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Episode #250: Recognizing All The Blessings · Tea Time w/Amie & Bev

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Speaker 1: Hey, everybody, welcome to tea time with Amy and Bev.
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Speaker 2: What's up girl, good day. I don't know. I stepped
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Speaker 2: outside and it's going to be a beautiful day outside.
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Speaker 1: Nice.
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Speaker 2: I've been spending time appreciating the weather regardless of whatever
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Speaker 2: it is. Yeah, because really it's you know, that's the
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Speaker 2: whole world has an effect or is affected by our
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Speaker 2: what's affecting us really, and it's recognizing the blessings and everything.
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Speaker 2: And when I heard that the other day, it's like,
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Speaker 2: it's like, this is happening for me. But then when
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Speaker 2: I heard this everything's a blessing, it's like, so it's
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Speaker 2: fining the blessings or like you would have said a
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Speaker 2: long time ago, finding the nuggets. It's like everything has
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Speaker 2: there's a blessings, So what's a blessing in this for me?
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Speaker 2: And it's asking that question to self, just kind of
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Speaker 2: rephrasing some of the terminologies and the words that we've
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Speaker 2: used or I've used, and kind of being aware of
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Speaker 2: what's going on, for instance, like being aware what we're saying.
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Speaker 2: If I drink this, I have this chocolate cacao cop
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Speaker 2: it's not a coffee, but it's like I think it's
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Speaker 2: got a little bit of caffeine in it, probably from whatever,
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Speaker 2: but it's got like mushrooms, you know, it's got a
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Speaker 2: mushroom blend and all this good stuff in it. And
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Speaker 2: then I've noticed that I've been crashing. But yet I
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Speaker 2: have a conversation with a person yesterday, which I laughed
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Speaker 2: about this morning. But I had a conversation with a
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Speaker 2: person yesterday. I'm like, yeah, well, if you just you
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Speaker 2: can add some cinnamon. I they're gonna if you're gonna
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Speaker 2: eat something like that, add some cinnamon to it. And
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Speaker 2: it's like, I won't crash if I just have a
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Speaker 2: little cinnamon with that, And this's gonna taste delicious anyways.
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Speaker 2: So it's like it's just recognizing all this information that
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Speaker 2: we have constantly flowing through us. And it's so it's
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Speaker 2: so prevalent when we're giving advice or when we're giving
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Speaker 2: a recommendation to someone, which is still the same thing,
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Speaker 2: but it's just being an awareness of that because it's
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Speaker 2: it's always there, the information is always there. We get
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Speaker 2: so stuck and caught up in things when the answers
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Speaker 2: are right there. So true, I mean, I've done it,
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Speaker 2: I do it still I've still done it. Yeah, So
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Speaker 2: it's like it's not hasn't gone away. I was listening
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Speaker 2: to Kyle Cees today too, and he's talking about, like,
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Speaker 2: even for the month of February, are we're gonna notice
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Speaker 2: a lot of different changes going on with ourselves because
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Speaker 2: we're letting go the the smaller self he calls it. Yeah,
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Speaker 2: And so we're because that's because that's led by ego
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Speaker 2: and everything else, and it's recognizing how interconnected we are
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Speaker 2: with everybody. So it's like and the smaller self can't
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Speaker 2: recognize that in a lot of ways. But we're going
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Speaker 2: through so much growth, and that's why it's so beneficial
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Speaker 2: for us to, like we're putting out these videos and
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Speaker 2: it's so beneficial for us to be that ripple for
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Speaker 2: the world because everybody's going through something and it looks
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Speaker 2: a little bit different for them, and we've been there. Yeah,
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Speaker 2: I mean we're still going through, but we have a
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Speaker 2: different perspective. Like you know, just like I said a
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Speaker 2: little while ago, it's like, what what's the blessing in this? Yeah.
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Speaker 2: So I was at a conference.
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Speaker 1: I was at a conference for four days, three days,
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Speaker 1: and the keynote speaker on the last day, she was
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Speaker 1: talking and she used the word intuition and this is.
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Speaker 1: This is in a room full of people from the
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Speaker 1: western side of the United States for the Chamber of Commerce,
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Speaker 1: and she said she used it a couple of times
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Speaker 1: and it was common. It was just like common language now.
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Speaker 1: And then somebody asked a question and she answered it.
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Speaker 1: But somebody at another table asked, are you telepathic? And
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Speaker 1: everybody laughed and she said. The keynote speaker said, no,
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Speaker 1: I'm just very intuitive, Like this is just becoming common
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Speaker 1: language now, whereas you know, thirty years ago when I
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Speaker 1: was looking into this stuff, we didn't talk about this stuff.
