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Infertility, Giving Birth & The Medical Industrial Complex · Cosmic Peach

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  Speaker 1: Baby, You're my game statoo. It takes a little tangle.
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  Speaker 1: Greetings, welcome to Wake the Dead Today. We are delighted
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  Speaker 1: to have our good friend Julia from Cosmic Peach here
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  Speaker 1: to join us and tell us about her epic battle
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  Speaker 1: with the medical Industrial Complex and your survival and your
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  Speaker 1: triumph at the end with a beautiful baby boy. Congratulations
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  Speaker 1: for that again.
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  Speaker 2: We thank you. Yeah, no, thanks for having me too.
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  Speaker 2: I mean, I think you know a lot of my
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  Speaker 2: listeners at least know how I feel about the medical
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  Speaker 2: industrial Complex. Being pregnant and having to go through it
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  Speaker 2: is even worse. It's scary. You definitely have to advocate
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  Speaker 2: for yourself at every turn, and sometimes they are absolutely
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  Speaker 2: astonished that someone would exercise their sovereignty. Let's just say
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  Speaker 2: that they're shocked that someone would even try to. So,
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  Speaker 2: I mean, this is a crazy story, and I think
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  Speaker 2: you know anybody out there, who's pregnant in twenty twenty five.
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  Speaker 2: We're all in this together, so it's not just you.
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  Speaker 2: I've had a crazy trip and I can't I can't
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  Speaker 2: wait to get into it's it's wild.
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  Speaker 1: That's beautiful. So this you, uh, it started as like
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  Speaker 1: a dream that you were told could not happen, right,
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  Speaker 1: Why is that what happened in your life where they
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  Speaker 1: told you that that could not be possible to have
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  Speaker 1: a baby.
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  Speaker 2: So I actually was placed on birth control when I
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  Speaker 2: was in fourth grade, which is you know, nineties girls
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  Speaker 2: out there, some of you probably can you know, relate
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  Speaker 2: to this, but it was heavily pushed on my mom
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  Speaker 2: to get me started on that as soon as I
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  Speaker 2: had a period. And she was like, well, she's in
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  Speaker 2: fourth grade. She's not sexually active, I know. And they
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  Speaker 2: were like, well, it's not for that, it's actually it
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  Speaker 2: will help her. She'll have clear skin and she won't
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  Speaker 2: you have extraordinarily long periods, and it'll just help her
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  Speaker 2: be regular, and da, da da, And they sold my
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  Speaker 2: mom this like pipe dream that this was so good
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  Speaker 2: for me. And so from fourth grade until I was
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  Speaker 2: twenty five years old, I was on birth control because
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  Speaker 2: I just didn't know fucking any better, and it destroyed
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  Speaker 2: my body's natural ability to ovulate, because that's what the
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  Speaker 2: birth control pill does, is it prevents your body from ovulating.
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  Speaker 2: So what ended up happening is I got all these
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  Speaker 2: cysts on my ovaries that I didn't even know about
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  Speaker 2: until I was an adult, and I had, like they
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  Speaker 2: called them, they looked like strings of pearls. There was
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  Speaker 2: that many on my ovaries, just like twenty five thirty
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  Speaker 2: cysts on each ovary because my ovaries were trying to
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  Speaker 2: produce eggs in the birth control pills were stiphening that
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  Speaker 2: process from happening. So they just turned into big, huge
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  Speaker 2: cysts all over my ovaries. And you can imagine from
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  Speaker 2: fourth grade until adulthood how fucked my reproductive system was.
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  Speaker 2: And to top it all off, on you know, a
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  Speaker 2: side tangent, when I was in middle school, I think
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  Speaker 2: like six or seventh grade, the new thing was the
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  Speaker 2: Gardasil shot for girls. So on top of being on
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  Speaker 2: birth control pills, they pushed heavily in the early two thousands,
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  Speaker 2: all girls need to get this because it can prevent
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  Speaker 2: the top three strains of HPV or something like that.
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  Speaker 2: And before COVID. You know, everybody was freaked out that
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  Speaker 2: the COVID jab was in multiple parts and you had
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  Speaker 2: to go back and then you had to get a
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  Speaker 2: booster and all that. That's how the Gardasil shot was.
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  Speaker 2: You had to go back several times. It was like
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  Speaker 2: a three part shot. So, you know, even as far
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  Speaker 2: back as the early two thousands, before COVID was even
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  Speaker 2: a thing, they were doing these weird three part vaccines
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  Speaker 2: for some anomalous thing that probably you were probably never
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  Speaker 2: gonna get. And I know a lot of people who
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  Speaker 2: got gardasil who still ended up getting fucking HPV. So
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  Speaker 2: it's like why the fuck? You know. So I think
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  Speaker 2: that there has been a concentrated assault on young women
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  Speaker 2: from my generation, maybe like nineties to now, starting with like, oh,
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  Speaker 2: you got your period in the fourth grade, which why
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  Speaker 2: do you even have your period in the fourth grade?
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  Speaker 2: Right to you know, immediate birth control guard a cell
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  Speaker 2: And when I went to actually try to conceive, they
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  Speaker 2: told me all the ways that it would never be possible,
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  Speaker 2: and they said, well, you know, you'll have to be
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  Speaker 2: off birth control pills for like a year. You have
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  Speaker 2: these huge cysts on your ovaries that need to get
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  Speaker 2: cleared up, you know. And by the way, your uterus
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  Speaker 2: is in two pieces.
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  Speaker 1: Wow, So imagine hearing that.
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  Speaker 2: I think with a developing body, and this is just
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  Speaker 2: a theory because they say that it has nothing to
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  Speaker 2: do with it, but this is my theory. And they
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  Speaker 2: said that it has nothing to do with it. But
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  Speaker 2: my body was still developing at the time that I
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  Speaker 2: started having a period, right, and they immediately put me
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  Speaker 2: on all these hormone blockers, and so my system never
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  Speaker 2: got to regulate itself. My uterus obviously was still developing,
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  Speaker 2: in my opinion, and it's called they have two names
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  Speaker 2: for it. Some some doctors have said that I have
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  Speaker 2: a didelphis uterus, and some doctors say that I have
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  Speaker 2: a septate uterus. But basically it's when your uterus it's
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  Speaker 2: supposed to be shaped like like a bowl almost, and
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  Speaker 2: mine is in two separate pieces. And if I could,
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  Speaker 2: I don't even know if I could do a screen share.
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  Speaker 2: Anybody who wants to know what it looks like, you
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  Speaker 2: can google it. But it's basically it's it's my uterus
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  Speaker 2: is split in half and it's in two pieces. On
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  Speaker 2: top of having ovarian cysts and like can't ovulate and
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  Speaker 2: all this, and so what they tell you is, oh,
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  Speaker 2: you have a condition. It's called polycystic ovarian syndrome, which
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  Speaker 2: is a new name that they because they couldn't explain
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  Speaker 2: why all these women who got started on the birth
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  Speaker 2: control pill when they were in fourth grade can't have
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  Speaker 2: babies now, right, So they had to come up with
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  Speaker 2: a name for it, right, the.
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  Speaker 1: Birth control's fault. It had to be some disease that
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  Speaker 1: came from.
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  Speaker 2: You, yes, right, So they came up with this name
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  Speaker 2: for why this generation of women. And you can talk
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  Speaker 2: to anybody, there is such a surge right now of
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  Speaker 2: women getting diagnosed with this. It's it's disgusting they and
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  Speaker 2: they have zero you know what. The cure is more
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  Speaker 2: birth control pills. Oh the one treatment is yeah, right,
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  Speaker 2: it's really cure.
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  Speaker 1: What they want is to have a baby gestate outside
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  Speaker 1: of the mother's wombs, so they don't even need a
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  Speaker 1: mother altogether. They can have breast milk made in a
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  Speaker 1: petri dish. Yeah, that's what's coming. But anyway, we're talking
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  Speaker 1: about you here.
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  Speaker 2: Sorry, well, no, that that's the plan because but it's
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  Speaker 2: like I said, they pushed so hard and like as
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  Speaker 2: I was getting older and like talking to my friends
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  Speaker 2: and shit was like, oh, I'm on the pill too. Yeah,
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  Speaker 2: my mom got me that too. Oh yeah, I got
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  Speaker 2: the guarded hill too. It was like, yeah, this it's
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  Speaker 2: been pushed on everybody since I don't know, two thousand
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  Speaker 2: and one, right, So yeah, and uh they they told
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  Speaker 2: me the probability of me successfully carrying and conceiving a
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  Speaker 2: baby were damn near impossible because of all this shit
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  Speaker 2: that was wrong with me. And I did get pregnant
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  Speaker 2: once and I did lose that baby, and they were like, well,
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  Speaker 2: you know, you have half a uterus, and you have
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  Speaker 2: all these cysts, and you have this, and you have that.
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  Speaker 2: And I was like, okay, well, I'm I guess I
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  Speaker 2: just will give up on this because after you go
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  Speaker 2: through that once, that's not an experience you want to
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  Speaker 2: repeat again. As badly as you may want a baby,
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  Speaker 2: lose using them is so hard. It makes you like
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  Speaker 2: it puts you in a dark place where it's like
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  Speaker 2: I want one, but if I have to keep doing
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  Speaker 2: this over and over again, I can't. Like this is horrible,
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  Speaker 2: this is awful. So it's almost like, you know, it's
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  Speaker 2: like a sacrifice in a way. Too, because the amount
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  Speaker 2: of women that I have found with my condition that
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  Speaker 2: loses their babies, it's staggeringly high statistic. I mean, it's gross.
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  Speaker 2: People who have pcos their probability of miscarriage is like
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  Speaker 2: sixty percent or something for the first pregnancy. So it's
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  Speaker 2: like they've set up a system to where even if
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  Speaker 2: you can, by a fucking miracle chance in hell get pregnant,
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  Speaker 2: you probably won't have a baby still because and because
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  Speaker 2: of my half a uterist situation or whatever. The first
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  Speaker 2: time that I got pregnant, I was around twelve weeks
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  Speaker 2: and I started hemorrhaging really bad, and then I had
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  Speaker 2: to have an emergency like DNC and it was horrible
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  Speaker 2: and I thought I was gonna die and I was
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  Speaker 2: bleeding out, and they were like, yeah, well, you know
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  Speaker 2: you have this. This is really common. It affects a
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  Speaker 2: lot of women, and it's just something that we should
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  Speaker 2: accept because you know, we've shoved birth control pills and
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  Speaker 2: guard to seeled down everybody's throat for the last ten years,
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  Speaker 2: and we're seeing this more and more every day, and
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  Speaker 2: it's like, okay, so it should just just be normal.
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  Speaker 1: I guess to right, trauma is normal your trauma that
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  Speaker 1: you were experiencing. Get over it. It's normal.
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  Speaker 2: That's how it made me feel. I was like, so
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  Speaker 2: it's normal to get pregnant and almost die, Like that's
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  Speaker 2: that's okay. So y'all all right these days.
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  Speaker 1: The medical industrial complex, right, yes.
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  Speaker 2: Right, yeah. So because of that experience, my ex husband
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  Speaker 2: and I actually went our separate ways and I met
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  Speaker 2: my current has been obviously and moved here. And I
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  Speaker 2: was under the impression that it may never happen, and
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  Speaker 2: I had just kind of accepted that, and I stopped
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  Speaker 2: taking all of this stuff that they told me I
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  Speaker 2: should be taking because they said, oh, you know, having
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  Speaker 2: this condition, it's it's killed your thyroid. And so I
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  Speaker 2: was like, all right, so now I have a thyroid condition,
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  Speaker 2: I have this that, And they just kept adding stuff
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  Speaker 2: to this list of like I should just fucking go
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  Speaker 2: kill myself, like I'm gonna have to be hooked up
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  Speaker 2: to a machine to live, pretty much like I have
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  Speaker 2: no thyroid, I have this, I have that. So I
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  Speaker 2: just stopped taking everything, and I want to say, like
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  Speaker 2: two months later, I found out I was pregnant. Now
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  Speaker 2: this is the crazy thing, because I just let my
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  Speaker 2: body do it. Heal itself pretty much, because you know
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  Speaker 2: your body can do that. I know they don't want
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  Speaker 2: you to know this, but it can. So yeah, yeah,
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  Speaker 2: it's so. I found out I was pregnant, but praumatized
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  Speaker 2: me to the point where I was waiting for the
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  Speaker 2: other shoe to drop all nine months because they would
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  Speaker 2: just keep telling me things like, well, you know, your
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  Speaker 2: baby's only going to have half the room a normal
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  Speaker 2: baby would have because you have half a uterus. Oh
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  Speaker 2: and you can still get pregnant in the other side
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  Speaker 2: of your uterus even while you're pregnant, right, I'm Sean,
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  Speaker 2: I'm telling you. I felt like I was on some
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  Speaker 2: Frankenstein shit, and I kept waiting for the other shoe
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  Speaker 2: to drop the entire nine months. I was like, Okay,
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  Speaker 2: I got through the first month, I'm all right now.
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  Speaker 2: I got through the second month, I'm all right now.
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  Speaker 2: And they kept doing blood work and they were like,
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  Speaker 2: we just you know, it's so surprising, like with all
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  Speaker 2: this stuff you have wrong with you, it's like going
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  Speaker 2: so good. Yeah, but they still kept on with like,
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  Speaker 2: you have no thighid function and you might lose the baby.
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  Speaker 2: Any anything that they could find to say you might
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  Speaker 2: lose the baby because you have the and they would
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  Speaker 2: tell me to oh, your your thyroids, steal shit, you
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  Speaker 2: might lose the baby. And then they were like, you
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  Speaker 2: have no you're severely anemic. You might lose the baby.
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  Speaker 2: You know you have half a uterus. You might lose
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  Speaker 2: the baby if you don't do this, this, this, and
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  Speaker 2: so I was so traumatized by you might lose the
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  Speaker 2: baby because of your broken body that we have given
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  Speaker 2: you congrats that I opted to do. I tried to
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  Speaker 2: find an in between a home birth and a hospital birth,
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  Speaker 2: and this is important.
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  Speaker 1: You did that too with you earthing center.
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  Speaker 2: Earthing center. Yeah, And that's why I feel like it's
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  Speaker 2: important to talk about this kind of stuff because I
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  Speaker 2: feel like people may not understand that, even though they
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  Speaker 2: would like to traumatize you and scare you to death,
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  Speaker 2: that you have to have a hospital birth. You don't.
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  Speaker 2: You could literally give birth in a field outside. But I,
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  Speaker 2: with all my medical problems and with almost bleeding out
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  Speaker 2: the first time, I was like, let's find a happy
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  Speaker 2: medium to where I don't die, the baby comes out safely.
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  Speaker 2: But I don't want to go to a fucking er.
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  Speaker 2: That's for day. I'm sure, right, So I had a midwife.
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  Speaker 2: It was a pretty positive experience with the midwife because
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  Speaker 2: they're more holistic in nature. They're not really like pill
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  Speaker 2: pushers or like, you know, weirdos like that. But when
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  Speaker 2: I got to so my birth plan was they have
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  Speaker 2: this big tub and I was going to do a
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  Speaker 2: water berth and it was gonna be great and it
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  Speaker 2: was gonna be but none of that fucking happened. Yeah,
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  Speaker 2: none of that fucking happened. What happened was I went
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  Speaker 2: into labor on his due date, which is a crazy
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  Speaker 2: small fraction of babies that actually come on their due date.
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  Speaker 2: But I was like, oh my god, he's actually going
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  Speaker 2: to come on his due date.
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  Speaker 1: No.
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  Speaker 2: I labored at home for like thirty something hours, unmedicated.
