Latest / DISGRACELAND / Lil Wayne: Murder Squads, A Pre-Teen Suicide Attempt, a Year at Rikers and More Hits than Elvis
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- 0:00Speaker 1: Disgraceland is a production of double Elvis. Stories about Lil
- 0:14Speaker 1: Wayne are insane. He attempted suicide by shooting himself in
- 0:19Speaker 1: the chest when he was just twelve years old. His
- 0:22Speaker 1: stepfather was violently murdered. He was a child star, and later,
- 0:27Speaker 1: while one of the biggest stars on the planet, he
- 0:29Speaker 1: was imprisoned for a year's time. Lil Wayne was raised
- 0:33Speaker 1: on the streets of New Orleans during a point in
- 0:35Speaker 1: that city's history when the murder rates skyrocketed in neighborhoods
- 0:39Speaker 1: were terrorized by kill squads patrolling NOLA with murder blazonly
- 0:43Speaker 1: spray painted across gang members' vehicles to leave no doubt
- 0:47Speaker 1: to their intentions. Lil Wayne overcame all of that and
- 0:51Speaker 1: more to become one of the most successful hip hop
- 0:53Speaker 1: artists of all time, an artist with more hits than Elvis, Yes, Elvis,
- 0:58Speaker 1: and an artist that to this day still makes great music.
- 1:02Speaker 1: That music I played for you at the top of
- 1:04Speaker 1: the show that wasn't great music. That was a preset
- 1:07Speaker 1: loop from my mellotron called Coleco Sneak MK one. I
- 1:13Speaker 1: played you that loop because I can't afford the rights
- 1:16Speaker 1: to like a G six by Far East Movement featuring
- 1:19Speaker 1: the Cataracts and dev And why would I play you
- 1:22Speaker 1: that specific slice of subserve sip and cheese? Could I
- 1:26Speaker 1: afford it? Because that was the number one song in
- 1:29Speaker 1: America on November fourth, twenty ten, And that was the
- 1:34Speaker 1: day Lil Wayne was released from Rikers Island prison for
- 1:37Speaker 1: gun charges, proving once again the Little Wayne cannot be
- 1:41Speaker 1: counted out on this episode, an attempted suicide, a violent.
- 1:46Speaker 2: Murder, a year in Rikers and the irrepressible Little Wayne.
- 1:51Speaker 1: I'm Jake Brennan and this this disgraceland hip hop phenon,
- 2:27Speaker 1: Lil Wayne was glued to his television set. His Boston
- 2:31Speaker 1: Red Sox were nearly dead bottom of the night, three
- 2:34Speaker 1: outs away from a humiliating American League Championship Series sweep
- 2:38Speaker 1: at the hands of their hated rivals, the vaunted New
- 2:41Speaker 1: York Yankees. Yankees closer Marianna Riverer, with his deadly cut fastball,
- 2:46Speaker 1: was more of an assassin. There was a little hope,
- 2:49Speaker 1: but then a leadof lock to Red Sox seven hole
- 2:52Speaker 1: hitter Kevin Malar, and suddenly there was life life for
- 3:00Speaker 1: future Red Sox fan Lil Wayne too. Even though he
- 3:03Speaker 1: lived in one of the deadliest cities in the world,
- 3:06Speaker 1: New Orleans, except his name wasn't yet Lo Wayne. It
- 3:09Speaker 1: was Dwayne Michael Carter Junior. And he wasn't even close
- 3:13Speaker 1: to being the international hip hop multi platinum sensation he
- 3:16Speaker 1: would become in the early twenty first century. How he
- 3:19Speaker 1: became a Red Sox fan, the world still isn't sure.
- 3:22Speaker 1: But back in the early nineties, he was just another
- 3:25Speaker 1: kid knocking around New Orleans, the home of bounce music,
- 3:29Speaker 1: a speaker knocking form of hip hop that was uniquely Southern,
- 3:33Speaker 1: up tempo, big bass, brass band hooks, marty garras, Indian chants,
- 3:37Speaker 1: call and response choruses, party rhymes, street smart rhymes, booty raps,
- 3:41Speaker 1: the torque, the clap. But lyrics about the many glories
- 3:45Speaker 1: of the many fine asses out shaking it on New
- 3:47Speaker 1: Orleans dance floors soon gave way to lyrics more reflective
- 3:50Speaker 1: of the violent reality encompassing the city. In nineteen ninety four,
- 3:59Speaker 1: in New Orleans, the murder rate reached a staggering four
- 4:02Speaker 1: hundred and twenty four people. One of the unfortunate victims
- 4:05Speaker 1: was thirty two year old Kim Groves. She had recently
- 4:09Speaker 1: filed a complaint against New Orleans police officer Lend Davis.
