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S2E1: The Soundtrack to Our Lives · Bearded And Crunchy

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  SPEAKER_01: Isn't it weird?
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  SPEAKER_01: You can hear one song from twenty five years ago and remember exactly where you were.
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  SPEAKER_01: Who you were with.
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  SPEAKER_00: What you were drinking.
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  SPEAKER_00: What you were doing.
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  SPEAKER_00: But ask me what I did yesterday.
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  SPEAKER_00: Nothing.
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  SPEAKER_01: And apparently that's all the information your brain has room for.
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  SPEAKER_01: Yeah, but seriously, I can forget an entire conversation, but give me three seconds of a song from high school and suddenly I'm a human jukebox.
• 0:24
  SPEAKER_01: Yeah, except the jukebox has back pain.
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  SPEAKER_01: We didn't need to bring that into it.
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  SPEAKER_01: I'm just saying.
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  SPEAKER_01: Today we're talking about the soundtrack of our lives, the songs that bring back the people, the places, the good decisions, and the ones we thought were good decisions.
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  SPEAKER_01: There is a difference.
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  SPEAKER_01: A significant difference.
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  SPEAKER_01: Welcome to Bearded and Crunchy from Mixtapes to Midlife, the soundtrack to our lives.
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  SPEAKER_01: Let's see what songs still have the power to get us in trouble.
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  SPEAKER_01: That's a longer list than it should be.
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  SPEAKER_00: From Goodyer Heights to podcast listeners everywhere.
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  SPEAKER_01: Welcome back to Bearded and Crunchy.
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  SPEAKER_01: From Mix Tapes to Midlife, the soundtrack to our lives.
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  SPEAKER_02: Ooh.
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  SPEAKER_01: Ah back, man.
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  SPEAKER_01: We're rolling with these music episodes, man.
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  SPEAKER_01: They seem to be getting.
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  SPEAKER_01: That's where we get all our comments and people.
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  SPEAKER_00: Yeah.
• 1:41
  SPEAKER_00: But it's uh season two.
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  SPEAKER_00: Yeah.
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  SPEAKER_01: Episode one.
• 1:45
  SPEAKER_01: Yeah, man.
• 1:46
  SPEAKER_01: It's season two.
• 1:48
  SPEAKER_01: We're starting it off with a I I actually think this is a pretty this was a pretty clever episode.
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  SPEAKER_01: I think you know, it's a good way to had to do a lot of self-reflection.
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  SPEAKER_01: Right.
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  SPEAKER_01: It's like, you know, it everything had to fit.
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  SPEAKER_01: It had to, it was this was we just continued to outdo ourselves with these topics.
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  SPEAKER_00: I think so.
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  SPEAKER_00: I I I I like the concept of it.
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  SPEAKER_00: I thought it was a cool, you know, like like, man, thinking about all these songs and then thinking back and then trying to remember shit that I might have forgotten.
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  SPEAKER_00: It's like, okay, all right, all right.
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  SPEAKER_01: Well, and then there was times where like, and this is gonna sound weird, but I would sit there and close my eyes and think of that song and try to think of a time frame when I, you know, when I was a kid and listening to it, or a teenager.
• 2:39
  SPEAKER_01: Yeah, and it's it was it was an emotional roller coaster.
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  SPEAKER_00: Right, right.
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  SPEAKER_00: Um, it was you know that's how I felt, because I'm like, man, I remember that song and this song.
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  SPEAKER_00: Well, this way.
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  SPEAKER_01: Yeah, and I was gonna say, there's we we're gonna go, we're gonna touch all your fucking feels today, guys.
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  SPEAKER_01: With permission, by the way.
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  SPEAKER_01: I don't we we don't force ourselves on anybody.
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  SPEAKER_01: I just want to make that abundantly clear.
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  SPEAKER_01: So I actually go go ahead.
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  SPEAKER_01: We'll we'll get into the to the song or the song, the question.
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  SPEAKER_01: Um the funny thing is I purposefully didn't answer this because I wasn't ready to answer it.
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  SPEAKER_01: Yeah.
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  SPEAKER_01: Because this was one you actually gave me ahead of time.
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  SPEAKER_01: Yeah, sometimes you do, sometimes I do.
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  SPEAKER_01: It just depends on the feel of the question.
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  SPEAKER_01: Um, but this one, I had to think.
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  SPEAKER_01: Okay.
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  SPEAKER_01: So I was like, you know what?
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  SPEAKER_01: I said, I can't come up with a a solid, so I'm just gonna, I'm gonna let my what I'm feeling at the moment answer that question for me.
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  SPEAKER_01: So uh yeah, let's get into it.
• 3:46
  SPEAKER_01: Because again, bro, your questions are fucking top notch, my guy.
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  SPEAKER_01: Like I love them.
• 3:51
  SPEAKER_01: I do.
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  SPEAKER_01: I look forward to them, man, because it really gets I I think you know, we've added some things, you know, we've added the code openings, we've done some things, we've changed some things.
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  SPEAKER_01: But I think the one thing that really, in my opinion, gets gets the episode going is your questions, bro.
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  SPEAKER_00: Yeah, I think so.
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  SPEAKER_00: I mean, that's kind of how we start, everyone.
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  SPEAKER_00: So yeah, yeah.
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  SPEAKER_00: They're they're also fun for me to write.
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  SPEAKER_00: So um all right.
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  SPEAKER_00: So if you could pick only one song that takes you back to being a kid or a teenager, uh what song are you picking and why?
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  SPEAKER_01: Alright.
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  SPEAKER_01: So you remember what I said and a song hit me.
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  SPEAKER_01: So I'm gonna go with it.
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  SPEAKER_01: Okay.
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  SPEAKER_01: Um and it's it's not a song I think we've ever talked about.
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  SPEAKER_01: Um but it it brings back to a time and and you'll you'll get it probably as soon as I say it, and I'll explain.
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  SPEAKER_01: Um I I went everywhere to Pink Floyd because you know my my my my you know, in thinking of songs like this, I went to my hip-hop roots, yeah, you know, my my my Wu-Tang, and then you know, the grunge days, but this just popped in my head because this is the one thing I'd really like to go back to.
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  SPEAKER_01: And it's summertime by DJ, Jazzy Jeff, and the Fresh Prince.
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  SPEAKER_01: All right.
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  SPEAKER_01: Because back then, like the summer was our freedom.
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  SPEAKER_01: It was it was like, you know, we had chores, we had things we had to do.
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  SPEAKER_01: Like, I mean, we did in the summer, but I I don't know.
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  SPEAKER_01: For me, it seems like for and and and you you can attest, or maybe your kids are different than mine, but like they look forward to summer break, but I don't think it's not the same as it was.
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  SPEAKER_01: It's not like come summer, like my kids would still sleep into like 10 or 11.
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  SPEAKER_01: Dude, summertime, bro.
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  SPEAKER_01: We were up, sun up, ready to fucking get outside, bike, ready to roll, to to go on our adventure for the day.
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  SPEAKER_01: And I think you know, you had family reunions and picnics and and you had hangouts, and and I just think that song is a good song that sums up a time when I'd like to go back.
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  SPEAKER_01: Going back to the summers when like I spent the entire summer with Jermaine, and then you know, before me and him met and and hung out riding my bike from East to Ellot all the way to just everywhere.
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  SPEAKER_01: Just yeah, I I think that that's the summertime was our time to find out who we were, yeah, for sure.
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  SPEAKER_01: I think there's a lot of pressure on kids today to just go through that every single day.
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  SPEAKER_01: Whereas, like, you know, the pressure's just on them.
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  SPEAKER_01: Social media, right, um, you know, content creation, influencers.
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  SPEAKER_01: It's it's everybody's competing to be the next big thing or be that person or that person.
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  SPEAKER_01: Whereas, bro, we just wanted to go out, ride our bikes, and get fucking muddy and dirty.
• 6:46
  SPEAKER_01: Yeah, we just wanted to go have fun, man.
• 6:48
  SPEAKER_01: Uh, but yeah, I think that's what I'm going with.
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  SPEAKER_01: So now I'm curious what you picked.
• 6:53
  SPEAKER_00: Yeah, man.
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  SPEAKER_00: I I wrote mine down because this song automatically uh in a tenth of a second brings me back to you know being a kid.
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  SPEAKER_00: I remember my dad listening to this song, my mom liked this song.
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  SPEAKER_00: I still like this song.
• 7:07
  SPEAKER_00: And I don't know what it is about it, but it's called Fishing in the Dark by Nitty Gritty Dirt Band.
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  SPEAKER_00: And it it it's almost kind of the same thing in in a way.
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  SPEAKER_00: I mean, he's talking about something a little different.
• 7:18
  SPEAKER_00: Well the feelings that it brings up is the same.
• 7:22
  SPEAKER_00: Like that's what you I get you.
• 7:23
  SPEAKER_00: Yeah, but yeah, I I just I I love that song.
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  SPEAKER_00: I still feel that way when I hear that song to this day.
• 7:30
  SPEAKER_00: It it literally brings me right back to being a kid, about you know, 9-10.
• 7:37
  SPEAKER_00: And it's just a classic song for me, and it's a country song, which is weird.
• 7:41
  SPEAKER_00: No, it isn't.
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  SPEAKER_00: Wouldn't people wouldn't think about that, but it's like I love that song.
• 7:45
  SPEAKER_01: But that's you know, I think that's the one thing I've actually started to learn from doing all of our music episodes and doing the decades, is that it doesn't matter.
• 7:56
  SPEAKER_01: No, if it makes you happy, yeah, and it's and and trust me, you guys will hear it.
• 8:02
  SPEAKER_01: It's not out yet, but you'll hear it in the 2010s episode.
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  SPEAKER_01: We didn't have I don't want to say we had a lot of bad things to say, but I I think me and Bob were going through a transition in our lives to that mid midlife section, and I just think we had too many other things to focus on than grab emotions to music.
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  SPEAKER_01: So that's what I'm gonna chalk it up to.
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  SPEAKER_01: But um we, you know, the the music just it it's making me realize that like everything there there's something for everybody.
