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- 0:00Chapter one in the Garret of Green Gables. Thanks be. I'm done with
- 0:05geometry, learning or teaching it, said Anne Shirley, a trifle vindictively,
- 0:10as she thumped a somewhat battered volume of Euclid into a big chest of books,
- 0:15banged the lid in triumph, and sat down upon it, looking at
- 0:18Diana Wright across the Green Gables garret with gray eyes that were like a morning
- 0:23sky. The garret was a shadowy, suggestive, delightful place, as all
- 0:28garrets should be. Through the open window by which Anne sat blew the sweet
- 0:32scented sun warm air of the August afternoon. Outside, poplar boughs rustled and
- 0:38tossed in the wind. Beyond them were the woods where lovers Lane wound its
- 0:43enchanted path, and the old apple orchard, which still bore its rosy harvest
- 0:47munificently. And over all was a great mountain range of snowy clouds in the
- 0:53blue southern sky. Through the other window was glimpsed a distant, white capped
- 0:58blue sea, the beautiful Saint Lawrence Gulf on which floats like a jewel abig
- 1:03white, whose softer, sweeter Indian name has long been forsaken for the more
- 1:07prosaic one of Prince Edward Island. Diana Wright, three years older than when
- 1:12we last saw her, had grown somewhat matronly in the intervening time. But
- 1:18her eyes were as black and brilliant, her cheeks as rosy, and her
- 1:22dimples as enchanting as in the long ago days when she and Anne Shirley had
- 1:26vowed eternal friendship in the garden at Orchard Slope. In her arms she held
- 1:32a small, sleeping, black curled creature who, for two happy years had
- 1:36been known to the world of Avonlea as Small and Cordelia. Avonlea folks knew
- 1:42why Diana had called her Anne, of course, but Avonlea folks were puzzled
- 1:46by the Cordelia. There had never been a Cordelia in the Rite or Barry
- 1:49connections. Missus Harmon Andrews said she supposed Diana had found the name in some
- 1:55trashy novel, and wondered that Fred hadn't more sense than to allow it.
- 1:59But Diana and Anne smiled at each other. They knew how small Anne Cordelia
- 2:04had come by her name. You always hated geometry, said Diana, with
- 2:07a retrospective smile. I should think you'd be real glad to be through with
- 2:12teaching anyhow, Oh, I've always liked teaching apart from geometry. These past
- 2:17three years in Summerside have been very pleasant ones. Missus Harmon Andrews told me
- 2:22when I came home that I wouldn't likely find married life as much better than
- 2:25teaching as I expected. Evidently, Missus Harmon is of Hamlet's opinion that it
- 2:30may be better to bear the ills that we have than fly to others that
- 2:34we know not. Of Anne's laugh, as blithe and irresistible as of your,
- 2:38with an added note of sweetness and maturity, rang through the garret.
- 2:44Marilla, in the kitchen below, compounding blue plum Preserve heard it and smiled,
- 2:49then sighed to think how seldom that dear laugh would echo through green gables
- 2:53in the years to come. Nothing in her life had ever given Marilla so
- 2:57much happiness as the knowledge that Anne Anne was going to marry Gilbert blythe But
- 3:01every joy must bring with it its little shadow of sorrow. During the three
- 3:07summer Side years, Anne had been home often for vacations and weekends, but
- 3:12after this a bi annual visit would be as much as could be hoped for.
- 3:15You needn't let what missus Harmon says worry you, said Diana, with
- 3:20the calm assurance of the four years matron. Married life has its ups and
- 3:23downs. Of course, you mustn't expect that everything will always go smoothly.
- 3:28But I can assure you, Anne that it's a happy life when you're married
- 3:31to the right man. Anne smothered a smile. Diana's airs of vast experience
- 3:37always amused her A little, I dare say, I'll be putting them on
- 3:40too when I've been married four years, she thought. Surely my sense of
- 3:44humor will preserve me from it. Though. Is it settled yet where you're
- 3:47going to live, asked Diana, cuddling Small and Cordelia with the inimitable gesture
- 3:53of motherhood, which always sent through Anne's heart filled with sweet, unuttered dreams
- 3:58and hopes, a thrill that was half pure pleasure and half a strange,
- 4:02ethereal pain. Yes, that was what I wanted to tell you when I
- 4:06phoned you to come down to day. By the way, I can't realize
- 4:10that we really have telephones in Avonlea. Now it sounds so preposterously up to
- 4:15date and modernish for this darling, leisurely old place. We can thank the
- 4:19Avs for them, said Diana. We should never have got the line if
- 4:23they hadn't taken the matter up and carried it through. There was enough cold
- 4:27water thrown to discourage any society, but they stuck to it. Nevertheless,
- 4:31you did a splendid thing for Avonlea when you founded that society, Anne,
- 4:34what fun we did have at our meetings. Will you ever forget the blue
- 4:39hall and Judson Parker's scheme for painting medicine advertisements on his fence. I don't
- 4:44know that I'm wholly grateful to the Avis in the matter of the telephone,
- 4:46said Anne. Oh, I know, it's most convenient, even more so
- 4:50than our old devisive signaling to each other by flashes of candle light. And
- 4:55as missus Rachel says, Avonlea must keep up with the procession, that's what.
- 5:00But somehow I feel as if I didn't want Avonleas spoiled by what mister
- 5:03Harrison, when he wants to be witty, calls modern inconveniences. I should
- 5:09like to have it kept always just as it was in the dear old years.
- 5:13That's foolish and sentimental and impossible, so I shall immediately become wise and
- 5:17practical impossible. The telephone, as mister Harrison concedes, is a buster of
- 5:23a good thing, even if you do know that probably half a dozen interested
- 5:27people are listening along the line. That's the worst of it, sighed Diana.
- 5:31It's so annoying to hear the receivers going down whenever you ring any one
- 5:34up, they say. Missus Harmon Andrews insisted that their phone should be put
- 5:39in their kitchen just so that she could listen whenever it rang and keep an
- 5:43eye on the dinner at the same time. To day, when you called
- 5:46me, I distinctly heard that queer clock of the pies striking, So no
- 5:50doubt Josie or Gerty was listening. Oh so that is why you said you've
- 5:55got a new clock at Green Gables, haven't you. I couldn't imagine what
- 5:58you meant. I heard a vicious click as soon as you had spoken.
- 6:01I suppose it was the pie receiver being hung up with profane energy. Well,
- 6:05never mind the pies, as missus Rachel says, Pies they always were,
- 6:10and pies they always will be world without end, Amen, I want
- 6:14to talk of pleasanter things. It's all settled as to where my new home
- 6:17shall be, oh Anne, where I do hope it's near here. No,
- 6:23that's the drawback. Gilbert is going to settle at Four Winds Harbor,
- 6:27sixty miles from here. Sixty it might as well be six hundred, sighed
- 6:31Diana. I never can get further from home now than Charlottetown. You'll have
- 6:36to come to Four Winds. It's the most beautiful harbor on the island.
- 6:41There's a little village called Glen sent Mary at its head, and doctor David
- 6:45Blythe has been practicing there for fifty years. He is Gilbert's great uncle.
- 6:48You know, he's going to retire, and Gilbert is to take over his
- 6:53practice. Doctor Blythe is going to keep his house, though, so we
- 6:56shall have to find a habitation for ourselves. I don't know yet what it
- 7:00is or where it will be in reality, but I have a little house
- 7:03of dreams, all furnished in my imagination, a tiny, delightful castle in
- 7:08Spain. Where are you going for your wedding tour, asked Diana. Nowhere,
- 7:14don't look horrified Diana, dearest, you suggest missus Harmon Andrews, She
- 7:18no doubt will remark condescendingly that people who can't afford wedding towers are real sensible
- 7:24not to take them, and then she'll remind me that Jane went to Europe
- 7:28for hers. I want to spend my honeymoon at four Winds in my own
- 7:31dear house of dreams. And you've decided not to have any bridesmaid. There
- 7:36isn't any one to have. You and Phil and Priscilla and Jane all stole
- 7:41a march on me in the matter of marriage, and Stella is teaching in
- 7:44Vancouver. I have no other kindred soul, and I won't have a bridesmaid
- 7:47who isn't. But you are going to wear a veil, aren't you,
- 7:51asked Diana anxiously. Yes, indeedy, I shouldn't feel like a bride without
- 7:56one. I remember telling Matthew that evening when he brought me to Green Gables,
- 8:01that I never expected to be a bride because I was so homely no
- 8:03one would ever want to marry me unless some foreign missionary did. I had
- 8:07an idea then that foreign missionaries couldn't afford to be finicky in the matter of
- 8:11looks. If they wanted a girl to risk her life among cannibals, you
- 8:16should have seen the foreign missionary Priscilla married. He was as handsome and inscrutable
- 8:20as those day dreams we once planned to marry ourselves, Diana, he was
- 8:24the best dressed man I ever met, and he raved over Priscilla's ethereal golden
- 8:28beauty. But of course there are no cannibals in Japan. Your wedding dress
- 8:33is a dream anyhow, sighed Diana rapturously. You'll look like a perfect queen
- 8:39in it. You're so tall and slender. How do you keep so slim,
- 8:43Anne, I'm fatter than ever. I'll soon have no waste at all.
- 8:46Stoutness and slimness seem to be matters of predestination, said Anne. At
- 8:50all events, Missus Harmon Andrews can't say to you what she said to me
- 8:54when I came home from Summerside. Well, Anne, you're just about as
- 8:58skinny as ever. It sounds quite romantic to be slender, but skinny has
- 9:03a very different tang. Missus Harmon has been talking about your trousseau. She
- 9:09admits it's as nice as Jane's, although she says Jane married a millionaire and
- 9:13you're only marrying a poor young doctor without assent to his name, Anne laughed,
- 9:18My dresses are nice. I love pretty things. I remember the first
- 9:22pretty dress I ever had, the brown Gloria Matthew gave me for our school
- 9:26concert. Before that, everything I had was so ugly. It seemed to
- 9:31me that I stepped into a new world that night. That was the night
- 9:35Gilbert recited beingin on the Rhine and looked at you when he said there's another
- 9:39not a sister, and you were so furious because he put your pink tissue
- 9:43rose in his breast pocket. He didn't imagine then that you would ever marry
- 9:46him. Oh well, that's another instance of predestination, laughed Anne. As
- 9:50they went down the garret stairs end of chapter one, Chapter two, the
- 9:58House of Dreams, there was more excitement in the air of Green Gables than
- 10:03there had ever been before in all its history. Even Marilla was so excited
- 10:07that she couldn't help showing it, which was little short of being phenomenal.
- 10:13There's never been a wedding in this house, she said, half apologetically to
- 10:16missus Rachel Lynde when I was a child, I heard an old minister say
- 10:20that a house was not a real home until it had been consecrated by a
- 10:24berth, a wedding and a death. We've had debts here. My father
- 10:28and mother died here, as well as Matthew. And we've even had a
- 10:31berth here long ago. Just after we moved into this house. We had
- 10:35a married hired man for a little while, and his wife had a baby
- 10:39here. But there's never been a wedding before. It does seem so strange
- 10:43to think of Anne being married. In a way. She just seems to
- 10:46me the little girl Matthew brought home here fourteen years ago. I can't realize
- 10:50that she's grown up. I shall never forget what I felt when I saw
- 10:54Matthew bringing in a girl. I wonder what became of the boy we would
- 10:58have got if there hadn't been a mistake. I wonder what his fate was.
- 11:01Well, it was a fortunate mistake, said missus Rachel Lynde. Though,
- 11:05mind you, there was a time I didn't think so. That evening
- 11:09I came up to see Anne and she treated us to such a scene.
- 11:11Many things have changed since then. That's what Missus Rachel sighed and then brisked
- 11:16up again. When weddings were in order, Missus Rachel was ready to let
- 11:20the dead past bury its dead. I'm going to give Anne two of my
- 11:24cotton warp spreads, she resumed, a tobacco stripe one and an apple leaf
- 11:30one. She tells me they're getting to be real fashionable again. Well fashion
- 11:33or no fashion, I don't believe there's anything prettier for a spare room bed
- 11:37than a nice apple leaf spread. That's what I must see about, getting
- 11:41them bleached. I've had them sewed up in cotton bags ever since Thomas died,
- 11:46and no doubt they're an awful color. But there's a month yet,
- 11:48and dew bleaching will work. Wonders only a month. Marilla sighed and then
- 11:54said proudly. I'm giving Anne that half dozen braided rugs I have in the
- 11:58garret. I never supposed she'd want them. They're so old fashioned, and
- 12:03nobody seems to want anything but hooked mats now. But she asked me for
- 12:07them, said she'd rather have them than anything else for her floors. They
- 12:11are pretty. I made them of the nicest rags and braided them in stripes.
- 12:15It was such company these last few winters. And I'll make her enough
- 12:18blue plum preserved to stock her jam closet for a year. It seems real
- 12:24strange. Those blue plum trees hadn't even a blossom for three years, and
- 12:28I thought they might as well be cut down. And this last spring they
- 12:31were white, and such a crop of plums I never remember at Green Gables.
- 12:37Well, thank goodness that Anne and Gilbert really are going to be married,
- 12:39after all. It's what I've always prayed for, said missus Rachel,
- 12:43in the tone of one who is comfortably sure that her prayers have availed much.
- 12:48It was a great relief to find out that she really didn't mean to
- 12:50take the Kingsport man. He was rich, to be sure, and Gilbert
- 12:54is poor at least to begin with. But then he's an island boy.
- 13:00He's Gilbert blythe said Marilla. Contentedly. Marilla would have died the death before
- 13:05she would have put into words the thought that was always in the background of
- 13:07her mind whenever she had looked at Gilbert from his childhood up, the thought
- 13:11that, had it not been for her own wilful pride long long ago,
- 13:16he might have been her son. Marilla felt that in some strange way,
- 13:22his marriage with Anne would put right that old mistake. Good had come out
- 13:26of the evil of the ancient bitterness. As for Anne herself, she was
- 13:30so happy that she almost felt frightened. The gods, so say the old
- 13:35superstition, do not like to behold two happy mortals. It is certain,
- 13:39at least that some human beings do not. Two of that ilk descended upon
- 13:43Anne one violet dusk, and proceeded to do what in them lay to prick
- 13:48the rainbow bubble of her satisfaction. If she thought she was getting any particular
- 13:54prize in young doctor Blythe or if she imagined that he was still as infatuated
- 13:58with her as he might have been in his salary, it was surely their
- 14:01duty to put the matter before her in another light. Yet these two worthy
- 14:05ladies were not enemies of Anne. On the contrary, they were really quite
- 14:09fond of her, and would have defended her as their own young had any
- 14:13one else attacked her. Human nature is not obliged to be consistent. Missus
- 14:18inglis Nay Jane Andrews, to quote from The Daily Enterprise, came with her
- 14:24mother and missus Jasper Bell. But in Jane the milk of human kindness had
- 14:28not been curdled by years of matrimonial bickerings. Her lines had fallen in pleasant
- 14:33places. In spite of the fact, as missus Rachel Lynde would say that
- 14:37she had married a millionaire, her marriage had been happy, wealth had not
- 14:41spoiled her. She was still the placid, amiable, pink cheeked Jane of
- 14:46the Old Quartet, sympathizing with her old chum's happiness and as keenly interested in
- 14:50all the dainty details of Anne's trousseau, as if it could rival her own
- 14:54silk and and bejeweled splendors. Jane was not brilliant, and probably never made
- 15:00a remark worth listening to in her life. But she never said anything that
- 15:05would hurt any one's feelings, which may be a negative talent, but is
- 15:09likewise a rare and enviable one. So Gilbert didn't go back on you,
- 15:13after all, said Missus Harmon Andrews, contriving to convey an expression of surprise
- 15:18in her tone. Well, the Blithes generally keep their word when once they've
- 15:22passed it, no matter what happens. Let me see you're twenty five,
- 15:24aren't you? Anne? When I was a girl, twenty five was the
- 15:28first corner. But you look quite young. Red headed people always do.
- 15:33Red hair is very fashionable now, said Anne, trying to smile, but
- 15:37speaking rather coldly. Life had developed in her a sense of humor which helped
- 15:41her over many difficulties, but as yet nothing had availed to steel her against
- 15:46a reference to her hair. So it is, so, it is,
- 15:50conceded missus Harmon. There's no telling what queer freak's fashion will take well,
- 15:54Anne, Your things are very pretty and very suitable to your position in life,
- 15:58aren't they. I hope you'll be very happy. You have my best
- 16:02wishes. I'm sure a long engagement doesn't often turn out well, but of
- 16:07course in your case it couldn't be helped. Gilbert looks very young for a
- 16:11doctor. I'm afraid people won't have much confidence in him, said missus jasper
- 16:15Bell gloomily. Then she shut her mouth tightly, as if she had said
- 16:19what she considered it her duty to say, and held her conscience clear.
