Latest / The Breakfast Club / INTERVIEW: Allen Iverson On 'Misunderstood,' NBA Career & Relationships Challenges, Not Winning a Ring + More
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- 0:01Speaker 1: Every day a week, clicks up the Breakfast Club, finish
- 0:05Speaker 1: for y'all.
- 0:06Speaker 2: Done morning everybody.
- 0:08Speaker 3: It's the j en Vy, Jess Hilarious, Charlamagne the God
- 0:12Speaker 3: we are the Breakfast Club. Lona Ros is here as well.
- 0:14Speaker 3: We got a special guest in the building.
- 0:16Speaker 1: Man, another culture like we having a weaker culture.
- 0:19Speaker 3: Like ai Alanson, Chuck whatever you want to call him,
- 0:23Speaker 3: Mster seven five seven. He's in the building. New book
- 0:25Speaker 3: Misunderstood is out right now alan Ovis. Ladies and gentlemen,
- 0:29Speaker 3: are you feeling man?
- 0:31Speaker 2: Good life? Life be life in the same fight, different round,
- 0:35Speaker 2: you know what I mean? I want to how much
- 0:39Speaker 2: time we got to like me because I don't know
- 0:42Speaker 2: where it's gonna go. But look, man, friends, all right,
- 0:51Speaker 2: so I know you know what type of I mean.
- 0:54Speaker 2: I'm just mean, Jess, But you know, you know how
- 0:56Speaker 2: you get to know somebody from afar and you get
- 1:00Speaker 2: basically kind of tell what type of person they are.
- 1:03Speaker 2: You know what I mean. Obviously I've known you since
- 1:05Speaker 2: I was in high school and big fan of you,
- 1:09Speaker 2: bro move close. I'm bad friendships, Man, It's hard, you
- 1:19Speaker 2: know what I mean? Because when you think about your friends,
- 1:21Speaker 2: obviously you know you can't choose your family members, you
- 1:26Speaker 2: know what I mean, you're born into that. But your friends,
- 1:28Speaker 2: you feel like, you know, y'all got so much in
- 1:31Speaker 2: common with each other, and you have so much love
- 1:34Speaker 2: for them because you know they kind of like a
- 1:37Speaker 2: basically a reflection of you, or you got the same
- 1:39Speaker 2: type of things in common or whatever, and you just
- 1:42Speaker 2: grow to love them like family. They become you know,
- 1:45Speaker 2: the guys become brothers, and your homegirls become your sisters.
- 1:52Speaker 2: But it's rough man navigating through that, you know what
- 1:56Speaker 2: I mean. I know how much I love my family,
- 1:58Speaker 2: my friends. I got so much when I first got
- 2:01Speaker 2: into the league, you know what I mean. It was
- 2:03Speaker 2: the entourage, bringing homeboys from where you're from. You trust
- 2:07Speaker 2: them so much, you love them. You want them to
- 2:10Speaker 2: go on the ride with you. You want them to
- 2:12Speaker 2: take this journey, you know through it. It's new to me.
- 2:15Speaker 2: I've been poor all my whole life, and then snap
- 2:18Speaker 2: of a finger, I'm rich and famous and it's a lot,
- 2:22Speaker 2: you know what I mean. So you want to have
- 2:24Speaker 2: so many people around you that you love me, you trust,
- 2:28Speaker 2: you know what I mean. And the money man just
- 2:36Speaker 2: you know what I mean, it's just you know what
- 2:38Speaker 2: I mean, and it's it's it's so different from me,
- 2:41Speaker 2: and it's so hard for me because with my athletic
- 2:45Speaker 2: ability that I was blessed with. I've been like this
- 2:49Speaker 2: since I was eight years old. Like I always felt
- 2:52Speaker 2: that I was rich, but I was poor. I always
- 2:55Speaker 2: been famous, you know what I mean. When I was
- 2:56Speaker 2: eight years old, I go into barbershop and guys said
- 3:00Speaker 2: teen eighteen, twenty twenty five years old. Guys like, oh shit,
- 3:03Speaker 2: there you go. You know that's the one right there,
- 3:05Speaker 2: that's him. So it's always been that for me. I
- 3:08Speaker 2: always had that attention, you know what I mean. I
- 3:10Speaker 2: always been like that. And you know, once I got
- 3:16Speaker 2: some money, it was no different from me. Obviously I
- 3:19Speaker 2: could do things with my family and my friends that
- 3:21Speaker 2: I couldn't do before. You know, that's that goes without saying.
- 3:25Speaker 2: And I've never had a person you know my nickname obviously,
- 3:30Speaker 2: you know my name, Chuck. You know, I've never heard
- 3:33Speaker 2: a person say, you know, once Chuck got some money,
- 3:35Speaker 2: he changed, Once Chuck got to the NBA, he changed,
- 3:38Speaker 2: you know what I mean. I've never heard that, you
- 3:40Speaker 2: know before, because you know, the people that know me
- 3:43Speaker 2: and love me and the people that I love know
- 3:45Speaker 2: I'm me, you know what I mean. That's one of
- 3:47Speaker 2: my biggest fears, or had been one of my biggest fears.
- 3:50Speaker 2: Of looking in the mirror and not being able to
- 3:52Speaker 2: recognize you know, well, my mom and the people that
- 3:56Speaker 2: I loved. Not be able to recognize who I see,
- 3:59Speaker 2: you know what I mean, meant something to me. But man,
- 4:03Speaker 2: just the painful lessons of friends not being who you
- 4:08Speaker 2: think they they are. When you add the rout of
- 4:12Speaker 2: all evil, any.
- 4:13Speaker 1: Thing, something something just recently happened.
- 4:16Speaker 2: It happens, and the reason definitely, it happens all the time.
- 4:21Speaker 2: But I feel a pendulum swinging in another direction as
- 4:26Speaker 2: far as how I feel about it, like how it
- 4:28Speaker 2: used to hurt me. You know what I mean. You
- 4:30Speaker 2: you tell someone you want to find out if somebody
- 4:34Speaker 2: your friend, you tell them no one you know, and
- 4:39Speaker 2: and their reaction with what was said all you know
- 4:42Speaker 2: what I mean? Chuck a man, I got a business,
- 4:45Speaker 2: you know, opportunity. I want to start this. I want
- 4:48Speaker 2: to start that. Man can give me a hundred thousand
- 4:51Speaker 2: and you don't even have to tell them no. You
- 4:54Speaker 2: can say not right now, you know later on. But
- 4:57Speaker 2: these are the same people pay their rent that over
- 5:00Speaker 2: the years child support. You know what I mean, you know,
- 5:04Speaker 2: pay your mom rent. You know this that every time
- 5:09Speaker 2: you go to a jewelry store, you're taking them, you know,
- 5:11Speaker 2: because the most awkward feeling is you know, for me,
- 5:14Speaker 2: this is just me growing up, being young and not
- 5:17Speaker 2: knowing early in the preliminary stages of getting some money.
- 5:22Speaker 2: You know what I mean, Like I don't want to
- 5:23Speaker 2: be shining and looking good and my homeboys not. So
- 5:26Speaker 2: when I go see Manny, you know what I mean,
- 5:28Speaker 2: they going You know what I mean, when I get cars,
- 5:31Speaker 2: they get cars, you know what I mean. Like, and
- 5:34Speaker 2: you know it's just like when you tell them no,
- 5:40Speaker 2: the way they you know they act. You know, somebody
- 5:42Speaker 2: saying this, yo, man, what's up with your man?
- 5:44Speaker 1: They are?
- 5:45Speaker 2: You know, what's up with the man? Fuck that nigga?
- 5:47Speaker 2: Dangn You know what I mean.
- 5:48Speaker 1: Like after reading your book, nobody's your question. You're loyal.
- 5:50Speaker 1: You'll ever say you took care of me.
- 5:53Speaker 3: I'm what you've seen, But do you regret that? Because
- 5:56Speaker 3: I mean, Virginia, that's you everywhere.
- 5:59Speaker 2: That's where I say the pendulum is swinging. That's that's
- 6:02Speaker 2: why I say or feel that my maturation is on
- 6:06Speaker 2: a higher level now because back then, when something traumatic
- 6:13Speaker 2: will happen to me like that, I see how they
- 6:15Speaker 2: act for me telling them no, like you know what
- 6:22Speaker 2: I mean. Like it's like I feel myself not giving
- 6:27Speaker 2: the damn anymore, Like you know what I mean. Like
- 6:30Speaker 2: I'm talking about the same people that come to me,
- 6:32Speaker 2: you know, be at my practice eight o'clock in the morning,
- 6:37Speaker 2: you know, Christmas Eve, saying what their kids don't have?
- 6:40Speaker 2: You know what I mean. One thing about the people
- 6:41Speaker 2: that you love, people that love you or supposed to
- 6:45Speaker 2: love you, is they know you better than anybody. They
- 6:48Speaker 2: know my heart. You throw your kids in there, you
- 6:51Speaker 2: know what I mean. Everybody know Christmas on the twenty
- 6:53Speaker 2: fifth of December every year, you know what I mean.
- 6:55Speaker 2: But man, my kids ain't gonna have nothing, you know
- 6:58Speaker 2: what I mean, what I supposed to do.
- 7:00Speaker 4: Something you said in the book that hit me too
- 7:01Speaker 4: is you was like, man, you was that kid, so
- 7:03Speaker 4: you understood what it felt it not have when they
- 7:05Speaker 4: came to you.
- 7:06Speaker 1: You was like, I gotta do.
- 7:07Speaker 2: And I had the mother and the father that hustled
- 7:12Speaker 2: to get us what they could, but they couldn't get
- 7:14Speaker 2: us things. You know, I wanted op ed for Christmas.
- 7:17Speaker 2: I wanted certain things and then you wake up that
- 7:19Speaker 2: morning and it's not there. You know, you may have
- 7:22Speaker 2: a you know, past sneakers or T shirt and that
- 7:25Speaker 2: be the only thing you get, you know what I mean.
- 7:28Speaker 2: So you know, I ain't never want my homeboys kids
- 7:31Speaker 2: to you know, look at them crazy And now you know,
- 7:35Speaker 2: like i've years ago, it's you know, I ran into
- 7:39Speaker 2: the craziest shit. But years ago, you know, money got funny,
- 7:44Speaker 2: you know what I mean? And you know I had
- 7:47Speaker 2: realized at a point like I ain't have the word
- 7:51Speaker 2: knowing my vocabulary when it comes to people, you know
- 7:53Speaker 2: what I mean, Like I was so used to I
- 7:56Speaker 2: never held anybody accountable for why I had to be
- 8:00Speaker 2: the one taking care of everybody, you know what I mean.
- 8:03Speaker 2: I was the one going to work every single day.
- 8:06Speaker 2: I was breaking bones, stitches on the stitches in my face,
- 8:09Speaker 2: you know what I mean. And it just it just
- 8:13Speaker 2: taught me a lot, man. And now you know, I know,
- 8:17Speaker 2: life be lifeing, But to be still dealing with those
- 8:20Speaker 2: type of people and caring about how they feel when
- 8:23Speaker 2: you know what you've done for them, you know, you
- 8:26Speaker 2: wake up. And some people wake up in their life
- 8:29Speaker 2: just not where they wanted to be. And the first
- 8:31Speaker 2: thing you could think of is blame it on Chuck,
- 8:35Speaker 2: you know, figure out some way that I can blame
- 8:37Speaker 2: it on somebody else to while my life is not
- 8:39Speaker 2: what it is.
- 8:41Speaker 3: You ever have impasta syndrome? And the reason I asked
- 8:43Speaker 3: if you talk about all that right? And I remember
- 8:46Speaker 3: the Bowling Alley incident in Virginia, and it feels like,
- 8:50Speaker 3: regardless of what happened in VA, you always came back
- 8:54Speaker 3: and you always wanted to show the love. No matter
- 8:56Speaker 3: what happened. You talk about the people you put on
- 8:58Speaker 3: the city was against you, and Virginia could have been
- 9:01Speaker 3: racist back then. It was really racist back then. We
- 9:03Speaker 3: all seen it, but you still came back to that
- 9:06Speaker 3: seven five seven to show love.
