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Soul Surgery and Boundaries, Nikki Allen · Skirts Up!

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  What's
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  up?
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  Skirts
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  up,
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  squad.
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  Did
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  you
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  just
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  take
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  my
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  wine?
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  I
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  did.
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  It's
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  Samantha
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  and
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  Melissa.
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  I'm
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  going
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  to
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  actually
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  tell
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  you
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  guys
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  how
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  it
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  is
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  right
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  now.
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  It
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  was
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  so
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  fun.
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  We
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  couldn't
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  even
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  make
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  it
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  up.
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  I'm
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  gonna
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  do
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  it.
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  I'm
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  gonna
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  wear
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  it
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  in
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  public.
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  Then
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  she
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  looks
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  at
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  me
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  and
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  she
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  goes,
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  that's
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  what
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  Jesus
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  is
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  for.
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  We
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  are
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  about
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  normalizing
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  things
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  that
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  are.
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  Hard
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  to
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  talk
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  about.
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  I
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  was
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  like
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  deer
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  in
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  headlights.
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  Skirts
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  out,
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  but
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  keep
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  your
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  pant.
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  So
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  tell
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  us
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  about
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  your
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  travels.
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  Because
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  it
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  was
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  three
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  weeks.
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  Two
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  weeks.
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  I
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  know
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  you
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  traveled
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  for
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  two
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  weeks,
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  but
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  we
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  didn't
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  record
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  for
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  three.
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  So
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  in
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  my
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  mind,
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  it's
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  three.
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  Yeah.
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  Except
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  we
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  had
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  a
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  cancellation
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  the
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  week
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  before,
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  so
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  we
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  ended
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  up
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  doing,
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  I
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  think,
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  just
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  an
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  intro.
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  Didn't
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  we?
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  Or
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  did
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  we
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  not
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  even?
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  We
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  might
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  have
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  not,
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  but
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  anyways.
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  Yeah.
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  So
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  traveling
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  was
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  for
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  two
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  weeks.
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  Simon
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  and
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  I
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  went
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  to
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  Dominican
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  Republic,
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  and
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  we
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  traveled
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  to
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  multiple
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  different
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  states,
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  cities.
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  And
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  so.
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  Oh,
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  that
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  was.
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  Yeah,
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  because
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  I
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  was
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  just
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  looking
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  at
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  the
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  calendar.
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  Yeah.
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  It
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  said
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  on
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  the
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  29th,
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  Sam
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  is
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  gone,
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  out
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  of
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  the
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  country.
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  And
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  I
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  think
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  it's
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  because
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  you
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  just
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  got
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  back
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  and
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  you
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  had
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  to,
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  like,
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  reset.
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  We
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  didn't
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  record.
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  And
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  then
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  you
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  went
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  again,
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  and
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  then
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  the
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  next
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  week
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  you
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  were
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  gone
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  or
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  just
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  getting
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  back.
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  So,
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  like.
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  Like
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  that.
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  Yeah,
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  yeah,
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  yeah.
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  You're
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  about
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  to
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  tell
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  us
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  something
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  funny,
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  though.
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  Dominican
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  Republic.
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  Oh,
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  God.
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  Did
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  I
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  just
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  derail
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  it?
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  No.
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  Dominican
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  Republic.
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  Yes.
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  So
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  we
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  went
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  there,
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  and
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  I'm
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  sure
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  you
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  guys
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  saw
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  like,
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  how,
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  like,
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  ridiculous
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  that
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  was.
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  So,
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  like,
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  we
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  got
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  into
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  Dominican
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  Republic.
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  We
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  did
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  what
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  we
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  always
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  do.
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  We
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  rented
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  a
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  car,
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  and
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  we
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  got
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  pulled
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  over
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  twice
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  within
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  an
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  hour
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  of
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  having
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  the
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  car
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  and
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  driving
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  through
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  Dominican
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  Republic
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  and
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  has
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  never,
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  ever,
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  ever
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  happened
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  to
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  us
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  before
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  getting
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  pulled
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  over
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  in
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  another
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  country.
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  And
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  we
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  were
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  so
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  confused
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  because
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  we're
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  like,
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  what
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  are
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  we
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  doing
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  wrong?
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  Like,
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  we're
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  following
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  the
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  speeding,
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  though.
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  Oh,
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  I
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  thought
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  he
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  said
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  he
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  was
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  speeding.
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  They.
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  When
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  we
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  asked
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  that
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  time,
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  when
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  we
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  asked
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  why
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  we
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  got
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  pulled
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  over,
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  he
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  shot
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  the
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  car
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  driving
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  behind
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  us
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  and
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  showed
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  us
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  that
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  and
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  said
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  you
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  were
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  speeding.
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  And,
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  like,
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  so
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  obviously
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  that
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  wasn't
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  us.
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  You
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  did
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  not
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  say
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  that
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  part
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  on
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  the
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  video.
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  Did
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  I
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  not?
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  Yeah,
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  well,
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  I
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  think
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  because
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  I
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  was
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  still
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  trying
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  to
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  process,
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  like,
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  what
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  the
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  hell
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  has
• 2:21
  happened.
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  But
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  I
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  remember
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  he
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  shot
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  the
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  car
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  behind
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  us
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  and
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  then
• 2:24
  showed
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  us
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  the
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  gun.
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  And
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  so
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  I
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  didn't
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  say
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  anything.
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  But
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  then
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  later
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  I
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  was
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  like,
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  that's
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  not
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  even
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  us.
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  For
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  all
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  I
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  know,
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  there's,
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  like,
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  an
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  arrow,
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  and
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  you,
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  like,
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  arrow
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  back
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  to
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  Go
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  see,
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  like,
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  the
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  someone
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  previous.
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  So
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  I
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  just.
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  I
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  didn't
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  say
• 2:37
  anything.
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  And
• 2:38
  then
• 2:38
  when
• 2:38
  I
• 2:39
  was
• 2:39
  talking
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  about
• 2:40
  it,
• 2:40
  oop,
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  I
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  just
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  cut
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  this
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  out.
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  And
• 2:43
  then
• 2:43
  when
• 2:43
  I
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  was
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  talking
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  about
• 2:43
  it
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  to
• 2:44
  someone
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  else,
• 2:44
  they're
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  like,
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  no,
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  he
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  shot
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  someone.
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  That
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  was
• 2:47
  life.
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  Yeah.
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  And
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  so
• 2:50
  we
• 2:50
  were
• 2:50
  talking
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  to
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  a
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  local
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  while
• 2:52
  we
• 2:52
  were
• 2:52
  there
• 2:52
  and,
• 2:53
  you
• 2:53
  know,
• 2:53
  talking
• 2:53
  about
• 2:54
  it,
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  and
• 2:54
  they
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  were
• 2:54
  just
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  like,
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  I'm
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  so
• 2:55
  sorry.
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  I
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  was
• 2:56
  like,
• 2:56
  sorry
• 2:56
  about
• 2:56
  what?
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  I
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  mean,
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  like,
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  happens,
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  like,
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  whatever.
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  And
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  he
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  was
• 2:59
  like,
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  no,
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  it's
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  because
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  you're
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  white
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  with
• 3:01
  the
• 3:02
  American
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  dollar.
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  And
• 3:03
  I
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  was
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  like,
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  it's
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  fine.
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  Like,
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  as
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  long
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  as
• 3:05
  they
• 3:06
  don't
• 3:06
  put
• 3:06
  us
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  in
• 3:06
  jail,
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  I
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  don't
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  care.
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  Honestly,
• 3:07
  it's
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  fine.
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  Like,
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  it's
• 3:09
  not
• 3:09
  a
• 3:09
  big
• 3:09
  deal.
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  So
• 3:10
  that
• 3:10
  was.
• 3:11
  That
• 3:11
  was
• 3:11
  interesting.
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  And
• 3:12
  then
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  so
• 3:15
  we
• 3:15
  spent.
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  We
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  drove.
• 3:17
  I
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  think
• 3:18
  that
• 3:18
  happens
• 3:18
  a
• 3:18
  lot
• 3:18
  in
• 3:19
  a
• 3:19
  lot
• 3:19
  of
• 3:19
  countries.
• 3:20
  Tourists
• 3:20
  get
• 3:21
  targeted,
• 3:22
  right?
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  Yeah.
• 3:23
  And.
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  Yeah.
• 3:24
  And
• 3:25
  they
• 3:25
  were
• 3:25
  saying
• 3:25
  also,
• 3:25
  like,
• 3:26
  when
• 3:26
  you
• 3:26
  travel
• 3:27
  to
• 3:27
  countries
• 3:28
  like
• 3:28
  this,
• 3:28
  the
• 3:29
  local
• 3:29
  person
• 3:29
  we're
• 3:30
  talking
• 3:30
  to
• 3:30
  is
• 3:30
  like,
• 3:30
  you
• 3:30
  also
• 3:30
  need
• 3:31
  to
• 3:31
  know
• 3:31
  that
• 3:31
  everything
• 3:31
  is
• 3:31
  negotiable
• 3:32
  because
• 3:33
  the,
• 3:33
  you
• 3:33
  know,
• 3:34
  the.
• 3:34
  The
• 3:34
  money
• 3:35
  is
• 3:35
  so
• 3:35
  different
• 3:36
  from
• 3:36
  where
• 3:36
  you
• 3:36
  are
• 3:37
  to
• 3:37
  where
• 3:37
  we
• 3:37
  are
• 3:37
  that,
• 3:38
  like,
• 3:38
  they're
• 3:38
  going
• 3:38
  to
• 3:39
  tell
• 3:39
  you
• 3:39
  something.
• 3:40
  Astron.
• 3:40
  Like,
• 3:40
  oh,
• 3:41
  yeah.
• 3:41
  Like,
• 3:41
  we
• 3:41
  got
• 3:41
  gouged.
• 3:42
  I
• 3:42
  didn't
• 3:42
  know,
• 3:43
  like,
• 3:43
  this
• 3:44
  person.
• 3:44
  I
• 3:44
  literally
• 3:45
  bought,
• 3:45
  like,
• 3:46
  three
• 3:46
  pieces
• 3:46
  of,
• 3:47
  like,
• 3:48
  crap
• 3:49
  jewelry
• 3:49
  just
• 3:49
  because,
• 3:50
  like,
• 3:50
  I
• 3:50
  just.
• 3:50
  I
• 3:50
  start
• 3:50
  to
• 3:51
  feel
• 3:51
  bad.
• 3:51
  Yes.
• 3:52
  And
• 3:52
  I
• 3:52
  want
• 3:52
  to
• 3:52
  support
• 3:53
  everyone.
• 3:53
  They're
• 3:53
  all
• 3:54
  trying
• 3:54
  to,
• 3:54
  like,
• 3:54
  make
• 3:54
  money
• 3:55
  for
• 3:55
  their
• 3:55
  family.
• 3:55
  And
• 3:55
  so
• 3:55
  then
• 3:56
  I,
• 3:56
  like,
• 3:56
  like,
• 3:56
  I
• 3:56
  want
• 3:56
  to
• 3:57
  buy
• 3:57
  something
• 3:57
  from
• 3:57
  everyone.
• 3:58
  We
• 3:58
  got
• 3:59
  bamboozled
• 4:00
  out
• 4:00
  of
• 4:01
  American
• 4:02
  $400.
• 4:04
  That's
• 4:04
  a
• 4:04
  lot
• 4:04
  of
• 4:05
  money.
• 4:05
  That's
• 4:05
  like
• 4:06
  the.
• 4:06
  Okay,
• 4:07
  yes,
• 4:08
  thousands
• 4:08
  for
• 4:08
  them,
• 4:09
  but
• 4:09
  because.
• 4:09
  I
• 4:09
  don't,
• 4:10
  like,
• 4:10
  I
• 4:10
  don't
• 4:10
  know
• 4:10
  the
• 4:11
  money,
• 4:11
  Like,
• 4:11
  I
• 4:11
  don't
• 4:11
  process
• 4:12
  that.
• 4:12
  And
• 4:12
  I
• 4:12
  didn't
• 4:12
  even
• 4:13
  know.
• 4:13
  It
• 4:14
  sounded
• 4:14
  like.
• 4:15
  It
• 4:15
  didn't
• 4:15
  sound
• 4:16
  like
• 4:16
  a
• 4:16
  lot
• 4:16
  in.
• 4:17
  In
• 4:17
  pesos
• 4:18
  for.
• 4:18
  For
• 4:19
  jewelry.
• 4:20
  Yeah.
• 4:20
  I
• 4:20
  mean,
• 4:20
  it
• 4:20
  was
• 4:21
  like
• 4:21
  this.
• 4:21
  Like,
• 4:22
  it's
• 4:22
  really
• 4:23
  weak.
• 4:23
  Like,
• 4:23
  it's
• 4:23
  already
• 4:23
  broken
• 4:24
  of
• 4:24
  the
• 4:24
  jewelry
• 4:25
  I
• 4:25
  bought.
• 4:25
  But
• 4:27
  it.
• 4:27
  Yeah.
• 4:28
  I
• 4:28
  didn't
• 4:28
  know
• 4:29
  that
• 4:29
  we
• 4:29
  spent
• 4:29
  $400,
• 4:30
  like,
• 4:30
  American
• 4:31
  money
• 4:31
  on
• 4:31
  that
• 4:32
  when
• 4:32
  American
• 4:33
  money,
• 4:33
  like,
• 4:33
  that
• 4:34
  should
• 4:34
  have.
• 4:34
  That
• 4:34
  would
• 4:34
  have
• 4:35
  been
• 4:35
  like
• 4:36
  $10,
• 4:36
  $15,
• 4:37
  what
• 4:37
  I
• 4:37
  bought.
• 4:38
  Yeah.
• 4:39
  But
• 4:40
  anyways,
• 4:41
  that's
• 4:41
  a
• 4:41
  whole
• 4:41
  tangent.
• 4:41
  I'll
• 4:41
  probably
• 4:42
  cut
• 4:42
  that.
• 4:42
  But.
• 4:45
  So
• 4:45
  we
• 4:46
  got
• 4:46
  a
• 4:46
  car.
• 4:46
  We
• 4:47
  drove
• 4:48
  from
• 4:48
  the
• 4:48
  airport
• 4:48
  eight
• 4:49
  hours
• 4:49
  to
• 4:49
  our
• 4:50
  first
• 4:50
  destination,
• 4:51
  and
• 4:52
  then
• 4:52
  stayed
• 4:52
  there
• 4:52
  for
• 4:52
  a
• 4:52
  few
• 4:53
  days
• 4:53
  and
• 4:53
  drove
• 4:54
  four
• 4:54
  hours
• 4:54
  to
• 4:54
  our
• 4:55
  next
• 4:55
  destination,
• 4:55
  and
• 4:56
  then
• 4:56
  three
• 4:56
  hours
• 4:57
  to
• 4:57
  our
• 4:57
  final
• 4:57
  destination.
• 4:59
  That's
• 4:59
  just
• 4:59
  how
• 4:59
  we
• 4:59
  travel.
• 4:59
  We
• 5:00
  like
• 5:00
  to
• 5:00
  see
• 5:00
  like
• 5:00
  where
• 5:01
  we
• 5:01
  are
• 5:01
  and
• 5:01
  try
• 5:01
  the
• 5:01
  different
• 5:02
  cities
• 5:02
  and
• 5:02
  cultures
• 5:03
  and
• 5:03
  stuff.
• 5:04
  What
• 5:04
  did
• 5:04
  you
• 5:04
  do?
• 5:05
  What
• 5:06
  did
• 5:06
  you,
• 5:07
  what
• 5:07
  did
• 5:07
  you
• 5:07
  experience
• 5:08
  in
• 5:08
  the
• 5:08
  tr.
• 5:08
  In
• 5:09
  the
• 5:09
  four
• 5:09
  hours?
• 5:09
  Like,
• 5:10
  what
• 5:10
  did
• 5:10
  you
• 5:10
  see?
• 5:10
  What?
• 5:11
  Tell
• 5:11
  me
• 5:11
  some
• 5:11
  culture
• 5:12
  that
• 5:12
  you
• 5:12
  saw.
• 5:13
  So
• 5:14
  of
• 5:14
  course,
• 5:14
  like
• 5:14
  when
• 5:15
  you
• 5:15
  drive
• 5:16
  you
• 5:16
  see
• 5:16
  like
• 5:16
  how
• 5:17
  vastly
• 5:17
  different.
• 5:17
  I
• 5:18
  mean,
• 5:18
  just
• 5:18
  around
• 5:18
  like
• 5:18
  how
• 5:19
  the
• 5:19
  US
• 5:19
  like
• 5:20
  you
• 5:20
  travel
• 5:20
  and
• 5:20
  you
• 5:20
  see
• 5:21
  like
• 5:21
  the
• 5:21
  environment's
• 5:21
  different,
• 5:22
  the
• 5:22
  housing's
• 5:22
  different,
• 5:23
  different,
• 5:23
  different.
• 5:24
  You
• 5:24
  know,
• 5:25
  how
• 5:25
  they
• 5:26
  live.
• 5:26
  Like
• 5:26
  you're
• 5:27
  just
• 5:27
  seeing
• 5:27
  an
• 5:27
  outside.
• 5:29
  Yeah,
• 5:29
  yeah.
• 5:30
  And
• 5:30
  then
• 5:30
  like
• 5:31
  when
• 5:31
  each
• 5:31
  town
• 5:31
  that
• 5:31
  you
• 5:32
  stay
• 5:32
  in,
• 5:32
  you
• 5:32
  see
• 5:32
  again,
• 5:33
  like
• 5:33
  the
• 5:33
  different
• 5:34
  ways
• 5:34
  of
• 5:34
  living.
• 5:35
  So
• 5:35
  outside
• 5:36
  of
• 5:36
  one
• 5:36
  of
• 5:36
  the
• 5:36
  towns
• 5:37
  that
• 5:37
  we
• 5:37
  stayed
• 5:37
  in,
• 5:38
  it
• 5:38
  was
• 5:39
  very
• 5:40
  much
• 5:40
  so,
• 5:40
  like
• 5:42
  kind
• 5:42
  of
• 5:42
  what
• 5:42
  you
• 5:43
  would
• 5:43
  think
• 5:43
  of,
• 5:43
  of
• 5:43
  like
• 5:44
  the
• 5:44
  third
• 5:44
  world.
• 5:45
  Like,
• 5:45
  you
• 5:45
  know,
• 5:45
  it's
• 5:46
  just
• 5:46
  these
• 5:46
  buildings
• 5:47
  that
• 5:49
  are
• 5:49
  look
• 5:50
  abandoned,
• 5:50
  no
• 5:51
  windows,
• 5:51
  no
• 5:51
  like
• 5:52
  nothing
• 5:54
  but
• 5:54
  those.
• 5:55
  Like
• 5:55
  they're
• 5:55
  actually
• 5:56
  living
• 5:56
  in
• 5:56
  that
• 5:56
  multi
• 5:57
  generationally
• 5:58
  with
• 5:59
  yeah,
• 5:59
  a
• 6:00
  lot
• 6:00
  of
• 6:00
  people
• 6:00
  and
• 6:00
  it's
• 6:01
  wild,
• 6:02
  but
• 6:02
  that's
• 6:03
  normal
• 6:03
  to
• 6:04
  them.
• 6:04
  So
• 6:04
  we,
• 6:05
  you
• 6:05
  know,
• 6:05
  see
• 6:05
  that.
• 6:06
  And
• 6:07
  unfortunately
• 6:07
  we
• 6:07
  haven't
• 6:08
  learned
• 6:08
  Spanish
• 6:08
  yet.
• 6:09
  So
• 6:10
  one
• 6:10
  of
• 6:10
  the
• 6:10
  bummers
• 6:11
  is
• 6:11
  that
• 6:11
  we
• 6:11
  can't
• 6:12
  just
• 6:12
  sit
• 6:13
  and
• 6:13
  have
• 6:13
  conversations
• 6:14
  about,
• 6:15
  you
• 6:15
  know
• 6:16
  what?
• 6:16
  I'm
• 6:16
  kind
• 6:17
  of
• 6:17
  learning
• 6:17
  Spanish
• 6:18
  because,
• 6:18
  well,
• 6:19
  you
• 6:19
  know,
• 6:19
  I
• 6:19
  know
• 6:19
  I
• 6:20
  speak
• 6:20
  Portuguese,
• 6:20
  but
• 6:21
  I've
• 6:21
  had
• 6:21
  some
• 6:22
  ladies
• 6:22
  coming
• 6:22
  and
• 6:22
  cleaning
• 6:23
  the
• 6:23
  shop
• 6:23
  and
• 6:23
  they
• 6:23
  speak
• 6:23
  panic
• 6:24
  Spanish.
• 6:25
  And
• 6:25
  so
• 6:25
  I've
• 6:25
  been
• 6:25
  wanting
• 6:26
  to
• 6:26
  talk
• 6:26
  to
• 6:26
  them.
• 6:26
  So
• 6:27
  I've
• 6:27
  been
• 6:27
  kind
• 6:27
  of
• 6:28
  trying
• 6:28
  to
• 6:28
  work
• 6:29
  on
• 6:29
  that.
• 6:29
  Yeah,
• 6:29
  we
• 6:30
  definitely
• 6:30
  decided
• 6:31
  that
• 6:31
  that
• 6:31
  is
• 6:31
  what
• 6:31
  we're
• 6:32
  doing.
• 6:32
  So
• 6:32
  we
• 6:33
  actually
• 6:33
  go
• 6:33
  to
• 6:33
  a
• 6:33
  lot
• 6:33
  of
• 6:34
  those
• 6:34
  countries.
• 6:34
  We
• 6:34
  do.
• 6:35
  And
• 6:35
  we
• 6:35
  always
• 6:36
  say
• 6:36
  we're
• 6:36
  going
• 6:36
  to
• 6:36
  learn
• 6:36
  Spanish,
• 6:37
  we're
• 6:37
  going
• 6:37
  to
• 6:37
  learn
• 6:37
  Spanish.
• 6:38
  But
• 6:38
  just
• 6:38
  while
• 6:38
  we
• 6:38
  were
• 6:38
  in
• 6:39
  Dominican,
• 6:39
  like,
• 6:39
  it
• 6:39
  just
• 6:40
  really
• 6:40
  hit.
• 6:40
  Like
• 6:40
  if
• 6:40
  we
• 6:41
  knew
• 6:41
  Spanish
• 6:41
  we
• 6:41
  could
• 6:41
  talk
• 6:42
  to
• 6:42
  them
• 6:42
  about,
• 6:42
  you
• 6:43
  know,
• 6:44
  what's,
• 6:45
  what's
• 6:45
  going
• 6:45
  on
• 6:45
  and
• 6:46
  like,
• 6:46
  you
• 6:46
  know,
• 6:46
  tell
• 6:47
  us
• 6:47
  because
• 6:47
  in
• 6:47
  my
• 6:47
  mind
• 6:48
  I'm
• 6:48
  seeing
• 6:48
  them.
• 6:48
  I'm
• 6:49
  like,
• 6:49
  how
• 6:49
  miserable.
• 6:50
  Like
• 6:51
  during
• 6:51
  the
• 6:51
  days
• 6:51
  it's
• 6:52
  so
• 6:52
  hot
• 6:52
  that
• 6:52
  you'll
• 6:53
  just
• 6:53
  see
• 6:53
  like
• 6:53
  the
• 6:54
  moms
• 6:54
  and
• 6:54
  babies
• 6:55
  just
• 6:55
  sitting
• 6:55
  outside
• 6:55
  on
• 6:56
  a
• 6:56
  bucket
• 6:56
  on
• 6:56
  the
• 6:56
  side
• 6:57
  of
• 6:57
  the
• 6:57
  road
• 6:57
  with
• 6:57
  the
• 6:57
  babies.
• 6:58
  But
• 6:58
  then
• 6:59
  at
• 6:59
  night
• 7:00
  it's.
• 7:00
  That's
• 7:01
  when
• 7:01
  everything
• 7:01
  comes
• 7:01
  to
• 7:02
  life.
• 7:02
  Like,
• 7:02
  it's
• 7:03
  like
• 7:03
  the
• 7:03
  kids
• 7:03
  are
• 7:04
  out
• 7:04
  running
• 7:04
  and
• 7:04
  playing.
• 7:05
  It's,
• 7:05
  you
• 7:05
  know,
• 7:05
  everyone's
• 7:06
  like
• 7:06
  starting
• 7:06
  to
• 7:07
  conjugate.
• 7:07
  But
• 7:08
  I
• 7:08
  think
• 7:08
  it's
• 7:08
  because
• 7:08
  it's
• 7:08
  so
• 7:08
  hot
• 7:09
  in
• 7:09
  the
• 7:09
  morning
• 7:09
  that
• 7:09
  like,
• 7:10
  you
• 7:11
  just,
• 7:11
  your
• 7:11
  body
• 7:11
  cannot
• 7:12
  handle
• 7:12
  that.
• 7:12
  And
• 7:12
  so
• 7:13
  everyone's
• 7:13
  just
• 7:13
  sitting
• 7:14
  like
• 7:14
  on
• 7:15
  the
• 7:15
  side
• 7:15
  of
• 7:15
  the
• 7:15
  road
• 7:15
  and
• 7:15
  stuff.
• 7:16
  Oh,
• 7:16
  interesting.
• 7:17
  I
• 7:17
  wonder
• 7:17
  if
• 7:17
  that's
• 7:18
  partially
• 7:18
  why
• 7:18
  they
• 7:19
  have
• 7:19
  a
• 7:19
  siesta
• 7:20
  and
• 7:20
  take
• 7:20
  like
• 7:20
  a
• 7:21
  longer
• 7:21
  lunch
• 7:21
  and
• 7:21
  nap
• 7:22
  during
• 7:22
  the
• 7:22
  day.
• 7:22
  Is
• 7:22
  because
• 7:23
  it's
• 7:23
  better
• 7:23
  to
• 7:23
  be
• 7:24
  out
• 7:24
  at
• 7:24
  night.
• 7:24
  But
• 7:24
  I
• 7:25
  don't
• 7:25
  know
• 7:25
  because
• 7:25
  I
• 7:25
  couldn't
• 7:25
  ask,
• 7:27
  you
• 7:27
  know,
• 7:28
  but
• 7:28
  let's
• 7:28
  do.
• 7:29
  We're.
• 7:29
  We're
• 7:30
  not
• 7:30
  sponsored
• 7:30
  by
• 7:31
  them,
• 7:31
  but
• 7:31
  we
• 7:31
  should
• 7:32
  be
• 7:32
  because
• 7:32
  we're
• 7:32
  gonna.
• 7:33
  Let's
• 7:33
  do
• 7:33
  duolingo.
• 7:34
  Yeah.
• 7:35
  Yeah.
• 7:37
  And
• 7:37
  then
• 7:37
  we
• 7:37
  want
• 7:37
  to
• 7:37
  find
• 7:37
  a
• 7:37
  little
• 7:38
  community,
• 7:38
  like,
• 7:39
  of
• 7:39
  people
• 7:39
  who
• 7:40
  are
• 7:40
  also
• 7:40
  learning
• 7:41
  Spanish
• 7:41
  or
• 7:41
  already
• 7:41
  speak
• 7:42
  Spanish.
• 7:43
  I'll
• 7:43
  do
• 7:43
  it
• 7:44
  with
• 7:44
  you.
• 7:44
  To
• 7:44
  where
• 7:44
  we
• 7:44
  go
• 7:44
  on,
• 7:45
  like
• 7:45
  little
• 7:45
  dates
• 7:46
  with
• 7:46
  this
• 7:46
  little
• 7:47
  group
• 7:47
  and,
• 7:47
  you
• 7:47
  know,
• 7:48
  practice
• 7:48
  speaking
• 7:48
  or
• 7:49
  something.
• 7:49
  Yeah,
• 7:50
  totally.
• 7:51
  Yeah,
• 7:51
  I'll
• 7:52
  let
• 7:52
  you
• 7:52
  know.
• 7:53
  Okay.
• 7:53
  I
• 7:53
  feel
• 7:53
  like
• 7:53
  I
• 7:53
  have
• 7:53
  a
• 7:54
  lot
• 7:54
  to
• 7:54
  cut
• 7:54
  now.
• 7:55
  Oh,
• 7:56
  why?
• 7:57
  Because
• 7:58
  you're
• 7:58
  telling
• 7:58
  us
• 7:59
  about
• 7:59
  your.
• 7:59
  It
• 8:00
  was
• 8:00
  supposed
• 8:00
  to
• 8:00
  be
• 8:00
  so
• 8:01
  fast.
• 8:01
  Oh,
• 8:02
  okay.
• 8:03
  Okay.
• 8:03
  So
• 8:04
  travel
• 8:05
  through
• 8:05
  Dominican.
• 8:06
  Our
• 8:06
  last
• 8:07
  night.
• 8:07
  Our
• 8:07
  last
• 8:08
  two
• 8:08
  nights.
• 8:08
  When
• 8:08
  we
• 8:08
  do
• 8:08
  these,
• 8:09
  like,
• 8:09
  long
• 8:09
  travels,
• 8:09
  we
• 8:09
  like
• 8:10
  to
• 8:10
  go
• 8:10
  into
• 8:10
  an
• 8:10
  all
• 8:10
  occlusive
• 8:11
  resort
• 8:11
  just
• 8:12
  to,
• 8:12
  like,
• 8:12
  have
• 8:12
  that
• 8:12
  final,
• 8:13
  like,
• 8:13
  we
• 8:13
  get
• 8:14
  to
• 8:14
  relax
• 8:14
  instead
• 8:14
  of
• 8:15
  just
• 8:15
  traveling
• 8:15
  every
• 8:15
  day.
• 8:16
  And
• 8:18
  when
• 8:18
  we
• 8:19
  got
• 8:19
  to
• 8:19
  the
• 8:19
  all
• 8:19
  inclusive
• 8:20
  resort,
• 8:20
  we
• 8:21
  got
• 8:21
  word
• 8:21
  that
• 8:22
  the
• 8:22
  kids
• 8:23
  had
• 8:23
  hand,
• 8:23
  foot
• 8:23
  and
• 8:24
  mouth.
• 8:25
  And
• 8:25
  what's
• 8:26
  like
• 8:26
  was,
• 8:28
  you
• 8:28
  know,
• 8:28
  oh,
• 8:29
  I
• 8:29
  don't
• 8:29
  know
• 8:29
  what
• 8:29
  to
• 8:29
  do
• 8:29
  is.
• 8:30
  Because
• 8:30
  we
• 8:30
  were
• 8:30
  supposed
• 8:30
  to
• 8:31
  come
• 8:31
  home
• 8:31
  for
• 8:31
  one
• 8:32
  day,
• 8:32
  grab
• 8:32
  the
• 8:32
  kids,
• 8:33
  and
• 8:33
  then
• 8:33
  go
• 8:33
  to
• 8:33
  Utah
• 8:34
  for
• 8:34
  a
• 8:34
  week.
• 8:35
  But
• 8:35
  obviously
• 8:35
  the
• 8:36
  two.
• 8:36
  Lanyan.
• 8:37
  Yeah.
• 8:37
  With
• 8:38
  Simon's
• 8:38
  family.
• 8:39
  But
• 8:39
  obviously
• 8:40
  they
• 8:40
  have
• 8:40
  hand,
• 8:40
  foot,
• 8:40
  and
• 8:40
  mouth.
• 8:41
  Hello.
• 8:42
  Okay.
• 8:44
  Obviously
• 8:44
  they
• 8:44
  have
• 8:45
  hand,
• 8:45
  foot
• 8:45
  and
• 8:45
  mouth.
• 8:46
  Like,
• 8:46
  that's
• 8:46
  really
• 8:46
  contagious.
• 8:47
  Like,
• 8:47
  we
• 8:47
  shouldn't
• 8:47
  be
• 8:47
  going
• 8:48
  anywhere.
• 8:49
  And
• 8:49
  so
• 8:50
  everyone
• 8:50
  was
• 8:51
  like,
• 8:51
  really
• 8:51
  bummed.
• 8:51
  And
• 8:52
  I
• 8:52
  felt
• 8:52
  like
• 8:52
  the
• 8:52
  bad
• 8:52
  guy.
• 8:52
  So
• 8:53
  I
• 8:53
  was
• 8:53
  like,
• 8:53
  we're
• 8:53
  like,
• 8:53
  we're
• 8:54
  just
• 8:54
  not
• 8:54
  going.
• 8:54
  It's
• 8:55
  not
• 8:55
  cool.
• 8:55
  And
• 8:55
  then
• 8:55
  we're
• 8:56
  going
• 8:56
  to
• 8:56
  get
• 8:56
  home
• 8:56
  and
• 8:56
  we're
• 8:56
  going
• 8:56
  to
• 8:57
  get
• 8:57
  it.
• 8:57
  And
• 8:57
  it's
• 8:57
  just
• 8:58
  like,
• 8:59
  what
• 8:59
  are
• 8:59
  we
• 8:59
  going
• 9:00
  to
• 9:00
  do?
• 9:00
  Like,
• 9:00
  it's
• 9:00
  just
• 9:01
  not.
• 9:01
  It's
• 9:02
  not
• 9:02
  what
• 9:02
  we
• 9:02
  can
• 9:02
  do.
• 9:03
  And
• 9:03
  so
• 9:03
  then
• 9:03
  I
• 9:04
  felt
• 9:04
  bad
• 9:04
  and,
• 9:04
  like,
• 9:05
  was
• 9:05
  getting
• 9:05
  a
• 9:05
  lot
• 9:05
  of
• 9:05
  pushback.
• 9:06
  And
• 9:06
  so
• 9:06
  I
• 9:06
  was
• 9:06
  like,
• 9:06
  you
• 9:06
  know
• 9:07
  what?
• 9:07
  Let
• 9:08
  me
• 9:08
  see
• 9:08
  if
• 9:08
  I
• 9:08
  can
• 9:08
  get
• 9:08
  a
• 9:08
  doctor's
• 9:09
  appointment.
• 9:09
  We'll
• 9:09
  go
• 9:09
  to
• 9:10
  the
• 9:10
  doctor,
• 9:10
  we'll
• 9:11
  see
• 9:11
  what
• 9:11
  the
• 9:11
  doctor
• 9:11
  says.
• 9:12
  And
• 9:12
  of
• 9:12
  course
• 9:12
  I'm
• 9:12
  like,
• 9:12
  the
• 9:12
  doctor's
• 9:13
  gonna
• 9:13
  be
• 9:13
  like,
• 9:13
  no,
• 9:13
  you
• 9:13
  gotta
• 9:14
  stay
• 9:14
  home.
• 9:14
  But
• 9:15
  it
• 9:15
  went
• 9:15
  the
• 9:16
  complete
• 9:16
  opposite.
• 9:16
  She
• 9:17
  was
• 9:17
  like,
• 9:17
  no.
• 9:18
  Like,
• 9:18
  these
• 9:18
  bumps
• 9:19
  are,
• 9:19
  like
• 9:19
  all
• 9:19
  scabbed
• 9:20
  over.
• 9:20
  The
• 9:20
  only
• 9:20
  ones
• 9:21
  that,
• 9:21
  like,
• 9:21
  are
• 9:21
  really
• 9:21
  there,
• 9:22
  like
• 9:22
  in
• 9:22
  the
• 9:22
  back
• 9:22
  of
• 9:22
  the
• 9:23
  mouth,
• 9:23
  which
• 9:23
  is
• 9:24
  only
• 9:24
  contagious
• 9:24
  if
• 9:24
  you
• 9:24
  Drink
• 9:25
  after
• 9:25
  them,
• 9:25
  and
• 9:26
  you're
• 9:26
  not
• 9:26
  gonna
• 9:26
  be
• 9:26
  drinking
• 9:26
  after
• 9:26
  anyone
• 9:27
  on
• 9:27
  the
• 9:27
  plane.
• 9:27
  And,
• 9:28
  you
• 9:28
  know,
• 9:28
  don't
• 9:29
  drink
• 9:29
  after
• 9:29
  them.
• 9:30
  And.
• 9:31
  And
• 9:31
  she
• 9:32
  was
• 9:32
  like,
• 9:32
  I
• 9:32
  would
• 9:32
  send
• 9:32
  them
• 9:33
  to
• 9:33
  school
• 9:33
  tomorrow,
• 9:34
  like,
• 9:34
  after.
• 9:35
  Yeah.
• 9:36
  And
• 9:36
  I
• 9:36
  was
• 9:36
  like,
• 9:36
  really?
• 9:36
  And
• 9:37
  she
• 9:37
  goes,
• 9:37
  yes.
• 9:37
  Like,
• 9:38
  you're
• 9:38
  fine.
• 9:38
  Like,
• 9:39
  people
• 9:39
  act
• 9:39
  like
• 9:39
  it's,
• 9:39
  you
• 9:40
  know,
• 9:40
  this
• 9:40
  big,
• 9:40
  big
• 9:40
  deal.
• 9:41
  And
• 9:41
  she
• 9:41
  was
• 9:41
  like,
• 9:41
  but
• 9:41
  it's
• 9:42
  okay.
• 9:42
  Was
• 9:43
  before.
• 9:43
  That
• 9:44
  was
• 9:45
  mess.
• 9:46
  Yes.
• 9:46
  Yeah,
• 9:47
  yeah,
• 9:47
  yeah,
• 9:47
  it
• 9:48
  is.
• 9:48
  Because
• 9:48
  I've.
• 9:49
  I've
• 9:49
  had
• 9:49
  to
• 9:49
  deal
• 9:49
  with
• 9:49
  it
• 9:50
  with
• 9:50
  kids
• 9:51
  and
• 9:51
  me.
• 9:52
  Like,
• 9:52
  it's
• 9:52
  just.
• 9:52
  It's
• 9:53
  so
• 9:53
  contagious.
• 9:53
  It's
• 9:54
  so
• 9:54
  bad.
• 9:54
  Oh,
• 9:54
  yeah,
• 9:55
  I
• 9:55
  believe
• 9:55
  it.
• 9:55
  Like,
• 9:55
  I
• 9:56
  was,
• 9:56
  you
• 9:56
  know,
• 9:56
  I'm
• 9:56
  kind
• 9:56
  of
• 9:57
  like
• 9:57
  a
• 9:57
  germ
• 9:57
  freak,
• 9:57
  and
• 9:58
  so
• 9:58
  I
• 9:58
  was,
• 9:58
  like,
• 9:58
  dreading
• 9:59
  coming
• 9:59
  home,
• 9:59
  so
• 9:59
  I
• 9:59
  was
• 10:00
  like,
• 10:00
  I
• 10:00
  don't.
• 10:00
  I
• 10:00
  really
• 10:00
  don't
• 10:01
  want
• 10:01
  it.
• 10:01
  I
• 10:01
  really
• 10:01
  don't
• 10:02
  feel
• 10:02
  like.
• 10:02
  It
• 10:02
  was
• 10:02
  perfect
• 10:03
  that
• 10:04
  you
• 10:04
  got
• 10:04
  to
• 10:04
  go
• 10:04
  on
• 10:05
  vacation
• 10:05
  and
• 10:05
  the
• 10:05
  kids
• 10:06
  got
• 10:06
  to
• 10:06
  get
• 10:06
  their
• 10:07
  one
• 10:07
  bad,
• 10:08
  contagious
• 10:08
  sickness
• 10:09
  of
• 10:09
  the
• 10:09
  year
• 10:10
  while
• 10:10
  you
• 10:10
  were
• 10:10
  at
• 10:10
  home.
• 10:12
  Yeah.
• 10:12
  And
• 10:12
  so,
• 10:13
  yeah,
• 10:13
  we
• 10:13
  went
• 10:13
  to
• 10:13
  Utah.
• 10:14
  No
• 10:14
  one
• 10:14
  else
• 10:14
  got
• 10:14
  it.
• 10:14
  It
• 10:15
  didn't
• 10:15
  spread.
• 10:15
  I
• 10:15
  still
• 10:16
  don't
• 10:16
  have
• 10:16
  it.
• 10:16
  And
• 10:16
  obviously
• 10:17
  I
• 10:17
  would
• 10:17
  have
• 10:17
  had
• 10:17
  it
• 10:17
  by
• 10:17
  now.
• 10:18
  So
• 10:18
  it
• 10:18
  all
• 10:18
  worked
• 10:19
  out
• 10:19
  well.
• 10:19
  Everyone's
• 10:20
  healthy
• 10:20
  now.
• 10:20
  We're
• 10:20
  back
• 10:21
  home.
• 10:22
  And
• 10:22
  then
• 10:22
  I
• 10:23
  was
• 10:23
  trying
• 10:23
  to
• 10:24
  think
• 10:24
  of
• 10:24
  a
• 10:25
  fail.
• 10:25
  And
• 10:25
  honestly,
• 10:26
  the
• 10:26
  first
• 10:26
  fail
• 10:26
  that
• 10:27
  came
• 10:27
  to
• 10:27
  my
• 10:27
  mind
• 10:27
  was
• 10:28
  when
• 10:28
  Simon
• 10:28
  and
• 10:28
  I
• 10:28
  were
• 10:29
  in
• 10:29
  Dominican
• 10:30
  Republic.
• 10:31
  The
• 10:31
  first
• 10:32
  two,
• 10:32
  three
• 10:32
  days,
• 10:33
  we
• 10:33
  did,
• 10:33
  like,
• 10:34
  we
• 10:34
  took
• 10:34
  lots
• 10:34
  of
• 10:34
  photos.
• 10:35
  We
• 10:35
  did,
• 10:35
  you
• 10:35
  know,
• 10:35
  touristy
• 10:36
  things,
• 10:36
  and,
• 10:37
  you
• 10:37
  know,
• 10:37
  we're
• 10:37
  documenting
• 10:38
  it.
• 10:38
  And
• 10:38
  then
• 10:38
  towards
• 10:39
  the
• 10:39
  end
• 10:39
  of
• 10:39
  the
• 10:39
  trip,
• 10:40
  we.
• 10:40
  I
• 10:40
  didn't
• 10:40
  take
• 10:40
  any
• 10:40
  photos.
• 10:41
  I
• 10:41
  didn't
• 10:41
  take
• 10:41
  any
• 10:41
  videos.
• 10:42
  I
• 10:42
  just
• 10:42
  kind
• 10:42
  of
• 10:42
  stopped.
• 10:43
  But
• 10:43
  it's
• 10:43
  because
• 10:43
  we
• 10:43
  started
• 10:44
  leaving
• 10:44
  our
• 10:44
  phones
• 10:44
  in
• 10:45
  the.
• 10:45
  In
• 10:46
  the
• 10:46
  room,
• 10:46
  and
• 10:46
  then
• 10:46
  we'd
• 10:47
  go
• 10:47
  out
• 10:47
  to
• 10:47
  dinner
• 10:47
  and
• 10:47
  stuff.
• 10:48
  And
• 10:48
  my
• 10:49
  fail
• 10:49
  was
• 10:49
  honestly
• 10:50
  going
• 10:50
  to
• 10:50
  be
• 10:50
  that.
• 10:50
  My
• 10:50
  favorite
• 10:51
  part,
• 10:51
  I
• 10:51
  think,
• 10:51
  on.
• 10:51
  On
• 10:52
  the
• 10:52
  trip
• 10:52
  was
• 10:53
  that
• 10:53
  we
• 10:53
  went.
• 10:54
  We
• 10:54
  left
• 10:54
  our
• 10:54
  phones
• 10:55
  in
• 10:55
  the
• 10:55
  room,
• 10:55
  and
• 10:55
  then
• 10:55
  we
• 10:55
  walked
• 10:56
  down
• 10:56
  the
• 10:56
  street
• 10:57
  until
• 10:57
  a
• 10:58
  restaurant
• 10:58
  kind
• 10:58
  of,
• 10:59
  you
• 10:59
  know,
• 10:59
  stood
• 10:59
  out
• 11:00
  to
• 11:00
  us,
• 11:00
  which,
• 11:00
  again,
• 11:01
  all
• 11:01
  the
• 11:01
  restaurants
• 11:01
  are
• 11:02
  outside,
• 11:02
  and
• 11:02
  all
• 11:02
  the
• 11:02
  restaurants
• 11:03
  kind
• 11:03
  of
• 11:03
  look
• 11:03
  the
• 11:03
  same,
• 11:03
  but,
• 11:04
  like,
• 11:04
  you
• 11:04
  know,
• 11:04
  serve
• 11:04
  different
• 11:05
  foods.
• 11:05
  And
• 11:06
  so
• 11:06
  one
• 11:06
  stood
• 11:06
  out.
• 11:06
  We
• 11:06
  went
• 11:07
  and
• 11:07
  sat
• 11:07
  down.
• 11:08
  The
• 11:08
  town
• 11:09
  that
• 11:09
  we
• 11:09
  are
• 11:09
  in
• 11:10
  isn't
• 11:10
  very
• 11:11
  intermixed
• 11:12
  with
• 11:12
  English.
• 11:13
  And
• 11:13
  so,
• 11:13
  of
• 11:13
  course,
• 11:14
  this
• 11:14
  place
• 11:14
  that
• 11:15
  we
• 11:15
  picked
• 11:15
  doesn't
• 11:15
  have,
• 11:15
  like,
• 11:16
  a
• 11:16
  menu
• 11:16
  that
• 11:16
  helps
• 11:16
  you,
• 11:17
  like,
• 11:17
  read
• 11:18
  it,
• 11:18
  you
• 11:18
  know,
• 11:18
  because
• 11:19
  it
• 11:19
  was
• 11:19
  only
• 11:19
  in
• 11:20
  Spanish,
• 11:20
  English,
• 11:21
  and.
• 11:21
  And
• 11:21
  we
• 11:22
  didn't
• 11:22
  bring
• 11:22
  our
• 11:23
  phones.
• 11:23
  And
• 11:23
  so
• 11:23
  I
• 11:24
  was
• 11:24
  like,
• 11:25
  I
• 11:25
  guess
• 11:26
  we're
• 11:26
  just
• 11:26
  gonna
• 11:27
  Pick
• 11:27
  something
• 11:27
  off
• 11:27
  the
• 11:28
  menu.