- 16:23She belonged to the type which always has a stringy black feather in its hat
- 16:27and straggling locks of hair on its neck. Anne's surface pleasure in her pretty
- 16:33bridal things was temporarily shadowed, but the deeps of happiness below could not thus
- 16:37be disturbed, and the little stings of Madame's bell and andrews were forgotten.
- 16:42When Gilbert came later, and they wandered down to the birches of the brook,
- 16:47which had been saplings when Anne had come to Green Gables, but were
- 16:49now tall ivory columns in a fairy palace of twilight and stars in their shadows.
- 16:56Anne and Gilbert talked in lover fashion of their new home and their new
- 17:00life together. I've found a nest for us, ann, Oh, where
- 17:04not right in the village? I hope I wouldn't like that altogether. No,
- 17:08there was no house to be had in the village. This is a
- 17:11little white house on the harbor shore, half way between Glens and Mary and
- 17:15four Winds Point. It's a little out of the way, but when we
- 17:18get a phone in that won't matter so much. The situation is beautiful.
- 17:22It looks to the sunset and has the great blue harbor before it. The
- 17:27sand dunes aren't very far away. The sea winds blow over them, and
- 17:32the sea spray drenches them. But the house itself, Gilbert, our first
- 17:37home. What is it like? Not very large, but large enough for
- 17:41us. There's a splendid living room with a fireplace in it downstairs, and
- 17:45a dining room that looks out on the harbor, and a little room that
- 17:48will do for my office. It is about sixty years old, the oldest
- 17:52and four winds but it has been kept in pretty good repair and was all
- 17:56done over about fifteen years ago, shingled, plaid, ustard and re floored.
- 18:00It was well built to begin with. I understand that there was some
- 18:03romantic story connected with its building, but the man I rented it from didn't
- 18:08know it. He said, Captain Jim was the only one who could spin
- 18:11that old yarn. Now, who is Captain Jim, the keeper of the
- 18:15lighthouse on four Winds point. You'll love that four winds light, Anne.
- 18:19It's a revolving one and it flashes like a magnificent star through the twilights.
- 18:25We can see it from our living room windows and our front door. Who
- 18:27owns the house, well, it's the property of the Glens and Mary Presbyterian
- 18:33Church now, and I rented it from the trustees, But it belonged until
- 18:37lately to a very old lady, Miss Elizabeth Russell. She died last spring,
- 18:41and as she had no near relatives, she left her property to the
- 18:45Glens and Mary Church. Her furniture is still in the house, and I
- 18:48bought most of it for a mere song, you might say, because it
- 18:52was all so old fashioned that the trustees despaired of selling it. Glens and
- 18:56Mary folks prefer plush brocade and sideboards with mirrors and ornamentations. I fancy,
- 19:02but miss Russell's furniture is very good, and I feel sure you'll like it.
- 19:04Anne, So far good, said Anne, nodding cautious approval. But
- 19:10Gilbert, people cannot live by furniture alone. You haven't yet mentioned one very
- 19:15important thing. Are there trees about this house? Heaps of them? Oh,
- 19:21dryad. There is a big grove of fir trees behind it, two
- 19:25rows of Lombardy poplars down the lane, and a ring of white birches around
- 19:30a very delightful garden. Our front door opens right into the garden, but
- 19:33there is another entrance, a little gate hung between two furs. The hinges
- 19:38are on one trunk and the catch on the other. Their boughs form an
- 19:42arch overhead. Oh, I'm so glad. I couldn't live where there were
- 19:47no trees. Something vital in me would starve. Well after that, there's
- 19:52no use asking you if there's a brook anywhere near. That would be expecting
- 19:56too much. But there is a brook, and it actually cuts across corner
- 20:00of the garden, then said Anne, with a long sigh of supreme satisfaction.
- 20:06This house you have found is my house of dreams, and none other.
- 20:11End of chapter two, Chapter three, The Land of Dreams among Have
- 20:18you made up your mind who you're going to have to the wedding, Anne
- 20:21asked Missus Rachel Lynde as she hemstitch table napkins industriously. It's time your invitations
- 20:26were sent, even if they are only to be informal ones. I don't
- 20:30mean to have very many, said Anne. We just want those we love
- 20:33best to see us married. Gilbert's people, and mister and missus Allen,
- 20:37and mister and missus Harrison. There was a time when you'd hardly have numbered
- 20:41mister Harrison among your dearest friends, said Marilla dryly. Well, I wasn't
- 20:47very strongly attracted to him at our first meeting, acknowledged Anne. With a
- 20:51laugh over the recollection. But mister Harrison has improved on acquaintance, and Missus
- 20:56Harrison is really a dear Then, of course there are miss Lavender and Paul.
- 21:00Have they decided to come to the island this summer. I thought they
- 21:03were going to Europe. They changed their minds when I wrote them I was
- 21:07going to be married. I had a letter from Paul to day. He
- 21:10says he must come to my wedding, no matter what happens to Europe.
- 21:15That child always idolized you, remarked, Missus Rachel. That child is a
- 21:19young man of nineteen. Now, Missus Lynde, how time does fly?
- 21:23Was Missus Lynde's brilliant and original response. Carlotta the Fourth may come with them.
- 21:29She sent word by Paul that she would come if her husband would let
- 21:32her. I wonder if she still wears those enormous blue bows, and whether
- 21:36her husband calls her Carlotta or Leonora. I should love to have Carlotta at
- 21:41my wedding. Carlotta and I were at a wedding long sign. They expect
- 21:45to be at Echo Lodge next week. Then they are Phil and the Reverend
- 21:48Joe. It sounds awful to hear you speaking of a minister like that,
- 21:52Anne, said Missus Rachel severely. His wife calls him that she should have
- 21:56more respect for his holy office, then retorted Missus Rachel, I've heard you
- 22:02criticize ministers pretty sharply yourself, teased Anne. Yes, but I do it,
- 22:07reverently, protested Missus Lynde. You never heard me nickname a minister,
- 22:11Anne smothered a smile. Well, there are Diana and Fred and little Fred
- 22:18and small Aunt Cordelia and Jane Andrews. I wish I could have Miss Stacy
- 22:22and Aunt james Zina and Priscilla and Stella. But Stella's in Vancouver, and
- 22:26PRIs is in Japan, and Miss Stacy is married in California, and Aunt
- 22:32Jamesina has gone to India to explore her daughter's mission field in spite of her
- 22:36horror of snakes. It's really dreadful, the way people get scattered over the
- 22:40globe. The Lord never intended it, That's what said Missus Rachel authoritatively.
- 22:45In my young days, people grew up and married and settled down where they
- 22:48were born or pretty near it. Thank goodness, you've stuck to the island,
- 22:52Anne, I was afraid Gilbert would insist on rushing off to the ends
- 22:56of the earth when he got through college and dragging you with him. If
- 23:00everybody stayed where he was born, places would soon be filled up. Missus
- 23:03Lynde, Oh, I'm not going to argue with you, Anne, I
- 23:06am not a b a. What time of day is the ceremony to be
- 23:10We have decided on noon, high noon, as the Society reporters say.
- 23:14That will give us time to catch the evening train to Glens and Mary,
- 23:18and you'll be married in the parlor. No, not unless it rains.
- 23:22We mean to be married in the orchard, with the blue sky over us
- 23:25and the sunshine around us. Do you know when and where I'd like to
- 23:29be married? If I could, it would be at dawn, a June
- 23:32dawn, with a glorious sunrise and roses blooming in the gardens, and I
- 23:37would slip down and meet Gilbert, and we would go together to the heart
- 23:40of the beech woods, and there under the green arches that would be like
- 23:44a splendid cathedral, we would be married. Marilla sniffed scornfully, and missus
- 23:48Lynde looked shocked. But that would be terrible, queer Anne, Why it
- 23:53wouldn't really seem legal? And what would missus Harmon Andrews say? Ah,
- 23:59there's the rub, sighed Anne. There are so many things in life we
- 24:03cannot do because of the fear of what Missus Harmon Andrews would say tis true
- 24:07tis pity, and pity tis tis true? What delightful things we might do
- 24:14were it not for missus Harmon Andrews. By times, Anne, I don't
- 24:18feel quite sure that I understand you altogether, complained Missus Lynde. Anne was
- 24:22always romantic, you know, said Marilla, apologetically. Well, married life
- 24:27will most likely cure her of that, Missus Rachel responded comfortingly. Anne laughed
- 24:33and slipped away to Lover's Lane, where Gilbert found her, and neither of
- 24:37them seemed to entertain much fear or hope that their married life would cure them
- 24:41of romance. The Echo Lodge people came over the next week, and Green
- 24:47Gables buzzed with the delight of them. Miss Lavender had changed so little that
- 24:51the three years since her last island visit might have been a watch in the
- 24:55night. But Anne gasped with amazement over Paul could this splendor when did six
- 25:00feet of manhood be the little Paul of Avonlea school days. You really make
- 25:04me feel old, Paul, said Anne. Why I have to look up
- 25:07to you now? You'll never grow old, teacher said Paul. You are
- 25:11one of the fortunate mortals who have found and drunk from the fountain of youth.
- 25:15You and mother Lavender see here. When you're married, I won't call
- 25:19you missus blythe to me, You'll always be teacher, the teacher of the
- 25:23best lessons I ever learned. I want to show you something. The something
- 25:29was a pocket book full of poems. Paul had put some of his beautiful
- 25:33fancies into verse and magazine editors had not been as unappreciative as they are sometimes
- 25:37supposed to be. Anne read Paul's poems with real delight. They were full
- 25:42of charm and promise. You'll be famous, Yet, Paul, I always
- 25:47dreamed of having one famous pupil. He was to be a college president,
- 25:51but a great poet would be even better. Some day I'll be able to
- 25:53boast that I whipped the distinguished Paul Irving. But then I never did whip
- 25:57you, did I Paul? What an opportunity lost? I think I kept
- 26:02you in at recess. However, you may be famous your self, teacher.
- 26:04I've seen a good deal of your work these last three years. No,
- 26:08I know what I can do. I can write pretty fanciful little sketches
- 26:12that children love and editors send welcome checks for. But I can do nothing
- 26:18big. My only chance for earthly immortality is a corner in your memoirs.
- 26:23Carlotta the Fourth had discarded the blue bows, but her freckles were not noticeably
- 26:27less. I never did think i'd come down to marrying a Yankee, Miss
- 26:30Shirley ma'am, she said, But you never know what's before you, and
- 26:34it isn't his fault. He was born that way. You're a Yankee yourself,
- 26:37Carlotta, since you've married one, Miss Shirley ma'am. I'm not,
- 26:41and I wouldn't be if I was to marry a dozen Yankees. Tom's kinda
- 26:45nice, And besides, I thought i'd better not be too hard to please,
- 26:49for I mightn't get another chance. Tom don't drink, and he don't
- 26:52growl because he has to work between meals. And when all's said and done,
- 26:56I'm satisfied, Miss Shirley ma'am. Does he call you, Leonora asked
- 27:00Anne. Goodness, no, Miss Shirley ma'am, I wouldn't know who he
- 27:03meant if he did. Of course, when we got married, he had
- 27:07to say I'd take the Leonora, and I declare to you, Miss Shirley
- 27:11ma'am. I've had the most dreadful feeling ever since that it wasn't me he
- 27:15was talking to. And I haven't been rightly married at all, and so
- 27:18you're going to be married yourself, Miss Shirley ma'am. I always thought i'd
- 27:22like to marry a doctor. It would be so handy when the children had
- 27:25measles and croup. Tom is only a bricklayer, but he's real good tempered.
- 27:29When I said to him, says I, Tom, can I go
- 27:32to Miss Shirley's wedding. I mean to go anyhow, but i'd like to
- 27:33have your consent, he just says, suit yourself, Carlotta, and you'll
- 27:37suit me. That's a real pleasant kind of husband to have, Miss Shirley
- 27:41ma'am. Philippa and her reverend Joe arrived at Green Gables the day before the
- 27:45wedding. Anne and Phil had a rapturous meeting, which presently simmered down to
- 27:49a cozy, confidential chat over all that had been and was about to be.
- 27:55Queen Anne, you're as queenly as ever. I've got fearfully thin since
- 27:59the babies came. I'm not half so good looking, but I think Joe
- 28:03likes it. There's not such a contrast between us, you see. And
- 28:06Oh, it's perfectly magnificent that you're going to marry Gilbert Roy Gardner wouldn't have
- 28:11done at all at all. I can see that now, though I was
- 28:14horribly disappointed at the time. You know, Anne, you did treat Roy
- 28:18very badly. He has recovered, I understand, smiled Anne. Oh,
- 28:22yes, he is married and his wife is a sweet little thing, and
- 28:26they're perfectly happy. Everything works together for good Joe and the Bible say that,
- 28:30and they're pretty good authorities. Are Alec and Alonzo married? Yet Alec
- 28:36is but Alonzo isn't. How those dear old days at Patty's Place come back
- 28:40when I'm talking to you, Anne, what fun we had? Have you
- 28:44been to Patty's Place lately? Oh? Yes, I go often. Miss
- 28:47Patty and Miss Maria still sit by the fireplace and knit, and that reminds
- 28:51me we've brought you a wedding gift from them, Anne, guess what it
- 28:55is? I never could. How did they know I was going to be
- 28:57married? Oh? I told them I was there last week and they were
- 29:00so interested. Two days ago, Miss Patty wrote me a note asking me
- 29:04to call, and then she asked if I would take her gift to you,
- 29:08what would you wish most from Patty's place? Anne, you can't mean
- 29:12that. Miss Patty has sent me her China dogs. Go uphead. They're
- 29:17in my trunk this very moment, and I've a letter for you. Wait
- 29:19a moment and I'll get it, Dear Miss Shirley. Miss Patty had written,
- 29:25Maria and I were very much interested in hearing of your approaching nuptials.
- 29:29We send you our best wishes. Maria and I have never married, but
- 29:33we have no objection to other people doing so. We are sending you the
- 29:37China dogs. I intended to leave them to you in my will because you
- 29:41seem to have sincere affection for them. But Maria and I expect to live
- 29:45a good while yet, d V, so I have decided to give you
- 29:48the dogs while you are young. You will not have forgotten that gog looks
- 29:52to the right, and may dog to the left. Just fancy those lovely
- 29:56old dogs sitting by the fireplace in my house of dreams, said Anne rapturously.
- 30:00I never expected anything so delightful. That evening, green Gables hummed with
- 30:07preparations for the following day. But in the twilight Anne slipped away. She
- 30:11had a little pilgrimage to make on this last day of her girlhood, and
- 30:15she must make it alone. She went to Matthew's grave in the little poplar
- 30:19shaded avonlea graveyard, and there kept a silent tryst with old memories and immortal
- 30:25loves. How glad Matthew would be tomorrow if he were here, she whispered.
- 30:30But I believe he does know, and is glad of it. Somewhere
- 30:33else, I've read somewhere that our dead are never dead until we have forgotten
- 30:37them. Matthew will never be dead to me, for I can never forget
- 30:41him. She left on his grave the flowers she had brought, and walked
- 30:45slowly down the long hill. It was a gracious evening, full of delectable
- 30:49lights and shadows. In the west was a sky of mackerel clouds, crimson
- 30:55and amber tinted with long strips of apple green sky between them. Beyond was
- 31:00the glimmering radiance of a sunset sea, and the ceaseless voice of many waters
- 31:04came up from the tawny shore. All around her, lying in the fine,
- 31:08beautiful country silence, were the hills and fields and woods she had known
- 31:14and loved so long. History repeats itself, said Gilbert, joining her as
- 31:18she passed the blithe gate. Do you remember our first walk down this hill,
- 31:22Anne, our first walk together anywhere? For that matter. I was
- 31:26coming home in the twilight from Matthew's grave, and you came out of the
- 31:30gate, and I swallowed the pride of years and spoke to you, and
- 31:34all heaven opened before me, supplemented Gilbert. From that moment I looked forward
- 31:38to tomorrow. When I left you at your gate that night and walked home,
- 31:42I was the happiest boy in the world. Anne had forgiven me.
