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Imagining the End Works · Intuitive Coaching with Amy Radio

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Speaker 1: Hi, It's Amy with Intuitive Coaching with Amy Radio, and
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Speaker 1: this is your sacred space for spirituality, intuition, manifestation, and
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Speaker 1: metaphysical wisdom. Let's talk about the power of imagining the
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Speaker 1: end result. This is something I've been playing with for
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Speaker 1: about a year, and what shifted for me was getting
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Speaker 1: very specific about what I would actually see after I
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Speaker 1: received what I wanted. There was something I'd been calling
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Speaker 1: in for some time. It was a part of a
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Speaker 1: larger goal, and I was pretty relaxed about it because
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Speaker 1: it was again wrapped into that larger vision, and so
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Speaker 1: I was fine with letting it unfold as an outpouring
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Speaker 1: of that goal, though I was beyond ready for it
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Speaker 1: to manifest. So in November I decided to break that
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Speaker 1: larger result into visible visible in scenes in my mind.
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Speaker 1: So these are specific scenes I would be seeing if
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Speaker 1: I had manifested my greater desire. So in one scene,
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Speaker 1: I imagine holding the receipt from the store where I
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Speaker 1: would buy a particular item I have been wanting and
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Speaker 1: quite frankly needing. I did not imagine the item. I
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Speaker 1: had been doing that and it wasn't working for me
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Speaker 1: as a manifestation tool. I'll explain you where it was working,
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Speaker 1: and now I can tell you why it wasn't working.
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Speaker 1: As a bringing it into form tool, my mind couldn't
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Speaker 1: get behind the images that I was putting on my
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Speaker 1: vision board because when it comes to fashion, my mind
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Speaker 1: is very realistic, and because dials are always changing, if
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Speaker 1: I put a very specific version of this item on
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Speaker 1: my vision board, my mind would immediately say it's probably
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Speaker 1: not going to be that, instead of just focusing on
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Speaker 1: the symbolism. So, and I'm sharing all of this with
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Speaker 1: you because I think these can be some of the
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Speaker 1: pitfalls of vision boarding, not as a whole, but to
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Speaker 1: you individually. Remember, we have to take these tools and
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Speaker 1: use them based on who we are, and when it
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Speaker 1: comes to something like fashion, I am very clear about
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Speaker 1: how it all works for me. And so just putting
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Speaker 1: an image of this thing on the vision board wasn't
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Speaker 1: moving the dial in terms of manifestation. It was moving
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Speaker 1: the dial in another area that supported the manifestation. So again,
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Speaker 1: I think it all works. It just may not work
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Speaker 1: in the way that you think. So if I put
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Speaker 1: a particular image on my vision board, my very fashion
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Speaker 1: conscious brain would look at it and say, no, the
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Speaker 1: likelihood of that one being in store is probably slim.
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Speaker 1: And since for this desire I had very clear preferences
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Speaker 1: about the item I wanted, but it wasn't attached to
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Speaker 1: a specific item, I was finding it hard to form
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Speaker 1: any connection with what I was seeing on the vision board.
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Speaker 1: And believe me, over the last i'd say three years,
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Speaker 1: I have tons of vision boards with this particular item.
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Speaker 1: And sure I could have seen it symbolically. I'll say
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Speaker 1: it again, you always have the choice to see it
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Speaker 1: as just oh, this item represents the energy of what
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Speaker 1: I'll ultimately manifest, and usually that's the way I approach it.
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Speaker 1: But for some reason, again my fashion conscious brain could
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Speaker 1: I didn't see it that way, and sure can somebody
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Speaker 1: else see it symbolically? Absolutely so, in no way am
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Speaker 1: I saying don't put a specific image on your vision board. No, yes,
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Speaker 1: do that, but also know how you're wired. So again,
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Speaker 1: it wasn't working for me in terms of welcoming it
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Speaker 1: into form. I think partially because of you know, again,
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Speaker 1: my fashion conscious brain just won't accept an image of
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Speaker 1: something from three seasons of go and believe it's going
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Speaker 1: to manifest into form. Now, if I was really into
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Speaker 1: that particular version. Yeah, that's a different storyline, right, you know,
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Speaker 1: that wouldn't be in the store. It would be probably
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Speaker 1: something I would buy secondhand, right, but something in store,
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Speaker 1: which is what I saw myself doing, and that's the
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Speaker 1: way I make my purchases. I don't do a lot
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Speaker 1: of secondhand things when it comes to fashion. It was
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Speaker 1: again very difficult for me to believe it. But what
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Speaker 1: was working was it was keeping that desire in the
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Speaker 1: forefront of my mind. This is where it gets fun.
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Speaker 1: And because of that, I knew the exact store I
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Speaker 1: would purchase from, and even the exact mall I would
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Speaker 1: go to here in LA to make that purchase. So
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Speaker 1: as I was breaking up this larger goal into pieces,
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Speaker 1: I decided to imagine the end result being holding a
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Speaker 1: receipt from the exact store in the exact mall where
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Speaker 1: I would make the purchase. And I even went online
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Speaker 1: and googled receipts the store and that mall. And of course,
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Speaker 1: because this is this we live in this time space reality,
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Speaker 1: there are people who put their receipts, you know, usually
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Speaker 1: in connection to a review, put their receipts online, and
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Speaker 1: so I could crop out what they purchased. I didn't
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Speaker 1: even look at what people purchased. I looked at just
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Speaker 1: the top part where it named the store, and it
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Speaker 1: had the store's logo and the address of the mall.
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Speaker 1: And I focused on holding that in my right hand.
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Speaker 1: And now I'm thinking about right hand. I'm left handed,
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Speaker 1: so my right hand is receptivity. So now even that
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Speaker 1: symbolism adds. So I'm into symbolism obviously, so it works.
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Speaker 1: And so that's what I did, was I visualize and
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Speaker 1: imagine looking down at that receipt in my right hand.
