Don't need that. No, we really don't.
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  We don't. That shouldn't be allowed.
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  I don't even think details of ours.
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  No. That shouldn't even be allowed
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  platform. So all right I'm I'm going to
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  read it for you guys. So she says to the people asking
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  for proof. I came out in late 20/17/2018
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  with chat logs, audio, screenshots of proof.
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  This was posted on the subreddit when Ben bought for a few $1000
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  and scrubbed. He also doxed me and had me
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  banned from Reddit. Most of the mods he paid off are
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  no longer in the community to my knowledge, but I will reach out.
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  This was an incredibly painful experience for me and coming out
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  on Reddit was so hard. It was even harder when Ben had
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  people like Ribby and Jeff Holiday attack me.
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  For years after this I had people post in my legal name
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  alongside my sex work for 4 Chan, various forums, messaging
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  people I knew on Twitter. I'm not implying implying it's
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  all Ben, but I know for a fact one of the main one of the main
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  person was one of the women Ben was with who was who has now
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  turned against him apparently. She also weirdly kept bringing
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  up my race. I can find the screenshots but
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  please understand how mentally taxed in this is for people
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  involved. What purpose would any of us
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  have for coming against against this if it is not true?
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  If it is pure scorn then why have multiple people come with
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  the same exact story? Please have compassion and
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  understand this is hard for many of us.
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  As for the claims about minors, when I came out on Reddit a girl
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  who was 16 told me Ben was messaging her when she was 1415.
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  Nothing illegal but was flirty. He also told me in person that a
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  16 year old girl was obsessed with him and she chat with him
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  every day. I told him to contact her
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  parents and he said no, they beat her as if he had to talk
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  with this girl. Granted he didn't say he did
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  anything illegal with her, but in what world does a 35 plus
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  year old man want anything to do with jail bait?
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  I never claimed he was a pedophile.
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  That's actually a straw man tactic that he and a few who
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  follow him do to discredit everything else that's been
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  said. I don't believe he is a
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  pedophile. I think he wants to lie to
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  attractive kind women he would never in a million years have
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  the time of day with and no woman his age would put up with
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  his nonsense. 1620 year olds are the ones saying Ben just made a
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  mistake, Cedric et cetera. Besides Brett, I've seen nobody
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  called Ben a paedo. I'm not saying allegedly because
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  he told me he did these things. If he isn't chatting with teens
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  he should have stopped telling people he is.
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  Ben knows the truth and he knows.
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  He bragged to me about chatting with teens and I'm sure he
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  remembered that girl that came out on Reddit after I did after
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  he also got banned. Alisa also showed he was still
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  messaging girls who he saw was under 18.
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  I'm sorry I'm ranting but I'm overall sad.
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  That's such a miserable person and has been able to impact the
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  lives of so many. I'm pretty sure on her page she
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  has the receipts. If you want to go there, you can
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  see her screen name. You can do the investigation
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  yourself. I don't need to because we got
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  the story right here. It's it's, it's just absolutely
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  sick. And after I'm hearing this, I
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  heard this through watching Brett Kane shout out to Brett
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  Kane. We need to get Brett Kane to a
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  substantial subscriber base so he can start making money off
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  his YouTube. Because so many people have
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  exploited and used Brett over the years and made so much money
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  out the year off, so many years, 20 years made money off Brett
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  Kane. Same with me, 20 years of people
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  making money off and we barely get fucking a cent.
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  So I very much understand that, you know, it's time for us to
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  have a little bit of a reckoning, a time for us to have
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  our glory in the light instead of being treated like we're not
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  human and we don't know anything.
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  But, you know, this channel might go down.
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  I'm just saying because of what I'm about to expose, because he
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  didn't want this to be exposed. He didn't want people to know
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  who he was. You want to see screenshots of
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  the assault, Scott? What do you want?
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  Shut the fuck up, Scott. For real.
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  I don't even know who you are. Who are you?
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  Is it Scotty? Who are you?
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  Fuck you. You're talking to women in this
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  channel. Women.
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  OK. Yeah.
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  And guys that. We don't believe the excuses
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  that men give to stick up for your boys club, OK?
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  We believe the women because there's no reason for a woman to
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  lie about this. You do the same fucking shit
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  with Diddy and Trump and all of them.
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  Always Odd. Do you?
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  Do you really have, you know, proof?
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  I don't need proof. I'm hearing their story and I
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  believe them because it sounds very honest.
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  Now sit the fuck down, shut the fuck up and listen, because this
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  is a lot more important than to prove it or not, OK?
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  This is a bunch of women who have accused Ben Pye of really
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  fucked up devious shit and nobody did anything about it
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  because there's men like you always trying to silence women
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  when they're fucking assaulted. So fuck you, Sir.
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  She has a right to speak her mind.
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  She went through this. You didn't.
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  Shut the fuck up, asshole men. And they're bullshit.
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  Bullshit. Stick it up for other men
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  because they're popular. You're no man.
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  Who are you? You're not even protecting a
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  woman. That's why the Me Too movement
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  is very important. Like all the women that come out
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  have to support one another and lift each other up in their
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  testimony because there's people like that.
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  So if you do not like aggressive women who are pissed off over
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  this, this probably isn't the channel for you to watch.
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  Being a male, OK? If you don't like a woman
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  fighting for other women's rights and fighting and exposing
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  people who have put harm on other women, oh, I'm sorry, this
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  is in the channel for you. Maybe you should go to somewhere
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  somewhere else. Don't come here.
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  Use your stupid fucking male excuses that you fucking use.
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  I'm 42 years old. I think I know a little bit more
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  than you. OK?
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  I've lived enough in life. So let's show this.
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  Thing is, is Ben Pye doesn't want this to be exposed.
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  And you know what? I got enough clout where this
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  could actually 'cause people to pay fucking attention.
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  And you fucking know it, don't you asshole?
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  Do you know what my fault always is?
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  I give people too much of benefit of the doubt.
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  So when I see, when I saw Ben Pie come in here, 'cause I'm
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  ignorant to this, I'm like, well, he gets his viewers.
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  I didn't be semi fucking cordial.
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  No, I had no idea about this shit.
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  I had zero idea about this. You're a fucking predator and
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  you have friends that are predators and you all predator
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  together. And you enable predators and you
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  protect predators instead of exposing them like sexual
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  fucking offenders need to be is exposed so people can somewhat
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  stay safe. Yeah, the the the Gillian
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  Maxwell testimony was all bullshit.
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  She's covering and saying nothing happened.
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  Fuck jizzling, she's a fucking liar piece of shit.
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  She's a perjurer. Why would you take anything what
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  she says seriously anyway? Exactly.
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  Let's hear this. We got a OK, everyone take a
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  deep breath, OK, everybody, the audience included, deep breath.
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  All right, this is going to be this, this, this is going to be
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  informative and it's going to it's going to be a, a, a long
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  stream. OK, first of all, if we're going
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  to be transphobic in my chat, I'm going to block you.
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  If you're going to make someone transitioning into a joke, I'm
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  going to block you. If you come in here and say any
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  homophobic shit, I'm probably going to block you.
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  If you say rude personal shit, I'm going to block you.
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  Am I in a good mood? Absolutely not.
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  I know I'm PMSN but I'm really more pissed off over this and
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  this guy being rapey to me for years and I knew it and I know
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  you're fucking kind. I've been assaulted so many
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  times. Like he got away with all of
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  this. That's the problem.
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  He got away with it. And it's not just one woman.
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  It's not. There's multiple women that I'm
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  going to show you on this. Where's YouTube?
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  Where is Google? Oh Oh yeah, absent.
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  Wow there is such a big lawsuit with Google's.
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  Where's the FBI? Where's the where's?
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  The police? No, the FBI is trying to help in
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  this. Trust me, they know about this
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  shit. They got rid of drag.
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  Well, you know what? Guess what?
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  I have a lot of connections. My 90s out there, My Ally
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  Carter. Fucking family Ally's army.
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  Yeah, you got to pay attention to this guy because he's part of
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  it. And TJ, you dumb idiots, I
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  whistleblow for people who deal with people who do sex
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  trafficking. Look, I help them to defeat it
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  'cause it's slavery and it's wrong and it destroys lives and
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  minds and souls. Could we be real for a second?
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  These guys all made it cool to be evil.
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  They wanted to do that. They wanted to make evil things
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  cool. Have all these hoes in their
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  chat, act slutty and I'll spread my legs anytime for you.
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  This type of shit. They were into this evil.
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  OK so now we find out that they actually were into it and did
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  it. Where is Google these these
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  anybody having to do with drunken peasants?
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  How do I help? I whistleblow to them.
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  I show them who these people are and and these aren't these
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  aren't law officials by the way. These are people who doing it on
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  their own accord based on their heart getting rid of these
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  fuckers. So you fucked with the wrong
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  person, Ben Pie. Just know that, and I want to
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  thank Brett Kane so much for putting this information out
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  there because no one else will. So I'm going to elevate it with
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  my platform because I know my platform's bigger than Brett
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  Kane's. Yes, since I know, since I've
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  known Brett has been back. I made a support video and he's
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  thank me for that. And I, I, I, I pushed him a bit
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  on X and shit. So I'm glad that he's back.
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  I'm glad that Brett Kane is back too, man.
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  Stay strong, man. We got your back, man.
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  Yeah, we do. And let's do our best to keep
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  him around because people love to destroy his shit.
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  Yep, they love destroying him. So Yep, let's try and support
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  him. Ben is the one who's running the
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  Drunken Peasants right now, Lizzie.
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  Yeah, we could probably show who he is eventually.
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  Something, yeah. Maybe, I don't know.
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  It's going to feel long. I'll I'll say that.
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  How you doing Taylor? I'm doing all right.
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  That's good, yo. You want to introduce yourself
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  to the audience. I'm Taylor Kirk, Scotty Kirk's
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  wife there. You go see he did this to Scotty
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  Kirk's wife, TJ, the Amazing Atheist brother's wife.
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  Now, do you know that there's a saying in history that goes like
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  this? There's no honor amongst
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  thieves. He did this to somebody close to
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  him. Most rapists do.
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  It's amazing. Do it to someone that's close to
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  them. Yeah.
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  And yet they don't have access to them like they would.
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  So instead they take it. Is Ben identifying as gay now?
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  I don't know. I don't know, I don't know.
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  Oh is that why DP broke up? Yup, because someone is an
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  RIAPIST and he harmed T JS sister-in-law.
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  Former host of the Drunken Peasants.
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  Oh my God. And so as you guys know, I,
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  we're, we're here to talk about Ben.
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  I, I did a stream in the past talking about this, talking
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  about some of the accusations, some of the very unseemly
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  behaviors of Ben, a current host of the Drunken Peasants.
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  And since I did that last stream, a few more people have
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  come out. What's up Rizla, how you doing
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  and? Hey, Rizla, I'm sorry I never
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  played Street Fighter with you. You.
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  I'll get my I'll put my e-mail on this shit and I'll play, all
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  right. Why is he online if he's in a
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  grapist? He hit it, he shut them up.
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  That's why. Brought forward some stories of
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  their interactions with Ben and Taylor is.
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  I've known Taylor for a for a few years, and of all the people
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  who have come forward, Taylor is probably the one I've known
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  about the longest. That's.
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  Right. Yeah, I guess I don't know.
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  Do you want to start with the? Do you want to talk about the
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  last time you came on this channel?
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  The last time I came on the channel I think was in 2018 and
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  I know this because our discord says it.
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  So let's see. I guess 6/29/2018 was the last
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  time I went and I think was it with Paul maybe?
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  I think you came on with Paul and he came on a couple times by
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  yourself as well. Paul's ego.
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  Is that who she's talking about? Yeah.
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  That Paul. Paul's ego.
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  Yeah, that Paul, like drunken peasants have.
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  Like Ben. This is Ben Pie, OK?
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  Has tried to go in my chat so many times that I've always
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  shoot him away. He's chases because he's chased
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  me for years. And it's always been this like
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  creepy, like it just felt rapey. And I've said it I don't know
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  how many times on air you, you seem like a fucking rapist.
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  And I've said that about these people, that their Internet are
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  worders. Yeah, exactly.
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  So like I I have my own creepy experience with this guy and he
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  and he ruined my reputation and lied about a bunch of shit or
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  exaggerated shit, made things worse than what they really are.
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  Made mountains out of molehills. Yeah, but like he really gets
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  off at destroying lives, this guy and, and, and now to know
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  what he truly is is just horrifying and, and he really
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  needs to be exposed. And, and, and just heads up,
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  man, if you, if you, if you have a background like this, I'm
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  going to fucking and I find it. I'm going to be like, I can't
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  sit on this 'cause like I, I honestly feel like I have a
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  moral obligation to expose this crap.
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  It says if you do not warrant someone of income in danger,
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  it's in the Bible. If you do not warrant someone of
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  income in danger, their blood will be on your hands.
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  But if you tell them about income in danger, the blood is
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  off your hands. You know, in other words, don't,
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  don't hold on and hide evil. Expose it.
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  You expose the unfruitful works of darkness.
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  You don't hide onto it you don't like cover it up.
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  Only evil covers evil up. Light exposes exposes the
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  darkness. And as women, I think it's also
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  our obligation to warn each other.
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  Hey, this guy's a creep. All right, why don't we actually
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  play the video on? This people see it.
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  Sorry, sorry. Maybe so, yeah.
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  And I came on and I brought up some of the things that I guess
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  we'll discuss tonight having to do with Ben and his behavior
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  towards women. See.
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  And no, go ahead. Sorry, go ahead.
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  No, you're fine. No, I was just going to say,
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  see, I found that very interesting.
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  Then when you came on and you started talking about Ben,
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  because I, I, I had talked a few times about Drunken Peasants and
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  DFF and what my thoughts were on the two shows.
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  And most of my criticisms of Ben were more how he conducted
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  himself on the show. And I had a lot of criticisms to
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  the way he just kind of his attitude, the kind of person he
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  was. I really hate it.
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  Like I started picking up on little things about Ben that I
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  really didn't like. I was like dude, I I feel like
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  all he's doing is like shitting on his fellow Co hosts or.
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  Don't they need trans all the time?
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  Yeah, Randall Bugle throw up. You should be ashamed of
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  yourself for making fun of someone who is trans.
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  Don't do that. They look fine.
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  But no one makes fun of you and your little penis.
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  Now stop it. But.
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  In one way or another, like most of the segments seem centered
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  around triggering either TJ or Scotty or Paul or Billy or
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  whoever else was on the show. And I was.
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  I was getting more and more sick of that.
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  And I was getting sick of like the fact that it seemed like Ben
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  couldn't handle criticism. And unbeknownst to me.
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  It's because he's a psychopath. Psychopaths hate criticism.
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  I can take criticism. Misty, we're talking about the
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  main host, current host of Drunken Peasants, Ben and his.
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  And the allegations that are against him of SA, yes.
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  To me, I feel like it's true because I've had my own
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  experiences with the guy and he's really fucking creepy.
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  I've told him I don't know how many times to leave me the fuck
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  alone and he just keeps coming and coming and coming and he
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  doesn't give a shit about your boundaries.
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  So like I have my own experience on it.
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  I think you guys have seen it on on this channel.
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  Plenty of Dimes regarding Ben drunken peasants like I don't
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  like them. I never have.
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  I've even like stated a few, like I think in 2017 that I
• 27:52
  would never go on the Drunken Peasants.
• 27:55
  I would never ever go on that debauch show.
• 28:00
  And I I I mean it. I was listening this was back in
• 28:04
  Colorado. I was listening to the Deep Fat
• 28:08
  Fried podcast one time and Shanny heard T JS voice and
• 28:13
  she's like what the fuck are you listening to that piece of shit
• 28:18
  for? I'm like oh fuck that's a
• 28:25
  problem. OK, I'll stop.
• 28:26
  Sorry Hun. And I never listened to D pat
• 28:28
  fried again. I I get it now because I know
• 28:32
  the full details. I wasn't aware of this level of
• 28:36
  stuff. I thought they were just ledge
• 28:38
  Lords. They talk this stuff and it was.
• 28:40
  Bullshit. No, they walk it too.
• 28:42
  They did it, yeah. And just like Manson or anybody
• 28:46
  else, you know, Ron Jeremy, all these freaks.
• 28:50
  From this time. Period.
• 28:51
  Yes, that we're open about it now.
• 28:53
  They got to pay for it. Yeah, you do.
• 28:57
  So fuck you, you're the one who fucking decided to go and do
• 29:00
  this to people. You don't expect people to be
• 29:03
  offended and and want this to be exposed after the shit is out.
• 29:08
  Yeah, and they knew it was wrong.
• 29:10
  And you cover it. Up it was in Manson's
• 29:12
  autobiography Longhard wrote Out of Hell back in 199796.
• 29:18
  I had it, I read the whole thing many times actually, and they
• 29:24
  engaged in behavior that is absolutely assault and they
• 29:28
  admitted it. OK, So they got to it.
• 29:31
  They you got to pay for it. It doesn't matter all.
• 29:34
  It was a different time. The women were consenting the
• 29:38
  most cases. Probably not.
• 29:39
  Not what you did to them. Like in Manson's case, shoving
• 29:43
  corn cobs in the chicken. Asshole.
• 29:45
  No, it's 18 plus, isn't it? No.
• 29:49
  Be a little. Be a.
• 29:51
  Little bit more sensitive. To the market, yes, I thought
• 29:54
  you marked. It no.
• 29:56
  I won't talk anything like that again then.
• 29:58
  OK. Anyway, there you go.
• 30:01
  Like this stuff was known and they knew it was wrong, so now
• 30:05
  you got to pay. You got to pay.
• 30:07
  Yeah, that's it. A video or a short stream that I
• 30:11
  did way back and this is probably the first thing I did
• 30:14
  that ever got me any amount of attention, was me criticizing it
• 30:20
  was called DFF versus. I'm sorry, Missy Knight.
• 30:23
  You broke your phone. It happens.
• 30:25
  What's up, Marquis? Hey, Marquis, what's up?
• 30:29
  What's up Jenice? Stop doing that fucked up shit.
• 30:34
  You're better than that anyway. Is DP.
• 30:37
  You know what I'm talking about. And I was talking about the two
• 30:40
  shows and I was, you know, talking about why I didn't like
• 30:43
  DDP anymore and why I like DFF better.
• 30:45
  And Ben kind of I, I realized later, way later, that Ben
• 30:50
  actually saw that stream and was really mad about it.
• 30:55
  And if I'd have known that at the time, that would have
• 30:58
  colored. Well, why do you think he was
• 31:00
  really mad about it? He knew what happened to his
• 31:03
  wife by Ben. Come near me and find out what
• 31:13
  happens. That's all I have to say.
• 31:15
  There is no competition I when you got TJ and Paul's ego versus
• 31:22
  Scotty and Ben. Sorry, deep fat fried was way
• 31:27
  well they. Got to do that to Scotty, man,
• 31:30
  He's a sweet guy. I've never seen anything wrong
• 31:32
  in Scotty, by the way. I hate TJ, but I like Scotty.
• 31:36
  Does that make any sense? Because Scotty's just been just
• 31:41
  his kid brother, you know? Well, here's the thing.
• 31:45
  When I'm speaking on this stuff, I'm speaking from a standpoint
• 31:49
  of on air talent, Yeah. So when you're Speaking of that
• 31:53
  versus that, TJ and Paul are going to be the ones because
• 31:57
  they're good at what they do. They're funny.
• 32:01
  Scotty and Ben are boring, always have been.
• 32:04
  Scotty's tried to be his brother, which you can't be your
• 32:07
  brother. You need to develop your own
• 32:10
  thing. Yeah, Ben Pie roofied Scotty's
• 32:16
  wife, Marquee. Whoa, get into it.
• 32:22
  Yeah, get into it. She hasn't even spoke.
• 32:26
  Yet my perception of him, but honestly, I kind of just I, I,
• 32:30
  I, I said my piece, what I thought about Ben and I, I just
• 32:35
  kind of moved on. I didn't really focus on it too
• 32:37
  much. My I know my channel started as
• 32:39
  a, as a show that was that was a fan show criticizing both shows
• 32:43
  and talking about them. But I quickly moved away from
• 32:46
  that. But unbeknownst to me, Ben is
• 32:49
  actually held a fucking grudge against me for a very long time.
• 32:53
  And in fact, Ben sent the stream to Anna Mansur at the time and
• 32:57
  was like, who's this? Is this one of your friends?
• 33:00
  And they were like, no, but this person actually seems kind of
• 33:03
  cool. And it was.
• 33:07
  It's just kind of funny. I had no idea of this until way
• 33:11
  later. And because my point is that
• 33:13
  I've been accused of like having a vendetta against Ben.
• 33:17
  I don't have a vendetta against Ben.
• 33:19
  I, I, like I said, I made my criticisms, I put them out there
• 33:23
  and I moved on. And he was the one.
• 33:26
  You have a right to have criticism.
• 33:28
  That is fair. You know, I don't know if Anna
• 33:35
  Main Sir is under Haven, but he's another one of them freaks
• 33:40
  out there that, you know, people I'm associating are hunting, so
• 33:47
  I like to point them out anyway. I like to point out the freaks
• 33:57
  in the world, the weirdos, the sickos and shine the light on
• 34:03
  their little head and be like why the fuck are you doing this
• 34:08
  to people? Well, it's like Trump.