- 31:47I think you had the most to forgive. I was an ungrateful little wretch,
- 31:51And after you had really saved my life that day on the pond,
- 31:53too, how I loathed that load of obligation. At first. I don't
- 31:59deserve the happiness is come to me Gilbert laughed and clasped tighter the girlish hand
- 32:04that wore his ring. Anne's engagement ring was a circlet of pearls. She
- 32:07had refused to wear a diamond. I've never really liked diamonds since I found
- 32:12out they weren't the lovely purple I had dreamed. They will always suggest my
- 32:15old disappointment. But pearls are for tears, the old legend, says Gilbert
- 32:21had objected. I'm not afraid of that, and tears can be happy as
- 32:24well as sad. My very happiest moments have been when I had tears in
- 32:29my eyes, when Marilla told me I might stay at Green Gables, when
- 32:32Matthew gave me the first pretty dress I ever had, when I heard that
- 32:36you were going to recover from the fever. So give me pearls for our
- 32:39troth ring, Gilbert, and I'll willingly accept the sorrow of life with its
- 32:43joy. But to night, our lovers thought only of joy and never of
- 32:47sorrow, For the morrow was their wedding day, and their house of dreams
- 32:52awaited them on the misty purple shore of four Winds Harbor. End of chapter
- 32:58three, Chapter four, The first bride of Green Gables. Anne wakened on
- 33:05the morning of her wedding day to find the sunshine winking in at the window
- 33:08of the little porch gable, and a september breeze frolicking with her curtains.
- 33:14I am so glad the sun will shine on me, she thought, happily.
- 33:17She recalled the first morning she had wakened in that little porch room,
- 33:22when the sunshine had crept in on her through the blossom drift of the old
- 33:24snow Queen. That had not been a happy wakening, for it brought with
- 33:29it the bitter disappointment of the preceding night. But since then the little room
- 33:34had been endeared and consecrated by years of happy childhood dreams and maiden visions to
- 33:39which she had come back joyfully after all her absences. At its window,
- 33:44she had knelt through that night of bitter agony when she believed Gilbert dying,
- 33:49and by it she had sat in speechless happiness the night of her betrothal.
- 33:52Many vigils of joy and some of sorrow had been kept there, and to
- 33:58day she must leave it forever. Henceforth it would be hers no more.
- 34:02Fifteen year old Dora was to inherit it when she had gone, nor did
- 34:07Anne wish it otherwise. The little room was sacred to youth and girlhood,
- 34:10to the past. That was to close to day before the Chapter of Wifehood
- 34:15opened. Green Gables was a busy and joyous house that forenoon. Diana arrived
- 34:21early with little Fred and small Aunt Cordelia to lend a hand Davy and Dora,
- 34:25the green Gables twins, whisked the babies off to the garden. Don't
- 34:30let small Aunt Cordelia spoil her clothes, warned Diana anxiously. You needn't be
- 34:36afraid to trust her with Dora, said Marilla. That child is more sensible
- 34:39and careful than most of the mothers I've known. She's really a wonder in
- 34:43some ways, not much like that other Harm's scam I brought up. Marilla
- 34:47smiled across her chicken salad at Anne. It might even be suspected that she
- 34:52liked the harm scarum best. After all, those twins are real nice children,
- 34:57said missus Rachel, when she was sure they were out of shot.
- 35:00Dora is so womanly and helpful, and Davy is developing into a very smart
- 35:05boy. He isn't the holy terror for mischief he used to be. I
- 35:08never was so distracted in my life as I was the first six months he
- 35:12was here, acknowledged Marilla. After that, I suppose I got used to
- 35:15him. He's taken a great notion to farming lately, and he wants me
- 35:20to let him try running the farm next year. I may, for mister
- 35:22Barry doesn't think he'll want to rent it much longer, and some new arrangement
- 35:25will have to be made. Well, you certainly have a lovely day for
- 35:30your wedding, Anne, said Diana, as she slipped of aluminous apron over
- 35:34her silken array. You couldn't have had a finer one if you'd ordered it
- 35:37from Eaton's. Indeed, there's too much money going out of this island to
- 35:42that same Eaton's, said missus Lynde indignantly. She had strong views on the
- 35:45subject of octopus like department stores and never lost an opportunity of airing them.
- 35:52And as for those catalogs of theirs, they're the avonlea girl's Bible, now,
- 35:55that's what they pour over them on Sundays instead of studying the holy scriptures.
- 36:00Well, they're splendid to amuse children. With, said Diana, Fred
- 36:05and small Anne look at the pictures. By the hour, I amuse ten
- 36:08children without the aid of Eaton's catalog, said Missus Rachel. Severely, Come,
- 36:14you two, don't quarrel over Eaton's catalog. Said Anne gaily, this
- 36:17is my day of days. You know, I'm so happy. I want
- 36:22everyone else to be happy too. I'm sure I hope your happiness will last,
- 36:25child, sighed Missus Rachel. She did hope it, truly and believed
- 36:30it. But she was afraid it was in the nature of a challenge to
- 36:32Providence to flaunt your happiness too openly. Anne, for her own good must
- 36:38be toned down a trifle. But it was a happy and beautiful bride who
- 36:43came down the old homespun carpeted stairs that September noon, the first Bride of
- 36:49Green Gables, slender and shining eyed in the midst of her maiden veil,
- 36:52with her arms full of roses. Gilbert waiting for her in the hall below,
- 36:58looked up at her with adoring eye. She was his at last,
- 37:01this evasive, long sought Anne one. After years of patient waiting. It
- 37:07was to him she was coming in the sweet surrender of the bride. Was
- 37:10he worthy of her? Could he make her as happy as he hoped?
- 37:15If he failed her, if he could not measure up to her standard of
- 37:17manhood. Then as she held out her hand, their eyes met, and
- 37:22all doubt was swept away in a glad certainty. They belonged to each other,
- 37:28and no matter what life might hold for them, it could never alter
- 37:30that their happiness was in each other's keeping, and both were unafraid. They
- 37:37were married in the sunshine of the old orchard, circled by the loving and
- 37:40kindly faces of long familiar friends. Mister Allen married them, and the Reverend
- 37:45Joe made what missus Rachel Lynde afterwards pronounced to be the most beautiful wedding prayer
- 37:51she had ever heard. Birds do not often sing in September, but one
- 37:55sang sweetly from some hidden bow while Gilbert and Anne repeat their deathless vows.
- 38:01Anne heard it and thrilled to it. Gilbert heard it and wondered only that
- 38:06all the birds in the world had not burst into jubilant song. Paul heard
- 38:10it and later wrote a lyric about it, which was one of the most
- 38:14admired in his first volume of Verse Carlotta the Fourth heard it and was blissfully
- 38:20sure it meant good luck for her adored Miss Shirley. The bird sang until
- 38:23the ceremony was ended, and then it wound up with one mad, little
- 38:28glad little trill. Never had the old gray green house, among its unfolding
- 38:34orchards known a blither merrier afternoon. All the old jests and quips that must
- 38:39have done duty at weddings since Eden were served up and seemed as new and
- 38:44brilliant and mirth provoking as if they had never been uttered before. Laughter and
- 38:49joy had their way, and when Anne and Gilbert left to catch the Carmody
- 38:52train with Paul as driver, the twins were ready with rice and old shoes,
- 38:57in the throwing of which Carlotta the Fourth and mister Harrison bore a valiant
- 39:00part. Marilla stood at the gate and watched the carriage, out of sight
- 39:06down the long lane with its banks of goldamrod. Anne turned at its end
- 39:10to wave her last good bye. She was gone. Green Gables was her
- 39:15home no more. Marilla's face looked very gray and old as she turned to
- 39:20the house which Anne had filled for fourteen years, and even in her absence
- 39:24with light and life. But Diana in her small fry, the Echo Lodge
- 39:29people and the Allans had stayed to help the two old ladies over the loneliness
- 39:34of the first evening, and they contrived to have a quietly pleasant little supper
- 39:37time, sitting long around the table and chatting over all the details of the
- 39:42day. While they were sitting there, Anne and Gilbert were alighting from the
- 39:46train at Glens and Mary end of chapter four, Chapter five, the home
- 39:52coming doctor David Blythe had sent his horse and buggy to meet them, and
- 39:59the urchin who had brought it slipped away with a sympathetic grin, leaving them
- 40:02to the delight of driving alone to their new home through the radiant evening.
- 40:07Anne never forgot the loveliness of the view that broke upon them when they had
- 40:10driven over the hill behind the village. Her new home could not yet be
- 40:15seen, but before her lay four Winds Harbor, like a great shining mirror
- 40:20of rose and silver. Far down, she saw its entrance between the bar
- 40:24of sand dunes on the one side and a steep, high, grim red
- 40:28sandstone cliff on the other. Beyond the bar, the sea calm and austere
- 40:34dreamed. In the after light, The little fishing village nestled in the cove
- 40:38where the sand dunes met the harbor shore, looked like a great opal in
- 40:43the haze. The sky over them was like a jeweled cup from which the
- 40:46dusk was pouring. The air was crisp with the compelling tang of the sea,
- 40:51and the whole landscape was infused with the subtleties of a sea evening.
- 40:55A few dim sails drifted along the darkening fir clad heart shores. A bell
- 41:00was ringing from the tower of a little white church on the far side.
- 41:05Mellowly and dreamily sweet, the chime floated across the water, blent with the
- 41:09moan of the sea. The great revolving light on the cliff at the channel
- 41:14flashed warm and golden against the clear northern sky. A trembling, quivering star
- 41:20of good hope. Far out along the horizon was the crinkled gray ribbon of
- 41:24a passing steamer's smoke. Oh, beautiful, beautiful, murmured Anne, I
- 41:30shall love four winds, Gilbert. Where is our house? We can't see
- 41:35it yet. The belt of birch running up from that little cove hides it.
- 41:39It's about two miles from Glensent, Mary, and there's another mile between
- 41:44it and the lighthouse. We won't have many neighbors, Anne. There's only
- 41:46one house near us, and I don't know who lives in it. Shall
- 41:51you be lonely when I'm away? Not with that light and that loveliness for
- 41:54company? Who lives in that house? Gilbert? I don't know. It
- 41:59doesn't look exactly as if the occupants would be kindred spirits, Anne, does
- 42:02it? The house was a large, substantial affair, painted such a vivid
- 42:07green that the landscape seemed quite faded. By contrast. There was an orchard
- 42:13behind it, and a nicely kept long before it, But somehow there was
- 42:16a certain bareness about it. Perhaps its neatness was responsible for this. The
- 42:22whole establishment house, barns, orchard, garden, lawn and lane was so
- 42:28starkly neat It doesn't seem probable that anyone with that taste in paint could be
- 42:32very kindred acknowledged, Anne, unless it were an accident like our Blue Hall.
- 42:38I feel certain there are no children there. At least it's even neaterer
- 42:42than the old cot place on the Tory Road. And I never expected to
- 42:45see anything neater than that. They had not met anybody on the moist red
- 42:51road that wound along the harbor shore. But just before they came to the
- 42:54belt of birch which hid their home, Anne saw a girl who was driving
- 43:00a flock of snow white geese along the crest of a velvety green hill.
- 43:02On the right, great scattered firs grew along it. Between their trunks,
- 43:07one saw glimpses of yellow harvest fields, gleams of golden sand hills, and
- 43:14bits of blue sea. The girl was tall and wore a dress of pale
- 43:17blue print. She walked with a certain springiness of step and erectness of bearing.
- 43:23She and her geese came out of the gate at the foot of the
- 43:27hill. As Anne and Gilbert passed, she stood with her hand on the
- 43:30fastening of the gate and looked steadily at them with an expression that hardly attained
- 43:35to interest, but did not descend to curiosity. It seemed to Anne for
- 43:39a fleeting moment that there was even a veiled hint of hostility in it.
- 43:45But it was the girl's beauty which made Anne give a little gasp, A
- 43:49beauty so marked that it must have attracted attention anywhere. She was hatless,
- 43:54but heavy braids of burnished hair the hue of ripe wheat, were twisted about
- 44:00her head like a coronet. Her eyes were blue and star like. Her
- 44:04figure in its plain print gown was magnificent, and her lips were as crimson
- 44:09as a bunch of blood red poppies. She wore at her belt. Gilbert,
- 44:14who is the girl we have just passed, asked Anne in a low
- 44:16voice. I didn't notice any girl, said Gilbert, who had only eyes
- 44:22for his bride. She was standing by that gate. No, don't look
- 44:24back, she's still watching us. I never saw such a beautiful face.
- 44:29I don't remember seeing any very handsome girls while I was here. There are
- 44:32some pretty girls up at the glen, but I hardly think they could be
- 44:37called beautiful. This girl is. You can't have seen her, or you
- 44:40would remember her. Nobody could forget her. I never saw such a face
- 44:45except in pictures. And her hair it made me think of Browning's cord of
- 44:49gold and gorgeous snake. Probably she's some visitor in four Winds, likely some
- 44:54one from that big summer hotel over the harbor. She wore a white apron,
- 44:59and she was dry ving geese. She might do that for amusement.
- 45:02Look, Anne, there's our house. Anne looked and forgot for a time,
- 45:07the girl with the splendid, resentful eyes. The first glimpse of her
- 45:12new home was a delight to eye and spirit. It looked so like a
- 45:15big, creamy seashell stranded on the harbor shore. The rows of tall Lombardy
- 45:21poplars down its lane stood out in stately purple silhouette against the sky. Behind
- 45:27it, sheltering its garden from the too keen breath of sea winds, was
- 45:30a cloudy fir wood in which the winds might make all kinds of weird and
- 45:36haunting music. Like all woods, it seemed to be holding and enfolding secrets
- 45:40in its recesses, secrets whose charm is only to be won by entering in
- 45:45and patiently seeking Outwardly, dark green arms keep them in violet from curious or
- 45:52indifferent eyes. The night winds were beginning their wild dances beyond the bar,
- 45:57and the fishing hamlet across the harbor was gemmed with light. As Anne and
- 46:00Gilbert drove up the poplar lane, the door of the little house opened and
- 46:06a warm glow of firelight flickered out into the dusk. Gilbert lifted Anne from
- 46:10the buggy and led her into the garden through the little gate between the ruddy
- 46:15tipped furs, up the trim red path to the sandstone step. Welcome home,
- 46:20he whispered, and hand in hand, they stepped over the threshold of
- 46:23their house of dreams. End of chapter five, Chapter six. Captain Jim,
- 46:32Old Doctor Dave and Missus Doctor Dave had come down to the little house
- 46:37to greet the bride and groom. Doctor Dave was a big, jolly,
- 46:40white, whiskered old fellow, and Missus Doctor was a trim, rosy cheeked,
- 46:45silver haired little lady who took Anne at once to her heart, literally
- 46:50and figuratively. I'm so glad to see you, dear. You must be
- 46:53real tired. We've got a bite of supper ready, and Captain Jim brought
- 46:58up some trout for you. Captain Jim, where are you, oh,
- 47:00he slipped out to see to the horse. I suppose come upstairs and take
- 47:05your things off. Anne looked about her with bright, appreciative eyes as she
- 47:08followed Missus doctor Dave upstairs. She liked the appearance of her new home very
- 47:14much. It seemed to have the atmosphere of green gables and the flavor of
- 47:19her old traditions. I think I would have found miss Elizabeth Russell a kindred
- 47:22spirit, she murmured when she was alone in her room. There were two
- 47:27windows in it, the dormer one looked out on the lower harbor and the
- 47:30sand bar, and the four winds light, a magic casement opening on the
- 47:35foam of perilous seas and fairy lands forlorn, quoted Anne softly. The gable
- 47:40window gave a view of a little harvest hued valley through which a brook ran.
- 47:45Half a mile up the brook was the only house in sight, an
- 47:49old, rambling gray one, surrounded by huge willows, through which its windows
- 47:53peered like shy seeking eyes into the dusk. Anne wondered who lived there.
- 48:00They would be her nearest neighbors, and she hoped they would be nice.
- 48:02She suddenly found herself thinking of the beautiful girl with the white geese. Gilbert
- 48:08thought she didn't belong here, mused Anne, But I feel sure she does.
- 48:13There was something about her that made her part of the sea and the
- 48:16sky and the harbor. Four Winds is in her blood. When Anne went
- 48:22downstairs, Gilbert was standing before the fireplace talking to a stranger. Both turned
- 48:27as Anne entered. Anne, this is Captain Boyd. Captain Boyd my wife.
