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- 0:01Speaker 1: A Muggle Snuggle Special, Hermione's Library, Episode 16.
- 0:08Speaker 2: Good evening, my dear. Come in.
- 0:11Speaker 1: I have been saving this evening for you. Not the
- 0:15Speaker 1: whole evening, mind you, but the best part of it.
- 0:19Speaker 1: The part that comes after the day has done all
- 0:22Speaker 1: of its shouting and rushing and demanding, and the world
- 0:26Speaker 1: has finally grown quiet enough to hear itself think. That
- 0:31Speaker 1: is the part I have saved.
- 0:33Speaker 3: It is a.
- 0:34Speaker 1: Small part and it is soft and it smells faintly
- 0:38Speaker 1: of night air and warm earth and I think you
- 0:42Speaker 1: will like it very much. My name is Hermione and
- 0:48Speaker 1: I would like to take you somewhere tonight.
- 0:50Speaker 2: Not to the library though.
- 0:52Speaker 3: The library is always the first place one thinks of.
- 0:56Speaker 1: And the library will be there when we return. patient
- 1:00Speaker 1: and amber-lit and exactly where.
- 1:02Speaker 2: We left it.
- 1:04Speaker 1: Tonight I would like to take you outside, into the grounds,
- 1:09Speaker 1: into a part of the grounds that most students walk
- 1:12Speaker 1: past without noticing because they are looking for something grand,
- 1:18Speaker 1: something dramatic, something that will look impressive in a photograph
- 1:23Speaker 1: or sound exciting when they tell it at dinner. But
- 1:27Speaker 1: this part of the grounds is not dramatic. It is
- 1:31Speaker 1: not grand. It is not the kind of thing anyone photographs.
- 1:37Speaker 1: It is the kind of thing that finds you when
- 1:40Speaker 1: you have stopped looking for things.
- 1:43Speaker 2: There is a garden. You might not have heard of it.
- 1:46Speaker 2: Most people have not. It is not on any of
- 1:50Speaker 2: the maps.
- 1:51Speaker 1: It is not mentioned in any of the guidebooks, and
- 1:54Speaker 1: the guidebooks, as you know, mention absolutely everything, right down
- 2:00Speaker 1: to the precise number of cobblestones in.
- 2:02Speaker 2: The courtyard outside the kitchens.
- 2:05Speaker 1: But this garden has been left out, because it is
- 2:09Speaker 1: the kind of.
- 2:10Speaker 3: Place that resists being written about.
- 2:13Speaker 1: It exists the way a feeling exists, fully, deeply, unmistakably,
- 2:20Speaker 1: but it cannot be pinned to a page without losing
- 2:24Speaker 1: some of what it is. It is called the Moonflower Garden.
- 2:30Speaker 1: It is small, no larger than a classroom, and it
- 2:33Speaker 1: sits behind the old greenhouses in a walled enclosure that
- 2:37Speaker 1: was built, according to Professor Sprott, sometime in the 13th
- 2:42Speaker 1: century by a herbology master who believed that some plants
- 2:46Speaker 1: needed not just soil.
- 2:48Speaker 2: And sunlight and water.
- 2:50Speaker 1: But also secrecy. He built the walls high. He planted
- 2:55Speaker 1: a hedge of hawthorns so thick that a garden gnome
- 2:59Speaker 1: could not push through it.
- 3:01Speaker 2: And he grew.
- 3:02Speaker 1: In the center of that enclosed space, a collection of
- 3:06Speaker 1: flowers that bloom only at night, only in moonlight, and
- 3:12Speaker 1: only for people who have stopped trying to find them.
- 3:16Speaker 1: That is the trick of it, you see. You cannot
- 3:20Speaker 1: find the moon flyer garden by walking towards it. You
- 3:24Speaker 1: find it by walking slowly through the grounds, with no
- 3:28Speaker 1: particular destination. Letting your feet choose the direction, letting your
- 3:33Speaker 1: thoughts go soft and unraveling.
