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Random Heathen Ramblings: S2 EP36 - Meet My Tribe, Hlórriðifólk!! · Random Heathen Ramblings

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Ellen. Welcome everyone.
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Welcome back to another random Heathen ramblings podcast.
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Get into it. We're listening to the newest
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track from Don. Heim called T VAR.
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It was released today November 26th Was actually released
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yesterday November 26th. It is November 27th at the time
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of this recording and it will be Thursday.
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The beginning of December. Whatever date, that is my
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calendar. I'm I'm off on my times, but
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anyway, Is what it is. An awesome track.
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I'm loving it. All right. so, Once again, hail
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and welcome back. As you notice was off for a
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couple of weeks. Visiting some friends and family
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in the wonderful state of North Carolina.
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But we are back. Now the 4th of December here, we
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are on the 4th of December first podcast of the month.
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And we are getting close to wrapping up season 2 of the
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random Heathen ramblings podcast.
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So to all of you who have been Faithfully listening watching,
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whatever, thank you so much. And if you are new to this
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podcast, my name is Jesse. This is a midgard music
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production. You may know me from my YouTube
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So this is just another Our means of talking about heathen
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re related stuff. Germanic paganism, you know,
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And this is the, you know, the podcast is, is very much random
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in its nature. And we've got some really fun
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guests and brothers of mine. Actually, now you've if you,
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like I said, if you've been watching my podcast for any
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length of time, you should know that Dingo is my Govi.
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He's my Goethe and one of the founding members of our tribe
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here in Middle Tennessee, I've alluded to and spoken a bit
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about our tribe, but we're going to be talking with him.
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Today, we're going to have Patrick are lost, speaker him
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and Patrick have been friends for shoot 20, some odd years, I
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think. And we may also be getting a
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guest appearance from dingoes daughter Kaya.
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in my Goethe Dingo and the law speaker are lost speaker.
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Another brother of mine Patrick and His is dingoes daughter Kaya
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for this episode of random even rambling.
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So let's welcome them all in now.
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All right, folks, welcome back. I've got some dear friends into
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your brothers joined with me tonight, as I mentioned earlier,
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in the intro, sort of an intro we didn't we didn't even hit our
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midgard, musings intro. But anyway.
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Welcome to the podcast. You guys know him.
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You guys love them. Then go is here and then we've
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also got for the first time ever and hopefully not the last time
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our lost speaker Patrick so dingo Patrick.
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Welcome to the show. Yeah, definitely.
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So you got dingo, you know, him he's the, he's the dark, the
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dark haired fella and then you got Patrick that's, you know,
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chilling in the beanie and in the the outdoors, the hood.
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Z hoodie, hoodie. That's not even a word.
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It's a dark and outdoorsy. Hoodie, look at our project,
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it's dark, right? Yep, that guy and that guy.
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So, before we get into Today's Show, Ladies and Gentlemen,
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let's kick off the midgard musings, theme song, music,
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whatever, and let's just get into it.
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Thirty. Oh yeah.
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All right gentlemen. So hold on a second.
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I want to do something. I guess that's the thing I'm
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going to do. Okay.
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So yeah guys, and gals out here in in the world dingo here, and
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Patrick are brothers of mine. And I've talked a bit about what
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that whole thing means in terms of familial titles.
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And these are two gentlemen who have earned that title.
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It's something that they are not blood kin to me, but they've
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shared in Article moments in my life.
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They've tied weird with me. They've been a part of ritual
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with me. We're going to talk a bit about
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today of a very, very profound ritual that we were all three of
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us apart of a few weeks ago. I've talked a bit about on this
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podcast about the spiritual journey, camping trip, you guys
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go back through the catalog and watch, and listen to whatever,
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you'll, you'll know that I've alluded to this whole thing
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being something that we had planned on for what was it shit
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now. Like September, I think was the
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first one. Yeah, yes, right, right.
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Yeah, the initial, the initial plan or the initial, you know,
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we planned on doing it in September and then that didn't
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work. And then we moved it ahead to
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October, and that didn't quite work, and then we finally did
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it. Two days, after my birthday and
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my yeah. So November 13th, we ventured
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off to camp on dingoes family lands.
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The familial, the old all lands where the tribes Vey sits, you
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know, it's on the the, the shelf or the bottom shelf of a
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Limestone Mountain face, I guess you could say.
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That's accurate. We're going to the theater.
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Yep. Now the Woodland just like a
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cathedral but it's Limestone. Yeah, so the Woodland Cathedral
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is what I became familiar with this area of the land when we
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first became real close and we were out there, that was the
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name that I knew it by and it's, you know, that's still a name
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for it. I think that's a, it's fine.
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It's like, we call it that, but we call it.
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Are they? It's the grits a Grove, it's of
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so many things. So where did the Woodland
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Cathedral name come from? You guys are friends forever.
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So I mean, is it something that we built that space and what
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2009 it was around 2008 that it became officially consecrated as
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the? Yeah, it's the Mainstays.
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We had a space prior to that, that was at another residence
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but With events that transpired, it just didn't work out, right?
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So we had to kind of start a new and we kind of went from there
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in 2008 and then onward from that point.
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So it we call it the would like to feed related things because
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we that was when we were recording music out there.
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Yeah. And the way, that things bounced
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off of the Limestone behind us, it projected for And we had to
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like set the mics right in order to capture that sound because of
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the way that it was just all Ford.
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Yeah. The the it was almost like we
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had a shotgun mic without having a shotgun mic because it just
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got blasted for. Yeah.
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The natural Reverb of the estate was, you know, it was very
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unique. Yeah.
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You know it's can capture that digitally you only right to be
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unfair to order to experience, right?
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And if you can't capture it at all on any microphone but even
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still like we were doing a lot of ambient recordings and we did
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our like that prevents to get a facsimile.
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Yeah, experience something. It's still but that's how that
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name came about I think was that?
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It was very cathedral-like on that.
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The Acoustics of the area here. What we were?
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You could hear the music we were producing.
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Like, in the properties in front of the woods, not just the ones
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because it just got slammed so far forward by the sound because
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there's a limestone backdrop. I mean, we don't bit.
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Now, you guys Dingo and Patrick you guys have been friends now
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for a couple of decades, right? We have about 20 years.
