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58: the spiritual role of multi-passionates · Soul Salon with Ayandastood

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If this message has found you, you are a multi passionate and you can easily feel misunderstood
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by the people around you or even at times by yourself.
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It can feel like you don't make sense to other people or sometimes you don't make sense
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even to yourself and I have a whole sole session on the concept of being confusing and how
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you haven't come to this earth dimension to make sense to anyone that imposing logic
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and rationality and this consciousness that prioritizes those things onto you is actually
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a great disservice to your magic, to your chaos, to your expansiveness and to the ways
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that you resist definition and categorization that that is actually a beautiful and precious
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and sacred aspect of your being.
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And what I want to talk about in today's transmission to you is to remember that the
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consciousness that you are existing within is not necessarily set up on a social level,
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on a collective level, is not necessarily set up to understand or support your consciousness
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but that there is something deeply sacred and spiritual about the multi passionate
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and the role that they play in this paradigm and in being a bridge to the next kind of
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paradigm to a more loving paradigm.
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So we're going to be talking about why the world needs multi passionate and why you as
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a multi passionate are a puzzle piece that integrates so many different aspects of reality
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and therefore we need you to stand in the truth and the power of that puzzle piece of that
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integration of that unity in a world filled with so much separation.
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So let's start there.
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So in this current moment, a huge wound and pain facing the collective is that of isolation
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of loneliness of the sense of alienation that is created by hierarchical systems and structures
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like white supremacy, sexism and homophobia, transphobia, imperialism, capitalism.
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All of these ways that these systems are alienating because they turn other beings into
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enemies into separate and they create dominance instead of interconnection and relationship
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and so they will always cause suffering within the collective.
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They create a sense of alienation not only from each other, the idea that we're separate
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from each other but also from ourselves.
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So you might have heard the phrase, you are wired for connection, you as a human being
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you need connection, you are made for connection with other human beings and I would say this
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is true but also even deeper than that in my opinion is that you are connection.
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You are not separate from this phenomenon called connection.
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You are a connection of all the people you've met, of all the stories you've lived and
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that have lived you, of all the beings you've come to know and love.
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You're a connection of the languages you speak or the language you speak and reality.
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You're a connection of the place you were born, the places you've been, you're a connection
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of everything you've ever read or the art that you've ever been seen by and seen.
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You're a connection.
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You are a walking embodiment of connection and your multi-passionate ism is like an orgasm
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between all the things, all the curiosities of that connection.
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You being a multi-passionate is an expression of that connection.
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It's an expression of the curiosities that you have across different dimensions of reality
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and experience.
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You may be reading several books at a time because you're so interested in many different
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topics.
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You may be pursuing different interests and to other people it's like, can't you just
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pick a land, you're never going to get good quote unquote at anything if your attention
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is so dispersed over multiple pursuits.
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You're never going to be a master at anything quote unquote which is the goal in this paradigm.
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You must master everything.
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You must dominate everything and we can separate that obsession from the paradigm of slavery
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and mastering something or someone, the paradigm of colonialism, the paradigm of patriarchy
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and the idea of this mastering and dominance as being the highest form of being.
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At the same time there's nothing wrong with wanting to improve and master a craft.
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I'm just saying the word mastery has to be understood in its political context as well.
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You are a walking embodiment of connection.
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If you think about it and orgasm is when two beings or multiple beings in pleasure come
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together and experience this eros together and I feel that that is the nature of the
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multi passionate.
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You are a walking orgasm of all the curiosities that bring you to life, all the interests
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you have that create that powerful sense of eros within your liveliness, playfulness,
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curiosity, creativity to borrow the words of Esther Perrell in terms of how she conceives
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of eros and then also to lean on Audrey Lord in the sense of how the erotic is this deep
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source of power within each of us.
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Because once we understand what the erotic feels like, tastes like, sounds like, then
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that becomes a standard by which we live our lives, a lens through which we see our lives,
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the erotic brings us into pleasure and aliveness, changes our standards for living.
