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What is Fear? | Ep. 3 · As A Man Awaketh Podshare

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SPEAKER_00: What is fear?
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SPEAKER_00: What is fear?
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SPEAKER_00: Well, to start off, these videos that I'm making are not planned.
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SPEAKER_00: I don't have any bullet points in front of me.
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SPEAKER_00: I don't have a script running in front of me.
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SPEAKER_00: I don't even have any kind of agenda that I want to talk about.
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SPEAKER_00: And this is something that
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committing to as far as my own surrendering process goes in in
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conjunction with my
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inner healing because living in a place of surrender is
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ultimately where I want to
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SPEAKER_00: be to fully trust the universe God creator whatever you want to call it
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SPEAKER_00: consciousness to fully trust that energy that being
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SPEAKER_00: to guide my life.
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SPEAKER_00: And you know,
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my ego over the last few days was trying to come up with things
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I'm gonna say and
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SPEAKER_00: make all kinds of plans of how I'm gonna say it and what I'm gonna say.
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And I'll talk about surrender and I'll talk about this,
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I'll talk about that.
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And I'm like,
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nope,
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nope,
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not gonna talk about anything that you suggest,
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ego.
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I am going to go into this recording completely blank or at
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least as blank as I possibly can
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and just flow with whatever comes through me and of course as
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it turns out just
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before the recording there was a quick conversation I had with
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one of my mentors
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and the topic of fear came up and I asked him a question and he
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pointed out well
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it's probably fear you have in your stomach still and that was
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like ah shoot okay
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SPEAKER_00: yep I feel it
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SPEAKER_00: So we're going to talk about fear.
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SPEAKER_00: And what is fear?
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SPEAKER_00: Well,
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SPEAKER_00: most people think of fear,
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SPEAKER_00: at least in my experience,
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as something that you're afraid of a certain situation because
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it might cause you
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SPEAKER_00: harm.
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Whether that be physical harm,
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emotional harm,
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mental harm,
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financial harm.
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SPEAKER_00: I'm afraid to give up my job that I hate.
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SPEAKER_00: Because it's giving me a certain financial security.
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Even though,
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you know,
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in today's world,
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there is no such thing as financial security.
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SPEAKER_00: Everything could go up in smoke any moment now.
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SPEAKER_00: So fear is interesting because obviously it's an inherent part of life.
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Not just in human life,
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but you can see it in the natural world too,
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in animals,
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right?
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SPEAKER_00: You can even see it in microbes.
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that there's a certain stimuli based on the outside world that
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sentient beings,
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SPEAKER_00: even if it's just a multi-cell organism,
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SPEAKER_00: it's still sentient on some level,
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SPEAKER_00: that once that stimuli enters their system...
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SPEAKER_00: There's a knee-jerk reaction.
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SPEAKER_00: There's a protection mechanism.
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There's something that kicks in that is often referred to as
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the fight-or-flight mode.
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So you're either going to fight yourself out of this situation
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or you're going to
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SPEAKER_00: run like hell or like heaven.
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SPEAKER_00: So in our case,
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SPEAKER_00: in the human species,
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SPEAKER_00: we have something very deeply in ourselves,
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SPEAKER_00: in our nervous system,
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SPEAKER_00: Primarily governed by the amygdala.
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So the amygdala is a little gland on the back of your brain
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that creates the fear hormones.
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SPEAKER_00: And I forgot off the top of my head what they are now.
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But the amygdala is basically there to inject these fear
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hormones into your system
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SPEAKER_00: if it perceives fear.
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SPEAKER_00: to be in a dangerous situation.
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SPEAKER_00: In the classic example,
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SPEAKER_00: when we were still living in tribes mostly and we were hunter-gatherers,
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SPEAKER_00: if we encountered a dangerous animal like a saber-toothed tiger,
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then our automatic fear response would kick in and it would
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inject into our
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bloodstream high doses of adrenaline so we could either fight
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our way through this
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situation or we can run away and hopefully run faster than the
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saber-toothed tiger,
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SPEAKER_00: which probably didn't work out so well back in the day.
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SPEAKER_00: So it's a system that's designed to protect us.
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SPEAKER_00: It's a system that's designed to protect our physical well-being.
