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- 0:58I guess I should talk a little bit about Brett Keene and what
- 1:01what his videos have meant to me now before I even log on, before
- 1:07I was even a member of this site, before I decided that I
- 1:11was going to make videos of my own.
- 1:14I used to watch Brett Keene's videos about back in those days.
- 1:18He did not show his face. He did not.
- 1:22It was just a voice. It was always just a picture and
- 1:25a voice, and I liked his voice immediately.
- 1:30I I would be lying if I said I had a pop, but I would be, I
- 1:33would be lying if I said I had a positive first impression.
- 1:36My first impression was that he was way too abrasive, way too
- 1:40angry, way too way too dark, and maybe a little bit.
- 1:50He seemed kind of cynical and hard bitten, and that really
- 1:53wasn't the kind of atheism I wanted to to talk about here on
- 1:56YouTube. But after actually being in the
- 1:59trenches for about, you know, a few weeks and realizing the
- 2:03level of stupidity I was up against here, I started to come
- 2:08around a lot more to his way of thinking.
- 2:10And if you watch my earlier videos, you can see a much more
- 2:14passive amazing atheist. It wasn't until what's his face
- 2:19made his little video about how atheism, how he hates atheists
- 2:24and how atheists are a bunch of douchebags and how all of our
- 2:27arguments are invalid and such and so on.
- 2:30And I did my first rage video, and that was when kind of the
- 2:37Amazing Atheist really came into his own.
- 2:40And that was when I started and that's when I started really
- 2:42paying more attention to Brett Keene and started watching his
- 2:45videos and started watching him use the Bible against people,
- 2:49started listening to him and learning new things about the
- 2:52parts of the Bible that you're not taught to read in church,
- 2:57which I've never really been to, maybe a few times.
- 3:02So I was, I would say after that he became probably my favorite
- 3:07atheist on YouTube and I pretty much watched, I don't watch all
- 3:12his videos because he does post a lot, but I usually watch at
- 3:15least one or two of his videos a day.
- 3:21I'm always sure to rate them. I try to comment whenever I have
- 3:24anything pertinent to say, but I'm not all, I'm not the kind of
- 3:27person who's just going to say it's good because I've got so
- 3:30many videos of my own. And with YouTube's comment
- 3:33limits, it's I try not to waste a comment unless I have anything
- 3:38really valuable to say. So that's the reason I don't
- 3:40always comment, but I, I always rate it and I always give it
- 3:44five stars because it's always worthy of it anyway.
- 3:52You know, I knew I kind of saw from the start that this was
- 3:55someone who was going to step on toes.
- 3:58This is someone who isn't going to sit well with everyone.
- 4:02Even initially when I wasn't crazy about him, I kind of said
- 4:07to myself, you know, but he's out there and he's just has his
- 4:10style and he's fighting the fight the way he sees it.
- 4:13And you know, I knew I wasn't going to do anything about it.
- 4:17But I know that some people can't stand anyone with a
- 4:20different approach. They always think that everyone
- 4:22has to think the same way they do Mr. Morton Blogs is a good
- 4:26example of that. Hard case Owns is apparently
- 4:29another good example, although I expected better from him, but
- 4:32I'm not going to get to him until the end of this video
- 4:35looking at Brett. I kind of, I saw that this is
- 4:39someone who's been beaten down quite a few times in his life,
- 4:45even before I heard the stories, before he started talking about
- 4:49his mother's suicide and all of his other problems that he's had
- 4:52through his life, mostly relating to religion, mostly
- 4:56relating to, you know, just really shitty luck in some
- 5:01departments, at least for a while there.
- 5:04It seems like he's doing all right now.
- 5:06He's got to beautiful family and a beautiful wife and all that
- 5:10and, and all that stuff that, you know, the American dream out
- 5:14there. And he's seems like he's living
- 5:16a pretty good life now. But I could tell that he was
- 5:19someone who'd been beaten down so many times, someone who you
- 5:25can really hear it in his voice. You know, you can, you can see
- 5:28it in his face. You can see it in his hair.
- 5:32And, you know, I think the reason his hair is Gray is
- 5:34probably somewhat related to that, if it's not just genetic.
- 5:38But I don't know. I think that there's a lot of
- 5:41people out there who are beaten down.
- 5:45I think most of us are beaten down.
- 5:47Everyone's beaten upon the world.
- 5:48It's the nature of the world to beat down upon us.
- 5:51And I think most people, once they get beaten down one too
- 5:55many times, they just decide, well, I'm, I'm not, I'm not
- 5:58going to get beaten down anymore.
- 5:59I'm just going to stay down here and whatever the world wants,
- 6:03I'll give it. And Brett Keene is one of those
- 6:05rare examples of the person who says, that's it, I'm tired of
- 6:09this shit. You're never knocking me down
- 6:12again. I'm going to stand firm.
- 6:14I don't give a shit. Bring what you will.
- 6:16Hurricanes, tornadoes, all that shit.
- 6:19You're not knocking me down again, motherfucker.
- 6:24That's the kind of shit I see in Brett Keene's eyes when he, when
- 6:28he shows them anyway, that's that's the kind of Brett Keene.
- 6:32I think of that person when I think of Brett Keene on on a
- 6:35level of just pure metaphor, I kind of see him like standing on
- 6:40the rocks as the tidal waves come in and he just, you know,
- 6:45the currents come and, you know, nature throws its fury at him
- 6:50and he just stands tall and defiant.
- 6:53That's the Brett Keene I think of.
- 6:55And you know, you can point out plenty of flaws with his videos.
- 7:00I still think he's too aggressive.
- 7:02Maybe that seems hypocritical coming from me.
- 7:04I don't know. I still think that.
- 7:09I think sometimes he does the wrong things.
- 7:11I'm sure sometimes he thinks I'd do the wrong things.
- 7:13I'm sure he thinks that a lot of us do.
- 7:25All right. Hey, ladies and gentlemen, my
- 7:27name is Brett Keene from GOD TV Radio.
- 7:30When you get an opportunity to check out the front of my
- 7:32YouTube channel, you'll see upcoming live shows and you can
- 7:36click notification on the scheduled shows and actually
- 7:39participate. I'm one of the few podcasts in
- 7:42the world that actually allow the audience to participate in
- 7:46the conversation. As long as you have a
- 7:48microphone, you're able to join me.
