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Ang VIRAL Police na 10 Taong Hindi Nagsimba Matapos Mawala ang Anak · Adrian Milag Podcast

0:00
SPEAKER_09: Hello ma pafei.
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SPEAKER_09: Napan o yo batung nag viral na testimony nag isang Deputy chief of police naito.
0:08
SPEAKER_09: Natabikol, nag viral sha sa nung holy week yung nag testimony sha sa seven last words.
0:16
SPEAKER_09: Ashiner nya doon yung pakamatay naganyang anak.
0:22
SPEAKER_09: A sobra ngakata changing nay yak dito.
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SPEAKER_09: Sa testimoni yyanato.
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SPEAKER_09: Daheil a dito si naabi nyana na.
0:31
SPEAKER_09: Mataga sha nindi nakatong tong sasimbahain.
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SPEAKER_09: Pero na kabali kulicha sasasimbahain nung mis mong libing nung ailili bing na yung kanyang anak.
0:44
SPEAKER_09: A dun y nag salita sa kanyang jos daming nayakdito, dami kalaga na tach, nat bairal etong uh testimony na to sa ma social media site.
0:57
SPEAKER_09: I'm so privileged.
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SPEAKER_09: I'm blessed na ma interview ko itong police woman na to na nagbairal na to.
1:04
SPEAKER_09: Kaya, I'm sure so brahima tatach, so braim will bless, at my inspire tito sa kan yang kwento.
1:11
SPEAKER_09: Ka make sure na shir nyo tosa y nyung friends and relatives.
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SPEAKER_09: So, ma ka fate, please all welcome.
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SPEAKER_09: Deputy chipo police, ma'am fatima lyanusa.
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SPEAKER_03: God bless uh September 2016.
1:28
SPEAKER_03: Uh yun yung huling pa so kana simba.
1:32
SPEAKER_03: Kase intention kase intention nan yun na yung huling simba kon na so khan ko kase lang nan yun kasi yung kasi yung huling harun na ye ku yungakun simba.
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SPEAKER_03: Umbiana is na two share so because a little speaker, yum yung gesture but you massively gesturing uh saying yung mal shib being a book familiar.
3:06
SPEAKER_04: It's been ten years.
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SPEAKER_04: But what I was giving me father to me I was thinking, I was also giving that to the big one.
3:42
SPEAKER_04: I was not becoming one birthday.
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SPEAKER_04: I love the I love I don't think a point of a lot of high five minutes in the clear night for you, youngest and go back in mummy.
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SPEAKER_04: But I think we have a lot of high.
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SPEAKER_04: It's a minute.
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SPEAKER_04: And then the baby comes on the money and nothing could not make it a poor.
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SPEAKER_04: You buffanic family and can you say the blessing?
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SPEAKER_04: The biggest blessing that I can that I can grant.
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SPEAKER_04: And I think that's a general thing, the chance to have it, so that's not the market.
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SPEAKER_04: Siguency no that's not funny, submitted single for you and the for your fight for the bottom.
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SPEAKER_04: Uh at an early age, uh, four years old.
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SPEAKER_04: Saved na.
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SPEAKER_04: He is now saved, and I know saved while I am working for my salvation.
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SPEAKER_04: Amen.
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SPEAKER_02: Then yung tube nya my tomata as dinner blood.
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SPEAKER_02: Cause he was just crying.
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SPEAKER_02: Parang mini na tulung na mama.
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SPEAKER_02: Yun.
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SPEAKER_02: Yun na.
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SPEAKER_02: That's the last memory I had.
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SPEAKER_02: I have a brother with my son.
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SPEAKER_08: Hindi gabangalapit kany judging.
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SPEAKER_02: Ah, I was not allowed na lumapet because they're trying to revive.
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SPEAKER_02: So brang la kasmuna that I was able to sweep away yung bantaisa pinto nung I see you with my just I think left.
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SPEAKER_02: Basta isang kamailang Dalang Bantai na tabig go yun tas napaso ko yung anako.
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SPEAKER_02: I didn't even care wearing a lab gown.
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SPEAKER_02: Kasi ang elangalab gown before pumaso wala na with my plain clothes, chanelas kwininaho ng palet, anapaso ko sa.
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SPEAKER_02: And I was just oh my god.
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SPEAKER_09: So in the name of the Father, Son, the Holy Spirit, Amen.
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SPEAKER_09: Dorga, we are so thankful, grateful for this day.
9:37
SPEAKER_09: We are so thankful for Ma'am Fatima for this opportunity for this interview.
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SPEAKER_09: I know, Lord, that you will guide us, you will lead us, you will empower us today.
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SPEAKER_09: Holy Spirit, fill us with your gifts right now.
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SPEAKER_09: Empower us, especially Ma'am Fatima, for she will be a witness of your glory, of your faith, of your hope in those people.
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SPEAKER_09: Na Parakin Pumayon.
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SPEAKER_09: And we ask this through the intercession of St.
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SPEAKER_09: Carlo of Kutis, Saint Francis of Assisi, and Saint Jaribel, and Saint Michael the Archangel.
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SPEAKER_09: In Jesus' name we pray.
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SPEAKER_09: Amen.
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SPEAKER_09: In the name of the Father, and of the Son, and of the Holy Spirit.
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SPEAKER_09: Amen.
10:18
SPEAKER_09: Welcome po Ma'am Fatima El Ibiyas Lanusa sa thing program story yango.
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SPEAKER_09: So thank you so much, po ma'am, for this opportunity.
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SPEAKER_09: So Marami Maram Salaman kasi all the way from Beagle.
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SPEAKER_09: I'm sure.
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SPEAKER_02: Yes, ma jo, pero akayan.
10:35
SPEAKER_09: Sabi nyunga parang bali kan din kayo na kapa good 10 hours.
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SPEAKER_02: Roughly 10 to 14 hours considering the traffic.
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SPEAKER_09: Wow.
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SPEAKER_09: So we stop over po ya.
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SPEAKER_02: Once I'm uh halfway to beagle.
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SPEAKER_09: So palita ng driver.
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SPEAKER_02: If ever, pero most mostly kasindi darachan talaga yung driver, ayon pa paleta.
10:57
SPEAKER_09: Welcome sub Blessed Ebandverse Reliquarium.
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SPEAKER_09: Almost 1,000 relics poin nandito y na mga sain.
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SPEAKER_09: Marami poin nagdada sasati nye yon ny mga kapatit puna tiny yen salang it.
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SPEAKER_09: Emma uhypoai deputy chief of police ng libmanan MPS kamarinasur.
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SPEAKER_09: So pedipu wangala man poi ang isang deputy chief police.
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SPEAKER_02: Uh yung deputy chief of police is second from the highest rank uh sa nagmamanang police station sa isang city or municipality.
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SPEAKER_02: On my case, it's a municipality with 75 barangays.
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SPEAKER_02: So I'm the second in command.
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SPEAKER_09: Nang sa captain pa.
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SPEAKER_02: Uh uh.
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SPEAKER_02: Asaka uh with the rank of police captain, as deputy chief of police.
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SPEAKER_02: So I have my chief of police as my head of office.
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SPEAKER_02: Gun na pokay katagals service, huh?
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SPEAKER_02: 18, 18 years.
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SPEAKER_09: Wow.
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SPEAKER_09: 18 years.
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SPEAKER_09: So sa marines.
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SPEAKER_09: And na here saypoolice yung pinilin yung mission ad bokashon.
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SPEAKER_02: Graduate college of education, a license teacher, however, my ranking.
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SPEAKER_07: Okay.
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SPEAKER_02: And since pastor ako na pulkom exam, uh Trina Pumaso PNP na gata on na dun pinala dun on tina wagan.
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SPEAKER_02: Dira darach from then on.
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SPEAKER_09: So teacher pala by profession.
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SPEAKER_02: Hindi na nahindi ako naha pak to rukase yung time, naata wagana ho for the private school, so you scient.
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SPEAKER_02: Yun ring yung time wagana for agility.
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SPEAKER_02: So darachana sa hindi na ako next up then sa uh application kosa pi anti.
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SPEAKER_09: So sa reason kaya kurin po invite kasi yuna pong biral na bijinyo sa shete de palabras a sa simp.
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SPEAKER_09: Sang simba mpu yim ma' sa libmanen po libman.
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SPEAKER_02: Actually, it was just an informal invitation.
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SPEAKER_09: Informal.
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SPEAKER_02: From the school head.
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SPEAKER_02: Saben yelang ma'am.
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SPEAKER_02: In fact, kita sa Friday share kasabiko, oh short piece of cake.
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SPEAKER_02: Yung parang papir o lang.
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SPEAKER_02: So I was not really aware na it's palabras.
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SPEAKER_02: Or si gurun na sabe nyang siate palabras, but to my mind, ndi ako nindi ako aware.
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SPEAKER_02: But since invite se gye in away microphone lang na manya and some three to five to ten minutes of my time.
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SPEAKER_02: Omo ota laga ako tas.
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SPEAKER_02: Nung aduna holi to find out my my kuma kanta, tapus my my paring nag nag uh nagri read ng nung mga final words and then my nag si sharing and then sabi nung assistant ko mam fifth word sayo.
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SPEAKER_02: Maya may ya mam third ga pala yung ano word so bingo secret pain kang kumana baka mga pina king kan kumana yung first two sharers.
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SPEAKER_02: So nung turinko na I was listening attentively.
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SPEAKER_02: Do unsa bini father.
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SPEAKER_02: Adun nah kung ano nag testimony ko if I make all the testimony.
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SPEAKER_02: Ka sila May rung prepared na ano.
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SPEAKER_09: So parang iko on the spot?
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SPEAKER_09: Impromp Imprompto.
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SPEAKER_02: Imprompto.
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SPEAKER_09: Ganan.
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SPEAKER_09: Pedi mung bang ma sure behind your testimony, Mam Fatima.
14:13
SPEAKER_09: Anuba yuniking.
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SPEAKER_09: Uh kasi yung parang na kuento mudunung 2016 yung nawala yung bun sumuung anakasi tam tam ba pedimung i kwento yung pang yarin.
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SPEAKER_02: Uh anusha, 2016 of August.
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SPEAKER_02: Uh we are at the hype of a celebration because I was then awarded as the Metro Bank Country Sustanding Police and Service for that year.
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SPEAKER_02: And the same year I was also awarded the VACC Country Sustanding Law Enforcer.
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SPEAKER_02: So ng swimming kamion.
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SPEAKER_02: And then we have this pilgrim in Mama saun libun.
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SPEAKER_02: May rung kaming pino pun tahandon.
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SPEAKER_02: Na param pana tasa nala ni mama and then ng ng uh ng in laws.
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SPEAKER_02: So mama at the height of the celebration big lang kumunta pa mimang mayun rest house, and then pakbalik na mein my fever na sibun so akala k normal fever lang sa three days na lang fine because yung fever nya is at 40.
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SPEAKER_09: 40.
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SPEAKER_02: Even if mag suppository na, even if na admit na sa hospital, na gi injection na, we had gold fever, nagba body bust, nagba ban li.
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SPEAKER_02: It is 40.
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SPEAKER_02: And then after three days, uh I was juggling work and sidelines.
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SPEAKER_02: Uh when we were told na ka ilang yung oxygen because takip nak it's like parang ngahabul dang breast yung so the the next thing I know na ka oxygen sha the one that's yung parang may fang na nasa my nose, I don't know what it's called.
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SPEAKER_02: And then the next one is after a few days, naka yung oxygen ng parang yin na mask.
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SPEAKER_02: And then the next thing I know, uh we were uh advised to move to another hospital that can best cater my my young guest.
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SPEAKER_02: Tapus nakin nala mang kunalang one night uh we were rushed to the ER as we were transported to the other hospital facility.
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SPEAKER_02: And then kuna naked papa anak la nyung baby ko for his life.
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SPEAKER_02: To me, uh, basasabiang.
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SPEAKER_02: Sig in a laboloan.
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SPEAKER_02: But young family family with me who were contributing financially just to augment the medical needs, especially young oxygen.
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SPEAKER_02: So yun, inin choit na sha, that's I think the most painful part na makikita for young anakmo at at that very young age.
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SPEAKER_02: He was only three.
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SPEAKER_02: So, yun and what else?
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SPEAKER_02: Yeah, I see you.
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SPEAKER_02: During his stays ICU Hindi kundan yung ana yung pinaga wako people are telling me na magsin baka, ipak primo.
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SPEAKER_02: Wuna sa uta ako hindi kalang nan doctor who is the best doctor in town, who is the best possible child polmo, na pepering maka osa.
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SPEAKER_09: It was respiratory disorder.
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SPEAKER_09: Yes.
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SPEAKER_02: Uh that eventually uh nanagaro nanang sepsis because yung ananas blood.
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SPEAKER_02: And then on the third day, we were requested to transfer to PCMC in QC because luma laqsha.
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SPEAKER_07: Yeah.
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SPEAKER_02: And we were rushed.
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SPEAKER_02: Uh satulun narin ng mga local government unit.
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SPEAKER_02: And of course, yung mga people around mg friends who were uh collecting funds, who were doing prayer vigils, they were doing rosaries with some group of friends from church, some group of friends from the insurance company that I have back then.
