Latest / The Bob Lefsetz Podcast / David Gray
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- 0:08Speaker 1: Welcome, Welcome, Welcome back to the barber of Certified That.
- 0:13Speaker 1: My guest today is David Great. David, you have a
- 0:17Speaker 1: new album. Tell me about it.
- 0:20Speaker 2: Yeah, it's called Dear Life. It's been in the pipeline,
- 0:25Speaker 2: the creative pipeline, quite a while. It's it's it's birth
- 0:29Speaker 2: process has been somewhat dislocated by the complications of COVID
- 0:34Speaker 2: and all the sort of touring backlog and life backlog
- 0:37Speaker 2: that happened. So it's it's it's a massive work because
- 0:44Speaker 2: I think I'm trying to sort of clear the decks.
- 0:46Speaker 2: So this is sort of chapter one of the stuff
- 0:49Speaker 2: that I've been doing for the last few years. It's
- 0:52Speaker 2: a record that, I mean, I don't know why some
- 0:54Speaker 2: records come out more sort of energized, or I say
- 0:59Speaker 2: about these songs that they were born standing up. They've
- 1:02Speaker 2: seemed very direct, melodic and and moving out to the listener.
- 1:08Speaker 2: So some of my stuff maybe a little bit more
- 1:12Speaker 2: introspective or oblique or just slightly more abstracted. This record
- 1:18Speaker 2: is not suffering depth wise for its immediacy, but I
- 1:22Speaker 2: feel it has this kind of melodic principle and a
- 1:26Speaker 2: very direct engagement. It's straight to camera as I would
- 1:30Speaker 2: say as well. So I use the kind of short
- 1:33Speaker 2: story writer's imaginative trick of using other voices, not just
- 1:39Speaker 2: a straight autio but altobiographical approach. I kind of use
- 1:43Speaker 2: lots of different angles to get different views of the
- 1:46Speaker 2: same mountain. Twenty views of Mount Fuji by Hockasei's it's
- 1:51Speaker 2: it's lots of different views of life. Maybe as life
- 1:55Speaker 2: starts to progress, as the view begins to change. So that,
- 1:59Speaker 2: in an that's what it's all about.
- 2:02Speaker 1: Okay, let's go back. You say it was long time
- 2:04Speaker 1: in the development. Is that because of COVID? Be a
- 2:08Speaker 1: little more specific, please, yeah.
- 2:11Speaker 2: No. I started the process in twenty nineteen in full
- 2:15Speaker 2: knowledge that in March of twenty twenty I was going
- 2:18Speaker 2: to be embarking on the White Ladder Anniversary Tour, which
- 2:23Speaker 2: was going to take most of twenty twenty out of
- 2:25Speaker 2: the equation, So I knew I would be sort of
- 2:27Speaker 2: rejoining the album at the end of that, But of
- 2:29Speaker 2: course life had other ideas, and we did all the
- 2:32Speaker 2: prep and we rehearsals and the production rehearsals, and then
- 2:35Speaker 2: the day just before the first show, we locked down
- 2:38Speaker 2: and it was a long time before the tour was viable.
- 2:42Speaker 2: So it then changed everything and the real star burst
- 2:50Speaker 2: of song writing I had written a few songs at
- 2:53Speaker 2: the end of twenty nineteen happened at the end of
- 2:56Speaker 2: COVID when I've had a zoom call with my managers
- 3:00Speaker 2: and agents and we decided that the tour was going
- 3:05Speaker 2: to have to go ahead in early twenty twenty two.
- 3:08Speaker 2: Because you could no longer hold other dates. It wasn't
- 3:12Speaker 2: possible to sort of hedge your bets. You had to
- 3:14Speaker 2: either do it or not do it and wait another
- 3:16Speaker 2: eighteen months if you weren't going to go. Then there
- 3:19Speaker 2: were so many tours in a holding pattern, and that
- 3:22Speaker 2: kind of gave me this kind of clarity that I
- 3:24Speaker 2: had five months before rehearsal started. During COVID, I, like
- 3:29Speaker 2: many creative people, thought I'll go down to my studio
- 3:32Speaker 2: in the basement and I'm going to start making music
- 3:35Speaker 2: while everyone else is wondering what to do with themselves.
- 3:38Speaker 2: But eventually the pressure and the strangeness of this experience
- 3:44Speaker 2: bore down on me and it became sort of ridiculously
- 3:47Speaker 2: unhealthy actually to indulge my creative principles when there was
- 3:53Speaker 2: something much bigger to address, which was life itself. Finally,
- 3:56Speaker 2: the horizon had been canceled. What we just had was
- 3:59Speaker 2: the day, the time, and the people, and I'd luckily
- 4:02Speaker 2: had my family around me. So after a couple of
- 4:05Speaker 2: months of writing songs and trying to press record and
- 4:07Speaker 2: run in and record things, I just took the pressure
- 4:12Speaker 2: off and decided to just exist with my family and
- 4:15Speaker 2: partly that fund of experience and actually letting the field
- 4:20Speaker 2: go fallow I think had a huge effect, positive effect
- 4:24Speaker 2: in terms of the writing and the emotional coherence of
- 4:27Speaker 2: what then happened. So some of the lyrics and some
- 4:30Speaker 2: of the songs relate directly to that experience, but I
- 4:33Speaker 2: think just as a whole. Anyway, I got to the
- 4:36Speaker 2: end of twenty one, as I say, and we had
- 4:38Speaker 2: this Zoom meeting and it was clear that the tour
- 4:41Speaker 2: was going ahead in May or not or not at all.
- 4:44Speaker 2: So with this clarity in mind, I just began to work,
- 4:47Speaker 2: and I worked in a way I've never worked before.
- 4:51Speaker 2: It wasn't that new songs came, which is always something
- 4:53Speaker 2: that will happen if you put yourself at the cold
- 4:55Speaker 2: face and keep turning up. It was that the song
- 4:58Speaker 2: the Half Finished things which I've always got hundreds of
- 5:02Speaker 2: the ones I was just picking up, I was just
- 5:05Speaker 2: finishing them, and it was an extraordinary experience. I've completed
- 5:10Speaker 2: thirty or forty things in the space of a few months,
- 5:13Speaker 2: and that's a hell of a pace for me. So
- 5:17Speaker 2: it was informed by this whole relationship to not doing
- 5:22Speaker 2: it so that the making of this record. So sometimes
- 5:26Speaker 2: time can be a collaborator. Putting records out always takes
- 5:29Speaker 2: longer than you wanted to. In this case, there was
- 5:32Speaker 2: a great, big two year hole in the middle. But
- 5:35Speaker 2: in the end it's all been in favor of the music.
- 5:38Speaker 2: It's all worked out well.
- 5:40Speaker 1: Okay, So since you decided that working in the studio
- 5:43Speaker 1: was counter productive, how did you cope with COVID.
- 5:49Speaker 2: Well, I just I tried to just be I mean,
- 5:51Speaker 2: I've been telling myself perhaps somewhat dishonestly. Or did I
- 5:57Speaker 2: have the courage to just stop be with my family?
- 6:01Speaker 2: The elephant in the room is that I love these
- 6:03Speaker 2: guys very much, but it's always work that comes first,
- 6:06Speaker 2: and there's always something burning in my imagination that I've
- 6:09Speaker 2: got to get to, or there's an event or a
- 6:12Speaker 2: tour or a deadline that I'm working towards so they're
- 6:16Speaker 2: just accommodated really a lot of the time in my head. Anyway,
- 6:21Speaker 2: in amongst all that stuff that I chose, they were
- 6:24Speaker 2: getting into their late teens. It was a chance to
- 6:26Speaker 2: sort of be together with my wife and my children.
- 6:29Speaker 2: I've been saying for years, Jesus, I need to stop
- 6:31Speaker 2: touring and just be for a while, And finally I
- 6:34Speaker 2: was being made to do it. And of course the
- 6:35Speaker 2: first thing I wanted to do was find something else
- 6:37Speaker 2: to do, so I kind of it took a while
- 6:41Speaker 2: to to see the elephant in the room, which was
- 6:45Speaker 2: that God, this stuff really matters. And I think there
- 6:50Speaker 2: was something that happened in COVID that was there was
- 6:53Speaker 2: many things that happened that were extraordinary. I know it
- 6:55Speaker 2: was a horrendous experience on so many levels for so
- 6:59Speaker 2: many people. But death in our culture is absent or
- 7:03Speaker 2: at least postponed as a reality in most kind of
- 7:07Speaker 2: conversations and dialogue. And here we were looking at daily
- 7:11Speaker 2: stats and hearing stories and suddenly it was the center
- 7:15Speaker 2: of attention. Not only that, but we were robbed of
- 7:18Speaker 2: this kind of must do something, the constellations of action.
- 7:22Speaker 2: We had to just contemplate the bare realities of changing
- 7:26Speaker 2: seasons and the tick of the clock and people being
- 7:29Speaker 2: in life and death situations. And it was a very
- 7:32Speaker 2: contemplative experience. But anyway, I felt personally very enriched by
- 7:36Speaker 2: spending time with my family. We watched films, we played games,
- 7:41Speaker 2: we did stuff. It was like a long Christmas holiday
- 7:45Speaker 2: for a while.
- 7:47Speaker 1: And have you gotten COVID?
- 7:50Speaker 2: Yeah? I got it in twenty one, and actually I
- 7:55Speaker 2: got it in twenty two, just before the tours, so
- 7:57Speaker 2: luckily I was nicely immunized before it all kicked off.
- 8:03Speaker 1: And when you actually went on the tour in twenty two,
- 8:07Speaker 1: to what degree did you have COVID precautions so that
- 8:11Speaker 1: the band or you didn't get sick and you didn't
- 8:14Speaker 1: have to cancel deats?
- 8:16Speaker 2: We didn't have any, to be honest, Bob, there was
- 8:21Speaker 2: by that point. I mean you were standing in a
- 8:24Speaker 2: room of however many thousand people bellowing at you. I
- 8:28Speaker 2: don't think on a sort of virus prevention level there
- 8:32Speaker 2: was much chance of avoiding things. What happened was that
- 8:37Speaker 2: one of the band got COVID during the tour, and
- 8:41Speaker 2: it was then passed on to all the other members.
- 8:43Speaker 2: Of the band apart from me. So one particular show
- 8:47Speaker 2: we had to do with everybody being isolated from everybody
- 8:50Speaker 2: else crew band. It was quite crazy, and I was
- 8:53Speaker 2: the only person who was actually healthy. So it affected
- 8:58Speaker 2: the tour in that way. But in terms of the
- 9:00Speaker 2: precautions when you're living on a tour bus together and
- 9:03Speaker 2: I mean you're constantly just in these situations, it was
- 9:06Speaker 2: it was very difficult. Like a lot of COVID it
- 9:08Speaker 2: was good in theory that you can do things, but
- 9:10Speaker 2: separation wasn't really possible. So we obviously we did We
- 9:16Speaker 2: didn't throw caution to the wind. We were kind of
- 9:18Speaker 2: mindful of what the dangers were, but I think at
- 9:23Speaker 2: that point people were restless anyway to reconnect. It gave
- 9:27Speaker 2: it provided the tour with an incredible burst of energy
- 9:31Speaker 2: for us who'd been denied the thing that we do,
- 9:34Speaker 2: but also for the crowds to do a feel good
- 9:36Speaker 2: thing like that as well. I mean to be gratifying
- 9:38Speaker 2: everyone in that fashion. It was just what they wanted
- 9:41Speaker 2: and what they needed probably, so it gave this electric
- 9:45Speaker 2: electricity to everything, a sort of extra charge. So that
- 9:50Speaker 2: was quite remarkable to be a part of.
- 9:53Speaker 1: Let's Go Back you say your work is always number
- 9:56Speaker 1: one in your family. We can talk about that generally,
- 10:00Speaker 1: like hey, I have to go on the road, But
- 10:03Speaker 1: as a practical matter, how does that manifest itself. It's
- 10:07Speaker 1: like all of a sudden, you get an idea and
- 10:10Speaker 1: you go, I gotta go into my room. I gotta
- 10:12Speaker 1: cut it. Or your wife says, hey, you've been working
- 10:16Speaker 1: for twenty days straight. You got to stay at dinner.
- 10:19Speaker 1: Tell me what it's actually like.
- 10:22Speaker 2: Well, the way I deal with it, Bob, is that
- 10:24Speaker 2: I compartmentalize. So I do either of those things. Most
- 10:31Speaker 2: of my life is organizational. It's not creative at all.
- 10:35Speaker 2: It's very hard to find the time for pure creativity.
- 10:39Speaker 2: But when I get into a writing mode and I
- 10:41Speaker 2: say to everyone, right, stop emailing me, stop bothering me.
- 10:44Speaker 2: I'm going to be writing a record. Now, I'm recording,
- 10:47Speaker 2: leave me alone. And then if I get three clear
- 10:50Speaker 2: days a week, I think I'm doing well. For it's
- 10:53Speaker 2: superb There's so many other things to attend to. So
- 10:57Speaker 2: I would normally work like a working day, get up early,
- 11:00Speaker 2: get into the studio early. I like the fresh mind
- 11:03Speaker 2: of the morning, and I would work through till seven o'clock.
- 11:06Speaker 2: Maybe and stop, and that would be my working day.
- 11:10Speaker 2: And as I say, Monday to Thursday if I can
- 11:13Speaker 2: get that, if I can't, and Tuesday to Thursday, you know,
- 11:19Speaker 2: making this record. Sometimes I went away and that was
- 11:23Speaker 2: another part of it, to the countryside and would work
- 11:25Speaker 2: longer hours. I'd work into the night, and that was
- 11:28Speaker 2: actually very beautiful, so still so quiet. Some extraordinary things
- 11:33Speaker 2: happened in those spaces. But no, basically I try and
- 11:36Speaker 2: just be quite disciplined. So if I have an idea,
- 11:39Speaker 2: it generally just has to wait until I have the
- 11:41Speaker 2: time to explore it. I mean, now, I've just been
- 11:44Speaker 2: writing lyric notes down this afternoon. A few things came
- 11:47Speaker 2: into my mind, and then a musical idea came to
- 11:49Speaker 2: me while I was practicing. Because I got the tour
- 11:51Speaker 2: obviously starting for this new record, I've got to get
- 11:53Speaker 2: myself up to speed. So as accidents still happened on
- 11:58Speaker 2: the peyboard or on the guitar, and oh, that's interesting,
- 12:00Speaker 2: I must remember this. And then a little melody came
- 12:03Speaker 2: and I thought, actually that works with this lyric, and
- 12:05Speaker 2: blah blah blah, I just have to make a little
- 12:07Speaker 2: note of it and come back to it. So it's
- 12:09Speaker 2: it's it's it's not possible. It's like I work a
- 12:12Speaker 2: sort of milk round and I can get to be
- 12:15Speaker 2: a musician, you know when I've finished.
- 12:19Speaker 1: Okay, let's say it's Monday to Thursday and you're working.
- 12:23Speaker 1: Can your family interrupt you? Or do you turn off
- 12:26Speaker 1: all your devices? And everybody knows David's working, leave them alone?
- 12:31Speaker 2: Now that kids will just interrupt you. They say things
- 12:34Speaker 2: like world shattering importance, Like Dad, the Wi Fi isn't working,
- 12:39Speaker 2: you know, I mean the world, the world's come to
- 12:43Speaker 2: an end. Life being what it is, there's sort of
- 12:46Speaker 2: digital hell. We've all been plunged into that. There's enough.
- 12:50Speaker 2: There's always something going wrong, So no, there's there's if
- 12:55Speaker 2: Amazon aren't tapping on your door or something, there's always
- 12:58Speaker 2: some bloody interruption. So no, I think, as I say,
- 13:02Speaker 2: broadly speaking, yes, if I said no, I'm in this mode,
- 13:05Speaker 2: that they wouldn't come down. I'd be left to my
- 13:07Speaker 2: own devices during the day. Now, I don't have a
- 13:11Speaker 2: studio at home because I've moved house. So I've got
- 13:13Speaker 2: a studio just up the road, a few miles up
- 13:16Speaker 2: the road in West London. So when I'm there, I'm there,
- 13:18Speaker 2: so that in a way, that's a lot more straightforward.
- 13:20Speaker 2: When my studio was in the house, it was deeply problematic,
- 13:24Speaker 2: so children would have parties in there and all kinds
- 13:27Speaker 2: of things, you know, So it was it was, it was.
- 13:33Speaker 2: It was a complex. Having my life squashed together with
- 13:36Speaker 2: the house above the studio sounds ideal, but actually it
- 13:40Speaker 2: was problematic. So I'm happier with this separation that I
- 13:43Speaker 2: have now in some ways.
- 13:45Speaker 1: So why did you move house?
- 13:49Speaker 2: Because kids are sort of getting older and leaving home.
- 13:51Speaker 2: And we lived in a nice leafy part of London
- 13:54Speaker 2: called Hampstead, and it's all very nice, got lovely schools
- 13:59Speaker 2: and beautiful. The heath is what it's famous for, where
- 14:02Speaker 2: Keats and Coleridge used to wander and compose their rhymes.
- 14:07Speaker 2: But it's really a bit boring. So we've decided to
- 14:10Speaker 2: move right into the center of town. So we've kind
- 14:12Speaker 2: of we've moved into w one, trying to make our
- 14:16Speaker 2: lives a bit more interesting and a bit more cultural cultural,
- 14:19Speaker 2: I suppose, like, so you can just walk out and
- 14:21Speaker 2: do stuff, go to the shops, restaurants, theaters, galleries. Not
- 14:25Speaker 2: that I'm spending all my time doing that, but you
- 14:28Speaker 2: certainly can. And I like being just walking distance to everything,
- 14:31Speaker 2: whether it's Selfridges or the Tait. I can kind of
- 14:34Speaker 2: just basically just wander to it. So that's been the change.