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And, you know, I became friends with with you, then go through
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the music scene through abandoned, you were in, and I
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thank the friendship that I developed with Patrick kind of
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came along with our friendship. So you guys became my friends
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kind of around the same time as you know that was Battle path
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and years and years. Patrick like people would come
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up to Patrick and he's like you're that guy in Battle Pack,
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right? And he's like, no.
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I'm not that guy but I'm also that you are ambient project.
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That we've had going for many, many years that trust well.
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Now, I'll even name dropping, like break our code for the
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first time and oh, 10 years since we've done that project,
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that well, yeah, that's us and But though he was always
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mistaken for being a musician. It's one of those things where
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you a groupie if you if you if you get the dingo I just I guess
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I'm just part of the package, I don't know.
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I just see more. He was a musician, they just
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did. It was the wrong project.
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Thank you. You know, like it was something
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else to be able to see the the birth and evolution other
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project, you know, from inception until then, you know,
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and I was pretty much there for battle path and being able to
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witness the, the old Xperia you are, our viewer official
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photographer for years so wow. Isn't that what's the noise
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ambient stuff that we were doing on the side like that?
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Nobody ever really care about, you know, Like that, that became
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a whole other thing. And it was always a ritual
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experience. It wasn't about music.
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It was about but even the way we broke, even the way we mixed and
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arranged, what we wrote was ritual, It was bridge will list,
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stick and Matrix. Which is really phenomenal
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thinking like hearing you guys talk about it and knowing the
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friendship that way things started with battle path and how
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our friendship has grown because it didn't start with Heathen.
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Re it didn't start with anything like that, it started with music
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and it we established a friendship based on a mutual
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interest in this style of music in the scene and that sort of
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thing. And then we've maintained our
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friendship and we've grown into a Brotherhood and now a tribe
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and So, you know, you talked to earlier moments ago about, you
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know, kind of like dropping the announcement of deck trusts and
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this is us and we are it and it is us and all this kind of stuff
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for everyone that's watching right now in listening.
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You know, I've talked a bit and alluded to a tribe in Middle
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Tennessee, that I'm a part of and you are seeing firsthand.
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If you're watching this and listening, you're experiencing
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firsthand the members. Is the founding members of that
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tribe that I've alluded to and talked about in a number of my
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social media posts. And we are clear the folk and
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Hillary thee is a name for Thor and so we are Thor's people.
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We are literally folk the people of the Thunder of the people of
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the Thundering storm. And it's it's as my little girl
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would say, you know, hammered, cheers, Hammer, cheers, man.
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Matter of fact, since we're talking about try, before we get
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into the real meat and potatoes, Talking about try, go ahead and
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go ahead and welcome in her. Go ahead, go ahead and bring in
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a member of our, of our tribe. Because she is as much of a
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member of this tribe as we are. And she's been a part of ritual.
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She does. Her thing, she says her peace.
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She does it her way and she's, you know, just been a really
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wholesome addition almost a grounding kind of Presence.
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You know what I mean is as young as she is and stuff.
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She's she's so with it. Like, she's so connected to two
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things and we're going to work very far from the tree.
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Yeah, so she's going to come on here in just a second but you
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know, for really folk is the tribe that I've been talking
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about and alluded to overtime and and We are Forest people, we
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are people of the thunderer, we are the people of the Thundering
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storm. And so everybody, say hi, and
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welcome to Kaya. Hey Kaya, welcome to the show.
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You got your hammer on girl. Get going to do a hammer.
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Cheers with us? Yeah it is awesome.
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So how are you what are you been up to?
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I've been hanging around. I, been playing with my baby
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like I got for my sister's birthday and I've been having a
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really fun time. Awesome.
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I miss you. It's been a while since we've
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seen you or I've seen you. It's been a few weeks.
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So, you doing okay? The last we watch hook together,
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right? Yep.
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The last time. That we will talk together.
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You know, that was it ever Bangarang?
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Yeah, good stuff but we were just talking about you a little
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bit and saying, how much of a part of the tribe that you are,
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you know, and what that means is like, you know, family tribe, is
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family tribe has is what family means.
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And you remember, I don't know if you remember, but you know,
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how you've been out there in the woods and over here at my place
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when we've done, you know, little rituals and we had a fire
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and stuff and you've always been right there.
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Part of it, you know, you you do your thing with your wand and
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you you're a big part of this family.
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So I wanted to say thank you for being here tonight.
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And, you know, saying hi to everybody because we're talking
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about all kinds of cool stuff in your part of it.
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So it's good to see you. Thank you, Jesse.
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Same here. Yeah, let's see that one because
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we talked about that when we talked about putting that Way,
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the way Kaya does her. Her ritual, you know, when she's
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a part of it all and that that one that you made it.
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Right? I made that.
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Yeah, yeah. But she does have her own way
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even though we have our way, she has her own way, and I
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appreciate that. That's, that's good.
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That that makes me a proud dad as a magician and Goethe and dad
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as well. Yeah, he doesn T cars our own
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past, that's what it's all about.
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It is it's about feeling that that Life Energy around us.
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So here's Kaya's, she's going to show us her one now.
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Yeah, there you go. Wait, you've taken that camping
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with you. You've got breakfast with us.
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What's it made out of? And actually makes it hold it up
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again. What kind of wood do you
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remember? I can't do long time Juniper.
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You can hold it like this, very slow.
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The way you never lose it, right?
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That's important. You know the you know what you
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do, and the way you do it, it what it does kaya is it, it
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helps secure good things for the family and for the tribe, it's
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something that we call luck, you know, and the little things that
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you do and the way that you do it is it's like adding water to
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a pot and you're adding good water.
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To that pot and you're making the pot fill with, with, with
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good water. We talked a little bit about the
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well or a web and we talk about different things that are very
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common in the way we talk about them, but in great.
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Yeah, yeah. You know, so those little things
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that you do the way that you do them, it helps maintain and
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control luck and good things for, not just you, but for
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everyone around, And you and all of us include it.
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So it's very special and we're very fortunate to be a part of
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all that. I know.
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So throw them horns up. Yeah, give us a call.
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Yeah. You just went right on.
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If you're a little metal head, I was like this the whole time
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Brad last night for you today. What is what is?
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Punk, great. But the history of punk rock We
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got to learn about the mystics of Bad Brains and crass the book
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like let's go. All right, good stuff.
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Awesome. There's passion and all that
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there's feeling and all that. And people are saying things
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that from the heart, you know what I mean, they're they're
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speaking from a place of experience and there's they're
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talking about things that mean something to them, you know?
