Latest / Nightmare Success In and Out / 1st Black Philly DA to Federal Prison - Seth Williams
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- 0:01What happens when he works here? Becomes your reality.
- 0:04Hi. I'm Brent, Cassidy.
- 0:05Welcome to the nightmare success.
- 0:07And Now podcast but we explore a how to overcome your fears and
- 0:11Nightmares is set yourself free. We're going to be exploring this
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- 0:17survived their own nightmare. These stories can be inspiring.
- 0:21Sometimes sad, there's some humor but hopefully you can come
- 0:25away with a nugget of something that will help you knock down
- 0:28some of the prisons you built. It up in your own mind.
- 0:35All right. Nightmare success, listeners
- 0:37were back and man, am I excited about the guest?
- 0:41I have today? You know, this, this program is
- 0:46all about, you know, what happens when your worst fear
- 0:48becomes your reality? How do you adapt survive?
- 0:51Overcome set yourself? Free Will Seth Williams.
- 0:56If you go to Wikipedia, this guy has quite the Wikipedia page.
- 1:00It's but I think and I was thinking back all the different
- 1:04interviews is that's happened in the last year and a half.
- 1:07And Seth is the first guest that I've had.
- 1:10That has run the full spectrum of the Criminal Justice System.
- 1:15I can't wait to get in and talk to him a little bit about that.
- 1:19He was a graduate of Georgetown law school.
- 1:23He made a name for himself with a stellar career and the
- 1:27Philadelphia District Attorney's office He became the first black
- 1:31elected district attorney in Philly.
- 1:34Serve two, terms was running for a third, and he really became a
- 1:38darling of the party of discussion of bigger State
- 1:42offices and National officers, and then nightmare began.
- 1:46And he had an investigation. It was all around undisclosed
- 1:49gifts, and it just became a nasty mess.
- 1:52But, you know, Seth is one of the few people that I've had on
- 1:55here because 97% of us when we get indicted, We play out and
- 2:01Seth went to trial and on the eighth day they came to a plea
- 2:06agreement was reached and he ended up getting a five-year
- 2:11federal prison sentence. Seth is doing incredible things.
- 2:15Now using his experience, his intellect to help others and the
- 2:20whole re-entry process of returning home and I can't wait
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- 3:09Sent you Seth Williams. Welcome, in my man.
- 3:13How are you doing today? Doing very well.
- 3:17So, Seth you have You have an incredible story and and I want
- 3:24to give a shout out to Jeff Grant because he he was on the
- 3:28show here at two or three episodes ago.
- 3:32And we were talking back and forth and he obviously Jeff
- 3:36knows. A lot of people with what he
- 3:38does in his world and he said, man, you got to if you can get
- 3:41ahold of Seth and he gave me your contact.
- 3:43And so we connected and here we are.
- 3:48So, and so again, it's great that you met You know, Jeff
- 3:52Grant in that yes I participate and I used to participate every
- 3:57week but I still frequently participate in his Monday
- 4:01evening. What time do you mean?
- 4:04Yeah, White House support group for men and women from all
- 4:07across the country that have had their own nightmare come true.
- 4:12Reality. Yes.
- 4:13But it's a way for us to help each other.
- 4:16Yeah, exactly. And so, you know, hopefully
- 4:19we'll get into that. But yes, Jeff has Been a
- 4:21tremendous resource to a lot of us.
- 4:23Yeah. To talk about it to deal with
- 4:26because for the most part those of us that have been prosecuted,
- 4:29specifically, White Collar, but they refer refer to as white
- 4:34collar crimes. Don't have a network of people
- 4:40to talk to ya feel like you're on an island.
- 4:43Yeah, so when I prosecuted, you know, I was an assistant
- 4:46district attorney for ten and a half years.
- 4:48Yeah, I also was a criminal defense attorney.
- 4:51Journey, I was an Army Jag officer, where I prosecuted and
- 4:56defended people. But frequently the people that I
- 4:59prosecuted or the people that I defended had made a conscious
- 5:04decision to get into whatever the criminal Endeavor, they were
- 5:07in, but they knew people that also made that decision.
- 5:11Yes, or they were working with other people.
- 5:14Right, or wrong, right? No judge messes terribly but
- 5:18they had friends that told them what to Expect, if something
- 5:22goes bad. And you do end up in state
- 5:25prison or federal prison or County, they could.
- 5:29So, they kind of knew what to expect.
- 5:31And there was a network of people that if they did go to
- 5:34prison, right? When you watch the mafia movies,
- 5:37they go to prison. They know how to take care of
- 5:40the person's family while they're gone.
- 5:42Yeah. Well, it's the exact opposite
- 5:45for white-collar criminal. Yes.
- 5:48On that people that, you know, dependent upon you or use You
- 5:55or, you know, when you become under investigation or you get
- 6:00convicted all of those people, give you the Heisman, yes,
- 6:04right. They don't want to be anywhere
- 6:07near you, right? Oh, people don't come to your
- 6:10assistance for the most part. Now, there are, of course, there
- 6:13are some, you know, people that stand out that dude, that are
- 6:18true friends Navy. But for the most part people
- 6:20that you might have considered your Associate colleagues.
- 6:27All hi. So, one of the great things
- 6:30about the white Colour, the progressive prison ministry and
- 6:35the support group is just to have people to talk to because I
- 6:39think what's fundamental to your the title of your show, right?
- 6:44And to your listeners. Yeah, what I found when I lost
- 6:49everything. And I know we'll get into that,
- 6:52but you know, I lost my reputation.
- 6:54I lost my law-license, I lost my pension, I lost my house.
- 7:00I lost my military career. Lots of Lujan was love.
- 7:07I lost all of those things, but it was in losing all of those
- 7:11things that I really learned much more than I ever had a very
- 7:16exposed to. I learned that a sense of
- 7:19resiliency. But again, what I believe is a
- 7:23great part of your podcast and was a great reason to have it.
- 7:34we may be comfortable, but that we make A lot of my fear when I
- 7:42was under investigation is just the unknown.
- 7:45I didn't know what to expect. I had no one to talk to, right?
- 7:49And so being able to talk to other people or share my own
- 7:54personal experience, hopefully will be someone that listen and
- 8:00find some sense of Solace, hope Apostle resources to turn to so
- 8:07that they can thrive. I've well let's do this because
- 8:12I think Seth you've got an interesting background from the
- 8:16beginning. Can you kind of walk us back a
- 8:18little bit about, you know, Seth Williams growing up as a kid.
- 8:22Sure, you mentioned earlier that had a great Wikipedia?
- 8:26Well, a lot of things are on Wikipedia.
- 8:28I mean, anybody can go on there and adds to lot of things, a lot
- 8:32of things about my life were removed.
- 8:34Yeah, used to talk about my military career and all that.
- 8:39Erase. I don't know by whom right.
- 8:42So yeah, I don't know how anyone works.
- 8:44I don't I don't, I don't know how Wikipedia works, but I do
- 8:47know that people can add and delete and I'm not sure how
- 8:51either one of those work, right? So, again, my name is Seth and I
- 8:58was born January, the second 1967 And I was given up for
- 9:03adoption at Birth. And I lived in an orphanage and
- 9:08Foster Care. But God, had a great plan for me
- 9:13and I was adopted by wonderful family.
- 9:16Who lived in Philadelphia. My father's name was Rufus.
- 9:19Oh Williams. And he was a school teacher.
- 9:27Every night he took a nap, he made sure.
- 9:30I did my homework. We had dinner together then he
- 9:32went to his second job every evening from 6 p.m. to 10 p.m.
- 9:36where he worked at a recreation center our neighborhood.
- 9:39Well coaching basketball playing table, tennis with kids, playing
- 9:43chess, teaching them out of play checkers.
- 9:45Showing movies on Monday nights and every summer he was the
- 9:50director of a day camp here in Philadelphia.
- 9:54So his entire life was Cated to improving the quality of life
- 9:59for kids and their families and providing opportunity to also.
- 10:03And I learned much later, I would tell people that despite
- 10:07being the district attorney, I know that my father did much
- 10:10more than I'll ever do to present a crime, but my father
- 10:15was a son of a nanny Minister and my father didn't drink, he
- 10:19didn't smoke, he didn't curse. He was a student at Penn State
- 10:24when World War Two, when the Japanese bombed Pearl Harbor and
- 10:27he Enlisted the next day. And after graduating from Penn
- 10:34State and earning his master's. Also in education there, he then
- 10:38moved to Houston Texas to help a friend.
- 10:40Start the art department at a college that was known as the
- 10:44Texas Southern College for Negroes.