• 11:28
  And
• 11:28
  so
• 11:29
  Simon's,
• 11:29
  of
• 11:29
  course,
• 11:29
  like,
• 11:29
  picking,
• 11:30
  like,
• 11:30
  the
• 11:30
  one,
• 11:30
  you
• 11:30
  know,
• 11:31
  one
• 11:32
  off
• 11:32
  words
• 11:32
  that
• 11:32
  he
• 11:33
  can
• 11:33
  pick.
• 11:33
  He
• 11:33
  goes,
• 11:33
  that's
• 11:33
  what
• 11:34
  I'm
• 11:34
  eating.
• 11:34
  I'm
• 11:34
  eating
• 11:35
  cassada.
• 11:36
  Okay,
• 11:37
  okay.
• 11:38
  And
• 11:38
  then
• 11:38
  I
• 11:38
  was.
• 11:38
  Or
• 11:38
  ask
• 11:39
  the
• 11:39
  waiter,
• 11:39
  like,
• 11:40
  what
• 11:40
  is
• 11:41
  it
• 11:41
  for?
• 11:42
  I
• 11:42
  didn't
• 11:42
  speak
• 11:42
  English.
• 11:43
  So
• 11:43
  again,
• 11:43
  we
• 11:43
  didn't
• 11:43
  speak.
• 11:44
  We
• 11:44
  only.
• 11:45
  We
• 11:45
  don't
• 11:45
  speak
• 11:45
  Spanish.
• 11:46
  And
• 11:46
  so
• 11:46
  again,
• 11:46
  we
• 11:47
  couldn't
• 11:47
  read
• 11:47
  the
• 11:47
  menu
• 11:47
  and
• 11:48
  we
• 11:48
  couldn't
• 11:48
  communicate
• 11:49
  with
• 11:49
  the
• 11:49
  server.
• 11:50
  And
• 11:51
  so
• 11:51
  at
• 11:51
  first
• 11:51
  we
• 11:51
  were
• 11:51
  like,
• 11:52
  well,
• 11:52
  shit,
• 11:52
  next
• 11:52
  time,
• 11:53
  I
• 11:53
  don't
• 11:53
  know
• 11:53
  what
• 11:53
  to
• 11:53
  do.
• 11:53
  And
• 11:54
  you
• 11:54
  know
• 11:54
  what?
• 11:55
  I
• 11:55
  literally
• 11:55
  stared
• 11:56
  at
• 11:56
  the
• 11:56
  men
• 11:57
  and
• 11:57
  I
• 11:57
  picked.
• 11:58
  I
• 11:58
  picked
• 11:59
  a
• 11:59
  whole.
• 12:00
  A
• 12:00
  whole
• 12:02
  entree
• 12:04
  of
• 12:04
  food
• 12:05
  that
• 12:05
  I
• 12:06
  could
• 12:06
  not
• 12:07
  pick
• 12:07
  a
• 12:07
  single
• 12:08
  word
• 12:08
  out
• 12:08
  of.
• 12:09
  And
• 12:09
  I
• 12:09
  was
• 12:09
  like,
• 12:09
  God,
• 12:10
  for
• 12:10
  all
• 12:10
  I
• 12:10
  know,
• 12:10
  I'm
• 12:11
  about
• 12:11
  to
• 12:11
  be
• 12:11
  served,
• 12:11
  like,
• 12:11
  a
• 12:12
  plate
• 12:12
  of
• 12:13
  intestines.
• 12:14
  Right.
• 12:14
  And
• 12:15
  what
• 12:16
  lingua.
• 12:17
  The
• 12:17
  food
• 12:17
  that
• 12:18
  came.
• 12:18
  Right.
• 12:18
  That
• 12:19
  literally
• 12:19
  what
• 12:19
  I
• 12:20
  was
• 12:20
  talking
• 12:20
  like,
• 12:20
  please
• 12:20
  not.
• 12:22
  But
• 12:22
  no,
• 12:22
  what
• 12:22
  I
• 12:22
  ended
• 12:23
  up
• 12:23
  ordering
• 12:23
  was
• 12:24
  this
• 12:25
  shrimp
• 12:25
  in
• 12:25
  a
• 12:26
  garlic
• 12:27
  sauce
• 12:27
  with
• 12:29
  a
• 12:29
  side
• 12:29
  of,
• 12:30
  like,
• 12:30
  mashed
• 12:31
  plantains
• 12:32
  that
• 12:32
  was
• 12:32
  like,
• 12:32
  it
• 12:32
  tastes,
• 12:33
  like,
• 12:33
  yummy.
• 12:34
  Yeah.
• 12:34
  I
• 12:34
  was
• 12:34
  like,
• 12:35
  yeah,
• 12:37
  turned
• 12:38
  out
• 12:38
  good.
• 12:38
  And
• 12:38
  I
• 12:39
  was
• 12:39
  like,
• 12:39
  man,
• 12:39
  that
• 12:39
  was
• 12:39
  so
• 12:39
  cool.
• 12:40
  Like,
• 12:40
  it
• 12:40
  just
• 12:40
  crossed
• 12:41
  them
• 12:41
  off
• 12:42
  the
• 12:42
  menu.
• 12:42
  And
• 12:42
  it
• 12:43
  was
• 12:43
  delicious,
• 12:44
  luckily.
• 12:45
  But
• 12:45
  I
• 12:45
  think
• 12:47
  my
• 12:48
  actual
• 12:48
  fail
• 12:48
  is.
• 12:49
  Last
• 12:49
  week,
• 12:49
  we
• 12:49
  were
• 12:49
  talking
• 12:50
  about
• 12:50
  in
• 12:50
  our
• 12:50
  intro
• 12:51
  how
• 12:51
  I
• 12:51
  had
• 12:51
  a
• 12:51
  big
• 12:51
  test
• 12:52
  coming
• 12:52
  up
• 12:53
  and
• 12:53
  how
• 12:54
  it
• 12:54
  would
• 12:54
  be
• 12:54
  really
• 12:55
  dumb
• 12:55
  if
• 12:55
  I
• 12:55
  failed
• 12:55
  it
• 12:56
  because
• 12:56
  it's
• 12:56
  open
• 12:57
  book
• 12:57
  and
• 12:58
  I
• 12:58
  failed
• 12:59
  it.
• 13:01
  I
• 13:01
  feel
• 13:01
  like
• 13:01
  that's
• 13:02
  my
• 13:02
  fail
• 13:02
  for
• 13:02
  being
• 13:03
  like,
• 13:03
  it's
• 13:03
  open
• 13:03
  book.
• 13:04
  You
• 13:04
  can't
• 13:04
  fail.
• 13:05
  I
• 13:05
  feel
• 13:05
  awful
• 13:06
  for
• 13:06
  saying
• 13:06
  that.
• 13:06
  No,
• 13:07
  I'm
• 13:07
  very
• 13:07
  sorry.
• 13:08
  No.
• 13:08
  Because.
• 13:09
  Right.
• 13:10
  I
• 13:10
  had
• 13:10
  no
• 13:10
  expect.
• 13:11
  I
• 13:11
  did.
• 13:12
  I
• 13:12
  went
• 13:12
  into
• 13:12
  that
• 13:13
  test
• 13:13
  with
• 13:14
  not
• 13:14
  a
• 13:14
  single
• 13:14
  worry
• 13:15
  about
• 13:15
  failing.
• 13:15
  And
• 13:16
  honestly,
• 13:16
  all
• 13:16
  the
• 13:16
  questions
• 13:17
  were
• 13:17
  so,
• 13:18
  like,
• 13:19
  they
• 13:19
  made
• 13:19
  sense
• 13:19
  to
• 13:20
  me
• 13:20
  that
• 13:20
  I.
• 13:20
  I
• 13:21
  mean,
• 13:21
  I
• 13:21
  had,
• 13:21
  like,
• 13:22
  two
• 13:22
  and
• 13:22
  a
• 13:22
  half
• 13:23
  hours
• 13:23
  to
• 13:23
  take
• 13:23
  it,
• 13:24
  and
• 13:24
  I
• 13:25
  did
• 13:25
  it
• 13:25
  in,
• 13:26
  like,
• 13:26
  35
• 13:26
  minutes.
• 13:27
  Oh,
• 13:28
  yeah.
• 13:29
  And
• 13:29
  then
• 13:30
  when
• 13:30
  it
• 13:30
  shows
• 13:30
  you
• 13:30
  which
• 13:30
  ones
• 13:31
  you
• 13:31
  got
• 13:31
  wrong.
• 13:32
  Honestly,
• 13:32
  I
• 13:32
  got
• 13:32
  wrong
• 13:33
  the
• 13:33
  ones
• 13:34
  that
• 13:34
  were
• 13:34
  like,
• 13:34
  pick
• 13:35
  all
• 13:35
  that
• 13:35
  apply,
• 13:36
  and
• 13:37
  then
• 13:37
  maybe
• 13:38
  I
• 13:38
  picked
• 13:38
  two
• 13:39
  instead
• 13:39
  of
• 13:40
  three.
• 13:40
  That
• 13:40
  all,
• 13:40
  you
• 13:41
  know,
• 13:41
  that.
• 13:41
  That
• 13:41
  applied
• 13:41
  or
• 13:42
  something
• 13:42
  tricky.
• 13:43
  Yeah.
• 13:44
  So
• 13:44
  got
• 13:45
  you.
• 13:46
  You
• 13:46
  know,
• 13:46
  I
• 13:47
  could
• 13:47
  have
• 13:47
  taken
• 13:47
  longer.
• 13:48
  I
• 13:49
  could
• 13:49
  have
• 13:49
  actually
• 13:50
  gone
• 13:50
  through
• 13:50
  and.
• 13:51
  Looked
• 13:51
  up
• 13:51
  each
• 13:51
  one
• 13:52
  of
• 13:52
  them
• 13:52
  in
• 13:52
  the
• 13:52
  book.
• 13:53
  Yeah.
• 13:53
  Just
• 13:53
  in
• 13:54
  case.
• 13:54
  But
• 13:55
  I
• 13:55
  mean,
• 13:56
  honestly,
• 13:57
  I
• 13:57
  feel
• 13:57
  like
• 13:57
  with
• 13:58
  the
• 13:58
  ones
• 13:58
  that
• 13:58
  I
• 13:58
  got
• 13:59
  wrong,
• 13:59
  like,
• 14:00
  I
• 14:01
  didn't
• 14:01
  get
• 14:01
  them
• 14:01
  wrong.
• 14:02
  I
• 14:02
  like,
• 14:03
  you
• 14:03
  know,
• 14:03
  selected.
• 14:05
  Right,
• 14:05
  right,
• 14:06
  right.
• 14:06
  You
• 14:06
  just.
• 14:07
  Not
• 14:07
  enough
• 14:07
  of
• 14:07
  them
• 14:08
  didn't.
• 14:09
  Yeah.
• 14:10
  You
• 14:10
  just
• 14:10
  need
• 14:10
  to
• 14:11
  have
• 14:11
  a
• 14:11
  More
• 14:12
  rounded,
• 14:13
  more
• 14:13
  information.
• 14:14
  Yeah.
• 14:15
  So
• 14:16
  I
• 14:16
  failed
• 14:17
  my
• 14:17
  test,
• 14:17
  but
• 14:17
  I'm
• 14:18
  sorry.
• 14:19
  No,
• 14:19
  it's
• 14:19
  fine.
• 14:19
  It
• 14:20
  got
• 14:20
  me
• 14:20
  into
• 14:20
  going
• 14:21
  and
• 14:21
  doing,
• 14:21
  like,
• 14:21
  the
• 14:22
  minor
• 14:22
  test,
• 14:22
  which
• 14:23
  are,
• 14:23
  like,
• 14:24
  learning
• 14:24
  about
• 14:24
  and
• 14:25
  doing,
• 14:25
  like,
• 14:25
  little
• 14:25
  things
• 14:26
  on
• 14:26
  actual
• 14:27
  different
• 14:28
  subjects
• 14:29
  that
• 14:29
  you
• 14:29
  can
• 14:29
  work
• 14:29
  on
• 14:30
  clients
• 14:30
  with,
• 14:30
  and
• 14:31
  that
• 14:31
  has,
• 14:31
  like,
• 14:31
  reignited,
• 14:32
  like,
• 14:33
  the
• 14:33
  interest.
• 14:34
  And
• 14:34
  now
• 14:35
  I'm
• 14:35
  excited
• 14:35
  to
• 14:35
  retake
• 14:36
  the
• 14:36
  test
• 14:36
  after
• 14:36
  doing
• 14:37
  these.
• 14:37
  Cause,
• 14:37
  like,
• 14:37
  it's
• 14:38
  cool.
• 14:39
  Yeah.
• 14:39
  I
• 14:40
  don't
• 14:40
  know
• 14:40
  if
• 14:41
  I
• 14:41
  think
• 14:41
  we
• 14:41
  were
• 14:41
  talking
• 14:42
  about
• 14:42
  it
• 14:42
  earlier
• 14:42
  and
• 14:43
  maybe.
• 14:44
  So
• 14:44
  cut
• 14:44
  this
• 14:44
  if
• 14:45
  you're
• 14:45
  leaving
• 14:45
  that.
• 14:46
  But
• 14:46
  what
• 14:47
  was
• 14:47
  really
• 14:47
  interesting
• 14:48
  is
• 14:48
  you
• 14:49
  said
• 14:49
  something
• 14:49
  about,
• 14:49
  like.
• 14:50
  Oh,
• 14:50
  yeah.
• 14:51
  So
• 14:52
  then
• 14:52
  the
• 14:52
  minor
• 14:53
  test,
• 14:53
  you
• 14:53
  kind
• 14:53
  of
• 14:54
  have
• 14:54
  to
• 14:54
  know,
• 14:54
  like,
• 14:54
  there's
• 14:55
  one
• 14:55
  about
• 14:56
  addiction
• 14:56
  and
• 14:56
  one
• 14:57
  about,
• 14:57
  like,
• 14:57
  weight
• 14:57
  loss
• 14:58
  and
• 14:58
  one
• 14:58
  about,
• 14:58
  I
• 14:58
  don't
• 14:59
  know,
• 14:59
  mental
• 14:59
  health,
• 15:00
  all
• 15:00
  these
• 15:00
  things.
• 15:00
  But
• 15:01
  you're
• 15:01
  like.
• 15:01
  But
• 15:01
  then
• 15:01
  you
• 15:01
  have
• 15:01
  to
• 15:02
  go
• 15:02
  back
• 15:02
  in
• 15:02
  and
• 15:02
  learn
• 15:03
  the
• 15:03
  why.
• 15:03
  Like,
• 15:04
  why
• 15:04
  is
• 15:04
  this
• 15:04
  important?
• 15:04
  And
• 15:05
  it's,
• 15:05
  like,
• 15:05
  reigniting
• 15:06
  your
• 15:06
  excitement,
• 15:07
  which
• 15:08
  I
• 15:08
  thought
• 15:09
  was
• 15:09
  really
• 15:09
  cool.
• 15:10
  Yeah.
• 15:11
  Yeah.
• 15:11
  Because
• 15:12
  getting,
• 15:12
  like,
• 15:13
  it's
• 15:13
  kind
• 15:13
  of
• 15:14
  like
• 15:14
  in
• 15:14
  school.
• 15:15
  Like,
• 15:15
  when
• 15:16
  you're
• 15:16
  in
• 15:16
  school
• 15:16
  and
• 15:17
  you
• 15:17
  have
• 15:17
  to.
• 15:18
  You
• 15:18
  have
• 15:19
  to
• 15:19
  sit
• 15:19
  there
• 15:19
  through
• 15:20
  math
• 15:20
  that
• 15:20
  you're
• 15:21
  never
• 15:21
  going
• 15:21
  to
• 15:21
  use
• 15:21
  again
• 15:22
  and,
• 15:22
  you
• 15:22
  know,
• 15:22
  science
• 15:23
  that
• 15:23
  you're
• 15:23
  probably
• 15:24
  never
• 15:24
  gonna
• 15:24
  really
• 15:25
  use
• 15:25
  again.
• 15:26
  Like,
• 15:26
  it's
• 15:26
  just
• 15:27
  blah.
• 15:27
  And,
• 15:28
  you
• 15:28
  know,
• 15:28
  they're
• 15:29
  like,
• 15:29
  why
• 15:29
  are
• 15:29
  we
• 15:30
  doing
• 15:30
  that?
• 15:30
  There's
• 15:30
  not
• 15:31
  really
• 15:31
  a
• 15:31
  while.
• 15:31
  Or
• 15:32
  then
• 15:32
  you
• 15:32
  have
• 15:32
  to.
• 15:32
  And
• 15:33
  so
• 15:33
  it's
• 15:33
  kind
• 15:33
  of
• 15:33
  like
• 15:33
  that,
• 15:34
  like,
• 15:34
  with
• 15:34
  this
• 15:34
  kind
• 15:34
  of
• 15:35
  school,
• 15:35
  it's
• 15:35
  like,
• 15:36
  there's
• 15:37
  a
• 15:37
  lot
• 15:37
  of
• 15:37
  background
• 15:38
  stuff,
• 15:38
  and
• 15:38
  it's.
• 15:38
  You
• 15:39
  want
• 15:39
  to
• 15:39
  be
• 15:39
  like,
• 15:39
  why
• 15:39
  do
• 15:39
  I
• 15:40
  have
• 15:40
  to
• 15:40
  learn
• 15:40
  that?
• 15:41
  But
• 15:41
  then
• 15:42
  obviously
• 15:43
  you
• 15:43
  need
• 15:43
  to
• 15:43
  get
• 15:44
  the
• 15:44
  whole.
• 15:44
  Applicable.
• 15:45
  Yeah.
• 15:46
  And
• 15:46
  then
• 15:46
  once
• 15:46
  you
• 15:46
  get
• 15:46
  the,
• 15:47
  like
• 15:48
  into
• 15:48
  specific
• 15:49
  pieces,
• 15:49
  it's
• 15:50
  like,
• 15:50
  that's
• 15:51
  the
• 15:51
  why.
• 15:51
  Because
• 15:52
  now
• 15:52
  I
• 15:52
  know,
• 15:52
  like,
• 15:53
  the
• 15:53
  ins
• 15:53
  and
• 15:53
  outs
• 15:54
  of
• 15:54
  that
• 15:54
  topic.
• 15:55
  And
• 15:55
  it'll
• 15:55
  help.
• 15:56
  Yeah.
• 15:56
  With
• 15:57
  other
• 15:57
  people.
• 15:58
  So.
• 15:59
  Yeah.
• 15:59
  That's
• 15:59
  amazing.
• 16:02
  I
• 16:02
  love
• 16:02
  it.
• 16:02
  You
• 16:03
  had
• 16:03
  a
• 16:03
  very
• 16:03
  full
• 16:04
  and
• 16:04
  busy
• 16:04
  three
• 16:04
  weeks.
• 16:05
  Yeah.
• 16:05
  That
• 16:06
  was
• 16:06
  a
• 16:06
  lot
• 16:06
  of
• 16:06
  talking.
• 16:06
  Now
• 16:07
  I
• 16:07
  might
• 16:07
  lose
• 16:07
  my
• 16:07
  voice.
• 16:08
  I'm
• 16:08
  just
• 16:08
  kidding.
• 16:11
  Well,
• 16:11
  go
• 16:11
  rest
• 16:11
  up.
• 16:14
  Did
• 16:14
  you.
• 16:16
  I
• 16:16
  was
• 16:16
  gonna
• 16:16
  share
• 16:17
  something
• 16:17
  just
• 16:17
  dumb
• 16:17
  that
• 16:18
  happened.
• 16:18
  I
• 16:18
  don't
• 16:19
  know
• 16:19
  if
• 16:19
  it's
• 16:19
  a
• 16:19
  fail
• 16:20
  or
• 16:20
  a
• 16:20
  success
• 16:21
  or
• 16:21
  anything,
• 16:21
  except
• 16:22
  for
• 16:22
  that
• 16:22
  this
• 16:22
  happened
• 16:23
  to
• 16:23
  me
• 16:23
  and
• 16:24
  I
• 16:24
  forgot
• 16:24
  about
• 16:24
  it.
• 16:25
  But
• 16:25
  I
• 16:25
  wrote
• 16:25
  it
• 16:25
  down.
• 16:25
  So
• 16:26
  that's
• 16:26
  the
• 16:26
  success.
• 16:27
  It
• 16:27
  is
• 16:27
  the
• 16:27
  success.
• 16:28
  I
• 16:28
  was
• 16:28
  so
• 16:28
  proud
• 16:29
  of
• 16:29
  you.
• 16:29
  Yeah,
• 16:30
  that's
• 16:30
  right.
• 16:30
  So
• 16:30
  that's
• 16:31
  a
• 16:31
  success.
• 16:31
  Because
• 16:32
  I
• 16:32
  remember
• 16:32
  I
• 16:32
  was
• 16:32
  like.
• 16:33
  When
• 16:33
  that
• 16:33
  happened,
• 16:33
  I
• 16:33
  was
• 16:33
  like,
• 16:33
  I
• 16:33
  got
• 16:34
  to
• 16:34
  tell.
• 16:34
  I
• 16:34
  got
• 16:34
  to
• 16:34
  tell
• 16:35
  the
• 16:35
  people
• 16:35
  on
• 16:35
  the
• 16:35
  pod
• 16:35
  this.
• 16:37
  So
• 16:37
  Like,
• 16:37
  I
• 16:37
  was
• 16:38
  at
• 16:38
  the
• 16:38
  Duns
• 16:39
  because
• 16:39
  I
• 16:40
  was
• 16:40
  cleaning
• 16:40
  out
• 16:40
  the.
• 16:41
  The
• 16:41
  shop.
• 16:41
  Oh,
• 16:41
  that's
• 16:42
  right.
• 16:42
  You
• 16:42
  mentioned
• 16:42
  that
• 16:42
  you
• 16:42
  had
• 16:43
  to
• 16:43
  do
• 16:43
  that.
• 16:43
  Yeah,
• 16:44
  because,
• 16:44
  well,
• 16:45
  after
• 16:45
  the
• 16:45
  divorce,
• 16:46
  like,
• 16:46
  everything
• 16:46
  came
• 16:47
  here
• 16:47
  and
• 16:47
  just
• 16:47
  got
• 16:47
  piled
• 16:48
  in
• 16:48
  the
• 16:48
  back.
• 16:48
  And
• 16:48
  it's
• 16:48
  like
• 16:48
  I
• 16:49
  had
• 16:49
  to
• 16:49
  go
• 16:49
  through
• 16:49
  a
• 16:49
  bunch
• 16:49
  of
• 16:50
  crap.
• 16:51
  And
• 16:51
  so
• 16:51
  I
• 16:51
  made
• 16:51
  a
• 16:52
  dump.
• 16:52
  I
• 16:52
  made
• 16:52
  two
• 16:52
  dump
• 16:52
  runs,
• 16:53
  actually,
• 16:53
  and
• 16:53
  I'm
• 16:53
  going
• 16:53
  to
• 16:53
  make
• 16:53
  one
• 16:54
  more.
• 16:54
  But
• 16:54
  the
• 16:55
  point
• 16:55
  is,
• 16:55
  I
• 16:55
  went
• 16:55
  to
• 16:56
  the
• 16:56
  dump.
• 16:57
  They.
• 16:58
  When
• 16:58
  you
• 16:58
  get
• 16:59
  there,
• 17:00
  it's
• 17:00
  like
• 17:00
  a
• 17:00
  big
• 17:00
  warehouse.
• 17:01
  It's
• 17:01
  not
• 17:02
  a
• 17:02
  normal
• 17:02
  dump
• 17:02
  that
• 17:02
  I'm
• 17:02
  used
• 17:03
  to.
• 17:03
  It
• 17:03
  was
• 17:03
  like
• 17:03
  a
• 17:03
  warehouse
• 17:04
  that
• 17:04
  you
• 17:04
  just,
• 17:04
  like,
• 17:04
  back
• 17:05
  your
• 17:05
  truck
• 17:05
  into.
• 17:06
  You
• 17:06
  throw
• 17:06
  everything
• 17:06
  on
• 17:07
  the
• 17:07
  ground,
• 17:07
  and
• 17:07
  then
• 17:07
  a
• 17:07
  bulldozer
• 17:08
  comes
• 17:08
  and
• 17:08
  takes
• 17:08
  it
• 17:08
  and
• 17:08
  pushes
• 17:09
  it
• 17:09
  wherever
• 17:10
  it
• 17:10
  goes.
• 17:11
  So
• 17:12
  before
• 17:13
  you
• 17:13
  back
• 17:13
  in,
• 17:14
  though,
• 17:14
  they
• 17:14
  want
• 17:14
  you
• 17:14
  to
• 17:14
  park
• 17:15
  in,
• 17:15
  like,
• 17:15
  a
• 17:15
  slot
• 17:16
  and
• 17:16
  wait.
• 17:16
  And
• 17:16
  the
• 17:16
  slots
• 17:17
  are
• 17:17
  numbered
• 17:17
  one
• 17:17
  through
• 17:18
  five.
• 17:18
  And
• 17:19
  so
• 17:19
  they're
• 17:19
  like,
• 17:19
  go
• 17:20
  park
• 17:20
  in
• 17:20
  number
• 17:20
  one.
• 17:21
  And
• 17:21
  I
• 17:21
  was
• 17:21
  like,
• 17:21
  okay.
• 17:22
  And
• 17:22
  then
• 17:23
  the
• 17:23
  guy.
• 17:23
  Then
• 17:24
  there's
• 17:24
  a
• 17:24
  guy
• 17:24
  that
• 17:25
  comes
• 17:25
  up
• 17:25
  to
• 17:25
  you,
• 17:25
  and
• 17:25
  he's
• 17:26
  like,
• 17:26
  telling
• 17:26
  me,
• 17:27
  like,
• 17:27
  to
• 17:28
  back
• 17:28
  my
• 17:28
  truck
• 17:28
  up
• 17:29
  to
• 17:29
  number
• 17:29
  five.
• 17:30
  And
• 17:30
  I
• 17:30
  don't
• 17:31
  know
• 17:31
  what
• 17:31
  that
• 17:31
  means
• 17:31
  because
• 17:32
  there's
• 17:32
  no,
• 17:33
  like,
• 17:33
  slot
• 17:34
  numbers
• 17:34
  behind
• 17:35
  me
• 17:35
  in
• 17:35
  the
• 17:35
  warehouse.
• 17:36
  And
• 17:37
  so
• 17:37
  I'm
• 17:37
  like,
• 17:37
  where
• 17:37
  do
• 17:37
  you
• 17:38
  want
• 17:38
  me
• 17:38
  to
• 17:38
  back
• 17:38
  up
• 17:38
  to?
• 17:39
  I
• 17:39
  was
• 17:39
  just
• 17:39
  like,
• 17:39
  can
• 17:39
  you
• 17:39
  be
• 17:40
  a
• 17:40
  little
• 17:40
  more
• 17:40
  clear?
• 17:41
  And
• 17:41
  he
• 17:42
  goes,
• 17:42
  do
• 17:42
  you
• 17:42
  even
• 17:43
  know
• 17:43
  how
• 17:43
  to
• 17:43
  back
• 17:43
  this
• 17:44
  up?
• 17:44
  This
• 17:45
  thing
• 17:45
  up?
• 17:45
  Because
• 17:45
  it
• 17:45
  was
• 17:46
  a
• 17:46
  truck
• 17:46
  and
• 17:46
  I'm
• 17:46
  a
• 17:47
  girl
• 17:47
  and
• 17:48
  he
• 17:48
  was
• 17:48
  trying
• 17:49
  to
• 17:49
  flirt
• 17:49
  with
• 17:49
  me.
• 17:50
  And
• 17:51
  you
• 17:51
  know
• 17:52
  how
• 17:52
  those
• 17:52
  guys
• 17:53
  that
• 17:53
  are
• 17:53
  just,
• 17:53
  like,
• 17:54
  super,
• 17:54
  like.
• 17:57
  How
• 17:57
  can
• 17:57
  I
• 17:57
  say
• 17:57
  this?
• 17:58
  Not
• 17:58
  mean,
• 17:59
  like.
• 17:59
  Eric,
• 18:00
  he's
• 18:00
  just
• 18:01
  trashy.
• 18:01
  Okay?
• 18:01
  He's
• 18:02
  trashy.
• 18:02
  I'm
• 18:02
  just
• 18:02
  going
• 18:02
  to
• 18:02
  say
• 18:03
  it.
• 18:03
  Mean,
• 18:03
  like,
• 18:04
  and.
• 18:04
  But
• 18:05
  trashy
• 18:05
  by,
• 18:06
  like,
• 18:06
  appearance?
• 18:06
  Or
• 18:06
  like,
• 18:07
  trashy
• 18:07
  by,
• 18:07
  like,
• 18:08
  his.
• 18:08
  The
• 18:08
  way
• 18:09
  he
• 18:09
  talks
• 18:09
  to
• 18:09
  you.
• 18:10
  The
• 18:10
  way
• 18:10
  his
• 18:11
  appearance.
• 18:11
  Yes.
• 18:12
  Like,
• 18:13
  uneducated
• 18:14
  and
• 18:15
  ignorant
• 18:16
  and
• 18:17
  doesn't
• 18:17
  seem
• 18:18
  redneck.
• 18:19
  Yes,
• 18:20
  we
• 18:20
  are.
• 18:21
  I
• 18:22
  just
• 18:22
  didn't
• 18:22
  want
• 18:22
  to
• 18:23
  say
• 18:23
  it.
• 18:23
  But
• 18:23
  you
• 18:24
  know
• 18:24
  what?
• 18:25
  There's
• 18:25
  plenty
• 18:25
  of
• 18:25
  rednecks
• 18:26
  who.
• 18:27
  Well,
• 18:27
  anyway,
• 18:27
  it
• 18:28
  doesn't
• 18:28
  matter.
• 18:28
  It
• 18:28
  doesn't
• 18:29
  matter.
• 18:29
  He
• 18:29
  was
• 18:29
  just
• 18:30
  very
• 18:30
  not.
• 18:32
  I
• 18:32
  didn't
• 18:32
  like
• 18:32
  him
• 18:33
  at
• 18:33
  all.
• 18:33
  Joe
• 18:34
  type.
• 18:34
  No.
• 18:35
  And
• 18:35
  then
• 18:35
  he
• 18:35
  came
• 18:35
  up
• 18:36
  to
• 18:36
  me
• 18:36
  and
• 18:36
  goes,
• 18:36
  do
• 18:36
  you
• 18:36
  even
• 18:37
  know
• 18:37
  how
• 18:37
  to
• 18:37
  drive
• 18:37
  this
• 18:37
  thing,
• 18:38
  little
• 18:38
  lady?
• 18:38
  Kind
• 18:38
  of
• 18:39
  like
• 18:39
  that.
• 18:39
  And
• 18:39
  I
• 18:39
  was
• 18:39
  just.
• 18:40
  He
• 18:40
  didn't
• 18:40
  say
• 18:40
  little
• 18:40
  lady,
• 18:41
  but
• 18:41
  it
• 18:41
  was
• 18:41
  just
• 18:41
  like
• 18:41
  that.
• 18:42
  Like
• 18:43
  that.
• 18:43
  And
• 18:43
  I
• 18:43
  was
• 18:44
  like.
• 18:44
  I
• 18:44
  ignored
• 18:45
  him.
• 18:45
  I
• 18:46
  didn't
• 18:46
  even
• 18:46
  answer
• 18:46
  because
• 18:47
  I
• 18:47
  don't
• 18:47
  owe
• 18:47
  him
• 18:48
  any
• 18:48
  answers.
• 18:48
  And
• 18:48
  of
• 18:49
  course
• 18:49
  I
• 18:49
  can
• 18:49
  drive
• 18:49
  it.
• 18:49
  I'M
• 18:50
  in
• 18:50
  the
• 18:50
  car.
• 18:51
  And
• 18:51
  he
• 18:52
  goes.
• 18:53
  I
• 18:53
  said,
• 18:53
  where
• 18:53
  do
• 18:53
  you
• 18:54
  want
• 18:54
  me
• 18:54
  to
• 18:54
  back
• 18:54
  up
• 18:54
  to?
• 18:55
  And
• 18:55
  he's
• 18:55
  just
• 18:55
  like,
• 18:56
  well,
• 18:56
  do
• 18:57
  you
• 18:57
  even
• 18:57
  know
• 18:57
  how
• 18:57
  to
• 18:57
  back
• 18:58
  it
• 18:58
  up?
• 18:58
  And
• 18:58
  I
• 18:59
  said,
• 19:00
  where
• 19:00
  am
• 19:00
  I
• 19:00
  backing
• 19:01
  up
• 19:01
  to?
• 19:02
  And
• 19:02
  he's
• 19:02
  like,
• 19:03
  I'll
• 19:03
  just
• 19:04
  show
• 19:04
  you.
• 19:04
  And
• 19:04
  he
• 19:04
  starts
• 19:05
  walking
• 19:05
  next
• 19:05
  to
• 19:05
  the
• 19:06
  car
• 19:06
  while
• 19:06
  my
• 19:06
  window's
• 19:07
  down.
• 19:07
  And
• 19:08
  then
• 19:08
  he's,
• 19:08
  like,
• 19:08
  pretending
• 19:09
  that
• 19:09
  I'm
• 19:09
  going
• 19:09
  to
• 19:09
  run
• 19:09
  over
• 19:10
  him.
• 19:11
  And
• 19:12
  he.
• 19:12
  He.
• 19:13
  I
• 19:13
  was
• 19:13
  like,
• 19:13
  oh,
• 19:13
  my
• 19:14
  gosh.
• 19:15
  I
• 19:15
  yelled
• 19:15
  at
• 19:15
  him.
• 19:15
  And
• 19:16
  I
• 19:16
  said,
• 19:16
  you
• 19:16
  are
• 19:16
  so
• 19:16
  annoying.
• 19:22
  Because
• 19:22
  he
• 19:22
  wouldn't
• 19:22
  just
• 19:23
  tell
• 19:23
  me
• 19:23
  where
• 19:23
  to
• 19:23
  go.
• 19:24
  He's
• 19:25
  like,
• 19:25
  walking
• 19:25
  next
• 19:25
  to
• 19:26
  my
• 19:26
  car.
• 19:26
  As
• 19:26
  it's
• 19:27
  moving
• 19:27
  and
• 19:27
  being
• 19:27
  like,
• 19:28
  a.
• 19:28
  Little
• 19:28
  more
• 19:28
  this
• 19:28
  way,
• 19:29
  a
• 19:29
  little
• 19:29
  more
• 19:29
  this
• 19:29
  way.
• 19:29
  Oh,
• 19:29
  you
• 19:29
  ran
• 19:30
  over
• 19:30
  me.
• 19:30
  And
• 19:31
  I'm
• 19:31
  just
• 19:31
  like.
• 19:32
  So
• 19:32
  I
• 19:32
  yelled
• 19:32
  like,
• 19:33
  oh,
• 19:33
  my
• 19:33
  gosh,
• 19:33
  you
• 19:33
  are.
• 19:33
  So
• 19:33
  he
• 19:34
  goes,
• 19:34
  what
• 19:34
  did
• 19:34
  I
• 19:34
  do?
• 19:35
  And
• 19:36
  I
• 19:36
  was
• 19:36
  like,
• 19:36
  just
• 19:37
  tell
• 19:37
  me
• 19:37
  where
• 19:37
  to
• 19:37
  go.
• 19:39
  And
• 19:39
  he's
• 19:39
  like,
• 19:39
  okay.
• 19:40
  So
• 19:40
  he,
• 19:41
  like,
• 19:41
  points
• 19:41
  me
• 19:41
  where
• 19:41
  to
• 19:41
  go.
• 19:42
  And
• 19:42
  then
• 19:42
  I
• 19:42
  guess
• 19:43
  the
• 19:43
  success
• 19:43
  out
• 19:43
  of
• 19:44
  all
• 19:44
  that
• 19:44
  is
• 19:44
  he
• 19:45
  helped
• 19:46
  me
• 19:46
  unload
• 19:46
  the
• 19:46
  truck
• 19:46
  when
• 19:47
  that's
• 19:47
  not
• 19:47
  their
• 19:47
  job.
• 19:50
  He
• 19:50
  was
• 19:50
  like,
• 19:50
  oh,
• 19:51
  I
• 19:51
  don't.
• 19:51
  I
• 19:51
  don't
• 19:52
  fucked
• 19:52
  up
• 19:52
  bad.
• 19:53
  Yeah.
• 19:54
  And
• 19:54
  then
• 19:54
  I
• 19:54
  was
• 19:55
  like.
• 19:55
  And
• 19:55
  he's
• 19:56
  like,
• 19:56
  well,
• 19:56
  what?
• 19:56
  And
• 19:56
  he
• 19:56
  asked
• 19:56
  me
• 19:57
  again,
• 19:57
  well,
• 19:57
  what
• 19:57
  did
• 19:57
  I
• 19:58
  do?
• 19:58
  I
• 19:58
  was
• 19:58
  like,
• 19:59
  you
• 19:59
  were
• 19:59
  just
• 20:00
  like,
• 20:00
  you
• 20:01
  wouldn't
• 20:01
  just
• 20:01
  tell
• 20:01
  me
• 20:01
  where
• 20:02
  to
• 20:02
  go.
• 20:02
  And
• 20:03
  I
• 20:03
  was.
• 20:04
  Acted
• 20:04
  like
• 20:04
  I
• 20:04
  didn't
• 20:05
  know
• 20:05
  how
• 20:05
  to.
• 20:05
  Frustrated.
• 20:05
  You're
• 20:05
  acting
• 20:06
  like
• 20:06
  I
• 20:06
  didn't
• 20:06
  know
• 20:06
  how
• 20:06
  to
• 20:06
  do
• 20:06
  anything.
• 20:07
  He's
• 20:07
  like,
• 20:08
  oh.
• 20:09
  And
• 20:09
  so
• 20:09
  I
• 20:10
  guess,
• 20:10
  like,
• 20:10
  in
• 20:10
  the
• 20:10
  end,
• 20:10
  maybe
• 20:11
  it
• 20:11
  was
• 20:11
  good
• 20:11
  because,
• 20:11
  like,
• 20:12
  I
• 20:12
  could
• 20:12
  tell
• 20:12
  him.
• 20:13
  Yeah,
• 20:14
  he
• 20:14
  did
• 20:14
  give
• 20:14
  you
• 20:14
  the
• 20:14
  opportunity
• 20:15
  to,
• 20:16
  like.
• 20:16
  Yeah.
• 20:17
  Because
• 20:17
  usually
• 20:17
  people
• 20:17
  will
• 20:18
  be
• 20:18
  like,
• 20:18
  what
• 20:18
  a.
• 20:19
  And
• 20:19
  then,
• 20:19
  like,
• 20:19
  walk
• 20:19
  off.
• 20:20
  You
• 20:20
  know
• 20:20
  what?
• 20:20
  You're
• 20:21
  right.
• 20:21
  So
• 20:21
  I
• 20:21
  take
• 20:21
  back
• 20:22
  the
• 20:22
  part
• 20:22
  about.
• 20:22
  Because
• 20:23
  I
• 20:23
  said
• 20:23
  he
• 20:23
  was
• 20:23
  uneducated,
• 20:24
  and
• 20:24
  he
• 20:24
  seemed
• 20:24
  like
• 20:25
  he
• 20:25
  didn't
• 20:25
  want
• 20:25
  to
• 20:25
  be
• 20:25
  educated.
• 20:26
  I
• 20:26
  take
• 20:26
  it
• 20:26
  back.
• 20:27
  He
• 20:27
  did
• 20:27
  let
• 20:27
  me
• 20:28
  say
• 20:28
  how
• 20:29
  I
• 20:29
  felt.
• 20:29
  And
• 20:30
  he.
• 20:31
  And
• 20:32
  he
• 20:32
  kind
• 20:33
  of
• 20:33
  listened
• 20:33
  when
• 20:33
  he
• 20:33
  could
• 20:34
  have
• 20:34
  been
• 20:34
  mad
• 20:34
  at
• 20:34
  me
• 20:34
  for
• 20:34
  yelling
• 20:35
  at
• 20:35
  him.
• 20:36
  But,
• 20:37
  yeah,
• 20:38
  I
• 20:38
  actually
• 20:38
  think
• 20:38
  that's
• 20:39
  really
• 20:39
  cool
• 20:39
  because,
• 20:41
  yeah,
• 20:42
  I'm
• 20:42
  not
• 20:42
  proud
• 20:43
  that.
• 20:43
  I,
• 20:43
  like,
• 20:43
  yelled
• 20:43
  at
• 20:44
  him.
• 20:44
  It
• 20:44
  was
• 20:44
  funny.
• 20:45
  And
• 20:45
  he
• 20:45
  was
• 20:45
  like,
• 20:46
  he
• 20:46
  did
• 20:46
  laugh.
• 20:46
  And
• 20:46
  then
• 20:46
  he
• 20:46
  goes,
• 20:47
  what
• 20:47
  did
• 20:47
  I
• 20:47
  do?
• 20:47
  Because
• 20:48
  he
• 20:48
  knew
• 20:48
  he
• 20:48
  was
• 20:48
  being
• 20:49
  annoying.
• 20:49
  He
• 20:49
  knew
• 20:49
  it.
• 20:50
  It's
• 20:50
  like
• 20:50
  those
• 20:51
  people
• 20:51
  who
• 20:51
  are,
• 20:52
  like,
• 20:52
  just
• 20:52
  picking
• 20:52
  on
• 20:53
  the
• 20:53
  girl
• 20:54
  trying
• 20:54
  to
• 20:54
  get
• 20:54
  him.
• 20:54
  And
• 20:54
  so,
• 20:55
  yeah,
• 20:55
  he
• 20:55
  helped
• 20:55
  me
• 20:55
  unload
• 20:56
  the
• 20:56
  truck,
• 20:56
  and
• 20:56
  then
• 20:56
  he,
• 20:56
  like,
• 20:57
  wouldn't
• 20:58
  stop
• 20:58
  talking
• 20:58
  to
• 20:58
  me,
• 20:58
  and
• 20:59
  he
• 20:59
  wanted
• 20:59
  to
• 20:59
  say
• 20:59
  hi
• 21:00
  To
• 21:00
  Oliver.
• 21:00
  And.
• 21:01
  And
• 21:01
  so,
• 21:01
  like,
• 21:02
  in
• 21:02
  the
• 21:02
  end,
• 21:02
  it
• 21:02
  was
• 21:02
  like,
• 21:03
  I
• 21:03
  just
• 21:03
  wanted
• 21:03
  to
• 21:03
  get
• 21:04
  out
• 21:04
  of
• 21:04
  there,
• 21:04
  but
• 21:04
  at
• 21:04
  the
• 21:04
  same
• 21:05
  time,
• 21:06
  he
• 21:06
  changed
• 21:06
  its
• 21:06
  tune
• 21:06
  anyway.
• 21:07
  Yeah,
• 21:07
  to
• 21:07
  me,
• 21:07
  I
• 21:08
  guess
• 21:08
  so.
• 21:09
  And
• 21:10
  I
• 21:10
  guess
• 21:10
  I
• 21:10
  have
• 21:10
  to
• 21:11
  kind
• 21:11
  of
• 21:11
  take
• 21:11
  it
• 21:11
  back
• 21:11
  and
• 21:12
  be
• 21:13
  like,
• 21:13
  okay,
• 21:14
  he
• 21:14
  wasn't
• 21:15
  completely
• 21:15
  bad
• 21:15
  in
• 21:15
  the
• 21:16
  end.
• 21:16
  He
• 21:16
  was
• 21:16
  just
• 21:16
  doesn't
• 21:17
  know
• 21:17
  how
• 21:17
  to
• 21:17
  talk
• 21:17
  to
• 21:17
  girls,
• 21:18
  I
• 21:18
  guess.
• 21:19
  I
• 21:19
  mean,
• 21:19
  would
• 21:19
  you
• 21:19
  have
• 21:19
  changed
• 21:20
  since
• 21:20
  he
• 21:20
  did
• 21:21
  let
• 21:21
  you,
• 21:21
  like,
• 21:22
  explain?
• 21:22
  Would
• 21:22
  you
• 21:22
  have
• 21:22
  changed
• 21:23
  how
• 21:23
  you
• 21:23
  handled
• 21:24
  it
• 21:24
  or,
• 21:25
  like.
• 21:25
  Yeah,
• 21:25
  probably
• 21:26
  that
• 21:26
  was
• 21:26
  the
• 21:27
  way.
• 21:28
  Well,
• 21:29
  maybe
• 21:29
  for
• 21:29
  him,
• 21:30
  that
• 21:30
  was
• 21:30
  the
• 21:30
  way
• 21:30
  because
• 21:30
  he
• 21:31
  was
• 21:31
  being
• 21:31
  so,
• 21:31
  like.
• 21:33
  Ignoring.
• 21:35
  He
• 21:35
  was
• 21:35
  being
• 21:35
  over
• 21:36
  the
• 21:36
  top
• 21:36
  about,
• 21:36
  like,
• 21:38
  trying
• 21:38
  to
• 21:38
  be
• 21:38
  funny,
• 21:39
  but
• 21:39
  it
• 21:39
  wasn't
• 21:39
  funny.
• 21:40
  Like,
• 21:40
  it
• 21:40
  wasn't
• 21:41
  funny.
• 21:46
  So
• 21:46
  I
• 21:46
  think
• 21:46
  I
• 21:46
  probably
• 21:47
  would
• 21:47
  have
• 21:47
  done
• 21:47
  it.
• 21:47
  I
• 21:47
  didn't
• 21:47
  yell
• 21:48
  at
• 21:48
  him,
• 21:48
  but
• 21:48
  I
• 21:48
  just,
• 21:48
  like,
• 21:49
  said
• 21:49
  it
• 21:49
  very
• 21:49
  loud
• 21:50
  and
• 21:50
  exasperated,
• 21:50
  like,
• 21:51
  oh,
• 21:51
  my
• 21:51
  gosh,
• 21:52
  you
• 21:53
  are
• 21:53
  so
• 21:53
  annoying.
