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- 0:00Speaker 1: Section twenty four of the Country of the Blind and
- 0:03Speaker 1: Other Stories by H. G. Wells. This LibriVox recording is
- 0:07Speaker 1: in the public domain. Read by Peter Yearsley. Miss Winchelsea's Heart.
- 0:14Speaker 1: Miss Winchelsea was going to Rome. The matter had filled
- 0:18Speaker 1: her mind for a month or more, and had overflowed
- 0:21Speaker 1: so abundantly into her conversation that quite a number of
- 0:25Speaker 1: people who were not going to Rome, and who were
- 0:27Speaker 1: not likely to go to Rome, had made it a
- 0:30Speaker 1: personal grievance against her. Some indeed, had attempted quite unavailingly
- 0:36Speaker 1: to convince her that Rome was not nearly such a
- 0:39Speaker 1: desirable place as it was reported to be, and others
- 0:43Speaker 1: had gone so far as to suggest behind her back
- 0:46Speaker 1: that she was dreadfully stuck up about that Rome of hers.
- 0:51Speaker 1: And Little Lily Hardhurst had told her friend mister Binns
- 0:56Speaker 1: that so far as she was concerned Miss Wintlesey, she
- 1:00Speaker 1: might go to her old Rome and stop there. She
- 1:04Speaker 1: Miss Lily Hardhurst wouldn't grieve. And the way in which
- 1:08Speaker 1: Miss Winchelsea put herself upon terms of personal tenderness with
- 1:14Speaker 1: Horace and Benvenuto Cellini and Raphael and Shelley and Keats.
- 1:20Speaker 1: If she had been Shelley's widow, she could not have
- 1:23Speaker 1: professed a keener interest in his grave was a matter
- 1:27Speaker 1: of universal astonishment. Her dress was a triumph of tactful discretion,
- 1:33Speaker 1: sensible but not too touristy. Miss Wintlesey had a great
- 1:38Speaker 1: dread of being touristy, and her bay decker was carried
- 1:42Speaker 1: in a cover of gray to hide its glaring red.
- 1:46Speaker 1: She made a prim and pleasant little figure on the
- 1:49Speaker 1: Charing Cross platform in spite of her swelling pride. When
- 1:53Speaker 1: at last the great day dawned and she could start
- 1:57Speaker 1: for Rome, the day was bright, the Channel passage would
- 2:01Speaker 1: be pleasant, and all the omens promised well, there was
- 2:04Speaker 1: the gayest sense of adventure in this unprecedented departure. She
- 2:10Speaker 1: was going with two friends who had been fellow students
- 2:13Speaker 1: with her at the training College. Nice honest girls, both,
- 2:17Speaker 1: though not so good at history and literature as Miss Winchelsey,
- 2:21Speaker 1: they both looked up to her immensely, though physically they
- 2:25Speaker 1: had to look down, and she anticipated some pleasant times
- 2:29Speaker 1: to be spent in stirring them up to her own
- 2:32Speaker 1: pitch of essetic and historical enthusiasm. They had secured seats
- 2:37Speaker 1: already and welcomed her effusively at the carriage door. In
- 2:41Speaker 1: the instant criticism of the encounter, she noted that Fanny
- 2:46Speaker 1: had a slightly touristy leather strap, and that Helen had
- 2:50Speaker 1: succumbed to a surge jacket with side pockets into which
- 2:55Speaker 1: her hands were thrust. But they were much too happy
- 2:59Speaker 1: with themselves and the expedition for their friends to attempt
- 3:02Speaker 1: any hint at the moment about these things. As soon
- 3:07Speaker 1: as the first ecstasies were over, Fanny's enthusiasm was a
- 3:11Speaker 1: little noisy and crude, and consisted mainly in emphatic repetitions
- 3:16Speaker 1: of just fancy, We're going to Rome, my dear Rome.
- 3:21Speaker 1: They gave their attention to their fellow travelers. Helen was
- 3:25Speaker 1: anxious to secure a compartment to themselves, and, in order
- 3:28Speaker 1: to discourage intruders, got out and planted herself firmly on
- 3:33Speaker 1: the step. Miss Winchelsey peeped out over her shoulder and
- 3:37Speaker 1: made sly little remarks about the accumulating people on the platform,
- 3:41Speaker 1: at which Fanny laughed gleefully. They were traveling with one
- 3:45Speaker 1: of mister Thomas Gunn's parties. Fourteen days in Rome for
- 3:49Speaker 1: fourteen pounds. They did not belong to the personally conducted party,
- 3:54Speaker 1: of course Miss Winchlsey had seen to that, but they
- 3:58Speaker 1: traveled with it because of the the convenience of that arrangement.
- 4:02Speaker 1: The people were the oddest mixture and wonderfully amusing. There
- 4:06Speaker 1: was a vociferous, red faced polyglot personal conductor in a
- 4:11Speaker 1: pepper and salt suit, very long in the arms and legs,
- 4:14Speaker 1: and very active. He shouted proclamations. When he wanted to
- 4:19Speaker 1: speak to people, he stretched out an arm and held
- 4:22Speaker 1: them until his purpose was accomplished. One hand was full
- 4:26Speaker 1: of papers, tickets, counterfoils of tourists. The people of the
- 4:30Speaker 1: personally conducted Party were, it seemed, of two sorts. People
- 4:36Speaker 1: the conductor wanted and could not find, and people he
- 4:39Speaker 1: did not want, and who followed him in a steadily
- 4:42Speaker 1: growing tail up and down the platform. These people seemed, indeed,
- 4:48Speaker 1: to think that their one chance of reaching Rome lay
- 4:51Speaker 1: in keeping close to him. Three little old ladies were
- 4:55Speaker 1: particularly energetic in his pursuit, and at last maddened him
- 4:59Speaker 1: to the pitch of flapping them into a carriage and
- 5:02Speaker 1: daring them to emerge again for the rest of the time, one,
- 5:06Speaker 1: two or three of their heads protruded from the window,
- 5:10Speaker 1: wailing inquiries about a little wicker work box. Whenever he
- 5:14Speaker 1: drew near. There was a very stout man with a
- 5:18Speaker 1: very stout wife in shiny black. There was a little
- 5:21Speaker 1: old man, like an aged hostler. What can not such
- 5:25Speaker 1: people want in Rome, asked Miss Winchelsey, What can it
- 5:29Speaker 1: mean to them? There was a very tall curate in
- 5:33Speaker 1: a very small straw hat, and a very short curate
- 5:37Speaker 1: encumbered by a long camera stand. The contrast amused Fanny
- 5:41Speaker 1: very much. Once they heard some one calling for Snooks.
- 5:47Speaker 1: I always thought that name was invented by novelists, said
- 5:50Speaker 1: Miss Winchelsey. Fancy Snooks, I wonder which is mister Snook's.