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So you are not just one form of eros but all these different forms of eros embodied in
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one person who is so turned on in a sense by life itself, so turned on by creation and
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multiple forms of creation, so turned on by relationship and multiple forms of relationship,
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so turned on by depth and going deeper into the nature of things but also so turned on
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by breath and tasting different fruits that the world has to offer you.
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So there's this deep erotic sense of the multi passionate.
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I mean the idea that first of all you're passionate at all in a world that is often trying
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to dead in our passions or constrain them and then in the insistence not only of having
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one but having multiple, it's saying I have a lot of love to give and I want to give
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that love to all these different forms and mediums because who I am when I'm writing
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is not the same as who I am when I'm speaking, is not the same exact person as who I am when
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I'm daunting.
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Each of these brings me into a different kind of different texture and flavor of my own
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aliveness.
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So you have a unifying way of being in the world.
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You see connections, you know it's funny how people say that creativity or a form of
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creativity is making connections between things that people don't associate with each other
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and it's like we are making the connection between dance and poetry but actually part
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of the beauty of our consciousness as humans is we get to bring attention and awareness
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and language to the interconnectedness of things as they are.
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So we don't make connections you know in the sense of create a connection that wasn't
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there we bring to light a connection that already is in the cosmos all is one all is connected
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the universe is connection and we are the ones who get to bring to light for each other
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that state of interconnectedness by in a sense making connections we can hold the paradox
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but also in another sense revealing the connections that already are and that is what the
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multi-passionate does and that is why it's such an incredible consciousness for you to
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be proud of and for you to continue to cultivate why because in a world that is increasingly
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rooted in separation in finding distinctions and living in the binary or the either or
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and creating the sense of us versus them or creating a sense of disconnection separation
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it's either me or it's you we're not looking for the us we're not looking for the
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conjointment and depend this is a very Western view I feel like in collectivist cultures
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we are looking for the connection we are looking for the both and we are looking for the
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us however in the realm of work because most of the world has learned what work means
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from the capitalism imposed upon them I feel that it's still really important to understand
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the way that this separating consciousness exists because even if you have a culture that
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is rooted in connection and collectivism you'll probably still have an understanding of
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work that's more rooted in capitalism because that is the prevailing order of most of the
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world and so what I mean by that is you might come from a culture that's super collectivist
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but then still people in your life don't understand why you want to pursue multiple
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interests because in the domain of work we have a consciousness that's been limited okay
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and so what's important to understand is you represent a unifying consciousness but you
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live in a society and structure that represents a separatist consciousness and either all
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consciousness or this or that consciousness a refusal to accept paradox and conflict and
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tension as something that is actually an expression of divinity of aliveness of spirituality
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is in the paradox is in the connection between things the interconnection the fact that we
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are all stitched together and as a multi-passionate you are a stitching together of all these aspects
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these ways of being maybe different forms of creation different forms of learning different subjects
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and the thing is when you repress or hide a part of your multi-passionate character when you say oh
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it's going to be too confusing if I write about this topic because I usually write about that topic
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then what happens you as the puzzle piece that integrates these threads we lose some of that potency
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because now you're only giving us a couple of the threads because that's more palatable when really
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as a puzzle piece what you do is connect the disparate pieces around you you connect the pieces
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around you and you represent that piece that exactly connects to all these different aspects so when
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you weaken or take out that piece then those things are not as vividly connected we don't get to
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feel the embodied presence of someone who connects those things for us do you hear what I'm saying
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so you are here as someone who integrates who brings things together as a connector as a bridge
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and I know that that can be really isolating because you seek understanding because you're a human being
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but I've been thinking a lot about the idea of trying to only give try to only give and not to take
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try to give you know it's like the idea of seeking to understand more than you seek to be understood
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I think the multi-passionate inherently is not fully going to be understood by the consciousness
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that we're living in at a mass level like there's no way where we're fully going to be understood
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in this moment in time and this is where I also say it depends by whom of course by other