- 10:47It's now Texas Southern University.
- 10:49Yeah. Another simple smile and he had
- 10:52a great, he said he had a 1948 Hudson convertible, that was
- 10:58green with red, leather interior.
- 11:01And help caught the attention of a young lady who's a freshman.
- 11:06And so he, she was 18 and he was 28, I told you my father didn't
- 11:10drink smoke or cursed, but he found himself a little Creole
- 11:14girl from Galveston Texas. They did all three of those
- 11:16things. Well at all.
- 11:19All right, Opposites Attract, right?
- 11:23And so my mother was Catholic and my father converted to
- 11:28Catholicism when they got married, they moved Back to his
- 11:31hometown of Philadelphia. And I told you, my father was a
- 11:34school teacher. He worked the rec center and he
- 11:37called it ran a day camp in the Summers.
- 11:39My mother was the executive secretary to the commanding
- 11:42officer, to fill out the Naval Shipyard.
- 11:44Wow. Okay.
- 11:46And she was all of five foot tall.
- 11:51For she would tell you that there was a different commanding
- 11:54officer at the Navy Yard every 3 years or every three years the
- 11:59new captain or Admiral be named the commanding officer but she
- 12:05said through it all she was in charge.
- 12:10Of course she was taught you what was taught me a lot about
- 12:13how to deal with support staff and people that actually make
- 12:16things happen and to Sure treat everyone with respect.
- 12:20I was given up for adoption. In birth and my parents, I was
- 12:24their only child. I was their only extravagance.
- 12:27So they say their money and put me in the best schools that they
- 12:31could attend to their private Quaker School in Philadelphia,
- 12:35right? So I told you, I was the son of
- 12:37a man who converted from being a, a me to Catholic some of the
- 12:42Catholic church every Sunday. But I went to Quaker School.
- 12:47We're about 70% of my classmates were Jewish.
- 12:50Wow, so, I II. I was exposed to a lot and learn
- 12:53how to appreciate our differences and find
- 12:56similarities between people and to respect.
- 13:00Tell you how everyone did you learn Seth early on that you
- 13:05were adopted or how does that work with somebody?
- 13:08Who's a dime? Great.
- 13:09It's a great question. So my mother was very, it was a
- 13:12creole. So her parents were the result
- 13:17of what in the South and was referred Miscegenation of the
- 13:22French slave owners and their property.
- 13:26So it's very light skinned African-Americans are referred
- 13:31to as Creole when they spoke a language Creole.
- 13:35This is a good broken French. A, my father Rufus Williams.
- 13:40A mother's name is emmelda Williams, Imelda Broussard.
- 13:42Her maiden name was Bruce art, which is a creole name, which is
- 13:45as familiar as Smith Down, Louisiana, and he's Texas.
- 13:48Well, there's even there. Is not.
- 13:51I was thinking there. I know somebody Broussard that
- 13:53lived around in that area that had a funeral.
- 13:55Yeah, well, you can't throw a stone without hitting a
- 13:58Broussard in Southwest Louisiana, and I Worland.
- 14:02And so, anyway, my father was very dark-skinned.
- 14:06I kind of was like, in the middle of them.
- 14:09I just assumed my whole life. I was just there.
- 14:12Kid. Nobody told me otherwise since I
- 14:15was 11 and I was getting ready to go away for this program.
- 14:19I've been chosen to represent Children at this camp in
- 14:22Denmark, when I was 11 years old to promote World Peace.
- 14:25Well, children and my mother started drinking.
- 14:30And she started telling me that my parents have a talk with kids
- 14:33about all the things to watch out for when you're traveling
- 14:36you know. And somehow this ended up with
- 14:38her telling me how much she loved me of course and but she'd
- 14:44been pregnant in the 50s and as a result of medicine that they
- 14:48give him a lot of mothers, then I always missed.
- 14:50Announced it will minimize minimize.
- 14:53I always mispronounce it. I know I would mispronounce that
- 14:57but she had a miscarriage and an emergency hysterectomy and that
- 15:03she never had any additional kids.
- 15:04I was just crying and through that.
- 15:07I was told that I was adopted that they always wanted a child
- 15:10and they picked me out, you know that and that's so that's why I
- 15:14found out but then that cause into me A serious sense of
- 15:20Abandonment and rejection like well, I know my parents love me.
- 15:25Yeah. Why does the other people want
- 15:28me? Right?
- 15:29What is it about me that they didn't want?
- 15:33So I began an entire irrational narrative in my own mind.
- 15:38I knew that my biological mother was white, my biological father
- 15:41was black. That they were college students.
- 15:46I knew what my name was with 50 hours from but that's it.
- 15:51And so from that I created a narrative that therapist
- 15:56psychologist psychiatrist will say is people often do And it
- 16:01was completely false, but it was to defend protect myself about.
- 16:07But it caused In Me As I Grew, you know, to have a sense of
- 16:13Abandonment and rejection which which is interesting because
- 16:19Seth you were real achiever to. I mean that, you know, I guess
- 16:23some of that could be that when you have that feeling that you
- 16:25must maybe the outshoot of that is that you think you've got to
- 16:29go out and prove Yourself and be sure enough people will keep
- 16:33you. Yeah it won't get you back
- 16:36because I notice when you will notice when you went to Penn
- 16:39State, you were a very active in the student government.
- 16:44I think you were president is of of that body and, you know,
- 16:48those aren't just normal things that everybody does when they go
- 16:51to college, especially the size of somewhere like Penn State.
- 16:54Yeah. So what I tell people is that
- 16:56I've always found myself in positions of leadership, you
- 16:59know, from Great class, president student council
- 17:02president and eighth grade. We're back of the football team.
- 17:06In high school point guard in basketball.
- 17:10Yeah, I guess I have almost like a sheepdog mentality around.
- 17:18I tell people wasn't as a result of a Napoleonic desire to
- 17:22conquer just an every night. Almost at dinner, one way, the
- 17:26other my father would impress upon me that unless you're
- 17:29willing to be a part of the solution.
- 17:30Ocean you Fortress, right? To complain.
- 17:33I love that. Right.
- 17:35And so, you've got to be a part of making things happen in
- 17:37solving things, and he was living that he was living that
- 17:41my father. When he got the Penn State in
- 17:431940, he was one of just 12 black students.
- 17:47They were all black men. They were all Varsity athlete
- 17:52but because of the color of the skin they couldn't live on
- 17:54campus. How incredible is that?
- 17:57All right, that's And so after WWII, he fought with a
- 18:02segregated Army. But he hated, you know where
- 18:08they were disrespected, sir he almost have been found many
- 18:12ways. He had more privileged overseas
- 18:16then here in America. So when he returned from combat
- 18:21and we earned a purple, heart was wounded in combat when he
- 18:26came back from the VA hospital, he went back to Penn State.
- 18:28He founded the NAACP chapter and my fraternity, the Alpha, Phi
- 18:33Alpha fraternity, Which is the oldest fraternity for
- 18:36African-American men in America. And he led sit-ins and protests
- 18:41for public accommodations and civil rights in State College
- 18:46Pennsylvania. Black men were allowed to live
- 18:48on campus until they had these protests and were allowed to
- 18:50live on campus in 1947. So, as a result of that,
- 18:55whenever things happened, I just found myself, what we got to do
- 18:58something, and I found myself helping organize people, and so
- 19:03yes, when II He went to West Point After High School.
- 19:06Okay. I tell people, I got a medical
- 19:08discharge they found out. I was little, I was allergic to
- 19:11math and calculus and chemistry. I hate math that failure in life
- 19:19really? I learned from my failures.
- 19:23The most. Yeah.
- 19:24That's and it was that a heck of a tip though you know, right
- 19:27learning and evolving from from that.
- 19:29Absolutely right. So then I went to Penn State and
- 19:33I quickly got involved with the divestment movement and I end up
- 19:37leading. I got elected.
- 19:38President of the black caucus, the represent, all the
- 19:41African-American students and I helped lead a A March from Penn
- 19:45State to Harrisburg, which is the state capital, couple days,
- 19:48102 miles during spring. Very when a lot of classmates
- 19:52were off Cancun or whatever. Having a good time, we were
- 19:56walking along the highway to get Penn State to divest from
- 20:00companies that were doing business, in support of the
- 20:03apartheid government, and all of its inhumanity and violence in
- 20:08South Africa. And to support some bills that
- 20:11were being introduced in the Harrisburg and State To have
- 20:15companies reinvest in Pennsylvania companies, it was
- 20:19successful. The conclusion is just only 35
- 20:21students went on the wall and valid by the, you know, 100 said
- 20:25they would but 35 went and the end of it, the governor of
- 20:29Pennsylvania. Governor Casey, whose son is now
- 20:32our United States Senator. Yeah he wrote a letter in
- 20:36support of what we did and mentioned us by name and the
- 20:40Board of Trustees voted to divest at the next meeting.
