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- 0:05Speaker 1: Hey, this is Annie and welcome to Steffan Never Told
- 0:07Speaker 1: You production of iHeartRadio. Yes, I am still by myself,
- 0:22Speaker 1: but Samantha will be back. Never fear. And this is
- 0:26Speaker 1: another installment of Sminty Fiction, which is a once a
- 0:30Speaker 1: month thing we do. Has a bit more special effects.
- 0:34Speaker 1: Well I guess a lot more because most of the episodes
- 0:36Speaker 1: have none. But yeah, you know what I mean. And
- 0:41Speaker 1: if that's not you're saying, that's totally cool. But yeah,
- 0:44Speaker 1: we are close to the end. I'm getting excited. This
- 0:47Speaker 1: episode does have a lot of content warnings though, so
- 0:54Speaker 1: for illness, virus' death, gun violence, explosions, car crashes. It
- 1:02Speaker 1: is your very action packed kin ultimate ish episode, So
- 1:08Speaker 1: if you haven't heard the rest of the episodes, I
- 1:11Speaker 1: would recommend going back and listening to them if you're interested.
- 1:14Speaker 1: But yeah, we are close to the end. This episode
- 1:18Speaker 1: also contains a hilarious amount of me once again going
- 1:24Speaker 1: all in on directions, which I'm not sure was necessary,
- 1:27Speaker 1: but I certainly did it. I did this for Nana
- 1:31Speaker 1: Raimo National Novel Writing Month and twenty ten. It's not
- 1:35Speaker 1: very edited, if at all, because I kind of just
- 1:38Speaker 1: wanted to look and see what was going on my
- 1:40Speaker 1: head at that point, which is before I started on
- 1:43Speaker 1: this show. I mean, it was around the same time,
- 1:45Speaker 1: but it was before i'd really kind of accepted that
- 1:49Speaker 1: I was indeed a feminist. So I just was curious
- 1:53Speaker 1: your recap. So, in a world where humanity is done
- 2:00Speaker 1: out because of this virus, and because of that, any
- 2:06Speaker 1: children who are produced go to the board of better
- 2:11Speaker 1: parenting and that determines where they go. Our main character, Tilda,
- 2:16Speaker 1: has run away with her child, Madison, who is conceived
- 2:18Speaker 1: illegally outside of a conception center. She has been pursued
- 2:22Speaker 1: for seven years with her child by enforcers. She is
- 2:27Speaker 1: a priority number one, as there called from the government
- 2:31Speaker 1: in arm which is the religious organization that leads alongside
- 2:34Speaker 1: the government, and they've had a lot of close calls,
- 2:37Speaker 1: including one where Tilda was shot and she had to
- 2:40Speaker 1: heal up. And through this, through the person that helped
- 2:43Speaker 1: heal her inn she learned about a potential cure. So
- 2:49Speaker 1: she went and sought out this resistance who might know
- 2:53Speaker 1: more about it, and it turns out that there isn't
- 2:55Speaker 1: a cure, but there is a vaccine, and she also
- 2:59Speaker 1: learns that the resistance is not exactly what she thought
- 3:02Speaker 1: they were, and they're willing to use her son as
- 3:05Speaker 1: sort of bait, and she's not cool with that. Also,
- 3:10Speaker 1: her mother makes a very impassioned message about her daughter
- 3:17Speaker 1: coming home that is broadcasted through the state's kind of
- 3:22Speaker 1: radio system that they have set up. And now they
- 3:25Speaker 1: are on their way with the resistance to potentially find
- 3:31Speaker 1: this vaccine. So that is where we are. Please please
- 3:34Speaker 1: mind the content warning for this one, but enjoy. Her
- 3:52Speaker 1: eyes opened slowly, so gradually she wasn't aware of it
- 3:55Speaker 1: at first, her mother's words echoing in her ears. Night
- 3:59Speaker 1: had faded, giving way to a twilight morning. Around her,
- 4:03Speaker 1: people rustled conversing lowly, fiddling with belts and checking weapons.
