Latest / Soul Elevation: Guiding Your Ascension to New Heights / 650. Art and Spirituality: What Trying New Things Awakens in You
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- 0:06Hello.
- 0:07Welcome to Soul Elevation: Guiding Your Ascension to New Heights.
- 0:13I'm your host, Kara Goodwin.
- 0:15I'm so happy to be here with you today.
- 0:17It's Friday, October 23rd, 2026.
- 0:21Today, I wanna talk about a couple of things that have come into my life in
- 0:26the last few months that I wasn't really engaging with them to experience them
- 0:34from a spiritual perspective or from a multidimensional perspective, but
- 0:39that's how they've shown up for me.
- 0:42And it's not always about meditating or going on a spiritual retreat or
- 0:50being in silence or being in nature.
- 0:53All of those things are… I feel like they're kind of the low-hanging fruit
- 0:57of spiritual growth and spiritual development, and they're very valuable.
- 1:02It's not to say that you shouldn't do those things.
- 1:05But I have found in these unlikely places real spiritual growth and real, a real
- 1:12ability to connect with me in m- in multi-level ways, in a lot of different
- 1:18or multidimensional ways you can think of.
- 1:21But ways that I didn't expect.
- 1:25And so one reason that I wanna share that is just because this
- 1:31can be happening for you, too.
- 1:33If you feel like in order to nurture your spiritual, um, your true spiritual
- 1:40nature that, that you have to be meditating or you've gotta carve out
- 1:44all this time to go on a retreat or you, you know, that you have to do things,
- 1:50you know, you've gotta do an hour of breathwork, and that's how you're
- 1:53gonna engage your soul and your spirit.
- 1:56Again, those things are great.
- 1:57They're really beneficial, but there may be other ways that your soul can
- 2:03connect deeply with you, that your soul can sing that are more unlikely.
- 2:10For me, two of these ways that this has shown up is, one, through art,
- 2:16through creating art, and I'll talk about how I don't… You know, this
- 2:21has not been an avenue in my life.
- 2:23Like, I have not felt that I'm an artist per se, so at the age that I
- 2:28am now, you know, I'm 48 years old.
- 2:31And so I, you know, I feel like I had passed the time where I would engage with
- 2:39art and feel like that would be something that I would enjoy or be any good at.
- 2:46Um, the second thing has been through Pilates, which I, you know, I, I
- 2:52have a, more of a yogic background.
- 2:54I've spent many years doing yoga, so I had not been super interested in Pilates.
- 3:01I kind of felt like if I was gonna do something like that, I would
- 3:04do yoga because that's got a more inherent spiritual connection there.
- 3:09I've gotten so much out of Pilates, not only for my body,
- 3:12but for my soul and for my mind.
- 3:14So I wanna go into both of those things, but before I talk about those specific
- 3:19topics- I wanna just talk generally about being human and trying new
- 3:27things, just broadly trying new things.
- 3:29Because those two examples that have enriched my life may not speak to you,
- 3:35and so I don't wanna get bogged into the details of those two specific things.
- 3:41I feel like in this age of AI that we're uniquely in right now, where
- 3:47it has exploded, and a lot of people are really worried about, for any
- 3:52number of reasons, they're worried about this, this prevalence of AI
- 3:57and where humanity might be headed.
- 3:59And when I think about that, you know, I have those same concerns
- 4:02about the environment and the loss of humanity, the loss of jobs, and
- 4:09all of those things are very real.
- 4:11But a bigger question, or a more, maybe even a more hidden question
- 4:17is, what is it to be human?
- 4:21What separates us from machine?
- 4:23What makes us… What is it that we wanna preserve?
- 4:28What is it that we're afraid that we're gonna lose, that we have here
- 4:31on this earth through humans that we cannot, if we let AI take over,
- 4:38what is it that we really lose?
- 4:42That's a big question that I want you to feel into for yourself, and it
- 4:46r- it applies directly to your life.
