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156: How Renita Brennan Discovered the Hidden Power of Light to Accelerate Healing · The Reverse Aging Club with Meredith Oke

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  Renita Brennan, welcome to the QVC podcast.
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  Thank you for having me. I'm so happy to be here. Beautiful. Like, I've been
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  thinking about this and praying about this for a bit. So happy to share today.
• 6:13
  Me too. Well, I'm delighted because. So
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  just to set this up for my audience, I was
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  on a call with you several weeks ago and we hadn't ever been on a
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  call before and you graciously agreed to answer some questions that
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  I had. And my colleague Melissa, who as
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  recently, recently voted onto the board of the Institute of Applied Quantum
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  Biology, she's like, all in it. You graciously agreed to answer questions. It
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  was a really fun call and I left and I was like,
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  something feels different. And you
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  know, I'm used to, I do all my work online, so I often and I
• 6:49
  talk to wonderful people. I usually, I often leave feeling like
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  fulfilled and happy and that was, and inspired. But I actually
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  left a zoom with you feeling energized. And I'm like, I don't usually
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  get energized after, after
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  sitting on a laptop. Who is who?
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  This is a high vibe woman we're dealing with here.
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  So Ranita, you have your
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  energy and your vibration and your consciousness operating at
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  such a high level. Like I got, I got the second order effects through
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  the zoom. So I really would love to hear your story
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  because I know, you know, I mean, I don't know, but I would maybe guess
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  it wasn't always like that. You've probably had a journey.
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  Yeah, a journey. It is, you know, still on it. Right?
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  We've not arrived. There's no arrival. Yeah, so
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  no finish line. Yeah, exactly. But yeah, it's been
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  a total blessing. Yeah. Yeah. You know, I mean, I've been in health
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  obviously for a long, long time. Passionate about wellness
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  and that, you know, I think that really started when I was in high
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  school. My dad was an alcoholic, my mom was very
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  busy, she owned a restaurant. And so it was, there was a lot of
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  emotional trauma and drama happening in the house. And honestly
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  I found like weight training to be an avenue that
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  I really felt strong. Right. I would, I mean, I was
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  super strong at a young age. I mean, we, we lived in a small hobby
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  farm. So I was pale, feeding cows and carrying five gallon buckets at like
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  age 12 full of water. So it was pretty,
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  pretty wild upbringing. Just a lot of kind of tension
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  in the home and whatnot. And so I found at about age 14 that,
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  wow, I'm strong. Like, I can go to the gym and
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  I can lift weights. And I can inspire others. My friends
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  would say, teach me how to lift weights. And I was like, 14, teaching how
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  to lift weights. I was like, okay. And so I really realized it was
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  an outlet for me to just kind of regain strength and kind of step back
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  into myself and probably just focus, right. Instead of the
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  chaos of which I was living in. And so that journey with health
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  probably started pretty young for me. You know, not perfect by
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  any means. Teenager, right? Wild, smoking cigarettes,
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  doing dumb things, but certainly always had that avenue to go back
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  to of just fitness and
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  feeling so empowered when I would go lift. And so I've literally been
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  in the fitness realm for. I'm going to be 49, so it's been a long
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  time. Sometimes when I say how many years, I'm like, gosh, how can it be
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  that many? Yeah, yeah, yeah. How can be like 26 years?
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  I feel like I'm 26 years old. So it definitely has
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  kept me feeling young, living young. You know, I have
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  three sons now that are 25, 18 and 17. And so it's been a
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  joy to be fit and healthy and kind of lead and guide
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  them. So that's been awesome. But, yeah, so my journey started a long time ago
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  with the health realm. And I always knew I was a little different.
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  I wasn't thinking like everybody else. I wasn't, you know, on
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  that same path. And that really started in college.
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  You know, I remember even thinking I was supposed to go
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  get vaccines again, right? That whole vaccine thing. And I was like,
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  ah, I don't know if I'm supposed to do this. Like, I don't know, like,
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  I don't like needles, right. And so just kind of always kind
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  of pushing back against the system. Pushing back against the dark side, I
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  call it now. You know, there's definitely a light and a darkness happening on the
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  planet. We're living it. We're walking it out, of course, with quantum biology. You know,
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  this. So it's. So it's kind of always been there,
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  but not always easy married, you know, to my awesome husband Scott.
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  We had our 25th wedding anniversary this year. I call him Scotty the
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  Hottie. When you call your
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  spouse Scotty the Hottie or, you know, a fun name like that, it just keeps
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  things real fun and fresh. So I highly recommend that.
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  But so we do a lot of fun things together. We are having a great
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  adventure right now with our children and our light phototherapy business.
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  But, you know, it wasn't always good, right? Very
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  hard, trying times in marriage, in our life. I actually Went to
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  school to get my. I graduated with a
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  bachelor's degree in business and physical education.
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  I was going to be a PT
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  or an athletic trainer. And when I was in college,
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  it was. I live in North Dakota. So they make you go do, like, this,
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  you know, continuing ed type hours to, you know, get this degree.
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  And I remember they told me, you have to go to this football game and
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  wait for somebody to get injured to help them. Like, as you know, in this
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  athletic training program I was in, and it was like, literally a
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  blizzard out, and I was. And I hate the cold. Like,
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  I'm such a sun person. And I'm like, I have to go sit
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  and freeze my butt off and wait for someone to get injured. I thought, I
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  gotta change my major. Like, I cannot.
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  I am more preventative. I am not waiting for, you
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  know, all heck to break loose and then go in there and, like, you know,
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  have to repair some sprained ankle. I'm like, I need to teach people how to
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  strengthen their bodies, like, you know, with light and in sunshine,
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  because I'm not going to do this. I literally, after doing that one day,
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  I changed my major. I thought, I'm not. I can't do this. Like, they're. I
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  mean, yeah. So for me, I've always just been that person that is, like,
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  you know, really probably following my intuition, the Holy Spirit
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  living in me, not really realizing that was what I was doing. Just getting on
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  that journey when things felt alive and made me feel alive and better.
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  Just trusting and knowing, okay, that's the direction I need to go. I
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  think sometimes we suppress that in our lives. And I
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  don't. I'm like, you know what? Sure do not. Nope. I'm
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  like, that's where we got to go. That's where I'm being led. So that
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  all happened. And then went back to school to get my
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  doctorate in holistic nutrition and naturopathy. And. And while
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  I was on that journey, got pregnant with my second son,
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  Truett. And it was just over the top at the
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  time. I owned two gyms, so I was teaching 18 or
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  19 exercise classes a week. Being pregnant, Meredith, can you imagine this?
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  The belly. Good Lord. Yeah.
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  Rebounding. I was doing mini trampoline classes before. They were cool.
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  Yeah. Yeah. My God. Okay, that's on. Now
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  is 18, so. And I was pregnant, so that was
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  19 years ago. I was teaching rebounding. Can you imagine? I was the only rebound
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  facility in the state. We had, like, 25 of these mini trampolines.
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  But my mom would say to me, renita, you're nine months pregnant. You can't
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  be jumping on that trampoline with that baby in your belly. I'm like, he's going
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  to come out. And you're like, watch me. Yeah,
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  I did. And the only thing that I could not teach was Pilates because,
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  you know, when you're down there rolling over, like, roll like a ball. I was
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  literally rolling over a ball in my belly. You were the ball. Yeah, so. So
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  that was it. But, you know, and on that journey, I said, you know what?
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  I learned enough. I never completed college just because it got.
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  Obviously, when I'm teaching 19 classes and having 50 clients a week starting at
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  4am, then I'm nursing a baby, right? This is not going to work.
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  And something had to give. So I always say I learned enough
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  to make me quite dangerous to the
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  medical establishment in the drug cartel, the legal drug
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  cartel. I'm the mom that's like trying to get everybody
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  off their legal drugs and go natural first. And
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  so that was a really interesting journey. I remember
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  the book that I read in college that completely paradigm
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  shifted everything for me. It was called the Politics of
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  Cancer. I'm not sure if you've ever read it. The Politics of Cancer
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  by Daniel Samuel Epstein was his name
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  not to be confused with Jeffrey Epstein, Dr. Samuel Epstein. It's
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  a very thick book. I mean, it's just a big old book. And
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  it's like 60% clinical evidence that
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  basically the government created cancer. And it was crazy. And so when I
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  read that book, it just was like, bam. Like, everything changed for me.
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  I just realized that we need to be our own
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  advocates of our health journey. We cannot rely
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  on somebody else to guide us and lead us. I mean,
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  we can have suggestions, right? But then again, you're always checking in with that holy
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  spirit with that intuition to say, is that right? You know,
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  is that really the direction I'm supposed to be headed? So anyway, long story short,
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  I got. I completed call. I didn't complete college. I
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  completed my bachelor's, but not my master's and my doctorate. And
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  suddenly I found I had this calling on my life that I was supposed to
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  help a lot of people. At the time. I was running around giving a lot
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  of presentations. I was. I have a lot of fitness certifications. So I was a
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  global fitness pro. So I was certifying fitness
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  professionals. I was a master trainer for ace. Ace. Many people
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  know ACE Fitness. I was teaching kickboxing classes all over the
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  country for them. And I became fitbeach
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  certified. So I was teaching Pilates and all these remote locations around the world,
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  training instructors. And so I did a lot with fitness. Right.
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  And. And I actually was Ms. Fitness North
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  Dakota. You were. Okay, that's really funny, because when
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  I met you in person last week, I was like,
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  I think this might be the most fit person I've ever met in real life.
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  Oh, that's so funny. Yeah. So I was. You are very fit. It's a.
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  It's really inspirational. I'm always working on it. But, like, you
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  know, I. Back then, I didn't know what I know now. Right. So it was.
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  Back then, it was just super over exercising, super
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  calorie restriction. Honestly, Meredith, I was losing handfuls of
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  hair in the shower, and I remember thinking, this is not who
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  I want to be. I. They gave me the award. I was peeling my.
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  Because you have to super glue your bikini to your body. And I was, like,
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  peeling my bikini off of my body in the shower that
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  morning after I had been named Miss Fitness North Dakota.
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  Right. My hair is falling out. I mean, I'm just not
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  feeling strong. Let me just say that. And I
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  remember standing in the shower thinking, there's got to be a bit. There's got to
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  be something else. There's got to be a better way. Like, I'm missing something here.
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  And that was when I was just, you know, it was pretty much only
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  exercise. And like I said, caloric restriction,
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  which now we know. Caloric restriction can be very good. Intermittent fasting
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  can be great for certain people. Absolutely. But then it
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  just kind of helped me to open up that chapter of my life of natural
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  health and healing, where I'm like, okay, it's not just the grind.
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  It's all of it. It's the whole personal approach. It's like my
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  emotional state. Right. It's. It's like all of it. And.
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  And so I really started walking down that path then of all things
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  alternative and holistic and. And that's just been the journey I've
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  been on. Like I said, we've not arrived, and it's just been like, literally, God
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  just opens one chapter after another. And I just keep walking through that door when
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  I feel called. And, you know, I mean, it was. Suddenly I
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  found myself, at one point in my journey, involved in the CBD space.
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  Now I've never even smoked marijuana. My kids. I should. Because
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  I'm pretty hyper, as you know. I'm like,
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  no, I'm like, I'm not lowering my frequency. I, like, I
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  like myself high energized and. But suddenly we found
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  Ourselves in a family crisis where we were looking at
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  CBD in the endocannabinoid system and led me down this
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  path where all of a sudden, CBD was not allowed in the United States yet.
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  The farm bill had not been passed. And we were all of a
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  sudden in the CBD space with hemp cbd. So it was non
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  psychoactive, of course, but all of a sudden, I'm in this arena
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  where I'm talking the endocannabinoid system, and
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  I get a phone call one day and somebody says, hey, Renita, you should go
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  to the state capitol. The legislature is voting on
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  CBD of whether or not it's going to be sold at only
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  pharmacies, only doctors and pharmacies will be able to sell it. And
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  I thought, wow, my business would tank because at the time, because of that family
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  crisis that we had walked down, I had got so involved and so knowledgeable
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  about it that I now. I now had a CBD business.
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  Right, Right. Yeah, that's how that worked. And then suddenly, I'm at the
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  state capitol, and I walk in, you know, I've got a sweater on, and,
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  you know, just like a mom, they're kind of pleading my case about why we're
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  in the CBD space to all these, basically, legislators
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  and attorneys. And every single person that testified ahead
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  of me was high. And I thought, oh, my gosh, these
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  guys. Oh, no. Oh, no. I said to my husband,
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  these guys are making the legislators think that they got down this bill,
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  Right? And, like, they gotta just like, yeah, the only places can be sold is
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  pharmacies. I mean, they were like all these drug addicts basically getting up and
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  testifying. And so it was crazy. And I
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  remember the world we're in. It was so wild. Like, I mean, it was like,
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  you listen to these guys and you're like, really? Who let them on the
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  stand? And then I was like, hey, I tapped this attorney ahead of me. I
• 19:54
  said, hey, I don't have. I've never prepared to come here today.
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  I said, I just made the decision about a half hour ago. I said, but
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  I'd love to testify and speak to the legislator. And
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  so they said, okay, go to the front. And I walked up, I said, hi,
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  you're swearing. And, hi, my name's Renita Brannan. And
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  I said, I would love to educate you a little today about the difference
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  between hemp and marijuana. And I
• 20:21
  just went into. I said, you know, the difference between a Doberman pinscher and a
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  Maltese. Like, have you seen, like, these? They're both dogs, right.
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  You know, that Doberman pinscher is very different temperament generally
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  than that little Maltese. Right. And so I spoke enough to their
• 20:37
  hearts and to their minds that they were just astounded that they had no
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  working knowledge of that. And they said, you know what? Let's. Let's table this. And
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  then they came up to me and they said, renita, can you come in tomorrow
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  and help us rewrite our state century code? Yeah. Oh, my
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  gosh. Again? Yeah. Amazing what happens when you
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  live an intuition based life. Like, you just get
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  put in situations. Like, how did I get here? I remember
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  thinking, how did I get here? Like, this is crazy. Yeah. And actually what
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  happened is the fuel for my fire was so hot going in, I don't
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  know if I would have had the confidence to testify after seeing all the
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  stone people, because I was like, oh, my gosh. I mean, yeah, this is not
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  what I stand for. This is not what I signed up for. Yeah, yeah. But
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  on the way into the capitol, I had a phone call from a woman, and
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  she was a mom, and she was crying, and she's like, renita, somebody told me
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  you're on the way to the state capitol. I just have to tell you what
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  happened to my. With my daughter, that she had some kind of seizure
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  disorder. She's been, you know, taking the cbd, the hemp cbd,
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  for this amount of time, and we've been seizure free for six months. Whatever you
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  do, don't let them stop being able to, you know, for you to share
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  your cbd, because I don't want to have to go to pharmacies or doctors to
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  get this. And she was bawling how her daughter is doing. So amazing. So I
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  had this, like, supernatural surge going in Meredith, where I'm like,
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  I'm gonna hold the torch for this young, you know, girl
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  and her mother, like. Like, I just, you know, sometimes those stories give you
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  that supernatural energy just to go, I'm ready. You know
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  what I mean? I'm. Yes, give it to me. Yes. And so it was like
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  listening to that crying mom on the way in as I'm running into the state
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  capitol was just like the super charge. I needed to get up and
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  testify. And so I was like, it's so interesting how. How God works in our
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  lives. But anyway, so fast forward from that journey, you know?
