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Mayim Rabim part 2 - Why Hashem sends the great waters · Food for the Soul

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  Okay, tov, everyone. Good morning. I hope you're not drowning. And if you're drowning, it's not a surprise. Why is it not a surprise that you're drowning?
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  Do you know what's drowning?
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  No, that's drawing. Drowning is when you swim, and then you, and then you, what?
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  And then you go underwater, right? And then you're dead. That's drowning.
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  So, people are drowning under the waters is a problem, but we know that even though we
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  have great waters in our life, we have distractions, we have a job, we need to make money, we need
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  to get a visa, we need to get married.
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  a lot of a lot of waters that
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  who water big waters for men
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  in order to find to be occupied with with the technicalities of you know finding this finding
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  occupation thoughts obsessive thoughts about not holy things any any preoccupation about something
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  and is not godly, is in a certain way water.
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  We focus on money, usually.
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  That's the, I would say, the core worry.
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  And we announced that the great waters
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  are not gonna able to extinguish the love
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  that the Jew has to him, right?
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  Maim, rabim, loyuchlu lechabot et t'a'ava.
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  Even though the entire world will come to the Jew
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  and and and try to make him off completely he's gonna survive she said okay
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  what's the what's the wow because ultimately he has a god in the shama
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  remember from yesterday we said he has a godly soul of course he's stronger he
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  is he's connected to our shama we said the Jew the big waters so sorry we said
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  that we thought that like the big waters come and try to like overwhelm
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  the Jew, but the Jew is connected to Hashem. So of course he's stronger. So no, no. The waters are
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  actually coming from a higher place. The waters are connected to Hashem in a deeper level.
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  Why? Because, and apologies to the people that are for the first time here today,
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  we're not going to repeat all the terminology. Hopefully as we go, we'll manage to loop you
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  in because the nishama in the Jew come from which realm from which level of
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  creation from from from tikkun right in which there's a systematic organized
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  limited revelation and the great waters come from which level from tohu very
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  good I can't believe you're hearing you're saying toh and tikkun that's
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  tremendous toh and tikkun this is this is the real deal this is to
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  understand the system how Hashem created on the messy level and then an organized level
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  so now that we know that the great waters are stronger the world versus the Jew who wins
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  there's a new trend on what no the waters
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  very good yes step by step we need to you're gonna see we could go back and forth later again
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  well so so really now who's supposed to win who the bank the water mark zuckerberg tiktok
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  or the neshama no the world tiktok why because where is tiktok created from from tohu hasham
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  gives unlimited energy and unlimited, un-rational, not fair. It's like terrorists. Remember we
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  said yesterday that they have like, they don't play by the rules. So they have ultimately a much
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  better chance almost. They're more connected to, to, to the endlessness of God versus the Neshama.
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  Okay? So who's gonna win? The waters! So now that we have that, we ask ourselves, okay, so how
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  does the neshama win? How ultimately do we know? How does the shlomo amel ehteraz and shira shireem
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  that we are not gonna drown? The answer is that really, really the neshama is, it practically
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  comes from tikkun, but it's rooted deep inside its origin where Hashem came wanted it, desired it,
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  is in Hashem's essence, in atsmut, all and so, in the essence of the infinite light.
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  Okay, these terminologies you're supposed to start knowing, atsmut,
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  I don't know if you wrote it down, but we'll write it again, atsmut, which is essence,
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  essence all which is light and soft and soft means no end no which the light of
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  no end this is the infinite light okay at smooth all and soft so where is the
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  Neshama really rooted not in Tohu not in tikkun rather she's rooted in at smooth
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  oven so and that's why because the Neshamah is connected so deeply so highly the Neshamah cannot be
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  extinguished. Now when you go home today or after the class I want you all to practice the
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  English words extinguished which is a bit of a hard word but extinguished is when you turn
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  of fire your fire and then you have this machine that like the red thing right
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  that's called a fire extinguisher I'm not sure
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  extinguish where's my my American yeah okay extinguish basically turn off fire
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  turn of fire. So the Neshama cannot be extinguished. Why? Because it's really
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  connected much higher and much deeper than the big waters. So now who's gonna
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  win TikTok or Neshama? Neshama, Bank of America or Neshama? Neshama, your boss
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  firing you and you don't have money and the button someone wants to throw you out
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  of your house versus Neshama? Neshama? We're not saying that you're for sure not
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  gonna be thrown out of your house but at least it's not gonna bother you.
