Latest / The Nerdy Photographer Podcast / 083 - The Creative Spark: Insights and Inspiration for Revitalizing Your Artistic Process
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- 0:00Casey Fatchett: For your listening information, this
- 0:02episode of the nerdy photographer podcast features
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- 0:11This episode is definitely not safe for work. Snug, no, I can't
- 0:22try another passcode. I am the passcode. Oh, hey everybody,
- 0:27welcome to the nerdy photographer podcast. I'm your
- 0:29host. Casey Fatchett, if this is your first time listening to the
- 0:33podcast, in addition to providing you with informative
- 0:35and entertaining photography related information, I also go
- 0:39on adventures with the crew of the starship Fibonacci. They're
- 0:42my hashtag nerdy photo crew. We suspect that beings from another
- 0:47timeline have been making incursions into our reality, so
- 0:49we put some new locks up around the ship to ensure that the
- 0:53person trying to open them has a temporal signature that matches
- 0:56this timeline. Snug. Yeah, I know what that means, that maybe
- 1:00somehow I'm not from this timeline, and I'm having a
- 1:03little bit of an existential Time Crisis just pondering that
- 1:06possibility. Snug you're not helping. On this episode, I sit
- 1:11down and talk with renowned fashion and editorial
- 1:14photographer, art director and educator, Johnny Edward. I have
- 1:19to say, this was a fantastic talk about creativity that I've
- 1:23listened to a couple of times now since we recorded it, and
- 1:27just stick around after the break. This is an amazing
- 1:29discussion, and you need to listen to it. Snug, snug, snug,
- 1:32snug. What do you mean? I might not be in the right place in
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- 2:09Casey Fatchett: Can I pick up SiteGround at my local pharmacy?
- 2:11Unknown: No, you'll need to go to nerdy
- 2:14photographer.com/recommends/siteground to find out more. Thanks. So
- 2:21what's the good news? You have six months to live. That's good
- 2:26news. Better than a
- 2:27Casey Fatchett: week. You've got me there, Doc,
- 2:34Jonny Edward: I was just gonna say it speaks to the idea of
- 2:35small gestures. I had a personal project going for some time that
- 2:39I called forgotten faces, and it was basically just meeting and
- 2:41photographing individuals who are unhoused or dealing with
- 2:44addiction, essentially on the streets for one reason or
- 2:46another. And, you know, I got to the point where I think I
- 2:48photographed like, at least 100 of these individuals, probably
- 2:50talked to 500 and at the end of it, I would always ask, I'd say,
- 2:54Listen, you know, at one point, I was sort of a liaison with the
- 2:56city trying to help individuals get services who are in these
- 2:58positions. And I'm like, what do you need? Like, if I have any
- 3:01opportunity to relay this, what do they need? What do you need?
- 3:04And they're like this, acknowledgement,
- 3:06acknowledgement, like, I'm a fucking human being. And that
- 3:08was so powerful to me that these are people who don't have food,
- 3:11they don't have medical care, they don't have housing, they're
- 3:13constantly in danger. They're constantly in chaos. And what
- 3:15they wanted, the vast majority of the individuals I spoke with,
- 3:19was for someone to look them in the eyes and smile or say hello
- 3:22to actually, for people to treat them like they existed in this
- 3:26society. And it's like, I'm just, I get just saying it. I'm
- 3:28like, fuck yeah, yeah.
- 3:31Casey Fatchett: And just, I mean that I'm a very emotional
- 3:35person. And this is because, and this is because of years of
- 3:38therapy, like, of just letting it out and being It didn't used
- 3:43to be this way, but it's, it's a Yeah, like that. Even you just
- 3:49saying that made me feel a lot of feelings. Oh, on that note,
- 3:54Hey everybody. Welcome to the nerdy photographer podcast. I am
- 3:57your host. Casey Fatchett. I am joined today by Johnny Edward,
- 4:01thank you for joining us, or as other people may know you,
- 4:04Johnny creative, I think this problem. I mean that the first
- 4:09time I saw that that handle, I was just like, that is fucking
- 4:12brilliant.
- 4:14Jonny Edward: The real, the real irony of that, that handle too,
- 4:16it was, it was out of necessity. When I started my Instagram,
- 4:19whatever it was eight years ago, someone had my exact name,
- 4:22Johnny Edward, and still to this day they have it, no followers,
- 4:25no content, no interaction. And so I'm like, shit. What am I
- 4:28going to do? And then I'm like, Well, I'm a creative person.
- 4:30Fuck it. I At this point, I wasn't even in photography, so I
- 4:33actually started my Instagram to kind of document this tattoo
- 4:36journey as I started to build out the bodysuit. And then it
- 4:39just stuck. And now to this day, I see people on the street and
- 4:41they're like, Yo, Johnny, creative. And I'm like, Yeah, I
- 4:44guess, yeah. So it's
- 4:46Casey Fatchett: just legally changed the name now it's like,
- 4:48but it reminds me of, like, I don't know. Like, it like, it's
- 4:52some sort of, I don't know. I'm a child of the, you know, 80s.
- 4:57It's like a Saturday morning cartoon character. Director who,
- 5:01like, shows up and he's got his like, adventure each day, like
- 5:04each week, and we're gonna do something creative this week,
- 5:06guys. And it's just like, you know,
- 5:08Jonny Edward: maybe I need to do that. That needs to be like, a
- 5:09weekly sort of, you know, like Bob Ross, but for photography,
- 5:13Casey Fatchett: or whatever, man, like, you just creative
- 5:15stuff. It doesn't have to be, like, break out of that mold.
- 5:18You don't have to stay in the photographer mold.
- 5:20Jonny Edward: It's, it's true. Yeah, it took me a long time. I
- 5:23mean forever. I think I not forever, obviously, but for a
- 5:25long time I referred to myself as a photographer, and I'm very
- 5:28mindful of my words now where I say artist instead of
- 5:31photographer, because I think words have power. So even that
- 5:33verbiage trying to get away from that encapsulation and go, Well,
- 5:36I'm, I'm an artist, and I create via so many different mediums.
- 5:40It just so happens that right now, the main outlet is via
- 5:43photography. But that's not a defining factor. It's sort of
- 5:46ancillary to the reality of what I am, and I think the reality of
- 5:50what so many of us are.
