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I Thought I Knew What I Wanted: Trying Horses in Florida · Two Point Perspective

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  This
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  week
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  I
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  got
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  to
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  do
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  something
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  I've
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  always
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  wanted
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  to
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  do.
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  I
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  went
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  to
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  Florida
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  to
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  try
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  horses,
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  but
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  I
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  wasn't
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  really
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  sure
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  what
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  I
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  was
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  hoping
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  to
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  find.
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  This
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  is
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  two
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  point
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  perspective.
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  Two
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  riders
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  with
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  different
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  viewpoints
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  from
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  different
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  generations
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  talking
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  about
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  the
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  same
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  sport.
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  My
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  flight
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  Left
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  Charlottesville
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  at
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  6
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  in
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  the
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  morning,
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  so
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  I
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  had
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  plenty
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  of
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  time
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  to
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  think.
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  I
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  had
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  a
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  long,
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  long
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  layover
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  in
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  Atlanta.
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  And
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  somewhere
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  between
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  the
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  first
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  and
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  second
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  cup
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  of
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  coffee,
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  I
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  guess
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  I
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  realized
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  I
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  wasn't
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  really
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  excited.
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  I
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  wasn't
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  even
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  really
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  sure
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  what
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  I
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  was
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  doing.
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  And
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  that
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  felt
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  weird
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  to
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  admit
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  because
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  there
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  was
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  a
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  time
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  when
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  flying
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  somewhere,
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  anywhere
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  to
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  try
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  horses
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  would
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  have
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  been
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  the
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  coolest
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  thing
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  ever.
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  I
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  don't
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  think
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  I've
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  actually
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  ever
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  gotten
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  on
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  a
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  plane
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  to
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  go
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  try
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  horses
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  for
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  myself.
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  We've
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  done
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  it
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  for
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  my
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  daughter,
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  but
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  this
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  was
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  different.
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  I
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  always
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  wanted
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  to
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  be
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  that
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  girl,
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  the
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  one
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  who
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  gets
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  to
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  get
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  on
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  planes
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  to
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  go
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  sit
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  on
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  horses
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  in
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  Europe
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  or
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  Canada
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  or
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  somewhere.
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  I
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  have
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  a
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  friend
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  that
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  I
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  grew
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  up
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  riding
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  with
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  and
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  I
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  do
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  see
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  her
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  post
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  all
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  the
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  time
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  where
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  she
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  and
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  her
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  trainer
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  take
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  these
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  little
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  adventures
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  to
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  Belgium
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  in
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  the
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  fall.
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  And
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  she
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  always
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  comes
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  home
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  with
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  the
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  coolest
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  horses.
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  But
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  this
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  didn't
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  feel
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  exciting.
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  And
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  I
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  think
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  it's
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  because
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  I
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  feel
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  a
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  lot
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  of
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  pressure
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  to
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  get
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  it
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  right.
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  Not
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  pressure
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  from
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  anybody
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  else,
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  but
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  just
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  from
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  myself.
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  And
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  I
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  don't
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  think
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  I
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  actually
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  know
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  what
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  I
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  was
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  looking
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  for
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  anymore.
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  I
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  thought
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  I
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  did,
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  but.
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  Which
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  you
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  all
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  have
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  heard
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  this
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  before.
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  I
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  went
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  from
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  the
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  thoroughbred
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  to
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  the
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  warmblood.
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  And
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  that
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  felt
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  logical.
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  Not
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  easy,
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  but
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  logical.
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  The
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  sport
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  had
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  changed.
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  I
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  couldn't
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  be
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  competitive
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  on
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  a
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  thoroughbred.
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  Then
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  I
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  lost
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  that
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  horse.
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  Then
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  I
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  went
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  younger,
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  partly
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  because
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  it
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  financially
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  made
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  sense
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  and
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  I
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  could
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  build
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  something.
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  That
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  horse
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  had
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  edm.