- 14:38Speaker 2: I think I wouldn't have enacted that change if we
- 14:41Speaker 2: didn't have a second home. We're lucky enough to have
- 14:43Speaker 2: the ultimate luxury, which is a country place. I've got
- 14:46Speaker 2: a little house up on the coast in Norfolk, right
- 14:49Speaker 2: by the beach, so I get all the fresh air
- 14:51Speaker 2: and wilderness I can deal with when I'm up there,
- 14:54Speaker 2: and then I come back to London and I can
- 14:56Speaker 2: live in a different way.
- 15:05Speaker 1: How many kids do you have?
- 15:08Speaker 2: Two? I got two.
- 15:09Speaker 1: Girls in their presently what age.
- 15:14Speaker 2: Twenty two and twenty and are.
- 15:16Speaker 1: They still live in their house? Are they out? Yeah?
- 15:22Speaker 2: Exactly. Well, one of them's kind of half living here,
- 15:27Speaker 2: half not living here. But I think it's a lot
- 15:29Speaker 2: nicer to live here than it is in her crappy
- 15:32Speaker 2: student flat. So the other ones just gone back to
- 15:36Speaker 2: university this morning. She's gone back to Glasgow, so she's
- 15:40Speaker 2: there during the terms and she comes back for holidays,
- 15:42Speaker 2: so they're kind of here some of the time. It's
- 15:46Speaker 2: a lot nicer being at home than it is in
- 15:48Speaker 2: your little flat, that's for sure.
- 15:50Speaker 1: And you know, there's a TV show in America that
- 15:54Speaker 1: you may or may not be familiar with call Family
- 15:57Speaker 1: Ties from the eighties nineties where the parents are hippies
- 16:02Speaker 1: and Michael J. Fox is very conservative. What are your
- 16:06Speaker 1: kids like relative to you and your wife?
- 16:13Speaker 2: Well, I think just the way that they are as
- 16:15Speaker 2: they've always been very conversational children, So they're highly articulate
- 16:22Speaker 2: and sociable and not intimidated by adults or other people.
- 16:26Speaker 2: They will be very chatty people, good, able to speak
- 16:31Speaker 2: much better than I am, certainly, So that's sort of
- 16:36Speaker 2: what they're like. What are they like politically culturally? Well
- 16:39Speaker 2: that they've they're in this touch of a finger generation
- 16:43Speaker 2: for everything they want, so they have a different relationship
- 16:47Speaker 2: to things. It's interesting. I mean I haven't protected them
- 16:51Speaker 2: from what was basically, you know, the open sewer of
- 16:56Speaker 2: the internet and social media. They've been a how to
- 17:00Speaker 2: ramble because I guess I feel that they need to
- 17:04Speaker 2: know how to survive this this world. So they've been left,
- 17:09Speaker 2: they've had phones, they've had all this stuff. They've been
- 17:11Speaker 2: exposed to god knows what. So but they have this
- 17:16Speaker 2: different relationship to music and culture, and obviously there's different
- 17:20Speaker 2: political opinions. So identity politics has become such a huge thing.
- 17:24Speaker 2: It's something we all disagree about in our family.
- 17:27Speaker 1: So they're there.
- 17:29Speaker 2: They're My youngest is very political. Ye, this not as much,
- 17:33Speaker 2: although recent events have made her more so. So it's
- 17:38Speaker 2: that they're they're not dissimilar to us. They're just have
- 17:41Speaker 2: a different generation and they view certain things very differently.
- 17:46Speaker 2: I think when I was growing up, music was it
- 17:48Speaker 2: was more than what you listen to, what kind of
- 17:51Speaker 2: reflected on you. It was it was actually your identity
- 17:55Speaker 2: because choosing what you didn't like was just as profound
- 17:58Speaker 2: as what you did. So if you were a mode
- 18:01Speaker 2: or a rocker, or if you were a punk, or
- 18:03Speaker 2: you were this, if you're you know, if you like
- 18:05Speaker 2: talking heads and this and that, but you don't like
- 18:07Speaker 2: Joranne Joanna, you were you positioned yourself, glued yourself together.
- 18:12Speaker 2: If you discovered Leonard coh and John Martin, Nick Drake,
- 18:15Speaker 2: these are the things that became what you were not
- 18:18Speaker 2: internally and also sort of your character sort of thing.
- 18:22Speaker 2: I think it was more tribal, it was rara, and
- 18:26Speaker 2: now it's like everything's available all the time. It's it's
- 18:30Speaker 2: not quite the same.
- 18:32Speaker 1: So if your kids turned you on to music or
- 18:36Speaker 1: turned you off to music.
- 18:39Speaker 2: Well, of course they listened to all They listened to
- 18:42Speaker 2: all kinds of stuff, which to me is it's just
- 18:48Speaker 2: lays it on too thick, maybe you know, moaning about this,
- 18:54Speaker 2: that or the rest. So but yeah, they've they've turned
- 18:57Speaker 2: me on to quite a few things because they have
- 19:02Speaker 2: very diverse listening. It they're being they're connecting through I
- 19:05Speaker 2: don't know if it's algorithmic, but they're certainly accelerating their
- 19:10Speaker 2: their knowledge and contact with music through TV through sort
- 19:13Speaker 2: of applied versions of the music. They find it in
- 19:17Speaker 2: places and then they pass it around like so they
- 19:21Speaker 2: have quite a kind of quite catholic taste in some ways.
- 19:25Speaker 2: So yeah, I've picked up on a few tracks which
- 19:28Speaker 2: I really really like. So but generally one of the
- 19:32Speaker 2: problems is we don't share our listening. In the old days,
- 19:36Speaker 2: the parents used to have to watch Top of the
- 19:38Speaker 2: Pops with the kids and go, what's this rubbish? You know,
- 19:42Speaker 2: the crazy world of Arthur Brown fire. You know, he
- 19:47Speaker 2: should he should get a job, you know, like they
- 19:49Speaker 2: used to say things like that, and you know, these days,
- 19:54Speaker 2: we don't have that common experience. There isn't a thing
- 19:57Speaker 2: that everyone does to listen to music, So you get
- 19:59Speaker 2: to hear what they're listening to. You just occasionally hear
- 20:01Speaker 2: it blasting out of the shower or something, or they've
- 20:05Speaker 2: stolen your bow speaker and they've taken over the living
- 20:08Speaker 2: room and you get to hear something. But you know,
- 20:11Speaker 2: I think I heard they were the other days that
- 20:14Speaker 2: they were playing some Velvet Morning by what you McCall
- 20:17Speaker 2: it and Nancy Sinatra and what's his name? I thought, well,
- 20:20Speaker 2: I said, this is a great track. I said, have
- 20:23Speaker 2: you listened to this record? This is a great record.
- 20:27Speaker 2: They were like, no, we just know this track. I'm like, well,
- 20:29Speaker 2: when you listen to the whole thing?
- 20:32Speaker 1: Okay, To what degree are you a student of the game?
- 20:37Speaker 1: To what degree do you know what the ticket prices are?
- 20:40Speaker 1: To what degree are you concerned with praises? To what
- 20:43Speaker 1: degree do you know the gross? Do you know the cross? Well?
- 20:48Speaker 2: I have I have to. I've been an independent artist
- 20:50Speaker 2: for a long time now, so it's touring has become
- 20:55Speaker 2: much more expensive and it's very high risk. I mean,
- 20:58Speaker 2: you you you spend a lot of money to put
- 21:00Speaker 2: a tour on, and this tour I'm about to do
- 21:03Speaker 2: for dear Life, it's called the Past and Present Tour.
- 21:05Speaker 2: This will be the culmination of many years work. So
- 21:09Speaker 2: we're not going to sell a load of vinyl. It's
- 21:11Speaker 2: not like the coffers will be full. We've got to
- 21:15Speaker 2: go out and talk do these shows for our fans,
- 21:17Speaker 2: So it's very important. You know, people will push the
- 21:23Speaker 2: ticket price up, push to cover all these cost but
- 21:25Speaker 2: that just goes on to the consumer, and I feel
- 21:29Speaker 2: very strongly that there's only so far you can take that.
- 21:32Speaker 2: So I think for these reasons, if you choose to
- 21:35Speaker 2: wash your hands of the sort of the dirty business
- 21:38Speaker 2: of selling tickets in the market, then you're in danger
- 21:41Speaker 2: of distancing people who haven't got as much money but
- 21:44Speaker 2: a big passion for music, and the very people that
- 21:47Speaker 2: probably prop you up. So for those reasons, I take
- 21:50Speaker 2: all that stuff quite seriously. I'm not sitting in meetings going, hey,
- 21:55Speaker 2: we should charge this, but I am paying attention. But yeah,
- 22:00Speaker 2: one of the great problems is the sort of the
- 22:03Speaker 2: profitability of things. It's become very expensive to tour, and
- 22:08Speaker 2: everyone's wages want to go up, and all the rest
- 22:11Speaker 2: of it, You've got things like environmental concerns and trying
- 22:15Speaker 2: to do things in a different way, which may be
- 22:17Speaker 2: more awkward, more expensive, more time consuming. So there's lots
- 22:21Speaker 2: of pressures to do things differently, but not much slack
- 22:26Speaker 2: in the line financially. So yes, I pay attention. I
- 22:30Speaker 2: have my own record label. I notice things, and I've
- 22:34Speaker 2: been involved in putting my own music out. Not I mean,
- 22:38Speaker 2: I'm not hands on deck or I'm not part of that,
- 22:41Speaker 2: but I'll be a part of the conversations. I'll meet
- 22:43Speaker 2: the people, and I'll take good note of what happens
- 22:45Speaker 2: and what doesn't happen, what gets spent, what doesn't get spent.
- 22:48Speaker 2: Of course, because at the moment, I'm spending my own money.
- 22:52Speaker 2: I'm spending my own money set up a new record company,
- 22:54Speaker 2: and I'm spending my own money making the record and
- 22:56Speaker 2: putting it out. So it's a lot of money that this.
- 23:01Speaker 2: So this, all of this has an effect on how
- 23:03Speaker 2: you think about your ticket prices and everything else. It's
- 23:06Speaker 2: it's it's all interconnected, and it's no doubt a more
- 23:12Speaker 2: abundant creative space to ignore the whole damn lot and
- 23:17Speaker 2: just and live in your own little world, your little
- 23:19Speaker 2: creative bubble. But I find that I can't do that really,
- 23:24Speaker 2: I'm just drawn to the detail of what's actually happening.
- 23:30Speaker 1: Okay, So if you stop being a musician today, do
- 23:37Speaker 1: you have enough money that you could get to the
- 23:39Speaker 1: end or is it album to album?
- 23:43Speaker 2: No, I'm comfortably off. I could stop now.
- 23:47Speaker 1: Okay, So you're making this record, you know, the record
- 23:51Speaker 1: you made independently, but you've licensed it to other people
- 23:57Speaker 1: in different territories.
- 23:58Speaker 2: Correct, Yeah, well this time that's what we've licensed it
- 24:03Speaker 2: to secretly distribution this time. So that's that's that's a
- 24:08Speaker 2: worldwide deal as far as I'm aware. And was there
- 24:10Speaker 2: an advance with that, No, I don't take advances. It's
- 24:16Speaker 2: it's just to do with how much, what the marketing
- 24:18Speaker 2: spend will be and all those kind of things, and
- 24:21Speaker 2: you know, some of the other detail and how long
- 24:24Speaker 2: the deal's going to be. So it's a one album deal.
- 24:29Speaker 2: That's that's what we've been doing for the last little while.
- 24:34Speaker 1: So do you have a view on streaming?
- 24:38Speaker 2: Yeah, of course, you know, yes, yes, very much so.
- 24:44Speaker 2: I I think that the way that our industry works
- 24:48Speaker 2: is to hell with it. That's the way. That's the
- 24:51Speaker 2: way it goes. With the tech and the power that
- 24:54Speaker 2: they you know, they don't worry too much about the
- 24:58Speaker 2: people who making the music. That don't worry all. I
- 25:00Speaker 2: wouldn't say, really, they've just got to float their brand
- 25:04Speaker 2: and get to so and of course it's ended up
- 25:07Speaker 2: being a hugely profitable thing for major labels who've stripped
- 25:14Speaker 2: out staff and costs and amalgamated and joined and all
- 25:19Speaker 2: this enormous back catalog that's just probably playing the minimum,
- 25:23Speaker 2: bare minimum to some of these people, and they're getting
- 25:26Speaker 2: phenomenal figures streaming all these old songs, so they're not
- 25:29Speaker 2: having to do anything, not spending anything, shipping a load
- 25:32Speaker 2: of vinyl to Canada. They're just you know, basically just
- 25:35Speaker 2: sitting there and this stuff's just pouring in. So it's
- 25:39Speaker 2: not recognizing songwriters, producers.
- 25:41Speaker 1: There's just not.
- 25:42Speaker 2: Enough in there. So I think that what we thought
- 25:48Speaker 2: in the eighties was that you know, sound was going
- 25:52Speaker 2: to get higher and higher quality, and the tech would
- 25:54Speaker 2: get higher and higher quality, and you know, but actually
- 25:57Speaker 2: what's happened is it went the other way. And hell
- 26:00Speaker 2: with quality, it's just about immediacy, which is an interesting thing.
- 26:05Speaker 2: So you know if there were higher quality brands, none
- 26:11Speaker 2: of them have really succeeded that you could have a
- 26:14Speaker 2: really incredible listening experience and maybe spend a bit more money.
- 26:18Speaker 2: There might be a little bit more money there for
- 26:20Speaker 2: the artists. But and again that would take a load
- 26:22Speaker 2: of money to float it, and there's been various people
- 26:25Speaker 2: trying to launch various things. So yes, streaming is a
- 26:28Speaker 2: wonderful resource for the listener, it's not so rewarding for
- 26:32Speaker 2: the struggling artist.
- 26:34Speaker 1: Okay, tell me about the difference between quality and immediacly.
- 26:40Speaker 2: Well as in the actual quality of the audio is
- 26:44Speaker 2: very very limited on your basic streaming platform on an
- 26:48Speaker 2: MP three, as opposed to listen to a beautiful piece
- 26:51Speaker 2: of finyl from an amazing record player and lovely speakers,
- 26:55Speaker 2: or then you had the CD and you take it
- 26:57Speaker 2: to the next musical clarity level. But what you get
- 27:01Speaker 2: is you get to listen to something immediately. Now, just
- 27:04Speaker 2: just touch it. It's there, it's yours. You don't have
- 27:06Speaker 2: to wait, you don't have to go to the shops.
- 27:08Speaker 2: I used to have to save up my dinner money
- 27:09Speaker 2: for two weeks if I wanted to buy an album,
- 27:12Speaker 2: Basically half to starve meself at school and then get
- 27:16Speaker 2: the bus into town fifteen miles and buy the record
- 27:20Speaker 2: I wanted, and come back again. And I would on
- 27:23Speaker 2: the bus that I would have read the inside cover,
- 27:25Speaker 2: the outside cover. I've looked at all the photos. I'd
- 27:27Speaker 2: even have taken the vinyl out and looked inside there
- 27:30Speaker 2: and read what was scratched onto the center of that.
- 27:32Speaker 2: You had a level of sort of involvement that was very,
- 27:34Speaker 2: very different.
- 27:36Speaker 1: Okay, you have certain songs on Spotify with triple digit millions.
- 27:44Speaker 1: Are you making any money from streaming? Of course there
- 27:47Speaker 1: are songs with billions.
- 27:49Speaker 2: Yeah, of course I'm making I'm making good money. I
- 27:52Speaker 2: own the Masters, though I'm not in a I'm not
- 27:55Speaker 2: in the position that someone else would be, you know,
- 27:59Speaker 2: at a major would be in. I own, well, at
- 28:03Speaker 2: least I used to own the Masters until I sold them.
- 28:09Speaker 2: So I own some of my I own my current music,
- 28:14Speaker 2: and the last record I put out is called Skelleig.
- 28:16Speaker 1: I own.
- 28:16Speaker 2: I own that record and this record. That's all part
- 28:19Speaker 2: of my new record company, so that those things, when
- 28:23Speaker 2: we put them out, the streaming will be it's not
- 28:26Speaker 2: getting taken by a record company. And I get my
- 28:28Speaker 2: whatever percent. At the end of it, I get whatever
- 28:32Speaker 2: that the majority of the money from the streaming. My
- 28:36Speaker 2: partners will receive a certain amount of that. So it's
- 28:41Speaker 2: it's it. Yes, when you start getting big numbers, it
- 28:44Speaker 2: starts to add up, and it's it's a significant thing and.
- 28:47Speaker 1: You're a new work. Will the numbers be significant enough
- 28:52Speaker 1: to cover your costs?
- 28:56Speaker 2: HI? Hopefully over time. You know, I have no idea, Bob.
- 29:03Speaker 2: And we've spent a bloody arm and a leg making
- 29:05Speaker 2: this record. We've got orchestra's horn sections, We've spent bloody
- 29:10Speaker 2: months on it, the damn thing, you know, years even so,
- 29:15Speaker 2: I don't know. It's going to take a while. It's
- 29:17Speaker 2: not just the spend of making the record, as I say,
- 29:21Speaker 2: marketing it and all the people I pay who work
- 29:24Speaker 2: for me, who run the record label, I mean all
- 29:26Speaker 2: their wages, all their salaries. If I take that whole
- 29:29Speaker 2: chunk of time, it's going to take a long time.
- 29:31Speaker 2: I'd say, be lucky if in ten years I've made
- 29:34Speaker 2: a penny out of the damn thing. But you just
- 29:36Speaker 2: never know what's going to happen. If you stay in
- 29:38Speaker 2: the boat long enough, you might just catch a fish.
