Latest / DunnWise Perspectives / The Strength You Don't See with Jason Rappoport
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- 0:35Doris Dunn: Hey
- 0:35Doris Dunn: Jason,
- 0:36Doris Dunn: how
- 0:36Doris Dunn: are
- 0:37Doris Dunn: you
- 0:37Doris Dunn: today?
- 0:39Jason Rappoport: I'm
- 0:39Jason Rappoport: good,
- 0:39Jason Rappoport: Doris.
- 0:39Jason Rappoport: Thanks
- 0:40Jason Rappoport: for
- 0:40Jason Rappoport: asking.
- 0:40Jason Rappoport: How
- 0:40Jason Rappoport: are
- 0:40Jason Rappoport: you?
- 0:41Doris Dunn: I
- 0:41Doris Dunn: am
- 0:41Doris Dunn: doing
- 0:42Doris Dunn: very
- 0:42Doris Dunn: well.
- 0:43Doris Dunn: I'm
- 0:44Doris Dunn: so
- 0:44Doris Dunn: excited
- 0:44Doris Dunn: to
- 0:44Doris Dunn: have
- 0:45Doris Dunn: you
- 0:45Doris Dunn: on
- 0:45Doris Dunn: the
- 0:45Doris Dunn: podcast
- 0:46Doris Dunn: today.
- 0:47Doris Dunn: I
- 0:47Doris Dunn: know
- 0:47Doris Dunn: you
- 0:48Doris Dunn: and
- 0:48Doris Dunn: I
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- 0:49Doris Dunn: event
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- 0:51Doris Dunn: two
- 0:51Doris Dunn: years
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- 0:52Doris Dunn: something
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- 0:53Doris Dunn: that.
- 0:53Doris Dunn: And
- 0:53Doris Dunn: I
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- 1:42Doris Dunn: there.
- 1:44Jason Rappoport: Sounds
- 1:44Jason Rappoport: great.
- 1:44Jason Rappoport: Thank
- 1:45Jason Rappoport: you
- 1:45Jason Rappoport: and
- 1:45Jason Rappoport: thanks
- 1:45Jason Rappoport: for
- 1:45Jason Rappoport: having
- 1:45Jason Rappoport: me
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- 1:46Jason Rappoport: I.
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- 1:47Jason Rappoport: born
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- 1:48Jason Rappoport: raised
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- 1:48Jason Rappoport: Orleans,
- 1:48Jason Rappoport: Louisiana,
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- 1:50Jason Rappoport: in
- 1:51Jason Rappoport: Nashville
- 1:52Jason Rappoport: since
- 1:52Jason Rappoport: 1996.
- 1:53Jason Rappoport: Came
- 1:54Jason Rappoport: here
- 1:54Jason Rappoport: to
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- 1:54Jason Rappoport: Vanderbilt.
- 1:56Jason Rappoport: got
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- 1:56Jason Rappoport: master's
- 1:56Jason Rappoport: degree
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- 1:57Jason Rappoport: my
- 1:57Jason Rappoport: MBA
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- 1:58Jason Rappoport: I've
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- 2:03Jason Rappoport: part
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- 2:03Jason Rappoport: 30
- 2:04Jason Rappoport: years.
- 2:05Doris Dunn: Yeah,
- 2:06Doris Dunn: and
- 2:06Doris Dunn: I
- 2:06Doris Dunn: think
- 2:06Doris Dunn: that
- 2:07Doris Dunn: I
- 2:07Doris Dunn: knew
- 2:07Doris Dunn: about
- 2:07Doris Dunn: you
- 2:08Doris Dunn: 'cause
- 2:08Doris Dunn: that's
- 2:08Doris Dunn: part,
- 2:09Doris Dunn: I
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- 2:10Doris Dunn: And
- 2:11Doris Dunn: so
- 2:11Doris Dunn: I
- 2:11Doris Dunn: knew
- 2:11Jason Rappoport: Right,
- 2:12Doris Dunn: about
- 2:13Doris Dunn: you
- 2:14Doris Dunn: from
- 2:14Doris Dunn: the,
- 2:14Doris Dunn: from
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- 2:15Doris Dunn: early
- 2:15Doris Dunn: days
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- 2:17Doris Dunn: events
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- 2:19Doris Dunn: But
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- 2:22Doris Dunn: I,
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- 2:23Doris Dunn: about
- 2:23Doris Dunn: your,
- 2:23Doris Dunn: your
- 2:24Doris Dunn: heart.
- 2:25Doris Dunn: it
- 2:25Jason Rappoport: Right.
- 2:25Doris Dunn: that
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- 2:26Doris Dunn: so
- 2:26Doris Dunn: far
- 2:27Doris Dunn: back.
- 2:28Doris Dunn: Can
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- 2:29Doris Dunn: a
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- 2:33Doris Dunn: what
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- 2:34Doris Dunn: what
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- 2:36Doris Dunn: What
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- 2:38Doris Dunn: were
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- 2:41Doris Dunn: wrong
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- 2:41Doris Dunn: your
- 2:41Doris Dunn: heart?
- 2:44Jason Rappoport: When
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- 2:56Jason Rappoport: both
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- 2:56Jason Rappoport: which
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- 2:58Jason Rappoport: which
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- 3:19Jason Rappoport: years,
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- 3:23Jason Rappoport: And
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- 3:27Jason Rappoport: heart
- 3:27Jason Rappoport: surgery
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- 3:28Jason Rappoport: my
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- 4:03Jason Rappoport: five
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- 4:04Jason Rappoport: surgeries.
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- 4:11Jason Rappoport: history,
- 4:12Jason Rappoport: up
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- 4:30Jason Rappoport: and
- 4:31Jason Rappoport: kidney
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- 4:32Jason Rappoport: Heart
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- 4:37Jason Rappoport: 2022.
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- 4:43Jason Rappoport: when.
- 4:44Doris Dunn: Yeah,
- 4:44Jason Rappoport: And
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- 4:46Jason Rappoport: I
- 4:46Jason Rappoport: mean,
- 4:47Jason Rappoport: it's,
- 4:47Jason Rappoport: you
- 4:47Jason Rappoport: know,
- 4:47Jason Rappoport: it's
- 4:49Jason Rappoport: obviously
- 4:49Jason Rappoport: a,
- 4:49Jason Rappoport: a
- 4:50Jason Rappoport: very
- 4:50Jason Rappoport: serious
- 4:50Jason Rappoport: endeavor.
- 4:51Doris Dunn: exactly
- 4:51Doris Dunn: at
- 4:52Doris Dunn: the
- 4:52Doris Dunn: most
- 4:52Doris Dunn: inopportune
- 4:53Doris Dunn: moment
- 4:53Doris Dunn: in
- 4:53Doris Dunn: our
- 4:54Doris Dunn: lives.
- 4:54Doris Dunn: Likely.
- 4:56Jason Rappoport: It
- 4:56Jason Rappoport: does,
- 4:57Jason Rappoport: it
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- 4:57Jason Rappoport: I
- 4:57Jason Rappoport: was,
- 4:58Jason Rappoport: I
- 4:58Jason Rappoport: was
- 4:58Jason Rappoport: only
- 4:58Jason Rappoport: on
- 4:58Jason Rappoport: the
- 4:58Jason Rappoport: list
- 4:59Jason Rappoport: for
- 4:59Jason Rappoport: six
- 4:59Jason Rappoport: weeks,
- 4:59Jason Rappoport: the
- 4:59Jason Rappoport: waiting
- 5:00Jason Rappoport: list.
- 5:00Jason Rappoport: I
- 5:00Jason Rappoport: was
- 5:00Jason Rappoport: very
- 5:00Jason Rappoport: fortunate.
- 5:01Doris Dunn: wow.
- 5:02Doris Dunn: How
- 5:02Doris Dunn: common
- 5:03Doris Dunn: is
- 5:03Doris Dunn: it
- 5:04Doris Dunn: that
- 5:04Doris Dunn: the
- 5:04Doris Dunn: heart
- 5:05Doris Dunn: and
- 5:05Doris Dunn: the
- 5:05Doris Dunn: kidneys
- 5:06Doris Dunn: both
- 5:06Doris Dunn: fail
- 5:06Doris Dunn: at
- 5:06Doris Dunn: the
- 5:06Doris Dunn: same
- 5:07Doris Dunn: time?
- 5:09Jason Rappoport: well,
- 5:10Jason Rappoport: my
- 5:10Jason Rappoport: understanding
- 5:10Jason Rappoport: is
- 5:11Jason Rappoport: that
- 5:11Jason Rappoport: there
- 5:11Jason Rappoport: are
- 5:11Jason Rappoport: roughly
- 5:12Jason Rappoport: 3000
- 5:13Jason Rappoport: heart
- 5:13Jason Rappoport: transplants
- 5:14Jason Rappoport: in
- 5:14Jason Rappoport: the
- 5:14Jason Rappoport: United
- 5:15Jason Rappoport: States
- 5:15Jason Rappoport: per
- 5:15Jason Rappoport: year.
- 5:16Jason Rappoport: and
- 5:16Jason Rappoport: 10%
- 5:17Jason Rappoport: of
- 5:17Jason Rappoport: those
- 5:18Jason Rappoport: are
- 5:19Jason Rappoport: dual
- 5:19Jason Rappoport: transplants,
- 5:20Jason Rappoport: whether
- 5:20Jason Rappoport: that's
- 5:20Jason Rappoport: heart,
- 5:21Jason Rappoport: kidney,
- 5:21Jason Rappoport: heart,
- 5:21Jason Rappoport: lung,
- 5:22Jason Rappoport: whatever
- 5:23Jason Rappoport: form
- 5:23Jason Rappoport: those
- 5:24Jason Rappoport: take.
- 5:25Jason Rappoport: So
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- 5:25Jason Rappoport: answer
- 5:25Jason Rappoport: to
- 5:25Jason Rappoport: your
- 5:25Jason Rappoport: question
- 5:26Jason Rappoport: is
- 5:26Jason Rappoport: rare.
