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Experiencing Higher States Of Consciousness | Watch A Hypnosis Session | Seer Sessions #202 · Seer Sessions

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Hey everyone, it's Gina and this is Seer Sessions.
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I'm about to go into a session with Stephanie the hypnotist.
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You can find all her links in the show notes.
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She has a podcast too. Stephanie is about to log on.
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My intention is to experience another lifetime.
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Will I go to the Red Planet? I don't know, probably based on
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the past few sessions, but I remain open to whatever because
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I think it's natural to be skeptical kind of doubt what is
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coming to mind a little bit. And so at least right now, when
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I enter into the Red Planet, I like it to be an organic
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experience with an intention of these are the things I want to
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learn and I want to experience a lifetime to get me there.
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Who knows exactly what's going to unfold, but I gave Steph a
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number of questions to ask. Whether it comes after scenes
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from another lifetime or if I end up on the Red Planet, she'll
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ask those questions there. The love of her ability to be
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flexible, be open to wherever these sessions go.
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I trained Steph how to do hypnosis, and I love the way she
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leads a session. So I want to know what is it to
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embody a higher consciousness? How do we know when we're doing
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it? What blocks me from doing it?
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What typically blocks people from doing it?
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Is there the same thing is a completely different person to
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person? So we're going to find out
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together no matter what happens. My intention is to access this
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knowledge, this information from my higher self, my eternal
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soul's wisdom. It's my understanding that
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there's a facet of my soul living a life on whatever this
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Red Planet situation is. That incarnated part of my soul
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on that planet is actually on that council.
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And as Gina, I started spontaneously going there in my
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dreams probably about 10 years ago and spontaneously started
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interacting with council members even off the Red Planet in
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meditations, I don't know, maybe like 3 years ago.
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And it's just been ramping up since then.
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If you're listening to this on a podcast, know that you can watch
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the video of this session on YouTube.
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And that link is in the show notes.
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Let's begin. Are.
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You open to go anywhere? Did you want to go to the Red
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Planet specifically? I thought we could keep it open.
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I have a feeling that I will go back to the Red Planet.
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The last session I did, I did with Julie like a week ago.
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It started in a scene in my kitchen on the OK, this is so
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good because this is actually how we're going to do it.
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OK, so last time with Julie, it worked out really good.
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We started in the kitchen of my the incarnation of an aspect of
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my soul on that planet. Like in her home.
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It was cool to drop in on a regular evening.
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There was this big praying mantis being in the corner and
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he wasn't used to being on that planet, but had to be on that
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planet. We were working on a project
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together, but he, I was like, you need to get out of my
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kitchen. And it was this feeling of on
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this planet, your home is sacred.
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So sacred that it's rare to be invited into someone's home.
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It's like being invited into someone's bed here.
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That's the equivalent. And not that you would never do
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that platonically, it's just kind of this feeling of like
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outside clothes in the bed, you know, outside person in the bed.
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So to have him in my kitchen was like, as if think of like a, a
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project partner at work. It's like sitting on the foot of
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your bed. You're like, why are you here?
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Get out of here. And, and it was interesting how
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him and I were communicating and how his consciousness, his
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awareness dictated what I was able to communicate to him and
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communicate to other people telepathically while in the same
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room him and I were communicating telepathically.
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So if him and I are communicating telepathically,
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and then me and Baron are are communicating telepathically and
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we're all in the same space, breathing the same air, how does
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this praying mantis being know that we not know what Baron and
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I are talking about? And so it was interesting to see
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how what we're focusing on, it's like how close the blinders and
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then your emotion about it is like how closed are those
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blinders? Like how much else can you see
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outside of like exactly what directly are you focusing on?
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So that was really interesting. And then just how they handled
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this praying mantis being and then he left and then it was
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just barren. And I maybe the intention and
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maybe just as I'm saying it here, this is my intention to
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enter into the kitchen into the home life of it's like, how do I
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refer to her on that planet? So I guess how I would refer to
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her as the IT an incarnation of me on the Red Planet current
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day. And so that incarnation of me on
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the Red Planet go into the kitchen kind of like in her
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daily life. So maybe we end up at the tree
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and instead of going through the door and ending up in another
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lifetime, we end up in the kitchen of this incarnation of
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me on the Red Planet. And from there, eventually we'll
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figure out like, what am I doing there?
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Like, think of it as like a first scene on a past life
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regression, right? And eventually the cue will be
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we're going to go to the council and ask some questions.
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And unless something wild unfolds and I don't know.