- 4:12Speaker 1: She saw Davis pistol with a nine year old in
- 4:15Speaker 1: her neighborhood. A nine year old Kim couldn't look the
- 4:18Speaker 1: other way, so she went to the cops. A day later,
- 4:21Speaker 1: her body was found a block from her home in
- 4:23Speaker 1: the Lower ninth Ward, with the thirty two caliber police
- 4:26Speaker 1: issued bullet in her skull. That's just one example of
- 4:30Speaker 1: the extreme violence and prevailing lawlessness of New Orleans. In
- 4:34Speaker 1: the early nineties, gang violence was sweeping New Orleans right
- 4:37Speaker 1: alongside the consistent spread of crack cocaine. Notorious METS gang
- 4:42Speaker 1: members terrorized New Orleans citizens with their murderous ways, rolling
- 4:46Speaker 1: through the city in their infamous black pickup truck brazenly
- 4:50Speaker 1: spray painted with murder across the side. The kill truck
- 4:54Speaker 1: was used for just that, for killing. Whenever you saw
- 4:57Speaker 1: the truck out on the streets, you knew a body
- 4:59Speaker 1: was about to Dropbody's dropping was a regular occurrence, and
- 5:07Speaker 1: the rising New Orleans murder rate of the early nineties
- 5:09Speaker 1: spawned a strange T shirt ritual. Everywhere you'd look, you'd
- 5:13Speaker 1: see the T shirts of the dead on the backs
- 5:15Speaker 1: of locals remembrance teas printed up to honor the victims
- 5:18Speaker 1: of gang violence with their pictures, usually some sort of
- 5:22Speaker 1: biblical quote in a parting message from loved ones in
- 5:25Speaker 1: memory of Key Loo g rest in Peace unl V
- 5:28Speaker 1: Yellow Boy Forever a G. Pimp Daddy, Key Loo g
- 5:37Speaker 1: un l V Yellow Boy Pimp Daddy. Three of New
- 5:40Speaker 1: Orleans rising hip hop stars, each ascending in accordance with
- 5:44Speaker 1: both the rise of Bouds music and the New Orleans
- 5:46Speaker 1: murder rate starbaund but Street Born UNLV. Yellow Boy minced
- 5:51Speaker 1: no words about where he was from or what was
- 5:53Speaker 1: on his mind, like most people in New Orleans at
- 5:56Speaker 1: the time murder. In one of his early rhymes on
- 6:00Speaker 1: him in the River, Yellow unambiguously threatened fellow rapper Mystical's life,
- 6:05Speaker 1: pledging to dump his corpse in a record label owner's backyard.
- 6:08Speaker 1: Yellow was also remembered to have shot up the house
- 6:10Speaker 1: of Cash Money Records label boss Brian Williams aka Birdman,
- 6:15Speaker 1: supposedly going as far as to Pistol with him. Yellow
- 6:18Speaker 1: Boy died unexpectedly of gunshot wounds at twenty three years old,
- 6:22Speaker 1: sitting in his car. Pimped ad he met a similar fate,
- 6:25Speaker 1: murdered at eighteen, shot in cold blood key Log, the
- 6:29Speaker 1: same shot in his house. He was only twenty. They
- 6:33Speaker 1: would all die, but Dwayne Michael Carter would live, but
- 6:40Speaker 1: not without pain. His father split when he was two
- 6:43Speaker 1: years old. He dealt with it from before he could remember.
- 6:47Speaker 1: Wasn't so bad though. He and his mother had Rabbit,
- 6:49Speaker 1: Reginald McDonald, his stepdad. Rabbit held it down on the
- 6:53Speaker 1: home front and stood tall out on the block. Every
- 6:56Speaker 1: morning Dwayne, who is now calling himself Wayne, dropped the
- 6:59Speaker 1: d protest of his father's abandonment his father, who shared
- 7:03Speaker 1: the same name with him. Every morning Wayne's mom would
- 7:06Speaker 1: get up and go to work as a cook. Wayne
- 7:08Speaker 1: would get up and ditch school and hit the corner,
- 7:11Speaker 1: and Rabbit would get up and hit the corner too,
- 7:13Speaker 1: a different corner with the ogs, while Wayne kept his
- 7:16Speaker 1: corner with the young geez. The message, however, was clear,
- 7:20Speaker 1: Like stepfather, like son, Wayne and Rabbit connected. Rabbit was
- 7:24Speaker 1: only in his mid twenties while Wayne was entering high school,
- 7:27Speaker 1: and the generation gap barely registered. Neither did the notion
- 7:31Speaker 1: of being a child. Regardless, Rabbit was a strong parental
- 7:34Speaker 1: influence on little Wayne. They had a connection. Wayne had
- 7:38Speaker 1: someone to look up to, to live up to, and
- 7:40Speaker 1: perhaps more important, someone to look out for him on
- 7:43Speaker 1: the streets. But that wouldn't last. The truck rolled up
- 7:49Speaker 1: on Rabbit fast, just like the jump out boys from
- 7:51Speaker 1: seventeenth in High Grove. Whoever these dudes were, they weren't
- 7:54Speaker 1: fucking around. Before Rabbit knew it, the dudes in the
- 7:57Speaker 1: truck were out on the curb outside the club with him.
- 8:00Speaker 1: Their hands were on him quickly, and they shoved him
- 8:02Speaker 1: in the front seat, jumped in behind him, slammed the
- 8:04Speaker 1: door shut, screeched off, hid a nearly abandoned gas station
- 8:07Speaker 1: a couple blocks away, threw Rabbit out unto the ground,
- 8:10Speaker 1: and pumped seven shots into him. He couldn't take all
- 8:16Speaker 1: of them if you could. Rabbit died instantly for what
- 8:19Speaker 1: reason no one knew, especially not little Wayne Carter, who
- 8:23Speaker 1: not only lost his dad but now just lost his stepdad.
- 8:29Speaker 1: Wayne poured his pain into his new passion, rapping. He
- 8:33Speaker 1: put together rhymes in his head. He saw it as
- 8:35Speaker 1: a possible path, if not a way out, then at
- 8:37Speaker 1: least a way towards something, and any path involving hip
- 8:41Speaker 1: hop in New Orleans in the early nineties went nowhere
- 8:44Speaker 1: without first going through the doors of Cash Money Records.
