Latest / The Occult Rejects / TRINITY OF TRUTH ep 14 w/ Nick from The Occult Rejects

Transcript

TRINITY OF TRUTH ep 14 w/ Nick from The Occult Rejects · The Occult Rejects

• 0:02
  Speaker 1: You see something's going to happen.
• 0:06
  Speaker 2: What What's gonna happen?
• 0:15
  Speaker 3: What?
• 0:23
  Speaker 4: Crazy? All right? Well, the chat is all right. I'm
• 0:26
  Speaker 4: glowing up.
• 0:27
  Speaker 5: My teeth are getting shark shift are caught on camera.
• 0:33
  Speaker 4: I fucking knew it, dude, you know too much to
• 0:35
  Speaker 4: not be a fucking reptilian.
• 0:39
  Speaker 1: A chopping. I want to.
• 0:44
  Speaker 5: Let's give Nick an introduction. We haven't done that yet
• 0:47
  Speaker 5: because we were waiting for you, Kat.
• 0:48
  Speaker 4: I don't think Nick needs an introduction. Everybody watching this
• 0:52
  Speaker 4: ship knows who the.
• 0:53
  Speaker 2: No I'm just playing.
• 0:56
  Speaker 4: Well, man, if you guys have been following the White Rabbit,
• 1:00
  Speaker 4: then you know that this guy's been part of the journey,
• 1:03
  Speaker 4: uh since the fucking beginning and was one of the
• 1:06
  Speaker 4: very first people that opened my eyes to Q being
• 1:11
  Speaker 4: a fucking scion and so White Rabbit wouldn't be what
• 1:15
  Speaker 4: it is today if it wasn't for this gentleman here,
• 1:18
  Speaker 4: and he is one of my favorite motherfuckers in the
• 1:20
  Speaker 4: podcasting world. Nick from the Occult Rejects, What the fuck
• 1:23
  Speaker 4: is that? Brother?
• 1:24
  Speaker 2: Thank you so much for having me on man.
• 1:25
  Speaker 6: I still I still remember that because I had we
• 1:28
  Speaker 6: had no idea that you were a Q fan and
• 1:30
  Speaker 6: me and the other cos that's on on the showing mode.
• 1:32
  Speaker 6: We started shitting on qan on and you were just
• 1:34
  Speaker 6: sitting there like, no, say it ain't.
• 1:36
  Speaker 2: So, and like you weren't even like argumentative.
• 1:39
  Speaker 6: You were just sitting there listening, and you're like, fuck,
• 1:41
  Speaker 6: maybe they're right on the kid's dreams.
• 1:47
  Speaker 2: I felt so bad.
• 1:49
  Speaker 4: Well, it didn't take too much because you know, I
• 1:52
  Speaker 4: was already on the fence at that point, and when
• 1:54
  Speaker 4: you guys were saying shit the first time, I was
• 1:57
  Speaker 4: letting it slide. And then the fucking and the Georgia
• 2:01
  Speaker 4: guidestones got taken out and I posted a video celebrating
• 2:07
  Speaker 4: and I had you on like the day after or something,
• 2:09
  Speaker 4: and you were like, so, how come you're participating in
• 2:12
  Speaker 4: that ritual? And I was like, what in the fuck
• 2:15
  Speaker 4: are you talking about? And you were like, dude, the
• 2:17
  Speaker 4: whole destruction of the Georgia guidestones and you broke down
• 2:20
  Speaker 4: how it was like a ritual we got into that.
• 2:22
  Speaker 4: I already knew Donald Trump was a piece of shit,
• 2:24
  Speaker 4: so how the fuck could QB would you? And so
• 2:30
  Speaker 4: there there we are. And anyways, I don't mean to
• 2:32
  Speaker 4: take the mic too much, ma'am.
• 2:34
  Speaker 2: But thanks thank you for having me on. I appreciate it.
• 2:37
  Speaker 4: So where can everybody find you and follow your work?
• 2:40
  Speaker 4: And what the fuck do you do?
• 2:41
  Speaker 7: Bro?
• 2:42
  Speaker 6: Yeah, the cult rejects that's on Rumble YouTube, Old major
• 2:47
  Speaker 6: podcasts is some old stuff still on bit shoot. Yeah,
• 2:51
  Speaker 6: it's me and probably a core of about eight to
• 2:55
  Speaker 6: ten of the people. We don't always have all those
• 2:57
  Speaker 6: people on it once. It's normally probably an average to
• 2:59
  Speaker 6: three to five people per show. A lot of people
• 3:02
  Speaker 6: have their own outlets as well, their own shows, or
• 3:05
  Speaker 6: they put out stuff in their own way. We all
• 3:09
  Speaker 6: kind of look at stuff a little bit differently from
• 3:10
  Speaker 6: an occult angle. Some people might be really big into
• 3:13
  Speaker 6: philosophy and Platonism, neoplatonism. We have some people big into astrology,
• 3:17
  Speaker 6: some people more into witchcraft, me more ceremonial magic, Kabbala.
• 3:22
  Speaker 2: We have people of Kabala, people.
• 3:24
  Speaker 6: From Eastern traditions, Western traditions, and we kind of cover topics.
• 3:30
  Speaker 6: We have guests on that are highly credited. I try
• 3:33
  Speaker 6: to in the occult community, or we do get a
• 3:35
  Speaker 6: lot of academics and authors on the show to touch
• 3:38
  Speaker 6: on topics on the occult, and then twice a week
• 3:41
  Speaker 6: I do cover stuff myself. I take a little bit
• 3:45
  Speaker 6: more towards the scientific area. Area of the science area
• 3:50
  Speaker 6: where I start touching more on physiology, the brain, the
• 3:53
  Speaker 6: nervous system, the eyeballs, and how I think occultism even
• 3:56
  Speaker 6: fits into that. So we've got to, you know, and
• 4:00
  Speaker 6: we even touch on conspiracy theories sometimes and stuff.
• 4:02
  Speaker 2: Still, so a whole lot of shit on that one show.
• 4:05
  Speaker 4: Dude, that's so fucking awesome that you gave a shout
• 4:08
  Speaker 4: out to the eyeballs because I meant to play this
• 4:11
  Speaker 4: video before I even introduced you. And I'm gonna go
• 4:14
  Speaker 4: ahead and throw it up real quick.
• 4:16
  Speaker 6: And if you're fucking with the optic nerve, you're having
• 4:19
  Speaker 6: magical experiences because the optic nerve at that point, if
• 4:22
  Speaker 6: you hit your optic nerve, that is where light from
• 4:27
  Speaker 6: the sun actually gets trends, gets turned over into electricity,
• 4:31
  Speaker 6: and that's what starts powering your body and your brain.
• 4:34
  Speaker 2: And empty gas.
• 4:36
  Speaker 6: We are biological AI, solar powered biological AI.
• 4:42
  Speaker 2: Really want to think about.
• 4:42
  Speaker 4: It, right, So it's not far off that we could
• 4:45
  Speaker 4: absolutely be in some sort of a biological simulation.
• 4:50
  Speaker 2: Because we're being fed information. Information is in light.
• 4:55
  Speaker 6: The light that's coming off the sun or whatever the
• 4:56
  Speaker 6: fuck that is is being fed into our eyes and
• 4:59
  Speaker 6: then goes in.
• 5:01
  Speaker 2: I remember that. That's all the shit.
• 5:03
  Speaker 4: Dude, are you still smoking the same cigarette?
• 5:06
  Speaker 2: Probably? Yeah, it's probably the same newput since it was
• 5:08
  Speaker 2: one thousand yo.
• 5:12
  Speaker 6: Even with skin though, believe Yeah, the whole thing with
• 5:14
  Speaker 6: the sun between your eyeballs and your skin, there's a
• 5:17
  Speaker 6: whole chemical thing that goes on that converts it into electricity.
• 5:22
  Speaker 2: Yeah.
• 5:22
  Speaker 4: I wanted so first off, like before we jump into
• 5:27
  Speaker 4: like the depths of this, the question that I get
• 5:31
  Speaker 4: asked a lot, and I can't really like I don't
• 5:36
  Speaker 4: probably give like the best answer other than it is
• 5:39
  Speaker 4: like Harry Potter. Just not like Harry Potter when people
• 5:42
  Speaker 4: ask me about magic, like when you talk to people
• 5:47
  Speaker 4: about what it is that you do, Like what is
• 5:50
  Speaker 4: what is like this just like cliff notes of it.
• 5:54
  Speaker 6: Uh well, I could definitely make a correlation. I could
• 5:58
  Speaker 6: see what you're saying with Harry Potter, but just not
• 5:59
  Speaker 6: like Carry Potter. I mean, there's so many different forms
• 6:02
  Speaker 6: of I guess magic, but for my show, we try
• 6:05
  Speaker 6: to uh get I guess in some areas like listen,
• 6:09
  Speaker 6: there's plenty of shows out there and I've even done
• 6:12
  Speaker 6: it in the past for probably about the first two years,
• 6:14
  Speaker 6: you know, covered bad aspects of magic, you know, the
• 6:17
  Speaker 6: horrible things that could be done with it. Yes, there's
• 6:18
  Speaker 6: sick people that use magic, just like the sick people
• 6:21
  Speaker 6: and religions that use religion to do sick shit.
• 6:25
  Speaker 2: It's everywhere.
• 6:26
  Speaker 1: You know.
• 6:26
  Speaker 6: It's just a human thing. But I do try to
• 6:29
  Speaker 6: demystify it and how I do think that it can
• 6:32
  Speaker 6: be used in a positive way to have an experience
• 6:35
  Speaker 6: with God and within that, I do think there is
• 6:37
  Speaker 6: a change that will go on withinside your body physically,
• 6:40
  Speaker 6: and I even do think you'll have experiences outside of
• 6:43
  Speaker 6: your body at that point, and I do try to
• 6:45
  Speaker 6: touch on that, which is why I do try to
• 6:48
  Speaker 6: touch on you know, the body and stuff. And I
• 6:52
  Speaker 6: do think, you know, for a ceremonial magician, a lot
• 6:55
  Speaker 6: of the tools back in the day, we're a lot
• 6:58
  Speaker 6: more to have, in my opinion, a spiritual effect on
• 7:01
  Speaker 6: yourself and not actually trying to control the world around you.
• 7:04
  Speaker 6: And that's why I have this Mechanics and Magic series,
• 7:06
  Speaker 6: because I'm showing a lot of the tools that we
• 7:08
  Speaker 6: would normally use in magic that now seem to be
• 7:11
  Speaker 6: getting attention in the scientific community. They're actually doing studies
• 7:15
  Speaker 6: on these things, and you know, putting straps on people's
• 7:17
  Speaker 6: heads and you know, seeing what it does to people,
• 7:19
  Speaker 6: and a lot of these techniques all seem to affect
• 7:22
  Speaker 6: a lot of the practitioner, believe it or not, their
• 7:24
  Speaker 6: nervous system, you know, a lot of the same things
• 7:27
  Speaker 6: over and over again. So I have been, you know,
• 7:29
  Speaker 6: trying to focus on that. How I do think a
• 7:32
  Speaker 6: lot of this stuff is actually meant to affect us
• 7:36
  Speaker 6: in a sense more than we may think.
• 7:41
  Speaker 4: Yeah, hell yeah, so yeah, okay, shit. I was hoping
• 7:50
  Speaker 4: that one of my co hosts wanted to jump in here, and.
• 7:54
  Speaker 6: Now that's happened to me. Plenty of times. I'll have
• 7:55
  Speaker 6: six people on the screen and they'll still be sitting
• 7:57
  Speaker 6: there like this.
• 7:57
  Speaker 5: I'll be like, that was just so interest I was
• 8:00
  Speaker 5: fascinated by what you were saying. But I did want
• 8:02
  Speaker 5: to ask you before I forget or at least mention it.
• 8:05
  Speaker 5: With the eyes and the sun, you know, recently, what's
• 8:09
  Speaker 5: in the last several years, I've learned how you know, obviously,
• 8:13
  Speaker 5: like sunscreens have chemicals in them, and those cause cancer.
• 8:15
  Speaker 5: And I've been learning that wearing sunglasses. I think we
• 8:19
  Speaker 5: might even have talked about this on the show, guys,
• 8:21
  Speaker 5: But like wearing sunglasses, if you're if you're not wearing sunglasses,
• 8:25
  Speaker 5: your body is basically able to register the sun coming
• 8:30
  Speaker 5: in and you won't get burnt. And I've noticed that
• 8:32
  Speaker 5: in myself, like I've stopped. I used to wear sunglasses
• 8:35
  Speaker 5: all the time and I would just get fried. And
• 8:36
  Speaker 5: I've been not wearing my sunglasses allowing the light to
• 8:39
  Speaker 5: come into my eyes. I try and go out early
• 8:41
  Speaker 5: in the morning and get like the full spectrum of light,
• 8:43
  Speaker 5: you know, but not wearing sunglasses, and I've noticed that
• 8:46
  Speaker 5: I haven't been burning nearly as much as I used to.
• 8:49
  Speaker 5: I get a little bit burned the beginning. I mean,
• 8:50
  Speaker 5: I'm like Scandinavian. But other than that, it's not anything,
• 8:55
  Speaker 5: you know, like it used to be. So I was
• 8:56
  Speaker 5: just interested that you were talking about that because it's
• 8:59
  Speaker 5: definitely and that that's been on my radar more lately.
• 9:03
  Speaker 4: That's fucking dope that you made that correlation too. And
• 9:05
  Speaker 4: you know, my my buddy Pat Militiic was just telling
• 9:10
  Speaker 4: me that he stopped wearing sunglasses too.
• 9:15
  Speaker 1: Yeah, I don't wear mine as much either. I started. Uh, Like,
• 9:18
  Speaker 1: I used to always just go out, take a walk
• 9:21
  Speaker 1: in the morning or afternoon, just throw on the sunglasses, right,
• 9:25
  Speaker 1: And now I don't do that. I don't bring them
• 9:27
  Speaker 1: with me. It's crazy because, like you know, I've always
• 9:31
  Speaker 1: sometimes when it's spread out, I can't fucking see.
• 9:34
  Speaker 5: Yeah, but I think we've also trained our eyes probaly
• 9:37
  Speaker 5: bad with the sun too. It's like we have to
• 9:39
  Speaker 5: slowly train them to be better with it.
• 9:41
  Speaker 2: But it is hard, you know, Sierra.
• 9:44
  Speaker 6: If you're somebody was just stick you inside of a
• 9:46
  Speaker 6: room with no window for about a month of forty
• 9:47
  Speaker 6: five days, you'd stop dropping eggs too.
• 9:51
  Speaker 5: Start what actually you would you.
• 9:52
  Speaker 2: Would be dropping eggs anymore? Either? Oh a lot of Yeah.
• 9:56
  Speaker 6: It's funny how a lot of people always just assume
• 9:58
  Speaker 6: birth and stuff with the moon.