• 34:10
  You go to Google, you put in Ivanka and Donald, and then you
• 34:14
  put enter, and then you vomit. It's a clear there's that's
• 34:21
  something wrong with that. What the fuck is that truth?
• 34:25
  This is the same thing. Yes.
• 34:28
  Same thing you would Roofie, one of your best friend's wife, and
• 34:34
  then have your way when she's unconscious.
• 34:38
  Of course he would, because he's a little fucking coward.
• 34:41
  He doesn't want them to fight back.
• 34:43
  But that's crazy to me that it's but it is the case that that R
• 34:47
  word guys do this to someone that they that's accessible say.
• 34:52
  Yes, that they know it's it. Most our cases are by someone
• 34:59
  you know, right? Oh, Ben would never do that to
• 35:03
  me. That's what this Tracy would
• 35:04
  think, right? Yeah.
• 35:05
  He'd never do that to me. He did.
• 35:08
  One who held on to these criticisms and, like, was mad
• 35:13
  about me so that years later when I started streaming with
• 35:17
  people that were close to him and he was like, no, you're not
• 35:19
  allowed to do that. I started thinking more of of a
• 35:24
  back when you came on because I'll be honest, like when you
• 35:27
  told your story, you made Ben seem like a creepy person.
• 35:32
  And I was kind of like, I was kind of like, yeah, he's.
• 35:35
  That's because he is a creepy person and with my own personal
• 35:40
  experience that I think the lot of you have seen you would
• 35:45
  agree. Like how many times have I took
• 35:48
  like to my audience? How many times have I told him
• 35:50
  to leave me the fuck alone and he keeps coming back.
• 35:54
  I I bet he's not ever going to come back after this because I'm
• 35:57
  just going to flip this on. They're extremely cancelable.
• 36:02
  Cancelable too because they're very anti-gay and anti trans
• 36:07
  rhetoric. Yes, very.
• 36:11
  They always have been, yeah. Always.
• 36:13
  And you but yet they do gay shit which makes no sense.
• 36:16
  They're anti-gay but do gay shit.
• 36:18
  But that tells you. Something I think that yeah,
• 36:21
  they're closeted. They're closeted, yeah.
• 36:23
  Absolutely, and being closeted makes you do really weird shit.
• 36:28
  No, quantum palm tree, You are not blocked.
• 36:32
  You are here. Sounds icky, like, but like, I
• 36:36
  don't think he's a evil human being, you know?
• 36:38
  I don't think he's a irredeemable shit stain or
• 36:42
  whatever, but like the more interactions that I've had, even
• 36:46
  just tangential have like reinforced this idea and, and
• 36:52
  and it and it sucks because. Me too girl, me too.
• 36:57
  I feel the same fucking way about very.
• 37:02
  Weird fucking. He's always turned me off like
• 37:08
  get the fuck away from me psycho.
• 37:13
  To find out all of this today I'm like oh I have to make a
• 37:18
  video on this. This needs to be warned.
• 37:21
  To the girls out there. I I.
• 37:25
  Never wanted to hate like this was one of my favorite shows.
• 37:28
  I I think much like you like. It was mine too.
• 37:31
  It was my, yeah, I, I just wanted to enjoy my favorite
• 37:34
  show, you know, I, it was my favorite podcast.
• 37:37
  I, I, I had fun watching it. I, I wanted to like, meet the
• 37:40
  people involved with it because I respected them so much.
• 37:43
  And I never wanted to learn this shit about someone that I looked
• 37:49
  up to and respected like. I didn't want to learn this
• 37:53
  stuff because I never respected him, but my little feelers were
• 38:02
  like creep, creep alert, creep alert, creep alert, creep alert.
• 38:06
  Yeah, you just knew it. Yeah, I just knew, OK?
• 38:11
  I was right. I was fucking right about him
• 38:14
  the whole time. It only is very good to meet.
• 38:19
  Your heroes, if if not for the fact that, like the other people
• 38:23
  on the show that I've met, have all been wonderful.
• 38:26
  So, at least for the most. Part.
• 38:27
  Is he being investigated? I hope so.
• 38:30
  He should after this. He probably will after this.
• 38:36
  I got the big. I got Big Brother watching me
• 38:40
  always. So welcome to the whistleblower
• 38:44
  life, mostly. For the most part.
• 38:50
  But yeah, I don't know where I was going with that.
• 38:55
  I I lost her like I thought. That's that's fine.
• 38:57
  It's OK. No, I I think you're just
• 39:00
  getting to the the point of. You know what's funny he did the
• 39:04
  same thing that what's his name Hyde Matheson did.
• 39:11
  He did the same thing like what you do bro get tips from him.
• 39:16
  Piece of shit. It it being interesting how it's
• 39:21
  come full circle really it kind of has.
• 39:24
  I I never. Think it really?
• 39:25
  Really. Has I know some like I said, I
• 39:27
  know some people think that like I'm doing this for clout.
• 39:30
  I'm doing this because I want to.
• 39:31
  I have some vendetta against Ben.
• 39:32
  Dude. As I've said before, if I was
• 39:35
  doing this for clout, I would be doing streams about Ben nonstop.
• 39:38
  I'd have his name in my title. I'd.
• 39:40
  Have Oh, I ain't doing this for clout.
• 39:41
  I'm doing this to expose the asshole.
• 39:49
  There's Ben right there, he said.
• 39:52
  Maybe stop acting like a cloud and Ben will stop talking about
• 39:55
  you. Or Ben needs to realize that
• 40:00
  women are creeped out by him and he needs to respect their
• 40:04
  boundaries instead of intruding them like some fucking
• 40:08
  psychopath weirdo. His picture in my thumbnails
• 40:19
  like he is in this one. I'd have him plastered all over
• 40:22
  my channel and I'd be talking about nothing else.
• 40:25
  I want to. I want to make things.
• 40:27
  Poor girl just can't move on for me, man.
• 40:32
  Listen, if you want to know how my vagina taste, it's honey.
• 40:37
  Salty honey. So there you go Carrie, Just
• 40:41
  just. That'll be in your imagination,
• 40:45
  'cause it looks like you just, you're just fucking in love with
• 40:48
  me, girl. Like I'm not interested.
• 40:51
  You're too. Yeah, yeah, I'm not interested.
• 40:59
  Yeah, I ain't interested. So just move on, girl, move on.
• 41:06
  Sometimes. Sometimes your lesbian crush
• 41:09
  ain't for you. Clear to people, Anyone who's
• 41:12
  watching this right now for the drama, anyone who's watching
• 41:15
  this because they want to know what?
• 41:18
  They are. Right, well, anyone who's
• 41:20
  specifically watching this for the drama and because they want
• 41:22
  to know what happened with Ben and what's going to happen like
• 41:25
  I'm I'm going to tell you y'all right now, if you if that is all
• 41:30
  you're interested in, either don't subscribe or if you want
• 41:33
  to see my future streams about this shit, subscribe.
• 41:38
  Said don't say that Shady. She's going to make some salted
• 41:41
  whip honey and go to town. I hope she does put it on
• 41:46
  stream. I love that shit.
• 41:47
  Look, look, there was only one time I responded to Carrie and I
• 41:53
  destroyed her because she was like, Oh my God, he's flirting
• 41:55
  with me. That was all it took.
• 41:59
  She's miserable. She's really miserable with her
• 42:02
  guy. Yeah, she need.
• 42:04
  But The thing is, that's her income, that's her lifeline, so
• 42:08
  she can't lose the husband. I know I get that, but she is.
• 42:12
  Yeah, TJ is a fucking loser and doesn't make any money, so she
• 42:15
  can't go with him. He's just a fuck boy.
• 42:18
  And you know what else? Yeah, he's just a fuck boy.
• 42:24
  Well. That guy's really bad looking
• 42:26
  anyways. Yeah, all he is is a fuck boy.
• 42:28
  So like. With the plan to unsubscribe
• 42:33
  when it's done because I promise you guys this is not something I
• 42:38
  ever wanted to fucking get involved in This is not the kind
• 42:41
  of channel I ever wanted to become.
• 42:44
  This is something that I feel like I have an obligation to do
• 42:48
  on some level because honestly I've I've, I've known you for a
• 42:53
  while Taylor and I've seen you be afraid to talk about this.
• 42:56
  I've known other people that have been afraid to talk about
• 42:58
  this and when Alicia. I'm certainly not afraid of
• 43:04
  vampire or anything. My question.
• 43:07
  Is how many of these atheist piece of shit scumbags assaulted
• 43:11
  girls. How many of these pieces of shit
• 43:13
  atheist scumbags have fucking covered for him and harass the
• 43:17
  hell out of these women who try to come out and say I was
• 43:20
  harmed? How, how many girls has this
• 43:24
  happened to with this this crew? That's my question, TJ.
• 43:31
  What's your deal? Like, wow, you just were totally
• 43:35
  into this, weren't you? You love this.
• 43:39
  I finally came forward and told. You story what like are you OK
• 43:44
  to be? I was sickened.
• 43:45
  By the fact. That no one else was talking
• 43:47
  about this. No one else would touch touch
• 43:49
  this subject like they they just wouldn't.
• 43:52
  I will. I'll touch this subject because
• 43:58
  this is a passion of mine and has been a passion of mine for
• 44:02
  the majority of my life is exposing these scumbags.
• 44:06
  Donka means thank you in German, correct, Sorry.
• 44:15
  No, no one will even like lend it the little the slightest bit
• 44:18
  of credence. And so I feel like someone has
• 44:22
  to. So that's what I'm going to do.
• 44:25
  And we're about to, I'm about to interview Taylor.
• 44:28
  I'm going to ask her some questions.
• 44:29
  Sorry, was I speaking another language again?
• 44:34
  I don't marquee. I do that sometimes.
• 44:37
  Testing the waters saying do you know what it means?
• 44:41
  No, The thing is, is I do that sometimes.
• 44:43
  It's like I'm talking to him and I like completely say a word in
• 44:46
  a different language, but he knows what it means.
• 44:48
  But but. It's Danka.
• 44:50
  But I want, I just want to say also back up Mark, what Mark he
• 44:54
  said before. Being a freak isn't always bad.
• 44:57
  No. That's true.
• 44:59
  Being a freak into harming people, that's.
• 45:02
  Bad, that's bad. Be that's a different.
• 45:04
  Way to go through her story. And then I have another one of
• 45:08
  the the victims that's agreed to come on and I'm going to
• 45:11
  interview her next and anybody else.
• 45:14
  Oh, you mean Dark DARKEI think it just because they thought it
• 45:19
  looked cool I would assume. I don't know.
• 45:21
  Sorry. I don't know.
• 45:22
  You would have to ask Lady Hopium.
• 45:24
  Dark. A Yeah, her name now is Lady
• 45:28
  Hopium. Dark a Dark a corruption.
• 45:33
  Dark. A yeah, I don't know.
• 45:35
  I don't know either. It looks cool, so you know.
• 45:38
  Maybe that's the name? Of let the.
• 45:39
  Queen work, Maybe that's the name of her podcast show.
• 45:43
  Oh yeah, OK. Corruption out there Who has
• 45:47
  experienced something like this with Ben?
• 45:50
  Please DM me. Same here.
• 45:53
  If you have any experience like this with Ben please DM me.
• 45:58
  Please get a hold of me, even go in the chat and be like I I need
• 46:02
  to speak. I'll come out, I'll say
• 46:04
  something. I'll try to get in contact with
• 46:11
  the right authorities so you can get the help that you need.
• 46:15
  I know in New York State you should file.
• 46:20
  They have this thing, this me Too type of deal going on in New
• 46:25
  York where you can file for sex SA in New York and they'll look
• 46:32
  into it and investigate it for you.
• 46:35
  So that's an also a good place an Ave. to go if you want to get
• 46:40
  some justice. The Victims Act or whatever
• 46:43
  they, it made the statute, they'd lifted it, right.
• 46:45
  The statute of imitation, yes. So you can go and get grievance
• 46:52
  in whatever way. Yeah, yeah, file a grievance.
• 46:55
  Yeah. And I suggest you do file a
• 46:57
  report even if you think it's not going to go anywhere,
• 47:00
  because what it does is it shows a pattern of behavior on Ben's
• 47:05
  part. So all you women out there who
• 47:08
  have experienced this would then make a police report.
• 47:13
  Maybe it's not going to go anywhere, but at least it's
• 47:16
  evidence. So in case someone else reports
• 47:19
  it, they can look at that and question you and see if there's
• 47:25
  like a connection to it. You know, unfortunately, these
• 47:29
  are how rape cases get prosecuted in the United States
• 47:35
  'cause they don't take them too seriously.
• 47:37
  Instead they go for the serial rapist by, you know, multiple
• 47:42
  reports from women and then take that seriously.
• 47:47
  Plus it also gets them off the street a lot longer.
• 47:50
  You know, instead of two years, they get life in prison, you
• 47:52
  know what I mean? And how fuck, you could also
• 47:54
  call Crime Stoppers, correct? How fucked up is that?
• 47:57
  It's almost like saying to the country, Oh yeah, all the males
• 48:01
  get one free rape, you know? Yeah, they do.
• 48:03
  That's insane. They pretty much do.
• 48:05
  That's insane. You better not with me.
• 48:10
  Fuck around and find out. That's all I have to say.
• 48:15
  OK, OK, Let's just say it'll look like some kind of Japanese
• 48:21
  anime display, if you know what I mean.
• 48:24
  If you know, you know. This is a safe place.
• 48:30
  My community, the people that that stick around my community
• 48:33
  anyway are decent people who are are going to be very welcoming
• 48:39
  and opening open and and you guys can feel safe to come here.
• 48:43
  They're I I fully expect trolls to show up, but my mods know how
• 48:48
  to handle trolls. I got good mods all right, so
• 48:52
  that's good Hell yeah. This is This is a.
• 48:55
  Lizzie said perfectly, said Shanny. 3 patterns of behavior.
• 48:58
  If X amount of women report, the chances of prosecution and
• 49:02
  corroboration probably increased tenfold.
• 49:05
  Yet exactly how's the vaping going?
• 49:09
  Pretty damn good. Not bad.
• 49:12
  Pretty damn good. I'm doing good at quitting
• 49:14
  cigarettes. I can say that myself.
• 49:18
  I'm doing pretty damn good. This this is a safe place.
• 49:23
  No one everyone needs back God damn it tripping over my God
• 49:27
  damn words. I'm not I'm not used to do a
• 49:31
  doing streams with such a high view counts.
• 49:33
  I will say I'm a for. I know for you you've probably
• 49:36
  been in streams with higher ones, but I'm and I.
• 49:39
  I was on a show with Unicion. Yeah, right.
• 49:42
  Right. So I know you're nervous.
• 49:45
  Forgive. Me, and that's a creepy
• 49:47
  motherfucker right there. He is.
• 49:49
  Unicion does put off really bad, like creepy American Psycho
• 49:55
  vibes. No, but that's.
• 49:59
  Did you see what the fuck he did to Eugena?
• 50:01
  He had Eugena Cooney's name on it.
• 50:04
  And we'll see. The fucking candy.
• 50:07
  What? I think they're protein bars.
• 50:08
  But anyway, he does that deliberately.
• 50:11
  He wants to have the American Psycho aesthetic.
• 50:17
  That's true. He's gotten in so much trouble
• 50:20
  over this shit. I know, but that's what he
• 50:22
  wants. Too he is, I guess.
• 50:25
  He's a Nine Inch Nails fan. I know those type.
• 50:28
  People, there you go. He's into the pain.
• 50:30
  It's cool. He.
• 50:32
  Wasn't too bad in he wasn't too bad in person honestly.
• 50:35
  Well, he has to be decent in person.
• 50:37
  Like that's how he ropes you in, That's how he makes you think.
• 50:39
  Oh, he didn't touch me though. He touched you.
• 50:41
  He didn't touch me. Yeah, he was touching my
• 50:43
  tattoos. I was like oh stop please.
• 50:48
  Oh God a Nissy on gets touchy. Oh no.
• 51:01
  This really creepy, especially if you're dealing with a fan or
• 51:04
  whatever or something like that and you get that way.
• 51:07
  That's real weird. That's not something you do.
• 51:12
  No, not OK. Cause 'cause I've, I, I had a
• 51:19
  little experience with this and meeting a fan and it's like they
• 51:23
  do have like starry eyes for you because they see you sort of as
• 51:27
  a celebrity. So you got a kind of, you really
• 51:30
  have to be careful with your fans.
• 51:33
  You got it. That's, that's, it's awkward
• 51:36
  because it's like you, you almost feel worshipped.
• 51:39
  It's weird. It is.
• 51:40
  It's weird, it's creepy, it's just awkward feeling.
• 51:46
  I didn't get creeped out. I wasn't creeped out, but I felt
• 51:49
  like this. Oh, wow, you admire me and
• 51:53
  that's weird. It's a weird feeling to have
• 51:58
  somebody look at you like, wow, that is weird.
• 52:02
  Have I watched this yet? Oh definitely I have seen this.
• 52:08
  I wouldn't be showing it if I didn't see it and and and and
• 52:12
  say what I'm saying. Gross.
• 52:15
  Yeah. But anyway.
• 52:19
  But yeah, yeah, I really, I really, I'll tell you this what
• 52:26
  what made me so sick and why I felt like I had to say something
• 52:30
  was how similar Alicia's story was to mine.
• 52:35
  I've never met her before. Ben Pye is being accused of
• 52:40
  essaying a bunch of women, including Scotty's wife, which
• 52:47
  is the Amazing Atheist's brother, Scotty.
• 52:51
  Yeah, this, the woman speaking is is Scotty's wife.
• 52:57
  Yeah, there was a person in here earlier that asked for an
• 52:59
  autograph from us already, Marquis.
• 53:01
  So and it paid for autograph and we did that and they.
• 53:04
  They scammed us. They.
• 53:05
  Scammed this fucking asshole but anyway.
• 53:09
  Yeah, it is why I've never talked to her until really this
• 53:16
  and I I so I I didn't really hope is watching because I want
• 53:24
  her to know that she is safe. It's around the 20/18/2017 era,
• 53:31
  apparently, when this went down with Ben Pie.
• 53:34
  Or not Ben Pie or Scotty's wife. Yeah.
• 53:38
  Dave and to the other people, I hope they feel that that way as
• 53:46
  well. And it's I, I can tell you that
• 53:48
  this is very nerve wracking. I really don't want to have to
• 53:52
  say a lot of this stuff. And it was really hard to go
• 53:57
  back and think about all of it, but should, if I can do it, you
• 54:02
  can too, you know, So now again, I have talked about this before,
• 54:07
  not in as big a detail, but I did talk about this years ago.
• 54:13
  But I just feel like this is it's a little different so.
• 54:17
  Well, you definitely didn't go into as much detail when you
• 54:19
  came on before. So no.
• 54:21
  And I and I couldn't and I didn't feel like I was able to.
• 54:28
  It was much. I had to be more calculated with
• 54:32
  my words for reasons. And I haven't talked about it
• 54:37
  since then, really not, not out of fear.
• 54:42
  I mean, I mean, I know Ben's watching this and I'm not scared
• 54:45
  of you, more just I. Neither am I.
• 54:52
  You know how I look at you, Ben. Sheer disgust I.
• 54:58
  Didn't want it to affect the people that I love that might
• 55:02
  have been affected by it, but he's not able to anymore so.
• 55:08
  Right. I'm, I'm, I'm glad that you feel
• 55:12
  strong enough to, you know, come forward and be able to talk
• 55:15
  about this 'cause there are, there are people that are still
• 55:19
  afraid of him. And I, I, I know of people that,
• 55:24
  that there are people close to me that are still hurt by even
• 55:27
  thinking about Ben. Because don't be afraid of him.
• 55:29
  He's a fucking bitch. He's a fucking pussy.
• 55:36
  Don't be afraid of Ben. Completely cockless.
• 55:39
  Because men that are willing to do that, to drug a drink and
• 55:43
  then fuck a girl that's unconscious are absolute.
• 55:45
  There's they have no Dick, Yeah, they're just scum.
• 55:49
  Yeah, you're a little coward. You couldn't even let them
• 55:52
  fight. Yeah, you wouldn't even allow
• 55:55
  them to fight, you little fucking coward.
• 55:57
  You want an unconscious fucking sex partner?
• 56:00
  You're sick. Like you're yeah, you're fucked
• 56:02
  up. You fuck a dead body.
• 56:04
  Like you're it probably has maybe psychopath.
• 56:10
  It's, you know, like he's, he's affected a lot of people in a
• 56:14
  lot of different ways, not necessarily just women that he's
• 56:17
  been involved with, but like all kinds of people and.
• 56:21
  Me helping to ruin my life. It sucks, it sucks watching
• 56:29
  someone and I, I, I will say this, I do believe he uses his
• 56:33
  platform to not only it's, it's bad enough that he uses his
• 56:39
  platform to rope in women and which I think is, I, I, I think
• 56:42
  it's kind of a questionable in the 1st place.
• 56:45
  Using your platform to actively seek out dating partners is, is
• 56:50
  kind of creepy. If you happen to meet someone
• 56:52
  that's a fan and you know is watching you and, and, and you
• 56:55
  get to know each other and you form a real relationship, that's
• 56:58
  one thing. But like I feel.
