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#brettkeane #kenthovind Thoughts, Live Shows, News Updates · Brett Keane and Eve Show

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Hello, ladies and gentlemen, my name is Brett Keen from God TV
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radio. I hope you're all having a
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wonderful day. Christmas is coming up and I
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hope that you have made out your list.
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And you thought about the people out there that are most
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important to you that you love. But also for the strangers out
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there that are homeless those who are hurting.
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And if you can do anything to help out people and give support
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and love, that's great. And of course it's a gift and
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blessing from God for you. Ooh, to be able to do that.
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And any blessing you can give another person.
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Well, that's what life is all about, ladies and gentlemen,
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that's at least part of the meaning and purpose of
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existence. I've had a lot of people request
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because I haven't made any videos on my new God TV radio
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show Channel about Ken. Told then door, the experience I
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had in the past, people are also asking me Brett.
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Do you ever plan on In live shows again, will there be
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discussions and debates? Like there was in the past, a
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lot of people really enjoyed that other people, I'm not sure
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they enjoyed it for the same reasons, why I used to enjoy it.
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And when I say used to, I seriously mean that because my
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show ended up becoming something that I did not want, it was a
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dream to be able to open. Social media to the public and
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allow people to come in and talk with me.
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I even had on my logo, God TV radio, where you're going to see
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famous popular people, interesting people, motivational
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speakers inspirational and just the list goes on.
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I had big Ambitions, big plans, I was also wanting musicians and
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artists and writers Arthur's and Come on the show and talk about
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their Masterpiece is their creativity.
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I just really thought it was exciting.
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My true intention obviously wasn't to make any real money.
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I have a support donate thing but I'm not a YouTube partner
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and I wasn't requesting anything out of that.
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I just simply like the idea deep down inside of being involved,
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Lived with people who had positive influences in the world
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and making a lot of friends, that's for me.
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What YouTube is always been about socializing,
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unfortunately, YouTube's a very shallow place.
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It's a place where if you're a person who is getting well known
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or any kind of notoriety the moment that you make a friend
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with somebody on the internet. The moment that you show
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respect, or consideration towards another person on the
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internet. It's a lot different than it is
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in real life because anybody that's anyone on the internet.
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The moment they start making videos and Gathering or
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collecting a following if they're fortunate enough, or
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should I even called for chianina?
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It's kind of like a blessing and a curse when you're on the
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Internet and social media, you're going to get people who
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respect you. You're going to get people who
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will see you as a savior of God, or the priest of Awesomeness,
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other people will see women as a puddle of Mud.
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Somehow, they get the complete and other opposite effect when
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they're watching other users. And I kind of identify and
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relate with some of these people on both sides of the equation.
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I've never looked at someone and thought who this is the savior
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of mankind or anything except for Jesus Christ, of course.
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But there are been men like Ken told them that I looked up to
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whenever I was young man. Trying to find my calling and
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trying to understand where I should go and what I should be
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saying. And should doing what I should
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be doing, and Well, one thing about heroes, ladies and
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gentlemen, one of the reasons why the Bible tells us not to
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idolize other people is the thing you're going to find out
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about a hero. Is that no one actually in
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reality wears capes. No one's wearing a big Superman
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symbol celebrities do suffer. They do go through pain.
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They have flaws there. They're almost every celebrity
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I've ever heard about has been through.
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Divorces has had lawsuits done to them if they haven't been in
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court then they must not be that popular.
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They celebrity Johnny Depp perfect example, o.j.
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Simpson. I could go all the way down the
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line and the more popular. You are obviously the more
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well-known you are and you're going to have those camps of
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people who love you and people who hate you.
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For a while there and the internet I was so narcissistic
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because I believed I was proud to announce that.
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I was the most hated most reprehensible repulsive,
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terrible awful person that the world had ever said.
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It's eyes, aren't I had actually believe that and instead of
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crawling into a fetal position in the dark corner and withering
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away, like most, People would do I thrived on the idea that I was
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touching people's hearts so much and renting space in their head.
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That no matter. If you loved me, or you hated
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me, you could not stop watching and I was proud of that.
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Because I always have this weird belief that if you watched and
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listened long enough, you and I would find common ground.
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You and I would relate, you'd understand where I'm coming
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from. I'd understand where you're
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coming from. And we shake hands.
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And we'd virtually be Pals after it was all said and done.
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Well, that's a person can dream, right?