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  Speaker 2: I wanted to die. It was horrible. He was just
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  Speaker 2: it was just not getting me anywhere. I just kept
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  Speaker 2: having contractions and nothing was fucking happening. So by the
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  Speaker 2: time I got to the birth center, I was like,
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  Speaker 2: what drugs are available? I think I'm going to die,
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  Speaker 2: And you know how I am, I don't want the drugs. Sure,
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  Speaker 2: trying to have a baby hanging halfway out our badge? Yeah, yeah, yeah,
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  Speaker 2: you're gonna be wanting some fucking drugs, right. But something
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  Speaker 2: I learned though, is the place that I chose to
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  Speaker 2: go to they give you andal and it is strictly
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  Speaker 2: numbing medication that they give you. And the anesthesiologists clarified
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  Speaker 2: that for me because he said, yeah, they've been starting
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  Speaker 2: to want to put fitanel in the epidurals, so they
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  Speaker 2: give you a numbing agent and they give you fittanyl
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  Speaker 2: through your epidural and I was like, I don't want
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  Speaker 2: any fucking fitan all. If the numbing agent isn't going
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  Speaker 2: to cut it, then I did, I'll just feel everything
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  Speaker 2: I don't want to.
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  Speaker 1: Have is not that bad actually anyway, but.
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  Speaker 2: You hear so many horror I don't want.
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  Speaker 1: What they're doing cracked. I mean, it's probably best in
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  Speaker 1: the long run to have no drugs, like.
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  Speaker 2: Please say, yeah, well no. I was just like in
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  Speaker 2: the middle of trying to like have contractions and think
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  Speaker 2: about all this stuff, and I was like, oh God,
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  Speaker 2: I don't want fucking fittin al and the baby and
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  Speaker 2: like whatever.
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  Speaker 1: That's a commendable choice because when you're in that moment,
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  Speaker 1: you're like, ugh, I got all this pain, like but
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  Speaker 1: you stayed true to what you really wanted, So that's good.
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  Speaker 2: Yeah. And if I would have been able to have
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  Speaker 2: my contractions getting me somewhere, I probably wouldn't have went
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  Speaker 2: for the epidural, but they weren't getting me anywhere. And
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  Speaker 2: then they started with are you familiar with the potosin? Yeah, dude,
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  Speaker 2: there are so many horror stories about the potosin, and
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  Speaker 2: they will, oh, so it is. Your body creates this
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  Speaker 2: natural hormone I guess it's called oxytocin, and it helps
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  Speaker 2: move the baby along out the it softens the cervix,
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  Speaker 2: it gets things going. Your body produces this naturally, and
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  Speaker 2: so bond. Yes. And so what they've started to do
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  Speaker 2: is they've hijacked this natural process that your body goes
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  Speaker 2: through and they've made a synthetic version of it, and
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  Speaker 2: it's called potocin. And they have just decided they don't
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  Speaker 2: care even if you're ten centimeters dilated and ready to push.
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  Speaker 2: They still want you to have it for some reason.
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  Speaker 2: And so just everybody gets it. It's like a you know,
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  Speaker 2: one size fits all is as soon as you get there,
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  Speaker 2: everybody gets the potosin. And so they they said, yeah,
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  Speaker 2: we we went ahead and started that for you. And
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  Speaker 2: I was like, oh, okay, well fuck me. I guess
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  Speaker 2: that they just had it already going.
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  Speaker 1: And then.
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  Speaker 2: I guess because when you're well, I mean, it's it's
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  Speaker 2: like when you're in a state of pan right, they
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  Speaker 2: just start doing stuff for you. Like I didn't want
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  Speaker 2: to have IVS, but it was, you know, oh, no,
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  Speaker 2: we're gonna. We already told them, they're on their way,
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  Speaker 2: they're about to you know.
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  Speaker 1: Yeah, we've got to trust the science. I mean of science.
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  Speaker 2: I mean, dude, and this might be you know whatever,
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  Speaker 2: t am I, but it's just worth noting in case
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  Speaker 2: somebody else has to go through this. When I envisioned
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  Speaker 2: giving birth and like the water tub and like just
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  Speaker 2: oh and my baby, and like, you know, I'll tell
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  Speaker 2: you what happened was, I had seventeen thousand different fucking
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  Speaker 2: wires strapped to my body, tubes running. I had the
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  Speaker 2: catheter in my back for the epidural. I had an
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  Speaker 2: IVY with the potocin and with fluids and whatever the
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  Speaker 2: fuck else they were pumping me full of. I had
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  Speaker 2: contraction monitors strapped to my belly, and then I had
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  Speaker 2: two heart monitors for the baby. Strapped to my belly.
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  Speaker 2: Then I had a heart monitor, and then because of
• 20:46
  Speaker 2: the epidural, they were like, now we have to give
• 20:48
  Speaker 2: you a catheter in case you try to piss everywhere,
• 20:51
  Speaker 2: So I had, and then at some point they strapped
• 20:54
  Speaker 2: something to my foot, so I literally couldn't even move
• 20:57
  Speaker 2: in the bed because I had tubes, wires and just
• 21:02
  Speaker 2: so I literally felt like I was, you know, in
• 21:05
  Speaker 2: fucking eraser Head or something. I feel like a science
• 21:10
  Speaker 2: experiment right now.
• 21:12
  Speaker 1: Like a carpenter or something like that.
• 21:14
  Speaker 2: Right. It was dystopian nightmare that I and I would say,
• 21:19
  Speaker 2: can I get like just one thing removed? Like can
• 21:22
  Speaker 2: I have one thing taken off?
• 21:24
  Speaker 1: And they were like no, sorry, so you're room fully gone,
• 21:29
  Speaker 1: Like they just take over and they do yeah in
• 21:32
  Speaker 1: this other place, yes, yeah.
• 21:35
  Speaker 2: And I was shocked because it was supposed to you know,
• 21:38
  Speaker 2: it's supposed to be like the happy medium in between
• 21:40
  Speaker 2: like going to a fucking er or something and giving
• 21:43
  Speaker 2: birth in a field, which you know, if you can
• 21:46
  Speaker 2: do the field, you should probably do that, or else
• 21:48
  Speaker 2: you're gonna.
• 21:49
  Speaker 1: Get these Yeah, probably best idea if you're gonna have
• 21:53
  Speaker 1: a nice clean field somewhere, but best you can get
• 21:58
  Speaker 1: put a blanket down or yeah. But so they had
• 22:03
  Speaker 1: you wired up like like you were like RoboCop there.
• 22:06
  Speaker 1: They just had to m h took your consciousness and
• 22:10
  Speaker 1: strapped it down.
• 22:12
  Speaker 2: Yes, and I was I had at that point, I
• 22:16
  Speaker 2: had been awake for like forty something hours, right, because
• 22:20
  Speaker 2: if you contraction, yeah, you can't sleep through that.
• 22:23
  Speaker 1: Shit.
• 22:24
  Speaker 2: I don't care what anybody says, You're not sleeping through that.
• 22:27
  Speaker 2: So by the time the epidural kicked in, I just
• 22:29
  Speaker 2: wanted to take a nap, just wanted to sleep a
• 22:32
  Speaker 2: little bit so I had energy when it was time
• 22:35
  Speaker 2: to start pushing. They came in every fucking thirty minutes,
• 22:39
  Speaker 2: rolling me around and then you know, they were like,
• 22:44
  Speaker 2: just so you know, you can't eat now, and I
• 22:47
  Speaker 2: was like, oh, so I'm fucking starving, by the way. Yeah,
• 22:53
  Speaker 2: And I said, okay, well I'm fucking starving by the way,
• 22:57
  Speaker 2: and they said you can have you can have jello
• 23:00
  Speaker 2: and you can have like chicken broth or something like.
• 23:03
  Speaker 1: That, and ice cubes.
• 23:06
  Speaker 2: You can have ice c That's that's gonna give me
• 23:09
  Speaker 2: tons of energy for pushing a human out into the world.
• 23:13
  Speaker 2: Jello cups and fucking chicken broth and fucking nursing home
• 23:18
  Speaker 2: ice cubes that smell like the fucking plague. I was like, what.
• 23:24
  Speaker 1: The fuck, man, So that's not like and you're paying
• 23:28
  Speaker 1: these people for this experience.
• 23:30
  Speaker 2: Yes, just wait till I get into it, because you know,
• 23:34
  Speaker 2: they were lucky I was in the middle of this ordeal,
• 23:37
  Speaker 2: or they would have they would have got another side
• 23:40
  Speaker 2: of me. I was just trying to survive at that point, right,
• 23:44
  Speaker 2: So it got it came time after the potocin, which
• 23:48
  Speaker 2: didn't work, and they had to keep upping it and
• 23:50
  Speaker 2: doing Oh surprise, it didn't work like it was supposed to,
• 23:54
  Speaker 2: you know. And so it did come time to push,
• 23:59
  Speaker 2: and his heart eight just started dropping down to like nothing,
• 24:03
  Speaker 2: and oh, I wasn't even there yet.
• 24:10
  Speaker 1: It was like.
• 24:12
  Speaker 2: She was like, well, I think it's about time to push,
• 24:16
  Speaker 2: and she said, and we need to because his heart
• 24:20
  Speaker 2: rate's been dropping you. Yeah. So I was like, okay,
• 24:27
  Speaker 2: that's terrifying. And so they started rolling me around to
• 24:29
  Speaker 2: like try to get his heart rate back up while
• 24:32
  Speaker 2: the middle of me trying to push, and you know,
• 24:37
  Speaker 2: I felt his head like literally halfway out of my
• 24:40
  Speaker 2: badge hole, and his heart rate just took a fucking
• 24:43
  Speaker 2: nose dive, and she was like, you gotta get him out,
• 24:46
  Speaker 2: you gotta get him out, you gotta get him out.
• 24:47
  Speaker 2: And I literally pushed with every fucking cell in my
• 24:51
  Speaker 2: body to get him out. I didn't. I pushed so hard.
• 24:54
  Speaker 2: I didn't even know he was fucking born. I was
• 24:56
  Speaker 2: still pushing and she was like, he's here, and I
• 24:59
  Speaker 2: was like, oh my god, I did it.
• 25:02
  Speaker 1: You know, it's awesome.
• 25:04
  Speaker 2: But they made me keep that fucking catheter in my
• 25:08
  Speaker 2: piss hole the whole fucking time I was pushing, and
• 25:11
  Speaker 2: that's all I could think about, sean uh. And I
• 25:14
  Speaker 2: begged her. I said, please don't make me push with this,
• 25:17
  Speaker 2: and it's all I can think about is like this
• 25:19
  Speaker 2: thing in my piss hole and like seeing the tube
• 25:22
  Speaker 2: coming out, and I was like, please take it out,
• 25:25
  Speaker 2: Please take it out, and she was like, no, sorry,
• 25:27
  Speaker 2: I don't want to get pete on. I was like,
• 25:32
  Speaker 2: please please take it out.
• 25:35
  Speaker 1: They can't have the slightest bit of uncomfort, like you
• 25:38
  Speaker 1: can be in total pain, but they can't have a
• 25:40
  Speaker 1: little bit of pea splash on them.
• 25:43
  Speaker 2: That's what I said. I was like, do you see
• 25:45
  Speaker 2: what I'm going through right now? And you're talking about
• 25:48
  Speaker 2: you don't want to get pete on, so I have
• 25:50
  Speaker 2: to get this too. Oh it was awful, but of
• 25:53
  Speaker 2: course you know, the moment you see them and they
• 25:56
  Speaker 2: put them on you, it's like, oh, I do it
• 25:58
  Speaker 2: one hundred more times. Yeah, to have this, But you know,
• 26:03
  Speaker 2: I wanted to breastfeed and they had totally cooked my thyroid,
• 26:10
  Speaker 2: so my breastfeeding never really took off. My milk wasn't
• 26:15
  Speaker 2: coming in like it was supposed to.
• 26:17
  Speaker 1: Uh.
• 26:17
  Speaker 2: And I'm now finding out if you have this thyroid problem,
• 26:22
  Speaker 2: it's harder for your breast milk to come in. So
• 26:26
  Speaker 2: thanks again for the pharmaceuticals. You know, now I can't
• 26:30
  Speaker 2: feed my baby. Thank you so much for that. And
• 26:35
  Speaker 2: you know, I'm holding him and they were like, well,
• 26:39
  Speaker 2: you know, he's got the marconium, and I think that
• 26:43
  Speaker 2: the potocin actually probably may have put him under a
• 26:45
  Speaker 2: lot of stress, and his heart rate was dropping. He
• 26:51
  Speaker 2: had marconium. For people who don't know, that means they
• 26:54
  Speaker 2: get freaked out and poop in the womb and then
• 26:57
  Speaker 2: they inhale it. So I didn't even get to hold him,
• 27:00
  Speaker 2: like two minutes before they had whisked him away and
• 27:04
  Speaker 2: they were like suctioning him and like doing all this stuff.
• 27:08
  Speaker 2: I couldn't even hold him, and I and she was like,
• 27:12
  Speaker 2: you need to keep pushing, you know, we got to
• 27:14
  Speaker 2: get this placenta out. And I'm all I can think
• 27:17
  Speaker 2: about is my baby's right there and I can't hold him,
• 27:20
  Speaker 2: I can't touch him, I can't see him, and they're
• 27:22
  Speaker 2: just you know, all these people crowding over him, and
• 27:25
  Speaker 2: I'm trying to push this fucking placina out. I'm bleeding
• 27:28
  Speaker 2: all over the place. And you know, I do think
• 27:31
  Speaker 2: that when you have medical interperents in something like that,
• 27:34
  Speaker 2: it stresses the baby out. You know. They're like, oh,
• 27:39
  Speaker 2: it's a totally normal thing that happens. You know, they
• 27:41
  Speaker 2: just shit in the womb. It's like, actually, no, that's
• 27:44
  Speaker 2: not a totally normal thing that happens. Babies have died
• 27:48
  Speaker 2: from that, right, They've had to go to the Nike
• 27:51
  Speaker 2: you for that. You know.
• 27:54
  Speaker 1: Yeah, we're very when we're lucky with our son. Like
• 27:59
  Speaker 1: the moment he came out, he like sprayed black poop
• 28:02
  Speaker 1: all over my wife. But she was so happy though,
• 28:07
  Speaker 1: like it's all good.
• 28:09
  Speaker 2: Better better it be out, you know, than in their lungs.
• 28:14
  Speaker 1: Exactly.
• 28:16
  Speaker 2: Oh god, it was. It was horrifying. And they were
• 28:21
  Speaker 2: like they sectioned him and like did whatever. And they
• 28:24
  Speaker 2: were like, okay, so you're going to try to breastfeed
• 28:26
  Speaker 2: and I was like yeah, and they just you know,
• 28:29
  Speaker 2: come over. They start undressing me and they just shove
• 28:32
  Speaker 2: his head onto my boob and they're like, yeah, he's
• 28:35
  Speaker 2: not latching.
• 28:36
  Speaker 1: Good.
• 28:36
  Speaker 2: I'm like, he's literally five seconds old. Can you give
• 28:39
  Speaker 2: him a fucking break for a second.
• 28:41
  Speaker 1: They're trying to like a like trying to fit a
• 28:44
  Speaker 1: light bulb.
• 28:46
  Speaker 2: Yes, And she was like, I'm serious. It was horrible.
• 28:51
  Speaker 2: She was like, yeah, he's not this isn't working. I
• 28:54
  Speaker 2: was like, like, can I hold him for two seconds
• 28:57
  Speaker 2: before we get this processed?
• 28:58
  Speaker 1: Start the toast and also messes with that too, doesn't it?