- 5:56Speaker 1: Finally they picked out a very stout and resolute little
- 6:00Speaker 1: man in a large check suit. If he isn't Snooks,
- 6:04Speaker 1: he ought to be, said Miss Winchelsea. Presently the conductor
- 6:08Speaker 1: discovered Helen's attempt at a corner in carriages room for five.
- 6:13Speaker 1: He bawled with a parallel translation on his fingers. A
- 6:17Speaker 1: party of four, together mother, father and two daughters, blundered in,
- 6:22Speaker 1: all greatly excited. It's all right, ma'a, you let me,
- 6:26Speaker 1: said one of the daughters, hitting her mother's bonnet with
- 6:29Speaker 1: a hand bag she struggled to put in the rack.
- 6:33Speaker 1: Miss Winchelsea detested people who banged about and called their
- 6:37Speaker 1: mother Ma. A young man traveling alone followed. He was
- 6:43Speaker 1: not at all touristy in his costume. Miss Winchelsey observed
- 6:47Speaker 1: his gladstone bag was of good, pleasant leather, with labels
- 6:52Speaker 1: reminiscent of Luxembourg and Ostend, and his boots, though brown,
- 6:57Speaker 1: were not vulgar. He carried an overcoat on his arm.
- 7:01Speaker 1: Before these people had properly settled in their places, came
- 7:05Speaker 1: an inspection of tickets and a slamming of doors, and
- 7:09Speaker 1: behold they were gliding out of Charing Cross Station on
- 7:13Speaker 1: their way to Rome. Fancy cried Fanny, we are going
- 7:17Speaker 1: to Rome, my dear Rome. I don't seem to believe
- 7:21Speaker 1: it even now. Miss Wincholsie suppressed Fanny's emotions with a
- 7:26Speaker 1: little smile, and the lady who was called Ma explained
- 7:31Speaker 1: to people in general why they had cut it so
- 7:34Speaker 1: close at the station. The two daughters called her Ma
- 7:38Speaker 1: several times, toned her down in a tactless effective way,
- 7:43Speaker 1: and drove her at last to the muttered inventory of
- 7:47Speaker 1: a basket of traveling requisites. Presently, she looked up long.
- 7:51Speaker 1: She said, I didn't bring them both. The daughters said,
- 7:56Speaker 1: oh ma, but what them was did not. Presently Fanny
- 8:02Speaker 1: produced Hare's Walks in Rome, a sort of mitigated guide
- 8:06Speaker 1: book very popular among Roman visitors, and the father of
- 8:10Speaker 1: the two daughters began to examine his books of tickets minutely,
- 8:15Speaker 1: apparently in a search after English words. When he had
- 8:19Speaker 1: looked at the tickets for a long time right way up,
- 8:22Speaker 1: he turned them upside down. Then he produced a fountain
- 8:26Speaker 1: pen and dated them with considerable care. The young man,
- 8:31Speaker 1: having completed an unostentatious survey of his fellow travelers, produced
- 8:36Speaker 1: a book and fell to reading. When Helen and Fanny
- 8:40Speaker 1: were looking out of the window at Chiselhurst. The place
- 8:42Speaker 1: interested Fanny because the poor dear Empress of the French
- 8:47Speaker 1: used to live there. Miss Winchelsea took the opportunity to
- 8:51Speaker 1: observe the book. The young man held it was not
- 8:54Speaker 1: a guide book, but a little thin volume of poetry bound.
- 8:59Speaker 1: She glanced his face. It seemed a refined, pleasant face.
- 9:03Speaker 1: To her hasty glance, he wore a little gilt pince nees.
- 9:07Speaker 1: Do you think she lives there? Now? Said Fanny, and
- 9:11Speaker 1: Miss Winchlesey's inspection came to an end. For the rest
- 9:15Speaker 1: of the journey, Miss Winchelsey talked little, and what she
- 9:19Speaker 1: said was as agreeable and as stamped with refinement as
- 9:23Speaker 1: she could make it. Her voice was always low and
- 9:26Speaker 1: clear and pleasant, and she took care that on this
- 9:29Speaker 1: occasion it was particularly low and clear and pleasant. As
- 9:34Speaker 1: they came under the White Cliffs, the young man put
- 9:37Speaker 1: his book of poetry away, and when at last the
- 9:40Speaker 1: train stopped beside the boat, he displayed a graceful alacrity
- 9:45Speaker 1: with the impedimenter of Miss Winchelsea and her friends. Miss
- 9:48Speaker 1: Winchelsey hated nonsense, but she was pleased to see the
- 9:53Speaker 1: young man perceived at once that they were ladies, and
- 9:57Speaker 1: helped them without any violent geniality, And how nicely he
- 10:02Speaker 1: showed that his civilities were to be no excuse for
- 10:06Speaker 1: further intrusions. None of her little party had been out
- 10:10Speaker 1: of England before, and they were all excited and a
- 10:14Speaker 1: little nervous. At the Channel passage. They stood in a
- 10:17Speaker 1: little group in a good place near the middle of
- 10:19Speaker 1: the boat. The young man had taken Miss Wintrelsey's carry
- 10:23Speaker 1: all there and had told her it was a good place.
- 10:26Speaker 1: And they watched the white shores of Albion recede, and
- 10:31Speaker 1: quoted Shakespeare and made quiet fun of their fellow travelers
- 10:35Speaker 1: in the English way. They were particularly amused at the
- 10:39Speaker 1: precautions the bigger sized people had taken against the little waves.
- 10:45Speaker 1: Cut lemons and flasks prevailed. One lady lay full length
- 10:49Speaker 1: in a deck chair with a handkerchief over her face,
- 10:52Speaker 1: and a very broad, resolute man in a bright brown
- 10:56Speaker 1: touristy suit walked all the way from England to Grants
- 11:00Speaker 1: along the deck with his legs as widely apart as
- 11:03Speaker 1: providence permitted. These were all excellent precautions, and nobody was ill.