- 8:50Speaker 1: Lil Wayne somehow hustled up label owner Birdman William's home
- 8:53Speaker 1: phone number and started freestyling raps onto his voicemail machine,
- 8:58Speaker 1: and this led to an invite to Cash Money's offices.
- 9:01Speaker 1: Wayne's teenage charisma and confidence landed him a gig as
- 9:04Speaker 1: Birdman's errand boy, and soon enough his talent as an
- 9:08Speaker 1: MC despite his young age, led to a record deal
- 9:11Speaker 1: with Cash Money. His dreams were coming true, but his
- 9:15Speaker 1: mom would have none of it. Hip hop was as
- 9:18Speaker 1: violent as the corner in New Orleans. It was all
- 9:21Speaker 1: the same scene, the same violent scene. His mom laid
- 9:26Speaker 1: down the law. No more rapping, no more Birdman, no
- 9:29Speaker 1: more dreams of a hip hop career. She had a
- 9:31Speaker 1: dead boyfriend and wasn't about to have a dead son.
- 9:34Speaker 1: It was crushing. Wayne loved his mom, but he loved
- 9:38Speaker 1: hip hop, and now it was being taken away from him,
- 9:41Speaker 1: just like his stepdad had been and his dad before that.
- 9:44Speaker 1: Wayne was miserable, angry, confused in New Orleans, a city
- 9:48Speaker 1: where it seemed the only way out was in a
- 9:50Speaker 1: body bag. Wayne had found a way potentially in hip
- 9:54Speaker 1: hop via his talent, and now that dream was crushed,
- 9:58Speaker 1: he wasn't going to just stand by and let that happened.
- 10:02Speaker 1: He went hunting for the gun. Rabbit's gun, the blue
- 10:05Speaker 1: steel Taurus nine millimeter. He found it in his mother's bedroom.
- 10:09Speaker 1: He had it back to his own room, jacked the
- 10:11Speaker 1: volume on his stereo. The speaker's bled with the scorched
- 10:14Speaker 1: feedback of his favorite band, Nirvana. He raised the pistol
- 10:18Speaker 1: to his chest, pushed the barrel hard into his skin, steady.
- 10:21Speaker 1: The finger on the trigger, closed his eyes and pulled.
- 10:50Speaker 3: Remarkably.
- 10:51Speaker 1: The Red Sox were back down by one. In the
- 10:53Speaker 1: bottom of the ninth, Speedy Dave Roberts entered to pinch
- 10:56Speaker 1: run for Boston.
- 10:57Speaker 3: Bill Miller was at the plate.
- 11:00Speaker 2: Roberts leaned into a big lead off for his base, stealing.
- 11:03Speaker 3: On the mind of Socks fans.
- 11:06Speaker 2: Miller took the pitch. Roberts took off for a second.
- 11:09Speaker 2: The Yankees throw from the plate was late late late
- 11:12Speaker 2: late wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait
- 11:15Speaker 2: wait wait wait.
- 11:16Speaker 1: Late late late late late late lately, and the Red
- 11:22Speaker 1: Sox were still alive. So too was Lil Wayne, even
- 11:27Speaker 1: though he just shot himself. He was just twelve years old,
- 11:31Speaker 1: lying on his bedroom floor with a bullet in his chest,
- 11:35Speaker 1: alive but barely. New Orleans PD were on the scene
- 11:39Speaker 1: before the paramedics. Four cops entered the bedroom. Three of
- 11:42Speaker 1: them immediately started searching for drugs and weapons, ignoring the
- 11:46Speaker 1: near dead kid on the ground with a fresh hole
- 11:48Speaker 1: in his chest struggling to breathe. But one cop, the
- 11:51Speaker 1: one they called Uncle Bob, got down on his knees
- 11:54Speaker 1: with Little Wayne began comforting him while sussing out the damage.
- 11:58Speaker 1: One of the other cops radioed in for staff on
- 12:00Speaker 1: the ambulance. He told Uncle Bob to chill, the cavalry
- 12:03Speaker 1: was on the way. Uncle Bob told him the fuck
- 12:06Speaker 1: off and heroically picked Lil Wayne up and carried him
- 12:08Speaker 1: out to his own off duty vehicle, placing him gently
- 12:11Speaker 1: in the back seat and high tailing it off to
- 12:13Speaker 1: the hospital on his own. Any further delay waiting on
- 12:16Speaker 1: paramedics would have likely ended with Lil Wayne dying before
- 12:19Speaker 1: even making it to the er. The doctors barely saved
- 12:22Speaker 1: his life. Lil Wayne would not soon forget Uncle Bob.
- 12:26Speaker 1: Years later, on stage at the twenty eighteen BET Hip
- 12:30Speaker 1: Hop Awards, Lil Wayne, while now a star, accepting his
- 12:33Speaker 1: career recognition I Am hip Hop Award, told the world
- 12:37Speaker 1: about Uncle Bob. He brought me to the hospital. He
- 12:40Speaker 1: refused to wait. He kicked in the doors, say you
- 12:43Speaker 1: got to do whatever you've got to do and make
- 12:44Speaker 1: sure this child make it. Not only did he refuse
- 12:47Speaker 1: to sit, not only didn't he give me to the
- 12:48Speaker 1: doctors and just leave, he stayed and made sure I
- 12:51Speaker 1: made it. After his botch's suicide attempt, Wayne committed himself
- 12:58Speaker 1: to hip hop. Mom still didn't like it, but she'd
- 13:01Speaker 1: rather have him alive and rapping than dead. He'd got
- 13:04Speaker 1: the hook up with cash Money Young, but label boss
- 13:07Speaker 1: Birdman knew that such raw talent had to be groomed.
