Latest / Question Everything / Special Election-Eve Episode: The Story of a Story Untold
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- 0:00Speaker 1: Hey, everyone. As you may know, our show usually comes
- 0:03Speaker 1: out every other Thursday, and today is not Thursday. It's
- 0:06Speaker 1: Monday night, hours before Election Day. And I'm here because,
- 0:10Speaker 1: like many of us, I bet, I'm feeling on edge,
- 0:13Speaker 1: and my thoughts keep returning to someone in particular. In
- 0:16Speaker 1: the last few weeks as this day has approached, there's
- 0:19Speaker 1: been one person who's been on my mind a lot,
- 0:21Speaker 1: one person I wanted to talk to more than anyone.
- 0:23Speaker 1: This woman who I believed, hoped at least, could have
- 0:28Speaker 1: helped me do something to counter what I think is
- 0:30Speaker 1: the biggest threat our country faces right now, the Republican
- 0:33Speaker 1: Party's growing operation to overthrow the results of elections they
- 0:36Speaker 1: don't like and seize power regardless of the vote. I
- 0:40Speaker 1: maybe idealistically, but honestly, thought this woman held the power
- 0:44Speaker 1: to expose people involved in that effort and hold them accountable,
- 0:48Speaker 1: and also potentially to reach voters who believe the 2020
- 0:51Speaker 1: election was stolen from Donald Trump and convince them that
- 0:53Speaker 1: isn't true. My story about this woman was supposed to
- 0:56Speaker 1: run before this election, but ultimately I couldn't pull it off.
- 1:00Speaker 1: I never ended up making it. And now, hours before
- 1:03Speaker 1: election day, it's all I can think about. Tonight, on
- 1:08Speaker 1: the eve of the presidential election, some ruminations on a
- 1:11Speaker 1: story that never was, and a late-night conversation with the
- 1:15Speaker 1: source I was supposed to make it about. I'm recording, okay?
- 1:19Speaker 2: Okay.
- 1:21Speaker 3: I am too.
- 1:22Speaker 1: Okay.
- 1:23Speaker 4: I assumed we both were.
- 1:25Speaker 1: From KCRW and Placement Theory, this is Question Everything. I'm
- 1:29Speaker 1: Brian Reed. Stick around. About a year and a half ago,
- 1:40Speaker 1: I got a tip from a TV writer who DM'd
- 1:42Speaker 1: me cold on Twitter. She wanted me to talk to
- 1:44Speaker 1: this woman she'd gotten to know from Arizona named Stacey Burke.
- 1:48Speaker 1: Stacey was 48 years old, a former school board president
- 1:52Speaker 1: who was in law school when I met her, a
- 1:53Speaker 1: mom and a grandma. Stacey had been involved in the
- 1:56Speaker 1: Stop the Steal effort in 2020 and 2021, promoting false
- 2:01Speaker 1: claims of election fraud to try and install Donald Trump
- 2:03Speaker 1: as president instead of Joe Biden. And Stacey wanted to
- 2:06Speaker 1: now blow the whistle on what she'd been privy to.
- 2:09Speaker 1: She was like a Chelsea Manning or Edward Snowden, but
- 2:12Speaker 1: for the world of Stop the Steal. It was pitched
- 2:14Speaker 1: to me as a wild tale, with gunplay in the
- 2:17Speaker 1: desert and armed henchmen and high-level people from D.C. doing
- 2:20Speaker 1: twisted things. I wasn't sure about all that, though I
- 2:23Speaker 1: was certainly intrigued. But what caught me really when I
- 2:26Speaker 1: first spoke to Stacey was this. She no longer believed
- 2:30Speaker 1: the 2020 election was stolen. Here was someone who had
- 2:34Speaker 1: believed as deeply as anyone I'd ever known that there
- 2:36Speaker 1: was a conspiracy to steal the election from Donald Trump.
- 2:39Speaker 1: So deeply that she devoted months of her life to
- 2:41Speaker 1: trying to uncover voter fraud, had been part of a
- 2:44Speaker 1: group searching in dumpsters for shredded ballots, had sued Arizona's
- 2:48Speaker 1: governor and others to contest the state's election results. And somehow,
- 2:52Speaker 1: after that, she had emerged on the other side. on
- 2:55Speaker 1: the side of reality, seeing the lies about fraud for
- 2:58Speaker 1: what they were. If you've been listening to the other
- 3:03Speaker 1: episodes of this podcast so far, about Barton Gellman and
- 3:06Speaker 1: Tangle and even our episode Drinks for Five, you may
- 3:09Speaker 1: have noticed that this issue in particular, people believing the
- 3:13Speaker 1: lie that our elections are rigged and journalism's ability or
- 3:17Speaker 1: not to fight against that, I'm pretty fixated on it.