- 11:09Speaker 1: The personally conducted party pursued the conductor about the deck
- 11:14Speaker 1: with inquiries in a manner that suggested to Helen's mind
- 11:18Speaker 1: the rather vulgar image of Hens with a piece of
- 11:21Speaker 1: bacon rind, until at last he went into hiding below,
- 11:26Speaker 1: and the young man with the thin volume of poetry
- 11:29Speaker 1: stood at the stern, watching England receding, looking rather lonely
- 11:34Speaker 1: and sad. To Miss Winchrelsey's eye, and then came Calais
- 11:39Speaker 1: and tumultuous novelties. And the young man had not forgotten
- 11:43Speaker 1: Miss Winchelsey's holdall and all the other little things. All
- 11:47Speaker 1: three girls, though they had passed government examinations in French
- 11:51Speaker 1: to any extent, were stricken with a dumb shame of
- 11:54Speaker 1: their accents. And the young man was very useful, and
- 11:58Speaker 1: he did not intrude. He put them in a comfortable
- 12:01Speaker 1: carriage and raised his hat and went away. Miss Winchlesey
- 12:05Speaker 1: thanked him in her best manner, a pleasing, cultivated manner,
- 12:09Speaker 1: and Fanny said he was nice. Almost before he was
- 12:13Speaker 1: out of ear shot. I wonder what he can be,
- 12:16Speaker 1: said Helen, He's going to Italy because I noticed green
- 12:19Speaker 1: tickets in his book. Miss Winchlsey almost told them of
- 12:23Speaker 1: the poetry, and decided not to do so. And presently
- 12:28Speaker 1: the carriage windows seized hold upon them, and the young
- 12:31Speaker 1: man was forgotten. It made them feel that they were
- 12:35Speaker 1: doing an educated sort of thing, to travel through a
- 12:38Speaker 1: country whose commonest advertisements were in idiomatic French. And Miss
- 12:43Speaker 1: Windlesey made unpatriotic comparisons because there were weedy, little sign
- 12:48Speaker 1: board advertisements by the rail side, instead of the broad
- 12:53Speaker 1: hoardings that defaced the landscape in our land. But the
- 12:57Speaker 1: north of France's really uninteresting country. And after a time
- 13:02Speaker 1: Fanny reverted to Hare's walks and Helen initiated lunch. Miss
- 13:08Speaker 1: Wintrelsey awoke out of a happy reverie she had been
- 13:11Speaker 1: trying to realize. She said that she was actually going
- 13:15Speaker 1: to Rome, but she perceived, at Helen's suggestion, that she
- 13:19Speaker 1: was hungry, and they lunched out of their baskets very cheerfully.
- 13:23Speaker 1: In the afternoon, they were tired and silent until Helen
- 13:27Speaker 1: made tea. Miss Winchrelsey might have dozed, only she knew
- 13:31Speaker 1: Fanny slept with her mouth open, And as their fellow
- 13:35Speaker 1: passengers were too rather nice, critical looking ladies of uncertain
- 13:40Speaker 1: age who knew French well enough to talk it, she
- 13:44Speaker 1: employed herself in keeping Fanny awake. The rhythm of the
- 13:47Speaker 1: train became insistent, and the streaming landscape outside became at
- 13:52Speaker 1: last quite painful to the eye. They were already dreadfully
- 13:57Speaker 1: tired of traveling before their nights stoppage came. The stoppage
- 14:03Speaker 1: for the night was brightened by the appearance of the
- 14:06Speaker 1: young man, and his manners were all that could be desired,
- 14:10Speaker 1: and his French quite serviceable. His coupons availed for the
- 14:15Speaker 1: same hotel as theirs, and by chance, as it seemed,
- 14:19Speaker 1: he sat next Miss Winchelsea at the Tarble Doot. In
- 14:23Speaker 1: spite of her enthusiasm for Rome. She had thought out
- 14:26Speaker 1: some such possibility very thoroughly, and when he ventured to
- 14:31Speaker 1: make a remark upon the tediousness of traveling, he let
- 14:36Speaker 1: the soup and fish go by before he did this.
- 14:39Speaker 1: She did not simply assent to his proposition, but responded
- 14:43Speaker 1: with another. They were soon comparing their journeys, and Helen
- 14:47Speaker 1: and Fanny were cruelly overlooked in the conversation. It was
- 14:51Speaker 1: to be the same journey they found one day for
- 14:54Speaker 1: the galleries at Florence. From what I hear, said the
- 14:58Speaker 1: young man, it is barely and the rest at Rome.
- 15:02Speaker 1: He talked of Rome very pleasantly. He was evidently quite
- 15:05Speaker 1: well read, and he quoted Horace about Sirracte. Miss Winchelsea
- 15:11Speaker 1: had done that book of Horace for her matriculation, and
- 15:15Speaker 1: was delighted to cap his quotation. It gave a sort
- 15:18Speaker 1: of tone to things. This incident a touch of refinement
- 15:22Speaker 1: to mere chatting. Fanny expressed a few emotions, and Helen
- 15:28Speaker 1: interpolated a few sensible remarks, but the bulk of the
- 15:32Speaker 1: talk on the girl's side naturally fell to Miss Winchelsea.
- 15:37Speaker 1: Before they reached Rome, this young man was tacitly of
- 15:41Speaker 1: their party. They did not know his name nor what
- 15:44Speaker 1: he was, but it seemed he taught, and Miss Winchlesey
- 15:48Speaker 1: had a shrewd idea he was an extension lecturer. At
- 15:52Speaker 1: any rate, he was something of that sort, something gentlemanly
- 15:56Speaker 1: and refined without being opulent and impossible. She tried once
- 16:01Speaker 1: or twice to ascertain whether he came from Oxford or Cambridge,
- 16:05Speaker 1: but he missed her timid opportunities. She tried to get
- 16:10Speaker 1: him to make remarks about those places, to see if
- 16:13Speaker 1: he would say, come up to them instead of go down.
- 16:16Speaker 1: She knew that was how you told a varsity man.
- 16:20Speaker 1: He used the word varsity, not university, in quite the
- 16:24Speaker 1: proper way. They saw as much of mister Ruskin's florence
- 16:30Speaker 1: as the brief time permitted. He met them in the
- 16:33Speaker 1: Pity Gallery and went round with them, chatting brightly and
- 16:38Speaker 1: evidently very grateful for their recognition. He knew a great
- 16:42Speaker 1: deal about art, and all four enjoyed the morning immensely.
- 16:47Speaker 1: It was fine to go around recognizing old favorites and
- 16:51Speaker 1: finding new beauties, especially while so many people fumbled helplessly
- 16:56Speaker 1: with Paydecker. Nor was he a bit of a prig,
- 16:59Speaker 1: Miss wit Wnchelsey said, and indeed she detested Priggs. He
- 17:03Speaker 1: had a distinct undertone of humor, and was sunny, for example,
- 17:08Speaker 1: without being vulgar at the expense of the quaint work
- 17:11Speaker 1: of Beato Angelico. He had a grave seriousness beneath it all,
- 17:17Speaker 1: and was quick to seize the moral lessons of the pictures.