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multi-passionates you will be very understood you may even expand their sense of their own interconnectedness
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their own connections and what they're here to integrate within the collective consciousness
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but on the mass scale it is going to be something that we don't access as easily and this is also
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what I call stand out in order to stand with first you have to stand out okay wherever you choose
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to share yourself this is also why I talk a lot about the fear of being seen to magnetize people
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towards you who are deeply aligned with you whether it's in person or online first you stand out first
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you put your hand up and you say the brave thing that's on your heart first you make the video
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first you say the thing and then from that place of standing out from that place of being willing
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to dare greatly as Brunei Brown says from that place you can then attract people who would stand
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with that consciousness that creativity that way of being or seeing in the world and that's when
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you attract friendships and mentors and peers and the community to you whether it's by hosting an
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event that at first no one comes to so you're standing out but then slowly over time more people
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join and therefore you get to stand with so in order for us to stand with the people we are
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really here for first sometimes what we are asked to do is to stand out and in that standing out we
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actually become the person we become the version of ourselves that we even deeply feel like we
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want to stand with because in that sense is the sense of coming home to who we already knew we
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were but weren't brave enough to be publicly and so there's a lot of standing with the divine standing
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with each other standing with nature there's a lot of connection that we can find in that place but
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anyways I digress so as a being of interconnectedness as a multi passionate your task in this lifetime
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may not be to find understanding like that may not be what you've been assigned to look for in this
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lifetime or to seek or to embody what if you did not come here to be understood what if that's
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actually not part of what your soul has been assigned to in this lifetime and actually you can hold
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within the vessel of your being the feeling of feeling misunderstood at times you can hold that
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in service of these other beautiful traits and qualities and experiences that being a
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multi passionate allows you to experience and embody what do I mean by that a swimmer
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cannot hope in this lifetime not to get wet they can't say you know what I really want as someone
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who knows they're a swimmer is to just not get wet that's not how it works everything comes with
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what it comes with and I think part of being a multi passionate in this lifetime comes with a
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sense of not fully fitting in or being understood by the framework by the fabric of our society
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but knowing that we are a stitching together of a new possibility and of a way of being in the world
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that insists on a liveness it insists on passion it insists on creativity and so it paves the way
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for it to become eventually something deeply understood in the collective consciousness
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but that may not happen in our lifetime and that's okay like we can hold that you can hold
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not being understood and again that feeling of not being understood is temporary eventually if
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you give to your craft this is something I just believe if you give to your crafts they will give to
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you so if you can see that the specific way that your curiosities stitch together is divine
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it is orgasmic like you are turned on by these different aspects of reality if you allow
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the collective turn on of all those things that is this orgasmic state that you are here to be a
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walking embodiment of just as we're all here as embodiments of an orgasm that once happened
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hopefully on both sides but you know you never know and so this is why I encourage multi passionate
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to be confusing why because on the surface we understand so much right like we're such an
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understanding species beneath that like beneath this reality we know that there is so much mystery
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there's so much uncertainty there is so much we don't know there's so much that is deeply confusing
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and as a multi passionate you're in touch with that deeper reality of uncertainty and confusion
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I often see people say how to manage multiple passions and I kind of believe you don't even I don't
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even know I understand where that comes from like I have had the same question what are the systems
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what are the notion templates absolutely it's not either or and also at the same time is that the
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most we can aspire to as multi passionate in this lifetime is the most you can aspire to to manage
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your multi passions or is that this capitalistic economic mindset like infiltrating this divine
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expansive orgasmic spiritual way of being which is actually I want to just play with life in multiple
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different ways and these different expressions of my aliveness bring me more into that aliveness
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and so it cannot be managed it can only be experienced and felt we can give our multi passionate
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this our presence and our love and our curiosity but we will never fully manage it it's unmanageable
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it's chaotic by design we are this beautiful chaos and on so many of the magnificent aspects of reality
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this embodiment of chaos of magic we don't get chaos without magical magic without chaos like
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there's sort of one mountain looked at from different angles is oh that's chaotic that's magical
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like the butterfly effect it comes from the notion of chaos theory where these mathematicians and
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scientists study these deeply chaotic complex systems and in those systems they find these links
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between events that seem so separate between the flapping wings of the butterfly and then the