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SPEAKER_02: So yung ginagawa ang fokus ko lang, mag ipun ng mg ipun ng mga ipun ng pera.
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SPEAKER_02: Para mypang bay sa hospital bills.
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SPEAKER_02: Kasi pag hindi na 24 hours hindi maha na discounce.
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SPEAKER_02: And uh before the 24 hours ends, I had to move him palabas ng hospital, going to Manila.
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SPEAKER_02: So ang uta kongindi kalang 25,000 for the oxygen.
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SPEAKER_07: Yes.
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SPEAKER_02: And then ng transfer na sha there's this uh city doc city health officer, doctor from the city.
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SPEAKER_02: Na pipa ding mag attend saanya sal ob ng ambulance kasi palang disha poi ding transport na balang doctor.
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SPEAKER_02: Again, I was requested parang 30,000, 35,000 pesos for the professional fee of the doctor of the said doctor.
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SPEAKER_02: So I not have the means anymore, kasi it's been four days na sa hospital na two days na sa ICU.
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SPEAKER_02: And good thing uh yung classmate from kala high school and college, see doctor Sindi tagumata during that time.
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SPEAKER_02: Uh she offered, even if galing suity, she offered nasamahan kamitu manila for no fees at all.
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SPEAKER_09: Amen.
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SPEAKER_02: No fees at all we naib nyala hatin.
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SPEAKER_02: And up until now, angla hindi ng utang nal opp kosa class mate.
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SPEAKER_02: Kasi for the longest time bala kaming communication, pero one call away, no buts and apes.
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SPEAKER_02: Pumunta talaga all the way from I guess that time na ka sen saligao, umyya sha tunaga walang tulog, just to transport my baby.
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SPEAKER_02: And even yung transportation yapabalek from manila to be call hindi nya ko si ning yal.
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SPEAKER_02: Hindi na kuna kakapag pa salamat, no other physical na pa go usa pana min, but I know alam yang how thankful am I sa in extend nyang life sa anako.
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SPEAKER_02: And then cut it short uh on the fifth day.
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SPEAKER_02: On the eve of on the eve before the fifth day, on the eve of the fourth day, so bra I stumber myself to sleep ang sarap ng tulog go.
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SPEAKER_02: I had completed at least eight hours nan tulok and then pagising ng mataho na ki page na page watcher of baby lanuza to the ICU.
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SPEAKER_02: The next thing I know, I yun na blood coming from his mouth, blood coming from his nose, and then yung tube nya my tomata as dinner blood.
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SPEAKER_02: I was looking at my son, because I see you, my runs salamine.
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unknown: Mm-hmm.
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SPEAKER_02: Yung yung yung kama yas nakating sa.
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SPEAKER_02: He was just crying.
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SPEAKER_02: Yungita mung yung tears nyana nah.
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SPEAKER_02: Parang mini na tulung na mama.
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SPEAKER_02: Yun Yun na that's the last memory I had.
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SPEAKER_02: I have brother with my son.
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SPEAKER_02: Uh I was not allowed na lumapet because they're trying to revive.
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SPEAKER_02: So brang la kasmuna that I was able to sweep away yung bantaisa, pinto nung I see you with my just I think left.
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SPEAKER_02: I didn't even care wearing a lab gown.
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SPEAKER_02: Kasi ang elangal before kuma so with my plain clothes, chanelas kwindi naho ng palette.
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SPEAKER_02: And I was just oh my god.
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SPEAKER_02: Sabinila, angla sense na ma wa wala sa ta o dawis.
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SPEAKER_02: Sense of earring.
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SPEAKER_02: There there were several several babies.
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SPEAKER_02: My isadon na twelve years old.
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SPEAKER_02: Na I think kaka la bas lang nila two days ago.
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SPEAKER_02: And then pina so.
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SPEAKER_02: Namancha ng I see yun ka inchubait nanaman saolek.
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SPEAKER_02: Sabi ko sahanyanak Sigina bulung muna langkay Papa Jesus?
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SPEAKER_02: Mm konguninka, palabasina lahat ng mgato pagalingina.
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SPEAKER_02: I think ng kolang alala.
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SPEAKER_02: Those were the last few words I had mentioned sa anak onga pala.
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SPEAKER_06: Wow saanako.
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SPEAKER_02: And sabi kunalang anak sigina kase I am hopeless.
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SPEAKER_02: Hindi naba nakapinaka ying sa praye yeer kun na pagalingin sha.
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SPEAKER_02: Mm.
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SPEAKER_02: Wala walang ibi bigay saaken.
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SPEAKER_02: So sabi ko sigina anak.
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SPEAKER_02: If uko ninka sigina, kasi nakita ko yung hirap ng anako baga na yung.
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SPEAKER_02: Imnama gana yung yung katawany.
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SPEAKER_02: And I was like, Sigina anak, kasabin wunalanga ji just pagalingin, natu dala yung isang twelve years old.
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SPEAKER_02: Hindi kun alam kung yung twelve years old nain guma lingba.
22:52
SPEAKER_02: Pero nga yingko lanta lagasina rikol.
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SPEAKER_02: Yun yung last few words nasinabiko kaitam tam.
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SPEAKER_09: Wow.
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SPEAKER_02: Yeah, na yingko lang sana rikol pala.
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SPEAKER_09: Wala rang update nang yaredushima kasama yinin.
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SPEAKER_02: And I promise, sabikodun Lord, pag naha balik ako, magdudunate ako ng.
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SPEAKER_02: Sabiiko pagna loba globa gakhong, magdunit akonang ventilating machine.
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SPEAKER_02: For that I see you sa PC MC kase.
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SPEAKER_02: Those were the apparat na ng sustain ng life nag anako, at least for the next two days, na nag stay shia doon.
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SPEAKER_09: Wow.
23:27
SPEAKER_09: I'm sure your your yung bulung musara nya is has an effect.
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SPEAKER_09: Kasi nga innocentia and yung prayers ng mangabata, especially pag nasa they will be in eb and will be so powerful.
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SPEAKER_02: I just hope na at least yun man lang na grant kasi na awa na kudun sa.
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SPEAKER_09: Moment.
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SPEAKER_09: Kasi diba parang ysip moo sa ringa mo.
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SPEAKER_02: Hopeless na aho that time.
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SPEAKER_02: Hopeless, restless, penniless, kasi wala nanta lagung pe rang left of me.
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SPEAKER_02: Though during that time I have at least half million na cash price for the award that I had a week before.
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SPEAKER_02: Mang yareyon.
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SPEAKER_02: And in award sha a week after mang yareyon.
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SPEAKER_02: So my pambayad na man pir obos.
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SPEAKER_02: So siguru anan na lang.
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SPEAKER_02: Kaisa ma wala asha na walang yung walang saisa.
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SPEAKER_02: At least I was able to send a message through my son.
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SPEAKER_02: Kasi sabi nila if I I uh people were preparing me for the worst.
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SPEAKER_02: And sabinilan saakin expect expect for the worst, sabi ng pinakahead ng ng ng sa PCMC.
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SPEAKER_02: And yin na lang si goro yung in easyp ko na kai sa mwa wala asha na wala man lang na saisa, at least be a hero for the other kids na nasa niko during that time.
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SPEAKER_02: Nain konang sha naalal.
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SPEAKER_09: Wow, thank you for sharing it.
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SPEAKER_09: So bra na la ka bless y na.
24:51
SPEAKER_09: And na kikita korin mam na paranggad has been nag pro bai na shaka gad ng before parang.
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SPEAKER_02: Before pa pre repair nya ako and uh looking back sabikung parang na pa ka amazing lang yung journey na he has given me so much uh blessing yung award and then he took something so precious and then 2016 Wal 2018 I had another award Alamu yun na papali pat ti pat na ako ng church na peding puntahan seeking for the answers na bakit bakitam tam bakit akho Alamko akho seener bakit bakitam tam.
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SPEAKER_09: Peroon nagalika ba hilord ng yarin.
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SPEAKER_02: Galitindi.
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SPEAKER_02: Wa ako naramda mangaalit kasi wuna ununa even.
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SPEAKER_02: I do not have personal relationship with him.
25:47
SPEAKER_02: It's just that aam pakda dasal ako uh I I have read this book, Be Anxious for nothing.
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SPEAKER_06: Yeah, yeah.
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SPEAKER_02: It was 2019 when I had another struggle with my eldest.
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SPEAKER_02: He was partly suicidal during that time.
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SPEAKER_02: Kasi guru with the losses na nag garao un sabuhain namin uh from his grandfather to my youngest.
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SPEAKER_02: Sabi nung book don't be anxious for nothing.
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SPEAKER_02: Wa ka nalang magu worry because uh da pat alam muna and be thankful ka na lang kasi alam muna mana befor kapa nag pray biniga n Lord yung desires ng heart mo.
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SPEAKER_02: So, instead of praying, Lord, uh alagaa nya poo yung anako, why not pray in a way na Lord thank yo kasi alamko inina lagaan wa po yung anako.
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SPEAKER_02: So from then on, even 2016, na ma ng yaringanun, walang galit akun na ramdaman, pero may tampo, atmay ta nung ba hit bakit, alam ma yung po pon ta ako ng manila, uhit may mga bata tang stri children, and doong is kuma kain ng pak bag as naka gita munggyakal kal sabasurahan.
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SPEAKER_02: Why do you allow these kids to prosper?
26:56
SPEAKER_02: And why do you allow me to feel this way?
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SPEAKER_02: Na kaya kuna man mg provide.
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SPEAKER_06: Yeah.
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SPEAKER_02: Yun lang yung tana, pero wala na managale talaga.
27:04
SPEAKER_02: And I was like, you have given me so much talent, you have given me so much resources.
27:12
SPEAKER_02: I have fully maximized yung gift.
27:14
SPEAKER_02: Para ma ka pak provide da ku dun sabini gay musakin na gift.
27:18
SPEAKER_02: I'm trying my best to be the best steward para sabini gay mu pinagati walang.
27:23
SPEAKER_02: Pero bakit ng man etung mgato yina ala muta po shung akin hindi.
27:27
SPEAKER_02: Yun lang, pero kung sa galit, I could not say na na galit because.
27:35
SPEAKER_09: Ten years no.
27:37
SPEAKER_02: Ten years.
27:38
SPEAKER_09: Adin kwentun behind na ten years bago na bang.
27:43
SPEAKER_02: Hindi na pota laga ako na xi simba.
27:45
SPEAKER_09: Kelang yung buma lika simbaan.
27:47
SPEAKER_02: Yung Friday na lang na yun.
27:49
SPEAKER_02: Because call of jute sha.
27:51
SPEAKER_02: And dung nan dun naho.
27:54
SPEAKER_02: Dun kunda man yung parang o antagal na palang hindi ako lungapit sa altar.
27:59
SPEAKER_02: Lumapit mana ko magpi picture kasimai li bing kamei, magbi picture because tin nahosakasal, mgpi picture because uh binyag ganon.
28:09
SPEAKER_02: Pero hindi na yung lul lapit a ko dun parangipag uusa uli sakanya akung kanino pa mang.
28:15
SPEAKER_02: So yun, ten years na, yun lang talaga yung time, ang dun na ako wala hung speech.
28:20
SPEAKER_02: Tapos da the scenario was I have this picture na posted se social media.
28:25
SPEAKER_02: It's me sharing.
28:26
SPEAKER_02: And then my rang yung parang na ka cross crossify sha.
28:30
SPEAKER_02: Yun yung parang na si sharakho par naka ting na ko sha nya kina ka usa kulan talaga.
28:36
SPEAKER_02: Yunsa, after ten years, dun lang ulita ako naka o nang tam na mg vent out.
28:40
SPEAKER_02: Cry it out loud to take the mask of naindika yung matapang na soldier that you're pretending to be.
28:48
SPEAKER_02: Disney princess ka.
28:50
SPEAKER_02: You you need to cry and kapadeen.
28:53
SPEAKER_02: Yes.
28:53
SPEAKER_02: Dunikulangan after ten years.
28:56
SPEAKER_09: Ten years.
28:56
SPEAKER_09: So testimony expect nagalin yung magiging really no.
29:04
SPEAKER_02: Uh oh.
29:05
SPEAKER_02: I was not, because if you can see din sa video, on ng bungatga palang yung mu ka kwaan ta pang pa.
29:11
SPEAKER_09: Yes, yes.
29:12
SPEAKER_02: Because when I was listening kai father, sa otak hungasab.
29:16
SPEAKER_02: But when in fact mine was taken aback.
29:25
SPEAKER_02: Mm.
29:31
SPEAKER_02: Tas ng dun na akwa nko yung wuna na basrivi bigu September 2006 na dred direct.
29:37
SPEAKER_02: But rangala, na wala yung pakabusko kodun ngasko paung omakyat dun ni.
29:42
SPEAKER_02: So gana nan sha.
29:44
SPEAKER_09: Wadi mungariko la nima saabi mudun.
29:47
SPEAKER_02: Uh I I was venting out kung bakheit.
29:52
SPEAKER_02: It it was some sort of ana.