• 29:03
  Speaker 2: Yes? Okay, yes, so yeah, but yeah, so they they
• 29:10
  Speaker 2: didn't give me five seconds with him before they were
• 29:12
  Speaker 2: just like trying to like shove his head onto my
• 29:14
  Speaker 2: boob or whatever. And I was like, you know, maybe
• 29:16
  Speaker 2: maybe just give him a second because he's just like
• 29:19
  Speaker 2: you know.
• 29:20
  Speaker 1: Born right, yeah, and he's like just got his heart
• 29:24
  Speaker 1: rate back to normal maybe.
• 29:26
  Speaker 2: Right, yes, and just got the suction and like whatever.
• 29:30
  Speaker 1: Yeah, so he didn't latch, And what did they say
• 29:34
  Speaker 1: to you?
• 29:34
  Speaker 2: Yeah, he didn't. He wasn't trying to latch, you know,
• 29:37
  Speaker 2: because he just went through the trauma of a birth
• 29:40
  Speaker 2: in suctioning and like all this other stuff, his heart
• 29:44
  Speaker 2: rate and you know, first off, I'm not like the
• 29:48
  Speaker 2: most modest person, but like they were, they just grabbed
• 29:52
  Speaker 2: my tit and were like just shoving it in his
• 29:54
  Speaker 2: mouth and stuff, and all I could think of is, like,
• 29:57
  Speaker 2: this has got to be so traumatizing for him, Like
• 30:00
  Speaker 2: he didn't even get the chance to like get to
• 30:03
  Speaker 2: feel me first before they were just like trying to
• 30:06
  Speaker 2: shove my tit in his mouth. He can he just
• 30:09
  Speaker 2: learned how to breathe, Like literally five seconds ago he
• 30:12
  Speaker 2: had poop in his lungs. Can we give him a
• 30:14
  Speaker 2: second year? You know? So I told him to back
• 30:19
  Speaker 2: off because I was like, Okay, yeah, let's just can
• 30:21
  Speaker 2: we take a break from this because this is not
• 30:23
  Speaker 2: happening right now and they wouldn't sean. Thinking back on
• 30:33
  Speaker 2: this makes me sick to my stomach. Even so I
• 30:37
  Speaker 2: was getting stitched up right because you know, birth and
• 30:43
  Speaker 2: everything hurts. I feel like I've just gotten hit by
• 30:46
  Speaker 2: a truck. I've been sweating for an hour and a
• 30:48
  Speaker 2: half pushing my baby out. I'm covered and you can
• 30:52
  Speaker 2: guess what all different type of fluids. And she was like,
• 30:58
  Speaker 2: it's really late, and you can just take a shower
• 31:02
  Speaker 2: tomorrow when I come She was like, when I come
• 31:05
  Speaker 2: back from my shift tomorrow, I'll get a shower going
• 31:08
  Speaker 2: for you. And she handed me like a wet wipe
• 31:11
  Speaker 2: to go to the bathroom and clean myself up with.
• 31:14
  Speaker 2: And first off, I just got feeling back in the
• 31:17
  Speaker 2: lower half of my body. I can barely walk to
• 31:20
  Speaker 2: the bathroom. Now I can't shower. I have to somehow
• 31:24
  Speaker 2: use a wet wipe to clean myself up after birth.
• 31:28
  Speaker 2: And this is something I found out later. I thought
• 31:32
  Speaker 2: maybe she didn't want me to go to the shower
• 31:34
  Speaker 2: because there were other pregnant women and they had other
• 31:37
  Speaker 2: stuff to do, or maybe there was somebody else in
• 31:39
  Speaker 2: the shower. I found out the next day that I
• 31:42
  Speaker 2: was the only person in the entire birthing center and
• 31:46
  Speaker 2: she couldn't find it in her heart to let me
• 31:49
  Speaker 2: take a shower that night, even though I was covered
• 31:52
  Speaker 2: in literally blood and guts and peet and fluids and
• 31:56
  Speaker 2: like placenta juice, and like everything I had to sleep
• 32:00
  Speaker 2: in that overnight, I felt disgusting. I was trying to
• 32:06
  Speaker 2: bond with my baby and I fucking had sweated and blood,
• 32:10
  Speaker 2: and like she couldn't find it in her fucking heart
• 32:13
  Speaker 2: to let me take a ten minute shower that night,
• 32:17
  Speaker 2: and we were the only people in the birthing center.
• 32:21
  Speaker 1: I'm sorry to hear that. Well.
• 32:23
  Speaker 2: I mean it's just like that's how much they care
• 32:25
  Speaker 2: about you in this miracle of life and giving birth.
• 32:29
  Speaker 2: Is like I would have loved to have been able
• 32:32
  Speaker 2: to take a hot shower that night and like put
• 32:34
  Speaker 2: on some pajamas and just like sleep with my baby.
• 32:37
  Speaker 2: And you know, I'm in the bathroom trying to clean
• 32:40
  Speaker 2: myself up with a wet wipe, and the nurse comes
• 32:44
  Speaker 2: in takes my baby away, and she's like, I'll clean
• 32:48
  Speaker 2: him up and get him, you know, swaddle him or whatever.
• 32:51
  Speaker 2: And I was like, I can do that, you know, hello,
• 32:53
  Speaker 2: I just had him five seconds ago. I would like
• 32:56
  Speaker 2: to do that for him. And she's over there like
• 32:59
  Speaker 2: putting a little outfit on him or whatever and just
• 33:01
  Speaker 2: waddling him. And then I was like, okay, I got
• 33:04
  Speaker 2: in the bed, feeling gross, but I still wanted to
• 33:07
  Speaker 2: hold my baby, and she was like, no, you don't
• 33:10
  Speaker 2: need to sleep with your baby in the bed with you.
• 33:13
  Speaker 2: That's that's not safety. So it's she wheeled like the
• 33:18
  Speaker 2: little bacinet over to the side of the bed and
• 33:20
  Speaker 2: put him in it. And I was like, Okay, that's
• 33:24
  Speaker 2: not cool with me. That's not cool with me. You
• 33:28
  Speaker 2: took my baby away, wouldn't let me shower, and now
• 33:32
  Speaker 2: I can't sleep with him. I gotta leave him in
• 33:34
  Speaker 2: this hospital fucking approved bacinet thing on the side of
• 33:38
  Speaker 2: the bed. It's like separation, separation. Anything to do to
• 33:42
  Speaker 2: make you feel like shit and separate you from your.
• 33:44
  Speaker 1: Baby looks like a little Gerbil cage kinda.
• 33:48
  Speaker 2: Right, yeah, Like what do I want my baby in that?
• 33:52
  Speaker 1: Like?
• 33:53
  Speaker 2: Sorry, am I a fucking like my caveman? Because I
• 33:56
  Speaker 2: think I should just have a moment with my baby.
• 34:00
  Speaker 1: Well, they think that you're going to just snore and
• 34:02
  Speaker 1: roll over and suffocate your baby.
• 34:05
  Speaker 2: It's like it's like I can get that on a level, right,
• 34:10
  Speaker 2: But it was only like ten o'clock at night, I know,
• 34:15
  Speaker 2: and you know, but I'll stay up till like two
• 34:18
  Speaker 2: in the morning. Sometimes you know what I mean. It
• 34:20
  Speaker 2: was like, it wasn't like I was about to just
• 34:22
  Speaker 2: like fall asleep on him. I just wanted to have
• 34:24
  Speaker 2: a but it's like they get to decide when you
• 34:27
  Speaker 2: have a moment, even though you just gave birth to
• 34:29
  Speaker 2: him five seconds ago. Yeah.
• 34:32
  Speaker 1: Yeah, And.
• 34:35
  Speaker 2: After the whole shower debacle, which really pissed me off,
• 34:39
  Speaker 2: and you know, finding out that I was the only
• 34:43
  Speaker 2: woman there, that it would have been easy, like the
• 34:47
  Speaker 2: easiest thing ever for her to go and start a
• 34:49
  Speaker 2: shower for me, and she just didn't feel like it.
• 34:53
  Speaker 2: I didn't. She didn't come back till like one in
• 34:56
  Speaker 2: the afternoon the next day to let me take a shower,
• 34:59
  Speaker 2: so correct and every so I wake up the next morning,
• 35:06
  Speaker 2: I'm even grosser now because I've sweated in my sleep
• 35:09
  Speaker 2: and like whatever, and they come in and they they
• 35:13
  Speaker 2: are so adamant that you need to be taking thailand
• 35:16
  Speaker 2: all and advil like every couple hours, which you know, yes,
• 35:22
  Speaker 2: I just had a baby, but I wasn't like hurting
• 35:25
  Speaker 2: to the point where I needed to take Ivory pro
• 35:27
  Speaker 2: profen and Thailand all every couple hours. And they were
• 35:30
  Speaker 2: so happy to fucking walk in there with their little
• 35:33
  Speaker 2: dixie Cup with the fucking thailand all and advila I
• 35:37
  Speaker 2: I was. I even said like, I don't want this,
• 35:41
  Speaker 2: and they would be like, well, you need it, and
• 35:44
  Speaker 2: as like, fuck you, I don't want it with their
• 35:49
  Speaker 2: little fucking cup and their little fucking dancing in there
• 35:52
  Speaker 2: with their thailando and yeah, I felt like fucking one
• 35:58
  Speaker 2: flew over the cuckoo's nest meds time. I don't want it.
• 36:04
  Speaker 2: I don't even want it. They didn't offer me. I
• 36:08
  Speaker 2: was in there, okay, So here's where it starts. Is
• 36:12
  Speaker 2: really horrible. They said, after you have the baby, we
• 36:15
  Speaker 2: only asked that you stay here for twenty four hours
• 36:18
  Speaker 2: for observation and since we had to do the section
• 36:21
  Speaker 2: and like whatever, we just want to make sure both
• 36:24
  Speaker 2: of you are okay.
• 36:25
  Speaker 1: And make sure.
• 36:26
  Speaker 2: They said, yeah, right, thanks, And they said they said
• 36:34
  Speaker 2: that I had pre ecclampsia, which is I never confirmed that,
• 36:39
  Speaker 2: but they said that I had it and my blood
• 36:41
  Speaker 2: pressure was all fucked up. So I agreed for the
• 36:44
  Speaker 2: twenty four hours. Right, fine, I'll stay twenty four hours.
• 36:49
  Speaker 1: Uh.
• 36:49
  Speaker 2: They offered me no food while I was there the
• 36:52
  Speaker 2: entire time. I had Colby the only thing that was available.
• 36:57
  Speaker 2: In the area was Taco Bell. So I've literally just
• 37:00
  Speaker 2: giving birth, can't shower, feel like shit, and now I'm
• 37:03
  Speaker 2: eating Taco Bell. They offered me no fucking food the
• 37:10
  Speaker 2: entire time I was there, and their words, not mine.
• 37:15
  Speaker 2: I was getting princess treatment because I was the only
• 37:19
  Speaker 2: woman in the center. If that's the princess treatment, I
• 37:22
  Speaker 2: don't want to fucking know what the people getting the
• 37:25
  Speaker 2: shit treatment shit. So the twenty four hours quickly turned
• 37:33
  Speaker 2: into forty eight hours, turned into oh, let's do just
• 37:38
  Speaker 2: do over the weekend.
• 37:40
  Speaker 1: Wow.
• 37:40
  Speaker 2: And they would never fucking explain to me why they
• 37:44
  Speaker 2: were making me stay longer. He was healthy, I was healthy.
• 37:49
  Speaker 2: You know, Colby was sleeping on like a fucking cot
• 37:52
  Speaker 2: and like, we are literally just trying to survive. Now
• 37:55
  Speaker 2: a beautiful moment that could have been fantastic has now
• 37:58
  Speaker 2: turned into a prison sentence. Won't let me out. I
• 38:02
  Speaker 2: felt trapped in there and still no food. I'm starving,
• 38:07
  Speaker 2: can't get milk because I'm hungry, stressed, out, traumatized, and
• 38:12
  Speaker 2: you know, they wheel the little cart in there and
• 38:14
  Speaker 2: they're like, okay, vaccines, right, and I'm like so, so
• 38:22
  Speaker 2: I'm getting treated like complete dog shit and you roll
• 38:25
  Speaker 2: your fucking vaccine fucking tray in here, and I just
• 38:28
  Speaker 2: lost it at that point I was seeing red. I
• 38:31
  Speaker 2: fucking I couldn't take anything else. I was like, yeah,
• 38:35
  Speaker 2: no vaccines, thank you. And they were like, well, you know,
• 38:38
  Speaker 2: if you're not going to do vaccines, you got to
• 38:40
  Speaker 2: read this brochure and then you got to sign this paper.
• 38:44
  Speaker 1: You don't have to sign it. If you sign it,
• 38:47
  Speaker 1: then they use it against you in court. Go ahead.
• 38:49
  Speaker 2: I'm sorry, Well no, no, I'm You're exactly right, that's
• 38:54
  Speaker 2: the thing. But they don't tell you that.
• 38:56
  Speaker 1: No right, yeah, I say, oh, well you're not taking
• 39:01
  Speaker 1: care of your kids. See there's proof written, and uh,
• 39:06
  Speaker 1: it's it's like the the way the government controls. I mean,
• 39:10
  Speaker 1: that's like overhanging the way the hospital controls, you know
• 39:14
  Speaker 1: what I mean. And yes, yeah, it's sick.
• 39:18
  Speaker 2: And they and the nurses, like some of them I
• 39:21
  Speaker 2: feel like, could have been genuinely good people, but they
• 39:24
  Speaker 2: have been so conditioned and brainwashed as to if you're
• 39:27
  Speaker 2: not following these steps, then you're a bad mom. So
• 39:31
  Speaker 2: that first night that they rolled the fucking vaccine tray
• 39:34
  Speaker 2: in there, whatever vaccine like, it's like orders, no.
• 39:40
  Speaker 1: Thank you. Wow, oh, we'll just take that one. Looks
• 39:43
  Speaker 1: sweet and ye I mean yeah, right.
• 39:47
  Speaker 2: So I was like, no, no vaccines. And then they
• 39:50
  Speaker 2: were like, well, you got to read this brochure and
• 39:52
  Speaker 2: then you got to sign this paper. And then it
• 39:56
  Speaker 2: was the next thing.
• 39:57
  Speaker 1: I'm sorry, but they don't tell you to read the
• 40:00
  Speaker 1: the pamphlet on the vaccines before you do.
• 40:03
  Speaker 2: The vacin Oh no, no, no, yes, that would make
• 40:10
  Speaker 2: so So that would make more sense to me than
• 40:15
  Speaker 2: than declining the vaccine and then having to read a
• 40:18
  Speaker 2: brochure on why they're so good for your baby. Like
• 40:21
  Speaker 2: if they were like, here's two brochures, here's the pros,
• 40:24
  Speaker 2: here's the cons. Make a decision, and then let me know.
• 40:28
  Speaker 2: They just roll the tray in there like well, of
• 40:32
  Speaker 2: course you are, of course right, So you know, I
• 40:41
  Speaker 2: was like, okay, yeah, whatever, I'm good on that. The
• 40:44
  Speaker 2: next thing was the heel stick where they tell me this, yeah,
• 40:51
  Speaker 2: tell me this is not ritualistic in nature. Okay, they
• 40:54
  Speaker 2: prick the heel of the baby. They say they're going
• 40:56
  Speaker 2: to sleep through it. They don't. They fucking screamed their
• 40:59
  Speaker 2: head off. Yeah, and uh, they collect they milk it,
• 41:04
  Speaker 2: by the way, because it's not like they yeah, it's
• 41:07
  Speaker 2: not like you prick it and then they get a
• 41:09
  Speaker 2: drop and go, no, they have it's a prolonged you know,
• 41:13
  Speaker 2: they have to endure at least like five to six
• 41:16
  Speaker 2: minutes of getting blood.
