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Farron Dozier Show Life with Lynn Nyamekye & Arion Rogers 30 Sep 26 · Military Broadcast Radio | MBR Talk

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  When it was in my mother's womb, I had a calling on my life to do
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  something in the glory of God and marry it like a wife, commit
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  myself to His Word and never be LED astray.
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  And when it's all over, when He comes, I'll be glad to see that
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  day in the morning time. Hey, Mister man, how you doing?
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  I'm good, man. Hey, did you see the game last
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  night? But did you see the shot?
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  I lost money from that. Oh, man, That shot was old man.
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  But it was good. Yeah.
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  What's the name? You really want to know.
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  I do. Exhaustion, muscle spasm,
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  Asthmatic issues, unexpected sickle cell trait Titans.
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  Damn, are you serious? When I was young I found out I
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  had sickle cell trait. My mom's told me.
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  But I didn't have no knowledge of it.
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  But when I got older, I had a child and the doctor told me my
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  daughter had sickle cell trait. You know the.
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  Fact that both parents have sickle cell trait, there's a 50%
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  chance the child may have the trait and 25% chance the child
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  may have the disease and that's what's the count.
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  Do you know that 2.5 million people in the United States have
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  sickle cell trait? 300 million people globally.
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  I didn't find out I had sickle cell trait until I was in the
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  Army 10 years. Next thing you know I had a
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  sickle cell trait exertion site. April cell.
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  I thought that was a. Black gene or something?
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  Nah man, the black community is number 21 out of 36,000 babies
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  are being born with sickle cell disease.
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  You could be Caucasian, Mediterranean, European.
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  You gotta wear your bloodline man.
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  There is an inherited gene in our community that has been
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  forgotten. The name is Sickle cell trait.
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  WDCONSCT, also known as What's the Count, is out to bring
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  awareness, education and prevention to people all over
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  the globe. Want more information?
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  Call us now at 323-215-5384 or visit WWW dot WDCON sct.org.
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  Do you remember studying sickle cell in biology class?
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  What's the count on? Sickle Cell Trait Prevention is
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  here to bring you awareness, education and prevention
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  conversations around the risk factors of this inherited gene.
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  Visit WDCON sct.org. Muchas anos osros Nos vemos
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  affectados Portland fermeda de cellulas Fasciformes.
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  Adiario numero crecientes implemented onos Amos cuenta Los
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  impactos Esten fermeda affecta natoda Las personas ien
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  especialmente a Las personas de colore econante cedentes
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  diversos estar en servicio cor migo econos de mas amedida que
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  creamos una major conciencia sobre como identificad EDI rejir
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  El tratamiento de Los rascos de cellulas Fasciformes de Las
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  familias azaber como supera El trastorno de cellulas
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  Fasciformes. Do you remember studying sickle
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  cell in biology class? What's the count on?
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  Sickle Cell Trait Prevention is here to bring you awareness,
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  education and prevention conversations around the risk
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  factors of this inherited gene. Visit WDCON sct.org.
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  According to the Cleveland Clinic, kidney injury occurs in
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  up to half of rhabdo cases. My kidneys are at 50% each.
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  It's a complication former Sergeant First class for on
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  Dozier experienced first hand while serving in the Army in
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  2006. Everything was spent like
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  1,000,000 miles an hour. It happened during an Army
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  physical fitness test right after the final Sprint of the
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  two mile run for Ron was rushed to the hospital.
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  Physically, I was in. I was in a very bad state.
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  I had severe muscle damage. I could barely walk.
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  But the mindset of a soldier, you don't complain.
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  He survived the ordeal and tried to get back to his old self.
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  That says ongoing health problems ultimately led to his
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  medical retirement in 2013. I had a lot of mental and
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  physical pain at that time. And the pain is still with him
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  today. I'd never recovered fully.
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  I still deal with the Vertigo. If I move too fast or I move my
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  head too fast, I could still trigger it.
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  Faron has since dedicated. His life to spreading education
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  and awareness about Raabdo. Anybody heard of Raabdo before?
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  Engaging military personnel, athletes, and youth nationwide.
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  You can experience it, or you might be the person that saves
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  that person's life. Given the intense mental and
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  physical requirements, Ferran says it's a conversation that's
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  especially important in the military.
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  There's a lot of push ups, there's a lot of mountain
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  crawls. It's the repetitive drills.
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  Soldiers and military personnel. Are.
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  Our number one human asset and still figuring out ways to
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  protect that. Hey, did you see the game last
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  night? But did you see the shot?
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  I lost money from that. Oh, man, that shot was old man.
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  But it was good, Yeah. What's the name?
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  You really want to know. I do.
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  Exhaustion. Muscle spasm.
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  Asthmatic. Issues Uninfected sickle cell
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  trait. Ham.
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  Are you serious? When I was young, I found out I
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  had. Sickle.
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  Cell trait. My mom's told me.
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  But I didn't have no knowledge of it.
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  But when I got older I had a child.
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  The doctor told me my daughter had sickle cell trait.
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  You know, the fact that both parents have sickle cell trait,
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  there's a 50% chance the child may have the trait and 25%
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  chance the child may have the disease.
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  Man, that's what's the count. Do you know that 2.5 million
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  people in the United States have sickle cell trade?
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  300 million people globally. I didn't find out I had sickle
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  cell trade until I was in the army 10 years.
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  Next thing you know I had a sickle cell trade exertion site.
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  I thought that was a. Black gene or something?
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  Nah man. The black community is number 21
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  out of 36,000 babies are being born with sickle cell disease.
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  You could be Caucasian, Mediterranean, European.
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  You got to wear your bloodline, man.
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  There is an inherited gene in our community that has been
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  forgotten. The name is Sickle cell trait.
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  WDCONSCT, also known as What's the Count, is out to bring
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  awareness, education and prevention to people all over
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  the globe. Want more information?
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  Call us now at 323-215-5384 or visit www.wdconsct.org.
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  Me, I have one normal and I have 1S.
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  And so that morning out here, this is the one that mutated.
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  It went from rigid soft to no oxygen.
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  And that's what it looks like when there's no more oxygen
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  inside that red blood cell. So a person with sickle cell
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  disease, imagine that any time of their life or their day, 50,
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  sixty, 70% of those red blood cells are mutating like that.
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  And that's why they live in pain.
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  And then there's nerve pain that gets damaged and then there's
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  crisis pain. So they live in chronic pain
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  because of the nerves get damaged in all parts of the
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  body. Plus they can have a crisis
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  where this happens to their red blood cells.
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  I have pain in my left arm. My mom said I was 2.
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  I remember 5 that I would wake up in pain crying my grandmother
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  would hold me over the sink one warm marble warm water over my
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  arm. Only thing that was soothe the
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  pain 1975 took me to the doctor is growing pains.
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  He's five OK, makes sense. Well I'm 53 and this pain is
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  still I just had one last night in the in the room over there
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  aching and it's not like asleep. It's like a bone type of aching
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  pain that I wish I was a black Ken doll or I just take it off
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  and put All right, welcome to the Fond Dorsey show, the
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  military broadcast radio network, MB Radio dot USI want
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  to thank you for tuning, listening in today.
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  As always, we have a very important show for you here.
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  I dropped all of that sickle cell trade awareness information
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  on you because this is the last day of sickle cell awareness
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  month for September. So I just want to make sure that
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  we were able to share all that information.
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  If you have any questions about sickle cell trade, make sure you
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  hit me up WDCON, set.org. We will be able to answer a
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  great portion of your conversations, your questions.
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  I have the trade doctor. If you didn't see that episode a
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  few weeks ago, you want to go back and watch that episode.
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  I had the whole, almost a whole crew.
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  We're missing a few pieces of the puzzle, but we were here
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  discussing the aspects of sickle cell trade.
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  I had Doctor Aisha, Miss Richie, I had Doctor Dansby.
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  Who else did I have myself? Lupita.
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  So we, we had a whole crew here sharing, you know what we are
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  offering what we can provide as advocates, as organizations, as
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  we come together to bring awareness to sickle cell trade.
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  As I shared, sickle cell trade for me has its own separate
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  awareness, education and prevention conversation because
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  it, it's different, it's not the disease, it will never turn into
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  the disease. However, there are risk factors
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  and complications associated to sickle cell trait that many
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  people are not aware of that didn't even know of.
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  My family didn't, my parents didn't.
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  And so we, we're still experiencing having people
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  collapse and unfortunately some sudden deaths and a lot of those
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  are connected to sickle cell trait and they're trying to
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  figure out why with Doctor O'Connor's.
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  And then with the military doctors, they are doing
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  everything they can figure out what is causing this trigger,
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  especially with the military soldiers like myself who have
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  experienced some type of sickle cell trade exertion in
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  conjunction or in connection with the rhabdomyosis, right.
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  So real life conversation, real life talk.
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  If you have any questions, again, WDCON, sct.org, if you
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  want your free consultation with Doctor Maisha, you can go to the
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  website down there, trade tribetalks.com/consult and they
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  will give you a free 15 minute consultation.
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  And if you choose to have them support you in your medical
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  process, if you need, you need someone to talk to your doctor,
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  that your doctor's not listening to you, you need some support in
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  that area or you want her to become your physician.
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  You guys can talk that through and I'm the one of the health
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  coaches, so you'll probably end up talking to me at some point
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  just to make sure that you are, you know, everything is moving
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  forward and if you have any questions from the advocate
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  perspective, right, Very, very, very, very important
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  conversation around sickle cell trade.
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  So we got a full show for you today.
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  All right, Ariana's back to discuss some more on our
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  spiritual aspects of this conversation.
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  I call it what's the next level. That was one of my, I want to
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  say my spiritual conversations back, but I had my blog talk
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  show. We called it the next level.
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  And that's where we or I was talking and speaking from the
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  scriptures. I had a pastor that will come on
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  and talk from the scripture perspective.
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  And then I will talk about that human being aspect and tie
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  together right. Because the spirit, the soul,
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  the mind, the body, they all work together.
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  They, they have different functions.
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  And if you understand the battle, the spiritual battle,
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  it's not against you and me, it's against principalities.
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  And so we we make sure that we share those conversations as
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  effectively as possible. All right, so let's see.
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  Where are my guests? Let me bring up Ariel.
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  He's here. What's up, my guy?
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  What's up, bro? Hey.
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  What's going on? How you doing?
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  Oh man, what's happening today? I'm a man, man.
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  It's a whole lot going on. Am I seen clearly on your end?
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  Yeah. No, you're doing OK.
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  No, you're a little, you're a little fuzzy.
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  Then that means. Fuzzy fantabulous.
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  Yeah. So let me give you a second to
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  get that sorted out. All right, so here we go.
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  Yeah. So, Lynn, if you are ready, let
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  me see when you get. Let me know when you get back on
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  the screen. I'm going to again, just address
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  some more sickle cell trade topics.
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  You can go to the website WDC on sct.org.
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  There's just a lot going on. Shouts out to Ryan Clark.
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  Ryan Clark is sharing his story. And you know, the way that the
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  media writes these articles, you just got to be able to pay
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  attention at the way the media writes these topics and these
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  conversations that sometimes we just don't have the information
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  correctly, right? And then they say, oh, he's
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  talking about his sickle cell. We understand, we understand, we
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  understand sickle cell trade is not being compared to sickle
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  cell, right? Two different conversations.
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  But I was tagged in a message that was brought up about that.
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  And so yes, you know, it just there's so many different
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  opinions, there's so many different opinions, opinions,
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  opinions about the conversation and even in our own community is
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  so many different opinions. It's not a problem.
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  It's not even an issue. It's just the fact that we have
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  to understand that the media, they may not understand sickle
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  cell. And so how they write those
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  titles and those articles, they reference sickle cell.
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  But it's OK because could it be that sickle cell is the
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  overarching conversation of it? And if it's the overarching
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  conversation, we're talking about sickle cell, then inside
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  of sickle cell, there's sickle cell trait, the sickle cell s s,
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  the sickle SC disease to sickle beta thalassemia, the sickle
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  cell SD, right? So is it OK that if they title
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  it sickle cell, do we have to get into a debate whether a
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  person with sickle cell should be in the sickle cell trait,
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  should be in the conversation about sickle cell?
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  Does it really matter? Like it's all, it's our
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  community, right? So, so many opinions about that.
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  That's it. It's cool.
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  It's cool how however you were taught, however you language it,
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  just know that oh, those of us in the community, we understand.
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  And if we want to educate, those are opportunities to educate
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  those media outlets. Those are the times that you can
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  educate your doctor. I hate people that say, oh, that
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  doctor asked me about how long I had sickle cell.
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  I'm like, well, that's your opportunity to educate them.
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  It's the opportunity to be an advocate and say, hey, you know
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  what? This is how this works, we're
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  born with it. But to get frustrated, they get
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  upset. I mean, I don't know what is
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  that? If you're an advocate, we have
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  lots of opportunities to drop that knowledge, to drop that
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  information for those that just aren't aware or in the medical
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  field, they only get like a couple of paragraphs, 20 minutes
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  maybe whatever that is about sickle cell.
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  So I mean, we can't take for granted that everybody knows
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  about sickle cell like we do, but we can definitely interrupt
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  the upsets and the frustrations around it.
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  That's all I'm saying. All right.
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  So yes, we understand sickle cell can be the overarching
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  conversation. And then there's some specifics.
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  There's some specifics that we have to get to when we start
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  talking about these different conversations around sickle cell
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  trade sickle cell in the different types of sickle cell
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  disease, different types. All right, more information WDCO
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  on sct.org. Let me see if my guys ready
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  what's happening. OK, I have so am I fuzzy now?
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  You're not fuzzy, but that your background is lit is kind of
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  bright. So, you know, we're on, we're on
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  TV, we're on Roku TV. So people watching on TV, it's.
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  Going to be there we go bright. Yeah.
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  Gosh, it's a little bit fuzzy. OK.
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  A little bit fuzzy, a little bit fuzzy.
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  And see, I got AT&T and AT&T in this area because I'm in a
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  commercial area. They got 2 towers and they keep
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  pinging off each other, which kind of like drains the Wi-Fi.
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  So the best that I can do is this, because if I turn off and
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  try to go my mobile data, we're going to get cut completely out.
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  I had to get a new phone. So that's what happened.