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  You know, here I am, right? With the legislators rewriting state century code. I was
• 22:27
  on the news in North Dakota. I got one day, somebody called me up and
• 22:30
  they said, hey, the news anchor wants to Lose weight. We hear that. Because I
• 22:34
  was really known in our community. I helped the state of North Dakota to lose
• 22:37
  100,000 pounds of fat. So I was, like, obsessed with getting people off
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  their. You were like the OG Maha.
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  Yeah, seriously. Literally before it happened,
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  I was that person. So honestly, I would travel. I did over. I'm not
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  kidding, I mean, well over 5,000 presentations. I
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  mean, schools, nursing homes, workplace wellness. They were putting me in jets
• 23:00
  and flying me to different power plants across the country. And I was
• 23:03
  talking to blue collar guys about pooping. You know, it was wild stuff.
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  I'm having a pee on, you know, ph trips to see what their
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  ph. Everyone take one of these into the bathroom. Anyway, so it was like,
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  yeah, that was just. It was just a wild journey. So I was just traveling
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  all the time. And I remember the reason I got out of that, the workplace
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  wellness is I was flying till they were put me in a jet in the
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  morning and fly me to all these different places to. To talk to their plant
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  workers. And there was a windstorm one time on the way
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  back, and it was the two pilots and me in the. Back in the. In
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  this little jet for this company. And I was literally, the. The
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  airplane was just literally doing like 200ft drops.
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  And I mean, I'm down with my head between my legs, just saying, lord, just
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  please get me on the ground. At that point, I had had just my first
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  son, Beau, and I was like, let me get. Get back home and
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  I'm gonna get off this plane. I never got back on the plane again. I
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  was like, that was way too over the top for me. Yeah. And I like
• 23:57
  fun and adventure, but that was just too much. So, you know, the journey's just
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  been, like, unfolding. But what happened was I ended up on the news
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  for this segment, and I was on there
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  with this woman, and she was. Didn't know much about
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  health, Right. And we ended up writing a book together called Nice and
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  fat because she realized that she was fat because she was nice and she had
• 24:20
  not drawn clear boundaries. So when people would give her food or say, eat this
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  or do this, she would just do it. Like, she was just nice. Like, she
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  wouldn't say, you know what? That's not part of my protocol. You know, I'm. You
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  know, she was just too nice. And so ended up
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  doing 5. She went from like a size 16 down to a size 4. She
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  was running 5Ks by the end of it. But on that journey, they said, hey,
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  do you want to have your own show on tv? So I said, sure. So
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  for eight and a half years, I had my own segment called Wellness Wednesday.
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  And then of course, they're like, renita, you know, Monica's out of town
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  for the next two weeks. Can you be the morning co host now? I'm suddenly
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  the North Dakota Today co host, the morning show here,
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  you know, And I always say that was hard for me because I'm very
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  much as you see me right here. I just am very authentic. So
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  when I had to read a script and I had an IFB in which was
• 25:08
  a little earpiece where they were telling me what to say, and I said, what
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  is if be? And they said. I said, you know what? I feel better. That's
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  what it means for me. That's what I'm gonna call it. Like, okay, morning show
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  starting in five seconds or whatever. And I realized I was not so good
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  with reading. I was like. Sounded like a robot. Yeah. And those scripts are always
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  so. So ridiculous. So dumb. Yeah. And then I would get to my
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  segment and I was like. I was bringing in, like,
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  everything. Glide Fitness. I'm on the ground showing people how to surf.
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  I mean, I'm. We're doing it all right? And. And just the
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  joy. I just brought joy to North Dakotans for eight and a
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  half years. Fitness, nutrition. I mean, just lifestyle, meditation, prayer. I mean,
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  they really let me talk about whatever I wanted to until they did.
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  Okay. And I remember one time I was talking about, like, Coca Cola should
• 25:56
  not be funding studies. You know, here I am running to all these reservations.
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  We have a lot of Native American reservations in North Dakota. And
• 26:04
  I'm going in there and I'm educating them about diabetes,
• 26:07
  Right? These people, it's generational curses and generational
• 26:12
  health ailments, like, right. They just don't climb out of it. And I
• 26:15
  remember. And that I'll tell you a story about a reservation, because
• 26:19
  that's where the. I realized the spiritual realm was so
• 26:23
  real on a reservation. But back to the segment I
• 26:27
  real. I was talking about sugar. And Coca Cola should not be funding
• 26:31
  studies on diabetes. You know, this doesn't make any sense to me. Like
• 26:35
  what? Like. And it's coming back that it's not really that bad for you. Right.
• 26:38
  I mean, are you kidding me? Yeah. And so I'll never forget, I was getting
• 26:41
  ready to leave the station that day. Our NBC station up here.
• 26:45
  Renita Brannan to the station manager's office, please. Renita Brannan to the
• 26:49
  station manager. And I thought. And I walked in there and
• 26:53
  he said, renita, you Cannot be talking about
• 26:56
  Coca Cola like that. He said, those are our ad dollars.
• 27:01
  And, and I. It was kind of a big hand slap, you know,
• 27:05
  like, watch yourself toe the line. And so then I realized,
• 27:09
  wow, okay, this is getting a little interesting. And so I continue
• 27:13
  to do it. And every time I would do a segment where I. That was
• 27:16
  the first of many, Meredith, let me just say it. That
• 27:20
  was the first of many getting called into the principal's office. And so like I
• 27:24
  always get called in and he would be like.
• 27:29
  And then what happened was I saw the producer when the pandemic was
• 27:32
  starting to unravel and we got sent
• 27:36
  home. I was still doing the segment from home,
• 27:39
  literally making gluten free carrot cake on, you know,
• 27:43
  Thanksgiving or, you know, pumpkin. I mean, it was just all this great
• 27:47
  stuff. I had my family involved, my kids were involved. We're in cooking segments. I
• 27:50
  mean, it was the funnest. Everybody loved the Wellness Wednesday because
• 27:54
  it was just pure joy and education and fun and people just
• 27:58
  loved it. And I'll never forget it. I. This producer
• 28:02
  that was produced the morning show here, he said all of those anti
• 28:05
  vaxxers are going to get what's coming to them. He put that on his Facebook
• 28:08
  page. And I thought, wow, that's crazy. He's like seeing
• 28:12
  that out there like that. And, and I've always said I'm
• 28:16
  not like anti vaccine, I'm just pro education, right? Like, so if you really
• 28:19
  educate yourself thoroughly and, and understand
• 28:23
  really what you're injecting into yourself or your children, I mean, then
• 28:27
  that's your decision, right? But if you're not really fully educating yourself, then what are
• 28:30
  you doing? Right? Like just educate yourself first. And so
• 28:34
  I got a phone call after eight and a half years, they called and they
• 28:37
  said, renita, because they said, we want you to start talking about
• 28:41
  this vaccine and the importance of health. And I said no. I said, I think
• 28:44
  people need to go outside. I said, everybody got sent home from work. I said,
• 28:47
  this is going to be the time of our lives. The whole state is going
• 28:50
  to get fit as a fiddle because now they're all at home and, and everybody's
• 28:53
  got time to work out. Finally, we are going to get the North Dakota so
• 28:56
  in shape. I was so excited about it, you know, just to launch this
• 29:00
  like, home initiative where everyone's getting fit. And they called me up and they
• 29:04
  said, you know what, you're moving in a different direction than us. We're going to
• 29:07
  take a break for a while. And I thought what I said My direction
• 29:11
  has been and always will be the health and healing of the north and South
• 29:14
  Dakotans. It has. That's like my mo. Yeah. This is who
• 29:18
  I am. Like, we are. I am wellness like an
• 29:21
  educator and inspire of people to help them
• 29:25
  to get moving and step into their greatness.
• 29:28
  Nope. Game over. Done. And so just like that, it was over. But then I
• 29:32
  always, you know, my interest in. I have chills. I have chills, Renita.
• 29:36
  I know, but standing your ground in. That moment, I always think
• 29:40
  it's always glory to glory. I'm a believer in Jesus, and I. And I believe
• 29:44
  that we are believing and living in this realm where God is
• 29:47
  taking us from glory to glory. That doesn't mean there might not be a real
• 29:51
  valley in between. Oh, yeah, there's some valleys. You know what I mean?
• 29:55
  But if we just stay the course and stay on that. That alignment, I just
• 29:59
  feel like it all works itself out exactly how it's supposed to. So then
• 30:02
  I started saying to myself, well, God has something much larger in store for me
• 30:06
  than 800,000 North Dakotans. That's how many the viewing audience was. It must
• 30:10
  be something where I'm supposed to help a million people, right?
• 30:13
  And we don't have that here. And so I really kind of stood on that.
• 30:17
  And then, of course, LifeWave came into the mix
• 30:21
  with phototherapy. So now I'm not educating about the endocannabinoid system. I'm
• 30:25
  educating about photobiomodulation, which the world knows very
• 30:28
  little about because they've been so biochemically trained. We'll get
• 30:32
  to that. But I want to tell you this real quick story about being on
• 30:35
  the reservations. So this was. This is a
• 30:39
  wild story. So I was on a reservation, and I'll never
• 30:43
  forget it. There was about 400 people. So when they knew I was coming to
• 30:45
  the reservations, because I was the NBC health and fitness expert,
• 30:49
  they. Everyone saw me on tv, right? So now I'm coming to the reservation
• 30:53
  to teach them how to eat, to teach them how to take back their health.
• 30:55
  And that helps you help them because they're like, oh, it's Renita from Wellness Wednesday.
• 30:59
  We know her. You have credibility. You're part of the community. You're
• 31:03
  local celebrity. It's great. Yep, that's what it was called. And
• 31:07
  so. So. And then I would go to all these different places, everything from, like,
• 31:10
  I'm talking nursing homes to the Air force base. One time I
• 31:14
  was, you know, teaching military Pilates. I mean, I was just doing it all. Like,
• 31:18
  I would go into, like, halfway houses
• 31:21
  after people would get out of prison. And, I mean, these women wouldn't have shoes.
• 31:25
  And so I would literally bring 20 pairs of tennis shoes that would have. I
• 31:28
  would have donated. So all these gals could have tennis shoes when they're working out.
• 31:32
  I mean, so it was like I would just. I was. I was in every
• 31:35
  trench. Name the trench. I was in it. I was with morbidly obese. I was
• 31:38
  with people that are blind. I was like. I kind of worked in all the
• 31:42
  demographics, but my sweet spot was definitely weight loss and teaching
• 31:45
  people about their metabolism. And so I was doing this, and
• 31:49
  I was on this reservation, and I'll never forget it. There was a gymnasium. This
• 31:53
  is wild. There was about 400 people in the gymnasium. They were sitting on
• 31:57
  the floor. And with the Native American culture, it's like,
• 32:01
  they're very. There's a lineage where they all are
• 32:05
  connected, very connected. So we had not only the kids, we had the
• 32:08
  parents and the grandparents and sometimes the great grandparents, right? They're all at
• 32:12
  this event where Renita's coming to talk about how to lose weight is
• 32:16
  basically how we were touting it, right? But basically, I was teaching him blood sugar
• 32:19
  stabilization. This is, like, 20 years ago. And so I
• 32:22
  literally would go into these things, and I would be educating, and I
• 32:26
  would create. I actually created a tool. It was called the PFC plate, to
• 32:30
  teach them how to lose weight. Everybody would have a white paper plate. I'd educate
• 32:33
  them. I was a great educator with energy, and they learned so quickly.
• 32:37
  And I remember teaching about
• 32:41
  that you can take back your power. You don't have to be diabetic. You
• 32:45
  don't have to have metabolic syndrome. Like, I started just like. Like, literally
• 32:49
  just speaking blessings over these people. Like, it
• 32:53
  was just, like, almost prophetic how I was prophesying their destiny and their
• 32:56
  future. And I remember, like, kind of blinking and
• 33:00
  looking down, and when I looked up, I was watching these
• 33:04
  elders cry. These elderly gentlemen were just bawling.
• 33:08
  And I remember just, like, kind of putting my head down just to say a
• 33:11
  quick prayer. And when I looked up in the spiritual realm, God
• 33:15
  showed me literal chains falling off of people.
• 33:19
  Like, the chains were just falling off of them, like, in my. And I was
• 33:22
  like this. It was like I was sitting there in the present moment, but God
• 33:26
  was, like, showing me this. And this has happened a few times to me in
• 33:28
  my life where God has showed me, like, this vision that drops in front of
• 33:32
  me almost like a movie where all the chains are falling off of people. And
• 33:35
  I'm like, oh, my God. And I was like, what is going on here?
• 33:39
  And it was just like. I was like, I was getting a glimpse of the
• 33:42
  spiritual realm, right? I was getting a glimpse of the spiritual realm. What was happening?
• 33:46
  Like, captives were literally being set free. And, I mean.
• 33:50
  And so it was just crazy. And then I would move to the next reservation
• 33:53
  and give the next talk. And I'll never forget it. We were. And the Native
• 33:57
  American culture is so very spiritual, if you don't know that. They're very spiritual.
• 34:01
  Very, very spiritual beings. And I remember
• 34:04
  I was at another event at another school, and all of a sudden,
• 34:08
  we heard this baby crying like a baby.
• 34:12
  It was a crazy, like. And I remember thinking, where is this baby?
• 34:15
  Like, who's got a baby in here? Like, we're. You know, we're at a school.
• 34:19
  And then somebody said, oh, they're the. The babies in the weight room.
• 34:22
  And I was like, the baby's in the weight room. What
• 34:26
  was going on here at the school? You know? And I
• 34:30
  was like, okay, that's very bizarre. And then we heard it again. This crying baby.
• 34:34
  Everybody heard it. It wasn't just me hearing it. Everybody was hearing this crying baby.
• 34:37
  And it would just stop me in my tracks because it was so loud.
• 34:41
  And then some guy got up, and he said, oh, let me go check what's
• 34:44
  going on? And so he went into the weight room, and of course, there's no
• 34:47
  one there. There's no baby in the weight room. And he comes. He
• 34:50
  came back out, and he said, you know,
• 34:55
  he said, we'll discuss it afterwards. We need it. I said, okay. And
• 35:00
  so, like, I was like that. It was just bizarre. It happened, like, three times,
• 35:03
  and then it stopped. And then after we were all done, the
• 35:07
  gentleman came up to me, and he said, the. This
• 35:11
  school and this weight room is on an old cemetery.