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  So
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  what
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  I
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  built
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  was
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  knowledge
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  that
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  I
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  wish
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  I
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  didn't
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  have.
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  Then
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  another
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  young
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  one.
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  All
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  the
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  quality,
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  all
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  the
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  talent.
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  Beautiful.
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  And
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  the
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  price
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  tag
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  also
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  made
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  a
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  lot
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  of
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  sense.
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  And
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  we
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  all
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  know
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  how
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  that
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  ended.
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  So
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  here
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  I
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  am
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  again.
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  This
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  time,
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  all
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  my
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  friends,
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  everybody
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  is
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  saying
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  the
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  same
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  thing.
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  Just
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  spend
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  the
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  money.
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  Get
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  the
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  one
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  that's
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  doing
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  the
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  job
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  now
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  that
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  you
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  want
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  it
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  to
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  do.
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  And
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  I
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  understand
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  that
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  advice.
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  But
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  the
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  need
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  to
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  get
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  this
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  right
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  feels
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  more
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  important
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  than
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  ever.
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  Not
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  because
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  I
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  want
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  to
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  be
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  dramatic,
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  but
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  I
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  just
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  have
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  this
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  nagging
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  internal
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  clock.
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  And
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  I've
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  realized
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  something
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  about
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  that.
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  Being
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  older
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  doesn't
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  mean
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  that
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  I
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  want
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  less.
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  It
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  just
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  means
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  that
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  I'm
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  clearer
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  about
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  what
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  I
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  don't.
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  And
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  I
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  don't
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  want
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  to
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  spend
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  another
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  year
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  trying
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  to
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  figure
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  this
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  Out.
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  I
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  don't
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  want
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  to
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  waste
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  more
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  time,
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  I
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  don't
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  want
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  to
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  waste
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  more
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  money.
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  I
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  want
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  to
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  do
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  it
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  right.
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  And
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  I
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  don't
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  even
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  know
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  if
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  that's
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  possible.
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  But
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  I
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  will
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  say
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  the
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  first
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  few
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  days
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  were
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  interesting.
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  The
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  first
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  one
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  I
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  rode,
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  they
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  kept
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  saying,
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  oh,
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  you'll
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  just
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  love
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  this
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  one.
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  They
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  made
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  a
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  big
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  deal
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  about
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  how
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  safe
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  he
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  was
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  and
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  he
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  would
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  take
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  good
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  care
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  of
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  me.
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  He
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  was
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  doing
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  the
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  performance
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  3.
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  3.
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  I
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  get
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  all
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  that.
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  And
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  I
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  realized
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  that
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  I'm
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  not
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  18,
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  but
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  there
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  is
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  this
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  quiet
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  assumption
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  that
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  if
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  you're
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  older,
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  what
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  you
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  want
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  is
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  easy,
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  what
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  you
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  want
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  is
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  safe.
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  Something
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  that
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  just
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  packs
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  you
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  around
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  and
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  doesn't
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  ask
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  you
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  to
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  do
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  too
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  much.
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  And
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  truthfully,
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  he
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  was
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  fun,
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  but
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  for
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  the
• 4:05
  life
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  of
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  me,
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  I
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  couldn't
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  find
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  the
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  jumps
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  on
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  him.
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  In
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  fairness,
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  I
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  hadn't
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  ridden
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  in
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  a
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  few
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  weeks,
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  and
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  missing
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  isn't
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  entirely
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  unusual
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  for
• 4:15
  me.
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  But
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  I
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  remember
• 4:17
  thinking,
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  have
• 4:19
  I
• 4:19
  completely
• 4:20
  forgotten
• 4:20
  how
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  to
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  ride?
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  It
• 4:21
  was
• 4:22
  just
• 4:22
  so
• 4:22
  embarrassing.
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  Then
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  they
• 4:25
  had
• 4:26
  another
• 4:26
  one.
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  It
• 4:27
  was
• 4:27
  younger,
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  it
• 4:28
  was
• 4:28
  greener.
