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The Manifestation Gap- Manifestation Series part 3 · The Spiritual Shitshow Podcast

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  Hello and welcome back to the Spiritual Shit Show Podcast.
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  My name is Julie Nguyen, and I am loving this manifestation series.
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  You know, when I channel and work with the guides, I have fucking questions all the time.
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  Things don't make sense.
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  I wanna know, I wanna understand, And as I'm sitting here looking back at the notes and question number six, and question number six was,"What if I feel aligned, expanded, joyful, and certain, and the thing still doesn't happen?" I wanna revisit that one, and then we'll get into questions seven, eight, and nine.
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  And the reason I want to revisit it is because this week, I've had a lot of friends and clients, myself included, and it's like, what is going on?
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  Like, everything just feels like the incoming flow of energy or money or clients, it's not happening.
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  So we're in the gap.
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  and it's been collective.
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  Like, there's everybody that I talk to, it's like,"Yeah, it's weird.
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  Like, I can't pay my bills," or,"I'm not able to make payroll," or,"I have no clients coming in." It's just, the energy's been strange.
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  And when I tapped into what is going on, and, you know, when we hear these teachings of like, everything's quantum and things can happen in a moment, and there's no hierarchy to miracles, and we can slip slide into timelines, and we can change timelines Then my debate with the guides was,"Well, if I can have it, why don't I have it?
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  If I am desiring to have XYZ, how come it hasn't come yet?
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  What's the gap?" And what the guides were sharing was,"It can happen.
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  It can happen, but what fun is it?" They were saying that we wanna have fun in the creation process, too.
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  And so a lot of the times when we want the thing to happen, and we get stuck in the feeling of it hasn't happened yet, and fuck this, and, you know, is any of it working?
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  Like, am I just delusionally spinning my wheels in these spiritual concepts?
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  And the guides were saying, it is all...
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  Like, think about what creation energy is, and creation energy is fun.
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  It's fun, it's playful, and it wants to be absorbed.
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  It wants to be witnessed.
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  It wants to play in its ability to create.
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  So what the guides were saying was,"Yeah, we can.
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  Anything can happen in a moment, but what fun is that?" Like, the real work is, can you have fun in the creation process?
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  Whatever that is.
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  Whatever that is.
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  And when you know you are having fun and in the unknown, then you know you're on track.
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  but our minds always want to know.
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  Like, for sure I wanna know, you know?
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  Just tell me.
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  Give me the crystal ball.
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  Tell me.
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  And what the guides were saying is,"And what fun is that?" So I wanted to share that because that was something that happened in real time this week about, you know, like what is happening in that gap.
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  And another point to that question was that gap is, you know, opportunity for play.
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  Also, collectively right now it feels like we're all bottlenecked up, and this pause in life is a requirement for us to do our work, to look at our limiting belief systems, to look at the things that are holding us back, to look at the things and the areas of how we...
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  Like, what are old systems, and can we practice?
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  So this, this gap is also a time to practice so you can get caught up with what it is that you want and desire now.
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  And again, it all takes practice.
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  So sometimes the gap is really just an opportunity for you to catch up, to do the work, to feel strong within yourself, to feel very clear on what it is that you are deliberately building, creating.
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  And then when the energy, it's feels like, like a wave.
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  When the wave comes, you're ready.
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  You're stretched, you're warmed up, you got your surfboard, and you're ready to ride that wave.
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  But when you're not ready, that wave is gonna feel like a tsunami.
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  So it was a beautiful reframe of when things feel locked up and we feel stuck, can we also just reframe it and know that it's an opportunity for us to catch up, do some inner housework.
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  The other thing that was coming in that I have been working with too was do I believe that the universe is always supporting me?
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  Do I really believe that the universe has my back?
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  Because sometimes it feels like it doesn't.
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  So this reframe is like, yeah, it does.
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  It's giving you exactly what you need.
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  And you need time right now to clean up your belief systems, or you need time to practice receiving life, or you're needing time right now so you can look at, do I feel supported by life 100%?
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  And can I go back and look at all the times life has supported me all the time?
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  Can I not feel so alone in life and see how life is supporting me and loving on me and is conspiring in my favor at all times?
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  So sometimes when we're feeling stuck, that stuckness is just an opportunity, an opportunity to look at what I'm whining about, and is that true?
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  Look at what I'm hooked into, and is it true?
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  Looked at what my mind wants to fixate on, and is it true?
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  All right, with that being said, let's jump into question seven Do we have to heal our wounds before we can create what we want?
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  Or can healing and creating happen simultaneously?
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  If you've listened to me or joined me on Energy Club, you know I'm always like,"Damn," when the guidance comes in,'cause it's always so simple, But the simple is hard.
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  So what the guides are saying is they're laughing, and they're like,"From our perspective, it's always creating.
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  We're more interested in creation energy than healing energy.
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  Creation energy, creation energy, creation energy, creation energy.
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  What are you creating?
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  What are you choosing?
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  What are you creating?
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  Can you create more from a state of love and fun and joy, abundance, community, servitude to other people?
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  What are you creating?" If we stick with the creation energy and you align with,"I am creation energy.
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  I get to create, I get to create, I get to create," then you know you are always creating your life forward, that you get to stay in more of a state of joy, love, abundance.
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  And again, we wanna bring in the word servitude to others, that your abundance state is what needs to be shared with other people.
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  An abundance of love, an abundance of compassion, an abundance of excitement, an abundance of joy, an abundance of empowerment.
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  When more and more people step into their innate, awakened, empowered state Then you will know that all the things that you feel like you need to heal within yourselves only need to be met with love and compassion.
