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Reflecting on Friendship and Fails · Skirts Up!

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  Am
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  I
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  about
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  to
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  send
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  my
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  ex
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  into
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  my
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  bedroom
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  to
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  wake
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  up
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  my
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  husband
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  2
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  o'
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  clock
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  in
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  the
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  morning?
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  And
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  if
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  I
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  do
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  this,
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  is
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  my
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  husband
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  gonna
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  accidentally
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  shoot
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  my
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  ex?
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  And
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  so
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  then
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  I'm
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  contemplating
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  my
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  life
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  then
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  too.
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  Like,
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  what
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  am
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  I
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  doing?
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  Rise
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  and
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  shine,
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  ladies.
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  You're
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  tuned
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  in
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  to
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  Skirts
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  up
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  with
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  Samantha
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  and
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  Melissa.
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  We
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  got
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  your
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  daily
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  dose
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  of
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  hope
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  and
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  humor
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  while
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  we
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  discussed
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  everything
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  from
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  failing
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  to
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  succeeding
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  and
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  all
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  the
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  spiciness
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  in
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  between.
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  Hey
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  everyone,
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  we
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  are
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  back
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  again.
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  This
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  is
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  Samantha
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  and
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  Melissa.
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  All
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  right,
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  guys,
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  so
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  in
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  each
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  episode
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  you'll
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  notice
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  that
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  we
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  will
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  start
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  off
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  with
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  a
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  fail
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  of
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  the
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  week.
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  Melissa,
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  what
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  was
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  your
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  fail
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  of
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  the
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  week?
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  Okay,
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  I
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  get
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  home
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  and
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  my
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  husband
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  is
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  angrily
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  opening
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  the
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  mail.
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  This
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  sounds
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  good.
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  Cause
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  Brett.
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  Brett
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  angry.
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  Oh,
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  aggressive.
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  Yes.
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  What?
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  He
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  was
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  aggressive.
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  He
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  goes,
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  oh
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  no,
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  you
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  got
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  a
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  ticket.
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  And
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  I
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  was
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  like,
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  how
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  do
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  you
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  know
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  it
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  was
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  me?
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  And
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  he
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  goes,
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  because
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  I
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  already
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  looked
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  it
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  up
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  and
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  I
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  was
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  at
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  work.
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  Busted.
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  And
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  I
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  was
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  like,
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  oh
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  my
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  gosh.
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  I
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  was
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  like,
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  okay,
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  where?
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  And
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  he's
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  like,
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  it's
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  right
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  down
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  the
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  street
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  on
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  Peachtree
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  because
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  we
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  live
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  in
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  Sugar
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  Hill.
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  And
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  they
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  did
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  put
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  in
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  a
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  camera.
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  Did
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  you
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  know
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  about
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  the
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  camera
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  or
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  is
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  this
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  how
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  you
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  learned
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  about
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  the
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  camera?
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  I
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  knew
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  about
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  it,
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  but.
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  And
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  even
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  my
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  friend
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  Jacob
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  and
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  I,
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  we
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  drove
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  past
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  one
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  day
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  and
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  we
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  were
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  talking.
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  He
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  goes,
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  they
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  said
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  there's
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  a
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  camera,
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  but
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  I
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  don't
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  know
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  where
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  it
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  is.
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  And
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  I
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  was
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  like,
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  eh,
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  it's
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  probably
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  30
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  spare
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  people.
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  Hahaha.
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  I'm
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  so
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  embarrassed,
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  you
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  guys.
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  The
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  worst
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  part
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  of
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  it
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  is
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  it
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  was
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  a
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  school
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  zone.
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  Of
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  course.
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  Yeah.
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  You
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  know
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  what's
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  interesting?
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  What?
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  My
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  fancy
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  little
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  mom
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  car.
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  It
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  tells
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  me
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  when
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  a
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  school
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  system
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  with
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  a
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  camera
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  is
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  coming
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  up.
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  And
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  it
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  goes,
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  ding.
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  What?
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  Ding.
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  You're
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  going
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  too
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  fast.
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  Ding,
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  ding.
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  And
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  it
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  warns
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  me
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  that
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  I
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  am
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  entering
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  a
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  school
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  zone
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  with
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  a
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  camera
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  and
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  that
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  I
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  better
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  slow
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  my
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  ass
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  down.
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  That
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  is
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  sweet.
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  What
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  car
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  do
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  you
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  have
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  for
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  everybody?
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  It
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  is
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  a
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  Telluride.
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  Yeah,
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  the
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  newest
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  edition.
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  That's
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  what.
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  It's
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  pretty
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  fun.
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  It
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  is.
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  And
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  that's
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  what
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  my
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  one
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  of
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  my
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  best
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  friends
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  pile.
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  She,
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  her
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  husband
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  just
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  got
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  a
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  tie
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  ride.
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  I'll
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  tell
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  you
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  a
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  fun
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  story
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  about
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  this
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  Telluride
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  another
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  time,
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  but.
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  Oh,
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  wait,
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  no,
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  you
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  kind
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  of
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  have
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  to
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  tell
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  it
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  now.
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  Oh,
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  is
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  that
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  going
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  to
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  be
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  my
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  fail
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  of
• 2:09
  the
• 2:09
  week?
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  Now
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  that's
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  a
• 2:11
  really
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  good
• 2:12
  fail.
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  All
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  right,
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  so
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  we'll
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  call
• 2:14
  my
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  fail
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  of
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  the
• 2:16
  week
• 2:16
  my
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  Telluride
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  fail.
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  All
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  right,
• 2:18
  so
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  I
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  don't
• 2:19
  get
• 2:19
  out
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  much.
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  I
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  Don't
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  go
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  anywhere.
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  This
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  is
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  before
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  seizure
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  time,
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  though,
• 2:23
  so
• 2:23
  I
• 2:23
  was
• 2:24
  getting
• 2:24
  out,
• 2:24
  at
• 2:24
  least
• 2:24
  more.
• 2:25
  You
• 2:25
  were
• 2:25
  actually
• 2:25
  leaving.
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  So
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  Melissa
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  and
• 2:28
  I
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  had
• 2:28
  gotten
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  together
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  with
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  my
• 2:29
  friend
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  Courtney,
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  my.
• 2:30
  My
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  bestie,
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  and
• 2:31
  we
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  were
• 2:32
  going.
• 2:32
  She
• 2:32
  listened
• 2:33
  to
• 2:33
  this
• 2:33
  podcast
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  called
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  I've
• 2:35
  had
• 2:36
  it,
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  and
• 2:36
  it's
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  her
• 2:36
  favorite
• 2:36
  podcast.
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  And
• 2:37
  she
• 2:37
  asked
• 2:37
  us
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  if
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  we
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  go
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  with
• 2:38
  her
• 2:38
  so
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  that
• 2:39
  she
• 2:39
  could
• 2:39
  go
• 2:39
  see
• 2:39
  them
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  live.
• 2:40
  And
• 2:41
  so
• 2:41
  we
• 2:41
  go
• 2:42
  with
• 2:42
  her
• 2:42
  to
• 2:42
  the
• 2:42
  show.
• 2:43
  We
• 2:43
  had
• 2:43
  a
• 2:43
  great
• 2:43
  time.
• 2:44
  Courtney
• 2:44
  and
• 2:44
  I
• 2:44
  are
• 2:44
  not
• 2:45
  responsible
• 2:45
  together,
• 2:45
  mind
• 2:46
  you.
• 2:46
  Like,
• 2:46
  anything
• 2:47
  bad
• 2:47
  that
• 2:47
  could
• 2:48
  happen
• 2:48
  will
• 2:48
  happen.
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  And
• 2:49
  we.
• 2:50
  We
• 2:50
  don't
• 2:50
  need
• 2:51
  to
• 2:51
  go
• 2:51
  into
• 2:51
  that.
• 2:51
  We
• 2:52
  did
• 2:52
  have
• 2:52
  fun,
• 2:52
  though.
• 2:52
  A
• 2:54
  lots
• 2:54
  of
• 2:54
  fun.
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  It's
• 2:56
  probably
• 2:56
  the.
• 2:56
  We
• 2:57
  didn't
• 2:57
  do
• 2:57
  anything.
• 2:57
  We
• 2:57
  did
• 2:58
  not
• 2:58
  do
• 2:58
  anything
• 2:59
  that
• 2:59
  would
• 2:59
  break
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  any
• 3:00
  marriage
• 3:00
  vows
• 3:00
  or
• 3:00
  anything
• 3:00
  like
• 3:01
  that.
• 3:02
  We
• 3:02
  didn't
• 3:02
  do
• 3:02
  anything
• 3:03
  that
• 3:04
  I
• 3:04
  wouldn't
• 3:04
  tell
• 3:04
  my
• 3:04
  mama.
• 3:05
  Maybe
• 3:05
  not
• 3:05
  her
• 3:05
  mama,
• 3:06
  but.
• 3:06
  Oh,
• 3:07
  yeah,
• 3:07
  I
• 3:07
  don't
• 3:07
  talk
• 3:07
  to
• 3:08
  my
• 3:08
  mom
• 3:08
  about
• 3:08
  a
• 3:08
  lot
• 3:08
  of
• 3:09
  things,
• 3:09
  but
• 3:09
  I
• 3:09
  told
• 3:09
  my
• 3:09
  husband
• 3:10
  our
• 3:10
  husbands
• 3:11
  would
• 3:11
  be
• 3:11
  so
• 3:11
  proud
• 3:11
  of
• 3:12
  us.
• 3:12
  We
• 3:12
  did
• 3:13
  something
• 3:13
  and
• 3:13
  nothing
• 3:14
  bad
• 3:14
  happened.
• 3:15
  That
• 3:15
  is
• 3:15
  so
• 3:15
  cute.
• 3:16
  I
• 3:16
  think
• 3:16
  I
• 3:16
  must
• 3:16
  have
• 3:17
  already
• 3:17
  left
• 3:17
  at
• 3:17
  that
• 3:17
  point.
• 3:18
  Literally,
• 3:18
  we
• 3:19
  high
• 3:19
  fived
• 3:20
  at
• 3:20
  the
• 3:20
  door
• 3:20
  and
• 3:21
  we
• 3:21
  were
• 3:21
  like,
• 3:21
  oh,
• 3:22
  chest
• 3:22
  pound.
• 3:23
  We
• 3:23
  did
• 3:23
  something
• 3:24
  good.
• 3:24
  Nothing
• 3:25
  bad
• 3:25
  happened.
• 3:25
  Our
• 3:26
  husbands
• 3:26
  are
• 3:26
  gonna
• 3:26
  be
• 3:26
  so
• 3:27
  proud
• 3:27
  of
• 3:27
  us.
• 3:27
  Like,
• 3:28
  yes,
• 3:29
  we're
• 3:29
  adults
• 3:30
  now.
• 3:31
  Well,
• 3:32
  I
• 3:33
  start
• 3:33
  driving
• 3:33
  home,
• 3:35
  and
• 3:35
  I'm
• 3:36
  driving
• 3:36
  home
• 3:36
  and
• 3:37
  I'm
• 3:37
  probably
• 3:37
  a
• 3:38
  little
• 3:38
  over
• 3:38
  halfway
• 3:38
  home.
• 3:39
  We
• 3:39
  live
• 3:39
  like
• 3:39
  an
• 3:39
  hour
• 3:40
  away.
• 3:40
  Hour
• 3:41
  and
• 3:41
  some
• 3:41
  away,
• 3:41
  and
• 3:42
  I'm
• 3:42
  over
• 3:42
  halfway
• 3:43
  home.
• 3:43
  My
• 3:43
  husband
• 3:44
  and
• 3:44
  I
• 3:44
  have
• 3:44
  already
• 3:44
  gotten
• 3:44
  off
• 3:45
  the
• 3:45
  phone
• 3:45
  with
• 3:45
  each
• 3:45
  other.
• 3:45
  He's
• 3:46
  trying
• 3:46
  to
• 3:46
  stay
• 3:46
  awake
• 3:46
  for
• 3:47
  me,
• 3:47
  even
• 3:47
  though
• 3:47
  it's
• 3:47
  way
• 3:48
  past
• 3:48
  our
• 3:48
  bedtime.
• 3:49
  So.
• 3:50
  So
• 3:50
  I'm
• 3:51
  driving
• 3:51
  home
• 3:52
  now.
• 3:52
  I'm
• 3:52
  on
• 3:52
  the
• 3:52
  stretch
• 3:53
  of,
• 3:53
  like,
• 3:53
  Darkness
• 3:54
  Road
• 3:54
  because
• 3:54
  I
• 3:54
  live
• 3:55
  out
• 3:55
  in
• 3:55
  the
• 3:55
  sticks
• 3:56
  and
• 3:57
  I'm
• 3:57
  driving
• 3:58
  and
• 3:58
  I
• 3:58
  was
• 3:58
  using
• 3:59
  my
• 3:59
  phone
• 3:59
  as
• 3:59
  my
• 3:59
  gps.
• 4:00
  And
• 4:00
  everyone
• 4:00
  tells
• 4:01
  you,
• 4:01
  like,
• 4:01
  you
• 4:01
  know,
• 4:02
  you
• 4:02
  know
• 4:02
  it's
• 4:02
  illegal
• 4:03
  to
• 4:03
  not
• 4:03
  hold
• 4:03
  your
• 4:03
  phone
• 4:04
  and
• 4:04
  drive,
• 4:04
  and
• 4:04
  they
• 4:04
  make
• 4:05
  these
• 4:05
  little
• 4:05
  contraptions
• 4:05
  that'll
• 4:06
  hold
• 4:06
  your
• 4:06
  phone
• 4:06
  for
• 4:07
  you,
• 4:07
  and
• 4:08
  I'm
• 4:08
  just
• 4:08
  not
• 4:08
  that.
• 4:09
  Just
• 4:09
  not
• 4:10
  that
• 4:10
  with
• 4:10
  it.
• 4:10
  Even
• 4:10
  though
• 4:11
  my
• 4:11
  fancy
• 4:11
  Telluride
• 4:11
  also
• 4:12
  has
• 4:12
  a.
• 4:13
  Oh,
• 4:13
  it
• 4:13
  does.
• 4:13
  It
• 4:14
  also
• 4:14
  has
• 4:14
  a
• 4:14
  map.
• 4:15
  My
• 4:15
  phone
• 4:15
  fell,
• 4:16
  and
• 4:16
  just
• 4:16
  like
• 4:16
  any
• 4:17
  other
• 4:17
  normal
• 4:17
  human,
• 4:18
  I
• 4:18
  go
• 4:19
  and
• 4:19
  I
• 4:19
  catch
• 4:19
  my
• 4:20
  phone
• 4:20
  mid
• 4:20
  fall
• 4:21
  and
• 4:21
  I
• 4:21
  stick
• 4:21
  my
• 4:21
  arm
• 4:21
  down
• 4:22
  in
• 4:22
  between
• 4:22
  that
• 4:22
  hole.
• 4:22
  Wait,
• 4:23
  is
• 4:23
  the
• 4:24
  success
• 4:24
  in
• 4:24
  this
• 4:24
  story
• 4:25
  that
• 4:25
  you
• 4:25
  caught
• 4:25
  your
• 4:25
  phone?
• 4:26
  Sure.
• 4:29
  Still,
• 4:29
  nothing
• 4:30
  bad
• 4:30
  has
• 4:30
  happened.
• 4:31
  I
• 4:31
  caught
• 4:31
  it
• 4:32
  before.
• 4:32
  It
• 4:32
  fell
• 4:33
  in
• 4:33
  between
• 4:33
  the
• 4:33
  crack
• 4:34
  of
• 4:34
  abyss,
• 4:35
  but
• 4:36
  then
• 4:36
  my
• 4:36
  arm
• 4:37
  was
• 4:37
  stuck.
• 4:38
  My
• 4:38
  arm
• 4:38
  was
• 4:38
  stuck
• 4:39
  in
• 4:39
  the
• 4:39
  hole.
• 4:40
  Well,
• 4:40
  you
• 4:40
  followed
• 4:40
  it
• 4:41
  into
• 4:41
  the
• 4:41
  crack
• 4:41
  of
• 4:41
  the
• 4:41
  abyss.
• 4:42
  I
• 4:42
  did,
• 4:43
  actually.
• 4:43
  Isn't
• 4:44
  that
• 4:44
  what
• 4:44
  everyone
• 4:44
  does?
• 4:44
  You
• 4:45
  go
• 4:45
  and
• 4:45
  you
• 4:45
  catch
• 4:45
  your
• 4:45
  phone
• 4:45
  and
• 4:46
  you
• 4:46
  try
• 4:46
  to
• 4:46
  catch
• 4:46
  it
• 4:46
  before
• 4:47
  it
• 4:47
  falls.
• 4:47
  It
• 4:47
  stinks.
• 4:48
  I
• 4:48
  driving.
• 4:48
  I
• 4:48
  fault
• 4:49
  you.
• 4:49
  I
• 4:49
  wouldn't
• 4:50
  anyway.
• 4:50
  Well,
• 4:51
  okay,
• 4:51
  so
• 4:52
  there
• 4:53
  is.
• 4:53
  There
• 4:53
  is
• 4:53
  a
• 4:54
  positive
• 4:54
  to
• 4:54
  the
• 4:54
  story.
• 4:55
  All
• 4:55
  right?
• 4:55
  So
• 4:56
  I'm
• 4:56
  driving.
• 4:56
  My
• 4:57
  arm
• 4:57
  is
• 4:57
  literally,
• 4:58
  literally
• 4:59
  stuck
• 4:59
  in
• 5:00
  this
• 5:00
  hole
• 5:00
  of
• 5:01
  my
• 5:01
  car.
• 5:01
  And
• 5:01
  so
• 5:02
  now
• 5:02
  I'm
• 5:02
  driving
• 5:03
  at
• 5:03
  2:00
• 5:03
  in
• 5:04
  the
• 5:04
  morning,
• 5:04
  sideways
• 5:05
  in
• 5:05
  my
• 5:05
  car
• 5:05
  where
• 5:05
  my
• 5:05
  head,
• 5:06
  I'm
• 5:06
  sure
• 5:06
  it
• 5:06
  is
• 5:07
  just
• 5:07
  barely
• 5:07
  above
• 5:08
  the
• 5:08
  steering
• 5:08
  wheel
• 5:08
  because
• 5:08
  my
• 5:08
  arm
• 5:09
  is
• 5:09
  fucking
• 5:09
  stuck.
• 5:10
  And
• 5:10
  I'm
• 5:10
  driving
• 5:11
  and
• 5:11
  I,
• 5:11
  like,
• 5:12
  cannot
• 5:12
  get
• 5:12
  my
• 5:12
  arm
• 5:13
  out.
• 5:13
  And
• 5:13
  it
• 5:13
  hurts.
• 5:13
  Like,
• 5:13
  I
• 5:13
  can
• 5:14
  feel
• 5:14
  my
• 5:14
  skin
• 5:14
  being
• 5:15
  cut.
• 5:15
  And
• 5:16
  I'm
• 5:16
  like,
• 5:16
  what
• 5:16
  do
• 5:16
  I
• 5:16
  do?
• 5:17
  And
• 5:17
  I'm
• 5:18
  about
• 5:18
  to
• 5:18
  drive
• 5:18
  past
• 5:18
  a
• 5:19
  police
• 5:19
  station.
• 5:19
  I'm
• 5:19
  like,
• 5:19
  to.
• 5:20
  I
• 5:20
  pull
• 5:20
  over
• 5:20
  because
• 5:21
  I'm
• 5:21
  trying
• 5:21
  to
• 5:21
  call
• 5:21
  Simon.
• 5:22
  That's
• 5:22
  what
• 5:22
  I
• 5:22
  was
• 5:22
  gonna
• 5:22
  say.
• 5:22
  Yeah.
• 5:23
  So
• 5:23
  my
• 5:23
  car,
• 5:23
  with
• 5:24
  my
• 5:24
  other
• 5:24
  hand,
• 5:24
  you
• 5:24
  know.
• 5:26
  Weren't
• 5:26
  you
• 5:26
  trying
• 5:26
  to
• 5:26
  use
• 5:26
  voice
• 5:27
  command?
• 5:27
  Yes.
• 5:27
  I
• 5:28
  hit
• 5:28
  my
• 5:28
  voice
• 5:28
  command
• 5:28
  real
• 5:29
  fast
• 5:29
  and
• 5:29
  I,
• 5:29
  you
• 5:29
  know,
• 5:30
  I'm
• 5:30
  stuck
• 5:30
  sideways.
• 5:30
  And
• 5:30
  I'm
• 5:31
  like,
• 5:31
  call
• 5:32
  sexy
• 5:32
  bearded
• 5:32
  man,
• 5:33
  because
• 5:33
  that's
• 5:33
  my
• 5:33
  husband.
• 5:35
  So
• 5:35
  I
• 5:35
  tell
• 5:36
  my
• 5:36
  car
• 5:36
  to
• 5:36
  call
• 5:36
  him.
• 5:37
  He
• 5:37
  doesn't
• 5:37
  answer.
• 5:38
  And
• 5:38
  I
• 5:38
  mean,
• 5:38
  we've
• 5:38
  just
• 5:39
  been
• 5:39
  off
• 5:39
  the
• 5:39
  phone,
• 5:39
  like,
• 5:39
  for
• 5:40
  10
• 5:40
  minutes.
• 5:40
  The
• 5:40
  only
• 5:41
  thing
• 5:41
  I
• 5:41
  know
• 5:41
  what
• 5:41
  to
• 5:41
  do
• 5:41
  is
• 5:41
  call
• 5:42
  my
• 5:42
  mom
• 5:42
  at
• 5:42
  2:00
• 5:42
  in
• 5:42
  the
• 5:43
  morning.
• 5:43
  And
• 5:43
  so
• 5:43
  she
• 5:44
  answers
• 5:44
  the
• 5:44
  phone,
• 5:44
  she's
• 5:44
  like,
• 5:45
  are
• 5:45
  you
• 5:45
  okay?
• 5:45
  And
• 5:45
  I'm
• 5:45
  like,
• 5:47
  no.
• 5:47
  I
• 5:48
  was
• 5:48
  like,
• 5:48
  my
• 5:48
  arm
• 5:48
  is
• 5:49
  stuck.
• 5:49
  And
• 5:50
  she's
• 5:50
  like,
• 5:50
  where?
• 5:50
  What
• 5:50
  do
• 5:51
  you
• 5:51
  mean
• 5:51
  your
• 5:51
  arm
• 5:51
  is
• 5:51
  stuck?
• 5:52
  And
• 5:52
  I
• 5:52
  had
• 5:52
  to
• 5:52
  explain
• 5:53
  to
• 5:53
  her
• 5:53
  where
• 5:53
  my
• 5:53
  arm
• 5:53
  is
• 5:53
  stuck
• 5:54
  and
• 5:54
  why
• 5:54
  it's
• 5:54
  stuck.
• 5:54
  I
• 5:55
  was
• 5:55
  like,
• 5:55
  I'm
• 5:55
  passing
• 5:55
  a
• 5:55
  police
• 5:56
  station.
• 5:56
  I
• 5:56
  don't
• 5:56
  know
• 5:56
  what
• 5:56
  to
• 5:56
  do.
• 5:56
  Like,
• 5:57
  my
• 5:57
  arm
• 5:57
  is
• 5:57
  being
• 5:57
  cut.
• 5:57
  Do
• 5:58
  I
• 5:58
  stop?
• 5:58
  And
• 5:58
  she
• 5:58
  goes,
• 5:58
  did
• 5:58
  you
• 5:59
  drink?
• 5:59
  And
• 6:00
  I
• 6:00
  was
• 6:00
  like,
• 6:00
  I
• 6:00
  mean,
• 6:01
  like
• 6:01
  hours
• 6:02
  ago.
• 6:03
  And
• 6:03
  she
• 6:03
  was
• 6:03
  like,
• 6:03
  I
• 6:04
  don't
• 6:04
  know,
• 6:04
  I'd
• 6:04
  be
• 6:04
  kind
• 6:05
  of
• 6:05
  worried
• 6:05
  that.
• 6:06
  That,
• 6:07
  like,
• 6:07
  you
• 6:07
  could
• 6:07
  get
• 6:07
  in
• 6:08
  trouble
• 6:08
  for
• 6:08
  that.
• 6:09
  And
• 6:09
  I
• 6:09
  was
• 6:09
  like,
• 6:10
  maybe.
• 6:10
  Okay,
• 6:10
  I'm
• 6:10
  gonna
• 6:10
  keep
• 6:11
  driving.
• 6:11
  And
• 6:11
  then,
• 6:11
  like,
• 6:11
  my
• 6:12
  arm
• 6:12
  is
• 6:12
  just.
• 6:13
  It's
• 6:13
  throbbing.
• 6:14
  I
• 6:14
  can
• 6:14
  feel
• 6:14
  circulation
• 6:15
  being
• 6:15
  cut
• 6:15
  off.
• 6:15
  It
• 6:15
  was
• 6:16
  hours
• 6:16
  ago,
• 6:16
  though.
• 6:17
  Like,
• 6:17
  there's
• 6:17
  no
• 6:17
  way.
• 6:17
  You
• 6:18
  were
• 6:18
  probably.
• 6:19
  Probably.
• 6:19
  But,
• 6:20
  like,
• 6:21
  you
• 6:21
  still
• 6:21
  scary.
• 6:22
  Yeah.
• 6:22
  You
• 6:22
  don't
• 6:22
  know
• 6:23
  what
• 6:23
  can
• 6:23
  happen.
• 6:24
  And
• 6:24
  so
• 6:24
  then
• 6:24
  I'm
• 6:24
  passing
• 6:25
  a
• 6:25
  fire
• 6:25
  station.
• 6:25
  I'm
• 6:26
  like,
• 6:26
  mom,
• 6:26
  what
• 6:26
  do
• 6:26
  I
• 6:27
  do?
• 6:27
  Like,
• 6:27
  do
• 6:27
  I
• 6:28
  stop
• 6:28
  at
• 6:28
  the
• 6:28
  fire
• 6:28
  station?
• 6:28
  Do
• 6:29
  I
• 6:29
  ask
• 6:29
  them
• 6:29
  to
• 6:29
  help
• 6:29
  me?
• 6:30
  And
• 6:30
  then
• 6:30
  she
• 6:30
  goes,
• 6:31
  I
• 6:31
  don't
• 6:31
  know,
• 6:32
  she
• 6:32
  goes,
• 6:33
  maybe
• 6:33
  if
• 6:33
  you
• 6:33
  can
• 6:33
  just
• 6:33
  get
• 6:34
  home.
• 6:34
  So
• 6:35
  don't
• 6:35
  call
• 6:35
  Mom.
• 6:36
  She's
• 6:37
  like,
• 6:37
  if
• 6:37
  you
• 6:37
  can
• 6:38
  just
• 6:38
  get
• 6:38
  home.
• 6:40
  So
• 6:40
  she
• 6:40
  stays
• 6:40
  on
• 6:41
  the
• 6:41
  phone
• 6:41
  with
• 6:41
  me
• 6:41
  for
• 6:41
  the
• 6:42
  rest
• 6:42
  of
• 6:42
  the
• 6:42
  25
• 6:43
  minutes.
• 6:43
  And
• 6:43
  my
• 6:43
  arm
• 6:43
  is
• 6:43
  fucking
• 6:44
  stuck
• 6:44
  in
• 6:44
  the
• 6:44
  car
• 6:44
  on
• 6:44
  the
• 6:44
  way
• 6:45
  home.
• 6:45
  And
• 6:45
  I
• 6:45
  pull
• 6:45
  into
• 6:45
  the
• 6:46
  driveway
• 6:46
  and
• 6:46
  then
• 6:46
  I'm
• 6:47
  staring
• 6:48
  at
• 6:48
  my
• 6:48
  house.
• 6:48
  I'm
• 6:48
  like,
• 6:49
  mom,
• 6:49
  if
• 6:50
  you're
• 6:50
  not
• 6:50
  answering
• 6:50
  the
• 6:51
  phone,
• 6:51
  how
• 6:51
  is
• 6:51
  he
• 6:51
  gonna
• 6:52
  know
• 6:52
  I'm
• 6:52
  out
• 6:52
  here?
• 6:53
  And
• 6:53
  she
• 6:54
  goes,
• 6:54
  oh,
• 6:56
  I
• 6:56
  don't
• 6:56
  know.
• 6:57
  She
• 6:57
  goes,
• 6:57
  well,
• 6:57
  try
• 6:57
  calling
• 6:58
  him
• 6:58
  again.
• 6:58
  I'm
• 6:58
  like,
• 6:58
  okay.
• 6:59
  So
• 6:59
  then
• 6:59
  I
• 6:59
  go
• 6:59
  to
• 6:59
  the
• 6:59
  other
• 7:00
  line,
• 7:00
  I
• 7:00
  try
• 7:00
  to
• 7:00
  call
• 7:00
  him
• 7:00
  again.
• 7:01
  Of
• 7:01
  course
• 7:01
  he
• 7:01
  doesn't
• 7:01
  answer.
• 7:02
  I
• 7:02
  come
• 7:02
  back
• 7:02
  over
• 7:02
  my
• 7:03
  mom,
• 7:03
  he's
• 7:03
  not
• 7:03
  answering.
• 7:04
  He's
• 7:04
  asleep.
• 7:04
  And
• 7:04
  I
• 7:04
  was
• 7:05
  like,
• 7:05
  I
• 7:05
  could
• 7:05
  honk
• 7:05
  my
• 7:05
  horn
• 7:06
  and
• 7:06
  wake
• 7:06
  up
• 7:06
  one
• 7:06
  of
• 7:06
  my
• 7:06
  kids
• 7:07
  and
• 7:07
  hopefully
• 7:07
  they'll
• 7:07
  go
• 7:07
  get
• 7:07
  him,
• 7:09
  you
• 7:09
  know?
• 7:09
  And
• 7:11
  then
• 7:11
  I
• 7:11
  gotta
• 7:11
  explain
• 7:12
  to
• 7:12
  my
• 7:12
  kids
• 7:12
  why
• 7:12
  I'm
• 7:13
  fucking
• 7:13
  stuck
• 7:13
  in
• 7:13
  my
• 7:13
  car
• 7:13
  at
• 7:13
  2
• 7:14
  o'
• 7:14
  clock
• 7:14
  in
• 7:14
  the
• 7:14
  morning.
• 7:16
  And
• 7:17
  so
• 7:17
  then
• 7:17
  I
• 7:18
  was
• 7:18
  like,
• 7:18
  I
• 7:18
  don't
• 7:18
  know
• 7:18
  what
• 7:19
  to
• 7:19
  do.
• 7:19
  Call
• 7:19
  my
• 7:19
  ex.
• 7:20
  And
• 7:20
  so
• 7:21
  my
• 7:21
  mom's
• 7:21
  like,
• 7:21
  you
• 7:21
  want
• 7:22
  me
• 7:22
  to
• 7:22
  call
• 7:22
  Andrew?
• 7:22
  And
• 7:23
  I
• 7:23
  was
• 7:23
  like,
• 7:23
  I
• 7:24
  guess
• 7:25
  he'll
• 7:25
  hear
• 7:25
  it.
• 7:26
  And
• 7:26
  so
• 7:26
  she
• 7:26
  calls
• 7:27
  Andrew
• 7:27
  and
• 7:27
  he
• 7:28
  answers.
• 7:29
  And
• 7:29
  he
• 7:29
  lives
• 7:29
  eight
• 7:29
  minutes
• 7:30
  from
• 7:30
  our
• 7:30
  house.
• 7:30
  I
• 7:31
  did
• 7:31
  tell
• 7:31
  you
• 7:31
  in
• 7:32
  episode
• 7:32
  one
• 7:32
  that
• 7:33
  he's
• 7:33
  a
• 7:33
  really
• 7:33
  nice
• 7:34
  guy
• 7:34
  and
• 7:34
  we'll
• 7:34
  be
• 7:34
  there
• 7:35
  for
• 7:35
  you.