- 5:51Casey Fatchett: And the thing is, like, you know, I was
- 5:53looking, you know, not just through your Instagrams, because
- 5:56we're so much more than our social media feeds, which, you
- 6:01know, if I could do away with social media, for the business
- 6:05part of social media, I would completely do away with it. But
- 6:08I love the connecting with people aspect of it, like the
- 6:10actual social part of it. And like, you know, I've met and
- 6:14become friends with people over, like, vast distances because of
- 6:18social media. But like looking through your work as a
- 6:22photographer, visual artist, whatever you choose to use, I
- 6:28was struck by two different things. There was one side of
- 6:31your work, and I'm not like trying to pitch and all you
- 6:33anyway, but there's this one side that's has a very distinct
- 6:37and great like, kind of, like, slightly gritty but distinct,
- 6:41commercially fashion type of feel to it. And then there was
- 6:45this side that I really connected with, and like we can
- 6:47get into this in a moment that is not technically perfect, is
- 6:52what I guess would be like, the it sort of lets go of the sense
- 6:57of technical perfection. And as someone who has struggled with
- 7:03anxiety for a very, very long time, I really like there was a
- 7:10time in my photography career where everything had to be
- 7:12perfect every shot. I'm primarily a wedding
- 7:16photographer. I do a lot of other things, you know, as well,
- 7:18just like creatively for myself, but if I was going through and
- 7:23calling a wedding and 1000s of photos, like any picture that
- 7:27wasn't like the subject wasn't perfectly in focus, and
- 7:30everything was gone out of here. But then, I think at some point,
- 7:35and it was before I realized like that I had anxiety, there
- 7:40were moments where I would just be like, No, this Emotionally, I
- 7:43feel something here. I'm feeling something. And maybe I wasn't
- 7:48doing it intentionally, or maybe I was, but then it made me think
- 7:53creatively. What is happening here? Why do I like this? What
- 7:58is it saying to me? And I see that in a lot of like, you're
- 8:01like, more, I think, I don't know maybe it is, this is work
- 8:04you're gonna pay for. But like, it seems more of like your
- 8:05personal stuff, the self portraits, like your series of
- 8:10self portraits, just like it. I mean, it grabs me in a lot of
- 8:13ways. It's just like, it makes me, it makes me face my own sort
- 8:19of inner issues with, like, dealing with myself as a
- 8:24perfectionist, and, yeah, that just that aspect of your work
- 8:29really speaks to me.
- 8:31Jonny Edward: Oh, I appreciate that immensely. And I think it
- 8:34has taken a long time for me to get there too. You know, it must
- 8:36have been a few years back, so I've been working in the studio
- 8:39now for, I want to say five years to six years, something
- 8:42like that, in a consistent fashion. And at one point it
- 8:46must have been three or four years ago, people started
- 8:48referring to my work, who I met, or editors, or, you know, folks
- 8:51on social media, as clean. Clean. That was the descriptor
- 8:55for my work. Bro, your work's so clean, dude, you have such clean
- 8:57work. And that really started to get under my skin, because I'm
- 9:00like, fuck. I was driven to photography for emotional
- 9:02reasons, and that's a whole other podcast and story. But
- 9:05essentially it was me reconnecting with parts of
- 9:08myself being mired in anxiety and depression and all of these
- 9:11things. And so I've always had sort of this reverence for the
- 9:15art form, especially since that because it literally saved my
- 9:18life. And so when people started referring to it with that
- 9:20verbiage, clean, I went, I'm doing something seriously
- 9:22fucking wrong. And it's exactly like you hit the nail on the
- 9:26head. It's exactly what you said. I was so hyper focused on
- 9:29my exact ratios of light. I was so hyper focused on the rule of
- 9:33thirds. I was so hyper focused on everything that I started
- 9:36almost deconstructing the individuals who stepped in front
- 9:38of my lens into subjects instead of humans. I was no longer
- 9:42photographing a person. This individual just happened to be
- 9:45part of my composition, and I had to step away from that and
- 9:49kind of free myself up. And I don't even necessarily know how
- 9:51I do that. I did that, I think was just through a lot of
- 9:53experimentation and soul searching, but where I'm like, I
- 9:55want someone to look at my photo and go, I feel and it could be.
- 9:58They could say, I hate it. I love it. It. Made me cry, it
- 10:00made me laugh, that I that's what I want in my art, is that
- 10:03emotional response, and that's what takes something from being
- 10:05an image to art, in my very humble opinion. So it's been,
- 10:09it's been very and it's still hard to this extent, because I
- 10:12can see something that I create, go, I love it, but I'm like, Ah,
- 10:14shit, you know, if my if this would have been a little
- 10:17different, if I would have just moved that out of frame, or this
- 10:19into frame. And even when I do, you know, like zooms and stuff.
- 10:22I'm so just particular about where everything's at. And I'm
- 10:25like, Shit, I I need, I need to let go. And the harder, the
- 10:29harder you try and let go, sometimes the harder you hang
- 10:31on. It's a paradox.
- 10:32Casey Fatchett: Yeah, anything that, I mean, I for sure, was,
- 10:37like, really holding on to that, because it gave me a sense of
- 10:40control. Yes, absolutely, gave me a sense of control. Like, oh,
- 10:43I'm using I am, like you said, adhered to the rule of thirds,
- 10:47or to whatever the golden ratio, or whatever it was. Like, I've
- 10:51got to break it down, because I was also a math person and
- 10:55engineering background in school, so physics and math and
- 11:02so, yeah, I was just like, everything's got to be. Got to
- 11:04fit into these very rigid parameters. And even though I
- 11:08was a very creative person in that, I wasn't allowing myself
- 11:12to really be creative in my head, like really letting myself
- 11:16go. And I think that that is something that a lot of people
- 11:21deal with as as far as creative, because I think we also get
- 11:24stuck in a lot of ways because of we when we're working
- 11:28photographers, when we're getting paid to do this. I think
- 11:33that, I mean, I don't know, I hear it a lot. So as I'm saying,
- 11:37I think it happens a lot. I think that we can sort of get
- 11:39stuck in feeling like, this is what we're gonna get paid to do,
- 11:42yeah, what people will pay us for. And we sort of block
- 11:46ourselves from going any further, because we're like,
- 11:49ooh, might not get paid. Got to get that paycheck. And then, you
- 11:53know, sometimes you'll do something, and it'd be like, in,
- 11:55somebody sees it and goes, Wait, why aren't you doing more of
- 11:57that? Like, I'd pay frequently, I'd pay more for that, like and,
- 12:03Jonny Edward: I mean, I think that that was sort of a telltale
- 12:05bit for me too, is I had clients who came to me because they
- 12:07liked the styling and just the exchange that I had and the
- 12:10energetics of it. And we'd get to the end of a session and I'd
- 12:13say, Hey, listen, we got what we sort of needed. Let's play, you
- 12:16know, and let's play with motion, let's play with this,
- 12:18let's play with that. And those were the images that resonated
- 12:20with a lot of my clients the most, where it wasn't
- 12:22technically proficient, but where there was a mood or a
- 12:25moment or an emotion or a story they were telling that was
- 12:28captured sort of the essence rather than the technical
- 12:30elements of it. I know it's an intangible thing to talk about,
- 12:33but it's it's important, and even for me, like two of my
- 12:35favorite photographers of all time are, you know, Paolo
- 12:38reversi and Sarah moon, and I'm using them specifically because
- 12:41both of their work, there is very little in what you would I
- 12:44mean, they're both technically brilliant photographers, but
- 12:47they don't abide by that. So it's light painting, and it's
- 12:50large format, and there's motion blur and ceremony, especially
- 12:52everything's these blurry, sort of drunken dreamscapes. And I
- 12:57look at their work and, I mean, I cry, I'll just sit there with
- 13:01it and sort of just fall into that work. And yet, I see work
- 13:04by people that's very technically proficient, and when
- 13:07it's so clinically sound, it I feel in that it almost loses
- 13:12some of the the emotion, and in some way. And obviously I'm
- 13:16biased saying that, but it's a curious thing for me
- 13:18Casey Fatchett: Yeah, it's, it's, I don't know, I think that
- 13:21there's I in my own experience, both being someone who is very
- 13:25self conscious in front of the camera, and I seem to, I think
- 13:30it was just the waves we put out into the universe. I have a lot
- 13:33of clients who feel the same way, and I think they come to me
- 13:35because they know, or they get the sense that I'm going to let
- 13:39them, I'm going to make them feel comfortable. And it's
- 13:41something that I saw in an interview you had done where
- 13:43you're saying your superpower is, you know, creating, I'm
- 13:48gonna read, actually read. I wrote it down after creating an
- 13:50intangible space where people feel comfortable. And, you know,
- 13:55that is, like, that's one of my main goals. And when, whether
- 13:58it's portrait work or I'm doing a wedding or whatever I'm doing,
- 14:01you know, it's like, let's, you know, want you to feel relaxed
- 14:04so you can be yourself. And that's and that's a big part of
- 14:07it. And I think that, you know, like we, you know, allow that
- 14:10space, both creatively and for the our subjects, to feel okay
- 14:17like you feel like, for me to feel okay, expressing myself as
- 14:22an artist, but also for the people on the other side of the
- 14:25camera. And it was the, what's the quote? Two quotes I can
- 14:29think of. There's one, it's like Edward Steichen, or whatever.