- 17:21Speaker 1: Fanny went softly among these masterpieces. She admitted she knew
- 17:26Speaker 1: so little about them, and she confessed that to her
- 17:30Speaker 1: they were all beautiful. Fanny's beautiful inclined to be a
- 17:35Speaker 1: little monotonous. Miss Winchelsey thought she had been quite glad
- 17:40Speaker 1: when the last sunny alp had vanished because of the
- 17:43Speaker 1: staccato of Fanny's admiration. Helene said little. But Miss Winchelsea
- 17:49Speaker 1: had found her a trifle wanting on the esthetic side
- 17:53Speaker 1: in the old days, and was not surprised. Sometimes she
- 17:57Speaker 1: laughed at the young man's hesitation in delicate jests, and
- 18:02Speaker 1: sometimes she didn't, and sometimes she seemed quite lost to
- 18:06Speaker 1: the art about them. In the contemplation of the dresses
- 18:10Speaker 1: of the other visitors at Rome, the young man was
- 18:14Speaker 1: with them intermittently, a rather touristy friend of his took
- 18:19Speaker 1: him away. At times. He complained comically to missus Winchelsea.
- 18:24Speaker 1: I have only two short weeks in Rome, he said,
- 18:27Speaker 1: and my friend Leonard wants to spend a whole day
- 18:30Speaker 1: at Tivoli looking at a waterfall. What is your friend,
- 18:34Speaker 1: Leonard asked Miss Winchelsea abruptly. He's the most enthusiastic pedestrian
- 18:40Speaker 1: I ever met. The young man replied amusingly, but a
- 18:44Speaker 1: little unsatisfactorily. Miss Winchelsey thought they had some glorious times,
- 18:51Speaker 1: and Fanny could not think what they would have done
- 18:53Speaker 1: without him. Miss Winchelsea's interest and Fanny's enormous capacity for
- 18:59Speaker 1: admir ration were insatiable. They never flagged through pictures and
- 19:04Speaker 1: sculpture galleries, immense crowded churches, ruins and museums, judas trees
- 19:11Speaker 1: and prickly pears, wine carts and palaces. They admired their
- 19:16Speaker 1: way unflinchingly. They never saw a stone pine or a eucalyptus,
- 19:21Speaker 1: but they named and admired it. They never glimpsed Suracti,
- 19:26Speaker 1: but they exclaimed their common ways were made wonderful by
- 19:30Speaker 1: imaginative play. Here Caesar may have walked, they would say,
- 19:36Speaker 1: Rafael may have seen Suracte from this very point they
- 19:40Speaker 1: happened on the tomb of Bibulous. Old Bibulous, said the
- 19:44Speaker 1: young man, the oldest monument of Republican Rome, said Miss Winchelsea.
- 19:49Speaker 1: I'm dreadfully stupid, said Fanny. But who was Bibulous? There
- 19:55Speaker 1: was a curious little pause, wasn't he the person who
- 19:58Speaker 1: built the wall, said Helen. The young man glanced quickly
- 20:02Speaker 1: at her and laughed. That was balbus, he said Helen, reddened.
- 20:08Speaker 1: But neither he nor Miss Winchelsey threw any light upon
- 20:12Speaker 1: Fanny's ignorance about Bibulous. Helen was more taciturn than the
- 20:17Speaker 1: other three, but then she was always taciturn, and usually
- 20:22Speaker 1: she took care of the tram tickets and things like that,
- 20:26Speaker 1: or kept her eye on them if the young man
- 20:28Speaker 1: took them and told him where they were when he
- 20:30Speaker 1: wanted them. Glorious times they had, these young people in
- 20:36Speaker 1: that pale, brown, cleanly city of memories that was once
- 20:40Speaker 1: the world. Their only sorrow was the shortness of the time.
- 20:44Speaker 1: They said, indeed, that the electric trams and the seventy buildings,
- 20:50Speaker 1: and that criminal advertisement that glares upon the forum outraged
- 20:55Speaker 1: their ascetic feelings unspeakably, But that was only part of
- 20:59Speaker 1: the fun. And indeed Rome is such a wonderful place
- 21:03Speaker 1: that it made Miss Winchelsea forget some of her most
- 21:07Speaker 1: carefully prepared enthusiasms at times, and Helen, taken unawares, would
- 21:12Speaker 1: suddenly admit the beauty of unexpected things. Yet Fanny and
- 21:17Speaker 1: Helen would have liked a shop window or so in
- 21:20Speaker 1: the English Quarter if Miss Winchelsey's uncompromising hostility to all
- 21:26Speaker 1: other English visitors had not rendered that district impossible. The
- 21:32Speaker 1: intellectual and esthetic fellowship of Miss Winchelsea and the scholarly
- 21:36Speaker 1: young man passed insensibly towards a deeper feeling. The exuberant
- 21:42Speaker 1: Fanny did her best to keep pace with their recondite
- 21:46Speaker 1: admiration by playing her beautiful with vigor and saying, oh,
- 21:51Speaker 1: let's go with enormous appetite whenever a new place of
- 21:55Speaker 1: interest was mentioned. But Helen developed a certain want of
- 21:59Speaker 1: simple towards the end that disappointed Miss Winterlsey a little.
- 22:04Speaker 1: She refused to see anything in the face of Pietrichichenchi
- 22:09Speaker 1: Shelley's Pietri Chichenci in the Barberini Gallery, And one day,
- 22:15Speaker 1: when they were deploring the electric trams, she said rather
- 22:19Speaker 1: snappishly that people must get about somehow, and it's better
- 22:23Speaker 1: than torturing horses up these horrid little hills. She spoke
- 22:27Speaker 1: of the seven Hills of Rome as horrid little hills.
- 22:33Speaker 1: And the day they went on to the Palatine, though
- 22:36Speaker 1: Miss Winchelsey did not know of this, she remarked suddenly
- 22:40Speaker 1: to Fanny, don't hurry like that, my dear. They don't
- 22:44Speaker 1: want us to overtake them, and we don't say the
- 22:46Speaker 1: right things for them when we do get near. I
- 22:49Speaker 1: wasn't trying to overtake them, said Fanny, slackening her excessive pace.
- 22:54Speaker 1: I wasn't, indeed, And for a minute she was short
- 22:57Speaker 1: of breath. But Miss Vintrelcy had come upon happiness. It
- 23:02Speaker 1: was only when she came to look back across an
- 23:04Speaker 1: intervening tragedy, that she quite realized how happy she had been,
- 23:09Speaker 1: pacing among the cypress shadowed ruins and exchanging the very
- 23:14Speaker 1: highest class of information the human mind can possess, the
- 23:18Speaker 1: most refined impressions it is possible to convey Insensibly. Emotion
- 23:24Speaker 1: crept into their intercourse, sunning itself openly and pleasantly. At last,
- 23:29Speaker 1: when Helen's modernity was not too near, Insensibly, their interest
- 23:34Speaker 1: drifted from the wonderful associations about them to their more
- 23:38Speaker 1: intimate and personal feelings. In a tentative way, information was supplied.