- 5:27Doris Dunn: Yeah.
- 5:27Jason Rappoport: Very
- 5:27Jason Rappoport: rare.
- 5:28Jason Rappoport: Yeah.
- 5:29Jason Rappoport: Mm-hmm.
- 5:29Doris Dunn: But
- 5:29Doris Dunn: you're
- 5:29Doris Dunn: doing
- 5:30Doris Dunn: really,
- 5:30Doris Dunn: really
- 5:31Doris Dunn: well
- 5:31Doris Dunn: right
- 5:31Doris Dunn: now.
- 5:32Doris Dunn: I
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- 5:32Doris Dunn: you
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- 5:34Doris Dunn: that
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- 5:40Doris Dunn: you're
- 5:41Doris Dunn: doing
- 5:41Doris Dunn: extremely
- 5:42Doris Dunn: well
- 5:42Doris Dunn: today.
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- 5:46Jason Rappoport: say
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- 5:51Jason Rappoport: off
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- 5:52Jason Rappoport: a
- 5:52Jason Rappoport: hitch.
- 5:53Jason Rappoport: during
- 5:53Jason Rappoport: recovery
- 5:54Jason Rappoport: in
- 5:54Jason Rappoport: the
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- 5:56Jason Rappoport: I,
- 5:56Jason Rappoport: wound
- 5:57Jason Rappoport: up
- 5:57Jason Rappoport: contracting
- 5:58Jason Rappoport: pancreatitis,
- 5:59Jason Rappoport: acute
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- 6:01Jason Rappoport: and
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- 6:06Jason Rappoport: equivalent
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- 6:07Jason Rappoport: your
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- 6:08Jason Rappoport: staging
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- 6:08Jason Rappoport: major
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- 6:19Jason Rappoport: six
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- 6:21Jason Rappoport: constant.
- 6:22Jason Rappoport: It
- 6:22Jason Rappoport: was
- 6:22Jason Rappoport: excruciating.
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- 6:26Jason Rappoport: brain
- 6:26Jason Rappoport: swelling.
- 6:27Jason Rappoport: had
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- 6:28Jason Rappoport: tracheotomy,
- 6:29Jason Rappoport: lost
- 6:30Jason Rappoport: 50
- 6:30Jason Rappoport: pounds,
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- 6:33Jason Rappoport: it,
- 6:33Jason Rappoport: but
- 6:34Jason Rappoport: miraculously
- 6:34Jason Rappoport: I
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- 6:35Jason Rappoport: and
- 6:35Jason Rappoport: was
- 6:36Jason Rappoport: released
- 6:36Jason Rappoport: from
- 6:36Jason Rappoport: the
- 6:36Jason Rappoport: hospital
- 6:36Jason Rappoport: about
- 6:37Jason Rappoport: seven
- 6:37Jason Rappoport: months
- 6:37Jason Rappoport: later.
- 6:38Jason Rappoport: So
- 6:39Jason Rappoport: almost
- 6:39Jason Rappoport: nine
- 6:39Jason Rappoport: months
- 6:40Jason Rappoport: in
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- 6:40Jason Rappoport: hospital.
- 6:40Jason Rappoport: Continuously
- 6:41Jason Rappoport: there
- 6:41Jason Rappoport: for,
- 6:41Jason Rappoport: for
- 6:42Jason Rappoport: a
- 6:42Jason Rappoport: bit.
- 6:44Doris Dunn: That
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- 6:44Doris Dunn: such
- 6:45Doris Dunn: a
- 6:45Doris Dunn: crazy
- 6:45Doris Dunn: story
- 6:46Doris Dunn: and
- 6:46Doris Dunn: that
- 6:46Doris Dunn: is
- 6:46Doris Dunn: only
- 6:47Doris Dunn: the
- 6:47Doris Dunn: tip
- 6:48Doris Dunn: of
- 6:48Doris Dunn: the
- 6:48Doris Dunn: iceberg
- 6:48Doris Dunn: of
- 6:48Doris Dunn: your
- 6:49Doris Dunn: story.
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- 6:49Doris Dunn: wanna
- 6:50Doris Dunn: go
- 6:50Doris Dunn: all
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- 6:50Doris Dunn: way
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- 6:53Doris Dunn: and
- 6:53Doris Dunn: talk
- 6:53Doris Dunn: about
- 6:54Doris Dunn: the
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- 6:56Jason Rappoport: Sure.
- 6:56Doris Dunn: that
- 6:56Doris Dunn: was
- 6:57Doris Dunn: related
- 6:57Doris Dunn: possibly
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- 6:59Doris Dunn: the
- 6:59Doris Dunn: health
- 7:00Doris Dunn: challenges
- 7:00Doris Dunn: that
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- 7:02Doris Dunn: me
- 7:02Doris Dunn: about
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- 7:05Doris Dunn: how
- 7:06Doris Dunn: long
- 7:06Doris Dunn: did
- 7:06Doris Dunn: that
- 7:06Doris Dunn: last
- 7:07Doris Dunn: and
- 7:07Doris Dunn: how
- 7:07Doris Dunn: serious
- 7:08Doris Dunn: was
- 7:08Doris Dunn: it?
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- 7:11Jason Rappoport: a
- 7:11Jason Rappoport: very
- 7:11Jason Rappoport: small
- 7:12Jason Rappoport: private
- 7:12Jason Rappoport: school
- 7:13Jason Rappoport: in
- 7:13Jason Rappoport: New
- 7:13Jason Rappoport: Orleans
- 7:14Jason Rappoport: and
- 7:15Jason Rappoport: was
- 7:16Jason Rappoport: with
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- 7:17Jason Rappoport: all
- 7:17Jason Rappoport: 13
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- 7:18Jason Rappoport: through
- 7:18Jason Rappoport: 12.
- 7:20Jason Rappoport: The
- 7:20Jason Rappoport: bullying
- 7:20Jason Rappoport: really
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- 7:22Jason Rappoport: middle
- 7:22Jason Rappoport: school,
- 7:24Jason Rappoport: on
- 7:24Jason Rappoport: the
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- 7:25Jason Rappoport: bus
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- 7:25Jason Rappoport: I
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- 7:27Jason Rappoport: there
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- 7:34Jason Rappoport: youngest
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- 7:35Jason Rappoport: ones
- 7:35Jason Rappoport: that
- 7:36Jason Rappoport: really
- 7:36Jason Rappoport: began
- 7:37Jason Rappoport: tormenting
- 7:38Jason Rappoport: me,
- 7:38Jason Rappoport: hardcore.
- 7:40Jason Rappoport: One
- 7:40Jason Rappoport: of
- 7:40Jason Rappoport: them
- 7:40Jason Rappoport: knew.
- 7:41Jason Rappoport: self-defense
- 7:42Jason Rappoport: and
- 7:42Jason Rappoport: would
- 7:42Jason Rappoport: use
- 7:43Jason Rappoport: it
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- 7:43Jason Rappoport: me.
- 7:44Jason Rappoport: I
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- 7:46Jason Rappoport: due
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- 7:47Jason Rappoport: heart
- 7:47Jason Rappoport: situation.
- 7:48Jason Rappoport: It
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- 7:49Jason Rappoport: stunt
- 7:49Jason Rappoport: my
- 7:49Jason Rappoport: growth
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- 7:52Jason Rappoport: never
- 7:52Jason Rappoport: been
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- 7:52Jason Rappoport: mean
- 7:52Jason Rappoport: person.
- 7:53Jason Rappoport: I've
- 7:53Jason Rappoport: never
- 7:53Jason Rappoport: really
- 7:53Jason Rappoport: been
- 7:54Jason Rappoport: a
- 7:54Jason Rappoport: fighter.
- 7:55Jason Rappoport: And
- 7:55Jason Rappoport: my
- 7:55Jason Rappoport: mother
- 7:55Jason Rappoport: always
- 7:56Jason Rappoport: said
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- 7:56Jason Rappoport: wishes
- 7:56Jason Rappoport: that
- 7:56Jason Rappoport: I
- 7:57Jason Rappoport: had
- 7:57Jason Rappoport: a
- 7:57Jason Rappoport: little
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- 7:57Jason Rappoport: that
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- 7:57Jason Rappoport: me.
- 7:58Jason Rappoport: I
- 7:58Jason Rappoport: used
- 7:59Jason Rappoport: to
- 7:59Jason Rappoport: come
- 7:59Jason Rappoport: home
- 7:59Jason Rappoport: bruised.
- 8:01Jason Rappoport: Battered
- 8:02Jason Rappoport: in
- 8:02Jason Rappoport: tears
- 8:02Jason Rappoport: from
- 8:03Jason Rappoport: rides
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- 8:05Jason Rappoport: then
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- 8:06Jason Rappoport: in
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- 8:10Jason Rappoport: period
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- 8:11Jason Rappoport: sixth
- 8:11Jason Rappoport: through
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- 8:13Jason Rappoport: sixth
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- 8:31Jason Rappoport: parents.
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- 8:36Jason Rappoport: eighth
- 8:36Jason Rappoport: grade
- 8:37Jason Rappoport: year
- 8:37Jason Rappoport: it
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- 8:38Jason Rappoport: up
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- 8:38Jason Rappoport: So
- 8:38Jason Rappoport: how
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- 8:42Jason Rappoport: forever.
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- 8:43Jason Rappoport: times
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- 8:44Jason Rappoport: back
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- 8:45Jason Rappoport: they
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- 8:46Jason Rappoport: me
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- 8:47Jason Rappoport: me
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- 8:48Jason Rappoport: worst
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- 9:00Jason Rappoport: The
- 9:00Jason Rappoport: rest
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- 9:00Jason Rappoport: year,
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- 9:01Jason Rappoport: months,
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- 9:05Jason Rappoport: one
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- 9:05Jason Rappoport: brothers
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- 9:06Jason Rappoport: 10
- 9:07Jason Rappoport: other
- 9:07Jason Rappoport: people
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- 9:14Jason Rappoport: And
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- 9:14Jason Rappoport: driver
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- 9:15Jason Rappoport: the
- 9:15Jason Rappoport: bus.
