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- 0:16Hello you wonderful explorers and welcome to
- 0:19another episode of The Psyche Explorer. I hope
- 0:22you're well. We in the UK are only a couple of
- 0:25days away from the clock changing, which means
- 0:28we are springing forward, which means only one
- 0:31thing is getting lighter in the evening. Now
- 0:34I'm all for long dark nights by the fireside,
- 0:37but I think I get to this time of year and I'm
- 0:39like, right, I'm ready. I'm ready. Let's go for
- 0:42it. The natural new year has begun. The spring
- 0:45bulbs have been out for a while and there's more
- 0:47to come. The weekend after next is Easter. Although
- 0:51I put no stock in that whatsoever, it does mean
- 0:54I get to eat some chocolate without being told
- 0:56off, which is always quite nice. Have I got a
- 1:00wonderful, and I mean this, just a beautiful
- 1:03conversation for you to listen to today. Anne
- 1:06-Marie Pisano is a wonderful, wonderful individual.
- 1:10I met Anne -Marie in an online circle that I
- 1:13started to attend a year or so back now. And
- 1:17Anne -Marie just has this wonderful aura, this
- 1:19feeling of wanting to look after people. That's
- 1:24a feeling that I get from her. And she's so welcoming,
- 1:27she's so lovely, she's so friendly. Amarie is
- 1:31a developing medium but she reads Tarot primarily
- 1:33and I found her on Instagram and I added her
- 1:36and there was one evening where I was just scrolling
- 1:38through and I saw one of Amarie's reels and it
- 1:43was nine minutes long and yes it was long but
- 1:46what she had to say was so full of wisdom was
- 1:50so inspiring that I thought I need to reach out
- 1:52to her some more and get her on the podcast so
- 1:55I did that I reached out to her and Anne -Marie
- 1:59very kindly agreed that she would come on and
- 2:01share her story. You have already heard this
- 2:04year, me talk a few times about some experiences
- 2:07that I've had recently. You've heard Rob talk
- 2:09about different elements and different aspects
- 2:11of the soul. You've also heard Kim Charleston
- 2:14talk about spirit guides and you've even heard
- 2:16Kim channel her spirit guide, Monty. I want March
- 2:20to sort of just be a bit of a reset. I want to
- 2:23introduce more people's stories, where they began.
- 2:26How they found stepping onto this psychic journey?
- 2:30Was it challenging? Was it easy? Was it natural?
- 2:32Was it difficult? How did they find talking to
- 2:36people about this once they had come out in a
- 2:39Verta Commons? I hope you find this conversation
- 2:44as beautiful and as gorgeous as I do. Without
- 2:50further ado, here is the wonderful Anne -Marie
- 2:54Bassano. Anne -Marie, thank you so much for coming
- 3:06on to this episode of The Psychic Explorer. How
- 3:09the devil are you, my lovely? How are you? I'm
- 3:12really good, and I'm really excited. This is
- 3:15a really good opportunity. Well, I'm really honoured
- 3:18that you said yes. You put out a reel a week
- 3:22or two ago and it was nine minutes long and I
- 3:25was really captivated by what you had to say.
- 3:29The way that you experienced mediumship and spirituality
- 3:31I was really captivated by. how you explain yourself.
- 3:35So I really recommend listeners to go and check
- 3:38out your Instagram page and we'll give all those
- 3:41details at the end of the episode, but to go
- 3:44and have a look and to search out that nine minute
- 3:48monster reel, because it's a monster reel, but
- 3:50it's really, really good. Actually, before we
- 3:53get started, just quickly on that, what made
- 3:56you do that? What made you put that reel together?
- 4:00That's a good question. And thank you for being
- 4:03the only person that listened to nine minutes
- 4:06of me going on and on. No, I'm sure more did.
- 4:09I'm sure more did. So I'm not a content creator.
- 4:15It was just one of those moments where it was
- 4:19a light bulb moment and I was having some thoughts
- 4:22about where I am in my development, my mediumship
- 4:26development and I just wanted to put my thoughts
- 4:30together and I thought, let me just throw this
- 4:33on like a video because it might be something
- 4:37that I can use if someday I decide I want to
- 4:41put some real content out there. And it was just
- 4:44a moment where my thoughts just came together
- 4:46and I just spoke from my heart. And yeah, mediumship
- 4:50is a journey. I thought it was brilliant because
- 4:53you were so eloquent and you did it in one take.
- 4:56There were no cut scenes or anything, so you
- 4:58did it all in one go. For me personally, I'm
- 5:00useless at that. I need to cut everything up
- 5:02into like, you know, millisecond things to make
- 5:05it coherent. But every guest I've had on so far,
- 5:08they've had a topic, they've had a modality that
- 5:11they've been on to talk about, whether that be
- 5:13trance healing, whether that be holistic healing,
- 5:16whether that be running circles or tarot reading.
- 5:20I want to go back to basics, and I want to find
- 5:24out more about your journey, Anne -Marie. But
- 5:26before we go there, can I ask you to introduce
- 5:29yourself to my listeners? Certainly. My name
- 5:32is Anne -Marie Pizzano. I live in New Jersey,
- 5:36across the pond from you. And about three years
- 5:41ago, two and a half, possibly three years ago,
- 5:44I realized... In my meditations I was seeing
- 5:49these eyes and looking at me and I wanted to
- 5:52find out more about it and that opened up my
- 5:56desire to connect with people in the spiritual
- 5:58community to find out more about what these really
- 6:03awesome things I was starting to experience.
- 6:06And so I am a developing psychic medium. I love
- 6:11tarot. It's my favorite modality. I love mediumship
- 6:15too, but they're so different. One feels more
- 6:18like it's for me to have fun. And the other one
- 6:21feels more like I'm helping and supporting other
- 6:25people in their grief and their own. desire to
- 6:30make sure that their loved ones are okay and
- 6:32get closure and mediumship. You and I have spoken
- 6:37several times on Dana Willey's online circle
- 6:41and we've read for one another online and you
- 6:44always read so beautifully. Because you read
- 6:47so beautifully, I was under the impression that
- 6:51you have been doing this for much longer than
- 6:53just two and a half, three years. So I wonder
- 6:56if you wouldn't mind taking us back in time to
- 7:00little Anne -Marie and can you paint a picture
- 7:02of who she was, what was she like and were there
- 7:07any signs of your ability back then? You know
- 7:10that's a question I've been asking myself recently
- 7:13because I say this didn't start for me until
- 7:16like three years ago and there's a reason why
- 7:20this started for me three years ago. And that's
- 7:22part of the reason that I made that reel that
- 7:24you were talking about. I now see there were
- 7:28so many signs that I had a spiritual relationship,
- 7:32that I had an ability to do psychic awareness
- 7:37and find things that people were missing. And
- 7:40I felt the presence of. of people's loved ones
- 7:44from a very, very young age. I spent a lot of
- 7:47time alone as a child. I have the world's biggest
- 7:50family and I was the world's loneliest child
- 7:53is how I like to describe it. From the time I
- 7:56was... four as my early childhood memories. My
- 8:01mother was taking care of my oldest sister who
- 8:05has cerebral palsy and it was very difficult
- 8:09and it was very hard and there wasn't a lot of
- 8:11help for her available then and she was also
- 8:14pregnant with my youngest sister and she my mother
- 8:17became very ill and she was on bed rest for nine
- 8:20months and my four other sisters. I have total
- 8:24of, there's a total of six of us. So my other
- 8:27sisters were just kind of in school already.