- 23:45Speaker 1: She spoke elusively of her school, of her examination successes,
- 23:51Speaker 1: of her gladness that the days of cram were over.
- 23:55Speaker 1: He made it quite clear that he also was a teacher.
- 24:00Speaker 1: They spoke of the greatness of their calling, of the
- 24:03Speaker 1: necessity of sympathy to face its irksome details, of a
- 24:08Speaker 1: certain loneliness they sometimes felt that was in the Colosseum,
- 24:13Speaker 1: And it was as far as they got that day,
- 24:15Speaker 1: because Helen returned with Fanny. She had taken her into
- 24:19Speaker 1: the upper galleries. Yet the private dreams of Miss Pinchrelsey
- 24:24Speaker 1: already vivid and concrete, enough became now realistic in the
- 24:29Speaker 1: highest degree. She figured that pleasant young man lecturing in
- 24:34Speaker 1: the most edifying way to his students, herself modestly prominent
- 24:39Speaker 1: as his intellectual mate and helper. She figured a refined
- 24:44Speaker 1: little home with two bureaus, with white shelves of high
- 24:48Speaker 1: class books and autotypes of the pictures of Rosetti and
- 24:52Speaker 1: Burne Jones, with Morris's wallpapers, and flowers in pots of
- 24:56Speaker 1: beaten copper. Indeed, she figured many things on the pincio.
- 25:02Speaker 1: The two had a few precious moments together while while
- 25:06Speaker 1: Helen marched Fanny off to see the Mura Torto, and
- 25:10Speaker 1: he spoke at once. Plainly, he said he hoped their
- 25:13Speaker 1: friendship was only beginning, that he already found her company
- 25:17Speaker 1: very precious to him, that indeed it was more than that.
- 25:21Speaker 1: He became nervous, thrusting at his glasses with trembling fingers,
- 25:26Speaker 1: as though he fancied his emotions made them unstable. I should,
- 25:30Speaker 1: of course, he said, tell you things about myself. I
- 25:34Speaker 1: know it is rather unusual my speaking to you like this.
- 25:38Speaker 1: Only our meeting has been so accidental or providential, and
- 25:43Speaker 1: I am snatching at things. I came to Rome, expecting
- 25:47Speaker 1: a lonely tour. And I have been so very happy,
- 25:51Speaker 1: so very happy. Quite recently I have found myself in
- 25:54Speaker 1: a position I have dared to think. And he glanced
- 26:00Speaker 1: over his shoulder and stopped. He said damn, quite distinctly,
- 26:05Speaker 1: and she did not condemn him for that manly lapse
- 26:08Speaker 1: into profanity. She looked and saw his friend, Leonard advancing.
- 26:13Speaker 1: He drew nearer. He raised his hat to Miss Winchrelsey,
- 26:17Speaker 1: and his smile was almost a grin. I've been looking
- 26:20Speaker 1: for you everywhere, Snooks. He said, you promised to be
- 26:24Speaker 1: on the piazza steps half an hour ago. Snooks. The
- 26:28Speaker 1: name struck Miss Winchlsey like a blow in the face.
- 26:32Speaker 1: She did not hear his reply. She thought afterwards that
- 26:35Speaker 1: Leonard must have considered her the vaguest minded person. To
- 26:39Speaker 1: this day, she is not sure whether she was introduced
- 26:42Speaker 1: to Leonard or not, nor what she said to him.
- 26:46Speaker 1: A sort of mental paralysis was upon her. Of all
- 26:50Speaker 1: offensive surnames, Snooks, Helen and Fanny were returning. There were civilities,
- 26:58Speaker 1: and the young men were by a great effort, she
- 27:02Speaker 1: controlled herself to face the inquiring eyes of her friends.
- 27:06Speaker 1: All that afternoon, She lived the life of a heroine
- 27:10Speaker 1: under the indescribable outrage of that name, chatting, observing with
- 27:17Speaker 1: snooks gnawing at her heart. From the moment that it
- 27:21Speaker 1: first rang upon her ears, the dream of her happiness
- 27:25Speaker 1: was prostrate in the dust. All the refinement she had
- 27:28Speaker 1: figured was ruined and defaced by that cognomen's unavoidable vulgarity.
- 27:36Speaker 1: What was that refined little home to her? Now? Spite
- 27:41Speaker 1: of autotypes, Morris papers and bureaus athwart it in letters
- 27:46Speaker 1: of fire ran an incredible inscription, Missus Snooks. That may
- 27:53Speaker 1: seem a little thing to the reader, But consider the
- 27:57Speaker 1: delicate refinement of miss Winchelsey's mind. Be as refined as
- 28:01Speaker 1: you can, and then think of writing yourself down Snooks.
- 28:07Speaker 1: She conceived herself being addressed as Missus Snooks by all
- 28:12Speaker 1: the people she liked least conceived the patronymic touched with
- 28:16Speaker 1: a vague quality of insult. She figured a card of
- 28:20Speaker 1: gray and silver bearing Winchelsey, triumphantly effaced by an arrow
- 28:26Speaker 1: Cupid's arrow in favor of snooks. Degrading confession of feminine weakness.
- 28:34Speaker 1: She imagined the terrible rejoicings of certain girl friends, of
- 28:38Speaker 1: certain grosser cousins from whom her growing refinement had long
- 28:43Speaker 1: since estranged her. How they would make it sprawl across
- 28:47Speaker 1: the envelope, that would bring their sarcastic congratulations. Would even
- 28:54Speaker 1: his pleasant company compensate her for that? It is impossible,
- 28:59Speaker 1: she muttered, impossible, Snooks. She was sorry for him, but
- 29:06Speaker 1: not so sorry as she was for herself. For him,
- 29:09Speaker 1: she had a touch of indignation, to be so nice,
- 29:13Speaker 1: so refined, while all the time he was Snooks to
- 29:18Speaker 1: hide under a pretentious gentility of demeanor. The badge sinister
- 29:23Speaker 1: of his surname seemed a sort of treachery, to put
- 29:26Speaker 1: it in the language of sentimental science, She felt he
- 29:30Speaker 1: had led her on. There were, of course, moments of
- 29:34Speaker 1: terrible vacillation, a period even when something almost like passion
- 29:40Speaker 1: bid her throw refinement to the winds, And there was
- 29:44Speaker 1: something in her, an unexpagated vestige of vulgarity, that made
- 29:49Speaker 1: a strenuous attempt at proving that Snooks was not so
- 29:53Speaker 1: very bad a name. After all, Any hovering hesitation flew
- 29:58Speaker 1: before Fanny's manner. When Fanny came with an air of
- 30:02Speaker 1: catastrophe to tell that she also knew the horror. Fanny's
- 30:07Speaker 1: voice fell to a whisper when she said Snooks. Miss
- 30:11Speaker 1: Wintlesey would not give him any answer. When at last
- 30:16Speaker 1: in the borghese she could have a minute with him,
- 30:19Speaker 1: but she promised him a note. She handed that note
- 30:23Speaker 1: in the little Book of Poetry he had lent her,
- 30:26Speaker 1: the little book that had first drawn them together. Her
- 30:30Speaker 1: refusal was ambiguous, elusive. She could no more tell him
- 30:34Speaker 1: why she rejected him. That she could have told a
- 30:37Speaker 1: cripple of his hump. He too must feel something of
- 30:41Speaker 1: the unspeakable quality of his name. Indeed, he had avoided
- 30:46Speaker 1: a dozen chances of telling it, she now perceived. So
- 30:49Speaker 1: she spoke of obstacles. She could not reveal reasons why
- 30:55Speaker 1: the thing he spoke of was impossible. She addressed the
- 30:58Speaker 1: note with a shiver. E k Snooks. Things were worse
- 31:05Speaker 1: than she had dreaded. He asked her to explain. How
- 31:08Speaker 1: could she explain? Those last two days in Rome were dreadful.