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  However, I'm doing OK. You know, I took a lot of time,
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  got some ventures, obviously. I see you enjoyed our Bible
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  study last night. Oh, can we can.
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  We go there. Can we go there a little bit?
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  I was, I had just, I just got out of my show at 7:00 last
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  night and I was with the family, tracing her family that was on
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  my show. We were in the parking lot
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  talking to her. I interviewed her husband and
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  her two children, her son and daughter.
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  And. I got in the car.
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  I, I turned on, you know, I looked at my text and I'm like,
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  oh, Bible study. I looked at them like, let me,
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  let me, let me zoom in there. Click it in here, man.
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  Soon as I got on there, I was like, oh, my goodness, like it
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  was, it was, it was like confirmation on some of the
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  things that I have been studying, right?
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  And then to hear like the honor, right?
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  Just to hear the conversations. I was like, and I'm like, OK,
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  God, I got it. Like I'm on the right track.
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  OK, you got you got me. I'm on the you let me know that
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  my conversation that you've given me is I'm not far off.
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  I'm not, it's not wild. And that I'm right on, I'm right
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  on point, man. So I was, I was, I was in a text
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  message sending my messages and I was like, oh, then it was just
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  like, oh, but this is for the students.
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  I was like, oh, my bad. I'm a guest.
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  It was cool. No, actually when it comes, when
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  it comes to us, it's anybody who we want participation.
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  So it's not a formal religious Bible study.
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  It's a Bible study where we are family, we come together, we
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  want our guests to talk. We want our guests perspective.
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  We want them to get involved. So the fact that you was
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  chatting and you was throwing bullets and Nuggets in the
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  thread, that's what we want. We want that.
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  That means you got somebody who knows you know much is the word,
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  but at the same time you're willing to learn and then we can
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  learn from that and then we can open up.
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  And that's the thing about. My church that I love about the
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  most is because it's not the oh, the pastor only speaks.
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  No, there is order where we have to stay silent so that the
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  message can go forth. But it's always wonderful to
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  have somebody chatting to shoot it in the thread.
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  Sometimes I throw jokes over there.
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  Like one time they were talking about something about what was
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  it? There's something in red.
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  And I was like, yeah, well, presidents and politicians wear
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  red ties, too. You know, I was talking jokes.
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  But it's just, you know, to keep the feel of it.
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  It's not to be intentionally rude or disrespectful, but I
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  just added a little joy in there.
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  So, yeah. So welcome to the Fairness
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  Center of Love Common Sense Bible Study.
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  So feel free to jump on with us at every Tuesday night at 7:00
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  PM. So you can definitely do that.
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  Yeah, no, I appreciate that, man.
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  Like I said, it was right on time for me.
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  And I was like, OK, yeah, we good, we, we definitely I'm,
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  I'm. And because I've been looking
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  at, I don't want, I don't want to drop it right now, but I've
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  just been looking at, at, at love, like from the, from the,
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  from the soul perspective, right, from the, from the mind
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  and emotions. I was looking at love.
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  And I'm like, you know, the, the, the soul is, it's hard for
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  the soul to understand. It wants to understand love.
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  It wants to understand humility, right?
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  With, with all the, with all the, with all the emotional
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  stuff that's in there, it's like it's hard, it's challenging for
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  us to really experience love, right?
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  And I'm thinking like, go ahead. So I.
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  Was like. I was, I was like, so I was
• 21:58
  like, so God, I was like, Holy Spirit, like what, what is it,
• 22:01
  what, what? And I and I took it a layer back
• 22:04
  from, from love and humility. And what I saw was honor.
• 22:09
  And I'm like, honor, honor your father and mother that come in
• 22:14
  with the promise. It's, it's not that I like or
• 22:17
  love my father and mother. It's how I think about them, how
• 22:20
  I esteem them, right. So if if I take that same honor
• 22:25
  and, and if it's father and mother, but I apply it to to
• 22:29
  people, then ultimately how I think about you is going to be
• 22:34
  just as important as how much I say that I love you or you have
• 22:37
  humility for you. It's going to get in the way if
• 22:39
  I don't honor you of how I think about you.
• 22:42
  So if I think about you from a upset or frustrated or anger or
• 22:46
  whatever, that thought process isn't mixed in my mind.
• 22:51
  How can I truly have experienced love for you or even experience
• 22:54
  humility? It's going to come and go
• 22:56
  because of how I. Think I got the answer to that.
• 22:59
  Yeah, you got 1. So that, so that's what I've
• 23:00
  been looking at. And I was like, you know what
• 23:03
  honor we got to look at honor first because how I think about
• 23:07
  you and how I think about myself, how much I measure
• 23:09
  myself first. I don't think well about Farrah.
• 23:13
  So my own thoughts about myself are corrupted and and and messed
• 23:18
  up. So if if I have those thoughts
• 23:19
  about myself, I can only imagine how my thoughts about you could
• 23:23
  be. If I put that and I measure
• 23:25
  myself up against that with you, then it's like, OK then.
• 23:27
  But see. Sometimes we need to have the
• 23:31
  outside see, sometimes we need to have that outside
• 23:33
  confirmation. That's what affirmation is for.
• 23:36
  The thing about that people don't realize is that, well, the
• 23:39
  answer to your question about the honor, it's actually what
• 23:43
  I've been saying and what Jesus has confirmed in Matthew 4246 to
• 23:46
  50 that is blood is sticking in water.
• 23:51
  Of course. Yeah, you was created through
• 23:53
  your bloodline to be here and God used that and put a spirit
• 23:57
  in you. So you could be here to be
• 23:59
  Ferrand dossier. But here's the thing that really
• 24:03
  hits the nail in the coffin. Spirit is sticking in blood.
• 24:06
  See you was underneath your parents for a while as a child
• 24:09
  because that's all you knew to honor, that's all you knew to go
• 24:11
  to that's all you knew to pick up.
• 24:13
  That's all you knew to learn from.
• 24:15
  And then when you got into your first day in kindergarten, that
• 24:17
  kind of changed because your best friend had a red lunch box.
• 24:20
  You had a blue lunch box, but you wanted the red lunch box.
• 24:23
  And then y'all got to talking and then these things are
• 24:26
  coming. And then once again the mind
• 24:29
  came because you know, we come back in the house and then you
• 24:31
  know, the parents were like, and you somebody said something
• 24:34
  weird, but like where did he get that from?
• 24:35
  Well, he must you got it from school.
• 24:37
  We had around his friends and then we pick up exactly.
• 24:41
  So as you're going through your circle gets bigger and bigger.
• 24:44
  Your life gets old. As you get older, your mind
• 24:47
  starts receptive more because of your senses start enhancing.
• 24:51
  So now you have more of different perspectives coming at
• 24:54
  you. So by the time you hit college,
• 24:56
  man, you got my classroom full of friends that you don't know.
• 24:59
  You got athletes, you got fraternities, you got all these
• 25:03
  things that, that manipulate your mindset or have different
• 25:06
  perspective. But the one perspective that
• 25:08
  everyone it, it, it helps to understand is the work.
• 25:13
  God's perspective is the most important.
• 25:16
  And that's where blood is sticking in water.
• 25:19
  But spirit is sticking in blood. Because see, when you know
• 25:21
  Jesus, Jesus never changed and he's the one friend that is
• 25:24
  consistent no matter what friend you got, right?
• 25:27
  You see what I'm saying? No matter who you met, no matter
• 25:29
  who your parents are, it does say honor thy mother and thy
• 25:32
  father for your day shall be prolonged.
• 25:34
  But that honor can't be misplaced neither, because he
• 25:38
  also said later on, he said if you love your mother and father
• 25:41
  more than you love me, then you're not worthy of me.
• 25:49
  But The thing is, is that it's a balance of understanding.
• 25:54
  That's the reason why we're getting into Genesis chapter 2,
• 25:57
  because at the very end it says that.
• 25:59
  And so God allowed that you shall leave your mother, flee
• 26:03
  your mother and father, and shall clean to your husband or
• 26:06
  wife. Well, let's take that aside
• 26:09
  because that's talking about a marriage relationship.
• 26:11
  And they think that's the only relationship that you flee for
• 26:13
  your mother and father for. That's not necessarily true.
• 26:16
  Will you become an adult at the age of 18 or 19 and 20 and 21
• 26:21
  and you're in college? You already fled from your
• 26:23
  mother and father and you developed whatever relationship
• 26:25
  you allow in your circle. So you became your own man or
• 26:28
  your own woman, See, And that's the part that people don't
• 26:32
  realize. Yeah, we're going to get into
• 26:34
  that. We're going to get into that,
• 26:35
  man. Thank you for hanging out today.
• 26:37
  Let me bring up my my neck, my nest and get her on the deck,
• 26:40
  man. But I appreciate you.
• 26:41
  Like I said, I appreciate the link to the Bible study.
• 26:46
  Right on. It was right on time yesterday.
• 26:47
  That's all I can tell you. It was right on time.
• 26:49
  So now spread the word to bring 10 people with you.
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  Here we go. All right again.
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  Welcome to Frondos, this show, the military broadcast network.
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  NB Radio dot US, Lynn. Hey, how are you?
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  I know, I know. How are you?
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  I'm. Pretty good.
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  I'm hanging in. There.
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  How about yourself? I'm good.
• 27:15
  You got some background noise over there.
• 27:17
  What's going on? Where's your Where's your
• 27:18
  location? I am in Starbucks at the moment
• 27:21
  because it's time you want to be outdoors.
• 27:26
  I can't find my other earbuds. Yesterday I was, I was, I was
• 27:33
  getting my medicine and somehow I dropped it.
• 27:36
  So I have one end. I can hear you, but is there a
• 27:39
  background noise? Yeah, I hear a lot of, I hear a
• 27:42
  lot of background noise with you.
• 27:44
  Is it connected? Is it connected to the computer?
• 27:50
  No, I'm on my. Phone I should have brought my.
• 27:52
  Tablet. Yeah, sorry.
• 27:56
  About that. Yeah, it's a it's a little,
• 27:59
  little, little little loud, Noah let.
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  So my name is Lynn Lion Mickey. I well, it's mod Lynn Lion
• 30:12
  Mickey, but I go by Lynn. I'm an educator, advocate slash
• 30:18
  mentor slash graphic designer slash slash slash slash.
• 30:26
  But I have sickle cell anemia S S.
• 30:30
  You know, we, we're not strangers.
• 30:32
  We've been, I mean, I don't know how far we go back.
• 30:35
  I forgot almost, almost since I've been in the game.
• 30:39
  I'm this talk, this talk show game, at least 2013, maybe I
• 30:44
  want to say 1314 somewhere around there, if that, if not
• 30:47
  before. You know, I've, I've had this
• 30:50
  conversation around quality of life versus a cure.
• 30:53
  And there's so much going on today with sickle cell.
• 30:57
  There's medications, you know, drugs for, for our community,
• 31:02
  stem cells, the bone marrow transplants.
• 31:04
  When you hear quality of life versus a cure, what what comes
• 31:07
  to mind for you? It's interesting for me because
• 31:12
  so much have happened with my sickle cell as far as
• 31:15
  complications go. When I hear about the cure, I'm
• 31:19
  still kind of like on the cusp with it because it cost so much,
• 31:25
  insurance does not cover it. So unless you're sitting on
• 31:28
  3,000,000 plus dollars, it's not an option for the average
• 31:33
  person. So a lot of the companies that
• 31:36
  I've been speaking to were just saying that they're in
• 31:39
  negotiations because so many people need it, but it's just
• 31:42
  not accessible at the moment. So they're in negotiations
• 31:45
  trying to work with other hospitals to try to get
• 31:49
  insurance to at least cover some portion of it and then go from
• 31:54
  there. Because the issue that I'm
• 31:57
  running into personally is, you know, with sickle cell, when you
• 32:01
  get, when you go into prices, you don't have to be blood, have
• 32:05
  a blood transfusion and so many blood transfusions, you run into
• 32:08
  iron overload or iron chelation. So then you're kind of like it's
• 32:14
  like filling up a cup and the cup is already spilling over.
• 32:18
  You're full of iron, you're trying to get iron out, you're
• 32:20
  taking the medicine, but you get the blood transfusion.
• 32:23
  So it's a vicious cycle. It's like you're not helping and
• 32:29
  but you're trying to help but not help it.
• 32:31
  Yeah. So then so that I appreciate
• 32:34
  your your perspective on on the cure part.
• 32:36
  So what does, what does quality of life look for you look like
• 32:39
  for you? What does that look like?
• 32:41
  For me it's just been maintenance as far as making
• 32:45
  sure that I am going to, you know, get my monthly
• 32:49
  transfusions if it's possible. I also get monthly infusions of
• 32:54
  another medication that is for it's supposed to prolong the
• 32:59
  amount of prices that you have. So I get that once a month and
• 33:04
  then just maintenance, making sure that I'm drinking lots of
• 33:07
  water, exercising, getting enough rest, eating as best as I
• 33:12
  possibly can. And as you know, when you get
• 33:15
  older, things change. When I was younger, I could I
• 33:19
  could do the world and not think twice about it.
• 33:23
  But now that I'm, you know, 40 plus things, life is different.
• 33:29
  I I can't do the same things that I used to do before and I
• 33:32
  have to be more mindful of that. And and that, and that's that,
• 33:37
  that part of that I can't do what I used to do for me was,
• 33:40
  was it was almost life threatening because what do you
• 33:44
  mean I can't play basketball no more?
• 33:45
  What do you mean I can't do this no more?
• 33:46
  What do you mean I can't do this?
• 33:47
  Sounds like I used to. So how do you deal with that
• 33:49
  mentally? Because now there's a there's a
• 33:50
  whole mental aspect of sickle Cell that you got to deal with.
• 33:54
  You have to manage our language, that's all.
• 33:57
  What does that part look like for you?
• 34:00
  It's, it's challenging. I will say that 'cause I, I like
• 34:04
  I said, I haven't spoken to you until in a while, but I was
• 34:08
  teaching for about 6 years and just not paying attention to my
• 34:15
  own personal health. By year 78, unfortunately, my
• 34:22
  mom passed of breast cancer and then the following year I got
• 34:27
  diagnosed with colon cancer. So as a result of just running
• 34:32
  my body rugged and thinking that I am superwoman and I could do
• 34:36
  everything, I wasn't paying attention to what was actually
• 34:40
  going on internally with me and the it's growing pains.
