Latest / The Trauma Therapist / Episode 734: Asking Is The Medicine with Dr. Aimie Apigian
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- 0:10Or welcome back to the Trauma Therapist Podcast. My name is Gaming Person.
- 0:14My mission is to help trauma therapist be their incredible cells, to be human,
- 0:19to be real, not just a clinician. I'm a big believer in
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- 0:37That's the Trauma Therapist Project dot com. Let's get started. So five four
- 0:44three two and one, our folks, welcome back to the podcast. I
- 0:48am very excited to have back doctor Amy at pigion Amy, welcome back.
- 0:54Thank you so much excited to have you back. You know, last time
- 0:58we spoke, well the first time we spoke, you know, you just
- 1:00you just get it. You just you just I just get this feeling like
- 1:06this person, you just are on fire. You're passionate, and that's what
- 1:15I love about you, and that's why I wanted to bring you back.
- 1:19So we'll get into the I don't know, I don't know very many other
- 1:23people guy like you and me who love to talk about trauma. I think
- 1:26that does make us unique. Well, yeah, maybe that that's what it
- 1:30boiled down to. So. Doctor Amy is a board certified preventative medicine physician
- 1:36with a master's in biochemistry and a master's in public health. She's an author,
- 1:41speaker, and founder of Trauma Healing Accelerated LLC, as well as family
- 1:46challenge camps, and host of the bio Optimized Summit. We're gonna talk about
- 1:49that. After a few years in a general surgery residency in Portant, Oregon,
- 1:55she decided to for forge her career path as a trauma, attachment and
- 1:59addiction medic and physician. She believes the healing journey can be accelerated through evidence
- 2:04based tools and approaches to rewire the nervous system and the effects of chronic stress
- 2:07and trauma on the mind and body. Having both parent to children with effects
- 2:12from trauma and attachment issues, and then having her own health challenges from chronic
- 2:15stress and traumas, she's intensely invested on finding what actually works practically on how
- 2:22to restore the body to its highest potential for health optimizing biology. Welcome back,
- 2:28Thank you so much, guy. I'm ready to dive into our topic
- 2:30today, all right. Before we do that, remind our listeners where you're
- 2:34from originally and where you are now. I grew up in Washington State.
- 2:38I was actually born not too far from the Canadian border over on the eastern
- 2:44side of Washington, central eastern Washington, and have since located to southern California,
- 2:51but also halfway between here and central Mexico, where I've been building a
- 2:57home and retreat center. Wow exclamation point. So you're building a home and
- 3:04retreat center? How cool is that? Yeah? You want to come?
- 3:07Let's yeah? Seriously? Yeah, no, I'm serious? Yeah? Do
- 3:13is that going to be up and running? Well? I have started to
- 3:15live there when I go down, and so I'm looking at being able to
- 3:20host groups and workshops by the end of this year twenty twenty three. Wow.
- 3:25Exciting. So well, let's touch on you know, you said you
- 3:30you loved talking about trauma and stuff. What is it about it that gets
- 3:37you going? If we can use that? So it's so misunderstood and there's
- 3:44so much that we can do about it misunderstood. How one of the things
- 3:50that happened to me, and I know that this happens to a lot of
- 3:52other professionals, is that we get misdiagnosed with being stressed or having chronic stress,
- 3:58when it's actually a trauma response in our body. And so we're being
- 4:02given the wrong diagnosis, if you want to call that a diagnosis, And
- 4:06so we're given the wrong tools. We're told to go manage our stress better
- 4:11and thus to do stress management tools, not realizing that that's going to miss
- 4:15the mark if we're actually working with a trauma response that continues to play out
- 4:20in our body. And so it's so misunderstood because people think of trauma as
- 4:25oh, this big event in my life and whether I had it, whether
- 4:28I don't, And it's not that like the body will continue to live from
- 4:34this place of trauma without us ever knowing it, because we're still focused on
- 4:39some event that happened in our past, not realizing that no, like this
- 4:43is our present moment experience and our present moment biology. So just to recap
- 4:51a little bit clarifying corrept if we're wrong here, So you're saying that many
- 4:58times, oftentimes a lot people misdiagnose misdiagnose it because they think it's a singular
- 5:03event. But in addition to that, are you also saying that it trauma
- 5:10can be viewed on a continuum like stress on one hand all and then on
- 5:15the other end of the continum is trauma. Yeah, so trauma actually does
- 5:20happen on a very sequential process, So you have to go through the stress
- 5:26response to have a trauma response. In fact, the definition of a trauma
- 5:30response, if you look at it in what's happening in the body and the
- 5:32autonomic nervous system, is that the stress response gets overwhelmed or else the person
- 5:40would be able to stay in that stress response and they would be staying in
- 5:43a very active place. And so just to walk through that trauma response,
- 5:46you initially have a startle. So we always have a startle to whatever is
- 5:51happening, even if it's a noise that turns out to be oh, my
- 5:56kids drop the toy or whatever. The door slammed unexpected, and we feel
- 6:00that little startle. We get this little burst of energy, but it doesn't
- 6:03take us all the way into that stress response until we see oh no,
- 6:08no, like the kitchen stove is on fire, this is something serious,
- 6:13and then we move into full stress response, which is the sympathetic and that
- 6:18sympathetic is there to move us to action. And so the way that it
- 6:23does that is it sends out this burst of adrenaline rushes through our body.