29:54
SPEAKER_02: I was venting out kung bakit, hindi iman lang pinang big yang yung prayer ko, and yet ini wwany saakin yung mga nan biological but biblical daughters ko.
30:04
SPEAKER_07: Yeah.
30:05
SPEAKER_02: Yun ta ngko na na din ano bang gust to mungga win sakin.
30:08
SPEAKER_02: Ano banggusto mung purpose, ano bang gusto mung mg yari saakin.
30:12
SPEAKER_02: You were giving me, you were giving me this and that.
30:14
SPEAKER_02: You were you were you were making ways that I met people along the way.
30:19
SPEAKER_02: Na pe ding, magfi fate, dun sahung ano yung na wala saakin.
30:23
SPEAKER_06: Yeah.
30:24
SPEAKER_02: Just like recently, with the names of the kids that I have mentioned, mg pamankin ko, one of my pamankins tapsi kamo ka nung tam tam ko.
30:34
SPEAKER_02: And then I was praying sabiko Lord just to ng baby girl.
30:36
SPEAKER_02: Then I happened to met a baby girl in the name bate precious.
30:40
SPEAKER_02: Sabiko yun tangal saakin na Lord so precious saakin tapos me nakala akung baby girl precious.
30:45
SPEAKER_02: So sabiko Lord Bakit na mangan nito, tapos yung mung questions.
30:49
SPEAKER_02: And then I have met a a child uh na met ko tungba tang ito at the same age nung nawala yung tam tam ko.
30:58
SPEAKER_02: And then make up ito, yung age na da pat supposedly halas ka i dad, ng tam tam ko concurrently.
31:05
SPEAKER_06: Yeah.
31:05
SPEAKER_02: So parang bina balik nya olit saaken in different forms.
31:10
SPEAKER_02: Kung ana yung na walaq saaken.
31:12
SPEAKER_02: Parang hindi ko a laam kung ginaga mut kunalang yun sa rili kung unhealed wounds or talagang yun na yung message na ini implied nya sa ini imply nya saaken that I can be a mother do un salahat ng mga anak na na walang na nai.
31:30
SPEAKER_02: Because bina lik parang etana bina bari kuna sa yon matampuhin ka tat lo pa apat pa lima pa.
31:37
SPEAKER_09: Wow.
31:38
SPEAKER_02: Parang mai gana na kung realization nung nan dun na kwa saal ta.
31:42
SPEAKER_09: So after ten years mung mula nung na katong tung si manda ng pake rang dang munan mam.
31:48
SPEAKER_02: Gooz bam.
31:49
SPEAKER_02: Gozbam.
31:50
SPEAKER_09: Welcome home baga nwang.
31:52
SPEAKER_02: And then awangko parang hini hila ako sa it was Friday, and then yutiko ng Saturday.
31:59
SPEAKER_02: No Sunday, parang hini hila akung mga atend dang mas.
32:03
SPEAKER_02: Even if I came late, tina pus kwa yung mas and then at a pa o mo po ako sapin na kawuna han datin na salabas lang akun nin nagi.
32:12
SPEAKER_02: So parang magan shang feeling a yun.
32:16
SPEAKER_09: So afternoon na shir mwin na ni na raamda man?
32:20
SPEAKER_02: Mahi rap Mahira pang letting go.
32:25
SPEAKER_02: Parang i I I would not call it hypocrisy because that's the exact feeling I have during that time.
32:33
SPEAKER_02: Pero after I kung mag share no series of episodes ng pagda de lam hate ulit.
32:40
SPEAKER_02: Na paranga yung kulang ulitga yung kulang ulit ya poli il lily basi nigasy up until now and they're going to be visit at some eating push.
33:25
SPEAKER_02: Even anywhere open dinner prayer on your low photo and dinner o but you high I understand a language.
34:09
SPEAKER_02: It will be a journey full of humps and bumps these things happened.
34:24
SPEAKER_02: Kasi the same friend who told me who pacifies me during my most trying times, questioning payba iba na ko ng religion, li pat na ko ng li pat ng church.
34:38
SPEAKER_02: Yung ng sabi sa akin na you know what?
34:42
SPEAKER_02: You should be thankful kasi saved na si tam tam.
34:45
SPEAKER_02: He is an angel, si gura ako jan because he is so pure.
34:48
SPEAKER_07: Yeah.
34:50
SPEAKER_02: He is saved while you are working for your salvation.
34:52
SPEAKER_02: It's the same person who made me realize that.
34:59
SPEAKER_02: Afternoon death natam, angam italaga.
35:01
SPEAKER_02: Ya wanag si simba name it.
35:04
SPEAKER_02: Bakit so brang blessed pa de na ko with promotions, with provisions, undeniably.
35:10
SPEAKER_02: Alam sa gut lang sahi no same friend na yon, you know what?
35:14
SPEAKER_02: Because God wants total obedience.
35:17
SPEAKER_06: Amen.
35:18
SPEAKER_02: Kayabini bigen yin sayo kasi gustun nyang ay pa kita sa yo nahait anungga bin mung kasalanan.
35:24
SPEAKER_02: Ibi biga nya pal saila hat ng gustung.
35:27
SPEAKER_02: Kasi gustun nya lang so munut.
35:30
SPEAKER_02: So I think that's it.
35:31
SPEAKER_09: Wow.
35:32
SPEAKER_09: Sina abimu dun sabi muna purpose mwa ima ging na na isalatang nailang.
35:37
SPEAKER_09: Pan muna sabiin.
35:39
SPEAKER_02: Even before it happened.
35:41
SPEAKER_02: I've been housing rape victims, incest rape victims, anak ng mga rape victims, sailing kmagana.
35:49
SPEAKER_02: I've been housing abused women.
35:51
SPEAKER_09: Sa mis mungbay ma.
35:52
SPEAKER_02: Sa mis mungbahaiko is a 54 square meter na floor area.
35:56
SPEAKER_06: Wow.
35:57
SPEAKER_02: We a 72 square meter land area with only 54 square meter floor area.
36:02
SPEAKER_02: With only two bedrooms.
36:04
SPEAKER_06: Wow.
36:04
SPEAKER_02: One CR.
36:06
SPEAKER_02: Lahatia nagga kasha.
36:08
SPEAKER_02: And tung nake air kon kame, nasa bed kami ng anako et yung mga alagaho.
36:13
SPEAKER_02: If the bed would be this way, we would be sleeping paganyyan.
36:17
SPEAKER_02: Just so magkasha kami lahat sakama na malambot.
36:21
SPEAKER_02: No one will be allowed to sleep sababat na matigasat malambigun tiles.
36:25
SPEAKER_02: That's how I do it.
36:26
SPEAKER_02: If I would buy one fourth kilo nan shaken for me and my son, since I am housing five of them, ha hati hati in name nya na parang gini nieling na lang na maraming banana ng adobo, just to be able to enjoy the meal.
36:39
SPEAKER_07: Wow.
36:39
SPEAKER_02: Na intended for everyone.
36:42
SPEAKER_02: Uh uh Parang sabah yun no one is left behind, walang special treatment, uh chores pinagga hati hati an what else?
36:51
SPEAKER_02: But damit kong ano yung brandang damit ko brandang anako, this the brand and damit.
36:57
SPEAKER_02: Fmg yes emako es m dan sila uh restaurant birthdays birthday na walang my cake sakanila for the celebration of life.
37:07
SPEAKER_02: And I don't know what happened.
37:09
SPEAKER_02: This alaga of mine during the untimely demise of my son, daily from uh morning na saqar, we're praying the rosary gabe before Mato lug na we will pray the rosary hindi ku alambakit na walaq na lang sabila.
37:28
SPEAKER_02: We were doing that.
37:29
SPEAKER_02: We were so religiously praying the rosary, believing na pain ni tam tam.
37:36
SPEAKER_02: And then I don't know what happened na walak na lang sabila.
37:38
SPEAKER_02: Because maybe hindi na mana na gihi lung yung pain ni.
37:43
SPEAKER_02: So parang ayung.
37:45
SPEAKER_02: Andon padin na man yung pain ket ang prayer ko.
37:47
SPEAKER_02: Ewang ko ta matarun tranatahi ng kwento.
37:50
SPEAKER_09: Pero in expect mo ba ng bugba bayaral yung testimony mun.
37:54
SPEAKER_02: No.
37:55
SPEAKER_02: No, never.
37:56
SPEAKER_02: I never really expected that.
37:58
SPEAKER_02: It's was it was just I had this compliance as a social uh um major influencer for the PT that we need to upload at least once a week or twice a week.
38:09
SPEAKER_02: I need to upload.
38:10
SPEAKER_02: Ah, so miganok.
38:12
SPEAKER_09: Uh uh.
38:13
SPEAKER_02: I uploaded that paralang my content.
38:16
SPEAKER_02: I was not really intending na mag booboom sha in just two days.
38:22
SPEAKER_02: Halus roughly running 1M.
38:24
SPEAKER_02: Yes, yes.
38:25
SPEAKER_02: And pa 2 M na Sha.
38:26
SPEAKER_02: So hindi ko talaga ine and then invitations from different stations.
38:30
SPEAKER_02: Ting na khanga, I was with the other stations it bulaga.
38:34
SPEAKER_02: And sabiko si goro ananato, parang hilo gina wa nahung Messenger for those who felt like abandoned.
38:43
SPEAKER_02: Kasi reading the comments TikTok, parang ng anxiety akho, sabiko hola akala kumata gana yung ten years, akala ko so brang apina ako, akala ko so brang uh undeniably unfair uh unjust yung treatment sa akin.
39:03
SPEAKER_02: Tas nung na basako, there's this testimony na.
39:06
SPEAKER_02: For 14 years, the entire family has been serving serving the church.
39:11
SPEAKER_02: And then nah, sakit ng malubha yung tatainya after no 14 years na mag serve, the entire family sis na magsimba.
39:21
SPEAKER_02: Up until now.
39:22
SPEAKER_02: For then at least for the last 30 years.
39:25
SPEAKER_02: Nung na walaq si papa nila.
39:27
SPEAKER_02: So I was like, oh my god, parang ako yung bina to ulit na arte artika.
39:34
SPEAKER_02: Yung yang nagisimba ng 14 years, naggaser pa yung bung family, ganito my pinag dada anan.
39:40
SPEAKER_02: So parang lahat ng comment ng ng dun they're all leading ba parang ngbu boom mi rang sa'akin.
39:46
SPEAKER_02: Na okay.
39:47
SPEAKER_02: And then some of the comments were like, thank you for the realization.
39:51
SPEAKER_02: Ganito yung last.
39:53
SPEAKER_02: So bo kan koring boomalik.
39:55
SPEAKER_02: So parang sabi kongadin sa it.
39:58
SPEAKER_02: I'm no sinner, I'm no saint to am I.
40:01
SPEAKER_02: Pero if if uh this will be the new assignment na ibi biga saakin to at least be the voice for those pain nahindi ka yang masabi because they might feel it's it's kinda cheesy or OA.
40:15
SPEAKER_02: For those nagus to ng bumalik na nahiya, uhdi pa na man naho fulli.
40:21
SPEAKER_02: But I know I am with my baby steps in doing so.
40:25
SPEAKER_02: At least if not for myself, for our departed loved ones who badly needed us.
40:33
SPEAKER_02: Kasikong hindi na mantaya who would pray for them.
40:36
SPEAKER_07: Yeah.
40:37
SPEAKER_02: And if we really love yung manga mahal natin sabuhai, uh they would love to see us happen.
40:43
SPEAKER_02: They would love to see us personally offer prayers para sahanila, wholeheartedly at least.
40:49
SPEAKER_09: Yeah.
40:49
SPEAKER_09: Updimalamal ng bumpa lal ni tamtam.
40:52
SPEAKER_02: Uh, it's Lindel Faitam.
40:54
SPEAKER_09: Lindel Faitam.
40:54
SPEAKER_02: Lindel Faitam.
40:55
SPEAKER_02: Galing sha sent akalao kasibaba isha.
40:58
SPEAKER_02: So it came from the name ng Lola, Lina Indin Lija, so Lindel.
41:03
SPEAKER_02: Oh.
41:03
SPEAKER_02: And then Faitam coming from my name Fatima.
41:06
SPEAKER_02: Jinambul langsha.
41:07
SPEAKER_02: So yung mang hashtag during those trying times is fighting fetam.
41:12
SPEAKER_02: Kasi maggato nagsha.
41:13
SPEAKER_02: So it's lindil fightam.
41:15
SPEAKER_09: I'm sure he's praying for you.
41:18
SPEAKER_09: Thank you.
41:18
SPEAKER_09: Intercession.
41:19
SPEAKER_09: Like, yeto mga saint nato.
41:21
SPEAKER_09: Nagdada sal satin.
41:22
SPEAKER_09: Katula dni tamtam na ngdada sal din laluna sayo.
41:26
SPEAKER_09: Naika yung direct a biological mother nya.
41:30
SPEAKER_09: Yeah.
41:31
SPEAKER_09: And yung project tam tam.
41:33
SPEAKER_09: I project tam.
41:36
SPEAKER_02: It's an.
41:36
SPEAKER_02: It's too lung and do yugat malasakit.