- 4:08Speaker 1: Tilda took a deep breath of cold air. Madison snuggled
- 4:11Speaker 1: closer to her Mark pressed two energy bars into her hand,
- 4:15Speaker 1: murmuring we're almost there. She took the bars and pulled
- 4:19Speaker 1: off the wrappers, nudging Madison awake with her shoulder, placing
- 4:22Speaker 1: the bar in her hand and closing his fingers around it,
- 4:24Speaker 1: urging him to eat. She finished her as quickly, nerves
- 4:27Speaker 1: making it difficult to keep still. Madison only nibbled at
- 4:31Speaker 1: his face, puffy with sleep. Should we give her a
- 4:36Speaker 1: gun zo like A questioned, Gesturing to Tilda, Mark shook
- 4:40Speaker 1: his head. She won't need one. The truck dipped as
- 4:43Speaker 1: it passed over a pothole. The labs north of the
- 4:46Speaker 1: city center. We loop around and enter through the top end.
- 4:50Speaker 1: If we meet any enforcers Teams one and two, we'll
- 4:52Speaker 1: take them on and provide us a distraction to get
- 4:55Speaker 1: into the lab. Do you know where the lab is?
- 4:58Speaker 1: Tilda asked, under the impression that they were only guessing
- 5:01Speaker 1: at its existence. No, but Merlin does, and he's driving
- 5:05Speaker 1: the lead van. Mark's response through her, and she furrowed
- 5:08Speaker 1: her brow. Merlin's are acquisitions and communications experts, Ylike explained.
- 5:14Speaker 1: Tilda didn't inquire about the rest of the plan, focusing
- 5:17Speaker 1: on forming one of her own. That sole purpose was
- 5:19Speaker 1: to keep Madison, to protect him. She'd fight for him
- 5:24Speaker 1: just as her mother had fought for her. Mostly, that's
- 5:27Speaker 1: all her plan involved. She'd hammered out the details when
- 5:30Speaker 1: she got to them. A static transmission issued from the
- 5:34Speaker 1: radio in the front of the truck. We must be close.
- 5:38Speaker 1: Mark leaned forward to speak with the driver when an
- 5:40Speaker 1: explosion in front of them propelled the tires off the ground.
- 5:43Speaker 1: Mark was shouting, but another explosion to their left knocked
- 5:46Speaker 1: the truck to its side, where it rolled once, sending
- 5:49Speaker 1: its passengers sprawling into a massive bodies. Tilda clutched Madison
- 5:53Speaker 1: to her, trying to shield his body with her own.
- 5:56Speaker 1: There was stillness, weaponry, and explosions ripping the air as
- 5:59Speaker 1: every one tried to make sense of what had happened.
- 6:03Speaker 1: Arms and legs squirmed, stepping and hitting in their frantic
- 6:06Speaker 1: desperation to pull themselves free. Tilda's task was made more
- 6:09Speaker 1: difficult by the child in her arms, and she got
- 6:11Speaker 1: stepped on and struck more than once, kicking against the metal,
- 6:15Speaker 1: sighting to slide herself incrementally forward before someone jerked her
- 6:18Speaker 1: to her feet. She was pulled forward, forced to run
- 6:22Speaker 1: to keep up or tumble to her knees. Her feet
- 6:25Speaker 1: met pitted and cracked road Smoke thickened the air. The
- 6:29Speaker 1: sharp ports of rapid firing guns filled the air, but
- 6:32Speaker 1: Tilda could only see flashes of movement. This way, Mark
- 6:35Speaker 1: motioned them forward, keeping his gun at already in front
- 6:38Speaker 1: of him. He led them toward a building with collapsed
- 6:41Speaker 1: upper floors, only the ground floors and parts of the
- 6:43Speaker 1: seconds still standing. Looking around revealed that most of the
- 6:47Speaker 1: buildings in the area had been decimated, walls crumbling, craters
- 6:51Speaker 1: in the side making them look like open faced dollhouses,
- 6:55Speaker 1: complete with furniture and clocks and picture frames, floors and
- 6:59Speaker 1: rooms stacked on top of each other. Another explosion tore
- 7:04Speaker 1: through the air, sending Tilda careening off her feet. Fire
- 7:07Speaker 1: ate up her shoulder, and her vision faded out for
