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- 0:02Speaker 1: Welcome to This Jungian Life. Three good friends and Jungian analysts,
- 0:06Speaker 1: Lisa Marciano, Deborah Stewart, and Joseph Lee, invite you to
- 0:10Speaker 1: join them for an intimate and honest conversation that brings
- 0:14Speaker 1: a psychological perspective to important issues of the day.
- 0:19Speaker 2: I'm Lisa Marciano, and I'm a Jungian analyst in Philadelphia.
- 0:23Speaker 3: I'm Joseph Lee, and I'm a Jungian analyst in Virginia Beach, Virginia.
- 0:28Speaker 4: I'm Deborah Stewart, a Jungian analyst in Cape Cod.
- 0:43Speaker 2: In 1957, Jung wrote the following, The years of which
- 0:48Speaker 2: I have spoken to you, when I pursued the inner images,
- 0:52Speaker 2: were the most important time of my life. Everything else
- 0:57Speaker 2: is to be derived from this. It began at that time,
- 1:01Speaker 2: and the later details hardly matter anymore. My entire life
- 1:06Speaker 2: consisted in elaborating what had burst forth from the unconscious
- 1:12Speaker 2: and and flooded me like an enigmatic stream and threatened
- 1:17Speaker 2: to break me. That was the stuff and material for
- 1:21Speaker 2: more than only one life. Everything later was merely the
- 1:25Speaker 2: outer classification, the scientific elaboration, and the integration into life.
- 1:33Speaker 2: But the numinous beginning, which contained everything, was then. And Jung,
- 1:40Speaker 2: of course, is talking about his confrontation with the unconscious,
- 1:45Speaker 2: which we have mentioned numerous times on the podcast, that
- 1:50Speaker 2: began around 1913. He had broken with Freud, which had
- 1:56Speaker 2: been very difficult for him. His whole kind of persona
- 2:01Speaker 2: that he had built up for himself, his marriage, his
- 2:06Speaker 2: work at the Bercow Sleeve, Everything kind of wasn't working
- 2:10Speaker 2: for him anymore. And he was having some very disturbing
- 2:16Speaker 2: visions that were breaking through. And what he decided to
- 2:20Speaker 2: do was to drop into the unconscious and begin dialoguing
- 2:25Speaker 2: with those images. He kept these journals, known now as
- 2:29Speaker 2: the Black Books, in which he cataloged these active imagination experiences.
- 2:38Speaker 2: And then eventually he copied them into a leather-bound folio
- 2:44Speaker 2: with red leather. And they're beautifully calligraphied writing and almost
- 2:50Speaker 2: like a kind of book of Kells with these incredible drawings.
- 2:55Speaker 2: And it was hidden in a vault for decades. It
- 3:00Speaker 2: was finally published in 2009. And we're going to talk
- 3:06Speaker 2: a little bit today about Jung's Red Book. And one
- 3:11Speaker 2: of the important things about the Red Book is the
- 3:14Speaker 2: connection between exploring the unconscious and art, using drawing and
- 3:22Speaker 2: other forms of creative expression to dialogue with the unconscious.
- 3:28Speaker 2: And we'd like to invite you to consider joining us
- 3:31Speaker 2: on September 13th for a special free seminar in which
- 3:36Speaker 2: we're going to talk about a new addition to Dream
- 3:40Speaker 2: School that we're calling Dream Studio. It's going to be
- 3:44Speaker 2: a program that will unfold from this September through December
- 3:51Speaker 2: of 2025 as our kind of first pilot in which
- 3:55Speaker 2: we will explore the use of art in dialoguing with
- 4:00Speaker 2: our dreams. And we're taking our inspiration from Jung and
- 4:05Speaker 2: the Red Book. So let's begin our exploration of this
- 4:09Speaker 2: very important part of Jung's history.
- 4:13Speaker 3: So there's a couple of things that I think the
- 4:16Speaker 3: Red Book introduced to us as Jungians, because it was
- 4:21Speaker 3: held in reserve by his descendants, is that in part,
- 4:28Speaker 3: these images broke upon Jung. Yes, it happened around the
- 4:34Speaker 3: time that he had separated from Freud, but also Jung
- 4:38Speaker 3: was courting a way to observe the unconscious without any
- 4:44Speaker 3: interference from the ego. So he was also experimenting with
- 4:49Speaker 3: methods to listen deeply, to capture images that aren't being
- 4:54Speaker 3: contaminated or manipulated by the ego, and that That also,
- 5:01Speaker 3: as well as the stress separating from Freud, courted and
- 5:05Speaker 3: invited this upwelling of unconscious material. And then he'd kind
- 5:12Speaker 3: of harpooned a whale, so to speak, and he was,
- 5:15Speaker 3: you know, kind of crashing through the waters, being dragged
- 5:19Speaker 3: and driven by this incredibly powerful force. But I don't
- 5:24Speaker 3: think he really understood what he was signing up for.
- 5:30Speaker 4: No, I agree that we don't know, you know, exactly
- 5:36Speaker 4: what we're going to get into. And Jung talks about that,
- 5:41Speaker 4: that this was so big and, you know, can I
- 5:46Speaker 4: go there? Should I go there? What are the risks
- 5:49Speaker 4: in going there? But he says that one of the
- 5:53Speaker 4: greatest difficulties was dealing with my negative feelings and I
- 5:58Speaker 4: was voluntarily submitting myself to emotions of which I could
- 6:03Speaker 4: not really approve, writing down fantasies that struck me as
- 6:08Speaker 4: nonsense and toward which I had strong resistances. As long
- 6:13Speaker 4: as we don't understand their meaning, such fantasies are a
- 6:17Speaker 4: diabolical mixture. It cost me a great deal to undergo them,
- 6:22Speaker 4: but I'd been challenged by fate. And then he talks
- 6:27Speaker 4: about only by extreme effort was I able to escape
- 6:31Speaker 4: the labyrinth, which calls up the myth of the Minotaur.
- 6:36Speaker 4: You can get into the labyrinth, but you can't get out,
- 6:43Speaker 4: at least not without help from Ariadne. But he finally,
- 6:47Speaker 4: things came to such a crux of intensity that he
- 6:53Speaker 4: said on December 12th, to be exact, I resolved once
- 6:57Speaker 4: upon the decisive step. I was sitting at my desk
- 7:01Speaker 4: once more, thinking over my fears, and then I let
- 7:04Speaker 4: myself drop. And it was as though the ground literally
- 7:08Speaker 4: gave way beneath my feet, and he had a fantasy.
- 7:13Speaker 4: And I think really what he's talking about is, and
- 7:18Speaker 4: it's hard to really understand it and accept it, is
- 7:21Speaker 4: how powerful the unconscious is. and that it can make
- 7:27Speaker 4: an unrelenting demand that will take you to the depths,
- 7:34Speaker 4: which is what Jung did. And where we have the
- 7:37Speaker 4: Red Book and Memories, Dreams, Reflections about his journey. Mm-hmm.
- 7:45Speaker 2: You know, it's interesting sort of reading a little bit
- 7:49Speaker 2: about the Red Book and prep for this. I found
- 7:52Speaker 2: myself thinking about... the echo to an earlier time in
- 7:56Speaker 2: his life when the unconscious made an unrelenting demand in
- 8:01Speaker 2: the form of an image. And it was his teenage
- 8:05Speaker 2: experience of being in front of the main cathedral there
- 8:10Speaker 2: in Basel and having an idea, an image that wanted
- 8:14Speaker 2: to emerge that he was fighting against. And finally, he
- 8:18Speaker 2: couldn't fight against it anymore. And the image emerged of
- 8:22Speaker 2: God sitting above the cathedral there letting out a giant
- 8:25Speaker 2: turd that shattered the roof. But it has a similar
- 8:29Speaker 2: feeling that there was something pressing on him from within
- 8:32Speaker 2: that seemed absurd or heretical or nonsensical, and he had
- 8:40Speaker 2: to let himself have that inner experience and then contend
- 8:45Speaker 2: with it. So he, you know, he talks about the
- 8:48Speaker 2: need to make sense of these images or at least
- 8:51Speaker 2: to engage them so as not to be destroyed by them.
- 8:56Speaker 2: So now when we read the Red Book, I mean,
- 9:00Speaker 2: I have a colleague who's a psychoanalyst in a different tradition,
- 9:04Speaker 2: different psychoanalytic tradition. And he was taking a class or
- 9:08Speaker 2: something and had been assigned parts of the Red Book.