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But but if that's if it's just kind of mundane everyday stuff,
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like that's where we'll go and then we'll go to the council and
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communicate with with them. And another thing that I'm
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trying to get clear on is in my session with Julie, because it
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was that unique experience where I was almost, I was experiencing
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that lifetime instead of my awareness as Gina being on that
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planet alongside the incarnation of me in that lifetime.
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And it took me a little bit to get figured out where I was and
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what was going on and who was talking.
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And so that I just want to say it seemed like which would make
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sense. I guess if my intention is to
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ask my higher self, but have come to the conclusion that I
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want it through the language of a lifetime and the stories and
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the metaphor of a lifetime, then it would make sense that I'm
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getting this information from my higher self, from my eternal
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soul. But it's coming through the life
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on the Red Planet, which is the life where I embodied the most
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of these practices and principles that lead to a
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conscious evolution, a higher consciousness, a more peaceful,
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harmonious, creative, compassionate way of being.
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So when she was asking me a question, I would talk, but then
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I would say things like, wait, who's talking right now?
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Like is this Gina or is this this incarnation of me which I
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just get the letter AI want to get a name.
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So maybe we could ask that, Like what's the name?
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Maybe we could ask that. But then I can just say a
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instead of this incarnated version of the facet of my soul
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on a different fucking planet, you know?
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But so anyway, that might be a thing too.
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I might be speaking from her point of view.
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I might be speaking as Gina, getting information from the
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council members. I don't know.
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But sometimes I got to pause and kind of figure that out.
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And I'm assuming it'll settle into some kind of rhythm.
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But for now, it's a little confusing.
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Sounds good. That's really interesting about
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the kitchen. And yeah, like living, we're
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experiencing that mundane life just to see what her vibe is.
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In that space, if you have any organic questions that come up
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around regular life on that planet, insert them.
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I'm ready when you are. OK, so just taking a moment to
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settle in, running into your surroundings.
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I'm in the kitchen and I'm drinking what looks like to me
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hot water. And I keep thinking what's in
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this hot water? I think it's just plain ass hot
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water. And it's morning.
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Yeah, this is my morning routine.
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And there's streams of light coming in through the window.
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And I have a lover here. Oh, my.
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OK. He just came from it's it's like
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this dwelling is super little. It's almost it's yeah, the
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dwellings are fixed and permanent because there's
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somehow this community is kind of like fixed.
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It's just everything so rationed here.
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I get the feeling that in this moment, it's not the end, but
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it's like this lover or romantic partner of mine and I, it's not
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marriage. It's this commitment to do life
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together, though. It's it's like their way of OK,
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well, if you're going to live with someone, if you're
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romantically tied to them like that, instead of having two
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people in 2 little dwellings, but staying at one person's
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dwelling. It's it's not like a status
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thing or a we love each other so much so we're doing this next
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thing. It's this really logical way of,
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OK, well, if the two of you are going to be together, you know,
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more often than not, then we would move into a dwelling
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that's like a little bigger made for two people.
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And then I don't, I don't get the sense people have kids here.
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I don't know, that's maybe a whole thing, but I don't get the
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sense that there's like kids here.
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And so that's just the elevation of it and it's not considered,
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oh, this is your goal is to get partnered and married here.
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It seems if you don't do that, people wonder.
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And there it was just very logical.
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Like if you, if you want to spend more time together than
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not, then you should just go to the same space.
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Because, you know, I'm sure at the same time some people are
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not wanting to live together anymore and so want to go to
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their own spaces or whatever. It's just kind of like this ebb
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and flow and it doesn't seem like, oh, this is you're married
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forever and it's bad if you break up.
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It's just this kind of natural flow of when people would even
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say, oh, when I was living, when I used to live with so and so
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this story, you know, occurred. And now they might be living
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alone or they might be living with someone else and maybe they
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lived alone in between or maybe not.
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But there's no moral judgement to it.
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It's, it's like your address, like it's just such a small part
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about you. So I get the sense that he is
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here all the time. And because of that, we're going
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to be moving out of this little place.
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But I really like living here. I like my alone time, but I can
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still have alone time. I know that.
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But it's, it's just, it's something I want, even though
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I'm really going to miss living on my own.
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But it's a sweet, it's a sweet little morning.
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And I, I get the sense that I'm going to work and a part of my
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job has to do with the council that I'm on.
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And parts of my job are not with the council.
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But today, just given the intention, we're going to go
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right to the council to start our work day.