- 3:22Speaker 1: My biggest fears this week have to do with Republicans
- 3:24Speaker 1: who are using these lies to destabilize our voting process.
- 3:28Speaker 1: Cloud the results. As we saw on January 6th, maybe
- 3:31Speaker 1: inspire violence. And in an alternate version of my life,
- 3:36Speaker 1: what I would have been releasing this fall, instead of
- 3:38Speaker 1: this show you're listening to right now, of me crying
- 3:40Speaker 1: into my beer about what could have been, was Stacey
- 3:43Speaker 1: Burke's story. I was imagining it as an in-depth series,
- 3:47Speaker 1: maybe five or six episodes, that took the listener through
- 3:50Speaker 1: what she'd lived through. I had hoped that with Stacey,
- 3:53Speaker 1: a conservative whose social circles are filled with people who
- 3:56Speaker 1: believe the election was stolen, who believed it herself and
- 3:59Speaker 1: came to see the truth, who had firsthand knowledge from
- 4:03Speaker 1: inside the movement to overturn the election. I could tell
- 4:06Speaker 1: a story that would reach people who do doubt our
- 4:08Speaker 1: elections in a way I just hadn't seen. I thought
- 4:11Speaker 1: hearing a story about Stacey with her own voice could
- 4:14Speaker 1: have credibility with that audience. That's what I was hoping
- 4:17Speaker 1: my contribution would be as a journalist before tomorrow's election.
- 4:26Speaker 1: In spite of Stacey's tale sounding torn from the pages
- 4:28Speaker 1: of a political thriller, there was enough about it that
- 4:31Speaker 1: had been confirmed to make me try and move forward
- 4:33Speaker 1: with her. I knew, for instance, that at one point,
- 4:36Speaker 1: because Stacey was in possession of what people were claiming
- 4:39Speaker 1: was highly sensitive evidence of voter fraud, a group called
- 4:42Speaker 1: the First Amendment Praetorian, which according to a congressional report
- 4:46Speaker 1: is a paramilitary group that also has guarded retired Lieutenant
- 4:50Speaker 1: General Mike Flynn, offered Stacey round-the-clock armed guards for about
- 4:55Speaker 1: seven weeks. This and other elements of her story had
- 4:59Speaker 1: been covered and corroborated by reporters at other news organizations,
- 5:02Speaker 1: Mother Jones, ProPublica, a publication called Raw Story, and by
- 5:06Speaker 1: some local Arizona reporters. Also, importantly for a podcast series,
- 5:10Speaker 1: a lot of what happened, Stacey secretly recorded. She had
- 5:14Speaker 1: tons of audio. I heard recordings of Stacey talking to
- 5:22Speaker 1: an aide in the Trump White House. Stacey talking to
- 5:24Speaker 1: General Mike Flynn's brother, Joe. Stacey talking to a former
- 5:29Speaker 1: senior NSA official. The New York Times ran a story
- 5:36Speaker 1: featuring one of Stacey's recordings where a former aide to
- 5:39Speaker 1: Trump confidant Roger Stone called on supporters to, quote, descend
- 5:43Speaker 1: on the Capitol on January 6th. Stacey also provided recordings
- 5:47Speaker 1: to the Congressional Committee investigating the attack on the Capitol
- 5:50Speaker 1: that day. One of the more chilling recordings of Stacey's
- 5:53Speaker 1: I heard demonstrated how precarious and dangerous a situation she
- 5:57Speaker 1: was in, having realized the election was not stolen, and
- 6:00Speaker 1: having all these recordings. This is a conversation she had
- 6:03Speaker 1: with one of her former security guards. It starts off casual.
- 6:07Speaker 4: Hello. Hey, what's going on?
- 6:11Speaker 2: Nothing much, just cooking a steak. Cooking what? Cooking a steak. Oh,
- 6:18Speaker 2: there you go. Life is good.
- 6:21Speaker 4: Life was really good.