- 3:36Speaker 2: Letting the evening hold you.
- 3:38Speaker 1: The way it holds, everything, gently, without preference, the way
- 3:43Speaker 1: the dark holds the stars. Not because the stars asked
- 3:47Speaker 1: to be held, but because holding is what the dark does.
- 3:52Speaker 2: Tonight? That is what I would like us to do.
- 3:56Speaker 1: Walk.
- 3:57Speaker 2: Slowly. Think softly.
- 4:00Speaker 1: Let the garden find us. We leave the castle through
- 4:05Speaker 1: the side door near the astronomy tower, the one that
- 4:08Speaker 1: opens onto a narrow stone staircase that spirals down to
- 4:12Speaker 1: the grounds. The staircase is cool and slightly damp, not
- 4:17Speaker 1: unpleasantly so, but in the way that old stone always is.
- 4:21Speaker 1: the way that remembers being a mountain before it was
- 4:24Speaker 1: a staircase. My hand trails along the wall as we descend,
- 4:30Speaker 1: and the wall is rough beneath my fingers, textured with
- 4:34Speaker 1: centuries of weather and magic, and the faint, ghostly warmth
- 4:39Speaker 1: of torchlight that burned here long before we were born
- 4:43Speaker 1: and will burn here long after we have gone. At
- 4:47Speaker 1: the bottom, the door opens onto the grounds, and the
- 4:51Speaker 1: evening air reaches for us. It is September air, still
- 4:56Speaker 1: warm from the long afternoon, but carrying within it the
- 5:00Speaker 1: first suggestion of autumn, the faintest hint of cooler days ahead.
- 5:06Speaker 1: The way a letter carries a scent even before you
- 5:09Speaker 1: open it. The sky is not yet dark. It is
- 5:14Speaker 1: that particular shade of blue that exists only in the
- 5:17Speaker 1: twenty minutes between sunset and nightfall. Not the blue of daytime,
- 5:22Speaker 1: which is bright and confident, but a deeper blue, a
- 5:26Speaker 1: quieter blue, the color of a rue lit by a
- 5:29Speaker 1: single candle seen from across a hall. We walk across
- 5:35Speaker 1: the grass. It is soft beneath our feet, not the clipped,
- 5:40Speaker 1: orderly grass of the Quidditch pitch. But the longer, wilder
- 5:44Speaker 1: grass that grows in the spaces between the paths. The
- 5:49Speaker 1: grass that nobody mows because nobody comes here often enough
- 5:54Speaker 1: to notice.
- 5:55Speaker 2: It needs mowing.
- 5:57Speaker 1: It smells of late summer. Green and sweet and slightly dusty.
- 6:03Speaker 1: The way the world smells after a warm day that
- 6:06Speaker 1: has not rained. Ahead of us. The greenhouses are silhouettes
- 6:11Speaker 1: against the darkening sky. They're beautiful at night, all those
- 6:17Speaker 1: glass panels reflecting the last of the light, each one
- 6:21Speaker 1: a small mirror showing a different piece of the sky,
- 6:25Speaker 1: so that the greenhouses together look like a mosaic of twilight,
- 6:30Speaker 1: a patchwork of blues and purples and the very faintest gold.
- 6:36Speaker 1: During the day, they are busy places. full of movement
- 6:40Speaker 1: and warmth and the chatter of students learning to tend
- 6:44Speaker 1: magical plants. But at night, they are silent. The plants
- 6:50Speaker 1: inside have.
- 6:51Speaker 2: Their own rhythms.
- 6:53Speaker 1: Some sleep, some wake, some do things at night that
- 6:57Speaker 1: are better not discussed, and the glass holds their secrets
- 7:01Speaker 1: the way windows hold the light of the rooms behind them.
- 7:05Speaker 1: showing just enough to suggest that something wonderful is happening inside,
- 7:11Speaker 1: without revealing exactly what.
- 7:14Speaker 2: We pass the greenhouses. The path narrows.