- 48:32It was the first time Gilbert had said my wife to anybody but Anne,
- 48:37and he narrowly escaped, bursting with the pride of it. The old
- 48:40captain held out a sinewy hand to Anne. They smiled at each other and
- 48:45were friends from that moment. Kindred's spirit flashed recognition to Kindred's spirit. I'm
- 48:51downright pleased to meet you, Mistress Blythe, and I hope you'll be as
- 48:54happy as the first bride was who came here. I can't wish you no
- 48:58better than that. But if your husband doesn't introduce me, just exactly right,
- 49:02Captain Jim is my week day name, and you might as well begin
- 49:06as you're certain to end up calling me that you certainly are a nice little
- 49:10bride, Mistress Blythe. Looking at you sort of makes me feel that I've
- 49:14just been married myself. Amid the laughter that followed, missus Doctor Dave urged
- 49:20Captain Jim to stay and have supper with them. Thank you kindly, it'll
- 49:23be a real treat Mistress, Doctor, I mostly as to eat my meals
- 49:28alone with the reflection of my ugly old fizz in a looking glass opposite for
- 49:31company. Tisn't often I have a chance to sit down with two such sweet,
- 49:36pretty ladies. Captain Jim's compliments may look very bald on paper, but
- 49:40he paid them with such a gracious, gentle deference of tone and look,
- 49:45that the woman upon whom they were bestowed felt that she was being offered a
- 49:49queen's tribute in a kingly fashion. Captain Jim was a high souled, simple
- 49:54minded old man, with eternal youth in his eyes and heart. He had
- 50:00a tall, rather ungainly figure, somewhat stooped, yet suggestive of great strength
- 50:05and endurance, a clean shaven face, deeply lined and bronzed, a thick
- 50:09mane of iron gray hair falling quite to his shoulders, and a pair of
- 50:14remarkably blue, deep set eyes which sometimes twinkled and sometimes dreamed, and sometimes
- 50:21looked out seaward with a wistful question them as of one seeking something precious and
- 50:25lost. Anne was to learn one day what it was for which Captain Jim
- 50:30looked. It could not be denied that Captain Jim was a homely man.
- 50:36His spare jaws, rugged mouth, and square brow were not fashioned on the
- 50:39lines of beauty, and he had passed through many hardships and sorrows which had
- 50:45marked his body as well as his soul. But though at first sight Anne
- 50:49thought him plain, she never thought anything more about it. The spirit shining
- 50:53through that rugged tenement beautified it so holy. They gathered around the supper to
- 51:00the hearth. Fire banished the chill of the September evening, but the window
- 51:04of the dining room was open, and sea breezes entered at their own sweet
- 51:07will. The view was magnificent, taking in the harbor and the sweep of
- 51:13low purple hills beyond. The table was heaped with Missus Doctor's delicacies, but
- 51:17the Piaes de resistance was undoubtedly the big platter of sea trout. Thought they'd
- 51:22be sort of tasty after traveling, said Captain Jim. They're fresh as trout
- 51:28can be, Mistress blythe two hours ago they were swimming in the glen pond.
- 51:32Who was attending to the light tonight, Captain Jim asked Doctor Dave nephew
- 51:37alec he understands it as well as I do. Well, now, I'm
- 51:40real glad you asked me to stay to supper. I'm proper hungry. Didn't
- 51:45have much of a dinner to day. I believe you half starve yourself most
- 51:49of the time down at that light, said missus Doctor Dave severely. You
- 51:52won't take the trouble to get up a decent meal. Oh I do,
- 51:57Mistress, Doctor, I do, protested Captain Jim. Why I live like
- 52:00a king generally? Last night I was up to the glen and took home
- 52:05two pounds of steak. I meant to have a spanking good dinner to day.
- 52:08And what happened to the steak, asked missus Doctor Dave. Did you
- 52:13lose it on the way home? No, Captain Jim looked sheepish. Just
- 52:17at bedtime, a poor, ordinary sort of dog came along and asked for
- 52:22a night's lodging. Guess he belonged to some of the fishermen longshore. I
- 52:27couldn't turn the poor cur out. He had a sore foot, so I
- 52:30shut him in the porch with an old bag to lie on, and went
- 52:31to bed. But somehow I couldn't sleep. Come to think it over.
- 52:37I sort of remembered that the dog looked hungry, and you got up and
- 52:40gave him that steak. All that steak, said missus Doctor Dave, with
- 52:45a kind of triumphant reproof. Well there wasn't anything else to give him,
- 52:50said Captain Jim, deprecatingly. Nothing a dog could care for, that is,
- 52:53I reckon he was hungry for he made about two bites of it.
- 52:58I had a fine sleep the rest of the night, but my dinner had
- 53:00to be sort of scanty potatoes and point, as you might say. The
- 53:06dog he lit out for home this morning. I reckon he wern't a vegetarian.
- 53:09The idea of starving yourself for a worthless dog, sniffed missus Doctor.
- 53:15You don't know, but he may be worth a lot to somebody, protested
- 53:19Captain Jim. He didn't look of much account, but you can't go by
- 53:22looks in judging a dog like myself. He might be a real beauty inside.
- 53:28The first mate didn't approve of him. I'll allow his language was right
- 53:31down forcible, but the first mate is prejudiced. No use in taking a
- 53:36cat's opinion of a dog at any rate. I lost my dinner, so
- 53:39this nice spread, in this delightful company is real pleasant. It's a great
- 53:45thing to have good neighbors. Who lives in the house among the willows up
- 53:49the brook, asked Anne. Missus dick Moore, said Captain Jim and her
- 53:53husband. He added, as if by way of an afterthought, Anne smiled
- 53:59and deduced a mental picture of Missus dick Moore from Captain Jim's way of putting
- 54:02it. Evidently a second, Missus, Rachel Lynde, you haven't many neighbors,
- 54:07mistress Blythe Captain Jim went on, this side of the harbor is mighty
- 54:13thinly settled. Most of the land belongs to mister Howard up Yander past the
- 54:16glen, and he rents it out for pasture. The other side of the
- 54:20harbor now is thick with folks, especially mccallister's. There's a whole colony of
- 54:25McAllister's. You can't throw a stone, but you hit one. I was
- 54:29talking to old Leon Black here the other day. He's been working on the
- 54:32harbor all summer, dear nearly all mccallister's over there. He told me there's
- 54:37Neil McAllister and Sannie McAllister and William McCallister, and Alec McCallister, and Angus
- 54:44McAllister, and I believe there's the devil McAllister. There are nearly as many
- 54:49Elliotts and Crawford's, said Doctor Dave, after the laughter had subsided. You
- 54:52know, Gilbert, we folk on this side of four winds have an old
- 54:55saying, from the conceit of the Elliots, the pride of the McAllister,
- 55:00on the vainglory of the Crawfords, Good Lord deliver us. There's plenty of
- 55:04fine people among them, though, said Captain Jim. I sailed with William
- 55:07Crawford for many a year, and for courage and endurance and truth that man
- 55:13hadn't an equal. They've got brains over on that side of four winds.
- 55:16Maybe that's why this side is shorter inclined to pick on em Strange, ain't
- 55:22it how folks seem to resent any one being born a mite cleverer than they
- 55:25bey? Doctor Dave, who had of forty years feud with the over harbor
- 55:30people laughed and subsided. Who lives in that brilliant emerald house about half a
- 55:36mile up the road, asked Gilbert. Captain Jim smiled delightedly, Miss Cornelia
- 55:40Bryant, she'll likely be over to see you soon, seeing your Presbyterians.
- 55:45If you were Methodists, she wouldn't come at all. Cornelia has a holy
- 55:50horror of Methodists. She's quite a character, chuckled Doctor Dave, a most
- 55:54inveterate man hater. Sara Grapes, queried Gilbert, laughing, No, tisn't
- 56:00sour grapes, answered Captain Jim. Seriously. Cornelia could have had her pick
- 56:05when she was young. Even yet she's only to say the word to see
- 56:08the old widower's jump. She just seems to have been born with a chronic
- 56:13spide Again men and Methodists. She's got the bitterest tongue and the kindest heart
- 56:17in four winds. Wherever there's any trouble, that woman is there, doing
- 56:22everything to help in the tenderest way. She never says a harsh word about
- 56:25another woman. And if she likes to card us poor scallywags of men down,
- 56:30I reckon our tough old heights can stand it. She always speaks all
- 56:34of you, Captain Jim, said missus Doctor, yes, I'm afraid so
- 56:37I don't half like it. It makes me feel as if there must be
- 56:42something sort of unnatural about me. End of chapter six. Chapter seven the
- 56:49schoolmaster's bride, who was the first bride who came to this house Captain Jim
- 56:54and asked, as they sat around the fireplace after supper, was she part
- 56:59of the the story I've heard was connected with this house, asked Gilbert.
- 57:02Somebody told me you could tell it. Captain Jim, Well, yes,
- 57:07I know it. I reckon. I'm the only person living in four winds
- 57:09Now that can remember the schoolmaster's bride as she was when she came to the
- 57:14island. She's been dead this thirty year, but she was one of them
- 57:16women you never forget. Tell us the story, pleaded Anne. I want
- 57:22to find out all about the women who have lived in this house before me.
- 57:25Well, there's just been three, Elizabeth Russell and missus Ned Russell and
- 57:30the schoolmaster's bride. Elizabeth Russell was a nice, clever little critter, and
- 57:35Missus Ned was a nice woman too, But they weren't ever like the schoolmaster's
- 57:38bride. The schoolmaster's name was John Selwyn. He came out from the Old
- 57:44Country to teach school at the Glen when I was a boy sixteen. He
- 57:46wasn't much like the usual run of derelicts who used to come out to p
- 57:51e I to teach school in them days. Most of them were clever,
- 57:54drunken critters who taught the children the three yards when they were sober, and
- 57:59lamb bastard them. There wasn't But John Selwyn was a fine handsome young fellow.
- 58:04He board it at my father's and he and me were cronies. Though
- 58:07he was ten years older than me. We read and walked and talked a
- 58:10heap together. He knew about all the poetry that was ever written I reckon,
- 58:15and he used to quote it to me along the shore in the evenings.
- 58:19Dad thought it an awful waste of time, but he sorter endured it,
- 58:22hoping it had put me off the notion of going to sea. Well,
- 58:25nothing could do that. Mother came of a race as seagullin folk,
- 58:29and it was born in me. But I loved to hear John read and
- 58:31recite. It's almost sixty years ago, but I could repeat yards of poetry
- 58:37I learned from him nearly sixty years. Captain Jim was silent for a space,
- 58:43gazing into the glowing fire in a quest of the bygones. Then with
- 58:46a sigh, he resumed his story. I remember one spring evening I met
- 58:52him on the sand hills. He looked sort uplifted, just like you did,
- 58:54doctor Blythe, when you brought Mistress Blythe in tonight. I thought of
- 58:59him, the man did I seen you? And he told me that he
- 59:01had a sweetheart back home, and that she was coming out to him.
- 59:05I wasn't more'n half pleased, ornery, young lumpus selfishness that I was.
- 59:09I thought he wouldn't be as much my friend after she came, but I'd
- 59:13decency enough not to let him see it. He told me all about her.
- 59:16Her name was Perseus Lee, and she would have come out with him
- 59:20if it hadn't been for her old uncle. He was sick, and he'd
- 59:23looked after her when her parents died, and she wouldn't leave him. And
- 59:27now he was dead, and she was coming out to marry John Selwyn.
- 59:30Twas a no easy journey for a woman in them days. There warn't no
- 59:34steamers you must recollect. When'd you expector, says I? She sails on
- 59:38the Royal William the twentieth of June, says he, And so she should
- 59:43be here by mid July. I must set Carpenter Johnson to building me a
- 59:45home for her. Her letter came to day. I knew before I opened
- 59:50it that it had good news for me. I saw her a few nights
- 59:52ago. I didn't understand him, and then he explained, though I didn't
- 59:57understand that much better. He said he he had a gift or a curse
- 1:00:00them was his words, Mistress blythe a gift or a curse. He didn't
- 1:00:05know which it was. He said a great great grandmother of his it had
- 1:00:08it, and they burned her for a witch on account of it. He
- 1:00:12said, queer spells trances, I think was the n amy give'em? Come
- 1:00:15over him now and again? Are there such things? Doctor? There are
- 1:00:21people who are certainly subject to trances, answered Gilbert. The matter is more
- 1:00:25in the line of psychical research than medical. What were the trances of this
- 1:00:30John Selwyn? Like? Like dreams? Said the old doctor skeptically. He
- 1:00:35said he could see things in them, said Captain Jim, slowly, mind
- 1:00:38you, I'm telling you just what he said, Things that were happening,
- 1:00:43things that were going to happen. He said they were sometimes a comfort to
- 1:00:46him, and sometimes a horror. Four nights before this, he'd been in
- 1:00:52one went into it while he was sitting looking at the fire, and he
- 1:00:54saw an old room he knew well in England, and periselessly in it,
- 1:00:59holding out her hands to him and looking glad and happy. So he knew
- 1:01:02he was going to hear good news of her. A dream. A dream,
- 1:01:07scoffed the old doctor. Likely likely conceded Captain Jim. That's what I
- 1:01:13said to him at the time. It was a vast more comfortable to think,
- 1:01:15so I didn't like the idea of him seeing things like that. It
- 1:01:20was real uncanny, No, says he, I didn't dream it. But
- 1:01:24we won't talk of this again. You won't be so much my friend if
- 1:01:28you think much about it. I told him nothing could make me any less
- 1:01:30his friend. But he just shook his head and says, says he lad.
- 1:01:35I know I have lost friends before because of this. I don't blame
- 1:01:38him. There are times when I feel hardly friendly to myself because of it.
- 1:01:43Such a power has a bit of divinity in it, whether of a
- 1:01:45good or an evil divinity. Who shall say? And we mortals all shrink
- 1:01:50from too close contact with God or devil them was his words. I remember
- 1:01:54them as if twas yesterday, though I didn't know just what he meant.
- 1:01:59What do you suppose he did mean? Doctor? I doubt if he knew
- 1:02:01what he meant himself, said Doctor Dave testily. I think I understand,
- 1:02:07whispered Anne. She was listening in her old attitude of clasped lips and shining
- 1:02:12eyes. Captain Jim treated himself to an admiring smile before he went on with
- 1:02:16his story. Well, pretty soon all the Glen and Four Winds people knew
- 1:02:21the schoolmaster's bride was coming, and they were all glad because they thought so
- 1:02:25much of him, And everybody took an interest in his new house. This
- 1:02:29house. He picked this site for it because you could see the harbor and
- 1:02:32hear the sea from it. He made the garden out there for his bride,
- 1:02:37but he didn't plant the lombardies. Missus ned Russell planted them. But
- 1:02:40there's a double row of rose bushes in the garden that the little girls who
- 1:02:44went to the Glens school set out there for the schoolmaster's bride. He said
- 1:02:47they were pink for her cheeks, and white for her brow, and red
- 1:02:52for her lips. He'd quoted poetry so much that he sort of got into
- 1:02:54the habit of talking it too, I reckon. Almost everybody sent him some
- 1:03:00little present to help out the furnishing of the house. When the Russels came
- 1:03:04into it, they were well to do and furnished it real handsome as you
- 1:03:07can see. But the first furniture that went into it was plain enough.
- 1:03:10This little house was rich in love, though. The women sent in quilts
- 1:03:15and tablecloths and towels, and one man made a chest for her, and
- 1:03:19another a table, and so on. Even blind old aunt Margaret Boyd wove
- 1:03:22a little basket for her out of the sweet scented sand hill grass. The
- 1:03:28schoolmaster's wife used it for years to keep her handkerchiefs in well. At last
- 1:03:32everything was ready, even to the logs in the big fireplace, ready for
- 1:03:36lighting. Twasn't exactly this fireplace, though, twas in the same place Miss
- 1:03:42Elizabeth had this put him when she made the house over fifteen years ago.
- 1:03:45It was a big, old fashioned fireplace where you could have roasted an ox.
- 1:03:50Many's the time I've sat here and span yarns, saying's I'm doin tonight?
- 1:03:54Again? There was a silence, while Captain Jim kept a passing tryst
- 1:03:59with visitans. Anne and Gilbert could not see the folks who had sat with
- 1:04:02him around that fireplace in the vanished years, with mirth and bridle joy shining
- 1:04:08in eyes long since closed, forever under churchyard sod or heaving leagues of sea.
- 1:04:14Here on olden nights, children had tossed laughter lightly to and fro Here
- 1:04:18on winter evenings, friends had gathered dance and music, and jest had been
- 1:04:24here. Here, youths and maidens had dreamed for Captain Jim. The little
- 1:04:29house was tenanted with shapes and treating remembrance. It was the first of July
- 1:04:33when the house was finished. The schoolmaster began to count the days. Then
- 1:04:39we used to see him walking along the shore, and we'd say to each
- 1:04:42other, she'll soon be with him. Now. She was expected the middle
- 1:04:45of July, but she didn't come. Then nobody felt anxious. Vessels were
- 1:04:50often delayed for days and maybe weeks. The Royal William was a week overdue,
- 1:04:56and then two, and then three, And at last we began to
- 1:04:59be brightened, and it got worse and worse. Finally I couldn't bear to
- 1:05:03look into John Selwyn's eyes, youno, mistress Blythe Captain Jim lowered his voice.
- 1:05:10I used to think that they looked just like what his old great great
- 1:05:13grandmothers must have been when they were burning her to death. He never said
- 1:05:16much, but he taught school like a man in a dream, and then
- 1:05:20hurried to the shore. Many a night he walked there from dark to dawn.
- 1:05:25People said he was losing his mind. Everybody had given up hope.