- 20:44Well, that's something that age Seth to make you feel like
- 20:47you've made that type of effect and a college environment and
- 20:51then in the real world. Yeah.
- 20:53And then despite a lot of adverse publicity and death
- 20:58threat for being a president of the black caucus and wanting the
- 21:02school to invest in in efforts and programs so that the school
- 21:09could reflect the population of the state of Pennsylvania.
- 21:14And to have more African American students and faculty.
- 21:17I got elected president of the entire undergraduate student
- 21:19government representing all 37,000 students at Penn State.
- 21:24When I was, there is amazing. Really is that was great.
- 21:29And you know, again I always had in me this fear of rejection and
- 21:35abandonment. Yeah.
- 21:37And you know I never considered myself an alcoholic but I guess
- 21:42everybody all the guys in My football team after practice
- 21:45after football games, we won. We are, we had Taste of beer and
- 21:49a 10th State. Everybody.
- 21:50It seemed you know, binge drinks been is drank non-stop college,
- 21:57kids, do, right. And when I went to law school, I
- 22:00had a wonderful experience at Georgetown, law school.
- 22:03I was accepted into a program. I was a public interest law
- 22:07scholar. And I loved living in DC.
- 22:12I love Georgetown law school. Everything I had to protest
- 22:16against at Penn State that do any of that Georgetown thing.
- 22:22I just And it gave me an opportunity to go to mass at
- 22:25lunch right there at the school. So I really enjoyed that
- 22:30experience. But I wasn't sure what I wanted
- 22:33to do when I grew up. And I had a law professor, and
- 22:37he said, God, Rest his soul. He said, Seth, I was in the
- 22:40criminal justice clinic, so I was representing.
- 22:42People that were Indigent and excuse of crumb.
- 22:45He said, Seth, as a young black man, you should go back to
- 22:48Philadelphia and be a public defender because you understand
- 22:51the Criminal Mind. Uh-huh.
- 22:54It was like Archie Bunker giving Lionel Jefferson back and a
- 22:59couple bit weird. Yeah.
- 23:02What are you mad? Well, yeah and but I said, you
- 23:05know what I learned from that experience that the person with
- 23:08the most discretion in the criminal justice system, other
- 23:12than the police officer who's actually out on the street that
- 23:15comes into contact with people originally.
- 23:17Yeah, this was the most discretion and power is the
- 23:20young assistant DA that's deciding whether or not to
- 23:24approve charges whether or not to approve a warrant an arrest
- 23:29warrant or a search warrant. So I said you know, while I'm
- 23:31being too. Assistant district attorney so
- 23:33that I can help reform the broken racist classes, criminal
- 23:39justice system. While the same time standing up
- 23:42for the victims of crime. So might they be the champion of
- 23:45the victims of crime? And so I became an assistant
- 23:49district attorney and I did that for 10 and a half years
- 23:52processing, everything from low level retail, theft and
- 23:55possession cases for year. I prosecute adults who committed
- 23:59crimes against sex crimes against kids.
- 24:01Yeah. I prosecuted you, man is a
- 24:04homicide, shootings, kidnapping. This is Lori list.
- 24:08I've read up on you, Seth. You had some big cases and
- 24:11meaningful cases throughout those ten and a half years.
- 24:15You said, you had a military background, and how did that
- 24:19work itself in OB then? So I told you I, as a result of
- 24:24my allergy to qualifications skills, I received the medical
- 24:32discharge from West Point and that failure that sense of there
- 24:36was something always nagging at me that I didn't complete that
- 24:39thing. Yeah.
- 24:41And so, after getting my law, license and serving the District
- 24:46Attorney's office, I got married in 1996, and my wife.
- 24:51My then wife already had a daughter.
- 24:53I later adopted. Her And I wanted to remain an
- 24:58assistant, district attorney, and I wanted to find ways to
- 25:01supplement and complement my income without leaving the DA's
- 25:04office. Yep.
- 25:06I began teaching as an Adjunct professor at Penn State
- 25:09Abington. And I also, I got a direct
- 25:13Commission in the United States Army, as a Jag officer become a
- 25:18lawyer in the Army, that's very cool.
- 25:21Well, I got a direct commission and I began about 15 years in
- 25:25the We reserved so one weekend the month that's they tell you
- 25:29they tell you it's one weekend a month but after 9/11 and the war
- 25:34the war on terrorism. Yeah.
- 25:36It was much more frequent than that.
- 25:38Absolutely. But I really appreciate the
- 25:41opportunity to serve. I served as a prosecutor in the
- 25:44Army. As a defense attorney, I
- 25:46provided legal assistance to soldiers and their dependents.
- 25:50I was an operations lawyer just a great experience.
- 25:55I transferred to the Pennsylvania Army National Guard
- 25:57for like the last four years. I was in three or four years.
- 26:01I served as a senior defense counsel for the 28th Infantry
- 26:06Division of the Pennsylvania Army National Guard's.
- 26:08I was like the head public defender for now.
- 26:10Me the vision. So, just so wonderful.
- 26:13That's a crazy thing about your you're reading up on you.
- 26:17Seth, is that you did so many different things and you are a
- 26:21fairly young, man. I mean, the things that you did
- 26:25and the effect you were having and that time, was it always in
- 26:31your back of your mind that you wanted to run, is district
- 26:34attorney. Yes.
- 26:37So I really fucking a lot of little kid.
- 26:39I wanted to be the Mayor. Okay, absolutely.
- 26:42Okay, I worked on Wilson. Good campaign, we became the
- 26:46first African-American mayor in the city's history and I just
- 26:54thought that would be a be able to help people and to solve
- 26:57problems. And that's kind of my goal.
- 27:02I wasn't sure what I wanted to do or how I would navigate all
- 27:05of this but you know I just as a result again of President of the
- 27:10civic association and town watching my neighborhood.
- 27:14Note again, it wasn't is part thinking that that is a stepping
- 27:18stone to Emperor, but a way to serve, and evolved on learn from
- 27:24that, I made connections with people.
- 27:26Sure. And found other ways to serve in
- 27:28my church. Yeah, you national service in
- 27:32the Army, you're my legal career and providing advice and doing
- 27:36things, many things of course or just helping.
- 27:40Visuals and Anonymous ways. So it was just an amazing
- 27:45experience. I left the DA's office in 2003
- 27:52after 10 and a half years. Because my predecessor had
- 27:57announced that she wasn't going to run for re-election.
- 28:00So in Philadelphia you can't be an assistant DA and run for da.
- 28:03So I went I started working in private practice of the Great
- 28:06Law Firm. I did personal injury and some
- 28:10criminal defense work. What was that liner?
- 28:12What was that? Like, after kind of switching
- 28:14jumping on the other side of the fence of things and that time of
- 28:17year career? Well, it was for a purpose.
- 28:21I knew what I was trying to do was interesting, just having
- 28:24clients. I experience it while I was in
- 28:26law school, but no, people really expect to pay a lot of
- 28:31money that there's gonna be no consequences to their behavior,
- 28:37right? Which is no.
- 28:39So, that was a learning experience, but just learning
- 28:43the business aspect also of a law practice was eye-opening.
- 28:48Yeah, I have one guy, famous guy at the law firm in Ted share and
- 28:54his quote was It ain't about the money, it's about the money.
- 29:02It's funny but I understood what he meant, you know. but I, you
- 29:08know, Left the DA's office and I began the process of creating a
- 29:16political action committee making all the network that was
- 29:18necessary. I ran against the incumbent, I
- 29:21only raised with 150,000 dollars.
- 29:24She raised and spent over a million involve me everything
- 29:27everything but the Son of God but II got 46 percent of the
- 29:31vote, I almost be here. Yeah I'm running on.
- 29:35How old would you known at that time?
- 29:37Seth, when you did that. Had to be a young man.
- 29:41I was 40. What are yours old?
- 29:43Yeah, right. I was 40.
- 29:46I think I've checked but I got elected.
- 29:50I was 38. I think that's actually I was 38
- 29:54but I won when I was 42. So I ran again for years later
- 29:58she didn't run. It was a very crowded field in
- 30:02the primary of five candidates and I won and then I want to
- 30:07November with 75%. Percent of the vote and I became
- 30:10the first African-American district attorney in the
- 30:13history. Not only of the city of
- 30:15Philadelphia but the Commonwealth of Pennsylvania.