- 29:41Speaker 2: I maybe some mad TV producers going to go, you
- 29:46Speaker 2: know what this new David Gray song? This is it
- 29:48Speaker 2: sopranos too, We need this as the title music. It's
- 29:52Speaker 2: like you might get a break that you hadn't dreamed
- 29:54Speaker 2: of that could transform your fortunes, and suddenly you've got
- 29:58Speaker 2: gazillions of streams going on. No, the streaming numbers are
- 30:01Speaker 2: utterly unspectacular because in the world of finger touch immediacy,
- 30:06Speaker 2: the old are much much slower than the young, and
- 30:08Speaker 2: obviously Maya fans are by and large older than some,
- 30:12Speaker 2: so you're not dealing with this thing. I'm doing the
- 30:15Speaker 2: best I can to notify anyone who might be interested,
- 30:19Speaker 2: but it's going to be hard work. I put a
- 30:21Speaker 2: record out a couple of years ago called Skellig. This
- 30:24Speaker 2: was a very uncommercial record. It's very very personal, very
- 30:29Speaker 2: low tempo. But we also because it was COVID, there
- 30:32Speaker 2: was no real marketing spend on. Very low amount of
- 30:35Speaker 2: money was spent. We could only do so much because
- 30:37Speaker 2: we couldn't physically do anything. So we spent a few
- 30:41Speaker 2: mony a bit of money and actually it's sort of recouped,
- 30:44Speaker 2: so within three years I'm now getting a very small
- 30:48Speaker 2: amount of money every month from that record, so it
- 30:52Speaker 2: shows that it is possible. The difference there is that
- 30:54Speaker 2: the spend wasn't anything like as great either on making
- 30:58Speaker 2: or releasing the record. So this time around it will
- 31:02Speaker 2: I'd say it's going to take a lot longer. I'd
- 31:03Speaker 2: like to think with the kind of immediacy of this music,
- 31:06Speaker 2: that it may strike a chord and we get some
- 31:11Speaker 2: kind of fire under the whole thing and it starts
- 31:13Speaker 2: to move a little bit. But I'm just not in
- 31:15Speaker 2: control of all that. All I can do is make
- 31:17Speaker 2: it as good as I can make it and put
- 31:19Speaker 2: it out there and sing my heart out.
- 31:28Speaker 1: You've worked both in the old era and the transition
- 31:31Speaker 1: in the new era. Not that many people have, but
- 31:35Speaker 1: they used to say the tour was the advertisement for
- 31:38Speaker 1: the album, and now the album is the advertisement for
- 31:41Speaker 1: the tour. Today's scattered landscape and different remuneration periodigm does
- 31:48Speaker 1: that affect the inspiration and desire to make new records?
- 31:54Speaker 2: No, you know, making records is where it's at. I mean,
- 32:01Speaker 2: playing live is where it's at. The two things are
- 32:04Speaker 2: to a record as a world, I mean, anyone who's
- 32:08Speaker 2: experienced a record as a world gone to the planet
- 32:11Speaker 2: Pink Moon, or gone to the planet astral Weeks or Nebraska,
- 32:16Speaker 2: you know, free wheeling. Anyone who's been to any of
- 32:20Speaker 2: these places and been consumed by the spirit of Eden
- 32:23Speaker 2: by Talk Talk kind of Blue by Miles Davis. It
- 32:27Speaker 2: doesn't matter. When you've been there, you know what's going on,
- 32:30Speaker 2: Marvin Gay. Once you've gone to a planet and like
- 32:33Speaker 2: being completely obsessed and absorbed by it, how can you
- 32:37Speaker 2: not want to make a record? I mean, a record
- 32:38Speaker 2: isn't a song. It's you hang the pictures in the
- 32:41Speaker 2: gallery and you take people through, and there's the cadence
- 32:46Speaker 2: of each song leads to a kind of cascade of
- 32:48Speaker 2: emotion that flows from one to the other and creates
- 32:50Speaker 2: an overall effect. So that's still what I believe in.
- 32:55Speaker 2: I still believe in the novel. Even though everyone's writing.
- 32:57Speaker 2: They're not even writing short stories, they're writing sentence.
- 33:02Speaker 1: Okay, you mentioned a little bit earlier you sold your masters.
- 33:05Speaker 1: Traditionally in the music business, people didn't even own their masters.
- 33:10Speaker 1: We live in an era where many people are selling
- 33:12Speaker 1: their publishing, selling their masters. Let's start with the masters.
- 33:17Speaker 1: Did you sell them outright such that you'll never get royalties,
- 33:22Speaker 1: or did you sell the ownership and you still have royalties.
- 33:28Speaker 2: It's a complicated question to answer. I didn't sell them
- 33:34Speaker 2: through choice. But first of all, I sold my recording
- 33:38Speaker 2: masters from White Ladder until Golden the brass Age, so
- 33:43Speaker 2: eight albums up until the one before Skelg. So it
- 33:49Speaker 2: was because I was at the end of a relationship
- 33:52Speaker 2: that had lasted through my entire career, and the only
- 33:54Speaker 2: way to get out of it was we owned a
- 33:56Speaker 2: record company together, was to sell the record company. Essentially,
- 34:00Speaker 2: it's sell the Masters. So that's that was the only
- 34:06Speaker 2: way to really make a break. So uh yeah, well,
- 34:13Speaker 2: I've maintained a stake in the Masters. I didn't sell
- 34:16Speaker 2: it all. I kept a bit, so I still have
- 34:18Speaker 2: a vested interest. I got skin in the game, underwhelming
- 34:22Speaker 2: skin in the game so far.
- 34:26Speaker 1: So while we're on this tip, did you sell the
- 34:29Speaker 1: publishing too?
- 34:31Speaker 2: No, no, no, I haven't sold that. So for the
- 34:33Speaker 2: very first time in my life, all my publishing has
- 34:35Speaker 2: come back to me and it's now all housed with
- 34:38Speaker 2: Chrystalis on a sort of rolling deal, so it's all
- 34:42Speaker 2: in the same place for the very first time ever.
- 34:44Speaker 2: In fact, so they're sort of administering my publishing for me. No,
- 34:48Speaker 2: I haven't sold any publisher.
- 34:52Speaker 1: Without any dire circumstances coming up. Would you ever sell
- 34:57Speaker 1: the publishing?
- 35:00Speaker 2: We never say never, but it's unlikely. For one thing.
- 35:08Speaker 2: Money is completely overrated, you know, as some kind of
- 35:12Speaker 2: great aid in your life towards greater meaning and enjoyments.
- 35:18Speaker 2: It can be incredibly helpful when you haven't got enough
- 35:20Speaker 2: of it, but that's not the position I'm in. I'm
- 35:23Speaker 2: doing perfectly okay, thanks very much. So why would I
- 35:27Speaker 2: want to a pay shitloads of tax? By result, it's
- 35:30Speaker 2: getting a fuckload of money that I wouldn't know what
- 35:32Speaker 2: to do with anyway, And why would I want to
- 35:34Speaker 2: fuckload of money that I have no idea what to
- 35:36Speaker 2: do with. It's I don't want for anything, I don't
- 35:39Speaker 2: need anything. It'd be totally stupid. So those are the
- 35:43Speaker 2: reasons that I when money first broke in my life,
- 35:47Speaker 2: when things were going well, it was a really complicated
- 35:50Speaker 2: thing to negotiate because we started when it just coming
- 35:54Speaker 2: in and it didn't stop. After a while, you start just
- 35:57Speaker 2: making really bad decisions because nothing has as much meaning,
- 36:01Speaker 2: so you can just replace things you don't like or
- 36:03Speaker 2: buy something you decide you don't want it, and it's
- 36:06Speaker 2: like you're suddenly living an episode of the Real Housewives
- 36:08Speaker 2: of Beverly Hills. So that's something I've been exposed to
- 36:16Speaker 2: by my children. It's not one of my personal viewing choices.
- 36:22Speaker 2: So yeah, I think that, you know, getting a routload
- 36:25Speaker 2: of money is great, but it's just it just ends
- 36:28Speaker 2: in a sort of disassociative, disassociative state where you're it
- 36:34Speaker 2: distances you from life and meaning and what I'm needing
- 36:37Speaker 2: to do things. So in a way, I'm kind of
- 36:41Speaker 2: I'm not falsely pressurizing. I'm choosing to be in a
- 36:44Speaker 2: more pressurized situation in terms of putting money out and
- 36:47Speaker 2: investing in it and having to make a success of things,
- 36:50Speaker 2: because it's a more relatable thing and it makes for
- 36:54Speaker 2: more sensible views and ideas about what you're doing. So
- 37:00Speaker 2: that's the way I choose to do it. As I
- 37:02Speaker 2: said that, the classic artist pose would have been, we've
- 37:05Speaker 2: received so much money, we don't have to worry about anything.
- 37:07Speaker 2: Now we can just dream our dreams. But to me,
- 37:10Speaker 2: the dreams are part of this fabric. There's so many
- 37:13Speaker 2: compromises making music in a commercial world. Where do you
- 37:18Speaker 2: even start it's very, very elaborate, complex, full of compromise.
- 37:24Speaker 2: So you I think it's important to understand what it's
- 37:31Speaker 2: like for someone spending money to get to your show
- 37:34Speaker 2: or to get your CD, just what that means. So
- 37:38Speaker 2: I think, because it's still a relatable thing for me
- 37:41Speaker 2: putting music out, I consider myself to be more in
- 37:44Speaker 2: relation to the listener because I'm in a more reasonable position.
- 37:50Speaker 2: So you know, God knows. As I said, I wish
- 37:52Speaker 2: something wonderful happened and my fucking songs would go crazy
- 37:55Speaker 2: and I can just relax. You know, Wow, this is amazing.
- 37:57Speaker 2: It'd be more amazing because the energy it would give everything.
- 38:00Speaker 2: It wouldn't be the money. It would be the way
- 38:02Speaker 2: the show's go with this crazy energy because people are
- 38:05Speaker 2: a new wave of fans would be getting a hold
- 38:08Speaker 2: of this stuff. That would be incredible. So it's those
- 38:13Speaker 2: are the things that you lost for and being taken seriously,
- 38:18Speaker 2: so you know that those are my sort of preoccupations.
- 38:23Speaker 1: Just to go back a point, so how many times
- 38:26Speaker 1: have you been married? Just once and you got divorced
- 38:30Speaker 1: and that's why you had to sell the catalog?
- 38:34Speaker 2: No, no, no, it was my business partner, not my wife.
- 38:37Speaker 2: She's still involved.
- 38:40Speaker 1: So you had when you've been independent in this independent
- 38:43Speaker 1: record company, you had a financial partner, Yeah.
- 38:47Speaker 2: My manager, my old manager and I. When White Ladder
- 38:51Speaker 2: came along, no one wanted to put it out, so
- 38:53Speaker 2: we put it out ourselves. We created a record company
- 38:57Speaker 2: and we put it out ourselves, and that's how that
- 39:00Speaker 2: that began. That record began in that way. We put
- 39:02Speaker 2: it out in Ireland, the only place where we could
- 39:05Speaker 2: sell anywhere records to the only place I had a
- 39:06Speaker 2: sort of beginning of a sort of commercial viability, sort
- 39:11Speaker 2: of cult following. So we put it out there and
- 39:13Speaker 2: it just began to sell and then began to sell
- 39:15Speaker 2: more and then like hotcakes, and that funded we signed
- 39:19Speaker 2: with Ato Dave Matthew's label in the States, and we
- 39:22Speaker 2: signed we licensed to Warners in the for the UK
- 39:26Speaker 2: and the rest of the world, but we kept Ireland
- 39:29Speaker 2: as our own independent thing, and that's how it began.
- 39:32Speaker 2: So this relationship was very complex. And then for the
- 39:35Speaker 2: next however many albums it followed that we just put
- 39:38Speaker 2: them out through this record company and we licensed them
- 39:40Speaker 2: to various partners. So yeah, So when that relationship came
- 39:45Speaker 2: to an end after thirty years, the easiest thing to do,
- 39:49Speaker 2: the only thing to do, was to sell the company
- 39:51Speaker 2: in order that everyone could take a little bit away
- 39:55Speaker 2: with them.
- 39:56Speaker 1: And why did the relationship come to an end?
- 40:00Speaker 2: Well, look, I don't want to get into all that.
- 40:02Speaker 2: That's that's personal.
- 40:04Speaker 1: Okay, So.
- 40:06Speaker 2: These things happen, you know, it's a long time. We've
- 40:10Speaker 2: been through an awful lot together. And furthermore, this is
- 40:14Speaker 2: someone who without who's belief in me, I would not
- 40:17Speaker 2: be sitting in front of you now. The people who
- 40:20Speaker 2: invest in you, like emotionally and musically and in other
- 40:24Speaker 2: ways when you don't mean anything, those are the people
- 40:28Speaker 2: that you value, you know, really ultimately. So when someone
- 40:32Speaker 2: makes a choice not based on their own on the
- 40:35Speaker 2: profitability of something or whatever or the look that it
- 40:38Speaker 2: gives them, then that means a lot. So it's still
- 40:41Speaker 2: a very intense relationship, but albeit from a distance at
- 40:45Speaker 2: the moment. But yeah, it had run its course and
- 40:49Speaker 2: now I'm in a new phase of my life.
- 40:51Speaker 1: Okay. Why was the record company called IHD?
- 40:58Speaker 2: He rob as Robert wanted to call it Hit Records,
- 41:02Speaker 2: but when we applied to company's house, they said that's
- 41:05Speaker 2: already taken. So he couldn't be bothered to do it.
- 41:09Speaker 2: He's just turned changed the letters round, and it was
- 41:11Speaker 2: I h T. So that that was the story of
- 41:15Speaker 2: why it was I HD.
- 41:17Speaker 1: Okay, let's go back to the present album. You started
- 41:22Speaker 1: recording before COVID. Generally speaking, are you always recording or
- 41:30Speaker 1: did you say I want to make an album?
- 41:34Speaker 2: No, this was definitely I'm ready to make an album,
- 41:37Speaker 2: so i'd I had some ideas live from the whole
- 41:42Speaker 2: COVID period, but even before that, I had I had
- 41:46Speaker 2: this spark of what the new music might feel like.
- 41:50Speaker 2: I'd started to write a couple of songs. So no,
- 41:53Speaker 2: I was ready. I mean I was. I was more
- 41:55Speaker 2: than ready to make a record. I had no idea
- 41:58Speaker 2: how long it was going to take, so no, it
- 42:00Speaker 2: was definitely. It wasn't playing around. I mean, at the
- 42:04Speaker 2: end of this album cycle, I'll be finishing of this
- 42:08Speaker 2: touring cycle, I'll be finishing the rest of the music
- 42:11Speaker 2: from the same period off and that will come out
- 42:13Speaker 2: as a separate album. But when that is done, I'll
- 42:16Speaker 2: be pretty I'll pretty much have cleared the decks. Never entirely,
- 42:19Speaker 2: there's always lots of loose ends, songs that I haven't
- 42:22Speaker 2: found a place.
- 42:23Speaker 1: For I thought you said it to trilogy.
- 42:26Speaker 2: No, No, it's I'd say this album is a double
- 42:29Speaker 2: album in itself, Dear Life. I think if you time it,
- 42:32Speaker 2: it's like it's like four sides of vinyl for sure.
- 42:36Speaker 2: So it's yeah, so this is a double Then there's
- 42:40Speaker 2: another album that's going to come out, which would just
- 42:42Speaker 2: be a single album a bit further down the line.
- 42:45Speaker 2: So no, I'm always writing, making, thinking, storing as I say,
- 42:52Speaker 2: that's the way it works. Now. I have to just
- 42:54Speaker 2: make notes and then finally I'll come to a point
- 42:57Speaker 2: where I'll start going through some of the most of
- 43:00Speaker 2: them will be lost, but I believe this it like
- 43:04Speaker 2: you know, it all goes into the earth and comes
- 43:09Speaker 2: back out as new plants. I don't think you lose
- 43:11Speaker 2: this stuff entirely. I think if there was something good there,
- 43:15Speaker 2: you would remember it. So there's always lots of different ideas, lyrics,
- 43:20Speaker 2: stories that notes. I mean, the phone is a highly
- 43:24Speaker 2: annoying thing to have on you, but also highly convenient.
- 43:27Speaker 2: It's got a camera, it's got a recording device, and
- 43:30Speaker 2: it's got a little notebook, so it just fits in
- 43:34Speaker 2: your pocket and you can do all these things. So
- 43:36Speaker 2: I'm constantly notekeeping. Not only that, I mean the inside
- 43:40Speaker 2: of my mind is like a giant sort of car,
- 43:43Speaker 2: like a giant warehouse full of car parts. I'm always
- 43:47Speaker 2: trying to fit something together. Oh, I could use that
- 43:50Speaker 2: that wheel would fit on here, or this axle would
- 43:52Speaker 2: work there, or you know, that steering wheel would look
- 43:55Speaker 2: good in this car. I'm always using one bit and
- 43:57Speaker 2: wondering whether I can finish another song with it, or
- 44:00Speaker 2: there's just unfinished bits everywhere. So that's just a normal
- 44:04Speaker 2: state of things that's constantly ongoing. But when I get
- 44:08Speaker 2: into writing, it becomes a little bit more focused and
- 44:11Speaker 2: the time opens out and I start to expand these ideas.
- 44:14Speaker 2: The difficulty is that when you first have a mood,
- 44:17Speaker 2: the mood that envelops you when you come up with
- 44:19Speaker 2: a tune and you start to write, you're in a
- 44:24Speaker 2: there's a great suggestibility about your state of being at
- 44:28Speaker 2: that moment. You're sort of you're under hypnosis in a way.
- 44:32Speaker 2: The music starts to hypnotize you. It's very hard to
- 44:35Speaker 2: pick up that thread at a later date. Oh yeah,
- 44:38Speaker 2: and that's what I Yeah, So it's that's what was
- 44:42Speaker 2: unusual about this particular sort of starburst of song writing.
- 44:45Speaker 2: At the end of COVID, I was writing new music
- 44:48Speaker 2: but also just picking other things up off the shelf
- 44:50Speaker 2: and just finishing the songs, but not in a way
- 44:54Speaker 2: that you can see the join. It was just oh right, okay,
- 44:57Speaker 2: here we go. It was I was like, what was
- 44:59Speaker 2: going on?