• 21:54
  And
• 21:55
  I
• 21:55
  just.
• 21:55
  I
• 21:56
  put
• 21:56
  my
• 21:56
  phone
• 21:56
  on
• 21:56
  the
• 21:56
  break
• 21:56
  and
• 21:57
  said
• 21:57
  that.
• 21:57
  And
• 21:57
  he
• 21:57
  just
• 21:58
  goes,
• 21:59
  I've
• 22:00
  never
• 22:00
  seen.
• 22:00
  You
• 22:00
  get
• 22:00
  to
• 22:01
  that
• 22:01
  point.
• 22:01
  You
• 22:02
  haven't?
• 22:03
  I
• 22:04
  think
• 22:04
  I.
• 22:05
  Yeah,
• 22:05
  I
• 22:05
  was
• 22:06
  at
• 22:06
  that
• 22:06
  point.
• 22:07
  That
• 22:07
  is
• 22:07
  so
• 22:08
  funny.
• 22:09
  I
• 22:09
  love
• 22:09
  it.
• 22:10
  Yeah.
• 22:11
  So
• 22:11
  anyway,
• 22:11
  that
• 22:11
  was
• 22:12
  a
• 22:12
  long
• 22:12
  story,
• 22:12
  and
• 22:12
  it
• 22:12
  did
• 22:12
  not
• 22:13
  need
• 22:13
  me
• 22:13
  to
• 22:13
  be
• 22:13
  that
• 22:13
  long.
• 22:15
  No.
• 22:15
  But
• 22:15
  it
• 22:16
  happened.
• 22:16
  Yeah.
• 22:16
  No,
• 22:17
  I
• 22:17
  think
• 22:17
  it's
• 22:17
  funny.
• 22:19
  Yeah.
• 22:19
  We
• 22:20
  all
• 22:20
  get
• 22:20
  to
• 22:20
  that
• 22:20
  point.
• 22:20
  Like,
• 22:21
  we're.
• 22:21
  We're
• 22:21
  in
• 22:21
  a
• 22:22
  situation
• 22:22
  and
• 22:22
  sometimes
• 22:23
  it
• 22:23
  just
• 22:23
  slips.
• 22:23
  Like,
• 22:24
  oh,
• 22:24
  my
• 22:24
  God.
• 22:24
  And
• 22:24
  just
• 22:25
  to
• 22:25
  hug.
• 22:25
  Get
• 22:25
  out
• 22:25
  of
• 22:26
  the
• 22:26
  way,
• 22:26
  like,
• 22:26
  Jesus
• 22:27
  Christ.
• 22:27
  Like.
• 22:28
  Yeah,
• 22:28
  I
• 22:28
  think
• 22:29
  we
• 22:29
  all
• 22:29
  get
• 22:29
  to
• 22:29
  that
• 22:29
  point
• 22:30
  at
• 22:30
  some
• 22:30
  point.
• 22:30
  So,
• 22:31
  yeah,
• 22:33
  you
• 22:33
  know,
• 22:33
  I.
• 22:33
  I
• 22:34
  guess,
• 22:34
  you
• 22:34
  know,
• 22:34
  the
• 22:35
  fail
• 22:35
  is,
• 22:35
  is
• 22:35
  that
• 22:36
  we
• 22:36
  let
• 22:36
  situations
• 22:37
  and
• 22:37
  people
• 22:37
  get
• 22:38
  us
• 22:38
  to
• 22:38
  those
• 22:39
  points,
• 22:39
  you
• 22:39
  know,
• 22:39
  but
• 22:40
  then
• 22:40
  at
• 22:40
  the
• 22:40
  same
• 22:41
  time,
• 22:41
  the,
• 22:42
  you
• 22:42
  know,
• 22:42
  when
• 22:43
  is
• 22:43
  that
• 22:43
  you
• 22:43
  were
• 22:44
  given
• 22:44
  the
• 22:44
  opportunity
• 22:45
  to
• 22:46
  explain
• 22:47
  him.
• 22:47
  Yeah,
• 22:48
  exactly.
• 22:49
  And,
• 22:50
  yeah.
• 22:50
  And
• 22:50
  then
• 22:50
  I
• 22:50
  think
• 22:50
  I
• 22:51
  was
• 22:51
  able
• 22:51
  to
• 22:51
  be
• 22:51
  like,
• 22:51
  thank
• 22:51
  you
• 22:52
  so
• 22:52
  much
• 22:52
  for
• 22:52
  helping
• 22:52
  me,
• 22:52
  because
• 22:53
  I
• 22:53
  also
• 22:53
  felt
• 22:53
  bad
• 22:53
  for
• 22:54
  yelling
• 22:54
  at
• 22:54
  him.
• 22:55
  I
• 22:55
  say
• 22:55
  yelling,
• 22:55
  but
• 22:56
  it's
• 22:56
  in
• 22:56
  quotes.
• 22:56
  Yeah.
• 22:57
  So
• 22:57
  I.
• 22:58
  In
• 22:58
  the
• 22:58
  end,
• 22:58
  like,
• 22:58
  I
• 22:59
  think
• 22:59
  we
• 22:59
  left
• 22:59
  it
• 22:59
  fine,
• 23:00
  but
• 23:01
  I
• 23:02
  was
• 23:02
  like,
• 23:02
  God,
• 23:03
  I
• 23:03
  hope
• 23:03
  he's
• 23:03
  not
• 23:03
  there
• 23:03
  tomorrow
• 23:04
  when
• 23:04
  I
• 23:04
  take
• 23:04
  that
• 23:04
  run.
• 23:06
  And
• 23:07
  he
• 23:07
  wasn't.
• 23:09
  That's
• 23:09
  funny.
• 23:10
  Well,
• 23:10
  but
• 23:11
  glad
• 23:11
  it
• 23:11
  worked.
• 23:13
  Yeah.
• 23:14
  All
• 23:14
  right,
• 23:14
  so
• 23:14
  what
• 23:15
  we
• 23:15
  got
• 23:15
  today,
• 23:15
  we're.
• 23:16
  Today
• 23:16
  we
• 23:17
  have
• 23:17
  Nikki
• 23:18
  joining
• 23:18
  us.
• 23:19
  She
• 23:20
  was
• 23:20
  a
• 23:20
  joy
• 23:20
  to
• 23:21
  talk
• 23:21
  to.
• 23:22
  And
• 23:22
  I
• 23:22
  just.
• 23:23
  Honestly,
• 23:23
  what's
• 23:23
  so
• 23:24
  funny
• 23:24
  is
• 23:24
  what
• 23:24
  I
• 23:25
  kept
• 23:25
  thinking
• 23:26
  about
• 23:26
  and
• 23:26
  thinking
• 23:26
  about
• 23:27
  is,
• 23:27
  like,
• 23:27
  man,
• 23:28
  I
• 23:28
  wish
• 23:28
  I
• 23:28
  could
• 23:28
  meet
• 23:28
  her
• 23:28
  mom.
• 23:29
  Because,
• 23:29
  like,
• 23:29
  listening
• 23:29
  to
• 23:29
  her
• 23:30
  talk
• 23:30
  to
• 23:30
  her,
• 23:30
  like,
• 23:30
  about
• 23:31
  her
• 23:31
  mom
• 23:31
  and.
• 23:31
  Yeah,
• 23:32
  that
• 23:33
  really.
• 23:33
  I
• 23:34
  was
• 23:34
  like,
• 23:34
  I
• 23:35
  just
• 23:35
  want
• 23:35
  to
• 23:35
  Know
• 23:35
  your
• 23:35
  mom.
• 23:37
  Yeah,
• 23:37
  I
• 23:38
  remember
• 23:38
  that
• 23:39
  resonating
• 23:39
  with
• 23:39
  you.
• 23:40
  She
• 23:40
  was
• 23:41
  just.
• 23:42
  And
• 23:42
  I
• 23:42
  was
• 23:42
  thinking
• 23:43
  about
• 23:43
  her
• 23:43
  too,
• 23:44
  how
• 23:45
  she
• 23:45
  also
• 23:46
  seems
• 23:46
  like
• 23:46
  a
• 23:47
  good
• 23:47
  mom.
• 23:47
  I
• 23:47
  can't
• 23:47
  remember
• 23:48
  what
• 23:48
  it
• 23:48
  is.
• 23:48
  I
• 23:48
  have
• 23:48
  to
• 23:49
  re.
• 23:49
  Listen
• 23:49
  to
• 23:49
  the
• 23:49
  episode,
• 23:50
  and
• 23:50
  I
• 23:50
  will.
• 23:51
  Yeah.
• 23:51
  Yeah.
• 23:51
  She's
• 23:52
  very
• 23:52
  open
• 23:52
  and
• 23:53
  has,
• 23:53
  like.
• 23:53
  That's
• 23:54
  right.
• 23:54
  Yeah.
• 23:55
  The
• 23:55
  very.
• 23:55
  I
• 23:55
  remember
• 23:55
  thinking
• 23:56
  it's
• 23:57
  like,
• 23:58
  just
• 23:58
  like
• 23:58
  generational
• 23:59
  trauma.
• 24:00
  Generational
• 24:01
  positivity.
• 24:02
  Yeah.
• 24:02
  And
• 24:02
  I
• 24:02
  appreciate
• 24:04
  her
• 24:04
  openness
• 24:05
  about,
• 24:06
  you
• 24:06
  know,
• 24:07
  really
• 24:07
  just
• 24:08
  point
• 24:09
  blank,
• 24:09
  like,
• 24:09
  racism
• 24:10
  that
• 24:10
  she
• 24:11
  grew
• 24:11
  up,
• 24:11
  that
• 24:12
  her
• 24:12
  mom
• 24:12
  kind
• 24:12
  of
• 24:12
  shielded
• 24:13
  her
• 24:13
  from.
• 24:13
  And,
• 24:14
  you
• 24:14
  know,
• 24:16
  she
• 24:16
  had
• 24:16
  to
• 24:17
  learn
• 24:17
  later
• 24:17
  in
• 24:17
  life,
• 24:17
  like,
• 24:18
  oh,
• 24:18
  that's
• 24:18
  what
• 24:18
  that
• 24:18
  was.
• 24:19
  And.
• 24:20
  And
• 24:21
  I
• 24:21
  just
• 24:21
  think
• 24:22
  that
• 24:22
  that
• 24:22
  was
• 24:22
  also,
• 24:22
  like,
• 24:23
  really
• 24:23
  vulnerable
• 24:24
  and.
• 24:25
  Yeah.
• 24:26
  You
• 24:26
  know,
• 24:27
  but.
• 24:27
  And
• 24:27
  that's
• 24:27
  gonna
• 24:28
  be,
• 24:28
  like,
• 24:28
  a
• 24:28
  really
• 24:28
  hard
• 24:29
  and
• 24:30
  personal
• 24:30
  thing
• 24:31
  for
• 24:31
  a
• 24:31
  parent
• 24:31
  to
• 24:31
  have
• 24:31
  to,
• 24:32
  like,
• 24:32
  do.
• 24:32
  Like,
• 24:32
  how.
• 24:33
  How
• 24:33
  much
• 24:34
  do
• 24:34
  I
• 24:34
  let
• 24:34
  my
• 24:34
  kid
• 24:35
  in
• 24:35
  on
• 24:35
  knowing
• 24:36
  what's
• 24:36
  happening
• 24:36
  in
• 24:36
  the
• 24:37
  world?
• 24:37
  Do
• 24:38
  I
• 24:38
  let
• 24:38
  them
• 24:38
  know,
• 24:39
  like,
• 24:39
  yeah,
• 24:40
  they're
• 24:40
  being
• 24:41
  looked
• 24:41
  at
• 24:41
  a
• 24:41
  different.
• 24:42
  In
• 24:42
  a
• 24:42
  different
• 24:42
  way,
• 24:42
  or
• 24:43
  do
• 24:43
  I
• 24:43
  let
• 24:43
  them
• 24:44
  just.
• 24:47
  They
• 24:47
  just
• 24:47
  changed
• 24:48
  their
• 24:48
  mind?
• 24:48
  You
• 24:48
  know,
• 24:49
  that's
• 24:49
  kind
• 24:49
  of
• 24:50
  like
• 24:50
  the
• 24:50
  sense
• 24:50
  that
• 24:50
  I
• 24:50
  was
• 24:50
  getting
• 24:51
  is
• 24:51
  that,
• 24:51
  like,
• 24:51
  her
• 24:51
  mom
• 24:51
  kind
• 24:52
  of
• 24:52
  turned
• 24:52
  it
• 24:52
  into,
• 24:52
  like
• 24:53
  a.
• 24:53
  They
• 24:53
  just
• 24:54
  changed
• 24:54
  their
• 24:54
  mind
• 24:54
  about
• 24:54
  the
• 24:54
  sleepover.
• 24:55
  No
• 24:55
  big
• 24:55
  deal.
• 24:55
  Yeah,
• 24:56
  exactly.
• 24:56
  Like,
• 24:57
  she.
• 24:57
  So
• 24:58
  she
• 24:58
  went,
• 24:58
  like,
• 24:58
  a
• 24:58
  totally
• 24:59
  different
• 24:59
  route.
• 24:59
  And
• 24:59
  I
• 24:59
  think
• 25:00
  some
• 25:00
  parents.
• 25:01
  I
• 25:01
  remember
• 25:02
  Melissa
• 25:03
  Walker
• 25:03
  saying
• 25:03
  something
• 25:04
  to
• 25:04
  me
• 25:04
  once,
• 25:05
  and
• 25:05
  I
• 25:06
  thought
• 25:06
  it
• 25:06
  was
• 25:06
  quite
• 25:06
  pivotal.
• 25:07
  Pivotal,
• 25:07
  because
• 25:08
  I'm
• 25:08
  obviously
• 25:08
  repeating
• 25:09
  it
• 25:09
  again.
• 25:10
  But
• 25:11
  she
• 25:12
  said,
• 25:13
  why
• 25:13
  do
• 25:13
  I
• 25:13
  have
• 25:13
  to
• 25:13
  be
• 25:14
  the
• 25:14
  one
• 25:14
  to
• 25:14
  tear
• 25:14
  my
• 25:14
  kid
• 25:14
  down?
• 25:15
  The
• 25:15
  world's
• 25:15
  gonna
• 25:15
  do
• 25:15
  it
• 25:16
  for
• 25:16
  him.
• 25:17
  And
• 25:17
  I
• 25:18
  was
• 25:18
  like,
• 25:19
  you're
• 25:19
  right,
• 25:19
  because
• 25:19
  it
• 25:20
  was
• 25:20
  about
• 25:20
  something
• 25:20
  really
• 25:21
  stupid.
• 25:21
  And
• 25:21
  I
• 25:21
  was
• 25:21
  like,
• 25:22
  why
• 25:22
  aren't
• 25:22
  you
• 25:22
  telling
• 25:24
  this
• 25:24
  child,
• 25:25
  like,
• 25:26
  this
• 25:26
  thing
• 25:26
  about
• 25:26
  them?
• 25:27
  She's
• 25:27
  like,
• 25:27
  no,
• 25:28
  no.
• 25:29
  And
• 25:29
  I
• 25:29
  was
• 25:29
  like,
• 25:29
  God,
• 25:30
  you're
• 25:30
  so
• 25:30
  right.
• 25:31
  And
• 25:31
  so
• 25:31
  I
• 25:32
  saw
• 25:32
  that
• 25:33
  in
• 25:34
  Nikki
• 25:34
  and
• 25:35
  her
• 25:35
  experience
• 25:35
  with
• 25:35
  her
• 25:36
  mom.
• 25:36
  Like,
• 25:37
  her
• 25:37
  mom's
• 25:37
  like,
• 25:37
  she's
• 25:38
  gonna
• 25:38
  find
• 25:38
  out
• 25:38
  soon
• 25:39
  enough.
• 25:39
  Let's
• 25:40
  let
• 25:40
  her
• 25:41
  be
• 25:41
  a
• 25:41
  child
• 25:41
  and
• 25:42
  enjoy
• 25:42
  her
• 25:42
  friends
• 25:43
  and
• 25:43
  her
• 25:43
  sleepovers
• 25:44
  without
• 25:44
  knowing
• 25:44
  that
• 25:44
  racism
• 25:45
  was
• 25:45
  involved.
• 25:45
  Yeah.
• 25:46
  And.
• 25:46
  And
• 25:47
  I
• 25:47
  think
• 25:47
  she
• 25:47
  makes
• 25:47
  a
• 25:47
  comment
• 25:48
  about
• 25:48
  it,
• 25:49
  too,
• 25:49
  in
• 25:49
  the
• 25:49
  recording.
• 25:50
  But,
• 25:51
  you
• 25:51
  know,
• 25:51
  kind
• 25:51
  of
• 25:52
  goes
• 25:52
  into
• 25:53
  it
• 25:53
  also
• 25:54
  teaches
• 25:55
  it
• 25:55
  breaks
• 25:56
  that
• 25:56
  cycle
• 25:56
  of
• 25:57
  hate.
• 25:57
  Because
• 25:59
  could
• 25:59
  you
• 25:59
  have
• 25:59
  been
• 26:00
  angry
• 26:00
  and
• 26:01
  made
• 26:01
  it
• 26:01
  very
• 26:01
  known
• 26:02
  to
• 26:02
  your
• 26:02
  children
• 26:02
  that
• 26:03
  they
• 26:04
  dislike
• 26:05
  you
• 26:05
  in.
• 26:06
  You
• 26:06
  know,
• 26:09
  what
• 26:09
  am
• 26:09
  I
• 26:09
  trying
• 26:09
  to,
• 26:09
  like,
• 26:09
  spread
• 26:10
  that
• 26:10
  hate
• 26:10
  onto
• 26:11
  that
• 26:11
  intensity,
• 26:12
  onto
• 26:12
  the
• 26:13
  child,
• 26:13
  but
• 26:14
  instead
• 26:14
  being
• 26:15
  able
• 26:15
  to
• 26:15
  turn
• 26:15
  it
• 26:15
  into,
• 26:16
  like,
• 26:16
  not
• 26:17
  making
• 26:17
  it.
• 26:19
  Not.
• 26:19
  Not
• 26:19
  making
• 26:20
  it
• 26:20
  a
• 26:20
  big
• 26:20
  deal.
• 26:21
  Right.
• 26:22
  Because
• 26:22
  it's
• 26:22
  still
• 26:22
  A
• 26:23
  big
• 26:23
  deal.
• 26:23
  It
• 26:23
  was
• 26:24
  still
• 26:24
  a
• 26:24
  big
• 26:24
  deal,
• 26:25
  but.
• 26:26
  She
• 26:26
  didn't
• 26:27
  want
• 26:27
  it
• 26:27
  to
• 26:27
  be
• 26:27
  about
• 26:28
  race
• 26:28
  for
• 26:28
  her
• 26:29
  at
• 26:29
  that
• 26:29
  moment
• 26:29
  in
• 26:29
  her
• 26:30
  life.
• 26:30
  And
• 26:31
  I
• 26:31
  think
• 26:31
  that's
• 26:32
  like,
• 26:32
  we
• 26:33
  were
• 26:33
  kind
• 26:33
  of
• 26:33
  saying,
• 26:33
  like,
• 26:34
  maybe
• 26:34
  that's
• 26:34
  not
• 26:35
  the
• 26:35
  right
• 26:35
  call
• 26:35
  for
• 26:36
  all
• 26:36
  parents
• 26:36
  and
• 26:36
  stuff.
• 26:37
  But
• 26:38
  it
• 26:38
  was.
• 26:38
  It
• 26:39
  clearly
• 26:39
  was
• 26:40
  the
• 26:40
  right
• 26:40
  thing
• 26:40
  for
• 26:40
  Nikki.
• 26:41
  And
• 26:41
  it
• 26:42
  was.
• 26:42
  It
• 26:42
  was
• 26:42
  beautiful
• 26:43
  the
• 26:43
  way
• 26:43
  it
• 26:43
  was
• 26:43
  done.
• 26:44
  And
• 26:45
  she's.
• 26:45
  And
• 26:45
  you'll
• 26:45
  hear
• 26:46
  about
• 26:46
  it.
• 26:46
  Grown,
• 26:46
  a
• 26:46
  beautiful
• 26:47
  life
• 26:47
  with
• 26:48
  wonderful
• 26:48
  kids.
• 26:48
  And,
• 26:49
  yeah,
• 26:49
  she
• 26:49
  was
• 26:49
  just
• 26:50
  a
• 26:50
  really
• 26:51
  beautiful
• 26:51
  soul
• 26:52
  to
• 26:52
  talk
• 26:52
  to.
• 26:52
  So,
• 26:53
  yeah.
• 26:54
  Yeah.
• 26:54
  So
• 26:55
  enjoy.
• 27:00
  All
• 27:00
  right,
• 27:01
  so
• 27:02
  today
• 27:02
  we
• 27:02
  have
• 27:02
  with
• 27:02
  us
• 27:03
  Nikki
• 27:03
  Allen.
• 27:04
  And
• 27:04
  Nikki
• 27:05
  is
• 27:05
  a
• 27:05
  songwriter,
• 27:06
  and
• 27:07
  she
• 27:07
  has
• 27:07
  recently
• 27:07
  written
• 27:08
  a
• 27:08
  book
• 27:08
  as
• 27:08
  well.
• 27:09
  She
• 27:10
  wrote
• 27:10
  a
• 27:11
  book
• 27:11
  off
• 27:11
  of
• 27:11
  her
• 27:11
  song
• 27:12
  Love
• 27:12
  you,
• 27:12
  Hate
• 27:12
  you,
• 27:14
  which
• 27:14
  is
• 27:14
  a
• 27:15
  story
• 27:15
  about
• 27:15
  her
• 27:15
  life
• 27:16
  through
• 27:16
  domestic
• 27:17
  violence.
• 27:18
  So
• 27:18
  thank
• 27:19
  you
• 27:19
  for
• 27:19
  joining
• 27:19
  us,
• 27:19
  Nikki.
• 27:20
  Thank
• 27:20
  you
• 27:21
  for
• 27:21
  having
• 27:21
  me.
• 27:22
  Yeah.
• 27:22
  And,
• 27:23
  you
• 27:24
  know,
• 27:24
  you
• 27:24
  guys
• 27:24
  are
• 27:24
  going
• 27:24
  to
• 27:24
  be
• 27:25
  listening
• 27:25
  to
• 27:25
  this
• 27:25
  in
• 27:25
  October.
• 27:26
  And
• 27:26
  as
• 27:26
  you
• 27:26
  know,
• 27:26
  October
• 27:27
  is
• 27:27
  Domestic
• 27:27
  Violence
• 27:28
  Awareness
• 27:28
  Month.
• 27:29
  So
• 27:29
  we
• 27:29
  thought
• 27:29
  that
• 27:29
  this
• 27:30
  would
• 27:30
  just
• 27:30
  be
• 27:30
  the
• 27:30
  best
• 27:31
  conversation
• 27:31
  to
• 27:32
  hear
• 27:32
  how
• 27:32
  she
• 27:32
  used
• 27:33
  music.
• 27:34
  How
• 27:34
  you.
• 27:34
  Nikki.
• 27:35
  I'm
• 27:35
  sorry.
• 27:35
  I
• 27:35
  was
• 27:35
  talking
• 27:35
  to
• 27:36
  the
• 27:36
  audience,
• 27:36
  used,
• 27:37
  you
• 27:37
  know,
• 27:37
  music
• 27:37
  and
• 27:38
  just
• 27:38
  these
• 27:38
  different
• 27:38
  creative
• 27:39
  outlets
• 27:39
  to
• 27:40
  handle
• 27:40
  what
• 27:41
  she
• 27:41
  went
• 27:41
  through.
• 27:42
  So
• 27:42
  thank
• 27:42
  you
• 27:42
  for
• 27:42
  wanting
• 27:43
  to
• 27:43
  share
• 27:43
  that
• 27:43
  with
• 27:43
  us.
• 27:44
  Absolutely.
• 27:45
  So
• 27:45
  I
• 27:45
  actually.
• 27:45
  I
• 27:46
  listened
• 27:46
  to
• 27:46
  your
• 27:46
  song
• 27:47
  Love
• 27:47
  youe
• 27:47
  Hated
• 27:47
  you'd.
• 27:47
  And
• 27:48
  it
• 27:48
  really
• 27:48
  brought
• 27:48
  me
• 27:49
  back.
• 27:49
  Like,
• 27:49
  I
• 27:49
  felt
• 27:49
  like
• 27:49
  I
• 27:49
  was
• 27:50
  listening
• 27:50
  to,
• 27:50
  like,
• 27:50
  my
• 27:51
  favorite
• 27:51
  90s
• 27:51
  R
• 27:51
  B.
• 27:52
  I
• 27:53
  feel
• 27:53
  so
• 27:53
  dumb
• 27:54
  because
• 27:54
  I
• 27:54
  actually
• 27:55
  didn't
• 27:56
  go
• 27:56
  listen.
• 27:56
  I
• 27:57
  didn't
• 27:57
  realize
• 27:57
  that.
• 27:58
  I
• 27:58
  just
• 27:58
  didn't
• 27:58
  listen
• 27:59
  to
• 27:59
  it.
• 27:59
  I
• 27:59
  didn't
• 27:59
  realize
• 28:00
  who.
• 28:00
  We
• 28:00
  were
• 28:00
  talking
• 28:00
  today.
• 28:01
  And
• 28:01
  I
• 28:01
  messed
• 28:01
  up
• 28:01
  big
• 28:02
  time.
• 28:03
  So
• 28:03
  nippy.
• 28:04
  I
• 28:04
  apologize.
• 28:06
  No
• 28:06
  worries.
• 28:07
  Look,
• 28:07
  it's
• 28:08
  out
• 28:08
  there,
• 28:08
  so
• 28:08
  it's
• 28:08
  not
• 28:09
  like
• 28:09
  you'll
• 28:09
  never
• 28:09
  get
• 28:09
  a
• 28:10
  chance
• 28:10
  to
• 28:10
  hear
• 28:10
  it.
• 28:11
  I'll
• 28:11
  be
• 28:11
  listening
• 28:11
  to
• 28:12
  it
• 28:12
  this
• 28:12
  afternoon.
• 28:13
  Yeah.
• 28:14
  How
• 28:14
  long
• 28:14
  has
• 28:14
  that
• 28:15
  song
• 28:15
  been
• 28:15
  out?
• 28:16
  When
• 28:16
  did
• 28:16
  you
• 28:16
  start?
• 28:16
  That
• 28:16
  came
• 28:17
  out.
• 28:17
  That
• 28:17
  was
• 28:17
  on
• 28:17
  my
• 28:17
  first
• 28:18
  album,
• 28:18
  which
• 28:18
  was
• 28:18
  actually
• 28:19
  in
• 28:19
  2006.
• 28:20
  Oh,
• 28:20
  wow.
• 28:20
  How
• 28:21
  many
• 28:21
  albums
• 28:21
  do
• 28:21
  you
• 28:22
  have?
• 28:22
  One
• 28:23
  full
• 28:23
  album
• 28:24
  and
• 28:24
  a
• 28:25
  couple
• 28:25
  singles
• 28:26
  that
• 28:27
  charted
• 28:27
  on
• 28:28
  itunes.
• 28:30
  What
• 28:30
  are
• 28:31
  the
• 28:31
  singles
• 28:31
  that,
• 28:31
  like,
• 28:32
  you're
• 28:32
  most
• 28:32
  proud
• 28:32
  of
• 28:33
  that
• 28:33
  you
• 28:33
  love?
• 28:33
  I.
• 28:34
  I
• 28:34
  love
• 28:35
  both
• 28:35
  of
• 28:35
  my
• 28:35
  singles.
• 28:36
  Bartender
• 28:37
  was.
• 28:37
  Is
• 28:37
  the
• 28:37
  latest
• 28:38
  one.
• 28:38
  It
• 28:38
  was
• 28:38
  actually
• 28:38
  in
• 28:38
  2019.
• 28:39
  I'm
• 28:39
  actually
• 28:39
  working
• 28:40
  on
• 28:40
  some
• 28:40
  new
• 28:40
  music.
• 28:42
  But
• 28:42
  Bartender
• 28:43
  is
• 28:44
  the
• 28:44
  latest
• 28:45
  that's
• 28:45
  out
• 28:45
  there,
• 28:45
  and
• 28:45
  I
• 28:46
  really
• 28:46
  love
• 28:46
  that.
• 28:46
  But
• 28:47
  the
• 28:47
  other
• 28:47
  one
• 28:47
  is
• 28:48
  I
• 28:48
  did
• 28:48
  a
• 28:48
  cover
• 28:48
  of
• 28:49
  My
• 28:49
  Favorite
• 28:49
  Things.
• 28:50
  Oh,
• 28:51
  you
• 28:51
  did?
• 28:51
  Oh,
• 28:51
  I
• 28:52
  heard
• 28:52
  that.
• 28:53
  I
• 28:54
  love
• 28:54
  it.
• 28:56
  Heard
• 28:56
  that.
• 28:56
  Yes.
• 28:57
  Because
• 28:57
  I
• 28:57
  need
• 28:58
  Yourself.
• 28:59
  Yes.
• 28:59
  Thank
• 28:59
  you.
• 29:00
  Because.
• 29:00
  Yes.
• 29:00
  Because,
• 29:01
  Sam,
• 29:01
  you
• 29:01
  Told
• 29:02
  me
• 29:02
  about
• 29:02
  her.
• 29:02
  My
• 29:02
  dog
• 29:03
  just
• 29:03
  got.
• 29:03
  Saw
• 29:03
  how
• 29:04
  excited
• 29:04
  I
• 29:04
  got
• 29:05
  him
• 29:05
  running
• 29:06
  over.
• 29:06
  Yeah.
• 29:07
  When
• 29:07
  Sam,
• 29:07
  you
• 29:07
  first
• 29:07
  told
• 29:08
  me
• 29:08
  about
• 29:08
  Nikki
• 29:08
  was
• 29:08
  like,
• 29:08
  you
• 29:09
  must
• 29:09
  have
• 29:09
  talked
• 29:09
  to
• 29:09
  her
• 29:09
  a
• 29:10
  while
• 29:10
  back.
• 29:10
  Yeah.
• 29:11
  And
• 29:11
  I
• 29:11
  went
• 29:11
  and
• 29:11
  looked
• 29:12
  her
• 29:12
  up.
• 29:12
  Yeah.
• 29:13
  And
• 29:13
  so
• 29:14
  I
• 29:14
  bet
• 29:14
  you
• 29:14
  I
• 29:14
  heard
• 29:15
  more
• 29:15
  than
• 29:15
  just
• 29:15
  that.
• 29:15
  But
• 29:15
  that
• 29:16
  one
• 29:16
  I
• 29:16
  kept
• 29:16
  on
• 29:16
  repeat
• 29:17
  for,
• 29:17
  like,
• 29:17
  a
• 29:17
  week.
• 29:18
  Yeah,
• 29:19
  really?
• 29:20
  Really.
• 29:20
  That
• 29:21
  one
• 29:21
  was.
• 29:22
  I'll
• 29:22
  just
• 29:22
  say
• 29:22
  this.
• 29:23
  The
• 29:23
  producer
• 29:23
  and
• 29:23
  I
• 29:23
  had,
• 29:24
  at
• 29:24
  one
• 29:24
  point,
• 29:25
  had
• 29:25
  a
• 29:25
  relationship.
• 29:27
  He's
• 29:27
  a
• 29:27
  guy
• 29:28
  that
• 29:28
  I
• 29:28
  can
• 29:28
  always
• 29:29
  call
• 29:29
  on,
• 29:30
  that
• 29:30
  he
• 29:30
  understands
• 29:31
  me
• 29:31
  musically.
• 29:32
  So
• 29:32
  I
• 29:32
  said,
• 29:32
  hey,
• 29:33
  I
• 29:33
  want
• 29:33
  to.
• 29:33
  I
• 29:33
  want
• 29:33
  to
• 29:34
  redo
• 29:34
  my
• 29:34
  favorite
• 29:35
  things.
• 29:35
  And
• 29:35
  he
• 29:36
  said,
• 29:36
  sing
• 29:36
  a
• 29:36
  little
• 29:37
  bit
• 29:37
  of
• 29:37
  it
• 29:37
  into
• 29:38
  the
• 29:38
  phone.
• 29:38
  So
• 29:39
  I
• 29:39
  sang
• 29:39
  a
• 29:39
  little
• 29:39
  bit,
• 29:39
  and
• 29:40
  he
• 29:40
  orchestrated
• 29:41
  that
• 29:41
  whole
• 29:41
  thing,
• 29:41
  and
• 29:41
  then
• 29:41
  I
• 29:42
  just
• 29:42
  redid
• 29:43
  the.
• 29:43
  Arranged
• 29:44
  the
• 29:44
  vocals
• 29:44
  like
• 29:44
  that,
• 29:45
  and
• 29:45
  it
• 29:45
  was
• 29:45
  so
• 29:45
  magical.
• 29:46
  But
• 29:46
  it
• 29:46
  just.
• 29:47
  To
• 29:47
  me,
• 29:47
  it
• 29:47
  was
• 29:47
  like
• 29:48
  our
• 29:48
  friendship,
• 29:49
  our
• 29:49
  relationship,
• 29:50
  you
• 29:50
  know,
• 29:50
  it
• 29:50
  just
• 29:51
  really.
• 29:52
  Yeah.
• 29:53
  Yeah.
• 29:53
  That's
• 29:53
  one
• 29:53
  of
• 29:53
  my
• 29:53
  favorites,
• 29:54
  though.
• 29:54
  Oh,
• 29:55
  I
• 29:56
  want
• 29:56
  to
• 29:56
  look
• 29:56
  that
• 29:56
  one
• 29:57
  up.
• 29:57
  I
• 29:57
  didn't
• 29:57
  hear
• 29:57
  that
• 29:57
  one.
• 29:58
  Yeah,
• 29:59
  I
• 29:59
  love
• 29:59
  it.
• 30:00
  Do
• 30:00
  you.
• 30:00
  Do
• 30:00
  you
• 30:01
  like
• 30:01
  musicals,
• 30:01
  Nikki?
• 30:02
  Did
• 30:02
  they
• 30:02
  have,
• 30:02
  like,
• 30:02
  a
• 30:02
  big
• 30:03
  impact
• 30:03
  on
• 30:03
  your
• 30:03
  life?
• 30:04
  Musicals
• 30:05
  just
• 30:05
  for
• 30:05
  you
• 30:05
  to
• 30:05
  choose
• 30:05
  that
• 30:06
  song?
• 30:07
  Music.
• 30:07
  I
• 30:08
  just
• 30:08
  love
• 30:08
  the
• 30:09
  music.
• 30:09
  It's
• 30:09
  like,
• 30:10
  I
• 30:10
  just
• 30:10
  embody
• 30:10
  music
• 30:11
  in
• 30:12
  all
• 30:12
  kinds.
• 30:13
  It's
• 30:13
  like,
• 30:14
  it
• 30:14
  doesn't
• 30:14
  matter
• 30:14
  what
• 30:15
  kind.
• 30:15
  You'd
• 30:15
  be.
• 30:16
  If
• 30:16
  you
• 30:16
  heard
• 30:16
  my
• 30:17
  playlist,
• 30:17
  you'd
• 30:17
  be
• 30:17
  like,
• 30:18
  is
• 30:18
  she
• 30:18
  okay?
• 30:18
  Because,
• 30:19
  like,
• 30:20
  total,
• 30:21
  like,
• 30:21
  rock.
• 30:22
  And
• 30:22
  then
• 30:22
  there's.
• 30:23
  Oh,
• 30:23
  and
• 30:24
  then
• 30:24
  there's
• 30:24
  orchestral,
• 30:25
  and
• 30:26
  then
• 30:26
  there's.
• 30:27
  And
• 30:27
  then
• 30:27
  there's
• 30:28
  smooth
• 30:28
  jazz,
• 30:28
  and
• 30:29
  then
• 30:29
  there's
• 30:29
  a
• 30:29
  whole
• 30:29
  ton
• 30:29
  of
• 30:29
  R
• 30:30
  B.
• 30:30
  But
• 30:31
  it's.
• 30:32
  It's
• 30:32
  all
• 30:32
  over
• 30:33
  the
• 30:33
  place,
• 30:33
  and
• 30:33
  I'm
• 30:34
  like,
• 30:34
  who
• 30:34
  in
• 30:35
  on
• 30:35
  all
• 30:35
  of
• 30:35
  it?
• 30:36
  Yeah.
• 30:37
  You
• 30:37
  love
• 30:37
  it.
• 30:38
  Yeah.
• 30:38
  So
• 30:40
  musicals.
• 30:40
  I
• 30:41
  all
• 30:41
  love
• 30:41
  it.
• 30:41
  It
• 30:41
  just.
• 30:42
  Anything
• 30:42
  with
• 30:42
  music,
• 30:43
  I'm
• 30:43
  in
• 30:44
  if
• 30:44
  it's
• 30:44
  good.
• 30:47
  Were
• 30:47
  you
• 30:47
  into
• 30:48
  theater
• 30:48
  or
• 30:49
  music
• 30:49
  or
• 30:49
  anything
• 30:50
  in
• 30:50
  school?
• 30:51
  Yeah,
• 30:51
  I
• 30:52
  was.
• 30:52
  Funny
• 30:52
  story.
• 30:53
  I
• 30:53
  wanted
• 30:53
  to
• 30:53
  play
• 30:54
  the
• 30:54
  flute
• 30:55
  when,
• 30:55
  you
• 30:56
  know,
• 30:56
  fourth
• 30:56
  grade,
• 30:56
  I
• 30:56
  think,
• 30:57
  is
• 30:57
  when
• 30:57
  you
• 30:57
  get
• 30:57
  to
• 30:57
  pick
• 30:57
  your
• 30:58
  instruments
• 30:58
  and
• 30:58
  all
• 30:58
  of
• 30:58
  that.
• 30:59
  And
• 30:59
  I'll
• 31:00
  give
• 31:00
  you
• 31:00
  a
• 31:00
  little
• 31:00
  backstory.
• 31:01
  I
• 31:01
  lived
• 31:02
  in
• 31:02
  an
• 31:02
  affluent
• 31:02
  neighborhood,
• 31:03
  but
• 31:03
  we
• 31:03
  were
• 31:03
  the
• 31:03
  only
• 31:03
  black
• 31:04
  family
• 31:04
  there,
• 31:04
  so
• 31:05
  they
• 31:05
  tried
• 31:05
  to
• 31:05
  sabotage
• 31:06
  us
• 31:06
  in
• 31:06
  every
• 31:07
  way
• 31:07
  possible.
• 31:08
  Yeah,
• 31:08
  we've
• 31:09
  had
• 31:09
  crosses
• 31:10
  burned
• 31:11
  put
• 31:11
  on
• 31:11
  our
• 31:12
  house
• 31:12
  the
• 31:12
  whole
• 31:12
  night.
• 31:12
  I've
• 31:12
  been
• 31:12
  through
• 31:13
  a
• 31:13
  lot.
• 31:13
  Oh,
• 31:14
  gosh.
• 31:14
  But
• 31:14
  even
• 31:15
  the
• 31:15
  administrators
• 31:15
  were
• 31:16
  really,
• 31:16
  really
• 31:16
  just,
• 31:17
  like,
• 31:17
  against
• 31:17
  me.
• 31:18
  I
• 31:18
  got
• 31:18
  in
• 31:18
  trouble
• 31:18
  one
• 31:18
  time.
• 31:19
  I
• 31:19
  wasn't
• 31:19
  even
• 31:19
  at
• 31:19
  school.
• 31:20
  But
• 31:20
  anyway.
• 31:21
  Oh,
• 31:21
  my
• 31:22
  gosh.
• 31:22
  True
• 31:23
  story.
• 31:23
  I
• 31:23
  wanted
• 31:23
  to
• 31:23
  play
• 31:23
  the
• 31:24
  flute,
• 31:24
  and
• 31:25
  it
• 31:25
  was
• 31:25
  just
• 31:25
  because
• 31:26
  I
• 31:26
  wanted
• 31:26
  to
• 31:27
  do
• 31:27
  it.
• 31:27
  You
• 31:28
  can't
• 31:28
  do
• 31:28
  it.
• 31:28
  So
• 31:28
  they
• 31:28
  had
• 31:29
  everybody
• 31:29
  blowing
• 31:29
  into
• 31:30
  the
• 31:30
  mouthpieces
• 31:30
  and
• 31:30
  all
• 31:31
  of
• 31:31
  that.
• 31:31
  And
• 31:32
  I
• 31:32
  felt
• 31:32
  like
• 31:32
  I
• 31:32
  blew
• 31:33
  in
• 31:33
  the
• 31:33
  flute
• 31:33
  mouthpiece.
• 31:34
  Okay.
• 31:34
  But
• 31:35
  the
• 31:35
  guy
• 31:35
  was
• 31:35
  like,
• 31:36
  no,
• 31:36
  you
• 31:36
  didn't.
• 31:37
  So
• 31:37
  I
• 31:37
  went
• 31:37
  home
• 31:37
  and
• 31:38
  told
• 31:38
  my
• 31:38
  gosh.
• 31:39
  And
• 31:39
  she
• 31:39
  goes,
• 31:40
  well,
• 31:40
  what
• 31:40
  are
• 31:40
  you
• 31:40
  going
• 31:40
  to
• 31:41
  play?
• 31:41
  I
• 31:41
  said,
• 31:41
  the
• 31:41
  clarinet.
• 31:42
  I
• 31:42
  mean,
• 31:42
  you
• 31:42
  played
• 31:42
  the
• 31:42
  clarinet.
• 31:43
  She
• 31:43
  was
• 31:43
  like,
• 31:43
  you're
• 31:44
  going
• 31:44
  to
• 31:44
  go
• 31:44
  back
• 31:44
  to
• 31:44
  that
• 31:45
  school
• 31:45
  and
• 31:45
  you're
• 31:46
  going
• 31:46
  to
• 31:46
  tell
• 31:46
  them
• 31:46
  and
• 31:46
  I'm
• 31:47
  going
• 31:47
  to
• 31:47
  write
• 31:47
  you
• 31:47
  a
• 31:47
  note.
• 31:47
  You're
• 31:48
  going
• 31:48
  to
• 31:48
  play
• 31:48
  the
• 31:48
  flute.
• 31:48
  Because
• 31:49
  damn
• 31:49
  it,
• 31:49
  if
• 31:50
  you
• 31:50
  want
• 31:50
  to
• 31:50
  play
• 31:50
  the
• 31:50
  flute,
• 31:50
  you
• 31:50
  play
• 31:51
  the
• 31:51
  flute.
• 31:51
  So
• 31:52
  what
• 31:52
  a
• 31:52
  good
• 31:53
  mom.
• 31:53
  Well,
• 31:54
  my
• 31:54
  mom
• 31:54
  was
• 31:54
  all
• 31:54
  about
• 31:54
  that,
• 31:55
  let
• 31:55
  me
• 31:55
  tell
• 31:55
  you.
• 31:56
  And
• 31:56
  so
• 31:57
  I
• 31:57
  went
• 31:57
  back
• 31:58
  and
• 31:58
  they
• 31:58
  were
• 31:59
  like,
• 31:59
  you're
• 31:59
  not
• 31:59
  playing
• 31:59
  the
• 32:00
  flute.
• 32:00
  But
• 32:00
  I
• 32:00
  ended
• 32:00
  up
• 32:00
  playing
• 32:01
  the
• 32:01
  flute.
• 32:01
  Good.
• 32:02
  Playing
• 32:03
  first
• 32:03
  chair
• 32:04
  all
• 32:04
  the
• 32:04
  way
• 32:05
  through
• 32:05
  high
• 32:06
  school.
• 32:06
  That's
• 32:06
  amazing.
• 32:08
  Did
• 32:08
  they
• 32:08
  eat
• 32:08
  their
• 32:08
  words?
• 32:10
  Please
• 32:10
  tell
• 32:10
  me,
• 32:11
  please
• 32:11
  tell
• 32:11
  me
• 32:11
  they
• 32:11
  ate
• 32:12
  their
• 32:12
  words.
• 32:12
  And
• 32:12
  somebody
• 32:12
  came
• 32:13
  back
• 32:13
  to
• 32:13
  you
• 32:13
  and
• 32:13
  said
• 32:14
  sorry,
• 32:14
  no.
• 32:15
  And
• 32:15
  actually
• 32:16
  in
• 32:16
  seventh
• 32:16
  or
• 32:17
  eighth
• 32:17
  grade,
• 32:17
  somebody
• 32:18
  stole
• 32:18
  my
• 32:18
  flute.
• 32:19
  And
• 32:20
  when
• 32:20
  I
• 32:20
  got
• 32:21
  it
• 32:21
  back,
• 32:21
  all
• 32:22
  the
• 32:22
  keys
• 32:23
  were
• 32:23
  pulled
• 32:24
  back.
• 32:24
  But
• 32:25
  it
• 32:25
  didn't
• 32:26
  work
• 32:26
  out
• 32:26
  for
• 32:26
  them
• 32:26
  because
• 32:27
  they
• 32:27
  didn't
• 32:27
  know
• 32:28
  my
• 32:28
  mom
• 32:28
  had
• 32:28
  bought
• 32:28
  me
• 32:29
  two
• 32:29
  flutes.
• 32:29
  And
• 32:29
  so
• 32:30
  I
• 32:30
  had.
• 32:31
  So
• 32:31
  they.
• 32:31
  It.
• 32:32
  It
• 32:32
  didn't
• 32:32
  work.
• 32:33
  But
• 32:33
  no
• 32:33
  one
• 32:33
  has
• 32:34
  ever
• 32:35
  apologize.
• 32:35
  And
• 32:36
  it's
• 32:36
  so
• 32:36
  interesting
• 32:37
  because
• 32:37
  a
• 32:37
  lot
• 32:37
  of
• 32:37
  these,
• 32:38
  my
• 32:39
  friends
• 32:39
  from
• 32:39
  school
• 32:40
  from
• 32:40
  that
• 32:40
  era,
• 32:41
  we're
• 32:41
  all
• 32:41
  Facebook
• 32:42
  friends
• 32:43
  and
• 32:43
  no
• 32:44
  one.