- 7:50We can talk and discuss and do all these things.
- 7:53Also, while you're on the front of my YouTube channel, make sure
- 7:56you check out my music. I've got 5 albums up.
- 8:01One's kind of a heavy metal, 11's, a rap album, and the
- 8:06others is kind of a mix of country, slow rock, pop, all
- 8:09kinds of stuff. The kind of things you would
- 8:11hear on the radio type of situation, yes.
- 8:15So check that all out and it doesn't matter what your views
- 8:19are, what you believe, you're more than welcome to participate
- 8:22in conversation. Atheist religious don't care.
- 8:26Don't care what God you believe or how many gods or how lack of
- 8:29belief God you have. I am here to socialize and make
- 8:35friends. That's what it's always been.
- 8:39I understand that. I found myself in an unfortunate
- 8:43position being a former atheist a long time ago.
- 8:48The unfortunate position I found myself in is that although I
- 8:53remained on YouTube for 20 years, many of the atheists who
- 8:57endorsed me and supported me are either dead or they simply don't
- 9:03use YouTube anymore. They lost the desire and
- 9:06ambition to continue. Why?
- 9:10Because they got tired of fighting with other non
- 9:13believers or they were shadow banned by YouTube or censored or
- 9:18had their channels ripped away from them by Google.
- 9:22YouTube after Google ended up buying YouTube.
- 9:26Before Google bought YouTube. There were lots and lots of
- 9:30atheists, but not many of them were actually making YouTube
- 9:34videos back then. Many of you knew atheists or
- 9:38people who were born, you know very early in life who exist
- 9:44today on YouTube. You don't know the past.
- 9:46You don't know what's going on when you go over to the drunken
- 9:49peasants and you listen to Ben's accusations and nonsense.
- 9:54You don't know the actual story. All's you know is from the
- 9:57perception of someone who wasn't there then did not exist during
- 10:01the time of Brett Keene being famous and a popular YouTube
- 10:06atheist at that. He came into existence around
- 10:10the time that I was starting to become a Christian which was
- 10:14unsettling for a lot of non believers.
- 10:16Atheists did not like the idea that a famous atheist changed
- 10:21his mind and accepted that there was a higher power and not just
- 10:26any higher power, but I accepted Jesus Christ.
- 10:30One of the unfortunate problems for me that I ran into is that
- 10:34because of a lot of these older atheists are gone and their
- 10:37YouTube channels are gone, you're not going to ever be able
- 10:40to see the thousands of videos that were made in tribute to me.
- 10:44Positive videos were atheists lifted me up and they praised me
- 10:49and they adored me. Yes, there was a time where all
- 10:53the non believers on YouTube, a majority of them actually
- 10:56supported me. Why?
- 10:59Because not only did I make good videos, but I actually took my
- 11:04popularity and fame and I made other people on the Internet
- 11:07famous. How did I do that?
- 11:10Well, back then, before they had algorithms and before they had
- 11:15this crap where they could make it to where your videos would
- 11:18sit in a pile of trash under millions of other videos, there
- 11:22wasn't that many videos back then.
- 11:24There wasn't that many users. There was just atheists who were
- 11:28quiet, had YouTube accounts, but weren't making videos.
- 11:33Now you're probably going to ask yourself, why is that?
- 11:35Why was there so many Christians?
- 11:37Why were there Muslims but not atheists?
- 11:40Because at the time there were atheists that were afraid that
- 11:43if they spoke out that their families would disown them.
- 11:47They were afraid to be persecuted.
- 11:50They were afraid because of where they lived that if they
- 11:52spoke out and even said they were an atheist that they would
- 11:55be killed or bullied or abused and all this.
- 11:59A lot of non believers were afraid to come out in social
- 12:02media. When I first started out I
- 12:04remember having so many conversations and live chats
- 12:08with people and folks really really tried the best they could
- 12:11to hide their names. Atheists were scared of putting
- 12:15their real name on YouTube back then.
- 12:18This was before trolls and harassment, before memes and
- 12:25people going after each other. This was before onage and
- 12:29pawnage videos. Non believers were terrified.
- 12:34Well a guy like me comes along and I didn't have any fear.
- 12:38I didn't care if I died. I didn't care if somebody killed
- 12:41me. In fact, at that point in my
- 12:43life, I was extremely depressed and had thought many times
- 12:48what's the point of even existing.
- 12:50And that went great along with my nihilistic version of
- 12:53atheism. That's the reason why The
- 12:55Amazing Atheist says Brett Keene was dark.
- 12:59When I embraced atheism, it led me down a dark road to where I
- 13:04felt like love didn't even exist.
- 13:06I felt like if there's no God, then obviously there's not going
- 13:11to be any real justice. There's going to be just
- 13:15unfairness. And when I looked around at the
- 13:17world, which meant a lot to me, I actually cared very much.
- 13:23I felt like from my perspective that I lived in a world with
- 13:26that was just simply suffering and pain and very few moments of
- 13:31joy. The reason why I had this
- 13:33perspective is because 1. I had some health issues that
- 13:37were causing me a lot of major issues and unfortunately for me
- 13:41those health issues got worse over time.
- 13:45I had a daughter that was born into the world with
- 13:47hydrocephalus from meningitis. You guys can look it up if you
- 13:53want to. And I was taking care of a child
- 13:56that had needs, needed help, while at the same time, whenever
- 14:02she would sleep, whenever she was resting, I'd find a little
- 14:06bit of time to be able to sit down and make an atheist video
- 14:10and talk about why is it that if there is a God that there has to
- 14:15be suffering of children in the world?
- 14:18These are the kind of things I spoke about.
- 14:22And it was very effective on Christians.
- 14:25It moved Christians to hear about my life and what was going
- 14:28on back then. I was one of the few people who
- 14:32were really, how do I put this, who everyone believed was
- 14:37authentic and sincere. I was talking about real
- 14:41problems. I was talking about who I was as
- 14:44a person and who it was that influenced me, inspired me, all
- 14:50these things. Well one of the other things
- 14:53though I found myself as I became more depressed as an
- 14:57atheist in doing YouTube videos, I felt lonely because I was one
- 15:03of the few people who was actually speaking out because
- 15:10there were more Christians than there were actually atheist
- 15:12interacting. This put me in a spot where if I
- 15:16wanted people to talk to, I would have to go to Christians
- 15:20because, well, there wasn't a whole lot of non believers to
- 15:24talk to. And even when I did have an
- 15:26opportunity to talk to other non believers, a lot of atheists
- 15:29back in my day were absolutely depressed with their own life.