- 45:08Speaker 1: Okay? So you have these periods where you were saying,
- 45:14Speaker 1: I'm writing the album. In between these periods, thoughts are
- 45:19Speaker 1: just going through your brain the car parts' occasionally making
- 45:23Speaker 1: notes or are you ever writing a complete song just
- 45:27Speaker 1: because something comes to you? Oh?
- 45:30Speaker 2: Yeah, I mean those are the best days. Yeah, those
- 45:34Speaker 2: are the days you pray for and if you keep
- 45:37Speaker 2: working hard enough, it will happen. So yes, occasionally there's
- 45:41Speaker 2: a song on this new record called that day must
- 45:43Speaker 2: surely come. And I was working on something completely different,
- 45:47Speaker 2: and I just made an A chord on the second
- 45:49Speaker 2: I had the capo to a chord or B, and
- 45:53Speaker 2: I just I made this extension with my pinky that
- 45:56Speaker 2: I'd never done before, and I went up, I went
- 46:00Speaker 2: under the A two four and then all the way
- 46:03Speaker 2: to five, very long extension, and then I moved the
- 46:06Speaker 2: bass note with my thumb, and I thought, oh, that's
- 46:08Speaker 2: a really nice run of chords. I've never played that before.
- 46:13Speaker 2: And then I just began to pick it. And as
- 46:16Speaker 2: I picked it, I just read, I sang the first line,
- 46:19Speaker 2: and I just stopped what I was doing and I
- 46:21Speaker 2: just wrote the song. And in a couple of hours
- 46:22Speaker 2: later it was written, and it was in Those experiences
- 46:27Speaker 2: are have a mysticism about them, because you become both
- 46:33Speaker 2: more entirely yourself, the sort of fertile vistas of experience,
- 46:40Speaker 2: and all the loged emotion that you've held is waited
- 46:44Speaker 2: to be born into this song. At moments like that,
- 46:46Speaker 2: you could just they feel that they've been waiting a
- 46:48Speaker 2: long time to be born. This thing begins to emerge,
- 46:52Speaker 2: and at the same time, your brain is sending up
- 46:54Speaker 2: the sort of editorial drone. You're going up to the
- 46:57Speaker 2: top office on the top floor, and you're just making
- 46:59Speaker 2: very cool and clear decisions about what you're doing. So
- 47:02Speaker 2: you become more objective and more subjective simultaneously, and you
- 47:06Speaker 2: begin to work in a very unfussy, un self conscious way.
- 47:11Speaker 2: And those are the best songs. Please forgive me that
- 47:14Speaker 2: they must surely come from here. You can almost see
- 47:16Speaker 2: the sea. These are the ones that just poured out
- 47:18Speaker 2: of me in like moments. So that's what that's what
- 47:21Speaker 2: I hope for.
- 47:23Speaker 1: Okay, as a writer, but not a writer of songs.
- 47:26Speaker 1: I know exactly what you're talking about. And sometimes when
- 47:29Speaker 1: it's really working, I might become self conscious and then
- 47:33Speaker 1: all of a sudden it veers off. Is that something
- 47:36Speaker 1: that resonates? Oh yeah, totally.
- 47:39Speaker 2: As I say, self consciousness is the enemy in life,
- 47:42Speaker 2: in music, in making. You know, it's it's it's totally
- 47:46Speaker 2: the enemy, very hard to avoid. And you know, I
- 47:50Speaker 2: use all kinds of tricks to trick myself out of
- 47:54Speaker 2: thinking too much. So for example, when I haven't been
- 47:59Speaker 2: making music, writing music, it's it's pressing. I'll be it's
- 48:03Speaker 2: pressing on me now because it's been a while since
- 48:06Speaker 2: I've been in that position, when I've been exploring and making.
- 48:11Speaker 2: So when I get back to it, it'll have been
- 48:14Speaker 2: so long it'll be like getting into a cold bath,
- 48:16Speaker 2: not just a cold bath, ice cold. I'll be scared
- 48:20Speaker 2: of like what it all means. It will all start
- 48:22Speaker 2: meaning too much. So these days i'd use little tricks like,
- 48:25Speaker 2: for example, rather than I usually work from chords, the
- 48:31Speaker 2: rhythm of the cause, the chords, the rhythm of the chords,
- 48:33Speaker 2: a sequence of chords, and then the melody that associates.
- 48:36Speaker 2: But if I find I work the other way round,
- 48:38Speaker 2: and I take a lyric and I try and fit it,
- 48:41Speaker 2: fit some music to the lyric, so I feel backwards,
- 48:45Speaker 2: or from a poem which I leave taking on this
- 48:47Speaker 2: record was a good example of that. I took someone
- 48:50Speaker 2: else's words and I sensed there was music in them,
- 48:52Speaker 2: and I felt like a water diviner with a stick.
- 48:55Speaker 2: I felt blind across the ground, just looking for where
- 48:58Speaker 2: it could take me, and I began to make, like
- 49:00Speaker 2: a child in a sandpit. I just shaped things, and
- 49:03Speaker 2: I didn't get my head up until i'd sort of
- 49:05Speaker 2: made something. And when I had made something, I had
- 49:07Speaker 2: no idea. I couldn't do like a quality assessment of
- 49:10Speaker 2: it because my melodic instincts were disabled, and my sense
- 49:13Speaker 2: of meaning and value was also not engaged. So I
- 49:16Speaker 2: didn't have that sort of white writer's block preoccupation, this
- 49:20Speaker 2: is a piece of shit, Why should it matter? The
- 49:22Speaker 2: sort of doubting voices. I try and cheat those doubting voices,
- 49:25Speaker 2: and I find that once if I can manage to
- 49:28Speaker 2: find a way past them, the guards on the gate.
- 49:31Speaker 2: Then once I'm in, I'm in the room of making,
- 49:34Speaker 2: and I get back into it. I stopped thinking about
- 49:36Speaker 2: it all so much, and it becomes much faster and
- 49:38Speaker 2: more immediate. That's not to say everything's great, it's just
- 49:42Speaker 2: I find that we've all got that writer's block, that
- 49:45Speaker 2: doubting voice, the negative voice that's waiting, and particularly I
- 49:49Speaker 2: find after an absence. So I mean, my ultimate existence
- 49:52Speaker 2: would be that I would never lose the fluency that
- 49:54Speaker 2: I have when I'm in these deep writing sessions. But
- 49:57Speaker 2: it's a bit like losing the fluency and my calluses
- 49:59Speaker 2: on my fingers from playing on the road. And as
- 50:02Speaker 2: a musician, when I'm playing every night, I'll reach I'll
- 50:04Speaker 2: attain a physical level of ability and emotional and mental
- 50:09Speaker 2: connection that I wouldn't be able to sustain on an
- 50:12Speaker 2: average day because I'll be doing two, three, four hours
- 50:15Speaker 2: of music every day. So you know, it's different. It's
- 50:20Speaker 2: like that with the writing too. You sort of lose
- 50:24Speaker 2: your confidence and you start to think about it far
- 50:27Speaker 2: too much.
- 50:29Speaker 1: Okay, so you had this time you're with the family
- 50:33Speaker 1: with COVID, then you go back to writing. Are you
- 50:37Speaker 1: literally saying, okay, I'm sitting here. It's Monday to Thursday.
- 50:43Speaker 1: I have to write songs. I'm going to sit here
- 50:47Speaker 1: until I finished the songs. Or do you wait for
- 50:51Speaker 1: inspiration or do you have tricks to trick yourself into inspiration?
- 50:57Speaker 2: Yeah, as I say, it's like self hypnosis. So I
- 51:01Speaker 2: don't sit there waiting for inspiration. I just get on
- 51:03Speaker 2: with it. As I say, I've always got a million
- 51:05Speaker 2: unfinished things, so I'll just pick one of them up
- 51:07Speaker 2: and start working on it. Or I'll think of a
- 51:09Speaker 2: little simple idea and I think that could be a
- 51:12Speaker 2: simple little song. Maybe I'll just start with that, something achievable,
- 51:15Speaker 2: something small, not too demanding, not too ambitious, something intriguing
- 51:20Speaker 2: and small. So I'll start humble. And then, as I say,
- 51:24Speaker 2: once I've achieved a few things, it's a little easier
- 51:26Speaker 2: to get into rhythm. So I mean, those those are
- 51:30Speaker 2: my tricks. I mean, I don't think there's any escaping effect.
- 51:33Speaker 2: It's it's difficult. Yeah, it's some days you just don't
- 51:38Speaker 2: get anywhere. I mean, it's just the way it is.
- 51:41Speaker 2: So but I think you just turn up and you
- 51:44Speaker 2: start working, and sound can be a great unlocker as well.
- 51:47Speaker 2: It's like that you know, there's there's the same old
- 51:51Speaker 2: six strings on the same old guitar, but put it
- 51:54Speaker 2: through a sort of effect. It's like a Leslie effect
- 51:57Speaker 2: or chorus or you know, a new am or you
- 52:02Speaker 2: put a capo up high to change the tuning and
- 52:05Speaker 2: open tuning. Suddenly, ah, the same old motes remake. They
- 52:11Speaker 2: invert chords, and it inverts chords. It changes your relation
- 52:15Speaker 2: to the things you already know and charms you back
- 52:18Speaker 2: into that sense of mystery that you need to be in.
- 52:21Speaker 2: So it's just important to well, anyway, these are the
- 52:27Speaker 2: ways I choose to do it. I mean, some people
- 52:28Speaker 2: work completely the opposite way. They wait until they're in
- 52:30Speaker 2: the mood and then they make music and they don't
- 52:32Speaker 2: stop until it's done. Maybe that's the best way to
- 52:36Speaker 2: do it.
- 52:36Speaker 1: I don't know.
- 52:37Speaker 2: This is the way that my life is involved because
- 52:39Speaker 2: I wanted to be a dad and I wanted to
- 52:41Speaker 2: be a husband, and I've got all this music I've
- 52:44Speaker 2: already created, and I need to deal with curate my
- 52:47Speaker 2: own life to a certain extent, and my own businesses
- 52:51Speaker 2: demand a lot of my attention, so I need to
- 52:53Speaker 2: be I need to sort of compartmentalize a lot of
- 52:56Speaker 2: the time in order to get the space to work
- 52:59Speaker 2: properly and over long period. So this is just my
- 53:02Speaker 2: means of doing it.
- 53:04Speaker 1: Okay, is your process that you write all the songs
- 53:08Speaker 1: and then you record, or do you write and record,
- 53:11Speaker 1: write and record.
- 53:14Speaker 2: I just write and record, and in fact, the recording
- 53:16Speaker 2: process is the writing process. I have a wonderful producer.
- 53:20Speaker 2: We have a very strong relationship and it's very very complimentary.
- 53:25Speaker 2: So I'm totally disinhibited these days in terms of writing lyrics,
- 53:32Speaker 2: trying things. I don't care. I'm not waiting till I
- 53:35Speaker 2: look good and then you can come into the room.
- 53:37Speaker 2: It's like you just see it all like I'll pour
- 53:40Speaker 2: it all out. Oh that's fucking terrible, like delete, you know.
- 53:44Speaker 2: So we we just we work, so I'll stay. I've
- 53:48Speaker 2: got this idea. So like on this record, Eyes Made
- 53:51Speaker 2: Rain would be a good example, a very simple song.
- 53:54Speaker 2: I said, it's like a mantra, eyes Made Rain, My
- 53:56Speaker 2: eyes made Rain, My eyes made Rain. And I have
- 53:58Speaker 2: this chord sequence, had all the chords worked out, I
- 54:00Speaker 2: didn't really have a lyric, and he was like, oh
- 54:03Speaker 2: I love this, I love this, let's start putting it down.
- 54:06Speaker 2: So I hadn't even started to write the lyric. I
- 54:09Speaker 2: had like maybe one or two lines that are going
- 54:11Speaker 2: to ghosting in here and there, and so we said, Okay,
- 54:16Speaker 2: what's the tempo going to be. Let's decide on a tempo. Okay,
- 54:18Speaker 2: let's take a little rhythm so I can play along
- 54:20Speaker 2: with it, so we don't want it just to click.
- 54:22Speaker 2: Let's get a little rythm. He came up with this
- 54:24Speaker 2: really odd rhythm, and actually the arpedu I was playing
- 54:29Speaker 2: was the vital link. So I thought, oh, this actually
- 54:32Speaker 2: really works. It's like very jazzy, very odd anyway, So
- 54:35Speaker 2: then we began to work, and as we shaped the
- 54:38Speaker 2: sound of the song and we put these kind of
- 54:41Speaker 2: little sample drum parts in and other little sounds that
- 54:44Speaker 2: came into it, it began to speak as a piece
- 54:49Speaker 2: of music, and I wanted to inhabit the space in
- 54:53Speaker 2: a way that would have been perhaps different than what
- 54:56Speaker 2: I might have come to as a lyricist if you'd
- 54:59Speaker 2: just been and the acoustic guitar and I just toughed
- 55:02Speaker 2: it out and finished the lyric on my own. The
- 55:05Speaker 2: song became something I was getting inside of as a
- 55:08Speaker 2: piece of music. All the different elements, the bass we
- 55:12Speaker 2: added the drums, we added the little sounds and subtleties,
- 55:16Speaker 2: and the space we put it in. The short reverbs
- 55:18Speaker 2: and the different things began to sort of make me
- 55:21Speaker 2: feel like I was in a different country. So the
- 55:25Speaker 2: lyric became much more impressionistic in a way. I didn't
- 55:28Speaker 2: worry too much because I was kind of slotting into
- 55:33Speaker 2: us what was basically the finished song. So I hadn't
- 55:37Speaker 2: recorded a vocal on it yet. And we got to
- 55:40Speaker 2: the end of this few hours of making this track,
- 55:42Speaker 2: and I said, right, I guess you know, I need
- 55:44Speaker 2: to put some kind of performance on top of this.
- 55:48Speaker 2: So if you leave something without a lyric or anything
- 55:52Speaker 2: on it, a voice on it, it's less hard to
- 55:54Speaker 2: relate to, it's much harder to relate to other So
- 55:59Speaker 2: I basically just I sat down and until I had
- 56:02Speaker 2: like three verses and a middle section to some kind
- 56:06Speaker 2: of degree working, you know, no one could leave. So
- 56:11Speaker 2: I just sat there and he just had to wait,
- 56:13Speaker 2: and I was just writing and writing and writing and
- 56:16Speaker 2: writing until I had something. I was happy enough to
- 56:19Speaker 2: go in there and go behind the mic and try
- 56:21Speaker 2: and put down so that we had something to relate to.
- 56:23Speaker 2: And in fact, what happened was I remember thinking, God,
- 56:26Speaker 2: what is this? What I'm even saying? This is all
- 56:28Speaker 2: rather vague, but it's sort of It's just remained a
- 56:32Speaker 2: bit like that. So I did change a few lines,
- 56:34Speaker 2: but essentially I stuck with what I came up with,
- 56:38Speaker 2: and that was just we recorded it as I was
- 56:41Speaker 2: making it, so and that's pretty much true for I'd
- 56:45Speaker 2: say probably most of the tracks on the record have
- 56:47Speaker 2: been a bit like that.
- 56:49Speaker 1: I'm fascinated you worked with Marius Defrees, who's a friend
- 56:54Speaker 1: of mine, and then you work with his son. How
- 56:58Speaker 1: does that happen?
- 57:00Speaker 2: It's such a lovely thing. And I'll tell you what's
- 57:02Speaker 2: absolutely beautiful about it is they both have this There's
- 57:06Speaker 2: talk about the genes of taste and subtlety. They both
- 57:12Speaker 2: have this incredible musicality, this rich and very subtle bordering
- 57:18Speaker 2: on classical understanding of music and voicings and orchestration. And
- 57:25Speaker 2: Marius is a very different personality to Ben. But yeah,
- 57:31Speaker 2: working with Marius was lovely, so much more pressurized situation.
- 57:35Speaker 2: He came into a thing where everyone wanted a record
- 57:37Speaker 2: with a hit. I've had a couple of big hit
- 57:40Speaker 2: records and this was going to be life in slow motion.
- 57:43Speaker 2: This was going to be a big deal basically. So
- 57:46Speaker 2: working with Ben has been very different, and we've over
- 57:49Speaker 2: the course of now three records and a few other
- 57:51Speaker 2: side projects, we've developed a wonderful relationship. But they they're
- 57:56Speaker 2: both old school. They don't flinch, they don't mess, they
- 57:59Speaker 2: don't mess. They there until the until the projects finished.
- 58:02Speaker 2: They give you everything that they should give you. There's
- 58:05Speaker 2: no none of this kind of you know, I'm tired
- 58:08Speaker 2: kind of bollocks you get from some people.
- 58:13Speaker 1: Okay, let's go back though to what you were saying
- 58:15Speaker 1: before that you're in your writing phase. At what point
- 58:20Speaker 1: do you bring in the producer.
- 58:26Speaker 2: Yeah, I do need some time to myself two to
- 58:31Speaker 2: sketch the ideas, to begin to just so early on, though,
- 58:38Speaker 2: because I have the sense of trust with Ben that
- 58:41Speaker 2: I don't need a finished thing, although it's much nicer
- 58:44Speaker 2: to have. I've written the song, come on, let's work
- 58:46Speaker 2: on it. I'd normally be more in its infancy. I've
- 58:50Speaker 2: got this idea. What do you think of the idea?
- 58:54Speaker 2: Let's let's work on it. So very early on these
- 58:58Speaker 2: days the producer would come in because, as I said,
- 59:03Speaker 2: I've seen many good examples now of how we've got
- 59:07Speaker 2: a long way with the song without me having finished
- 59:10Speaker 2: the lyric. The lyric writing is what takes time. So
- 59:15Speaker 2: but yeah, but when this album and this tour slows down,
- 59:19Speaker 2: as I said, I want to finish this other record.