• 57:00
  Like. I I feel like people who are
• 57:01
  actively searching members of their audience, which it's, it's
• 57:05
  kind of clear he's doing that. It it it's it's really.
• 57:08
  Bad. But the aside.
• 57:12
  Yeah, he does. He's a predator.
• 57:16
  He hunts people and and he uses them for victims so he can
• 57:23
  devour them and he has no conscience.
• 57:29
  None of them do. In the Drunken Peasants, all of
• 57:31
  them involved, they have no conscience.
• 57:34
  Aside from that, he also uses his platform to silence people,
• 57:40
  to make people afraid to speak up, to say anything.
• 57:44
  He has an army of of sycophants and trolls that will disparage
• 57:49
  anyone who dares speak out against him, and all of that is
• 57:54
  very problematic behavior and people need to be aware of that.
• 58:02
  It seems like a lot of Youtubers do this as well.
• 58:05
  I find it really interesting to see all of these stories come
• 58:09
  out and it's all the same. Listen, let me tell you
• 58:13
  something. Knowing that Nall has BPD, she's
• 58:19
  probably an absolute wreck right now and probably not able to
• 58:26
  function very correctly. Someone who has borderline
• 58:31
  personality disorder, their number one trigger is loss and
• 58:37
  abandonment. So she's got to be an absolute
• 58:40
  just God bless her. That's all I have to say.
• 58:47
  God bless her 'cause I knew she cared for him.
• 58:50
  But like, yeah, you know, she, she who knows, man, that type of
• 59:02
  like loss like that could trigger you to end up hurting
• 59:06
  yourself, You know, And I only say this because I also have
• 59:14
  borderline personality disorder. So I'm looking at it from my own
• 59:18
  perspective, like the impulsive things and and mental health
• 59:25
  when my mental health is low, like the things I could possibly
• 59:29
  do. So it's probably really
• 59:40
  affecting her badly and just don't be surprised to not see
• 59:46
  her for a while. Story every single time, over
• 59:50
  and over and over again. This platform is is a is a
• 59:55
  valuable tool, but it is. Oh yeah I know she's made a
• 59:58
  bunch of videos cussing him out because she felt rejected by
• 1:00:01
  him. You know this is a woman with a
• 1:00:05
  severe case of EPD. So since she felt rejected by
• 1:00:09
  him, her only method of thinking would be like attacked.
• 1:00:14
  She probably should go into therapy, get some DBT.
• 1:00:17
  It will help her to feel the need not to lash out, you know?
• 1:00:26
  But I'm just, I'm just looking at it from a psychological point
• 1:00:30
  of view, not in like I like her type of point of view because I
• 1:00:36
  know nothing about her. Actually, to tell you the truth,
• 1:00:39
  I don't really know her person, but psychologically, knowing she
• 1:00:45
  has BPD, I'm just speaking, you know, from that point of view.
• 1:00:54
  You're sick of the mental illness cards.
• 1:00:56
  Yeah, but it's like how you function when you're like low
• 1:01:02
  mental health, you know, and you have a mental illness.
• 1:01:05
  It's just like, I'm just thinking of the possibilities.
• 1:01:08
  Someone asked a question from my opinion, there's my answer.
• 1:01:12
  I'll give you a completely psychological reasoning.
• 1:01:19
  Is also dangerous and I think a lot of people don't realize
• 1:01:22
  exactly Jay Troy Doe in the chat, power corrupts absolutely.
• 1:01:26
  That's the fucking problem. You have power, like a lot of
• 1:01:29
  people are going to like be tempted by that power.
• 1:01:32
  And I'm not saying that fucking excuses it because it doesn't,
• 1:01:35
  because there are people who have power who don't use it in
• 1:01:37
  that way. And you know, if they can
• 1:01:40
  resist, why can't you bitch? You know, like, holy shit.
• 1:01:43
  And and This is why I like this. Yeah, I didn't say she didn't
• 1:01:47
  ruin his life. I'm saying what she's go, what
• 1:01:51
  she might be going through now as someone who has BPD, that's
• 1:01:56
  all I'm saying. I can speak for experience with
• 1:01:59
  this that I know that if Shani and I were to split, the next
• 1:02:05
  day there might be a two or three hour rant about how
• 1:02:10
  disgusting, horrible I am. I no, that's not funny, it's
• 1:02:16
  actually the truth. And I.
• 1:02:17
  That's why I'm laughing 'cause I'm like, yeah, probably.
• 1:02:20
  And I know that would happen. And then everybody's going to be
• 1:02:22
  like, Revs a piece of shit. And I've already like, you know,
• 1:02:26
  come to that. Understanding.
• 1:02:27
  But you know what? Maybe I won't 'cause, you know,
• 1:02:30
  I've gotten a lot of help, I've gotten a lot of therapy, and
• 1:02:33
  I've learned a lot. But it's something in your
• 1:02:35
  spirit that when this I and I, I'm not criticizing you for it.
• 1:02:40
  This isn't criticism. Part of the way you process
• 1:02:44
  stuff to move on. Yeah.
• 1:02:46
  Is this you have to get it out on screen.
• 1:02:49
  Yeah, that might be it. It's part of it.
• 1:02:51
  So I would not be offended by it.
• 1:02:53
  Yeah. But if I was asked about it, I
• 1:02:55
  would say no, it's bullshit. Yeah.
• 1:02:57
  Like we loved each other. Yeah.
• 1:02:58
  Yeah. You know what I read?
• 1:03:00
  Like The thing is I I don't know anything about nalls so I'm just
• 1:03:03
  thinking of it as a completely BPD point of view.
• 1:03:06
  I would like to get to know now. So that little taste we had,
• 1:03:11
  yeah, where we saw her and Cobra interacting.
• 1:03:13
  I'd like to know more about it actually.
• 1:03:15
  I thought it was bizarre and toxic and I was like, whoa.
• 1:03:19
  It seemed very toxic but like like has.
• 1:03:21
  She ever had DBT? She seems like she's been
• 1:03:24
  diagnosed but didn't go to the therapy.
• 1:03:27
  It's like I said to you, OK, tonight's match up BPD versus
• 1:03:33
  autism, Like it's that's going to be rough.
• 1:03:36
  Yeah. There's going to be clashes.
• 1:03:38
  Yeah, just like bipolar in BPD, absolute huge fights and it
• 1:03:45
  could be over something small, but but it triggers something
• 1:03:49
  bigger that it's it's very. That's why both people need to
• 1:03:53
  be in therapy. You need to be in therapy.
• 1:03:57
  If you have mental illness like this and you're in a
• 1:04:00
  relationship, you need to be in therapy.
• 1:04:04
  I've talked to Jess personally before a bunch of times.
• 1:04:07
  She really isn't rotten as it's as she seems when she's clipped.
• 1:04:12
  She just been burned and burned, especially with BPD, and that's
• 1:04:15
  why I contacted her. Yeah, I would have done that.
• 1:04:18
  Too see I that's how I think she probably is too.
• 1:04:22
  You sent her the DBT book thing? Ah, Lizzie, love you.
• 1:04:26
  She's awesome. Lizzie's one of the nicest girls
• 1:04:29
  on the Internet. Yeah, she's literally like such
• 1:04:32
  a Oh my God, we got Kitty Dooms in the house.
• 1:04:35
  I know. She don't exist yet.
• 1:04:36
  Can you let me make her before she exists?
• 1:04:39
  You're trying to create her. Stop.
• 1:04:45
  It's his idea, not yours. I'm still building her thief.
• 1:04:49
  OK, there's going to be T-shirts and everything but you got to
• 1:04:51
  let me create her first. Takes time and the AI ready for
• 1:04:57
  it yet. It's not advanced it yet for
• 1:04:59
  what I want to do with her so please.
• 1:05:01
  But we've gotten off topic here. We're supposed to be OK exposing
• 1:05:04
  vampire. Let's just be honest.
• 1:05:06
  And then Nall came up for some reason.
• 1:05:09
  But yeah, thank you for helping Nall like.
• 1:05:14
  So sweet. People don't get BPD, they
• 1:05:17
  always like just make you fucking this monster, rotten
• 1:05:21
  fucking monster. And it's like, yo, do you
• 1:05:24
  fucking understand? It's what you do to us that
• 1:05:27
  causes us to fucking go crazy on your ass.
• 1:05:29
  This is where I can really come in and give a little knowledge
• 1:05:33
  and then we should get back. You leave a motherfucking.
• 1:05:35
  Person with BPD alone, they're the I want to give a little bit
• 1:05:38
  of knowledge to people out there.
• 1:05:42
  This shit that they do to people is very deliberate because if
• 1:05:45
  you look in the book 1984, part of the way to manage the
• 1:05:50
  populace, they would put an image of a Jewish man on the
• 1:05:55
  screen and it they called it the 10 minutes hate, they would put
• 1:06:00
  an image of a Jewish guy on the screen and that the people would
• 1:06:04
  scream at the screen. You're a fucking evil piece of
• 1:06:08
  shit. You're our enemy.
• 1:06:09
  Like that's what this is. They they create these
• 1:06:15
  archetypes of bad people. They did this to us and they
• 1:06:20
  have people do 10 minutes hate on them all day.
• 1:06:24
  It's very much to manage the minds of the populace, to keep
• 1:06:27
  their minds off of other things. But this is important.
• 1:06:31
  No, this is essay. I'm not talking about this.
• 1:06:35
  Yes, I'm talking about why they do this to people.
• 1:06:38
  They they single out someone and pick on them.
• 1:06:41
  It's it's a, it's a propaganda type technique, Nazi type shit.
• 1:06:45
  I'm not going to go and say that she poisoned King Cobra because
• 1:06:49
  of some fucking rumor on the Internet.
• 1:06:54
  That is ridiculous. I'm not doing that.
• 1:06:56
  That's it's slander. Anyway I I will be right back.
• 1:08:09
  Do I like your bum bums? Your ramen noodle bum bum.
• 1:08:13
  It's too much sodium, babe. Sorry.
• 1:08:19
  Now you put a freaking Cadbury bar on that shit, I'll be
• 1:08:23
  licking your ass. I want to get you the.
• 1:08:25
  Gusher 's. Booty shorts The gusher's booty
• 1:08:30
  shorts. OK, I want.
• 1:08:31
  To. Get you all right.
• 1:08:33
  You feel that? What's that?
• 1:08:51
  Yes, I'm putting a blanket on me.
• 1:08:53
  OK. I deal with serious, like, pain
• 1:09:01
  in my legs in the blanket just helps it.
• 1:09:04
  Soothing. Yeah, it's very soothing.
• 1:09:07
  Let's continue on with this. We need to remember that when we
• 1:09:11
  give someone a platform and we build them up and we allow them
• 1:09:16
  to have this kind of power and influence, we're we're, we're
• 1:09:22
  giving them the ability to influence people and that.
• 1:09:27
  Exactly, and these sick fucking people got Ben to influence
• 1:09:34
  people. OK, if Ben can get away with it
• 1:09:38
  I sure can. What a role model.
• 1:09:43
  You know I ain't listening to anything that pimp monks and
• 1:09:48
  Shabisky have to say. They're part of the problem.
• 1:09:54
  Get the fuck off my channel. Yeah, they might have some
• 1:09:58
  inside information. You know why?
• 1:10:00
  Because they're predators too. Holy shit, Shabisky is going off
• 1:10:06
  on Roblox all the time. You know all the fucking
• 1:10:09
  controversial that's going on with Roblox?
• 1:10:12
  That's Shabisky. He's one of the and.
• 1:10:14
  What other games, Shanny? Oh oh, oh fall guys.
• 1:10:18
  Fall guys, it's all kids. Yeah, he loves going and playing
• 1:10:22
  these kid games just to, oh, oh, maybe get attention from a
• 1:10:28
  couple of them. Excuse me, I wonder if he goes
• 1:10:31
  on Omegle. Probably.
• 1:10:35
  How much you want to bet? They're gross.
• 1:10:37
  They are all PDF file. And pimp monks, how you used to
• 1:10:44
  talk about women and wanting to beat them and and R word them?
• 1:10:48
  I don't think so. Is that right?
• 1:10:50
  Yeah. I've heard him say that shit.
• 1:10:51
  Say that. Fuck him.
• 1:10:53
  He looks like the guy who RAPD me anyway.
• 1:10:56
  Oh, God, that's so funny. Well, he's dead now.
• 1:10:59
  Good. Yeah, I know, right?
• 1:11:03
  You know. He's dead.
• 1:11:04
  Yeah. Pit monks died.
• 1:11:07
  Oh, you mean I thought you meant you knew your rapist died?
• 1:11:10
  I wish he did. Well, sure.
• 1:11:12
  Hell yeah, get that scum off the earth too.
• 1:11:17
  Enjoy. Hell motherfuckers, you deserved
• 1:11:21
  it. I just want.
• 1:11:22
  To you earned it very well. I want to thank you, Marquis,
• 1:11:25
  for sharing your life stories with me.
• 1:11:28
  It's been very entertaining talking to you about that shit
• 1:11:31
  because man, that era the the 9 inch nails downward spiral shit,
• 1:11:36
  I wish I was there for that. So thank you anyway.
• 1:11:39
  Yeah, thank you. But but we.
• 1:11:41
  Got to do this. Needs to be there, there, there,
• 1:11:47
  there needs to be checks and balances.
• 1:11:49
  There there, there needs to be accountability.
• 1:11:51
  We can't just give people power and and let them run wild with
• 1:11:55
  it. We got to hold people
• 1:11:57
  accountable and unfortunately the system doesn't hold people
• 1:12:00
  account and account accountable enough.
• 1:12:02
  I want. To Oh my God, Amen to that, that
• 1:12:05
  the system doesn't hold people accountable enough.
• 1:12:09
  They don't. That's what I was saying.
• 1:12:11
  Like it's like, oh, if you're a dude in the country, it's just
• 1:12:14
  like, yeah, I get one free rate. Yeah, that's insane.
• 1:12:17
  You can pretty. Much.
• 1:12:18
  No way. We got to change that
• 1:12:21
  immediately. Yeah, there has to be something
• 1:12:23
  going on. The women need to be protected.
• 1:12:26
  But yeah, I, I want to actually read off some statistics before
• 1:12:29
  I get into the questions. OK, so, and this is about
• 1:12:34
  specifically rape cases, but like, and, and, and there
• 1:12:37
  there's Ben has been accused of a, a wide range of various
• 1:12:40
  different things. I, I believe some of the things
• 1:12:44
  we go into, we'll, we'll touch upon this, but this is for for,
• 1:12:48
  to give you guys a broader idea, OK, of, of, of the situation.
• 1:12:52
  I know there's a lot of people talking about like, oh.
• 1:12:55
  Can I just say she's so pretty? I was.
• 1:12:58
  Just thinking. I'm pretty.
• 1:13:01
  But yeah, she's a, she is pretty.
• 1:13:02
  She is so pretty. She's really pretty.
• 1:13:04
  False accusations can ruin someone's life and blah blah
• 1:13:08
  blah. Which it can.
• 1:13:09
  But here's the other thing. Rape is woefully criminally
• 1:13:15
  underreported. Rape cases that are reported
• 1:13:20
  rarely go to trial on average. This needs to change.
• 1:13:26
  Mine didn't. This needs to stop in this
• 1:13:30
  country and the world immediately.
• 1:13:33
  That we're not taking. Oh, it's only one report.
• 1:13:36
  So we're going to take the rape kit.
• 1:13:39
  Oh yeah. Yeah, my the when I when I got.
• 1:13:46
  ARD at 16 which was an SRA. You should let people know.
• 1:13:50
  That it was a it was Asra. The the DA looked at me.
• 1:14:00
  I'm 16 years old, OK? I'm just a little girl, OK?
• 1:14:04
  Don't know shit about the world. He looks at me and he's like, I
• 1:14:09
  believe he wronged you, but I don't.
• 1:14:12
  Believe he raped you. What?
• 1:14:17
  Ha, Oh, you're just a good old boy, aren't?
• 1:14:22
  You my clothes were torn off. That's one of those good old.
• 1:14:29
  Boys. Yeah, a 16 year old really wants
• 1:14:31
  that, huh? To get their clothes ripped off
• 1:14:36
  of them? Wow, I'm done.
• 1:14:41
  I know, right? I'm done 13 of 1000 we'll get to
• 1:14:48
  a prosecutor. That's a 1.3% chance that your
• 1:14:52
  case will go in front of someone that will even deem the case
• 1:14:58
  what whether it's worthy or not to go to court.
• 1:15:01
  Then out of those, only about 7 out of 13 actually go to court.
• 1:15:08
  The odds of seeing your rapist in court drops to a 0.7%.
• 1:15:13
  Then out of that 0.7. Do you see how there's a fucking
• 1:15:18
  problem here with our justice system regarding this crime?
• 1:15:24
  Yes. Oh yeah.
• 1:15:28
  And then you realize that there's an entire movement of
• 1:15:31
  men that want to legalize the R word.
• 1:15:38
  Yep. That's an actual movement.
• 1:15:44
  I mean, everybody that's a part of that movement should be in
• 1:15:47
  jail. But I'm just saying that is a
• 1:15:48
  movement. You don't know the level of evil
• 1:15:57
  you're dealing with in the world.
• 1:15:58
  No, you really don't. It's next level what the elites
• 1:16:01
  want for society. You have no idea.
• 1:16:05
  I think they do it purposely so the elite can get away with it
• 1:16:08
  better. Because they're pigs.
• 1:16:12
  No, I can't. I won't say that.
• 1:16:14
  Never mind. And percent, only 18% get
• 1:16:17
  convicted making. Only 18% of the .07% gets
• 1:16:24
  convicted. Yeah, most, most of it's thrown
• 1:16:31
  out. And the men are protected women,
• 1:16:33
  right? No, they're not.
• 1:16:36
  They're allowing them to be victimized every day.
• 1:16:43
  What are the men doing to the rapist?
• 1:16:45
  The raped girls. Hunter Hayes do not talk about a
• 1:16:57
  woman like that. I don't care if they're trans.
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  You do not talk to a trans person like that.
• 1:17:07
  So fucking God. It has nothing to do with you.
• 1:17:11
  This is a human being. They're speaking their mind and
• 1:17:14
  their transsexuality has nothing to do with the topic at hand.
• 1:17:18
  Nothing. Shut the fuck up, asshole.
• 1:17:20
  Oh. My God I can't.
• 1:17:21
  I hate. Being the finally likelihood of
• 1:17:25
  anything happening, a 0.126% chance, a lot of people say, oh,
• 1:17:35
  we'll just report it to the police and then it's done.
• 1:17:37
  No, it doesn't work that way. They don't believe you and the
• 1:17:41
  rape kits don't even get processed.
• 1:17:44
  Instead it's a bunch of fucking men taking pictures of your
• 1:17:47
  fucking pussy, putting you in weird fucking angles.
• 1:17:52
  Put an additional trauma on you after you take your rape kit and
• 1:17:57
  then they walk away and nothing's done.
• 1:18:01
  And it happens time and time and time again with women.
• 1:18:12
  Unfortunately, that's not good enough because it it's it's very
• 1:18:19
  clear that it's injustice to. Women like all the other
• 1:18:23
  injustice they put on us. Far as police are concerned,
• 1:18:29
  rape cases or abuse cases or, or, or just more paperwork.
• 1:18:35
  It never gets looked into. And a lot of the times it can't
• 1:18:38
  get looked into because if you're on a date with someone
• 1:18:43
  and they coerce you or force you into having sex against your
• 1:18:48
  will, how do you prove it? What if, and, and I know there's
• 1:18:52
  the fucking conservative meme of oh, report it right away.
• 1:18:55
  Otherwise it's your own fault because then you can do a rape
• 1:18:58
  kit. Well, what if they force you to
• 1:18:59
  suck their fucking Dick? How do you prove that?
• 1:19:03
  Yeah, exactly. Like no one ever fucking talks
• 1:19:09
  about this shit. And I'm like, so thank you Lady
• 1:19:12
  Hopium for talking about this shit.
• 1:19:14
  Yeah, I agree. That's why part part of this,
• 1:19:19
  that's why me too is important. Because how are you going to
• 1:19:23
  prove something as simple as like Alan Dershowitz's type of
• 1:19:29
  argument where why I didn't take my shorts off?
• 1:19:32
  Yeah, but you could have had your fingers in A minor.
• 1:19:35
  Yeah. Let no we we should be inclined
• 1:19:39
  to believe them. That's what me too is about.
• 1:19:44
  We should be inclined to believe them because why are they do it?
• 1:19:49
  Do you know the the the shame that comes from an assault like
• 1:19:55
  the woman? Feels like I could have done
• 1:19:57
  more to stop it. Oh, I know you.
• 1:20:00
  Yeah, you should speak on this, not me.
• 1:20:01
  Jesus. Oh, I know I don't like to talk
• 1:20:08
  about it though, to tell you the truth, because that just brings
• 1:20:11
  up feelings I don't want to feel.
• 1:20:13
  Yeah. I'm not saying just believe all
• 1:20:18
  women. They just don't want us to talk
• 1:20:20
  about it. That's why it's so triggering.
• 1:20:25
  Without any skepticism, but take these stories into account and
• 1:20:32
  especially when there are multiple people coming out with
• 1:20:36
  similar stories, to me, that adds a hell of a lot more
• 1:20:41
  weight. Same.
