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#20231018 - Seasons of Doubt - Luke 7:18-30 · Calvary Church with Ed Taylor Podcast

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Now let's open our Bibles and study God's Word.
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Amen. Well, I'm Pastor Bob Clay Camp.
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I'm one of the assistant pastors here at Calvary Church.
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And tonight we're going to be in the Gospel of Luke in Chapter 9.
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No, that's incorrect. Actually, it's Chapter 7.
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And why do I do this all the time?
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Chapter 7 if you don't have a Bible?
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We're going to be reading quite a bit of the chapter, so if you
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don't have a Bible, there are some Bibles behind this section.
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Here behind this section, please grab one turn to the Gospel of
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Luke Chapter 7 and we're going to be looking at verses 18 to
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verse 23, Luke. Chapter 7 verses 18 to 23.
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No, let's just say 18 to 30. Why not?
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OK, there are times that happen in our life where we enter dark
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seasons either from a phone call or we find out news as a friend
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tells us. And all of a sudden, everything
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that you thought was going to be normal has collapsed, and you're
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wondering what's next. And you can feel a sense of
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foreboding and darkness that seems to creep in.
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And you want to say, but I'm going to trust God, but I'm
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going to trust God. And yet things don't play out
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for the better, but they start getting worse.
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And as a believer in the Lord Jesus, we will have times like
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that and it causes us to sometimes question and what am I
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doing wrong? Or even those times where we
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start questioning our faith and we start questioning, is this
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really real? I remember sitting on a hospital
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bed of a. Of a lady who was had terminal
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cancer and she says, Pastor Bob please tell me that it's true.
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Please tell me that it's true. And I had to I had to say, you
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know I haven't been there and back I'm I'm just trusting what
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Jesus says here too. And I says all I have is, is
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what he has said. Let's read some of what we have
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recorded that he actually said. And so I read these portions of
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scripture to her because that's all we have.
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Jesus rose from the dead, but he did say blessed are those who
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have believed and yet have not seen.
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And so there are times where events happen in our life and
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they're dreadful events, they're difficult events, they're life
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changing, life altering events. And we say, God, please stop it,
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please intervene. And yet it keeps getting worse.
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And the enemy is right there to accuse God of evil and to try to
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destroy our faith. We can have times like that.
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And in our text, John the Baptist had times like this.
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Yes, the same John the Baptist that baptized Jesus and said all
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those wonderful things. There at the baptism site.
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And so tonight what we want to do is examine this situation
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from the Gospel of Luke that talks about when John the
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Baptist sent his disciples to Jesus to say, are you the
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Messiah or do we look for another one?
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John was in prison when he sent his disciples to Jesus.
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And so we're going to explore that.
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And we also want to see how Jesus dealt with it, because it
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gives us a clue on how we're to deal with things when we come
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into seasons of doubt, when things don't seem to make sense
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in our Christian life, and how Jesus sees it, how he sees us in
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those seasons of doubt. So.
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It's a big section, Luke 8, Luke 7, verses 18 to 30, and so I'm
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just going to read through it and then we'll start with a word
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of prayer and we'll launch into this.
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I will need to give a little background showing John's life,
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his his birth, his life, his upbringing and things like that
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because I think it's important to the context of what we're
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reading. But follow along with me.
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I'll read verses 18 to 30. We'll start with the word of
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prayer, and then we'll launch into it.
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And I encourage you to take out a pencil or pen or on your
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tablet or your phone, however you make notes.
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And just be ready to write down things that the Lord speaks to
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your heart about as we go through this.
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All right, Luke, Chapter 7, verse 18.
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Then the disciples of John reported to him concerning all
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these things. And John, calling two of his
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disciples to him, sent them to Jesus, saying, Are you the
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coming one or do we look for another?
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When the men had come to him, they said, John the Baptist has
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sent us to you saying, Are you the coming one or do we look for
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another? At that very hour he cured many
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of infirmities, afflictions, and evil spirits.