- 59:21Speaker 2: But after that, I'll be trying to sort of locate myself,
- 59:26Speaker 2: feel where I am, get a sense of the topography,
- 59:30Speaker 2: geography of my heart, what's going on inside me, the
- 59:35Speaker 2: bedrock of what this music is going to be springing from,
- 59:38Speaker 2: what's going to be built upon this next wave of stuff.
- 59:41Speaker 2: I've got dreams and ideas already for what that will be.
- 59:45Speaker 2: I've already started making notes, but it may be that
- 59:48Speaker 2: they never see the light of day. They don't. There's
- 59:52Speaker 2: no fruition for all that stuff. It's just a dream.
- 59:55Speaker 2: When I actually get there, something might happen and my
- 59:57Speaker 2: life might be quite different, and the record might take
- 59:59Speaker 2: on a different feel or tone. So but yes, when
- 1:00:03Speaker 2: when I've finished and things slow down and I get
- 1:00:05Speaker 2: some time to myself, I'll get my little studio set
- 1:00:07Speaker 2: up out in the countryside, and I'll spend some time
- 1:00:10Speaker 2: just working on things on my own and and feeling
- 1:00:14Speaker 2: for things Before I involve anybody, but it won't be
- 1:00:17Speaker 2: long before I do.
- 1:00:26Speaker 1: So. Earlier you also said on this album you have
- 1:00:30Speaker 1: horns and strings. How did you decide to employ those?
- 1:00:36Speaker 2: Well, just where the music told me they needed to go.
- 1:00:38Speaker 2: I mean, it's it's it's not a given that adding
- 1:00:44Speaker 2: orchestration or horns takes you any further down the track
- 1:00:48Speaker 2: in terms of realizing what a song must be. Quite
- 1:00:51Speaker 2: the contrary. I mean, sometimes some songs sound better just
- 1:00:54Speaker 2: on your own, sometimes better with a drum player, drum drummer,
- 1:00:58Speaker 2: some with a bass player on to some without. So
- 1:01:02Speaker 2: with orchestration, there was a as I say, a melodic strength.
- 1:01:08Speaker 2: There was just some of these songs we're just asking
- 1:01:12Speaker 2: for orchestration there there there they were big melodies. So
- 1:01:17Speaker 2: it's different every time. So and as I say, Ben
- 1:01:22Speaker 2: like his dad, is very very talented at voicings. So
- 1:01:30Speaker 2: for example, using leave taking user bass clarinet introduces the
- 1:01:35Speaker 2: the sort of the horn section. You don't go straight
- 1:01:38Speaker 2: in with a saxophone or a trombone or a trumpet.
- 1:01:41Speaker 2: You you use a bass clarinet to play. I mean,
- 1:01:46Speaker 2: who think of using a bass clarinet. It's a beautiful,
- 1:01:48Speaker 2: beautiful sound, and there's a these little touches of class.
- 1:01:53Speaker 2: We're using obo here and this there, and there's little
- 1:01:57Speaker 2: bits of knowledge and and and they to a much
- 1:02:00Speaker 2: more satisfying end result. So yeah, it's just it's different
- 1:02:04Speaker 2: every record. This time it wanted these. I don't think
- 1:02:07Speaker 2: the next record will probably have an orchestra or horns
- 1:02:12Speaker 2: or anything. I think we might get my friend Caroline
- 1:02:15Speaker 2: to come around with her cello and do a little
- 1:02:17Speaker 2: bit of playing on a couple of things, but it
- 1:02:19Speaker 2: will be more layering some strings into the odd song maybe,
- 1:02:24Speaker 2: But I don't see that the next chapter will have
- 1:02:27Speaker 2: any of that stuff. This time around, it was. It
- 1:02:29Speaker 2: definitely felt right and it sounds wonderful that the session
- 1:02:32Speaker 2: we did for the orchestra was absolutely out of this world.
- 1:02:35Speaker 1: It's phenomenal forgetting orchestra and other big productions. Your studio
- 1:02:41Speaker 1: in the old home, your studio up the street. Now,
- 1:02:43Speaker 1: can you make the records in these studios or do
- 1:02:46Speaker 1: you have to go to another room to make the records?
- 1:02:50Speaker 2: No, I can make all the record that. If we
- 1:02:55Speaker 2: wanted a big drum sound, or we want to record
- 1:02:57Speaker 2: horns or strings, we go somewhere else because I haven't
- 1:03:01Speaker 2: got the mics, and I haven't got the mic stands,
- 1:03:03Speaker 2: and I haven't got the space.
- 1:03:05Speaker 1: Okay, let's go to the previous album you mentioned. It
- 1:03:08Speaker 1: was very made during COVID scaleg I think, and in
- 1:03:12Speaker 1: the old days let's just call it pre internet, last century.
- 1:03:16Speaker 1: If you made an album that was not as successful
- 1:03:20Speaker 1: commercially or critically, he could really negatively impact your career.
- 1:03:26Speaker 1: To what degree is that a factor or is that
- 1:03:29Speaker 1: even not a factor in today's world.
- 1:03:34Speaker 2: It depends how you set your stall out. I mean,
- 1:03:36Speaker 2: I've seen it have that very negative effect on my
- 1:03:39Speaker 2: own career more than once. So God knows, I've seen
- 1:03:44Speaker 2: this every which way. I've been nowhere, somewhere, somewhere in between,
- 1:03:50Speaker 2: and I've done things I love that didn't really get
- 1:03:53Speaker 2: anywhere with the radio, and then everyone turns around and goes, well,
- 1:03:56Speaker 2: he's only worth this now, so dismiss It's like, yeah,
- 1:04:01Speaker 2: you've got to be very careful. I think. Ultimately, though,
- 1:04:04Speaker 2: you've got to make yourself happy. You've got to do
- 1:04:06Speaker 2: what you want to do. If you want to be
- 1:04:07Speaker 2: in music, if it's your life, then you're going to
- 1:04:10Speaker 2: be there with a passion and a zeal to see
- 1:04:13Speaker 2: it through till the end. Then you've got to set
- 1:04:16Speaker 2: your stall out accordingly. I mean, do you care about
- 1:04:19Speaker 2: the fucking numbers or what? Of course you do. Everyone
- 1:04:22Speaker 2: wants to connect to the listener who doesn't want listeners,
- 1:04:27Speaker 2: But there's more to it than that. It's like what
- 1:04:29Speaker 2: kind of listener and how do they listen and all
- 1:04:31Speaker 2: the rest of it. So there are this Because I've
- 1:04:34Speaker 2: got my own label, I can I guess, to a
- 1:04:36Speaker 2: certain extent, do what I want to do. And this
- 1:04:38Speaker 2: record was a labor of love. And I think this
- 1:04:42Speaker 2: record will still be being listened to when I'm dead.
- 1:04:45Speaker 2: It was a magic experience. But it's never going to
- 1:04:50Speaker 2: unless it gets some kind of sink or film placement
- 1:04:53Speaker 2: that suddenly makes everyone aware of it. It's going to
- 1:04:56Speaker 2: be a very slow word of mouth or word of
- 1:05:00Speaker 2: finger movement that it makes through people's consciousness. It's going
- 1:05:04Speaker 2: to be the sort of thing that's passed around. So
- 1:05:08Speaker 2: you know, I don't know. I did the White Ladder
- 1:05:11Speaker 2: to all. That meant all the promoters and venues suddenly
- 1:05:14Speaker 2: went well, look he sold all these tickets. So now
- 1:05:17Speaker 2: I'm being treated slightly differently because I can prove I
- 1:05:19Speaker 2: can still sell some tickets, So all the things you
- 1:05:22Speaker 2: say about the industry are absolutely true and they haven't changed.
- 1:05:25Speaker 2: I think that when you've made as many records and
- 1:05:28Speaker 2: you've carried on as long as I have, it obviously
- 1:05:32Speaker 2: becomes maybe slightly less significant. If I just followed White
- 1:05:36Speaker 2: Ladder with, you know, some obscure electronic project that was
- 1:05:42Speaker 2: never going to flow anyone's boat, it would have been
- 1:05:44Speaker 2: maybe a really stupid dumb thing to do from a
- 1:05:47Speaker 2: commercial point of view. But if that's what I really felt,
- 1:05:49Speaker 2: I wanted to do it just anyway. It's all down
- 1:05:52Speaker 2: to the individual, and I don't think there's a right
- 1:05:57Speaker 2: and wrong way of doing it. If what you're trying
- 1:05:59Speaker 2: to say is has it changed? Does the industry more
- 1:06:01Speaker 2: forgiving now? I don't think it really is. But I
- 1:06:04Speaker 2: think that it's so much easier to put music out.
- 1:06:06Speaker 2: There's so much going out that it's not such a big, big,
- 1:06:09Speaker 2: big deal. There's a lot of covering fire as people
- 1:06:13Speaker 2: putting shit out all the time, So it's it's it's
- 1:06:16Speaker 2: it's completely naturally saturated in new music, So maybe it's
- 1:06:21Speaker 2: it's just less prominent and less obvious now.
- 1:06:24Speaker 1: In today's world. I mean you literally have your own label.
- 1:06:28Speaker 1: You're involved. You know, we have a distributor does marketing
- 1:06:32Speaker 1: to what degree? Or you or your team involved in
- 1:06:36Speaker 1: social media direct access to your fans.
- 1:06:41Speaker 2: Yeah, well, I try and keep the tone. I do
- 1:06:44Speaker 2: all the writing of the copy when it's in first person,
- 1:06:47Speaker 2: they're my posts. And I don't use social media in
- 1:06:52Speaker 2: my life too. I don't use Facebook, Twitter, Instagram, I
- 1:06:57Speaker 2: don't use any of it. I don't have person not accounts,
- 1:07:00Speaker 2: I don't communicate with anyone through those things. But it's
- 1:07:04Speaker 2: as a means of letting my fans know. Writing something
- 1:07:07Speaker 2: on the blackboard is sort of how I see it.
- 1:07:09Speaker 2: I mean, I don't follow anyone. I don't engage. It
- 1:07:12Speaker 2: just gobbles up your time, mind, everything else. I can't
- 1:07:15Speaker 2: be bothered with any of it. But I see it
- 1:07:17Speaker 2: as a vital tool these days for letting people know
- 1:07:20Speaker 2: what's happening. So, of course the gatekeepers are very much
- 1:07:25Speaker 2: in control of how it all works. That there was
- 1:07:28Speaker 2: a certain innocent period when it sort of went out
- 1:07:31Speaker 2: to everyone. Apparently it doesn't work like that anymore. So
- 1:07:36Speaker 2: you know that it's very carefully managed, in choreographed so yes,
- 1:07:42Speaker 2: but it's a personal things, and it needs to feel authentic.
- 1:07:48Speaker 2: So when I speak one of the things I find
- 1:07:50Speaker 2: rather dull as these things become more important, which is
- 1:07:53Speaker 2: what's happened with Instagram, for example, something I quite liked
- 1:07:56Speaker 2: because you When I started, I was just doing weird photos,
- 1:08:00Speaker 2: which I enjoyed, and writing because there was no limit
- 1:08:03Speaker 2: on the characters, writing a few words or a lot
- 1:08:06Speaker 2: of words about what I was doing or what I
- 1:08:08Speaker 2: was seeing. But of course it becomes like the only
- 1:08:11Speaker 2: show in town in terms of letting everybody know you've
- 1:08:14Speaker 2: got to tour an album of this. So everything now
- 1:08:16Speaker 2: is just basically much more related to your job. So
- 1:08:20Speaker 2: when it started, it was a bit more innocent and fun,
- 1:08:23Speaker 2: and that's not really true anymore. But it's still a
- 1:08:30Speaker 2: vital tool. So I try and make the best of
- 1:08:33Speaker 2: it that I can and give an authentic view into
- 1:08:38Speaker 2: my life, my thoughts and feelings. I don't share photos
- 1:08:41Speaker 2: of food, holidays, children, or opinions on current political situations
- 1:08:47Speaker 2: or war or anything. I keep that to myself. It's
- 1:08:51Speaker 2: not that I'm afraid of voicing those opinions, but I
- 1:08:54Speaker 2: don't foist them on my listeners.
- 1:08:57Speaker 1: To what degree online are you two way interacting with europeand.
- 1:09:03Speaker 2: Not at all. I don't follow anyone or any other artists.
- 1:09:08Speaker 2: I don't engage in that way. I just put things
- 1:09:12Speaker 2: on my thing. If I was going to if I
- 1:09:15Speaker 2: was going to interact with a fellow artist, I would
- 1:09:18Speaker 2: send them an email.
- 1:09:20Speaker 1: Okay, So where did you grow up?
- 1:09:24Speaker 2: I grew up in Manchester until I was eight, in
- 1:09:28Speaker 2: the North of England, and then my parents moved to
- 1:09:32Speaker 2: a tiny fishing village in the Very West Wales called Solver.
- 1:09:36Speaker 2: So if you've ever read Dylan Thomas's Under Milk Wood,
- 1:09:39Speaker 2: then it was something like that, a sort of enchanted
- 1:09:42Speaker 2: realm of sea and sand and woodland and cliff that
- 1:09:47Speaker 2: I was suddenly thrust into and being a sort of
- 1:09:49Speaker 2: avid nature lover, it was just the most incredible adventure.
- 1:09:53Speaker 2: It sort of seeded my imagination with imagery and thoughts
- 1:09:58Speaker 2: and beauty and I still draw on that fund now.
- 1:10:03Speaker 1: And what kind of kid? Were you?
- 1:10:08Speaker 2: Very interested in stuff? Very sporty, loved all sport, loved,
- 1:10:19Speaker 2: playing out, was just out all the time, kind of shy.
- 1:10:26Speaker 2: So when I discovered going on stage, that was like
- 1:10:30Speaker 2: a big moment. I had to be a stand in
- 1:10:33Speaker 2: for the main part in the primary school production Christmas
- 1:10:38Speaker 2: play the main Wizard, the Wizard and the Wizard the Witch.
- 1:10:42Speaker 2: The Wizard was taken ill on day of show, and
- 1:10:45Speaker 2: I had a very good memory. I had a very
- 1:10:48Speaker 2: good memory, so they said they plumped on me, even
- 1:10:52Speaker 2: though I was a year younger than lots of the
- 1:10:54Speaker 2: other children, to be the main part because I'm the
- 1:10:57Speaker 2: only person who might remember all the the different lines.
- 1:11:03Speaker 2: So I learned the Wizard's part, but they didn't have
- 1:11:06Speaker 2: time before we got to the performance to teach me
- 1:11:09Speaker 2: the dances, so I had to improvise my song and
- 1:11:12Speaker 2: dance routine. And let's just say, Bob that I was
- 1:11:16Speaker 2: a big hit with the audience. I was a big
- 1:11:18Speaker 2: hit with the audience. The audience loved me. And as
- 1:11:22Speaker 2: I stood there doing my crazy wizard dancing, singing these
- 1:11:26Speaker 2: little songs, and they gave me rapturous applause. And I
- 1:11:31Speaker 2: remember looking out at them from this stage, which was
- 1:11:35Speaker 2: probably only about six inches high, into the dark all
- 1:11:39Speaker 2: that what felt like a sea of faces, which was
- 1:11:41Speaker 2: probably about sixty people, and thinking, yeah, I get this.
- 1:11:47Speaker 2: I get I'm in a magic world of mate believe,
- 1:11:50Speaker 2: and I'm what I'm giving them. They loved me because
- 1:11:54Speaker 2: I'm doing something freely and giving it to them, and
- 1:11:57Speaker 2: their their joy is in my giving and where some
- 1:12:02Speaker 2: people would have just been inhibited. And I was shy,
- 1:12:07Speaker 2: but I love this and that stayed with me, and
- 1:12:10Speaker 2: I then sort of pursued sort of amateur dramatics. We
- 1:12:13Speaker 2: are probably grand term, but I was in school plays
- 1:12:16Speaker 2: from then on and I got some big roles and
- 1:12:21Speaker 2: I started my own band. So I loved it on
- 1:12:24Speaker 2: the stage. So choosing to do music over art was
- 1:12:28Speaker 2: probably because I liked the fact it brought me into
- 1:12:31Speaker 2: the world and you've got this instant reaction. So I
- 1:12:35Speaker 2: was when I was a teenager. I just became your
- 1:12:37Speaker 2: classic teenager, smoking, drinking and wanting to kiss girls and
- 1:12:44Speaker 2: you know, then wanting to be in a band. And
- 1:12:46Speaker 2: I stopped studying. I stopped paying any attention apart from
- 1:12:49Speaker 2: art and reading a few of the English texts. And
- 1:12:52Speaker 2: they all sort of were tearing their hair out. Probably
- 1:12:55Speaker 2: I can't imagine what it's like for my mum, but
- 1:12:58Speaker 2: she showed incredible patience. So I kind of disconnected from
- 1:13:02Speaker 2: my studies somewhat, and it made a bit of a
- 1:13:06Speaker 2: mockery of my exams at various points, but I kind
- 1:13:10Speaker 2: of got through. I chose the path of least resistance,
- 1:13:13Speaker 2: which was art school.
- 1:13:15Speaker 1: What did your parents do for a living, Well.
- 1:13:19Speaker 2: My dad had been a baker in Manchester, in the
- 1:13:21Speaker 2: family in firm, and when they didn't know what they
- 1:13:26Speaker 2: were going to do when they went to well, so
- 1:13:27Speaker 2: my mum was making these quilted clothes using Liberty fabrics
- 1:13:31Speaker 2: and they started a little cottage industry selling these, and
- 1:13:36Speaker 2: then it became successful and they were Liberty in London's
- 1:13:40Speaker 2: biggest sellers. They were for a while, and then they
- 1:13:43Speaker 2: started their own little shop to sell their own clothes,
- 1:13:46Speaker 2: which developed into a craft shop, and then eventually they
- 1:13:50Speaker 2: folded the clothing business and they just had a craft
- 1:13:53Speaker 2: shop and the restaurant down the street where I worked
- 1:13:56Speaker 2: as a washer up for many years made it to waiter.