• 7:35
  He
• 7:35
  will
• 7:35
  help
• 7:35
  us
• 7:36
  and
• 7:36
  our
• 7:37
  kids,
• 7:37
  including
• 7:37
  mine
• 7:38
  and
• 7:38
  Simon's
• 7:38
  child
• 7:39
  that
• 7:39
  is
• 7:39
  not
• 7:39
  his
• 7:40
  at
• 7:40
  any
• 7:40
  given
• 7:40
  moment,
• 7:41
  whenever
• 7:42
  that
• 7:42
  is
• 7:42
  just
• 7:42
  him.
• 7:43
  He's
• 7:43
  single,
• 7:43
  ladies.
• 7:44
  Though,
• 7:44
  if
• 7:44
  anyone's
• 7:44
  curious,
• 7:45
  he
• 7:45
  is
• 7:45
  single.
• 7:47
  So
• 7:48
  Andrew
• 7:48
  answers.
• 7:49
  He
• 7:49
  knows
• 7:49
  my
• 7:49
  mom
• 7:49
  can't
• 7:50
  come
• 7:50
  and
• 7:50
  help
• 7:50
  me
• 7:50
  because
• 7:50
  that
• 7:50
  would
• 7:51
  be
• 7:51
  like
• 7:51
  World
• 7:51
  War
• 7:52
  Four.
• 7:53
  Three.
• 7:53
  Is
• 7:53
  that
• 7:53
  what
• 7:53
  people
• 7:53
  say?
• 7:54
  Or
• 7:54
  three?
• 7:54
  Three.
• 7:55
  Oh,
• 7:55
  whatever.
• 7:57
  Okay,
• 7:58
  continuing
• 7:59
  on.
• 8:01
  So
• 8:01
  am
• 8:02
  I
• 8:02
  about
• 8:02
  to
• 8:02
  send
• 8:02
  my
• 8:02
  ex
• 8:03
  into
• 8:03
  my
• 8:03
  bedroom
• 8:04
  to
• 8:04
  wake
• 8:04
  up
• 8:04
  my
• 8:05
  husband
• 8:06
  2
• 8:06
  o'
• 8:06
  clock
• 8:07
  in
• 8:07
  the
• 8:07
  morning,
• 8:07
  and
• 8:08
  if
• 8:08
  I
• 8:08
  do
• 8:08
  this,
• 8:08
  is
• 8:09
  my
• 8:09
  husband
• 8:09
  going
• 8:09
  to
• 8:09
  accidentally
• 8:10
  shoot
• 8:11
  my
• 8:11
  ex?
• 8:13
  And
• 8:13
  so
• 8:13
  then
• 8:14
  I'm
• 8:14
  contemplating
• 8:14
  my
• 8:15
  life
• 8:15
  then
• 8:15
  too.
• 8:15
  Like,
• 8:15
  what
• 8:16
  am
• 8:16
  I
• 8:16
  doing?
• 8:16
  And
• 8:17
  so
• 8:18
  somehow
• 8:19
  Andrew
• 8:20
  pulls
• 8:20
  up
• 8:20
  and
• 8:20
  Simon
• 8:21
  is
• 8:21
  walking
• 8:21
  out
• 8:21
  of
• 8:22
  the
• 8:22
  house.
• 8:22
  Somehow
• 8:23
  I.
• 8:23
  Like,
• 8:24
  I
• 8:24
  don't
• 8:24
  remember.
• 8:24
  I
• 8:25
  think
• 8:25
  Simon
• 8:25
  might
• 8:25
  have
• 8:26
  finally
• 8:26
  woken
• 8:26
  up,
• 8:26
  saw
• 8:27
  my
• 8:27
  20,000
• 8:28
  phone
• 8:28
  calls
• 8:29
  and
• 8:29
  called
• 8:29
  me
• 8:29
  back.
• 8:29
  And
• 8:30
  Andrew's
• 8:30
  standing
• 8:30
  next
• 8:31
  to
• 8:31
  me
• 8:31
  and
• 8:31
  I
• 8:31
  was
• 8:31
  like,
• 8:31
  I
• 8:32
  need
• 8:32
  you
• 8:32
  to
• 8:32
  come
• 8:32
  outside.
• 8:33
  I
• 8:33
  need
• 8:33
  you
• 8:33
  to
• 8:33
  come
• 8:33
  outside
• 8:34
  right
• 8:34
  now
• 8:34
  because
• 8:35
  things
• 8:35
  are
• 8:35
  happening
• 8:35
  and
• 8:36
  Andrew's
• 8:36
  here
• 8:36
  and
• 8:36
  I
• 8:37
  need
• 8:37
  you
• 8:37
  outside.
• 8:38
  And
• 8:38
  he
• 8:38
  was
• 8:38
  like,
• 8:38
  oh,
• 8:38
  okay.
• 8:39
  So
• 8:39
  he
• 8:39
  comes
• 8:39
  stumbling
• 8:40
  outside.
• 8:41
  So
• 8:41
  then
• 8:42
  the
• 8:42
  boys
• 8:42
  are
• 8:42
  talking
• 8:42
  about,
• 8:43
  like,
• 8:43
  looking
• 8:43
  at
• 8:43
  my
• 8:44
  hand
• 8:44
  and
• 8:44
  they're
• 8:44
  like,
• 8:44
  why
• 8:44
  can't
• 8:44
  you
• 8:45
  just
• 8:45
  pull
• 8:45
  it
• 8:45
  out?
• 8:46
  And
• 8:46
  I
• 8:47
  was
• 8:47
  like,
• 8:47
  do
• 8:48
  you
• 8:48
  see
• 8:48
  these
• 8:48
  cuts
• 8:49
  on
• 8:49
  my
• 8:49
  arm?
• 8:49
  That's
• 8:50
  for
• 8:50
  me
• 8:50
  trying
• 8:50
  to
• 8:50
  pull
• 8:51
  it
• 8:51
  out.
• 8:51
  I
• 8:51
  am
• 8:51
  bleeding.
• 8:54
  And
• 8:54
  so.
• 8:55
  So
• 8:55
  then
• 8:56
  we're,
• 8:56
  like,
• 8:56
  trying
• 8:56
  to.
• 8:57
  My
• 8:57
  mom's
• 8:57
  on
• 8:57
  the
• 8:57
  phone
• 8:57
  and
• 8:57
  she's
• 8:58
  like,
• 8:58
  oh,
• 8:58
  my
• 8:58
  God.
• 8:59
  What
• 9:00
  is
• 9:00
  it?
• 9:01
  My
• 9:01
  baby.
• 9:02
  Don't
• 9:03
  let
• 9:03
  the
• 9:03
  car
• 9:03
  eat
• 9:03
  my
• 9:04
  baby.
• 9:05
  You
• 9:05
  know,
• 9:05
  instead
• 9:05
  of
• 9:05
  the
• 9:05
  dingo.
• 9:06
  Yes,
• 9:07
  I
• 9:07
  do.
• 9:07
  Thank
• 9:08
  you
• 9:08
  for
• 9:08
  explaining.
• 9:10
  I
• 9:10
  don't
• 9:10
  know
• 9:10
  anything
• 9:11
  about
• 9:11
  where
• 9:11
  the
• 9:11
  dingo
• 9:12
  came
• 9:12
  from,
• 9:12
  but
• 9:13
  I
• 9:13
  know
• 9:13
  that
• 9:13
  saying.
• 9:14
  Oh,
• 9:14
  I
• 9:14
  think
• 9:14
  it's
• 9:15
  from.
• 9:15
  I'll
• 9:16
  think
• 9:16
  of
• 9:16
  the
• 9:16
  name.
• 9:17
  I'll
• 9:17
  think
• 9:17
  of
• 9:17
  the
• 9:17
  movie.
• 9:18
  It's
• 9:18
  from
• 9:18
  a
• 9:19
  90s
• 9:19
  movie.
• 9:20
  Well,
• 9:20
  I'll
• 9:20
  stop
• 9:21
  making
• 9:21
  the
• 9:21
  story
• 9:21
  so
• 9:21
  dramatic.
• 9:22
  The
• 9:22
  boys
• 9:22
  end
• 9:22
  up.
• 9:23
  But
• 9:23
  it
• 9:23
  was.
• 9:23
  You're
• 9:24
  stuck
• 9:24
  in
• 9:24
  your
• 9:24
  car
• 9:24
  at
• 9:24
  three
• 9:25
  in
• 9:25
  the
• 9:25
  morning
• 9:25
  and
• 9:25
  you
• 9:25
  can't
• 9:26
  go
• 9:26
  to
• 9:26
  bed.
• 9:26
  It
• 9:26
  was
• 9:26
  dramatic.
• 9:27
  The
• 9:27
  boys.
• 9:28
  One
• 9:28
  of
• 9:28
  them's
• 9:28
  pulling.
• 9:29
  One
• 9:29
  of
• 9:29
  them.
• 9:29
  I
• 9:29
  can't
• 9:30
  remember
• 9:30
  which
• 9:30
  one's
• 9:30
  doing
• 9:30
  what
• 9:31
  now,
• 9:31
  but
• 9:31
  one
• 9:31
  of
• 9:31
  them's
• 9:31
  leaning
• 9:32
  over
• 9:32
  me
• 9:33
  and,
• 9:34
  like,
• 9:34
  unbuckled
• 9:34
  me
• 9:35
  and
• 9:35
  then
• 9:35
  is
• 9:35
  pulling
• 9:35
  my
• 9:36
  seat
• 9:36
  from
• 9:36
  my
• 9:36
  right
• 9:37
  side.
• 9:37
  Is
• 9:37
  pulling
• 9:37
  my
• 9:38
  seat
• 9:38
  as
• 9:38
  far
• 9:38
  as
• 9:38
  I
• 9:39
  can
• 9:39
  towards
• 9:39
  the
• 9:39
  driver
• 9:40
  door.
• 9:40
  One
• 9:41
  of
• 9:41
  them
• 9:41
  had
• 9:41
  my
• 9:41
  hand
• 9:41
  and
• 9:42
  was
• 9:42
  trying
• 9:42
  to
• 9:42
  help
• 9:42
  maneuver
• 9:42
  my
• 9:43
  hand.
• 9:43
  And
• 9:43
  one
• 9:43
  of
• 9:43
  them
• 9:43
  was
• 9:43
  pulling
• 9:44
  the
• 9:44
  seat
• 9:44
  away,
• 9:44
  trying
• 9:45
  to
• 9:45
  get.
• 9:45
  But
• 9:46
  you
• 9:46
  got
• 9:46
  out.
• 9:46
  I
• 9:47
  got
• 9:47
  out,
• 9:48
  Yeah.
• 9:48
  I.
• 9:48
  Eventually,
• 9:49
  I
• 9:49
  did
• 9:49
  get
• 9:49
  out.
• 9:50
  Andrew
• 9:50
  went
• 9:50
  home.
• 9:50
  Simon
• 9:51
  was
• 9:51
  like,
• 9:51
  what
• 9:51
  the
• 9:51
  hell?
• 9:52
  And
• 9:52
  I
• 9:52
  was
• 9:52
  like,
• 9:52
  you'd
• 9:52
  be
• 9:52
  so
• 9:53
  proud
• 9:53
  of
• 9:53
  us.
• 9:54
  Nothing
• 9:54
  bad
• 9:55
  happened
• 9:55
  until
• 9:56
  the
• 9:56
  car
• 9:56
  ate
• 9:56
  me.
• 9:58
  Because
• 9:59
  it
• 9:59
  ate
• 9:59
  me.
• 9:59
  So
• 9:59
  that's
• 9:59
  the
• 10:00
  Telluride
• 10:00
  story.
• 10:00
  And
• 10:00
  we
• 10:01
  can
• 10:01
  blame
• 10:01
  it
• 10:01
  on
• 10:01
  the
• 10:01
  tell.
• 10:01
  That
• 10:01
  is
• 10:01
  the
• 10:01
  Telluride.
• 10:02
  And
• 10:02
  Andrew
• 10:03
  immediately,
• 10:03
  the
• 10:03
  next
• 10:04
  day,
• 10:04
  bought
• 10:05
  these,
• 10:05
  like,
• 10:05
  little
• 10:05
  Gap
• 10:06
  things.
• 10:07
  Okay,
• 10:07
  that
• 10:07
  is
• 10:08
  adorable.
• 10:08
  Didn't
• 10:08
  know
• 10:08
  that
• 10:09
  part
• 10:09
  of
• 10:09
  the
• 10:09
  story.
• 10:09
  And
• 10:09
  that's
• 10:10
  hilarious.
• 10:10
  And
• 10:10
  so
• 10:10
  now
• 10:10
  that
• 10:11
  there's
• 10:11
  a
• 10:11
  Gap
• 10:11
  thing
• 10:12
  in
• 10:12
  my
• 10:12
  car.
• 10:12
  I
• 10:13
  didn't
• 10:13
  even
• 10:13
  know
• 10:13
  they
• 10:13
  had
• 10:13
  those.
• 10:13
  I
• 10:14
  didn't
• 10:14
  know
• 10:14
  either.
• 10:14
  But
• 10:14
  apparently
• 10:15
  it's
• 10:15
  common
• 10:15
  that
• 10:15
  Tellurides
• 10:16
  each
• 10:16
  hand,
• 10:19
  you
• 10:19
  know,
• 10:19
  don't
• 10:19
  stick
• 10:19
  your
• 10:20
  hand
• 10:20
  down
• 10:20
  that
• 10:20
  hole.
• 10:22
  Out
• 10:22
  of
• 10:23
  all
• 10:23
  the
• 10:23
  holes.
• 10:23
  Don't
• 10:24
  stick
• 10:24
  your
• 10:24
  hand
• 10:24
  down
• 10:25
  that
• 10:25
  one.
• 10:27
  Thank
• 10:27
  God
• 10:28
  for
• 10:28
  voice
• 10:28
  call.
• 10:29
  Yeah.
• 10:29
  Because
• 10:30
  I
• 10:30
  was
• 10:30
  able
• 10:30
  to
• 10:31
  call
• 10:31
  for
• 10:31
  help.
• 10:31
  Yeah.
• 10:32
  And
• 10:33
  I'm
• 10:33
  sure
• 10:33
  there's
• 10:34
  a
• 10:34
  positive
• 10:34
  three
• 10:34
  still
• 10:34
  nothing
• 10:35
  technically
• 10:35
  bad
• 10:36
  happened.
• 10:36
  Gonna
• 10:37
  say
• 10:37
  the
• 10:37
  positive
• 10:37
  is
• 10:38
  now
• 10:38
  we
• 10:38
  can
• 10:38
  share
• 10:38
  with
• 10:38
  you
• 10:39
  in
• 10:39
  our
• 10:39
  links.
• 10:40
  That
• 10:40
  little
• 10:40
  spacer
• 10:41
  thing.
• 10:42
  Yes.
• 10:42
  So
• 10:42
  it
• 10:43
  doesn't
• 10:43
  happen
• 10:43
  to
• 10:43
  you.
• 10:43
  The
• 10:44
  moral
• 10:44
  of
• 10:44
  the
• 10:44
  story.
• 10:44
  Don't
• 10:45
  stick
• 10:45
  your
• 10:45
  hand
• 10:45
  down
• 10:45
  the
• 10:45
  fucking
• 10:45
  Hole.
• 10:46
  Don't
• 10:46
  do
• 10:46
  it.
• 10:47
  Or
• 10:47
  just
• 10:47
  get
• 10:47
  a
• 10:47
  spacer
• 10:48
  thing.
• 10:48
  Or
• 10:48
  get
• 10:48
  a
• 10:48
  spacer.
• 10:49
  But
• 10:50
  more
• 10:51
  of
• 10:51
  the
• 10:51
  story
• 10:51
  is
• 10:52
  sometimes
• 10:53
  there's
• 10:53
  not
• 10:53
  a
• 10:54
  real
• 10:54
  positive
• 10:55
  to
• 10:55
  your
• 10:55
  fail,
• 10:56
  but
• 10:56
  a
• 10:56
  fail
• 10:56
  is
• 10:57
  a
• 10:57
  good
• 10:57
  way
• 10:57
  to
• 10:58
  remind
• 10:58
  yourself
• 10:59
  not
• 11:00
  to
• 11:00
  do
• 11:00
  it.
• 11:00
  Again,
• 11:00
  that.
• 11:02
  But
• 11:03
  on
• 11:03
  the
• 11:03
  flip
• 11:03
  side,
• 11:03
  tell
• 11:04
  me,
• 11:04
  do
• 11:04
  you
• 11:04
  know
• 11:05
  how
• 11:05
  many
• 11:05
  fucking
• 11:05
  school
• 11:05
  tickets
• 11:06
  we've
• 11:06
  gotten?
• 11:06
  Like,
• 11:06
  at
• 11:07
  one
• 11:07
  point
• 11:07
  I
• 11:07
  thought
• 11:07
  that
• 11:07
  our
• 11:08
  license
• 11:08
  was
• 11:09
  going
• 11:09
  to
• 11:09
  be
• 11:09
  revoked.
• 11:10
  Like
• 11:11
  serious.
• 11:11
  We
• 11:11
  got
• 11:12
  like,
• 11:12
  they
• 11:12
  don't
• 11:12
  mess
• 11:12
  around.
• 11:13
  We
• 11:13
  got
• 11:13
  like
• 11:13
  15
• 11:14
  school
• 11:14
  zone
• 11:15
  speeding
• 11:15
  tickets
• 11:16
  in
• 11:16
  like
• 11:16
  a
• 11:17
  couple
• 11:17
  of
• 11:17
  months
• 11:17
  span.
• 11:18
  And
• 11:18
  I
• 11:18
  was
• 11:18
  like,
• 11:18
  between
• 11:19
  Simon
• 11:19
  and
• 11:19
  I,
• 11:19
  like
• 11:20
  between
• 11:20
  the
• 11:20
  two
• 11:20
  of
• 11:20
  us.
• 11:20
  And
• 11:21
  I
• 11:21
  literally
• 11:21
  thought,
• 11:21
  like,
• 11:22
  when
• 11:22
  do
• 11:22
  they
• 11:22
  take
• 11:22
  your
• 11:22
  license?
• 11:23
  Like
• 11:24
  how
• 11:24
  many
• 11:24
  of
• 11:24
  these
• 11:24
  can
• 11:24
  you
• 11:24
  get
• 11:25
  before
• 11:25
  you
• 11:25
  like
• 11:25
  really
• 11:26
  get
• 11:26
  in
• 11:26
  trouble?
• 11:27
  That's
• 11:27
  a
• 11:27
  good
• 11:27
  question.
• 11:28
  Maybe
• 11:28
  we
• 11:28
  should
• 11:28
  look
• 11:28
  that
• 11:28
  up.
• 11:29
  Should
• 11:29
  look
• 11:29
  that
• 11:29
  up.
• 11:31
  Well,
• 11:32
  today
• 11:33
  we
• 11:33
  have
• 11:33
  learned.
• 11:34
  Live
• 11:34
  and
• 11:34
  learn.
• 11:35
  Live
• 11:35
  and
• 11:35
  learn.
• 11:35
  Don't
• 11:36
  stick
• 11:36
  your
• 11:36
  hand
• 11:36
  in
• 11:36
  holes.
• 11:37
  Don't
• 11:37
  speed
• 11:37
  in
• 11:37
  the
• 11:38
  school
• 11:38
  zones.
• 11:38
  That's
• 11:39
  right,
• 11:39
  don't
• 11:39
  speed.
• 11:40
  Well,
• 11:40
  kids,
• 11:41
  but
• 11:41
  it's
• 11:41
  fun.
• 11:42
  Yeah,
• 11:44
  well,
• 11:44
  no,
• 11:44
  I
• 11:44
  didn't
• 11:45
  do
• 11:45
  it
• 11:45
  because
• 11:45
  it
• 11:45
  was
• 11:45
  fun.
• 11:45
  I
• 11:46
  just
• 11:46
  did
• 11:46
  it
• 11:46
  because
• 11:46
  I
• 11:46
  was
• 11:47
  being
• 11:47
  absent
• 11:47
  minded
• 11:48
  and
• 11:48
  actually
• 11:49
  I
• 11:49
  wasn't
• 11:50
  really
• 11:50
  speeding
• 11:51
  for
• 11:51
  the
• 11:51
  regular.
• 11:54
  Yeah,
• 11:54
  okay,
• 11:55
  fine.
• 11:55
  That's
• 11:55
  no
• 11:55
  excuse.
• 11:56
  You
• 11:56
  shouldn't
• 11:56
  speed
• 11:56
  in
• 11:56
  a
• 11:56
  spot,
• 11:57
  Melissa.
• 11:57
  He'll
• 11:58
  like
• 11:58
  speeding.
• 11:59
  Let's
• 11:59
  take
• 11:59
  Simon's
• 12:00
  car
• 12:00
  out
• 12:00
  for
• 12:00
  a
• 12:00
  spin.
• 12:00
  Oh,
• 12:01
  that
• 12:01
  would
• 12:01
  be
• 12:01
  so
• 12:01
  funny.
• 12:01
  He
• 12:02
  has
• 12:02
  speed
• 12:02
  zone.
• 12:03
  It
• 12:03
  goes.
• 12:04
  Oh,
• 12:04
  really?
• 12:05
  Yeah,
• 12:05
  I
• 12:05
  do.
• 12:06
  It
• 12:06
  like
• 12:06
  sucks
• 12:06
  you
• 12:06
  back
• 12:07
  into
• 12:07
  the
• 12:07
  back
• 12:07
  of
• 12:07
  the
• 12:07
  seat
• 12:07
  when
• 12:08
  you
• 12:08
  like
• 12:08
  tap
• 12:08
  the
• 12:08
  gas
• 12:09
  because
• 12:09
  it's
• 12:09
  so
• 12:09
  like,
• 12:09
  it's
• 12:10
  got
• 12:10
  that
• 12:10
  horsepower
• 12:10
  that's
• 12:11
  so
• 12:11
  hard.
• 12:11
  It
• 12:11
  just
• 12:11
  like,
• 12:11
  it
• 12:12
  sucks
• 12:12
  you
• 12:12
  back.
• 12:12
  That
• 12:13
  sounds
• 12:13
  fun.
• 12:13
  It
• 12:14
  is
• 12:14
  fun.
• 12:15
  I
• 12:15
  wonder
• 12:15
  if
• 12:15
  we
• 12:15
  could
• 12:15
  like
• 12:16
  rent.
• 12:16
  Can't
• 12:16
  you
• 12:16
  like
• 12:17
  go
• 12:17
  to
• 12:17
  a
• 12:17
  racetrack
• 12:18
  and
• 12:18
  you
• 12:18
  can
• 12:19
  rent
• 12:19
  like
• 12:20
  super
• 12:20
  fast
• 12:20
  cars
• 12:20
  And
• 12:21
  I
• 12:21
  have
• 12:21
  a
• 12:21
  burning
• 12:22
  desire
• 12:22
  to
• 12:22
  drive
• 12:23
  like
• 12:23
  a
• 12:24
  McLaren
• 12:25
  someday.
• 12:25
  Like,
• 12:26
  I
• 12:26
  maybe
• 12:26
  want
• 12:26
  one.
• 12:27
  I
• 12:27
  don't
• 12:27
  know
• 12:27
  anything
• 12:28
  about
• 12:28
  cars,
• 12:28
  but
• 12:29
  I
• 12:29
  want
• 12:29
  to
• 12:29
  own
• 12:29
  a
• 12:29
  Corvette
• 12:30
  while
• 12:30
  you
• 12:30
  drive
• 12:31
  that.
• 12:31
  Mm,
• 12:31
  that'd
• 12:32
  be
• 12:32
  nice.
• 12:32
  I
• 12:32
  would
• 12:32
  love
• 12:32
  to
• 12:32
  drive
• 12:33
  a
• 12:33
  fast
• 12:33
  car.
• 12:33
  I
• 12:34
  love.
• 12:35
  I
• 12:35
  don't
• 12:35
  know
• 12:35
  what
• 12:36
  though.
• 12:36
  Like,
• 12:36
  yeah,
• 12:36
  I
• 12:36
  know
• 12:36
  what
• 12:36
  a
• 12:37
  Corvette
• 12:37
  is,
• 12:37
  but
• 12:37
  I
• 12:37
  don't
• 12:37
  really
• 12:37
  know
• 12:38
  what
• 12:38
  McLaren
• 12:38
  is.
• 12:38
  Well,
• 12:38
  I'm
• 12:39
  still
• 12:39
  at
• 12:39
  minimum
• 12:40
  six
• 12:40
  months
• 12:40
  away,
• 12:40
  so
• 12:40
  we'll
• 12:40
  see
• 12:41
  what
• 12:41
  happens.
• 12:41
  Six
• 12:41
  months
• 12:41
  away
• 12:41
  from
• 12:42
  driving
• 12:42
  McLaren.
• 12:42
  Oh,
• 12:43
  I
• 12:43
  was
• 12:43
  like,
• 12:44
  she's
• 12:44
  about
• 12:44
  to
• 12:44
  be
• 12:44
  rich.
• 12:47
  I
• 12:47
  was
• 12:47
  talking
• 12:47
  about
• 12:47
  her
• 12:48
  seizures.
• 12:48
  I
• 12:48
  wish.
• 12:49
  So
• 12:49
  what's
• 12:49
  on
• 12:50
  the
• 12:50
  front
• 12:50
  with
• 12:50
  that?
• 12:52
  Well,
• 12:52
  if
• 12:53
  you
• 12:53
  want
• 12:53
  to
• 12:53
  share
• 12:53
  if
• 12:54
  we
• 12:54
  are
• 12:54
  feeling
• 12:54
  a
• 12:54
  little
• 12:55
  froggy
• 12:56
  next
• 12:56
  week,
• 12:57
  I
• 12:57
  get
• 12:57
  this
• 12:57
  fun
• 12:58
  little
• 12:58
  contraption
• 12:58
  put
• 12:59
  on
• 12:59
  my
• 12:59
  head
• 12:59
  if
• 13:00
  we're
• 13:00
  feeling
• 13:00
  froggy.
• 13:00
  Like,
• 13:01
  if
• 13:01
  we're
• 13:01
  feeling,
• 13:01
  like,
• 13:01
  you
• 13:01
  know,
• 13:02
  a
• 13:02
  little
• 13:02
  frisky,
• 13:02
  like,
• 13:03
  we
• 13:03
  want
• 13:04
  to
• 13:04
  have
• 13:04
  some
• 13:04
  excitement.
• 13:05
  I've
• 13:05
  never
• 13:05
  heard
• 13:05
  froggy
• 13:06
  in
• 13:06
  my
• 13:06
  life.
• 13:06
  Is
• 13:07
  froggy
• 13:07
  not
• 13:07
  the
• 13:07
  right
• 13:07
  word?
• 13:07
  Did
• 13:08
  I
• 13:08
  make
• 13:08
  that
• 13:08
  up?
• 13:08
  I
• 13:08
  can't
• 13:09
  imagine,
• 13:09
  like,
• 13:09
  my
• 13:10
  husband
• 13:10
  wanting
• 13:10
  to
• 13:10
  have
• 13:11
  sex
• 13:11
  with
• 13:11
  me
• 13:11
  and
• 13:11
  being
• 13:12
  like,
• 13:12
  you
• 13:12
  cute
• 13:12
  little
• 13:12
  frog,
• 13:13
  you.
• 13:15
  Is
• 13:15
  froggy
• 13:15
  not
• 13:16
  the
• 13:16
  right
• 13:16
  word?
• 13:16
  I
• 13:16
  don't
• 13:16
  think
• 13:16
  it
• 13:17
  is.
• 13:17
  Oh,
• 13:17
  I
• 13:17
  might
• 13:17
  have
• 13:17
  made
• 13:17
  that
• 13:17
  up.
• 13:18
  Correct
• 13:18
  me
• 13:19
  if
• 13:19
  I'm
• 13:19
  wrong,
• 13:19
  but
• 13:19
  wouldn't
• 13:20
  you
• 13:20
  say
• 13:20
  frisky?
• 13:21
  No,
• 13:21
  because
• 13:21
  frisky's
• 13:22
  not
• 13:22
  the
• 13:22
  word
• 13:22
  I
• 13:22
  was
• 13:22
  trying
• 13:22
  to
• 13:22
  say.
• 13:23
  She
• 13:23
  was
• 13:23
  trying
• 13:23
  to
• 13:23
  say
• 13:23
  froggy.
• 13:24
  Okay,
• 13:24
  moving
• 13:24
  on.
• 13:25
  She
• 13:25
  meant
• 13:25
  frog
• 13:26
  if
• 13:26
  we
• 13:26
  want
• 13:26
  to
• 13:26
  get
• 13:26
  a
• 13:26
  little
• 13:26
  crazy.
• 13:27
  Yeah,
• 13:28
  froggy
• 13:29
  crazy
• 13:29
  like
• 13:29
  a
• 13:29
  frog.
• 13:31
  That
• 13:31
  makes
• 13:31
  sense,
• 13:32
  right?
• 13:33
  We
• 13:33
  will
• 13:33
  record
• 13:34
  our
• 13:34
  next
• 13:34
  episode
• 13:36
  in
• 13:36
  video
• 13:37
  while
• 13:37
  I
• 13:37
  got
• 13:37
  this
• 13:38
  fun
• 13:38
  little
• 13:38
  ambulatory
• 13:39
  EEG
• 13:40
  strapped
• 13:40
  to
• 13:40
  my
• 13:41
  head.
• 13:42
  You're
• 13:42
  talking
• 13:42
  about
• 13:42
  us
• 13:43
  feeling
• 13:43
  froggy?
• 13:43
  Not
• 13:43
  you
• 13:43
  and
• 13:43
  Simon
• 13:44
  feeling
• 13:44
  froggy?
• 13:44
  No,
• 13:44
  you
• 13:44
  and
• 13:44
  me
• 13:45
  feeling
• 13:45
  froggy.
• 13:45
  Oh,
• 13:46
  my
• 13:46
  God.
• 13:46
  So
• 13:46
  maybe
• 13:46
  frisky's
• 13:47
  not
• 13:47
  the
• 13:47
  word.
• 13:47
  It
• 13:48
  wasn't
• 13:48
  the
• 13:48
  word.
• 13:49
  We're
• 13:49
  not
• 13:49
  gonna
• 13:49
  get
• 13:49
  frisky
• 13:50
  on
• 13:50
  camera,
• 13:50
  Melissa.
• 13:50
  But
• 13:51
  still,
• 13:51
  I
• 13:51
  wouldn't
• 13:51
  say,
• 13:52
  like,
• 13:52
  froggy
• 13:53
  either.
• 13:53
  But
• 13:53
  that's
• 13:53
  okay.
• 13:54
  Yeah.
• 13:54
  If
• 13:55
  we
• 13:55
  are
• 13:55
  feeling
• 13:55
  like
• 13:56
  little
• 13:56
  frogs
• 13:56
  next
• 13:56
  week.
• 13:58
  You
• 13:58
  can't
• 13:58
  even
• 13:58
  say
• 13:58
  that
• 13:58
  with
• 13:59
  a
• 13:59
  straight
• 13:59
  face.
• 14:00
  Then
• 14:01
  we
• 14:01
  are
• 14:01
  gonna
• 14:02
  film
• 14:02
  her
• 14:02
  with
• 14:02
  the
• 14:03
  E.
• 14:03
  So
• 14:03
  what
• 14:03
  she's
• 14:04
  basically
• 14:04
  saying
• 14:04
  is,
• 14:04
  you
• 14:05
  are
• 14:05
  gonna
• 14:05
  be
• 14:05
  wearing
• 14:05
  one
• 14:05
  for
• 14:06
  how
• 14:06
  long?
• 14:06
  Three
• 14:06
  days.
• 14:07
  Okay,
• 14:08
  good.
• 14:08
  Good.
• 14:09
  Because
• 14:09
  we
• 14:09
  really
• 14:09
  did.
• 14:10
  Why
• 14:10
  don't
• 14:10
  you.
• 14:10
  Can
• 14:11
  you
• 14:11
  share
• 14:11
  what
• 14:11
  happened
• 14:12
  last
• 14:12
  time
• 14:12
  when
• 14:12
  we
• 14:12
  were
• 14:13
  recording?
• 14:14
  Oh,
• 14:14
  yeah.
• 14:15
  This
• 14:15
  is
• 14:15
  actually
• 14:15
  a
• 14:15
  good
• 14:16
  thing.
• 14:16
  And
• 14:16
  it
• 14:16
  was.