- 7:10Speaker 1: a moment. Her arms went numb and Madison rolled out
- 7:13Speaker 1: of her grasp. Blood ran into her eye, and she
- 7:15Speaker 1: blinked it away, forcing herself up, pulling Madison back into
- 7:19Speaker 1: almost unresponsive arms. Next to her was the bloody body
- 7:22Speaker 1: of Adam, eyes wide and staring into nothing. Crimson streaked
- 7:26Speaker 1: across his face and leaking from his side. His outstretched
- 7:30Speaker 1: fingertips reached for a gun. The ground shook again, until
- 7:34Speaker 1: the fault to stay on her hands and knees. Reaching
- 7:36Speaker 1: tentatively for the weapon with her shaking hand, she grasped it,
- 7:40Speaker 1: looking around for someone else in the vicinity, but they
- 7:43Speaker 1: were all engaged in whatever battle was being waged just
- 7:46Speaker 1: out of her sight. Sliding the gun into the waistband
- 7:49Speaker 1: of her jeans, she pushed to her feet, Madison fisting
- 7:52Speaker 1: his hands in the back of her jacket. The ground
- 7:55Speaker 1: was uneven under her feet. Everything seemed to be various
- 7:58Speaker 1: shades of gray. She stumped ford, barely able to keep
- 8:01Speaker 1: her feet beneath her. Falling hard into the doorway knocked
- 8:05Speaker 1: the wind from her. She could hear shouting as she blinked,
- 8:08Speaker 1: fireflies from her vision. The corridor she found herself in
- 8:11Speaker 1: was dark, the shafts of light from behind her and
- 8:14Speaker 1: in the cracks of the floor above the only source
- 8:16Speaker 1: of light. Tilda strained her eyes in the darkness, feeling
- 8:20Speaker 1: her way along the hall. Her fingertips met empty space.
- 8:25Speaker 1: There was a stairwell, but the baris traces of artificial
- 8:28Speaker 1: light coming from below. Instinct compelled her to descend the stairs,
- 8:32Speaker 1: the yelling growing closer, acting as a stimulant. She practically
- 8:36Speaker 1: ran down the stairs, hoping no one had seen her
- 8:39Speaker 1: take them, that she wouldn't hear footsteps stomping after her.
- 8:43Speaker 1: Coiled like a snake, the stairs took her down two levels.
- 8:46Speaker 1: Tilda's knees jarred and buckled as she hit the cement floor,
- 8:50Speaker 1: and she relied on the railing to right herself. The
- 8:53Speaker 1: depth dulled the sound of fighting above, allowing Tilda to
- 8:56Speaker 1: hear clattering, breaking glass, rifling, paine, and swearing coming from
- 9:01Speaker 1: the room at the end of the hall. Tilda glanced
- 9:04Speaker 1: behind her, slowing her jog to a creep, Balancing Madison
- 9:08Speaker 1: on her hip. She reached behind her and fished the
- 9:10Speaker 1: gun out of her waistband. She felt the weight of
- 9:13Speaker 1: it in her hand, her grip intuitive. The gun trembled
- 9:16Speaker 1: as she held it in front of her, a particularly
- 9:18Speaker 1: loud swear causing her finger to twitch over the trigger.
- 9:22Speaker 1: As they approached the doorway, Tilda quietly set Madison on
- 9:25Speaker 1: his feet, whispering his ear for him to stay behind her.
- 9:29Speaker 1: He hunched at her back, clutching her shirt with her
- 9:32Speaker 1: other hand. She steadied the gun, but still it shook
- 9:35Speaker 1: in her grasp. She peered into the room. It was
- 9:38Speaker 1: a long, rectangular space lined with benches, shelves, isolation labs
- 9:43Speaker 1: and refrigerators, lab tables and bats down the center. The
- 9:47Speaker 1: floor was littered with glass, metal instruments, and paper. At first,
- 9:52Speaker 1: Tilda mistook it for empty, but a loud crash drew
- 9:55Speaker 1: her attention to the back corner of the long room.
- 9:58Speaker 1: A man tall and Slen cursed loudly, sweeping his arms
- 10:02Speaker 1: along a black countertop and sending beakers smashing into the floor.
- 10:06Speaker 1: Madison whined, hiding his face into Tilda's back. The man
- 10:10Speaker 1: whipped his head around and til to raise the gun,
- 10:12Speaker 1: training it on him. He froze, staring at her in surprise.