41:39
SPEAKER_02: Uh ngbapa bin nyagga midon, ng mga hindi pa na vi binyagan as a catholic.
41:45
SPEAKER_02: And then we offer free food, clothing, ma'un bin kaming mgalim bring school supplies, salahat ng sujantis schools na biniv visit namen.
41:54
SPEAKER_02: I uh have partnered with uh NGOs, ta JCI nag karinyosa.
41:59
SPEAKER_02: Uh we provided yung mga books coming from the senators na ka partner.
42:05
SPEAKER_02: I do that.
42:06
SPEAKER_02: And then I partnered with the CMO Battalion of the 9th ID.
42:10
SPEAKER_02: Sila na manag bibbi gay ng mga li bring repair, ng mga rajo, television, umbrella, yung mga pa di pangma repair, na gamit sa mga baranga y na parflang areas na indi na abot ng services.
42:24
SPEAKER_02: And then I have partnered with Gulping Society of the Philippines.
42:28
SPEAKER_02: We offered free manicure, pedicure, uh hairy band, we do that, facial, foods pa, lahat yon free of service.
42:37
SPEAKER_02: Bini big nila yun pas na big oy project mam ang date yan.
42:42
SPEAKER_02: So it's parang 28 activities salob ng isang arao carried out yan.
42:47
SPEAKER_02: There was one time nag big akun tat ng piglets.
42:50
SPEAKER_02: Yes.
42:50
SPEAKER_02: So most deserving family, kasama yung paga in nya for the next three months.
42:56
SPEAKER_09: Ga ling.
42:56
SPEAKER_02: Para pag luma kin na yung pig hindi is ping yung pang pain.
43:01
SPEAKER_02: Na vi benta nila.
43:02
SPEAKER_02: Gan nang sha.
43:04
SPEAKER_02: Kung on activities and then yung bang scholarship programs, scholarship grants, ganon.
43:09
SPEAKER_09: Yeah.
43:10
SPEAKER_09: Uh here saw pana nag si mala ng gan nung charitable but ganing yung ginagwa.
43:15
SPEAKER_02: I don't know, it's just it happened.
43:17
SPEAKER_02: It happened without me even knowing na naga angpun na pala ako, na ino uwiku na sabayung klientiko.
43:23
SPEAKER_02: It started with this uh 15-year-old na late victim ng retard seman.
43:29
SPEAKER_02: Oh.
43:30
SPEAKER_02: With my capacity as a police officer, Reneskyo ko sha, na ifel na min yung complain, uh the child belongs to a problematic family.
43:39
SPEAKER_02: Yung papa is para insolvent to provide.
43:42
SPEAKER_02: And then yung mama la yung ku provide.
43:44
SPEAKER_02: So param alisha dun sa environment.
43:47
SPEAKER_02: I volunteered my place dun sabata.
43:50
SPEAKER_02: Dun na shatomira, binilihang uniform, the rest is sister nga nak na ng nga na nak ng nga nak.
43:56
SPEAKER_02: Every time my client, I would ask, go s ng bagmak aara.
44:00
SPEAKER_02: Even if ng nyarnan, because this will not be the end all be all.
44:03
SPEAKER_02: So ganan sha.
44:04
SPEAKER_02: Hangang sa dumami na sila.
44:06
SPEAKER_02: Duma mina.
44:07
SPEAKER_02: And even if Maria say nakse ibang lugar, they stay, they stayed.
44:11
SPEAKER_02: They stayed.
44:12
SPEAKER_02: Hangang ma ka graduate sida ng college.
44:14
SPEAKER_02: And yung iba hangang makali pat nanang iba pansa, naka pak drabahwa na so FW, yung iba nakapag pa aaral, nanang sari lingka pated.
44:22
SPEAKER_02: So nanalang sha, natural nashang ng yara.
44:26
SPEAKER_02: Up until now.
44:27
SPEAKER_02: Up until now.
44:28
SPEAKER_08: Dika bana pa pa good?
44:30
SPEAKER_02: Wala, I don't get pa good.
44:33
SPEAKER_02: Pag nakakita kosi lang masaya.
44:35
SPEAKER_02: I have two beautiful daughters ay nayan.
44:37
SPEAKER_02: Say it bula gayan kanin.
44:38
SPEAKER_09: Yaya na pog nabia.
44:42
SPEAKER_02: Na kosi mangot kasiya mpoga mpogi nyya.
44:44
SPEAKER_02: Waga kosi lang, I'm I'm okay.
44:47
SPEAKER_02: Yung pa good na yi ga lang na mane, pero yung makita muna.
44:51
SPEAKER_02: Merkarama na tuloga na single soul that could probably be of help, sa iba.
44:55
SPEAKER_02: Right.
44:56
SPEAKER_02: Na in dire need, atista ka pak pa gan ga naka ng pakaram dang na ibang tawa ei.
45:01
SPEAKER_02: Yung pakram dam kasin since I do not pray, ko y na lang mag pray for me.
45:06
SPEAKER_02: Yung family n lag ng pi pray for me.
45:08
SPEAKER_02: Siguro yun na yun yun yung ini isip kuna marami kasi ng dada sal sa akin.
45:13
SPEAKER_02: And they are uh verbally and openly telling me na, mei pi nag pray kanam.
45:18
SPEAKER_02: Min mi na gofer kami ng prayer for tam tam.
45:20
SPEAKER_02: Dun na lang masaya na ako.
45:22
SPEAKER_09: Hmm.
45:22
SPEAKER_09: Ka ilang sen kanan ng reshu me.
45:25
SPEAKER_09: Pero ni isang reply, e parang wala parin.
45:28
SPEAKER_09: Na kaka frustrate no, na parang anghirak palang bakkaron, kahit first interview.
45:34
SPEAKER_09: Tumatakbo oras, and na kaka angshuus na wala ka pareng makitang trabahu.
45:40
SPEAKER_09: Kapit lang kapatid.
45:42
SPEAKER_09: Hindika pa babayan ni lord.
45:45
SPEAKER_09: That heartbreak will be your breakthrough.
45:49
SPEAKER_09: During this waiting season.
45:51
SPEAKER_09: As you seek job, let's also seek peace from the Lord.
45:56
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46:03
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46:07
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46:28
SPEAKER_02: During my promotion for police I think Police Officer 3, I was told I tend to forget things because I have so much on my plate.
46:37
SPEAKER_02: Sabi sa akin ng psycho psychometric fan.
46:40
SPEAKER_02: Let go.
46:41
SPEAKER_02: Let go.
46:42
SPEAKER_02: Kasi yang mga batang yung my destiny na yang.
46:44
SPEAKER_02: Before pay yan pinang na nak si god green eat na yung life nila.
46:48
SPEAKER_02: Hindi mo sila ka yang isalbalaha.
46:50
SPEAKER_09: Aku parang gusu mana sila ng ampon nengan.
46:52
SPEAKER_02: Kasi gusto kwa naamp sila.
46:54
SPEAKER_02: Gusto ko easy pang kus anto pw dindalhin.
46:57
SPEAKER_02: I even thought of sending kin mama and papa yung iba mba na kikila laho, but I don't know papa ang.
47:03
SPEAKER_02: I have that I have that special Jiko anung mayro, na parang na na pipi sonsi ngko ng ko talaga.
47:11
SPEAKER_02: Kasip kite I don't know if you nko kasika wawa wan ni kaka ka een umu ulaan, may rinun na kung paha mgam.
47:18
SPEAKER_02: Pero bata nagain uhaka pili talaga akun ng yung quality.
47:23
SPEAKER_02: Na alam ko na magata posto ng paal, igaged kuto ng matino, at I would love to see them like yung isakung incest victim, na na na ka ng kapate, rape victim ng kapate ngga na manager na sangga yon ng isa o supervisor nasha ng isang store sa uh provincia, province namens region side.
47:45
SPEAKER_06: Wow.
47:46
SPEAKER_02: Ta pos na pak tapos nya yung kapatid nya.
47:48
SPEAKER_02: So sa biko o kitam, it only started with one individual sa isang family.
47:53
SPEAKER_09: Oh.
47:54
SPEAKER_02: And the rest is sila na mg n ngbahalat doon.
47:57
SPEAKER_09: Wow.
47:58
SPEAKER_02: So in naang at my yung ka adunila yung isalang, at least isalang per family na my mako hako.
48:04
SPEAKER_02: And I would expect them to do whatever I did.
48:08
SPEAKER_02: Kasi even na ako sa maka pa tid yuga nandine.
48:10
SPEAKER_02: I was able to send at least five or four rather na mga pa tidko college.
48:15
SPEAKER_02: Lahat yan private schools.
48:17
SPEAKER_02: And nya yun, they're helping out in na man.
48:19
SPEAKER_09: Yes.
48:20
SPEAKER_09: Like see Saint Francis yung relic nya is he la he really loves the poor talagang yung pagma mal nya sa mai rak.
48:28
SPEAKER_09: So yi katula the spirit of like Saint Francis like you puma.
48:33
SPEAKER_09: Yung missionary work na gina.
48:35
SPEAKER_09: Despite ng BC ng pagigin bisi madami mung role bilang ina a sa police at kwa no ngang gina nagwa mg sa buhai.
48:44
SPEAKER_09: Pero kyya sausi na bi mwana nag pali pat li pat kang religion.
48:48
SPEAKER_02: Yes, I did that.
48:49
SPEAKER_02: Pali patli pat na ako, nag born again Christian naho, to name few.
48:54
SPEAKER_02: Uh I tried going to Iglesia.
48:58
SPEAKER_02: Uh sta lipat na ibat ibang church along the street, pagmaiko mahanta papa so ako.
49:06
SPEAKER_09: Jehoba witness.
49:07
SPEAKER_02: I don't know an tawak sa k ni da.
49:09
SPEAKER_02: Pero sa pani ni walako y salandina mangase ni.
49:12
SPEAKER_02: Pumasu ako ng Muslim mosque.
49:15
SPEAKER_02: Gino wa khoyan, I did that.
49:16
SPEAKER_02: I'm so at I'm really at lost.
49:19
SPEAKER_02: Trying to figure out bakit.
49:21
SPEAKER_02: Yung bait lang.
49:22
SPEAKER_02: Masa gout lang yun ohi nah.
49:23
SPEAKER_09: Bakit na wala se.
49:24
SPEAKER_09: Uh oh.
49:25
SPEAKER_02: Yun lang sha okay naho.
49:27
SPEAKER_02: Dun ako li pat lipa.
49:29
SPEAKER_02: So yin na op masu mungba na pa good na kui.
49:33
SPEAKER_09: Pero bakit Catholic Church ka parengbuma lek.
49:38
SPEAKER_02: It it was only that day.
49:40
SPEAKER_02: Ah no.
49:40
SPEAKER_02: Yung Friday na yun na na invite.
49:44
SPEAKER_02: I was not forced, but uh with my own volition, uh with my capacity as a police officer being invited to participate.
49:53
SPEAKER_02: Dunko lang na ram dama na umiya kat mag vent out na na kakahiya with my uniform nahagulhul talaga, mga uhu gwandun ha.
50:01
SPEAKER_02: It was not really expected.
50:03
SPEAKER_02: Wala akung pa nyo, I was sweeping left and right, in di kwa lang kun na sabulsa kona yung mga luat sipun kunun yun lang talaga dun kusha na ramda man na let.
50:12
SPEAKER_09: Hmm.
50:13
SPEAKER_02: A nung uh nagiriakha maka baru m they were in awe because they were not expecting me.
50:22
SPEAKER_02: Kasi being me na na pa ka strong masaya hin.
50:29
SPEAKER_02: And even the people kaba hindi.
50:32
SPEAKER_02: So work not much.
50:34
SPEAKER_02: Not much.
50:35
SPEAKER_02: Kasi I I believe ka pag la gimpina pagalita nya n wola yan anumi.
50:40
SPEAKER_02: Pagindi mpina yaga nyyan, no my problemas a family because I came from there.
50:44
SPEAKER_02: Nin ng kasaka yung anako sa go ting kana head of office muna bakit doctor kaba.
50:48
SPEAKER_02: That's the most painful.
50:49
SPEAKER_02: Hindi head of office team leader kolang, team leader.
50:52
SPEAKER_02: And then from the paguloksa, they were like, the same person who told me Dr.
50:59
SPEAKER_02: Kaba pinang pa'ala man yun na hospital yung anako.
51:02
SPEAKER_02: They were like, okay lang yan, gwa ka na langbago.
51:05
SPEAKER_02: So to me that was an insult.
51:07
SPEAKER_02: You're adding insult to the injury.
51:09
SPEAKER_09: N pain indifferent.
51:11
SPEAKER_02: Exactly.
51:12
SPEAKER_02: Wala man lang na simp.
51:13
SPEAKER_02: Sympathy.
51:22
SPEAKER_02: And then yun, yin nga.
51:23
SPEAKER_02: They were in o nang dinalam na gan pa yung bit bit ko a kalan lama se ya yin lang ako bra hing din lalam naganan na pala ako n kadach.
51:32
SPEAKER_09: Hmm Pero na lama muna bain sa go t baketinu wasi tam tam.
51:40
SPEAKER_02: I don't know uh dun na ho bakaniku yung uh uh si nabnasha.