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  And
• 4:29
  I'm
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  sure
• 4:30
  after
• 4:30
  watching
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  me
• 4:31
  on
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  the
• 4:31
  first
• 4:32
  one,
• 4:32
  I
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  don't
• 4:33
  think
• 4:33
  they
• 4:33
  really
• 4:34
  expected
• 4:34
  much
• 4:35
  from
• 4:35
  that
• 4:35
  ride.
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  The
• 4:37
  plan
• 4:37
  was,
• 4:38
  oh,
• 4:38
  just
• 4:39
  sit
• 4:39
  on
• 4:39
  him
• 4:40
  and
• 4:40
  maybe
• 4:40
  we'll
• 4:41
  jump
• 4:41
  one
• 4:41
  or
• 4:41
  two
• 4:42
  small
• 4:42
  jumps.
• 4:43
  But
• 4:43
  this
• 4:43
  was
• 4:44
  really
• 4:44
  funny.
• 4:45
  I
• 4:45
  jumped
• 4:46
  the
• 4:46
  first
• 4:46
  jump
• 4:46
  and
• 4:47
  my
• 4:47
  trainer
• 4:48
  said,
• 4:48
  oh,
• 4:49
  my
• 4:49
  gosh,
• 4:49
  Elizabeth,
• 4:50
  lovely.
• 4:50
  And
• 4:51
  I
• 4:51
  hadn't
• 4:51
  even
• 4:51
  realized
• 4:52
  that.
• 4:53
  It
• 4:53
  felt
• 4:53
  different
• 4:54
  yet.
• 4:55
  We
• 4:55
  just
• 4:55
  jumped
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  around
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  and
• 4:56
  I
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  had
• 4:57
  fun.
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  He
• 4:58
  was
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  a
• 4:59
  better
• 4:59
  mover,
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  a
• 5:00
  cute
• 5:00
  jumper.
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  And
• 5:01
  what
• 5:02
  struck
• 5:02
  me
• 5:03
  wasn't
• 5:03
  just
• 5:04
  which
• 5:04
  one
• 5:04
  I
• 5:05
  preferred,
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  it
• 5:06
  was
• 5:06
  that
• 5:06
  I
• 5:07
  could
• 5:07
  just
• 5:07
  tell
• 5:08
  what
• 5:08
  was
• 5:08
  a
• 5:08
  better
• 5:09
  match.
• 5:10
  And
• 5:10
  like
• 5:10
  I
• 5:11
  said,
• 5:11
  I've
• 5:11
  never
• 5:11
  done
• 5:12
  this
• 5:12
  before.
• 5:13
  I've
• 5:13
  never
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  sat
• 5:14
  on
• 5:14
  several
• 5:15
  horses
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  and
• 5:16
  had
• 5:17
  to
• 5:17
  decide
• 5:18
  what
• 5:18
  I
• 5:18
  think.
• 5:19
  Usually
• 5:21
  I
• 5:21
  rode
• 5:22
  one
• 5:22
  and
• 5:23
  somebody
• 5:23
  said,
• 5:23
  this
• 5:24
  is
• 5:24
  it.
• 5:25
  But
• 5:25
  this
• 5:26
  time
• 5:27
  I
• 5:27
  got
• 5:27
  to
• 5:28
  see
• 5:29
  what
• 5:29
  wasn't
• 5:29
  my
• 5:30
  ride.
• 5:31
  And
• 5:31
  then
• 5:31
  what
• 5:32
  might
• 5:32
  be.
• 5:34
  I
• 5:34
  think
• 5:35
  what
• 5:35
  surprised
• 5:35
  me
• 5:36
  the
• 5:36
  most
• 5:37
  is
• 5:37
  how
• 5:38
  much
• 5:38
  I
• 5:38
  trusted
• 5:39
  what
• 5:39
  I
• 5:39
  felt.