- 6:28We can often feel that surge of energy that comes from that adrenaline rush.
- 6:31Our heart races, our breath quickens. It's a full body response to be
- 6:36in that stress response. But the whole intent guy, like the whole neurobiology,
- 6:43all of the chemicals, everything involved, is for one purpose and one
- 6:46purpose only to take action. And so when we are in that high energy
- 6:54state, and it is the highest energy state that we have as a human
- 6:57body, and this is why some people will intend stress themselves out where they
- 7:00may become adrenaline junkies in order to feel most alive, because it is true
- 7:06like this is when we feel the most alive. And I've seen people do
- 7:13this create stress in their lives. I've worked with a lot of kids who
- 7:15have significant attachment trauma and watch them literally create drama. And it's you know,
- 7:24it's fascinating to see this stress response can be so familiar to some people
- 7:29that they need to create it in order just to feel normal in their day.
- 7:32But when that threat or danger, whether it's emotional, psychological, physical,
- 7:39it does not matter. There's only one stress response, and there's only
- 7:42one trauma response in the body, and anything that for any reason at that
- 7:47time in our life overwhelmed our stress response and its ability to take action.
- 7:56If it gets overwhelmed, the body goes into a trauma response, and it
- 8:00literally takes that adrenaline, which is like having our gas pedal all the way
- 8:05to the floor, and it's like throwing on the emergency break. So your
- 8:09foot can still be on that gas pedal. It doesn't take away the fact
- 8:13that there might still be this adrenaline surging through your blood and your tissues.
- 8:18But you have just now thrown on that emergency break. Your car comes screeching
- 8:22to a halt, your energy drains, and guess what, like you stop
- 8:28taking action. The whole purpose of this frieze response, this trauma response is
- 8:35to collapse, is to stop, is to not take action, but instead
- 8:41conserve energy so that we can hopefully survive this thing. But we can only
- 8:46get into that trauma response going through the stress response, because it's the stress
- 8:50response itself that gets overwhelmed, leading a person and their body into this trauma
- 8:56response. And so then what happens is that the body without resolution and being
- 9:03able to complete that cycle. It now kind of gets stuck in going into
- 9:09this freeze response, and then people start developing diseases over time. They start
- 9:13noticing that they have low energy all the time, they start noticing that they
- 9:18have sleep problems, chronic digestive problems, they have all of these downstream effects
- 9:24on their biology from their trauma response still playing out in their body. Well,
- 9:31and yeah, a couple of things just quickly came to my mind as
- 9:33you were talking. One is, you know, you talked about adrenaline junkies
- 9:37and remind me of combat vats who come back and they're like lost, and
- 9:45a lot of times they are seeking that not just a chronomy, but the
- 9:50the adrenaline of the combat theater in a sense. Wow, what a thank
- 9:56you for that really illustrative diagram of what's going on with the trauma response.