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Speaker 1: You didn't say words like that. And I'm loving how
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Speaker 1: this is becoming the norm, like mental health is becoming
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Speaker 1: the norm. People are talking about it. It's a personal development,
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Speaker 1: it's the norm. And so yeah, this is I love
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Speaker 1: how the evolution of things because the more this stuff
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Speaker 1: is relevant to us and more relevant to conversations, the
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Speaker 1: more we are shifting and changing, and the lower self
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Speaker 1: that I would say, the egotistical side of ourselves, the
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Speaker 1: human side of ourselves is evolving and we're becoming more
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Speaker 1: and more intuitive, more and more interested in our own
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Speaker 1: evolution on an individual basis and then recognizing how that's
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Speaker 1: affecting us collectively.
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Speaker 2: I agree, it's.
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Speaker 1: It's cool.
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Speaker 2: It's just cool. I know I'm recognized for a while,
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Speaker 2: Like how they we talk more about energy and frequencies
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Speaker 2: and now you're hearing all this different alternative therapies, you know,
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Speaker 2: light therapy, sound therapy. There's just so many different things
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Speaker 2: that are going on right now. Really when it starts
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Speaker 2: really talking about how and guiding more people and how
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Speaker 2: we heal ourselves, and it's not looking at the problems,
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Speaker 2: it's and it's not even really looking at the solution.
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Speaker 2: It's like how are you feeling right now? Like are
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Speaker 2: you an appreciate? Do you have gratitude? Because that's it's
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Speaker 2: being in more of the the space of I'm paying
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Speaker 2: attention to where my energy's going or how what my
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Speaker 2: energy levels at, like right now, Oh that's showing up
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Speaker 2: in my experience. That person's talking crap. Okay, well why
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Speaker 2: is that in my experience right now? Right? What's the
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Speaker 2: blessing in this? And the blessing could be for me
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Speaker 2: simply where are you at with your vibes right now?
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Speaker 2: Like what frequency are you vibing at right now, are
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Speaker 2: you honoring yourself? So it's recognizing a lot of those
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Speaker 2: different things. And I would say there's a lot of
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Speaker 2: people out there, you know, you can get lost down
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Speaker 2: this place when you're when you're in relationships and you're
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Speaker 2: mirroring each other, you can get lost, or you can
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Speaker 2: recognize all the blessings that are in that and then
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Speaker 2: recognize all these things are coming to the surface because
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Speaker 2: they're ready to go. It's it's time. And even for me,
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Speaker 2: like even having self doubt, even like this TikTok thing
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Speaker 2: I've been I've been posting up stuff and I've had
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Speaker 2: a few like this morning, I'm sitting here thinking maybe
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Speaker 2: maybe this isn't really what I'm supposed to be doing.
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Speaker 2: And then not even maybe five minutes later, I got
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Speaker 2: a message from someone, Oh, I'm so glad I found
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Speaker 2: you on TikTok and I really needed that message that
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Speaker 2: I heard last night or whatever. And it was like, okay, okay, Universe,
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Speaker 2: I hear you. But it's fast like that, and it's
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Speaker 2: just being open to the information, you know, And it's
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Speaker 2: for me, it's it's not a bad thing for me
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Speaker 2: to kind of be questioning things because I want to
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Speaker 2: be questioning things because it makes me recognize just those
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Speaker 2: kind of things. If I wasn't questioning, then I maybe
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Speaker 2: would have taken the message to heart the way that
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Speaker 2: it was given, you know, in response to what my
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Speaker 2: thoughts were. So it's like, it's those aren't bad things.
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Speaker 2: It's to embrace all that, right, it's just to recognize, oh,
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Speaker 2: that little girl of me still she's still needs a
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Speaker 2: little self confidence, and but it's okay. She's she's moving
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Speaker 2: and she's doing a lot more like gosh before me,
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Speaker 2: I show up just the way I am. I don't
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Speaker 2: hardly have any makeup on or you know nothing. My
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Speaker 2: hair is an in between, you know, growing out the
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Speaker 2: natural colors to the old old diyes and stuff like that.
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Speaker 2: And it's like, I'm okay with that. I'm okay with that.
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Speaker 2: At first, when I first went to post up the video,
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Speaker 2: I was like, I wasn't gonna post it up. But
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Speaker 2: I don't know if I had talked about that, but
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Speaker 2: I wasn't going to. And then I'm like, why am
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Speaker 2: I so critical of myself? And it's like, who really cares?
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Speaker 2: It's not about that, It's about the message. I think
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Speaker 2: we did talk about it because you said it was
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Speaker 2: about the message, and it really is about the message.
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Speaker 2: It's not about all of this, it's not It's about
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Speaker 2: where's my vibrational frequency at right? So, but these are
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Speaker 2: things that are coming up for February. This is the
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Speaker 2: opportunity for us to be able to take a look
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Speaker 2: at things for what they are and shift embrace those
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Speaker 2: parts of us, love that part of ourselves. Recognize that
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Speaker 2: maybe maybe me as a child needed little more boost
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Speaker 2: of confidence or somewhere along the line, it's something made
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Speaker 2: me believe that I wasn't worthy or wasn't deserving. And
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Speaker 2: it's like, it's okay, because whoever taught me that was
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Speaker 2: from coming from that same place of unworthy and not deserving.
