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Ep. 12 - A Psychic reading for a loyal listener, Regan. A Grandmother comes through to share guidance and wisdom. · The Liminal Lounge Mediums

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  SPEAKER_00: Welcome to the Soul to Earth Podcast.
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  SPEAKER_00: I'm your host, Carrie Coss, a psychic energy healer and spiritual mentor.
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  SPEAKER_00: My intention with this podcast is to walk alongside you on your spiritual path, supporting you in accessing your innate spiritual gifts in an authentic and down-to-earth way, making the supernatural more natural.
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  SPEAKER_01: It's my friend Regan.
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  SPEAKER_01: And so we haven't done a reading in about five, six weeks.
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  SPEAKER_01: So I'm really excited.
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  SPEAKER_01: I think she's really excited to get a reading done.
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  SPEAKER_01: I think this is new for her.
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  SPEAKER_01: And so we're going to go ahead and get started.
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  SPEAKER_01: Regan, are you excited about your reading?
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  SPEAKER_02: I am so excited.
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  SPEAKER_02: I have always wanted to do this my whole life.
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  SPEAKER_01: Oh, that's amazing.
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  SPEAKER_01: And I can't wait to sort of talk to you about because just I this is something I often do, and I'll explain this to uh you listeners, but before I start a reading with a client, I always set my space up for at least 15 to 30 minutes before I meet with them.
• 1:26
  SPEAKER_01: And in that time, because I have their permission, I tune into their energy field and I have a little scratch pad with me, and I start writing down impressions or things that come to me.
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  SPEAKER_01: So I've already gotten a few things, which is exciting, and I'll share with those with you in a minute.
• 1:41
  SPEAKER_01: But if you want to go ahead, we're gonna the way I'm gonna do it is we you can just I usually with clients I say bring about three to five questions and then I'll take a look at them and see what we see.
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  SPEAKER_01: So whenever you're ready, you can just start with whatever question that you're interested in having me look at.
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  SPEAKER_01: Okay, perfect.
• 2:09
  SPEAKER_01: Have you okay?
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  SPEAKER_01: Say one time you're breaking up just a little bit.
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  SPEAKER_01: If you can repeat it one more time, yes.
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  SPEAKER_02: How do I stop worrying about future outcomes?
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  SPEAKER_01: Oh, that's such a great question.
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  SPEAKER_01: Okay.
• 2:21
  SPEAKER_01: All right.
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  SPEAKER_01: So first I'm gonna talk to you about because this ties in to what uh we I was talking to you about earlier that I tuned into your energy field just to see what information comes up.
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  SPEAKER_01: For the first thing I want to tell you um is that I'm getting a major like movement in my heart.
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  SPEAKER_01: And this is, of course, your heart.
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  SPEAKER_01: I look at everything based upon you as a spirit and a body.
• 2:44
  SPEAKER_01: So you have your aura, which is the energy field surrounding your body, and then you have chakras, which are, um, if you don't yet know, they're actually disks, spiritual disks, and they each house different types of information depending on where they fall.
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  SPEAKER_01: But they essentially the major ones just float kind of behind your spine, and then energy flows through them.
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  SPEAKER_01: So the first thing I'm seeing is in your heart, there's definitely some activation going.
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  SPEAKER_01: And I'll break that down a little bit more because I feel like you're really working right now on this theme of anxiety, which is a good thing, um, because I feel as though that's going to help you open up and develop and really grow as a woman, as a mother, as a friend, and in many, many ways.
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  SPEAKER_01: And it the theme here has a lot to do with releasing expectations, releasing what you perceive to be people's expectations of you, releasing society's expectations of you, um, releasing what I like to call the energetic matrix of the planet, what that would entail.
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  SPEAKER_01: It's sort of it's what you're wanting to get off is you want to get off this hamster wheel.
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  SPEAKER_01: This is what a theme is.
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  SPEAKER_01: So let me tell you what I saw when I came in.
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  SPEAKER_01: The first thing is I I believe I saw, I think it's a grandmother of yours.
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  SPEAKER_01: Um and um, and also there's a grandfather coming in.
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  SPEAKER_01: Um, and I'll tell you about them and then you can just tell me if this resonates for you.
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  SPEAKER_01: But both of them, I would say, are uh your grandmother, especially, is very loving.
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  SPEAKER_01: And she has she's like a little bit of a mother hen.
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  SPEAKER_01: She has a very um uh loving nature and she's concerned about you, not in a way that's something terrible, but just wanting to make sure that you're doing well.
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  SPEAKER_01: And then, and so the what I'm seeing is this image of your grandmother seeing a woman with shorter gray hair, and um I would call her just like a warm, inviting uh physical appearance, um, and uh just caring.
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  SPEAKER_01: So, do you have a grandmother that fits that description?
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  SPEAKER_02: Absolutely, absolutely.
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  SPEAKER_01: Is this your is this your father's mother or is this your mother's mother?
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  SPEAKER_02: My dad's.
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  SPEAKER_01: Yeah, I was getting that it was your father's mother, and I feel oh I'm getting emotional because I feel like a huge connection with her, and that she I feel like she sees her, she saw herself in you, and that you had this like really uh she recognized you, she wouldn't have used this word, but it's being part of her soul tribe.
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  SPEAKER_01: So she really felt as though, you know, you guys just had this unspoken thing, you understood each other, and then um she was just a very heart-centered person, and that's why it's showing up in the heart.
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  SPEAKER_01: I feel like she's kind of a guide for you right now.
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  SPEAKER_01: Uh, because she what she's telling me is she said, don't waste your time people pleasing or worrying about anybody else.
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  SPEAKER_01: Um, really, that she wants you to care for yourself and just your little network and your little family and to uh put yourself first because she said you don't do that enough.
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  SPEAKER_02: Does this I would I could definitely agree with all of that, absolutely.
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  SPEAKER_02: Yes, and then she's saying yes, yeah, I can see her saying that.
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  SPEAKER_02: Yes.
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  SPEAKER_01: Oh, absolutely.
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  SPEAKER_01: And then your grandfather, is he uh her husband?
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  SPEAKER_01: What's the situation there?