• 1:20:45
  Like I said, it's good to report it even though nothing's
• 1:20:49
  probably going to get done because as long as they have,
• 1:20:52
  you know, this guy has done this in this state, this state, this
• 1:20:56
  date, this date, the chance of him actually being prosecuted
• 1:21:00
  and and convicted is higher. And we got to get these guys off
• 1:21:06
  the streets. That's why you need to report
• 1:21:08
  it. We got to get these fuckers off
• 1:21:10
  the street. Pattern of behavior is is extra
• 1:21:14
  important. Yes.
• 1:21:18
  It would be obvious if you had a person that's innocent and they
• 1:21:22
  just get accused once and it's investigated and there was
• 1:21:25
  nothing. That's that's easy, right?
• 1:21:30
  It should still be investigated. Did they just take the rape kit
• 1:21:34
  and throw it and say OK, it's reported?
• 1:21:37
  Oh great, well the same guy that did it to the girl is doing it
• 1:21:42
  again. Yeah.
• 1:21:44
  Somewhere this shit's got to stop.
• 1:21:48
  We just don't value women enough.
• 1:21:51
  No, we don't value women enough. No, and we're the reason why you
• 1:21:55
  fuckers are in the world. That's The funny thing.
• 1:21:59
  So we born you into this world just to freaking defile us.
• 1:22:07
  That's our thanks and not protect us.
• 1:22:14
  Gimme it. I fucking I'd take a bullet.
• 1:22:17
  You know, if I ever saw assault type shit ever.
• 1:22:22
  I never seen it in my life. Like in real life happening,
• 1:22:25
  Yeah, I would kick the guy's knee out and fucking put his
• 1:22:29
  head into the ground and then you're going to the cops 'cause
• 1:22:32
  you were saw I'd seen it. Yeah, exactly.
• 1:22:35
  OK, I never seen it. No in my real life.
• 1:22:38
  Thank God. Really.
• 1:22:39
  I don't want to fucking. No, who it would.
• 1:22:41
  If it was in front of me, I would have definitely done.
• 1:22:43
  Something. Oh, yeah.
• 1:22:45
  If. Oh, now, now the way I am, the
• 1:22:47
  way it, what I've become, yeah, I'd probably be going to jail
• 1:22:51
  for murderers. Not Leon.
• 1:22:56
  I'm not too kind to men like like this.
• 1:23:02
  I don't want them on the earth. They should be crushed,
• 1:23:06
  Eviscerated. Yeah.
• 1:23:07
  You're not a man. No, you're not a human either.
• 1:23:10
  I think more better is you're not a human instead of you're
• 1:23:13
  not a man that's. True too.
• 1:23:15
  You're not a human. But the man.
• 1:23:17
  Cause 'cause humans who have humanity don't do this to
• 1:23:22
  people. That's why a lot of the people
• 1:23:26
  that were like around the ditty thing, I'm like, you're shit
• 1:23:29
  too, 'cause you knew these things were happening and you
• 1:23:34
  guarded the door to it. You're coming to me now saying,
• 1:23:38
  oh, I'm a repentant Christian. I'm telling you these things
• 1:23:40
  happen. You, you fucking let it happen,
• 1:23:42
  then I don't care if you were a Christian or not, then that's
• 1:23:46
  bullshit. You're a human.
• 1:23:48
  You you knew assaults were happening and you did nothing.
• 1:23:52
  Yeah, that's Doc you. Just turned the other cheek.
• 1:23:55
  Like what? And Jaguars even worse because
• 1:23:58
  she actually engaged in. I know.
• 1:24:03
  So I just want people to get that in perspective before we
• 1:24:09
  move on and before I hear any fucking trolls saying shit in
• 1:24:13
  bad faith, all right? Same you should know the
• 1:24:20
  statistics and how hard it is for women men since it's obvious
• 1:24:30
  we're not being protected the the numbers don't lie.
• 1:24:38
  Yeah, yeah. What are our wonderful peace
• 1:24:41
  officer police doing? Right.
• 1:24:45
  Oh, I didn't see it. I don't know.
• 1:24:50
  This kind of shit needs to get talked about because
• 1:24:52
  unfortunately that's what how it is with a lot of Me Too cases.
• 1:24:56
  You can go report it to the police and nothing happens.
• 1:24:59
  So people have to come forward and be public and talk about
• 1:25:02
  what happened so that more people who have the same thing
• 1:25:04
  happen to them can come forward and be public.
• 1:25:07
  Because honestly, when this is the thing where there's smoke,
• 1:25:10
  there's fire. And normally when one of these
• 1:25:12
  cases comes out, if there's something there, more people are
• 1:25:17
  going to come out because. Amen.
• 1:25:22
  Amen. That's exactly why I'm doing
• 1:25:24
  this, because Brett King had it and his channel, he's only got
• 1:25:30
  100 something subscribers, you know?
• 1:25:33
  Yeah, like Lady Hopium tried. She's only got 718.
• 1:25:39
  I've got almost 6000 subscribers.
• 1:25:43
  Imagine the impact that could do to help women who's been hiding
• 1:25:49
  this stuff 'cause they're too fucking afraid.
• 1:25:58
  And I hope someone bigger passes it on and someone bigger than
• 1:26:04
  that passes it on so we can be safe because it's obvious the
• 1:26:11
  authorities don't protect us. Just saying.
• 1:26:17
  It's very rare when someone like this will just do this to just
• 1:26:20
  one person. And if they do anyway, then that
• 1:26:23
  doesn't lend itself to the idea of a pattern of behavior.
• 1:26:26
  And I still have a problem with it, but not as big of a problem
• 1:26:30
  as I do with someone who is continually doing this sort of
• 1:26:33
  thing. It needs to be stopped.
• 1:26:37
  If someone made a mistake in the past, I'd I'd be willing to
• 1:26:40
  forgive them. But when it's clear that someone
• 1:26:42
  is continually doing these things, something needs to be
• 1:26:49
  done. Someone needs to be held to
• 1:26:51
  accountability. So I guess that's all I wanted
• 1:26:56
  to say to open. Are you ready to get to the
• 1:26:59
  questions, Taylor? Sure.
• 1:27:02
  Now this video was four years ago and nobody did shit about
• 1:27:07
  it. They had to unlist it because of
• 1:27:10
  the abuse they got. I'm not afraid to get abused by
• 1:27:17
  these assholes. I've been abused by these
• 1:27:19
  assholes the majority of my life.
• 1:27:21
  Look, when things like this are pointed out to you, you have to
• 1:27:26
  have some kind of reaction to it because it's showing you that
• 1:27:30
  your society is not valuing females at all.
• 1:27:37
  Exactly. There's a sex crime done to some
• 1:27:40
  white boy. It's going to be paid attention
• 1:27:43
  to. It will be.
• 1:27:47
  We have the same thing with a female.
• 1:27:49
  And they go, oh, well, how was she dressed?
• 1:27:51
  Oh, what were the circumstances of was it a party?
• 1:27:57
  How did she act? Was she flirtatious?
• 1:28:01
  That's wrong. She reported something happened
• 1:28:04
  to her sexually. You report it and try and find
• 1:28:07
  out who did it. Period.
• 1:28:09
  No means no. And then you if you find the
• 1:28:12
  person that did it, you prosecute it.
• 1:28:15
  That's not what's done. They take the rape kit and say
• 1:28:18
  it's done over. Oh, OK.
• 1:28:21
  And then that person goes on to keep victimizing girls, Correct?
• 1:28:29
  You're doing good. We're.
• 1:28:31
  Oh my God, Lady Hopium is a Doctor Pepper Queen.
• 1:28:39
  OK, sorry, back to the serious topic.
• 1:28:42
  I'm sorry. We're ready.
• 1:28:46
  OK. So I guess the did you have
• 1:28:51
  something to say before we start?
• 1:28:52
  Nope, sorry. I'm ready.
• 1:28:54
  No problem. OK.
• 1:28:55
  So I guess the first question would be, how did you first hear
• 1:28:58
  of Ben? OK so I I was working for you.
• 1:29:10
  Hear the disgust in her voice even just here and then.
• 1:29:13
  Like I couldn't imagine that motherfucker drugging me and
• 1:29:21
  touching me. I've always been repulsed by
• 1:29:30
  him, let's just say that. Always.
• 1:29:36
  The state of Louisiana and I had a pretty much a desk job.
• 1:29:43
  I sat at the computer a lot. I had three monitors and so I
• 1:29:47
  started watching YouTube, started watching T JS content.
• 1:29:51
  I had watched him when I was younger.
• 1:29:54
  He helped me to come out to my parents as an atheist and so I
• 1:30:00
  started watching him again and there was a video that he put up
• 1:30:08
  on his channel as as well as excuse me, there was a video
• 1:30:12
  that he put up of DPI. Didn't know what that was.
• 1:30:16
  I, I was going through some of his videos that I hadn't caught
• 1:30:20
  up with yet, kind of just like watching every single one of
• 1:30:22
  them or listening to him while I was working and the election was
• 1:30:27
  coming up and he put out some sort of ad or whatever for it.
• 1:30:33
  And so I was like, well, I mean, I'm not really into podcasts or
• 1:30:39
  whatever, but I really like watching his stuff right now.
• 1:30:43
  I was just watching it constantly.
• 1:30:44
  So I'm like, I'll just check out this.
• 1:30:46
  I ended up watching their election night coverage and.
• 1:30:51
  I think I watched that too actually.
• 1:30:55
  I was really. I think I did too at that time
• 1:30:59
  that that That's with Obama, the election night with the Amazing
• 1:31:02
  Atheist. I think I was like switching
• 1:31:04
  back and forth that night, looking at a bunch of things.
• 1:31:10
  Surprised how much I liked it and after after that I I just
• 1:31:16
  kind of binge watched their show and I guess that's I mean that's
• 1:31:20
  how I found out about him. I mainly watched for T JS
• 1:31:25
  commentary. I ended up really liking Scotty
• 1:31:30
  and the different characters that they had that involved him.
• 1:31:33
  I liked Paul a lot. I didn't really think anything
• 1:31:37
  of Ben. I thought his laugh was pretty
• 1:31:40
  funny, but he was more kind of just like a background person.
• 1:31:44
  So wasn't really like the star of the show or whatever, but but
• 1:31:51
  that's that's how I found him. Doesn't it suck, Ben, that you
• 1:31:55
  have always been a third wheel and nobody really wanted your
• 1:31:59
  attention because you're so fucking creepy?
• 1:32:03
  Everybody he came in contact. So you you pushed your way in
• 1:32:06
  and stole it. He gave the ick to everybody.
• 1:32:11
  Fucking loser. Everybody gave the ick.
• 1:32:17
  Everyone was grossed out by you, dude.
• 1:32:21
  How do you? How does that feel?
• 1:32:22
  Like, I don't know. Right.
• 1:32:27
  That's so I have a very similar story when it comes to
• 1:32:31
  discovering TJ and DP and Ben and all of this.
• 1:32:35
  So I can definitely relate there.
• 1:32:38
  Yeah, I'll tell you what, that election coverage was awesome.
• 1:32:42
  Oh, that was a great stream. I was.
• 1:32:44
  It was so great. I was posting it everywhere.
• 1:32:46
  I was like everyone needs to watch this, this is amazing.
• 1:32:49
  Ben is the mayor of the friend zone.
• 1:32:51
  Oh oh I wouldn't even want to be his friend.
• 1:32:54
  Not even that. The mayor of no friend zone.
• 1:32:59
  The mayor of Get the fuck away from you weirdo.
• 1:33:01
  He's, you know. He's in the area of ostracize
• 1:33:05
  from the rest. Yeah, because he's willing to
• 1:33:09
  Roofie women, No. If you go on my Twitter, my very
• 1:33:13
  first tweet, you have to do a lot of scrolling.
• 1:33:15
  But my very, very first tweet was actually from that day.
• 1:33:21
  I think it was my birthday actually, because my birthday is
• 1:33:24
  very close to Election Day. My birthday is November 9th.
• 1:33:27
  And my very first tweet, which is funny now because I'm married
• 1:33:31
  to Scotty, but my first tweet was congratulating TJ for
• 1:33:34
  winning. But.
• 1:33:36
  He hates that. I told him about that the other
• 1:33:39
  day. I was like my first tweet is
• 1:33:40
  this thanks that is. Pretty funny.
• 1:33:45
  Yeah, but so. But no, I, I definitely, TJ
• 1:33:49
  helped me become, you know, becoming an atheist and being
• 1:33:53
  more open and honest about it. And that's.
• 1:33:55
  Yeah, I have to give that to TJ and and Brett Kane.
• 1:34:00
  The becoming an atheist thing too, helping me with that.
• 1:34:05
  It was more like brainwashing though, if I think about it a
• 1:34:08
  little bit more, you know, just hearing his different ideas
• 1:34:14
  because at that time he never heard these type of atheist
• 1:34:16
  ideas before. And it was like very
• 1:34:18
  enlightening, you know. And I tend to be a very open
• 1:34:21
  minded person. So like, yeah, yeah.
• 1:34:25
  Tji think really helped me come out and say I was an atheist
• 1:34:30
  back in the day. I mean, you know, I'm not now,
• 1:34:32
  obviously, but like it is what it is, you know, but then again,
• 1:34:40
  I'm I'm fucking OG YouTube. So that's what YouTube was for
• 1:34:46
  me is like TJ Brett Kane, the atheist Christian community.
• 1:34:55
  Why, what, why? The show appealed to me as well.
• 1:34:58
  And you know, it was a nice, it was a, it was a different
• 1:35:01
  environment than I was ever used to.
• 1:35:02
  And I I I enjoyed it. Felt like I was listening to a
• 1:35:06
  bunch of friends, right? A bunch of my friends talking
• 1:35:10
  while I was working. So it was, it was good.
• 1:35:12
  And they're long too, so I could watch like, and there's so many
• 1:35:16
  of them, so I just have them playing in the background while
• 1:35:18
  I'm like, on Excel or whatever, yeah.
• 1:35:22
  I would do that while I was working too.
• 1:35:24
  Yeah, so in the. Sun holding a fucking sign in
• 1:35:27
  front of a pizza shop. Fucking terrible.
• 1:35:30
  But hey, I got to listen to DP. Yeah, DDP got me through a lot
• 1:35:35
  of boring, monotonous work activities.
• 1:35:40
  I was in the Army, so I would, when I would go, 'cause I was, I
• 1:35:46
  was in the National Guard, I would.
• 1:35:48
  Damn, he married a National Guard girl.
• 1:35:55
  There you go. Good job, Scotty.
• 1:35:57
  I had no idea. I haven't paid attention to
• 1:36:00
  their lives. Didn't care.
• 1:36:04
  Would go and I would wash dishes instead of instead of pretending
• 1:36:10
  to do shit like the other. I don't know, that's a whole
• 1:36:12
  nother story. National Guard but I would go
• 1:36:14
  and wash dishes literally for like 8 hours.
• 1:36:16
  I just go to drill and I just go wash dishes and I would I just
• 1:36:20
  have their show like playing in my earbuds.
• 1:36:23
  I don't know, maybe the day go by fast.
• 1:36:25
  So anyway. Yeah, so it definitely like the
• 1:36:30
  show definitely had appeal and I can see why you found interest
• 1:36:34
  in it. So I guess that answers the
• 1:36:38
  second question of what attracted you to the content.
• 1:36:42
  Oh. Or does.
• 1:36:44
  It, well, I mean, kinda, yeah. Let's see.
• 1:36:51
  Well, I guess what what really attracted me to it was the fact,
• 1:36:55
  I mean, I, I did watch TJ. So I got a little bit of
• 1:37:00
  something different from what I had in my home life.
• 1:37:03
  I grew up in a really small town, very conservative, very
• 1:37:07
  Republican. My family is Christian.
• 1:37:11
  Republican God that had to be so fucking hard coming out as an
• 1:37:15
  atheist with Christian Republicans.
• 1:37:19
  Oh my God, are you OK with your family?
• 1:37:24
  That's what I'm wondering. Again, and that I just, I've
• 1:37:32
  never heard people talk like they did.
• 1:37:35
  Right. I just said that.
• 1:37:38
  I never heard people talk like they did.
• 1:37:41
  I just said that. I mean, granted, I look back at
• 1:37:52
  that time and I'm like it, Damn, you were a really immature,
• 1:37:55
  stupid kid, you know? But then it was like glorious to
• 1:38:00
  me. And I just found them so
• 1:38:03
  different and unique and interesting and I felt like
• 1:38:09
  somebody was. The one you seeing on the screen
• 1:38:12
  is Lady Hopium. The one that is also is speaking
• 1:38:15
  is Scotty's wife from the Amazing Atheist brother The
• 1:38:21
  Drunken Peasants. We're exposing Ben Pie.
• 1:38:28
  Ben Pie allegedly roofied Scotty's wife and proceeded.
• 1:38:37
  So you know what? Finally saying all the stuff
• 1:38:41
  that I couldn't really put into words, right, All the things
• 1:38:44
  that I felt definitely. I mean, not always, but a lot of
• 1:38:48
  the times, you know? Every once in a while I hear
• 1:38:51
  something and it just fucking resonates with you.
• 1:38:53
  It's like yes, that that exactly 100%.
• 1:38:57
  Yeah, so I was, I was just excited to to have somebody put
• 1:39:04
  into words how I felt and in a way that I couldn't do myself.
• 1:39:10
  So but that's that's what attracted me to it.
• 1:39:13
  All right, so, OK, so when it came to Ben, how did you first
• 1:39:20
  meet him and how did how did he contact you?
• 1:39:22
  How did you first come in contact?
• 1:39:25
  He contacted me on my YouTube page and proceeded to sexually
• 1:39:30
  harass me over my OF and helped get my contents stolen and I
• 1:39:42
  never saw a dollar from doing that stuff.
• 1:39:45
  I was completely exploited. So is he I'm.
• 1:39:53
  Still kind of sore over that. Actually, I am too.
• 1:39:56
  That all of that shit went down and I got this baby carrot
• 1:39:59
  bullshit 'cause I had a gun at the time.
• 1:40:03
  It's fucking bullshit. To be cock shamed for like years
• 1:40:07
  and I was never paid for it. Yeah.
• 1:40:09
  That pisses me off. It does.
• 1:40:14
  Well, my, my brother was in the Army and he lived in Colorado at
• 1:40:19
  the time he was stationed there and I was planning on going on a
• 1:40:25
  trip with them there. I had, I had seen that the, that
• 1:40:34
  DP was having a meet up in New Mexico and I'm like, well, that
• 1:40:39
  seems, yeah, that seems pretty close.
• 1:40:43
  That seems close. She went to a meet up dude.
• 1:40:51
  Imagine that you you go to a meet up to see your favorite
• 1:40:54
  freaking YouTube celebrities in the dude roofies you because you
• 1:40:59
  get creeped out by him and reject him.
• 1:41:03
  What a fucking pig. Ben Pie.
• 1:41:06
  Don't ever come to me again. Don't even try to attempt it.
• 1:41:15
  Don't you don't want to face the consequences?
• 1:41:23
  Close enough to where I could make a detour and maybe go.
• 1:41:27
  And so I put on Facebook, they had some kind of Facebook meet
• 1:41:31
  up thing. Right.
• 1:41:32
  And I put on there that I was interested in going, not that I
• 1:41:36
  was, but that I was interested in because I, I didn't really
• 1:41:39
  know if I could go. Yeah.
• 1:41:41
  No, I did that too a few times. Never.
• 1:41:43
  Yeah, it was very, very soon afterwards that I got a message
• 1:41:51
  from someone named Benjamin Kirk, and I didn't.
• 1:41:56
  I. I didn't know who it was, like,
• 1:41:59
  I don't know. I didn't really get that many
• 1:42:00
  messages on Facebook. Now, mind you, I had just gotten
• 1:42:03
  divorced, so I would get messages like from people from
• 1:42:07
  high school, like dudes that were trying to hit me up or
• 1:42:09
  whatever. But I, I saw that I'm like, is
• 1:42:14
  that I mean T JS last name is Kurt, who is Benjamin Kurt.
• 1:42:19
  And I, I clicked on there and it said like, hello with a :) I'm
• 1:42:25
  like, what the fuck? And I messaged back something
• 1:42:29
  like, who is this? And he sent me a photo of
• 1:42:34
  himself and it was the dude from the podcast.
• 1:42:37
  I'm like, is this Ben from the drunken Peasants?
• 1:42:43
  And he was like, yes :) I'm like, what the hell?
• 1:42:48
  And to me like. He was already finding a victim.
• 1:42:54
  He used it to see what what interest in Chick.
• 1:42:57
  Will clicked on this. Yeah.
• 1:43:00
  And then all of a sudden he's possible to maybe get stuff like
• 1:43:04
  that because he's famous. Yeah.
• 1:43:08
  That's a real bad thing. Yeah.
• 1:43:10
  Not good because he's going to misuse it.
• 1:43:14
  Yep. And he did.
• 1:43:17
  Yep, my question is where did he get the roofies font from?
• 1:43:24
  TJ maybe? I don't know, They know people I
• 1:43:28
  know. Exactly.
• 1:43:32
  I'd get away from the whole TJ Kirk type situation if I was
• 1:43:36
  hurt, frankly. Really gross.