- 6:24Speaker 1: Then Stacy talks about how scared she felt when he
- 6:28Speaker 1: and the other armed men were guarding her.
- 6:30Speaker 3: You were telling me I could get killed back then.
- 6:33Speaker 1: And listen to what he says. Well, you just never know.
- 6:38Speaker 2: It ain't over till it's over, right? No, but I'm
- 6:45Speaker 2: saying back, well, yeah, I'm saying back then.
- 6:52Speaker 4: I'm saying now and in the future.
- 6:55Speaker 2: You know, it ain't necessarily over. Shit happens.
- 6:59Speaker 1: I mean, I think he's saying her life could be
- 7:01Speaker 1: at risk if she doesn't watch herself.
- 7:03Speaker 2: You think I'm still going to get killed?
- 7:06Speaker 3: I don't know.
- 7:07Speaker 2: Don't you think that if I was going to get killed,
- 7:09Speaker 2: I would have been killed by now?
- 7:10Speaker 3: Sometimes it's inconvenient.
- 7:15Speaker 2: You know, it just depends on what you do, you know,
- 7:18Speaker 2: what you don't do.
- 7:22Speaker 1: There are so many dramatic moments of Stacey's story like this.
- 7:25Speaker 1: So many questions raised and left unanswered. I spent the
- 7:29Speaker 1: better part of a year trying to get Stacey on
- 7:31Speaker 1: board for a story, and ultimately I could not convince her.
- 7:35Speaker 1: It was a confusing process because she seemed to want
- 7:38Speaker 1: to do it. For one, her friend, the TV writer,
- 7:40Speaker 1: had come to me. Stacey and I talked and texted
- 7:43Speaker 1: a lot. She sent me tons of materials. She said
- 7:46Speaker 1: it was important for the story to get out there.
- 7:48Speaker 1: Her life had been thrown into chaos. She'd lost friends,
- 7:51Speaker 1: been scared, traumatized. She went on the lam. She wanted
- 7:55Speaker 1: people to know the truth, that there was no widespread
- 7:58Speaker 1: fraud in the 2020 election, how she'd been, quote, duped
- 8:01Speaker 1: and lied to by a bunch of powerful people. I
- 8:05Speaker 1: flew to meet her in person for a week in
- 8:07Speaker 1: an undisclosed location, and we spent the days doing interviews,
- 8:11Speaker 1: going through her recordings. I thought we built a nice rapport,
- 8:14Speaker 1: but I couldn't get her to commit to letting me
- 8:16Speaker 1: finish the project. It's always been something of a mystery
- 8:19Speaker 1: to me why she bowed out I did know she
- 8:21Speaker 1: was mistrustful of journalists, felt burned by other reporters. At
- 8:26Speaker 1: one point, as she and I were negotiating whether to
- 8:28Speaker 1: move forward with the series, she asked me to articulate
- 8:31Speaker 1: my motivation for doing her story, like write it down.
- 8:35Speaker 1: In 16 years as a reporter, I've never been asked
- 8:37Speaker 1: to do that, but I figured fair enough request. And
- 8:40Speaker 1: I wrote it in a contract that I sent her
- 8:42Speaker 1: to sign, spelling out my intentions and commitments, as well
- 8:46Speaker 1: as what I'd need from her. It was kind of
- 8:48Speaker 1: an awkward document. I have it here. It goes on
- 8:51Speaker 1: for a few paragraphs like this. And then I list
- 8:53Speaker 1: all the things I need from Stacey. Full-on-the-record access to her.
- 8:56Speaker 1: Every recording. She never signed it. I never fully understood why.
- 9:22Speaker 1: We've stayed in touch a bit since the story stalled,
- 9:24Speaker 1: but haven't talked in a while. So the other night,
- 9:27Speaker 1: after a long day of deadlines, after putting my kid
- 9:30Speaker 1: to bed, and feeling exhausted but still a bit antsy,
- 9:34Speaker 1: I gave her a call. I'm recording, okay?
- 9:38Speaker 3: Okay.
- 9:39Speaker 2: I am too.
- 9:40Speaker 1: Okay.
- 9:41Speaker 4: I assumed we both were.
- 9:44Speaker 1: Usually Stacy records secretly, but we know each other too
- 9:47Speaker 1: well for that. I can't believe we're at another presidential election. Wow.
