Latest / True Crime California / TCC #12 Colleen Stan, The Girl in the Box
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- 0:04Speaker 1: Dark Cast Network. Out of the shadows come the best
- 0:07indie podcasts. Hey everyone, welcome to True Crime California. I'm
- 0:17your host, Cindy, and I'm glad you're here. Hey, everybody,
- 0:30welcome back to another episode of True Crime California. I
- 0:36am your host, Cindy, and uh yeah, I just wanted
- 0:40to call out that on last week's episode, you could
- 0:43totally hear my dog snoring for a good portion of
- 0:48the episode, and I'm so sorry about that. I had
- 0:51no idea. He was right next to me, but he
- 0:54was like under the covers and I could barely hear him.
- 0:57But this microphone absolutely picked him up well louder than
- 1:02I would have ever imagined. So if you hear like
- 1:04a slight little snoring, that is a twenty pound pug
- 1:09that obviously has a little bit of trouble breathing. So
- 1:12I apologize for the background noise. That's what you get
- 1:16when you listen to any podcasts. Were very we keep
- 1:19it very, very real. So I just want to call
- 1:21that out because I thought that was really funny. When
- 1:22I listened back, I was like, oh shit, but it
- 1:24was such a big part of the episode that I
- 1:27couldn't go back and re record it. And also I
- 1:30didn't really hear it until I listened like on Spotify.
- 1:33So anyway, guys, I hope you enjoyed or weren't too
- 1:37concerned as to what the hell was going on, but yeah,
- 1:41every yeah, I saw it was funny. Anyway, week's been
- 1:44kind of boring for me, still getting over being sick,
- 1:46which is insane. But I think I'm just gonna jump
- 1:50into this new episode. I am doing another doozy. I'm
- 1:53trying to go back and forth with like a shorter
- 1:56tail a longer tail, mixing it up. And this week
- 2:00I am doing the story of the Girl in the Box. Now,
- 2:05this is not a story of murder. It's a survival story.
- 2:10And sometimes I feel like survival stories are the worst
- 2:13ones because you get to hear all the details because
- 2:18the person who suffered all of these things remembers them.
- 2:23And I'm glad for any time that somebody survives, obviously,
- 2:26but it really, you know, it's hard when you know
- 2:32that somebody is walking around living their life having dealt
- 2:35with what they dealt with. So this is gonna be
- 2:38a pretty gnarly one. I tried to put in good
- 2:41detail without going so granular that we're here for three episodes.
- 2:45Hopefully this mix works and for those of you who
- 2:48know the case, I hope you enjoy my version of it.
- 2:50For those of you who don't know the case, sit tight,
- 2:53hold on, hold on to your butts. What movie is
- 2:56that from? Anyway, here we go. This story actually begins
- 3:01in Eugene, Oregon, which is another place I used to live,
- 3:04so I love that tie in. Colleen stan was born
- 3:08on New Year's Eve in nineteen fifty six, but raised
- 3:11at least in part in southern California. Her parents divorced
- 3:15when she was pretty young, and she ended up with
- 3:17a few half siblings as a result, as well as
- 3:19I believe two full blooded sisters. She was close with
- 3:23both parents, but seemingly a bit closer to her dad.
- 3:27Colleen lived a fairly tough life, though she was a
- 3:29very nice person. She had a really loving family, but
- 3:34I don't think they had a lot of money, and
- 3:35I think they were very working class. So Colleen maybe
- 3:39didn't have as much direction in her life, and so
- 3:43at a fairly young age she got into drugs. Not
- 3:47anything crazy, but she definitely had a little bit of
- 3:49a past there, and by the time she was sixteen.
- 3:52She was already married and divorced when she turned twenty,
- 3:57so to kind of protect the privacy of her family.
- 4:00And I think you can find, pardon me, her true
- 4:04maiden name, but most reports refer to her as Colleen
- 4:07Martin and that her family are the Martin family. That's
- 4:10not actually their true last name, but it's what most
- 4:13people go with. So the last name Stan was actually
- 4:16her first husband's last name, so even though she was divorced,
- 4:20she kept his last name. She was known as Colleen Stan.
- 4:25So after getting divorced, I think she's a little aimless,
- 4:28not really sure what to do. But when she was
- 4:30nineteen or twenty, she met a couple named Alice and Bob,
- 4:34and they had a young child, and they were going
- 4:36to move up to Eugene or move back to Eugene,
- 4:39and she decided to move with them. After the move,
- 4:43she was left, you know, a little aimless. Again, the
- 4:45job market wasn't great, so she was kind of struggling.
- 4:48I believe she did have a boyfriend and like a
- 4:50pretty good life, but just very kind of not a
- 4:54lot going on. In May of nineteen seventy seven, Colleen
- 4:58decided to go surprise her friend for her birthday. This friend, Linda,
- 5:04lived in Westwood, a tiny town in northern California. It's
- 5:07not in a town, it's like a designated area. It's
- 5:10about one hundred miles east of Red Bluff, which is
- 5:14about an hour north of Sacramento. So she's really like
- 5:19Westwood is like really just kind of out in the
- 5:21middle of nowhere. It's like no services, you know, no
- 5:25cel Like there weren't cell phones back then, but you know,
- 5:28even now, I doubt there's like cell service out there.
- 5:31You know, very very isolated, very desolate, very you know,
- 5:36mountain people kind of living. So she had a car,
- 5:41but it wasn't in any condition to drive her out
- 5:43of state, so she decided instead to hitchhike, which was
- 5:47very common at the time. Her roommates did not love
- 5:52this plan, but eventually agreed to drive her to the freeway,
- 5:55where she quickly got a few rides that brought her
- 5:58within about one hundred miles of her day destination. So
- 6:01she basically just went down the five Freeway and ended
- 6:04up right in Red Bluff, California. Now, while she was
- 6:08in Red Bluff, she turned down a couple of rides,
- 6:10one was from like a really creepy guy, and one
- 6:13was a car full of hippies that were all men,
- 6:16which made her nervous because she was like, I can't
- 6:18get into a car with a bunch of dudes, Like
- 6:20that's dangerous. Finally, a couple in a blue Dodge Colt
- 6:24stopped and this couple was a man and a woman
- 6:26with a small child, like maybe right around a year old.
- 6:31This put Colleen at ease because, like, you know, there's
- 6:34a mother and a baby in the car. What's the
- 6:35worst that could happen? And she decided to get in
- 6:38the back of the car. Now, while in the car,
- 6:40she noticed there was a wooden box about the size
- 6:42of like a milk crate on the seat next to her.
- 6:45She didn't pay a lot of attention to it. It's
- 6:46not really her business, mostly because you know, it's just
- 6:49who cares it's a box in a car? Like why
- 6:51would she think anything of it? But the other reason
- 6:54that she was sort of distracted was that she kept
- 6:56noticing the driver of the car looking back at her
- 6:58in the rear view mirror. Now, this unnerved her a bit,
- 7:02but not enough that she wanted to get out of
- 7:03the car and besides, you know, she was really close
- 7:06to her destination and they were, you know, they were
- 7:08gonna get there in like an hour or two. So
- 7:11she was just like stoked. She was like, I'm almost there,
- 7:13Like it's worth it. I'll just sit tight, like what's
- 7:16the worst that could happen? Famous last words. Now. At
- 7:19one point, they all stopped for gas and Colleen went
- 7:22in to use the restroom. She later said that she
- 7:24had a feeling of fear come over her, and a
- 7:27voice in her head told her to run for her life.
- 7:30She even thought about climbing out of the tiny window
- 7:32in the bathroom so she could disappear without being seen.
- 7:35But for whatever reason, she shook this feeling off and
- 7:38got back in the car with the couple and their baby.
- 7:42This was a mistake that would change the course of
- 7:45her life forever. As they drove on, the man who
- 7:51was driving began asking Colleen questions. Did she have a boyfriend?
- 7:55Where was she going? Was she expected? Colleen answered mostly truthfully,
- 8:00which was, in my opinion, another mistake. She even told
- 8:03them that her friend she was going to visit was
- 8:06not expecting her and didn't have a phone, so she
- 8:09couldn't call or be called, so even if her friend
- 8:12was expecting her, it would have taken a while for
- 8:14her to alert Colleen's family of anything being wrong. But
- 8:17the fact that she didn't even know Colleen was coming
- 8:19meant there were going to be multiple days before anybody
- 8:22realized anything. Now, before she left, Colleen did tell her
- 8:25roommates and boyfriend that she would be back on Saturday.
- 8:28She left on a Thursday, so she was really trying
- 8:30to just do a quick turnaround trip one day with
- 8:33her friend and come back. But with no way to
- 8:35check in with this friend, Linda, again, her disappearance would
- 8:38go unnoticed a bit longer than most. As they continued
- 8:41to drive, the man made a suggestion to stop and
- 8:43see some caves in the area. He asked Colleen if
- 8:46she would mind, and though she kind of did mind,
- 8:48she didn't want to be difficult, so she agreed to
- 8:51stop and at least let them get out and look.
- 8:54Shortly thereafter, the car pulled over near some woods and
- 8:56a creek, but seemingly not near any caves, which red
- 9:00flag and the couple got out of the car. Now
- 9:03Colin waited inside, and after a minute, the woman and
- 9:05baby disappeared into the woods, seemingly down by the creek.