- 8:31So they had people to help take care of them
- 8:34and get them active in things where I was home
- 8:37and very much alone. So I had a very, very good
- 8:40imagination. People have always told me that
- 8:43I'm very creative and very artistic. And so I
- 8:47was kind of left to my own devices to to find
- 8:50playmates and entertain myself. And I love to
- 8:54do it outside. I loved flowers and I loved watching
- 8:58the animals and the creatures. And I felt that
- 9:01I was connecting to trees and they had a soul
- 9:03and they could they could communicate with me
- 9:06and I could see colors in the flowers that nobody
- 9:09else could see. My husband still he laughs at
- 9:12me still that I can see these colors and he has
- 9:14no idea what I'm talking about. So. I was very
- 9:20creative and very lonely, so I feel like that's
- 9:24when this all started for me. You mentioned you
- 9:28had a big family and I know from speaking to
- 9:30you previously that you were raised Catholic
- 9:32in an Italian -American household. I wonder how
- 9:36your experience with that as a child influenced
- 9:38your relationship or shaped your relationship
- 9:41with spirituality today. It did affect me, but
- 9:44not in the way... you would think. So my mother,
- 9:49when she was coming out of school, she was raised
- 9:53in a much more religious way than she raised
- 9:55us, and she was going into the nunnery to become
- 10:00an ordained nun. And shortly before she was supposed
- 10:04to take her oath, she had an epiphany that there
- 10:07was something else for her, and she decided not
- 10:10to. take her oath to the faith of the Catholic
- 10:13Church. And she married my dad and then they
- 10:16had these six daughters. So she did raise us
- 10:20Catholic. We would go to CCD Catholic, that's
- 10:24a Christian class every week. And we did go to
- 10:27church every Sunday and I hated it. I couldn't
- 10:31understand how at home we talked about God being
- 10:34this being of love and uh, in church they told
- 10:39us that we were all sinners and going to hell
- 10:41and It made no sense to me. It makes no sense
- 10:45to me And I questioned I questioned all the things
- 10:49about the bible and I felt like I believe that
- 10:52there was a purpose that these stories were written
- 10:56and I do believe that they're stories and I also
- 10:58believe that none of them or these people are
- 11:01real. I think they're supposed to be stories
- 11:03about astrology and I have books and things about
- 11:07that where we can discuss another day. And I
- 11:12realized that church was not for me. that I believe
- 11:15there was a higher power because I felt it in
- 11:18my heart. I felt that love and support around
- 11:20me, especially throughout my lonely and scary
- 11:23times as being a child. And I kind of developed
- 11:28that on my own just by meditating and listening
- 11:33to this inner voice that I felt was coming from
- 11:36a higher place. So I learned that religion wasn't
- 11:40for me by being brought up in a Catholic family.
- 11:44When you say meditating, do you mean as a child
- 11:47you were meditating or does that word mean something
- 11:50different to you than the traditional sitting
- 11:53down and closing your eyes? Yeah, so I didn't
- 11:56know I was meditating as a young child. Again,
- 11:59I spent so much time alone. I used to love to
- 12:02sit outside and feel the sun on my face and I
- 12:05could feel things stirring in me. I just felt
- 12:09so much comfort and I didn't know what it was.
- 12:12I didn't know I was meditating. Now I know I
- 12:15was meditating just instinctively my whole life.
- 12:18So you're this little girl and you are meditating
- 12:22and you are in touch with this presence and you
- 12:26are curious about your spirituality. How do you
- 12:30get to lose that connection? Where does that
- 12:33connection go and how does that happen? Trauma,
- 12:38absolute childhood trauma. I love my family.
- 12:43Every Sunday we would have 30 of our intimate
- 12:46family members, all my aunts and cousins. Every
- 12:49Sunday we would have Sunday dinner. We had to
- 12:51be home at two o 'clock or go to my aunt's house
- 12:54at two o 'clock. And we would have this big feast
- 12:56together. And those were my favorite days because
- 13:00it just felt like everything was right. You don't
- 13:03really know what's going on in people's homes
- 13:05behind closed doors. My father was an alcoholic,
- 13:09sometimes violent. My mother was severely depressed
- 13:14and overwhelmed with taking care of a very sick
- 13:19baby and a sister with cerebral palsy with no
- 13:23help. She was also very violent, my sister was.
- 13:30I didn't have enough direction. I didn't have
- 13:33enough support. I tried to make friends, but
- 13:37it wasn't like people understood why I was so
- 13:39quiet. And then I just kind of lost it because
- 13:43teenagers don't really know how to put their
- 13:47lives together in a way that's directed without
- 13:50the help of adults. and role models. And then
- 13:53I got married. I was 19. I was a week before
- 13:57my 20th birthday my husband and I got married.
- 13:59We had dated in high school and he's a year older
- 14:02so there's no way our parents would have let
- 14:04us live together being Italian Catholic. So we...
- 14:09Said we wanted to go create our own life together
- 14:12and we got married So then I had babies right
- 14:15away and I was just busy with day -to -day life
- 14:17and I lost my spirituality Because I just was
- 14:21trying to figure out who I was as a person We're
- 14:25also living which I think it's very easy when
- 14:28we go down this reawakening path It's very easy
- 14:32to beat ourselves up and say oh, why didn't we
- 14:35do this? Why don't we do it actually my? belief
- 14:37system says that we are here to either experience
- 14:40or learn lessons and we can't do those things
- 14:43without living and without making mistakes. So
- 14:46you were living your life. Would you mind sharing
- 14:49what sparked your awakening or the moment things
- 14:53for you began to shift? That's exactly how I
- 14:57saw it. I was starting, when I got married so
- 15:00young, I was starting to live my life for the
- 15:03first time and my goal Was to love my children
- 15:07and make them feel that life is special and that
- 15:11they were special and so my main goal was to
- 15:14be Not like my mother. I wanted to be the least
- 15:18like my mother I could possibly be and I loved
- 15:21being a mother. I loved every moment of it and
- 15:25It healed me. It definitely started this healing
- 15:28process in me that I found my self -worth and
- 15:30something that I felt I was really good at. And
- 15:33I remember when the kids were at four children.
- 15:37And I remember, my husband and I found this meditation
- 15:41center nearby and I really wanted to go because
- 15:45I loved. Now I knew what meditating was and I
- 15:47wanted to get back into it and find something
- 15:50that was spiritual for my family, my children.
- 15:53that wasn't a church and this very much fit that.
- 15:57When was this? How long ago was this? Oh geez,
- 16:00that was in the early 90s. Okay. Yeah, and it
- 16:05was a great little community that we found there
- 16:07and we would meditate with this group and the
- 16:11kids would go in the kids' room and they would
- 16:13play and hear stories about the way I felt spirituality
- 16:16was supposed to be which is, it comes from within.
- 16:20It all comes from within you. It's not external.
- 16:24Anything that's external is someone else's ideas
- 16:27and opinions. There's no fact to that. So this
- 16:30really helped me understand that I was on the
- 16:32right track. I just needed somebody to help me
- 16:35put this whole thing together. And I loved it.
- 16:38I loved meditating. I loved the talks that we
- 16:42would have about how meditating was affecting
- 16:44us. And then so we did that for a long time.