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And to many blind he gave sight. Jesus answered and said to them,
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Go and tell John the things you have seen and heard, That the
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blind sea, the lame walk, the lepers are cleansed, the deaf
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hear, the dead are raised, the poor have the gospel preached to
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them. And blessed is he who is not
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offended because of me. When the messengers of John had
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departed, he began to speak to the multitudes concerning John.
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What did you go out into the wilderness to see?
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A Reed shaken by the wind. But what did you go out to see?
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A man clothed in soft garments. Indeed, those who are gorgeously
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apparelled and live in luxury are in King's courts.
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But what did you go out to see? A prophet, yes, I say to you,
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and more than a prophet. For this is he of whom it is
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written. Behold, I send my messenger
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before your face, who will prepare your way before you.
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For I say to you, among those born of women, there is not a
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greater prophet than John the Baptist, but he who is least in
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the Kingdom of God is greater than he.
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And when all the people heard him, even the tax collectors
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justified God. Having been baptized with the
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baptism of John, but the Pharisees and lawyers rejected
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the will of God for themselves. Not having been baptized by him.
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Father in heaven, we're asking now for your ministry to us
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through your Word. Sometimes we come across
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portions that are a bit challenging and it's good for us
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to. Pull up a chair, as it were, and
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begin to ponder what's going on here and why things unfolded as
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they did. So tonight, Lord, would you
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speak to us? Because you know us and you know
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our seasons of doubt that have crept in at times that maybe
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we've never told anybody about. But here we are in this text, so
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speak to us tonight in Jesus name.
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Amen. So what I want to do is cover,
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first of all, John's life up to this point.
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And I'm not going to be reading major sections.
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I'll just refer to those chapters where you can read it
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yourself in your own time. But first of all, John's birth
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is recorded there in Luke chapter one.
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We know from the Gospel of Luke chapter one, John's birth was
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indeed miraculous. Because his father and mother
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were very old and yet had never given up on the idea of having a
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child, especially a son. And in that late season of their
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life, the Angel Gabriel came to Zachariah, a priest, while he
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was offering up incense in the morning sacrifice the morning
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section and he proclaimed the Angel proclaimed that
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Zachariah's prayers had been heard and Elizabeth.
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And he and Elizabeth would indeed have a child, a son in
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their super old age. And they were to name him John,
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which means Jehovah is gracious. Now some of you here are named
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John, so you can take that. Jehovah is gracious.
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That's your name. Just a reminder.
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John's birth would not be from an Immaculate Conception like
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what happened with Mary, but according to the natural course
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of things. Elizabeth conceived and bore a
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son in her old age. John's mission and calling were
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to be of divine origin even from before he was born, for in when
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Elizabeth was 26 weeks old and Mary showed up who was pregnant
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from Immaculate Conception from the Holy Spirit.
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The Holy Spirit filled Elizabeth and the baby John in in her
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womb, and he was 26 weeks old and in her womb, and this made
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John six months older than Jesus.
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John was to be a Nazarite as Luke chapters Excuse me, Numbers
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Chapter 6 gives the detail on of the life of a Nazarite, one
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totally dedicated to God. He wasn't to cut his hair, he
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wasn't to eat anything from the grape or Grapevine and all, and
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nothing was to defile him. He was to to let his hair grow
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uncut. His mission was to be a
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forerunner of the coming Messiah.
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Just. Awesome, godly beginnings.
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What an amazing time. And then we consider John
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growing up, His father and mother were very old, and the
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Bible doesn't tell us how old John's parents were when they
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died. But you have to think this
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through a little bit, because think of the schooling that.
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Zechariah and Elizabeth gave to little John, knowing all that
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had happened and the word of Gabriel, the Angel regarding his
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ministry and and his future, calling again.
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We don't know how long they had that ability to have input into
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Little John's life, but there came that time.
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Likely before John was in his 20s that Zechariah and Elizabeth
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passed away and John was on his own.