- 1:05:29The Royal William was eight weeks overdue. It was the middle of September,
- 1:05:33and the schoolmaster's bride hadn't come, never would come. We thought there was
- 1:05:40a big storm then that lasted three days, and on the evening after it
- 1:05:44died away, I went to the shore. I found the schoolmaster there,
- 1:05:47leaning with his arms folded against a big rock, gazing out to sea.
- 1:05:53I spoke to him, but he didn't answer. His eyes seemed to be
- 1:05:56looking at something I couldn't see. His face was set a dead man's John
- 1:06:01John, I called out, just like that, just like a frightened child,
- 1:06:04Wake up, wake up. That strange, awful look seemed a sort
- 1:06:10of fade out of his eyes. He turned his head and looked at me.
- 1:06:14I have never forgot his face, never will forget it till I ships
- 1:06:17for my last voyage. All is well, lad, he says, I've
- 1:06:21seen the Royal William coming around east Point. She'll be here by dawn tomorrow
- 1:06:27night. I shall sit with my bride by my own hearth fire. Do
- 1:06:31you think he did see it? Demanded Captain Jim abruptly. God knows,
- 1:06:36said Gilbert softly. Great love and great pain might compass. We know not
- 1:06:41what marvels. I am sure he did see it, said Anne earnestly.
- 1:06:45Folderol, said Doctor Dave. But he spoke with less conviction than usual,
- 1:06:50because you know, said Captain Jim solemnly. The Royal William came into Four
- 1:06:56Winds Harbor at daylight the next morning. Every soul in the glen and along
- 1:07:00the shore was of the old wharf to meet her. The schoolmaster had been
- 1:07:03watching there all night. How we cheered As she sailed up the channel.
- 1:07:09Captain Jim's eyes were shining. They were looking at the Four Winds Harbor of
- 1:07:13sixty years agone with a battered old ship sailing through the sunrise, splendor and
- 1:07:18pursus. Lee was on board, asked Anne Yes, her and the captain's
- 1:07:24wife. They'd had an awful passage storm after storm, and their provisions give
- 1:07:28out too, But there they were at last, When Pursesly stepped on to
- 1:07:32the old wharf. John Selwyn took her in his arms, and folks stopped
- 1:07:36cheering and begun to cry. I cried myself though twas years, mind you,
- 1:07:41afore i'd admitted. Ain't it funny how ashamed boys are of tears?
- 1:07:45Was purssly beautiful? Asked Anne. Well, I don't know that you'd call
- 1:07:50her beautiful exactly? I don't know, said Captain Jim slowly. Somehow you
- 1:07:57never got so far along as to wonder she was handsome or not. It
- 1:08:00just didn't matter. There was something so sweet and winsome about her that you
- 1:08:05had to love her, that was all. But she was pleasant to look
- 1:08:09at, big clear hazel eyes, and heaps of glossy brown hair and an
- 1:08:14English skin. John and her were married at our house that night, at
- 1:08:17early candle lighting. Everybody from far and near was there to see it,
- 1:08:21and we all brought them down here. Afterwards, Mistress Selwyn lighted the fire
- 1:08:27and we went away and left them sitting here just as John had seen in
- 1:08:30that vision of his a strange thing. A strange thing. But I've seen
- 1:08:35a terrible lot of strange things in my time. Captain Jim shook his head
- 1:08:40sagely. It's a dear story, said Anne, feeling that for once she
- 1:08:45had got enough romance to satisfy her. How long did they live here?
- 1:08:49Fifteen years. I ran off to sea soon after they were married, like
- 1:08:54the young scallawag I was. But every time I come back from a voyage,
- 1:08:59I'd head for here, even before I went home, and tell Mistress
- 1:09:01Selwyn all about it. Fifteen happy years. They had a sort of talent
- 1:09:08for happiness them too. Some folks are like that, if you've noticed,
- 1:09:11they couldn't be unhappy for long, no matter what happened. They quarreled once
- 1:09:15or twice, for they was both high spirited. But Mistress Selwyn says to
- 1:09:19me once, says she, laughing in that pretty way of hers. I
- 1:09:24felt dreadful when John and I quarreled, But underneath it all, I was
- 1:09:28very happy because I had such a nice husband to quarrel with and make it
- 1:09:31up with. Then they moved to Charlottetown and Ned Russell bought this house and
- 1:09:35brought his bride here. They were a gay young pair, as I remember
- 1:09:40them. Miss Elizabeth Russell was Alec's sister. She came to live with them
- 1:09:44a year or so later, and she was a creature of mirth too.
- 1:09:47The walls of this house must be sort o soaked with laughing and good times.
- 1:09:51You're the third bride I've seen come here, mistress blythe and the handsomest.
- 1:09:57Captain Jim contrived to give his some our compliment the delicacy of a violet,
- 1:10:01and Anne wore it proudly. She was looking her best that night,
- 1:10:05with the bridal rose on her cheeks and the love light in her eyes.
- 1:10:10Even gruff old Doctor Dave gave her an approving glance and told his wife,
- 1:10:15as they drove home together, that that red headed wife of the boys was
- 1:10:18something of a beauty. I must be getting back to the light, announced
- 1:10:23Captain Jim. I've enjoyed this evening, something tremendous. You must come often
- 1:10:28to see us, said Anne. I wonder if you'd give that invitation if
- 1:10:31you knew how likely I'll be to accept it. Captain Jim remarked whimsically,
- 1:10:36which is another way of saying, you wonder if I mean it, smiled
- 1:10:40Anne, I do cross my heart, as we used to say at school.
- 1:10:44Then I'll come. You're likely to be pestered with me at any hour,
- 1:10:47and I'll be proud to have you drop down and visit me now and
- 1:10:50then too. Generally, I haven't any one to talk to, but the
- 1:10:54first mate, bless his sociable heart. He's a mighty good listener and has
- 1:10:58forgot more'n any macallus of them all ever knew. But he isn't much of
- 1:11:01a conversationalist. You're young and I'm old, but our souls are about the
- 1:11:05same age. I reckon we both belong to the race that knows Joseph,
- 1:11:10as Cornelia Bryant would say, the race that knows Joseph, puzzled Anne,
- 1:11:15Yes, Cornelia divides all the folks in the world into two kinds, the
- 1:11:19race that knows Joseph and the race that don't. If a person sort of
- 1:11:24sees eye to eye with you and has pretty much the same ideas about things
- 1:11:28and the same taste in jokes, why then he belongs to the race that
- 1:11:30knows Joseph. Oh, I understand, exclaimed Anne, light breaking in upon
- 1:11:36her. It's what I used to call and still call in quotation marks kindred
- 1:11:41spirits. Jest. So just so, agreed Captain Jim. Wear it whatever
- 1:11:46it is when you come in tonight, Mistress blythe I says to myself,
- 1:11:50says I, Yes, she's of the race that knows Joseph, and mighty
- 1:11:55glad I was for If it wasn't so, we couldn't have had any real
- 1:11:59satisfaction in each other's company. The race that knows Joseph is the salt of
- 1:12:02the earth, I reckon. The moon had just risen when Anne and Gilbert
- 1:12:08went to the door with their guests, for Wind's Harbor was beginning to be
- 1:12:11a thing of dream and glamor and enchantment, a spell bound haven where no
- 1:12:15tempest might ever raven. The Lombardies down the lane, tall and somber as
- 1:12:20the priestly forms of some mystic band were tipped with silver. Always liked Lombardy's,
- 1:12:27said Captain Jim, waving a long arm at them. They're the trees
- 1:12:30of princesses. They're out of fashion now. Folks complain that they'd die at
- 1:12:34the top and get ragged lookin', so they do so they do if you
- 1:12:39don't risk your neck every spring climbing up a light ladder to trim them out.
- 1:12:44I always did it for Miss Elizabeth, so her Lombardies never got out
- 1:12:46at elbows. She was especially fond of them. She liked their dignity and
- 1:12:50standoffishness. They don't hobknob with every Tom, Dick and Harry. If it's
- 1:12:56Maples for company, Mistress Blythe, it's Lombardies for society. What a beautiful
- 1:13:01night, said missus Doctor Dave, as she climbed into the doctor's buggy.
- 1:13:05Most nights are beautiful, said Captain Jim. But I allow that moonlight over
- 1:13:10four winds makes me sore to wonder what's left for heaven. The Moon's a
- 1:13:14great friend, o mine, Mistress Blythe. I've loved her ever since I
- 1:13:16can remember. When I was a little chap of eight, I fell asleep
- 1:13:20in the garden one evening, an wasn't missed. I woke up along in
- 1:13:24the night, and I was most scared to death. What shadows and queer
- 1:13:28noises there was. I durstn't move, just crouched there, quaking, poor
- 1:13:31small mite. Seems if there weren't any one in the world but myself,
- 1:13:35and it was mighty big. Then all at once I saw the moon lookin
- 1:13:40down at me through the apple boughs, just like an old friend. I
- 1:13:43was comforted right off, got up and walked to the house, as brave
- 1:13:46as a lion lookin at her. Many's the night I've watched her from the
- 1:13:49deck of my vessel on seas far away from here. Why don't you folks
- 1:13:54tell me to take in the slack of my john go home? The laughter
- 1:13:58of the good nights died away. Anne and Gilbert walked hand in hand around
- 1:14:01their garden. The brook that ran across the corner dimpled pellucidly in the shadows
- 1:14:06of the birches. The poppies along its banks were like shallow cups of moonlight.
- 1:14:12Flowers that had been planted by the hands of the schoolmaster's bride flung their
- 1:14:15sweetness on the shadowy air, like the beauty and blessing of sacred yesterdays.
- 1:14:20Anne paused in the gloom to gather a spray. I love to smell flowers
- 1:14:25in the dark, She said, you get hold of their soul. Then,
- 1:14:29oh Gilbert, this little house is all I've dreamed it, and I'm
- 1:14:32so glad that we are not the first to have kept bridal Tryst here.
- 1:14:38End of chapter seven, Chapter eight, Miss Cornelia Bryant comes to call that
- 1:14:45month of September was a month of golden mists and purple hazes at Forwind's Harbor,
- 1:14:49a month of sun steep days, and of nights that were swimming in
- 1:14:53moonlight or pulsating with stars. No storm marred it, no rough wind blew.
- 1:15:00Anne and Gilbert put their nest in order, rambled on the shores,
- 1:15:02sailed on the harbor, drove about four winds in the glen, or through
- 1:15:06the ferny sequestered roads of the woods around the harbor head. In short,
- 1:15:11had such a honeymoon as any lovers in the world might have envied them.
- 1:15:15If life were to stop short just now, it would still have been richly
- 1:15:19worth while, just for the sake of these past four weeks, wouldn't it,
- 1:15:24said Anne. I don't suppose we will ever have four such perfect weeks
- 1:15:28again, but we've had them. Everything wind Weather, folks house of dreams,
- 1:15:33has conspired to make our honeymoon delightful. There hasn't even been a rainy
- 1:15:38day since we came here, and we haven't quarreled, once teased Gilbert.
- 1:15:43Well that's a pleasure all the greater for being deferred, quoted Anne, I'm
- 1:15:47so glad we decided to spend our honeymoon here. Our memories of it will
- 1:15:51always belong here in our house of dreams, instead of being scattered about in
- 1:15:56strange places. There was a certain and tang of romance and adventure in the
- 1:16:01atmosphere of their new home, which Anne had never found in Avonlea. There,
- 1:16:06although she had lived in side of the sea, it had not entered
- 1:16:10intimately into her life. In four winds, it surrounded her and called to
- 1:16:14her constantly. From every window of her new home. She saw some varying
- 1:16:18aspect of it. Its haunting murmur was ever in her ears. Vessels sailed
- 1:16:24up the harbor every day to the wharf at the glen, or sailed out
- 1:16:28again through the sunset, bound for ports that might be half way around the
- 1:16:30globe. Fishing boats went white winged down the channel in the mornings and returned
- 1:16:35laden in the evenings. Sailors and fisher folk traveled the red winding harbor roads,
- 1:16:42light hearted and content. There was always a certain sense of things going
- 1:16:46to happen of adventures and farings forth. The ways of four winds were less
- 1:16:51stayed and settled and grooved than those of avonlea, winds of change blew over
- 1:16:57them. The sea called ever to the dwell on shore, and even those
- 1:17:01who might not answer its call felt the thrill and unrest and mystery and possibilities
- 1:17:06of it. I understand now why some men must go to sea, said
- 1:17:12Anne. That desire which comes to us all at times to sail beyond the
- 1:17:15bourne of sunset must be very imperious when it is born in you. I
- 1:17:20don't wonder Captain Jim ran away because of it. I never see a ship
- 1:17:25sailing out of the channel, or a gull soaring over the sand bar without
- 1:17:29wishing I were on board the ship, or had wings, not like a
- 1:17:32dove to fly away and be at rest, but like a gull to sweep
- 1:17:36out into the very heart of a storm. You'll stay right here with me,
- 1:17:41an girl, said Gilbert lazily. I won't have you flying away from
- 1:17:45me into the hearts of storms. They were sitting on their red sandstone doorstep
- 1:17:50in the late afternoon. Great tranquilities were all about them, and land and
- 1:17:55sea and sky. Silvery gulls were soaring over them. The horizon were laced
- 1:18:00with long trails of frail, pinkish clouds. The hushtare was threaded with a
- 1:18:04murmurous refrain of minstrel winds and waves. Pale asters were blowing in the sere
- 1:18:11and misty meadows between them and the harbor. Doctors who have to be up
- 1:18:15all night waiting on sick folk don't feel very adventurous. I suppose, Anne
- 1:18:19said indulgently. If you had had a good sleep last night, Gilbert,
- 1:18:24you'd be as ready as I am for a flight of imagination. I did
- 1:18:28good work last night, Anne said Gilbert quietly. Under God, I saved
- 1:18:31a life. This is the first time I could ever really claim that.
- 1:18:35In other cases I may have helped. But Anne, if I had not
- 1:18:40stayed at Allenby's last night and fought death hand to hand, that woman would
- 1:18:44have died before morning. I tried an experiment that was certainly never tried in
- 1:18:48four Winds before. I doubt if it was ever tried anywhere before outside of
- 1:18:51a hospital. It was a new thing in Kingsport Hospital last winter. I
- 1:18:57could never have dared try it here. If I had not been atsolutely certain
- 1:19:00that there was no other chance. I risked it and it succeeded. As
- 1:19:04a result, a good wife and mother is saved for long years of happiness
- 1:19:09and usefulness. As I drove home this morning, while the sun was rising
- 1:19:13over the harbor, I thanked God that I had chosen the profession I did.
- 1:19:16I had fought a good fight, and one think of it, Anne,
- 1:19:20one against the great destroyer. It's what I dreamed of doing long ago,
- 1:19:26when we talked together of what we wanted to do in life. That
- 1:19:30dream of mine came true this morning. Was that the only one of your
- 1:19:33dreams that has come true? Asked Anne, who knew perfectly well what the
- 1:19:38substance of his answer would be, but wanted to hear it again. You
- 1:19:42know, Anne, girl, said Gilbert, smiling into her eyes. At
- 1:19:45that moment, there were certainly two perfectly happy people sitting on the doorstep of
- 1:19:50a little white house on the Four Winds Harbor shore. Presently, Gilbert said,
- 1:19:56with a change of tone, do I or do I not see a
- 1:20:00full rigged ship sailing up our lane? Anne looked and sprang up. That
- 1:20:05must be either Miss Cornelia Bryant or missus Moore coming to call. She said,
- 1:20:11I'm going into the office, and if it is Miss Cornelia, I
- 1:20:14warn you that I'll eavesdrop, said Gilbert. From all I've heard regarding Miss
- 1:20:17Cornelia, I conclude that her conversation will not be dull. To say the
- 1:20:21least. It may be missus Moore, I don't think Missus Moore is built
- 1:20:26on those lines. I saw her working in her garden the other day,
- 1:20:30and though I was too far away to see clearly, I thought she was
- 1:20:32rather slender. She doesn't seem very socially inclined when she has never called on
- 1:20:36you yet. Although she's your nearest neighbor. She can't be like missus Lynde
- 1:20:41after all, or curiosity would have brought her, said Anne. This caller
- 1:20:45is, I think Miss Cornelia? Miss Cornelia. It was moreover, Miss
- 1:20:50Cornelia had not come to make any brief and fashionable wedding call. She had
- 1:20:55her work under her arm at a substantial parcel, and when Anne asked her
- 1:20:59to stay, she promptly took off her capacious sun hat, which had been
- 1:21:02held on her head despite irreverent September breezes by a tight elastic band under her
- 1:21:09hard little knob of fair hair. No hatpins for miss Cornelia, an it
- 1:21:13please you. Elastic bands had been good enough for her mother, and they
- 1:21:16were good enough for her. She had a fresh, round, pink and
- 1:21:20white face and jolly brown eyes. She did not look in the least like
- 1:21:25the traditional old maid, and there was something in her expression which won Anne
- 1:21:29instantly, with her old instinctive quickness to discern kindred spirits. She knew she
- 1:21:34was going to like Miss Cornelia, in spite of uncertain oddities of opinion and
- 1:21:40certain oddities of attire. Nobody but Miss Cornelia would have come to make a
- 1:21:44call arrayed in a striped blue and white apron and a wrapper of chocolate print
- 1:21:48with a design of huge pink roses scattered over it, and nobody but Miss
- 1:21:54Cornelia could have looked dignified and suitably garbed in it. Had Miss Cornelia been
- 1:21:59entering up palace to call on a prince's bride, she would have been just
- 1:22:02as dignified and just as holy mistress of the situation. She would have trailed
- 1:22:08her rose spattered flounce over the marble floors just as unconcernedly, and she would
- 1:22:13have proceeded just as calmly to disabuse the mind of the princess of any idea
- 1:22:16that the possession of a mere man, be he prince or peasant, was
- 1:22:20anything to brag of. I've brought my work, missus blythe deary, she
- 1:22:25remarked, unrolling some dainty material. I'm in a hurry to get this done,
- 1:22:29and there isn't any time to lose. Anne looked in some surprise at
- 1:22:33the white garment spread over Miss Cornelia's ample lap. It was certainly a baby's
- 1:22:38dress, and it was most beautifully made, with tiny frills and tucks.