• 14:17
  It
• 14:17
  actually
• 14:17
  did
• 14:17
  turn
• 14:18
  out
• 14:18
  good.
• 14:18
  That's
• 14:19
  another
• 14:19
  fail
• 14:19
  for
• 14:19
  that.
• 14:20
  Should
• 14:20
  have
• 14:20
  been
• 14:20
  my
• 14:20
  fail
• 14:20
  today.
• 14:21
  Anyways,
• 14:22
  it's
• 14:22
  not
• 14:22
  really
• 14:22
  a
• 14:22
  fail.
• 14:22
  They
• 14:22
  don't
• 14:23
  care.
• 14:23
  It's
• 14:23
  not
• 14:23
  really
• 14:23
  a
• 14:23
  fail.
• 14:24
  They
• 14:24
  just
• 14:24
  want
• 14:24
  to
• 14:24
  hear
• 14:24
  all
• 14:24
  the
• 14:24
  stories.
• 14:25
  We
• 14:26
  tried
• 14:26
  to
• 14:26
  record
• 14:26
  this
• 14:27
  episode
• 14:27
  for
• 14:27
  y'
• 14:27
  all
• 14:28
  earlier
• 14:28
  in
• 14:28
  the
• 14:28
  week.
• 14:28
  We
• 14:29
  tried
• 14:29
  to
• 14:29
  do
• 14:29
  it,
• 14:29
  like,
• 14:30
  five
• 14:30
  days
• 14:30
  ago
• 14:30
  while
• 14:31
  we
• 14:31
  were
• 14:31
  recording.
• 14:32
  And
• 14:33
  all
• 14:33
  of
• 14:33
  a
• 14:33
  sudden,
• 14:34
  I,
• 14:35
  like,
• 14:36
  I
• 14:36
  don't
• 14:36
  even
• 14:36
  know
• 14:37
  if
• 14:37
  the
• 14:37
  words
• 14:37
  coming
• 14:37
  out
• 14:37
  of
• 14:38
  my
• 14:38
  mouth
• 14:38
  were
• 14:39
  even
• 14:39
  what
• 14:39
  we
• 14:39
  were
• 14:39
  talking
• 14:39
  about,
• 14:40
  I'm
• 14:40
  gonna
• 14:40
  be
• 14:40
  quite
• 14:40
  honest.
• 14:41
  And
• 14:42
  all
• 14:42
  of
• 14:42
  a
• 14:42
  sudden,
• 14:43
  I
• 14:43
  just
• 14:43
  remember.
• 14:44
  I
• 14:45
  just
• 14:45
  remember
• 14:45
  shaking
• 14:46
  my
• 14:46
  head
• 14:46
  and
• 14:47
  not
• 14:48
  remembering
• 14:48
  what
• 14:48
  we
• 14:48
  were
• 14:49
  talking
• 14:49
  about.
• 14:50
  And
• 14:50
  I
• 14:50
  remember
• 14:51
  Melissa
• 14:51
  saying,
• 14:51
  are
• 14:52
  you
• 14:52
  about
• 14:52
  to
• 14:52
  have
• 14:52
  a
• 14:52
  seizure?
• 14:52
  I
• 14:52
  think
• 14:53
  you're
• 14:53
  having
• 14:53
  a
• 14:53
  seizure.
• 14:53
  And.
• 14:54
  And
• 14:54
  I'm
• 14:54
  like,
• 14:54
  no,
• 14:55
  no,
• 14:55
  no,
• 14:55
  no,
• 14:55
  I'm
• 14:55
  fine.
• 14:56
  And
• 14:56
  then
• 14:58
  it
• 14:58
  Was
• 14:58
  a
• 14:58
  seizure.
• 14:59
  And
• 14:59
  so
• 14:59
  she
• 15:00
  called
• 15:00
  Simon
• 15:00
  and
• 15:01
  was
• 15:01
  like,
• 15:01
  what
• 15:01
  am
• 15:01
  I
• 15:01
  supposed
• 15:02
  to
• 15:02
  do?
• 15:02
  Like,
• 15:02
  I
• 15:02
  don't
• 15:02
  like.
• 15:02
  And
• 15:03
  he
• 15:03
  was
• 15:03
  like,
• 15:04
  oh,
• 15:04
  okay,
• 15:04
  well,
• 15:04
  let's
• 15:05
  see
• 15:05
  if
• 15:05
  we
• 15:05
  can
• 15:05
  give
• 15:05
  her
• 15:05
  the
• 15:05
  emergency
• 15:06
  meds.
• 15:06
  But
• 15:06
  he
• 15:06
  didn't
• 15:06
  have
• 15:07
  the
• 15:07
  answer.
• 15:07
  We
• 15:07
  don't
• 15:07
  have
• 15:07
  the
• 15:07
  answer.
• 15:08
  Had
• 15:09
  a
• 15:09
  seizure
• 15:09
  and
• 15:10
  too
• 15:11
  late
• 15:11
  to
• 15:11
  give
• 15:11
  the
• 15:11
  emergency
• 15:12
  medications.
• 15:12
  Seizures
• 15:13
  knock
• 15:13
  me
• 15:13
  out.
• 15:14
  I
• 15:14
  am
• 15:14
  so
• 15:15
  confused.
• 15:15
  I
• 15:15
  can't
• 15:16
  put
• 15:16
  together
• 15:17
  words,
• 15:17
  sentences.
• 15:18
  In
• 15:18
  Andrew's
• 15:18
  words.
• 15:19
  Her
• 15:19
  body
• 15:20
  is
• 15:20
  now
• 15:21
  trying
• 15:21
  to
• 15:21
  catch
• 15:21
  up
• 15:21
  with
• 15:22
  itself.
• 15:23
  And
• 15:23
  I
• 15:23
  would
• 15:23
  say
• 15:23
  that's
• 15:23
  what
• 15:24
  it
• 15:24
  felt
• 15:24
  like.
• 15:24
  And
• 15:25
  for
• 15:25
  the
• 15:25
  next
• 15:25
  couple.
• 15:25
  It
• 15:26
  takes
• 15:26
  me
• 15:26
  two
• 15:26
  days
• 15:26
  to
• 15:27
  be
• 15:27
  able
• 15:27
  to
• 15:27
  put
• 15:28
  words
• 15:29
  and
• 15:29
  sentences
• 15:30
  together.
• 15:30
  That
• 15:31
  makes
• 15:31
  sense.
• 15:32
  It
• 15:32
  just
• 15:33
  doesn't
• 15:33
  process
• 15:33
  it.
• 15:34
  I
• 15:34
  can't
• 15:34
  process
• 15:35
  things.
• 15:35
  And
• 15:36
  it
• 15:36
  wasn't
• 15:36
  until
• 15:36
  about,
• 15:37
  like,
• 15:37
  probably
• 15:37
  six
• 15:37
  that
• 15:38
  evening
• 15:38
  when
• 15:38
  I
• 15:38
  finally
• 15:39
  was,
• 15:39
  like,
• 15:39
  at
• 15:40
  least
• 15:40
  coherent
• 15:40
  enough
• 15:41
  to
• 15:41
  be,
• 15:41
  like,
• 15:41
  thinking
• 15:41
  about,
• 15:42
  like,
• 15:42
  man,
• 15:42
  what
• 15:43
  this
• 15:43
  happened
• 15:43
  again.
• 15:44
  Like,
• 15:44
  I'm
• 15:45
  really
• 15:45
  sick
• 15:45
  of
• 15:45
  this.
• 15:45
  And
• 15:46
  I'm
• 15:46
  sitting
• 15:47
  there
• 15:47
  and
• 15:47
  I'm
• 15:47
  like,
• 15:48
  sitting
• 15:48
  there
• 15:49
  and
• 15:49
  I
• 15:49
  go,
• 15:49
  simon.
• 15:50
  He's
• 15:50
  like,
• 15:50
  what?
• 15:51
  We
• 15:51
  were
• 15:51
  recording
• 15:52
  an
• 15:52
  episode.
• 15:53
  It's
• 15:53
  funny
• 15:53
  that
• 15:54
  you
• 15:54
  remember
• 15:54
  it
• 15:54
  that
• 15:54
  way.
• 15:55
  Not
• 15:55
  funny.
• 15:56
  It
• 15:56
  means
• 15:56
  that
• 15:56
  you
• 15:57
  weren't
• 15:57
  coherent
• 15:57
  because
• 15:58
  we
• 15:58
  did
• 15:58
  talk
• 15:59
  about
• 15:59
  that.
• 15:59
  Are
• 15:59
  you
• 16:00
  serious?
• 16:00
  Yeah,
• 16:01
  we
• 16:01
  were
• 16:01
  like.
• 16:01
  We
• 16:02
  got
• 16:02
  you
• 16:02
  under
• 16:02
  recording
• 16:03
  and
• 16:03
  we
• 16:03
  replayed
• 16:03
  it
• 16:03
  and
• 16:03
  watched
• 16:04
  it
• 16:04
  together.
• 16:04
  No,
• 16:05
  I
• 16:05
  don't
• 16:05
  remember
• 16:05
  that.
• 16:05
  Yeah,
• 16:06
  we
• 16:06
  did,
• 16:07
  man.
• 16:08
  They
• 16:08
  get
• 16:08
  you?
• 16:09
  I
• 16:09
  don't
• 16:09
  know.
• 16:09
  That
• 16:10
  is
• 16:10
  wild.
• 16:10
  Well,
• 16:11
  I
• 16:11
  think
• 16:11
  I
• 16:11
  have
• 16:11
  it
• 16:12
  on
• 16:12
  camera.
• 16:12
  And
• 16:12
  you
• 16:12
  were
• 16:13
  able
• 16:13
  to
• 16:13
  show
• 16:13
  him.
• 16:13
  Yeah,
• 16:14
  we
• 16:14
  watched
• 16:14
  it
• 16:14
  together
• 16:15
  and
• 16:15
  then
• 16:15
  we
• 16:15
  cut
• 16:16
  the
• 16:16
  clip
• 16:17
  out
• 16:17
  into
• 16:17
  a
• 16:17
  smaller
• 16:17
  clip
• 16:18
  of
• 16:18
  where
• 16:18
  you
• 16:19
  see
• 16:19
  it
• 16:19
  happening.
• 16:20
  And
• 16:20
  then
• 16:20
  you
• 16:21
  see,
• 16:21
  like,
• 16:21
  how
• 16:21
  it
• 16:21
  came
• 16:21
  about.
• 16:22
  And
• 16:22
  then
• 16:22
  you
• 16:22
  see
• 16:23
  the.
• 16:23
  The
• 16:23
  after
• 16:24
  where
• 16:24
  I
• 16:25
  just
• 16:25
  can't
• 16:25
  put
• 16:25
  words
• 16:26
  together.
• 16:26
  I
• 16:26
  can't
• 16:26
  put
• 16:26
  a
• 16:27
  thought
• 16:27
  together.
• 16:28
  And
• 16:28
  we
• 16:29
  were
• 16:29
  able
• 16:29
  to
• 16:29
  send
• 16:29
  that
• 16:29
  to
• 16:29
  the
• 16:30
  doctor.
• 16:30
  And
• 16:30
  now
• 16:30
  we
• 16:30
  have
• 16:30
  the
• 16:31
  EEG
• 16:31
  scheduled
• 16:32
  for
• 16:32
  next
• 16:32
  week
• 16:33
  for
• 16:33
  three
• 16:33
  days,
• 16:34
  which
• 16:34
  is
• 16:34
  great
• 16:34
  because
• 16:35
  it's
• 16:35
  been
• 16:35
  how
• 16:35
  many
• 16:35
  months
• 16:36
  now
• 16:36
  trying
• 16:36
  to
• 16:36
  figure
• 16:36
  out.
• 16:36
  It's
• 16:36
  been
• 16:36
  six
• 16:37
  years
• 16:38
  trying
• 16:38
  to
• 16:38
  figure
• 16:38
  out.
• 16:38
  Type
• 16:39
  which.
• 16:40
  This
• 16:40
  doctor
• 16:40
  is
• 16:40
  a
• 16:41
  new
• 16:41
  doctor
• 16:41
  and
• 16:41
  he's
• 16:42
  on
• 16:42
  his
• 16:42
  shit.
• 16:43
  He
• 16:43
  already,
• 16:44
  like,
• 16:44
  knows
• 16:45
  what
• 16:45
  kind
• 16:45
  we're
• 16:45
  having.
• 16:45
  Just
• 16:46
  wants
• 16:46
  to
• 16:47
  get
• 16:47
  that.
• 16:48
  Did
• 16:48
  the
• 16:48
  video
• 16:48
  help
• 16:49
  or.
• 16:49
  He
• 16:50
  hasn't
• 16:50
  seen
• 16:50
  it.
• 16:50
  I'm
• 16:51
  still
• 16:51
  waiting
• 16:51
  on.
• 16:52
  Waiting
• 16:52
  on
• 16:52
  that,
• 16:53
  but.
• 16:53
  So
• 16:53
  that
• 16:53
  was
• 16:54
  actually
• 16:54
  a
• 16:54
  really
• 16:54
  good
• 16:54
  thing.
• 16:55
  It
• 16:55
  was.
• 16:55
  It
• 16:55
  felt
• 16:56
  like
• 16:56
  a
• 16:56
  fail.
• 16:56
  I
• 16:56
  was
• 16:57
  very
• 16:57
  upset.
• 16:57
  I
• 16:58
  was
• 16:58
  depressed
• 16:58
  for
• 16:59
  the
• 16:59
  rest
• 16:59
  of
• 16:59
  the
• 16:59
  week.
• 16:59
  Herself.
• 17:00
  But,
• 17:00
  like,
• 17:02
  I
• 17:02
  was.
• 17:02
  You
• 17:02
  wouldn't
• 17:03
  be
• 17:03
  mad
• 17:03
  at
• 17:03
  somebody
• 17:04
  who
• 17:04
  broke
• 17:04
  their
• 17:05
  leg
• 17:05
  and
• 17:05
  couldn't
• 17:06
  walk
• 17:06
  across
• 17:06
  the
• 17:06
  room
• 17:06
  or
• 17:07
  you're
• 17:07
  Somebody
• 17:07
  who
• 17:07
  had,
• 17:08
  I
• 17:09
  don't
• 17:09
  know,
• 17:09
  diabetes
• 17:10
  and
• 17:10
  couldn't
• 17:11
  eat
• 17:11
  the
• 17:11
  cake
• 17:12
  for
• 17:12
  their
• 17:12
  birthday.
• 17:12
  I
• 17:12
  don't
• 17:13
  know.
• 17:13
  This
• 17:13
  is
• 17:13
  the
• 17:14
  only
• 17:14
  thing
• 17:14
  I
• 17:14
  have
• 17:14
  that
• 17:15
  I
• 17:15
  can
• 17:15
  control
• 17:15
  is
• 17:16
  this
• 17:16
  podcast,
• 17:17
  what
• 17:17
  we're
• 17:17
  doing,
• 17:17
  what
• 17:18
  we're
• 17:18
  talking
• 17:18
  about
• 17:19
  when
• 17:19
  we
• 17:19
  record
• 17:20
  it.
• 17:20
  Like,
• 17:20
  this
• 17:20
  is
• 17:20
  the
• 17:21
  only
• 17:21
  thing
• 17:21
  I
• 17:21
  have
• 17:22
  to
• 17:22
  control
• 17:22
  in
• 17:22
  my
• 17:22
  life
• 17:23
  right
• 17:23
  now.
• 17:23
  So
• 17:24
  when
• 17:24
  something
• 17:24
  like
• 17:25
  that
• 17:25
  happens
• 17:25
  unexpectedly,
• 17:27
  I
• 17:28
  can't
• 17:28
  even
• 17:28
  take
• 17:28
  care
• 17:28
  of
• 17:28
  my
• 17:29
  kid
• 17:29
  at
• 17:29
  that
• 17:29
  point.
• 17:29
  I
• 17:29
  can't
• 17:30
  take
• 17:30
  care
• 17:30
  of
• 17:30
  that.
• 17:31
  I'm
• 17:31
  going
• 17:31
  to
• 17:31
  throw.
• 17:31
  Yes,
• 17:31
  that
• 17:32
  is
• 17:32
  awful.
• 17:32
  I'm
• 17:33
  going
• 17:33
  to
• 17:33
  throw
• 17:33
  in
• 17:33
  a
• 17:35
  bridge
• 17:37
  in
• 17:38
  the
• 17:38
  Buddhist
• 17:38
  mindset.
• 17:39
  Oh,
• 17:39
  now
• 17:40
  we're
• 17:40
  getting
• 17:40
  Buddhist.
• 17:42
  But
• 17:42
  one
• 17:42
  of
• 17:42
  the
• 17:43
  main
• 17:43
  things
• 17:44
  that
• 17:44
  is
• 17:45
  taught
• 17:45
  is
• 17:46
  that
• 17:46
  we
• 17:46
  have
• 17:47
  no
• 17:47
  control
• 17:47
  over
• 17:47
  anything.
• 17:48
  We
• 17:48
  don't
• 17:48
  own
• 17:49
  anything.
• 17:49
  We
• 17:49
  don't
• 17:50
  have
• 17:50
  control.
• 17:50
  Anything
• 17:51
  that
• 17:51
  we
• 17:51
  have
• 17:51
  could
• 17:52
  go
• 17:52
  away
• 17:52
  any
• 17:52
  given
• 17:52
  moment.
• 17:53
  And
• 17:53
  if
• 17:54
  we
• 17:54
  can
• 17:54
  accept
• 17:55
  that,
• 17:55
  we're
• 17:55
  gonna
• 17:56
  actually
• 17:56
  be
• 17:56
  able
• 17:56
  to
• 17:56
  roll
• 17:57
  with
• 17:57
  the
• 17:57
  punches
• 17:57
  a
• 17:57
  lot
• 17:58
  easier.
• 17:59
  I'll
• 17:59
  think
• 17:59
  on
• 17:59
  that.
• 17:59
  Think
• 18:00
  on
• 18:00
  it.
• 18:00
  I'll
• 18:00
  think
• 18:00
  on
• 18:01
  that.
• 18:01
  See
• 18:01
  how
• 18:01
  I
• 18:01
  feel.
• 18:02
  Life
• 18:02
  is
• 18:02
  rough,
• 18:03
  but
• 18:03
  we're
• 18:03
  getting
• 18:03
  somewhere.
• 18:04
  She
• 18:04
  is
• 18:05
  going
• 18:05
  to
• 18:05
  possibly
• 18:06
  be
• 18:06
  wearing
• 18:06
  the.
• 18:07
  What's
• 18:07
  it
• 18:07
  called?
• 18:07
  Headset.
• 18:08
  Ambulatory
• 18:09
  eeg.
• 18:10
  Next
• 18:11
  recording.
• 18:12
  All
• 18:12
  right,
• 18:12
  well,
• 18:12
  today
• 18:13
  our
• 18:14
  episode
• 18:14
  is
• 18:15
  making
• 18:15
  friends
• 18:16
  after
• 18:16
  our
• 18:16
  30s.
• 18:17
  And
• 18:19
  let's
• 18:19
  see.
• 18:20
  Today's
• 18:20
  episode
• 18:20
  is
• 18:20
  called
• 18:21
  making
• 18:21
  friends
• 18:21
  after
• 18:21
  your
• 18:22
  30s.
• 18:23
  So
• 18:24
  I
• 18:24
  remember
• 18:24
  when
• 18:25
  my
• 18:25
  mom
• 18:25
  turned
• 18:26
  30.
• 18:26
  Like,
• 18:27
  I
• 18:27
  remember
• 18:27
  that
• 18:27
  day,
• 18:28
  the
• 18:28
  day
• 18:28
  my
• 18:28
  mom
• 18:29
  turned
• 18:29
  30,
• 18:29
  we
• 18:29
  lived
• 18:29
  in
• 18:30
  Texas.
• 18:30
  She's.
• 18:31
  She's
• 18:31
  depressed.
• 18:32
  She's
• 18:32
  really
• 18:32
  sad
• 18:33
  leading
• 18:33
  up
• 18:33
  to
• 18:33
  this
• 18:33
  day,
• 18:34
  like,
• 18:34
  she's
• 18:35
  just
• 18:35
  dreading
• 18:35
  it.
• 18:36
  So
• 18:36
  she
• 18:36
  gets
• 18:36
  a
• 18:36
  card
• 18:37
  in
• 18:37
  the
• 18:37
  mail
• 18:37
  from
• 18:37
  her
• 18:37
  friend.
• 18:38
  It's
• 18:38
  a
• 18:38
  picture
• 18:38
  of
• 18:39
  an
• 18:39
  old,
• 18:39
  old,
• 18:40
  old
• 18:40
  woman
• 18:40
  with
• 18:41
  boobs
• 18:41
  sagging
• 18:41
  to
• 18:41
  the
• 18:42
  ground.
• 18:43
  And
• 18:44
  it's
• 18:44
  something
• 18:44
  about,
• 18:44
  you
• 18:44
  know,
• 18:45
  now
• 18:45
  you're.
• 18:45
  Now
• 18:46
  you're
• 18:46
  old.
• 18:46
  You're
• 18:46
  30.
• 18:47
  I
• 18:47
  remember
• 18:48
  she
• 18:48
  spent
• 18:48
  the
• 18:48
  whole
• 18:48
  day
• 18:49
  in
• 18:49
  the
• 18:49
  bathtub,
• 18:49
  just
• 18:49
  very
• 18:50
  upset,
• 18:50
  didn't
• 18:50
  want
• 18:50
  to
• 18:50
  talk
• 18:50
  to
• 18:51
  anyone.
• 18:51
  She
• 18:51
  just
• 18:51
  sat
• 18:51
  in
• 18:51
  the
• 18:52
  tub
• 18:52
  all
• 18:52
  day
• 18:52
  crying
• 18:53
  over
• 18:54
  being
• 18:54
  30
• 18:54
  in
• 18:54
  this
• 18:55
  tub.
• 18:55
  And.
• 18:56
  And.
• 18:57
  And
• 18:58
  then,
• 18:58
  you
• 18:59
  know,
• 18:59
  later,
• 18:59
  in
• 18:59
  her
• 18:59
  30s,
• 19:00
  we
• 19:01
  are
• 19:01
  in
• 19:01
  Georgia,
• 19:01
  and
• 19:02
  she's
• 19:02
  doing
• 19:02
  the
• 19:03
  carpool
• 19:03
  from,
• 19:04
  you
• 19:04
  know,
• 19:04
  my
• 19:04
  school
• 19:05
  to
• 19:05
  rotc,
• 19:06
  and
• 19:06
  she's
• 19:06
  carpooling
• 19:07
  with
• 19:07
  me,
• 19:07
  other
• 19:08
  friends
• 19:08
  from
• 19:08
  narutc,
• 19:09
  driving
• 19:09
  us
• 19:09
  back
• 19:09
  and
• 19:10
  forth
• 19:10
  to
• 19:10
  wherever.
• 19:11
  And
• 19:11
  I
• 19:11
  remember,
• 19:12
  like,
• 19:13
  she.
• 19:13
  It
• 19:13
  was
• 19:13
  to
• 19:13
  the
• 19:13
  point
• 19:14
  where
• 19:14
  she'd
• 19:14
  be
• 19:14
  like,
• 19:14
  y'
• 19:14
  all
• 19:15
  need
• 19:15
  to
• 19:15
  turn
• 19:15
  that
• 19:15
  music
• 19:15
  down.
• 19:16
  I'm
• 19:16
  trying
• 19:16
  to
• 19:16
  see.
• 19:17
  And
• 19:17
  we're
• 19:17
  like,
• 19:18
  you're
• 19:18
  30
• 19:18
  now.
• 19:19
  You're
• 19:19
  blind.
• 19:20
  Yeah.
• 19:20
  I
• 19:20
  mean,
• 19:20
  at
• 19:20
  this
• 19:21
  point,
• 19:21
  she's
• 19:21
  probably
• 19:21
  38.
• 19:22
  Oh,
• 19:22
  30,
• 19:22
  35,
• 19:23
  38,
• 19:23
  whatever.
• 19:23
  She's
• 19:24
  in
• 19:24
  her
• 19:24
  30s
• 19:24
  and
• 19:25
  I'm
• 19:25
  like,
• 19:26
  how
• 19:26
  is
• 19:26
  that
• 19:26
  gonna
• 19:27
  help
• 19:27
  you?
• 19:27
  And
• 19:27
  I'm
• 19:27
  cracking
• 19:27
  up.
• 19:28
  She's
• 19:28
  like,
• 19:28
  you
• 19:28
  know,
• 19:28
  if
• 19:28
  she
• 19:29
  pops
• 19:29
  a
• 19:29
  curb
• 19:29
  or,
• 19:30
  or
• 19:30
  any
• 19:30
  little
• 19:30
  minor
• 19:31
  thing
• 19:31
  that
• 19:31
  she
• 19:31
  does
• 19:32
  on
• 19:32
  accident
• 19:32
  while
• 19:32
  she's
• 19:32
  driving,
• 19:33
  I'm
• 19:33
  like,
• 19:33
  God,
• 19:33
  Jesus
• 19:34
  Christ,
• 19:34
  Mom.
• 19:35
  Like,
• 19:35
  when
• 19:35
  you
• 19:36
  turn
• 19:36
  30,
• 19:36
  I
• 19:36
  think
• 19:36
  license
• 19:37
  should
• 19:37
  be
• 19:37
  provoked.
• 19:37
  And
• 19:38
  then
• 19:38
  she
• 19:38
  would
• 19:38
  get
• 19:38
  so
• 19:38
  offended,
• 19:39
  she'd
• 19:39
  be
• 19:39
  like,
• 19:40
  you
• 19:41
  just
• 19:41
  wait.
• 19:41
  You
• 19:42
  just
• 19:42
  wait
• 19:42
  until
• 19:42
  you're
• 19:43
  30
• 19:43
  and
• 19:43
  you
• 19:44
  see
• 19:44
  how
• 19:44
  you
• 19:44
  feel.
• 19:46
  And
• 19:47
  jokes
• 19:47
  on
• 19:47
  me
• 19:48
  because
• 19:48
  I
• 19:48
  am
• 19:48
  30,
• 19:49
  just
• 19:49
  turned
• 19:49
  30
• 19:50
  and
• 19:50
  I
• 19:50
  can't
• 19:50
  drive.
• 19:52
  Oh,
• 19:53
  I
• 19:53
  find
• 19:54
  it
• 19:54
  hilarious.
• 19:54
  My
• 19:54
  mom.
• 19:55
  That's
• 19:55
  some
• 19:55
  karma.
• 19:56
  It
• 19:56
  makes
• 19:56
  my
• 19:56
  mom
• 19:57
  very
• 19:57
  sad
• 19:57
  when
• 19:58
  I
• 19:58
  say
• 19:58
  that,
• 19:58
  but
• 19:58
  it
• 19:58
  cracks
• 19:59
  me
• 19:59
  the
• 19:59
  hell
• 19:59
  up
• 20:00
  because
• 20:00
  I'm
• 20:00
  really
• 20:00
  glad
• 20:01
  that
• 20:01
  you're
• 20:01
  left
• 20:01
  about
• 20:01
  jokes
• 20:02
  on
• 20:02
  me.
• 20:03
  What
• 20:03
  age,
• 20:03
  when
• 20:04
  you
• 20:04
  were
• 20:04
  little,
• 20:04
  did
• 20:05
  you,
• 20:05
  like,
• 20:05
  if
• 20:05
  someone
• 20:06
  said,
• 20:06
  Hey,
• 20:07
  10
• 20:08
  year
• 20:08
  old
• 20:08
  Melissa,
• 20:08
  at
• 20:09
  what
• 20:09
  age
• 20:09
  do
• 20:09
  you
• 20:09
  then
• 20:10
  call
• 20:10
  someone
• 20:10
  old?
• 20:10
  What
• 20:11
  age
• 20:11
  would
• 20:11
  you
• 20:12
  say?
• 20:13
  Maybe
• 20:13
  I'm
• 20:14
  old
• 20:14
  now
• 20:14
  because
• 20:14
  I
• 20:14
  feel
• 20:14
  like
• 20:15
  I'm
• 20:15
  still
• 20:15
  removed
• 20:15
  from
• 20:15
  that.
• 20:16
  That
• 20:16
  I
• 20:16
  don't
• 20:16
  know
• 20:16
  what
• 20:16
  I
• 20:17
  would
• 20:17
  have
• 20:17
  said.
• 20:17
  In
• 20:17
  all,
• 20:17
  I
• 20:17
  would
• 20:18
  have
• 20:18
  said
• 20:18
  30.
• 20:18
  Yeah,
• 20:19
  yeah.
• 20:19
  I
• 20:19
  for
• 20:20
  some
• 20:20
  reason
• 20:20
  really
• 20:21
  said
• 20:21
  50
• 20:22
  or
• 20:22
  60.
• 20:24
  Maybe
• 20:24
  that's
• 20:24
  because
• 20:24
  my
• 20:25
  dad
• 20:25
  told
• 20:25
  me,
• 20:25
  you're
• 20:25
  halfway
• 20:26
  dead
• 20:26
  at
• 20:26
  50.
• 20:26
  We
• 20:27
  say
• 20:27
  that
• 20:27
  we're
• 20:28
  getting
• 20:28
  old
• 20:29
  and
• 20:29
  that
• 20:29
  we're
• 20:29
  so
• 20:29
  old
• 20:29
  all
• 20:30
  the
• 20:30
  time
• 20:30
  that
• 20:30
  my
• 20:30
  kids
• 20:31
  at
• 20:32
  like
• 20:33
  7
• 20:33
  years
• 20:34
  old,
• 20:34
  they're
• 20:35
  like,
• 20:35
  you're
• 20:35
  not
• 20:35
  old
• 20:35
  until
• 20:36
  you're
• 20:36
  80.
• 20:36
  Oh,
• 20:37
  that's
• 20:37
  sweet.
• 20:37
  And
• 20:37
  we're
• 20:37
  just
• 20:38
  like
• 20:38
  looking
• 20:38
  at
• 20:38
  them
• 20:38
  and
• 20:38
  we're
• 20:39
  like,
• 20:39
  huh?
• 20:39
  How
• 20:39
  are
• 20:39
  they
• 20:40
  so
• 20:40
  advanced?
• 20:40
  How
• 20:40
  are
• 20:41
  they
• 20:41
  so
• 20:41
  smart
• 20:41
  and
• 20:42
  evolved?
• 20:42
  Yeah,
• 20:43
  I
• 20:44
  was
• 20:44
  gonna
• 20:44
  share.
• 20:46
  I
• 20:46
  know
• 20:46
  we're
• 20:47
  talking
• 20:47
  about
• 20:47
  our
• 20:47
  30s.
• 20:48
  The
• 20:49
  worst
• 20:49
  birthday
• 20:49
  I
• 20:49
  ever
• 20:50
  had
• 20:50
  was
• 20:50
  when
• 20:50
  I
• 20:50
  turned
• 20:50
  20,
• 20:51
  and
• 20:51
  that
• 20:52
  was
• 20:52
  because
• 20:52
  my
• 20:53
  dad
• 20:53
  and
• 20:53
  my
• 20:54
  mom,
• 20:54
  so
• 20:54
  I
• 20:54
  was
• 20:55
  a
• 20:55
  nanny
• 20:55
  and
• 20:55
  I
• 20:55
  lived
• 20:55
  in
• 20:56
  Ohio,
• 20:56
  and
• 20:56
  I
• 20:57
  caught
• 20:57
  a
• 20:57
  bus
• 20:58
  for
• 20:58
  my
• 20:58
  birthday
• 20:59
  and
• 20:59
  went
• 20:59
  down
• 20:59
  to
• 20:59
  Kentucky
• 21:00
  where
• 21:00
  my
• 21:00
  parents
• 21:01
  lived.
• 21:01
  And
• 21:02
  while
• 21:02
  I
• 21:02
  was
• 21:03
  there,
• 21:04
  my
• 21:04
  dad
• 21:05
  just
• 21:05
  started
• 21:05
  like,
• 21:06
  he
• 21:07
  started
• 21:07
  like,
• 21:07
  just
• 21:08
  like
• 21:08
  yelling
• 21:08
  and
• 21:09
  getting
• 21:09
  upset
• 21:09
  with
• 21:09
  me,
• 21:09
  like,
• 21:10
  you're
• 21:10
  20
• 21:10
  years.