• 41:18
  Speaker 1: Like a little violin. They just let it drip in there,
• 41:21
  Speaker 1: don't Why don't they have a better process? Like what
• 41:24
  Speaker 1: the fuck?
• 41:25
  Speaker 2: And what? Like, what the fuck really is this this
• 41:28
  Speaker 2: fucking ritual that we do, Like right, he was just born.
• 41:33
  Speaker 2: Why are we sticking needles in them and milking blood
• 41:36
  Speaker 2: out of their body? Okay? And then they're like, you know, uh,
• 41:42
  Speaker 2: the and it doesn't get processed in the state fucking
• 41:46
  Speaker 2: or in the.
• 41:47
  Speaker 1: In oh yeah you got glitchy, you.
• 41:51
  Speaker 2: Got there, you are, oh sorry, And.
• 41:53
  Speaker 1: And it doesn't get processed in the state or whatever
• 41:55
  Speaker 1: is what I heard you say last Oh.
• 41:58
  Speaker 2: I mean to say, it doesn't get processed in like
• 42:00
  Speaker 2: the hospital lab. They fucking have to send it out somewhere.
• 42:05
  Speaker 1: Actually I asked where it goes when I was at
• 42:08
  Speaker 1: the place, and they said that it goes to the state,
• 42:12
  Speaker 1: goes to the government, like they have the card where
• 42:15
  Speaker 1: they do like the little dop that they do dots
• 42:19
  Speaker 1: of blood on the card and these little squares that
• 42:21
  Speaker 1: gets filed away. That's the DNA. Now he's got your
• 42:25
  Speaker 1: kid's DNA. The government has it. But I mean, well
• 42:30
  Speaker 1: they were going to get it anywhere. They could pick
• 42:32
  Speaker 1: up a soda can at when he's five years old after,
• 42:34
  Speaker 1: you know, like they could they could get it. But
• 42:37
  Speaker 1: it's just like they demand it. You must, so that yeah,
• 42:41
  Speaker 1: that's they wanted.
• 42:42
  Speaker 2: They want you to do some fucked up blood ritual
• 42:45
  Speaker 2: with it and fucking stick him and milk the blood
• 42:49
  Speaker 2: out and then send it away to the state of
• 42:52
  Speaker 2: wherever the fuck you're from.
• 42:54
  Speaker 1: Right, and it you know, uh, the old in the
• 42:58
  Speaker 1: old days when they would have blood rituals, they would
• 43:02
  Speaker 1: soak the blood into paper. That's interesting, just like what
• 43:07
  Speaker 1: they're doing here, right, They soaking it in the paper
• 43:10
  Speaker 1: and this so this paper is not only the DNA,
• 43:14
  Speaker 1: but it's also the actual blood. So they can do
• 43:18
  Speaker 1: some black magic ritual and have the actual blood of
• 43:20
  Speaker 1: your kid for whatever. You know, so like be uh
• 43:26
  Speaker 1: you know, I don't know, you might have glitched a
• 43:28
  Speaker 1: little bit. Yeah, so like they took the blood they
• 43:34
  Speaker 1: because that's there, you know, that's the tax they paid, right,
• 43:39
  Speaker 1: because they want the whole baby dead, but they all
• 43:42
  Speaker 1: they can get is the little piece of blood because
• 43:44
  Speaker 1: you won't allow it.
• 43:45
  Speaker 2: Right, right, I mean, and that's and it's just a
• 43:48
  Speaker 2: normal part of like they wheel the fucking card in there,
• 43:51
  Speaker 2: and they just assume that you want that. They also
• 43:54
  Speaker 2: assume that you want some kind of antibiotic fucking this
• 43:58
  Speaker 2: is this goes along with guy eyeballs, the and the eyes.
• 44:02
  Speaker 2: So this, it goes along with them them making you
• 44:05
  Speaker 2: feel like you're disgusting because it's like, your vagina is
• 44:09
  Speaker 2: so disgusting that we need to put anti bacterial ointment
• 44:14
  Speaker 2: in your baby's eyes to keep them from getting your
• 44:17
  Speaker 2: nasty vagina juice in their eye. It's like inside my
• 44:25
  Speaker 2: body for nine months, you fucking assholes. He's part of me, right,
• 44:30
  Speaker 2: but my nasty vagina is so dirty and disgusting you
• 44:34
  Speaker 2: got to put anti bacterial ointment in his fucking eyeballs
• 44:37
  Speaker 2: the second he comes out.
• 44:39
  Speaker 1: It's satanic, really, so like you're The truth is your
• 44:45
  Speaker 1: vagina juice has healing natural properties, and the baby shouldn't
• 44:50
  Speaker 1: be washed like for a while first, like I don't know,
• 44:56
  Speaker 1: two weeks or something. It should be have that juice
• 45:00
  Speaker 1: on his skin. It's helpful for him to grow and
• 45:03
  Speaker 1: to develop. So they are wrong. The truth is your
• 45:09
  Speaker 1: vagina juice is healthy and good for the baby. It's
• 45:13
  Speaker 1: supposed to be on the baby's skin. And it's best
• 45:16
  Speaker 1: for mother not to wash your baby for the first
• 45:18
  Speaker 1: like couple of weeks because that it helps for their
• 45:22
  Speaker 1: immune system and for their development as a baby, you know.
• 45:28
  Speaker 1: And that's one of the things that like when women
• 45:31
  Speaker 1: have c sections, they their baby doesn't get that because
• 45:34
  Speaker 1: it doesn't come for the vaginal canal, and so that's
• 45:37
  Speaker 1: one of the things that's lacking. But so it's good
• 45:40
  Speaker 1: to have the vagina juice on there. You know. They're wrong,
• 45:44
  Speaker 1: totally wrong.
• 45:46
  Speaker 2: And it's an inversion of reality. Like your vagina is
• 45:51
  Speaker 2: so disgusting and nasty that your baby's eyes need to
• 45:56
  Speaker 2: be literally filled with antibiotic goopy ointment, right, fucking neospor.
• 46:03
  Speaker 1: And ship probably made from you know, uh, petroleum jelly
• 46:08
  Speaker 1: out of.
• 46:10
  Speaker 2: Oh my vagina is toxic, but the petroleum's not like
• 46:14
  Speaker 2: you want to squirt in his eyes.
• 46:17
  Speaker 1: Yeah, right, it's like the portal of life and like, oh,
• 46:21
  Speaker 1: it just squirt some anti bacteria.
• 46:24
  Speaker 2: Yeah, I want the Rockefeller Special in my baby's eyes
• 46:28
  Speaker 2: the second he comes out, like, yeah, you're right, You're right.
• 46:31
  Speaker 2: I'm so nasty and gross. I want fucking Rockefeller jelly
• 46:35
  Speaker 2: in his eyes.
• 46:36
  Speaker 1: And if you refuse, then you must be such a.
• 46:39
  Speaker 2: Bad, bad mom, is what they treated me like. So
• 46:44
  Speaker 2: it started with that because I was like, no ointment
• 46:48
  Speaker 2: in the eyes, no vaccines, Oh well, now you got
• 46:51
  Speaker 2: to read this booklet. Okay, no heelstick, Oh well, you
• 46:56
  Speaker 2: got to read this booklet. She talked to me for
• 46:58
  Speaker 2: like five minutes, right about the fucking heel prick. Right,
• 47:03
  Speaker 2: Why is it that important that you got to take
• 47:05
  Speaker 2: five minutes in my precious time that I just gave
• 47:07
  Speaker 2: birth to listen to your fucking mouth for five minutes
• 47:10
  Speaker 2: about the heelstick? Okay?
• 47:13
  Speaker 1: They I mean, they were going hard at me about
• 47:16
  Speaker 1: vitamin K and like they were sending they sent in
• 47:19
  Speaker 1: the priest like it was at a Roman Catholic birthing center.
• 47:23
  Speaker 1: Like they were going like for hours, trying to hardcore.
• 47:26
  Speaker 1: And I was like, why is it that six babies
• 47:28
  Speaker 1: in one hospital in Nashville that diet has anything to
• 47:32
  Speaker 1: do with my baby? You know? But they they keep
• 47:36
  Speaker 1: going hard. So this is what we're going to talk
• 47:38
  Speaker 1: about here today. Please continue.
• 47:41
  Speaker 2: So, as you mentioned the vitamin K. This is this
• 47:48
  Speaker 2: is the point of contention where things started going off
• 47:51
  Speaker 2: the rails because I said no vitamin K and they
• 47:55
  Speaker 2: decided to regale me on all ways that my baby
• 48:02
  Speaker 2: could get infected after his circumcision.
• 48:06
  Speaker 1: Oh, that you're obviously going to be doing right.
• 48:08
  Speaker 2: That I'm obviously going to be doing great.
• 48:11
  Speaker 1: That's the only reason I don't do K right right, So, like,
• 48:17
  Speaker 1: that's they go hand in hand, Vitamin K and certain decision.
• 48:21
  Speaker 1: The vitamin K keeps them, helps their blood clot keeps
• 48:25
  Speaker 1: them from bleeding out and dying when they have the
• 48:29
  Speaker 1: certain decision. Yes, so like you could just choose not
• 48:34
  Speaker 1: to cut your baby, but we'll get into that.
• 48:36
  Speaker 2: I guess yes, because you know, if I'm doing no
• 48:40
  Speaker 2: vax and no ointment and no heelstick, I'm obviously not
• 48:46
  Speaker 2: cutting my baby's penis off.
• 48:48
  Speaker 1: So yeah, he regales me.
• 48:53
  Speaker 2: I say, you might as well just get the whole
• 48:55
  Speaker 2: thing off if you're going to go that far, I mean,
• 48:57
  Speaker 2: come on, like you do, you're mutilating it at that point.
• 49:02
  Speaker 2: It's it's a shell of what it was supposed to be.
• 49:05
  Speaker 2: So I mean, I know it sounds bad to say
• 49:08
  Speaker 2: cutting my baby's penis off, but you might as well
• 49:10
  Speaker 2: at that point because you've just made.
• 49:11
  Speaker 1: That actually happens many times when women consent to having
• 49:17
  Speaker 1: their babies circumcized. Whoops, the doctor cuts off the internal
• 49:21
  Speaker 1: part of the penis as well as the.
• 49:24
  Speaker 2: Whoops. Yea they gave that shot.
• 49:28
  Speaker 1: Grow up like that.
• 49:30
  Speaker 2: I mean, it's so impersonal too. So the nurse she's
• 49:34
  Speaker 2: she's like, well, the vitamin K is this, and that
• 49:36
  Speaker 2: brought me another brochure and how to fucking go over
• 49:39
  Speaker 2: that with me? And then it's like, I know five
• 49:42
  Speaker 2: women who didn't get the vitamin K shot and they
• 49:45
  Speaker 2: couldn't find anybody to circumcise their babies because they didn't
• 49:48
  Speaker 2: get the vitamin K shot. The fear mongering is.
• 49:52
  Speaker 1: Real, so scary what, oh terrified? The foreskin is worth
• 50:01
  Speaker 1: thousands to the medical industry, and the doctor will get
• 50:04
  Speaker 1: at least four hundred for doing the procedure, and oh,
• 50:07
  Speaker 1: why won't they do this to my baby? Please murderalize him? Yeah.
• 50:11
  Speaker 2: Sorry, So in the middle of this story that she's
• 50:14
  Speaker 2: telling me about these women, she knows that they couldn't
• 50:17
  Speaker 2: even find a doctor to do the circumcision because they
• 50:19
  Speaker 2: didn't get the vitamin case shot. I go. I said,
• 50:23
  Speaker 2: let me just stop you right there. Okay, he's not
• 50:27
  Speaker 2: getting circumcised, and she was like he's not. No, he's not.
• 50:36
  Speaker 2: And she was like looking at Colby like he was
• 50:39
  Speaker 2: gonna fucking protest or something like of course.
• 50:43
  Speaker 1: Right.
• 50:44
  Speaker 2: It's like it's like, are you okay with this?
• 50:47
  Speaker 1: This is all she's having her own opinion. She's not
• 50:51
  Speaker 1: allowing us to torture your baby. What pry different?
• 50:58
  Speaker 2: Yeah, yeah, And it's like, so he's not. You're just
• 51:00
  Speaker 2: not like you're just not, Like no, I'm fucking not.
• 51:04
  Speaker 2: Thank you for asking why I'm fucking and just save
• 51:08
  Speaker 2: your stories about the doctors who they couldn't find to
• 51:11
  Speaker 2: do it because of the vitamin case. And it's like
• 51:13
  Speaker 2: they keep in it. Well, you should read this brochure
• 51:16
  Speaker 2: on it. I'm not even shitting to you. There was
• 51:23
  Speaker 2: the brochure for everything.
• 51:25
  Speaker 1: It's like it's like you're going to the bank and
• 51:27
  Speaker 1: they're trying to sell you alone or whatever. They here's
• 51:29
  Speaker 1: a brochure for this one man. So like okay, this
• 51:36
  Speaker 1: so they got you. They are dumbfounded that after all
• 51:40
  Speaker 1: of this you complying with them and their will upon
• 51:45
  Speaker 1: your baby. All of a sudden, they're like, whoa, you
• 51:48
  Speaker 1: got some You're giving pushback and they're like, hey, husband,
• 51:53
  Speaker 1: do you control her right? Please?
• 51:56
  Speaker 2: What's your bitch in line?
• 51:58
  Speaker 1: Right? Yeah?
• 52:02
  Speaker 2: Right yeah? And the thing is it is like I
• 52:06
  Speaker 2: was very protective of my baby while he was inside me, obviously,
• 52:10
  Speaker 2: but the second you see their little face and you
• 52:12
  Speaker 2: know that you are their only hope on this planet
• 52:16
  Speaker 2: and that you would throw yourself on a thousand swords
• 52:20
  Speaker 2: to protect that baby, they started getting another fucking version
• 52:24
  Speaker 2: of me up in that bitch because I was like, yeah,
• 52:26
  Speaker 2: you know, with the catheter and like the that's my body, Okay,
• 52:29
  Speaker 2: I'll take the punishment of whatever so I can get
• 52:33
  Speaker 2: my baby out safely. Once he was out, they fucking
• 52:38
  Speaker 2: didn't recognize the person that was laying in that bed
• 52:41
  Speaker 2: because I was throwing shade at everybody. I was like,
• 52:43
  Speaker 2: don't come in here. On the fucking I think they
• 52:46
  Speaker 2: were starting to like talk amongst themselves before they came
• 52:49
  Speaker 2: in my room. Because I was just on one.
• 52:52
  Speaker 1: I was like.
• 52:53
  Speaker 2: No, no, no, no, and so things, yes, you have
• 53:00
  Speaker 2: to and so he's perfectly how he came out of
• 53:04
  Speaker 2: my body. No ointments, no cuts, no stabs, no you know, blood, ritual,
• 53:11
  Speaker 2: milking and all this. He's just how he came out
• 53:14
  Speaker 2: of my body. And you know, they start doing this thing.
• 53:17
  Speaker 2: The next day they were like, every time he cried,
• 53:23
  Speaker 2: they wouldn't allow me to soothe my baby. Every time
• 53:28
  Speaker 2: he cried, they came into the room and tried to
• 53:31
  Speaker 2: remove him from me, and they would say, well, have
• 53:35
  Speaker 2: you changed his diaper? Is he hungry? Have you done this?