• 32:44
  And
• 32:44
  we're
• 32:45
  really
• 32:45
  friends
• 32:45
  like
• 32:45
  you
• 32:46
  just
• 32:46
  kind
• 32:46
  of
• 32:46
  grow
• 32:46
  up
• 32:47
  and
• 32:47
  grow
• 32:47
  out.
• 32:47
  But
• 32:48
  we
• 32:48
  never
• 32:48
  talked
• 32:49
  about
• 32:49
  the
• 32:50
  real
• 32:50
  what
• 32:50
  happened.
• 32:51
  Yeah,
• 32:52
  what
• 32:52
  happened
• 32:52
  back
• 32:53
  then?
• 32:53
  Because
• 32:53
  there
• 32:53
  was
• 32:53
  one
• 32:54
  girl,
• 32:54
  we
• 32:54
  were
• 32:54
  having
• 32:54
  our
• 32:55
  house
• 32:55
  built
• 32:55
  and
• 32:55
  that
• 32:55
  was
• 32:55
  the
• 32:55
  other
• 32:56
  problem.
• 32:56
  We
• 32:56
  were
• 32:56
  this
• 32:56
  black
• 32:57
  family,
• 32:58
  the
• 32:58
  only
• 32:58
  ones
• 32:58
  having
• 32:59
  their
• 32:59
  house
• 32:59
  actually
• 33:00
  built
• 33:00
  from
• 33:01
  the
• 33:01
  ground
• 33:01
  up.
• 33:01
  So
• 33:01
  that's
• 33:02
  problematic.
• 33:03
  But
• 33:04
  you
• 33:04
  know,
• 33:04
  while
• 33:04
  it
• 33:04
  was
• 33:04
  being
• 33:05
  built,
• 33:05
  I
• 33:05
  was
• 33:05
  going
• 33:05
  to
• 33:05
  school
• 33:06
  in
• 33:06
  that
• 33:06
  neighborhood
• 33:07
  and
• 33:07
  I
• 33:07
  would
• 33:07
  have
• 33:07
  to
• 33:08
  wait
• 33:08
  for
• 33:08
  my
• 33:08
  mom
• 33:08
  in
• 33:08
  this
• 33:09
  half
• 33:09
  built
• 33:10
  house.
• 33:10
  So
• 33:10
  met
• 33:11
  a
• 33:11
  friend
• 33:11
  that
• 33:12
  said
• 33:12
  I
• 33:12
  could
• 33:12
  come
• 33:12
  over.
• 33:13
  You
• 33:13
  know,
• 33:13
  her
• 33:14
  mom
• 33:14
  and
• 33:14
  my
• 33:14
  mom
• 33:14
  talked
• 33:15
  and
• 33:15
  they
• 33:15
  were
• 33:15
  like,
• 33:15
  no,
• 33:16
  she
• 33:16
  shouldn't
• 33:16
  stay
• 33:16
  in
• 33:16
  that
• 33:16
  house
• 33:16
  by
• 33:17
  herself
• 33:17
  till
• 33:17
  you
• 33:17
  get
• 33:17
  off
• 33:17
  work.
• 33:18
  She'll
• 33:18
  come
• 33:18
  have
• 33:18
  dinner
• 33:19
  with
• 33:19
  us
• 33:19
  and
• 33:19
  he
• 33:19
  pick
• 33:19
  her
• 33:20
  up
• 33:20
  from
• 33:20
  here.
• 33:20
  So
• 33:20
  after
• 33:20
  school,
• 33:21
  I'm
• 33:21
  sorry,
• 33:21
  we're
• 33:22
  talking
• 33:22
  about
• 33:22
  something
• 33:22
  totally
• 33:22
  different,
• 33:23
  but
• 33:23
  I
• 33:23
  just.
• 33:23
  Want
• 33:23
  to
• 33:23
  tell
• 33:23
  you
• 33:23
  this,
• 33:24
  you're
• 33:24
  fine.
• 33:24
  This
• 33:25
  is
• 33:25
  not
• 33:25
  different.
• 33:26
  It's
• 33:26
  you.
• 33:27
  And
• 33:27
  so
• 33:28
  I
• 33:28
  went
• 33:28
  to
• 33:28
  the
• 33:28
  girl's
• 33:29
  house
• 33:30
  and
• 33:30
  we're
• 33:30
  playing
• 33:30
  dolls.
• 33:31
  My
• 33:32
  back
• 33:32
  was
• 33:32
  to
• 33:32
  her
• 33:32
  bedroom
• 33:33
  door
• 33:34
  and
• 33:35
  her
• 33:35
  mom
• 33:36
  comes
• 33:36
  in
• 33:36
  I
• 33:36
  didn't
• 33:37
  meet
• 33:37
  her
• 33:37
  mom.
• 33:37
  Okay.
• 33:38
  So
• 33:38
  her
• 33:38
  and
• 33:38
  my
• 33:39
  mom
• 33:39
  had
• 33:39
  just
• 33:39
  talked.
• 33:39
  So
• 33:40
  we're
• 33:40
  playing
• 33:40
  dolls
• 33:40
  whenever
• 33:41
  mom
• 33:41
  comes
• 33:41
  in,
• 33:42
  and
• 33:42
  she
• 33:43
  goes,
• 33:43
  michelle
• 33:44
  goes,
• 33:44
  mom,
• 33:44
  this
• 33:44
  is
• 33:44
  Nicole.
• 33:45
  And
• 33:45
  I
• 33:45
  turned
• 33:46
  around,
• 33:46
  and
• 33:47
  she
• 33:47
  was
• 33:47
  like,
• 33:48
  michelle,
• 33:48
  come
• 33:48
  here
• 33:49
  right
• 33:49
  now.
• 33:51
  And
• 33:52
  she
• 33:53
  was
• 33:53
  gone
• 33:53
  for
• 33:53
  a
• 33:53
  long
• 33:53
  time.
• 33:54
  And
• 33:54
  then
• 33:54
  she
• 33:54
  came
• 33:54
  back
• 33:55
  just.
• 33:56
  Just.
• 33:56
  Just
• 33:57
  eerily
• 33:57
  crying.
• 33:57
  She
• 33:58
  said,
• 33:58
  you
• 33:58
  have
• 33:58
  to
• 33:58
  go.
• 33:59
  And
• 33:59
  I'm
• 33:59
  like,
• 33:59
  why?
• 34:00
  Our
• 34:00
  moms
• 34:01
  talk.
• 34:01
  Like,
• 34:01
  I'm
• 34:01
  so.
• 34:02
  Just
• 34:02
  like,
• 34:02
  not
• 34:03
  about
• 34:03
  that.
• 34:03
  And
• 34:04
  she's
• 34:04
  like,
• 34:04
  you
• 34:04
  have
• 34:05
  to
• 34:05
  go.
• 34:05
  You
• 34:05
  have
• 34:05
  to
• 34:05
  go.
• 34:06
  You
• 34:06
  have
• 34:06
  to
• 34:06
  go.
• 34:07
  What
• 34:07
  I
• 34:07
  love
• 34:07
  about
• 34:07
  my
• 34:08
  mom
• 34:08
  is
• 34:08
  throughout
• 34:09
  the
• 34:09
  years,
• 34:09
  I
• 34:09
  never
• 34:09
  really
• 34:10
  understood
• 34:11
  why
• 34:11
  I
• 34:11
  had
• 34:11
  to
• 34:11
  go,
• 34:12
  because
• 34:12
  she
• 34:12
  never
• 34:12
  said,
• 34:13
  you
• 34:13
  know,
• 34:13
  never
• 34:14
  made
• 34:14
  it
• 34:14
  about
• 34:14
  a
• 34:14
  racial
• 34:15
  thing.
• 34:15
  And
• 34:15
  those
• 34:16
  people
• 34:16
  moved
• 34:16
  literally
• 34:17
  about
• 34:17
  a
• 34:17
  week
• 34:17
  later.
• 34:18
  Whoa.
• 34:19
  Yeah.
• 34:20
  Yeah.
• 34:20
  So
• 34:20
  your
• 34:21
  mom
• 34:21
  never
• 34:21
  kind
• 34:21
  of
• 34:21
  said,
• 34:22
  hey,
• 34:22
  this
• 34:22
  is
• 34:22
  what
• 34:22
  was
• 34:22
  going
• 34:23
  on.
• 34:23
  They
• 34:23
  were
• 34:23
  being
• 34:23
  fine.
• 34:25
  No,
• 34:25
  we
• 34:26
  never
• 34:26
  had.
• 34:27
  And
• 34:27
  I
• 34:27
  think
• 34:27
  it
• 34:27
  was
• 34:27
  because
• 34:28
  she
• 34:28
  didn't
• 34:28
  want
• 34:28
  me
• 34:28
  to
• 34:29
  get
• 34:29
  caught
• 34:29
  up
• 34:29
  in
• 34:29
  a
• 34:30
  racism
• 34:30
  situation.
• 34:31
  You
• 34:31
  know
• 34:31
  what
• 34:31
  I
• 34:31
  mean?
• 34:32
  Like,
• 34:32
  it's
• 34:32
  gonna
• 34:32
  come.
• 34:33
  People
• 34:33
  do,
• 34:33
  the
• 34:33
  black
• 34:33
  people
• 34:34
  and
• 34:34
  leave,
• 34:34
  you
• 34:34
  know,
• 34:34
  it
• 34:35
  was
• 34:35
  never
• 34:35
  that.
• 34:35
  It
• 34:35
  was
• 34:36
  just
• 34:36
  ignorance
• 34:36
  on
• 34:36
  their
• 34:37
  part.
• 34:37
  Totally.
• 34:38
  And,
• 34:39
  you
• 34:39
  know,
• 34:39
  and
• 34:39
  so
• 34:39
  I.
• 34:40
  I
• 34:40
  really.
• 34:40
  I
• 34:40
  missed
• 34:41
  my
• 34:41
  mom
• 34:41
  so
• 34:41
  much.
• 34:41
  She
• 34:42
  passed
• 34:42
  away,
• 34:43
  21.
• 34:44
  She
• 34:44
  got
• 34:44
  me
• 34:44
  to
• 34:45
  California
• 34:45
  to
• 34:45
  make
• 34:46
  sure
• 34:46
  I
• 34:46
  pursued
• 34:46
  my
• 34:46
  career,
• 34:47
  and
• 34:47
  she
• 34:47
  died
• 34:48
  11
• 34:48
  months
• 34:48
  later.
• 34:49
  I
• 34:49
  am
• 34:49
  so
• 34:49
  sorry.
• 34:50
  Thank
• 34:50
  you.
• 34:51
  But
• 34:51
  she
• 34:51
  was
• 34:51
  amazing.
• 34:52
  She
• 34:52
  was
• 34:52
  really
• 34:52
  amazing.
• 34:54
  She
• 34:54
  sounds
• 34:54
  amazing.
• 34:55
  Oh,
• 34:55
  yeah.
• 34:56
  If
• 34:56
  you
• 34:56
  see
• 34:56
  this
• 34:57
  poster
• 34:57
  right
• 34:57
  here.
• 34:58
  Yeah.
• 34:59
  Your
• 34:59
  dreams
• 34:59
  take
• 34:59
  flight.
• 35:00
  She
• 35:00
  gave
• 35:00
  this
• 35:00
  to
• 35:00
  me
• 35:01
  in,
• 35:01
  like,
• 35:01
  sixth
• 35:01
  grade.
• 35:02
  Oh,
• 35:03
  my
• 35:03
  gosh.
• 35:05
  I
• 35:05
  love
• 35:06
  that.
• 35:08
  This
• 35:08
  room
• 35:08
  is
• 35:08
  my
• 35:09
  spiritual
• 35:09
  room.
• 35:09
  And
• 35:09
  I
• 35:09
  have
• 35:10
  all
• 35:10
  kinds
• 35:10
  of
• 35:10
  things
• 35:10
  that
• 35:10
  she's
• 35:11
  given
• 35:11
  me.
• 35:11
  You
• 35:12
  know,
• 35:12
  unicorns
• 35:12
  over
• 35:13
  there.
• 35:13
  And
• 35:13
  then
• 35:13
  she
• 35:14
  actually
• 35:14
  wrote
• 35:14
  something
• 35:15
  for
• 35:15
  me.
• 35:15
  My
• 35:15
  eighth
• 35:15
  grade
• 35:16
  graduation.
• 35:16
  But
• 35:16
  the
• 35:17
  end,
• 35:17
  it
• 35:18
  says,
• 35:18
  you
• 35:18
  are
• 35:18
  the
• 35:19
  love
• 35:19
  of
• 35:19
  my
• 35:19
  life.
• 35:22
  Were
• 35:22
  you
• 35:22
  an
• 35:22
  only
• 35:23
  child?
• 35:24
  You
• 35:24
  could
• 35:24
  say
• 35:25
  that.
• 35:25
  My
• 35:25
  brother's
• 35:25
  10
• 35:26
  years
• 35:26
  older
• 35:26
  than
• 35:26
  me,
• 35:26
  and
• 35:28
  he
• 35:28
  was
• 35:28
  through
• 35:28
  a
• 35:29
  previous
• 35:29
  marriage
• 35:29
  that
• 35:29
  my
• 35:30
  mom
• 35:30
  had.
• 35:30
  Okay,
• 35:31
  okay.
• 35:31
  So
• 35:32
  we
• 35:32
  didn't
• 35:32
  necessarily
• 35:33
  grow
• 35:33
  up
• 35:33
  together
• 35:34
  because
• 35:35
  he
• 35:35
  went
• 35:35
  away
• 35:36
  to
• 35:36
  boarding
• 35:36
  school
• 35:36
  while
• 35:37
  I
• 35:37
  was
• 35:37
  growing
• 35:37
  up.
• 35:38
  Okay,
• 35:38
  okay.
• 35:40
  Wow.
• 35:41
  Your
• 35:41
  mom
• 35:41
  sounds
• 35:42
  like
• 35:42
  she
• 35:42
  is.
• 35:42
  So
• 35:43
  did
• 35:43
  you
• 35:43
  always
• 35:44
  have,
• 35:44
  like,
• 35:44
  a.
• 35:46
  A
• 35:46
  passion
• 35:46
  for
• 35:46
  music,
• 35:47
  even
• 35:47
  when
• 35:47
  you
• 35:47
  were
• 35:47
  young?
• 35:48
  It
• 35:48
  started
• 35:48
  with
• 35:49
  the
• 35:49
  flute.
• 35:49
  Or
• 35:49
  before.
• 35:50
  Before
• 35:50
  my
• 35:51
  dad
• 35:51
  would
• 35:51
  come
• 35:52
  home
• 35:52
  and
• 35:52
  go
• 35:52
  in
• 35:53
  the
• 35:53
  basement
• 35:54
  and
• 35:54
  crank
• 35:55
  up
• 35:55
  Marvin
• 35:56
  Gaye,
• 35:56
  Aretha
• 35:57
  Franklin,
• 35:58
  Diana,
• 35:59
  and
• 35:59
  the
• 35:59
  house
• 35:59
  would
• 36:00
  vibrate
• 36:00
  with
• 36:01
  music.
• 36:01
  So
• 36:02
  it
• 36:02
  wasn't
• 36:02
  just
• 36:02
  your
• 36:02
  mom
• 36:03
  then.
• 36:03
  You
• 36:03
  really
• 36:04
  had,
• 36:04
  like,
• 36:05
  from
• 36:05
  both
• 36:05
  sides.
• 36:06
  That
• 36:06
  support
• 36:07
  and
• 36:07
  goosebumps.
• 36:08
  That
• 36:08
  sounds
• 36:09
  amazing.
• 36:09
  Yeah.
• 36:10
  And
• 36:10
  I
• 36:10
  would
• 36:10
  go
• 36:10
  down
• 36:10
  in
• 36:11
  the
• 36:11
  basement
• 36:11
  and
• 36:11
  just
• 36:12
  Sit
• 36:12
  there
• 36:12
  with
• 36:12
  him.
• 36:12
  And
• 36:13
  it
• 36:14
  was
• 36:14
  just.
• 36:14
  And
• 36:14
  so
• 36:14
  I
• 36:14
  fell
• 36:15
  in
• 36:15
  love
• 36:15
  with
• 36:15
  Diana
• 36:15
  Ross.
• 36:16
  And
• 36:16
  that
• 36:16
  is.
• 36:16
  She
• 36:16
  was
• 36:16
  the
• 36:17
  reason
• 36:17
  why
• 36:17
  I
• 36:17
  was
• 36:17
  like,
• 36:17
  I
• 36:18
  want
• 36:18
  to
• 36:18
  sing.
• 36:19
  I
• 36:19
  want
• 36:19
  to
• 36:19
  sound
• 36:20
  like
• 36:20
  her.
• 36:20
  I
• 36:20
  want
• 36:20
  to
• 36:20
  be
• 36:21
  like
• 36:21
  her.
• 36:21
  So
• 36:22
  I
• 36:22
  know
• 36:22
  what
• 36:22
  you're
• 36:23
  talking
• 36:23
  about,
• 36:24
  because
• 36:24
  I.
• 36:24
  I'm
• 36:25
  sure
• 36:25
  you've
• 36:25
  probably
• 36:25
  done
• 36:25
  it,
• 36:26
  Sam,
• 36:26
  but
• 36:26
  I
• 36:26
  feel
• 36:26
  like
• 36:27
  everyone,
• 36:27
  if
• 36:27
  they've
• 36:27
  never
• 36:28
  done
• 36:28
  it,
• 36:28
  should
• 36:28
  have
• 36:29
  the
• 36:29
  experience
• 36:29
  of
• 36:29
  just
• 36:30
  lying
• 36:30
  down
• 36:30
  in
• 36:30
  a
• 36:31
  room,
• 36:31
  whether
• 36:31
  they're
• 36:32
  alone
• 36:32
  or
• 36:32
  with
• 36:32
  somebody
• 36:32
  else,
• 36:33
  being
• 36:33
  quiet
• 36:33
  and
• 36:33
  just
• 36:33
  letting
• 36:34
  the
• 36:34
  music
• 36:34
  just
• 36:34
  fill
• 36:35
  the
• 36:35
  room,
• 36:35
  like,
• 36:36
  actually
• 36:36
  take
• 36:36
  up
• 36:37
  space
• 36:38
  and,
• 36:38
  like,
• 36:38
  come
• 36:38
  into
• 36:39
  your
• 36:39
  body
• 36:39
  and
• 36:39
  move.
• 36:40
  You
• 36:41
  know
• 36:41
  what
• 36:41
  I
• 36:41
  mean?
• 36:41
  Like,
• 36:42
  it's
• 36:42
  something
• 36:42
  so
• 36:42
  real
• 36:43
  and
• 36:43
  I.
• 36:43
  Really
• 36:44
  embody
• 36:44
  music,
• 36:45
  you
• 36:45
  know?
• 36:46
  Yes.
• 36:47
  So.
• 36:48
  Wow,
• 36:49
  that's.
• 36:49
  Yeah.
• 36:49
  That's
• 36:50
  amazing.
• 36:51
  So
• 36:51
  music
• 36:51
  has
• 36:51
  always
• 36:52
  been,
• 36:53
  you
• 36:53
  know,
• 36:53
  this
• 36:54
  thing
• 36:54
  for
• 36:55
  me.
• 36:55
  And
• 36:55
  just
• 36:56
  side
• 36:56
  note,
• 36:56
  I
• 36:57
  trained
• 36:57
  for
• 36:57
  the
• 36:57
  Olympics
• 36:58
  as
• 36:58
  a
• 36:58
  gymnast.
• 36:59
  Oh,
• 36:59
  that's
• 36:59
  right.
• 36:59
  I
• 36:59
  forgot
• 37:00
  you
• 37:00
  told
• 37:00
  me
• 37:00
  that.
• 37:00
  Yeah,
• 37:01
  but
• 37:01
  I
• 37:01
  didn't
• 37:02
  want
• 37:02
  to
• 37:02
  be
• 37:02
  a
• 37:02
  gymnast.
• 37:03
  I
• 37:03
  wanted
• 37:03
  to
• 37:03
  be
• 37:04
  a
• 37:04
  singer.
• 37:05
  Okay.
• 37:05
  Okay.
• 37:06
  I
• 37:06
  would
• 37:06
  take
• 37:06
  my
• 37:06
  dad
• 37:07
  off,
• 37:07
  but.
• 37:07
  You
• 37:08
  were
• 37:08
  good
• 37:08
  enough
• 37:08
  to
• 37:09
  go
• 37:09
  to
• 37:09
  the
• 37:09
  tryouts
• 37:10
  because
• 37:10
  don't
• 37:10
  you,
• 37:10
  like,
• 37:10
  have
• 37:11
  to
• 37:11
  meet,
• 37:11
  like,
• 37:11
  certain
• 37:11
  criteria
• 37:12
  before
• 37:12
  you
• 37:12
  can
• 37:12
  even
• 37:13
  try
• 37:13
  out?
• 37:14
  Oh,
• 37:15
  wow.
• 37:15
  Wow.
• 37:16
  Junior
• 37:16
  Olympics
• 37:17
  before
• 37:17
  that.
• 37:18
  And
• 37:18
  can
• 37:18
  I
• 37:18
  ask,
• 37:18
  where
• 37:19
  did
• 37:19
  you
• 37:19
  grow
• 37:19
  up?
• 37:19
  Like,
• 37:20
  what?
• 37:20
  In
• 37:20
  Illinois.
• 37:21
  Illinois.
• 37:22
  Okay,
• 37:22
  explained.
• 37:23
  Here's
• 37:23
  some
• 37:23
  of
• 37:24
  my
• 37:24
  things
• 37:24
  over
• 37:24
  here.
• 37:24
  But
• 37:24
  I
• 37:24
  trained
• 37:25
  with
• 37:25
  this
• 37:26
  company
• 37:27
  called
• 37:27
  Ike
• 37:27
  Turner,
• 37:28
  and
• 37:28
  they
• 37:28
  actually
• 37:28
  brought
• 37:28
  gymnastics
• 37:29
  to
• 37:29
  the
• 37:29
  United
• 37:30
  States.
• 37:30
  Really?
• 37:32
  Well.
• 37:33
  And
• 37:33
  they
• 37:33
  were
• 37:33
  prejudiced,
• 37:34
  too.
• 37:34
  They
• 37:34
  didn't
• 37:34
  want
• 37:35
  me
• 37:35
  there
• 37:35
  either.
• 37:36
  Really?
• 37:38
  Yes.
• 37:39
  I
• 37:39
  lived
• 37:39
  in
• 37:39
  the
• 37:39
  city
• 37:40
  of
• 37:40
  Chicago.
• 37:40
  They
• 37:41
  were
• 37:41
  in
• 37:41
  the
• 37:41
  city
• 37:41
  of
• 37:41
  Chicago.
• 37:42
  And
• 37:43
  my
• 37:43
  mom
• 37:43
  took
• 37:43
  me
• 37:43
  there
• 37:44
  because
• 37:44
  she
• 37:44
  said
• 37:44
  I
• 37:44
  was
• 37:44
  bouncing
• 37:45
  off
• 37:45
  the
• 37:45
  walls
• 37:45
  and
• 37:46
  flipping
• 37:46
  all
• 37:46
  over
• 37:46
  the
• 37:46
  place.
• 37:47
  So
• 37:47
  she
• 37:47
  was
• 37:47
  like,
• 37:47
  I
• 37:47
  want
• 37:48
  to
• 37:48
  get
• 37:48
  you
• 37:48
  in
• 37:48
  a
• 37:48
  class.
• 37:49
  And
• 37:49
  she
• 37:50
  walked
• 37:50
  in
• 37:50
  and
• 37:50
  they
• 37:50
  were
• 37:50
  like,
• 37:51
  oh,
• 37:51
  no,
• 37:51
  no
• 37:51
  room.
• 37:51
  But
• 37:52
  everybody
• 37:52
  else
• 37:52
  was
• 37:52
  getting
• 37:53
  in.
• 37:53
  So
• 37:53
  then
• 37:54
  we
• 37:54
  had
• 37:54
  our
• 37:54
  house
• 37:54
  built
• 37:55
  in
• 37:55
  the
• 37:55
  suburbs,
• 37:55
  and
• 37:56
  they
• 37:56
  moved
• 37:56
  to
• 37:56
  the
• 37:57
  suburbs
• 37:57
  kind
• 37:57
  of
• 37:57
  around
• 37:58
  the
• 37:58
  time
• 37:58
  we
• 37:58
  did.
• 37:59
  So
• 37:59
  this
• 38:00
  time
• 38:00
  my
• 38:00
  mom
• 38:00
  called
• 38:01
  and.
• 38:03
  Yeah,
• 38:03
  he
• 38:03
  called
• 38:04
  and
• 38:04
  was
• 38:04
  like,
• 38:04
  hey,
• 38:05
  you
• 38:05
  know,
• 38:05
  do
• 38:05
  you
• 38:05
  have
• 38:05
  room?
• 38:05
  They
• 38:06
  were
• 38:06
  like,
• 38:06
  of
• 38:06
  course
• 38:06
  we
• 38:06
  do.
• 38:07
  Bring
• 38:07
  her
• 38:07
  in.
• 38:08
  So
• 38:08
  they
• 38:08
  were
• 38:09
  very
• 38:09
  shocked
• 38:09
  when
• 38:10
  I
• 38:10
  walked
• 38:10
  in.
• 38:11
  But
• 38:11
  that's.
• 38:12
  Your
• 38:12
  mom
• 38:12
  is.
• 38:13
  Yeah,
• 38:13
  she's
• 38:14
  assistant.
• 38:15
  She's
• 38:15
  like,
• 38:15
  no,
• 38:16
  you're
• 38:16
  not
• 38:16
  going
• 38:16
  to
• 38:16
  take
• 38:17
  less
• 38:17
  and
• 38:18
  you
• 38:18
  shouldn't.
• 38:19
  Never,
• 38:19
  ever,
• 38:20
  ever.
• 38:20
  I
• 38:20
  have
• 38:21
  the
• 38:21
  biggest,
• 38:21
  craziest
• 38:22
  dreams
• 38:23
  because
• 38:24
  this
• 38:24
  is
• 38:24
  what
• 38:24
  I
• 38:25
  heard
• 38:25
  in
• 38:25
  my
• 38:25
  house
• 38:25
  almost
• 38:25
  every
• 38:26
  day.
• 38:26
  You
• 38:27
  can
• 38:27
  do
• 38:27
  anything
• 38:27
  you
• 38:27
  want
• 38:28
  to
• 38:28
  do
• 38:28
  as
• 38:28
  long
• 38:28
  as
• 38:28
  you
• 38:28
  put
• 38:29
  your
• 38:29
  mind
• 38:29
  to
• 38:29
  it
• 38:30
  and
• 38:30
  can't
• 38:31
  Was
• 38:31
  not
• 38:32
  allowed
• 38:32
  in
• 38:33
  my
• 38:33
  vocabulary.
• 38:34
  I
• 38:34
  love
• 38:34
  it.
• 38:35
  I
• 38:35
  love
• 38:35
  it.
• 38:36
  I
• 38:36
  love
• 38:36
  your
• 38:36
  mom.
• 38:37
  I
• 38:37
  love
• 38:38
  my
• 38:38
  mama,
• 38:38
  too.
• 38:40
  Oh,
• 38:41
  wow.
• 38:41
  And
• 38:41
  see,
• 38:42
  picture
• 38:42
  Mama.
• 38:42
  Let's
• 38:42
  see.
• 38:43
  Yeah,
• 38:44
  this
• 38:44
  is
• 38:44
  me
• 38:45
  and
• 38:45
  her.
• 38:45
  I
• 38:45
  don't
• 38:45
  know.
• 38:46
  We
• 38:46
  can't
• 38:47
  see
• 38:47
  anything.
• 38:49
  They're
• 38:49
  just
• 38:50
  little.
• 38:52
  Yeah,
• 38:53
  I
• 38:53
  see.
• 38:53
  I
• 38:53
  see
• 38:54
  it.
• 38:54
  Oh,
• 38:55
  that's
• 38:55
  so
• 38:55
  sweet.
• 38:57
  My
• 38:57
  ribbons
• 38:58
  and
• 38:58
  stuff
• 38:58
  from
• 38:58
  gymnastics.
• 38:59
  Wow.
• 39:01
  Yeah.
• 39:02
  Wow.
• 39:03
  So
• 39:03
  interesting
• 39:04
  life.
• 39:05
  Yeah.
• 39:06
  Yeah.
• 39:07
  Did
• 39:07
  you.
• 39:08
  So
• 39:09
  I
• 39:09
  know
• 39:09
  your
• 39:09
  mom,
• 39:09
  like,
• 39:10
  got
• 39:10
  you
• 39:10
  to.
• 39:11
  Where
• 39:11
  did
• 39:11
  what
• 39:12
  you
• 39:12
  said?
• 39:12
  California.
• 39:13
  California.
• 39:14
  Okay.
• 39:15
  So
• 39:15
  I'm
• 39:15
  hearing
• 39:15
  you
• 39:16
  played,
• 39:16
  like,
• 39:16
  first
• 39:16
  chair.
• 39:17
  You
• 39:17
  were,
• 39:18
  like,
• 39:18
  all
• 39:19
  orchestrated,
• 39:20
  like,
• 39:20
  orchestral
• 39:21
  style,
• 39:21
  I'm
• 39:22
  guessing.
• 39:22
  Yeah.
• 39:23
  Through
• 39:23
  high
• 39:23
  school.
• 39:24
  Yeah.
• 39:24
  When
• 39:25
  was
• 39:25
  your,
• 39:25
  like,
• 39:25
  first
• 39:25
  experience?
• 39:26
  When
• 39:26
  you're
• 39:26
  like,
• 39:27
  I'm
• 39:27
  gonna
• 39:27
  try
• 39:27
  to
• 39:28
  put
• 39:28
  myself
• 39:28
  out
• 39:28
  there
• 39:28
  for
• 39:28
  the
• 39:28
  world.
• 39:29
  Like,
• 39:29
  when
• 39:29
  she
• 39:29
  wrote
• 39:29
  an
• 39:30
  album.
• 39:31
  I'm
• 39:31
  about
• 39:31
  to
• 39:31
  pick
• 39:31
  up
• 39:32
  my
• 39:32
  computer
• 39:32
  and
• 39:32
  walk
• 39:32
  you
• 39:32
  through
• 39:33
  my
• 39:33
  room,
• 39:33
  because.
• 39:34
  Let's
• 39:34
  do
• 39:35
  it.
• 39:35
  Okay.
• 39:37
  Because
• 39:38
  I
• 39:38
  have
• 39:39
  so
• 39:39
  high
• 39:39
  school,
• 39:40
  I
• 39:40
  was
• 39:40
  very
• 39:41
  terribly
• 39:41
  shy,
• 39:42
  but
• 39:42
  I
• 39:42
  knew
• 39:43
  I
• 39:43
  wanted
• 39:43
  to
• 39:43
  sing.
• 39:44
  And
• 39:44
  so
• 39:44
  my
• 39:44
  freshman
• 39:45
  year
• 39:45
  in
• 39:45
  high
• 39:45
  school,
• 39:45
  I
• 39:46
  saw
• 39:46
  this
• 39:46
  group
• 39:47
  perform,
• 39:47
  and
• 39:47
  I
• 39:48
  was
• 39:48
  like,
• 39:48
  they
• 39:48
  sounded
• 39:48
  so
• 39:49
  good.
• 39:49
  They
• 39:49
  sounded
• 39:49
  like
• 39:49
  the
• 39:50
  record.
• 39:50
  And
• 39:50
  I'm
• 39:50
  like,
• 39:50
  I
• 39:51
  want
• 39:51
  to
• 39:51
  do
• 39:51
  this.
• 39:51
  So
• 39:51
  my
• 39:52
  sophomore
• 39:52
  year,
• 39:53
  I
• 39:53
  was
• 39:53
  like,
• 39:53
  I'm
• 39:53
  going
• 39:53
  to
• 39:53
  get
• 39:54
  in
• 39:54
  this
• 39:54
  talent
• 39:54
  show.
• 39:55
  And
• 39:56
  my
• 39:56
  prayer
• 39:57
  to
• 39:57
  God
• 39:57
  was,
• 39:58
  if
• 39:58
  I
• 39:59
  lose,
• 40:00
  I
• 40:00
  will
• 40:00
  never
• 40:00
  pursue
• 40:01
  this
• 40:01
  ever
• 40:01
  again.
• 40:03
  If
• 40:03
  I
• 40:03
  win,
• 40:04
  I'm
• 40:04
  going
• 40:04
  to
• 40:04
  take
• 40:04
  this
• 40:05
  as
• 40:05
  a
• 40:05
  sign
• 40:05
  to
• 40:06
  go.
• 40:06
  And
• 40:07
  I
• 40:07
  did
• 40:07
  a
• 40:07
  duet
• 40:08
  because
• 40:08
  I
• 40:08
  was
• 40:08
  too
• 40:08
  scared
• 40:09
  to
• 40:09
  do
• 40:09
  it
• 40:09
  by
• 40:09
  myself.
• 40:11
  Sometimes
• 40:11
  we
• 40:11
  need
• 40:11
  that.
• 40:12
  Right?
• 40:12
  That
• 40:12
  was
• 40:12
  my
• 40:12
  duet.
• 40:13
  Right,
• 40:14
  exactly.
• 40:14
  So
• 40:14
  I
• 40:14
  did
• 40:15
  this
• 40:15
  duet.
• 40:15
  We
• 40:16
  won
• 40:16
  first
• 40:16
  place.
• 40:17
  And
• 40:18
  so
• 40:18
  I
• 40:18
  was
• 40:18
  like,
• 40:19
  okay,
• 40:19
  we're
• 40:19
  on.
• 40:20
  What
• 40:21
  is
• 40:21
  you
• 40:21
  seeing
• 40:22
  this?
• 40:23
  So
• 40:24
  the
• 40:24
  Debarges
• 40:24
  were
• 40:25
  my
• 40:25
  favorite
• 40:25
  group,
• 40:26
  and
• 40:26
  so
• 40:26
  I
• 40:27
  did
• 40:27
  a
• 40:27
  song
• 40:27
  that
• 40:28
  they
• 40:28
  did
• 40:28
  back
• 40:28
  then.
• 40:29
  Okay.
• 40:29
  And
• 40:30
  what's
• 40:30
  interesting
• 40:30
  is
• 40:31
  that
• 40:31
  they've
• 40:32
  become.
• 40:32
  It's
• 40:33
  so
• 40:33
  funny,
• 40:33
  because
• 40:33
  a
• 40:34
  lot
• 40:34
  of
• 40:34
  these
• 40:34
  things,
• 40:35
  people
• 40:36
  that
• 40:36
  I
• 40:36
  was
• 40:36
  like,
• 40:37
  I
• 40:37
  want
• 40:37
  to
• 40:37
  be
• 40:38
  around
• 40:38
  and
• 40:38
  part
• 40:38
  of,
• 40:39
  have
• 40:39
  been
• 40:39
  literally
• 40:40
  in
• 40:40
  my
• 40:40
  life
• 40:40
  for
• 40:40
  real.
• 40:43
  Oh,
• 40:43
  that's
• 40:43
  awesome.
• 40:44
  Did
• 40:44
  you
• 40:45
  start.
• 40:45
  When
• 40:46
  you
• 40:46
  started
• 40:46
  writing
• 40:46
  your
• 40:47
  songs
• 40:47
  and
• 40:47
  getting
• 40:47
  ready
• 40:48
  to
• 40:48
  do
• 40:48
  your
• 40:48
  first
• 40:48
  record,
• 40:49
  what
• 40:50
  was
• 40:50
  going
• 40:50
  on
• 40:50
  in
• 40:51
  your
• 40:51
  life
• 40:51
  was
• 40:53
  what
• 40:53
  was
• 40:53
  going
• 40:53
  on
• 40:53
  with
• 40:54
  your
• 40:54
  mom
• 40:54
  and
• 40:54
  moving,
• 40:54
  like,
• 40:55
  the
• 40:55
  most
• 40:55
  predominant
• 40:56
  thing
• 40:56
  going
• 40:56
  on
• 40:56
  in
• 40:56
  your
• 40:56
  life
• 40:57
  or
• 40:57
  had
• 40:58
  you
• 40:58
  already
• 40:58
  experienced,
• 40:59
  you
• 41:00
  know,
• 41:01
  what
• 41:02
  caused
• 41:02
  you
• 41:02
  to
• 41:02
  write,
• 41:02
  Loved
• 41:03
  you,
• 41:03
  hated
• 41:03
  you.
• 41:03
  So
• 41:04
  my
• 41:04
  mom
• 41:04
  had.
• 41:05
  Like
• 41:05
  I
• 41:05
  said,
• 41:05
  my
• 41:05
  mom
• 41:05
  had
• 41:06
  passed
• 41:06
  11
• 41:07
  months
• 41:07
  after
• 41:07
  I
• 41:07
  moved
• 41:08
  out
• 41:08
  here,
• 41:10
  which
• 41:10
  is
• 41:10
  how
• 41:11
  I
• 41:11
  want
• 41:11
  to
• 41:12
  kind
• 41:12
  of
• 41:12
  say.
• 41:12
  I
• 41:12
  got
• 41:12
  into
• 41:13
  this
• 41:13
  abusive
• 41:13
  relationship
• 41:14
  because
• 41:14
  I
• 41:14
  was.
• 41:14
  I
• 41:15
  met
• 41:15
  this
• 41:15
  guy.
• 41:16
  I
• 41:17
  didn't
• 41:17
  have
• 41:17
  any
• 41:17
  family
• 41:18
  out
• 41:18
  here.
• 41:18
  I
• 41:18
  just
• 41:18
  lost
• 41:19
  My
• 41:19
  mom
• 41:20
  dad
• 41:20
  was,
• 41:21
  because
• 41:21
  I
• 41:21
  wasn't
• 41:22
  the
• 41:22
  gymnast
• 41:22
  or
• 41:22
  accountant,
• 41:23
  you
• 41:23
  know,
• 41:23
  he
• 41:23
  wasn't
• 41:24
  dealing
• 41:24
  with
• 41:24
  me.
• 41:25
  Oh,
• 41:26
  yeah,
• 41:26
  yeah.
• 41:26
  So
• 41:27
  you
• 41:27
  were
• 41:27
  in
• 41:27
  a
• 41:27
  really
• 41:27
  vulnerable
• 41:28
  state.
• 41:29
  Very
• 41:29
  vulnerable.
• 41:30
  And
• 41:30
  here
• 41:30
  comes
• 41:30
  this
• 41:31
  guy
• 41:32
  in
• 41:32
  this
• 41:32
  news
• 41:33
  place
• 41:33
  I'm
• 41:34
  in,
• 41:34
  you
• 41:35
  know,
• 41:35
  and
• 41:35
  this,
• 41:36
  this
• 41:36
  professor
• 41:37
  told
• 41:37
  me,
• 41:37
  I,
• 41:37
  I,
• 41:37
  I
• 41:38
  hit
• 41:38
  the
• 41:39
  charm
• 41:39
  harm
• 41:40
  perfectly.
• 41:41
  So
• 41:41
  he
• 41:41
  was
• 41:42
  very
• 41:42
  charming,
• 41:42
  right?
• 41:43
  And,
• 41:44
  and
• 41:44
  I,
• 41:45
  I,
• 41:45
  I
• 41:46
  for
• 41:46
  this
• 41:46
  guy,
• 41:46
  I
• 41:46
  won't
• 41:47
  say
• 41:47
  he's
• 41:47
  had
• 41:47
  an
• 41:48
  abusive
• 41:49
  personality.
• 41:51
  Like,
• 41:51
  he's
• 41:52
  just
• 41:52
  volatile
• 41:52
  all
• 41:53
  the
• 41:53
  time.
• 41:53
  But
• 41:53
  he
• 41:53
  didn't
• 41:54
  know
• 41:54
  how
• 41:54
  to
• 41:54
  manage
• 41:54
  his
• 41:55
  anger
• 41:55
  or
• 41:55
  frustrations
• 41:56
  when
• 41:56
  he
• 41:56
  got
• 41:56
  mad.
• 41:58
  And
• 41:58
  so.
• 41:59
  But
• 42:01
  truth
• 42:01
  be
• 42:01
  told,
• 42:01
  I
• 42:02
  never
• 42:02
  thought
• 42:02
  I
• 42:02
  was
• 42:02
  a
• 42:02
  songwriter.
• 42:03
  All
• 42:04
  the
• 42:04
  music
• 42:04
  that
• 42:04
  was
• 42:04
  out
• 42:05
  and
• 42:05
  still
• 42:06
  out
• 42:06
  is
• 42:06
  always
• 42:06
  about
• 42:07
  shaking
• 42:07
  your
• 42:07
  ass
• 42:08
  and
• 42:08
  showing
• 42:08
  me
• 42:08
  this
• 42:09
  and
• 42:09
  bend
• 42:09
  over
• 42:09
  this
• 42:10
  way
• 42:10
  and
• 42:10
  do
• 42:10
  that.
• 42:11
  And
• 42:12
  that's
• 42:12
  really
• 42:12
  not
• 42:13
  me.
• 42:13
  I'm
• 42:13
  all
• 42:13
  about
• 42:14
  the
• 42:14
  love
• 42:14
  and
• 42:15
  the.
• 42:15
  Possibility
• 42:16
  behind
• 42:17
  you
• 42:17
  on
• 42:17
  the
• 42:17
  wall.
• 42:19
  I
• 42:20
  love
• 42:20
  it.
• 42:21
  I'm
• 42:21
  a
• 42:21
  Capricorn.
• 42:22
  I
• 42:22
  mean,
• 42:22
  I'm
• 42:22
  a
• 42:23
  globe.
• 42:23
  Right.
• 42:25
  Version
• 42:26
  of
• 42:26
  a
• 42:26
  unicorn
• 42:26
  to
• 42:27
  me.
• 42:27
  Okay.
• 42:28
  I'm
• 42:28
  all
• 42:28
  about
• 42:28
  love.
• 42:29
  And
• 42:29
  let's
• 42:29
  know.
• 42:30
  So
• 42:30
  this
• 42:30
  guy,
• 42:31
  the
• 42:31
  producer,
• 42:31
  he
• 42:31
  was
• 42:31
  like,
• 42:31
  well,
• 42:32
  why
• 42:32
  don't
• 42:32
  you
• 42:32
  write
• 42:32
  something
• 42:33
  and
• 42:33
  so
• 42:34
  it
• 42:34
  can
• 42:34
  give
• 42:34
  me
• 42:34
  an
• 42:34
  idea
• 42:35
  and
• 42:36
  then
• 42:36
  I'll
• 42:37
  produce
• 42:37
  something.
• 42:37
  And
• 42:38
  so
• 42:38
  I
• 42:38
  wrote
• 42:38
  it.
• 42:38
  And
• 42:38
  he
• 42:39
  goes,
• 42:39
  oh,
• 42:39
  I
• 42:39
  didn't
• 42:40
  know
• 42:40
  you
• 42:40
  were
• 42:40
  a
• 42:40
  songwriter.
• 42:41
  I'm
• 42:41
  like,
• 42:41
  I'm
• 42:41
  not.
• 42:42
  So
• 42:42
  that's
• 42:42
  really,
• 42:43
  you
• 42:43
  know,
• 42:43
  everybody's
• 42:43
  like,
• 42:44
  oh,
• 42:44
  my
• 42:44
  God,
• 42:44
  how
• 42:45
  many
• 42:45
  you
• 42:45
  What?
• 42:46
  What?
• 42:46
  I
• 42:46
  didn't
• 42:46
  know
• 42:47
  songwriter.
• 42:47
  And
• 42:47
  I'm
• 42:47
  like.
• 42:48
  And
• 42:48
  I
• 42:48
  didn't
• 42:48
  know
• 42:49
  either
• 42:49
  wrote
• 42:50
  that.
• 42:50
  I
• 42:50
  was
• 42:50
  like,
• 42:51
  oh.
• 42:51
  So
• 42:51
  that's
• 42:51
  kind
• 42:51
  of
• 42:51
  how
• 42:52
  the
• 42:52
  songwriting
• 42:53
  thing
• 42:53
  came
• 42:53
  in.
• 42:53
  And
• 42:54
  they
• 42:54
  basically
• 42:54
  had
• 42:54
  to
• 42:54
  be
• 42:54
  like,
• 42:55
  no,
• 42:55
  honey,
• 42:55
  you
• 42:56
  are.
• 42:59
  The
• 42:59
  madam,
• 43:00
  the
• 43:00
  manager
• 43:00
  that
• 43:00
  I
• 43:01
  had
• 43:01
  at
• 43:01
  the
• 43:01
  time.
• 43:02
  Somebody
• 43:02
  had
• 43:03
  given
• 43:03
  me
• 43:03
  a
• 43:03
  track,
• 43:03
  and
• 43:04
  I
• 43:04
  was
• 43:04
  sitting
• 43:04
  at
• 43:04
  his
• 43:04
  kitchen
• 43:05
  table
• 43:05
  while
• 43:05
  his
• 43:05
  wife
• 43:05
  was
• 43:05
  cooking
• 43:06
  dinner,
• 43:06
  and
• 43:06
  I
• 43:06
  wrote
• 43:06
  and
• 43:07
  I
• 43:07
  was
• 43:07
  like,
• 43:07
  I'm
• 43:07
  like,
• 43:07
  I'm
• 43:07
  done.
• 43:08
  He
• 43:08
  was
• 43:08
  like,
• 43:08
  you
• 43:08
  wrote
• 43:08
  that
• 43:08
  in
• 43:09
  like
• 43:09
  five
• 43:09
  minutes.
• 43:10
  Oh,
• 43:10
  my
• 43:10
  God.
• 43:10
  Yeah.
• 43:11
  I
• 43:11
  go,
• 43:11
  I
• 43:11
  told
• 43:11
  you
• 43:12
  I'm
• 43:12
  not
• 43:12
  a
• 43:12
  songwriter.