- 1:22:43Miss Cornelia adjusted her glasses and fell to embroidering with exquisite stitches. This is
- 1:22:48for missus Fred Proctor. Up at the glen, she announced she's expecting her
- 1:22:53eighth baby any day now, and not as stitch has she ready for it.
- 1:22:57The other seven have wore out all she made for the first, and
- 1:23:00she's never had time or strength or spirit to make any more. That woman
- 1:23:03is a martyr. Missus blathe believe me. When she married Fred Proctor,
- 1:23:08I knew how it would turn out. He was one of your wicked,
- 1:23:11fascinating men. After he got married, he left off being fascinating and just
- 1:23:15kept on being wicked. He drinks and he neglects his family. Isn't that
- 1:23:19like a man? I don't know how Missus Proctor would ever keep her children
- 1:23:23decently clothed if her neighbors didn't help her out, As Anne was afterwards to
- 1:23:28learn, Miss Cornelia was the only neighbor who troubled herself much about the decency
- 1:23:32of the young Proctor's. When I heard this eighth baby was coming, I
- 1:23:36decided to make some things for it, Miss Cornelia went on, this is
- 1:23:40the last and I want to finish it to day. It's certainly very pretty,
- 1:23:45said Anne. I'll get my sewing and we'll have a little thimble party
- 1:23:47of two. You're a beautiful sewer, Miss Bryant. Yes, I'm the
- 1:23:51best sewer in these parts, said Miss Cornelia, in a matter of fact
- 1:23:56tone. I ought to be Lord, I've done more of it than if
- 1:23:59i'd had a hunt undred children of my own. Believe me, I suppose
- 1:24:01I'm a fool to be putting hand embroider round this dress for an eighth baby.
- 1:24:05But Lord, missus blythe deary, it isn't to blame for being the
- 1:24:09eighth And I kind of wished it to have one real pretty dress, just
- 1:24:13as if it was wanted. Nobody's wanting the poor mite. So I put
- 1:24:16some extra fuss on its little things, just on that account. Any baby
- 1:24:20might be proud of that dress, said Anne, feeling still more strongly that
- 1:24:25she was going to like Miss Cornelia. I suppose you've been thinking I was
- 1:24:29never coming to call on you, resumed Miss Cornelia. But this is the
- 1:24:32harvest month, you know, and I've been busy and a lot of extra
- 1:24:35hands hanging around eating more than they work, just like the men. I'd
- 1:24:40have come yesterday, but I went to missus Roderick mc allister's funeral. At
- 1:24:44first, I thought my head was aching so badly I couldn't enjoy myself if
- 1:24:46I did go. But she was a hundred years old, and I'd always
- 1:24:49promised myself that i'd go to her funeral. Was it a successful function,
- 1:24:55asked Anne, noticing that the office door was ajar. What's that? Oh?
- 1:25:00Yes, it was a tremendous funeral. She had a very large connection.
- 1:25:03There was over one hundred and twenty carriages in the procession. There was
- 1:25:08one or two funny things happened. I thought that die. I would to
- 1:25:11see old job Bradshaw, who is an infidel and never darkens the door of
- 1:25:15a church, singing safe in the arms of Jesus, with great gusto and
- 1:25:18fervor. He glories in singing. That's why he never misses a funeral.
- 1:25:23Poor missus Bradshaw didn't look much like singing, all wore out, slaving.
- 1:25:28Old Joe starts out once in a while to buy her a present and brings
- 1:25:31home some new kind of farm machinery. Isn't that like a man? But
- 1:25:35what else would you expect of a man who never goes to church, even
- 1:25:39a Methodist one. I was real thankful to see you and the young doctor
- 1:25:43in the Presbyterian church your first Sunday. No doctor for me, who was
- 1:25:45in a Presbyterian We were in the Methodist church last Sunday evening, said Anne
- 1:25:50wickedly. Oh, I suppose doctor blythe has to go to the Methodist church
- 1:25:55once in a while or he wouldn't get the Methodist practice. We liked the
- 1:25:59sermon very much, declared Anne boldly. And I thought the Methodist minister's prayer
- 1:26:03was one of the most beautiful I ever heard. Oh, I've no doubt
- 1:26:06he can pray. I never heard anyone make more beautiful prayers than old Simon
- 1:26:11Bentley, who was always drunk or hoping to be. And the drunker he
- 1:26:15was, the better he prayed. The Methodist minister is very fine looking,
- 1:26:19said Anne, for the benefit of the office door. Yes he's quite ornamental,
- 1:26:24agreed Miss Cornelia. Oh, a very lady like, and he thinks
- 1:26:28that every girl who looks at him falls in love with him, as if
- 1:26:30a Methodist minister wondering about like any jew was such a prize. If you
- 1:26:35and the young doctor take my advice, you won't have much to do with
- 1:26:40the Methodists. My motto is, if you are a Presbyterian, be a
- 1:26:44Presbyterian. Don't you think that Methodists go to heaven as well as Presbyterians,
- 1:26:48asked Anne smilelessly. That isn't for us to decide. It's in higher hands
- 1:26:55than ours, said Miss Cornelia solemnly. But I ain't going to associate with
- 1:27:00them on earth, whatever I may have to do in heaven. This Methodist
- 1:27:03minister isn't married. The last one they had was, and his wife was
- 1:27:06the silliest, flightiest little thing I ever saw. I told her husband once
- 1:27:12that he should have waited till she was grown up before he married her.
- 1:27:15He said he wanted to have the training of her. Wasn't that like a
- 1:27:17man? It's rather hard to decide just when people are grown up? Laughed
- 1:27:23Anne. That's a true word, dearie. Some are grown up when they're
- 1:27:26born, and others ain't grown up when they're eighty. Believe me, that
- 1:27:30same Missus Roderick I was speaking of never grew up. She was as foolish
- 1:27:33when she was a hundred as she was when she was ten. Perhaps that
- 1:27:36was why she lived so long, suggested Anne. Maybe twas I'd rather live
- 1:27:42fifty sensible years than a hundred foolish ones. But just think what a dull
- 1:27:46world it would be if everyone was sensible, pleaded Anne. Miss Cornelia disdained
- 1:27:51any skirmish of flippant epigram. Missus Roderick was a mill Grave, and the
- 1:27:57mill Graves never had much sense. Her nephew, Ebenezer Millgrave, used to
- 1:28:01be insane for years. He believed he was dead, and used to rage
- 1:28:04at his wife because she wouldn't bury him. I'd a done it, Miss
- 1:28:09Cornelia looked so grimly determined that Anne could almost see her with a spade in
- 1:28:14her hand. Don't you know any good husbands, Miss Bryant. Oh,
- 1:28:17yes, lots of them over yonder, said Miss Cornelia, waving her hand
- 1:28:23through the open window towards the little graveyard of the church across the harbor.
- 1:28:27But living going about in the flesh, persisted Anne. Oh, there's a
- 1:28:31few, just to show that with God, all things you're possible, acknowledged
- 1:28:35Miss Cornelia reluctantly. I don't deny that an odd man here and there,
- 1:28:41if he's caught young and trained up proper, and if his mother has spanked
- 1:28:44him well beforehand, made turn out a decent being your husband now, isn't
- 1:28:48so bad as men go. From all I hear, I suppose Miss Cornelia
- 1:28:53looked sharply at Anne over her glasses. You think there's nobody like him in
- 1:28:57the world. There isn't, said Anne promptly. Ah, well, I
- 1:29:01heard another bride say that, once, sighed Miss Cornelia. Jenny Dean thought
- 1:29:05when she married that there wasn't anybody like her husband in the world, and
- 1:29:10she was right. There wasn't, and a good thing too, Believe me.
- 1:29:14He led her an awful life, and he was courting his second wife
- 1:29:16while Jenny was dying. Wasn't that like a man? However, I hope
- 1:29:20your confidence will be better justified. Dearie. The young doctor is taking real
- 1:29:25well. I was afraid at first he mightn't, for folks hereabouts have always
- 1:29:29thought old doctor Dave the only doctor in the world. Doctor Dave hadn't much
- 1:29:33tact, to be sure. He was always talking of ropes and houses where
- 1:29:36someone had hanged himself. But folks forgot their hurt feelings when they had a
- 1:29:41pain in their stomachs. If he'd been a minister instead of a doctor,
- 1:29:45they'd never have forgiven him. So Lake doesn't worry folks near as much as
- 1:29:48stomach ache. Seeing as we're both Presbyterians and no Methodists around, Will you
- 1:29:54tell me your candid opinion of our minister? Well, really, I well,
- 1:30:00hesitated, Anne, Miss Cornelia nodded exactly. I agree with you,
- 1:30:04deary. We made a mistake when he called him. His face just looks
- 1:30:09like one of those long, narrow stones in the graveyard, doesn't it?
- 1:30:12Sacred to the memory ought to be written on his forehead. I shall never
- 1:30:15forget the first sermon he preached after he came. It was on the subject
- 1:30:19of everyone doing what they were best fitted for. A very good subject,
- 1:30:23of course, but such illustrations as he used. He said, if you
- 1:30:28had a cow and an apple tree, and if you tied the apple tree
- 1:30:30in your stable and planted the cow and your orchard with her legs up,
- 1:30:33how much milk would you get from the apple tree? Or how many apples
- 1:30:38from the cow? Did you ever hear the like in your born days?
- 1:30:41Deary? I was so thankful there were no Methodists there that day. They'd
- 1:30:45never have been done hooting over it. But what I dislike most in him
- 1:30:49is his habit of agreeing with everybody no matter what is said. If you
- 1:30:53said to him, you're a scoundrel, he'd say, with that smooth smile
- 1:30:57of his, yes, that's so. A minister should have more or backbone.
- 1:31:00The long and the short of it is, I consider him a reverend
- 1:31:03jackass, But of course this is just between you and me. When there
- 1:31:08are Methodists in hearing, I praise him to the skies. Some folks think
- 1:31:12his wife dresses too gay, but I say, when she has to live
- 1:31:15with a face like that, she needs something to cheer her up. You'll
- 1:31:18never hear me condemning a woman for her dress. I'm only too thankful when
- 1:31:23her husband isn't too mean and miserly to allow it. Not that I bother
- 1:31:27much with dress myself. Women just dress to please the men, and I'd
- 1:31:30never stoop to that. I've had a real placid, comfortable life, dearie,
- 1:31:34and it's just because I never care to scent what the men thought.
- 1:31:39Why do you hate the men so, Miss Bryant, Lord deary, I
- 1:31:43don't hate them. They aren't worth it. I just sort of despise them.
- 1:31:46I think I'll like your husband if he keeps on as he has begun.
- 1:31:49But apart from him, about the only men in the world I've much
- 1:31:53use for the old Doctor and Captain Jim. Captain Jim is certainly splendid,
- 1:31:58agreed Anne Cordially. Captain Jim is a good man, but he's kind of
- 1:32:02vexing in one way. You can't make him mad. I've tried for twenty
- 1:32:06years and he just keeps on being placid. It does sort of rile me.
- 1:32:11And I suppose the woman he should have married got a man who went
- 1:32:14into tantrums twice a day. Who was she? Oh, I don't know.
- 1:32:17Dearie, I never remember of Captain Jim making up to anybody. He
- 1:32:21was edging on old as far as my memory goes. He's seventy six.
- 1:32:25You know, I never heard any reason for his staying a bachelor, but
- 1:32:28there must be one. Believe me. He sailed all his life till five
- 1:32:31years ago, and there's no corner of the earth he hasn't poked his nose
- 1:32:34into. He and Elizabeth Russell were great cronies all their lives, but they
- 1:32:40never had any notion of sweethearting. Elizabeth never married, though she had plenty
- 1:32:44of chances. She was a great beauty when she was young. The year
- 1:32:47the Prince of Wales came to the island, she was visiting her uncle in
- 1:32:50Charlottetown and he was a government official, and so she got invited to the
- 1:32:55Great Ball. She was the prettiest girl there, and the Prince danced with
- 1:32:59her and all the other women he didn't dance with. We're furious about it
- 1:33:01because their social standing was higher than hers, and they said he shouldn't have
- 1:33:05passed them over. Elizabeth was always very proud of that dance. Mean folks
- 1:33:11said that was why she never married. She couldn't put up with an ordinary
- 1:33:14man after dancing with the prince. But that wasn't so She told me the
- 1:33:16reason once. It was because she had such a temper that she was afraid
- 1:33:20she couldn't live peaceably with any man. She had an awful temper. She
- 1:33:25used to have to go upstairs and bite pieces out of her bureau to keep
- 1:33:28it down by times. But I told her that wasn't any reason for not
- 1:33:31marrying if she wanted to. There's no reason why we should let the men
- 1:33:34have a monopoly of temper, is there, missus? Blythe deary, I've
- 1:33:39a bit of a temper myself, sighed Anne. It's well you have,
- 1:33:43deary, you won't be half so likely to be trodden on. Believe me,
- 1:33:47my, how that golden glow of yours is blooming. Your garden looks
- 1:33:50fine. Poor Elizabeth always took such care of it. I love it,
- 1:33:56said Anne. I'm glad it's so full of old fashioned flowers. Speaking of
- 1:34:00gardening, we want to get a man to dig up that little lot beyond
- 1:34:03the fir grove and set it out with strawberry plants for us. Gilbert is
- 1:34:06so busy he will never get the time for it this fall. Do you
- 1:34:10know any one we can get? Well, Henry Hammond up at the glen
- 1:34:14goes out doing jobs like that he'll do. Maybe he's always a heap more
- 1:34:17interested in his wages than in his work, just like a man. And
- 1:34:20he's so slow in the uptake that he stands still for five minutes before it
- 1:34:25dawns on him that he stopped. His father threw a stump at him when
- 1:34:28he was small. Nice, gentle missile, wasn't it so like a man?
- 1:34:31Course the boy never got over it. But he's the only one I
- 1:34:34can recommend at all. He painted my house for me last spring. It
- 1:34:39looks real nice. Now, don't you think Anne was saved by the clock
- 1:34:43striking five? Good lord? Is it that late? Exclaimed Miss Cornelia.
- 1:34:47How time does slip by when you're enjoying yourself? Well, I must betake
- 1:34:51myself home. No, indeed, you're going to stay and have tea with
- 1:34:55us, said Anne eagerly. Are you asking me because you think you ought
- 1:34:59to or because you really want to, demanded Miss Cornelia. Because I really
- 1:35:03want to, then I'll stay. You belong to the race that knows,
- 1:35:08Joseph, I know We're going to be friends, said Anne, with the
- 1:35:11smile that only they of the household of Faith ever saw. Yes, we
- 1:35:15are, Dearie. Thank goodness, we can choose our friends. We have
- 1:35:18to take our relatives as they are, and be thankful if there are no
- 1:35:20penitentiary birds among them, not that I've many, none nearer than second cousins.
- 1:35:27I'm kind of a lonely soul, Missus Blythe, there was a wistful
- 1:35:30noted Miss Cornelia's voice. I wish you would call me Anne, exclaimed Anne
- 1:35:34impulsively. It would seem more homey. Every one in four winds except my
- 1:35:39husband calls me missus Blythe, and it makes me feel like a stranger.
- 1:35:44Do you know that your name is very near being the one I yearned after?