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Speaker 1: And then I took the image of their receipt and
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Speaker 1: I put that on a vision board. Again. Since this
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Speaker 1: purchase was a part of a larger manifestation, I feel
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Speaker 1: I need to say this. It didn't have a lot
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Speaker 1: of emotional charge for me, right, I just didn't. I
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Speaker 1: just because all the energy within me is both positive
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Speaker 1: and negatively, is associated with the larger goal. So I
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Speaker 1: just imagine holding that receipt in my right hand after
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Speaker 1: making the purchase, and found an image of that receipt
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Speaker 1: online one more time, and I put that on my
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Speaker 1: vision board and pretty much that was it. I definitely
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Speaker 1: did a few sessions of imagining the end result meaning
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Speaker 1: holding that receipt. I even made flash cards. Again, this
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Speaker 1: is all associated with a larger goal. That's why I
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Speaker 1: put so much energy into it. I made flash cards
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Speaker 1: of where I wrote simply an end result scene like
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Speaker 1: this one would have been, I'm holding the receipt for
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Speaker 1: blank store from this mall in my hand, right, That's
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Speaker 1: all I did there. And so I made flash cards
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Speaker 1: for all these end results, and I would just flip
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Speaker 1: through it. And you know, I'm always playing with manifestation tools.
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Speaker 1: I did that for I did the flash cards. I
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Speaker 1: played with the flash cards. It made them, which I
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Speaker 1: think even making them is an act unto itself and
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Speaker 1: a manifestation practice. But in terms of flipping through the
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Speaker 1: flash cards, I did that maybe two three times. I
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Speaker 1: even had forgotten about them, and I remember I must
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Speaker 1: have put them in my backpack. I spent New Year's
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Speaker 1: Eve with my brother's family, and so I had packed
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Speaker 1: a bag and I put my flash cards in there,
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Speaker 1: assuming I would get a minute to go through my
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Speaker 1: flash cards. But I didn't, and I'd forgotten about them.
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Speaker 1: And I was clean out my backpack this month February,
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Speaker 1: and I found them, and so I did it a
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Speaker 1: couple of more times, but that was pretty much it
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Speaker 1: just imagining those end results using that flip the flash cards,
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Speaker 1: and one of them was for this item and holding
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Speaker 1: the receipt. Do you love me, I'm such a manifestation nerd.
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Speaker 1: I love it. It's so fun. It is really fun,
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Speaker 1: so let's keep going. So recently I needed sneakers. I
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Speaker 1: really really needed sneakers. I mean, my sneakers were so
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Speaker 1: beat up, I mean just so beat up, more beat
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Speaker 1: up than normal. But again I had wrapped even the
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Speaker 1: sneakers into this larger goal, and so that was keeping
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Speaker 1: me from where I would have normally replaced the months earlier.
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Speaker 1: It was keeping me from making that purchase. So I
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Speaker 1: was like, you know, I got to get here and
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Speaker 1: then I'll get there. And more on that later. But anyway,
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Speaker 1: I needed sneakers. I buy a very particular type of
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Speaker 1: sneaker at a specialty store, and even making that purchase
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Speaker 1: wasn't as straightforward as normal, because again, like I said,
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Speaker 1: I wrapped it into this larger goal, and that larger
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Speaker 1: goal I'm figuring out now one of the reasons it
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Speaker 1: probably hasn't come into fruition is because I've wrapped my
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Speaker 1: identity into it all. So there is a story in
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Speaker 1: my subconscious mind that I've associated with me personally, and
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Speaker 1: I have more on that later as well. So I
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Speaker 1: went out, but I was just frustrated, like I have
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Speaker 1: I love this year of the fire Horse because I'm
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Speaker 1: noticing when I get frustrated because I'm in aries and
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Speaker 1: I'm also naturally a pretty peaceful person. So if I
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Speaker 1: get frustrated, I'm like, oh, this feeling can't stick around.
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Speaker 1: What needs to happen. Let's get it done now. So
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Speaker 1: all of that that cocktail of energy within me is like,
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Speaker 1: let's go now. And I remember waking up and I
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Speaker 1: was like, I have to get sneakers, and so I
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Speaker 1: always shop at this same store. But so I'm gonna
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Speaker 1: give me some gift cards to Arii, And so I
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Speaker 1: was kind of researching, are there some other brands. I'm
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Speaker 1: such a brand loyalist when I like, I'm not, Yeah,
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Speaker 1: Like I have things that I'm just devoted to that
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Speaker 1: brand because it works for me. And so but I
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Speaker 1: was like, Okay, what if I need to expand my possibilities.
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Speaker 1: I have this these Arii gift cards, and so I
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Speaker 1: was going through the Arii website looking at a bunch
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Speaker 1: of their their shoes and researching like all the different
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Speaker 1: possibilities and and so I mean, I will, I won't
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Speaker 1: lie to you. I wasted a good chunk of time
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Speaker 1: doing that, because I did wind up going to the
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Speaker 1: same store that I always go to. And no, I
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Speaker 1: didn't use my gift cards. I just paid for it, right,
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Speaker 1: But again, it's all a part of this larger story.
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Speaker 1: So anyway, I bought my shoes, and as I was
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Speaker 1: leaving that store, I needed to use the restroom. So
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Speaker 1: I asked the people in the store, and I have
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Speaker 1: a story about them. They were wonderful, you know, where
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Speaker 1: to go, and they told me wearing the mall and
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Speaker 1: lo and behold, right next to that store was the
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Speaker 1: store from my receipt visioning. And I hadn't planned to
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Speaker 1: go in there because I'm like, that's it's not the
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Speaker 1: time for that. But here's the thing. I come out
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Speaker 1: of that from beautiful mall, beautiful restrooms, like really well
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Speaker 1: kept and so I you know, all of that matters
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Speaker 1: to me. So I'm feeling good. I have new shoes on,
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Speaker 1: because I mean, my shoes were so trash. Like the
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Speaker 1: man literally that was helping me was like, do you
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Speaker 1: want me to recycle these for you? And I was like, yes,
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Speaker 1: just take them. And so so I'm feeling good, feeling good,
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Speaker 1: and so I walk out and there's some kids, like
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Speaker 1: teenage kids, like genuinely teenagers, talking about like, oh, you
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Speaker 1: manifested with that girl, and I was like, oh, that's cool.
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Speaker 1: I love that the younger generation is so much more
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Speaker 1: comfortable with manifestation and saying it. I think that there'll
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Speaker 1: be so much more less shame around all of this,
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Speaker 1: and it's just it's going to make us a better planet.