• 43:12
  He
• 43:12
  was
• 43:12
  like,
• 43:13
  nikki,
• 43:13
  did
• 43:13
  you
• 43:13
  hear
• 43:14
  this?
• 43:14
  This
• 43:14
  is
• 43:14
  amazing.
• 43:15
  You
• 43:15
  are
• 43:15
  a
• 43:15
  songwriter.
• 43:16
  It
• 43:16
  took
• 43:16
  a
• 43:17
  long
• 43:17
  time
• 43:18
  for
• 43:18
  me
• 43:18
  to
• 43:18
  accept
• 43:19
  that
• 43:19
  I
• 43:19
  was
• 43:20
  a
• 43:20
  songwriter.
• 43:21
  But
• 43:23
  fast
• 43:23
  forward
• 43:23
  to
• 43:24
  after
• 43:24
  I
• 43:24
  kind
• 43:25
  of
• 43:25
  got
• 43:25
  out
• 43:25
  of
• 43:25
  that
• 43:25
  relationship
• 43:27
  and
• 43:27
  I
• 43:27
  started
• 43:27
  writing
• 43:28
  because
• 43:28
  I
• 43:28
  guess
• 43:28
  I'm
• 43:29
  a
• 43:29
  songwriter.
• 43:32
  I
• 43:33
  wrote,
• 43:33
  loved
• 43:33
  you,
• 43:34
  hated
• 43:34
  you
• 43:35
  about
• 43:35
  that
• 43:35
  relationship.
• 43:37
  I
• 43:37
  don't
• 43:37
  know
• 43:37
  if
• 43:37
  I
• 43:38
  had
• 43:38
  question.
• 43:38
  I
• 43:38
  just
• 43:38
  went
• 43:39
  all
• 43:39
  the
• 43:39
  way
• 43:39
  around
• 43:39
  the
• 43:39
  world.
• 43:40
  But
• 43:40
  yeah.
• 43:40
  Oh,
• 43:40
  no,
• 43:41
  we.
• 43:41
  That's
• 43:41
  what
• 43:41
  we're
• 43:41
  here
• 43:42
  for.
• 43:43
  You
• 43:43
  totally
• 43:44
  did.
• 43:44
  She's
• 43:44
  like,
• 43:45
  what
• 43:45
  were
• 43:45
  you
• 43:45
  doing?
• 43:45
  And
• 43:45
  you.
• 43:46
  You
• 43:46
  let
• 43:46
  us
• 43:46
  know.
• 43:47
  That's
• 43:47
  awesome.
• 43:48
  So
• 43:49
  who.
• 43:50
  So,
• 43:50
  okay.
• 43:51
  Wow,
• 43:51
  this
• 43:51
  is
• 43:51
  so
• 43:52
  much.
• 43:52
  So
• 43:53
  have
• 43:53
  you
• 43:53
  ever
• 43:54
  played
• 43:54
  that
• 43:54
  song
• 43:54
  for
• 43:55
  this
• 43:55
  person?
• 43:55
  Does
• 43:55
  that
• 43:55
  person
• 43:56
  know
• 43:56
  that
• 43:56
  it's
• 43:56
  about
• 43:57
  that
• 43:57
  relationship?
• 43:58
  I
• 43:58
  mean,
• 43:59
  if
• 43:59
  he
• 43:59
  was
• 43:59
  smart
• 43:59
  enough
• 43:59
  and
• 44:00
  listening
• 44:00
  to
• 44:00
  the
• 44:00
  lyrics,
• 44:01
  he
• 44:01
  would
• 44:01
  know
• 44:01
  if
• 44:02
  he
• 44:02
  read
• 44:02
  the.
• 44:02
  It's
• 44:03
  funny
• 44:03
  because
• 44:03
  I
• 44:03
  don't
• 44:04
  have
• 44:04
  any
• 44:04
  contact
• 44:04
  with
• 44:05
  him,
• 44:05
  but
• 44:05
  we
• 44:05
  are
• 44:06
  Facebook
• 44:06
  friends
• 44:07
  and.
• 44:08
  Yeah.
• 44:08
  And
• 44:09
  his.
• 44:10
  His
• 44:10
  posts
• 44:11
  don't
• 44:11
  pop
• 44:11
  up
• 44:11
  in
• 44:12
  my
• 44:12
  feed
• 44:12
  ever.
• 44:13
  The
• 44:13
  moment
• 44:13
  I
• 44:13
  released
• 44:14
  this
• 44:14
  book,
• 44:15
  his
• 44:15
  post
• 44:15
  started
• 44:16
  popping
• 44:16
  up
• 44:16
  in
• 44:16
  my
• 44:16
  feeds
• 44:17
  out
• 44:17
  of
• 44:17
  the
• 44:17
  blue.
• 44:18
  Right.
• 44:18
  Whoa.
• 44:19
  I
• 44:19
  guess
• 44:19
  vice
• 44:20
  versa
• 44:20
  because
• 44:20
  he
• 44:21
  liked
• 44:21
  the
• 44:22
  book.
• 44:22
  You
• 44:22
  know,
• 44:22
  he
• 44:23
  did
• 44:23
  a
• 44:23
  thumbs
• 44:23
  up
• 44:23
  like,
• 44:24
  you
• 44:24
  dummy.
• 44:25
  Until
• 44:27
  you
• 44:27
  want
• 44:27
  to
• 44:27
  thumbs
• 44:28
  up
• 44:28
  that.
• 44:28
  But
• 44:29
  okay.
• 44:30
  Oh
• 44:30
  my
• 44:30
  God,
• 44:32
  that's.
• 44:33
  And
• 44:34
  did
• 44:34
  you
• 44:35
  just
• 44:35
  recently
• 44:35
  get
• 44:36
  it?
• 44:36
  The
• 44:37
  book?
• 44:37
  That's
• 44:37
  what
• 44:38
  I
• 44:38
  was
• 44:38
  about
• 44:38
  to
• 44:38
  ask.
• 44:39
  Yeah,
• 44:39
  yeah,
• 44:40
  Jim.
• 44:41
  It
• 44:41
  was
• 44:41
  released.
• 44:42
  So
• 44:43
  I
• 44:43
  wrote
• 44:43
  the
• 44:43
  song
• 44:44
  and
• 44:45
  the
• 44:45
  song.
• 44:45
  Why
• 44:46
  say
• 44:46
  it
• 44:46
  sounds
• 44:46
  it
• 44:47
  90s?
• 44:47
  I
• 44:47
  think
• 44:47
  I
• 44:48
  wrote
• 44:48
  it
• 44:48
  like
• 44:48
  towards
• 44:48
  the
• 44:49
  end
• 44:49
  of
• 44:49
  the
• 44:50
  90s.
• 44:50
  And
• 44:50
  then
• 44:51
  that's
• 44:51
  why
• 44:51
  I
• 44:51
  think
• 44:51
  it's
• 44:51
  the
• 44:52
  last
• 44:52
  song
• 44:52
  on
• 44:52
  the
• 44:52
  album.
• 44:53
  Because
• 44:53
  I
• 44:53
  was
• 44:53
  like,
• 44:53
  let's
• 44:54
  just
• 44:54
  throw
• 44:54
  it
• 44:54
  on
• 44:54
  there.
• 44:55
  Oh,
• 44:56
  wow.
• 44:56
  It's
• 44:56
  always
• 44:56
  the
• 44:57
  last
• 44:57
  song
• 44:57
  thrown
• 44:57
  on
• 44:57
  an
• 44:58
  album
• 44:58
  that
• 44:58
  like.
• 45:00
  Yeah.
• 45:00
  So
• 45:01
  I
• 45:01
  threw
• 45:01
  it
• 45:01
  on
• 45:01
  there
• 45:02
  and
• 45:02
  then
• 45:03
  I
• 45:03
  really
• 45:03
  like
• 45:04
  the
• 45:04
  song
• 45:04
  and
• 45:04
  I
• 45:05
  really
• 45:05
  like.
• 45:06
  I
• 45:06
  don't
• 45:07
  know,
• 45:07
  I
• 45:07
  just
• 45:07
  liked
• 45:08
  how
• 45:08
  it
• 45:08
  was
• 45:08
  about
• 45:09
  me,
• 45:09
  really.
• 45:10
  And
• 45:10
  I
• 45:10
  was
• 45:10
  like,
• 45:10
  I
• 45:10
  could
• 45:11
  see
• 45:11
  this
• 45:11
  as
• 45:12
  a
• 45:12
  story,
• 45:13
  but
• 45:13
  I
• 45:13
  wanted
• 45:14
  to
• 45:14
  add,
• 45:14
  of
• 45:14
  course,
• 45:15
  because
• 45:15
  I
• 45:15
  like
• 45:15
  unicorns.
• 45:16
  The
• 45:16
  love
• 45:16
  story
• 45:17
  at
• 45:17
  the
• 45:17
  end,
• 45:18
  the
• 45:18
  book
• 45:18
  actually
• 45:19
  is
• 45:19
  not
• 45:19
  all
• 45:20
  about
• 45:20
  domestic
• 45:20
  violence.
• 45:21
  It's
• 45:21
  about
• 45:21
  this
• 45:22
  woman
• 45:22
  having
• 45:23
  to.
• 45:23
  It's
• 45:24
  a
• 45:24
  fictional
• 45:24
  story.
• 45:24
  It
• 45:25
  is
• 45:25
  fictional.
• 45:25
  Okay.
• 45:26
  But
• 45:27
  it's
• 45:27
  about.
• 45:28
  Yeah,
• 45:28
  it's
• 45:29
  loosely
• 45:29
  based
• 45:29
  on
• 45:30
  what
• 45:30
  I've
• 45:31
  been
• 45:31
  through.
• 45:31
  Got
• 45:32
  it.
• 45:32
  But
• 45:33
  the
• 45:33
  end
• 45:33
  is
• 45:33
  just,
• 45:34
  you
• 45:34
  know,
• 45:34
  I
• 45:34
  want
• 45:35
  people
• 45:35
  understand,
• 45:36
  you
• 45:36
  get
• 45:36
  to
• 45:36
  choose.
• 45:37
  And
• 45:37
  it's
• 45:37
  all
• 45:37
  about
• 45:38
  self
• 45:38
  love.
• 45:39
  I
• 45:39
  forgot
• 45:40
  that
• 45:40
  you
• 45:40
  had
• 45:40
  mentioned
• 45:41
  that,
• 45:41
  that
• 45:41
  you
• 45:42
  wanted
• 45:42
  to
• 45:43
  write
• 45:43
  something
• 45:43
  and
• 45:44
  you
• 45:44
  did.
• 45:44
  That
• 45:45
  really,
• 45:45
  really,
• 45:45
  really
• 45:46
  led
• 45:46
  you
• 45:46
  to
• 45:47
  fall
• 45:47
  in
• 45:47
  love
• 45:47
  with
• 45:48
  the
• 45:48
  guy
• 45:48
  as
• 45:48
  well.
• 45:49
  So
• 45:49
  that
• 45:49
  you
• 45:49
  could
• 45:50
  see
• 45:50
  how
• 45:51
  slight
• 45:51
  and
• 45:51
  just
• 45:52
  how
• 45:52
  small
• 45:53
  those,
• 45:53
  you
• 45:54
  know,
• 45:54
  final
• 45:55
  steps
• 45:55
  are
• 45:55
  to
• 45:55
  where
• 45:56
  you're
• 45:56
  like,
• 45:56
  holy
• 45:56
  smokes,
• 45:57
  what
• 45:57
  am
• 45:57
  I
• 45:57
  in?
• 45:57
  And
• 45:58
  what
• 45:58
  just
• 45:58
  happened?
• 46:00
  So
• 46:00
  that's
• 46:00
  really
• 46:01
  cool.
• 46:01
  And
• 46:01
  I
• 46:02
  did
• 46:02
  not
• 46:02
  get
• 46:02
  a
• 46:02
  chance
• 46:02
  to
• 46:03
  read
• 46:03
  it,
• 46:03
  but
• 46:03
  I
• 46:03
  really
• 46:04
  want
• 46:04
  to
• 46:04
  because
• 46:05
  I
• 46:06
  think
• 46:06
  that
• 46:06
  that's
• 46:06
  a
• 46:06
  great
• 46:07
  idea.
• 46:08
  Like
• 46:08
  a
• 46:08
  lot
• 46:08
  of
• 46:09
  people
• 46:09
  who
• 46:09
  haven't
• 46:09
  been
• 46:09
  into
• 46:10
  that
• 46:10
  kind
• 46:10
  of
• 46:11
  situation.
• 46:11
  You
• 46:12
  know,
• 46:12
  I
• 46:13
  think
• 46:13
  Nikki,
• 46:13
  we
• 46:13
  talked
• 46:13
  about
• 46:14
  this.
• 46:14
  Your
• 46:14
  friends
• 46:15
  will
• 46:15
  be
• 46:15
  like,
• 46:15
  oh,
• 46:16
  well
• 46:16
  then
• 46:16
  just
• 46:16
  leave
• 46:17
  if
• 46:17
  it's
• 46:17
  not
• 46:17
  that
• 46:17
  bad.
• 46:18
  And
• 46:18
  then
• 46:18
  after
• 46:18
  so
• 46:18
  many
• 46:19
  times,
• 46:19
  then
• 46:19
  they
• 46:19
  just
• 46:20
  kind
• 46:20
  of
• 46:20
  drop
• 46:20
  you
• 46:20
  and
• 46:22
  you're
• 46:22
  alone,
• 46:23
  and
• 46:23
  they
• 46:23
  just
• 46:23
  don't
• 46:24
  understand.
• 46:25
  And
• 46:25
  I
• 46:25
  love
• 46:25
  going
• 46:26
  back
• 46:26
  to
• 46:26
  Diddy
• 46:27
  and
• 46:27
  Cassie
• 46:28
  because
• 46:28
  she
• 46:28
  was.
• 46:29
  You
• 46:29
  know,
• 46:29
  that
• 46:30
  was
• 46:30
  such
• 46:30
  a
• 46:30
  big
• 46:30
  story
• 46:31
  in
• 46:31
  media,
• 46:32
  and
• 46:32
  everybody's
• 46:33
  like,
• 46:33
  why
• 46:33
  didn't
• 46:33
  she
• 46:33
  just
• 46:34
  leave?
• 46:34
  She
• 46:35
  had
• 46:35
  so
• 46:35
  many
• 46:35
  times
• 46:36
  to
• 46:36
  leave.
• 46:36
  She
• 46:37
  left
• 46:37
  and
• 46:37
  she
• 46:37
  went
• 46:38
  back.
• 46:38
  And
• 46:38
  it's
• 46:39
  like,
• 46:39
  I
• 46:39
  think,
• 46:39
  you
• 46:40
  know,
• 46:40
  I
• 46:41
  wrote
• 46:41
  this
• 46:41
  story
• 46:41
  way
• 46:42
  before
• 46:42
  their
• 46:42
  situation
• 46:43
  became
• 46:43
  public,
• 46:44
  but
• 46:44
  it
• 46:45
  addresses
• 46:46
  why
• 46:46
  we
• 46:46
  stay.
• 46:47
  There's
• 46:47
  an
• 46:47
  actual
• 46:47
  line
• 46:48
  in
• 46:48
  there
• 46:49
  to
• 46:49
  somebody
• 46:50
  that
• 46:50
  she
• 46:50
  explains
• 46:51
  why
• 46:51
  she
• 46:52
  stays.
• 46:52
  It's
• 46:53
  just
• 46:53
  like,
• 46:53
  that
• 46:54
  easy,
• 46:54
  you
• 46:55
  know,
• 46:55
  it's
• 46:55
  not.
• 46:56
  You
• 46:56
  know,
• 46:56
  and
• 46:56
  when
• 46:56
  you.
• 46:57
  Like,
• 46:57
  for
• 46:57
  me,
• 46:58
  my
• 46:58
  mom
• 46:58
  was
• 46:58
  my
• 46:58
  anchor.
• 46:59
  I
• 46:59
  lost
• 47:00
  that.
• 47:01
  I'm
• 47:01
  holding
• 47:02
  on
• 47:02
  to
• 47:02
  something
• 47:02
  else
• 47:03
  to
• 47:03
  try
• 47:03
  to
• 47:03
  get
• 47:03
  me
• 47:03
  through.
• 47:04
  But
• 47:05
  the
• 47:05
  soul
• 47:06
  surgery,
• 47:06
  what
• 47:06
  I.
• 47:06
  Which
• 47:07
  is
• 47:07
  what
• 47:07
  I
• 47:07
  like
• 47:07
  to
• 47:07
  call
• 47:08
  it,
• 47:08
  is
• 47:08
  trying
• 47:08
  to
• 47:08
  understand
• 47:09
  why
• 47:09
  am
• 47:09
  I
• 47:09
  holding
• 47:09
  on
• 47:10
  to
• 47:10
  this
• 47:10
  when
• 47:10
  I'm
• 47:10
  really
• 47:10
  not
• 47:11
  getting
• 47:11
  anything
• 47:12
  out
• 47:13
  of
• 47:13
  it.
• 47:14
  Well,
• 47:14
  it's
• 47:14
  interesting
• 47:15
  you
• 47:15
  say
• 47:15
  that
• 47:15
  you're
• 47:15
  holding
• 47:16
  on
• 47:16
  to
• 47:16
  that,
• 47:16
  because
• 47:18
  I
• 47:18
  feel
• 47:18
  like
• 47:19
  that's
• 47:19
  what
• 47:19
  it
• 47:19
  is.
• 47:19
  It's
• 47:20
  like,
• 47:20
  even
• 47:20
  though
• 47:21
  you're
• 47:21
  in
• 47:21
  this
• 47:21
  volatile
• 47:22
  relationship
• 47:23
  and
• 47:23
  you're
• 47:23
  having,
• 47:23
  like,
• 47:23
  these
• 47:24
  really
• 47:24
  difficult,
• 47:24
  hard
• 47:25
  times,
• 47:25
  you're
• 47:25
  still
• 47:26
  really.
• 47:26
  Good
• 47:26
  times
• 47:27
  mixed
• 47:27
  in.
• 47:28
  That's
• 47:28
  what
• 47:28
  I'm
• 47:28
  about
• 47:28
  to
• 47:28
  say.
• 47:29
  You're
• 47:29
  holding
• 47:29
  on
• 47:30
  to
• 47:30
  all
• 47:30
  of
• 47:30
  the
• 47:31
  amazing
• 47:31
  stuff
• 47:31
  that
• 47:32
  you
• 47:32
  have
• 47:32
  also
• 47:32
  been
• 47:32
  through
• 47:33
  with
• 47:33
  that
• 47:33
  person.
• 47:34
  Correct.
• 47:34
  Because
• 47:35
  let
• 47:36
  me
• 47:36
  tell
• 47:36
  you,
• 47:36
  it
• 47:36
  hasn't
• 47:36
  happened
• 47:37
  since
• 47:37
  I
• 47:38
  came
• 47:38
  home
• 47:38
  one
• 47:39
  Valentine's
• 47:40
  Day.
• 47:40
  We
• 47:40
  didn't
• 47:40
  live
• 47:41
  together.
• 47:41
  He
• 47:41
  had
• 47:41
  a
• 47:41
  key
• 47:41
  to
• 47:42
  my
• 47:42
  apartment,
• 47:42
  though.
• 47:43
  And
• 47:43
  when
• 47:43
  I
• 47:44
  opened
• 47:44
  the
• 47:44
  door,
• 47:44
  walked
• 47:45
  down
• 47:45
  the
• 47:45
  hallway,
• 47:45
  turned
• 47:46
  on
• 47:46
  the
• 47:46
  lights
• 47:46
  to
• 47:47
  my
• 47:47
  bedroom
• 47:48
  full
• 47:48
  of
• 47:48
  flowers,
• 47:49
  balloons,
• 47:50
  and
• 47:50
  I
• 47:50
  had
• 47:50
  rose
• 47:51
  petals
• 47:51
  leading
• 47:52
  up
• 47:52
  to
• 47:52
  the
• 47:52
  bedroom,
• 47:53
  you
• 47:53
  know,
• 47:53
  So
• 47:54
  I
• 47:55
  still
• 47:55
  haven't
• 47:55
  had
• 47:56
  that
• 47:56
  since.
• 47:56
  But,
• 47:56
  I
• 47:57
  mean,
• 47:57
  he
• 47:57
  would
• 47:57
  do
• 47:58
  things
• 47:58
  like
• 47:59
  that.
• 47:59
  Brand
• 48:00
  gestures.
• 48:00
  Yeah.
• 48:01
  And
• 48:02
  the
• 48:02
  cards.
• 48:02
  He'd
• 48:03
  write
• 48:03
  these,
• 48:03
  oh,
• 48:04
  most
• 48:05
  romantic
• 48:06
  cards
• 48:06
  about
• 48:07
  how
• 48:07
  much
• 48:07
  I
• 48:08
  was
• 48:08
  the
• 48:08
  best
• 48:08
  thing
• 48:09
  ever.
• 48:09
  That's
• 48:10
  what
• 48:10
  you
• 48:10
  hold
• 48:10
  on
• 48:10
  to.
• 48:11
  Because
• 48:12
  this
• 48:12
  must
• 48:12
  be
• 48:13
  just
• 48:13
  temporary.
• 48:14
  I'll
• 48:14
  deal
• 48:14
  with
• 48:14
  it.
• 48:15
  It's
• 48:15
  not
• 48:15
  all
• 48:15
  the
• 48:15
  time.
• 48:16
  It's.
• 48:16
  I
• 48:16
  can
• 48:17
  handle
• 48:17
  it.
• 48:17
  Part
• 48:17
  of
• 48:17
  the
• 48:17
  roller
• 48:18
  coaster.
• 48:18
  Part
• 48:19
  of
• 48:19
  the
• 48:19
  roller
• 48:19
  coaster,
• 48:20
  you
• 48:20
  know?
• 48:20
  And
• 48:20
  also,
• 48:20
  you
• 48:21
  kind
• 48:21
  of
• 48:21
  have
• 48:21
  probably.
• 48:22
  Well,
• 48:22
  I.
• 48:22
  In
• 48:22
  my
• 48:23
  mind,
• 48:23
  in
• 48:23
  the
• 48:24
  back
• 48:24
  of
• 48:24
  my
• 48:24
  mind,
• 48:24
  I've
• 48:24
  had
• 48:25
  moments
• 48:25
  where,
• 48:26
  like,
• 48:26
  where
• 48:26
  I've
• 48:26
  gone
• 48:26
  through
• 48:27
  something
• 48:27
  like
• 48:27
  that
• 48:27
  with
• 48:27
  somebody
• 48:28
  into
• 48:28
  my
• 48:28
  past.
• 48:29
  It
• 48:29
  was
• 48:29
  like.
• 48:30
  I
• 48:30
  was
• 48:30
  thinking,
• 48:30
  when
• 48:31
  you
• 48:31
  said
• 48:31
  temporary,
• 48:31
  that
• 48:32
  was
• 48:32
  what
• 48:32
  hit
• 48:32
  me,
• 48:32
  because
• 48:32
  it's
• 48:33
  like
• 48:33
  you
• 48:33
  kind
• 48:33
  of
• 48:33
  think,
• 48:33
  well,
• 48:33
  they're
• 48:34
  just
• 48:34
  having
• 48:34
  A
• 48:34
  hard
• 48:34
  time.
• 48:35
  We're
• 48:35
  going
• 48:35
  to
• 48:35
  get
• 48:35
  over
• 48:35
  this.
• 48:36
  It's
• 48:36
  not
• 48:37
  like
• 48:37
  we
• 48:38
  just
• 48:38
  have
• 48:38
  to
• 48:38
  settle
• 48:38
  in.
• 48:38
  We
• 48:39
  haven't
• 48:39
  really
• 48:39
  hit
• 48:39
  our
• 48:40
  easy
• 48:40
  years
• 48:40
  yet.
• 48:41
  You
• 48:41
  know
• 48:41
  what
• 48:41
  I
• 48:41
  mean?
• 48:41
  As
• 48:41
  if.
• 48:43
  As
• 48:43
  if
• 48:44
  they're
• 48:44
  not
• 48:44
  showing
• 48:44
  you
• 48:44
  who
• 48:44
  they
• 48:45
  are.
• 48:45
  Right.
• 48:46
  And.
• 48:46
  Right.
• 48:47
  And
• 48:47
  let's.
• 48:47
  Let's.
• 48:47
  Let's
• 48:47
  keep
• 48:48
  it
• 48:48
  real
• 48:48
  and
• 48:48
  100%.
• 48:49
  And
• 48:50
  then
• 48:50
  if
• 48:50
  the
• 48:50
  lovemaking
• 48:51
  is
• 48:51
  great,
• 48:51
  then
• 48:51
  that's
• 48:52
  another
• 48:52
  situation.
• 48:54
  Deal
• 48:54
  with,
• 48:55
  like,
• 48:55
  especially
• 48:56
  if
• 48:56
  you
• 48:56
  haven't,
• 48:56
  like,
• 48:57
  gotten
• 48:57
  to
• 48:57
  be
• 48:58
  sexually
• 48:58
  experienced
• 48:59
  yet.
• 49:00
  You
• 49:00
  think
• 49:00
  it.
• 49:01
  Does
• 49:01
  it
• 49:01
  get
• 49:01
  better?
• 49:02
  Am
• 49:02
  I
• 49:02
  going
• 49:02
  to
• 49:02
  miss
• 49:02
  out?
• 49:03
  Right.
• 49:03
  Because
• 49:03
  it
• 49:03
  gets.
• 49:04
  And
• 49:04
  you
• 49:04
  don't
• 49:04
  want
• 49:04
  to.
• 49:05
  I
• 49:05
  100%
• 49:06
  understand
• 49:07
  that.
• 49:07
  Oh,
• 49:08
  yeah.
• 49:08
  I
• 49:08
  had
• 49:09
  all
• 49:09
  those
• 49:09
  things
• 49:09
  going
• 49:09
  against.
• 49:11
  How
• 49:11
  are
• 49:12
  you
• 49:12
  able?
• 49:12
  So
• 49:12
  I
• 49:12
  heard.
• 49:13
  Sorry.
• 49:13
  Is
• 49:13
  it
• 49:13
  okay
• 49:13
  if
• 49:14
  I
• 49:14
  ask
• 49:14
  a
• 49:14
  quick
• 49:14
  question?
• 49:14
  Sam,
• 49:15
  I.
• 49:15
  I
• 49:15
  didn't
• 49:15
  interrupt
• 49:16
  you.
• 49:16
  She
• 49:16
  had
• 49:17
  said.
• 49:17
  You
• 49:17
  had
• 49:17
  said
• 49:17
  the
• 49:17
  word
• 49:18
  soul
• 49:18
  surgery
• 49:18
  is
• 49:19
  what
• 49:19
  it
• 49:19
  took,
• 49:19
  like,
• 49:19
  to
• 49:20
  kind
• 49:20
  of,
• 49:20
  like,
• 49:21
  reframe
• 49:21
  your,
• 49:22
  like,
• 49:22
  mindset
• 49:23
  to
• 49:23
  be
• 49:23
  able
• 49:24
  to
• 49:24
  get
• 49:24
  strong
• 49:24
  enough
• 49:24
  to
• 49:24
  get
• 49:25
  out.
• 49:25
  Can
• 49:25
  you
• 49:25
  kind
• 49:25
  of,
• 49:26
  like,
• 49:26
  walk
• 49:26
  us
• 49:26
  through,
• 49:26
  like,
• 49:27
  what
• 49:27
  did
• 49:27
  it
• 49:27
  take?
• 49:27
  What
• 49:27
  did
• 49:28
  you
• 49:28
  do
• 49:28
  to,
• 49:29
  like,
• 49:29
  open
• 49:29
  your
• 49:30
  eyes
• 49:30
  one
• 49:30
  day?
• 49:30
  Or
• 49:31
  was
• 49:31
  it
• 49:31
  slow
• 49:31
  or
• 49:32
  did
• 49:32
  it
• 49:32
  happen
• 49:32
  overnight
• 49:33
  or
• 49:33
  how
• 49:34
  are
• 49:35
  still
• 49:36
  happening?
• 49:36
  I
• 49:36
  don't
• 49:36
  think
• 49:36
  salt,
• 49:38
  now
• 49:38
  that
• 49:38
  I'm.
• 49:39
  Older,
• 49:39
  I
• 49:39
  liked
• 49:40
  it.
• 49:40
  I
• 49:40
  don't
• 49:40
  think
• 49:41
  it
• 49:41
  ever
• 49:41
  ends
• 49:42
  because,
• 49:42
  okay,
• 49:43
  grow.
• 49:44
  You
• 49:44
  find
• 49:44
  new
• 49:45
  things.
• 49:45
  You
• 49:45
  find
• 49:45
  new
• 49:46
  quirks.
• 49:46
  You.
• 49:47
  You.
• 49:47
  You
• 49:47
  have
• 49:47
  different
• 49:48
  experiences.
• 49:48
  Right,
• 49:49
  Right.
• 49:49
  And
• 49:49
  then
• 49:49
  you.
• 49:50
  Yeah,
• 49:50
  why
• 49:50
  am
• 49:50
  I
• 49:51
  responding
• 49:51
  like
• 49:51
  this?
• 49:51
  And
• 49:52
  then
• 49:52
  you
• 49:52
  gotta
• 49:52
  go
• 49:52
  right
• 49:52
  back
• 49:53
  in.
• 49:53
  And
• 49:54
  it's
• 49:54
  really
• 49:54
  just
• 49:54
  introspect,
• 49:55
  you
• 49:55
  know,
• 49:55
  it's
• 49:56
  like,
• 49:56
  why
• 49:56
  am
• 49:57
  I.
• 49:57
  Let
• 49:58
  me.
• 49:58
  Let
• 49:58
  me
• 49:58
  go.
• 49:58
  Talk
• 49:58
  to
• 49:59
  me
• 49:59
  about
• 49:59
  this,
• 50:01
  you
• 50:02
  know?
• 50:02
  Right.
• 50:02
  Melissa,
• 50:03
  this
• 50:03
  is
• 50:03
  exactly
• 50:03
  you,
• 50:05
  like.
• 50:06
  And
• 50:06
  I
• 50:06
  have
• 50:06
  a
• 50:06
  conference
• 50:07
  with
• 50:07
  myself
• 50:07
  because
• 50:08
  sometimes,
• 50:08
  you
• 50:09
  know.
• 50:09
  Right,
• 50:10
  Sam,
• 50:10
  you're
• 50:10
  right.
• 50:11
  Well,
• 50:12
  and
• 50:12
  I
• 50:12
  only
• 50:12
  say
• 50:12
  that.
• 50:13
  I
• 50:13
  mean,
• 50:13
  of
• 50:13
  course,
• 50:13
  like,
• 50:13
  I
• 50:14
  have
• 50:14
  had
• 50:14
  those
• 50:14
  moments,
• 50:14
  too.
• 50:15
  Like,
• 50:15
  obviously,
• 50:15
  I've.
• 50:16
  I've
• 50:16
  transformed
• 50:17
  into
• 50:17
  a
• 50:17
  whole
• 50:17
  new
• 50:17
  person.
• 50:18
  This,
• 50:18
  you
• 50:18
  know,
• 50:18
  last
• 50:19
  couple
• 50:19
  of
• 50:19
  years.
• 50:19
  But,
• 50:20
  Melissa,
• 50:20
  you've
• 50:20
  openly
• 50:21
  talked
• 50:21
  about
• 50:21
  these
• 50:22
  situations
• 50:23
  through
• 50:23
  the
• 50:24
  end
• 50:24
  of
• 50:24
  last
• 50:24
  season
• 50:24
  where
• 50:25
  you
• 50:25
  were
• 50:25
  like,
• 50:25
  man,
• 50:26
  this
• 50:26
  really
• 50:26
  triggered
• 50:27
  me.
• 50:27
  And
• 50:27
  this
• 50:27
  happened,
• 50:28
  and
• 50:28
  I
• 50:28
  responded
• 50:28
  in
• 50:28
  this
• 50:29
  way.
• 50:29
  And
• 50:29
  then
• 50:29
  I
• 50:29
  had
• 50:30
  to,
• 50:30
  like,
• 50:30
  pull
• 50:30
  myself
• 50:30
  away
• 50:30
  and
• 50:31
  be
• 50:31
  like,
• 50:31
  why
• 50:31
  did
• 50:31
  I
• 50:31
  do
• 50:32
  that?
• 50:32
  And
• 50:32
  then,
• 50:33
  you
• 50:33
  know,
• 50:34
  oh,
• 50:34
  every
• 50:34
  time.
• 50:34
  You
• 50:35
  think
• 50:35
  you've
• 50:35
  gotten
• 50:35
  over
• 50:36
  something,
• 50:36
  it's
• 50:36
  something
• 50:37
  else
• 50:37
  to
• 50:37
  show
• 50:37
  you.
• 50:37
  You
• 50:38
  know
• 50:38
  that
• 50:38
  part
• 50:39
  you
• 50:39
  got
• 50:39
  where
• 50:39
  you
• 50:39
  left.
• 50:40
  You're
• 50:40
  so
• 50:40
  right.
• 50:41
  It's
• 50:41
  like
• 50:41
  an
• 50:41
  onion.
• 50:43
  Like,
• 50:43
  you
• 50:43
  take
• 50:43
  a
• 50:43
  layer
• 50:44
  away.
• 50:44
  Well,
• 50:44
  there's
• 50:44
  still
• 50:45
  another
• 50:45
  one.
• 50:46
  Yep.
• 50:47
  You
• 50:48
  take
• 50:48
  that
• 50:48
  layer
• 50:49
  away,
• 50:49
  then
• 50:49
  you
• 50:49
  elevate.
• 50:50
  But
• 50:50
  Elevation
• 50:51
  leads
• 50:51
  you
• 50:51
  to
• 50:51
  more
• 50:52
  stuff
• 50:52
  that
• 50:53
  now,
• 50:53
  oh,
• 50:53
  my
• 50:53
  gosh,
• 50:54
  I
• 50:54
  gotta
• 50:55
  deal
• 50:55
  with
• 50:55
  this.
• 50:55
  Okay,
• 50:56
  we're
• 50:57
  good.
• 50:57
  Okay.
• 50:58
  You
• 50:59
  know,
• 50:59
  it's
• 50:59
  like
• 50:59
  it's.
• 50:59
  You
• 51:00
  just
• 51:01
  never
• 51:02
  ending
• 51:02
  cycle,
• 51:03
  but
• 51:03
  it's
• 51:04
  all
• 51:04
  good
• 51:04
  because
• 51:04
  at
• 51:04
  least
• 51:05
  hopefully
• 51:05
  you
• 51:06
  get
• 51:06
  to
• 51:06
  a
• 51:06
  point
• 51:06
  where
• 51:06
  you
• 51:06
  go.
• 51:07
  You
• 51:07
  can
• 51:07
  check
• 51:07
  it
• 51:07
  and
• 51:07
  clock
• 51:08
  it
• 51:08
  and
• 51:08
  go,
• 51:08
  okay,
• 51:08
  let's
• 51:09
  see
• 51:09
  what's
• 51:09
  happening.
• 51:09
  Let
• 51:09
  me
• 51:09
  go
• 51:09
  deal
• 51:10
  with
• 51:10
  this
• 51:10
  really
• 51:10
  quick.
• 51:11
  Or
• 51:11
  not
• 51:11
  quick.
• 51:12
  Because
• 51:12
  there
• 51:12
  have
• 51:13
  been
• 51:13
  some
• 51:13
  things,
• 51:13
  it's
• 51:14
  like,
• 51:14
  why
• 51:14
  am
• 51:14
  I
• 51:14
  not
• 51:14
  getting
• 51:15
  that
• 51:16
  for
• 51:16
  real?
• 51:17
  But
• 51:17
  I
• 51:17
  love
• 51:18
  how
• 51:18
  you
• 51:18
  said
• 51:18
  you
• 51:18
  elevate.
• 51:19
  Because
• 51:19
  it's
• 51:19
  true.
• 51:19
  If
• 51:20
  you're
• 51:20
  gonna
• 51:20
  grow,
• 51:21
  well,
• 51:21
  then
• 51:21
  you're
• 51:21
  going
• 51:21
  to
• 51:21
  be
• 51:22
  at
• 51:22
  a
• 51:22
  whole
• 51:22
  other
• 51:22
  place
• 51:22
  and
• 51:22
  you're
• 51:23
  going
• 51:23
  to
• 51:23
  be
• 51:23
  seeing
• 51:23
  the
• 51:23
  same
• 51:24
  things
• 51:24
  that
• 51:24
  you
• 51:24
  already
• 51:25
  dealt
• 51:25
  with
• 51:25
  in
• 51:25
  a
• 51:25
  very
• 51:25
  different
• 51:26
  light
• 51:26
  and
• 51:26
  way.
• 51:27
  So
• 51:27
  they
• 51:28
  can
• 51:28
  still
• 51:28
  come
• 51:28
  back
• 51:28
  to
• 51:29
  you.
• 51:30
  Wow.
• 51:31
  I
• 51:31
  just.
• 51:32
  I
• 51:32
  literally
• 51:33
  got
• 51:33
  chills.
• 51:34
  Yeah.
• 51:35
  And
• 51:36
  I
• 51:36
  just
• 51:36
  kind
• 51:36
  of
• 51:36
  like,
• 51:37
  see,
• 51:37
  like,
• 51:37
  I
• 51:37
  have
• 51:37
  this,
• 51:38
  like,
• 51:38
  image
• 51:38
  in
• 51:38
  my
• 51:38
  head
• 51:38
  and
• 51:39
  I
• 51:39
  don't
• 51:39
  know
• 51:39
  why,
• 51:39
  but,
• 51:39
  like,
• 51:40
  as
• 51:40
  you're
• 51:40
  like,
• 51:40
  talking
• 51:41
  like
• 51:41
  in
• 51:42
  my
• 51:42
  head,
• 51:42
  I
• 51:42
  see
• 51:42
  like,
• 51:43
  okay,
• 51:43
  we've
• 51:43
  made
• 51:44
  it
• 51:44
  to
• 51:44
  this
• 51:44
  level
• 51:44
  and
• 51:45
  then.
• 51:45
  Oh,
• 51:45
  okay.
• 51:45
  We
• 51:45
  gotta,
• 51:46
  you
• 51:46
  know,
• 51:47
  figure
• 51:47
  a
• 51:47
  way
• 51:47
  up
• 51:47
  these
• 51:47
  stairs
• 51:48
  and.
• 51:48
  Okay.
• 51:48
  Around
• 51:48
  the
• 51:49
  next
• 51:49
  level.
• 51:49
  And
• 51:49
  then
• 51:49
  it's
• 51:49
  like,
• 51:50
  by
• 51:50
  the
• 51:50
  end
• 51:50
  of
• 51:50
  your
• 51:50
  life,
• 51:51
  like,
• 51:51
  I
• 51:51
  would
• 51:51
  hope
• 51:51
  that
• 51:51
  you
• 51:52
  could
• 51:52
  look
• 51:52
  down
• 51:52
  the
• 51:52
  staircase
• 51:53
  and
• 51:53
  see,
• 51:53
  like,
• 51:53
  all
• 51:54
  of
• 51:54
  these
• 51:54
  things
• 51:55
  that
• 51:55
  you
• 51:55
  addressed
• 51:55
  here
• 51:55
  and,
• 51:56
  like,
• 51:56
  raised
• 51:56
  yourself
• 51:57
  up
• 51:57
  on
• 51:58
  y.
• 51:59
  I
• 51:59
  feel
• 51:59
  like.
• 51:59
  Once
• 52:00
  you've
• 52:00
  gotten
• 52:00
  to
• 52:00
  that
• 52:01
  level,
• 52:01
  you
• 52:01
  know,
• 52:02
  where
• 52:02
  you
• 52:02
  don't
• 52:02
  need
• 52:02
  to
• 52:02
  clock
• 52:03
  anything
• 52:03
  or
• 52:03
  fix
• 52:03
  anything
• 52:04
  or
• 52:04
  check
• 52:04
  anything,
• 52:04
  you're
• 52:05
  probably
• 52:05
  out
• 52:05
  of
• 52:05
  here.
• 52:06
  Right.
• 52:06
  You
• 52:06
  did
• 52:06
  everything
• 52:07
  that
• 52:07
  you
• 52:07
  were
• 52:07
  meant
• 52:08
  to
• 52:08
  do.
• 52:08
  Exactly.
• 52:09
  I
• 52:09
  can
• 52:09
  definitely.
• 52:10
  Oh,
• 52:10
  no,
• 52:11
  I
• 52:11
  just.
• 52:11
  In
• 52:11
  the
• 52:11
  ch.
• 52:11
  I
• 52:11
  just
• 52:11
  don't
• 52:12
  think
• 52:12
  it.
• 52:12
  It
• 52:12
  really
• 52:12
  ends.
• 52:13
  I
• 52:13
  don't
• 52:13
  either.
• 52:15
  But
• 52:15
  yeah.
• 52:15
  Yeah,
• 52:16
  I
• 52:16
  definitely
• 52:16
  can
• 52:17
  look
• 52:17
  back
• 52:17
  to
• 52:18
  myself
• 52:18
  20
• 52:18
  years
• 52:19
  ago
• 52:20
  and
• 52:20
  see
• 52:21
  a
• 52:22
  hundred
• 52:22
  percent
• 52:22
  completely
• 52:23
  different
• 52:23
  person.
• 52:24
  Totally
• 52:25
  different.
• 52:25
  And
• 52:25
  if
• 52:25
  I
• 52:26
  wasn't
• 52:26
  a
• 52:27
  different
• 52:27
  person,
• 52:27
  I'd
• 52:28
  be
• 52:28
  worried.
• 52:29
  Correct.
• 52:30
  But,
• 52:30
  you
• 52:30
  know,
• 52:30
  I'm
• 52:30
  a
• 52:31
  different
• 52:31
  person
• 52:31
  than
• 52:31
  I
• 52:31
  was
• 52:32
  three
• 52:32
  months
• 52:32
  ago.
• 52:33
  And
• 52:34
  you're
• 52:34
  right.
• 52:34
  It's
• 52:34
  crazy
• 52:35
  because,
• 52:36
  I
• 52:36
  mean,
• 52:37
  very
• 52:37
  different.
• 52:38
  You're
• 52:38
  very
• 52:38
  different.
• 52:39
  I
• 52:39
  started
• 52:39
  implementing
• 52:40
  this
• 52:40
  thing
• 52:41
  called
• 52:41
  boundaries.
• 52:43
  What.
• 52:43
  What
• 52:44
  are
• 52:44
  boundaries?
• 52:45
  Tell
• 52:45
  us
• 52:45
  about
• 52:45
  that.
• 52:48
  This
• 52:48
  little
• 52:48
  secret
• 52:48
  called
• 52:49
  boundary.
• 52:51
  And
• 52:51
  you
• 52:51
  know,
• 52:51
  I
• 52:52
  just.
• 52:52
  I.
• 52:52
  I've
• 52:53
  always
• 52:53
  had
• 52:53
  boundaries,
• 52:54
  but
• 52:54
  my
• 52:54
  walls
• 52:54
  are
• 52:54
  always
• 52:55
  kind
• 52:55
  of
• 52:55
  like,
• 52:56
  that's
• 52:56
  like,
• 52:57
  I
• 52:57
  need
• 52:57
  a
• 52:57
  steel
• 52:57
  wall
• 52:59
  for
• 52:59
  my
• 52:59
  children
• 53:00
  too,
• 53:00
  because,
• 53:01
  you
• 53:01
  know,
• 53:01
  I
• 53:01
  always
• 53:01
  been.
• 53:02
  We
• 53:02
  do
• 53:02
  that
• 53:02
  for
• 53:03
  our
• 53:03
  kids.
• 53:04
  Yeah.
• 53:04
  Enough.
• 53:04
  Now
• 53:05
  it's
• 53:05
  like,
• 53:05
  no.
• 53:06
  How
• 53:06
  old
• 53:06
  are.
• 53:07
  How
• 53:07
  many
• 53:07
  children
• 53:07
  do
• 53:07
  you
• 53:07
  have?
• 53:08
  How
• 53:08
  old
• 53:08
  are
• 53:08
  they?
• 53:08
  2.
• 53:08
  My
• 53:09
  daughter's
• 53:09
  25
• 53:09
  and
• 53:10
  my
• 53:10
  boy
• 53:10
  is
• 53:10
  18.
• 53:11
  Oh,
• 53:12
  so
• 53:13
  they're
• 53:13
  like
• 53:13
  at
• 53:13
  the
• 53:13
  point
• 53:14
  where
• 53:14
  it's
• 53:14
  like
• 53:15
  there's.
• 53:15
  You're
• 53:16
  still
• 53:16
  their
• 53:16
  mom,
• 53:16
  of
• 53:16
  course,
• 53:17
  but
• 53:17
  you
• 53:17
  can
• 53:17
  also
• 53:17
  be
• 53:18
  more
• 53:18
  of
• 53:18
  a
• 53:18
  friend
• 53:18
  too
• 53:19
  now,
• 53:19
  huh?
• 53:19
  Correct.
• 53:20
  And
• 53:20
  my
• 53:20
  daughter
• 53:20
  is
• 53:20
  probably
• 53:21
  my
• 53:21
  best
• 53:21
  friend.
• 53:22
  She.
• 53:22
  She's
• 53:22
  moved
• 53:23
  out.
• 53:23
  She
• 53:23
  moved
• 53:23
  out.
• 53:24
  She.
• 53:24
  I'm
• 53:24
  really
• 53:24
  proud
• 53:24
  of
• 53:24
  her.
• 53:25
  She
• 53:25
  moved
• 53:25
  out
• 53:25
  when
• 53:25
  she
• 53:25
  was
• 53:26
  like
• 53:26
  18
• 53:26
  or
• 53:26
  19.
• 53:27
  And
• 53:28
  so
• 53:28
  she,
• 53:28
  she
• 53:28
  was
• 53:29
  in
• 53:29
  a
• 53:29
  studio.