- 9:16Jason Rappoport: He
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- 9:18Jason Rappoport: None
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- 9:19Jason Rappoport: I
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- 9:20Jason Rappoport: in
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- 9:20Jason Rappoport: world
- 9:21Jason Rappoport: today.
- 9:21Jason Rappoport: Bullying
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- 9:25Jason Rappoport: In
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- 9:25Jason Rappoport: environment
- 9:26Jason Rappoport: today,
- 9:26Jason Rappoport: in
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- 9:26Jason Rappoport: generation.
- 9:27Jason Rappoport: But
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- 9:28Jason Rappoport: wasn't
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- 9:29Jason Rappoport: So,
- 9:29Doris Dunn: Yeah
- 9:30Jason Rappoport: it
- 9:30Jason Rappoport: ended
- 9:30Jason Rappoport: when
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- 9:31Jason Rappoport: off
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- 9:31Jason Rappoport: bus,
- 9:32Doris Dunn: I'm
- 9:32Doris Dunn: so
- 9:33Doris Dunn: sorry.
- 9:35Doris Dunn: If
- 9:35Doris Dunn: you
- 9:35Doris Dunn: could
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- 9:37Doris Dunn: your
- 9:37Doris Dunn: younger
- 9:37Doris Dunn: self
- 9:39Doris Dunn: or
- 9:39Doris Dunn: even
- 9:40Doris Dunn: your
- 9:40Doris Dunn: younger
- 9:40Doris Dunn: selves,
- 9:41Doris Dunn: parents
- 9:42Doris Dunn: or
- 9:42Doris Dunn: teachers,
- 9:44Doris Dunn: but
- 9:44Doris Dunn: primarily
- 9:45Doris Dunn: yourself,
- 9:46Doris Dunn: what
- 9:46Doris Dunn: would
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- 9:47Doris Dunn: yourself?
- 9:47Doris Dunn: So
- 9:48Doris Dunn: I'm
- 9:48Doris Dunn: sure
- 9:48Doris Dunn: we
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- 9:48Doris Dunn: listeners
- 9:49Doris Dunn: whose
- 9:49Doris Dunn: children
- 9:50Doris Dunn: are
- 9:50Doris Dunn: being
- 9:50Doris Dunn: bullied
- 9:50Doris Dunn: or
- 9:51Doris Dunn: maybe
- 9:51Doris Dunn: they
- 9:51Doris Dunn: were
- 9:51Doris Dunn: bullied
- 9:52Doris Dunn: themselves.
- 9:53Doris Dunn: What
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- 9:54Doris Dunn: you
- 9:54Doris Dunn: tell
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- 9:57Doris Dunn: that
- 9:57Doris Dunn: or
- 9:57Doris Dunn: to
- 9:59Doris Dunn: help
- 9:59Doris Dunn: themselves?
- 10:04Jason Rappoport: Well,
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- 10:07Jason Rappoport: tell
- 10:07Jason Rappoport: children
- 10:08Jason Rappoport: they're
- 10:08Jason Rappoport: being
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- 10:13Jason Rappoport: the
- 10:13Jason Rappoport: seriousness
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- 10:14Jason Rappoport: bullying
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- 10:17Jason Rappoport: your
- 10:17Jason Rappoport: parents
- 10:18Jason Rappoport: and
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- 10:18Jason Rappoport: the
- 10:18Jason Rappoport: people
- 10:19Jason Rappoport: at
- 10:19Jason Rappoport: school
- 10:19Jason Rappoport: that
- 10:19Jason Rappoport: you
- 10:19Jason Rappoport: respect
- 10:20Jason Rappoport: in
- 10:20Jason Rappoport: your
- 10:20Jason Rappoport: life
- 10:20Jason Rappoport: and
- 10:20Jason Rappoport: you
- 10:20Jason Rappoport: know
- 10:22Jason Rappoport: that
- 10:22Jason Rappoport: care
- 10:22Jason Rappoport: about
- 10:22Jason Rappoport: you.
- 10:22Jason Rappoport: And
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- 10:23Jason Rappoport: give
- 10:23Jason Rappoport: up.
- 10:23Jason Rappoport: If
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- 10:24Jason Rappoport: first
- 10:24Jason Rappoport: time,
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- 10:26Jason Rappoport: it
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- 10:26Jason Rappoport: keep
- 10:27Jason Rappoport: being
- 10:28Jason Rappoport: loud
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- 10:30Jason Rappoport: and
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- 10:30Jason Rappoport: parents,
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- 10:33Jason Rappoport: child
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- 10:34Jason Rappoport: environment
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- 10:37Jason Rappoport: bullying
- 10:38Jason Rappoport: at
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- 10:39Jason Rappoport: serious
- 10:39Jason Rappoport: level,
- 10:39Jason Rappoport: especially
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- 10:40Jason Rappoport: social
- 10:40Jason Rappoport: media
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- 10:41Jason Rappoport: everything
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- 10:41Jason Rappoport: on
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- 10:41Jason Rappoport: days,
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- 10:43Jason Rappoport: them
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- 10:49Jason Rappoport: them
- 10:49Jason Rappoport: into
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- 10:50Jason Rappoport: Whatever
- 10:50Jason Rappoport: you
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- 10:53Jason Rappoport: your
- 10:53Jason Rappoport: child,
- 10:55Jason Rappoport: listen.
- 10:56Doris Dunn: Yeah,
- 10:57Jason Rappoport: Listen.
- 10:57Doris Dunn: Do
- 10:58Doris Dunn: you
- 10:58Doris Dunn: feel
- 10:58Doris Dunn: like
- 10:58Doris Dunn: that
- 10:59Doris Dunn: you
- 10:59Doris Dunn: had
- 11:00Doris Dunn: all
- 11:00Doris Dunn: the
- 11:00Doris Dunn: support
- 11:01Doris Dunn: from
- 11:01Doris Dunn: your
- 11:01Doris Dunn: parents
- 11:01Doris Dunn: that
- 11:02Doris Dunn: you
- 11:02Doris Dunn: needed?
- 11:05Jason Rappoport: I
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- 11:05Jason Rappoport: not
- 11:07Jason Rappoport: I
- 11:07Jason Rappoport: feel
- 11:07Jason Rappoport: like
- 11:07Jason Rappoport: my
- 11:08Jason Rappoport: father
- 11:08Jason Rappoport: as,
- 11:09Jason Rappoport: as
- 11:09Jason Rappoport: loving
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- 11:10Jason Rappoport: person
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- 11:13Jason Rappoport: at
- 11:13Jason Rappoport: work
- 11:13Jason Rappoport: all
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- 11:14Jason Rappoport: time,
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- 11:15Jason Rappoport: night,
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- 11:16Jason Rappoport: as
- 11:16Jason Rappoport: involved
- 11:17Jason Rappoport: with
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- 11:17Jason Rappoport: day
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- 11:18Jason Rappoport: mother
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- 11:19Jason Rappoport: And
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- 11:21Jason Rappoport: Asking
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- 11:22Jason Rappoport: off
- 11:22Jason Rappoport: the
- 11:22Jason Rappoport: bus.
- 11:22Jason Rappoport: I
- 11:22Jason Rappoport: do
- 11:22Jason Rappoport: remember
- 11:23Jason Rappoport: asking
- 11:23Jason Rappoport: to
- 11:24Jason Rappoport: transfer
- 11:24Jason Rappoport: schools.
- 11:25Jason Rappoport: But,
- 11:26Jason Rappoport: but
- 11:26Jason Rappoport: none
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- 11:27Jason Rappoport: and
- 11:27Jason Rappoport: I
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- 11:27Jason Rappoport: she
- 11:27Jason Rappoport: wishes
- 11:28Jason Rappoport: now
- 11:28Jason Rappoport: that
- 11:28Jason Rappoport: she
- 11:28Jason Rappoport: had,
- 11:28Doris Dunn: Yeah.
- 11:30Jason Rappoport: yeah.
- 11:31Doris Dunn: Oh,
- 11:31Doris Dunn: I'm
- 11:31Doris Dunn: so
- 11:31Doris Dunn: sorry
- 11:32Doris Dunn: you
- 11:32Doris Dunn: had
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- 11:32Doris Dunn: go
- 11:32Doris Dunn: through
- 11:32Doris Dunn: that.
- 11:33Doris Dunn: I
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- 11:33Doris Dunn: imagine.
- 11:35Doris Dunn: can't
- 11:35Doris Dunn: even
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- 11:36Doris Dunn: But
- 11:36Doris Dunn: I
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- 11:36Doris Dunn: that
- 11:36Doris Dunn: your
- 11:37Doris Dunn: challenges
- 11:37Doris Dunn: didn't
- 11:38Doris Dunn: stop
- 11:38Doris Dunn: in
- 11:38Doris Dunn: eighth
- 11:38Doris Dunn: grade
- 11:40Doris Dunn: as
- 11:40Doris Dunn: you
- 11:40Doris Dunn: shared
- 11:40Doris Dunn: with
- 11:41Doris Dunn: me
- 11:41Doris Dunn: tell
- 11:42Doris Dunn: me
- 11:42Doris Dunn: about
- 11:42Doris Dunn: your
- 11:42Doris Dunn: father
- 11:43Doris Dunn: and
- 11:45Doris Dunn: later
- 11:45Doris Dunn: in
- 11:45Doris Dunn: life.