- 30:17What do you think about? What was going through your mind
- 30:20when and 75% of the vote and an election like that, where I
- 30:25wanted him or the other 25%? What were they thinking?
- 30:35So I began, you know, it's an office of 600 employees and
- 30:42annual budget, exceeding, 55 million dollars.
- 30:48And so, you know, I was, I tell people, I was always, I think I
- 30:51was prepared, strategically, sure.
- 30:54And operationally should be the yay for my military experience.
- 31:00All the leadership things in the community and the church I was
- 31:03in charge of the church Carnival committee.
- 31:05The Parish. Pastoral Council all those
- 31:08things. I wasn't prepared emotionally.
- 31:14I don't think, okay, for the responsibility of being the da.
- 31:21And by that, I mean, I'm a person may be as a result of the
- 31:26adoption. And I'm a people pleaser.
- 31:29Yeah. And I want to, I don't want to
- 31:32upset people. So it's good to have a number
- 31:38two, you know, your first assistant or someone in the
- 31:41chain of command that. Is that right harsh?
- 31:44No person. But you know, so that coupled
- 31:49with as a political candidate where you have to be part of a
- 31:55partisan, elective process, you have to raise money.
- 32:00And by raising money, you know, to raise a hundred thousand
- 32:05dollars, let's say, right? You can either talk to a, you
- 32:09know, a thousand people that give you a hundred bucks.
- 32:14Britain called a couple people that can give you a lot of money
- 32:17so he's spending more time I to spend every Monday half of every
- 32:21Monday. This is raising money, having
- 32:24fundraisers and then raising money.
- 32:27I just can't call you one day and say, hey can you give me
- 32:31twenty five hundred dollars. I threw call you on your
- 32:34birthday in February. I've got to see how, you know,
- 32:38you invite me to your house. I got to go and go to your kids
- 32:41Bar Mitzvah or bat mitzvah or back.
- 32:43Prism, or whatever. So I began really thing a lot
- 32:47easier with my friends. Sure.
- 32:50Or maybe they weren't. Maybe they were.
- 32:52Maybe they had ulterior motive. Yeah, you get in a position like
- 32:56that. You you don't know for sure.
- 32:58I mean, you don't care. No.
- 33:00All right, and with my predisposition to wanting
- 33:04friends and wanting approval, it was not the best combination as
- 33:10the time and I didn't despite what I thought I was doing for
- 33:15my own mindfulness and it wasn't enough and Couple that with the
- 33:21stress of being a politician in a city that is known for.
- 33:25It's just dirty Cutthroat, politics, having a staff of 600
- 33:31people. Who at the time, since I had
- 33:34left in 2003, came back in 2010. Many of the employees were my
- 33:39former colleagues. Sure.
- 33:41Who good? Or bad had issues.
- 33:46And then you take into it, a responsibility of deciding,
- 33:52which cases are going to ask for the death penalty, right?
- 33:56The reforms that we have to make dealing with the Press dealing
- 34:00with, you know, cases that they've made documentaries and
- 34:04movies about like Kermit Gosnell who was running, a not only is
- 34:07it illegal pill Mill, but an illegal abortion clinic.
- 34:13You know, I was the first district attorney in American
- 34:15history. To prosecute the hierarchy of
- 34:18the Catholic church for shielding, pedophile, priests.
- 34:21I read that. Yeah.
- 34:23Which you know, it's no coincidence and you're restless,
- 34:27and I was Catholic. Correct.
- 34:28And that led to, and no coincidence.
- 34:32Seven of the charges that were brought against me were related
- 34:34to the Archdiocese of Philadelphia.
- 34:38Right? So as a result of that, I my
- 34:44father passed away in 2001. He was my best friend.
- 34:48So, he didn't get to sleep the election.
- 34:50Then you get to see the election.
- 34:53I didn't have a person to be able to talk to.
- 34:56I was the only child. I didn't know who to trust.
- 34:59Yeah. And so unfortunately, I began
- 35:02gradually to trust this guy named Jack Daniels a little
- 35:06more. And a guy named Martini who will
- 35:11had a friend named extra dry vermouth.
- 35:14And so I began the numb myself from a lot of the stress.
- 35:20Yeah. It's like your Escape that and I
- 35:23tried, I thought, you know, I had a daily cigar which I
- 35:27thought was, you know, both my grandfather's smoke and was my
- 35:32way of kind of like decompressing.
- 35:34Sure. And but there were Healthier
- 35:38ways to deal with stress and the anxieties and the things that I
- 35:43was dealing with. But all of those things was your
- 35:46at that time. Seth was your wife kids,
- 35:49everything. Good at home, or were they
- 35:51thinking you were under a lot of stress and you were, you know,
- 35:54out in the world of trying to conquer and but stressed in the
- 35:59real sense? Well, I mean, I tried to do what
- 36:02I thought was, I was always, I went to every class trip.
- 36:07You're plugging all the parents things.
- 36:09I was a coach of daughter's softball team, 7th and 8th grade
- 36:14girls basketball team. Yeah, t wall, all those that
- 36:18are, you know, yeah, I tried as much as possible.
- 36:21I'm sure if you were to talk to them, of course, they were
- 36:24things that I could have done much better, which I recognized.
- 36:28And, you know, I think my ex-wife would have said that I
- 36:36was concerned about doing the gardening outside and the
- 36:39backyard. Yeah, she was more concerned
- 36:41about the inside the house. Well, she thinks that the
- 36:45metaphor of what I was concerned with the exterior things and not
- 36:50as much the family. There might be some Merit to
- 36:52that, dude, I'm caught more. I like doing gardening.
- 36:56Sure. I've like, cutting the grass and
- 36:59I found that therapeutic. Yeah, you know.
- 37:02So but You know, so as being the da, I started to deal with that
- 37:11stress and began making many enemies, Prosecuting people
- 37:17getting into conflict with the attorney general over a
- 37:20significant issue. Prosecuting the church the
- 37:24Archbishop of Philadelphia shampoo and I were in a public
- 37:29battle. and he even told my pastor not to give me communion,
- 37:35well, not for a theological reason, but just You know, out
- 37:39of his own personal issue. And so all of that began to
- 37:46Skyrocket. And when you combine the enemies
- 37:50that I had made with the unforced errors of, you know, I
- 37:55got divorced, I was trying to maintain my lifestyle of keeping
- 38:00a house that my children and I lived in keeping them in private
- 38:04school. The same private school that I
- 38:06went to write either as a result of Catholic guilt or narcissism.
- 38:11I want to have my kids. Go to the same school.
- 38:13I went through sure. I get it live in a great house.
- 38:17Do all the things that I, my parents sacrificed for me.
- 38:22And so I was living beyond my means but like just paycheck to
- 38:27paycheck. Yeah.
- 38:29And I had as a result of my position and life, I had a lot
- 38:34of friends that were extremely wealthy Who would say, hey Seth,
- 38:41take your kids down to my house down the shore or hey, we're
- 38:46going to San Diego to our house for the week.
- 38:49You want to go? I can't afford that.
- 38:51I do we got points in it. Black Card they're going to
- 38:54expire in October and they're going to go poop.
- 38:57So come on what is this better house?
- 38:59Yeah. Okay so I should have reported
- 39:02all of those gifts and as a result of my own hubris
- 39:06arrogance laziness It's neglected, all of those things I
- 39:11didn't. And let me ask you something
- 39:14Seth because I think a lot of people get because it's, you
- 39:17know, it's something you find in the news quite a bit to its I
- 39:20don't think people are really familiar with how that works if
- 39:24I give you gifts and you report those gifts, disclose those
- 39:29gifts then, does it matter how many gifts you get Well, every
- 39:35jurisdiction and and Locale is different, okay?
- 39:39Well, in Philadelphia know, I can get unlimited gift.
- 39:42I could have received just had to disclose it but I just had to
- 39:46disclose them. Yeah.
- 39:48So that. Yes, the public for transparency
- 39:51to make a decision, right? If if the if Specter member
- 39:57Specter, that was the group that the organized crime group, ed,
- 40:01James Bond was always a After right, Goldfinger and all those
- 40:06guys, it's Spector was giving district attorney, William.
- 40:12A lot of money on thousand dollars, it's kind of a big
- 40:15deal, awful for the public to know, sure what the drug cartel
- 40:21or Specter or, you know, Brent Cassidy is giving Seth Williams
- 40:27money. Yeah, so that the public can
- 40:29then make the decision. Well words, okay.