- 9:09Coline was still kind of craning her neck to see
- 9:11where they went from the back seat, when suddenly the
- 9:14man jumped into the back seat with her and pressed
- 9:16a knife to her throat. He ordered Colleen to put
- 9:20her hands above her head, and when she hesitated, he
- 9:24pressed the knife harder against her throat. She did as
- 9:27she was told, and the man quickly put handcuffs on
- 9:30her after pulling her hands behind her back. He then
- 9:34blindfolded and gagged her, tied her ankles, and then in
- 9:39a horrifying move, he placed that wooden box that had
- 9:43been in the back seat onto her head. The box
- 9:47had a hole in the bottom, and when it opened,
- 9:49the hole split into two semicircles, so it basically hinged
- 9:52open and then hinged back shut onto her head and
- 9:56was locked with a metal lock. Now, when this box
- 9:59was closed, it was super tight and pinched her neck
- 10:03and made her feel like she couldn't breathe. This box
- 10:06also weighed about twenty pounds and was insulated and carpeted,
- 10:11which is really weird and also very disgusting. So, like
- 10:14I said, she was gagged, blindfolded, tied up, with this
- 10:18box on her head so tight that she thought she
- 10:20might suffocate. She was also in the pitch black the
- 10:25claustrophobia she must have felt like, I cannot even imagine.
- 10:28The man then made her lie down in the back
- 10:30seat and put her sleeping bag, which she had brought
- 10:33with her, over her body. Though the box was mostly soundproofed,
- 10:36she could still hear a little bit, and she heard
- 10:38the woman and baby get back into the car. They
- 10:41then started driving, though Colleen had no idea where they
- 10:44were going. Eventually she was able to hear other cars,
- 10:48meaning they were heading back into the city, likely Red
- 10:51Bluff or at least some city. At one point during
- 10:54the drive, she felt something heavy on her body and
- 10:57quickly realized it was the baby. They straight up put
- 11:01their baby on top of her, as if she was furniture.
- 11:05The baby began to cry, so they moved her off
- 11:08of Colleen and continued driving. It so fucking weird. Collein
- 11:11was sweating profusely this entire time. In May and northern California,
- 11:16it's pretty hot, and she had this insulated box on
- 11:18her head and a sleeping bag over her entire head
- 11:20and body. So she's just extremely uncomfortable, terrified. It's just horrifying.
- 11:27After what felt like hours, Colleen heard the car stop
- 11:32and heard the woman get out. A few minutes later,
- 11:35the woman came back and Colleen could smell food and
- 11:38realized the couple were sitting in their car eating burgers
- 11:42and fries. Which is it just feels psychotic to like
- 11:49have somebody in the back of your car with a
- 11:51box on their head, bound and gagged, and you're just
- 11:54having some fast food. It's so twisted. What the couple
- 11:59was doing was killing time, waiting for nightfall so that
- 12:02they could take Colleen out of the car and into
- 12:04their home at eleven forty Oak Street in Red Bluff. Now,
- 12:09I want to take a moment here to sidebar. I
- 12:12used to drive from Bend, Oregon, down to Los Angeles
- 12:16a few times a month actually for a while for work.
- 12:20And one time I brought my family with and we
- 12:23decided to stay the night somewhere so we didn't have
- 12:25to do like the eighteen hour drive all in one stretch.
- 12:27I guess it's like closer to twelve hours, but in
- 12:29any case, we decided to stay the night and we
- 12:32stayed in Red Bluff, and I knew about this case,
- 12:35so I looked up the address where it took place,
- 12:38and I went to see the house. And this house
- 12:41is so nondescript that people living there now have young children,
- 12:45which I guess is the same as this couple. There
- 12:47were like bicycles in the yard. It's a really cute house.
- 12:51You can definitely tell that there's a basement, which I'll
- 12:53talk about, But it's really weird because it's like a
- 12:56pretty modest house, and right next to it is like
- 12:59an old Victorian home that was like really beautiful, And
- 13:03anybody who knows me knows that, like I'm a thrift
- 13:05store and garage sale freak, and there happened to be
- 13:09a garage sale going on at the house next door,
- 13:12so I stopped and I ended up buying a Budweiser
- 13:15bowling ball from the eighties from this neighbor. And this
- 13:19neighbor they had told me that they lived in the neighborhood.
- 13:22It was like their parents' house. So these people almost
- 13:25for sure lived next to this couple while Colleen stan
- 13:30was their kidnap victim, hostage and as we'll see, slave.
- 13:35So I just wanted to call that out because it
- 13:37was such a crazy experience for me, and also kind
- 13:40of funny that I bought a bowling ball to commemorate
- 13:42the occasion. Yeah, anyway, so I just wanted to kind
- 13:46of call that out. So now they're at the house
- 13:50and the man unties Colleen's feet so that she can walk,
- 13:53and also removes the head box, but everything else stays
- 13:56in place, so she still gagged, blindfolded, and her hands
- 13:59are handcuffed behind her back. She's led down to the
- 14:02basement and the woman and baby go upstairs, but the
- 14:06man comes down with her, so she's now alone with him.
- 14:09This man first handcuffs her to a pipe, then undresses her,
- 14:13and then puts her hands into these like kind of
- 14:15stiff homemade leather cuffs, which he then hooks to the ceiling.
- 14:21Colleen was made to stand on what she later found
- 14:24out was an ice chest and was spread with her
- 14:27arms almost like in a in a y shape, almost
- 14:29like if she was on a crucifix. So her arms
- 14:32are up above her head to the sides. Pardon me,
- 14:36and she's standing on an ice chest. The man then
- 14:40kicked the ice chest out from under her feet. Colleen,
- 14:44still blindfolded and gagged, felt immediate intense pain in her
- 14:49wrists and shoulders, I mean searing, horrifying pain. So she
- 14:55began to struggle and kick and look for anything to
- 14:57put under her feet. Suddenly, the pain in her arms
- 15:01was accompanied by a searing pain across first her back
- 15:05and then her stomach as the man whipped her with
- 15:08a leather whip while telling her to stop moving and
- 15:11be still, and he sounded murderous. He was like, you stop,
- 15:16or I will never stop whipping you like he was relentless. Finally,
- 15:23somehow she is able to force herself to stop moving
- 15:28despite the horrific pain that she's in. She is able
- 15:32to just somehow calm her body and stop moving, and
- 15:37eventually he put the chest back under her feet. Now,
- 15:41to be clear, this type of hanging can suffocate you
- 15:44if you're left too long, and I think this man
- 15:47knew that and so he would always time it. So
- 15:50it was maximum pain, maximum suffering, but never causing death
- 15:55or even loss of consciousness I think due to hanging,
- 15:57although I do know that she lost consciousness from time
- 16:01to time, but maybe not from the hanging, probably from
- 16:04the pain. Because this is fucking horrific. The man then
- 16:08left Colleen alone sobbing silently into her blindfold and still
- 16:12with her arms over her head, and the man went upstairs.
- 16:16Before long, he was back with the woman, and Colleen
- 16:19could see through the bottom of her blindfold. She could
- 16:22barely see out of it, and she saw them doing
- 16:27something extremely disturbing. The two laid down on the ground
- 16:32at her feet on the floor of the basement and
- 16:36had sex while she remained strung up, naked and helpless.
- 16:41Once they were done, the woman went back upstairs and
- 16:43the man took Colleen down. He then put her into
- 16:46a box that was roughly roughly square and about three
- 16:50feet tall. It did have one opening on it so
- 16:53that he could access her, but it was otherwise enclosed
- 16:58and she was made to sit in there and uh,
- 17:01I'll explain in a second. So he removed her gag,
- 17:04and the moment she could speak, she began begging him
- 17:07to let her go. Unfortunately, this was cut short by
- 17:10him putting what she later learned was called the head
- 17:13box back on her head and snapping it shut. He
- 17:16then chained it and her hands to the top of
- 17:19the box, so she was forced to sit up with
- 17:21her hands above her head with this suffocating box on
- 17:24her head as well. The man then left her in
- 17:26the box, and Colleen, of course, began to panic. Her
- 17:30breathing was extremely labored, and she felt that she would
- 17:33certainly die if someone didn't help her and if she
- 17:36didn't get air. As a result, she began thrashing around
- 17:39the box, and finally, after what felt like forever, the
- 17:42man came back down. He angrily asked her what the
- 17:45problem was, and she said she couldn't breathe and it
- 17:48hurt so much to have her hands over her head.
- 17:51She begged him to let her take her hands down.
- 17:55In response, this horrible, horrible man not only did not
- 17:59remove the box, he instead decided to increase her pain
- 18:03and suffering by tying a strap around her ribs to
- 18:05the point where she felt they would break. It further
- 18:09restricted her breathing. So she's telling him I think I'm
- 18:12gonna die. I can't breathe, and he puts this around
- 18:16her to make it even harder. He then shut the
- 18:20box back up and left her for the night. So
- 18:25let's talk about this piece of shit. Cameron Hooker was
- 18:30nineteen years old when he met a very shy, fifteen
- 18:33year old girl named Janice. Cameron was born and raised
- 18:37in Red Bluff and had been a very uninteresting person
- 18:40in high school. He wasn't good at sports, didn't have
- 18:43great grades, and definitely was not very good looking. Basically,
- 18:47he was just a social outcast, but nobody ever said
- 18:50anything weird about him. He seemed like a perfectly normal person,
- 18:53just completely uninteresting and sort of a wallflower. He graduated,
- 19:00he went to work at the nearby mill, which was
- 19:02the biggest employer in Red Bluff, and while working at
- 19:05the mill, he was introduced to Janice, who was still
- 19:08in junior high. Mind you, the two began dating and
- 19:12Janie fell head over heels in love. She was essentially
- 19:16him as a girl, unremarkable, unimportant, unnoticed by most, so
- 19:20when Cameron at first lavished her with attention, it became
- 19:23like a drug to her, which is probably why when
- 19:26Cameron eventually asked her to engage in bondage with him,
- 19:30she agreed, even though she really didn't want to. Cameron would.