- 7:19Speaker 1: The hawthorn hedge rises. On either side of us, tall
- 7:24Speaker 1: and dense and dark, its branches interlocking overhead like the
- 7:28Speaker 1: vaulted ceiling of a cathedral made entirely of thorns and leaves.
- 7:35Speaker 1: The thorns are not dangerous. Hawthorne thorns at Hogwarts are
- 7:40Speaker 1: more decorative than defensive, more punctuation than threat. But they
- 7:45Speaker 1: give the passage a sense of enclosure, a sense of
- 7:48Speaker 1: stepping from one world into another.
- 7:51Speaker 2: The way a doorway does, the way the.
- 7:54Speaker 3: First note of a lobeli does.
- 7:57Speaker 1: And then, at the end of the passage, there is
- 8:00Speaker 1: a gate.
- 8:01Speaker 2: It is made of iron.
- 8:03Speaker 1: Or something that looks like iron but is slightly warmer
- 8:07Speaker 1: to the touch as though the metal remembers the sunlight
- 8:10Speaker 1: and holds it a little longer than it should.
- 8:13Speaker 2: The gate is not locked. It has never been locked.
- 8:19Speaker 2: As far as I.
- 8:19Speaker 1: Know, though it is very difficult to find and that,
- 8:24Speaker 1: I suppose, is a better kind of lock than any
- 8:28Speaker 1: key could provide. The gate has a design worked into
- 8:32Speaker 1: it a pattern of leaves and circles and the occasional star,
- 8:37Speaker 1: all intertwined in the particular way that old ironwork does,
- 8:41Speaker 1: when the person who made it was not just building
- 8:44Speaker 1: a gate, but writing a sentence, a sentence in a
- 8:48Speaker 1: language that only gates can speak.
- 8:51Speaker 2: I push it open. It does not creak.
- 8:55Speaker 1: It opens the way a book opens, easily, willingly. as
- 9:00Speaker 1: though it has been waiting for someone to come along
- 9:03Speaker 1: and turn the page. And here is the garden. It
- 9:08Speaker 1: is smaller than I described, or perhaps it is exactly
- 9:12Speaker 1: the size I described, and my words made it larger
- 9:16Speaker 1: in your.
- 9:16Speaker 2: Mind than it is in fact. It is a walled room.
- 9:19Speaker 1: Made of night air and earth and growing things. The
- 9:24Speaker 1: walls are high, ten feet, perhaps twelve. and they are
- 9:29Speaker 1: covered in ivy so thick that the stone beneath has
- 9:33Speaker 1: been entirely swallowed, transformed from cold gray rock into a living,
- 9:39Speaker 1: breathing curtain of green. The ivy moves slightly in the breeze,
- 9:45Speaker 1: though there is barely any breeze tonight, so the movement
- 9:49Speaker 1: is more like breathing than like swaying, a slow, barely
- 9:54Speaker 1: perceptible rhythm. The rhythm of something alive that.
- 9:58Speaker 2: Has decided for the moment. to be still.
- 10:02Speaker 1: The path beneath our feet is made of flat stones
- 10:06Speaker 1: set into the earth with small gaps between them, and
- 10:09Speaker 1: in those gaps moss has grown, the kind of moss
- 10:13Speaker 1: that is softer than any fabric, The kind that gives
- 10:16Speaker 1: slightly underfoot, so that each step feels less like walking
- 10:21Speaker 1: and more like pressing your feet into something that has
- 10:24Speaker 1: been waiting all day to be pressed. And the moonflowers.
- 10:31Speaker 2: They are everywhere.
- 10:33Speaker 1: They grow along the edges of the path, in clusters
- 10:37Speaker 1: and drifts. Their stems slender and pale. There leaves a
- 10:41Speaker 1: particular shade of green that seems to glow in the moonlight,
- 10:45Speaker 1: not actually glow, not the way a Lumos charm glows,
- 10:50Speaker 1: but something close to it, something that is the plant
- 10:53Speaker 1: equivalent of a whisper, so quiet that you might imagine
- 10:58Speaker 1: it if you were not paying attention, and real enough
- 11:01Speaker 1: that you would swear to it if anyone asked. The
- 11:05Speaker 1: flowers themselves are white.