- 40:32Okay, or whatever the reason is. And so then I'm went and I
- 40:39Negotiate with the city, I wanted to come up.
- 40:42Those Seth, I mean, how does something like that?
- 40:44Come up? How do, how do you, how do, how
- 40:48does the office or the government in?
- 40:51Auntie know that you haven't disclosed?
- 40:53Is it a secret investigation? Did you know, an investigation
- 40:56was going on? Like how did the nightmare
- 40:58start? You know, I have been the
- 41:00Inspector General. So I knew what was necessary and
- 41:03so I support all my gift. But every year I would just put
- 41:08I would It's no gifts. I thought well I like the most
- 41:13if I I was taught in my mind incorrectly so I'm not denying
- 41:18that right defense attorney. They had cases before me was
- 41:23giving gifts to the DA. I said that should've been
- 41:26something. I should report it, but that
- 41:28never happened. So I thought the gift from my my
- 41:33daughter's classmate of going to their house down the shore.
- 41:39My daughter, babysat somebody, and they're like, let's go to
- 41:42San Diego or my then girlfriend gave me a used Rolex, watch or
- 41:49whatever. Everything had to be disclosed
- 41:52regardless, right? And you would have $50 yeah from
- 41:55a other than a sibling, a parent or a spouse or child needs to be
- 42:03reported, so I should have done that but there was no quid pro
- 42:07quo. Nobody got Anything from me.
- 42:10Yeah. But you know that was a dispute
- 42:13between me and the federal government but the dispute was
- 42:16as a result of people that I that were enemies of Mind,
- 42:19people that had to be. Either employees that were
- 42:24disciplined. The the Catholic Church my
- 42:30predecessor is I all these Imaging.
- 42:33Sure. And as just, you know, I have to
- 42:37fire an employee for something that she did and then so then of
- 42:42course, she has to go and try to spin something to the, the
- 42:48Attorney, General, the FBI one employee, we had to step up.
- 42:52We had to discipline him because he had sexually assaulted there
- 42:56was an allegation of sexual assault and we disciplined him
- 43:03and he said that if he didn't get the specific job, he had
- 43:06back that he's going to drop dime on me.
- 43:11And so this Domino began and originally the FBI was
- 43:16investigating me for what they had been told was having ghost
- 43:21employees. So they put me down at that was
- 43:24not true, but that's once they do.
- 43:27There's a great book that we spoke about called three
- 43:30felonies a day. Yeah, I'm with the author's
- 43:33name. Oh man, Silverman rapper,
- 43:38something like that. I'll put that.
- 43:41I'll put that in the show notes to because it's a good book,
- 43:43right? But you know, the lesson is that
- 43:48If the federal authorities want to prosecute, anyone they have
- 43:54the resources, and the ability to take something before a grand
- 43:58jury, where you might not have had any Criminal Intent.
- 44:02No, no men. Sreya for Crime, but something
- 44:07did happen. Yeah.
- 44:09And they can get almost anyone indicted because you don't have
- 44:13a defense before a grand jury. What's most simple?
- 44:17You and I Talked about this set the other day.
- 44:19Most people don't know that when you hear a grand jury assume
- 44:22that both sides are represented Correct.
- 44:26And so, you know, I was indicted for about seven charges for
- 44:31driving, my city vehicle for personal use.
- 44:36Which I knew as the Inspector General, it's different.
- 44:41But I was like a water department employee that took a
- 44:43water truck to go take the kids to the mall.
- 44:48I had a vehicle a Chevy Tahoe that was outfitted with lights
- 44:52and sirens and I had 24-hour police protection.
- 44:58And two officers went with me everywhere I went Well, there
- 45:01was a big story about us having spent so much money on overtime
- 45:06for the security detail. and I just also just for the sake of
- 45:11sheer speed. If my daughter is at the last
- 45:17minute, remember they left their lacrosse stick in school?
- 45:22Instead of me having to call and have the security guys come get
- 45:26me and take me. I'll just take the vehicle
- 45:30myself because it has been sirens and I could get on the
- 45:33radio and call, there's no problem.
- 45:35I thought I was solving and I was being a good fiduciary.
- 45:42Good Financial Stewart, right? And then they were able to tell
- 45:48the grand jury that I should have used security or times.
- 45:52I shouldn't have used security and I got indicted for that
- 45:56underwire. Frog is my secretary emailed my
- 45:59schedule to my staff. There was you're armed and
- 46:03actually that ended up being your charge, wasn't it wire
- 46:06fraud? Well, those were some of the
- 46:09charges I ended up. As you mentioned, I went on
- 46:12trial. If I'm negotiating, I should
- 46:15have made. I should report of my gifts and
- 46:17I didn't, I negotiate with the city, but I thought was a more
- 46:20than fair penalty and settlement for that.
- 46:26The feds had said that they were going to pull back if I did that
- 46:28or fine ounce. I wasn't running for
- 46:30re-election, all which I did, but then after President, Obama
- 46:36left office, and before President Trump was appointing,
- 46:39the new US attorney than that, that in.
- 46:43I was indicted. Lighted.
- 46:45And so, yeah, so that's what happened.
- 46:49But I went on trial, and during the second week, we were given
- 46:53offered to plead guilty to one count.
- 46:55And I ended up pleading guilty to one count of a violation of
- 46:59the travel Act. So friend took me on a trip and
- 47:05they said as a result of him taking me on the trip, it was
- 47:07part of his idea to befriend me so that I could help him out to
- 47:15you. Got some, you got a big
- 47:16sentence. I mean that the overall sentence
- 47:18that, you know, you you went to trial, you like you said, you
- 47:22had some good days and then a bad day and, you know, plea, I
- 47:26didn't one of the things you told me, which I thought was
- 47:28interesting was, is that you were going through this, and in
- 47:31your mind, Your attorney says well you can choose to you know
- 47:36they get you on one of these counts.
- 47:38You could see your daughter's when they're out of high school
- 47:43or you can see him later in there after they get out of
- 47:46college and Beyond. And you know that's that's a lot
- 47:49for a dad to think about too is you remember the longer life and
- 47:55your world? That how does it all evolve from
- 47:58this point, right? At this moment in this courtroom
- 48:02It was a young prosecutor. I didn't think anyone would ever
- 48:05plead guilty unless they were guilty, right?
- 48:09And, you know, in Federal in the federal system, 97 percent of
- 48:15all people that are indicted, please don't wait and I can
- 48:21assure you that. Not all 97% of the people that
- 48:25are charged are guilty, right? I was in prison with people that
- 48:29had been their wives, were the subjects of Investigations.
- 48:34And then, as a result of that, to put pressure on the wife,
- 48:37they charged the husband with something.
- 48:38Yep. That's, you know, or, you know,
- 48:42I thought, as a young prosecutor, what I was doing,
- 48:44Prosecuting people who, every day in Philadelphia cars are
- 48:48being stolen, fires are being started, people are being raped
- 48:53homes, being burglarized by people being shot.
- 48:56People are being murdered. Most federal crimes.
- 49:05It's just something that someone has decided we're going to go
- 49:09after this thing. Yeah, right.
- 49:12Well, you're right because most of all most violent crimes
- 49:15unless they've gotten over state borders.
- 49:17They're there. They're contained within the
- 49:18state. Correct.
- 49:20Why you see? There's so many drug dealers in
- 49:22the federal system because by the nature of their business,
- 49:25it's across the state lines. Yeah, that's what I thought
- 49:29before, I went to federal prison.
- 49:31Yeah, but the majority of the men that were in prison with me
- 49:36were there for selling drugs and those that were there for the
- 49:40majority of them were there on ghost drug taste?
- 49:44Absolutely. Absolutely.
- 49:46I never heard of until I went to prison in state court if I'm
- 49:50going to be the da proving that Brent sold drugs, at the point
- 49:56of witness, That saw him make some sort of hand-to-hand
- 50:00transaction or delivery of something.
- 50:02Exactly. To show that he receives some
- 50:05sort of compensation or something for that.
- 50:08And we have to recover the drugs that we think he transferred and
- 50:13test them and show that in fact, they were a controlled
- 50:16substance, right? With you all of that Beyond A
- 50:19Reasonable Doubt. Every part of that 360 degree
- 50:23circle of evidence, In federal court, for the most part, the
- 50:28drug dealers, they prosecute, our people that beat a lot of
- 50:32lower cases in the state court and they will indict them based
- 50:39on a telephone conversation or someone else.