• 34:45
  You know, I got older and my whole body shifted.
• 34:50
  My whole sickle cell treatment changed, my whole sickle cell
• 34:54
  outlook changed. Everything that I was doing
• 34:56
  before was no longer working. I was in the hospital
• 34:59
  back-to-back to back like every other month.
• 35:02
  And then there was a small, small gap.
• 35:05
  Once I got into a routine where I was able to not be in the
• 35:10
  hospital so frequently. But it was, it was rough.
• 35:16
  It was rough. Let's, let's, let's, let's,
• 35:20
  let's dance with the grief because I mean, my dad
• 35:24
  transitioned in 2019. So, you know, I, I look back as
• 35:28
  an advocate, even interviewing people who have lost parents and
• 35:31
  lost, you know, I, I lost my grandma, you know, and you know,
• 35:34
  I lost, you know, friends in, in the military from suicide and,
• 35:37
  you know, just those. But when it's father, mother,
• 35:41
  it's a totally different dynamic, right?
• 35:42
  They say that they say that the the, the biggest grief
• 35:46
  conversation is when the the parent loses the child, right?
• 35:50
  And then the second is of course when the child loses their
• 35:52
  parent those they put it in a particular order.
• 35:56
  Yeah, my mom used to always say it's easier for a parent to lose
• 36:00
  a child than a child than a parent to lose their.
• 36:03
  I'm sorry. It's easier for a parent to lose
• 36:06
  a child than a child to lose their parent.
• 36:09
  Yeah. And.
• 36:11
  So what? So what is that?
• 36:13
  What's so how, how, how you know how, what, how have you been?
• 36:16
  What, what are you? How did you manage that?
• 36:18
  How are you managing it? What's going on with that grief?
• 36:23
  I can say now today I am much further along in the process
• 36:29
  emotionally and physically than I was, let's say four or five
• 36:35
  years ago. Losing my mother changed
• 36:39
  everything for me because that was like my best friend, so it
• 36:43
  would go to her for everything. We talk about everything.
• 36:46
  Her moving to California was a big issue because it changed her
• 36:49
  own outlook on life. The person she was back home was
• 36:54
  a different person. She was very closed off, kind of
• 36:57
  kept herself. And then she moved to California
• 37:00
  and she loved it. She got a brand new church
• 37:03
  family, she had tons of friends. She was going on retreats.
• 37:06
  She was passionate about life when she moved out here, so I
• 37:11
  love that for her. And that's what caused me to
• 37:13
  move to California because I was like, she's in love with it.
• 37:16
  She's here, she's doing well, let me go try, you know.
• 37:22
  But unfortunately she got cancer.
• 37:27
  She got diagnosed with cancer in 20/15/2016.
• 37:33
  She went through the 1st bout. She took it like a champ.
• 37:37
  She was smiling and all the pictures.
• 37:39
  She wanted to go get her nails done.
• 37:41
  She wanted to hang out. And I was like, you know, you,
• 37:44
  I, I kind of, my mom and I are kind of the same.
• 37:47
  You know, she's like, life is not slowing me down.
• 37:50
  This issue is not going to slow me down at all.
• 37:53
  But you know, we have to keep reminding her.
• 37:57
  Like, you have to bear in mind that you can't do all of those
• 38:00
  things at once. Rome wasn't built one day.
• 38:03
  And I used that phrase because she took a trip to a family
• 38:07
  reunion in London and that's where she came back.
• 38:12
  She had a cough and they didn't know what COVID was back then.
• 38:18
  Fast forward to today. Now we realize the symptoms that
• 38:22
  she was having were COVID related.
• 38:26
  Wow, wow, wow. Yeah, but she was determined.
• 38:29
  She was like, I work hard, I want to see my family.
• 38:33
  I'm taking this trip to London. And she never stopped living her
• 38:36
  life, like I said. But when the cancer came back
• 38:40
  the second time, it came back with a vengeance.
• 38:43
  And unfortunately, it took her out.
• 38:46
  Well, thank you. Thank you for sharing that with
• 38:48
  with us, with your mom being a part of the our sickle cell
• 38:53
  community and and us losing some some warriors over the left
• 38:58
  here. I was at some kind of
• 39:00
  conversation for our community around the grief.
• 39:02
  And like I said, my dad just did with my dad loss, right.
• 39:10
  It puts you in a different perspective of what life looks
• 39:12
  like. And I, I just, I know, you know,
• 39:16
  people have their opinions about grief and we got our different
• 39:19
  conversation about grief, but I, I'm like you, we got to go.
• 39:22
  You got to go at it. You just can't leave it to
• 39:24
  chance. You can't leave it to time.
• 39:26
  Like I, I know how principles work, taking personal
• 39:29
  development classes. And so if we take those classes,
• 39:32
  those grief counseling, those grief support classes, and you
• 39:34
  apply that to your life, you will start to discover some
• 39:38
  peace in your mind and your heart around that.
• 39:41
  But if you leave it to chance and leave it to overtime, who
• 39:44
  knows how long you know that process can take.
• 39:47
  So I encourage people based off my personal experience of taking
• 39:51
  those classes and applying that to my life and looking at grief
• 39:54
  as the title. And then inside of grief, you
• 39:57
  have lost mourning and grieving. Like you said, that emotional
• 40:00
  piece, you deal with the emotional piece of the grieving.
• 40:03
  You got to deal with the morning piece.
• 40:04
  Where you going to go? Are you going to go cry?
• 40:05
  You're going to go to the beach. Where you going to go?
• 40:07
  When you feel those emotions come up, you got you might have
• 40:10
  to just watch some pictures, the complete, whatever that is, you
• 40:12
  got to find out what that morning piece is for you.
• 40:15
  But also the biggest piece for me was that last piece was a
• 40:18
  loss, and the loss was who I had to become now.
• 40:22
  That I didn't have my earthly father without them and I was
• 40:26
  holding on to my dad like, oh, he should be here, we should be
• 40:29
  doing, he should be here with these talks right now.
• 40:30
  We should be doing this stuff. So I'm holding on to stuff that
• 40:33
  he is. He's gone.
• 40:36
  My identity without him now is like, I was so lost.
• 40:39
  Like who, who am I now? And when I got that last piece,
• 40:44
  I was like, OK, I believe in God and God's is his will, not I
• 40:48
  will. So am I going to continue to,
• 40:50
  we're thinking about what I should be doing with my dad and
• 40:53
  he's not here. I'm not going to go with what
• 40:54
  God had planned, which is not my plan.
• 40:56
  So then I'm like, OK, let me give him my plan about what I
• 40:59
  wanted to do with my father, even though and we were
• 41:01
  complete, you know, and there's no resentment, no regrets, but I
• 41:04
  still had that man. And I didn't know like there was
• 41:08
  an identity crisis with who am I now?
• 41:11
  And he's not here. So you, you, you feel, you felt
• 41:13
  that you experienced, that you have to look.
• 41:15
  At that, yeah. My advice to anyone who loses
• 41:17
  their parent, because it's like you said, it's different losing
• 41:20
  a friend, the auntie, grandma, cousin, a neighbor.
• 41:26
  When you lose a parent, it's like a part of you lose you a
• 41:29
  part you lose a part of yourself and finding yourself again,
• 41:33
  that's what it feels like. And finding yourself again, you
• 41:36
  have to really go internally and pray about it and do deep rooted
• 41:41
  work and find out what it is that you want to do to honor
• 41:45
  them. Since they're not here, What can
• 41:47
  I do to honor them, to make them be proud to say, you know, I
• 41:51
  despite everything that I went through, I'm still doing it.
• 41:54
  I'm still fighting through it. So that's how I, that was how I
• 41:57
  had to look at it because when I was going through it, I was
• 42:01
  like, yeah, this is not going to work.
• 42:03
  I mean, it got really dark for me.
• 42:05
  And I can honestly say it now. Before I was ready to talk, talk
• 42:09
  about it, but it got to a place where I had a nervous breakdown.
• 42:16
  I was hospitalized. I was up walking through the
• 42:19
  neighborhood all I was in the night.
• 42:21
  I couldn't sleep. I was fighting my sleep.
• 42:26
  That mental capacity, that mental capacity breaks down
• 42:29
  sometimes that mental capacity. And then we got going on what to
• 42:32
  what what to do, but it but it's it's who we get to be.
• 42:35
  It's who we get to become, who we get to be.
• 42:38
  So thank you for again, thank you for sharing that with our
• 42:41
  community and people listening, hopefully that people hear
• 42:43
  something for themselves. Just I might say, just don't
• 42:45
  leave it to chance. You can't leave it to time.
• 42:48
  Can't leave it to time they. Sometimes heals all wounds, but
• 42:52
  it's. Yeah, that's what I'm saying.
• 42:53
  Like that part right like that you still have to be adamant and
• 42:56
  proactive in in whatever it is that you plan on doing.
• 43:01
  Yes, you can pray. They said have a all you need is
• 43:04
  a pea size amount of faith, but you also have to put the work in
• 43:08
  with that faith to get to where it is that you're.
• 43:11
  Going prayer is prayer is an action word.
• 43:13
  Faith is an action word. Hope is those are action words.
• 43:15
  You got to be in action exactly. Again, thank you for that.
• 43:20
  Oh, sorry, go ahead. No, I was just going to say that
• 43:24
  I use, I use my mom and the whole situation as my wife to
• 43:31
  continue to press for it and go harder and as hard as I possibly
• 43:34
  can. Like I'm doing it.
• 43:36
  I have a goal in mind and I'm going to get there as long as I
• 43:39
  keep this in the back of my mind that that's my wife.
• 43:43
  Yeah, no, thank you. Yeah, I do the same with my dad.
• 43:46
  I share our story about how we reconciled so people don't,
• 43:49
  people don't hear the loss in him.
• 43:50
  They hear the reconciliation of how our relationship we was re
• 43:54
  established after all those years.
• 43:55
  So yeah, thank you. So I want to touch on something
• 44:00
  before I let you go. The blood, you do transfusions.
• 44:05
  We know that our our culture really don't donate blood.
• 44:08
  And so there's this whole conversation about blood
• 44:10
  donations and blood drives. So what do you want to speak to
• 44:13
  that part about about? Sickle cell.
• 44:17
  I can say quite a bit. So growing up I was born Roman
• 44:22
  Catholic. Both my mother and father were
• 44:24
  Roman Catholic. My mother became Baptist and my
• 44:27
  father became Christian, going to a 7th Day Adventist church
• 44:33
  and my mother was going to a Baptist Church.
• 44:36
  Me personally, I would go to church with my mom because
• 44:40
  that's where she was going. That was her church family and I
• 44:43
  hadn't found a place of my own. But I say all this to say that
• 44:49
  it's truly, in my opinion, it's a personal choice.
• 44:53
  It's something that you feel internally if your heart of
• 44:56
  heart is telling you, if you can be spiritual, like I know they
• 45:00
  can have a prayer, have a moment where I just clear my mind and
• 45:05
  think about nothing. But whatever the goal of the
• 45:08
  task is or whatever it is that I'm going through, I pray about
• 45:11
  it, I deal with it and I keep pushing forward.
• 45:14
  But because of the my my upbringing, I always felt like
• 45:19
  I'm not doing enough. I'm not going to church every
• 45:21
  Sunday. I'm not doing it.
• 45:22
  I'm not doing that. So I had that push me, push me
• 45:26
  fully youth battle, and at one point I was even studying as a
• 45:32
  Jehovah's Witness. So blood was a big issue, right?
• 45:37
  But when it came to it, I had to make a hard decision of do I
• 45:43
  some because most hospitals, they don't have the alternatives
• 45:47
  as an option. So you either have to take the
• 45:50
  blood transfusion or see if they have the alternative.
• 45:53
  And if they don't have an alternative, then you're kind of
• 45:56
  out of luck. Yeah.
• 45:58
  But I, like I said, I've just gotten to a place in my life
• 46:02
  where I know that it's important because if I don't have it, I've
• 46:06
  seen the side of that and what can happen.
• 46:09
  And I think even when I met you, we were talking about the choice
• 46:13
  of doing the holistic route versus taking medication.
• 46:19
  And a lot of people can't afford to do the holistic thing because
• 46:23
  it's so expensive. And then you pay for everything.
• 46:25
  Like you pay for your visits, you pay for the treatment, you
• 46:28
  pay for the medicine, you pay for, you know, whatever.
• 46:33
  They now have other yeah, they all have other supplements and
• 46:37
  things that you can take. But it becomes something that
• 46:40
  you really have to invest in, which is fine.
• 46:43
  But for the average sickler, most of us are either not
• 46:47
  working or are working part time.
• 46:53
  Yeah. So my advice to anyone who's
• 46:55
  going through it, do what's best for you.
• 47:00
  If you feel some type of way about it and then you're you're
• 47:03
  at it. That would send you're like,
• 47:05
  well, my religious, my religion tells me not to do XY and Z.
• 47:10
  You have to make the choice, you know.
• 47:13
  And for those that are listening in our community of African
• 47:16
  American descent, we need the blood donations.
• 47:19
  We need to donate your blood. So the blood donation is a real
• 47:23
  conversation. There's a shortage.
• 47:26
  And like you said, some of our community members need
• 47:29
  transfusions every week, sometimes monthly.
• 47:32
  So again, for us as a culture, whatever that is, we're still
• 47:35
  trying to figure out what that the mindset is of why we don't
• 47:40
  donate blood for those who can, that we need your state, that
• 47:44
  our community needs your support.
• 47:46
  We need your support in that blood donation.
• 47:48
  All right, Lynn, Also Oh. Sorry, no go ahead.
• 47:51
  No go. Ahead.
• 47:53
  No. I was going to say also because
• 47:56
  of the constant blood transfusions you then later in
• 48:00
  life may run into which I was talking about, right?
• 48:03
  The. Iron overload, so it's.
• 48:08
  Is it still is it still XJ? Is it still XJ or is it is it
• 48:12
  something? Else no.
• 48:13
  Now they have Jadenu and the the the the Cephalon, which is a
• 48:22
  tablet that you take three times a day, but it has side effects.
• 48:27
  So just like anything else there.
• 48:30
  You have that what? What?
• 48:31
  What do you want the world to know about Sickle Cell?
• 48:33
  What do you want? What do you want?
• 48:35
  I want people to know that our pain is real and there are a lot
• 48:41
  of sicklers who suffer in silence, unfortunately.