• 5:40
  I
• 5:41
  didn't
• 5:41
  need
• 5:41
  someone
• 5:42
  to
• 5:42
  tell
• 5:42
  me.
• 5:43
  I
• 5:44
  could
• 5:44
  tell.
• 5:46
  It's
• 5:46
  funny.
• 5:47
  You
• 5:47
  get
• 5:47
  on
• 5:47
  one
• 5:47
  and
• 5:48
  you
• 5:48
  think,
• 5:48
  I
• 5:49
  just
• 5:49
  want
• 5:49
  to
• 5:49
  get
• 5:49
  off.
• 5:50
  But
• 5:51
  you
• 5:51
  don't
• 5:51
  want
• 5:51
  to
• 5:51
  be
• 5:51
  rude,
• 5:52
  so
• 5:52
  you
• 5:53
  try.
• 5:54
  And
• 5:54
  some
• 5:55
  were
• 5:55
  fine,
• 5:56
  but
• 5:56
  they
• 5:56
  weren't
• 5:57
  it.
• 5:58
  And
• 5:58
  then
• 5:58
  you
• 5:59
  get
• 5:59
  on
• 5:59
  the
• 5:59
  next
• 5:59
  one
• 6:00
  and
• 6:00
  there
• 6:01
  it
• 6:01
  is.
• 6:01
  It's
• 6:02
  fun.
• 6:03
  But
• 6:04
  more
• 6:04
  than
• 6:04
  fun,
• 6:05
  it
• 6:05
  makes
• 6:06
  sense.
• 6:07
  You
• 6:07
  start
• 6:07
  to
• 6:07
  understand
• 6:08
  that
• 6:09
  there
• 6:09
  really
• 6:09
  is
• 6:09
  such
• 6:10
  a
• 6:10
  thing
• 6:10
  as
• 6:11
  your
• 6:12
  ride,
• 6:13
  and
• 6:13
  you
• 6:13
  can
• 6:13
  feel
• 6:14
  it.
• 6:15
  Oh,
• 6:15
  and
• 6:15
  then,
• 6:15
  of
• 6:16
  course,
• 6:16
  there
• 6:17
  was
• 6:17
  this
• 6:17
  funny
• 6:18
  small
• 6:18
  world
• 6:18
  moment.
• 6:19
  The
• 6:19
  professional
• 6:20
  that
• 6:20
  I
• 6:20
  was
• 6:21
  riding
• 6:22
  the
• 6:22
  first
• 6:22
  two
• 6:22
  horses
• 6:22
  with
• 6:24
  my
• 6:24
  trainer
• 6:25
  was
• 6:25
  sitting
• 6:26
  on
• 6:26
  the
• 6:26
  first
• 6:26
  one
• 6:26
  before
• 6:27
  I
• 6:27
  got
• 6:27
  on.
• 6:28
  So
• 6:28
  the
• 6:28
  professional
• 6:29
  and
• 6:29
  I
• 6:29
  were
• 6:29
  just
• 6:29
  talking,
• 6:30
  and
• 6:30
  she
• 6:31
  said,
• 6:31
  my
• 6:32
  name's
• 6:32
  Elizabeth.
• 6:33
  And
• 6:33
  I
• 6:33
  said,
• 6:34
  mine,
• 6:34
  too.
• 6:35
  And
• 6:35
  then
• 6:35
  she
• 6:36
  said.
• 6:36
  I
• 6:37
  said,
• 6:37
  where
• 6:37
  are
• 6:38
  you
• 6:38
  from?
• 6:38
  And
• 6:38
  she
• 6:39
  said,
• 6:39
  I'm
• 6:39
  from
• 6:39
  Atlanta.
• 6:40
  And
• 6:40
  I
• 6:40
  said,
• 6:41
  me,
• 6:41
  too.