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It was likely he was likely on his own for several years,
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although there's this unproven history of him joining up with
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the Essenes. Out in the Qumran until his
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ministry began. Now when you go on a tour of
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Israel and you visit the Qumran area when where the Dead Sea
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Scrolls were found, there's they put forth these facts that John
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was one of them. But yet, actually verifiable
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historical documents still need to be found to prove that.
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And then we see John at age. 3030 years, 31 years old.
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Remember, he's only six months older than Jesus.
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And we know that Jesus, when he was 30 years old, went down and
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he was baptized in water. And so somewhere along the line,
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maybe at age 30, John began his ministry.
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Of baptizing his fellow Jewish person in in preparation for the
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coming Messiah to clean up their life.
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To to say, listen, Repent of your sins.
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Confess your sins, wash them away.
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Prepare for the coming Messiah. The Jewish people were familiar
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with water baptizing. Of proselytes into Judaism.
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And they were familiar with the different ceremonial washings
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that was required in the commandments of man and then
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portions of the law. But John's calling was unique
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because he was calling Jewish people to come and be baptized,
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confessing their sin as a preparation for the coming
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Messiah. And so here was here he came
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into a view of of all of Jerusalem looking like Elijah
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with wild hair, just a a camel's skin wrapped with a leather
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belt, just a looking like a pretty Wildman.
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But that was what Elijah was described and in the Old
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Testament in King Ahab's time. And so here is John and the Holy
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Spirit. Now get this.
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The Holy Spirit was moving upon the hearts of the people of
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Israel, and there was something that was drawing them to John.
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There was a desperation in their life.
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They had the Roman oppression, the Roman occupation and and and
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things were so unjust and things were so wrong and and there was
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just no hope. And so going out to John was
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their sacrifice, you might say, of saying, I've I want to have
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my heart right, I want to be prepared for the Messiah's
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coming. And then Jesus shows up, and you
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read about it in John chapter one.
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Jesus shows up and he's baptized by John.
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And John witnesses the Holy Spirit come down out of heaven
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and lighting upon Jesus when Jesus came up out of the water,
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and then a voice from heaven. This is my beloved Son in whom
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I'm well pleased. And then from that time on,
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Jesus walks away and disappears and John doesn't see him for the
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next 40 days. Because Jesus is up on the mount
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of of temptation, being tempted by the devil for 40 days.
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And so that was an amazing time for John.
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This is him, this is absolutely him.
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And for the next 40 days, a month and a half, he's telling
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everybody that's there, He's here.
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He is here. He is here.
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The Lamb of God who takes away the sin of the world.
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Now why is this important to understand?
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Because that these are amazing things that John was a part of.
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Although he never did a miracle, but he saw a miracle and he was
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involved in that as the forerunner of the Messiah, such
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an such events that impact the soul.
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John was witness to this, and it confirmed to him that this Jesus
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indeed was the Messiah, the Lamb of God, who would take away the
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sins of the world. And John knew by the Holy Spirit
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that the ministry of Jesus was to increase and his ministry was
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to decrease because Jesus had come on to the scene.
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And John's ministry was supposed to more go into the sidelines
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and Jesus and his ministry was to be exalted.
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And you see that in John's words in John chapter 3, during the
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first year or so of Jesus ministry, the disciples of Jesus
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continued to baptize in water following the pattern of John.
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But after a while, the Gospels tell us that the disciples of
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Jesus were now baptizing more people than John and his
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disciples. And finally, after the notorious
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move of Herod to take and marry his brother's wife, Herodias in
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an unlawful marriage, John had to speak out concerning the sin
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of the king. Now in in the eastern part of
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the of the Jordan River, down north of the Dead Sea, that was
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an area that at the time that was called Perea.
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Today it was, it's called Jordan.
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But Herod, the king over Galilee was also in charge of that area
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called Perea. And that's where John was
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baptizing. And John called out Herod saying
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he's he's in sin, his marriage is unlawful.