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Lies. No, nothing just right up.
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Well, it was really great to have you on here.
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Kaya, thank you so much for showing us your wand, and, and
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introducing yourself, but, yeah, everybody that's watching
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listening, you know, Kaya is as much of the tribe as much as
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part of the tribe as as me and as Patrick and his dingo here
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and, you know, yeah, the future you're looking at the future of
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search. Yeah, serious.
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You know, I tell you what, there's been plenty times when
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Kaya talks and I just shut up. Listen, because I'm like, what,
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what is she, what is she trying to say?
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And what can I, what can I learn from about this?
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You know what I mean? No lie.
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Like that's that's from the heart.
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That's, that's real talk. But yeah, the future of the
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tribe is with our children and that's, you know, something that
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as we get into this podcast and talk a bit more about, you know,
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the future of the tribe and some of the tribal experiences that
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we've had recently that didn't include Kaya, but included the
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founding members and the ritual aspects of things that kind of
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got us into this. Newly like a new refreshed frame
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of mind or new and refreshed perspective on, you know, the
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world around us. And a lot of that just has to do
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with, you know, preserving and maintaining and giving our
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children the future to experience, you know.
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It's it's That's got it lies on us now to kind of lay that that
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foundation and to do the work now so that there's something
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for them too. Experience later, you know, we
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got to be better for the future. It's required that we have a
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night of reflection in order to put things in perspective, you
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know. Yeah.
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What is important and what, you know, if we always get
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distracted by everyday things and Having the ability to set
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those aside and actually see the world for how it is and for what
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it is. It's not yes.
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Yeah, the world for how it is, you know, what the world is, it
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is lost in our frames of mind so often.
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And I did just want to, to share with everybody and let everybody
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know, right? So dingo, thank you Kya, go back
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end. All right kiyah.
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Yeah buddy. So, thank you for tuning in.
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Thank you for tuning in. All right, back inside.
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I'll be in there in just a minute, okay?
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Thank you precious. That's precious.
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But you know the roles of members of a tribe, you know and
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what we all do, you know? So we really focus is us and we
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are, we are Hillary the folk and I've Up the number of times
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about how, you know, Dango is my Goethe and in a lot of tribal
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structures, the go, the serves a multi-faceted purpose, you know,
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like they do a lot of different things and so in our tribe away,
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we've got it, set up right now. Is we have a go, the chieftain
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and a law speaker. And and I 100% agree because
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Goethe and achievement at the same time.
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That's too much shit man. But yeah, if you go to try to,
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you know the well well I think the do the role has a very
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specific approach that it's like the chieftain in the go they
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are. I think the reason why a lot of
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tribes and Compass achieved in /go, the roll and put it into
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one, is because Of maybe resources or lack thereof,
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right? Right.
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But there they are, they are the responsibilities.
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That was my point, you know? Yeah, well, because again,
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you're the Goethe is like, the spiritual leader as the
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chieftain kind of takes on more of the, the boots on the ground.
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The, the original leader. Yeah.
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Right. But so they are, they are they
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are similarly, in a way, they are peers, you know, they They
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are kind of like equals in a way, but just focused on
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different things and then, so, in our tribe, you know, then go
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serves as Goethe and I serve as Chieftain.
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And, and Patrick over here, serves as lost speaker, and the
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role of the law speaker. Which we haven't really talked
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about in great detail. Least not on this platform,
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carries a lot of weight and a lot of importance because we
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don't screw up. Yeah, because when law in thew,
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is established in law and customs and traditions and stuff
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for established it is. It is the job of the law speaker
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to enforce and make sure that those laws are not just being
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maintained and kept. But that once laws are broken,
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They are the mediator. They are they are the person
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that you know, is in a place of authority to discuss what now
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needs to be done to maintain the tribal frith and maintain the
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tribal order when when laws are broken or when things that
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nature. So they serve a very important
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role and with your guys's history, you know, in the music
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sector, before we established our tribe, you know, there was
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almost like that. Inherent nature of Patrick to
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serve in that capacity without it being called such a thing.
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You know, I feel and then so it fits him well to to be in our
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tribe as lost because we have yet to maintain or we have yet
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to lay down our Tribal Law, and the thews are being lived out in
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and are being kind of You know, established in real time can
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absolutely confirm. This man has kept me from going
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insane for the past 20 years. That's where, you know, much in
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the Limelight as of late. But it's where my role grows in
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importance as the tribe grows. But in light of the pandemic and
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of reasons, you know, this greasing climb it's hard for us
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to really Add members. So my role has been on a more
31:34
subtle level where I have one foot in the physical and one
31:39
foot in the spiritual. And I'm kind of the balance
31:42
wheel. Yeah, the two of you you keep us
31:44
from going insane. Yeah, we were acting as the pair
31:49
of scales between two Scorpios, it's a great.
31:53
Yeah. That's by the way, I'm a Scorpio
31:56
dingoes a Scorpio. You case you hadn't noticed, I'm
32:00
a double Scorpio and I have a Gemini and in between and so
32:03
that's even more insane because I have two scorpions fighting
32:06
each other at all times in my mind that that's just a weird
32:11
psychology to deal with but unfortunately I'm a Taurus and
32:18
handle a good deal of that bullheaded strength.
32:28
A Leo Scorpio Flores. And the mood ascended at.
32:37
So it's just like hard-headed, the whole hot tea and study
32:42
Chasing the Sun and the Moon. The whole that whole dynamic
32:45
thing trying to swallow each other because I said, you're
32:52
okay with being a roaring lion. I've not of lion.
32:56
Okay. Were you being an honoree
32:58
scorpion? I am not a scorpion.
33:00
Okay? Okay, fine, like the just
33:02
nothing, you know. Whatever you just are.
33:08
Yeah. And we just are, you know, and I
33:12
want to go back to the whole ritual experience a few weeks
33:16
ago that we came to find ourselves in.
33:20
We just are and we are not what we think we are from.
33:27
Most of the time perspectives. We are so much more than what we
33:30
are. And we are not The things that
33:34
we thought we are in that way. It's so I mean, I was a bit
33:41
like, during that whole ritual experience I went into madness,
33:45
you know, the law speaker, Patrick over here went into
33:49
death or at least the throes of death and dingo was sort of
33:55
holding the chains between the two of us and reeling Us in and
33:59
keeping us. From going off off the deep end
34:02
as it were, it was a, I took his parole for a minute.