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  SPEAKER_01: I guess is the simplest way.
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  SPEAKER_01: We may not understand it, it may not be our cup of tea, but there's people that are gonna listen to that and it's gonna do the same thing that a Metallica did for you that a Wu-Tang did for me.
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  SPEAKER_01: And ultimately, then even if I don't like it, I want it to be there because it does that for you.
• 8:57
  SPEAKER_01: Oh, yeah.
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  SPEAKER_01: You know, and I and I know you agree.
• 8:59
  SPEAKER_01: I'm just that's kind of where I'm at with it because you know, who gives a fuck?
• 9:03
  SPEAKER_01: I don't care if you would have said the fucking Telletubies theme song.
• 9:07
  SPEAKER_01: You know, like it wouldn't have well obviously you wouldn't, but you know what I mean?
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  SPEAKER_01: I'm making a point, like, hey, if that's you know Well, and it's our personal feelings on it all, which is and and you know that's what I like.
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  SPEAKER_01: You know, we're not going with the one thing I like about I think this episode that that that we're diving into now is everything else was decades and what we listened to, and and and whereas it was things that were going on in our lives, it was all just just also the shit that we liked.
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  SPEAKER_01: Whereas this episode, we're kind of putting where we were at in our lives to it.
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  SPEAKER_01: There's a lot more story involved to it on a personal side as opposed to just the musical side.
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  SPEAKER_00: So I think that's why I like this concept and and everything, because it's like, okay.
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  SPEAKER_00: Because I even told you when we were coming up with it all, I'm like, this is gonna give us a chance to to tell some stories and to to really I mean we're pretty nostalgia heavy on on some stuff, and it's like, alright, well, this is gonna be very nostalgic for us.
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  SPEAKER_00: So And that in tune starts us at where to the songs that raised us.
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  SPEAKER_01: And this this is so I'm starting to feel like a broken record because the last few episodes, man, it's just been really hard to narrow down a lot of stuff.
• 10:29
  SPEAKER_01: Yeah.
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  SPEAKER_01: Um and as I made my list, I uh I I say list, as I as I chose my songs, yeah, I tried to also make it to where it wasn't a lot of one band, one genre.
• 10:45
  SPEAKER_01: Right.
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  SPEAKER_01: I wanted to make it at least yes, honest, but also to kind of give different avenues of who I was then or now or whatever.
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  SPEAKER_01: So um on that uh I'm gonna go with uh one that's gonna catch you off guard.
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  SPEAKER_01: And this is a song that I've never talked about this band, I've never mentioned this song, and it was one of my my dad's favorite guitarists and artists, and I don't know what made me think of it, but it's an amazing song, and it's not a song you would think, but it was a song my dad would sing a lot.
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  SPEAKER_01: And I remember being a little little kid and hearing him sing it, and it was one of the good times I remembered, but it's I Drink Alone by George Thoroughgood and the Destroyers.
• 11:31
  SPEAKER_01: Wow, people would go bad to the bone, people would go one shot, one bourbon, one, you know, whatever.
• 11:36
  SPEAKER_00: Um, but one beer, yeah.
• 11:40
  SPEAKER_01: But I drink alone, I drink alone.
• 11:43
  SPEAKER_01: Um I I actually forgot, you know, and and and this is gonna be a deeper episode because we are gonna get into some feels and some things.
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  SPEAKER_01: Um I I've said at length, you know, I didn't have the greatest relationship relationship with my father.
• 12:00
  SPEAKER_01: So when I think of him, there are most times I do tap into a more unfortunately negative side of things because that's just where my brain goes.
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  SPEAKER_01: But I do like the times when I can go back to something that makes me smile.
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  SPEAKER_01: Oh, yeah.
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  SPEAKER_01: And this was one of those songs.
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  SPEAKER_01: Uh it it's not a song a five-year-old should ever hear.
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  SPEAKER_01: Because when you think about it, it's talking about a lonely guy that just drinks by himself.
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  SPEAKER_01: He doesn't need nobody but his alcohol.
• 12:24
  SPEAKER_01: It's really sad.
• 12:24
  SPEAKER_01: It is sad.
• 12:25
  SPEAKER_01: But but it's one of those where it's a sad song that was masterfully made.
• 12:33
  SPEAKER_01: I agree.
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  SPEAKER_01: Uh so you know, for me, that's that's that's one of the ones on on mine.
• 12:38
  SPEAKER_01: I'll let you go ahead and tell your tell a little story about one of yours or however you want to.
• 12:43
  SPEAKER_00: I'm gonna kick mine off with Hotel California, even though we've talked about it at length.
• 12:47
  SPEAKER_00: It doesn't matter.
• 12:48
  SPEAKER_00: My dad is a big Eagles fan.
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  SPEAKER_00: I remember hearing that song quite often sitting around the old stereo downstairs that he still has in the living room.
• 12:57
  SPEAKER_00: And yeah, it just I like the Eagles, man.
• 13:00
  SPEAKER_01: Yeah, I mean there's no reason um not to.
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  SPEAKER_01: Um it's go ahead.
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  SPEAKER_00: Yeah, I was gonna say it's it's just nostalgic for me to hear those songs.
• 13:09
  SPEAKER_01: It takes you back to hearing your dad listen to it.
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  SPEAKER_01: Like, yeah, for sure.
• 13:14
  SPEAKER_01: For sure.
• 13:14
  SPEAKER_01: Uh, I'm gonna go uh, like I said, I'm gonna fuck you up with some of these because I put thought into this.
• 13:20
  SPEAKER_00: Yeah, I did too.
• 13:22
  SPEAKER_01: I'm gonna go next.
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  SPEAKER_01: Um, this is a song that again my dad listened to a lot because it made him think of my grandma, but it's my mom coming home by Ozzy.
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  SPEAKER_01: Okay.
• 13:34
  SPEAKER_01: Um that was off the Osmosis album, I want to say.
• 13:38
  SPEAKER_01: I can't remember.
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  SPEAKER_01: I believe it was early 90s, though.
• 13:42
  SPEAKER_01: It was like very early 90s.
• 13:43
  SPEAKER_01: But maybe um it might have been late 80s, but I'm all I thought it was like 9091.
• 13:48
  SPEAKER_01: I could be absolutely wrong.
• 13:49
  SPEAKER_01: Obviously, I will tell you guys if I'm wrong, and I will put the correct date up when I edit this.
• 13:53
  SPEAKER_01: But um, yeah, my mom coming home.
• 13:55
  SPEAKER_01: Um it's a coming, it's it's a you know, one thing Ozzy he had a way of of of putting lyrics down.
• 14:03
  SPEAKER_00: He did.
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  SPEAKER_01: And to do it uh with Sabbath and solo, and and just his voice was so iconic.
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  SPEAKER_01: Um, but that that's a song that I remember.
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  SPEAKER_01: Uh my dad really loved that song, and and that's another one that like it brings me back to my childhood and and listening to him.
• 14:21
  SPEAKER_00: Oh, oh.
• 14:22
  SPEAKER_00: You said 90.
• 14:24
  SPEAKER_00: It was actually 91.
• 14:26
  SPEAKER_01: Yeah.
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  SPEAKER_00: And it was on No More Tears.
• 14:28
  SPEAKER_01: No More Tears.
• 14:29
  SPEAKER_01: Yeah, because that's another good song.
• 14:31
  SPEAKER_01: No More Tears.
• 14:33
  SPEAKER_01: Tears.
• 14:35
  SPEAKER_01: People forget about that Ozzy solo shit.
• 14:37
  SPEAKER_01: They always think Black Sabbath, but he slept on it, man.
• 14:40
  SPEAKER_01: Dude, he he had a good solo run, too, man.
• 14:43
  SPEAKER_01: He had Blizzard of Oz and uh Osmosis, No More Tears.
• 14:48
  SPEAKER_01: There's a lot of them.
• 14:49
  SPEAKER_01: Alright, so let's let's let's keep it moving.
• 14:52
  SPEAKER_01: I want to I want to hear more about Bob.
• 14:53
  SPEAKER_00: I want to hear more about me and what what I heard as a child.
• 14:56
  SPEAKER_00: What was that movie?
• 14:57
  SPEAKER_00: What about Bob?
• 14:58
  SPEAKER_00: What about Bob?
• 14:59
  SPEAKER_00: Yeah.
• 15:02
  SPEAKER_00: Um I should have talked about this more when we were talking about singer-songwriters in the 70s.
• 15:08
  SPEAKER_01: The songs I came up with, I'm like, dude, we missed so much.
• 15:11
  SPEAKER_00: I know.
• 15:11
  SPEAKER_00: But anyway, we even said that in the episode.
• 15:14
  SPEAKER_00: We did, but go ahead.
• 15:15
  SPEAKER_00: Uh it's a song called If You Could Read My Mind by Gordon Lightfoot.
• 15:20
  SPEAKER_00: Oh shit, Gordon Lightfoot.
• 15:22
  SPEAKER_00: I I love uh think uh No, I know who he is.
• 15:25
  SPEAKER_00: Yeah.
• 15:26
  SPEAKER_01: Um Steve.
• 15:28
  SPEAKER_01: Okay, he liked he liked Gordon Lightfoot.
• 15:30
  SPEAKER_01: Dude, you know, we we listened to music back there all the time when I was in engineering, so that was I loved him for that, man.
• 15:36
  SPEAKER_01: He's a big music guy, and that was huge.
• 15:39
  SPEAKER_00: Yeah, I like I like me some Gordon Lightfoot, man.
• 15:41
  SPEAKER_01: I I love this song in particular.
• 15:43
  SPEAKER_01: I mean, but what you know, songs that raised us, is it another one that takes you back to your dad or is it your mom?
• 15:48
  SPEAKER_01: Yeah.
• 15:49
  SPEAKER_00: Uh dad and uh dad and mom on that one.
• 15:52
  SPEAKER_00: Yeah, it was one that they shared, huh?
• 15:54
  SPEAKER_00: I think so, yeah.