- 9:07Speaker 2: I am I am VA. It's me, It's Amy, you
- 9:12Speaker 2: know what I mean. And the crazy, crazy thing about
- 9:15Speaker 2: what I was just talking to my man about this
- 9:18Speaker 2: before we got in here, so I had to do
- 9:20Speaker 2: all the stuff, you know, all my media runs and
- 9:22Speaker 2: all that. Yesterday I just signed a thousand books and
- 9:26Speaker 2: you know, take a thousand pictures, you know what I mean?
- 9:28Speaker 2: With the people that bought the books beautiful, but I was,
- 9:31Speaker 2: you know, I was tired, and right after that as
- 9:32Speaker 2: my daughter's birthday, and I had to you know, she
- 9:36Speaker 2: wanted to be with me, so I had to, you know,
- 9:39Speaker 2: take care of her after all of that, and I
- 9:41Speaker 2: got done. Maybe I started at six, got done like
- 9:45Speaker 2: maybe ten o'clock. She wanted to go bowling and wanted
- 9:48Speaker 2: to go to a escapeboarm okay, but I had no
- 9:53Speaker 2: idea that the escape room was like you're in a
- 9:55Speaker 2: jail scene, you know what I mean. I'm like, yo,
- 10:00Speaker 2: this this is your life for real, Like out of
- 10:03Speaker 2: all the places that she want to go on her birthday,
- 10:06Speaker 2: bowling in a jail. You know.
- 10:12Speaker 5: But she's smart because you got to figure out how
- 10:13Speaker 5: she probably figured out how.
- 10:14Speaker 2: To get But you know, I'm thinking, like the last
- 10:18Speaker 2: place I want to be from my memory to jail
- 10:22Speaker 2: bowling out, you know what I mean.
- 10:24Speaker 4: So I mean, I want to go back to your
- 10:27Speaker 4: friend's thing real quick, right because even in the book,
- 10:29Speaker 4: there's nobody that felt like that was around you that
- 10:32Speaker 4: didn't help you in some way, shape or form. So
- 10:34Speaker 4: you was repaying them, like you talk about how when
- 10:37Speaker 4: you was in jail, they was taking care of your mom.
- 10:38Speaker 4: And they were the ones that would tell you, you know,
- 10:41Speaker 4: you know, you're not gonna be hustling, You're gonna be
- 10:42Speaker 4: playing ball. So it wasn't like you just had a
- 10:44Speaker 4: bunch of leeches around you. Was there was people that
- 10:47Speaker 4: looked out for you, so you look back out for them.
- 10:49Speaker 2: You know what I would have I would have done
- 10:51Speaker 2: it anyway. Like I ain't never expected like if I
- 10:54Speaker 2: if I you know, if I look out for one
- 10:56Speaker 2: of my my homeboys, my home I don't expect you
- 11:01Speaker 2: to give it back, you know what I mean. I
- 11:03Speaker 2: ain't never asked for nothing back. You know what I mean.
- 11:05Speaker 2: I just feel like me being ahead of the snake.
- 11:11Speaker 2: You know, it's like me the perfect example. It's like
- 11:15Speaker 2: me being on twenty one team went to the finals.
- 11:18Speaker 2: I'm the killer. Everybody know that this is the guy
- 11:21Speaker 2: gonna put the ball in the basket. This is what
- 11:23Speaker 2: he do. Now, what we do is compliment him. We
- 11:27Speaker 2: do everything else. All his deficiencies and things that he
- 11:30Speaker 2: can't do on the defensive end of the you know,
- 11:33Speaker 2: of the court. You know, he's leading the league and
- 11:36Speaker 2: stills year after year. But you got to gamble and
- 11:38Speaker 2: when he gambled. The ken Bay is there to make
- 11:41Speaker 2: sure I'm good. The O is there, the block shots
- 11:44Speaker 2: make sure I'm good. They could do all of the
- 11:46Speaker 2: things that I couldn't do it, and that's what that's
- 11:49Speaker 2: what made Voltron, you know what I mean. You put
- 11:51Speaker 2: all those things together, and that it was me and
- 11:54Speaker 2: a bunch of dogs, you know what I mean. And
- 11:56Speaker 2: it's the same thing with my friendship. Yeah, he's the guy,
- 11:59Speaker 2: you know what I mean, he's like us, but he's
- 12:00Speaker 2: not like us, you know, he is AI. So we
- 12:04Speaker 2: got to act accordingly to that. Yeah, he chucked us,
- 12:07Speaker 2: you know what I mean, but people look at him
- 12:10Speaker 2: another way. So I have a role, you know, I
- 12:12Speaker 2: have to do this. This is my part. This is
- 12:14Speaker 2: what I have to do, you know what I mean.
- 12:16Speaker 2: This is what I have to do, you know. And
- 12:18Speaker 2: I don't know, I don't know if I said that,
- 12:20Speaker 2: but looking out for my mom financially, it is totally
- 12:24Speaker 2: different than going around there and checking on you know
- 12:27Speaker 2: what I mean. It was never no you know, like
- 12:31Speaker 2: like I did when it came to to that family,
- 12:35Speaker 2: you know what I mean.
- 12:37Speaker 4: Another thing too, and maybe this could be part of
- 12:39Speaker 4: what you're feeling right now. It seemed like the whole
- 12:42Speaker 4: team had a dream.
- 12:43Speaker 1: It wasn't.
- 12:43Speaker 4: It wasn't you supposed to get on in basketball. You're
- 12:45Speaker 4: supposed to get on in basketball. And everybody was supposed
- 12:47Speaker 4: to make it a rap, so everybody was supposed to
- 12:49Speaker 4: be doing their own thing.
- 12:50Speaker 2: I didn't have the I didn't have the Lebron James. True,
- 12:55Speaker 2: I didn't have that blueprint, you know what I mean.
- 12:58Speaker 2: I'm like, look, we're gonna get in when we fit in,
- 13:00Speaker 2: you know what I mean. Like, I've had one of
- 13:02Speaker 2: my homeboys tell me, like, I'm going to work every day,
- 13:04Speaker 2: working every day. Mas's supposed to be a superstar by now,
- 13:07Speaker 2: you know what I mean, going to work. I'm like,
- 13:10Speaker 2: like I've had incidents like you know, I'm getting ready
- 13:13Speaker 2: to go on the road and it was a casino,
- 13:15Speaker 2: you know what I mean. And I go to the bank,
- 13:18Speaker 2: I get fifty thousand, they got thirty thousand and large
- 13:22Speaker 2: and twenty thousand and you know, twenties. And I'm getting
- 13:28Speaker 2: on the plane. My man come, I give him the
- 13:30Speaker 2: twenty thousand. He looked at it like it was something
- 13:32Speaker 2: wrong with it because it was all twenties, you know
- 13:35Speaker 2: what I mean, Like, yo, did this, you know, really
- 13:38Speaker 2: just that really just happened, you know what I mean.
- 13:42Speaker 2: And it's like, you know you can, you can. You're
- 13:47Speaker 2: thinking you're doing what's right, but you only you're not
- 13:51Speaker 2: holding people accountable. You being a crutch for him. It's
- 13:54Speaker 2: like putting a band aid on something, you know what
- 13:56Speaker 2: I mean. You're not stitching it up, you know what
- 13:58Speaker 2: I mean, not stapling it, you know what I mean.
- 14:01Speaker 2: And they always feel like that, you know what I mean.
- 14:04Speaker 2: But like the hurtful part is the response of actually
- 14:10Speaker 2: saying no, probably because they never heard it, like when
- 14:14Speaker 2: I implemented that in my vocabulary, like no, what you
- 14:19Speaker 2: know what I mean? And and like for somebody I'm
- 14:22Speaker 2: built so different, like somebody just like en be getting
- 14:27Speaker 2: me a barber, Like that's gonna be something that resonates
- 14:31Speaker 2: with me forever. I know, we already got a relationship,
- 14:34Speaker 2: you know what I mean, But still, like I needed
- 14:35Speaker 2: a barber in New York. My man looked out for me,
- 14:39Speaker 2: Like that goes long way with me. But you can
- 14:42Speaker 2: do a million things for somebody, you know what I mean.
- 14:45Speaker 2: The first time, you know what I mean, And I
- 14:47Speaker 2: was warned about it, you know what I mean, Aaron
- 14:51Speaker 2: Mkey told me. He said, Chuck, just you know what
- 14:54Speaker 2: I mean. When you when you cut in your grass,
- 14:57Speaker 2: you know what I mean, and you getting them snakes
- 14:59Speaker 2: out of there, you ask ask somebody, you know, let
- 15:04Speaker 2: him ask you for something and tell him no, you
- 15:06Speaker 2: know what I mean. And I think I'm doing a
- 15:07Speaker 2: great job of cutting it. But you still got a
- 15:11Speaker 2: little small you know. The snakes might be gone, but
- 15:15Speaker 2: some worms in there, some small you know.
- 15:19Speaker 4: Right now it's Charles Barkley and a whole bunch of
- 15:21Speaker 4: people saying we was trying to tell him.
- 15:22Speaker 1: This thirty.
- 15:24Speaker 2: Yeah, but when you when you like it's just like
- 15:27Speaker 2: the basketball aspect of everything. I ain't never think that
- 15:30Speaker 2: I will retire there early, you know what I mean. Man,
- 15:33Speaker 2: I ain't never had no back up playing Like growing up,
- 15:37Speaker 2: once my mom told me I could be anything I
- 15:39Speaker 2: wanted to be. I wanted to be a NBA basketball player,
- 15:41Speaker 2: and that was it. It was no it was no
- 15:44Speaker 2: b C. D. It was just that that one dream,
- 15:47Speaker 2: you know what I mean. I didn't have no no blueprint.
- 15:50Speaker 2: I ain't even had nobody in my family that went
- 15:52Speaker 2: to college, you know what I mean, nobody ever been married.
- 15:55Speaker 2: You know what I mean. Everything was new to me.
- 15:58Speaker 2: I was. I was doing everything on the fly, you
- 16:01Speaker 2: know what I mean, So you know my mistakes was
- 16:05Speaker 2: coming at a rapid pace, you know what I mean.
- 16:08Speaker 2: And you know you think you know. Coach Thompson used
- 16:13Speaker 2: to always tell me, you always listen in to everybody else.
- 16:16Speaker 2: You're always listening to somebody that's never been to you know,
- 16:20Speaker 2: from A to Z telling you how to get there,
- 16:23Speaker 2: you know what I mean. And that's what I was.
- 16:25Speaker 2: I had everybody that wasn't me and never had the
- 16:29Speaker 2: experience telling me how to do it.
- 16:31Speaker 3: You talk about your VC plan right, you see what
- 16:34Speaker 3: Michael Vick's doing with Norfolk State. Absolutely have you ever
- 16:36Speaker 3: thought about coaching?
- 16:37Speaker 2: No? Why not?
- 16:39Speaker 3: Because they would listen to you, right, especially if you
- 16:41Speaker 3: go They were definitely listening.
- 16:44Speaker 2: I've been, I've been one of the players, you know
- 16:47Speaker 2: what I mean. Yeah, coach make millions of dollars, but
- 16:52Speaker 2: you got these guys making That's why I take my
- 16:54Speaker 2: hat off to anybody that coached the NBA. You know
- 16:57Speaker 2: what I mean, Like you have a unique talent, you
- 17:00Speaker 2: know what I mean. To have a bunch of guys
- 17:04Speaker 2: with a bunch of egos everybody come from being a
- 17:07Speaker 2: man and then you put them on the team and
- 17:10Speaker 2: everybody got the same goal. And I just don't feel like,
- 17:14Speaker 2: you know, I can coach you guys A bunch of
- 17:16Speaker 2: guys that make more money than me. Listen to me
- 17:18Speaker 2: for what that's why? Is it god given talent? Any
- 17:21Speaker 2: NBA coach that make it that far blessed?
- 17:24Speaker 1: Not even NBA coaches.