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  There's a beautiful prayer, I love you, I'm sorry, please forgive me, thank you.
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  The people who have hurt you only hurt you because they were doing the best with what they had.
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  You can't blame somebody for sleepwalking through life or from living through their traumas or from living only from the point of their own pain points.
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  I love you, I'm sorry, please forgive me, thank you.
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  Goes back to all of these versions of yourself as well.
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  I did the best that I could with what I had.
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  I only was able to experience this experience because I was only able to see it from this point of view.
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  I love you, I'm sorry, please forgive me, thank you.
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  And then the question is, and how are you able to see yourself now?
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  Now, now, now, now, now, now, now, now.
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  Now the power truly is in the now.
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  How do I see myself now?
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  What do I desire now?
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  What do I want now?
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  How do I feel now?
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  Truly, how do I feel now?
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  How do I feel now?
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  What is happening now?
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  Do I feel supported now?
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  Do I feel love now?
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  What is true to be true now?
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  So in answer to the question, you are always creating.
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  Every inhale, every exhale is creation energy It's just a matter if you're conscious or not And then I wanna add that all of this work takes a lot of, practice.
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  It takes practice It takes practice catching yourself.
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  It takes practice creating a new, groove for your brain to track in.
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  It takes practice feeling relative safety within your own physical body in your life.
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  It takes practice expanding and increasing your tolerance for more joy and more good in your life to happen.
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  It takes practice loving yourself.
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  It just, all of this work takes practice.
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  Practice, practice, practice, and a lot of compassion.
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  Compassion for self, compassion for others, compassion for what was, and then practice.
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  What can I allow myself to have now?
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  What can I allow myself to experience now?
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  What is true to be true for me now?
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  Okay, question eight, can we manifest while we're scared, dysregulated, grieving, angry, or uncertain?
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  And the guides come in very quickly, and they're saying,"You are not getting it.
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  You are creating all the time.
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  It does not matter from which point you are creating.
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  If you create from a point of l- scarcity, then you will create a reality that is aligned with scarcity.
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  If you are creating from a point of abundance and joy and fun and excitement, then the outcome will be that which is bringing you more joy, fun, and abundance.
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  you are always creating.
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  You are always manifesting.
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  And all of this brings back the reminder of who and how powerful you are.
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  That you are a really incredible, powerful force of creative possibilities Practice seeing yourself as a force of creation.
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  Know that everything in your life up until this point has not been from random.
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  It has all been from what you have created, from your point of view, from your energetic set point.
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  And at any point in time, you can change your energetic point of attraction and stay curious from how then you can manifest from a new point of attraction Am I creating from fear or love?
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  Am I creating from scarcity or abundance?
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  Am I creating from an old belief system, or am I creating from a new possibility?
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  Truly, the choice is yours.
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  Okay.
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  And then number nine, how much healing is enough, and at what point does healing itself become another way of postponing living?
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  This has been something that I've been really leaning into.
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  Um, I recently put up my Reiki table.
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  I'm like,"I'm not doing hands-on healing anymore." I really want to start signaling more life and abundance and more living and less healing.
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  So I'm excited to hear what this answer is.
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  How much healing is enough?
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  It truly is about changing the question of how much living am I allowing myself to do?
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  Healing can keep you safe.
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  Healing keeps you in the cave.
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  Healing keeps you hibernated.
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  And also, healing allows you to go inwards to see and to lovingly hold these parts within you.
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  every person here has parts and times in life where they weren't heard, seen, loved, held, nurtured.
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  And so we carry these parts within ourselves, these parts of us that still feel unloved or unseen or undernourished So compassion for self is extremely important To go back and love all parts of self is extremely important to understand the power of compassion Empathy, tenderness, forgiveness, all emotions, all transformative things that happen within the self.
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  So you can reframe healing or it's an opportunity to truly understand the power of compassion, the power of forgiveness, the power of holding, making contact with something that is really tender.
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  These are all points in life.
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  We're not striving only for the joy and the love, although those are markers to let you know that you're on the highest, most aligned path for your soul, and also you're human.
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  You're here to experience anger, and resentment, and jealousy, and forgiveness, love, compassion, grace.
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  And we can't have one without the other.
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  So all feelings are valid.
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  All versions of self were needed And you are here to experience the rapture of being alive.
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  Alive to knowing and loving The power that lies within you You're here to remember that you are co-creating this reality, this life It's teaching you about your own power it's teaching you to trust your gifts It's teaching you how to love yourself to see the beauty of who you are Healing is just one side of the coin, and on the other is living.
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  Both are needed.
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  Both are needed Okay, and then I wanna share one thing.
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  I had a client today, and what the guides were offering was,"I love who I was, I love who I am, I love who I've become, and I love who I'm becoming." And I thought that was so powerful because they said,"Say that every day like a, a mantra.
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  I love who I was, I love who I am, I love who I have become, and I love who I am becoming." And then once you get really, really, really good at that, then you can share that gift with others by being the witness to them.
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  I love who you were, I love who you are, I love who you have become, and I love who you are becoming.
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  I love who you were, I love who you are, I love who you have become, I love who you are becoming.
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  I I love who I was, I love who I am, I love who I've become, and I love who I am becoming Okay That's the share for today.
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  Thank you so much, and I really love these little insights.
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  They're just really beautiful, powerful reframes, and there's a lot of power in being able to reframe how you see something.
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  I think we are only able to see life from our own point of view based on our previous experiences, but we do have the power to change those, and in that power just takes practice.
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  Practice.
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  All right.
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  Thank you as always for being on this journey.
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  Thank you for listening.
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  Thank you for sharing, and thank you for growing with me.
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  Till next time.