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It detects danger,
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and then it kicks us automatically into fight-or-flight
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response.
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SPEAKER_00: It shuts down all other functions of the brain,
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SPEAKER_00: including the frontal cortex,
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SPEAKER_00: which is designed for higher intelligence,
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SPEAKER_00: reasoning...
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SPEAKER_00: critical thought, calculations, analysis, all that goes out the window.
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And the nervous system goes into like a hyper performance mode
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to either fight or flight,
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right?
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SPEAKER_00: And everything else is beside the point.
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SPEAKER_00: And you may also notice that when you are in a fearful situation,
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SPEAKER_00: all of a sudden you have to go to the bathroom.
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SPEAKER_00: Why is that?
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SPEAKER_00: Well, because your nervous system wants to dump extra weight.
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SPEAKER_00: so that you're lighter during fight or flight.
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SPEAKER_00: That's why you have that response,
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SPEAKER_00: which is also why you have that response when you drink coffee.
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SPEAKER_00: Coffee brings your system into fight or flight,
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SPEAKER_00: because believe it or not,
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SPEAKER_00: coffee is recognized by our biological,
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SPEAKER_00: physical body as a poison.
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SPEAKER_00: That's why you start sweating.
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SPEAKER_00: That's why your heart starts pumping.
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SPEAKER_00: And your frontal cortex shuts down.
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There's a reduction of up to 40% in blood flow to the brain
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after just one cup of coffee.
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SPEAKER_00: Look it up.
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SPEAKER_00: There's plenty of videos online.
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SPEAKER_00: Jason Kristof does an excellent expose on coffee.
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SPEAKER_00: So anyway, side note.
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SPEAKER_00: So your system then goes into this fight or flight mode once it...
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SPEAKER_00: Once it detects perceived danger, perceived danger.
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SPEAKER_00: Now,
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SPEAKER_00: obviously,
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SPEAKER_00: in our modern world here,
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SPEAKER_00: with our hyper-technologicalized world,
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SPEAKER_00: we don't have to fight saber-toothed tigers anymore.
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You know,
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maybe a grumpy neighbor every once in a while,
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depending on election season.
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SPEAKER_00: Who knows?
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SPEAKER_00: But...
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most of the time we don't have to fight our way through life
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anymore right we go to
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the grocery store get our food and whatever or farmers market
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ideally and so that
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that system that that automatic response system the
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fight-or-flight system is still
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SPEAKER_00: within us though and in today's world
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SPEAKER_00: You know,
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SPEAKER_00: the example I gave earlier,
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SPEAKER_00: when we quit our job,
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SPEAKER_00: then we no longer have financial security.
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SPEAKER_00: So we equate then financial security with physical well-being.
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SPEAKER_00: Well, if I lose my job, I'm not going to make money.
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SPEAKER_00: That means I'm not going to be able to pay my rent.
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That means I'm not going to be able to feed myself or my
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children or my family.
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SPEAKER_00: That means I'm going to end up on the street.
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SPEAKER_00: That means we're going to die on the street, right?
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SPEAKER_00: So the subconscious...
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which calculates and processes information at at least eight
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million bits per
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second makes all these calculations basically you know let's
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say your your boss is
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unsatisfied with your work performance and you get that gut
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feeling of oh shit
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SPEAKER_00: I'm going to lose my job.
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SPEAKER_00: And then the fear starts.
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SPEAKER_00: The system sets into gear.
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Within a millisecond,
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it calculates if you lose your job,
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your family is going to die.
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SPEAKER_00: And all the steps in between I just lined out.
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So that's when you suddenly get into fear mode and you can't
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fight or flight with
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SPEAKER_00: your boss in that situation.
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SPEAKER_00: So what's the next best thing?
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SPEAKER_00: You obey.
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SPEAKER_00: You obey, you become quiet, you become appeasing.
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SPEAKER_00: Please, authority figure, don't hurt me, don't harm me.
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SPEAKER_00: I need this job to stay alive and to keep my family alive as well.
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Your subconscious does that in a fraction of a second and you
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get that fear response.
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SPEAKER_00: So that's a...
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SPEAKER_00: a rather benign example.
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SPEAKER_00: And there's more to it.
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Obviously,
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I'm just giving sort of an overview of how it works in our
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modern world today.