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Speaker 2: So it's okay. But I'm recognizing that doesn't feel good.
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Speaker 2: I want to feel good and what's the opposite of that?
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Speaker 2: So that's what I do a lot of the times,
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Speaker 2: I'm looking at the opposites of what if I see
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Speaker 2: something that I don't really care for that, I'm looking
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Speaker 2: at the what would I do differently? Well, how would
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Speaker 2: I want to feel differently? And doing that and journaling,
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Speaker 2: I do it every single day like I haven't missed it.
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Speaker 2: I could probably go back and look at the date.
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Speaker 2: I could, but it's like it's it's uh, I've just
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Speaker 2: been doing it every single day, every single day. So
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Speaker 2: my focus is really on self, because if I'm not
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Speaker 2: working on this right here, how can I expect anything
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Speaker 2: else out beyond me to shift or change? And I
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Speaker 2: and not not to have expectations for any of that
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Speaker 2: to change, because I'm not doing any of this for that.
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Speaker 2: I'm doing this for me because it's I feel lighter
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Speaker 2: and lighter, I'm less reactive about stuff, I'm softer, i
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Speaker 2: am more loving, and I'm learning what that looks like
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Speaker 2: on a daily basis. I wanted God just to come
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Speaker 2: down and freaking touch my heart or Jesus and like
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Speaker 2: totally open me up and be done with you know,
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Speaker 2: just just burst, be wide open with grayce and es
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Speaker 2: of course, But and it's like it and it has
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Speaker 2: been a slow progress. I guess I would look at
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Speaker 2: it as a slow progress. They might say, you're progressing
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Speaker 2: just perfectly the way you are, and so it's like
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Speaker 2: we again, that's a that's a judgment thing on my side,
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Speaker 2: Like having an expectation to be a certain place by
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Speaker 2: a certain time. Why, Like, why would I put that
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Speaker 2: expectation on me? It's I'm the only one doing that
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Speaker 2: to myself. It's not anybody else doing it to me.
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Speaker 2: So it's just like being able to reflect and look
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Speaker 2: at all this stuff.
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Speaker 1: I'm right there with you. I get it that, you know,
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Speaker 1: finding those blessings in the in the moments, in the experiences,
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Speaker 1: whether they they're amazing experiences or they absolutely suck, there's
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Speaker 1: typically something that I'm gonna say good comes out of
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Speaker 1: every situation. And it's to me, learning about yourself is good,
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Speaker 1: even if it's just you learn something about yourself. That's good.
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Speaker 1: You learn what your strengths are, you learn what your
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Speaker 1: weaknesses are. That's good because then you can decide, if
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Speaker 1: you recognize your weaknesses, do I want to do anything
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Speaker 1: about it? You can decide when you recognize your strengths,
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Speaker 1: do I want to enhance those? We've been taught to
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Speaker 1: over I know during my upbringing and the things I've
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Speaker 1: been in that we've been taught to focus. Well, if
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Speaker 1: you know your strengths and your weaknesses, focus on your
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Speaker 1: weaknesses and make them better. And now the tables have turned.
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Speaker 1: It's like no, recognize your weaknesses, but build on your strengths.
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Speaker 1: And so through you know, just to look back on
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Speaker 1: experiences that I've had. Confidence has been a huge, huge
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Speaker 1: thing for me of not having it and building that.
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Speaker 1: And so when you talk about, you know, doing a
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Speaker 1: video on TikTok and then not wanting to post it,
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Speaker 1: I get that. The first video I did, I didn't
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Speaker 1: do it live.
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Speaker 2: I recorded it.
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Speaker 1: And it took me at least fifteen times to record
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Speaker 1: it because I was stumbling my words or what I
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Speaker 1: forgot what I was going to say or whatever the
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Speaker 1: case may be, like fifteen times to record it. And
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Speaker 1: then do I really want to put this out there?
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Speaker 1: Because now it's out in the ethers, right everybody's it's
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Speaker 1: available to everybody. So yeah, So building confidence in this
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Speaker 1: lifetime has been huge and one of the things I've
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Speaker 1: recognized in myself as I as my confidence gets better,
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Speaker 1: I get a little frustrated with the people who I've
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Speaker 1: been looking towards for the leadership roles and they're not
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Speaker 1: showing up fully in those roles. And I'm getting I
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Speaker 1: notice and recognize like and not to say, not to
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Speaker 1: be egotistical, Bob, but I'm just like, oh my god,
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Speaker 1: I could be doing this so much better than them.
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Speaker 1: They're They're just making me crazy right now because I've
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Speaker 1: been looking up to them for this long and now
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Speaker 1: I'm there and I'm like looking at him, going, what
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Speaker 1: the fuck? Come on, let's let's get on the train here.