- 13:10Speaker 1: Lil Wayne had been rapping since he was nine and
- 13:13Speaker 1: was signed to twelve, but Birdman was in no rush
- 13:15Speaker 1: to put him on the mic. Lil Wayne chomped at
- 13:18Speaker 1: the bit, performing verses on command, seeking features, collaborators, anything
- 13:22Speaker 1: to get over and out of the streets. There were
- 13:25Speaker 1: still guns at home, and that was common sense in
- 13:27Speaker 1: his neighborhood, Hollygrove, and when his mom caught him packing
- 13:30Speaker 1: a gun to take to school. She stopped fighting him.
- 13:33Speaker 1: He could spend his days of cash Money instead of school,
- 13:36Speaker 1: and there was no resisting it. Music was school now,
- 13:39Speaker 1: music was life, and Birdman would now fill in the
- 13:43Speaker 1: role of father figure, guiding Wayne to perform a featured
- 13:47Speaker 1: verse on tracks with several groups within Cash Money until
- 13:50Speaker 1: together they settled on a winning formula, The Hot Boys,
- 13:54Speaker 1: Lil Wayne, Juvenile Turk, and BG, backed by Cash Money,
- 13:57Speaker 1: Secret Sauce production by Whispers Sir Manny Fresh. The Bounce
- 14:02Speaker 1: inflicted the southern rap that Hop Boys dropped on their
- 14:04Speaker 1: debut album in nineteen ninety seven, Get It How You Live,
- 14:08Speaker 1: lived up to Cash Money's rep as New Orleans escape Route.
- 14:11Speaker 1: The record was a regional smash and charted nationally at
- 14:14Speaker 1: twenty two on the Billboard RB Hip Hop Chart. For
- 14:17Speaker 1: the first time, fourteen year old Little Wayne could see
- 14:20Speaker 1: light at the end of the tunnel. Except as a miner,
- 14:23Speaker 1: Wayne's deal with Cash Money was a deal with his
- 14:25Speaker 1: mom too. She had a co sign his contracts and
- 14:29Speaker 1: controlled his finances, so even with his advance and features
- 14:32Speaker 1: under his belt, he was still on the corners, hustling weed,
- 14:35Speaker 1: cocaine and crack for spending money long after he'd signed.
- 14:40Speaker 1: The streets had a gravity to them. They rooted Little
- 14:42Speaker 1: Wayne's fearlessness and the violence all around him made him hungry.
- 14:47Speaker 1: He made himself a promise he'd know he got out
- 14:50Speaker 1: for real, we could buy his MoMA house. Wayne gripped
- 14:56Speaker 1: his forearm, picked at his elbow with frayed nerves. He
- 14:59Speaker 1: swayed back and forth, and the hot lights beat down
- 15:02Speaker 1: on him from above. He was backstage, leaning first to
- 15:05Speaker 1: one side, then the other, slick with sweat from just
- 15:08Speaker 1: performing Swagger Like Us with Ti jay Z, Kanye and Mia,
- 15:13Speaker 1: but now they were reading off his category. It all
- 15:16Speaker 1: came down to this February eighth, two thousand and nine,
- 15:23Speaker 1: the fifty first Grammy Awards. But Wayne had bought his
- 15:27Speaker 1: mom a house long ago. Cash Money had fulfilled his promise,
- 15:30Speaker 1: and his strategy of always being available for that next
- 15:33Speaker 1: feature paid off. By the time of his first solo album,
- 15:37Speaker 1: The Block Is Hot, in ninety nine, anticipation had built,
- 15:40Speaker 1: and the debut went platinum. His series of albums titled
- 15:44Speaker 1: The Carter beginning in two thousand and four, had each
- 15:46Speaker 1: blown up bigger than the last, and he was now
- 15:48Speaker 1: cash Money's signature artist with all the club that came
- 15:52Speaker 1: with it. Tonight was his coronation. The Carter three was
- 15:56Speaker 1: nominated for six Grammys. It was a force of nature,
- 16:00Speaker 1: just like Lol Wayne. It had debuted at number one
- 16:03Speaker 1: on the Billboard two hundred, sold a million copies in
- 16:05Speaker 1: its first week of release, closed out the year on
- 16:08Speaker 1: its way to being certified triple platinum, and produced four singles,
- 16:12Speaker 1: including A Millie and Lollipop, which had already won Best
- 16:15Speaker 1: Rap Solo Performance and Best Rap Song. On this evening,
- 16:18Speaker 1: will I M And T Payne were presenting Best Rap
- 16:21Speaker 1: Album Lou Wayne was up against jay Z nas Ti
- 16:24Speaker 1: in Lube Fiasco, a Murderer's Row of two thousand and nine.
- 16:28Speaker 1: MC's Wayne was only a few years from surpassing Elvis
- 16:32Speaker 1: Presley as the male artist with the most entries on
- 16:34Speaker 1: the Billboard Hot one hundred, but in two thousand and nine,
- 16:37Speaker 1: winning Best Rap Album would be the crown jewel. T
- 16:41Speaker 1: Payne read his name and Wayne ran up on the stage,
- 16:44Speaker 1: jumped into the air and knocked his heels together. His friends, family,
- 16:48Speaker 1: and collaborators flooded the stage. It was his ultimate triumph
- 16:51Speaker 1: so far, but it was bittersweet. After so many years
- 16:55Speaker 1: on the come up, Wayne thought he had finally escaped
- 16:58Speaker 1: the specter of street trouble. But beyond the glamour of
- 17:01Speaker 1: Grammy Night, Wayne knew what was coming for him next sentencing.