- 15:33That was one of the reasons why they identified with me, one of
- 15:36the reasons why they related with me.
- 15:40Let me take this off the screen. I found myself in a position
- 15:46where a lot of atheists would call me on the phone and I would
- 15:49talk to them, but I didn't share much of my life with them.
- 15:53Whenever we were talking personally, I mostly sat back
- 15:57like a therapist, listening to their problems and their issues
- 16:01and how lonely they were. I had spoken to a lot of
- 16:08atheists who had lost everything.
- 16:11They lost their family due to the fact that they rejected
- 16:15church, rejected God, and then their entire neighborhoods and
- 16:19their entire family would disown them.
- 16:22Or according to them, their claim was their assertion was
- 16:27that because they didn't believe in God, they no longer had
- 16:31family and friends. And I started doing this weird
- 16:34thing where I would tell atheists that I'm going to adopt
- 16:37them, that we are family. I made videos where I told
- 16:43atheists that they were in my family, that they were, that I
- 16:47was there for them and whatever I could do for them.
- 16:50I would help on countless occasions because I had become
- 16:54famous and I was bringing in a lot of money back then.
- 16:59There would be atheist females who would get ahold of me and
- 17:02tell me I my husband died or I'm single and I've got a baby and
- 17:08they'd show their children off on webcam to me.
- 17:12Obviously it's proof and everything like that.
- 17:14And when you become close with people, they'll show you the
- 17:18things that they're happy about in life.
- 17:21And then I remember this one woman, she said I need diapers
- 17:24and baby food and all that. And I'm having a really hard
- 17:27time. I'm waiting to get on assistance
- 17:30and all these different things. And so I sent her a whole bunch
- 17:34of money. I talked to my wife about it and
- 17:37everything and I said, look, this young lady's having some
- 17:40issues and she can't go to a church because she's an atheist.
- 17:45She can't go to some kind of religious group and everything
- 17:48because she's a non believer. And I did this off and on.
- 17:55I didn't just make videos where I said kind words and decent
- 18:00things. I also helped people
- 18:02financially. I helped pay people's bills.
- 18:07The first what, 10 times the Amazing Atheist himself asked
- 18:11for money and asked for people's support to help him pay his
- 18:14electric bills and his bullshit. I sent to him a lot of money.
- 18:22He doesn't talk about that. He doesn't ever point that out.
- 18:26And unfortunately, a lot of the atheists I've helped in the
- 18:29past, because of the crash course in hell with the the
- 18:35atheist community, a lot of atheists don't even bother to
- 18:39admit this. There are some atheists, believe
- 18:42it or not, that are still alive today, that existed back then,
- 18:46who witnessed all this and observed that there's a atheist
- 18:50by the name of Tommy from the Bronx who has had some serious
- 18:53health issues. And anytime he needed somebody
- 18:57to talk to, I was there. When he started out, he wasn't
- 19:01able to pick up views on YouTube.
- 19:03Wasn't his fault. He was a very talented, popular
- 19:06person. But he decided to have the
- 19:09courage to finally start making videos.
- 19:12And I would plug his channel. I plugged the Amazing Atheist.
- 19:15I'd say, guys, you need to go over and subscribe.
- 19:18We're family. We need to help out our brothers
- 19:21and atheism and our sisters. I don't know, maybe I had this
- 19:26attitude because I used to be a Christian whenever I was a young
- 19:30man, and Christianity emboldened this idea of we're the body of
- 19:34Christ, we're all connected. So I felt like I didn't want to
- 19:45lose that part. I always felt like that that was
- 19:48an important part that I'd never wanted to leave behind.
- 19:51I left behind the concept of God, but there was some things
- 19:55about Christianity that I liked. I liked that people had a place
- 19:59to go to where they could talk to each other and help each
- 20:02other and do that. And at the time, atheism didn't
- 20:05have that. There were, there was no
- 20:07organizations. Atheists didn't have churches
- 20:10back then. They do now.
- 20:12They didn't have organizations. There wasn't little debate
- 20:15circles where atheists could come together and eat dinner
- 20:19together and talk and do all that.
- 20:21It was. It sucked.
- 20:30The only thing that atheists had at that point was fucking
- 20:34YouTube. That was it, that was it.
- 20:39There was nothing more. It was how I was able to connect
- 20:43with non believers and how non believers were able to connect
- 20:45with me in my real life. I live out in the woods 17 miles
- 20:49South of Saint Louis and there's fucking no atheists around here.
- 20:54An atheist. You're not like they are in
- 20:56social media or didn't used to be where they didn't just admit
- 21:00what they viewed. Some atheists actually would lie
- 21:03to people if you were to ask them directly.
- 21:05Do you believe in God? Yeah, yes I do.
- 21:08Sure I do. Because they didn't want to get
- 21:10into debates and arguments. People were nervous, they didn't
- 21:15like the way they were looked at or how they were treated or how
- 21:19people would disconnect with them and not want to be their
- 21:21friend for being a non believer because that was a problem.
- 21:30I felt it in me that because I was getting so much popularity
- 21:35that why not fill in the gap? Why not?
- 21:38Why not bring atheists together? Why not connect them?
- 21:43Unfortunately, there was a lot of things I did not know back
- 21:46then. Like for instance, there were
- 21:49atheists who didn't have a chip on their shoulder.
- 21:52There were atheists who weren't out to get religion.
- 21:56All they simply did was say I don't entertain the concept of
- 22:00God because I don't see enough evidence.
- 22:02They didn't want to fight with Christians.
- 22:04They didn't want to argue with Christians.
- 22:06These were people that just wanted to make their YouTube
- 22:09videos and and use them web page for reaching out and connecting
- 22:15with people. They didn't want the Christian
- 22:18versus atheist bullshit. So what ends up happening is
- 22:29about a year after I start doing my thing and getting popular, I
- 22:33run into this guy, the Amazing Atheist.
