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- 0:00Grandmamma's story. Yes, children, I will tell you the story of Aunt
- 0:06Milly's diamonds. And in telling about them, you must hear the tale of
- 0:10my own life. Almost because one is so mixed up with the other that
- 0:14they can scarcely be separated. The speaker, an old lady, looked pleasantly
- 0:19at a group of grand children, her Christmas visitors, who tired with many
- 0:23a merry game, were clustering round her and asking for the story. It
- 0:28was Christmas Eve, and they had been making the old Hall at Deansfield Manor
- 0:32ring with happy voices, and now in the dim twilight hour, they came
- 0:36into the drawing room and begged that before the gas was lighted, Grandmamma would
- 0:40tell them all about those diamonds. A charming group they made, the girls
- 0:46with their young fair faces and streaming curls, the boys full of life and
- 0:50strength and fun, yet all so loving to the silver haired lady, who
- 0:54delighted to see them round her at happy Christmas tide. Picture them for yourselves,
- 0:59some the older girls, demurely seated ready to listen. Two little ones
- 1:03on footstools by Grandmama's knees, each holding a hand tenderly imprisoned. The lads
- 1:08just stretched here and there upon the rug, while on their upturned faces the
- 1:12blaze of a Christmas fire shone and danced merrily. But listen, Grandmamma is
- 1:18beginning her story. Aunt Milly and my own dear mother were sisters, but
- 1:23there was a great difference in their ages, and still more in their worldly
- 1:26possessions. My aunt married while very young, the owner of deansfilled Manor,
- 1:32where we are now gathered to spend our Christmas. You know, children.
- 1:34Her husband, Squire Dean, was a very rich man, and the diamonds
- 1:38you have heard so much about were his wedding gift to Aunt Milly. They
- 1:42were worth many thousands of pounds and were talked about all over the county.
- 1:47But though they were so much admired, both for their cost and beauty,
- 1:49I do not think anybody envied Aunt Milly the possession of them, You know,
- 1:53DearS, there is a great difference in the way persons use jewels.
- 1:57If people think themselves the better for possessing them and look down upon their neighbors
- 2:02because they cannot have such costly things, they show a foolish pride and a
- 2:07wrong spirit. But if they look upon them as beautiful things that God has
- 2:10created and to which He has been pleased to compare his own beloved servants and
- 2:15children in Christ. Just using them in a spirit of thankfulness to their maker,
- 2:20they will stir up no envy amongst those who do not possess jewels themselves.
- 2:23I believe that Aunt Milly looked at her diamonds in this way. She
- 2:27used to say that she never put them away so carefully in their cases and
- 2:30locked them up in their strong box, without thinking of God's promise to them
- 2:35that feared him, and spake often one to another. The text is in
- 2:38Malachi, and the words are and they shall be mine, saith the Lord
- 2:42of Hosts in that day when I make up my jewels. Aunt Milly told
- 2:46me that the sight of her husband's costly gift made her often pray to be
- 2:50numbered amongst the jewels of the Lord of Hosts. My dear mother's home was
- 2:53very different from Deansfield. Her husband was a clergyman, and though for a
- 2:59few years the sisters lived near each other, my parents were moved to well
- 3:01and Vicarage whilst we children were quite young, and then we were a hundred
- 3:06and fifty miles from Aunt Milly and Deansfield. Soon after came a great sorrow.
- 3:10Mister Dean and my aunt went abroad for the winter, and while traveling
- 3:15together in southern Italy, he met with an accident, from the effects of
- 3:19which he never recovered. My father went to try to comfort my aunt and
- 3:23thought she would return to England with him, but she could not bear to
- 3:25think of that fair home where her brightest and happiest years had been spent,
- 3:30and he came back alone, leaving her in Italy. Beautiful Deansfield was deserted,
- 3:35and only a few old servants remained in charge and looked longingly year after
- 3:39year for the return of their mistress. Well and vicarage, where my youth
- 3:44was passed, was a happy, peaceful place. My dear father was the
- 3:47beloved vicar of the parish, and his wife and children found a welcome in
- 3:52every house, from the cottage to the hall. We knew little of such
- 3:55great wealth as Aunt Milly could command, for mister Deane had left all to
- 3:59her. But on the other hand we were free from those small economies and
- 4:02anxieties which alas harassed so many. The income of the vicarage was not large,
- 4:08but my mother's little fortune and a small property of my father's made our
- 4:12means quite sufficient. Possessing plenty without luxury, and having occupation without wearing toil.
- 4:17Surely we could say that the lines were fallen unto us in pleasant places.
- 4:23There was no small excitement in our country home when one day my mother,
- 4:27after reading a long letter from her sister, exclaimed, how glad I
- 4:30am I Aunt Milly is coming home at last. My father looked up with
- 4:34an expression of please surprise, and we four girls plied our mother with questions
- 4:39as to when Aunt Milly would arrive, which she stayed with us at welland
- 4:43and if not, where Aunt Milly is going to her own home. They
- 4:46are now preparing Deansfield, and in a month she hopes to be settled there.
- 4:50As children, we had always been warmly welcomed under our aunt's roof.
- 4:55But during the long years which had passed since our removal to Welland we had
- 4:59forgotten what Deansfield was like. We told our mother, so when she spoke
- 5:02of its beauty, you will soon have an opportunity of refreshing your memories.