- 1:14:02Speaker 1: And do you have any siblings?
- 1:14:05Speaker 2: Yeah, I got two sisters. I'm the eldest. I got
- 1:14:07Speaker 2: two younger sisters.
- 1:14:10Speaker 1: So how did you get into music? Yeah?
- 1:14:14Speaker 2: I always loved it. I mean, my mum was a
- 1:14:16Speaker 2: very good singer. She used to sing in the choir.
- 1:14:19Speaker 2: And I didn't have any elder brothers and sisters to
- 1:14:22Speaker 2: kind of guide me. Into what was cool, just reacted
- 1:14:25Speaker 2: to things. So saw music on the Telly and fell
- 1:14:30Speaker 2: in love with Madness the Specials, sort of whole two
- 1:14:33Speaker 2: tone thing that was nineteen seventy nine, and I was
- 1:14:38Speaker 2: obsessed with that for several years and then became more
- 1:14:43Speaker 2: like an indie thing. And while I was getting into
- 1:14:45Speaker 2: indie music, I kind of got into other things that
- 1:14:48Speaker 2: was something we'd all talk about. You'd watch Telly Don't
- 1:14:51Speaker 2: Look Back was on, like the Da Pennybecker film. I
- 1:14:54Speaker 2: watched that fucking in hell. I already loved Bob Dylan.
- 1:14:57Speaker 2: I discovered him, I thought, well, I started buying Dealing
- 1:15:00Speaker 2: Records and Leonard Cohen Records, Jny Mitchell Records, John Martin Records,
- 1:15:05Speaker 2: and I started to explore Tom Waite's all these things
- 1:15:08Speaker 2: at the same time as listening to the cool pop
- 1:15:11Speaker 2: music of the sort of early to mid eighties. So
- 1:15:15Speaker 2: that's kind of what happened. I just got into it.
- 1:15:17Speaker 2: My dad had an acoustic guitar which he didn't know
- 1:15:19Speaker 2: how to play. I just started using it, and my
- 1:15:22Speaker 2: friend wrote down some chords for me and I started
- 1:15:24Speaker 2: from there.
- 1:15:32Speaker 1: So how did you decide this is going to be
- 1:15:36Speaker 1: a career? And how did you end up becoming a professional.
- 1:15:42Speaker 2: Well, I was very lucky. I'm very fortunate. I've always
- 1:15:45Speaker 2: very driven, very self confident, very determined. So I went
- 1:15:51Speaker 2: to art school, I formed a band, made demos and
- 1:15:55Speaker 2: already at that point decided this is the way I'm
- 1:15:58Speaker 2: going to go. And so I was painting and stuff
- 1:16:03Speaker 2: for my degree, but really most of my energy and
- 1:16:07Speaker 2: money as well, I was buying equipment and stuff was
- 1:16:10Speaker 2: going into playing with my band, and we were playing
- 1:16:12Speaker 2: shows in Glasgow, tried Manchester, didn't go so well there
- 1:16:15Speaker 2: Liverpool where I went to art school, so I was
- 1:16:18Speaker 2: gigging and we made a demo at the end of
- 1:16:22Speaker 2: my last year and sent it into the Manchester Evening News.
- 1:16:28Speaker 2: John Slater was an A and R man in Manchester
- 1:16:31Speaker 2: who do a demo review. So he really liked the
- 1:16:36Speaker 2: demo and sent an A and R man like a
- 1:16:40Speaker 2: scout to see us in Liverpool to check us out.
- 1:16:44Speaker 2: He gave us a good review, and he sent a
- 1:16:45Speaker 2: scout and the scout was working for the person who
- 1:16:48Speaker 2: would become my manager, who was just taken on a
- 1:16:51Speaker 2: job at Pollardor to sort of pay a few bills with.
- 1:16:54Speaker 2: So he was working for Polydor and also sort of
- 1:16:57Speaker 2: scouting out talent at the same time time from his
- 1:17:01Speaker 2: own POV and he was given this demo and so
- 1:17:06Speaker 2: my very first demo ended up in the hands of
- 1:17:09Speaker 2: the person who would be my manager. And then Pollodor
- 1:17:13Speaker 2: commissioned a second demo and things began to move forward,
- 1:17:18Speaker 2: and they got a publishing deal with Warner Chapel the
- 1:17:21Speaker 2: following year. Then I moved to London and got a
- 1:17:24Speaker 2: record deal with Virgin So that's sort of how it started.
- 1:17:29Speaker 2: It all happened very quickly. I mean I finished my
- 1:17:30Speaker 2: college and within a year I was in London with
- 1:17:32Speaker 2: a record deal.
- 1:17:34Speaker 1: So the first three records were let's just say they
- 1:17:40Speaker 1: weren't hit. What was your experience, Yeah, it was well.
- 1:17:46Speaker 2: I was, first of all, super exciting. I didn't ever
- 1:17:51Speaker 2: have a kind of overview or a plan of how
- 1:17:54Speaker 2: I was going to crack the music industry. I didn't
- 1:17:56Speaker 2: have some hey press guy, this is my take on things.
- 1:18:00Speaker 2: I didn't have any of that shite. I just I
- 1:18:03Speaker 2: just had myself, my heart, my songs. I just wanted
- 1:18:07Speaker 2: to do it. So the whole thing was a crazy
- 1:18:11Speaker 2: learning experience, character building, as they say. So the first
- 1:18:17Speaker 2: album new record label, got to go to America, tour
- 1:18:21Speaker 2: America a couple of times as a support act, play
- 1:18:24Speaker 2: shows of my own in New York and LA and
- 1:18:28Speaker 2: you know, a super super exciting but by record too
- 1:18:34Speaker 2: because I hadn't sold any records, you know, they were
- 1:18:38Speaker 2: And also the guy who signed me, the classic music
- 1:18:41Speaker 2: business thing, he was sacked before the record. He was
- 1:18:44Speaker 2: sacked before the record had even come out, so my
- 1:18:47Speaker 2: champion was gone, and they kind of let me make
- 1:18:50Speaker 2: another record then said your recording budgets over. You just
- 1:18:53Speaker 2: have to put this out as it is, put it
- 1:18:55Speaker 2: out and then drop me. And then I was picked
- 1:18:58Speaker 2: up by a label in America very fortunately about six
- 1:19:02Speaker 2: months later. So this was the story of the first
- 1:19:05Speaker 2: three albums. But the only really significant thing that happened,
- 1:19:08Speaker 2: apart from me learning the hard way, playing fucking horrible
- 1:19:12Speaker 2: shows in all over the fucking world as well as
- 1:19:15Speaker 2: some good ones, was the connection I made with the Irish.
- 1:19:18Speaker 2: They loved my first album, and I got some really
- 1:19:20Speaker 2: good press, and I got some cool radio going on,
- 1:19:25Speaker 2: like late night radio stuff. And when I played my
- 1:19:28Speaker 2: first gig in Ireland at the beginning of nineteen ninety four,
- 1:19:33Speaker 2: it was a sellout and second gig, and I thought, God,
- 1:19:37Speaker 2: I love it here and I just kept going back
- 1:19:39Speaker 2: and I built up this following so they kind of
- 1:19:41Speaker 2: got it. The Irish got it. They got the lyricism,
- 1:19:44Speaker 2: they got the sort of earthiness, the rawness, the simplicity,
- 1:19:48Speaker 2: the singer songwriter in us of what I was doing,
- 1:19:51Speaker 2: which was like not a very cool look at the time,
- 1:19:54Speaker 2: So particularly in the UK, which is the hardest place
- 1:19:58Speaker 2: to break in the world, the most cynical, sort of
- 1:20:02Speaker 2: hard edged place I've ever been to anyway, putting new
- 1:20:06Speaker 2: music out and everything. So that that was the story.
- 1:20:09Speaker 2: That that that that's that's That's pretty much how it went.
- 1:20:14Speaker 2: So it was hard work. I think. By the third
- 1:20:16Speaker 2: record coming out on EMI America, it was a total
- 1:20:19Speaker 2: not a disaster, and they didn't even put it out properly.
- 1:20:23Speaker 2: The whole thing was a joke. They were imploding, They
- 1:20:26Speaker 2: weren't even there was they were they were non functioning
- 1:20:28Speaker 2: as a record company. We went on an absolutely soul
- 1:20:31Speaker 2: destroying tour of the Midwest and that was that, and
- 1:20:36Speaker 2: we had an option to have a second album with them.
- 1:20:39Speaker 2: We chose not to take the advance and just end it.
- 1:20:42Speaker 2: Such was the pitiful state of things. So eventually that
- 1:20:47Speaker 2: led to me making a record in my own bedroom,
- 1:20:49Speaker 2: which was white ladder. But it didn't happen straight away.
- 1:20:51Speaker 1: Well, well, before you go to the record your own bedroom,
- 1:20:54Speaker 1: you know, you make the first record, you have all
- 1:20:56Speaker 1: the hopes, you have the second record, you know your
- 1:21:00Speaker 1: ain R guy goes. But then you sign with a
- 1:21:03Speaker 1: major label and that implodes. What does this do for
- 1:21:07Speaker 1: your confidence?
- 1:21:08Speaker 2: Yeah, I mean I was doubtful about whether I wanted
- 1:21:11Speaker 2: to continue, if it was going to continue in this vein.
- 1:21:14Speaker 2: I think it makes you think everyone's good when not
- 1:21:18Speaker 2: when it's not working out. Everyone's got ideas about what
- 1:21:20Speaker 2: you need to do and what you're not doing. So
- 1:21:24Speaker 2: I actually took a beat. It obviously does hurt. I mean, Jesus,
- 1:21:30Speaker 2: my music is made of emotion. Music is made of emotion.
- 1:21:33Speaker 1: This is.
- 1:21:36Speaker 2: The deepest part of me. I'm showing everyone there's nowhere
- 1:21:40Speaker 2: to hide. And it was grim. So I thought, christ,
- 1:21:45Speaker 2: I can't do this for a living. I need to
- 1:21:49Speaker 2: find something else to do. If if this is the
- 1:21:52Speaker 2: way it's just going to go. So yeah, it had
- 1:21:56Speaker 2: a huge effect and I wanted to pause from being
- 1:21:59Speaker 2: with my manager. I wanted to pause from everything. I
- 1:22:01Speaker 2: took some time out after the year Ideal, just to
- 1:22:05Speaker 2: reconfigure myself and work out what it was I was
- 1:22:07Speaker 2: doing and why, because it seemed like I didn't know anymore.
- 1:22:11Speaker 2: I'd lost all that youthful momentum and now I was
- 1:22:15Speaker 2: in a completely different reality.
- 1:22:18Speaker 1: Okay, and what was the next step forward?
- 1:22:24Speaker 2: Yeah? Well it was this record we made at Homes.
- 1:22:27Speaker 1: A little bit slower, just just to start. The manager
- 1:22:30Speaker 1: who you had ight with, was that the same manager
- 1:22:34Speaker 1: from day one?
- 1:22:37Speaker 2: Yeah, that's right. Yeah, so Rob, Rob Holden, we kind
- 1:22:41Speaker 2: of got back together. I had to say. I took
- 1:22:43Speaker 2: a little hiatus from everything and kind of got back
- 1:22:46Speaker 2: to Oh okay.
- 1:22:47Speaker 1: Wait, wait you're you You're on your hiatus? What do
- 1:22:49Speaker 1: you living on?
- 1:22:52Speaker 2: Just very Fortunately, an Irish singer called Mary Black covered
- 1:22:57Speaker 2: some of my songs, albeit without my consent, for her album,
- 1:23:02Speaker 2: some of my new songs. A demo I'd made while
- 1:23:04Speaker 2: I was on EMI had got into the hands of
- 1:23:06Speaker 2: a producer who was a big fan of my music,
- 1:23:09Speaker 2: and she covered a whole load of my stuff. So
- 1:23:11Speaker 2: I had this Suddenly at the MCPS came through from
- 1:23:15Speaker 2: her album being pressed up, and I had a little
- 1:23:18Speaker 2: bit of money to live on. My wife at this
- 1:23:19Speaker 2: point had started working as a solicitor. She was actually
- 1:23:22Speaker 2: the main breadwinner. So that was the reality at the time.
- 1:23:27Speaker 2: It was kind of we were making it up as well.
- 1:23:29Speaker 1: Go along. How did you meet your wife?
- 1:23:33Speaker 2: I met her when I moved to London. I got
- 1:23:38Speaker 2: a room in the squat that was her best friend's
- 1:23:41Speaker 2: squat in South London, in the Elephant and Castle, and
- 1:23:47Speaker 2: I then met her. I met her on the day
- 1:23:49Speaker 2: of the general election April the ninth, nineteen ninety two.
- 1:23:54Speaker 2: I called it the death of the British imagination. I
- 1:23:57Speaker 2: stayed up all night to watch the horrifying reality of
- 1:24:01Speaker 2: the Tories getting in yet another time. So and I
- 1:24:07Speaker 2: called it the death of the British imagination. So we
- 1:24:10Speaker 2: had a common ground and that we were utterly disgusted
- 1:24:13Speaker 2: with our conservative country. Little did we know how worse
- 1:24:18Speaker 2: it was going to get. So yeah, we's that was
- 1:24:22Speaker 2: a sort of early bonding thing. So that's when I
- 1:24:24Speaker 2: met a day of the election April the ninth, nineteen
- 1:24:28Speaker 2: ninety two.
- 1:24:30Speaker 1: Okay, this is when your career is on the up,
- 1:24:35Speaker 1: When your career is on the down, is she supportive?
- 1:24:40Speaker 1: Or is she saying, maybe you need to get a
- 1:24:41Speaker 1: day job. What is her reaction to you, and what's
- 1:24:44Speaker 1: your relationship like.
- 1:24:47Speaker 2: Yeah, at what stage, like when things weren't going well
- 1:24:50Speaker 2: in my early career.
- 1:24:52Speaker 1: No, no, after it ended with them, I.
- 1:24:57Speaker 2: Oh well, I mean it was just.
- 1:25:00Speaker 1: It.
- 1:25:02Speaker 2: She was supportive. Yeah, sure, if she could see when
- 1:25:05Speaker 2: she met me, I was this. I was a person.
- 1:25:07Speaker 2: I have a I have a mission. It's not I
- 1:25:10Speaker 2: need to be doing something. It's sort of non negotiable.
- 1:25:13Speaker 2: It's a giant coping strategy. It's not something I have
- 1:25:17Speaker 2: a choice over. I have to make things. So maybe
- 1:25:20Speaker 2: I don't have to make music. Maybe I could make art,
- 1:25:23Speaker 2: but I need to make something. I don't think I'm employable.
- 1:25:28Speaker 2: So so she was supportive. Yeah, Well we didn't get
- 1:25:32Speaker 2: to the point of total meltdown because life rode into
- 1:25:37Speaker 2: the rescue or on a white steed. So a fairy
- 1:25:41Speaker 2: tale ensued, whereby I made a record in my bedroom
- 1:25:45Speaker 2: and okay, we're gonna get anyway.
- 1:25:47Speaker 1: We're going to get there right now. So you have
- 1:25:49Speaker 1: the money from the Mary Black covers, you say, yeah,
- 1:25:54Speaker 1: you were disconnected from the manager and then the manager reconnected.
- 1:25:58Speaker 1: What happened there.
- 1:26:00Speaker 2: Yeah, yeah, I just said I need a break because
- 1:26:02Speaker 2: I can't listen to your thoughts about what I need
- 1:26:05Speaker 2: to do. I need to work out for myself what
- 1:26:07Speaker 2: it is I'm doing. I don't need extra advice. I
- 1:26:12Speaker 2: need to just everyone to shut up. I need to
- 1:26:14Speaker 2: go away and do this. I don't know if I
- 1:26:15Speaker 2: want to do it anymore. Let's just take a break.
- 1:26:18Speaker 2: When he said, very reluctantly, he said, okay. So after
- 1:26:23Speaker 2: a break, I sort of fooled around, looked for a
- 1:26:26Speaker 2: few different ways of doing it, scouted about, and then
- 1:26:30Speaker 2: I began to make White Ladder. And once I was
- 1:26:33Speaker 2: making that, it was he that introduced Yestin Poulsen, who
- 1:26:38Speaker 2: was the guy who would become the producer of that record.
- 1:26:41Speaker 2: It was co produced with me and the drama Clune.
- 1:26:44Speaker 2: But yes, it made the massive difference to the sound
- 1:26:47Speaker 2: of it all. He knew what he was doing. So
- 1:26:48Speaker 2: we made this kind of bedroom recording together. So and
- 1:26:51Speaker 2: that was us coming back online. And then, as I say,
- 1:26:54Speaker 2: no one wanted to put the record out. We couldn't
- 1:26:56Speaker 2: get any takers, so we put it out ourselves and
- 1:27:00Speaker 2: is history.
- 1:27:01Speaker 1: Okay, bye, by way, you're making the record. To what
- 1:27:05Speaker 1: degree is this record informed by your previous three records?
- 1:27:10Speaker 1: And to what degree is this a clean sleep? You
- 1:27:13Speaker 1: know you took some time off. You don't need any
- 1:27:16Speaker 1: more business advice when you start to write and make
- 1:27:20Speaker 1: this record. What is the inspiration and what is different
- 1:27:25Speaker 1: or the same from what you've done previously.
- 1:27:30Speaker 2: Well, there's so much that was different because it was
- 1:27:33Speaker 2: made in my bedroom, so we didn't have any equipment.
- 1:27:38Speaker 2: We're using a computer and a drum machine and a
- 1:27:41Speaker 2: little you know, zip drive or hard drive or jazz
- 1:27:44Speaker 2: drive and an ADAP to record the actual physical sound
- 1:27:48Speaker 2: if you like. So what it gave me working over
- 1:27:52Speaker 2: sort of drum machine rhythms that was programming in because
- 1:27:55Speaker 2: it gave me a freedom to perform over them. I'd
- 1:27:58Speaker 2: never really used clicks or anything like that. I'd always
- 1:28:01Speaker 2: just wanted to go free, but it actually freed me up.