- 9:11Speaker 2: And he said, what is this?
- 9:14Speaker 3: And I said, oh, my God.
- 9:16Speaker 2: You were assigned that? Like, that's not a good place
- 9:19Speaker 2: to start. So I said, you know, just let it
- 9:23Speaker 2: wash over you. But, you know, the truth is that
- 9:29Speaker 2: Jung apparently wanted the Red Book to be published in
- 9:32Speaker 2: his lifetime, but it wasn't. And his heirs, as we've
- 9:38Speaker 2: referred to, they locked it in a vault. And they
- 9:42Speaker 2: had a lot of trepidation about allowing this to come
- 9:45Speaker 2: forward because it is fairly bizarre. It is difficult to understand.
- 9:50Speaker 2: It's strange. You find yourself wondering, what was he smoking
- 9:57Speaker 2: when he was writing this?
- 10:00Speaker 4: His pipe.
- 10:03Speaker 2: What was in the pipe, though? No, I mean, that's,
- 10:07Speaker 2: you know, in all seriousness, I think there's some debate
- 10:12Speaker 2: about whether or not there were substances involved, and I
- 10:15Speaker 2: personally don't think so. But I know that Jungians like
- 10:18Speaker 2: to speculate about that. But in all seriousness, the content
- 10:23Speaker 2: is fairly bizarre. It's not your typical psychoanalytic treatise. And
- 10:31Speaker 2: so the family, they were really concerned about what it
- 10:34Speaker 2: might do to his reputation. There were many people who
- 10:37Speaker 2: wanted to see it, but the family kept it held
- 10:40Speaker 2: really fast until Jungian scholar Sonu Shamdasani was able to
- 10:46Speaker 2: to negotiate with the family to allow this to be published.
- 10:51Speaker 2: And what I think is, it's really interesting because Norton
- 10:55Speaker 2: and Company published it in 2009. And I actually have
- 10:59Speaker 2: my copy here. And it was, I think the original
- 11:02Speaker 2: cost was like $ 200. It's big. It's big. And I
- 11:12Speaker 2: think they initially, Deb, was it 6,000 copies that they published?
- 11:16Speaker 4: Yes. Six was the original run because of the expense.
- 11:21Speaker 4: And now something like 50,000 have been sold and still
- 11:25Speaker 4: going strong.
- 11:26Speaker 2: Yeah. It still sells well. There's still a fascination with it.
- 11:31Speaker 2: People find it moving. And I think the reason for
- 11:36Speaker 2: that is we all have a red book in us.
- 11:39Speaker 2: We all have A rich inner life. And it's so
- 11:43Speaker 2: extraordinary that he took the time, he valued his inner
- 11:48Speaker 2: life and took the time to make this beautiful document
- 11:55Speaker 2: that brought it to life.
- 11:57Speaker 4: And I think you've just said it, and I'm just paraphrasing.
- 12:03Speaker 4: What Jung gave us is a portrait of the unconscious.
- 12:09Speaker 4: The art and the paintings, the visions, the calligraphy, the verbal,
- 12:15Speaker 4: the actual printed content, there is the unconscious that was
- 12:21Speaker 4: in Jung and in all of us. It will come
- 12:25Speaker 4: through to each of us differently, but there it is.
- 12:31Speaker 4: That's part of our human condition. It's huge. It's a
- 12:36Speaker 4: huge question as to how much of it Can we experience?
- 12:41Speaker 4: How much of it can we record? How much of
- 12:43Speaker 4: it can we make meaning of? How much can we
- 12:47Speaker 4: render into consciousness?
- 12:49Speaker 2: So just throwing up one of the images from the
- 12:53Speaker 2: Red Book, and we'll do this a few times throughout
- 12:57Speaker 2: the podcast, just to give you a sense of what
- 12:59Speaker 2: the images look like. And you can see here some
- 13:04Speaker 2: of the calligraphy. And, you know, some of it really
- 13:08Speaker 2: actually looks like a sort of illustrated manuscript from the
- 13:12Speaker 2: Middle Ages. So let's stop for a minute about some
- 13:15Speaker 2: of the main ideas that come out of the Red Book.
- 13:20Speaker 2: There are two principal figures that Jung winds up dialoguing with.
- 13:26Speaker 2: One of them is Salome, and the other is Philemon.
- 13:32Speaker 2: And Philemon kind of becomes a sort of... ghostly guru
- 13:38Speaker 2: who guides Jung. And curiously, you know, Philemon refers to
- 13:43Speaker 2: this story of Philemon and Baucus that is in Ovid's Metamorphosis,
- 13:50Speaker 2: and they're a married couple. Somehow Baucus, the wife, doesn't
- 13:54Speaker 2: make it into Jung's imaginations, but Philemon becomes extremely important.
- 14:01Speaker 4: The myth of Philemon and Baucus, just to quickly retrace it,
- 14:05Speaker 4: is that Zeus and Mercury Hermes were in disguise as
- 14:13Speaker 4: just visitors looking for a place to spend the night.
- 14:18Speaker 4: And in ancient Greece and around the Mediterranean, hospitality was
- 14:23Speaker 4: an incredibly important value. You really needed, as a traveler,
- 14:28Speaker 4: to be taken in or you might not survive. So
- 14:32Speaker 4: they go into this town and nobody will take them in.
- 14:36Speaker 4: And they finally go into the outskirts and this very
- 14:39Speaker 4: poor couple, Philemon and Baucus, take them in and offer
- 14:45Speaker 4: them the best that they have. She scrubs the table,
- 14:49Speaker 4: wipes it down with fresh herbs, prepares a meal. She's
- 14:53Speaker 4: about to go out and slaughter their only goose in
- 14:57Speaker 4: honor of honoring the guest and hospitality. and they stop her.
- 15:05Speaker 4: And at the meal that is then served, at some point,
- 15:10Speaker 4: they notice that the pitcher holding the wine has never emptied.
- 15:17Speaker 4: And they realize that they're in the presence of gods
- 15:20Speaker 4: who reward them by turning their home into a temple
- 15:24Speaker 4: with two trees overarching the temple whose branches intertwine They
- 15:30Speaker 4: asked to die at the same time, and the wish
- 15:34Speaker 4: was granted.
- 15:34Speaker 2: And they were turned into these two trees.
- 15:38Speaker 4: Ah, you're right. The trees came later. Sorry about that.
- 15:41Speaker 4: But it's interesting that of all of the figures that
- 15:45Speaker 4: could have populated Jung's fantasies, it was Philemon.
- 15:53Speaker 2: And we have this image of Philemon here that I'll share.
- 15:58Speaker 2: This is this image that came to Jung in one
- 16:03Speaker 2: of his dreams or active imaginations of Philemon with these
- 16:07Speaker 2: enormous kingfisher wings. So this is one of the figures
- 16:13Speaker 2: that he dialogued with in these active imaginations.
- 16:18Speaker 4: And Jung said that as he walked up and down
- 16:22Speaker 4: in his garden in active imagination, talking with Philemon, that
- 16:29Speaker 4: Philemon told him things that he could not possibly have
- 16:33Speaker 4: known from personal experience, which is a really radical thing
- 16:40Speaker 4: to say about the unconscious and the collective unconscious, that
- 16:46Speaker 4: there is something universal and something beyond personal experience that
- 16:52Speaker 4: we can nevertheless access individually.
- 16:56Speaker 3: So Jung was discovering something which I think has been
- 17:01Speaker 3: experienced for perhaps even thousands of years prior, that in
- 17:06Speaker 3: this mundus imaginalis, in this imaginal world, that there are
- 17:11Speaker 3: inner figures that have an autonomous, independent life from the ego.
- 17:17Speaker 3: And while Jung was aware of this kind of archaeologic
- 17:22Speaker 3: and anthropologic and religious texts, he himself hadn't experienced it
- 17:28Speaker 3: for himself beyond just what happens in dreams. So this
- 17:32Speaker 3: was Jung's initiation into this profound autonomy of these psychological figures.
- 17:39Speaker 3: And as you were saying, Deb, that can know things
- 17:43Speaker 3: which Jung in no credible way could have known himself,
- 17:48Speaker 3: and that Jung took in and saw as fodder for
- 17:53Speaker 3: his entire psychological theory and his own process of becoming whole.