34:09
Yeah, while while I normally would be in between the two, I
34:13
decided to take one for the team for the third.
34:16
Right. Right.
34:17
It's go into the depths of Hell good, you're over there.
34:21
Like how do you do this all the time?
34:23
But over there. Like how do you do this all the
34:25
time? I was 10.
34:31
Yeah, he'll fire but just tell you, How difficult it was to be
34:47
each other. Yes experience prior yeah
34:53
otherwise we would have definitely been a guy.
35:01
This guy over here was just going to the complete Odin
35:04
Madness. Oh yeah.
35:08
Not apologetic. When I say most intense rituals
35:11
of my 20-year magic experience. Glad we didn't have a room.
35:17
There was no Roofing, laughs. Nope.
35:22
And the really interesting thing was, I want to talk it because
35:25
like I talked a lot about Bingo and, and how, you know, he's
35:28
been on the podcast. He's been on the channel.
35:30
We talked a lot and he's been a very important part of my life.
35:35
Patrick, not so much, but that night.
35:38
With him. And I connected in a way that at
35:42
first seemed very, I don't want to say volatile, but it was
35:49
like, I was called out. I was challenged, but in a good
35:52
way, you know, because Patrick was over here looking at me and
35:56
I'm in my state of my, you know, Madness or whatever, just being
35:59
incoherent and so on so forth and Patricks over here, like
36:03
your this Chieftain your this thing you're that you got all
36:06
this social media role and why Can't you just get a coherent
36:09
sentence out of here for fuck sake, you know?
36:12
And it was like that, it was like, we kind of got real with
36:15
each other him more than me. I was I was in a state where I
36:19
was kind of like, Mmm, Mmm, Mmm, you know, like absorbing it
36:25
without being able to really respond or react to it, but it's
36:29
sunken. It was, it was definitely
36:30
received and it definitely, you know, became a part of my psyche
36:37
and I was able to retain Pain, the things that he said.
36:40
And when I think about it, in terms of the whole tribal
36:43
structure that we're building, and I, and I talked about this
36:47
in another video. Recently building seems very
36:50
manual and it seems very mechanical and it seems very
36:54
likely have to do it at this certain period of time.
36:56
I don't mean it like that. I mean, like just the way that
36:59
things are growing organic yes, the way things are growing
37:04
organically and naturally. Our, I need to connect more with
37:10
with you Patrick. I need to be able to connect
37:12
more with you as the law speaker because as soon as the tribe is
37:15
established, as it is right now. But as we look to establish and
37:19
grow like you're going to be right there with me and like
37:22
you're going to be so much, a part of the law, part of it, the
37:26
the rules of the game as it were, if people want to play
37:29
with us, they got to abide by the rules and you're the
37:31
referee, you know what I mean? And you A role there, a man.
37:37
And so that night, really solidified, the importance of
37:44
where we're going with this and it was a very interesting time
37:47
because Saturday that Saturday night three weeks ago in the
37:51
early Dawn the early morning hours when we were coming out of
37:55
our tents and I was sitting around the fire.
37:56
You were the first one to come out of your tent and sit around
38:00
the fire with me and kind of greeked.
38:02
The new day And I think that that's very significant was just
38:07
getting to bed. I was just getting to sleep when
38:10
that happened and that's kind of the weird thing is, it's like
38:12
you guys went to bed and I turned it to Fire and as soon as
38:16
I went to bed, you guys woke up, but there was that and cycle
38:22
everything. And there, there was always
38:24
tending to the fire, so to speak, you know?
38:28
Yeah. And I do want to call attention
38:29
to something that I remember you saying Dango.
38:33
You know, before we went into this ritual, you Like titles
38:36
mean nothing. I am not a go.
38:39
The you are not a Chieftain. He's not a lost speaker.
38:42
We are nothing titles. Mean nothing.
38:43
We just are going to be ourselves and we are going to be
38:47
us and things are going to happen that we can't necessarily
38:53
control. And we did a room draw.
38:56
We did a rune hole at the beginning of it.
38:59
You know then go you draw so Alou.
39:03
Yep. I drew a was and Patrick of all
39:08
people, drew Hoggle has, but that's true.
39:11
Never true, which is normally mine.
39:13
It was. All right.
39:14
Balcony for a year is going to be one of those nights.
39:25
Scores. But the way and I was like, you
39:30
know, guys were going to end. It was a very the whole ritual
39:33
experience, we drew the rooms but not only did we draw the
39:35
runes, we painted the runes on our, on our foreheads with oil
39:40
that my wife had made. So she even though she wasn't
39:42
physically there, an essence of her and a part of her was there
39:46
as well, because she made this oil with, with, with a, with a
39:50
bunch of different. Cleansing oils and we painted
39:55
the runes on our foreheads. And I said, guys, we need to
39:57
think about these rooms as we go into this ritual and we need to
40:01
and it's like we didn't even have to think about it.
40:04
They just were and they existed within each of us throughout
40:07
that night and throughout that ritual experience, you know,
40:10
dingo, you were kind of that Beacon of light.
40:13
You were that, you know, if we got lost, we we knew where to
40:18
go, and Patrick was, was, was facing a storm. and, and I was
40:25
In my own way, in my own Madness know, kind of being this team
40:31
player as it were between different parts of it all, you
40:34
know, and it was very, I don't know, I was very holistic.
40:37
It was very like, you couldn't have planned it to be anything
40:40
different than what it was. It just it was so organic and it
40:43
was so holistic, but on a nice necessary relief, Where I'm just
40:56
like all right. Thanks.
40:58
Well this quite absurd. It's the only way it's going to
41:01
be okay, but I just run when I just run up there and I just go
41:04
mesothelioma you know what is he doing that?
41:09
You know, where did that even come up?
41:20
Why did that even come up? You know I you know, no, it was,
41:26
it was Just everything from the night, the day, leading into the
41:34
night and then the night leading into the dawn, you know, the
41:38
whole ride was such a important part of I think us as founding
41:46
members of a tribe to to seek the future of the tribe.
41:50
You know, we learned so much about ourselves and lost a bit
41:53
of ourselves, not lost in a bad way, but like part of ourselves,
41:56
literally died that night. I felt that IE go.