• 48:45
  And it's sad because sometimes you go to the hospital and they
• 48:49
  automatically assume that you're drug.
• 48:51
  Super. And not that you're physically
• 48:54
  in pain. I've shared stories with other
• 48:57
  friends of mine who either have siblings who have sickle cell,
• 49:01
  who have clients, patients, whatever, who have sickle cell.
• 49:04
  And one of the biggest things that I'm hearing back is that we
• 49:08
  always have to fight. We always have to fight.
• 49:11
  So you have to advocate for yourself no matter what it is.
• 49:15
  If it's that you're not getting your medication, or you can't
• 49:18
  find their hematologist that's willing to work with you, or you
• 49:21
  can't find your insurance, change something like for me, my
• 49:24
  insurance. Change.
• 49:26
  So now I have to find someone who's willing to work with me so
• 49:30
  that I can get monthly blood transfusions.
• 49:34
  So whatever the case may be, advocate for yourself.
• 49:37
  There are options out there, you just have to do your research.
• 49:41
  But definitely know that you're not alone in this and it does
• 49:46
  get better and there are groups out there.
• 49:50
  If you're looking for people who you know who may, who may guide
• 49:56
  you in the right direction, you can always hit me up.
• 49:59
  I'm quiet Lynn, MN 29 on Instagram and on Facebook.
• 50:06
  I'm Lynn Night Mickey and on TikTok.
• 50:10
  Cue the shy. Cue the shy 14345.
• 50:14
  I'm I'm glad you surfaced. I'm glad you surfaced because
• 50:17
  you was out. You was going for a minute.
• 50:18
  I was like I was. Like.
• 50:20
  Is this really her like? Her account, Like who is this
• 50:23
  message to be talking about? I'm ready to talk like Nah, then
• 50:26
  you ain't. You ain't.
• 50:29
  I know I it's like I said, it took me a while.
• 50:34
  I've been on a serious journey to get back to this place
• 50:38
  because I was done. I was done with social media.
• 50:42
  I was done with the world. I had stopped going to work with
• 50:46
  kids. So what?
• 50:49
  What part of the country are you in right now?
• 50:50
  Where you at right now? What?
• 50:51
  What? Part of I'm still in California.
• 50:53
  I'm still in California. We got to, we got to do some
• 50:55
  work, then we just, we just going to stop playing, get back
• 50:57
  to work. To be continued.
• 51:00
  Yes, a lot. Of stuff going on so be
• 51:02
  continued thank you for taking time.
• 51:04
  I pray that my listeners again hear something my don't mind the
• 51:07
  background noise, but you know this is live we're on Roku TV
• 51:10
  we're on all of no it's good. This is what it is to be real
• 51:13
  life. So it's not it's not perfect.
• 51:15
  So thank you for hanging out today.
• 51:17
  Anything that you want to say, Did I miss anything?
• 51:19
  Did I miss anything? Anything you want to drop some
• 51:21
  key points? Got it all covered.
• 51:25
  Oh, so a friend of mine mentioned that she goes to your
• 51:28
  church. I call her.
• 51:30
  I call her my cousin because I've known her for so long.
• 51:34
  And her My good friend is actually her cousin.
• 51:37
  She says that she goes to the church.
• 51:38
  Yeah, she's like, I don't run. She.
• 51:41
  Goes to my school. You gotta go hang out there.
• 51:44
  See what I'm saying? We got to do some work in the
• 51:47
  community, in the church. Circle is small man Circle is
• 51:51
  small. Have a friend tell a friend.
• 51:56
  Share Share Share. Thank you.
• 51:58
  Thank you for hanging out, Landon.
• 52:00
  Good to see you again. I'm in close to.
• 52:02
  Reading, but thank you for coming to hang out with us on
• 52:05
  the MB Radio. Platform.
• 52:06
  Thank you. All right, you too.
• 52:07
  All right, ladies and gentlemen, this is Fondo's a show, the
• 52:10
  Military Broadcast Real Network, MB Radio dot USA Sickle Cell
• 52:14
  Awareness Month, the last day of the month.
• 52:16
  So we wanted to make sure that we get our conversations in.
• 52:19
  I'm going to play a song dedicated to my veterans and
• 52:23
  then we're going to come back with Ariana and get into this
• 52:26
  Genesis chapter 2. Grab your word, grab your pen
• 52:29
  and paper, set your opinions to the side and just kind of just
• 52:33
  listen to what the word has to say.
• 52:35
  And then you you, you get to to, you know, make those choices and
• 52:38
  and kind of get a chance to self examine yourself.
• 52:42
  That's all we could do with the word is self examine yourself.
• 52:46
  All right, this is the front of the show, the military broadcast
• 52:49
  radio network and be real. Catch me Tuesdays KCA Radar one
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• 52:58
  other station that leaves no listener behind again the front
• 53:01
  dosage show. Where's my tongue at here you
• 53:02
  go. Oh man, this veteran, this
• 53:06
  veteran life ain't no joke. Al let me tell you something I'm
• 53:09
  this this this veteran life is no joke.
• 53:12
  I'm still adjust. I'm it's about to be thirteen
• 53:15
  years me retired and just dealing with that military
• 53:19
  identity. I went to God about it and he's
• 53:21
  he's like Nope, that that one identity right there.
• 53:24
  You, you, you won't keep that one because I need That's why I
• 53:26
  gave you that that career for that identity and it ended
• 53:30
  definitely lines up with God's armor.
• 53:31
  When I was able to catch the God's armor in the spirit and
• 53:35
  was like, Oh my goodness, it's like me being a soldier, except
• 53:38
  as a Kingdom citizen. We don't fight wars right See,
• 53:42
  so I had to alter my mindset. I put on God's armor and then I
• 53:46
  stand and I pray and the angels go fight.
• 53:49
  But in the in our world, citizen soldiers put on do you know from
• 53:53
  an A go fight. Do the citizens of the United
• 53:55
  States fight? No, we got citizen soldiers that
• 53:57
  fight. So when I got that in the spirit
• 53:59
  and was able to look at from another perspective, I actually
• 54:02
  had a lot of peace in that. So that military identity is
• 54:05
  there. Yes, I use that comment to move
• 54:07
  my conversation 40 in the work that I'm doing here.
• 54:10
  So let's play this song. Find Jose show, tell the
• 54:13
  Southwest to count. Mr. Red, White and Blue, let me
• 57:40
  tell you, it's one of my favorite songs right there.
• 57:43
  I look back, being a veteran, being retired now, my brothers
• 57:48
  and sisters at arms, so much going on, like I said, in our
• 57:51
  community. That identity, that identity,
• 57:54
  that identity, that identity Crisis for me is at the root of
• 57:58
  a lot of it. Today I went to San Bernardino
• 58:02
  County Behavioral Health. They had a summit, resilient
• 58:06
  Summit. And I even look at resilient
• 58:08
  even for my brothers and sisters.
• 58:10
  I'm just going to share this look only because I've done my
• 58:14
  work. I can say this from my from what
• 58:16
  I learned about myself, when I say that I was resilient, you
• 58:21
  know, was I really resilient? See, resilient means that you
• 58:26
  were able to bounce back, right? Or resilient, we go through
• 58:31
  those hard times and we bounce back.
• 58:32
  But guess what, though? For human beings, it's hard for
• 58:35
  us to bounce back as a human being and our mind will and
• 58:38
  emotions because sometimes when we bounce back, we leave stuff
• 58:41
  incomplete. And now I got all this stuff in
• 58:44
  my life that's incomplete, but I'm resilient, so I'm pushing
• 58:47
  past that. But what does the word use?
• 58:48
  The word uses perseverance, right?
• 58:51
  So I look at resilience, I look at perseverance.
• 58:54
  And for me, perseverance gave me that much more power and
• 58:59
  strength because you push past with perseverance, even
• 59:02
  regardless of what the situation is, regardless of what it looks
• 59:05
  like, regardless, even if I don't want to bounce back with
• 59:08
  perseverance because I go back and I'm going to complete that,
• 59:12
  even though incomplete, I'm going to right.
• 59:19
  It's not right or wrong, good or bad.
• 59:20
  I'm saying that listen to how it gives you your strength and your
• 59:23
  power, right? And for human beings, it's hard
• 59:28
  for us to bounce back. We say we do, but do you really
• 59:31
  bounce back? Look, in life, we leave a lot of
• 59:34
  things incomplete. We start things that doesn't.
• 59:37
  That's not fun anymore. I don't want to do that no more.
• 59:39
  But then your mind is like, yeah, but you, how you going to
• 59:42
  do that when you still got that open?
• 59:43
  You got that over there, incomplete relationships
• 59:45
  incomplete. So how do we bounce back
• 59:47
  Everything that incomplete? That's what I learned.
• 59:49
  And when I put those two together and and look at them
• 59:52
  from my own different perception and interpretation, I got
• 59:56
  another layer of strength in my perseverance that which now.
• 1:00:00
  OK. Resilience, but then I know for
• 1:00:02
  spiritually is perseverance and you put those together and you
• 1:00:05
  manage that, right? And you manage it.
• 1:00:06
  Sometimes it might be resilient. I might need the thought of
• 1:00:09
  resilience to get back to preserve perseverance.
• 1:00:12
  That's just me. All right, we're going to bring
• 1:00:14
  up Ariana get the second-half of the show going.
• 1:00:16
  He already dropped a little bit of knowledge on y'all.
• 1:00:18
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• 1:00:44
  guide. Where you at, man?
• 1:00:45
  Let me see. All right, man, thanks for
• 1:00:50
  hanging in there, bro. I appreciate you, man.
• 1:00:52
  I had to get that community work.
• 1:00:54
  You had to get it in the last day of the month, man.
• 1:00:57
  And so shouts out the lamb for coming to hang out with us.
• 1:01:01
  I was hoping she'd stay around because this one might be a
• 1:01:03
  little bit interesting because I'm cracking heads today for the
• 1:01:06
  guys. Oh, she might.
• 1:01:08
  She might be on the YouTube listen still.
• 1:01:09
  She might still be streaming on the YouTube, but she might not.
• 1:01:11
  She might not be all the way out.
• 1:01:14
  But. Yeah, so, so you bringing up,
• 1:01:16
  you see the title. You gave the title scorned.
• 1:01:20
  Wait, wait. What?
• 1:01:21
  What? Put you on the Yeah.
• 1:01:22
  What? You want?
• 1:01:24
  How did you put that title? Because I'm starting to realize
• 1:01:27
  when men start holding themselves accountable in
• 1:01:29
  general eliminates the scoring of the woman because the woman,
• 1:01:33
  all she asks for you to hold yourself accountable saying
• 1:01:37
  you're sorry or apologizes, it's accepted responsibility.
• 1:01:41
  You, you was irresponsible and you accepted it by saying I
• 1:01:45
  apologize. It ain't going to happen again.
• 1:01:47
  But we can shift responsibility off all the time.
• 1:01:50
  But when it comes to holding accountability, now you got to
• 1:01:53
  make a permanent change to yourself that she's asking for
• 1:02:00
  you that she wants to see. And nine times out of 10, it's
• 1:02:04
  really nothing against us that we're taking away from ourselves
• 1:02:06
  giving her this. It's actually something that's
• 1:02:10
  actually building us up to become better on who we are.
• 1:02:14
  He hints the word help me in the Bible as so she came to be if
• 1:02:19
  you actually opened up a ear and actually listened to her.
• 1:02:25
  Are you going to go like, so you going to put us on the you going
• 1:02:27
  to put us on the carpet like that today?
• 1:02:29
  Is that what you're doing? It's time to crack.
• 1:02:31
  It's time. It's time for the men.
• 1:02:33
  Yes, it's time to crack heads. It's time to go in.
• 1:02:36
  So what? You're saying is So what you're
• 1:02:38
  saying is that sometimes that woman who was in our life that's
• 1:02:42
  coming on to be our helpmate, become a better person, could be
• 1:02:47
  making requests on us to help us improve ourselves.
• 1:02:51
  That she sees something that maybe if you be this kind of
• 1:02:55
  way, it could improve your character, your behavior, your
• 1:02:58
  personality, your attitude. Is that what you're saying?
• 1:03:00
  Is that what you? Yeah, exactly.
• 1:03:02
  We can't. Yeah, it's like that, really.
• 1:03:05
  Oh yeah, I got a friend of mine. She's just a friend, but we hang
• 1:03:09
  out a lot now. We just started hanging out in
• 1:03:10
  July of June. Yeah, but we hang out a lot and
• 1:03:16
  we hang out every weekend. And the thing about it was, see,
• 1:03:20
  it's cool. The one thing that men have to
• 1:03:23
  stop doing, we got to stop listening to the natural man.
• 1:03:26
  We got to shut that down. The natural man is what kills it
• 1:03:30
  all. Every single time you screw up,
• 1:03:33
  it's only temporary. It might be a good flow.
• 1:03:35
  And then you just kind of like nose dive straight to the
• 1:03:37
  ground. And the whole point is, is like
• 1:03:40
  we have to start paying attention when it comes to the
• 1:03:44
  opposite sex to know that they are a human being, they have a
• 1:03:48
  mind, they have a spirit, they have a soul just as well as we
• 1:03:51
  do. It's just the body is different,
• 1:03:55
  the shell. But however, on the internal
• 1:03:59
  they have some, well they have some enhanced parts and that we
• 1:04:04
  don't have and yet they have, we have enhanced parts that they
• 1:04:08
  don't have. But the one thing that man did
• 1:04:11
  do in Genesis and what God did do in Genesis 128, if I'm not
• 1:04:17
  mistaken, he did says, yeah, it says, well, 127 God.
• 1:04:24
  So God created man in his own image, in the image of God.
• 1:04:30
  He created him semi colon. Wait a minute, that semi colon
• 1:04:34
  is very important. So he took the spirit of himself
• 1:04:37
  already. He took a piece of himself.
• 1:04:39
  He went inside himself and made something right, made a spirit,
• 1:04:43
  right. That's why it says semi colon,
• 1:04:47
  right? And in the image of God he made,
• 1:04:52
  he created him. And the image of God, he created
• 1:04:56
  him. The image at the time was the
• 1:04:58
  spirit, the spirit of God. So in that he made an image of
• 1:05:03
  him, which is I would say once a clone, but not a clone.