• 1:43:38
  They're all sickos. Every single one of them.
• 1:43:40
  It's really gross. Man.
• 1:43:41
  Like my first thought was why is this guy messaging me like.
• 1:43:48
  That's kind of weird. That's a weird one.
• 1:43:50
  Well, it wasn't, it wasn't weird.
• 1:43:52
  It wasn't. It wasn't weird to me Then.
• 1:43:55
  I was just very confused because I was like, I'm just this girl
• 1:43:59
  in this small town and like what?
• 1:44:01
  Because DPI mean what? How do you know who I am?
• 1:44:04
  What? If these people don't know like
• 1:44:07
  DP was huge then. Was.
• 1:44:11
  Huge and so like. I've never. 12,000 fucking
• 1:44:15
  people in A room. Like I, I, I felt invisible, you
• 1:44:20
  know, I mean, I was just like dumbfounded that he would, he
• 1:44:26
  would even message me and he proved to me that it was, I was
• 1:44:29
  like, I don't know, I don't like he might have just gotten this
• 1:44:31
  image from the Internet or something.
• 1:44:33
  I don't, I don't know how it works.
• 1:44:38
  And I guess it just like went from there, so.
• 1:44:46
  So, OK, yeah, so that. But yeah, I did not reach out to
• 1:44:51
  him. I I didn't even know he had a
• 1:44:53
  Facebook. That that is kind of weird
• 1:44:55
  looking, but I actually have a a tangential Do you have any idea
• 1:44:58
  why the fuck? He always approaches the
• 1:45:00
  females. They don't approach him.
• 1:45:03
  Why would a fucking female approach that ugly bug?
• 1:45:08
  No, he approaches the females. He approached me and I I stopped
• 1:45:18
  him straight in his tracks. I already knew what he was
• 1:45:21
  about. He still goes by Ben Benjamin
• 1:45:24
  Kirk like. I have no idea and he really
• 1:45:27
  needs to take it down. And so, and I know you're
• 1:45:30
  watching this, Ben, it's really fucking weird.
• 1:45:32
  It is that you have my family's last name as your last name.
• 1:45:36
  You were in no way related to us at all.
• 1:45:40
  And I, I really am not comfortable, especially with the
• 1:45:44
  things that you do with you having our last name and acting
• 1:45:48
  like you're in some way related to us.
• 1:45:49
  It's. Really weird and creepy,
• 1:45:52
  especially since that. Is really weird and creepy he's
• 1:45:55
  using the Kirk name when he's not related to them.
• 1:45:59
  Oh God, he's such a fucking freak.
• 1:46:11
  Like I I take it he's not a huge fan of TJ and Scotty anymore?
• 1:46:15
  Like why does he want their name?
• 1:46:21
  Come back. Thank you.
• 1:46:32
  Yeah, that it's, it's really weird.
• 1:46:35
  Yeah. Coattail riding, probably.
• 1:46:38
  Perhaps. All right, so let's see in the
• 1:46:44
  beginning, OK, in the beginning, were you interested in him or
• 1:46:55
  was he interested in, well, he was interested in you.
• 1:46:57
  How did he how did he try and make his interest known?
• 1:47:04
  Or how soon did he make his interest known?
• 1:47:08
  Pretty quickly, yeah. It's really hard because I, I
• 1:47:15
  do, I mean, I don't have the messages anymore.
• 1:47:18
  I don't even use Facebook. But in the beginning it was, I
• 1:47:26
  mean, I, I wasn't. What's up, Brett it?
• 1:47:28
  Wasn't like super. What's up, Brett?
• 1:47:31
  Thank you. By the way, I want to give you
• 1:47:33
  some shout out there, Brett. You deserve a lot of credit for
• 1:47:38
  putting this out here. Yeah, you do a lot.
• 1:47:42
  You're always the guy to be like, OK, nobody else is fucking
• 1:47:46
  doing it. I'll do it.
• 1:47:47
  Yeah, right. And I really admire that in you.
• 1:47:51
  You're a brave guy, Brett, and we love you here.
• 1:47:53
  Yeah, you know, you're a brother to me.
• 1:47:55
  You're always going to be a brave.
• 1:47:56
  Guy to do it, Brett. Like these beautiful girls are
• 1:48:01
  being fucking victimized every day and we need to do something
• 1:48:06
  about it, bro, because I know you love women that like I do.
• 1:48:09
  Yeah. Like you want to protect them
• 1:48:10
  like I do. Like at that.
• 1:48:12
  We got to do it, man. These fucking little girls.
• 1:48:16
  Are you kidding me? Yeah.
• 1:48:17
  No more of this shit. No, I'm tired of these fucking
• 1:48:22
  mean fucking stupid ass atheists thinking they can walk all over
• 1:48:25
  everyone with no fucking consequences.
• 1:48:29
  But you're going to get that word in.
• 1:48:31
  Heaven, they want to hold everyone accountable.
• 1:48:33
  But themselves, Well, you know what?
• 1:48:36
  It's their turn to be held accountable.
• 1:48:38
  You're going to get that reward in heaven, Brett, because you're
• 1:48:40
  very few voices out there saying these kids are victimized.
• 1:48:44
  Enough of the bullshit. Yeah.
• 1:48:47
  So good job, that's all I could. Tell you like Jesus?
• 1:48:49
  Jesus would tell you good job, so I'm doing it for him.
• 1:48:52
  Yeah, you just, you deserve way more.
• 1:48:54
  You should be having a million Subs.
• 1:48:57
  Brett, keep Builder all the time.
• 1:48:58
  You've done this, man. Keep.
• 1:49:00
  Building it, Brett, you know, fuck whoever's.
• 1:49:03
  If you go after Brett, you're gone here.
• 1:49:06
  Like for real? Don't.
• 1:49:07
  Do that. You're gone if you do it.
• 1:49:09
  Yeah, don't, don't go after Brett.
• 1:49:12
  He, he's like a brother to me in a lot of ways, you know?
• 1:49:16
  Wait, let me do something. Here's your mods man.
• 1:49:21
  Yeah. Absolutely.
• 1:49:22
  You've earned it. There you go.
• 1:49:24
  You're modded, Brett. There you go, my brother.
• 1:49:27
  Absolutely. There's enough of the bullshit
• 1:49:31
  of these evil cock suckers, man, right?
• 1:49:33
  Evil pieces of shit, it's enough.
• 1:49:36
  Yeah, I've, I've cause William Brett's been dealing with these
• 1:49:40
  fuckers for 20 years. I'm fucking done with them.
• 1:49:43
  Yeah, but what did the the Christian men that actually that
• 1:49:46
  they stand. They're sheepdogs.
• 1:49:49
  It's a sheepdog mentality. You're going to protect the
• 1:49:51
  flock. It's enough bullshit.
• 1:49:53
  I don't know these. And women are part of the flock
• 1:49:56
  of humanity and and they're being victimized openly.
• 1:50:00
  Nobody cares, aw. We love you.
• 1:50:04
  Big hugs to you bro. Yeah, we love you.
• 1:50:06
  Enough of the bullshit. We protect women.
• 1:50:09
  That's exactly. We're attracted to him, but I
• 1:50:14
  didn't think he was. I'm going to be honest, I didn't
• 1:50:16
  think he was bad either. Sorry.
• 1:50:26
  I'm sorry, he's like big old nose and like it's chubby
• 1:50:30
  fucking cheeks and his just face and demeanor and everything just
• 1:50:36
  oink oink oink oink. Anyway.
• 1:50:45
  But he. Let's just say Ben Pie
• 1:50:50
  personally has creeped me fucking thoroughly out.
• 1:50:55
  I think secretly in the in the reality he's into fem boys.
• 1:51:01
  I think that's what. He I don't know what he's into
• 1:51:04
  other than goofy and girls. I think he's into fem boys
• 1:51:08
  that's what he's actually into but but closeted men it's the
• 1:51:13
  behavior is real bad. Yeah.
• 1:51:15
  They they want to victimize women.
• 1:51:18
  Closeted men like Diddy True. What did Diddy film the most on
• 1:51:24
  these freak outs? He would focus on the woman's
• 1:51:26
  tears if they were crying. That tells you everything you
• 1:51:31
  need to know. It's not about sexual
• 1:51:33
  gratification for him with a female.
• 1:51:36
  He's in the men. I'm talking about Diddy.
• 1:51:39
  It's the same mentality. It's closeted gay men activity.
• 1:51:43
  It's very bad. True, like like I've said before
• 1:51:47
  this video is unlisted because of the hatred this poor person
• 1:51:53
  got for wanting to expose predators.
• 1:51:58
  And you had the drunken peasants crew harass people.
• 1:52:04
  Ben Pies, people. There you go.
• 1:52:08
  Harass people to the point of fear.
• 1:52:11
  Where they don't, they don't put these.
• 1:52:15
  Videos up. They're calling Ben, but boy,
• 1:52:18
  see, they know. Yeah, they know it.
• 1:52:21
  Thank you for that, Brett. Yeah, they know.
• 1:52:24
  I think he's in a femme man. And I'm sick of this stuff being
• 1:52:27
  hidden. Were you just more like
• 1:52:30
  starstruck to like, meet him? I mean, really, Yeah.
• 1:52:34
  I was just like, it just felt like I just, I kind of felt
• 1:52:38
  special. I was just like, why the hell is
• 1:52:40
  he talking to me? But he he made it quickly known
• 1:52:44
  that he was interested in me. He was very interested in the
• 1:52:48
  fact that I was coming to the meet up or he he thought I was.
• 1:52:53
  I eventually told him like he I had told him that I wanted to go
• 1:52:58
  like I was interested in like I like I said I'd put interested
• 1:53:02
  in, but I didn't really want to go.
• 1:53:04
  I don't, I'm not really good at going to parties and stuff.
• 1:53:07
  I'm not really interested in that kind of thing.
• 1:53:08
  So he was interested in getting me to go somewhere else with him
• 1:53:16
  since I wasn't coming to the meet up.
• 1:53:20
  Oh, why don't you come, you know, come with me to like, you
• 1:53:25
  know, the hotel room, huh? Never.
• 1:53:30
  Don't matter how famous they are.
• 1:53:33
  You never, ever, ever go to another dude's hotel room.
• 1:53:39
  Don't do it. You never take a drink from
• 1:53:43
  them. No, no, this is what predators
• 1:53:51
  do. You know, that's how you end up
• 1:53:54
  with cases. Like, remember that blonde girl?
• 1:53:57
  She was, I think, 16 or something?
• 1:53:59
  Yeah. It was on Nancy Grace.
• 1:54:00
  She went to a Metallica concert. She she met a guy there that was
• 1:54:08
  like they synced up or whatever. He was a psycho.
• 1:54:14
  You got to protect yourself because there's so many men that
• 1:54:20
  are willing to murk you to just be inside you once.
• 1:54:24
  You don't think it's Christian love to expose someone who's
• 1:54:28
  harming others? Where is your thinking process?
• 1:54:34
  I'm just curious. It's the Bible says that if you
• 1:54:39
  don't warn about in danger, then you're guilty.
• 1:54:43
  That's what the Bible says. What the Bible?
• 1:54:45
  I'm trying to protect women I could care less about fucking
• 1:54:49
  men by for all I care about and this is my Christian love he
• 1:54:54
  deserves. Hell yes so.
• 1:54:58
  And not only that, the fact of the matter is we're not dealing
• 1:55:01
  just with one victim. Multiple women that's gone
• 1:55:07
  through this. If there was, if there was 1
• 1:55:09
  victim, we could go, OK, let's evaluate the case fully and see
• 1:55:14
  if he's guilty. But.
• 1:55:15
  Since there's so many women who's come forward of him doing
• 1:55:19
  this, he's in it. He needs to go to jail.
• 1:55:23
  He's he did the same thing that Danny Masterson did.
• 1:55:28
  He needs to have his day in court.
• 1:55:30
  Yeah, he got the. Evidence on the table.
• 1:55:32
  Did you do it? Right.
• 1:55:35
  Did you do it? Take a plea deal?
• 1:55:37
  Did you do it? OK, That's how the law works and
• 1:55:42
  it has to happen. All these women need to come
• 1:55:44
  forward, file cases, and that's it.
• 1:55:46
  Did you do it? Then you're in jail.
• 1:55:48
  That's it, right? It's simple.
• 1:55:51
  Brett is the shit man. Brett's awesome.
• 1:55:54
  Danny Masterson, Yeah, got 30 years to life.
• 1:56:01
  Now he only raped, I think two women or something.
• 1:56:03
  How do you get 30 years to life for that?
• 1:56:06
  Well, I think he deserves. It he did some really bad shit.
• 1:56:09
  Yeah, and that's what Ben Pye deserves, too.
• 1:56:13
  Yes. Because I see no reason.
• 1:56:17
  I don't hear this woman sounding dishonest.
• 1:56:20
  There's no reason for her to come out and say this.
• 1:56:25
  It's so embarrassing to say this guy touched me EW.
• 1:56:32
  It is. I mean, I guess I I did learn
• 1:56:38
  things afterwards of him having another girl at that meet up
• 1:56:42
  anyways, so maybe that's why he didn't care that I wasn't going
• 1:56:47
  to it. I just.
• 1:56:48
  Oh, so he gets laid by one girl and then takes it from another?
• 1:56:53
  He'll get it as as he takes it, man.
• 1:57:00
  To be honest, I like. Wow there's plenty of messages
• 1:57:02
  of of Ben on my freaking YouTube chat dude.
• 1:57:07
  Watch videos. I just didn't like, I didn't
• 1:57:11
  know how I was going to act. I didn't, I didn't want to be
• 1:57:13
  weird. Like I didn't know what these
• 1:57:15
  like how these people were going to be.
• 1:57:17
  And so I was, he was. I don't, I don't know.
• 1:57:26
  I made sure to copy all videos and interviews all on my cloud.
• 1:57:30
  Have you thought about like reporting it to the FBI or
• 1:57:33
  something and showing them this so there could be a proper
• 1:57:36
  investigation? I'm just wondering, I'm curious.
• 1:57:40
  You don't have to answer if you don't want to.
• 1:57:42
  It's a very good thing you did all this, Brett.
• 1:57:44
  Like, archiving all of it. Yeah, because now it could be a
• 1:57:47
  treasure trove of evidence for feds.
• 1:57:49
  Exactly. You give them those uploads and
• 1:57:53
  boom, they're dead to rights. They're done.
• 1:57:56
  So the God used you, Brett. Really.
• 1:57:58
  He did. He used you pretty well.
• 1:58:00
  He's using you today for sure. Good deal, he.
• 1:58:06
  Has. Oh damn.
• 1:58:09
  God, there we go up. OK, this is prayer moment.
• 1:58:14
  Dear Jesus, please Lord, let the feds take this seriously and put
• 1:58:18
  that Ben Pie in jail where he belongs.
• 1:58:23
  Amen. Like I'm Nah, he needs to be off
• 1:58:27
  the streets man. It's all.
• 1:58:33
  Right. Take your time.
• 1:58:34
  No, sorry. It's just I, I know that he was
• 1:58:42
  trying to get me to go to a different city.
• 1:58:44
  Like they had said that they were going to Santa Fe, right?
• 1:58:47
  And I had never been outside my hometown, but I was, I don't
• 1:58:54
  know, I guess I was just kind of starstruck.
• 1:58:57
  I feel like I really would have done anything right.
• 1:58:59
  I mean, I can, I can feel that and I I.
• 1:59:02
  Brett said he reported that the FBI cops Cash Patel made a site.
• 1:59:07
  All right. Hey, you did what you could.
• 1:59:09
  I'm going to do what I can. Maybe maybe my bigger platform
• 1:59:14
  could help push this out. So, you know, I know cops watch
• 1:59:19
  me. So.
• 1:59:22
  Hello, shout out to Blakely PDI, love you guys.
• 1:59:29
  Yeah, they're fans. But anyway, this era in a in law
• 1:59:40
  where it's just like, oh, we're going to have all these victims
• 1:59:42
  and do nothing now more of it. No.
• 1:59:46
  It's got we have to start actually caring for females and
• 1:59:51
  if you do, you're going to protect them from people like
• 1:59:55
  Ben. I'm sorry, I'm going to just say
• 1:59:57
  it now because I got evidence that you're scum.
• 2:00:02
  Like these type of males need to be taken off the street period.
• 2:00:06
  I think so. They should not be allowed.
• 2:00:08
  He should certainly not be allowed on the Internet.
• 2:00:10
  No like banned but Matt Bell style banned.
• 2:00:13
  I I agree like I. That's it.
• 2:00:16
  I'd never wanted this guy around me, ever.
• 2:00:19
  He always creeped me out. I know.
• 2:00:21
  Yeah. I understand.
• 2:00:23
  Like that starstruck feeling. I mean, my God, I got it just
• 2:00:26
  when TJ gave me a wrench in his chat and I was like, holy fuck,
• 2:00:30
  TJ knows who I am. And honestly, I would have done
• 2:00:33
  anything TJ had asked me to at that point too.
• 2:00:35
  I would have been like, Oh my God.
• 2:00:37
  TJ was like, hey, send me a picture of your Dick.
• 2:00:39
  I'll be like, OK, probably wouldn't have done that, but you
• 2:00:45
  probably wouldn't have asked either.
• 2:00:49
  Bless your heart, baby. I wouldn't be so sure about
• 2:00:53
  that. I did watch the Amazing Atheist
• 2:00:56
  Confession video of what he'd do to children that.
• 2:01:04
  Is insane. Yeah.
• 2:01:07
  Insane and I don't care if it was performative.
• 2:01:11
  What the shit. That said, wow, you need to be
• 2:01:15
  off the street. Yeah, let me, let me do
• 2:01:18
  something here. I want you to guys go here, hit
• 2:01:21
  the site. Yeah, this is Brett's website.
• 2:01:25
  Got cool music too A. Minute and and this basically
• 2:01:31
  shows you like all all all all of it.
• 2:01:36
  Brett's got some rocking tunes, man.
• 2:01:38
  He is a treasure trove of information.
• 2:01:41
  Brett Kane if you want to know more about certain individuals.
• 2:01:45
  And Brett's brother and Brett are extremely talented in music,
• 2:01:49
  so check them out. Very much good music, man, Great
• 2:01:53
  music. Very big props Brett for your
• 2:01:56
  music. It's good shit.
• 2:01:58
  Truth, man it. Really is good.
• 2:02:01
  Have you question, have you covered the final countdown?
• 2:02:06
  That would be cool. I can't listen to the final
• 2:02:10
  countdown without thinking of you, Brett.
• 2:02:13
  I can't. I hear it.
• 2:02:14
  I'm like Brett King. Yeah.
• 2:02:16
  Exactly. Because that was the most
• 2:02:18
  awesome friggin intro. The best intro in history.
• 2:02:21
  Even atheists were like Brett. That intro is sick.
• 2:02:25
  Jesus comes out like a badass. Yeah.
• 2:02:29
  Thank you for that, Brett. That's awesome that you do that
• 2:02:32
  and the Spotify you automatically get the money.
• 2:02:35
  That's like. Awesome.
• 2:02:37
  That's really cool. Fucking yeah.
• 2:02:43
  So, oh, this first time someone's been introduced to
• 2:02:46
  Brett. That's awesome.
• 2:02:48
  He's a legend. He's quite an individual.
• 2:02:53
  I should look into Brett Kane I. Rizla, come on, I you're in the
• 2:02:59
  Annabelle crew, that's like Brett's not a an ass are.
• 2:03:02
  You fucking kidding me? I should look into Brett Kane.
• 2:03:06
  I've known Brett Kane for 20 years.
• 2:03:07
  Riz she knows him longer than you.
• 2:03:10
  What are you talking about dude? Shanny goes back to like 06
• 2:03:17
  rizz. Do you know that she's on
• 2:03:22
  YouTube two years? Even before I had a Tinto saga.
• 2:03:25
  Fucking YouTube and YouTube monetize your music.
• 2:03:30
  That's awesome. That's awesome.
• 2:03:32
  That's awesome. Oh, you're not talking about
• 2:03:36
  Brett. Oh, OK.
• 2:03:38
  I was about to say, like what? OK.
• 2:03:40
  Sorry, Rizz. Sorry, crossed wires there.
• 2:03:45
  Rizz, you got crossed wires. All right, packed a Siri.
• 2:03:56
  God, you guys, I swear. But so I, I know what you mean.
• 2:04:02
  Like when, when it's someone famous and someone you you've
• 2:04:05
  like, especially someone who's like on a show that you really
• 2:04:09
  enjoy, it's like, holy shit, this person is talking to me.
• 2:04:13
  This person's like, interested in me like.
• 2:04:17
  All right. You have a good one, Brett.
• 2:04:19
  Yeah, we love you bro, and thank you for the videos, you know?
• 2:04:22
  Thank you, good Sir. You, Kishani, was just saying
• 2:04:25
  how great you are at at at making cut videos you are.
• 2:04:28
  Oh man, you're. Really good at it, so thank you.
• 2:04:30
  Brett always happen and. Like, wow, you know it.
• 2:04:37
  It makes you want to like, impress them.
• 2:04:40
  It makes you not want to disappoint them, almost.
