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- 0:00Speaker 1: Chapter 42 Had Elizabeth's opinion been all drawn from her
- 0:07Speaker 1: own family, she could not have formed a very pleasing
- 0:10Speaker 1: picture of conjugal felicity or domestic comfort. Her father, captivated
- 0:16Speaker 1: by youth and beauty, and that appearance of good humour
- 0:20Speaker 1: which youth and beauty generally give, had married a woman
- 0:25Speaker 1: whose weak understanding and illiberal mind had very early in
- 0:30Speaker 1: their marriage put an end to all real affection for her. Respect,
- 0:36Speaker 1: esteem and confidence had vanished for ever, and all his
- 0:41Speaker 1: views of domestic happiness were overthrown. But Mr Bennett was
- 0:47Speaker 1: not of a disposition to seek comfort for the disappointment
- 0:52Speaker 1: which his own imprudence had brought on, in any of
- 0:55Speaker 1: those pleasures which too often console the unfortunate for their
- 1:00Speaker 1: folly or their vice. He was fond of the country
- 1:05Speaker 1: and of books, and from these tastes had arisen his
- 1:09Speaker 1: principal enjoyments. To his wife he was very little otherwise
- 1:15Speaker 1: indebted than as her ignorance and folly had contributed to
- 1:19Speaker 1: his amusement. This is not the sort of happiness which
- 1:23Speaker 1: a man would in general wish to owe to his wife.
- 1:28Speaker 1: But where other powers of entertainment are wanting, the true
- 1:32Speaker 1: philosopher will derive benefit from such as are given. Elizabeth, however,
- 1:40Speaker 1: had never been blind to the impropriety of her father's
- 1:43Speaker 1: behaviour as a husband. She had always seen it with pain.
- 1:49Speaker 1: But respecting his abilities, and grateful for his affectionate treatment
- 1:53Speaker 1: of herself, she endeavoured to forget what she could not overlook,
- 1:59Speaker 1: and to banish from her thoughts that continual breach of
- 2:03Speaker 1: conjugal obligation and decorum which, in exposing his wife to
- 2:08Speaker 1: the contempt of her own children, was so highly reprehensible.
- 2:14Speaker 1: But she had never felt so strongly as now the
- 2:18Speaker 1: disadvantages which must attend the children of so unsuitable a marriage,
- 2:23Speaker 1: nor ever been so fully aware of the evils arising
- 2:27Speaker 1: from so ill-judged a direction of talents, talents which, rightly used,
- 2:33Speaker 1: might at least have preserved the respectability of his daughters,
- 2:38Speaker 1: even if incapable of enlarging the mind of his wife.
- 2:42Speaker 1: When Elizabeth had rejoiced over Wickham's departure, she found little
- 2:47Speaker 1: other cause for satisfaction in the loss of the regiment.
- 2:52Speaker 1: Their parties abroad were less varied than before, and at
- 2:56Speaker 1: home she had a mother and sister whose constant repinings
- 3:01Speaker 1: at the dullness of everything around them threw a real
- 3:05Speaker 1: gloom over their domestic circle. And, though Kitty might in
- 3:10Speaker 1: time regain her natural degree of sense, since the disturbers
- 3:15Speaker 1: of her brain were removed, her other sister... from whose
- 3:20Speaker 1: disposition greater evil might be apprehended, was likely to be hardened,
- 3:26Speaker 1: in all her folly and assurance, by a situation of
- 3:30Speaker 1: such double danger as a watering-place and a camp. Upon
- 3:35Speaker 1: the whole, therefore, she found, what has been sometimes found before,
- 3:41Speaker 1: that an event to which she had looked forward with
- 3:44Speaker 1: impatient desire did not, in taking place, bring all the
- 3:49Speaker 1: satisfaction she had promised herself. It was consequently necessary to
- 3:55Speaker 1: name some other period for the commencement of actual felicity,
- 4:00Speaker 1: to have some other point on which her wishes and
- 4:04Speaker 1: hopes might be fixed, and by again enjoying the pleasure
- 4:08Speaker 1: of anticipation, console herself for the present, and prepare for
- 4:14Speaker 1: another disappointment. Her tour to the lakes was now the
- 4:19Speaker 1: object of her happiest thoughts. It was her best consolation
- 4:24Speaker 1: for all the uncomfortable hours which the discontentedness of her
- 4:28Speaker 1: mother and Kitty made inevitable. And could she have included
- 4:32Speaker 1: Jane in the scheme, every part of it would have
- 4:36Speaker 1: been perfect. But it is fortunate, thought she, that I