• 53:29
  Now
• 53:29
  she
• 53:30
  just
• 53:30
  got
• 53:30
  her
• 53:30
  one
• 53:30
  bedroom
• 53:31
  apartment,
• 53:32
  dog,
• 53:33
  a
• 53:33
  cat,
• 53:33
  bought
• 53:33
  a
• 53:33
  new
• 53:34
  car.
• 53:34
  She's
• 53:34
  a
• 53:34
  case
• 53:35
  manager.
• 53:35
  So
• 53:36
  I'm
• 53:36
  really
• 53:36
  proud
• 53:37
  of
• 53:37
  her.
• 53:37
  I
• 53:38
  should
• 53:38
  have
• 53:38
  realized
• 53:38
  because
• 53:39
  you
• 53:39
  did
• 53:39
  say
• 53:39
  you
• 53:39
  wrote
• 53:39
  us.
• 53:40
  I
• 53:40
  was
• 53:40
  sitting
• 53:40
  here
• 53:40
  thinking,
• 53:41
  well,
• 53:41
  shit,
• 53:41
  I
• 53:42
  thought
• 53:42
  you
• 53:42
  were
• 53:42
  gonna
• 53:42
  say
• 53:42
  you
• 53:42
  had
• 53:42
  like
• 53:43
  a
• 53:43
  six
• 53:43
  year
• 53:43
  old
• 53:43
  and
• 53:43
  eight
• 53:43
  year
• 53:44
  old
• 53:45
  because
• 53:45
  you're
• 53:45
  just
• 53:45
  like
• 53:46
  so
• 53:46
  young
• 53:46
  looking.
• 53:46
  But
• 53:47
  then
• 53:47
  you
• 53:47
  did
• 53:47
  say
• 53:47
  you
• 53:47
  wrote,
• 53:48
  I
• 53:48
  think
• 53:48
  you're
• 53:48
  maybe
• 53:48
  my
• 53:49
  age,
• 53:49
  but.
• 53:49
  I'm
• 53:50
  probably
• 53:50
  older
• 53:50
  than
• 53:50
  you.
• 53:51
  I'm
• 53:51
  the
• 53:51
  senior
• 53:51
  citizen
• 53:52
  here.
• 53:52
  But
• 53:52
  we
• 53:53
  won't
• 53:53
  tell
• 53:53
  anybody.
• 53:55
  I'm
• 53:56
  say,
• 53:56
  I'm
• 53:56
  gonna
• 53:56
  say.
• 53:57
  Just
• 53:57
  say
• 53:57
  yes
• 53:57
  OR
• 53:57
  no.
• 53:58
  I'm
• 53:58
  45.
• 53:58
  I'm
• 53:59
  older
• 53:59
  than
• 53:59
  you.
• 54:00
  Okay.
• 54:02
  You
• 54:02
  know
• 54:02
  what?
• 54:02
  My
• 54:02
  mom.
• 54:03
  You
• 54:03
  look
• 54:03
  good.
• 54:03
  I.
• 54:04
  I
• 54:04
  don't
• 54:04
  mind
• 54:04
  telling
• 54:05
  my
• 54:05
  age.
• 54:06
  I
• 54:06
  used
• 54:06
  to,
• 54:07
  but
• 54:07
  I
• 54:07
  realized
• 54:08
  my
• 54:08
  mom
• 54:08
  passed
• 54:08
  at
• 54:09
  53.
• 54:10
  Okay.
• 54:10
  Realize
• 54:11
  how
• 54:11
  young
• 54:11
  that
• 54:12
  is.
• 54:12
  Like
• 54:13
  she
• 54:13
  had
• 54:13
  so
• 54:13
  much
• 54:13
  more
• 54:14
  life.
• 54:14
  So
• 54:14
  I
• 54:14
  am
• 54:15
  56.
• 54:17
  You're.
• 54:17
  You're
• 54:17
  past
• 54:18
  that
• 54:19
  because
• 54:20
  were
• 54:20
  you
• 54:20
  kind
• 54:20
  of.
• 54:21
  We
• 54:21
  had
• 54:21
  another
• 54:21
  guest
• 54:22
  on
• 54:22
  and
• 54:22
  she
• 54:22
  talked
• 54:23
  about
• 54:23
  as
• 54:23
  her
• 54:24
  age
• 54:24
  was
• 54:25
  getting
• 54:25
  closer
• 54:25
  to
• 54:25
  the
• 54:26
  age
• 54:26
  when
• 54:26
  her
• 54:26
  mom
• 54:26
  had
• 54:27
  passed
• 54:27
  on.
• 54:27
  You
• 54:27
  feel
• 54:28
  like
• 54:28
  you're
• 54:28
  getting
• 54:28
  a
• 54:28
  doomsday
• 54:29
  worried
• 54:29
  her.
• 54:30
  It
• 54:31
  didn't
• 54:31
  worry
• 54:32
  me
• 54:32
  as
• 54:33
  much.
• 54:33
  I'll
• 54:34
  take
• 54:34
  that
• 54:34
  back.
• 54:34
  It.
• 54:35
  Did
• 54:35
  you
• 54:35
  kind
• 54:35
  of
• 54:35
  get
• 54:35
  that?
• 54:36
  Am
• 54:36
  I
• 54:36
  gonna
• 54:36
  make
• 54:36
  it?
• 54:36
  Am
• 54:37
  I
• 54:37
  gonna
• 54:37
  make
• 54:37
  it?
• 54:38
  You
• 54:38
  know,
• 54:38
  but
• 54:39
  my
• 54:39
  mom
• 54:39
  is
• 54:39
  the
• 54:40
  youngest
• 54:40
  person
• 54:40
  that's
• 54:41
  passed
• 54:41
  in
• 54:41
  my
• 54:41
  family.
• 54:41
  Like,
• 54:41
  my
• 54:42
  Grandma
• 54:42
  lived
• 54:42
  to
• 54:42
  90,
• 54:43
  my
• 54:43
  dad
• 54:43
  lived
• 54:43
  to
• 54:44
  90.
• 54:45
  So
• 54:45
  it
• 54:45
  wasn't
• 54:45
  normal.
• 54:46
  But
• 54:47
  what
• 54:47
  did
• 54:48
  happen
• 54:48
  is
• 54:49
  the
• 54:49
  realization
• 54:50
  of
• 54:50
  how
• 54:50
  young
• 54:50
  that
• 54:51
  really
• 54:51
  is.
• 54:51
  And
• 54:52
  let
• 54:52
  me
• 54:52
  stop
• 54:53
  acting
• 54:53
  like.
• 54:54
  Cause
• 54:54
  I
• 54:54
  really,
• 54:55
  honestly,
• 54:55
  I
• 54:55
  feel
• 54:55
  like
• 54:56
  I'm
• 54:56
  27.
• 54:56
  My
• 54:57
  daughter
• 54:57
  gets
• 54:57
  mad
• 54:58
  at
• 54:58
  me
• 54:58
  because
• 54:58
  I
• 54:58
  was
• 54:58
  celebrating
• 54:59
  my
• 54:59
  annual
• 54:59
  27th
• 55:00
  birthday
• 55:00
  party.
• 55:01
  That's
• 55:02
  hilarious.
• 55:02
  My
• 55:02
  dad
• 55:03
  was
• 55:03
  always
• 55:03
  29,
• 55:04
  by
• 55:04
  the
• 55:04
  way.
• 55:04
  He
• 55:05
  probably
• 55:05
  still
• 55:05
  is.
• 55:07
  But
• 55:07
  no,
• 55:07
  I
• 55:08
  was
• 55:08
  like,
• 55:08
  mom,
• 55:09
  I'm
• 55:09
  catching
• 55:09
  up
• 55:09
  to
• 55:09
  you.
• 55:09
  I
• 55:10
  was
• 55:10
  like,
• 55:10
  and
• 55:10
  you're
• 55:10
  gonna
• 55:10
  pass
• 55:11
  me
• 55:11
  because
• 55:12
  that
• 55:13
  girl.
• 55:14
  But
• 55:16
  you
• 55:16
  just.
• 55:17
  I'm
• 55:17
  just.
• 55:17
  And
• 55:17
  this
• 55:18
  is,
• 55:18
  this
• 55:18
  is
• 55:18
  my
• 55:18
  new
• 55:18
  lesson
• 55:19
  because
• 55:19
  being
• 55:20
  in
• 55:20
  this
• 55:20
  industry,
• 55:21
  they
• 55:21
  always
• 55:21
  want
• 55:21
  young
• 55:22
  and
• 55:22
  youthful
• 55:23
  and
• 55:24
  all
• 55:24
  that
• 55:24
  stuff.
• 55:24
  And
• 55:25
  it's
• 55:25
  like,
• 55:25
  you
• 55:25
  know
• 55:25
  what?
• 55:26
  I'm
• 55:26
  just
• 55:26
  gonna
• 55:27
  do
• 55:27
  and
• 55:27
  be
• 55:28
  me,
• 55:28
  you
• 55:29
  know?
• 55:29
  But
• 55:29
  that's
• 55:30
  really
• 55:30
  hard
• 55:30
  when
• 55:30
  you're
• 55:31
  fighting
• 55:31
  against
• 55:31
  a
• 55:32
  machine
• 55:32
  that's
• 55:32
  all
• 55:33
  about
• 55:33
  age
• 55:33
  and
• 55:34
  looks
• 55:34
  and
• 55:35
  this
• 55:35
  and
• 55:35
  that.
• 55:36
  So
• 55:36
  I
• 55:36
  just
• 55:36
  read.
• 55:37
  Can
• 55:37
  I
• 55:37
  share
• 55:37
  something
• 55:37
  with
• 55:38
  you
• 55:38
  guys?
• 55:38
  I
• 55:38
  just
• 55:38
  read.
• 55:39
  So
• 55:39
  I
• 55:39
  didn't
• 55:40
  know
• 55:40
  this,
• 55:40
  but
• 55:40
  there
• 55:41
  was
• 55:41
  some
• 55:41
  philosopher
• 55:42
  in
• 55:42
  ancient
• 55:42
  Egypt,
• 55:43
  and
• 55:43
  I
• 55:43
  wish
• 55:43
  I
• 55:43
  remembered
• 55:43
  his
• 55:44
  name,
• 55:44
  but
• 55:44
  I
• 55:44
  already
• 55:44
  forgot.
• 55:45
  But
• 55:45
  he
• 55:45
  apparently
• 55:46
  started
• 55:47
  telling
• 55:47
  women
• 55:47
  that
• 55:48
  if
• 55:48
  they
• 55:49
  had
• 55:49
  too
• 55:49
  much
• 55:49
  sex
• 55:50
  that
• 55:50
  their
• 55:50
  eyelashes
• 55:51
  would
• 55:51
  fall
• 55:51
  out.
• 55:52
  Yes.
• 55:53
  This
• 55:53
  is
• 55:53
  so
• 55:53
  interesting
• 55:54
  to
• 55:54
  me.
• 55:54
  Like,
• 55:54
  I
• 55:54
  was.
• 55:55
  And
• 55:55
  I
• 55:55
  kept
• 55:55
  reading.
• 55:56
  I
• 55:56
  was
• 55:56
  like,
• 55:56
  what?
• 55:56
  Okay.
• 55:57
  And
• 55:57
  so
• 55:57
  then
• 55:58
  because
• 55:58
  of
• 55:58
  that,
• 55:59
  it
• 55:59
  became
• 56:00
  a
• 56:00
  thing
• 56:00
  where
• 56:00
  they
• 56:01
  started
• 56:01
  lining
• 56:01
  their
• 56:02
  Wearing
• 56:02
  makeup
• 56:02
  and
• 56:03
  that
• 56:03
  this
• 56:03
  is
• 56:03
  where,
• 56:03
  like,
• 56:04
  lining
• 56:04
  your
• 56:05
  eyes
• 56:05
  with
• 56:06
  coal
• 56:06
  eyeliner
• 56:07
  and
• 56:07
  makeup
• 56:08
  came
• 56:08
  from,
• 56:08
  because
• 56:09
  they
• 56:09
  wanted
• 56:09
  to
• 56:10
  make
• 56:10
  sure
• 56:10
  that
• 56:10
  they
• 56:10
  didn't
• 56:10
  look
• 56:11
  like
• 56:11
  horrors.
• 56:12
  So
• 56:12
  then
• 56:13
  take
• 56:13
  off
• 56:13
  my
• 56:13
  fake
• 56:14
  eyelashes,
• 56:14
  because
• 56:14
  I've
• 56:15
  had
• 56:15
  plenty
• 56:15
  of
• 56:15
  sex.
• 56:15
  I
• 56:15
  don't
• 56:16
  know.
• 56:17
  So
• 56:17
  then.
• 56:18
  So
• 56:18
  then,
• 56:19
  of
• 56:19
  course,
• 56:20
  if
• 56:20
  they
• 56:21
  weren't
• 56:21
  wearing
• 56:22
  makeup,
• 56:23
  then
• 56:23
  it
• 56:24
  was,
• 56:24
  you
• 56:25
  look
• 56:25
  like
• 56:25
  you're
• 56:25
  a
• 56:25
  slut.
• 56:26
  And
• 56:26
  then
• 56:26
  if
• 56:26
  you
• 56:26
  were
• 56:27
  wearing
• 56:27
  a
• 56:27
  gut,
• 56:27
  they
• 56:28
  started
• 56:28
  telling
• 56:28
  you
• 56:28
  that
• 56:29
  you
• 56:29
  look
• 56:29
  like
• 56:29
  a
• 56:29
  slut
• 56:29
  too.
• 56:30
  Oh,
• 56:30
  so
• 56:30
  it's
• 56:31
  never
• 56:31
  changed
• 56:31
  much.
• 56:32
  Yes,
• 56:33
  exactly.
• 56:33
  And
• 56:33
  so
• 56:34
  it's
• 56:34
  literally
• 56:34
  been
• 56:34
  going
• 56:35
  on
• 56:35
  since
• 56:35
  ancient
• 56:36
  Egypt.
• 56:36
  You
• 56:37
  there.
• 56:38
  No
• 56:38
  way.
• 56:38
  You
• 56:38
  can't
• 56:38
  win.
• 56:39
  You
• 56:39
  can't
• 56:40
  win.
• 56:40
  And
• 56:41
  that's
• 56:41
  what
• 56:41
  I
• 56:41
  tell.
• 56:41
  I
• 56:41
  tell
• 56:42
  especially
• 56:42
  my
• 56:43
  son,
• 56:43
  because
• 56:43
  he.
• 56:44
  He's.
• 56:44
  He's
• 56:44
  entering
• 56:45
  the
• 56:45
  music
• 56:45
  industry.
• 56:46
  And
• 56:46
  it's
• 56:47
  really
• 56:47
  hard
• 56:48
  now
• 56:48
  with
• 56:49
  social
• 56:49
  media
• 56:49
  because
• 56:50
  everybody
• 56:50
  bashes
• 56:50
  everybody.
• 56:52
  It.
• 56:52
  You
• 56:53
  can
• 56:53
  be
• 56:53
  the
• 56:53
  best
• 56:53
  thing
• 56:54
  ever,
• 56:54
  and
• 56:54
  somebody's
• 56:55
  gonna
• 56:56
  make
• 56:56
  up
• 56:56
  something
• 56:57
  or.
• 56:57
  Find
• 56:57
  something
• 56:58
  because
• 56:58
  they're
• 56:58
  not
• 56:59
  elevating
• 56:59
  themselves.
• 57:00
  Correct.
• 57:00
  So
• 57:00
  I
• 57:01
  tell
• 57:01
  her,
• 57:01
  make
• 57:02
  it
• 57:02
  for
• 57:02
  you.
• 57:02
  Make
• 57:03
  you
• 57:03
  for
• 57:03
  you,
• 57:04
  and
• 57:05
  you'll
• 57:05
  find
• 57:05
  at
• 57:06
  least
• 57:06
  one
• 57:06
  person
• 57:07
  that
• 57:07
  likes
• 57:07
  it,
• 57:07
  and
• 57:09
  that's
• 57:09
  good,
• 57:09
  you
• 57:09
  know,
• 57:10
  and
• 57:10
  if
• 57:10
  you
• 57:10
  find
• 57:10
  10,
• 57:11
  20,
• 57:11
  50,
• 57:11
  a
• 57:12
  thousand,
• 57:12
  whatever.
• 57:13
  But
• 57:14
  you're
• 57:15
  to
• 57:15
  find
• 57:15
  that
• 57:15
  even
• 57:16
  if
• 57:16
  it's
• 57:16
  one
• 57:16
  person,
• 57:17
  that's
• 57:17
  a
• 57:17
  person
• 57:17
  who
• 57:18
  probably
• 57:18
  really
• 57:18
  needed
• 57:18
  it
• 57:19
  because
• 57:19
  they
• 57:20
  couldn't
• 57:20
  find
• 57:20
  it
• 57:20
  anywhere
• 57:20
  else.
• 57:21
  And
• 57:21
  they.
• 57:22
  Maybe
• 57:22
  they
• 57:22
  were
• 57:22
  on
• 57:22
  the
• 57:23
  verge
• 57:23
  of
• 57:23
  giving
• 57:23
  up,
• 57:23
  you
• 57:24
  know,
• 57:24
  and
• 57:24
  they
• 57:24
  needed
• 57:24
  to
• 57:24
  hear
• 57:24
  your.
• 57:26
  I
• 57:26
  just
• 57:26
  want
• 57:26
  to
• 57:26
  go
• 57:27
  back
• 57:27
  really
• 57:27
  quick
• 57:28
  because
• 57:28
  I
• 57:28
  feel
• 57:28
  bad
• 57:28
  for
• 57:29
  saying
• 57:29
  the
• 57:29
  words
• 57:29
  and
• 57:30
  slut,
• 57:30
  but
• 57:30
  I
• 57:30
  was
• 57:31
  just
• 57:31
  saying
• 57:31
  it
• 57:31
  not
• 57:32
  because
• 57:32
  I
• 57:32
  thought
• 57:32
  they
• 57:32
  were
• 57:33
  whores
• 57:33
  and
• 57:33
  was.
• 57:34
  I
• 57:35
  was
• 57:35
  using
• 57:35
  it
• 57:35
  as
• 57:36
  correct.
• 57:37
  Yes.
• 57:37
  Okay.
• 57:37
  Just
• 57:38
  making
• 57:38
  sure
• 57:38
  you
• 57:39
  understood
• 57:39
  where
• 57:39
  I
• 57:39
  came
• 57:39
  from.
• 57:41
  I
• 57:41
  know
• 57:42
  Sam
• 57:42
  knows
• 57:42
  me,
• 57:43
  and
• 57:43
  thank
• 57:43
  you,
• 57:43
  Nikki,
• 57:44
  for
• 57:45
  understanding
• 57:45
  me.
• 57:46
  You
• 57:46
  want
• 57:47
  to
• 57:47
  call
• 57:47
  me
• 57:47
  a
• 57:47
  hoe
• 57:47
  on
• 57:47
  a
• 57:47
  Flirtus,
• 57:48
  whatever.
• 57:48
  I
• 57:48
  know
• 57:49
  I
• 57:49
  am.
• 57:50
  I'll
• 57:50
  join
• 57:50
  that
• 57:50
  bandwagon.
• 57:51
  I.
• 57:52
  I
• 57:52
  literally
• 57:53
  said
• 57:53
  to
• 57:53
  one
• 57:53
  of.
• 57:53
  Our
• 57:54
  recent
• 57:54
  guests
• 57:55
  that
• 57:55
  I
• 57:55
  was
• 57:55
  like,
• 57:56
  I
• 57:56
  don't
• 57:56
  know,
• 57:56
  I
• 57:56
  mean,
• 57:57
  maybe
• 57:57
  I
• 57:57
  want
• 57:57
  to
• 57:57
  have
• 57:58
  that
• 57:58
  part
• 57:58
  of
• 57:58
  my.
• 57:58
  I
• 57:58
  haven't
• 57:59
  gone
• 57:59
  to
• 57:59
  really
• 57:59
  not.
• 58:01
  I
• 58:01
  kind
• 58:01
  of
• 58:02
  want
• 58:02
  to
• 58:02
  have
• 58:02
  all
• 58:02
  the
• 58:03
  sex
• 58:03
  with
• 58:03
  no
• 58:03
  strings
• 58:04
  attached,
• 58:04
  like.
• 58:08
  I
• 58:09
  wish.
• 58:09
  Let
• 58:09
  me
• 58:09
  tell
• 58:09
  you
• 58:10
  a
• 58:10
  funny
• 58:10
  story,
• 58:10
  because
• 58:10
  the
• 58:10
  guy
• 58:11
  with
• 58:11
  canal
• 58:12
  was
• 58:12
  supposed
• 58:12
  to
• 58:12
  be
• 58:12
  a
• 58:12
  one
• 58:13
  night
• 58:13
  stand.
• 58:14
  We
• 58:14
  are
• 58:14
  six
• 58:14
  and
• 58:15
  a
• 58:15
  half
• 58:15
  years
• 58:15
  later.
• 58:16
  What
• 58:17
  happened?
• 58:17
  I
• 58:18
  mean,
• 58:18
  I
• 58:19
  never
• 58:19
  had
• 58:19
  a
• 58:19
  one
• 58:19
  night
• 58:20
  stand
• 58:20
  because
• 58:20
  I'm
• 58:20
  sensitive.
• 58:21
  I
• 58:21
  still
• 58:21
  haven't.
• 58:22
  I
• 58:22
  still
• 58:22
  haven't.
• 58:23
  I'm
• 58:24
  a
• 58:24
  fucking
• 58:24
  person.
• 58:25
  I
• 58:26
  am.
• 58:26
  And
• 58:26
  it's
• 58:26
  so
• 58:27
  hard.
• 58:27
  It's
• 58:28
  so
• 58:28
  hard.
• 58:28
  It's
• 58:29
  so
• 58:29
  hard
• 58:29
  because
• 58:30
  it's
• 58:30
  like
• 58:30
  my
• 58:30
  vagina
• 58:30
  is
• 58:31
  attached
• 58:31
  to
• 58:31
  my
• 58:31
  heart.
• 58:31
  So.
• 58:32
  So,
• 58:32
  yeah,
• 58:33
  I
• 58:33
  just,
• 58:33
  you
• 58:34
  know,
• 58:34
  that's.
• 58:34
  That's
• 58:35
  what
• 58:35
  it
• 58:35
  is.
• 58:35
  But
• 58:35
  I
• 58:35
  was
• 58:36
  really
• 58:36
  like,
• 58:37
  yeah,
• 58:37
  okay,
• 58:38
  we're
• 58:39
  doing
• 58:39
  this.
• 58:39
  I
• 58:40
  like
• 58:40
  him
• 58:40
  enough
• 58:40
  to
• 58:40
  just
• 58:40
  do
• 58:41
  this
• 58:41
  this
• 58:41
  one
• 58:41
  time
• 58:42
  and
• 58:42
  just
• 58:42
  walk
• 58:42
  away.
• 58:43
  Was
• 58:43
  this
• 58:43
  like
• 58:43
  in
• 58:43
  a
• 58:44
  bar?
• 58:44
  Like,
• 58:44
  you
• 58:44
  got.
• 58:45
  You
• 58:45
  like,
• 58:45
  saw
• 58:45
  him
• 58:45
  and
• 58:45
  you're
• 58:46
  like,
• 58:46
  let's
• 58:46
  just.
• 58:47
  No,
• 58:47
  he
• 58:47
  was
• 58:48
  my
• 58:48
  son's.
• 58:49
  It's
• 58:49
  a
• 58:49
  total
• 58:49
  romance
• 58:50
  story.
• 58:50
  If
• 58:50
  you
• 58:50
  want
• 58:50
  to.
• 58:51
  Oh,
• 58:51
  no,
• 58:51
  you.
• 58:52
  You.
• 58:52
  It
• 58:52
  sounds
• 58:53
  like
• 58:53
  you're
• 58:53
  about
• 58:53
  to
• 58:53
  tell
• 58:53
  us
• 58:53
  that
• 58:54
  you
• 58:54
  should
• 58:54
  have
• 58:54
  known
• 58:54
  it.
• 58:55
  Wasn'T
• 58:55
  going
• 58:55
  to
• 58:55
  be
• 58:55
  from
• 58:55
  the
• 58:55
  beginning
• 58:56
  to
• 58:56
  now.
• 58:56
  You
• 58:56
  can.
• 58:57
  But
• 58:57
  if
• 58:57
  you
• 58:57
  want
• 58:57
  this
• 58:58
  for
• 58:58
  what.
• 58:58
  I
• 58:58
  do,
• 58:59
  tell
• 58:59
  us.
• 59:01
  Well,
• 59:01
  now
• 59:01
  we
• 59:01
  have
• 59:01
  to
• 59:02
  know
• 59:02
  because
• 59:03
  how
• 59:03
  is
• 59:04
  it
• 59:04
  supposed
• 59:04
  to
• 59:04
  be
• 59:05
  a
• 59:05
  one
• 59:05
  night.
• 59:06
  He's
• 59:06
  supposed
• 59:07
  to
• 59:07
  be
• 59:07
  one
• 59:07
  night.
• 59:07
  So
• 59:08
  my
• 59:08
  son
• 59:09
  is
• 59:09
  a
• 59:09
  baseball
• 59:10
  player,
• 59:10
  or
• 59:10
  was
• 59:10
  a
• 59:10
  baseball
• 59:11
  player,
• 59:11
  but
• 59:11
  all
• 59:12
  of
• 59:12
  a
• 59:12
  sudden
• 59:12
  he
• 59:12
  wants
• 59:13
  to
• 59:13
  play
• 59:13
  basketball.
• 59:14
  So
• 59:14
  I
• 59:14
  found
• 59:14
  him
• 59:15
  this
• 59:15
  gym
• 59:16
  where
• 59:16
  his
• 59:17
  age
• 59:17
  group.
• 59:17
  I
• 59:17
  think
• 59:17
  he
• 59:18
  was
• 59:18
  10
• 59:18
  at
• 59:18
  the
• 59:18
  time.
• 59:18
  Yeah,
• 59:19
  I
• 59:19
  guess
• 59:19
  so,
• 59:19
  because.
• 59:20
  Yeah,
• 59:20
  11.
• 59:22
  So
• 59:22
  I
• 59:22
  found
• 59:22
  this
• 59:23
  gym
• 59:23
  where
• 59:24
  they
• 59:24
  did
• 59:24
  youth
• 59:24
  fake
• 59:25
  basketball.
• 59:26
  So
• 59:26
  he
• 59:26
  played
• 59:27
  and
• 59:27
  played
• 59:27
  and
• 59:28
  played.
• 59:28
  And
• 59:29
  one
• 59:30
  day
• 59:31
  I'm
• 59:31
  coming
• 59:32
  in.
• 59:32
  I
• 59:33
  think
• 59:33
  he
• 59:33
  was
• 59:33
  already
• 59:33
  in
• 59:33
  there,
• 59:33
  but
• 59:34
  I'm
• 59:34
  coming
• 59:34
  in.
• 59:35
  And
• 59:35
  some.
• 59:36
  It
• 59:36
  was
• 59:36
  a
• 59:36
  group
• 59:36
  of
• 59:36
  kids
• 59:37
  and
• 59:37
  somebody
• 59:38
  walked
• 59:39
  past
• 59:39
  me
• 59:40
  and
• 59:41
  I
• 59:42
  didn't
• 59:42
  see
• 59:42
  who
• 59:42
  it
• 59:42
  was,
• 59:42
  but
• 59:43
  I
• 59:43
  felt
• 59:43
  it
• 59:44
  because
• 59:44
  I
• 59:44
  turned
• 59:44
  around.
• 59:45
  What
• 59:46
  in
• 59:46
  the
• 59:46
  hell
• 59:46
  was.
• 59:47
  What
• 59:47
  was
• 59:47
  that?
• 59:48
  It
• 59:49
  was
• 59:49
  so
• 59:49
  weird.
• 59:49
  It
• 59:49
  was
• 59:49
  like
• 59:50
  something
• 59:50
  just
• 59:51
  hit
• 59:51
  my
• 59:51
  soul,
• 59:52
  right?
• 59:52
  So.
• 59:53
  And
• 59:53
  I'm
• 59:53
  trying
• 59:54
  to
• 59:54
  look.
• 59:54
  I'm
• 59:55
  seeing
• 59:55
  almost
• 59:56
  the
• 59:56
  top
• 59:56
  of
• 59:56
  his
• 59:56
  head
• 59:56
  because
• 59:56
  they're
• 59:57
  like
• 59:57
  going
• 59:57
  downstairs
• 59:58
  and
• 59:58
  then
• 59:58
  it
• 59:58
  was
• 59:58
  gone.
• 59:59
  So
• 59:59
  then
• 59:59
  later
• 59:59
  I
• 1:00:00
  went
• 1:00:00
  to
• 1:00:00
  the
• 1:00:00
  bathroom
• 1:00:01
  and
• 1:00:01
  there
• 1:00:02
  this
• 1:00:02
  guy
• 1:00:02
  was.
• 1:00:03
  And
• 1:00:03
  I
• 1:00:03
  knew
• 1:00:03
  it
• 1:00:03
  was
• 1:00:03
  him
• 1:00:04
  because
• 1:00:04
  instantly
• 1:00:04
  I
• 1:00:05
  just
• 1:00:05
  felt
• 1:00:05
  that
• 1:00:05
  pull.
• 1:00:06
  Yeah.
• 1:00:07
  So
• 1:00:07
  I'm
• 1:00:08
  like,
• 1:00:08
  okay,
• 1:00:09
  Nikki,
• 1:00:09
  you
• 1:00:10
  knew.
• 1:00:10
  It
• 1:00:10
  couldn't
• 1:00:10
  be
• 1:00:10
  a
• 1:00:11
  one
• 1:00:11
  night
• 1:00:11
  stand.
• 1:00:12
  No,
• 1:00:13
  you
• 1:00:13
  didn't.
• 1:00:13
  You
• 1:00:13
  didn't.
• 1:00:14
  You
• 1:00:14
  just.
• 1:00:15
  I
• 1:00:15
  didn't
• 1:00:15
  want
• 1:00:15
  it
• 1:00:16
  to
• 1:00:16
  be
• 1:00:16
  one.
• 1:00:18
  But.
• 1:00:19
  But
• 1:00:20
  so
• 1:00:21
  I
• 1:00:21
  came
• 1:00:21
  out
• 1:00:21
  and
• 1:00:22
  then.
• 1:00:22
  This
• 1:00:22
  is
• 1:00:22
  totally
• 1:00:23
  not
• 1:00:23
  me.
• 1:00:24
  I'm,
• 1:00:24
  like,
• 1:00:24
  looking
• 1:00:24
  at
• 1:00:25
  all
• 1:00:25
  the
• 1:00:25
  little
• 1:00:26
  trophies
• 1:00:27
  and
• 1:00:27
  stuff
• 1:00:27
  they
• 1:00:28
  have,
• 1:00:28
  and
• 1:00:28
  I'm,
• 1:00:28
  like,
• 1:00:29
  trying
• 1:00:29
  to
• 1:00:29
  wait
• 1:00:29
  for
• 1:00:29
  him
• 1:00:29
  to
• 1:00:29
  get
• 1:00:30
  off
• 1:00:30
  the
• 1:00:30
  phone
• 1:00:30
  because
• 1:00:30
  he
• 1:00:30
  was
• 1:00:30
  on
• 1:00:30
  his
• 1:00:30
  cell
• 1:00:31
  phone.
• 1:00:32
  And
• 1:00:32
  I'm,
• 1:00:32
  like,
• 1:00:33
  trying
• 1:00:33
  to
• 1:00:33
  get
• 1:00:33
  attention.
• 1:00:34
  Like,
• 1:00:34
  we've
• 1:00:35
  all
• 1:00:35
  been
• 1:00:35
  there.
• 1:00:36
  I
• 1:00:36
  love
• 1:00:36
  this
• 1:00:36
  right
• 1:00:37
  now.
• 1:00:38
  Yeah.
• 1:00:39
  Not
• 1:00:39
  paying
• 1:00:39
  me
• 1:00:39
  any
• 1:00:39
  attention.
• 1:00:40
  And
• 1:00:40
  I'm
• 1:00:40
  like,
• 1:00:40
  what
• 1:00:41
  are
• 1:00:41
  you
• 1:00:41
  doing?
• 1:00:41
  So
• 1:00:41
  finally
• 1:00:42
  he
• 1:00:42
  got
• 1:00:42
  off
• 1:00:42
  the
• 1:00:42
  phone,
• 1:00:42
  but
• 1:00:42
  I
• 1:00:43
  heard
• 1:00:43
  whoever
• 1:00:43
  he
• 1:00:43
  was
• 1:00:43
  talking
• 1:00:44
  to.
• 1:00:44
  I
• 1:00:44
  was
• 1:00:44
  like,
• 1:00:44
  oh,
• 1:00:44
  that's
• 1:00:45
  a
• 1:00:45
  baby
• 1:00:45
  mama.
• 1:00:45
  Because
• 1:00:45
  I
• 1:00:45
  heard
• 1:00:46
  it.
• 1:00:49
  And
• 1:00:49
  he
• 1:00:50
  was
• 1:00:50
  just
• 1:00:50
  like,
• 1:00:50
  okay.
• 1:00:51
  And
• 1:00:51
  I
• 1:00:51
  loved
• 1:00:51
  his
• 1:00:51
  demeanor
• 1:00:52
  is
• 1:00:53
  this
• 1:00:53
  guy.
• 1:00:54
  So
• 1:00:54
  when
• 1:00:54
  he
• 1:00:54
  got
• 1:00:54
  off
• 1:00:54
  the
• 1:00:55
  phone,
• 1:00:55
  I
• 1:00:55
  acted
• 1:00:55
  like
• 1:00:55
  I
• 1:00:56
  was
• 1:00:56
  just
• 1:00:56
  getting
• 1:00:56
  ready
• 1:00:56
  to
• 1:00:56
  go
• 1:00:56
  back
• 1:00:57
  into
• 1:00:57
  the
• 1:00:57
  gym.
• 1:00:57
  I
• 1:00:57
  was
• 1:00:57
  like,
• 1:00:58
  oh,
• 1:00:58
  baby
• 1:00:58
  mama
• 1:00:58
  drama.
• 1:00:59
  He
• 1:00:59
  goes,
• 1:00:59
  oh,
• 1:00:59
  sorry
• 1:00:59
  about
• 1:00:59
  that.
• 1:01:00
  And
• 1:01:00
  I
• 1:01:00
  went
• 1:01:00
  into
• 1:01:00
  the
• 1:01:00
  gym.
• 1:01:01
  I
• 1:01:01
  went
• 1:01:01
  in
• 1:01:01
  all
• 1:01:01
  that
• 1:01:02
  just
• 1:01:02
  to
• 1:01:02
  hang
• 1:01:02
  that
• 1:01:03
  there.
• 1:01:03
  So
• 1:01:04
  hilarious.
• 1:01:05
  But
• 1:01:05
  you
• 1:01:06
  got
• 1:01:06
  seen.
• 1:01:06
  You
• 1:01:06
  got
• 1:01:06
  seen.
• 1:01:08
  So.
• 1:01:09
  But
• 1:01:09
  he
• 1:01:09
  was
• 1:01:09
  just.
• 1:01:10
  He
• 1:01:10
  just
• 1:01:10
  a
• 1:01:10
  little
• 1:01:11
  bit.
• 1:01:11
  You
• 1:01:11
  know
• 1:01:11
  how
• 1:01:11
  guys
• 1:01:12
  are
• 1:01:12
  oblivious.
• 1:01:12
  Yeah.
• 1:01:13
  So
• 1:01:13
  then
• 1:01:14
  basketball
• 1:01:15
  season
• 1:01:15
  is
• 1:01:15
  over.
• 1:01:16
  But
• 1:01:16
  what's
• 1:01:17
  crazy,
• 1:01:17
  I
• 1:01:17
  get
• 1:01:17
  a
• 1:01:17
  phone
• 1:01:18
  call.
• 1:01:18
  My
• 1:01:18
  son
• 1:01:18
  has
• 1:01:18
  never
• 1:01:19
  played
• 1:01:19
  basketball
• 1:01:19
  before.
• 1:01:20
  All
• 1:01:20
  of
• 1:01:20
  a
• 1:01:20
  sudden,
• 1:01:20
  oh,
• 1:01:20
  he's
• 1:01:21
  on
• 1:01:21
  the
• 1:01:21
  all
• 1:01:22
  star
• 1:01:22
  team.
• 1:01:23
  Very
• 1:01:23
  athletic,
• 1:01:24
  though.
• 1:01:25
  And
• 1:01:25
  the
• 1:01:25
  all
• 1:01:26
  star
• 1:01:26
  team.
• 1:01:27
  Get
• 1:01:27
  to
• 1:01:27
  the
• 1:01:27
  first
• 1:01:27
  practice.
• 1:01:28
  Guess
• 1:01:28
  who
• 1:01:28
  the
• 1:01:29
  coach
• 1:01:29
  is.
• 1:01:31
  Next.
• 1:01:32
  Tv.
• 1:01:35
  All
• 1:01:35
  right,
• 1:01:36
  it's
• 1:01:36
  that
• 1:01:37
  guy
• 1:01:37
  again.
• 1:01:38
  I
• 1:01:38
  did
• 1:01:38
  my
• 1:01:38
  best
• 1:01:38
  to
• 1:01:39
  stay
• 1:01:39
  away
• 1:01:39
  from
• 1:01:39
  him
• 1:01:39
  because
• 1:01:39
  he
• 1:01:40
  made
• 1:01:40
  me
• 1:01:40
  feel
• 1:01:40
  all
• 1:01:40
  kind
• 1:01:41
  of
• 1:01:41
  weird,
• 1:01:43
  like.
• 1:01:44
  So
• 1:01:44
  it's
• 1:01:44
  like,
• 1:01:45
  you
• 1:01:45
  love
• 1:01:45
  it,
• 1:01:45
  but
• 1:01:45
  it's
• 1:01:45
  also
• 1:01:46
  uncomfortable.
• 1:01:47
  Yeah.
• 1:01:47
  Yeah.
• 1:01:47
  So.
• 1:01:48
  But
• 1:01:48
  then,
• 1:01:48
  you
• 1:01:48
  know,
• 1:01:49
  and
• 1:01:49
  he.
• 1:01:49
  He
• 1:01:50
  would
• 1:01:50
  say
• 1:01:50
  he
• 1:01:50
  wanted
• 1:01:50
  to
• 1:01:50
  come
• 1:01:51
  see
• 1:01:51
  Nick
• 1:01:51
  play
• 1:01:52
  baseball,
• 1:01:52
  blah,
• 1:01:52
  blah,
• 1:01:52
  blah.
• 1:01:53
  And
• 1:01:53
  then
• 1:01:54
  the
• 1:01:54
  season
• 1:01:54
  ended,
• 1:01:54
  and
• 1:01:54
  I'm
• 1:01:54
  like,
• 1:01:55
  well,
• 1:01:55
  thank
• 1:01:55
  God
• 1:01:55
  Big
• 1:01:56
  was
• 1:01:57
  a
• 1:01:57
  lot.
• 1:01:57
  I
• 1:01:57
  don't
• 1:01:57
  even
• 1:01:58
  know
• 1:01:58
  what
• 1:01:58
  the
• 1:01:58
  hell
• 1:01:58
  happened
• 1:01:59
  there.
• 1:01:59
  Done.
• 1:02:00
  Next
• 1:02:00
  season,
• 1:02:01
  the
• 1:02:01
  boy
• 1:02:01
  wants
• 1:02:02
  to
• 1:02:02
  play
• 1:02:02
  basketball
• 1:02:03
  again.
• 1:02:03
  Okay,
• 1:02:04
  we
• 1:02:04
  know
• 1:02:04
  where
• 1:02:04
  we're
• 1:02:05
  going.
• 1:02:05
  Go.
• 1:02:05
  Didn't
• 1:02:06
  like,
• 1:02:06
  the
• 1:02:06
  coach.
• 1:02:07
  And
• 1:02:07
  my
• 1:02:08
  car
• 1:02:08
  had
• 1:02:08
  broken
• 1:02:08
  down,
• 1:02:09
  so
• 1:02:09
  we
• 1:02:09
  were
• 1:02:09
  taking
• 1:02:09
  Ubers
• 1:02:10
  and
• 1:02:10
  lifts
• 1:02:10
  there.
• 1:02:12
  And
• 1:02:12
  the
• 1:02:12
  coach
• 1:02:12
  wasn't
• 1:02:13
  good.
• 1:02:13
  So
• 1:02:13
  I'm
• 1:02:13
  like,
• 1:02:13
  yeah,
• 1:02:13
  I'm
• 1:02:13
  not
• 1:02:13
  gonna
• 1:02:14
  be
• 1:02:14
  paying
• 1:02:14
  $60
• 1:02:15
  to
• 1:02:15
  get
• 1:02:15
  you
• 1:02:16
  somewhere
• 1:02:16
  that's
• 1:02:16
  not
• 1:02:17
  happening.
• 1:02:17
  So
• 1:02:17
  I
• 1:02:18
  get
• 1:02:18
  a
• 1:02:18
  phone
• 1:02:18
  call,
• 1:02:18
  and
• 1:02:18
  they're
• 1:02:19
  like,
• 1:02:19
  hey,
• 1:02:19
  we
• 1:02:19
  split
• 1:02:20
  up
• 1:02:20
  the
• 1:02:20
  teams.
• 1:02:20
  We
• 1:02:20
  have
• 1:02:20
  a
• 1:02:21
  new
• 1:02:21
  coach.
• 1:02:22
  Come
• 1:02:22
  on
• 1:02:22
  down.
• 1:02:23
  Your
• 1:02:23
  coach
• 1:02:23
  is
• 1:02:23
  Coach
• 1:02:24
  Ariel.
• 1:02:24
  Let's
• 1:02:24
  go.
• 1:02:25
  And
• 1:02:26
  I'm
• 1:02:27
  like,
• 1:02:27
  okay.
• 1:02:28
  So
• 1:02:28
  we
• 1:02:28
  get
• 1:02:29
  out.
• 1:02:29
  I'm
• 1:02:29
  like,
• 1:02:29
  we
• 1:02:29
  love
• 1:02:29
  Coach
• 1:02:30
  Ariel.
• 1:02:30
  We
• 1:02:30
  get
• 1:02:30
  down
• 1:02:31
  there.
• 1:02:31
  And
• 1:02:31
  I
• 1:02:31
  see
• 1:02:31
  him
• 1:02:33
  and
• 1:02:34
  I'm
• 1:02:34
  like.
• 1:02:35
  He
• 1:02:36
  goes,
• 1:02:36
  hey.
• 1:02:36
  He
• 1:02:36
  hugs
• 1:02:37
  me
• 1:02:37
  and
• 1:02:37
  I'm
• 1:02:37
  like,
• 1:02:38
  okay,
• 1:02:38
  you
• 1:02:38
  can't
• 1:02:38
  really.
• 1:02:40
  And
• 1:02:41
  he
• 1:02:41
  goes,
• 1:02:42
  is
• 1:02:43
  Nick
• 1:02:43
  on
• 1:02:43
  my
• 1:02:43
  team?
• 1:02:43
  I
• 1:02:44
  go,
• 1:02:44
  no,
• 1:02:44
  he's
• 1:02:44
  on
• 1:02:44
  Ariel's
• 1:02:45
  team.
• 1:02:45
  He
• 1:02:45
  goes,
• 1:02:45
  that's
• 1:02:46
  my
• 1:02:46
  team.
• 1:02:46
  That's
• 1:02:47
  my
• 1:02:47
  team.
• 1:02:47
  He's
• 1:02:47
  all
• 1:02:48
  excited.
• 1:02:48
  That's
• 1:02:49
  awesome.
• 1:02:50
  So
• 1:02:50
  they
• 1:02:51
  played.
• 1:02:52
  Anyway,
• 1:02:52
  here's
• 1:02:53
  what
• 1:02:53
  happened.
• 1:02:54
  We're
• 1:02:54
  at
• 1:02:54
  their
• 1:02:55
  one
• 1:02:55
  night
• 1:02:55
  stand
• 1:02:55
  now.
• 1:02:56
  So,
• 1:02:56
  yeah,
• 1:02:56
  give
• 1:02:57
  us
• 1:02:57
  the
• 1:02:57
  good
• 1:02:57
  stuff.
• 1:02:57
  No,
• 1:02:57
  I'm
• 1:02:57
  just
• 1:02:57
  kidding.
• 1:02:59
  So
• 1:03:01
  he
• 1:03:01
  had
• 1:03:01
  dropped
• 1:03:02
  me
• 1:03:02
  off
• 1:03:02
  and
• 1:03:02
  I
• 1:03:02
  got
• 1:03:02
  out
• 1:03:03
  of
• 1:03:03
  the
• 1:03:03
  car
• 1:03:03
  and
• 1:03:03
  I
• 1:03:04
  went
• 1:03:04
  down
• 1:03:04
  because
• 1:03:04
  we
• 1:03:05
  had
• 1:03:05
  gone.
• 1:03:05
  Long
• 1:03:05
  story
• 1:03:05
  short,
• 1:03:06
  he
• 1:03:07
  wanted
• 1:03:07
  to
• 1:03:07
  take
• 1:03:07
  me
• 1:03:07
  home.
• 1:03:07
  And
• 1:03:08
  I'm
• 1:03:08
  like,
• 1:03:08
  no,
• 1:03:08
  just
• 1:03:08
  drop
• 1:03:08
  us
• 1:03:09
  at
• 1:03:09
  the
• 1:03:09
  store
• 1:03:09
  or
• 1:03:09
  whatever
• 1:03:10
  for
• 1:03:10
  while
• 1:03:10
  the
• 1:03:11
  car.
• 1:03:11
  And
• 1:03:11
  I
• 1:03:11
  leaned
• 1:03:12
  down
• 1:03:12
  to
• 1:03:12
  say
• 1:03:12
  thank
• 1:03:12
  you.