- 14:33It's like, you know, a portrait is made, not made in the camera,
- 14:36but on either side of it. And the other one, I think I just
- 14:39posted to the nerdy photographer last week was, you don't shoot
- 14:42how it looks, shoot how it feels. Yeah, I can't remember
- 14:45who said that, but it was like the those things that you know,
- 14:49having that emotion and freedom to feel and do those things like
- 14:56and, yeah, and looking at your again, it's. Social media
- 15:00presence. One of the things that really sort of like heartened is
- 15:03like, watching your Instagram stories, and I follow a lot of
- 15:07photographers, and I think you're one of the few people I
- 15:10follow who posts a bunch of work by other people. Yeah. And it
- 15:14just like, is in for me, it's like, they're like, it's a like,
- 15:18reminds me I should be doing that, because I see a lot of
- 15:21work by people do it, and I try to do it as much as I can. I try
- 15:24to stay off social media, sometimes just for my own mental
- 15:27health. But like seeing it, it's like, they're all very inspiring
- 15:30pieces, and they're all like, immediately to me, I know you're
- 15:35posting it because you saw it, and you're like, damn, this is
- 15:38really fucking good. I feel,
- 15:42Jonny Edward: I feel compelled to share it. Meaning to me. And
- 15:44I think, you know, especially in the social media landscape, you
- 15:47know, there's a lot of photographers in parts of the
- 15:48world that generally aren't as well known for something like
- 15:50fashion photography Africa, comes to mind first and
- 15:53foremost. And I have friends and artists out there, so I see this
- 15:55work, and I, number one, I want to share it because it's
- 15:57important to me. But number two, I want to share it because I
- 15:59want other people, whether they're artists or art
- 16:02aficionados, to see this work as well, because it deserves to be
- 16:05seen. So, you know, I've had people write me and they're
- 16:07like, Wow. Sometimes I look at, you know, your stories, and it's
- 16:09kind of like an art curator is dealing with this. And I'm like,
- 16:11Well, I'm not as lofty as that, but yeah, I want to share this.
- 16:14I'm like, look at this piece of work. It is brilliant, like
- 16:18this. This should be seen by as many people as possible.
- 16:21Casey Fatchett: But isn't that what we're doing with our social
- 16:22media? Doing with our social media platform, especially in
- 16:23things like stories and stuff like that? We are curators.
- 16:26Yeah, we're taking some like, one of the options we have
- 16:30available to us is not just like, to, you know, stroke
- 16:33ourselves and be like, Hey, look at what I'm doing. Everybody,
- 16:37everybody, give me a high five. It's also to say, like, look at
- 16:39what this person is doing, and look at how like, like, this
- 16:43awesome stuff and like to amplify other people's voices
- 16:47where we even, you know, that was one of the things I think I
- 16:50dealt with as a person with a smaller following on social
- 16:53media. Because I don't, you know, I've never been one to
- 16:56just like, go after numbers, but I like, I think at times I felt
- 17:00like, you know, why bother? I don't have that many people
- 17:03following, but you know what? Who gives a shit? Yeah, the
- 17:06people who are following me. I One thing I will say is, like, I
- 17:08do have, you know, people who are very invested and interested
- 17:14in what I have to say. So, yeah, tell those people. Tell what?
- 17:19Tell one person.
- 17:21Jonny Edward: Well, I think even on that's a whole other topic
- 17:23too. But there's, there's such a strange psychological phenomenon
- 17:27with social media. And I remember when it, when I first
- 17:29started out getting into photography, I was so driven by
- 17:31metrics, it was like, I knew if a photo didn't perform XYZ in
- 17:35the first five minutes, it was going to be this versus that.
- 17:37And so there were a lot of times that I would take things down
- 17:40because I'm like, this isn't going to get to whatever that
- 17:42arbitrary number is. And obviously that fucked with me.
- 17:45But there were a couple of photographers at the time who
- 17:47know I'm great friends with, but I really idolized. And I
- 17:49remember posting something, and one of them was like, wow, this
- 17:52is really amazing work. It's so great to see your evolution. And
- 17:54it stopped me in my tracks, and I really started reframing how I
- 17:58was thinking about that, that, you know, quote, unquote
- 18:00engagement on social media, where I'm like, I want to get
- 18:03one comment from a person like that, instead of 10,000 comments
- 18:06from people who really don't have that same impact on me. And
- 18:10one of my friends told me forever going it's funny,
- 18:11because he's huge on social media, but he's like, Listen,
- 18:14before you start taking what people say seriously, for better
- 18:17or worse, realize that a lot of people who are commenting on
- 18:19your photos are taking a shit in the morning.