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  We mentioned that yes in our generation definitely in general it's like
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  having a livelihood is like the mana Hashem takes care of us and we need to
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  work with our hands but we're not we're not allowed to let it occupy us.
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  about that we spoke right? I think we covered that part. Now we're trying to
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  understand that's what we left up yesterday. What's the benefit of the
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  Great Waters? Why does Hashem bring a flood on us? Why does he bring it? What
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  do we gain from it? What's the return on the investment? Helps us grow. It's
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  supposed to awaken us with the with the great love because otherwise what's
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  going to be the point of this whole of this whole project called called world
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  and I want to see this from inside let's start going around whether we start
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  with chapter four yesterday right so those who don't have chapter four try
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  to look with your friends we're almost finishing it and we have copies for
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  chapter 5 okay if you don't have just listen in and we're gonna we're gonna
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  compete together with chapter with chapter 5 no no it's this okay if you
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  don't have it if you don't sit laying around it means you don't have it but
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  So let's start, Laila, not only.
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  So it's not only not extinguishing the love, it's also helping us to grow.
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  There must be a way through which those waters make us go higher.
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  What?
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  I know, we read just for the first few, the first page, right?
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  Yeah.
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  I know, I know, but not everyone listened.
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  Some people were sleeping or they weren't here, so we don't think we don't notice.
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  We notice who's here, who's not here, but we help you feel better.
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  Through the descent, a rufka, rufka you, right, or more rufkas, you.
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  Through the descent?
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  Through the descent of the sword below to the physical world, and it's unwelcoming and
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  best above the waters.
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  It brings to a higher level than the ruf it appropriated before it descends down
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  the world to the plain.
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  To this plain?
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  Plain, we said, is not, what's plain?
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  Level.
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  It's a level.
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  We mentioned that also yesterday. What's the descent? Going down. So the descent of the
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  soul to the physical world needs to give us a certain increase, a certain
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  higherness, so the rank, the level you were before, now you could go to a higher
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  level. And it says this is the, and we left off with these parentheses,
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  This is the ultimate intent of the existence of these abundant waters for this reason that ultimately do not have the power to extinguish the love for a sham by the existence of a person.
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  Continue on the flip side.
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  Previously the rabbi explained that.
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  No, not just the bold part.
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  Because the ultimate found intent of these underwaters is to print about the increase in a juice-loved freshener.
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  This was reason number two.
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  Remember this from yesterday?
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  We know that everyone was a little sleepy.
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  The waters drowned you.
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  What does the harlot, the prostitute, want from the king's son?
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  that he should fail or that he should not fail with her.
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  Remember yesterday at the end of the class we asked about the prostitute, that the king hires her?
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  You know this example many times already.
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  That the king hires a prostitute to test his son
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  and she's trying to seduce the son, one to get her payment,
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  two in order for the king to because the king asked her to do it but really because she loves the king
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  she doesn't want the king's son the prince to fail right what does she want him
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  but he should withstand the test right she doesn't want him to fail she wants him to be strong
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  So, I have a question to you. Does TikTok want, I'm talking to Rivka. If you don't understand the word, tell me. I'm going to repeat it again.
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  What does TikTok want? As to be addicted to it or as not to be addicted to it? Yes, but really, really deep inside.
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  why does it want to be addicted? Because God gives it the power to be a world to
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  drown us, to give us a certain task or opportunity to grow, right? So when we
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  don't, when we're not addicted, we don't fall for it, we'll be able to grow
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  higher, right? So deep inside what does TikTok want? That we should not be
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  addicted. You understand what I'm saying? Do I make sense? You all know
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  tiktok right is the video thing just making sure no but it doesn't do you
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  with the with the with the process would you understand the example it's exactly
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  the same example that's the point of an example that it's the same
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  Because Hashem creates it, there's things that Hashem wants and things that Hashem creates
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  as a framework to fight against you almost.
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  If I know that the purpose this was created is to help me grow, then I don't see it as
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  Whoa, I don't see it as a contradiction. I know to walk straight through it.
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  Let's make more of this.
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  I'll tell the rabbit that it's okay.
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  Okay, let's continue Aviva in terms of our divine service.
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  Oh, you don't have that.
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  A bit of a shortage of papers. So just whoever has papers will read.
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  Sarah.
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  As a result, a chicken from the eating disc can belong to the physical plane.
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  There is an enlargement in those abundant waters.
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  It attains the dynamic of Chuvah.