- 10:17Speaker 1: Who are you? He demanded, and Tilda swallowed, wishing her
- 10:21Speaker 1: hands would stop shaking. The ground rumbled above them. I'm
- 10:25Speaker 1: looking for the vaccine. Contrary to her grip, her voice
- 10:29Speaker 1: was quite steady. Only the smallest wobble betraying her anger,
- 10:33Speaker 1: twisted the man's features. You're too late. The enforcers destroyed it. Why,
- 10:40Speaker 1: she demanded, Because they don't want a vaccine, he growled.
- 10:45Speaker 1: Seeing the confusion painted on Tilda's face, he expounded, they
- 10:49Speaker 1: want to hold onto their power, and how better than
- 10:51Speaker 1: to rule by fear and keep our numbers low. He
- 10:54Speaker 1: kicked a chair over and Tilda took an involuntary half
- 10:57Speaker 1: step back. My life's work. I was going to be
- 11:01Speaker 1: remembered as the man who cured HSV five idolized the
- 11:05Speaker 1: savior of the human race, but they destroyed it. He
- 11:10Speaker 1: flung a microscope at the wall Madison whimpered at the
- 11:13Speaker 1: fury in the raised voice, and the man stopped dead.
- 11:17Speaker 1: Noticing this shuddering child crouching behind Tilda, The anger fled
- 11:22Speaker 1: his face, stunned, wonder taking its place. He moved forward,
- 11:26Speaker 1: and Tilda raised the gun, her shaking more pronounced than ever. Stop.
- 11:31Speaker 1: She commanded, hating the quaver in her voice for betraying her.
- 11:35Speaker 1: He spared her the briefest of glances, fixated on the
- 11:38Speaker 1: small sliver of Madison he could see. Is that a child?
- 11:45Speaker 1: A loud bang from above sent a cloud of dust
- 11:47Speaker 1: into the air. Madison shifted so Tilda's body hid him completely.
- 11:52Speaker 1: The man continued to stare at the spot where he
- 11:54Speaker 1: had been for several seconds before he finally raised his
- 11:57Speaker 1: eyes to meet Tilda's. He's yours. Tilda didn't respond, but
- 12:02Speaker 1: he nodded as if she did. You came to get
- 12:06Speaker 1: the vaccine for your son. He stared at her and
- 12:09Speaker 1: muted amazement, as though he'd stumbled on something unexpected, rediscovering
- 12:13Speaker 1: the last missing peace obvious all along, I had forgotten.
- 12:22Speaker 1: It's been so long since I've seen one a child,
- 12:26Speaker 1: I mean. He gave a breathy laugh of aw he's
- 12:31Speaker 1: so small. He stepped forward, and Tilda took a corresponding
- 12:35Speaker 1: step back. She didn't know what to do in the
- 12:38Speaker 1: face of his shocked wonderment. Something akin to a rapturous
- 12:41Speaker 1: light in his eyes. She swallowed delicately, darting her eyes
- 12:45Speaker 1: to the side, looking for an escape route. I've never
- 12:49Speaker 1: seen one this close. He clapped his hands together and
- 12:53Speaker 1: held them in front of his mouth, as if in prayers,
- 12:55Speaker 1: smiling a few at the conception center. But never I
- 13:00Speaker 1: have forgotten the whole reason why I wanted to cure,
- 13:04Speaker 1: right in front of my very eyes. But I had forgotten.
- 13:07Speaker 1: A shaky laugh punctuated his sentence. Tilda tried to regain
- 13:11Speaker 1: control of the situation, hazily, wondering where Mark or Zuleika
- 13:14Speaker 1: or the enforcers were. Did the resistance die? How could
- 13:18Speaker 1: she be the first one here, the only one here?
- 13:22Speaker 1: There is no cure? No, the man agreed readily, distractedly,
- 13:27Speaker 1: still trying to get a glimpse of Madison. But I
- 13:30Speaker 1: did discover a vaccine, or I helped discover one. We
- 13:34Speaker 1: had two labs, one public one and this one secret.