- 11:46Doris Dunn: His
- 11:47Doris Dunn: challenges
- 11:48Doris Dunn: kind
- 11:48Doris Dunn: of
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- 11:51Doris Dunn: you
- 11:51Doris Dunn: do
- 11:52Doris Dunn: in
- 11:52Doris Dunn: your
- 11:52Doris Dunn: twenties
- 11:53Doris Dunn: that
- 11:54Doris Dunn: I
- 11:55Doris Dunn: know
- 11:55Doris Dunn: you
- 11:55Doris Dunn: regret
- 11:55Doris Dunn: today
- 11:56Doris Dunn: you
- 11:57Doris Dunn: shared
- 11:57Doris Dunn: that
- 11:57Doris Dunn: with
- 11:57Doris Dunn: me
- 11:57Doris Dunn: over
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- 11:58Doris Dunn: a
- 11:58Doris Dunn: few
- 11:58Doris Dunn: weeks
- 11:59Doris Dunn: ago.
- 12:00Doris Dunn: Share
- 12:00Doris Dunn: that
- 12:01Doris Dunn: story,
- 12:01Doris Dunn: and
- 12:01Doris Dunn: I
- 12:02Doris Dunn: think
- 12:02Doris Dunn: you
- 12:02Doris Dunn: were
- 12:02Doris Dunn: in
- 12:02Doris Dunn: college
- 12:03Doris Dunn: at
- 12:03Doris Dunn: the
- 12:03Doris Dunn: time
- 12:04Doris Dunn: and
- 12:05Doris Dunn: some
- 12:06Doris Dunn: important
- 12:06Doris Dunn: things
- 12:06Doris Dunn: happen
- 12:07Doris Dunn: later
- 12:07Doris Dunn: in
- 12:07Doris Dunn: your
- 12:07Doris Dunn: twenties.
- 12:09Jason Rappoport: Yes.
- 12:11Jason Rappoport: So
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- 12:12Jason Rappoport: little
- 12:12Jason Rappoport: bit,
- 12:13Jason Rappoport: my
- 12:13Jason Rappoport: father
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- 12:14Jason Rappoport: touchdown.
- 12:14Jason Rappoport: He
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- 12:14Jason Rappoport: my
- 12:15Jason Rappoport: idol
- 12:15Jason Rappoport: from
- 12:15Jason Rappoport: a
- 12:15Jason Rappoport: very
- 12:15Jason Rappoport: young
- 12:15Jason Rappoport: age.
- 12:16Jason Rappoport: But
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- 12:17Jason Rappoport: I
- 12:17Jason Rappoport: started
- 12:18Jason Rappoport: to
- 12:18Jason Rappoport: notice
- 12:18Jason Rappoport: that
- 12:18Jason Rappoport: he
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- 12:20Jason Rappoport: quite
- 12:20Jason Rappoport: a
- 12:20Jason Rappoport: bit.
- 12:21Jason Rappoport: But
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- 12:22Jason Rappoport: very
- 12:22Jason Rappoport: functional
- 12:22Jason Rappoport: drinker
- 12:23Jason Rappoport: and
- 12:23Jason Rappoport: and
- 12:25Jason Rappoport: he
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- 12:25Jason Rappoport: me
- 12:25Jason Rappoport: my
- 12:25Jason Rappoport: first
- 12:26Jason Rappoport: sip
- 12:26Jason Rappoport: of
- 12:26Jason Rappoport: alcohol
- 12:26Jason Rappoport: when
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- 12:26Jason Rappoport: was
- 12:26Jason Rappoport: 11.
- 12:28Jason Rappoport: And,
- 12:29Jason Rappoport: a
- 12:29Jason Rappoport: light
- 12:29Jason Rappoport: went
- 12:29Jason Rappoport: off
- 12:30Jason Rappoport: and
- 12:30Jason Rappoport: I
- 12:30Jason Rappoport: realized
- 12:31Jason Rappoport: that
- 12:31Jason Rappoport: I
- 12:31Jason Rappoport: liked
- 12:31Jason Rappoport: it.
- 12:32Jason Rappoport: And
- 12:33Jason Rappoport: growing
- 12:33Jason Rappoport: up
- 12:33Jason Rappoport: in
- 12:33Jason Rappoport: New
- 12:34Jason Rappoport: Orleans,
- 12:34Jason Rappoport: you
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- 12:35Jason Rappoport: driver's
- 12:36Jason Rappoport: license
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- 12:36Jason Rappoport: 15,
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- 12:39Jason Rappoport: you
- 12:39Jason Rappoport: start
- 12:40Jason Rappoport: drinking
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- 12:40Jason Rappoport: high
- 12:40Jason Rappoport: school.
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- 12:42Jason Rappoport: scene
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- 12:43Jason Rappoport: I
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- 12:46Jason Rappoport: heavier.
- 12:47Jason Rappoport: I
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- 12:47Jason Rappoport: heavier
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- 12:49Jason Rappoport: high
- 12:49Jason Rappoport: school
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- 12:51Jason Rappoport: and
- 12:51Jason Rappoport: talk
- 12:51Jason Rappoport: about
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- 12:52Jason Rappoport: and
- 12:53Jason Rappoport: eventually
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- 12:54Jason Rappoport: together
- 12:55Jason Rappoport: when
- 12:55Jason Rappoport: I
- 12:55Jason Rappoport: was
- 12:55Jason Rappoport: in
- 12:55Jason Rappoport: my
- 12:56Jason Rappoport: early
- 12:56Jason Rappoport: twenties.
- 12:58Jason Rappoport: So
- 12:58Jason Rappoport: unfortunately
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- 14:24Jason Rappoport: exact
- 14:24Jason Rappoport: moment
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- 14:38Jason Rappoport: years
- 14:38Jason Rappoport: now.
- 14:40Doris Dunn: That
- 14:40Doris Dunn: is
- 14:40Doris Dunn: amazing.
- 14:41Doris Dunn: I'm
- 14:41Doris Dunn: always
- 14:42Doris Dunn: so
- 14:43Doris Dunn: incredibly.
- 14:44Doris Dunn: Amazed
- 14:45Doris Dunn: by
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- 14:56Doris Dunn: stories
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- 14:57Doris Dunn: it's,
- 14:59Doris Dunn: talked
- 14:59Doris Dunn: about
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- 15:00Doris Dunn: the
- 15:00Doris Dunn: bottom
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- 15:07Doris Dunn: a
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- 15:10Doris Dunn: bottom
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- 15:11Doris Dunn: bottom.
- 15:12Doris Dunn: And
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- 15:16Doris Dunn: bottom,
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- 15:19Doris Dunn: rock
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- 15:20Doris Dunn: rock
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- 15:21Doris Dunn: different.
- 15:23Doris Dunn: And
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- 15:26Doris Dunn: a
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- 15:26Doris Dunn: So
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- 15:28Doris Dunn: what
- 15:28Doris Dunn: rock
- 15:28Doris Dunn: bottom
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- 15:29Doris Dunn: that
- 15:30Doris Dunn: term,
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- 15:31Doris Dunn: that
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- 15:34Doris Dunn: you?
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- 15:41Doris Dunn: you
- 15:41Doris Dunn: realize
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- 15:46Doris Dunn: more
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- 15:47Doris Dunn: too,
- 15:47Doris Dunn: and
- 15:49Doris Dunn: you
- 15:49Doris Dunn: shared
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- 15:49Doris Dunn: incredible
- 15:50Doris Dunn: story,
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- 15:50Doris Dunn: think
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- 15:51Doris Dunn: you
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- 15:52Doris Dunn: in
- 15:52Doris Dunn: your
- 15:52Doris Dunn: apartment
- 15:53Doris Dunn: and
- 15:54Doris Dunn: share
- 15:54Doris Dunn: that,
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- 15:55Doris Dunn: story.
- 15:57Jason Rappoport: So
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- 16:49Jason Rappoport: straw
- 16:50Jason Rappoport: and
- 16:50Jason Rappoport: a
- 16:50Jason Rappoport: razor
- 16:50Jason Rappoport: plate
- 16:50Jason Rappoport: underneath
- 16:51Jason Rappoport: my
- 16:51Jason Rappoport: couch
- 16:51Jason Rappoport: for
- 16:51Jason Rappoport: when
- 16:51Jason Rappoport: I
- 16:51Jason Rappoport: could
- 16:52Jason Rappoport: find
- 16:53Jason Rappoport: some
- 16:53Jason Rappoport: cocaine.
- 16:54Jason Rappoport: And
- 16:55Jason Rappoport: and
- 16:55Jason Rappoport: that's
- 16:56Jason Rappoport: where
- 16:56Jason Rappoport: I
- 16:56Jason Rappoport: was
- 16:56Jason Rappoport: living
- 16:57Jason Rappoport: the
- 16:57Jason Rappoport: day
- 16:57Jason Rappoport: I
- 16:57Jason Rappoport: got
- 16:57Jason Rappoport: sober.
- 17:01Doris Dunn: I
- 17:02Doris Dunn: know
- 17:02Doris Dunn: you
- 17:02Doris Dunn: shared
- 17:02Doris Dunn: that
- 17:02Doris Dunn: story
- 17:02Doris Dunn: with
- 17:03Doris Dunn: me
- 17:03Doris Dunn: a
- 17:03Doris Dunn: few
- 17:03Doris Dunn: weeks
- 17:03Doris Dunn: ago,
- 17:04Doris Dunn: and
- 17:05Doris Dunn: I
- 17:05Doris Dunn: don't
- 17:05Doris Dunn: think
- 17:05Doris Dunn: I'll
- 17:05Doris Dunn: stop
- 17:06Doris Dunn: getting
- 17:06Doris Dunn: chills
- 17:07Doris Dunn: when
- 17:07Doris Dunn: I
- 17:07Doris Dunn: hear
- 17:07Doris Dunn: that
- 17:07Doris Dunn: story.
- 17:08Doris Dunn: I
- 17:08Doris Dunn: can't,
- 17:09Doris Dunn: I
- 17:09Doris Dunn: can't
- 17:10Doris Dunn: put
- 17:10Doris Dunn: myself
- 17:10Doris Dunn: there,
- 17:11Doris Dunn: but.