- 22:36You remember it. And the reason why I found him
- 22:39is because I was always intentionally initiating looking
- 22:43for other non believers on the Internet.
- 22:45I was looking for more family, I was looking for more atheists to
- 22:49take under my wing. I knew that with my health
- 22:54issues and my problems that eventually I would be gone.
- 23:00And I wanted to, I don't know, leave a legacy or something,
- 23:05leave a kind of a fingerprint on the Internet, a digital
- 23:10fingerprint. And I wanted to make sure that
- 23:15non believers had the tools to be able to deal with some of the
- 23:20problems in society. And I'm not just talking about
- 23:23with religion, but I'm talking about dealing with depression
- 23:27and dealing with loss. For an atheist to lose someone
- 23:31and then be convinced that you're never going to see them
- 23:34again, that when you lose someone, you lose them for good,
- 23:38that there's no getting them back, that can be devastating.
- 23:42That can cause a lot of psyche problems for a non believer.
- 23:46If your mother, your father, or a good friend or somebody you
- 23:50were connected with on the Internet they used to talk to
- 23:53and spend time with and then wake up and find out they're
- 23:56dead, that they're gone. Lot of atheists weren't able to
- 24:01endure that kind of shit. I had good intentions.
- 24:12I had the desire to connect people, not just for them, but
- 24:16for myself. I needed that kind of social
- 24:20network. I needed to connect with people.
- 24:23That's, that's what it was all about.
- 24:27I even talked about this many times on my radio station.
- 24:30You can check me out on Spotify. But I have what is called mild
- 24:33agoraphobia. There are certain type of places
- 24:37I can't go to in the world that I would like to, that I'd love
- 24:41to. And I've struggled with this
- 24:43condition, this disorder, whatever the hell you want to
- 24:46call it, where I can't go out into open places.
- 24:49I can't go out on certain highways, I have to always be
- 24:53near things that are structured. Like I can go to a open park as
- 24:57long as there's trees and bolted down fences in order to keep my
- 25:02equilibrium. This is a well known fact about
- 25:05people that have agoraphobia. We have certain quarks that help
- 25:09us to be able to get from one place to the next.
- 25:15Unfortunately, as I've grown older, in a lot of ways it got
- 25:18worse and I've tried to deal with those kind of fears, but
- 25:23because of agoraphobia, this also limited me on where I could
- 25:28go, who I could go hang out with and all this.
- 25:32And back then, it was a lonely, lonely experience, and it really
- 25:36brought me a lot of happiness. I didn't give a shit about
- 25:40pushing the movement in order to, like, destroy the concept of
- 25:44God. I wasn't trying to destroy
- 25:46religion. In fact, whenever I ran into
- 25:49good Christians or people who were nice, who just so happened
- 25:52to believe in God, I was quick to accept them as my friend.
- 25:58There's a lot of Christians today that state even when Brett
- 26:02Keene was an atheist, he was a kind, respectful, compassionate
- 26:06person. I, like everybody, had my
- 26:09fucking moments. So there were moments where
- 26:11religious people pissed me off and then I'd make a really mean
- 26:15ass video to them. But I didn't usually just wake
- 26:18up one day and decide to make a asshole video.
- 26:21Somebody had to fucking push me or do something ignorant.
- 26:26You know, make one of those videos where they tell me I'm
- 26:28going to burn in hell kind of shit.
- 26:42So I went along and I promoted people like Tommy from the
- 26:45Bronx, I promoted The Amazing Atheist, and I helped The
- 26:50Amazing Atheist get his first couple 1000 subscribers.
- 26:53It was easy to do. All I had to do is make videos
- 26:56basically telling people that Amazing Atheist is going to be
- 27:00the next big thing. I really believed that he was
- 27:03going to be somebody, that he was going to be something.
- 27:08Now I know that's weird coming from me, but when you watch the
- 27:11video of him where he's talking about me, that's the way he used
- 27:14to be. That was the amazing atheist I
- 27:17knew a kind, compassionate person, a kid who was nervous
- 27:23and had anxiety in front of the camera.
- 27:25You can see him shaking and bobbing back and forth.
- 27:28He was nervous. He didn't always have that kind
- 27:32of confidence in himself. And I would look at him and I
- 27:36would see his flaws and vulnerabilities and I actually
- 27:40felt like this young man is so brave.
- 27:43Look at him. He's got a good voice, he's
- 27:47strong, he's got all this going on.
- 27:51Unfortunately, he was friends with people like Hard Case owns
- 27:55the guy he's talking about in the video.
- 27:58What happened was this guy was what you referred to as an anti
- 28:03theist and the guy thought I was a piece of shit.
- 28:08And the reason why is because I made the mistake of creating
- 28:13videos stating that Christians and atheists should learn to get
- 28:16along with each other. That there are good religious
- 28:19people and there are good atheists, and if we'd simply
- 28:22love each other for the good things and the positive things,
- 28:26we'd do fine. Well, Hard Case owns at the time
- 28:30didn't like that attitude. He wanted to see religion die
- 28:35and he had this big old thing where he would call some
- 28:39atheists pussies and weak and other atheists.
- 28:42He would consider them warriors. He defined a strong atheist to
- 28:47someone who kicked the shit out of religious people and pissed
- 28:51on their fucking asses as they were going by.
- 28:53That was the type of non believer he used to be.
- 28:58Ironically for Hard Case owns who the Amazing Atheist is
- 29:02talking about in this video. That guy would go on to almost
- 29:06killing himself in a live broadcast.
- 29:09He put a gun to his head in front of an audience telling
- 29:13them that if they don't pay him, he'll blow his fucking brains
- 29:16out. The Amazing Atheist and his
- 29:19buddies tried everything they could, including the girls that
- 29:22were in the house. They tried everything they could
- 29:25to pull the fucking gun away from him.
- 29:27It was loaded. The Amazing Atheist's entire
- 29:32career could have been over in 5 seconds if this drunken
- 29:36alcoholic anti theistic atheist blew his fucking brains out on a
- 29:40live broadcast in front of thousands of people.
- 29:46But it didn't end there. This fucking drug head decided
- 29:51he wanted to grab a a military knife, a combat knife, and he
- 29:56cut himself and bled in front of the atheist community.