• 35:14
  And he said. And so a lot of times we hear various things coming from
• 35:17
  the weight room. And today we heard a crying baby. And I'm
• 35:21
  like, what? Like, I'm like, this is wild. Like, you know,
• 35:25
  So, I mean, just. So they were all like, oh, it's the weight room. Meaning
• 35:28
  it's the spirits in the weight room. Not that there's a
• 35:32
  baby in there lifting weights. They just. They
• 35:36
  knew. Oh, my goodness. So
• 35:39
  my journey has been, like, things like that, where I'm like, okay, so I'm Christian,
• 35:43
  but I'm being exposed to this very spiritual realm. So I feel like now in
• 35:46
  my life, like, I love the Lord Jesus with all my heart. But Christians, most,
• 35:50
  a lot of Christians don't know about frequency or energy or quantum physics or quantum
• 35:53
  biology. Like, they just don't talk that language. Meredith. Because we've been so
• 35:58
  biochemically trained from those darn commercials. Right. And so
• 36:01
  which at the point when I was on the. On the TV and I said
• 36:04
  to my husband, I'm coming home. I'm talking health. I'm telling people how to take
• 36:08
  back their power, and then there is a pharmaceutical commercial on right after me. I
• 36:11
  said, this is such a misalignment in my spirit. I don't know how much longer
• 36:14
  I could do that. So I wasn't trying to take myself off the news, but
• 36:18
  in my spirit, I knew that there was like this. It was like I
• 36:21
  felt like I was in static. I was in like. It was like the black
• 36:25
  and white ants fighting on tv. Like where you don't have the station or like
• 36:28
  on a radio station where you're like, it's kind of going in and out. Yeah.
• 36:31
  And I was that person. My last quite in alignment anymore. And it's
• 36:35
  your. It's phasing. That reality is phasing out. Yeah. And
• 36:38
  how many of you want to just be. Stay there? Like, I wanted to stay
• 36:41
  there because it was easy. It was a comfort zone for me. I enjoyed it.
• 36:44
  I loved it. People loved it. Right. It was very much something that
• 36:48
  I like. I still enjoyed it. I wasn't like, hating every time I had to
• 36:51
  go to the news station. I was like, yeah. And that's when we stay suck.
• 36:54
  Well, it's not terrible. And this part of it's good. And even though that voice,
• 36:58
  our soul voice is like, this isn't in alignment
• 37:02
  anymore. It's like, how horrible do we need to make it before
• 37:06
  you make a choice? And I always say to Scott, if they want to. If
• 37:10
  that guy want to just call me up that day and shut me off. I
• 37:12
  don't. I would just maybe would have never quit and then I would never be
• 37:15
  on this conversation with you today. Right. So I always say there, when there's a
• 37:18
  closure of something, something else is opening. It's a new beginning and it's beautiful. So.
• 37:22
  But again, like you said, if you're okay, I was okay.
• 37:25
  I mean, I was more than okay. I mean, I'm optimistic. And that describes
• 37:29
  most people. Like, I. We are, you know,
• 37:33
  very privileged to live in the United States and. And most
• 37:36
  people around us are doing okay on most levels.
• 37:40
  And it's like. It's like the fight is just to stay in the
• 37:43
  okayness. Instead of opening those doors to, like,
• 37:47
  what else is possible, Right? And. And it's so big.
• 37:51
  It's so big, Meredith, when we kind of step into that unknown where you
• 37:55
  kind of get the butterflies and you're kind of scared a little bit, what's next?
• 37:59
  But, you know, and just, again, trusting the plan and trusting the process. And so,
• 38:02
  you know, when God brought phototherapy to my life, I've always loved the
• 38:06
  sun, as you can see. Like, I'm a super tan all the time. I'm always
• 38:10
  in the sun. I remember as a kid just finding a pocket of sun, my,
• 38:13
  you know, being an abusive alcoholic home. Sometimes it would be in the car. I
• 38:17
  know this just sounds crazy. I'd go in my car, and the sun would be
• 38:20
  shining in the window, and it would be like I would just lay in the
• 38:23
  sun in the car, in the quiet, the peace. Because you were intuitively
• 38:26
  creating a safe space for yourself. And that sunlight is giving your
• 38:30
  body safety signals. Absolutely. So, I mean, just doing
• 38:34
  all that from the get go, like, I've always been, like, light.
• 38:37
  I've always been the person that was like, okay, light is so healthy for you.
• 38:41
  You know what I mean? And so I never bought into the message. I remember.
• 38:44
  Never bought into the SPF 900. I
• 38:47
  remember being on the news, and my friend who I'd helped lose the
• 38:51
  weight and do the. You know, she was now a runner. She. She would
• 38:55
  say, renita, you've got to tell me about sunscreen. I said, sunscreen is a
• 38:59
  farce. I said, I am not telling. She goes. I said. She said, I've had
• 39:02
  skin cancer five times, and how often do you wear sunscreen? She goes, every time
• 39:05
  I go outside. I said, exactly. I said, oh, my
• 39:08
  God. Ask me how many times I've had it. I said, never. And
• 39:12
  I said, and I won't get it because I don't burn. And I said, you
• 39:15
  know what? I don't believe in burning and just being, you know. You know. Yeah.
• 39:18
  Like, responsible. You can be responsible when you go outside, but it's
• 39:22
  not. I said, there's other things we can use, like coconut oil that has natural
• 39:25
  spf. Like, you know, there's other things that we can use to, like, really
• 39:29
  protect our skin if we want to do it. Not these chemicals. Right? And I
• 39:32
  would say to her, listen, it says dermatologist recommended on those Neutrogena commercials,
• 39:35
  but they've got 14 lawsuits right now for cancer. So, you know, I would always
• 39:39
  just come in there with the cart, you know, hard Cold backs. And then they're
• 39:42
  like, they'd have to back down because I'm like, this is what's really going on
• 39:46
  for you. You had conviction. I love it. And I just want
• 39:50
  to say, because it's interesting, like the, the journey of the, you know,
• 39:53
  like, first it was talking about Coca Cola and now, you know, I
• 39:57
  mean, Coca Cola still exists, but it is
• 40:01
  consensual agreed knowledge that it causes diabetes
• 40:05
  and is bad for you. And then it was like the sunscreen industry, which
• 40:08
  is now also going through its reckoning, having
• 40:12
  to change, take things off the shelf and change. Not to mention all of
• 40:16
  the research showing sunlight, as you were claiming,
• 40:20
  is good for you. And now we're coming to. We're coming to
• 40:23
  the pharmaceutical. Yeah, right. Where it's like everything that was the
• 40:27
  big commercial, the big commercials funding these
• 40:30
  programs that were filled with great information that you were delivering. But
• 40:34
  there's that conflict. Right. And like
• 40:37
  I'm, you know, married to someone who works in advertising,
• 40:41
  so like, I really understand that world. Yeah. And
• 40:45
  that conflict is always going to be there if it's
• 40:49
  like a commercial based product, like if you're doing
• 40:52
  media or any content that
• 40:56
  relies on being subsidized
• 41:00
  by corporations, like, that conflict is always going to be there. And
• 41:04
  I had, I just wanted to ask quickly about when you were at the station
• 41:09
  Covid, they're rolling out the MRNAs. Did they like
• 41:12
  explicitly ask you to endorse?
• 41:15
  Yeah, the COVID jabs. Like, like, were they like, can
• 41:19
  you just weave in how this is part of being healthy? Like, what was that
• 41:23
  conversation? Well, I was just moving totally in the direction of
• 41:26
  sunlight exercise, deep breathing. We're not going to shut
• 41:30
  your TVs off except for this morning show. I'd say. I would say that shut
• 41:33
  the TV off except for the morning show. But what happens is you really realize
• 41:37
  in a hurry that this entire marketing juggernaut of
• 41:41
  the mainstream media, which. This is how crazy it gets.
• 41:45
  Meredith. The station that I was at, and I think originally the
• 41:48
  news was a good thing. I actually think it was a good thing thing. I
• 41:50
  think they brought some goodness to the, the world. And you know, it was a,
• 41:54
  instead of just like a radio or a newspaper, it was something where it was
• 41:57
  like, oh, visual. And it was entertaining. But when I realized that
• 42:01
  our news station had been. Was One of the 150 news
• 42:05
  stations that were bought up by one organization called gray media,
• 42:09
  which I always thought that's so interesting, that gray media.
• 42:13
  Gray. That was the gray area. Gray. I was like, this
• 42:17
  trading in the. Gray zone, morally, ethically,
• 42:22
  what are the chances? It's called gray anyway. It's just got crazier and
• 42:26
  crazier. But yeah, so when they had that rollout, when they were like, oh, yeah,
• 42:30
  we've been bought up by gray media. And so now, like, we've
• 42:33
  really got to adhere and do all these things. And I thought, okay, oh,
• 42:37
  this is. This is getting really interesting now. I see. Because I was like, wow,
• 42:40
  even a little independent radio station, not independent
• 42:45
  corporate masters. Okay, yeah. So. And so when you remember when you'd see
• 42:49
  those clips where they would show every news media person saying the same thing,
• 42:52
  that's exactly what was going on. And. And the big revelation
• 42:56
  came for me. We had a crisis in North Dakota. It was called
• 43:00
  Dapple. And it was this whole thing where. And I was very pro
• 43:04
  Native American. I'm, you know, my dad was raised on a reservation.
• 43:08
  I was like, always feeling a need to serve
• 43:11
  that demographic and that walk of life, because these people need
• 43:16
  guidance and help and. And love. And so they don't just need another Coke,
• 43:19
  right? Like, they need education so they can. They are bigger and stronger, more
• 43:23
  powerful than this. Like, they just have taken away their power. You know, the government
• 43:26
  essentially took away the power. Anyway, so I would. There was this thing going on
• 43:29
  called Dapple where they were running like a oil pipeline through.
• 43:34
  And I'm not anti oil. Like, you know, I feel like,
• 43:38
  again, it's like. But I know, it's like, you have one question. You're like, should
• 43:41
  it be like this? Everyone's like, you're against the whole thing. I'm like, no, I.
• 43:45
  You drive a car. Yeah, we've got. We've got an eg, but we've also got
• 43:48
  gasoline vehicles. I mean, it's. It's cold here in North Dakota. If you try to
• 43:51
  drive just the eg, you'll be freezing to death. Because as soon as you turn
• 43:55
  on the heat when it's 45 below, you need gas. Okay.
• 43:59
  It's like, you're like, I'm like. I'm like, I got an Egypt. I can't. I
• 44:02
  has to run on. On gasoline in the water. But anyway, this pipeline was
• 44:06
  running through the reservation, and the Native Americans were. They
• 44:10
  were saying, nope, you can't do it. It's going to affect our water or whatever.
• 44:12
  And. But it all came down to money, because what happened is
• 44:16
  they were trying to get a dollar amount or whatever. And
• 44:20
  long story short, the oil company said, we're gonna go around the
• 44:24
  reservation Then we're not gonna go through it. Well, now that they
• 44:28
  didn't have any money, now it was zero money. And so it was this big
• 44:31
  fiasco and it caught major media. It went on for like a full
• 44:34
  year. It was just every day was crisis on the news.
• 44:38
  And what I've realized about crisis is when there's crisis, people are glued to their
• 44:42
  television sets. What's going to happen next? Tell me what to do next, Tell me
• 44:46
  what I should do today type deal. And I'll never forget, after
• 44:49
  DAPL ended, I walked into the news station and this is
• 44:53
  where it was just like a big bonk alongside the head for me because I
• 44:56
  knew that there was this misalignment. I knew there was this static and this friction,
• 44:59
  but I was just kind of pretending like I'm going to be okay,
• 45:03
  right? There's not. And. And I walked into the news station and
• 45:07
  everybody was just long faced. I mean everybody, it was. Everybody was
• 45:10
  like mad and irritated and sad and some people were cr.
• 45:15
  I was like, what's going on in this place? Like what? It was like, I
• 45:18
  walk into like the war zone here and my friend looked at
• 45:21
  me and she goes, dapple ended. I said, praise the Lord.
• 45:26
  Praise the Lord. It's been nothing but a fight and people stealing people's
• 45:30
  cows and crazy stuff for a year. Thank God that
• 45:33
  thing ended. And she goes, renita, we need another
• 45:37
  crisis. She said, crisis moves
• 45:40
  ad dollars. And that's all she said to me. And she walked away. And I
• 45:44
  remember thinking, holy Moses.
• 45:49
  Like I am sick to my stomach right now. Like it just. And she just
• 45:52
  said it that plainly to me. Like, it just hit me like a ton of
• 45:54
  bricks, right? And that same person right before,
• 45:58
  right when Covid was starting, about a week before I got taken off the
• 46:02
  news, she came to my house. She was a big masker. She had got all
• 46:06
  the vaccines. She was really into all that because of course she was on the
• 46:09
  news. She came to my house and she didn't want to come in my house.
• 46:12
  We were sitting outside in front of my house and she was sitting outside, we
• 46:15
  were outside and she said,
• 46:19
  she said, I feel guilty for the amount of money I've taken
• 46:23
  where some people have lost all their jobs. She said, the amount of money I've
• 46:25
  taken during this, I feel guilty. And she never expounded on that and
• 46:29
  I should have asked. But I. So I thought to myself, and she's been an
• 46:33
  anchor there for like, like 30 years. So I thought,
• 46:36
  OMG, this whole thing is.
• 46:40
  This whole like, again. And then going back gray media. Oh, my gosh. So
• 46:44
  the point is, I didn't want to talk about this because this stuff is also
• 46:47
  lame and depressing and old news. I like to talk. I'm more future
• 46:50
  focused. That is the journey that really got me to say,
• 46:53
  wake up. Take control of your health. Open your eyes, be your own
• 46:57
  advocate. Let the Holy Spirit, let the intuition and rule you.
• 47:01
  Step into your greatness. Don't just comply. Don't just, you know, because
• 47:04
  it's convenient and easy. Keep doing that same thing. Like, if God is calling you
• 47:08
  up, get up. Get up. Yeah. Yeah. I actually bought the domain
• 47:12
  get up world. Because I'm like, we gotta get up. You know, get
• 47:16
  up. There's that great story in the Bible where that guy was laying there praying
• 47:19
  for 37 years. I always say he was laying on a yoga mat.
• 47:24
  He was laying on his map by the healing waters, like, laying there praying. You
• 47:28
  know, praying for a miracle. 37 years he was
• 47:31
  praying. I mean, this sounds like some people that are caught in their sickness or
• 47:35
  their stagnation, right? And then Jesus shows up on the scene one day,
• 47:38
  the light of the world shows up and like, taps him and says,
• 47:42
  get up. And the guy looks at them and Jesus says,
• 47:46
  do you want to be well, he asked him that question. He
• 47:50
  didn't say, let's pray some more. The guy's been praying for 37 years. He says,
• 47:53
  and this is where I come in as the Christian
• 47:57
  mom, saying, listen, you can pray about it, but it is time for
• 48:01
  massive action. Like, you've got to move. And when you start
• 48:04
  moving, the path will reveal itself. Trust me. This is
• 48:08
  how this thing works. It doesn't reveal itself many times beforehand. It's one foot in
• 48:11
  front of the other. Oh, now it's kind of like a flash. The next staircase,
• 48:14
  the next step, and then the next, and then the next. You're like, I want
• 48:17
  to see the whole path before I get on it.
• 48:21
  Sorry. No, it's not going to happen. It's not going to happen. She's says to
• 48:24
  him, get up. Because he says, it's basically like I say to people all the
• 48:27
  time in health, Meredith, do you want to change your story? Jesus said, do you
• 48:31
  want to be? Well, I ask people when they're telling that story. That is
• 48:34
  a neural pattern. Because I'm crazy about the power of the subconscious mind, I believe.