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Speaker 1: But anyway, so I heard them say that, I was like,
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Speaker 1: all right, cool. You know when we go on the
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Speaker 1: store and just see I would I really I hadn't
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Speaker 1: planned to go in there, but when I came out
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Speaker 1: of the bathroom, I was like, okay, let me just
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Speaker 1: walk in, and these kids are talking about manifestation, no pressure,
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Speaker 1: just let me see what's available. It's all a part
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Speaker 1: of my manifestation process. Had not planned to buy anything,
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Speaker 1: and I went in and they have a guy at
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Speaker 1: the front. He's probably more security than store clerk. But anyway,
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Speaker 1: you know, the minute I walk in, because you know,
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Speaker 1: it's all identity stuff, I had had my identity stuff
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Speaker 1: then the shoe store, and so I mean, like, just
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Speaker 1: tell him my story. I'm like, I buy from this
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Speaker 1: brand every seven years, and I like a certain type
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Speaker 1: of item in terms of size and functionality, and this
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Speaker 1: is what I always buy. I always buy this brand
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Speaker 1: my whole adult life. He so, he probably way more
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Speaker 1: information than he needed, but he was sweet, and he's like,
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Speaker 1: go upstairs and see this girl. She in this section.
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Speaker 1: She might know of a bag that would work for you.
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Speaker 1: It's a bag. I'll tell you it's a bag. I
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Speaker 1: was hesitant to say bag because my manifestations are my
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Speaker 1: manifestations and your manifestations are your manifestations. But anyways, it's
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Speaker 1: a bag. I'm back, and I buy the same brand
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Speaker 1: all the time here after, you know, every seven years,
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Speaker 1: like clockwork. So so I go upstairs and you know,
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Speaker 1: I'm not really expecting a whole lot, and I find
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Speaker 1: the girl that you know, he had told me to find,
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Speaker 1: and again I'm I'm loyal to this brand. I have
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Speaker 1: a particular type in mind, but nothing specific, because this
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Speaker 1: particular brand changes styles every year. I just wanted to
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Speaker 1: see what was available and feel into it again in
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Speaker 1: my mind at this point, it's still all a part
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Speaker 1: of this larger manifestation. So so I go, I find
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Speaker 1: this girl and she she wasn't all that helpful initially,
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Speaker 1: like right, she wasn't. She's like, no, I don't really know,
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Speaker 1: we don't really have anything like that, because I'm showing
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Speaker 1: them my present bag, and and so I was like okay,
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Speaker 1: And then you know, I was turning to leave, and
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Speaker 1: out of the corner of my eye I see a
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Speaker 1: bag that would work, and it was right for my personality,
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Speaker 1: but not my preferred color. So funny, the colors that
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Speaker 1: they had out would have been is the exact color
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Speaker 1: I currently had. You know, at that time, I thought,
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Speaker 1: you know, seven years earlier, and so at one time
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Speaker 1: that that color that was out matched my personality I was.
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Speaker 1: I was into it. It was it was red, but
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Speaker 1: you know, now in la forties, I wanted I want
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Speaker 1: it black. I want it black, and I like, I
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Speaker 1: like the trend that of the black bag. And so
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Speaker 1: I told her that, and she was like, wow, I
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Speaker 1: haven't seen one again. She's bless her herd. She's amazing.
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Speaker 1: She wasn't like helpful in the sense that like she
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Speaker 1: was trying to help me figure it out. But I
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Speaker 1: actually really appreciated that because I had to be in
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Speaker 1: that moment. I had to make the choices and decisions
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Speaker 1: for myself. And so I said to her, well, go check.
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Speaker 1: Like I I'm like, what am I doing. I'm not
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Speaker 1: trying to buy a bag today, Like I was like,
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Speaker 1: just go check right and see if they do have it,
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Speaker 1: and so so she does. Sweet she goes and doesn't,
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Speaker 1: and I notice as I'm standing there, I'm looking at it.
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Speaker 1: I'm like, oh, this price is so much lower than
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Speaker 1: I envisioned. And so in that moment, I made the
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Speaker 1: decision that if they have the my color, if they
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Speaker 1: have it in black, that's my sign. I'm going to
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Speaker 1: take the bag home tonight. It feels right to me.
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Speaker 1: And she came out and sure enough she had it.
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Speaker 1: She's like, oh, I didn't even know we had these bags.
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Speaker 1: I was like, cool, if this was met for me,
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Speaker 1: And so I go downstairs to check out, and I,
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Speaker 1: you know, again, I'm feeling pretty light, kind of weird,
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Speaker 1: but light about it all because, you know, I was like, wow,
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Speaker 1: I'm really going to do this. It's not I mean,
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Speaker 1: it's not a huge cost, but still it wasn't. It
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Speaker 1: wasn't in alignment with the scheme I had created for
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Speaker 1: myself around the purchase. But it felt easy and felt calm,
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Speaker 1: and I already made the decision that it was meant
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Speaker 1: for me and so, and in truth, when I buy
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Speaker 1: bags from this particular brand, that's the way it always unfolds.
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Speaker 1: It's always like, yeah, I'm time for bag. Let's go
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Speaker 1: and see what they have. And then I see something
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Speaker 1: and I'm like, yes, that's exactly what I want it,
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Speaker 1: and then I buy it. Done right, So it was
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Speaker 1: feeling like that. So I was like, yeah, this is
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Speaker 1: checking all the boxes. The only difference was this time
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Speaker 1: around because I wrapped it into this larger story. But
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Speaker 1: it felt right, and it felt the line, just focusing
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Speaker 1: on the bag purchase right, not thinking about the larger manifestation,
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Speaker 1: just this thing. So when I checked out and the
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Speaker 1: gal at the counterhands me the receipt, I'm I have
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Speaker 1: my hand, my left hand, that's my dominant hand in
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Speaker 1: my current person and I was putting, you know, my
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Speaker 1: card away and stuff, and so I was reached. I
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Speaker 1: reach out with my right hand and I look down
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Speaker 1: and I'm holding I'm holding their recteat almost exactly the
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Speaker 1: way I imagined it. And there's the store name and
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Speaker 1: the address, and that's you know, the specific shopping center
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Speaker 1: was named. And I had pictured, I pictured all of this.
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Speaker 1: It was printed right there, and I'd been picturing this
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Speaker 1: in this moment and holding it in my right hand.