- 17:25Speaker 4: You talk about in the book how you filed out
- 17:27Speaker 4: and you had to be on the sideline and you
- 17:29Speaker 4: just was watching it from your coach's perspective. I think
- 17:31Speaker 4: that was in high school, baby, and you was like, damn,
- 17:33Speaker 4: this is what you see.
- 17:35Speaker 2: Yeah.
- 17:37Speaker 1: I want to ask you about the title of the book.
- 17:38Speaker 4: Man, do you think you were misunderstood that the title
- 17:41Speaker 4: of the book or did people outside of your circle
- 17:43Speaker 4: just not take the time to understand you.
- 17:48Speaker 2: You're a smart dude sometimes a lot. This is one
- 17:53Speaker 2: of my favorite shows. So I you know, I see
- 17:56Speaker 2: the good days a bad days. I watched Dame come
- 18:03Speaker 2: up here. It's for real, it gets real. I think this.
- 18:13Speaker 2: I think they can answer it better. My perspective is,
- 18:19Speaker 2: you know, they were learning on the fly to It's like,
- 18:22Speaker 2: you know, with my documentary that's coming out. It was
- 18:28Speaker 2: like three hours long. I think I cried like two
- 18:32Speaker 2: and a half hours of I had to keep walking
- 18:34Speaker 2: out of the theater because you think, you know, when
- 18:37Speaker 2: it comes to people that love you, you think you
- 18:38Speaker 2: know how they feel about you know, turbulent times, you
- 18:42Speaker 2: know what I mean, and you think you know how
- 18:44Speaker 2: they feel. You think your girl know, you think you
- 18:47Speaker 2: think you know how your girl feel. You think you
- 18:48Speaker 2: know how your mom feel, your uncles, your aunts, your homeboys,
- 18:52Speaker 2: your homegirls. But then when they actually tell you from
- 18:56Speaker 2: their point of view, how they felt, you know, and
- 18:59Speaker 2: how they looked at things, and how I didn't see
- 19:03Speaker 2: how I was fucking up, you know what I mean,
- 19:07Speaker 2: how they had to try to address me with certain
- 19:09Speaker 2: things like you know, you driving the car, we we
- 19:12Speaker 2: riding shotgun, you know what I mean. Like and it's
- 19:16Speaker 2: hard to tell somebody, you know that's trying to live
- 19:19Speaker 2: their life, you know what they should do and what
- 19:24Speaker 2: they shouldn't do, you know what I mean. Like I'm
- 19:28Speaker 2: twenty one years old, you know what I mean. When
- 19:30Speaker 2: I got into the league, and at that age, like
- 19:35Speaker 2: you know what I mean, you couldn't you couldn't tell
- 19:37Speaker 2: me nothing. You know what I'm saying, Like I'm here,
- 19:41Speaker 2: you know what I mean. Like the dress code, I'm like,
- 19:44Speaker 2: I dressed like the dudes, the drug dealers from my neighborhood.
- 19:47Speaker 2: Like you know, I'm dressing like this because you know
- 19:52Speaker 2: this is what the old here is from my neighbor
- 19:54Speaker 2: but this is how they dressed. You know what I mean.
- 19:56Speaker 2: I just couldn't afford it, you know what I mean?
- 19:58Speaker 2: My corn rolls. I got corn rolls because I was
- 20:01Speaker 2: tired of barber's messing my hair. I was like, damn,
- 20:03Speaker 2: if I just grow my hair, you know, I ain't
- 20:06Speaker 2: got to deal with that. You know. Tattoos just got addictive.
- 20:08Speaker 2: I got one. I couldn't afford him. I would have
- 20:10Speaker 2: been got a lot of it. And you know I was.
- 20:15Speaker 2: I was playing everything by ear. Like I said, I
- 20:17Speaker 2: didn't have My daddy was a hustler, you know what
- 20:21Speaker 2: I mean. He was in the streets, my mom in
- 20:23Speaker 2: the streets, Like I didn't have no.
- 20:27Speaker 6: You know, I sit you down and give you structure.
- 20:30Speaker 2: Is how you wasn't no Coach Thompson then, you know
- 20:33Speaker 2: what I mean. Wasn't those people They weren't in my
- 20:35Speaker 2: life yet, So all of all of that was where
- 20:38Speaker 2: he was he was, but it was it was he
- 20:41Speaker 2: was there. You know. When I got to the NBA
- 20:47Speaker 2: me and his phone calls was you know, we never
- 20:49Speaker 2: talked about basketball, all right, Yeah, I'm just checking on
- 20:53Speaker 2: I swamna. It's good out of kids, you know what
- 20:55Speaker 2: I mean? And that was it. He was allowing me
- 20:58Speaker 2: and thinking he was preparing me at Georgetown for what
- 21:03Speaker 2: was they inevitable me going to the league. You can't
- 21:06Speaker 2: prepare for that, bro?
- 21:07Speaker 3: How was that pressure though? Cause the nicest player, right,
- 21:11Speaker 3: But you changed culture. But when you changed the culture,
- 21:15Speaker 3: the NBA pushed back against it. But you never broke.
- 21:17Speaker 3: You never folded, even though they could have said, they
- 21:20Speaker 3: could have banned. AI said now we don't want you
- 21:22Speaker 3: in our league.
- 21:23Speaker 2: But you never folded.
- 21:24Speaker 3: You never back down, and you kept it that way,
- 21:26Speaker 3: which hurt you at times.
- 21:27Speaker 2: Why was that they profited off of too? You know
- 21:30Speaker 2: what I mean? Like I would be on. One of
- 21:33Speaker 2: the things that hurt me is I was on a magazine.
- 21:36Speaker 2: They wanted me on a magazine because of my talent
- 21:38Speaker 2: and who I was, but they airbrushed my tattoos off
- 21:41Speaker 2: or you want me but you you know, you want
- 21:44Speaker 2: some of me. I took the ass with it for it.
- 21:50Speaker 2: But the dress code thing, like I actually was just
- 21:54Speaker 2: you know what I mean, I was twenty one. Where
- 21:56Speaker 2: am I going after the game? Going to the club,
- 21:59Speaker 2: you know what I mean? Before that, you they were
- 22:01Speaker 2: used to dudes wearing soups, and you know what I mean,
- 22:04Speaker 2: I was like, damn, Like, I've never worn a soup
- 22:07Speaker 2: growing up. I'm going to church or to a funeral.
- 22:09Speaker 2: The only time I put on them in the courtroom.
- 22:18Speaker 2: Definitely in the courtroom. So I never wore a soup
- 22:24Speaker 2: to the to the gym, to play, to the to
- 22:27Speaker 2: the park, sweatsuit, you know what I mean, or whatever.
- 22:30Speaker 2: You know what I'm saying. So I ain't think I
- 22:32Speaker 2: ain't think nothing of it, you know what I mean.
- 22:34Speaker 2: And then you know I got some money, so the
- 22:37Speaker 2: jewelry and I always had a fet as me and
- 22:39Speaker 2: my mom since I was a little kid, you know
- 22:41Speaker 2: what I mean. It's always been like that. So you know,
- 22:43Speaker 2: I remember being and and uh in college and my
- 22:48Speaker 2: teammates like, yo, when you get to the lead man,
- 22:50Speaker 2: you're gonna get the jewelry, like park, you know what
- 22:52Speaker 2: I mean, you gonna have the jewelry like puff you
- 22:54Speaker 2: know what I mean. Yeah, you know, and the first thing,
- 22:57Speaker 2: like when the first thing I did was come up
- 22:59Speaker 2: here and went to Tito. You know what I'm saying,
- 23:02Speaker 2: Like I didn't think nothing. I was living, you know
- 23:06Speaker 2: what I mean, And David Stern and rested in me.
- 23:08Speaker 2: They was like nah, because it was all right when
- 23:11Speaker 2: I was doing it. But then everybody else said, okay,
- 23:13Speaker 2: like he can do that, we can do this. So
- 23:16Speaker 2: then everybody, you know, you see Kobe coming in with
- 23:19Speaker 2: the diamond chains on and the baggy clothes, and you know,
- 23:21Speaker 2: everybody started doing it. Then the league was like, hold on,
- 23:24Speaker 2: we gotta do something about that. So it wasn't it
- 23:27Speaker 2: wasn't anything malicious like and that and that. That whole
- 23:31Speaker 2: situation showed me a lot and it proved a lot
- 23:33Speaker 2: to me at a young age about stereotyping people. Because
- 23:37Speaker 2: you know, when you seen John Gotti, John Gotty kept
- 23:39Speaker 2: on the two thousand dollars suit, but what was he
- 23:42Speaker 2: He get busy, you know what I mean. So it
- 23:44Speaker 2: ain't about what you got on. You watched reservoir dogs,
- 23:47Speaker 2: what they have on when they when they robbed that.
- 23:50Speaker 2: You know what I'm saying, so it ain't about you
- 23:53Speaker 2: know what you got on on the outside, who you are.
- 23:55Speaker 3: And they said that bother you the most where they
- 23:57Speaker 3: labeled you a thug.
- 23:59Speaker 2: Yeah, you know what I mean, I'll be cool with
- 24:04Speaker 2: I'll be cool with, you know, a street dude. Cool
- 24:09Speaker 2: with that, because that's what I am. I mean, that's
- 24:13Speaker 2: where I come from. That's all I've ever been around
- 24:15Speaker 2: my life. That's where I grew up around, you know
- 24:18Speaker 2: what I mean. But a thug like h nah, that's
- 24:23Speaker 2: a that's a stretch.
- 24:25Speaker 1: I was wondering would you change things?
- 24:27Speaker 4: And the reason I asked that because even in the book,
- 24:29Speaker 4: you understood you had to wear a suit the court,
- 24:33Speaker 4: but you didn't want to do it for press conferences.
- 24:35Speaker 2: In the NBA, I was bad advice like I was.
- 24:38Speaker 2: I was, you know, I was told to take a uh,
- 24:44Speaker 2: go to trial and go off whatever the judge say,
- 24:47Speaker 2: opposed to having a jury. That was bad, you know
- 24:51Speaker 2: what I mean. Some of that I was getting advice
- 24:54Speaker 2: from people that never had been through it, you know
- 24:56Speaker 2: what I mean. I was told that if I was
- 25:00Speaker 2: suit then they'd be lenient. I was. I was extremely wrong.
- 25:05Speaker 1: So you wish you to just water I'm not.
- 25:11Speaker 2: I remember. I remember that same suit. I was a
- 25:14Speaker 2: in a sale. It was one hundred degrees with no
- 25:17Speaker 2: fans in there, and the older sale. I was in
- 25:20Speaker 2: a four man cell with fifteen people, you know what
- 25:23Speaker 2: I mean, and that suit. When they came got me,
- 25:25Speaker 2: I was in the corner with my boxes on, you
- 25:28Speaker 2: know what I mean, soaking wet, and the suit was
- 25:30Speaker 2: balled up in the corner. When they came and got
- 25:32Speaker 2: me out of there, I had on my boxes, you
- 25:34Speaker 2: know what I mean. So I don't know what. Do
- 25:38Speaker 2: you regret anything? Nah? Because I wouldn't be you I
- 25:41Speaker 2: am now, you know what I mean? Anybody, if I
- 25:44Speaker 2: died and came back, I would, Man, I'd rather be
- 25:48Speaker 2: me all over again. But if I change everything. If
- 25:51Speaker 2: I knew it was coming, anybody going, if you're going
- 25:54Speaker 2: down of one way street, you're gonna get on the
- 25:56Speaker 2: right side of the road. You see the tract the
- 25:57Speaker 2: trailer coming, and you know it's coming. You know what
- 26:00Speaker 2: I mean. That prepared me to be the man that
- 26:04Speaker 2: I am today. I had to take this ass whooping
- 26:07Speaker 2: with the dress code. So now look at everybody, everybody
- 26:11Speaker 2: give me my flyers for that. You know what I mean,
- 26:13Speaker 2: for you got them all these personalities. Why would everybody
- 26:17Speaker 2: dress the same? You got different basketball games? Why everybody
- 26:21Speaker 2: look the same? You got different games? And people feel
- 26:23Speaker 2: good about this. So when you I love it thinking
- 26:26Speaker 2: about you know when I when when it's time to
- 26:29Speaker 2: go somewhere, trying to go to the club or whatever.