• 48:38
  Let's talk about that. Yeah. Oh, my gosh. It's my favorite stuff to talk about
• 48:42
  because I've been a student of it. My mom was diagnosed with
• 48:45
  Parkinson's 11 years ago. So I've been a student of
• 48:49
  the mind, the brain, how the brain works. I was always fascinated how
• 48:53
  you can take a group of people and how 50% of them have great success
• 48:56
  and the other 50% don't. And you're teaching the same concepts. What's going on, right?
• 49:00
  So, like, I'm like, what is that magic? What is that? What
• 49:04
  is that, that magical or that power that some people take
• 49:08
  hold of to achieve their results, their goals, their dreams, and others don't? Like,
• 49:12
  that's always just a fascination for me. Like, why did
• 49:15
  you come out of. Of a childhood with an alcoholic
• 49:19
  parent and an absent parent? I had.
• 49:23
  I had a similar situation. And like, the darkness
• 49:26
  calls. Like, it. It's there. You know,
• 49:30
  I look back, especially at a phase in my life in my 20s, where
• 49:34
  like, it was like, I could have gone in a lot of directions
• 49:38
  and I. For whatever reason, and maybe we could talk about
• 49:42
  that. Like, I felt. I felt drawn to the light and I
• 49:45
  went in that. I went down that path instead. And so did you.
• 49:49
  Yeah. And I think it's. You know what I think it is. I think sometimes.
• 49:53
  Well, first of all, I think it might be just a calling. Some people just
• 49:55
  have that calling on their lives. And so they can. They. When they feel that
• 49:59
  light, they're like, you know what? That's the direction I need to go. I think
• 50:02
  for in my world, I. God,
• 50:05
  God, I'll call God. Because God surrounded me. I had wonderful
• 50:10
  clients. Like, I mean, the people that I was dealing with, I was so. I
• 50:13
  was really good at my craft. I like, with like, fitness and
• 50:17
  nutrition and weight loss. I mean, I was excellent at it. Like, I was. I
• 50:20
  was fun. People were. They loved it, right? And so I was attracting some pretty
• 50:24
  amazing people. You know what I mean? I mean, I taught group fitness for
• 50:28
  free at a church for 10 years, three times a week at 5:30 in the
• 50:31
  morning. Like, that was for free. But then I had this other side of me
• 50:34
  where I had the elite, like the cream of the crop coming to
• 50:38
  me, right? Like, they had the money and they could afford what I was doing.
• 50:41
  And they were having fabulous results, right? They were loving every second of it. And
• 50:45
  so. And then a lot of them, you know, they. On my journey, I remember
• 50:49
  just meeting people even that taught me about money because I was not raised
• 50:52
  in wealth. I was not raised in financial literacy.
• 50:56
  Like, you know, like, now we're like, now. My husband Scott, he's a financial planner.
• 51:00
  So he's always like, we gotta teach people to make smart money moves. Like, we're
• 51:03
  pretty crazy about generational health and wealth over here. Like, we're kind of obsessed with
• 51:07
  it, Meredith. So, like, we love generational health and wealth because we just believe
• 51:10
  that we can break off those chains. Just like I saw that day in the
• 51:14
  gymnasium on the, on the reservation, those chains falling off of people. We
• 51:18
  have the choice to do that. And so what I think on my journey really
• 51:21
  helped was the amazing people around me because they would bring something
• 51:25
  to the mix. And I think, because I. I'm just listening
• 51:29
  to this whole series and they're saying the things that make people
• 51:32
  energetically, really amazing. Like, outside of
• 51:36
  just, like, high energy, like you said at the beginning, I'm very high
• 51:40
  energy. I've always been this way. So, like, what is it I've
• 51:43
  realized recently, Like, I'm listening to this incredible kind of, like,
• 51:47
  kind of suppressed information, and they're like, it's light, it's
• 51:51
  sunlight, it's. It's. It's grounding, it's
• 51:55
  exercise, it's movement, it's breathing, it's
• 51:58
  rebounding, right? I'm like, oh, of course. Of course. I've been high
• 52:02
  energy because I've been doing all of that stuff all of my life. I haven't
• 52:06
  always made a lot of money. I haven't always helped a lot of people,
• 52:10
  but I've always been on that. I've always been. We had a. We
• 52:13
  all had a garden as a kid. So even though I was smoking cigarettes, but
• 52:17
  who knows, maybe the nicotine I need now we're finding out nicotine is good for
• 52:20
  us. You know, it's just all the other chemicals good. But the bottom line is,
• 52:23
  is I thought to myself, like, you know, I've
• 52:27
  done a lot of things right. Like, you know, I remember being as a kid
• 52:30
  selling at Farmer's Market, you know, selling vegetables at Farmer's Market. We'd pick them at
• 52:33
  the, the crack of down with flashlights and get them down to the market. So
• 52:36
  always had a tremendous work ethic that just, like, in me, like, I've just been
• 52:40
  a worker bee. I feel good when I work. Like, I,
• 52:43
  I'm like, there's joy in me when I work. I don't feel good when I
• 52:46
  sit, like, and do nothing, you know, I mean, maybe to meditate for a bit
• 52:50
  or whatever, to sit on a beach, watch the sun for a bit, but
• 52:54
  I like to get out and bless and serve and do. I'm a doer. And
• 52:57
  I think that that motion and that movement forward, I think it,
• 53:01
  it increases your energy. So I think that because I've always been in that forward
• 53:05
  motion, I've never been like, I don't, I don't want to
• 53:09
  talk about the past very much. I talk about the past more today than I
• 53:11
  probably have in the last five years, to be honest. I don't talk about it
• 53:14
  that much because it formed me to who I am, and I kind of like
• 53:17
  who I am right now. I actually love myself. Not in a weird way, just
• 53:20
  like, in a really super powerful way. And so, like, I just think I.
• 53:24
  I want to talk about from here forward. What are we going to do? Like,
• 53:27
  what's the changes we're going to make? Who are we going to serve? Who are
• 53:29
  we going to bless? What's going to happen? And I like to have that vision
• 53:32
  and what I realized back to the power of the subconscious mind. So here's how
• 53:36
  God works. It's the people that were around you that came
• 53:40
  into my life, that were pouring into me, giving me book titles
• 53:44
  that were giving me ideas. A friend of mine at 25 led me to Jesus
• 53:47
  Christ. I was raised Catholic, never really had a strong relationship. You know, we
• 53:51
  kind of had that ivory Bible with gold letters sitting on the table. And my
• 53:55
  mom and dad are fighting like cats and dogs, so never really believed that.
• 53:59
  And then was introduced to Jesus at 25,
• 54:03
  became a born again believer. Found out after 25, my name,
• 54:06
  Renita, means born again. Oh,
• 54:10
  God. But I found that out. I was just like cheering for days. Right,
• 54:14
  of course, of course my name means born again. Of course my name does
• 54:17
  means that. Right. And so, and just really stepping fully into that. But,
• 54:21
  you know, walking down that Christian path, realizing a lot of Christians
• 54:25
  are sitting in the, the church, highly medicated, praying
• 54:29
  about their health and taking handfuls of meds and not getting better. Right.
• 54:33
  And so how can I feel my call there? Okay, I'm gonna go to the
• 54:36
  church community. Realized I was a little too mouthy for the church.
• 54:44
  I'm slightly mouthy. I sometimes swear a little. You know,
• 54:48
  it's marketplace worship. So where God has placed me now where I'm out in
• 54:52
  the marketplace talking to people, this is how we got to know each other. You,
• 54:54
  I got to know you, Meredith. Right. Like just out in the marketplace serving, loving
• 54:58
  the joy of the Lord, promoting products and ideas of things that
• 55:02
  are going to help up level people's lives, upgrade their thinking in their lives. And
• 55:05
  that marketplace worship has been my place to share Christ. Right. But
• 55:09
  on that journey. I've realized, okay, Christians are really missing out on
• 55:13
  something. Why are they so sick? If they're so powerful and they were, you know,
• 55:17
  given this authority on the planet by Jesus, why are they half dead? Why are
• 55:20
  they taking so many medications? Why are they broken? Why are they complaining all the
• 55:24
  time, right? So like for me, there's always been this massive disconnect which
• 55:28
  led me then on my journey to the power of the subconscious mind. And
• 55:31
  so literally I was involved in a network marketing company
• 55:36
  about 18 years ago. And I was on, I won this
• 55:40
  trip, I earned this incentive trip to Maui, Hawaii. And I was on this
• 55:44
  airplane with this gentleman. By the grace of God, again, I'm sitting next to
• 55:47
  somebody. Somebody comes in my life relationship. That is how
• 55:51
  you open portals. The mouth is a portal, eyes are portal,
• 55:55
  our ears are portal. The biggest portal I think is Jesus. But at the end
• 55:58
  of the day, like we all, there's these portals. The portal of heaven is happening
• 56:01
  right now. I call it the Glory Realm. It's coming to Earth. I am a
• 56:04
  representative of the Glory Realm. I live in the Glory Realm. I live in the
• 56:08
  abundance, Meredith, that I just live in that space of all
• 56:12
  possibilities are happening. Like, it's not like, oh, it's a far fetched
• 56:15
  no, this is really happening. And so I was on this airplane
• 56:19
  18 years ago and this gentleman who was a dentist and I just had a
• 56:22
  joy sitting next to him for six hours. I sat next to him on this
• 56:25
  flight. He couldn't believe I had won this trip to Maui. He's like, how did
• 56:28
  you win this trip to Maui? I'm paying to go to the same place you're
• 56:31
  going. He ended up signing up for my network marketing business. This is
• 56:35
  18 years ago. He filled up a sign up sheet. He was a dentist from
• 56:38
  over in Wisconsin. And the thing he said to me, he said,
• 56:42
  renita, he said, you are so amazing with your
• 56:46
  energy. He said, you need to read the book the Power of the subconscious
• 56:50
  mind by Dr. Joseph Murphy. He said this to me 18
• 56:53
  years ago. Okay, you cannot make up this stuff that's happened on
• 56:57
  my journey. Like, you end up sitting next to the dentist who's read that
• 57:01
  book. Like, that's not a real high book. High on the list of
• 57:05
  most dentists. And this is 15 years ago. But I
• 57:08
  never read it, I never heeded it. So I always say, when someone gives you
• 57:11
  something, when someone gives you a book, when someone gives you an idea, when someone
• 57:15
  gives you something that's going to upgrade your life, say yes,
• 57:19
  say yes. It opens a portal. It just opens
• 57:22
  a portal. And you don't know what that portal is going to bring. Is it
• 57:25
  going to bring financial health? Is it going to bring physical health? Is it going
• 57:28
  to bring a miracle for your aging mother? Is it going to bring a miracle
• 57:31
  for your dog? I don't know. It's going to do something. But the point is,
• 57:34
  just say yes. And so I didn't read the book, but here's
• 57:38
  what happened. Fast forward to about two years ago. So now,
• 57:43
  like. Like, literally 16 years later, imagine this.
• 57:47
  From the moment that he told me that on that airplane. I'm listening to
• 57:50
  this guy talk on social media one day, and I'm like, why does this
• 57:54
  sound so familiar? What? Like, I. And you just know
• 57:58
  when someone speaks and they're just speaking to you. Like,
• 58:01
  you just. Like I am feeling that frequency of what this guy was saying.
• 58:05
  He was, like, talking about all of these things that I believe in. Like, he
• 58:09
  was talking about the invisible realm, how it's greater than the visible
• 58:12
  realm. Right. And he's. You know, and it's like the stuff that you talk about,
• 58:15
  Meredith. Right. So, like, he's talking about this, but he's saying it in such a
• 58:19
  way, like, it's a personal development way. Right. Because I've read the. I've read the
• 58:22
  others. I've read the greats. Right. You know, I. I've read all the. The Think
• 58:26
  and grow Rich. I read all of them. Everything. I love. I love Anything Brain.
• 58:29
  I love Switch on your brain by Dr. Carolyn Leaf. I love the neuroscientist. I
• 58:33
  love the brain stuff. And. But when this guy was saying it was. Something else
• 58:36
  was. Was coming. It was like the static was
• 58:40
  gone. Like how we talk. Like, most people live in the static. They just live
• 58:44
  in the static. Yeah. And it's kind of a little bit of suffering almost.
• 58:48
  It's kind of like being a little bit of a martyr. Yeah. It's just not
• 58:52
  living there, but they're just kind of living in the static. And it was. When
• 58:54
  this guy spoke, it was like. It was like I was tuned completely into, like,
• 58:58
  the right radio station, and it was crystal clear. And my soul
• 59:01
  was like, yeah, like, let's go. Like, it was
• 59:05
  leaping. Like, when I would listen to this guy talk, and I'm like, what is
• 59:08
  it about this dude? And one day he said it. He held up
• 59:12
  the book and he said, if you haven't read this
• 59:16
  book. The Power of the subconscious Mind by Joseph Murphy. And I thought,
• 59:20
  oh, gee, that
• 59:23
  dentist showed me that book on that airplane 18
• 59:27
  years ago or 16 years ago. It was about then. And
• 59:31
  I never read it, so I couldn't hit the buy button fast enough. I went
• 59:34
  on Amazon, I bought 50, I bought a. I'm like, I'm getting a case of
• 59:37
  these books because this. Why didn't I read it then?
• 59:42
  That's okay. I'm reading it now. You know what is so funny is
• 59:46
  that that book has crossed my path. And I've heard it, people talk about
• 59:50
  it so many times, and I'm like, I should read that. And I never
• 59:53
  have. Oh, I'm obsessed with it. Like, next to the
• 59:57
  Bible. I'll go to Amazon when we hang up. I've read it 14 times.
• 1:00:01
  I'm not embellishing the number. And I just keep reading. It's on repeat. But long
• 1:00:04
  story short, I start reading this book and I'm like, oh,
• 1:00:08
  like, the keys to the kingdom in my realm are in this book.
• 1:00:12
  Because it's talking exactly about, like, why some have success and
• 1:00:16
  why others don't. And it's telling you the exact blueprint so you can have the
• 1:00:20
  success. I'm like, you've got to be kidding me. I could
• 1:00:23
  have had this knowledge 16 years ago, but I was, like, unresponsive and
• 1:00:27
  didn't like. So when someone says go
• 1:00:31
  do, like, and again, it has to align you. Your spirit has to
• 1:00:34
  leap. But when your spirit leaves, go do, hit the buy button or
• 1:00:38
  whatever it is. Like, right, like, just like, say yes. Say yes.
• 1:00:42
  Let the portal open. Walk through it. Opens. And then you don't know exactly
• 1:00:46
  the goodness of God that's going to pour out through that. But you know, it's
• 1:00:48
  going to be good because it's you. The biggest way to open
• 1:00:52
  the portal of heaven to earth, to stand in the glory realm is to live
• 1:00:55
  in a state of joy and being happy. Feel good now, right?
• 1:00:59
  You want to feel good now? And this is why I've realized I've been a
• 1:01:01
  master of this stuff my whole life. And I didn't even know how I was
• 1:01:04
  master until recent because I was like, oh, yeah, I was laying in the sun.