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So he's speaking against the king, and of course Herod found
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out about it. And it's believed that John was
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arrested as being once suspected of raising a following and
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rebellion to Herod because Herod was so paranoid.
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And so he had John put in prison and stop John's ministry, you
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might say How? Talk about an injustice.
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John did nothing wrong. But life fell upon him because
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God allowed it to happen. John was caught in the backwash,
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you might say, of Herod's just maniacal mindset.
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And now he's in prison, up in the up there in the area of
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Galilee. Very likely.
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And as the months continued. There was no deliverance from
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John out of prison. If Jesus is the Messiah and he's
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raising the dead and doing all these things, shouldn't he at
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least deliver John out of prison because of how unjust it was,
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how wrong it was? And John's disciples were
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continuing to baptize because they were following John's
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pattern. But more and more people were
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going to Jesus, and they were hearing stories every day.
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And more and more we're going to Jesus disciples and less and
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less to them. And John is languishing in
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prison. And I I believe the doubts began
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to grow larger and larger and John going he he he frees the
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captives he does all the things the Messiah said and Isaiah that
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was going to take place but but but I'm stuck here I'm in here.
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And then to make matters worse the Gospels tell us that Herod
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would come down and and visit with John once in a while and
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and just ask questions and and just he liked he liked the
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interaction with John and then he'd take off again and John was
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stuck and by the way it wasn't Club Med you know in that prison
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it was terrible a dungeon like place.
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Then we pick up our text. That's about the longest
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introduction I've ever done. But it's important because here
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was a man that was used so greatly by God, and yet doubts
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came into his mind because things weren't happening like he
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expected. We can be pretty hard on John,
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but yet we need to be pretty hard on ourselves too.
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Because even walking with the Lord in years, you can have
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seasons of doubt that you haven't told anybody about.
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But behind closed doors you're going, Where was God?
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Where? Where were you?
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I thought you sent an Angel to protect me.
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You know, the guardian Angel thing.
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You know what happened there? Did he like, misses mission on
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that one or what? Well, let's read this.
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Let's jump into this. Starting in verse 18.
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Then the disciples of John reported to him all these
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things. All the things that they were
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hearing, all the things that they were seeing, all the
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reality of so many people now following Jesus and no longer
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following them. And John being in in prison, in
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Herod's prison and verse 19. And John called two of his
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disciples to him and sent them to Jesus saying, are you the
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coming one or do we look for another?
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For many years I used to think that John was just sending his
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disciples to Jesus because he wanted them to just focus on
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Jesus and not him. But as I read it this time, and
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as I began to ponder how Jesus dealt with him and also what the
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what the common expectation was of all the Jewish people
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regarding the coming Messiah and what he would come to do,
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especially in regard to crushing the Roman oppression, I believe
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that as I'm reading this, I'm seeing a season of doubt in John
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the Baptist. Why wasn't Jesus freeing John
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from prison? Because the scriptures clearly
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spoke of freeing the captives from prison, opening of the
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prison to those who are bound. Couldn't the one who healed the
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blind exorcise demons, raise the dead.
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Now free John from this in just imprisonment?
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And so it says in verse 20. And when the men had come to
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him, they said, John the Baptist has sent us to you saying, are
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you the coming one or do we look for another?
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And then I want you to consider that Jesus didn't answer them
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right away, and he did that on purpose.
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He wasn't ignoring them, but he wanted the witness of his life
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to speak louder than his words, because here's what it says in
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verse 21. And that very hour he cured many
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of infirmities and afflictions and evil spirits, and to many
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blind He gave sight. Then he answered them.
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Jesus answered and said to them, Go and tell John the things you
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have seen and heard. And I want you to underline
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that, because that's an important strategy.