- 11:07Speaker 2: Pure white. not the white of paper or the white of.
- 11:11Speaker 1: Snow, but the white of something that has never been touched,
- 11:16Speaker 1: the white of the inside of a shell, the white
- 11:20Speaker 1: of the first page of a new book before anyone
- 11:23Speaker 1: has written in the margins.
- 11:26Speaker 2: They are open, fully open.
- 11:29Speaker 1: Their petals spread wide like small hands held up to
- 11:32Speaker 1: the moon, and they are drinking the moonlight, absorbing it
- 11:36Speaker 1: the way earth absorbs rain. taking it in slowly and
- 11:41Speaker 1: completely and giving it back as a faint, cool luminescence
- 11:46Speaker 1: that hovers around each bloom like a breath.
- 11:51Speaker 2: There is a scent. Of course there is a scent.
- 11:55Speaker 1: Flowers that bloom at night always have a scent, because
- 11:59Speaker 1: night is when scents travel farthest, carried on air that
- 12:03Speaker 1: is cooler and heavier and more willing to hold them.
- 12:08Speaker 1: The scent of moonflowers is difficult to describe. It is sweet,
- 12:13Speaker 1: but not the aggressive sweetness of sugar or honey. It
- 12:18Speaker 1: is the sweetness of something that has been quietly becoming
- 12:21Speaker 1: itself for a very long time, the sweetness of warm milk,
- 12:26Speaker 1: of clean linen, of the air inside a church when
- 12:30Speaker 1: no one is there. of the moment just before sleep
- 12:34Speaker 1: when your thoughts become soft and rounded and lose their edges.
- 12:40Speaker 1: We walk slowly along the path. There is no hurry here.
- 12:45Speaker 2: There is no destination.
- 12:48Speaker 1: The path poves gently to the left, then to the right,
- 12:52Speaker 1: then back again, in a pattern that seems random but that,
- 12:57Speaker 1: after a while, you begin to recognize as something deliberate.
- 13:02Speaker 1: The path is guiding us, not towards a specific place,
- 13:06Speaker 1: but towards a specific state of mind. Each curve takes
- 13:11Speaker 1: us a little further from the concerns of the day.
- 13:14Speaker 1: Each step carries us a little deeper into the quiet.
- 13:19Speaker 1: Along the path there are benches. Small stone benches, worn
- 13:24Speaker 1: smooth by centuries of sitting, each one placed at a
- 13:28Speaker 1: point where the garden is at its most beautiful, beneath
- 13:32Speaker 1: a spray of moonflowers or beside a pool of still water,
- 13:37Speaker 1: or at the exact spot where the moonlight falls most
- 13:41Speaker 1: directly through a gap in the canopy of leaves overhead.
- 13:45Speaker 1: We do not sit yet.
- 13:47Speaker 2: We walk.
- 13:49Speaker 1: But I want you to know that the benches are there,
- 13:52Speaker 1: waiting for us, ready to hold us when we are
- 13:55Speaker 1: ready to be held. Halfway along the path there is
- 13:59Speaker 1: a pool. It is small, no larger than a bathtub,
- 14:05Speaker 1: and it is so perfectly still that it might be
- 14:08Speaker 1: a piece of glass set into the earth, but it
- 14:11Speaker 1: is not glass.
- 14:14Speaker 2: It is water.
- 14:15Speaker 1: Drawn up from some underground source by the roots of
- 14:19Speaker 1: the plants that surround it, ferns, mostly with fronds that
- 14:23Speaker 1: arch over the pool's edge like the curved fingers of
- 14:26Speaker 1: a hand reaching for something it has almost, but not.
- 14:30Speaker 2: Quite, touched. The water is clear.