• 1:05:09
  He took a piece of his spirit and formed.
• 1:05:12
  Then it says, right, wait, that's another semi colon.
• 1:05:15
  That semi colon is very important because it doesn't
• 1:05:17
  mean it's just in the statement and that's it.
• 1:05:20
  No, there's more. So he did that and did what he
• 1:05:23
  did was he differentiated the two by saying male and female,
• 1:05:29
  he created them. So when we talk about that, it's
• 1:05:37
  a lot going on in there. Nobody really reads it right
• 1:05:39
  because everybody says, well, this is all those statement he
• 1:05:41
  created man, blah, blah, blah. And well, woman, you know, she
• 1:05:44
  was created with evils. No, you ain't paying attention.
• 1:05:47
  Male and female mean a lot. Those words were used for a
• 1:05:51
  reason, they're not just there for you to ignore and move past.
• 1:05:56
  You see what I'm saying? So it's saying that God had the
• 1:05:59
  balance of masculinity and femininity than himself would
• 1:06:03
  that makes him Omni anyway. He's omnipresent.
• 1:06:07
  He's omniscient. He's omnipotent, omnipotent.
• 1:06:13
  So Omni means all in one, right? Then everybody's like, well, was
• 1:06:23
  God a man or a woman? Well, here we go.
• 1:06:24
  Physical science proved that he was a man first.
• 1:06:28
  When you have a seed inside the womb, it's male before it turns
• 1:06:32
  female. The embryo is a male before it
• 1:06:36
  turns female. Doctors told me this when my
• 1:06:39
  daughter was born because I was like, I got a son, I got a boy,
• 1:06:42
  I got a son, I got a boy. She said, Nope, That part opened
• 1:06:45
  up, unfortunately. Now notice what the doctor said?
• 1:06:48
  That part didn't stay closed. It opened up.
• 1:06:52
  And then I'm looking at my daughter and I'm seeing my
• 1:06:54
  daughter on the ultrasound and I'm looking at the baby.
• 1:06:56
  Like, wait a minute, how can you tell?
• 1:06:59
  She said, see this right here on the bottom?
• 1:07:01
  Yeah, that opened up. I said, oh, and then I was like,
• 1:07:04
  is my brother moaning me right now?
• 1:07:07
  And she was like, Oh yeah, yes, she is.
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  I was like, oh, so she freestyled me.
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  But that's the point of understanding.
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  Excuse me? So that's the point of
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  understanding that it was male first.
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  That's silence. You can't shake it.
• 1:07:26
  You could try to go about it or not, whatever you want to do,
• 1:07:29
  have your own opinion about it. But go to any doctor.
• 1:07:31
  They'll tell you when the baby's inside the womb.
• 1:07:33
  That's all. Yeah, that's, it's a male first.
• 1:07:37
  So. So looking at that, we can just
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  start with the whole man versus woman thing and all of this
• 1:07:44
  stuff. But the part that I wanted to
• 1:07:45
  get into really the most, it's about the mistakes of Adam.
• 1:07:51
  This is where I'm cracking men's heads.
• 1:07:52
  It's time for us to start showing some sort of universal
• 1:07:57
  accountability for us being young and dumb.
• 1:08:00
  Do you know what I'm saying? The teenage years, you know, the
• 1:08:06
  teenage years are 14. The 14, those are the old.
• 1:08:11
  Like I said, that's the reason why it's very important to pay
• 1:08:13
  attention to what you went through between 14 and 25
• 1:08:16
  because now it times out of 10. That's the heart of your trauma.
• 1:08:19
  Whatever you went through to frustrate the senior year in
• 1:08:21
  high school is the heart of your trauma.
• 1:08:22
  I can almost bet you any money, it's the heart of who you are
• 1:08:27
  confident in where your ego stands.
• 1:08:30
  And I can almost bet you that's where, if you, if you have
• 1:08:33
  trauma in your life, that's the part that you're overlooking as
• 1:08:36
  a man. So taking it to Genesis, taking
• 1:08:42
  it to Genesis 18, let's just go there.
• 1:08:47
  And the Lord God said it is not good that man should be alone.
• 1:08:53
  I will make him a helper comparable to him.
• 1:08:56
  That's in the new King James version.
• 1:08:57
  Your version might have something similar but different,
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  but at the same time it says that and the Lord God said it is
• 1:09:05
  not good that man stood. That word is very important.
• 1:09:10
  Should be alone. Suggestion.
• 1:09:12
  You should go to the bathroom right about now if you ain't
• 1:09:16
  went yet. But that don't mean you got to
• 1:09:18
  go because you ain't got to go. You see what I'm saying?
• 1:09:22
  Should means there's a decision. Should means there's a choice.
• 1:09:26
  There's no way on this earth that anywhere in this word that
• 1:09:29
  man has to choose to be alone. Period.
• 1:09:35
  That's the falsehood of the enemy right there.
• 1:09:39
  Because when we raised man, you, you got to learn how to handle
• 1:09:41
  yourself. You got to learn how to do it
• 1:09:42
  yourself. You know, you got to learn how
• 1:09:44
  to handle. You got to handle your business.
• 1:09:45
  You got to stand alone. You don't need no help.
• 1:09:47
  You don't need none of this. You fall down, you get back up,
• 1:09:49
  you keep going and you're OK. Well, we could go on ahead and
• 1:09:52
  keep saying that. Then you wonder why men crack
• 1:09:54
  under pressure. Do you wonder why we have
• 1:09:56
  serious suicidal ideations? You wonder why man is being
• 1:09:59
  reckless, drinking all the time, getting high all the time.
• 1:10:01
  Because they feel like they're alone, but they choose to be,
• 1:10:06
  but simply you're not supposed to be.
• 1:10:07
  Now connected to that, I'm going to skip past the fact that he
• 1:10:12
  named all the animals. That was just a test.
• 1:10:14
  That was God's test to see if he was ready for a helpmate.
• 1:10:17
  Can he delegate correctly? Well, he delegated to his
• 1:10:21
  knowledge. But the one thing that God
• 1:10:23
  didn't see was the one thing that God gave him free will
• 1:10:25
  about was how to receive the gift that he was given.
• 1:10:32
  That's where the free will flipped in and This is why I say
• 1:10:35
  Adam made the first mistake since he opened up his mouth and
• 1:10:39
  it does say right here after Genesis 22222.
• 1:10:46
  Then the real which the Lord God had taken from man, He made into
• 1:10:50
  woman, and He brought her. The man brought her to me, OK,
• 1:10:56
  So he went inside Adam. God always works from the inside
• 1:11:01
  out. So He went inside Adam Yep,
• 1:11:05
  pulled out a rib form woman didn't put her in the ground
• 1:11:08
  because it doesn't say that. You see what I'm saying?
• 1:11:11
  What is not written let's you know exactly what it was.
• 1:11:13
  So she wasn't grounded. See, that's the one thing they
• 1:11:17
  didn't pay attention to. That goes back to the beginning
• 1:11:20
  in Genesis 27. And the Lord God formed man from
• 1:11:27
  the dust of the ground and breathed into his nostrils the
• 1:11:32
  breath of life, and man became a living being.
• 1:11:35
  So he formed man from the ground.
• 1:11:38
  So he went into the earth. Right after he softened up the
• 1:11:42
  soil with the mist, he went into the earth, formed the body.
• 1:11:47
  He put the breath of life in too, and he became a living
• 1:11:50
  being. OK, That's the spirit.
• 1:11:52
  He gave us a spirit. He put a spirit in this one.
• 1:11:56
  The male spirit went inside the ground and formed man, and man
• 1:12:00
  became a living being. OK, So if we got that now, when
• 1:12:04
  he formed woman, he took the rib and formed her, but he never
• 1:12:09
  said she'd put her in the ground.
• 1:12:11
  So that's why she's a helpmate. She's not.
• 1:12:15
  She's equal to us. She's complimentary to us when
• 1:12:19
  we guide her in that direction to be so.
• 1:12:23
  She's a helpmate to us. Here's what men do.
• 1:12:25
  We want women to help us but don't want to tell her how to
• 1:12:28
  help us. OK, that's kind of confusing.
• 1:12:30
  How if you so busy being quiet, how's she going to know what to
• 1:12:33
  do? She ain't got osmosis or
• 1:12:35
  telekinetic energy to jump and read your brain on how to help
• 1:12:38
  you. So you ain't opening up your
• 1:12:41
  mouth to tell her then she ain't helping.
• 1:12:42
  She don't know what to do. He hints on how this is all
• 1:12:46
  started. So man got Adam.
• 1:12:49
  I would say he went to a point of being that teenage boy.
• 1:12:55
  That first time when you challenge your daddy, when you
• 1:12:58
  thought you got well, you know, your dad got you and you thought
• 1:13:02
  you had it. You put your chest up.
• 1:13:05
  Are you so happy? You so proud you tried to
• 1:13:07
  stretch your own little feathers.
• 1:13:09
  You was like that little monkey to the gorilla running around
• 1:13:11
  beating his little real chest up.
• 1:13:14
  You know what I'm saying? Yeah, I got it.
• 1:13:16
  I got it. He standing with his chest.
• 1:13:19
  Why? Because it says Adam said this
• 1:13:22
  is what Adam didn't say. I didn't say thank you father
• 1:13:25
  for giving me this gift. Adam didn't say I reverence you,
• 1:13:30
  Lord, may I he didn't ask permission.
• 1:13:34
  He didn't do nothing. The unwritten the unwritten the
• 1:13:41
  natural man kicked in right there.
• 1:13:43
  He was feeling himself. And according to this, you don't
• 1:13:48
  know he had all the laws in the world if you read it.
• 1:13:52
  And I was just awful. God.
• 1:13:54
  And he named woman. No, wait, wait, wait, wait.
• 1:13:59
  Jesus had to turn around and clean that up.
• 1:14:02
  But he says I don't do this under my own will.
• 1:14:05
  I do this under my father's will.
• 1:14:14
  So I'm, I'm cracking heads. It's time to crack this head
• 1:14:17
  over right here. So right exactly.
• 1:14:22
  You got to crack it open. So what we're doing right now,
• 1:14:25
  it's time for men to stop being boys and hiding behind their own
• 1:14:30
  iniquity. It's time for them to stand up
• 1:14:33
  and understand you're not that boy no more.
• 1:14:36
  If you're 46 years old and you're still thinking that
• 1:14:38
  you're a singer in high school, we have a problem because that's
• 1:14:42
  nine times and 10. You still thinking you that hard
• 1:14:44
  gang banger on the corner and gang bang has been a whole thing
• 1:14:47
  of the past. They got a whole new system now
• 1:14:49
  with these young boys. You thinking that you're the
• 1:14:51
  hardest tough stuff, right? You think you hardest tough
• 1:14:54
  stuff because you was over here fucking the Omega Sign 5
• 1:14:57
  fraternity with your muscles, but all the muscles is really
• 1:15:00
  done but fat and flat because you old as head and you still
• 1:15:03
  run around here trying to step and you're over here still
• 1:15:05
  trying to be the man, the ego, what you designed yourself to be
• 1:15:12
  instead of who God called you to be.
• 1:15:16
  So it gets down right here where Adam said that he didn't even
• 1:15:19
  declare it right. He made the biggest mistake in
• 1:15:21
  the world where he said this. This is what I noticed what's
• 1:15:23
  not written, it's what's defining who Adam is.
• 1:15:26
  And I tell you this, my apostle told me this one time I came in
• 1:15:29
  the car. I got in the car with him one
• 1:15:31
  morning, one Sunday morning because I had to confront him.
• 1:15:34
  I'm feeling hurt. I got my heart on my sleeve, but
• 1:15:37
  I love them. And I just got to tell you I'm
• 1:15:40
  going though, right? So I was just like, all of this
• 1:15:43
  stuff, we'll walk the band, Blase, Skippy, yadda, yadda,
• 1:15:46
  yadda. And I just really need to know
• 1:15:49
  what are we doing? And he just sat there and said,
• 1:15:54
  how old are you? I said 46.
• 1:15:56
  He says, well, I've been passing probably longer than you've been
• 1:16:00
  alive. I said, OK, I'll take that.
• 1:16:03
  And he said, you're going to rack yourself crazy into the
• 1:16:07
  loony event if you think you can make everybody get along or
• 1:16:12
  think how you think, which made sense.
• 1:16:17
  And when he saw that and I said, well, I've been constantly
• 1:16:20
  dealing with this and dealing with this and I've been praying
• 1:16:22
  about it. He said, have you been praying
• 1:16:23
  about it? I said, yes, I've been praying
• 1:16:24
  about it. I have not been saying nothing.
• 1:16:26
  I've been praying about it for the past five months.
• 1:16:29
  He says, OK, well, I got a question for you.
• 1:16:32
  Did the situation change or did you change?
• 1:16:37
  And that's what it dawned on me. Iced all of that.
• 1:16:40
  Wait, no, the situation didn't change, but I did in so many
• 1:16:47
  ways that empowered me to be more for what God called me to
• 1:16:51
  be and what I was going into. And guess what?
• 1:16:54
  All that resentment, all that building is all that rage, all
• 1:16:58
  that anger, all that little boy in high school gone with
• 1:17:03
  silence. It was like he gave him the
• 1:17:04
  death touch. Karate chop.
• 1:17:06
  Sit down. But but you know, that was good
• 1:17:10
  because the mine is looking at the situation.
• 1:17:17
  In a one One Direction and not seeing it from the Omni
• 1:17:21
  direction which is gone. Mine is looking at the situation
• 1:17:25
  and he said that he we will my words.
• 1:17:30
  You can have pissed Pete's in the midst of the storm.
• 1:17:34
  That's what that means. You can have peace in the midst
• 1:17:36
  of the storm. So the situ, he may not change
• 1:17:38
  the situation, but your heart posture can change.
• 1:17:41
  He could change. How you think about the
• 1:17:43
  situation is what changes. Man and what I say when I say
• 1:17:49
  the Spirit heard it. It was what the Spirit needed to
• 1:17:52
  answer for. Yeah, I called it and it said
• 1:17:55
  it. Oh, damn.
• 1:17:57
  That I was like, I'm feeling joy now.
• 1:17:59
  I really don't even care anymore.
• 1:18:00
  Why do I not feel heavy anymore? Because he just took it right
• 1:18:03
  there. God said.