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Sure. So, I have been around the block
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a few times. I've been around the block.
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And I decided that I was going to do the show and the show is
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doing good for a while and I was bringing popular people up.
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I was interviewing people. I interviewed everything from
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atheists to religious people. The people of other face and God
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PB radio is really blowing up. I have the whole images and
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intros and endings and neat stuff going on during the show.
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It looked really, really professional.
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It was tight. It was Smexy.
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And I got so ahead of myself. I started thinking, you know
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what? I'm not just going to invite You
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know, my friends or popular people, I'm going to try to
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create a Hollywood Squares where anybody and everybody could come
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in I thought. That'd be so cool.
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How hard could it be to control 10?
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People aren't a screen and make sure that if some stranger comes
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in, how difficult would it be or challenging to keep everybody
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behaving properly? I mean, it's only three hours,
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right? Only two should be easy, make a
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couple mods that you think you can trust.
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And you know, even when you go to use the restroom where you
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have to have a coffee because it's a long stent.
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You think to yourself, I Got It Made.
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I'm a smart guy. I've been through hell and back
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in my existence. How hard can some kind of
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virtual thing? Be right.
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Well, that's where I got had of myself.
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I really underestimated the the evil That resonates from the
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internet. I went from everything from
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seeing people, try to post pornography on my live broadcast
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and they have the ability to do it quicker than Billy the Kid
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and the old western movies and shows.
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You know, I drew the gun really fast but saying there were
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people that were so quick is that they were just waiting to
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be put lives so they could do that.
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And that became frustrated. It also became frustrated
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because even if you put them out of the room, they could come
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back less than a minute later. Under 100 different accounts.
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He's were people who clearly had no life and no existence who had
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spent a great deal of their existence putting these things
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together. Just waiting for the moment that
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a guy like me, a nice guy was going to go live so they could
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do that and I'm not sad too. To say that most of these people
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who participated in these actions of trying to script
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kiddie, my live shows porn. Bought me do all these things.
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Almost every single time they were of the atheist equation
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Skeptics non-believers, even if you were doing a show that
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seemed like, it was positive, where you were being friendly
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with a non-believer. It was always as if And a matter
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moment it was like it just summoned all the evil from the
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shadows and darkness. So here I am thinking at this
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point, getting pretty exhausted my having to babysit the virtual
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peons of the internet. Trying to hold this idea in my
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head that my shows may be able to benefit people.
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By bringing the new audience, who may not be familiar with
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God, and what His blessings are in his love.
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Of and to an idea of sowing seeds, so salvation might be
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able to be received. That was the idea making friends
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and teaching people about Jesus Christ and the concept of God
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And hoof. Apparently a lot of other people
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had other ideas on how my show should go and I realize that and
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the more and more you see that people who were allegedly your
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friends or people that you think that you might be able to trust,
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turn it into what they want and completely step all over what it
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is that you're doing. It not only becomes ignore
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exhausting but it becomes disappointing and you start
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realizing Using when you're trying to do something that's
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very important and positive and watching other people that you
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thought were also positive now trying to ruin your very dream
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and your desire. It gets hard Crossing sold
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draining or that, is that the right way to express it?
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And the enjoyment is just completely sucked through a
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universal vacuum out into space. That's what it was like.
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And I hadn't even got to the point where we were doing, shows
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about Kent hovind yet. So we're going to get to that,
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ladies and gentlemen, I'm just telling you at where my state of
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mind was before can Tobin even came into the picture or at
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least on my show. Remember I always liked can
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Tobin and I've got nothing negative to say about him
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whatsoever and you won't hear me say anything - coming from me
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throughout the entirety of this video.
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So if that's what you're expecting, you may want to just
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click out the video and go watch Barney the purple dinosaur that
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way you can study up on the origin of atheism.
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Okay, so how did things go? It seemed like every other two
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weeks, while doing a live show people, Amplified themselves.
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It says that they wanted to show their shoulder ass when they
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were on the live show. Even the people that I thought
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were good and cool, they wanted to prove how smart they were and
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sometimes they would go about it by ranting for long periods of
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time. You know, one of those long
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grandma wants to tell you about what happened.
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Back in 1940, type of shit where they just don't shut up.