- 17:12Doris Dunn: If
- 17:12Doris Dunn: you
- 17:12Doris Dunn: could
- 17:12Doris Dunn: put
- 17:13Doris Dunn: our,
- 17:13Doris Dunn: put
- 17:13Doris Dunn: our
- 17:13Doris Dunn: listeners
- 17:14Doris Dunn: there.
- 17:14Doris Dunn: What
- 17:15Doris Dunn: was,
- 17:15Doris Dunn: what
- 17:15Doris Dunn: was
- 17:16Doris Dunn: happening
- 17:16Doris Dunn: in
- 17:16Doris Dunn: your
- 17:17Doris Dunn: mind?
- 17:17Doris Dunn: What
- 17:17Doris Dunn: made
- 17:18Doris Dunn: you
- 17:18Doris Dunn: feel
- 17:18Doris Dunn: like
- 17:18Doris Dunn: you
- 17:18Doris Dunn: needed
- 17:19Doris Dunn: these
- 17:19Doris Dunn: three
- 17:19Doris Dunn: things
- 17:19Doris Dunn: in
- 17:20Doris Dunn: front
- 17:20Doris Dunn: of
- 17:20Doris Dunn: you,
- 17:20Doris Dunn: and
- 17:20Doris Dunn: then
- 17:21Doris Dunn: suddenly,
- 17:22Doris Dunn: almost
- 17:22Doris Dunn: instantaneously
- 17:23Doris Dunn: realizing
- 17:24Doris Dunn: I've
- 17:25Doris Dunn: gotta
- 17:25Doris Dunn: stop
- 17:25Doris Dunn: all
- 17:25Doris Dunn: of
- 17:26Doris Dunn: this
- 17:26Doris Dunn: instantly
- 17:26Doris Dunn: at
- 17:27Doris Dunn: once.
- 17:28Doris Dunn: you
- 17:28Doris Dunn: did.
- 17:30Doris Dunn: And
- 17:30Doris Dunn: then
- 17:30Doris Dunn: who
- 17:31Doris Dunn: helped
- 17:31Doris Dunn: you
- 17:32Doris Dunn: with
- 17:32Doris Dunn: that?
- 17:35Jason Rappoport: Sure.
- 17:35Jason Rappoport: So
- 17:38Jason Rappoport: I
- 17:38Jason Rappoport: think
- 17:39Jason Rappoport: for
- 17:39Jason Rappoport: me.
- 17:41Jason Rappoport: Just
- 17:41Jason Rappoport: going
- 17:42Jason Rappoport: back
- 17:42Jason Rappoport: to
- 17:42Jason Rappoport: the
- 17:42Jason Rappoport: feeling
- 17:43Jason Rappoport: of
- 17:44Jason Rappoport: being
- 17:44Jason Rappoport: unworthy.
- 17:46Jason Rappoport: Low
- 17:46Jason Rappoport: self-esteem,
- 17:47Jason Rappoport: no
- 17:47Jason Rappoport: self-esteem
- 17:49Jason Rappoport: related
- 17:49Jason Rappoport: to
- 17:51Jason Rappoport: the
- 17:51Jason Rappoport: bullying,
- 17:53Jason Rappoport: related
- 17:53Jason Rappoport: to
- 17:54Jason Rappoport: not
- 17:54Jason Rappoport: having
- 17:54Jason Rappoport: a
- 17:54Jason Rappoport: lot
- 17:54Jason Rappoport: of
- 17:54Jason Rappoport: friends
- 17:55Jason Rappoport: throughout.
- 17:56Jason Rappoport: Middle
- 17:56Jason Rappoport: school
- 17:56Jason Rappoport: and
- 17:57Jason Rappoport: high
- 17:57Jason Rappoport: school.
- 17:58Jason Rappoport: not
- 17:58Jason Rappoport: being
- 17:58Jason Rappoport: one
- 17:58Jason Rappoport: of
- 17:58Jason Rappoport: the
- 17:58Jason Rappoport: popular
- 17:59Jason Rappoport: kids,
- 17:59Jason Rappoport: you
- 18:00Jason Rappoport: know,
- 18:00Jason Rappoport: did,
- 18:01Jason Rappoport: did
- 18:01Jason Rappoport: theater,
- 18:01Jason Rappoport: did
- 18:01Jason Rappoport: band,
- 18:02Jason Rappoport: did
- 18:02Jason Rappoport: gymnastics,
- 18:03Jason Rappoport: didn't
- 18:03Jason Rappoport: play
- 18:03Jason Rappoport: football,
- 18:03Jason Rappoport: baseball,
- 18:04Jason Rappoport: basketball.
- 18:05Jason Rappoport: A
- 18:05Jason Rappoport: lot
- 18:05Jason Rappoport: of
- 18:05Jason Rappoport: feelings
- 18:06Jason Rappoport: associated
- 18:06Jason Rappoport: with
- 18:07Jason Rappoport: doing
- 18:07Jason Rappoport: the
- 18:07Jason Rappoport: wrong
- 18:08Jason Rappoport: things
- 18:09Jason Rappoport: the
- 18:09Jason Rappoport: unpopular
- 18:10Jason Rappoport: things
- 18:10Jason Rappoport: while
- 18:10Jason Rappoport: I
- 18:10Jason Rappoport: was
- 18:10Jason Rappoport: growing
- 18:11Jason Rappoport: up.
- 18:12Jason Rappoport: Strained
- 18:12Jason Rappoport: relationships
- 18:13Jason Rappoport: within
- 18:13Jason Rappoport: my
- 18:13Jason Rappoport: family,
- 18:13Jason Rappoport: especially
- 18:14Jason Rappoport: with
- 18:14Jason Rappoport: my
- 18:14Jason Rappoport: mother.
- 18:15Jason Rappoport: You
- 18:15Jason Rappoport: know,
- 18:15Jason Rappoport: in
- 18:15Jason Rappoport: my
- 18:16Jason Rappoport: head
- 18:16Jason Rappoport: sitting
- 18:16Jason Rappoport: there
- 18:16Jason Rappoport: in
- 18:16Jason Rappoport: that
- 18:16Jason Rappoport: apartment,
- 18:18Jason Rappoport: the
- 18:18Jason Rappoport: main
- 18:19Jason Rappoport: thought
- 18:19Jason Rappoport: that
- 18:19Jason Rappoport: a
- 18:19Jason Rappoport: lot
- 18:20Jason Rappoport: of
- 18:20Jason Rappoport: addicts
- 18:20Jason Rappoport: and
- 18:20Jason Rappoport: alcoholics
- 18:21Jason Rappoport: have
- 18:21Jason Rappoport: is.
- 18:22Jason Rappoport: Nobody
- 18:23Jason Rappoport: would
- 18:23Jason Rappoport: understand
- 18:25Jason Rappoport: if
- 18:25Jason Rappoport: I
- 18:25Jason Rappoport: said
- 18:25Jason Rappoport: what
- 18:25Jason Rappoport: I'm
- 18:25Jason Rappoport: thinking
- 18:26Jason Rappoport: out
- 18:26Jason Rappoport: loud.
- 18:27Jason Rappoport: People
- 18:28Jason Rappoport: would
- 18:28Jason Rappoport: think
- 18:28Jason Rappoport: I
- 18:28Jason Rappoport: was
- 18:28Jason Rappoport: insane
- 18:31Jason Rappoport: who
- 18:31Jason Rappoport: helped
- 18:31Jason Rappoport: me.
- 18:32Jason Rappoport: First
- 18:32Jason Rappoport: meeting
- 18:33Jason Rappoport: I
- 18:33Jason Rappoport: ever
- 18:33Jason Rappoport: went
- 18:33Jason Rappoport: to,
- 18:34Jason Rappoport: I
- 18:34Jason Rappoport: didn't
- 18:35Jason Rappoport: talk.
- 18:35Jason Rappoport: I
- 18:35Jason Rappoport: just
- 18:35Jason Rappoport: listened
- 18:36Jason Rappoport: 'cause
- 18:36Jason Rappoport: I
- 18:36Jason Rappoport: had
- 18:36Jason Rappoport: nothing
- 18:36Jason Rappoport: to
- 18:36Jason Rappoport: offer.
- 18:38Jason Rappoport: I
- 18:38Jason Rappoport: heard
- 18:38Jason Rappoport: words
- 18:38Jason Rappoport: like
- 18:39Jason Rappoport: serenity
- 18:39Jason Rappoport: and
- 18:40Jason Rappoport: peace
- 18:41Jason Rappoport: and
- 18:41Jason Rappoport: character
- 18:43Jason Rappoport: and
- 18:43Jason Rappoport: self-esteem
- 18:44Jason Rappoport: and
- 18:45Jason Rappoport: friendship.
- 18:47Jason Rappoport: But
- 18:47Jason Rappoport: then
- 18:47Jason Rappoport: there
- 18:47Jason Rappoport: were
- 18:47Jason Rappoport: some
- 18:47Jason Rappoport: stories
- 18:48Jason Rappoport: that
- 18:48Jason Rappoport: were
- 18:48Jason Rappoport: worse
- 18:49Jason Rappoport: than
- 18:49Jason Rappoport: mine.
- 18:50Jason Rappoport: And
- 18:51Jason Rappoport: I
- 18:51Jason Rappoport: thought
- 18:52Jason Rappoport: finally
- 18:52Jason Rappoport: I
- 18:52Jason Rappoport: realized
- 18:53Jason Rappoport: that
- 18:53Jason Rappoport: I
- 18:53Jason Rappoport: wasn't
- 18:54Jason Rappoport: alone,
- 18:55Jason Rappoport: that
- 18:55Jason Rappoport: there
- 18:55Jason Rappoport: were
- 18:55Jason Rappoport: people
- 18:55Jason Rappoport: who
- 18:55Jason Rappoport: understood
- 18:57Jason Rappoport: where
- 18:57Jason Rappoport: I
- 18:57Jason Rappoport: was
- 18:58Jason Rappoport: coming
- 18:58Jason Rappoport: from
- 18:58Jason Rappoport: and
- 18:58Jason Rappoport: that
- 18:58Jason Rappoport: there
- 18:59Jason Rappoport: was
- 18:59Jason Rappoport: a
- 18:59Jason Rappoport: solution
- 19:00Jason Rappoport: to
- 19:00Jason Rappoport: the
- 19:00Jason Rappoport: problem.