- 18:22Casey Fatchett: I think I probably know who that was, you
- 18:24know,
- 18:25Jonny Edward: but, you know. But for me, it was just so, so
- 18:28hilarious. And I'm like, Well, yeah, that's like, why is this
- 18:30dictating what I do? But at the same time, obviously social
- 18:34media is a drug, so even now, I still get that ink like I could
- 18:36love work, and I look at it, and suddenly I start going, the
- 18:40imposter syndrome creeps in, and I go, is this? Was I biased? And
- 18:43I just really like this? Is it really not have appeal? Does it
- 18:46really not have merit? Is it really not art? Is it this and
- 18:48that? And I have to stop myself, but as far as I've come, those
- 18:52talents are still so deeply rooted into my psyche. And I
- 18:56don't necessarily know that it's inseparable. I think it's just
- 18:58sort of comes with this, you know, minefield territory we're
- 19:01in?
- 19:02Casey Fatchett: Yeah, I think that there's just a an element
- 19:05of, like, you know, we like, especially over the pandemic,
- 19:09when there was less, like, seeing people in person, like,
- 19:12we just kind of got that, that dopamine addiction, yep, to
- 19:16interaction. And anybody who's like, saying, like, Hey, Oh, I
- 19:19like you seeing those like numbers, and you're like, oh,
- 19:22somebody validated me. I'm worthy. I'm worthy of being of
- 19:26doing the thing that I've been doing for however many years.
- 19:29And for me, it's like, this is like 22 years of doing this
- 19:32stuff, and it's just like, you know, like, again, my wife would
- 19:35say, like, you are good at this. You're very good at this. And
- 19:39like, Stop, like, you said, somebody's taking a shit in the
- 19:43morning and doesn't like my photo. Like, Big fucking deal.
- 19:45Like, and, yeah, whatever. And, but I have, I've also fallen in
- 19:51that hole where I'm just like, what's the exact time I can
- 19:53post? Yeah, to get the most likes and the most people who
- 19:56are gonna see this. And, you know, just like, let's break
- 19:58down the analytics. And then I'm just like, You know what? Who
- 20:01cares? Like, because I've also had stuff like, I don't know I'm
- 20:05on Tiktok, I don't know if you're on there. I mean, part of
- 20:08it is just, part of it is just the dopamine addiction. Like,
- 20:11like, I need 15 minutes, 15 minutes a day. I love cute dogs.
- 20:16But I also post stuff there, and it's really interesting to see
- 20:18the difference between how things perform there versus on
- 20:22Instagram, because, you know, have done like an AB comparison,
- 20:26and it's the honesty, like, strangely, there it is, the
- 20:30honesty of your presentation. And just being like, I had a
- 20:34video that I did where I talked about this thing where I do
- 20:39balance engagement rings and at weddings, I balance them on the
- 20:45the shoes and other things like that, yeah. And at the end, I'm
- 20:51just like, you know, it's me figuring out, like, you know, I
- 20:53had been doing it for three years, and then I figured, like,
- 20:55other people were doing, like, like using glue dots, yeah, or
- 20:59line. And I'm just like, I didn't know that, like, because
- 21:03I didn't and but it got so much of a reaction from people other
- 21:09than anything else I had done. Like, it was, like, it's got,
- 21:11like, I don't know, for me, it's like, over a quarter of a
- 21:14million views, like, 1000s of likes and comments, and it was
- 21:18all these people like, like, wow, that's like, you're being
- 21:20vulnerable. You're like, letting yourself be who you are, and
- 21:24like people just like, connecting on that level. And
- 21:27like, I was just like, wow. And like, looking around and seeing,
- 21:29what does better there of like, surprisingly, is all the stuff
- 21:31that's just very honest and very much like, I like when I'm
- 21:35talking about my as opposed to just, like, posting a picture,
- 21:38yeah, and saying, like, Hey, I took this picture. But like,
- 21:43going into a story, telling a story about how I created this
- 21:47and what I was thinking and what was happening, and those are the
- 21:50things that people really connect with. And for me, like
- 21:52that is like, I don't know. I love telling stories. And you
- 21:57know, if, in some way, like one of the the better experiences
- 22:05I've had on that platform has been other photographers going I
- 22:11would love to hear more about this than just somebody telling
- 22:13me camera settings, yeah, and that's been the message I've
- 22:17been trying to get out to people for a very long time, like,
- 22:21like, for example, looking at your work. I don't want to know
- 22:24what your settings were, but it's just like, like, having
- 22:27this conversation and just hearing from you, like, what it
- 22:29is that it like, inspires you, yeah? As opposed to, like, I see
- 22:34these stupid ass reels all the time of people, like, here's my
- 22:37settings while I'm hanging out the back of a car trying to
- 22:41photograph something, and it's just like, yeah, no.
- 22:44Jonny Edward: Well, I mean, I have to be honest too, on that
- 22:46front, like it's, there's some artists, and some of some of
- 22:48these are friends, and I've talked shit to them directly.
- 22:50Obviously, I won't name names, but it's like, when, when the
- 22:53whole process becomes, when the recordings off, we can talk,
- 22:56yeah, yeah, when the whole process becomes content, when
- 23:00it's all about deconstructing, when it's like, I see them, and
- 23:04they're great photographers, but they're not even interacting
- 23:06with their subject, because they're like, looking at the
- 23:08camera here and looking at the camera there, and then here's
- 23:10the settings, and then here's the lights, and then promo for
- 23:12this company and that company. And I'm like, it just it
- 23:15cheapens it, and I see the image, and because I saw that
- 23:18before, the image, now my mind's in a place where I can't
- 23:20appreciate that image for what it was, because you just tried
- 23:23to force a bunch of stuff down my throat. You tried to sell me
- 23:25a bunch of things. And now you're not an artist, you're a
- 23:28salesperson, and I can't look at something a salesperson puts in
- 23:31my hands the same way an artist does. And so there's just this
- 23:33weird shift in my mindset. I mean, I'm just, I think I'm
- 23:36like, 120 in my soul anyway, so I'm like, good old days, but
- 23:41it's, I just, I'm like, that's cool. Do that, but, but don't
- 23:43let that be the only thing that you do. Take some time away from
- 23:46that shit and just create for yourself. Create away from
- 23:50cameras, create away from the audience, right? Create for you,
- 23:54Casey Fatchett: for you. There's, and that's, there's a
- 23:56whole like, I don't know. I have friends who come to my house
- 24:00who, like, know me as a photographer or whatever, like,
- 24:02I've done, I did their headshots for work, I photographed their
- 24:05wedding, whatever. And they'll come to my house and, like, see
- 24:08something hanging on the wall. I'm like, oh, did you do that?
- 24:11And I'm like, yeah. Like, I've never seen that before. I'm
- 24:14like, Yeah, because I didn't take it for you. I took it for
- 24:18me, exactly for me. And, yeah, I think that you know, no, no, you
- 24:24know, not bad mouthing sponsors. Sponsors are always nice to
- 24:28have. Oh no, absolutely, but yeah, like, they think there's,
- 24:31there's an element of that. And, like, I don't know, maybe I'm
- 24:34because I'm 122 but it's the like, watching that and going,
- 24:38like, come on. Like, yeah. Like, in I had this conversation last
- 24:44week with a friend of mine where we were talking about, like, so
- 24:47many people who are starting out in photography, and I think in
- 24:50other ways, this probably translates to other creative
- 24:53endeavors. People are looking for the gear, the thing, yeah.