- 16:48We were there probably, I think we were there
- 16:53for like eight years we lived down there in another
- 16:56part of the state. And then we moved. So I lost
- 16:58that community. And then life with teenagers
- 17:01became very hectic. And again, I had to start
- 17:04living life because my kids needed me more and
- 17:07they were going through some hard things and
- 17:10I had to be there for them. And I gave up. doing
- 17:13things for myself, so I lost my spirituality
- 17:17again. Your spirituality throughout your life,
- 17:20Anne -Marie, has ebbed and flowed. It's sort
- 17:22of, you've gone into it, you've come back from
- 17:25it, you've gone into it, you've come back from
- 17:26it. How did you come to your current awakening?
- 17:30I'll put it that way, because it sounds like
- 17:32you've had several throughout your life, so your
- 17:34current awakening, what brought you to that?
- 17:36I know exactly when that happened. So 2020, the
- 17:41year the world got hit with COVID, I have severe
- 17:46asthma. And my pulmonologist told me when this
- 17:50thing hit our area, he told me not to leave my
- 17:53house. He said, you won't survive this. We have
- 17:56nothing to help you. We don't understand it yet.
- 17:58And if possible, you just need to hunker down
- 18:02and wait this thing out. And I fortunately work
- 18:06remotely. I work from home. So My kids weren't
- 18:10living at home at that. They have all moved out
- 18:14since then. Flat the nest? Yeah. And I was fortunate
- 18:19that I was able to just stay home. And my husband
- 18:24was very patient and understanding of my need
- 18:26to just not leave the house. So for a year and
- 18:30a half until the vaccination came out and there
- 18:33was medicines that were helping patients, I literally
- 18:36did not leave my house. I feared for my life
- 18:39and it became overwhelming. I was having severe
- 18:41anxiety. I was so afraid this thing was going
- 18:44to get me. I didn't even go to a grocery store.
- 18:47I would go outside and get some fresh air and
- 18:50I would come back in and I started to remember.
- 18:53how much meditating again, meditating helped
- 18:56me. It helped me when I was feeling anxious and
- 18:59lonely and depressed and I was having all of
- 19:01that at this time. So I just started meditating
- 19:04again and I just every day I would go sit outside
- 19:07at lunch and because the sun is my favorite place.
- 19:11Meditating in the sun is just the most beautiful
- 19:14thing I could feel as a human being and I would
- 19:18go outside and I would meditate and I started
- 19:22to feel better and then 20 minutes turned into
- 19:2530 minutes and 30 minutes turned into 40 minutes
- 19:28and then I was just meditating an hour every
- 19:30day and then there were days where I could just
- 19:33sit out there and just not even watch the clock
- 19:36and I could sit out there for hours because the
- 19:40weather got warmer and I would punch out of work
- 19:43early I could get my work done and I'd be able
- 19:45to punch out of work early and I could sit there
- 19:48for hours and I just started to feel so different.
- 19:55Like there was this spark in me that started
- 19:57to come back and I started to trust that I was
- 19:59going to be okay. And I started getting back
- 20:04out there and seeing people and going to restaurants
- 20:07again. And I just felt safe and I knew I was
- 20:11going to be okay. And I trusted that medicines
- 20:14were coming in and In my meditations, I started
- 20:19to see these eyes, and they were blinking at
- 20:22me, and the eyes would move, and they were different
- 20:24colors and shapes. It wasn't just like I was
- 20:26seeing an eye, like a picture of an eye. And
- 20:29I was like, why am I seeing these eyes, and why
- 20:34do they look so real? Like, this is just, I don't
- 20:37know what this is, but I knew there was something
- 20:39to it. And I had met a psychic on TikTok. I had
- 20:44just... started an account on TikTok at that
- 20:47time. And I booked a session with her. She said
- 20:51she could channel. And I was really curious about
- 20:55that. And when I met with her, she told me things
- 20:58about myself that she could not have Googled,
- 21:01she could not have seen on Facebook, and I knew
- 21:04she was legit because... She was speaking to
- 21:07me. She was looking at the inside of me. And
- 21:10I asked her, I said, I'm meditating and I'm seeing
- 21:13these eyes. Can you tell me what what's going
- 21:15on? She's like, oh, your guides are saying that
- 21:19you're a medium and you're just you're looking
- 21:21too close to them. They want you to pull out.
- 21:24And I just thought this is the most stupid nonsense
- 21:27I've ever heard of in my life. I love the honesty.
- 21:33This is all rubbish. Little rubbish. Rubbish.
- 21:38And I just laughed at her. And I said, no, I'm
- 21:41not a medium. And she's like, no, they're telling
- 21:43me you are. You've opened up a channel. And you
- 21:47just need to pull out. You need to pull back
- 21:49and you'll be able to see their faces. And I
- 21:51just thought, she's crazy. And I'm crazy for
- 21:54even thinking that this is real. But a part of
- 21:56me was like, you know what? I have my whole life
- 22:00I have felt that I was psychic. People would
- 22:04lose things. I had a friend that lost his eyeglasses.
- 22:06We were on a canoe trip and his glasses fell.
- 22:10off his head into the water. And this stream
- 22:13was moving. It was swift and moving. Everybody,
- 22:17we were with a group of people. Everybody started
- 22:19like feeling around and I'm like, no, something
- 22:22was telling me to go the complete opposite way.
- 22:24And I just started walking and I stopped, I don't
- 22:28know, like 20, 30 feet away from where the boats
- 22:31were. And I just padded with my foot and all.
- 22:35grabbed something with my toes and I pulled it
- 22:37up and it was his glasses. And they were like,
- 22:40how did you find them? I said, something told
- 22:42me that I needed to go look over there. And I
- 22:45have found people's jewelry in a field, like
- 22:48a big baseball field when we were playing. I
- 22:51could find a piece of jewelry in the grass on
- 22:54a big field. I've always been able to do things
- 22:57like that. I need to book you for when my other
- 23:00half loses his keys because it's constant. Sorry,
- 23:05let me just get Anne -Marie on the phone, but
- 23:06one minute. Yeah, I have an ability to find things
- 23:13that are important. There has to be like a sense
- 23:15of urgency. I, you know, on TikTok I'll go on
- 23:19and people will be doing the, they hold a crystal
- 23:22or something in their hand and they're like,
- 23:23okay, tell me what I'm holding. And I have no
- 23:26connection to that. It's an inanimate object
- 23:28and I cannot feel it. There has to be. an emotional
- 23:32or sentimental connection. And that's what works
- 23:35for me. So I feel like I've always had this ability,
- 23:38but I just didn't know it was something I could
- 23:41tune into and develop. So I continued meditating
- 23:43and I was like, OK, is this real? I'm going to
- 23:46try to like bring these eyes in and zoom out.
- 23:51And the first time I made a real connection,
- 23:54this was right after 2020. This was like probably
- 23:56the end of 2021. My husband and I were going
- 24:01to meet some friends at a restaurant to see a
- 24:04soccer game and I said, okay I'm gonna sit here
- 24:08and meditate before we go and I'm gonna ask My
- 24:11guides to show me who the server is. I want to
- 24:14see show me what the server looks like when we
- 24:17get to the bar And it took me like five, maybe
- 24:2110 minutes. And I got a clear picture, as clear
- 24:24as a video could possibly be. Wasn't just a foggy
- 24:27image like we get in mediumship. And I saw this
- 24:32young man with dark hair and he was handsome.
- 24:35It was short and he had blue eyes and he was
- 24:39wearing a dark blue polo shirt and I was like...