42:03
Died. We need those anyway, stupid.
42:09
Egos certain you know, certain attachments and thought loops
42:16
and constructs that we felt claustrophobic around this kind
42:24
of dissolved, you know, and that, that ability to be able to
42:27
just kind of have, you know, a base one, you know, a reset or,
42:35
you know, something that I said in the project A couple days
42:42
afterward that something that Patrick and I are very very
42:45
experienced with and our magical Endeavors and vocation invoking,
42:53
the gods becoming yeah. May God or an aspect of a god,
43:01
depending on which God it is, because it gets weird, but we
43:07
invoke each other. Rather than iPod, the way it in.
43:13
And so we became one entity with a pebble crossed with three
43:21
heads. Yeah.
43:23
And it was It took a bit to kind of lose strange.
43:30
Yeah, that's it. Oh, yeah, it was very strange
43:33
because I remember, I remember parts of that night that the
43:38
gods didn't even mean anything to me, right?
43:42
They were there, when I was, I was connected to something
43:45
deeper than even the gods, it was like a primordial connection
43:50
to the existence of the world around me.
43:55
And I did, yes. From The Roots all the way up to
43:59
the Stars. Oh yeah.
44:01
Yeah. From the Earth to the sky, from
44:03
the sky, to the Earth and then just everything around.
44:05
Me was so much more Illuminating and it was so much more.
44:10
Living than I had ever perceived it to be, you know, because look
44:15
like, yo, the trees are alive, the water that this like, you
44:18
hear all this hippy-dippy stuff throughout your life and you're
44:21
like, yeah, that's cool. That's that's, that's nice,
44:23
that's pleasant. But, man, when you're in it and
44:25
when you're feeling it, and when you're actually a part of it,
44:27
when the breadth of the earth is one with you and you are one
44:31
with her, that's like the gods. What?
44:36
What gods like, right? I don't know, it was, it was so
44:40
much more Or Primal of a feeling.
44:45
And I felt that between you guys you know what I mean.
44:48
It was almost like there for a moment, we weren't even
44:51
ourselves. It was the the pronouns and
44:55
stuff that were used to communicate between us.
44:57
In the sense of connection between each other was beyond
45:02
just listening talking. And why are you flat Suleiman
45:05
suit? Yeah, but you don't have to do
45:09
this breathing this whole breathe.
45:10
Anything it's stupid, I hate it. You know like stuff like that.
45:13
You know this is not. So cumbersome is, it's so
45:19
awkward but life is being and you know like it's always been
45:29
interesting to me as a practitioner of magic over the
45:32
past 20 years. You know, like what's the key to
45:36
life, you know, like where you you spent so much time, focusing
45:41
on this, what's the key to life live?
45:46
It just is that it just lives if that's the key to life is to
45:50
live that that's that's the purpose.
45:53
You live until you can't. And when you can't, then you're
45:58
gone and who cares. But until then live, we move on
46:03
to the next stage of life. And and another thing to man was
46:07
like the whole perception of and this is going to get into some
46:11
other weird stuff that we probably don't have time for on
46:13
this podcast, but time the perception of time.
46:18
And, you know, because what we hear about time is a construct
46:23
time is an illusion. Time, is at this and that, but
46:26
I'm telling you Right now, folks time don't mean shit, time is
46:31
nothing because the perception of time was lost during our
46:35
ritual. I'm talking about the fact that
46:37
minutes seem like hours and hours seemed like seconds and a
46:42
day could have been a minute in our, in my Ellie's in my
46:46
perception. I'll speak on my own behalf.
46:48
I don't want to speak on either one of your behalf, but I was
46:51
like, this whole time thing. What time is it?
46:55
What time of day? What time?
46:56
And night, it was like, oh it's a it's a it's a mile marker
46:59
along the road has left World words tastes like purple.
47:04
Yeah. No.
47:05
Literally like South was North East was up down was green and
47:12
it's right. Like what?
47:13
I mean, everything just kind of was in this chaotic big sense of
47:18
being when you're in the midst of a storm.
47:22
You know, you you have to just go with the storm and just know
47:29
that it will end or move on and some way or form.
47:35
A lot of veterans who are in the midst of combat have very much a
47:41
similar experience where their whole sense of time, you know
47:45
certain engagements might feel like ours even though it was
47:48
minutes but it's just because they're so caught up in the
47:52
mouth. Drop, you know that they just
47:59
let's talk about. Let's talk about a storm for a
48:01
second. I just want to answer, want to
48:02
put this. Is that where you're going?
48:07
Yep. So I'm showing you guys, the
48:09
Hoggle has Rune and this is and this is an elk bone Rune made by
48:13
our good friend jmo. Listen, if y'all would tear
48:16
Workshop, I've talked enough about him.
48:18
You guys don't know just check some of my past videos and
48:22
stuff. Tough.
48:22
But Hoggle has he asked, you know, do you guys want the you
48:25
know, do you want one bar between the two stabs or you
48:29
want to? And I was like let's go with two
48:31
and this this second bar you know what I'm saying?
48:34
Like that that space between that blank space.
48:37
Between what do we talked about that being?
48:42
It was like the eye of the storm.
48:46
There's all this crap going on around that.
48:49
It's complete Madness around that but That space is that
48:55
there's a it's like the pit stop or the that night like if they'd
49:01
like it's a calm but not really well he wasn't, it's not so much
49:06
calm more as a place of reference, it was the only place
49:12
of reference I have in midst of all of the chaos.
49:16
I would always feel myself drawn back to the eye, you know, like
49:21
exactly. No, not exactly.
49:23
Comorbid anxiety, I call Rapid. Like, it was like, well, it was
49:28
a nice nauseating. Not at all.
49:53
Yeah, because if you stay put, you're gonna you're gonna fall
49:56
outside of the eye. You're going to get See and
49:59
that's where the two bars of the hog lies.
50:02
You know when you're dealing with frequencies like in
50:04
transmission on cables and wires, it's never going to be
50:08
dead center and they hope that it's not going to be too tall or
50:12
too too low. They always try to hold for the
50:15
center but is there is the fluctuation in frequency of it
50:19
all and we can just hope that there won't be as much noise.
50:23
There won't be as much static and that we can get a clear you
50:27
know, a clear signal. Straight path, you know, it's
50:31
great pass through it, but it's just, who is it?