• 2:04:44
  It sucks, that feeling of starstruck, like you want to
• 2:04:48
  impress them, you don't want to disappoint them, you don't want
• 2:04:51
  them to feel awkward. That whole awkward fucking
• 2:04:54
  feeling shit. And I'm just like, I'm, I don't
• 2:04:57
  want to feel that way. It's probably why I stay indoors
• 2:05:02
  all the time 'cause things can get awkward really fast.
• 2:05:08
  Yeah, that's right. So I was, I just feel like God,
• 2:05:14
  if he would have asked me to go to a different country, I would
• 2:05:16
  have found out a way to do it, you know?
• 2:05:19
  And it's so weird because if, if he was just some guy from my
• 2:05:25
  hometown and he was exactly the way he was, I wouldn't have, I
• 2:05:30
  don't even know if I would have paid attention to him.
• 2:05:33
  Duh. Just.
• 2:05:34
  A star. They're they're OK.
• 2:05:42
  We're people. We're just people.
• 2:05:46
  May yeah, you know, we may be widely known, but we're still
• 2:05:50
  people, you know, Same feelings, same thoughts.
• 2:05:54
  You know, things get awkward, feels unnatural.
• 2:06:00
  Someone screaming in your face. Oh my God, it's you.
• 2:06:04
  I've had that. I'm like dude, dude, chill man.
• 2:06:12
  Well, it's also it's, it's, it's it's, it's like, you know, if
• 2:06:18
  you're at, for example, like a fucking like my like Michael
• 2:06:22
  Jackson concert and Michael takes a liking to you and points
• 2:06:26
  you out in the crowd and like, I think, yeah, you're gonna lose.
• 2:06:31
  It yeah, I know, Michael Jackson.
• 2:06:33
  I'd faint. I'd be like, Oh my God.
• 2:06:35
  This star shit's very bad. It is 'cause if you're a bad
• 2:06:38
  person, you're gonna abuse it. Yeah, it's weird psychology,
• 2:06:42
  actually. Yeah.
• 2:06:43
  It's like, you know, someone's famous, you've seen them, but
• 2:06:45
  you never really, you never interacted with them.
• 2:06:48
  And then you're finally interacted with them and it's.
• 2:06:50
  Like it's like, well, it's like you with Putin.
• 2:06:52
  It's like all power and shit. My baby dashed it holy.
• 2:06:58
  Shit. I love you.
• 2:07:01
  Oh. Somebody passed.
• 2:07:04
  No, it's it's it's. Joshie.
• 2:07:06
  Oh yeah, Joshie. I know his middle name was Frey
• 2:07:09
  Faye. OK.
• 2:07:11
  I'm so sorry, Dash, and I love you.
• 2:07:14
  Got to remodel them. We were.
• 2:07:16
  We were afraid that they turned you against us.
• 2:07:20
  Dashed. In I know.
• 2:07:22
  We were afraid. I'm like automatically my baby,
• 2:07:25
  'cause I'm like, so freaking like McDonald thwart.
• 2:07:28
  I know, I know, I know. I love you, dashed in.
• 2:07:37
  We love you here, I missed you. I missed you too.
• 2:07:41
  I very much missed him. You know, yeah.
• 2:07:45
  And I think that's the danger of YouTube is that it really is
• 2:07:50
  because this person had so many followers.
• 2:07:53
  I was willing to do whatever. I mean, I was also very young
• 2:07:58
  and I had just gone through a divorce with my best friend that
• 2:08:04
  I was married to. I mean, I was, so, I don't know,
• 2:08:08
  I, I feel like maybe it was like the fact that I had never really
• 2:08:13
  been, and I had never been an adult that was single, you know,
• 2:08:17
  And so I was just like, maybe maybe this is what, you know,
• 2:08:21
  adults do. I don't know, like maybe they
• 2:08:24
  just go to fucking Santa Fe on a whim to meet a guy from the
• 2:08:27
  Internet who found me and he's got this podcast and stuff.
• 2:08:30
  And I know some adults that do things like that, but not not
• 2:08:34
  everybody. I don't advise it.
• 2:08:37
  Right. I don't advise it as well.
• 2:08:40
  You never go to a guy's hotel room.
• 2:08:42
  No, Jesus Christ. You don't know who he is.
• 2:08:46
  You have no idea. He may be a celebrity, but you
• 2:08:49
  don't know who he is. Even even if he.
• 2:08:52
  Celebrities can be very creepy when you meet them.
• 2:08:56
  Like, whoa, you're not who I thought you would be.
• 2:09:00
  You know, I've met a few celebrities in my lifetime.
• 2:09:03
  I'm just saying they're, they're usually not who you think they
• 2:09:15
  are when you meet them, these famous people, they're
• 2:09:18
  different. Oh my God, Dashan's computer got
• 2:09:21
  stolen. I'm sorry.
• 2:09:23
  Oh my God, those pieces of shit. That's bullshit to you.
• 2:09:27
  I'm sorry. I'm sorry they did that to you.
• 2:09:30
  If I was still rich, I'd buy a new one.
• 2:09:33
  I'm not rich anymore. RIP Cobbs.
• 2:09:39
  Last night we were just binging on Cobb videos.
• 2:09:42
  Fart. I know it just, it just breaks
• 2:09:50
  my heart. He shouldn't be gone.
• 2:09:51
  Really. No.
• 2:09:53
  He shouldn't. OK, go ahead.
• 2:09:59
  Sorry all. Right.
• 2:10:01
  I guess to continue then. So while you were in contact
• 2:10:05
  with him online, did he ever ask you to do anything that made you
• 2:10:10
  uncomfortable? Yes, yeah.
• 2:10:18
  Thank you, Dash dude. I had never really sent anyone
• 2:10:28
  like risque photos or whatever but.
• 2:10:32
  Oh, he got the freaking photos. Of course he would.
• 2:10:38
  Of course you would. Ben, please do never show up in
• 2:10:46
  my room. I will just put this video right
• 2:10:49
  on. Hey please like girls, don't
• 2:10:55
  capitulate to scumbag men. If they ask you for tits and
• 2:10:59
  stuff, don't don't send it. No matter how famous they are.
• 2:11:03
  Value your body like it's, it's a gift.
• 2:11:08
  You know, beautiful women are a gift from God.
• 2:11:11
  Don't devalue what you have and just send it.
• 2:11:15
  Don't do that. Like he already he already was
• 2:11:18
  like choosing her and hunting her.
• 2:11:25
  This is so gross. She was the prey.
• 2:11:27
  I felt very much pressured to do so, and I did.
• 2:11:33
  I don't do it. Like somebody that's very
• 2:11:36
  comfortable with my own body or well.
• 2:11:40
  You did it, don't do it. I I generally dress.
• 2:11:46
  Oh bless your heart. I'm very uncomfortable with my
• 2:11:49
  own body. I can understand that.
• 2:11:50
  Bless their heart. That breaks my heart so much.
• 2:11:57
  Don't send them. Pretty conservatively, it's
• 2:12:02
  that's never been something I've ever been comfortable with, but
• 2:12:05
  I definitely felt pressured to do so.
• 2:12:09
  Right. I mean, again, like he, he was a
• 2:12:13
  fucking, he was a famous person to.
• 2:12:14
  You I mean and these are the same people that hunt around
• 2:12:17
  with drag and all the people that tortured us G man all of
• 2:12:24
  them involved with these pigs they're all thieves and liars
• 2:12:33
  and predators and just Oh my God, I can't but.
• 2:12:40
  He was like, yeah, do this. And yeah, he sent me his
• 2:12:43
  personal Snapchat, so it was. On Snapchat.
• 2:12:49
  Joy, your tea, Brett? Yeah.
• 2:12:54
  So is is is that a? A.
• 2:12:56
  How often? Pressure you for.
• 2:12:59
  Those things. You know, it felt more it was,
• 2:13:05
  it was very pressured at first, but then I was more willing to
• 2:13:10
  do so. I.
• 2:13:12
  Mean once I guess. Like we talked more.
• 2:13:14
  Why? Yeah, you know what?
• 2:13:20
  The other thing that made me feel uncomfortable was just how
• 2:13:25
  often he wanted to talk late at night and stuff, but never on
• 2:13:29
  the weekends. Oh, he's busy on the weekends
• 2:13:32
  doing his other thing. Wait, she.
• 2:13:34
  Was talking to him like this and she was already married to
• 2:13:37
  Scotty. No, this is before Scotty.
• 2:13:39
  Scotty. OK.
• 2:13:40
  Yeah, OK. And so that always like and that
• 2:13:47
  this. You faved this video in front of
• 2:13:49
  your page. Awesome.
• 2:13:50
  Thank you. Thank you, Brett.
• 2:13:52
  Thank you. Point I hadn't gone to meet him
• 2:13:55
  yet, but it felt very strange to me already, you know, I, I
• 2:14:03
  worked like 13 hour days. Like Ben, like what I know from
• 2:14:09
  Ben, he does this thing where he pushes himself on you over and
• 2:14:14
  over and over and over again. Even if you're like, no, I feel
• 2:14:19
  uncomfortable, he'll still push himself on you.
• 2:14:23
  He's been doing that to me for years, is pushing himself.
• 2:14:26
  I don't want anything to do with him.
• 2:14:28
  Man. You ate a Mexican pizza and now
• 2:14:30
  you got to poop. It happens.
• 2:14:35
  After this stream we're having fajitas, so I'm excited.
• 2:14:42
  And it was just like he would want me to talk later and later.
• 2:14:47
  I know the time difference or whatever but.
• 2:14:50
  Right. So by the way, I guess to answer
• 2:14:55
  the person. Thank you, Marquis, and.
• 2:14:59
  In the chat, who's who's wondering what do you what do
• 2:15:01
  you mean by pressure? So did did he just ask?
• 2:15:03
  I'm assuming he would ask and you would say no.
• 2:15:06
  Like what? What would he like specifically
• 2:15:09
  say to like convince you? So what?
• 2:15:13
  Oh what do I mean by pressured? I guess it's kind of hard to
• 2:15:18
  explain, but I don't. It's just like a like a feeling
• 2:15:26
  you get like, so like it's kind of like what we were talking
• 2:15:28
  about before, just like how somebody is famous.
• 2:15:34
  In my mind, that's how I felt he was.
• 2:15:37
  And they're saying that, oh, I'd like to see you like this or
• 2:15:41
  whatever. And it's like, oh, why I should
• 2:15:43
  do it, oh. Honey, no you didn't for him.
• 2:15:49
  He's so creepy and gross. No feel.
• 2:15:56
  Comfortable doing it but I should just do it now.
• 2:15:59
  Obviously now as I'm older now I I would never do that but as a
• 2:16:06
  21 year old. She was just 21.
• 2:16:10
  She was a kid. I know, but she was a kid and
• 2:16:18
  starstruck and like, I understand the psychology of it,
• 2:16:23
  you know? But ladies don't do that for for
• 2:16:28
  some man that's just has a fucking podcast on YouTube,
• 2:16:33
  Don't do that. It's not worth it.
• 2:16:35
  They're just going to show it to their friends and brag about it
• 2:16:38
  and joke about it and do gross shit with it.
• 2:16:43
  Yeah, I might like, I, like I said, I it's not like somebody,
• 2:16:48
  it's not like a pressure like, oh, you really need to do this.
• 2:16:52
  It's more like the expectation, like you should.
• 2:16:56
  Right. Like it's very hard to say no.
• 2:16:57
  Like you would please. Oh, more like, maybe you should
• 2:17:02
  send me some pics. I wouldn't mind seeing that, you
• 2:17:05
  know, You know, I'd like to see your pick today, you know, What
• 2:17:13
  do you say? Why don't you give me, you know,
• 2:17:15
  a quick boob shot, you know? Yeah.
• 2:17:18
  Just, you know, a little quickie, you know, I promise I
• 2:17:22
  won't pass it around on the Internet.
• 2:17:24
  You know me and, you know, I'm famous.
• 2:17:26
  I have to keep my privacy and all that, you know, just just
• 2:17:31
  just just, you know, just maybe a nipple, you know?
• 2:17:34
  A nipple? Yeah.
• 2:17:36
  Use me if you did this right, you know what I mean, right?
• 2:17:40
  That's the kind of pressure it's, I don't know.
• 2:17:45
  I hope that makes sense. Pig, it does.
• 2:17:48
  I mean, that's the thing and as the the chat there says, a
• 2:17:52
  couple people seem to know yes, Ben is super passive aggressive
• 2:17:56
  and especially. Josh's birthday is March 26th.
• 2:18:01
  Why? I remember that Is he had this
• 2:18:04
  story about thinking he was Beethoven.
• 2:18:10
  No. Was it Mozart?
• 2:18:12
  No, it was Mozart. He he and Mozart was born March
• 2:18:16
  26th, 1891. And then he was born March 26th.
• 2:18:22
  Yeah, 100 years later. Plus it's close to my siblings
• 2:18:27
  birthday, so it's the 26th. It's March.
• 2:18:31
  Yeah. Like like especially when
• 2:18:35
  someone is like seems to be really like, you know, again,
• 2:18:38
  they're a, they're a celebrity to you.
• 2:18:40
  They're a they're a fucking they're a YouTube star.
• 2:18:43
  And you're like, whoa, like this person wants to see me naked.
• 2:18:47
  This person want. And it's like, I mean, I, I, I
• 2:18:51
  can understand that. It's like I.
• 2:18:54
  Especially being so young and it's like you really sexy.
• 2:18:58
  Come on girl, you fucking sexy. You bomb.
• 2:19:02
  Show me that shit. You know most women have gone
• 2:19:07
  through this on the Internet. Let's just be honest, I.
• 2:19:10
  Don't know how much I want to do this, but like this person is
• 2:19:14
  asking like, you know, am I going to throw away this
• 2:19:18
  opportunity? Like you're young, you don't
• 2:19:20
  like, you know, it's, it's, it's, it's hard to stand up for
• 2:19:25
  yourself or even know that you should.
• 2:19:29
  I had no idea what I was doing. I had no idea.
• 2:19:33
  The first time I got married, I had no idea what I was doing.
• 2:19:38
  Having my first kid, I had no idea what I was doing.
• 2:19:42
  I mean. Same.
• 2:19:44
  Nobody. Everyone's like that though.
• 2:19:46
  It's like your first kinds of stuff is you don't know what
• 2:19:49
  you're doing. Most young people in general
• 2:19:54
  don't know what the fuck they're doing.
• 2:19:55
  That's why personally exactly in favor of raising the age of
• 2:19:58
  consent to like 21 honestly. You know what?
• 2:20:04
  Raging the consent to 21 sounds like a good idea because God
• 2:20:09
  damn teenagers are fucking dumb. And I'm just, I'm just saying
• 2:20:15
  from my own personal experience being a teenager, I think it's
• 2:20:20
  obvious. I've been in teenager once.
• 2:20:26
  So yeah, we were fucking. We were.
• 2:20:29
  We were dumb at that age. We were.
• 2:20:33
  So you don't. Have any life experience?
• 2:20:35
  No. And you're naive and you want,
• 2:20:37
  you want to be popular and you want to socialize with the
• 2:20:40
  world. And, you know, some of us want
• 2:20:44
  to be famous too. Yeah.
• 2:20:48
  You know. I I feel like a lot of young
• 2:20:51
  people get into a lot of. Real.
• 2:20:54
  Oh, there's your teenagers aren't smart.
• 2:20:56
  They just put on the illusion they're smart.
• 2:20:59
  But trust me, they'll make their mistakes eventually.
• 2:21:02
  Mine did recently and I was like what the fuck?
• 2:21:07
  Do you know one thing, though, that is kind of an issue that
• 2:21:09
  now that should be talked about a little bit, what this idea of
• 2:21:14
  like sexual energy or like attractiveness as a currency?
• 2:21:19
  That's dumb. That's bad.
• 2:21:21
  Yeah, because you get yourself into situations where predators
• 2:21:27
  can take advantage of you, even if they're a hot guy.
• 2:21:30
  It doesn't matter, OK? A hot guy could be a predator,
• 2:21:34
  too. So this sex currency thing
• 2:21:39
  shouldn't be a thing. If we could get this out of
• 2:21:44
  people's minds, like, oh, I'm hot.
• 2:21:47
  So like, you know what I mean it that's really negative.
• 2:21:51
  Oh yeah, I'm well. Aware it can be used to
• 2:21:53
  manipulate people on every level, guys and women.
• 2:21:56
  And I remember when I'm Nissan used to rate woman's bodies.
• 2:22:00
  That's so the teenagers body. I'll get the fuck out.
• 2:22:03
  That's so inappropriate and gross.
• 2:22:05
  Like there's yeah, that's not OK.
• 2:22:06
  No. It's just not.
• 2:22:08
  Like he he's he's he's just another gross predator on the
• 2:22:12
  Internet that like Billy the fridge and him are friends.
• 2:22:15
  So that shows you there's a connection there with anissy on
• 2:22:19
  and the drunk of peasants. Like all of them are connected.
• 2:22:24
  Dude on on YouTube, all of them. It's crazy.
• 2:22:27
  And I'm just pointing like these are the freaks.
• 2:22:31
  These these are the predators. They're either, they're either,
• 2:22:35
  they're either into like SA or or PDF file stuff or they're
• 2:22:41
  womanizers that beat women. Like most of them.
• 2:22:47
  It's crazy. They all have DV and stuff like
• 2:22:50
  that. You know what I mean?
• 2:22:53
  It's like a profile, like a criminal profile for these
• 2:22:57
  people. Yeah, like DP type people.
• 2:23:00
  Uh huh. Usually sexual deviants.
• 2:23:05
  Yeah, that that's some way that's true, you know, Really.
• 2:23:10
  Fucked up situations get taken advantage of by older people and
• 2:23:13
  that's another thing. I mean, Ben was quite a bit
• 2:23:16
  older than you, which probably made it a little bit harder.
• 2:23:20
  To see yeah, he was in his 30s doing this to a little fucking
• 2:23:23
  21 year old fucking big fucking hebophile bitch.
• 2:23:31
  Sorry, I really fucking hate him.
• 2:23:36
  Can you tell? Like it is a hatred I'm on
• 2:23:42
  hatreds that guy. I'm.
• 2:23:43
  Just thinking from my own perspective of being a guy and I
• 2:23:47
  was single and there was a girl that I was into, right?
• 2:23:53
  I didn't know how old she was. I didn't ask, I didn't know.
• 2:23:56
  I just got into talking to her about stuff like music and shit,
• 2:24:00
  and we were talking back and forth and it came to the point
• 2:24:04
  where I was like, yeah, do you want to hang out sometime?
• 2:24:06
  Like a date? At that point I had found out
• 2:24:10
  from a friend that she was 19. And then I was like, Oh yeah,
• 2:24:15
  it's too young. It was immediate but I was like
• 2:24:17
  OK I'll try it though to see what it's like.
• 2:24:20
  It's not worth it. The intellectual level, it's
• 2:24:26
  off, it's not right. No and.
• 2:24:29
  You know it when you're with them.
• 2:24:31
  You do. Because I met her.
• 2:24:33
  I went to adventure games, I met her, I hung out with her and she
• 2:24:36
  was like a kid. She acted like a 14 year old
• 2:24:39
  child. There you go.
• 2:24:41
  So that was it. I was like, OK, you're cool, I'd
• 2:24:43
  be your friend, but never a boyfriend.
• 2:24:45
  Yeah, I was attracted to her. Yes, she was cute.
• 2:24:48
  She was my type and she was playing DDR and stuff like that.
• 2:24:51
  She, Oh my God, she's my type, but she's too young.
• 2:24:55
  So he was only creeping on a 21 year old?
• 2:24:58
  I was hoping for something illegal.
• 2:24:59
  No, he's done other illegal things.
• 2:25:01
  He's not just creeping on her. No, this is PSA.
• 2:25:06
  He he roofied her and asked we got to get through.
• 2:25:10
  This. Yeah.
• 2:25:10
  He roofied this girl, man. Yeah, he was.
• 2:25:14
  What was the age difference? I was 21 and he was God.
• 2:25:22
  I don't know, maybe 38 or something.
• 2:25:26
  EW EW. EW EW EW EW EW yeah EW EW no
• 2:25:45
  Yeah, Leonardo DiCaprio is gross too, EW.
• 2:25:48
  I don't know. How old is he now?
• 2:25:50
  I have no idea. I know he was in his late 30s,
• 2:25:54
  very late 30s. Again, while not.
• 2:25:58
  Is in his 40s and he acts that way.
• 2:26:11
  Yeah, you guys always came to me and be like but your behavior,
• 2:26:16
  look at your own fucking weirdo behaviors.
• 2:26:20
  Like all of you are fucking weird fucking perverts.
• 2:26:24
  From drag to fucking TJ to Ben Pie to Billy the fridge to Nissy
• 2:26:31
  on. All of you fucking Shabisky, All
• 2:26:37
  of you weirdos. Do you know what I think that
• 2:26:44
  all of their the the single issue for all of that those
• 2:26:47
  names you mentioned what it's end stage porn addiction.
• 2:26:51
  Maybe I'm telling you. That's what it is.
• 2:26:54
  They're obsessed with perverse to bot shit now that's their
• 2:26:58
  minds. It's it's pornography, unbridled
• 2:27:03
  use of pornography like and and they can't stop.
• 2:27:07
  It's all they think of. So gross, I mean.
• 2:27:10
  I had never had a guy that old. And that fat and ugly come on to
• 2:27:17
  you. Yeah, I am sure.