• 1:18:04
  God used him to say, I know, son, I'm just going to take this
• 1:18:07
  away from you right here and now.
• 1:18:10
  I'm good now understanding that when he said that later on that
• 1:18:15
  night, he was talking because he's riding around all day and
• 1:18:18
  he sat there and told me. He said, dude, you don't have to
• 1:18:20
  say much of anything at all. He said what defines a man is
• 1:18:24
  what they don't say. What defines a man is what they
• 1:18:32
  don't say. So what explains a man, which is
• 1:18:36
  what definition means or define means.
• 1:18:38
  To define means to explain is what is not said of a man.
• 1:18:46
  Brings me back to this. Adam didn't say a lot in this
• 1:18:49
  that he was supposed to say because the natural man took
• 1:18:53
  over. So that let me know where how
• 1:18:57
  we're explaining Adam right now. Adam is immature.
• 1:19:01
  Adam was in the natural man Adam was young.
• 1:19:05
  Adam didn't really have he had the wisdom, but he didn't
• 1:19:08
  understand how to apply it right.
• 1:19:10
  So in Genesis till 23, it said Adam said, oh, whoa.
• 1:19:16
  Well, he didn't ask and he didn't reverence.
• 1:19:20
  He didn't, you know, get permission.
• 1:19:22
  He just said it. Well, he said, this is now bone
• 1:19:27
  of my bone and flesh of my flesh.
• 1:19:31
  Well, he made the mistake right there in this declaration, this
• 1:19:34
  vow, which is the reason why it says in Ecclesiastes, it's
• 1:19:39
  better not to make a vow at all than to make a vow then break
• 1:19:42
  it, right? He didn't make the bow all the
• 1:19:46
  way, correct? Yes, woman shall be flesh in
• 1:19:50
  your flesh, bone in your bone. And God said, OK, you all do
• 1:19:53
  something. You think you got it right.
• 1:19:55
  But what he mentioned, he what what he didn't mention, which
• 1:19:58
  could have probably kept us in the garden.
• 1:20:02
  Spirit, spirit of my spirit. He went to the flesh.
• 1:20:14
  He went straight to the flesh and didn't put spirit of my
• 1:20:17
  spirit. Had it been spirit of my spirit,
• 1:20:18
  she could still been a female, but could have been connected to
• 1:20:22
  him, to his sink to where the serpent get to talking.
• 1:20:26
  Adam is aware. Click, click, click.
• 1:20:28
  Hold on, what you doing right? We In Sync.
• 1:20:31
  When you get married to your wife or you with your woman, you
• 1:20:35
  In Sync with her. That's what makes you get
• 1:20:37
  together. That's what makes the the
• 1:20:40
  fireworks fly. When you when she got your back
• 1:20:43
  through the real estate situations, when you got her
• 1:20:46
  back through the real situation. It's not when you charm her and
• 1:20:49
  get hurt with a dozen roses and said, let's go eat at Fleming's.
• 1:20:53
  No, it's when you go through a hard and she's like, baby, I got
• 1:20:57
  you. I'm rubbing your back and I
• 1:20:59
  understand exactly. And when you go there, when it
• 1:21:02
  is the rubbing of the back, I got you, love.
• 1:21:04
  I know. I see what you're dealing with
• 1:21:09
  when she says that you see vice versa.
• 1:21:12
  Now you're spiritually In Sync. That makes any man over time
• 1:21:16
  says let me bend the knee and give you this ring.
• 1:21:19
  Because what happened is God sees you see God in her and she
• 1:21:23
  sees God in you. Therefore God is in the midst.
• 1:21:27
  He's in the center of the relationship.
• 1:21:29
  You ain't breaking up. Why?
• 1:21:32
  Because y'all moving like brother and sister, but yet
• 1:21:34
  there is an intimate connection between the both of you.
• 1:21:37
  That could have been your comment had Adam just said and
• 1:21:41
  she shall be spirit of my spirit.
• 1:21:43
  He didn't know what he was saying but it's OK.
• 1:21:47
  That's OK. She shall be called women.
• 1:21:49
  Wait a minute, you didn't ask God to name her?
• 1:21:51
  Wait, stop. God told you to name all the
• 1:21:54
  animals but he didn't say to keep going.
• 1:21:57
  Oh, you. Going he.
• 1:21:58
  Just said name all the animals. Yes, you.
• 1:22:00
  Going you going stupid? Every sentence in here, he just
• 1:22:06
  got started. She shall be called woman before
• 1:22:09
  she came out of me. Oh, OK.
• 1:22:11
  All right. God.
• 1:22:12
  Notice God did not speak. God didn't say anything.
• 1:22:15
  God let it be. So as a matter of fact, he said,
• 1:22:18
  all right, son, you think you got it?
• 1:22:21
  You're good. I love this.
• 1:22:22
  This is awesome. I love my son.
• 1:22:25
  He's proud of his son because he's standing on.
• 1:22:27
  But he's got some issues. So he's like, OK, God, God's
• 1:22:30
  like, OK, well I'm going to test him.
• 1:22:32
  Let me clean it. I'm going to test him.
• 1:22:35
  So I'm going to test him. He didn't clean it up.
• 1:22:37
  He just tested him. He cleaned it up after Adam
• 1:22:40
  failed the test. So he so as the enemy tried to
• 1:22:48
  choke up my throat and bust with my stomach, I do not care
• 1:22:52
  because this shall go forth. So as you look at it, he says
• 1:22:56
  because she was taken out of man, OK, that's the business.
• 1:22:58
  That's the complete vow. Period, Period.
• 1:23:02
  There's no comma, there's no semi colon.
• 1:23:04
  That's period. He had nothing else to add.
• 1:23:07
  So God said, well, this is God talking at this point.
• 1:23:12
  Therefore a man shall leave his father and mother.
• 1:23:15
  Whoops. So I guess Adam just left his
• 1:23:16
  daddy right there. Do you see what I'm saying?
• 1:23:21
  And Mother Nature and be joined to his wife once again.
• 1:23:29
  This is where people get the Mandela Effect in Genesis 224.
• 1:23:34
  Everybody wants to think that, you know, man can leave their
• 1:23:37
  mother and father for any woman. Well, stop, pause, pause.
• 1:23:42
  There's a tire right there. It didn't say his woman.
• 1:23:46
  It said his wife. There's a reason why that's
• 1:23:50
  there. That word wife means a lot.
• 1:23:55
  Do you see what I'm saying? Because any woman, any woman,
• 1:24:00
  you leave you OK? Yeah, you could do that.
• 1:24:02
  But you might have a mess on your hands.
• 1:24:05
  You see what I'm saying? A man and his wife become one
• 1:24:07
  flesh, but an incomplete man and his girlfriend becomes one mess.
• 1:24:16
  A friend of mine made a joke about that a while back.
• 1:24:18
  I started on TikTok. It was hilarious.
• 1:24:20
  We said it, but it's true. Yeah, that's that's true.
• 1:24:23
  It's true. It's been a mess.
• 1:24:27
  Yeah, the reason it's again because when you're going into,
• 1:24:30
  I don't know, see how to distract you right now.
• 1:24:33
  I pay attention because I know y'all heard that all in the
• 1:24:36
  recording. But it's true.
• 1:24:38
  The interview wants to stop this because he know this is coming
• 1:24:40
  forth. He tried to Take Me Out 2/3
• 1:24:42
  Sundays ago in a car accident. I got out of that one with no
• 1:24:45
  marks. Let this be on the Internet, but
• 1:24:49
  let this not be to the purple because they're going to start
• 1:24:51
  thinking things. But the whole point is is that
• 1:24:54
  if you pay attention to it, no physical.
• 1:24:56
  I've still got some injuries, but no physical stuff.
• 1:24:59
  But check this out right here. It says and they were both
• 1:25:04
  naked. The man and his wife, again,
• 1:25:09
  that title's there again, they don't say the woman.
• 1:25:13
  It says the man and his wife. Exactly.
• 1:25:16
  She's not just any woman no more.
• 1:25:19
  You see what I'm saying? And we're not ashamed.
• 1:25:22
  The reason being because when you and your girl start having
• 1:25:25
  that relationship, that kingship, you are vulnerable.
• 1:25:29
  When you open up your mouth and say I need help, that's what
• 1:25:34
  she's done for help. She's all out me.
• 1:25:39
  It says in the words she's that helped me.
• 1:25:42
  When you sit with her, when you got a chance to know her, when
• 1:25:45
  she's there for you through the hard times, she's there for you
• 1:25:48
  through the good times. She moved bend no boat, no
• 1:25:51
  bunch. She never changed.
• 1:25:53
  Well, that's God and her because God don't change.
• 1:25:57
  He is what he was, is and is to come.
• 1:26:01
  So if she was consistent with you then you could open up your
• 1:26:05
  mouth and say ah well babe, I've been going through this, I've
• 1:26:10
  been needing that. I've been feeling like this,
• 1:26:12
  what you think about such and such and y'all got conversation.
• 1:26:17
  So now she noticed you won't change, which keeps her glued to
• 1:26:21
  you because you weren't what you was and is and is to come.
• 1:26:25
  So there's God in you because you don't change neither but yet
• 1:26:30
  y'all move and sink like 2 coins in a pond.
• 1:26:34
  That's the whole point. She's there to help you.
• 1:26:37
  The reason why you're vulnerable is because you need the help.
• 1:26:41
  She covers you, you cover her, but if you don't open up your
• 1:26:45
  mouth or you constantly stuck in your own hair space sticking you
• 1:26:48
  alone all the damn time, how you going to help her?
• 1:26:52
  How's she going to help you? You're pushing her away.
• 1:26:55
  So then everything in the physical just falls apart
• 1:26:58
  because you didn't spiritually connect when God gave you the
• 1:27:01
  opportunity to connect. That's the part.
• 1:27:06
  So the declaration was false. So here's what God said.
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  OK, I did all that. They were, you know, man and his
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  wife were naked and unashamed. They were vulnerable and
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  unashamed because that's where naked is.
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  Do you see what I'm saying? But check this out.
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  Let's go into chapter 3 real quick.
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  What's the first sentence? The first sentence that says is
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  Now the serpent was more cunning than any beast of the field
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  which the Lord God had made. Oh, wait, hold on.
• 1:27:38
  God made the serpent. The spirit of the devil went
• 1:27:43
  inside the serpent, but God made the serpent to be what it is.
• 1:27:48
  Here's the catch. Are you ready for this?
• 1:27:51
  Joe declared that he loved God all his days of his life he
• 1:27:55
  would never been no fold, no falter.
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  And what was the devil doing in front of God while he was just
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  blessing the world? The devil came up walking back
• 1:28:03
  and forth and God said what are you doing?
• 1:28:06
  The devil says I'm just going to and fro see who you may throw
• 1:28:10
  next at me so that I may devour or kill right.
• 1:28:15
  And God says, have you considered my champion Joe?
• 1:28:20
  Wait, have you considered wait, God loves us but wait, he tested
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  that Joe because he had everything going for everything
• 1:28:30
  was good for him and Joe was like woo out the Bam and the
• 1:28:32
  devil said I bet y'all can make a curse your life.
• 1:28:37
  And he was like, we're going ahead.
• 1:28:38
  You do whatever you want to do to my servant job.
• 1:28:40
  Make sure you don't take his life.
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  Ain't that a test? You just just can't touch.
• 1:28:44
  Him, you just don't kill him. Just don't kill him, right?
• 1:28:47
  Well, Adam made that declaration and said I shall be, she shall
• 1:28:51
  be woman of blah, blah, blah blah.
• 1:28:53
  OK you just made a vow and that's where God said OK well I
• 1:28:59
  just made the serpent and throw him in the garden and see what
• 1:29:02
  happens. Says Adam says she's flush of
• 1:29:05
  his flesh and bone of his bone and you don't.
• 1:29:08
  I did the work and made her Olivia being for him.
• 1:29:13
  That's OK son, I want to see if you can pass this test.
• 1:29:16
  Show me what to God show you that you got.
• 1:29:20
  Well I guess he didn't have much because he wasn't even there.
• 1:29:24
  Then he ended up being caught in a position because he wasn't
• 1:29:30
  connected. Adam wasn't connected to her.
• 1:29:33
  Once again, spirit of my spirit. When we are married, we are
• 1:29:37
  spirit to spirit. So if by chance.
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  There you go. So if by chance Adam was
• 1:29:45
  connected to her, he would have caught that adult hell.
• 1:29:48
  Don't suffer. What you doing?
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  Yeah, because the serpent never came about when Adam and God was
• 1:29:53
  just there alone. He dare not touch that.
• 1:29:56
  Why not? Because he already knew he was
• 1:29:58
  connected with God. He couldn't break that, but he
• 1:30:01
  could go for the woman because you declared all of this.
• 1:30:04
  So the enemy was already under orders by God to go on ahead and
• 1:30:09
  just slide right over here. Let's see what Adam do.
• 1:30:12
  Adam paid non attention. He was just getting enticed,
• 1:30:16
  enticed, enticed, enticed and Adam was just I'm tilling the
• 1:30:20
  land, the tilling the land. I got my wife from tilling the
• 1:30:22
  land. I'm telling the land, I'm
• 1:30:23
  telling the land. You know what I'm saying?
• 1:30:25
  It was almost, it kind of makes me think about that, that song
• 1:30:29
  and Lion King, the sun, the sun, the squashed bananas sunk the
• 1:30:32
  sun, the squashed bananas sunk the sun, the squashed banana,
• 1:30:35
  right? And it made me think about what
• 1:30:37
  he was doing the whole time. He was in his own headspace.
• 1:30:40
  He wasn't speaking out. He wasn't vulnerable.
• 1:30:43
  He kept his all his wisdom to himself.
• 1:30:45
  And now here's where it comes down to it.
• 1:30:47
  You look at chapter 3, when you look down after the serpent is
• 1:30:50
  talking to this woman, he realized that the woman didn't
• 1:30:53
  know clearly the instruction of what God really said, right?
• 1:30:57
  Because she made the mistake and said it wrong.
• 1:31:00
  So that lets you know what Adam was supposed to do.
• 1:31:03
  Adam was supposed to teach her, show her, lead her to God, show
• 1:31:08
  her how to navigate the garden so you don't have to think about
• 1:31:11
  that tree over there in the corner.