• 10:00
  Speaker 2: But if you ain't got the sun, you ain't going
• 10:02
  Speaker 2: to be dropping eggs either.
• 10:04
  Speaker 5: It makes sense. Yeah, wow, that is wild that, I mean,
• 10:09
  Speaker 5: it for sure makes sense to me that I'm sure
• 10:12
  Speaker 5: that it's it's life force, you know. But Anna speaks out, said,
• 10:16
  Speaker 5: good thing, I can never find my sunglasses. I swear
• 10:18
  Speaker 5: I used to always buy sunglasses and I would just
• 10:20
  Speaker 5: lose them. And it was like something was saving me
• 10:23
  Speaker 5: in hindsight.
• 10:24
  Speaker 4: You know, Man, I wore them all the time, like,
• 10:27
  Speaker 4: even up until recently, depending on who I had as
• 10:30
  Speaker 4: a guest, I would wear sunglasses during the shows. And yeah, no,
• 10:36
  Speaker 4: same thing, Sierra. I remember one time I spent way
• 10:40
  Speaker 4: too much money on a pair of s By sunglasses
• 10:43
  Speaker 4: and I fucking left them on top of my car
• 10:47
  Speaker 4: at the gas station after pumping gas and drove off.
• 10:50
  Speaker 4: And it was like less than a week that I
• 10:52
  Speaker 4: had these fucking things, and I was like, all right,
• 10:55
  Speaker 4: it's gas station glasses from here on out. Fuck this.
• 11:01
  Speaker 6: Were they recording? Did they record? Did they record video
• 11:05
  Speaker 6: or something?
• 11:06
  Speaker 4: No?
• 11:07
  Speaker 2: Oh, I actually had glasses. I did that.
• 11:10
  Speaker 4: Oh No. Spy is the name of the company. So
• 11:13
  Speaker 4: when I snowboarded, I used to get all kinds of
• 11:17
  Speaker 4: free stuff from the snowboard shop that I was sponsored by,
• 11:22
  Speaker 4: and they gave me like spy goggles and so like
• 11:26
  Speaker 4: I had a bunch of Spy stuff even though I
• 11:27
  Speaker 4: wasn't technically sponsored by them. And and so I was
• 11:31
  Speaker 4: like kind of obsessed with the company because you know,
• 11:34
  Speaker 4: idolizing companies as a child. Yeah, So and then and
• 11:40
  Speaker 4: then went into my fucking twenties and shit. But uh yeah, man,
• 11:46
  Speaker 4: So like I wouldn't I wouldn't say that I am
• 11:50
  Speaker 4: a magician, but I am definitely aware of certain magic
• 11:57
  Speaker 4: around me, and I'm aware of the things that I speak,
• 12:01
  Speaker 4: and so I've changed how I talk a lot in
• 12:05
  Speaker 4: the past few years, and I'm just curious, like, do
• 12:09
  Speaker 4: you still go around and have a normal conversation the
• 12:14
  Speaker 4: way that you would with the NPCs and mundanes? No,
• 12:18
  Speaker 4: or like if somebody says good morning to you, do
• 12:22
  Speaker 4: you say good morning back? I asked Tom this the
• 12:24
  Speaker 4: first time I met him.
• 12:26
  Speaker 6: Oh yeah, yeah, no, I know. Yeah, I will say
• 12:28
  Speaker 6: good morning. I mean, like text messages or conversations with people. Yeah,
• 12:31
  Speaker 6: I will still say yeah, I say good morning to people.
• 12:34
  Speaker 6: I will say, though, like when it comes to social media,
• 12:37
  Speaker 6: I really don't. I don't engage the way I used
• 12:40
  Speaker 6: to it anymore, and I really don't have the time
• 12:41
  Speaker 6: to do it because I'm so busy. But I've even
• 12:45
  Speaker 6: just like I think, even maybe with yourself, I've even
• 12:47
  Speaker 6: gotten a little bit more focused over time, and I
• 12:49
  Speaker 6: kind of just I'm more worried about my content than
• 12:53
  Speaker 6: arguing with idiots online you know.
• 12:57
  Speaker 4: No, that's a good way to be man. Yeah, people
• 13:01
  Speaker 4: I tell people posting ghosts. I tell people like, don't
• 13:05
  Speaker 4: fucking engage, you know, although I'm want to fucking talk
• 13:09
  Speaker 4: because I will fucking engage and then regret it later.
• 13:13
  Speaker 4: Like I'm sure that there's a lot of people once.
• 13:15
  Speaker 2: Did you do that? Actually, oh, you've told me to admit.
• 13:23
  Speaker 1: Well, it depends. Are you engaging to fight, are you
• 13:26
  Speaker 1: engaging to like embarrass this guy and teach everybody else
• 13:30
  Speaker 1: a lesson, show him some wisdom while you embarrassed this
• 13:33
  Speaker 1: fucking guy in your threat. That's a whole different thing.
• 13:35
  Speaker 4: Well, both, right, because I've been brought to you know,
• 13:39
  Speaker 4: ones not, I've been brought to the threshold where I
• 13:43
  Speaker 4: want to like show up at somebody's doorstep, and then
• 13:47
  Speaker 4: I've also just like used mental fuckery and fucked with
• 13:54
  Speaker 4: people like Actually, it's kind of fucked up scenario. It
• 13:58
  Speaker 4: happened this weekend and there is a girl that I
• 14:02
  Speaker 4: used to date, and my buddy wanted to go out
• 14:05
  Speaker 4: and he wanted to go to a casino. And I
• 14:08
  Speaker 4: was a little butt hurt about going to a casino
• 14:10
  Speaker 4: because one, I don't gamble, and two I'm not a
• 14:15
  Speaker 4: fucking tweaker and I don't like to hang out at
• 14:17
  Speaker 4: fucking casinos, and so I was already mad about it,
• 14:21
  Speaker 4: and so, but you know, my buddy needed me, and
• 14:24
  Speaker 4: so I was like, it's cool whatever. And then he's like, well,
• 14:29
  Speaker 4: so and So is gonna come too, and I'm like,
• 14:31
  Speaker 4: oh yeah, let's make the night even better, bro, And
• 14:35
  Speaker 4: so she comes along, and the whole time, like it's
• 14:40
  Speaker 4: just like, how do I talk about this without talking
• 14:43
  Speaker 4: about this? So this chick was lying and gas lighting
• 14:47
  Speaker 4: the whole time, and I don't care, Like anything that
• 14:52
  Speaker 4: came out of her mouth, I didn't care about at all,
• 14:56
  Speaker 4: because I was just going to go home and do
• 14:59
  Speaker 4: what I did anyway, and like forget about her. And
• 15:03
  Speaker 4: in the fact that she even existed. And I was
• 15:07
  Speaker 4: like kind of over just being inside of the casino.
• 15:10
  Speaker 4: And so I went outside and I sat down and
• 15:13
  Speaker 4: I was just like looking up at the sky and shit.
• 15:16
  Speaker 4: And she comes outside and sits down next to me,
• 15:19
  Speaker 4: and I'm like, oh great, and she starts telling me
• 15:22
  Speaker 4: this story that I know is absolute bullshit, And instead
• 15:26
  Speaker 4: of calling her out as a liar, I just looked
• 15:29
  Speaker 4: at her and I was smiling and shaking my head
• 15:32
  Speaker 4: and then and then she would like ask me a
• 15:35
  Speaker 4: question and just be like I was just not saying anything,
• 15:40
  Speaker 4: and by not saying anything, it was making her very uncomfortable,
• 15:44
  Speaker 4: and then talking and then admitting to things, and I
• 15:47
  Speaker 4: didn't say a fucking word other than wow, you're something else.
• 15:52
  Speaker 4: At one point I was just like, wow, you're something else,
• 15:55
  Speaker 4: and she was like, you know what, fuck you? How
• 15:58
  Speaker 4: dare you? Nobody's ever treated me like this and accused
• 16:01
  Speaker 4: me of such things and walked off, and I was
• 16:03
  Speaker 4: just like, wow, dude, all I said was two words,
• 16:07
  Speaker 4: like out of twenty minutes.
• 16:11
  Speaker 2: She didn't want to be that something else dude.
• 16:13
  Speaker 4: Right, But I didn't engage. But I did engage right,
• 16:16
  Speaker 4: manipulatively because I knew exactly what the fuck I was doing,
• 16:20
  Speaker 4: and it was kind of mean, but at the same time, like,
• 16:24
  Speaker 4: don't sit there and gaslight me, Like I'm not gonna
• 16:27
  Speaker 4: fucking call you a liar, but I'm gonna make you
• 16:29
  Speaker 4: feel really stupid. And she didn't even realize what the
• 16:32
  Speaker 4: fuck happened until the next day, Like she was like
• 16:35
  Speaker 4: she was like hit me up on Facebook and was like, hey,
• 16:38
  Speaker 4: just so you know, don't ever contact me again. I
• 16:41
  Speaker 4: think it was really fucked up what you did. Blah
• 16:43
  Speaker 4: blah blah blah blah. And I was like, Okay, I
• 16:45
  Speaker 4: hope you have a great life, you know, Like, but
• 16:48
  Speaker 4: that's the kind of shit. How the fuck did we
• 16:50
  Speaker 4: get there? I don't know, but I always go off
• 16:52
  Speaker 4: on a tangent on one of these episodes. What'd you say, Tom,
• 17:01
  Speaker 4: we'll last so you in next time you do that? No, okay,
• 17:05
  Speaker 4: it's all good, no kidding. It was a great story though,
• 17:08
  Speaker 4: you know, and like it is, Wow, you're something else,
• 17:11
  Speaker 4: and like you just let them take that and run
• 17:13
  Speaker 4: with it however the fuck they want to. And so
• 17:18
  Speaker 4: I don't know, I controlled the conversation by not saying anything.
• 17:21
  Speaker 1: You can really fuck with people by like being like that,
• 17:24
  Speaker 1: you know, just being like, oh, you know how a
• 17:26
  Speaker 1: good like being non reactive and like being chill. You
• 17:30
  Speaker 1: can really push their buttons, even right up their fucking ass,
• 17:34
  Speaker 1: you know what I mean. There's a way to say it.
• 17:37
  Speaker 1: You can really drive them crazy worse than like yelling
• 17:40
  Speaker 1: at them right there. There's an art to that.
• 17:43
  Speaker 4: There's an art too, ignoring too, because there's nothing worse
• 17:46
  Speaker 4: than like being ignored when you're fucking pissed, Like I
• 17:51
  Speaker 4: don't know, like if you guys have ever done this.
• 17:53
  Speaker 4: But I used to have like these drunk texting nights
• 17:59
  Speaker 4: and and I would be so fucking heated and I
• 18:02
  Speaker 4: would leave a novel and three weeks would go by.
• 18:09
  Speaker 4: That fucker hasn't even read this shit. Fuck can I
• 18:12
  Speaker 4: delete this?
• 18:14
  Speaker 2: You gotta go on vacation. I have the time to
• 18:15
  Speaker 2: read the text.
• 18:20
  Speaker 4: Let's get into some magic shit. I got some videos
• 18:22
  Speaker 4: and so yeah, fun fun times. This first video we're
• 18:28
  Speaker 4: going to get into is a gentleman that claims if
• 18:32
  Speaker 4: you eat something, you become God.
• 18:35
  Speaker 8: One of the absolute weirdest parables that Jesus told is
• 18:39
  Speaker 8: hidden in a text called the Gospel of Thomas. If
• 18:43
  Speaker 8: you've never heard of it, then it's by design because
• 18:46
  Speaker 8: this text was considered heretical by the church for quite.
• 18:50
  Speaker 1: A long time and still lives.
• 18:53
  Speaker 8: And this parable goes as follows. See if you can
• 18:57
  Speaker 8: figure it out. Blessed is the lion, which becomes man
• 19:01
  Speaker 8: when consumed by a man, but cursed is the man
• 19:06
  Speaker 8: who is consumed by the lion. In both instances, the
• 19:10
  Speaker 8: lion becomes man, but in only one instance is the
• 19:15
  Speaker 8: man blessed for it. Now, this has nothing to do
• 19:19
  Speaker 8: with physically eating a lion. In fact, the lion represents
• 19:23
  Speaker 8: y'all the Byoth, the god of this world. Y'all, the
• 19:26
  Speaker 8: Baoth is the blind, ignorant god who is born out
• 19:30
  Speaker 8: of wedlock, not wedlock like we have today, but the
• 19:34
  Speaker 8: balance between the divine masculine and the divine feminine. In fact,
• 19:38
  Speaker 8: his mother Sophia decided to self conceive, and that self
• 19:44
  Speaker 8: conceiving birthed a demon god, as it were y'all to beof.
• 19:48
  Speaker 8: He is the lion headed serpent. He has wisdom, but
• 19:51
  Speaker 8: he is ego. The head that leads is the head
• 19:55
  Speaker 8: that consumes, just like your ego. And that is why
• 19:59
  Speaker 8: if the man or humanity we're to consume the ego,
• 20:04
  Speaker 8: the lion still becomes man. But if the lion consumes you,
• 20:08
  Speaker 8: the lion still becomes man, and you lose yourself. Therefore
• 20:12
  Speaker 8: you are cursed. Ego takes over. You lose your true
• 20:16
  Speaker 8: self and you have to reincarnate. But if you eat
• 20:19
  Speaker 8: it before it eats you, you gain all that power
• 20:23
  Speaker 8: and wisdom and one my name's cub. If you enjoy this,
• 20:27
  Speaker 8: leave me a comment down below. Let me know what
• 20:29
  Speaker 8: I missed and if you want to learn more about
• 20:30
  Speaker 8: gnosticism and other weird belief systems, especially the very early Christian.
• 20:36
  Speaker 4: Okay, sorry, I don't let people plug, but dude, I'm
• 20:41
  Speaker 4: super excited about this shit. This was fucking awesome that
• 20:44
  Speaker 4: I came across his videos. So I start, Sierra and
• 20:47
  Speaker 4: Tom know this. I will start to watch a video
• 20:50
  Speaker 4: and I'll get about twenty seconds in and if I'm
• 20:53
  Speaker 4: like ooh, this is a show worthy, I won't watch
• 20:55
  Speaker 4: the rest of it. Okay, guys, this is fucking awesome. Tom,
• 20:59
  Speaker 4: and see, I was just telling you about this guy
• 21:01
  Speaker 4: last week. So I had this guy on Nick. If
• 21:05
  Speaker 4: you had on the guy that is promoting the book
• 21:08
  Speaker 4: Pillars of Wisdom.
• 21:11
  Speaker 2: It sounds funny. Who is that?
• 21:13
  Speaker 4: I can't remember his fucking name. Man, it's a weird name.