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Speaker 1: And because I had seen this scene so many times
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Speaker 1: in my mind's eye, standing in the store holding the
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Speaker 1: receipt in my hand, I realized, like, holy shit, Like
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Speaker 1: I say, what the kids outside, I manifested this. I never,
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Speaker 1: you know, sometimes I say that, but usually I'm like, oh, yeah,
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Speaker 1: this happened, And you know, I usually don't use that terminology.
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Speaker 1: But I said to the checkers, like, manifested this, and
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Speaker 1: she's like, oh okay. And so what change. What change
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Speaker 1: was not how much I wanted to be item. What
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Speaker 1: change was where I put my focus and the whole
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Speaker 1: reason for this show. I stopped imagining the thing itself
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Speaker 1: because I told you it wasn't working. But it was
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Speaker 1: working in the sense of keeping it in the forefront
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Speaker 1: of my mind, right to the point where I'm like,
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Speaker 1: I know where I will buy it. I know the
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Speaker 1: general price range it will be in. And it was
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Speaker 1: much lower than every price range I had predicted. Yeah,
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Speaker 1: I was in the forefront of my mind, and so
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Speaker 1: it made it easy when I was making this shift
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Speaker 1: into focusing on just a very specific end result. To
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Speaker 1: cultivate that, and I want to be clear about this,
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Speaker 1: I had to stop focusing on the larger coal itself
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Speaker 1: and just imagine that end result, Holy, that receipt from
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Speaker 1: that store, from that mall in my right hand, and
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Speaker 1: I even had visual representation on a vision board and
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Speaker 1: I just focused on it as if it had already happened. Now,
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Speaker 1: manifestate that was fucking rat and cool. And I did
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Speaker 1: go home and I was happy, right, I was happy.
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Speaker 1: But I still use the bag still setting it sits
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Speaker 1: on this table. I look at it literally every day.
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Speaker 1: It still has the dag on it. And it's because
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Speaker 1: I did notice a lot of mental noise and emotional upheaval.
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Speaker 1: I think it's all associated with this larger manifestation. I
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Speaker 1: even caught a cold, you know, I shared that on
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Speaker 1: a previous podcast right after. I think that's all associate
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Speaker 1: with it. I was doing another practice for another manifestation
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Speaker 1: I'm working. That was a lot of clearing work, so
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Speaker 1: a lot of feelings and noise and came out for me.
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Speaker 1: After this purchase, interestingly has nothing to do with the purchase,
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Speaker 1: I still feel really good about it. I still find
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Speaker 1: to keep the bag. I still feel that the manifestation
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Speaker 1: of that thing was clean and undeniable. So here's what
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Speaker 1: I want you to play with in your manifestation process.
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Speaker 1: Instead of vision boarding the object or the desire, ask
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Speaker 1: yourself what would you physically see after the desire has
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Speaker 1: been fulfilled? Would you see a business card with your
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Speaker 1: name on it? Would you see a text message with
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Speaker 1: a confirmation. Would you see a payment notification? Would you
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Speaker 1: see a set of keys in your purse? Would you
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Speaker 1: see I have a client manifesting love and she sees
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Speaker 1: herself walking down the aisle, not as a movie but
23:05
Speaker 1: as her eyeline, and she's looking at her soon to
23:09
Speaker 1: be husband and he's smiling. Whatever it is, imagine the
23:15
Speaker 1: end result. Place yourself there and imagine what you would
23:18
Speaker 1: see and keep it simple and then watch it unfold naturally.
23:24
Speaker 1: Now Here here are all my pieces to this story,
23:28
Speaker 1: because manifestation is simple, but you know we humans make
23:33
Speaker 1: things very complicated. So here's my strong recommendation. Be specific
23:40
Speaker 1: about the desire and at the same time at the
23:44
Speaker 1: same time, I put it in caps in my in
23:47
Speaker 1: my notes here, believe that what you want is possible. Okay,
23:51
Speaker 1: So let's go back to my flash cards I made
23:55
Speaker 1: because I'm a fucking nerd and I love it. I'm
23:56
Speaker 1: a manifestation nerd and or spiritual nerd. It's all one
24:02
Speaker 1: and the same to me. So those slash cards I
24:06
Speaker 1: had made. One of them is keys. I imagined having
24:13
Speaker 1: a key on my car fob. I have my car fob.
24:17
Speaker 1: It's just been because my current place, I have a keypad,
24:22
Speaker 1: and so my keypad was always doing funky things. And
24:26
Speaker 1: so recently I asked my landlord for key and now
24:34
Speaker 1: there's a key, but it's for my same place. You know,
24:37
Speaker 1: I've been a part part of my manifestations. This larger
24:41
Speaker 1: manifestation is an upgrade in place. And so I looked
24:45
Speaker 1: at that, and I said, huh, I manifested. So I
24:49
Speaker 1: thought one of my flash cards was there's a key
24:52
Speaker 1: on my keyfab for my new place, on the key
24:57
Speaker 1: ring with my keyfob for my car for many place,
25:01
Speaker 1: and but I just put for my apartment, right, I
25:05
Speaker 1: just put key on my keyring for my apartment and
25:13
Speaker 1: now I have a key on my keyring with my
25:16
Speaker 1: flog for my current place because I was being specific,
25:22
Speaker 1: but I was at the same time not holding believe
25:26
Speaker 1: that the apartment is possible. So I'll say it to
25:30
Speaker 1: you again, be specific about that in result and at
25:34
Speaker 1: the same time believe that what you want is possible
25:36
Speaker 1: for you. And when I say this, you know, with
25:39
Speaker 1: imagining the end result, the one that came through was
25:43
Speaker 1: the back right, but I've had lots of end results
25:47
Speaker 1: come through that I was. You know that we're on
25:49
Speaker 1: the flashcards that I was envisioning that were the same
25:53
Speaker 1: thing I already have. So like the key, like I
25:57
Speaker 1: have a key for my current place now I'm a kiva.
26:03
Speaker 1: So that's what I was envisioning, focusing on that and result.