• 15:56
  SPEAKER_00: And it's one of those it's one of those ones I still have on, you know, on my playlist and I can go back to and you know, he had a ton of hits too.
• 16:08
  SPEAKER_00: He had that one, he had Sundown.
• 16:10
  SPEAKER_00: There was the wreck of the Edmund Fitzgerald, which is you know like a nine-minute leviathan that you know people's attention spans are shit, but I gotta tell you this right now, dude.
• 16:19
  SPEAKER_01: Back in the days when they would make these long songs, it was I liked it.
• 16:22
  SPEAKER_01: Yeah, I I enjoyed it, but you know.
• 16:25
  SPEAKER_01: Um, so I'm I'm my next one, I'm gonna.
• 16:28
  SPEAKER_01: This is coming from your your you're one of your favorites, but this was this was uh my mom's favorite Eagles song.
• 16:38
  SPEAKER_01: Desperado.
• 16:40
  SPEAKER_01: Oh man.
• 16:40
  SPEAKER_01: Uh she loved that song.
• 16:42
  SPEAKER_01: That was her song.
• 16:43
  SPEAKER_01: Um, so I had to put that on there because that when I hear that, I think of my mom.
• 16:46
  SPEAKER_01: Because she used to she used to groove out when she would hear it and shit.
• 16:49
  SPEAKER_01: It used to be great.
• 16:50
  SPEAKER_01: But yeah, that's one that made me think of my mom.
• 16:53
  SPEAKER_01: Uh she uh she loved that.
• 16:55
  SPEAKER_01: Uh both my that was one of the groups that you know my mom and dad both loved, and the Eagles got mad playing, and same.
• 17:02
  SPEAKER_01: I started to think like you look at like Hotel California could have just been a greatest hits album.
• 17:08
  SPEAKER_01: I think we literally said those words, but I I have to say, like the insane amount of songs that are I mean, they were like the Avengers of rock and roll anyway.
• 17:16
  SPEAKER_01: They just put together the best of the best and said, hey, go make music.
• 17:20
  SPEAKER_01: Right.
• 17:21
  SPEAKER_01: But what's another one for you?
• 17:25
  SPEAKER_01: I have so many written down here.
• 17:26
  SPEAKER_01: I have a few, so we can we can go a little bit.
• 17:29
  SPEAKER_01: Yeah.
• 17:29
  SPEAKER_00: Uh da da da.
• 17:32
  SPEAKER_00: This one really makes me think of my mom, because she loved country music.
• 17:40
  SPEAKER_00: But My Home's in Alabama by Alabama.
• 17:44
  SPEAKER_00: Uh both mom and dad like really enjoyed Alabama, but I think that was a big one for my in-laws.
• 17:50
  SPEAKER_01: I think they loved Alabama from what I remember.
• 17:53
  SPEAKER_00: I like me some Alabama, but um yeah, that brings me back to my mom, just certain things like that.
• 17:59
  SPEAKER_01: And then what's really funny is I don't have any Elvis on here, which I just I I'll go to that one next because I do um I I put it this is this is gonna be a tough one, but I'm I'm gonna do it anyway.
• 18:14
  SPEAKER_01: So I've mentioned this song before, and today I really want you to listen to it.
• 18:19
  SPEAKER_01: Um we forgot last time.
• 18:20
  SPEAKER_01: Yeah, it's called Don't Cry Daddy, and it's about it's it's Elvis, and it's a song about I can't recall if it was she left or she passed away, but it's it's a single father and his son, and like it's from the son's perspective.
• 18:41
  SPEAKER_01: And oh, I'm getting chills.
• 18:44
  SPEAKER_01: But there was a lot of rough patches in my mom and dad's marriage, and unfortunately, this one's a little sadder, but this song always makes me think of my mom because I remember when I was a teenager and she was crying one day listening to it.
• 19:01
  SPEAKER_01: I was like, you know, I can remember you crying and and listening to this.
• 19:05
  SPEAKER_01: Why?
• 19:06
  SPEAKER_01: And I'll never forget.
• 19:07
  SPEAKER_01: I think I was like 16 or 17 and she goes because there was many times that like I kind of wanted to take you away and it'd just be like me and you because you know yeah, so it was it i it's a little heavier song, but I I felt compelled because I mentioned the song before but didn't really put the ties to it.
• 19:25
  SPEAKER_01: Um so now it's it it can become hard for me to listen now.
• 19:30
  SPEAKER_01: Um, but it's a song that I remember and it's a deep cut of his.
• 19:34
  SPEAKER_01: It's not you know jailhouse rock, you know, uh hound dog, none of those songs.
• 19:41
  SPEAKER_01: It's a it's a more but yeah, I was I was gonna go with that.
• 19:44
  SPEAKER_01: I I put that one on there.
• 19:45
  SPEAKER_01: There's another one that I wish I could.
• 19:48
  SPEAKER_01: I've been trying to remember since we started this podcast talking about music, but there was another Elvis song that I really liked.
• 19:54
  SPEAKER_01: And unfortunately, you know, I've said a lot of times, like I I don't always delve back into my past because it wasn't always the best, and I forgot it.
• 20:04
  SPEAKER_01: But uh now we can hopefully brighten up now that I've brought the fucking temperature to run down.
• 20:10
  SPEAKER_01: But I I I wanted to mention that because you know, one thing that I've I've learned through therapy and stuff is like even if it's uncomfortable for people to hear and it's uncomfortable for me to say, sometimes it's just good to let shit out.
• 20:23
  SPEAKER_01: And you know, that was a song that has a lot of deep traumatic emotion to it.
• 20:29
  SPEAKER_01: Yeah, but I feel better now that I've said it, talked about it.
• 20:32
  SPEAKER_01: So, but let's go into another one of you.
• 20:35
  SPEAKER_01: I know I I know, you know.
• 20:37
  SPEAKER_00: I'm gonna give you one more here.
• 20:39
  SPEAKER_00: Um, I don't want to get this too long drawn out winded, but this one uh my dad always calls it by the wrong name.
• 20:52
  SPEAKER_00: And uh I was enlightened by that uh quite a few years ago by my grandfather, who that was my dad's father-in-law.
• 20:59
  SPEAKER_00: They obviously didn't get along after the divorce, blah, blah, blah.
• 21:02
  SPEAKER_00: But um it's called Twilight Zone.
• 21:05
  SPEAKER_00: It's by Golden Earring.
• 21:06
  SPEAKER_00: Oh shit.
• 21:07
  SPEAKER_00: I've never heard of that, so that's gonna have to be something I heard.
• 21:10
  SPEAKER_01: I look into it.
• 21:10
  SPEAKER_00: It's about a hitman from the hitman's perspective.
• 21:13
  SPEAKER_01: Oh Jesus.
• 21:14
  SPEAKER_01: That's crazy.
• 21:15
  SPEAKER_00: And it's from, I believe, the 70s.
• 21:18
  SPEAKER_00: Okay.
• 21:18
  SPEAKER_00: So uh they did uh that was one of their big hits, and then the other huge hit they had was Radar Love.
• 21:24
  SPEAKER_00: Okay.
• 21:25
  SPEAKER_00: Also on this, but my dad loved those two songs, but he always Twilight Zone, he he always called it something different because he either ages couldn't remember the name of it or that's what he called it because of the chorus.
• 21:37
  SPEAKER_01: Okay.
• 21:38
  SPEAKER_00: And uh it always made me laugh.
• 21:40
  SPEAKER_00: I always heard that growing up, and it's one of those songs that it's actually a really good song.
• 21:44
  SPEAKER_00: Yeah.
• 21:45
  SPEAKER_00: It's actually a very good song.
• 21:46
  SPEAKER_00: So I I'm shocked you haven't I bet you've heard it.
• 21:49
  SPEAKER_01: Maybe I have and I just didn't know the title.
• 21:51
  SPEAKER_01: You know, because growing up a lot of times, like my dad would just have records playing.
• 21:55
  SPEAKER_01: I just didn't ask questions, I just listened.
• 21:57
  SPEAKER_01: I'll play it for you.
• 21:58
  SPEAKER_01: I bet you heard it.
• 21:59
  SPEAKER_01: Uh I I hope.
• 22:00
  SPEAKER_01: I mean, because it's you know, if it's important to you, then you know, I definitely wanna get on, man.
• 22:05
  SPEAKER_01: Good tongue.
• 22:06
  SPEAKER_01: All right.
• 22:06
  SPEAKER_01: I think that would make it even if we move on from there since I started.
• 22:09
  SPEAKER_01: I don't wanna I have a few more, but again, we can get um but since I went first on the last one, um, we we this this is this is this is that one.
• 22:22
  SPEAKER_01: Yeah.
• 22:22
  SPEAKER_01: This was one that I put a lot of thought into.
• 22:24
  SPEAKER_01: I had multiple answers for each one just because I wanted to see how the f fluidness of it would go.
• 22:32
  SPEAKER_01: Um, but the soundtrack of getting older, um, you know, if our lives were getting getting to become a movie or getting made a movie, yeah.
• 22:43
  SPEAKER_01: So I I will let you go through yours and and and and talk about it or whatever.
• 22:49
  SPEAKER_01: I'm actually I feel like a kid right now.
• 22:51
  SPEAKER_01: I'm excited.
• 22:52
  SPEAKER_01: I'm like, I want to hear what you got to say.
• 22:53
  SPEAKER_00: It's some fun songs, man.
• 22:56
  SPEAKER_00: Uh gonna kick it off with opening credits.
• 22:58
  SPEAKER_00: And I went with Beautiful Boy by John Lennon.
• 23:02
  SPEAKER_00: Oh, that's a good one.
• 23:03
  SPEAKER_00: And my daughter actually really likes this song.
• 23:06
  SPEAKER_00: I was like, I'm gonna go with this song.
• 23:07
  SPEAKER_00: And she's like, Really, Dad?
• 23:08
  SPEAKER_00: I'm like, yeah, I like John Lennon.
• 23:11
  SPEAKER_00: She's like, Dad, I really like she I played it and she's singing it word for word, and I'm like, it figures mine would know that.