- 17:10Speaker 1: We'll be right back after this word word word. Dave
- 17:20Speaker 1: Roberts socks pinch runner stole second. They were down by
- 17:24Speaker 1: one bottom of the ninth. The Yankees were up three
- 17:27Speaker 1: games to none. Winning would humiliate the Red Sox and
- 17:31Speaker 1: send the Yankees to the World Series.
- 17:33Speaker 3: The tension couldn't have been higher.
- 17:35Speaker 2: Bill Miller was at the plate, Riviera made his pitch,
- 17:40Speaker 2: the ball shot off the bat up the middle, Roberts
- 17:42Speaker 2: tore ass toward the plate. The throw from Bernie Williams
- 17:45Speaker 2: again late, and the Red Sox died the game.
- 17:54Speaker 1: Playing for its high. Wasn't the Red Sox endgame? And
- 17:57Speaker 1: now that was it. Lil Wayne's his mindset was to win,
- 18:00Speaker 1: to overcome whatever obstacles presented themselves, staying alive in the
- 18:04Speaker 1: murderer's hometown, the murder of his stepfather, surviving a gunshot
- 18:08Speaker 1: to the chest, and becoming one of the biggest selling
- 18:10Speaker 1: hip hop stars on the planet. Except Lil Wayne was
- 18:13Speaker 1: being taken out of the game. He sat in the
- 18:16Speaker 1: dentist's chair. Root canals were supposed to be scarier than
- 18:19Speaker 1: they actually were, but not today. This hurt like a motherfucker.
- 18:24Speaker 1: It wasn't just one root canal, it was eight in
- 18:27Speaker 1: one sitting, eight root canals in an eight hour sitting.
- 18:31Speaker 1: To repair his two thing plants, and to repair his
- 18:33Speaker 1: real teeth that for the last few years had been
- 18:35Speaker 1: capped in gold and diamonds one hundred and fifty grand worth,
- 18:39Speaker 1: the grill had to go. One hundred and fifty thousand
- 18:42Speaker 1: dollars worth of diamonds and gold sparkling in his mouth
- 18:45Speaker 1: wasn't going to cut it. In a Riker's Island prison,
- 18:48Speaker 1: and there weren't any official rulings on the books about
- 18:50Speaker 1: dental in plants in prison, but possession of jewelry was
- 18:53Speaker 1: regulated in order to avoid the sticky situation of using
- 18:56Speaker 1: it the barter for contraband or sex. Riker's inmates were
- 19:00Speaker 1: restricted to only wearing watches that were valued at less
- 19:03Speaker 1: than fifty dollars, and wedding rings valued it no more
- 19:06Speaker 1: than one hundred and fifty dollars. Religious necklaces were allowed again,
- 19:10Speaker 1: but nothing costing more than fifty bucks. So if you
- 19:13Speaker 1: wanted to look like a wanna be wise guy, you
- 19:15Speaker 1: were all set. But if you wanted to rock a grill,
- 19:18Speaker 1: you were as good as a marked man. So Lil
- 19:20Speaker 1: Wayne had to lose the grill, so much so that
- 19:23Speaker 1: his prison sentence was postponed in order to accommodate the
- 19:26Speaker 1: trip to the dentist prison, which is where he was headed.
- 19:31Speaker 1: The weapons charge, at least in the eyes of the court,
- 19:34Speaker 1: was legit, even though Lil Wayne and most everyone else
- 19:37Speaker 1: knew it was bullshit. Twelve months a full year for
- 19:41Speaker 1: having a gun, a gun that wasn't even on him,
- 19:43Speaker 1: that was quote unquote in his possession, and by possession
- 19:46Speaker 1: they meant on his tour bus in the general proximity
- 19:50Speaker 1: of him, but not on his body. A year for that,
- 19:54Speaker 1: the sentence seemed entirely fucked up, even though Lil Wayne
- 19:57Speaker 1: had another pending charge, this one in Arizona after police
- 20:01Speaker 1: dogs had sniffed out weed, ecstasy, cocaine, guns, and twenty
- 20:04Speaker 1: grand in cash in his tour bus in two thousand
- 20:07Speaker 1: and eight, But that was a separate case which would
- 20:10Speaker 1: whittle down to three years parole in no jail time,
- 20:13Speaker 1: so he shouldn't have mattered. Lil Wayne knew what was up.