- 24:42I see a young man. I couldn't wait to get to
- 24:46the restaurant to see if that was going to be
- 24:48my server. So we get in the restaurant, and we
- 24:51pop those two seats up at the bar next to our
- 24:54friends. And the bartender comes over and asks
- 24:58us what we want to drink. And he looked nothing
- 25:01like the young man I saw in my little vision.
- 25:03And I was like, OK, so much for that. and the
- 25:08game came on and we ordered a beer and then we
- 25:12started to get hungry so we ordered some lunch
- 25:14and I'm talking to my friend next to me and over
- 25:18my shoulders this hand comes and puts a plate
- 25:20of food down and I turned to say thank you and
- 25:24it was the person I saw in my my vision and I
- 25:28my mouth just dropped and I said oh my god and
- 25:32he looked at me and he's like are you okay I'm
- 25:33like I know you And my husband's looking at me,
- 25:40and I'm like, never mind. Never mind, never mind.
- 25:45And I was just so excited. To the T, he looked
- 25:48exactly the way I saw. And that was it. I was
- 25:51determined from that point on that maybe I am
- 25:55a medium. Maybe there is something here. And
- 25:58that's when I started my development. I think
- 26:01that's a really interesting story because that
- 26:03says so many things on so many levels. We, as
- 26:06mediums and psychics, have this expectation of
- 26:09ourselves, at least I do, of my own self, that
- 26:12we need to be spot on. You can be spot on, but
- 26:16not in the way you think you are. Yeah, and...
- 26:19That's why I love that you're doing this podcast
- 26:22because it really dispels the truths about what
- 26:26it's like to be a psychic medium and especially
- 26:29a beginner. That's why I wanted to do this because
- 26:31I'm not a professional. I'm not the world's best
- 26:34reader. I do a good reading. I can connect, but
- 26:38I feel like there's so many more people who are
- 26:41just like me, like fascinated by the spirit world.
- 26:46Kind of thinking maybe I can do this but you
- 26:48don't know how to get started and I just want
- 26:51you all to know you can You can you don't have
- 26:54to be born with this. That is such a mistruth
- 27:10So much of what Anne -Marie is saying here is
- 27:12ringing true to me. We all have it. We all do.
- 27:15I truly believe that. But I do also think that
- 27:17a lot of us wait for permission from someone
- 27:20else before we actually accept it. I wonder how
- 27:25much of this story is resonating with you. You
- 27:27can reach out to me at the .psychic .explorer,
- 27:31Facebook, Instagram, and threads. I would love
- 27:33to hear from you and I'd love to hear what impact
- 27:36this episode is having on you. You can also find
- 27:39Anne -Marie at Instagram. Her tarot Instagram
- 27:43is Anne -Marie. That's A -N -N -E -M -A -R -I
- 27:47-E underscore tarot. I will put all of her details
- 27:50in the show notes for you though. Okay, enough
- 27:53promotion. Let's get back to this wonderful conversation
- 27:56with Anne -Marie Persano. So before your awakening,
- 28:07Anne -Marie, what was your perception of psychic
- 28:09and mediumship work? I was always fascinated
- 28:12by the psychic world. And in my family's falling
- 28:17out with religion, my mother tried to bring some
- 28:21new age kind of thinking. And it was all very
- 28:23new at that time. We're talking, you know, the
- 28:2670s and the 80s. It was all very new and different
- 28:30thinking. And we tried to... connect with people
- 28:36that had more of a psychic and new age kind of
- 28:39thinking and some of it resonated for me some
- 28:42of it didn't and Resignated did I just say resonated
- 28:46resonated? Some of it resonated and some of it
- 28:53didn't and And I'm glad I'm glad that I learned
- 28:58to trust my own instincts, because I'm seeing
- 29:01too many people trying to get into the spirit
- 29:04world, and they're taking everything, every person
- 29:07they see on TikTok or in books or videos, they're
- 29:10taking everything they say as these people have
- 29:14some sort of power in Bible that I don't and
- 29:17I'm going to believe them. And don't do that.
- 29:20Don't do trust yourself. This is inner work.
- 29:23It's not external work. And I really loved trying
- 29:29to figure out what was real for me and what wasn't
- 29:31and I started going to we have a spiritual shop
- 29:38in this cute little town where I live and they
- 29:42had circles where you could participate in a
- 29:45circle and There's like a crystal bowl meditation,
- 29:51which is my favorite I actually want to get a
- 29:54set of bowls and They would ring the bowls and
- 29:58each bowl stimulates a different chakra in your
- 30:02body. And boy, the things that you can experience
- 30:06in that session is just mind blowing. And it
- 30:10really is a way to open up your awareness. And
- 30:14I would go to the crystal bowl meditations and
- 30:17I would go to these. Sessions where there were
- 30:21psychics there and they were talking and I'm
- 30:24like god. I wish I could be psychic I wish I
- 30:26could do that and they would do mediumship readings
- 30:29and I just thought this this is it this is the
- 30:33spiritual world that I'm looking for and I Loved
- 30:37it, but none of them ever said that you could
- 30:39be taught this they all said that they were born
- 30:41with it and I wanted more I wanted more I wanted
- 30:45to learn more I started reading books, you know
- 30:48from Gandhi and all of these beautiful spiritual
- 30:52leaders, and I just thought how lucky they were.
- 30:56I didn't think how lucky I am that I could open
- 31:01this. I didn't know it was something I could
- 31:02develop. So for you it was almost something unobtainable.
- 31:07You're something you admired and something you
- 31:10sought and something you had felt connection
- 31:13to, but it was unobtainable to actually put yourself
- 31:17in that same position. Exactly. And now we know
- 31:23different. Now we know different. It's for everyone.
- 31:29Honestly, I strongly believe that everyone has
- 31:31this within them. It's just a case of how deep
- 31:34is it buried. Some people it's buried really
- 31:37deeply, other people it's just a scratch beneath
- 31:40the surface. It's so true. And it's not a straight
- 31:44line. It's a roller coaster, and it's a windy
- 31:48road, and there's forks in the road, and 100
- 31:52% of this is personal development. 100 % of this
- 31:56work is your own personal growth and healing.
- 32:00And the icing on the cake is that you open up
- 32:03spiritually. But it's not a straight road. It's
- 32:07different for everyone. as your own journey has
- 32:10showed, the ebbs and flows, you know, you will
- 32:12go into it, you will come back from it, you will
- 32:14go into it, you will come back from it. I've
- 32:16got one friend who, she's been doing this for
- 32:19years and she says every few years she goes right
- 32:22into it and then just life takes over and she
- 32:25comes back from it, but there's always that connection,
- 32:27there's always still that connection. It sounds
- 32:31to me, Anne -Marie, And from what you're saying
- 32:34here, that you've always had this connection.
- 32:35This has not been something you have hidden.
- 32:37It's not been something that has been sort of
- 32:40shamed out of you. You've always been quite open.
- 32:44When you went to find this meditation community,
- 32:49it sounds like you and your husband were involved
- 32:51in that and the kids were involved in it as well
- 32:54to a certain extent. The question I've got here
- 32:57is how do friends and family respond to you when
- 33:00you began developing your abilities? I would
- 33:02imagine your husband was open to it and good
- 33:05with it. How about other members of the family
- 33:10and other friends who aren't so open to this?
- 33:15You can cue the crickets chirping right here.