- 13:38Speaker 1: Even then we didn't want to state or arm knowing
- 13:40Speaker 1: the extent of our operation, where our entire stock would
- 13:43Speaker 1: be if we started manufacturing something. We didn't trust them
- 13:46Speaker 1: to not take everything from us. He paused briefly. Tilda's
- 13:51Speaker 1: calves twitched with the bursts of muffled gumfire. When we
- 13:55Speaker 1: realized that we had a vaccine, we started synthesizing it
- 13:57Speaker 1: in mass before we told anyone. Somehow the enforcers found
- 14:01Speaker 1: out anyway. They destroyed the main lab, killed the other scientist.
- 14:06Speaker 1: We thought this one had escaped their notice. He looked
- 14:09Speaker 1: up as more dust billowed from above. We were wrong.
- 14:14Speaker 1: They came here and destroyed our stock and shot my
- 14:17Speaker 1: colleagues except for me. When I heard, he broke off,
- 14:22Speaker 1: averting his gaze. I heard them talking. They kept one sample,
- 14:32Speaker 1: stored it in a cold transport container. Said they were
- 14:34Speaker 1: taking it to arm headquarters in DC. I don't know why,
- 14:38Speaker 1: and by the sound of it, neither did they analysis.
- 14:42Speaker 1: Maybe they want to be the heroes, the ones that
- 14:45Speaker 1: develop and mass produce a vaccine. Think of the power
- 14:49Speaker 1: that would come with that complete control of the vaccine supply.
- 14:54Speaker 1: Another beat of silence, Tilda, not daring to hope her
- 14:57Speaker 1: throat dry. There's still one vaccine left. The man nodded, yes,
- 15:06Speaker 1: they just left with it too. If you're quick and
- 15:09Speaker 1: you're smart, you might be able to get it back
- 15:10Speaker 1: from them. Of course, you're more likely to be killed
- 15:13Speaker 1: in the process, he added, in a detached scientific way.
- 15:18Speaker 1: But for a child, please may I see him? Tilda
- 15:25Speaker 1: shook her head automatically, Madison's hands clenching in the fabric
- 15:28Speaker 1: of her jacket. Please, the man begged, is quietly, almost
- 15:34Speaker 1: lost in the increasing volume of the ruckets taking place outside.
- 15:38Speaker 1: I'll tell you how to get to DC and into
- 15:40Speaker 1: arm headquarters undetected. Just please let me see him. The
- 15:45Speaker 1: gun shook until his grip. Going to d C to
- 15:49Speaker 1: arm Headquarters did not appeal to her at all. It
- 15:52Speaker 1: sounded like a one way trip that ended with her
- 15:54Speaker 1: dead and Madison award of the state. But she couldn't
- 15:58Speaker 1: get the idea out of her head, the chance for
- 16:00Speaker 1: him to have a hopeful future in all of the
- 16:02Speaker 1: dark and decay around them. She had to do something
- 16:06Speaker 1: right by him. Just once, Tilda coaxed a trembling Madison
- 16:11Speaker 1: out from behind Her Terrified hazel eyes glistened up at
- 16:15Speaker 1: her as she stroked his hair clumsily. Her other hand
- 16:18Speaker 1: still pointing the gun at the stranger. He knelt reverent,
- 16:23Speaker 1: reaching a large, callous hand out, tracing his finger down
- 16:26Speaker 1: Madison's cheek. Madison started violently at the touch, and the
- 16:30Speaker 1: man retracted his hand. I promise, I don't want to
- 16:33Speaker 1: hurt you. I would never want to hurt something so beautiful,
- 16:36Speaker 1: so perfect. I can't believe i'd forgotten. That's enough, Tilda
- 16:42Speaker 1: gritted out, allowing Madison to retreat behind her. Once again,
- 16:46Speaker 1: tell me how to get an arm with great effort.
- 16:49Speaker 1: The man stood and tore his eyes from spot Madison
- 16:52Speaker 1: had just occupied. There's a train half a mile east.
- 16:57Speaker 1: The state transports cargo, heavy machinery and applies from Chicago
- 17:01Speaker 1: to DC and back again on the rail. The front
- 17:04Speaker 1: few cars are enforcers, other state officials, and people, but
- 17:06Speaker 1: the back cars are all equipment. He glanced around, striding
- 17:10Speaker 1: over to a drawer and rifling around through the papers inside.