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And so my lover and I are just saying goodbye and I'm leaving
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for the day. And I get in this, I have this
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cute little truck and it's really old looking, but really
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well maintained. And now I'm, I'm just driving
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the little ways to oh, this is interesting because as Gina, I
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would walk it. But as I'm driving, my answer to
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the question of why wouldn't you just walk?
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That's being answered because as I'm driving, it's like a
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Blizzard, but it's sand, sand is blowing.
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I need my windshield wipers. Yeah, it would even probably be
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hard to walk in physically in the sand.
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You wouldn't. It'd be hard to breathe.
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So I'm just slowly making my way there and.
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As you're making your way there, did your lover say goodbye to
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you and mention your name? What does he call you?
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It's like, it's like a almost like AX, like ax ax.
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I don't know if that's my name or if that's just what he calls
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me, you know, if it's kind of a nickname or a shortened version.
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But Axe, I'm setting the intention right now to remember
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that and to whether it's in this session or in meditation outside
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of these sessions, to have the name come to me.
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And if it's hard to put into letters, that would even be nice
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to know more sounds with it. OK, so I'm pulling up to the
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place where the council meets and yeah, it's just this vision
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that I've seen so many times before, even before I knew what
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I was looking at in meditation in the last few years.
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And it's blowing sand and I'm walking up to the circular like
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a doughnut, but a doughnut that is just doesn't have a hole and
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it's steps to get up there 'cause it's the time of year
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where the sand is low. So sometimes when the sand is
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high, it looks like it this structure is just sitting on the
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sand, kind of like a tent, but it's low.
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So I'm walking up to it and I feel really filled up, having a
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nice morning with my lover and then going to a job that I
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really love and these people who I really love.
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So I feel just filled up and and lucky.
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Amazing. And yeah, and now I'm, I went up
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the steps and, and now I'm I'm there and there's other council
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members there, but they're fuzzy in the background.
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But Baron is there and we're going to talk.
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Is that what your job entails? Is it a lot of discussion or
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planning? Yeah, it is a lot of discussion
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or planning. There's the work that we do here
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in the people who live here are they're kind of in different
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categories based on their work and mostly based on their work.
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That's kind of how we manage the community and or what we would
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call work. They don't really see it as that
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separate, but also work on Earth kind of depletes most people.
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We're on the Red Planet. Everyone's doing work that,
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like, makes them feel purposeful and ignites their creativity and
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their joy. And so keeping that little flame
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going within each person is something that we take very
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seriously. And we see the benefits of that,
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not only to be a part of a community where people feel that
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way, but one-on-one relationships and just knowing
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that everybody deserves that. And the mission we're here to
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fulfill and what we're doing, we want to do a good job.
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And we want we know that we stand on the shoulders of all
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the generations before us and we're creating the world for the
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next generations to be here. And so we take that all very
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seriously. And so I'm in charge of people
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who I don't know exactly what they're doing, but they do a lot
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of driving and collecting and they're a long distance team.
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They're going to the farthest reaches of this planet that
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we're on because I deal a lot with, I guess, keeping that
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flame going in each person. It's important that I know what
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their daily life is. And so pretty regularly I ride
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along with them just just to ride along with them.
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And they're excited to have me ride along with them because,
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because they think I'm a good time and, and because we like
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laugh the whole time. But also I take very seriously
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the times when they don't want to laugh and, and the times when
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they, you know, the things that they're struggling with and you
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know, whether it's within themselves or interpersonally
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like among other people. My job is to be to really know
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like the vibe of them and the work they're doing.
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And so that is my job is to go with them a lot.
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It's not like some manager ride along once a year.
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That's like awkward for everybody.
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It's literally my job. It's and it's normal.
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It's like we're all working on that project and that's my role.
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I'm not, they don't see me as above them.
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You know, it's more just kind of peacekeeper, but it's more than
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that. It's trying to enrich them and
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understanding what that would take.
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So I do a lot of traveling, which as Gina, that makes sense
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because a lot of times when I'm traveling, it sounds so crazy to
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say. I've never said it out loud
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ever. Not once.
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But sometimes when I'm driving and I look in my rearview
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mirror, I see the Red Planet and I see the Red Planet through my
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rearview mirror as Gina and I can, I can like almost see
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inside this truck that I'm in and I can almost see what I'm
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like what I'm wearing. And it's really, it's really
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cool for me to put that together as Gina to see, to see that,
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because it's like, Oh my gosh, I, I see that so much and it's
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spontaneous. You know, I won't even be
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thinking about the Red Planet, and I'll be driving and I'll
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look in my rearview mirror. And it doesn't even matter
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what's in my rearview mirror for real, because the vividness from
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my third eye is like, wow, I can see the Red Planet through that.