- 50:44That said, well, here's the conversation between Brent and
- 50:47Seth, hey, Bret, how you doing? Yeah, I'm good.
- 50:51Yeah, I'm thinking about getting some Some poodles, I don't know,
- 50:56maybe a Rottweiler, maybe some huskies.
- 50:59You got Huskies? Yeah.
- 51:01Yeah. I got lots of huskies.
- 51:02I'm really on. That's all I'm doing now.
- 51:04And Huskies Sam. Would you still Huskies for
- 51:07about a thousand apiece? Okay.
- 51:09Well, let's, let's talk about some more meet me down at the
- 51:13Wharf tomorrow at noon, and maybe I'll get some huskies from
- 51:19you. So with that, basically they go
- 51:22to a grand jury and they say, this is Seth asking Brent to
- 51:27drug her, kilos of heroin, which go for a value of x and due to
- 51:33the amount that he was going to buy, it means this and then they
- 51:37get the grand jury with the expert, testimony of this person
- 51:41from the DEA to continue to indict me for the sale of
- 51:45Narcotics, even though no narcotics were ever recovered.
- 51:49Maybe it was Seth just selling woof tickets, just talking big,
- 51:54maybe they were going to be a drug deal.
- 51:55I don't know what's right? They're not of ambiguities and
- 52:00that's the majority of guys in federal prison.
- 52:02I want to talk to you about the Seth because you are definitely
- 52:07the first person I've ever had on this show that was that had
- 52:10the career that you had and walked into a federal prison.
- 52:16What can you walk us through that?
- 52:19How was what, what was that? How?
- 52:21What was going through your mind?
- 52:23Well, I didn't have time to prepare for it because on the
- 52:27evening of June 28th, I decided at the result of my attorneys
- 52:32advocacy that I should accept this offer.
- 52:36I told my daughter's that night, I told the ex, you know, the
- 52:40girlfriend I told ex-wife all, you know And I've been told that
- 52:48I'd be able to remain on bail. Sure.
- 52:52You know, I think that would be the case.
- 52:53I'm sure your how long did you have.
- 52:55While this case was going on the investigation up to the point
- 52:58where you're thinking, I'm going to play a couple years.
- 53:01Yeah, exactly. Right.
- 53:04I got indicted in March and this is now June I'm not a Flight
- 53:09Risk, right? Had gone anywhere.
- 53:12And going anywhere. And I thought I had the whole
- 53:15summer to get my Affairs in order as we say, sell the house
- 53:21box, up my belongings, pick my daughter's, the therapy have
- 53:25time just to hang out with them before I went away.
- 53:30I went to court, I entered the plea, much to my surprise, the
- 53:35judge decided to revoke my bail immediately and I was handcuffed
- 53:39in court. Take an underground
- 53:43strip-searched, given an orange jumpsuit and placed in solitary
- 53:47confinement for five months, what's going on?
- 53:49In your mind, on that moment? My head was just swimming with,
- 53:55I just couldn't imagine what was going on.
- 53:58How did this happen to me? And again if it hadn't been for
- 54:04going to West Point on the 1st of July 1985 for our day
- 54:09reception day and going through boot camp and the Army at West
- 54:13Point and being a soldier for all those years you know that
- 54:19really prepared me for that day. and then, you know, I tell
- 54:25people all the things that I lost Reputation, salary, savings
- 54:31law, license, pension Liberty time with loved ones is when I
- 54:38lost everything. But I learned that when God was
- 54:42all I had God was all I needed. And that's what got me through
- 54:47the worst. Nightmare of my life was just,
- 54:52you know, a friend told me Brian Lynch, who had also served in
- 54:57the Army and he He was my campaign manager.
- 55:00I first ran little don't try to figure out how you're going to
- 55:04get through 60 months is right? Is that how do you eat an
- 55:10elephant pieces of time? It's one one.
- 55:14Small bite at a time. So I began reading every type of
- 55:20book, you can imagine. And I came across a book called
- 55:25Born Again. By Chuck Colson, okay, where he
- 55:30had served as a special adviser and counsel to President Richard
- 55:34milhous Nixon and as a result of his own investigation, he got
- 55:39indicted and he found himself in federal prison.
- 55:43And there's a great passage that I always think about things on
- 55:46page 316 well. Yep. and when I read this
- 55:54because my friend Brian Lentz, sent this to me while I was in
- 55:57solitary, and like, despite You know, my differences with the
- 56:05disagreement I had, on my culpability or mints red with
- 56:08the charges, the feds brought against me.
- 56:10Yeah, we're that Chuck Colson said we're so true.
- 56:15He said I was in prison because I had to be there.
- 56:19An essential set a price. I had to pay to complete the
- 56:24shedding of my old life and to be free, to live the new.
- 56:30Let's do here. He was preparing me.
- 56:34Casting me for the future, perhaps.
- 56:38But for what purpose now, so I read that I get chills thinking
- 56:42about that, I never would have chosen to be there in prison.
- 56:49It was not a part of my life plan, like I planned everything,
- 56:52just I thought I was making a plan, but right, we make plans
- 56:58and God laughs. And I was where.
- 57:04God wanted me to be. A guy in solitary one day.
- 57:10Told me he didn't commit suicide.
- 57:15Because of me. Well, he's he, I didn't know
- 57:21him. I was one hour a day.
- 57:23I got what's called wreck where they would take me to my own
- 57:27like FPC. A Cyclone Fence dated, you know,
- 57:32size of a parking space area that still had a covered roof
- 57:36but you know, chain link fence all around me.
- 57:40And he said, Mr. Williams might speak to you.
- 57:44I was like sure you have a thick Nigerian accent.
- 57:47And he began telling me how he was MBA from Brooklyn
- 57:52University. He had a finance degree.
- 57:55He was in real estate. He was a son of a Nigerian
- 57:59Diplomat. He had never been in trouble in
- 58:02his life he had five kids and a wife but he had imparted some
- 58:07sure real estate transaction in New York City.
- 58:10All of the other people went to the lawyer's first.
- 58:15He end up getting through the guy who Oh, the Hot Potato, you
- 58:19got prosecuted. He finally turned himself in.
- 58:22He's in the Detention Center, awaiting his plea.
- 58:28And some kid wanted to use the toilet in his cell started, a
- 58:32fight, his big bandage over his head and he's telling me this
- 58:36story. And he said that he's been found
- 58:39himself in solitary confinement as a result of that fight.
- 58:44And it was bad enough that he thought he had disgraced his
- 58:48whole family and brought shame upon them.
- 58:50But now being in solitary confinement for a week it was
- 58:53just too much for him and he's instead he decided to take his
- 58:56own life. Hit, rock bottom, it hit rock
- 59:00bottom. and he said, at that moment, he written his family,
- 59:04his letter And he put in the envelope.
- 59:10But before the correctional officers could take the
- 59:12envelope. He saw them walking me through
- 59:15the hall and they always knows. Correct jobs.
- 59:17They had their arms and my shoulders.
- 59:20I'm handcuffed behind my back walking through the whole like
- 59:22I'm Lex Luthor or Hannibal Lecter has murdered several
- 59:26people. Right?
- 59:28Right. And He said happens, mr.
- 59:33Williams. He has much lost much more than
- 59:36I shall ever have yet. He is still standing.
- 59:40If he doesn't survive social, I was like, wait a minute, you
- 59:46gotta orange jumpsuit just like you I said, I don't know what
- 59:51you're talking about, he said, no, because you help other
- 59:56people you haven't given up hope.
- 1:00:00You are respectful your humble because of you, my five children
- 1:00:06still have a father. My wife still has a husband and
- 1:00:10had to affect you in a powerful way of him.
- 1:00:13Saying that then I began to see my life in a different
- 1:00:15perspective. It wasn't through the lens.
- 1:00:17Everybody was telling me to read the book of Job in the Bible
- 1:00:19Jobe lost everything. But you know the punchline job
- 1:00:23is, you know, don't worry about why things happen to you.
- 1:00:28Always give honor and glory to God.
- 1:00:31It's, it's his show not yours. He's doing what he needs for his
- 1:00:35purpose. Okay.
- 1:00:37But then as a result of bright a Godot, his name literally means
- 1:00:42light of God. Okay.
- 1:00:44As a result of him telling me all this, I began seeing myself
- 1:00:47through the perspective of a different character in the Old
- 1:00:51Testament named Joseph in Genesis, who was the favorite
- 1:00:55Child of his father. His brothers were jealous, they
- 1:00:58tried to throw him in a pit and they sold them off of slavery.