- 4:42Speaker 1: have something to wish for. Were the whole arrangement complete,
- 4:47Speaker 1: My disappointment would be certain. But here, by carrying with
- 4:52Speaker 1: me one ceaseless source of regret in my sister's absence,
- 4:57Speaker 1: I may reasonably hope to have all my expectations of
- 5:00Speaker 1: pleasure realised. A scheme of which every part promises delight
- 5:06Speaker 1: can never be successful. And general disappointment is only warded
- 5:11Speaker 1: off by the defence of some little peculiar vexation. When
- 5:17Speaker 1: Lydia went away, she promised to write very often and
- 5:21Speaker 1: very minutely to her mother and Kitty, but her letters
- 5:25Speaker 1: were always long expected and always very short. Those to
- 5:31Speaker 1: her mother contained little else than that they were just
- 5:35Speaker 1: returned from the library, where such and such officers had
- 5:39Speaker 1: attended them, and where she had seen such beautiful ornaments
- 5:44Speaker 1: as made her quite wild. that she had a new
- 5:47Speaker 1: gown or a new parasol, which she would have described
- 5:52Speaker 1: more fully, but was obliged to leave off in a
- 5:55Speaker 1: violent hurry, as Mrs Forster called her. And they were
- 6:00Speaker 1: going to the camp, and from her correspondence with her
- 6:04Speaker 1: sister there was still less to be learnt, for her
- 6:08Speaker 1: letters to Kitty, though rather longer, were much too full
- 6:12Speaker 1: of lines under the words to be made public. After
- 6:17Speaker 1: the first fortnight or three weeks of her absence, health,
- 6:21Speaker 1: good humour and cheerfulness began to reappear at Longbourn. Everything
- 6:27Speaker 1: wore a happier aspect. The families who had been in
- 6:31Speaker 1: town for the winter came back again, and summer finery
- 6:35Speaker 1: and summer engagements arose. Mrs Bennet was restored to her
- 6:41Speaker 1: usual querulous serenity, and by the middle of June, Kitty
- 6:45Speaker 1: was so much recovered as to be able to enter
- 6:48Speaker 1: Meryton without tears, an event of such happy promise as
- 6:54Speaker 1: to make Elizabeth hope that by the following Christmas she
- 6:58Speaker 1: might be so tolerably reasonable as not to mention an
- 7:02Speaker 1: officer above once a day, unless, by some cruel and
- 7:07Speaker 1: malicious arrangement at the War Office, another regiment should be
- 7:12Speaker 1: quartered in Meryton. The time fixed for the beginning of
- 7:16Speaker 1: their northern tour was now fast approaching, and a fortnight
- 7:22Speaker 1: only was wanting of it, when a letter arrived from
- 7:26Speaker 1: Mrs Gardner, which at once delayed its commencement and curtailed
- 7:31Speaker 1: its extent. Mr Gardner would be prevented by business from
- 7:36Speaker 1: setting out till a fortnight later in July, and must
- 7:41Speaker 1: be in London again within a month. and as that
- 7:45Speaker 1: left too short a period for them to go so
- 7:48Speaker 1: far and see so much as they had proposed, or
- 7:52Speaker 1: at least to see it with the leisure and comfort
- 7:55Speaker 1: they had built on, they were obliged to give up
- 7:58Speaker 1: the lakes and substitute a more contracted tour, and, according
- 8:03Speaker 1: to the present plan, were to go no farther northward
- 8:08Speaker 1: than Derbyshire. In that county... there was enough to be
- 8:12Speaker 1: seen to occupy the chief of their three weeks, and
- 8:16Speaker 1: to Mrs Gardiner it had a peculiarly strong attraction. The
- 8:22Speaker 1: town where she had formerly passed some years of her life,
- 8:25Speaker 1: and where they were now to spend a few days,
- 8:28Speaker 1: was probably as great an object of her curiosity as
- 8:32Speaker 1: all the celebrated beauties of Matlock, Chatsworth, Dovedale, or the Peake.
- 8:39Speaker 1: Elizabeth was excessively disappointed. She had set her heart on
- 8:43Speaker 1: seeing the lakes, and still thought there might have been
- 8:47Speaker 1: time enough. But it was her business to be satisfied,
- 8:51Speaker 1: and certainly her temper to be happy, and all was
- 8:55Speaker 1: soon right again. With the mention of Derbyshire, there were
- 9:00Speaker 1: many ideas connected. It was impossible for her to see
- 9:03Speaker 1: the word without thinking of Pemberley and its owner. But surely,
- 9:10Speaker 1: said she, I may enter his county with impunity, and
- 9:15Speaker 1: rob it of a few petrified spars, without his perceiving me.