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It's amazing. It's like a portal.
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Yeah, it's. Like seeing through dimension
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through that mirror. Yeah.
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Is there anything hanging from the mirror or like is there any
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fun things in this truck that represent you as axe?
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It's it's these. I thought it was toothpick, but
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it's more like a popsicle stick. It's a pack of them and they
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have mint on them, a mint flavor like minty toothpicks, but it's
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a more a popsicle stick, but smaller.
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And we don't have gum or anything on this planet and that
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they're this little treat, this little wooden treat.
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And they're a natural product from where we come from and.
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They last forever and they're tiny, so it's easy to store them
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and I don't always have them and so it's a special treat when I
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do have them. The shipment on Earth terms
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comes like once a year for some of these supplies.
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But you know, I chewing sticks, they last like half that time,
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you know, So I've like got my fresh chewing sticks or whatever
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I call them gum replacement. And that's the main thing that
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was sitting on the dash. I was excited to see them.
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And if you look in your review mirror as X, is there any other
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dimension or worlds that pop in? Yeah, I get the sense that all
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the miles I've driven, she can see sometimes in hers.
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That's beautiful. And it's who knows what that is,
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But the way as acts, I see it, I knew that I was working with
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other facets of my soul, other incarnated parts of my
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consciousness. But just putting that together
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as acts, she's like, whoa, thanks for driving all those
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miles. Because the more I drive, the
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more she sees. And while she's too young to
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know Earth, she for some reason, she knew it wasn't the planet
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her people originate from, but people on that planet know what
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Earth is on some level. And so she was like, oh, I can
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spontaneously see Earth. And she always thought that was
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really cool, having been too young to have actually lived on
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Earth. And and so she's as Axe, I guess
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it feels like I am just putting that together, like, oh, those
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are your Rd. trips. That's so cool.
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That is cool. We were connected there.
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Yeah, we did. We were connected there and
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didn't really know it I guess. And while Axe is driving with
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her Co workers or the people she works with and supports, are
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they all human beings or do any of them appear to be something
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different or feel like something different?
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Who? I am, as Axe is who I'm in
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charge of are humans, or like humans?
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I guess they're humans and or like humans, I don't know.
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Is human related to Earth only? I don't know how these things
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work, but they look like humans. But on the planet there are
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other beings that come and go more frequently than we do for
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different projects and stuff like that.
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And so that would be like the praying mantis that I
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encountered in my last session. So as Axe, I'm like in it,
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right? So as Axe, I'm like.
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And then of course, little Gray's, like everybody works
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with them. You know, of course we have our
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own little Gray's too. So that was kind of funny.
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But then it also came through as another being I'm working with
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is this planet. And it's almost like this
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planet's energy around the planet is something that I
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actually see as a Co worker and. Where do you go next?
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Where does Axe go next? On this trip, it's just, it's
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just me in this little truck that I have and I'm driving.
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I came to this really steep part of this road and it's just one
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Rd. It's the width of 1 vehicle and
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it's driving on this Ridge. And of course as Gina, I'm don't
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want to look over the Ridge, but as Axe I'm giggling.
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Just it's exhilarating to drive on the edge like that.
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And OK, so I'm getting the sense that as Axe, I'm just driving
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and I'm going to a really beautiful lookout point.
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And I don't know what it is, but on Earth we have sunrise and
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sunset. And I think they have that on
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the Red Planet. But there's something midday
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too. Something happens midday.
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So just like how we might go to drive to a place where it's a
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nice place to watch the sunrise or the sunset as Axe, I've
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driven to this Ridge where I can overlook this valley or kind of
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like this deep crater and watch whatever happens midday.
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I don't know what happens midday.
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I don't know if there's like a couple planets in the sky, but I
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I can't get that read. And then Axe is going to pause
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here in this peaceful place and we can ask those questions.
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How can you know that you're embodying a higher
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consciousness? So I'm speaking as acts and just
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the idea of seeking a higher consciousness is the key that
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unlocks that door. The seeking is something that
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should never stop. When someone thinks they know
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everything, like they're not going to learn.
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They're not even going to learn in a simple conversation.
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And so that seeking, I'll say, should always be there.
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But there is no wrong way to live.
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You can live your life in any way that you want.
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It's just for acts on this planet with the morals and
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values and ethics that she lives by and that community lives by.
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There is a should because they have a goal of harmony and peace
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and expanding awareness and consciousness and compassion and
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harmony. And and so that's kind of the
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framework there. I guess when I use words like
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should do this or that, this is the better way.