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Speaker 1: And so now it's a practice of do I do
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Speaker 1: I step in and take take it on and move forward,
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Speaker 1: or do I pull back and be like, it's not
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Speaker 1: my it's stay in your lane. Right They tell you
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Speaker 1: stay in your life, do your thing, and that's there.
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Speaker 1: So this is where I'm at. I'm kind of struggling
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Speaker 1: now that I've really stepped into my confidence and I'm
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Speaker 1: growing in leadership that the frustration level with some people,
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Speaker 1: learning to navigate that within myself and reckon and again recognize, Okay,
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Speaker 1: being a leader, how do I want to be portrayed
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Speaker 1: by others who are learning? How do I want to
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Speaker 1: show up in front of a group of people who
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Speaker 1: are looking at me to make those decisions or give
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Speaker 1: them guidance. So even though I'm getting I'm filling some
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Speaker 1: level of frustration with the people I've been looking up to,
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Speaker 1: I'm still learning about myself and it always comes back
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Speaker 1: to that. So even though I'm using the word frustration,
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Speaker 1: it's a good thing because I'm recognizing it and now
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Speaker 1: I get to do something about it. And it's not
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Speaker 1: about them changing. It's not about how they are, that's
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Speaker 1: the way they've been this entire time. It's just I
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Speaker 1: feel like I'm getting better in myself and it's and
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Speaker 1: I'm saying this in a way of comparison, not again,
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Speaker 1: not from an egotistical manner. It's like evolving beyond what
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Speaker 1: they were showing me.
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Speaker 2: Well, they're no longer your teacher, right, so they were
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Speaker 2: a teacher at one point. Yes, And in so many ways,
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Speaker 2: it's just to practice the patients to sit sit on
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Speaker 2: the sidelines and recognize this is another aspect of being
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Speaker 2: that's growing. And I get to witness their growth in
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Speaker 2: front of my eyes. If you would have had all
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Speaker 2: those same feelings, like even for me, maybe you have
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Speaker 2: had some frustrations, like as far as my growth or
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Speaker 2: like be stepping up to the plate to do things,
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Speaker 2: you know, it's going through that part and it's the
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Speaker 2: blessing and is like it's helping me recognize, okay, to
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Speaker 2: be in patients. I was looking at one of my
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Speaker 2: friends posts on the same app that we were talking about,
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Speaker 2: and I'm looking at it and she's it's posting like
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Speaker 2: this person's like ridiculing her and talking about her teeth
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Speaker 2: and saying, you know, we don't do that. We always
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Speaker 2: hold someone's crown up. And I'm thinking that my three
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Speaker 2: D self would be like, listen, bitch, you're doing the
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Speaker 2: same fucking thing. You're not being supportive right now, you're
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Speaker 2: not being loving. But on the other side of that,
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Speaker 2: it's to recognize that person needs to be seen and heard.
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Speaker 2: They may not be showing up the way we want
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Speaker 2: them to show up, but if we look at them
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Speaker 2: as a kid throwing a little temper tantrum needed to
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Speaker 2: be seen. It's just like we don't have to say anything.
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Speaker 2: It's just send them love and light. That's all we
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Speaker 2: have to do. Is so it's like to be patient
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Speaker 2: and supportive. And it's good because that I'm seeing that
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Speaker 2: kind of stuff because it comes up to me. It's
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Speaker 2: for me to recognize because it's for me too. It's
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Speaker 2: for me to recognize if someone says something about me
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Speaker 2: or you know they whatever, to recognize this isn't about me.
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Speaker 2: This isn't about me, but it is for me to
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Speaker 2: have patience. Send love to that per know that I was,
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Speaker 2: that I was in a growth phase at one time
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Speaker 2: or another that was in that same phase, and now
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Speaker 2: the thing is we've just evolved past it. And that's
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Speaker 2: where you become the master. When you become the master,
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Speaker 2: you're you're patient with anybody around you, even if they
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Speaker 2: come and say, oh, my stomach's killing me. I just
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Speaker 2: I don't know what's the problem, even though we know
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Speaker 2: what might be the problem. Right I'm talking about my granddaughter,
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Speaker 2: like even for her because I know that she's having issues.
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Speaker 2: So then I find a different way to approach her,
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Speaker 2: or I ask God, how can I do this? And
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Speaker 2: I'm still patient in that space. It's just recognizing that
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Speaker 2: there's so much, so much growth to be had by
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Speaker 2: these experiences that we're having. And it's not anything. It's
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Speaker 2: not like you said, it's not it's judgment or not
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Speaker 2: that you were judging, but judge. I'm using judgment because
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Speaker 2: even though I was judge, I was judging even that
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Speaker 2: person that was judging the other person really quite literally.