• 23:17
  SPEAKER_00: Yeah, yeah, yeah.
• 23:19
  SPEAKER_00: And then my childhood song, I went with Goodridden's Time of Your Life by Green Day.
• 23:26
  SPEAKER_00: Oh, that's a really good Yeah, it's kind of deep in retrospective because it's it talking about growing out of childhood and moving into you know um and this one is for you, just because I went my high school song, I went with Hypnotize by Biggie.
• 23:46
  SPEAKER_01: So I actually have that scratched out on mine.
• 23:50
  SPEAKER_01: Oh, that's hilarious.
• 23:52
  SPEAKER_01: And I only changed it, and and I'll explain it when I get to mine, but go ahead, keep going.
• 23:57
  SPEAKER_00: That that's a good one though.
• 23:59
  SPEAKER_00: And then my party song, because I used to party across the street over here with friends back in the day, and we were all rock guys and had, you know, had a lot of fun.
• 24:08
  SPEAKER_00: But uh my party anthem would be Chopsui by System.
• 24:12
  SPEAKER_00: Ah, that's a good one, though.
• 24:13
  SPEAKER_00: Even though I don't like System of a Down, I like that song.
• 24:16
  SPEAKER_00: Yeah, everybody likes that song, I think.
• 24:18
  SPEAKER_00: That's a good one.
• 24:19
  SPEAKER_00: Yeah, and then my love zone.
• 24:22
  SPEAKER_00: I went 50 Candles by Boys to Men.
• 24:25
  SPEAKER_02: Ooh, I wasn't expecting that.
• 24:28
  SPEAKER_00: Good one.
• 24:31
  SPEAKER_00: Oh, I just I like that song.
• 24:33
  SPEAKER_00: Well, I like the album.
• 24:34
  SPEAKER_01: Well the whole album is Boys to Men never released a bad album.
• 24:39
  SPEAKER_00: And let's see.
• 24:40
  SPEAKER_00: Uh-da.
• 24:41
  SPEAKER_00: Oh, my breakup.
• 24:43
  SPEAKER_00: My breakup song?
• 24:43
  SPEAKER_00: This one's gonna shock you numb by Lincoln Park.
• 24:49
  SPEAKER_00: Uh-oh.
• 24:51
  SPEAKER_01: I'm not picking it, but it was one of them.
• 24:52
  SPEAKER_01: It was one of them.
• 24:53
  SPEAKER_01: Oh, yeah.
• 24:53
  SPEAKER_01: Yeah, it's a guitar.
• 24:54
  SPEAKER_01: For sure.
• 24:54
  SPEAKER_01: And it's it fits.
• 24:57
  SPEAKER_01: And the fact that we both picked it out of the immense amount says what that type of song can.
• 25:03
  SPEAKER_01: But that's lyrical comedy.
• 25:05
  SPEAKER_01: I actually really believed we wouldn't even come even close, and so far there's two that we've actually so maybe we were meant to be friends, dog.
• 25:14
  SPEAKER_00: Right.
• 25:14
  SPEAKER_00: Uh my I screwed up song is Apologize by One Republic.
• 25:19
  SPEAKER_00: That's a really good one.
• 25:20
  SPEAKER_00: Yeah.
• 25:21
  SPEAKER_01: That's a kind of a deep cut nowadays.
• 25:23
  SPEAKER_01: I I think when we get done with this episode, we're gonna have to exchange songs and listen to these because I got someone here that's but that's that's I I think that's a perfect pick for you for that.
• 25:34
  SPEAKER_01: I I like that.
• 25:35
  SPEAKER_01: I like that.
• 25:37
  SPEAKER_00: And my midlife crisis song.
• 25:40
  SPEAKER_00: I'm gonna go with a Toulamon by Megadeth.
• 25:43
  SPEAKER_00: Okay.
• 25:44
  SPEAKER_00: All right.
• 25:45
  SPEAKER_00: That's that was kind of a I I thought a lot about that.
• 25:47
  SPEAKER_00: I'm like, well, I'm not there yet.
• 25:49
  SPEAKER_00: I haven't had a midlife crisis.
• 25:50
  SPEAKER_00: What does that sound like?
• 25:51
  SPEAKER_01: I have.
• 25:52
  SPEAKER_01: Uh, and it was June of this year.
• 25:56
  SPEAKER_01: And so, you know, well, actually, the six to seven months leading up to that in that, but yeah, so but you know, I think people take midlife crisis as like crashing out or something like that.
• 26:10
  SPEAKER_01: I don't think that's it.
• 26:11
  SPEAKER_01: I think a midlife crisis can just be you wake up one day and go, like, what the fuck?
• 26:15
  SPEAKER_01: Like, what am I doing?
• 26:16
  SPEAKER_01: Like, not not saying you want to leave your situation, but you just kind of wake up in a different mindset.
• 26:21
  SPEAKER_01: So um, I don't think that's crazy at all that you, you know.
• 26:25
  SPEAKER_01: And and again, you know, people's midlife, you know, some people, yes, they have a midlife crisis, they divorce their wife, fuck their secretary, and buy a Lamborghini.
• 26:32
  SPEAKER_01: Right.
• 26:33
  SPEAKER_01: Some people have a midlife crisis and just go see a therapist and try to, you know, I mean, it's it's everybody deals with a difference.
• 26:38
  SPEAKER_01: I wish I could afford a Lamborghini.
• 26:40
  SPEAKER_01: Yeah, you're gonna need both.
• 26:41
  SPEAKER_01: And then I wouldn't buy one.
• 26:43
  SPEAKER_01: I'd just buy like three or four cars that were cheaper, but you know, but anyway.
• 26:47
  SPEAKER_01: And and then the uh my closing credits song.
• 26:50
  SPEAKER_01: This was the one that it was the first one I wrote down.
• 26:53
  SPEAKER_01: It was the first one I immediately knew.
• 26:56
  SPEAKER_00: Mine too.
• 26:57
  SPEAKER_00: Uh I went with The Dance by Garth Brooks.
• 27:01
  SPEAKER_00: Oh, wow.
• 27:04
  SPEAKER_00: Yep.
• 27:04
  SPEAKER_00: I love that song.
• 27:05
  SPEAKER_01: That's a that's a that's a good one.
• 27:07
  SPEAKER_00: Yeah.
• 27:08
  SPEAKER_01: Alright.
• 27:10
  SPEAKER_01: So, my turn, and some of these are gonna be like, all right.
• 27:16
  SPEAKER_01: And and um, I was I was I had one down for the first one, but I ended up going another way.
• 27:23
  SPEAKER_01: But my opening credits song is The Way I Am by Eminem.
• 27:26
  SPEAKER_00: Ooh, okay.
• 27:28
  SPEAKER_01: Guys, what you see is what you get.
• 27:30
  SPEAKER_01: I'm I'm uh, you know, like he says, I am whatever you say I am.
• 27:35
  SPEAKER_01: If I wasn't, then why would I say I am?
• 27:38
  SPEAKER_01: So I I felt like that was a good one that lets kind of people know, like, all right, what you see is what you get.
• 27:43
  SPEAKER_01: You know, I'm not faking the funk on a nasty dunk.
• 27:45
  SPEAKER_01: Like, that's not how I roll.
• 27:47
  SPEAKER_01: Um and my childhood song, this one was tough because like this was literally a tie.
• 27:53
  SPEAKER_01: Um, but I'm actually gonna go with the one that I came up with second because I think it it really says uh kind of how my childhood was, and that's Welcome to the Jungle by Guns and Roses.
• 28:05
  SPEAKER_01: Because of how crazy it was.
• 28:06
  SPEAKER_01: Yeah, okay.
• 28:07
  SPEAKER_01: You know, there's some things that I've never talked about on here, you know, that happened to me as a child, and shit.
• 28:11
  SPEAKER_01: I felt like that's the perfect yes just has that chaotic, and just I don't know what's going on to it, so that's why I picked that.
• 28:20
  SPEAKER_01: Um, my high school song, like you said, I had originally wrote hypnotize and I scratched it out, and I went, I went with California Love.
• 28:30
  SPEAKER_00: It's funny because I almost went with California Love.
• 28:32
  SPEAKER_01: Let me tell you the story of why I picked that.
• 28:34
  SPEAKER_01: 1995, it debuted at midnight on New Year's Eve, my birthday.
• 28:41
  SPEAKER_01: And it just that's a song that if you hated rap music, you loved that song.
• 28:50
  SPEAKER_01: And I just felt like that kind of as as a lot of the younger and millennials say, it was the perfect righteous and ratchet.
• 29:01
  SPEAKER_01: It was a party song that was uplifting, but it was also gritty and 90s rap, and it just felt like it fit like what plus a head dray on it.
• 29:09
  SPEAKER_01: Well, of course, and Tupac.
• 29:11
  SPEAKER_01: Like, what the fuck?
• 29:12
  SPEAKER_01: Um, my party song is Yeah by Usher.
• 29:15
  SPEAKER_01: Um and Hugo John and that and uh Ludacris.
• 29:19
  SPEAKER_01: I could have gone many places.
• 29:20
  SPEAKER_01: I thought about Back That Ass Up by Juvenile.
• 29:23
  SPEAKER_01: There was many, but but but that was the one that I went.
• 29:27
  SPEAKER_01: It just it just sounded like uh when I hear it, I go back and I just go, Yeah, that I could see that being uh my love song, and this is gonna surprise you because you know how much I love 90s RB, but I actually went with Iris by Google Daws.
• 29:47
  SPEAKER_01: Dude, I love that song.
• 29:48
  SPEAKER_01: Um I don't know what it is about that song, but it just it just it feels like it feels like me in a relationship, and that's kind of why, you know, I I went with that.
• 30:02
  SPEAKER_01: I did not expect that.
• 30:03
  SPEAKER_01: I know you didn't.
• 30:04
  SPEAKER_01: I love that song.
• 30:05
  SPEAKER_01: That's one of my favorite songs of all time.
• 30:07
  SPEAKER_01: I love it.