- 24:57How do I like? They're looking for the quick fix. How do I do
- 24:59the thing? What. What gear did you use to shoot that? What were
- 25:02your settings? You know, what pencil did you use to draw that
- 25:05piece of artwork? You know, like, blah, blah, blah, blah,
- 25:07blah. And I have always said, like, you know, Don't get
- 25:13obsessed with what the gear is, yeah. Think about what you're
- 25:17trying to create. Yeah. Think about the thing that you're
- 25:20trying to create, and what piece of gear lends itself to creating
- 25:25that thing like
- 25:28Jonny Edward: and there's tiers of ease, I think too. You know,
- 25:31you get someone who's a very talented artist who has vision
- 25:34and ingenuity, you can hand them damn near anything, and they're
- 25:36going to make something spectacular out of it. So I feel
- 25:39very, very, very much the same as you regarding gear. I mean,
- 25:42the gear that I have now, I love it because it makes my life
- 25:44easier. Is it essential for me to do what I do? Absolutely not.
- 25:48Does it mean that I can focus more on the person and worry
- 25:50less about things like auto focus? Yeah, it does. It's not
- 25:53essential. It's, it's it's a nicety. But I could, I could do
- 25:57it with anything. It's like I shoot with this Sony A 7r four,
- 25:59and obviously the auto focus on that camera is just maddening. I
- 26:02shot Pentax before that. Digital Pentax throws people for a loop,
- 26:05but I started shooting film with Pentax. Great cameras, but
- 26:08they're autofocus, still Pentax. I love you, but it's like from,
- 26:11from the Paleo. The play is like, I don't know, some sort of
- 26:15dinosaur esque era. So when I first got the Sony, Sony sent it
- 26:19to me to try and I was on the streets of New York, and I'm
- 26:21shooting straight. I'm walking by people with the lens wide
- 26:24open and just catching things and everything's tack sharp. And
- 26:27honestly, I had sort of a crisis of conscious, because I'm like,
- 26:31is this, Am I cheating? Yeah, is this okay? Like, I'm not
- 26:34struggling for this. I'm not missing eight out of 10 shots.
- 26:37If someone's moving, like, Is this okay? And I settled into
- 26:40it. But yeah, that whole idea of, oh, girl, like, what presets
- 26:43do you use? What's this? What's the luck that you use for this?
- 26:46And it's like, I give you all of these things. You're not going
- 26:49to create what I just created, right? Number one, because
- 26:51you're not me, and so we're going to have different voices.
- 26:53But number two, you just don't have the experience in the skill
- 26:56and talent gain through that experience to do this
- 26:59effectively, well. And it's
- 27:00Casey Fatchett: also that sort of thing, like, where you people
- 27:01just throw out these random things, and I'm like, random
- 27:03things. And I'm like, that, you the situation, the you know,
- 27:06like, there's all sorts of things, and then, like, you're
- 27:08not just gonna be able to pick it up and place it onto another
- 27:12like, you need to know, you need to have, like, the essentials of
- 27:18the craft, and continue to obviously grow and continue to
- 27:23learn things and understand things. But I remember, like I'm
- 27:28I took two photography classes in college, and that's it, and
- 27:33then the rest was just all self taught, and those were pretty
- 27:37basic, 35 millimeter film classes. And there were things
- 27:44that I did had no idea, like, how to fold a reflector. Like,
- 27:47and I'm not talking about the obvious ones, the circle or the
- 27:50triangle, which are very obvious. You just grab the
- 27:52opposite sides and twist and it goes right in.
- 27:54Jonny Edward: I'm talking about the oval. Yeah, I know exactly.
- 27:58Casey Fatchett: And motherfucker, like, the first
- 27:59time I tried to fold one of those things. And I'm looking it
- 28:01up on YouTube, and the guy goes, fold it like a taco. And I'm
- 28:05like, Okay, so I'm grabbing the two long ends and I'm trying to
- 28:08fold it in like a taco. They're like, it's not fucking working.
- 28:11And then I'm like, and then I see him doing it. I'm like,
- 28:12That's not that's a burrito that's rolling a burrito that is
- 28:15not folding a taco. But, yeah, like, and I think that there's
- 28:21those sort of like essential things. I mean that I think that
- 28:24when it comes to your gear and how you use your gear, and then
- 28:28you start to play with it and learn and and then you might
- 28:32find a way of doing things, like I said, with the balancing
- 28:36engagement ring. Says, now my metaphor for a lot of different
- 28:39things, you may find a way that works for you, yep, that doesn't
- 28:43work for somebody else. Oh, absolutely. And just like in you
- 28:48create something that is uniquely yours, yeah. And I
- 28:53think that that journey is also something that is very
- 28:58rewarding.
- 28:59Jonny Edward: I agree, and I, you know, even from an
- 29:01educational perspective, like I probably have every tutorial
- 29:04that's ever made, and I've watched 1% of them, you know,
- 29:07and paid attention 1% of that time. But it's like that
- 29:10aggregating of knowledge. But take something like retouching,
- 29:12for instance, and I have people contact me all the time. How do
- 29:14you edit? How do you edit? I'm like, I'll show you. I hack my
- 29:17way through it. Like I know what I'm doing in Photoshop a lot,
- 29:21someone's gonna write me after I say this in this podcast. But
- 29:23like, I had it destructively, unless I'm working with
- 29:26commercial clients, like, I don't maintain things. I just
- 29:29get rid of them for storage space purposes. And it's like,
- 29:31people go, Well, I was watching Seth McCullough on pro edu You,
- 29:34and he said that you have to have 27 layer stacks. I'm like,
- 29:37if you're working with Nike, you do? Yeah, absolutely. I'm like,
- 29:39you're not working with Nike. Do you need that? Not necessarily.
- 29:42Does he need that? Yes. So it's this, what are you learning? And
- 29:45does what you're learning apply to either what it is you're
- 29:48doing or what it is you want to do. And if not, then you
- 29:51probably shouldn't be hyper focused on that or give it space
- 29:54in your brain, because there is a finite amount of space between
- 29:57our two ears, and if you hold on to shit, you don't need. It
- 30:00means that stuff you do need doesn't have space to kind of
- 30:03Occupy there.