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Speaker 2: And it's like it's recognized those places because these are
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Speaker 2: nuggets right, these are these are the blessings to let
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Speaker 2: us know this is where I'm at right now, and
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Speaker 2: how do I evolve through? But how can I see
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Speaker 2: through God's eye? And so it's constantly just watching, like
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Speaker 2: look at all these people around you, if you're sitting
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Speaker 2: in this group, recognizing these are all children, these are
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Speaker 2: all God's children right now, and I'm watching them where
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Speaker 2: they're at. But on the other side of that, you know,
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Speaker 2: you know that you've evolved, and so where is this
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Speaker 2: going to take you to next? Because now you know
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Speaker 2: you're at It's just like when people go on a
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Speaker 2: diet and they get it at that that level that
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Speaker 2: they're just at a what do they call it plateau?
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Speaker 2: A plateau. I was going to say a platform and
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Speaker 2: that wasn't on the platform, Yeah, the plateau. When they
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Speaker 2: get to the plateau, it just means that there's another
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Speaker 2: shift needs to happen. That's all or something enough shift
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Speaker 2: is about to happen. So to me, it's like you recognizing,
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Speaker 2: oh wow, I'm about to shift because that's what it is.
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Speaker 2: That's that I can feel that in me that that's
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Speaker 2: what's about to happen for you. So it's not because
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Speaker 2: you're recognizing all those things and you're not taking it on,
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Speaker 2: and you're you're just looking at it just like as
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Speaker 2: if it almost seems like you're looking at it from
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Speaker 2: a third party. For SCons effective in a lot of ways,
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Speaker 2: like we're witnessing that this is that was the feeling,
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Speaker 2: and it's like you're you're evolving past that, you're going
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Speaker 2: to be past that. And then now you become because
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Speaker 2: that's what we're here for. Now you become the teacher,
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Speaker 2: and now you help yank You don't have to yank them,
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Speaker 2: but you helped slingshot them forward from where they're at
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Speaker 2: right now, right because it's got a little cog in
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Speaker 2: the wheel, that's all.
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Speaker 1: It's interesting that there's a particular person in my life
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Speaker 1: who is in a leadership role and she signed us
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Speaker 1: up for these different classes, and right now we are
19:36
Speaker 1: in a year long leadership program. We meet once a
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Speaker 1: week for two hours, and there's there's six or seven
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Speaker 1: of us in this class. And what I find interesting
19:53
Speaker 1: because I watch her, and it happened at this conference too,
19:56
Speaker 1: is that whenever anything comes up about personal development or
20:04
Speaker 1: looking at yourself or diving a little deeper, there's distractions. Ope,
20:14
Speaker 1: I gotta go do this. Oh I got a phone call.
20:16
Speaker 1: Oh right, And it's it's a constant avoidance. And the
20:23
Speaker 1: people who want to be there and who want to
20:25
Speaker 1: dive into this and pay attention and take the notes
20:29
Speaker 1: and participate stay and and it's, uh, it's it's just
20:39
Speaker 1: an interesting prime. I'm always I've always been a people watcher,
20:45
Speaker 1: and that's why I've learned a lot of my stuff
20:47
Speaker 1: is watching people. And so just watching this particular person
20:52
Speaker 1: in the role that she's in and and it's just
20:58
Speaker 1: it's just very interesting dynamic. So you know, you just
21:06
Speaker 1: know the people who are very in it or are
21:10
Speaker 1: in it to learn about themselves and grow and expand,
21:13
Speaker 1: and those people who.
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Speaker 2: Are not they're just not ready there.
21:19
Speaker 1: And then and it's and it's not anything bad about
21:22
Speaker 1: anybody about where they're at. Everybody's showing up in the
21:25
Speaker 1: way they know how to. And I know that I
21:27
Speaker 1: know that I am just talking about my experience and
21:31
Speaker 1: what I'm observing, how I'm I'm observing people and what
21:35
Speaker 1: I'm processing for myself. And and it's not a judgment
21:41
Speaker 1: against her or anything. It's just very interesting that Oh
21:44
Speaker 1: we I think it'd be great if we do this,
21:46
Speaker 1: and we'll all do it together, and we get in
21:49
Speaker 1: there and then I mean, it's only like our second
21:51
Speaker 1: weekend and she's already avoiding things and I'm like, oh god.
21:58
Speaker 2: But because the soul kind of ones, it's kind of
22:02
Speaker 2: kind of moving the person forward. So when they're not thinking,
22:04
Speaker 2: they're like, because I've I've been that person. Yeah, you know,
22:07
Speaker 2: do you want to move forward? You're like, that's a
22:08
Speaker 2: great idea. And it's like when it comes up to
22:10
Speaker 2: it's like, oh, look at the time, I gotta go, right,
22:13
Speaker 2: I think my belfles we're talking to me, you know,
22:15
Speaker 2: there's I'll I understand that conversation. Yeah, because we want to,
22:19
Speaker 2: but we're just not ready sometimes. And I and I
22:21
Speaker 2: like where you're coming from, because you're looking at it
22:24
Speaker 2: from because it showed up in your experience and so
22:26
Speaker 2: you're just looking at it like you're watching a movie.