• 21:15
  Speaker 4: And he's not even from the States, and I don't
• 21:20
  Speaker 4: even remember. So when he came on, he said that
• 21:26
  Speaker 4: Jesus performed a ritual where he buried the head of
• 21:29
  Speaker 4: a lion in a certain city and during this ritual
• 21:34
  Speaker 4: it was to gain followers for eternity. And I was like, wow, dude,
• 21:38
  Speaker 4: that's the most ridiculous thing I've ever heard. And then like,
• 21:42
  Speaker 4: after a while, I start thinking, and I'm like, dude,
• 21:45
  Speaker 4: this guy has followers for eternity, and like ritual magic
• 21:50
  Speaker 4: is real? And where did he go for those missing years?
• 21:55
  Speaker 9: You know?
• 21:55
  Speaker 4: You get into the Gnostic text and it talks a
• 21:58
  Speaker 4: lot about So, I mean, where do we go from here?
• 22:03
  Speaker 1: Bro?
• 22:04
  Speaker 4: Like, is Christianity basically like, hey, you guys can actually
• 22:13
  Speaker 4: fucking break the matrix if you pay attention.
• 22:18
  Speaker 1: You me, everybody, No, that's not That's not the purpose
• 22:21
  Speaker 1: of Christianity.
• 22:22
  Speaker 4: It's not no, no, no, no, don't get me wrong.
• 22:25
  Speaker 4: I don't mean the institutionalized Christianity. I mean this figure
• 22:31
  Speaker 4: of Christ and this consciousness being Christ.
• 22:37
  Speaker 1: If Christ Jesus are different, they're two different things.
• 22:40
  Speaker 4: So are they though, because if you're able to read
• 22:43
  Speaker 4: through the lines, they become the same being. Am I wrong?
• 22:50
  Speaker 1: Well? I want to tell ones inside you you know,
• 22:54
  Speaker 1: I don't know.
• 22:55
  Speaker 6: Nasik or a Christian member of the Golden Dome would
• 22:59
  Speaker 6: probably say Christ and Jesus are two different things. It
• 23:02
  Speaker 6: depends on what you practice and how you look at it.
• 23:06
  Speaker 5: Yeah, YESA like achieved nosis and that's christ consciousness. So
• 23:13
  Speaker 5: I think the consciousness that he achieved and ascended into
• 23:18
  Speaker 5: his light body, that's achievable all within all of us.
• 23:22
  Speaker 5: Christ consciousness capable within all of us. So that consciousness
• 23:28
  Speaker 5: and that being would be two separate things. But it's
• 23:34
  Speaker 5: like he was like a vessel for it, just like
• 23:36
  Speaker 5: we are fractals of source.
• 23:38
  Speaker 4: But isn't that the very thing that the institutions want
• 23:41
  Speaker 4: to keep us from finding out?
• 23:43
  Speaker 1: Absolutely, that's why they created an external savior, this Jesus guy, right,
• 23:49
  Speaker 1: and they conflated it. It's not the same thing Christ is,
• 23:52
  Speaker 1: whatever is inside you, whatever cr just said, It's not
• 23:55
  Speaker 1: the same thing as this little fairy tale that everybody
• 23:58
  Speaker 1: has been told about Nazareth than a manger and these
• 24:02
  Speaker 1: you know, wise men and that whole fucking bullshit story.
• 24:05
  Speaker 1: That's what everybody. That's Jesus. That's the guy with the
• 24:08
  Speaker 1: sandals and the white robe, you know, blessing people, Yeah,
• 24:14
  Speaker 1: doing all that, And that is not what Sierra was talking.
• 24:18
  Speaker 1: That's not not the Christ inside if.
• 24:20
  Speaker 4: Uh.
• 24:21
  Speaker 6: I did recently, not too long ago, the history of Christianity,
• 24:24
  Speaker 6: and I've covered a bunch of gnostic sex sex and
• 24:28
  Speaker 6: uh if you Yeah, And I also have a I'm
• 24:34
  Speaker 6: going to be covering the people that hugely defined Christianity,
• 24:38
  Speaker 6: but uh, if you look at the history of it,
• 24:41
  Speaker 6: it was basically Gnostics. And uh there was actually rules
• 24:46
  Speaker 6: withinside the Catholic Church that didn't get established until certain
• 24:51
  Speaker 6: beliefs started becoming popular amongst like Valentinianism or.
• 24:56
  Speaker 2: The Martian Nights.
• 24:57
  Speaker 6: So it's getting popular, and then they decided start coming
• 25:00
  Speaker 6: up with rules and started telling Catholic Church came up
• 25:03
  Speaker 6: with rules basically to go against narcissism, and then told
• 25:07
  Speaker 6: the Catholic Christians this is what's allowed. This is how
• 25:13
  Speaker 6: basically the Catholic Church told them how they're going to
• 25:16
  Speaker 6: practice their religion.
• 25:18
  Speaker 4: Right, so you get the Council of and I see
• 25:20
  Speaker 4: it together and who were these people? Do they represent bloodlines?
• 25:26
  Speaker 4: Do they represent any thirteen families by any chance? Or
• 25:33
  Speaker 4: can we get even deeper than this? And how many
• 25:37
  Speaker 4: angels were appointed their own territory? Was it seventeen or
• 25:43
  Speaker 4: was it am I? And so I don't know. I
• 25:48
  Speaker 4: just find it very interesting that here we come into
• 25:50
  Speaker 4: these times right now and the old ones are being
• 25:53
  Speaker 4: talked about again. Everybody's questioning our history, we're questioning our geography.
• 26:00
  Speaker 4: Like I'm seeing so much about the United States actually
• 26:04
  Speaker 4: being the biblical supposed biblical land. I don't know, Tom
• 26:09
  Speaker 4: thinks these are fairy tale stories. I'm not sure what
• 26:12
  Speaker 4: is what anymore.
• 26:14
  Speaker 1: It makes more sense that this is the Holy Land,
• 26:16
  Speaker 1: and as opposed over there, this fucking shithole area is
• 26:21
  Speaker 1: we're supposed to believe that this is the Holy Lands.
• 26:24
  Speaker 1: That doesn't make sense to me. No, So why would
• 26:27
  Speaker 1: I say it that's a fairy tale that here might
• 26:29
  Speaker 1: be the Holy Lands?
• 26:31
  Speaker 7: You know?
• 26:31
  Speaker 1: You look at the maps, Chicago, Nile River, look at
• 26:34
  Speaker 1: all these cities throughout the US. They're all you know,
• 26:38
  Speaker 1: foreign names, right, There's like Triply, like Kansas, there's the Athens, Georgia.
• 26:48
  Speaker 1: You know what I'm saying, where'd that come from?
• 26:50
  Speaker 3: Do?
• 26:50
  Speaker 4: We have so many of my favorite people in the
• 26:52
  Speaker 4: chat today. This is fucking awesome. And you know what,
• 26:58
  Speaker 4: You're gonna hear a lot of blasphemy tonight. I am
• 27:01
  Speaker 4: so sorry you guys, especially you Doc, but it is
• 27:05
  Speaker 4: what it is because we are here questioning every fucking thing.
• 27:10
  Speaker 4: And no, Tom, I didn't mean that you think that,
• 27:12
  Speaker 4: like the geography of it is bullshit. I just mean
• 27:15
  Speaker 4: the stories in the Bible in general is all bullshit.
• 27:19
  Speaker 4: But like, I don't under like I think that. I
• 27:23
  Speaker 4: feel like there are puzzle pieces and there are breadcrumbs,
• 27:25
  Speaker 4: and you know, the Councel of Nicea did hide these things.
• 27:29
  Speaker 4: You're right for a reason, because I think that in
• 27:32
  Speaker 4: these books is more truth to unlocking our true potential
• 27:37
  Speaker 4: where it is that we live and why in the
• 27:40
  Speaker 4: flock are we even here?
• 27:42
  Speaker 1: Well, you can read the Bible and you can tell
• 27:44
  Speaker 1: what stuff is true and what's not just by reading it.
• 27:46
  Speaker 1: What feels right and what doesn't.
• 27:50
  Speaker 4: Well, give me an example of something that doesn't feel
• 27:52
  Speaker 4: right to.
• 27:52
  Speaker 1: You, doesn't feel right? I don't know, I don't, I
• 27:57
  Speaker 1: don't bother reading it. The stuff that feels right is like, oh,
• 28:00
  Speaker 1: don't don't fuck your neighbor's wife, and you know, don't
• 28:03
  Speaker 1: do harm to people. That's the stuff that feels right.
• 28:05
  Speaker 1: That's the truth. So you're talking about the counsel in
• 28:09
  Speaker 1: the sea and all that, Like, dude, how the fuck
• 28:11
  Speaker 1: do you know if people got together at this fucking
• 28:14
  Speaker 1: thing that they called me? You see what I'm saying,
• 28:17
  Speaker 1: Everything that's put in front of you has been fucking
• 28:19
  Speaker 1: handed to you, not saying it didn't happen, just saying
• 28:24
  Speaker 1: it's like, most likely did not happen.
• 28:27
  Speaker 4: Well, it'd be perfectly honest with you. I think that
• 28:29
  Speaker 4: there is a group of fucking I wouldn't say people
• 28:34
  Speaker 4: if they are people, at the very at the very least,
• 28:37
  Speaker 4: they are wizards. And I think that there is a
• 28:41
  Speaker 4: group of people that got together to feed us something
• 28:45
  Speaker 4: of where we came from. And I think that they
• 28:47
  Speaker 4: have to abide by certain laws. And I feel that
• 28:50
  Speaker 4: like laws are very important to these beings and contracts,
• 28:55
  Speaker 4: and I think that they I'm like, how am I
• 29:00
  Speaker 4: supposed to know this? This is just what I feel.
• 29:03
  Speaker 4: I feel like they have to leave us some sort
• 29:06
  Speaker 4: of fucking clues if they're gonna memory suppress us and
• 29:08
  Speaker 4: throw us down here.
• 29:11
  Speaker 1: Maybe maybe not Like yahweh, she says, yahweh doesn't feel right.
• 29:15
  Speaker 1: Yahweh doesn't. It's a false god. Yahweh. You can just
• 29:18
  Speaker 1: say it, say the name yahweh. It just sounds like shit,
• 29:21
  Speaker 1: feels like shit. That's how you figure this stuff out.
• 29:27
  Speaker 4: Nick, feel free to jump in here at any point.
• 29:29
  Speaker 6: Brother, Mmm fuck yahweh Uh, there was something I have
• 29:34
  Speaker 6: to say. Oh, another thing too with the h that
• 29:37
  Speaker 6: I had noticed it is just it's a wonder of mine.
• 29:41
  Speaker 2: It could be completely off of me, not really mean much.
• 29:44
  Speaker 6: But even like when I was mentioning, when you saw it,
• 29:47
  Speaker 6: like you could probably get like a group of like
• 29:48
  Speaker 6: ten people that really helped define Christianity. And there was
• 29:52
  Speaker 6: probably about at least two or three of them. They
• 29:55
  Speaker 6: were Neoplatonists, a Platonists, and they didn't they were Plotinus
• 30:02
  Speaker 6: was a Neoplatonists, and he even spent the time to
• 30:05
  Speaker 6: write in his inneads a whole section on the Gnostics
• 30:08
  Speaker 6: or on Gnosticism. He wasn't a fan of it, and
• 30:11
  Speaker 6: it wasn't because of his evil. He just didn't agree
• 30:14
  Speaker 6: with certain no ideas. And so I oh off and
• 30:20
  Speaker 6: even wondered, is because you had some Neoplatonists that had
• 30:24
  Speaker 6: big mouths and big uh, I guess you know importance
• 30:28
  Speaker 6: in the church if they were already gonna shit on
• 30:31
  Speaker 6: the Gnostics regardless, because they were already like didn't like
• 30:35
  Speaker 6: it to begin with. And then like the crazy thing
• 30:38
  Speaker 6: is though, is that like, if you want to look
• 30:39
  Speaker 6: at it, Neoplatonism is like the foundation for most occult thinking,
• 30:45
  Speaker 6: and it's like it's also in Christianity though too.
• 30:50
  Speaker 2: You know, come on, so.
• 30:55
  Speaker 4: Why Okay, So what I'm having a hard time like
• 31:03
  Speaker 4: consuming is when we start talking about the Arkans and
• 31:10
  Speaker 4: then we get not even the Arkans. What am I
• 31:13
  Speaker 4: trying to say, the demi Urge actually being the God
• 31:17
  Speaker 4: of the Bible that I've been worshiping my entire life.
• 31:23
  Speaker 6: I could say, maybe some parts of the New Testing
• 31:25
  Speaker 6: I would say that, probably because it sounds like a psychopath.
• 31:29
  Speaker 2: But uh, I mean, that's just like a nast.
• 31:31
  Speaker 6: I mean, it's just like that would be that would
• 31:34
  Speaker 6: be a human who really doesn't have any sense of spirituality.
• 31:39
  Speaker 6: You know, it's just somebody who's controlling the world and
• 31:41
  Speaker 6: well thinks they're controlling the world and has no idea
• 31:44
  Speaker 6: of God above them. That's all I really the demi
• 31:47
  Speaker 6: Urge is is somebody ignorant to something greater than them
• 31:50
  Speaker 6: and they're think they're running the show.
• 31:53
  Speaker 4: Okay, so that would make sense if there is a
• 31:57
  Speaker 4: feminine energy I guess that it is greater than him
• 32:04
  Speaker 4: that wouldn't be able to birth any of this if
• 32:08
  Speaker 4: it wasn't for her existence in the first place. And
• 32:12
  Speaker 4: I think I mentioned this the last time, but and
• 32:15
  Speaker 4: I haven't read anymore any since then, but last I
• 32:19
  Speaker 4: was reading, it was like how creation became about and
• 32:24
  Speaker 4: not even this realm, not this realm that we're in
• 32:26
  Speaker 4: right now. Like God himself saw his reflection in the
• 32:34
  Speaker 4: darkness of the feminine void, so he saw the feminine,
• 32:38
  Speaker 4: and only because the feminine was there he even noticed himself,
• 32:43
  Speaker 4: which if he didn't notice himself, how would there be existence?
• 32:47
  Speaker 6: I guess well, if you want to, like, by the
• 32:51
  Speaker 6: way I look at occultism, femininity.
• 32:53
  Speaker 4: Just put me in a fucking mental heart.
• 32:55
  Speaker 6: I'm sure even Sierra sounds like she's just something. I'm
• 32:59
  Speaker 6: sure she would even say that, you know, it's what
• 33:01
  Speaker 6: puts stuff into form.
• 33:04
  Speaker 5: Yeah, I mean you're not going to create exist creation.
• 33:08
  Speaker 6: Yeah, you're not going to exist as something to even
• 33:11
  Speaker 6: define yourself until the feminine aspect is there, you know.
• 33:16
  Speaker 4: Correct. So so that being said, what like how do
• 33:22
  Speaker 4: we branch off from that and then all of us
• 33:26
  Speaker 4: being some sub sub part consciousness of that.