- 1:35:46When I was a child, I hated Anne, and I called myself
- 1:35:50Cordelia in imagination. I like Anne. It was my mother's name. Old
- 1:35:56fashioned names are the best and sweetest, in my opinion. If you're going
- 1:36:00to get tea, you might send the young doctor to talk to me.
- 1:36:02He's been lying on the sofa in that office ever since I came, laughing
- 1:36:05fit to kill over what I've been saying. How did you know, cried
- 1:36:10Anne, too, aghast at this instance of Miss Cornelia's uncanny prescience to make
- 1:36:15a polite denial. I saw him sitting beside you when I came up the
- 1:36:17lane, and I know men's tricks, retorted Miss Cornelia. There, I've
- 1:36:23finished my little dress, dearie, and the eighth baby can come as soon
- 1:36:26as it pleases. End of Chapter eight, Chapter nine, an evening at
- 1:36:32four winds Point. It was late September when Anne and Gilbert were able to
- 1:36:38pay four winds Light their promised visit. They had often planned to go,
- 1:36:42but something always occurred to prevent them. Captain Jim had dropped in several times
- 1:36:46at the little House. I don't stand on ceremony, Mistress Blythe He told
- 1:36:51Anne, it's a real pleasure to me to come here, and I'm not
- 1:36:55going to deny myself just because you haven't got down to see me. There
- 1:36:59ought to be no bargaining like that among the race that knows. Joseph,
- 1:37:02I'll come when I can, and you come when you can, and so
- 1:37:06long as we have our pleasant little chat, it don't matter a mite what
- 1:37:10roofs over us. Captain Jim took a great fancy to Gog and Magog,
- 1:37:15who were presiding over the destinies of the hearth in the little house with as
- 1:37:18much dignity and a plumb as they had done at Patty's place. Aren't they
- 1:37:24the cutest little cusses, he would say delightedly, and he bade them greeting
- 1:37:28and farewell as gravely and invariably as he did his host and hostess. Captain
- 1:37:32Jim was not going to offend household deities by any lack of reverence and ceremony.
- 1:37:39You've made this little house just about perfect, he told Anne. It
- 1:37:43never was so nice before. Mistress Selwyn had your taste, and she did
- 1:37:46wonders. But folks in those days didn't have the pretty little curtains and pictures
- 1:37:51and knick knacks you have. As for Elizabeth, she lived in the past.
- 1:37:57You've kinda brought the future into it, so to speak. I'd be
- 1:38:00real happy even if we couldn't talk at all when I come here, just
- 1:38:02to sit and look at you and your pictures and your flowers would be enough
- 1:38:05of a treat. It's beautiful, beautiful. Captain Jim was a passionate worshiper
- 1:38:12of beauty, every lovely thing heard or seen gave him a deep, subtle
- 1:38:16inner joy that irradiated his life. He was quite keenly aware of his own
- 1:38:21lack of outward comeliness, and lamented it. Folks say I'm good, he
- 1:38:26remarked whimsically upon one occasion, But I sometimes wish the Lord had made me
- 1:38:30only half as good and put the rest of it into looks. But there
- 1:38:34I reckon he knew what he was about as a good captain. Should some
- 1:38:39of us have to be homely or the purty ones like Mistress blytheer wouldn't show
- 1:38:43up so well. One evening, Anne and Gilbert finally walked down to the
- 1:38:47four winds light. The day had begun somberly and gray, cloud and mist,
- 1:38:53but it had ended in a pomp of scarlet and gold. Over the
- 1:38:56western hills beyond the harbor were amber deeps and crystalline shadows with the fire of
- 1:39:01sunset. Below the north was a mackerel sky of little, fiery golden clouds.
- 1:39:08The red light flamed on the white sails of a vessel gliding down the
- 1:39:12channel bound to a southern port in a land of palms. Beyond her,
- 1:39:16it smote upon and incarnadined the shining, white, grassless faces of the sand
- 1:39:20dunes to the right. It fell on the old house among the willows up
- 1:39:26the brook and gave it for a fleeting space, casements more splendid than those
- 1:39:30of an old cathedral. They glowed out of its quiet and grayness, like
- 1:39:34the throbbing blood red thoughts of a vivid soul imprisoned in a dull husk of
- 1:39:40environment. That old house up the brook always seems so lonely, said Anne.
- 1:39:45I never see visitors there. Of course, It's lane opens on the
- 1:39:48upper road, but I don't think there's much coming and going. It seems
- 1:39:53odd. We've never met the Moors yet, when they lived within fifteen minutes
- 1:39:56walk of us. I may have seen them in church, of course,
- 1:40:00but if so, I didn't know them. I'm sorry. They're so unsociable
- 1:40:02when there are only near neighbors. Evidently they don't belong to the race,
- 1:40:06that knows. Joseph laughed, Gilbert, Have you ever found out who that
- 1:40:11girl was whom you thought so beautiful? No? Somehow I have never remembered
- 1:40:15to ask about her. But I've never seen her anywhere, so I suppose
- 1:40:18she must have been a stranger. Oh, the sun has just vanished,
- 1:40:23and there's the light. As the dusk deepened, the great beacon cut swathes
- 1:40:28of light through it, sweeping in a circle over the fields in the harbor,
- 1:40:31the sand bar, and the gulf. I feel as if it might
- 1:40:34catch me and whisk me leagues out to sea, said Anne, as one
- 1:40:39drenched them with radiance, And she felt rather relieved when they got so near
- 1:40:43the point that they were inside the range of those dazzling recurrent flashes. As
- 1:40:47they turned into the little lane that led across the fields to the point,
- 1:40:51they met a man coming out of it, a man of such extraordinary appearance
- 1:40:56that for a moment they both frankly stared. He was a decidedly fine looking
- 1:41:00person, tall, broad shouldered, well featured, with a Roman nose and
- 1:41:05frank gray eyes. He was dressed in a prosperous farmer's sunday best in so
- 1:41:11far he might have been any inhabit of four Winds or the Glen. But
- 1:41:15flowing over his breast nearly to his knees was a river of crinkly brown beard,
- 1:41:20and a down his back, beneath his commonplace felt hat was a corresponding
- 1:41:26cascade of thick, wavy brown hair, Anne murmured Gilbert when they were out
- 1:41:30of earshot. You didn't put what Uncle Dave calls a little of the scot
- 1:41:34Act and that lemonade you gave me just before we left home, did you?
- 1:41:39No? I didn't, said Anne, stifling her laughter. Lest the
- 1:41:43retreating enigma should hear her? Who in the world can he be? I
- 1:41:47don't know, But if Captain Jim keeps apparitions like that down at this point,
- 1:41:51I'm going to carry cold iron in my pocket when I come here.
- 1:41:56He wasn't a sailor, or one might pardon his eccentricity of appearance. He
- 1:42:00must belong to the over Harbor clans. Uncle Dave says, they have several
- 1:42:03freaks over there. Uncle Dave is a little prejudiced. I think you know,
- 1:42:09all the over Harbor people who come to the Glen Church seem very nice,
- 1:42:13Oh, Gilbert, isn't this beautiful? The Four Winds Light was built
- 1:42:16on a spur of red sandstone cliff jutting out into the gulf. On one
- 1:42:21side, across the channel stretched the silvery sand shore of the bar. On
- 1:42:26the other extended a long curving beach of red cliffs, rising steeply from the
- 1:42:30pebbled coves. It was a shore that knew the magic and mystery of storm
- 1:42:35and star. There is a great solitude about such a shore. The woods
- 1:42:40are never solitary. They're full of whispering, beckoning, friendly life. But
- 1:42:45the sea is a mighty soul, forever moaning of some great, unshareable sorrow,
- 1:42:49which shuts it up into itself for all eternity. We can never pierce
- 1:42:55its infinite mystery. We may only wonder, odd and spell bound on the
- 1:42:59outer fringe of it. The woods call to us with a hundred voices,
- 1:43:03but the sea has one, only a mighty voice that drowns our souls in
- 1:43:08its majestic music. The woods are human, but the sea is of the
- 1:43:12company of the archangels. Anne and Gilbert found Captain Jim sitting on a bench
- 1:43:16outside the lighthouse, putting the finishing touches to a wonderful full rigged toy schooner.
- 1:43:23He rose and welcomed them to his abode with the gentle, unconscious courtesy
- 1:43:28that became him so well. This has been a pretty nice day all through
- 1:43:30Mistress blythe and now right at the last, it's brought its best would you
- 1:43:35like to sit down here outside a bit while the light lasts. I've just
- 1:43:39finished this bit of a plaything for my little grand nephew Joe up at the
- 1:43:43glen, after I promised to make it for him. I was kinda sorry
- 1:43:45for His mother was vexed. She's afraid he'll be wanting to go to sea
- 1:43:49later on, and she doesn't want the notion encouraged in him. But what
- 1:43:53could I do, mistress Blythe I'd promised him, and I think it's sort
- 1:43:57of reeled dastardly to break a promise you make to a child. Come sit
- 1:44:00down, It won't take long to stay an hour. The wind was off
- 1:44:04shore and only broke the sea's surface into long, silvery ripples and san cheny
- 1:44:10shadows flying out across it from every point and headland like transparent wings. The
- 1:44:15dusk was hanging a curtain of violet gloom over the sand dunes and the headlands,
- 1:44:19where gulls were huddling. The sky was faintly filmed over with scarves of
- 1:44:25silken vapor. Cloud fleets rode at anchor along the horizons. An evening star
- 1:44:30was watching over the bar. Isn't that of you worth looking? At,
- 1:44:33said Captain Jim, with a loving proprietary pride, nice and far from the
- 1:44:38market place, Ain't it no buy in an selling and getting gain. You
- 1:44:43don't have to pay anything. All that sea and sky free without money and
- 1:44:47without price. There's going to be a moon rise pretty soon too. I'm
- 1:44:51never tired of finding out what a moonrise can be over them rocks and sea
- 1:44:56and harbor. There's a surprise in it every time they moonrise and watched its
- 1:45:00marvel and magic in a silence that asked nothing of the world or each other.
- 1:45:05Then they went up into the tower, and Captain Jim showed and explained
- 1:45:10the mechanism of the great light. Finally they found themselves in the dining room,
- 1:45:15where a fire of driftwood was weaving flames of wavering, elusive, sea
- 1:45:18born hues in the open fireplace. I put this fireplace in myself, remarked
- 1:45:25Captain Jim. The government don't give lighthouse keepers such luxuries. Looked at the
- 1:45:30colors that wood makes. If you'd like some driftwood for your fire, mistress,
- 1:45:33blythe I'll bring you up a load some day. Sit down, I'm
- 1:45:36going to make you a cup of tea. Captain Jim placed a chair for
- 1:45:41Anne, having first removed there from a huge orange colored cat and a newspaper.
- 1:45:46Get down, Matie, the sofa is your place. I must put
- 1:45:49this paper away safe till I can find time to finish the story in it.
- 1:45:54It's called a Mad Love. Tisn't my favorite brand of fiction, but
- 1:45:59I'm reading it just to see how long she can spin it out. It's
- 1:46:01at the sixty second chapter now, and the wedding ain't any nearer than when
- 1:46:05it began. As far as I can see. When little Joe comes,
- 1:46:09I have to read him pirate yarns. Ain't it strange how innocent little creatures
- 1:46:14like children like the bloodthirstiest stories like my lad Davy at home, said Anne.
- 1:46:18He wants tales that reek with gore. Captain Jim's tea proved to be
- 1:46:24nectar. He was pleased as a child with Anne's compliments, but he affected
- 1:46:28a fine indifference. The secret is I don't skimp the cream, he remarked
- 1:46:32airily. Captain Jim had never heard of Oliver Wendell Holmes, but he evidently
- 1:46:38agreed with that writer's dictum that big heart never liked little cream pot. We
- 1:46:43met an odd looking personage coming out of your lane, said Gilbert as they
- 1:46:45sipped. Who was he? Captain Jim grinned, that's Marshal Elliott, a
- 1:46:51mighty fine man with just one streak of foolishness in him. I suppose you
- 1:46:56wondered what his object was in turning himself into a sort of dyme um useium
- 1:47:00freak. Is he a modern Nazarite or a Hebrew prophet left over from olden
- 1:47:04times? Asked Anne. Neither of them. It's politics that's at the bottom
- 1:47:10of his freak. All those Eliot's and Crawford's and mcallisters are died in the
- 1:47:14wool. Politicians. They're born grit or Tory, as the case may be,
- 1:47:18and they live grit Or Tory, and they die grit Or Tory.
- 1:47:21And what they're going to do in heaven, where there's probably no politics,
- 1:47:26is more than I can fathom. This. Marshal Elliot was a born Grit.
- 1:47:30I'm a Grit myself in moderation, but there's no moderation about Marshall.
- 1:47:35Fifteen years ago there was a specially bitter general election. Marshall fought for his
- 1:47:41party tooth and nail. He was dead sure the Liberals would win. So
- 1:47:45sure, he got up at a public meeting and vowed that he wouldn't shave
- 1:47:47his face or cut his hair until the Grits were in power. Well they
- 1:47:51didn't go in, and they've never got in yet, and you saw the
- 1:47:55result today for yourselves. Marshall stuck to his word. What does his wife
- 1:48:00think of it? Asked Anne. He's a bachelor, But if he had
- 1:48:02a wife, I reckon she couldn't make him break that vow. That family
- 1:48:06of Eliot's has always been more stubborn than natural. Marshall's brother Alexander had a
- 1:48:12dog he set great store by, and when it died, the man actually
- 1:48:15wanted to have it buried in the graveyard along with the other Christians. He
- 1:48:19said, course he wasn't allowed to, so he buried it just outside the
- 1:48:24graveyard fence and never darkened the church door again. But Sundays he'd drive his
- 1:48:29family to church and sit by that dog's grave and read his Bible all the
- 1:48:32time the service was going on. They say when he was dying, he
- 1:48:36asked his wife to bury him beside the dog. She was a meek little
- 1:48:41soul, but she fired up at that, She said she wasn't going to
- 1:48:44be buried beside no dog, and if he'd rather have his last resting place
- 1:48:47beside the dog than beside her, just to say so. Alexander Elliott was
- 1:48:53a stubborn mule, but he was fond of his wife, so he give
- 1:48:56in and said, well, durn it, bury me where you please.
- 1:48:59But when Gabriel's trump blows, I expect my doc to rise with the rest
- 1:49:01of us, for he had as much soul as any derned Eliot, or
- 1:49:04Crawford or mc allister that ever strutted them. Was his parting words. As
- 1:49:11for Marshall, we're all used to him, but he must strike strangers as
- 1:49:14right down peculiar lookin'. I've known him ever since he was ten. He's
- 1:49:17about fifty now and I like him. Him and me was out codfishing to
- 1:49:21day. That's about all I'm good for now, catching trout and caught occasional,
- 1:49:27but twarn't always so, not by no manner means I used to do
- 1:49:30other things, as you'd admit. If he saw my life book. Anne
- 1:49:33was just going to ask what his life book was. When the first mate
- 1:49:38created a diversion by springing upon Captain Jim's knee. He was a gorgeous beastie,
- 1:49:43with a face as round as a full moon, vivid green eyes,
- 1:49:46and immense white double paws. Captain Jim stroked his velvet back gently. I
- 1:49:53never fancied cats much till I found the first mate, he remarked, to
- 1:49:57the accompaniment of the mate's tremendous purs I saved his life. And when you've
- 1:50:01saved a creature's life, you're bound to love it. It's next thing to
- 1:50:04giving life. They's some terrible thoughtless people in the world, Mistress Blythe some
- 1:50:10of them city folks who have summer homes over the harbor, are so thoughtless
- 1:50:14that they're cruel It's the worst kind of cruelty, the thoughtless kind. You
- 1:50:18can't cope with it. They keep cats there in the summer and feed em
- 1:50:21and pet em and doll em up with ribbons and collars, and then in
- 1:50:26the fall they go off and leave em to starve or freeze. It makes
- 1:50:29my blood boil, Mistress Blythe one day last winter, I found a poor
- 1:50:32old mother cat dead on the shore, lying against the skin and bone bodies
- 1:50:36of her three little kittens. She died trying to shelter him. She had
- 1:50:41her poor stiff paws around em. Master I cried, then I swore.
- 1:50:46Then I carried them poor little kittens home and fed em up and found good
- 1:50:49homes for'em. I knew the woman who left the cat, and when
- 1:50:53she come back this summer, I just went over the harbor and told her
- 1:50:56my opinion of her. It was rank medlin, but I do love them
- 1:51:00and a good cause. How did she take it? Asked Gilbert cried and
- 1:51:03said she didn't think. I says to her, says, I do you
- 1:51:08suppose that'll be held for a good excuse in the day of judgment, when
- 1:51:11you'll have to account for that poor old mother's life. The Lord'll ask you
- 1:51:15what he gave you brains for if it wasn't to think, I reckon.