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pressure it exerts on the air around it and then therefore as they scale it out in this complex
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dynamic system they're able to link it to mass events on the other side of the earth that is chaos
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and that is magic you know what I'm saying so you're an embodiment of that so if we keep seeking
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what is the system what is the process and I get it but I want us to understand just like the
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swimmer cannot hope to not get wet there's no way that in this lifetime we're gonna feel like we
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have a full hold on our multiple passions like oh finally the perfect system to manage all of this
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finally the perfect time spent with my singing and spent with my reading and spent with my dancing
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the perfect time also working and managing responsibilities in my life ensuring I'm paying the
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bills but also tending to my creativity and also being a good parent and also being a good friend like
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this perfect balance or this system that takes away some of the underlying anxiety or fear
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around not being able to do all of that it's almost like hoping that we can be the swimmers who
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don't get wet like part of our immersiveness in this reality is actually experiencing the grief
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of not being able to do it all the grief of the experience of wanting to give our love to so many
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things that we don't have time for and so the multi-passion is an embodiment of so many different
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possibilities but then what happens there's a beautiful aspect of possibilities everything feels
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possible but the shadow aspect or the the challenging aspect for us to grasp is that not all
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possibilities will be realized that's why they're called possibilities so the multi-passion is also the
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one who has all these different dreams what if I did this what if I did that and it's deeply painful
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to accept or even to try to accept that we may not actually realize all those dreams that's a huge
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grief that we carry but we understand that that's part of just how much love we have to give we
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can't separate love and grief we can't love someone in our lives without deeply fearing or
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grieving losing them in some way so we're signing up for the both and so just as we love doing so
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much we will also in this lifetime experience the grief of all we wish we had the time to do we wish
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we had the space to do we wish we had the money to do but we're not able to do and I'm not saying
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that that just is what it is and there's nothing we can do I think always there is the desire to
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resist and to rebel against what is and I think that's very important like we can challenge
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something just as it is but also know that the idea that we'll be able to do everything in this
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lifetime we're the ones who are awake to how tragic it is that that's not the case we're deeply
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alive and awake to that you are deeply alive and awake to that as a multi-passionate in this reality
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another one of the other pains of the multi-passionate is the idea that that you really value freedom
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and so sometimes it can be difficult to finish things or to start things that feel like they may
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impose on your freedom in some way so sometimes what I hear from people who have multiple different
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interests that I coach is they say well what if I start this TikTok or YouTube channel or this
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blog on one topic and subject and then everyone starts to expect that of me but then I want to change
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and then they say oh you've changed or like why are you talking about this now and I'm constrained
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and so what the multi-passionate what we are asking of you is to honor your divine unfolding
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honor what is alive to you in that moment and create from that place don't feel be holding
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to create what you once created or to create what people expect of you you have to be so in touch
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with yourself because remember yourself is a connection so just as what I say is we only rise
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rooted so in order for you to be in touch with yourself you need to be so rooted but what are you
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rooted in not purely yourself you're rooted in everything that connects you everything that roots
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you you're rooted in that which makes you a self which is everything connected together specifically
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in the way that you connect them mind body soul place time space way of thinking language like
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you weave together each of these things so the roots of you the soil that you're drawing from
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is a particular soil there's things that are very obvious to you because you've grown up with
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them in your environment or there's things that you've just felt from a very young age they're not
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obvious to everyone so as a multi-passionate rooting yourself in that essence knowing that that
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essence is connection from that you can draw up through your roots into the stem into the leaves
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into the flowers and so on and from that place you can offer us the fruits of your being not from
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starting at the top but starting at the bottom so if you honor what is true for you that's a way
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of honoring the power that you have as a multi-passionate you know power is something that we often
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associate really negatively because of the way that it's been taught to us authority
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domineering dominance control oppression power over but as I often say we observe power throughout
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nature and we observe very benevolent forms of power the power of the sun to allow for life on
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earth or even to make us feel more alive seasonal affective disorder the absence of sunshine we
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need the sun we see plants wilting in the absence of the sunshine the sun's power is what does that
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but the power at the correct distance and in the correct intensity right we know that there's
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the power of the waters to create stillness and peace to nourish and hydrate but also to create