- 4:50Because so often we get comfortable in our lives.
- 4:56We find something that fits for us.
- 4:58We find a pattern.
- 5:00We find a routine.
- 5:01We find comfort in what is familiar.
- 5:07We find comfort in our identity.
- 5:10So I am a computer programmer, or I am a manager, or I am a speaker, or whatever.
- 5:22I'm a teacher.
- 5:23However we identify, that… There is comfort in that.
- 5:29I know how to do that.
- 5:31I do that well.
- 5:32I've been doing that for a lot of years.
- 5:34I've learned a lot.
- 5:34I can apply it.
- 5:35I don't have to try so hard or work so hard because I'm used to it.
- 5:41I- there's a pattern.
- 5:42But even in our bigger life, you know, this is what I do on Saturday.
- 5:46I wake up at this time.
- 5:48I make coffee in this way.
- 5:49I make coffee before I do this, and then I do this while I drink my coffee.
- 5:54And then when it becomes lunchtime, then I do this, and I, I go for a walk
- 5:59at this time, and, and so on and so on.
- 6:02These could be very enjoyable things, but we might have found ourselves in this
- 6:08repeating pattern that every day we're doing the same thing, and we have, and
- 6:16we do the same thing at the same time.
- 6:18And even when the weekend comes and we have leisurely time, we're
- 6:22spending it in the same way.
- 6:25And what probably has happened is that we have had good results from whatever
- 6:31it is that we've incorporated into our daily routine, and so we think, "Oh,
- 6:37this is how I want to always spend my time." But Are you living like a machine?
- 6:45If you are so deep into your grooves of the comfort zone that
- 6:50you are, for lack of a better, you know, for, uh, for all intents and
- 6:56purposes, you now are a machine.
- 6:59We benefit so much from infusing our life with new, getting out
- 7:09there and stretching ourselves.
- 7:12So you as a soul came here in this human body to have experiences, not
- 7:20to lock into the same thing every day.
- 7:26And you have an opportunity every day to break out of the cage that
- 7:33you have put yourself into, and that doesn't need to be some dramatic
- 7:40run off and start a new life thing.
- 7:45It can be I'm gonna try something I never knew I even wanted to try before,
- 7:52or I'm gonna try something I'm not even sure I'm gonna like, but there's
- 7:56something about it that is making me think that I'm just gonna try it.
- 8:03I mean, you can always try something and not like it, and give it
- 8:06a little bit of time, and stop doing it if you don't like it.
- 8:11But the way that this showed up for me was, i, I mean, a lot of you who,
- 8:17if this is not the first thing that you're watching of mine, you may know
- 8:19that I, I really love sacred geometry.
- 8:22I've, I see sacred geometry energetically.
- 8:24I see those patterns, uh, with my eyes closed, so I feel this
- 8:29connection with sacred geometry, and I draw sacred geometry.
- 8:33And so I'm very comfortable exploring things from that way.
- 8:40And with sacred geometry, you often use, like, a compass, you use rulers.
- 8:46It's very precise and exact, and you're really, um, tuning into the, the
- 8:52angles and the bigger shapes as well.
- 8:55But, um, but there's, because it's so, like, precise, it's a
- 9:01different type of artistry than free flow, than drawing, like free
- 9:08drawing, or even, like, mandalas.
- 9:11And so with mandalas, those are those, like, images that they're usually
- 9:15circular, and they've got a pattern, a repeating pattern through it.
- 9:20But, uh, there's a lot more, like, free style with mandalas.
- 9:24There's more curves, and those, those curves are where it… Not
- 9:30that sacred geometry isn't human.
- 9:31I don't… But it's, it's less mechanical, right?
- 9:34It's less precise.
- 9:35There's more of the infusion of the, the artist in the mandala,
- 9:40and I have really never been drawn.
- 9:44I love when the word drawn comes in when I'm talking about drawing.