• 53:39
  Speaker 2: Have you done that? And Colby and I started to
• 53:41
  Speaker 2: look at each other and it was like, they think,
• 53:43
  Speaker 2: because I have not allowed this process to unfold the
• 53:47
  Speaker 2: way that they wanted, that I am a dare look
• 53:49
  Speaker 2: to mother. I didn't cut my baby's keenis or get
• 53:52
  Speaker 2: him you know what I'm saying. So they every thirty
• 53:55
  Speaker 2: minutes they came in and tried to remove him from me,
• 53:58
  Speaker 2: and then they tried to prol my hospital stay as
• 54:02
  Speaker 2: if I was doing something to harm him. And so
• 54:05
  Speaker 2: the second day that we were the no, I think
• 54:08
  Speaker 2: it was the morning of the third day because they
• 54:10
  Speaker 2: said we'll release you tomorrow, and it would kept moving
• 54:13
  Speaker 2: right then it was tomorrow, then it was tomorrow. I
• 54:19
  Speaker 2: looked at Colby and she said, by tomorrow morning, we'll
• 54:23
  Speaker 2: have the papers and you know, you just got to
• 54:25
  Speaker 2: sign them and we'll release you. And then came in
• 54:28
  Speaker 2: and they were like, we've decided, you know, we'll talk
• 54:32
  Speaker 2: about it again this afternoon. And I looked at Colby
• 54:35
  Speaker 2: and I said, pack our shit up. We're getting the
• 54:37
  Speaker 2: fuck out of here. And so we literally, you know,
• 54:40
  Speaker 2: I have a newborn baby, and I'm throwing ship and pads,
• 54:44
  Speaker 2: I you know, whatever. I think I'm gonna need for
• 54:47
  Speaker 2: the post, but I'm just throw it all in a bag.
• 54:49
  Speaker 2: Throw all of this shit in a bag, and we're
• 54:51
  Speaker 2: getting the fuck out. And the nurse came in and
• 54:53
  Speaker 2: she was like, you can't. You're leaving under medical advisory.
• 55:00
  Speaker 2: You can't. You have and they brought a team in
• 55:04
  Speaker 2: to try to stop us from leaving a team of
• 55:07
  Speaker 2: bitches came in my room to stop us from leaving.
• 55:12
  Speaker 2: Five different bitches up in my room telling me that
• 55:16
  Speaker 2: we couldn't leave, and I said, I said, we're getting
• 55:20
  Speaker 2: the fuck out of here, okay, And they were like, well,
• 55:23
  Speaker 2: you have to sign this form. I'm terrified. I gotta
• 55:29
  Speaker 2: sign your fucking form so I can't fucking get the
• 55:33
  Speaker 2: fuck out of here. So they said, and just so
• 55:36
  Speaker 2: you know, your medical insurance will probably not cover the
• 55:40
  Speaker 2: year birth because you're leaving against hospital advisory. You're leaving
• 55:45
  Speaker 2: on your own volition against medical advisements. So you gotta
• 55:49
  Speaker 2: sign this form that your insurance might not even I said, bitch,
• 55:53
  Speaker 2: give me the form. We're getting the fuck out of here.
• 55:58
  Speaker 2: And they literally had a team come in there and
• 56:02
  Speaker 2: tell me all the ways that I was like failing
• 56:04
  Speaker 2: because I was getting my baby out of there. I
• 56:07
  Speaker 2: was like, first off, he's got a rash, and one
• 56:12
  Speaker 2: of the nurses was like, yeah, well it's probably from
• 56:15
  Speaker 2: you know, we use some really toxic chemicals to wash
• 56:18
  Speaker 2: our linens. Great, And I was like, so you want
• 56:22
  Speaker 2: me to stay here with your Rockefeller ointment and your
• 56:25
  Speaker 2: jabs and you stabs, and you want to cut my
• 56:28
  Speaker 2: baby's penis off, and you want me to literally swaddle
• 56:31
  Speaker 2: him in toxic fucking fumes from your toxic ass fucking
• 56:35
  Speaker 2: laundry basket and you and you're saying I'm a bad
• 56:39
  Speaker 2: mom because I'm getting the fuck out of here. They
• 56:43
  Speaker 2: looked at Colby like he was some kind of child molested.
• 56:46
  Speaker 2: They were like, oh, my god, Like they were literally
• 56:50
  Speaker 2: freaking the fuck out because they have never ever seen
• 56:54
  Speaker 2: someone exercise any monoicum of fucking sovereignty over themselves or
• 56:59
  Speaker 2: they're babies. They had they they had to look at
• 57:04
  Speaker 2: in a file cabinet from fucking nineteen eighty two to
• 57:06
  Speaker 2: find the form that said you can leave against I mean,
• 57:10
  Speaker 2: nobody signs this form. They never have to pull it out.
• 57:12
  Speaker 2: It had fucking cobwebs and shit. It's like, give me
• 57:16
  Speaker 2: the form. You did not scare me. I'm not scared
• 57:19
  Speaker 2: of your fucking form. Bring me the fucking form. We
• 57:23
  Speaker 2: are out of here, do you ender see? I mean,
• 57:26
  Speaker 2: we are leaving this bitch now. So you know, we
• 57:30
  Speaker 2: signed the form and you know, whatever they were. And
• 57:34
  Speaker 2: after we got home, I was talking to my sister
• 57:39
  Speaker 2: about it, and she was like, I wouldn't be surprised
• 57:40
  Speaker 2: if they called like DHS on you, right that, because
• 57:45
  Speaker 2: they do do that a lot.
• 57:47
  Speaker 1: Yeah right.
• 57:49
  Speaker 2: And I was like, I would love for DHS to
• 57:53
  Speaker 2: show up at my house right now because saatment. Yeah,
• 57:58
  Speaker 2: it's like I have a clean home. I love my
• 58:01
  Speaker 2: babies more than myself, like more than life. You know,
• 58:06
  Speaker 2: we have a clean environment, safe environment, I've got, you know,
• 58:10
  Speaker 2: any possible thing you could imagine for a baby to have.
• 58:14
  Speaker 2: He has right you know, you know, we went above
• 58:17
  Speaker 2: and beyond for him. So it's like, I would love
• 58:19
  Speaker 2: for DHS to show up right now and tell me how.
• 58:21
  Speaker 2: You know, I've been a derelict mother.
• 58:25
  Speaker 1: Let me see the wound on the end of his penis.
• 58:28
  Speaker 1: He doesn't have a wound there. You're a bad mom.
• 58:32
  Speaker 2: So what ended up happening is because I'm a derelict mother.
• 58:37
  Speaker 2: They scheduled all these appointments for us to have to
• 58:39
  Speaker 2: show up to and if you don't, then they have
• 58:42
  Speaker 2: a reason to you know, called DHS on you do that.
• 58:47
  Speaker 1: Huh. So these are the after care appointments.
• 58:50
  Speaker 2: Where they, like you would think so, but it was
• 58:53
  Speaker 2: a bunch of random, bullshit, nonsense appointments just to see
• 58:56
  Speaker 2: if we'd show up.
• 58:57
  Speaker 1: Oh wow, so this is a compliance test.
• 59:02
  Speaker 2: Yes, it's a compliance test. Because the first one was like, well,
• 59:07
  Speaker 2: we just need to make sure what Colory is and
• 59:10
  Speaker 2: I was like, we've been in here for three fucking days.
• 59:12
  Speaker 2: If you guys haven't checked that already, I don't know
• 59:15
  Speaker 2: what the fuck to tell you. Okay, And then the
• 59:18
  Speaker 2: next appointment was like a nurse appointment to see, like
• 59:21
  Speaker 2: how my breastfeeding was going, something that could have been
• 59:24
  Speaker 2: handled over the phone, and it's not going well. Thank
• 59:26
  Speaker 2: you from the fucking PTSD you put me through at
• 59:29
  Speaker 2: the hospital. You know, I was so stressed out by
• 59:33
  Speaker 2: the time we got home. The weeks leading up to
• 59:37
  Speaker 2: his birth, I was hand expressing and using a pump
• 59:41
  Speaker 2: and getting a ton of colostrum and I was like
• 59:43
  Speaker 2: stocking up. I was like, oh, yeah, it's gonna be great.
• 59:46
  Speaker 2: The day we came home from the hospital, I was
• 59:48
  Speaker 2: completely dried up.
• 59:50
  Speaker 1: Not a drop it's got to be.
• 59:53
  Speaker 2: That's what I'm saying is they tortured me, okay, traumatized me,
• 59:58
  Speaker 2: and then they didn't send me home. I left, I escaped,
• 1:00:02
  Speaker 2: got the fuck out of there, and then I couldn't
• 1:00:05
  Speaker 2: feed my baby. I would sit with that pump strapped
• 1:00:10
  Speaker 2: up for hours and hours and hours and get like
• 1:00:13
  Speaker 2: a drop of milk to come out. So on top
• 1:00:16
  Speaker 2: of this experience, which thanks a lot for nothing except
• 1:00:22
  Speaker 2: for they delivered my baby safely into the world, I
• 1:00:24
  Speaker 2: guess I can give them that. I now have to
• 1:00:29
  Speaker 2: give him formula, which is not ideal, and I don't
• 1:00:35
  Speaker 2: need to tell you why you would never want to
• 1:00:37
  Speaker 2: have your baby exclusively living off formula. I literally just
• 1:00:42
  Speaker 2: told my mother in law like an hour ago. I
• 1:00:44
  Speaker 2: was like, could I try maybe in a couple months
• 1:00:46
  Speaker 2: to like get my milk back? Like I feel guilty.
• 1:00:49
  Speaker 2: I feel horrible because as a woman, you want your
• 1:00:52
  Speaker 2: body to be able to produce sustenance for your baby,
• 1:00:57
  Speaker 2: and so it's just like an ongoing.
• 1:01:00
  Speaker 1: Think of it this way, though, you actually made the baby,
• 1:01:04
  Speaker 1: would shoot, right, I mean making not making milk is
• 1:01:07
  Speaker 1: like one thing, but at least I mean before you
• 1:01:10
  Speaker 1: they were like, you can't even make a baby, so right,
• 1:01:13
  Speaker 1: you are already ahead of the curve, and like, don't
• 1:01:16
  Speaker 1: get down on yourself about that kind of thing.
• 1:01:18
  Speaker 2: It's hard not to. I think it's a natural instinct
• 1:01:21
  Speaker 2: for women to feel like a failure if they can't
• 1:01:23
  Speaker 2: feed their baby, because if this was like nineteen oh two,
• 1:01:27
  Speaker 2: my baby would be dead.
• 1:01:28
  Speaker 1: They do have a mother like actually my mother was
• 1:01:34
  Speaker 1: a she would donate her breast milk to mothers that
• 1:01:39
  Speaker 1: in your situation, and maybe there's this, you know, or
• 1:01:43
  Speaker 1: even a webbed donor milk right donor milk and you know,
• 1:01:47
  Speaker 1: like depending on how fresh, like they can keep it.
• 1:01:50
  Speaker 1: I don't know if it's good. But around where you're at,
• 1:01:54
  Speaker 1: maybe there's other mom like you know, moms that keep
• 1:01:57
  Speaker 1: milking and you know, after like their babies are weaned,
• 1:02:03
  Speaker 1: they can still be helpful. And may.
• 1:02:08
  Speaker 2: You know, women who do that are selfless, and I
• 1:02:12
  Speaker 2: think that they're heroes to other women like me who can't.
• 1:02:16
  Speaker 2: You know, that's such a selfless act, is to donate
• 1:02:19
  Speaker 2: sustenance for your own baby to somebody else's baby, Like
• 1:02:23
  Speaker 2: that's such a beautiful, wonderful thing. But I mean, I
• 1:02:27
  Speaker 2: would say, like throughout my life, I've been traumatized by
• 1:02:32
  Speaker 2: them medical industrial complex. You know, since I was a kid.
• 1:02:38
  Speaker 2: They have done everything they can to assault my reproductive system.
• 1:02:44
  Speaker 2: And I know that I'm not the only person who
• 1:02:47
  Speaker 2: has this story, you know, and I think that there
• 1:02:50
  Speaker 2: are many women out there who may even have an
• 1:02:52
  Speaker 2: identical story to this. Maybe not the horrible birthing experience
• 1:02:58
  Speaker 2: of like not being able to leave the fire hospital,
• 1:03:00
  Speaker 2: but yeah, I mean it's like they try to hold
• 1:03:06
  Speaker 2: you hostage after you've just had a newborn baby, and uh,
• 1:03:11
  Speaker 2: it's gross, like why like and by the way, I
• 1:03:16
  Speaker 2: was hungry piste off hadn't showered, and you know, my
• 1:03:23
  Speaker 2: taints busted wide open, stitched up, and you guys are
• 1:03:26
  Speaker 2: holding me hostage in here? Am I holding my baby hostage?
• 1:03:30
  Speaker 2: Every thirty minutes, they'd come in and try to take
• 1:03:32
  Speaker 2: him away from me, and they think that this is
• 1:03:35
  Speaker 2: so cut his penis off. You know, let me take
• 1:03:39
  Speaker 2: him away from his mom every chance I get. Let's
• 1:03:42
  Speaker 2: stab him up with stuff. You know, let's do and
• 1:03:45
  Speaker 2: if you don't, then it's like, well, your insurance might
• 1:03:48
  Speaker 2: not even pay for this now because you didn't do exactly. Oh,
• 1:03:51
  Speaker 2: by the way, they did so thanks. It's like they
• 1:03:54
  Speaker 2: just do stuff for to make you terrified. Compliance yes,
• 1:04:01
  Speaker 2: because I know when she said that, she thought I
• 1:04:03
  Speaker 2: was going to say, oh, well I can't afford.
• 1:04:05
  Speaker 1: Fuck you, that's awesome.
• 1:04:12
  Speaker 2: They didn't even they didn't. We were just walking with
• 1:04:15
  Speaker 2: our bags and I was just like bye, like I'm
• 1:04:20
  Speaker 2: getting out of here. So they gave us a card
• 1:04:25
  Speaker 2: and all of the nurses signed it and they were
• 1:04:27
  Speaker 2: like congrats whatever, and I was like this, they must
• 1:04:31
  Speaker 2: have been like so pissed that they had to give
• 1:04:33
  Speaker 2: us like this thing. Just sign this ship this lady,
• 1:04:40
  Speaker 2: get her out of here.
• 1:04:41
  Speaker 1: Yeah.
• 1:04:41
  Speaker 2: But you know, I was talking to my husband about
• 1:04:45
  Speaker 2: it and this experience, and because you would think, like
• 1:04:51
  Speaker 2: in a hospital, like in this birthing center situation, that
• 1:04:54
  Speaker 2: they would want to try to get you out of there,
• 1:04:56
  Speaker 2: like and I've heard that before that they tried just
• 1:04:59
  Speaker 2: like like a turn and burn. You know, you're in
• 1:05:02
  Speaker 2: there and then they try to get you out. But
• 1:05:04
  Speaker 2: in my situation, because I was the only woman in there,
• 1:05:08
  Speaker 2: I think they were trying to milk my fucking insurance.
• 1:05:12
  Speaker 1: That makes perfect sense, yeah, doesn't it though.
• 1:05:15
  Speaker 2: Yeah, I'm the only one in.
• 1:05:17
  Speaker 1: There, and I mean, you're if they can make money
• 1:05:21
  Speaker 1: out of you, then that's you know, you're the only one.
• 1:05:25
  Speaker 1: And so they're just kind of.
• 1:05:27
  Speaker 2: Coming in there with their fucking advolent tyland all cups
• 1:05:31
  Speaker 2: every hour on the hour. It's like every actual is
• 1:05:35
  Speaker 2: like a thousand bucks, you know exactly.
• 1:05:38
  Speaker 1: Yeah, that's right. Yeah, you're right, and every overnight stay
• 1:05:42
  Speaker 1: is even more like.