- 5:06She answered, Listen to what your aunt writes, And she read from the
- 5:10letter. I hope my young nieces will be my guests as often as for
- 5:14as long a time as you can spare them. As Mildred is my namesake
- 5:17and god daughter, you must let her come as soon as possible after I
- 5:20reach home. Alice, Ellen and Miriam will forgive me this preference. Tell
- 5:26them with my love that I hope Aunt Milly's house will be a second home
- 5:29to them all. There was no feeling of envy because I received the first
- 5:32invitation. We sisters loved each other, and if one had a special pleasure,
- 5:36the rest rejoiced with her. There was no striving amongst us, and
- 5:42as I look back, I often feel how the sympathy which reigned amongst us
- 5:45increased our happiness. I own that I was nearly wild with delight at the
- 5:48prospect of leaving welland for a time I longed to take all my dear ones
- 5:53with me. But in that quiet spot, with its round of duties and
- 5:57pleasures, the days seemed so much alike that I was eager for a change.
- 6:00The time came to an end at last, and I started on my
- 6:03journey. Traveling was not so easy then as now, but I was able
- 6:08to go nearly the whole distance under the care of an old friend. Two
- 6:12miles from Deansfield, I changed my seat in the mail coach for one in
- 6:15my aunt's carriage, which was waiting for me. But I received my welcome
- 6:18before I reached the house. A tall, stately looking lady stood on the
- 6:23pavement as the coach drew up, and having seen her likeness, I recognized
- 6:27my aunt. I sprang forward, exclaiming you must be Aunt Milly. I
- 6:30am sure. What a beautiful hearty smile of welcome lighted her face as she
- 6:34answered, and you are my niece, Mildred Courser, my dear sister Ellen's
- 6:40child. I am so glad to see you. She kissed me tenderly,
- 6:44and then, bidding the footman see to my luggage, she led me to
- 6:46the carriage and we started for Deansfield end of Section one, Deanesfield and its
- 6:54owner. As we drove through the beautiful park and wide grounds, I was
- 7:00full of wonder that my aunt could have left such a lovely spot. For
- 7:02so many years I used to visit all the country gentry round welland but how
- 7:08modest all their homes seemed in comparison with Deansfield. And my aunt, with
- 7:12her tall, graceful figure and stately carriage, looked fit to be the mistress
- 7:15of such a home. We had not much talk that night. My Aunt
- 7:20asked questions about my parents and sisters, but beyond telling her of them and
- 7:25delivering the loving messages with which I was charged, there was little time for
- 7:29conversation. It was evening when I arrived, so Aunt Milly kindly insisted that
- 7:32I should go to bed early. I want you to be quite rested after
- 7:36your long journey, dear, she said, so as to be ready to
- 7:40make acquaintance with all the inns and outs of Deansfield. Indeed, Aunt I
- 7:44replied, I am not at all weary. It is very nice to travel
- 7:47when one leaves home, so seldom true, my child, at sixteen,
- 7:50we know little of weariness. But when you rise feeling fresh and looking bright
- 7:55in the morning, you will thank me for having given you a long night
- 7:58in bed. At a breakfast we had much pleasant talk. Aunt Milly seemed
- 8:03anxious to hear as much as possible about those I had left behind. Nothing
- 8:07was uninteresting that related to my home. To me, the subject was a
- 8:11very delightful one. I have said before that the members of our family realize
- 8:15the blessedness of dwelling together in unity. So it was very sweet for me
- 8:18to be led on to speak of all its branches and to picture our daily
- 8:22home life to my aunt. I have never yet seen welland Aunt Milly remarked,
- 8:26but I hope to do so. Your father and mother went there just
- 8:30before I left England. I shall want to be really amongst you all in
- 8:33your own home before I can know you properly. That cannot be just yet,
- 8:37so I must have the family piecemeal at Deansfield first. My aunt rose
- 8:41from the table as she spoke and added, I dare say you will like
- 8:43to go over the house and grounds first of all. I should like that
- 8:48better than anything, Aunt, If you will go, too, certainly,
- 8:50dear you and I will be companions for a time. At any rate.
- 8:54Soon we shall have more of our neighbors about us, for some have called
- 8:56already, and you will find acquaintances nearer your own age. I shall not
- 9:00care about them, Aunt, I could not enjoy being with them more than
- 9:03with you. Aunt Milly smiled and kissed my forehead. I shall be glad
- 9:07to have you, Mildred, but I am not so selfish as to expect
- 9:09that you should give yourself wholly to me. Now put on your hat,
- 9:13dear, and let us enjoy the fresh morning air. My aunt spent some
- 9:16time in showing me her lovely home and its surroundings. After rambling till we
- 9:20were tired, we sat down to rest, and I said, Oh,
- 9:24Aunt Milly, this place is a perfect paradise. What could any one desire
- 9:28that cannot be found at Deansfield? Once I should have said the same,
- 9:31Mildred replied my aunt. But for a long time past, deans Filled is
- 9:35the place I have least wished to see. You know why I lost my
- 9:39dear husband. And then, though so much was left me, I closed
- 9:43my eyes to the light and selfishly shut myself up with my great sorrow.