- 19:35He started slow, but eventually he was hanging her from trees,
- 19:41tying her up, hurting and scaring her. But she always
- 19:45allowed it because she loved him and because he would
- 19:47be so tender with her. Once he was done. So
- 19:50this went on for about a year and finally the
- 19:54two were married, and after that the abuse only escalated,
- 19:58though never as a result of anger. You see, Cameron
- 20:02had always been into bondage, even in high school. He
- 20:05would buy and obsess over bondage magazines and would replicate
- 20:08what he saw in them with jan After a while,
- 20:12Cameron seemed to grow bored of having sex with Janis
- 20:14in this way and began asking if she'd be open
- 20:17to bringing in another woman. Now, jan really did not
- 20:21want to do this, but she was so in love
- 20:24with and now somewhat afraid of Cameron, and she also
- 20:28didn't want to be in this pain anymore. It was unbearable,
- 20:32hanging by her wrists, being hit with the whip like
- 20:36she knew that it wasn't in anger, but it didn't matter,
- 20:40like it was abuse, and she didn't love it. So
- 20:43Cameron wanting to bring in another woman was not in
- 20:46the traditional sense of like, you know, a thrupple, what
- 20:49we call thrupple. Now, Cameron told her that he wanted
- 20:52a slave, and in fact a sex slave, someone who
- 20:56couldn't say no, someone who had no choice but to
- 20:59give in to all of his fantasies. At first, Janie
- 21:02like I said very against this that as she thought
- 21:05about it more, she realized it would take a lot
- 21:06of the abuse off of her and also she could
- 21:09use his request as a bargaining chip. Finally, Jane agreed,
- 21:14but only if Cameron would let her have a baby,
- 21:18because this is a great situation to bring a child into, right, Like,
- 21:21let's get a slave and a baby. So at this
- 21:24point she's either seventeen or maybe eighteen, so still very young,
- 21:28but even so, like talk about making bad decisions, right,
- 21:32Janie pretty quickly became pregnant, and meanwhile, Cameron set about
- 21:36preparing for his slave. He built out the aforementioned boxes,
- 21:40shored up the basement, and basically just got ready for
- 21:43an attack. But it kept not happening. He kept trying
- 21:47to find someone and it kept not working out. Janice
- 21:51gave birth, and still Cameron had not been able to
- 21:53find the slave. He even stalked a few women, but
- 21:56to no avail. Finally, on May seventeen, nineteen seventy seven,
- 22:01he met Colleen stan and he and jan put the
- 22:04plan into place. And that brings us back to Colleen
- 22:08in the box. Now she wasn't always in the box
- 22:12at first. In fact, she was most often left hanging
- 22:15on the wall, standing on the ice chest, so not
- 22:17like fully hanging still blindfolded and gagged and her head
- 22:21still in the box. And this would happen for about
- 22:24twenty three hours a day. The only time she was
- 22:27freed was after the Hooker family had had dinner and
- 22:30Cameron came down to attack her. He would beat her,
- 22:33whip her, otherwise abuse her, and then eventually feed her
- 22:37some meager scraps. She was given one meal per day,
- 22:42usually leftovers from the family dinner and water and nothing else.
- 22:47Now she was about I think five six and maybe
- 22:50one hundred and thirty five pounds, and eventually she got
- 22:53down to under one hundred pounds at one point living
- 22:56with this family, so that I mean she was really
- 22:59on like a starvation diet. She was not given enough food,
- 23:03enough nutrition. Colleen always had really beautiful thick hair, it
- 23:08ended up becoming thin and dull. Her skin was sallow,
- 23:12I mean, she just looked terrible. In addition to this,
- 23:17she was left with no access to a bathroom and
- 23:19would often soil herself, which angered Cameron, who would punish
- 23:23her with whippings and beatings. She still had no idea
- 23:27who these people were. But after a few weeks her
- 23:29situation did improve slightly as she was allowed to sleep
- 23:33in the box without the head box on. So she
- 23:36was then allowed to sleep in a three foot by
- 23:40three foot by three foot a three foot cube essentially,
- 23:44but she didn't have the headbox on, so at least
- 23:46there was that, and she wasn't hanging on the wall
- 23:48the whole time. She was still beaten, hung and I
- 23:52hadn't mentioned this yet, but she was also photographed extensively
- 23:54while in these situations, but at night she had her
- 23:58sleeping bag in this tiny box could actually sleep some.
- 24:02In fact, she now spent most of her time in
- 24:04this box, only coming out for food and abuse, but
- 24:08it was far far better than being strung up all
- 24:10day every day. She was still blindfolded and hadn't had
- 24:14use of her eyes besides to peer out of the
- 24:16tiny slit in the blindfold for weeks and weeks, but again,
- 24:21at least the head box was gone now. Colleen stopped
- 24:24having her period at this time because she lost so
- 24:27much weight, and she also had not showered since being
- 24:32being taken. She was in this captivity, living like this
- 24:37for three months before she was finally allowed to bathe,
- 24:42but even this turned into a form of torture by
- 24:45her captor. When she finally was given the opportunity to bathe,
- 24:50she was taken up to the bathroom blindfold still on,
- 24:53and Cameron, without warning, shoved her face under the water
- 24:58and held it there until she nearly died. When he
- 25:03removed her face, she gasped for air and felt pain
- 25:07in her lungs, probably because she had sucked in water.
- 25:11He then dunked her in a similar way multiple times
- 25:15before actually allowing her to bathe. This was just another
- 25:19form of torture and his way of reinforcing that he
- 25:21was in charge and that the only reason she was
- 25:24even getting to bathe was because he allowed her to
- 25:27and he could kill her anytime he wanted. Even after
- 25:32the shower, her hair was too maddened to brush out,
- 25:35so Jan cut over six inches off, leaving her formerly
- 25:39thick waist length hair just above her shoulders. She had
- 25:43also poured cooking oil into it to try to get
- 25:46the mats out, that's how bad it was, and that
- 25:49did not work. So now she has her hair's chopped
- 25:52off it's full of oil. It's just a disgusting situation. Now,
- 25:57this went on for months, living blindfolded in the box,
- 26:00no clue who her captors were tortured daily, barely fed.
- 26:05But I do want to note to this point she
- 26:08had not been actually raped, not yet anyway. Now, finally,
- 26:13after about six months, Cameron decided that he wanted to
- 26:16put Colleen to work. And this is the first time
- 26:20her blindfold was removed since she was taken. She lived
- 26:24with a blindfold on for six months straight. Whatever the reason,
- 26:29Cameron decided to give her her site back. She was
- 26:32ecstatic her first job, so she was basically he decided
- 26:37he's gonna let her see again because he wants to
- 26:39put her to work. That being said, her very first
- 26:42job she still wasn't able to see. She was to
- 26:46sand down a piece of wood that Cameron was going
- 26:48to fashion into either a carving or a tool, which
- 26:51he was then going to sell for extra money. This
- 26:54she actually did with another box on her head, which
- 26:56was larger and heavier than the first, and because of
- 26:59this she was able to lift her head because it's
- 27:01you know, the other one was twenty pounds. If this
- 27:03one's heavier than that, there's no way she's going to
- 27:05be able to hold it up without using her hands.
- 27:09Cameron quickly realized this, so he fashioned a pulley system
- 27:12for her, and she worked while still being blindfolded and
- 27:15in the box. Eventually, though, the box was removed and
- 27:19she was made to work in a tiny wood shop box,
- 27:22wherein she would do menial tasks like shelling nuts, crocheting
- 27:26items for the family to sell, and other small jobs.
- 27:29So basically like the definition of slave labor. But she
- 27:34did have more room in this workshop box, so for
- 27:37her her situation had once again slightly improved, which is
- 27:41a very sad way too at look at it, but
- 27:44you know, it was something she could see. She had
- 27:46more room to move and she had something to do.
- 27:48She wasn't just sitting there in isolation with her mind
- 27:52just being you know, just just shut in darkness all
- 27:55the time, which is so so bad for your mental
- 27:58health and like, you know, just your sense of self.
- 28:01I mean, it's horrifying. And I don't think it was
- 28:03an accident that he isolated her for so long before
- 28:07starting to have her do things for him. I think
- 28:09it was all part of his plan to manipulate and
- 28:12control her and to that point. The hangings, beatings, and
- 28:17assaults continued during this time, but again, you know, she's
- 28:21given a task. So now I want to take a
- 28:23moment to talk about the psychological effects of being in
- 28:25this type of deprivation for so long. Many states have
- 28:29limited how long a person can be in solitary confinement
- 28:32to between fifteen and twenty days, and have outlawed it
- 28:35for multiple groups of people, including children, which like, yeah, obviously,
- 28:40and disabled people, which is kind of another obvious one.
- 28:44Other states have outlawed it entirely, and unfortunately some have
- 28:47not outlawed it at all. But the idea that so
- 28:50many have, and that there's a general consensus that you
- 28:53can't keep people like this for you know, months and
- 28:56months and years at a time, just goes to show
- 28:59how tearle this is for your mental health. If actual
- 29:03prisons are like, oh yeah, that's too far, it's cruel
- 29:06and unusual punishment. And to be clear, solitary confinement is
- 29:11not even as bad as what Colleen went through. What
- 29:13Colleen went through was a total loss of any sort
- 29:16of stimulation for months on end, and the only thing
- 29:19that she knew was like isolation, and pain and darkness,
- 29:23So to say that this will mess with the person's
- 29:25mind is a vast understatement. To Cameron, the idea of
- 29:29breaking someone was beyond his wildest dreams. And I hate
- 29:32to say it, but he was very good at this.