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  SPEAKER_02: Yeah, well, my my biological grandfather passed away before I was even born, so I never knew him.
• 6:29
  SPEAKER_02: Okay, I knew my step-grandfather, but I was really young when he passed away, too.
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  SPEAKER_02: And then I have yeah, one other grandfather on my mom's side, okay, who passed away just over 15 years ago.
• 6:43
  SPEAKER_01: Okay, so let me tell you about this man, and then you can see this man, I feel was married to your grandmother, and their relationship, he was a little quieter.
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  SPEAKER_01: And um, I will say he sort of stands to the side of her.
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  SPEAKER_01: So he he's sort of a little bit more.
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  SPEAKER_01: I wouldn't call her the leader per se, but um, he supported her more.
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  SPEAKER_01: Does this sound does this align for you?
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  SPEAKER_01: Yeah, yes.
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  SPEAKER_01: Okay, definitely.
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  SPEAKER_01: Um, because I feel like they're together and they're both she he's kind of like standing there supporting her.
• 7:17
  SPEAKER_01: This is what I'm seeing.
• 7:19
  SPEAKER_01: Um, and let me see, he's also showing me a little something too.
• 7:23
  SPEAKER_01: Let me just get in here and see.
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  SPEAKER_01: I feel like I see him um working on something, and I okay, and they're also always giving this whole thing about a garden and gardening.
• 7:35
  SPEAKER_01: Okay, so and flowers.
• 7:37
  SPEAKER_01: There's gardening, there's flowers, and then I also so I feel like that's connected in with your grandmother and like she's wanting to share that with you.
• 7:43
  SPEAKER_01: And then I also feel like there is a um the this grandfather that's coming through is fixing things to make the garden work.
• 7:51
  SPEAKER_01: This is just what I'm hearing.
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  SPEAKER_01: Is this at all in line for you?
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  SPEAKER_02: Okay, yeah, that's I could see that being one of them.
• 7:59
  SPEAKER_02: Yes, absolutely.
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  SPEAKER_01: Yeah, because I I feel like what okay, so the message here is this your grandmothers like really wants you to have these things that you do that where there's beauty around you.
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  SPEAKER_01: And so, um, for example, in your home, and I don't know if you have space for a garden or to be able to, yes.
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  SPEAKER_01: So there she wants you to get into this.
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  SPEAKER_01: Is that where are you at with that these days?
• 8:28
  SPEAKER_02: Yeah, I love gardening for sure, and I do.
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  SPEAKER_02: I mean, I don't do a ton of it, but I do what I can in my time.
• 8:35
  SPEAKER_02: I love flowers for sure.
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  SPEAKER_02: Okay, okay.
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  SPEAKER_02: Love that.
• 8:38
  SPEAKER_01: This is there, yeah.
• 8:39
  SPEAKER_01: I feel like your grandmother's around you a lot when you are doing this, and that she feels like this is very connected in with soothing energy for you and with oh, I want to just say a nurturing.
• 8:53
  SPEAKER_01: There's almost she almost is telling me this is like the song of your soul, the sound of your soul.
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  SPEAKER_01: You can hear yourself more from a soul perspective, you know, into your everyday life when you connect with this way in nature in your own uh space.
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  SPEAKER_01: So this is part of um yeah, definitely.
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  SPEAKER_01: So going back to your question that you asked, rephrase that for or re-tell me that one more time because I want to lay this foundation down for this.
• 9:24
  SPEAKER_01: Give me your question one more time if you would.
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  SPEAKER_02: How do I stop worrying about the future?
• 9:31
  SPEAKER_01: The future.
• 9:32
  SPEAKER_02: Okay.
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  SPEAKER_01: The story of my life.
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  SPEAKER_01: Yeah, okay.
• 9:35
  SPEAKER_01: Well, I think here's what it is, and this is why she's coming in so strong.
• 9:40
  SPEAKER_01: She's saying that part of um that has to do with you being really connected to the earth.
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  SPEAKER_01: And this is just a good thing for most of us, but especially you, because you get stuck in the upper your head, and there's like swimming, and it goes around and around around you.
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  SPEAKER_01: Kind of like almost like when you look at though, if you drew a picture of like the galaxy and you have those, it's almost like from it's kind of like a what I would say, like of if you ever saw like mid-century modern art and they would show you like a galaxy, you know, and it would have that kind of spinning thing.
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  SPEAKER_01: It's almost like that around your head.
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  SPEAKER_01: But when you have your hands in the soil and your body is outdoors and connected, there's just some kind of a healing that occurs, some kind of an alchemy and some kind of a uh a way that you release the frenetic energy that swims around your head.
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  SPEAKER_01: And what your grandmother is also telling me is that these are things she's telling me.
• 10:45
  SPEAKER_01: I she's learned more since she's been out, she's out of the body that you should work with essential oils and and that there are some specific ones that really help when you smell them to change your brain function chemistry.
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  SPEAKER_01: Does this make sense to you?
• 11:02
  SPEAKER_01: Yeah.
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  SPEAKER_02: Oh, I I love essential oils.
• 11:06
  SPEAKER_01: Okay.
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  SPEAKER_01: So they're telling me specifically ones that would be good for you to work with.
• 11:13
  SPEAKER_01: And let me just move into this a little bit and see what she says.
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  SPEAKER_01: Well, the first thing she's telling me is tangerine, tangerine, tangerine.
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  SPEAKER_01: Um, so there's something in that tangerine is a big one that she likes.
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  SPEAKER_01: She said orange would be fine, but tangerine's good.
• 11:29
  SPEAKER_01: Um, and then also she's saying the word to me um violet.
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  SPEAKER_01: Um, so I'm trying to understand that if there was such a thing as essential oil, violet essential oils, but I think there's something that's almost like an elixir that helps to um like literally change thoughts.
• 11:48
  SPEAKER_01: And I'm trying to get this in a little bit more.
• 11:51
  SPEAKER_01: Um I think she's also telling me it's so interesting.
• 11:55
  SPEAKER_01: She's showing me that brand.
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  SPEAKER_01: I think it's is it De Terra or Terra or something like that?
• 12:01
  SPEAKER_01: There's that brand.