50:35
Your deductible is left. Yeah, I'll tell you what, man,
50:45
I'm glad that hog laws was pulled in a way because the
50:49
feeling within our VA that night was very turn mulch tumultuous,
50:56
if that's the right word because I would go from point.
50:59
Point North to South and all of a sudden like I'm in the west
51:03
and it was, it was like a friggin death grip song.
51:07
Yeah, I'm saying I'm like just all over the place because
51:13
nothing seemed the perception. And then the next day I'm like
51:17
this is it like this area that I'm seeing right now like I was
51:19
here but it felt so much more. There was so much more going on
51:23
in the space, the night before, then what it was the next day.
51:27
But I perceive I Captured a perception of that space,
51:31
totally different. And it's going to be totally
51:33
different going forward for me. Whenever I return there.
51:36
I'm like it's home in a way, like, it's so much.
51:42
It's so it's so much of a home to me there, but I, it's like a
51:46
renovated home in a way. You know what I'm saying?
51:48
Like, there's new painting on the wall.
51:50
There's new floors, there's the furniture has been moved around
51:54
a little bit. I recognize this place, but it's
51:56
totally different than The last time I was here, but that stand
52:02
and don't piss off the Moon. But you know, that that's a big
52:17
part of the ritual experience, it is the growth involved, you
52:20
know, that you look back 10 years ago and you almost
52:25
couldn't fathom, you can't, you can't even passively take years
52:29
ago, you can't fathom where it is now.
52:32
But it is. Well, is that space?
52:35
I mean, is the Woodland Cathedral the same place now as
52:38
it was in 2008? No.
52:40
No. Not by any.
52:42
Exactly. Exactly.
52:43
You know, and it has been, you know, it's like a, it's been
52:49
renovated multiple times. We've had inspire.
53:02
You had a pet for a while. Yeah, that there was a basically
53:05
like a recycling facility dumpster so to speak where you
53:13
it was off from the henge space because it is a hand model
53:20
button. Yeah, it was where you went and
53:24
put things that you didn't want involved with the group.
53:28
Right? And it in the north.
53:32
No. Is it was a Southwest
53:34
south-southwest. Oh wow.
53:38
I had a hell of a time trying to get to North.
53:40
If you remember this anymore because it we there was no
53:44
function for it and so we destroyed.
53:47
So no perks actively destroyed but that's the one change I can
53:50
think of very specific. Overtly from 2008.
53:54
The is not there anymore because we don't have the need for it.
54:01
And we'll look at look at how good Patrick I was going to say
54:04
and that's where you know from 2008 to 2010 to 2012.
54:08
You know I've also added necessary layers to the space as
54:14
well. Woman, Daniel has as well.
54:18
And you know that's that's somebody that has never been
54:22
brought up in a public aspect but Daniel has worm out good or
54:28
mahi's He's put up barriers, like, man out there really, and
54:35
you can, you can't get through, unless, you know, how to, I
54:41
mean, I need to get my finding a ritualistic experiences that guy
54:45
has like, put up some insane barriers, but it was only
54:50
because he was looking out for the overall welfare of the tribe
54:54
that time at that time. Yeah.
54:55
You know it was he was kind of our loss speaker.
54:58
Yeah. And that group.
55:00
You know, he kept the peace, he tried his best to take notes.
55:06
Well, I mean, outside factors made that even weirder, but he
55:09
did, he kept the peace in that old group of like keeping things
55:14
intact and working. It's instantly and functionally
55:20
period. Was it was, I was going to say I
55:24
speak of the old group. There was a third member before
55:28
you Jesse as the chieftain. And that third member we thought
55:34
was going to be with us and not Drift, But he has drifted and,
55:43
you know, I'm not. I'm I'm just glad that we've had
55:49
someone too. Come in and step in but not like
55:54
replace him. Not be him, but just be, what's
55:59
the word I'm looking for, you know?
56:03
There's a lot of way, I mean. He was he was kind of the teeth
56:10
and we're not naming names are intentionally.
56:13
Of course, he was the chief that unofficially, but he never
56:18
really. Upheld that title properly.
56:26
No. Yeah.
56:27
And that's and that's where, you know, when you when you came
56:30
into the picture. There was, you know, there was
56:35
hope that if he drifts too far, you know, we can, we can
56:42
continue, you know, we don't we don't have to say that this is
56:47
Nolan void because one person walks out but it's nice to know
56:51
that someone can walk in. With fresh energy and be like,
56:55
hey, let's do this. So and you know, in retrospect,
57:00
if you bring it up in that those terms like he never was he like
57:06
you and I were more of a cheap than splitting that role.
57:11
Well, I guess where my thoughts have been going with that.
57:14
Is that When in the old group, I was always in the South and he
57:20
was always in the morning and then all of a sudden, you know,
57:25
we come, you know, face-to-face on that Saturday but the roles
57:31
are in that way. Reverse where I'm in the north
57:33
and you're in the South. So I stayed a lot in the South.
57:38
Yeah, it sounds spoke to me. Sweet.
57:40
You that I went from the East to the West.
57:42
Yeah, that was weird. So you know, it it felt right in
57:52
the old group that that's where I needed to be.
57:55
But now I kind of feel like with this new group, this new tribe,
58:00
you know, goal in the old group you were you were outside of the
58:05
circle. Well, I was still, you weren't
58:08
you weren't in the para part of it.
58:12
You were doing your own thing. Well, I'm always been an
58:15
observer. And you know, I always like to
58:18
keep a certain distance in order to kind of get an overall
58:22
assessment. Right, so I can end all over
58:28
there. But that's that's my role.
58:33
Yeah and that's the thing was when it comes down to roles and
58:35
how they change and how they ship, it was just an observation
58:39
that I mentioned that, you know, I kind of came to the conclusion
58:45
of the loss of that member of that old group like he's no
58:48
longer going to be with us. It's pretty much done, but it
58:52
doesn't matter because we have someone That is better suited
58:58
for several. He said the work, I did not,
59:03
that's a judgment call and I'll make it so kudos Yeah, so like
59:12
the and that's the interesting thing is because the the keep
59:16
talking about like you know the old group and the roles and
59:19
stuff that was not worthy, folk know.
59:23
And when we collectively decided to kind of name, well it wasn't
59:31
even a decision because again it sounds so mechanical when you
59:35
say children, like that's what it was.