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SPEAKER_00: But as I said, fear is something so deep within us that at the very core,
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We still have a lot of fears about all kinds of things,
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including stuff that's not even ours.
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SPEAKER_00: So, for example...
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SPEAKER_00: My family lived through both world wars, World War I and World War II.
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And through my sacred plant medicine journeys that I've taken
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over these past few
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SPEAKER_00: years,
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there were at least one occasion where I remember I saw the
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trauma and the fear
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SPEAKER_00: that was in my DNA,
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SPEAKER_00: in my family's lineage,
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SPEAKER_00: where
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SPEAKER_00: from that time, World War I and World War II.
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I saw a few visuals and a few images with that,
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but that was sort of secondary.
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SPEAKER_00: I felt the terror.
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SPEAKER_00: I felt the fear of what it was like to live through those times.
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SPEAKER_00: And it was inside of me.
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SPEAKER_00: I could feel it.
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SPEAKER_00: And it was coming out.
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SPEAKER_00: And it was absolutely terrifying.
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SPEAKER_00: And on another journey that I took, I had to face my existential fear.
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SPEAKER_00: That fear, as it was coming out, was in every cell of my being.
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SPEAKER_00: It was in the tips of my toes.
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SPEAKER_00: It was at the ends of my hair, on the top of my head.
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SPEAKER_00: I felt it.
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SPEAKER_00: I could see this fear coming.
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SPEAKER_00: how it had basically spread itself into every single cell of my body.
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SPEAKER_00: And when that happened,
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SPEAKER_00: that night,
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SPEAKER_00: when I was facing my existential fear and I was releasing it,
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SPEAKER_00: it was coming out,
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SPEAKER_00: that was absolutely the most terrifying,
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SPEAKER_00: scariest moment of my entire life.
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SPEAKER_00: And there was a moment where I thought, like, I'm going to choke.
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SPEAKER_00: I'm going to choke on my fear.
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SPEAKER_00: I'm not going to, you know, this is it.
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SPEAKER_00: Now, I survived, obviously.
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SPEAKER_00: But all that to say is, why didn't I feel this intense fear of
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SPEAKER_00: When I was going through my day-to-day life,
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SPEAKER_00: you know,
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SPEAKER_00: 20,
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SPEAKER_00: 30 years of my life,
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SPEAKER_00: why didn't I feel it?
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SPEAKER_00: Why didn't I feel it?
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SPEAKER_00: Why did I have to go to,
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SPEAKER_00: you know,
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SPEAKER_00: a professionally guided planned ceremony journey to face that fear,
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SPEAKER_00: to let it come out,
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SPEAKER_00: let it wash through me,
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SPEAKER_00: get it out of my system?
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SPEAKER_00: Because the subconscious mind...
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again is designed to protect you it is designed to protect your
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physical well-being
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so it is absolutely incredible what it's capable of doing when
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it relates to
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SPEAKER_00: suppressing
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your emotions especially the the negative ones you know the
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heavy um negative
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emotions that we're all exposed to especially when we're
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growing up i mean birth by
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itself is very traumatizing you know i had i had to go through
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a c-section and yeah
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SPEAKER_00: i remember some of that
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SPEAKER_00: That will be a whole other video coming soon.
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SPEAKER_00: But we all have fear and we all have fear sitting very,
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very deeply inside of us that we're not aware of because our
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subconscious mind is
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SPEAKER_00: protecting us.
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SPEAKER_00: It is protecting our physical well-being.
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SPEAKER_00: It's protecting our mental well-being.
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It's saying that whenever we sort of look in that direction or
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whenever we like we
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SPEAKER_00: want to self-inquire,
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and we want to examine a situation where we felt intense fear
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and it didn't really
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SPEAKER_00: make sense and we start asking questions,
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it will throw off all kinds of flares and distractions and
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other signals to
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SPEAKER_00: distract your mind away from what's really behind
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SPEAKER_00: that fear?
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SPEAKER_00: Why did that situation that wasn't really that big of a deal,
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SPEAKER_00: like the boss being upset with you,
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SPEAKER_00: why did that create such intense fear inside of me that was completely
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SPEAKER_00: disproportional to the actual situation that I was in?