- 1:28:04Speaker 2: So that was an important creative development. And there was
- 1:28:07Speaker 2: also the sort of intimacy of your own personal space
- 1:28:11Speaker 2: and the times of day when you can just work
- 1:28:13Speaker 2: when there's no one around and there's no sound, and
- 1:28:16Speaker 2: it led to a more intimate relationship with the vocal
- 1:28:21Speaker 2: mic and the guitar mic it just brought me in
- 1:28:25Speaker 2: as opposed to being a sort of arm's length kind
- 1:28:28Speaker 2: of style recording in a big POSH studio which could
- 1:28:30Speaker 2: be a car showroom or something, this was like my
- 1:28:33Speaker 2: own little space. So I think those were important things
- 1:28:36Speaker 2: that that definitely was a significant change. What was in
- 1:28:40Speaker 2: terms of what the record was based on. I have
- 1:28:42Speaker 2: to say bother and I've talked about this ad infinitum,
- 1:28:44Speaker 2: ad nauseum over many many years. I can give you
- 1:28:48Speaker 2: in a nutshell, I think it was definitely a back
- 1:28:51Speaker 2: against the wall. That the principles of how I wrote
- 1:28:55Speaker 2: a song remained the same, but this was a back
- 1:28:57Speaker 2: against the war moment. I'd been through this thing. One thing.
- 1:29:00Speaker 2: I was determined I was going to make a record
- 1:29:02Speaker 2: that from start to finish would be identifiable, coherent, interrelated,
- 1:29:08Speaker 2: and flowing from the first note to the last. That
- 1:29:10Speaker 2: was the objective. We started to use electronic sound. I
- 1:29:14Speaker 2: was itching to get sound into the music, and so
- 1:29:18Speaker 2: it was going to be this kind of hybrid form.
- 1:29:20Speaker 2: And I was also determined to not just give up
- 1:29:24Speaker 2: with everything and blame the music industry, blame journalists, blame
- 1:29:27Speaker 2: whatever the hell I wanted to. I thought, I can
- 1:29:30Speaker 2: do a better record. I haven't made the record I
- 1:29:32Speaker 2: could make. I need to make the best possible record
- 1:29:35Speaker 2: I can. So it's a kind of heart on sleeve
- 1:29:37Speaker 2: record it had. I wasn't shy of melody. I never
- 1:29:41Speaker 2: shy away from melody, but I didn't shy away from
- 1:29:43Speaker 2: melody or open hearted sentiment. So I didn't. I'd recovered
- 1:29:48Speaker 2: enough that I didn't retract into sort of bitterness or
- 1:29:51Speaker 2: hide myself behind some sort of opaque shell. I let
- 1:29:56Speaker 2: everything show. It was a greater act of vulnerability and share,
- 1:30:00Speaker 2: and that was what the record's power was ultimately. But
- 1:30:03Speaker 2: the process, the principle of how I wrote and how
- 1:30:06Speaker 2: I did things, was largely the same as the way
- 1:30:09Speaker 2: I'd always done it. I just did it under different
- 1:30:11Speaker 2: conditions and definitely with a different mindset. And I also
- 1:30:14Speaker 2: involved other people in a way that I never had
- 1:30:16Speaker 2: up until then. I just wrote songs and other people
- 1:30:19Speaker 2: played on them or helped press record while we did that.
- 1:30:23Speaker 2: This was like involving people from the ground up and
- 1:30:25Speaker 2: how it sounded, what it might sound like, how we
- 1:30:27Speaker 2: might make a record, and far from actually diluting the
- 1:30:32Speaker 2: effect of what my music might be, how personal it was,
- 1:30:35Speaker 2: how its identity might be it actually strengthened it because
- 1:30:39Speaker 2: they brought their strengths and wisdom and energy and sense
- 1:30:43Speaker 2: of fun, and it lightened the music and it made
- 1:30:46Speaker 2: it much more effective.
- 1:30:55Speaker 1: Okay, in the US, living in the West Coast, you know,
- 1:30:58Speaker 1: public radio started to blow Babylon. It looked like an
- 1:31:02Speaker 1: instant's success. But the record had been out for over
- 1:31:06Speaker 1: a year in the UK. Yeah, so you put out
- 1:31:11Speaker 1: the record, you have the best perspective. Was it a
- 1:31:15Speaker 1: constant uphill trend or what was it like when the
- 1:31:20Speaker 1: record came out.
- 1:31:22Speaker 2: Yeah, it was a lot of hard work, but I
- 1:31:24Speaker 2: mean it was absolutely amazing in Ireland by the end
- 1:31:27Speaker 2: of nineteen nineteen, and we released it in nineteen November
- 1:31:30Speaker 2: ninety eight, was actually released in Ireland on our own label.
- 1:31:33Speaker 2: By the end of December nineteen ninety nine, it was
- 1:31:36Speaker 2: seven times platinum, so we'd also released it in the
- 1:31:41Speaker 2: UK at that stage, but on our own label. So
- 1:31:43Speaker 2: by the time Warners got involved at the beginning of
- 1:31:46Speaker 2: two thousand, I think we made this maybe sold twenty
- 1:31:48Speaker 2: five thousand copies in the UK. In America and ato
- 1:31:53Speaker 2: the record came out, we signed the contract at a
- 1:31:56Speaker 2: big concert in Ireland at the end of nineteen ninety
- 1:31:59Speaker 2: nine and the record came out in early two thousand,
- 1:32:03Speaker 2: so by that point we were almost i'd say, eighteen
- 1:32:06Speaker 2: months into working the record. But what was amazing was
- 1:32:10Speaker 2: it just the record had a magic charm. It just
- 1:32:13Speaker 2: connected connected and people would pass it around and every
- 1:32:17Speaker 2: show we could feel the vibes that we could feel
- 1:32:19Speaker 2: them in Ireland, and by this point we felt we've
- 1:32:21Speaker 2: got something. This record has a magic. We just need
- 1:32:24Speaker 2: to get out behind it and it's going to translate.
- 1:32:27Speaker 2: So that's what it felt.
- 1:32:28Speaker 1: It was.
- 1:32:29Speaker 2: The whole ascent to the top was absolutely incredible. It
- 1:32:33Speaker 2: was a thrilling, thrilling two years once we got to
- 1:32:36Speaker 2: the top. So by the sort of towards the end
- 1:32:39Speaker 2: of two thousand, when it had been a you know,
- 1:32:42Speaker 2: a hit in America, hit in the UK, hit in Australia,
- 1:32:45Speaker 2: New Zealand and everything became a bit of a blur.
- 1:32:49Speaker 2: But the climb up was absolutely incredible and the view
- 1:32:53Speaker 2: from the top was unforgettable. From that point it becomes
- 1:32:57Speaker 2: a bit of a blur. The shows get bigger, they're
- 1:32:59Speaker 2: always old out, everyone's your friend, you're having the best
- 1:33:03Speaker 2: time you've ever had. And there you go.
- 1:33:07Speaker 1: Why ATO as opposed to another label in America? Were
- 1:33:11Speaker 1: there even any other authors?
- 1:33:15Speaker 2: But we didn't even ask around. I mean it felt
- 1:33:18Speaker 2: like a perfect fit. We already believed in that you
- 1:33:21Speaker 2: didn't need a load of people or a load of money,
- 1:33:24Speaker 2: You just needed the right people working in the right way.
- 1:33:26Speaker 2: So Michael McDonald and Chris Tetseli that was ATO Records.
- 1:33:31Speaker 2: We had no one IHT Records was me and my manager.
- 1:33:36Speaker 2: So it was like, so what Obviously Dave Matthews was
- 1:33:40Speaker 2: a big influential character, a great supporter to have, and
- 1:33:43Speaker 2: not only that, he had fans and people's street teams,
- 1:33:46Speaker 2: people who'd leaflet for you, put the word out for you.
- 1:33:50Speaker 2: We had something concrete. Well, they basically said to me
- 1:33:52Speaker 2: was we'll work your airstaff. And they were good to that.
- 1:33:55Speaker 2: They fucking crucified me. I did six tours on record,
- 1:34:00Speaker 2: so you know, they said, we'll send you out and
- 1:34:03Speaker 2: will they do it the old way? They were old school,
- 1:34:05Speaker 2: but I like the lack of bullshit, so yeah, that's
- 1:34:08Speaker 2: the way it's going to be. So we signed up
- 1:34:11Speaker 2: for that. Years of suffering.
- 1:34:14Speaker 1: So at this point, twenty five years later, are you sick
- 1:34:18Speaker 1: of White Ladder.
- 1:34:22Speaker 2: No, but there's certainly been points where I have been No.
- 1:34:25Speaker 2: I think it's great. I mean playing the anniversary tour
- 1:34:28Speaker 2: was an unexpected thrill. I think, coming as it did
- 1:34:31Speaker 2: after the COVID shut down, it gave it this kind
- 1:34:35Speaker 2: of crazy energy. It was a record that really connected
- 1:34:38Speaker 2: with people. People love that record. They feel so strong.
- 1:34:42Speaker 2: I love it. I love it too, but I wanted
- 1:34:45Speaker 2: to distance myself from it when it was all I
- 1:34:47Speaker 2: was was the White Ladder guy, because it becomes suffocating.
- 1:34:51Speaker 2: I'm not I'm an artist. If you listen to my
- 1:34:53Speaker 2: new record, it's as good as White Ladder. I'm not
- 1:34:55Speaker 2: saying it's as perfect as a commercial form, or that
- 1:34:58Speaker 2: it's ever going to get the breaks got That was
- 1:35:00Speaker 2: the right record at the right time, But it's the
- 1:35:05Speaker 2: dip in quality hasn't happened. I'm still going. I'm still pushing, experimenting,
- 1:35:10Speaker 2: reaching out, branching out. So I'm looking for new ground,
- 1:35:14Speaker 2: new ways of saying things, freshening things up. So so
- 1:35:19Speaker 2: it's it's It's a record I'm hugely proud of. I
- 1:35:21Speaker 2: think it's great. I love its economy of means. We
- 1:35:24Speaker 2: didn't have any stuff. So we just it's just very
- 1:35:27Speaker 2: simple really. But what we did, we did well. So
- 1:35:32Speaker 2: you know, if we bring the claps in and please
- 1:35:34Speaker 2: forgive me. You know, I remember the Chemical brother saying
- 1:35:38Speaker 2: to me, yeah, it's amazing you kept the claps back
- 1:35:42Speaker 2: right to the end. I'm like, yeah, because we haven't
- 1:35:44Speaker 2: got it an we haven't gotten it enough to bring
- 1:35:46Speaker 2: in put the claps in. It's like so it was.
- 1:35:50Speaker 2: It was an exercise in minimalism, which to a certain
- 1:35:53Speaker 2: extent is still the way that I think about making music.
- 1:35:56Speaker 2: If the vocal or the main rhythm instrument and the
- 1:35:59Speaker 2: rhythm or if that can uphold the song for a
- 1:36:02Speaker 2: long period of time, then you can bring other things
- 1:36:04Speaker 2: in and really make an effect.
- 1:36:06Speaker 1: Okay, forgetting the anniversary tour, to what degree are you
- 1:36:12Speaker 1: feeling an obligation to play songs from White Ladder on
- 1:36:16Speaker 1: a tour?
- 1:36:19Speaker 2: Well, I mean the way I have subdivided my touring
- 1:36:23Speaker 2: now is that like on this tour, I've told people
- 1:36:27Speaker 2: you can expect to hear the songs you love to hear.
- 1:36:30Speaker 2: They'll be mixed in with new songs, and not just
- 1:36:32Speaker 2: songs from White Ladder, but songs from all those old albums.
- 1:36:36Speaker 2: This is going to be a really, really deep dive,
- 1:36:38Speaker 2: and you also hear a few unexpected cover versions. It's
- 1:36:41Speaker 2: going to be a highly energized tapestry of stuff. But
- 1:36:45Speaker 2: you'll definitely hear sail Away Babylon, Please Forgive Me, etc.
- 1:36:50Speaker 2: The one I Love You Know, Blah blah blah. You'll
- 1:36:52Speaker 2: hear these songs. I'm not pretending. But on other when
- 1:36:55Speaker 2: I toured Skeleg, I said to the audience, you're only
- 1:36:58Speaker 2: gonna hear Skeleg. If you buy tickets for this concert,
- 1:37:01Speaker 2: you're not going to hear anything except this. And when
- 1:37:05Speaker 2: I did the Century Ends tour, the tour of my
- 1:37:07Speaker 2: first album first two albums earlier last year, I said
- 1:37:12Speaker 2: the same thing, that I'm just going to play the
- 1:37:14Speaker 2: two first albums and that's all I'm playing. And it's very,
- 1:37:17Speaker 2: very liberating, and I enjoyed them absolutely enormously those tours
- 1:37:21Speaker 2: because I was not obliged to play anything, and I
- 1:37:24Speaker 2: think it's a much more simple way of dividing Otherwise. Basically,
- 1:37:28Speaker 2: every tour is a negotiation with the audience to get
- 1:37:31Speaker 2: them to listen to something they're not maybe as familiar with,
- 1:37:35Speaker 2: and that's if you cut your cloth too much in
- 1:37:39Speaker 2: their favor. Excuse me, cut the cloth too much in
- 1:37:42Speaker 2: their favor. You'll end up resenting them and not wanting
- 1:37:46Speaker 2: to do it. I think I'd just be bored if
- 1:37:47Speaker 2: I just felt I had to play those songs all
- 1:37:49Speaker 2: the time. So for me, it's it's it's it's a
- 1:37:53Speaker 2: constant negotiation. But I love those songs, so in this context,
- 1:37:57Speaker 2: I'm going to enjoy playing them. They're going to be
- 1:37:59Speaker 2: part of a much beer a picture.
- 1:38:01Speaker 1: Okay, when you did Skellig and you did the first
- 1:38:03Speaker 1: two albums live, Todd Rungren has gone out many iterations
- 1:38:08Speaker 1: and he's done the same things and I'm gonna play X.
- 1:38:11Speaker 1: But there's still people who come thinking they're gonna hear
- 1:38:14Speaker 1: the so called hits. When you said, because you know,
- 1:38:18Speaker 1: we live in a world it's hard to get the
- 1:38:19Speaker 1: message out and people are fit when you said I'm
- 1:38:22Speaker 1: only going to do this stuff, did you find that
- 1:38:25Speaker 1: that was the audience you got or do you still
- 1:38:27Speaker 1: get people saying I want to hear White Ladder.
- 1:38:33Speaker 2: There was a few heckles. What you're really dealing with
- 1:38:37Speaker 2: there is secondary ticketing, so people reselling their tickets and
- 1:38:42Speaker 2: they'll just say David Gray tickets tonight, you know, and
- 1:38:45Speaker 2: that they won't have all the info in it, that
- 1:38:47Speaker 2: of what it is, and that's what happens. None of
- 1:38:51Speaker 2: the fans who bought tickets will be in any doubt
- 1:38:55Speaker 2: as to what's about to happen. But you get the
- 1:38:57Speaker 2: odd person who's out with their girlfriend or you know,
- 1:39:00Speaker 2: their mates, and they say, oh, let's go and see
- 1:39:02Speaker 2: Davi Grant and then they want to hear Babylon. It's
- 1:39:04Speaker 2: like you know with Babylon, So that happens every now
- 1:39:07Speaker 2: and again. Yeah, you can't stamp that, but it actually
- 1:39:10Speaker 2: worked for the rest of the time. The skellic thing
- 1:39:12Speaker 2: that that happened didn't happen at all. I mean people
- 1:39:15Speaker 2: were completely in on it. I didn't get any heckles.
- 1:39:19Speaker 1: Okay, you have this huge success with White Ladder, you
- 1:39:24Speaker 1: go to pick another record. To what degree do you
- 1:39:28Speaker 1: feel the pressure and to what degree do you say
- 1:39:31Speaker 1: I should replicate the previous formula, make it in my
- 1:39:35Speaker 1: bedroom of this stripe, although now I have all the
- 1:39:38Speaker 1: money to do it the old way. What was it like.
- 1:39:43Speaker 2: Or just to return to the theme of self consciousness,
- 1:39:46Speaker 2: we'd gone from very innocently making something for nothing, having
- 1:39:50Speaker 2: no idea that it was going to succeed whatsoever. That
- 1:39:54Speaker 2: would have been a preposterous thought to suddenly being in
- 1:39:56Speaker 2: the reverse. You know, we were underdogs. We became fain it,
- 1:40:00Speaker 2: and we had a huge budget and a load of
- 1:40:03Speaker 2: people chomping at the bit to sell millions of these things.
- 1:40:06Speaker 2: Not only that, I you know, we just had a
- 1:40:09Speaker 2: child and that was a kind of traumatic experience that
- 1:40:11Speaker 2: went horribly wrong. My father had just died, So I
- 1:40:15Speaker 2: came back from tour. I had a dead father and
- 1:40:17Speaker 2: a new baby and wife who'd been very ill, and
- 1:40:21Speaker 2: that was my reality. I was also suddenly famous. I
- 1:40:24Speaker 2: had money starting to come into my whole life felt
- 1:40:26Speaker 2: like it belonged to somebody else. So it was. It was.
- 1:40:34Speaker 2: It was tricky, you know, to find a way to
- 1:40:38Speaker 2: connect to the music without thinking about it too much.
- 1:40:41Speaker 2: So certainly for at least one record a new day
- 1:40:46Speaker 2: at midnight, I think it was impossible to feel normal
- 1:40:50Speaker 2: about anything or find a comfortable way of doing things.
- 1:40:54Speaker 2: Everything was odd. So and I'm not the kind of
- 1:40:58Speaker 2: guy who like, you know, hey, yeah, check out my
- 1:41:00Speaker 2: new ferrari and my girlfriend. You know, I'm drinking the
- 1:41:05Speaker 2: best tequila man can buy you know, whatever, you know,
- 1:41:09Speaker 2: Let's have fun, Let's make a record, Let's go to
- 1:41:11Speaker 2: the Bahamas. I'm not that person. I take it all
- 1:41:15Speaker 2: very seriously and too seriously sometimes maybe so I was
- 1:41:19Speaker 2: wearing it and trying to wear it in a way. Anyway.