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They just keep going on and on. And then when you finally think
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you're at the end of that rant, they forget what all they said
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and then repeat themselves over and over, like a sad sad person
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with memory issues. Well, that's what it was
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starting to get. Like, and then you had these
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people who also felt pressured, because they couldn't handle the
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Social media presentation. And what I mean by that is
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there's some people where you'll start to make friends with them.
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And then they start listening to other people who don't even
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know, you understand, you comprehend, you people that have
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never even spoken to you in their life.
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The internet's about memes and rumors gossip which is like one
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of the big no-nos in the Bible. No gossip, no rumors.
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That's what Jesus asked us not to do, don't do that to your
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neighbor, don't spread a bunch of misinformation, because
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you'll cause that person tragedy and most likely in the end,
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you're going to get it all back at you Sevenfold do unto others
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as you want done unto you. You don't want somebody out
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there saying that you got crabs or but lice or anything like
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that so don't do it to other people especially if you don't
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know. And technically even if you do
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know, Oh, they got but lice. That should probably not be
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something that you tell everybody publicly.
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Unless you think it's like some kind of pollution or vaccine or,
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you know, quarantine type of thing.
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Of course, I never heard about lice being that serious or
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dangerous, but on the internet, you can make mountains out of
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molehills is what I hear. so, I contact can tell them and it's
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easy to get a hold of him. He's got all of his information
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in the description of his videos and every single video he
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invites you down to where he's at, dinosaur Adventure Land,
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he's got a phone number, he's got information.
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He'll he'll he'll even talked to you on the phone and write you
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out a map if you don't have GPS or Google and he's the type of
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person who he's just set in motion, always for anybody.
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That's never talk to Kent are know about his personality.
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He's always looking towards the future.
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He's one of these type of guys who admits that he's made
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mistakes. He'll admit momentarily, that
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there's been problems and issues all throughout his life, but
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he's a man who looks forward. He's always looking in the
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direction. Son of God, and he figures that.
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If anything ever goes wrong or problems like most, good
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Christians. He just tries to move forward,
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and hope that people don't begrudge him and that
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forgiveness can be had He's a normal man with an amazing
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amount of Charisma and has been a Wonder whenever it comes to
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health. I mean, the guys up in his 70s
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and he could probably outrun me in a race and I just turned 46.
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While I'm going to be 46, come December Christmas in case.
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Anybody doesn't realize that I was born in 1976.
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And the guy could probably outrun me.
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I don't know if he cannot lift me, but he could probably
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definitely, because I seen him Trucking around that.
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That big ol outside Zoo. He's got going on up there.
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So I'm talking to a guy that I grew up watching and listening
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to me. He was like the Christian
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version of Mister Rogers. He was like, Captain Kangaroo to
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me and I'm talking about the humor part of him.
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He's a really, really funny guy. But whenever it comes to any
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lack and philosophy and all that biblically, he was amazing that
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as well. He had that serious side to him
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that I want to get you saved concept to Also, he could make
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you laugh and some of his jokes were way way beyond what some
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Christians are able to handle that our steps.
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Luckily for him, I wasn't always a Christian.
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So I was able to completely identify and relate with his
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mode way of doing things. Well, in the process, the
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mistake and Gauntlet had already been dropped because I had
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already assured people that my shows our lives and anybody and
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everybody can come in. Keep it clean.
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You're going to be broadcasted, you're going to be on the air.
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I had drug addicts. Coming to my room, I had
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alcoholics, I had people with schizoid problems, psychotic
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people. People people who threatened to
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kill me as well as the other people in the rooms.
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I had people who were coming in and before they were even
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broadcasted, I could already see what was happening under strain.
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I seen more peckers than most people in their lifetime
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watching porn will see It was just extreme.
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Oof, I can't even find the words to tell you just how awful it
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was more terrible. I remember feeling positive at
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first. Oh, cool.
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Kent has come into my show and he's talking about the usual
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things he's into and he's also open to answering any questions.
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Always straightforward, always honest with me, always making me
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laugh, always having a good time.
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Unfortunately, by putting this popular person up on the show
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and making him a consistent celebrity that ends up coming
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onto this. A show I began to attract some
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of his positive Christian friends, as well as followers
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and audience members. But at the same time, I started
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realizing that I was not the most hated person on the
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internet. Unfortunately.
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Any celebrity out there and popular person, probably believe
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the same thing I did that. We all specifically think that
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were the most hated depending on The clubs and classes that we
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deal with. It turned out that Kent had a
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lot of abnormal people who were watching his shows, looking for
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anything and everything people who had dedicated blogs and
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websites. I had not seen this kind of
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obsession since the time of happycabbie, and Nick Bravo, I
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had not seen this kind of obsession since the loser.