- 26:32Speaker 2: I ain't battling with the dudes at the club, you
- 26:35Speaker 2: know what I mean. I can't wait to meet everybody
- 26:37Speaker 2: downstairs and see what everybody got on. You know what
- 26:40Speaker 2: I mean, Like I want to be you know, I
- 26:43Speaker 2: want to be smoother than my man, you know what
- 26:45Speaker 2: I mean, Like that make you feel good, you look good,
- 26:48Speaker 2: you play good even on the court. I wanted to
- 26:50Speaker 2: look like a superhero like Michael Jordan used to look.
- 26:54Speaker 2: You know what I mean, Like I wouldn't. I wouldn't.
- 26:56Speaker 2: I wouldn't. I wouldn't change I wouldn't change anything, man
- 27:01Speaker 2: in my life, all of these experience, even with the book. Man,
- 27:04Speaker 2: it's like I love like my girl always talk to
- 27:09Speaker 2: me about why do you let like what I started
- 27:11Speaker 2: talking about in the beginning, why do you let that
- 27:13Speaker 2: type of shit bother you? And I like practice press no,
- 27:17Speaker 2: just just what my friends, how people you know what
- 27:21Speaker 2: I mean, It's like why and I don't know, you
- 27:24Speaker 2: know what I mean? Like I love the people that
- 27:26Speaker 2: I love and it hurt when they show you who
- 27:28Speaker 2: they really are because I'm thinking you somebody else, you
- 27:31Speaker 2: know what I mean? And she like, you know, why
- 27:34Speaker 2: do you stress out over stuff like that? And one
- 27:36Speaker 2: of you different. You have a talent and you you're
- 27:39Speaker 2: blessed to be able to brush that stuff off. It's
- 27:42Speaker 2: hard for me now. My talent obviously is you know,
- 27:47Speaker 2: legendary with who. But I think another blessed blessing that
- 27:51Speaker 2: I have is to be an open book, to be
- 27:54Speaker 2: someone I'm embarrassed by practice rant I'm embarrassed about, uh,
- 28:00Speaker 2: not really embarrassed. But it wasn't smart for me to,
- 28:03Speaker 2: you know, because I remember, you know, people telling me Ai,
- 28:07Speaker 2: you cannot take care of everybody, and I used to
- 28:11Speaker 2: let it go on one air and write out the
- 28:12Speaker 2: other like, yo, you know what I mean. I'm gonna
- 28:14Speaker 2: be the exception to the rule. I'm gonna take care
- 28:16Speaker 2: of the people that I love, like that's just me,
- 28:20Speaker 2: you know what I mean.
- 28:21Speaker 5: And I think that's why I hurt you so bad,
- 28:25Speaker 5: because your heart isn't it. You love these people. You know, yeah,
- 28:28Speaker 5: yeah you're superman, but you still have a heart, you
- 28:30Speaker 5: know what I mean, And you.
- 28:31Speaker 2: Like but this is but this is my This is
- 28:34Speaker 2: my gift, Like this is my gift to this book, this,
- 28:37Speaker 2: this documentary. My experience is the turbulent, the ups and downs.
- 28:41Speaker 2: Like if one kid or one adult whatever read this
- 28:46Speaker 2: book and they can take something from it. I have
- 28:48Speaker 2: people come to me all the time be like, yo, man,
- 28:51Speaker 2: you inspired my life. Man, I would have died if
- 28:53Speaker 2: it was for you. I would have went to jail
- 28:54Speaker 2: for the rest of my life. You know what I mean,
- 28:56Speaker 2: Like you changed my life. You know, you inspire me.
- 29:00Speaker 2: You know your story and this that and the third
- 29:02Speaker 2: like and that that motivate me. You know what I mean,
- 29:05Speaker 2: Like to give more, Like to even when you embarrass
- 29:09Speaker 2: you uncomfortable, you know, talk about it. Somebody might not
- 29:12Speaker 2: have to go through it. Somebody might. You might save
- 29:14Speaker 2: somebody's life, you know what I mean, Like talk about it.
- 29:17Speaker 2: You know what I mean, you might not be You know, man,
- 29:20Speaker 2: you was on top of the world. You had all
- 29:22Speaker 2: the money, you know what I mean, all you had
- 29:24Speaker 2: to do. It's easy for a motherfucker to tell Chuck
- 29:26Speaker 2: what to do with his easy for somebody to say
- 29:29Speaker 2: what I would have did? Man, if I was him,
- 29:33Speaker 2: I would have did. You ain't me, motherfucker. You know
- 29:35Speaker 2: what I mean. You don't know how. I'm sorry you
- 29:39Speaker 2: not me. You know what I mean. I make mistakes.
- 29:41Speaker 2: I'm human just like you.
- 29:42Speaker 1: That's why we love you, and I love how I
- 29:44Speaker 1: love how.
- 29:45Speaker 4: The whole book Misunderstood is literally an explanation as to
- 29:48Speaker 4: why the whole infamous practice press conference even happened, because
- 29:53Speaker 4: you was dealing with so much at the time, so
- 29:55Speaker 4: it wasn't even about you know, those people in the room.
- 29:59Speaker 1: It's everything else. I was going on outside.
- 30:01Speaker 2: Man, best friend just just got killed, you know what
- 30:04Speaker 2: I mean. I'm like, I'm coming in there, But Charla, Man,
- 30:07Speaker 2: I'm coming in there like like I'm I'm on cloud nine.
- 30:12Speaker 2: I'm like, yo, I get you know, my kids dealing
- 30:14Speaker 2: with this, like they going to school every day and
- 30:17Speaker 2: their class may tell your daddy, don't leave, Tell you dad,
- 30:20Speaker 2: they don't leave. You know, my wife going you know,
- 30:22Speaker 2: she out in the city. People tell your husband, please
- 30:24Speaker 2: don't leave. We love them. So they going through it.
- 30:28Speaker 2: You know what I mean, my kids don't really understand daddy,
- 30:30Speaker 2: don't don't get traded, don't leave like I don't have
- 30:32Speaker 2: no control over it. So when they called me in there,
- 30:35Speaker 2: it was like, yo, you ain't going nowhere. So I'm like, shit,
- 30:38Speaker 2: can we call a press conference? You know what I mean? Yeah,
- 30:41Speaker 2: I got all everybody in there. I get to tell
- 30:42Speaker 2: the world I ain't going nowhere. This dude just keep
- 30:46Speaker 2: on asking me about practice, practice, practice, you know what
- 30:50Speaker 2: I mean. I'm like, practice, Yeah, you know what I'm saying.
- 30:53Speaker 2: I'm like, this is not what we're here for. This
- 30:55Speaker 2: is we I mean, let's rejoice, let's be happy, you
- 30:58Speaker 2: know what I mean. But it's you you, if you
- 31:01Speaker 2: know what I know. You got beat writers that write
- 31:04Speaker 2: every day. And then you know, I was telling steven
- 31:06Speaker 2: A on this show yesterday, like they want exclusive, you
- 31:10Speaker 2: turn them down for exclusive the first chance they get,
- 31:14Speaker 2: kick your back off, you know what I mean. And
- 31:16Speaker 2: it was him. I'm sitting there looking at him, you
- 31:18Speaker 2: know what I mean, Like, and if I was, if
- 31:20Speaker 2: I was prepared, which I wasn't. If I was, I'm like, yo, man,
- 31:24Speaker 2: I was the MVP last season, the best player in
- 31:28Speaker 2: the whole world. You know what I mean, coming from
- 31:31Speaker 2: where I come from, and if I didn't practice, how
- 31:34Speaker 2: would I be able to accomplish something like that. I
- 31:35Speaker 2: must be really good, you know what I mean. But
- 31:38Speaker 2: I wasn't prepared for it like that because I was
- 31:40Speaker 2: so emotional and angry that him. You know, this is
- 31:45Speaker 2: about being happy, man.
- 31:47Speaker 3: That's what the misunderstood is about.
- 31:48Speaker 2: Right.
- 31:49Speaker 3: One thing I would I would say about AI is
- 31:51Speaker 3: if you ever see him out, he's gonna talk to you.
- 31:55Speaker 3: He's gonna hug you like he's It's funny when people
- 31:58Speaker 3: say you're from the street or when labeled you a thug.
- 32:00Speaker 3: I'm like, when you.
- 32:02Speaker 2: See him out, he's the total opposite.
- 32:03Speaker 3: He gonna hug you, he gonna ask you how your
- 32:05Speaker 3: family is right when you used to have a looking
- 32:07Speaker 3: at it. He gonna kiss you on your forehead, like brother,
- 32:09Speaker 3: I love you like no, for real, I love you
- 32:12Speaker 3: and hen and he means it, and he means well
- 32:14Speaker 3: for all his people. And that's the side I don't
- 32:15Speaker 3: think people see I love. I was saying something the
- 32:17Speaker 3: other day. I was like, I was walking down the
- 32:18Speaker 3: street with Virginia and Charloman was like he was walking
- 32:20Speaker 3: I was like, I was walking down the street and hey.
- 32:22Speaker 2: I pulled up and what's up?
- 32:23Speaker 3: Hop out the car house your family?
- 32:25Speaker 2: Give me a hug, aful. Yeah, what you're doing tonight?
- 32:28Speaker 3: You you got you got some of the city eye.
- 32:29Speaker 3: I'm gonna come then text me later on Yo, I'm sleeping.
- 32:32Speaker 3: I ain't gonna bring it. I'm like, yeah, but that's
- 32:34Speaker 3: him with everybody, And I'm like, that's the side that.
- 32:37Speaker 2: People heard, the people's the people's I look at it
- 32:40Speaker 2: like I look at it like I watch I watch
- 32:47Speaker 2: people and how they get down, and I'm like, damn,
- 32:49Speaker 2: I would never you know what I mean? But Teach's on,
- 32:52Speaker 2: you know, me being me is, you know, the best
- 32:56Speaker 2: thing in the world of me. Yes, I wanted to
- 32:57Speaker 2: be like Mike growing up. I wanted to be like Mike. Yes,
- 33:01Speaker 2: I didn't want to be him. You know what I mean. Like,
- 33:04Speaker 2: I love being me. Everybody else is taking up anyway,
- 33:07Speaker 2: you know what I mean? Like I love, I love
- 33:09Speaker 2: who I am. I never disrespect my God by wanting
- 33:14Speaker 2: to be something else. I never disrespect him, you know
- 33:17Speaker 2: what I mean? By wanting to be somebody else? I love.
- 33:20Speaker 2: I didn't win a championship, but I'm the people's champ
- 33:23Speaker 2: I love you know, people coming to me. Ai what
- 33:25Speaker 2: you're doing here? I'm in Walmartol, I'm a target on
- 33:27Speaker 2: the grocery store. You know what I mean. What you're
- 33:29Speaker 2: doing here? Man? Shocky like you security man? That part
- 33:36Speaker 2: of my life is I just man, I'm not I'm
- 33:40Speaker 2: not a thug. I'm not a gangster. You know, hurt
- 33:44Speaker 2: me for what? You know what I mean? What am
- 33:46Speaker 2: I scared to just? You know what I mean? Like
- 33:49Speaker 2: what am I?
- 33:51Speaker 4: I always say, you're the only player who didn't win
- 33:53Speaker 4: a ring, who feel like a champion because.
- 33:56Speaker 1: To us, like cham, I got an ring.
- 33:59Speaker 2: It's it's crazy that you say that because I'm blessed.
- 34:04Speaker 2: Look at all of the look at all of the
- 34:06Speaker 2: other things that He's done for me. When I wake
- 34:08Speaker 2: up every morning when I say my prayer, because I
- 34:12Speaker 2: don't do it at night, I do it in the morning.
- 34:14Speaker 2: I fall asleep and forget watching Saving and Son. You
- 34:18Speaker 2: know what I mean, all night and I'm gone. But
- 34:21Speaker 2: when I when I pray, I pray for my family.