- 9:51Speaker 2: It's a bit surreal that here we are now four
- 9:55Speaker 2: years later. I would definitely say we're not where I expected.
- 10:04Speaker 2: Things are not where I expected them to be at
- 10:08Speaker 2: this point in time.
- 10:09Speaker 1: What did you expect?
- 10:11Speaker 2: I somehow expected that. There would be more resolution, that
- 10:19Speaker 2: people would have a better, like there would be at
- 10:22Speaker 2: least some sort of understanding of some of the things
- 10:26Speaker 2: that happened in 2020 and like a common belief in
- 10:33Speaker 2: what had occurred.
- 10:35Speaker 1: With the story I'd been planning to make about Stacey,
- 10:37Speaker 1: I'd been hoping to do just that, bring people to
- 10:40Speaker 1: a common belief in what occurred. Of course, we never
- 10:43Speaker 1: got to do that, and I wanted to know why. Ultimately,
- 10:47Speaker 1: did you not fully trust me? And is that why
- 10:50Speaker 1: you didn't go forward with the story?
- 10:52Speaker 3: Um, I would say that, that, that was a factor
- 11:01Speaker 3: by the time we were talking. I mean, obviously I had,
- 11:03Speaker 3: I still have that trust because like, I still talk
- 11:07Speaker 3: to you.
- 11:08Speaker 2: And so I had a level of trust, but I think,
- 11:12Speaker 2: I think when you had said you wanted to do
- 11:17Speaker 2: the story to come out in October before the election,
- 11:21Speaker 2: I thought, okay, is this, is this going to be
- 11:24Speaker 2: another thing where it's like, you know, slice and dice
- 11:30Speaker 2: the audio clips until it paints a story that's not
- 11:37Speaker 2: even the accurate story.
- 11:38Speaker 3: Like, was it political?
- 11:41Speaker 2: You know, was it like, influencing the election kind of thing.
- 11:47Speaker 4: I just didn't want to be like, have it be like,
- 11:54Speaker 4: I'm telling your story only for a political agenda rather
- 11:58Speaker 4: than for the true.
- 12:01Speaker 2: Genuine, like it's a meaningful and important story, regardless of
- 12:08Speaker 2: the politics, even if Trump weren't running or, you.
- 12:12Speaker 4: Know what I mean?
- 12:14Speaker 1: It never occurred to me that this would be a
- 12:16Speaker 1: big issue, but I guess it's another challenge we're facing
- 12:19Speaker 1: as journalists. Even the timing of when you think it's
- 12:21Speaker 1: best to release a story can be perceived as partisan.
- 12:25Speaker 1: Whereas reporting on the actions of our leaders when people
- 12:27Speaker 1: need to hear it before an election, that's our job description.
- 12:32Speaker 1: It's also our job description to call things like they are,
- 12:35Speaker 1: regardless of party. And I think if anything, we've been
- 12:38Speaker 1: too willing in the lead up to this election to
- 12:40Speaker 1: allow Trump's campaign for president to To be treated as
- 12:42Speaker 1: if his candidacy is in good faith when it's not.
- 12:46Speaker 1: That's a legal concept, good faith. It means in part
- 12:50Speaker 1: an absence of intent to defraud. Like I'm negotiating a
- 12:53Speaker 1: settlement with you at the end of a lawsuit and
- 12:54Speaker 1: even if it's a nasty negotiation and each side hates
- 12:57Speaker 1: the other and is trying to put the screws to
- 12:59Speaker 1: the other and eek the most they can out of them,
- 13:02Speaker 1: we're still agreeing to some very basic rules of engagement.
- 13:05Speaker 1: We're both working within the law. We're not trying to
- 13:08Speaker 1: outright lie or trick each other. It's not a high bar.
- 13:11Speaker 1: But by telling everyone they will not accept an electoral loss,
- 13:14Speaker 1: and by trying after the last election to overturn a
- 13:17Speaker 1: valid result, Trump and the Republican Party have not cleared it.
- 13:22Speaker 1: When I bring this sentiment up with Stacey, though, someone
- 13:24Speaker 1: who was personally deceived by Donald Trump's election lies, whose
- 13:28Speaker 1: life was thrown into turmoil because of them, I really
- 13:31Speaker 1: thought she'd be more perturbed. You don't seem mad at him.