- 9:46But, um, I've never really felt the pull to doing mandalas as much as
- 9:52doing traditional sacred geometry where you're really only doing angles,
- 9:58and the ruler, and the precision.
- 10:01And there was something that occurred to me, like, a week or two ago where
- 10:06I was like, "I think I'm gonna do a mandala." But there… I wasn't
- 10:11really even excited about it.
- 10:13I just felt like I should do it.
- 10:15And it… But it wasn't like a chore, but I wanted to draw, and I just didn't
- 10:20feel like drawing sacred geometry.
- 10:22I just felt, like, a little bit curious about the mandalas.
- 10:25And for a really long time, I have had the opportunity to draw mandalas, and
- 10:31I was not dra- I wasn't like, uh…
- 10:33No, I don't feel any, any resonance with it So I kind of went against the
- 10:39grain and really even wasn't convinced within myself that I was gonna enjoy
- 10:44it, but there was just something within me that was like, "Oh, what the heck,
- 10:47I'm just gonna do a mandala." And one of the things that was holding me
- 10:51back is that I, from a very early age, did not feel like I was good at art.
- 10:59And the sacred geometry, again, because you've got these, like, tight parameters
- 11:06that are guiding you, there's not a ton… I mean, the, it's weird because
- 11:11there is artistry with sacred geometry, and there's not that freeform that, um…
- 11:18So I could do a lot of sacred geometry and it would look really nice, but I
- 11:24didn't, I still didn't feel like I was crossing the threshold of artistry.
- 11:30Um, right or wrong, 'cause I could argue that the whole other way, but that's
- 11:34just the, the inner way that it felt.
- 11:36And as I was engaging in this mandala, um, I was ver- I could feel the
- 11:44resistance of like, "Oh, you're not an artist." Like, "This is, this is not
- 11:48your domain, and this is not worthwhile.
- 11:53This is not…" I could feel all of those things.
- 11:55But I, I pushed through it, and again, not in like a, an un- not in a way that
- 12:00was like, "Oh, I'm hating every step of this." In a curious way, but also
- 12:04had those kind of nagging, like, things that were telling me, I could s- hear
- 12:09it, like, "You're not good at this.
- 12:10You're not gonna be good at this.
- 12:11You're gonna be frustrated."
- 12:12And, and just doing it anyway.
- 12:14And there was some of that.
- 12:15I was watching a tutorial online that was helping me to, um,
- 12:22to know my way through this.
- 12:25Hello.
- 12:26Hello, Year of the Fire Horse 2026.
- 12:28Good to see you.
- 12:29Thanks for joining.
- 12:30Um, I was using this tutorial.
- 12:34So I'm watching an artist who is doing it really well, and, and I
- 12:39can see the difference, you know.
- 12:41Mine was, was not as sharp as theirs and not as confident.
- 12:46But what happened is that, one, I got better as I went along, and two, I could
- 12:53feel myself stretching and growing.
- 12:55I f- I could feel my energy changing in the acceptance of s- of being
- 13:03uncomfortable and of doing it anyway.
- 13:05And there is this growth as we allow ourselves to
- 13:09stretch past our comfort zone.
- 13:12And there's also the untruth of what we're good at, because we can become
- 13:20good at anything at any point in time.
- 13:23I, in a totally different way but very similar, I had Dr. Lottie
- 13:27on, um, in the summer And she went back, she went to med school at 52.
- 13:34She decided to become a doctor at 52, and she was born in Sweden, so i- and
- 13:42she was doing this in America, so she had to, before she could even start medical
- 13:46school and do all of the training that has to, years and years of school, medical
- 13:52school, but also, like, the residency and the interns and all of that piece of it,
- 13:58she had to go to community college to get some of the basic chemistry and biology
- 14:03that she needed because she hadn't had to do those types of things in Sweden.