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  Chuvah, Chuvah, Chuvah. What's Chuvah? What's Val Chuvah? Who's better?
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  Itzadik or Val Chuvah?
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  Val Chuvah.
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  Of course. No, Itzadik.
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  It's a dick is you know, it's pure is good as there's no problems. There was never any failure
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  Then a shama before it comes to the world has which level is it's a dick or Balchouva
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  And this can I show a bacha is the only one
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  La ne shama is the pura come on. So dick or
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  Transformed like a Balchouva
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  So she is like a tzadik.
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  Now when the neshama goes down to this world and she gets a physical body and she needs
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  to go to the bank and she needs to watch tiktok and then she doesn't need to what happens
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  and then she stops or she elevates she she she she
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  manages to realize that the waters are not as strong not as strong as herself
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  she gets what's the prophet what does she gain she becomes a balshuva which is higher
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  then what she was before. The Neshamat, before they come down, they are like Tzadikim.
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  The Neshamat, after they survive this world, are like Balchuva. So why is the reason
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  that the Neshamat should go down to this world? To become a Balchuva.
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  Everyone's Neshamat, because everyone's Neshamat is a Tzadik, and everyone's
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  Neshama, through going through this world, becomes about Shema.
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  So let's see here, as is well-known, a Hayah.
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  Before the soul ascends into the body, on the level of the perfectly righteous.
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  Continue.
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  The higher quality attained through the ascending to the body is that they become related to Shriva.
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  One more.
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  They completely righteous, but not stand in the place of Shriva.
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  Perfect.
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  The Neshama, before she comes to the world, is the Tzaddik.
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  The Neshama, when they come down to the world, and what they benefit,
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  the growth through the big waters, is that they become Baal-e-Chuva.
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  And we're saying that in a place where Baal-Chuva could stand,
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  even a complete Tzaddik cannot stand.
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  So we're going to see what exactly that means.
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  They don't stand in that place, but it's not only that they didn't stand on that level
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  They can't they don't even have the potential to stand it. It means there's really an advantage in being about Chava
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  We're going to talk shortly more about it. I just want to go through more of the text a
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  You don't have to pay right? Okay, so Emma this is a furthermore. They cannot stand there doing so is not even with their potential
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  This is the reason
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  In the flip side, this is the reason.
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  Miriam, what did I say?
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  Emma, sorry.
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  This is the reason for the soul to set up
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  with the plant, the process of trying to show
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  that even when we are not speaking
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  of our commitment to sin,
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  but the return of the soul to its roots
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  is relevant only when the soul
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  is not in its true place
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  in its worsen room.
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  Wow.
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  Why didn't the shema come down, Aviva?
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  Why didn't the shema come down to the world?
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  to the world short answer one liner elevator pitch has a mission to what okay
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  out there to love a shame other suggestions Miriam just read it too I'm not
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  asking you questions out of the blue the answer is right when it says there's a
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  sentence here this is the reason for the soul the center that's earthly plane
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  so the answer is either the line before or the line after and the two lines
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  before was that the point of the Shamot when they're above is that they're at
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  Sadikim. What? The soul before the descent to the body or in the level of the
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  righteous of Sadikim through going through the descent the Bikam-Baleh-Chuva
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  and this is the reason for the souls the then to this world to turn from
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  Sadikim? Sadikim too? Very good. Why did the soul come down to the world, Aviva?
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  To turn from Sadikim into Balai Tshuva. Very good. Esther, why did the Shema come down to the world?
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  Balai Tshuva. We need to do Tshuva.
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  Now I have a question to you. Why? By the next time on the bottom it says page what out of what?