59:39
But And I know that it was like a group effort and I know that
59:44
it was like a group voting sort of thing, but like there was no
59:48
like I didn't just come in here and say, hey guys, I'm the chief
59:51
and you told me that and we gave dingo the pretty ones that said,
59:58
you should be keeping it. There was a vote.
1:00:01
You know what I mean? Yeah, exactly, exactly wasn't
1:00:04
pretty sure. And you know with with the way
1:00:16
the group is now and are on our tribe is now it and we're we're
1:00:22
growing and what we want to you know, build our tribe to be.
1:00:28
This is us guys, this is this is what you see, is what you've got
1:00:32
and the more that The tribe grows, which lies heavily on
1:00:39
someone like me and, you know, collectively as a try.
1:00:42
But it's like that that that the horse-drawn carriage needs to be
1:00:52
led by somebody, you know what I'm saying?
1:00:54
And as we look to build and I keep using that word and I hate
1:00:59
it but as we as we look to grow organically, it's like someone
1:01:03
has to drive the cart. Someone has to kind of be the,
1:01:06
the You know, the captain behind the seat and the captain needs
1:01:12
his Navigator and everybody in a ship has a role with all these
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things drive. You know, it's almost like you
1:01:24
have the reins I'm telling you, where to go and this guy's the
1:01:27
horses. Yeah, you know, like if there's
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order, there's construction, you can't have you can't function
1:01:36
without any of those pieces, right?
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Yeah. There has to be order.
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There has to be construct, and that's where I think the whole
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tribal structure of things within Heathen re really shines
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is and what a lot of people look for.
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Yeah, they look for an established structure of things.
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Like, I want to be a Something. But I don't want to be a part of
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something that is just shooting from the hip.
1:02:03
That's all stupid willy-nilly that has no sense of up down
1:02:07
left, right? They don't get anything like I
1:02:09
want to be a part of something but I want to be part of
1:02:11
something that is solid, you know and over the years, over
1:02:16
the time that clearly Focus, you know, from its Inception
1:02:20
conception To its existence. Now we are it.
1:02:25
We are at so far and now we want to look to grow and build.
1:02:30
What a tribe is not just three members of Brothers, who have a
1:02:36
similar interest and have a common interest in a common
1:02:38
goal, but who else can we, you know, welcome in, to this
1:02:45
extension of our respective families, you know.
1:02:49
And that's a lot of work. That's a lot of Worthing time.
1:02:54
And we, you know, I've talked a bit about this on other podcast
1:02:58
before about the whole Worthing process.
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It's like, you don't just get to be a part of a tribe.
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You don't just get to be a part of a group, or Kindred or
1:03:05
anything without proving yourself.
1:03:09
And that's where the whole like law thing comes in.
1:03:14
You know, we're almost why. I suggested I think I might have
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been the one suggesting the ritual that we had on that
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Saturday in the very early frauds of the something.
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You know, you're not really throws it back in the summer.
1:03:27
You were because it was one where I was like, hey, I wonder
1:03:32
if we can create a Proving Ground here and see where we all
1:03:35
stand and I feel like we We all got to hang from the tree.
1:03:42
We all we all did. Alright.
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I think we're on the other side, the antenna.
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Yeah. But then we're on a sunscreen we
1:03:50
can have count and I we're good. It's just unfortunate that the
1:03:56
you know, the Inception of our tribe also fell in blue of the
1:04:01
pandemic. You know, it's just like so many
1:04:05
great projects were all starting around the world and 2019 and
1:04:10
2020 hits and it's like well so now we have to almost work twice
1:04:15
as hard if not three times harder to even get the momentum
1:04:21
that we had back in 2019. So but the good thing is that
1:04:26
there's there's a convener spoken of the calls were
1:04:29
stoking, the fucking calls and the old train, man.
1:04:36
Yeah, we're in there and we're fire has never died.
1:04:39
Out and and the Embers I never said the fire died out the same.
1:04:43
It's going to be that you were shoveling it sucks but we're so
1:04:50
good. Hey you know just it seems like
1:04:55
last year the basic trust we had a good human beings as like
1:05:01
eroded to a point where like we don't like wanting you know we
1:05:05
don't even want to get beer other people now.
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This. Yeah, and and we have to have if
1:05:12
you're bringing that up, you know, like yeah like We have to
1:05:17
have it, I have to have that you guys and Kaia sometimes, you
1:05:22
know, like that's all I've got and that sucks.
1:05:25
But yeah, but that's where you know this best for last year.
1:05:29
In this year is a global Proving Ground.
1:05:32
It's all there to be where our worth is as a whole as a
1:05:36
species. You know are wondering, you
1:05:40
know, are we even fit to be on this planet?
1:05:43
But well, that remains that That's a very good question that
1:05:47
that remains to be seen. I just I just am the way I am
1:05:51
and doing the best that I can, the way I can.
1:05:53
But like one of the things that, you know, I wanted to bring up
1:05:56
was like, with this whole like tribe thing with people and you
1:06:01
know interacting with people and the pandemic challenges and
1:06:06
whatnot. You know, we're here now.
1:06:07
Those fires never died. We've stoke the fires and we've
1:06:11
kicked the tires and we've kept things at least alive to the
1:06:14
point where we're still here. We're still doing our thing with
1:06:17
the three of us and we're still maintaining the Integrity of her
1:06:21
really folk and now becomes the time to introduce and bring in
1:06:30
more people that are a better interested to maintain and do
1:06:34
that sort of thing. And, you know, dingo you and I
1:06:37
have had a lot of interactions with people specifically who are
1:06:43
not necessarily Heathen, but Are no less members of our tribe and
1:06:48
that are no less kin and kith to us.
1:06:51
Now I'm talking about Richard, talk about Jane talking about
1:06:54
sounds my brother bitch. Yep.
1:06:56
You know like Batman Batman and literally man like can we just
1:07:01
like talk about that for a quick second even like just like yeah
1:07:05
hell yeah man. He's a yes I will bitch.
1:07:07
I love that guy. Yeah.
1:07:09
Like this man, literally faced death, you know, and and walk.
1:07:15
Through the fires of hell as it were and, and is he out of the
1:07:20
woods? No, but he's also walked through
1:07:23
those fires and he's also walked through those woods.