- 13:36Speaker 2: Um, because I'm still confused about I'm still confused about
- 13:47Speaker 2: whether he was being influenced by other people who had
- 13:53Speaker 2: their own agendas.
- 13:55Speaker 1: I don't know. Doesn't that make him so helpless? He's
- 13:58Speaker 1: the leader of the free world.
- 13:59Speaker 4: It does.
- 13:59Speaker 2: I know what you're saying.
- 14:01Speaker 4: I like.
- 14:02Speaker 2: With great power comes great responsibility, right? And I didn't
- 14:07Speaker 2: get that. And I've struggled with some of that. I've
- 14:10Speaker 2: really taken time to like really kind of think it
- 14:13Speaker 2: through from all angles. Like what does he believe? Like
- 14:17Speaker 2: what does he truly believe? Does he really think it
- 14:20Speaker 2: was stolen? If he truly does believe it was stolen
- 14:25Speaker 2: and he truly does have people around him that are
- 14:29Speaker 2: telling him, They have proof. And he has people echoing
- 14:35Speaker 2: what he wants to hear. You know what I'm saying?
- 14:41Speaker 1: I get the feeling that maybe this has something to
- 14:43Speaker 1: do with why Stacey didn't go through with the story.
- 14:46Speaker 1: This knee-jerk protectiveness of Trump. Why give him that much
- 14:50Speaker 1: benefit of the doubt? Trump keeps saying the election was stolen.
- 14:54Speaker 1: He's saying something that's not true. You know, over and
- 14:57Speaker 1: over again. Still running on a platform. that's based on
- 15:03Speaker 1: this very damaging lie about our democracy, you know?
- 15:07Speaker 3: Yeah.
- 15:10Speaker 2: Would he be the first politician who ran on a
- 15:13Speaker 2: platform of lies?
- 15:18Speaker 1: Stacey understands the election wasn't stolen. She heard the truth,
- 15:22Speaker 1: saw it, experienced it firsthand. But if she's not moved
- 15:25Speaker 1: to outrage by her own story, by the facts of
- 15:28Speaker 1: her own life, what the hell can journalism do? I've
- 15:35Speaker 1: had this fantasy of the Stacey story in my mind,
- 15:38Speaker 1: where she agreed years ago and I figured out all
- 15:40Speaker 1: its complications and put out a series and people listened
- 15:44Speaker 1: and believed something they hadn't before. Maybe some accepted the truth,
- 15:47Speaker 1: that our last election was not rigged. But instead, tonight,
- 15:52Speaker 1: we have a presidential candidate who's still pushing that lie,
- 15:55Speaker 1: reporting me damned. And alongside it, is promising to go
- 15:58Speaker 1: after the press in ways we have not seen. A
- 16:01Speaker 1: candidate who yesterday on stage at a rally said, described
- 16:05Speaker 1: with relish how he was protected by bulletproof glass, but
- 16:09Speaker 1: the reporter's pen wasn't, and imagined aloud in a fantasy
- 16:12Speaker 1: of his own how someone could shoot right through the reporters.
- 16:17Speaker 1: It's hard to picture how any story, no matter how
- 16:20Speaker 1: well reported, timely, or moving, would stand up in the
- 16:24Speaker 1: face of that. Before I let you go, I just
- 16:33Speaker 1: want to give an extra special thanks tonight to my
- 16:35Speaker 1: amazing team here. I know this shows a lot about me,
- 16:38Speaker 1: but so much work and skill from every member of
- 16:41Speaker 1: our staff goes into making episodes like this one that
- 16:44Speaker 1: I hope sounds simple to make, but trust me, they aren't.
- 16:46Speaker 1: So thank you. Thank you to our producers, Sophie Kaysis
- 16:50Speaker 1: and Zach St. Louis, editors Neil Drumming and Jonathan Goldstein,
- 16:54Speaker 1: our sound designer, Brendan Baker, our fact checker, Maggie Duffy,
- 16:58Speaker 1: and our intern, Emily Maltare. Also, thanks to KCRW's chief
- 17:02Speaker 1: content officer, Arnie Seipel. And of course, thank you to
- 17:05Speaker 1: our executive producer, Robin Simeon. Also, by the way, we
- 17:09Speaker 1: are on This American Life this week. If you came
- 17:11Speaker 1: our way after hearing us there, welcome. Please, everyone, take
- 17:16Speaker 1: care and go vote.