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Awards.com, it was insane. And if you showed any respect
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towards the guests that were in your room, that were nice enough
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to put their time into coming on to my show.
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If I showed them any decency, any appreciation, any respect
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and I laughed with them, or had fun with them.
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The people that hated them would now eventually put me on their
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Dart list, they all added me to the hate Club.
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I was now a terrible person. Now people were looking into my
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private information, they were looking into this.
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I remember before this awesome person can told them even came
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to my show. I was already having a lot of
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experiences as it was because I was already gaining my own demon
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Army. That was always biting at my
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knees and my ankles. Cole's that was already.
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The devil was already after me in full force and demons.
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And now I was taking apart in the darkness that tries daily to
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take out. Kent, Matt, Powell and many,
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many other Christian users out there.
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Well. For anybody out there that wants
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to know some of the stuff that was going on because I'm not
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going to get in the full detail. I'm just going to tell you,
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there were people out there that didn't like Kent.
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There were people who were connected at one point in time.
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With Kent where things didn't go right things went sideways and
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usually because of their own behavior or because Kent was too
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busy to spend valuable time on the nonsense that was going on
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between him and a relationship or with friendship or with that
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employee. Or someone who volunteered, what
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Kent's? Been around the block many, many
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times and he's gained a lot of people and he's lost a few
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people. It is what it is.
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Any preacher? Any person who runs a business
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There Ain't No Way Around It. That's a part of life.
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That's what's going to happen to you. so, what isn't up
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happening? As I felt like the show was
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starting to go down the tube. It was getting thousands and
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thousands of views but it wasn't the show that I wanted to host.
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I wanted to host a show where people felt good and they felt
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positive where there was open, discussions and people felt
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safe. I didn't want a clown show,
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there was plenty of clown chose out on the internet.
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I had gained a reputation. For being someone that was
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open-minded, someone who was spiritual yet, skeptical someone
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who could see both sides of a debate and discussion and
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intellectual philosopher. Someone who can really, really
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dig deep and the topics that make people think.
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And also think about things they never even thought about in
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their life. That was my specialty.
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That was what I was good at and I wanted to be able to Share the
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positive experience. I wasn't profiting.
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It wasn't making any kind of money.
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There was no glamour in it. I just simply wanted to make
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good friends, meet new people, and maybe shine some light in
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people's lives. And unfortunately, my show
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turned into a clown show, it turned into a hate Club where
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people come in that, you don't know, and they throw all kinds
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of Gossip and rumors out. They start a lot of trouble.
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Get the celebrities and the popular people.
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All wound up. Those people end up coming back.
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Having to defend themselves against another person's rumors.
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People were already deemed as guilty and never even wants to
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do anybody, imagine that the people were innocent and it
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turned into a court trial over and over and over.
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And I even I got sucked into some of them. - Ali because I
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was hearing so much salt from all different directions.
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I didn't know what was right or wrong.
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What was up and what was going down?
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I just did not know anymore because the truth is ladies and
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gentlemen, although I wanted to make friends I didn't know
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anybody at all. I knew names, I know, avatars.
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And then after two hours, I go back to doing my life, paying my
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bills playing my video games, hanging out with my family
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chilling with my children. Trying to stay healthy, trying
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not to die. And it just said it went bad.
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I felt like I was no longer serving God.
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I was starting to get angry with God, because I wanted God to
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give me the strength and the wisdom to be able to help these
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people. And I kept on hearing a voice in
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my head, but I wasn't listening. These people have free.
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Will they have Choice? It's their life.
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You can't change their life. They have to make the decisions
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and choices themself stay out of it.
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Continue to do unto others. You want done unto you.
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But please, God, I want to be able to help people.
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I want to bring people together. I want, I want want, want want
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one. And then finally, the last words
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were the scariest words that God told me he said Brett, shut it
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all down. I'm like, whoa.
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Whoa, whoa. Whoa, wait a minute.
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Just give me a shot. God, let me, let me try to turn
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it all around. I'm a smart rational logical
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person. Just give me the opportunity.
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God said, shut it all down. Now.
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So I went to my settings, it took me about five minutes
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because YouTube's navigation is so complicated.
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And convoluted, I looked for that delete button.