• 6:42
  And
• 6:42
  then
• 6:42
  she
• 6:43
  said,
• 6:43
  I
• 6:44
  rode
• 6:44
  with
• 6:45
  this
• 6:46
  trainer
• 6:46
  and
• 6:46
  then
• 6:47
  ended
• 6:47
  up
• 6:47
  with
• 6:47
  that
• 6:48
  trainer.
• 6:48
  And
• 6:49
  even
• 6:49
  though
• 6:49
  she's
• 6:50
  more
• 6:50
  than
• 6:50
  30
• 6:51
  years
• 6:51
  younger
• 6:51
  than
• 6:51
  me,
• 6:52
  we
• 6:53
  actually
• 6:53
  rode
• 6:53
  with
• 6:54
  one
• 6:54
  of
• 6:54
  those
• 6:55
  same
• 6:56
  trainers.
• 6:58
  I,
• 6:58
  of
• 6:58
  course,
• 6:58
  went
• 6:59
  home
• 6:59
  and
• 6:59
  called
• 6:59
  my
• 6:59
  mother,
• 7:00
  and
• 7:00
  my
• 7:00
  mother
• 7:00
  even
• 7:01
  remembered
• 7:02
  her
• 7:02
  family.
• 7:03
  This
• 7:03
  world
• 7:03
  is
• 7:04
  just
• 7:04
  so
• 7:05
  small.
• 7:06
  And
• 7:07
  the
• 7:07
  other
• 7:07
  thing
• 7:08
  that
• 7:08
  was
• 7:08
  fun,
• 7:09
  I
• 7:09
  didn't
• 7:10
  expect
• 7:11
  how
• 7:11
  many
• 7:12
  people
• 7:12
  were
• 7:13
  following
• 7:13
  along
• 7:14
  this
• 7:14
  week.
• 7:15
  Friends
• 7:16
  from
• 7:16
  everywhere
• 7:17
  have
• 7:17
  been
• 7:18
  following
• 7:18
  this
• 7:19
  journey.
• 7:20
  They've
• 7:20
  been
• 7:20
  watching
• 7:21
  all
• 7:21
  of
• 7:21
  my
• 7:22
  ups
• 7:22
  and
• 7:22
  downs.
• 7:23
  So
• 7:23
  when
• 7:23
  I
• 7:24
  got
• 7:24
  there,
• 7:25
  my
• 7:25
  phone
• 7:25
  didn't
• 7:26
  stop.
• 7:27
  Text
• 7:27
  upon
• 7:28
  text
• 7:28
  and
• 7:29
  video.
• 7:30
  How
• 7:30
  did
• 7:30
  it
• 7:30
  feel?
• 7:32
  Another
• 7:32
  adult
• 7:33
  amateur
• 7:34
  that
• 7:34
  I
• 7:34
  ride
• 7:34
  with
• 7:35
  wanted
• 7:35
  to
• 7:35
  come
• 7:36
  along,
• 7:36
  but
• 7:37
  she
• 7:37
  didn't
• 7:38
  want
• 7:38
  to
• 7:38
  make
• 7:38
  me
• 7:38
  nervous
• 7:39
  or
• 7:39
  seem
• 7:39
  intrusive.
• 7:41
  So
• 7:41
  she
• 7:41
  said,
• 7:42
  what
• 7:42
  if
• 7:42
  I
• 7:42
  go
• 7:43
  with
• 7:43
  you
• 7:43
  to
• 7:43
  be
• 7:43
  your
• 7:44
  videographer?
• 7:45
  And
• 7:45
  I
• 7:46
  think
• 7:47
  realizing
• 7:48
  that
• 7:48
  people
• 7:49
  really
• 7:49
  are
• 7:50
  in
• 7:50
  my
• 7:50
  corner
• 7:52
  meant
• 7:52
  more
• 7:52
  than
• 7:53
  I
• 7:53
  ever
• 7:53
  expected.