- 17:59Speaker 3: So one of the core ideas of individuation is that
- 18:05Speaker 3: the psyche is holding in reserve essential information, and if
- 18:10Speaker 3: we can engage it in a meaningful way, that the
- 18:13Speaker 3: personality is enlarged, that we come to hold consciously things
- 18:20Speaker 3: that we could know if the ego could find a
- 18:26Speaker 3: way to set its defenses aside and to look and
- 18:30Speaker 3: hear more deeply. Now, Jung came to think that this
- 18:35Speaker 3: ultimately was more powerful than dream work, that going in
- 18:40Speaker 3: in this dialectic with the inner figures caused these remarkable
- 18:46Speaker 3: changes and ultimately a kind of healing and restoration of
- 18:49Speaker 3: his true personality. with a speed and intensity that dream
- 18:55Speaker 3: work didn't seem to bring to him. Dream work, my senses,
- 19:00Speaker 3: dream work for him became a kind of softer second
- 19:03Speaker 3: cousin to active imagination work. But he also recognized that
- 19:07Speaker 3: active imagination is difficult. It's difficult to cultivate that liminal
- 19:12Speaker 3: thin place in the psyche.
- 19:15Speaker 2: So in addition to Philemon, the other important figure was Salome.
- 19:21Speaker 2: And of course, this becomes an image of his soul.
- 19:24Speaker 2: And his experiences with Salome form the basis of his
- 19:29Speaker 2: later thinking about the anima. And I just want to
- 19:33Speaker 2: read one of the passages that occurs early in the
- 19:38Speaker 2: Red Book, because it really does, in some sense, it
- 19:42Speaker 2: is the theme of of the book is the sort
- 19:46Speaker 2: of redemption of the soul. This is from the Red Book.
- 19:50Speaker 2: He says, when I had the vision of the flood
- 19:53Speaker 2: in October of the year 1913, it happened at a
- 19:57Speaker 2: time that was significant for me as a man. At
- 20:01Speaker 2: that time, in the 40th year of my life, I
- 20:05Speaker 2: had achieved everything that I had wished for myself. I
- 20:09Speaker 2: had achieved honor, power, wealth, knowledge, and every human happiness.
- 20:17Speaker 2: So at this point, remember, he would have been Freud's
- 20:22Speaker 2: heir apparent. Then my desire for the increase of these
- 20:27Speaker 2: trappings ceased. The desire ebbed from me and horror came
- 20:32Speaker 2: over me. The vision of the flood seized me and
- 20:36Speaker 2: I felt the spirit of the depths. but I did
- 20:39Speaker 2: not understand him. Yet he drove me on with unbearable
- 20:44Speaker 2: inner longing, and I said, My soul, where are you?
- 20:49Speaker 2: Do you hear me?
- 20:50Speaker 3: I speak.
- 20:53Speaker 2: I call you. Are you there? I have returned, and
- 20:58Speaker 2: I am here again. I have shaken the dust of
- 21:01Speaker 2: all the lands from my feet, and I have come
- 21:03Speaker 2: to you. I am with you. After long years of
- 21:07Speaker 2: long wandering, I have come to you again. Should I
- 21:12Speaker 2: tell you everything I have seen, experienced, and drunken? Or
- 21:18Speaker 2: do you not want to hear about all the noise
- 21:20Speaker 2: of life and the world? But one thing you must know,
- 21:25Speaker 2: the one thing I have learned, is that one must
- 21:30Speaker 2: live this life. So that's just so, so beautiful and
- 21:35Speaker 2: moving to me. you know, just to think that that
- 21:38Speaker 2: was sitting in a vault for decades and what must
- 21:41Speaker 2: it have been like to fish that out and to
- 21:45Speaker 2: find that so poignant that here at this kind of
- 21:49Speaker 2: midpoint in his life when he was such in a
- 21:51Speaker 2: crisis to realize that he had abandoned his soul. And,
- 21:57Speaker 2: you know, I think that's something that probably a lot
- 21:59Speaker 2: of us can relate to.
- 22:01Speaker 4: Very, very much so. And the He says in other places,
- 22:06Speaker 4: you know, he doesn't want people to follow him and
- 22:10Speaker 4: to do as he did. He wants people to live
- 22:14Speaker 4: their own lives, which, of course, ties in with his
- 22:18Speaker 4: concept of individuation, of if you come with a blueprint
- 22:23Speaker 4: for what your fullest development is, to find and follow
- 22:28Speaker 4: and fulfill that blueprint for becoming the most biggest, most
- 22:34Speaker 4: whole you that you can be. But what an amazing
- 22:38Speaker 4: injunction to say, live your life. What does that call
- 22:45Speaker 4: us to, aside from, you know, getting the oil change
- 22:50Speaker 4: in your car and keeping up with the mortgage payments?
- 22:55Speaker 4: It's a huge question.
- 22:57Speaker 3: He writes, there is only one way, and that is
- 23:00Speaker 3: your way.
- 23:01Speaker 4: Hmm. And I think that when we get to the end,
- 23:06Speaker 4: and I always like what Jung says at the end
- 23:09Speaker 4: of his life, it's so incredibly moving because whatever else
- 23:14Speaker 4: anybody might ever want to say about Jung, he lived
- 23:19Speaker 4: his life.
- 23:22Speaker 2: Yeah.
- 23:23Speaker 4: And he says it's been bountiful and given me a
- 23:26Speaker 4: great deal. How could I ever have expected so much?
- 23:31Speaker 4: I'm disappointed, not disappointed. I've learned amazing things. The older
- 23:37Speaker 4: I've become, the less I've understood or had insight into.
- 23:40Speaker 4: So I don't really quite believe, but that's okay. I'm astonished, disappointed,
- 23:45Speaker 4: pleased with myself. I'm distressed, depressed, rapturous. But there is
- 23:52Speaker 4: someone who lived his life, and he's writing this at
- 23:56Speaker 4: the very toward the very end of his life. And
- 23:59Speaker 4: I would imagine that we all might like to be
- 24:02Speaker 4: able to say such similar things of, man, I lived it.
- 24:08Speaker 4: I made the most of what life offered me. I
- 24:13Speaker 4: made the most of myself and my inner self. I
- 24:19Speaker 4: really was in touch with my own depths.
- 24:23Speaker 2: So in this period, Jung is having dreams, he's having
- 24:27Speaker 2: these visions, he's engaged in active imagination, and he's writing
- 24:32Speaker 2: them down, the dreams and the visions, and he's drawing them.
- 24:38Speaker 2: So he is using art, he's using visual imagery as
- 24:46Speaker 2: a way to come into relationship with these images, he
- 24:50Speaker 2: really felt that he might be destroyed if he didn't
- 24:53Speaker 2: find some way to relate to them. And he felt
- 24:57Speaker 2: such pressure to respond to these visions that he thought
- 25:01Speaker 2: to himself that he would commit suicide if he couldn't
- 25:06Speaker 2: find a way to live with them. And he kept
- 25:08Speaker 2: a loaded revolver in his night table drawer. So the
- 25:13Speaker 2: way that the unconscious can come to us, can exert
- 25:17Speaker 2: all of this pressure, whether it's in a dream or
- 25:20Speaker 2: a vision, and that we can find a way to
- 25:25Speaker 2: dance with them through the use of visual imagery. And
- 25:30Speaker 2: of course, Jung had some artistic talent. I mean, some
- 25:33Speaker 2: of these images that we've been showing are quite remarkable.
- 25:38Speaker 2: But It's not about the artistic rendering. It's about the
- 25:43Speaker 2: act of engagement. And I think that that's one of
- 25:46Speaker 2: the things that we want to explore in Dream Studio.