• 30:07
  SPEAKER_01: Um and my breakup song, and you're not gonna know this, um, but you know how I felt throughout my divorce and whatnot, but it's called Let You Down by NF, and I'll let you hear it after this.
• 30:21
  SPEAKER_01: Um I do not know that.
• 30:23
  SPEAKER_01: No, it's I think it's perfect for where I'm at in a breakup song.
• 30:32
  SPEAKER_01: Um the I screwed up song uh is uh I have to make sure I no, yeah, yeah.
• 30:42
  SPEAKER_00: Yeah, I screwed up song.
• 30:44
  SPEAKER_01: Or no, I'm sorry.
• 30:45
  SPEAKER_01: I I messed up.
• 30:46
  SPEAKER_01: My breakup song is Walked Out of Heaven by Jagged Edge.
• 30:50
  SPEAKER_01: I screwed up song is Let You Down.
• 30:52
  SPEAKER_01: I skipped one.
• 30:53
  SPEAKER_01: Uh my breakup song is Walked Out of Heaven.
• 30:55
  SPEAKER_01: It's always been the one the chorus goes like, I feel like I just walked out of heaven.
• 30:59
  SPEAKER_01: I feel like a child scared lost at seven.
• 31:02
  SPEAKER_01: Like it's it's really poignant.
• 31:03
  SPEAKER_01: And then I screwed up song is I Let You Down by NF.
• 31:06
  SPEAKER_01: Now, you're gonna my midlife crisis song, and you know I love this, is Wrong Side of Heaven by Five Fingers.
• 31:13
  SPEAKER_01: Oh, yeah.
• 31:14
  SPEAKER_01: Yeah, good song.
• 31:15
  SPEAKER_01: Um literally, you know, I'm no hero, I'm not made of stone, I'm on the wrong side of heaven, you know, the righteous side of heaven.
• 31:22
  SPEAKER_01: Yep.
• 31:23
  SPEAKER_01: Um, and again, this was the song that I absolutely had immediately.
• 31:31
  SPEAKER_01: I've said this, I want this playing at my funeral, and that is Leave Out All the Rest by Lincoln.
• 31:37
  SPEAKER_01: Oh, okay.
• 31:38
  SPEAKER_01: Um, the moment I heard that song, I was immediately addicted to that song.
• 31:44
  SPEAKER_01: Um, it's about reflection, it's about telling people like, hey, when I'm gone, yeah, remember the good parts of me.
• 31:50
  SPEAKER_01: Right.
• 31:51
  SPEAKER_01: Don't, don't, don't remember my fuck-ups and and the things that I did wrong because that wasn't truly who I was.
• 31:57
  SPEAKER_01: Right.
• 31:58
  SPEAKER_01: Um, I'm trying not to get emotional.
• 32:01
  SPEAKER_01: Um, that that song does something to me, man.
• 32:03
  SPEAKER_01: It just it really.
• 32:05
  SPEAKER_01: And and that's I feel like that should absolutely be my my ending, my ending credit songs.
• 32:11
  SPEAKER_01: Dude, we got some dope movies here, man.
• 32:13
  SPEAKER_01: I know, right?
• 32:14
  SPEAKER_01: We should make these movies.
• 32:16
  SPEAKER_01: Good soundtracks to them, man.
• 32:17
  SPEAKER_01: Yeah, no kidding.
• 32:19
  SPEAKER_00: Uh I was I was not expecting some of you were answers.
• 32:22
  SPEAKER_01: I know.
• 32:22
  SPEAKER_01: I told you, I put thought into it.
• 32:24
  SPEAKER_01: I had to get a song that really when I when I when I listened to it and when I decided to pick it, it had to go, that's right.
• 32:30
  SPEAKER_01: Like that feels right.
• 32:32
  SPEAKER_00: I feel like mine's almost predictable, it seems like.
• 32:35
  SPEAKER_01: No, no, not at all.
• 32:36
  SPEAKER_01: Not at all.
• 32:37
  SPEAKER_01: Um that's fun.
• 32:39
  SPEAKER_00: That was fun.
• 32:40
  SPEAKER_00: Yeah, I like that.
• 32:41
  SPEAKER_00: Maybe that could be a playlist for us here.
• 32:44
  SPEAKER_01: Hmm.
• 32:46
  SPEAKER_01: Well, throw them up.
• 32:47
  SPEAKER_01: You actually said it, but I actually think I'm gonna do what you said.
• 32:50
  SPEAKER_01: Yeah, I need to find out a way to put the links to the actual playlist because you can do that with Apple Music and just have from this episode those songs in both of ours.
• 33:03
  SPEAKER_01: I'm gonna try to be cool.
• 33:04
  SPEAKER_01: I know I can make the playlist, but I have to figure out how to get to copy the link and get it into our clips or our videos so they can they can go through the description and check them out.
• 33:14
  SPEAKER_01: Um, but yeah, I that that one was that one was fun to do.
• 33:18
  SPEAKER_01: That I have to say, that was probably the funnest part of this episode for me.
• 33:22
  SPEAKER_01: I mean, it was all great, but that one was like, oh, I I want to make sure I get this right.
• 33:26
  SPEAKER_00: Right.
• 33:28
  SPEAKER_01: Um so what's our what's our next subject?
• 33:31
  SPEAKER_01: I mean, this one uh songs that got us through shit.
• 33:37
  SPEAKER_01: I could have probably made a billion songs in this one, but I I narrowed it down to let's see.
• 33:43
  SPEAKER_00: One, two, three, four, five, six, seven.
• 33:46
  SPEAKER_00: I did eight.
• 33:47
  SPEAKER_00: I'm not gonna get to them all.
• 33:48
  SPEAKER_00: I I think we said maybe five.
• 33:50
  SPEAKER_00: I have six, so we can go five.
• 33:52
  SPEAKER_01: We can go five, or we can go six that way you don't have to cut out so many.
• 33:56
  SPEAKER_01: Um I'll go first.
• 33:58
  SPEAKER_01: Um, the first one is a song that um, as hard as it is for me to listen, um when I want to think of my mom in good ways, it was a song that um I I back in the day when we were burning CDs, I burnt a CD for my mom, and it was the very first song on there, and she had never heard it yet.
• 34:16
  SPEAKER_01: And it's from a group that you mentioned from your your soundtrack, um, but it's a song from Mama by Boys the Men.
• 34:22
  SPEAKER_01: Um that me and my mom used to sing that together after I made her that.
• 34:26
  SPEAKER_01: And on the way home, I think I've told the story about um the Mother's Day before she passed, we went out to eat breakfast, and it was just me and her, and we listened to that song on the way home crying and and laughing and stuff like that.
• 34:40
  SPEAKER_01: So um when I when I want to listen, when I want to get the cry out, but yeah, but feel good about the good times and stuff, I I listened to that song.
• 34:49
  SPEAKER_00: Fuck yeah.
• 34:49
  SPEAKER_00: No, that's a good song.
• 34:50
  SPEAKER_01: And it it's helped me.
• 34:51
  SPEAKER_01: What was that off of?
• 34:52
  SPEAKER_00: Evolution?
• 34:53
  SPEAKER_00: That was off evolution, wasn't it?
• 34:54
  SPEAKER_01: Yes, yes.
• 34:56
  SPEAKER_00: That was right after Boys to Men 2.
• 34:58
  SPEAKER_00: Yes, it was directly after that.
• 35:00
  SPEAKER_01: Or no.
• 35:00
  SPEAKER_00: Yeah, no, that was it.
• 35:01
  SPEAKER_01: No, no, no.
• 35:02
  SPEAKER_01: I think Four Seasons of Loneliness was after uh two, and then it was uh Evolution.
• 35:06
  SPEAKER_01: Yes, okay.
• 35:07
  SPEAKER_01: I'm pretty sure, yeah.
• 35:08
  SPEAKER_01: I'm getting fuzzy as I'm getting older.
• 35:11
  SPEAKER_01: Bro, the amount of music we've listened to in our lifetime.
• 35:14
  SPEAKER_00: I used to be able to tell you, like Oh, yeah.
• 35:17
  SPEAKER_01: So what's what's a song that got you through some shit?
• 35:19
  SPEAKER_01: Sad but true.
• 35:20
  SPEAKER_01: Oh, wow, yeah.
• 35:21
  SPEAKER_01: I mean shit.
• 35:23
  SPEAKER_01: Fuck, that's a good pick.
• 35:24
  SPEAKER_01: Like, I didn't even know.
• 35:27
  SPEAKER_01: If you guys could see the look on his face, he's like, Yep, yep, that's it.
• 35:30
  SPEAKER_01: No, it it that I mean, so just a small tiny synopsis of like, you know, just kind of a funny.
• 35:36
  SPEAKER_00: So when my parent when when when my parents were going through shit and ended up ultimately divorcing, that song was actually that whole album, because I put that one and nothing else matters back to back.
• 35:46
  SPEAKER_00: I'm just gonna count that as kind of one, but that really that I could have put that whole album got me through it, but sad but true is such a heavy hitter, it's such a I mean, it's like getting punched in the face.
• 35:58
  SPEAKER_00: A lot of people won't feel that way now with what's out now, but yeah, you know, that was Yeah, but it wasn't talked about as much as neither, so it was it was it's it's still a heavy ass song, and it yeah, it just got me through it, man.
• 36:11
  SPEAKER_00: It made me not want to hurt somebody or myself or that's a good thing.
• 36:15
  SPEAKER_01: Yeah.
• 36:15
  SPEAKER_01: Um for me, and I don't I don't know if you've ever heard this song, but um It's Beautiful by Eminem.
• 36:23
  SPEAKER_01: Uh it was off of relapse.
• 36:25
  SPEAKER_01: Um and that got me through um when I was it was right before that I had met or had reconnected with Rann and I was getting out of the relationship with Bella's mom, you know, my first daughter.
• 36:44
  SPEAKER_01: Um and I was 350 pounds, I was just fat, I was nasty, I worked three jobs, was struggling, I was taking care of my dad.
• 36:54
  SPEAKER_01: I just did not feel like a normal human being.
• 36:57
  SPEAKER_01: And that song really helped me when I was really in some dark places, not go any further.