- 10:03But also also you're talking about all these other kind of downstream effects that people,
- 10:13you know, physicians or whomever are looking at and then not being able
- 10:16to connect the dots. Give us an example of what that looks like of
- 10:22how things are misdiagnosed. Autoimmunity, chronic pain, chronic fatigue, Each of
- 10:28those are classic examples of a chronic freeze response in the body. This is
- 10:35the dorsal vagel response continuing to play out now over time, usually over years
- 10:41and years and years, and eventually it changes the biology of a person,
- 10:46causes enough baseline inflammation that it sets into play these diseases. And yet physicians,
- 10:56not knowing this lens of trauma, diagnose it as you have an autoimmune
- 11:01condition, and here's a medication for it, or if I'm a functional medicine
- 11:05posician, here's a diet for it. Here's chronic pain, Well, here's
- 11:09some medications. Or if I'm an integrative practitioner, well, then here's some
- 11:13meditation and some other practices for chronic pain. And yet we're not really addressing
- 11:18what's driving each of these chronic diseases. And yet here we are also with
- 11:24the trauma therapists, and they're seeing people for the trauma side of things,
- 11:28and sometimes they don't realize that when they see that this person also has autoimmunity,
- 11:33also has chronic digestive issues, that that is an expression a manifestation of
- 11:39the trauma work and how accumulated the trauma has become in their body, and
- 11:46even how more gently they're going to need to do the trauma work for this
- 11:48person who has all of these downstream effects in their biology, because it's almost
- 11:54like it's become even deeper ingrained in who they are to the degree that affecting
- 12:00their physiology, and so to change that whole system takes more time and more
- 12:07gentleness. We're not going to be able to dive deep and fast into things
- 12:11because we'll actually re traumatize the body and put it back into this overwhelmed,
- 12:16Oh my goodness, that was too much, too fast type of state.
- 12:18Are you saying that there's a direct relationship causitive relationship between trauma and autommune disease
- 12:28or sometimes there's that effect. So what we have seen in the literature,
- 12:35and we can go back to the Average Childhood Experiences study, and this was
- 12:39the first study that really started to connect adult diseases chronic diseases with childhood trauma
- 12:48and autoimmunity became one of the first ones that they saw. The first one
- 12:52was actually obesity and being overweight. That was what clued them in to the
- 12:56fact that there was that connection. But it opened up their curiosity and they
- 13:01started looking at, well, what else might be connected and they found a
- 13:05very strong association. Now, in science, we are never going to say
- 13:09causation, We're going to say association. But then along the way there's been
- 13:15other elements that if you study functional medicine, for example, you know that
- 13:20these have to play a role for a person to develop an autoimmunity. One
- 13:24of those would be leaky gut and food sensitivities. So you actually have to
- 13:28have leaky gut and inflammation in your gut to develop an autoimmune condition. So
- 13:33what if you had childhood trauma and for whatever reason that I don't know is
- 13:39possible, but you might not have leaky gut, which I think that everybody
- 13:41who experiences trauma has leaky gut to a certain degree, and you might not
- 13:46develop the autommunity, you might develop the chronic fatigue, you might develop the
- 13:52fibromylogia, you might develop something else. And so all of our life experiences
- 13:56are epigenetics or genetics. It all comes together into the pot to decide what
- 14:03will be your downstream effect of having this nervous system that's driving disease. But
- 14:09which disease. Wow, there's a lot of factors that go into which one
- 14:15it will be. For you culturally, I mean at the stage of where
- 14:20we are, are things changing in terms of professionals, physicians becoming more aware
- 14:30of that trauma lens you were talking about. I want to say yes,
- 14:35and to a certain degree, I want to say yes. And yet I
- 14:39mean doctor Vincent Feletti has been doing this work and put out this first adverse
- 14:43to how to Experience the study in nineteen eighty. We are several several decades
- 14:50into this and it is still not in conventional medicine. Yet he has shown
- 14:56through studies that are very wrong statistically significant, that just by asking a person,
- 15:05what were some experiences in your life and do you think that this disease
- 15:09or symptom that you have right now has anything to do with something that has
- 15:13happened in your life before? Simply by asking Guy, And this was fascinated,
- 15:18and I blew my mind right because being a physician, I want to
- 15:22do things. I want to fix things. Why I didn't become a therapist
- 15:26and the psychiatrist. I don't want to just talk. I want to do
- 15:28no offense. Please, Guy. So I saw this study and he's talking
- 15:35to me about it, and he says, just by asking, that is
- 15:39the treatment, and yet that is not what happens in conventional medicine. Yet,
- 15:46and these studies are decades decades old, why aren't they well, because
- 15:52what those studies showed was that it decreased the emergency room rate by thirty percent.