• 21:11
  See,
• 21:11
  in
• 21:11
  the
• 21:12
  Mormon
• 21:12
  Church,
• 21:13
  you're
• 21:14
  kind
• 21:14
  of
• 21:14
  old
• 21:15
  if
• 21:15
  you're
• 21:15
  not
• 21:15
  like.
• 21:16
  And
• 21:16
  I
• 21:16
  had
• 21:16
  never
• 21:16
  really
• 21:17
  had
• 21:17
  a
• 21:17
  steady
• 21:17
  boyfriend
• 21:18
  at
• 21:19
  that
• 21:19
  age.
• 21:20
  And
• 21:20
  he
• 21:21
  was
• 21:21
  just
• 21:21
  getting
• 21:21
  on
• 21:21
  my
• 21:22
  back
• 21:22
  like,
• 21:22
  you
• 21:23
  are
• 21:23
  20.
• 21:24
  You're
• 21:24
  not
• 21:24
  married.
• 21:25
  You're
• 21:25
  not
• 21:25
  even
• 21:26
  having
• 21:26
  a
• 21:26
  prospect
• 21:27
  of
• 21:27
  getting
• 21:27
  married.
• 21:28
  And
• 21:28
  I
• 21:29
  just
• 21:29
  felt
• 21:29
  awful.
• 21:29
  I
• 21:30
  felt
• 21:30
  like
• 21:30
  I
• 21:30
  was
• 21:30
  so
• 21:30
  old
• 21:31
  and
• 21:31
  I
• 21:31
  was
• 21:31
  gonna
• 21:31
  be
• 21:31
  this
• 21:32
  old
• 21:32
  maid
• 21:33
  and
• 21:33
  nobody
• 21:33
  was
• 21:33
  gonna
• 21:34
  want
• 21:34
  me.
• 21:35
  And
• 21:35
  so
• 21:35
  I
• 21:36
  was
• 21:36
  just
• 21:36
  crying.
• 21:37
  I
• 21:37
  was
• 21:37
  Just
• 21:38
  bawling.
• 21:38
  And
• 21:38
  my
• 21:38
  dad
• 21:39
  was
• 21:39
  going
• 21:39
  at
• 21:39
  me,
• 21:39
  and
• 21:40
  that
• 21:40
  was
• 21:40
  my
• 21:40
  20th
• 21:40
  birthday.
• 21:41
  And
• 21:41
  I
• 21:41
  remember
• 21:41
  thinking,
• 21:41
  I'm
• 21:42
  so
• 21:42
  old.
• 21:42
  And
• 21:42
  now
• 21:42
  I
• 21:43
  wish
• 21:43
  I
• 21:43
  could
• 21:43
  go
• 21:43
  back,
• 21:44
  because
• 21:46
  I
• 21:47
  was.
• 21:47
  Even
• 21:48
  later,
• 21:48
  like,
• 21:49
  after
• 21:49
  my
• 21:49
  mission,
• 21:49
  when
• 21:50
  I
• 21:50
  was
• 21:50
  23,
• 21:50
  24,
• 21:51
  and
• 21:51
  I
• 21:51
  was
• 21:51
  in
• 21:51
  the
• 21:52
  singles
• 21:52
  ward,
• 21:53
  is
• 21:53
  what
• 21:53
  you
• 21:53
  call
• 21:53
  it.
• 21:54
  Cause
• 21:54
  in.
• 21:55
  When
• 21:55
  you
• 21:55
  reach
• 21:55
  the
• 21:55
  age
• 21:56
  of
• 21:56
  18,
• 21:56
  instead
• 21:56
  of
• 21:57
  going
• 21:57
  to
• 21:57
  church
• 21:57
  with
• 21:57
  just
• 21:57
  everybody
• 21:58
  else,
• 21:58
  you
• 21:58
  go
• 21:59
  to
• 21:59
  church
• 21:59
  with
• 21:59
  other
• 21:59
  singles,
• 22:00
  other
• 22:00
  people
• 22:01
  up
• 22:01
  until
• 22:01
  the
• 22:01
  age
• 22:01
  of
• 22:02
  30
• 22:02
  because
• 22:02
  they
• 22:02
  want
• 22:02
  you
• 22:02
  to
• 22:02
  freaking
• 22:03
  get
• 22:03
  married.
• 22:04
  Interesting.
• 22:05
  Yeah.
• 22:05
  And
• 22:06
  as
• 22:06
  a
• 22:06
  returned
• 22:06
  missionary,
• 22:07
  because
• 22:07
  there's
• 22:07
  another
• 22:07
  old
• 22:08
  trope
• 22:08
  in
• 22:08
  the
• 22:08
  church
• 22:09
  where
• 22:09
  girls
• 22:09
  only
• 22:09
  go
• 22:10
  on
• 22:10
  missions
• 22:10
  because
• 22:11
  they
• 22:11
  couldn't
• 22:11
  get
• 22:11
  married
• 22:12
  and
• 22:12
  they
• 22:13
  weren't
• 22:13
  cute
• 22:13
  enough.
• 22:14
  And
• 22:14
  so
• 22:16
  I
• 22:16
  felt
• 22:17
  like
• 22:17
  there
• 22:17
  was
• 22:17
  something
• 22:18
  wrong
• 22:18
  with
• 22:18
  me
• 22:18
  as
• 22:19
  soon
• 22:19
  as
• 22:19
  I
• 22:19
  turned
• 22:19
  20.
• 22:20
  And
• 22:21
  that
• 22:21
  was
• 22:22
  hard.
• 22:22
  That
• 22:22
  was
• 22:22
  really
• 22:22
  hard.
• 22:23
  Because
• 22:23
  I
• 22:23
  do
• 22:23
  wish
• 22:23
  I
• 22:23
  could
• 22:24
  go
• 22:24
  back
• 22:24
  and
• 22:24
  say,
• 22:25
  yeah,
• 22:26
  normal,
• 22:26
  you
• 22:26
  were
• 22:26
  fine.
• 22:27
  Yes,
• 22:27
  you're
• 22:28
  normal.
• 22:28
  20
• 22:28
  is
• 22:29
  so
• 22:29
  young.
• 22:29
  23,
• 22:30
  25
• 22:31
  is
• 22:31
  young.
• 22:32
  Yeah.
• 22:32
  But,
• 22:32
  yeah.
• 22:33
  So
• 22:33
  anyway,
• 22:34
  in
• 22:34
  our
• 22:34
  30s,
• 22:34
  we
• 22:34
  still
• 22:34
  don't
• 22:35
  have
• 22:35
  our
• 22:35
  shit
• 22:35
  together,
• 22:35
  it
• 22:35
  feels
• 22:36
  like,
• 22:36
  but
• 22:36
  we
• 22:37
  do.
• 22:37
  Yeah.
• 22:38
  You
• 22:38
  look.
• 22:38
  You
• 22:39
  look
• 22:39
  at
• 22:39
  people
• 22:39
  in
• 22:39
  their
• 22:39
  30s
• 22:40
  when
• 22:40
  you're
• 22:40
  in
• 22:40
  your
• 22:40
  20s,
• 22:41
  and
• 22:41
  you
• 22:41
  think,
• 22:41
  I
• 22:42
  still.
• 22:42
  When
• 22:42
  someone
• 22:43
  goes,
• 22:43
  what
• 22:44
  do
• 22:44
  I
• 22:44
  do?
• 22:44
  When,
• 22:44
  like,
• 22:45
  someone
• 22:45
  in
• 22:45
  their
• 22:45
  20s
• 22:45
  goes,
• 22:45
  what
• 22:46
  do
• 22:46
  I
• 22:46
  do
• 22:46
  about
• 22:46
  this?
• 22:46
  Like,
• 22:47
  I'm.
• 22:47
  I
• 22:47
  don't
• 22:47
  know
• 22:47
  what
• 22:47
  to
• 22:47
  do.
• 22:48
  I'm
• 22:48
  like,
• 22:48
  I
• 22:48
  don't
• 22:48
  know.
• 22:48
  Come
• 22:49
  ask
• 22:49
  an
• 22:49
  adult.
• 22:49
  And
• 22:49
  then,
• 22:50
  like,
• 22:50
  just
• 22:50
  stare
• 22:50
  at
• 22:51
  me
• 22:51
  silently,
• 22:51
  and
• 22:51
  I'm
• 22:51
  like,
• 22:51
  oh.
• 22:52
  Oh,
• 22:52
  that's
• 22:53
  me.
• 22:53
  Oh,
• 22:54
  okay.
• 22:54
  I
• 22:54
  should
• 22:55
  have
• 22:55
  an
• 22:55
  answer.
• 22:56
  When
• 22:57
  I
• 22:57
  turned
• 22:58
  30.
• 22:59
  I
• 22:59
  think
• 22:59
  my
• 23:00
  30th
• 23:00
  birthday
• 23:00
  has
• 23:01
  probably
• 23:01
  been
• 23:01
  my
• 23:01
  favorite
• 23:01
  birthday.
• 23:02
  The
• 23:03
  one
• 23:03
  that
• 23:03
  stood
• 23:03
  out
• 23:03
  the
• 23:03
  most.
• 23:03
  I
• 23:04
  had
• 23:04
  been
• 23:04
  planning
• 23:05
  that
• 23:05
  thing
• 23:05
  for.
• 23:06
  And
• 23:07
  this
• 23:07
  was
• 23:07
  just
• 23:07
  a
• 23:07
  couple
• 23:07
  months
• 23:07
  ago.
• 23:08
  I've
• 23:08
  been
• 23:08
  planning
• 23:08
  that
• 23:08
  birthday
• 23:09
  for
• 23:09
  a
• 23:09
  year.
• 23:10
  That's
• 23:10
  really
• 23:10
  cute.
• 23:11
  My
• 23:11
  best
• 23:11
  friend
• 23:11
  Courtney
• 23:11
  and
• 23:12
  I,
• 23:12
  I
• 23:12
  knew
• 23:12
  that
• 23:12
  we
• 23:12
  were
• 23:12
  gonna
• 23:12
  do
• 23:13
  a
• 23:13
  photo
• 23:13
  shoot,
• 23:14
  and
• 23:14
  we
• 23:14
  dressed
• 23:15
  up
• 23:15
  in
• 23:15
  pink
• 23:15
  tutus.
• 23:16
  With
• 23:16
  Courtney's
• 23:16
  permission.
• 23:17
  Can
• 23:17
  we
• 23:17
  link
• 23:17
  some
• 23:17
  of
• 23:17
  your
• 23:17
  photos?
• 23:18
  Yeah,
• 23:19
  of
• 23:19
  course.
• 23:20
  I
• 23:20
  will
• 23:20
  link
• 23:21
  those.
• 23:21
  Look
• 23:21
  them
• 23:21
  up.
• 23:21
  They
• 23:22
  are
• 23:22
  so
• 23:22
  cute.
• 23:23
  She
• 23:23
  did
• 23:23
  a
• 23:24
  smash
• 23:24
  cake.
• 23:25
  And
• 23:25
  of
• 23:25
  course,
• 23:25
  I'm
• 23:25
  just
• 23:26
  a
• 23:26
  little
• 23:26
  princess.
• 23:26
  So,
• 23:27
  like,
• 23:27
  you
• 23:27
  know,
• 23:27
  I
• 23:27
  just
• 23:27
  stood
• 23:28
  pretty
• 23:28
  with
• 23:28
  my
• 23:28
  cake
• 23:28
  and
• 23:30
  I
• 23:30
  don't
• 23:30
  drink
• 23:30
  alcohol
• 23:31
  anymore,
• 23:31
  but,
• 23:31
  you
• 23:32
  know,
• 23:32
  acted
• 23:33
  like
• 23:33
  I
• 23:33
  had
• 23:33
  a
• 23:33
  bottle
• 23:34
  of
• 23:35
  champagne
• 23:35
  and,
• 23:35
  you
• 23:36
  know,
• 23:36
  acted
• 23:36
  cool.
• 23:37
  And,
• 23:37
  like,
• 23:37
  you
• 23:37
  can
• 23:37
  be
• 23:38
  cool
• 23:38
  without
• 23:38
  alcohol.
• 23:38
  But
• 23:39
  I
• 23:39
  think
• 23:39
  you're
• 23:39
  just
• 23:39
  saying
• 23:39
  you
• 23:40
  wanted
• 23:40
  to
• 23:40
  get
• 23:40
  across
• 23:40
  the
• 23:41
  idea
• 23:41
  that
• 23:41
  it's
• 23:42
  a
• 23:42
  party,
• 23:42
  but
• 23:43
  also,
• 23:43
  like,
• 23:44
  that's
• 23:44
  our
• 23:44
  thing.
• 23:44
  Like,
• 23:45
  our
• 23:45
  progression
• 23:46
  photos
• 23:46
  that
• 23:46
  we
• 23:46
  do
• 23:46
  together.
• 23:47
  It.
• 23:47
  We
• 23:47
  have
• 23:48
  this
• 23:48
  pose.
• 23:48
  You
• 23:49
  do
• 23:49
  progression
• 23:49
  photos?
• 23:50
  We
• 23:50
  do
• 23:50
  like
• 23:51
  every
• 23:51
  year.
• 23:51
  Not
• 23:52
  every
• 23:52
  year.
• 23:52
  It's
• 23:52
  like
• 23:53
  at
• 23:53
  big
• 23:53
  milestones.
• 23:54
  So
• 23:55
  like
• 23:55
  when
• 23:55
  I
• 23:55
  was
• 23:55
  pregnant
• 23:56
  with
• 23:56
  Nora
• 23:56
  is
• 23:57
  honestly
• 23:57
  when
• 23:57
  this
• 23:58
  photo
• 23:58
  progression
• 23:59
  started.
• 23:59
  We
• 23:59
  have
• 24:00
  some
• 24:00
  with
• 24:00
  our
• 24:00
  kids
• 24:00
  too,
• 24:00
  that
• 24:01
  we
• 24:01
  do.
• 24:01
  But
• 24:02
  with
• 24:02
  us
• 24:02
  it
• 24:02
  started
• 24:03
  when
• 24:03
  I
• 24:03
  was
• 24:03
  pregnant
• 24:03
  with
• 24:03
  Nora
• 24:04
  and
• 24:04
  there's
• 24:04
  a
• 24:05
  photo,
• 24:05
  a
• 24:05
  very
• 24:05
  specific
• 24:06
  photo
• 24:06
  of
• 24:06
  us
• 24:07
  sitting
• 24:07
  on
• 24:07
  the
• 24:07
  couch
• 24:07
  in
• 24:07
  a
• 24:08
  specific
• 24:08
  way.
• 24:08
  And
• 24:09
  I
• 24:09
  have
• 24:09
  a
• 24:09
  plate
• 24:10
  sitting
• 24:10
  on
• 24:10
  my
• 24:10
  stomach
• 24:11
  of
• 24:11
  food
• 24:11
  and
• 24:11
  she's
• 24:11
  got
• 24:12
  the
• 24:12
  alcohol
• 24:12
  because
• 24:12
  she
• 24:12
  can
• 24:13
  drink
• 24:13
  and
• 24:13
  I
• 24:13
  can't.
• 24:14
  But
• 24:15
  yeah.
• 24:15
  So
• 24:16
  I
• 24:16
  planned
• 24:16
  my
• 24:16
  birthday.
• 24:16
  I
• 24:17
  planned
• 24:18
  me
• 24:18
  and
• 24:18
  Courtney
• 24:18
  with
• 24:18
  our
• 24:19
  husband.
• 24:19
  Husband.
• 24:19
  Courtney
• 24:19
  and
• 24:20
  I
• 24:20
  with
• 24:20
  our
• 24:20
  husbands.
• 24:21
  We
• 24:21
  went
• 24:21
  to
• 24:21
  Mexico
• 24:22
  for
• 24:22
  the
• 24:22
  first
• 24:22
  time
• 24:23
  and
• 24:23
  we
• 24:23
  stayed
• 24:23
  in
• 24:23
  a
• 24:24
  adult
• 24:24
  only,
• 24:24
  all
• 24:25
  inclusive.
• 24:28
  It
• 24:28
  was
• 24:28
  me.
• 24:29
  Oh,
• 24:30
  it
• 24:30
  was
• 24:30
  just.
• 24:31
  It
• 24:31
  was
• 24:31
  so
• 24:31
  needed.
• 24:32
  Especially
• 24:32
  with
• 24:32
  all
• 24:32
  the
• 24:33
  health
• 24:33
  issues
• 24:33
  we've
• 24:33
  been
• 24:34
  going
• 24:34
  on,
• 24:35
  going
• 24:35
  on
• 24:35
  with
• 24:35
  me.
• 24:36
  And
• 24:36
  then
• 24:37
  my
• 24:38
  poor
• 24:38
  husband
• 24:39
  has
• 24:39
  so
• 24:39
  much
• 24:40
  family
• 24:40
  drama
• 24:40
  going
• 24:41
  on
• 24:41
  with
• 24:41
  his
• 24:41
  mother
• 24:41
  in
• 24:41
  law
• 24:42
  and
• 24:42
  trying
• 24:42
  to
• 24:42
  help
• 24:42
  his
• 24:42
  sisters
• 24:43
  and
• 24:43
  just
• 24:44
  a
• 24:44
  whole
• 24:44
  thing.
• 24:44
  And
• 24:44
  so
• 24:45
  we
• 24:45
  needed
• 24:45
  it.
• 24:45
  We
• 24:45
  needed
• 24:45
  a
• 24:46
  break
• 24:46
  first
• 24:46
  off.
• 24:46
  So
• 24:46
  it
• 24:46
  was
• 24:46
  great
• 24:47
  that
• 24:47
  I
• 24:47
  planned
• 24:47
  it.
• 24:48
  Yeah.
• 24:48
  So
• 24:48
  it
• 24:48
  was
• 24:48
  really
• 24:49
  enjoyable.
• 24:49
  I
• 24:49
  had
• 24:49
  a
• 24:49
  lot
• 24:50
  of
• 24:50
  time.
• 24:50
  We
• 24:50
  stayed
• 24:50
  in
• 24:50
  a
• 24:50
  really
• 24:51
  nice
• 24:51
  hotel
• 24:51
  when
• 24:51
  we
• 24:51
  did
• 24:51
  the
• 24:52
  photo.
• 24:52
  So
• 24:52
  it's
• 24:52
  just
• 24:52
  like
• 24:53
  a
• 24:53
  birthday
• 24:53
  that
• 24:54
  just
• 24:54
  extended
• 24:54
  and
• 24:55
  kept
• 24:55
  doing
• 24:55
  great.
• 24:56
  I
• 24:56
  had
• 24:57
  a
• 24:57
  blast.
• 24:57
  I
• 24:58
  loved
• 24:58
  it.
• 24:58
  I
• 24:59
  don't
• 24:59
  even
• 24:59
  know
• 24:59
  if
• 24:59
  I
• 24:59
  was
• 25:00
  expecting
• 25:00
  it
• 25:00
  to
• 25:00
  be
• 25:00
  so
• 25:00
  good
• 25:01
  because,
• 25:01
  you
• 25:02
  know,
• 25:02
  there's
• 25:03
  my
• 25:03
  mom's
• 25:03
  experience
• 25:03
  and
• 25:04
  then
• 25:05
  there's
• 25:06
  Friends.
• 25:06
  I
• 25:07
  think
• 25:07
  most
• 25:07
  of
• 25:07
  us
• 25:08
  binge
• 25:08
  watch
• 25:08
  Friends
• 25:08
  on
• 25:09
  a
• 25:09
  regular
• 25:09
  basis.
• 25:09
  And
• 25:09
  you
• 25:09
  think
• 25:10
  of
• 25:10
  that
• 25:10
  episode
• 25:10
  where
• 25:10
  Rachel
• 25:11
  turns
• 25:11
  30
• 25:12
  and
• 25:12
  it
• 25:12
  shows
• 25:12
  you
• 25:13
  a
• 25:13
  clip
• 25:13
  of
• 25:14
  when
• 25:14
  all
• 25:14
  of
• 25:14
  them
• 25:14
  turned
• 25:14
  30.
• 25:15
  Rachel's
• 25:16
  mad
• 25:16
  about
• 25:16
  it
• 25:16
  and
• 25:16
  Joey's
• 25:17
  crying
• 25:17
  about
• 25:17
  it,
• 25:18
  yelling
• 25:18
  at
• 25:18
  his
• 25:18
  birthday
• 25:18
  cake.
• 25:19
  Why,
• 25:19
  God,
• 25:20
  why?
• 25:21
  We
• 25:21
  had
• 25:21
  a
• 25:21
  deal.
• 25:22
  It
• 25:22
  was
• 25:22
  not
• 25:22
  supposed
• 25:22
  to
• 25:22
  be
• 25:22
  me.
• 25:23
  And
• 25:23
  that's
• 25:24
  why
• 25:24
  this
• 25:24
  episode
• 25:24
  is
• 25:25
  called
• 25:25
  that.
• 25:25
  Because
• 25:25
  that's
• 25:26
  the
• 25:26
  30
• 25:26
  clip
• 25:26
  that
• 25:26
  comes
• 25:26
  to
• 25:27
  my
• 25:27
  head.
• 25:27
  Even
• 25:27
  though
• 25:27
  it
• 25:27
  could
• 25:28
  have
• 25:28
  been
• 25:28
  30.
• 25:28
  Flirty
• 25:28
  and
• 25:29
  thriving.
• 25:29
  But
• 25:31
  I
• 25:31
  like
• 25:31
  Joey's
• 25:31
  version.
• 25:32
  Why,
• 25:32
  God,
• 25:33
  why?
• 25:34
  Do
• 25:35
  you
• 25:35
  remember?
• 25:35
  Were
• 25:35
  you
• 25:36
  excited
• 25:36
  for
• 25:36
  your
• 25:36
  30s?
• 25:37
  What?
• 25:37
  What
• 25:37
  did
• 25:37
  you
• 25:38
  do?
• 25:38
  So
• 25:38
  it's
• 25:38
  weird
• 25:39
  because
• 25:39
  I
• 25:40
  actually
• 25:40
  don't
• 25:40
  remember
• 25:41
  my
• 25:41
  30th
• 25:41
  birthday.
• 25:42
  I
• 25:43
  really
• 25:43
  don't.
• 25:44
  I
• 25:45
  know
• 25:45
  where
• 25:45
  I
• 25:45
  was
• 25:46
  and
• 25:46
  what
• 25:46
  I
• 25:46
  was
• 25:46
  doing.
• 25:48
  So
• 25:49
  in
• 25:49
  2008,
• 25:50
  I
• 25:50
  did
• 25:50
  have
• 25:51
  an
• 25:52
  emotional
• 25:53
  breakdown
• 25:54
  that
• 25:54
  led
• 25:55
  me
• 25:55
  to
• 25:55
  move
• 25:55
  from
• 25:56
  South
• 25:56
  Carolina
• 25:56
  to
• 25:57
  Texas
• 25:57
  to
• 25:57
  stay
• 25:57
  with
• 25:57
  some
• 25:58
  of
• 25:58
  my
• 25:58
  best
• 25:58
  friends
• 25:58
  in
• 25:58
  the
• 25:58
  whole
• 25:59
  world.
• 26:01
  So
• 26:02
  her
• 26:02
  name
• 26:02
  is
• 26:02
  also
• 26:02
  Melissa,
• 26:03
  but
• 26:04
  it's
• 26:04
  Scott
• 26:04
  and
• 26:04
  Melissa.
• 26:05
  They're
• 26:05
  married.
• 26:05
  And
• 26:05
  they
• 26:06
  have
• 26:06
  two
• 26:06
  kids,
• 26:07
  so
• 26:07
  I
• 26:07
  always
• 26:07
  call
• 26:07
  her
• 26:08
  Melissa
• 26:08
  Walker,
• 26:08
  by
• 26:08
  the
• 26:09
  way.
• 26:09
  But
• 26:10
  Melissa
• 26:11
  and
• 26:12
  Scott
• 26:12
  took
• 26:12
  me
• 26:13
  in.
• 26:13
  They
• 26:13
  helped
• 26:13
  me
• 26:14
  get
• 26:14
  on
• 26:14
  my
• 26:14
  feet.
• 26:15
  I
• 26:15
  had
• 26:15
  a
• 26:15
  dog.
• 26:16
  I
• 26:16
  had
• 26:16
  Waverly.
• 26:17
  She
• 26:17
  was
• 26:17
  my
• 26:17
  bestest
• 26:18
  friend
• 26:18
  in
• 26:18
  the
• 26:18
  whole
• 26:18
  world.
• 26:19
  When
• 26:20
  I
• 26:20
  first
• 26:20
  moved
• 26:20
  to
• 26:20
  the
• 26:20
  Walkers,
• 26:21
  and
• 26:21
  I
• 26:21
  was
• 26:21
  going
• 26:21
  through
• 26:21
  a
• 26:22
  rough
• 26:22
  time.
• 26:22
  I
• 26:23
  remember
• 26:23
  saying,
• 26:23
  I
• 26:24
  really
• 26:24
  wish
• 26:24
  I
• 26:24
  just
• 26:24
  had
• 26:25
  a
• 26:25
  dog
• 26:25
  in
• 26:25
  there.
• 26:26
  Like,
• 26:26
  get
• 26:26
  a
• 26:26
  dog.
• 26:27
  And
• 26:27
  I
• 26:27
  thought,
• 26:28
  this
• 26:28
  is
• 26:28
  your
• 26:29
  house.
• 26:29
  You
• 26:29
  don't
• 26:30
  have
• 26:30
  any
• 26:30
  pets.
• 26:31
  And
• 26:33
  they
• 26:33
  didn't
• 26:34
  care.
• 26:34
  They
• 26:34
  just
• 26:35
  wanted
• 26:35
  me
• 26:35
  to
• 26:35
  be
• 26:35
  healthy
• 26:36
  and
• 26:36
  happy.
• 26:36
  And
• 26:36
  we
• 26:36
  got
• 26:37
  a
• 26:37
  dog,
• 26:37
  and
• 26:37
  she
• 26:37
  was
• 26:37
  an
• 26:37
  inside
• 26:38
  dog,
• 26:38
  and
• 26:39
  she
• 26:39
  was
• 26:39
  my
• 26:39
  baby.
• 26:40
  And
• 26:40
  honestly,
• 26:41
  another
• 26:41
  push.
• 26:42
  Yeah.
• 26:42
  Yeah.
• 26:43
  Right.
• 26:44
  When
• 26:44
  I
• 26:44
  was
• 26:45
  30,
• 26:45
  I
• 26:45
  was
• 26:45
  in
• 26:46
  school
• 26:46
  at
• 26:47
  the
• 26:47
  time.
• 26:47
  I
• 26:47
  thought
• 26:47
  I
• 26:47
  was
• 26:48
  gonna
• 26:48
  go
• 26:48
  for
• 26:48
  nursing.
• 26:50
  Yeah.
• 26:51
  I
• 26:51
  honestly
• 26:51
  don't
• 26:52
  remember
• 26:52
  a
• 26:52
  lot.
• 26:52
  I
• 26:52
  think
• 26:52
  I
• 26:52
  just
• 26:53
  was
• 26:53
  doing
• 26:53
  a
• 26:53
  lot
• 26:53
  to
• 26:54
  try
• 26:54
  to
• 26:54
  get
• 26:54
  on
• 26:54
  my
• 26:54
  feet,
• 26:55
  and
• 26:55
  that's
• 26:56
  okay.
• 26:58
  There
• 26:58
  are
• 26:58
  timeframes
• 26:59
  for
• 26:59
  everyone
• 26:59
  where
• 27:00
  it's
• 27:00
  just
• 27:00
  getting
• 27:00
  on
• 27:00
  your
• 27:00
  feet.
• 27:01
  I
• 27:01
  think
• 27:01
  Most
• 27:01
  of
• 27:01
  my
• 27:01
  20s
• 27:01
  was
• 27:02
  swimming.
• 27:02
  Yeah.
• 27:03
  Yeah.
• 27:04
  I
• 27:04
  don't
• 27:04
  have
• 27:05
  a
• 27:05
  lot
• 27:05
  of
• 27:05
  memories
• 27:06
  about
• 27:06
  the
• 27:06
  30th
• 27:06
  birthday.
• 27:07
  I
• 27:07
  do
• 27:07
  have
• 27:07
  a
• 27:08
  lot
• 27:08
  of
• 27:08
  memories
• 27:08
  about
• 27:09
  my
• 27:09
  30s.
• 27:10
  Of
• 27:11
  course,
• 27:11
  nothing
• 27:11
  was
• 27:12
  the
• 27:12
  way
• 27:12
  I
• 27:12
  thought
• 27:13
  that
• 27:13
  it
• 27:13
  was
• 27:13
  gonna
• 27:13
  be.
• 27:13
  When
• 27:13
  I
• 27:13
  was
• 27:14
  younger,
• 27:14
  I
• 27:14
  thought
• 27:14
  I
• 27:14
  was
• 27:14
  gonna
• 27:15
  have
• 27:15
  my
• 27:15
  shit
• 27:16
  together.
• 27:16
  I
• 27:17
  was
• 27:17
  gonna
• 27:17
  be
• 27:17
  married,
• 27:18
  I
• 27:18
  was
• 27:18
  gonna
• 27:18
  have
• 27:18
  kids,
• 27:19
  because
• 27:19
  that's
• 27:20
  what
• 27:20
  I
• 27:20
  was
• 27:20
  kind
• 27:20
  of
• 27:20
  raised
• 27:21
  to
• 27:22
  have
• 27:22
  and
• 27:22
  want.
• 27:22
  And
• 27:23
  the
• 27:23
  truth
• 27:23
  is,
• 27:25
  I
• 27:25
  think
• 27:25
  I.
• 27:26
  I
• 27:26
  did
• 27:26
  want
• 27:26
  kids,
• 27:27
  to
• 27:27
  tell
• 27:27
  you
• 27:27
  the
• 27:27
  truth.
• 27:30
  We
• 27:31
  went,
• 27:31
  my
• 27:31
  ex
• 27:32
  husband
• 27:32
  and
• 27:32
  I,
• 27:33
  we
• 27:33
  actually
• 27:33
  had
• 27:34
  some
• 27:34
  miscarriages.
• 27:36
  I
• 27:36
  was
• 27:36
  nannying.
• 27:37
  I
• 27:38
  wasn't,
• 27:38
  like,
• 27:38
  working
• 27:39
  in
• 27:39
  any
• 27:39
  kind
• 27:39
  of
• 27:40
  corporate
• 27:40
  position.
• 27:41
  I
• 27:42
  had
• 27:42
  gone
• 27:42
  to
• 27:42
  school
• 27:42
  when
• 27:42
  I
• 27:43
  was
• 27:43
  younger
• 27:43
  to
• 27:43
  be
• 27:43
  a
• 27:43
  dental
• 27:43
  lab
• 27:44
  technician.
• 27:44
  But
• 27:44
  when
• 27:45
  I
• 27:45
  had,
• 27:45
  like,
• 27:45
  my
• 27:45
  breakdown
• 27:46
  and
• 27:46
  everything
• 27:46
  in
• 27:46
  2008,
• 27:47
  I
• 27:48
  moved
• 27:48
  to
• 27:48
  Texas
• 27:48
  and
• 27:49
  just
• 27:49
  kind
• 27:49
  of
• 27:49
  dropped
• 27:49
  everything.
• 27:50
  The
• 27:50
  Walkers
• 27:51
  were
• 27:51
  so
• 27:51
  supportive
• 27:51
  in
• 27:51
  letting
• 27:52
  me
• 27:52
  just
• 27:52
  kind
• 27:52
  of
• 27:52
  take
• 27:53
  time,
• 27:53
  not
• 27:54
  do
• 27:54
  anything
• 27:54
  for
• 27:54
  a
• 27:55
  little
• 27:55
  bit.
• 27:55
  I
• 27:55
  kind
• 27:56
  of
• 27:56
  helped
• 27:56
  out
• 27:56
  around
• 27:56
  the
• 27:56
  house
• 27:57
  and
• 27:57
  watched
• 27:58
  their
• 27:58
  kids,
• 27:58
  and
• 27:58
  then
• 27:59
  through
• 27:59
  word
• 28:00
  of
• 28:00
  mouth.