- 29:35This was one of the only things that he was
- 29:37actually good at, which is not a flex in any way.
- 29:41The fact that Colleen later said that she felt grateful
- 29:44for the freedom grateful to Cameron is a prime example
- 29:48of how this sort of brainwashing occurs, and it's really sick.
- 29:53So pretty quickly after Colleen started this new pattern of
- 29:56working in the tiny workshop box and being able to
- 29:58see for most of the day, things changed again. Camen
- 30:02and Jan, whose names Colleen had finally learned over time,
- 30:06had been able to buy themselves a plot of land nearby,
- 30:08still in Red Bluff, but more on the outskirts, away
- 30:11from neighbors and prying eyes, and they put a single
- 30:14white trailer out there for themselves to live in. Around
- 30:18this time, a little bit later, like once they moved,
- 30:22Jan also became pregnant again, so everything is changing. They
- 30:26moved into the trailer and of course brought Colleen with them.
- 30:30Cameren did what he could remove the evidence of her
- 30:32captivity in the basement from the rented house, and was
- 30:34pretty successful as nobody asked any questions, so they sort
- 30:37of got away with it, at least to that point.
- 30:40Now they were away from their neighbors, they didn't have
- 30:42to be scared to whip and torture Colleen like. They
- 30:45could make all the noise they wanted, even though at
- 30:47this point she'd been trained to be quiet and also
- 30:50made sort of a promise to herself that she wouldn't cry.
- 30:54But they were definitely more free to do with her
- 30:57what they wanted. There was one problem, where was she
- 31:01going to sleep without a basement, a trailer, a double
- 31:04wire or a single wid I mean, does not have
- 31:06a basement. Cameron's answer was crazy, but it worked. He
- 31:11built a box that basically slid in and out from
- 31:13under the bed, like a pull out drawer or like
- 31:15a bottom freezer. This box was long enough for calling
- 31:19to lie down in fully and just wide enough for
- 31:22her to sort of move around if she needed to.
- 31:25She was given a bedpan, and there was an old
- 31:27hair dryer set on cold that would circulate the air
- 31:30day in and day out. It didn't cool the air,
- 31:33It just kind of moved it, so on hot days
- 31:35she would be sweating profusely, thinking she might die of
- 31:38heat stroke. And at this point she went back to
- 31:41spending about twenty three hours a day in this box
- 31:45fairly slowly once they I feel like everything. Every time
- 31:48something changed, the answer was to stick her back in
- 31:51the box and just torture her like kind of like
- 31:54ground zero again. Right. Finally, though, she was allowed out
- 31:57and started helping around the house, even babysit the two
- 32:01young girls. Now, before we get too much into that,
- 32:04I'm going to go back for a second here to
- 32:05discuss how Colleen was given this new freedom without Cameron
- 32:08and Jan being terrified that she would run away. The
- 32:12answer was simple. Cameron made Colleen a slave contract and
- 32:15told her a really crazy tale about an international group
- 32:19of super powerful men who had slaves all over the world.
- 32:23This group was called the Company, and according to Cameron,
- 32:28they were everywhere. His father and brother, who she would
- 32:31occasionally hear coming and out of the house, were supposedly
- 32:34in this group, as were many police officers and people
- 32:37of high ranking status, as well as people in the
- 32:40city of Red Bluff. Now, according to Cameron, these people
- 32:44were all powerful. They were able to get away with
- 32:47anything because they had so many police and lawyers and
- 32:51judges and politicians on their payroll. He told her stories
- 32:55of people who had attempted to escape before, like slaves
- 32:58that had tried to get away from the company, and
- 33:00the horrible things that would happen to them. He said,
- 33:03one woman escaped and when she was caught, first her
- 33:06fingers were surgically removed without anesthesia, then her hands, then
- 33:11her arms, then her legs. He said she was tied
- 33:16up by her hair and hung in her master's bedroom
- 33:20for a year until she finally died. He also told
- 33:24her that Janis was a former slave and that she
- 33:27had been in trouble for like again, trying to run away,
- 33:32so they had done something really horrible to her that
- 33:34resulted in her knees having terrible scars on them. In reality,
- 33:37Janis had had to have knee surgery, but he kind
- 33:40of used this to sell this lie and said that
- 33:43they were going to kill Janis, but he took pity
- 33:45on her and married her. So she was a former
- 33:48slave that was now his wife, and this sort of
- 33:51also explained why she was subjected to some of this
- 33:53bondage in the same way, because it just made sense.
- 33:57Like she was a former slave, she was used to it.
- 33:59That's why this worked out right. Anyway, The contract itself
- 34:03was horrifying on top of all else, and noted that
- 34:06she was only to ever call him master and never
- 34:08by his name. It basically said that she was his
- 34:11slave forever, would always obey it, would never run away
- 34:14or try for help, which would be dangerous anyway, according
- 34:17to Cameron because you know who's in the company, and
- 34:20was essentially give her life over to Cameron entirely. Colleen
- 34:24horrified at this and still not fully brainwashed at this
- 34:29point because it was still pretty early on, you know,
- 34:30she asked, like, what happens if I refused to sign?
- 34:33Cameron said, well, I'm just going to sign for you anyway,
- 34:35and I'll make you wish you had, so, basically under
- 34:38threat of you know, violence, she signed, and from there
- 34:42on out she was given a little bit more freedom,
- 34:44not exactly at first, but once Cameron felt the contract
- 34:48and the idea of the company had really soaked in,
- 34:50he started allowing her these freedoms that I was sort
- 34:53of talking about. She was also given a slave name,
- 34:57Ka Powers, and that's just the letter K And later
- 35:01on I'm going to touch on just a little bit
- 35:03the story of O, which is one of his favorite
- 35:06books and very much aligns with like what he's doing.
- 35:11Also on this contract, he was called Michael Powers and
- 35:14Janis was called Janet Powers. Even after signing, Cameron continued
- 35:19to terrify Colleen with tales of the company, saying their
- 35:23headquarters were in Sacramento, so not even far away, and
- 35:26that everyone was in their group and on their payroll. Now,
- 35:30after she signed, she was given a slave caller to
- 35:32wear around her neck and so began her life as
- 35:35Kay the house slave. Also, before their move to the trailer,
- 35:38Colleen experienced her first rape by Cameron. And I hadn't
- 35:42touched on this before, but part of the deal between
- 35:44Cameron and jan was that he could keep a sex slave,
- 35:47but he was not allowed to actually have sex with her.
- 35:50The sex was only for him and jan Now, weirdly,
- 35:53Jan is actually religious, which, like, I realize how weird
- 35:56that sounds, But I honestly think I had a little
- 35:59bit more to do with jealousy than anything, and that
- 36:02was sort of just her excuse because she just didn't
- 36:04want him having sex with other women, because in all
- 36:07of this, Jan is still very insecure. I mean, the
- 36:10things she lets him do to her are you know,
- 36:13a sign of that. Obviously, in any case, Cameron decided
- 36:17to just try it anyway. A few nights before they moved,
- 36:21Cameron brought Colleen up to the bedroom and had both
- 36:23women lay with him naked. He started kind of with
- 36:28Jan and then moved on to Colleen, and as he
- 36:30began raping Colleen, Jan got up clearly upset and went
- 36:34to get dressed. Cameron ended up stopping grabbing Jan and
- 36:38calming her down. He then kind of put an end
- 36:40to the whole thing and put Colleen back in the basement.
- 36:43Didn't try this again for the for a while, but
- 36:45the damage was definitely done and the relationship between Jan
- 36:49and Kay was changed from that moment like they had
- 36:52never I mean, they didn't really have much of a
- 36:54relationship at this point because Colleen was just being abused.
- 36:58But now Jan had a hatred for her, which is
- 37:02really frustrating because it's Cameron that she should hate, and
- 37:05I think in a lot of points she did, but again,
- 37:08she felt helpless and she was still kind of wanting
- 37:12his affection I think that was sort of the nature
- 37:14of their relationship, so the only thing she really could
- 37:16do was hate Colleen, and she definitely did so. Again.
- 37:20This is a big part of why I think she
- 37:23ended up back in a box twenty three hours a day,
- 37:25whereas she had started to get a little bit of freedom.
- 37:27It was sort of in reaction to Jan's response to
- 37:31that situation. During these first few months in the new trailer,
- 37:35Colleen spent these twenty three hours a day in a box.