- 16:00Boy, So imagine the conventional medical system that runs on health insurance,
- 16:07that runs on people having emergencies and needing to go to the emergency room like
- 16:11this is where are their revenue comes from. Imagine if they actually implemented this
- 16:17and people stopped needing to go see the doctor as much and started getting better
- 16:22and feeling better simply because they were being heard and they had a space to
- 16:26talk about these things that otherwise you just don't talk about these things. It
- 16:33decreased the amount of emergency room visits by thirty percent. That's amazing, and
- 16:40it's crazy, and it's sad and frightening all of those. Yeah, I
- 16:45mean, to what degree also, do you think comes into play the fact
- 16:52that just trauma in and of itself is almost like a hot potato in our
- 16:56culture. Who no one wants to talk about it except me and you.
- 17:00But you know, what is it that traumatize you that wouldn't traumatize me.
- 17:07Now where does that come into play too? What I see is that it
- 17:14makes people uncomfortable because they haven't dealt with their own right. And so if
- 17:19I have stuff that I start feeling bubbling up just by hearing you, oh
- 17:26yeah, no, I don't want to hear you. I need to put
- 17:29distance between me and you. Let me put something right. But I need
- 17:33to protect myself because if this stuff bubbles up, I fall apart. And
- 17:38I can't fall apart. I have thirty more patients to see today, and
- 17:42then I have a family that I have to go take care of it,
- 17:45and then I've got this, and then I've got that, So I can't
- 17:48afford to fall apart. And so it makes us so uncomfortable to be around
- 17:55people who are letting their stuff surface, because we've got to keep our stuff
- 18:00stuffed down. Let me just remind everyone i'm talking with doctor Amy Epigeon.
- 18:07Or let's just pause here for a second to thank our sponsors. All right,
- 18:12we are back. So Amy, how do you work? Okay?
- 18:18So you have all this incredible knowledge in your perspective? What do you do?
- 18:26What do I do? Right? What do you do? I so
- 18:27appreciate that guy, You've you got me. You understand my need to do
- 18:33things and to fix things. What do I do? I take everything that
- 18:38I have experienced and everything that I've learned to really develop a pathway that people
- 18:45can follow. I can guide them down this pathway to gently start addressing the
- 18:51stored trauma in their body. So, even as a medical physician, I
- 18:56actually start people with twenty one days of somatic work. This is basic somatic
- 19:04work, largely influenced by my training and somatic experiencing with doctor Peter Levine,
- 19:10where I then took my training because I did that training to help myself.
- 19:14At the time wasn't ever intended to be something that I do with my work.
- 19:18But I took that and I applied it to my own life and I
- 19:22figured out what what I needed to do from that on a daily basis to
- 19:27make this work to see change in my own life, to see change in
- 19:32my own health. And so when people come to me now, that's actually
- 19:37where I start them, because that somatic work will gently start to create moments
- 19:44of safety for them. And we are so used to living in our heads.
- 19:49Our heads have been our safe place. We love to read about stuff
- 19:53or watch a video about stuff, listen to a podcast about stuff, but
- 19:57experience it. No no, no, no, thank you. Let me
- 20:00stay in my head. That's our safe space. And so being able to
- 20:03come in and say, ah, but I need you in your body like
- 20:07I need mind and body actually connected. And how we do that is through
- 20:11these basic somatic tools, where your mind is putting its attention on different sensations
- 20:17in the body, understanding it, but understanding it with the intention of I
- 20:22want to create an experience of safety for you right now. So that's the
- 20:26first seven days. The next seven days, I'm teaching them somatic tools to
- 20:33create a felt sense of support for themselves. And so much of this process,
- 20:37guy, is them being empowered to do this for themselves. Just that
- 20:42is helping them get out of the trauma response. I can do something,
- 20:47and I can do something for myself. I'm not helpless, I'm not powerless,
- 20:51I'm not stuck no matter what's going on. I've got tools right now
- 20:55that I can pull out and I can create this safety, this port for
- 21:00myself. Let me just say interjective, I made for some So these people
- 21:04who are coming to you, who are they? Anyone who's suffered trauma?