• 1:05:43
  Speaker 2: And to think about this, I didn't do any extracurricular
• 1:05:49
  Speaker 2: activities to the baby. They got to make money somehow.
• 1:05:53
  Speaker 2: They didn't get money for the jab, they didn't get
• 1:05:55
  Speaker 2: money for the ointment, they didn't get money for the cutting.
• 1:05:59
  Speaker 2: My baby's peen this off, right, they.
• 1:06:01
  Speaker 1: Didn't shows that they cut that, you know that foreskin
• 1:06:05
  Speaker 1: is worth them.
• 1:06:06
  Speaker 2: And I made them give me my placenta.
• 1:06:11
  Speaker 1: Oh good, we did that too. Yeah right, that's another
• 1:06:14
  Speaker 1: big thing that they want to keep.
• 1:06:16
  Speaker 2: Yeah, I'm eating it currently.
• 1:06:19
  Speaker 1: Oh nice, Do you put it in little pills and
• 1:06:21
  Speaker 1: make the y.
• 1:06:24
  Speaker 2: Yeah. But you know, they didn't make any fucking money
• 1:06:28
  Speaker 2: off of me except for that I gave birth there,
• 1:06:32
  Speaker 2: so that of course they're wanting me to stay days
• 1:06:35
  Speaker 2: and days on end. All the things that they would
• 1:06:37
  Speaker 2: normally like reakin the cash, right, the ointments in the shots,
• 1:06:42
  Speaker 2: and the procedures.
• 1:06:44
  Speaker 1: And the you know, they the strap all of the
• 1:06:47
  Speaker 1: monitors that they strapped to you like, all that stuff
• 1:06:50
  Speaker 1: is up too, like all the ultrasounds every thirty minutes
• 1:06:53
  Speaker 1: or whatever.
• 1:06:56
  Speaker 2: So they weren't able to capitalize on my hospital, and
• 1:07:00
  Speaker 2: they weren't able to capitalize on my newborn. So they
• 1:07:04
  Speaker 2: were just trying to keep me in there as long
• 1:07:06
  Speaker 2: as possible. And it's like, you know, I got to
• 1:07:09
  Speaker 2: thinking to myself, you know, them trying to force me
• 1:07:13
  Speaker 2: in to take in advil every couple of minutes and
• 1:07:16
  Speaker 2: doing this and doing that, and like I would say, hey,
• 1:07:19
  Speaker 2: can I get like can I get? Can I get
• 1:07:24
  Speaker 2: a pump so I can try to get some colosterrum
• 1:07:26
  Speaker 2: going so I can feed my baby. All that was
• 1:07:29
  Speaker 2: money for them, And then they would come in there
• 1:07:31
  Speaker 2: and like take my top off and start trying to
• 1:07:34
  Speaker 2: milk me like a fucking cow.
• 1:07:40
  Speaker 1: That works there, and it's like, oh my.
• 1:07:42
  Speaker 3: Chance, I don't need your help for this. Back the
• 1:07:51
  Speaker 3: fuck off, And I kept telling.
• 1:07:55
  Speaker 2: That's what yes, Like, all I kept thinking to myself
• 1:07:59
  Speaker 2: was if more motherfucker comes in this room and grabs
• 1:08:03
  Speaker 2: my tit or tries to touch my baby, or make
• 1:08:07
  Speaker 2: me read a brochure or sign this paper or tell
• 1:08:10
  Speaker 2: me in all the ways, I'm failing because I haven't
• 1:08:12
  Speaker 2: done this like criteria of things that they that I'm
• 1:08:16
  Speaker 2: supposed to be doing.
• 1:08:18
  Speaker 1: I mean, we literally listeners out there, they're expecting mothers
• 1:08:23
  Speaker 1: are all like, oh my.
• 1:08:24
  Speaker 2: God, I hope to god this story will prepare you
• 1:08:29
  Speaker 2: for what they will try if you're not prepared, because
• 1:08:33
  Speaker 2: if you just roll in there, it's like what happened
• 1:08:36
  Speaker 2: to me when I was in labor. Oh well we
• 1:08:37
  Speaker 2: went ahead and started this for you, or we went
• 1:08:41
  Speaker 2: ahead and we're gonna do this for you. Oh, by
• 1:08:42
  Speaker 2: the way, we don't want you to pee on us.
• 1:08:45
  Speaker 2: So here's a catheter roll over. Here we go, Jam.
• 1:08:49
  Speaker 2: It's like you have to prepare yourself to know where
• 1:08:53
  Speaker 2: you're lying in the sand is basically right, because when
• 1:08:58
  Speaker 2: you're in that much pain, I'm telling you, it's hard
• 1:09:00
  Speaker 2: to think straight. It's like your brain is swollen and
• 1:09:03
  Speaker 2: decision making goes out the fucking window.
• 1:09:06
  Speaker 1: Yeah.
• 1:09:07
  Speaker 2: So after he was born, though, and I had the
• 1:09:12
  Speaker 2: constitution to start fucking making better decisions. Uh, they they were,
• 1:09:18
  Speaker 2: I'm sure they were not happy with me because everything
• 1:09:21
  Speaker 2: was an argument and everything was you know, uh, the
• 1:09:27
  Speaker 2: the lady with the fucking stories about how I was
• 1:09:29
  Speaker 2: gonna I wasn't gonna be able to find somebody to
• 1:09:32
  Speaker 2: circumcise him, and it's like, just shut up, stop talking, please, But.
• 1:09:38
  Speaker 1: We want to sacrifice the kids of Moloch later, and
• 1:09:41
  Speaker 1: we got to have the mask fit his face properly.
• 1:09:43
  Speaker 2: So yeah, it's like, just stop talking, like I'm not
• 1:09:49
  Speaker 2: listening to you, I'm not doing any of this. Ship
• 1:09:52
  Speaker 2: I'll sign your fucking paper that I'm a bad mom
• 1:09:55
  Speaker 2: because I don't want to do it or whatever the
• 1:09:57
  Speaker 2: fuck it is.
• 1:09:59
  Speaker 1: So I mean You're the cosmic mom. Now you're right,
• 1:10:03
  Speaker 1: you know, like I think that you are like way
• 1:10:06
  Speaker 1: this is. You are the example that all moms need
• 1:10:11
  Speaker 1: to be. I mean, whether like your situation happened like that,
• 1:10:15
  Speaker 1: other moms will have a different situation, but the standing
• 1:10:18
  Speaker 1: firm and saying no, that's how to do it. And
• 1:10:22
  Speaker 1: you win. You got your baby home and he didn't
• 1:10:26
  Speaker 1: have any anything pooping his lungs or whatever. They fixed that,
• 1:10:30
  Speaker 1: you know, and they they did give you some trauma,
• 1:10:34
  Speaker 1: but they didn't cut him, they didn't chab him. You
• 1:10:37
  Speaker 1: really know, has kept him perfect. So congratulations, thank you.
• 1:10:45
  Speaker 2: And I will say that they will make you feel
• 1:10:51
  Speaker 2: they'll gang up on you. Yeah, they'll send like three
• 1:10:54
  Speaker 2: different nurses in there to tell you like why it's
• 1:10:58
  Speaker 2: so important, and like even when we went back to
• 1:11:01
  Speaker 2: his pediatrician to like do the follow up appointment, they
• 1:11:05
  Speaker 2: will still regale you on why you need to be
• 1:11:09
  Speaker 2: doing like X, Y Z and how like if you
• 1:11:12
  Speaker 2: don't then you know, blah blah blah. The only reasons
• 1:11:16
  Speaker 2: they can give me for cutting his penis off is
• 1:11:20
  Speaker 2: that it's cosmetic.
• 1:11:22
  Speaker 1: Oh it looks better, it's better, and then they look
• 1:11:26
  Speaker 1: over it. Dad, and say what she doesn't think it
• 1:11:29
  Speaker 1: looks better?
• 1:11:33
  Speaker 2: Right, it's anything else.
• 1:11:38
  Speaker 1: It's your kid's penis. Why would your preference of penises
• 1:11:44
  Speaker 1: come into it, like your decision of like, oh maybe
• 1:11:49
  Speaker 1: I can imagine his little penis being hard and what
• 1:11:51
  Speaker 1: it's going to what the fuck exactly?
• 1:11:56
  Speaker 2: So you know, on top of all this, and if
• 1:11:58
  Speaker 2: if you know, if she lists to this, than my bad.
• 1:12:01
  Speaker 2: I'm saying this with love. But I called my sister
• 1:12:05
  Speaker 2: and you know, we were facetiming or whatever, and I
• 1:12:08
  Speaker 2: was trying to explain to her, like how horrible our
• 1:12:11
  Speaker 2: hospital stay was. And I was like, and I didn't
• 1:12:13
  Speaker 2: get him circumcised. And then this lady had to tell
• 1:12:16
  Speaker 2: me like five stories about why and this, and I
• 1:12:19
  Speaker 2: had to sign a paper and she was like, you
• 1:12:21
  Speaker 2: didn't get him circumcised, and then I had to hear
• 1:12:24
  Speaker 2: it from her ass. And then it was like, you know,
• 1:12:28
  Speaker 2: if they have to do you know that it'll get infected,
• 1:12:31
  Speaker 2: and like they'll have to do it when they're an
• 1:12:33
  Speaker 2: adult and it takes way longer to heal, and it's
• 1:12:36
  Speaker 2: way and it's you know, it's this and that, and
• 1:12:39
  Speaker 2: she said, I won't say who it is, but she said,
• 1:12:42
  Speaker 2: this person I know wasn't circumcised and they kept zipping
• 1:12:48
  Speaker 2: their dick up in their pants and they had to
• 1:12:51
  Speaker 2: get circumcised and it took a really long time for
• 1:12:55
  Speaker 2: them to heal because they were an adult and this,
• 1:12:57
  Speaker 2: and I was like.
• 1:12:58
  Speaker 1: We should wear five oh one with the buttons. Dude,
• 1:13:01
  Speaker 1: what the hell?
• 1:13:01
  Speaker 2: Why don't they have fucking underwear on? Why zip their
• 1:13:05
  Speaker 2: dick up right?
• 1:13:07
  Speaker 1: And user error?
• 1:13:09
  Speaker 2: And how many times do you have to zip your
• 1:13:11
  Speaker 2: dick up in your pants? How many times did you
• 1:13:17
  Speaker 2: zip your dick up in your pants before you realize.
• 1:13:23
  Speaker 1: What?
• 1:13:25
  Speaker 2: And so my thing with that because I've heard many
• 1:13:29
  Speaker 2: stories of like, well, they'll just have to do it
• 1:13:31
  Speaker 2: when they're older, you know, when they're an adult, they'll
• 1:13:34
  Speaker 2: they'll still you're just saving time by doing it now
• 1:13:37
  Speaker 2: because they'll still have to do it later. And my
• 1:13:40
  Speaker 2: my answer to that is, well, that'll be his decision
• 1:13:44
  Speaker 2: when that time comes.
• 1:13:45
  Speaker 1: Yes, indeed, guess yeah, that's the that's the key, Like
• 1:13:53
  Speaker 1: who cares what kind of how good it is or bad.
• 1:13:56
  Speaker 1: It's not your dick to choose, not mine, right, And
• 1:14:01
  Speaker 1: like they you know, the whole thing of like, oh
• 1:14:03
  Speaker 1: well if we don't we just have to do it
• 1:14:06
  Speaker 1: now because in the future he won't want it done, obviously,
• 1:14:10
  Speaker 1: and it won't get done in the future obviously. Such
• 1:14:14
  Speaker 1: a terrific thing. And like when they're a baby, it's
• 1:14:17
  Speaker 1: way worse than when they if they get it done
• 1:14:20
  Speaker 1: when they're older, because the the foreskin or the prepuce
• 1:14:26
  Speaker 1: is fused to the glands, like your fingernail is fused
• 1:14:30
  Speaker 1: to your finger, and they have to tear that away
• 1:14:33
  Speaker 1: when it's a baby. When it's a like a grown child,
• 1:14:38
  Speaker 1: like a grown boy or whatever, it's it naturally separates,
• 1:14:43
  Speaker 1: just like the hymen or what you know, when when
• 1:14:45
  Speaker 1: the kid starts having a puberty it or even sooner,
• 1:14:49
  Speaker 1: but it naturally does that on its own. And also
• 1:14:53
  Speaker 1: people say like, oh, well, people believe that it has
• 1:14:58
  Speaker 1: to be retracted and cleaned inside.
• 1:15:02
  Speaker 2: Yes, that was something else I heard.
• 1:15:04
  Speaker 1: That's dirty, right, No, you don't. You don't clean inside.
• 1:15:08
  Speaker 1: It cleans itself like it has. The smegma is a
• 1:15:12
  Speaker 1: cleaning process, you know, yeah, natural and so like just like.
• 1:15:18
  Speaker 2: The vagina, right, yeah, should we cut it off because
• 1:15:24
  Speaker 2: you know what I'm saying is like that doesn't make
• 1:15:26
  Speaker 2: any sense.
• 1:15:26
  Speaker 1: Some satanist in a black rope might be like, yeah,
• 1:15:29
  Speaker 1: I cut.
• 1:15:29
  Speaker 2: It off, cut it off. Should we cut our noses
• 1:15:34
  Speaker 2: off to while our mouths off?
• 1:15:37
  Speaker 1: It's to drip out of my nose sometimes.
• 1:15:41
  Speaker 2: Off, Like every part of the human body has some
• 1:15:44
  Speaker 2: weird liquid that comes out of it. Should we cut
• 1:15:46
  Speaker 2: our eyes out? Cry? Like with the every single part
• 1:15:51
  Speaker 2: has like a fluid that does a cleaning process.
• 1:15:54
  Speaker 1: I mean exactly. That's and the problem and the people
• 1:15:58
  Speaker 1: have been taught, like in this circumcising age, people have
• 1:16:03
  Speaker 1: been taught, oh well, yeah he keeps his foreskin okay,
• 1:16:07
  Speaker 1: but you still got it clean in there, right. Parents
• 1:16:10
  Speaker 1: will retract when there's still a baby or when they're
• 1:16:14
  Speaker 1: still young, to clean in it because they think it's
• 1:16:16
  Speaker 1: their duty to clean inside. And that retraction tears because
• 1:16:21
  Speaker 1: it's like fused, and that terring can be even worse
• 1:16:25
  Speaker 1: than a regular than a circumcision is. And then when
• 1:16:29
  Speaker 1: it heals back, it's all fucked up, so they have
• 1:16:32
  Speaker 1: to circumcise after the tear. So like that's one of
• 1:16:36
  Speaker 1: the things. Do not retract obviously, you know, don't put
• 1:16:40
  Speaker 1: soap in it, like you know.
• 1:16:43
  Speaker 2: Clean I mean, if you're so retarded to keep zipping
• 1:16:47
  Speaker 2: your dick up in your pants. I mean, maybe you
• 1:16:50
  Speaker 2: deserve to be circumcised. That's a joke. But if he
• 1:16:56
  Speaker 2: gets older and he is of whatever, a it's bothering
• 1:17:01
  Speaker 2: him or something, if it's something we couldn't talk through together,
• 1:17:06
  Speaker 2: it's his decision whether or not he wants that I'm
• 1:17:09
  Speaker 2: not doing. I'm not making that decision for him. And yeah,
• 1:17:15
  Speaker 2: and the thing is, it's it's like for me, it's
• 1:17:18
  Speaker 2: like getting a kid's ears pierced. Getting you know, it's
• 1:17:23
  Speaker 2: like why you know, a lot of people take their
• 1:17:24
  Speaker 2: babies to get their ears pierced and they're screaming their
• 1:17:27
  Speaker 2: heads off and it's like, well they're cute. Now, that's
• 1:17:30
  Speaker 2: the same thing. It's like, Okay, you're saying it's purely cosmetic,
• 1:17:34
  Speaker 2: but I need to do it right now while he's
• 1:17:38
  Speaker 2: just came out of the uterus. I gotta do it
• 1:17:40
  Speaker 2: right now. And it's just like it can't happen later
• 1:17:43
  Speaker 2: if he decides that's what he wants, it has to
• 1:17:45
  Speaker 2: happen right now because.