- 9:21Speaker 1: The period of expectation was now doubled. Four weeks were
- 9:26Speaker 1: to pass away before her uncle and aunt's arrival. But
- 9:29Speaker 1: they did pass away, and Mr and Mrs Gardner, with
- 9:33Speaker 1: their four children, did at length appear at Longbourn. The children,
- 9:40Speaker 1: two girls of six and eight years old, and two
- 9:44Speaker 1: younger boys, were to be left under the particular care
- 9:48Speaker 1: of their cousin Jane, who was the general favourite, and
- 9:52Speaker 1: whose steady sense and sweetness of temper exactly adapted her
- 9:57Speaker 1: for attending to them in every way. teaching them, playing
- 10:02Speaker 1: with them and loving them. The gardeners stayed only one
- 10:07Speaker 1: night at Longbourn and set off the next morning with
- 10:10Speaker 1: Elizabeth in pursuit of novelty and amusement. One enjoyment was certain.
- 10:17Speaker 1: that of suitableness as companions, a suitableness which comprehended health
- 10:23Speaker 1: and temper to bear inconveniences, cheerfulness to enhance every pleasure,
- 10:30Speaker 1: and affection and intelligence which might supply it among themselves
- 10:36Speaker 1: if there were disappointments abroad. It is not the object
- 10:41Speaker 1: of this work to give a description of Derbyshire, nor
- 10:44Speaker 1: of any of the remarkable places through which their route
- 10:48Speaker 1: thither lay, Oxford, Blenheim, Warwick, Kenilworth, Birmingham, etc., are sufficiently known.
- 10:56Speaker 1: A small part of Derbyshire is all the present concern.
- 11:03Speaker 1: To the little town of Lambton, the scene of Mrs
- 11:06Speaker 1: Gardiner's former residence, and where she had lately learned that
- 11:11Speaker 1: some acquaintance still remained. They bent their steps. after having
- 11:17Speaker 1: seen all the principal wonders of the country. And within
- 11:21Speaker 1: five miles of Lambton, Elizabeth found, from her aunt, that
- 11:26Speaker 1: Pemberley was situated. It was not in their direct road,
- 11:32Speaker 1: nor more than a mile or two out of it.
- 11:35Speaker 1: In talking over their route the evening before, Mrs Gardiner
- 11:39Speaker 1: expressed an inclination to see the place again. Mr Gardiner
- 11:44Speaker 1: declared his willingness. and Elizabeth was applied to for her approbation.
- 11:51Speaker 1: My love, should not you like to see a place
- 11:54Speaker 1: of which you have heard so much? said her aunt.
- 11:58Speaker 1: A place, too, with which so many of your acquaintance
- 12:02Speaker 1: are connected. Wickham passed all his youth there, you know.
- 12:08Speaker 1: Elizabeth was distressed. She felt that she had no business
- 12:12Speaker 1: at Pemberley. and was obliged to assume a disinclination for
- 12:17Speaker 1: seeing it. She must own that she was tired of
- 12:20Speaker 1: great houses. After going over so many, she really had
- 12:25Speaker 1: no pleasure in fine carpets or satin curtains. Mrs Gardner
- 12:30Speaker 1: abused her stupidity. If it were merely a fine house
- 12:35Speaker 1: richly furnished, said she, I should not care about it myself.
- 12:42Speaker 1: But the grounds are delightful. They have some of the
- 12:46Speaker 1: finest woods in the country. Elizabeth said no more, but
- 12:52Speaker 1: her mind could not acquiesce. The possibility of meeting Mr
- 12:58Speaker 1: Darcy while viewing the place instantly occurred. It would be dreadful.
- 13:05Speaker 1: She blushed at the very idea and thought it would
- 13:08Speaker 1: be better to speak openly to her aunt. than to
- 13:11Speaker 1: run such a risk. But against this there were objections,
- 13:17Speaker 1: and she finally resolved that it could be the last resource,
- 13:22Speaker 1: if her private inquiries as to the absence of the
- 13:24Speaker 1: family were unfavourably answered. Accordingly, when she retired at night,
- 13:32Speaker 1: she asked the chambermaid whether Pemberley were not a very
- 13:35Speaker 1: fine place. What was the name of its proprietor? and,
- 13:41Speaker 1: with no little alarm, whether the family were down for
- 13:44Speaker 1: the summer. A most welcome negative followed the last question,
- 13:52Speaker 1: and her alarms being now removed, she was at leisure
- 13:55Speaker 1: to feel a great deal of curiosity to see the
- 13:59Speaker 1: house herself, and when the subject was revived the next morning,
- 14:04Speaker 1: and she was again applied to, could readily answer, and
- 14:08Speaker 1: with a proper air of indifference, that she had not
- 14:11Speaker 1: really any dislike to the scheme. To Pemberley, therefore, they
- 14:16Speaker 1: were to go.