Latest / Muggle Snuggle: A Boring Harry Potter Podcast to make you Sleep / Soft Words for the Restless Hour
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- 0:00Speaker 1: 700 years, and it will sing it for 700 more,
- 0:04Speaker 1: and it sings it now, in this moment, to you,
- 0:08Speaker 1: to the sleepers, to the dreamers, to the readers, to
- 0:11Speaker 1: the people who have found their way to this place,
- 0:14Speaker 1: in this castle, in this world, and have sat down
- 0:17Speaker 1: and closed their eyes and let the hum do its work,
- 0:21Speaker 1: which is to say rest. Let go be held. Be safe,
- 0:25Speaker 1: be home. The hum changes. Not in volume, the hum
- 0:31Speaker 1: is constant. Always constant. Never louder. Never softer. Always exactly
- 0:39Speaker 1: the right volume, which is the volume of sleep, which
- 0:42Speaker 1: is the volume of rest, which is the volume of
- 0:45Speaker 1: the deepest, most fundamental sound in the world. But it
- 0:50Speaker 1: changes in quality the way the candle changes in color,
- 0:54Speaker 1: moving through a spectrum that has no name, from the deep, rich...
- 0:59Speaker 1: resonant hum of midnight to the lighter, brighter, more delicate
- 1:05Speaker 1: hum of dawn. The deep hum is the hum of
- 1:09Speaker 1: the earth. It comes from below, from the foundations, from
- 1:14Speaker 1: the place where the castle meets the ground. It is
- 1:17Speaker 1: the hum of tectonic plates, of underground rivers, of magma
- 1:22Speaker 1: flowing slow and steady in the deep places of the earth.
- 1:26Speaker 1: It is the hum of the planet itself, rotating, orbiting,
- 1:31Speaker 1: hurtling through space at 67,000 miles per hour while the
- 1:35Speaker 1: people on its surface sleep and dream and breathe and live.
- 1:44Speaker 1: The lighter hum is the hum of the sky. It
- 1:48Speaker 1: comes from above. from the enchanted ceiling of the great hall,
- 1:53Speaker 1: from the windows that look out onto the grounds, from
- 1:56Speaker 1: the towers that reach toward the stars. It is the
- 2:00Speaker 1: hum of the atmosphere, of the wind, of the rain,
- 2:05Speaker 1: of the clouds that drift across the moon and cast
- 2:08Speaker 1: shadows on the sleeping world below. It is the hum
- 2:12Speaker 1: of the cosmos itself, expanding, evolving, becoming, in its slow,
- 2:19Speaker 1: patient unceasing way more itself with every passing moment and
- 2:27Speaker 1: the hum in between the hum that is neither earth
- 2:31Speaker 1: nor sky but both the hum that is neither deep
- 2:34Speaker 1: nor light but goth the hum that is neither old
- 2:37Speaker 1: nor new but both is the hum of the castle,
- 2:41Speaker 1: the hum of the stone and the wood and the
- 2:43Speaker 1: glass and the magic, the hum of the people who
- 2:46Speaker 1: built it and the people who live in it and
- 2:49Speaker 1: the people who sleep in it and the people who
- 2:52Speaker 1: dream in it and the people who will build and
- 2:54Speaker 1: live and sleep and dream in it for centuries to come.
- 3:00Speaker 1: The hum is the castle's way of saying, I am here.
- 3:04Speaker 1: I am holding. I am holding you. I am holding
- 3:07Speaker 1: the world. I am holding the sky. I am holding
- 3:11Speaker 1: the stars. I am holding the silence. I am holding
- 3:16Speaker 1: the darkness. I am holding the sleep. I am holding
- 3:20Speaker 1: the dream. I am holding the feeling. The bare, unadorned,
- 3:26Speaker 1: uncomplicated feeling of it is good to be. And I
- 3:29Speaker 1: am holding it for you, and I will hold it
- 3:32Speaker 1: for as long as you need me to, which is always,
- 3:35Speaker 1: which is forever. Which is the amount of time that
- 3:38Speaker 1: the castle has. Which is all the time there is.
- 3:44Speaker 1: Sleep now. The hum is singing. The castle is holding.
- 3:49Speaker 1: The library is watching. The books are dreaming. The librarian
- 3:54Speaker 1: is burning. The night watcher is watching. The silence is deep.
- 4:00Speaker 1: The warmth is warm. The darkness is dark. The night
- 4:04Speaker 1: is night. And the hum, that deep, low, patient, ancient, beautiful, extraordinary, mundane, miraculous, tedious,
- 4:14Speaker 1: magnificent hum, is singing you to sleep, has been singing
- 4:18Speaker 1: you to sleep, will continue to sing you to sleep,
- 4:22Speaker 1: for as long as you need it, which is always,
- 4:25Speaker 1: which is forever, which is now. There is a moment.
- 4:34Speaker 1: In the very deepest part of the night, when the
- 4:37Speaker 1: darkness stops being dark, it does not become light, not yet,
- 4:43Speaker 1: not for hours, but it stops being the deep, solid,
- 4:48Speaker 1: impenetrable darkness of midnight and becomes something else. Something softer.