- 14:08So she was starting, like, even more baseline than somebody who would
- 14:11have a bachelor's degree that they haven't, you know, that they got 25
- 14:15years ago or 30 years ago or whatever.
- 14:19So she went through all of that training at 52 And so that's really,
- 14:27really starting over, and having a big uphill climb before you can
- 14:33even start practicing on your own.
- 14:37But I- I've read this book, or I'm reading this book called Draw- Drawing
- 14:42on the Right Side of the Brain by Betty Edwards, and she talks about how when
- 14:46we're little, we… Everybody loves art.
- 14:50Everybody loves being creative when they're little.
- 14:52But when they, um, they, there comes this point in time, which is kinda like
- 14:58later elementary school into middle school, where we start to notice the
- 15:04difference between us and others, and we can see that there are people who
- 15:09are very, who find art a lot easier, and their output is so much better.
- 15:14And we can plainly see, oh, that person's really good at art.
- 15:18That is what an artist is.
- 15:20And then we start to take ourselves out of the, the equation.
- 15:23We get more self-conscious about it, and this is showing up in other areas of our
- 15:27lives at that developmental stage as well.
- 15:30But we start to tell ourselves this story that we are not gifted
- 15:33and that it's not worth our time.
- 15:36But art really is something that is, we can do it just for pleasure.
- 15:41We don't have to do it for the result, and that is something that I'm also
- 15:47engaging with, uh, through this process of any sort of perfectionism within
- 15:54me, any sort of, um, anything that I'm coming up against where it's like, "Oh,
- 15:59it's not perfect, so should I just stop?
- 16:01Oh, I've made some mistakes here.
- 16:04Is this, you know, is it even worth continuing to go, keep going?" And there,
- 16:10it, because when you're drawing, and again, drawing, this is just a metaphor
- 16:15for anything that you wanna try that's new, because you're not gonna be great
- 16:18at it when you first start, right?
- 16:20You've got to have, you've gotta build up your strength and your practice and
- 16:24your motor memory, your muscle memory.
- 16:27But I'm, I'm working on that within myself of, okay, I know that I've,
- 16:33I may, oh, there's another mistake.
- 16:35There's another mistake.
- 16:37But- What happens if I keep going?
- 16:40Because the finished product is, you know, you're, you're not really gonna
- 16:46necessarily look at every single brushstroke and every single line and
- 16:51every si- It's the totality of it all.
- 16:54So it's like, can I stick with it?
- 16:56Can I adapt it?
- 16:58Can I, can I accept the imperfections?
- 17:01Can I see the beauty even in the imperfections?
- 17:04So there are so many different ways that we can become challenged, that
- 17:10we can stretch and grow and live through experience, and it also
- 17:15does amazing things for your brain.
- 17:18When you, in, when you're working in the creative mode, you're working and
- 17:24engaging the right hemisphere of the brain You're engaging the more creative
- 17:30aspects of yourself that often, in today's world, are lying dormant.
- 17:35So you're really activating things within yourself.
- 17:39And one final thing on the art front is that you don't…
- 17:43You may feel like, "Well, I don't even have any supplies for art or anything."
- 17:48Get a pencil, get a pad of paper, go online, look at YouTube, and there are
- 17:55all kinds of places to start where you can just start getting a feel for the,
- 17:59the drawing, get a feel for the, um, the cr- getting into the creative mode.
- 18:05And you can slowly add some art supplies.
- 18:09You know, slowly, if you like just being on a pad of paper, you know,
- 18:14maybe you wanna get a sketchbook.
- 18:15Maybe you wanna get a set of colored pencils, um, a compass, something.
- 18:21But it doesn't have to be a, like, oh, let me, um, uh, I've gotta go and get
- 18:26all the supplies and get a canvas and get, you know, and, and I've gotta be
- 18:32great at it the first time I try it.
- 18:34You know, this is… Let it be a process, and challenge yourself
- 18:37to enjoy the whole process.