- 37:38The box was actually smaller than the first one since
- 37:40it had to fit under the bed, and she was
- 37:42only allowed to shower every two or so weeks, so
- 37:45two to every two to three weeks she would get
- 37:47a shower, and she was regularly tortured, And around this
- 37:51time the torture really ramped up, I think as part
- 37:54of her having to sort of regain their trust even
- 37:58though she didn't do anything wrong. He would also hang
- 38:01her by her wrists, and he actually hadn't done this
- 38:04in a while, so she began writhing in pain because
- 38:08she was like it had been a few months since
- 38:11he had done this to her, and as a result,
- 38:13she just wasn't used to it, so to stop her
- 38:17from moving around. He tied something very heavy to her legs,
- 38:21which only made the pain worse. When Colleen continued to
- 38:26move basically uncontrollably, he went and got matches and burned
- 38:31her with them, and he burned her breasts and she
- 38:34had scars for the rest of her life. She still
- 38:36has scars to this day now. After their second little
- 38:39girl was born, Jan ended up going back to work
- 38:42because the family needed money. Cameron mostly worked nights, so
- 38:47during the day when Jan was gone, he would take
- 38:49Colleen out of the box more and more, and in
- 38:53part this was to do chores and watch the young girls,
- 38:55which Cameron definitely lied to Jan about, but it was
- 38:59also to torture and rape her. And this is when
- 39:02the rapes became more consistent because Jan was gone so
- 39:07Cameron could get away with it, and he obviously had
- 39:09no respect for her and just wanted to do whatever
- 39:11he wanted to do, so as long as she was
- 39:13out of the house he was free to fully sexually
- 39:17abuse Colleen in addition to the torture. This all started
- 39:21about nineteen seventy nine and the girls were I think
- 39:24about under a year and about three years old, so
- 39:28very young and Colleen was like a mother to them
- 39:30during this time. She would always disappear when jan came home,
- 39:34and Cameron would of course only admit to having her
- 39:36cook dinner. But we know later on we found out
- 39:39that she was basically like a mother, and in fact,
- 39:42sometimes the little girls would call her mommy, which is
- 39:44just so fucked up. About this time, Cameron also built
- 39:48a new torture device called the stretcher. Now, this was
- 39:51a fucking medieval torture device that they used to use
- 39:54in medieval times to tear people apart, and Cameron used
- 39:58this on Colleen, pulling her body tighter and tighter. He
- 40:02did this constantly. This was like his favorite new torture device.
- 40:06He even told her, I'm not doing this because I'm
- 40:08angry at you. I'm doing this because I like it.
- 40:12It's absolutely disgusting. The first time he used it, he
- 40:16told her so tightly that he popped her shoulder out
- 40:20of place. He dislocated it and also broke one of
- 40:23the wriststraps. At this point, Cameron forced Colleen to try
- 40:27to beg for mercy, but Colleen was in so much
- 40:30pain she could barely whimper From there. Cameron was so
- 40:34turned on that he forced her to give him oral
- 40:37sex and then threw her back into the box. So
- 40:41this was the type of thing that she was subjected
- 40:43to every single day while Jan was away at work.
- 40:48Things went on like this for a while, but eventually
- 40:51the couple started letting Colleen out of her box more
- 40:54and more while both of them were home, allowing her
- 40:57more time out to do chores and to care for
- 40:58the girls, which jam didn't love but was getting more
- 41:01used to. At one point, they even asked her what
- 41:04she wanted for her birthday, and having not celebrated a
- 41:08single thing in the three years she'd been in captivity,
- 41:11she asked for only a Bible, which she was granted.
- 41:15The reason she asked for this is she felt that
- 41:16the only thing she had in her life keeping her
- 41:18going was God, and she wanted to strengthen her relationship
- 41:22with him. Shortly thereafter, Jan lost her job and things
- 41:26were tight for the family, so Cameron was trying to
- 41:28figure out ways to use Colleen to make money. He
- 41:32took her first to Vegas, forcing her to panhandle, and
- 41:35then had her do it two other times, including in
- 41:38Red Bluff. However, this wasn't as lucrative as he had hoped,
- 41:41so he kind of put an end to it. Jan
- 41:45actually got another job after a while, and at that
- 41:48point Colleen was more free. She was given more freedom,
- 41:52so she was sort of more officially taking care of
- 41:54the girls and basically just like a regular part of life.
- 41:58The girls knew who she was. She was known as Kay,
- 42:01so things were starting to really form as basically she
- 42:03was just like a slave, like she was out most
- 42:05of the time, but doing cooking, cleaning, childcare, all of that. Now,
- 42:11as time went on, more people moved into the neighborhood
- 42:13and Cameron's family started coming over regularly, so Cameron decided
- 42:18to say that Colleen was a living babysitter who helped
- 42:20around the house, which was a half truth. This seemed
- 42:25to quell any questions neighbors had, as she now regularly
- 42:29worked in the garden, planting and tending to food producing plants,
- 42:32also cooking and cleaning, caring for the children, all the
- 42:35things I kind of talked about. At one point, for
- 42:37no reason she could come up with, Cameron even let
- 42:40Colleen write a letter to her sister Bonnie. Now Colleen
- 42:44had been asking and asking and asking, and finally he
- 42:47said yes, but he had told her over and over like,
- 42:50the company won't let you do it, the company won't
- 42:52let you do it. Finally he was like, yeah, the
- 42:54company agreed and let her write a letter. Now the letter,
- 42:57of course, had to be very vague and only say
- 43:00I'm living with the family up north. I'm okay, everything's great.
- 43:03But it was a huge thing because this was the
- 43:05first time in almost four years that her family had
- 43:08heard from her, and they had been looking for her
- 43:10the entire time. Her family thought she was dead or
- 43:14thought she could be, so this was a huge thing
- 43:16for her to be able to reach out and let
- 43:17them know she was in fact alive. Shortly after this, Colleen,
- 43:22I think, kind of sensing that she had a little
- 43:24bit more trust, kept pushing and was finally allowed to
- 43:28call and speak to her family, though again Cameron stood there,
- 43:32listened in and was like, you say one wrong thing,
- 43:35the company is going to kill your whole family. So
- 43:37she called in. It was her sister Bonnie who answered,
- 43:39and they had like a five minute conversation. Bonnie later
- 43:43said she sounded quiet and aloof and wouldn't give any
- 43:47real answers as to where she was or what she
- 43:49was doing. Cameron was playing a very dangerous game here,
- 43:52but also sort of testing the waters to see how
- 43:55much control he had over Colleen, and it was quite
- 43:58a lot. From here, Colleen sort of kept pushing and
- 44:03kind of asking to see her family, like can I
- 44:06go see my family? And at first Cameron was like,
- 44:08absolutely not. No slave has ever been able to do this.
- 44:12We're never going to let that happen. But eventually at
- 44:15the end of nineteen eighty he told her the company
- 44:19said okay, and that he could take her down to
- 44:22see her family in Riverside. Now. Prior to this is
- 44:25what Colleen later called her year out. This was a
- 44:29year where her life was almost normal, or at least outwardly.
- 44:34She was given permission to go on jogs, though Cameron
- 44:37and Jan timed her her job to ensure she wasn't
- 44:40even a minute late. Each time she was allowed to
- 44:43go outside, she talked to neighbors. She was basically just
- 44:47a part of the family, at least to outsiders. She
- 44:50also was not being sexually assaulted as much, like not
- 44:53nearly as much, and also not tortured very much. She
- 44:56was sort of allowed to just exist in in a
- 45:01service role. An unpaid sort of service role. Jan was
- 45:05very unhappy with this arrangement, both morally because she had
- 45:09always kind of had a problem with Colleen being a slave,
- 45:13which is like fair, you know, she should have had
- 45:15a much bigger problem with it, but at least she
- 45:17felt a little bad, but I think even more so
- 45:19out of jealousy. Colleen was pretty much now on the
- 45:22same level as Jan, except that she slept in a
- 45:25box under the bed and Jan was allowed to tell
- 45:27her what to do. They both took care of the girls,
- 45:30they both did suffer some amount of sexual abuse, they
- 45:33both did housework, and they both did whatever Cameron told
- 45:36them to do, so it was a very similar thing.
- 45:39This caused the women to bicker and fight constantly, with
- 45:43Colleen feeling confident enough to even complain about Jan to Cameron.
- 45:47The other part of this is that so Cameron was
- 45:50making Colleen keep record like keep a diary and write
- 45:55about her experiences as being his slave. Colleen attempted to
- 46:00sort of appease Cameron or gain favor with him, would
- 46:03write fantastical shit about how she loved Cameron and how
- 46:07she wanted to be his slave, pretending that she didn't
- 46:11know he was going to read it, you know, so
- 46:12like these are her inner thoughts and Cameron's reading them,
- 46:15and like, oh she loves me, Oh she thinks I'm
- 46:17so great. And this worked, like a lot of the
- 46:20torture was shorter, it was less intense, It happened less
- 46:24often the more she wrote about how much she loved Cameron.
- 46:27So this manipulation was great, except that Jan got ahold
- 46:31of the diary and read it and believed what Colleen
- 46:34was writing. So Jan believed that Colleen was in love
- 46:38with Cameron, and this made her very angry and very
- 46:41jealous and put a huge strain on their relationship. Jan
- 46:45also read at this time that Cameron had been raping Colleen,
- 46:49although Colleen, I think wrote about it in that they
- 46:52were having sex. So Jan had been lied to this
- 46:55whole time and just found this out. And again, instead
- 46:57of being upset with Cameron, she was upset with Colleen.
- 47:01So they had been fighting for like an entire year,
- 47:04and Cameron was like, I cannot deal with this anymore now.
- 47:08I don't know if he told Colleen what was going
- 47:10to happen, but in his mind he decided it was
- 47:12time for Colleen to go back in the box full time. Now,
- 47:16right before he decided to put her away, he told her,
- 47:19I'm going to take you to see your family. So
- 47:21what he did is he had her say goodbye to
- 47:23the girls, He had her say goodbye to the neighbors.
- 47:26He told everybody that she was going to go back
- 47:28down to Riverside to live with their family. She was
- 47:31done working for them, right, So this is how he
- 47:34sort of made the excuse that she was going to disappear.