- 21:08Yes, and actually more and more professionals are coming to me. So professionals
- 21:14both in the medical field and in the mental health space, they're coming.
- 21:18Some of the professionals want to go into my training program and become a biology
- 21:22of trauma professional, and this is the prerequisite for that, is this somatic
- 21:27work. But a lot of them recognize, oh, I've got my own
- 21:33trauma work to do, and here I am trying to help people, and
- 21:37I'm noticing that my body is still reacting to some people, my body is
- 21:41getting tired at the end of the day, Like I notice that I'm going
- 21:44still into a freezer or a trauma response. With the work that I do,
- 21:47it's limiting my ability to help people. Well, I'm also hearing here
- 21:52is a kind of reversal of the Western medical paradigm too. Right, we're
- 21:59often times not always obviously they're but oftentimes when people go to a physician,
- 22:03it's okay, the physician is going to you know, heal the person,
- 22:10but you're empowering the the client coming to you. Okay, so continue.
- 22:15So you've got the first time that's and that's just such an important point that
- 22:18you that you highlighted there. So again like we've given our power away and
- 22:26and then you know, we get upset when mistakes are made or or you
- 22:32know, we we've put our hopes onto something. And yet being that we
- 22:37live with our own body, like we truly can become the experts on our
- 22:42body. And I think that every person should become the experts of their own
- 22:47body and specifically their nervous system, so that not only do they have the
- 22:52understanding of which state of the nervous system? And I am I in right
- 22:56now? I am my in stress? Am I in trauma? Am I
- 22:59in pairstic? Which of those three states of the nervous system am I in
- 23:03at any given moment? And am I okay with being here? Or do
- 23:07I want to use some of my tools to shift into a different state?
- 23:11But that sense of empowerment is important, So I am clear that my role
- 23:15is not to fix you, not to heal you. My role is to
- 23:19create the environment in which the transformation could happen when you show up and do
- 23:26the work. I show you what work needs to be done, but I
- 23:29can't do the work for you. I create the environment in which the transformation
- 23:37can happen when you show up and you do the work. How much of
- 23:41that perspective was born out of your own experience going through trauma, experiencing trauma,
- 23:48everything like that was the one of the hard lessons that I ought to
- 23:55learn with my adopted son Miguel, as I went into it expecting that I
- 24:00could could be the one to heal him from his pain and his past,
- 24:06and I had to learn that that wasn't my job. My job is to
- 24:08create the environment. In that case, it's creating the home environment and creating
- 24:12the relationship environment that he could choose the healing. But he had to choose
- 24:19that. So okay, continue on. So the first seven days, second
- 24:27seven days, and what happens after that for people? So the last week,
- 24:32that last seven days, I'm teaching them exercises on expansion. And this
- 24:37is safe expansion. And that might not be a term that many people are
- 24:41used to, but expansion is really the only place where we experience joy,
- 24:48where we experience healthy anger, where we can actually process past trauma in a
- 24:56healthy way. All of that takes place in this state of expansion rather than
- 25:02collapse and restriction. And yet many people thinking that, oh, I want
- 25:06to experience more joy in life, they try to just go to expansion first
- 25:11without laying that foundation of No, you need to feel safe first, and
- 25:15your body needs to feel supported first, and then it can move into expansion.