22:28
Speaker 2: And they're like, hmm hmm.
22:31
Speaker 1: Yeah, that's interesting. Yeah, And it's And honestly, leadership has
22:37
Speaker 1: been a focus for me for a little while now.
22:40
Speaker 1: And you know, here comes this class. There's no cost
22:44
Speaker 1: to me, and it's a year long program and I
22:47
Speaker 1: get to be in it. It's a leadership program. And
22:50
Speaker 1: so if that's all this was about, was the connection
22:54
Speaker 1: for her to say let's do this, and it was
22:57
Speaker 1: I get to do it, then great. Then then she
23:01
Speaker 1: served her purpose. And if she's not interested in participating
23:05
Speaker 1: one hundred percent, great, that's her choice. I know. I'm
23:10
Speaker 1: fully taking advantage of this and being in it. So
23:15
Speaker 1: I'm very blessed, right, this is the blessings that even
23:18
Speaker 1: though even though my leader is not one hundred percent,
23:22
Speaker 1: I am blessed with the opportunity to have be in
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Speaker 1: this class.
23:26
Speaker 2: So yeah, because it just created a doorway, like you said,
23:29
Speaker 2: So it's just it was an opportunity and right, we
23:32
Speaker 2: get to we get to choose, and so it's like
23:35
Speaker 2: I can choose to be in the same space or
23:37
Speaker 2: I can choose to be different to step forward. I'm
23:40
Speaker 2: even I'm going to put a sign on my door
23:41
Speaker 2: that says it's for donations only, and it's going to
23:43
Speaker 2: say on its spiritual guide, psychic medium, channeler, heealer, because
23:49
Speaker 2: I do all those things, and it's going to say
23:53
Speaker 2: something along the lines like let's see what shows up
23:55
Speaker 2: for you. Because it because I get to play and
23:59
Speaker 2: I get to see comes up because I get stuff
24:01
Speaker 2: all the time, and how can I flex those muscles
24:03
Speaker 2: if I can't step out of that box. And so
24:06
Speaker 2: there's so much happening with me this month that I'm
24:08
Speaker 2: just like stepping out. I'm just stepping out. It's like
24:10
Speaker 2: it's gonna be whatever it's gonna be, and there might
24:12
Speaker 2: be some ridicule and there might not be. I don't care.
24:15
Speaker 2: I'm going to love each and every person I heard.
24:19
Speaker 2: I listened to this. I think her name is Reverend Jane.
24:21
Speaker 2: I heard it. I sent her to you. I don't
24:23
Speaker 2: know if you had a chance to listen to that.
24:25
Speaker 2: I haven't yet, but I think you were away on
24:28
Speaker 2: your work. Yeah, but it's like she's awesome. She gives
24:34
Speaker 2: so much information. She channels or she talks to, well,
24:36
Speaker 2: she channels twelve arch angels. She talks to the angels,
24:39
Speaker 2: and she's like so much information that's so valuable, even
24:42
Speaker 2: to her saying to the point of I am a
24:44
Speaker 2: disciple to my higher self. And when I say that
24:47
Speaker 2: kind of stuff, I feel it like it feel like
24:50
Speaker 2: this feels so free and throwing L at the back
24:55
Speaker 2: of your name, like Amy L because that's because we're
24:58
Speaker 2: aware of God. So it's like it's remembering that stuff.
25:01
Speaker 2: And if you she even said, like say it three
25:03
Speaker 2: times and then because it kind of it raises your
25:06
Speaker 2: vibrational frequency, it almost brings you into alignment. And I
25:09
Speaker 2: don't say these things for everybody. Just go out and
25:11
Speaker 2: do or this is the end all be all, But
25:14
Speaker 2: I'm saying, feil it, like see what it feels like.
25:16
Speaker 2: And so I all say my name. I am Beverly EL,
25:19
Speaker 2: I am Beverly L. I am Beverly L. And it's
25:21
Speaker 2: like whatever, just saying that makes my solar plexus feel better.
25:25
Speaker 2: It makes my energy feel better. So it's like it's
25:28
Speaker 2: just being an awareness of this lady and I'm listening
25:31
Speaker 2: to her. At first, I was like, h I don't
25:32
Speaker 2: know if I'm gonna listen to this because it's not
25:33
Speaker 2: a typical person I listen to that does interviews. And
25:37
Speaker 2: then I did, and I was like, oh my gosh,
25:39
Speaker 2: this is such a blessing, a blessing. It really is
25:42
Speaker 2: such a different perspective and I love it. Like I'm
25:44
Speaker 2: all over the board lately, you know, Jodas Benza and
25:46
Speaker 2: then Kyle Cees and then Reverend Jane and like all
25:50
Speaker 2: these different people that I'm listening to, and then I
25:53
Speaker 2: have my other things that I listen to on a
25:55
Speaker 2: regular basis. Anyways, like Suzanne geesepin this, so there's just
25:58
Speaker 2: information that I I find it fascinating. Oh my gosh,
26:03
Speaker 2: it's so crazy. I started. I kind of went down.