- 33:20I was shocked. I was really shocked. came out
- 33:24of my little woo closet immediately to my family.
- 33:28My husband then that first moment till now and
- 33:32into the future, he totally supports me. He loves
- 33:36this for me. He sees how it's helping me heal
- 33:40and grow and change. And I'm finding my purpose
- 33:44again after my losing my kids, right? They left
- 33:47the house and I was being a mother was the most
- 33:50important work I've ever done in my life. And
- 33:53I lost that. And this came to me at a time when
- 33:56I was so lonely and it changed me. And my husband
- 34:00loves it. He asks me questions. He loves hearing
- 34:03about my readings and the work that I'm doing
- 34:06and the lessons that my mentors teach me. And
- 34:10I'm like, I'm going to tell everybody, I'm going
- 34:13to tell everybody that this is amazing and they
- 34:15can do it too. And it was like crickets chirping.
- 34:21Growing up. and going to these meditation circles
- 34:25and going to these spiritual circles and these
- 34:30mediumship circles, my sisters were there with
- 34:33me and I thought they're going to be so excited,
- 34:36like I'm doing this, and I don't think they believe
- 34:39me. My one sister does. She's the only one that...
- 34:43asks me questions and how's everything going
- 34:45that's so she's like you you're changing so much
- 34:48i can see you're so peaceful and you're so calm
- 34:50now and um she asks questions so i was afraid
- 34:55to tell my friends i thought oh boy what are
- 34:58they gonna think right how you how do you know
- 35:02somebody your whole life and now all of a sudden
- 35:05they're telling you oh they're a psychic medium
- 35:07they talk to dead people and you know it's Sounds
- 35:11really cringe and like you're losing your mind
- 35:14and then last year we went away we do a vacation
- 35:18with our friends every year and My one friend
- 35:21started talking about somebody she lost and I
- 35:25was just nodding my head and by the answers I
- 35:27was giving her she's like you were helping me
- 35:30so much like with my grief like how do you know
- 35:33all this and I was like Okay, this is one of
- 35:37my good friends. I'm I'm going for it. I'm gonna
- 35:40just say this right now and I said it and They
- 35:46were both like, oh my god, you are really what
- 35:50did you say? What were the words you used? I
- 35:55Said you don't know this but I've been developing
- 35:58as a psychic medium the last couple years and
- 36:01my ability to channel people's loved ones that
- 36:05have passed on and to be accurate in with getting
- 36:09information psychically about people issues that
- 36:12they're having in their life is really starting
- 36:14to progress for me and I'm I'm doing practice
- 36:17readings with people that I know nothing about
- 36:20and they're telling me that I'm very accurate
- 36:22and it's very helpful and my one friend who I'm
- 36:27very close with, she's like, oh, I would love
- 36:29it if you could, you know, bring my dad in. And
- 36:31I was like, I can't, I can't read you because
- 36:34I know everything about your dad. What can I
- 36:36tell you that you know? I don't, I already know
- 36:41this, right? Like, and she, she's like, oh, I
- 36:45get it. So that like helped them understand,
- 36:47like, we need to tell you things that you know
- 36:49about them, not me. So they were very interested,
- 36:53very, very interested. And actually, this is
- 36:59a really good story, Matt. It was around this
- 37:02time last year. I was in a practice circle working
- 37:06with a medium who does not know me, does not
- 37:09know anything about me. And she started talking
- 37:11about this man. And I'm like, I know you're connected,
- 37:15but... I don't know who this person is. I can
- 37:19feel your power, right? We feel each other's
- 37:21power when we're reading. I said, but I don't
- 37:23know this person. And I'm thinking, and I'm thinking,
- 37:25I'm like, is this an old neighbor? Like, who
- 37:27could this possibly be? And the more she kept
- 37:30going on, I was like, I know who this is. I said,
- 37:34give me one second. I have to Google to see if
- 37:37this person has passed on. I haven't spoken to
- 37:40this person in a long time. And I did. I found
- 37:44out that my father -in -law passed a couple weeks
- 37:46earlier and my husband hadn't talked to his father
- 37:50in many years. He lost connection with his family
- 37:53and I didn't know and I found out in a practice
- 37:58circle and she was so accurate and he came through
- 38:02with an apology, an apology to me and he came
- 38:05through with an apology to my husband. I was
- 38:08not prepared for that moment. Was definitely
- 38:11not prepared that I had to be the one to tell
- 38:13my husband that his father passed away and nobody
- 38:16in his family had told him and I actually talked
- 38:20to Matt and Dana about it because I was just
- 38:23in tears after this session and they really helped
- 38:28me and they said how blessed, how lucky you are
- 38:32that you get to be the one to tell your husband
- 38:34this, the person he loves and trusts the most
- 38:37in the whole world instead of finding out through
- 38:39a friend of a friend or on Facebook or social
- 38:42media and that's what gave me the strength to
- 38:46sit down with him that night and tell him. We
- 38:49had a beautiful talk after that. I told them
- 38:51this story, I told my friends this story, and
- 38:54they just were fascinated that that's how real
- 38:56this is, right? That's how real this is. There's
- 38:59so much healing and closure and comfort and questions
- 39:03that can be answered and I love it. Okay, Anne
- 39:08-Marie, you have told us so many stories so far
- 39:11and they are all wonderful. I think it's really
- 39:14why I wanted to have you on because I want to
- 39:16get back to what this podcast is all about. It's
- 39:19about the honest experience of people finding
- 39:23their power and stepping into their mediumship.
- 39:25And I think your stories that you've told us
- 39:28and your journey has been fascinating. I wonder,
- 39:33now you look back on it, now you are really stepping
- 39:36into your own power and taking the bull by the
- 39:40horns, as my mum used to say. What would you
- 39:44change about your development, if anything at
- 39:47all? Wow, that's such a good question. On one
- 39:52hand I want to say I wouldn't change anything
- 39:55because I needed to have these ups and downs
- 39:59and different paths splitting in front of me
- 40:02and questions and I wouldn't change it because
- 40:07it taught me to trust myself and it taught me
- 40:10to be less reliant. on the opinions of other
- 40:14people. It taught me how to set boundaries with
- 40:19people. And just because somebody may be well
- 40:23-liked in the spiritual community, it doesn't
- 40:26mean that they're your cup of tea and there may
- 40:29be a little bit of vinegar there. It's okay to
- 40:32set those boundaries and be selfish, because
- 40:36people think being selfish is such a bad thing,
- 40:39but it's not. It's self -care. Being selfish
- 40:42can be the self -care that you needed to learn
- 40:45that you have to take care of yourself because
- 40:48nobody else is going to. I'm always going to
- 40:51be in development. I don't know if I'll ever
- 40:54do this professionally. It would be nice, right?
- 40:56Of course, it would be nice to achieve something
- 40:59out of this, but I'm getting what I need out
- 41:02of it. And it's my own personal development.
- 41:06It's my healing with myself. It's my healing
- 41:08with my family. It's my... connection to the
- 41:12spirit world and really believing that this is
- 41:15this really is our purpose is to find ourselves
- 41:18and find our way and connecting in the spirit
- 41:21world is how we're supposed to do it and To trust
- 41:25that it all comes from within it's not external.