• 28:00
  And
• 28:00
  since
• 28:00
  I
• 28:01
  had
• 28:01
  nannied
• 28:01
  when
• 28:01
  I
• 28:01
  was
• 28:01
  younger,
• 28:02
  at
• 28:02
  the
• 28:02
  age
• 28:02
  of
• 28:02
  19,
• 28:03
  word
• 28:03
  of
• 28:03
  mouth
• 28:04
  got
• 28:04
  around,
• 28:04
  and
• 28:05
  I
• 28:05
  just
• 28:05
  started
• 28:05
  babysitting
• 28:06
  and
• 28:06
  nannying
• 28:07
  for
• 28:07
  a
• 28:07
  lot
• 28:07
  of
• 28:07
  people.
• 28:08
  And
• 28:08
  I
• 28:08
  did
• 28:08
  that
• 28:08
  for
• 28:09
  nine
• 28:09
  years.
• 28:09
  I
• 28:09
  also
• 28:09
  worked
• 28:11
  in
• 28:11
  a.
• 28:12
  At
• 28:12
  a
• 28:12
  barn.
• 28:13
  This
• 28:14
  helped
• 28:15
  somebody.
• 28:15
  Her
• 28:16
  name
• 28:16
  was
• 28:16
  Gloria.
• 28:16
  She
• 28:16
  was
• 28:17
  also
• 28:17
  an
• 28:17
  amazing
• 28:17
  person.
• 28:19
  Yeah.
• 28:19
  So
• 28:19
  my
• 28:19
  30s
• 28:20
  weren't
• 28:20
  what
• 28:20
  I
• 28:20
  thought.
• 28:20
  Let's
• 28:21
  just
• 28:21
  put
• 28:21
  it
• 28:21
  that
• 28:21
  way.
• 28:22
  I
• 28:22
  felt
• 28:22
  like
• 28:22
  I
• 28:23
  should
• 28:23
  have
• 28:23
  had
• 28:24
  been
• 28:24
  further
• 28:24
  along
• 28:25
  than
• 28:25
  I
• 28:25
  was.
• 28:25
  I
• 28:25
  think
• 28:26
  everyone
• 28:26
  does.
• 28:26
  I'm
• 28:26
  starting
• 28:26
  to
• 28:27
  learn
• 28:27
  that
• 28:27
  there
• 28:27
  is
• 28:27
  No,
• 28:28
  I
• 28:28
  think
• 28:29
  leading
• 28:29
  up
• 28:29
  to
• 28:29
  your
• 28:29
  30s,
• 28:29
  everyone
• 28:30
  starts
• 28:30
  freaking
• 28:30
  out
• 28:31
  of
• 28:31
  like,
• 28:31
  ah,
• 28:31
  my
• 28:31
  life
• 28:32
  should
• 28:32
  be
• 28:32
  together.
• 28:32
  Like,
• 28:33
  I
• 28:33
  should
• 28:33
  know
• 28:33
  exactly
• 28:34
  who
• 28:34
  I
• 28:34
  am.
• 28:34
  I
• 28:34
  should
• 28:35
  know
• 28:35
  exactly
• 28:35
  what
• 28:35
  I'm
• 28:35
  doing.
• 28:35
  And
• 28:36
  that's
• 28:36
  just
• 28:36
  not
• 28:36
  the
• 28:36
  case.
• 28:36
  I
• 28:37
  think
• 28:37
  your
• 28:37
  20s
• 28:37
  are
• 28:38
  a
• 28:38
  trash
• 28:38
  fire.
• 28:39
  And
• 28:40
  so
• 28:40
  then
• 28:40
  you're
• 28:40
  like,
• 28:40
  leading
• 28:41
  up
• 28:41
  to
• 28:41
  your
• 28:41
  30s,
• 28:41
  and
• 28:41
  you're
• 28:41
  like,
• 28:41
  holy
• 28:42
  shit,
• 28:42
  I
• 28:42
  still
• 28:42
  am
• 28:42
  on
• 28:43
  fire.
• 28:43
  I'm
• 28:43
  still
• 28:43
  on
• 28:44
  fire.
• 28:44
  And
• 28:44
  your
• 28:44
  30s
• 28:45
  is
• 28:45
  figuring
• 28:46
  it
• 28:46
  out,
• 28:46
  getting
• 28:47
  it
• 28:47
  together
• 28:47
  is
• 28:48
  what
• 28:48
  I
• 28:48
  think
• 28:48
  your
• 28:48
  30s
• 28:48
  are
• 28:49
  as
• 28:49
  far
• 28:49
  as
• 28:49
  to
• 28:49
  say
• 28:49
  your
• 28:50
  whole
• 28:50
  life
• 28:50
  is
• 28:50
  just
• 28:50
  figuring
• 28:51
  it
• 28:51
  out.
• 28:51
  And
• 28:51
  I
• 28:51
  have
• 28:52
  a
• 28:52
  feeling,
• 28:52
  because
• 28:52
  here
• 28:53
  I
• 28:53
  AM
• 28:53
  in
• 28:53
  my
• 28:53
  40s,
• 28:54
  I
• 28:54
  don't
• 28:54
  feel
• 28:54
  like
• 28:54
  I
• 28:54
  have
• 28:55
  it
• 28:55
  figured
• 28:55
  out.
• 28:57
  And
• 28:57
  I
• 28:57
  wonder.
• 28:58
  We'd
• 28:58
  have
• 28:59
  to
• 28:59
  ask,
• 28:59
  but
• 28:59
  I
• 28:59
  wonder
• 29:00
  if
• 29:00
  there's
• 29:00
  people
• 29:00
  in
• 29:00
  their
• 29:01
  60s,
• 29:01
  70s,
• 29:01
  and
• 29:01
  80s
• 29:02
  who
• 29:02
  feel
• 29:02
  like
• 29:02
  they
• 29:02
  still
• 29:02
  don't
• 29:03
  have
• 29:03
  it
• 29:03
  figured
• 29:03
  out.
• 29:04
  I
• 29:04
  don't
• 29:04
  know.
• 29:04
  But
• 29:05
  I
• 29:05
  would
• 29:05
  venture
• 29:06
  as
• 29:06
  far
• 29:06
  as
• 29:06
  to
• 29:06
  say
• 29:07
  life
• 29:07
  is
• 29:07
  just
• 29:08
  about
• 29:08
  figuring
• 29:08
  it
• 29:08
  out,
• 29:09
  and
• 29:09
  there
• 29:09
  is
• 29:09
  not.
• 29:11
  It
• 29:11
  gets
• 29:11
  really
• 29:11
  frustrating,
• 29:12
  all
• 29:12
  these
• 29:13
  societal
• 29:15
  mile
• 29:15
  markers
• 29:15
  that
• 29:16
  people
• 29:16
  try
• 29:16
  to
• 29:16
  give
• 29:16
  us.
• 29:17
  You
• 29:17
  should
• 29:18
  be
• 29:18
  here.
• 29:18
  You
• 29:18
  should
• 29:18
  be
• 29:18
  doing
• 29:18
  this.
• 29:20
  I
• 29:20
  just
• 29:20
  don't
• 29:20
  think
• 29:21
  that's
• 29:21
  how
• 29:21
  it
• 29:21
  works.
• 29:21
  I
• 29:21
  think
• 29:22
  we're
• 29:22
  all
• 29:22
  very
• 29:22
  unique
• 29:23
  individuals
• 29:24
  and
• 29:24
  we
• 29:24
  all
• 29:24
  have
• 29:24
  a
• 29:25
  different
• 29:25
  path
• 29:26
  that
• 29:26
  we're
• 29:26
  taking
• 29:26
  to
• 29:27
  get
• 29:28
  where
• 29:28
  we're
• 29:28
  going
• 29:28
  in
• 29:29
  the
• 29:29
  end.
• 29:29
  Melissa
• 29:30
  Walker,
• 29:30
  she.
• 29:32
  I
• 29:32
  look
• 29:32
  at
• 29:32
  her
• 29:32
  and
• 29:32
  I'm
• 29:33
  always
• 29:33
  like,
• 29:33
  she's
• 29:33
  got
• 29:33
  it
• 29:33
  together.
• 29:34
  I
• 29:34
  want
• 29:34
  to
• 29:34
  be
• 29:34
  her
• 29:35
  when
• 29:35
  I
• 29:35
  grow
• 29:35
  up.
• 29:35
  She's
• 29:36
  my
• 29:36
  best
• 29:36
  friend,
• 29:37
  obviously,
• 29:37
  but
• 29:38
  she's
• 29:38
  a
• 29:39
  therapist.
• 29:39
  She
• 29:40
  owns
• 29:40
  her
• 29:40
  own
• 29:41
  house.
• 29:41
  She
• 29:41
  has
• 29:42
  a
• 29:42
  practice.
• 29:43
  Her
• 29:43
  own
• 29:43
  practice.
• 29:44
  She
• 29:46
  owns
• 29:47
  three
• 29:47
  or
• 29:47
  four
• 29:48
  horses.
• 29:49
  She
• 29:49
  just
• 29:50
  has
• 29:50
  all
• 29:50
  the
• 29:50
  things
• 29:51
  that
• 29:51
  I
• 29:51
  look
• 29:51
  at
• 29:51
  and
• 29:51
  think,
• 29:51
  oh,
• 29:52
  I
• 29:52
  want
• 29:52
  to
• 29:52
  be
• 29:53
  there.
• 29:53
  But
• 29:54
  she
• 29:54
  in
• 29:54
  her
• 29:55
  30s,
• 29:55
  she
• 29:56
  in
• 29:56
  her
• 29:56
  30s,
• 29:57
  she
• 29:57
  had
• 29:57
  some
• 29:58
  anxiety
• 29:58
  and
• 29:58
  depression
• 29:59
  issues,
• 29:59
  and
• 29:59
  then
• 30:00
  she
• 30:00
  ended
• 30:00
  up
• 30:00
  going
• 30:00
  back
• 30:00
  to
• 30:00
  school.
• 30:01
  There's
• 30:02
  just
• 30:02
  no.
• 30:03
  You
• 30:04
  don't
• 30:04
  know
• 30:04
  what's
• 30:04
  gonna
• 30:04
  fulfill
• 30:05
  you.
• 30:05
  Oh,
• 30:05
  yeah.
• 30:06
  So
• 30:06
  what
• 30:06
  I
• 30:06
  was
• 30:06
  gonna
• 30:06
  say
• 30:06
  is
• 30:07
  she
• 30:07
  always
• 30:07
  says,
• 30:07
  as
• 30:07
  a
• 30:08
  therapist
• 30:08
  now,
• 30:08
  one
• 30:08
  of
• 30:08
  her
• 30:08
  favorite
• 30:09
  sayings,
• 30:09
  and
• 30:09
  I
• 30:10
  have
• 30:10
  taken
• 30:10
  it
• 30:10
  on
• 30:10
  and
• 30:10
  I
• 30:11
  tell
• 30:11
  everybody,
• 30:11
  don't
• 30:12
  should
• 30:12
  on
• 30:12
  yourself.
• 30:13
  Right?
• 30:14
  Because
• 30:14
  literally,
• 30:15
  like,
• 30:15
  saying
• 30:15
  should
• 30:16
  is
• 30:16
  shitting
• 30:17
  on
• 30:17
  yourself.
• 30:18
  Like,
• 30:18
  there
• 30:18
  is
• 30:19
  no
• 30:19
  should.
• 30:19
  If
• 30:19
  you
• 30:19
  could
• 30:20
  have
• 30:20
  done
• 30:20
  that,
• 30:20
  you
• 30:20
  would
• 30:21
  have
• 30:21
  done
• 30:21
  that.
• 30:21
  You
• 30:22
  weren't
• 30:22
  in
• 30:22
  the
• 30:23
  capacity
• 30:23
  or
• 30:23
  mind
• 30:23
  frame
• 30:24
  to
• 30:24
  do
• 30:25
  whatever
• 30:25
  is
• 30:25
  you
• 30:25
  think
• 30:25
  you
• 30:25
  should
• 30:26
  have
• 30:26
  done.
• 30:27
  As
• 30:28
  long
• 30:28
  as
• 30:28
  we're
• 30:28
  always
• 30:28
  trying
• 30:28
  our
• 30:29
  best,
• 30:29
  that's
• 30:29
  what
• 30:29
  we
• 30:30
  should
• 30:30
  do.
• 30:30
  Yeah,
• 30:30
  that's
• 30:31
  the
• 30:31
  only
• 30:31
  should.
• 30:31
  I
• 30:32
  think
• 30:32
  that's
• 30:32
  in
• 30:32
  my
• 30:32
  opinion.
• 30:33
  I
• 30:33
  wonder
• 30:33
  if
• 30:33
  Melissa
• 30:34
  would
• 30:34
  say
• 30:34
  that.
• 30:34
  That's
• 30:34
  a
• 30:34
  Good
• 30:35
  mind
• 30:35
  frame
• 30:35
  to
• 30:35
  try
• 30:36
  and
• 30:36
  adapt
• 30:36
  on.
• 30:37
  Yeah.
• 30:38
  I
• 30:39
  feel
• 30:39
  like
• 30:40
  I
• 30:40
  made
• 30:40
  a
• 30:41
  lot
• 30:41
  of
• 30:41
  friends
• 30:41
  in
• 30:41
  my
• 30:41
  20s.
• 30:42
  Right.
• 30:42
  I
• 30:43
  was
• 30:43
  going
• 30:43
  to
• 30:44
  the
• 30:44
  singles
• 30:44
  ward
• 30:44
  at
• 30:45
  church,
• 30:46
  and
• 30:46
  I
• 30:46
  have
• 30:46
  a
• 30:47
  few
• 30:47
  friends
• 30:47
  from
• 30:47
  there
• 30:48
  that
• 30:48
  are
• 30:48
  still
• 30:48
  like
• 30:49
  ride
• 30:49
  or
• 30:49
  die.
• 30:50
  Like,
• 30:50
  one
• 30:50
  in
• 30:50
  particular,
• 30:51
  Nikki,
• 30:51
  like,
• 30:52
  we
• 30:52
  haven't
• 30:52
  talked
• 30:52
  in
• 30:53
  years,
• 30:53
  but
• 30:53
  I
• 30:53
  know
• 30:53
  if
• 30:53
  I
• 30:54
  called
• 30:54
  her
• 30:54
  up,
• 30:54
  she
• 30:54
  would
• 30:54
  be
• 30:55
  there
• 30:55
  for
• 30:55
  me.
• 30:56
  But
• 30:56
  for
• 30:56
  the
• 30:56
  most
• 30:57
  part,
• 30:57
  it
• 30:57
  was
• 30:57
  kind
• 30:57
  of
• 30:58
  superficial,
• 30:58
  I'm
• 30:59
  not
• 30:59
  gonna
• 30:59
  lie.
• 31:01
  But
• 31:01
  then
• 31:01
  Melissa
• 31:02
  Walker
• 31:02
  and
• 31:03
  Scott,
• 31:03
  they
• 31:03
  were
• 31:03
  there
• 31:04
  for
• 31:04
  me.
• 31:05
  I
• 31:05
  met
• 31:05
  them
• 31:05
  when
• 31:05
  I
• 31:05
  was
• 31:05
  19,
• 31:06
  actually,
• 31:06
  in
• 31:06
  Ohio
• 31:06
  when
• 31:07
  I
• 31:07
  was
• 31:07
  a
• 31:07
  nanny
• 31:07
  there.
• 31:08
  And
• 31:09
  so.
• 31:10
  And
• 31:10
  it's
• 31:10
  true.
• 31:10
  And
• 31:10
  I
• 31:10
  moved
• 31:11
  there
• 31:11
  and
• 31:11
  I
• 31:11
  didn't
• 31:11
  have
• 31:11
  any
• 31:12
  friends.
• 31:13
  And
• 31:13
  so
• 31:13
  my
• 31:13
  30s
• 31:14
  was
• 31:14
  me
• 31:15
  trying
• 31:15
  to
• 31:15
  rebuild
• 31:15
  my
• 31:16
  life
• 31:16
  and
• 31:16
  make
• 31:17
  friends.
• 31:17
  Right.
• 31:18
  So
• 31:18
  one
• 31:18
  of
• 31:18
  the
• 31:19
  first
• 31:19
  things
• 31:19
  I
• 31:19
  did,
• 31:20
  and
• 31:20
  it
• 31:20
  wasn't
• 31:20
  even
• 31:20
  on
• 31:21
  purpose
• 31:21
  to
• 31:21
  make
• 31:21
  friends,
• 31:22
  it
• 31:22
  was
• 31:22
  more
• 31:23
  because
• 31:24
  I
• 31:24
  wanted
• 31:25
  to
• 31:25
  play
• 31:25
  board
• 31:25
  games,
• 31:26
  which
• 31:26
  is
• 31:26
  so
• 31:27
  dorky.
• 31:28
  But
• 31:29
  I
• 31:29
  had
• 31:29
  a
• 31:29
  friend
• 31:29
  in
• 31:30
  South
• 31:30
  Carolina
• 31:31
  who.
• 31:32
  He
• 31:32
  was
• 31:32
  my
• 31:32
  best
• 31:32
  friend.
• 31:33
  We
• 31:33
  would
• 31:33
  get
• 31:33
  together
• 31:34
  and
• 31:34
  we
• 31:34
  would
• 31:34
  go
• 31:34
  to
• 31:34
  the
• 31:34
  mall,
• 31:35
  and
• 31:35
  there
• 31:35
  was
• 31:35
  this
• 31:35
  little
• 31:36
  tiny
• 31:37
  board
• 31:37
  game
• 31:37
  store
• 31:38
  that
• 31:39
  would
• 31:39
  let
• 31:39
  you
• 31:39
  open
• 31:39
  any
• 31:40
  game
• 31:40
  and
• 31:40
  play
• 31:40
  it.
• 31:40
  Ah.
• 31:42
  Cause
• 31:42
  she
• 31:42
  wanted.
• 31:42
  That
• 31:43
  was.
• 31:43
  That's
• 31:43
  part
• 31:44
  of
• 31:44
  how.
• 31:44
  Did
• 31:44
  you
• 31:44
  guys
• 31:44
  buy
• 31:44
  any?
• 31:45
  No.
• 31:46
  But
• 31:47
  we
• 31:47
  were
• 31:47
  also,
• 31:47
  like,
• 31:48
  young
• 31:48
  college
• 31:48
  age.
• 31:49
  And
• 31:50
  anyway,
• 31:50
  so
• 31:50
  when
• 31:50
  I
• 31:50
  moved
• 31:51
  to
• 31:51
  Texas,
• 31:51
  I
• 31:51
  was
• 31:51
  like,
• 31:51
  I
• 31:51
  would
• 31:52
  like
• 31:52
  to
• 31:52
  play
• 31:52
  some
• 31:52
  games.
• 31:52
  And
• 31:53
  the
• 31:53
  walkers,
• 31:54
  not
• 31:55
  that
• 31:55
  they
• 31:55
  wouldn't
• 31:55
  have
• 31:55
  played
• 31:56
  with
• 31:56
  me,
• 31:56
  but
• 31:56
  I
• 31:56
  didn't
• 31:56
  really
• 31:57
  own
• 31:57
  that
• 31:57
  many,
• 31:58
  and
• 31:58
  I
• 31:58
  don't
• 31:59
  know.
• 31:59
  So
• 31:59
  I
• 32:00
  went
• 32:00
  up
• 32:00
  online
• 32:00
  and
• 32:01
  I
• 32:01
  looked
• 32:01
  up
• 32:01
  a
• 32:01
  meetup.
• 32:02
  I
• 32:02
  went
• 32:02
  to
• 32:02
  themeatup.com
• 32:03
  and
• 32:03
  looked
• 32:04
  up
• 32:04
  a
• 32:04
  meetup,
• 32:04
  and
• 32:04
  I
• 32:05
  found
• 32:05
  a
• 32:05
  bunch
• 32:05
  of
• 32:06
  people
• 32:06
  would
• 32:06
  meet
• 32:06
  up
• 32:07
  at
• 32:07
  this.
• 32:07
  It
• 32:07
  was
• 32:07
  called
• 32:08
  Cafe
• 32:08
  Brazil.
• 32:08
  They
• 32:09
  don't.
• 32:09
  And
• 32:10
  it's
• 32:10
  just
• 32:10
  people
• 32:10
  get
• 32:11
  together,
• 32:11
  and
• 32:12
  at
• 32:12
  meetups,
• 32:13
  people
• 32:13
  are
• 32:13
  open.
• 32:14
  You're
• 32:15
  meeting
• 32:15
  people
• 32:15
  who
• 32:15
  are
• 32:15
  doing
• 32:16
  what
• 32:16
  you
• 32:16
  are
• 32:16
  already
• 32:16
  interested
• 32:17
  in.
• 32:17
  So,
• 32:17
  like,
• 32:17
  on
• 32:17
  meetup.com,
• 32:19
  you
• 32:19
  can
• 32:20
  find,
• 32:20
  like,
• 32:20
  hiking
• 32:21
  groups,
• 32:21
  you
• 32:21
  can
• 32:22
  find
• 32:22
  biking
• 32:22
  groups,
• 32:23
  you
• 32:23
  can
• 32:23
  find
• 32:24
  board
• 32:24
  game
• 32:25
  groups,
• 32:25
  you
• 32:25
  can
• 32:25
  find
• 32:25
  knitting
• 32:26
  groups.
• 32:26
  That's
• 32:26
  what
• 32:26
  social
• 32:27
  media
• 32:27
  is
• 32:27
  like
• 32:27
  now.
• 32:28
  It's
• 32:28
  true.
• 32:29
  But
• 32:29
  this
• 32:29
  is
• 32:29
  very
• 32:30
  specifically
• 32:30
  for
• 32:31
  groups.
• 32:32
  You
• 32:32
  get
• 32:32
  together
• 32:33
  to
• 32:33
  do
• 32:33
  that
• 32:33
  thing,
• 32:34
  right?
• 32:35
  Yeah.
• 32:35
  So
• 32:35
  you're
• 32:35
  kind
• 32:36
  of
• 32:36
  meeting
• 32:36
  somebody.
• 32:37
  They
• 32:37
  have
• 32:37
  traveled
• 32:38
  like
• 32:39
  that
• 32:39
  now.
• 32:39
  That's
• 32:40
  awesome.
• 32:40
  Yeah.
• 32:41
  We
• 32:41
  ran
• 32:41
  into
• 32:42
  a
• 32:42
  group
• 32:42
  in.
• 32:43
  Where
• 32:44
  were
• 32:44
  we?
• 32:44
  In
• 32:44
  Costa
• 32:45
  Rica.
• 32:45
  There
• 32:46
  was,
• 32:46
  like,
• 32:46
  a
• 32:46
  large
• 32:46
  group
• 32:47
  of
• 32:47
  people,
• 32:47
  and
• 32:47
  Simon
• 32:48
  had
• 32:48
  stopped
• 32:49
  and
• 32:49
  asked
• 32:50
  what
• 32:50
  they
• 32:50
  were
• 32:50
  celebrating.
• 32:51
  And
• 32:51
  it
• 32:51
  was
• 32:51
  a
• 32:51
  bunch
• 32:51
  of
• 32:52
  singles
• 32:52
  that
• 32:52
  wanted
• 32:52
  to
• 32:53
  travel
• 32:53
  to
• 32:53
  Costa
• 32:53
  Rica.
• 32:54
  And
• 32:55
  so
• 32:55
  all
• 32:55
  the
• 32:55
  singles
• 32:57
  signed
• 32:57
  up
• 32:57
  for
• 32:57
  this
• 32:57
  trip.
• 32:58
  And
• 32:58
  Traveled
• 32:59
  together
• 32:59
  so
• 32:59
  they
• 32:59
  didn't
• 32:59
  have
• 33:00
  to
• 33:00
  do
• 33:00
  it
• 33:00
  alone,
• 33:00
  but
• 33:00
  could
• 33:00
  still
• 33:01
  do
• 33:01
  it
• 33:01
  as
• 33:01
  a
• 33:01
  single.
• 33:02
  That's
• 33:02
  awesome.
• 33:02
  Yeah.
• 33:03
  I
• 33:03
  have
• 33:04
  made
• 33:04
  some
• 33:04
  of
• 33:04
  my
• 33:04
  most
• 33:04
  best
• 33:05
  friends
• 33:05
  in
• 33:05
  the
• 33:05
  world
• 33:06
  to
• 33:06
  this
• 33:06
  day
• 33:06
  through
• 33:07
  that
• 33:07
  group.
• 33:07
  Shout
• 33:08
  out
• 33:08
  Lindy,
• 33:08
  Nancy,
• 33:09
  Daryl,
• 33:10
  Blake,
• 33:11
  Monty.
• 33:12
  But
• 33:13
  feel
• 33:13
  left
• 33:14
  out
• 33:14
  if
• 33:14
  she
• 33:14
  forgot
• 33:14
  your
• 33:15
  name.
• 33:15
  Please
• 33:15
  don't.
• 33:17
  The
• 33:17
  point
• 33:18
  is,
• 33:18
  moral
• 33:18
  of
• 33:19
  the
• 33:19
  story
• 33:19
  is
• 33:19
  that
• 33:19
  Melissa
• 33:20
  does
• 33:20
  not
• 33:20
  have
• 33:20
  a
• 33:20
  hard
• 33:20
  time
• 33:21
  making
• 33:21
  friends.
• 33:22
  Well,
• 33:24
  it
• 33:24
  was
• 33:24
  hard.
• 33:25
  I
• 33:25
  went
• 33:25
  that
• 33:26
  first
• 33:26
  time,
• 33:27
  it
• 33:27
  was
• 33:27
  uncomfortable
• 33:28
  because
• 33:28
  they're
• 33:28
  all
• 33:28
  playing
• 33:29
  games.
• 33:29
  I
• 33:29
  don't
• 33:29
  know.
• 33:29
  And
• 33:29
  I
• 33:30
  felt
• 33:30
  kind
• 33:30
  of
• 33:30
  stupid.
• 33:32
  But
• 33:32
  when
• 33:32
  you're
• 33:32
  at
• 33:33
  a
• 33:33
  meetup,
• 33:33
  you're
• 33:33
  almost
• 33:34
  automatically
• 33:35
  around
• 33:35
  people
• 33:35
  who
• 33:36
  are
• 33:36
  trying
• 33:36
  to
• 33:38
  bond
• 33:38
  over
• 33:38
  something,
• 33:39
  and
• 33:40
  they're
• 33:40
  gonna
• 33:40
  be
• 33:41
  open
• 33:41
  and
• 33:41
  accepting
• 33:42
  and
• 33:42
  be
• 33:42
  like,
• 33:42
  here,
• 33:42
  let
• 33:43
  me
• 33:43
  show
• 33:43
  you
• 33:43
  how
• 33:43
  we
• 33:44
  do
• 33:44
  it.
• 33:44
  That
• 33:44
  makes
• 33:44
  sense,
• 33:45
  right?
• 33:46
  So
• 33:46
  that
• 33:46
  was
• 33:46
  a
• 33:46
  really
• 33:47
  easy
• 33:47
  way
• 33:47
  for
• 33:47
  me
• 33:47
  to
• 33:47
  make
• 33:48
  friends.
• 33:48
  And
• 33:48
  it
• 33:49
  just
• 33:49
  kind
• 33:49
  of
• 33:49
  happened
• 33:50
  like
• 33:50
  somebody.
• 33:50
  Oh,
• 33:51
  I
• 33:51
  met.
• 33:51
  It
• 33:51
  was
• 33:51
  cw.
• 33:52
  I
• 33:53
  sat
• 33:53
  down
• 33:53
  at
• 33:53
  a
• 33:53
  game.
• 33:53
  Hi,
• 33:54
  cw.
• 33:55
  And
• 33:56
  he
• 33:57
  was
• 33:58
  like,
• 33:58
  hey,
• 33:58
  I
• 33:59
  think
• 33:59
  you
• 33:59
  would
• 33:59
  like
• 33:59
  to
• 34:00
  come
• 34:00
  over
• 34:00
  to
• 34:01
  another
• 34:01
  game
• 34:02
  night
• 34:02
  group
• 34:02
  that
• 34:02
  we
• 34:03
  have,
• 34:03
  like,
• 34:03
  that's
• 34:04
  at
• 34:04
  someone's
• 34:04
  house.
• 34:05
  And
• 34:05
  then
• 34:05
  I
• 34:05
  started
• 34:06
  getting.
• 34:07
  When
• 34:07
  I
• 34:07
  went
• 34:07
  to
• 34:07
  that,
• 34:07
  I
• 34:07
  was
• 34:07
  able
• 34:08
  to
• 34:08
  kind
• 34:08
  of
• 34:08
  like,
• 34:09
  you're
• 34:09
  fine.
• 34:10
  I
• 34:10
  was
• 34:10
  able
• 34:10
  to
• 34:10
  get
• 34:11
  more,
• 34:12
  I
• 34:13
  don't
• 34:13
  know,
• 34:13
  more
• 34:13
  on
• 34:13
  the
• 34:13
  level
• 34:14
  of,
• 34:14
  like,
• 34:14
  talking
• 34:14
  to
• 34:15
  people,
• 34:15
  making
• 34:15
  friends.
• 34:16
  Yeah,
• 34:16
  you
• 34:16
  got
• 34:17
  the
• 34:17
  awkwardness
• 34:17
  out.
• 34:18
  Yeah.
• 34:18
  It
• 34:18
  wasn't
• 34:18
  just
• 34:19
  about
• 34:19
  games.
• 34:19
  Like,
• 34:19
  the
• 34:19
  meetup
• 34:20
  was
• 34:20
  kind
• 34:20
  of
• 34:20
  just
• 34:20
  about
• 34:20
  games.
• 34:21
  But
• 34:21
  then
• 34:22
  when
• 34:22
  they
• 34:22
  invited
• 34:22
  me
• 34:22
  to
• 34:23
  that
• 34:23
  other
• 34:23
  person's
• 34:23
  house
• 34:24
  to
• 34:24
  play,
• 34:24
  it
• 34:24
  was
• 34:24
  more
• 34:24
  just
• 34:25
  like,
• 34:25
  about
• 34:25
  friends
• 34:26
  getting
• 34:26
  together.
• 34:26
  And
• 34:27
  then,
• 34:27
  you
• 34:28
  know,
• 34:28
  you
• 34:28
  start
• 34:30
  just
• 34:30
  making
• 34:30
  friends.
• 34:30
  It
• 34:30
  just
• 34:31
  kind
• 34:31
  of
• 34:31
  comes
• 34:31
  naturally
• 34:31
  if
• 34:32
  you
• 34:32
  can
• 34:32
  put
• 34:32
  yourself
• 34:32
  in
• 34:33
  the
• 34:33
  right
• 34:33
  place.
• 34:34
  So
• 34:35
  we
• 34:35
  do
• 34:36
  have
• 34:36
  a
• 34:36
  third
• 34:36
  episode
• 34:37
  coming
• 34:37
  up,
• 34:37
  and
• 34:37
  we're
• 34:38
  going
• 34:38
  to
• 34:38
  talk
• 34:38
  a
• 34:38
  bit,
• 34:38
  a
• 34:39
  little
• 34:39
  bit
• 34:39
  about.
• 34:39
  You're
• 34:39
  going
• 34:39
  to
• 34:39
  meet
• 34:39
  Lola.
• 34:41
  What.
• 34:42
  What
• 34:42
  got
• 34:42
  you
• 34:42
  in
• 34:42
  her
• 34:42
  group?
• 34:43
  Because
• 34:44
  she
• 34:44
  has
• 34:44
  a
• 34:44
  good
• 34:44
  group.
• 34:44
  It's.
• 34:45
  It's
• 34:45
  a
• 34:45
  mom's
• 34:45
  group.
• 34:46
  And
• 34:47
  sometimes
• 34:47
  joining
• 34:48
  groups
• 34:48
  on
• 34:48
  Facebook
• 34:49
  is
• 34:49
  a
• 34:49
  good
• 34:49
  way
• 34:49
  to
• 34:49
  help
• 34:50
  you
• 34:50
  get
• 34:50
  out
• 34:50
  there
• 34:51
  too.