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When a dark night of the soul comes upon your life and you
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don't have answers, you need to think back on the things you
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have seen and the things you have heard regarding the Lord
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Jesus in your life already. Those testimonies of how he made
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himself real to you, how how he came through in those other
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times and and just the way he did it and the surprise and the
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awe that was taking place. So this is how Jesus is telling
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John's disciples, I want you to go and tell John the things
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you've seen and heard. And that's why it's important to
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write down the testimonies of God working in your life so you
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can look back on them during those dark nights when the sun
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is not coming up. It's important that the blind
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sea, the lame walk, the lepers are cleansed, the deaf hear, the
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dead are raised, the poor have the gospel preached to them.
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And he's quoting from Isaiah, which we're going to read here
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in a minute. But in that portion of Isaiah,
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it does says, it does say opening of the prison to the
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bound, but that's not something that was going to be applied to
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John because of God's calling for John to endure affliction to
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the glory of God. Sometimes we think we have such
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a right to have it easy. We have a right God.
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I have a right. And you didn't come through.
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That's not fair. You know how many people have
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turned from God and gotten angry with God because he didn't come
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through like they thought he should?
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And after all, it's reasonable. And they got so upset they
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turned. And maybe that's some of you
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here, but I want you to look at verse 23 very closely.
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Highlight it, underline it. And blessed is he who was not
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offended because of me. Offences.
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How God works differently than we think He should.
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And we can become offended by God.
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Not coming through To be offended stirs up emotions.
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It stirs up anger it it, it clouds our reasoning.
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And how often we can secretly accuse God of dropping the ball
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or not caring deeply or why didn't you stop this?
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It's not fair that that they died at such a a young age and
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then you look at all that's happening in the world today.
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Where is God? What's going on?
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Why doesn't he just stop it? But Jesus said blessed is he who
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was not offended because of me. We don't understand fully all
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the ways of God. It's not that he is the author
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of evil. He is not the author of evil.
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And yet we will judge him as evil because he didn't step in
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like we thought he should. And what was what would be
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reasonable. And but there are times we will
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not understand or know God's reasoning at the moment.
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But God doesn't change who he is because of the event of life in
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the world. He is consistent.
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He is the same yesterday, today and forever.
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So here's John now sending two of his disciples.
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Are you the coming one? Or do we look for another?
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I mean, really a season of doubt when we as believers in Jesus,
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have deep expectation on how God is supposed to come through for
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us. And then when we found that he
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didn't, and we've been deeply disappointed.
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We've prayed. We've fasted.
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We've begged God to be true to his promises and yet he didn't
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step in and answer your prayer as you expected or even demanded
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and the non answer can raise doubts and and sometimes you
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don't even want to admit that you actually doubt.
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And you think what kind of a Christian am I?
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Well you're you're a born again Christian that's working through
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life because there's so many things we don't know why God is
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doing what he's doing. I think of those believers right
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now this very second, are being tortured for their faith because
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they're being tortured to give up names of those in their
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church so that the other persecutors can go and get get
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them, but they're holding tight and they're going through
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heinous treatment. Why doesn't God deliver them?
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I think you need to read Hebrews Chapter 11.
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Not everybody ends up victorious outwardly, but they're
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victorious inwardly because they looked for a better
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resurrection, because their their hope wasn't in this life.
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Their hope was in Jesus and the life to come.
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How did Jesus answer? John's disciples go and tell
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John the things you've seen and heard, That the blind sea, the
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lame walk, the lepers are cleansed, the deaf hear, the
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dead are raised, the poor of the gospel priests to them, and
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blessed is he who was not offended because of me.
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You tell John that. Trust me, trust God.
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Tell John that. Here are those two scriptures,
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especially in Isaiah that the Jewish people were looking to to
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as proof of this would be what the Messiah would look like.
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Isaiah 61 verses one to three. The Spirit of the Lord God is
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upon me because the Lord has anointed me to preach good
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tidings to the poor. He has sent me to heal the
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broken hearted, to proclaim liberty to the captives, the
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opening of the prison to those who are bound, to proclaim the
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acceptable year of the Lord and the day of vengeance of our God.