- 18:40Even the beginning when it's like, oh my gosh, I have nowhere to go
- 18:44but up because this looks terrible.
- 18:46You know, there's a, oh, okay, thank you, thanks for coming.
- 18:50Um, so glad you were here.
- 18:53So there's this whole beauty to the whole process.
- 18:58So if you can just immerse yourself in it, let yourself be a beginner.
- 19:03Let yourself feel into that, and know that you will keep getting better.
- 19:08So it will be, even though what you're drawing now isn't what you'd hoped it
- 19:14would be, you know, imagine looking back on that after doing 20 more drawings of
- 19:18different things and then seeing how much, because you will naturally get better.
- 19:23It's just experience.
- 19:25So the other piece to this where it's different but similar of how
- 19:31an unexpected spiritual experience and multidimensional experience that
- 19:37I've had has come through Pilates.
- 19:39So I, again, never really expected that I'd be interested in Pilates but,
- 19:45um, a friend of mine was wanting to sign up, and I was like, "Oh, maybe.
- 19:49Maybe I'll try that." So I One of the things that with that particular
- 19:55exercise is that it is very fine-tuned.
- 19:59Like, they, the whole point is to engage s- muscles that you don't use very much.
- 20:07And so you've got these bigger muscles that are doing the heavy
- 20:12lifting all throughout your day.
- 20:13So when you're, when you're walking upstairs, when you're lifting
- 20:16something, there are these big muscles.
- 20:19And, and I'm not like a, I was never that interested in, in
- 20:24anatomy, so there, I don't know if it's like the, the glutes maybe.
- 20:29No, the… What are the thigh muscles called?
- 20:31Like, the front of your thighs.
- 20:33That's one example of a, a muscle that, uh… 'Cause the
- 20:36glutes are the back, right?
- 20:37So I can't remember even what the front of the…
- 20:40The quads maybe.
- 20:41The quads.
- 20:41Um, but because the mu- the e- the exercises in Pilates are so minute and
- 20:49they're really specific, so they're… It's like, for example, put your
- 20:52heels together and now push away.
- 20:55'Cause I'm doing it on a reformer, so it's a machine.
- 20:58But it's like put your heels together, so you're pushing out
- 21:01with your toes to pull back, and it engages the sides of your legs.
- 21:07And it, that's just one example.
- 21:10There are, like, a million different exercises, and you're finding these
- 21:15finer muscles, even like in your feet, in your ankles, where I feel
- 21:21like I'm activating muscles that just do not get used because we've got
- 21:27these bigger muscles that, that do.
- 21:29They're like the workhorses of the body.
- 21:32But this is bleeding into my time outside of Pilates.
- 21:37Because, for example, I can feel automatically when I'm, like, walking
- 21:41up the stairs, I can feel now those big muscles, the workhorse muscles that
- 21:46wanna take over that are always carrying the load, and I can feel myself kinda
- 21:52going, "Oh, let's step more on the outside of my foot To activate other
- 21:58muscle groups and/or step more on the inner part to kind of get the inner
- 22:05parts, uh, inner littler muscles going.
- 22:09And it's this, this tuning in to the, the little details of the body.
- 22:17But this has imp- implications outside of the physical, because this also
- 22:24applies… It's a, it's a metaphor, but it's also an experiential way that we
- 22:29understand that there are so many parts to ourselves, and also emotionally,
- 22:34spiritually, and mentally, there are these big kind of obvious things that we…
- 22:42So for example, with thoughts, there may be the big obvious thoughts
- 22:45that are constantly circling, and they may not be beneficial for us.
- 22:50We may have these thoughts that are the big thoughts that
- 22:53are, are under everything.
- 22:56They're doing all the heavy lifting, and it may be it's stuff about our
- 22:59worthiness that, like, no matter what shows up, we tell ourselves this
- 23:03story that we're not worthy or we're not good enough, we couldn't do that.
- 23:08We're, you know, whatever.