• 34:51
  You're
• 34:51
  again,
• 34:52
  finding
• 34:52
  like
• 34:52
  minded
• 34:53
  people.
• 34:53
  No,
• 34:53
  joining
• 34:54
  a
• 34:54
  mom's
• 34:54
  group
• 34:54
  is
• 34:54
  just
• 34:55
  trying
• 34:55
  to
• 34:55
  find,
• 34:55
  like,
• 34:56
  other
• 34:56
  people
• 34:57
  that
• 34:57
  you
• 34:57
  can
• 34:57
  get
• 34:58
  advice
• 34:58
  from
• 34:58
  or
• 34:59
  just
• 34:59
  kind
• 35:00
  of
• 35:00
  run
• 35:00
  things
• 35:00
  by
• 35:01
  see
• 35:01
  other
• 35:02
  mom's
• 35:02
  humor
• 35:03
  and
• 35:03
  something
• 35:03
  that.
• 35:04
  That
• 35:04
  you
• 35:04
  may
• 35:04
  be
• 35:05
  struggling
• 35:05
  in
• 35:05
  and
• 35:05
  find
• 35:05
  some
• 35:05
  humor
• 35:06
  in
• 35:06
  and
• 35:06
  giggle
• 35:07
  over
• 35:07
  that.
• 35:07
  Over.
• 35:08
  Yeah,
• 35:08
  social
• 35:09
  media.
• 35:09
  But
• 35:11
  I
• 35:11
  don't
• 35:11
  know.
• 35:11
  I
• 35:12
  only
• 35:12
  have.
• 35:12
  So
• 35:13
  Courtney
• 35:13
  and
• 35:13
  I
• 35:13
  have
• 35:13
  known
• 35:13
  each
• 35:14
  other
• 35:14
  since
• 35:14
  high
• 35:15
  school,
• 35:15
  so
• 35:15
  we've
• 35:15
  been
• 35:15
  friends
• 35:15
  for
• 35:16
  like,
• 35:16
  what
• 35:17
  is
• 35:17
  that,
• 35:17
  like,
• 35:18
  10
• 35:18
  years?
• 35:19
  12
• 35:19
  years.
• 35:19
  12
• 35:20
  years.
• 35:20
  Been
• 35:21
  on
• 35:21
  Friends
• 35:21
  for
• 35:21
  a
• 35:21
  long
• 35:22
  time
• 35:22
  and
• 35:22
  we're
• 35:22
  still
• 35:23
  pretty
• 35:23
  close
• 35:24
  knit
• 35:24
  with
• 35:24
  a
• 35:24
  lot
• 35:25
  of
• 35:25
  the
• 35:25
  girls
• 35:25
  that
• 35:25
  we
• 35:25
  were
• 35:25
  in
• 35:26
  ROTC
• 35:26
  with.
• 35:26
  We
• 35:27
  still
• 35:27
  get
• 35:27
  together
• 35:28
  all
• 35:28
  the
• 35:28
  time.
• 35:28
  All
• 35:29
  of
• 35:29
  us
• 35:29
  were
• 35:29
  in
• 35:30
  Courtney's
• 35:30
  wedding
• 35:31
  and
• 35:31
  we're
• 35:31
  about
• 35:31
  to
• 35:32
  be
• 35:32
  in
• 35:32
  another
• 35:32
  one
• 35:32
  of
• 35:32
  their
• 35:32
  weddings
• 35:33
  actually
• 35:33
  this
• 35:33
  year.
• 35:34
  But
• 35:36
  like
• 35:36
  just
• 35:36
  making
• 35:37
  new
• 35:37
  friends,
• 35:37
  like
• 35:37
  we
• 35:37
  don't
• 35:38
  live
• 35:38
  close
• 35:38
  so
• 35:39
  for
• 35:39
  any
• 35:39
  of
• 35:40
  us
• 35:40
  to
• 35:40
  get
• 35:40
  together
• 35:40
  like
• 35:40
  it's
• 35:41
  got
• 35:41
  to
• 35:41
  be
• 35:41
  a
• 35:41
  plan,
• 35:41
  it's
• 35:42
  got
• 35:42
  to
• 35:42
  be
• 35:42
  well
• 35:42
  thought
• 35:43
  out.
• 35:44
  And
• 35:44
  so
• 35:44
  now
• 35:44
  I
• 35:45
  live
• 35:45
  out
• 35:45
  in
• 35:45
  the
• 35:45
  sticks
• 35:46
  and
• 35:47
  gotta
• 35:47
  make
• 35:47
  friends
• 35:47
  somehow.
• 35:48
  And
• 35:48
  I
• 35:49
  just,
• 35:49
  I'm
• 35:50
  very
• 35:50
  socially
• 35:50
  awkward.
• 35:51
  I
• 35:51
  don't
• 35:51
  enjoy
• 35:51
  going
• 35:52
  out.
• 35:52
  I
• 35:52
  especially
• 35:52
  don't
• 35:53
  enjoy
• 35:53
  going
• 35:53
  out
• 35:53
  by
• 35:54
  myself.
• 35:54
  I
• 35:54
  get
• 35:54
  really
• 35:55
  stressed
• 35:55
  and
• 35:56
  I
• 35:56
  just,
• 35:56
  it's
• 35:56
  not
• 35:56
  for
• 35:56
  me.
• 35:57
  And
• 35:57
  I'm
• 35:57
  noticing
• 35:58
  I'm
• 35:59
  in
• 35:59
  this,
• 35:59
  this
• 35:59
  women
• 36:00
  of
• 36:00
  Atlanta's
• 36:01
  group
• 36:02
  and
• 36:03
  it
• 36:03
  actually,
• 36:04
  it's
• 36:05
  interesting
• 36:05
  to
• 36:06
  me
• 36:06
  that
• 36:06
  people
• 36:07
  who
• 36:07
  live
• 36:07
  in
• 36:07
  the
• 36:07
  city
• 36:08
  in
• 36:08
  my
• 36:08
  mind
• 36:09
  are
• 36:09
  people
• 36:09
  who
• 36:09
  are
• 36:09
  social
• 36:10
  anyways
• 36:10
  and
• 36:10
  like
• 36:11
  to
• 36:11
  get
• 36:11
  out
• 36:11
  anyways.
• 36:13
  And
• 36:13
  people
• 36:13
  who
• 36:14
  live
• 36:14
  out
• 36:14
  where
• 36:14
  I
• 36:15
  live,
• 36:15
  they
• 36:15
  typically
• 36:15
  are
• 36:15
  the
• 36:16
  people
• 36:16
  who
• 36:16
  are
• 36:16
  more
• 36:16
  kept
• 36:17
  to
• 36:17
  themselves
• 36:17
  but
• 36:18
  they
• 36:18
  still
• 36:18
  have
• 36:18
  their
• 36:18
  close
• 36:18
  knit
• 36:19
  friends.
• 36:19
  But
• 36:20
  people
• 36:20
  who
• 36:20
  live
• 36:20
  in
• 36:20
  the
• 36:20
  city
• 36:21
  that
• 36:21
  are
• 36:21
  in
• 36:21
  this
• 36:21
  group
• 36:22
  are
• 36:23
  all
• 36:23
  the
• 36:23
  time
• 36:24
  posting
• 36:24
  about
• 36:24
  I
• 36:25
  don't
• 36:25
  have
• 36:25
  any
• 36:25
  friends.
• 36:25
  I'd
• 36:26
  like
• 36:26
  to
• 36:26
  meet
• 36:26
  new
• 36:26
  people.
• 36:27
  I'd
• 36:27
  like
• 36:27
  to
• 36:28
  meet
• 36:28
  new
• 36:28
  friends.
• 36:28
  And
• 36:28
  they're
• 36:28
  posting
• 36:29
  like
• 36:29
  dating
• 36:30
  ad
• 36:30
  descriptions
• 36:31
  of
• 36:31
  themselves
• 36:32
  saying
• 36:32
  looking
• 36:32
  for
• 36:33
  a
• 36:33
  friend
• 36:33
  who's
• 36:34
  X,
• 36:34
  Y,
• 36:34
  Z.
• 36:34
  I'm
• 36:35
  this
• 36:35
  age.
• 36:35
  I
• 36:35
  enjoy
• 36:36
  doing
• 36:36
  this.
• 36:37
  Yeah.
• 36:37
  I
• 36:37
  have
• 36:38
  a
• 36:38
  dog
• 36:38
  that's
• 36:38
  this
• 36:39
  connection
• 36:39
  stuff
• 36:40
  in
• 36:40
  the
• 36:40
  newspaper.
• 36:41
  Yeah.
• 36:41
  I
• 36:42
  mean
• 36:42
  people
• 36:42
  are
• 36:42
  doing
• 36:43
  this
• 36:43
  in
• 36:43
  the
• 36:43
  groups
• 36:43
  like
• 36:43
  trying
• 36:44
  to
• 36:44
  find
• 36:44
  new
• 36:44
  friends.
• 36:44
  And
• 36:44
  I
• 36:44
  just
• 36:45
  find
• 36:45
  it
• 36:45
  really
• 36:45
  interesting
• 36:46
  that
• 36:47
  everyone
• 36:47
  seems
• 36:48
  to
• 36:48
  struggle.
• 36:48
  I
• 36:48
  mean
• 36:49
  I
• 36:49
  say
• 36:49
  everyone
• 36:49
  but
• 36:50
  not
• 36:50
  everyone.
• 36:50
  But
• 36:51
  a
• 36:51
  lot
• 36:51
  of
• 36:52
  us
• 36:52
  do
• 36:52
  struggle
• 36:52
  making
• 36:53
  friends
• 36:53
  prevalent
• 36:53
  than
• 36:53
  we
• 36:54
  might
• 36:54
  realize.
• 36:54
  When
• 36:55
  you
• 36:55
  think
• 36:55
  not
• 36:55
  I.
• 36:56
  Well,
• 36:56
  you
• 36:57
  think
• 36:57
  you're
• 36:57
  the
• 36:57
  only
• 36:57
  one
• 36:58
  in
• 36:58
  it,
• 36:58
  right?
• 36:58
  Yeah.
• 36:59
  And
• 36:59
  it's
• 36:59
  probably
• 36:59
  a
• 37:00
  lot
• 37:00
  more
• 37:00
  prevalent
• 37:00
  than
• 37:00
  we
• 37:00
  were
• 37:01
  I
• 37:01
  guess
• 37:01
  because
• 37:01
  I
• 37:01
  see
• 37:01
  it
• 37:02
  a
• 37:02
  lot.
• 37:02
  I
• 37:02
  just
• 37:02
  kind
• 37:02
  of
• 37:02
  assumed
• 37:03
  that
• 37:03
  that
• 37:03
  was,
• 37:04
  that
• 37:04
  was
• 37:04
  everyone's
• 37:04
  normal,
• 37:05
  like
• 37:05
  hard
• 37:05
  to
• 37:05
  make
• 37:05
  friends.
• 37:06
  But
• 37:06
  I'm
• 37:06
  also
• 37:06
  just
• 37:06
  significantly
• 37:07
  less
• 37:08
  social
• 37:08
  than,
• 37:09
  than
• 37:10
  people
• 37:10
  I
• 37:10
  do
• 37:10
  hang
• 37:11
  out
• 37:11
  with.
• 37:12
  But
• 37:12
  then
• 37:12
  I
• 37:12
  was
• 37:13
  reading
• 37:13
  like,
• 37:14
  so
• 37:14
  I
• 37:14
  got
• 37:14
  really
• 37:14
  curious
• 37:15
  about
• 37:15
  like
• 37:15
  I
• 37:16
  struggle
• 37:16
  with
• 37:16
  this.
• 37:16
  So
• 37:16
  many
• 37:17
  people
• 37:17
  are
• 37:17
  struggling
• 37:17
  with
• 37:17
  it.
• 37:18
  You
• 37:19
  know
• 37:19
  there's
• 37:19
  even
• 37:20
  dating
• 37:20
  apps
• 37:21
  that
• 37:21
  have
• 37:21
  a
• 37:21
  side
• 37:22
  app
• 37:22
  for
• 37:23
  finding
• 37:24
  friends.
• 37:24
  Like
• 37:24
  there's
• 37:24
  like
• 37:24
  a
• 37:25
  friend
• 37:25
  bubble
• 37:25
  Bumble.
• 37:26
  That's
• 37:26
  cool.
• 37:26
  Yeah.
• 37:27
  So
• 37:27
  it's
• 37:27
  really
• 37:27
  interesting.
• 37:28
  So
• 37:28
  I
• 37:29
  started
• 37:29
  reading
• 37:29
  about
• 37:30
  like
• 37:30
  man,
• 37:31
  it's
• 37:31
  hard
• 37:31
  making
• 37:32
  friends
• 37:32
  in
• 37:32
  30s.
• 37:32
  Why
• 37:33
  would
• 37:33
  this
• 37:33
  be?
• 37:34
  And
• 37:35
  so
• 37:35
  I
• 37:35
  found
• 37:36
  this
• 37:36
  article
• 37:36
  and
• 37:36
  it's
• 37:36
  talking
• 37:37
  about
• 37:37
  how,
• 37:38
  you
• 37:38
  know,
• 37:38
  like
• 37:38
  when
• 37:38
  you're
• 37:39
  in
• 37:39
  your
• 37:39
  high
• 37:39
  school,
• 37:39
  in
• 37:39
  your
• 37:39
  college
• 37:40
  years,
• 37:41
  you're
• 37:41
  around
• 37:42
  a
• 37:42
  constantly
• 37:43
  revolving
• 37:43
  door
• 37:44
  of
• 37:44
  people,
• 37:45
  people
• 37:45
  moving
• 37:46
  in,
• 37:46
  moving
• 37:47
  out.
• 37:47
  You're
• 37:48
  seeing
• 37:48
  these
• 37:48
  new
• 37:48
  people
• 37:49
  every
• 37:49
  single
• 37:50
  day.
• 37:50
  And
• 37:50
  socializing
• 37:51
  is
• 37:51
  what,
• 37:51
  is
• 37:51
  what
• 37:52
  you're
• 37:52
  doing
• 37:53
  interesting.
• 37:53
  You're,
• 37:54
  you
• 37:54
  know,
• 37:54
  going
• 37:55
  to
• 37:55
  school
• 37:55
  together
• 37:55
  and
• 37:56
  you
• 37:56
  know,
• 37:57
  talking
• 37:57
  and
• 37:58
  you
• 37:58
  know,
• 37:58
  most
• 37:58
  people
• 37:58
  go
• 37:59
  to
• 37:59
  work
• 37:59
  and
• 37:59
  they
• 37:59
  have
• 37:59
  jobs
• 37:59
  and
• 38:00
  they're
• 38:00
  doing
• 38:00
  the
• 38:00
  same
• 38:00
  thing.
• 38:00
  They're
• 38:00
  going,
• 38:01
  they're
• 38:01
  meeting
• 38:01
  friends
• 38:01
  and
• 38:01
  they're,
• 38:02
  they're
• 38:02
  socializing
• 38:03
  a
• 38:03
  little
• 38:03
  bit
• 38:03
  here
• 38:04
  and
• 38:04
  there.
• 38:04
  But
• 38:04
  now
• 38:05
  we're
• 38:05
  adults
• 38:05
  and
• 38:05
  at
• 38:06
  the
• 38:06
  end
• 38:06
  of
• 38:06
  the
• 38:06
  day
• 38:06
  we're
• 38:06
  just
• 38:07
  too
• 38:07
  exhausted.
• 38:07
  Yeah,
• 38:08
  usually
• 38:08
  your
• 38:08
  work
• 38:09
  friends
• 38:09
  stay
• 38:09
  your
• 38:09
  work
• 38:09
  friends.
• 38:10
  You
• 38:10
  don't
• 38:10
  really
• 38:10
  go
• 38:10
  out
• 38:11
  with
• 38:11
  them.
• 38:11
  Like
• 38:12
  you
• 38:12
  want
• 38:12
  to
• 38:12
  go
• 38:12
  home
• 38:12
  to
• 38:13
  your
• 38:13
  families,
• 38:13
  you
• 38:13
  want
• 38:13
  to
• 38:13
  go
• 38:13
  home
• 38:14
  to
• 38:14
  your
• 38:14
  dogs,
• 38:14
  you
• 38:14
  want
• 38:14
  to
• 38:15
  unwind
• 38:16
  before
• 38:16
  you
• 38:17
  have
• 38:17
  to
• 38:17
  do
• 38:17
  it
• 38:17
  all
• 38:17
  again.
• 38:18
  And
• 38:18
  so
• 38:18
  now
• 38:18
  there's
• 38:19
  like
• 38:19
  this
• 38:19
  added
• 38:19
  exhaustion
• 38:20
  and
• 38:20
  just
• 38:20
  lack
• 38:20
  of
• 38:20
  desire.
• 38:21
  And
• 38:21
  on
• 38:22
  top
• 38:22
  of
• 38:22
  that,
• 38:23
  there's
• 38:23
  a
• 38:24
  sky
• 38:24
  rise
• 38:25
  in
• 38:25
  anxiety
• 38:25
  these
• 38:25
  days
• 38:26
  and
• 38:26
  social
• 38:26
  anxiety
• 38:27
  and
• 38:27
  that.
• 38:27
  And
• 38:28
  that's
• 38:28
  really
• 38:28
  holding
• 38:28
  us
• 38:29
  back
• 38:29
  because
• 38:29
  I'm
• 38:29
  sure
• 38:30
  we
• 38:30
  can
• 38:30
  all
• 38:30
  come
• 38:30
  up
• 38:30
  with
• 38:30
  a,
• 38:31
  a
• 38:31
  story
• 38:32
  or
• 38:32
  have
• 38:32
  a
• 38:32
  story
• 38:33
  where
• 38:33
  we
• 38:33
  were
• 38:33
  embarrassed
• 38:34
  in
• 38:34
  a
• 38:34
  social
• 38:35
  group
• 38:35
  or
• 38:35
  where,
• 38:36
  you
• 38:36
  know,
• 38:38
  just
• 38:39
  sometimes
• 38:39
  doesn't
• 38:40
  feel
• 38:40
  worth
• 38:40
  worth
• 38:41
  it
• 38:41
  putting
• 38:41
  yourself
• 38:41
  out
• 38:41
  there.
• 38:43
  Yeah,
• 38:43
  it
• 38:43
  can
• 38:44
  sometimes
• 38:45
  feel
• 38:45
  like,
• 38:46
  why
• 38:46
  did
• 38:46
  I
• 38:46
  even
• 38:47
  try?
• 38:48
  Yes,
• 38:49
  I,
• 38:50
  yes,
• 38:50
  I.
• 38:51
  There
• 38:51
  are,
• 38:51
  there
• 38:52
  are
• 38:52
  girls
• 38:52
  who
• 38:52
  like,
• 38:53
  who
• 38:53
  want
• 38:53
  to
• 38:54
  make
• 38:54
  friends
• 38:54
  and
• 38:54
  genuinely
• 38:55
  want
• 38:55
  to
• 38:55
  make
• 38:55
  friends.
• 38:55
  And
• 38:55
  so
• 38:55
  then
• 38:55
  they
• 38:56
  like
• 38:56
  go
• 38:56
  and
• 38:57
  they
• 38:57
  meet
• 38:58
  someone
• 38:58
  online
• 38:58
  or
• 38:58
  they
• 38:59
  meet
• 38:59
  someone
• 38:59
  at
• 38:59
  work
• 38:59
  and
• 38:59
  they're
• 39:00
  like,
• 39:00
  okay,
• 39:00
  we're
• 39:00
  driving,
• 39:01
  we're
• 39:01
  driving.
• 39:01
  All
• 39:01
  right,
• 39:02
  I'm
• 39:02
  gonna
• 39:02
  start
• 39:02
  trusting
• 39:02
  them.
• 39:03
  And
• 39:03
  then
• 39:03
  like
• 39:03
  they
• 39:03
  start
• 39:04
  sharing
• 39:05
  their
• 39:05
  close
• 39:05
  knit
• 39:06
  things
• 39:06
  with
• 39:06
  them
• 39:06
  and
• 39:06
  then
• 39:07
  that
• 39:07
  person
• 39:08
  dumps
• 39:08
  them
• 39:08
  in
• 39:09
  the
• 39:09
  100.
• 39:10
  I'm
• 39:10
  thinking
• 39:10
  of
• 39:10
  Courtney
• 39:11
  talking
• 39:11
  about
• 39:11
  this.
• 39:12
  Like,
• 39:12
  that
• 39:13
  happened
• 39:13
  to
• 39:13
  me
• 39:13
  too.
• 39:15
  It's
• 39:15
  very
• 39:16
  strange.
• 39:17
  Now
• 39:17
  granted,
• 39:19
  both
• 39:19
  of
• 39:19
  the
• 39:19
  people
• 39:19
  that
• 39:20
  I
• 39:20
  feel
• 39:20
  in
• 39:21
  my,
• 39:21
  in
• 39:21
  my
• 39:21
  memory
• 39:22
  when
• 39:22
  I
• 39:22
  say
• 39:22
  that
• 39:22
  happened
• 39:22
  to
• 39:23
  me,
• 39:23
  they
• 39:23
  have
• 39:23
  since
• 39:24
  reached
• 39:24
  out
• 39:24
  and
• 39:24
  either
• 39:25
  apologized.
• 39:25
  Actually
• 39:26
  there's
• 39:26
  three.
• 39:26
  Oh
• 39:27
  my
• 39:27
  God,
• 39:27
  they
• 39:27
  have
• 39:27
  since
• 39:28
  reached
• 39:28
  out
• 39:28
  and
• 39:28
  apologized.
• 39:29
  And
• 39:29
  dude,
• 39:30
  that's
• 39:30
  like
• 39:30
  unheard
• 39:30
  of.
• 39:31
  Yeah,
• 39:32
  I
• 39:32
  don't
• 39:33
  know.
• 39:33
  I
• 39:34
  guess
• 39:34
  I'm
• 39:34
  lucky.
• 39:35
  Here's
• 39:35
  the
• 39:35
  thing.
• 39:36
  It's
• 39:37
  really
• 39:38
  easy
• 39:38
  to
• 39:39
  either
• 39:39
  just
• 39:40
  trust
• 39:40
  and
• 39:41
  give
• 39:41
  everything
• 39:41
  you
• 39:41
  have
• 39:42
  to
• 39:42
  something,
• 39:43
  or
• 39:44
  maybe
• 39:44
  hold
• 39:44
  back
• 39:45
  everything.
• 39:45
  And
• 39:45
  it's
• 39:45
  like,
• 39:46
  where's
• 39:46
  that
• 39:46
  happy
• 39:46
  medium
• 39:47
  where
• 39:47
  you
• 39:47
  can
• 39:47
  be
• 39:47
  like,
• 39:48
  hey,
• 39:48
  I'm
• 39:48
  going
• 39:48
  to
• 39:48
  give
• 39:49
  just
• 39:49
  enough
• 39:49
  that
• 39:50
  I
• 39:50
  can
• 39:50
  foster
• 39:50
  a
• 39:51
  friendship
• 39:51
  without
• 39:52
  actually
• 39:52
  giving
• 39:52
  enough
• 39:53
  to.
• 39:54
  If
• 39:55
  it
• 39:55
  doesn't
• 39:55
  work
• 39:55
  out
• 39:55
  where
• 39:56
  I
• 39:56
  feel
• 39:56
  like
• 39:56
  just
• 39:57
  crushed
• 39:57
  and
• 39:57
  ruined.
• 39:58
  Right.
• 39:58
  Yeah.
• 39:59
  So
• 39:59
  I
• 39:59
  think
• 40:00
  sometimes
• 40:00
  just
• 40:01
  remembering.
• 40:03
  Look
• 40:03
  at
• 40:03
  things
• 40:03
  objectively
• 40:05
  because
• 40:05
  I
• 40:05
  sometimes
• 40:06
  have
• 40:06
  this
• 40:06
  thing
• 40:07
  where
• 40:07
  I
• 40:07
  just
• 40:07
  trust.
• 40:08
  I
• 40:08
  wanted
• 40:08
  to
• 40:08
  trust
• 40:08
  people.
• 40:09
  I'm
• 40:09
  not
• 40:09
  so
• 40:09
  much
• 40:09
  that
• 40:09
  way
• 40:10
  anymore.
• 40:10
  Over
• 40:10
  the
• 40:10
  years,
• 40:10
  I
• 40:10
  feel
• 40:11
  like
• 40:11
  I've
• 40:11
  kind
• 40:11
  of
• 40:11
  learned
• 40:12
  how
• 40:12
  to
• 40:12
  start
• 40:13
  just
• 40:13
  saying,
• 40:15
  let's
• 40:16
  just
• 40:16
  not
• 40:16
  share
• 40:16
  at
• 40:16
  all.
• 40:17
  Let's
• 40:17
  just,
• 40:18
  you
• 40:18
  know,
• 40:18
  let's
• 40:18
  just
• 40:18
  see.
• 40:19
  See
• 40:19
  how
• 40:19
  it
• 40:19
  goes.
• 40:20
  Yeah.
• 40:20
  I
• 40:20
  don't
• 40:21
  know.
• 40:21
  And
• 40:21
  I
• 40:21
  don't
• 40:21
  mean
• 40:21
  to
• 40:22
  say
• 40:22
  that
• 40:22
  we
• 40:22
  should
• 40:22
  all
• 40:23
  hold
• 40:23
  ourselves
• 40:23
  back.
• 40:25
  I
• 40:25
  want
• 40:25
  to
• 40:25
  create
• 40:26
  like,
• 40:26
  I
• 40:26
  want
• 40:26
  us
• 40:26
  to
• 40:26
  create
• 40:26
  a
• 40:27
  community
• 40:27
  where
• 40:27
  we
• 40:27
  don't
• 40:27
  have
• 40:28
  to
• 40:28
  do
• 40:28
  that.
• 40:28
  And
• 40:29
  I
• 40:29
  hope
• 40:29
  that.
• 40:29
  That
• 40:30
  it
• 40:30
  works.
• 40:30
  I
• 40:30
  hope
• 40:30
  that
• 40:31
  too,
• 40:31
  you
• 40:32
  know,
• 40:32
  that
• 40:32
  people
• 40:33
  want
• 40:34
  to
• 40:34
  share
• 40:35
  their
• 40:35
  struggles.
• 40:36
  And
• 40:37
  the
• 40:37
  point
• 40:37
  is
• 40:37
  that
• 40:37
  there's
• 40:38
  someone
• 40:38
  else
• 40:38
  in
• 40:38
  that
• 40:39
  in
• 40:39
  our
• 40:39
  group
• 40:39
  that's
• 40:40
  also
• 40:40
  been
• 40:41
  through
• 40:41
  the
• 40:41
  same
• 40:41
  thing
• 40:41
  or
• 40:42
  similar
• 40:42
  thing
• 40:42
  and
• 40:42
  can.
• 40:42
  We're
• 40:43
  not
• 40:43
  going
• 40:43
  to
• 40:43
  be
• 40:43
  judged.
• 40:44
  We're
• 40:44
  not
• 40:44
  judging
• 40:44
  because
• 40:45
  we're
• 40:45
  not
• 40:45
  perfect.
• 40:48
  But
• 40:48
  yeah,
• 40:49
  I
• 40:49
  do
• 40:49
  think
• 40:51
  that
• 40:52
  I
• 40:52
  did
• 40:52
  go
• 40:52
  through
• 40:52
  a
• 40:53
  lot
• 40:53
  of
• 40:53
  friends
• 40:53
  in
• 40:53
  my
• 40:54
  20s
• 40:54
  that
• 40:55
  aren't
• 40:55
  necessarily
• 40:56
  in
• 40:56
  my
• 40:56
  life
• 40:56
  today.
• 40:57
  Now
• 40:58
  I
• 40:58
  actually
• 40:58
  have
• 40:58
  a
• 40:58
  couple.
• 40:58
  Connie,
• 40:59
  Emmett,
• 40:59
  Love
• 41:00
  you.
• 41:02
  Name
• 41:03
  drop.
• 41:03
  I
• 41:04
  can't
• 41:04
  help
• 41:04
  it.
• 41:04
  I
• 41:04
  just
• 41:04
  love
• 41:05
  some
• 41:05
  of
• 41:05
  these
• 41:05
  people
• 41:05
  so
• 41:06
  much
• 41:06
  and
• 41:06
  I
• 41:07
  don't
• 41:07
  talk
• 41:07
  to
• 41:07
  them
• 41:07
  every
• 41:07
  day,
• 41:08
  but
• 41:09
  they
• 41:09
  played
• 41:10
  significant
• 41:10
  roles
• 41:11
  in
• 41:11
  my
• 41:11
  life
• 41:11
  and
• 41:11
  I
• 41:11
  will
• 41:12
  never
• 41:12
  forget
• 41:12
  them
• 41:12
  for
• 41:12
  some
• 41:13
  of
• 41:13
  the
• 41:14
  things
• 41:14
  that
• 41:14
  they
• 41:15
  were
• 41:15
  there
• 41:15
  for
• 41:15
  me
• 41:15
  through.
• 41:16
  But
• 41:17
  I
• 41:17
  guess
• 41:17
  what
• 41:17
  I'm
• 41:17
  saying
• 41:18
  is
• 41:18
  back
• 41:18
  to
• 41:19
  my
• 41:19
  20s,
• 41:20
  I
• 41:20
  did
• 41:20
  go
• 41:20
  through
• 41:20
  a
• 41:20
  lot
• 41:21
  of
• 41:21
  friends
• 41:21
  that
• 41:21
  I
• 41:21
  think
• 41:21
  I
• 41:22
  just
• 41:22
  thought,
• 41:22
  oh,
• 41:24
  immediately
• 41:24
  we're
• 41:25
  going
• 41:25
  to
• 41:25
  be
• 41:25
  friends
• 41:25
  forever.
• 41:26
  And
• 41:26
  it's
• 41:26
  not
• 41:27
  always
• 41:27
  like
• 41:27
  that.
• 41:27
  Sometimes
• 41:27
  people.
• 41:28
  Oh,
• 41:28
  sometimes
• 41:29
  people
• 41:29
  in
• 41:29
  your
• 41:29
  life
• 41:29
  just
• 41:30
  for
• 41:30
  a
• 41:30
  season.
• 41:31
  I
• 41:32
  heard
• 41:32
  that
• 41:32
  recently.
• 41:35
  Sometimes
• 41:35
  you're
• 41:35
  not
• 41:35
  meant
• 41:36
  to
• 41:36
  be
• 41:36
  friends
• 41:36
  with
• 41:37
  someone
• 41:37
  forever.
• 41:37
  That.
• 41:38
  Exactly.
• 41:40
  Yeah.
• 41:40
  I
• 41:40
  feel
• 41:40
  like
• 41:40
  you
• 41:41
  attract
• 41:41
  like
• 41:41
  you
• 41:42
  must
• 41:42
  attract
• 41:42
  because
• 41:43
  like,
• 41:43
  you're
• 41:43
  such
• 41:43
  a
• 41:44
  positive,
• 41:45
  like
• 41:46
  bright
• 41:47
  person
• 41:47
  and
• 41:48
  personality
• 41:48
  and
• 41:48
  help
• 41:48
  everyone
• 41:49
  that
• 41:49
  like,
• 41:49
  you
• 41:49
  must
• 41:50
  attract
• 41:50
  these
• 41:50
  people
• 41:50
  that
• 41:51
  also
• 41:51
  have
• 41:51
  these
• 41:51
  dot
• 41:52
  like
• 41:52
  deep,
• 41:54
  confined
• 41:55
  meaning,
• 41:55
  like.
• 41:56
  Oh,
• 41:56
  yeah,
• 41:56
  what
• 41:57
  is
• 41:57
  the
• 41:57
  word?
• 41:57
  I'm
• 41:58
  trying.
• 41:58
  I
• 41:58
  attracted
• 41:58
  you.
• 42:00
  I
• 42:00
  think
• 42:01
  that
• 42:01
  was
• 42:01
  technically
• 42:01
  our
• 42:01
  husbands.
• 42:02
  Like,
• 42:03
  I
• 42:03
  don't
• 42:03
  know
• 42:04
  how
• 42:04
  we
• 42:04
  would
• 42:04
  have.
• 42:05
  We
• 42:05
  wouldn't.