- 19:02Doris Dunn: Yeah,
- 19:03Doris Dunn: and
- 19:04Doris Dunn: I
- 19:04Doris Dunn: know
- 19:04Doris Dunn: you
- 19:04Doris Dunn: faithfully
- 19:04Doris Dunn: go
- 19:05Doris Dunn: to
- 19:05Doris Dunn: these
- 19:05Doris Dunn: meetings.
- 19:06Doris Dunn: Every
- 19:07Doris Dunn: week.
- 19:08Jason Rappoport: Mm-hmm.
- 19:09Doris Dunn: so
- 19:09Doris Dunn: important?
- 19:10Doris Dunn: Why
- 19:10Doris Dunn: can't
- 19:10Doris Dunn: you
- 19:11Doris Dunn: go
- 19:11Doris Dunn: to
- 19:11Doris Dunn: a
- 19:11Doris Dunn: meeting,
- 19:12Doris Dunn: get
- 19:12Doris Dunn: better,
- 19:13Doris Dunn: and
- 19:13Doris Dunn: then
- 19:14Doris Dunn: you're,
- 19:14Doris Dunn: you're
- 19:14Doris Dunn: good
- 19:15Doris Dunn: for,
- 19:15Doris Dunn: for
- 19:15Doris Dunn: the
- 19:15Doris Dunn: rest
- 19:15Doris Dunn: of
- 19:15Doris Dunn: your
- 19:16Doris Dunn: life?
- 19:16Doris Dunn: I
- 19:16Doris Dunn: know
- 19:16Doris Dunn: it
- 19:16Doris Dunn: doesn't
- 19:16Doris Dunn: work
- 19:17Doris Dunn: that
- 19:17Doris Dunn: way,
- 19:17Doris Dunn: but
- 19:18Doris Dunn: why
- 19:18Doris Dunn: do
- 19:18Jason Rappoport: Right.
- 19:19Doris Dunn: that
- 19:19Doris Dunn: constant
- 19:20Doris Dunn: support
- 19:20Doris Dunn: even
- 19:21Doris Dunn: 30
- 19:21Doris Dunn: years
- 19:22Doris Dunn: later?
- 19:22Doris Dunn: Why
- 19:23Doris Dunn: is
- 19:23Doris Dunn: that
- 19:23Doris Dunn: so
- 19:23Doris Dunn: important?
- 19:26Jason Rappoport: One
- 19:27Jason Rappoport: of
- 19:27Jason Rappoport: the
- 19:27Jason Rappoport: big
- 19:28Jason Rappoport: sort
- 19:28Jason Rappoport: of
- 19:28Jason Rappoport: sayings
- 19:29Jason Rappoport: in
- 19:30Jason Rappoport: AA
- 19:30Jason Rappoport: is
- 19:30Jason Rappoport: that
- 19:31Jason Rappoport: we
- 19:31Jason Rappoport: don't
- 19:31Jason Rappoport: have
- 19:31Jason Rappoport: a
- 19:31Jason Rappoport: drinking
- 19:31Jason Rappoport: disease.
- 19:32Jason Rappoport: We
- 19:32Jason Rappoport: have
- 19:32Jason Rappoport: a
- 19:32Jason Rappoport: forgetting
- 19:33Jason Rappoport: disease,
- 19:34Jason Rappoport: and
- 19:35Jason Rappoport: the
- 19:35Jason Rappoport: ego
- 19:36Jason Rappoport: and
- 19:36Jason Rappoport: self-centeredness
- 19:37Jason Rappoport: of
- 19:37Jason Rappoport: the
- 19:37Jason Rappoport: alcoholic
- 19:39Jason Rappoport: by
- 19:39Jason Rappoport: their
- 19:39Jason Rappoport: very
- 19:40Jason Rappoport: nature,
- 19:41Jason Rappoport: a
- 19:41Jason Rappoport: lot
- 19:41Jason Rappoport: of
- 19:41Jason Rappoport: people
- 19:42Jason Rappoport: that
- 19:42Jason Rappoport: relapse,
- 19:42Jason Rappoport: they,
- 19:43Jason Rappoport: they
- 19:43Jason Rappoport: get
- 19:43Jason Rappoport: sober
- 19:44Jason Rappoport: and
- 19:44Jason Rappoport: they're
- 19:44Jason Rappoport: sober
- 19:44Jason Rappoport: a
- 19:44Jason Rappoport: long
- 19:44Jason Rappoport: time,
- 19:45Jason Rappoport: and
- 19:45Jason Rappoport: then
- 19:45Jason Rappoport: they
- 19:46Jason Rappoport: stop.
- 19:47Jason Rappoport: The
- 19:47Jason Rappoport: spiritual
- 19:48Jason Rappoport: aspect
- 19:49Jason Rappoport: of
- 19:49Jason Rappoport: their
- 19:49Jason Rappoport: program.
- 19:49Jason Rappoport: They
- 19:50Jason Rappoport: stop
- 19:50Jason Rappoport: prayer,
- 19:50Jason Rappoport: they
- 19:51Jason Rappoport: stop
- 19:51Jason Rappoport: talking
- 19:52Jason Rappoport: to
- 19:52Jason Rappoport: other
- 19:52Jason Rappoport: people,
- 19:52Jason Rappoport: they
- 19:52Jason Rappoport: stop
- 19:52Jason Rappoport: going
- 19:53Jason Rappoport: meetings,
- 19:54Jason Rappoport: and
- 19:54Jason Rappoport: they
- 19:54Jason Rappoport: relapse
- 19:56Jason Rappoport: because
- 19:56Jason Rappoport: they
- 19:56Jason Rappoport: lose
- 19:57Jason Rappoport: that
- 19:57Jason Rappoport: connection,
- 19:57Jason Rappoport: that
- 19:58Jason Rappoport: human
- 19:58Jason Rappoport: connection
- 19:59Jason Rappoport: and
- 19:59Jason Rappoport: that
- 19:59Jason Rappoport: spiritual
- 20:00Jason Rappoport: connection.
- 20:00Jason Rappoport: For
- 20:00Jason Rappoport: me,
- 20:02Jason Rappoport: meetings
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- 20:02Jason Rappoport: the
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- 20:03Jason Rappoport: and
- 20:03Jason Rappoport: sponsorship,
- 20:05Jason Rappoport: but
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- 20:05Jason Rappoport: you
- 20:06Jason Rappoport: know,
- 20:06Jason Rappoport: I
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- 20:06Jason Rappoport: a
- 20:06Jason Rappoport: meeting
- 20:06Jason Rappoport: every
- 20:06Jason Rappoport: Saturday
- 20:07Jason Rappoport: where
- 20:07Jason Rappoport: there
- 20:07Jason Rappoport: are
- 20:07Jason Rappoport: 50
- 20:07Jason Rappoport: men
- 20:09Jason Rappoport: in
- 20:09Jason Rappoport: a
- 20:09Jason Rappoport: room
- 20:09Jason Rappoport: and
- 20:09Jason Rappoport: there
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- 20:10Jason Rappoport: hundreds
- 20:10Jason Rappoport: of
- 20:10Jason Rappoport: years
- 20:10Jason Rappoport: of
- 20:11Jason Rappoport: sobriety.
- 20:12Jason Rappoport: And
- 20:12Jason Rappoport: if
- 20:12Jason Rappoport: you
- 20:13Jason Rappoport: go
- 20:13Jason Rappoport: in
- 20:13Jason Rappoport: having
- 20:13Jason Rappoport: a
- 20:13Jason Rappoport: bad
- 20:13Jason Rappoport: day,
- 20:14Jason Rappoport: it's
- 20:14Jason Rappoport: a
- 20:14Jason Rappoport: reminder
- 20:14Jason Rappoport: that,
- 20:14Jason Rappoport: you
- 20:14Jason Rappoport: know
- 20:14Jason Rappoport: what?
- 20:15Jason Rappoport: This
- 20:15Jason Rappoport: stuff
- 20:15Jason Rappoport: works.
- 20:17Jason Rappoport: The
- 20:17Jason Rappoport: other
- 20:17Jason Rappoport: side
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- 20:18Jason Rappoport: it
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- 20:18Jason Rappoport: it's
- 20:18Jason Rappoport: not
- 20:19Jason Rappoport: just
- 20:19Jason Rappoport: about
- 20:19Jason Rappoport: you,
- 20:19Jason Rappoport: it's
- 20:19Jason Rappoport: about
- 20:20Jason Rappoport: helping
- 20:20Jason Rappoport: other
- 20:20Jason Rappoport: people.
- 20:21Doris Dunn: Mm-hmm.
- 20:23Jason Rappoport: 'cause
- 20:23Jason Rappoport: there
- 20:23Jason Rappoport: was
- 20:23Jason Rappoport: somebody
- 20:23Jason Rappoport: in
- 20:23Jason Rappoport: that
- 20:24Jason Rappoport: room
- 20:24Jason Rappoport: last
- 20:24Jason Rappoport: week
- 20:24Jason Rappoport: that
- 20:24Jason Rappoport: was
- 20:25Jason Rappoport: three
- 20:25Jason Rappoport: days
- 20:25Jason Rappoport: sober.
- 20:27Jason Rappoport: They
- 20:27Jason Rappoport: need
- 20:27Jason Rappoport: to
- 20:28Jason Rappoport: hear
- 20:28Jason Rappoport: from
- 20:28Jason Rappoport: me
- 20:29Jason Rappoport: and
- 20:30Jason Rappoport: others
- 20:30Jason Rappoport: that
- 20:30Jason Rappoport: it
- 20:30Jason Rappoport: works.