- 34:24Speaker 2: I pray for my friends. You know what I mean,
- 34:27Speaker 2: Keep us healthy, keep us safe, if you know, be sick, curious.
- 34:32Speaker 2: You know what I mean, I never ask him for
- 34:34Speaker 2: no money. I never ask him for no opportunity. I
- 34:36Speaker 2: never just I'll handle the rest. Just keep us safe,
- 34:40Speaker 2: keep us healthy, and I'll go out. I'll come out.
- 34:43Speaker 2: I'll go out there and open the door and say,
- 34:45Speaker 2: what's up world, what you got to got to off?
- 34:47Speaker 2: What's what's going on today? And then navigate through it
- 34:50Speaker 2: and tackle it? You know what I mean. Like I'm blessed,
- 34:54Speaker 2: you know what I mean. So a championship, you know
- 34:57Speaker 2: what I mean. I'm top seventy five all time. Not
- 35:00Speaker 2: many players played this game, man, millions and millions and millions.
- 35:03Speaker 2: I would said that I was told that I wasn't
- 35:06Speaker 2: even I was too small. I couldn't make it. You
- 35:09Speaker 2: can't make it in this type of game. And you know,
- 35:12Speaker 2: and I'm a Hall of Famer, you know what I mean.
- 35:14Speaker 2: All start scoring champion, you know what I mean. Like,
- 35:17Speaker 2: I'm just not a champion, you know what I mean,
- 35:20Speaker 2: I'm not. We came up short to a juggernaut Kobe
- 35:24Speaker 2: Bryant and Shaquille O'Neill in their prime. You understand, Like
- 35:29Speaker 2: I'm I'm cool with that, you know what I mean.
- 35:31Speaker 2: Now I get an opportunity I'm still here. I get
- 35:34Speaker 2: the root for That's why I want certain people that
- 35:37Speaker 2: haven't won a championship to win one. I want to
- 35:40Speaker 2: I want them to feel, you know how, I never
- 35:43Speaker 2: got the opportunity to feel. So when people talk about
- 35:45Speaker 2: who you want to win this year, I want to
- 35:47Speaker 2: see the guys win that haven't done it before. Gotcha,
- 35:50Speaker 2: you know what I mean.
- 35:51Speaker 1: You would do things that nobody evident.
- 35:54Speaker 5: If you did, you would go so viral these days.
- 35:57Speaker 5: You had your mother bring your head at the game.
- 35:59Speaker 2: I was not my mom, the it was her sister.
- 36:02Speaker 2: Think it was Mamy.
- 36:03Speaker 5: Okay, all right, So that was just what it wasn't
- 36:06Speaker 5: no time before I was rushing.
- 36:08Speaker 2: List. First of all, you already know Jess, and I
- 36:12Speaker 2: know you might have. You might not have joked about it,
- 36:14Speaker 2: but you you probably joked about it to your home
- 36:18Speaker 2: girls or your homeboys or whatever. Because I ain't never
- 36:20Speaker 2: had my head always been long up here. I ain't
- 36:23Speaker 2: never had no hang time. I ain't never I mean never,
- 36:30Speaker 2: you know what I mean? And you know if you
- 36:34Speaker 2: don't put rubber bands in my joint, then they would
- 36:38Speaker 2: come out. So we were actually rushing. I used to.
- 36:41Speaker 2: I used to get to the game so late, you know,
- 36:43Speaker 2: because I used to leave so late. With the traffic
- 36:44Speaker 2: going to the game, I used to always get called
- 36:46Speaker 2: into it. And then I used to always had to
- 36:47Speaker 2: ride on thee so playing it was like first quarter
- 36:55Speaker 2: and I felt, you know, it was coming out. My
- 36:58Speaker 2: aunt was stands all like yo, she came and.
- 37:02Speaker 1: Just fix it up.
- 37:04Speaker 5: I mean it was simple as that that that photo
- 37:08Speaker 5: is like so loved and cherished now, But when it
- 37:10Speaker 5: happened at the time, did you feel like people like
- 37:13Speaker 5: loved and.
- 37:14Speaker 6: Cherish the moment? And how did you handle how people
- 37:16Speaker 6: would come for your family because you are such a
- 37:18Speaker 6: family person.
- 37:23Speaker 2: Damn, that's a good question. I don't want to say
- 37:28Speaker 2: I didn't. I didn't care, but it was like, what
- 37:33Speaker 2: you're gonna do, Like there's nothing you can you can't
- 37:37Speaker 2: I'm not gonna change I couldn't change what people think about.
- 37:45Speaker 2: But this book not gonna change what people think. This documentary.
- 37:48Speaker 2: Motherfucker don't like you. They don't like you. They hate you.
- 37:52Speaker 2: They hate you. They don't find some reason, you know,
- 37:57Speaker 2: they don't find some reason to to not like you.
- 38:00Speaker 2: That's what you deal with. And it's like I had
- 38:02Speaker 2: to learn that early, like you know what I mean,
- 38:05Speaker 2: like like for real, like everybody not gonna love you,
- 38:09Speaker 2: you know what I mean. You just concentrate on the
- 38:11Speaker 2: ones that do. You just appreciate the ones that that
- 38:15Speaker 2: that like you. You know what I mean. I mean,
- 38:18Speaker 2: they gonna say crazy shit, you know what I mean.
- 38:21Speaker 2: I heard somebody say Michael Jackson can't sing, you know,
- 38:25Speaker 2: like I mean, I've heard it. So when when you
- 38:29Speaker 2: ranking people and you know what i mean, ranking where
- 38:32Speaker 2: AI stand in this and and and you know what
- 38:35Speaker 2: I mean, like you're paying attention with the comments and
- 38:38Speaker 2: what people say, and man, listen, you're gonna be hurt
- 38:41Speaker 2: for a while. Like the comments even on Instagram, Like
- 38:44Speaker 2: I posted a picture of my daughter up there, and dude,
- 38:49Speaker 2: I'm looking at the comments for whatever reason, you know
- 38:52Speaker 2: what i mean, Like I need my ego stroke anymore,
- 38:56Speaker 2: you know what I mean? Look at man, fuck that
- 39:00Speaker 2: a uggly bitch. You know what I'm like. Damn, Like
- 39:03Speaker 2: I'm like, Okay, I don't do the comments no more,
- 39:07Speaker 2: fran Son. You know what I'm saying. It's like it's
- 39:11Speaker 2: like people going, you know, that's what that's what they do.
- 39:14Speaker 2: Because a lot of a lot of times people we
- 39:17Speaker 2: talked about that earlier, they wake up and they mad
- 39:19Speaker 2: at their own life. And you know, that's just that's
- 39:24Speaker 2: the world we the world we we live in. That's
- 39:26Speaker 2: the reason I can't be a commentary. Yeah. Yeah, Like
- 39:31Speaker 2: I'm not getting up there talking bad about nobody. Man.
- 39:35Speaker 2: I just I just that's just not something that because
- 39:39Speaker 2: if just think about it, if you're an NBA basketball player,
- 39:42Speaker 2: you never get in the game, everybody think you are
- 39:44Speaker 2: bum Put them in again, how you get there first
- 39:47Speaker 2: of all? Right, and then put them on the court,
- 39:50Speaker 2: you know what I mean, with anybody else. Put them
- 39:52Speaker 2: in the y m c A. Put them on the court,
- 39:55Speaker 2: on the college court, you know what I mean, high
- 39:57Speaker 2: school whatever it looked like Michael Jordan out there, you
- 40:00Speaker 2: know what I mean. And I just respect everybody that
- 40:03Speaker 2: made it because I know what I actually went through,
- 40:06Speaker 2: you know what I mean. I went through a lot
- 40:09Speaker 2: to get there, Like I ended up being the first
- 40:11Speaker 2: pick in the draft, and a couple of years ago
- 40:14Speaker 2: I was getting released from from jail, you know what
- 40:17Speaker 2: I'm saying. So I don't know, I just I just
- 40:21Speaker 2: I just respect people that that that want to do
- 40:24Speaker 2: something and don't let nobody stop them trying to do it.
- 40:29Speaker 3: Also that I've seen an interview you gave up drinking
- 40:32Speaker 3: six months ago that point where you said it.
- 40:35Speaker 2: Was it was I'll be lying if I would say
- 40:38Speaker 2: it just just stopped the brother. You know what I mean.
- 40:41Speaker 2: It was it was situations. You know what I mean.
- 40:44Speaker 2: I you know, where is my ship at? You know
- 40:48Speaker 2: what I mean, Like I know I put it here.
- 40:50Speaker 2: You know what I mean. It's the same thing having
- 40:52Speaker 2: certain guys around you. Everybody when when when they your people,
- 40:56Speaker 2: your people know when you're drunk, y know, just chill man,
- 40:59Speaker 2: just yeah, somew more glasses. Damn man, Hey, yo, man,
- 41:05Speaker 2: fucked up right now? Man, God, damn, I need you
- 41:07Speaker 2: to you know what I'm saying. Man, My this is
- 41:10Speaker 2: going on. That going on. Man. I need you waited
- 41:14Speaker 2: till I get this in because let me just talk
- 41:17Speaker 2: about when I get nice man, will give you the
- 41:20Speaker 2: shirt up. I went to sleep glass nine twenty five
- 41:26Speaker 2: thousand on me, you know, but I got twelve hundred.
- 41:34Speaker 2: What my sniggers, what my man? You gave such and
- 41:38Speaker 2: such your your your your little sniggers. You gave your sister,
- 41:43Speaker 2: your your uh your uh, your your first cope. You
- 41:48Speaker 2: you know what I mean, like and I mean, that's
- 41:50Speaker 2: just that's just small ship compared to the real you
- 41:54Speaker 2: know what I mean. Not feeling well? You know what
- 41:56Speaker 2: I mean. I mean, I did all this and I
- 41:59Speaker 2: was having fun last night to wake up feeling like this,
- 42:02Speaker 2: you know what I mean. Then my responsibilities you you
- 42:05Speaker 2: know what I mean. You're missing flights and you know
- 42:08Speaker 2: what I mean, I mean, just a it's a pluthor
- 42:11Speaker 2: r of things. Man, you just drinking, you know what
- 42:13Speaker 2: I'm saying. Like I sat to evaluate him, like what
- 42:18Speaker 2: good does it do for me? You understand? Like you
- 42:22Speaker 2: I mean, you can you can have fun with your
- 42:24Speaker 2: own boys, your homegirls, you know what I mean, without that,
- 42:27Speaker 2: And I found out that that's something I you know,
- 42:32Speaker 2: got to get used to as well, you know what
- 42:34Speaker 2: I mean, because I don't like being around a bunch
- 42:37Speaker 2: of drunk people. And I ain't like we can't have
- 42:40Speaker 2: a conversation. Like I'm talking, I'm trying to get you
- 42:42Speaker 2: to understand something, but I'm talking to somebody drunk. You
- 42:45Speaker 2: know what I mean. You ain't trying to hear nothing
- 42:47Speaker 2: I'm talking about. We ain't we All conversations not gonna
- 42:50Speaker 2: matter until some other time, you know what I mean.
- 42:53Speaker 4: And so Bron call you right now and he said, hey, man,
- 42:55Speaker 4: hennersy got this bag.
- 42:58Speaker 2: God damn by no bag. I've been there and I
- 43:01Speaker 2: don't had it long. I don't experienced having millions and
- 43:05Speaker 2: losing like and I'm not talking about I've always been
- 43:08Speaker 2: a millionaire, you know what I mean. I'ma make millions regardless.
- 43:12Speaker 2: But for me, once I done hit the pinnacle. You know,
- 43:17Speaker 2: ten million a year is not enough for me, you
- 43:19Speaker 2: know what I mean, Like it is not enough. Like,
- 43:23Speaker 2: but at the same time, if I want the lottery,
- 43:26Speaker 2: if I hit one of them joints that went up
- 43:28Speaker 2: to a billion or something like that, the last thing
- 43:31Speaker 2: I would want is for anybody to know, you know
- 43:36Speaker 2: what I'm saying, Like, man, that's that's the last thing. Like, man,
- 43:41Speaker 2: you know what I mean. But like I wouldn't. I wouldn't.