• 37:05
  SPEAKER_01: Um, you know, because to see success from him and then to see he was going through that shit, it's like, all right, I'm not the only one.
• 37:11
  SPEAKER_01: Yeah.
• 37:11
  SPEAKER_01: Because you know how it is, dog.
• 37:12
  SPEAKER_01: It doesn't matter how many people tell you when you're going through something, you're the only one going through it.
• 37:17
  SPEAKER_01: Like, that's just how it feels.
• 37:18
  SPEAKER_01: Yeah.
• 37:18
  SPEAKER_00: Because you're the only one that knows how you feel.
• 37:21
  SPEAKER_01: Well, uh yes, that's obviously, but what I mean is like it doesn't matter if somebody's gone through the exact same thing when you're going through it, you can't hear that.
• 37:30
  SPEAKER_01: No, all you're worried about is like, dude, the world hates me.
• 37:32
  SPEAKER_01: Yeah, and that's all you think about.
• 37:34
  SPEAKER_01: So but uh keep going.
• 37:36
  SPEAKER_01: I I'm I'm I love it so far.
• 37:38
  SPEAKER_01: Um dude, this is I think this episode's fun.
• 37:41
  SPEAKER_01: This because there's more emotion as opposed to what we love, what we like, and stuff like that.
• 37:46
  SPEAKER_01: There's just there's a part of this that feels more personal to me, I guess.
• 37:50
  SPEAKER_00: No, it is, and that's what it is.
• 37:51
  SPEAKER_00: It's a personal thing.
• 37:52
  SPEAKER_00: Uh, my next one is Nutshell by Allison James.
• 37:55
  SPEAKER_00: Oh my god.
• 37:57
  SPEAKER_00: And that one is a continual getting me through shit.
• 38:02
  SPEAKER_00: It's it's gotten me through some stuff in the last couple of months, too, and I've been feeling kind of low.
• 38:06
  SPEAKER_00: And it's like, why do you want to listen to a depressing song when you're depressed?
• 38:10
  SPEAKER_00: And it's like, well, and I get that.
• 38:12
  SPEAKER_01: It helps.
• 38:13
  SPEAKER_01: But like, and and only and and don't get me wrong, all depression matters.
• 38:18
  SPEAKER_01: But if you haven't been severely depressed, yeah, you don't understand how much happy shit just makes you fucking cringe.
• 38:26
  SPEAKER_01: Yeah, it you hate it.
• 38:27
  SPEAKER_01: You hate it, like you don't, and and I get it, you don't want anybody else to be happy, you want everybody else to be miserable now.
• 38:35
  SPEAKER_01: As a much mature person and a person in therapy, I understand that that's not the way to be.
• 38:40
  SPEAKER_01: Yeah, right.
• 38:41
  SPEAKER_01: But again, when you're going through that, it's literally like Tupac said, fuck the world.
• 38:46
  SPEAKER_01: Yeah, it's true, it's very true.
• 38:48
  SPEAKER_01: Um the next one's another one for me.
• 38:51
  SPEAKER_01: Um, and again, I think after this, me and you will have a therapy session and we'll play these songs.
• 38:56
  SPEAKER_01: Yeah.
• 38:56
  SPEAKER_01: Um, but there's a line in this song, it's called Rain, and it's by Chameleonaire.
• 39:01
  SPEAKER_01: Um and there's a line in it, it came out right around the time my mom got sick.
• 39:07
  SPEAKER_01: And there's a line in it where he says, he goes, you know, he's talking about going through life.
• 39:12
  SPEAKER_01: He goes, You wake up and go to work, and three out of your four tires are flat, and like stuff like that.
• 39:16
  SPEAKER_01: And he and he goes, he goes, You there's a legit line, he goes, You just found out that the realest person in your family is getting ill.
• 39:25
  SPEAKER_01: And that hit home.
• 39:26
  SPEAKER_01: Yeah.
• 39:27
  SPEAKER_01: And so I just yeah, gravitated.
• 39:30
  SPEAKER_01: Yeah, it was just and it's got guess who's on it?
• 39:33
  SPEAKER_01: Scarface.
• 39:34
  SPEAKER_01: So that above that brain two, it was like, holy fuck, this is so um that that's another song that that that makes me.
• 39:42
  SPEAKER_01: I don't go back to it as much because it brings me back because again, yeah, I remember the exact moment.
• 39:48
  SPEAKER_01: It was I was listening to the album while we were in the hospital getting the diagnosis, and I walked out into the hallway because I I had to get some air because I just found out that my mom is gonna die.
• 40:01
  SPEAKER_01: Right.
• 40:02
  SPEAKER_01: And this song starts playing, and the the the lady in the intro, she goes, just remember that uh no matter how much it rains, there's always a sunny day.
• 40:09
  SPEAKER_01: And I just it locked me in, and then I was listening to the lyrics and I was like, oh shit.
• 40:13
  SPEAKER_01: And but it makes sense.
• 40:15
  SPEAKER_01: But yeah, that's that that's one too.
• 40:17
  SPEAKER_01: So what about what about you?
• 40:18
  SPEAKER_00: And this is actually a song that you've talked about a couple times.
• 40:22
  SPEAKER_00: Oh, and it has a different meaning for me.
• 40:24
  SPEAKER_00: I never brought it up.
• 40:25
  SPEAKER_00: Uh Remember Everything, Five Finger Death Punch.
• 40:28
  SPEAKER_00: Now I'm gonna tell you that this song I gravitated to this one not because of lyrical context, which I love the song because of the lyrical context.
• 40:40
  SPEAKER_00: Some of the other meanings that some people take away from it, other than that, after my mom died.
• 40:47
  SPEAKER_00: So that song I can listen to that now and still just like what you said, I I can still tear up and get because that takes me right back to that time, you know, and that's been fifteen years ago now.
• 41:01
  SPEAKER_01: Uh yeah.
• 41:03
  SPEAKER_00: Almost going on 16.
• 41:05
  SPEAKER_01: It'll be 19 this year first for me.
• 41:08
  SPEAKER_00: I don't feel like it, man.
• 41:09
  SPEAKER_01: It's weird.
• 41:10
  SPEAKER_01: In some ways I feel like it's been a hundred years, right?
• 41:12
  SPEAKER_01: And in some ways I feel like it's been three months.
• 41:15
  SPEAKER_01: Right.
• 41:16
  SPEAKER_01: So it's tough.
• 41:18
  SPEAKER_01: Um the next one I'm gonna go to is and this is one that we we we've talked about.
• 41:26
  SPEAKER_01: There's two subjects that we really wanted to stray away from.
• 41:30
  SPEAKER_01: And this one talks about it a little bit, but this has to do, and I'm not gonna go deep into it because I don't want this podcast to use these subjects because it's too polarizing.
• 41:40
  SPEAKER_01: But part of my deconstruction from religion, this song um really uh really talks about what I struggled with with it, and it's called Ill Mind of Hobson 7.
• 41:53
  SPEAKER_01: It's an artist named Hobson.
• 41:54
  SPEAKER_01: Um he was a different artist, he's not very well known.
• 41:58
  SPEAKER_01: He almost blew up, and I think he should have because he was talented, but he was another artist that suffered from a lot of like he just randomly went up and moved to Bangkok and just like yeah, it was he went through some shit.
• 42:10
  SPEAKER_01: Um I feel for the guy.
• 42:12
  SPEAKER_01: Um, but but if you guys want to listen to it and understand where because I used to be a believer, I'm no longer, I'm gonna leave it at that.
• 42:21
  SPEAKER_01: If you want to have a personal conversation, that's fine, but I don't want to talk about that stuff on here.
• 42:25
  SPEAKER_01: But this was a song, right?
• 42:27
  SPEAKER_01: But this is a song that really i i if I couldn't have written a better song to kind of explain my struggles with it.
• 42:37
  SPEAKER_01: So I'll leave it at that.
• 42:39
  SPEAKER_01: And then it makes sense.
• 42:40
  SPEAKER_01: I'll let you go with uh your next one.
• 42:43
  SPEAKER_00: This is my last one that I'm gonna do.
• 42:46
  SPEAKER_00: And this is a tough one out of what I have left.
• 42:50
  SPEAKER_00: But I'm actually gonna go with Low Man's Lyric by Metallica.
• 42:54
  SPEAKER_00: Um you ever heard that song?
• 42:55
  SPEAKER_00: I don't think so.
• 42:56
  SPEAKER_00: What is it off of load?
• 42:58
  SPEAKER_00: It's either load or reload.
• 43:00
  SPEAKER_00: I hate the fact that I'm getting old now and I can't remember shit.
• 43:04
  SPEAKER_00: But uh that one got me through a lot of stuff again with my parents and uh going through divorce and then going through breakups, uh, especially my me and my daughter's mom.
• 43:14
  SPEAKER_00: I uh it got me through some stuff because that was that was my lowest point uh in life where I was uh gonna eat a bullet and didn't.
• 43:26
  SPEAKER_01: Yeah, that it that was the same that was the lowest part of me my life too for feeling like I didn't want to be here was that.
• 43:34
  SPEAKER_01: Um but I will have to say the actual lowest part of my life was you know, this whole divorce thing.
• 43:42
  SPEAKER_01: Yeah.
• 43:42
  SPEAKER_01: Um except that it it wasn't I didn't feel like I wanted to not be here or nothing like that.
• 43:48
  SPEAKER_01: It was just very hard to stomach for a while.
• 43:51
  SPEAKER_00: We also have the tools of being an adult and therapy to get through it.
• 43:54
  SPEAKER_01: That definitely helps.
• 43:55
  SPEAKER_01: And best friends that give a shit.
• 43:59
  SPEAKER_01: Right.
• 43:59
  SPEAKER_01: Um Um, I don't remember who started this segment.
• 44:03
  SPEAKER_01: Because I have one more.
• 44:05
  SPEAKER_01: I only have one more.
• 44:06
  SPEAKER_01: Okay, okay.
• 44:06
  SPEAKER_01: Um and and you'll love this.