- 17:15Speaker 1: The train leaves in a couple of hours, maybe last
- 17:17Speaker 1: with all the fighting. Hop on it and ride it
- 17:20Speaker 1: to terminus. It lets off in North d C. He
- 17:24Speaker 1: pulled out a folded map triumphantly and held it out
- 17:26Speaker 1: to Tilda. She took it hesitantly, stuffing it in her
- 17:30Speaker 1: pocket and regripping the gun. The man's voice increased in tempo.
- 17:34Speaker 1: The scuffle and shouting sounded closer. It'll take about eleven hours,
- 17:38Speaker 1: but once it starts slowing, get off. You don't want
- 17:41Speaker 1: to get spotted by d boarding passengers. You'll come out
- 17:44Speaker 1: in a train yard. On the south side of the track.
- 17:46Speaker 1: You'll see a line of old metro trains. Follow them
- 17:50Speaker 1: into a tunnel. Should be a door on either side.
- 17:53Speaker 1: That'll lead you into the old subway tunnels. You're going
- 17:56Speaker 1: to have to travel down the red line to the
- 17:58Speaker 1: Metro center and take it for Kunny access letter up.
- 18:01Speaker 1: Once inside, you're on your own. There was a loud bang,
- 18:05Speaker 1: very close in proximity. Tilda jerked all of her muscles, tensing.
- 18:10Speaker 1: Whatever you do, protect the child. What's his name? Madison,
- 18:17Speaker 1: Tilda replied, held hostage by the deep stair, he pinned
- 18:19Speaker 1: her with whatever happens, keep Madison safe. We need him
- 18:25Speaker 1: to remind us find the vaccine. Footsteps thundered down the stairs,
- 18:31Speaker 1: and Tilda swung her gun around just in time to
- 18:33Speaker 1: see a bloodied enforcer's slam into the doorframe. Take aim
- 18:38Speaker 1: and shoot the man next to her in the head.
- 18:40Speaker 1: As his victim crumpled to the floor, he opened his
- 18:43Speaker 1: mouth to alert the other enforcers, and Tilda reacted her
- 18:46Speaker 1: fingers squeezing the trigger. The gun jumped in her hands,
- 18:49Speaker 1: driving her back a step. The enforcer collapsed to one side,
- 18:53Speaker 1: weapon clattering to the floor. Tilda stared, unable to comprehend
- 18:57Speaker 1: the magnitude of what she had just done. Shouting and
- 19:00Speaker 1: more pounding on the stairs jolted Tilda out of her shock,
- 19:03Speaker 1: and she grabbed Madison's hand, pulling him down to the
- 19:05Speaker 1: far into the room and taking the back door out,
- 19:08Speaker 1: pushing open the emergency stairwell door. It slammed shut behind them,
- 19:12Speaker 1: and Tilda powered up the stairs, Madison doing his best
- 19:15Speaker 1: to keep up behind her. She could hear muted yelling
- 19:17Speaker 1: from behind the thick door, and she rammed open the
- 19:19Speaker 1: first door she came across. After two flights of stairs,
- 19:23Speaker 1: Tilda nearly tripped over some debris, blinking as the gray
- 19:26Speaker 1: light assaulted her unaccustomed eyes. Taking a second to orient herself,
- 19:30Speaker 1: Tilda figured out which direction was east and started to
- 19:33Speaker 1: sprint along the street, dodging chunks of rock and metal.
- 19:37Speaker 1: Smoke burned in her lungs, every gasping breath like fire.
- 19:41Speaker 1: Gunfires shredded through the air, grazing the side of the building.
- 19:43Speaker 1: Tilda and Madison ran past, shrap and abiding into their
- 19:46Speaker 1: exposed faces. More shouting assaulted her ears, but Tilda didn't
- 19:50Speaker 1: turned to look. The dust and smoke provided them some cover.
- 19:55Speaker 1: No one pursued them. Tears streamed down Tilda's face, whether
- 19:59Speaker 1: from irritat due to the smoke, or the grief at
- 20:02Speaker 1: her decision, the knowledge that the closer they got to
- 20:04Speaker 1: that train, the closer she got to the possibility of
- 20:07Speaker 1: never seeing Madison again. She couldn't be sure. She felt
- 20:12Speaker 1: like she was buying a ticket to her own death. Still,
- 20:16Speaker 1: Tilda forced burning legs forward, one in front of the other. Dazedly,
- 20:22Speaker 1: she realized she still held the gun in her hands.