26:08
Speaker 1: What was getting in the way of it being for
26:11
Speaker 1: a new place is my belief in it. So and
26:14
Speaker 1: again I've had since I've been doing this, I've had
26:18
Speaker 1: multiple things show up like that where nothing changed other
26:21
Speaker 1: than now I see this this end result in my
26:25
Speaker 1: physical reality. This is how powerful you are and your
26:31
Speaker 1: negative shit, the part of you that doesn't believe, is
26:35
Speaker 1: just as powerful. So my next very strong recommendation and
26:42
Speaker 1: this is a part of a larger story, and I
26:45
Speaker 1: do believe over the course of twenty twenty six, I'll
26:48
Speaker 1: be revisiting this on the show. Is let go of
26:52
Speaker 1: this scheming. I now can see that this desire had
26:56
Speaker 1: not come into form because I was willing to consider
27:01
Speaker 1: anything outside of that larger manifestation. I had a scheme
27:06
Speaker 1: in mind for how and when it would cut this
27:10
Speaker 1: bag would come into my possession, and it was always
27:13
Speaker 1: associate with this larger manifestation. I promise you this is
27:16
Speaker 1: the only time I've ever done that with bags. If
27:19
Speaker 1: I need a bag or I want a bag, and
27:21
Speaker 1: I'm like, I'm gonna go get back, and let's just
27:23
Speaker 1: see how it goes, right, Let's see if I find
27:25
Speaker 1: what I'm looking for. And I always do and it's cool.
27:28
Speaker 1: But because of the emotional charge surrounding this larger manifestation,
27:33
Speaker 1: it was keeping the bag from me. And I was
27:35
Speaker 1: due for a bag. And when I say do for
27:37
Speaker 1: a bag, it's it's in my current one, which I'm
27:46
Speaker 1: still caring. It's just old. It's you know, it's it's old.
27:51
Speaker 1: It's time for it to be replaced. And I knew that.
27:55
Speaker 1: I knew that, and so I would say to separate
28:02
Speaker 1: out your desires and see them just as they are.
28:08
Speaker 1: Let go of this scheme and even let go of
28:12
Speaker 1: the larger you know, for me, the larger manifestation. I'm
28:15
Speaker 1: still playing with this one, and the concrete wisdom isn't
28:20
Speaker 1: fully cemented within me. So again, I think I will
28:25
Speaker 1: continue to teach on this, but I do think there
28:28
Speaker 1: is something to be said about just focus on the
28:32
Speaker 1: individual desires. And honestly, I the only reason I separated
28:39
Speaker 1: it out though, was because I was still trying to
28:41
Speaker 1: work on that larger desire and I thought, oh, this
28:43
Speaker 1: is another process that can put me in the vibration
28:49
Speaker 1: of this thing that I want. I was just still
28:54
Speaker 1: looking for an energetic way into that larger manifestation. And
29:00
Speaker 1: I'm still pondering if I need to just let go
29:02
Speaker 1: of the larger manifestations. And when I say let go,
29:06
Speaker 1: not give it up. Fuck no, don't ever give up
29:08
Speaker 1: your desire, I mean surrender it to heaven and then
29:13
Speaker 1: just focus my human power on the aspects of that manifestation,
29:20
Speaker 1: like each each part of it. Right, But again, I'm
29:26
Speaker 1: at a crossroads on this perspective. I haven't committed one
29:29
Speaker 1: way or another. I do think there is some surrender
29:34
Speaker 1: that's involved. However, what I'm most recognizing is I'm going
29:40
Speaker 1: to have to break up the story that I've been
29:44
Speaker 1: telling myself about the larger manifestation and all the parts
29:48
Speaker 1: to it. And so the real work is going to
29:51
Speaker 1: be dismantling the story because I think that emotional upheaval
29:56
Speaker 1: I was feeling after I got home and then even
30:00
Speaker 1: and the resulting illness, I think it's all a part
30:04
Speaker 1: of the emotional charge around this larger manifestation. So I
30:08
Speaker 1: do know the story has I need to dismantle this story.
30:11
Speaker 1: I'm just not sure how, and I'm working through it
30:14
Speaker 1: every day, but I know the story's not working, and
30:21
Speaker 1: it's not even been all that comfortable. So so much
30:26
Speaker 1: so that I have the item, I want it, and
30:29
Speaker 1: as I've said, I haven't started using it. It's just
30:32
Speaker 1: sitting on the table with a tag on it. Again,
30:36
Speaker 1: I don't feel anything about the item. It's more associated
30:39
Speaker 1: with this larger manifestation and what it all means. And
30:44
Speaker 1: while one part of me knows I'm worthy of it
30:47
Speaker 1: and I will keep it, I fully intend to keep it,
30:50
Speaker 1: and I do see myself using the bag there's still
30:54
Speaker 1: a part of me that feels resistance because it didn't
30:56
Speaker 1: come as a part of this larger manifestation. And that
31:01
Speaker 1: is my cue that I've wrapped my identity up in
31:05
Speaker 1: this situation. And i want to share with you about identity,
31:12
Speaker 1: but I'm not going to talk about my larger manifestation.
31:14
Speaker 1: Go to talk about the shoes. It's so funny. I
31:19
Speaker 1: just saw that this is a thirty one minute show.
31:21
Speaker 1: I never do shows this log, but I pray if
31:24
Speaker 1: you're a manifesto you find this interesting. I mean, if
31:28
Speaker 1: I was looking for shows on people who manifest I
31:32
Speaker 1: would love this story. So let's keep going. So let's
31:34
Speaker 1: talk about identity and wrapping your identity up in a manifestation.
31:38
Speaker 1: So the shoes, the shoes were a trickle from this
31:44
Speaker 1: larger manifestation. But I didn't again, I was like, no,
31:47
Speaker 1: I need shoes, Like no, I'm not holding off on that.