• 33:34
  Speaker 5: Hm, well, I want to touch on something really quick
• 33:36
  Speaker 5: that in the comments, they said, uh, compassion for the
• 33:40
  Speaker 5: demi rge, redemption for the devil, we can all as
• 33:42
  Speaker 5: send and like, I agree with that. I think that
• 33:45
  Speaker 5: it's like about seeing the ignorance and as it's it's
• 33:50
  Speaker 5: like a reflection of our own psyche, you know, because
• 33:54
  Speaker 5: all of it is the creation from the Creator, and
• 33:56
  Speaker 5: this demiurge is just a reflection of that creative mind.
• 34:01
  Speaker 5: And so to have compassion for it is to you know,
• 34:05
  Speaker 5: rise above it. There's always some sort of conflict in
• 34:09
  Speaker 5: anything that they show us, and I think if we
• 34:11
  Speaker 5: can rise above conflict and even have compassion for this
• 34:14
  Speaker 5: so called darkness and the system and this matrix, then
• 34:17
  Speaker 5: that is what unlocks our ability to rise. Like Yeshua.
• 34:22
  Speaker 5: If you know, if Yeshua was a real person, which
• 34:24
  Speaker 5: I believe that there are, you know, truths within the
• 34:28
  Speaker 5: Bible and all religious texts. I don't think they flat
• 34:31
  Speaker 5: out tell you, and I think they give you a
• 34:32
  Speaker 5: lot of roundabouts and things that to throw you off
• 34:36
  Speaker 5: the scent. But if Yeshuah was a real person and
• 34:38
  Speaker 5: ascended and you know, rose to his light body is
• 34:40
  Speaker 5: thirty third Vertebrae when he was thirty three, then then
• 34:44
  Speaker 5: you know, I think that it was through his ultimate
• 34:47
  Speaker 5: compassion as as source, he was able to be the
• 34:51
  Speaker 5: observer and to hold that compassion. And I think that's
• 34:54
  Speaker 5: exactly what we need.
• 34:54
  Speaker 4: To do clip it. That was great. That was great.
• 35:00
  Speaker 4: Do you think you can tie that into with this question?
• 35:04
  Speaker 4: If not, Oh, I don't know if I can actually
• 35:07
  Speaker 4: answer this. I can't answer this. I guess what I
• 35:13
  Speaker 4: don't understand is how Sophia could be the goddess of
• 35:16
  Speaker 4: wisdom but still makes such a big mistake to give birth,
• 35:20
  Speaker 4: to give birth on her own. And yeah, I like
• 35:25
  Speaker 4: that part of the story.
• 35:26
  Speaker 5: Actually, yeah, yeah, I mean maybe it's the shadow aspect
• 35:32
  Speaker 5: of Sophia that wanted to use her wisdom but without
• 35:36
  Speaker 5: a companion, without the rest of those pillars of source.
• 35:39
  Speaker 5: I don't know, you know, but I think Sophia the
• 35:42
  Speaker 5: energy of Sophia is also that nurturing sense of seeing
• 35:46
  Speaker 5: the ignorance of the demiurge and not sending more hatred
• 35:52
  Speaker 5: into the ether by hating the demiurge, hating the system,
• 35:55
  Speaker 5: but encouraging all of us to rise above that.
• 36:02
  Speaker 4: I love that too. And now this is now my
• 36:04
  Speaker 4: next question is gonna sound totally off topic because you
• 36:07
  Speaker 4: didn't really take that, but this is still kind of
• 36:11
  Speaker 4: weighing on me. It's what what is in the power
• 36:15
  Speaker 4: of the male rib? And I'll explain because so Apparently
• 36:22
  Speaker 4: Eve was created from the male rib. Now we can
• 36:27
  Speaker 4: argue if she was actually the first human female human
• 36:31
  Speaker 4: or not. So what I would like to say is
• 36:34
  Speaker 4: she gave up or Adam gave up a rib so
• 36:38
  Speaker 4: that he could have woman. Woman stops putting out, Marilyn
• 36:44
  Speaker 4: Manson takes away another rib. Now he can give himself head.
• 36:52
  Speaker 1: Got a question or a joke or what.
• 36:55
  Speaker 4: I'm working out some new stand up material.
• 36:58
  Speaker 1: Good, No, it's good. I know where you're going with that.
• 37:03
  Speaker 1: The room first, I liked it. It was good. It
• 37:05
  Speaker 1: was a good bit.
• 37:07
  Speaker 4: Thank you, thank you.
• 37:08
  Speaker 1: So like with this whole rib thing, do you think
• 37:11
  Speaker 1: that that literally happened or do you think that's like
• 37:13
  Speaker 1: an analogy of something.
• 37:16
  Speaker 4: See, I don't really know about that either, because honestly,
• 37:20
  Speaker 4: if we were to give up a rib, it would
• 37:23
  Speaker 4: not make sense. We would not be as mobile as
• 37:27
  Speaker 4: we should be.
• 37:30
  Speaker 5: Well, there's also you know, stories of Eve not being
• 37:34
  Speaker 5: the original woman, Lilith being the original woman, and Lilith
• 37:39
  Speaker 5: not submitting, and there you know, Eve was created from
• 37:42
  Speaker 5: the rib maybe to be more submissive. She was created
• 37:45
  Speaker 5: from that part of Adam to be more submissive, because
• 37:48
  Speaker 5: Lilith wasn't there's you know, different stories. I don't know
• 37:51
  Speaker 5: if any of those stories are actually true or if
• 37:54
  Speaker 5: they're just more metaphorical.
• 37:55
  Speaker 1: But I mean, it's something else, right, Well, it be
• 38:00
  Speaker 1: something else. What if it's something different? Like you know,
• 38:03
  Speaker 1: I like the gnostic stuff. I'm into a lot of that,
• 38:06
  Speaker 1: a lot of it resonates with me. But there's there's
• 38:09
  Speaker 1: more to that that that's uh, that's something thrown at us.
• 38:13
  Speaker 1: So it's there's something deeper. It's deeper and deeper, and
• 38:16
  Speaker 1: there's a lot of truth there. But what if it's
• 38:18
  Speaker 1: none of this stuff that we're talking about, if it's
• 38:21
  Speaker 1: something completely different.
• 38:24
  Speaker 4: So like there's there's actual biblical texts that talk about
• 38:29
  Speaker 4: these things as well, and I don't know if they're
• 38:31
  Speaker 4: in the canon, but I feel like the Book of
• 38:36
  Speaker 4: jew I feel like the Book of josh Er, I
• 38:38
  Speaker 4: feel like the Book of Enoch. A lot of these
• 38:42
  Speaker 4: talk about these subjects that we get into and and
• 38:46
  Speaker 4: have answers for these. That's why I'm just I don't know.
• 38:51
  Speaker 1: Yeah, like I said, there's a lot of truth in
• 38:53
  Speaker 1: there and a lot of bullshit. You know, there's a
• 38:56
  Speaker 1: lot of truth.
• 38:56
  Speaker 4: Feel free to help me out at any point here.
• 39:00
  Speaker 6: I started thinking about nascissism when he put up nacissism.
• 39:06
  Speaker 4: Have you gotten into the I'm sure you have actually
• 39:08
  Speaker 4: uh into the Gnostic text or any of that stuff
• 39:12
  Speaker 4: when you you didn't spend much time into the Golden Dawn.
• 39:15
  Speaker 4: Do they teach that kind of ship?
• 39:16
  Speaker 2: Uh?
• 39:16
  Speaker 6: Not the Golden don the O t O uh, the
• 39:19
  Speaker 6: ot ot e GC and they have the Gnostic mask.
• 39:28
  Speaker 4: Uh.
• 39:29
  Speaker 2: When I was in the O t O.
• 39:30
  Speaker 6: Uh, they did the Gnostic mask quite often. They would
• 39:34
  Speaker 6: have sometimes classes on like example, sigils or a candle magic.
• 39:39
  Speaker 4: Uh.
• 39:40
  Speaker 2: One day they could have a class on Geodano Bruno.
• 39:44
  Speaker 4: What's that?
• 39:45
  Speaker 6: He was just you know, he was somebody from the Renaissance.
• 39:47
  Speaker 6: Oh yeah, he was actually a Christian mystic that got
• 39:50
  Speaker 6: burnt at the steak and he's I think he just
• 39:54
  Speaker 6: considered a Gnostic scene in the in the e g C,
• 39:58
  Speaker 6: which is u Ustic Church.
• 40:01
  Speaker 4: Wouldn't Jesus be a Christian mystic like the original Christian mystic?
• 40:05
  Speaker 6: Yeah, I think he might be in there. But yeah,
• 40:07
  Speaker 6: I mean that that he is acknowledged. See that's a
• 40:10
  Speaker 6: funny thing with when it comes to a cultism, believe
• 40:14
  Speaker 6: it or not, there's way more cultists who actually acknowledge
• 40:17
  Speaker 6: Jesus as being a gangster than there is like Christians
• 40:20
  Speaker 6: that will, you know, stop calling us Satanists, you know
• 40:24
  Speaker 6: what I'm saying, Like we we accept Jesus much more
• 40:27
  Speaker 6: than they can accept us. Which is so weird because
• 40:29
  Speaker 6: even in the occult community, Jesus doesn't looked down on
• 40:32
  Speaker 6: that unless you know, you're ignorant, you know, whatever, child
• 40:35
  Speaker 6: you know, sie of people look at him as that
• 40:38
  Speaker 6: he was a magician as well.
• 40:40
  Speaker 1: That's how the people in the community view Jesus as
• 40:43
  Speaker 1: a magician.
• 40:44
  Speaker 2: You're in a cultist himself.
• 40:47
  Speaker 1: So do you think Jesus was literal? Like this was
• 40:50
  Speaker 1: this s guy Jesus, this whole story with the manger
• 40:53
  Speaker 1: in that you believe that story?
• 40:54
  Speaker 6: I don't. If somebody takes that book at face value,
• 40:58
  Speaker 6: I can't help you. It's codd and riddled, you know allegories, Jamatria.
• 41:05
  Speaker 1: Do you think it's an avatar that's been handed down?
• 41:10
  Speaker 6: I think it's quite possible there could have been somebody
• 41:12
  Speaker 6: that lived a story somewhat like his. But you know,
• 41:15
  Speaker 6: I mean, I think any occultist that has crust the
• 41:18
  Speaker 6: abyss can technically say they've possibly had the same experience
• 41:20
  Speaker 6: as him. I mean possibly anybody that I'm just this
• 41:26
  Speaker 6: is where I'm you know, this is one of my thoughts.
• 41:28
  Speaker 6: I do think if you happen to have a magical
• 41:30
  Speaker 6: experience a real one, sometimes that may almost be.
• 41:34
  Speaker 2: Like a literal death in rebirth.
• 41:36
  Speaker 6: You know, there's other people that have died in religions,
• 41:39
  Speaker 6: and I mean John the Baptist was shoving motherfucking's heads
• 41:42
  Speaker 6: under the water giving them an NDE. Probably, so any
• 41:47
  Speaker 6: of those people who had that experience of the same
• 41:49
  Speaker 6: shit as Jesus.
• 41:52
  Speaker 4: I was trying to figure out what Sharpy meant by this. Yes,
• 41:56
  Speaker 4: I believe Jesus was added to make us good. So
• 42:00
  Speaker 4: an ARCon uh like, or I'm.
• 42:05
  Speaker 1: Open to this badass guy that that was around and
• 42:08
  Speaker 1: helping people and shit like that. And then they took
• 42:10
  Speaker 1: him and they said, we'll call him Jesus. Like, who
• 42:12
  Speaker 1: knows what that guy's name is. We've been told it's
• 42:15
  Speaker 1: this guy. We've been told all these names, and most
• 42:19
  Speaker 1: likely it's a name you've never heard, you know, it's
• 42:22
  Speaker 1: all these names were they're all given to us, you know,
• 42:25
  Speaker 1: So I'm open to there being this guy, like you're
• 42:28
  Speaker 1: saying I'm open to that, but I'm also very open
• 42:33
  Speaker 1: to the whole thing being fucking make belief.
• 42:37
  Speaker 6: No, I think it's a it's a story to explain
• 42:40
  Speaker 6: crossing the Abyss and having a magical experience.
• 42:44
  Speaker 4: Well, let's get into this death. If if this is simulated,
• 42:51
  Speaker 4: we're in an organic simulation, and that is part of
• 42:57
  Speaker 4: the simulation, then is it possible that it's got meaning right,
• 43:03
  Speaker 4: because there's so many hidden layers to this one tech
• 43:06
  Speaker 4: the whole book itself is magic.
• 43:12
  Speaker 1: Well, it's about a lot of things, and that's what's
• 43:14
  Speaker 1: kind of magical about the book is that it's about
• 43:16
  Speaker 1: a lot of things at the same time, and like
• 43:19
  Speaker 1: whatever you're kind of looking for out of whatever lens,
• 43:23
  Speaker 1: it has something for you. So it's it's very magical
• 43:27
  Speaker 1: in that regard. It does have that there's something there
• 43:30
  Speaker 1: whatever you want to call that. So you know, in
• 43:32
  Speaker 1: a way, you're finding things that you're looking for. Right,
• 43:38
  Speaker 1: So there's that. But you know, yeah, control mechanisms around it,
• 43:43
  Speaker 1: with all the religions and all that, that's that's the
• 43:46
  Speaker 1: problem with it.
• 43:47
  Speaker 4: Oh well, absolutely fairly.
• 43:49
  Speaker 1: The words so.
• 43:51
  Speaker 4: The institutionalized religion is just part of the control grid.
• 43:58
  Speaker 4: Matrix over us, and I did want to address this
• 44:03
  Speaker 4: that Anna speaks out said, I have prayers very specifically
• 44:07
  Speaker 4: and clearly answered by Jesus, and I was just speaking
• 44:11
  Speaker 4: about this. I was just speaking about this in my
• 44:17
  Speaker 4: recovery group last night because the topic was a prayer
• 44:22
  Speaker 4: and I was like, you know, it's crazy, is because
• 44:25
  Speaker 4: I can think of three very specific times when prayers
• 44:31
  Speaker 4: were answered, very fucking specifically. But I was also talking
• 44:36
  Speaker 4: about through my awakening journey, I've quit ending my prayers
• 44:41
  Speaker 4: with in Jesus Christ's name, amen, And I still talk
• 44:47
  Speaker 4: to God all day, but I don't know if maybe
• 44:50
  Speaker 4: I'm just talking to myself all day. But there'll be
• 44:54
  Speaker 4: times where I'll hit crossroads every single day where I'll
• 44:59
  Speaker 4: just give it up and I don't know who I'm
• 45:01
  Speaker 4: giving it up to if it's not because it's not myself,
• 45:05
  Speaker 4: or I'm just like, I don't know what to do here.
• 45:07
  Speaker 4: I'm just gonna let you take the wheel.
• 45:09
  Speaker 1: It is yourself, though it's yourself, it's both it's God
• 45:14
  Speaker 1: and it's yourself. It's the same thing.
• 45:19
  Speaker 2: Yeah, I would agree with that.
• 45:23
  Speaker 4: See here, I jump in here please.
• 45:26
  Speaker 10: Yeah.