- 20:17Speaker 1: He was headed to Rikers because the judge, the cops, whoever,
- 20:20Speaker 1: they had headlines to grab, and that's what the hassle
- 20:23Speaker 1: was about on that night, headlines. It wasn't about some
- 20:26Speaker 1: trumped up gun charge. It was about Lil Wayne, a
- 20:29Speaker 1: New Orleans rapper in New York City, headlining a concert
- 20:32Speaker 1: venue for the first time while beefing with New York's
- 20:35Speaker 1: top MC JYZ. The two men with the surname of
- 20:39Speaker 1: Carter had a long history of respect and beef. Lil
- 20:42Speaker 1: Wayne rapped that he was the best rapper alive since
- 20:45Speaker 1: the best rapper retired on two thousand and fours bring
- 20:47Speaker 1: it back. As for the current beef, most of it
- 20:50Speaker 1: seemed to stem from out of context quotes and hip
- 20:53Speaker 1: hop mags in friendly competition. July twenty second, two thousand
- 21:02Speaker 1: and seven, New York City's Beacon Theater, Lil Wayne at
- 21:05Speaker 1: the top of the bill, and the city's hip hop
- 21:07Speaker 1: community turned up. Kanye was on his way, Khaled was
- 21:11Speaker 1: in the house. Jules Santana and Jah Rule were having
- 21:14Speaker 1: a hard time getting in. IRV Gotti was pissed and
- 21:17Speaker 1: police were everywhere out front on Broadway, mounted on horses,
- 21:22Speaker 1: inside the door as monitoring the metal detector post roaming
- 21:25Speaker 1: plain closed cops pushing through the packed crab clocking for
- 21:28Speaker 1: indiscriminate bulges and waistlines, and at the backstage door a
- 21:32Speaker 1: paddock down the headliner, harassing Lil Wayne on his way
- 21:35Speaker 1: into the venue to perform his set. When asked about
- 21:39Speaker 1: the show later, DJ Khaled said he felt like he
- 21:41Speaker 1: was going into a prison, and Lil Wayne shared the
- 21:44Speaker 1: ill sentiment. When he first hit the stage, the harassment
- 21:48Speaker 1: and overbearing police presence was hard to shake off. He
- 21:51Speaker 1: told his Rabbit audience that quote, I just went through
- 21:53Speaker 1: the worst fucking feeling ever with the all police on stage.
- 21:57Speaker 1: He looked defeated, disappointed, disgusting. He then leaned into it
- 22:01Speaker 1: and this may be one of the only times you
- 22:03Speaker 1: see me because of how they treated me. And Wayne
- 22:05Speaker 1: put it behind him though, and soldiered on. Kanye hit
- 22:08Speaker 1: the stage with him and the place lost the shit.
- 22:11Speaker 1: Cal and Santana and Ja Rule also hit the stage
- 22:14Speaker 1: for cameos. In the end, the show went off great
- 22:17Speaker 1: and the performances were on fire, and the audience was ecstatic.
- 22:21Speaker 1: Lil Wayne had arrived in New York, but now it
- 22:24Speaker 1: was time to bounce lights on, hit, the bus, hit,
- 22:26Speaker 1: the hotel, party split, except that didn't happen. Lil Wayne
- 22:33Speaker 1: and his entourage were detained before going anywhere. Almost as
- 22:36Speaker 1: soon as the tour bus rolled out, it was pulled
- 22:38Speaker 1: over by New York's finest and the cops claimed that
- 22:41Speaker 1: they smelled marijuana, which of course was entirely possible. When
- 22:45Speaker 1: the cops got on the bus, they went straight for Wayne.
- 22:47Speaker 1: It was in the back and nothing but his boxer
- 22:49Speaker 1: short it's amid change. The cops claimed they saw him
- 22:52Speaker 1: throw a Louis Vuitton bag under one of the bunks.
- 22:55Speaker 1: In it a forty caliber handgun. Lil Wayne argued that
- 22:59Speaker 1: it wasn't his.
- 23:00Speaker 3: Didn't matter.
- 23:01Speaker 1: He was hauled in and charged with the possession of
- 23:03Speaker 1: an illegal firearm in New York, a Class D violent felony.
- 23:07Speaker 1: The gun wasn't his, and it was registered just not
- 23:10Speaker 1: to him, to his manager, not in New York and Mississippi.
- 23:14Speaker 1: But New York prosecutors weren't playing. They went adam hard,
- 23:17Speaker 1: seeking the maximum penalty, and Lil Wayne's lawyers knew better
- 23:21Speaker 1: than to tempt what at the time was the city's
- 23:23Speaker 1: rigid justice system. They prevailed upon Lil Wayne to take
- 23:26Speaker 1: a plea. He did, admitting that the gun, though not
- 23:29Speaker 1: in his possession, was within his quote unquote dominion or control,
- 23:33Speaker 1: meaning I guess that if he wanted to pick up
- 23:35Speaker 1: a gun that was registered and shoot it off, he
- 23:38Speaker 1: had the ability to do so, which makes sense somewhat,
- 23:40Speaker 1: but in my mind doesn't justify a year long prison sentence.
- 23:44Speaker 3: But it didn't matter.
- 23:46Speaker 1: Lil Wayne, one of the most famous and successful rappers
- 23:48Speaker 1: on the planet at the time, was heading off to
- 23:50Speaker 1: Riker's Island prison for a year, and there was nothing
- 23:53Speaker 1: that he, or his dentist or anyone else could do
- 23:56Speaker 1: about it.
- 24:17Speaker 2: Bottom of the twelfth part of the order, and the
- 24:20Speaker 2: temperature continued to fall in Boston as fans heart rates
- 24:23Speaker 2: rose into the bottom of the twelfth A four to
- 24:26Speaker 2: four game, a two to one pitch made Ramirez got
- 24:29Speaker 2: it going with a hit. The Red Sox had their
- 24:32Speaker 2: leadoff man on, David Ortiz was now at the plate
- 24:35Speaker 2: one on no outs, four to four tie, a Yankee
- 24:39Speaker 2: win and they go to the World Series.
- 24:41Speaker 3: A Red Sox win and they avoid the sweep.