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  of what look at the water in the bottom in gray so we're in page four out of eight
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  that's what you each one what they deserve each one i gave the paper they need to know about
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  i have all the i have the whole the whole thing focus so i have a question to you why couldn't
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  Hashem make a Bal Chuvah program up you know by him why do you need to fly to
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  America to go to college stay in Argentina and do college there when
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  Ukraine why do you need to come all the way to America why does Hashem send
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  the Nishamot down to this world to a disconnected place in order to do Chuvah
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  make some some area in Genedin this is the Bal Chuvah program
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  all the Nishamot will spend 70 80 years there and come back what the
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  finds here what's the difference between here and there
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  to who okay not not bad not bad what and not smooth is up there at smooth is
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  where the Nishamot were connected before him that's where we're talking why
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  not in that smooth why doesn't Nishamot stay up there why do they have to go
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  down through Tikkun to like a limited disconnected world that is far from the
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  route in order to to Ducuva okay there we can but there what okay with the
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  if I elaborate what do you mean we have a choice okay so so you say you're saying
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  well the idea of the following what the translation of Chuvah okay very good or
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  what other just usually the answer the other one first name we say what Chuvah
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  shuva on a simple way means either answer or repentance okay that's what most
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  people usually answer is repenting sorry movie but the Hasidic meaning of it is
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  what? Laila knows your moment shuva is return what does it mean to return? to come
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  back very good to come back to the source you can't come back if you
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  never left. Can I come back to class right now? Only if I'm gonna go out, I'm gonna
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  be outside. It makes sense that I do chuva. I come back. But if I'm here in the
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  class, as long as I'm here, I can't do chuva to the class, right? Because I'm in
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  the class. The moment I'm outside, now I'm outside, now I could do chuva. I
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  could come back. As long as you were in the Godly presence and there's no
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  question that's a little bit of choice as long as there's no question about God's
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  presence there's no point of doing chuvah because the awareness is that
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  everything is Hashem everything is Godly.
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  Okay but the question is still why why do you have to do that? Why not to stay in the same place?
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  Because you could only you'll always stay at Sadiq it's gonna be within the same
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  level Hashem. Give me a fin I'll finish and then and then and then we'll
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  We could dive into it.
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  Right now, within Hashem's presence, the Neshama see everything as a godly expression.
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  When the Neshama enters the world, there is a shift in its consciousness, in the way it sees everything.
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  Instead of seeing everything as part of God, I see it as independent.
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  This table, is godly or tably?
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  Tably.
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  Tably, materialistically. This book. Is it godly or booky?
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  No it's Godly but like you look at it whatever you look at it seems like it's
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  independently standing when you look when there's two books one on top of each
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  other what is holding this book this right the bricks the building they hold
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  themselves this is how nature works it feels independent separate from God when
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  I eat when I'm hungry and I eat food why do I feel that there was I was
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  hungry me my physical body now there's physical food and I ate it now I'm full
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  I don't feel like oh God created this and God created that and God made them together
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  everything feels independent and separate from Hashem when I ask you where do you have money from
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  what's the answer and don't say Hashem for a second I know you're very spiritual and
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  believing but like for a moment I'll go to work and who pays me Hashem no it's me pays you the
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  the boss. So who pays my bills? The boss. That's what I see. That's what I see around me. And
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  Neshama will never have such an experience. Hashem created a framework, a world that feels
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  disconnected from him. It's a tremendous surprise that God managed to create something like
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  that, by the way. It's weird how Hashem created something that feels so disconnected.
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  Chuva means that the Neshama returns to its original awareness, the way she saw things before,
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  that everything, including myself, is a godly expression. Not that I don't exist, rather that I
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  am a godly expression. And that's why in order to do Chuva, or the Neshama to have Chuva,
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  we must go through a place that is seemingly disconnected from Hashem, otherwise there is no
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  point in the return, there's no choice but like I don't like the word choice usually has a very like
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  a specific connotation, so I rather stick to like the the the the Bal Chuvah, the point of
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  returning is in Ishamah returning to its original way of seeing things, that everything is godly
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  And that could only happen in a physical, low world that is so disconnected from the Creator.
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  So far so good? Is that clear?
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  So why did Nishama go down to this world?
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  Because from Sadikim too?
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  Very good. Why do we need Allison to go specifically through this world
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  this world and we couldn't have stayed with God. Why can't you do chuvah within godliness?
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  You have to go through a physical world.
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  Just look at the final line. Because chuvah is relevant only when the soul is not in the place
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  in its source and root. There could only be chuvah when you leave and then come back.
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  there's no chuvah if you stay in the same place okay yes so we have to leave
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  in order to come back then you could return then this then it makes sense to
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  talk about returning as that you're on retrace and then it is relevant you
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  could look with Mario let's skip the explanation just the bold words and
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  And then, it is relevant...
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  I don't want to speak of our soul, so we're going into it, and so it's really a change
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  that's affected by the spirit, and we're going into that to endow it.
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  Endowment, endowing is giving.
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  Technically it's giving, but endowing means to like put it inside of you.
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  Right? Endowment.
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  Oh, I think that's the right...
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  Exactly. The Tashem puts the spirit in you.
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  Okay, I'll continue.
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  Since the positive quality possessed by a Bal Chuvah
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  surpasses the positive quality possessed by the Tzadik
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  to an extent that the difference from between them is radical
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  with no basis for comparison.