51:52
SPEAKER_02: And uh welcoming ng anako niku yanya we're still working uh for our sal for our own salvation.
51:59
SPEAKER_02: Right.
51:59
SPEAKER_02: And sana yaring I think uh si guru kung he's with me bakain niko kakayanin with what's going on.
52:08
SPEAKER_02: Kasi ang daming a lot has happened after after uh after his after he passed away.
52:19
SPEAKER_09: And before payata mg yar is mg speakers of mung graduation at mga youth events.
52:26
SPEAKER_09: Nga yun na no difference yung ng yaring yung ngiging kwento mona.
52:33
SPEAKER_02: Date pagza mga w women women empowerment, uh mga youth uh youth empowerment, youth camp ang topico would always be about loss.
52:47
SPEAKER_02: Mangabatas.
52:48
SPEAKER_08: Loss, loss.
52:52
SPEAKER_02: Because yung yung field go.
52:53
SPEAKER_02: So I'll be discussing about the violation of this and that, yung yung 934.
52:59
SPEAKER_02: Nga yun uh the importance of I mean uh I I am reminding people about the brevity of life.
53:09
SPEAKER_02: Nain dinatin alame.
53:11
SPEAKER_02: Kailin ba yung next, kailin na ba yung last.
53:14
SPEAKER_02: So uh I was also reminding people na even if you're the most sinful if never kana ging bad.
53:25
SPEAKER_02: So if you were the most sinful in the room, uh believe me, kasi like ako, I have been very sinful then for the past few years, for the past decade, I can say.
53:37
SPEAKER_02: Uh but for every morning na na gigi, I still believe in mornings and chances of becoming not only a better person but the better version of myself.
53:47
SPEAKER_09: Amen.
53:47
SPEAKER_09: Yeah.
53:48
SPEAKER_09: Gandanan no.
53:49
SPEAKER_09: So parang no.
53:51
SPEAKER_09: Loss.
53:51
SPEAKER_09: Loss.
53:55
SPEAKER_02: Inspiration.
53:56
SPEAKER_02: At the end of the talk, pakata pas kung about loss.
53:59
SPEAKER_02: Uh I will be discussing about loss.
54:01
SPEAKER_02: And I will be reminding you guys.
54:03
SPEAKER_02: Wow.
54:04
SPEAKER_02: Yes.
54:04
SPEAKER_02: I will be reminding you about the brevity of life.
54:07
SPEAKER_02: Enjoy every moment.
54:08
SPEAKER_02: Magzabi ka ng I love you.
54:10
SPEAKER_02: Kwangat kayamo.
54:11
SPEAKER_02: I was not very vocal about it.
54:13
SPEAKER_02: Pero after that, loss ng tam tamko.
54:16
SPEAKER_02: Sila mama, sila papa.
54:17
SPEAKER_02: Every time I call, Papa, I love you, mama I love you, anak I love you.
54:21
SPEAKER_02: Ganan nahok vocal.
54:22
SPEAKER_06: Wow.
54:23
SPEAKER_02: Ganan na.
54:23
SPEAKER_02: Kasi, yun yung mga bagay nindi ku na gaga.
54:26
SPEAKER_02: And hindi naho na mamalo, dati na mamalo talagaho.
54:30
SPEAKER_02: Na y nag palako pitik pitik na lang, palo sakabay na lang, hindi na yung para yho ngwip talaga date.
54:36
SPEAKER_02: So yun diun nabago sa aken.
54:38
SPEAKER_02: Yuncha.
54:39
SPEAKER_02: Strick kasita talaga o sa bay.
54:41
SPEAKER_09: Asa mga lak mo.
54:43
SPEAKER_09: Uh uh.
54:43
SPEAKER_02: Face double na lang se da na yung.
54:45
SPEAKER_09: Paran ng to toka dimba sa bot an sabangabsi mg.
54:49
SPEAKER_09: Yeah.
54:51
SPEAKER_02: I do that.
54:52
SPEAKER_09: Yeah.
54:52
SPEAKER_09: Parang sa uh itun yung gina.
54:54
SPEAKER_09: Parat king parang sa na yina sa na kana mag salita madalas kan nag sasalita sa magin nito.
55:00
SPEAKER_02: Uh trabalho.
55:02
SPEAKER_02: For the past 18 years, nahung ibang gina wa hma wak ng microphone, mg MC.
55:07
SPEAKER_09: Kasi kila ng.
55:09
SPEAKER_02: Iko talang uh ako yung sina sa ako yung bina balanila sa police community relations, I've been the spokesperson, the PIO factor maybe.
55:20
SPEAKER_02: Uh so naha sa na lang sa, and I do hosting kasi.
55:24
SPEAKER_02: So parang natural na lang saahin na mg konnext sa ta' o.
55:27
SPEAKER_07: Right.
55:27
SPEAKER_02: Even if you give me a small number of crowds or a huge number, I can easily connect with people and I I can easily relate to their stories because I will be giving you home examples.
55:38
SPEAKER_02: So makaka relate ta la gga.
55:41
SPEAKER_09: Nice.
55:42
SPEAKER_09: Oh nay.
55:42
SPEAKER_09: Kita kita koy na sana y na sana y ka nga maksa lita sa sa crowd.
55:47
SPEAKER_09: And la lunang a yon na da story mun nagbayral.
55:50
SPEAKER_09: So ndamita lagang nag nagi invite sa yo, atmas share mw yung misson at boko si mo.
55:56
SPEAKER_09: So mga abuse uh la mga babay.
56:00
SPEAKER_09: Uh, anbon ma advice musalima parang a tina tagunila na ngisa layun ni la tumala m ngibantao.
56:09
SPEAKER_02: Uh, we I I I personally call them marginalized sector.
56:14
SPEAKER_02: Uh, these are the sector of women and individuals who refuse to open up because of the stigma.
56:24
SPEAKER_02: Basically, because of the stigma.
56:25
SPEAKER_02: Especially those in isinate no ang mung abused women only refer to those who are the less privileged.
56:32
SPEAKER_06: Right.
56:33
SPEAKER_02: What we do not know is that my mg marginalized sector, na doctor, lawyer, politicians, na ayo maks rita because masisi ra yung repo family.
56:47
SPEAKER_02: Uh if if you could hear me out, uh abuse is a cycle.
56:55
SPEAKER_02: So et na lang sha, kung na naika, andin me anakam baba e.
57:00
SPEAKER_02: If you allow your partner to abuse you, kasal ka man o hindi, yung anak mung baba e ka pagnag a sawa to, most likely kung sa saktan man nya ng a sawa nya hindi rin yan papalag bakhe.
57:13
SPEAKER_02: To her mind, okay lang.
57:15
SPEAKER_02: Si mama gati na isi.
57:17
SPEAKER_02: Just so we have this so-called family.
57:20
SPEAKER_02: Family would which would stand for Father and Mother, I love you.
57:23
SPEAKER_02: It's 2026.
57:26
SPEAKER_02: Kung na naika nawala hang tatay becausean ka edi father musi Papa Jesus si paq la la mung tata yun si Papa Jesus na lang.
57:33
SPEAKER_02: May father and mother ka pa din na mani.
57:36
SPEAKER_02: And you can be a father kait na naika to your daughter.
57:39
SPEAKER_02: Ma yon, kung lalaki nama ng anak mo.
57:42
SPEAKER_02: And you allow your partner to beat you, to berate you, to undermine your value.
57:47
SPEAKER_02: Mani wala kadin saakin.
57:49
SPEAKER_02: If hindi mwi papa kolon yang partner mo, yung anak moulalaki yang possibling ma kolung baket.
57:55
SPEAKER_02: E isipi ng anak moulalaki, na oki lang mana kit ng baba e.
57:59
SPEAKER_02: Okeilang mana pak, okilang mg sritanang hindi maganda okilang hindi mg sustend to baket.
58:04
SPEAKER_02: Si ma mangati na isi.
58:05
SPEAKER_02: Ka hit nungina kung binu book booksha na kappa saa naka pa nga sawa nga kusi na sakan padensha.
58:11
SPEAKER_02: Abused padensha.
58:12
SPEAKER_07: Ye.
58:13
SPEAKER_02: So it's a cycle.
58:14
SPEAKER_02: Ika u lang dina mang maka kati yin nyany.
58:17
SPEAKER_02: At pa hindimu yang gina wanangpara an mani wala ka af to the fourth, fifth, sixth, eighth generation nag anak anak na anak na anak ng anak mo, mga yarat mga yara yan dela yen.
58:29
SPEAKER_09: Hmm.
58:30
SPEAKER_09: So yung yung mga martyr na.
58:32
SPEAKER_02: Na ipapa mana yan nindi lang ka yung na papa mana.
58:35
SPEAKER_02: Pata yungka hira pa sa pa gbubu ha pa sa pa mwai.
58:39
SPEAKER_02: El physika ling pa gihi rag mo.
58:41
SPEAKER_02: Na papa maya na yan.
58:42
SPEAKER_02: If you ref if if you if you refuse to speak up.
58:46
SPEAKER_09: Hmm.
58:47
SPEAKER_09: Uh, ang abuse nindi lang na man physical pate burba.
58:51
SPEAKER_02: Psychological, sexual abuse we have, economic abuse also we have that.
58:55
SPEAKER_09: Pala man lamang kung mejo yung parang kasimin sand di la lam kwa ni yung abuse na.
59:01
SPEAKER_09: Uh Ani red flag dun.
59:03
SPEAKER_02: Red flag.
59:04
SPEAKER_02: Abuse isindimu na ka yang i tolerate.
59:07
SPEAKER_02: And when I say tolerate would mean repeated na shang gina gwa.
59:12
SPEAKER_02: Okay, one time kalang nasakpan.
59:13
SPEAKER_02: Pwidi mung sabing na big la.
59:16
SPEAKER_02: But if you do if you've been experiencing it for the second, third, and fifth time around, na baba ba i na yan or mai mga gina gawa ng psychologically affected kana, you're deprived of the things that you are supposed to be enjoying as a partner, legal partner.
59:34
SPEAKER_02: And uh you are being abused in a sense nay di muna gusto yung gin naga wa sa y sexually, yeah.
59:40
SPEAKER_02: That's abuse already.
59:42
SPEAKER_02: Anything that is no longer tolerable and anything that is not kung baga within the legal commerce, ng ng y ng man.
59:50
SPEAKER_02: You you speak up para mastap sa.
59:52
SPEAKER_02: And ma awar diny yung ta o na dina oko yunggi nagawa musa kina.
59:57
SPEAKER_02: At this ma awar.
59:58
SPEAKER_02: Saka si minsal bakain din awe yung partner, muna malinapala, because you what you tolerate is yung yung mga yaru ta lagasayu.
1:00:06
SPEAKER_09: Wow.
1:00:06
SPEAKER_09: That's it.
1:00:08
SPEAKER_09: Communicate na.
1:00:09
SPEAKER_09: Exactly.
1:00:09
SPEAKER_09: Yung yung.
1:00:10
SPEAKER_02: Yung power ng communication matters a lot because ndimuna papa n send ditach ka na rin pala kasi wola lang communication.
1:00:18
SPEAKER_02: And communication is a two-way process.
1:00:20
SPEAKER_02: Baglang ika o bina ng baba yung dak ng dak.
1:00:24
SPEAKER_02: Allow your partner to speak up.
1:00:25
SPEAKER_02: Ba ka mama yaka si mai malikila din me probleme kadin.
1:00:28
SPEAKER_02: Atindi ibik sa bina mybatasta yo, ia abuse muna.
1:00:32
SPEAKER_02: Ka yang my bata se because it is meant to regulate everything.
1:00:36
SPEAKER_02: Hindi para i control mo yung partner ma sa woman.
1:00:39
SPEAKER_09: Mm so ganan sha.
1:00:40
SPEAKER_09: So parang mam na pag feeling mung me male, no.
1:00:44
SPEAKER_09: Yung parang instinct.
1:00:45
SPEAKER_02: Communicate.
1:00:46
SPEAKER_02: Communicate.
1:00:47
SPEAKER_02: And then you try to to patch things up in a way na komfortabli ka yu parayho.
1:00:53
SPEAKER_02: Okay.
1:00:53
SPEAKER_02: Baka kasi, like for example, gusto pak maga we tayo, no yinag pakusa pa natan smatu tayo, okay na ta yma ghag na tayo.
1:01:00
SPEAKER_02: Ika pala yung partner ma iba naman.
1:01:02
SPEAKER_02: Gustun nya hold down muna befor natan pakusapan ksi baka mami ya mgay rate na.
1:01:06
SPEAKER_02: And when you speak to your partner, you try to do it in a voice na mababa lang.
1:01:11
SPEAKER_02: Okay.
1:01:11
SPEAKER_02: Never chat.
1:01:12
SPEAKER_02: Never chat.
1:01:13
SPEAKER_02: Because my emotion ang message.
1:01:15
SPEAKER_02: For example, ako galita ako.
1:01:17
SPEAKER_06: Mm.
1:01:17
SPEAKER_02: Mi message mo ako, ang tangap kunyang galit.
1:01:22
SPEAKER_02: For example, na ngwang mana ko or examples na behaan moko.