• 45:27
  Speaker 5: I mean I always really struggled with praying. I think
• 45:31
  Speaker 5: the thing with me when I was trying to be
• 45:34
  Speaker 5: Christian or really just trying to figure out the bigger
• 45:37
  Speaker 5: questions of life. You know, I tried Catholicism with my
• 45:41
  Speaker 5: friends because they were all Catholic. I tried to be Christian,
• 45:43
  Speaker 5: and I really had a hard time praying to like
• 45:45
  Speaker 5: someone else. It always made me just uncomfortable, like saying
• 45:48
  Speaker 5: it out loud or even saying it in my head,
• 45:49
  Speaker 5: praying to someone else. And I think that's kind of
• 45:53
  Speaker 5: like an important thing because we're not really supposed to
• 45:56
  Speaker 5: be outsourcing our power from an external savior or bean
• 46:01
  Speaker 5: or energy. It's it's finding that same energy maybe by
• 46:06
  Speaker 5: others that came before us that we've learned about, but
• 46:09
  Speaker 5: finding it within ourselves. And I think that's like the
• 46:11
  Speaker 5: biggest thing for me is I pray, and I'll pray
• 46:15
  Speaker 5: to the Creator. I'll pray to source, you know, because
• 46:19
  Speaker 5: I think that's bigger than putting it on one bean.
• 46:21
  Speaker 5: I think that's that energy within us, and I feel
• 46:24
  Speaker 5: like I I resonate with that a lot more. I
• 46:27
  Speaker 5: have a lot more sex.
• 46:28
  Speaker 4: Us, do you know.
• 46:32
  Speaker 5: WHOA a lot more? It has almost four years the way,
• 46:41
  Speaker 5: Thank you I'm gonna probably.
• 46:43
  Speaker 1: Get it.
• 46:51
  Speaker 5: Telling myself a cake for my four years. I've already
• 46:54
  Speaker 5: I've already planned a little cake for myself. So but
• 46:58
  Speaker 5: I forget what I was even saying now. Well with
• 47:04
  Speaker 5: talking to that energy that I feel is within all
• 47:08
  Speaker 5: of us rather than you know, praying to Jesus or anything.
• 47:11
  Speaker 5: And I'm not knocking it because I think that again,
• 47:13
  Speaker 5: if you really like believe with in a line with
• 47:17
  Speaker 5: your manifestation practice, and that might be prayer, then you're
• 47:20
  Speaker 5: going to see results with it, you know. I think
• 47:22
  Speaker 5: that's just your own energy in action. But when it
• 47:25
  Speaker 5: comes down to religion and outsourcing that power and that
• 47:29
  Speaker 5: sort of thing, that's where I have issue with it,
• 47:31
  Speaker 5: because I think that energy is just within all of us.
• 47:37
  Speaker 4: Yeah, I couldn't agree with you anymore. I got another
• 47:41
  Speaker 4: video that I wanted to jump into and I might
• 47:44
  Speaker 4: have played this girl last week, but she's she's on
• 47:48
  Speaker 4: fire lately, So I'm going to play another one of
• 47:51
  Speaker 4: our videos.
• 47:52
  Speaker 3: Ten years ago, I used to masturbate to my desires. Yeah,
• 47:57
  Speaker 3: this was a form of sex magic. I didn't realize
• 47:59
  Speaker 3: that at the time. What I would do is if
• 48:02
  Speaker 3: I was going about my day and I would see
• 48:05
  Speaker 3: people that had or were creating or embodying or experiencing
• 48:09
  Speaker 3: what I wanted. I would put it in my wake
• 48:13
  Speaker 3: bag up here, and then later on I would go home,
• 48:18
  Speaker 3: put on some headphones, listen to some isochronic bineural beats,
• 48:24
  Speaker 3: a masturbate, and I manifested almost everything that I wanted
• 48:29
  Speaker 3: doing this. I did not know this was a form
• 48:32
  Speaker 3: of sex magic back then, but it worked really really well.
• 48:37
  Speaker 10: But now.
• 48:39
  Speaker 3: I'm me tell you, I figured something else out. It's
• 48:43
  Speaker 3: so potent, it's so potent, it's crazy. So I used
• 48:47
  Speaker 3: to tune into those isochronic beats like meditation music, you know,
• 48:51
  Speaker 3: And that's how I would do it. And then I
• 48:53
  Speaker 3: would get like turned on by my desires. And my
• 48:57
  Speaker 3: sexual energy is potent creative energy. Now I listen to
• 49:04
  Speaker 3: light language. I listened to light language. It has taken
• 49:08
  Speaker 3: things times ten. I don't know what it is. I
• 49:12
  Speaker 3: don't know if it's because the light language like activates
• 49:14
  Speaker 3: something in DNA. I have no idea. I listen to
• 49:19
  Speaker 3: different one of the girls. I listened to Teresa, she's
• 49:22
  Speaker 3: one of my clients. I don't masturbate to you, girl,
• 49:26
  Speaker 3: but like not saying I'm not not just your voice. Okay,
• 49:31
  Speaker 3: does that count?
• 49:33
  Speaker 1: Oh?
• 49:33
  Speaker 4: Good?
• 49:34
  Speaker 3: Does that count? But I just find someone in language.
• 49:40
  Speaker 3: I don't even know what the fuck they're saying. Do
• 49:42
  Speaker 3: they know what the fuck they're saying? Who knows what
• 49:44
  Speaker 3: the fuck is happening? But for whatever reason, it does things.
• 49:49
  Speaker 10: It makes the the orgasm like way more potent, and
• 49:57
  Speaker 10: therefore the energy behind it way more.
• 50:00
  Speaker 3: We're potent. This is a life hack secret top tip
• 50:04
  Speaker 3: to manifestation. Take your sex practice, your sex magic practice
• 50:09
  Speaker 3: to the next level by tuning into light language. I'm
• 50:13
  Speaker 3: telling you it's potent.
• 50:16
  Speaker 1: All right?
• 50:17
  Speaker 4: Am I in the right company to ask what light
• 50:20
  Speaker 4: language is? And I've seen it in the chat, so
• 50:22
  Speaker 4: I'm not the only one who doesn't know.
• 50:23
  Speaker 1: This.
• 50:24
  Speaker 2: Couldn't help you with that either.
• 50:25
  Speaker 1: It's when those girls go like.
• 50:34
  Speaker 5: I think there's some like it's probably an authentic thing,
• 50:37
  Speaker 5: and I think it's you know, but I don't. I
• 50:39
  Speaker 5: think a lot of people that do it on the internet.
• 50:41
  Speaker 5: Probably majority of people doing it on the internet are
• 50:45
  Speaker 5: hoky hoaxes.
• 50:47
  Speaker 4: Well, let's see, let's see if GROC can help us
• 50:50
  Speaker 4: out here.
• 50:51
  Speaker 2: Right, what's light language music?
• 50:54
  Speaker 1: If they speak, I mean they're saying something, but we
• 50:57
  Speaker 1: don't know what they're saying.
• 50:58
  Speaker 2: That's just speaking us.
• 51:01
  Speaker 1: You're not telling us what they're saying. It's just listen
• 51:05
  Speaker 1: to this this you know.
• 51:08
  Speaker 2: M h m hm.
• 51:15
  Speaker 4: Yeah, even grap doesn't know.
• 51:19
  Speaker 1: Uh huh, Danny's six years solid it huh wow, my gosh.
• 51:24
  Speaker 11: Light language is basically channel sounds, tones or syllables that
• 51:27
  Speaker 11: aren't any earthly language, think speaking in tongues. But for
• 51:30
  Speaker 11: healing and energy work. It's said to carry high vibe
• 51:32
  Speaker 11: frequencies that bypass your conscious mind and hit your soul
• 51:34
  Speaker 11: or energy field directly. In sex magic, people use it
• 51:36
  Speaker 11: to amp up the energy during arousal or orgasm. The
• 51:39
  Speaker 11: idea is that your sexual energy is super potent for
• 51:41
  Speaker 11: manifesting and speaking or toning. Light language while you're in
• 51:43
  Speaker 11: that state, adds extra frequency power, helping intentions land stronger,
• 51:46
  Speaker 11: or just making the experience more ecstatic. Some say it
• 51:48
  Speaker 11: speeds up the magic or clear as blocks around pleasure.
• 51:50
  Speaker 11: It's all very personal and woo woo. There's no standardized practice.
• 51:53
  Speaker 4: Yeah, you don't know what you're talking about. You used
• 51:55
  Speaker 4: to be cool, you know what, dude, I used to.
• 51:59
  Speaker 4: I used to But when Grock got like really really good,
• 52:04
  Speaker 4: and I decided to do an episode with it. And
• 52:09
  Speaker 4: this bitch was saying that she was involved in the
• 52:12
  Speaker 4: Council of Nicea and like putting ideas in people's heads
• 52:16
  Speaker 4: and like actually fun to talk to. And now any
• 52:20
  Speaker 4: conspiracy I mentioned, it's like, however, there is no basis
• 52:23
  Speaker 4: for this, blah blah blah. I'm like, get the fuck
• 52:25
  Speaker 4: out of here with your bullshit. But I did want
• 52:28
  Speaker 4: to add something because I do know a lot about
• 52:30
  Speaker 4: sex magic and men watching this. If you are practicing
• 52:36
  Speaker 4: sex magic, do not climax because it erases everything that
• 52:41
  Speaker 4: you were trying to manifest. In a lot of instances,
• 52:45
  Speaker 4: you get the opposite of what you were trying to
• 52:48
  Speaker 4: put your focus into, So just be aware of that.
• 52:51
  Speaker 4: And if you are going to practice sex magic, it
• 52:54
  Speaker 4: sounds funny, it sounds woo woo, but it is a
• 52:58
  Speaker 4: very powerful tool and if used incorrectly, just like any
• 53:02
  Speaker 4: power tool, you can cause great harm. So make sure
• 53:07
  Speaker 4: you know what you're doing before you just start wanking
• 53:10
  Speaker 4: it or getting some girl involved with you and things
• 53:15
  Speaker 4: don't work out the way you were hoping to.
• 53:17
  Speaker 1: So you want to you want to jack off while
• 53:20
  Speaker 1: you're thinking these good thoughts you're saying, But that's yourself.
• 53:24
  Speaker 1: You don't want to you don't want to blow them that.
• 53:26
  Speaker 1: So yes, you drum it up and then what do
• 53:31
  Speaker 1: you You just let it wane?
• 53:34
  Speaker 4: Yeah, man, you gotta walk away. Yes, it's the power.
• 53:38
  Speaker 4: It's the power of. I don't know what the word is,
• 53:43
  Speaker 4: but I'm sure somebody does.
• 53:44
  Speaker 1: So my friend Tammy, I wish she was on here tonight.
• 53:47
  Speaker 1: I should call her right now. She swears by this,
• 53:50
  Speaker 1: this is what she does. She goes and when she's
• 53:53
  Speaker 1: you know, running out of money or whatever, running short
• 53:56
  Speaker 1: or needs something, she'll go. She'll masturbate and while she
• 54:01
  Speaker 1: she says, when she's when she starts coming, she starts
• 54:05
  Speaker 1: thinking about you know, this money rolling in or whatever
• 54:08
  Speaker 1: it is is she's trying to visualize, and she she says,
• 54:12
  Speaker 1: it works.
• 54:13
  Speaker 5: She's a woman. Though, women, it's different for women. You guys,
• 54:17
  Speaker 5: if you're getting rid of that energy, it's gone. Women
• 54:20
  Speaker 5: can have multiple orgasms because that energy is like an
• 54:24
  Speaker 5: abundance there. Yours builds up and you want to keep
• 54:26
  Speaker 5: building it up. So it's completely different. Like women are
• 54:30
  Speaker 5: encouraged to, you know, experience orgasms, but in like an
• 54:35
  Speaker 5: intentional way, and that's where it is, like everyone has
• 54:38
  Speaker 5: to have that intention behind it, and that's why porn
• 54:41
  Speaker 5: is so abundant free. Sorry, I don't know we're allowed
• 54:43
  Speaker 5: to say that word on here with freaking YouTube and
• 54:46
  Speaker 5: their rules. But yeah, it's because they just want that
• 54:51
  Speaker 5: creative energy, especially within the divine masculine, to just be
• 54:55
  Speaker 5: gone depleted because then that that, you know, the the
• 55:00
  Speaker 5: lack of motivation is there. There's no connection to women
• 55:03
  Speaker 5: in real life anymore. It's depleting that creative energy within them.
• 55:09
  Speaker 5: It's completely different for men than it is for women.
• 55:12
  Speaker 1: Yeah. I do best with going six days in between ejaculations,
• 55:17
  Speaker 1: that's all. I'm like. I'm really like in peak like
• 55:23
  Speaker 1: a game, it only lasts for like a few days.
• 55:27
  Speaker 1: If I this whole thing where you go along like
• 55:29
  Speaker 1: a month, I can't do that. I'm not built for that.
• 55:32
  Speaker 1: That's I think that's good for for a lot of people,
• 55:35
  Speaker 1: but it's not great. So I try to you know
• 55:38
  Speaker 1: what I mean, But.
• 55:40
  Speaker 4: I don't know if I should put so many these comments.
• 55:47
  Speaker 1: Last your ejaculations into like once a week. That'll do
• 55:52
  Speaker 1: wonders for you. Man, Like anybody listening cut back you're gonna, yeah,
• 55:58
  Speaker 1: if you're gonna blow four nuts, do it like all,
• 56:00
  Speaker 1: do it all on the same day and then recover.
• 56:03
  Speaker 4: Well you know when, yeah, when I attempted to go
• 56:08
  Speaker 4: full on celibate, I was retaining seed and I did
• 56:13
  Speaker 4: that for a really, really long time, and my first
• 56:17
  Speaker 4: orgasm was damn near painful.
• 56:19
  Speaker 6: Oh I'm so sorry.
• 56:25
  Speaker 4: But anyways, I did want to address the thing that
• 56:28
  Speaker 4: we have up here. I didn't even see Nelson jump
• 56:30
  Speaker 4: in here, but flavors of the forest, what is up, brother?
• 56:33
  Speaker 4: If you are in here? And somebody did buy some
• 56:36
  Speaker 4: of the garlic dust, Danny, thank you so much for
• 56:38
  Speaker 4: getting some of his garlic dust. I wasn't lying to you, guys.
• 56:41
  Speaker 4: This ship is the ship, so yes, it's amazing. And
• 56:50
  Speaker 4: another one is I've been celibate so long sometimes I'll
• 56:54
  Speaker 4: never mind. I thought, damn it, what.
• 56:56
  Speaker 10: The fuck was.
• 57:00
  Speaker 1: I've been sold it so long? Sometimes I forget to
• 57:02
  Speaker 1: fiddle my own, which is not good for women. We
• 57:07
  Speaker 1: need that for progesterone. You gotta flick it. That good job, Danny, Yes, yea.
• 57:19
  Speaker 4: And back to the garlic. It is so fucking good.