- 31:15Speaker 1: She was haunted by his air of astonished perplexity. She
- 31:18Speaker 1: knew she had given him intimate hopes. She had not
- 31:22Speaker 1: the courage to examine her mind thoroughly, for the extent
- 31:26Speaker 1: of her encouragement. She knew he must think her the
- 31:29Speaker 1: most changeable of beings. Now that she was in full retreat,
- 31:33Speaker 1: she would not even perceive his hints of a possible correspondence.
- 31:38Speaker 1: But in that matter he did a thing that seemed
- 31:40Speaker 1: to her at once delicate and romantic. He made a
- 31:44Speaker 1: go between of Fanny. Fanny could not keep the secret,
- 31:49Speaker 1: and came and told her that night. Under a transparent
- 31:52Speaker 1: pretext of needing advice, Mister Snooks said, Fanny wants to
- 31:57Speaker 1: write to me Fancy. I had no idea, but should
- 32:01Speaker 1: I let him? They talked it over long and earnestly,
- 32:05Speaker 1: and Miss Winchelsey was careful to keep the veil over
- 32:08Speaker 1: her heart. She was already repenting his disregarded hints. Why
- 32:14Speaker 1: should she not hear of him? Sometimes painful though his
- 32:18Speaker 1: name must be to her? Miss Winchelsey decided that it
- 32:21Speaker 1: might be permitted, and Fanny kissed her good night with
- 32:24Speaker 1: unusual emotion. After she had gone, Miss Winchrelsey sat for
- 32:29Speaker 1: a long time at the window of her little room.
- 32:32Speaker 1: It was moonlight, and down the street a man sang
- 32:35Speaker 1: Santa Lucia, with almost heart dissolving tenderness. She sat very still.
- 32:42Speaker 1: She breathed a word, very softly to herself. The word
- 32:46Speaker 1: was Snooks. Then she got up with a profound sigh
- 32:51Speaker 1: and went to bed. The next morning he said to
- 32:55Speaker 1: her meaningly, I shall hear of you through your friend.
- 32:59Speaker 1: Mister Snooks saw them off from Rome with that pathetic
- 33:03Speaker 1: interrogative perplexity still on his face, And if it had
- 33:08Speaker 1: not been for Helen, he would have retained Miss Winchlesey's
- 33:11Speaker 1: hold all in his hand as a sort of encyclopedic keepsake.
- 33:16Speaker 1: On their way back to England, Miss Winchlesey, on six
- 33:19Speaker 1: separate occasions, made Fanny promise to write to her the
- 33:23Speaker 1: longest of long letters. Fanny, it seemed, would be quite
- 33:27Speaker 1: near mister Snook's. Her new school she was always going
- 33:31Speaker 1: to new schools, would be only five miles from steely Bank,
- 33:35Speaker 1: And it was in the steely Bank Polytechnic and one
- 33:39Speaker 1: or two first class schools that mister Snooks did his teaching.
- 33:43Speaker 1: He might even see her at times. They could not
- 33:46Speaker 1: talk much of him. She and Fanny always spoke of him,
- 33:51Speaker 1: never of mister Snook's, because Helen was apt to say
- 33:55Speaker 1: unsympathetic things about him her nature had coarsened very much
- 33:59Speaker 1: Miss Winchley's. She perceived since the old training college days
- 34:03Speaker 1: she had become hard and cynical. She thought he had
- 34:06Speaker 1: a weak face, mistaking refinement for weakness, as people of
- 34:11Speaker 1: her stamp are apt to do, and when she heard
- 34:14Speaker 1: his name was Snooks, she said she had expected something
- 34:17Speaker 1: of the sort. Miss Winchelsea was careful to spare her
- 34:21Speaker 1: own feelings after that, but Fanny was less circumspect. The
- 34:26Speaker 1: girls parted in London, and Miss Winchelsey returned with a
- 34:30Speaker 1: new interest in life to the girl's high school, in
- 34:33Speaker 1: which she had been an increasingly valuable assistant for the
- 34:36Speaker 1: last three years. Her new interest in life was Fanny
- 34:40Speaker 1: as a correspondent, and to give her a lead, she
- 34:44Speaker 1: wrote her a lengthy descriptive letter within a fortnight of
- 34:47Speaker 1: her return. Fanny answered very disappointingly. Fanny indeed had no
- 34:53Speaker 1: literary gift, but it was new to Miss Winchlesey to
- 34:56Speaker 1: find herself deploring the want of gifts in a friend.
- 35:00Speaker 1: That letter was even criticized aloud in the safe solitude
- 35:04Speaker 1: of Miss Winchlesey's study, and her criticism, spoken with great bitterness,
- 35:09Speaker 1: was tortle. It was full of just the things Miss
- 35:13Speaker 1: Winchlesey's letter had been full of particulars of the school
- 35:17Speaker 1: and of mister Snook's, only this much. I have had
- 35:20Speaker 1: a letter from mister Snook's and he has been over
- 35:23Speaker 1: to see me on two Saturday afternoons running. He talked
- 35:26Speaker 1: about Rome and you. We both talked about you. Your
- 35:29Speaker 1: ears must have burnt, my dear. Miss Winchlesey repressed a
- 35:33Speaker 1: desire to demand more explicit information and wrote the sweetest
- 35:38Speaker 1: long letter again, tell me all about yourself, dear. That
- 35:42Speaker 1: journey has quite refreshed our ancient friendship, and I do
- 35:46Speaker 1: so want to keep in touch with you. About mister Snook's.