1:01:26
SPEAKER_02: Kuma inkana, yun yung to nuk nan chat mo.
1:01:28
SPEAKER_02: Iva kawaita, yunggba sa ako.
1:01:30
SPEAKER_02: Kuma inkana.
1:01:31
SPEAKER_02: Digit na ako sa yo.
1:01:32
SPEAKER_02: But mgus nsiko nakuma y na kuma yna na kungus mo diba.
1:01:35
SPEAKER_02: And in dilang sa chat, if you can do it sa voice message na kuma in kanaba sorina kuna go ako yun.
1:01:40
SPEAKER_02: Kasi kung galit akwa angresiv kunyan.
1:01:42
SPEAKER_02: Kuma inkana.
1:01:43
unknown: Mm.
1:01:43
SPEAKER_02: Sorin na kuna go akwa kasi ordiba ma yunashang emo shoon yung pakba sa yung paktangap.
1:01:48
SPEAKER_02: So if you can do it sa voice message or kung di pala migin moon na hung yung gusta ng partner mo, at least you meet halfway.
1:01:55
SPEAKER_06: Yeah.
1:01:56
SPEAKER_02: Because the whole world is not about you na money.
1:01:58
SPEAKER_02: Dala wa ka yu ka yang partner.
1:02:00
SPEAKER_09: Wow.
1:02:01
SPEAKER_09: Nganda, nganda na mga ad bay sa mwe.
1:02:03
SPEAKER_09: Pero binsandima parang yun ya diti la kasi par sa mga anako uh.
1:02:09
SPEAKER_09: Yung kanun nya ni par sa mga bata.
1:02:11
SPEAKER_09: A nunga.
1:02:12
SPEAKER_02: Anuba yunggusta mg ibiga sa mga anak mo yung rung notion of love.
1:02:16
SPEAKER_02: That love should be full of sacrifices.
1:02:19
SPEAKER_02: No.
1:02:20
SPEAKER_02: Tabuyan.
1:02:21
SPEAKER_02: You should be giving your children the kind of love na peaceful.
1:02:26
SPEAKER_02: The kind of love na forgiving.
1:02:28
SPEAKER_02: The kind of love na Sila misu mara raam dama nao.
1:02:31
SPEAKER_02: I can sense some love within this uh home.
1:02:35
SPEAKER_02: I can see how how a man should treat a woman, how a woman should serve her man.
1:02:41
SPEAKER_02: That kind of love yung da pat ipaketa m hindi yung love na pigil controlled.
1:02:45
SPEAKER_07: Yeah.
1:02:45
SPEAKER_02: Kasi my mg yaring away pa kind di.
1:02:48
SPEAKER_02: So ganan sha.
1:02:50
SPEAKER_09: Kaimu di bugging maging nana isama abuse her man.
1:02:54
SPEAKER_02: Yes.
1:02:55
SPEAKER_09: Nang yarin na bain.
1:02:56
SPEAKER_02: At some point.
1:02:57
SPEAKER_02: Uh-uh.
1:02:58
SPEAKER_02: Uh I have this.
1:03:01
SPEAKER_02: Oh na la kudana man.
1:03:03
SPEAKER_02: I have this niin have stayed with me for at least a year or two with her son Caleb.
1:03:11
SPEAKER_02: I was financing everything.
1:03:13
SPEAKER_02: And then yung abuse her kasi as a neglected child.
1:03:17
SPEAKER_02: So I tried talking to the partner of Kathleen.
1:03:21
SPEAKER_02: And til sa parang consensus from time to time sa bahay nila and trying to explain yung problema because the girl refuses to file complaint against that certain person.
1:03:34
SPEAKER_02: Pero sadly, he took his own life.
1:03:40
SPEAKER_02: Ahopa yung nakhag na.
1:03:41
SPEAKER_02: Why did you do this?
1:03:42
SPEAKER_02: Bagat mato gina wa.
1:03:43
SPEAKER_02: So sa abuse her, yes.
1:03:45
SPEAKER_02: Na trai ko na.
1:03:47
SPEAKER_02: That was physical abuse na gina gawanya kasika y Kathleen.
1:03:50
SPEAKER_02: Sa akin shalas na tuma wag and then the next na ring ng founya.
1:03:54
SPEAKER_02: It was her auntie.
1:03:55
SPEAKER_02: Tomawag maam, si baldo, biko what happened?
1:03:59
SPEAKER_02: Mam wwan sa biko, kawa sa popalang kaapun?
1:04:02
SPEAKER_02: Yin nin.
1:04:03
SPEAKER_02: So kung that was a very nice question.
1:04:05
SPEAKER_02: Yang kulang tana la si baldomy her rest in peace.
1:04:08
SPEAKER_02: Uh yin lang.
1:04:10
SPEAKER_02: Na trai kudan one time, dun sa partner nikatin.
1:04:14
SPEAKER_09: Mm.
1:04:15
SPEAKER_09: A nung feeling ng unconditional.
1:04:18
SPEAKER_02: Sa yang lang ka se kung kara na ng bobago na sha sa ka na give up.
1:04:23
SPEAKER_02: Believing na wala ng mgmam hal sa kanya.
1:04:26
SPEAKER_02: Because the family have abandoned him.
1:04:28
SPEAKER_02: His own family, I mean.
1:04:30
SPEAKER_09: Yes abuser.
1:04:31
SPEAKER_02: Abuser na sa ka ya sa any one.
1:04:34
SPEAKER_09: Pero ng tingi mung bait me ma bullying me ma abuser.
1:04:38
SPEAKER_02: Because yung yung environment that they have, I cannot blame the family.
1:04:43
SPEAKER_02: Because there are a lot of families na maganda na man ang upbringing, mganda ang breeding, they belong to the socialized family, pero bakit abuse because of the environment.
1:04:54
SPEAKER_02: We cannot control what surrounds our children.
1:04:56
SPEAKER_07: Yeah.
1:04:57
SPEAKER_02: So if we can only well technically they're not ours.
1:05:01
SPEAKER_02: Pinahiram lang saatin.
1:05:04
SPEAKER_02: But uh it's up to us.
1:05:06
SPEAKER_02: Kung papa anang na ta mga steward, papa anatin sila ega guide.
1:05:11
SPEAKER_02: So I think for now that will be my guiding principle.
1:05:14
SPEAKER_02: Na pa na khil guide yung anako na maggara oon nan ta kot kay lord if ako uhita yes pero yung fate bawas.
1:05:24
SPEAKER_09: A gumwa gana bana mahi rap na dishusho.
1:05:26
SPEAKER_09: Nakila mungga wen bilang police sat na na.
1:05:28
SPEAKER_02: Yeah.
1:05:29
SPEAKER_02: Yeah.
1:05:30
SPEAKER_02: Uh yung na sharko kanina sa itbulaga a it was my son's third birthday.
1:05:35
SPEAKER_02: Tamtam's third birthday.
1:05:37
SPEAKER_02: I supposed to stay, because it's a privilege.
1:05:41
SPEAKER_02: And then the party would commence 3 p.m.
1:05:46
SPEAKER_02: Uh mungga 3 30.
1:05:47
SPEAKER_02: Toma tawagna.
1:05:49
SPEAKER_02: Ai my re victim gain kan nyang kasikala langto.
1:05:52
SPEAKER_02: A ganan inquest.
1:05:53
SPEAKER_02: Kalang ng puntahan, or else makakasuhan.
1:05:55
SPEAKER_07: Yeah.
1:05:56
SPEAKER_02: And to my mind kwa wanna manyung bata.
1:05:58
SPEAKER_02: Eto pa.
1:06:26
SPEAKER_02: Mind you, in y won ko yung birthday party ng anako to respond to a rape incident.
1:06:31
SPEAKER_02: Right.
1:06:32
SPEAKER_02: And na inkwas kutung suspect nato.
1:06:34
SPEAKER_02: Mm-hmm.
1:06:34
SPEAKER_02: And mala man kulang 2026, 2024.
1:06:37
SPEAKER_02: Nahalaya.
1:06:40
SPEAKER_02: That birthday ng anako is supposed to be the last birthday that I will be spending with him.
1:06:45
SPEAKER_06: Mm.
1:06:45
SPEAKER_02: Nasabi kung saha nya anak babawi eho.
1:06:48
SPEAKER_02: But the following year, barely a month before, na babawi ida pataho, wala na yung anakko.
1:06:54
SPEAKER_02: And then nayin na kakita ko yung rasun y kumbakita kouma les, na kalaya.
1:06:58
SPEAKER_09: Hmm.
1:06:59
SPEAKER_02: Alak na yun lang shalat mabarik sa.
1:07:01
SPEAKER_09: I mean nandal emotionally yon.
1:07:03
SPEAKER_02: Galita ho.
1:07:04
unknown: Hmm.
1:07:04
SPEAKER_02: Personally, gitaho.
1:07:06
SPEAKER_02: Bruna kita ko shantanda na nya nahira pa nang tumayo.
1:07:10
SPEAKER_02: Mm ma ya wang nara raamda man, pero galita ho.
1:07:14
SPEAKER_02: Hm kasi giny papu yung burti nag anaku.
1:07:17
SPEAKER_02: Paralang don.
1:07:17
SPEAKER_02: So nga yun ginagawaho, kaita ng mga nyare bagma yo kasun yung anako.
1:07:21
SPEAKER_02: L sit to it, I'll be present.
1:07:23
SPEAKER_02: I'll see to it.
1:07:24
SPEAKER_02: I'm a present mother.
1:07:25
SPEAKER_09: Yun yun nain nagbago sa.
1:07:26
SPEAKER_09: Yun.
1:07:26
SPEAKER_02: Ng ngbago sa akin.
1:07:28
SPEAKER_09: Uh.
1:07:28
SPEAKER_09: So kai, so brangbisi ka importanti o event.
1:07:33
SPEAKER_02: Ali sa ho.
1:07:34
SPEAKER_02: Nakuyani, anakhuyani.
1:07:36
SPEAKER_02: Mm ganan sha.
1:07:38
SPEAKER_09: Mama gandaya min sail aluna sa mga very busy din na mama gw.
1:07:42
SPEAKER_02: Yes.
1:07:42
SPEAKER_02: Uh we are busy working to provide.
1:07:46
SPEAKER_02: Pero anta nung ko sayo.
1:07:47
SPEAKER_02: Na pa pa nsi no paba.
1:07:49
SPEAKER_02: Kasi makwanto kolang ha.
1:07:51
SPEAKER_02: Nung nasa death bed yung anako.
1:07:53
SPEAKER_02: Hm.
1:07:53
SPEAKER_02: Alang bu yung instinct ng mama nabi bil heman jali b.
1:07:56
SPEAKER_02: Right, ayas.
1:07:56
SPEAKER_02: Bina pal abi yuk ka ininin muna tung jali bito.
1:07:59
SPEAKER_02: Alam sabi saki ng ate kuna isa yung alagaho.
1:08:02
SPEAKER_02: Yes.
1:08:03
SPEAKER_02: Ate habu punyan.
1:08:04
SPEAKER_02: Ayao put nyyan nitam tam angus tunya pung ulam sa rice, soy sauce, tao yu.
1:08:09
SPEAKER_02: Dun na kuna wow.
1:08:11
SPEAKER_02: Dimwala.
1:08:11
SPEAKER_02: Ilang ta oon.
1:08:12
SPEAKER_02: Yeah.
1:08:13
SPEAKER_02: Ilang taon.
1:08:14
SPEAKER_02: Three years na to o hindi ku alam nayo plany ng chicken, angus nyye pala toyo to yo asiny yung dried fish, and din to yo na soy sauce.
1:08:22
unknown: Mm.
1:08:23
SPEAKER_02: So kung kaga gaya rin kita, na ang alamulang mg provvide ng pe ra.
1:08:27
SPEAKER_02: Ang alamulang mg provvide ng paang ilangan, mag provide ng iPad, ng apple, ng tablet, sa anak mo, dina many yg ilang nag anak mui.
1:08:36
SPEAKER_07: Oras.
1:08:37
SPEAKER_02: Oras.
1:08:38
SPEAKER_02: And then ta ng.
1:08:40
SPEAKER_02: Kila lampaba.
1:08:42
SPEAKER_02: Yung anak m.
1:08:43
unknown: Hmm.
1:08:43
SPEAKER_02: You are busy working for your promotion, pero sa anak mo demoted gana.
1:08:48
SPEAKER_09: Hmm yung lang.
1:08:49
SPEAKER_09: Gandanan no?
1:08:50
SPEAKER_02: Yun lang.
1:08:50
SPEAKER_09: A ram dma mamun na idi pala yung gusto nya na parag si ng pal.
1:08:55
SPEAKER_02: I was frustrated.
1:08:56
SPEAKER_02: Na pahi ako.
1:08:58
SPEAKER_02: Sabiko, oh my god, naga gale ta ako I was furious because gusto kung kuma incha paralomakasha, naka oxygen nai.
1:09:05
SPEAKER_02: Tina tanggalko, I'm trying to to ana, I'm trying to file the chicken.
1:09:10
SPEAKER_02: You ate this, it's chicken, it's jolly bees, the last money na my room.