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SPEAKER_00: Because the sheer notion
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of letting that fear come out,
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first of all,
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in a social setting,
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would be rather unacceptable.
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I mean,
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you're hissing and fitting and spitting your fear out of your
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system.
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SPEAKER_00: That's kind of a weird situation, obviously.
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SPEAKER_00: But more than that, the ego...
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is built upon your fear and on your pain and all the other you
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know misery and
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self-doubt and all the other negative emotions that is the
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foundation upon which
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SPEAKER_00: the ego has built itself
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SPEAKER_00: And the ego, it's fiction.
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SPEAKER_00: It's a fictional construct.
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SPEAKER_00: I've talked about this in the last video.
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SPEAKER_00: But nonetheless, it has a survival mechanism of its own.
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SPEAKER_00: It doesn't want to die.
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SPEAKER_00: It doesn't want to lose its foundation.
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SPEAKER_00: I mean, how do you feel when there's an earthquake, for example, right?
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SPEAKER_00: You feel like you're losing ground.
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SPEAKER_00: It's not a very comfortable feeling.
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So you're going to do everything you can to hold on to power
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and to hold on to
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SPEAKER_00: control and to save your life.
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SPEAKER_00: Similar to the ego,
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the subconscious fictional construct that had to build itself
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upon the fear and the
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SPEAKER_00: doubt and the worry and the anxiety,
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SPEAKER_00: whatever the case may be.
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SPEAKER_00: Pain for sure.
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SPEAKER_00: Fear is like one level above pain.
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SPEAKER_00: So there's always pain at the very root cause of everything.
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SPEAKER_00: So the ego has built itself upon that.
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SPEAKER_00: And that's who we think we are.
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SPEAKER_00: That's who I thought I was.
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SPEAKER_00: Until I realized,
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SPEAKER_00: wait a second,
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SPEAKER_00: you know,
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SPEAKER_00: through these plant medicine journeys,
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SPEAKER_00: I was able to see myself from a whole different angle.
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I saw that the ego,
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again,
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had built itself upon the basis of pain and fear and was...
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SPEAKER_00: creating a self-image that I thought was me,
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SPEAKER_00: when in fact it wasn't me,
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it was my ego that was trying to protect me from discovering
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all the deep-seated
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SPEAKER_00: fear I had.
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SPEAKER_00: So now obviously, okay, what's the solution?
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SPEAKER_00: So we can agree that everyone is in some form of pain.
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SPEAKER_00: We can agree that everyone is in some kind of fear.
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And if you don't have fear yourself,
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then you definitely have fear from your ancestors.
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SPEAKER_00: I mean, it's very rare for someone not to have some level of fear.
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SPEAKER_00: I mean, we live in some pretty scary times.
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so okay everyone has pain everyone has fear now how do we start
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dealing with that
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if what i'm saying is true and you know you're welcome to
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verify this with other
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psychologists and other people who understand consciousness who
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understand the
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subconscious mind and the brain and how it operates so if we
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assume this to be
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right okay then we can assume two things number one who i think
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i am is not who i
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SPEAKER_00: am number two
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The real me,
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my true essence,
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who I truly am,
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is buried underneath all that pain and fear.
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SPEAKER_00: So then the next logical conclusion will be,
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SPEAKER_00: okay,
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SPEAKER_00: I'm going to have to start looking at myself,
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SPEAKER_00: at my pain,
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SPEAKER_00: at my fear,
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SPEAKER_00: and release it.
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SPEAKER_00: Let it come out.
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and you know there's many different modalities one of them i
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shared in the last
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video discoverhealing.com it's a very good process where you
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can start to release
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some of those old fears of yours and even false core beliefs
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and false core
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identities based upon that pain and that fear ideally you know
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what i'm going to
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SPEAKER_00: say is professionally guided plant medicine
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And it has to be someone that you're doing this with who
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understands what it's
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SPEAKER_00: like,
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SPEAKER_00: who understands consciousness,
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who understands how the brain and specifically the subconscious
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works and how fear
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SPEAKER_00: operates.
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SPEAKER_00: And you might say that, oh, well, I don't have that much fear.
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SPEAKER_00: I have a bit of anxiety.
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SPEAKER_00: I take Xanax or whatever and I'm good.