31:50
Speaker 1: Shoes are very important to me. Good quality shoes are
31:55
Speaker 1: of value. You know, I don't. I don't fuck her
31:58
Speaker 1: out with my feet because my feet are connected to
32:01
Speaker 1: my knees and you know, like I wanted, I want
32:04
Speaker 1: to live and move and be be active. So shoes
32:09
Speaker 1: are important and I always wear a certain type of shoe,
32:14
Speaker 1: and uh, but I was having some hesitation around going
32:23
Speaker 1: and buying a pair of shoes, which again, like the
32:25
Speaker 1: bad situation, I never used to have hesitation around, So
32:28
Speaker 1: it is definitely connected to this larger manifestation. But okay,
32:34
Speaker 1: so I told you I was researching options because of
32:37
Speaker 1: the ARII gift cards I had, and in that process this,
32:42
Speaker 1: I was up early. Like I I remember the night
32:45
Speaker 1: before I had gone in my car and my feet
32:48
Speaker 1: were just kind of moving around in my shoes, which
32:51
Speaker 1: I hate, and I was like, no, this needs to
32:54
Speaker 1: get resolved. So the next morning, of course, I get
32:56
Speaker 1: up and I start researching my options. And you know,
33:01
Speaker 1: I don't think any of this is accidental. And I
33:03
Speaker 1: do think when you have a fed up moment, the
33:06
Speaker 1: whole universe is applauding and saying, yes, we're gonna help
33:10
Speaker 1: you get that up, because this is you opening the
33:13
Speaker 1: door to what you want. And so in the process
33:16
Speaker 1: of researching, you know, various options for shoes. Even though
33:20
Speaker 1: I always buy the same shoe, same brand, same type
33:24
Speaker 1: of shoe in that brand, I discovered that after ten
33:30
Speaker 1: years or probably when did I buy my first pair
33:33
Speaker 1: of these, probably right after my divorce. I discovered this
33:37
Speaker 1: type of shoe, and I had had so many beautiful
33:42
Speaker 1: experiences of buying the shoe. Like I remember, I moved
33:45
Speaker 1: back to San Francisco and I needed shoes, and I
33:49
Speaker 1: remember like saying, like, I really need shoes spirit And
33:53
Speaker 1: then all of a sudden, I closed the sale. And
33:57
Speaker 1: it was a day where like the on it come
34:00
Speaker 1: out because it you know, and I was like, I'm
34:02
Speaker 1: going right now, and I hopped on the bar train,
34:05
Speaker 1: went to footlocker, bought this beautiful pair that was they
34:09
Speaker 1: really were more design focused back then. And I remember
34:14
Speaker 1: buying these shoes and I got so many compliments, and
34:17
Speaker 1: I was walking all over the place and I love
34:19
Speaker 1: these shoes. So I had so many stories associate with
34:23
Speaker 1: this type of shoe in this brand, okay, And to
34:26
Speaker 1: the point that, let me be honest, my identity was
34:30
Speaker 1: wrapped up and a shoe and so and researching my
34:42
Speaker 1: options because I was thinking of deviating from that shoe,
34:45
Speaker 1: but I was still going to get the same type
34:47
Speaker 1: of shoe for you know, my type of foot. I
34:52
Speaker 1: realized that, you know, I wound up on this page.
34:58
Speaker 1: They were a six. I wound up on the ACEX
35:00
Speaker 1: website and they were like, look at the bottom of
35:02
Speaker 1: your shoe and they'll tell you what type of shoe
35:04
Speaker 1: you need. And so I look at the bottom of
35:06
Speaker 1: my shoe, and this thing I thought I was doing,
35:09
Speaker 1: I thought I overpronated, turns out I don't. I don't.
35:14
Speaker 1: Actually here it is ten years so attached to this story.
35:17
Speaker 1: I've told so many people about these shoes and about
35:20
Speaker 1: me discovering that overpronate, and you know, I'm not sure.
35:23
Speaker 1: I'd seen a bunch of doctors and we figured out
35:26
Speaker 1: what the right shoe was and it was such an experience.
35:28
Speaker 1: I remember this and I actually think this all started
35:31
Speaker 1: like the last couple of years of my marriage, trying
35:34
Speaker 1: to figure out the right shoe for me. I'd gone
35:36
Speaker 1: a doctors and everything. But so I turned them over
35:40
Speaker 1: and you'll know by the wear pattern on the shoes
35:43
Speaker 1: and the way mine were wearing, it was suggesting that
35:48
Speaker 1: I actually didn't overpronate. I think I actually do. But
35:54
Speaker 1: now let's go to the store this year when I
35:56
Speaker 1: go in there to buy them, and I'm you know,
35:59
Speaker 1: I'm trying on the keanus, which is what I normally wear,
36:03
Speaker 1: and I'm trying them on and nothing's feeling right. And
36:06
Speaker 1: I promise you, every time I've bought a pair of these,
36:08
Speaker 1: it's just like, yes, this is the right chew, but
36:10
Speaker 1: it's boom boom boom. It flows right. Nothing's flowing other
36:15
Speaker 1: than I have like the best sales clerk ever, and
36:19
Speaker 1: he is just so kind and so gentle, and he's
36:22
Speaker 1: making so many suggestions to me, but not from a
36:25
Speaker 1: place of trying to get me to decide or rush me,
36:29
Speaker 1: just giving me good quality information and then giving me space.
36:33
Speaker 1: He's like, Okay, I'm gonna go over here for a
36:35
Speaker 1: little bit. I'll be right back, and he would certainly
36:37
Speaker 1: come back and stand there and talk to me about it.
36:40
Speaker 1: And you know, I'm still gonna get the Keanos, even
36:43
Speaker 1: though I'm like, oh, maybe I don't need the Kanas.
36:46
Speaker 1: And so I just happen to say, I'm like, you know,
36:50
Speaker 1: these aren't feeling totally right, but maybe it's this. And
36:53
Speaker 1: he was making suggestions. He's like, maybe go a size
36:55
Speaker 1: up and maybe do this, and I was like, no,
36:57
Speaker 1: I don't do that. I'm the same size shoe forever.
37:01
Speaker 1: This is the way it's supposed to go. Again, My
37:03
Speaker 1: identity very attached to the storyline and truly, truly because
37:10
Speaker 1: he was so compassionate, and you know, obviously I'm an
37:15
Speaker 1: excellent psychic. That's when I came to this plan to
37:17
Speaker 1: be so I'm tuning into this energy. I'm like, why
37:20
Speaker 1: is he being so compassionate? And then I paused and
37:24
Speaker 1: I started playing through what I've been saying, and I'm like,
37:27
Speaker 1: oh my god, this is like like I'm in a
37:30
Speaker 1: therapy session in terms of like all the feelings coming
37:33
Speaker 1: up around this damn shoe for me. And so finally
37:36
Speaker 1: I said that, I said, you know, I was looking
37:38
Speaker 1: online and I think I might not overpronate as much
37:44
Speaker 1: as I think because this is the way the shoes
37:46
Speaker 1: are wearing. Now. All of a sudden, another clerk shows
37:49
Speaker 1: up and she's like, yeah, you know, they changed the design,
37:53
Speaker 1: and you know, around the pandemic and the way their
37:59
Speaker 1: design it may be causing you to overcorrect and so
38:05
Speaker 1: you might actually need this type of shoe because it's
38:08
Speaker 1: made a little more. I don't know. She explained it
38:11
Speaker 1: all to me. It was beautiful. She was wonderful, fucking amazing.