- 9:48But now, Mildred, I am able to look back and thank God for
- 9:50the past happy years. I have been awakened for my selfish dreams, to
- 9:54see that there is yet something left for me to do in the world,
- 9:58and that I have lost many an opportunity of comforting others during the years given
- 10:01up to nursing my own sorrow. I hardly knew what to say, except
- 10:05that we were all so glad at home to think of having Aunt Milly back
- 10:07in England again, and how we all hoped she would have many happy years.
- 10:11You must be my helper, Mildred. My desire is that we may
- 10:16together find a welcome not only in rich homes, but in those of the
- 10:18poor, whom I have neglected too long. I have been used to such
- 10:22work, Aunt, I said, as Papa is a clergyman, he has
- 10:26found us plenty of visiting. So I will either be your companion or messenger.
- 10:30Then Aunt Milly told me of plans she had formed for the good of
- 10:33those around her, and of her anxiety to consult my father, whose experience
- 10:37was so much greater than her own. I wanted him to come here at
- 10:39once, but that cannot be, it seems. I do hope that Christmas
- 10:43will bring not only him, but your mother and sisters to Deansfield. With
- 10:46the whole family gathered round my fireside, Mildred, I should feel as though
- 10:50I belonged to somebody. My father was always busy amongst his people at Christmas
- 10:54time, contriving comforts for the old and pleasures for the young, yet all
- 10:58the while while striving to link the present with that far past, when Jesus,
- 11:03a long promised Messiah, was first revealed in the flesh, expected as
- 11:05a king, given as a helpless babe, and cradled in a manger in
- 11:09Bethlehem. I told my aunt that I doubted whether my father could be spared
- 11:15well, and people would hardly think it could be a merry Christmas, scarcely
- 11:18a happy one if the vicar were away. Though to me, the prospect
- 11:22of seeing all the members of our dear family circle collected together at such a
- 11:24season in my aunt's beautiful home was the most delightful thing possible. It was
- 11:30only the beginning of October when I arrived at Deansfield, so there was plenty
- 11:33of time to plan, hope and prepare. More voices to sound in those
- 11:37noble rooms, more feet to awaken the echoes in the long corridors, more
- 11:41happy faces, run, hearth and table. Those were, to my mind,
- 11:46the only things needed to complete the charms of Deansfield. When I expressed
- 11:50my doubts as to whether Papa could come at Christmas, Aunt Milly would not
- 11:52hear me. They must come, Mildred, was her answer. They must
- 11:56teach me how to work and use my talents for God's glory. I have
- 12:00been so long out of the way, and I want a guide. Do
- 12:01you suppose your father's people would keep him away? Why he has spent the
- 12:05best years of his life in teaching them to be unselfish, nonsense child,
- 12:09His precepts and example cannot have been thrown away. Aunt Milly spoke and looked
- 12:15as though she should be quite certain to have her own way in the matter.
- 12:18And while I feared, I wish she might prove to be right.
- 12:22End of Section two, The best treasure. Long before Christmas came, Aunt
- 12:28Milly and I had become closely attached to each other. I had learned to
- 12:33love her second only to my parents, and her own words taught me how
- 12:37much she cared for me. I shall never part with you for long together,
- 12:39Mildred, if I can help it. Deansfield must always be your home,
- 12:45and I shall give you all the love that I believe every true woman
- 12:46has stored up in her heart, ready to be lavished on her children.
- 12:50I have had no children of my own to draw from that store, but
- 12:54you are making me pour out on you my long hidden treasure of affection.
- 12:58I could hardly for my eyes and my heart were full, but I am
- 13:03sure she did not need words to tell her how warmly my affection was given
- 13:05in return. Perhaps the fact that my aunt was still a young woman,
- 13:09only thirty six years of age and young hearted despite her past sorrow, drew
- 13:15us still more closely to each other. She never forgot her own girlish tastes
- 13:18and likings, and whilst often giving me wise advice, she was full of
- 13:22sympathy and consideration for me. She won my entire confidence, not so much
- 13:28by asking for it as by giving me her own. The days passed quickly
- 13:33we had, as Aunt Milly expected, plenty of visitors and invitations, and
- 13:37in the village too, we had become well known both to young and old.
- 13:41My aunt did not wait for Papa's coming before commencing her work for the
- 13:45good of the poor people round Deansfield, but she consulted him by letter and
- 13:48followed his advice as closely as possible. We were not quite sure he would
- 13:52be with us for Christmas until three days before, and then Aunt Milly,
- 13:56with a bright smile, gave me a letter to read, saying I was
- 14:00right. You will see, dear, you might have spared all your fears
- 14:03and misgivings. The letter was in my dear mother's hand, for Papa was
- 14:07far too busy to write, but it told that they, with the three
- 14:09girls, would be with us on Christmas Eve. Now I must tell you
- 14:13that during all the time of my stay at Deansfield, and I had been
- 14:16there nearly three months, I had never either seen or heard a word about
- 14:20Aunt Milly's diamonds. I often caught myself wondering that these costly jewels, so
- 14:26much talked of by others before I came, were not alluded to now by
- 14:30the owner. My aunt spoke of everything else, I thought, but not
- 14:33of these. Perhaps, after all, she had not kept them during those
- 14:37years of mourning. She would not care to wear such things. But still
- 14:39it would be strange for her to part with her husband's gift. My curiosity
- 14:45was set at rest on the morning of Christmas Eve, when all was ready
- 14:48for our expected dear ones, and there were only the few last hours to
- 14:52while away before their arrival. Come up into my room, Mildred, said,
- 14:56my aunt, when we are expecting very dear friends, the hours seem
- 15:00as long as days. I will show you some things that you have not
- 15:03yet seen. And looking at them will occupy a little while. I followed,
- 15:07saying, indeed, Aunt Milly, I do feel eager and restless.