- 20:26Speaker 1: Tracks to the left caught Tilda's attention. There was a
- 20:29Speaker 1: train yard ahead, and tiled a cross to it, slowing
- 20:31Speaker 1: her pace to a fast walk. Mass and gas wildly
- 20:35Speaker 1: next to her, coughing intermittently. The ground beneath her feet
- 20:39Speaker 1: was packed dirt, overgrown with dry grass and weeds. Rows
- 20:43Speaker 1: of tracks led to the station behind them, crossing and
- 20:46Speaker 1: criss crossing again. How is she supposed to know which
- 20:49Speaker 1: train to get on, she asked herself, desperately, cursing the
- 20:52Speaker 1: man from not clarifying and herself for not specifying. A
- 20:56Speaker 1: clacking sound ripped her from her recriminations, and she jogged
- 20:59Speaker 1: to ducking between abandoned trains. Through the slats between cars,
- 21:04Speaker 1: she could see movement a gray snake, slow now but
- 21:08Speaker 1: gaining speed. Tilda and Madison hopped over a metal bar
- 21:11Speaker 1: connecting two cars, just as the last few cars of
- 21:14Speaker 1: the train started to stream past them. Luckily, the train
- 21:17Speaker 1: had yet to gain any real momentum. The rusted cars
- 21:20Speaker 1: of red, green, and black missing strips of paint. Tilda
- 21:23Speaker 1: broke into a jog, glancing down the ends of the
- 21:25Speaker 1: train to make sure they had no observers. Finding none,
- 21:28Speaker 1: she ran for the tracks, looking for the safest option
- 21:31Speaker 1: for them to hop on the cars sliding past. She
- 21:34Speaker 1: saw an open car a few sections down, running alongside
- 21:37Speaker 1: the train. She waited for the car to catch up
- 21:39Speaker 1: to them, swinging Madison up into it and then hoisting
- 21:42Speaker 1: herself inside and swinging her legs over the edge. Coughing,
- 21:46Speaker 1: she rolled into her back and propped herself up on
- 21:48Speaker 1: her elbows, checking her surroundings, half heartily lifting the gun.
- 21:52Speaker 1: There was nothing in the car with them but textiles
- 21:55Speaker 1: and some other construction materials, no en force hers. She
- 21:59Speaker 1: flopped into her searching out Madison with her eyes. He
- 22:03Speaker 1: crawled over to her, tears leaving streaks in the dark
- 22:05Speaker 1: soot on his face. She propped herself up, scooting backwards
- 22:09Speaker 1: until her back met the wall, and opening her arms inviting.
- 22:13Speaker 1: Madison melted into her embrace, sobbing, Tilda petted his hair,
- 22:17Speaker 1: turning her neck to watch Chicago disappeared, becoming smaller and
- 22:20Speaker 1: smaller as the train gathered speed. Just a little later,
- 22:24Speaker 1: the smallest delay and they would have missed the train.
- 22:27Speaker 1: Smoke billowed from the streets. Hilda tried to piece together
- 22:30Speaker 1: the morning's events. Everything had happened so fast. Only hours ago,
- 22:35Speaker 1: she was in the cab of a truck, part of
- 22:37Speaker 1: a convoy of at least thirty people, on her way
- 22:39Speaker 1: to Chicago looking for a vaccine. Where was everyone now?
- 22:43Speaker 1: For all she knew, everyone that had accompanied her was dead,
- 22:47Speaker 1: and now she was on a train to DC, to
- 22:50Speaker 1: the very heart of everything she'd been running from all
- 22:53Speaker 1: of these years. The stronghold of those who would take
- 22:56Speaker 1: Madison from her and see her dead? Was she insane
- 23:00Speaker 1: acting on the word of a man she barely knew.
- 23:03Speaker 1: But the sheer awe in his eyes as he beheld
- 23:05Speaker 1: Madison made Tilda believe him. She shuddered, remembering his gasp
- 23:11Speaker 1: of surprise and the sound of his body falling lifelessly
- 23:13Speaker 1: to the floor. One second alive, the next not. It
- 23:19Speaker 1: took only a millisecond to rip the life from someone,
- 23:22Speaker 1: and now Tilda had killed someone herself. The gun was
- 23:26Speaker 1: still in her hand. Disgusted and frightened, she tossed it
- 23:30Speaker 1: over the side, a feathery sob escaping past her lips.