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SPEAKER_00: Well,
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SPEAKER_00: my teacher would say, never underestimate the power of denial.
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SPEAKER_00: I thought I was perfectly fine.
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SPEAKER_00: I thought I was, you know, a healthy adult, operating.
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SPEAKER_00: I was, you know, mostly, most of the time I was in a good mood.
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But there were some areas in my life that just had a lot of
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friction and things
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SPEAKER_00: didn't work out well,
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SPEAKER_00: no matter what I did or how I tried.
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SPEAKER_00: Because the suppressed fear...
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SPEAKER_00: will not necessarily generate the feeling of fear,
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SPEAKER_00: but it will generate behaviors,
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SPEAKER_00: thought patterns,
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SPEAKER_00: certain preferences and dislikes.
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It'll certainly create certain boundaries,
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sort of invisible walls around you.
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Like I can't make more than five grand a month or whatever the
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case may be.
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SPEAKER_00: And you may try to
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SPEAKER_00: you know,
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be an entrepreneur and you may try to get that raise or
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whatever the case may be,
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SPEAKER_00: you're trying to get more money.
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SPEAKER_00: But whatever you're doing,
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SPEAKER_00: whatever you're trying,
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SPEAKER_00: you're just not breaking through that 5K barrier,
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SPEAKER_00: no matter what you try.
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SPEAKER_00: So then the question becomes, okay, what is preventing me?
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SPEAKER_00: How am I preventing myself, really?
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SPEAKER_00: From breaking through that barrier.
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SPEAKER_00: What's inside of me.
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SPEAKER_00: That's preventing me.
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SPEAKER_00: To go beyond that.
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SPEAKER_00: Invisible limit.
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SPEAKER_00: And so.
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SPEAKER_00: That's when.
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SPEAKER_00: The hero's journey begins.
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SPEAKER_00: When you start asking yourself.
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SPEAKER_00: These hard questions.
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SPEAKER_00: And eventually.
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SPEAKER_00: If you do it well enough.
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SPEAKER_00: You're going to discover some pretty.
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SPEAKER_00: Hard truths.
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SPEAKER_00: about yourself,
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SPEAKER_00: about your family,
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SPEAKER_00: about your ancestors,
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SPEAKER_00: about the world,
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SPEAKER_00: about energy,
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SPEAKER_00: about your spirit,
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SPEAKER_00: about your soul,
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SPEAKER_00: about everything you thought you knew to be true about yourself.
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SPEAKER_00: Truth is what it is.
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SPEAKER_00: You can either bend it to its will or you can continue living a lie.
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But,
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hey,
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I'd rather swallow a hard truth than continue living a lie,
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especially these days.
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SPEAKER_00: So, I mean, this is just a quick touch on what fear really is.
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SPEAKER_00: And ultimately, when it comes down to it, everything is energy, right?
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SPEAKER_00: So we have energy, vibration, and frequency.
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SPEAKER_00: So those three elements make up our known reality.
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SPEAKER_00: So fear is an energy.
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SPEAKER_00: It's a frequency.
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SPEAKER_00: that sits somewhere in your system.
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SPEAKER_00: It's stored within the cells.
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SPEAKER_00: It's stored in your fascia.
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SPEAKER_00: It's stored in the muscles.
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SPEAKER_00: And your subconscious is blocking access to it, right?
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SPEAKER_00: Because the pain would just be too much to bear.
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SPEAKER_00: At least that's what it thinks.
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So when you start to dig into that deep vault and you start
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releasing some of that
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SPEAKER_00: fear,
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SPEAKER_00: you start to realize,
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SPEAKER_00: wait a second,
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That way of behaving or that way of thinking about myself,
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I don't want to do that anymore.
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SPEAKER_00: It doesn't serve me.
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Self-criticism or self-doubt or whatever the case may be or
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financial limits or
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worries or financial stressors that I'm putting upon myself
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because my dad or my
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SPEAKER_00: mom used to do that all the time when I was growing up.
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SPEAKER_00: So I picked it up.
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My subconscious absorbed it like a sponge when I was zero to
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six years old.
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SPEAKER_00: So everyone goes through that.
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SPEAKER_00: So whatever happened to you,
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SPEAKER_00: whatever happens in your environment when you were zero to six years old,
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SPEAKER_00: that went directly into your subconscious.