26:06
Speaker 2: I would say a rabbit hole, but it's not anything.
26:09
Speaker 2: When people talk about rabbit hole, they're like going through
26:11
Speaker 2: all this other looking at all the government, all that stuff,
26:13
Speaker 2: and for me it was totally different. I'm listening to
26:16
Speaker 2: this reading and she's talking about the half Ours I
26:21
Speaker 2: don't know, the half our sisters or something like that,
26:23
Speaker 2: and then she starts talking about the Seven Sisters and
26:26
Speaker 2: she starts. I'm like, I gotta go look this stuff up.
26:29
Speaker 2: And so I start going to look at this stuff
26:31
Speaker 2: and then I find a long time ago, I had
26:36
Speaker 2: a visit, so while I was sleeping, when I was
26:38
Speaker 2: in Estes Park, a a Indian woman and she had
26:42
Speaker 2: a white buffalo calf with her. And then I was
26:44
Speaker 2: told that's the white buffalo woman. And I was like, okay,
26:48
Speaker 2: but I couldn't understand anything she was saying at all.
26:51
Speaker 2: And so I so here I'm listening to all this stuff,
26:53
Speaker 2: and then they're talking about the Seven Sisters, and I'm like,
26:55
Speaker 2: I'm gonna go look this up. And so I go
26:57
Speaker 2: out of that page and I look at my screen
26:58
Speaker 2: on my phone and it's got seven and on the YouTube,
27:01
Speaker 2: and I was like, well, that's funny, Like that's hilarious.
27:04
Speaker 2: And then I go and I start looking up the
27:06
Speaker 2: Seven Sisters and learning about that kind of stuff. And
27:08
Speaker 2: then I go look up the White Buffalo Woman and
27:09
Speaker 2: there's like seven things that they do or seven it's
27:14
Speaker 2: like rituals or whatever. And I was like, you just
27:18
Speaker 2: can't make this stuff up. You just can't. And so
27:20
Speaker 2: then that urged me to go fine, because there's I
27:25
Speaker 2: would like to have said that I've written down all
27:27
Speaker 2: my dreams and experiences that I have when I'm sleeping,
27:30
Speaker 2: but I haven't, and so the ones that I have,
27:32
Speaker 2: I'm like, I know, I got this somewhere, and I
27:34
Speaker 2: find the White Buffalo. I was looking for that White
27:36
Speaker 2: Buffalo because I want to see when it was and
27:37
Speaker 2: it was, gosh, I think it was like two thousand
27:39
Speaker 2: and eleven or two thousand and ten somewhere around that time,
27:43
Speaker 2: and I went looking for it. But then I start
27:48
Speaker 2: going through all my notebooks and then I'm starting to
27:50
Speaker 2: read all these dreams and all the times that I
27:52
Speaker 2: did document stuff, and I'm like, holy shit, like all
27:54
Speaker 2: these angels, these ascended masters, these archangels, they've been in
27:59
Speaker 2: my Baba G. Like I don't remember looking at Baba
28:02
Speaker 2: G even years ago, but then all of a sudden,
28:05
Speaker 2: here it's come back into my experience again. It's like,
28:07
Speaker 2: it's what this full cycle. And the thing that I
28:10
Speaker 2: would say that I noticed is I was in an
28:12
Speaker 2: awareness back then. I was focused on that, and now
28:15
Speaker 2: I'm back into that awareness again, and they're like, we're
28:18
Speaker 2: still right here. We've never left you, We're still right here.
28:22
Speaker 2: And so it's just fascinating to go back and look
28:24
Speaker 2: at that stuff. There's so much stuff in there. It's like,
28:26
Speaker 2: holy crap, how do we not recognize the gifts that
28:30
Speaker 2: we are to the world? Like how when I look
28:33
Speaker 2: at that and I'm like, I was being told this
28:36
Speaker 2: stuff all along, everything that I said that I'm going
28:38
Speaker 2: to put out there, but I didn't have the confidence
28:41
Speaker 2: even still to even write down me. I wrote wrote
28:44
Speaker 2: down medium like oh, and then I wrote down and
28:47
Speaker 2: then finally like a week later, I got down to this,
28:50
Speaker 2: I wrote down psychic medium because it's this is my
28:53
Speaker 2: journey and it may not look exactly the way that
28:55
Speaker 2: Suzanne does it, or Tyler Henry or the Long Island Medium,
28:59
Speaker 2: but there's a way that I'm receiving information and it's
29:02
Speaker 2: not to discount that. It's to allow to love and
29:05
Speaker 2: honor myself and allow that to flow through myself. But
29:07
Speaker 2: we don't know these things until we finally figure it out.