- 43:43Speaker 2: I wouldn't say And I talked to God about it.
- 43:47Speaker 2: I asked them to help me be strong. I ain't
- 43:51Speaker 2: go to no AA or nothing like that. Like I
- 43:53Speaker 2: I was like, Okay, I'm not I'm not doing it.
- 43:56Speaker 2: And that's what it wasn't. The crazy thing about it
- 43:59Speaker 2: is I've been with her for fifteen, for thirty five
- 44:03Speaker 2: years and since I was fifteen. And it's crazy part
- 44:07Speaker 2: about it is she said when I told her I
- 44:10Speaker 2: was stopping that after that she prayed on it. And
- 44:15Speaker 2: she said that was the only time that she ever
- 44:17Speaker 2: prayed on it. Like I said it plenty times in
- 44:20Speaker 2: the past, and she said that was the only time
- 44:22Speaker 2: that she prayed on it. And I was authentic with it.
- 44:26Speaker 4: Was there ever a time in your life where you
- 44:27Speaker 4: truly felt like a kid, because because when I read
- 44:29Speaker 4: your book, it feels like you never got the opportunity there.
- 44:32Speaker 2: Well yeah, well yeah, I remember, Like I like you,
- 44:37Speaker 2: people talk all the time about, Man, I was it.
- 44:39Speaker 2: How tough was it? You know, growing up poor? You
- 44:43Speaker 2: know what I mean? Like it was the best, right,
- 44:46Speaker 2: you know what I mean? Like you know what I mean,
- 44:49Speaker 2: because everybody around me was it won't like everybody you know,
- 44:52Speaker 2: it was only until I got to high school and
- 44:54Speaker 2: I'm wearing like I had two what three pair of
- 44:57Speaker 2: pants and my and one of was my sister's, you
- 45:01Speaker 2: know what I mean. You know it was, it was
- 45:03Speaker 2: bad And I'm looking at it's called farmititing you know
- 45:06Speaker 2: where I'm from, You know what I mean? You see
- 45:10Speaker 2: the kids on farmiting, they come in their dressed like
- 45:12Speaker 2: they got the polo and the guests on. And you
- 45:15Speaker 2: know what I mean, I'm like, damn Ja Bows and
- 45:20Speaker 2: the dudes. It was that was competition for real, you
- 45:22Speaker 2: know what I mean. They come up with the act
- 45:24Speaker 2: legends and you know what I mean, Like it was,
- 45:28Speaker 2: it was. It was tough. But you know, before then,
- 45:31Speaker 2: it was like, man, you know what I'm saying, Like
- 45:34Speaker 2: all I wanted, all I wanted growing up was a
- 45:37Speaker 2: pair of Jordans. That's it. I ain't give a damn
- 45:40Speaker 2: I go to school. I haven't God, damn pampa on.
- 45:43Speaker 2: As long as I got you know what I'm saying,
- 45:46Speaker 2: Like it was, it was, it was, It was nothing
- 45:50Speaker 2: to me. I was a kid, man, I mean, I
- 45:53Speaker 2: was a guy. I didn't I had the childhood, man,
- 45:56Speaker 2: I don't. I don't have no excuses on anything that
- 46:01Speaker 2: happened in my life. I don't have no one to blame.
- 46:05Speaker 2: I don't have I don't, man, I don't. When when
- 46:07Speaker 2: things don't go right, you know what I mean, When
- 46:10Speaker 2: when you ask somebody to do something for you, you
- 46:13Speaker 2: know what I mean, they don't do it? How mad
- 46:15Speaker 2: can you get with them, but I'm not doing it.
- 46:17Speaker 2: Do it yourself, you know what I mean, or don't
- 46:20Speaker 2: don't don't put that on them. You know what I'm saying,
- 46:22Speaker 2: Like I just I just I concentrate so much, like
- 46:27Speaker 2: we just you just heard me going about the seventh
- 46:30Speaker 2: soning like and my my girls say, like, how do
- 46:34Speaker 2: you watch this every day? You know what I'm saying,
- 46:37Speaker 2: how do you watch good times every day? Like I love,
- 46:40Speaker 2: I love my gangster ship like I love you know
- 46:44Speaker 2: all of that, you know what I mean. But I
- 46:46Speaker 2: just like to like and I and I. It ain't
- 46:52Speaker 2: that bad. You ain't you know, obviously dead, that's one thing,
- 46:56Speaker 2: But you ain't in jail, man. You ain't blind, you
- 46:58Speaker 2: ain't deaf, you know what I mean. You got all
- 47:01Speaker 2: your limbs. Like what you complaining about? You know, that's
- 47:04Speaker 2: the one thing I try to control in my life.
- 47:07Speaker 2: Just complaining about shit all the time. You know what
- 47:09Speaker 2: I mean, Like I mean it and it don't it
- 47:13Speaker 2: don't do no good. I mean for you to do it.
- 47:15Speaker 4: There's not one excuse in that book. All of this
- 47:19Speaker 4: is accountability throughout the whole.
- 47:21Speaker 2: I ain't making none, man. And then because that's the
- 47:23Speaker 2: easy way for somebody to look up to Alan Norblinson
- 47:26Speaker 2: have to have a cop out, you know what I mean,
- 47:29Speaker 2: easy way, you know what I mean, complaining about something,
- 47:32Speaker 2: man do it. And I hate when people think that
- 47:37Speaker 2: like that it's arrogant and that's cow. I've always been confident.
- 47:41Speaker 2: I ain't. I mean, I've never been arrogant. I've never
- 47:44Speaker 2: been cocky, just confident, you know what I mean. And
- 47:48Speaker 2: the one thing about like just just people just it
- 47:56Speaker 2: bothered me that you don't think that this is your world,
- 47:59Speaker 2: This is your world. It don't mean you're not being arrogant,
- 48:02Speaker 2: You're not being selfish thinking, you know what I mean,
- 48:05Speaker 2: Like you're the only one that matter in the world,
- 48:07Speaker 2: you know what I mean. But it's yours. This is
- 48:09Speaker 2: your life. Everything happens, you know, you the one you
- 48:12Speaker 2: ain't going nowhere. You might see everybody go before you,
- 48:15Speaker 2: you know what I mean. It's gonna hurt when people
- 48:17Speaker 2: go or whatever. But this is this is the one
- 48:20Speaker 2: shot that you got, you know what I mean, to
- 48:23Speaker 2: be happy to make these decisions and live with them,
- 48:26Speaker 2: you know what I mean. You concentrate on making mistakes
- 48:28Speaker 2: and hopefully you don't make the same mistake twice and
- 48:33Speaker 2: and live your live your life. Man, you got one
- 48:37Speaker 2: shot at this. Man. Ain't nothing wrong with being you, Man,
- 48:41Speaker 2: Ain't nothing wrong with it. Man, you can't be everybody else.
- 48:44Speaker 2: You can't. You know what I mean. You can't worry
- 48:46Speaker 2: about worry about what you can control. Man, You know
- 48:49Speaker 2: what I mean? Like I want some money. I want
- 48:51Speaker 2: to be the richest man in the world. I want
- 48:53Speaker 2: all the money. You know what I mean?
- 48:56Speaker 4: Yes, you know how you missed that on some money?
- 48:58Speaker 4: Not registering AI how much time with.
- 49:07Speaker 2: I got? I got the real guy? But register the sleeve,
- 49:13Speaker 2: you know what I mean? Like like like if I
- 49:15Speaker 2: get that copy written, like the sleeve, man, everybody with man,
- 49:19Speaker 2: people playing golf wearing the sleep. I seen R Kelly
- 49:25Speaker 2: had sleeve on. So what Kelly fell off the stage?
- 49:30Speaker 2: You know what I mean? The man got a sleeve
- 49:31Speaker 2: on in the video, yo, Man, like du like the
- 49:36Speaker 2: Steve is it's part of people, Like it's this it's
- 49:39Speaker 2: a swag. I'm wearing it. Like the whole reason I'm
- 49:42Speaker 2: wearing it because I'm hurt, you know what I mean.
- 49:44Speaker 2: Like it's a it's a it's a it's a lot
- 49:47Speaker 2: of opportunities that that were there that I passed up on.
- 49:53Speaker 2: But like I don't look at it like that. I
- 49:56Speaker 2: think now what like now where you're going at? Now?
- 49:59Speaker 2: What you're gonna do? You know what I mean? Like
- 50:01Speaker 2: every time God opened my eyes, I'm just you know,
- 50:04Speaker 2: I'm just trying to think positive. But life be life.
- 50:08Speaker 2: Like you know, you get a phone call, you know, hey, man,
- 50:12Speaker 2: like like, yo, I need you to do this. Bro,
- 50:15Speaker 2: you're asking me for this, you know what I mean?
- 50:17Speaker 2: Thousands of dollars. Christmas is a couple of days away.
- 50:20Speaker 2: Like why you ain't ask me this? You know what
- 50:22Speaker 2: I mean? Man, I'm asking you. You know, can you
- 50:25Speaker 2: do that? All right? I'm gonna do it for you,
- 50:26Speaker 2: you know what I mean. I ain't saying you know,
- 50:33Speaker 2: and all the people that I'm talking about, they certain
- 50:36Speaker 2: people are not gonna get upset because they know I'm
- 50:38Speaker 2: not talking about it, you know what I mean. But
- 50:41Speaker 2: you know, like like dude, you know I say, Yo,
- 50:43Speaker 2: I'm gonna do it. I take care of that, you
- 50:45Speaker 2: know what I mean. You're my man, I take care
- 50:48Speaker 2: of that. You know what I mean. I said, But
- 50:50Speaker 2: I'm gonna do it with my card, put it on
- 50:52Speaker 2: my car, so send me the information. Don't like that.
- 50:55Speaker 2: I'm gonna do it on my car. Oh no, no, no,
- 50:57Speaker 2: I need cash, man, I need cash. What was doing Megas?
- 51:01Speaker 2: It's gonna be taken care of Vegas.
- 51:03Speaker 1: Can't be choosing it didn't take care difference than it's
- 51:05Speaker 1: a lie.
- 51:06Speaker 2: Then I got called a clown and no, yeah, crazy,
- 51:10Speaker 2: like I'm talking about I've been and I've been. This
- 51:12Speaker 2: dude was my homeboy since I was like thirty. I
- 51:16Speaker 2: mean like it's been thirty thirty eight years man, and
- 51:20Speaker 2: been homeboys.
- 51:21Speaker 1: You went above and beyond my brother, because anybody.
- 51:24Speaker 5: Ever tried to like come to you and say, look,
- 51:27Speaker 5: look my bad. I was tripping like back then. I
- 51:30Speaker 5: kept asking and acting and accent and you were doing
- 51:32Speaker 5: and I just I took advantage for you as anybody
- 51:34Speaker 5: ever come to you to take accountability one person.
- 51:38Speaker 2: You are incredible because it just happened. It just happened.
- 51:42Speaker 2: And my man was telling me that the same thing
- 51:46Speaker 2: you just said. He told my man that my man
- 51:49Speaker 2: told me and it was like went on death is
- 51:53Speaker 2: And I was like, man, yes, I heard him say
- 51:55Speaker 2: that before. And he keep doing it. You know what
- 51:58Speaker 2: I mean, Like you keep doing it? You know what
- 52:00Speaker 2: I mean, like the hardest, the hardest part, Like the
- 52:03Speaker 2: hardest part is when it's a homeboy or homegirl and
- 52:09Speaker 2: you want to cut them off because of how they
- 52:11Speaker 2: treat you, not because of how you treat them. You know,
- 52:14Speaker 2: they think you're treating bad, treating them bad because you
- 52:17Speaker 2: implemented that word no in your vocabulary. But the hardest
- 52:21Speaker 2: thing is when it's somebody that you love. The hardest
- 52:27Speaker 2: thing is questioning yourself, like, damn, am I wrong for this?
- 52:33Speaker 2: Am I going too far? You know what I mean?
- 52:35Speaker 2: Like you always try to look at yourself and feel
- 52:38Speaker 2: like if you could have did something wrong, I mean,
- 52:41Speaker 2: if you I'm sorry, if you could have did something right,
- 52:43Speaker 2: you know what I mean?