- 30:04Casey Fatchett: Yeah, yeah. You lose, like, you know, you lose
- 30:09bandwidth. Like, that's become my like, go to term now is
- 30:13bandwidth for what you can do and what you can handle and what
- 30:17what all is, what all works in your brain. Because, again, and
- 30:24as somebody who is, who hyper fixates, who was a former, like,
- 30:32high performing, like, as a child, oh, you're, you know,
- 30:37doing really well, and you're in the advanced class of whatever,
- 30:40and like, but then it's like, you have to consistently keep
- 30:44doing, performing at that level and like, one of the best pieces
- 30:48of advice I ever got was you can't always put in 110% like it
- 30:55just like, you just wear out and like, it has to do with your
- 30:57workflow. It has to do with everything. And you need to,
- 31:01like, find those things that a work for you. And like, hacking
- 31:05your way through Photoshop. I've been using Photoshop since it
- 31:08was black and white, like I was a kid, but my brother worked in
- 31:11a computer lab, and they had it. I think it was like original OG
- 31:17Photoshop. You can even barely use photos in it. And so I,
- 31:21again, never took a class, but like, I can get my way through
- 31:26there. And I know, I know my ways of getting around
- 31:29Photoshop, which they always change the fucking buttons, and
- 31:32where things every time there's a new iteration of Photoshop,
- 31:35I'm like, Where the hell do they hide that?
- 31:37Jonny Edward: And then half features are broke to Adobe. I
- 31:40get your, get your act together, on your release, like it's, it's
- 31:43rough. I know that we could, we could scream that from the
- 31:46rooftops, but damn
- 31:47Casey Fatchett: it, there's some buggy things going on. Yeah. I
- 31:51mean, I think that I get the sense that we are on a similar
- 31:59page, as far as, like, you know, like, helping people do better
- 32:06for themselves. Yeah, absolutely, as artists,
- 32:09hopefully as people. But like, think that that's that. And I
- 32:13found this interesting. And again, it was in the same video
- 32:16that I watched the, I think it's your pro edu bio video where you
- 32:20had talked about, I think this is a again for people. I think
- 32:25we have similarities and how we do things, like, where you said,
- 32:29my own biggest pillar is me. Yeah, I depend on myself the
- 32:35most. And like, again, like that. Hit me like that. Like,
- 32:40really hit me in the gut in a lot of ways, because I was like,
- 32:43I hate to delegate anything. I don't want to put it on anybody
- 32:46else. I don't want to bother anyone. I don't want to like,
- 32:49yeah, it's like, only I can understand it the way that I
- 32:54want it done. And I think that's a dangerous it's a dangerous
- 32:59world live in. In some ways,
- 33:02Jonny Edward: it's very it's very isolating. It's very
- 33:05lonely, you know. And it's, there's, there's just a lot
- 33:08going on. I actually just saw speaking of ridiculous stuff,
- 33:11you know, it's like you're scrolling through reels or
- 33:12whatever. And there's memes, memes, memes, and then there's
- 33:14something serious that hits you. And it was just, you know, out
- 33:17of this view in Manhattan, and there's rain falling, and it's,
- 33:20you know, people who tend to isolate during periods of
- 33:22struggle or who won't ask for help, generally, had XYZ trauma.
- 33:26And it was just something very basic, you know, it's like, you
- 33:28know, pop psychology type of thing. But I just sat with that
- 33:30for a second and I'm like, Yeah, wow. Like we did so ego driven,
- 33:34and it's so fear driven. And, you know, it's there. There is
- 33:37that aspect where I'm like, Why do I do this? And of course,
- 33:39that's something else entirely, but habitual patterns and and
- 33:43that type of thing. But yeah, it's um, it's something I've
- 33:45tried to check over the course of time. And now I just,
- 33:47whenever I can ask for help, and I'm in a decent headspace, I
- 33:49just do it. And generally speaking, if you ask for help,
- 33:53people are happy to help you because it helps them, and they
- 33:55feel good about it, too.
- 33:56Casey Fatchett: So I think that for me, I don't know about you,
- 34:01for me, I have anxiety, like, I have, like, some social anxiety,
- 34:08like asking you to do this. I know we've been talking about
- 34:10doing this for a while, and like, going back and forth, but
- 34:12like, even just at getting up the internal fortitude to send
- 34:19you a message say, like, hey, what do you want to do? This
- 34:21took a lot, and I will admit it like it took a lot of energy on
- 34:25my part to reach out to someone I didn't know and say, Hey,
- 34:30would you like to be a part of this? And I think that there's a
- 34:34lot of people who have that problem. There's some people who
- 34:36definitely don't have that problem, and will ask anybody
- 34:39for like, it's coming from that perspective where you just, like
- 34:47you sort of rely on yourself. And I think that there are a lot
- 34:49of photographers and artists I try to be more inclusive in my
- 34:54word choice, a lot of artists out there who are live very
- 34:57isolated lives and only depend upon themselves. And don't think
- 35:01to lean on other people when they might need to. And I think
- 35:07that that's a definitely, you know,
- 35:11Jonny Edward: I have gotten better about it. Not still not
- 35:14good. I'm still probably failing at it, but, I mean, I think I've
- 35:18gotten better over the years, failing forward, right? That's,
- 35:21that's the whole goal with all of this. I think it's a big part
- 35:23of it. It's, yeah, it's true. And I think, you know, the other
- 35:26thing is that the artistic world, the art world, the
- 35:28photographic world, can also be pretty dysfunctional in terms
- 35:30of, you know, big egos and things. So I think there are
- 35:32some people too, who initially may have reached out for help.
- 35:35You know, it's, oh, I wanted to know what the lighting setup
- 35:37was, so I reached out to XYZ and asked, and they either ignored
- 35:40me or told me to fuck off, or, you know, said to figure it out
- 35:43on your own. And there's a lot of that. There's a lot of people
- 35:45who are very guarded. There's a lot of shitty people, you know,
- 35:48and things. So I think that there's, there's for some folks,
- 35:51they had that drive, I guess, and then that drive sort of got
- 35:55squashed, and they don't want to be squashed again, and so they
- 35:58avoid it. And obviously there's life lessons in that too,
- 36:01Casey Fatchett: or got commercialized? Yeah, yeah. I
- 36:03think there's, there's an element of that gatekeeping,
- 36:06yep, that, you know, I have very good friends who are not like
- 36:11that, who like who make big animals like, throw me jobs, you
- 36:16know, whenever they don't have something. But then there's this
- 36:19sort of opposite thing, where I see people who like do will
- 36:23never do that, will absolutely never recommend someone else or
- 36:28refer another person, or, you know, do anything that, like I'm
- 36:31not the right person for every client. Exactly. I know that and
- 36:35like that was a big as a people pleaser type of person. That was
- 36:40a big lesson for me to learn, was that, you know what, I'm not
- 36:43right for everyone, yeah, and not everyone's right for me,
- 36:47like and I learned in doing meetings, and this is a whole
- 36:51other element of the pandemic that changed how I do things
- 36:57while I am nervous about reaching out to someone
- 37:00initially, once I get somebody in person, I, as you can tell,
- 37:04I'm very chatty and but my closing rate for meetings when I
- 37:11would have an in person meeting with a client, was 85% Yeah. And
- 37:16now, people don't want to come in for meetings. They want to do
- 37:19everything over zoom and Zoom, zoom helps, but, I mean, like,
- 37:22but, but that was just my way of connecting with people. And I
- 37:25think that, like, there's a lot of, you know, missed connections
- 37:30anymore, like, you know that, yeah, I think I kind of lost my
- 37:34train of thought.