- 24:43Speaker 2: The pitch to Big Pappy David Ortiz took it deep
- 24:47Speaker 2: into the right field. Sheffield went back but home run
- 24:51Speaker 2: the Red Sox one overcame certain defeat and lived to
- 24:55Speaker 2: fight another day.
- 25:02Speaker 1: That's all Lil Wayne wanted to live to fight another day.
- 25:06Speaker 1: He'd done it before, he'd do it again. The prison
- 25:10Speaker 1: was hard, boring as fuck, but Lil Wayne was doing
- 25:13Speaker 1: his time, writing out his one year sentence, hoping for
- 25:16Speaker 1: time off for good behavior. Real jail was no joke,
- 25:20Speaker 1: but it wasn't all bad. There were little things to
- 25:23Speaker 1: help make it a little easier. The old dude across
- 25:25Speaker 1: the hall looked out for him. We got an extra
- 25:27Speaker 1: sugar for his coffee every morning, and he had an
- 25:31Speaker 1: MP three player he could mess with that mess with
- 25:33Speaker 1: music keep his head occupied. And there was a radio
- 25:36Speaker 1: he could sometimes listen to ESPN and occasionally catch a
- 25:39Speaker 1: game from his beloved Red Sox. He could be social
- 25:43Speaker 1: if you wanted. He ended up officiating a wedding for
- 25:45Speaker 1: two fellow inmates, and they decorated the cell with streamers made
- 25:49Speaker 1: from toilet paper, drank gatorade in celebration, and of course
- 25:54Speaker 1: there were visitors. Kanye Diddy and Lil Wayne's protegee Drake.
- 25:58Speaker 1: Lil Wayne had signed to Young Money Entertainment back in
- 26:01Speaker 1: two thousand and nine. He knew Drake was a star
- 26:04Speaker 1: and on his hunch now the world knew it too.
- 26:07Speaker 1: So did Lil Wayne's girlfriend, which was the problem. It
- 26:11Speaker 1: was why Drake was visiting his mentor behind bars to
- 26:13Speaker 1: tell him in person what Wayne already knew. But the
- 26:16Speaker 1: rumors claimed that yes he Drake was sleeping with Little
- 26:19Speaker 1: Waite's girl. It's stung, but Wayne would have to overcome worse.
- 26:24Speaker 1: He was now in solitary, forced to do his remaining
- 26:27Speaker 1: month by himself for possession of a legal contraband the
- 26:31Speaker 1: MP three player. Solitary was brutal. Too much time alone.
- 26:36Speaker 1: Lil Wayne lived in the moment, always one minute to
- 26:39Speaker 1: the next. He relied on instinct. The universe had a plant,
- 26:42Speaker 1: God had a plan. If there was a road map,
- 26:45Speaker 1: he'd never seen it. But alone hold up in the darkness,
- 26:48Speaker 1: there were visions, violent visions, a bus barreling onto an
- 26:54Speaker 1: Atlanta highway through a spray of gunfire, Bullets flying everywhere, screaming, crying,
- 26:59Speaker 1: screeching tires, fear everywhere, but not in Lo Wayne's heart.
- 27:03Speaker 1: It beats steady, true, rampid bullets weren't anything he couldn't overcome,
- 27:08Speaker 1: and the bus would come to a stop, and so
- 27:09Speaker 1: too with the shooting, and he'd be fine, better than before, stronger, smarter,
- 27:16Speaker 1: smart enough.
- 27:17Speaker 3: To sniff out.
- 27:17Speaker 1: A snake in his midst. A vision of a slithering,
- 27:20Speaker 1: money grubbing reptile working his way through Lol Wayne's house
- 27:23Speaker 1: on the outside, a mentor, a father figure, a trader
- 27:26Speaker 1: in his midst stealing right out from under his nose.
- 27:29Speaker 1: Millions gone in a record label advance, embezzlement, the running
- 27:32Speaker 1: of Lil Wayne's hard earned cash after Lil Wayne built
- 27:36Speaker 1: cash money records. It couldn't be. It was too far
- 27:39Speaker 1: fetched a vision, say it ain't so time would tell.
- 27:46Speaker 1: In the meantime, though, time was all that mattered, doing
- 27:50Speaker 1: the time, not letting it do you overcoming. Enduring Baseball
- 27:56Speaker 1: is an endurance sport. One hundred and sixty two games
- 27:59Speaker 1: in a season played over six months longer if you
- 28:02Speaker 1: make the playoffs. It's a grueling stretch. It's rare, if
- 28:06Speaker 1: near impossible, for a player to go an entire season
- 28:09Speaker 1: without some sort of injury. Some play through the pain,
- 28:12Speaker 1: most don't. The great ones of course do. There's a
- 28:15Speaker 1: rhythm to a baseball season. It starts out easy, languid,
- 28:19Speaker 1: almost picks up steam, dips into a respite in July,
- 28:23Speaker 1: comes back furious in the late summer months, and speeds
- 28:26Speaker 1: into the fall postseason on fumes. There are nine innings
- 28:30Speaker 1: per game in baseball, and unlike any other sport, there
- 28:32Speaker 1: is no clock. You play until you finish, until someone
- 28:35Speaker 1: comes out on top, no matter the time, no matter
- 28:38Speaker 1: the number of extra innings. Unlike in other sports, there
- 28:42Speaker 1: is more at stake for quitters. Arguably, you've invested too
- 28:45Speaker 1: much of your time and effort to get to this
- 28:47Speaker 1: point in the game and give up. October seventeenth, two
- 28:52Speaker 1: thousand and four, the Boston Red Sox, the law Wayne's team,
- 28:56Speaker 1: was five hours plus and to an extra innings win
- 28:58Speaker 1: or go home game. Again. It's the vaunted New York Yankees,
- 29:02Speaker 1: a team that had the socks number for the better
- 29:04Speaker 1: part of a century. Mid October, almost a full three
- 29:07Speaker 1: extra weeks of postseason playing time. On top of the
- 29:10Speaker 1: extra innings, they were tired down three games to none.