• 1:01:07
  I was earthing. I was always sunlight in the eyes. I was always
• 1:01:11
  exercising. I was always rebounding. I was always doing
• 1:01:14
  these things, listening to music. I've been a fitness instructor. I said,
• 1:01:18
  music has probably saved my life here. I was a kid, I learned to teach
• 1:01:21
  group fitness. You know, at about 18, I started. Your whole day
• 1:01:25
  was. Was high frequency. My whole day has been high. Of course I'm high
• 1:01:28
  frequency. Every day. Every day, my whole life. Then you plug in good
• 1:01:32
  nutrition with that. Oh, my gosh, I become unstoppable, right? Like, and
• 1:01:35
  then now learning about, like, salt all day, light about that and putting salt in
• 1:01:39
  my mouth, I'm like, oh, my gosh, My vision just got brighter, right? Anyway,
• 1:01:43
  the point is, is back to the power of the subconscious mind.
• 1:01:47
  I read that book and it was literally like, this is it.
• 1:01:51
  Like, this is what everybody needs. So then, so for me, I'm an educator. I
• 1:01:54
  have, I've. I have spiritual giftings of wisdom. So once you
• 1:01:58
  become a Christian, like, there's these different spiritual giftings. One is called, like, hospitality.
• 1:02:02
  These are the people, when you go to their house, you know, they make you
• 1:02:04
  feel so welcome and you could stay, you could live there, right? I'm not that.
• 1:02:07
  You might come to my house, we might visit for three hours. I forget to
• 1:02:10
  offer you water. Like, I mean, I'm just, I don't have the spiritual gifting of
• 1:02:12
  hospitality, right? But I have the spiritual gifting of
• 1:02:16
  discernment where I'm like, ooh. Like, I, you know, that's right. And I also have
• 1:02:19
  the spiritual gifting of wisdom. I'm. I, like, I know things
• 1:02:23
  that I shouldn't know. Like, I'm like, how did I know that? Or like, like,
• 1:02:27
  where did that come from? Like, that, like, it's almost like wise beyond my years.
• 1:02:30
  You're given the spiritual gifting of wisdom in the Christian realm. You're given
• 1:02:34
  that gifting not to just say, look at me, I'm a smarty pants. It's always
• 1:02:38
  a gift to serve and bless the masses. So you're giving that gift so that
• 1:02:41
  you can go, like, impact and change and save lives, essentially, right? So it's never
• 1:02:45
  like a smarty pants things. It's like, I know this, and I can go
• 1:02:48
  serve a lot of people with this knowledge, so I better go. Better go share,
• 1:02:52
  right? Anyway, so as soon as I grab held of the Power of the
• 1:02:55
  subconscious mind by Dr. Joseph Murphy, I was like, because
• 1:02:59
  I read this thing one time that said if you learn something and you teach
• 1:03:02
  it within 24 hours, you're going to retain like 80% of it.
• 1:03:06
  Whereas if people learn something and you don't go teach it, you're not going to
• 1:03:09
  retain much 24 hours later, like, maybe 20%. So for me, I'm a. I've been
• 1:03:13
  a big learner teacher. Learner teacher. That's like a gifting that I have.
• 1:03:18
  Yep. And I, I don't dwell too long. They're like, am I going to get
• 1:03:21
  a perfect? We're homeschooling our boys, and a technique I teach them
• 1:03:25
  all the time is, stop with the perfection. Don't do
• 1:03:28
  that. Completion is better than perfection. Completion is
• 1:03:32
  better than perfection because it's going to move you down that road. Don't feel like
• 1:03:35
  you have to be just perfect to begin anything, because how are you going to
• 1:03:39
  become an expert in anything? By beginning, like, you got to start. And so, like,
• 1:03:42
  I teach this stuff all the time. So back to the power of the subconscious
• 1:03:45
  mind. He teaches you exactly what. What I was
• 1:03:48
  seeking. By the way, if you're seeking it, you will find it. What you
• 1:03:52
  seek, you will find, right? People don't. They have not because they want. Not. I
• 1:03:56
  want. I seek, I desire, right? Those are strong
• 1:03:59
  emotional forces. Some people say, I don't want to make money. I want to make
• 1:04:02
  a lot of money. I need a lot of money to have a lot of
• 1:04:05
  fun and adventure with my family. And I have a lot of organizations I like
• 1:04:08
  to give a lot of money to. So, like, I. I need more money, right?
• 1:04:12
  And so, like, what. But people say they kind of live from this. Like, oh,
• 1:04:16
  I'm gonna be more righteous. If I say I don't want to make any money.
• 1:04:19
  I'm like, that doesn't make you righteous. Like, the people that are robbing the banks
• 1:04:22
  are the people that don't have any money. You know what I mean? Like, it's
• 1:04:25
  like, come on, guys. Like, get with it. So for me, it's. And it's been
• 1:04:28
  that, too, Meredith, because I was never raised in wealth. I was never raised in
• 1:04:31
  health. And so a thing that I decided to do was just break that
• 1:04:35
  generational curse so much. Like, that day in the.
• 1:04:38
  That was just huge for me, that day in that gymnasium on that reservation when
• 1:04:42
  I saw those chains fall off of those people. I mean, grown men
• 1:04:46
  crying. I mean, I didn't tell you the rest of the story. I mean, I
• 1:04:48
  came back to that reservation two months later, and there were diabetics that were there
• 1:04:52
  that were, let's say, 350 pounds. And I'd come back two months later,
• 1:04:55
  and they were down to 200 pounds and 50 pounds. They had lost 100
• 1:04:59
  pounds. And they were literally off of their metformin and their insulin. They got completely
• 1:05:03
  off their diabetes medications. That was my goal. We got to get you off the
• 1:05:05
  drugs, because, again, the drugs make you
• 1:05:08
  staticky. I don't. I'm not on any drugs. Can you tell? I'm not on Any
• 1:05:12
  drugs. I can tell. The reason
• 1:05:16
  they have you on drugs is they want you in the static. You're not
• 1:05:19
  decisive. You're not. Your energy is not as. You can't feel
• 1:05:23
  your soul leap. It's everything. Yeah, that's it. I mean, you read
• 1:05:27
  these stories about people that were on depression medication for 16 years and they don't
• 1:05:30
  really recall having an emotional elevated state at
• 1:05:34
  their children's birthday parties, for God's sake. Because they were on depression medication for 16
• 1:05:38
  years, right? So I hear these stories all the time because it flatlines you.
• 1:05:41
  Flatliners. Remember the movie Flatliners? Yes. Those
• 1:05:45
  buggers. They told us. They told us. They're always
• 1:05:48
  telling. But they flatlined us. And then, you know, with, with
• 1:05:52
  meds especially, it does keep you in static. So that's another way to increase your
• 1:05:55
  energy. You know, I'm not saying stop your meds, consult with your doctor, right? You
• 1:05:59
  got to do the right thing. But the bottom line is that should be a
• 1:06:01
  working relationship where you're working together to get off the drugs, because
• 1:06:05
  they're really messing up your, your frequency, you know, that you have
• 1:06:08
  with the divine. And so anyway, so that's all stuff I'm
• 1:06:12
  learning of recent. I'm like, oh, of course. This is why I'm high energy. I
• 1:06:15
  mean, I think about something, it happens. I think about something, it happens, happens. I
• 1:06:18
  think I'm like, I've literally. And put. Oh, and I quit brushing my teeth with
• 1:06:21
  fluoride 20 years ago, right? I was the mom, like,
• 1:06:25
  20 years ago that quit vaccinating my kid, actually 23 years ago, quit
• 1:06:28
  vaccinating my kids, right? Like, some of the last two is not, not had one.
• 1:06:32
  Like, I just figured it out and I just aligned. I aligned with it. You
• 1:06:35
  know what I mean? And so back to the power of the subconscious mind. Because
• 1:06:38
  we should say how you do this, because people don't realize they can change
• 1:06:42
  it. So 90% of everything we do every day is the
• 1:06:46
  same thing that we did yesterday. It's all the same. So I'm
• 1:06:50
  always thinking, you better have good habits. You better be developing the right
• 1:06:53
  patterns. Because if not, you're just repeating the insanity, right? Because nothing's
• 1:06:57
  changing, right? You're just getting sicker. You're on the wrong track.
• 1:07:01
  You're not winning. I want people to win in their lives. Like, why
• 1:07:05
  not me? Why not you? Why not now? And so
• 1:07:09
  literally, I, I, as I was reading this book, I was like,
• 1:07:13
  I've always thought in the morning, like, right when you Wake up, you're not quite
• 1:07:17
  fully awake, or when you're going to bed at night, you're not quite fully
• 1:07:20
  asleep. There's something that's happening. I could never quantify it. I just knew
• 1:07:24
  it was happening. Where when I would put my thoughts and my minds, my
• 1:07:28
  mind on, like, good stuff, I would sleep
• 1:07:31
  better. And it was almost like I was like in this dream state
• 1:07:36
  where I was thinking about it, right? I mean, it was just like this, really.
• 1:07:39
  And another time that happened to me all the time is when I was in
• 1:07:41
  the shower. I'd be in the shower and just having the water.
• 1:07:45
  And when I was swimming, I would go swimming sometimes. And I'd have the
• 1:07:49
  best ideas when I was swimming. And I always said to my husband, and he
• 1:07:52
  said to me, well, maybe it's because your mouth is shut.
• 1:07:57
  Thanks, honey. Quit talking. He said
• 1:08:00
  so much. Like, so I'd be swimming and I'm like, oh, my God. I came
• 1:08:04
  out of the pool with this brilliant idea. You know, I take a shower or
• 1:08:07
  sometimes when I was feeling a little bit
• 1:08:11
  slow or staticky, I would go take. Like, sometimes I
• 1:08:15
  would take three showers in a day. And of course, I've got the shower heads
• 1:08:18
  up, filter everything. So don't worry. If you're worried about that, like me getting chlorine,
• 1:08:20
  I'm not, because I'm way ahead of that. I'm way ahead of that curveball. You're
• 1:08:23
  on top of all of that. On top of all that stuff anyway, that's easy.
• 1:08:26
  Stuff. That's easy. But anyway, so I would take multiple showers and it was like,
• 1:08:29
  like it would almost unleash this created creativity. Well, now finding out,
• 1:08:33
  showers, deep breathing. In the shower, you're entering different stages, like,
• 1:08:37
  you know, the delta, the alpha state. Instead of living in the beta state, the
• 1:08:41
  beta state is kind of like the poor state. And that's the state that all
• 1:08:44
  of us kind of live in. It's like the subconscious where we're going through the
• 1:08:48
  motions. You know what I mean? Not much changes. But as soon as you tap
• 1:08:51
  into the meditative breathing and especially right
• 1:08:55
  as you're drifting off and right as you're waking up and in
• 1:08:59
  the shower or when you're in water, guess what happens? That is where you're.
• 1:09:02
  You're tapping into this subconscious realm where you can
• 1:09:06
  literally reprogram yourself. You can really
• 1:09:10
  reprogram. So anything that happened, that subconscious mind was developed between the ages
• 1:09:13
  of 0 and 7 years old, right? That's where everything was laid down foundationally. I
• 1:09:17
  don't know about you, but my life sucked in those ages. Like, it was no
• 1:09:20
  good. It was rough. Okay? And so, like, if I'm living
• 1:09:24
  from that, oh, my. My life would be a crime scene. Like, it would be
• 1:09:27
  stupid. Like, and so I'm, like, I'm not living from that. Like,
• 1:09:31
  so somehow, because of me being energetically high, Meredith.
• 1:09:35
  With doing the right things unconsciously, not even really knowing I was doing
• 1:09:38
  them, just. It was just kind of what, when I did them, I felt better
• 1:09:41
  type deal. Like, doing those things kind of has kept me above
• 1:09:45
  that. But yet I'm wondering, why don't some people escape
• 1:09:49
  that? Why don't they escape the zero to seven? You know, maybe they were told
• 1:09:52
  they were fat as they. When they were a child. Maybe they were told that
• 1:09:55
  they were dumb or not smart enough or slow or, you know,
• 1:09:59
  can't sell or can't. Do this, or they have to be nice all the time.
• 1:10:02
  Like that. Yeah, you have to be so nice all the time.
• 1:10:06
  You have to say yes because you don't want people to think bad of you
• 1:10:08
  or whatever. You know what I mean? You can't be yourself. So, like. So whatever
• 1:10:11
  was laid down there, the only question I ask people is when you look at
• 1:10:15
  what your subconscious mind is, is how is your life working? I mean,
• 1:10:19
  life is the fruit on the tree, baby. Yeah. So, like, I mean, if. What
• 1:10:23
  kind of results are you getting? What's going on? How's that working out
• 1:10:27
  for you? Dr. Phil used to say, yep, how's. That
• 1:10:30
  working out for you? And you know what I've realized? Like, sometimes you don't know
• 1:10:34
  what you don't know. Right. Most times. And so sometimes it's important to ask people
• 1:10:37
  around you, hey, like, what are my blind spots? Like,
• 1:10:41
  where. Where do I need help? You know what I mean? And then,
• 1:10:45
  like, and sometimes you want to improve those areas, and sometimes you don't care to
• 1:10:48
  improve those areas. But, like, if it's affecting your health and it's affecting your
• 1:10:52
  finances and it's affecting your family and your lineage and the generation, like your children
• 1:10:56
  and your grandchildren, hey, you might want to take a look at up leveling those
• 1:10:59
  things, right? So. But you can reset it. You don't have to live in that.
• 1:11:02
  It's. You know, you hear people say, well, it's because I was raised in abusive
• 1:11:05
  alcoholic home. Well, so was I. You know what I mean? Like, and so, like,
• 1:11:10
  that doesn't have to define who you are, but what happens is subconsciously we let
• 1:11:13
  it, because that's the neural Patterns. The entire body, the entire, our entire
• 1:11:17
  lives are functioning from these neural patterns, good or bad.
• 1:11:21
  And so my thing is, if you have a lot of good stuff, like for
• 1:11:24
  me, I innately exercise every day. I started at age 14. You can catch
• 1:11:28
  me at the gym every single morning. You don't have to convince me. You don't
• 1:11:30
  have to talk me into it. I'm there. It's just how I work out. It's
• 1:11:33
  just what I do. It's not hard. I don't think, oh, I got to go
• 1:11:37
  to the gym today. I hit my feet on the ground. I say, thank you,
• 1:11:39
  Jesus, and I literally put my clothes on and run to the gym. So, like,
• 1:11:42
  for me, it's like, that's a neural pattern. It's a great neural pattern. I want
• 1:11:46
  to hang on to that one. It's so good, right? So we can
• 1:11:49
  examine our lives and say, what are those great neural patterns that we love?