• 12:02
  SPEAKER_01: Yeah.
• 12:03
  SPEAKER_01: Um I have people I know that sell it, but there's the one with a purple label.
• 12:08
  SPEAKER_01: And I know also that that could be lavender.
• 12:11
  SPEAKER_01: Maybe it's is it?
• 12:12
  SPEAKER_01: I'm asking her.
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  SPEAKER_01: Is it lavender?
• 12:14
  SPEAKER_01: Yes, it's lavender.
• 12:14
  SPEAKER_01: She's all duh.
• 12:15
  SPEAKER_01: It's lavender.
• 12:17
  SPEAKER_01: That's so funny.
• 12:18
  SPEAKER_01: Um it's okay.
• 12:20
  SPEAKER_01: Those two and combination that literally helps your um sort of like your brain slow down and also for you to remember who what's important.
• 12:32
  SPEAKER_01: It's almost as though the it they the essential oils are programmed to get you into a more relaxed state.
• 12:39
  SPEAKER_01: Does that make sense?
• 12:41
  SPEAKER_02: Yes.
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  SPEAKER_02: Okay.
• 12:42
  SPEAKER_02: Absolutely.
• 12:43
  SPEAKER_01: All right.
• 12:45
  SPEAKER_01: Yeah, those are really grounding things that help you and remember, and it's almost like she wants you to like touch the table, go outside and touch something, put your feet on the ground.
• 12:56
  SPEAKER_01: You know, it's things that are really practical, which is nice.
• 12:59
  SPEAKER_01: It's um uh and she's also telling me breath work for you is very helpful.
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  SPEAKER_01: And this is what she's giving me specifically.
• 13:06
  SPEAKER_01: It's very interesting.
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  SPEAKER_01: She's saying there's a type of breath work where I think you hold one nostril and you breathe in.
• 13:14
  SPEAKER_01: Let's say you start with the right side, you hold the left nostril and you breathe in through the right, and then you hold the right nostril and you breathe out through the left.
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  SPEAKER_01: Something in that rhythm.
• 13:24
  SPEAKER_01: I've heard people talk about this before.
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  SPEAKER_01: Something in that rhythm rewires your chemistry.
• 13:30
  SPEAKER_01: Do you know what I'm saying?
• 13:31
  SPEAKER_01: Yeah.
• 13:33
  SPEAKER_01: Yeah.
• 13:34
  unknown: Okay.
• 13:34
  SPEAKER_01: Yeah, those few things she's telling me.
• 13:36
  SPEAKER_01: She's definitely a guardian for you.
• 13:38
  SPEAKER_01: Um, huge, huge guardian for you.
• 13:41
  SPEAKER_01: Um, okay, so I want to move into the other thing I saw before when I was tuning into you.
• 13:47
  SPEAKER_01: Um, and then I'd love your next question.
• 13:49
  SPEAKER_01: So when I was tuning into you, I got this picture of um, I'm just gonna say it, Pikachu.
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  SPEAKER_01: Um, and so I was like, what's Pikachu about?
• 13:59
  SPEAKER_01: And what they told me is that when you were about four years old, you had what would be labeled an imaginary friend, right?
• 14:08
  SPEAKER_01: But actually you didn't have an imaginary friend, you had like a guardian, a guide that was around you, and you were seeing them and feeling them.
• 14:19
  SPEAKER_01: Um, and you and that I would because I was like, what's Pikachu about?
• 14:23
  SPEAKER_01: And I think it's because it it was like the um safe version of saying you had an imaginary friend, you know, sort of like that's what I think your parents interpreted that way of yeah, uh right?
• 14:37
  SPEAKER_02: Oh, I definitely had an imaginary friend.
• 14:39
  SPEAKER_01: Oh, you did okay.
• 14:40
  SPEAKER_01: Tell me about that.
• 14:41
  SPEAKER_01: Good, because I was like, okay, let's go with that.
• 14:43
  SPEAKER_01: Tell me about your imaginary friend, or really not imaginary, but tell me about that.
• 14:49
  SPEAKER_02: Yes, I did have an imaginary friend at about that age who I pretended was there with me all the time and would play, you know, on the playground and um a girl.
• 15:03
  SPEAKER_02: Okay, okay.
• 15:04
  SPEAKER_02: Yes.
• 15:05
  SPEAKER_01: Now, did you do did you write did you have an image of what she looked like or anything like that?
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  SPEAKER_01: Or more just a feeling?
• 15:13
  SPEAKER_01: More of a feeling, but definitely young, like me.
• 15:16
  SPEAKER_01: Yeah, okay.
• 15:18
  SPEAKER_01: So yes, and you did.
• 15:20
  SPEAKER_01: So here's what it was.
• 15:22
  SPEAKER_01: Let me to let me tune into this frequency to see actually what was the whole situation.
• 15:28
  SPEAKER_01: So um, okay, couple of things.
• 15:31
  SPEAKER_01: So this was, I believe, one of your spirit guides.
• 15:35
  SPEAKER_01: That's the first thing.
• 15:36
  SPEAKER_01: Um, but it was your spirit guides actually um is I'm I'll look into more of the essence of your spirit guide, but your spirit guide projected a little girl so you would feel very comfortable.
• 15:48
  SPEAKER_01: Let's just put it that way.
• 15:50
  SPEAKER_01: That's what they can do.
• 15:51
  SPEAKER_01: They can kind of not, it's not shape-shifting per se, but they can relay an image that makes you feel comfortable and cozy and you know, supported and all this.
• 16:00
  SPEAKER_01: But really, I actually see you very uh tied into um, I would say kind of these this ancient, these ancient beings, and I'll tell you more about that.
• 16:11
  SPEAKER_01: Um, so where some people say, oh, it was an angel, or you know, it was, you know, a grandparent, although your grandmother's really here.
• 16:20
  SPEAKER_01: This was definitely, I would say, a little bit more uh sophisticated than that.
• 16:26
  SPEAKER_01: So this guide is actually what I like to say, and I just like to come right out and say it is more, I would consider an a light being, um, and of a higher mind.
• 16:36
  SPEAKER_01: Okay.
• 16:37
  SPEAKER_01: And so this, okay, here we go.