- 41:28It's not the books It's not what other people
- 41:30tell you what it is. It's your own experience
- 41:33that happens within you I don't think I would
- 41:36change what I've done. I've made mistakes. I've
- 41:40trusted the wrong people. But the majority of
- 41:44the people that I have met and now consider to
- 41:47be good friends who are doing this work with
- 41:49me and I'm supporting them and cheering them
- 41:52on and they're supporting me and cheering me
- 41:54on, I wouldn't change it. I love them all. You
- 42:00just touched upon whether you want to do this
- 42:02professionally or not and I wonder... Do you
- 42:05have a sense of where you want this to take you?
- 42:07Do you have a sense of where you want your mediumship
- 42:09to take you or are you happy to follow the road
- 42:12wherever it might take you? I'm definitely just
- 42:16going to follow the road. I feel like I don't
- 42:19know where the road is going to take me. I'm
- 42:22just trusting that... My journey is only just
- 42:25beginning, two and a half years later. I'm still
- 42:28not at a point where I can make that decision.
- 42:30I love doing mediumship readings. My psychic
- 42:34awareness is really starting to blossom, and
- 42:37I'm getting really good evidence and feedback
- 42:40from my clients that I'm helping them in those
- 42:43areas of their lives. I would, yes, I would love
- 42:47to do this professionally, but only if I feel
- 42:50there's value in them. And right now my readings
- 42:53are still kind of choppy. You know, some people
- 42:57I have a really beautiful connection with and
- 42:59others, it just feels like so -so. And I love
- 43:03telling people that when I do a reading, like
- 43:05if I do a psychic tarot reading for someone and
- 43:08they're like, can you, you know, I have these
- 43:10questions and can you look at this and this?
- 43:12And I will, and I'll just be like, just kind
- 43:14of feels like nothing's changing right now. And
- 43:16I know that's disappointing when you book a psychic
- 43:19tarot reading. You have these questions and somebody's
- 43:23telling you, yeah, nothing's, nothing's changing,
- 43:26not for a while. And that could be disappointing,
- 43:28but it's the truth, right? Yeah. So we all have
- 43:33those periods in our life where things are just
- 43:36kind of stale and flat and nothing's really changing
- 43:39and things are still the same. So every time
- 43:42you get a psychic terror reading, it doesn't
- 43:44mean, wow, wonder what they're going to tell
- 43:46me what's coming. Most likely. It's more of the
- 43:50same. Yeah, absolutely. You said a moment ago
- 43:54that you find that some of your readings are
- 43:57a bit choppy. I wonder who finds them choppy?
- 44:01Does the sitter tell you that they're choppy
- 44:03or is this something that you just feel that
- 44:05they are and you're just not happy with your
- 44:08performance that day but actually that sitter
- 44:11has gone away with something maybe? That's a
- 44:14really good point. It's definitely me. There's
- 44:19some readings that I do and like my my special
- 44:23spice I feel like my clear sentience is my strongest
- 44:26clarability and I love when I can really feel
- 44:31this souls how they felt about the people in
- 44:34their life or how they felt about their hobbies
- 44:36or how they felt about the world that they lived
- 44:39in and how they felt about themselves and I,
- 44:42that's my favorite because nobody can Google
- 44:45that information. And it really brings to heart
- 44:48what their person was like and makes them feel
- 44:51like their person really is present in this reading,
- 44:54you know, getting dates and names. I get those,
- 44:59but they just feel kind of flat. And I don't
- 45:01know why people are so impressed by, wow, she
- 45:04gave me his birthday because I told you how they
- 45:07felt about you. And to me, like, That's the best
- 45:11part of a reading. You get to have that closure
- 45:14and you know how they felt about you. And you
- 45:17also, if you had done something that you wanted
- 45:19to apologize for, you now get evidence that they
- 45:23know why you did something or said something
- 45:25the way you did. And there's this little bit
- 45:28of healing that happens. The person having a
- 45:31blue car and blue eyes and their birth date,
- 45:36those are fun facts. but I don't see there's
- 45:40any opportunity for healing and closure and getting
- 45:44those little facts. So they're good support evidence
- 45:47of getting a thorough reading. So when I say
- 45:49choppy, I feel like the days where I really feel
- 45:52somebody's heart and soul of what mattered to
- 45:55them and who mattered to them, those are my best
- 45:59ratings. And if I could have every reading be
- 46:02like that, I would quit my job today and be a
- 46:05professional psychic medium. I think it's a really
- 46:08good example of how no one medium is the same
- 46:11because for me to be able to pull through that
- 46:13evidence of they had a blue card or a date or
- 46:17a specific name to me that is like gold that's
- 46:22like wow I totally get what you're saying because
- 46:25I love having those heart -to -heart readings
- 46:27as well and I find that my oracle card readings
- 46:30they do tend to be more heartfelt and more emotional
- 46:34now I think about I put myself in the sister's
- 46:37position. If I'm doubting, if I'm skeptical,
- 46:40I want to know proof that this person is talking
- 46:42about stuff that there's no way they should know.
- 46:46So for me, to be able to bring through that evidence
- 46:48is key, but it needs to come with a message.
- 46:53It needs to come with that emotional message
- 46:55as well, so that once you're like, okay, great,
- 46:58yes, that this person is here because they're
- 47:00saying the stuff that proves they're here. But
- 47:03that's empty without any emotional message. Yeah.
- 47:07And it's all important. Every piece of evidence
- 47:10a soul brings through is important. They're bringing
- 47:13it through for a reason. And as a medium, we
- 47:16have to trust that saying that blue car may not
- 47:19mean anything to us. Like, that just sounds so
- 47:22mundane and boring. But when you see the person's
- 47:25reaction, I did a reading. And the only piece
- 47:29of evidence I got, I had this lovely young woman.
- 47:33I was doing spirit -led. I was just bringing
- 47:34any spirit forward. And I connected. I got a
- 47:38little bit of his body, like what he looked like,
- 47:41just a tiny little bit. And she's like, yeah,
- 47:44he looked like that. I know who that is. And
- 47:47I said, OK. I said, I feel very fatherly. I feel
- 47:50very protective of you. And she said, yes. And
- 47:53I knew this was her father at that point. I just
- 47:57had my eyes closed. I said, I'm so sorry. I'm
- 48:00not really getting anything. The only thing I'm
- 48:02getting is he's showing me an orange hat. And
- 48:06that was it. She broke down in tears and grabbed
- 48:09her heart. And she just sobbed uncontrollably.
- 48:12And then I completely lost my connection. And
- 48:15I just said, I'm so sorry. I'm just not bringing
- 48:17anything through. I felt like I was starting
- 48:19to connect. And she said, Anne Marie, that's
- 48:22the only thing that I wanted today. I knew you
- 48:25were real and that you had my father if you just
- 48:28said orange hat. And that's when I learned to
- 48:31just trust that the evidence is for our sitter,
- 48:36it's not for us. Excellent story. And what I
- 48:41said a moment ago before is not to put evidence
- 48:44on a pedestal. It's just to highlight the difference
- 48:48in mediumship and the difference every single
- 48:51reader brings to the table. I think, and that's
- 48:55what I love about it, everyone's different. Also
- 48:57just highlights that not every sitter is going
- 49:00to gel or blend with their reader. You need to
- 49:05connect with your person. And sometimes we don't
- 49:10do that with our sitters and with the readers
- 49:12and they need to be on our level. Yeah. You know,
- 49:17we met in Matt and Dana's circle. And I'm so
- 49:21grateful I started with them because everything
- 49:24that they've taught me has come true. And I just
- 49:28learned to trust that I was in good hands and
- 49:30they weren't taking me down some path that wasn't
- 49:34meant for me. And over the last two years, I
- 49:36have really learned to just trust that they know.