- 23:09But it's this constant reinforcement, and it's happening in the background,
- 23:14but it's kind of like the default, and we don't even know that it's
- 23:17doing so much work, that that's where we're always heading back to.
- 23:21But we can become more attuned to the subtleties and
- 23:28start to work other muscles.
- 23:31Not just the physical muscles, but other ways of, okay, like maybe at the beginning
- 23:36of this, this live stream when I'm talking about art and maybe you just dismissed it
- 23:41and you're like, "Well, I'm not an artist, so next. I'm not gonna listen to that.
- 23:44I'm not gonna do something like that," but you're… That's that immediate,
- 23:48like, easy muscle of like, nope, I've got m- I'm c- I don't have time for that.
- 23:54I don't have… I'm not good at that or whatever.
- 23:57But there's, there are these other aspects of you that may want to grow
- 24:02and challenge and try something new and expand in a certain way, and
- 24:08those are those quieter parts of you.
- 24:10They're the more suppressed parts of you.
- 24:13And so it's this, it's this ability, this, of, of paying attention to the s- the, the
- 24:23subtler pieces of you and exercising them.
- 24:28Like, oh, well, there's this really quiet part of me that, that remembers that I
- 24:34used to enjoy dancing when I was little.
- 24:37I really loved to move and to spin and to dance.
- 24:42But I got to a point where I was too busy to do that.
- 24:48Or I didn't value that anymore.
- 24:49I vali- valued my mind, or I valued some working or something.
- 24:55But maybe there's this little quiet part of you that's still there that loved
- 25:02dancing, and so what might that bring into your life if you were to embrace
- 25:07that, and you were to nurture that, and you were to find a way to exercise that
- 25:15part of yourself, to express that part of yourself So there's a lot there.
- 25:22You know, you can take this in so many different directions, that there are
- 25:25these quiet parts of yourself that are here to express, and you may be in such
- 25:34a comfort zone with your days, with your weeks, with your years, with your
- 25:40life, with just how you're used to doing things, that you're… There are things
- 25:46lying quietly within you that you might really get a lot from if you, if you
- 25:55leaned into them and explored them.
- 25:58So I encourage you to notice within yourself.
- 26:03And so this can be with quiet time.
- 26:05You can go… You could do a meditation.
- 26:09You could ask before you go to sleep, like, "What is something that is rising
- 26:14within me that wants to be expressed? What would help my soul to be able to
- 26:19move through me more, more readily?"
- 26:23That might be fun to, to phrase it in that way and ask yourself that
- 26:28question, and then release the need to have an answer right away.
- 26:33But, but feel into and pay attention.
- 26:36What shows up in your life?
- 26:37What shows up in your dreams?
- 26:39Are you dancing in your dreams?
- 26:41Are you surfboarding in your dreams?
- 26:44Are you roller skating in your dreams?
- 26:47Are you cr- cr- uh, sculpting or doing pottery or gardening?
- 26:52What is showing up in your dreams?
- 26:54What's showing up… What are people talking about around you that's lighting
- 26:58you up, that's like, ooh, wow, I, I remember that time that I took that
- 27:04pottery class and how that felt, and then I just lost time for it, and I'm
- 27:08gonna go back, I'm gonna see what kind of local pottery classes there are for me.
- 27:14Any kind of number of things, but this is the way to let your soul in.
- 27:20Let it in and feel it and experience it and let it move through you.
- 27:26Let yourself express.
- 27:28Let yourself be human.
- 27:30You are not a machine.
- 27:32You are not artificial.
- 27:34You are organic.
- 27:36You are a human, and you have value, and part of your value
- 27:42is in your creative expression.
- 27:44That is part of what… Why did you bother to come here?
- 27:47You did not bother to take on a life, a human life, and be an automaton.
- 27:56You came here to create and to express and to experience your soul, so do it.
- 28:04Thank you so much for being here.
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