- 52:45Speaker 1: Not wrong boundaries?
- 52:46Speaker 6: My brother, I got a question for you. You talked
- 52:49Speaker 6: about your wife to wanna praying over. You decided not
- 52:52Speaker 6: to drink anymore as a husband. What have you discovered now?
- 52:57Speaker 2: Boyfriend?
- 53:00Speaker 6: Boyfriend?
- 53:01Speaker 4: I mean, we got divorce, so you married the boys
- 53:05Speaker 4: and y'all got right back together like six months later
- 53:08Speaker 4: or something.
- 53:09Speaker 2: I mean, I want to do I want this point
- 53:12Speaker 2: to be made because you think I'm who I am
- 53:21Speaker 2: and I was out of control. I was out of control.
- 53:25Speaker 2: And this threat was there for years, for years and
- 53:30Speaker 2: years and years and years and years, and it's like
- 53:33Speaker 2: the boy cried wolf, like whatever, I heard that before,
- 53:37Speaker 2: you know what I mean. And then it was like
- 53:40Speaker 2: she got to the point where like, yo, I gotta
- 53:43Speaker 2: show this motherfucker. I gotta do something to show him
- 53:46Speaker 2: I'm serious. And that's what happened. You in that courtroom
- 53:51Speaker 2: and you're looking over there and you see number one
- 53:55Speaker 2: right there, and you're looking down at that paper and
- 53:58Speaker 2: them tears hitting that that page and they don't say,
- 54:01Speaker 2: you know, I've been Georgetown versus Georgetown and it's been
- 54:05Speaker 2: a scrimmage or six's versus sixes, and you're looking at
- 54:08Speaker 2: the stat sheet whatever, I'm looking at Iverson versus Iverson,
- 54:12Speaker 2: you know what I mean, And like, yo, shit is real,
- 54:17Speaker 2: you know what I mean? Like, and did you wear suit? Look?
- 54:23Speaker 2: I really was defiant then, you know what I mean,
- 54:26Speaker 2: Like you got me in here, you know what I mean.
- 54:29Speaker 2: And I had a judge and judge was vicious, like
- 54:32Speaker 2: I couldn't do nothing right.
- 54:34Speaker 6: Even in that moment you were defined. Yeah, I'm no, no,
- 54:37Speaker 6: it is your interview. I was just gonna say, even
- 54:38Speaker 6: in that moment, you were defined, and I guess upset
- 54:41Speaker 6: even though you knew, because you said you knew you
- 54:43Speaker 6: were out of control. But so like in that moment,
- 54:45Speaker 6: why are you defining upset if she's just doing what
- 54:48Speaker 6: she thinks is going to help, I guess, to get
- 54:50Speaker 6: you to a better spot for her.
- 54:53Speaker 2: I was selfishly thinking about my demid because I know
- 55:05Speaker 2: in my heart and in my mind that I can't
- 55:08Speaker 2: live with our You know what I'm saying, like I
- 55:10Speaker 2: know it, like I know it. I took, I took
- 55:14Speaker 2: her love for me for granted, you know what I mean,
- 55:18Speaker 2: Like as far as she loving me so much that
- 55:20Speaker 2: I felt, like you know that she would never she
- 55:25Speaker 2: would never go go nowhere like this is all I've known.
- 55:28Speaker 2: This is the only love that I've ever known, as
- 55:30Speaker 2: far as like, I've never loved someone like this in
- 55:34Speaker 2: my life, you know what I mean? Then, a lot
- 55:36Speaker 2: of times, you know, all women would say, or even guys,
- 55:39Speaker 2: you know, anybody that's you know, logical about anything, how
- 55:43Speaker 2: you love her so much and you do the things?
- 55:46Speaker 2: And I don't have an answer.
- 55:48Speaker 1: We never do though, as men, we never do. We
- 55:51Speaker 1: don't know why we do the dumb.
- 55:52Speaker 6: Shit we do so how has not drinking and you know,
- 55:55Speaker 6: it seems like you're, you know, your focus is different
- 55:57Speaker 6: in this time of your life. How has that made
- 55:59Speaker 6: you go As we discover each other in a relationship.
- 56:01Speaker 2: Oh yeah, I'm I'm I'm uh, I'm Claire Huxtable. I'm
- 56:07Speaker 2: in Cliff. I'm Cliff Huxortable. Now like i'm I'm I'm
- 56:13Speaker 2: I kind of get a feeling like I'm the guy
- 56:16Speaker 2: like I felt always felt like, you know, I was
- 56:19Speaker 2: the guy she always wanted you know what I mean,
- 56:21Speaker 2: wanted to be, you know, wanted me to be. But
- 56:25Speaker 2: I really feel like that guy now, Like I feel
- 56:27Speaker 2: like it's not the Huxtables around there obviously, but like
- 56:34Speaker 2: she loved you know this me, you know, because you
- 56:39Speaker 2: always getting this me. It's hard to take advantage of
- 56:42Speaker 2: somebody that can see ship clear as hell, you know
- 56:44Speaker 2: what I mean, opposed to being nonchalant about everything, you
- 56:48Speaker 2: know what I mean, Like it's you know, my homeboys
- 56:52Speaker 2: says a different Chuck. Now, you know what I mean.
- 56:54Speaker 2: I see, I see what's going on, you know what
- 56:59Speaker 2: I mean. All stuff that I used to, you know,
- 57:01Speaker 2: not pay attention to, I'm paying attention to it now.
- 57:05Speaker 2: You know what I mean, And I just think, you know,
- 57:08Speaker 2: by me making this decision, it's so much better for
- 57:13Speaker 2: not just myself, everybody around me. I can help better.
- 57:17Speaker 2: My advice is better, you know what I mean. Like
- 57:19Speaker 2: I'm a better friend now, I'm a better family member.
- 57:23Speaker 2: You know this shit is clear, you know what I'm saying.
- 57:26Speaker 2: Like I promise you I'm the smartest man in the
- 57:31Speaker 2: world because I know him not you know what I mean,
- 57:34Speaker 2: I know him not like, but I know how if
- 57:37Speaker 2: it's a certain feel of you know how we need
- 57:40Speaker 2: some help, help, and you know what I mean, opposed
- 57:42Speaker 2: to just just doing it all way and thinking we know, no, man,
- 57:46Speaker 2: we gotta go to we gotta go to this person,
- 57:49Speaker 2: We gotta go to that person. We gotta do it
- 57:51Speaker 2: this way, we gotta do it that way, you know
- 57:53Speaker 2: what I mean. Put your ego aside. Man, We're trying
- 57:55Speaker 2: to get it done. We need to get it done.
- 57:56Speaker 2: But we're gonna get it done right. And it's just
- 57:59Speaker 2: an everlution of me. It took long, you know what
- 58:02Speaker 2: I mean, But I just think about it, like, Yo,
- 58:04Speaker 2: you embarrassed. You know, first, it was embarrassing that you know,
- 58:07Speaker 2: talking about that seen the ship went viral yesterday and
- 58:10Speaker 2: you embarrassed, you know, with the whole thing. But it's like, damn, bro,
- 58:14Speaker 2: that's another thing that you know, by you being you
- 58:20Speaker 2: and being comfortable in your own skin, it's gonna help
- 58:22Speaker 2: somebody else. Somebody might make that decision.
- 58:25Speaker 1: Right somebody's trying to be sober right now.
- 58:26Speaker 4: You know what I'm saying that whatever time, because I
- 58:29Speaker 4: didn't get it from the book where anybody recommended therapy
- 58:31Speaker 4: to you, because it was clear you was my girl.
- 58:34Speaker 1: Okay, like you need some help, you know what I mean.
- 58:37Speaker 2: You don't remember what was? Are you coming to a
- 58:41Speaker 2: get up that ship? You said last month?
- 58:44Speaker 1: You know what I mean?
- 58:46Speaker 2: Just starting ship, you know what I mean? And then
- 58:49Speaker 2: she used to be like you ran you running around
- 58:51Speaker 2: with all these dudes all day long and y'all drinking
- 58:55Speaker 2: and have a ball, and you come in here fucking
- 58:58Speaker 2: with me. I'm talking about where your piece is at? Man,
- 59:03Speaker 2: You know what I mean, because you going but women
- 59:05Speaker 2: know you leave that house. Man, we tackling the world
- 59:08Speaker 2: like you. It's going down. It's hard for me, like
- 59:12Speaker 2: I said, to go to the grocery store, to go
- 59:14Speaker 2: to Target, Walmart. I gotta be all and irvus and
- 59:16Speaker 2: every day I walk in the house, and one thing
- 59:18Speaker 2: about it, everybody, everybody out there, if you think about it,
- 59:22Speaker 2: somebody gonna see you and feel like this is the
- 59:24Speaker 2: last opportunity that I'm ever gonna get to see him
- 59:28Speaker 2: and this is my moment. That's what you know what
- 59:29Speaker 2: I mean? When they see oh shit, it's like and
- 59:33Speaker 2: then you you somewhere and you're paying for something, and
- 59:36Speaker 2: then you finish and you turn around and you see
- 59:39Speaker 2: so many people. You see cameras and then you see
- 59:42Speaker 2: and they do the ship sho like like getting ready
- 59:44Speaker 2: to jump rope. You see everybody, like everybody everybody time,
- 59:51Speaker 2: you know what I mean. And it's like it's like
- 59:53Speaker 2: it's like, bro, you want to be you want to
- 59:55Speaker 2: like you wanna it's so much you go out when
- 59:58Speaker 2: you come in the crib man to be you know
- 1:00:01Speaker 2: what I'm saying, Like fall on, you know, on the
- 1:00:04Speaker 2: couch and and and you have made it through the storm,
- 1:00:08Speaker 2: you know what I mean. Because like my fans, like
- 1:00:11Speaker 2: they they got real love man, you know what I mean.
- 1:00:15Speaker 2: But some of them, when you can you can distinguish
- 1:00:18Speaker 2: a fan, a truth fan, and just somebody that you know,
- 1:00:23Speaker 2: give a damn about how nice you was on the court,
- 1:00:25Speaker 2: because a truth fan, give a fuck about you. You
- 1:00:28Speaker 2: know what I mean, Like you feed them feeding my daughter?
- 1:00:31Speaker 2: You know what I mean. I'm in the restaurant and
- 1:00:33Speaker 2: stick a piece of paper and paying them. Sign this
- 1:00:36Speaker 2: right here, Ai, you know what I mean. Hold on baby,
- 1:00:38Speaker 2: let me and this and I you know I love women,
- 1:00:42Speaker 2: you know what I mean to death. I love all
- 1:00:43Speaker 2: my fans, but women fans are they don't like taking no.
- 1:00:49Speaker 2: You know what I mean, Dude, tell you know all
- 1:00:50Speaker 2: the time. But me somebody you don't know, tell you
- 1:00:53Speaker 2: know you go crazy in a minute. I'm feeding my
- 1:00:55Speaker 2: daughter right now. Now, Well fuck you there in Ai.
- 1:00:57Speaker 2: Kobe Bryant better than you anyway. Tell me I'm gonna
- 1:01:01Speaker 2: burn these shoes I bought. I brought your shoes. I
- 1:01:03Speaker 2: bought your jersey. I'm like, I ain't say no. I
- 1:01:06Speaker 2: just said, let me finish my daughter, you know what
- 1:01:08Speaker 2: I mean. Like it's it's it's just it's crazy. I
- 1:01:12Speaker 2: remember I was at David Buses with the kids. I'm
- 1:01:14Speaker 2: on the phone talking to my mom and a lady
- 1:01:17Speaker 2: walked up to me and she was like, hey, let
- 1:01:19Speaker 2: me talk to you iself. Hold on, man, I'm talking
- 1:01:22Speaker 2: to my mom on the phone right now. What's your
- 1:01:24Speaker 2: mom more important than your fans? Yeah? I was like yo,
- 1:01:30Speaker 2: I was like yo, I was looking let me just
- 1:01:32Speaker 2: get away from you. You know what I mean. But
- 1:01:34Speaker 2: that's like, you know, all in the nutshell man being
- 1:01:37Speaker 2: a celebrity. Man, you say that because people think about
- 1:01:42Speaker 2: the money and the fame and the talent or whatever.