- 23:34Speaker 1: Did she kill him? Madison rose his gaze to meet hers,
- 23:38Speaker 1: tears shimmering, making round hazel orbs appear even larger. Tilda
- 23:44Speaker 1: regarded him for a long moment, her own eyes leaking steadily. Yes,
- 23:50Speaker 1: she whispered, terrified of his rejection. His body convulsed silently,
- 23:56Speaker 1: and he huddled into her side, apologizing profusely. Why are
- 24:01Speaker 1: you sorry, Tilda asked Madison's grief, pulling her from her own.
- 24:06Speaker 1: You did it to protect me, Tilda stroked his hair.
- 24:11Speaker 1: It's not your fault, baby, I'm the one that killed him,
- 24:14Speaker 1: not you. Madison only wept harder. I don't need a vaccine, please,
- 24:21Speaker 1: I don't want to go where the enforcers are part. Clinching,
- 24:25Speaker 1: Tilda shushed him, cooing it's gonna be all right. Madison
- 24:30Speaker 1: shook his head into her shoulder miserably. I've never seen
- 24:33Speaker 1: anyone die before. Neither have I, Tilda confided to him,
- 24:38Speaker 1: hating that he'd seen so much bloodshed at such a
- 24:40Speaker 1: young age. I wish you hadn't seen any of that.
- 24:45Speaker 1: Wish you hadn't either, he stammered timidly. None of this
- 24:50Speaker 1: is your fault, she reiterated. But it's because of me,
- 24:55Speaker 1: he argued. No, Tilda disagreed. It's because of me because
- 25:01Speaker 1: I love you so much. Madison stilled at that. Tilda
- 25:07Speaker 1: attempted to recall the last time she had told him
- 25:09Speaker 1: she loved him. She hugged him closer to her. We'll
- 25:14Speaker 1: get through this. His sobs quieted the steady forward motion
- 25:18Speaker 1: and hum of the train damp and Tilda's overactive nerves,
- 25:43Speaker 1: And that brings us to the end of this installment.
- 25:46Speaker 1: As you can tell I did. I also had to
- 25:49Speaker 1: split this one up so if it ends sort of
- 25:51Speaker 1: her properly, that's why. But yeah, a lot happens in
- 25:57Speaker 1: that one. I want to reiterate this. I wrote this
- 26:00Speaker 1: before the last of Us, but I keep finding similarities.
- 26:04Speaker 1: But we're really getting down to it now. And this was.
- 26:09Speaker 1: When I was reading this, I was like, this is
- 26:10Speaker 1: more dramatic than I thought. It also had a phrase
- 26:13Speaker 1: that I was unwilling to change fireflies from her vision.
- 26:17Speaker 1: I don't think that's what you say, but that's why
- 26:19Speaker 1: I left it in. But yeah, it does feel very
- 26:24Speaker 1: you go to this place, and then you go to
- 26:26Speaker 1: this place, and then you have to go to this place,
- 26:27Speaker 1: and then it's video game like that's what a video
- 26:30Speaker 1: game is like. But I hope you're enjoying it. We
- 26:32Speaker 1: are getting we're close. We are close to the end,
- 26:35Speaker 1: but there are two other installments, so we'll see. But
- 26:39Speaker 1: I hope that you're enjoying it. I love hearing from
- 26:41Speaker 1: people about it, even if it's just like I like this,
- 26:44Speaker 1: That mean it makes my day. So thank you for that.
- 26:48Speaker 1: And thanks as always to Christina or a super producer
- 26:50Speaker 1: who makes these possible. She makes them sound so much better,
- 26:53Speaker 1: so amazing. Thank you. If you have any thoughts, theories,
- 26:59Speaker 1: suggestions for other things we could do like this, Please
- 27:02Speaker 1: let us know. You can emailus at Stephanie your Mom,
- 27:04Speaker 1: Steff at iHeartMedia dot com. You can find us on
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- 27:16Speaker 1: you Should Read books dot com. Thanks as always to
- 27:18Speaker 1: our super producer Christina, our executive producer Maya, and our
- 27:21Speaker 1: contributor Joey, and thanks to you for listening. Stephan Never
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