- 25:21I see safety and support as being like the two legs that we stand
- 25:26on, and when those are strong and stable, it allows our upper body
- 25:32to move, to dance, to move into expansion. But without those foundational
- 25:37legs, you're going to actually potentially create another trauma response as your body expands
- 25:45and then contracts immediately because it's like, I don't have the support for this,
- 25:48I don't have the safety for this, and I need to collapse in
- 25:52order to move back into what feels safe to me. And it's fascinating because
- 25:59I've started this study the people who go through my twenty one day journey program
- 26:03because I was seeing changes. But I being a physician, right like,
- 26:07I think in numbers, and I like, I need to be able to
- 26:10objectively measure this change. Guy, please don't laugh at me. So I
- 26:14started collecting data from them, and we have the data back now. We've
- 26:18collected data from two different twenty one day journeys. We're doing a third one
- 26:22right now, and drift from the beginning to the end just those twenty one
- 26:26days people experience, and these were all statistically significant numbers. Not only do
- 26:33they experience a sixty percent increase in felt sense of safety, but then get
- 26:37this, because of that twenty six percent decrease in daily physical pain, Wow,
- 26:45twenty eight percent decrease in GI symptoms, twenty eight percent decrease in sleep
- 26:52issues, thirty percent decrease in anxiety, thirty percent decrease in depression. We
- 26:59have these numbers that show that wait a second, what you're doing here that
- 27:03you just think are these simple somatic exercises ten minutes a day, They're actually
- 27:07changing something in your body that it's actually changing your daily physical pain levels.
- 27:14There are people who go through this program that they message me afterwards and they
- 27:18say, I don't know what happened, I don't know what you just did
- 27:22to me, but I no longer need my pain medications. I just got
- 27:30off my arthritis pain medications and I don't need them anymore. We've had other
- 27:34people get off their thyroid medications. Why because, like their physiology is now
- 27:41coming from this place of safety that they've learned to create for themselves, not
- 27:45waiting on other people to do this, not waiting on life to do this
- 27:49for them. They are intentional now about no, I create safety in my
- 27:55daily life. I create a felt sense of support in my daily life,
- 27:57and then our physiology changes as a result of that. So we're literally living
- 28:03now from a physiology of safety rather than this physiology of fear, which will
- 28:08always drive disease and pain. Now, is this people who've experienced the broad
- 28:17range of traumas, Yes, there's okay, we don't and we don't qualify
- 28:22that. We say, this is what it is. This is the journey
- 28:26that I guide you into. You are more than welcome if you want to
- 28:29show up and do the work and see what's possible for you. So as
- 28:33not at all based on any specific form of trauma or the fact that they
- 28:38think that they've even had trauma, that's not the point. The point is
- 28:41you have a body, you have a nervous system. You need to become
- 28:45the expert in it. So come on, let's do the work. And
- 28:48in terms of intervention, you've mentioned semitic experiencing. Is that the basis of
- 28:53what you're doing for this initial phase. Yes, and then once they complete
- 28:59that base sick somatic work for the twenty one days. Then we step into
- 29:04parts work and biology work. So those are the three components that I integrate
- 29:11into the path and the journey that I create for people. I start with
- 29:15that somatic work just because again from the data that I'm now seeing as well,
- 29:18that kind of proves my point is that is the place to start,
- 29:22because if I try to start with biology, then I'm working still from this
- 29:27biology of fear, and it's always going to be up and down and all
- 29:32over the place to pain on your day depend on how much fear you had
- 29:33that day. Whereas if I can stabilize it, if I can help regulate
- 29:40your nervous system, that's what stabilizes your biology. And now you've got a
- 29:45different baseline. We can come in and we can look at your biology and
- 29:48we look at things including attachment, We look at things including neurodevelopment and do
- 29:53you have any ner developmental gaps that would actually be feeding the dysregulation of your
- 30:00nervous system. So here I have guy grown ass adults professionals around the world
- 30:04who are on the floor doing a tummy crawl in order to repair the neurodevelopmental
- 30:11gap that they seem to have in their nervous system. It's incredible, and
- 30:15for some of them, they're not able to do it at first. Just
- 30:18getting down on the floor on their tummy, it starts to just bringing up
- 30:21so much stuff, stuff that doesn't have memories, it doesn't even have words.
- 30:25They maybe just start crying, and so sometimes it can take some time
- 30:29just to be able to get comfortable enough to do that work to be on
- 30:33the floor. But we do attachment ner development. We do a lot of
- 30:37the gut health, and so we do gut health, which includes grief work.
- 30:42We do stress work, so we actually work to empower our stress response,
- 30:48not diminish our stress response, but actually strengthen our stress response so that
- 30:52we can stay in that stress longer and not go into the trauma response.