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It's relative to what she wants, what I want as acts as that
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portion of the soul. So no, everyone should always
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seek to expand their awareness, heighten their consciousness,
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understand that more, understand themselves more.
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In doing that, we understand other people more.
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We have more compassion. And you know you're embodying
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it. How do you know when you're
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embodying it? OK, I'm trying to, as Gina,
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trying to distill down these two like big ideas that are coming
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in. So how do you know when you're
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embodying it? The first one is that seeking,
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and part of that seeking on Earth would be learning from the
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third dimension, reading, listening to things, watching
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things, education, deep dives into topics you want to know
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about, deep dives into spirituality, deep dives into
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consciousness. So part of that is the actual
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seeking, not just to be open to it, but the actual seeking
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because the more different points of view, deeper knowledge
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that we take in as a human on Earth, the more knowledge we
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have. Man, this is hard to get.
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It's almost like if you think of knowledge and seeking wisdom,
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and I'm talking about just yourself, leading yourself on
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some sort of learning journey. It's almost like the cup from
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which you can gain wisdom from your higher self, from your
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eternal souls knowing, from the collective consciousness.
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That cup gets bigger, deeper, wider, because you have more
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awareness, more knowledge of how these things can come in, how
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they can look the ways they can, the ways they can be varied.
29:15
It's almost like if someone is an adult and they never learn
29:20
something new, they don't seek knowledge, they don't spark
29:23
their curiosity. That's a limiting consciousness,
29:31
and we're missing out on so much.
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And so seeking knowledge and seeking.
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And some people aren't passionate.
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Some people don't know what they would do if they had all the
29:41
free time in the world. And it's just simply about what
29:44
are you curious about? What are the questions that pop
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in your mind? And if you don't know what those
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are, just then Step 1 is just listening for them.
29:52
Listen for when your internal dialogue has a question, maybe
29:56
question your internal dialogue is a good place to start to.
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So it's about finding that curiosity, allowing your passion
30:05
and your curiosity and your interests to kind of expand the
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education that you're taking in, the learning that you're doing,
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the knowledge that you're seeking and absorbing.
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And then from there, so that's one way, it's a constant, that's
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the intake. And then there's the out take,
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which is the way it looks to other people.
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Kind of the outtake is, is the way I'm acting and responding to
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the world and does it uplift everyone, including me?
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And there's no solution. That's like, well, it's only
30:47
good for these people. Shrug about the other people.
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We don't we don't stop. We're diligent.
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How can I make this good for me and everyone else?
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And that and I, I feel like there's more questions in that
31:07
to ask personally, but that's kind of the biggest one.
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That's yeah, that's the biggest 1.
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So it's like how to make it a win for everyone?
31:18
How to uplift everyone, including ourselves, and not to
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put anyone above anyone else, but to honestly Revere everybody
31:30
as an equal and Revere them as an equal.
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But no, do not expect them to be equal.
31:37
Everyone's different and to Revere them.
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And so in that we seek what is special about you, what is, you
31:44
know, even the people as acts, even the people who who drive me
31:49
absolutely crazy. You could say don't drive me
31:53
crazy because I use that energy. Any I don't experience
32:01
resentment because I say what I feel and I feel what I say and
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I'm honest and I'm responsible and I'm aware.
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And so everything I say, I don't have to fear saying it or doing
32:13
it because I know that I'm doing it with the highest and greatest
32:17
good of everyone, including me in mind.
32:19
And if someone tells me hey, that hurt or hey, that's not
32:24
working or hey that's causing harm, I am not offended.
32:27
I honestly want to know what did I do wrong?
32:30
How can I do better? Because my intention is to
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highest and greatest for everyone.
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And as Gina, when I can experience that within acts,
32:44
that's like on a whole other level of reverence As Gina, I
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see that as an option, but I rarely hit the mark.
32:55
And especially when emotions are involved, it gets really
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difficult for me, as Gina. And what Axe is saying is there
33:06
is no personal motive besides highest and best for everyone
33:10
and everyone around on the Red Planet.
33:13
Trust that. And so, Steph, if we were on the
33:16
Red Planet and you were doing something and I didn't agree
33:18
with it and it was like thought it was causing harm, like I
33:21
should say something now, this is my business for some reason,
33:25
as Gina, I would kind of sweat that conversation.