- 1:41:22Speaker 2: It was surrendous. I didn't enjoy that period. I was suffering.
- 1:41:27Speaker 2: It was a bit like being John Malkovich. I was
- 1:41:29Speaker 2: sort of looking at someone else's eyes, so but trying
- 1:41:33Speaker 2: my best to connect and do the things. And there
- 1:41:35Speaker 2: was a lot of pain in there, and there's a
- 1:41:36Speaker 2: lot of weirdness because I just suddenly was in this
- 1:41:39Speaker 2: other reality. But I think by the time of life
- 1:41:42Speaker 2: in slow Motion the next record, I took some time
- 1:41:45Speaker 2: to rEFInd my way into music and that rescued me.
- 1:41:50Speaker 2: So we made a huge amount of music. I bought
- 1:41:54Speaker 2: a studio and we just basically embedded ourselves there. The
- 1:41:57Speaker 2: band are on retainers at this point, and we just
- 1:41:59Speaker 2: recorded and recorded and recorded and had a way of
- 1:42:04Speaker 2: a time just coming up with things and using a
- 1:42:06Speaker 2: big studio. So that's basically, in a nutshell, how it
- 1:42:11Speaker 2: sort of evolved from that white ladder moment of innocence
- 1:42:15Speaker 2: through the sort of completely debilitating fame and oddness and
- 1:42:20Speaker 2: self consciousness to refinding my way back to music and
- 1:42:24Speaker 2: honesty and naturalness. It took a few years, to say
- 1:42:28Speaker 2: the least, and I think it took a lot longer
- 1:42:29Speaker 2: than that for me to come to terms with what
- 1:42:31Speaker 2: had happened.
- 1:42:33Speaker 1: If I said to you, I want you to write
- 1:42:35Speaker 1: a hit song, would you say, I don't know what
- 1:42:39Speaker 1: a hit song is. I don't want to write a
- 1:42:42Speaker 1: hit song. I could write what I think is a hit,
- 1:42:45Speaker 1: but I'm not sure. Or do you just say I
- 1:42:48Speaker 1: just do what I do? Who the hell knows?
- 1:42:51Speaker 2: Yeah, I don't genuinely don't really know what a hit
- 1:42:57Speaker 2: song is, and I don't even know what a hit
- 1:43:00Speaker 2: looks like anymore from my point of view. So you know,
- 1:43:04Speaker 2: I've got probably the most commercial song I've written in
- 1:43:08Speaker 2: many years, in plus and minus on the new record,
- 1:43:11Speaker 2: which has received a certain amount of airplay over here.
- 1:43:14Speaker 2: I have no idea how it's doing in America, but
- 1:43:18Speaker 2: that's as close as I'm going to get to a single.
- 1:43:21Speaker 2: I don't go seeking them. But if something comes along
- 1:43:23Speaker 2: and I think, oh this, you know, this is like
- 1:43:27Speaker 2: a three minute pop song, It's not that I throw
- 1:43:30Speaker 2: it out. I won't neglect it. I'll try and make
- 1:43:34Speaker 2: it work. I love three minute pop songs, so you know,
- 1:43:39Speaker 2: the point is having some depth to everything. It's just
- 1:43:42Speaker 2: it's not enough just to satisfy. I don't know. Commercial
- 1:43:49Speaker 2: lusts for success and numbers. That's not what motivates me.
- 1:43:54Speaker 2: But when we were making White Ladder, I was also
- 1:43:57Speaker 2: involved in a movie called This Year's Love and the
- 1:44:00Speaker 2: director was a big fan, and he said, Dave, you know,
- 1:44:05Speaker 2: i'd like you to write the title song of the film.
- 1:44:09Speaker 2: And I said, but that's not really what I do.
- 1:44:11Speaker 2: I mean, I said, if I just write what occurs
- 1:44:15Speaker 2: to me, I don't look for a project or like.
- 1:44:20Speaker 2: But then I went away and I thought, Jesus, I'm
- 1:44:22Speaker 2: in the complete commercial wilderness. This is a guy who's
- 1:44:25Speaker 2: making a movie. He's a big fan. He's asked me
- 1:44:27Speaker 2: to write, so why don't I at least try? And
- 1:44:30Speaker 2: I went home and I literally wrote This Year's Love
- 1:44:33Speaker 2: that afternoon, and I sent him a cassette of it
- 1:44:35Speaker 2: and said, this is what I've written. What do you think?
- 1:44:37Speaker 2: He said, I love it. In the end, the movie
- 1:44:40Speaker 2: came out. V two bought the movie rights and the
- 1:44:42Speaker 2: song was removed from the movie. It was only played
- 1:44:45Speaker 2: on a transistor radio in the back of a scene.
- 1:44:47Speaker 2: But that's another story. But you know, and that's ended
- 1:44:51Speaker 2: up being my most streamed song, So it's it's I
- 1:44:56Speaker 2: don't necessarily fear doing something with a commercial sort of
- 1:45:00Speaker 2: reason behind it. If only life was so predictable that
- 1:45:05Speaker 2: there was sort of some kind of integrity ometer that
- 1:45:07Speaker 2: you could apply to things. I don't believe in that
- 1:45:10Speaker 2: fantasy stuff. I think that life's generally are compromise and
- 1:45:14Speaker 2: lots of different things. But I think it's more the
- 1:45:16Speaker 2: way that you make something and what you give to it,
- 1:45:20Speaker 2: how you bring this brushstrokes to life that really matters.
- 1:45:23Speaker 2: So yes, if you asked me to write a song,
- 1:45:26Speaker 2: it'd have to depend who you were and what the
- 1:45:27Speaker 2: context was. I'd probably ignore you, but it's possible I
- 1:45:31Speaker 2: would take you seriously.
- 1:45:34Speaker 1: At this point in time, you have the best viewpoint.
- 1:45:38Speaker 1: You know, Where can you tour? Where are you successful?
- 1:45:41Speaker 1: Obviously Ireland is a hotbed to what do we the UK,
- 1:45:45Speaker 1: the US, the continent, anywhere else where are your fans?
- 1:45:52Speaker 2: Yeah, they're all over the place, and obviously mainly English
- 1:45:55Speaker 2: speaking countries, Ireland, UK, Canada, America, North America, you know, Australia,
- 1:46:04Speaker 2: New Zealand, South Africa. But you know, there were certain
- 1:46:08Speaker 2: points where I did have fans. I can see on
- 1:46:10Speaker 2: the streaming numbers when streaming started that, Wow, there's a
- 1:46:13Speaker 2: lot of people listening in Santiago, Chile, and there's quite
- 1:46:17Speaker 2: a lot of people listening in Mexico City, and there's
- 1:46:19Speaker 2: people listening here and there and everywhere. And I've obviously
- 1:46:21Speaker 2: got fans in Germany. The problem is when you engineer
- 1:46:24Speaker 2: a tour, you're looking at your best markets and do
- 1:46:26Speaker 2: the best show for those markets. And then if you
- 1:46:29Speaker 2: basically go and tour around Southern Europe, as much as
- 1:46:31Speaker 2: it will be beautiful and the food will be great,
- 1:46:34Speaker 2: you know, you canie a shitload of money because you're
- 1:46:36Speaker 2: not selling enough tickets there to sustain the crew, the
- 1:46:39Speaker 2: band and all the stuff you've got with you. So
- 1:46:42Speaker 2: it's like you just need to cut your class accordingly.
- 1:46:44Speaker 2: So I think if I do another acoustic tour, I'm
- 1:46:46Speaker 2: going to try and get to some of the places
- 1:46:48Speaker 2: I've never been, you know, like South America and Central
- 1:46:52Speaker 2: America and the places I haven't been for a long time,
- 1:46:55Speaker 2: like the southern Europe, Italy, Spain, et cetera. Paris, places
- 1:46:59Speaker 2: like that will playing smaller venues and it won't be
- 1:47:02Speaker 2: such a big deal. So you know, that's that's what
- 1:47:05Speaker 2: my fan base looks like. It's all over the world,
- 1:47:09Speaker 2: but it's mainly in those English speaking countries.
- 1:47:12Speaker 1: Okay, you talk about playing some covers on this tour.
- 1:47:16Speaker 1: You know you have a White Ladder live album where
- 1:47:18Speaker 1: you cover some Bowie songs Tainted Love. You know, how
- 1:47:26Speaker 1: did you choose those and what kind of covers might
- 1:47:29Speaker 1: someone expect.
- 1:47:31Speaker 2: I wouldn't want to talk about it because it's going
- 1:47:33Speaker 2: to be a surprise so in terms of what we're
- 1:47:37Speaker 2: going to do next, but it was a huge pleasure
- 1:47:40Speaker 2: to play the well. Obviously, say Hello Wave Goodbye is
- 1:47:45Speaker 2: a soft cell song. So on the White Ladder tour,
- 1:47:49Speaker 2: I got Mark Alman to come out and sing with me,
- 1:47:52Speaker 2: and we surprised him by having prepared a version of
- 1:47:56Speaker 2: Tainted Love. I think it was absolutely horrified, to be honest,
- 1:48:01Speaker 2: but he's a good sport and he stepped up and
- 1:48:04Speaker 2: he did it and the crowd went absolutely crazy. So
- 1:48:09Speaker 2: we kind of fired off the back of that. Say
- 1:48:12Speaker 2: Hello Wave Goodbye would end the White Ladder set, we'd
- 1:48:14Speaker 2: come back out and do Tainted Love, another Soft Cell
- 1:48:17Speaker 2: song or famous made famous by soft Cell. It's not
- 1:48:20Speaker 2: written by them, of course. And then the Bowie story
- 1:48:24Speaker 2: was part of the history of White Ladder and the
- 1:48:26Speaker 2: very this big long story about my dad being sick
- 1:48:29Speaker 2: and us playing at Glastonbury and meeting Bowie, and I
- 1:48:31Speaker 2: tell the story, and then we play life on Mars
- 1:48:34Speaker 2: into Oh you pretty things. I mean, those songs were amazing.
- 1:48:37Speaker 2: Just getting to play those songs was so exciting. People
- 1:48:41Speaker 2: were just blown away by that, you know, to hear
- 1:48:44Speaker 2: someone really do a good version of that. So yeah,
- 1:48:48Speaker 2: that's in terms of if I was going to record
- 1:48:51Speaker 2: a cover and use it on a record, that would
- 1:48:53Speaker 2: be a much more delicate matter. But live, I'm just
- 1:48:57Speaker 2: what I want to do on this tour is use
- 1:48:59Speaker 2: covers to bring the energy up without having to play
- 1:49:04Speaker 2: a Babylon card or a big song card, so to
- 1:49:08Speaker 2: unexpectedly surprise people and just suddenly disarm them. So that
- 1:49:14Speaker 2: I'm buying space really for the intimacy I need for
- 1:49:17Speaker 2: some of the more low key stuff. So I'm going
- 1:49:19Speaker 2: to use short bursts of very famous songs to energize
- 1:49:25Speaker 2: people and hopefully thought provoked them a little bit.
- 1:49:27Speaker 1: Now you mentioned the Chemical Brothers, you mentioned Mark Alman.
- 1:49:31Speaker 1: Are you someone who knows everybody in the rock and
- 1:49:35Speaker 1: roll high school or use somebody as more isolated.
- 1:49:41Speaker 2: Totally isolated? Yeah, totally said. I don't know anyone.
- 1:49:45Speaker 1: I don't.
- 1:49:46Speaker 2: The celebrity village was a mystery to me. I couldn't
- 1:49:49Speaker 2: really make head nor tail of what the ground rules
- 1:49:52Speaker 2: were supposed to be. So whatever it is the gift
- 1:49:55Speaker 2: of getting to, you know, make making people feel at ease,
- 1:50:00Speaker 2: I don't seem to have it in that capacity. So
- 1:50:03Speaker 2: my friendship group is basically the people I make music with,
- 1:50:08Speaker 2: put music out with, and the people I knew before
- 1:50:11Speaker 2: I became famous. It's my wife's friends who are very
- 1:50:14Speaker 2: dear friends of mine. That's those are the people I see.
- 1:50:18Speaker 2: I don't have famous friends, per se. I know a
- 1:50:21Speaker 2: few people, of course, you know, Jesus, there's a lot
- 1:50:24Speaker 2: of nice people out there that I've met and sort
- 1:50:27Speaker 2: of become friendly with, But that's not my gig. Now
- 1:50:31Speaker 2: I'm much more isolated, I think, unhealthily so. In some
- 1:50:34Speaker 2: ways I feel that that the artists need the community
- 1:50:39Speaker 2: of artists to support them and with whatever it is.
- 1:50:44Speaker 2: I don't know why I've evolved a certain ways. It's
- 1:50:46Speaker 2: complicated without getting to some kind of deep Freudian shit.
- 1:50:50Speaker 2: I think that that's just the way I am.
- 1:50:53Speaker 1: And you know there's that blind in the Joe Walls song.
- 1:50:56Speaker 1: You know, everybody's so different and I haven't changed. To
- 1:51:01Speaker 1: what degree do people treat you differently now that you're
- 1:51:05Speaker 1: famous or you know, your recognizable character? To what degree
- 1:51:09Speaker 1: is that inhibiting?
- 1:51:13Speaker 2: Yeah? I think it's died down to such an extent
- 1:51:16Speaker 2: that it's not really a big deal. Two things have happened.
- 1:51:19Speaker 2: I mean, you know, I've got used to it. And
- 1:51:22Speaker 2: also people don't give a shit about me anymore, you know,
- 1:51:25Speaker 2: So it's it's might I live a completely pretty normal life.
- 1:51:29Speaker 2: I don't I go out, I wander around. I can
- 1:51:32Speaker 2: go to a restaurant without everyone standing and looking at me.
- 1:51:34Speaker 2: You know. I was in a I know Ricky Gervais
- 1:51:37Speaker 2: from he's a fellow resident in Hampstead where I used
- 1:51:40Speaker 2: to live. I used to see him out and about,
- 1:51:42Speaker 2: and of course he's always got the shades on. And
- 1:51:45Speaker 2: I remember being in the pub and we were just
- 1:51:47Speaker 2: sitting there as a family having lunch and he came
- 1:51:50Speaker 2: in with his wife. It was obviously an impromptu thing.
- 1:51:53Speaker 2: Place was packed, and they kind of went, oh my god,
- 1:51:56Speaker 2: we better sort Ricky at, We better sort Ricky at.
- 1:51:58Speaker 2: And they gave him this. It was like right in
- 1:52:01Speaker 2: the middle, and everyone was just looking at him, and
- 1:52:05Speaker 2: I just felt so uncomfortable for him, and he just
- 1:52:07Speaker 2: got up and left. After a certain amount of time,
- 1:52:09Speaker 2: they started placing an order and he went and they
- 1:52:12Speaker 2: just went. And I thought, yeah, my god, you know,
- 1:52:14Speaker 2: what's it like being whatever you think of these people,
- 1:52:17Speaker 2: Harry and Megan or Brad Pitt or something. You walk
- 1:52:20Speaker 2: into a room and everybody it's like it's all about you. Jesus.
- 1:52:24Speaker 2: Sounds horrendous. So yeah, I don't have to deal with
- 1:52:28Speaker 2: any of that stuff. I don't got no high grade
- 1:52:30Speaker 2: sort of scrutiny going on. Of course, I live a
- 1:52:32Speaker 2: life that's in the public eye. Occasionally get stupid stories
- 1:52:35Speaker 2: in the press or whatever. It's the usual carry on,
- 1:52:39Speaker 2: but it's not something that inhibits my life. I do
- 1:52:42Speaker 2: exactly what I want to go to the beach when
- 1:52:44Speaker 2: I'm up in Norfolk, I go for swear, I do
- 1:52:46Speaker 2: whatever I want to go to the pub for a pint.
- 1:52:48Speaker 2: I don't give a shit. I just do what I
- 1:52:50Speaker 2: want to do. I go to you know, it doesn't
- 1:52:52Speaker 2: there's there's nothing happening. I don't see what's happening behind me.
- 1:52:55Speaker 2: I might be walking down the high street and they go, oh,
- 1:52:56Speaker 2: I was David gra Occasionally someone will bellow, some drunk
- 1:53:00Speaker 2: will bellow out to me, but you know, it's pretty
- 1:53:03Speaker 2: low key.
- 1:53:03Speaker 1: Now.
- 1:53:04Speaker 2: I'm not very I'm not really very famous anymore.
- 1:53:06Speaker 1: Well, that may be your perspective that a lot of
- 1:53:09Speaker 1: us feel differently. In any event, David, I want to
- 1:53:12Speaker 1: thank you for taking the time to speak with me
- 1:53:14Speaker 1: in my audience. You've made a lot of very perceptive,
- 1:53:18Speaker 1: insightful comments certainly rooted me. So I want to thank
- 1:53:22Speaker 1: you again and wish you luck with a new album.
- 1:53:27Speaker 2: Thank you very much, Bob. And this is maybe the
- 1:53:29Speaker 2: longest interview I've ever done. I had no idea it
- 1:53:31Speaker 2: was going to be so epic. If Concord was still running,
- 1:53:35Speaker 2: someone could have flown to New York in the time
- 1:53:36Speaker 2: we've had this. Yeah, I wish you all the best,
- 1:53:44Speaker 2: happy and healthy New Year, Bobs. And if you're in
- 1:53:47Speaker 2: Los Angeles, Yeah, I hope that the fire the fire
- 1:53:51Speaker 2: has died down real soon, so I'm sorry for you
- 1:53:54Speaker 2: all the suffering that's over there, and let's talk.
- 1:53:57Speaker 1: The winds died down in any event. Next time, this
- 1:54:01Speaker 1: is Bob left Sex