• 1:11:53
  That's how. That's adding definitely blessings to my life. And what are the
• 1:11:56
  neural patterns that absolutely need to go right? Like, I've got
• 1:12:00
  to break some of those neural patterns. And here's the truth. You can do
• 1:12:04
  it. You've got the power to do it. You've got the power to change
• 1:12:08
  your, your entire life with making a decision. It all starts with making the first
• 1:12:11
  decision, right? So you make it the first time, and then you lay down that
• 1:12:15
  neural pattern by repetition and you start how the subconscious mind comes
• 1:12:19
  in. You visualize as you're drifting off, as you're waking up,
• 1:12:22
  exactly what you want. You don't. You. You
• 1:12:25
  imagine best case scenarios. You know, we're so good
• 1:12:29
  at imagining worst case scenarios. I mean, think about how many times you, how many
• 1:12:32
  times in our life have we said, what if this happened? You know, And I
• 1:12:36
  know I should. Change this, but then what if this happens and what if that
• 1:12:38
  happens and what if this person gets mad and then I. People think I'm bad
• 1:12:42
  and mean. Yeah. Yeah. So, I mean, we, we kind of live in. And
• 1:12:46
  that's meditating on the problems, right? So. And the Lord
• 1:12:50
  told me this. The Lord told me this after. Well, actually it was kind
• 1:12:53
  of mid pandemic. The Lord said to me, because I was getting bitter and
• 1:12:57
  angry because of all the scandalous things that were going
• 1:13:00
  on, and I could find myself getting angry. I was an angry
• 1:13:04
  elf. I was like, ah, you know, and so. And I thought
• 1:13:08
  one day I was praying. I'm like, I. This is not. Like, I can feel
• 1:13:11
  it in my body. Like, I don't like how I'm feeling. And literally
• 1:13:15
  the Holy Spirit said, focus only on solutions. Like, it literally
• 1:13:19
  came into my spirit. Focus only on solutions. We know the bad exists.
• 1:13:22
  We know the darkness exists. Let's not give it power by talking about it. Let's
• 1:13:26
  focus only in the light. Let's joy, let's dance, let's smile, let's
• 1:13:30
  love. Right? Let's serve, let's bless, let's go. Right? And so for me,
• 1:13:34
  it was just like, okay, yeah, that static frequency
• 1:13:37
  of that yuckiness. Because it is there. Like I said to you earlier, I didn't
• 1:13:41
  even know the federal government still has been shut down. I don't even know. I
• 1:13:43
  don't watch the news, right? I was on the news, and I don't watch the
• 1:13:47
  news. There you have it, right? It's like. It's like when she said that, like,
• 1:13:50
  we're waiting for another crisis, I thought, oh, I know exactly what this is. So,
• 1:13:54
  you know, you really. Once you. Once you see it, you can't unsee it.
• 1:13:57
  And then you just adjust your life accordingly. So through repetition,
• 1:14:01
  through that deep breathing and that visualization that you're doing, visualizing
• 1:14:05
  things are real, it's. It's like having a vision for something
• 1:14:08
  before it comes to fruition. Now, because you're in that realm
• 1:14:12
  of possibility. And remember, you always want to feel good,
• 1:14:16
  because when you feel good, you attract that vision that
• 1:14:20
  you're holding. If you feel like hell, like, let's say you. You're like,
• 1:14:24
  I'm just. You don't feel good. The first
• 1:14:28
  good is. The first thing is that feeling of feeling good. So sometimes you see
• 1:14:31
  me, Meredith, I'm on social media doing patch and dance. I just get up and
• 1:14:34
  put on music, and I start dancing like a crazy person. People are like, how
• 1:14:37
  do you do that? I'm like, I'm changing my state because maybe I
• 1:14:41
  was having a little bit of hard things or suffering that day or a little
• 1:14:44
  bit of difficult things I'm going through. But guess what I decided to do? I
• 1:14:47
  decided to change my state. How do I do that? I know it happens through
• 1:14:51
  movement. I know it happens through breathing. I know it happens to going out and
• 1:14:54
  grounding, which is why pretty soon I'm getting out of North Dakota because we're about
• 1:14:58
  to have snow, and it's hard to walk in snow for me, barefoot.
• 1:15:02
  Well, yeah, but. So by doing that over and
• 1:15:05
  over, you literally are. And it takes 21 days. That old saying,
• 1:15:09
  it takes 21 days to lay down a new habit. True story. But it
• 1:15:13
  takes 63 days, three cycles of the
• 1:15:16
  21 days taught to me by my mentor, Dr. Carolyn
• 1:15:20
  Leaf. Switch on your brain. She's a neuroscientist, a Christian
• 1:15:23
  neuroscientist. And it takes three cycles of 21 days. So
• 1:15:27
  63 days to not just lay down a new way of
• 1:15:31
  thinking. You literally are laying down a new neural pattern.
• 1:15:35
  So this is why people, when they start, stop, start, stop, start, stop. You're like
• 1:15:39
  installing a mental habit. 100%. I think
• 1:15:43
  you don't have to think about it all the time. It's just. Just default. It
• 1:15:46
  becomes default. Right. And it's. I think of it like we used to have a
• 1:15:49
  house that had, like, tiles with the grout. Grout. I think it's called grout.
• 1:15:53
  Yeah. And they're, you know, and it's like, it reminds me of the grout. So,
• 1:15:57
  like, you know, is that. That's like a neural pattern. Neural pattern. Neural
• 1:16:00
  pattern. Right. And so if that neural pattern is bad, it
• 1:16:04
  might take a little persistence and consistency
• 1:16:08
  in undoing that neural pattern to replant. It's like you don't just stop something.
• 1:16:12
  You have to replant the correct neural pattern that you want. Want. You know what
• 1:16:15
  I mean? I've always taught that, too, in fitness and nutrition. Like, you don't just
• 1:16:18
  take away pop. Like, we're going to replace it with something better because you have
• 1:16:21
  a neural pattern of doing something at that hour. Let's give you something else to
• 1:16:24
  drink at that time. Right. Or whatever. So you're kind of replacing that neural pattern
• 1:16:28
  with something that is advantageous for you. And. And so that
• 1:16:32
  literally is over and over. But the power of the subconscious mind. So we're literally
• 1:16:35
  magnets. We're magnetic energy. You know this. I'm not telling you anything you don't know.
• 1:16:38
  We're magnetic and we're just pushing it out. And so that frequency, that magnetism that
• 1:16:42
  you're pushing out. Let me give you a great example. We went to Bora Bora.
• 1:16:46
  We earned this trip to Bora Bora last year. We were in Bora Bora. We
• 1:16:49
  met the most incredible family. He happened to be an oral surgeon down
• 1:16:53
  in Laguna Beach, California. And we just fell in love with his family. Like, the
• 1:16:57
  seven days we. In nine days or whatever, we were in Bora Bora. Like, we
• 1:16:59
  ate meals with them. Like, we're like, they were like our friends, and their kids
• 1:17:03
  were like our kids age. So that was really cool. And they were all athletes,
• 1:17:06
  and so they really had a lot in common. And we just were. We just
• 1:17:09
  really enjoyed them. And we haven't talked to them a whole lot since then. Our
• 1:17:12
  kids keep in touch all the time. Well, Meredith, we just were down in Anaheim.
• 1:17:16
  I was down there with you. And then we went over to Laguna Beach. And
• 1:17:19
  the whole time, since we got to Laguna beach, the boys have said, oh, my
• 1:17:22
  gosh, we should get with this family. We should get with the Sprague family. Like,
• 1:17:25
  we should get with them. We should get with them. And
• 1:17:29
  we just didn't. We just were so busy that we just didn't. And so
• 1:17:33
  yesterday, we were on the way to the airport, and the boys, we. Let's stop
• 1:17:36
  and get that some Raymond at this place. Place. It's like this healthy Raymond place
• 1:17:39
  down in Laguna Beach. And so Scott was trying to park the car.
• 1:17:43
  Two of the boys had ran in already. Our son Rocco was kind of waiting.
• 1:17:46
  He's always. He's the one that was waiting for Scott and I to get out
• 1:17:49
  of the car. So he's standing on the street in Laguna Beach. Busy street, right?
• 1:17:53
  Lots of traffic on that beach street. And all of a sudden,
• 1:17:57
  no, I look up, and it's
• 1:18:01
  Christina. They're hollering out the window. Renee
• 1:18:04
  Brannon
• 1:18:08
  was like, oh, my God, mom, it's them. It's them. And I said,
• 1:18:12
  holy cow. So they're. They pull over and, like, our whole
• 1:18:16
  family now is running down the sidewalk to see this family. They get out,
• 1:18:19
  like, we're hugging. It happens to be the. The
• 1:18:23
  gentleman's birthday that day. Like, it's yesterday. This was
• 1:18:27
  yesterday. We're hugging him. They're like, what are the chances that
• 1:18:31
  we're seeing you right now in Laguna Beach? Because we hadn't called and let him
• 1:18:34
  know we were there or anything like that. And one of the. And so it
• 1:18:38
  was literally like. So listen to the
• 1:18:42
  thing of events that had to happen. Rocco still had to be standing on the
• 1:18:45
  street because the mom saw Rocco. Scott and I still were in the vehicle, and
• 1:18:49
  the other two were in the restaurant. So Rocco was standing. So she knew Rocco.
• 1:18:52
  She didn't know that whatever rental vehicle is. She saw Rocco. Think about how
• 1:18:56
  this had to happen. We left the hotel late. We left the
• 1:19:00
  hotel, like, 15 minutes late. So we were, like, in our. In a rush, in
• 1:19:03
  a hurry. So we had to leave late, right? He.
• 1:19:07
  It's his birthday. So he said to his wife, I don't want to go to
• 1:19:10
  the Newport beach coffee shop. I want to go to the Laguna beach coffee
• 1:19:14
  shop because they give me a free latte. On my birthday. So instead
• 1:19:18
  of him going to the normal coffee shop, he had to be on that street
• 1:19:21
  driving to this other coffee shop that it never goes to.
• 1:19:25
  Right at the exact moment that Rock was standing on the curb with
• 1:19:29
  all of these millions of people, and they just
• 1:19:33
  happened to see us. And now we're hugging in a group
• 1:19:36
  hug on the street. All of us are like, oh, my God, we
• 1:19:40
  love you guys. Oh, my God. Yeah. I mean, so this is my life, but.
• 1:19:44
  And it happened the whole time I was in Laguna. It happened. And the reason
• 1:19:46
  it happened when I was in Laguna is I. It was a high frequency place
• 1:19:50
  for me to be in. I was very much joy.
• 1:19:54
  Again, you have to feel good now. The first secret to attracting anything
• 1:19:57
  or the secret. Remember how they called it that the power that subconscious mind is
• 1:20:01
  you have to be. You have to feel good now. If you feel like hell,
• 1:20:04
  you're attracting more hell. True story. Like
• 1:20:08
  you. You have to feel good now. And so when I was down in Laguna,
• 1:20:12
  we were walking on the beach every day. I was getting all the sunshine, I
• 1:20:14
  was eating all the healthy food. I mean, I was dancing, I was joyous. I
• 1:20:17
  was awesome. And so literally every. I was a magnet. I
• 1:20:21
  was a magnet. Boom. Boom. You know, in our business, people were like,
• 1:20:25
  joining our business at the pool, right? Like, I mean, just. I mean, it was
• 1:20:28
  just like, like, it was like, yes. Because that's the other thing. When you.
• 1:20:32
  When you live from that space, people want to be in it.
• 1:20:36
  And if they want to be in it, they resonate with it on some level.
• 1:20:39
  And if they resonate with it on some level, they have the capacity to be
• 1:20:42
  there, too. And you end up with great people,
• 1:20:46
  amazing people. But back to people staying stuck in the things. If you're
• 1:20:49
  stuck in your job, if you're stuck in whatever. Whatever you're stuck
• 1:20:53
  in, you know? Our marriage sucked for a while. I could talk all day about
• 1:20:56
  a marriage because our marriage almost fell apart when I was 25. I mean,
• 1:21:00
  Scott was on his way out, right? And so it was a very, very, very
• 1:21:04
  trying time. But here we are, 25 years later, right? And
• 1:21:07
  somebody says, that's a big ring. I said, yeah, it's a big ring. 25 years
• 1:21:10
  later. Big thing. Give me a big ring. A
• 1:21:14
  carrot for every decade. Okay? That's right. But the point is,
• 1:21:18
  is like, like, so we didn't want to just stay in that
• 1:21:21
  disgruntled marriage. You have to choose to make it better. You can't just stay in
• 1:21:24
  that disgruntled health State. You've got to choose to make. You've got to say yes.
• 1:21:28
  You've got to start. Say yes and start moving in the right direction to do
• 1:21:31
  the things that are going to bring joy to your spirit, that are going to
• 1:21:34
  bring energy to your life. Because if you're always operating from that
• 1:21:37
  halfway static, that is why you're not attracting
• 1:21:41
  anything good. So, yeah, so I said to Scott,
• 1:21:45
  like, Laguna was a magnet for our family. Like, it
• 1:21:48
  was. The whole. The whole experience was magnetic. I mean, I'm at
• 1:21:52
  this event, we're at the pool. Get this, we're at the pool. We're in
• 1:21:56
  life wave. We have our business Life wave. We're at the pool and
• 1:22:00
  we're. This guy sits down, he's got a patch on already.
• 1:22:04
  He sits down next to my son Beau. He starts talking and he goes,
• 1:22:08
  oh, my gosh. He said. Bo said, oh, you're wearing a lifeweight patch. He goes,
• 1:22:11
  oh, yeah, I've been wearing it for a year. He goes, I've been trying to
• 1:22:14
  figure out a way. He says, you know, I have a wellness group with about
• 1:22:17
  2,000 people that I'm trying to introduce the patch
• 1:22:21
  to these 2,000 people because I run the group, and I just
• 1:22:24
  don't know how to say it or word it. And then Bo goes, well, you
• 1:22:27
  should go back to the people who sponsored you. And he goes, do you know
• 1:22:29
  who your sponsor is? And he says the name. And Bo goes, you're
• 1:22:33
  on our team. You're on our team.
• 1:22:38
  And so this gentleman, Curtis, his name is, is there
• 1:22:42
  for a Convoy of Hope conference at this
• 1:22:46
  amazing hotel that we're at. And he says, oh, my gosh, can
• 1:22:50
  you come down to the Convoy of Hope meeting, which David Schmidt
• 1:22:53
  just talked about? A conference. So now I'm Yesterday morning at
• 1:22:57
  8am and sitting in Convoy of Hope talking to him how he's going to
• 1:23:00
  introduce this to 2000. He's on my team.
• 1:23:05
  We've never met before this day. I'm sitting at this convoy Hope around
• 1:23:09
  this table, and these women are like, I need a patch. I. I'm running.
• 1:23:13
  I'm patching now. I'm patching everybody at the Convoy of Hope meeting.
• 1:23:17
  I'm like, what is happening at this hotel? You're a force of
• 1:23:20
  nature, Renita. This is crazy. This is
• 1:23:24
  amazing. On the airplane, the lady is. A
• 1:23:28
  lady has Parkinson's. I can see it. She's walking down the aisle, her
• 1:23:32
  husband is helping her. I take out a napkin as fast as you can
• 1:23:35
  say, go, and I write, hi,
• 1:23:40
  I Want to help you. My mom was diagnosed with Parkinson's 11
• 1:23:44
  years ago. This phototherapy technology absolutely changed her life.
• 1:23:48
  I want to visit with you about this. I mean, I just, like,
• 1:23:52
  I wrote two sides of a napkin. The napkin from Delta was full of me.
• 1:23:56
  I'm praying for you. God bless Renita. I put my business card in two patches.
• 1:23:59
  When he walked back, because he was chopping his wife not to fall, my husband
• 1:24:02
  handed it to him, and he grabbed it like this with Apaches, said, thank you
• 1:24:05
  so much. You just go.