- 25:50Speaker 2: So again, we invite you to come join us on
- 25:54Speaker 2: September 13th for a free webinar about creativity and the
- 26:01Speaker 2: unconscious and then to consider joining Dream School where we're
- 26:05Speaker 2: going to make this an offering. But I want to
- 26:09Speaker 2: talk a little bit about one of the kind of
- 26:13Speaker 2: principal incidents in the Red Book. One of the important,
- 26:20Speaker 2: maybe I shouldn't say principal, because there were several and
- 26:24Speaker 2: they go into great depth. But one of the really
- 26:29Speaker 2: important visions that he had, he titled it The Murder
- 26:34Speaker 2: of the Hero. And of course, he does talk about
- 26:36Speaker 2: this also in Memories, Dreams, Reflections. But I thought we
- 26:41Speaker 2: could read a little bit of this just to kind
- 26:44Speaker 2: of give you a sense of what are some of
- 26:47Speaker 2: these images that he's having. So he says, On the
- 26:50Speaker 2: following night, however, I had a vision. I was with
- 26:53Speaker 2: a youth in high mountains. It was before daybreak. The
- 26:57Speaker 2: eastern sky was already light. Then Siegfried's horn resounded over
- 27:03Speaker 2: the mountains with a jubilant sound. We knew that our
- 27:07Speaker 2: mortal enemy was coming. We were armed and lurked beside
- 27:11Speaker 2: a narrow rocky path to murder him. Then we saw
- 27:15Speaker 2: him coming high across the mountains on a chariot made
- 27:19Speaker 2: of the bones of the dead. He drove boldly and
- 27:23Speaker 2: magnificently over the steep rocks and arrived at the narrow
- 27:26Speaker 2: path where we waited in hiding. As he came around
- 27:30Speaker 2: the turn ahead of us, we fired at the same
- 27:32Speaker 2: time and he fell slain. Thereupon I turned to flee
- 27:36Speaker 2: and a terrible rain swept down, but after this I
- 27:39Speaker 2: went through a torment unto death and I felt certain
- 27:43Speaker 2: that I must kill myself if I could not solve
- 27:46Speaker 2: the riddle of the murder of the hero. Then the
- 27:50Speaker 2: spirit of the depths came to me and spoke these words,
- 27:54Speaker 2: The highest truth is one and the same with the absurd.
- 27:58Speaker 2: This statement saved me and like rain after a long
- 28:01Speaker 2: hot spell it swept away everything in me. which was
- 28:05Speaker 2: too highly tensed. So we know that he considered this
- 28:11Speaker 2: vision to be incredibly important. And as I mentioned, he
- 28:16Speaker 2: also writes about it in Memories, Dreams, Reflections. But what
- 28:20Speaker 2: on earth does that vision mean?
- 28:24Speaker 4: Well, you know, what Jung talks about, I mean, first
- 28:28Speaker 4: of all, he talks about... this intense pressure from the
- 28:33Speaker 4: unconscious demanding that he pay attention to this. And he,
- 28:37Speaker 4: he woke up and, uh, a voice said, you must
- 28:41Speaker 4: understand this dream and must do so at once. And
- 28:44Speaker 4: that he had the loaded revolver in his, uh, bedside table. And,
- 28:51Speaker 4: and the voice said, if you don't understand this dream,
- 28:53Speaker 4: you must shoot yourself. Well, of course, Jung chose to
- 28:57Speaker 4: understand the dream. And, uh, the understanding that ensued was
- 29:03Speaker 4: that the attitude embodied by Siegfried, the great Germanic hero,
- 29:09Speaker 4: no longer suited me, says Jung. Therefore, it had to
- 29:13Speaker 4: be killed. And he said he felt the grief a
- 29:17Speaker 4: man feels when he's forced to sacrifice his ideal and
- 29:22Speaker 4: his conscious attitudes. The identity and heroic idealism had to
- 29:28Speaker 4: be abandoned. for there are higher things than the ego's will.
- 29:33Speaker 4: Of course, I'm thinking about his relationship with Freud as
- 29:38Speaker 4: he embarked on this awful and momentous and revelatory period
- 29:44Speaker 4: of his life that resulted in the Red Book, and
- 29:49Speaker 4: he talks about it in MDR. What a huge thing
- 29:52Speaker 4: this was, spurred by the break with Freud, was a
- 29:57Speaker 4: huge turning point. And what that father-son relationship and Jung's
- 30:05Speaker 4: designation as Freud's crown prince, he was Siegfried to Freud
- 30:12Speaker 4: in many ways.
- 30:14Speaker 2: In the Norse myths, the name of Siegfried's father was Sigmund.
- 30:21Speaker 4: You know, there are facets, permutations, layers and depths to
- 30:27Speaker 4: all of this. And that turning point from the heroic
- 30:35Speaker 4: to psyche, to what is going on within, what is
- 30:41Speaker 4: wanted for Jung and from Jung besides achieving. And you
- 30:47Speaker 4: read that part, Lisa, before about where he said, I've
- 30:50Speaker 4: had everything. I've had the acclaim, the success, the power,
- 30:55Speaker 4: the intellectual knowledge. I think this, for me in a way,
- 31:01Speaker 4: is the heart of Jung's journey as portrayed in the
- 31:07Speaker 4: Red Book, memories, dreams, reflections, all kinds of his writings.
- 31:14Speaker 4: What is it all about? It's a huge search for
- 31:19Speaker 4: meaning in the modern world and how necessary, I'm not
- 31:26Speaker 4: going to say important, necessary, It is to go within
- 31:32Speaker 4: and rediscover, let's call it God or the God archetype,
- 31:37Speaker 4: the source, the self, goes by many names, but we
- 31:41Speaker 4: must discover it within ourselves.
- 31:45Speaker 3: Part of the discovery of that interiority and its autonomy
- 31:51Speaker 3: is that all of us, when we're young, that the
- 31:54Speaker 3: unconscious provides a lot of energy for us to take risks.
- 31:58Speaker 3: to be full of ourselves, to develop some swag, to launch,
- 32:03Speaker 3: to go out there in the world and try new
- 32:05Speaker 3: and big things. And it is a kind of inflation
- 32:09Speaker 3: that carries us out of the nest and into the
- 32:12Speaker 3: hard work of being in life. And when Jung was
- 32:17Speaker 3: touring with Freud in the United States, he kind of
- 32:20Speaker 3: took this steamliner across there were lots of accounts of
- 32:25Speaker 3: Jung being really very difficult. He was kind of strutting around,
- 32:29Speaker 3: he was kind of full of himself, he was making
- 32:31Speaker 3: a lot of big, broad pronouncements, and was hard to like, actually,
- 32:37Speaker 3: during that lecture, apparently. And that's a natural part of
- 32:43Speaker 3: kind of being a little big for our britches, kind
- 32:46Speaker 3: of having the audacity to do the things that he
- 32:49Speaker 3: was doing and to put them forward. But One of
- 32:52Speaker 3: the transitions that Jung talks about is when the time
- 32:57Speaker 3: is appropriate in midlife, that the heroic inflation where this
- 33:02Speaker 3: archetypal energy carries us into life has to be set
- 33:07Speaker 3: aside for wisdom to then present itself. So one way
- 33:13Speaker 3: to summarize the killing of Siegfried, which he experienced as
- 33:18Speaker 3: a kind of order, that he was given the order
- 33:21Speaker 3: to do this even though he didn't understand it, is
- 33:24Speaker 3: that by killing off that heroic self-inflation that he had
- 33:32Speaker 3: learned to serve images rather than rule them. And that
- 33:37Speaker 3: was an enormous change in humility. So at first there's
- 33:43Speaker 3: the exaltation of the hero, then there's the killing of
- 33:47Speaker 3: the hero, And then there is the resurrection of a
- 33:50Speaker 3: God image in a form that the ego can tolerate
- 33:55Speaker 3: without becoming overwhelmed. And he suggests that that's where his
- 33:59Speaker 3: mature creativity had come forward. It's when he realized that
- 34:06Speaker 3: his creativity was not private property, but a kind of
- 34:11Speaker 3: collective energy that moved through him, and that his creativity
- 34:15Speaker 3: was demanding relationship, not appropriation. And that when he really
- 34:23Speaker 3: experienced that, there was a whole new level of creativity
- 34:29Speaker 3: and productivity at a different dimension in himself that came forward.
- 34:34Speaker 2: I just want to throw up a picture of maybe
- 34:38Speaker 2: an image of the hero. Deb, go ahead and say
- 34:41Speaker 2: what you want to say.
- 34:41Speaker 4: Well, what I'm thinking about is, oh, I love that one.