• 16:40
  SPEAKER_01: Here comes the story.
• 16:41
  SPEAKER_01: Okay, so this happened is before you incarnated into this life, you made this agreement uh as a soul with your what I like to call your tribe or your group of souls that you tend to incarnate with into different lifetimes.
• 16:58
  SPEAKER_01: Okay, so knowing that we are now in a time on this earth of like great awakening, great change, change, transformation.
• 17:09
  SPEAKER_01: Um, you know, we're in a new age.
• 17:12
  SPEAKER_01: You knew coming in you were gonna need some backup, right?
• 17:16
  SPEAKER_01: So you um you kind of you made these specific times with this, these like guardian beings that would um where you would feel supported and helped.
• 17:27
  SPEAKER_01: Okay.
• 17:28
  SPEAKER_01: So being that you're very empathic and sensitive, very psychic and intuitive, you need these sort of like planter guides around like your supposed so-called imaginary friend, even your grandmother is part of that, but also you have beings that are like watching out for you.
• 17:47
  SPEAKER_01: So um, because you knew that you would need that, because you knew that earth was going to be a tough, it was gonna be tough, right?
• 17:55
  SPEAKER_01: Especially this time around, and then trying to be very open.
• 17:59
  SPEAKER_01: So, what is happening for you right now is you kind of what I like to call you've come back into more awareness that you're a spiritual being, you're living your that's why part of you are feeling anxious sometimes and worried is because you are being uh awakened and you've been what I call activated, right?
• 18:21
  SPEAKER_01: Which is a great thing.
• 18:23
  SPEAKER_01: Okay, it's a great thing.
• 18:24
  SPEAKER_01: And a lot of people make it into this big mystical thing, and um they uh, you know, they put it into this whole vision of the earth being this, you know, the great awakening and all these like highs and lows and this basic uh planetary drama.
• 18:40
  SPEAKER_01: Well, first of all, everybody relax.
• 18:43
  SPEAKER_01: So uh, you know, it's like just take a breath.
• 18:45
  SPEAKER_01: What it really is here is that you are just waking up to who you are as a soul, remembering that it there's more to life than just this day-to-day grind, um, really coming into your friend, your relationships with your husband, your children, your parents, your life, much more consciously.
• 19:06
  SPEAKER_01: Okay.
• 19:07
  SPEAKER_01: Um, but there, but the anxiety is there because essentially all our old, your old way of like kind of being okay with status quo or what I like to call kind of not being awoken, all those old habits and patterns, those are like on high alert that they're moving out.
• 19:25
  SPEAKER_01: So that's why it feels anxious.
• 19:27
  SPEAKER_01: The good news is it's not that it's not impossible to move through these things and live in more clarity.
• 19:35
  SPEAKER_01: Um, and what happens is you can learn to, you know, slowly like have these practices that make you feel grounded and secure and stable, comfortable, and also to be able to then practically like develop your intuition and to then follow your intuition, things like that.
• 19:55
  SPEAKER_01: So you definitely have you're going through uh awakening, uh remembering.
• 20:00
  SPEAKER_01: Um, and that's why you have all this help, I would call it like spiritual solar help to help you through this transition.
• 20:08
  SPEAKER_01: And when you feel the most like uncertain or ungrounded, you just need to call in your the reinforcements.
• 20:15
  SPEAKER_01: Tell me what that feels like for you, or do you resonate with I love that?
• 20:20
  SPEAKER_02: That's all that's great.
• 20:22
  SPEAKER_02: That's just what I need to hear.
• 20:24
  SPEAKER_02: Oh, good.
• 20:25
  SPEAKER_02: I'm so happy.
• 20:26
  SPEAKER_01: I yes, I'm so happy.
• 20:28
  SPEAKER_01: The other thing is I really feel like your husband is part of this too.
• 20:31
  SPEAKER_01: I kind of feel like he's also going through his own sort of awakening.
• 20:35
  SPEAKER_01: And yeah, he he this is what I'm hearing, and I'll do you can feel free to share this with him.
• 20:41
  SPEAKER_01: And usually the way I when I do readings, and there's a cut there, we have really marriages and then we have these relationships like with your grandma, there's always going to be an overlay, right?
• 20:50
  SPEAKER_01: So he can have he can have his own reading, but this is how is it as it relates to you, and this is, you know, very, you know, it's highly um, it's it's I I I it's precious, right?
• 21:01
  SPEAKER_01: Because it's his own inner world.
• 21:03
  SPEAKER_01: But I will share with you, he's been sort of saying, questioning the thing about what it means to be a man, because he feels like he really wants to be a very loving father, and it makes me feel emotional, um, like tender and to show them it's okay to cry and um that and but sometimes he hears it in his head of like, I shouldn't do that, or that's oh, they have to be a little tougher, but he doesn't feel that way because he's he feels like um people did that to him and he really hated that.
• 21:30
  SPEAKER_01: And uh um yeah, so um, but yeah, it makes me feel really emotional because he's such a good he's such a kind person, and so I feel like he wants to just he wants to keep being like super kind and not to feel like you have to protect yourself all the time.
• 21:46
  SPEAKER_01: So um, does that make sense to you?
• 21:49
  SPEAKER_02: Yeah, absolutely.
• 21:50
  SPEAKER_02: I think that he's definitely one to hide his emotions for sure.
• 21:55
  SPEAKER_02: I mean I know he's very sensitive, but yeah, he isn't really.
• 22:00
  SPEAKER_02: open with that.
• 22:02
  SPEAKER_01: Yes.
• 22:02
  SPEAKER_01: It's a struggle right now.
• 22:04
  SPEAKER_01: So I feel like, and it it's this thing of like, what does it mean to be a man?
• 22:08
  SPEAKER_01: What does it mean to be a man?
• 22:10
  SPEAKER_01: Um uh he's wrestling with that.
• 22:12
  SPEAKER_01: And so I want to just leave that there with very much a respect for him, but I will say he's highly sensitive and he's seeing it in his own children.
• 22:22
  SPEAKER_01: So he sees them having emotions and things and he's wanting to be there and he's wanting to like be present and not wanting to be uncaring or unfeeling that because he felt like that's kind of what was done around him.