33:29
I don't know, maybe call a friend and be like, how should I
33:33
bring it up, whatever. And I don't know what's
33:35
motivating that. I mean, to me that seems
33:37
responsible as Gina, but what Axe is showing me and saying is
33:43
why even sweating that conversation, everyone there is
33:47
the same. They want highest and greatest
33:49
for everyone. So if someone looks at someone
33:52
else's behavior and they interpret this is harmful, it's
33:56
literally curiosity. Like wait, I see this could be
33:59
harmful, you don't let's talk about it.
34:02
Or I see this as causing harm. I'm curious as to why you're
34:06
still doing it. You don't see this as harmful?
34:10
Or are you using this energy in a different way?
34:14
And that is such an interesting difference to see.
34:17
Is it like a trust and integrity like automatic that?
34:20
Oh my God, you read my mind because I was trying to think
34:23
like, well, what's the difference?
34:25
Because honestly, sometimes as Gina, no, I'm not saying I nail
34:30
this at all. I fumble this all the fucking
34:34
time but a lot of times that is literally how I operate.
34:39
Like highest and best for everyone.
34:42
Like I live alone and I still am super tidy, pick up my shit
34:47
because I'm like what if everyone did this?
34:50
What if everyone picked up their shit?
34:53
What if everyone left their shit laying around?
34:56
Like even to the core when I'm alone I live like that.
35:01
And that's like a small example and I'm not perfect at all, but
35:05
I'm always at least have that in my mind, even if I don't always
35:12
do it or abide by it, It's always in my mind.
35:15
But the amount of times that's been in my mind and I assume not
35:21
consciously, but unconsciously assume someone's kind of
35:25
thinking the same way. I will say, why would you do
35:28
that? AB and C?
35:30
And it's almost like questioning anyone's behavior for any
35:33
reason. They take offense for it.
35:36
And to me it's more a curiosity thing.
35:39
And I would think if someone was tuned into the vibes, they would
35:43
feel that it was curiosity. And some people actually do.
35:46
And so then they'll say, oh, you're really easy to talk to,
35:48
thanks for bringing that up, blah, blah, blah.
35:50
But when people are just like reacting in their own shit,
35:53
they, they miss that. And and that is, it's not like,
35:58
oh, that's 'cause they have rotten morals and values that
36:02
they live their life by. It's just that it's different
36:05
than mine. And to say someone's doing
36:09
something and you're curious as to why they're doing it is
36:13
offensive. Like I, if I sat here and
36:18
thought about it, I could probably give you no less than
36:21
20 incidences in the last six months where I withheld the
36:24
question of why would you do that or what's going on there
36:28
where I'm not judging the person, but I am.
36:32
So just curious as to like what the fuck is going on with you?
36:38
What's going on in the mind? And I mean, does that have
36:42
anything to do with embodiment or the wisdom like the triggers
36:46
that people or you feel does what how does that connect to
36:50
embodying wisdom or lessons? What can we know about triggers?
36:54
So she acts as explaining something.
36:58
I don't know if this is just Gina or it's probably more than
37:03
just me, but I don't know if it's like, I'm not saying humans
37:06
in general, but to be triggered, what that means to Gina is that
37:10
I'm feeling a negative emotion that's like so overwhelming that
37:16
like I can't finesse anything besides the raw power in my
37:22
body. And what she's saying is that
37:26
it's almost like that's your body living in the past.
37:31
And it's, it's, it's something that it's a reaction that not
37:38
making a comment on why we do it.
37:41
But if we're just looking at this thing in my life, I want to
37:44
change it because it's bringing me things I don't want in my
37:47
life. She's saying, if you look at
37:50
that, if you know who you truly are, which is a spirit and a
37:55
body and a mind, you will know that you're not your body.
38:00
And so then it becomes easier to start to separate from the
38:04
emotion. It starts to become easier to
38:07
feel the emotion, but almost have your awareness raise above
38:12
that emotion where you can still think, you can still operate
38:17
under the intentions and morals and beliefs and, and with who
38:21
you want to be in mind, like the highest and greatest version of
38:24
you. And so it's almost this, instead
38:29
of just kind of swimming around in that water, knowing you're in
38:33
that water, knowing you don't have to be and trying to come up
38:38
out of it, like raise your awareness out of it.
38:41
And what I'm being shown is my second ayahuasca weekend last
38:47
year in 2024 was this high, high levels of anxiety and just like
38:53
electricity in my chest for hours.
38:58
And that's what I was training to do was to lift my awareness
39:02
above that anxiety. Can your body feel like this and
39:08
you experience peace? Can your body be reacting this
39:12
way and you still experience joy?