- 34:46Speaker 4: as what Joseph said, and realizing that there is something
- 34:51Speaker 4: that undergirds and guides and is much bigger than the ego,
- 34:56Speaker 4: you know, of the mystery of how we talk about,
- 34:59Speaker 4: you know, the self or the God within or on
- 35:02Speaker 4: and on. Maybe it can be summarized as what is
- 35:06Speaker 4: it that you're really serving in your life? What are
- 35:10Speaker 4: you serving? What are you giving yourself to? And is
- 35:18Speaker 4: it your own idea of status, glory, power? The list
- 35:24Speaker 4: goes on and on. Or are you living for something
- 35:31Speaker 4: greater than yourself? It could be for your family. It
- 35:38Speaker 4: could be to move something in the outer world forward
- 35:43Speaker 4: that you really believe in. an organization, some kind of service.
- 35:48Speaker 4: But what are you in service to?
- 35:50Speaker 2: Or you could be in service to the job of
- 35:54Speaker 2: individuation and attending to the inner life.
- 35:57Speaker 4: And I think they work together, that what you're in
- 36:00Speaker 4: service to in the outer world gives you an idea
- 36:04Speaker 4: of where your own individuation is taking place in the
- 36:09Speaker 4: inner world. But individuation, as Jung says, takes us out
- 36:13Speaker 4: into the world. So there are clues about, you know,
- 36:17Speaker 4: what's really important to me? What am I really doing?
- 36:21Speaker 4: Am I trying to dominate and be Siegfried and be heroic?
- 36:27Speaker 4: Or am I giving myself to something that I believe
- 36:32Speaker 4: is greater in some sense?
- 36:35Speaker 2: Just to elaborate on the Siegfried imagery in Jung's particular
- 36:40Speaker 2: biography at the moment as well. You know, what I
- 36:44Speaker 2: imagine is that to have risen so far, I mean,
- 36:48Speaker 2: he certainly had a reputation of his own by the
- 36:52Speaker 2: time he met Freud, but his cachet kind of went
- 36:56Speaker 2: up a lot when he became the crown prince. But
- 37:01Speaker 2: he had to sacrifice his own convictions to be in
- 37:06Speaker 2: that relationship in that way. And this does come across, Joseph,
- 37:11Speaker 2: you referenced their trip across the Atlantic together. There was,
- 37:15Speaker 2: you know, he talks about it in Memory Streams Reflections,
- 37:17Speaker 2: that there was some real tension there. But he had
- 37:21Speaker 2: to really compromise himself in some sense to be in
- 37:27Speaker 2: that relationship in that way. Freud really kind of demanded
- 37:31Speaker 2: a certain submission to his doctrines. And so there were,
- 37:38Speaker 2: I think, many different levels in which, you know, the 39,
- 37:44Speaker 2: 40-year-old Jung had abandoned himself and betrayed himself. In some ways,
- 37:53Speaker 2: as you were alluding to, Deb, focusing more on these
- 37:55Speaker 2: sort of outer world projects and leaving his soul behind.
- 37:59Speaker 2: But also, very importantly, you know, he had a vision.
- 38:05Speaker 2: of the psyche, of what was required of us for
- 38:10Speaker 2: psychological growth and wholeness, that he was not developing as
- 38:16Speaker 2: he was in Freud's shadow because Freud basically forbade it
- 38:22Speaker 2: and kind of demanded adherence to his own views. And
- 38:27Speaker 2: that is what kind of caused the split, which resulted
- 38:31Speaker 2: in You know, Jung lost a lot of professional cachet.
- 38:36Speaker 2: He lost a lot of connections. He was effectively kind
- 38:39Speaker 2: of like canceled. And that can be, and was for him,
- 38:44Speaker 2: really quite devastating. So being the hero had come at
- 38:49Speaker 2: a cost in this very kind of specific way that
- 38:55Speaker 2: it had cost him his own convictions and it had
- 38:58Speaker 2: required a sort of self-betrayal.
- 39:03Speaker 3: So I think that whether it's killing off the way
- 39:08Speaker 3: that Freud's ideas had colonized him, as well as killing
- 39:13Speaker 3: off a general heroic attitude in himself that might even
- 39:17Speaker 3: be normal for a young man, that Jung was required
- 39:22Speaker 3: by something deeper than himself to separate out from these
- 39:28Speaker 3: highly influential ideologies and people and be cast into a
- 39:33Speaker 3: kind of internal cauldron, so to speak. And if we
- 39:38Speaker 3: think about the heroic attitude versus something that Jung cultivated
- 39:42Speaker 3: subsequent to these inner experiences, is the hero thinks that
- 39:46Speaker 3: he's the one doing it. that the hero is someone
- 39:49Speaker 3: that I'm going to go and do this amazing thing
- 39:52Speaker 3: and I'll climb that mountain and I'll overturn this terrible
- 39:56Speaker 3: regime or whatever it is or take the culture by storm.
- 40:02Speaker 3: So there's a lot of support for that and we
- 40:06Speaker 3: like to see heroes in our movies. We like the
- 40:10Speaker 3: idea of ourselves being heroic. Joseph Campbell in The Hero
- 40:13Speaker 3: with a Thousand Faces venerates heroes the idea of the
- 40:18Speaker 3: hero to a remarkable degree. And that was good for Jung,
- 40:24Speaker 3: I think, for the amount of time that it was
- 40:27Speaker 3: good for him. But Jung, like all, I think in
- 40:32Speaker 3: my estimation, like all mystics at a certain point are
- 40:37Speaker 3: forced to recognize that they are not a person, that
- 40:44Speaker 3: they are a field within which events occur, that the
- 40:50Speaker 3: human personality is a space and that a play of
- 40:56Speaker 3: forces enter into it. One of the ways that he
- 41:01Speaker 3: communicates this, there's many ways he communicates a bit, but
- 41:04Speaker 3: one is when he talks about thoughts, that thoughts were
- 41:08Speaker 3: like birds that have their own independent life and that
- 41:13Speaker 3: they might land in his mental landscape He would very
- 41:17Speaker 3: hurriedly record them because he had a sense that they
- 41:20Speaker 3: could fly away at any point, that they had an
- 41:24Speaker 3: autonomous energy in and of themselves. Now, that may sound
- 41:28Speaker 3: like a cute, poetic image, but for Jung, he really
- 41:34Speaker 3: believed that, and he behaved in a way that was
- 41:37Speaker 3: congruent to that, that his role was to be the
- 41:41Speaker 3: scribe and, in some ways, the translator. of these autonomous
- 41:47Speaker 3: experiences into a language that the culture or his culture
- 41:52Speaker 3: could relate to. Now, it's one thing to say that
- 41:58Speaker 3: thoughts are like birds or that the human personality is
- 42:01Speaker 3: actually a field, not a singular thing, but to actually
- 42:07Speaker 3: experience that as true so that he could then speak
- 42:11Speaker 3: to it with authority involved a massive deconstruction of who
- 42:18Speaker 3: he thought he was and how he thought he functioned,
- 42:23Speaker 3: and the great crucifixion that he refers to on and
- 42:26Speaker 3: off throughout his language, that whatever he used to be,
- 42:32Speaker 3: he had to suffer that extraction of what he thought
- 42:37Speaker 3: he was and to yield into this relationship with these
- 42:45Speaker 3: other factors inside of himself, some of which were collective.
- 42:49Speaker 3: The collective unconscious, when he would brush against it, could
- 42:54Speaker 3: threaten to overwhelm him, as well as some intimate and
- 42:58Speaker 3: personal things, like Salome, who was an intimate, intimate part
- 43:04Speaker 3: of his own psychology. And interestingly, Salome first presents as blind,
- 43:10Speaker 3: that his soul is symbolized as a wise but blind figure,
- 43:16Speaker 3: and over the course of his engagements, Salome's sight is
- 43:20Speaker 3: returned to her. Now, one way that we can imagine
- 43:25Speaker 3: that is that when we are trapped in the young
- 43:29Speaker 3: and heroic position, there's a way in which your soul
- 43:34Speaker 3: is dependent on the personality to tell it what is true.
- 43:39Speaker 3: And then it elaborates on that. And that can trap
- 43:43Speaker 3: us in a kind of echo chamber that I tell
- 43:49Speaker 3: the anima what's true and the anima then elaborates that.
- 43:52Speaker 3: And then we have a kind of masturbatory creativity. For
- 43:57Speaker 3: the soul to rediscover its own eyes means that the
- 44:01Speaker 3: soul as a linking function can see things that the
- 44:05Speaker 3: ego has never considered or conceived of And then she
- 44:10Speaker 3: would share that with Jung, and that was a revelation
- 44:14Speaker 3: that she was going far beyond what he was providing.