• 1:24:08
  You just say, yes. You just do. When the Holy Spirit prompts to say
• 1:24:12
  something, you just do it. You just. You don't. You don't
• 1:24:16
  hesitate. Just do it. And then, like. And I just kind of live in that
• 1:24:19
  space. Like, I mean, it's. It's just, like, super authentic all the time.
• 1:24:23
  Like, yes. And sometimes some people think, like, my kids are like, mom, Mom, Mom.
• 1:24:28
  I'm like, it's okay. We're gonna be good. Like, because I think that when
• 1:24:31
  you're living from that authenticity and that energy and that frequency
• 1:24:35
  and that belief, you are going to be in alignment with the
• 1:24:39
  goodness of God, the glory realm, and you are going to be. I always just
• 1:24:43
  say, I'm an advocate for the kingdom of heaven on earth. I mean, this is.
• 1:24:45
  I want to make this thing look good because it is. It is. You know,
• 1:24:48
  it's great. And so, anyway, so that guy. I haven't looked at my back
• 1:24:52
  office say, but I'm sure he signed up. I mean, he was almost in tears
• 1:24:54
  when we handed him that stuff. Stuff like, that guy was, you know, praying for
• 1:24:58
  a solution for his wife. And so, again, just being in
• 1:25:02
  that energetic space of. Of your power, it's
• 1:25:05
  hard for you to do anything if you don't feel good. You've
• 1:25:09
  got to feel good now. That's the secret. So that's the secret. But then
• 1:25:13
  it's applying that power, that subconscious mind. Like, what do I need to reprogram?
• 1:25:17
  What can I keep that's elevating my level, elevating my life
• 1:25:20
  and is making my life better. What can I get rid of? Right?
• 1:25:24
  That's not making my life better. And then I have. Then it's up to
• 1:25:28
  you to do the work. You still have to do the work. Like, it's still
• 1:25:31
  Jesus saying, get up. Or, you know, do. Do you want to be?
• 1:25:34
  Well, that motion, that forward momentum,
• 1:25:38
  even if. Even if it's, like, mistakes and a. Why did I do that? And
• 1:25:41
  how this happened, it's like, it's still Motion. And it's easier
• 1:25:45
  to course correct than to fight inertia, I have found.
• 1:25:49
  Anyway, it's easier to drive. It's hard to drive a parked car. Yeah.
• 1:25:55
  Yeah, yeah. Oh, and then I didn't even tell you this. So it was this
• 1:25:58
  guy's birthday yesterday. He's got the same name as my dad.
• 1:26:01
  His. My husband has this watch that we bought, like, two
• 1:26:05
  years ago. His wife had given the exact same watch.
• 1:26:09
  And all these guys are like, oh, my God, we got the same watch. And
• 1:26:12
  I said to Scott, how many watches like that are there? He was like, like,
• 1:26:14
  Renee. It was launched two years ago. There's thousands of different types. The fact that
• 1:26:17
  we had the exact same watch on, like, I mean, it was just like one
• 1:26:20
  thing after another after another after another. The
• 1:26:24
  wife, they, they. They had not signed up in our lifewave business
• 1:26:28
  when we were in Bora Bora, and she said two days ago, we were looking
• 1:26:31
  at the pictures of Bora Bora with our family two days ago, thinking how much
• 1:26:35
  we enjoyed that. She said, I. That day I went to a soccer game,
• 1:26:39
  and the lady next to me had a patch on this is two days before.
• 1:26:42
  We ran into him on the street yesterday. And she said. She looked at that
• 1:26:46
  patch and she said, I need to get a hold of the Brannons. And then
• 1:26:50
  they drove by us. And then you literally
• 1:26:53
  had your kid. Out on the street as they drove.
• 1:26:59
  No, but this is. I mean, I totally hear you. Like, when.
• 1:27:02
  When we're in the flow, especially the flow with joy,
• 1:27:06
  these. These synchronicities happen and people pop up and
• 1:27:10
  it's like, oh, wait, what? What? Yeah. And it's not
• 1:27:13
  even incredible. We're actually attracting them. So I do
• 1:27:17
  believe that we're sending out a frequency and it is magnetic
• 1:27:21
  or it is a repellent. Maybe for some people, it's a repellent if it's a
• 1:27:24
  negative, which is great. Yeah. And this is why I
• 1:27:28
  even think in the realm of politics, it's so dark.
• 1:27:32
  Politics is very dark dark. And I'm not saying that there's not maybe some good
• 1:27:35
  things happening right now, and there's obviously not good things happening, but, like, you know,
• 1:27:39
  it's very dark. So we have to be very careful what we give our ear
• 1:27:42
  and our eyes to. Because again, you're. You're. Those portals are opening. So
• 1:27:46
  whatever you're opening the portal to is what's going to be received coming in.
• 1:27:49
  Yeah, I mean, I mean, it was literally, like, for years, I would have clients
• 1:27:53
  that their blood pressure Would go up and up and up. And I found out
• 1:27:55
  they were watching the nightly news. And I said, stop watching the news for
• 1:27:59
  like, six weeks and let's see what happens to your blood pressure. And surprise,
• 1:28:02
  surprise, go back to normal. I'm like, listen, your eyes are
• 1:28:06
  literally a gate. They're a gate. And so you've got to be so careful
• 1:28:10
  what you lend your eyes and your ears to in your heart too. Right? Because
• 1:28:12
  these eyes and ears are connected to our heart. And so we've got
• 1:28:16
  to be so careful how that all is. Is coming together. Because and here
• 1:28:20
  the real goal is the superpower alignment. Like, the
• 1:28:23
  superpower alignment of, like, that glory realm where
• 1:28:27
  there's just fantastic alignment. Like you said, enjoy, because enjoy
• 1:28:31
  their strength, right? When you're joyous, you. You feel stronger
• 1:28:34
  versus when you're angry and. And depressed, you feel weak,
• 1:28:38
  right? You want to sleep. And so, like, it's like when that is,
• 1:28:42
  like, then as soon as you get there, then it goes,
• 1:28:46
  and then it pushes out this frequency. And then anybody who's like, functioning
• 1:28:50
  on that frequency just goes whoosh. Like they just are
• 1:28:53
  pulled into it. That's my visual I have right now, like, where they're just. They're
• 1:28:57
  coming into that. And so, like, that's why it's so important that you're pushing out
• 1:29:01
  and saying and doing and. And even not
• 1:29:05
  only with yourself, with others. Because I've
• 1:29:08
  realized, be careful. Don't talk negative about people. Be careful with
• 1:29:12
  that. You are throwing out a frequency when you're talking negative.
• 1:29:15
  And like, I read this book, the Secrets of the Millionaire Mind,
• 1:29:19
  and this gentleman said, when you complain, you become a walking, talking crap magnet.
• 1:29:23
  That's what he said in the book. He said it in the book. When you
• 1:29:26
  complain, you become a walking, talking crap
• 1:29:30
  magnet. And that's always stuck with me because I thought. And I never could quantify
• 1:29:33
  it until now. I'm like, oh, yeah. Because when they complain, they don't feel good.
• 1:29:36
  They're not in a feel good state. They're in a
• 1:29:40
  staticy state. You're dropping down. Yeah. You're on that frequency scale.
• 1:29:44
  Like power versus force. Right? And so, like, it's. Anyway,
• 1:29:48
  it's all of that. I don't even know if I cover what we're supposed to
• 1:29:51
  talk about today. But, like, I'm just like this. No, we covered all the things.
• 1:29:55
  I love. This is. I have wanted to have this kind of conversation for a
• 1:29:59
  long time. And you've, like, you. Yes.
• 1:30:02
  Covered everything beautifully. So, okay, so let's
• 1:30:06
  circle back, because you did bring up learning about the brain for Parkinson's for your
• 1:30:09
  mom. So let's do that story. Well, like, we'll wrap up on
• 1:30:13
  your. On the story of your mom, which is just so
• 1:30:16
  incredible. And you did say you learned a lot about the brain. And then I
• 1:30:20
  think interrupted and people are going to leave comments being like, you didn't let her
• 1:30:23
  finish about the brain. So. So let's circle
• 1:30:27
  back and we'll do that. So my mom. So,
• 1:30:30
  again, always in the hunt of
• 1:30:34
  solutions, right? This is me. I'm like a solution seeker. That's where. And that's the
• 1:30:37
  energy I'm putting out. And so my mom, about 11 years
• 1:30:41
  ago, was diagnosed with Parkinson's. And so, of course, we took her to Mayo
• 1:30:45
  Clinic. It was diagnosed audios, like, they're very. For
• 1:30:48
  neurodegenerative diseases. It's. It's not good.
• 1:30:51
  The medical system doesn't have solutions. And again, we just know that those medications
• 1:30:55
  that they are taking in are making their frequency staticy, right? So then it's like
• 1:30:58
  they get sicker over time. And so about
• 1:31:02
  three years ago, a friend of mine from Canada who's a nurse,
• 1:31:06
  who's a Christian nurse, who wrote an amazing book on frequency,
• 1:31:10
  her name is Doris, she literally called me up one day and
• 1:31:14
  she said, renita, she said, you've got to try this
• 1:31:17
  patch on your mom. She said, I know she was diagnosed with Parkinson's. And by
• 1:31:21
  the way, notice how I'm saying that my mom was diagnosed with.
• 1:31:24
  Parkinson's, not that she isn't or has it. Yeah, you never own that if
• 1:31:28
  you're listening to this. Never own the disease. Don't coddle like a baby.
• 1:31:32
  Like, stop that. Like you own. My doctor diagnosed me with, that's
• 1:31:36
  fine, but I have to have a diagnosis. But don't, don't. Don't
• 1:31:39
  become that, right? Don't. That's not who you are. You are a child of
• 1:31:43
  God. You are a light warrior. You have got the power, baby. Take it
• 1:31:47
  back now. And so be careful with that. So she
• 1:31:51
  was diagnosed with the Parkinson's. And so this. She calls me up, says, you got
• 1:31:54
  to try this. You got to try this patch. And I said, well, Doris, what
• 1:31:57
  is it? She goes, I'm just going to tell you. My neighbor lady with Parkinson's,
• 1:32:00
  she said, we saw downright miracles. That's all I can say. She said, down
• 1:32:04
  right miracles. And I said, well,
• 1:32:08
  you had me at miracles. I said, because I'm a believer, and I,
• 1:32:12
  I'm. I believe in the Realm of miracles. I believe that. I live it,
• 1:32:16
  Meredith. So I believe it. It happens all the time in my life. It's miracle.
• 1:32:19
  A miracle city over here. And so I'm like, okay, yeah.
• 1:32:23
  So she said, I'm gonna send you a couple. Just put em on your mom.
• 1:32:25
  So my mom starts wearing this patch here. I have it right here, this patch.
• 1:32:29
  X39. She starts wearing this patch. At the time, I did not know
• 1:32:33
  it was x 39 because she sent the patches in a little plastic Ziploc
• 1:32:37
  bag. So I had no working knowledge of what it was. I didn't
• 1:32:40
  know. Bag of stickers. Stickers, right. And. And
• 1:32:44
  here's the truth. I just trust Doris is such great. Yeah.
• 1:32:47
  Frequency. I just trust Doris. You know how there's certain people, when you get around
• 1:32:51
  them, you just are like, I just trust this person. Like. Like she's the wise
• 1:32:54
  old owl. So I just trust her. And so she literally sent it.
• 1:32:58
  I said, mom, here's the baggie that Dora sent. Put some on you. She's from
• 1:33:02
  Canada, actually. Doris from Canada. And so she. My mom starts wearing the
• 1:33:05
  patches, and again, I don't know how I'm supposed to wear them. She never really
• 1:33:09
  sent any information about, like, what we're supposed to do with these. So
• 1:33:13
  I don't know. Ziploc bag of stickers pretty much. And so, you
• 1:33:16
  know, we're German over here. German. My mom's German. And so, you know,
• 1:33:20
  conservative financially. So, you know, you're supposed to wear these things, like 12 hours
• 1:33:24
  on, 12 hours off. I mean, my mom's putting it on wherever she can
• 1:33:28
  reach, and she's just probably wearing it until it's floating in the bathtub type deal.
• 1:33:33
  We're probably getting days out of one badge. I don't know. Knowing what I
• 1:33:37
  know now, it's like, yeah, you want to change these things and, you know, take
• 1:33:40
  them off for 12 hours, give the body that set time to reset, and then
• 1:33:42
  put a fresh patch on every day. But mom wasn't doing that. But
• 1:33:46
  here it was on the 11th day of wearing the patch, my husband and I
• 1:33:50
  go over to the house and ding dong, 8am Usually at
• 1:33:53
  8am her with the Parkinson's, very difficult.
• 1:33:57
  Can't walk, using the walker, very moody.
• 1:34:01
  Dopamine hasn't kicked in yet. Like, just very. It's a lot.
• 1:34:05
  And. And so her penmanship had gone away. Her bone
• 1:34:09
  density had gone away. She had gone from 169 pounds down to 97 pounds.
• 1:34:12
  Her teeth were literally crumbling out of her mouth. I mean, it Was just crazy.
• 1:34:16
  We. She owned a restaurant for 25 years. We took away butter knives
• 1:34:20
  because she would be so much tremor that it was just a hazard.
• 1:34:23
  And so it was rough. And so that morning on the
• 1:34:27
  11th day, we. She. We opened the front door, and my mom
• 1:34:31
  was walking with her black and white polka dot pajamas across
• 1:34:35
  the kitchen, just normally, no walker. And
• 1:34:38
  she looks over at me, she goes, hey, Nita. She calls me Nita. Hey, Nita,
• 1:34:42
  do you want me to make you some eggs? And I was like, yeah,
• 1:34:46
  yeah, I do want you to make me some eggs. She's walking to the kitchen
• 1:34:49
  like, she's just like, she's gonna go cook me some eggs. My dad had cooked
• 1:34:53
  breakfast every morning for the last two and a half years leading up to this,
• 1:34:55
  because she couldn't do it. She could not cook. She could not cook. I mean,
• 1:34:59
  she would burn. I mean, it was awful. Like, we. She burned something. She needed
• 1:35:02
  the walker, and now she's just, like, walking. She's walking normally.
• 1:35:06
  Yeah. And so. And I. And I was, like, in shock a little bit. I
• 1:35:10
  was actually in shock, looking at her. And she said.
• 1:35:13
  I said. I looked at my dad. He was sitting at the kitchen table. I
• 1:35:16
  said, are you seeing this? And he said, yeah. I said,
• 1:35:20
  what is going on over here? He's like, I'm not sure. I said, hey,
• 1:35:23
  mom, where's the walker? She said, I don't know. I think it's in
• 1:35:27
  the bedroom. I said, okay. I said, you didn't need it today.
• 1:35:31
  She goes, nope. I said, you needed it every day for the last two and
• 1:35:35
  a half years. She looks at me and she goes, well, I didn't need it
• 1:35:38
  today. And I just proceeded to make us
• 1:35:41
  eggs, served us breakfast like normal.