- 49:39They know because they've done it. They know
- 49:41because they help other people do this. I lost
- 49:45my train of thought. They support, and they are,
- 49:49by the way, they are not sponsoring this podcast,
- 49:51but I will, we will give them a good plug. I
- 49:55thoroughly, thoroughly recommend them as mediums
- 49:57and as trainers, but yeah, they know their stuff.
- 50:02Again, it's mediumship with heart, it's heart,
- 50:05it comes from the soul, it comes from within,
- 50:08doesn't it? Yeah, the heart part is really the
- 50:11core of how they teach. Okay, a couple more questions.
- 50:16Let's have a look here. So one of the questions
- 50:18I want to ask you, and I haven't given you this
- 50:20question yet, so I'm going to bring it on you
- 50:22if that's all right, Anne -Marie. Did you ever
- 50:25want to stop? And if you did, what kept you going?
- 50:29I have never wanted to stop. Absolutely have
- 50:34never wanted to stop. But there were points over
- 50:37the last two and a half years. where I had some
- 50:41personal issues going on in my home life that
- 50:44broke me and I lost my ability to connect and
- 50:48I had to trust that they were just giving me
- 50:51a break to connect with the spirit world because
- 50:54I had bigger things to focus on at home. And
- 50:59I was so worried I was never going to get my
- 51:04ability back to do this. It was scary. Living
- 51:08life again. Living life again, you know this
- 51:12can be all -consuming and it's very easy to get
- 51:16Into the your headspace of go to mediumship go
- 51:20do it go do it. But actually we are here to live
- 51:22life Yeah, and that's something I want to talk
- 51:25about in a future episode about taking a break
- 51:27and I think that's really important to Highlight
- 51:30as well as anyone who is coming into their development
- 51:33that they may not think they want to but one
- 51:36day they will want to take a break and they will
- 51:39need to take a break and just take a step back
- 51:42to just appreciate how far they've come and again
- 51:46to live life. Yeah it's there's a balance there
- 51:49there's definitely a balance there and the breaks
- 51:52are good because when you do come back it it
- 51:55feels like the begin again and There's this newness
- 51:59and you feel this love and support from the spirit
- 52:02world that they're excited to have you back in
- 52:05their presence again. And it's lovely. The breaks
- 52:08are hard, but they're good. And take them. Yeah.
- 52:13Okay, I know you're a tarot girl, but I know
- 52:15you're into your crystals or anything like that,
- 52:18but do you have any rituals or practices which
- 52:21you use or you do to stay connected? So I like
- 52:27to tell people I'm a mundane medium Remember
- 52:32from our chat before you said the mundane medium
- 52:35I was gonna say you are anything but mundane
- 52:37No, I don't have any type of rituals. I started
- 52:43saging, you know my room and I started putting
- 52:46crystals on my deck and I just realized you don't
- 52:52need any of that. You don't need to do anything
- 52:55that's ritualistic. If it makes you feel good,
- 52:58fine. But if you're using it thinking, I have
- 53:00to cleanse my deck and I have to sage my room
- 53:03and I have to meditate with crystals and make
- 53:07moon water and all that fun woo -woo stuff, it's
- 53:12not necessary. I don't do anything. Moon water,
- 53:16I've not come across this. I've never heard of
- 53:20it. You put a glass of water out in the moonlight
- 53:23and it's supposed to give you moon energy. Oh,
- 53:27right, okay. I don't know. Sounds fantastic,
- 53:30doesn't it? I've not heard that one yet. Blimey.
- 53:33Can I get mine on the rocks? Distilled moon water.
- 53:41No, I don't do anything with rituals. Your intention
- 53:44is all you need. The spirit world knows your
- 53:47intention. And sometimes in the middle reading,
- 53:50I will grab a second deck where I'll just decide,
- 53:54like, I want to use this other deck for some
- 53:55reason. You know, I don't know. I don't believe
- 54:01that you need to do anything. And I'm the biggest
- 54:04skeptical of pendulums. Hang that pendulum on
- 54:09a rod. And if it moves by itself, then I'll believe
- 54:12it. But when you're holding it in your hand,
- 54:14you're moving it. I'm sorry, but you're moving
- 54:17it. In a previous episode I was saying, I think
- 54:19it was in the sexuality and the spirituality,
- 54:22the one where I was talking with Delana Luna
- 54:24and I was saying to her that there's so much
- 54:28competition and so much stuff within the spiritual
- 54:32community where some people say yes, they swear
- 54:34by it, other people say no, it doesn't work.
- 54:36There's so much stuff within it that you don't
- 54:40need to take it all. You just take what sits
- 54:42with you. Some people might not even... Tarot
- 54:46cards, Oracle cards might not resonate with them,
- 54:49but something like a pendulum or moon water might.
- 54:54But yeah, it's just about what works for you,
- 54:56isn't it? Yeah, do it. I mean, if it makes you
- 54:58feel good and you're having fun, do it. Do it.
- 55:01Get your Ouija boards out, right? But Ameri wants
- 55:04proof. I want the proof. I want the proof. I've
- 55:08said this to other mediums before. When you play
- 55:11with a Ouija board and you're both blindfolded,
- 55:15and it makes sense, the thing moving, the planchette
- 55:17moving around, if you can make a cohesive message
- 55:21out of that, then I'll believe it. But do it
- 55:23blindfolded. So I wonder what your thoughts are
- 55:28on something like dowsing rods. No. That's a
- 55:32no. Really? No. Interesting. Same thing. Their
- 55:38hands are still moving. There's something about
- 55:41the warmth of your hand on copper where it's
- 55:44heating up and that's why you don't put boiling
- 55:47water down your kitchen sink because the pipe
- 55:50will seize up because it can't take the heat.
- 55:53So I just, I don't know. No, I don't believe
- 55:56them. All right. Final question for you, Anne
- 56:00-Marie. What advice would you give to someone
- 56:04who is just about to step into their abilities
- 56:07and begin their exploration? Get off of social
- 56:12media. Use your discernment. Don't just trust
- 56:16somebody because they sound like they're a professional
- 56:20and they sound like they know more. And if they're
- 56:23telling you things that bring fear, they're not
- 56:27speaking from spirit. Spirit is love. And if
- 56:31it doesn't make you feel loved and supported,
- 56:34then they're not real, they're not telling you
- 56:36truth. And meditate because the answers, this
- 56:40is internal work, the answers come through your
- 56:43meditation and your development with your own
- 56:47spirit guides or angels or whatever you want
- 56:49to call your support system. It comes from there
- 56:54and it comes from that relationship that you
- 56:56build with them. I love my mentors, I love all
- 56:59of them. I have four that I work with, five that
- 57:02I work with. And I love them and I trust them
- 57:06because they're making me trust myself. They're
- 57:09helping me learn to trust myself. And I don't
- 57:13agree with everything they say, so I just take
- 57:16what's working for me. And some of them have
- 57:18opposing opinions on some things, and I'm okay
- 57:23with that. And I think that they would both applaud
- 57:25me for setting those boundaries and not taking
- 57:29everything they say. Yes, this may have worked
- 57:32for them, but this is also working for me with
- 57:35this one, so I'm kind of blending my own cup
- 57:38of tea here. Oh, I like that phrase. Don't just
- 57:41follow one person. Trust your instincts. Thank
- 57:45you so much for doing this today, Anne -Marie,
- 57:46or today for you, tonight for me. Thank you so,
- 57:49so much. Where can people find you? My Instagram
- 57:55is AnneMarieTaro, Anne with an E, AnneMarie,
- 57:58i .e. Taro, like the cards. You can find me there.