- 44:20Speaker 3: And that was so beautifully symbolized in the return of
- 44:24Speaker 3: vision to that part of himself.
- 44:27Speaker 4: I really like and want to just kind of go
- 44:30Speaker 4: back to highlight it, this idea of the personality as
- 44:37Speaker 4: a space. And the space that Jung had the ability
- 44:44Speaker 4: to go to in his act of imaginations and encounters
- 44:49Speaker 4: with Philemon and Salome, and to risk all that and
- 44:54Speaker 4: translate it for us in the Red Book with all
- 45:00Speaker 4: the accompanying art. And it doesn't look scholarly. It doesn't
- 45:08Speaker 4: look linear. It doesn't make sense, you know, and that's
- 45:14Speaker 4: partly why it was so sequestered for so long, as
- 45:19Speaker 4: Jung was, you know, certainly wanted to be seen as
- 45:22Speaker 4: a scientist, a phenomenologist, and a psychologist, and a doctor,
- 45:29Speaker 4: which he was. And this stuff, from the point of
- 45:34Speaker 4: view of standard Western perhaps heroic ego, does look wild,
- 45:43Speaker 4: and it does look kind of far out there.
- 45:47Speaker 2: Here's one more image that I just thrown up on
- 45:50Speaker 2: the screen here. You can see the serpent at the
- 45:53Speaker 2: roots of the tree, and there's this sort of mandala here.
- 45:56Speaker 2: It's an extraordinary image. You know, I think that, again,
- 46:02Speaker 2: the importance of the Red Book to the Jungian community,
- 46:07Speaker 2: to Jungian scholarship, to our understanding of the development of
- 46:12Speaker 2: his ideas is, you know, it's just extraordinarily significant. And
- 46:19Speaker 2: we're so grateful that it was published. I remember I
- 46:21Speaker 2: was in training when it was published and how excited
- 46:25Speaker 2: we all were.
- 46:27Speaker 4: Oh, it was huge.
- 46:30Speaker 2: It was on display at the Rubin Museum in Manhattan,
- 46:33Speaker 2: and I trekked up there to see it. But I
- 46:36Speaker 2: think that it's also so important for all of us,
- 46:41Speaker 2: as we said before, because it illustrates sort of a
- 46:45Speaker 2: method for engaging with the inner life. You know, Jung
- 46:50Speaker 2: kept it on a stand in his office for his
- 46:54Speaker 2: patients to see. And I think it was instructive. And
- 46:59Speaker 2: here's how you can do this. It doesn't have to
- 47:02Speaker 2: look like this. We all might have our our own
- 47:06Speaker 2: red books, and they might not all be red, and
- 47:09Speaker 2: they might not all have similar drawings, but a testament,
- 47:14Speaker 2: a document of our commitment to our inner life.
- 47:22Speaker 4: And how vibrant, how real, how prolific, how generative. We're
- 47:30Speaker 4: not talking about something incidental, something small. But here's how
- 47:36Speaker 4: deep you go. Here's how much there really is. This
- 47:43Speaker 4: landscape is vast and huge and rapturous and distressing and
- 47:54Speaker 4: difficult and rewarding. And I think very, very, altogether, it
- 48:03Speaker 4: is very reassuring. to know that we do live, whether
- 48:09Speaker 4: we know it or not, in this kind of landscape.
- 48:14Speaker 4: We are part of something that we'll never comprehend fully.
- 48:18Speaker 4: It's also a question as to how much we ever
- 48:22Speaker 4: really get in touch with some of it. But there
- 48:26Speaker 4: it is. We live in a landscape that is more
- 48:32Speaker 4: than our conscious selves. It's just a fact.
- 48:36Speaker 3: And is influencing us, which I think is so important,
- 48:39Speaker 3: that this isn't just navel-gazing, but that as you're walking
- 48:46Speaker 3: around and you're feeling very intensely about any number of things,
- 48:50Speaker 3: to be able to pause and to wonder, what is
- 48:55Speaker 3: happening inside of me? And so people will do that
- 48:58Speaker 3: all the time, but often, for instance, somebody will be uncomfortable,
- 49:02Speaker 3: and then they will scan the outer environment, And if
- 49:06Speaker 3: they notice something in their proximity, they will attribute their
- 49:10Speaker 3: discomfort to that thing that's in proximity. You know, I
- 49:15Speaker 3: was feeling panicky and I looked up and I saw
- 49:17Speaker 3: my neighbor's dog off the leash. It's the dog! It's
- 49:20Speaker 3: the dogs off the leashes. That's got to be the cause.
- 49:24Speaker 3: But central to all psychodynamic work, but certainly Jung, is
- 49:29Speaker 3: to decide, no, no, no, that there is something going
- 49:34Speaker 3: on which can be an elaborate internal fantasy that Now,
- 49:39Speaker 3: for Jung, fantasy didn't mean kind of self-constructed, but something
- 49:45Speaker 3: happening that is fantastical inside of the internal environment. And
- 49:50Speaker 3: if we can catch a glimpse of that and not
- 49:54Speaker 3: truncate it, that we can come to understand something at
- 49:59Speaker 3: play inside of ourselves that is independent of the external
- 50:03Speaker 3: environment and, more importantly, independent of who you think you are.
- 50:08Speaker 3: And that takes an enormous discipline to be able to
- 50:12Speaker 3: see that we are a small thing in a vast
- 50:17Speaker 3: starry canopy that lives inside of us and outside of us.
- 50:22Speaker 2: That's beautiful, Joseph. So Heung's invitation to us is to
- 50:30Speaker 2: make these images come alive. And our invitation to you is,
- 50:35Speaker 2: is to join us on September 13th for a taste
- 50:38Speaker 2: of Dream Studio, our new addition to our Dream School.
- 50:43Speaker 2: So I hope you'll come along and hear more about
- 50:47Speaker 2: how creativity can support engagement with the unconscious. And I
- 50:52Speaker 2: also want to just sort of let people know that,
- 50:56Speaker 2: you know, the Red Book is for sale. It's not cheap,
- 50:59Speaker 2: but it's beautiful. It's a wonderful thing to have. However,
- 51:02Speaker 2: there's also a reader's edition. So you can simply buy
- 51:07Speaker 2: the text, and that is also edited with an introduction
- 51:12Speaker 2: by Sonu Shamdasani. And, you know, it's a little bit
- 51:19Speaker 2: easier to read because it's certainly difficult to read something
- 51:23Speaker 2: this size. And at the same time, it's pretty easy
- 51:26Speaker 2: to find the images from the Red Book online. So
- 51:29Speaker 2: you can Go in search of those and enjoy those
- 51:32Speaker 2: even without buying the big folio book. Although if you
- 51:36Speaker 2: have an itch to own it, of course, I support that.
- 51:39Speaker 3: It's pretty splendid.
- 51:41Speaker 2: It is. And so perhaps we'll now switch to a dream.
- 51:47Speaker 2: And for our Dream Studio Dreams and Creativity webinar on
- 51:53Speaker 2: the 13th, we've been soliciting from you your dreams. and
- 51:58Speaker 2: images that you may have made from those dreams. And
- 52:02Speaker 2: we've gotten so many fascinating dream images sent for the
- 52:07Speaker 2: Dream Studio Seminar. So we thought we'd share some on
- 52:10Speaker 2: the podcast today to give you a flavor of that session.
- 52:15Speaker 2: So for this week's dream, in addition to the usual dream,
- 52:19Speaker 2: we also have an image. Okay, so the dreamer is
- 52:33Speaker 2: a 44-year-old woman who is a stay-at-home mother and an artist.
- 52:38Speaker 2: And here's the dream. I'm in a green field with
- 52:41Speaker 2: a friend who has a beautiful, chubby toddler with her.
- 52:44Speaker 2: I have to make them dinner. I turn to a
- 52:48Speaker 2: large wooden structure with a thatched roof and dirt floor.
- 52:51Speaker 2: I think it's an ancient Celtic structure. Inside the dark
- 52:57Speaker 2: room is an enormous cauldron suspended from the ceiling. much
- 53:01Speaker 2: bigger than I am, and beneath the cauldron is white-gray
- 53:05Speaker 2: ash where a fire would be. It is vast and
- 53:09Speaker 2: still and silent, and I am awed by it. I
- 53:15Speaker 2: don't know how to make dinner with it, nor how
- 53:17Speaker 2: to get the fire started. As I stare, it slowly
- 53:21Speaker 2: starts to move like a pendulum, making a deep, metallic
- 53:27Speaker 2: scratching sound.