- 37:36Jonny Edward: But, yeah, yeah,
- 37:39Casey Fatchett: the the the people who don't want to help
- 37:44others are sort of like trying to, like, corral everyone into,
- 37:49like, their camp and be like, I need to hold on to this so
- 37:53desperately.
- 37:55Jonny Edward: Well, you know, I think for me too, especially on
- 37:58a technical side of things, I had a really kind of shitty
- 38:01experience when I was first getting into Okay, so let's,
- 38:03let's rewind. Let's be six and a half years ago. I got invited to
- 38:07do some photography backstage for a friend at a fashion show.
- 38:10I mean, it's, if you could call it a fashion show, it's just it
- 38:12was a thing. It was a place where people gathered together.
- 38:15That's beside the point. I'm being elitist here, but I had no
- 38:19idea what I was doing. I mean, you know, this was at a point
- 38:21where I had off camera flash, and I didn't understand why I
- 38:23was getting black bars in the camera because of sync speed,
- 38:25like very rudimentary knowledge. And so I had a ring light. I use
- 38:29this ring light to great effect the photos. I'm still to this
- 38:31day. I look at them, I'm like, Oh, they're technically sound
- 38:32photos. But there's someone else in the community here who was
- 38:36using a ring light extensively at that point in time, and they
- 38:39saw my photos, and they went on this very passive, aggressive
- 38:42social media rant about how people copy them and take
- 38:46everything that they've worked for and this whole thing. And I
- 38:49remember it, I'm like, it's, it's a piece of gear, like,
- 38:52it's, I'm like, well, technically, ring lights were
- 38:54made for the, you know, dental profession, so you're a fucking
- 38:56photographer, you should be using it anyway. But it was
- 38:59just, it was so jarring to me. And of course, like, I'm good at
- 39:03speaking, I'm much better at writing, and so I'll sit back
- 39:05with a candle lit and a quill and just go, I'm going to fuck
- 39:09you up in a way that that sounds very intelligent, but it's
- 39:12really just very crass. So I went on this, this kind of
- 39:14attack, but ever since then, that stuck with me. So now, when
- 39:16someone reaches out to me and they're like, Hey, how do you
- 39:18like that? I'm like, just like this. Like, I don't want to be
- 39:21guarded. I'm not I want to give this stuff away. I want to
- 39:23empower other people. And I love when someone goes, Hey, what do
- 39:26you think? Like, how did the light look? I'm like, is this
- 39:28what you wanted? That's great. So it's just those experiences,
- 39:30I think, stick with you. And whenever someone reaches out to
- 39:33me, and it's reasonable, I always want to try and support
- 39:36them, and I feel good. You know, it's not even just altruistic.
- 39:39Because they go, Oh, thank you. And they show me something. It's
- 39:42like, it's not just helping another person. I'm helping
- 39:43myself, like I get the dopamine right, and the positivity and
- 39:47the validation from helping another person. So even if I'm
- 39:49being selfish, I'm still going to help because it makes me feel
- 39:53good, right?
- 39:54Casey Fatchett: And I think that there's, there's that whole
- 39:55like, yeah, we're using a ring light like, a like. Like, okay,
- 40:00I'm curious, because you were saying you're behind scenes in,
- 40:04like, like Alien bees or something like that, like, or
- 40:08are you talking about, like, the Orbis ring light flash that was,
- 40:12like, had a, like, a speed light attached to it, that one. Yes, I
- 40:17still, I found mine in my basement the other day. I was
- 40:19just like, oh, man, I remember this, the Z flash, which just
- 40:25attached to the top, yeah, of the speed light, the speed light
- 40:29on camera, and then just like, hung down around there. Yeah,
- 40:32that was a that was a real phase that we went and
- 40:36Jonny Edward: I think it's just so weird, too, for me, it goes
- 40:37back to that idea of ego, like no one owns technique. We're all
- 40:41borrowing, we're all aggregating, we're all bringing
- 40:43it together. And that's the beauty of this. Like we get
- 40:45inspired by one another, and we can pick and choose and take and
- 40:48then we make it our own, hopefully at some point in time.
- 40:51But that's if I have one pet peeve in this industry and in
- 40:54life in general, it's that sort of self absorbed, egoic mindset
- 40:59where this is mine, and it's like, I don't know if life just
- 41:01hasn't kicked you in the teeth enough times, but it's not
- 41:04yours.
- 41:04Casey Fatchett: It's just, it's not, it's everybody's. And there
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- 42:00Jonny Edward: it's gonna be. It's so cliche and it's so low
- 42:04level, but I can't even recall the exact specifics of it, but
- 42:06someone just told me, they're like, Hey, listen, you'll get to
- 42:09where you want to be if you just keep going. You know, it's that
- 42:11one foot in front of the other, that it's not a sprint, it's an
- 42:14endurance race. And the reality is, especially in something like
- 42:16this, in a highly competitive marketplace, and something that
- 42:19has such an easy point of entry. I mean, anyone can pick up a
- 42:22camera and go on a photographer. So you know, it's it's so easy
- 42:25to get into it, but if you keep going and you don't stop, you'll
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- 42:38and to pick themselves up for the 1,000th time. So if you do
- 42:41that, you'll get there, but you just have to keep going.
- 42:45Casey Fatchett: Yeah, and like that, like I said, I've been
- 42:47doing this for 22 years, and I think that I have watched like,
- 42:51the five year turnaround, you know, like four times now, of
- 42:56like, watching people who get on, get into the business, do it
- 42:59for five years, and they're like, yep, don't want to do this
- 43:01anymore. And you're like, sees like, people who are very
- 43:03talented, and they're just like, Yeah, I just don't want to I
- 43:06can't do it anymore. It's weird for me. Is becoming going from
- 43:09acting, before I was a photographer, I was doing
- 43:13headshots. When I was like, moved to New York City to be an
- 43:16actor, and I was like, my professional photography career
- 43:19started from doing headshots, like, dealing with rejection was
- 43:22the reason I got out of acting, yeah, and then so I moved into
- 43:27another completely subjective, you know, art form and
- 43:33photography where, like, people were like, Yeah, I don't want to
- 43:35hire, like, but for some reason, I felt like, you know, no,
- 43:37they're hiring. They're they don't want to hire me for this
- 43:40reason that you know they don't, they don't connect with my work,
- 43:43yeah, as opposed to, we're not even going to let you work
- 43:46because we don't connect with you. I think that was the main
- 43:48difference there. Yeah, that is a that determination, I think,
- 43:56is like that you're determined that you're going to give it a
- 43:59valid shot, yeah, and not just gonna.