• 22:35
  SPEAKER_01: And that was just a thing about the boy how boys are right.
• 22:38
  SPEAKER_01: Sure.
• 22:39
  SPEAKER_02: Yes so I I can see that yes he comes from a large family too.
• 22:44
  SPEAKER_01: Yes very good family exactly so there's a little bit of that just toughen up kind of a thing.
• 22:50
  SPEAKER_01: But he's he but he he wants to work on it.
• 22:52
  SPEAKER_01: That's what I'm hearing.
• 22:53
  SPEAKER_01: He wants to work on it.
• 22:54
  SPEAKER_01: So okay all right so let's go into your next question.
• 23:00
  SPEAKER_02: Okay let's see um what do I need to do to live a purposeful and happy life oh that's so nice okay here's what I'm hearing so um I'm feeling like there is something I'm feeling it here in my heart.
• 23:22
  SPEAKER_01: I feel like there's something to do a little bit with volunteering that is speaking to you.
• 23:30
  SPEAKER_01: And what I'm feeling and this is not this is something that you can do like four or five hours a month.
• 23:35
  SPEAKER_01: This is what I'm hearing.
• 23:36
  SPEAKER_01: But I feel like I see you being there for like um younger teenage girls um I would say 11 through like 15.
• 23:46
  SPEAKER_01: And it's like something where either you're getting there and doing stuff with them either projects or you know um big sister kind of a thing or you're in a group and you're and you're doing things to build up their self-esteem.
• 24:04
  SPEAKER_01: Something about that for you is very in flow and um because you kind of see how girls shut down at that age and so you're what you have this you just have a gift of going in there and you don't have to say a lot right you don't have to like be so um like you know give them a peptop or anything but your presence is like very validating.
• 24:29
  SPEAKER_01: Yeah what I mean yeah that's good to know yeah it really is um there and and you can just kind of open up and ask the universe for like you know ways to do that ways to serve how you can help but there is something and and it's so interesting how okay they're showing me again that you're saying well you can tie it in with what you like to do like helping with like an urban garden but with teens or young teens there's just some way you can do because I see you being physical and doing things shoulder to shoulder with them and then um and feeling very fulfilled by this.
• 25:08
  SPEAKER_01: And I think because you're in the beauty industry that there's a a tie in to like their physical self-esteem and it's not like you have to do hair but it can be where you just kind of show them how beautiful they are just by really paying attention to them or something.
• 25:23
  SPEAKER_01: But there is it's tying those two things in together.
• 25:27
  SPEAKER_01: So um there's things out there and they're saying you know just even once a month is very in alignment.
• 25:34
  SPEAKER_01: That's the first thing I'm seeing.
• 25:35
  SPEAKER_01: So that's is actually more of a task if that aligns for you now.
• 25:39
  SPEAKER_01: The other thing is I think that you're um you just you being a mother is a very big part of your mission and uh there's something here about you with your boys and that is to really um have them continue to be curious and be filled with wonder.
• 26:00
  SPEAKER_01: These are two things that I feel like something in your way of being a mom is um like if they come up with an idea you're like that sounds amazing what can you do about that or if they're curious about different books or a topic or something you just have this way you go that's great let's look into that and then follow that it's almost like you are the the um the lighter you know right underneath them burning their fires you're like the you're like the pilot light.
• 26:31
  SPEAKER_01: So you're like let's go I've got an idea that sounds amazing let's do it and I feel like they're gonna walk away as young men being like super encouraged feeling like they're that you really supported them and that you help them you know even if they have moments being shy or unsure or lack of confidence at different times in their life you kind of help them level up.
• 26:55
  SPEAKER_01: Yes you know what I mean yeah oh yes I definitely feel that way for sure I love curiosity and being part of that you are all about it and so and they're and they're really telling me that your guides and guardians that your mission doesn't have to be this huge thing just by you being in authentically yourself and really opening up and sharing your light which is mainly has to do with how what the the feelings that come out of you, the energy that's around you, your frequency I like to say a lot that is part of the landscape of what creates change on this planet.
• 27:34
  SPEAKER_01: You know like we we need all of us in there just living authentically and not holding back and and emanating that that feeling because that's what changes things on a greater level right um so what they're also showing me is later when your boys are older I feel like when they're like closing in on you know definitely high school and beyond that different you'll come up with different ideas.
• 27:58
  SPEAKER_01: There may be um a new business um I could see you having your own space in a different way doing something else and you also you could be doing this with possibly one other woman um and you might add on a different it it could be a service but it also could be some kind of a different aspect of your business like consulting or um you know selling something else something else where you feel like it's also expressing your your value.
• 28:33
  SPEAKER_01: You know what I mean?
• 28:35
  SPEAKER_01: Yeah yeah I can really see that so but they're saying you are living your purpose and that um it's just about you really taking care of yourself and then like I said you know getting your feet in the soil getting connected to you know um your essence letting go of that kind of jumbled thinking that pulls you off track um makes you feel unworthy and like you're doing something wrong or you need to run a faster race or something in it.
• 29:04
  SPEAKER_01: Because I also feel like I can see that coming down into what I like to say is your power center which is your third chakra right here at your center at your um solar plexus that it makes it just cramp up.
• 29:16
  SPEAKER_01: So remembering that breath work and just to you know go outside and get as much vitamin D as possible things like that these things are going to really help you tremendously just feel you know yes absolutely I love that yeah okay let's have you why don't you go ahead and ask your next question and see where what we see what we see.
• 29:40
  SPEAKER_01: Okay um what work path am I most suited to oh that's awesome I'm a hairdresser but I've been doing it forever and I always wonder you know am I in career field or not exactly well the other thing they also show me with you that could be an option although you don't have to take it they're telling me is nursing um and yeah yeah my brother's a nurse and oh wow oh wow um so there okay so there is that you could do that but you don't have to do that they're telling me that you're just you you really don't have to that because there is such that thing as free will right so we don't have to do that they're saying that it's really all about serving your serving for the highest good for yourself your family and then you the people around you and they're saying also it as long as it feels fun fun is a frequency of freedom that's what they're saying.