- 1:01:03Remember, Joseph had real pretty coat, right.
- 1:01:06His brothers were jealous and they thought he was a favorite
- 1:01:08son. He had sold into slavery.
- 1:01:11He began the best lathe. And Potiphar's wife said, hey,
- 1:01:16you're sexy, you're 17. Basically, I want them that I
- 1:01:19want to, I want you. He's like, no, I can't do that.
- 1:01:22That'd be an Abomination against your husband, put me in charge
- 1:01:25of everything here and an Abomination against God.
- 1:01:29So that she claimed that he raped her, so he was falsely
- 1:01:32accused and went to prison became the best in me.
- 1:01:36And then eventually Pharaoh, pull them out in the prison and
- 1:01:40made him. The number two guy, all of Egypt
- 1:01:42and he came up with this. The process of rotating, the
- 1:01:45crops and, you know, easier it became an economic superpower in
- 1:01:51the Middle East. The world is, they know.
- 1:01:54The punchline of that story in Genesis 50:20.
- 1:01:58Is that what others intended for my harm?
- 1:02:01God is used for good and the saving of many lives.
- 1:02:05So began singing. You know what, I don't know what
- 1:02:07the purpose of all this is for all these things.
- 1:02:10I've gone through, have led up to this and prepare me for this.
- 1:02:14Yeah. And I became a GI Bill Bryson.
- 1:02:18I told you the beginning. Yeah.
- 1:02:19Because I wanted to jump into that whole thing with how you,
- 1:02:22what were you, what was your because I you know, you five
- 1:02:25months and that solitary confinement is a lot of time.
- 1:02:28I was with a guy that was I was really close to it.
- 1:02:30Leavenworth, we're Greg, who did 16 months and a County Jail.
- 1:02:37How did you what was the strategy in your mind going into
- 1:02:40prison? How did you live in that unknown
- 1:02:42World? Walking through, after going
- 1:02:44through five months of solitary? Finally, getting to your
- 1:02:47destination. Seth, what where were you as far
- 1:02:51as your thinking and how you're going to live your life in
- 1:02:54there? Everything is based on just
- 1:02:58trying to get through today. Yep.
- 1:03:01And preparing yourself for when you get home.
- 1:03:04Yep. And a lot of guys don't do that.
- 1:03:06A lot of guys just live for today and that's why they get so
- 1:03:09scared about returning home. Right.
- 1:03:13And I thought well what can I do to use my gifts now?
- 1:03:21Help people. How can I reimagine myself?
- 1:03:28today, and as I move forward, And to be open to learn from
- 1:03:35everyone, right? But how do I get through daily?
- 1:03:41A lot of it is by making lists. I recorded everything.
- 1:03:46I write down. Everything every book, I read
- 1:03:51every letter. I wrote everybody, that wrote me
- 1:03:53a letter, I had numbered it. I kept track of things.
- 1:03:56I haven't tried to do things to keep my mind engaged.
- 1:04:00I would create, you know, those words search games, get four
- 1:04:05kids, when we, how to make those.
- 1:04:08You know, I was all types of things.
- 1:04:10I would make tic-tac-toe games. Instead of my kids, here's my
- 1:04:15accidents and that I learn how to play the saxophone.
- 1:04:19I learned how to play the piano. I became beginner instructor of
- 1:04:24both of those in Morgantown. I went to every Catholic mass
- 1:04:29every Catholic, catechism, Protestant worship, service
- 1:04:33Protestant, Bible study, you name it.
- 1:04:34I was just trying to soak it all up.
- 1:04:38I taught GED 19 of my students earn their GED the eyes.
- 1:04:44How did that make you feel in there in prison?
- 1:04:47Getting these guys into GED world of the greatest recidivism
- 1:04:55Reduction Program is an education.
- 1:04:59I had talked about my father, doing mortar, who has crimes and
- 1:05:02me found myself actually doing it and living it.
- 1:05:06Yeah. That's something.
- 1:05:10And so it was just as bizarre as it sounds is a very rewarding
- 1:05:16experience. I taught classical poetry.
- 1:05:20I taught a Workforce Development and I talked spin class.
- 1:05:25Also, you know, you ride the bicycle.
- 1:05:27Yeah. I talk to you in class and I
- 1:05:30started lifting weights every morning with really young kids.
- 1:05:33Yeah. And it was just a way of
- 1:05:37survival just trying to adapt. Well, that's it's something you
- 1:05:42and I talked about Seth that I think is, you know he talked to
- 1:05:47you I mean named off all the different things that you lost
- 1:05:50and you know, hitting that Rock. Bottom's point where you know
- 1:05:56you have to decide whether I'm going to live or I'm going to
- 1:05:58die, basically, right. And you have that also moment
- 1:06:02where you say, My world has become a bunk bed a locker and a
- 1:06:09plastic chair. And from that moment, you know,
- 1:06:13like you and I were time that's somewhat liberating.
- 1:06:15Because you find in that moment, I can't believe I got here.
- 1:06:19I can't believe I'm here, but I can survive it.
- 1:06:23I can I can adapt to it and there's something about that
- 1:06:26moment that fills you up, was something that you didn't know
- 1:06:30you had or you hadn't reached that deep to know that you
- 1:06:33needed it. But they did something, right?
- 1:06:37And your point, exactly. But the nightmare occurring,
- 1:06:43right? Well, you know, I used to have
- 1:06:46you told you, I used to love gardening, right?
- 1:06:48So I had a great riding tractor, I got every type of weed,
- 1:06:51whackers this, that, and the other, I used to, I used to love
- 1:06:55grilling, I love grilling, I love the girl, what would my
- 1:06:57wife lie has five Grill? She told me that I don't know.
- 1:07:01Anything is good fun girls the propane, I got the charcoal, I
- 1:07:05got a smoker, I got this and that Well, for thirty four
- 1:07:11months, all I had was a locker that was connected to the wall.
- 1:07:17Yeah. That was three feet tall 2 feet
- 1:07:21wide and one foot deep. And everything I needed was in.
- 1:07:27There was right there. Yeah.
- 1:07:30So, all these things chasing, I need this.
- 1:07:35Thing, you know, like I don't carry a watch.
- 1:07:37Now it's not that I like the Rolex watch.
- 1:07:40I used to have sure you had meaning because it was, you
- 1:07:44know, similar to the one that my father had.
- 1:07:46But it had meaning to me, but just looking on the phone tells
- 1:07:51me the time. Yeah, I would, I'd hate to be in
- 1:07:54the watch business. Now with everybody carrying
- 1:07:55around a phone that tells him, what?
- 1:07:57Time it is. Yeah.
- 1:08:00So, you know, all of these things that I thought I had to
- 1:08:04have. I didn't need them.
- 1:08:07Yeah. And I was, you know, a false A
- 1:08:12false world. I created about stuff that I
- 1:08:15needed and discussed it. The why?
- 1:08:18Well, let me ask you this Seth, because you did all these things
- 1:08:21while you were in there, you were helping people you were
- 1:08:23seeing accomplishments. It was filling you up, right?
- 1:08:26As you're getting closer to the door to freedom and he went
- 1:08:30through a program. The night seemed nine-month
- 1:08:32program. I went through that was you
- 1:08:35know, you it was a real program that called our depth that you
- 1:08:40you have to adhere to. And it's if you live in a
- 1:08:43certain place and you do certain things and thinking about
- 1:08:50getting out, what were you thinking?
- 1:08:52As far as here's Seth Williams before accomplished did all
- 1:08:59these lists of things have gone into prison?
- 1:09:02I've kind of re-establish myself and my my strength of being able
- 1:09:07to help people and do things. What were you thinking about
- 1:09:10when you were getting out? What was what Is your thought
- 1:09:13process of how is life going to project me out of here?
- 1:09:18In many ways coming home and trying to get started again more
- 1:09:25difficult than actually being away.
- 1:09:29Absolutely. Yeah.
- 1:09:33I bought more of the people that I had helped that I had done
- 1:09:39things for or people that would recognize.
- 1:09:43Here's the guy who was an assistant DA Civil attorney
- 1:09:48criminal defense, attorney Army lawyer, and officer elected VA,
- 1:09:54I would say more people would come seeking me from my
- 1:10:00perspective and advice on crime prevention.
- 1:10:03Public Safety. Yeah, that wasn't the case.
- 1:10:09You know, so I Thought well, what can I do?
- 1:10:13And I really found that I found great joy and value and reward.
- 1:10:20And what I learned teaching GED that the majority of the men
- 1:10:24that I've taught never had problems getting legitimate
- 1:10:28jobs, you know, they were ever supplementing their income with
- 1:10:32things that brought them into conflict with the government.