- 1:01:45Speaker 2: Man you say you want this life and whatever. Man,
- 1:01:49Speaker 2: you really man, A lot of people, if they would meet,
- 1:01:51Speaker 2: would have been jumped off a building and put a
- 1:01:53Speaker 2: pistol to their head and blew it off.
- 1:01:55Speaker 5: By Now, that's the crazy thing. Little John said that
- 1:01:57Speaker 5: same thing when we had him. He said, you gotta
- 1:01:59Speaker 5: be built, you gotta have tough skin. This is not
- 1:02:01Speaker 5: an easy industry to be in. But your influence was
- 1:02:04Speaker 5: crazy because I'm telling you, Allen evinceins, I was getting
- 1:02:07Speaker 5: them and I was getting bitches and I wasn't even gay.
- 1:02:10Speaker 2: In middle school.
- 1:02:10Speaker 5: I would come get my hand braided. And that's good,
- 1:02:12Speaker 5: you told me hand on hang time. I didn't either,
- 1:02:14Speaker 5: put the bitches ain't no, because I had the absence.
- 1:02:16Speaker 6: Yeah, so your time in Philly, right, I mean influencing
- 1:02:23Speaker 6: impacts and everything you did. But Philly embraced you so
- 1:02:26Speaker 6: much and the person you aren't meeting you I get
- 1:02:28Speaker 6: it now, but you know, Philly don't embrace everybody. What
- 1:02:31Speaker 6: was your time like there? Just in like what were
- 1:02:33Speaker 6: you doing? I guess to lean into that or like
- 1:02:37Speaker 6: I don't know, like did you feel the okay? They
- 1:02:40Speaker 6: love me here like when you walk out onto the
- 1:02:41Speaker 6: streets and not at first because people, you know, Philly
- 1:02:44Speaker 6: is tough.
- 1:02:45Speaker 2: The toughest and they called it his brotherly love. That's
- 1:02:50Speaker 2: about it. My relationship, not in the beginning, but I
- 1:02:54Speaker 2: think I have I would I would say Michael Jordan
- 1:02:59Speaker 2: and uh Chicago, Steph and a state who else you
- 1:03:06Speaker 2: know said the Bay Area now probably Shay in Oklahoma City.
- 1:03:12Speaker 2: I think I have the best relationship with a fan base,
- 1:03:17Speaker 2: I think in sports history, you know what I mean,
- 1:03:21Speaker 2: Like that's that's crazy. And Kobel Kobe, you know what
- 1:03:25Speaker 2: I mean. They watched me grow up. I was twenty
- 1:03:30Speaker 2: one years old when I got there, Like they watched me,
- 1:03:33Speaker 2: you know, go through my ups and downs. But I
- 1:03:35Speaker 2: played every game like it was my last. And if
- 1:03:37Speaker 2: you know Philadelphia, that's all they really want like I could.
- 1:03:42Speaker 2: I was telling Steve yesterday, like I could be out there,
- 1:03:45Speaker 2: I can go oh for Winfrey from the field, you
- 1:03:49Speaker 2: know what I mean. But they knew that AI played
- 1:03:52Speaker 2: as hard as he could, you know what I mean.
- 1:03:54Speaker 2: I could look in the mirror after the game every
- 1:03:56Speaker 2: game I played, hurt, sick, whatever, and look at the mirror,
- 1:03:59Speaker 2: and I know I felt bad, you know, I felt good.
- 1:04:01Speaker 2: I upset about not playing well, but I knew that
- 1:04:05Speaker 2: I played that game like it was my last. People
- 1:04:07Speaker 2: in Philadelphia love that, and all relationship has been that,
- 1:04:12Speaker 2: you know what I mean. Since I've been retired with
- 1:04:14Speaker 2: fifteen years now, and the relationship is still the same.
- 1:04:18Speaker 2: You walk in the building, it's the same feeling. And
- 1:04:22Speaker 2: then the people in Philadelphia are used to me outside
- 1:04:25Speaker 2: of being in that arena, barbershops and everywhere. Applebee's. Well,
- 1:04:35Speaker 2: I was a.
- 1:04:36Speaker 6: Little younger, so I came a little bit after.
- 1:04:37Speaker 2: You weren't there.
- 1:04:38Speaker 6: Weren't in Fridays when I was there. But yeah, Club
- 1:04:40Speaker 6: Fridays was a thing.
- 1:04:41Speaker 2: It became the third largest Fridays in the country, you
- 1:04:45Speaker 2: know what I mean, Like it was really a club,
- 1:04:47Speaker 2: you know what I mean. Line, they started checking out
- 1:04:50Speaker 2: ideas you had to get you had to have reservations
- 1:04:53Speaker 2: and you know what I mean, Like it was it
- 1:04:55Speaker 2: was crazy, you know what I mean. Philly. I love Philadelphia.
- 1:05:00Speaker 2: I mean I love it, you know what I mean.
- 1:05:02Speaker 2: But it's just just like Virginia. I can't never like
- 1:05:05Speaker 2: live there, you know what I mean. Like when I retired,
- 1:05:08Speaker 2: I went to Florida, like trying to get away from everything.
- 1:05:11Speaker 2: Then it's just meet her and the kids and no family,
- 1:05:14Speaker 2: no friends, like nah, you know what I mean. So
- 1:05:16Speaker 2: I moved in Charlotte. It's close to Virginia, but you know,
- 1:05:20Speaker 2: I can never go live there again. But people have
- 1:05:22Speaker 2: worried of me the damn death, you know what I mean.
- 1:05:25Speaker 2: Like we're close. My mom could drive or our flight.
- 1:05:28Speaker 1: Right it saying you gotta wrap I do.
- 1:05:31Speaker 4: Got one last question, man, you changed the entire culture
- 1:05:35Speaker 4: of basketball, but to me, you change black culture. You
- 1:05:37Speaker 4: also change hip hop culture from your fashion to your
- 1:05:40Speaker 4: attitude to just your authenticity.
- 1:05:42Speaker 1: When you see how the NBA in the.
- 1:05:44Speaker 4: World embraces individuality, Now, do you feel celebrated or do
- 1:05:49Speaker 4: you still feel misunderstood?
- 1:05:53Speaker 2: Nah, it's I get the opportunity, Like this is opportunity
- 1:05:59Speaker 2: for me, you know what I mean, Like all of
- 1:06:02Speaker 2: those years you wanted to you know, you wanted this.
- 1:06:08Speaker 2: Oh man, you got me wrong, you know what I mean.
- 1:06:11Speaker 2: Talk about it to your family and your friends. Man,
- 1:06:13Speaker 2: I'm misunderstood. Man, they don't They ain't getting it, you
- 1:06:16Speaker 2: know what I mean. It ain't like that. And then
- 1:06:19Speaker 2: this platform and then all the other big platforms, you know,
- 1:06:23Speaker 2: just you guys giving me an opportunity to come up
- 1:06:25Speaker 2: here and ask me shit that I want to answer
- 1:06:28Speaker 2: that that I want the world to know, you know
- 1:06:30Speaker 2: what I mean. I want them to know that it
- 1:06:32Speaker 2: ain't like that. It's like this, you know what I mean.
- 1:06:35Speaker 2: Then you're hearing it from someone else, you know what
- 1:06:37Speaker 2: I mean, someone else telling who Alan Iverson is. Then
- 1:06:41Speaker 2: just to have the opportunity to do it in the
- 1:06:44Speaker 2: excitement about it is the long wait because now I
- 1:06:48Speaker 2: finally get a chance to Man, you was wrong. You
- 1:06:50Speaker 2: had me fucked up like that ain't what it is,
- 1:06:55Speaker 2: you know what I mean? And going through your career,
- 1:06:57Speaker 2: you can't explain to everybody every situation it don't, you
- 1:07:00Speaker 2: know what I mean. And this book took years, you
- 1:07:03Speaker 2: know what I mean. The documentary took years to do
- 1:07:06Speaker 2: and man, I just I'm just happy that I get
- 1:07:10Speaker 2: an opportunity to to tell my story or write my
- 1:07:14Speaker 2: story and and help and help and help somebody, you
- 1:07:19Speaker 2: know what I mean. Just like you know Michael Jordan
- 1:07:22Speaker 2: did for me, you know what I mean, Like he
- 1:07:25Speaker 2: If it wasn't for no Michael Jordan, it would not
- 1:07:28Speaker 2: be the Allen Iverson and everybody in the world. Know, Like,
- 1:07:31Speaker 2: I literally like he gave me the vision. Man Like,
- 1:07:36Speaker 2: I'm like, I want to be like him, you know
- 1:07:38Speaker 2: what I mean. That's who I want to be. Him
- 1:07:40Speaker 2: and Michael Michael Jackson. I want all the dudes to
- 1:07:43Speaker 2: love me, you know what I mean. I want all
- 1:07:45Speaker 2: the girls to love me, you know what I mean.
- 1:07:46Speaker 2: I want to put that in one you know what
- 1:07:48Speaker 2: I'm saying. And I want to be you know, uh,
- 1:07:51Speaker 2: not just a basketball player, but just big all the way.
- 1:07:55Speaker 2: And I didn't I didn't get this vision until until
- 1:08:00Speaker 2: I started to take care of what I had to
- 1:08:02Speaker 2: do on the basketball court and then becoming a cultural icon,
- 1:08:07Speaker 2: you know what I mean. Okay, all these rappers, all
- 1:08:10Speaker 2: these people in the world that want to just express
- 1:08:12Speaker 2: themselves the way they want to express themselves. Now they
- 1:08:15Speaker 2: get an opportunity. Man, he can do it. Man, Ain't
- 1:08:18Speaker 2: nothing wrong with what I'm doing, regardless of high look.
- 1:08:21Speaker 2: Regardless high look. Everybody talk about that that runway walking
- 1:08:25Speaker 2: into the game. I'm watching it, you know what I mean.
- 1:08:27Speaker 2: I don't like everything up there, but I just love
- 1:08:30Speaker 2: their confidence of walking in there, like, yeah, I'm doing
- 1:08:34Speaker 2: it today, you know what I mean, And like just
- 1:08:37Speaker 2: my story. All I want is for people to get
- 1:08:43Speaker 2: out of it. Man, It's all right to be you.
- 1:08:46Speaker 2: It's all right, you know what I mean. It's things
- 1:08:50Speaker 2: that's gonna happen in your life and it's gonna be tough,
- 1:08:53Speaker 2: you know what I mean. But that's when you're gonna
- 1:08:56Speaker 2: lean on number one. You're gonna lean on him, gonna
- 1:09:00Speaker 2: lean on God. You don't. You don't ask them, uh
- 1:09:03Speaker 2: any you don't question him at all, you know what
- 1:09:06Speaker 2: I mean. Whatever happened happened, I ain't. My grandma told
- 1:09:08Speaker 2: me when I went to jail, that bowling alley thing.
- 1:09:11Speaker 2: I said, Now, why are they doing this to me?
- 1:09:13Speaker 2: If they know I didn't do what they said? I
- 1:09:15Speaker 2: did question, never questioned God, and I've never done it
- 1:09:18Speaker 2: since then, you know what I mean? Whatever he do?
- 1:09:21Speaker 2: You know what I mean. I'm cool with it, you
- 1:09:23Speaker 2: know what I mean. He driving this car and I'm
- 1:09:26Speaker 2: gonna just sitting there, ride shotgun wherever he take me.
- 1:09:29Speaker 2: That's where I'm going, and I'm gonna live with the results.
- 1:09:32Speaker 2: So that's that's the only thing I want. I just think, man, live, man, laugh,
- 1:09:37Speaker 2: love man. We love you brother, you out right now.
- 1:09:47Speaker 2: I got God.
- 1:09:54Speaker 1: It's the Breakfast Club.
- 1:09:55Speaker 3: Good morning, every day, up waking.
- 1:10:00Speaker 1: The Breakfast Club. You're finished for yar dumb