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  They're, wow, they're like two different completely worlds.
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  And by the way, it's not that Tzadik is like six and a Bal Chuvah is a ten.
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  It's not that Sadik has a thousand points and the Baal-Shuwa has ten thousand points.
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  A Baal-Shuwa and Sadik are not in the same category.
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  Because Sadik will never understand and will never have the same experience as the Baal-Shuwa went through.
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  He never left, he never came back.
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  We're not talking about Baal-Shuwa in order to sin and then stop sinning.
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  Also, we're talking about the sense that the Nishama has to go through this world.
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  she has to leave the golly realms feel disconnected and then return that's our
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  job to help Arna Shamma be about Chuvah as a consequence so Chuvah which was
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  made possible for the soul through the scent to this physical plane to this
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  physical low level it consequence is the result consequence means if I throw
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  this it's gonna hit you that's the consequence of me throwing it yes and
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  you have your head hurting is a consequence of this hitting you and you
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  being angry is a consequence of you being hurt the consequence of you
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  throwing something back is the consequence of you being angry it could
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  keep going. The consequence is always the result that comes after. Okay? That's very interesting.
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  Almost like what could be higher than Anashama being united with Hashem? Anashama is one with
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  godliness. She's completely nullified to Hashem. There's no question about it. She's completely
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  selfless but then through the great powers of the abandoned waters all the
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  waters I get involved with in this world the physical world I could reach
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  higher and I could almost reach the same level as before being so nullified to
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  Hashem while being in this world and that's going to be almost not just a
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  pleasure that's going to be the upgrade that we could there we could
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  arrive. I'll give you a small example. That's a good example, but it's certain
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  it's gonna bring out novelty. What's more interesting? A person talking or a bird
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  talking? You know what's a parrot? Like a bird? You know bird? And then there's
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  like that there's a bird that could talk. Papagayo. Yeah? That's that's how I say in
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  German. What? Papugai in Russian, you see? You guys don't know Russian. In German it is.
• 34:31
  Oh, okay. Exactly. Okay, whatever, the same thing. You understand that a bird that
• 34:36
  knows how to talk. Long story short, what's more interesting? A person who could say
• 34:42
  good morning or a bird that could say good morning? Why is a bird more interesting? She knows to talk
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  less than the person. Because it's natural for a bird to speak, to talk. It's not
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  natural. It's not a given. It's transformative. It's a change. It's something else. It's
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  out of its place, for instance, I shared it, but I think 90% of the girls knew that I grew up in
• 35:11
  Germany. We had a Holocaust survivor from Hungary, from Hungary, from Budapest, and he remembers
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  that he told us the story probably a hundred times, that when they had in Budapest a wealthy man
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  and he had a parrot outside of his house in the big cave, big nice cave, that the parrot
• 35:31
  need to say good job is so job is morning everyone walking back from show
• 35:36
  everyone was saying good job is in the bird answer good job and this was like
• 35:41
  the average about morning everyone's walking by the bird the birds is good
• 35:44
  job is and it was like a classic and here is the way the Nazis came to put
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  a mess like he said he showed with his own eyes you know the Jews walk by the
• 35:54
  bird and say good job you know the bird has a good job is then one of the
• 35:57
  German officers took a gun and shot the parrot. He was so angry, he shot, whatever he shot,
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  he decided to shoot the parrot. And he said that he understood the hate, he doesn't,
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  he did not understand, he said like, the hate to Jews was known, but like, why did he kill
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  the parrot? You know, it's like, it was like, he remembered the, whatever. So the
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  And the Shammah being selfless or nullified to Hashem within Godliness is not a surprise,
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  it's nothing new.
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  When it comes down to the world, it has the waters, there's another option.
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  And then there's a choice, that's a novelty, that's like a talking bird.
• 36:38
  That's like the power coming out from within this low level.
• 36:47
  What we're left with is the question is like how much higher could you go?
• 36:51
  If we're united with Hashem before we come to the world, we're one with God,
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  could you go higher up? Because it's not a temporary benefit, it's when we go up to to heaven afterwards
• 37:03
  there must be some kind of elevation within within gardens you know that we that we go to a higher
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  place you're not going in order to come back to the same place so that's our research question
• 37:17
  for tomorrow then we're gonna be almost at the end we're gonna be almost at the end I think
• 37:22
  I think we could hopefully by the end of the week we'll get to the end of this and then we could modify what?
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  Yes, one page.