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SPEAKER_00: So fear is energy, and that energy has to come out.
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SPEAKER_00: And there's different ways it can come out.
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SPEAKER_00: Obviously,
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SPEAKER_00: with plant medicine,
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SPEAKER_00: there are several ways that the energy can discharge from your system.
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SPEAKER_00: It doesn't always have to require purging.
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SPEAKER_00: There are certain plants that not necessarily make you purge.
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So each plant is designed to do a specific job,
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depending on where you are in your journey.
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That's why,
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again,
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it helps to have someone who's very proficient with that.
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SPEAKER_00: And then once you realize, oh, it's just energy.
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SPEAKER_00: But it's such intense,
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SPEAKER_00: jagged,
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SPEAKER_00: chaotic,
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SPEAKER_00: discordant,
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SPEAKER_00: ugly,
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SPEAKER_00: loud even energy that's messing up my system.
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SPEAKER_00: And at the root core, I know I am peaceful.
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SPEAKER_00: I know I am love.
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SPEAKER_00: I know I am harmony.
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SPEAKER_00: Our souls, they come from God.
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They come from the creator,
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the source of all creation,
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whatever that is to you.
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So anything that's between your true essence and your physical
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perfect life,
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right?
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SPEAKER_00: There's fear, there's pain, there's anxiety, whatever the case may be.
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SPEAKER_00: And so the more we remove these blocks,
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SPEAKER_00: the more we shed these old heavy emotions,
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SPEAKER_00: the more our real self,
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SPEAKER_00: the more our pure soul is going to express itself physically.
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SPEAKER_00: We're going to have better thoughts about ourselves.
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SPEAKER_00: We're going to have better emotions about ourselves.
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SPEAKER_00: We're going to have less brain fog.
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SPEAKER_00: We're going to be clear and coherent.
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SPEAKER_00: More awareness about our surroundings.
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SPEAKER_00: We're going to be more emotionally intelligent.
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SPEAKER_00: We're not going to have these self-imposed limits on ourselves.
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SPEAKER_00: So think of it that way.
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You're taking apart an invisible prison that you have built
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around yourself.
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SPEAKER_00: And all we have to do, the key is within us.
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We have the key to our own freedom,
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our own inner self-expression and freedom.
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SPEAKER_00: But...
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SPEAKER_00: The cost for that is facing your pain,
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SPEAKER_00: facing your fear,
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SPEAKER_00: facing your anxiety,
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SPEAKER_00: letting your self-doubt come out,
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SPEAKER_00: letting your worry come out.
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SPEAKER_00: Whatever the case may be, let it all come out.
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SPEAKER_00: It has to come out.
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SPEAKER_00: It's just energy.
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SPEAKER_00: Yes, it's probably going to be painful.
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SPEAKER_00: And yes, it's going to be very scary when that shit comes out.
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SPEAKER_00: But it has to be done.
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SPEAKER_00: There is no other way.
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SPEAKER_00: The self-healing.
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SPEAKER_00: is how we heal our species.
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SPEAKER_00: That is how we heal our planet or plane, whatever you prefer.
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SPEAKER_00: We have to do the inner work first.
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SPEAKER_00: Stop worrying about the outside world.
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SPEAKER_00: The outside world is crazy.
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SPEAKER_00: It's a theater.
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SPEAKER_00: It's a show.
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SPEAKER_00: All the world's a stage, and you and I are merely players.
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SPEAKER_00: That's what Shakespeare said many centuries ago.
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SPEAKER_00: He knew what was going on.
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SPEAKER_00: So don't care.
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SPEAKER_00: Don't pay attention to the outer world.
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SPEAKER_00: Look within.
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Look within and look at your patterns,
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look at your fears,
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look at your pain.
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SPEAKER_00: Let it come out.
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SPEAKER_00: That is the way to true healing yourself,
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SPEAKER_00: your relationships,
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SPEAKER_00: your reality,
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SPEAKER_00: and ultimately our entire species and our collective consciousness.
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so thank you for watching let me know in the comments what you
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think about fear
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have you faced your fear yet where are you at in the process
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have you started the
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inner healing journey yet let me know in the comments i'd love
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to hear what you
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SPEAKER_00: think thank you so much for watching