- 29:15Speaker 1: The world encounted them out. Even their fans encounted them out.
- 29:18Speaker 1: If they tell you otherwise, they're lying. Losing was expected
- 29:22Speaker 1: at this point for the players, giving up. Losing at
- 29:25Speaker 1: that laid point in the game would have gone unnoticed.
- 29:28Speaker 1: It would have been the easy thing to do. But
- 29:30Speaker 1: the Red Sox clawed, scraped, and fought their way back,
- 29:33Speaker 1: tying the game in the ninth and eventually winning it
- 29:35Speaker 1: on a David Ortiz walk off home run in the twelve.
- 29:39Speaker 1: There was no giving up, because giving up meant giving
- 29:41Speaker 1: up too much, too much time, too much invested energy.
- 29:45Speaker 1: It wasn't just a game, it wasn't just a season.
- 29:48Speaker 1: It wasn't even the romanticized overcoming of some silly, non
- 29:50Speaker 1: existent curse. It was pride, a sense of self, a
- 29:54Speaker 1: once placed in the world, at the top, overcoming the odds,
- 29:58Speaker 1: a world beater inherit will to not give up, to overcome.
- 30:04Speaker 1: Lil Wayne had that same will. It would have been
- 30:07Speaker 1: easy to fall into bad habits in prison, to get high,
- 30:10Speaker 1: fuck off, fight whatever. And there were numerous ways for
- 30:13Speaker 1: Lil Wayne to have taken his eye off the ball,
- 30:15Speaker 1: to extend to stay at Riker's, but that wasn't going
- 30:18Speaker 1: to happen. He was neither above the law nor under
- 30:21Speaker 1: the influence. He had exerted so much effort, so much
- 30:24Speaker 1: of himself into his career. By that point, even if
- 30:27Speaker 1: he was in prison, there was too much at stake.
- 30:30Speaker 1: He'd been rapping since he was nine, and rapping for
- 30:32Speaker 1: cash money since he was twelve. He'd been famous his
- 30:35Speaker 1: entire adult life, and for part of his childhood. He'd
- 30:38Speaker 1: won four Grammys, released multiple platinum albums, escaped Hollygrove to
- 30:42Speaker 1: toward the world.
- 30:43Speaker 3: There was too much on the line now.
- 30:45Speaker 1: He had too many people counting on him, everyone at
- 30:47Speaker 1: Young Money Entertainment, the label he had founded a few
- 30:50Speaker 1: years earlier. His family, his four children, their four different mothers,
- 30:54Speaker 1: all relied on him. So there was nothing he was
- 30:57Speaker 1: going to do to send him back, and there was
- 30:59Speaker 1: nobody or nothing that he was going to let keep
- 31:01Speaker 1: him down this deep into the game. Not the vicious
- 31:05Speaker 1: murder of a father figure, not his father abandoning him,
- 31:08Speaker 1: not a third father figure's betrayal, or the betrayal of
- 31:11Speaker 1: a protege, not even a gunshot when moved.
- 31:13Speaker 3: To the Chester.
- 31:14Speaker 1: Eight months in Rikers, and especially not a month in
- 31:17Speaker 1: solitary confinement at the end of his stint, none of
- 31:20Speaker 1: him was gonna do. Lil Wayne in On November fourth,
- 31:24Speaker 1: twenty ten, Lil Wayne walked out of prison and into
- 31:28Speaker 1: the rest of his life, once again a free man.
- 31:33Speaker 1: Because giving in, giving up it wasn't in him. For
- 31:38Speaker 1: Lil Wayne, it would have been nothing short of disgraceful.
- 31:42Speaker 1: I'm Jake Brennan, and this this disgrace, all right. It
- 31:50Speaker 1: was reported in late January of twenty twenty one, after
- 31:53Speaker 1: the writing and recording of this episode, that Lil Wayne
- 31:56Speaker 1: was granted a pardon by then President Donald J. Trump
- 32:00Speaker 1: felony gun charge a different felony gun charge than the
- 32:03Speaker 1: one depicted in this episode, a felony gun charge springing
- 32:06Speaker 1: from an arrest in late twenty nineteen, a felony gun
- 32:10Speaker 1: charge that very likely would have landed Lil Wayne, a
- 32:12Speaker 1: convicted felon, in prison again, but this time for up
- 32:16Speaker 1: to ten years. It was also reported that after his
- 32:19Speaker 1: arrest and before the twenty twenty presidential election, Lil Wayne,
- 32:23Speaker 1: ever the self preservationists and not one to give up,
- 32:26Speaker 1: was able to arrange a meeting with the then president
- 32:28Speaker 1: at his golf course in Miami. By all accounts, the
- 32:31Speaker 1: president was charmed by the Megawatt rap star, and so
- 32:35Speaker 1: the rap star was pardoned and therefore once again free
- 32:39Speaker 1: to be Lil Wayne. Disgraceland was created by Yours Truly
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