- 14:35Speaker 1: So clear that you can see the stones at the bottom,
- 14:39Speaker 1: each one distinct, each one smooth. each one settling into
- 14:44Speaker 1: its own particular position, with the quiet certainty of a
- 14:48Speaker 1: person who has found exactly the right chair and does
- 14:53Speaker 1: not intend to move. The moonlight falls on the pool,
- 14:58Speaker 1: and the.
- 14:59Speaker 2: Pool holds it.
- 15:01Speaker 1: There is a reflection not of the sky because the
- 15:04Speaker 1: canopy is too thick, but of the moonflowers that grow
- 15:08Speaker 1: along the pool's edge, Their white blooms doubled in the
- 15:11Speaker 1: water so that for a moment you cannot tell which
- 15:14Speaker 1: is the flower and which is the reflection, and then
- 15:18Speaker 1: you realize that it does not matter because both are
- 15:21Speaker 1: beautiful and both are still, and the boundary between a
- 15:25Speaker 1: thing and its reflection is the most peaceful boundary in
- 15:30Speaker 1: the world. I kneel beside the pool. The moss is
- 15:35Speaker 1: soft beneath my knees. I cut my hands and dip
- 15:39Speaker 1: them into the water and the water is cool. Not
- 15:43Speaker 1: the cold of winter, not the chill of deep caves,
- 15:47Speaker 1: but the cool of shade, the cool of evening, the
- 15:51Speaker 1: cool of something that has never been touched by direct
- 15:54Speaker 1: sunlight and does not know what warmth is and does
- 15:58Speaker 1: not mind. I bring the water to my lips. The
- 16:02Speaker 1: taste of stone and silence and the faintest trace of
- 16:06Speaker 1: minerals the taste of the earth itself, unfiltered and unadorned,
- 16:12Speaker 1: the taste of water before we decided to add things
- 16:15Speaker 1: to it. The garden is alive with small sounds, not
- 16:20Speaker 1: the sounds of the daytime, no birdsong, no voices, no
- 16:26Speaker 1: distant laughter from the Quidditch pitch. Instead, there is the
- 16:31Speaker 1: sound of the earth breathing, which is a sound you
- 16:34Speaker 1: can hear only when everything else has stopped, the way
- 16:38Speaker 1: you can hear your own heartbeat only when the room
- 16:42Speaker 1: is very quiet. There is the sound of the moonflowers opening,
- 16:48Speaker 1: a sound so small that it is not really a
- 16:50Speaker 1: sound at all, more like the memory of a sound,
- 16:54Speaker 1: the ghost of a sound, the sound that a flower
- 16:57Speaker 1: would make if flowers could speak and chose, for once,
- 17:01Speaker 1: to whisper. And there's the sound of the air itself,
- 17:06Speaker 1: moving through the garden in long, slow currents, carrying the
- 17:10Speaker 1: scent of the moonflowers, and the coolness of the night
- 17:13Speaker 1: and the particular quality of silence that belongs to places
- 17:17Speaker 1: where growing things are doing the slow, patient.
- 17:20Speaker 2: Work of being alive.
- 17:22Speaker 1: And beneath all of these sounds, if you listen very carefully,
- 17:27Speaker 1: there is the sound of the garden thinking.
- 17:30Speaker 2: Not thinking in the way that people think, with.
- 17:33Speaker 1: Words and plans and worries, but thinking in the way
- 17:37Speaker 1: that gardens think, which is to say, growing.
- 17:41Speaker 2: Every thought is a root. Every memory is a seed.
- 17:46Speaker 1: And the garden tends them all, quietly and patiently, the
- 17:52Speaker 1: way it tends its moonflowers, giving them what they need
- 17:56Speaker 1: and asking nothing in return. At the center of the garden,
- 18:01Speaker 1: there is a clearing. It is perfectly circular, perhaps ten
- 18:06Speaker 1: feet across, and it is carpeted in moss so thick
- 18:10Speaker 1: and soft that it might as well be a cushion.