- 20:32Doris Dunn: how.
- 20:34Doris Dunn: Do
- 20:34Doris Dunn: you
- 20:34Doris Dunn: handle
- 20:34Doris Dunn: a
- 20:35Doris Dunn: room
- 20:36Doris Dunn: full
- 20:36Doris Dunn: of
- 20:36Doris Dunn: alcohol?
- 20:37Doris Dunn: I,
- 20:37Doris Dunn: I
- 20:37Doris Dunn: know
- 20:38Doris Dunn: that
- 20:38Doris Dunn: all
- 20:38Doris Dunn: these
- 20:38Doris Dunn: networking
- 20:39Doris Dunn: events
- 20:39Doris Dunn: that
- 20:39Doris Dunn: you
- 20:39Doris Dunn: and
- 20:40Doris Dunn: I
- 20:40Doris Dunn: go
- 20:40Doris Dunn: together,
- 20:40Doris Dunn: they're
- 20:41Doris Dunn: quite
- 20:41Doris Dunn: often
- 20:41Doris Dunn: in
- 20:42Doris Dunn: bars.
- 20:42Doris Dunn: They're
- 20:42Doris Dunn: in
- 20:42Doris Dunn: areas
- 20:43Doris Dunn: that
- 20:43Doris Dunn: have
- 20:43Doris Dunn: alcohol,
- 20:44Doris Dunn: and
- 20:45Doris Dunn: the
- 20:45Doris Dunn: guy
- 20:45Doris Dunn: next
- 20:45Doris Dunn: to
- 20:45Doris Dunn: you
- 20:46Doris Dunn: has
- 20:46Doris Dunn: got
- 20:46Doris Dunn: a,
- 20:46Doris Dunn: a
- 20:46Doris Dunn: gin
- 20:47Doris Dunn: and
- 20:47Doris Dunn: tonic.
- 20:47Doris Dunn: The
- 20:47Doris Dunn: lady
- 20:48Doris Dunn: across
- 20:48Doris Dunn: the
- 20:48Doris Dunn: halls
- 20:49Doris Dunn: got
- 20:49Doris Dunn: a,
- 20:49Doris Dunn: a
- 20:49Doris Dunn: glass
- 20:50Doris Dunn: of
- 20:50Doris Dunn: wine.
- 20:51Doris Dunn: How
- 20:51Doris Dunn: do
- 20:51Doris Dunn: you
- 20:51Doris Dunn: manage
- 20:52Doris Dunn: being
- 20:53Doris Dunn: around
- 20:53Doris Dunn: that?
- 20:55Jason Rappoport: So
- 20:56Jason Rappoport: in
- 20:56Jason Rappoport: the
- 20:56Jason Rappoport: literature
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- 20:59Jason Rappoport: aa,
- 20:59Jason Rappoport: the,
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- 20:59Jason Rappoport: book,
- 21:00Jason Rappoport: there's
- 21:00Jason Rappoport: part
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- 21:00Jason Rappoport: the
- 21:00Jason Rappoport: book
- 21:00Jason Rappoport: that
- 21:01Jason Rappoport: says
- 21:01Jason Rappoport: that
- 21:02Jason Rappoport: if
- 21:02Jason Rappoport: we're
- 21:02Jason Rappoport: spiritually
- 21:03Jason Rappoport: fit,
- 21:03Jason Rappoport: we
- 21:03Jason Rappoport: can
- 21:04Jason Rappoport: go
- 21:04Jason Rappoport: anywhere
- 21:04Jason Rappoport: and
- 21:04Jason Rappoport: do
- 21:04Jason Rappoport: anything.
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- 21:07Jason Rappoport: I,
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- 21:08Jason Rappoport: every
- 21:08Jason Rappoport: day.
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- 21:09Jason Rappoport: sponsor
- 21:09Jason Rappoport: every
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- 21:10Jason Rappoport: every
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- 21:11Jason Rappoport: how
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- 21:12Jason Rappoport: spiritual
- 21:12Jason Rappoport: condition,
- 21:13Jason Rappoport: my
- 21:13Jason Rappoport: spiritual
- 21:14Jason Rappoport: health.
- 21:15Jason Rappoport: And
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- 21:30Jason Rappoport: every
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- 21:58Doris Dunn: Yeah.
- 21:59Doris Dunn: I
- 21:59Doris Dunn: know
- 21:59Doris Dunn: people
- 21:59Doris Dunn: that
- 21:59Doris Dunn: are.
- 22:01Doris Dunn: Recovering
- 22:01Doris Dunn: smokers,
- 22:02Doris Dunn: they
- 22:02Doris Dunn: gave
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- 22:03Doris Dunn: and
- 22:04Doris Dunn: every
- 22:04Doris Dunn: time
- 22:04Doris Dunn: they
- 22:04Doris Dunn: smell
- 22:05Doris Dunn: a
- 22:05Doris Dunn: cigarette,
- 22:05Doris Dunn: they,
- 22:06Doris Dunn: they
- 22:06Doris Dunn: want
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- 22:06Doris Dunn: cigarette
- 22:07Doris Dunn: again.
- 22:07Doris Dunn: and
- 22:07Doris Dunn: it's
- 22:08Doris Dunn: an
- 22:08Doris Dunn: addiction.
- 22:08Doris Dunn: But
- 22:08Doris Dunn: how
- 22:09Doris Dunn: would
- 22:09Doris Dunn: you
- 22:10Doris Dunn: say
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- 22:11Doris Dunn: you
- 22:11Doris Dunn: were
- 22:11Doris Dunn: able
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- 22:12Doris Dunn: say,
- 22:12Doris Dunn: I
- 22:12Doris Dunn: don't
- 22:12Doris Dunn: need
- 22:13Doris Dunn: it
- 22:13Doris Dunn: anymore?
- 22:14Doris Dunn: I,
- 22:14Doris Dunn: I,
- 22:14Doris Dunn: I
- 22:14Doris Dunn: feel
- 22:15Doris Dunn: like
- 22:15Doris Dunn: there's
- 22:15Doris Dunn: a
- 22:15Doris Dunn: difference
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- 22:18Doris Dunn: yourself
- 22:18Doris Dunn: not
- 22:18Doris Dunn: to
- 22:18Doris Dunn: do
- 22:19Doris Dunn: it
- 22:19Doris Dunn: because
- 22:19Doris Dunn: you
- 22:19Doris Dunn: know
- 22:19Doris Dunn: it's
- 22:19Doris Dunn: unhealthy
- 22:20Doris Dunn: versus
- 22:21Doris Dunn: truly
- 22:22Doris Dunn: not
- 22:22Doris Dunn: having
- 22:23Doris Dunn: the
- 22:23Doris Dunn: desire
- 22:23Doris Dunn: anymore.
- 22:25Doris Dunn: talk
- 22:25Doris Dunn: about
- 22:25Doris Dunn: that
- 22:26Doris Dunn: difference
- 22:27Doris Dunn: and
- 22:28Doris Dunn: you
- 22:28Doris Dunn: were
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- 22:29Doris Dunn: to
- 22:29Doris Dunn: the
- 22:30Doris Dunn: place
- 22:30Doris Dunn: where
- 22:31Doris Dunn: you
- 22:31Doris Dunn: no
- 22:31Doris Dunn: longer
- 22:31Doris Dunn: desire
- 22:32Doris Dunn: it
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- 22:32Doris Dunn: are
- 22:32Doris Dunn: all
- 22:32Doris Dunn: alcoholics
- 22:33Doris Dunn: like
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- 22:35Doris Dunn: of
- 22:35Doris Dunn: them
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- 22:37Doris Dunn: have
- 22:37Doris Dunn: to
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- 22:38Doris Dunn: themselves
- 22:38Doris Dunn: not
- 22:38Doris Dunn: to
- 22:39Doris Dunn: do
- 22:39Doris Dunn: it?
- 22:40Jason Rappoport: Well,
- 22:42Jason Rappoport: it's
- 22:43Jason Rappoport: interesting,
- 22:43Jason Rappoport: when
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- 22:44Jason Rappoport: first
- 22:44Jason Rappoport: got
- 22:44Jason Rappoport: sober,
- 22:45Jason Rappoport: my
- 22:45Jason Rappoport: sponsor
- 22:45Jason Rappoport: asked
- 22:45Jason Rappoport: me
- 22:46Jason Rappoport: to
- 22:46Jason Rappoport: look
- 22:46Jason Rappoport: up
- 22:46Jason Rappoport: the
- 22:46Jason Rappoport: definition
- 22:47Jason Rappoport: of
- 22:47Jason Rappoport: the
- 22:47Jason Rappoport: word
- 22:47Jason Rappoport: sober.
- 22:48Jason Rappoport: And
- 22:48Jason Rappoport: sober
- 22:49Jason Rappoport: doesn't
- 22:49Jason Rappoport: mean
- 22:49Jason Rappoport: not
- 22:50Jason Rappoport: drinking.
- 22:50Jason Rappoport: Sober
- 22:50Jason Rappoport: actually
- 22:51Jason Rappoport: means
- 22:52Jason Rappoport: being
- 22:52Jason Rappoport: free
- 22:52Jason Rappoport: from
- 22:53Jason Rappoport: fantasy,
- 22:54Doris Dunn: Okay,
- 22:56Doris Dunn: free
- 22:56Doris Dunn: from
- 22:57Doris Dunn: fantasy.
- 22:57Doris Dunn: Sober
- 22:58Doris Dunn: is
- 22:58Jason Rappoport: free
- 22:59Jason Rappoport: from
- 22:59Jason Rappoport: fantasy.
- 23:00Jason Rappoport: That's
- 23:00Jason Rappoport: right,
- 23:01Jason Rappoport: that's
- 23:01Jason Rappoport: what
- 23:01Jason Rappoport: it
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- 23:02Jason Rappoport: dictionary.