- 15:11As long as there was anything to do in the way of getting ready,
- 15:13I could not move fast enough. But now everything is done well, Mildred,
- 15:18I am going to show you my diamonds. They have not seen the
- 15:20light for a long time, for they were left at the bankers when my
- 15:24husband and I went abroad, and there they remained until a few days ago,
- 15:26when I had them brought home. My aunt took out a key,
- 15:31the ring of which she slipped over a flower carved on one of the panels
- 15:35in her room. As she did so, a little iron plate flew back
- 15:39and showed a keyhole into which my Aunt put the key, and on turning
- 15:43it, what I had thought to be a wooden panel moved slowly out,
- 15:46and I found that it was the massive door of an iron safe. Inside
- 15:50were a number of cases, and taking them out one after another, she
- 15:54showed me their glittering contents. I was full of astonishment and delight at the
- 15:58beauty of the gems, and as Aunt Milly took them out and placed the
- 16:02bracelets on my wrists, the rings on my fingers, and the larger ornaments
- 16:06on neck and hair. I moved about to see their ever changing hues and
- 16:11that curious shimmering light which makes them seem almost alive. They are very beautiful,
- 16:15Mildred, said my aunt. And when sixteen years to day my husband
- 16:18gave them to me, I thought I should never be tired of looking at
- 16:22and wearing them. I wore them first on Christmas Day, and for seven
- 16:26Christmas days after that. Then for eight long years they lay hidden and unused.
- 16:30I almost forgot I possessed them, so absorbed was I with the thought
- 16:33of the treasure of love I had lost. Now I hope I have learned
- 16:37a better lesson. I believe my treasure is not lost, only laid up
- 16:41amongst my heavenly Father's jewels, to be restored to me again when the summons
- 16:45comes to call me from earth in my turn. Do you never mean to
- 16:48wear these again? Aunt, I asked, yes, dear, I intend
- 16:52to wear them tomorrow. I shall try to use all the good gifts that
- 16:55have been bestowed upon me in their season. And I thank God that he
- 16:57has made the world full of beautif things as well as of useful ones.
- 17:02Now I must lock up these jewels, Mildred, for earthly treasures are a
- 17:04temptation to thieves to break through and steal. What a happy thing that no
- 17:08one can rob us of our heavenly treasures. I do not know what possessed
- 17:12me to say, what are your heavenly treasures? Aunt Milly, my dear,
- 17:17I hope your heart can answer such a question as well as my voice.
- 17:19But I must not forget. You are young, and when I was
- 17:22a girl, I am afraid I thought more about possessing such things as these
- 17:26diamonds than I did about heavenly riches. Aunt Milly paused a moment, Then
- 17:30she turned her face to me, lighted up with such an expression as I
- 17:33had never seen there before, and said, I have a long list,
- 17:37Mildred, all bought for me at a vast cost. There is an inheritance
- 17:41incorruptible and undefiled, and that fateth not away a place in one of the
- 17:45many mansions, a welcome into the family of God, whose child I am
- 17:49through adoption in Christ. Yes, Mildred Deans filled is fair, but it
- 17:55will crumble and decay. These diamonds glitter, But I look for a crown
- 17:59of glory that fail tadeth not away, and a home in a city that
- 18:02bath foundations, whose builder and maker is God. I can dress here in
- 18:07costly clothing, but what is that to the robes washed, the raiment made
- 18:11white in the blood of the lamb. Then there are the beloved friends who
- 18:15are gone before, all kept safely in the same treasure house, my dear
- 18:19exclaimed Aunt Milly. If I were to go on speaking forever so long,
- 18:22how could I tell you? All? My earthly treasures were the purchasing gift
- 18:26of my dear husband, and I must leave them behind when I die.