- 30:02Well that guy hated me. He hated himself.
- 30:06To be fair, he fucking hated himself.
- 30:08He hated his life and he did not want atheism to become a pussy
- 30:15ass group that bowed down before Christians is what he called it.
- 30:21Every video he made he would drink alcohol and shit and drink
- 30:24and drink and drink. Kind of like a YouTube who
- 30:27passed away recently called King Cobra in hard case owns real
- 30:33life, also known as fake Sagan. He'd absolutely obliterated
- 30:37every friendship and religion and connection and relationship
- 30:42with religious friends, non believer friends.
- 30:46All this. Every fucking day was a video
- 30:49where he attacked somebody and went after someone and one day
- 30:53he got around to choosing me because he thought that I was a
- 30:57weak ass pussy spineless fucking atheist.
- 31:01He didn't want that. He didn't like the whole
- 31:03friendly, let's get along, let's connect, let's be cool with each
- 31:06other. And unfortunately for me there
- 31:10were a lot of non believers who were like him where they were
- 31:13pissed off at the world and they wanted to see something suffer,
- 31:17they wanted to see problems and they went along with them.
- 31:22People like him started rising. Atheists like Coughlin started
- 31:27rising. A guy who was all about
- 31:29controversy would tattoo a fucking Nazi symbol onto his
- 31:33head and come out and crack jokes about Jews being burned.
- 31:38Would make T-shirts saying that rape is good.
- 31:42This was I, this is what I was contending with as an older
- 31:46atheist watching these young atheists rise and absolutely
- 31:52making representing atheists as fucking scumbags.
- 31:58And the Amazing Atheist even made a group called Atheists
- 32:01Scum United, and this was the first time he and I really,
- 32:06really got into it. I said, dude, don't you realize
- 32:11that atheists are trying to be normalized in society?
- 32:15We're trying to, we're trying to get along with people so we can
- 32:19live amongst each other. You don't want to live in a
- 32:22world where your kids are growing up in this.
- 32:25With the way the world is right now, we could change things for
- 32:28the good. We can change things for the
- 32:30positive. But the Amazing Atheist, for
- 32:35whatever reason, decided that that's not the world he wanted
- 32:39to live in. For him, it was about money and
- 32:42it was about donations and and everything else.
- 32:50There's nothing wrong with anybody asking for donations or
- 32:53support. What's wrong is if it starts
- 32:56getting to the point where you only care about money, that
- 32:59you're only doing it because you want to take shit from people.
- 33:06If you need money and you need your bills paid and you need
- 33:09support and help and all that or you'd like a little bit of
- 33:12change on the side, sure. But don't make it your entire
- 33:16priority. And your motivation was what I
- 33:18told them. I told him, look man, this whole
- 33:26atheist come United shit, it's terrible.
- 33:29It's a fucking bad idea. When religious people talk to
- 33:33us, they're going to think of scumbags and shit.
- 33:37But at that point, he'd already given up.
- 33:39He even told me I give up on the human race.
- 33:42They're never going to change. People aren't going to do
- 33:46anything right. Christians are never going to
- 33:48accept atheists. They're always going to believe
- 33:50in the back of their mind that they're going to burn in hell
- 33:53and shut. In some ways he was right, sure,
- 33:59but I still didn't want a bunch of atheists on the Internet
- 34:01starting up groups like hey fuck you, you know the fuck you club
- 34:06or the drunken peasants type of shit.
- 34:08Where atheists set up on a podcast drinking fucking alcohol
- 34:12and snorting drugs and shit and doing ridiculous terrible
- 34:16things, giving the representation that atheists
- 34:19were unethical, immoral pieces of trash.
- 34:26So can you see why it is that this guy, they tried to
- 34:30represent atheism as rational, free thinking, critical thinkers
- 34:35who did have the potential and ability to be good people,
- 34:41suddenly found himself getting pulverized by atheists who
- 34:45wanted to see the world burn. People who actually admired
- 34:49villains like the Joker, especially Heath Ledger's
- 34:53version of it. Anarchist, anti theist Christian
- 34:58haters. Oh fuck.
- 35:00Just didn't end. So I found myself in a really,
- 35:05really weird spot. I was the type of atheist who
- 35:09admired and respected Richard Dawkins, Christopher Hitchens,
- 35:13Sam Harris, you know, the four Horsemen of the atheist
- 35:18community. I was one of the guys who I
- 35:21looked at the rational, articulate atheists, and those
- 35:25were the ones I admired. And now I was watching atheism
- 35:30burn, and I even watched atheists turn on every one of
- 35:33these fucking people too. They all turned on the critical
- 35:38thinkers and the freethinkers and burned them to the ground.
- 35:41And I watched 1 by 1, all these atheists who used to be really
- 35:47smart and intelligent fight for a little bit, but then they
- 35:52turned their fucking computers off and never returned again.
- 35:56They didn't want to be a part of it.
- 35:58They didn't want to be associated with what atheism was
- 36:02becoming. That's why you hear things like
- 36:05Atheism Plus or the New Atheism and where this bullshit concept
- 36:10of humanist came out and all these weird denominational
- 36:14atheist names. I lived and existed through all
- 36:18that. Well, unfortunately, money was
- 36:24so important for the Amazing Atheist, he went from this
- 36:28gentle giant to a fucking complete and utter asshole.
- 36:35His friends started attacking me, and for a little while there
- 36:39it seemed like the Amazing Atheist still cared about me.
- 36:43But then an incident happened a while back.
- 36:46A natural disaster. Katrina where there was a
- 36:53horrible devastating weather event that happened that
- 36:56destroyed many homes and killed many people.
- 36:58You guys can look it up. Katrina and the Amazing Atheist
- 37:02decided he won to throw a charity on a blog live broadcast
- 37:08I was on there. So was many other atheists, ones
- 37:12that hated me and those who liked me.
- 37:15And he was trying to get people to donate money to what he
- 37:19called a charity. And I noticed that the thing was
- 37:23going directly into a PayPal account that was created for him
- 37:28that routed the money to his own bank account.
- 37:33This is where the final straw came in.
- 37:37I even said to him, why is the fucking charity connected to
- 37:42your PayPal account? I was a web designer.