• 1:17:47
  Speaker 1: It would happen again. If you leave the hospital, you
• 1:17:49
  Speaker 1: might think twice, and you know.
• 1:17:51
  Speaker 2: You know, it's so stupid to think like I took
• 1:17:57
  Speaker 2: information that you gave me from the first time that
• 1:18:00
  Speaker 2: we talked about this, we watched videos of moms talking
• 1:18:04
  Speaker 2: about changing their baby's diaper. Yeah, when they're freshly circumcised.
• 1:18:09
  Speaker 2: That was so grotesque to me that I couldn't even
• 1:18:12
  Speaker 2: then we listened about that mom that was like, my
• 1:18:15
  Speaker 2: baby was like this. I took him in and it
• 1:18:18
  Speaker 2: was like I betrayed him, and he knew I betrayed him.
• 1:18:23
  Speaker 2: The baby was different after she got like imagine that. Yeah, yeah,
• 1:18:30
  Speaker 2: and so for me, and then like I went in
• 1:18:33
  Speaker 2: as any conspiracy theorist does, did my own research on it,
• 1:18:39
  Speaker 2: and it's like this does not need to fucking happen.
• 1:18:42
  Speaker 2: But they will regale you at the hospital about all
• 1:18:45
  Speaker 2: the oh well my friend and she and the vitamin CA.
• 1:18:49
  Speaker 2: It's like, first off, no to all of everything you
• 1:18:52
  Speaker 2: just said, Like, think about having to inject your baby
• 1:19:00
  Speaker 2: with a synthetic substance to clot his blood because when
• 1:19:04
  Speaker 2: you do this procedure, the likelihood of him bleeding out
• 1:19:08
  Speaker 2: is so high that that you have to get this
• 1:19:11
  Speaker 2: vitamin K injection.
• 1:19:14
  Speaker 1: Yeah, and even when you get the vitamin K, they
• 1:19:16
  Speaker 1: still bleed out. I mean, right, diaper is like full
• 1:19:21
  Speaker 1: of blood, like they don't have that much blood in
• 1:19:25
  Speaker 1: their little baby body. And these babies, just like the
• 1:19:29
  Speaker 1: sudden infant death syndrome is, that's because circumstision, you know,
• 1:19:34
  Speaker 1: like I mean, all of this. It's like if people
• 1:19:36
  Speaker 1: don't want to just oh, coat under the rug, we
• 1:19:38
  Speaker 1: don't see it.
• 1:19:39
  Speaker 2: No, let me read you something. Let me just read
• 1:19:43
  Speaker 2: you something. Right as it is newly November, this still
• 1:19:48
  Speaker 2: applies because it was this is a recent thing that
• 1:19:52
  Speaker 2: I came across. It says October is Sudden Infant Death
• 1:19:56
  Speaker 2: Syndrome Awareness Month. They get their own month, like you know,
• 1:20:01
  Speaker 2: fucking Pride months. Did you know this is? Did you know?
• 1:20:08
  Speaker 2: Sixty two point seven percent of sudden infant death syndrome
• 1:20:12
  Speaker 2: cases occur within three days of vaccination. Eighty nine point
• 1:20:17
  Speaker 2: six percent of sudden infant death syndrome happens within seven
• 1:20:21
  Speaker 2: days of vaccination. Ninety seven percent of all sudden infant
• 1:20:28
  Speaker 2: death syndrome cases occur within ten days of vaccination. Ninety
• 1:20:36
  Speaker 2: seven percent occurs within ten days of vaccination. That goes
• 1:20:42
  Speaker 2: along with what for boys, circumcision, that they do it all,
• 1:20:51
  Speaker 2: they do it all at one time. Yeah, yeah, yeah,
• 1:20:56
  Speaker 2: ninety seven percent. Imagine buying a car and the guy
• 1:21:01
  Speaker 2: tells you ninety seven percent of people who buy this
• 1:21:07
  Speaker 2: car it explodes on them within ten days of owning it.
• 1:21:10
  Speaker 2: Would you fucking buy that car?
• 1:21:13
  Speaker 1: Probably not we would you buy the.
• 1:21:14
  Speaker 2: Car with a sixty two point seven percent chance that
• 1:21:17
  Speaker 2: it explodes within three days of You know, what I'm
• 1:21:23
  Speaker 2: saying is like, the odds are ridiculous that this is connected,
• 1:21:28
  Speaker 2: like ninety seven percent.
• 1:21:32
  Speaker 1: It only makes sense that we are living through a
• 1:21:36
  Speaker 1: mass culling of the population, right, I mean, this is
• 1:21:41
  Speaker 1: kind of the overall, like I mean, to chop a penis,
• 1:21:44
  Speaker 1: that's like destroying the generative abilities of the next generation. Right.
• 1:21:49
  Speaker 1: But they were going directly after your your womb. They
• 1:21:54
  Speaker 1: were yes, attacking you since you were first had blood
• 1:21:59
  Speaker 1: like you've yes f grade, and they were giving you
• 1:22:02
  Speaker 1: the milk and all the food and whatever to make
• 1:22:04
  Speaker 1: you have blooded fourth grade, you know, like they controlled
• 1:22:08
  Speaker 1: that your whole like and they were like, Nope, this
• 1:22:13
  Speaker 1: one's not having a baby, you know, we don't. Yeah,
• 1:22:17
  Speaker 1: we don't need any more of this kind of person.
• 1:22:20
  Speaker 2: Just well and then you as you get older into
• 1:22:25
  Speaker 2: like high school, and you realize all the girls your
• 1:22:28
  Speaker 2: age were put on that, yeah, like it's like a
• 1:22:31
  Speaker 2: generation of women, right, and so it's it's a concentrated
• 1:22:37
  Speaker 2: assault and to go after the womb in this way
• 1:22:43
  Speaker 2: with young girls, and you know, going to fourth grade
• 1:22:47
  Speaker 2: and having to learn how to change your pad and stuff,
• 1:22:50
  Speaker 2: it's embarrassing because like you're like, what the fuck is this?
• 1:22:53
  Speaker 2: You're still a baby kind of in fourth grade. And
• 1:22:59
  Speaker 2: I remember going to like the doctor and them telling
• 1:23:03
  Speaker 2: my mom, you know, she needs to be started on
• 1:23:05
  Speaker 2: birth control pills whatever. I didn't even underfucking stand what
• 1:23:09
  Speaker 2: that was, and they encouraged that I go ahead and
• 1:23:12
  Speaker 2: start using tampons, which I felt like, looking back on it,
• 1:23:17
  Speaker 2: I was way too young to even know what a
• 1:23:19
  Speaker 2: tampon was or start using them, you know. And I
• 1:23:25
  Speaker 2: remember like, uh, go that summer, I was like wanting
• 1:23:29
  Speaker 2: to go to the pool with my friends, and my
• 1:23:31
  Speaker 2: mom was like, you got to learn how to use
• 1:23:33
  Speaker 2: a tampon because you can't wear a pat in the pool.
• 1:23:36
  Speaker 2: And you know, it's just there was such a concentrated
• 1:23:40
  Speaker 2: assault on young women. And the more I talk to
• 1:23:46
  Speaker 2: other women about this, it's like, oh, I have the
• 1:23:48
  Speaker 2: same story. You know, the gardasil, the pcos, the cysts,
• 1:23:53
  Speaker 2: the infertility issues.
• 1:23:56
  Speaker 4: You know.
• 1:23:57
  Speaker 2: Another big one that has happened with the birth control
• 1:24:02
  Speaker 2: and guardacil use is women developed in endometriosis, which is
• 1:24:08
  Speaker 2: basically like the internal lining of your uterus just decides
• 1:24:12
  Speaker 2: to grow on the outside of your uterus for whatever reason,
• 1:24:16
  Speaker 2: and the probability of conceiving when you have that is
• 1:24:19
  Speaker 2: extremely low. So you know, I because and then I
• 1:24:25
  Speaker 2: finally got pregnant, and I did have a lot of issues,
• 1:24:28
  Speaker 2: and they said I was a knemic and then I
• 1:24:30
  Speaker 2: had to get like iron infusions, and so it's like
• 1:24:36
  Speaker 2: the health of women has been severely impacted. I think
• 1:24:42
  Speaker 2: it's been, like I said, like a total assault on women.
• 1:24:46
  Speaker 2: And the breastfeeding thing too. It's like it's becoming more
• 1:24:53
  Speaker 2: and more common for women to not even be able
• 1:24:56
  Speaker 2: to do it at all, even if they want to.
• 1:24:59
  Speaker 2: Like me, and I'm sure I have like the best
• 1:25:02
  Speaker 2: formula I could find, but it's still formula, you know,
• 1:25:06
  Speaker 2: And I would rather not for sure. But uh, I
• 1:25:11
  Speaker 2: think the way that they attack boys and the way
• 1:25:14
  Speaker 2: that they attack girls, and now it's like transing. And
• 1:25:19
  Speaker 2: when I took him to his first appointment, they made
• 1:25:23
  Speaker 2: me check these boxes. Does your baby identify as a
• 1:25:27
  Speaker 2: boy or girl? Does your baby identity? Does your And
• 1:25:32
  Speaker 2: I read it to my husband. I was like, it's
• 1:25:35
  Speaker 2: asking me if our newborn identifies as a boy or
• 1:25:39
  Speaker 2: do do I identify my baby as a boy. It's
• 1:25:42
  Speaker 2: like is this is this? Like it's literally, like I said,
• 1:25:45
  Speaker 2: some kind of dystopian nightmare where it's like now we
• 1:25:48
  Speaker 2: call them babies instead of babies because it's like, you know,
• 1:25:53
  Speaker 2: they haven't decided what their gender is yet.
• 1:25:56
  Speaker 1: They have a new form in Massachusetts. I think they're
• 1:26:00
  Speaker 1: using it where it's not mother father, it's parent one,
• 1:26:05
  Speaker 1: parent two, and they can have a list of like
• 1:26:08
  Speaker 1: six people.
• 1:26:10
  Speaker 2: Oh fabulous.
• 1:26:12
  Speaker 1: It's like what is going on? Yeah right right yeah?
• 1:26:18
  Speaker 1: So like I mean it's like we're being turned into
• 1:26:21
  Speaker 1: the borg. Like I don't know if you watch Star
• 1:26:23
  Speaker 1: Trek in the old day, the Big Cube of Black Cube,
• 1:26:26
  Speaker 1: but like, uh, the people with wires all you know,
• 1:26:30
  Speaker 1: like just like you when you strapped out in the bed,
• 1:26:33
  Speaker 1: like looking wires everywhere you like, yeah, dude, yeah, that's it.
• 1:26:38
  Speaker 1: They want you to have besterile, become a robot and
• 1:26:43
  Speaker 1: do what they say, right, and they want to control
• 1:26:46
  Speaker 1: your reproduction completely, Like it is sick. I mean, it
• 1:26:50
  Speaker 1: is a death cult, and birth is the opposite of
• 1:26:54
  Speaker 1: what they want in this world. So of course they're
• 1:26:57
  Speaker 1: attacking you at every turn, every chance you every thought
• 1:27:02
  Speaker 1: you have, they're gonna be like, that's wrong, your bad mother.
• 1:27:05
  Speaker 1: Like they're gonna give you shame and fear and like,
• 1:27:09
  Speaker 1: you know, threaten your finances, like and then basically just
• 1:27:13
  Speaker 1: strap you down while you're having trauma, like you know,
• 1:27:16
  Speaker 1: the pain of like contractions and.
• 1:27:18
  Speaker 2: Ship they're like childbirth literally, right, Jesus.
• 1:27:23
  Speaker 1: Well.
• 1:27:23
  Speaker 2: The thing too, is like when we walked out of
• 1:27:26
  Speaker 2: there and we were just like fuck you by the
• 1:27:29
  Speaker 2: look of pure shock and astonishment on their faces. Yeah,
• 1:27:38
  Speaker 2: they were absolutely mortified that we would have just gotten
• 1:27:44
  Speaker 2: the like hello, I don't live here, I don't fucking
• 1:27:47
  Speaker 2: know you. I don't want to be here anymore.
• 1:27:50
  Speaker 1: Bye.
• 1:27:51
  Speaker 2: They don't understand that that you could be a sovereign
• 1:27:54
  Speaker 2: person and take you and your baby and get the
• 1:27:57
  Speaker 2: fuck out. It's like, we own this baby. What do
• 1:28:00
  Speaker 2: you mean you can't just take this baby and go. Yeah,
• 1:28:04
  Speaker 2: I can watch me walk out the fucking.
• 1:28:07
  Speaker 1: Door with it, right, I'll sign your form.
• 1:28:11
  Speaker 2: Oh I'm so scared, terrified, Like what they think that
• 1:28:19
  Speaker 2: scares people that Oh I had I don't want to
• 1:28:22
  Speaker 2: sign anything. I don't want to Ooh you're scaring me?
• 1:28:25
  Speaker 2: Fuck you right? How about that? I mean, it's just.
• 1:28:29
  Speaker 1: It's just like I love that your voices on my
• 1:28:33
  Speaker 1: show saying that, because really that's the that is the
• 1:28:36
  Speaker 1: pure essence of what a real mom does. You know,
• 1:28:40
  Speaker 1: Like it's not just dad who protects right, and like
• 1:28:44
  Speaker 1: you said before, like you're his only hope he can't
• 1:28:49
  Speaker 1: speak or help himself, Like you have to protect his penis.
• 1:28:54
  Speaker 1: You have to protect his bloodstream and all the other
• 1:28:57
  Speaker 1: things eyeballs and you know I'm saying like you and
• 1:29:01
  Speaker 1: you had to be vigilant and say no, no, and
• 1:29:04
  Speaker 1: be sure they weren't already doing it.
• 1:29:06
  Speaker 2: You knowbody Really like it's protecting his spirit, right because
• 1:29:12
  Speaker 2: you know, I can only do so much for his
• 1:29:15
  Speaker 2: physical body because things are going to happen. You know,
• 1:29:19
  Speaker 2: when we brought him home from the hospital, we couldn't
• 1:29:21
  Speaker 2: get the formula right, and he was gassy and he
• 1:29:25
  Speaker 2: was this and he was uncomfortable and you want to
• 1:29:27
  Speaker 2: be able to help him, but you can only do
• 1:29:29
  Speaker 2: so much and we tried to, you know, but I
• 1:29:32
  Speaker 2: can do I can protect his spirit. I can. I
• 1:29:36
  Speaker 2: can uh him, Yes I did, I did. But I
• 1:29:43
  Speaker 2: think it's a spiritual thing to allow your baby to
• 1:29:46
  Speaker 2: remain completely intact how it came out of your body.
• 1:29:50
  Speaker 2: I think, you know, I constantly think back to that
• 1:29:55
  Speaker 2: mom who said when I took my baby and I
• 1:29:58
  Speaker 2: got him back, he he was absolutely a different child
• 1:30:03
  Speaker 2: and he knew I betrayed him. That stuck with me.