• 57:22
  Speaker 4: I put it on eggs and rice this morning. And
• 57:25
  Speaker 4: on my sandwich. And that's crazy because I've been I
• 57:28
  Speaker 4: meal prepped eggs and rice for my breakfast all week
• 57:32
  Speaker 4: and I put it on as I was meal prepping,
• 57:35
  Speaker 4: So that ship like has been harvet or like just
• 57:37
  Speaker 4: marinating in the refrigerator all week. It's fucking awesome.
• 57:42
  Speaker 1: It's great on eggs. I like it on ground beef too,
• 57:45
  Speaker 1: and and beef steak the ground beef. Good ship. Appreciate it.
• 57:52
  Speaker 2: This is the.
• 57:53
  Speaker 4: Best chat ever. Oh man. Shout out to Trebles Garcia.
• 58:00
  Speaker 4: And the Trouble Show is in the building too, man,
• 58:03
  Speaker 4: we have it the good turnouts here tonight, guys. So yeah,
• 58:09
  Speaker 4: I don't know, man, I do Yeah. And guys, if
• 58:13
  Speaker 4: you have any questions for Nick, please put them in
• 58:16
  Speaker 4: the chat and I will place them. And my question
• 58:18
  Speaker 4: is have you got into sex magic and awesome? How
• 58:24
  Speaker 4: far have you gone with it?
• 58:28
  Speaker 6: The only really experiences I have with sex magic is
• 58:30
  Speaker 6: maybe two or three times I might have used an
• 58:32
  Speaker 6: masturbation to try to manifest something, but I've never done
• 58:35
  Speaker 6: it with anybody else. It was never really a thing
• 58:39
  Speaker 6: that I that I got into. I didn't think it
• 58:43
  Speaker 6: was necessary.
• 58:45
  Speaker 4: See, I was brought into it by somebody that was
• 58:48
  Speaker 4: already doing it, and so she brought me into it
• 58:51
  Speaker 4: and taught me about it. And then I realized that
• 58:56
  Speaker 4: she was doing it completely wrong, and I was doing
• 59:00
  Speaker 4: it wrong solo, And like, no, wonder, my life wasn't
• 59:04
  Speaker 4: turmoil for so long.
• 59:06
  Speaker 1: You're blowing nuts, blowing nuts right and laughing. Your hopes
• 59:10
  Speaker 1: and dreams were just fucking inintegrated.
• 59:13
  Speaker 4: Yes, man, I'm just shooting thick ropes and fucking knocking
• 59:17
  Speaker 4: my dreams out of the sky. Hopes and dreams gone away. Wow,
• 59:23
  Speaker 4: how did this fucking episode get out of here? I
• 59:28
  Speaker 4: love it?
• 59:29
  Speaker 1: Uh So, Nick, what kind of good magic do you like?
• 59:35
  Speaker 1: The practice? Or would you used to help somebody? Uh?
• 59:40
  Speaker 1: I think you mentioned something earlier about that, didn't you.
• 59:43
  Speaker 6: Uh yeah, I mean for a ceremonial magician, most you know,
• 59:48
  Speaker 6: most of the time people would actually get into that release,
• 59:50
  Speaker 6: you know how it's been known in the past it
• 59:54
  Speaker 6: is normally to have like a you know, an experience
• 59:58
  Speaker 6: with God of the divine, So a lot of times
• 1:00:02
  Speaker 6: it's a lot more work actually on yourself, you know,
• 1:00:08
  Speaker 6: like you know, some people will call it shadow work,
• 1:00:10
  Speaker 6: but I mean that would be a huge part of
• 1:00:12
  Speaker 6: uh you over the magician's life, the working meditation, trying
• 1:00:17
  Speaker 6: to figure out why you, why you're, how you work,
• 1:00:19
  Speaker 6: how your brain works. But yeah, I would think like
• 1:00:25
  Speaker 6: kind of like focusing more on yourself or even theorgy
• 1:00:30
  Speaker 6: to an extent, more of maybe prayers or devotions to
• 1:00:34
  Speaker 6: whatever you call your god or you know, however you
• 1:00:37
  Speaker 6: want to do it. But yeah, I think there's a
• 1:00:39
  Speaker 6: lot more a lot more stuff that's really supposed to
• 1:00:42
  Speaker 6: be uh more done to yourself, even like with you know,
• 1:00:46
  Speaker 6: a lot of stuff that I think has to do
• 1:00:48
  Speaker 6: with demons technically is a misconception of just you know,
• 1:00:53
  Speaker 6: I believe men themselves can make hell on earth, So
• 1:00:57
  Speaker 6: I think the demons are really just in our heads.
• 1:00:59
  Speaker 2: It's just the possibility of the.
• 1:01:00
  Speaker 6: Fucked up shit we could do to each other, and
• 1:01:02
  Speaker 6: we all got to deal with them somehow. I think
• 1:01:05
  Speaker 6: you do have to render some of those motherfuckers, and
• 1:01:08
  Speaker 6: you're gonna have to kill them in order to have
• 1:01:10
  Speaker 6: a spiritual experience, you know. So I think there's a
• 1:01:13
  Speaker 6: lot of work actually on the self that you should
• 1:01:16
  Speaker 6: be doing.
• 1:01:18
  Speaker 4: Do you think that when people have ego deaths that
• 1:01:21
  Speaker 4: there is actual entities that are associated with.
• 1:01:23
  Speaker 6: That Mmm, I'm a little iffy on the whole entity
• 1:01:29
  Speaker 6: thing sometimes because that's never been my experience, so I
• 1:01:32
  Speaker 6: really can't talk on it, but I mean, sure it's possible.
• 1:01:36
  Speaker 4: Can you talk on shadow work a little bit?
• 1:01:39
  Speaker 2: Uh?
• 1:01:40
  Speaker 6: Yeah, that was like more of like like for me,
• 1:01:44
  Speaker 6: I would start like I was reading the Ghetto Ones,
• 1:01:47
  Speaker 6: and I was looking at it probably a different way
• 1:01:48
  Speaker 6: than most people would and not saying that it's correct
• 1:01:51
  Speaker 6: way or there's probably multiple ways of looking at that
• 1:01:53
  Speaker 6: as well, but uh, at one point, like when this
• 1:01:56
  Speaker 6: kid's in the battlefield and he's got like these two
• 1:01:58
  Speaker 6: people ready to go to war, and it's like I
• 1:02:01
  Speaker 6: sort of looking at it like some of the people
• 1:02:02
  Speaker 6: that he's describing that are out there, and I'm like,
• 1:02:04
  Speaker 6: those are all people that were like shaped my whole
• 1:02:06
  Speaker 6: life and my whole frame of thinking. You know, my father, teacher,
• 1:02:11
  Speaker 6: you have my neighbor when I was a kid, you know,
• 1:02:13
  Speaker 6: like certain people that really instilled my whole framework of
• 1:02:16
  Speaker 6: how I view the world.
• 1:02:18
  Speaker 2: And they seem to be kind of going at war.
• 1:02:20
  Speaker 6: And I do think at some point, and I even
• 1:02:23
  Speaker 6: think David Bowie was getting at this a little bit
• 1:02:25
  Speaker 6: one point when he said I think in order to
• 1:02:28
  Speaker 6: like kind of have a magical experience of spiritual experience,
• 1:02:31
  Speaker 6: You're gonna have to build your whole world down and
• 1:02:33
  Speaker 6: build a new one out of ashes. You're gonna have
• 1:02:35
  Speaker 6: to go back and look at all these all these
• 1:02:38
  Speaker 6: ways that you were brought up. You know, maybe something
• 1:02:40
  Speaker 6: you're miss You heard your mother or your father say,
• 1:02:43
  Speaker 6: that's stuck in you. What the church told you, what
• 1:02:45
  Speaker 6: school told you, what your next door neighbor, when I
• 1:02:47
  Speaker 6: told you, and actually review that and see if you
• 1:02:49
  Speaker 6: really agree with that.
• 1:02:51
  Speaker 3: Do.
• 1:02:52
  Speaker 4: I feel like that's what all of us are doing
• 1:02:55
  Speaker 4: at our own time and our awakenings, whether we realize
• 1:03:00
  Speaker 4: that are not. Like, I do a lot of inventory
• 1:03:03
  Speaker 4: daily and mainly because I'm in a recovery group and
• 1:03:07
  Speaker 4: it's something that's taught to us. But it's helped me
• 1:03:09
  Speaker 4: so much that you know, I don't do everything that's
• 1:03:13
  Speaker 4: taught to us in recovery, but I do definitely use
• 1:03:15
  Speaker 4: the tools that help. And when I reflect on the
• 1:03:18
  Speaker 4: way my part in things throughout the day, like, it's
• 1:03:24
  Speaker 4: definitely made me be able to address things in the
• 1:03:27
  Speaker 4: future without even thinking and doing it the wrong way.
• 1:03:30
  Speaker 4: And I feel like that is a part of shadow work,
• 1:03:34
  Speaker 4: because now it becomes me seeing through the emotional triggers
• 1:03:40
  Speaker 4: and being able to react off of this.
• 1:03:46
  Speaker 2: You know what, I think is a good example.
• 1:03:48
  Speaker 6: And I've said there plenty of times on the show,
• 1:03:50
  Speaker 6: and I wouldn't expect most people to even attempt it,
• 1:03:52
  Speaker 6: but it's my experience because I did at one point
• 1:03:57
  Speaker 6: go through I went to AA for a minute because
• 1:04:00
  Speaker 6: I was mandated and just shit with you know, dealing
• 1:04:02
  Speaker 6: with drug addiction in the past, with.
• 1:04:03
  Speaker 2: The courts and UH.
• 1:04:05
  Speaker 6: At one point, I was just like, fuck it, I'll
• 1:04:06
  Speaker 6: still checking out these steps. The fourth step the way
• 1:04:09
  Speaker 6: it has you just put out the whole, uh, your
• 1:04:12
  Speaker 6: whole situation, and when you get to the end and
• 1:04:16
  Speaker 6: you find out it's basically you're just.
• 1:04:17
  Speaker 2: My opinion for me, Oh keep it on me.
• 1:04:19
  Speaker 6: When I did my inventory, I was basically controlled and
• 1:04:22
  Speaker 6: ruled by fear, yo, because then anger is a secondary
• 1:04:24
  Speaker 6: emotion which is normally started by fear. And I just
• 1:04:28
  Speaker 6: realized exactly, like, I'll start realizing all the buttons on
• 1:04:32
  Speaker 6: myself that need to be pushed to control me.
• 1:04:34
  Speaker 2: You can maybe start realizing what some of those are.
• 1:04:38
  Speaker 4: Yeah, one thousand percent. And anger always stems from fear.
• 1:04:42
  Speaker 4: And that's why I got to ask myself, what am
• 1:04:44
  Speaker 4: I fucking scared of?
• 1:04:45
  Speaker 1: Right?
• 1:04:45
  Speaker 4: And you can always boil it down to something somebody
• 1:04:48
  Speaker 4: in front of you in traffic is not going to
• 1:04:51
  Speaker 4: speed limit and you're pissed off. Okay, what am I
• 1:04:54
  Speaker 4: scared of? I'm scared of not being able to get
• 1:04:56
  Speaker 4: to my appointment on time. Yeah, and now I'm acting
• 1:05:03
  Speaker 4: in anger, right.
• 1:05:05
  Speaker 2: So yeah, totally I get it.
• 1:05:07
  Speaker 4: And and I say this on here all the time,
• 1:05:09
  Speaker 4: but my favorite fucking childhood cartoon quote is now you
• 1:05:13
  Speaker 4: know and knowing is half the battle?
• 1:05:16
  Speaker 2: Yeah?
• 1:05:17
  Speaker 4: Yeah, hell yeah that's g I Joe. Fuck yeah dude.
• 1:05:24
  Speaker 1: So I know will is a huge component of magic.
• 1:05:29
  Speaker 1: Can you touch on that about willpower? Well?
• 1:05:33
  Speaker 6: Yeah, uh for me and I you know, I will
• 1:05:37
  Speaker 6: admit I still do. Even though I do not agree
• 1:05:42
  Speaker 6: with the way the Audo Temple Auto Temple the ot
• 1:05:46
  Speaker 6: O is set up, and I do not put Crowley
• 1:05:49
  Speaker 6: on a pedestal, I would still consider myself with theelomite
• 1:05:53
  Speaker 6: the way I do look at the will for me
• 1:05:58
  Speaker 6: looking at it through you know, the way I see it.
• 1:06:01
  Speaker 6: I don't think I knew my will until I had
• 1:06:03
  Speaker 6: a magical experience to begin with. But I think beforehand
• 1:06:09
  Speaker 6: I might have had like some decent ideas or maybe
• 1:06:12
  Speaker 6: some passions that I followed, but it wasn't until a
• 1:06:16
  Speaker 6: couple of years ago before I started the podcast. I
• 1:06:19
  Speaker 6: do think part of the podcast it's a vehicle for
• 1:06:21
  Speaker 6: me to do my will. I really didn't didn't have
• 1:06:26
  Speaker 6: an idea. I didn't have a purpose. I guess that
• 1:06:29
  Speaker 6: I feel that I have now. My will now would
• 1:06:32
  Speaker 6: be like something that drives me a love that's inside
• 1:06:35
  Speaker 6: of me that like I love what I do with
• 1:06:36
  Speaker 6: the show, you know, and that's why.
• 1:06:38
  Speaker 2: And I really like, I really do do.
• 1:06:40
  Speaker 6: It because I love the topics that I'm interested in myself,
• 1:06:43
  Speaker 6: and I just share it with people, you know. So
• 1:06:46
  Speaker 6: for me, it's like a win win situation if people
• 1:06:48
  Speaker 6: like it. But for me, I'm like, you know, I
• 1:06:50
  Speaker 6: just enjoy it myself, but I'm just trying to give
• 1:06:52
  Speaker 6: back and help, you know, maybe help other people have
• 1:06:56
  Speaker 6: their own magical experience. So I feel like, you know,
• 1:06:59
  Speaker 6: in some cheap I guess that's my will, but like
• 1:07:01
  Speaker 6: just to get at it, like I really had. This
• 1:07:04
  Speaker 6: is the first time of my life that I could
• 1:07:06
  Speaker 6: probably actually say in this world the feeling of love,
• 1:07:10
  Speaker 6: which I do think is beyond most people's perception or
• 1:07:15
  Speaker 6: understanding outside of the flesh. I think that's when you
• 1:07:18
  Speaker 6: really experience love, and that's when I think you really
• 1:07:20
  Speaker 6: get an idea of your will.
• 1:07:25
  Speaker 2: Fuck, I forgot where I was going with that. Sorry.
• 1:07:27
  Speaker 4: Shit, Well that's good because I have a follow up
• 1:07:29
  Speaker 4: question to that. Do you think God is love?
• 1:07:35
  Speaker 2: Yeah? I guess I would think. Yeah.