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To comfort all who mourn, to console those who mourn in Zion.
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To give them beauty for ashes, the oil of joy, for mourning,
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the garment of praise for the spirit of heaviness, that they
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may be called trees of righteousness, the planting of
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the Lord that he may be glorified.
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And then in Isaiah chapter 35, verses 3 through 6, strengthen
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the weak hands and make firm the feeble knees.
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Say to those who are fearful, hearted, be strong, do not fear.
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Behold, your God will come with vengeance, with the recompense
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of God he will come and save you.
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Then the eyes of the blind shall be opened, and the ears of the
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death shall be unstopped. Then the lame shall leap like a
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deer, and the tongue of the dumb sing for water shall birth for
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burst forth in the wilderness and streams in the desert.
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And so Jesus was doing all these things, and plus his His word
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had authority like they had never heard before.
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Is this indeed the coming Messiah?
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And yet why isn't he raising up a rebellion against the Romans?
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Why isn't he freeing John from the prison?
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Blessed is he who was not offended because of me.
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In our life, God has called us to submit ourselves to His
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overall will in our life, saying not my will but yours be done.
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It's difficult when you come into a hard time in your life
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and it's a dark time, dark night of the soul as some say what is
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God doing and he's not talking. But I just want to say in in my
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life over my many years of walking with the Lord I can
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count on eight years eight different years where it was.
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The sun is not coming up starting in 1973 when our our
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second child 2 weeks later got spinal meningitis and is God
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going to heal him? Where are you?
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And he was in intensive care for five weeks until they could kill
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off the beta strep bacterial infection in his menages.
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And then in 1978, when the whole youth ministry that was so much
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a part of our life just collapsed through jealousy and
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selfishness of people in the board, and then all of a sudden
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we were thrown into what, what do we do?
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Life. We've got nothing.
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And that's when we moved to Arizona from Oregon.
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And then in 1980, when it was the worst year financially we'd
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ever had, no matter how hard we tried to put the income together
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to meet the needs, it was like we we just never had enough on
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the verge of bankruptcy and how the Lord sustained us.
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And yet there was no answers in 1992 when another Calvary Chapel
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came in a mile and a half away and everybody in our church,
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well, let's just say 60% of the people moved to that church and
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we went from like 700 to 180 and nobody was mad.
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They just wanted more excitement.
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And it was happening at this other church and and I had to
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lay off all my staff and I had to start thinking, OK, I'm going
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to have to get a job and keep the secretary so she can answer
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the phones. But the problem was the
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secretary was answering the phones for this other church as
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well. And because people were calling
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our church thinking we were them and and it was insane and
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everything was just imploding and there's no answers.
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And so we we ended up moving the church and all of a sudden it it
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was the right thing. But at the time, there was no
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sun coming up, and it was the time of the new moon, where
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there's no light either from the moon.
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Spiritually, it's a dark night, and all you can rely on is what
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you've seen Jesus do and you've heard him say in the past.
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In those seasons of doubt, where are you?
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And then in 2010 when we turned the church over and we started,
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what are we going to do? How are we going to do it?
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How are we going to live? How's this going to work?
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And then watch God begin to unfold it. 2014 over in England,
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our visa gets cancelled and we're already out of the
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country. And they said you can't come
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back in and all of our stuff is there.
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I'm pastoring 2 churches, Exeter and Plymouth, and it's like,
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well, what are we going to do? And then in 2018, I had a heart
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attack and everything kind of collapsed and all of a sudden
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was a major shift and you can't control it.
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Those times you can't control things, you're brought to the
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end of yourself. Listen, having a season of
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doubt, Jesus doesn't condemn you for that.
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I want you to see how Jesus deals with John after the
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disciples leave. And it's fascinating to me that
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he, He didn't say these things while the disciples were there,
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so they could take it back to John, because he wanted John to
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focus on the fact that he was indeed the Messiah and let God
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be the affirmer. It says in verse 24 quickly
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here, when the messengers of John had departed, he began to
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speak to the multitudes concerning John.