• 1:31:13
  Cultivate her. Yeah, You didn't cultivate a
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  thing. You cultivated the wrong thing.
• 1:31:19
  You cultivated the the ground, you didn't cultivate her.
• 1:31:24
  And the whole point is when you see that right here it goes
• 1:31:27
  right here, But the fruit of the tree fruit, we're going to talk
• 1:31:32
  about that word fruit. There's the fruit of the Spirit.
• 1:31:34
  OK, wait, we got 9 fruits of the Spirit.
• 1:31:38
  I got this in my notes, right? We keep talking about that.
• 1:31:40
  We keep coming back to why is that a thing?
• 1:31:42
  Why is that a thing? Right, right, right.
• 1:31:44
  Because it's not elements of the fruit.
• 1:31:47
  It's nine elements of the fruit. And every single time we talk
• 1:31:51
  about these nine elements of the fruit, we want to go to it in
• 1:31:56
  understanding. Remember I told you it was a 9
• 1:31:57
  by 9 by 9 and they're all In Sync, right?
• 1:32:01
  So I'm flipping back to that because I should have had that
• 1:32:04
  on here in the 1st place. We got Lovejoy, peace, love,
• 1:32:08
  suffering, kindness, goodness, faithfulness and gentleness and
• 1:32:11
  self-control self. Control.
• 1:32:15
  I'm going to set everybody down with this word fruit because
• 1:32:18
  it's short for Fruitish Son FRUIT ION.
• 1:32:26
  Do you know what fruition means? By definition?
• 1:32:29
  Fruition means a realization of a concept or a plan.
• 1:32:37
  So when you got the fruit of the spirit inside you, the fruit, I
• 1:32:45
  have come to the concept and the realization of love.
• 1:32:48
  I have come to the concept and the realization of joy.
• 1:32:51
  I have come to the concept and the realization of peace.
• 1:32:54
  I have realized the concept of and the realization of
• 1:32:57
  long-suffering. I have come to the realization
• 1:33:00
  of the concept and plan of kindness.
• 1:33:03
  I have come to the concept and realization of the of the plan
• 1:33:07
  of goodness. I have come to the concept and
• 1:33:10
  realization and the plan of faithfulness.
• 1:33:12
  I have come to the concept and the realization of faithfulness.
• 1:33:16
  I have come to the concept and the realization of the plan of
• 1:33:20
  self-control, which means you know how to manage yourself now
• 1:33:24
  because you opened up your eyes to see how to be able to do it.
• 1:33:29
  And therefore now you have embodied, embodied, empowered,
• 1:33:34
  the fruit of the Spirit, You're fruition.
• 1:33:38
  So let's go back to Genesis when we talk about this fruit, the
• 1:33:41
  fruit of the tree of knowledge of good and evil.
• 1:33:47
  He took her the fruit, but she was tempted.
• 1:33:49
  Why was she tempted? Wow.
• 1:33:53
  If we go down to this right here where it says so, when the woman
• 1:33:56
  saw that the tree was good for food while she'd be eating off
• 1:33:59
  every tree in the garden this whole time aimlessly, that
• 1:34:04
  didn't bother. That wasn't that wasn't the
• 1:34:05
  bite. That was just the.
• 1:34:07
  Oh, well, that still just looks delicious.
• 1:34:09
  But she's been eating everything else, so it's delicious.
• 1:34:13
  Yeah. But that's not the bite, though.
• 1:34:15
  Then it's comma. Wait, that's one comma.
• 1:34:18
  That comma means a lot that it was pleasant to the eyes, where
• 1:34:22
  the whole garden was beautiful to Eve, even the serpent.
• 1:34:28
  So that wasn't it. That's not what made a bite.
• 1:34:32
  What made a bite? And this is where Adam messed up
• 1:34:34
  at. And this is how we know where he
• 1:34:36
  messed up at. And in tree desirable to make
• 1:34:42
  one wise. Notice that one is in italics.
• 1:34:46
  The reason why it's in italics because it's talking about her.
• 1:34:50
  She wasn't wise. She had all the knowledge on her
• 1:34:52
  garden but didn't have no wisdom.
• 1:34:54
  She heard some word about but he, Adam, was supposed to give
• 1:34:57
  her the wisdom behind it. Why do you not touch the fruit
• 1:35:01
  of the tree? What does it mean to really die
• 1:35:03
  if you eat of it? What did he really mean?
• 1:35:05
  She wasn't explaining anything. So the service said I could
• 1:35:08
  create my own scenario because what she desires is to be wise.
• 1:35:13
  She was seeking the wisdom. The wisdom.
• 1:35:17
  That's why I later on in Proverbs, it's described as a
• 1:35:21
  woman wisdom because that's what she didn't have that she was
• 1:35:26
  asking Adam the whole entire time, could you please help?
• 1:35:29
  Let me help you. Please help me help you.
• 1:35:34
  Has she had the wisdom? We would still be in the garden
• 1:35:37
  today, and man and woman would probably be a different form,
• 1:35:43
  would probably already be in our glorified bodies or whatever
• 1:35:45
  that would have been. But we wouldn't have a need for
• 1:35:47
  sin. We wouldn't have a need for the
• 1:35:50
  sin because the sin would have never had a chance to creep in.
• 1:35:54
  See, Adam held on to his wisdom because he was learning.
• 1:35:57
  That emotion, that emotional death.
• 1:36:00
  Exactly. So what happened was when you
• 1:36:03
  look at that, we look at that man.
• 1:36:07
  My apostle said it the other night too, when he was writing.
• 1:36:10
  He said when a man say something, it is what it is.
• 1:36:15
  It comes out, you can't take it back.
• 1:36:18
  A man that takes his word back is not a man Meaning whatever
• 1:36:24
  you say, you make sure when it goes forth, it goes forth.
• 1:36:27
  A king, when he says something, it goes forth.
• 1:36:30
  That's why he's always quiet all the time.
• 1:36:33
  You see what I'm saying? Because he's connecting with the
• 1:36:35
  Lord to know what to say or when.
• 1:36:37
  Not the same, right? So I always look at my apostle
• 1:36:41
  every time I see him in church and I'm like, why is he always
• 1:36:43
  quiet? He just seemed to me, why is he
• 1:36:45
  always like this? No, he's not actually.
• 1:36:49
  He's very much vigilant with his work.
• 1:36:51
  He's very much connected with God because that's the only time
• 1:36:55
  that you could connect with God. When you shut up talking, you
• 1:37:00
  see what I'm saying. So with that in the mindset of
• 1:37:03
  understanding, but he says when you say what you say, that's why
• 1:37:06
  it says you make your yes, be yes and make your note be not
• 1:37:09
  right. Because once you say something,
• 1:37:13
  it's declared. You see what I'm saying?
• 1:37:16
  That's why we're not supposed to boast about tomorrow, but we're
• 1:37:18
  supposed to say, I'll see you tomorrow with God Willy, if God
• 1:37:23
  Willy, you giving him the reverence right there.
• 1:37:26
  And what we go back to the word that you used earlier with the
• 1:37:29
  HONOR, the honor and the reverence of God, something that
• 1:37:36
  Adam didn't do in the beginning. And that's why the natural man
• 1:37:38
  was faulted. And that's the reason why Jesus
• 1:37:42
  had to come around and clean it. Clean it up.
• 1:37:46
  He had to come back around, but it took a minute because, you
• 1:37:49
  know, he had to go through the bloodline.
• 1:37:50
  He had to figure it out. God had to do his plans.
• 1:37:52
  He had to make things happen. Things are still going on.
• 1:37:55
  People have been praying for the future.
• 1:37:56
  People have been praying for things in the past.
• 1:37:58
  He had to sort all that up and line it up correctly so he could
• 1:38:01
  jump right in the Mary and come with Jesus in the body, in the
• 1:38:04
  flesh, and correct what Adam gave on.
• 1:38:06
  Yeah. That's a lot.
• 1:38:11
  Bro, when I say this stuff makes sense, it actually makes sense.
• 1:38:15
  Men need to stop holding to themselves.
• 1:38:19
  Giving your strength to women is not giving your wisdom to her.
• 1:38:22
  Giving your strength to women is actually giving your emotions,
• 1:38:27
  your physical strength, and all of the stuff that you think that
• 1:38:32
  you are supposed to carry within you that makes you who you are,
• 1:38:35
  which actually is actually folly.
• 1:38:38
  That's why Samson tell, because Samson was the strongest in the
• 1:38:42
  world. He had a secret.
• 1:38:43
  It was his long hair. So, yeah, God said, I'm going to
• 1:38:47
  see how strong he really is. Let me send Delilah after you
• 1:38:50
  real quick. See how that goes.
• 1:38:53
  Oh, Elijah. OK, you you got confident.
• 1:38:55
  You kind of you, you bringing down angels and brimstone.
• 1:38:58
  OK. And bring fire.
• 1:38:59
  OK. All right, let's see what
• 1:39:01
  happens when Jezebel gets mad and he takes you into the caves.
• 1:39:04
  And what did God do? God came back around and said,
• 1:39:07
  why are you here? Do you see what I'm saying?
• 1:39:10
  Because it was that concept. Whenever man makes the mistake,
• 1:39:16
  God has to make the mistake. And then he comes and say, Hey
• 1:39:20
  buddy, you done yet? Why are you here?
• 1:39:25
  What art thou, Adam, after all of that took place?
• 1:39:29
  He ate at the fruit. He was already done.
• 1:39:32
  He made all the mistakes. We already know what he did
• 1:39:34
  next. He hid, He lied, He blamed the
• 1:39:37
  woman. We can go through that over and
• 1:39:38
  over again. We can go through the other five
• 1:39:40
  mistakes. But all of that is to say, Adam,
• 1:39:45
  where God finally came to see if he passed the test, Where art
• 1:39:49
  thou? And that's where man has to sit
• 1:39:52
  up and start paying attention to that because we don't want to
• 1:39:56
  hold ourselves accountable when we brought that girl's heart.
• 1:39:58
  We don't want to hold ourselves accountable because she, we
• 1:40:01
  didn't tell her how we felt or we didn't talk to her because we
• 1:40:05
  felt like she wasn't vulnerable, that we didn't trust her enough
• 1:40:09
  to be that vulnerable around her.
• 1:40:10
  What if that's the case? You should have never slept with
• 1:40:12
  her to begin with. We.
• 1:40:14
  Got to go all the way back and clean it up.
• 1:40:17
  Let's clean it up. Let's start cracking heads, men.
• 1:40:20
  When are you going to start leading with your mind and the
• 1:40:22
  guy, the inside of you and in the spirit of your masculinity
• 1:40:26
  and stop sitting here trying to be that little boy in high
• 1:40:30
  school? That ain't your masculinity,
• 1:40:32
  that's your ego. That ain't your spirit.
• 1:40:36
  That ain't the Beatitudes. No, right.
• 1:40:38
  And, and so, and I appreciate you man for, for today's
• 1:40:41
  message, man, I want to acknowledge you for that.
• 1:40:43
  So far we got a few more minutes left, but it's there's some
• 1:40:52
  after we get the word right, we get the word that I know for me,
• 1:41:02
  I'm only speak for myself. I, I was, I was ready and
• 1:41:09
  willing to look in my life. Some people aren't willing.
• 1:41:15
  They they're willing, but because of the what you're
• 1:41:18
  talking about, because of the pain, because of the past,
• 1:41:21
  because of the corrupted thoughts in the process and what
• 1:41:24
  we make it mean about ourself and not having that spiritual
• 1:41:28
  like most most of us that grew up in church, most of us.
• 1:41:36
  Grew up in church, so those. Seeds are planted.
• 1:41:39
  You can say that right? Those seeds are planted.
• 1:41:42
  I care, but most people care. I.
• 1:41:47
  I I, I know I wasn't. I, I was.
• 1:41:51
  But at some point you get exposed to church.
• 1:41:54
  How about we say it that. Oh, OK.
• 1:41:56
  At some point, yeah. At some point you get.
• 1:41:58
  Something gets introduced. Yeah, you get introduced.
• 1:42:01
  Right. So to me, that's.
• 1:42:03
  AC whatever those, whatever those seeds that you heard that
• 1:42:06
  had you like, Oh God, like whatever that was, I guess, not
• 1:42:11
  that I guess, but at what point for us as a as a mailman and and
• 1:42:22
  why does it have to sometimes be near death?
• 1:42:26
  Before we figure it out. Before we figure it exactly
• 1:42:29
  like. Like like.
• 1:42:31
  Like what is that? Because if, if we no one makes
• 1:42:33
  no. Difference.
• 1:42:34
  We know a lot of stuff. Right.
• 1:42:35
  So I we know, we know, we know, we know what we're doing.
• 1:42:38
  We know. But.
• 1:42:38
  No one makes no difference. Without the application and the
• 1:42:41
  concepts and the understanding and the right.
• 1:42:44
  So there's a space. Well, the reason there is a
• 1:42:47
  space there because yeah, the gap is there for one reason.
• 1:42:52
  I got one for you. A lot of us went to church, and
• 1:42:55
  I was brought up in church. But how many of us was brought
• 1:42:57
  up around our father? Whoops.
• 1:43:03
  I'm 46. I'm just now becoming whole.
• 1:43:08
  My daddy died last year. Yeah, I'm 4646 years on this
• 1:43:15
  earth and I'm just now becoming whole.
• 1:43:20
  Not healed whole. I'm I'm with, I'm 56 and my dad
• 1:43:24
  died seven years ago. That's.
• 1:43:26
  Seven years ago become. Whole.
• 1:43:29
  Now The thing is, is that when you look at that, the reason why
• 1:43:32
  me and you can relate and have this conversation and me and
• 1:43:35
  you've been on point since day one of me coming onto your show
• 1:43:38
  is because both of us had daddies in our lives.
• 1:43:41
  Regardless if there were pains in the butts, regardless if they
• 1:43:45
  were, they were there. They were there.
• 1:43:49
  Yes, so it goes. It goes back to the commandment
• 1:43:52
  with the promise though, that you can have long life to honor
• 1:43:55
  your. Father, if you honor the mother,
• 1:43:56
  Father and mother, but guess it does go back to that.
• 1:43:59
  But like I said, blood is stick in the water, Spirit is stick in
• 1:44:01
  the blood. So are we going to honor the
• 1:44:03
  blood Father, or we're going to honor the spiritual Father?