29:11
Speaker 2: And I'm not and I'm not coming from an ego
29:13
Speaker 2: place by any means. It's a realization that this stuff's
29:18
Speaker 2: always been pursuing me. It's always been there. How many
29:21
Speaker 2: times have I asked what my path is or what
29:24
Speaker 2: am I supposed to be doing? And it's like, how
29:25
Speaker 2: many times have I had these dreams but not not
29:27
Speaker 2: being in awareness that I'm asking the questions and then
29:30
Speaker 2: allowing those answers to come forward. At that time, I
29:33
Speaker 2: was asking a million questions a minute, and you know
29:36
Speaker 2: you're going to get all kinds of answers, but it
29:39
Speaker 2: may not make sense to you because you're not even
29:42
Speaker 2: You're not even an awareness of what was the question
29:43
Speaker 2: I asked? So it's like all this stuff is like
29:46
Speaker 2: coming to. And so today I'm going to spend time
29:48
Speaker 2: in going through all my notebooks, stick out all the
29:51
Speaker 2: things that I've ever written, in organizing them and then
29:53
Speaker 2: taking a look at them and reading them. Just that
29:56
Speaker 2: just crazy stuff that I wrote. And I'm like, I
29:58
Speaker 2: don't even remember this stuff. I don't remember it. Yeah,
30:02
Speaker 2: And it's just mind boggling really to not to not
30:07
Speaker 2: be an awareness or not remember some of that stuff.
30:09
Speaker 2: Some stuff I do remember, but some stuff I'm like,
30:12
Speaker 2: holy shit, that was pretty big. Why didn't I think
30:14
Speaker 2: that was a big deal because I discounted, because you don't.
30:17
Speaker 2: You just I just discounted because I'm not special. I'm not. No,
30:20
Speaker 2: we are all special, and has to recognize that. And
30:23
Speaker 2: that's really what it's letting us knows. We've got all
30:26
Speaker 2: these gifts that were just not even utilizing. Just like
30:31
Speaker 2: the suit. We have this whole vehicle that we travel
30:33
Speaker 2: around and we don't even use half of our gauges,
30:38
Speaker 2: probably don't even use a third of them, a tenth
30:41
Speaker 2: of them.
30:41
Speaker 1: It's you, and that's a whole other the whole other
30:46
Speaker 1: path we could go down, yes, conversation, but we'll say
30:51
Speaker 1: that for the next conversation. Nice, but yes, we're are.
30:57
Speaker 1: We are all blessings, and we are all blessed, even
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Speaker 1: in the good and the bad, the ugly, the neutral,
31:05
Speaker 1: the fun, the not so fun. There's blessings everywhere, and
31:11
Speaker 1: it's up to us to recognize them, to hone in
31:13
Speaker 1: on them, and to honor them and really take that
31:18
Speaker 1: information and do some self reflection as well. And this
31:23
Speaker 1: is how we learn and grow. And gratitude as well
31:28
Speaker 1: as blessings are filled with gratitude, and you can't be great.
31:32
Speaker 1: You can't be grateful and angry at the same time.
31:35
Speaker 1: It's not something that's possible for us to do. So
31:39
Speaker 1: practice that more often. Be grateful for those blessings as
31:42
Speaker 1: you recognize them as you're moving through life, bumping around
31:45
Speaker 1: trying to figure it out, just like the rest of us.
31:47
Speaker 1: And just know you're okay, You're okay right where you're at,
31:51
Speaker 1: You're okay with whatever you're going through. Everything is temporary,
31:56
Speaker 1: everything is going to you're going to move past it
31:59
Speaker 1: in some way. Just be open to the blessings that
32:02
Speaker 1: you learn along the way, that you receive, and just
32:07
Speaker 1: be very grateful, have an open heart to be grateful
32:09
Speaker 1: for what you do. Get out of it. I mean
32:12
Speaker 1: final words, bevos, we wrap this up.
32:14
Speaker 2: I always say that you met her, and don't quit
32:17
Speaker 2: discounting yourself like quit like putting yourself to the side.
32:21
Speaker 2: Take take along, look at yourself and enjoy this journey.
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Speaker 1: Yeah yeah, we're actually here to do anyway. Thank you
32:30
Speaker 1: for hanging out with us. Tea Time with Amy and Bev.
32:33
Speaker 1: We are found on many platforms YouTube, Facebook, iHeartRadio, Google podcasts,
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32:48
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32:50
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33:00
Speaker 1: all seeking information that's going to help us move through
33:05
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33:12
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33:14
Speaker 1: hanging out with us. Tea Time with Amy and beb
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Speaker 1: and we will see you next time.
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Speaker 2: Bye,