• 7:54
  It
• 7:55
  almost
• 7:55
  felt
• 7:55
  bigger
• 7:56
  than
• 7:56
  me
• 7:57
  just
• 7:57
  looking
• 7:57
  for
• 7:58
  a
• 7:58
  horse.
• 7:59
  And
• 7:59
  I
• 8:00
  can't
• 8:00
  say
• 8:00
  how
• 8:01
  much
• 8:01
  I
• 8:01
  really
• 8:02
  appreciated
• 8:02
  that,
• 8:04
  because
• 8:04
  this
• 8:05
  sport
• 8:05
  can
• 8:06
  feel
• 8:06
  very
• 8:06
  individual.
• 8:08
  But
• 8:08
  this
• 8:09
  week
• 8:09
  did
• 8:10
  not.
• 8:11
  And
• 8:11
  then
• 8:12
  I
• 8:13
  tried
• 8:13
  the
• 8:13
  last
• 8:13
  one.
• 8:15
  Oh,
• 8:16
  my
• 8:17
  God.
• 8:17
  Seven
• 8:17
  years
• 8:18
  old.
• 8:19
  Fancy.
• 8:20
  More
• 8:21
  than
• 8:21
  fancy.
• 8:22
  And
• 8:23
  I
• 8:23
  don't
• 8:23
  think
• 8:24
  I
• 8:24
  realized
• 8:25
  how
• 8:26
  incredible
• 8:26
  it
• 8:27
  would
• 8:27
  feel
• 8:28
  when
• 8:29
  everything
• 8:30
  just
• 8:30
  fit.
• 8:31
  I
• 8:32
  have
• 8:32
  a
• 8:32
  few
• 8:32
  nitpicks,
• 8:33
  because
• 8:33
  of
• 8:34
  course
• 8:34
  I
• 8:34
  do,
• 8:35
  but
• 8:35
  in
• 8:35
  the
• 8:36
  scheme
• 8:36
  of
• 8:36
  things,
• 8:37
  wow.
• 8:38
  It
• 8:39
  was
• 8:39
  weird
• 8:40
  because
• 8:40
  it
• 8:41
  felt
• 8:41
  like
• 8:41
  I'd
• 8:41
  always
• 8:42
  ridden
• 8:42
  her.
• 8:43
  I
• 8:43
  almost
• 8:44
  didn't
• 8:44
  need
• 8:44
  to
• 8:44
  ride
• 8:45
  her
• 8:45
  anymore.
• 8:46
  It
• 8:46
  was
• 8:46
  just.
• 8:47
  Just
• 8:47
  right
• 8:48
  for
• 8:48
  me.
• 8:49
  And
• 8:49
  that's
• 8:49
  when
• 8:50
  I
• 8:50
  realized
• 8:50
  something.
• 8:52
  Earlier
• 8:52
  in
• 8:53
  the
• 8:53
  week,
• 8:54
  I
• 8:54
  thought
• 8:54
  I
• 8:55
  didn't
• 8:55
  know
• 8:55
  what
• 8:56
  I
• 8:56
  was
• 8:56
  looking
• 8:56
  for,
• 8:57
  but
• 8:58
  maybe
• 8:59
  I
• 8:59
  just
• 9:00
  hadn't
• 9:00
  been
• 9:00
  given
• 9:01
  the
• 9:01
  contrast
• 9:03
  because
• 9:03
  once
• 9:04
  I
• 9:04
  felt
• 9:04
  it,
• 9:05
  it
• 9:05
  was
• 9:05
  totally
• 9:06
  obvious.
• 9:07
  And
• 9:08
  if
• 9:08
  you
• 9:08
  asked
• 9:08
  me
• 9:08
  to
• 9:09
  decide
• 9:09
  tomorrow,
• 9:11
  I
• 9:11
  already
• 9:11
  did.
• 9:13
  So
• 9:13
  now
• 9:14
  we
• 9:14
  wait.
• 9:16
  That's
• 9:16
  my
• 9:16
  perspective
• 9:17
  this
• 9:18
  week.