- 18:14Speaker 1: In the very center of the clearing, there is a stone.
- 18:18Speaker 2: Not a bench. Not a monument. Just a stone.
- 18:23Speaker 1: Flat and round, about the size of a small table.
- 18:27Speaker 1: its surface worn smooth by time and weather and the
- 18:31Speaker 1: weight of countless hands that have rested upon it. The
- 18:36Speaker 1: moonlight falls here more directly than anywhere else in the garden.
- 18:41Speaker 1: It falls through a gap in the canopy like a
- 18:44Speaker 1: column of silver water illuminating the stone and the moss
- 18:48Speaker 1: and the circle of earth around them with a light
- 18:51Speaker 1: that is not quite daylight and not quite darkness but
- 18:54Speaker 1: something in between. something that belongs to the night and
- 18:58Speaker 1: carries the night's particular gifts, its coolness, its gentleness, its
- 19:03Speaker 1: talent for making things look softer and kinder than they
- 19:07Speaker 1: appear in the unforgiving light of day.
- 19:11Speaker 2: Sit on the moss.
- 19:12Speaker 1: Feel it give beneath you, soft and springy and alive,
- 19:17Speaker 1: the way the earth was meant to feel before we
- 19:20Speaker 1: paved over it and built things on top of it.
- 19:23Speaker 2: The moss holds you.
- 19:26Speaker 1: It adjusts to the shape of your body, filling in
- 19:29Speaker 1: the gaps, supporting the places that need support, and releasing
- 19:35Speaker 1: the places that.
- 19:36Speaker 2: Need to be released.
- 19:38Speaker 1: It is the most comfortable seat in the castle and
- 19:41Speaker 1: it has the advantage of being outdoors, which means that
- 19:45Speaker 1: the sky is above you and the stars are watching
- 19:48Speaker 1: and the air is is moving across your face like
- 19:52Speaker 1: a gentle hand.
- 19:54Speaker 2: Place your hands on the stone. It is cool.
- 19:58Speaker 1: The moonlight has cooled it. Or perhaps the stone was
- 20:02Speaker 1: always cool and the moonlight merely reminds you of what
- 20:06Speaker 1: you already knew. Feel the smoothness of its surface, the
- 20:10Speaker 1: way it yields nothing and takes nothing, and simply is.
- 20:15Speaker 2: This stone has.
- 20:16Speaker 1: Been here for a very long time. It was here
- 20:21Speaker 1: before the castle was built. It was here before the
- 20:25Speaker 1: first wizard set foot.
- 20:26Speaker 2: On this hill. It was here when this was just
- 20:29Speaker 2: a hill.
- 20:30Speaker 1: And the only magic in the world was the magic
- 20:34Speaker 1: of rain and wind and the slow, patient turning of
- 20:39Speaker 1: the earth. There is something profoundly comforting about sitting on
- 20:44Speaker 1: a stone that old. It puts your worries in perspective,
- 20:49Speaker 1: not by minimizing them, not by telling you that they
- 20:52Speaker 1: do not matter, but by placing them in the larger
- 20:56Speaker 1: context of time. The stone has seen many worries come
- 21:01Speaker 1: and go. It has felt the hands of many people
- 21:05Speaker 1: who are troubled by many things. And it has held
- 21:08Speaker 1: them all, the way it holds you now, without judgment,
- 21:13Speaker 1: without commentary, without attempting to fix anything. It simply holds,
- 21:19Speaker 1: and the holding is enough.
- 21:21Speaker 2: Close your eyes.
- 21:23Speaker 1: If you would like to, there is no need to
- 21:26Speaker 1: see anything right now. The garden is holding its breath,
- 21:30Speaker 1: and it will hold it for as long as you
- 21:32Speaker 1: need it to. The moonflowers are glowing in the dark
- 21:36Speaker 1: behind your eyelids. Their white light reduced to a faint,
- 21:41Speaker 1: warm pressure, like the memory of sunlight on a closed eye.