- 47:38Before he took her to see her family, he made
- 47:40her do a bunch of tests to prove herself, and
- 47:44these tests included putting a shotgun in her mouth and
- 47:47pulling the trigger. Now, the shotgun wasn't loaded, but this
- 47:51was Cameron's way of continuing to break her down mentally
- 47:54and also test her loyalty. He also strung her up
- 47:57in the barn at her dad's house and was about
- 47:59to torture her when his dad came home and caught
- 48:02her putting her clothes back on. For whatever reason, this
- 48:05was never spoken about, but it was yet another test.
- 48:09And then he did take her down to see her family. Now,
- 48:12before he did this, he took her to Sacramento, where
- 48:16he went into the supposed headquarters of the company, and
- 48:19what he did he was walked into like a high
- 48:21rise in Sacramento, like some building, and just like probably
- 48:24walked around for twenty minutes and then came back. So
- 48:27what he was doing here was just reinforcing her fears
- 48:30and making sure she didn't betray him. He was also
- 48:33again testing to see how far he could push this
- 48:35without getting caught, right, So he did this, and then
- 48:39he took her to see her family, and he actually
- 48:41dropped her off and she spent just about twenty four
- 48:43hours with her family without Cameron. She was so happy.
- 48:48She told her family she loved them so many times.
- 48:51She just was like ecstatic, but she never told them
- 48:56anything about what was going on for fear of being killed.
- 49:00At one point, she's with her family and Cameron calls
- 49:02and says, I'm going to be there in fifteen minutes.
- 49:04When he arrived at the house, he introduced himself to
- 49:06her father and sisters as Mike Colleen's fiance. He said
- 49:12very little, only that they needed to get going and
- 49:14that they couldn't give an address or phone number as
- 49:16they were in the middle of a move, but they
- 49:18would reach out once they were settled. They then left
- 49:22and drove back to Red Bluff. During the car ride,
- 49:27Colleen began sobbing uncontrollably, and when Cameron asked her if
- 49:31she had a good time, she said, yes, it was wonderful.
- 49:34Thank you so much, Master for allowing me to see
- 49:38my family. From here began maybe the worst three years
- 49:43of her captivity. She spent three years being stuck inside
- 49:48this box, barely bigger than herself, with nothing but darkness
- 49:52in a tiny hole to peer out of from under
- 49:55the bed. Colleen suffered urinary tract in infections, She was sick,
- 50:02she got strep throat, and Cameron refused to do anything
- 50:06to help her, so she had to sweat out these
- 50:08infections and luckily did not die from them. But she
- 50:12was left in this box twenty three hours a day.
- 50:15When she was taken out, she was beaten and tortured severely,
- 50:19like worse than she had ever been. She was in
- 50:22the dark for so long that her skin turned nearly
- 50:25white and her hair started to fall out. She was
- 50:29only fed four or five meals per day, and at
- 50:32one point, once again she got down to under one
- 50:35hundred pounds. She was extremely sick. One weekend Cameron and
- 50:41jan left for the entire weekend and left her in
- 50:44the box with no food or water. When they came back,
- 50:47she was so weak she could barely stand and almost died.
- 50:51One time, in a fit of anger, Colleen kicked out
- 50:54the bottom of the box, not realizing she was strong
- 50:57enough to do so. She laid there in fear trem
- 51:00wondering what Cameron would do when he came home. She
- 51:03did not run away because she was afraid of what
- 51:05would happen to her and what the company would do
- 51:07to her. When Cameron got home, weirdly, he was not upset,
- 51:11and he just fixed the box and put her back
- 51:12in it. That was really it. So I think one
- 51:15of the craziest things about him and the way that
- 51:17he acted was it was completely unpredictable, and I think
- 51:21that was a big part of the fear and the
- 51:24control that he had over her. She didn't ever know
- 51:26what to expect now. Also, during this time, Cameron had
- 51:30an idea to put a dungeon under the shed outside
- 51:35and he and Colleen would spend hours digging this hole,
- 51:38and this was essentially the only thing that she could
- 51:40do while she was in the box to get out
- 51:43was to go dig this hole, which is probably very
- 51:45difficult for her, considering she was like slowly starving to death,
- 51:49so to put forward this much energy was probably pretty crazy,
- 51:53but at least she was out of the box now.
- 51:56Once the hole was large enough, they also put concrete
- 52:00locks in it to make it like a room. Now,
- 52:03Cameron said he wanted to kidnap more slaves, and Colleen
- 52:06knew that that meant she was gonna have to abuse
- 52:09those women when they came under his control. And she
- 52:12was terrified because she saw what jan was doing to her,
- 52:16and she just figured it would be sort of like
- 52:19top down kind of thing. Now they got this built
- 52:22out and Colleen was allowed to live in there, and
- 52:28it was a huge improvement over the box because she
- 52:30could stand up, she could sit down, she could move around.
- 52:33It was outside, but at least she was free. She
- 52:37was in the dark, she was underground, but she was free.
- 52:40Cameron had put like a you know, plywood over it
- 52:43and then something heavy on it so she couldn't get out,
- 52:45but it was far far better than the tiny little
- 52:48dungeon that she'd been in. Now. Unfortunately, by the time
- 52:51they finished building this out, it was wintertime. And the
- 52:55rains came, and despite Cameron's best efforts, the whole started
- 53:00to fill up with water, and the water got to
- 53:03Colleen's knees before Cameron finally let her out and brought
- 53:07her back inside and unfortunately put her back in the box.
- 53:11So I think Cameron was really upset about this because
- 53:13his idea was to build multiple rooms, and when they
- 53:16had dug out this dungeon, they started to dig out
- 53:19sort of like a like a walkway almost to get
- 53:23to the next dungeon that they were going to build
- 53:25so that he could fill his yard with slaves, which
- 53:28is absolutely fucking insane. Now, during this time, Cameron also
- 53:33continued to rape Colleen and Jan again, like he told her, Okay,
- 53:38I've been doing it for a while, I'm not going
- 53:39to do it anymore. And she found out again And
- 53:42the worst thing for Cameron about Jan finding out again
- 53:47was that she began to feel bad for Colleen and
- 53:50to blame Cameron for his actions. Finally, finally, this is
- 53:55all starting to boil over. And I don't know if
- 53:57I mentioned this, I don't believe I did, but there
- 53:59were least two times that Jan had left Cameron during
- 54:04these years because she was so upset about what was
- 54:07going on. Now she had gone to live with her sister,
- 54:10I believe both times, and you know, it didn't last
- 54:13more than like a weekend, maybe a week at most,
- 54:15but it goes to show the inner turmoil that she
- 54:18was facing and that she was not happy with this,
- 54:21even though I don't really feel super sorry for her
- 54:24because she let this go on, and she of course
- 54:26had a choice, but it just goes to show that
- 54:29she has something of a conscience. And so when she
- 54:33kind of starts to realize that Colleen, you know, she's
- 54:35almost dead, you know, in this box and still being
- 54:39sexually assaulted, I think something just sort of clicked inside
- 54:42of Jan and she just started to feel bad for Colleen.
- 54:45So now we're at the end of nineteen eighty four,
- 54:47Colleen is turning twenty seven years old, and it's been
- 54:50about two and a half almost three years that she
- 54:53has just been in isolation. She had a very short
- 54:56amount of time in the dungeon, and otherwise she's just
- 54:59been in the box pretty much near death. On the
- 55:02night of her birthday, which is New Year's Eve, Cameron
- 55:05and Jan bring her out of the box. They take
- 55:07her into the kitchen and they have a cake. They
- 55:10have a fucking birthday cake waiting for her, this woman
- 55:13that has been abused to the brink of death for
- 55:15years now, They're like, come into the kitchen, we're gonna
- 55:18see you happy birthday, and they did. They sang her
- 55:19Happy Birthday. They all had cake together, and from there
- 55:24Colleen again began to see more freedom. So the pendulum swings.
- 55:28You know, she was on lockdown, then she got a
- 55:32bunch of freedom. Back to lockdown. Now the freedom's coming
- 55:35back again. At first, the freedom only really came at night,
- 55:39but eventually she's given not just the same freedoms that
- 55:42she had, but far more. Cameron not only reintroduced her
- 55:46to his daughters, but also to the neighbors, saying like,
- 55:48look who's back. And Jan did the same things as
- 55:52though Kay, you know, had chosen to come back to
- 55:54work for the family once again. At this time, along
- 55:57with her freedom, her relationship with Jan also began to grow,
- 56:01and they eventually came to consider each other they're best friends.
- 56:04Like they were each other's best friends. They were also
- 56:06each other's only friends for reasons that I think we
- 56:09can all understand. The two of them bonded over reading
- 56:12the Bible, which Cameron allowed because he would then use
- 56:15passages as a means of control, controlling the women either
- 56:18by like misquoting it or by using quotes about like
- 56:21obeying their husband, even though you know Colleen's not married
- 56:23to him, but it's just all manipulation. However, allowing these
- 56:28women to bond was the biggest mistake that Cameron could
- 56:31have ever made, and one I'm very glad that he did,
- 56:34because he was just he had so much bravado, like
- 56:36he was so arrogant about this at this point that
- 56:39I don't think he realized what was going on. I
- 56:42also don't think Colleen really realized. I think she was
- 56:44just really happy to have a friend and sort of
- 56:47feel like she had a normal life. Not normal, but
- 56:50you know, like close to normal, like as normal as
- 56:53it's gonna get right now. Over the years, like we said,
- 56:56Colleen would write letters to Cameron and it was love
- 56:59letters and cards, and as you can guess later on
- 57:03in the trial, this was a big point of contention.