• 30:44
  SPEAKER_01: So and yes and then they are also telling me you should raise your prices they just told me okay okay that's so but they're really saying especially so what they would like to see is by the end of 2022 beginning of 2023 for you to take a bigger jump like like a bigger jump than not just a smaller percentage but a bigger jump and um to be able to uh really feel comfortable with that amount um and step into that and and release anything that sort of says oh will I lose anybody if I go up that much in price but um you just need to like let that melt you know just remove through that be aware of the fears and the uncertainty about stepping into a higher uh I would say economic bracket but there is something about you just be having making a really sustainable strong income even with the amount of time that you work that's important to you um and you also want to be able to invest they're telling me um this is very this is very interesting okay I'll just go with it so they're telling me they actually suggest you or I don't know if you've been looking at the stock market but they are suggesting investing so um you know I I don't tend to say this is what you should invest in.
• 32:10
  SPEAKER_01: That's not but they are saying they would like to see you do some more of that and also because there's two things that'll happen.
• 32:16
  SPEAKER_01: First of all it's gonna make you really comfortable with money.
• 32:19
  SPEAKER_01: Second of all it's gonna help you feel empowered that you're growing an income a pot like a pot of joining a pot of so if you can invest they're telling me they're actually giving me the number two they're saying like even two thousand dollars to start with and that that will help grow um your nest egg does that make sense yeah yeah absolutely my husband loves doing investing like he does kind of fun on the side awesome so I don't get into it as much as him he's always telling me about it and yeah okay well maybe you need to have him help you train learn how to do it like just say okay I want to I want to invest$2,000 um what can you show me about this?
• 33:05
  SPEAKER_01: And I want to feel comfortable and positive about it.
• 33:07
  SPEAKER_01: Like I feel like it's going to do something for your for your sense of self and your confidence in handling money um and then growing and kind of being a bit a lady boss you know yeah yeah they're kind of telling me no get stand up on that platform you know own that money um bring it in let it come you know don't stand behind and kind of shudder at it just go I can do this this is awesome yeah they're yeah they're really telling me this this is a good thing to to be developing the left side of your brain um uh it also helps they're telling me with uh frequency to do with stress so um something about strengthening that more analytical part actually helps you with um uh not feeling as anxious yeah okay okay I know they've got all kinds of medicine for you today I love it's like I never know what they're gonna say but you definitely have like I'll have to show you this picture about of the light beings I see uh near you they're definitely kind of I I try to like to talk about it they're definitely like a group of like higher dimensional sort of galactic beings I know yes you know and that it's that's part of your soul's history you know that you haven't just lived on this planet you've lived on other planets by just breaking that open for the audience letting everybody know that everyone's done that um it's okay there it's okay people but um you definitely have that kind of um radiance about you so okay this is what they're telling me so they're telling me you need okay here we go so you need you might want to write this down or just make note of this you want to really develop your executive function your executive mind and come more into they're calling it the healed masculine analytical skills okay because they said you're gonna need that so um because they're telling me that you know you want to be just as much of a pillar to for yourself but also your kids financially so that you know how to manage money you know like a babe and just like uh be really know where all your money's flowing and it's not so much of a against our husband thing it's just that we it will help us and our in our healing our experience and our um well-being and our wellness and our healing for you to like get up and boom you know um get excited um because I feel like that it ends up you're going like oh my god I can totally do that I got it oh this is so awesome um I mean also sometimes we have to hear the information from someone that we connect with you know like you can find people on YouTube like you know that you kind of vibe with um who can teach you about these things but something in that's gonna really help activate you and also activate you as a business owner.
• 35:59
  SPEAKER_01: Yeah that's what they're saying.
• 36:01
  SPEAKER_01: But it looks like like you're not gonna be doing big shifts as far as like work and stuff for four or five years.
• 36:06
  SPEAKER_01: Like um right now it's about you your self-healing it's about grounding it's about you know you're doing some connecting with the things we talked about also if you're doing some volunteering you're kind of um able to see yourself from a younger child you know from a younger perspective which heals you but also helps the girls and then you are also um what else are they telling me yeah it's almost like you need to see yourself from other people's perspective not to worry about it but to realize how strong you are and how capable you are um and then in like four or five years there's going to be some influx and shifts.
• 36:44
  SPEAKER_01: Okay I know I'm like wow okay it's a lot of very detailed information um I still am like what's up with a thing with Pikachu I have no idea you'll have to think about that ask your husband there's something with Pikachu I have no idea why Pikachu showed up but oh that's funny I know it could be my kids I mean maybe it could be anything right anything's like a random thing.
• 37:09
  SPEAKER_01: Okay so now do you have any other questions?
• 37:13
  SPEAKER_01: Um I'm trying to think I do have a few others but yes um I guess particularly my husband's dad he passed away unexpectedly about I mean it's been how long has it been maybe nine years ago it's been a while but it was very traumatic for his family everybody you know I often wonder what comes from his yes from his side of things yeah it's my husband is always trying to pick up those you know he always says stuff about his dad like oh my dad must be you know yeah well it's good and and then so also yeah so he's around now so um a couple of things with him um let me see what he's let me see what he says um oh okay he's giving me this impression of like his chest sinking in and feeling like in his throat just it feels pressed and I don't know if he how he passed but it looks that I'm feeling pressure on my chest and in my left arm and in my throat um how did he pass?
• 38:27
  SPEAKER_02: He had pancreatic cancer.
• 38:29
  SPEAKER_01: Okay so the ultimately he had his throat okay okay so because I just all I'm feeling is like compression and pushing back and on my chest.
• 38:42
  SPEAKER_01: So I'm gonna kind of look into this and see what the message is here for him because I feel around him I'm feeling a lot of constriction around my throat my communication and as though there is okay so this is a little bit of his story.
• 38:58
  SPEAKER_01: He's telling me that he in the or what he's showing me that he felt a little bit of compression from his father.