• 42:06
  Our
• 42:06
  past
• 42:06
  wouldn't
• 42:06
  have
• 42:07
  crossed.
• 42:08
  True.
• 42:08
  If
• 42:09
  our
• 42:09
  husbands
• 42:09
  wouldn't
• 42:10
  have
• 42:10
  gotten.
• 42:11
  If
• 42:11
  our
• 42:11
  husbands
• 42:11
  wouldn't
• 42:12
  have
• 42:12
  gotten
• 42:12
  together.
• 42:14
  Sometimes
• 42:15
  I
• 42:15
  wonder
• 42:15
  if
• 42:15
  they
• 42:16
  should
• 42:16
  have
• 42:16
  been
• 42:16
  the
• 42:16
  ones.
• 42:17
  No,
• 42:17
  just
• 42:17
  kidding.
• 42:17
  They
• 42:17
  do
• 42:17
  have
• 42:17
  a
• 42:18
  pretty
• 42:18
  nice
• 42:19
  bromance
• 42:19
  going
• 42:20
  On.
• 42:20
  They
• 42:20
  do.
• 42:20
  They're
• 42:21
  adorable.
• 42:22
  Yeah,
• 42:23
  it's
• 42:23
  true.
• 42:23
  Our
• 42:24
  paths
• 42:24
  crossed
• 42:24
  because
• 42:24
  of
• 42:25
  that,
• 42:25
  but.
• 42:26
  But
• 42:26
  I
• 42:26
  liked
• 42:26
  you
• 42:26
  immediately.
• 42:27
  I
• 42:27
  liked
• 42:27
  you,
• 42:27
  too.
• 42:28
  And
• 42:28
  we're
• 42:29
  actually
• 42:30
  fostering
• 42:31
  a
• 42:31
  friendship,
• 42:31
  right?
• 42:32
  Yeah.
• 42:32
  Like.
• 42:32
  And
• 42:32
  I
• 42:32
  don't
• 42:33
  do
• 42:33
  that
• 42:33
  with
• 42:33
  everybody.
• 42:33
  I
• 42:34
  feel
• 42:34
  like
• 42:34
  I
• 42:34
  don't
• 42:34
  have
• 42:34
  the
• 42:34
  time.
• 42:35
  And
• 42:35
  sometimes
• 42:35
  I
• 42:35
  feel
• 42:35
  like
• 42:36
  this
• 42:36
  is
• 42:36
  gonna
• 42:36
  sound
• 42:36
  a
• 42:37
  little
• 42:37
  mean,
• 42:37
  but
• 42:37
  it's
• 42:37
  not
• 42:37
  meant
• 42:38
  to
• 42:38
  be.
• 42:38
  Sometimes
• 42:39
  I
• 42:39
  feel
• 42:39
  like
• 42:39
  I'm
• 42:39
  so
• 42:39
  tired,
• 42:40
  I
• 42:40
  don't
• 42:40
  want
• 42:41
  any
• 42:41
  more
• 42:41
  friends.
• 42:44
  So
• 42:45
  the
• 42:45
  fact
• 42:45
  that
• 42:45
  we
• 42:45
  are
• 42:45
  fostering
• 42:46
  a
• 42:46
  relationship
• 42:47
  is
• 42:47
  big.
• 42:47
  Like,
• 42:47
  yes,
• 42:48
  you're
• 42:48
  right.
• 42:48
  I
• 42:48
  am
• 42:48
  very
• 42:49
  selective
• 42:49
  about
• 42:49
  who
• 42:49
  I
• 42:50
  want
• 42:50
  to
• 42:50
  keep
• 42:50
  in
• 42:50
  my
• 42:50
  life
• 42:50
  because
• 42:50
  I
• 42:51
  have
• 42:51
  had
• 42:51
  some
• 42:51
  situations
• 42:52
  in
• 42:52
  the
• 42:52
  past
• 42:52
  where.
• 42:52
  Yeah,
• 42:53
  those
• 42:53
  are
• 42:53
  off.
• 42:53
  We've
• 42:54
  all.
• 42:54
  I
• 42:54
  think
• 42:54
  maybe
• 42:55
  we've
• 42:55
  all
• 42:55
  had
• 42:56
  those.
• 42:57
  I
• 42:57
  don't
• 42:57
  know.
• 42:58
  I
• 42:58
  guess
• 42:58
  I
• 42:58
  am
• 42:58
  kind
• 42:58
  of
• 42:58
  introspective,
• 42:59
  so
• 42:59
  maybe
• 42:59
  I've
• 43:00
  overanalyzed
• 43:00
  my
• 43:00
  life,
• 43:03
  as
• 43:03
  we
• 43:04
  all
• 43:04
  do
• 43:04
  at
• 43:05
  some
• 43:05
  point
• 43:05
  in
• 43:05
  different
• 43:06
  aspects.
• 43:06
  But
• 43:08
  I
• 43:08
  don't
• 43:08
  know.
• 43:08
  That's
• 43:09
  a
• 43:09
  very
• 43:09
  different.
• 43:10
  I
• 43:10
  don't
• 43:10
  know.
• 43:10
  We
• 43:10
  had
• 43:10
  opposite
• 43:12
  experiences.
• 43:12
  I
• 43:13
  feel
• 43:13
  like.
• 43:13
  Yeah,
• 43:14
  for
• 43:14
  sure.
• 43:14
  For
• 43:15
  sure.
• 43:15
  So
• 43:15
  it's
• 43:15
  nice
• 43:16
  to
• 43:16
  hear
• 43:18
  the
• 43:18
  side
• 43:18
  where
• 43:19
  you
• 43:19
  get
• 43:20
  to
• 43:20
  be
• 43:20
  selective
• 43:21
  and
• 43:21
  you
• 43:21
  get
• 43:22
  to
• 43:22
  the
• 43:23
  point
• 43:23
  where
• 43:23
  it's
• 43:23
  like,
• 43:23
  okay,
• 43:24
  people
• 43:24
  don't
• 43:25
  like
• 43:25
  me
• 43:25
  so
• 43:25
  much.
• 43:25
  Just
• 43:26
  go,
• 43:26
  wait.
• 43:26
  That
• 43:27
  sounded
• 43:27
  so
• 43:27
  bad.
• 43:28
  I
• 43:28
  didn't
• 43:28
  mean
• 43:28
  it
• 43:29
  like
• 43:29
  that,
• 43:29
  but
• 43:30
  just
• 43:30
  go,
• 43:31
  wait.
• 43:31
  I
• 43:32
  mean,
• 43:32
  I'm
• 43:32
  like
• 43:32
  that,
• 43:32
  too.
• 43:33
  Even
• 43:33
  though,
• 43:33
  like,
• 43:33
  you
• 43:34
  know,
• 43:34
  sometimes
• 43:34
  I'll
• 43:34
  be
• 43:34
  sitting
• 43:35
  at
• 43:35
  home
• 43:35
  by
• 43:35
  myself.
• 43:35
  I'm
• 43:36
  like,
• 43:36
  it
• 43:36
  might
• 43:36
  be
• 43:36
  nice
• 43:36
  to
• 43:37
  go
• 43:37
  have
• 43:38
  coffee
• 43:38
  with
• 43:38
  someone.
• 43:38
  Like,
• 43:39
  I'm
• 43:39
  tired
• 43:39
  of
• 43:39
  sitting
• 43:39
  here.
• 43:39
  It's
• 43:39
  been
• 43:40
  seven
• 43:40
  days.
• 43:40
  But
• 43:41
  this
• 43:41
  not
• 43:42
  my
• 43:42
  last
• 43:43
  friend
• 43:43
  that
• 43:43
  I
• 43:43
  let
• 43:43
  into
• 43:43
  my
• 43:44
  life,
• 43:44
  but
• 43:44
  one
• 43:44
  of
• 43:44
  my
• 43:45
  very
• 43:45
  close
• 43:45
  friends.
• 43:45
  Her
• 43:46
  name
• 43:46
  is
• 43:46
  Pyle.
• 43:48
  She
• 43:48
  had
• 43:48
  to
• 43:49
  fight
• 43:49
  to
• 43:49
  be
• 43:49
  my.
• 43:52
  I'm
• 43:52
  not
• 43:53
  lying.
• 43:53
  I.
• 43:54
  And
• 43:54
  it's
• 43:55
  not
• 43:55
  because
• 43:55
  I'm
• 43:55
  amazing.
• 43:55
  It's
• 43:55
  not
• 43:56
  what
• 43:56
  I
• 43:56
  mean
• 43:56
  either.
• 43:57
  It's
• 43:57
  because
• 43:57
  I
• 43:57
  was
• 43:58
  closed
• 43:58
  off,
• 43:58
  and
• 43:59
  I
• 43:59
  really
• 43:59
  thought.
• 43:59
  I
• 44:00
  just
• 44:00
  didn't
• 44:00
  have
• 44:01
  the
• 44:01
  emotional
• 44:01
  energy
• 44:02
  to
• 44:02
  have
• 44:02
  a
• 44:02
  friend.
• 44:03
  That's
• 44:03
  fair.
• 44:04
  Yeah.
• 44:04
  You
• 44:05
  should
• 44:05
  be
• 44:05
  able
• 44:05
  to
• 44:05
  feel
• 44:06
  like
• 44:06
  that.
• 44:07
  Yeah.
• 44:07
  And
• 44:08
  she
• 44:08
  was
• 44:08
  like,
• 44:08
  we
• 44:08
  will
• 44:09
  hang
• 44:09
  out,
• 44:09
  and
• 44:09
  we
• 44:10
  will.
• 44:10
  And
• 44:11
  so
• 44:11
  I'm
• 44:11
  like,
• 44:11
  fine.
• 44:11
  And
• 44:11
  so
• 44:12
  we
• 44:12
  hung
• 44:12
  out.
• 44:12
  And
• 44:12
  then
• 44:12
  I
• 44:13
  even
• 44:13
  was
• 44:13
  like.
• 44:13
  I
• 44:13
  even
• 44:13
  tried
• 44:14
  to
• 44:14
  kind
• 44:14
  of
• 44:14
  break
• 44:14
  up
• 44:14
  with
• 44:14
  her.
• 44:14
  I
• 44:15
  was
• 44:15
  like,
• 44:15
  I
• 44:15
  think
• 44:15
  you're
• 44:15
  too
• 44:15
  young
• 44:15
  for
• 44:16
  me.
• 44:18
  She's
• 44:18
  gonna
• 44:18
  die
• 44:18
  laughing
• 44:19
  when
• 44:19
  she
• 44:19
  hears
• 44:19
  this.
• 44:19
  You
• 44:20
  did
• 44:20
  not.
• 44:20
  I,
• 44:20
  for
• 44:20
  real
• 44:21
  did.
• 44:21
  Oh,
• 44:21
  my
• 44:21
  God.
• 44:22
  It's
• 44:23
  not
• 44:23
  you,
• 44:23
  it's
• 44:23
  me.
• 44:24
  You're
• 44:25
  too
• 44:25
  young
• 44:25
  for
• 44:25
  me,
• 44:25
  bruh.
• 44:26
  And
• 44:26
  then
• 44:26
  she's
• 44:27
  like,
• 44:27
  how
• 44:27
  old
• 44:27
  do
• 44:27
  you
• 44:27
  fucking
• 44:28
  think
• 44:28
  I
• 44:28
  am?
• 44:28
  And
• 44:29
  I
• 44:29
  was
• 44:29
  like,
• 44:29
  I
• 44:29
  think
• 44:29
  you're
• 44:29
  like,
• 44:29
  23.
• 44:30
  And
• 44:30
  she
• 44:30
  was
• 44:31
  like,
• 44:31
  29
• 44:31
  or
• 44:32
  30.
• 44:32
  I
• 44:32
  don't
• 44:32
  remember.
• 44:33
  But
• 44:33
  I
• 44:34
  was
• 44:34
  like,
• 44:34
  okay,
• 44:34
  I
• 44:35
  can't
• 44:35
  use
• 44:35
  that.
• 44:37
  No,
• 44:37
  just
• 44:37
  kidding.
• 44:38
  The
• 44:38
  truth
• 44:38
  is,
• 44:39
  like,
• 44:39
  once
• 44:39
  I
• 44:39
  let
• 44:40
  her
• 44:40
  in.
• 44:40
  And
• 44:41
  sometimes,
• 44:41
  yeah,
• 44:41
  we
• 44:42
  think
• 44:42
  we
• 44:42
  step
• 44:42
  back
• 44:43
  and
• 44:43
  be
• 44:43
  selective,
• 44:44
  and
• 44:44
  I
• 44:44
  think
• 44:44
  that's
• 44:44
  a
• 44:44
  good
• 44:45
  thing.
• 44:45
  But
• 44:45
  sometimes
• 44:45
  it's
• 44:45
  also
• 44:46
  good
• 44:46
  to
• 44:46
  remember
• 44:46
  we
• 44:47
  don't
• 44:47
  always
• 44:47
  know
• 44:47
  what's
• 44:48
  best
• 44:48
  for
• 44:48
  ourselves.
• 44:49
  She
• 44:50
  has
• 44:50
  been
• 44:50
  amazing
• 44:51
  in
• 44:51
  my
• 44:51
  life.
• 44:52
  No.
• 44:52
  Yeah.
• 44:53
  I'm
• 44:53
  so
• 44:53
  glad
• 44:54
  that
• 44:54
  she
• 44:54
  persisted.
• 44:56
  My
• 44:56
  dumb
• 44:57
  ass.
• 44:59
  You
• 44:59
  pushed
• 44:59
  me
• 45:00
  to
• 45:00
  hang
• 45:00
  out
• 45:00
  with
• 45:00
  you.
• 45:00
  Did
• 45:00
  I?
• 45:01
  And
• 45:01
  not
• 45:01
  because
• 45:01
  I
• 45:01
  didn't
• 45:01
  want
• 45:02
  to.
• 45:02
  It's
• 45:02
  just
• 45:02
  because
• 45:02
  I'm
• 45:03
  like,
• 45:03
  oh,
• 45:03
  tell
• 45:03
  me
• 45:04
  when
• 45:04
  I
• 45:04
  don't,
• 45:04
  she's
• 45:04
  not
• 45:04
  gonna
• 45:05
  like
• 45:05
  me.
• 45:06
  Um,
• 45:07
  I
• 45:08
  think
• 45:08
  I
• 45:08
  felt
• 45:08
  like
• 45:09
  you
• 45:09
  wouldn't
• 45:09
  like
• 45:09
  me
• 45:09
  because
• 45:10
  you're
• 45:10
  young
• 45:10
  and
• 45:10
  cool
• 45:11
  and
• 45:11
  gorgeous
• 45:11
  and
• 45:12
  hip
• 45:13
  and.
• 45:13
  Shut
• 45:13
  up.
• 45:15
  Y'
• 45:15
  all
• 45:15
  came
• 45:15
  over
• 45:16
  for
• 45:16
  a
• 45:16
  dinner
• 45:17
  date
• 45:17
  because
• 45:17
  we
• 45:17
  hadn't
• 45:17
  seen
• 45:17
  each
• 45:18
  other
• 45:18
  in
• 45:19
  probably
• 45:19
  a
• 45:19
  year
• 45:20
  at
• 45:20
  that
• 45:20
  point.
• 45:20
  It'd
• 45:20
  been
• 45:20
  a
• 45:21
  while.
• 45:22
  Like,
• 45:22
  we
• 45:22
  used
• 45:22
  to
• 45:22
  not
• 45:22
  see
• 45:22
  each
• 45:23
  other
• 45:23
  that
• 45:23
  often.
• 45:23
  And
• 45:24
  remember,
• 45:24
  Simon
• 45:24
  and
• 45:25
  Brett
• 45:25
  are
• 45:25
  best
• 45:25
  friends.
• 45:26
  Are
• 45:26
  best
• 45:26
  friends.
• 45:26
  Even
• 45:27
  though
• 45:27
  Brett
• 45:27
  will
• 45:28
  silent
• 45:28
  him
• 45:28
  for
• 45:29
  a
• 45:29
  while,
• 45:29
  he
• 45:29
  will
• 45:29
  silent
• 45:30
  me
• 45:30
  if
• 45:30
  he
• 45:31
  has
• 45:31
  the
• 45:31
  chance.
• 45:32
  And
• 45:33
  so
• 45:33
  Simon
• 45:33
  goes,
• 45:34
  no,
• 45:34
  Brett
• 45:34
  is
• 45:34
  coming
• 45:35
  over
• 45:35
  and
• 45:35
  I'm
• 45:36
  gonna
• 45:36
  try
• 45:36
  to
• 45:36
  like
• 45:36
  Melissa.
• 45:37
  And
• 45:38
  we're
• 45:38
  having
• 45:38
  dinner.
• 45:39
  He
• 45:39
  said,
• 45:40
  I'm
• 45:40
  gonna
• 45:40
  try.
• 45:40
  Okay.
• 45:41
  He
• 45:41
  probably
• 45:41
  didn't
• 45:41
  say
• 45:42
  me
• 45:42
  by
• 45:42
  then.
• 45:43
  He
• 45:43
  probably
• 45:43
  did.
• 45:44
  Oh,
• 45:44
  yeah,
• 45:45
  you
• 45:45
  did
• 45:45
  come
• 45:45
  to
• 45:45
  our
• 45:45
  wedding.
• 45:46
  So,
• 45:46
  you
• 45:46
  know,
• 45:47
  bridges
• 45:47
  have
• 45:47
  been
• 45:47
  crossed
• 45:48
  at
• 45:48
  that
• 45:48
  point.
• 45:49
  So
• 45:49
  I
• 45:50
  remember
• 45:50
  I
• 45:50
  was
• 45:50
  getting,
• 45:50
  like,
• 45:51
  really
• 45:51
  down
• 45:51
  because
• 45:51
  I'm
• 45:51
  a
• 45:52
  stay
• 45:52
  at
• 45:52
  home
• 45:52
  mom,
• 45:52
  and
• 45:52
  it
• 45:53
  just
• 45:53
  didn't
• 45:53
  feel
• 45:53
  like
• 45:54
  it
• 45:54
  was
• 45:54
  for
• 45:54
  me
• 45:54
  and
• 45:54
  postpartum
• 45:55
  depression
• 45:55
  and.
• 45:56
  And
• 45:56
  I
• 45:56
  was
• 45:56
  like,
• 45:57
  Melissa
• 45:57
  said
• 45:57
  she
• 45:57
  wanted
• 45:58
  me,
• 45:58
  the
• 45:58
  baby.
• 45:58
  I
• 45:59
  was
• 45:59
  like.
• 45:59
  And
• 46:00
  she
• 46:00
  said
• 46:00
  she
• 46:00
  wanted
• 46:01
  to
• 46:01
  get
• 46:01
  together
• 46:02
  sometime.
• 46:03
  So
• 46:04
  I
• 46:04
  didn't
• 46:04
  think
• 46:04
  you
• 46:04
  would
• 46:05
  call
• 46:05
  me.
• 46:05
  And
• 46:06
  so
• 46:06
  then
• 46:06
  I
• 46:06
  was
• 46:06
  like,
• 46:06
  okay,
• 46:07
  well,
• 46:07
  I'll.
• 46:08
  I'll
• 46:08
  see
• 46:08
  if
• 46:09
  Melissa
• 46:09
  wants
• 46:09
  to
• 46:09
  get
• 46:09
  together.
• 46:10
  That's
• 46:10
  right.
• 46:10
  You
• 46:10
  put
• 46:10
  yourself
• 46:10
  out
• 46:11
  there.
• 46:11
  I
• 46:11
  did.
• 46:11
  I
• 46:11
  did.
• 46:12
  And
• 46:12
  it
• 46:12
  was
• 46:12
  very
• 46:12
  awkward
• 46:12
  for
• 46:13
  me.
• 46:13
  I
• 46:13
  might
• 46:13
  have
• 46:13
  cried
• 46:14
  the
• 46:14
  night
• 46:14
  before.
• 46:14
  I
• 46:15
  was
• 46:15
  like,
• 46:15
  simon,
• 46:15
  what
• 46:15
  if
• 46:15
  she
• 46:15
  doesn't
• 46:16
  like
• 46:16
  me?
• 46:16
  Like,
• 46:16
  what
• 46:16
  if
• 46:17
  she
• 46:17
  doesn't
• 46:17
  show
• 46:17
  up?
• 46:17
  What
• 46:17
  if
• 46:18
  I
• 46:18
  get.
• 46:18
  What's
• 46:18
  it
• 46:19
  called
• 46:19
  when
• 46:19
  someone
• 46:20
  doesn't
• 46:20
  show
• 46:20
  up
• 46:20
  to
• 46:20
  a
• 46:20
  blind
• 46:20
  date?
• 46:21
  Stood
• 46:22
  up.
• 46:23
  I
• 46:24
  happened
• 46:24
  to
• 46:24
  me
• 46:24
  before.
• 46:25
  Oh,
• 46:25
  no.
• 46:26
  By
• 46:26
  like,
• 46:26
  a
• 46:26
  man
• 46:27
  or
• 46:27
  by
• 46:27
  a
• 46:27
  friend.
• 46:28
  I
• 46:29
  was
• 46:29
  17.
• 46:31
  Okay,
• 46:31
  okay.
• 46:32
  If
• 46:32
  we're
• 46:32
  going
• 46:32
  back
• 46:32
  that
• 46:33
  far,
• 46:33
  I
• 46:33
  sure
• 46:33
  have
• 46:33
  too.
• 46:33
  By
• 46:34
  the
• 46:34
  same
• 46:34
  man
• 46:34
  twice.
• 46:35
  Okay.
• 46:36
  It's
• 46:37
  true.
• 46:37
  Sometimes
• 46:37
  we
• 46:37
  don't
• 46:37
  know
• 46:38
  what
• 46:38
  we
• 46:38
  need.
• 46:38
  Like
• 46:38
  me
• 46:39
  with
• 46:39
  pile.
• 46:39
  Oh,
• 46:40
  I
• 46:40
  know
• 46:40
  what
• 46:40
  I
• 46:40
  need.
• 46:40
  I
• 46:40
  just.
• 46:42
  Not
• 46:43
  willing
• 46:43
  against
• 46:43
  it.
• 46:44
  Okay.
• 46:45
  Okay,
• 46:45
  Fair
• 46:46
  enough.
• 46:47
  Oh,
• 46:48
  man.
• 46:48
  Well,
• 46:49
  I
• 46:49
  mean,
• 46:49
  I
• 46:49
  guess
• 46:50
  so.
• 46:51
  That.
• 46:51
  I
• 46:51
  mean,
• 46:52
  in
• 46:52
  my
• 46:52
  case,
• 46:52
  it
• 46:53
  doesn't
• 46:53
  help
• 46:53
  my
• 46:53
  case
• 46:54
  because
• 46:54
  obviously
• 46:55
  I'm
• 46:55
  just
• 46:55
  not
• 46:55
  quite
• 46:56
  willing
• 46:56
  to
• 46:56
  do
• 46:56
  the
• 46:56
  work,
• 46:56
  though.
• 46:57
  I'm
• 46:57
  at
• 46:57
  that
• 46:57
  point.
• 46:57
  I
• 46:57
  am
• 46:57
  at
• 46:58
  the
• 46:58
  point
• 46:58
  where
• 46:59
  it's.
• 46:59
  It's
• 46:59
  really
• 47:00
  just
• 47:00
  you
• 47:00
  and
• 47:00
  Courtney.
• 47:00
  I.
• 47:02
  And
• 47:02
  this
• 47:02
  is
• 47:02
  where
• 47:02
  the
• 47:02
  seizures
• 47:03
  have
• 47:03
  really
• 47:03
  been
• 47:03
  frustrating
• 47:04
  because
• 47:04
  I'm
• 47:04
  at
• 47:04
  this
• 47:04
  point
• 47:05
  where
• 47:05
  it's
• 47:05
  like
• 47:05
  I
• 47:06
  want
• 47:06
  to
• 47:06
  go
• 47:06
  out
• 47:07
  and
• 47:07
  do
• 47:07
  hobbies
• 47:08
  and
• 47:08
  meet
• 47:09
  friends
• 47:09
  and,
• 47:10
  and
• 47:10
  see
• 47:10
  where
• 47:11
  it
• 47:11
  goes.
• 47:11
  And
• 47:12
  now
• 47:12
  I
• 47:12
  can't
• 47:12
  take
• 47:12
  myself
• 47:13
  anywhere
• 47:13
  and
• 47:13
  make
• 47:13
  those
• 47:14
  friends.
• 47:14
  But.
• 47:14
  But
• 47:15
  when
• 47:15
  I
• 47:15
  was
• 47:15
  doing,
• 47:16
  you
• 47:16
  know,
• 47:16
  my
• 47:16
  handy
• 47:16
  dandy
• 47:17
  Google
• 47:17
  searches,
• 47:18
  it
• 47:18
  was
• 47:18
  suggesting
• 47:19
  that
• 47:19
  ways
• 47:19
  to
• 47:19
  make
• 47:19
  friends
• 47:20
  when,
• 47:20
  you
• 47:21
  know,
• 47:21
  after
• 47:21
  school
• 47:21
  and
• 47:22
  when
• 47:22
  you're
• 47:22
  in
• 47:22
  your
• 47:22
  30s
• 47:23
  and
• 47:23
  you
• 47:23
  find
• 47:24
  that
• 47:24
  you're
• 47:25
  ready
• 47:25
  for
• 47:25
  a
• 47:25
  new
• 47:26
  cycle
• 47:27
  of
• 47:27
  friends,
• 47:27
  then,
• 47:28
  like,
• 47:28
  you
• 47:28
  know,
• 47:28
  here's
• 47:29
  some
• 47:29
  things
• 47:29
  that
• 47:29
  you
• 47:29
  can
• 47:29
  do
• 47:29
  to
• 47:30
  meet
• 47:30
  them.
• 47:30
  And
• 47:30
  of
• 47:31
  course,
• 47:31
  we
• 47:31
  talked
• 47:31
  about
• 47:31
  the
• 47:31
  apps,
• 47:32
  we
• 47:32
  talked
• 47:32
  about
• 47:32
  the
• 47:32
  social
• 47:32
  media
• 47:33
  groups
• 47:33
  and
• 47:33
  stuff,
• 47:33
  but
• 47:34
  like
• 47:34
  Melissa
• 47:35
  said,
• 47:35
  it
• 47:35
  also
• 47:36
  suggested
• 47:36
  finding
• 47:37
  a
• 47:37
  hobby.
• 47:37
  Getting
• 47:37
  into
• 47:38
  that,
• 47:38
  my
• 47:39
  favorite
• 47:39
  one
• 47:39
  that
• 47:39
  I
• 47:40
  was
• 47:40
  really
• 47:40
  laughing
• 47:41
  at
• 47:41
  was
• 47:41
  go
• 47:41
  and
• 47:41
  meet
• 47:42
  your
• 47:42
  neighbors.
• 47:43
  Oh,
• 47:43
  interesting.
• 47:43
  Like,
• 47:44
  am
• 47:44
  I
• 47:44
  gonna
• 47:44
  ask
• 47:44
  for
• 47:44
  a
• 47:44
  cup
• 47:44
  of
• 47:45
  sugar?
• 47:49
  You
• 47:49
  know,
• 47:49
  I
• 47:49
  feel
• 47:49
  like
• 47:49
  we
• 47:50
  don't
• 47:50
  know
• 47:50
  our
• 47:50
  neighbors
• 47:50
  anymore.
• 47:51
  I
• 47:51
  don't
• 47:51
  know,
• 47:52
  I
• 47:52
  thought
• 47:52
  that,
• 47:52
  you
• 47:53
  know,
• 47:53
  I
• 47:53
  thought
• 47:53
  that
• 47:53
  I
• 47:53
  would
• 47:54
  have
• 47:54
  all
• 47:54
  the
• 47:54
  friends
• 47:55
  in
• 47:55
  this
• 47:55
  neighborhood.
• 47:55
  When
• 47:55
  we
• 47:56
  first
• 47:56
  moved
• 47:56
  here,
• 47:56
  I
• 47:56
  was
• 47:56
  like,
• 47:57
  oh,
• 47:57
  I
• 47:57
  might
• 47:57
  actually,
• 47:58
  like,
• 47:58
  have
• 47:58
  some
• 47:58
  mom
• 47:58
  friends
• 47:59
  in
• 47:59
  the
• 47:59
  neighborhood
• 47:59
  and
• 47:59
  we
• 47:59
  can
• 47:59
  like
• 47:59
  have
• 48:00
  wine
• 48:00
  nights
• 48:00
  and
• 48:00
  stuff
• 48:00
  and
• 48:01
  it
• 48:01
  might
• 48:01
  be
• 48:01
  really
• 48:01
  fun.
• 48:01
  And
• 48:02
  then
• 48:02
  they.
• 48:02
  I
• 48:02
  don't
• 48:02
  think
• 48:02
  they
• 48:03
  like
• 48:03
  me.
• 48:03
  I
• 48:04
  feel
• 48:04
  like
• 48:04
  that
• 48:04
  one's
• 48:05
  a
• 48:05
  little
• 48:05
  tricky
• 48:05
  because
• 48:05
  you're
• 48:06
  not
• 48:06
  curating
• 48:06
  your
• 48:06
  own
• 48:07
  group.
• 48:07
  You're
• 48:07
  just
• 48:07
  kind
• 48:07
  of
• 48:07
  like
• 48:07
  sticking
• 48:08
  with
• 48:08
  what's
• 48:08
  around
• 48:08
  you.
• 48:10
  But
• 48:10
  you
• 48:10
  never
• 48:11
  know.
• 48:11
  We
• 48:12
  hosted.
• 48:13
  We
• 48:13
  hosted
• 48:13
  out
• 48:14
  of
• 48:14
  our
• 48:14
  own
• 48:14
  money
• 48:14
  and
• 48:15
  pocket
• 48:15
  a
• 48:15
  whole
• 48:15
  neighborhood
• 48:16
  get
• 48:16
  together
• 48:16
  and
• 48:17
  had
• 48:17
  like
• 48:17
  blow
• 48:17
  ups
• 48:17
  for
• 48:17
  the
• 48:17
  kids
• 48:18
  so
• 48:18
  that
• 48:18
  like
• 48:18
  the
• 48:18
  families
• 48:19
  could
• 48:19
  come
• 48:19
  over.
• 48:19
  Like,
• 48:20
  we
• 48:20
  provided
• 48:20
  food,
• 48:21
  we
• 48:21
  had,
• 48:21
  we
• 48:21
  paid
• 48:22
  for
• 48:22
  like
• 48:22
  a
• 48:22
  blow
• 48:22
  up
• 48:22
  slide
• 48:23
  and
• 48:23
  pool.
• 48:23
  And
• 48:25
  not,
• 48:25
  not
• 48:25
  too
• 48:25
  many
• 48:26
  people
• 48:26
  came
• 48:26
  over.
• 48:26
  We.
• 48:26
  We
• 48:27
  did
• 48:27
  enjoy
• 48:27
  everyone
• 48:27
  who
• 48:27
  did
• 48:28
  come
• 48:28
  over
• 48:28
  for
• 48:28
  the
• 48:28
  meet
• 48:28
  and
• 48:28
  greet
• 48:29
  and
• 48:29
  everyone
• 48:30
  who
• 48:30
  brought
• 48:30
  their
• 48:30
  kids.
• 48:30
  And
• 48:31
  yeah,
• 48:32
  no
• 48:32
  one
• 48:32
  really
• 48:32
  kept
• 48:33
  up.
• 48:33
  And
• 48:33
  I
• 48:34
  mean,
• 48:34
  the
• 48:34
  kids
• 48:34
  play
• 48:34
  with
• 48:35
  our.
• 48:36
  We
• 48:36
  did
• 48:37
  try.
• 48:37
  I
• 48:37
  did
• 48:37
  try.
• 48:39
  And
• 48:39
  then
• 48:39
  our
• 48:39
  closest
• 48:40
  neighbor
• 48:40
  has
• 48:40
  kids
• 48:41
  that
• 48:41
  are
• 48:41
  the
• 48:41
  same
• 48:41
  exact
• 48:42
  age
• 48:42
  as
• 48:42
  all
• 48:42
  of
• 48:42
  our
• 48:42
  kids
• 48:44
  and
• 48:44
  I
• 48:44
  had
• 48:45
  high
• 48:45
  hopes
• 48:45
  that
• 48:45
  that
• 48:45
  would
• 48:46
  be
• 48:46
  my
• 48:46
  wine
• 48:46
  buddy,
• 48:46
  too,
• 48:47
  but
• 48:50
  no,
• 48:50
  not
• 48:51
  there
• 48:51
  yet.