- 18:30My heavenly ones were bought for me by the precious blood of Jesus, and
- 18:34will be mine for all eternity. Never while I live shall I forget my
- 18:38aunt's face and words. Never before had I understood so well as then the
- 18:42difference between earthly and heavenly things. My aunt, possessing all that earth,
- 18:48could give fair home, glittering gems, costly raiment, obedient servants ready to
- 18:52do her bidding, regarded and use them thankfully, yet counted them as but
- 18:56nothing in comparison with the enduring and heaheritance of God's children. Her words kept
- 19:02coming into my mind even after the arrival of my father, mother and sisters
- 19:06had given me something else to think of and to do. End of Section
- 19:11three More about Deansfield. While my aunt and mother were enjoying each other's society,
- 19:19I had the pleasure of taking my dear father up and down both park
- 19:23and village. The girls stayed indoors, but my father declared he was not
- 19:27tired. All he wanted after his long ride was the change which would be
- 19:32afforded by walking in the frosty December air. He had a bright word for
- 19:36everybody. To the grooms who were busy in the stables, he gave a
- 19:40pleasant greeting and said, when you are filling your mangers with hay, doesn't
- 19:44it put you in mind of the babe born as at this time whose first
- 19:48bed was in one. I can't say that I have thought of that,
- 19:51sir, but I shall do now, replied one, and wishing them a
- 19:53happy Christmas. We passed on. Old Maurice, the shepherd of the home
- 19:57farm, had his word. He was a sturdy, grizzled old fellow,
- 20:02and my father said, well, Maurice, haven't you wished you had been
- 20:06amongst those shepherds who heard first that angel chorus of glory to God in the
- 20:10highest and on earth, peace, good will towards men. Aye, sir,
- 20:12that I have, and I've thought to myself, if it had happened
- 20:15in this country, the angels wouldn't have found us in the fields at this
- 20:19time of year. They'd have had to come to us in the home pens.
- 20:23My father laughed, and on we went, he scattering kindly questions and
- 20:26good wishes, words for the little nurses who were tending the babies, words
- 20:32for the mothers who must strive to teach their young ones to know and heed
- 20:34the voice of the good shepherd. I think I never enjoyed a walk more.
- 20:38And as it was that most delightful of Christmas seasons, not only frosty,
- 20:42but with the moon rising to turn all the frail crystals into shining gems,
- 20:47our stroll home through the park was very lovely. We had no other
- 20:51guests that night, but we were to have quite a gathering of various ages
- 20:53on Christmas Day. My aunt had taken good care that there should be plenty
- 20:59in every home round Beansfield. There should not be festival in the hall and
- 21:03pinching want in the cottage. No thought of spiritual blessings scent at that season,
- 21:07disturbed by thoughts of earthly needs unsupplied. My sisters and I had a
- 21:11great deal to say to each other, and many questions were asked and answered
- 21:15by us, while the elders sat and talked at some distance from us in
- 21:18the great drawing room. During a little pause in our conversation, I heard
- 21:23my father say to Aunt Milly, will any of the Deans be here tomorrow?
- 21:27My aunt's face flushed as she answered, no, I have seen nothing
- 21:32of the Deans since my return to England. They have neither written to nor
- 21:36come near me. I am sorry for that, Milly, said my father.
- 21:40I did not like to name it in a letter, but somehow,
- 21:42knowing how your views were changed in so many things, I hoped that those
- 21:45old differences were now only like shadows of a nearly forgotten past. What could
- 21:51I do, Stephen, said my aunt. You know quite well that all
- 21:55the enmity was on the side of the Deans. You must remember that I
- 21:57did nothing to provoke it. The only fault they could bring against me was
- 22:02that I inherited what was never theirs, and what my husband had a right
- 22:06to dispose of as he chose. I did not hear my father's answer,
- 22:10But Aunt Milly spoke again in that earnest way, which proved how she felt.
- 22:12All she said, No, Stephen, believe me, I have not
- 22:15the smallest feeling of anger or revenge. How could I entertain bitter thoughts in
- 22:21my heart when I remember that as a disciple of Christ, my love towards
- 22:25my neighbor must not be in word, neither in tongue, but indeed and
- 22:29in truth. Then if one of Edmund Deane's children had come to Deansfield,
- 22:33you would have welcomed him, most certainly I would. Edmund himself is dead,
- 22:37you know, so there is no brother of my husband's left. Just
- 22:41then the servants came trooping in as usual to prayers, and the conversation was
- 22:45not resumed. But what I had heard set me thinking of things belonging to
- 22:48that far away pass that my father spoke of, and of the circumstances which
- 22:52made Aunt Milly's husband owner of Deansfield. He William Dean was the younger of
- 22:57two brothers. Their father had run through his inheritance and left his children almost
- 23:03beggars. There were both the two Edmund and William. William was adopted by
- 23:07his uncle, a successful merchant who had been winning great wealth while his brother
- 23:11had squandered his own. The merchant bought back the old home, rebuilt the
- 23:15house, added to the estates, and passing over his elder nephew, left
- 23:21everything except a few thousand pounds to William. Dean Aunt Milly's husband. Edmond,
- 23:26disappointed and angry, said bitter things too, and of his brother as
- 23:30well as of my aunt. So they parted, not kindly or in a
- 23:33brotherly spirit, and met no more on earth. William died abroad, and
- 23:37Aunt Milly inherited all his wealth. And now it seemed as though a wall
- 23:41was built up between Deansfield and the much humbler home, where Edmond's widow strove
- 23:45to make her little income suffice to bring up her three boys and educate them
- 23:49to make their way in the world. As I thought about this wall of
- 23:53ill feeling and division, I could not help hoping that my dear father would
- 23:57somehow contrive to break it down. I had so often seen him in the
- 24:02character of peacemaker that I could scarcely imagine his failing if he once took the
- 24:06matter fairly in hand end of section four an earnest talk. I am not
- 24:15going to tell all about our doings that happy Christmas tide. All I can
- 24:18say is that I hope every one who listens to my story may spend this
- 24:22Christmas as happily as we spent hours that year. Aunt Milly duly wore the
- 24:26famous diamonds, and we girls as duly admired them and wondered at their beauty.