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It wasn't the first time I'd deleted account and it wasn't
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the first time that I removed, but it just seemed like every
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time YouTube patches their website that delete button
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becomes harder and harder to find.
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But I found it and I was like, Brett, thousands of subscribers,
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all this work, all these videos all this time.
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And then I remembered I got all my positive stuff on the radio.
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I got all my stuff out there archived on the radio for the
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world to build here and all the negativity is sitting in a
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folder. And with one click, I could
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remove and delete it all. This one single click.
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Well, two clicks actually right, click the folder, scroll down,
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click on delete and Wallah, and maybe a third click, if you want
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to empty the trash can and get rid of everything.
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But that's what I kept on hearing.
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It was like a thunderous Roar in my head, delete the account,
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delete the account. And that's what happened. so
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finally, after I took a long, long vacation, spend some time
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doing still some stuff on the radio, but kept away from
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YouTube and other social media Outlets I started feeling the
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vibe of coming back. I haven't even bothered to ask
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God if it would be okay to do a live show or try again that I
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already know the answer. I know that if I get involved or
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I get in the ring with atheist and other religious people,
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there's too much anger. There's too much rage, no one
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wants to actually be your friend.
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No one wants to actually rationalize or use logic.
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People just want to feed their egos and their pride.
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Ha people out there who were so narcissistic that they actually
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named them self ego. So, Oh yeah.
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So I don't know. I don't know if I will ever do a
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live show on my channel again if someone like Kent or his wife
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Sandra Holden who's a very very sweet and wonderful person.
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She's been nothing but kind and supportive as has Kent or
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someone like Matt Powell weird invite me out somewhere to do a
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show or something like that. On their own terms.
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I believe that those men and those women have the patience
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that I don't have. I have the ability to articulate
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myself. I have the ability to share my
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feelings and express my thoughts, but being in a cage
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with a bunch of other wild animals, That's clearly not my
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specialty it's not something I belong in doing and people
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you're more than welcome to leave comments and explain to me
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why would be such a good idea to try to walk into the throat of
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hell again like that? But I assure you I have
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absolutely no ambition and desire anymore to do any of
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that. My family and I are just fine
31:39
with here in my mouth, running on the radio and from time to
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time the recordings put up on YouTube for all to hear.
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And every once in awhile and exclusive recording for either
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the radio or exclusive for YouTube, depending on the mood
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and how I'm feeling that date. So yeah, unless there's somebody
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out there who opens a podcaster show, I most likely won't go on.
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And if I do go on a show with someone who invites me, I have
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to know the person and the person under no conditions
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aren't no condition whatsoever. Cannot And will not put other
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people in the room that I do not know who may have the potential
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to attack or start fights and all this because this is not
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what God wants me to do and it's not what I personally want for
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myself. I enjoyed the positive good
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times with Kent. I enjoyed the positive.
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Good times with Sandra. I can't say there's a lot of
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people out there that I enjoyed talking to you for a long period
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of time. There's some people from time to
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time that you see him in passing where you have that moment,
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where you're like hey how you doing mine?
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What's going on? You know and yada yada yada but
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I'm just not a not going in that direction anymore.
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Now, if people do want to call, if you read my introduction up
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to the video are looking my description, you are going to
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see that. I am offering the ability to
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people for people to call my radio station.
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I will not be picking up immediately, you would have to
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leave a recording if you call in and you try to hide your number
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when you call it will end up. For a new, aren't you a long
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drawn-out recording basically explaining to you how you're
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going to get through. And if you're called, does go
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through and your number shows up, then you can leave a
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recording, my staff will listen to it.
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And if you're clean decent person, then you'll get a call
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back. Usually, with in a little while
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when I'm free to do that or within a couple days.
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So if you have the intention of using it to act like a clown or
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show off for mommy or daddy or your little girlfriend your
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boyfriend and you want to call up and act like a dumb animal,
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remember your call is traced. I'll see your phone number and
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if you say something that is illegal, then you'll be reported
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to the place and I've done that before unfortunately there's
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people who've Basically screwed up their life because they
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didn't know how to control their own mouth and that's sad.
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All right, well Merry Christmas can told them.
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Didn't family. Merry Christmas Sandra Holden.
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Thank you for all the kitten pictures.
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Merry Christmas to people of all different faiths, and Merry
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Christmas to the Solus prime a troglodytes.
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God bless.