- 4:55Speaker 1: Something thinner. Something that has a quality to it. a texture,
- 5:01Speaker 1: a flavor, like the darkness has been watered down. Diluted,
- 5:06Speaker 1: mixed with a very small amount of something that is
- 5:09Speaker 1: not yet light but is the memory of light, the
- 5:13Speaker 1: promise of light, the distant, almost imperceptible suggestion that light
- 5:18Speaker 1: exists somewhere, that it has not been extinguished, that it
- 5:22Speaker 1: is still out there, somewhere beyond the horizon, beyond the
- 5:27Speaker 1: earth's curve, beyond the slow rotation of the planet, waiting
- 5:31Speaker 1: for its turn, waiting for the moment when it will arrive,
- 5:36Speaker 1: as it always arrives, as it always has arrived, as
- 5:40Speaker 1: it always will arrive, regardless of what has happened in
- 5:43Speaker 1: the night, regardless of the storms and the fears and
- 5:47Speaker 1: the griefs and the losses and the endings, regardless of
- 5:51Speaker 1: all the things that have ended in the darkness, light comes.
- 5:56Speaker 1: Light always comes. This is the moment when the library
- 6:01Speaker 1: begins to stir. Not wake. The library does not wake
- 6:06Speaker 1: the way people wake. With a start. With a gasp.
- 6:11Speaker 1: With the sudden, jarring return to consciousness that characterizes the
- 6:16Speaker 1: muggle alarm clock experience. The library stirs. It shifts. It adjusts.
- 6:24Speaker 1: The way a sleeper adjusts when the blanket has slipped.
- 6:27Speaker 1: the way a dreamer adjusts when the dream begins to change,
- 6:32Speaker 1: the way a body adjusts when the temperature drops by
- 6:35Speaker 1: a fraction of a degree, and the skin, without being told,
- 6:40Speaker 1: without being asked, without the slightest intervention from the conscious mind,
- 6:45Speaker 1: begins to generate a little more heat, a little more warmth,
- 6:50Speaker 1: a little more of the deep, internal fire that keeps
- 6:54Speaker 1: the body alive and the mind working and the soul dreaming.
- 7:00Speaker 1: The candles change, not quickly, not all at once, but
- 7:06Speaker 1: in the slow, gradual way that everything in the library changes,
- 7:11Speaker 1: one by one, candle by candle, shelf by shelf, corner
- 7:15Speaker 1: by corner. as if the change is being passed from
- 7:19Speaker 1: candle to candle like a whisper, like a rumor, like
- 7:23Speaker 1: a secret, from the candles nearest the door to the
- 7:26Speaker 1: candles in the deepest corners, from the candles that face
- 7:30Speaker 1: the corridor to the candles that face the shelves, until
- 7:34Speaker 1: the entire library is burning with a light that is
- 7:38Speaker 1: not yet dawn but is no longer night, a light
- 7:42Speaker 1: that is the color of the space between one breath
- 7:45Speaker 1: and the next. a light that is the color of
- 7:48Speaker 1: the space between one thought and the next, a light
- 7:52Speaker 1: that is the color of the space between one dream
- 7:55Speaker 1: and the next. It is the color of anticipation, not
- 8:01Speaker 1: the anxious anticipation of waiting for a result or a
- 8:05Speaker 1: letter or a diagnosis, the peaceful anticipation of waiting for
- 8:09Speaker 1: the sun, the anticipation of the earth, which knows the
- 8:13Speaker 1: sun is coming. which has always known the sun is coming,
- 8:17Speaker 1: which has never, not once, in four and a half
- 8:20Speaker 1: billion years doubted that the sun would come, the anticipation
- 8:25Speaker 1: of the tide, which knows the moon is pulling, which
- 8:28Speaker 1: has always known the moon is pulling, which has never,
- 8:31Speaker 1: not once, in all the long patient history of the ocean,
- 8:36Speaker 1: doubted that the moon would pull. The anticipation of the story,
- 8:45Speaker 1: which knows the ending is coming, which has always known
- 8:49Speaker 1: the ending is coming, which has never not once in
- 8:53Speaker 1: all the long, patient history of storytelling, doubted that the
- 8:57Speaker 1: ending would come, and that the ending would be good,
- 9:01Speaker 1: and that the goodness of the ending would be the
- 9:03Speaker 1: same as the goodness of the beginning, which is the
- 9:06Speaker 1: goodness of being, which is the goodness of existence, which
- 9:10Speaker 1: is the oldest feeling in the world. The light grows. Slowly, patiently.
- 9:18Speaker 1: The way the dawn grows. The way the tide rises.
- 9:23Speaker 1: The way a story builds, sentence by sentence, paragraph by paragraph,
- 9:28Speaker 1: chapter by chapter, from the first word to the last,
- 9:32Speaker 1: with every word leading to the next word, and every
- 9:36Speaker 1: sentence leading to the next sentence, and every paragraph leading
- 9:41Speaker 1: to the next paragraph. in a chain of meaning that
- 9:44Speaker 1: is unbroken and unbreakable and beautiful, in the way that
- 9:48Speaker 1: all chains are beautiful, when they are made of the
- 9:51Speaker 1: right material and held by the right hands and used
- 9:55Speaker 1: for the right purpose, which is to connect, which is
- 9:59Speaker 1: to link.