- 1:10:34Sure. But they never had problems
- 1:10:36getting job. They had problems keeping jobs.
- 1:10:41So it's my it was my goal. I said well, if nothing else,
- 1:10:45you know? And I've created I have my own
- 1:10:47LLC, Second Chance strategies and I advise eyes and I contract
- 1:10:56with nonprofits or businesses to create vocational training and
- 1:11:01Workforce Development programs, to create a direct pipeline from
- 1:11:06returning citizens to Careers love it and no told me the other
- 1:11:12day I think is so powerful for so many reasons, Seth because
- 1:11:17I'm lucky to be in this chair and get to interview people like
- 1:11:20you week after week. And when I hear of something
- 1:11:25where somebody has gone through what you've gone through and you
- 1:11:28realize that they didn't take your brain, they didn't take you
- 1:11:30for a drive and whatever that grit is that made you who you
- 1:11:35were as a kid and through college and and, and get through
- 1:11:38what you Got through. To then give that journey into
- 1:11:45your overall experience and help people, man.
- 1:11:48That's got to feel good. Yeah, and you still very
- 1:11:52challenging, yeah, but just very recently, things have changed
- 1:11:57much for the better, but I will be creating another vocational
- 1:12:02training program that not only provides the Technical Training,
- 1:12:08but also provides the The life skills and Workforce
- 1:12:12Development. The people skills, I refer to
- 1:12:15them as the power of skilled people often refer to them as
- 1:12:18the soft skills. Yeah, but about you know
- 1:12:21Stanford did a study and 85% of the skills that you need in the
- 1:12:27workplace aren't the technical skills about how to make the
- 1:12:30widget. There are gonna show up on time.
- 1:12:34Yeah. How to deal John for it.
- 1:12:36Perfect sure. All those things and so on.
- 1:12:40I'll be doing that. Also having a resource
- 1:12:47specialist social worker, that's there to help people navigate
- 1:12:53and remove the barriers that they have to employment and to
- 1:12:56housing, getting government documents.
- 1:12:59You know? When you come home, you have to
- 1:13:01the house, you have to have a job.
- 1:13:05You've got to get your Social Security card.
- 1:13:07You got to get to her birth certificate but nobody helps you
- 1:13:11do any of those things. Know what I always say to people
- 1:13:14on this show is it that we're the last of our breed.
- 1:13:17The ex-felon is the last of their breed that can be legally
- 1:13:20discriminated. Against you got to check the box
- 1:13:23that you have this for your job and and they won't rent to you A
- 1:13:26lot of times if you have a record, so it's legal and you
- 1:13:31have to help people get through that or they do fall back into
- 1:13:35that recidivism of the 75%. The first apartment I applied
- 1:13:40for when I got home, I got denied.
- 1:13:42Yep. after all this you know it happened in your life, you know,
- 1:13:49it's and I want to ask you Seth too because having somebody like
- 1:13:53you on the show considering what all is going on in our society
- 1:13:58and the United States right now with Our system, you know, the
- 1:14:03the criminal justice system and what we're seeing, it's in the
- 1:14:06news every week, every day, you know, both political parties,
- 1:14:10everybody's out there, you know talking what do you think?
- 1:14:15What do you think of it all? And what do you what?
- 1:14:17What are the ways that it could be better?
- 1:14:21Well, we're being sold a false narrative.
- 1:14:25And given a false Choice by some extreme left-wing people that we
- 1:14:31have to only focus on reforming the system, right?
- 1:14:39So the pendulum swings back and forth and criminal justice from
- 1:14:42Law and Order to tough-on-crime thright to just being soft on
- 1:14:46crime or either it goes back and forth.
- 1:14:48Oh yeah, you can watch through the decades.
- 1:14:50Huh changes back and forth and swings.
- 1:14:52Yeah, well and a friend of mine who used to be the district
- 1:14:55attorney of San Francisco, then she became the Attorney General
- 1:14:58of California and the United States, senator who happens to
- 1:15:01be now the vice president United States Kamala Harris, wrote a
- 1:15:05great book, called smart on crime.
- 1:15:07I really think the answer isn't being being soft or hard on
- 1:15:10trying to be smart on crime with address.
- 1:15:12The root causes but you have this is Extreme left-wing people
- 1:15:19that are awaiting offices in District, Attorney's offices and
- 1:15:24whatnot across the country who have made a false Choice.
- 1:15:28It's not reform. The criminal justice system or
- 1:15:32provide Public Safety. Yeah, we have to be both, right?
- 1:15:35Smartly. Yeah, that would be done
- 1:15:37simultaneously. And well the public wants to be
- 1:15:42safely. One fewer people to shoot each
- 1:15:44other. Right right.
- 1:15:46But some of these like in Philadelphia the DEA got rid of
- 1:15:48all these programs I had created right?
- 1:15:52But you things that they were overly, you know?
- 1:15:55Yeah the prisons were there's a disproportionate number of
- 1:15:59people in prison for shooting people in Philadelphia that are
- 1:16:02black and brown men. That's the reality, it's very
- 1:16:06sad. The truth is also that Eighty
- 1:16:13percent of the men, shooting each other in Philadelphia are
- 1:16:15black and brown men shooting each other, right?
- 1:16:17That's a reality as well. So we had to do all, we can to
- 1:16:21prevent them from shooting each other, we also have to hold them
- 1:16:24accountable for behavior and again it's not the severity of
- 1:16:29punishment that changes Behavior.
- 1:16:32It's the certainty of accountability like yeah.
- 1:16:37Yeah accountability and you know a And it's one of the things too
- 1:16:43that I think is important is that people coming out of prison
- 1:16:47or not prison creatures, they should not all be taken in one
- 1:16:51gigantic barrel and and and treated exactly the same.
- 1:16:54There's some people that are desperately trying for a second
- 1:16:57chance to make things work for themselves and they hopefully
- 1:17:03can find their way through and have you know, you need support.
- 1:17:06You know, when you get out, you need people, you need mentors.
- 1:17:09Like you're talking about Seth that can help you to the next
- 1:17:11step, you know, there. And there's people that will
- 1:17:14apply themselves if given that opportunity and, you know,
- 1:17:17hopefully that's, that's something that happens is as we
- 1:17:20get along here, is that as Society, learns a little bit
- 1:17:24more about what's going on in this world.
- 1:17:29All these people that go and experience the criminal justice
- 1:17:33system, there's quite a few of them, got some talents out here
- 1:17:36that can be helpful to society, as a whole and, and, and least
- 1:17:40given the opportunity to do that.
- 1:17:42Yeah, Seth, let me ask you something that I ask everybody
- 1:17:46this but for you. I think it's just an interesting
- 1:17:49thing to look at just from everything that's happened in
- 1:17:52your life. What do you think your greatest
- 1:17:55takeaway from your journey that you've been through?
- 1:18:01That all things happen for the good of God.
- 1:18:06And that it's all because of him and for him and through him and
- 1:18:11that you know I just have a role to play for him and it's not
- 1:18:17about what I think is best so is my group that was my greatest,
- 1:18:23takeaway is just you know an incredibly incredible spiritual
- 1:18:30journey and you know so that was a major part.
- 1:18:35I also learned And that people, that I otherwise would not have
- 1:18:41met or would not have thought to me.
- 1:18:45I thought I was brought up in a great way and I can learn from
- 1:18:47everybody, but being in prison really forced me, but some of
- 1:18:52the wisest men. Yeah, that logic Asian.
- 1:18:56Yeah. And I've learned so much from
- 1:18:58them and you've gotten more people are respectful and
- 1:19:02prison. Yeah, there's an echo effect.
- 1:19:05It's a society respect refined based on hierarchy.
- 1:19:10Yeah, respect from where you sit when you're watching TV, Yahoo
- 1:19:17getting in line for, for, for lunch to everything is about,
- 1:19:22you know, his hierarchy and respect.
- 1:19:25And I learned a lot from that. I also learn that.
- 1:19:31You don't know what you can survive.
- 1:19:33Yeah. Until you're forced to survive
- 1:19:36the worst. Yeah.
- 1:19:38So true. And so just from a pure
- 1:19:42resilience somewhat liberating, right?
- 1:19:47The girlfriend is a little say to me you know is it too hot in
- 1:19:49here? Let me turn the air conditioner.
- 1:19:53Whatever, let me see a warning in me anymore.
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- 1:21:06Thanks so much for being here today.
- 1:21:07Appreciate the story. Thank you very much.
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