- 35:50Speaker 1: She simply wrote on the fifth page that she was
- 35:54Speaker 1: glad Fanny had seen him, and that if he should
- 35:58Speaker 1: ask after her, she was to remembered to him very
- 36:01Speaker 1: kindly underlined. And Fanny replied most obtusely in the key
- 36:07Speaker 1: of that ancient friendship, reminding Miss Winchlesey of a dozen
- 36:12Speaker 1: foolish things of those old schoolgirl days at the Training College,
- 36:16Speaker 1: and saying not a word about mister Snook's. For nearly
- 36:21Speaker 1: a week. Miss Minchlesey was so angry at the failure
- 36:24Speaker 1: of Fanny as a go between, that she could not
- 36:28Speaker 1: write to her. And then she wrote less effusively, and
- 36:32Speaker 1: in her letter she asked, point blank, have you seen
- 36:35Speaker 1: mister Snook's. Fanny's letter was unexpectedly satisfactory. I have seen
- 36:42Speaker 1: mister Snooks, she wrote, and having once named him, she
- 36:46Speaker 1: kept on about him. It was all snooks, snooks this,
- 36:49Speaker 1: and snooks that he was to give a public lecture,
- 36:52Speaker 1: said Fanny, among other things. Yet Miss Minchlsey, after the
- 36:57Speaker 1: first glow of gratification, still found this letter a little unsatisfactory.
- 37:03Speaker 1: Fanny did not report mister Snook's as saying anything about
- 37:07Speaker 1: Miss Winchelsey, nor as looking a little white and worn
- 37:12Speaker 1: as he ought to have been doing. And behold, before
- 37:15Speaker 1: she had replied, came a second letter from Fanny on
- 37:18Speaker 1: the same theme, quite a gushing letter, and covering six
- 37:22Speaker 1: sheets with her loose feminine hand. And about this second
- 37:27Speaker 1: letter was a rather odd little thing that Miss Winchlesey
- 37:30Speaker 1: only noticed as she re read it the third time.
- 37:33Speaker 1: Fanny's natural femininity had prevailed even against the round and
- 37:40Speaker 1: clear traditions of the training college. She was one of
- 37:43Speaker 1: those she creatures born, to make all her m's and n's,
- 37:48Speaker 1: and u's and r's and ease alike, and to leave
- 37:54Speaker 1: her o's and a's open and her eyes undotted, so
- 38:00Speaker 1: that it was only after an elaborate comparison of word
- 38:03Speaker 1: with word, that Miss Winchlesey felt assured mister Snooks was
- 38:07Speaker 1: not really mister Snook's at all. In Fanny's first letter
- 38:11Speaker 1: of gush, he was mister Snook's. In her second, the
- 38:15Speaker 1: spelling was changed to mister Snox. Miss Winchlesey's hand positively
- 38:21Speaker 1: trembled as she turned the sheet over. It meant so
- 38:24Speaker 1: much to her, for it had already begun to seem
- 38:27Speaker 1: to her that even the name of missus Snook's might
- 38:30Speaker 1: be avoided at too great a price, and suddenly this possibility.
- 38:36Speaker 1: She turned over the six sheets, all dappled with that
- 38:40Speaker 1: critical name, and everywhere the first letter had the form
- 38:43Speaker 1: of an e. For a time she walked the room
- 38:47Speaker 1: with a hand pressed upon her heart. She spent a
- 38:50Speaker 1: whole day pondering this change, weighing a letter of inquiry
- 38:54Speaker 1: that should be at once discreet and effectual, Weighing too
- 38:59Speaker 1: what action she should take. After the answer came, she
- 39:03Speaker 1: was resolved that if this altered spelling was anything more
- 39:07Speaker 1: than a quaint fancy of Fanny's, she should write forthwith
- 39:11Speaker 1: the mister Snooks. She had now reached a stage when
- 39:14Speaker 1: minor refinements of behavior disappear. Her excuse remained uninvented, but
- 39:20Speaker 1: she had the subject of her letter clear in her mind,
- 39:23Speaker 1: even to the hint that circumstances in my life have
- 39:27Speaker 1: changed very greatly since we talked together. But she never
- 39:31Speaker 1: gave that hint. There came a third letter from that
- 39:34Speaker 1: fitful correspondent Fanny. The first line proclaimed her the happiest
- 39:39Speaker 1: girl alive. Miss Winchelsey crushed the letter in her hand,
- 39:45Speaker 1: the rest unread, and sat with her face suddenly very still.
- 39:50Speaker 1: She had received it just before morning school, and had
- 39:53Speaker 1: opened it when the junior mathematicians were well under way. Presently,
- 39:57Speaker 1: she resumed reading with an appearance of great calm. But
- 40:02Speaker 1: after the first sheet she went on reading the third
- 40:06Speaker 1: without discovering the error. Told him, frankly, I did not
- 40:10Speaker 1: like his name. The third sheet began, he told me
- 40:13Speaker 1: that he did not like it himself. You know that
- 40:15Speaker 1: sort of sudden frank way he has. Miss Winchelsey did
- 40:20Speaker 1: know so I said, couldn't you change it? He didn't
- 40:24Speaker 1: see it at first. Well, you know, dear, he had
- 40:27Speaker 1: told me what it really meant. It means seven oaks,
- 40:31Speaker 1: only it has got down to snooks. Both snooks and
- 40:34Speaker 1: no oaks, dreadfully vulgar surnames, though they be, are really
- 40:38Speaker 1: worn forms of seven oaks. So I said, even I
- 40:41Speaker 1: have my bright ideas at times, if it got down
- 40:44Speaker 1: from seven oaks to snooks, why not get it back
- 40:48Speaker 1: from snooks to seven oaks and the long and the
- 40:51Speaker 1: short of it. Dear, He couldn't refuse me, and he
- 40:54Speaker 1: changed his spelling there and then to sennox for the
- 40:57Speaker 1: bills of the new lecture. And afterwards, when we are married,
- 41:01Speaker 1: we shall put in the apostrophe and make it set notakes.
- 41:06Speaker 1: Would n it kind of him to mind that fancy
- 41:08Speaker 1: of mine when many men would have taken offense. But
- 41:11Speaker 1: it is just like him all over. He is as
- 41:14Speaker 1: kind as he is clever, because he knew as well
- 41:17Speaker 1: as I did that I would have had him in
- 41:19Speaker 1: spite of it had he been ten times snooks. But
- 41:23Speaker 1: he did it all the same. The class was startled
- 41:27Speaker 1: by the sound of paper being viciously torn and looked
- 41:30Speaker 1: up to see Miss Winchelsey white in the face and
- 41:33Speaker 1: with some very small pieces of paper clenched in one hand.
- 41:38Speaker 1: For a few seconds, they stared at her stare, and
- 41:41Speaker 1: then her expression changed back to a more familiar one.