- 24:33My mother made the remark that they must have cost a fortune, and
- 24:36Aunt Milly said, yes, they did, and laughingly added they are to
- 24:40be part of Mildred's She is my namesake and godchild. And years hence,
- 24:44when your girls perhaps have children and homes of their own, Mildred will be
- 24:48mistress here, and the youngsters will talk about another Aunt Milly and her diamonds.
- 24:52My mother exclaimed, Hush, dear Milly, please do not put such
- 24:56a thought into the girl's head. I should never like to think of Mildred
- 25:00filling your place at Deanesfield, not while I live. Ellen. Of course,
- 25:03now she is as a daughter to me. You can hardly think how
- 25:07much happiness she has brought to a lonely woman. You must give Mildred to
- 25:11me. She must be my child without ceasing to be yours. And if
- 25:15she fills the position of daughter here, what would there be unnatural in her
- 25:18stepping into my place? You are very good to her, Milly, said
- 25:22my mother. But while I shall be only too glad for her to be
- 25:26all you wish, neither her father nor I would like you to carry out
- 25:30your present design. Stephen is not anxious that his children should have great wealth.
- 25:34We have enough to provide for them in the station of life. They
- 25:37are accustomed to a very happy state, as they all feel. Then would
- 25:41you have me find some stranger to bestow my wealth upon Ellen? Certainly not
- 25:45Milly. If you like, I will tell you what Stephen says you ought
- 25:48to do with it. What Ellen? My aunt asked the question, But
- 25:52I feel certain she knew what the answer would be. For that quick flush
- 25:56rose to her cheek, and her manner was excited. You will not be
- 26:00vexed at me, dear Milly, if I tell you Stephen says that Edmund
- 26:03Deane's children are the only fitting heirs of Deansfield. He does not for an
- 26:07instant deny your perfect right to dispose of the property which is your own,
- 26:11as much as wealth can be by any human law. We neither of us
- 26:15believe you will ever marry again. Therefore the responsibility of disposing of this wealth
- 26:19rests upon you. But after all, dear, we are but stewards in
- 26:23God's sight, and this wealth is one of the talents to be accounted for.
- 26:27I am striving to use it rightly, Ellen, replied my aunt gently,
- 26:32and I am thankful for advice and guidance. Yes, dear, and
- 26:36while you hold it, I shall have no fear that it will not be
- 26:37turned to good account. Yes, but I often fear for myself. I
- 26:42feel that I have years of indolence and neglect to regret, all that long
- 26:47time when I neither use the money nor gave it to those who needed it.
- 26:51Still, if when I no longer want the wealth, I may not
- 26:53leave it to the friends I really love, but to people I have only
- 26:56known as enemies, my stewardship would be a burden. Indeed, I would
- 27:02not say enemies Milly. Edmund Deane, being the elder brother, thought it
- 27:06very hard when all the riches of his uncle, as well as the old
- 27:07estates, went to your husband. He had no claim to anything, but
- 27:11the disappointment must have been hard to bear. Think, Dear Milly, had
- 27:15you been in his place, would you have said no sharp word, had
- 27:18no envious feeling. It was a hard thing to bear. No doubt of
- 27:22that, returned Aunt Milly frankly, and now resumed Mamma. The young deans
- 27:27are growing up. The eldest, William, is about twenty. I believe
- 27:32Stephen has heard a good deal about him from an old college friend, and
- 27:34he says, what a fine young fellow he is, how hard he is
- 27:37working, denying himself every indulgence that he may not be a burden to his
- 27:41mother, and earning money by private teaching, even while a student himself.
- 27:47I have told you all these things, Milly, because I want you to
- 27:48think of them, and in this blessed season of peace and good will,
- 27:52remember your husband's kindred, forget all past differences, love and forgive, even
- 27:57as God for Christ's sake loves and pardons. The tears were in my dear
- 28:03mother's eyes as she thus pleaded so eloquently, And as she ended, she
- 28:07heard a quick sob and saw that Aunt Milly's eyes too were wet. Then,
- 28:11after a short silence, my aunt said, Ellen, you have done
- 28:14right to speak boldly and frankly. I will think over this conversation, and
- 28:18I will pray to be guided aright. Then, with that little impetuous way
- 28:22of hers, she drew her hand across her eyes and with a smile exclaimed,
- 28:26say what you like. I will not go back from my resolution.
- 28:29In one thing, no person but my niece, an adopted child, Mildred
- 28:33Courser, shall ever own Aunt Milly's diamonds. My mother was contented with the
- 28:37answer, and having been allowed to speak so freely to her sister about a
- 28:41subject which she was at first half afraid to mention, she would not attempt
- 28:45to combat this last sentence. This conversation took place in my aunt's room at
- 28:49the close of that happy Christmas day, when the guests had departed and the
- 28:53sisters were lingering over the fire as if unwilling to say the final good night.
- 29:00During the rest of the time that my father and mother stayed at Deansfield,
- 29:03no further mention was made of Edmund Deane's widow and children. End of
- 29:08Section five. An unexpected visitor. It was a happy season to all of
- 29:15us. At the end of three weeks my parents returned home a fortnight later.