- 53:30Speaker 4: I panic.
- 53:31Speaker 2: Thinking that my staring has caused it to move. Then
- 53:36Speaker 2: I turn and my friend is by the cauldron, which
- 53:38Speaker 2: is now much smaller. She is thrusting her hands into
- 53:42Speaker 2: bubbling primordial slime emerging from the cauldron. She is pregnant
- 53:48Speaker 2: and smiling. I tell her not to do that, alarmed.
- 53:52Speaker 2: She smiles and says, sorry, but I know she doesn't
- 53:56Speaker 2: mean it. So, For associations, the dreamer notes, the friend
- 54:02Speaker 2: is a real person who I was friends with at uni,
- 54:05Speaker 2: but we are not in touch now. She was very
- 54:08Speaker 2: beautiful and desired, and she went on to marry and
- 54:10Speaker 2: have four sons. I would say she probably represents fecundity. Context,
- 54:17Speaker 2: she says, I had this dream after Christmas, having run
- 54:21Speaker 2: numerous Christmas fairs. I had not prioritized my creative work
- 54:25Speaker 2: in months. I'm a mother of three kids and I
- 54:28Speaker 2: care for elderly parents too. Christmas is joyous but depleting
- 54:32Speaker 2: on every level. I was feeling lost creatively and burnt out.
- 54:38Speaker 2: And for feelings, she says, I felt happiness in the
- 54:41Speaker 2: green field, then awe and dread at the sight of
- 54:44Speaker 2: the cauldron and physical anxiety when it started to move.
- 54:48Speaker 2: Annoyance at my friend for messing things up and saying
- 54:51Speaker 2: sorry but not meaning it. And then she offers us
- 54:54Speaker 2: a note about her process. She says, I drew the
- 54:57Speaker 2: image in charcoal first very soon after having the dream.
- 55:01Speaker 2: I then drew it digitally and had it printed A3 size.
- 55:06Speaker 2: I then drew over the print in charcoal again, made
- 55:10Speaker 2: ash out of ground pastels and made a roof out
- 55:13Speaker 2: of cardboard and twigs collected from the garden. This process
- 55:17Speaker 2: highlighted how deadened the image was. and thinking about it,
- 55:21Speaker 2: a reference to something having once grown or been on
- 55:25Speaker 2: fire and now extinguished. That certainly wasn't immediately apparent to
- 55:30Speaker 2: me when I first had the dream. So we can
- 55:35Speaker 2: see this really compelling image that the dreamer has offered us.
- 55:41Speaker 4: What I'm really paying attention to is the contrast between
- 55:49Speaker 4: the image that the dreamer drew, which is, you know,
- 55:54Speaker 4: in grays, earthy materials, the shadow inside the cauldron and
- 56:00Speaker 4: the white ash. And the images in the dream of
- 56:05Speaker 4: generativity and growth and life and just aliveness, it starts
- 56:12Speaker 4: out with, I'm in a green field with a friend
- 56:15Speaker 4: who has a beautiful, chubby toddler with her. So green
- 56:21Speaker 4: field is where things are growing. A chubby toddler is
- 56:26Speaker 4: bubbling with life and health and all of that good stuff.
- 56:34Speaker 4: And then our dream ego is seized with, you know,
- 56:38Speaker 4: oh my gosh, you know, how do I do this?
- 56:40Speaker 4: I have no idea what to do. There's a gray ash.
- 56:44Speaker 4: I don't know how to make dinner with this. I
- 56:46Speaker 4: don't know what to do. And then at the end,
- 56:49Speaker 4: this The dream is bracketed by these two things at
- 56:52Speaker 4: the beginning and at the end. Her friend is by
- 56:55Speaker 4: the cauldron, which is now smaller, more approachable, more doable,
- 57:00Speaker 4: more available to working with. And the friend is thrusting
- 57:06Speaker 4: hands into this primordial slime and is pregnant, which reiterates
- 57:11Speaker 4: the image at the beginning of the dream where she
- 57:14Speaker 4: has a chubby toddler. So she's also about to have
- 57:17Speaker 4: another baby. And the dream ego says, wait a minute,
- 57:21Speaker 4: don't do that. But we have the contrast between the
- 57:27Speaker 4: dream ego and perhaps some of the image that's rendered
- 57:31Speaker 4: in this picture that the dreamer sent and the shadow
- 57:35Speaker 4: figure who is well at home in the green field,
- 57:41Speaker 4: has a toddler, is pregnant, and is very comfortable putting
- 57:47Speaker 4: her hands into the primordial slime.
- 57:52Speaker 2: Yeah, Deb, I think you've lifted up this sort of
- 57:55Speaker 2: chief tension or contrast between the dream ego and the
- 58:01Speaker 2: other woman that you identified as a shadow figure, and
- 58:05Speaker 2: I would agree with you there. And you're right, you know,
- 58:09Speaker 2: it's sort of like, I mean, dreams often tell us
- 58:11Speaker 2: about the relationship between the conscious attitude and the other
- 58:15Speaker 2: parts of us within. And this dream does that, you know, fabulously, right?
- 58:20Speaker 2: The ego is in a place that feels lifeless, desiccated, dark,
- 58:27Speaker 2: there's no fire. But there is another part of the dreamer,
- 58:31Speaker 2: and it's not even that far away or hard to access.
- 58:34Speaker 3: It's a friend.
- 58:37Speaker 2: And of course, what I'm also really struck by, in
- 58:40Speaker 2: addition to everything that you lifted up, is that she
- 58:43Speaker 2: has a task. Her task is to make dinner for them.
- 58:48Speaker 2: So I kind of like that, that the ego needs
- 58:51Speaker 2: to be in service to this other part.
- 58:56Speaker 4: The ego needs to feed them, needs to nurture them,
- 59:01Speaker 4: the ego needs to be able to go toward them
- 59:05Speaker 4: and doesn't know how to do it. I don't know
- 59:10Speaker 4: how to do this. And I also like very much
- 59:13Speaker 4: about here we're talking from the dream ego's point of view,
- 59:16Speaker 4: we're talking about I have to make dinner. And from
- 59:20Speaker 4: the point of view of the unconscious, what is in
- 59:24Speaker 4: the cauldron is primordial slime. It's not beef bourguignon. It's
- 59:31Speaker 4: not some sort of fabulous sauce of some kind. It's slime.
- 59:39Speaker 4: And we often turn away from those images that are
- 59:43Speaker 4: aversive to our ego stance of bugs and mud and
- 59:49Speaker 4: slime and ooze and spiders. And I don't want that.
- 59:55Speaker 4: But Everything, you know, this is classic Jungian stuff. It's
- 59:59Speaker 4: the prima materia. It's the primordial chaotic gunk. You know,
- 1:00:07Speaker 4: the lotus blooming in the mud.
- 1:00:10Speaker 3: What I'm hearing from you guys makes sense. As always,
- 1:00:14Speaker 3: I'm asking myself, where is the medicine for the dream ego?
- 1:00:17Speaker 3: Where is the medicine in the dream? And where is
- 1:00:21Speaker 3: the conflict there? So I think that you were leaning
- 1:00:25Speaker 3: into that. There's a primordial substance that has been discovered
- 1:00:30Speaker 3: in the cauldron that the friend is able to thrust
- 1:00:37Speaker 3: hands into the unconscious, the prima materia, the primordial, and
- 1:00:42Speaker 3: is smiling about it. And the dream ego says, don't
- 1:00:47Speaker 3: do that. So that's the tension between the two figures.
- 1:00:53Speaker 3: But figure number two is pleasurable for her to put
- 1:00:58Speaker 3: her hands into the primal substance and tactilely and sensately
- 1:01:05Speaker 3: engage it. But the dream ego thinks that's something that
- 1:01:08Speaker 3: should be stayed away from. Now, we don't have her
- 1:01:12Speaker 3: here to know what's alarming about this. Is it because
- 1:01:15Speaker 3: it's bubbling? Is she worried she's going to get sick
- 1:01:19Speaker 3: or that it's too hot? That would all be interesting
- 1:01:22Speaker 3: information if she had recorded that. And then the other
- 1:01:26Speaker 3: woman mollifies her in a way that the dream ego
- 1:01:29Speaker 3: knows is not sincere. But the alarm is what I'm
- 1:01:34Speaker 3: really interested in. Why is it alarming to touch the
- 1:01:40Speaker 3: primordial level inside of herself, which is what we would
- 1:01:43Speaker 3: say is a collective unconscious, and is the realm of
- 1:01:47Speaker 3: the archetypes? So when we are divorced from that layer
- 1:01:52Speaker 3: of the psyche, it can be quite difficult for us
- 1:01:54Speaker 3: to feel creative or to feel like we've got a
- 1:01:57Speaker 3: lot of energy beyond what our egos can drum up metabolically.