- 41:44Speaker 1: Has any one finished number three? She asked, in an
- 41:48Speaker 1: even tone. She remained calm after that, but impositions ruled
- 41:54Speaker 1: high that day, and she spent two laborious evenings writing
- 41:59Speaker 1: letters of sorts to Fanny before she found a decent
- 42:03Speaker 1: congratulatory vein her reason struggled hopelessly against the persuasion that
- 42:09Speaker 1: Fanny had behaved in an exceedingly treacherous manner. One may
- 42:15Speaker 1: be extremely refined and still capable of a very sore heart.
- 42:21Speaker 1: Certainly Miss Wintlesey's heart was very sore. She had moods
- 42:25Speaker 1: of sexual hostility in which she generalized uncharitably about mankind.
- 42:32Speaker 1: He forgot himself with me, she said, But Fanny is
- 42:35Speaker 1: pink and pretty and soft and a fool, a very
- 42:39Speaker 1: excellent match for a man. And by way of a
- 42:42Speaker 1: wedding present, she sent Fanny a gracefully bound volume of
- 42:46Speaker 1: poetry by George Meredith, and Fanny wrote back a grossly
- 42:50Speaker 1: happy letter to say that it was all beautiful. Miss
- 42:55Speaker 1: Winchlesey hoped that someday mister Sennox might take up that's
- 43:00Speaker 1: limb book and think for a moment of the donor.
- 43:03Speaker 1: Fanny wrote several times before and about her marriage, pursuing
- 43:08Speaker 1: that fond legend of their ancient friendship and giving her
- 43:13Speaker 1: happiness in the fullest detail. And Miss Winchlesey wrote to
- 43:17Speaker 1: Helen for the first time after the Roman journey, saying
- 43:21Speaker 1: nothing about the marriage, but expressing very cordial feelings. They
- 43:26Speaker 1: had been in Rome at Easter, and Fanny was married
- 43:30Speaker 1: in the August vacation. She wrote a garrulous letter to
- 43:34Speaker 1: Miss Winchlesey describing her homecoming and the astonishing arrangements of
- 43:39Speaker 1: their teeny weeny little house. Mister Sennox was now beginning
- 43:45Speaker 1: to assume a refinement in Miss Winchlesey's memory out of
- 43:49Speaker 1: all proportion to the facts of the case, and she
- 43:53Speaker 1: tried in vain to imagine his cultured greatness in a
- 43:57Speaker 1: teeny weeny little house and busy in nampling a cozy corner,
- 44:01Speaker 1: said Fanny, sprawling to the end of her third sheet.
- 44:05Speaker 1: So excuse more, Miss Winchelsea answered in her best style,
- 44:09Speaker 1: gently poking fun at Fanny's arrangements, and hoping intensely that
- 44:14Speaker 1: mister Sennox might see the letter. Only. This hope enabled
- 44:19Speaker 1: her to write at all, answering not only that letter,
- 44:23Speaker 1: but one in November and one at Christmas. The two
- 44:27Speaker 1: latter communications contained urgent invitations for her to come to
- 44:32Speaker 1: Steely Bank on a visit during the Christmas holidays. She
- 44:35Speaker 1: tried to think that he had told her to ask that,
- 44:40Speaker 1: but it was too much like Fanny's opulent good nature.
- 44:44Speaker 1: She could not but believe that he must be sick
- 44:47Speaker 1: of his blunder by this time, and she had more
- 44:50Speaker 1: than a hope that he would presently write her a
- 44:52Speaker 1: letter beginning Dear Friend. Something subtly tragic in the separation
- 44:58Speaker 1: was a great support to her. A sad misunderstanding. To
- 45:02Speaker 1: have been jilted would have been intolerable, But he never
- 45:06Speaker 1: wrote that letter Beginning Dear Friend. For two years, Miss
- 45:11Speaker 1: Winchelsey could not go to see her friends, in spite
- 45:15Speaker 1: of the reiterated invitations of Missus Sevenoaks. It became full
- 45:20Speaker 1: seven Oaks in the second year. Then one day, near
- 45:24Speaker 1: the Easter rest, she felt lonely and without a soul
- 45:28Speaker 1: to understand her in the world, and her mind ran
- 45:31Speaker 1: once more on what is called platonic friendship. Fanny was
- 45:36Speaker 1: clearly happy and busy in her new sphere of domesticity,
- 45:41Speaker 1: but no doubt he had his lonely hours. Did he
- 45:45Speaker 1: ever think of those days in Rome gone? Now beyond recalling,
- 45:50Speaker 1: no one had understood her as he had done, no
- 45:54Speaker 1: one in all the world. It would be a sort
- 45:57Speaker 1: of melancholy pleasure to talk to him again, And what
- 46:00Speaker 1: harm could it do? Why should she deny herself? That
- 46:04Speaker 1: night she wrote a sonnet, all but the last two
- 46:07Speaker 1: lines of the octave, which would not come, And the
- 46:10Speaker 1: next day she composed a graceful little note to tell
- 46:14Speaker 1: Fanny she was coming down. And so she saw him again.
- 46:19Speaker 1: Even at the first encounter, it was evident he had changed.
- 46:24Speaker 1: He seemed stouter and less nervous, and it speedily appeared
- 46:28Speaker 1: that his conversation had already lost much of its old delicacy.
- 46:33Speaker 1: There even seemed a justification for Helen's description of weakness
- 46:36Speaker 1: in his face. In certain lights, it was weak. He
- 46:40Speaker 1: seemed busy and preoccupied about his affairs, and almost under
- 46:44Speaker 1: the impression that miss Winchelsey had come for the sake
- 46:47Speaker 1: of Fanny. He discussed his dinner with Fanny in an
- 46:50Speaker 1: intelligent way. They only had one good long talk together,
- 46:55Speaker 1: and that came to nothing. He did not refer to Rome,
- 46:58Speaker 1: and spent some time abusing a man who had stolen
- 47:02Speaker 1: an idea he had had for a text book. It
- 47:05Speaker 1: did not seem a very wonderful idea to Miss Winchlesey.
- 47:09Speaker 1: She discovered he had forgotten the names of more than
- 47:11Speaker 1: half the painters whose work they had rejoiced over in Florence.
- 47:16Speaker 1: It was a sadly disappointing week, and Miss Winchlesey was
- 47:20Speaker 1: glad when it came to an end. Under various excuses,
- 47:24Speaker 1: she avoided visiting them again. After a time, the visitors
- 47:29Speaker 1: room was occupied by their two little boys, and Fanny's
- 47:32Speaker 1: invitations ceased. The intimacy of her letters had long since
- 47:38Speaker 1: faded away. End of Section twenty four