• 44:08
  SPEAKER_01: Um, the next one that got me shooting is Coming Down by Five Finger Death Match.
• 44:12
  SPEAKER_01: That's a good song, man.
• 44:13
  SPEAKER_01: Um, it it just it was between that and a little bit off.
• 44:16
  SPEAKER_01: Because that's a good one too.
• 44:18
  SPEAKER_01: That's a good one too, yeah.
• 44:18
  SPEAKER_01: But a little bit off almost when I hear that, that's almost like um a cheesy comical way that Five Finger approached it, which isn't typically them, but maybe another reason I like it.
• 44:29
  SPEAKER_01: But coming down was was one that um yeah, it's it's helped me, you know.
• 44:36
  SPEAKER_01: I I've said this before, and I and and I I can't help it.
• 44:41
  SPEAKER_01: Five Finger Death Punch, I don't know what it is about Ivan, but I feel like, and and I and I mean this in all sincerity, I feel like at some point we were connected in another life or something because the way he writes, yeah, I feel like he's writing my autobiography.
• 44:58
  SPEAKER_00: Well, have you ever done any research on him and what he went?
• 45:01
  SPEAKER_00: He went through a lot of trauma.
• 45:02
  SPEAKER_01: That's what I'm saying.
• 45:03
  SPEAKER_01: And and I know I haven't been through as much as he has, but I have been through quite a bit.
• 45:08
  SPEAKER_01: And it just it just I feel like, man, I don't know.
• 45:11
  SPEAKER_01: I I I I think you know, even Eminem or Wu-Tang or something, I think if I met him, I would be the biggest star struck because I wouldn't know what to say.
• 45:20
  SPEAKER_01: Because he's probably heard, you know, like I literally could look at him be like, bro, you could write the soundtrack to my life.
• 45:26
  SPEAKER_01: You know, uh it just something about the way he writes, and I don't know.
• 45:32
  SPEAKER_01: Uh, but now a fun one.
• 45:35
  SPEAKER_01: A fun one.
• 45:36
  SPEAKER_01: Uh songs we never skip.
• 45:38
  SPEAKER_01: Since you started the last one, I'll go first.
• 45:40
  SPEAKER_01: Uh I'm going time by Pink Floyd.
• 45:44
  SPEAKER_01: Yeah.
• 45:44
  SPEAKER_01: Um, that's a really good song to kind of I mean, and we're really at the age that that song is prevalent at its most.
• 45:53
  SPEAKER_01: Yeah.
• 45:54
  SPEAKER_01: Um, there's lines in there where where he says, um, you know, uh what does he say?
• 46:00
  SPEAKER_01: Uh wasting away the moments that make up a doll day.
• 46:03
  SPEAKER_01: And then he goes, Um, and then one day you'll find ten years have got behind you.
• 46:08
  SPEAKER_01: Yep.
• 46:09
  SPEAKER_01: And I think that's that's a song that like every time I hear it, it's always relevant.
• 46:15
  SPEAKER_01: Yeah.
• 46:15
  SPEAKER_01: And I just I never skip it, man.
• 46:17
  SPEAKER_01: I love it.
• 46:17
  SPEAKER_01: Never skip it.
• 46:18
  SPEAKER_01: I never skip it.
• 46:19
  SPEAKER_01: You?
• 46:20
  SPEAKER_01: Little Red Corvette.
• 46:21
  SPEAKER_01: Oh, that's Prince.
• 46:23
  SPEAKER_01: Or not Prince, uh, Prince, Prince.
• 46:25
  SPEAKER_00: Well, I never skip when we've talked about it.
• 46:27
  SPEAKER_00: I don't know how many times we've talked about it, but I never skip the fucking song.
• 46:31
  SPEAKER_00: Yeah, of course.
• 46:32
  SPEAKER_00: Yeah, I love that song.
• 46:34
  SPEAKER_01: Um, and oh, go ahead.
• 46:35
  SPEAKER_01: Did you have more to explain about it?
• 46:37
  SPEAKER_01: Oh and then for me, this is a song that I kept wanting to bring up.
• 46:41
  SPEAKER_01: It's one of my favorite songs of all time.
• 46:43
  SPEAKER_01: I used to play air guitar on a tennis racket to it, but To Be With You by Mr.
• 46:47
  SPEAKER_01: Big.
• 46:48
  SPEAKER_01: I love that song.
• 46:50
  SPEAKER_01: I don't know why.
• 46:51
  SPEAKER_01: I know it word for word.
• 46:52
  SPEAKER_01: Even the ad libs from the lead singer, I can do it fucking line for line.
• 46:56
  SPEAKER_01: I love that song.
• 46:57
  SPEAKER_00: It'll never get skit.
• 46:59
  SPEAKER_00: I literally almost wrote that one down.
• 47:00
  SPEAKER_00: Oh, I love that song.
• 47:05
  SPEAKER_00: Um First of the Month, man.
• 47:07
  SPEAKER_00: By bone.
• 47:09
  SPEAKER_00: I never will skip that song.
• 47:10
  SPEAKER_00: I will never skip that song.
• 47:12
  SPEAKER_01: I love that video too, because they were in the car, and remember they had the beanies that were on fire and shit.
• 47:18
  SPEAKER_01: That's a good one.
• 47:19
  SPEAKER_00: Um I will never skip that song.
• 47:21
  SPEAKER_01: I'm doing this one just because it's the truth and it's gonna make you laugh.
• 47:25
  SPEAKER_01: But anything Scarface, it doesn't get skipped on mine.
• 47:28
  SPEAKER_01: I I'm actually over the last couple of months in doing this, as much as I love Eminem, um, you know, because Wu-Tang's my favorite group, but as much as I love Eminem, I'm starting to think that Scarface is actually my favorite rapper.
• 47:41
  SPEAKER_01: That's okay.
• 47:42
  SPEAKER_01: Um, he just released so uh I forget, I think Red Bull, they do these ciphers now.
• 47:48
  SPEAKER_01: Okay, and they just had one with him, Ghostface from Wu-Tang and Cool G Rat, who is an 80s OG rapper, and it was fucking phenomenal.
• 48:03
  SPEAKER_01: And I'm like, this dude still got it.
• 48:05
  SPEAKER_01: And I don't know if I told you this, but he had to get a liver transplant or is it a liver or kidney transplant?
• 48:11
  SPEAKER_01: Scarface did, and the only match he could get was his son.
• 48:14
  SPEAKER_01: Really?
• 48:14
  SPEAKER_01: And his son gave it to him, yeah.
• 48:16
  SPEAKER_01: But uh anything Scarface ain't getting skipped, and my fucking nothing is getting skipped by him.
• 48:22
  SPEAKER_01: But go ahead.
• 48:24
  SPEAKER_00: Uh because I have a lot written down.
• 48:29
  SPEAKER_00: No, that's fine.
• 48:30
  SPEAKER_00: I mean, we that's fine.
• 48:33
  SPEAKER_00: I'm gonna go with The Sound of Silence by Disturbed.
• 48:36
  SPEAKER_00: I'm never gonna skip that song.
• 48:38
  SPEAKER_00: I I I wouldn't either.
• 48:39
  SPEAKER_00: I love that song.
• 48:40
  SPEAKER_00: I've I've heard it live a couple times.
• 48:43
  SPEAKER_00: It's just the way they did it, we've talked about it before.
• 48:47
  SPEAKER_00: It's so different than the original, and it's one of my favorite songs.
• 48:52
  SPEAKER_00: So I'm never gonna skip it.
• 48:54
  SPEAKER_01: Um, I'm gonna go with some more that you guys won't really know.
• 48:58
  SPEAKER_01: I kind of talked about this one in the 2010s episode, but it's called Lazy Eye by Aesop Rock.
• 49:05
  SPEAKER_01: Um, it's the one where I told you he goes, My spirit animal comes with a pretzel bun, troll at a treadmill, record on the kessel run, allegedly, edgy from 11 C's to megabuts.
• 49:13
  SPEAKER_01: But anyways, um I that song will never get sipped skipped.
• 49:17
  SPEAKER_01: It's my absolute favorite song from him, and every time it comes on, I just get happy.
• 49:21
  SPEAKER_00: Yeah.
• 49:23
  SPEAKER_00: That makes sense.
• 49:24
  SPEAKER_01: Mm-hmm.
• 49:26
  SPEAKER_00: Sister Christian.
• 49:28
  SPEAKER_00: Oh, by um Night Ranger.
• 49:30
  SPEAKER_00: Yep.
• 49:31
  SPEAKER_00: I love that song.
• 49:31
  SPEAKER_00: I've always loved it.
• 49:33
  SPEAKER_00: I think it was on the what was it on?
• 49:35
  SPEAKER_00: Was it on the Vice City soundtrack?
• 49:37
  SPEAKER_00: Yes.
• 49:38
  SPEAKER_00: And I remember just playing that station when you'd steal a car.
• 49:41
  SPEAKER_00: And that would just, it was emotion, whatever it was.
• 49:44
  SPEAKER_00: That had one of the best soundtracks to a video game ever.
• 49:47
  SPEAKER_00: Shit, and vocal cast too.
• 49:50
  SPEAKER_00: Hell.
• 49:51
  SPEAKER_00: But no, I just I love that song, man.
• 49:53
  SPEAKER_00: I don't know what it is.
• 49:53
  SPEAKER_00: It's such a good song.
• 49:55
  SPEAKER_01: Um Wrong Side of Heaven.
• 49:59
  SPEAKER_01: I know I put that in my uh uh one of my other uh segments of this, but I I never skip it.
• 50:06
  SPEAKER_01: Every time it comes on, I'm just like that song is just it that would be the perfect representation representation of how I felt my life is just you know, wrong side of heaven, righteous side of hell.
• 50:18
  SPEAKER_01: Yeah I meant well.
• 50:19
  SPEAKER_01: I just always seem to come up short.
• 50:21
  SPEAKER_01: You alright over there, man?
• 50:22
  SPEAKER_00: Yeah, my shoulder, like, well, you're old.