• 1:44:06
  But that's what. I but.
• 1:44:08
  But but I but for myself, though, when I look back at
• 1:44:11
  that, I was like, well, no wonder, how can I honor my
• 1:44:14
  Heavenly Father when I got a problem with my earthly father?
• 1:44:16
  It ain't. It ain't going to connect.
• 1:44:19
  Yeah, I see you had a problem with your earthly father, but
• 1:44:21
  there was a point in your life when you saw that that conflict
• 1:44:25
  was eliminated and you had a connection with your father.
• 1:44:30
  And I had a fucking life ever since 1 years old.
• 1:44:33
  Ever since 1 years old. The true story was my mom was
• 1:44:37
  dating my dad before he became my dad, OK?
• 1:44:41
  He would come over to my Mama house late at night.
• 1:44:43
  And I remember because we was on the top floor.
• 1:44:45
  And I remember myself doing this so I know what my daddy was
• 1:44:47
  talking about, he said. And this is how being him
• 1:44:50
  connected. I'm 1 1/2 two.
• 1:44:54
  I like him, but I'm not going to tell him I like him.
• 1:44:57
  When he's about to leave, I start crying.
• 1:45:00
  But then I would do one thing to make sure he don't leave.
• 1:45:03
  I know they're about to kiss each other goodnight.
• 1:45:05
  I throw the bottle down the stairs.
• 1:45:06
  Boom boom boom. He goes down the stairs and gets
• 1:45:08
  it. I throw it back down the stairs
• 1:45:10
  again. He ain't leaving.
• 1:45:13
  That's my idea of keeping him around He.
• 1:45:15
  Ain't leaving. At one years old, that was in
• 1:45:17
  1981. At one years old, that is the
• 1:45:23
  connection that I had with my dad, right?
• 1:45:27
  And that's not even my blood father.
• 1:45:29
  That is the spiritual father right there earthly, but that's
• 1:45:33
  still my spiritual dad. But I know I could trust him.
• 1:45:37
  So I kept throwing the bottle because if I could trust him, I
• 1:45:40
  don't want him around. Nobody else.
• 1:45:41
  Whoop boppa bam, whoop boppa bam.
• 1:45:43
  And then as I got older, 5 or 6, I'm banging on the door 5:00 AM
• 1:45:48
  in the morning. Tell us.
• 1:45:49
  So where we going daddy? Where we I never said Mama
• 1:45:51
  anywhere in my life on my conversation.
• 1:45:53
  Where we going dad? Where we going, Dad?
• 1:45:56
  Every single time. And the whole place is I got
• 1:45:59
  older. I had my knockouts and drag outs
• 1:46:01
  and my daddy understood me. There was times we had conflict,
• 1:46:05
  but my daddy put me on the hood of that Chevy at 16 years old
• 1:46:08
  because I was so pissed off. I got jumped by three-game
• 1:46:10
  beggars and they didn't do nothing to me.
• 1:46:12
  I was really mad. I wasn't even grateful.
• 1:46:14
  I was just mad. So yeah, he slammed down.
• 1:46:18
  He slammed me on the hood three times.
• 1:46:19
  And on that third time he put me on the hood of that Chevy and
• 1:46:22
  put a dent in it with my back. And he said, boy, do you
• 1:46:25
  understand me? And I was like, I had to honor
• 1:46:28
  and reverence who he is. Why?
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  Because we have that connection. He knows.
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  I know when my son done did something and when he ain't done
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  something. There was a time when my dad had
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  part of the ways when we understood each other in part of
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  the ways. My step Mama called me three
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  years later. So I was like, come home, come
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  home. But I was like, I ain't going
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  home. I don't need to.
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  I was struck my feathers. At the time I was 24 to 27 years
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  old. I was doing my own thing when my
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  dad said I ain't gotta call him because I know he alright the
• 1:46:58
  minute he called me then I know he in trouble, right?
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  That was a connection. So when this happens to the fact
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  that he drops, your dad dropped at 585049.
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  You was 49, I was 39. Yeah, your dad dropped.
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  But that's because God said now that you understand who I am on
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  earth, let me take that away so you can understand who I am in
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  heaven. Yeah, and he left you with that
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  to say I don't even know what you was talking about.
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  I'm lost without myself. That's the grievance.
• 1:47:32
  The grievance is the fact that you're missing something there
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  now. But what do we have in order to
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  replace CDC? That goes through whether it's
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  grievance, sorrow, pain, rage, disappointment, rejection, it
• 1:47:43
  doesn't matter. The word is always consistent
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  with all the answers. So when you locked in, that's
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  how you started coming up out of it.
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  Then what happened? Yeah, I know who I am now.
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  I know. Oh, wait, now I got a podcast.
• 1:47:57
  Oh, wait, wait, wait. Oh, wow.
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  I got blessed with. So.
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  Oh. What?
• 1:47:59
  What? OK.
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  Thank you. God.
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  Do you see what I'm saying? The same thing with me.
• 1:48:05
  I now got the joy of myself that I didn't have.
• 1:48:08
  I was going to church for a long time, angry as hell, resent
• 1:48:11
  going crazy. Like I was really mad at angry
• 1:48:14
  at people because I was missing something.
• 1:48:16
  And I was always feeling like I was less than.
• 1:48:20
  And people would start to try to take advantage of that until I
• 1:48:22
  started remembering. Wait a minute, Mufasa Simba,
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  look hard. That's my reflection in the
• 1:48:34
  water. No, look hard.
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  And then he saw his father within himself.
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  There it is. So when I started realizing I
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  was like, why am I trying to appease the masses when I'm
• 1:48:46
  walking in my own? All I got to do is honor to show
• 1:48:48
  myself and be myself and be my dream yourself.
• 1:48:51
  Be the loving of God, show the Beatitudes and stand up.
• 1:48:55
  So let me go on ahead and do that and stop playing around
• 1:48:58
  like I gotta appease everybody in the church.
• 1:49:00
  That's that little boy running around.
• 1:49:03
  So I started coming out of my grievance and started coming to
• 1:49:05
  my identity or who Baylor says Armstrong raised.
• 1:49:10
  He raised me to take anything from no one.
• 1:49:12
  He didn't raise me to bend over and take it.
• 1:49:15
  He raised me to stand up and fight because He raised me as a
• 1:49:17
  warrior as so he was one. So the whole point is when you
• 1:49:21
  start seeing everything yourself.
• 1:49:23
  Now I gotta learn how to use those qualities and combine them
• 1:49:25
  with God's qualities. See, God gave you a earthly
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  father for a reason. He didn't give it to you so he
• 1:49:30
  could just sit back and watch you stumble, though.
• 1:49:33
  He gave you a earthly father so he could guide you to Him.
• 1:49:36
  Yep. As a child.
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  My dad. When I looked at my dad's life,
• 1:49:41
  I was like, this dude taught me how to live a sinless life.
• 1:49:46
  Finless, he gave it all of God. He prayed and I'm like, Oh my
• 1:49:53
  gosh, Oh my gosh, my dad taught me how to live a sin.
• 1:49:59
  He was an example of how to live a sinless life.
• 1:50:01
  Sinless. Yes, and with my sinless exactly
• 1:50:05
  notice what you said, not saying nonexisting, not saying at all.
• 1:50:12
  Say less less, and as you get more mature, the less you see.
• 1:50:27
  Along with adding that to know that the older you get the more
• 1:50:30
  maturity, the more mature you get spiritually the less you
• 1:50:33
  sin. Mine was you got everything to
• 1:50:36
  live for. This is what my daddy taught me.
• 1:50:38
  But what are you going to live by?
• 1:50:43
  The principle What do? You What are we going to live
• 1:50:47
  by? Let's go back to the word that
• 1:50:49
  sums all that up and it starts with an M and it ends with AL
• 1:50:52
  and it's called moral. And that word is the definition
• 1:50:57
  of God. Look it up, go to Google, I
• 1:51:01
  don't care. You will find it.
• 1:51:02
  It says He is the source of all moral authority.
• 1:51:09
  So your morality is what the word is about.
• 1:51:14
  What is the morality in the word about your attitude, your
• 1:51:17
  personality, everything. Your attitude more than your
• 1:51:21
  personality because your personality is just who you are.
• 1:51:23
  Like I'm, I'm kind of loud. I'm kind of amped up and I'm
• 1:51:26
  fired up because that's not my personality.
• 1:51:29
  But the the attitude is. I'm giving you valor right now.
• 1:51:33
  I'm giving you encouragement. I'm trying to empower us as men
• 1:51:37
  to stand on our Thrones correctly.
• 1:51:41
  And I will wait until the next session.
• 1:51:43
  Yeah. So I'm leaving it with this part
• 1:51:45
  right here, OK? OK, go ahead.
• 1:51:47
  Whatever you declare, God is going to test you on.
• 1:51:59
  That's why. Our Whatever you pray about.
• 1:52:01
  That's why our words are important, our language is
• 1:52:04
  important, how we think, all that's important, what comes out
• 1:52:07
  of our mouth. Whatever you pray about, God's
• 1:52:12
  still going to touch you on. Oh.
• 1:52:14
  Yeah. Because you asking for
• 1:52:16
  something, he's going to prepare it for you, but he's going to
• 1:52:19
  test to make sure you can handle it correctly before you get it
• 1:52:22
  in your hands. If you can't handle the prayer
• 1:52:24
  for what you prayed for, if you can't handle the stuff that he's
• 1:52:27
  already giving you, how you going to be able to handle what
• 1:52:29
  you prayed for? Because everything he's going to
• 1:52:32
  give you is the level that builds up to the prayer that you
• 1:52:34
  asked the blessing. So if you can't handle $1000,
• 1:52:39
  what makes you think he's going to make you a millionaire?
• 1:52:44
  So let's leave it. Let's leave it there, man.
• 1:52:47
  There you go. I'm going to leave it there
• 1:52:48
  because there's another part of that on the next episode.
• 1:52:52
  We cover We cover Genesis 2. 2GO into 3. 2 going into 3 Adam, bro
• 1:53:00
  Adam, where are you? That's been my segment on my on
• 1:53:03
  my other show on KC radio for a while now.
• 1:53:05
  We've been peeling off them laser what it is to be a male
• 1:53:07
  man and a female woman and and that led us back to Adam like
• 1:53:11
  Adam, where are you and all the stuff that went through as you
• 1:53:14
  pointed to in the fall, but also chapter 2.
• 1:53:16
  We got to look and see what led up to the fall and what was
• 1:53:19
  going on in that conversation with God.
• 1:53:21
  That's. Why it's called a fall man.
• 1:53:24
  There you go that thank you for today bro.
• 1:53:25
  I appreciate you man. Last words to the people.
• 1:53:28
  What do you want to say to the to the men man?
• 1:53:31
  I want to tell the men right now, at this moment in time, if
• 1:53:34
  you are truly a man of God and you are a real God fearing man.
• 1:53:39
  I'm not talking to the thugs who are off in the world.
• 1:53:42
  I'm not talking to the gang bangers, the drug dealers.
• 1:53:45
  I'm not talking to those that just have a wickedness in their
• 1:53:47
  heart and they don't have a heart or conscience.
• 1:53:49
  And I'm not even talking to those.
• 1:53:52
  I'm talking to those. Even if you are a gang banger or
• 1:53:55
  a dildo or whatever you are, you do got a conscience and God been
• 1:53:58
  knocking at your door. I'm talking to you too.
• 1:54:01
  You claim to be hard. You claim that you are this that
• 1:54:05
  goes from the pulpit to the street.
• 1:54:08
  Whatever you say that you are, I recommend talent.
• 1:54:14
  I dare you stop covering up yourself, standing your
• 1:54:23
  spiritual boldness, accept responsibility and take
• 1:54:27
  accountability for how you treated the gift that God gave
• 1:54:32
  you, which is the woman that's probably by your side right now.
• 1:54:36
  You don't have to say I'm sorry. Stop saying I'm sorry.
• 1:54:40
  We already don't heard that from the dude who's saying I'm sorry
• 1:54:44
  for 2004. We're done singing.
• 1:54:46
  Sorry for every single year. To shut down a woman's scoring
• 1:54:51
  is real simple. Hold yourself accountable
• 1:54:54
  because you did something. Stop acting like you innocent.
• 1:54:59
  Yeah, you did something. So whatever you did, whether you
• 1:55:02
  cheated, whether you probably slapped her the first time, it
• 1:55:05
  didn't mean to. Whatever be the case, you gotta
• 1:55:07
  hold yourself accountable. That means accept the
• 1:55:10
  consequences. When you give her her closure,
• 1:55:15
  you say, hey, look, this ain't working.
• 1:55:16
  I'm sorry for what I did. But you know what?
• 1:55:19
  I did it and I accept full accountability.
• 1:55:22
  So while you out there with Joan Bug, I respect that and I'm
• 1:55:25
  about to move on with my life. That's how you hold account
• 1:55:28
  yourself accountable. So be who you are.
• 1:55:31
  You say you hard, you all it is you say you all right, you
• 1:55:35
  talking, you jumping all over everything.
• 1:55:38
  Be hard with the consequences too.
• 1:55:39
  And accept it because that's what I had to do.
• 1:55:42
  It took me a minute. Like I said I'm 46 I learned at
• 1:55:46
  18 and 19 and 20 where I destroyed many relationships on
• 1:55:49
  my own self sabotage. But I understand now.
• 1:55:54
  So the next one I know what not to do and I always put God
• 1:55:58
  first. That's how you put God first.
• 1:56:00
  Hold yourself accountable to the men.
• 1:56:03
  Do so, Ariana, man. Thank you, man.
• 1:56:05
  I appreciate you for today's conversation, man.
• 1:56:09
  Ladies and gentlemen, we appreciate the tune.
• 1:56:10
  Listening to the Frondose show right here on the Military
• 1:56:12
  Barkers Network. We going to sit and have a
• 1:56:15
  conversation and discover the next episode to continue this
• 1:56:18
  conversation moving forward. So I think said in this moment,
• 1:56:21
  fellas, fellas just got you got to be willing.
• 1:56:26
  Just be willing. Find it.
• 1:56:28
  It's right there. You know you, you got the
• 1:56:30
  stories, you know the thoughts. It's right there.
• 1:56:33
  It's right there, man. I appreciate you.
• 1:56:36
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• 1:56:40
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• 1:56:45
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• 1:56:51
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