• 1:07:39
  Speaker 6: See, that's myny experience I've ever had with crossing the Abyss.
• 1:07:45
  Speaker 6: It literally feels like my soul gets sucked out of
• 1:07:48
  Speaker 6: my body and I don't have any worry in this
• 1:07:51
  Speaker 6: world and I only experience one feeling. And it's like
• 1:07:55
  Speaker 6: if I took love any heroin shod best orgasm, I've
• 1:08:00
  Speaker 6: had to put it together and multiplied it by a thousand.
• 1:08:03
  Speaker 6: That's what I'm feeling. Once I have this experience, It's
• 1:08:06
  Speaker 6: like love like on a like pure and it's like
• 1:08:12
  Speaker 6: radiating throughout me. That's all I am is experiencing it,
• 1:08:15
  Speaker 6: and I'm not in form and I'm just visualizing. I'm
• 1:08:18
  Speaker 6: like part of the scenery and it's just like I'm
• 1:08:21
  Speaker 6: just in love with existing and not even questioning what
• 1:08:23
  Speaker 6: am I how do I look, fuck, I got an appointment,
• 1:08:26
  Speaker 6: I gotta go, or let me check my iPhone. Nothing,
• 1:08:28
  Speaker 6: there's not a thought. You're just existing and feeling in
• 1:08:30
  Speaker 6: love and that's it.
• 1:08:33
  Speaker 4: Thomas stuck on a DMV picture in my thing. Are
• 1:08:37
  Speaker 4: you with us, bro or is it just my scream?
• 1:08:40
  Speaker 2: Eh? Fuck? Yeah, that's funny.
• 1:08:44
  Speaker 5: You're present.
• 1:08:46
  Speaker 2: Yeah, well you can talk though. That's great.
• 1:08:51
  Speaker 4: You're back, You're back with this. It was funny, dude.
• 1:08:54
  Speaker 4: You had like the perfect smile. It was like a
• 1:08:56
  Speaker 4: DMV picture. They're like, okay and now real.
• 1:09:01
  Speaker 1: Nick.
• 1:09:02
  Speaker 5: I love that answer. I feel a lot like I've
• 1:09:05
  Speaker 5: had a few experiences like that where it's just been
• 1:09:09
  Speaker 5: like there are no words for it, and that in
• 1:09:12
  Speaker 5: itself is just confirmation to me of everything that we are,
• 1:09:16
  Speaker 5: the you know, connectedness, connectedness between everything, and and it
• 1:09:21
  Speaker 5: is those experiences that I think really bring it all
• 1:09:24
  Speaker 5: into perspective.
• 1:09:25
  Speaker 7: You know.
• 1:09:26
  Speaker 2: I like how you said that.
• 1:09:27
  Speaker 6: Uh, basically, there's been plenty of times on my show
• 1:09:29
  Speaker 6: that there's experiences that I've had that it's like I
• 1:09:32
  Speaker 6: have to use the cheesiest way to explain it because
• 1:09:34
  Speaker 6: there's really no words for the experience. It's like I
• 1:09:36
  Speaker 6: have to saw getting like like symbolistic or cryptiche or
• 1:09:40
  Speaker 6: you know, like like a lot of times I'll say
• 1:09:43
  Speaker 6: it feels like I'm bursting into butterflies because it just
• 1:09:45
  Speaker 6: feels like this vibration and I'm spreading out everywhere.
• 1:09:48
  Speaker 2: But unless you felt that, it just like that sounds corny.
• 1:09:51
  Speaker 5: Yeah, it's yeah, it's a crazy experience. It's just so beautiful.
• 1:09:55
  Speaker 5: It's something that the human brain has a hard time
• 1:09:59
  Speaker 5: comprehending putting into words.
• 1:10:02
  Speaker 2: Especially it's being stuck with the English language doesn't help
• 1:10:04
  Speaker 2: you though.
• 1:10:06
  Speaker 5: Very true.
• 1:10:07
  Speaker 4: That's a good point, but it probably is the most
• 1:10:09
  Speaker 4: complicated language there is, if I'm not mistaken right, it's
• 1:10:13
  Speaker 4: wrapped it to spell. But speaking on that topic, I
• 1:10:18
  Speaker 4: would say that when my daughter was born was the
• 1:10:23
  Speaker 4: most emotionally intense moment of my life because I felt
• 1:10:30
  Speaker 4: every single emotion that you could possibly feel at its
• 1:10:35
  Speaker 4: most magnified like availability. It was just like so intense
• 1:10:43
  Speaker 4: that I was just flooded with nothing but pure love
• 1:10:48
  Speaker 4: but everything else, and it was just tears rushing and
• 1:10:52
  Speaker 4: it was like so incredible, and I just remember thinking
• 1:10:58
  Speaker 4: like wow, I had no idea what love was until
• 1:11:04
  Speaker 4: that moment, and it was just like then and there
• 1:11:07
  Speaker 4: and like nothing compares to it. Nothing. You can love
• 1:11:09
  Speaker 4: your dog, you can love your wife, but like, nothing
• 1:11:13
  Speaker 4: compares to that.
• 1:11:17
  Speaker 2: That's how I felt.
• 1:11:19
  Speaker 1: Nice. Nice.
• 1:11:20
  Speaker 5: Yeah, And I get those moments where it's like like
• 1:11:23
  Speaker 5: Nick was saying too, where you're like there's no concept
• 1:11:26
  Speaker 5: of time, there's no outer you know, it's just you
• 1:11:30
  Speaker 5: being so present in that moment that it's everything else
• 1:11:35
  Speaker 5: just doesn't exist in the same way, and that you know,
• 1:11:38
  Speaker 5: it's been that very, very present that you can really
• 1:11:41
  Speaker 5: connect with source.
• 1:11:43
  Speaker 4: Yeah, you got some haters in the chat now. Yeah.
• 1:11:48
  Speaker 2: No, when I lead back, you know that person, that
• 1:11:50
  Speaker 2: person's on my.
• 1:11:50
  Speaker 1: Show Love sharply says, what was your magical experience?
• 1:11:57
  Speaker 4: Oh, when he was telling his story, I wasn't on
• 1:12:00
  Speaker 4: that show.
• 1:12:00
  Speaker 1: Yeah.
• 1:12:01
  Speaker 2: I actually told it on your show a long time ago.
• 1:12:04
  Speaker 4: Yeah. I do have a follow up question with that too, though,
• 1:12:07
  Speaker 4: because I know that the last time we spoke on
• 1:12:09
  Speaker 4: my show Anyway, you had said it had been a
• 1:12:13
  Speaker 4: really long time since you had actually taken the time
• 1:12:16
  Speaker 4: to do a ritual of any sorts. Have you decided
• 1:12:20
  Speaker 4: to do anything since?
• 1:12:22
  Speaker 2: No, No, I still haven't done any you know.
• 1:12:24
  Speaker 6: The only thing I will do is like meditation, But
• 1:12:26
  Speaker 6: I haven't done any rituals now.
• 1:12:29
  Speaker 4: Is there a reason you're not doing magic anymore?
• 1:12:35
  Speaker 2: I'm having too much fun here to give it up.
• 1:12:40
  Speaker 4: I mean, fair enough, that's fair enough, you know.
• 1:12:45
  Speaker 6: Like, just in my opinion with what I like, I
• 1:12:48
  Speaker 6: have stressed, I really do think if you're going to
• 1:12:51
  Speaker 6: push yourself all the way, you're going to detach yourself
• 1:12:53
  Speaker 6: pretty far from your body.
• 1:12:55
  Speaker 2: And I always do think there's a chance of that
• 1:12:56
  Speaker 2: coming back.
• 1:12:58
  Speaker 6: And I guess the times I gave less fucks, I
• 1:13:01
  Speaker 6: guess about coming back this time. I have some things
• 1:13:04
  Speaker 6: in my life i'd still like to enjoy, so I'm
• 1:13:08
  Speaker 6: not ready to pull the trigger again.
• 1:13:11
  Speaker 4: I like that. I like that. I feel like I've
• 1:13:13
  Speaker 4: been incorporating magic into my life a lot more. I
• 1:13:19
  Speaker 4: I talked about on the show, like actually did like
• 1:13:22
  Speaker 4: a spoken ritual and it worked. And I know you
• 1:13:28
  Speaker 4: and I talked on the side, I had some enemies brewing,
• 1:13:32
  Speaker 4: and I'm like, bro, what can I do?
• 1:13:36
  Speaker 2: I got the psychological route, of course.
• 1:13:43
  Speaker 4: It involved, it involved. I told you guys about it.
• 1:13:47
  Speaker 4: It was basically I don't remember exactly what I said,
• 1:13:51
  Speaker 4: but it was the universe giving me a present, and
• 1:13:53
  Speaker 4: it would be something that I needed and would be useful.
• 1:13:57
  Speaker 4: It would come to me within twenty four hours. And
• 1:14:00
  Speaker 4: it did come to me, I would know exactly where
• 1:14:02
  Speaker 4: it came from that it was from doing.
• 1:14:04
  Speaker 1: The ritual, and it was in twenty four hours.
• 1:14:09
  Speaker 4: It came with it like damn near almost to the minute.
• 1:14:12
  Speaker 4: So like the next day, I remembered it like towards
• 1:14:17
  Speaker 4: the beginning of the day, and it happened a couple
• 1:14:20
  Speaker 4: times throughout the day. It was like, Ooh, I wonder
• 1:14:22
  Speaker 4: what it is I'm going to get today. And then
• 1:14:24
  Speaker 4: later on night when I was like getting ready for
• 1:14:27
  Speaker 4: bed and laying down, I got a text message and
• 1:14:30
  Speaker 4: it was something that I'd been trying to accomplish for
• 1:14:33
  Speaker 4: a long time, and I was like, You've got to
• 1:14:36
  Speaker 4: be kidding.
• 1:14:40
  Speaker 1: So with another when a plant comes together.
• 1:14:44
  Speaker 4: Yeah. With that being said, I have been doing a
• 1:14:49
  Speaker 4: lot of a lot of things, even though you guys
• 1:14:53
  Speaker 4: have not been seeing the show White Rabbit as much
• 1:14:57
  Speaker 4: as you have been. But I I have a very big,
• 1:15:00
  Speaker 4: big show coming up this month on the seventeenth, So
• 1:15:06
  Speaker 4: mark your calendars. That is going to be Friday. It's
• 1:15:08
  Speaker 4: going to be a live show with my buddy, good
• 1:15:12
  Speaker 4: friend of mine, Sam Tripley, and I have a very
• 1:15:17
  Speaker 4: big announcement and I will I'll go ahead and say
• 1:15:21
  Speaker 4: it right here. This is going to be the last
• 1:15:24
  Speaker 4: episode of White Rabbit, and so it is a farewell
• 1:15:28
  Speaker 4: to White Rabbit. So please come join me along in
• 1:15:32
  Speaker 4: the chats those of you that have been along with
• 1:15:35
  Speaker 4: me fuck through the journey. It's been fucking amazing and
• 1:15:40
  Speaker 4: we are onto bigger and better things. And I will
• 1:15:42
  Speaker 4: let you know what that is during that episode.
• 1:15:45
  Speaker 1: And that's Friday.
• 1:15:46
  Speaker 2: Yeah, what time is that?
• 1:15:47
  Speaker 4: A two pm Pacific standard time? And it will be
• 1:15:52
  Speaker 4: live on my Rumble and Patreon.
• 1:15:56
  Speaker 2: So much jump cool.
• 1:16:00
  Speaker 4: So anyways, that being said, I didn't see any more
• 1:16:04
  Speaker 4: questions for you in the chat, brother, so if you
• 1:16:07
  Speaker 4: guys wanted to go ahead and give some closing statements
• 1:16:10
  Speaker 4: and we will get the fuck up out of here. Nick, dude,
• 1:16:13
  Speaker 4: you're awesome bro, Like before everybody else goes like, I
• 1:16:16
  Speaker 4: always have such a fun time with you, and this
• 1:16:18
  Speaker 4: topic somehow led to the greatest chat we've had in
• 1:16:23
  Speaker 4: our fourteen episodes.
• 1:16:25
  Speaker 2: So I had to blaze. I took this was great.
• 1:16:27
  Speaker 2: I had a really good time.
• 1:16:29
  Speaker 5: Yeah, I can't believe how fast it went.
• 1:16:31
  Speaker 2: This was such yeah, yeah, I did.
• 1:16:32
  Speaker 4: Actually by yeah, do we lose Tom No, he's moving,
• 1:16:38
  Speaker 4: he's moving.
• 1:16:39
  Speaker 1: Okay, Like, we did not do a good job here
• 1:16:43
  Speaker 1: with these comments.
• 1:16:45
  Speaker 4: I know they were coming in really fast. I apologize
• 1:16:48
  Speaker 4: you guys. You want to go through some of these
• 1:16:49
  Speaker 4: comments real quick.
• 1:16:50
  Speaker 1: We go through some of these for a little bit.
• 1:16:53
  Speaker 5: Yeah, I want to give a shout out to Mi girl,
• 1:16:54
  Speaker 5: the primal piece that came in. That's awesome. Thanks for
• 1:16:58
  Speaker 5: coming on golf, Brian.
• 1:17:00
  Speaker 1: Where should we go back to here where everybody was masturbating.
• 1:17:07
  Speaker 1: I'm back here. Light language.
• 1:17:10
  Speaker 4: I mean, if you were masturbating to this show, I apologize.
• 1:17:13
  Speaker 4: I don't look better. I did notice that when I
• 1:17:18
  Speaker 4: was playing the clip from one of the previous episode
• 1:17:21
  Speaker 4: Nick was on, I was like, wow, man, I've lost
• 1:17:23
  Speaker 4: so much weight since I quit drinking.
• 1:17:26
  Speaker 2: Both of us so young.
• 1:17:30
  Speaker 1: Stitches says men can have multiple organs. We still know how,
• 1:17:35
  Speaker 1: And I would agree with that, and I don't know
• 1:17:38
  Speaker 1: how except for one time when I was on ecstasy.
• 1:17:41
  Speaker 1: I think I did, like.
• 1:17:44
  Speaker 4: I think it was like, really, are you serious? I
• 1:17:49
  Speaker 4: used to rave a lot and I used to sell
• 1:17:51
  Speaker 4: ecstasy at the raves and I remember one night, man,
• 1:17:56
  Speaker 4: I thought it was going to be the greatest night
• 1:17:58
  Speaker 4: of my life. By the time we got back to
• 1:18:01
  Speaker 4: the room, I had already taken five double stacked pills.
• 1:18:06
  Speaker 1: Oh and then Jesus too much.
• 1:18:09
  Speaker 2: Yeah, we took three and I was like that was
• 1:18:11
  Speaker 2: a little too much, way too much.
• 1:18:13
  Speaker 4: But I had like grown an immunich owns well, the
• 1:18:16
  Speaker 4: most I'd taken was eight in a twenty four hour period,
• 1:18:21
  Speaker 4: but that night was five. And let me tell you, man,
• 1:18:24
  Speaker 4: my captain did not want to stand for attention. Well,
• 1:18:32
  Speaker 4: it was like, bro, you just made your heart do
• 1:18:34
  Speaker 4: the craziest shit. You want us to do this now too?