- 29:21The girls followed, laden with gifts and full of delightful memories of their
- 29:25stay under my aunt's roof. They had the promise too, that when their
- 29:29holidays should come round again, they might reckon on spending them, if not
- 29:33at Deansfield, in some place of summer resort, with Aunt Milly and me.
- 29:37A few more weeks passed, and for the first time since I came
- 29:41to live with her, my aunt had some secret from me. She wrote
- 29:45letters and received answers without telling me a word about the matter. In all
- 29:48else, she was, if possible, more tender and kind than ever.
- 29:52So I comforted myself with the thought that she was not displeased, and that
- 29:56she had a perfect right to use her own judgment about t trusting a girl
- 30:00like me. One morning, about a week before Easter, I was sitting
- 30:04preparing an Italian lesson to read with my Aunt, who knew the language well,
- 30:08when a gentleman was shown into the room. As raised my head.
- 30:12I could not help thinking I had seen him before, but I could neither
- 30:17remember when or where. He had scarcely time to speak when the servant came
- 30:21back and said, please to step into the library, sir, missus,
- 30:25Dean will be glad to see you there. It was no uncommon thing for
- 30:29my aunt to receive such visits. Many a young man whose path in life
- 30:33was made smoother through her kind help or effort, came with a full heart
- 30:37to thank her. But nearly an hour passed, and still the visitor was
- 30:41in the library with my aunt. My task was done, and I had
- 30:45laid my books down and now stood looking out of the window at the trees
- 30:48just beginning to break out into bud, and thinking to myself how lovely the
- 30:52place would be in the green glory of spring. All at once came again
- 30:56the memory of that visitor's face, and in a new idea flashed across my
- 31:00mind. I ran out of the room and into the picture gallery, where
- 31:06hung a very fine, full length portrait of Aunt Milly's husband, taken when
- 31:08he was just of age. I saw the likeness at once. It might
- 31:14have been that of the young man whose face had struck me some little while
- 31:17before as so familiar. I stood for a few moments and then exclaimed aloud,
- 31:22how like he is to the picture. He must be a dean.
- 31:25You have guessed rightly Mildred, said Aunt Milly's voice, This is my dear
- 31:29husband's nephew and namesake, William Dean. And this girl, William, who
- 31:33recognized the sort of kinsman in you, is the child of my only sister.
- 31:37She is my namesake too, and adopted daughter Mildred Coarser. In my
- 31:41haste and anxiety to look at the portrait, I had not noticed Aunt Milly
- 31:45and her companion, who were entering the gallery by a door which led to
- 31:48it from the library. I was quite confused for a few moments, but
- 31:52dear Aunt Milly soon made me feel at ease again. I shook hands with
- 31:56William Deane and told him most heartily how glad I was to see him.
- 32:00I knew what pleasure it would give my dear father and mother, for Mamma
- 32:04had told me of her conversation with my aunt on Christmas night and what she
- 32:07hoped might be the result of it. You know my secret, now,
- 32:10said Aunt Milly. Or at least you can guess who was my mysterious correspondent.
- 32:15Here he stands, Mildred. And now, to make amends for my
- 32:19seeming want of trust, you shall write to your father and mother and tell
- 32:22them that I have taken their advice. I hope for the future only peace
- 32:25and good will may be known amongst Ustines. End of section six. A
- 32:32pleasant ending. My task was a very pleasant one. I had to tell
- 32:37my parents that Aunt Milly, acting on their advice, had made many inquiries
- 32:42respecting her late husband's nephews, and that all she had heard confirmed my father's
- 32:46account, especially of William, who everybody said was a kinsman to be proud
- 32:52of. So then Aunt Milly had written to him, just in her own
- 32:55brave, frank way, alluding to past differences between the all people, only
- 33:00so far as was needful, and expressing her hope that they would agree with
- 33:04her in forgetting them and beginning a new life of friendship. When my father
- 33:08and mother heard this, they were delighted. Time will do the rest,
- 33:12exclaimed Papa. All will work right now, and there will soon be no
- 33:16question about the inheritance of Deansfield. Aunt Milly will find a son in William
- 33:21Dean. And so in the end it proved, William's mother and brothers also
- 33:27came to visit my aunt. The widowed mother had no longer to pinch and
- 33:30contrive for the education of her children. For Aunt Milly did nothing by halves.
- 33:35She had once made an ample provision for her sister in law and the
- 33:37younger boys. But William, she said, I must look after myself.
- 33:43He is so like what my dear husband was when I first knew him.
- 33:46I think that year was one of the happiest I ever spent during my early
- 33:50life. Every day that William Dean was with us, we saw more and
- 33:53more of the truth and goodness of his character. By degrees, Aunt Milly
- 33:58learned to consult and trust him, just as a mother does a beloved son.
- 34:01How proud too, she was of his college honors. Indeed, I
- 34:05doubt whether his own mother, who was of a very quiet, placid disposition,
- 34:08thought as much of her son's well won place as did Aunt Milly.