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absolute chaos to overwhelm to flood to destroy so there's this power in every being in every
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substance there's power and it's when we're in alignment with our natural power and we give
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from that place just as the sun gives just as the water gives if we give from that power within us
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that is natural to us that that is what we are here to offer the collective and so when we
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are alienated from that power as multi-passionates as people as creators we're not going to be as
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potent and sometimes we fear our own potency we fear our own power because we've been taught
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that power makes us vulnerable or power is bad or power is something we can't claim especially
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depending on your identities you're not supposed to claim that you are powerful because this whole
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system was about removing you from power removing you from your essence as a powerful being
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that is the nature of oppression let me make you feel so diminished that you don't associate
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power as something that you have so that you do not rebel against me so that you do not realize
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that collectively all of you could overcome some of us you know what I'm saying and we see this
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in so many different movements that the movement required a recognition of the inherent power of
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those people black consciousness in South Africa as an idea it shifted everything because it was
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this reclamation and recognition of we are powerful so when you are in touch with your inherent
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powers of multi-passionate you can see the power of the things that you bring together and that
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that is your birthright actually that all of reality in some way interconnects reality all of reality
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is a piece without which we couldn't actually fundamentally have the underlying reality and so
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you are that the reality would cease to be what it is without that piece of it okay so tap into that
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rootedness that power speak from that place create from that place know that you are powerful that
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part of your power is that you have these multiple passions and they are here to be lived and
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shared they're not necessarily here to be managed even that word managed this is what capitalism has
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done to our consciousness we think that's all we should aspire to is to manage at the same time I
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understand that we crave systems so that we can support our flow I totally understand that I really
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do understand that as a multi-passionate you are a representation of the oneness of everything
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and actually all beings on earth are that I even in this conversation I'm sort of creating this
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separation between multi-passionates and people who are not we're all one I'm trying to speak
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into the hearts of the people who this is meant for but know that we want to radiate that love out
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to all as well and you know we just do what we can here on earth so as a representation of oneness
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in a consciousness that prioritizes separateness you are going to confuse people but know that just
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as the universe is one you are a microcosm of that oneness so we know that there's no separation
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in the universe the universe is exactly that entity that energy that force that power that unites
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all it's everything so the universe is one and we are each a microcosm of the universe at every
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scale ourselves are a microcosm our organs are a microcosm and you as a person are a microcosm
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and then the culture the familiar from is a microcosm so we have all these scales of reality happening
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all at once in this divine symphony this music of reality and you are here as a microcosm of
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that oneness so when you are ever saying but how can I like this and that just know that is what
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the cosmos does the cosmos integrates all the cosmos loves all or the cosmos is that energy or
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that force that power that is all and so you liking different topics or that you like reading or
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doing different things know that that's so in alignment with the cosmos and let's talk about
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a microcosm in the sense of you are also an ecosystem so everything that you're passionate about
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that fuels you that feeds you that nourishes you imagine that that's an ecosystem of your being
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and we know that it's actually not you on this island we're all all this forest of being connected
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and so we're actually one giant forest of being that's been taught to think of it as separate
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trees or something language will never fully capture reality and that's why also colonialism will
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always impose a language on the people to control their relationship to that reality so nourishing
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these different parts will bring the entire ecosystem to life and into harmony so you are here as
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this divine representation of oneness and I hope that this helps you think of yourself in this
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spiritual way as playing this beautiful role of unifying and of showing unity and embodying
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unity expressing it living it living the paradox living the both and refusing to choose or to pick
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to the extent that you can knowing that being able to create at all let alone multiple things
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such a privilege such a huge privilege every time you do something that brings you more to life
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you honor life itself and life is multiple life is complex life is everything everywhere
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all at once and life has already chosen you and so being skeptical of your interests or draws or
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pulls doesn't serve life because our curiosities are exactly those aspects of life or being that in
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life in us they expand us they bring us into more aliveness so we honor life when we honor our
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curiosities and curiosities and the aspects of reality that we're drawn to of course they want to
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feel drawn to don't be all one people to be attracted to us in the sense of like they're drawn to our