• 2:27:23
  To be honest, I was like, there was something about it that was
• 2:27:27
  cool to me. Like, wow, like this older
• 2:27:29
  person is really interesting to me, you know, like.
• 2:27:32
  It's because he wants to just freaking take advantage of you
• 2:27:35
  and exploit you and then use you and throw you away like a used
• 2:27:40
  condom. Must be like very mature.
• 2:27:45
  Well, that's, that's one of the big reasons why I have a problem
• 2:27:49
  with relationships with such big age differences, because I feel
• 2:27:52
  like there's that weird dynamic and, and it can allow people who
• 2:27:57
  are older than. Take advantage.
• 2:27:58
  I'm sorry, he just turned 40. So.
• 2:28:02
  So when was 2017? However old that would have
• 2:28:05
  been. I was God damn it.
• 2:28:08
  I'm terrible at math. I know, me too, that's why I
• 2:28:10
  said that. That's like 4 years ago, so he
• 2:28:14
  was at least like 36. Yeah, Scotty and I actually our
• 2:28:19
  3rd anniversary is in, it's on May the 12th, so a couple days.
• 2:28:28
  And we got married almost exactly a year after we got
• 2:28:32
  together. So.
• 2:28:34
  Oh, so he was 3637? Nice.
• 2:28:37
  OK, I don't know. OK, maybe somewhere around
• 2:28:39
  there. It doesn't matter.
• 2:28:40
  Late 30s. Right.
• 2:28:43
  OK. So we can, we can, we can move
• 2:28:45
  on to the next question then. Right.
• 2:28:48
  Let's see, when did you first meet Meet up with him in person?
• 2:28:57
  So like I said, there was supposed to be that Albuquerque
• 2:29:01
  meet up or whatever and he said that they were going to be in
• 2:29:07
  Santa Fe for like 4 days or something like that and that I
• 2:29:12
  should come and I should come and see him.
• 2:29:16
  I had just now, mind you, I was very, very, very broke.
• 2:29:19
  I had two kids. One of them was a little baby,
• 2:29:23
  one was a year old. And I got my tax return back and
• 2:29:30
  I was like, OK, you know, I've never been somewhere like this.
• 2:29:33
  I I'm just going to do it. I'm just going to do it.
• 2:29:36
  And I told my family, of course they watched my kids.
• 2:29:41
  I and at the time I didn't tell Ben that I had kids.
• 2:29:43
  I was not going to get them involved.
• 2:29:45
  I don't get my kids involved in anything on the Internet.
• 2:29:48
  And I didn't really know him. So I was like, you know, I'm
• 2:29:53
  not. Your mistake was going to his
• 2:29:57
  hotel. It's a big mistake.
• 2:30:02
  But she was. She was a young mom man too, 21,
• 2:30:06
  had two kids, just got divorced. She lived.
• 2:30:10
  An entire life at 21. Yeah, she did.
• 2:30:15
  God bless her man. Yeah, I'm not going to whatever.
• 2:30:20
  But anyway. So he suggested that I fly out
• 2:30:25
  to Santa Fe and stay at the same hotel as him.
• 2:30:29
  Which what? Of course he wants you to stay
• 2:30:32
  at the same hotel as him. It's easy access.
• 2:30:39
  Is the La Fonda on the Plaza? It's a really nice hotel.
• 2:30:43
  Santa Fe has like this beautiful square Plaza in the middle of of
• 2:30:49
  the I guess. You he he tried to make it
• 2:30:51
  romantic. Like downtown area or romantic.
• 2:30:59
  And so I booked a hotel. I booked the flight.
• 2:31:02
  I was like, I was so nervous. I feel I need a break.
• 2:31:09
  From this really it's almost. So I mean, he was, he was really
• 2:31:15
  nice. He was really nice to me then
• 2:31:16
  honestly. So I was, I was kind of excited
• 2:31:19
  to go of. Course, he's going to be nice.
• 2:31:22
  He's got to lure you. Like, come here.
• 2:31:25
  I need you, baby. I'm going to be really sweet to
• 2:31:29
  you. Don't you look and smell like
• 2:31:33
  candy? I didn't seem like I didn't feel
• 2:31:39
  worried about my safety or anything like that.
• 2:31:41
  He was really polite and so I was like, OK, I'll, I'll just go
• 2:31:47
  to it now. I will tell you my, my family
• 2:31:49
  was not happy about it at all. I had had to recently move in
• 2:31:54
  with them after I got divorced because I I was working for the
• 2:32:00
  state, but I was only making like 1800 bucks a month or
• 2:32:03
  something. I couldn't afford rent or
• 2:32:05
  anything. And I told him I was going to do
• 2:32:08
  this. And they said that it didn't
• 2:32:10
  seem like a good idea. They said he was way too old.
• 2:32:14
  My dad. Yeah, that that.
• 2:32:17
  Yeah. You should listen to your
• 2:32:18
  parents. They were warning you for a
• 2:32:23
  reason. They were like warning Warden.
• 2:32:27
  He's too old. Was really not happy about it.
• 2:32:32
  He seemed like my dad seemed like now they're not people to
• 2:32:36
  tell me what to do really, but my dad for really the first time
• 2:32:42
  seemed concerned about my safety.
• 2:32:45
  It was his instincts, man, His instinct.
• 2:32:48
  Yep, his instincts went off. To the point where they were
• 2:32:53
  asking what his first and last name is like, what is his phone
• 2:32:56
  number, what are his parents names like, where does he live?
• 2:33:01
  You know, where were you staying?
• 2:33:03
  What's their phone number? What we want, all this
• 2:33:05
  information? And I'm guessing you didn't even
• 2:33:08
  have most of that information, right?
• 2:33:12
  I mean, like, he did give me some of it because I, I told him
• 2:33:15
  I was just like, Oh my, my family's just, you know, they're
• 2:33:18
  wacko, whatever, they're crazy. No.
• 2:33:23
  No. No, they're they see reality,
• 2:33:28
  they're realistic. They're just dumb Christians.
• 2:33:35
  Mom and dad are just dumb Christians.
• 2:33:40
  I'm this Eduard fucking atheist. My stupid Christian parents are
• 2:33:45
  like, I'm worried about you. Yeah.
• 2:33:48
  And then what happened to you? They were.
• 2:33:52
  They're very concerned and you know, my mom's a cop and stuff,
• 2:33:55
  so. Her mom's a cop.
• 2:33:58
  Why isn't this motherfucker in jail?
• 2:34:01
  Then what? He, I mean, he did give most of
• 2:34:12
  it to me. Some of it I was like, oh,
• 2:34:16
  that's a little too personal. I'm not going to ask him.
• 2:34:18
  I don't want to seem weird. So, but yeah, so I, I drove 3
• 2:34:25
  hours to the Dallas airport and flew out from there to Santa Fe
• 2:34:32
  and took an Uber to the hotel. I was scared shitless.
• 2:34:38
  I was just like, Oh my God, like I've never done this before.
• 2:34:42
  Checked in. And you know, what's weird is,
• 2:34:46
  is that he never, ever texted me, like on my phone ever.
• 2:34:53
  He did have my phone number, but he.
• 2:34:55
  Plausible deniability? I don't know this fucking woman.
• 2:34:59
  She wanted. To talk about what are you
• 2:35:01
  talking about this person you're telling me that I ordered a
• 2:35:04
  hotel room to if I have her out there and put I don't know this
• 2:35:08
  woman, what are you talking about?
• 2:35:10
  Who the fuck is? This I was here for a podcast.
• 2:35:13
  Exactly I was working. Like.
• 2:35:16
  I'm working. Who the fuck is this woman?
• 2:35:18
  I don't know who this is. It must be a crazy fan.
• 2:35:21
  It's like Trump. Trump does the same thing.
• 2:35:24
  Eugene Carroll? Who the hell is it?
• 2:35:26
  I don't know her. She named her cat Vagina.
• 2:35:29
  I don't know where. I found, and that was one of the
• 2:35:34
  few times that he did was to say like, oh, I'm in this room.
• 2:35:39
  Like he had always used Facebook Messenger or Snapchat.
• 2:35:45
  He asked me if I got there and I told him just to give me a
• 2:35:49
  minute and I would head to his room to actually meet him
• 2:35:53
  before. Oh God, no.
• 2:35:55
  You never do that. You never go to the hotel room.
• 2:36:01
  Danger. No, but she was 21.
• 2:36:10
  She was a dumb, stupid 21. You know what?
• 2:36:13
  There's no life experience, but the parents should have put
• 2:36:17
  their foot down. They should have.
• 2:36:19
  They could have saved her. Like, we're not taking care of
• 2:36:21
  your kid. Find someone else to do to get a
• 2:36:23
  babysitter, and she wouldn't be able to.
• 2:36:25
  Yeah. And it's saving her.
• 2:36:27
  You know you would have. Saved her from assault.
• 2:36:29
  It would have. Like, no, if I were her father,
• 2:36:32
  I got all of these weird things, feelings from this dude.
• 2:36:38
  Sorry. No Daddy.
• 2:36:40
  Daddy, no. I want to go.
• 2:36:41
  You can't. I'm still your father.
• 2:36:44
  You might be 21, but I'm your father.
• 2:36:47
  No. Where we went walking around, I
• 2:36:54
  mean, he had, he had asked, he and I had like talked about all
• 2:36:58
  the things we were going to do before I arrived.
• 2:37:01
  It was, I mean, it's a Santa Fe is a really beautiful city.
• 2:37:06
  It's got like a lot of old churches.
• 2:37:07
  The architecture's really cool. They, they've got like, I think
• 2:37:11
  they have the world's alert or not the world's, but maybe the
• 2:37:14
  US is Oldest House. Oh that's awesome.
• 2:37:18
  I've never gone to Santa Fe but it looks like an interesting
• 2:37:22
  place. Actually.
• 2:37:23
  I'd love to see all the old churches to tell you.
• 2:37:25
  Spiritual people say that you step into California and the air
• 2:37:29
  is different. Yep, I feel it in the air.
• 2:37:32
  Evil. I believe that I, I don't think
• 2:37:37
  I have any desire. I, I, if I got, if I wanted to
• 2:37:40
  get into the acting industry and I kind of have that, like I want
• 2:37:44
  to be an actor, I would. But I think it's too evil for
• 2:37:48
  us. I don't think we could survive
• 2:37:50
  there. Probably not.
• 2:37:52
  You know those. They'd manipulate us to the
• 2:37:55
  point where we it'd be like Trisha Paytas on the floor
• 2:37:58
  crying. You know what I mean?
• 2:37:59
  Possibly. That's what it does to good
• 2:38:01
  people. That's what Serge Tankian, you
• 2:38:04
  know. Yeah.
• 2:38:06
  They've got the Georgia O'Keeffe Museum and stuff.
• 2:38:09
  So we were, I was really excited to go and do all of that.
• 2:38:12
  Yeah, Santa. Fe is cool.
• 2:38:14
  Yeah, we planned this whole vacation with her.
• 2:38:19
  It was cool, actually. Yeah, it was.
• 2:38:23
  So, I mean, but and all of that. The only thing was that I
• 2:38:29
  wasn't. The only thing I was not excited
• 2:38:32
  for was actually meeting him in person.
• 2:38:36
  I was just so nervous about it. I feel like that is maybe kind
• 2:38:41
  of a bit of a red flag right there.
• 2:38:43
  Or it's just like you, you already weren't like, because I
• 2:38:46
  mean, if you were interested in him or like, you know, trying to
• 2:38:50
  like had some attraction to him, you would have been like, oh, I
• 2:38:54
  can't wait to meet Ben, you know, But it sounds, it sounds
• 2:38:58
  almost like it felt more like an obligation for you.
• 2:39:04
  I don't know if it, I don't. Well, I don't think so.
• 2:39:07
  I think it was more just like, I, I mean like I was in my hotel
• 2:39:12
  room and I was like sweating, you know, like I'm just like, Oh
• 2:39:15
  my God, like I, I don't know if I should do this.
• 2:39:18
  I was, I was the whole time I was just thinking I need to go
• 2:39:21
  back home. I need to go back.
• 2:39:23
  If those were your instincts, you probably should have
• 2:39:26
  listened to them. That's the Angel is say go home
• 2:39:31
  and then he actually roofies your ass and you're in the
• 2:39:34
  bathroom and your your Angel again goes OK, you were just
• 2:39:38
  drugged. Do you know you were just
• 2:39:41
  drugged? Leave get out now.
• 2:39:46
  This is. Just something, it wasn't like
• 2:39:50
  the town or whatever that made me feel weird.
• 2:39:53
  The town was actually very beautiful and all the people
• 2:39:55
  were really, really welcoming. No, but it sounds like the Ben
• 2:39:59
  aspect of the trip was kind of like an obligation or it's like,
• 2:40:03
  I'm I'm excited to go here and see this stuff, but like I also
• 2:40:07
  have to see Ben. Yeah.
• 2:40:11
  And I'm I'm not saying. Necessarily.
• 2:40:12
  That's like, no, sorry to go ahead.
• 2:40:15
  No, it's OK. No, I mean, like I, I was
• 2:40:18
  interested in him, obviously. Like we talked, I mean, just
• 2:40:22
  constantly before meeting up with him.
• 2:40:24
  But it was like, I think a part of me just wanted it all to stay
• 2:40:28
  online, if that's what this was going to be or whatever.
• 2:40:32
  And I would just find somebody in my own hometown, somebody
• 2:40:36
  comfortable. I had never met anybody online
• 2:40:42
  like and met up with them or whatever.
• 2:40:44
  So this was, I mean, I didn't even start using Amazon until I
• 2:40:48
  met Scotty. You know what I mean?
• 2:40:49
  Like this Internet stuff was all very new to me and so maybe it
• 2:40:55
  had to do with him, maybe it didn't.
• 2:40:56
  But I just some everything feel felt very wrong to me.
• 2:41:05
  I don't know it was, I don't know if it was him or like what
• 2:41:11
  we had talked about before, but I just felt so nervous about it
• 2:41:16
  and but I did, I did end up going to the hotel room and
• 2:41:21
  meeting him and it was awkward. Yeah, I bet it was awkward.
• 2:41:36
  It was very awkward, right I I must have.
• 2:41:41
  You already know he's older than you, so his affect is of an
• 2:41:46
  older man. You know, he's gross looking
• 2:41:51
  first of all and and then he has that weird rapey type behavior.
• 2:42:08
  It makes me want to throw up. To tell you the truth, it's
• 2:42:10
  really gross. Sat in my hotel room because I
• 2:42:13
  had told him I was there and I was like I'll just give me a
• 2:42:15
  minute. But I must have sat in my hotel
• 2:42:16
  room for like an hour before I actually ended up getting the
• 2:42:19
  nerve to leave. I don't know if I was just
• 2:42:23
  self-conscious or what, but it took a very long time to get out
• 2:42:27
  of the out of the room, but I I did.
• 2:42:30
  Honestly I think it sounds like a very weird way to meet a
• 2:42:34
  person like that anyway. Like I feel there would be less
• 2:42:36
  tension if like maybe he suggested meeting in public or
• 2:42:40
  something Like not like come to my hotel.
• 2:42:42
  Room like that's. Kind of that should always be
• 2:42:45
  your first, second and third meeting is in public to protect
• 2:42:49
  yourself really. That gets the like I don't know
• 2:42:55
  about you but I would feel like if I was in that exact situation
• 2:42:59
  I would feel almost like am I his escort?
• 2:43:01
  Am I supposed to come to? His room.
• 2:43:03
  Fuck him and leave. That's, you know, I think it
• 2:43:06
  would have been a lot easier to meet somewhere else.
• 2:43:10
  I I I didn't even think about it that way, actually, until just
• 2:43:12
  now. Yeah.
• 2:43:15
  I don't know why we didn't meet in a public place.
• 2:43:19
  Probably more, but down to Ben's being secretive, he he does have
• 2:43:23
  a very secretive nature. Yeah, I learned that later,
• 2:43:27
  right? I didn't know there was time.
• 2:43:29
  I'm, I guess I'm just trying to put myself in that head space of
• 2:43:32
  Ben so. But yeah, I did meet him.
• 2:43:36
  Right. So, OK, So what was he like once
• 2:43:41
  you met him? Like what was it like being with
• 2:43:43
  him? What was the first few
• 2:43:45
  interactions with? He's so gross.
• 2:43:49
  He's like, she's not attracted to me.
• 2:43:52
  Shit, I wanted that. I put all this time into it.
• 2:43:57
  You know, I deserve this. Sorry.
• 2:44:05
  I hate narcissists and sociopaths and psychopaths.
• 2:44:09
  And it's just like the way they think is so fucking bizarre.
• 2:44:15
  It, it, it's like people like him.
• 2:44:19
  It's like everything is about him, him.
• 2:44:21
  What can I get out of this situation?
• 2:44:24
  Like it's just. With him like sorry.
• 2:44:29
  Yeah, in in person. Well, I mean, when I first met
• 2:44:35
  him, I noticed immediately that he was shorter than he said.
• 2:44:42
  They always are. That's not surprising.
• 2:44:46
  They always are. Which isn't a problem.
• 2:44:50
  I don't, I don't really care about that.
• 2:44:51
  But I guess that's the first red flag that he's a liar.
• 2:44:54
  It's a weird. Lie like people are.
• 2:44:56
  Going to find out. Yeah, I mean, I'm pretty tall
• 2:45:01
  for a woman. I'm 59 with my boots.
• 2:45:04
  I'm like getting close to like 510 1/2.
• 2:45:10
  And he was considerably shorter than me, which was weird because
• 2:45:13
  he said he was 5/9. And I don't know.
• 2:45:16
  That was the first thing I noticed.
• 2:45:20
  I'm not saying that to disparage anybody.
• 2:45:21
  I don't, I don't think, I don't think short people.
• 2:45:24
  I'm perfectly attracted to shorter people.
• 2:45:26
  That wasn't it. It was just that, like, I didn't
• 2:45:27
  know why he. You have to.
• 2:45:29
  If you're a big bigger girl, a taller girl, you have to be
• 2:45:32
  attracted. You got to be willing to be
• 2:45:34
  like, OK, this guy's shorter than me.
• 2:45:37
  It's going to happen. You know, Jason's like a little
• 2:45:40
  bit shorter than me, actually. Seriously, like Oh my God, no.
• 2:45:48
  When we're in shoes together. Yeah, we're pretty the same
• 2:45:51
  height. Yeah, the same height, yeah.
• 2:45:53
  But if you have heels on, you're like 6/1.
• 2:45:55
  Yeah. Close to six.
• 2:45:57
  One watermelon. That's enough.
• 2:45:59
  What did she do? She.
• 2:46:00
  Was putting her nails in my legs that.
• 2:46:02
  Hurt. Don't put your nails in daddy's
• 2:46:05
  legs. That hurts watermelons.
• 2:46:07
  But anyway, where were you? I'm just really hoping that we
• 2:46:15
  can wrap this up soon. This is disgusting.
• 2:46:17
  We are, I'm, we are. Trust me.
• 2:46:21
  I'm just waiting for the event to happen.
• 2:46:24
  And then, yeah. You lied about it, right?
• 2:46:27
  It's. A weird.
• 2:46:28
  Lie, it was, yeah, I wouldn't have cared, but I guess like the
• 2:46:35
  first interactions was, I mean, when he wasn't looking at his
• 2:46:39
  phone, and I guess I'll get into that, but he was genuinely like
• 2:46:43
  sweet. He was really nice.
• 2:46:45
  He seemed to care about me. Love bomb, baby.
• 2:46:51
  You're gonna love bomb, baby. Narcs do that and you think it,
• 2:46:56
  that you're the greatest person on the earth.
• 2:46:58
  They're just it. They don't mean it.
• 2:46:59
  They're just telling you that so that they can get their hand in
• 2:47:03
  your pants. Or whatever they want or.
• 2:47:05
  Whatever they want in your pocketbook.
• 2:47:07
  Whatever bro. I mean, we were constantly
• 2:47:11
  talking it. I mean, it was, it was weird
• 2:47:18
  because like, I was so nervous, but then I wasn't like he, he
• 2:47:21
  was really good at talking to me.
• 2:47:25
  Probably because he's been talking for years on the
• 2:47:28
  Internet, so kind of get used to that and talking to people.
• 2:47:32
  Yeah, like just random people you just see.
• 2:47:34
  You just it's just easy to talk to someone.
• 2:47:37
  Yeah, but she was also, she was 21.
• 2:47:40
  Yeah. That's.
• 2:47:40
  It's like you're a child, really.
• 2:47:42
  And, and he's a celebrity, so it's like, whoa.
• 2:47:46
  And he talks for a living. Yeah.
• 2:47:49
  Yeah. So yeah, you're gonna.
• 2:47:50
  If he could turn, I would be surprised if he couldn't turn on
• 2:47:54
  charm. You know, coming from that
• 2:47:58
  though, it's like, sorry, honey, no.
• 2:48:03
  Yeah. If I were female, sorry.
• 2:48:06
  And I always felt like we had something to talk about.
• 2:48:10
  I, I think probably me watching DP kind of helped with that
• 2:48:13
  'cause like already kind of knew his conversation style.