39:17
Can your heart be thudding that loud and just so much static
39:24
electrical energy in your chest and you're still able to feel
39:28
harmony in some part of you. And that's the practice.
39:32
And here on Earth, time and repetition is one way to do
39:38
that. And you know, there are other
39:41
things that might help you go quicker, but it's really just
39:45
the time and the repetition. And So what Acts is saying is
39:50
she's in the mindset of if she were to ever have a bodily
39:54
experience like that, it would be such a moment because she
39:59
never feels like that. And she would just immediately
40:02
feel curiosity and gratitude like, Oh my gosh, can I help
40:07
you? I love this body.
40:09
I love this body. You're in pain.
40:12
I want to help. And so it's almost to see this
40:15
body as not your child, but this thing that.
40:19
This entity that you're in charge of and, and to feel that
40:26
trigger and help soothe yourself through it.
40:29
And one way to have the clarity of what could soothe you through
40:32
it is to allow your awareness to kind of come up above that.
40:37
And one way to do that is to practice in those times, even
40:41
when you feel just a little bit of anxiety, a little bit of, you
40:45
know, whatever it is that is triggering you to in that
40:49
moment, make that decision to in that moment, see it and then
40:54
feel gratitude for it. So you can, like, work in the
40:58
opposite direction. Yeah.
41:00
And it's, it's uncomfortable, yeah.
41:04
But worth it. And for that being said, what
41:08
can Gina know about the value that she can gain from being
41:15
pulled to the negative? It's just comfortable.
41:18
So I asked that question as Gina because sometimes I feel my
41:23
spiritual work is just pulling me out of negative spin after
41:27
negative spin. And so I wonder, is there a part
41:31
of me that gets off on that? Why?
41:35
And I've gotten answers to that in certain situations, but
41:40
sometimes I think I should be farther along on this journey
41:45
than I am. And So what is the hold up?
41:48
And that is, it's just comfort. Yeah.
41:51
It's just comfort. And so when I notice I'm being
41:55
negative, just to be like, oh, isn't this comfortable?
41:58
Not really. Actually.
42:00
Sucks to be here. You're deceased to it.
42:03
And do you ever get curious about the transformation from
42:07
being in that negative mindset and then being able to witness
42:12
yourself elevate to a more higher awareness or transmute
42:17
it? No, as Gina, I don't think of it
42:20
like that. I think even just literally last
42:23
night I was talking to a close friend about a situation that
42:28
could be great or go horribly wrong.
42:31
Like it could literally go either way.
42:34
And I cannot stop having the reaction that it's going to go
42:39
horribly. And it's like, why do I always
42:43
pick that? And last night I just, it was
42:47
this feeling of drudgery, pulling myself out of it, saying
42:53
I'm not going to say one more word about this, change the
42:56
subject, bring up a story to this other person.
42:59
And it took all the effort in me and it was like I forgot about
43:05
it the moment we had shifted the conversation.
43:08
And instead it's like to celebrate in that moment to be
43:12
like, oh, what is this little juicy thing that I can dig into
43:16
and change and transmute and get the equal and opposite in my
43:21
life? And with any situation could go
43:25
horrible, could go great. You don't know.
43:27
All you can do is do your best on the way there and know that
43:32
get present, do your best when you're there.
43:34
And that's like, all you can do. And then just get curious.
43:39
So yeah, even just tying that of like, yeah, embodying her
43:43
reaction of when she felt the trigger in her body and she was
43:47
just like, whoa, holy moly. Yeah, and.
43:50
Curiosity. Having that experience, knowing
43:53
that she was able to see your travels, maybe you can tune into
43:58
her essence and feel like what do you find?
44:01
Curious here 'cause this is uncomfortable and just maybe
44:05
yeah sense or feels. Oh, I love that.
44:09
Yeah, I'm totally gonna do that. I have a question for Axe.
44:13
Yeah. Is there something that you
44:17
heard about Earth, a place or an experience that really got you
44:23
excited or curious about experiencing yourself or through
44:27
the mirror? I feel so much joy and giddiness
44:31
as her that you asked that question and she hey, so it's
44:37
almost like talking about Earth on the Red Planet is like
44:43
talking about other lifetimes or fairies or other planets and E
44:51
TS on Earth. And she doesn't get she doesn't
44:54
get to talk to even though everyone's very open minded and
44:59
a really high consciousness. There's the more we're aware of
45:04
the greater our consciousness is, the more there is to focus
45:08
on. And so even though no one's like
45:11
judging her or being mean to her or thinking less of her because
45:16
she's interested in Earth and the lore around what Earth was,
45:21
no one's judging her for it. But most people, at least here,
45:25
aren't interested in it. And so that's actually something
45:30
that her and Baron and this other council member, G, they
45:35
really bond over that. They bond over their interests
45:39
of Earth. And she is saying it sounds so
45:45
idyllic because where they come from is so beautiful and it's a
45:50
lot like Earth mountains and green and there's deserts and
45:54
lush area and there's snow and tropics.