- 57:05But this was just one of myriad ways that Colleen
- 57:08chose to try to survive, like I said, by endearing
- 57:11herself to Cameron, Collen was attempting to humanize herself to
- 57:14him to gain sympathy and better treatment, and eventually some
- 57:18of these thoughts kind of did start to stick, like
- 57:21a Stockholm syndrome kind of deal. After over seven years
- 57:25of living this life, it made sense that in order
- 57:27to protect her very weak sense of self, that she
- 57:29would create a world in which she did love her captor.
- 57:32So I think, you know, we all normalize the lives
- 57:35we live, even if they aren't the best, and especially
- 57:37if we can't do anything about the situation. And I
- 57:40think this sort of false love for Cameron, along with
- 57:42this new friendship with Jan, gave Colleen a better feeling
- 57:46about her life. But meanwhile, Jan, who's obviously been very
- 57:50good about compartmentalizing things, is being torn apart inside. I just,
- 57:57you know, I want to feel for Jan, but I
- 57:59just kind of now. I don't know if I had
- 58:01mentioned this already, but he did make the two women
- 58:03have sex with each other in front of him, saying
- 58:05it was God's plan, and also saying that God told
- 58:08him that Colleen needed sex. So he's moving from having
- 58:13the company make decisions like every day. He's like the company,
- 58:17the company, the company, like drilling that into her head.
- 58:20And now he's seeing these two women are getting really
- 58:22into God, so he's using God to control them. It
- 58:25went from like the company says this, the company says that,
- 58:28to God says this, and God says that. So he's
- 58:31really just kind of moving along with whatever is going
- 58:35to control them best. And for whatever reason, I think
- 58:39because Cameron truly felt that he had ultimate control, he
- 58:42allowed Colleen to get a job. He actually let her
- 58:46leave the house and go to work. Of course, he
- 58:49kept all of the money, but this was a very
- 58:51risky thing. So Colleen got a job working as a
- 58:55maid in a nearby motel and was quickly considered the
- 58:58hotel's best employee due to her work and friendly nature.
- 59:01Where now I think, I said in nineteen eighty four,
- 59:04Jan and Colleen are very into the Bible and she's working,
- 59:07and they finally asked Cameron, hey, can we go to
- 59:09church together? He says they may because she's been going
- 59:13to work and there's no issues so far, so he's like, yeah,
- 59:16go ahead, go to church. This was his biggest mistake yet. Jan,
- 59:20full of guilt and hatred and fear, started talking to
- 59:24the pastor at the church sometimes with Colleen, sometimes without
- 59:28always asking vague but leading questions about their situation and
- 59:31what she should do. She always made it sound more
- 59:34like a case of infidelity, but even this prompted the
- 59:37pastor to tell her to leave Cameron. Finally, she told
- 59:41him a little bit more about the situation and he said, look,
- 59:44you are all living in sin. She basically told him like,
- 59:47we're a thrupple and he's like, huh uh. God is
- 59:50not down with that. And for whatever reason, him telling
- 59:54her like, hey, you're living in sin was what it took.
- 59:57It was a straw that broke the camel's back. So
- 1:00:00on Thursday, August ninth, nineteen eighty four, at eleven thirty am,
- 1:00:05Jan went to the hotel where Colleen worked and asked
- 1:00:08to talk to her. It was then that she told
- 1:00:11her everything She told her. The company wasn't real, Cameron
- 1:00:16wasn't a part of any sort of international slave group,
- 1:00:19his family had no idea what was going on, and
- 1:00:21Colleen was free to go at any time. Colleen collapsed
- 1:00:28to the ground, overwhelmed by this information and basically beating
- 1:00:31herself up for being so stupid, and Jan was like,
- 1:00:34it's not your fault, like you have been so traumatized
- 1:00:38and Jan's been traumatized. So the two women cried and
- 1:00:41held each other. And then, of course, because this is
- 1:00:44how Colleen is, she finished her last day at work.
- 1:00:47She told her boss, I have to quit. But she
- 1:00:49finished her day and then she and Jan immediately went
- 1:00:53back to the pastor and told him the truth and
- 1:00:55asked him what to do. The man said, they need
- 1:00:58to get as far away from Cameron as possible immediately. Now,
- 1:01:02the problem with this was that it was almost four
- 1:01:03pm because Cameron was about to get off work and
- 1:01:06was expecting them to pick him up, so so they
- 1:01:09wouldn't be safe to try to leave that night because
- 1:01:11he was going to be home. So the pastor said,
- 1:01:13you know, play it cool for the night, leave the
- 1:01:15following morning after he goes to work. Now Colleen of
- 1:01:19course saw the danger in this because Jan could change
- 1:01:21her mind at any moment, but they agreed and she
- 1:01:25just decided to take her chance. And also, as a
- 1:01:28side note, like why did this pastor let them leave?
- 1:01:30Why didn't he call the police? Like we'll never know
- 1:01:32what was going through his head that he didn't get involved.
- 1:01:35I think maybe it was that they were asking him
- 1:01:37not to, and he respected their wishes. But that's pretty
- 1:01:40fucking crazy to me if he believed a word of
- 1:01:43what they said, because this was seven and a half
- 1:01:44fucking years anyway, So they go home, they act normal.
- 1:01:48Jan actually said that she had a stomach ache, and
- 1:01:50she and Colleen slept on the floor in the living room,
- 1:01:53because I should tell you that they had now started
- 1:01:55letting Colleen sleep on the floor in her sleeping bag,
- 1:01:59so she wasn't even in the box anymore, like she
- 1:02:01was truly being integrated into their life, like a not
- 1:02:05an equal, definitely, but much less in the slave role
- 1:02:09and much more like a second wife almost. So that night, anyway,
- 1:02:13the two of them slept on the floor. Cameron slept
- 1:02:15in the bed. Interestingly, he let that happen. I don't
- 1:02:19know what was going on, but anyway, he left for work.
- 1:02:21The next morning, the women packed up their stuff, grabbed
- 1:02:25the girls, and went to Jan's sister's house. Now only
- 1:02:29about a day or so later, Colleen said that the
- 1:02:31voice of God came to her. This was the same
- 1:02:33voice that told her to run when she was in
- 1:02:35the bathroom, and she didn't listen then, but this time
- 1:02:37she did listen. He told her, you need to leave Jan,
- 1:02:40and you need to go home to your family in Riverside.
- 1:02:43You need to get out of here. So Colleen calls
- 1:02:45her dad and says, Hi, it's me, Sorry. I haven't
- 1:02:47talked to you in four fucking years. Can you send
- 1:02:49me one hundred dollars? And he's like, I'll send you
- 1:02:51however much money you want, So he sends her money.
- 1:02:53She gets a bus ticket to go back to Riverside,
- 1:02:56and before she leaves to get on the bus, she
- 1:02:58goes to a payphone and she calls Cameron. She says
- 1:03:01to him, I know everything, I'm leaving you and you
- 1:03:04can't stop me. She later said she didn't remember exactly
- 1:03:08what he said, but she remembered that he cried. Colleen
- 1:03:14is now free. She goes home to Riverside. She gives
- 1:03:17her family a really truncated version of what happened, leaving
- 1:03:20out a lot of bad stuff, probably for the sake
- 1:03:22of her own mental health, but even more so, I
- 1:03:25think at that moment, because Jan had asked her to,
- 1:03:28Jan didn't want the police to be called. She wanted
- 1:03:31them to give Cameron a chance to change. But even
- 1:03:34with the little bit that her family heard. They called
- 1:03:37Cameron and threatened him and basically told him what they
- 1:03:40thought of him, which I love. Jan, on the other hand,
- 1:03:43of course, ended up going back to Cameron, and with
- 1:03:46him got back in touch with Colleen, asking her, you know,
- 1:03:49please don't go to the police, you know, just checking
- 1:03:51in to make sure she wasn't going to Jan said
- 1:03:54that Cameron was trying to change, and the two had
- 1:03:56been going to church and counseling together, and that he
- 1:03:58had stopped the bond. Colleen agreed to not go to
- 1:04:02the police, saying she just wanted to move on with
- 1:04:04her life. But she would also call Jan like a
- 1:04:08couple times a week. And I don't know if she
- 1:04:10talked to Cameron as well, but I know it later
- 1:04:13came up in the court documents that she talked to
- 1:04:16Jan and she called the house a lot those first
- 1:04:19couple of months. She also wrote them letters that showed
- 1:04:22she still felt affection for them, though I believe this
- 1:04:25was very quickly wearing off as she was able to
- 1:04:27come more and more to her senses every day. And meanwhile,
- 1:04:31of course, Cameron stops all efforts to change, telling Jan
- 1:04:34that his issue stemmed from a hormonal imbalance, and all
- 1:04:37he had to do was drink one beer every night
- 1:04:39and he would be fine. Absolutely fucking ridiculous. Now. At
- 1:04:43one point, about two months in to Colleen's freedom, Jan
- 1:04:48woke up in the middle of the night and felt
- 1:04:50Cameron super tense next to her. She asked him what
- 1:04:53was wrong, and he said he didn't know. Now she
- 1:04:56had an intuition and kind of knew that Cameron was
- 1:05:00probably gonna hurt her. He was gonna do something really,
- 1:05:02really bad. So to stop him from doing that, she
- 1:05:04said to him, Hey, do you want to burn all
- 1:05:07of the evidence, all of the evidence that Colleen ever
- 1:05:09lived here? He was like, yeah, I do. So they
- 1:05:12got up, they got all the bondage, all the photos,
- 1:05:15all the diaries, all the letters, everything they could possibly find,
- 1:05:19and they went in the backyard and they put in
- 1:05:21a big drum and they lit it all on fire. Now,
- 1:05:24I will tell you right now, they did not get everything.