- 1:02:02Speaker 3: But that's where we get the big ideas, the big
- 1:02:05Speaker 3: energies to carry us into big tasks, for instance. So
- 1:02:12Speaker 3: whatever is causing the alarm, I think, is the place
- 1:02:15Speaker 3: to lean into and wonder What is the attitude that
- 1:02:21Speaker 3: makes that so alarming and that the dream friend has
- 1:02:26Speaker 3: somehow overcome that alarm inside of her and seems to
- 1:02:31Speaker 3: be having a good time? Seems to be experiencing pleasure
- 1:02:35Speaker 3: with the ooze.
- 1:02:37Speaker 2: You know, another important element of this dream, of course,
- 1:02:41Speaker 2: is the cauldron, which is sort of a huge image, right?
- 1:02:46Speaker 2: We associate cauldrons with witches. But they are very feminine
- 1:02:51Speaker 2: and round. They're generative. It's where something happens. It's kind
- 1:02:55Speaker 2: of like the alchemical vase. It's where things are transformed.
- 1:02:59Speaker 2: It's where things are cooked. So it's... And of course,
- 1:03:03Speaker 2: it seems very positive in the dream that there is
- 1:03:07Speaker 2: this huge cauldron. There's like a space to really cook something.
- 1:03:12Speaker 2: The problem is that there's no fire there now. But... Joseph,
- 1:03:17Speaker 2: and I think this kind of goes back to something
- 1:03:19Speaker 2: that you were saying earlier in the episode, the cauldron
- 1:03:22Speaker 2: also begins to move like it has an autonomy. If
- 1:03:28Speaker 2: the cauldron is in some sense an image of a
- 1:03:31Speaker 2: creative function, it responds to the conscious ego, but it's
- 1:03:37Speaker 2: not under the ego's control. It's not simply inert, right?
- 1:03:43Speaker 2: It has a kind of life and will of its own.
- 1:03:47Speaker 2: And it is interesting that it kind of shrinks down
- 1:03:49Speaker 2: to a more manageable size when the friend is there.
- 1:03:53Speaker 2: It's sort of like, I mean, this does feel a
- 1:03:57Speaker 2: little daunting and we really get that in the image.
- 1:04:00Speaker 2: That would be too big to try to cook something in.
- 1:04:03Speaker 2: You'd at least need a ladder. But it becomes something
- 1:04:09Speaker 2: that we could really work with. When the shadow energy
- 1:04:14Speaker 2: is relating to it, then it becomes more generative. And
- 1:04:18Speaker 2: as you both pointed out, then it's got this wonderful
- 1:04:22Speaker 2: slimy ooze that could give rise to any number of things.
- 1:04:28Speaker 3: And just as an aside, and I'm imagining as a
- 1:04:31Speaker 3: stay-at-home mom she may have come across this, there is
- 1:04:34Speaker 3: this playful substance called slime. You can buy it, like
- 1:04:38Speaker 3: it's next to the Play-Doh in the toy store. And
- 1:04:41Speaker 3: kids love it. It's this big gelatinous wad that you
- 1:04:45Speaker 3: can slop out of a little bucket. And kids stick
- 1:04:49Speaker 3: their hands in it. They love to play it, throw
- 1:04:51Speaker 3: it around. But there is something very tactilely fascinating about
- 1:04:58Speaker 3: this gooey, slimy toy.
- 1:05:01Speaker 4: And parents are at the very least ambivalent about it.
- 1:05:06Speaker 4: Because it gets all... From the point of view of grandchildren,
- 1:05:10Speaker 4: it gets all over everything. Parents, okay, that's enough. That's enough. Okay,
- 1:05:16Speaker 4: put it away.
- 1:05:17Speaker 2: Right. Just like the dream ego.
- 1:05:20Speaker 3: Stop that.
- 1:05:22Speaker 4: Exactly.
- 1:05:23Speaker 2: Right. Don't be messy. But creativity is messy, isn't it?
- 1:05:27Speaker 2: And it's lovely that the dreamer let herself, I'm imagining,
- 1:05:31Speaker 2: be a little messy when she made this drawing. You know,
- 1:05:34Speaker 2: she's crushing the whatever it was that she said, the
- 1:05:38Speaker 2: pastels to make the ash, and she's finding stuff from
- 1:05:43Speaker 2: the garden.
- 1:05:45Speaker 3: Another piece that also is subtle but could be helpful
- 1:05:49Speaker 3: in the dream is just something, the shrinking of the cauldron,
- 1:05:54Speaker 3: just that one thing. Because for context, she says, I
- 1:05:58Speaker 3: had this dream after Christmas. Having run numerous Christmas fairs,
- 1:06:03Speaker 3: I'd not prioritize my creative work. I'm the mother of
- 1:06:06Speaker 3: three kids caring for elderly parents. Christmas is joyous and depleting.
- 1:06:10Speaker 3: So if we take the cauldron as a symbol of
- 1:06:14Speaker 3: the great mother, that it's too big, that there's so
- 1:06:19Speaker 3: much mothering and caregiving that's going on in her life
- 1:06:23Speaker 3: on so many different domains that it becomes the impossible
- 1:06:27Speaker 3: gaping maw of the cauldron that she doesn't know how
- 1:06:32Speaker 3: to possibly fill, how to cook with it, what to
- 1:06:36Speaker 3: do with it. It's the too muchness of the cauldron.
- 1:06:40Speaker 3: And so as the friend starts relating to it with
- 1:06:43Speaker 3: a smile, the cauldron becomes small, smaller, becomes relatable, becomes
- 1:06:50Speaker 3: less mythic. Like, you don't have to feed the masses.
- 1:06:54Speaker 3: You don't have to make enough food for 300 people
- 1:06:56Speaker 3: in a cauldron the size of your body. How about
- 1:07:00Speaker 3: you just have a small cauldron and you just make
- 1:07:02Speaker 3: some pudding or make a little bit of something?
- 1:07:07Speaker 4: Get a slow cooker.
- 1:07:08Speaker 3: Make it manageable and do it with a smile. So
- 1:07:14Speaker 3: just that shrinking down to a manageable size, I think,
- 1:07:19Speaker 3: has to do with mediating the archetype. And maybe moving
- 1:07:24Speaker 3: away from that feeling she's had post-Christmas that she has
- 1:07:27Speaker 3: to provide everything for everyone. And it's just too big
- 1:07:32Speaker 3: a task. So, yeah, shrink it down. Make it ordinary.
- 1:07:38Speaker 3: Make it small.
- 1:07:39Speaker 2: The other thing I want to do is just to acknowledge,
- 1:07:43Speaker 2: given our topic today, this woman is a mom of
- 1:07:47Speaker 2: three kids who's caring for elderly parents. She's, I'm sure,
- 1:07:50Speaker 2: got a lot going on every day. And yet she
- 1:07:54Speaker 2: took the time to create this image. And we heard
- 1:07:59Speaker 2: about her process. It wasn't a slapdash process. She really
- 1:08:05Speaker 2: gave herself to this. So she's doing exactly what Jung
- 1:08:10Speaker 2: was doing in the Red Book, which was really devoting
- 1:08:15Speaker 2: herself to the inner life. And it's very moving to
- 1:08:19Speaker 2: me to see this. There's no reason to do this
- 1:08:23Speaker 2: other than to honor that connection with the unconscious. So
- 1:08:29Speaker 2: to remind everyone, we are having a free webinar on
- 1:08:33Speaker 2: September 13th, and you can find more information in the
- 1:08:36Speaker 2: show notes. We're going to be discussing further this very
- 1:08:42Speaker 2: important notion of creativity and the unconscious and how creativity
- 1:08:47Speaker 2: can help us explore our dreams So I hope to
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