38:15
Speaker 1: Then the manager comes over. Everybody's trying to support me
38:18
Speaker 1: because my whole fucking identities wrapped up in these damn shoes.
38:22
Speaker 1: And so interestingly, there are no coincidences. I get all
38:27
Speaker 1: of their emails, and they've been advertising the shoe I
38:30
Speaker 1: ultimately wound up with, and I kept seeing I was like, oh,
38:32
Speaker 1: I thought, that's even somebody else that said me, like, oh,
38:35
Speaker 1: you probably wear the Nimphasis. I'm like, no, I wear
38:38
Speaker 1: the Kano. Like, so all the signs were showing up
38:42
Speaker 1: to say that I probably need to change shoes. And
38:44
Speaker 1: one of the reasons why my previous shoes were so
38:48
Speaker 1: trash was because of this issue. They're not the right
38:50
Speaker 1: shoe anymore. And so I wound up with a different
38:55
Speaker 1: type of AACEX the Nemphasis, and I mean, they're fucking amazing.
39:01
Speaker 1: Like I literally feel like I am floating. I could
39:05
Speaker 1: do anything in these frickin' shoes. And you know, again,
39:11
Speaker 1: like the guy comes and he's like, do you do
39:13
Speaker 1: you want me to recycle? You're almost like like, I
39:17
Speaker 1: did not realize how much emotion I had associated with
39:23
Speaker 1: all of this, And I think a little bit was
39:26
Speaker 1: because of all those experiences, and they happened right after
39:30
Speaker 1: my divorce, and you know, I felt like this was
39:33
Speaker 1: a part of my identity. And I'm this single now
39:37
Speaker 1: newly divorced, single woman, you know, live in her life.
39:43
Speaker 1: You know what, My spirit gutch just flashed, you know,
39:47
Speaker 1: Mary Tyler Moore living in a city like you know, yeah,
39:51
Speaker 1: that was so all my identity turns out wrong shoes.
39:57
Speaker 1: Got the right shoes feel amazing, like truly truly feel
40:02
Speaker 1: amazing physically, like no back pain. It wasn't just that
40:06
Speaker 1: my shoes were old, they were the wrong shoe. And
40:09
Speaker 1: so this is when I'm talking about identity being wrapped
40:13
Speaker 1: up in a story. It can make it really difficult
40:17
Speaker 1: to manifest whatever it is that you want right because
40:21
Speaker 1: and you have to kind of unravel that specifically look
40:25
Speaker 1: dismantling the limiting beliefs, the limiting perspectives. This is who
40:33
Speaker 1: I am. But what if you claiming this is who
40:36
Speaker 1: I am is working against you. Now, the tricky thing
40:41
Speaker 1: is that, yes, there are some things that are who
40:43
Speaker 1: we are. Like I'm still going to be a person
40:46
Speaker 1: who wears sneakers more often than not, and I'm still
40:50
Speaker 1: going to always buy high quality sneakers, but me being
40:53
Speaker 1: wrapped up in one specific type of sneaker because I
40:56
Speaker 1: had these previous experiences which were right. It wasn't that
41:01
Speaker 1: the sneaker was wrong. Remember the girls showed up to
41:03
Speaker 1: say to me they changed the design and so but
41:08
Speaker 1: I was so locked into that. And here's here at
41:11
Speaker 1: one another layer to this. In terms of these nimbusis,
41:15
Speaker 1: what AREI actually sells them as the most stuff in
41:19
Speaker 1: terms of basics are these nembhusis. So I could have
41:22
Speaker 1: gone that route, but I'm so grateful I didn't. And
41:28
Speaker 1: I'm sharing all of this with you because we associating
41:35
Speaker 1: identity with our desires or a specific experience is often
41:40
Speaker 1: getting in the way of we manifesting exactly what we want.
41:44
Speaker 1: And I'm using physical items, but this applies to romantic relationships,
41:50
Speaker 1: a job where we live. Right. So, if you're finding
41:54
Speaker 1: that you've been working a manifestation for a long period
41:57
Speaker 1: of time and it hasn't been coming through, this is
42:00
Speaker 1: what I'm acknowledging about this larger modifestation. You've probably wrapped
42:06
Speaker 1: your identity up in it to where all of this
42:09
Speaker 1: stuff now means something about you, and that that perspective
42:14
Speaker 1: goes against universal law. It goes against universal law. There
42:21
Speaker 1: are things that you can love and you can appreciate
42:24
Speaker 1: and be passionate about and make you feel fantastic. But
42:30
Speaker 1: it doesn't mean anything about you personally. You are still
42:35
Speaker 1: a magical child of God no matter what. But if
42:39
Speaker 1: you are, if your magic and your perspective of being
42:43
Speaker 1: a perfect child of God wanes based on something, it
42:48
Speaker 1: probably means you've wrapped up your identity into that thing,
42:52
Speaker 1: and that needs to be unraveled so that your desire
42:56
Speaker 1: can manifest because that's in accordance with universe soul law.
43:03
Speaker 1: Feel me, So, you're desiring has to be clean. You're
43:10
Speaker 1: desiring has to be clean. This is why forgiveness work helps.
43:15
Speaker 1: This is why releasing helps. This is why having conversations
43:19
Speaker 1: about what you want helps. Because I can read it psychically.
43:23
Speaker 1: It's you know, it's much harder to read for myself clearly,
43:26
Speaker 1: but I did.
43:27
Speaker 2: I could read that they were being so nice to
43:30
Speaker 2: me and giving me so much attention because I realized,
43:34
Speaker 2: oh my god, they're being compassionate because some way, somehow,
43:37
Speaker 2: I'm like a wounded.