1:09:13
SPEAKER_02: Ako ta s ndimu ka fainin.
1:09:14
SPEAKER_02: Nindi yoman langba nabri to ling pe la kuna tung pa.
1:09:17
SPEAKER_02: I was like that.
1:09:18
SPEAKER_02: Din sabed da pasabinya ate with that with uh with a ana submissive voice.
1:09:23
SPEAKER_02: Mm-hmm.
1:09:24
SPEAKER_02: Ate hayo put nyan nitam.
1:09:26
SPEAKER_02: Duna kuna.
1:09:27
SPEAKER_02: Oh my god, what am I doing?
1:09:29
SPEAKER_02: Where was I all this year?
1:09:34
SPEAKER_09: Right.
1:09:35
SPEAKER_02: So yun.
1:09:36
SPEAKER_09: Yeah, masakit mya no.
1:09:38
SPEAKER_09: Da farang ta yung magulang tai yung dapat alam yung sa mgaan naknatin.
1:09:43
SPEAKER_09: Well, which is good thing atin na giging personal reference.
1:09:46
SPEAKER_02: Real realization go bata happen.
1:09:50
SPEAKER_09: Bukud sa lahat na mga ng yar seen yung mam.
1:09:52
SPEAKER_09: A ning ting mopinaka mg ara la nututu na nyo sa pang yarininin.
1:09:57
SPEAKER_02: Be present.
1:09:58
SPEAKER_02: Be present all the time.
1:10:00
SPEAKER_02: Be present ka pa ka ilangan ka.
1:10:03
SPEAKER_02: Be present la long lul n naka pag feeling mo hindi ka na man ka ilangan.
1:10:07
SPEAKER_02: Kasi with the uh with the kind of generation merga gen Z X W Y Z na ata tayinti na tawa.
1:10:16
SPEAKER_09: Yes, right.
1:10:17
SPEAKER_02: Hindi mun na alam I I you could no longer identify or determine if your child is independent or if your child is distant.
1:10:27
SPEAKER_02: Kasi I could tell I have a teenage son.
1:10:30
SPEAKER_02: Hindi kun alam kung independent pa sha for every time kushan sa kujsa na ngama.
1:10:35
SPEAKER_02: Even if alam kula mg bombarded nation ng school works.
1:10:38
SPEAKER_02: So be present, be available.
1:10:42
SPEAKER_09: Yun.
1:10:43
SPEAKER_02: Be available.
1:10:44
SPEAKER_02: Kasi even if you're present, tas you're with your phone.
1:10:48
SPEAKER_02: You still be available.
1:10:51
SPEAKER_02: At least be available.
1:10:52
SPEAKER_09: Wow.
1:10:53
SPEAKER_09: Angadana no?
1:10:54
SPEAKER_09: Talagang parasang hassel.
1:10:58
SPEAKER_09: Hustling parent.
1:10:59
SPEAKER_09: Hasel, hassel.
1:11:00
SPEAKER_02: Bina trabaho e hassel natalaga.
1:11:02
SPEAKER_02: Hustling parent.
1:11:03
SPEAKER_09: Lalun na sa tomata siung bili gasolina kuba ga parang masdobli kayed no?
1:11:10
SPEAKER_09: Pero mas important yparent talaga yung oras.
1:11:14
SPEAKER_09: Exactly.
1:11:14
SPEAKER_09: Kasi yung dina na bibi gay na bibi ling ng peram uming gusun yungala lasa buhaim bilang magaling na polis o mbilang ysang nana?
1:11:27
SPEAKER_02: Oh.
1:11:29
SPEAKER_02: Um people would always uh call me a well decorated rakolad individual but they may look at me that way.
1:11:44
SPEAKER_02: But to me with what had happened I think I'm a failure as a mom.
1:11:52
SPEAKER_02: Uh I might have been an accomplished sister to my siblings because I was able to provide when the time that they needed it the most.
1:12:02
SPEAKER_02: Uh to my parents, maybe I am one of their daughters who were able to help them get by.
1:12:08
SPEAKER_02: At least an accomplished at that state.
1:12:11
SPEAKER_02: Uh to my Alaga, I could be their hero.
1:12:15
SPEAKER_02: Uh to my men, I could be their leader.
1:12:21
SPEAKER_02: But I guess with what I am doing, Sigoro, I I am a struggling mom to my eldest, but I am a failure to my youngest.
1:12:34
SPEAKER_09: Wow.
1:12:34
SPEAKER_09: Takes a humility.
1:12:38
SPEAKER_09: Wow.
1:12:38
SPEAKER_09: But I know you're trying your best to be.
1:12:41
SPEAKER_02: I am a trying mom.
1:12:42
SPEAKER_09: Oh.
1:12:44
SPEAKER_09: Pero na paka ganda no ano.
1:12:46
SPEAKER_09: It takes humility for us to grow talaga no.
1:12:49
SPEAKER_09: At an opoin sain yung sa maka katulad mun na nain na sasaktandin.
1:12:54
SPEAKER_09: Nahirap na may runding paras na yung na karana sanan pinagdadaan yun.
1:12:59
SPEAKER_02: Uh yung kind of pain would be different from those mothers who have unborn children.
1:13:05
SPEAKER_07: Yes.
1:13:06
SPEAKER_02: For those mothers who were not yet given the gift of life.
1:13:12
SPEAKER_02: Intrauterine life at least.
1:13:15
SPEAKER_02: The kind of pain for those mothers who lost their child or children without knowing asan na basilang because they have not seen the bodies.
1:13:27
SPEAKER_02: It would be different.
1:13:28
SPEAKER_02: The only consolation that is that at least Lord Pinakita saakhi nyung anako na eto kokonin ko sha paonti on te pi prepare kita in five days, four, three, two.
1:13:46
SPEAKER_02: Okay, I'm gonna take him.
1:13:48
SPEAKER_02: Yunalang sigoro yung consolation na pedikung ibiga, at least to pacify the anger.
1:13:54
SPEAKER_02: No no no, to pacify the the feeling, the emotions that I have.
1:14:01
SPEAKER_02: Whatever the pain you're going through that we've been going through and we've been through.
1:14:07
SPEAKER_02: Uh yun sigoro yung raso yung kumbait, nana yun tawag saatin.
1:14:12
SPEAKER_02: Because we should not give up until Maitu Matawag parin saatin na nana.
1:14:19
SPEAKER_09: Amen.
1:14:20
SPEAKER_09: Amen.
1:14:20
SPEAKER_09: Before pota maggrapa, merun lam punta la wang question sa viewers.
1:14:26
SPEAKER_09: Sabidito, uh kappa, what is the best message you can give to your fellow police officers or to women who have mistakes in the past and are still struggling?
1:14:36
SPEAKER_02: Are we live?
1:14:38
SPEAKER_09: Okay.
1:14:38
SPEAKER_09: Nangwalekasi.
1:14:42
SPEAKER_02: Police women or policemen who have had made mistakes.
1:14:47
SPEAKER_02: It could be many forms.
1:14:52
SPEAKER_02: Many forms.
1:14:53
SPEAKER_02: It could be work-related, it could be personal choices.
1:14:58
SPEAKER_02: Human as we are, we are all subjected to errors.
1:15:01
SPEAKER_02: But being human should not be an excuse of not doing what is right.
1:15:08
SPEAKER_02: We have the capability na pumili kung ano yung tama at mali.
1:15:13
SPEAKER_02: Pero yung pakpi pili mo nang tama should also uh should also lead you to choosing what is uh dapat.
1:15:22
SPEAKER_02: So hindi lang basta tama.
1:15:24
SPEAKER_02: Ano ba yung dapat.
1:15:25
SPEAKER_02: Kasi even if you choose the tama, if it's not the da pat, it would yield to a different result.
1:15:31
SPEAKER_02: It should always re down to the benefit of the entirety as a human, as a human being.
1:15:37
SPEAKER_02: Kasi hindi lang na man ika weya ni man ni wala ka what we are doing right now or just but uh paying it forward.
1:15:44
SPEAKER_02: Right.
1:15:45
SPEAKER_02: Atak makikina bangyan, I could tell that anak na natin.
1:15:49
SPEAKER_02: Apu natin, ka apu apuhan natin.
1:15:52
SPEAKER_02: Dina man tai makikina bang lahat nitu we.
1:15:54
SPEAKER_07: Correct.
1:15:54
SPEAKER_02: Dos na mayi iwa natin.
1:15:56
SPEAKER_02: And at least uh be confident enough that enough that you are paving ways for your children and grandchildren.
1:16:05
SPEAKER_02: Na mawala khaman sa us lina mundunato, no you uh you know that you will be living in peace because you already have legacy for your loved ones.
1:16:17
SPEAKER_09: And sabin me rung ulit last question.
1:16:20
SPEAKER_09: Pan nyo po bini bridge ang gap.
1:16:24
SPEAKER_09: Na ma ringmasaftang o barilinang tao at bilang katholiko, sa pag papata wa ta atpagdulung kait sa mgata oung meggasa la Okay uh I have this one incident, if I may share.
1:16:40
SPEAKER_02: I was the chief of police of Bombon Kamarinis Rur 2021.
1:16:46
SPEAKER_02: We had this operation, it gave me a national award by the way.
1:16:50
SPEAKER_02: We had this operation for a drug pusher.
1:16:54
SPEAKER_02: Um isakaming operation and naho yung sang suspect.
1:16:59
SPEAKER_02: Pagpin down dun sa the the the common scenario pangpin down dun sa suspect it yung hawak.
1:17:05
SPEAKER_02: He was praying our father in heaven, and then Hail Mary Pulabri Suras Vijay sabiko, the sal ka ng salvong problem.
1:17:13
SPEAKER_02: Ah dikan ha desalak salv.
1:17:14
SPEAKER_02: Mam our father in heaven.
1:17:16
SPEAKER_02: Pata yang adim pak ting nya the name and the surname.
1:17:21
SPEAKER_02: Kapatid, ng classmate kasalo school na lawyer na.
1:17:24
SPEAKER_02: Ang mama nya is director for a kuna pangasa director na isang matas na position sa naga.
1:17:31
SPEAKER_02: Ang tata nya isa pilot.
1:17:33
unknown: Hmm.
1:17:34
SPEAKER_02: Sa biko.
1:17:35
SPEAKER_02: Kapatid kaba niganito.
1:17:37
SPEAKER_02: Opo mom, kile laki tama, our father in heaven.
1:17:40
SPEAKER_02: Uso kasi nan yung Ano.
1:17:42
SPEAKER_02: A nan la ban Opo opo ubo kasemobin.
1:17:46
SPEAKER_02: Our father in heaven.
1:17:49
SPEAKER_02: Alam y na mgata oho.
1:17:50
SPEAKER_02: Pagopy sebsa biko.
1:17:52
SPEAKER_02: Tell me what happened.
1:17:52
SPEAKER_02: Mam, yung nasalo opiunanda pat nyunghuli hin kasi ako mam sumu na ako surrendere eho, na ka probation ako sa yung chat, pa hindi kasi ako nak tulak nan droga hindi kokinoha i papa hulung nila ako de hil pide ya agent dausha.
1:18:08
SPEAKER_02: Cut it short.
1:18:10
SPEAKER_02: We ran another operation same night.
1:18:13
SPEAKER_02: Yeah.
1:18:16
SPEAKER_02: Luckily he he the operation resulted to the death of the suspect.
1:18:24
SPEAKER_02: Paguha na min ng barel.
1:18:27
SPEAKER_02: Luckily, yung bullet Pagina sa mokase yung barrel.
1:18:30
SPEAKER_02: Yung bullet palabas.
1:18:32
SPEAKER_02: Yung sahanya nag malfunction papa so.
1:18:34
SPEAKER_02: So yung firing pin pumalo dun sa bullet.
1:18:37
SPEAKER_02: So hindi sa pumalo dun sa ano.
1:18:39
SPEAKER_02: Dunsa da pa pa ejeck.
1:18:41
SPEAKER_07: Wow.
1:18:42
SPEAKER_02: So with that question, it gives me back to uh that memory between being a Christian and caught off guarded with my uh duty as a police officer.
1:18:56
SPEAKER_02: I think the good lord will not allow something that is not yet fit to happen.
1:19:01
SPEAKER_02: Hindi na man ako yung magti take ng life isa padin.
1:19:04
SPEAKER_02: And even if a bullet hit that person, if the good lord does not allow that to happen, hindi parinaman wa la yung life nya.
1:19:11
SPEAKER_07: Right.
1:19:12
SPEAKER_02: So I will not vindicate myself for being in my position as a police officer in contrary to my belief as a Catholic of taking life.
1:19:24
SPEAKER_02: Yun yung pa ni ni wala ko.
1:19:26
SPEAKER_02: Because nung etong ta ungto, ki ng tak na namin yung family, abiko mam, uh, will yi be requesting for an autopsy?
1:19:33
SPEAKER_02: Gen ying ga nyan maam hindi poi pak remait na punamin.
1:19:36
SPEAKER_02: And we're so thankful it happened.
1:19:38
SPEAKER_02: Kasi pungami napung baby kni ma yan si papa pa kasama na po kami.