- 44:04Jonny Edward: And the people who quit, I think the hard thing is
- 44:06going back to that five year bit for a moment, a lot of those
- 44:08people are right on the cusp. You know, when you get that much
- 44:11pushback, it's like they're right on the cusp of, kind of
- 44:14reaching that that peak, or that tipping point, and they don't
- 44:16push through. And when I'm really honest, and people go
- 44:18like, Well, how do you feel about photography now I'm like,
- 44:21well, at least once a week I'm laying at night, having an
- 44:23excess set, laying up at night, having an existential crisis,
- 44:25going, fuck photography, fuck art. I'm gonna sell this all.
- 44:28I'm gonna become an account or a basket. We've heard this is
- 44:30awful. I'm shit at it. I hate this. And, you know what? I
- 44:33breathe, I let that pass, and I get back to work. So it's, it's,
- 44:37you know, there's, I think there's this, at least for the
- 44:39longest time, in my mind, this idea of, if I'm at this level,
- 44:41I'm gonna feel great about my work, and if I'm at this level,
- 44:44I'm not gonna struggle. And if I'm at this level, this and it's
- 44:47the people at the very top, when I started having conversations
- 44:50with them, people whose work I loved, like, deified, and
- 44:52they're like, Oh yeah, that was horrible. I still hate it. I
- 44:55hate the fact that I released that. I hate that I shared that
- 44:57as the editorial for this publication. And I was like,
- 44:59what? We have that epiphany moment where the skull is stuck
- 45:02to the ceiling, top of my skull, and that's that's something that
- 45:06doesn't get talked about enough either, is that not only do you
- 45:09struggle to get to where you want to be, but when you get
- 45:12there, there's still going to be struggle. You're still going to
- 45:14be tested. There's still going to be challenges.
- 45:17Casey Fatchett: The journey is never over. It's so true is
- 45:20never over. I think that was, like, there was a thing that I
- 45:24commonly fell victim to, was the magic bullet thinking there was
- 45:27going to be like, you like you said, I'm going to reach this
- 45:30level, and it's going to be easy, it's going to be like, I'm
- 45:32going to get this gig, and that means that I'm going to get all
- 45:35these other gigs, just because, like, I got that gig, but that's
- 45:38somehow going to solve a problem, or, like, thinking
- 45:40that, you know and learned early on, gear does not solve any
- 45:44problems in regards to your business. But yeah, like that,
- 45:49the journey is never really over. And I've talked to a lot
- 45:51of very successful photographers who's like, yeah, there's still
- 45:54a grind, man, there's still a grind. It's still like, getting
- 45:58the eye and you are not alone. I like, at least once a week have
- 46:01that, like, yeah, you know what I could be. I could I could be a
- 46:06dental floss tycoon in Montana. I could do, I could manage that
- 46:12instead of having to worry about this stuff. Yeah, that's when
- 46:16it's,
- 46:16Jonny Edward: you know, and obviously, we could run on with
- 46:18this. And I know we're sort of running out of time here, and I
- 46:20won't go too far, but I think it comes with a new with a new set
- 46:23of challenges. You know, just let's take a hypothetical
- 46:25photographer, and their whole aspiration is to be published in
- 46:29vogue, and they work for it, and finally they get there and they
- 46:31work with an editorial team, and they get published in vogue, and
- 46:34it's this huge thing, and then they move on to the next thing.
- 46:37Now, also, there's a precedent set, like, where do you go from
- 46:39there? And now everything that's not Vogue is less than Vogue,
- 46:43right? And that becomes a challenge. Like now, how do I
- 46:46navigate having reached this peak when I'm not standing on
- 46:49that peak, at least not how I view it? And so in some ways it
- 46:54becomes easier, and then in some ways it becomes harder. In more
- 46:56complex ways, in that the further along we go, the deeper
- 46:59into ourselves we have to go to keep moving, and that's surreal.
- 47:05Casey Fatchett: Yeah, it's, it's, it is. It's a, you know,
- 47:08you're opening up new doorways and new paths, and there's new,
- 47:13brave, new worlds to explore. Better for worse.
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- 48:02Hey. Now for my favorite part of the show, what's that? Say,
- 48:08useless information.
- 48:11Casey Fatchett: Oh, I like to finish off with a little thing I
- 48:14like to call useless information. I'm a I have a you
- 48:18talk about bandwidth. In my mind, there is so much trivia.
- 48:22My wife always says, like, if you only used a quarter of that
- 48:26space for good. So I always like to finish up with a little bit
- 48:31of useless information. Jonny, did you know that the children
- 48:35of identical twins are considered genetically half
- 48:39siblings, as opposed to cousins, because they share 25% of the
- 48:43same DNA. Curious, yeah. So instead of being considered
- 48:47cousins genetically, they're considered half siblings. It's a
- 48:51little weird, just a little weird bit of trivia. Thank you
- 48:56for coming on the show. Oh, it's been a pleasure, seriously, and
- 49:00if there's anything new, is, where can people find you?
- 49:05Jonny Edward: I mean, you could find me on the gram slide into
- 49:09the DMS. It's Johnny creative. There's no h, j, o, n, n, y,
- 49:12creative. You go to my website. That's Johnny Edward. My legal
- 49:16name, I'm on Twitter and a few other things. But yeah, those
- 49:19are generally a couple of the best places. Maybe you'll see me
- 49:21walking around town, depending on where you live.
- 49:24Casey Fatchett: Well, you know, I can say is, you know, I looked
- 49:26at, looking at your website, and looking at the studio and
- 49:29looking at the prices for rental like, as compared to New York,
- 49:32and I hate you, it's just like, Oh man, I wish. I wish, yeah,
- 49:41space. I mean, you've been out here. It's, oh, it's,
- 49:44Jonny Edward: yeah, it's, I know, even, even here. I mean, I
- 49:46actually lucked into a pretty good deal. It was very
- 49:49fortuitous for the studio that I'm in. So I'm grateful and
- 49:51very, very aware of what different markets look like in
- 49:55terms of plausibility.
- 49:57Casey Fatchett: I loved having you on the show anytime. You
- 50:00want to come back, anytime you want to come
- 50:02Jonny Edward: We'll do a we'll do iteration 2.0 sooner than
- 50:06later. Follow up. Yeah, absolutely.
- 50:13Casey Fatchett: Welcome back, everybody. I would really like
- 50:15to thank Johnny Edward for coming on the show. Our
- 50:17conversation was inspiring to me, and I hope that they will
- 50:21return in the future for another episode, and I also hope that
- 50:23our discussion was inspiring to you and informative. You can
- 50:27find Johnny on the interwebs, at Johnny creative on Instagram,
- 50:31or@johnnyeddward.com that's Johnny J O N N Y, no h, just J O
- 50:36N N Y. You can also find the links in the Episode Notes. If
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