- 34:13One day during the long vacation, my Aunt said to him, William,
- 34:16when will your birthday be? Did I never tell you? Aunt said he,
- 34:21I am a Christmas child. I was born on the twenty fifth of
- 34:23December, and you will be of age next Christmas. Yes, Aunt,
- 34:28and I come into my whole inheritance at once. A pair of long legs
- 34:31that can get over as much ground as most, a pair of strong hands
- 34:35and a head which I have done my best to furnish. These are my
- 34:37capital and stock to trade with, and I hope they will bring me a
- 34:40fair return. Not to be despised, William. Good health, the good
- 34:45education, and the will to use them in a right way are things to
- 34:49thank God for with all one's heart. I feel that, dear Aunt,
- 34:52And there is another blessing. I have to thank you for an easy mind.
- 34:57You have removed the anxieties I used to have about my and the boys
- 35:00by your generous kindness to them. My aunt put her hand to his lips
- 35:05to hinder the further expression of thanks. Do not speak of that, William,
- 35:08she replied. It reminds me that I might have saved you all these
- 35:12years of suffering and anxiety if I had only thought less of myself and more
- 35:15of others. Now about your birthday, our Christmas this year, please God,
- 35:22will be a double festival. We shall gather all your people, William,
- 35:25and all mine, and we will have our friends and neighbors, rich
- 35:29and poor to rejoice with us. When Christmas Day did come, it was
- 35:32such a one as I shall never forget. The old church at Deansfield was
- 35:37full to overflowing, and there was one special prayer offered for him who that
- 35:40day attained to man's estate, that the blessing of God would rest upon him,
- 35:45that indeed he might be blessed and made a blessing to those amongst whom
- 35:49he would, in course of time be called to dwell. Those who heard
- 35:52that prayer guessed rightly that my Aunt Milly was asking the prayers of the congregation
- 35:58for him who was after her to be the master of Deansfield. I believe
- 36:01every lip and heart echoed the prayer. For all the people were learning to
- 36:06know and love William Dean, and they rejoiced that one of the old stock
- 36:09would be heir to Deansfield. My father and mother rejoiced with all their hearts.
- 36:15They never desired the inheritance for their children, and when Aunt Milly took
- 36:19the course, they always hoped she might be led to take. With regard
- 36:22to her husband's relatives, they were greatly pleased. There was one thing which
- 36:25excited my surprise, and that was their anxiety that my aunt should arrange all
- 36:30her affairs and make William Deane's inheritance certain. I did not know that dear
- 36:35Aunt Milly was even then suffering from a disease which left no hope of long
- 36:38life, and that when she talked to me of her heavenly treasures, she
- 36:44was expecting ere long to enter upon her eternal inheritance. I was only twenty
- 36:49when Aunt Milly died, rejoicing in her sure and certain hope, her one
- 36:52regret being for those who so tenderly loved and would so sadly mourn for her
- 36:58and miss her. She left deanes Filled to William and left legacies to the
- 37:01rest of his family, to my sisters and myself. In addition, she
- 37:06gave me the famous diamonds, as she had always declared she would do,
- 37:09But she made one condition that should I desire it, William Dean should pay
- 37:15me the sum of ten thousand pounds instead of the most important ornaments. My
- 37:20father had experienced some losses a little time before, of which she would not
- 37:23let Aunt Milly know anything. But now I was glad that by leaving the
- 37:28diamonds for the future mistress of Deansfield, I could far more than replace the
- 37:31money. So I wrote and told William Dean that the article's name by my
- 37:35aunt were fit for a lady holding a different position from that of a country
- 37:39clergyman's daughter, and that I would only keep those which she expressly wished me
- 37:44to retain. The money was duly paid to me, and in handing it
- 37:47to my parents for their use, I was happier than I could have been
- 37:51in possessing the most gorgeous jewels. The old lady, who had been listened
- 37:57to with the greatest attention by the youngsters round her here, paused for a
- 38:00moment, and the thoughtful looking lad raised his face and said, Grandmamma,
- 38:06I think I can finish the story. She smiled gently and replied, go
- 38:09on, will and if you are wrong, I will correct you. In
- 38:14the first place, then you got your Aunt Milly's diamonds after all, and
- 38:16you were and you are mistress of Deansfield manor Grandpapa's name is William Dean,
- 38:22and I am called after him quite right, dear will A year after Aunt
- 38:27Milly's death, William Deane brought me here as his wife and gave me back
- 38:30my home in Aunt Milly's diamonds. I have had such a happy married life
- 38:35as wives have who can honor their husbands and see in them disciples of the
- 38:37Savior. We have been spared to see our children grow up and come in
- 38:42their turn, bringing their boys and girls to keep Christmas at Deansfield. God
- 38:45grant to us and all a happy one this year. But said a little
- 38:50girl, were you not very glad and proud when you got the diamonds?
- 38:52After all? I was glad, dear, but not so glad as I
- 38:57should once have been, for I had in the meantime, I'm found a
- 39:00more precious jewel. I wear Aunt Milly's diamonds still on Christmas Day, for
- 39:05Grandpapa will have it so. But I have the better jewel always about me,
- 39:08the pearl of great price, that means very much the same thing as
- 39:13Aunt Milly's heavenly treasure. And now we must go and listen, for I
- 39:17hear children's voices ringing through the air, and I catch the words of the
- 39:21old Carol Hark. The herald angels sing glory to the new born King,
- 39:27Peace on earth and mercy, mild, God and sinners reconciled. End of
- 39:32section seven. End of Aunt Milly's Diamonds by Ruth Lamb