- 21:47Speaker 1: The air is moving across your face. The moss is
- 21:51Speaker 1: holding your body. The stone is beneath your hands. Everything
- 21:59Speaker 1: is where it should be. Everything is as it should be.
- 22:05Speaker 1: Think of something small.
- 22:07Speaker 2: Not a problem. Not a plan.
- 22:10Speaker 1: Not a thing that needs doing or a thing that
- 22:13Speaker 1: needs saying. Think of something small and beautiful and complete
- 22:18Speaker 1: in itself, the way your cup of tea looked this afternoon,
- 22:22Speaker 1: steam rising from it in a slow, curling column. The
- 22:27Speaker 1: sound of rain on a window when you were already
- 22:30Speaker 1: in bed. The weight of a book in your hands.
- 22:34Speaker 1: The particular pleasure of a page that turns easily, without resistance,
- 22:40Speaker 1: as though the book, too, is glad to be read.
- 22:44Speaker 2: The color of the sky just before dawn.
- 22:47Speaker 1: That shade of pale blue-gray that makes everything look fresh
- 22:51Speaker 1: and new and possible.
- 22:54Speaker 2: Hold that thought.
- 22:55Speaker 3: Let it sit in your mind the way the stone
- 22:58Speaker 3: sits in the moss.
- 22:59Speaker 2: Center, still, complete.
- 23:02Speaker 1: Let everything else fall away from it, the way autumn
- 23:05Speaker 1: leaves fall from a branch, slowly and gently, one by one,
- 23:11Speaker 1: until only the branch remains, and the branch is enough.
- 23:16Speaker 1: This is what the garden of the mind is for,
- 23:19Speaker 1: my dear. It is not a place to solve problems.
- 23:23Speaker 1: It is not a place to make plans. It is
- 23:27Speaker 1: a place to remember that you are a person who
- 23:29Speaker 1: has small, beautiful, complete thoughts and that those thoughts are
- 23:34Speaker 1: worth holding and that holding them is a form of
- 23:37Speaker 1: rest and that rest is a form of courage. And
- 23:42Speaker 1: that courage, in its quietest form, is simply the willingness
- 23:47Speaker 1: to stop and sit and breathe and let the garden
- 23:51Speaker 1: hold you for a while.
- 23:54Speaker 2: The moon has moved.
- 23:56Speaker 1: It has been moving the whole time, of course.
- 23:59Speaker 2: It is always moving.
- 24:02Speaker 1: Carrying the night across the sky with it, the way
- 24:05Speaker 1: a lantern carries its light across a dark room, but
- 24:10Speaker 1: only now in this moment of stillness do you notice it.
- 24:15Speaker 1: It is higher now than it was when we arrived,
- 24:18Speaker 1: and the column of light that falls through the canopy
- 24:21Speaker 1: has shifted slightly, illuminating a different patch of moss, a
- 24:26Speaker 1: different cluster of moonflowers, a different angle of the stone.
- 24:32Speaker 1: Time works differently in the garden, not the way it works.
- 24:36Speaker 2: In the room of.
- 24:37Speaker 1: Requirement, where you can lose hours and emerge to find
- 24:42Speaker 1: that only minutes have passed. It works differently in the
- 24:46Speaker 1: way that time works in a deep sleep, slowly, generously,
- 24:51Speaker 1: as though time has decided that tonight.
- 24:54Speaker 2: It will not count.
- 24:57Speaker 1: Tonight, it will simply be the way the garden is,
- 25:01Speaker 1: the way the moonlight is, the way you are right now,
- 25:06Speaker 1: sitting on the moss with your hands on the stone
- 25:09Speaker 1: and the night air on your face.
- 25:12Speaker 2: The moonflowers are closing.
- 25:15Speaker 1: It is a very slow process, so slow that you
- 25:19Speaker 1: cannot see it happening, the way you cannot see the
- 25:22Speaker 1: hour hand of a clock moving.