• 1:18:37
  Speaker 4: Get the fuck out of here.
• 1:18:40
  Speaker 1: It depends how much time has passed since the last
• 1:18:42
  Speaker 1: till you took.
• 1:18:44
  Speaker 7: That's great.
• 1:18:45
  Speaker 4: Well, you know, like, I don't know, man, I was
• 1:18:47
  Speaker 4: so bad that it would be like that night I
• 1:18:50
  Speaker 4: took eight. I probably would have kept going, but they
• 1:18:53
  Speaker 4: stopped having an effect. I'm like, wow, that was ten minutes.
• 1:18:56
  Speaker 4: Fuck this.
• 1:18:58
  Speaker 1: Yeah, when they stopped working, and that's when you gotta,
• 1:19:01
  Speaker 1: you know, break.
• 1:19:03
  Speaker 4: Yeah, it's time to go to the tent. We'll come
• 1:19:05
  Speaker 4: back to the dancing later.
• 1:19:10
  Speaker 6: Yeah, you're just going to raise Oh man, yeah, so
• 1:19:14
  Speaker 6: did I back in the day.
• 1:19:17
  Speaker 4: That's a bro, Tom, I haven't been in so long.
• 1:19:21
  Speaker 9: I would love to go to a race, like yeah, yeah, yeah,
• 1:19:27
  Speaker 9: hell yeah do you Yeah, dude, let me know, let
• 1:19:30
  Speaker 9: me know the next time you have one planned out,
• 1:19:32
  Speaker 9: and like, I'll take the fucking trip.
• 1:19:34
  Speaker 1: Yeah, I don't. I don't like to put on outfits
• 1:19:36
  Speaker 1: or anything. Man.
• 1:19:37
  Speaker 2: Yeah, well.
• 1:19:40
  Speaker 1: It sounds systems right now. I'm really picky about the music.
• 1:19:43
  Speaker 4: But yeah, yeah, my first one was in ninety nine
• 1:19:49
  Speaker 4: and it was fucking amazing. It was like the most
• 1:19:53
  Speaker 4: amazing thing ever.
• 1:19:55
  Speaker 1: And it's always the best thing you've ever done. It's
• 1:19:57
  Speaker 1: always the best night of your life. Oh yeah five,
• 1:20:01
  Speaker 1: always over and over again and repeat like no doubt.
• 1:20:08
  Speaker 4: You chase, you chase that first night for the rest
• 1:20:10
  Speaker 4: of your life.
• 1:20:11
  Speaker 2: I remember the first I remember the rave and everything
• 1:20:13
  Speaker 2: that did. Pill I took, the first time it took ecstasy.
• 1:20:15
  Speaker 2: I remember all that.
• 1:20:16
  Speaker 4: Yeah. You know what's funny is like everybody I've ever
• 1:20:19
  Speaker 4: talked to you about their rave days, I'll remember the
• 1:20:22
  Speaker 4: blue Dolphin, Blue Dolphins.
• 1:20:25
  Speaker 2: I don't.
• 1:20:26
  Speaker 4: You don't. Maybe it didn't go on the East coast.
• 1:20:31
  Speaker 2: Yeah, mitchepecies were popular for a while.
• 1:20:35
  Speaker 4: Yeah, we don't advocate this, definitely not nowadays. Don't ever
• 1:20:39
  Speaker 4: fucking take a press pill from somebody now.
• 1:20:42
  Speaker 1: Yeah.
• 1:20:44
  Speaker 4: But anyways, all right, guys, that fucking great show. Uh, Tom,
• 1:20:48
  Speaker 4: why don't you let everybody know where they can find
• 1:20:50
  Speaker 4: you and if you have any works coming up? No,
• 1:20:52
  Speaker 4: you don't because you don't like to give that ship away.
• 1:20:55
  Speaker 4: What do you mean, why don't you let everybody know
• 1:21:01
  Speaker 4: where they can find you and if you have anything
• 1:21:02
  Speaker 4: coming up that you would like the people to know about,
• 1:21:04
  Speaker 4: go ahead, now is the time.
• 1:21:06
  Speaker 1: Yeah, you can find me on Instagram. On the screens comments,
• 1:21:10
  Speaker 1: this guy says Tommy, love you. He says Tammy. I
• 1:21:13
  Speaker 1: think he's saying Tommy.
• 1:21:16
  Speaker 4: No, it's tam tam uh hacking, hoaxes aka level playing.
• 1:21:21
  Speaker 1: Fuck. I felt for that. I was excited. I'm like,
• 1:21:25
  Speaker 1: I don't even know who this person is and they
• 1:21:27
  Speaker 1: love me.
• 1:21:28
  Speaker 4: They do love you too?
• 1:21:30
  Speaker 1: Yeah, thank you, creamy White sauce. I don't even know
• 1:21:32
  Speaker 1: what that's about. Oh boy, good stuff. Yeah, you guys
• 1:21:38
  Speaker 1: can find me on Instagram and uh that's about it,
• 1:21:41
  Speaker 1: you know, fucking keep it keep it real.
• 1:21:46
  Speaker 4: Yeah, definitely fire chat tonight. All right, Sierra, let these
• 1:21:50
  Speaker 4: people know what is going on with you and where
• 1:21:52
  Speaker 4: they can find you.
• 1:21:55
  Speaker 12: Oh man, yeah, this has been funny. Yes, that was good.
• 1:22:09
  Speaker 12: By the way, Danny Talks did say that you guys
• 1:22:11
  Speaker 12: can have multiple orgasms that just needs to be prostate,
• 1:22:15
  Speaker 12: so you're not blowing a load and getting rid.
• 1:22:16
  Speaker 5: Of that creative juice, you know. So, but you can
• 1:22:21
  Speaker 5: find me on divine Ley Sierra on Instagram. And I
• 1:22:24
  Speaker 5: don't really have a whole lot coming up. I'm trying
• 1:22:26
  Speaker 5: to figure out where I am. I'm thinking about buying
• 1:22:32
  Speaker 5: an RV, so that's kind of where I'm at right now.
• 1:22:34
  Speaker 5: So and let me out of it. So you're Arkansas, Yes, Arkansas,
• 1:22:41
  Speaker 5: that is the plan. But I think I'm going to
• 1:22:43
  Speaker 5: buy an RV for right now and kind of try
• 1:22:46
  Speaker 5: that out for a little bit. So yeah, diviney Sierra.
• 1:22:49
  Speaker 5: And I'm so this was such a great show, Nick,
• 1:22:50
  Speaker 5: It was so awesome. It was super fun. The chat
• 1:22:55
  Speaker 5: was freaking awesome tonight. So what a fun show.
• 1:22:59
  Speaker 4: How did you? How did your show go? Weren't you
• 1:23:01
  Speaker 4: just on a podcast last week?
• 1:23:03
  Speaker 5: Well, well it was actually a couple of weeks ago
• 1:23:05
  Speaker 5: and then I got into a car accident and had
• 1:23:07
  Speaker 5: a bunch of stuff going on, so it got pushed back. Yeah,
• 1:23:10
  Speaker 5: it's all good. It's just been crazy. It's you know,
• 1:23:13
  Speaker 5: I feel like the arcons have been on my ass.
• 1:23:16
  Speaker 5: So I'm just trying to be the happiest little peach
• 1:23:19
  Speaker 5: I can be so that they get away from me,
• 1:23:21
  Speaker 5: because they don't want that loving, happy, joyous energy that
• 1:23:25
  Speaker 5: I can radiate. So it is what it is. We
• 1:23:27
  Speaker 5: just roll with the punches and take it as it
• 1:23:30
  Speaker 5: comes and do what we can to make it the best,
• 1:23:33
  Speaker 5: you know, the best that it can be.
• 1:23:34
  Speaker 4: So hell yeah, well fucking reire, go ahead.
• 1:23:38
  Speaker 1: JOm, Yeah, you just can't react to it. It's gonna be.
• 1:23:41
  Speaker 4: Yeah.
• 1:23:42
  Speaker 5: They don't get that energy from me, get to rise
• 1:23:45
  Speaker 5: out of me.
• 1:23:47
  Speaker 4: I've been doing the most random things lately just to
• 1:23:50
  Speaker 4: throw them off. Like today, I was walking towards the bathroom, uh,
• 1:23:55
  Speaker 4: and I was like fuck it, and I just jumped
• 1:23:57
  Speaker 4: up in the air, did a one eighty, and I
• 1:23:59
  Speaker 4: walked to the bathroom the rest of the way backwards.
• 1:24:02
  Speaker 4: Even though people at work were looking at me like
• 1:24:04
  Speaker 4: what the fuck is this guy on right now? I'm like,
• 1:24:08
  Speaker 4: I'm fucking with the arcons man, I'm being unpredictable. Next, dude,
• 1:24:12
  Speaker 4: I fucking love you to death. Brother. Can you please
• 1:24:14
  Speaker 4: let these fine people in the chat and watching and
• 1:24:18
  Speaker 4: that are going to be listening along to this later
• 1:24:20
  Speaker 4: where they can find your amazing works.
• 1:24:22
  Speaker 6: Thank you so much for having me on for stulf
• 1:24:23
  Speaker 6: out of Blast. It was really a great time for
• 1:24:25
  Speaker 6: real great great discussion and the great comments in the
• 1:24:29
  Speaker 6: chat too, the Occult Rejects. It's on all major podcasts,
• 1:24:33
  Speaker 6: It's on Rumble YouTube and some old stuff.
• 1:24:37
  Speaker 2: I'm bitch you, yeah, but you can check it out,
• 1:24:40
  Speaker 2: thank you very much.
• 1:24:42
  Speaker 4: Yeah, yeah, heck yeah, please go go give him a follow.
• 1:24:46
  Speaker 4: He's doing live stuff all the time, and he always
• 1:24:48
  Speaker 4: has a panel of some of the most interesting people,
• 1:24:52
  Speaker 4: some of them were in the chat here today with us,
• 1:24:55
  Speaker 4: and I'm always interesting when I whenever I have the
• 1:24:58
  Speaker 4: chance to tune into one of his lives, I'm always
• 1:25:01
  Speaker 4: intrigued with what they're talking about. Great stuff over there.
• 1:25:04
  Speaker 4: You will not regret that follow shameless plug. Guys, I'm
• 1:25:08
  Speaker 4: gonna be doing a lot of crazy interesting stuff on
• 1:25:12
  Speaker 4: my patreons, so if you're not on there already, please
• 1:25:16
  Speaker 4: go follow along. I am not asking for your money.
• 1:25:19
  Speaker 4: There is a free thing to go ahead and follow.
• 1:25:22
  Speaker 4: You will be able to see what it is that
• 1:25:24
  Speaker 4: I am doing over there. YouTube already gave me a
• 1:25:28
  Speaker 4: strike when I uploaded my first fucking video from my archives.
• 1:25:33
  Speaker 4: I'm like, I'm gonna upload all of my stuff from
• 1:25:35
  Speaker 4: White Rabbit onto the White Rabbit channel, and they struck
• 1:25:38
  Speaker 4: me before they fucking approved my first one. And I'm like,
• 1:25:41
  Speaker 4: all right, I'm not even gonna try. I'm not even
• 1:25:43
  Speaker 4: gonna try. Trinity of Truth is the only place you'll
• 1:25:46
  Speaker 4: find me on YouTube if you guys want to follow
• 1:25:48
  Speaker 4: along with all of the works that I do. There
• 1:25:50
  Speaker 4: is going to be music, there is going to be films.
• 1:25:54
  Speaker 4: There's gonna be all kinds of fucking crazy shit going
• 1:25:56
  Speaker 4: on over there, you guys. So it's gonna be fun.
• 1:26:01
  Speaker 4: Always catch us here Wednesday at the same time every Wednesday,
• 1:26:06
  Speaker 4: the same place. Gonna be crazy, fun, interesting conversations. And
• 1:26:12
  Speaker 4: did I miss anything guys?
• 1:26:14
  Speaker 1: Now, I was saying, what's your Patreon? What do you do?
• 1:26:16
  Speaker 1: I was thinking about starting one? What do you got
• 1:26:18
  Speaker 1: going on there?
• 1:26:20
  Speaker 4: Well? Right now, it's very bland, and that's why there
• 1:26:24
  Speaker 4: is a free part of it. There are tiers on it,
• 1:26:28
  Speaker 4: but basically it's everything that I do. So you're gonna
• 1:26:31
  Speaker 4: get all of the White Rabbit stuff from the very beginning.
• 1:26:35
  Speaker 4: You're gonna get all of the projects, side projects that
• 1:26:38
  Speaker 4: I did, every single guest appearance that I've ever done
• 1:26:41
  Speaker 4: on everybody's show. And I am transitioning into stuff that
• 1:26:47
  Speaker 4: makes me happy again, and I'm getting into a lot
• 1:26:49
  Speaker 4: of artistic stuff. I've made a lot of really good
• 1:26:53
  Speaker 4: friends in this podcasting world and in this journey, I
• 1:26:57
  Speaker 4: know who's real, I know who's fake, and I am
• 1:27:00
  Speaker 4: taking some very cool people along with me into the future.
• 1:27:04
  Speaker 4: So be sure to follow what's going on over there.
• 1:27:07
  Speaker 1: Awesome, bro, Yeah boy, that's that's the holy grail is
• 1:27:12
  Speaker 1: having fun and doing what you want and your work
• 1:27:15
  Speaker 1: and your player the same thing.
• 1:27:18
  Speaker 4: So fuck yeah, yeah, hell yeah. You know, we'll figure
• 1:27:21
  Speaker 4: it out. The money will come one way or another.
• 1:27:23
  Speaker 4: But you know, as for now, I still clock into
• 1:27:26
  Speaker 4: a nine to five Monday job, but while i'm there,
• 1:27:29
  Speaker 4: I'm thinking about all of the crazy fucking artistic ship
• 1:27:33
  Speaker 4: that I get to do when I get off work,
• 1:27:35
  Speaker 4: So you guys get to see all that shit now.
• 1:27:37
  Speaker 4: I'm not hiding it anymore. I've been making music and
• 1:27:39
  Speaker 4: not telling you guys. All right, no, no, no, only fans.
• 1:27:49
  Speaker 4: Don't get too.
• 1:27:52
  Speaker 5: At least.
• 1:27:55
  Speaker 4: All right man. I love you guys, and catch us
• 1:27:58
  Speaker 4: next week, same chimes, same time, same channel, always the truth.
• 1:28:05
  Speaker 7: Close your eyes, look into the darkness, find the blazer,
• 1:28:13
  Speaker 7: start focus on it. It become the eclipse. Don't feel
• 1:28:24
  Speaker 7: let the show be did.
• 1:28:29
  Speaker 1: And guess
• 1:28:31
  Speaker 11: You is Shu