• 1:03:12
  And
• 1:03:13
  he's
• 1:03:13
  like,
• 1:03:13
  you're
• 1:03:13
  welcome.
• 1:03:14
  But
• 1:03:14
  it
• 1:03:14
  was
• 1:03:14
  like,
• 1:03:14
  you're
• 1:03:15
  welcome.
• 1:03:15
  And
• 1:03:15
  I'm
• 1:03:15
  like,
• 1:03:17
  okay,
• 1:03:17
  it's
• 1:03:17
  not
• 1:03:17
  just
• 1:03:18
  me.
• 1:03:18
  So
• 1:03:18
  I
• 1:03:19
  closed
• 1:03:19
  the
• 1:03:19
  door
• 1:03:20
  and
• 1:03:20
  I
• 1:03:20
  told
• 1:03:20
  my
• 1:03:20
  son.
• 1:03:21
  I
• 1:03:21
  was
• 1:03:21
  like,
• 1:03:21
  I
• 1:03:21
  told
• 1:03:21
  you
• 1:03:21
  coach
• 1:03:22
  liked
• 1:03:22
  me.
• 1:03:22
  He
• 1:03:22
  was
• 1:03:22
  like,
• 1:03:22
  mom,
• 1:03:23
  get
• 1:03:23
  out
• 1:03:23
  of
• 1:03:23
  here.
• 1:03:23
  Right.
• 1:03:24
  So
• 1:03:24
  then
• 1:03:25
  they
• 1:03:25
  were
• 1:03:25
  supposed
• 1:03:25
  to
• 1:03:25
  have
• 1:03:26
  a
• 1:03:26
  practice
• 1:03:26
  that
• 1:03:27
  later
• 1:03:27
  in
• 1:03:27
  the
• 1:03:27
  week.
• 1:03:28
  Well,
• 1:03:28
  now
• 1:03:29
  that
• 1:03:29
  we
• 1:03:29
  had
• 1:03:29
  that
• 1:03:29
  kind
• 1:03:30
  of
• 1:03:30
  exchange,
• 1:03:31
  I
• 1:03:32
  did
• 1:03:32
  not
• 1:03:32
  want
• 1:03:32
  to
• 1:03:32
  call
• 1:03:32
  him
• 1:03:33
  to
• 1:03:33
  verify
• 1:03:33
  because
• 1:03:33
  then
• 1:03:33
  it
• 1:03:34
  was
• 1:03:34
  going
• 1:03:34
  to
• 1:03:34
  be
• 1:03:34
  like,
• 1:03:34
  I'm
• 1:03:35
  calling
• 1:03:36
  like,
• 1:03:36
  because
• 1:03:36
  I
• 1:03:36
  like
• 1:03:36
  you.
• 1:03:37
  So
• 1:03:37
  can
• 1:03:38
  you
• 1:03:38
  check
• 1:03:38
  yes
• 1:03:38
  or
• 1:03:39
  no?
• 1:03:39
  Yeah.
• 1:03:39
  Right.
• 1:03:40
  So
• 1:03:40
  I'm
• 1:03:40
  like,
• 1:03:40
  I
• 1:03:41
  called
• 1:03:41
  Jim
• 1:03:41
  and
• 1:03:41
  I
• 1:03:42
  was
• 1:03:42
  like,
• 1:03:42
  do
• 1:03:42
  you
• 1:03:42
  know?
• 1:03:42
  They're
• 1:03:42
  like,
• 1:03:43
  no,
• 1:03:43
  you
• 1:03:43
  have
• 1:03:43
  to
• 1:03:43
  call
• 1:03:43
  Coach
• 1:03:44
  Ariel.
• 1:03:45
  Okay.
• 1:03:45
  Coach
• 1:03:46
  Ariel
• 1:03:46
  didn't
• 1:03:46
  answer.
• 1:03:47
  And
• 1:03:47
  I'm
• 1:03:47
  like,
• 1:03:48
  damn,
• 1:03:48
  here
• 1:03:48
  we
• 1:03:48
  go.
• 1:03:49
  So
• 1:03:50
  I
• 1:03:50
  texted
• 1:03:50
  him.
• 1:03:51
  I
• 1:03:51
  was
• 1:03:51
  like,
• 1:03:51
  hey,
• 1:03:51
  coach,
• 1:03:52
  are
• 1:03:52
  you
• 1:03:52
  guys
• 1:03:53
  having
• 1:03:53
  practice
• 1:03:53
  today?
• 1:03:54
  And
• 1:03:54
  the
• 1:03:54
  phone
• 1:03:55
  rang
• 1:03:55
  in
• 1:03:55
  the
• 1:03:55
  moment
• 1:03:56
  and
• 1:03:56
  I
• 1:03:56
  said.
• 1:03:57
  I
• 1:03:57
  literally
• 1:03:57
  said
• 1:03:58
  out
• 1:03:58
  loud,
• 1:03:58
  here
• 1:03:59
  we
• 1:03:59
  go.
• 1:04:00
  Oh.
• 1:04:01
  And
• 1:04:01
  he
• 1:04:01
  called
• 1:04:01
  and
• 1:04:02
  I
• 1:04:02
  said,
• 1:04:02
  hello.
• 1:04:02
  He
• 1:04:02
  goes,
• 1:04:03
  hey,
• 1:04:03
  yes.
• 1:04:03
  So
• 1:04:03
  no,
• 1:04:04
  we're
• 1:04:04
  not
• 1:04:04
  having
• 1:04:04
  practice
• 1:04:05
  today.
• 1:04:06
  I
• 1:04:06
  was
• 1:04:06
  like,
• 1:04:06
  okay,
• 1:04:07
  thank
• 1:04:07
  you.
• 1:04:07
  He's
• 1:04:08
  like,
• 1:04:08
  so,
• 1:04:08
  what
• 1:04:08
  are
• 1:04:08
  you
• 1:04:08
  doing
• 1:04:08
  later?
• 1:04:09
  Oh,
• 1:04:11
  And
• 1:04:11
  I
• 1:04:11
  was
• 1:04:11
  like,
• 1:04:12
  making
• 1:04:12
  up
• 1:04:12
  stuff.
• 1:04:13
  I'm
• 1:04:13
  like,
• 1:04:13
  oh,
• 1:04:13
  I'm
• 1:04:13
  gonna
• 1:04:13
  go
• 1:04:13
  have
• 1:04:14
  drinks,
• 1:04:14
  you
• 1:04:14
  know,
• 1:04:14
  across
• 1:04:15
  the
• 1:04:15
  street.
• 1:04:15
  Because
• 1:04:15
  there
• 1:04:15
  was
• 1:04:15
  this
• 1:04:16
  bar
• 1:04:16
  across
• 1:04:16
  from
• 1:04:16
  my
• 1:04:17
  house
• 1:04:17
  and
• 1:04:17
  it
• 1:04:17
  was
• 1:04:17
  just
• 1:04:17
  casual.
• 1:04:18
  I
• 1:04:18
  was
• 1:04:18
  just
• 1:04:18
  like,
• 1:04:18
  you
• 1:04:19
  know,
• 1:04:19
  I
• 1:04:19
  think
• 1:04:19
  I'll
• 1:04:19
  come
• 1:04:19
  join
• 1:04:20
  you.
• 1:04:20
  So
• 1:04:21
  he
• 1:04:21
  came,
• 1:04:22
  we
• 1:04:22
  closed
• 1:04:23
  the
• 1:04:23
  bar
• 1:04:23
  down.
• 1:04:24
  I
• 1:04:24
  think
• 1:04:24
  we
• 1:04:24
  had
• 1:04:24
  three
• 1:04:24
  dates
• 1:04:25
  in
• 1:04:25
  one
• 1:04:25
  night.
• 1:04:26
  Wow.
• 1:04:26
  And.
• 1:04:27
  And
• 1:04:27
  to
• 1:04:27
  the
• 1:04:27
  point
• 1:04:28
  where
• 1:04:28
  I
• 1:04:28
  was
• 1:04:28
  like,
• 1:04:28
  you
• 1:04:29
  know
• 1:04:29
  what?
• 1:04:30
  Why
• 1:04:30
  not?
• 1:04:30
  I
• 1:04:31
  mean,
• 1:04:32
  why
• 1:04:32
  not?
• 1:04:32
  I'll
• 1:04:33
  just
• 1:04:33
  try
• 1:04:33
  this.
• 1:04:33
  Because
• 1:04:33
  it's
• 1:04:34
  whatever.
• 1:04:34
  Yeah,
• 1:04:35
  We've
• 1:04:35
  been
• 1:04:35
  together
• 1:04:35
  ever
• 1:04:36
  since,
• 1:04:37
  so.
• 1:04:37
  Money.
• 1:04:39
  I
• 1:04:39
  love
• 1:04:40
  how,
• 1:04:40
  like,
• 1:04:40
  chill
• 1:04:41
  and,
• 1:04:41
  like,
• 1:04:41
  nonchalant
• 1:04:42
  you
• 1:04:42
  were
• 1:04:42
  about
• 1:04:42
  getting
• 1:04:43
  his
• 1:04:43
  attention
• 1:04:43
  because
• 1:04:44
  there
• 1:04:44
  Was
• 1:04:44
  definitely
• 1:04:45
  like
• 1:04:45
  a
• 1:04:45
  moment
• 1:04:46
  where
• 1:04:46
  I
• 1:04:46
  was
• 1:04:46
  like,
• 1:04:47
  yeah,
• 1:04:48
  one
• 1:04:48
  night
• 1:04:48
  stand.
• 1:04:48
  That
• 1:04:48
  sounds
• 1:04:49
  fun.
• 1:04:49
  I've
• 1:04:49
  never
• 1:04:49
  done
• 1:04:49
  that.
• 1:04:49
  I
• 1:04:49
  still
• 1:04:50
  haven't
• 1:04:50
  really.
• 1:04:50
  I
• 1:04:50
  don't
• 1:04:51
  think
• 1:04:51
  that
• 1:04:51
  might
• 1:04:51
  be
• 1:04:52
  like
• 1:04:52
  your
• 1:04:52
  vacation.
• 1:04:55
  And
• 1:04:55
  I
• 1:04:56
  remember
• 1:04:56
  I
• 1:04:56
  was
• 1:04:56
  at
• 1:04:56
  this
• 1:04:56
  club
• 1:04:57
  and
• 1:04:57
  I
• 1:04:58
  just
• 1:04:58
  really
• 1:04:58
  tall
• 1:04:59
  guys,
• 1:04:59
  like,
• 1:05:00
  they
• 1:05:00
  just,
• 1:05:00
  I
• 1:05:01
  don't
• 1:05:01
  know,
• 1:05:01
  I
• 1:05:01
  just
• 1:05:02
  draw
• 1:05:02
  drops.
• 1:05:03
  And
• 1:05:03
  so
• 1:05:03
  I
• 1:05:03
  was
• 1:05:03
  at
• 1:05:03
  this
• 1:05:04
  club
• 1:05:05
  and
• 1:05:05
  dancing
• 1:05:06
  and
• 1:05:06
  I
• 1:05:06
  called
• 1:05:06
  him
• 1:05:07
  Biceps
• 1:05:07
  because
• 1:05:07
  he
• 1:05:07
  was
• 1:05:07
  so
• 1:05:08
  tall
• 1:05:08
  that
• 1:05:08
  all
• 1:05:08
  like
• 1:05:09
  his
• 1:05:09
  biceps
• 1:05:09
  were
• 1:05:09
  eye
• 1:05:10
  level
• 1:05:10
  with
• 1:05:10
  me.
• 1:05:10
  And
• 1:05:11
  so
• 1:05:11
  I
• 1:05:11
  just
• 1:05:11
  like
• 1:05:11
  kept
• 1:05:12
  like
• 1:05:12
  walking
• 1:05:12
  and
• 1:05:13
  then
• 1:05:13
  I'd
• 1:05:13
  like,
• 1:05:14
  you
• 1:05:14
  know,
• 1:05:14
  I
• 1:05:14
  had
• 1:05:14
  my
• 1:05:14
  drink
• 1:05:15
  and
• 1:05:15
  I
• 1:05:15
  tripped
• 1:05:15
  and
• 1:05:15
  like
• 1:05:15
  bumped
• 1:05:16
  into
• 1:05:16
  like.
• 1:05:16
  Oh.
• 1:05:17
  And
• 1:05:17
  I
• 1:05:17
  squeezed
• 1:05:17
  the
• 1:05:18
  bicep
• 1:05:18
  and
• 1:05:18
  I
• 1:05:18
  kept
• 1:05:19
  walking.
• 1:05:19
  And
• 1:05:19
  then
• 1:05:20
  nothing,
• 1:05:20
  you
• 1:05:20
  know,
• 1:05:20
  nothing
• 1:05:21
  came
• 1:05:21
  out
• 1:05:21
  of
• 1:05:21
  that.
• 1:05:21
  So
• 1:05:21
  then
• 1:05:21
  later
• 1:05:22
  I
• 1:05:23
  like
• 1:05:23
  bumped
• 1:05:24
  into
• 1:05:24
  him
• 1:05:24
  again.
• 1:05:24
  Be
• 1:05:25
  like,
• 1:05:26
  we
• 1:05:26
  just
• 1:05:26
  keep
• 1:05:27
  bumping
• 1:05:27
  into
• 1:05:27
  each
• 1:05:27
  other.
• 1:05:28
  And
• 1:05:29
  so
• 1:05:29
  then
• 1:05:29
  we
• 1:05:29
  start
• 1:05:30
  dancing
• 1:05:30
  together.
• 1:05:30
  He's
• 1:05:31
  like,
• 1:05:31
  let's
• 1:05:31
  dance.
• 1:05:31
  And
• 1:05:31
  we're
• 1:05:31
  dancing
• 1:05:32
  and.
• 1:05:32
  And
• 1:05:32
  then
• 1:05:32
  I
• 1:05:32
  finally
• 1:05:33
  look
• 1:05:33
  up
• 1:05:33
  and
• 1:05:33
  like
• 1:05:33
  look
• 1:05:34
  at
• 1:05:34
  its
• 1:05:34
  face.
• 1:05:34
  And
• 1:05:34
  like
• 1:05:35
  I
• 1:05:35
  was
• 1:05:36
  like,
• 1:05:36
  okay,
• 1:05:36
  this
• 1:05:36
  isn't
• 1:05:37
  what
• 1:05:37
  I
• 1:05:37
  thought
• 1:05:37
  I
• 1:05:38
  was.
• 1:05:38
  You
• 1:05:38
  know,
• 1:05:39
  space.
• 1:05:39
  That's
• 1:05:40
  hilarious.
• 1:05:41
  And
• 1:05:41
  then
• 1:05:41
  you're
• 1:05:42
  back
• 1:05:42
  by
• 1:05:42
  the
• 1:05:42
  biceps.
• 1:05:43
  Yeah,
• 1:05:44
  yeah.
• 1:05:44
  And
• 1:05:44
  then
• 1:05:44
  I
• 1:05:44
  looked
• 1:05:44
  at
• 1:05:44
  his
• 1:05:44
  face
• 1:05:45
  like,
• 1:05:45
  oh,
• 1:05:45
  you're
• 1:05:45
  really
• 1:05:46
  not,
• 1:05:46
  not
• 1:05:47
  my
• 1:05:47
  type
• 1:05:47
  like
• 1:05:47
  at
• 1:05:48
  all.
• 1:05:48
  And,
• 1:05:48
  and.
• 1:05:49
  But
• 1:05:49
  I
• 1:05:49
  went
• 1:05:49
  that
• 1:05:50
  long
• 1:05:50
  without
• 1:05:50
  looking
• 1:05:50
  his
• 1:05:51
  face.
• 1:05:51
  She
• 1:05:51
  could
• 1:05:51
  go
• 1:05:51
  the
• 1:05:51
  rest
• 1:05:52
  of
• 1:05:52
  the
• 1:05:52
  night.
• 1:05:53
  Yes.
• 1:05:53
  No.
• 1:05:54
  And
• 1:05:54
  then
• 1:05:55
  we
• 1:05:56
  like
• 1:05:56
  were
• 1:05:56
  chit
• 1:05:56
  hangs
• 1:05:57
  out
• 1:05:57
  like,
• 1:05:57
  okay,
• 1:05:57
  this
• 1:05:57
  is
• 1:05:57
  fine,
• 1:05:58
  like
• 1:05:58
  just
• 1:05:58
  some
• 1:05:58
  more
• 1:05:58
  drinks
• 1:05:59
  and
• 1:05:59
  it'll
• 1:05:59
  be
• 1:05:59
  fine.
• 1:06:00
  And
• 1:06:01
  all
• 1:06:01
  he
• 1:06:02
  talks
• 1:06:02
  about
• 1:06:02
  is
• 1:06:03
  the
• 1:06:03
  gym
• 1:06:03
  and
• 1:06:04
  like
• 1:06:04
  lifting
• 1:06:05
  and
• 1:06:05
  like,
• 1:06:05
  you
• 1:06:06
  know,
• 1:06:06
  I'm
• 1:06:06
  into
• 1:06:06
  the
• 1:06:06
  bodybuilding
• 1:06:07
  and
• 1:06:08
  you
• 1:06:08
  know,
• 1:06:08
  I
• 1:06:08
  just,
• 1:06:11
  okay.
• 1:06:11
  I
• 1:06:11
  just
• 1:06:11
  can't,
• 1:06:11
  I
• 1:06:12
  can't
• 1:06:12
  think
• 1:06:12
  of
• 1:06:12
  seriously
• 1:06:13
  anymore.
• 1:06:15
  So
• 1:06:15
  it
• 1:06:15
  did
• 1:06:15
  not
• 1:06:16
  work
• 1:06:16
  out
• 1:06:16
  for
• 1:06:16
  me.
• 1:06:17
  That
• 1:06:17
  is
• 1:06:17
  so
• 1:06:18
  funny.
• 1:06:18
  Say
• 1:06:19
  the
• 1:06:19
  same
• 1:06:19
  still
• 1:06:19
  with
• 1:06:20
  this
• 1:06:20
  guy.
• 1:06:21
  And
• 1:06:21
  I
• 1:06:21
  know
• 1:06:22
  that's
• 1:06:22
  amazing.
• 1:06:22
  He's
• 1:06:23
  my
• 1:06:23
  everything.
• 1:06:24
  So
• 1:06:24
  I'm
• 1:06:24
  wondering
• 1:06:25
  like,
• 1:06:25
  okay,
• 1:06:26
  so
• 1:06:26
  had
• 1:06:27
  you
• 1:06:27
  had
• 1:06:28
  you
• 1:06:28
  had
• 1:06:29
  is
• 1:06:29
  here
• 1:06:29
  first
• 1:06:29
  like
• 1:06:30
  super
• 1:06:30
  healthy
• 1:06:30
  relationship
• 1:06:31
  or
• 1:06:31
  you'd
• 1:06:31
  already
• 1:06:32
  kind
• 1:06:32
  of
• 1:06:33
  like.
• 1:06:33
  No,
• 1:06:34
  definitely,
• 1:06:34
  definitely.
• 1:06:35
  Because
• 1:06:35
  my
• 1:06:35
  marriage,
• 1:06:36
  I
• 1:06:36
  was
• 1:06:36
  married
• 1:06:37
  to
• 1:06:37
  my
• 1:06:37
  son's
• 1:06:37
  dad
• 1:06:38
  and
• 1:06:38
  that
• 1:06:38
  was
• 1:06:38
  the
• 1:06:39
  worst
• 1:06:39
  thing
• 1:06:40
  ever.
• 1:06:42
  He
• 1:06:42
  devastated
• 1:06:43
  my
• 1:06:43
  life.
• 1:06:44
  Literally.
• 1:06:44
  Like
• 1:06:45
  literally.
• 1:06:45
  So
• 1:06:46
  that's
• 1:06:47
  why
• 1:06:47
  it
• 1:06:47
  was
• 1:06:47
  going
• 1:06:47
  to
• 1:06:47
  be
• 1:06:47
  a
• 1:06:47
  one
• 1:06:48
  night
• 1:06:48
  stand.
• 1:06:48
  Because
• 1:06:49
  I
• 1:06:49
  hadn't
• 1:06:49
  been
• 1:06:49
  with
• 1:06:50
  anybody
• 1:06:50
  since
• 1:06:50
  my
• 1:06:50
  ex
• 1:06:51
  husband
• 1:06:51
  but
• 1:06:51
  I
• 1:06:52
  just
• 1:06:52
  was
• 1:06:52
  not
• 1:06:54
  willing
• 1:06:54
  to
• 1:06:54
  get
• 1:06:55
  in
• 1:06:55
  a
• 1:06:55
  relationship
• 1:06:55
  because
• 1:06:56
  at
• 1:06:56
  this
• 1:06:56
  point
• 1:06:57
  the
• 1:06:57
  first
• 1:06:57
  guy
• 1:06:58
  with
• 1:06:58
  this
• 1:06:58
  book
• 1:06:58
  is
• 1:06:58
  about
• 1:06:59
  the
• 1:06:59
  ones
• 1:06:59
  in
• 1:07:00
  between
• 1:07:00
  and
• 1:07:01
  then
• 1:07:01
  the
• 1:07:01
  marriage,
• 1:07:02
  it's
• 1:07:02
  all
• 1:07:02
  been
• 1:07:02
  bad.
• 1:07:03
  Yeah.
• 1:07:04
  So
• 1:07:05
  yeah,
• 1:07:05
  let's
• 1:07:06
  just
• 1:07:06
  do
• 1:07:06
  this,
• 1:07:06
  knock
• 1:07:06
  this
• 1:07:07
  out.
• 1:07:07
  Because
• 1:07:07
  I
• 1:07:07
  haven't
• 1:07:07
  knocked
• 1:07:08
  it
• 1:07:08
  out.
• 1:07:08
  So
• 1:07:10
  it
• 1:07:10
  hasn't
• 1:07:10
  been
• 1:07:11
  knocked
• 1:07:11
  out.
• 1:07:11
  So
• 1:07:11
  let's
• 1:07:11
  just
• 1:07:11
  do
• 1:07:12
  this.
• 1:07:12
  And
• 1:07:12
  then.
• 1:07:13
  And
• 1:07:13
  when
• 1:07:13
  I
• 1:07:13
  tell
• 1:07:14
  you,
• 1:07:14
  I've
• 1:07:14
  never
• 1:07:14
  in
• 1:07:15
  my
• 1:07:15
  entire
• 1:07:15
  life
• 1:07:16
  met
• 1:07:16
  anybody
• 1:07:16
  like
• 1:07:16
  him.
• 1:07:18
  So
• 1:07:18
  what
• 1:07:18
  do
• 1:07:19
  you
• 1:07:19
  think?
• 1:07:20
  What
• 1:07:20
  do
• 1:07:21
  you
• 1:07:21
  think
• 1:07:22
  you
• 1:07:22
  were
• 1:07:22
  doing
• 1:07:22
  differently
• 1:07:23
  at
• 1:07:23
  that
• 1:07:23
  time
• 1:07:24
  in
• 1:07:24
  your
• 1:07:24
  life
• 1:07:24
  to
• 1:07:24
  either
• 1:07:24
  draw
• 1:07:25
  him
• 1:07:25
  or
• 1:07:26
  accept
• 1:07:27
  it?
• 1:07:27
  Accept
• 1:07:28
  it.
• 1:07:28
  Yeah.
• 1:07:30
  I.
• 1:07:31
  You
• 1:07:31
  know,
• 1:07:31
  honestly,
• 1:07:32
  I
• 1:07:32
  just
• 1:07:32
  think
• 1:07:33
  it
• 1:07:33
  was
• 1:07:33
  time.
• 1:07:34
  I
• 1:07:34
  think.
• 1:07:34
  I
• 1:07:35
  think
• 1:07:36
  the
• 1:07:36
  stars
• 1:07:37
  aligned
• 1:07:37
  at
• 1:07:37
  the
• 1:07:37
  right
• 1:07:38
  time.
• 1:07:38
  I
• 1:07:38
  really
• 1:07:39
  do.
• 1:07:39
  That's
• 1:07:39
  the
• 1:07:39
  only
• 1:07:40
  thing
• 1:07:40
  I
• 1:07:40
  have,
• 1:07:40
  because
• 1:07:41
  I'm
• 1:07:41
  still
• 1:07:42
  me,
• 1:07:43
  you
• 1:07:44
  know,
• 1:07:44
  I.
• 1:07:44
  I
• 1:07:45
  haven't.
• 1:07:45
  I've
• 1:07:45
  always
• 1:07:46
  been
• 1:07:46
  this
• 1:07:46
  awesome
• 1:07:47
  person.
• 1:07:49
  Yeah,
• 1:07:50
  clearly.
• 1:07:53
  Ma',
• 1:07:54
  am,
• 1:07:54
  it
• 1:07:54
  wasn't
• 1:07:54
  me.
• 1:07:56
  While
• 1:07:56
  we're
• 1:07:56
  talking
• 1:07:57
  about
• 1:07:57
  relationships,
• 1:07:58
  I
• 1:07:59
  think
• 1:07:59
  that
• 1:07:59
  a
• 1:08:00
  lot
• 1:08:00
  of
• 1:08:00
  us,
• 1:08:00
  and
• 1:08:00
  most
• 1:08:00
  of
• 1:08:00
  us
• 1:08:01
  that
• 1:08:01
  are
• 1:08:01
  listening,
• 1:08:01
  and
• 1:08:02
  Melissa
• 1:08:02
  and
• 1:08:02
  I
• 1:08:02
  here,
• 1:08:03
  like,
• 1:08:03
  have
• 1:08:03
  gone
• 1:08:03
  through
• 1:08:04
  the
• 1:08:04
  trauma
• 1:08:05
  of,
• 1:08:05
  you
• 1:08:05
  know,
• 1:08:05
  poor
• 1:08:06
  relationships,
• 1:08:06
  like,
• 1:08:07
  back
• 1:08:07
  to
• 1:08:07
  back.
• 1:08:08
  How
• 1:08:09
  you
• 1:08:09
  meet
• 1:08:10
  this
• 1:08:10
  guy,
• 1:08:10
  you're,
• 1:08:11
  like,
• 1:08:11
  head
• 1:08:11
  over
• 1:08:11
  heels.
• 1:08:11
  You
• 1:08:12
  feel
• 1:08:12
  this,
• 1:08:12
  like,
• 1:08:12
  really
• 1:08:13
  strong
• 1:08:13
  connection.
• 1:08:14
  How
• 1:08:14
  long
• 1:08:15
  into
• 1:08:15
  that
• 1:08:15
  relationship
• 1:08:16
  before
• 1:08:16
  you
• 1:08:16
  just,
• 1:08:16
  like,
• 1:08:16
  bear
• 1:08:17
  your
• 1:08:17
  soul
• 1:08:17
  of,
• 1:08:17
  like,
• 1:08:17
  this
• 1:08:18
  is
• 1:08:18
  my
• 1:08:18
  past.
• 1:08:18
  This
• 1:08:19
  is
• 1:08:19
  everything
• 1:08:19
  I
• 1:08:19
  went
• 1:08:20
  through.
• 1:08:21
  Because
• 1:08:21
  I
• 1:08:21
  think
• 1:08:21
  that.
• 1:08:21
  That,
• 1:08:22
  you
• 1:08:22
  know,
• 1:08:22
  might
• 1:08:22
  help
• 1:08:23
  some
• 1:08:23
  listeners,
• 1:08:24
  you
• 1:08:24
  know.
• 1:08:24
  Okay,
• 1:08:25
  so
• 1:08:26
  I
• 1:08:26
  told
• 1:08:26
  you
• 1:08:26
  I
• 1:08:26
  felt
• 1:08:27
  him
• 1:08:27
  before
• 1:08:27
  I
• 1:08:28
  saw
• 1:08:28
  him.
• 1:08:28
  Yeah,
• 1:08:29
  but
• 1:08:29
  we've
• 1:08:29
  clearly.
• 1:08:31
  And
• 1:08:32
  I
• 1:08:32
  never
• 1:08:32
  believed
• 1:08:33
  in
• 1:08:33
  this
• 1:08:33
  stuff
• 1:08:33
  before,
• 1:08:33
  but
• 1:08:33
  we've
• 1:08:34
  clearly
• 1:08:34
  been
• 1:08:34
  together
• 1:08:34
  in
• 1:08:35
  some
• 1:08:35
  other
• 1:08:35
  lifetimes
• 1:08:36
  because
• 1:08:36
  it's
• 1:08:37
  been
• 1:08:38
  so,
• 1:08:39
  so
• 1:08:39
  magnetic.
• 1:08:40
  We
• 1:08:41
  bear
• 1:08:41
  it
• 1:08:41
  all.
• 1:08:41
  That
• 1:08:42
  first
• 1:08:42
  day,
• 1:08:42
  you
• 1:08:43
  know,
• 1:08:43
  we
• 1:08:43
  at
• 1:08:43
  that
• 1:08:43
  bar,
• 1:08:44
  we
• 1:08:44
  came
• 1:08:44
  down.
• 1:08:45
  I
• 1:08:45
  mean,
• 1:08:45
  he's
• 1:08:45
  told
• 1:08:46
  me
• 1:08:46
  things.
• 1:08:46
  He
• 1:08:46
  even
• 1:08:46
  said,
• 1:08:47
  I've
• 1:08:47
  never
• 1:08:47
  told
• 1:08:47
  anybody
• 1:08:48
  this
• 1:08:48
  stuff.
• 1:08:49
  Same
• 1:08:49
  thing
• 1:08:49
  he
• 1:08:50
  said
• 1:08:50
  to
• 1:08:50
  me.
• 1:08:50
  We
• 1:08:50
  were
• 1:08:50
  talking
• 1:08:51
  about
• 1:08:51
  something,
• 1:08:51
  and
• 1:08:52
  he
• 1:08:52
  goes,
• 1:08:53
  talking
• 1:08:53
  about
• 1:08:53
  my
• 1:08:54
  hair
• 1:08:54
  or
• 1:08:54
  something.
• 1:08:54
  And
• 1:08:54
  he
• 1:08:54
  goes,
• 1:08:55
  I
• 1:08:56
  could
• 1:08:56
  care
• 1:08:56
  less
• 1:08:56
  if
• 1:08:56
  you
• 1:08:57
  had
• 1:08:57
  two
• 1:08:57
  strands
• 1:08:57
  of
• 1:08:57
  hair
• 1:08:58
  on
• 1:08:58
  your
• 1:08:58
  head.
• 1:08:58
  He
• 1:08:58
  said
• 1:08:59
  that
• 1:08:59
  on
• 1:08:59
  our.
• 1:08:59
  And.
• 1:08:59
  And,
• 1:08:59
  you
• 1:09:00
  know,
• 1:09:00
  I'm
• 1:09:00
  like,
• 1:09:00
  is
• 1:09:00
  this
• 1:09:00
  guy
• 1:09:01
  for
• 1:09:01
  real?
• 1:09:01
  But
• 1:09:01
  he
• 1:09:02
  was
• 1:09:02
  for
• 1:09:02
  real.
• 1:09:02
  Like,
• 1:09:03
  everything
• 1:09:03
  that
• 1:09:03
  was
• 1:09:04
  coming
• 1:09:04
  out
• 1:09:04
  of
• 1:09:04
  his
• 1:09:04
  mouth
• 1:09:05
  was
• 1:09:05
  for
• 1:09:05
  real.
• 1:09:06
  And
• 1:09:06
  I
• 1:09:07
  told
• 1:09:07
  him
• 1:09:07
  everything.
• 1:09:08
  He
• 1:09:08
  told
• 1:09:08
  me
• 1:09:08
  everything.
• 1:09:09
  And
• 1:09:09
  it
• 1:09:09
  was
• 1:09:09
  all
• 1:09:10
  laid
• 1:09:10
  out.
• 1:09:10
  Wow.
• 1:09:11
  Then
• 1:09:11
  and
• 1:09:11
  there.
• 1:09:12
  Yeah.
• 1:09:13
  Has
• 1:09:14
  he
• 1:09:14
  ever,
• 1:09:14
  like,
• 1:09:14
  told
• 1:09:15
  you,
• 1:09:15
  like,
• 1:09:15
  he
• 1:09:15
  felt.
• 1:09:16
  He
• 1:09:16
  felt
• 1:09:16
  that
• 1:09:17
  magnetic
• 1:09:17
  pulled
• 1:09:18
  as
• 1:09:18
  well?
• 1:09:19
  He's
• 1:09:19
  a
• 1:09:19
  guy.
• 1:09:20
  You
• 1:09:21
  never
• 1:09:21
  would.
• 1:09:21
  They
• 1:09:21
  don't
• 1:09:22
  feel
• 1:09:22
  that.
• 1:09:22
  No,
• 1:09:22
  I'm
• 1:09:22
  just
• 1:09:22
  kidding.
• 1:09:23
  He
• 1:09:23
  went,
• 1:09:24
  huh?
• 1:09:24
  Oh,
• 1:09:24
  you
• 1:09:24
  did.
• 1:09:25
  Hold
• 1:09:25
  on.
• 1:09:31
  But
• 1:09:31
  what.
• 1:09:31
  What
• 1:09:31
  has
• 1:09:32
  happened?
• 1:09:32
  Because,
• 1:09:33
  you
• 1:09:33
  know,
• 1:09:33
  I
• 1:09:34
  just
• 1:09:34
  felt
• 1:09:34
  at
• 1:09:35
  some
• 1:09:35
  point
• 1:09:35
  in
• 1:09:35
  our
• 1:09:35
  relationship,
• 1:09:36
  things
• 1:09:36
  weren't
• 1:09:36
  going
• 1:09:36
  the
• 1:09:37
  way
• 1:09:37
  I
• 1:09:37
  wanted
• 1:09:37
  it
• 1:09:38
  to
• 1:09:38
  go.
• 1:09:38
  And
• 1:09:38
  I've
• 1:09:38
  had.
• 1:09:39
  That's
• 1:09:39
  another
• 1:09:39
  thing
• 1:09:39
  I
• 1:09:39
  had
• 1:09:40
  to
• 1:09:40
  learn
• 1:09:40
  about
• 1:09:41
  people
• 1:09:41
  lovingly.
• 1:09:42
  I
• 1:09:43
  love
• 1:09:43
  out
• 1:09:43
  loud.
• 1:09:43
  He
• 1:09:44
  doesn't
• 1:09:44
  love
• 1:09:44
  out
• 1:09:44
  loud.
• 1:09:45
  So
• 1:09:45
  I
• 1:09:45
  was
• 1:09:45
  taking
• 1:09:46
  him,
• 1:09:46
  not
• 1:09:46
  loving
• 1:09:46
  out
• 1:09:47
  loud,
• 1:09:47
  not
• 1:09:47
  loving
• 1:09:48
  me.
• 1:09:48
  So
• 1:09:48
  I
• 1:09:48
  broke
• 1:09:49
  up
• 1:09:49
  with
• 1:09:49
  him
• 1:09:49
  a
• 1:09:49
  couple
• 1:09:49
  times.
• 1:09:50
  But
• 1:09:51
  what's
• 1:09:51
  so
• 1:09:51
  hilarious,
• 1:09:52
  because
• 1:09:52
  I'm
• 1:09:53
  very
• 1:09:53
  much
• 1:09:53
  me.
• 1:09:54
  I
• 1:09:54
  will
• 1:09:54
  not
• 1:09:54
  call
• 1:09:55
  you
• 1:09:55
  back.
• 1:09:55
  It's
• 1:09:55
  over.
• 1:09:56
  I'm
• 1:09:56
  done.
• 1:09:57
  And
• 1:09:57
  he's.
• 1:09:58
  He
• 1:09:58
  seems
• 1:09:59
  like
• 1:09:59
  he's
• 1:09:59
  that
• 1:09:59
  type
• 1:10:00
  of
• 1:10:00
  guy
• 1:10:00
  too.
• 1:10:00
  But
• 1:10:00
  he
• 1:10:01
  kept
• 1:10:01
  calling
• 1:10:01
  back
• 1:10:03
  the
• 1:10:03
  last
• 1:10:03
  time.
• 1:10:04
  He
• 1:10:04
  was
• 1:10:04
  like,
• 1:10:04
  you
• 1:10:04
  don't
• 1:10:05
  know
• 1:10:05
  how
• 1:10:05
  much
• 1:10:05
  you
• 1:10:05
  hurt
• 1:10:05
  me
• 1:10:06
  when
• 1:10:06
  you
• 1:10:06
  do
• 1:10:06
  that.
• 1:10:06
  And
• 1:10:07
  for
• 1:10:07
  him
• 1:10:07
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• 1:10:07
  just
• 1:10:08
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• 1:10:08
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• 1:10:08
  of
• 1:10:08
  express
• 1:10:09
  how
• 1:10:10
  he
• 1:10:10
  felt
• 1:10:11
  someone
• 1:10:11
  like
• 1:10:11
  that,
• 1:10:12
  it
• 1:10:12
  was
• 1:10:12
  like,
• 1:10:13
  okay,
• 1:10:13
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• 1:10:14
  me
• 1:10:14
  try
• 1:10:14
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• 1:10:14
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• 1:10:15
  him
• 1:10:15
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• 1:10:15
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• 1:10:15
  bit
• 1:10:16
  better.
• 1:10:16
  And
• 1:10:17
  I
• 1:10:17
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• 1:10:17
  like,
• 1:10:18
  everything
• 1:10:18
  that
• 1:10:18
  he's
• 1:10:19
  done
• 1:10:20
  has
• 1:10:21
  been
• 1:10:21
  loved.
• 1:10:22
  It's
• 1:10:22
  just
• 1:10:23
  not
• 1:10:23
  the
• 1:10:24
  way
• 1:10:24
  us
• 1:10:25
  girls
• 1:10:25
  want
• 1:10:26
  it
• 1:10:26
  to
• 1:10:26
  be
• 1:10:26
  sometimes,
• 1:10:27
  you
• 1:10:27
  know?
• 1:10:28
  Yeah.
• 1:10:28
  He.
• 1:10:29
  Now
• 1:10:29
  that
• 1:10:30
  I've
• 1:10:30
  reframed
• 1:10:31
  how
• 1:10:31
  I
• 1:10:31
  see
• 1:10:31
  him
• 1:10:32
  loving
• 1:10:32
  me,
• 1:10:33
  we're
• 1:10:34
  all
• 1:10:34
  good.
• 1:10:35
  That's
• 1:10:35
  awesome.
• 1:10:36
  That's
• 1:10:37
  amazing.
• 1:10:37
  And
• 1:10:38
  that's
• 1:10:38
  very
• 1:10:38
  normal
• 1:10:38
  of
• 1:10:39
  the
• 1:10:39
  relationship.
• 1:10:40
  Yeah,
• 1:10:41
  yeah,
• 1:10:42
  yeah.
• 1:10:43
  So
• 1:10:44
  you're
• 1:10:44
  working.
• 1:10:44
  Oh,
• 1:10:45
  yeah,
• 1:10:45
  sorry.
• 1:10:45
  Oh,
• 1:10:46
  I
• 1:10:46
  was
• 1:10:46
  just
• 1:10:46
  gonna
• 1:10:47
  say
• 1:10:48
  you're
• 1:10:48
  working
• 1:10:48
  on
• 1:10:49
  a
• 1:10:49
  new
• 1:10:49
  record.
• 1:10:49
  I
• 1:10:49
  think
• 1:10:49
  you
• 1:10:49
  were
• 1:10:50
  about
• 1:10:50
  to
• 1:10:50
  say
• 1:10:50
  this
• 1:10:50
  to
• 1:10:50
  Melissa,
• 1:10:50
  because
• 1:10:51
  I
• 1:10:51
  just
• 1:10:51
  heard
• 1:10:51
  it
• 1:10:51
  in
• 1:10:51
  my
• 1:10:51
  head.
• 1:10:53
  I
• 1:10:53
  think
• 1:10:53
  I
• 1:10:53
  said
• 1:10:54
  it
• 1:10:54
  out
• 1:10:54
  loud.
• 1:10:57
  No,
• 1:10:57
  Melissa,
• 1:10:58
  I
• 1:10:58
  heard
• 1:10:58
  it
• 1:10:58
  in
• 1:10:58
  my
• 1:10:59
  head.
• 1:10:59
  You're.
• 1:11:01
  You're
• 1:11:01
  working
• 1:11:01
  on
• 1:11:01
  a
• 1:11:02
  new
• 1:11:02
  record.
• 1:11:03
  Does
• 1:11:03
  this
• 1:11:04
  record
• 1:11:04
  have
• 1:11:04
  anything
• 1:11:05
  to
• 1:11:05
  do
• 1:11:05
  with
• 1:11:05
  now
• 1:11:06
  the
• 1:11:06
  love
• 1:11:06
  story
• 1:11:07
  and,
• 1:11:07
  like,
• 1:11:08
  the
• 1:11:08
  flow
• 1:11:08
  through
• 1:11:08
  that
• 1:11:09
  always?
• 1:11:09
  It
• 1:11:09
  does.
• 1:11:10
  It's
• 1:11:10
  called
• 1:11:10
  this
• 1:11:10
  Cathedral
• 1:11:11
  is
• 1:11:11
  Mine.
• 1:11:12
  And
• 1:11:12
  what
• 1:11:13
  that
• 1:11:13
  is?
• 1:11:14
  Power.
• 1:11:14
  That's
• 1:11:15
  poetic.
• 1:11:15
  Yeah.
• 1:11:16
  And
• 1:11:17
  so
• 1:11:17
  it's
• 1:11:17
  really
• 1:11:18
  basically
• 1:11:18
  everything
• 1:11:18
  we've
• 1:11:19
  been
• 1:11:19
  talking
• 1:11:19
  about
• 1:11:19
  about
• 1:11:20
  self
• 1:11:20
  love
• 1:11:21
  and
• 1:11:21
  honoring
• 1:11:22
  yourself.
• 1:11:24
  Holy
• 1:11:24
  cow.
• 1:11:24
  Is
• 1:11:25
  it
• 1:11:25
  going
• 1:11:25
  to
• 1:11:25
  be
• 1:11:25
  a
• 1:11:25
  record?
• 1:11:27
  Good,
• 1:11:28
  because
• 1:11:28
  I'm
• 1:11:29
  going
• 1:11:29
  to
• 1:11:29
  need,
• 1:11:29
  like,
• 1:11:29
  lots
• 1:11:30
  of
• 1:11:30
  stories
• 1:11:30
  on
• 1:11:30
  it.
• 1:11:33
  This
• 1:11:34
  Cathedral
• 1:11:34
  is
• 1:11:34
  Mine.
• 1:11:35
  Like,
• 1:11:35
  that
• 1:11:35
  is
• 1:11:36
  so.
• 1:11:37
  I
• 1:11:37
  don't
• 1:11:37
  know
• 1:11:37
  what
• 1:11:38
  I
• 1:11:38
  love
• 1:11:38
  about
• 1:11:38
  that.
• 1:11:38
  It's
• 1:11:39
  just
• 1:11:39
  so
• 1:11:39
  powerful
• 1:11:39
  and
• 1:11:40
  poetic.
• 1:11:40
  Like,
• 1:11:41
  are
• 1:11:41
  you
• 1:11:41
  talking,
• 1:11:41
  like,
• 1:11:42
  the
• 1:11:42
  cathedral
• 1:11:43
  of
• 1:11:43
  being
• 1:11:43
  in
• 1:11:44
  a
• 1:11:44
  place
• 1:11:44
  of
• 1:11:44
  knowing
• 1:11:44
  your
• 1:11:45
  worth
• 1:11:45
  and
• 1:11:45
  loving
• 1:11:45
  yourself?
• 1:11:46
  I'm
• 1:11:47
  the
• 1:11:47
  cathedral.
• 1:11:47
  That's
• 1:11:48
  what
• 1:11:48
  I
• 1:11:48
  thought.
• 1:11:49
  I
• 1:11:49
  belong
• 1:11:49
  to
• 1:11:50
  me
• 1:11:50
  and
• 1:11:50
  I
• 1:11:51
  want
• 1:11:51
  to
• 1:11:51
  take
• 1:11:52
  care
• 1:11:52
  of
• 1:11:52
  me
• 1:11:52
  and
• 1:11:53
  the
• 1:11:53
  video
• 1:11:54
  concept,
• 1:11:54
  because
• 1:11:54
  I'm
• 1:11:55
  already
• 1:11:55
  working
• 1:11:55
  on
• 1:11:55
  the
• 1:11:55
  video
• 1:11:56
  concept.
• 1:11:57
  Will
• 1:11:57
  be
• 1:11:57
  in
• 1:11:58
  a
• 1:11:58
  church.
• 1:11:59
  I'll
• 1:11:59
  kind
• 1:12:00
  of
• 1:12:00
  give
• 1:12:00
  some
• 1:12:00
  of
• 1:12:00
  it
• 1:12:00
  away.
• 1:12:02
  The
• 1:12:02
  love
• 1:12:02
  interest
• 1:12:03
  kind
• 1:12:03
  of
• 1:12:03
  coming,
• 1:12:03
  walking
• 1:12:04
  towards
• 1:12:04
  the
• 1:12:05
  cathedral.
• 1:12:06
  But
• 1:12:06
  there's.
• 1:12:07
  At
• 1:12:07
  the.
• 1:12:07
  At
• 1:12:08
  the
• 1:12:08
  base
• 1:12:08
  of
• 1:12:08
  the
• 1:12:08
  stairs
• 1:12:09
  is
• 1:12:10
  a
• 1:12:10
  line
• 1:12:10
  of
• 1:12:10
  white
• 1:12:11
  salt,
• 1:12:11
  which
• 1:12:11
  is
• 1:12:12
  purity
• 1:12:12
  that
• 1:12:13
  he
• 1:12:13
  can
• 1:12:13
  cross.
• 1:12:14
  Whoa.
• 1:12:15
  That's
• 1:12:16
  beautiful.
• 1:12:16
  Because
• 1:12:16
  even
• 1:12:17
  though.