• 2:48:20
  But unfortunately the DP Facebook group drama thing
• 2:48:28
  happened. So I guess like maybe a day or
• 2:48:35
  so into my trip, the Facebook group like broke down into chaos
• 2:48:40
  because there was a picture of Ben that got put online with him
• 2:48:44
  with his shirt off I think. And the mods in the Facebook
• 2:48:50
  group like they just started disintegrating and and it Ben
• 2:48:55
  was just like left like cleaning up their mess, I guess.
• 2:48:59
  What? What he has to take?
• 2:49:03
  A picture with his shirt off. Like what?
• 2:49:05
  What Why? Why was that like a big like a
• 2:49:09
  big crisis? I don't know, I think maybe he's
• 2:49:15
  self-conscious or something. I didn't really see the issue
• 2:49:18
  with it. Like I, I was very confused
• 2:49:21
  because I felt like I was there to meet him and everything, but
• 2:49:24
  he spent a lot of the time on his phone, like a lot of it.
• 2:49:31
  And I mean. He just wanted to get in your
• 2:49:35
  pants. He didn't want to get to know
• 2:49:36
  you. You were 21 years old.
• 2:49:41
  You're fresh pussy. Like that's how they look at it,
• 2:49:47
  not how I look at it. Yeah, they wanted to have like a
• 2:49:51
  drunken peasants pussy committee.
• 2:49:53
  Yeah, they wanted to do that. All of it.
• 2:49:56
  It's very weird and it's atheist.
• 2:49:58
  And it's they're all connected. All of these people are
• 2:50:01
  connected in some way, shape or form.
• 2:50:03
  Yeah, and and they want, they all of them separately wanted to
• 2:50:07
  create like best trafficking rings possibly like small ones
• 2:50:13
  and but they're like a spider web.
• 2:50:15
  They're connected, possibly, you know, and the top of the heat
• 2:50:20
  type stuff is run actually by the government.
• 2:50:22
  Could be that. No, that's definite.
• 2:50:24
  Didn't like that they were making fun of him because I know
• 2:50:27
  some people were. Pretty much the whole trip he
• 2:50:31
  was obsessed with it, was constantly talking about it.
• 2:50:36
  That's, that's it's kind of weird.
• 2:50:39
  I I, I, I don't know why he would like freak out about that.
• 2:50:44
  Like maybe that has it has to do with his being more secretive or
• 2:50:48
  do you think it has to do with the he's just a self-conscious
• 2:50:53
  and he's just like, I don't want people seeing with my shirt off
• 2:50:56
  because I, it's, it's, it's kind of, I mean, I guess I don't
• 2:51:01
  know. I I I've thought.
• 2:51:04
  I'm not really sure why I didn't it didn't like it didn't look
• 2:51:08
  like a bad picture of me. I mean, I guess he.
• 2:51:11
  There's males like I, yeah, I, I'm horrified when I see
• 2:51:14
  pictures of myself with my shirt off from like that one time that
• 2:51:19
  when I was mukbang in Colorado because it's like, oh God,
• 2:51:23
  right. I look bad.
• 2:51:25
  That's true. I had no idea, You know, I was
• 2:51:27
  just eating and eating and doing mukbang videos and I gained like
• 2:51:31
  probably 5060 lbs. I was like, holy shit.
• 2:51:35
  So yeah, I could get that, that, that pictures out there and he
• 2:51:37
  might have looked like he had tits or whatever, and that's a
• 2:51:40
  fuck. Get that off, you know.
• 2:51:42
  Yeah, I get that, I get that. Actually.
• 2:51:44
  Stuff, but like then it became, I don't know, the faith, the
• 2:51:48
  Facebook, the DP Facebook group back in the day was like huge
• 2:51:51
  for one, but I think people got mad because of the fact that he
• 2:51:57
  was deleting like people's comments and and banning people
• 2:52:02
  and getting rid of mods. And I don't remember everything
• 2:52:06
  about it because I didn't personally care.
• 2:52:09
  I didn't even know why he cared because it seemed like it just
• 2:52:14
  kind of seemed like that was part of the community was like
• 2:52:16
  shitting on the host occasionally.
• 2:52:19
  So but I know he was that. I mean that's that's what he was
• 2:52:25
  doing the whole trip, mainly. Now we did.
• 2:52:29
  I mean, we did go to, we went to the Georgia O'Keeffe Museum,
• 2:52:33
  which was very nice. A lot of it was just going to go
• 2:52:37
  see historical stuff around the area and he was really
• 2:52:42
  knowledgeable on a lot of it. So that part was always good.
• 2:52:47
  But for most of it, it kind of felt like I was going around the
• 2:52:53
  city, you know, with either him ahead or him behind, like on the
• 2:52:57
  phone. Right.
• 2:53:02
  Wow, so impressive. Ben, you're really good at
• 2:53:05
  turning the women on aren't you? But you probably had a plan the
• 2:53:08
  whole time on doing this to the poor girl.
• 2:53:11
  Let her see the city while you know you do the walk around to
• 2:53:17
  get some fucking fake trust piece of shit.
• 2:53:23
  So I guess I should ask you then, on that first trip, did
• 2:53:30
  you sleep with him? And if so, what?
• 2:53:34
  What was that like? What?
• 2:53:36
  What was the story, if you wouldn't mind telling it?
• 2:53:45
  Poof, that's fine. It's all right, take your time.
• 2:53:52
  OK. This is when it goes down guys,
• 2:53:56
  by the way. I'm I did, yeah.
• 2:54:12
  And I was sexual towards him, obviously.
• 2:54:26
  What she? Consented to sex with.
• 2:54:29
  Him. Yes, I'm done.
• 2:54:32
  He's done. I'm done.
• 2:54:33
  Sorry. It's.
• 2:54:38
  Been a dope. How the hell do you Co host with
• 2:54:46
  another dude that fucked your wife?
• 2:54:49
  I. Know not just fucked, assaulted.
• 2:54:58
  Yeah, how the fuck do you close with someone like that?
• 2:55:02
  Wow, I'm done. God damn.
• 2:55:10
  He had made it seem like this was going to be some sort of
• 2:55:15
  relationship. Right.
• 2:55:21
  And so there were moments or whatever that happened, but
• 2:55:30
  there's really only one that I can think of that is very
• 2:55:34
  memorable, and it's one that I really can't even remember.
• 2:55:46
  Sorry you. Didn't take your time?
• 2:55:48
  Do you want? To, Oh, it's OK.
• 2:55:53
  So I guess I'll have to get into some of the trip before I get to
• 2:55:59
  it. But yeah, I, I kind of just like
• 2:56:05
  to, I guess just go in order of everything.
• 2:56:07
  OK, fair enough. Go go in whichever order you
• 2:56:10
  you'd like. I I know some of these questions
• 2:56:13
  are in a weird order, but. Yeah, it's OK.
• 2:56:17
  I guess I should. Have asked you first, would he
• 2:56:19
  push you to to drink or take drugs because I know you
• 2:56:22
  mentioned that. Do you want to?
• 2:56:26
  Would it be helpful to? Start with that.
• 2:56:29
  Sure, sure. Yeah.
• 2:56:32
  So like I said, I was in the Army.
• 2:56:36
  I obviously could not smoke weed.
• 2:56:40
  I am not a heavy drinker. In fact, I don't drink alcohol
• 2:56:45
  at all. I in the past four years, I may
• 2:56:50
  have had in total, like at my house, a total of 3 beers and
• 2:56:58
  three beers being like taking a sip from each one of them.
• 2:57:02
  I don't even like the taste of alcohol.
• 2:57:06
  The only times I have. Yeah, I'm not.
• 2:57:09
  I'm not a huge fan at all. I've never really have been.
• 2:57:14
  I can't. I haven't smoked weed in months.
• 2:57:16
  It doesn't. It doesn't work for me.
• 2:57:18
  It makes me too anxious. I'm just not.
• 2:57:21
  I'm a nicotine person through. It marquee you naughty girl.
• 2:57:26
  Been through I'll say. That.
• 2:57:29
  And coffee, but I definitely definitely felt pressured to
• 2:57:39
  drink. I definitely felt pressured to
• 2:57:41
  smoke weed. I mean the, the the very well.
• 2:57:46
  Of course, how else is he going to drug you if you don't drink
• 2:57:50
  what he needs you to drink and smoke what he needs you to
• 2:57:55
  smoke? Come on now.
• 2:57:59
  First day that I got there, there was this pizza place you
• 2:58:03
  had to walk a little bit down from the LA Fonda to God.
• 2:58:07
  What was that place called? It was like some kind of rooftop
• 2:58:10
  pizzeria place. And that's, that's where we, we
• 2:58:15
  went first like for lunch and everything.
• 2:58:18
  And I know I got, he had told me that he was like a big fan of
• 2:58:22
  beers and everything. And he was showing me the whole
• 2:58:24
  beer list. And I'm just like, Oh my God, I
• 2:58:26
  don't even want this. But he's like, oh, you have to
• 2:58:29
  try this. Oh, I know that, oh, they make
• 2:58:31
  these in Albuquerque and blah, blah, blah, blah.
• 2:58:33
  Like you really need to try this.
• 2:58:35
  I'm like, OK. And it was just kind of always
• 2:58:40
  like that. Oh, you tried that one.
• 2:58:42
  You need to try this one. And I did.
• 2:58:45
  I told him I'm like, I'm not really, you know, I'm not really
• 2:58:48
  into that now a part of me wanted to like just be agreeable
• 2:58:53
  and be like, Oh yeah, this is great.
• 2:58:57
  But I, I told him I'm not really a beer person.
• 2:59:02
  I'm not really alcohol person either.
• 2:59:05
  During the during the trip, he also, he told me in his hotel
• 2:59:12
  room at some point he was like, oh, you know what's so crazy?
• 2:59:15
  We're so famous that the doorman at the hotel gave me a giant bag
• 2:59:20
  of weed. We should smoke some.
• 2:59:23
  I'm like. This guy is really a piece of
• 2:59:32
  shit I swear to God. Wow.
• 2:59:34
  That's crazy. I guess I really can't though,
• 2:59:39
  so that's a problem. Oh you'll be fine.
• 2:59:41
  It only shows up you don't even smoke so it's not going to show
• 2:59:44
  up in your your hair or whatever.
• 2:59:46
  Like it'll go away in like 7 days and I'm stupid so I was so
• 2:59:51
  naive. I'm like, oh OK, that's fine, I.
• 2:59:54
  Can go away that quickly it usually.
• 2:59:57
  Takes, yes, I mean it actually, it actually can.
• 3:00:00
  And it's funny because I did end up getting drug tested very
• 3:00:03
  shortly after and it did not show up.
• 3:00:06
  Yeah, it did not show up. Oh man I totally fail a fucking
• 3:00:11
  drug test. THCI think permanently runs in
• 3:00:16
  my system and I like it that way.
• 3:00:27
  I got drug tested 10 days, ten days after that and it did not
• 3:00:32
  show up at all. So I mean, there is that, but I,
• 3:00:39
  I was very uncomfortable with all of it 'cause like it was
• 3:00:42
  just like I, I, the last time I had smoked weed was when I was a
• 3:00:45
  teenager and I didn't like doing it then.
• 3:00:49
  You need an indica probably. She probably like smoked a
• 3:00:54
  really freaking dank fucking sativa and it like was like I
• 3:01:02
  know watermelon. You know You know you have a
• 3:01:09
  good night passion She. Literally.
• 3:01:11
  But so yeah, watermelon. She did.
• 3:01:14
  Yeah, he did. OK.
• 3:01:17
  Very much so constantly. So let's see, I think, OK, the
• 3:01:27
  next question is, yeah. So what, did he ever force
• 3:01:31
  himself on you or. It's, I mean, it's kind of, it's
• 3:01:44
  kind of hard to say because it's, it's, it's weird because
• 3:01:50
  like this is the most disturbing memory I have of him.
• 3:01:54
  And it's the one that has been around with me for years and it
• 3:01:59
  just doesn't ever really seem to go away.
• 3:02:03
  But I guess it was like the second or third evening Ben took
• 3:02:10
  me to this place called the Coyote Cafe.
• 3:02:15
  Mind you, this entire trip, he kept talking about how much
• 3:02:18
  money he had, what a nice car he had.
• 3:02:23
  Every time we went, there was this jewelry store that was
• 3:02:25
  really close to La Fonda, And he was like, I could buy you that.
• 3:02:28
  Do you want me to buy you that? And I'm like, no, it was so
• 3:02:34
  weird. The whole I'm going to throw
• 3:02:38
  money at you type deal. 65 reaction channels watching.
• 3:02:50
  Nah, it's all just reaction channels, motherfuckers.
• 3:02:56
  Because it was just like the way he talked about himself is.
• 3:03:01
  I mean, if he knew me at all, he would know that that kind of
• 3:03:04
  stuff is not. I don't wear jewelry.
• 3:03:07
  I don't like, I'm not a fancy person.
• 3:03:12
  Fucking redneck. That's OK.
• 3:03:14
  Keep listening. Keep listening.
• 3:03:18
  From northern Louisiana, you know, like, that's not me.
• 3:03:23
  And again, he did it by taking me to this place, the Coyote
• 3:03:27
  Cafe, crazy upscale place. I felt super uncomfortable
• 3:03:32
  there. I did.
• 3:03:34
  I felt really out of place and, you know, like we went in there
• 3:03:39
  and he was talking about how much money again he had and
• 3:03:42
  like, this will be a regular thing with him, as if it was
• 3:03:45
  like to impress me, but he asked me to look.
• 3:03:52
  Ben, get a girl your own fucking age, you weirdo.
• 3:03:55
  Look over the wine list and the wine list was so extensive.
• 3:04:00
  I mean they had a book and I looked at the prices and I'm
• 3:04:03
  just like no way dude. Like this is like $30.00 for a
• 3:04:07
  glass. Like crazy stuff.
• 3:04:10
  Damn Jesus, how much money did this motherfucker be making when
• 3:04:15
  they. Were popping.
• 3:04:18
  Yeah. Plenty and like I said, I had, I
• 3:04:22
  had told him that I'm not like a heavy drinker or whatever, but I
• 3:04:28
  would take one and and I will occasionally like me and Scotty
• 3:04:33
  will occasionally get like a bottle of wine or something and
• 3:04:37
  we'll drink like a glass. But that's about all I can do.
• 3:04:42
  But that one turned into several really quickly I remember.
• 3:04:53
  And it's really interesting now thinking back on it, but I
• 3:04:56
  remember going to the bathroom and thinking to myself on the
• 3:05:03
  way to there, like, I don't know, what if something happens
• 3:05:08
  to my drink or something? Which is a weird thought for me
• 3:05:11
  to have because. Instincts, instincts.
• 3:05:19
  I mean as, as Scotty would say, I'm just entirely too trusting
• 3:05:22
  of people. I mean, as a woman, you kind of
• 3:05:25
  do have to worry about that. Yeah, and I, you know, I've only
• 3:05:29
  had that thought a couple times, like at a bar or whatever.
• 3:05:32
  But like, you know, like I said, I don't drink.
• 3:05:34
  So it's like that's not really a a thing for me to have to worry
• 3:05:38
  about. But like, I've been to meet ups
• 3:05:43
  with Scotty and I'm like, oh, I should not leave my drink
• 3:05:45
  somewhere. Are fans going to do something
• 3:05:47
  weird? You know, it's so funny because
• 3:05:50
  like the fans would be the like the least likely to do it.
• 3:05:53
  But but I, I remember thinking that and that was one of the
• 3:06:01
  last really things that I remembered the the very last
• 3:06:08
  moment. Let me guess, those fucking
• 3:06:10
  fancy places you pay for a certain glass of wine and it's
• 3:06:14
  already roofied, huh? I bet you I bet you can pay
• 3:06:19
  someone a roofie a fucking drink at these fancy ass elitist
• 3:06:23
  fucking places. Dude, maybe.
• 3:06:29
  I bet ya this is so gross. That I remember was the center
• 3:06:39
  Plaza area of Santa Fe has like these trees that are all lit up
• 3:06:45
  like they have like a wrapped lights around them and stuff or
• 3:06:48
  at least they did it this time. Right.
• 3:06:51
  And I remember like, him basically having to drag me
• 3:06:58
  through the center Plaza of Santa Fe, like holding on to me
• 3:07:02
  to keep me steady and stuff. And I was saying out loud, like,
• 3:07:06
  all these trees are so pretty. I want to climb them.
• 3:07:09
  I want to, I want to like jump off of them.
• 3:07:12
  Like they're so tall and beautiful.
• 3:07:14
  And I can remember him laughing while he was like getting me to
• 3:07:20
  the hotel and stuff. And then I just don't remember
• 3:07:26
  anything at all. I guess I blacked out.
• 3:07:29
  I don't really know. That was like the last thing
• 3:07:31
  that I remembered. I woke up inside of his hotel
• 3:07:39
  room and not in mine. I felt really sick.
• 3:07:46
  See, that's why I know it's roofie, because everyone says
• 3:07:49
  after they're roofie they feel really sick to their stomach.
• 3:07:55
  I think it's associated with the actions that took place.
• 3:07:59
  How do you know that this poor woman didn't get the game
• 3:08:05
  situation by all of them in the Drunken Peasants?
• 3:08:10
  You don't know that, but it happened with Diddy, so
• 3:08:18
  something to think about. I was wearing all of my clothes
• 3:08:26
  which was weird. He was asleep with like a shirt
• 3:08:35
  off and stuff. I remember my boots were still
• 3:08:41
  on which was weird. There was a trash can next to
• 3:08:49
  the bed and it had used like sex items in them like a condom and.
• 3:09:05
  Obviously either he did what he did to you or he was fucking
• 3:09:14
  someone else while fucking you. I don't know but I think it was
• 3:09:18
  probably a gain Diddy type of situation based on the fact of
• 3:09:25
  how sick she felt was. She wet though in her area,
• 3:09:29
  yeah. It's all right.
• 3:09:32
  Yeah, take. Your time.
• 3:09:34
  It's. Do you?
• 3:09:35
  Do you think that you blacked out because of something he gave
• 3:09:40
  you or were you just black out drunk?
• 3:09:45
  You know, I don't really know. Was this the night that you
• 3:09:49
  smoked weed as well? I mean, he, I mean, he had, I
• 3:09:55
  think we had smoked weed like multiple times.
• 3:09:57
  It's it's really hard to remember if I smoked weed or
• 3:09:59
  not, but that wouldn't have affected me like that.
• 3:10:02
  I would have been super anxious. I mean.
• 3:10:09
  Do you? I mean, maybe, but I just like,
• 3:10:14
  I know that like Santa Fe is really high up.
• 3:10:17
  And so at the time, well, when I, when I came to, I just felt
• 3:10:24
  fucking gross and used and I was like, I felt bad about myself.
• 3:10:30
  Like, Oh my God, like I slept with this dude and I was so
• 3:10:34
  drunk and I don't know, I was, I was like that moment.
• 3:10:39
  I felt like I had done this to myself, you know, like, oh.
• 3:10:44
  You didn't do it to yourself, man.
• 3:10:46
  He knew what he was doing. He's a grown ass fucking man.
• 3:10:51
  Dragging you through the park. I can't do anymore.
• 3:11:10
  It's just so gross. It's obvious what happened in
• 3:11:20
  this situation. Tomorrow we're going to be doing
• 3:11:26
  the second video of another victim.
• 3:11:36
  It's really hard and triggering to listen to you guys if you
• 3:11:46
  want to see. I can't do that.
• 3:11:50
  How do I fucking share this? All right, I'm going to create a
• 3:11:54
  post on my community tab if you want to see the rest of the
• 3:12:00
  video. Yeah, but this is a multiple day
• 3:12:13
  expose because it's just so much information to take in.
• 3:12:17
  But it's like it's so, so much information that it's so it's,
• 3:12:22
  it's hard to take in and it's, it's so dark that it makes it
• 3:12:27
  harder to take in, you know? But I, I feel so bad for this
• 3:12:35
  woman. Keep her in your prayers to the
• 3:12:41
  Christians, man. Hopefully her and Scotty can
• 3:12:45
  find Christ and she can find some peace in her heart from
• 3:12:48
  what this bastard did to her. I fucked up.
• 3:12:52
  But just to the young ones, don't.
• 3:12:59
  Don't go to a stone guy's hotel. That's like way older than you
• 3:13:03
  and stuff. You're going to get yourself
• 3:13:05
  hurt. Yeah.
• 3:13:07
  You really are. And women should value their
• 3:13:09
  bodies to not just give them to the show.
• 3:13:12
  There is more than one victim, yes.
• 3:13:16
  Anyway, yeah, I'll see you guys tomorrow.
• 3:13:23
  Piece of Maranatha. Pray.
• 3:13:29
  That's all I have to say. Pray.
• 3:13:32
  Just way too many sick people with way too many places of
• 3:13:36
  power in this world, and I'm fucking done.
• 3:13:39
  So I'll do everything in my power to fucking knock these
• 3:13:42
  people off a peg or two if I can.
• 3:13:44
  You know what I mean? At least warn people of who
• 3:13:49
  these people are, man. It's gross.
• 3:13:53
  Bye, guys. Yeah, right.
• 3:13:58
  Fuck that. People are fucking evil.
• 3:14:01
  I'm fucking done with them. I know.
• 3:14:02
  I'm. Going.
• 3:14:04
  To cook all right.