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spirit they're drawn to our soul or physically they're drawn to us so similarly these aspects of
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reality that you love they love your love we could imagine that at least we could imagine they
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feel seen they feel like knowledge they feel like oh my word I have conversations with other people
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and they just ignore me they're just on their phone but you my love when you sing when you're
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with music you're with me you're truly present I love that how can we do this more can we do this
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again like finding this erotic sense of all these different aspects of reality floating with us
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and then us floating with them and deciding oh whoa this is a match this is why I call this creative
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polyamory we're here to give our love to these multiple energies and mediums and ways of being in
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the world and we know that we live in a monogamous consciousness I am mono amorous but I fully
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like love the theory of polyamory and I think it is a radical consciousness a form of decolonizing love
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as long as it's done in ethical non monogamy sense I feel that that same way of thinking can be
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applied to our creativity there are different relationships that we are in with our crafts and they all
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have expectations and desires and needs and we have to understand okay how am I going to relate
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in the most in liveening nourishing mutually beneficial way to each of these crafts and each of
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these practices and so if you're watching this if you're still here you are 100% creatively
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polyamorous you did not come to earth to only give your love to one form of creation and that is
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beautiful but remember that we live in a world starved of love and so it's difficult for people to
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fully appreciate or even understand people who want to give their love to the world in so many
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different ways that's also part of not only the only reason but part of why a lot of people
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fully are like wait can't you just be satisfied with one lover like how day you ask for more than
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that and it's the same thing how day you ask for more than one passion in such a passion starved
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culture and you do day you do day you are that daring you are that interweaving you are that
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connection you are that ecosystem and I hope that this has helped you to feel more seen I hope that
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this is offered you a perspective that nourishes you that nourishes the ecosystem of your being of
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our being because the more you are in your liveliness and you offer yourself from that place the more
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the ecosystem of humanity the farest of humanity feels more nourished just as how the tree over here
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is doing is going to impact how the tree over here is doing because we're all into being we're all
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inter-entered connected we're all connected within each other when we do that we enliven the entire
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farest of being the only way for us to change the world for us to create a universe a planet rooted
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in love is for us each to tend to and do the work the art of loving and to become more loving
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involves necessarily becoming more loving with the way that we interact not only with people
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and the relationships we're in with people but also we relate to craft we are makers if you're
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over here you're here to make you know and also to receive to be and also to make and to offer that
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making to the collective in some way shape or form including to yourself so you are divine and the
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collective needs you in your multi-passionateness proudly standing in that truth even if you need to
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stand out trusting that eventually you will stand with you will magnetize your people to you and
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they will feel so much more nourished for the way that you share your perspective do not narrow
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yourself down do not water yourself down do not niche down if that's not what you are here to do
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be in your multiplicity refuse to make sense even at times to yourself because what if that's not
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what your soul has come here to do I love you so much you are so magical you are poetry you are the
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poem that someone is dreaming of you are the manifestation you are not purely out there wanting
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and seeking and calling things in you are a calling in and as you are in this exact moment in
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ways that you might not even fully see people are calling you in they're calling you in as a friend
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they're calling you in as a lover as a partner they're calling you in as a teacher they're calling
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you in as a mentor or as someone they would love to mentor people are dreaming of you because it
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is only through each other that we unlock dreams at all the collective is dreaming through you
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and you being in that essence of your being and standing in that honoring your power
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is one of the ways that you honor life that you honor life itself that you bring more life to the
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collective that you bring more love to the collective by rooting yourself in what is in
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lifeening to you and what is in loveening to you I love you so much my love and I hope that you
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enjoyed today's sole session if you did I recommend the sole session be confusing which is basically
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a love song I don't want to say a walk right a love song to multi passionate who fear the ways
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that they are confusing and to really reclaim that as part of our essence as part of the divine puzzle
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and magic and mystery of this universe and of this human experience I love you so much my love I
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hope this has served your deepest consciousness and I will see you on the next sole session to stay
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nervous system a sense of calm a sense of rest and digest they call it so that from that place
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of calmness you can create work that truly feels an alignment with you sign up because I have
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some really exciting things coming in the coming weeks so I'd love to see you there I'll see you
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on the next sole session I love you bye