- 37:46I was in the graphic design, so I knew how to be able to look at
- 37:51the code and see where the shit was going.
- 37:54You see, ladies and gentlemen, I didn't want to.
- 37:57I had been around religion whenever I was younger and I
- 38:00knew that there were preachers who stole money from people,
- 38:03victimized people, and I hated to even believe that it was
- 38:08possible that atheists would start doing the same shit.
- 38:11But then I found it and there it was, right in the page.
- 38:14He had his PayPal button up there, but he used a different
- 38:18image in order to make it appear as though it was going to Red
- 38:22Cross and all kinds of different charities.
- 38:25I believe it was Red Cross. It's been many many years since
- 38:28this incident happened. But now the money directly went
- 38:32to him and then the make matters worse after I told him don't do
- 38:35this yet he gets on YouTube a week later with a new fucking
- 38:41car and a new house wearing a jacket and boasting about how
- 38:46it's fucking lamb or sheepskin or something.
- 38:49I'm like Oh my God atheists are fucking ripping people off and
- 38:55worst of all they're ripping each other off.
- 38:58This is horrible. And those fucking dead people
- 39:02and all those people who suffered in that environment,
- 39:08they weren't going to get a penny.
- 39:14That broke me. I really, really wanted to be a
- 39:21part of atheist charities and groups that helped people and
- 39:24tried to make the world into a better place.
- 39:26Instead, I was found myself in a room surrounded by thieves and
- 39:34scammers and fucking people who didn't care.
- 39:40I used to look at him like, my goodness, he's like a little
- 39:43brother. It sickened me.
- 39:49So I made some videos and I said, look, this guy, he's
- 39:55ripping people off. He did this shit well, the
- 39:59charismatic atheist that he was, he made videos and he started
- 40:02making up fucking accusations about me.
- 40:05He claimed I was a plagiarist. Him and these.
- 40:08He had a bunch of atheist women at the time that were starting
- 40:12to make videos where they called me a fucking pedophile.
- 40:17I did a video a while back where I had my son sitting on my lap
- 40:20and we were making a video together.
- 40:23My son was a little child at that time and.
- 40:28And I had them sitting on my lap and we talked and they took my
- 40:31video and they tried to Adobe Photoshop imagery on it to make
- 40:36it look like I was doing weird shit.
- 40:39This is how far they went. They started making videos
- 40:45claiming that I am a domestic abuser, claiming that I fucking
- 40:48beat my wife. My wife is the most precious
- 40:52person to me. Besides this, my kids, they knew
- 40:57that family was important to me. They knew that that was my
- 41:00vulnerability, my kryptonite. Basically.
- 41:04They knew that I was a family man.
- 41:06I used to tell stories about growing up and going through
- 41:09child abuse and not having family or support.
- 41:14And now I'm a father who's taking care of a disabled child
- 41:18along with taking care of my son and trying to do whatever I
- 41:23could to survive in the world. And now I got all these pieces
- 41:26of shit accusing me of everything under the sun.
- 41:32There were even I, I had some Christian females that actually
- 41:36visited my home. I thought it would be cool if
- 41:39people could see religious people, non believers hanging
- 41:42out. And I used to do a lot of videos
- 41:44where you could see me and see people that were coming over and
- 41:48visiting and all that. And I had a female Christian
- 41:51over that was hanging out with me and my wife.
- 41:54And they started spreading rumors that I was fucking
- 41:56Christian women. Now they could see that my wife
- 42:02was in the videos. They could see that, but they
- 42:05didn't care. They they would mute the sound
- 42:08and everything and then play the video and narrate over it.
- 42:12Oh, this is Brett Keane, you know, cheating on his fucking
- 42:15wife. This is Brett Keane doing this.
- 42:17And Oh my God, it was horrible. Then they started spreading
- 42:24rumors saying the reason why Brett Keane's daughter's
- 42:26disabled is because Brett Keane punched her skull in and did all
- 42:31these horrible things. Oh my God.
- 42:38Oh my God, I couldn't believe these kind of these things.
- 42:43Brett Keane almost kills his wife.
- 42:46Brett Keane. I mean, it went from everything
- 42:49to Brett Keane fucks his kids to fucks dogs and cats and animals
- 42:53and all kinds of shit. Brett Keane is trying to kill
- 42:58people. Brett Keane's doing this right.
- 43:00And they turned me into a fucking monster.
- 43:08It was horrific. It was nightmare fuel.
- 43:11Ladies and gentlemen, all these assholes you used to think were
- 43:16your family that you tried to connect with, that you tried to
- 43:20support, that you sent money to financially, helped people plug
- 43:25their channels, promoted them. And just because they didn't
- 43:29like your brand of atheism or didn't agree with you wanting to
- 43:32be friends with people outside of atheism, they treated me like
- 43:36a fucking apostate or something, like I needed to be destroyed.
- 43:45Oh boy. Of course, there was a lot of
- 43:48atheists who didn't agree with that and they didn't like it.
- 43:51They didn't like seeing me getting basically crucified on
- 43:56the Internet like that. And a lot of them left.
- 44:01A lot of them said, fuck this, I, I don't want anything to do
- 44:03with it. I remember the last conversation
- 44:06I had with a another famous atheist.
- 44:09He said, I'm leaving, dude. And I said, why?
- 44:12You're popular, you're doing good.
- 44:15Nobody's coming after you. And he goes, but they will.
- 44:19He goes, We all have fucking problems, Brett.
- 44:21We all have issues and if they decide to turn on me then
- 44:25they're going to fucking I. I can't have them cause me to
- 44:29lose my job and you know my life and everything.
- 44:33I've worked my ass off to get to where I'm at and I can't let
- 44:37these fucking losers do this. Burn me to the ground.
- 44:41I tried to convince a guy. I said, look, you're not, you're
- 44:46very popular. You're going through the roof.
- 44:48Don't, don't give up. And he said, fuck no, man.
- 44:53He goes, I'm not like you, dude. I'm not on a mission.
- 44:56I don't want to be a martyr. I don't want to be fucking
- 44:59destroyed by a bunch of losers. The Amazing Atheist makes it
- 45:14worse for himself. He decided a while back to make
- 45:17a video confessing his sexual attraction to children.