• 39:06
  SPEAKER_01: So this has more to do not so much with a physical thing but feeling repressed pressure being held back this is with your with your father in law um and a feeling of um as though he couldn't really express himself um and so um there that he okay he he sort of had to he felt like he was um the what the re the words he's holding telling me is like I'm lying in wait I'm waiting for something I'm waiting for something and I feel like he always wanted to come forth and like express himself say how he felt be that emotional father but because of literally his own experience he was held back and pressed um when I'm looking at the connection just offhand and neutrally between him and your husband I almost feel as though he's trying to reach into this dimension with your husband and kind of say to him he's trying to tell him to open up he's telling and it's very interesting about the thing about flowers because he wants him to open up and be like a flower like be more open um express himself more um you know don't hold back don't lie in wait don't feel repressed um because that's kind of like a lineage thing that happened with the men in the family um and that is something that we can change ourselves but it's it's kind of like baggage we carry because of our ancestors so um yes uh okay this is funny he's telling me something about golf and I don't know why that is oh yeah I don't know why that they love golf what's that he loved oh he did love golf is that what you said yeah yeah I think so okay um there was something here about because he's telling me something about I'm it's really funny okay so he's saying something to me about like he loved golf but also there's something with Tiger Woods and I was like what's up with Tiger Woods and what he's telling me is that he felt this is it's always symbolism and things like that he kind of felt like he as a father would push his kids a little too much and that he feels bad about that.
• 41:34
  SPEAKER_01: And there's some tie between um I think and this is so interesting because I was just talking to someone about this like two weeks ago I think um how Tiger Wood's father was just would just pressure him about stuff.
• 41:47
  SPEAKER_01: He felt like he was kind of like a mechanical version of a father sometimes that he wasn't warm and loving and authentic.
• 41:54
  SPEAKER_01: He was a little bit more of a he's saying he was a hard ass so I don't know what that means but he felt like he was a little bit of a hard ass and not as sensitive.
• 42:04
  SPEAKER_01: And so he kind of felt like but you would but he's okay he's saying to me oh but we would share the sports we would share this with what these are the things sports money making you know things like that but he wanted to be softer that's what he's telling me.
• 42:20
  SPEAKER_02: Does any of that make sense?
• 42:22
  SPEAKER_01: Absolutely absolutely yes it does I'm also looking into his death and just seeing if why he decided to make it why he he left so suddenly so what happened let me see if I can tune into him um okay all right so what he's telling me is it's funny that your husband says that he feels and sees him because he felt and he decided this before he even incarnated that he would help more on a spirit level uh with like encouragement and support and love as opposed to being in the physical body because he couldn't transcend his own programming if that makes sense his own family dynamics his own um way of doing things and so he he almost felt like unconsciously it was better to like leave those leave the physical body and be able to help on a spirit level um even though that doesn't sound like it makes sense that's kind of what I feel um and he even thought it would be this sounds crazy but better for his the all his family like his wife too like even though that was difficult I feel like there was some agreement they had that wasn't he felt like it wasn't as healthy as it could have been the dynamics.
• 43:48
  SPEAKER_02: Yeah tell me more about that because yeah I mean I don't really it's I didn't know them super well I guess on a personal level Like a relationship.
• 44:04
  SPEAKER_02: But I mean, all I know is, you know, big family.
• 44:08
  SPEAKER_02: He was a high school teacher and she was a stay-at-home mom.
• 44:11
  SPEAKER_02: So there was definitely stresses that came with it.
• 44:14
  SPEAKER_02: Yeah, of course.
• 44:15
  SPEAKER_02: Naturally.
• 44:18
  SPEAKER_01: Yeah.
• 44:18
  SPEAKER_01: And yeah, he's definitely an interesting person.
• 44:21
  SPEAKER_01: I I would say he was like a creature of his generation.
• 44:26
  SPEAKER_01: And that he had um just restrictions and limitations which he couldn't overcome, and that he didn't know how to in his own person.
• 44:39
  SPEAKER_01: Um and how he related, um, how he related to his family.
• 44:45
  SPEAKER_01: He wanted to be warmer, that's what he's telling me.
• 44:47
  SPEAKER_02: Okay, yeah.
• 44:49
  SPEAKER_01: Yeah.
• 44:50
  SPEAKER_01: Did he what what did he teach?
• 44:52
  SPEAKER_01: I'm interested to know.
• 44:54
  SPEAKER_01: He taught me I was gonna say, I was seeing chemistry, so the the that it kind of makes sense to me.
• 45:00
  SPEAKER_01: Um the more analytical side.
• 45:03
  SPEAKER_01: Yes, absolutely.
• 45:05
  SPEAKER_01: Okay.
• 45:06
  SPEAKER_01: So he and he then he now the last thing he's saying to me is he feels unchained, like he's broken the chains.
• 45:15
  SPEAKER_01: Um, and and which is like chains of karma or chains of like, you know, this is the way we do things that men in our family do this way, this is how we do it.
• 45:25
  SPEAKER_01: And he just like now as a spirit, it's much easier to like not have to buy into that.
• 45:29
  SPEAKER_01: Does that make sense?
• 45:30
  SPEAKER_01: Yeah.
• 45:30
  SPEAKER_01: So he feels freer.
• 45:33
  SPEAKER_01: Um, but he also has a thing about wanting to get his point across, and he really feels that with his family, like he wants to get his point across, like enjoy, relax, um, open up, be yourself, express yourself.
• 45:46
  SPEAKER_01: It's interesting how your husband's this is coming up, like we looked at this earlier, because this is really what I see that whole pressure in the chest and in the throat is all about just being held back and being restricted.
• 46:00
  SPEAKER_01: So um you'll have to tell your husband all about that.
• 46:04
  SPEAKER_02: Yes, I will.
• 46:06
  SPEAKER_01: Yeah, definitely interesting.
• 46:08
  SPEAKER_01: Um, yeah, I was thinking the sciences and math makes sense.
• 46:13
  SPEAKER_01: I was like, it definitely it definitely wasn't English.
• 46:16
  SPEAKER_02: Let's just put it in.
• 46:17
  SPEAKER_02: Okay.
• 46:19
  SPEAKER_01: Okay.
• 46:19
  SPEAKER_01: All right.
• 46:20
  SPEAKER_01: So let's let's do one more question and see where that brings us, and then we'll complete the reading.
• 46:30
  SPEAKER_02: Is there anything else the universe wants me to know right now?