- 30:57The trauma response is most of the damage comes to our biology, the downstream
- 31:03long term effects on our biology and our disease. So once we've worked on
- 31:08that freeze response and we work with mitochondria, we work with all of the
- 31:11things that are draining our energy. Inflammation is a big one. Neurotransmitters are
- 31:17another one. We're all working to regulate the nervous system just through these different
- 31:22ways. The biology work, the parts work, and the somatic work,
- 31:26integrating all of them for the final net effect of regulating that nervous system,
- 31:32because that's what's going to change a person's health, physical health, mental health,
- 31:36emotional health more than anything else. You know. The idea of being
- 31:41empowered as a trauma survivor is really interesting. I mean, and it's very
- 31:51inspiring because it's almost the antithesis right of what someone's experience is. So just
- 31:59to you talk about that, it's very inspiring to me. The other thing
- 32:02that's very interesting to me is, you know the way you talk, Amy,
- 32:08you can feel I can feel your experience moving through almost everything you say.
- 32:15And I'm wondering, could you imagine, like when you were going through
- 32:22medical school and became a physician, could you imagine hearing yourself now speak?
- 32:30Because stereotypically it's very different from a lot of Western physicians. Correct very different,
- 32:38and obviously there are exceptions out there, But the different is what is
- 32:45that what bridges that gap your experience having experienced trauma. Yeah, and this
- 32:53is actually takes me back to the last conversation that I have a doctor gobber
- 32:59Matt Tay where he says, both you and I our work is not recognized
- 33:04by the convencial medical system because it's just too different, Like they don't even
- 33:08know what to do with it. It's so different from their model. It's
- 33:13not like, oh, here's a new protocol, here's a new diagnosis,
- 33:16let's put this in the DSM five. It's so different that they don't even
- 33:22know what to do with it. And so when I was first starting out
- 33:25of my medical training, I had no idea that this is where I would
- 33:30land. I mean, this is very much the accumulation of my experiences.
- 33:35And then yes, I do feel that at a certain point I had this
- 33:38calling that I could choose to step into. And I definitely see that I
- 33:45am living my purpose and am very much enjoying it. Well, you can
- 33:52feel it. I mean you can feel you're living your purpose. I mean
- 33:54it's so exciting. My God, are what's the best way for people to
- 34:00get in touch with you? As we kind of wind down here before even
- 34:04before you answer that, so you have a summit coming up. I know
- 34:07it's not coming up to August, but give us tell us a little bit
- 34:08about that. Who it's for, what's about where it is? Yeah,
- 34:13So this is my third annual Biology of Traumas Summit and have a lot of
- 34:17great speakers lined up. Doctor gobber Mate is coming back again, doctor Peter
- 34:21Levine and doctor Stephen Poor just doctor Bruce Lipton is another one, doctor Mark
- 34:25Hymen. Light Lightweights basically lightweight light lightweights of the field. So I mean
- 34:34again, like I just I get so excited that I get to be at
- 34:37the center of all of this and bring them all together and make this magic
- 34:39happen. So the theme for this year's summit is the trauma disease connection and
- 34:46the path to freedom and so being able to look at what are those diseases
- 34:52that have that association with trauma that we just haven't had that lens, haven't
- 34:57had that eyesight, and then what do we do about it? Right?
- 34:59So I always want to share that, hope, I always want to share
- 35:01that, And there's so much we can do about this, and so it
- 35:04will be including that the path to freedom. So is this online? This
- 35:08is all online and free registration August one through seven, and so make I
- 35:15would make sure that you're getting my email so that you can get that registration
- 35:20link when it opens, because it's going to open the end of July.
- 35:22I'm also happy to send that over to you as well, and people can
- 35:25subscribe to my newsletter on my website Trauma Healing Accelerated dot com and that would
- 35:30be how they will make sure that they get that registration information when it goes
- 35:36live end of July. Okay, I'll make sure to have that linked up
- 35:38here at the show notes page at the Trauma Theres podcast dot com. Amy.
- 35:44Always amazing to speak with you and so freaking inspiring. Really, I
- 35:50love it and you're awesome. Thanks so much for being here. Thank you
- 35:53so much, guy. It's always wonderful to spend time with you. All
- 35:57right, thank you. Care