- 45:22I have the video over on Rumble. People can see it for
- 45:26themselves. I'm not just accusing him.
- 45:29I have a video where he actually is on fucking camera talking
- 45:35about how we'd like to do that with younger people and a blog
- 45:41that he did. Shortly after he and I had our
- 45:44falling out, he hung out with that Hard Case Owns guy.
- 45:48Hard Case Owns was playing his bass guitar with his girlfriend
- 45:52sitting there. He's no longer has that
- 45:54girlfriend. She left him.
- 45:56She actually cheated on him with another famous atheist on the
- 45:59Internet called Captain Awesome, which drove Hard Case Owens into
- 46:04a deep fucking depression and he ended up leaving the Internet
- 46:07for a long time, ironically coming back as a fucking
- 46:11Christian. The very thing that he claimed
- 46:13he hated all that time. He made all those videos trying
- 46:21to crush me like a bug because I wanted to be friendly with
- 46:26Christians and I believed there was something to it.
- 46:29And then he becomes one himself. After all is said and done,
- 46:33after all the bullshit, he becomes a Christian too.
- 46:39Oh boy. So while he's on that blog
- 46:46playing his bass guitar and his girlfriend's adoring all over
- 46:49him called Ocean, the Amazing Atheist is in the text chat.
- 46:54Everybody knows it's the Amazing Atheist and everybody's real
- 46:58happy because they're talking to Hard Case Owens, who was popular
- 47:02even though he was a hateful anti theist at the time, an
- 47:05Amazing Atheist. And for whatever reason, they
- 47:08started having conversations about doing things with underage
- 47:13girls right on the fucking screen in front of the entire
- 47:18world. They were doing that.
- 47:20It wasn't something that I had to sneak into a room to hear it
- 47:24going on. It wasn't like a secret.
- 47:26The atheists saw it for themselves.
- 47:28Everybody's seen it. And the Amazing Atheist
- 47:31confessed to having sex with underage girls and even
- 47:35Hardkey's own said, oh man, you still, you still fucking that
- 47:40bitch. And he's like, no, her father
- 47:44was a Marine and he was going to kill me if I did anything else.
- 47:49So I had to go. And they went on talking about
- 47:52that for another 20 minutes. And that video still exists out
- 47:56there. But the problem is, is that a
- 47:59lot of atheists are very. This is why I say this.
- 48:03This isn't just something I poof out of my head to be mean or
- 48:06sarcastic. This is one of the reasons why
- 48:08I'm absolutely convinced that atheists have no morals and
- 48:11ethics. Because they fucking knew that
- 48:14he was doing this. They all knew it.
- 48:17So I found myself in a position that no matter how much dirt I
- 48:21had on them, no matter how much bullshit they did publicly in
- 48:27front of everybody, atheists didn't care.
- 48:32So there was never going to be that moment where Wright Keane
- 48:37shows that he's the good guy and you know all this and that these
- 48:42assholes are this way because they didn't care.
- 48:47They didn't want good atheism. They cared about money, power,
- 48:52popularity, feeding their narcissism.
- 48:58I mean, I've even had atheists say to me on live broadcast on
- 49:01my radio, they say, what's wrong with doing things with underage
- 49:05people if they consent to it? Could you imagine what that
- 49:14would be like for a man who's taken care of his sick daughter?
- 49:20Could you imagine what that would be like for a father with
- 49:24kids to hear people like this? And then of course, when I told
- 49:31them I don't want them in my life anymore and I didn't want
- 49:35to be a part of these fucking sickos, I became the backstabber
- 49:41because I didn't want to be around pedophiles.
- 49:44I didn't want to be around people who made T-shirts that
- 49:48stated it was cooled rape. I didn't want to be around the
- 49:52group that attacked women because they were having
- 49:55problems with the feminist movement.
- 49:58Women weren't as ignorant back then about the whole feminism.
- 50:03It became a poison and toxicity later, but atheists even started
- 50:11attacking women. Every fucking day I woke up some
- 50:20new atheist was trying to exploit me.
- 50:22I was the lol cow, the person that they wanted to exploit.
- 50:30And how convenient, because my real name was out on the
- 50:33Internet. I was an easy target.
- 50:35I put my real name out. I talked about my life.
- 50:39I put myself and my heart out of my sleeve.
- 50:43I was a public figure, easy to come after.
- 50:48It's real difficult to pick out a target where you don't know
- 50:52their name, you don't know shit about them.
- 50:56I never believed in wearing a mask or a costume and shit when
- 51:00making my videos. I never believed in making
- 51:03bullshit names up and everything.
- 51:06Everybody knew. Even when I did have YouTube
- 51:09channels that I had to make some kind of stupid name for, I would
- 51:13always introduce myself self as hello ladies and gentlemen, my
- 51:17name is Brett Keene. Right off the bat, you knew
- 51:20exactly who you were listening to and who you were talking to.
- 51:30Atheist nowadays, say, Brett, you're never going to have the
- 51:32popularity that you used to. Well, I'm not going to have the
- 51:39popularity of being an atheist, that's for sure.
- 51:43I won't have the popularity of any of this, but I did get one
- 51:48of my wishes. I became a legacy.
- 51:52I became a legend. I became digitally printed on
- 51:57the Internet. There is nowhere you can go on
- 52:00social media where people don't know the name of Brett Keene.
- 52:04A lot of it's shitty and terrible.
- 52:06A lot of it's good is what it is.
- 52:11I got basically what I reaped and sowed right now.
- 52:19Don't think for a minute, ladies and gentlemen.
- 52:22Don't get this weird impression that I blame atheists for these
- 52:27kind of excruciating moments. I blame myself too.
- 52:32I should have never became an atheist.
- 52:34I should have let myself heal. I should have turned off the
- 52:38Internet a long time ago and just took care of my daughter
- 52:43and spent all 100% time doing that.
- 52:46I spent a great deal of my life taking care of her and raising
- 52:49her. And now she's a graduate, she
- 52:52has made it through high school and she's got her a great job,
- 52:57she's got great shit going on and a good future ahead of her.
- 53:01And my son owns his own home as a beautiful woman, has a nice
- 53:08fucking truck that me and Mama got for him and we hooked our
- 53:13kids up. My wife and I are happy as ever.