- 58:02You can also find me on TikTok the same way.
- 58:05I'm not much of a creator. I'm hoping as time
- 58:09and experience grows, I will definitely start
- 58:12to speak more out in public. Doing this podcast
- 58:17is a first step for me of putting myself out
- 58:19there, but... Thank you for inviting me. I always
- 58:23love talking to you. I love when we get to work
- 58:25together in our practice circles, and I love
- 58:29this podcast. I love the message that you're
- 58:31putting out there for people. Oh, bless you.
- 58:33That means the hell of a lot, Anne -Marie. Thank
- 58:34you so much. Are you doing bookings? If people
- 58:37want to make a booking with you for your tarot
- 58:39or for your mediumship, are your books open?
- 58:43How is that working at the moment? Yes, my books
- 58:46are open. I have two types of tarot readings
- 58:49that I offer. One is like if you just have a
- 58:51couple of questions and you want to just like
- 58:53get right to the part of your questions. It's
- 58:57more of a basic psychic tarot reading. The other
- 58:59one is more spirit -led, where I'm just going
- 59:03to do a full spread. It's like a 12 -card spread.
- 59:07And if mediumship, I feel drawn to mediumship,
- 59:10I'll combine that in also. And then I have my
- 59:14mediumship readings. And those are free right
- 59:16now. I may start charging a small amount of money
- 59:19because the amount of people that just don't
- 59:21show up and, you know. I give a lot of my time.
- 59:25I take this work very seriously and just show
- 59:28up. Just please show up. So my mediumship readings
- 59:32are free and I have two. I have just a general
- 59:36spirit -led type of session and I also do pet
- 59:39mediumship, which is my favourite. I love to
- 59:42do pet mediumship. Okay, right. Tell me more.
- 59:46What is this and what does this involve? So it's
- 59:49actually an animal companion. Reading if you
- 59:53have lost any type of animal companion and you'd
- 59:56like to get a message from them I can bring them
- 1:00:00through the same way we do in mediumship where
- 1:00:02they will show me how they looked, what type
- 1:00:07of animal they are, their favorite food, their
- 1:00:10little quirky habits, a cat that has a snaggle
- 1:00:15tooth. And I've brought through some strange
- 1:00:18animals and unexpectedly, where these are also
- 1:00:21spirit led, I don't want to know what kind of
- 1:00:23animal, because you're very limited to what...
- 1:00:26type of information you can pull. So getting
- 1:00:29the species right is the first thing that I can
- 1:00:32do for you is tell you what kind of species of
- 1:00:35animal I have. So of course I've done cats and
- 1:00:38I've done dogs and I've done a ferret. I've had
- 1:00:41a ferret come through. I had two horses. That
- 1:00:45was an amazing experience to feel what a horse
- 1:00:48feels like and what they think. the things that
- 1:00:53they retain. It was very different from a cat
- 1:00:56or a dog. And then I did another reading. I couldn't
- 1:01:00see the animal. I said, I just feel like I have
- 1:01:04something really cute just snuggled up here in
- 1:01:07my neck. there's something about that it's just
- 1:01:09I don't know if this is a kitten but it doesn't
- 1:01:12feel like a cat to me and I'm like this cute
- 1:01:14little thing is just curled up on my shoulder
- 1:01:16and I'm just kind of like taking my finger and
- 1:01:18winding it around its little tail it's does this
- 1:01:22make sense to you at all because I couldn't see
- 1:01:24what kind of animal it was and she said yes I
- 1:01:27had a pet rat that died and I nearly lost it
- 1:01:31I said, now I know why they didn't show themselves
- 1:01:33to me, because I would have freaked out. I love
- 1:01:37it. And you call yourself the mundane medium.
- 1:01:40I think you need to come up with a new, more
- 1:01:42realistic nickname, Anne -Marie. That certainly
- 1:01:45does not suit you at all. Thank you so much for
- 1:01:48sharing all that. I will put all of your contacts
- 1:01:51in these show notes. So if listeners want to
- 1:01:53reach out to you, they can do so. Thank you so,
- 1:01:59so much also for your kind words for me. I really
- 1:02:02appreciate that. It means a heck of a lot. But
- 1:02:05you've done so well today. And I mean that. I
- 1:02:08don't mean that in a patronizing way. I know
- 1:02:09that this is not something you would normally
- 1:02:11do. So when you said yes, I was really grateful
- 1:02:14that you did say so. So thank you so very much.
- 1:02:17My pleasure. This is a wonderful experience to
- 1:02:20get to talk to you so openly and I hope everybody,
- 1:02:24especially mediums and development, I hope everybody
- 1:02:26listens to your podcast because I get a little
- 1:02:29spark and I get a little bit of knowledge every
- 1:02:31time I listen. Oh, bless you. Well, thank you.
- 1:02:35Take care, Marie. See you soon. Thank you. The
- 1:02:55brilliant, the wonderful, the fantastic Anne
- 1:02:58-Marie Passano. What did you think? Oh, I love
- 1:03:01it. It actually warms my soul when I hear a conversation
- 1:03:03like that. I don't always appreciate it in the
- 1:03:06moment. I always come downstairs after a conversation
- 1:03:08and say to Simon, oh, that was so lovely. I've
- 1:03:12really enjoyed that. And I remember doing the
- 1:03:13same thing when I came off the call with Anne
- 1:03:16-Marie. And I re -listened to this conversation
- 1:03:21a few weeks ago now. and it just made my soul
- 1:03:26sing. I thought what Anne -Marie had to say was
- 1:03:29just glorious. I just counted it up and Anne
- 1:03:33-Marie is the 13th guest I have had on the Psychic
- 1:03:36Explorer. I never thought, I honestly never thought
- 1:03:40I'd get past like episode five. I can't believe
- 1:03:44I'm already on episode 32 and Anne -Marie was
- 1:03:47my 13th guest. Love to all my guests. Thank you
- 1:03:52so much. And I really hope you are enjoying these
- 1:03:55different perspectives that I'm bringing to your
- 1:03:57ears. The variety of guests that I've been able
- 1:03:59to have come on as guests are in my circle, as
- 1:04:04it were. There's only been a couple of people
- 1:04:05who have been sort of outside of my circle. And
- 1:04:09I've really enjoyed speaking to these people,
- 1:04:12trying to understand their different perspectives,
- 1:04:14where they come from, because we all come to
- 1:04:15this from a very different... point of view in
- 1:04:18a different place and that difference in place
- 1:04:20can make everybody's mediumship or everyone's
- 1:04:23psychic work or everyone's understanding ever
- 1:04:26so slightly different and I think that that is
- 1:04:29beautiful in its own right. The next guest episode
- 1:04:33is going to be another really beautiful conversation
- 1:04:38with another American friend. You are having
- 1:04:40lots of Americans on this year in 2026. Kim and
- 1:04:45Anne -Marie are in good company because next
- 1:04:47guest episode is going to be Nat Lockett. Nat's
- 1:04:50conversation is just stunning. I really, really
- 1:04:53recommend you listen to her. If you haven't already,
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- 1:05:36guys. Bye.