- 1:05:27There were photos left over, there were things that they found,
- 1:05:30but they got rid of like ninety five percent of
- 1:05:32all of the evidence. She later said she did this
- 1:05:35because it was the only thing she could think to
- 1:05:37do to keep herself from getting hurt. She thought he
- 1:05:41was gonna hurt her, and I'm pretty sure he would have.
- 1:05:43I mean, this man is capable of anything. Now, finally
- 1:05:47Jan found another friend, somebody that was like a receptionist
- 1:05:50somewhere where she worked and confided in this woman. And
- 1:05:53this woman was like, you need to go back to
- 1:05:55your pastor. You need to talk to him. You need
- 1:05:57to go to the police. So Jan goes back to
- 1:05:59this past her, and with her permission, he finally does
- 1:06:04call the police and alerts them to what is going
- 1:06:07on and what had happened over the last seven and
- 1:06:09a half years. When the police arrived to the church,
- 1:06:13Jan spilled so much information that they were completely overwhelmed.
- 1:06:18And one of the reasons is that the information she
- 1:06:20gave them included a murder that nobody even knew had happened.
- 1:06:25This was the nineteen seventy six abduction and murder of
- 1:06:28Marie Elizabeth Spanicky. I don't know how you say her
- 1:06:30last name, a nineteen year old who the couple had
- 1:06:32picked up hitchhiking and who Cameron had tortured violently before murdering.
- 1:06:37He had actually cut her vocal cords inside of her
- 1:06:40throat because she wouldn't stop screaming, and when he realized
- 1:06:43that she was going to bleed to death as a
- 1:06:45result of this like disgusting surgery that he did, he
- 1:06:49strangled her to death. He then made Jan help him
- 1:06:52dump the body. And I should tell you that before
- 1:06:54he strangled her to death, he spent the night shooting
- 1:06:57her in the abdomen with a beeby gun. This guy
- 1:07:00is just the fucking worst. Now. Unfortunately, I will tell
- 1:07:04you that he was never charged for this as they
- 1:07:06were not able to find her body and had no
- 1:07:08other evidence besides Jan's word, which is pretty weak all
- 1:07:12things considered, but we will. I will tell you that
- 1:07:14she is a missing person and has been since basically
- 1:07:18when Jan said she was murdered. So he did it,
- 1:07:21we just can't prove it anyway. Cameron is quickly arrested
- 1:07:25and retained a big fancy lawyer. I'm not going to
- 1:07:27get into too many details of the trial, but I
- 1:07:30will tell you that the Board of I think it
- 1:07:31is the Board of Trustees for Tahama County where red
- 1:07:35Bluff Is, tried to make the DA work a plea
- 1:07:39deal for Cameron, wherein he would only be charged for
- 1:07:41the kidnapping and given a max of ten years. They
- 1:07:45were pushing for this because the county didn't have the
- 1:07:47money to try the case. It's absolutely insane to me
- 1:07:51that that was ever an option. But luckily the DA's
- 1:07:54office pointed out that that was actually against the law.
- 1:07:56In a case like this, like a violent felony, you
- 1:07:59can't do that. So they ended up going to trial,
- 1:08:01but for a brief moment, Cameron believed that he might
- 1:08:04get away with a very light sentence considering what he did. Luckily,
- 1:08:09that didn't happen, and the trial did finally begin in
- 1:08:12nineteen eighty five. Jan and Colleen were the star witnesses,
- 1:08:15but that was pretty rough. Jan was like on the
- 1:08:19brink of a mental breakdown the entire time. She was
- 1:08:22almost like a hostile witness for the prosecution, which is
- 1:08:24who she agreed to testify for. So it was very
- 1:08:28like she was very, very torn, didn't know what to do. Colleen,
- 1:08:32it was said, was so emotionless that it hurt the
- 1:08:36case because she didn't seem upset. She didn't really seem
- 1:08:39like a victim. However, after a lot of back and
- 1:08:43forth with the trial, luckily they were able to find
- 1:08:46some really damning photographs, and Cameron straight up admitted that
- 1:08:50he kidnapped Colleen. He was just saying that very quickly
- 1:08:55after he kidnapped her, everything became consensual. He never admitted
- 1:08:59to law sucking her in the box for as long
- 1:09:01as he did. He never admitted to the rapes. He
- 1:09:03said she liked it. Luckily, the judge was very much
- 1:09:09on the side of the prosecution, which I don't love generally,
- 1:09:12but in this case, I think it helped because he
- 1:09:14wasn't putting up with any bullshit from the defense trying
- 1:09:17to like make Colleen look like the bad guy or
- 1:09:21otherwise victim blame, which I think in an instance like this,
- 1:09:23and especially in the eighties with rapes and things, it's
- 1:09:26like pretty easy to make the woman the bad guy.
- 1:09:29I think it's something we still do to this day.
- 1:09:31So the fact that the judge was like absolutely not
- 1:09:33was pretty awesome. Now, eventually Cameron was found guilty. He
- 1:09:39was given one hundred and four years I believe for
- 1:09:44like all of the crimes, kidnappings, the rapes, the beatings, like,
- 1:09:47there were so many things that he was charged with
- 1:09:51and convicted of, and he is actually this is the
- 1:09:55craziest thing. I was looking up this case like a
- 1:09:58week or ago when I was researching, and he is
- 1:10:01up for like parole, and not even like parole, I guess,
- 1:10:04but to go live in a fucking halfway house. So
- 1:10:07they're trying to classify him as a sexually violent predator
- 1:10:11because if they do that, then he'll have to remain
- 1:10:14in like the prison hospital where he is currently. He's
- 1:10:17in his seventies now. But if they decide that they
- 1:10:20don't think he's a danger anymore, this motherfucker's gonna get
- 1:10:23out and he's gonna live in a halfway house. And
- 1:10:25we're talking like his trials next month or his hearing.
- 1:10:28It's not even really a trial, it's a hearing. So
- 1:10:31this man could fucking get out, which like terrifies me,
- 1:10:35and I'm sure terrifies Colleen. Now, as far as Colleen goes,
- 1:10:39she's written a few or only one book, I guess,
- 1:10:41but she's done a lot of interviews, and you know,
- 1:10:44has a lot to say about her experience. I think
- 1:10:46it took her a while to kind of heal and
- 1:10:48get over it. I think during the trial she was
- 1:10:50still very much in the midst of her trauma. And
- 1:10:53now you know, she's a bit older, she got married,
- 1:10:57she had kids, Like, she's just like a happy person.
- 1:11:01I didn't get to read very much of her book.
- 1:11:02I actually read a book written by the prosecutor on
- 1:11:05this case. That was where I got the majority of
- 1:11:07my information. But her book is a much more uplifting
- 1:11:11kind of message, even though it's like pretty gnarly. I
- 1:11:14recommend everybody look her up. She's like a very motivational person.
- 1:11:19She's really great. She talks about, you know, overcoming the
- 1:11:22traumas that occurred in her life. It's pretty inspirational. I
- 1:11:27have no idea what happened to Jan. I do know
- 1:11:30that Colleen tried to see her after the trial, and
- 1:11:35Jan refused to see her and blamed her for ruining
- 1:11:38her life. So this woman just never could never get
- 1:11:42her shit together, and she got off. You know, she
- 1:11:45was given immunity in return for her testimony, but I
- 1:11:49think she should have gone to prison for a very
- 1:11:51long time. Even though I know she was a victim,
- 1:11:53she was also a willing participant in any case, so
- 1:11:56that's the case. Sorry I'm a day late, you guys.
- 1:11:59I got overwhelmed with work this week and just had
- 1:12:02no time, but I got a tarot reading last night
- 1:12:05and the cards that he pld. He basically said, if
- 1:12:09you do something, and he had no idea. I'd never
- 1:12:11met him. I just walked up. He said, if you
- 1:12:13do something like a YouTube channel that you release something
- 1:12:15every week, it's more important that you're consistent than you
- 1:12:19put out a perfect product every time. He said, if
- 1:12:22it takes you six months to put out a perfect
- 1:12:24product or one week to put out a product that
- 1:12:26you like, that people will want do it every week.
- 1:12:30So I forced myself to finish recording this even though
- 1:12:33I don't have time. I'm going out of town this
- 1:12:35weekend because a guy with some tarot cards told me to.
- 1:12:39So I apologize if it's not as perfect as some
- 1:12:44of my other ones, because you know my other ones
- 1:12:45are definitely perfect. And also, this one's a little bit longer.
- 1:12:48I consider doing a two parter, but we've done too
- 1:12:49many of those lately, so we're just going to keep
- 1:12:52it to one long episode. Hopefully you guys enjoy it.
- 1:12:55I left a lot out. I could talk about this
- 1:12:57case for like ten episodes. It could be its own
- 1:12:59mini series for sure, but I wanted to cover it.
- 1:13:02Because it's such a fucking crazy case, like there's not
- 1:13:05really any other case out there like this, and so
- 1:13:09I really wanted to talk about it because it's absolutely
- 1:13:12wild and thinking about the psychology of it is absolutely wild.
- 1:13:15So I hope you guys enjoyed my version of this.
- 1:13:18I'll be back next week with another case, of course.
- 1:13:22Thanks everybody for listening. Please like, rate review, share with
- 1:13:25your friends and family, and until next week, stay safe.