• 1:35:46
  My mother now. And I can't tell you that it treats, cures, and prevents any
• 1:35:49
  disease. I can't tell you that she's healed of Parkinson's, But I can tell you
• 1:35:53
  that her symptoms are 80% better. And I can tell you that she's got zero
• 1:35:57
  tremor in her hands. Her penmanship came back. Her voice came back. Her bone
• 1:36:00
  density came back in her mouth. She went from 97 pounds. She now weighs
• 1:36:04
  about 123. We call her Rocky. She does boxing. We
• 1:36:08
  bought our boxing bag recently. It's, like, unbelievable. The
• 1:36:12
  woman was like death, death's door before. And now
• 1:36:15
  she is a whole new woman. So that was on day 11
• 1:36:19
  with the patch. But that was not really what got me all
• 1:36:23
  in. What got me all in, Meredith, was my dad. So he was sitting at
• 1:36:26
  the kitchen table that morning. He had been dealing with these oozing, goozing legs. I
• 1:36:30
  am relentless at finding solutions. So we had taken them to
• 1:36:34
  11 different types of doctors in six months. So
• 1:36:37
  typical Mayo Clinic, University of Minnesota, no one had
• 1:36:41
  a solution for these oozing, goozing legs. They were literally triple the size and dripping.
• 1:36:45
  Like, nonstop dripping. He carried around a rag with witch hazel. No joke.
• 1:36:48
  And so because his. His leg was like leaking fluid. Leaking
• 1:36:52
  fluid. Like, that's exactly what it was. Like, nonstop crying legs
• 1:36:56
  and triple the size. And. And so that
• 1:37:00
  morning, and we had taken him everywhere because eventually I said, dad, heck with the
• 1:37:03
  medical establishment. I said, let's take you to the homeopaths, the natural pass. And, like,
• 1:37:06
  you know. But, you know, the elderly, they have a neural pattern of watching
• 1:37:10
  pharmaceutical ads to think, I gotta go to my doctor. So we did that. And
• 1:37:14
  when that failed them, now he's like, okay, what else can we do? He was
• 1:37:16
  open. Both my parents are very open to alternative. Thank God, because
• 1:37:20
  if not my. My life would be a lot harder. Anyway, and so I
• 1:37:24
  said, dad, can we try one of those patches on you? And he looked at
• 1:37:26
  me and he said, I had no idea the patch was for this. He said,
• 1:37:30
  I thought it was for Parkinson's. I said, I don't know what it's for. I
• 1:37:32
  said, I don't even know what it's for. I have
• 1:37:36
  a little baggie of stickers. Let's see. What. I have no
• 1:37:40
  idea. I said, I. I don't know. I said, maybe it'll work, maybe it won't.
• 1:37:43
  But I said, it's worth it. It's worth a shot. And he said, you know
• 1:37:45
  what? It is worth a shot. And so I grabbed. I said, where are they?
• 1:37:48
  Said, your mother's bathroom, I think. So I went to the bathroom, got the patch.
• 1:37:52
  I came back. I didn't know where to put it. I didn't know that. I
• 1:37:55
  didn't know nothing about it. I just trusted Doris. And we
• 1:37:59
  just threw it on my dad's shoulder. And the next morning we came back. I
• 1:38:02
  don't know. Can I screen share? Can I show you? Can I. Am I
• 1:38:05
  able to screen share? Or maybe not? Yeah. I don't know how it works on
• 1:38:08
  this platform. Let me look. But if you say the point is,
• 1:38:12
  is that it. Literally, the next morning when we came
• 1:38:16
  back, when I opened the front door, I looked down at my
• 1:38:19
  dad's legs. His little tiny. He was a Marine. So is a Marine once a
• 1:38:23
  Marine. I was a Marine. His little tiny chicken Legs were back
• 1:38:27
  and the, all of the oozing were scabs. They
• 1:38:30
  all had dried up. It was the first time in six months his legs
• 1:38:34
  had, were scabbed. Like, I was thankful, right? Because they were.
• 1:38:38
  Yeah. And he looked at me and he goes, it
• 1:38:41
  looks like that little sticker you gave me worked. Where can I get some more
• 1:38:44
  stickers? And I am over here thinking, I have rimmed
• 1:38:49
  you to freaking Timbuktu and back.
• 1:38:53
  Medical clinic in the region. And 19
• 1:38:57
  hours, Doris's little stickers. Like, what is going
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  on here? So at that moment, I mean, I didn't even know how it was
• 1:39:03
  working to be quite. I didn't know it was photo therapy. Of course it's. Of
• 1:39:06
  course God is going to lead me in the direction of light because he knows
• 1:39:09
  I've been obsessed with light my entire life, right. And so
• 1:39:13
  I didn't know at the time it was phototherapy. I didn't know. I looked at
• 1:39:16
  my husband, actually, I said, what is that patch leaching into their bodies?
• 1:39:20
  I thought it was leaching something, right? And I'm like. And then I
• 1:39:23
  realized once you learn about the patch, it's leaching nothing. Right. It's
• 1:39:27
  just reflecting your body's own light. That's all it's doing. We all
• 1:39:31
  emit that infrared light already. It's on all of us.
• 1:39:35
  The light goes out when you're dead. Well, if you're not dead, you should be
• 1:39:38
  wearing a patch because that light is going to be harnessed by that patch
• 1:39:41
  and reflected back into the body. And then it activates
• 1:39:45
  certain different healing mechanisms. Peptides are activated, antioxidants are
• 1:39:49
  activated. Right, right. And so in the case of that X39, it activates the
• 1:39:52
  GHK copper peptide. And that peptide is literally known as
• 1:39:56
  the holy grail of anti aging. Right. So it's a
• 1:39:59
  yes. My emails and my feed are filled with
• 1:40:03
  supplements that you have to inject.
• 1:40:08
  Or take oral. Right. And I don't like those peptides. Yeah.
• 1:40:12
  And these ones do it with light. It does it with light. And it's non
• 1:40:15
  invasive. It's affordable. Anybody can use it. Even an 80 year old
• 1:40:18
  Marine, right? We got kids using them, we got everybody using them, we got
• 1:40:22
  athletes using them. So that's literally how, how the, the
• 1:40:26
  phototherapy business began was a life experience. Of course.
• 1:40:29
  God, again, you know, he's like, kid, you know, I always say, God
• 1:40:33
  knows that I'm somewhat adhd, ocd, kind of like
• 1:40:37
  the rock band. So I said, I said to my husband, he has
• 1:40:41
  to make it so like this that I cannot
• 1:40:45
  deny it, right? Like, I. I could not deny what happened to mom and dad.
• 1:40:49
  There would be no. Like, I couldn't say, well, maybe it was something else.
• 1:40:53
  No, no, no. I know exactly what supplements they're taking. I know exactly
• 1:40:57
  their meds. My dad was able to get off of five medications in five
• 1:41:00
  weeks that they told me he was never going to get off of. And so
• 1:41:03
  that's a whole nother job. But the point is, is it was just like, the
• 1:41:07
  doctors was amazed. They were just all amazed. And so
• 1:41:11
  we know where we have our hands on something tremendous. And again, it's. You know
• 1:41:14
  what makes it so cool is that, again, we're the pioneers. Meredith,
• 1:41:18
  you know, this. This is you. We're the pioneers of light. Because people have been
• 1:41:22
  biochemically trained to have a biological response,
• 1:41:25
  even with nutrition. That's a biochemical creating a biological response in the
• 1:41:29
  body. We've not been trained bioelectrically. Right. We've
• 1:41:33
  just not been trained in that realm. And of course, that's what your sweet spot
• 1:41:36
  is. And so, just to educate people, hey, light
• 1:41:40
  is the foundation for. For it all. And you can
• 1:41:44
  eat just perfectly, and you can take just the right supplements, but if you don't
• 1:41:46
  have that light, right, nothing is getting better. And so for me,
• 1:41:50
  it's like the on switch for the body. And so. And it's the
• 1:41:54
  easiest on switch we have. Like, it's easier than my workouts in. The morning,
• 1:41:58
  because I. I bet they are.
• 1:42:01
  I might have to, like, borrow
• 1:42:05
  a little of your workout energy, Renita. That was never,
• 1:42:09
  never one of my neural pathways, that's for sure. I did MAHA
• 1:42:13
  100. And of course, you know, Facebook, they're so kind. They took all my workouts
• 1:42:16
  down because I called them Maha 1, Maha 2, Maha 3, Maha 4.
• 1:42:20
  I recorded a hundred workouts on Facebook just
• 1:42:24
  because I wanted to. And then Maha took them all down, and I. Or Facebook,
• 1:42:27
  took it all down, and I thought, I can do a hundred more.
• 1:42:31
  Okay. Really? You might be workouts with new hashtags.
• 1:42:35
  Thanks. You got it. Of course you did.
• 1:42:39
  Oh, my God. Truly, you.
• 1:42:43
  Truly, you are a force of nature. And I just had, like, such
• 1:42:47
  an amazing time here. And I loved, loved talking about
• 1:42:50
  the frequency, the power of the subconscious mind, how we are.
• 1:42:54
  We are magnet. Like, yes. And I
• 1:42:58
  really feel like these patches, I mean, the people I'm with have gone so
• 1:43:01
  deep on the science of this, you have no idea. They're just, like, digging in.
• 1:43:05
  And I'm like, okay, I just Feel like this
• 1:43:09
  is restoring our biology to be able to do what it's. What it's
• 1:43:13
  supposed to do. Like, we have so much power
• 1:43:17
  in our, in these physical vehicles that we haven't even tapped into.
• 1:43:21
  And this is just like a little, a little transit signal.
• 1:43:25
  Yeah, no, I mean to get us there. It literally is. Like
• 1:43:29
  I said, it's an on. Switch it up, levels your energy. My husband's lost
• 1:43:32
  £95. Pounds. And it's not because of the patch. Like, oh, it's not like a
• 1:43:35
  weight loss cure. But what happened was he was having so much chronic
• 1:43:39
  inflammation from seven knee surgeries from college athletics.
• 1:43:42
  And when he didn't have the energy to move, he
• 1:43:46
  didn't everything hurt. He was so chronically inflamed all the time,
• 1:43:50
  wasn't sleeping well and all that. And now three years later, he's down
• 1:43:53
  95 pounds. And part of it was how the patch helped him in that journey
• 1:43:57
  is all of a sudden he put that on and his body wasn't written with,
• 1:44:01
  you know, feeling like, like the Tin man every day.
• 1:44:05
  Right. Like he had, he had the energy and the ability
• 1:44:09
  to move. And, and the more he moved, the better he felt. And
• 1:44:12
  so it was pretty interesting how that single handedly
• 1:44:16
  changed the game for Scott, you know, because we had tried a lot of other
• 1:44:19
  things. Right. I'm a nutritionist. Yeah, yeah. And. But that just
• 1:44:23
  coming in there and just boom, Activating that GHK copper peptide, which is the
• 1:44:27
  precursor to collagen. You know, people that don't know that, I mean, collagen
• 1:44:31
  is the biggest, the most abundant protein in the body. Right. And people take it,
• 1:44:34
  like you said, orally, and they take this peptide, inject it, and here we get
• 1:44:38
  all of the benefits of the collagen of the GHK copper peptide with a patch,
• 1:44:41
  with phototherapy, with light patch, with our body's own
• 1:44:45
  light. Yeah. And a little bit of nanocrystal.
• 1:44:50
  Let's go. And I always say you want them to be nano because you want
• 1:44:53
  them to be small. Because imagine if this patch was not the size of a
• 1:44:57
  quarter, if it was a big as a tarp, then we'd have to wrap ourselves
• 1:45:00
  in this passion around the house all day. Yeah. I
• 1:45:04
  mean, for, for the effects that we get from it, we would probably do. But
• 1:45:08
  hey, we don't have to. Yeah, it's true. I'm like, but you can put it
• 1:45:11
  on, go to yoga, put it on, walk the dog, put it on, go get
• 1:45:14
  groceries, whatever, you know, so it's awesome. You're a
• 1:45:17
  blessing. You too, Vanita. Thank you so much. I feel
• 1:45:21
  so grateful to have met you and to have your. Your energy in my life
• 1:45:25
  is truly, really special. And thanks for
• 1:45:29
  coming on here. I know you're super busy. I really appreciate it.
• 1:45:33
  Thanks for having me. It's been a blessing. Now, I want your
• 1:45:36
  feedback because, you know, remember, like, I mean, this book, it's so little.
• 1:45:40
  You can read it, like, in a couple hours. I've read it 14 times. And
• 1:45:44
  so, like, I just keep reading it because, again, the repetition for the developing mind.
• 1:45:48
  Right. Like, I'm. Yes. I want these great neural patterns because
• 1:45:51
  why not? Why not us? Why not this? Why not? That's true. I mean, why
• 1:45:55
  not? And that, you know, I did a similar thing. I remember I had. I
• 1:45:58
  had my first. My first oldest child was a baby. And I
• 1:46:02
  was like, you know, I mentioned earlier, I was kind of going in one direction
• 1:46:05
  or the other, and I was just like, you know what? No. And I spent
• 1:46:09
  in the years leading up to that as well. Every waking minute I
• 1:46:13
  had earbuds in listening to somebody teach me how to think.
• 1:46:17
  Or I was watching. I watched that movie the secret, like, 100 times while I
• 1:46:20
  was breastfeeding. I was just like, you know what? If there's a better
• 1:46:24
  way to do this, give it to me. Program me.
• 1:46:28
  Like, let's go. And all you had to do is ask. Ask and you shall
• 1:46:31
  receive. Speaking of Greg Braden, and he was in the Secret,
• 1:46:36
  but he actually is in the Code of Creation. That's going to be the new
• 1:46:39
  secret baby. Oh, yes. That's going to be fun.
• 1:46:43
  Everyone's going to have to watch that coming up here in the next few months.
• 1:46:46
  The Code of Creation with David Schmidt, the founder of Life Wave. And
• 1:46:50
  it's all the journey of phototherapy and how God designed our bodies
• 1:46:54
  to heal and the foundationally that begins with light. And so
• 1:46:58
  that will be wonderful when people can watch that on Netflix
• 1:47:01
  and put it on repeat, watch it again and again because it's so
• 1:47:05
  good. I couldn't stop crying. So great. No, that was
• 1:47:09
  beautiful. And the director. Oh, Mickey Willis.
• 1:47:13
  Yeah, the pandemic director. He did such a beautiful job. It's
• 1:47:16
  amazing. Yeah. And it's just. I mean, that movie was gorgeous. And,
• 1:47:20
  you know. Oh, and Veda Austin was a speaker featured in that movie.
• 1:47:24
  My audience knows her well and loves her work. Yeah. No,
• 1:47:28
  it's just incredible. I mean, we just live in an incredible time where we can
• 1:47:32
  connect and, like, it's. I don't know, it's really fun.
• 1:47:36
  It's all happening. And I'll put the links to all the things in the show
• 1:47:40
  notes. It's. If there's a. If there's a trailer of that movie floating around somewhere,
• 1:47:44
  I'll track it down. And if not, I'll keep you all posted.
• 1:47:47
  Awesome. Okay. I love and appreciate you. I pray you all get
• 1:47:51
  lit and stand in your superpower, baby, because you all
• 1:47:55
  have it. Let's go. Woohoo. Superpower,
• 1:47:59
  right, baby. Let's go.