• 1:12:17
  Even
• 1:12:18
  if
• 1:12:18
  he
• 1:12:18
  is
• 1:12:18
  the
• 1:12:18
  perfect
• 1:12:19
  partner,
• 1:12:19
  you
• 1:12:19
  still
• 1:12:20
  have
• 1:12:20
  to
• 1:12:20
  have
• 1:12:21
  those
• 1:12:21
  boundaries.
• 1:12:22
  Yeah.
• 1:12:23
  Wow.
• 1:12:25
  Oh,
• 1:12:25
  I'm
• 1:12:26
  excited.
• 1:12:26
  Me
• 1:12:27
  too.
• 1:12:27
  When
• 1:12:28
  do
• 1:12:28
  you
• 1:12:28
  think
• 1:12:28
  it
• 1:12:29
  might
• 1:12:29
  drop?
• 1:12:31
  You
• 1:12:31
  don't
• 1:12:31
  know?
• 1:12:32
  When
• 1:12:32
  can
• 1:12:32
  we.
• 1:12:33
  So
• 1:12:33
  we
• 1:12:33
  have
• 1:12:33
  a
• 1:12:33
  studio
• 1:12:34
  on
• 1:12:34
  the
• 1:12:34
  house.
• 1:12:34
  Okay.
• 1:12:35
  Okay.
• 1:12:36
  And
• 1:12:36
  my
• 1:12:37
  Boy
• 1:12:37
  is
• 1:12:37
  a
• 1:12:37
  little
• 1:12:37
  slow
• 1:12:37
  with
• 1:12:38
  recording
• 1:12:38
  me,
• 1:12:38
  but
• 1:12:39
  soon.
• 1:12:40
  But
• 1:12:40
  no,
• 1:12:41
  we're.
• 1:12:41
  I'm.
• 1:12:42
  I'm
• 1:12:42
  anticipating
• 1:12:43
  January.
• 1:12:44
  Okay.
• 1:12:45
  January.
• 1:12:45
  I
• 1:12:45
  want
• 1:12:46
  to
• 1:12:46
  just
• 1:12:46
  drop
• 1:12:46
  everything
• 1:12:47
  new,
• 1:12:48
  so.
• 1:12:48
  By
• 1:12:48
  the
• 1:12:48
  way,
• 1:12:48
  I.
• 1:12:49
  When
• 1:12:49
  I
• 1:12:49
  heard
• 1:12:50
  your
• 1:12:50
  songs
• 1:12:50
  back.
• 1:12:51
  Whatever.
• 1:12:52
  A
• 1:12:52
  couple
• 1:12:52
  months
• 1:12:52
  ago,
• 1:12:53
  I
• 1:12:53
  followed
• 1:12:54
  you
• 1:12:54
  on
• 1:12:54
  Spotify,
• 1:12:54
  so
• 1:12:55
  I'm
• 1:12:55
  going
• 1:12:55
  to
• 1:12:55
  go
• 1:12:55
  back
• 1:12:55
  and
• 1:12:55
  find
• 1:12:55
  you
• 1:12:56
  again.
• 1:12:56
  Awesome.
• 1:12:57
  Oh,
• 1:12:57
  so
• 1:12:57
  you
• 1:12:57
  definitely
• 1:12:58
  did
• 1:12:58
  hear.
• 1:12:59
  I
• 1:12:59
  heard
• 1:12:59
  it,
• 1:12:59
  and
• 1:12:59
  I
• 1:13:00
  just
• 1:13:00
  forgot
• 1:13:00
  because
• 1:13:01
  I'm
• 1:13:01
  human.
• 1:13:01
  I
• 1:13:02
  got
• 1:13:02
  overshadowed
• 1:13:03
  with
• 1:13:03
  the
• 1:13:03
  other
• 1:13:03
  song
• 1:13:03
  that
• 1:13:03
  I
• 1:13:04
  loved.
• 1:13:06
  I
• 1:13:06
  love
• 1:13:06
  that.
• 1:13:07
  Oh,
• 1:13:08
  my
• 1:13:08
  gosh.
• 1:13:08
  I
• 1:13:08
  had
• 1:13:08
  a
• 1:13:09
  great
• 1:13:09
  question,
• 1:13:09
  and
• 1:13:09
  then
• 1:13:09
  it
• 1:13:10
  just
• 1:13:10
  flew.
• 1:13:11
  No,
• 1:13:11
  you
• 1:13:11
  didn't
• 1:13:12
  do
• 1:13:12
  it.
• 1:13:12
  It
• 1:13:12
  was
• 1:13:12
  my
• 1:13:12
  brain.
• 1:13:13
  It's
• 1:13:13
  Sunday.
• 1:13:15
  It
• 1:13:15
  is
• 1:13:15
  Sunday,
• 1:13:15
  right?
• 1:13:16
  I
• 1:13:16
  think
• 1:13:17
  so,
• 1:13:17
  yeah.
• 1:13:20
  Oh,
• 1:13:21
  okay.
• 1:13:21
  I
• 1:13:21
  have
• 1:13:22
  it.
• 1:13:22
  It
• 1:13:22
  came
• 1:13:22
  back
• 1:13:22
  to
• 1:13:22
  me.
• 1:13:24
  You
• 1:13:24
  clearly,
• 1:13:24
  like,
• 1:13:25
  especially
• 1:13:25
  with
• 1:13:25
  your
• 1:13:25
  music,
• 1:13:26
  are
• 1:13:26
  very
• 1:13:26
  open
• 1:13:27
  with
• 1:13:27
  your
• 1:13:27
  kids
• 1:13:27
  about,
• 1:13:28
  you
• 1:13:28
  know,
• 1:13:29
  where
• 1:13:29
  you
• 1:13:29
  started
• 1:13:29
  and
• 1:13:30
  the
• 1:13:30
  journey
• 1:13:30
  that
• 1:13:30
  you
• 1:13:30
  come
• 1:13:31
  through.
• 1:13:31
  How
• 1:13:32
  do
• 1:13:32
  they
• 1:13:32
  respond
• 1:13:32
  to
• 1:13:33
  that?
• 1:13:33
  Because
• 1:13:33
  a
• 1:13:33
  lot
• 1:13:34
  of
• 1:13:34
  that's
• 1:13:34
  really
• 1:13:34
  personal.
• 1:13:36
  There's
• 1:13:36
  not
• 1:13:37
  one
• 1:13:37
  aspect
• 1:13:38
  of
• 1:13:38
  my
• 1:13:38
  life
• 1:13:39
  that
• 1:13:39
  they
• 1:13:39
  don't
• 1:13:39
  know
• 1:13:40
  about,
• 1:13:41
  and
• 1:13:42
  I
• 1:13:43
  think
• 1:13:43
  it
• 1:13:43
  just
• 1:13:43
  brings
• 1:13:43
  us
• 1:13:44
  closer.
• 1:13:45
  It
• 1:13:45
  makes
• 1:13:46
  them
• 1:13:46
  tell
• 1:13:46
  me
• 1:13:47
  everything,
• 1:13:47
  even
• 1:13:48
  things
• 1:13:48
  I
• 1:13:48
  don't
• 1:13:48
  want
• 1:13:49
  to
• 1:13:49
  hear.
• 1:13:50
  Right.
• 1:13:50
  But,
• 1:13:51
  you
• 1:13:51
  know,
• 1:13:51
  there
• 1:13:52
  are
• 1:13:52
  no
• 1:13:52
  secrets
• 1:13:52
  between
• 1:13:53
  us.
• 1:13:53
  At
• 1:13:53
  least
• 1:13:54
  that
• 1:13:54
  I
• 1:13:54
  know
• 1:13:54
  of.
• 1:13:54
  But,
• 1:13:55
  I
• 1:13:55
  mean,
• 1:13:55
  they've
• 1:13:56
  come
• 1:13:56
  to
• 1:13:56
  me
• 1:13:56
  with
• 1:13:56
  some
• 1:13:56
  very
• 1:13:57
  deep
• 1:13:57
  things,
• 1:13:59
  but.
• 1:13:59
  Because,
• 1:14:00
  you
• 1:14:01
  know,
• 1:14:01
  yeah,
• 1:14:01
  it's
• 1:14:01
  trust.
• 1:14:02
  I'm
• 1:14:02
  not.
• 1:14:02
  I'm
• 1:14:02
  not
• 1:14:02
  here
• 1:14:03
  to
• 1:14:03
  judge,
• 1:14:03
  you
• 1:14:03
  know,
• 1:14:04
  be
• 1:14:04
  your
• 1:14:04
  mom
• 1:14:05
  and
• 1:14:05
  help
• 1:14:05
  you
• 1:14:06
  and
• 1:14:07
  the
• 1:14:07
  right
• 1:14:07
  decision,
• 1:14:08
  you
• 1:14:08
  know,
• 1:14:08
  the
• 1:14:08
  best
• 1:14:09
  decision
• 1:14:09
  that
• 1:14:09
  you
• 1:14:10
  can
• 1:14:10
  out
• 1:14:10
  of
• 1:14:10
  the
• 1:14:10
  situation.
• 1:14:12
  But
• 1:14:12
  I
• 1:14:12
  think
• 1:14:12
  they
• 1:14:13
  know,
• 1:14:13
  and
• 1:14:14
  I'm
• 1:14:14
  an
• 1:14:14
  open
• 1:14:14
  book.
• 1:14:15
  I.
• 1:14:16
  As
• 1:14:16
  you
• 1:14:16
  can
• 1:14:16
  see,
• 1:14:16
  I.
• 1:14:16
  But
• 1:14:17
  I've
• 1:14:17
  been
• 1:14:17
  raped.
• 1:14:18
  They
• 1:14:18
  know
• 1:14:18
  about
• 1:14:19
  that.
• 1:14:19
  The
• 1:14:20
  guy
• 1:14:20
  that
• 1:14:20
  this
• 1:14:20
  book
• 1:14:21
  is
• 1:14:21
  about
• 1:14:22
  came
• 1:14:22
  after
• 1:14:22
  me
• 1:14:23
  with
• 1:14:23
  a
• 1:14:23
  gun.
• 1:14:24
  Wow.
• 1:14:24
  He
• 1:14:25
  got
• 1:14:25
  pregnant
• 1:14:25
  by
• 1:14:26
  him
• 1:14:26
  and
• 1:14:26
  he
• 1:14:26
  said,
• 1:14:27
  kill
• 1:14:27
  it
• 1:14:27
  or
• 1:14:27
  kill.
• 1:14:28
  Kill
• 1:14:29
  it
• 1:14:29
  or
• 1:14:29
  I'll
• 1:14:29
  kill
• 1:14:29
  you.
• 1:14:30
  Oh,
• 1:14:30
  gosh.
• 1:14:31
  And
• 1:14:31
  so
• 1:14:32
  I
• 1:14:32
  don't
• 1:14:32
  have
• 1:14:32
  that
• 1:14:33
  child
• 1:14:33
  because
• 1:14:34
  of
• 1:14:34
  him,
• 1:14:34
  but
• 1:14:35
  we
• 1:14:35
  honor
• 1:14:36
  that
• 1:14:36
  baby.
• 1:14:36
  His
• 1:14:37
  name
• 1:14:37
  is
• 1:14:37
  Micah,
• 1:14:38
  and
• 1:14:38
  my
• 1:14:38
  kids
• 1:14:39
  know
• 1:14:39
  about
• 1:14:39
  it.
• 1:14:39
  And
• 1:14:39
  my
• 1:14:39
  daughter
• 1:14:39
  talks
• 1:14:40
  about
• 1:14:40
  him
• 1:14:40
  like,
• 1:14:40
  he's
• 1:14:41
  here
• 1:14:41
  all
• 1:14:41
  the
• 1:14:41
  time,
• 1:14:41
  so
• 1:14:43
  he's
• 1:14:43
  with
• 1:14:44
  us.
• 1:14:44
  So
• 1:14:45
  I
• 1:14:45
  think
• 1:14:45
  it's
• 1:14:45
  just
• 1:14:46
  important
• 1:14:46
  to
• 1:14:46
  be
• 1:14:47
  transparent,
• 1:14:48
  you
• 1:14:48
  know,
• 1:14:48
  with
• 1:14:49
  what
• 1:14:49
  you're
• 1:14:49
  comfortable
• 1:14:49
  with.
• 1:14:50
  Me,
• 1:14:50
  I
• 1:14:50
  don't
• 1:14:50
  care,
• 1:14:50
  like,
• 1:14:50
  because
• 1:14:51
  I
• 1:14:51
  don't
• 1:14:51
  care
• 1:14:51
  what
• 1:14:51
  people
• 1:14:51
  think
• 1:14:52
  about
• 1:14:52
  me.
• 1:14:52
  It's
• 1:14:53
  like,
• 1:14:53
  I
• 1:14:53
  really
• 1:14:54
  don't.
• 1:14:56
  I
• 1:14:56
  think
• 1:14:56
  it's
• 1:14:57
  important,
• 1:14:57
  though,
• 1:14:57
  like,
• 1:14:57
  you
• 1:14:58
  say
• 1:14:58
  with
• 1:14:58
  what
• 1:14:58
  you're
• 1:14:58
  comfortable
• 1:14:59
  with,
• 1:15:00
  but
• 1:15:00
  I
• 1:15:00
  think
• 1:15:00
  that's
• 1:15:01
  part
• 1:15:01
  of
• 1:15:01
  it
• 1:15:01
  is,
• 1:15:01
  too.
• 1:15:02
  Even
• 1:15:02
  some
• 1:15:02
  of
• 1:15:02
  the
• 1:15:02
  stuff
• 1:15:03
  you're
• 1:15:03
  not
• 1:15:03
  comfortable
• 1:15:03
  with.
• 1:15:04
  I
• 1:15:04
  think
• 1:15:04
  it's
• 1:15:04
  important
• 1:15:05
  to
• 1:15:05
  try
• 1:15:05
  to.
• 1:15:06
  Yeah.
• 1:15:06
  So
• 1:15:07
  I
• 1:15:07
  think
• 1:15:07
  that's
• 1:15:07
  how
• 1:15:07
  you
• 1:15:07
  have
• 1:15:08
  that
• 1:15:08
  level
• 1:15:08
  of
• 1:15:08
  trust
• 1:15:09
  with
• 1:15:09
  them.
• 1:15:10
  I
• 1:15:10
  mean,
• 1:15:10
  because
• 1:15:11
  if
• 1:15:11
  mom
• 1:15:12
  got
• 1:15:12
  chased
• 1:15:12
  by
• 1:15:12
  a
• 1:15:13
  gun
• 1:15:13
  and
• 1:15:13
  was
• 1:15:13
  threatened
• 1:15:14
  in
• 1:15:14
  all
• 1:15:14
  this
• 1:15:14
  and
• 1:15:15
  had
• 1:15:15
  an
• 1:15:16
  abortion
• 1:15:16
  by
• 1:15:17
  force,
• 1:15:18
  then
• 1:15:19
  I
• 1:15:19
  can
• 1:15:19
  tell
• 1:15:19
  her
• 1:15:19
  anything
• 1:15:20
  because
• 1:15:20
  she'll.
• 1:15:21
  You
• 1:15:21
  know
• 1:15:22
  what
• 1:15:22
  I
• 1:15:22
  mean?
• 1:15:22
  So
• 1:15:22
  there.
• 1:15:23
  There
• 1:15:23
  are
• 1:15:24
  no
• 1:15:24
  secrets
• 1:15:24
  that
• 1:15:24
  I
• 1:15:25
  know
• 1:15:25
  of.
• 1:15:25
  I've
• 1:15:26
  heard
• 1:15:26
  some
• 1:15:26
  really
• 1:15:26
  deep
• 1:15:27
  stuff
• 1:15:27
  from
• 1:15:27
  my
• 1:15:27
  children.
• 1:15:28
  Wow,
• 1:15:29
  that's
• 1:15:30
  amazing.
• 1:15:30
  I
• 1:15:31
  like
• 1:15:31
  that
• 1:15:31
  you
• 1:15:31
  use
• 1:15:31
  the
• 1:15:31
  word
• 1:15:32
  transparent.
• 1:15:32
  I
• 1:15:34
  just
• 1:15:34
  met
• 1:15:34
  someone
• 1:15:36
  and
• 1:15:36
  was
• 1:15:36
  out
• 1:15:36
  with
• 1:15:37
  dinner
• 1:15:37
  with
• 1:15:37
  them,
• 1:15:37
  and
• 1:15:37
  I
• 1:15:38
  don't
• 1:15:38
  remember
• 1:15:38
  what
• 1:15:39
  brought
• 1:15:39
  up
• 1:15:39
  the
• 1:15:39
  conversation,
• 1:15:40
  but
• 1:15:41
  we
• 1:15:41
  were
• 1:15:41
  talking
• 1:15:41
  about
• 1:15:42
  the
• 1:15:42
  difference
• 1:15:43
  between
• 1:15:43
  transparency
• 1:15:44
  and
• 1:15:45
  honesty
• 1:15:45
  and
• 1:15:46
  how,
• 1:15:46
  you
• 1:15:46
  know,
• 1:15:47
  you
• 1:15:47
  can
• 1:15:47
  be
• 1:15:47
  honest
• 1:15:47
  with
• 1:15:48
  someone.
• 1:15:48
  Like,
• 1:15:48
  if
• 1:15:48
  they
• 1:15:48
  ask
• 1:15:49
  a
• 1:15:49
  question,
• 1:15:49
  you
• 1:15:49
  can
• 1:15:49
  tell
• 1:15:50
  them
• 1:15:50
  the
• 1:15:50
  truth.
• 1:15:50
  And
• 1:15:50
  that's
• 1:15:51
  great,
• 1:15:51
  and
• 1:15:51
  that's,
• 1:15:51
  you
• 1:15:52
  know,
• 1:15:52
  we
• 1:15:52
  got
• 1:15:52
  some
• 1:15:52
  trust
• 1:15:53
  there.
• 1:15:53
  But
• 1:15:53
  transparency
• 1:15:54
  is
• 1:15:54
  when
• 1:15:54
  you
• 1:15:54
  just
• 1:15:55
  flat
• 1:15:55
  out
• 1:15:55
  come
• 1:15:55
  out
• 1:15:56
  and
• 1:15:56
  give
• 1:15:56
  it
• 1:15:56
  to
• 1:15:56
  someone
• 1:15:57
  and
• 1:15:57
  they
• 1:15:57
  don't
• 1:15:57
  even
• 1:15:57
  have
• 1:15:57
  to
• 1:15:58
  ask.
• 1:15:58
  And
• 1:15:58
  you're
• 1:15:58
  just
• 1:15:58
  being
• 1:15:59
  that
• 1:15:59
  transparent
• 1:16:00
  with
• 1:16:00
  them.
• 1:16:00
  That
• 1:16:01
  it's
• 1:16:01
  like
• 1:16:01
  this,
• 1:16:02
  like,
• 1:16:03
  Soul
• 1:16:03
  Connector,
• 1:16:04
  I
• 1:16:04
  guess,
• 1:16:04
  is
• 1:16:04
  kind
• 1:16:05
  of
• 1:16:05
  like,
• 1:16:05
  how
• 1:16:05
  weird.
• 1:16:05
  It's
• 1:16:06
  more
• 1:16:06
  giving
• 1:16:06
  in
• 1:16:07
  a
• 1:16:07
  way,
• 1:16:07
  too.
• 1:16:08
  And.
• 1:16:09
  Yeah,
• 1:16:09
  I'm
• 1:16:09
  glad
• 1:16:09
  you're
• 1:16:10
  putting
• 1:16:10
  that
• 1:16:10
  out.
• 1:16:10
  I
• 1:16:10
  like
• 1:16:10
  it
• 1:16:11
  a
• 1:16:11
  lot.
• 1:16:11
  I
• 1:16:11
  thought
• 1:16:12
  it
• 1:16:12
  was
• 1:16:12
  so
• 1:16:12
  cool.
• 1:16:12
  And
• 1:16:12
  so
• 1:16:13
  it's
• 1:16:13
  really,
• 1:16:13
  like.
• 1:16:13
  I
• 1:16:13
  don't
• 1:16:13
  know.
• 1:16:14
  When
• 1:16:14
  she
• 1:16:14
  said
• 1:16:14
  transparent,
• 1:16:15
  I
• 1:16:15
  was
• 1:16:15
  like,
• 1:16:15
  oh,
• 1:16:15
  my
• 1:16:15
  God.
• 1:16:15
  Someone
• 1:16:15
  just
• 1:16:16
  like,
• 1:16:16
  kind
• 1:16:16
  of
• 1:16:16
  explained
• 1:16:17
  this
• 1:16:17
  to
• 1:16:17
  me,
• 1:16:17
  like.
• 1:16:18
  And
• 1:16:18
  that
• 1:16:18
  sounds
• 1:16:19
  like
• 1:16:19
  it
• 1:16:20
  was
• 1:16:20
  important
• 1:16:20
  to
• 1:16:20
  you
• 1:16:20
  and.
• 1:16:21
  And
• 1:16:21
  worked
• 1:16:22
  for
• 1:16:22
  you
• 1:16:22
  and
• 1:16:23
  your
• 1:16:23
  kids.
• 1:16:23
  Yeah,
• 1:16:23
  I
• 1:16:23
  mean,
• 1:16:23
  I
• 1:16:24
  just.
• 1:16:25
  I
• 1:16:25
  am
• 1:16:26
  me,
• 1:16:26
  and
• 1:16:26
  I'm
• 1:16:27
  okay
• 1:16:27
  with
• 1:16:28
  all
• 1:16:28
  the
• 1:16:28
  things.
• 1:16:28
  Because,
• 1:16:29
  listen,
• 1:16:29
  all
• 1:16:29
  these
• 1:16:29
  things
• 1:16:30
  that
• 1:16:30
  I've
• 1:16:30
  been
• 1:16:30
  through,
• 1:16:30
  good
• 1:16:31
  and
• 1:16:31
  bad
• 1:16:31
  and
• 1:16:32
  made
• 1:16:32
  me,
• 1:16:33
  you
• 1:16:33
  know,
• 1:16:34
  so
• 1:16:34
  when
• 1:16:34
  you
• 1:16:35
  ask,
• 1:16:35
  how
• 1:16:35
  are
• 1:16:35
  you,
• 1:16:36
  you.
• 1:16:36
  I
• 1:16:36
  can't
• 1:16:36
  leave
• 1:16:37
  out
• 1:16:37
  the
• 1:16:37
  hard
• 1:16:37
  stuff.
• 1:16:38
  That's
• 1:16:38
  true.
• 1:16:40
  It's,
• 1:16:40
  you
• 1:16:41
  know,
• 1:16:41
  it's
• 1:16:41
  how
• 1:16:41
  I
• 1:16:41
  got
• 1:16:42
  to
• 1:16:42
  be
• 1:16:42
  needs.
• 1:16:42
  It's
• 1:16:43
  my
• 1:16:43
  strength.
• 1:16:44
  It's
• 1:16:44
  my.
• 1:16:45
  My
• 1:16:45
  when
• 1:16:45
  I'm
• 1:16:46
  hard
• 1:16:46
  and
• 1:16:46
  when
• 1:16:47
  I'm
• 1:16:47
  rigid,
• 1:16:47
  when
• 1:16:47
  I'm
• 1:16:47
  soft,
• 1:16:48
  it's
• 1:16:48
  all
• 1:16:48
  of
• 1:16:48
  that,
• 1:16:49
  you
• 1:16:49
  know,
• 1:16:49
  you
• 1:16:49
  can't.
• 1:16:50
  Well,
• 1:16:50
  how
• 1:16:50
  did
• 1:16:50
  you
• 1:16:50
  get
• 1:16:50
  to
• 1:16:50
  be
• 1:16:51
  so
• 1:16:51
  hard
• 1:16:51
  and
• 1:16:51
  strong?
• 1:16:51
  Well,
• 1:16:52
  let
• 1:16:52
  me
• 1:16:52
  tell
• 1:16:52
  you
• 1:16:52
  about
• 1:16:52
  this
• 1:16:53
  relationship
• 1:16:53
  that
• 1:16:53
  I
• 1:16:53
  went
• 1:16:54
  through,
• 1:16:54
  you
• 1:16:54
  know,
• 1:16:54
  And
• 1:16:55
  I
• 1:16:55
  can't
• 1:16:55
  leave
• 1:16:55
  that
• 1:16:55
  part
• 1:16:56
  out,
• 1:16:56
  because
• 1:16:56
  that
• 1:16:57
  part
• 1:16:57
  that,
• 1:16:58
  you
• 1:16:58
  know,
• 1:16:58
  that
• 1:16:58
  was
• 1:16:59
  the.
• 1:16:59
  The
• 1:16:59
  what?
• 1:16:59
  Fire
• 1:17:00
  to
• 1:17:00
  the
• 1:17:00
  iron,
• 1:17:01
  whatever
• 1:17:01
  it
• 1:17:01
  is,
• 1:17:01
  but
• 1:17:02
  just
• 1:17:02
  strengthening
• 1:17:03
  me,
• 1:17:03
  you
• 1:17:03
  know,
• 1:17:04
  to
• 1:17:04
  me,
• 1:17:05
  unbreakable.
• 1:17:06
  So
• 1:17:06
  I,
• 1:17:07
  for
• 1:17:07
  me,
• 1:17:08
  is
• 1:17:08
  just
• 1:17:08
  important.
• 1:17:08
  And
• 1:17:09
  I
• 1:17:09
  don't
• 1:17:09
  mind
• 1:17:10
  telling
• 1:17:10
  these
• 1:17:10
  stories
• 1:17:11
  because
• 1:17:11
  it's
• 1:17:11
  somebody
• 1:17:12
  out
• 1:17:12
  there
• 1:17:12
  listening,
• 1:17:12
  watching,
• 1:17:13
  whatever
• 1:17:14
  that's
• 1:17:14
  like,
• 1:17:14
  damn,
• 1:17:15
  I
• 1:17:15
  went
• 1:17:16
  through
• 1:17:16
  that.
• 1:17:17
  And,
• 1:17:18
  you
• 1:17:18
  know,
• 1:17:18
  I
• 1:17:18
  always
• 1:17:18
  tell
• 1:17:19
  my
• 1:17:19
  kids,
• 1:17:19
  give
• 1:17:19
  yourself
• 1:17:20
  some
• 1:17:20
  grace,
• 1:17:21
  because
• 1:17:22
  that's
• 1:17:22
  what
• 1:17:22
  I
• 1:17:22
  had
• 1:17:22
  to
• 1:17:22
  give
• 1:17:22
  myself
• 1:17:23
  grace.
• 1:17:23
  Give
• 1:17:23
  yourself
• 1:17:23
  grace?
• 1:17:24
  Because
• 1:17:24
  we
• 1:17:24
  all
• 1:17:24
  go
• 1:17:25
  through
• 1:17:25
  things,
• 1:17:25
  but
• 1:17:25
  we're.
• 1:17:26
  We're
• 1:17:26
  so
• 1:17:27
  trained
• 1:17:28
  to
• 1:17:28
  just.
• 1:17:28
  Everything's
• 1:17:29
  a
• 1:17:29
  secret.
• 1:17:29
  Nobody's
• 1:17:29
  supposed
• 1:17:30
  to
• 1:17:30
  know
• 1:17:30
  that
• 1:17:30
  part
• 1:17:30
  about
• 1:17:30
  you.
• 1:17:31
  You're
• 1:17:31
  supposed
• 1:17:32
  to
• 1:17:32
  look
• 1:17:32
  so
• 1:17:32
  perfect
• 1:17:33
  and
• 1:17:33
  just
• 1:17:33
  so
• 1:17:34
  this.
• 1:17:35
  Well,
• 1:17:35
  I
• 1:17:35
  want
• 1:17:36
  to
• 1:17:36
  look
• 1:17:36
  perfect
• 1:17:36
  with
• 1:17:37
  my.
• 1:17:37
  With
• 1:17:38
  my
• 1:17:38
  scars,
• 1:17:38
  you
• 1:17:38
  know?
• 1:17:39
  Yeah,
• 1:17:39
  I
• 1:17:39
  feel
• 1:17:40
  like
• 1:17:40
  it.
• 1:17:40
  You
• 1:17:40
  know,
• 1:17:40
  I
• 1:17:40
  don't
• 1:17:41
  know
• 1:17:41
  if
• 1:17:41
  you've
• 1:17:41
  ever
• 1:17:41
  seen
• 1:17:41
  a
• 1:17:41
  quilt
• 1:17:42
  when
• 1:17:42
  you're
• 1:17:43
  making
• 1:17:44
  and
• 1:17:44
  you
• 1:17:44
  see
• 1:17:45
  the
• 1:17:45
  bottom,
• 1:17:45
  it's
• 1:17:45
  just
• 1:17:45
  strings,
• 1:17:46
  and
• 1:17:46
  you're
• 1:17:46
  right.
• 1:17:47
  Do
• 1:17:47
  you
• 1:17:47
  quilt?
• 1:17:48
  No,
• 1:17:48
  but.
• 1:17:49
  Okay.
• 1:17:50
  I
• 1:17:50
  don't
• 1:17:50
  know
• 1:17:50
  if
• 1:17:50
  you
• 1:17:51
  can
• 1:17:51
  see
• 1:17:51
  behind
• 1:17:51
  Melissa,
• 1:17:52
  but
• 1:17:52
  she
• 1:17:52
  is
• 1:17:52
  a
• 1:17:52
  quilter.
• 1:17:53
  She's
• 1:17:53
  in
• 1:17:53
  a
• 1:17:53
  quilt
• 1:17:53
  shop.
• 1:17:54
  Oh,
• 1:17:54
  yeah.
• 1:17:54
  I
• 1:17:55
  was
• 1:17:55
  trying
• 1:17:55
  to
• 1:17:55
  figure
• 1:17:55
  that
• 1:17:55
  out.
• 1:17:56
  Got
• 1:17:56
  it.
• 1:17:56
  No,
• 1:17:56
  I
• 1:17:57
  don't.
• 1:17:57
  Mine's
• 1:17:58
  a
• 1:17:58
  big
• 1:17:58
  old.
• 1:17:59
  So
• 1:18:00
  you.
• 1:18:00
  Yeah,
• 1:18:01
  so
• 1:18:02
  the
• 1:18:02
  underside's
• 1:18:03
  always
• 1:18:04
  a
• 1:18:04
  mess,
• 1:18:04
  and
• 1:18:05
  then
• 1:18:05
  when
• 1:18:05
  you
• 1:18:06
  turn
• 1:18:06
  it
• 1:18:06
  over,
• 1:18:06
  it's
• 1:18:07
  so
• 1:18:07
  beautiful.
• 1:18:07
  But
• 1:18:07
  both
• 1:18:08
  sides
• 1:18:08
  are
• 1:18:08
  important.
• 1:18:09
  You
• 1:18:09
  can't.
• 1:18:09
  You
• 1:18:09
  can't
• 1:18:10
  have
• 1:18:10
  that
• 1:18:10
  beautiful
• 1:18:10
  side
• 1:18:11
  without
• 1:18:11
  that
• 1:18:11
  underside.
• 1:18:12
  That's
• 1:18:13
  amazing.
• 1:18:13
  I
• 1:18:13
  love
• 1:18:13
  that
• 1:18:14
  you
• 1:18:14
  said
• 1:18:14
  that.
• 1:18:14
  I
• 1:18:14
  might
• 1:18:14
  actually
• 1:18:15
  share
• 1:18:15
  that
• 1:18:15
  with
• 1:18:16
  some
• 1:18:16
  of
• 1:18:16
  my
• 1:18:16
  quilter
• 1:18:17
  friends.
• 1:18:17
  I
• 1:18:17
  think
• 1:18:17
  that's
• 1:18:17
  beautiful.
• 1:18:18
  Yeah,
• 1:18:20
  because
• 1:18:20
  your
• 1:18:20
  life
• 1:18:20
  is
• 1:18:20
  looking
• 1:18:21
  like
• 1:18:21
  that.
• 1:18:21
  All
• 1:18:21
  those
• 1:18:21
  different
• 1:18:22
  colors
• 1:18:22
  all
• 1:18:23
  cracked
• 1:18:23
  in
• 1:18:23
  together
• 1:18:24
  and
• 1:18:24
  looking
• 1:18:25
  funky.
• 1:18:26
  Right.
• 1:18:26
  And
• 1:18:26
  you
• 1:18:26
  have
• 1:18:27
  to
• 1:18:27
  remember,
• 1:18:28
  like,
• 1:18:28
  yeah,
• 1:18:28
  this
• 1:18:28
  is
• 1:18:29
  what's
• 1:18:29
  happening
• 1:18:29
  right
• 1:18:29
  here,
• 1:18:30
  right
• 1:18:30
  now
• 1:18:30
  in
• 1:18:30
  this
• 1:18:31
  place.
• 1:18:31
  And
• 1:18:31
  you
• 1:18:31
  can't
• 1:18:31
  tell
• 1:18:32
  what
• 1:18:32
  it
• 1:18:32
  is.
• 1:18:32
  It's
• 1:18:32
  just
• 1:18:33
  looking
• 1:18:33
  a
• 1:18:33
  mess.
• 1:18:34
  But
• 1:18:34
  you
• 1:18:34
  step
• 1:18:34
  back
• 1:18:34
  and
• 1:18:35
  you
• 1:18:35
  look
• 1:18:35
  at
• 1:18:35
  the
• 1:18:35
  whole
• 1:18:35
  thing.
• 1:18:36
  Right.
• 1:18:36
  Like
• 1:18:36
  a
• 1:18:37
  quilt.
• 1:18:37
  And
• 1:18:38
  it's
• 1:18:38
  telling
• 1:18:38
  a
• 1:18:39
  story
• 1:18:39
  or
• 1:18:39
  it's.
• 1:18:41
  And
• 1:18:41
  it's
• 1:18:41
  beautiful.
• 1:18:42
  And
• 1:18:42
  it's
• 1:18:43
  every
• 1:18:43
  part
• 1:18:43
  makes
• 1:18:43
  it
• 1:18:44
  beautiful.
• 1:18:44
  Yep.
• 1:18:45
  Every
• 1:18:45
  part.
• 1:18:46
  Oh,
• 1:18:47
  that's
• 1:18:47
  so
• 1:18:47
  pretty.
• 1:18:49
  Yeah.
• 1:18:50
  Thank
• 1:18:50
  you.
• 1:18:52
  Yeah.
• 1:18:52
  That
• 1:18:53
  was,
• 1:18:53
  like,
• 1:18:53
  a
• 1:18:53
  perfect
• 1:18:53
  way
• 1:18:54
  to
• 1:18:54
  kind
• 1:18:54
  of,
• 1:18:54
  like,
• 1:18:54
  wrap
• 1:18:55
  things
• 1:18:55
  up.
• 1:18:56
  Yeah.
• 1:18:56
  I
• 1:18:56
  love
• 1:18:57
  it.
• 1:18:57
  Awesome.
• 1:18:58
  Is
• 1:18:58
  there
• 1:18:59
  anything,
• 1:18:59
  Nikki,
• 1:19:00
  that
• 1:19:00
  you
• 1:19:01
  want
• 1:19:01
  to
• 1:19:01
  talk
• 1:19:02
  about,
• 1:19:02
  too,
• 1:19:03
  or
• 1:19:03
  anything
• 1:19:04
  else
• 1:19:04
  that
• 1:19:04
  we
• 1:19:04
  didn't
• 1:19:05
  touch
• 1:19:05
  on?
• 1:19:05
  Everything.
• 1:19:05
  I
• 1:19:05
  told
• 1:19:06
  you
• 1:19:06
  everything,
• 1:19:07
  right?
• 1:19:08
  Yeah,
• 1:19:08
  we
• 1:19:09
  got,
• 1:19:09
  like,
• 1:19:09
  the
• 1:19:09
  whole
• 1:19:09
  life.
• 1:19:10
  I
• 1:19:10
  like
• 1:19:10
  this
• 1:19:10
  because
• 1:19:10
  it's,
• 1:19:11
  like,
• 1:19:11
  we
• 1:19:11
  got
• 1:19:11
  to,
• 1:19:11
  like,
• 1:19:12
  meet
• 1:19:12
  the,
• 1:19:12
  like.
• 1:19:13
  Like,
• 1:19:13
  real
• 1:19:13
  Nikki,
• 1:19:14
  you
• 1:19:14
  know?
• 1:19:14
  Like,
• 1:19:15
  and
• 1:19:15
  if
• 1:19:15
  you
• 1:19:16
  like
• 1:19:16
  what
• 1:19:16
  you
• 1:19:16
  heard,
• 1:19:16
  then,
• 1:19:17
  like,
• 1:19:17
  obviously
• 1:19:18
  go
• 1:19:18
  listen
• 1:19:18
  to
• 1:19:18
  her
• 1:19:19
  music
• 1:19:19
  and
• 1:19:19
  read
• 1:19:19
  her
• 1:19:19
  book.
• 1:19:20
  So
• 1:19:20
  it's
• 1:19:20
  like,
• 1:19:20
  this
• 1:19:20
  is,
• 1:19:21
  like,
• 1:19:22
  about
• 1:19:23
  you.
• 1:19:23
  This
• 1:19:23
  is
• 1:19:24
  real.
• 1:19:24
  This
• 1:19:24
  is
• 1:19:24
  you.
• 1:19:25
  You
• 1:19:25
  are
• 1:19:25
  real,
• 1:19:25
  though.
• 1:19:26
  And
• 1:19:26
  that's.
• 1:19:26
  That's
• 1:19:27
  why
• 1:19:27
  this
• 1:19:27
  has
• 1:19:27
  been
• 1:19:27
  so
• 1:19:27
  good.
• 1:19:28
  So
• 1:19:28
  thank
• 1:19:28
  you.
• 1:19:28
  Oh,
• 1:19:29
  thank
• 1:19:29
  you,
• 1:19:29
  thank
• 1:19:30
  you,
• 1:19:30
  thank
• 1:19:31
  you.
• 1:19:32
  I'm
• 1:19:32
  glad
• 1:19:32
  that
• 1:19:32
  we
• 1:19:33
  all,
• 1:19:33
  like,
• 1:19:33
  we
• 1:19:34
  met
• 1:19:34
  and
• 1:19:34
  got
• 1:19:35
  to
• 1:19:35
  do
• 1:19:35
  this.
• 1:19:35
  Me,
• 1:19:36
  too.
• 1:19:39
  All
• 1:19:39
  right,
• 1:19:40
  well,
• 1:19:41
  guys,
• 1:19:41
  can
• 1:19:41
  find
• 1:19:41
  her
• 1:19:42
  book.
• 1:19:42
  Loved
• 1:19:43
  you
• 1:19:43
  and
• 1:19:44
  loved
• 1:19:44
  you.
• 1:19:44
  Hate
• 1:19:45
  you
• 1:19:45
  is
• 1:19:46
  a
• 1:19:46
  great,
• 1:19:47
  really
• 1:19:48
  fun
• 1:19:48
  talking
• 1:19:48
  to
• 1:19:49
  you.
• 1:19:49
  But,
• 1:19:50
  yes,
• 1:19:51
  it
• 1:19:51
  was
• 1:19:52
  such
• 1:19:52
  a
• 1:19:52
  pleasure
• 1:19:53
  to
• 1:19:53
  have
• 1:19:53
  you
• 1:19:53
  on
• 1:19:53
  skirt
• 1:19:54
  stuff.
• 1:19:54
  And
• 1:19:55
  I
• 1:19:56
  don't
• 1:19:56
  usually
• 1:19:57
  know
• 1:19:57
  when
• 1:19:57
  the
• 1:19:57
  episodes
• 1:19:58
  are
• 1:19:58
  gonna
• 1:19:58
  drop,
• 1:19:58
  but
• 1:19:58
  yours
• 1:19:59
  drops
• 1:20:00
  the
• 1:20:00
  last
• 1:20:00
  Thursday
• 1:20:01
  in
• 1:20:01
  October,
• 1:20:02
  so.
• 1:20:02
  Which
• 1:20:02
  is
• 1:20:03
  important
• 1:20:03
  because
• 1:20:03
  it's
• 1:20:04
  all
• 1:20:04
  about
• 1:20:04
  domestic
• 1:20:05
  violence.
• 1:20:05
  Domestic
• 1:20:05
  violence.
• 1:20:06
  Awareness
• 1:20:06
  of
• 1:20:07
  that,
• 1:20:07
  and.
• 1:20:08
  Yeah.
• 1:20:08
  Knowing
• 1:20:08
  we
• 1:20:09
  can
• 1:20:09
  grow
• 1:20:09
  past
• 1:20:09
  it.
• 1:20:10
  Yes,
• 1:20:10
  we
• 1:20:11
  can.
• 1:20:11
  Yeah.
• 1:20:12
  Even
• 1:20:12
  though,
• 1:20:12
  like,
• 1:20:13
  I
• 1:20:13
  feel
• 1:20:13
  like.
• 1:20:13
  Even
• 1:20:13
  though
• 1:20:14
  it's,
• 1:20:14
  like,
• 1:20:14
  not
• 1:20:14
  what
• 1:20:15
  the
• 1:20:15
  episode
• 1:20:16
  was
• 1:20:16
  about,
• 1:20:17
  like,
• 1:20:17
  it's
• 1:20:17
  just
• 1:20:17
  getting
• 1:20:17
  to
• 1:20:18
  know
• 1:20:18
  someone
• 1:20:18
  who
• 1:20:19
  just
• 1:20:20
  grew
• 1:20:20
  above
• 1:20:21
  and
• 1:20:21
  beyond
• 1:20:21
  it.
• 1:20:21
  Like,
• 1:20:22
  I
• 1:20:22
  think
• 1:20:22
  that
• 1:20:22
  that
• 1:20:23
  is
• 1:20:23
  just
• 1:20:23
  as
• 1:20:24
  important.
• 1:20:25
  I
• 1:20:25
  do,
• 1:20:25
  too.
• 1:20:26
  Yeah.
• 1:20:26
  I
• 1:20:26
  mean,
• 1:20:26
  I
• 1:20:27
  think
• 1:20:27
  it's.
• 1:20:27
  Maybe
• 1:20:27
  you
• 1:20:28
  don't
• 1:20:28
  get
• 1:20:28
  stuck
• 1:20:28
  in
• 1:20:28
  it,
• 1:20:29
  you
• 1:20:29
  know,
• 1:20:29
  it's
• 1:20:29
  so
• 1:20:29
  easy
• 1:20:30
  to
• 1:20:30
  do.
• 1:20:31
  It's
• 1:20:31
  so
• 1:20:31
  to
• 1:20:32
  do,
• 1:20:32
  and
• 1:20:32
  so
• 1:20:32
  many
• 1:20:32
  women
• 1:20:33
  have
• 1:20:33
  and
• 1:20:34
  still
• 1:20:34
  are,
• 1:20:35
  so
• 1:20:35
  you
• 1:20:36
  can
• 1:20:36
  do
• 1:20:36
  it.
• 1:20:36
  Give
• 1:20:36
  yourself
• 1:20:37
  some
• 1:20:37
  grace.
• 1:20:37
  That's
• 1:20:38
  right.
• 1:20:38
  Ah,
• 1:20:39
  that's.
• 1:20:39
  There's
• 1:20:39
  the
• 1:20:40
  title
• 1:20:40
  of
• 1:20:40
  the
• 1:20:40
  episode.
• 1:20:41
  I
• 1:20:42
  love
• 1:20:42
  it.
• 1:20:45
  Or,
• 1:20:46
  no,
• 1:20:46
  we
• 1:20:47
  can't
• 1:20:47
  do
• 1:20:47
  that.
• 1:20:47
  That's
• 1:20:47
  the
• 1:20:48
  title
• 1:20:48
  of
• 1:20:48
  your
• 1:20:48
  new
• 1:20:48
  song
• 1:20:48
  coming
• 1:20:49
  out.
• 1:20:50
  We
• 1:20:51
  can
• 1:20:51
  do
• 1:20:51
  it.
• 1:20:51
  This
• 1:20:51
  Cathedral's
• 1:20:52
  Mine
• 1:20:52
  is,
• 1:20:53
  like,
• 1:20:53
  so
• 1:20:53
  brilliant.
• 1:20:54
  Yeah.
• 1:20:55
  But
• 1:20:56
  anyway,
• 1:20:57
  I
• 1:20:58
  don't
• 1:20:58
  want
• 1:20:58
  to
• 1:20:58
  steal
• 1:20:58
  that
• 1:20:58
  from
• 1:20:58
  you.
• 1:21:00
  All
• 1:21:00
  right,
• 1:21:01
  well,
• 1:21:02
  you're
• 1:21:02
  amazing,
• 1:21:03
  and.
• 1:21:03
  Thank
• 1:21:04
  you.
• 1:21:04
  Thank
• 1:21:05
  you.
• 1:21:05
  You
• 1:21:05
  guys
• 1:21:05
  are
• 1:21:05
  amazing.
• 1:21:06
  Yeah.
• 1:21:07
  Well,
• 1:21:07
  enjoy
• 1:21:07
  the
• 1:21:08
  rest
• 1:21:08
  of
• 1:21:08
  your
• 1:21:08
  Sunday.
• 1:21:09
  I
• 1:21:09
  will.
• 1:21:09
  Thank
• 1:21:10
  you.
• 1:21:10
  You
• 1:21:10
  as
• 1:21:10
  well.
• 1:21:10
  Thank
• 1:21:11
  you.
• 1:21:11
  Bye,
• 1:21:11
  Nikki.
• 1:21:12
  Bye.
• 1:21:13
  Bye.
• 1:21:14
  Did
• 1:21:14
  you
• 1:21:14
  like
• 1:21:15
  the
• 1:21:15
  episode
• 1:21:15
  that
• 1:21:15
  you
• 1:21:16
  heard
• 1:21:16
  today?
• 1:21:17
  Great.
• 1:21:17
  Share
• 1:21:18
  it
• 1:21:18
  with
• 1:21:18
  a
• 1:21:18
  friend.
• 1:21:18
  And
• 1:21:19
  don't
• 1:21:19
  forget
• 1:21:19
  to
• 1:21:20
  rate
• 1:21:20
  and
• 1:21:21
  review.
• 1:21:26
  Sam.