1:19:42
SPEAKER_02: That's why we decided to move out sa Philippines at na punt pokami na iba m pansa.
1:19:47
SPEAKER_02: Dito naka min rahan.
1:19:49
SPEAKER_02: Kasi ga nyan na pok si papa.
1:19:51
SPEAKER_02: So I think that answers your question.
1:19:53
SPEAKER_09: Yeah.
1:19:53
SPEAKER_09: Ting yuba yak kay tupina ka masa mang krimi nala yme pagasa pungpaga.
1:19:58
SPEAKER_02: Of course, of course.
1:19:59
SPEAKER_02: That's why we have uh the different pillars.
1:20:03
SPEAKER_02: So kami nasal nasalo enforcement.
1:20:06
SPEAKER_02: We have reformation.
1:20:07
SPEAKER_02: We have the justice system natin.
1:20:10
SPEAKER_02: So pag nahuli na min yyan, indina m nami nyin sasaktan.
1:20:14
SPEAKER_02: We believe asamang viewers and listeners natin.
1:20:17
SPEAKER_02: Pagnahuli yan, ita try yung case niyan, dun palang mako konsension na yan.
1:20:21
SPEAKER_02: Pag pina sok yan ngkulung and never look at it as a punishment.
1:20:25
SPEAKER_02: Ka yang na po reformation yen ni.
1:20:28
SPEAKER_02: Jan sha unti un ting baba gohin.
1:20:30
SPEAKER_02: May mga pastor pung papa pasokjan, they have activities, may mga livelihood trainings, at ka paag prepare na puy natal olit na lungabas, iba balik na po yang sa communitary integration.
1:20:42
SPEAKER_06: Oh.
1:20:42
SPEAKER_02: So that's how we do it.
1:20:43
SPEAKER_06: Wow.
1:20:44
SPEAKER_02: Hindi ka minang hulin ng basta kriminal.
1:20:46
SPEAKER_02: Kas hindi mo alamba ka mama ya victim din kasisha.
1:20:49
SPEAKER_02: So we always give these people the benefit of our doubts.
1:20:53
SPEAKER_02: And sabikung akalindi ba going back, we are all capable of the chances of becoming not only the uh better person but being the best version of our of themselves rather.
1:21:06
SPEAKER_09: Wow.
1:21:07
SPEAKER_09: So me pagaso talagambaut.
1:21:10
SPEAKER_09: Wa me time sa bangig bias ka.
1:21:13
SPEAKER_02: Yes, when I take it personally la lokap minor ang victim.
1:21:18
SPEAKER_09: Yung victim.
1:21:19
SPEAKER_02: Yes.
1:21:19
SPEAKER_09: Incest.
1:21:20
SPEAKER_02: And I see to it na lahat ng evidence will point sa yo.
1:21:25
SPEAKER_02: And I really put my best foot forward.
1:21:28
SPEAKER_02: Ma paho lung ka lang.
1:21:30
SPEAKER_02: It's because Io ng mm-vikti ma kang iba.
1:21:33
SPEAKER_02: It's because gusto kum reform ka.
1:21:36
SPEAKER_02: Atung makabalikuman sa community, be observe.
1:21:39
SPEAKER_02: Wagana ng burden.
1:21:41
SPEAKER_02: Ba ya sa kotrili, ka pak babay at bata ang si nahtan na lo ka pak tuto.
1:21:46
SPEAKER_02: And I do investigate before akung mag file.
1:21:48
SPEAKER_02: Pagindi na manto, hindi kuna man fina file yen.
1:21:50
SPEAKER_02: I think I would not reach this point na abut niko yung rang to if I have been so careless about my decisions when it comes to filing complaints against uh the perpetrators.
1:21:59
SPEAKER_09: Right.
1:22:00
SPEAKER_09: And ma'am uh Fati ma kung na ring ni nikang ni tam tam anongusum sabin saanya.
1:22:05
SPEAKER_02: Na mahal kosha And never day pass nain ni kosha na alala.
1:22:11
SPEAKER_02: And please pray for mom.
1:22:12
SPEAKER_02: And go ya.
1:22:14
SPEAKER_09: Amen.
1:22:15
SPEAKER_09: And ma'am, anupo yung gusun yung ipa dasal naamin sain yo, na viewers at ng community.
1:22:21
SPEAKER_02: Uhin.
1:22:24
SPEAKER_02: And ngidagahoming pray your request because I know na mana ibi biga inasha pero if there may be good health salahat good health salahat.
1:22:36
SPEAKER_02: And if I would be asking for a personal request this time, please help me.
1:22:43
SPEAKER_09: Wow.
1:22:44
SPEAKER_09: Thank you.
1:22:45
SPEAKER_09: Thank you so much po ma'am Fatima.
1:22:48
SPEAKER_09: Sa pakakata unato at sobra hung na inspire na mas la lukung na kila lang lubu san yung pagi gimabuti mung puso.
1:22:57
SPEAKER_09: Thank you.
1:22:57
SPEAKER_09: Pagimabuti police at uh bilang stepmom sa mga ina ampunmo at uh sama fi churpa na mga matoto lungam mo and rest assured of our prayers for you and for your family.
1:23:11
SPEAKER_09: So merbo bag parting words before we end po with prayer po mam.
1:23:16
SPEAKER_02: Parting words for those of us na kagaya ko who's feeling guilty.
1:23:22
SPEAKER_02: Na po maso kasimbahan because ni ding na na gokom pisal, hindi na goko komun yon.
1:23:30
SPEAKER_02: Let's try.
1:23:31
SPEAKER_02: One step at a time.
1:23:32
SPEAKER_02: Papa soit.
1:23:34
SPEAKER_02: Yun lang sigoro.
1:23:35
SPEAKER_02: Sabayanyo ulet.
1:23:37
SPEAKER_09: Amen.
1:23:38
SPEAKER_09: Amen.
1:23:38
SPEAKER_09: Ngadanum fatima.
1:23:40
SPEAKER_09: And thank you so much po ulit.
1:23:42
SPEAKER_09: Sapakakata wana tu at uh thank you so much nan.
1:23:46
SPEAKER_09: Nakita pota in person kait una online lang yung so interview dal meju mala yung a yung ano.
1:23:52
SPEAKER_09: Ingad's time na ininbait kanang itbulagad.
1:23:56
SPEAKER_09: Must go into interview po ng face to face.
1:23:58
SPEAKER_09: And thank you for this popportunity.
1:24:02
SPEAKER_09: And I'm sure ato mga santo dito ay pak dada salduin pukayata angin yung familia po ma'am.
1:24:08
SPEAKER_02: Thank you so much po.
1:24:10
SPEAKER_09: Yes, po ma'am.
1:24:11
SPEAKER_09: And let's close po with a prayer po mam fatima.
1:24:14
SPEAKER_09: So, in the name of the Father and Son, the Holy Spirit, Amen.
1:24:18
SPEAKER_09: Hail Mary, full of grace, the Lord's with you.
1:24:21
SPEAKER_09: Blessed are you among women and blessed the fruit of your woman, Jesus.
1:24:24
SPEAKER_09: Holy Mary, Mother of God, pray for us sinners now and at the hour of our death.
1:24:30
SPEAKER_09: Amen.
1:24:30
SPEAKER_09: Our Lady of Guadalupe, pray for us.
1:24:33
SPEAKER_09: Amen.
1:24:34
SPEAKER_09: For our son, the Holy Spirit.
1:24:36
SPEAKER_09: Amen.
1:24:37
SPEAKER_09: So thank you so much, Waman Fatima, and God bless God.
1:24:49
SPEAKER_09: Hello ma kafeit, brother Adrian Milagi here, and today in invite ku kayo na maging part na aking supporters group dito sa aking community Dito sa aking online evangelization nagi nagawa Pedi kayung um Maging supporters through Patreon.
1:25:07
SPEAKER_09: Sa Patreon dito ilalaga yung face-to-face kung interview at mga online interview at magarung kayo nag unedited early access dito.
1:25:18
SPEAKER_09: Sa Patreon ang unique dito pating face-to-face interview I upload natin chan na unedited.
1:25:24
SPEAKER_09: Par maka join ka yo, nay ilalagaiko yung link dito somewhere here or sa description kung pa na khai maka ma ka join sa ting supporters sa Patreon.
1:25:34
SPEAKER_09: And sa YouTube mas lower cost yung ba baba ya rang yon dito.
1:25:40
SPEAKER_09: Pero maka karun ding kay na early access dito sa YouTube bag na ging supporters ko ka yo dito sa mis mung YouTube channel nagi member kaidito.
1:25:49
SPEAKER_09: Ay magakarung pa y nag access sa mga online interview.
1:25:54
SPEAKER_09: Ayan mis mung live interview ma access ni ya former for members only.
1:26:00
SPEAKER_09: Pero makachi din sa YouTube.
1:26:02
SPEAKER_09: Kung after kunang ma edit yma face to face kung interview.
1:26:07
SPEAKER_09: Bago kosha y upload sa YouTube, ay mga karon ng access yung for members only.
1:26:13
SPEAKER_09: Ayan so si guru mga one day ahead or five hours ahead.
1:26:18
SPEAKER_09: Ma papa do yo kaga yung interview ni yon a bago kosha yi upload sa public.
1:26:25
SPEAKER_09: Par ma maka join ki sa YouTube, bilang supporters, ay merung bottom chance, baba ng bi junato ko sa an pedi yung iklik, para magi members ka yudito sa YouTube.
1:26:36
SPEAKER_09: Siguru marami ng tata nung idrian, nkala kobba laat ng content mwai libre bakit mi supporters.
1:26:41
SPEAKER_09: Dibami ba edyan, sa Patreon at sa YouTube.
1:26:45
SPEAKER_09: Yes, tama puha yo.
1:26:46
SPEAKER_09: A marami poko nari na encounter na man bag ng me message kusandaw nila peding ma pano junaging interview ko.
1:26:53
SPEAKER_09: After kuma announs, kun nya rin interview ko si father chadri burger, so marami na pukaga gana nagahana nap.
1:26:59
SPEAKER_09: Pero impossibly punati magewa yon.
1:27:01
SPEAKER_09: So kilang pu nating edit yan pa gand dahin, bago nati upload sa ating platforms, ating mg social media platform.
1:27:08
SPEAKER_09: So sa ma tang gusto ng gusto.
1:27:11
SPEAKER_09: Atat natat ng baka pa nood ng early access and edited, aina upload kusha sa kwi Patreon at sa YouTube.
1:27:19
SPEAKER_09: So pedin yun shang mapanod jan.
1:27:22
SPEAKER_09: Yun yung benefit non, kuntalag gusun yshang mapanood ka gan.
1:27:26
SPEAKER_09: Pero indi lang yun ng kach.
1:27:28
SPEAKER_09: Pag naging member ka yun ng ating supporters group, ay matutulung an yon ko, tito sating online evangelization nagi nagawa.
1:27:36
SPEAKER_09: Yes, libri nyun shang na kokonshum saating YouTube channel at samai pa pang an nating ma social media platform.
1:27:44
SPEAKER_09: Pero tandampo natin yung ginagamit natin sa ma software, yung cameras, and yung time, yung amin yung yung effort, po puntan natin y mages, ayindi pul libri yan.
1:27:56
SPEAKER_09: Diva sa panon yun a mal nari ng gas.
1:27:59
SPEAKER_09: Amin pa masahe aniting na bini bigain natis mages, ay me kospul hatang yan.
1:28:07
SPEAKER_09: So pak nagi member pu kayo nagi supporters ku kayo.
1:28:10
SPEAKER_09: Ayy matutulung yoko, dito sa atingwang online evangelization, at magigin part pa kayo.
1:28:17
SPEAKER_09: Nanggi nagawa naten.
1:28:19
SPEAKER_09: At sobrang ng nakpapa salam matako.
1:28:23
SPEAKER_09: In advance, kung kayo ay magde decide, na maging ating mga.
1:28:28
SPEAKER_09: Ng supporters dito sa ating online evangelization na ginaga wa.
1:28:34
SPEAKER_09: And alam na man natin na etung laba na to is a spiritual battle.
1:28:39
SPEAKER_09: Na dito sa online na damina ma fake news, ma maling balita, maling information, dito sa social media, enilalabanan natin, itong ma diabolic influence to for giving you a solid catholic content.
1:28:55
SPEAKER_09: Na na interview natin, na nating ma gues.
1:28:58
SPEAKER_09: Hipag dasal nyo, ipag pray nyo, kung ka yu baiti a ta o di lord, na maging supporters ko.
1:29:04
SPEAKER_09: Dito sa ating ka feit community.
1:29:07
SPEAKER_09: And kung walaka na mang capacity na maging supporters ko.
1:29:12
SPEAKER_09: Ai shen pray yung dasal mo ay enaf na para saken.
1:29:15
SPEAKER_09: Please pray pray for me and for this ministry napa tulin nating tong magawa.
1:29:21
SPEAKER_09: Kaya ma ka feit.
1:29:22
SPEAKER_09: Kung gusin yung pung maging partner ating supporters group nyo lang yung link, na Patreon at yung boton dito sa YouTube.
1:29:31
SPEAKER_05: So thank you and gala youth.