- 53:19And just a moment ago, I got off the phone with her while she was
- 53:22on her break and I told her, you know what?
- 53:26And she goes, what? And I said, you are the most
- 53:29beautiful creature ever. You're my very evidence of
- 53:32angels. You know that.
- 53:35And she goes, oh, I love you too baby.
- 53:39That's the relationship I have with my wife that after all
- 53:44these years she is the very reason I live and breathe.
- 53:51I would never imagine putting my hands on any of my kids or wife.
- 53:57They are my everything. To hurt them would be hurting
- 54:01myself. But you're not going to stop you
- 54:06atheist out there. You don't give a fuck.
- 54:09Every single time I hang out with some of my Christian
- 54:12buddies, for whatever reason, they allow atheists to come in
- 54:15and atheists say the most horrible shit.
- 54:19Like just yesterday I was sitting in a room with some
- 54:21people and there was an atheist in there screaming out the N
- 54:25word repeatedly talking about how he wanted to rape people and
- 54:30all this kind of shit. Knew knows that there's a that
- 54:35one of the users named Smokey St. is interested in being able
- 54:40to have a child with the woman that he's with.
- 54:43And this guy, this atheist is telling this Christian guy that
- 54:46he'd like to rape the dude's wife.
- 54:49So Christians at this point have come to the the conclusion that
- 54:54Brett Keene is right and thank God for me because a majority of
- 55:00the world is Christian as well as Muslim.
- 55:04Muslims, even though I disagree with their theology and beliefs,
- 55:08you'll notice that I get along with them just fine doing live
- 55:12broadcasts and shows. You'll notice if I have pagans
- 55:15or Satanist or anybody of any faith, I have great
- 55:20conversations and I've made a lot of friends.
- 55:24But as far as becoming popular with atheists, again, popular of
- 55:27what? A fucking dirt mound.
- 55:31When an atheist says, ha, ha, I'm famous and I'm popular,
- 55:35that's like saying I run a Mortuary and it's a popular one.
- 55:41Yeah. Well, what's so exciting about
- 55:44that? You bring in corpses, You bring
- 55:47in maggot food, worm meat, the king of nothing.
- 56:04So yeah, I get it. And when it really comes down to
- 56:09it, and I doubt the drunken peasants will manage to because
- 56:13of their attention deficit disorder, they will not have the
- 56:16ability to go all the way to the end of this video and hear my
- 56:20side of the story and what actually happened.
- 56:26It's real simple. I don't know Ben, and Ben
- 56:29doesn't know me. But what Ben does know is that
- 56:32there used to be a hefty fucking paycheck that used to come to
- 56:36his home from having me on his broadcast.
- 56:39His most popular videos today are the ones I participated in.
- 56:45I used to go on many, many atheist shows and my simple
- 56:49simply having my presence there and existing on their shows,
- 56:53whether a former atheist or Christian, always brought views
- 56:57to the table. A lot of these atheists are not
- 57:02getting any views anymore and they're not able to get the
- 57:06hefty checks because even the new atheists are starting to
- 57:10realize these people are punks. They're losers and all the
- 57:14Christians know they're fucking losers.
- 57:17All the Muslims know they're losers.
- 57:21And that's why you can't break 1000 views.
- 57:25That's why you're holding on to 10 year old drama that nobody
- 57:31cares about anymore. I remember when I participated
- 57:36in that show, you guys got hundreds of thousands of
- 57:39comments and likes. You made so much money off of
- 57:43me, so much money. And although The Amazing Atheist
- 57:48paid me $1000 per episode, then you never offered once to do
- 57:54anything nice. You never offered to fucking
- 57:57give me any percentage of the T-shirts or the clothes or the
- 58:00merchandise or any bullshit. You went out and you bought
- 58:04drugs and you threw it away on underage girls and you fucked
- 58:08your entire life up. And then you fucked up with The
- 58:12Amazing Atheist and Paul's ego and Scottie and they're no
- 58:15longer a part of the broadcast anymore.
- 58:18Maybe one day in the future they'll do a little thing with
- 58:22you and shed kind of like a kiss reunion type of crap.
- 58:27But it won't ever be the same again.
- 58:30You'll never regain any kind of fame or popularity.
- 58:36You have never had the talent OR the skill or the charisma and
- 58:40I'm going to always stick to this.
- 58:43It was because of the amazing atheists and my participation
- 58:47why that fucking channel meant anything anymore.
- 58:52That's it. And eventually your targets are
- 58:56going to all be gone. Example King Cobra.
- 59:02You know, I was looking at a a bunch of articles about King
- 59:07Cobra last night. He passed away.
- 59:10Rest in peace, buddy. This was a young man who had
- 59:14Asperger's who had an alcohol problem.
- 59:19And you know what the trolls and the haters did?
- 59:22They pretended to be his friend and they sent him alcohol after
- 59:25alcohol after alcohol and they made him sick.
- 59:29He already had health issues but they promoted it by giving him
- 59:33more and more and more. Essentially the atheist
- 59:37community, like many times before, basically LED this young
- 59:43man down the road to hell. They destroyed his fucking life.
- 59:48They made him miserable every single day.
- 59:51They bullied him and even his parents.
- 59:54They wrote an article out there, did an interview where they
- 59:58talked about for years he was bullied and targeted.
- 1:00:05Could you imagine what that's like knowing that your kid is
- 1:00:08being fucking burned over and over and roasted because of the
- 1:00:12way he looks and the way he talks and the way he sounds?
- 1:00:16And then your kid gets so depressed that they get into
- 1:00:18alcohol and drugs and just keep on and on?
- 1:00:21Nothing you say. Nothing you can do.
- 1:00:23You can't get them into rehab. You can't help them because they
- 1:00:27suffer from Asperger's and you can't rationalize with them.
- 1:00:31And then finally one day you walk into your son or daughter's
- 1:00:36fucking room and find them laying there dead, lips blue and
- 1:00:42that's it. And do you think any of these
- 1:00:48fucking bastards are going to care?
- 1:00:51No, he was just a LOL cow, someone to be exploited.
- 1:01:06It's weird you call me a backstabber, Ben, and I call
- 1:01:13many of you murderers deserving of hell.