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What'd you go out in the wilderness to see read shaken
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with the wind just pushed around?
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No. What did you go out to see?
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A man clothed in soft garments like he's some royalty?
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No, he's a wild man. But what did you go out to see?
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A prophet? Yes, I say to you.
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And more than a prophet, this is he of whom it is written.
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Behold, I send my messenger before your face.
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Who will prepare your way before you?
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And I want you to notice verse 28, because this is God
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Incarnate giving his view of John.
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For I say to you, among those born of women, there is not a
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greater prophet than John the Baptist.
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Yeah, but he had doubts. But listen to what he said about
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him. You know when you have doubts.
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The Lord doesn't judge you because of your doubts.
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He knows who you are. He knows what he wants to do.
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He knows how he's used you. Your treasure in heaven is safe.
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How does he see you? He loves you.
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He cares for you. He understands you.
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But then he says he who is least in the Kingdom of God is greater
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than he. Because John.
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Was during the last of the Old Testament.
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And then Jesus would die and rise again and a new covenant
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would come in. And we're part of that new
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covenant, part of the Kingdom of God under the new covenant.
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That's how we're greater, because we have, we have greater
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understanding, greater perspective.
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Sometimes we just think that because we doubt, because right
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now I think of maybe some of you are in a real season of doubt
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because God didn't come through or stop something and you have
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questions. But I want to bring this
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scripture back to you. And that's Matthew 12, verse 18.
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Behold my servant whom I have chosen, my beloved, in whom my
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soul is well pleased. I will put my spirit upon him.
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He will declare justice to the Gentiles.
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He will not quarrel, nor cry out, nor will anyone hear his
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voice in the streets. A bruised Reed he will not
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break. And some of you feel like a
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bruised Reed. You're just broken.
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You're not standing strong. You're broken, A bruised Reed.
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He will not break. He has no intention of breaking
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you and casting you off. But he does want to come near
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you and strengthen you. And then he says a smoking flax.
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He will not quench. He's not interested in putting
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out your flame. He's interested in fanning your
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flame. And so that you the light is
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brought back. And I would guess that some of
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you need to have your candle fanned into a flame by the Lord
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Jesus, by the Holy Spirit, because you feel like you're
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just smoke and no light. You're broken and you can't
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boast that you're so victorious in God.
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How does Jesus see you, man? He loves you.
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You have responded to the work of the Holy Spirit.
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You've come to Him. You've believed on Jesus.
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His heart is so blessed that you're his.
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He loves you and he's not going to let you go.
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But he wants you to get back on track in your dark night of the
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soul, Cry out to him because he is your hope.
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He is your light. He is your life.
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He understands your pain, your confusion, your anger, your
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frustration. Yet he still desires you to
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trust him and hide yourself under his arms.
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Lay your head upon him and say, God, I I don't know what to do.
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He will not reject you. Let's pray, Father God, we're
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we're looking now at your word and we're getting insight to how
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you see us in our seasons of doubt and God.
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I I ask those that that you would take those who are
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watching online and you'd reason with them.
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Maybe they're arguing with me right now and saying you don't
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understand, Pastor Bob, you don't understand what's
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happened. Well, I don't understand, but
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God does and His word is true and He will prove His word to
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you in due season. His timing is his timing.
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His ways are his ways, and he brings healing and comfort in
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his way. God of heaven, we're asking you
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to do a special work of healing here tonight.
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That you would bring peace and comfort deep in the soul, and
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that you would light a candle, so to speak, light, bring light
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into their dark situation. And that light is the presence
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of the Lord Jesus. You are a very present help in
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time of trouble, Lord, make that known tonight.
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And so, Father, we thank you for this time and your word.
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And we're asking that you would prove yourself even as you've
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shown us in your word tonight. In Jesus name, Amen.
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