1:07:25
And the challenges that lay ahead of him are the challenges
1:07:29
that we can. Suffer with him together because
1:07:33
that's what tribes about. It's not about just being all
1:07:37
buddy-buddy and and love and light and all this other kind of
1:07:40
shit. But it's literally about
1:07:44
Experiencing the darkness and the, the hurt and the pain and
1:07:48
being there for each other. When you need each other, the
1:07:51
most, you know, Jean was another one.
1:07:54
Because who were the ones that were there for him at his
1:07:58
father's funeral? You know what I'm saying, like,
1:08:01
stuff like that. Like, even though it may seem
1:08:03
very superficial or Surface level type of acknowledgements,
1:08:06
it's like, hey man, we were there and and we love our
1:08:11
brothers and we love those people who have Taking the time
1:08:14
out of their lives to tie those threads with us and never forget
1:08:20
that hug. You know, that kind of thing,
1:08:24
right? But that's the essence of the
1:08:27
theme of these past two years right there, you know, if
1:08:31
anything, it doesn't weaken us. It doesn't cause us to distance
1:08:37
ourselves, if anything, it gives us a stronger energy to come
1:08:41
back together. So, that's what I'm hoping.
1:08:44
Is that resurgence? Well we'll build you know and I
1:08:51
think I think that I think that everything that you're saying
1:08:55
Patrick is true and our ritual a few weeks ago really helped
1:08:59
reset us together the three of us in our own individual ways
1:09:05
but it also helped reset us collectively.
1:09:09
We were all there. You know what I mean?
1:09:12
It was we we we all felt our thing.
1:09:16
Individually, but it was Collective if he's gone off
1:09:21
somewhere. I'm going off with him.
1:09:23
Maybe not in person, but in spirit, like, I'm with you in
1:09:27
that struggle, I'm there with you in that feeling and you're
1:09:31
here with me and my madness. And I'm there with you when
1:09:34
you're dying. And and we're all here together,
1:09:36
where it's like this under, it's like a Subterranean root system
1:09:42
between the three of us that I felt that night.
1:09:44
It was there was no need Need for names.
1:09:47
There was no need for talking. It was like feeling the in the
1:09:50
most intense way that I can possibly describe it was that
1:09:55
feelings of existing were shared In the most purest of Senses
1:10:04
between the three of us and it helped shape us into the
1:10:07
individuals that we are now. And it also helped shape us into
1:10:12
the tribe that we are now, because it's really, really
1:10:15
focused not the same as it was three weeks ago, you know?
1:10:21
I'm so I feel absolutely. We have definitely got the
1:10:27
perspective, I feel we need You know, we were all kind of hoping
1:10:32
that we would get all on the same page and I think we, we
1:10:36
were successful sure. Because it midst of all the
1:10:39
chaos on that, on that night, there was no sense of danger.
1:10:43
You know, there was no sense of caution that we should, you
1:10:48
know, go outside of ourselves. You know, we we were okay with
1:10:54
what we had and that's, you know, so that we could we There
1:10:59
for each other. And that's where we can.
1:11:04
Hopefully extend that out you know, to others who eat that.
1:11:08
You know, that is a solid foundation to build on.
1:11:11
We were each other. Yeah, yeah.
1:11:15
Yeah. We were there for each other.
1:11:17
We were each other and that's a whole other.
1:11:21
That is absolutely accurate. Yeah.
1:11:26
We were each other, you know? But uh, I don't know.
1:11:31
I think that that's a great spot to kind of wrap the podcast up
1:11:38
at least, you know, because there's there's there's there's
1:11:42
there's, there's this so much that even talk about further,
1:11:46
but you guys go on for hours. But yeah, yeah, we could.
1:11:51
But it was, it was, it was, it was a tremendous opportunity
1:11:54
that we With each other. We were each other.
1:11:56
We became each other. We are here, still now to talk
1:12:01
about it and we've got a good strong Foundation to build on I
1:12:05
feel and so for everybody, you know, listening watching
1:12:09
whatever like thoroughly folk, Middle Tennessee.
1:12:14
We don't have like an online presence per se, but more to
1:12:19
come more to come with that because we absolutely, you know,
1:12:29
we live in the digital age, man. We live in the information age
1:12:33
and so a lot of the way people connect and a lot of weight that
1:12:37
people learn about things is through Platforms.
1:12:41
Social media, etc, etc. But it's the real deal.
1:12:46
It's the living with each other. It's the existing with each
1:12:49
other. It's the sharing of moments with
1:12:54
each other that make up. Tribe, real tribe.
1:13:02
So I want to say thank you, Patrick and dingo.
1:13:05
If you guys want to hang out a little bit before we end this
1:13:09
call, but for all the podcasts and YouTube and everybody,
1:13:13
listening watching and stuff, this is us.
1:13:16
And this is I think as much of an organic experience of us that
1:13:23
you'll get in this way without experiencing us.
1:13:27
Real time because there's not a whole lot of difference between
1:13:31
made and all. Yep, this is usually my
1:13:34
background for podcasts and it Skies brainbow wall.
1:13:38
And I want to give a quick shout-out to that that, you
1:13:43
know, it's like he did this. He spent time on this, he made
1:13:46
this. Yeah.
1:13:49
All of the life, all the living, all of us, all the colors, all
1:13:54
the colors, That's a family joke.
1:14:00
Not that any, my family's going to watch this, but all the
1:14:03
colors, all the colors. But we do, we're gonna, we're
1:14:07
definitely the tribe to, to accept and welcome in everybody
1:14:12
and anybody. And, and as much of this tribe
1:14:16
that everybody that's listening. Watching wants to experience or
1:14:20
see in the Middle, Tennessee area.
1:14:22
Specifically more to come more too.
1:14:26
More to definitely come. You know, there's been a lot of
1:14:30
good that's happened over the last month or so I feel between
1:14:34
us collectively and US individually.
1:14:37
So there's definitely more to come with that.
1:14:39
But yeah, I want to thank you guys for coming on here.
1:14:43
And you know talking a bit about this.
1:14:45
This is this is going to be a lot of fun.
1:14:48
So for everybody that's listening watching, you know, as
1:14:52
I mentioned earlier, all the ways that you can support the
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It's all going to be posted down in the description or the show
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the whole social media bit but until next time and until we all
1:15:16
talk again, hail to you all stay safe out.
1:15:20
There may your Hearth fires. Always continue to burn bright
1:15:25
and we'll see. You in the next episode.
1:15:28
So have a great night everybody. Love it all.