• 48:52
  Do
• 48:52
  you
• 48:52
  think
• 48:52
  you
• 48:53
  want
• 48:53
  to
• 48:53
  keep
• 48:54
  pursuing
• 48:54
  that
• 48:54
  one?
• 48:54
  I
• 48:55
  think
• 48:55
  they
• 48:55
  don't
• 48:55
  like
• 48:55
  me.
• 48:56
  Oh,
• 48:57
  but
• 48:57
  wait,
• 48:57
  you
• 48:57
  thought
• 48:58
  that.
• 48:58
  I
• 48:58
  know.
• 48:59
  I
• 48:59
  guess.
• 49:00
  I
• 49:00
  think
• 49:00
  our
• 49:01
  lifestyles
• 49:01
  are
• 49:01
  vastly
• 49:01
  different.
• 49:02
  I'm
• 49:02
  gonna
• 49:02
  give
• 49:02
  you
• 49:03
  a
• 49:03
  challenge
• 49:03
  for
• 49:03
  the
• 49:03
  week.
• 49:04
  No.
• 49:05
  Okay.
• 49:05
  She
• 49:05
  said
• 49:05
  no.
• 49:07
  I
• 49:07
  was
• 49:07
  gonna
• 49:08
  be
• 49:08
  like,
• 49:08
  invite
• 49:08
  her
• 49:08
  over
• 49:08
  for
• 49:09
  a
• 49:09
  glass
• 49:09
  of
• 49:09
  wine.
• 49:10
  Go
• 49:10
  out
• 49:10
  of
• 49:10
  your
• 49:10
  comfort
• 49:11
  zone.
• 49:11
  I
• 49:12
  don't
• 49:12
  know.
• 49:14
  Well,
• 49:15
  we're
• 49:15
  telling
• 49:15
  you
• 49:15
  what
• 49:16
  you
• 49:16
  can
• 49:16
  do.
• 49:17
  I
• 49:17
  got
• 49:17
  a
• 49:17
  fun
• 49:17
  story
• 49:18
  on
• 49:18
  why
• 49:18
  I'm
• 49:18
  saying
• 49:18
  no.
• 49:19
  Okay.
• 49:19
  Oh,
• 49:19
  are
• 49:20
  you
• 49:20
  allowed
• 49:20
  to
• 49:20
  share
• 49:20
  it?
• 49:21
  I
• 49:21
  guess
• 49:22
  it
• 49:22
  was.
• 49:22
  It
• 49:22
  was
• 49:22
  like
• 49:23
  a
• 49:23
  big
• 49:23
  fail.
• 49:23
  It
• 49:23
  was
• 49:23
  like
• 49:24
  a
• 49:24
  big
• 49:24
  parenting
• 49:24
  fail
• 49:25
  that,
• 49:25
  like,
• 49:25
  I
• 49:25
  was
• 49:26
  so
• 49:26
  upset
• 49:26
  and
• 49:26
  cried,
• 49:26
  like,
• 49:27
  for
• 49:27
  hours
• 49:28
  over
• 49:28
  because
• 49:28
  I'm
• 49:28
  so
• 49:28
  upset.
• 49:29
  So
• 49:30
  Thing
• 49:31
  three
• 49:31
  hadn't
• 49:31
  napped
• 49:33
  at
• 49:33
  all
• 49:33
  that
• 49:33
  day.
• 49:34
  And
• 49:34
  so
• 49:34
  it's
• 49:34
  getting
• 49:35
  to
• 49:35
  the
• 49:35
  late
• 49:35
  evening,
• 49:36
  and
• 49:36
  then
• 49:36
  she
• 49:36
  just
• 49:36
  crashes
• 49:37
  and,
• 49:37
  like,
• 49:37
  fell
• 49:37
  asleep
• 49:38
  on.
• 49:38
  On
• 49:39
  Simon's
• 49:40
  chest,
• 49:40
  you
• 49:40
  know,
• 49:40
  fully
• 49:41
  dressed
• 49:41
  shoes
• 49:41
  and
• 49:41
  everything.
• 49:42
  And
• 49:43
  we,
• 49:43
  like,
• 49:43
  pick
• 49:43
  her
• 49:44
  up
• 49:44
  because
• 49:44
  we're
• 49:44
  like,
• 49:44
  oh,
• 49:44
  we
• 49:44
  should
• 49:45
  probably
• 49:45
  wake
• 49:45
  her.
• 49:45
  But
• 49:45
  she
• 49:45
  stays
• 49:46
  asleep,
• 49:46
  and
• 49:47
  we're
• 49:47
  like,
• 49:47
  ah,
• 49:47
  man,
• 49:47
  this
• 49:48
  is
• 49:48
  an
• 49:48
  opportunity.
• 49:49
  We
• 49:49
  can
• 49:49
  get
• 49:49
  some
• 49:49
  quiet
• 49:50
  time.
• 49:51
  So
• 49:51
  the
• 49:52
  older
• 49:53
  Thing
• 49:53
  1
• 49:53
  and
• 49:53
  Thing
• 49:54
  2
• 49:54
  are
• 49:54
  at
• 49:54
  the
• 49:54
  neighbor's
• 49:55
  house
• 49:55
  playing.
• 49:56
  And
• 49:56
  so
• 49:56
  we
• 49:56
  just
• 49:57
  quietly
• 49:57
  go
• 49:57
  and
• 49:57
  we
• 49:58
  lay
• 49:58
  Thing
• 49:58
  three
• 49:58
  in
• 49:59
  her
• 49:59
  bed,
• 49:59
  and
• 50:00
  then
• 50:00
  we
• 50:00
  tiptoe
• 50:01
  on
• 50:01
  over
• 50:01
  to
• 50:01
  the
• 50:02
  hot
• 50:02
  tub.
• 50:02
  Have
• 50:03
  not
• 50:03
  left
• 50:03
  the
• 50:03
  house.
• 50:04
  Thing
• 50:04
  two
• 50:04
  comes
• 50:05
  home
• 50:05
  from
• 50:05
  the
• 50:05
  neighbors,
• 50:06
  and
• 50:06
  apparently
• 50:07
  Thing
• 50:07
  three
• 50:07
  had
• 50:08
  woken
• 50:08
  up.
• 50:09
  And
• 50:09
  so
• 50:09
  when
• 50:10
  Thing
• 50:10
  two
• 50:10
  comes
• 50:10
  home,
• 50:11
  she
• 50:11
  hears
• 50:12
  Thing
• 50:12
  three
• 50:12
  crying.
• 50:13
  And
• 50:13
  they're
• 50:13
  very
• 50:14
  tight.
• 50:14
  They
• 50:14
  are
• 50:14
  very
• 50:15
  close.
• 50:16
  And
• 50:16
  she.
• 50:17
  She
• 50:17
  doesn't
• 50:17
  look
• 50:18
  for
• 50:18
  us.
• 50:18
  She
• 50:19
  doesn't
• 50:19
  look
• 50:19
  anywhere
• 50:20
  for
• 50:20
  us.
• 50:20
  She
• 50:21
  comes
• 50:21
  in
• 50:21
  the
• 50:21
  house,
• 50:21
  maybe.
• 50:22
  Are
• 50:22
  you.
• 50:22
  She
• 50:22
  didn't
• 50:22
  even
• 50:22
  look
• 50:22
  in
• 50:23
  the
• 50:23
  house
• 50:23
  because
• 50:23
  you
• 50:23
  were
• 50:23
  in
• 50:23
  the
• 50:23
  hot
• 50:24
  tub.
• 50:24
  She
• 50:24
  was
• 50:24
  in
• 50:24
  the
• 50:25
  house.
• 50:25
  And
• 50:25
  I
• 50:25
  remember
• 50:26
  I
• 50:26
  had
• 50:26
  my.
• 50:27
  I
• 50:27
  had
• 50:27
  German
• 50:27
  shepherd
• 50:28
  Ada
• 50:28
  with
• 50:28
  me
• 50:28
  outside
• 50:29
  while
• 50:29
  we
• 50:29
  were
• 50:29
  in
• 50:30
  the
• 50:30
  hot
• 50:30
  tub.
• 50:30
  And
• 50:30
  I
• 50:30
  remember
• 50:31
  she.
• 50:32
  She
• 50:33
  told
• 50:33
  me
• 50:33
  that
• 50:34
  someone
• 50:34
  was
• 50:35
  home
• 50:35
  in
• 50:35
  the
• 50:35
  house.
• 50:35
  And
• 50:35
  so
• 50:36
  I.
• 50:36
  I
• 50:36
  looked
• 50:36
  at
• 50:36
  Simon.
• 50:37
  I
• 50:37
  said,
• 50:37
  oh,
• 50:37
  think
• 50:38
  three's
• 50:38
  home.
• 50:39
  And
• 50:39
  then
• 50:39
  I'm
• 50:39
  waiting,
• 50:40
  and
• 50:40
  I'm
• 50:40
  waiting
• 50:41
  and
• 50:41
  I'm
• 50:41
  waiting,
• 50:42
  and
• 50:42
  she
• 50:42
  never
• 50:42
  comes
• 50:43
  out.
• 50:43
  And
• 50:43
  so
• 50:44
  then
• 50:44
  I
• 50:44
  start
• 50:44
  getting
• 50:44
  antsy,
• 50:45
  and
• 50:45
  I'm
• 50:45
  like,
• 50:46
  simon,
• 50:46
  can
• 50:47
  you
• 50:47
  check
• 50:47
  your
• 50:47
  phone,
• 50:47
  please?
• 50:48
  And
• 50:48
  he
• 50:48
  goes,
• 50:49
  okay.
• 50:49
  And
• 50:50
  I
• 50:50
  grab
• 50:50
  his
• 50:50
  phone,
• 50:50
  I
• 50:50
  give
• 50:51
  it
• 50:51
  to
• 50:51
  him,
• 50:51
  and
• 50:51
  there's,
• 50:52
  like,
• 50:52
  misstex.
• 50:53
  Next
• 50:53
  missed
• 50:53
  calls
• 50:54
  from
• 50:54
  the
• 50:54
  neighbor.
• 50:55
  Thing
• 50:55
  too.
• 50:56
  Thought
• 50:56
  that
• 50:57
  we
• 50:57
  left
• 50:58
  the
• 50:58
  house
• 50:59
  without
• 50:59
  the
• 51:00
  baby.
• 51:01
  Took
• 51:01
  the
• 51:01
  baby
• 51:02
  out
• 51:02
  of
• 51:02
  her
• 51:03
  crib
• 51:04
  and
• 51:04
  took
• 51:04
  her
• 51:04
  to
• 51:05
  the
• 51:05
  neighbor's
• 51:05
  house
• 51:05
  and
• 51:05
  said
• 51:05
  that
• 51:05
  we
• 51:06
  left
• 51:06
  them.
• 51:06
  Oh,
• 51:07
  no.
• 51:09
  And
• 51:09
  so
• 51:10
  I
• 51:10
  was
• 51:10
  so
• 51:10
  embarrassed.
• 51:11
  And
• 51:11
  this
• 51:11
  happened
• 51:12
  not
• 51:12
  once?
• 51:13
  Twice.
• 51:14
  Not
• 51:14
  twice
• 51:15
  with
• 51:15
  the
• 51:15
  baby,
• 51:15
  though.
• 51:16
  But
• 51:17
  twice
• 51:18
  she
• 51:18
  went
• 51:18
  over
• 51:18
  to
• 51:19
  their
• 51:19
  house
• 51:19
  crying,
• 51:19
  coming
• 51:20
  back
• 51:21
  to
• 51:21
  their
• 51:21
  house,
• 51:21
  saying
• 51:21
  that
• 51:21
  we
• 51:21
  left
• 51:22
  them.
• 51:22
  And
• 51:22
  the
• 51:22
  second
• 51:22
  time
• 51:23
  was
• 51:23
  just
• 51:23
  because
• 51:24
  the
• 51:24
  garage
• 51:24
  door
• 51:24
  was
• 51:24
  shut.
• 51:25
  She
• 51:25
  didn't
• 51:25
  even
• 51:25
  come
• 51:26
  in
• 51:26
  the
• 51:26
  house
• 51:26
  that
• 51:26
  time.
• 51:27
  Oh,
• 51:27
  no.
• 51:28
  And
• 51:28
  so
• 51:28
  I
• 51:29
  was
• 51:29
  so
• 51:29
  embarrassed.
• 51:29
  Okay.
• 51:30
  I
• 51:30
  was
• 51:30
  like,
• 51:30
  does
• 51:31
  your
• 51:31
  neighbor
• 51:31
  know
• 51:33
  how
• 51:33
  upset
• 51:34
  it
• 51:34
  made
• 51:34
  you?
• 51:35
  No.
• 51:35
  Of
• 51:35
  course.
• 51:35
  Embarrassed.
• 51:36
  Well,
• 51:36
  one
• 51:37
  time
• 51:37
  she
• 51:37
  did
• 51:37
  come
• 51:38
  over
• 51:38
  because
• 51:39
  there
• 51:39
  was
• 51:39
  like
• 51:39
  an
• 51:39
  incident
• 51:40
  with
• 51:40
  the
• 51:40
  neighborhood
• 51:40
  and
• 51:41
  utilities
• 51:42
  being
• 51:43
  crossed
• 51:43
  and
• 51:43
  stuff.
• 51:44
  And
• 51:44
  she
• 51:44
  came
• 51:44
  over
• 51:45
  to
• 51:45
  ask
• 51:45
  a
• 51:45
  question.
• 51:45
  I
• 51:45
  was
• 51:46
  like,
• 51:46
  okay,
• 51:46
  real
• 51:46
  awkward.
• 51:47
  But.
• 51:47
  But
• 51:47
  you
• 51:47
  are
• 51:48
  aware
• 51:48
  we'd
• 51:48
  never
• 51:48
  leave
• 51:48
  the
• 51:49
  house
• 51:49
  without
• 51:49
  her
• 51:49
  child.
• 51:49
  And
• 51:49
  she
• 51:50
  goes,
• 51:50
  yes,
• 51:51
  I
• 51:51
  figured.
• 51:52
  And
• 51:52
  I
• 51:52
  was
• 51:52
  like,
• 51:52
  okay,
• 51:53
  okay,
• 51:54
  okay.
• 51:54
  Just
• 51:55
  making
• 51:55
  sure.
• 51:55
  Okay,
• 51:57
  well,
• 51:58
  my
• 51:58
  takeaway
• 51:59
  is
• 52:00
  you
• 52:00
  are
• 52:00
  completely
• 52:01
  entitled
• 52:01
  to
• 52:01
  not
• 52:02
  want
• 52:02
  her
• 52:02
  to
• 52:02
  be
• 52:03
  your
• 52:03
  wine
• 52:03
  buddy
• 52:03
  anymore.
• 52:04
  No,
• 52:04
  but
• 52:04
  I
• 52:05
  feel
• 52:05
  like
• 52:05
  if
• 52:05
  you
• 52:06
  did,
• 52:06
  if
• 52:06
  she
• 52:06
  offered,
• 52:07
  I
• 52:07
  would
• 52:07
  for
• 52:07
  sure
• 52:08
  do
• 52:08
  it.
• 52:09
  I
• 52:09
  feel
• 52:09
  like
• 52:09
  maybe
• 52:10
  you're
• 52:10
  projecting
• 52:10
  a
• 52:10
  little
• 52:11
  on
• 52:11
  how
• 52:11
  much
• 52:11
  she
• 52:11
  doesn't
• 52:12
  like
• 52:12
  you.
• 52:12
  Maybe
• 52:12
  she
• 52:13
  doesn't.
• 52:14
  I'm
• 52:14
  projecting.
• 52:18
  I'm
• 52:18
  projecting.
• 52:19
  I
• 52:19
  think
• 52:19
  she
• 52:20
  could
• 52:20
  be
• 52:20
  projecting
• 52:21
  just
• 52:21
  a
• 52:21
  little,
• 52:21
  but
• 52:22
  I
• 52:22
  might
• 52:22
  be
• 52:22
  wrong.
• 52:22
  Maybe
• 52:22
  she
• 52:23
  hates
• 52:23
  you.
• 52:24
  That's
• 52:25
  what
• 52:25
  I
• 52:25
  thought.
• 52:28
  That's
• 52:28
  what
• 52:28
  I
• 52:28
  thought.
• 52:29
  I
• 52:29
  guess
• 52:29
  I'm
• 52:29
  just
• 52:29
  saying
• 52:31
  sometimes
• 52:31
  we
• 52:31
  get
• 52:31
  in
• 52:32
  our
• 52:32
  head.
• 52:32
  Is
• 52:33
  that
• 52:33
  a
• 52:33
  sign?
• 52:34
  Yeah,
• 52:36
  I
• 52:36
  told
• 52:37
  you.
• 52:38
  That's
• 52:38
  also
• 52:38
  why
• 52:38
  I
• 52:38
  won't
• 52:39
  go
• 52:39
  over
• 52:39
  and
• 52:39
  ask
• 52:39
  for
• 52:39
  a
• 52:40
  sugar.
• 52:40
  No,
• 52:40
  it
• 52:41
  might
• 52:41
  actually
• 52:41
  just
• 52:41
  be
• 52:41
  a
• 52:41
  sign
• 52:42
  that
• 52:42
  you
• 52:42
  don't
• 52:42
  want
• 52:42
  to
• 52:42
  be
• 52:42
  her
• 52:42
  friend.
• 52:43
  Not
• 52:44
  to
• 52:44
  be
• 52:44
  mean,
• 52:44
  but
• 52:45
  growing
• 52:45
  up,
• 52:45
  my
• 52:46
  parents
• 52:46
  had
• 52:46
  a
• 52:46
  lot
• 52:46
  of
• 52:46
  restrictions
• 52:47
  about
• 52:47
  who
• 52:47
  we
• 52:47
  were
• 52:48
  and
• 52:48
  weren't
• 52:48
  allowed
• 52:48
  to
• 52:48
  play
• 52:48
  with.
• 52:49
  But
• 52:49
  it's
• 52:49
  because
• 52:49
  my
• 52:49
  parents
• 52:50
  were
• 52:51
  a
• 52:52
  little
• 52:52
  too
• 52:52
  extra.
• 52:53
  Too
• 52:53
  strict.
• 52:54
  Yeah,
• 52:55
  I
• 52:55
  mean.
• 52:55
  But
• 52:55
  in
• 52:55
  this
• 52:56
  day
• 52:56
  of
• 52:56
  time,
• 52:56
  though,
• 52:56
  you
• 52:57
  do
• 52:57
  have
• 52:57
  to
• 52:57
  be
• 52:57
  very
• 52:58
  worrisome
• 52:59
  about.
• 52:59
  You
• 53:00
  don't
• 53:00
  really
• 53:00
  know
• 53:00
  the
• 53:00
  parents
• 53:01
  that
• 53:01
  your
• 53:01
  kids
• 53:01
  are
• 53:01
  going
• 53:01
  over
• 53:02
  to
• 53:02
  play
• 53:02
  with.
• 53:02
  Really
• 53:03
  dumb.
• 53:03
  She
• 53:03
  could
• 53:03
  easily
• 53:04
  get
• 53:04
  to
• 53:04
  know
• 53:04
  you.
• 53:04
  You're
• 53:04
  her
• 53:04
  next
• 53:05
  door
• 53:05
  neighbor.
• 53:05
  That
• 53:06
  is
• 53:06
  true.
• 53:06
  In
• 53:07
  conclusion,
• 53:07
  are
• 53:08
  we
• 53:08
  concluding
• 53:08
  yet
• 53:09
  if
• 53:09
  you
• 53:10
  are
• 53:10
  struggling
• 53:11
  to
• 53:11
  make
• 53:11
  friends,
• 53:13
  there
• 53:13
  are
• 53:13
  ways
• 53:14
  to
• 53:14
  do
• 53:14
  it.
• 53:14
  And
• 53:15
  you
• 53:15
  should.
• 53:15
  You
• 53:16
  should
• 53:16
  go
• 53:17
  and
• 53:17
  join
• 53:17
  a
• 53:17
  hobby.
• 53:18
  I
• 53:18
  really
• 53:18
  want
• 53:18
  to
• 53:18
  join
• 53:18
  a
• 53:19
  hobby.
• 53:19
  I
• 53:19
  want
• 53:19
  to
• 53:19
  go
• 53:19
  to
• 53:19
  a
• 53:20
  paint
• 53:20
  class
• 53:20
  and
• 53:20
  I
• 53:20
  want
• 53:21
  to
• 53:21
  learn
• 53:21
  different
• 53:21
  mediums
• 53:22
  of
• 53:22
  art.
• 53:23
  That
• 53:23
  would
• 53:23
  be
• 53:23
  a
• 53:23
  lot
• 53:23
  of
• 53:24
  fun.
• 53:24
  I
• 53:24
  want
• 53:24
  to
• 53:24
  do
• 53:24
  dancing.
• 53:25
  I
• 53:25
  want
• 53:25
  to
• 53:25
  go
• 53:25
  to
• 53:25
  dance
• 53:26
  classes.
• 53:26
  Maybe.
• 53:26
  I
• 53:27
  used
• 53:27
  to
• 53:27
  love
• 53:27
  line
• 53:27
  dancing.
• 53:28
  Going
• 53:28
  to
• 53:29
  line
• 53:29
  dancing
• 53:29
  again
• 53:30
  would
• 53:30
  be
• 53:30
  really
• 53:30
  fun.
• 53:31
  And
• 53:31
  that's
• 53:31
  a
• 53:31
  really
• 53:31
  fun
• 53:32
  way
• 53:32
  to
• 53:32
  meet
• 53:32
  friends.
• 53:33
  Yeah.
• 53:33
  Yeah.
• 53:34
  So
• 53:35
  leave
• 53:35
  comments.
• 53:36
  Tell
• 53:36
  us,
• 53:38
  tell
• 53:38
  us
• 53:38
  kind
• 53:38
  of
• 53:38
  your
• 53:39
  experiences.
• 53:39
  What
• 53:39
  are
• 53:40
  you
• 53:40
  guys
• 53:40
  going
• 53:40
  through?
• 53:41
  Are
• 53:41
  you
• 53:41
  feel
• 53:42
  like
• 53:42
  your
• 53:42
  friend
• 53:43
  meter
• 53:43
  is
• 53:43
  full?
• 53:44
  Are
• 53:44
  you
• 53:45
  feeling
• 53:45
  you
• 53:45
  want
• 53:45
  to
• 53:45
  meet
• 53:45
  more
• 53:46
  people?
• 53:46
  That's
• 53:46
  a
• 53:46
  great
• 53:47
  way
• 53:47
  to
• 53:47
  word
• 53:48
  it.
• 53:48
  Is
• 53:48
  your
• 53:49
  friend
• 53:49
  meter
• 53:49
  full
• 53:50
  or
• 53:50
  is
• 53:50
  it
• 53:50
  running
• 53:51
  low?
• 53:51
  Thank
• 53:51
  you.
• 53:51
  It's
• 53:52
  like
• 53:52
  a
• 53:52
  love
• 53:52
  tank.
• 53:53
  Aw,
• 53:53
  I
• 53:53
  like
• 53:54
  that
• 53:54
  too.
• 53:54
  That's
• 53:55
  really
• 53:55
  cool.
• 53:56
  So,
• 53:57
  yeah,
• 53:57
  just
• 53:57
  like.
• 53:58
  Because
• 53:58
  I
• 53:58
  really
• 53:58
  do
• 53:59
  want
• 53:59
  this.
• 53:59
  Like
• 54:00
  we
• 54:00
  say
• 54:00
  it
• 54:01
  every
• 54:01
  episode,
• 54:02
  but
• 54:02
  I'm
• 54:02
  very
• 54:03
  serious.
• 54:03
  This
• 54:03
  is
• 54:04
  a
• 54:04
  community
• 54:04
  that
• 54:04
  we're
• 54:04
  trying
• 54:05
  to
• 54:05
  build
• 54:05
  of
• 54:06
  non
• 54:06
  judgment
• 54:07
  and
• 54:07
  love
• 54:07
  and
• 54:07
  support.
• 54:08
  And
• 54:08
  maybe
• 54:10
  you
• 54:10
  can
• 54:10
  be
• 54:11
  our
• 54:11
  friend.
• 54:11
  That
• 54:13
  if
• 54:13
  you
• 54:13
  want
• 54:13
  to
• 54:14
  be,
• 54:14
  we
• 54:14
  would
• 54:14
  love
• 54:14
  it.
• 54:15
  But
• 54:15
  also
• 54:15
  maybe
• 54:16
  like
• 54:16
  you'll
• 54:16
  meet
• 54:16
  somebody
• 54:17
  in
• 54:17
  our
• 54:17
  little
• 54:17
  community.
• 54:17
  Well,
• 54:18
  maybe
• 54:18
  you
• 54:18
  can
• 54:18
  meet
• 54:18
  my
• 54:18
  friend
• 54:19
  because
• 54:19
  Melissa's
• 54:19
  meter
• 54:20
  is
• 54:20
  full.
• 54:20
  My
• 54:20
  meter
• 54:21
  is
• 54:21
  really
• 54:21
  full.
• 54:23
  I'll
• 54:23
  be
• 54:23
  your
• 54:23
  friend.
• 54:25
  It
• 54:26
  would
• 54:26
  make
• 54:26
  me
• 54:26
  feel
• 54:27
  good,
• 54:27
  like
• 54:27
  we
• 54:27
  did
• 54:27
  something
• 54:28
  today.
• 54:28
  It
• 54:28
  would
• 54:28
  make
• 54:28
  me
• 54:29
  feel
• 54:29
  very
• 54:29
  happy.
• 54:29
  I
• 54:29
  could
• 54:29
  see
• 54:30
  you
• 54:30
  guys
• 54:30
  on
• 54:31
  social
• 54:31
  media
• 54:32
  talking
• 54:32
  to
• 54:32
  each
• 54:33
  other
• 54:33
  and
• 54:34
  maybe
• 54:34
  even
• 54:34
  like
• 54:35
  getting
• 54:35
  together,
• 54:36
  being
• 54:36
  vulnerable
• 54:37
  and
• 54:37
  people
• 54:38
  being
• 54:38
  kind
• 54:38
  in
• 54:38
  return.
• 54:39
  That
• 54:39
  it
• 54:40
  takes
• 54:40
  nothing
• 54:40
  to
• 54:40
  be
• 54:41
  kind.
• 54:41
  Nothing.
• 54:42
  Nothing.
• 54:42
  And
• 54:43
  so
• 54:45
  next
• 54:45
  time
• 54:46
  on
• 54:46
  our
• 54:46
  next
• 54:46
  show,
• 54:46
  we
• 54:46
  will
• 54:47
  be
• 54:47
  having
• 54:48
  Lola.
• 54:49
  And
• 54:49
  she
• 54:49
  is
• 54:49
  the
• 54:50
  creator
• 54:50
  of
• 54:50
  a
• 54:50
  group
• 54:51
  called
• 54:51
  not
• 54:51
  yout
• 54:51
  Mama's
• 54:52
  Group.
• 54:52
  And
• 54:53
  she
• 54:53
  has
• 54:53
  cultivated
• 54:54
  this
• 54:55
  group
• 54:55
  for
• 54:56
  moms
• 54:56
  where
• 54:56
  there
• 54:57
  is
• 54:57
  a
• 54:57
  no
• 54:58
  tolerance
• 54:58
  policy
• 54:59
  for
• 54:59
  rudeness.
• 55:00
  This.
• 55:00
  Won't
• 55:01
  you
• 55:01
  get
• 55:01
  blocked
• 55:02
  if
• 55:02
  you
• 55:03
  are
• 55:03
  rude
• 55:04
  to
• 55:04
  somebody
• 55:04
  who
• 55:04
  posts
• 55:04
  a
• 55:05
  question
• 55:05
  like
• 55:05
  that?
• 55:05
  Yes.
• 55:06
  If
• 55:06
  you
• 55:06
  don't
• 55:07
  have
• 55:07
  anything
• 55:07
  nice
• 55:07
  to
• 55:07
  say,
• 55:08
  you're
• 55:08
  allowed
• 55:08
  to
• 55:08
  post
• 55:08
  controversial
• 55:09
  things.
• 55:09
  Oh,
• 55:10
  yes.
• 55:10
  Yes.
• 55:10
  Yes.
• 55:10
  Did
• 55:10
  I
• 55:10
  say
• 55:10
  that
• 55:11
  right?
• 55:11
  Yeah.
• 55:11
  Oh,
• 55:11
  yes.
• 55:12
  Oh,
• 55:13
  I
• 55:13
  had
• 55:13
  another
• 55:14
  thought,
• 55:14
  but
• 55:14
  I
• 55:14
  wanted
• 55:14
  to
• 55:15
  add
• 55:15
  it
• 55:15
  in
• 55:15
  somewhere.
• 55:15
  I
• 55:15
  want
• 55:16
  it.
• 55:16
  I
• 55:16
  think
• 55:16
  that
• 55:18
  if
• 55:18
  y'
• 55:18
  all
• 55:18
  are
• 55:18
  interested,
• 55:19
  I
• 55:20
  think
• 55:20
  that
• 55:20
  if.
• 55:20
  If
• 55:21
  there's
• 55:21
  enough
• 55:21
  of
• 55:21
  us
• 55:22
  that
• 55:22
  are
• 55:22
  local,
• 55:22
  I
• 55:22
  think
• 55:23
  we
• 55:23
  could
• 55:23
  have
• 55:23
  our
• 55:23
  own
• 55:23
  hangout.
• 55:24
  Oh,
• 55:25
  that's
• 55:25
  such
• 55:25
  a
• 55:25
  good
• 55:25
  idea.
• 55:26
  We
• 55:26
  could
• 55:27
  brunch.
• 55:27
  A
• 55:27
  brunch.
• 55:28
  Link
• 55:28
  up.
• 55:28
  Brunch
• 55:29
  up.
• 55:29
  A
• 55:29
  brunch
• 55:30
  up.
• 55:31
  We
• 55:32
  just
• 55:32
  made
• 55:32
  up
• 55:32
  a
• 55:32
  new
• 55:32
  thing.
• 55:33
  A
• 55:33
  brunch
• 55:34
  up.
• 55:34
  Girls.
• 55:35
  Yes.
• 55:36
  I
• 55:36
  think
• 55:36
  join
• 55:37
  our
• 55:37
  page.
• 55:37
  Like
• 55:38
  our
• 55:38
  page.
• 55:39
  Let's
• 55:39
  see
• 55:40
  if
• 55:40
  there's
• 55:40
  a
• 55:40
  bunch
• 55:40
  of
• 55:40
  us
• 55:41
  that
• 55:41
  are
• 55:41
  local
• 55:41
  and
• 55:41
  let's
• 55:42
  have
• 55:42
  a
• 55:42
  brunch
• 55:42
  up.
• 55:42
  That'd
• 55:43
  be
• 55:43
  fun.
• 55:44
  Well,
• 55:45
  join
• 55:45
  us
• 55:45
  next
• 55:46
  time
• 55:46
  to
• 55:46
  meet
• 55:46
  Lola.
• 55:47
  And
• 55:48
  we
• 55:48
  will
• 55:48
  continue
• 55:49
  to
• 55:49
  post
• 55:49
  for
• 55:49
  your
• 55:50
  Monday
• 55:50
  mornings
• 55:50
  at
• 55:51
  5am
• 55:52
  and
• 55:52
  we
• 55:52
  look
• 55:52
  forward
• 55:52
  to
• 55:53
  meeting
• 55:53
  you.
• 55:53
  We
• 55:54
  do.
• 55:54
  Join
• 55:54
  us
• 55:54
  again
• 55:55
  next
• 55:55
  time.
• 55:56
  Peace.
• 55:57
  Peace
• 55:57
  and
• 55:57
  love.
• 55:58
  Peace
• 55:58
  and
• 55:58
  love.
• 55:58
  Okay,
• 55:59
  hippie,
• 56:01
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• 56:02
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