• 46:34
  SPEAKER_02: Okay, this is fantastic.
• 46:35
  SPEAKER_01: Okay, so um it's so funny.
• 46:40
  SPEAKER_01: This whole gardening thing.
• 46:41
  SPEAKER_01: I'm like, okay, got it.
• 46:43
  SPEAKER_01: Um, yeah, that's like the symbolism, but they're also talking about the words that they're telling me is like be fruitful, multiply.
• 46:52
  SPEAKER_01: Um, and what they mean by that is multiply your energy in the world.
• 46:56
  SPEAKER_01: Like the um when you're rooted, grounded, nourishing yourself, doing these things we talked about, that has a ripple effect in your universe.
• 47:07
  SPEAKER_01: And you don't have to go around spreading it out and burning yourself out, but there's you have to understand the power of that within yourself, that you have this really amazing opportunity to, you know, feel to first of all make yourself feel comfortable, make yourself feel like welcomed in your own skin, um, confident, tranquil, tranquil, peaceful, and then that radiates out.
• 47:32
  SPEAKER_01: Um, but they are also saying you should plant some trees.
• 47:36
  SPEAKER_01: I don't know.
• 47:37
  SPEAKER_01: They're telling me something about a fruit tree.
• 47:39
  SPEAKER_01: Have you thought about that?
• 47:40
  SPEAKER_01: I don't know why.
• 47:41
  SPEAKER_01: They're saying plant a fruit tree.
• 47:43
  SPEAKER_03: Yeah, yeah.
• 47:44
  SPEAKER_01: They're saying plant a fruit.
• 47:46
  SPEAKER_01: There's something about planting a fruit tree in your space, something out that there's some, there's very magical symbolism going on in your life where I feel like that is gonna be such a source of healing for you, and it will have a ripple effect into all your life, if that makes sense.
• 48:04
  SPEAKER_01: Yeah.
• 48:05
  SPEAKER_01: Yes, definitely.
• 48:06
  SPEAKER_01: You know.
• 48:07
  SPEAKER_01: Oh my gosh.
• 48:09
  SPEAKER_01: All right, so this is the way I like to finish up my readings.
• 48:12
  SPEAKER_01: What I'm gonna have you do is just close your eyes, and above your head, I'm going to imagine there's a beautiful golden white sun.
• 48:20
  SPEAKER_01: And this sun is from the central sun, which is the center of the universe, which is connected to pure love and divinity.
• 48:28
  SPEAKER_01: And as we fill this sun up, I'm gonna gently bring it down into your body and into your aura and into your space, and it's full of all your own truth, all your own self-validation, all your own remembering of who you really are.
• 48:43
  SPEAKER_01: Lots of um congratulations from your spirit team on um being open to this reading and reigniting your spiritual connection.
• 48:54
  SPEAKER_01: And they say continue.
• 48:57
  SPEAKER_01: And that's it.
• 48:59
  SPEAKER_01: That is it.
• 49:01
  SPEAKER_01: Oh my gosh.
• 49:02
  SPEAKER_01: Thank you so much, and um, it was a delight.
• 49:06
  SPEAKER_01: You have wonderful energy, uh, and I love your family dynamics, and your boys are lucky to have such a wonderful mother.
• 49:15
  SPEAKER_02: Well, thank you very much.
• 49:17
  SPEAKER_02: I appreciate that.
• 49:18
  SPEAKER_01: All right, friend.
• 49:18
  SPEAKER_01: Listen, I'm gonna let you go.
• 49:20
  SPEAKER_01: Have an amazing day, and then I'll talk to you really soon, okay.
• 49:24
  SPEAKER_02: Okay, sounds good.
• 49:26
  SPEAKER_02: All right, take good care.
• 49:27
  SPEAKER_01: All right, bye-bye.
• 49:48
  SPEAKER_00: And I just love the messages from her loved ones and her husband's loved ones that came through.
• 49:54
  SPEAKER_00: Pretty amazing to think this was actually her first reading.
• 49:58
  SPEAKER_00: And it was funny, sometimes the messages that we receive when we do intuitive readings don't always logically make sense to us, and sometimes are not even clear to the client when you're saying them.
• 50:12
  SPEAKER_00: But it was quite interesting because later I talked to Regan about a week later and followed up with her, especially in relation to that symbol of Pikachu, and she later told me that her son had a stuffed animal that was a Pikachu, and that she had given him this as a kind of a comfort um tool for him during a tough time, I think.
• 50:37
  SPEAKER_00: And so uh it just goes to show you that you just never know what's gonna pop up later.
• 50:42
  SPEAKER_00: She also mentioned that her mother mentioned that her grandmother's favorite color was purple and lilac, and so that in fact came up during the reading too.
• 50:52
  SPEAKER_00: So if you are working on building your intuition, please trust everything you get because it may not make sense during the reading, but afterwards, sometimes clients get all the you know clicks and the connections there.
• 51:07
  SPEAKER_00: I also want to pivot a little and just mention to all of you that I am so excited.
• 51:14
  SPEAKER_00: I have this incredible Facebook group which is full of powerful, wonderful, warm, spiritually growing women.
• 51:24
  SPEAKER_00: And the name of it is called The Prosperous Priestess.
• 51:28
  SPEAKER_00: It is really to get in touch with your spiritual gifts, but also to align yourself with your deepest innate wisdom.
• 51:37
  SPEAKER_00: I am definitely on the priestess path myself.
• 51:40
  SPEAKER_00: There will be more about this to come.
• 51:42
  SPEAKER_00: I'm gonna be sharing more, teaching more classes about it, and aligning more with it.
• 51:47
  SPEAKER_00: So I felt truly aligned with the name The Prosperous Priestess and wanting to help women create their spiritual gifts as well as live prosperously.
• 51:57
  SPEAKER_00: So if you're interested in joining that group, I'd love to have you.
• 52:00
  SPEAKER_00: You can simply click the link in the show notes and then head on over there.
• 52:05
  SPEAKER_00: We'll see you there.
• 52:06
  SPEAKER_00: All right, this was a great episode.
• 52:08
  SPEAKER_00: We'll see you on the next one.
• 52:09
  SPEAKER_00: Take good care.