- 25:24Speaker 2: But they are closing.
- 25:27Speaker 1: Their petals are drawing inward, folding themselves around the moonlight
- 25:32Speaker 1: they have drunk during the evening, holding it inside, storing
- 25:37Speaker 1: it the way a cat stores warmth, preparing for the
- 25:41Speaker 1: long hours before dawn when the moon will set and
- 25:45Speaker 1: the garden will be left to the darkness and the stars.
- 25:49Speaker 1: But they are not closed yet, not quite.
- 25:53Speaker 2: They are in that.
- 25:54Speaker 1: Lovely intermediate state, Neither fully open nor fully closed. That
- 25:59Speaker 1: is the flower equivalent of the state you are in
- 26:02Speaker 1: right now. Awake but not alert. Present but not active.
- 26:08Speaker 1: Aware but not watchful. The state between states.
- 26:13Speaker 3: The state that is its own kind of peace.
- 26:18Speaker 1: I will tell you a secret, my dear. The garden
- 26:22Speaker 1: does not close when we leave it. It does not vanish.
- 26:26Speaker 3: It does not reset itself for the next person who
- 26:29Speaker 3: finds it.
- 26:31Speaker 2: When we walk.
- 26:32Speaker 1: Back through the Hawthorne Hedge and cross the grounds and
- 26:35Speaker 1: climb the spiral staircase and re-enter the castle, the garden
- 26:39Speaker 1: will remain exactly as it is, the moss will hold
- 26:42Speaker 1: the shape of our bodies for a while, the stone
- 26:45Speaker 1: will hold the warmth of our hands for a little longer,
- 26:49Speaker 1: and the mood flyers will hold the moonlight they have
- 26:51Speaker 1: gathered keeping it safe until the next night, when they
- 26:55Speaker 1: will open again and drink again and wait again for
- 26:58Speaker 1: someone who is willing to walk slowly and think Safdu
- 27:02Speaker 1: and let the.
- 27:03Speaker 2: Garden find them.
- 27:06Speaker 1: That is the gift of this place, and it is
- 27:09Speaker 1: the gift of tonight. You do not have to earn it.
- 27:13Speaker 1: You do not have to deserve it. You do not
- 27:16Speaker 1: have to do anything at all, except be here, in
- 27:20Speaker 1: this moment, in this moss, in this moonlight, in this
- 27:24Speaker 1: particular configuration of air and earth and quiet.
- 27:29Speaker 2: That is enough. You are enough.
- 27:33Speaker 1: The garden knows this. And the moonflowers know this. And
- 27:38Speaker 1: the stone knows this. And now you know it too.
- 27:42Speaker 1: The fire in the library is still burning. When you
- 27:46Speaker 1: are ready, there is no rush. There is never any rush.
- 27:51Speaker 2: We will walk back. But for now, stay here. Stay
- 27:55Speaker 2: in the clearing. Stay on the moss.
- 27:59Speaker 1: Let the moonlight fall on your face. Let the scent
- 28:02Speaker 1: of the moonflowers fill your lungs. Let the sounds of
- 28:07Speaker 1: the garden, the breathing of the earth, the whisper of
- 28:11Speaker 1: the flowers, the slow, patient silence of the stone, carry
- 28:16Speaker 1: you to the place where sleep is not something you
- 28:19Speaker 1: have to chase, but something that comes to you. the
- 28:23Speaker 1: way the garden comes to you, the way the moonlight
- 28:27Speaker 1: comes to you, gently, willingly, because you have stopped trying
- 28:32Speaker 1: to find it and have simply, beautifully let it in.
- 28:37Speaker 2: Good night, my dear. The garden is holding you. Sleep well.
- 28:43Speaker 1: This episode was created with AI assistance. Hermione's Midnight Garden Story.
- 28:50Speaker 1: was composed specifically for this evening's journey through the moonflower
- 28:54Speaker 1: paths of Hogwarts.