• 50:25
  SPEAKER_00: I laid on my left side last night, my dog kind of went up into me, so now my shoulder feels like I got the shit beat out of me.
• 50:35
  SPEAKER_00: One more?
• 50:36
  SPEAKER_00: Yeah, one more, one more, one more.
• 50:38
  SPEAKER_00: Africa.
• 50:39
  SPEAKER_00: Yeah, you can't go wrong with that.
• 50:41
  SPEAKER_00: Never skipping Africa, man.
• 50:42
  SPEAKER_00: It's a good song.
• 50:43
  SPEAKER_00: Love that song, have loved that song.
• 50:46
  SPEAKER_00: Feel like I'm on a on a repeat track here.
• 50:49
  SPEAKER_00: Like that's what I just keep saying.
• 50:51
  SPEAKER_00: Yeah.
• 50:51
  SPEAKER_00: Something about it.
• 50:52
  SPEAKER_00: Listen to it as a kid, listen to it as an adult.
• 50:54
  SPEAKER_00: It's just a good song.
• 50:56
  SPEAKER_00: Just classic.
• 50:56
  SPEAKER_00: Timeless.
• 50:58
  SPEAKER_00: Um Is it me?
• 50:59
  SPEAKER_01: And then I I don't remember.
• 51:02
  SPEAKER_01: Well, you can do one more if you want.
• 51:03
  SPEAKER_01: Uh, I was just gonna go.
• 51:04
  SPEAKER_01: I talked about this.
• 51:06
  SPEAKER_01: I I honestly don't remember what music episode, but I know I've talked about it, but it's the Annie Up remix.
• 51:11
  SPEAKER_01: It's MOP, it's it's my hype song.
• 51:14
  SPEAKER_01: It's uh fucking you know, it just I won't skip it.
• 51:18
  SPEAKER_01: It's just it's my hype song.
• 51:20
  SPEAKER_01: Like, you know, everybody has their gym playlist.
• 51:23
  SPEAKER_01: That would be number one on my gym playlist because that shit would get me hype.
• 51:27
  SPEAKER_01: Right.
• 51:28
  SPEAKER_01: Ooh.
• 51:29
  SPEAKER_01: Alright, man.
• 51:31
  SPEAKER_01: This uh this next one's date.
• 51:34
  SPEAKER_01: Yeah.
• 51:36
  SPEAKER_00: Um if we could hear one song before we died, this one or as you were dying, however you want to interpret that.
• 51:47
  SPEAKER_01: I went a lot of different I tried a lot of different, like I thought of a lot of different I listened, because this was also one where like I really went back as I was thinking of songs and listened to it to say, okay, does that fit?
• 52:00
  SPEAKER_01: Does that is that really in this moment?
• 52:03
  SPEAKER_01: And look, we could do this episode again next year, and some of these songs could change.
• 52:07
  SPEAKER_01: Yeah, but as of right now, this was how it was.
• 52:09
  SPEAKER_01: But uh I think I'll just go first.
• 52:13
  SPEAKER_01: Yeah, just go first.
• 52:14
  SPEAKER_01: Um but I mean, this is kind of predictable, but for me, it would it would be shine on you, crazy diamond by Pink Floyd, man.
• 52:24
  SPEAKER_01: Yeah, um, I just think that that would be, you know, as I'm going, that's me telling everybody that's left.
• 52:32
  SPEAKER_01: It's like just go, oops, go, go be go be you, live on, be who you are.
• 52:38
  SPEAKER_01: And and I and I I I think that was I went through a lot.
• 52:41
  SPEAKER_01: I thought of somewhere I belong.
• 52:43
  SPEAKER_01: Like there were there were so many different songs that popped in my head, but once I started thinking of that one and how much that song means to me, I was like, I think that's the one that I would want to hear one last time because there's an instrumental to it.
• 52:55
  SPEAKER_01: Yeah, a little bit longer, just a little bit, yep.
• 52:58
  SPEAKER_01: Technically it's 23 minutes long, but right split up into split up into two sections of three parts.
• 53:05
  SPEAKER_01: But what what would uh what would be yours?
• 53:08
  SPEAKER_01: This is gonna be interesting because you could really go a lot of different ways for this.
• 53:12
  SPEAKER_00: So it's not gonna be shocking, but the song choice is gonna be kind of like what?
• 53:17
  SPEAKER_00: Uh so uh the band is going to be my favorite band.
• 53:22
  SPEAKER_00: Of course.
• 53:23
  SPEAKER_00: And it's off of And Justice for All.
• 53:27
  SPEAKER_00: And my song would be Harvester of Sorrow.
• 53:30
  SPEAKER_00: Oh wow.
• 53:31
  SPEAKER_00: So I just I there's something about that song.
• 53:35
  SPEAKER_00: It's just it's dark, it's some of it's nasty, some but it a lot of it makes a lot of sense.
• 53:42
  SPEAKER_00: I mean, it's not good for death, but if I'm going out, I want to hear that song because that's like all that matters.
• 53:47
  SPEAKER_01: It's it's like a last meal, you know.
• 53:51
  SPEAKER_01: Uh yes it's what you want it to be.
• 53:54
  SPEAKER_00: And I just again, I love that song, dude.
• 53:57
  SPEAKER_00: I I I just that whole album for me is just so good.
• 54:03
  SPEAKER_00: So good.
• 54:04
  SPEAKER_01: I mean, look, man, they they had a good run.
• 54:08
  SPEAKER_01: I mean, I know a lot of people say Saint Anger sucks, but all the way up to that, I mean, they didn't miss.
• 54:14
  SPEAKER_01: Yeah, true.
• 54:15
  SPEAKER_00: I mean, I don't think so, but you know, yeah.
• 54:17
  SPEAKER_01: I don't think they did.
• 54:18
  SPEAKER_01: A lot of people will argue and disagree, but that's fine.
• 54:20
  SPEAKER_01: No, I I I mean, this is coming from a casual fan, I don't think so.
• 54:25
  SPEAKER_01: So Alright, are we moving on to We're gonna move on to Shuffle it?
• 54:30
  SPEAKER_01: Shuffle it.
• 54:31
  SPEAKER_01: Shuffle it.
• 54:32
  SPEAKER_01: Now I'm I'm I am kind of glad we get to go back into just Yeah.
• 54:36
  SPEAKER_01: Just our random songs.
• 54:38
  SPEAKER_01: Right.
• 54:39
  SPEAKER_01: Um I don't know who went first last time, so you can go first.
• 54:44
  SPEAKER_00: Okay.
• 54:44
  SPEAKER_00: I already have mine pulled out.
• 54:45
  SPEAKER_00: Alright, well there you go.
• 54:46
  SPEAKER_00: Mine's gonna start off with uh Lithium by Evanescence.
• 54:50
  SPEAKER_00: Ooh.
• 54:51
  SPEAKER_00: I thought you were gonna go Nirvana.
• 54:53
  SPEAKER_00: Yeah, that's just what popped up.
• 54:54
  SPEAKER_00: And then second is Making Monsters by Five Finger Death Punch.
• 55:00
  SPEAKER_00: Ooh.
• 55:02
  SPEAKER_00: And then we're gonna take a trip back in time with Lucy in the Sky with Diamonds by the Beatles.
• 55:10
  SPEAKER_00: And then A Reason to Fight by Disturbed, which I don't know why that's on there, because I don't really care for that album very much.
• 55:20
  SPEAKER_00: And then we're gonna end with Mailman by Soundgarten.
• 55:24
  SPEAKER_00: Ooh, that's a good one.
• 55:25
  SPEAKER_00: Yeah, kind of a nice rounded list.
• 55:27
  SPEAKER_01: Yeah.
• 55:28
  SPEAKER_01: Um my first is gonna be About Me by Ray Kwan.
• 55:35
  SPEAKER_01: It was off uh only built for Cuban Lynx 2.
• 55:41
  SPEAKER_01: Um it's a it's actually got Buster runs on it.
• 55:43
  SPEAKER_01: It's actually a really good song.
• 55:45
  SPEAKER_01: Uh then Fade Away by Breaking Benjamin.
• 55:49
  SPEAKER_00: Ooh, nice.
• 55:50
  SPEAKER_01: Yeah, and then um Superstition by Stevie Wonder.
• 55:56
  SPEAKER_00: Okay.
• 55:56
  SPEAKER_01: This was this was what's that, three?
• 56:00
  SPEAKER_01: Yeah, we're going all over.
• 56:01
  SPEAKER_01: Jeremy by Pearl Jam.
• 56:03
  SPEAKER_01: Just like mine, well-rounded.
• 56:05
  SPEAKER_01: And then Darkness by Eminem, which was off of music to be murdered by um good stuff, man.
• 56:14
  SPEAKER_01: They were both well-rounded.
• 56:15
  SPEAKER_01: Yeah, that's typically you don't see that from my list, but all right, man.
• 56:21
  SPEAKER_01: Can I uh can I get one of them dad jokes?
• 56:25
  SPEAKER_00: I would love to be able to do this better, but my throat's killing me.
• 56:27
  SPEAKER_00: Oh, that's alright.
• 56:28
  SPEAKER_00: I hate being sick.
• 56:30
  SPEAKER_00: Yeah.
• 56:31
  SPEAKER_00: Sorry.
• 56:32
  SPEAKER_00: Yeah, it happens.
• 56:34
  SPEAKER_00: It's probably strep throat or uh death, whichever.
• 56:39
  SPEAKER_00: It's there's nothing in between one or the other.
• 56:42
  SPEAKER_00: No, I don't know.
• 56:43
  SPEAKER_00: It's just a kind of sinus infection off, man.
• 56:47
  SPEAKER_00: Who knows?
• 56:49
  SPEAKER_00: It's horrible.
• 56:50
  SPEAKER_00: Alright.
• 56:52
  SPEAKER_00: Alright.
• 56:53
  SPEAKER_00: So I tried to write a song about getting older, but I couldn't find the right key.
• 56:58
  SPEAKER_00: Apparently, it's somewhere between A R P and Owl.
• 57:08
  SPEAKER_01: And on that note, we'll see you next week.