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- 23:03Jason Rappoport: dictionary.
- 23:03Jason Rappoport: I
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- 23:05Jason Rappoport: I'm
- 23:05Jason Rappoport: not
- 23:06Jason Rappoport: a
- 23:06Jason Rappoport: religious
- 23:06Jason Rappoport: person.
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- 23:07Jason Rappoport: a
- 23:07Jason Rappoport: spiritual
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- 23:09Jason Rappoport: and
- 23:10Jason Rappoport: I
- 23:10Jason Rappoport: continue
- 23:11Jason Rappoport: to
- 23:11Jason Rappoport: pray
- 23:11Jason Rappoport: for
- 23:11Jason Rappoport: the
- 23:11Jason Rappoport: desire
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- 23:12Jason Rappoport: drink,
- 23:12Jason Rappoport: to
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- 23:12Jason Rappoport: removed
- 23:13Jason Rappoport: from
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- 23:22Jason Rappoport: too.
- 23:24Jason Rappoport: And
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- 23:25Jason Rappoport: packs
- 23:25Jason Rappoport: a
- 23:25Jason Rappoport: day
- 23:25Jason Rappoport: in
- 23:26Jason Rappoport: college.
- 23:27Jason Rappoport: And
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- 23:29Jason Rappoport: married
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- 23:30Jason Rappoport: first
- 23:30Jason Rappoport: time.
- 23:30Jason Rappoport: That's
- 23:30Jason Rappoport: what
- 23:30Jason Rappoport: helped
- 23:31Jason Rappoport: me
- 23:31Jason Rappoport: stop
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- 23:32Jason Rappoport: but
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- 23:33Jason Rappoport: desire
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- 23:34Jason Rappoport: And
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- 23:35Jason Rappoport: same
- 23:35Jason Rappoport: way
- 23:35Jason Rappoport: I,
- 23:36Jason Rappoport: I
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- 23:36Jason Rappoport: asking
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- 23:38Jason Rappoport: higher
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- 23:38Jason Rappoport: which
- 23:38Jason Rappoport: I
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- 23:41Jason Rappoport: the
- 23:41Jason Rappoport: desire
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- 23:44Jason Rappoport: from
- 23:44Jason Rappoport: me.
- 23:45Jason Rappoport: And
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- 23:46Jason Rappoport: think
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- 23:48Jason Rappoport: anybody
- 23:48Jason Rappoport: can
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- 23:49Jason Rappoport: knuckle
- 23:49Jason Rappoport: it,
- 23:50Doris Dunn: Yeah.
- 23:50Jason Rappoport: you
- 23:50Jason Rappoport: know,
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- 23:52Jason Rappoport: it
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- 23:54Jason Rappoport: would've
- 23:54Jason Rappoport: never
- 23:54Jason Rappoport: taken.
- 23:56Jason Rappoport: Yeah.
- 23:57Doris Dunn: And,
- 23:57Doris Dunn: and
- 23:57Jason Rappoport: Yeah.
- 23:58Jason Rappoport: Mm-hmm.
- 24:10Doris Dunn: understand
- 24:11Doris Dunn: the
- 24:11Doris Dunn: true
- 24:11Doris Dunn: meaning
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- 24:12Doris Dunn: word
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- 24:14Doris Dunn: you're
- 24:14Doris Dunn: able
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- 24:15Doris Dunn: it.
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- 24:17Doris Dunn: in
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- 24:17Doris Dunn: new
- 24:17Doris Dunn: direction
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- 24:19Doris Dunn: those,
- 24:20Doris Dunn: those
- 24:20Doris Dunn: coins.
- 24:21Doris Dunn: I
- 24:21Doris Dunn: think
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- 24:21Doris Dunn: coins
- 24:22Doris Dunn: when
- 24:23Jason Rappoport: You
- 24:23Jason Rappoport: do.
- 24:23Jason Rappoport: Mm-hmm.
- 24:24Doris Dunn: Is
- 24:24Doris Dunn: that
- 24:24Doris Dunn: right?
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- 24:27Jason Rappoport: 30
- 24:28Jason Rappoport: days,
- 24:28Jason Rappoport: 60
- 24:28Jason Rappoport: days,
- 24:28Jason Rappoport: 90
- 24:29Jason Rappoport: days,
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- 24:29Jason Rappoport: six
- 24:29Jason Rappoport: months.
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- 24:30Jason Rappoport: then
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- 24:30Jason Rappoport: them
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- 24:31Jason Rappoport: years.
- 24:32Jason Rappoport: And
- 24:33Jason Rappoport: you
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- 24:34Jason Rappoport: all
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- 24:34Jason Rappoport: medallions,
- 24:36Jason Rappoport: it's
- 24:36Jason Rappoport: really
- 24:36Jason Rappoport: not
- 24:36Jason Rappoport: the
- 24:36Jason Rappoport: right
- 24:36Jason Rappoport: approach.
- 24:37Doris Dunn: No.
- 24:39Jason Rappoport: The
- 24:39Jason Rappoport: medallions
- 24:39Jason Rappoport: are,
- 24:40Jason Rappoport: are,
- 24:40Jason Rappoport: I
- 24:40Jason Rappoport: call
- 24:41Jason Rappoport: 'em
- 24:41Jason Rappoport: sobriety
- 24:41Jason Rappoport: checkpoints,
- 24:42Jason Rappoport: right?
- 24:43Jason Rappoport: They're
- 24:43Jason Rappoport: markers
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- 24:44Jason Rappoport: way
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- 24:45Jason Rappoport: along
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- 24:45Jason Rappoport: path.
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- 24:48Jason Rappoport: it,
- 24:49Jason Rappoport: it
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- 24:50Jason Rappoport: to
- 24:50Jason Rappoport: get
- 24:50Jason Rappoport: them
- 24:50Jason Rappoport: because
- 24:51Jason Rappoport: you
- 24:51Jason Rappoport: know
- 24:51Jason Rappoport: that,
- 24:53Jason Rappoport: that
- 24:53Jason Rappoport: hopefully
- 24:53Jason Rappoport: you've
- 24:53Jason Rappoport: helped
- 24:53Jason Rappoport: some
- 24:53Jason Rappoport: other
- 24:54Jason Rappoport: people
- 24:54Jason Rappoport: along
- 24:54Jason Rappoport: the
- 24:54Jason Rappoport: way
- 24:54Jason Rappoport: and
- 24:54Jason Rappoport: you
- 24:55Jason Rappoport: have
- 24:55Jason Rappoport: not
- 24:56Jason Rappoport: been
- 24:56Jason Rappoport: a
- 24:56Jason Rappoport: burden
- 24:57Jason Rappoport: or
- 24:57Jason Rappoport: a
- 24:57Jason Rappoport: menace
- 24:57Jason Rappoport: to
- 24:57Jason Rappoport: anybody
- 24:58Jason Rappoport: in
- 24:58Jason Rappoport: your
- 24:58Jason Rappoport: life.
- 24:59Doris Dunn: So
- 24:59Doris Dunn: talk
- 25:00Doris Dunn: about
- 25:00Doris Dunn: your
- 25:00Doris Dunn: life
- 25:01Doris Dunn: today.
- 25:02Doris Dunn: I
- 25:02Doris Dunn: know
- 25:02Doris Dunn: you're,
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- 30:09Doris Dunn: Yes,
- 30:09Doris Dunn: I,
- 30:10Doris Dunn: I
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- 30:10Doris Dunn: I
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- 30:10Doris Dunn: I
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- 31:15Jason Rappoport: as
- 31:16Jason Rappoport: well.
- 31:16Doris Dunn: Agreed.
- 31:17Doris Dunn: Agreed.
- 31:18Doris Dunn: Well,
- 31:19Jason Rappoport: Yeah.
- 31:19Doris Dunn: thank
- 31:19Doris Dunn: you
- 31:20Doris Dunn: so
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- 31:35Doris Dunn: And
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- 31:39Jason Rappoport: and
- 31:39Jason Rappoport: I'm,
- 31:40Jason Rappoport: I'm
- 31:41Jason Rappoport: honored
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- 31:41Jason Rappoport: on.
- 31:42Doris Dunn: Oh,
- 31:42Doris Dunn: it's
- 31:42Doris Dunn: my
- 31:43Doris Dunn: honor.
- 31:43Doris Dunn: Thank
- 31:44Doris Dunn: you
- 31:44Doris Dunn: so
- 31:44Doris Dunn: much.
- 31:46Thank
- 31:46you
- 31:47for
- 31:47listening
- 31:47or
- 31:48watching
- 31:48this
- 31:48episode.
- 31:50If
- 31:50something
- 31:50from
- 31:50today's
- 31:51conversation
- 31:52resonated
- 31:52with
- 31:53you,
- 31:53I'd
- 31:53love
- 31:54for
- 31:54you
- 31:54to
- 31:54share
- 31:55this
- 31:55episode
- 31:55with
- 31:56someone
- 31:56who
- 31:56might
- 31:56need
- 31:56it
- 31:57or
- 31:57take
- 31:57a
- 31:57moment
- 31:58to
- 31:58reflect
- 31:58on
- 31:59what
- 31:59stood
- 31:59out
- 31:59for
- 31:59you.
- 32:01You
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- 32:01notes
- 32:02wherever
- 32:02you
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- 32:04you
- 32:04enjoy
- 32:05the
- 32:05podcast,
- 32:05subscribing
- 32:06or
- 32:06leaving
- 32:07a
- 32:07review
- 32:07helps
- 32:08more
- 32:08people
- 32:08find
- 32:09these
- 32:09conversations.
- 32:10Until
- 32:11next
- 32:11time,
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- 32:12learning.
- 32:13Stay
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- 32:14and
- 32:14remember,
- 32:15sometimes
- 32:16a
- 32:16small
- 32:16shift
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- 32:17perspective
- 32:17can
- 32:18change
- 32:18everything.