• 1:30:08
  Speaker 2: I will never forget that. I can't imagine what that
• 1:30:10
  Speaker 2: would feel like to look in the eyes of your
• 1:30:12
  Speaker 2: newborn baby and know that you've betrayed them. I think
• 1:30:16
  Speaker 2: it's a spiritual thing, and you know I can. I
• 1:30:20
  Speaker 2: can only do so much if his tummy hurts or
• 1:30:22
  Speaker 2: like whatever that's gonna happen. But I can protect him
• 1:30:26
  Speaker 2: from getting stabbed and cut on and jabbed, and you
• 1:30:30
  Speaker 2: know they want to fill your baby up with like
• 1:30:34
  Speaker 2: toxic shit and cut their stuff. You know, it's like,
• 1:30:38
  Speaker 2: yeah that you can't. You can absolutely prevent.
• 1:30:44
  Speaker 1: We can. It's so easy, just say words and the
• 1:30:47
  Speaker 1: word is real simple, so only the two letters know, right,
• 1:30:51
  Speaker 1: So it's like I just I just want people because
• 1:30:55
  Speaker 1: compliance is so easy for people. They're trained into it.
• 1:30:58
  Speaker 1: Their whole life. They go to school. Okay, I'm gonna
• 1:31:00
  Speaker 1: do what you say. Yes, I'll do it. Okay, I
• 1:31:03
  Speaker 1: must do what you say. Okay, I'm right, you're the authority,
• 1:31:09
  Speaker 1: you know. But all of a sudden, no matter what
• 1:31:12
  Speaker 1: they did, like they got some like other nurse and
• 1:31:15
  Speaker 1: this other doctor guy. Look, this one's wearing a coat,
• 1:31:17
  Speaker 1: and oh, this one they with us. They even brought
• 1:31:20
  Speaker 1: in a priest. I'm like a priest laughingly. Yeah, the
• 1:31:24
  Speaker 1: dude was wearing a collar. Black, whole thing came in.
• 1:31:28
  Speaker 1: He gave us like a little wooden cross like a gift.
• 1:31:32
  Speaker 1: That was his excuse for coming in. And then he
• 1:31:33
  Speaker 1: started talking about the vitamin K you know, is vidamin K. Oh,
• 1:31:37
  Speaker 1: you're gonna really do this vitamin K? Like what the hell? Man? Like,
• 1:31:40
  Speaker 1: it was all angles they were coming at and the
• 1:31:43
  Speaker 1: place that I was at, they even had a uniformed
• 1:31:46
  Speaker 1: police officer with a gun walking around the hallways.
• 1:31:49
  Speaker 2: I was like, what disgusting?
• 1:31:51
  Speaker 4: Yeah, whoa, it's disgusting, Like this is something that you
• 1:31:56
  Speaker 4: should be prepared for if you're going in blind and
• 1:31:59
  Speaker 4: just think you're gonna, oh, you're just gonna go in there,
• 1:32:01
  Speaker 4: and they're just gonna.
• 1:32:03
  Speaker 2: Respect your wishes, which you they will do if you
• 1:32:06
  Speaker 2: make them.
• 1:32:07
  Speaker 1: If you're vigilant and harsh about it, like you.
• 1:32:10
  Speaker 2: Were, right. But they're not just gonna be like fucking
• 1:32:15
  Speaker 2: mister Rogers about it. They're gonna make you feel like
• 1:32:18
  Speaker 2: you're a piece of trash because you didn't, you know,
• 1:32:20
  Speaker 2: do all this stuff. And you know, it's just like,
• 1:32:24
  Speaker 2: I love my mom, and I feel like she was
• 1:32:26
  Speaker 2: like the ultimate mom and the grand scheme of things,
• 1:32:29
  Speaker 2: but she was pressured into thinking that she was doing
• 1:32:34
  Speaker 2: something good for me right by consenting to whatever the
• 1:32:39
  Speaker 2: fuck this stuff was. And it's like gardasil is known
• 1:32:42
  Speaker 2: to cause infertility issues now, but back then they it
• 1:32:47
  Speaker 2: was like, oh, we're doing this great thing for young
• 1:32:49
  Speaker 2: women by preventing HBV and doing whatever. And you know,
• 1:32:54
  Speaker 2: years later, we're finding out that it does absolutely the opposite.
• 1:32:58
  Speaker 2: It just makes you stare and it makes you have
• 1:33:01
  Speaker 2: all the fucked up issues and you can still get
• 1:33:04
  Speaker 2: HPV and it's like, what what was it?
• 1:33:08
  Speaker 1: You know, right, what was it? It was a eugenics operation.
• 1:33:14
  Speaker 2: Yes, that's what I like. Now we find out what
• 1:33:18
  Speaker 2: it really was, you know, it wasn't about HPV. Shit, fucking.
• 1:33:26
  Speaker 1: That's like a boogeyman too, Like who knows what that's
• 1:33:29
  Speaker 1: what that whole thing is, Like, is it a fungus?
• 1:33:32
  Speaker 1: Is it a what? You know? Like they they don't
• 1:33:35
  Speaker 1: even know, like but I mean maybe I don't know what.
• 1:33:38
  Speaker 1: Maybe I shouldn't be speaking on that, but any in
• 1:33:40
  Speaker 1: any case, it is a death cult. That is like
• 1:33:44
  Speaker 1: it's a global death cult that gets filtered down through
• 1:33:47
  Speaker 1: the governments. And then under them is the hospitals, and
• 1:33:51
  Speaker 1: under them is the birthing center, and under them is
• 1:33:54
  Speaker 1: your midwife. And oh it's midwife. Oh like just like
• 1:33:59
  Speaker 1: if I was, you know, in some little cottage and
• 1:34:02
  Speaker 1: you know in eighteen hundreds, got.
• 1:34:03
  Speaker 2: Yeah, we'll just brain each other's pussy hair and like
• 1:34:08
  Speaker 2: grow up. That's what they want you to think.
• 1:34:11
  Speaker 1: Right, Yeah. But in the meantime, they want to fucking
• 1:34:15
  Speaker 1: take your placenta and sell that shit. Yeah, take your
• 1:34:18
  Speaker 1: everything and sell it and fucking black market everything. And
• 1:34:22
  Speaker 1: I mean they couldn't take the little baby out of
• 1:34:24
  Speaker 1: your womb before he was born and sell those parts.
• 1:34:27
  Speaker 1: I mean, so they're going to sell what they can,
• 1:34:29
  Speaker 1: like it's like a chop shop and you know, like, yes,
• 1:34:33
  Speaker 1: a bunch of criminals.
• 1:34:36
  Speaker 2: Okay, calm down, that's exactly I mean, no, that's exactly
• 1:34:40
  Speaker 2: how I feel about it. And like, going through that process,
• 1:34:43
  Speaker 2: it was just like, you know, you talk about stuff
• 1:34:46
  Speaker 2: on your show and you try to like inform people
• 1:34:49
  Speaker 2: and you try to yourself be informed on like the
• 1:34:52
  Speaker 2: possibilities of stuff happening, But when you're going through it,
• 1:34:56
  Speaker 2: you're like, all, this is so real. Yeah, Like this
• 1:35:00
  Speaker 2: isn't just like a podcast episode where we kind of
• 1:35:02
  Speaker 2: like go back and forth and we agree and understand
• 1:35:05
  Speaker 2: that these things are real. But when you're in the
• 1:35:08
  Speaker 2: middle of it and you're having to look these crazy
• 1:35:11
  Speaker 2: assholes in the eye with their fucking brochures and their
• 1:35:15
  Speaker 2: forms and shit, and they're like looking down on you,
• 1:35:19
  Speaker 2: and it's and the pressure is on for you to
• 1:35:22
  Speaker 2: like walk how you talk like, That's that's literally how
• 1:35:27
  Speaker 2: I felt. I was like, all this stuff that we
• 1:35:29
  Speaker 2: always talk about, and here I am, fucking they think
• 1:35:32
  Speaker 2: I'm a dear relict to mother because I don't want
• 1:35:34
  Speaker 2: to stay in the hospital, starving with no shower and
• 1:35:38
  Speaker 2: let them cut parts off my baby. And then you
• 1:35:42
  Speaker 2: go home and you're like, oh, I hope they don't
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  Speaker 2: call DHS on me, like that should be the last
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  Speaker 2: thing on your mind when you just brought a new
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  Speaker 2: baby home. It's like, oh, I hope they don't think
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  Speaker 2: I'm a you know, they need to do a home
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  Speaker 2: visit because.
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  Speaker 1: It's just it's just like every encounter with the cop,
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  Speaker 1: like oh no, oh no, I hope they don't put
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  Speaker 1: me in jail. Like it's like just because you're encountering
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  Speaker 1: the government for any reason, you have to be afraid,
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  Speaker 1: you know, like they got your name now, oh god,
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  Speaker 1: like they got papers. Yeah. Like I'm I'm just like,
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  Speaker 1: I'm so glad that you spoke about this on your
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  Speaker 1: show and you like had all of these like you
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  Speaker 1: had these thoughts before the moment, and then when the
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  Speaker 1: moment arrived, you stayed true to your principles and you
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  Speaker 1: fought them and you win. Like like, I mean, this
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  Speaker 1: is such a victory podcast. I'm so glad to hear
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  Speaker 1: this story. Thank you. This is great. Can you tell
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  Speaker 1: us what you're I mean, please tell me talk?
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  Speaker 2: Well, No, I was just gonna say, I hope this
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  Speaker 2: inspires and also informs because the second time that we
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  Speaker 2: had this conversation, it was because I was talking to
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  Speaker 2: someone and they were oh, I'm gonna, you know, circumcise
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  Speaker 2: my son. And I was like, have you listened to
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  Speaker 2: this episode? I did. It was the first time we
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  Speaker 2: talked to each other, and I was like, I guess
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  Speaker 2: we need to redo this episode because it's been a while.
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  Speaker 2: And I guess they, you know, can't take five minutes
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  Speaker 2: to scroll down to the bottom of my feet or whenever.
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  Speaker 2: So I was like, let's just do a new one.
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  Speaker 2: It'll be at the top of the feet, which is important. Yes,
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  Speaker 2: it was.
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  Speaker 1: Even video of the baby screaming, like, oh god.
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  Speaker 2: It's disgusting. It's blood curdling, and it's, like I said,
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  Speaker 2: every time we have this conversation, I like reinvigorated as
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  Speaker 2: to how disgusting it is that people even do it.
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  Speaker 2: But I'm glad you're talking about it on a big
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  Speaker 2: show too.
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  Speaker 1: I don't want to Oh yeah, hopefully it's still gonna happen.
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  Speaker 1: It should be this Wednesday.
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  Speaker 2: Yeah, yeah, right. I don't want to say what it is,
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  Speaker 2: but I'm you know, excited for you to be able
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  Speaker 2: to go because you're literally the only person I ever
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  Speaker 2: met who talks about it.
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  Speaker 1: You right, well in congrats.
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  Speaker 2: I think that's awesome to be able to.
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  Speaker 1: Cover it is. I mean, it's like it's awesome topic.
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  Speaker 1: I don't know, it's it's a scary topic, but it's
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  Speaker 1: something that is so important and it's like it is
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  Speaker 1: and I will continue to talk about it like it was.
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  Speaker 1: It affected me and I am changed now and like
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  Speaker 1: if I can help others to not be damaged, you
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  Speaker 1: know what I mean, if I care for others, so
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  Speaker 1: I'm going to keep I could just be like I
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  Speaker 1: hate myself and my broken dick, I'm just gonna go
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  Speaker 1: do drugs or whatever shit. You know, I got this.
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  Speaker 1: People are listening. You know, I got a voice, and
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  Speaker 1: so I'm glad to be here talking about it. Like
• 1:38:59
  Speaker 1: if people are daring enough to listen to the truth,
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  Speaker 1: that I will put it in their ear for sure,
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  Speaker 1: you know. And thank you for thank you for bringing
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  Speaker 1: this to our audience to speak from your perspective and
• 1:39:13
  Speaker 1: as the mom, the strong mom to say no, that
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  Speaker 1: is very important and I'm glad that we have that
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  Speaker 1: captured on my show for anybody to listen to now
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  Speaker 1: for in the future. And you know, mothers that are
• 1:39:26
  Speaker 1: thinking should I serve and you know, like their husband
• 1:39:29
  Speaker 1: wants it done, and like the society thinks it's good
• 1:39:33
  Speaker 1: and all of this, do some you know, when they're
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  Speaker 1: doing their please, I hope that they're doing their due
• 1:39:40
  Speaker 1: diligent and looking into their research and you know, learning
• 1:39:43
  Speaker 1: and doing their own research. They might come across these
• 1:39:47
  Speaker 1: videos and these are here free for you know, for
• 1:39:51
  Speaker 1: anybody to hear and listen to, and hopefully this will
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  Speaker 1: help them to make a proper decision. We already told
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  Speaker 1: them what the answer is. There's only one answer for
• 1:40:00
  Speaker 1: certain decision at least is no, because it's not your dick,
• 1:40:04
  Speaker 1: and you can't, like, you can't shop some of dude's
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  Speaker 1: dick walking down the street. He might not like that,
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  Speaker 1: So don't do it to your.
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  Speaker 2: Yeah, and if you keep zipping it up in your pants,
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  Speaker 2: fuck you. I don't know it's your problem.
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  Speaker 1: It's some buttonfly jeans.
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  Speaker 2: Like wow, the cutting is not the answer.
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  Speaker 1: Yeah. Yeah, So like this is, I would like people
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  Speaker 1: to hear where they can find you if they've never
• 1:40:35
  Speaker 1: heard you before. Please where can they find your work?
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  Speaker 2: Thank you? Yeah, and thanks for having me. I talk
• 1:40:42
  Speaker 2: about a lot of health stuff and just random conspiracy
• 1:40:45
  Speaker 2: stuff on my show It's Cosmic Peach Podcast. Yeah, I
• 1:40:51
  Speaker 2: I do natural healthcare stuff every now and again, but
• 1:40:55
  Speaker 2: I do enjoy joining with you, like with William Ramsey
• 1:40:59
  Speaker 2: and we talked about John Bennet, and I like to
• 1:41:03
  Speaker 2: cover a wide range of conspiracy stuff. It's not just
• 1:41:07
  Speaker 2: health stuff, but that is part of the conspiracy. You
• 1:41:10
  Speaker 2: want to cut your dick off and remove your uterus
• 1:41:14
  Speaker 2: if they can. So yeah, I mean, I'm I'm on
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  Speaker 2: board with a lot of the stuff that you and
• 1:41:20
  Speaker 2: I have talked about in the past, like the you
• 1:41:23
  Speaker 2: know mc martin shit and the fucking program to kill stuff,
• 1:41:28
  Speaker 2: mind control. It's all real. So that's that's what I
• 1:41:32
  Speaker 2: cover on my show. And you know, we talk about
• 1:41:35
  Speaker 2: Stanley Kubrick all the time. It's it's always interesting.
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  Speaker 1: So yes, yes, my listeners will love your show, that's
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  Speaker 1: for sure. And you're, uh, you know, you're you've got
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  Speaker 1: a fun, fresh attitude that is you know, it's refreshing
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  Speaker 1: for my ears. I listened to your show and I'm
• 1:41:52
  Speaker 1: glad that you're out there doing it, so that's wonderful.
• 1:41:56
  Speaker 1: And all your links will be below so the listeners
• 1:41:59
  Speaker 1: can come and find you, and we hope to hear
• 1:42:04
  Speaker 1: from you again soon if you ever have any more
• 1:42:06
  Speaker 1: stories you want to bring to our ears. We're happy
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  Speaker 1: to hear that.
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  Speaker 2: So absolutely, thank you.
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  Speaker 1: Awesome, wonderful, thank you for being here, and thank you
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  Speaker 1: listeners for listening. We'll see you next time. S