45:57
It's so much more dangerous, treacherous.
45:59
Like you would only go in the ocean if you're going to die and
46:03
people would go to the ocean to die.
46:05
And you would only climb a mountain if you're like willing
46:08
to die cause avalanches. And like there's just it's like
46:13
so treacherous. So it almost seems as
46:16
friendlier, milder version than their planet.
46:20
And to think of that, people don't like to do that because it
46:24
kind of puts their planet down and they're very much into like
46:28
holding their planet up, like in a healthy way, not in a we're
46:31
better than anyone else. And so that's another thing that
46:35
if, if we encounter here being kind of witchy, we encounter
46:39
religious people who are kind of like, oh, it's interesting, but
46:42
I'm scared it's the same there. Like Earth seems kind of
46:45
interesting, but I don't want to put some other place above our
46:49
home or where we come from. And so they just don't, even
46:52
though she's like, sure, it might look like that, but she
46:56
can Revere both places. And so she doesn't get to talk
47:01
to a lot of people about Earth. And she heard stories just from
47:05
elders. And, and she comes from a family
47:08
like Adna family on that planet who has lived on the Red Planet
47:15
and war and devoted their lives to the Red Planet.
47:18
And, and for whatever reason, those people just like here on
47:24
Earth, you might come from kind of a witchy family.
47:26
She comes from a family who was like very into that and
47:29
interested in Earth and, and she just doesn't get a lot of it.
47:35
And she knows that she, there's an aspect of her soul that lives
47:38
there. And so that's why she was, yeah,
47:42
maybe that's what it was. She was intentionally calling in
47:44
an Earth facet of her soul. And that was one of the reasons
47:49
why I came in. But she.
47:51
Yeah, it just, even though it sounds hard and at least on that
47:57
timeline, Earth is not a thing anymore, you know, who knows?
48:03
But it's she just. Yeah.
48:06
It's very fond place in her heart and the nature here, she
48:10
loves nature. She loves to be outside.
48:12
Yeah. Just if she can do more of that,
48:14
see more beauty, that's what she really likes about Earth, too.
48:17
So. If she could switch bodies with
48:19
you one day, what would be the first thing she wants to
48:22
experience? She's like, I'm going to go on
48:25
your Rd. trips. Yeah.
48:27
Yeah, she wants to go on a road trip.
48:29
That's what she would do. So just spending a few moments
48:34
here with her. Did she have any other messages
48:36
for you or anything else she wants to share?
48:38
So this is kind of crazy, but I said to her, I said I have a
48:43
road trip coming up, it's going to be so good.
48:47
And so I invited her along and I don't really even know what that
48:52
means, but I just told her where I was going and what I was doing
48:56
and why I'm going there. And so I'm inviting her to have
49:02
an experience with me and which is always my request, but it's
49:08
never this crystal clear for me. But I just said, maybe you could
49:11
make it an undeniable experience for me.
49:17
And she was like, it just kind of laughed.
49:20
Like, you know, on Earth, we always need this, like, big
49:23
burning Bush moment to really grab onto it.
49:27
And she's like, emotions are the truest thing.
49:30
You're feeling it right now. And that's all that really
49:33
matters. And so it's almost like if I
49:36
feel this overwhelming feeling of love and connectedness that
49:41
my hope is, is that she's there experiencing it with me.
49:45
And then I'm still holding out hope she'll maybe do a full
49:49
apparition in front of me on Mount Shasta.
49:54
TBD invites out there. Taking in any extra wisdom,
50:01
maybe holding the sand in your hand and slowly watch it fall
50:06
out of your hands as we return to the present moment. 3 Two and
50:11
one. Oh my God, man, that was crazy
50:14
about the road. That was so cool.
50:17
And the rearview mirror stuff. Yeah, the review here got me
50:22
like, emotional almost. Yeah, and it sounds so wild, but
50:26
yeah, I would spontaneously see the Red Planet, and I would
50:29
spontaneously feel like I was driving on the Red Planet.
50:34
And I would hang on to that feeling as long as I could.
50:38
And it would only last, like, a few.
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That is our episode for today. Thanks so much for being here.
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