43:39
Speaker 1: Little bird about this about a fucking shoe purchase, right,
43:44
Speaker 1: and I'm so grateful to them. But it was also
43:47
Speaker 1: compassionate to myself, but also aware, like I started paying
43:50
Speaker 1: attention to what I was saying, and I was like,
43:52
Speaker 1: oh my god, Amy, it's just a fucking pair of shoes.
43:56
Speaker 1: This brand, Yes, you love it, it works for you, it's right,
44:00
Speaker 1: But this type, you could take it or leave it
44:05
Speaker 1: if there's a better type in the store that would
44:06
Speaker 1: work for you. Right. So it took me a minute,
44:10
Speaker 1: and they still were like they bathed me all the
44:13
Speaker 1: way up to the check. I mean I was and
44:15
Speaker 1: it had nothing to do I'll say, this had nothing
44:17
Speaker 1: to do with money, nothing to do with money. Everything
44:22
Speaker 1: that I was going through, all the blocks around this identity,
44:28
Speaker 1: and so that's what was making desiring not unclean, right.
44:35
Speaker 1: I was creating this world around this desire which was
44:40
Speaker 1: really in need. And I think this is how we
44:43
Speaker 1: get in the way of our needs being met. And
44:46
Speaker 1: I think that's why it's sometimes difficult to believe that
44:48
Speaker 1: God will meet our all of our needs, because we
44:50
Speaker 1: have stories attached to it, meaning one more time, we've
44:55
Speaker 1: made this thing mean something about us. I did this
44:59
Speaker 1: with friend ends. So why I you know, for years
45:04
Speaker 1: I lived in a patch of narcissists because it wasn't
45:10
Speaker 1: that my needs were necessarily being met in those friendships.
45:13
Speaker 1: Most of the time they weren't. But I had attached
45:17
Speaker 1: my identity to what it meant to have a best friend. Oh,
45:22
Speaker 1: I need to have a best friend. Matter of fact,
45:24
Speaker 1: little kid me. That's how she learned to manifest is
45:27
Speaker 1: that she would pray every night for a best friend.
45:31
Speaker 1: And then she manifested these friends who were her friends
45:34
Speaker 1: for twenty five years, and they had narcissistic tendencies lovely people,
45:42
Speaker 1: lovely lovely, lovely people. But as a result of that dynamic,
45:48
Speaker 1: you know, that made that you know, all my codependency
45:51
Speaker 1: came up and I started to wrap my identity up
45:55
Speaker 1: in relationships that weren't necessarily serving me. Well, I can
46:00
Speaker 1: say that to you very cleanly. But as I was
46:02
Speaker 1: making this break a way, it was painful acknowledging, Oh, wow,
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Speaker 1: my needs aren't being met. Not that it has anything
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Speaker 1: to do with them. No, they are who they are,
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Speaker 1: and I've had some wonderful times with all of them.
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Speaker 1: But I had wrapped my identity up, not in these people,
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Speaker 1: but in what it meant to be associated with this
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Speaker 1: type of dynamic. I have a best friend, these are
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Speaker 1: my best friends. I have friends. Okay, so what does
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Speaker 1: it mean if I didn't have a damn friend, does
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Speaker 1: it make me any less of a magical child of God. No,
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Speaker 1: that's when I'm talking about identity. And so I wanted
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Speaker 1: to share this as a sidebar to this show. If
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Speaker 1: you did get this far into it, Yes, the show
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Speaker 1: is about focusing on end result, but it can be
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Speaker 1: difficult to allow what we want in even as we're
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Speaker 1: doing these practices. If our identity is wrap up in it.
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Speaker 1: And I keep saying identity because that is the message.
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Speaker 1: So if there's something that you want, stop making it
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Speaker 1: mean something about you if you have it or don't
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Speaker 1: have it, and then it will come into your life
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Speaker 1: very easily. You'll be going to the bathroom and next
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Speaker 1: thing you know, ten minutes later, Yeah, what you want? Right. So,
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Speaker 1: And this is also fun, and I think, in my opinion,
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Speaker 1: this is what makes manifestation one of the hardest spiritual pasts.
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Speaker 1: But I also think it's what makes it so incredibly fun.
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Speaker 1: I love the journey of expanding my awareness. I love
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Speaker 1: that I can say to you that there was a me,
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Speaker 1: an old version of me that was more attached to
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Speaker 1: having a best friend, being able to say she had
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Speaker 1: a best friend, and what that meant about her than
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Speaker 1: the actual quality of those relationships, because in truth, they
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Speaker 1: weren't meeting my needs. I could feel it all the time.
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Speaker 1: You know, one of the women I was friends with,
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Speaker 1: I literally lived nine miles away from her for a decade,
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Speaker 1: just across the bridge, just across the bridge, and I
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Speaker 1: saw her like a handful of times. But if you
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Speaker 1: had asked that old version of me, she is my
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Speaker 1: best best friend in the whole wide world, who I
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Speaker 1: saw a handful of times in nine years. Right, that's crazy,
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Speaker 1: And it wasn't that. Oh, that's just the way it went.
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Speaker 1: There was always a desire to spend time with her,
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Speaker 1: there was always a need for connection. Right, So my
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Speaker 1: needs weren't being met. But I wasn't focused on that,
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Speaker 1: even though I could feel it, I could feel that
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Speaker 1: sting of the need not being met. I was more
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Speaker 1: focused on what it meant to be able to say, I, Amy,
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Speaker 1: Yancy have a best friend. You feel me? So look
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Speaker 1: at those things. I think that's fun. I mean, yes,
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Speaker 1: it's painful and heal and you grieve and you move
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Speaker 1: through it absolutely, But I love that there're now that
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Speaker 1: I know that about myself, and that charge is not
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Speaker 1: there and now I could let go of those relationships
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Speaker 1: and open myself up to a whole other way of living.
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Speaker 1: So if you find it fun overcoming your resistance dismantling
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Speaker 1: an identity that doesn't serve you, then I would love
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Speaker 1: dot com. Thank you so much for listening to the show.
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Speaker 1: I look forward to connecting with you on the next
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Speaker 1: I pray it was helpful. This was a This was
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Speaker 1: a show for real manifestors, so I pray it was
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Speaker 1: helpful to you. Take care of yourself. Goodbye, Y