- 1:51:17I don't fancy she'll leave cats to starve another time? Was the first mate
- 1:51:23one of the forsaken, asked Anne, making advances to him, which were
- 1:51:27responded to graciously, if condescendingly. Yes, I found him one bitter cold
- 1:51:31day in winter, caught in the branches of a tree by his durned,
- 1:51:35full ribbon collar. He was almost starving. If you could have seen his
- 1:51:39eyes Mistress blythe he was nothing but a kitten, and he'd got his living
- 1:51:43somehow since he'd been left until he got hung up. When I loosed him,
- 1:51:46he gave my hand a pitiful swipe with his little red tongue. He
- 1:51:51wasn't the able seaman, you see now. He was meek as Moses.
- 1:51:56That was nine years ago. His life has been long in the land for
- 1:51:59a cat. He's a good old pal. The first maid is I should
- 1:52:02have expected you to have a dog, said Gilbert. Captain Jim shook his
- 1:52:06head. I had a dog once. I thought so much of him that
- 1:52:11when he died I couldn't bear the thought of getting another in his place.
- 1:52:14He was a friend, you understand, Mistress Blythe Maidie's only a pal.
- 1:52:18I'm fond of Maidie, all the fonder on account of the spice a devil
- 1:52:21meant that's in him, like there isn't all cats. But I loved my
- 1:52:26dog. I always had a sneaking sympathy for Alexander Elliott about his dog.
- 1:52:30There isn't any devil and a good dog. That's why they're more lovable than
- 1:52:34cats. I reckon, but I'm darned if there is interesting here I am
- 1:52:40talking too much. Why don't you check me? When I do get a
- 1:52:43chance to talk to any one, I run on terrible. If you've done
- 1:52:45your tea, I've a few little things you might like to look at.
- 1:52:48Picked em up in the queer corners I used to be poking my nose into.
- 1:52:54Captain Jim's few little things turned out to be a most interesting collection of
- 1:52:58curios, hideous, quaint and beautiful, and almost every one of them had
- 1:53:02some striking story attached to it. Anne never forgot the delight with which he
- 1:53:08listened to those old tales, that moonlight evening by that enchanted driftwood fire,
- 1:53:13while the silver sea called to them through the open window and sobbed against the
- 1:53:16rocks below them. Captain Jim never said a boastful word, but it was
- 1:53:21impossible to help seeing what a hero the man had been. Brave, true,
- 1:53:26resourceful, unselfish. He sat there in his little room and made those
- 1:53:30things live again for his hearers. By a lift of the eyebrow, a
- 1:53:34twist of the lip, a gesture, a word, he painted a whole
- 1:53:39scene or character so that they saw it as it was. Some of Captain
- 1:53:43Jim's adventures had such a marvelous edge that Anne and Gilbert secretly wondered if he
- 1:53:47were not drawing a rather long bow at their credulous expense. But in this,
- 1:53:53as they found later, they did him injustice. His tales were all
- 1:53:57literally true. Captain Jim had the gift of the born story teller, whereby
- 1:54:02unhappy, far off things can be brought vividly before the hearer in all their
- 1:54:06pristine poignancy. Anne and Gilbert laughed and shivered over his tails, and once
- 1:54:13Anne found herself crying, Captain Jim surveyed her tears with pleasure shining from his
- 1:54:18face. I like to see folks cry that way, he remarked. It's
- 1:54:23a compliment, but I can't do justice to the things I've seen or helped
- 1:54:27to do. I've em all jotted down in my life book, but I
- 1:54:30haven't got the knack of writing them out properly. If I could hit on
- 1:54:33just the right words and string em together proper on paper, I could make
- 1:54:38a great book. It would beat a mad love holler, and I believe
- 1:54:42jod like it as well as the Pirate yarns. Yes, I've had some
- 1:54:45adventures in my time, and you know, Mistress blythe I still lust after
- 1:54:49'em. Yes, old and useless as I be, there's an awful longing
- 1:54:54sweeps over me at times, to sail out out out there, forever and
- 1:54:59ever. Like Ulysses, you would sail beyond the sunset and the baths of
- 1:55:03all the western stars until you die, said Anne dreamily. Ulysses, I've
- 1:55:10read of him. Yes, that's just how I feel, just how all
- 1:55:14us old sailors feel. I reckon, I'll die on land after all,
- 1:55:17I suppose, well, what is to be will be. There was an
- 1:55:21old William Ford at the Glen who never went on the water in his life
- 1:55:26because he was afraid of being drowned. A fortune teller had predicted he would
- 1:55:30be, and one day he fainted and fell with his face in the barn
- 1:55:32trough and was drowned. Must you go well, come soon, and come
- 1:55:36often? The doctor is to do the talking next time. He knows a
- 1:55:41heap of things I want to find out. I'm sort o lonesome here by
- 1:55:44times. It's been worse since Elizabeth Russell died. Her and me was such
- 1:55:47cronies. Captain Jim spoke with the pathos of the aged who see their old
- 1:55:53friends slipping from them one by one, friends whose places can never be quite
- 1:55:58filled by those of a younger general, even of the race that knows Joseph.
- 1:56:02Anne and Gilbert promised to come soon and often. He's a rare old
- 1:56:06fellow, isn't he, said Gilbert as they walked home. Somehow I can't
- 1:56:11reconcile his simple, kindly personality with the wild, adventurous life he has lived,
- 1:56:15mused Anne. You wouldn't find it so hard if you had seen him.
- 1:56:19The other day. Down at the fishing village, one of the men
- 1:56:23of Peter Gautier's boat made a nasty remark about some girl along the shore.
- 1:56:27Captain Jim fairly scorched the wretched fellow with the lightning of his eyes. He
- 1:56:31seemed a man transformed. He didn't say much, but the way he said
- 1:56:35it, you'd have thought it would strip the flesh from the fellow's bones.
- 1:56:40I understand that Captain Jim will never allow a word against any woman to be
- 1:56:44said in his presence. I wonder why he never married, said Anne.
- 1:56:47He should have sons with their ships at sea now, and grandchildren climbing over
- 1:56:51him to hear his stories. He's that kind of a man. Instead,
- 1:56:56he has nothing but a magnificent cat. But Anne was mistaken. Captain Jim
- 1:57:01had more than that. He had a memory. End of Chapter nine,
- 1:57:08Chapter ten, Leslie Moore, I'm going for a walk to the outside shore
- 1:57:13tonight, Anne told Gog and Magog one October evening. There was no one
- 1:57:16else to tell, for Gilbert had gone over the harbor. Anne had her
- 1:57:20little domain in the speckless order one would expect of anyone brought up by Marilla
- 1:57:25Cuthbert, and felt that she could gage shoreward with a clear conscience. Many
- 1:57:30and delightful had been her shore rambles, sometimes with Gilbert, sometimes with Captain
- 1:57:34Jim, sometimes alone with her own thoughts and new, poignantly sweet dreams that
- 1:57:39were beginning to span life with their rainbows. She loved the gentle, misty
- 1:57:44harbor shore, and the silvery wind haunted sand shore. But best of all
- 1:57:48she loved the rock shore, with its cliffs and caves and piles of surf
- 1:57:53worn boulders, and its coves where the pebbles glittered under the pools. And
- 1:57:58it was to this shore she hied herself to. There had been an autumn
- 1:58:01storm of wind and rain, lasting for three days thunderous had been the crash
- 1:58:05of billows on the rocks, wild, the white spray and spume that blew
- 1:58:11over the bar, troubled and misty and tempest torn the erstwhile blue piece of
- 1:58:15four winds harbor. Now it was over, and the shore lay clean washed
- 1:58:19after the storm, not a wind stirred. But there was still a fine
- 1:58:24surf on, dashing on sand and rock in a splendid white turmoil, the
- 1:58:29only restless thing in the great pervading stillness and peace. Oh, this is
- 1:58:33a moment worth living through weeks of storm and stress for Anne, exclaimed,
- 1:58:39delightedly, sending her far gaze across the tossing waters. From the top of
- 1:58:42the cliff where she stood presently, she scrambled down the steep path to the
- 1:58:46little cove below, where she seemed shut in with rocks and sea and sky.
- 1:58:51I'm going to dance and sing, she said. There's no one here
- 1:58:55to see me. The sea gulls won't carry tales of the matter. I
- 1:58:58may be as crazy as I like. She caught up her skirt and pirouetted
- 1:59:01along the hard strip of sand, just out of reach of the waves that
- 1:59:05almost lapped her feet. With their spent foam, whirling round and round,
- 1:59:11laughing like a child. She reached the little headland that ran out to the
- 1:59:14east of the cove. Then she stopped, suddenly blushing Crimson. She was
- 1:59:18not alone. There had been a witness to her dance and laughter. The
- 1:59:23girl of the golden hair and sea blue eyes was sitting on a boulder of
- 1:59:27the headland, half hidden by a jutting rock. She was looking straight at
- 1:59:30Anne with a strange expression, part wonder, part sympathy, part could it
- 1:59:36be envy? She was bare headed, and her splendid hair, more than
- 1:59:42ever like Browning's gorgeous snake, was bound about her head with a crimson ribbon.
- 1:59:47She wore a dress of some dark material, very plainly made, but
- 1:59:51swathed about her waist, outlining its fine curves, was a vivid girdle of
- 1:59:56red silk. Her hands clasped over her knees were brown and somewhat work hardened,
- 2:00:01but the skin of her throat and cheeks was as white as cream.
- 2:00:05A flying gleam of sunset broke through a low lying western cloud and fell across
- 2:00:11her hair. For a moment she seemed the spirit of the sea personified all
- 2:00:15its mystery, all its passion, all its elusive charm. You you must
- 2:00:20think me crazy, stammered Anne, trying to recover her self possession. To
- 2:00:25be seen by this stately girl in such an abandon of childishness, she missus
- 2:00:30doctor Blythe, with all the dignity of the matron to keep up. It
- 2:00:33was too bad, no, said the girl. I don't. She said
- 2:00:39nothing more. Her voice was expressionless, her manner slightly repellent, But there
- 2:00:44was something in her eyes, eager yet shy, defiant yet pleading, which
- 2:00:48turned Anne from her purpose of walking away. Instead, she sat down on
- 2:00:53the boulder beside the girl. Let's introduce ourselves, she said, with the
- 2:00:58smile that had never yet failed. Who win confidence and friendliness. I am
- 2:01:01missus Blythe, and I live in that little white house up the harbor shore.
- 2:01:05Yes I know, said the girl. I am Leslie Moore, missus
- 2:01:10Dick Moore, she added stiffly. Anne was silent for a moment from sheer
- 2:01:15amazement. It had not occurred to her that this girl was married. There
- 2:01:18seemed nothing of the wife about her, and that she should be the neighbor
- 2:01:23whom Anne had pictured as a commonplace. Four winds housewife. Anne could not
- 2:01:27quickly adjust her mental focus to this astonishing change. Then then you live in
- 2:01:32that gray house up the brook, she stammered. Yes, I should have
- 2:01:36gone over to call on you long ago, said the other. She did
- 2:01:41not offer any explanation or excuse for not having gone. I wish you would
- 2:01:45come, said Anne, recovering herself somewhat. We're such near neighbors, we
- 2:01:48ought to be friends. That is the sole fault of four winds. There
- 2:01:53aren't quite enough neighbors. Otherwise, it is perfection. You like it,
- 2:01:58like it? I love it. It is. It's the most beautiful place
- 2:02:00I ever saw. I've never seen many places, said Leslie Moore slowly,
- 2:02:05but I've always thought it was very lovely here. I I love it too,
- 2:02:12she spoke as she looked shyly yet eagerly. Anne had an odd impression
- 2:02:16that this strange girl, the word girl would persist, could say a good
- 2:02:21deal if she chose. I often come to the shore, She added,
- 2:02:26so do, I said Anne. It's a wonder we haven't met here before.
- 2:02:30Probably you come earlier in the evening than I do. It is generally
- 2:02:32late, almost dark when I come, and I love to come just after
- 2:02:36a storm like this. I don't like the sea so well when it's calm
- 2:02:41and quiet. I like the struggle and the crash and the noise. I
- 2:02:45love it in all its moods, declared Anne. The sea at four winds
- 2:02:48is to me what Lover's Lane was at home. To night. It seemed
- 2:02:53so free, so untamed. Something broke loose in me too, out of
- 2:02:57sympathy. That was why I danced along the shore in that wild way.
- 2:03:00I didn't suppose anybody was looking. Of course, if Miss Cornelia Bryant had
- 2:03:04seen me, she would have foreboded a gloomy prospect for poor young doctor Blythe
- 2:03:09You know, miss Cornelia, said Leslie, laughing. She had an exquisite
- 2:03:13laugh. It bubbled up suddenly and unexpectedly, with something of the delicious quality
- 2:03:17of a baby's. Anne laughed too. Oh, yes, she's been down
- 2:03:21to my House of Dreams several times. Your house of dreams. Oh that's
- 2:03:27a dear, foolish little name Gilbert and I have for our home. We
- 2:03:30just call it that between ourselves. It slipped out before I thought, so,
- 2:03:34Miss Russell's little white house is your house of dreams, said Leslie wonderingly.
- 2:03:40I had a house of dreams once, but it was a palace,
- 2:03:43she added, with a laugh, the sweetness of which was marred by a
- 2:03:45little note of derision. Oh, I once dreamed of a palace, too,
- 2:03:49said Anne. I suppose all girls do. And then we settled down
- 2:03:54contentedly in eight room houses that seemed to fulfill all the desires of our hearts.
- 2:03:59Because our princess there, you should have had your palace. Really,
- 2:04:01though, you're so beautiful, you must let me say it. It has
- 2:04:04to be said. I'm nearly bursting with admiration. You are the loveliest thing
- 2:04:10I ever saw, missus Moore. If we're to be friends, you must
- 2:04:13call me Leslie, said the other, with an awed passion. Of course
- 2:04:15I will, and my friends call me Anne. I suppose I am beautiful,
- 2:04:20Leslie went on, looking stormily out to see. I hate my beauty.
- 2:04:26I wish I had always been as brown and plain as the brownest and
- 2:04:29plainest girl of the fishing village over there. Well, what do you think
- 2:04:32of miss Cornelia? The abrupt change of subject shut the door on any further
- 2:04:36confidences. Miss Cornelia is a darling, isn't she? Said Anne? Gilbert,
- 2:04:42And I were invited to her house to estate tea last week. You've
- 2:04:45heard of groaning tables. I seem to recall seeing the expression in the newspaper
- 2:04:49reports of weddings, said Leslie, smiling, Well, Miss Cornelia's groaned.
- 2:04:55At least it creaked positively. You couldn't have believed she would have cooked so
- 2:05:00much for two ordinary people. She had every kind of pie you could name,
- 2:05:03I think, except lemon pie. She said. She had taken the
- 2:05:06prize for lemon pies of the Charlottetown Exhibition ten years ago and had never made
- 2:05:12any sense for fear of losing her reputation for them. Were you able to
- 2:05:15eat enough pie to please her? I wasn't. Gilbert won her heart by
- 2:05:19eating I won't tell you how much, She said. She never knew a
- 2:05:23man who didn't like pie better than his Bible. Do you know I love
- 2:05:26Miss Cornelia, so do, I said Leslie. She is the best friend
- 2:05:30I have in the world. Anne wondered secretly, why, if this were
- 2:05:34so, Miss Cornelia had never mentioned missus Dick Moore to her. Miss Cornelia
- 2:05:40had certainly talked freely about every other individual in or near four Winds. Isn't
- 2:05:45that beautiful, said Leslie, after a brief silence, pointing to the exquisite
- 2:05:48effect of a shaft of light falling through a cleft in the rock behind them,
- 2:05:53across a dark green pool at its base. If I had come here
- 2:05:57and seen nothing but just that, I would go home satisfied. The effects
- 2:06:01of light and shadow all along these shores are wonderful, agreed Anne. My
- 2:06:05little sewing room looks out on the harbor, and I sit at its window
- 2:06:10and feast my eyes. The colors and shadows are never the same two minutes
- 2:06:14together. And you're never lonely, asked Leslie abruptly, never when you are
- 2:06:18alone. No, I don't think I've ever been really lonely in my life,
- 2:06:24answered Anne. Even when I'm alone, I have real good company,
- 2:06:27dreams and imaginations and pretendings. I like to be alone now and then,
- 2:06:31just to think over things and taste them. But I love friendship and nice
- 2:06:35jolly little times with people. Oh won't you come see me often? Please?
- 2:06:41Do? I believe, Anne added, laughing, that you'd like me
- 2:06:45if you knew me. I wonder if you would like me, said Leslie
- 2:06:48seriously. She was not fishing for a compliment. She looked out across the
- 2:06:53waves that were beginning to be garlanded with blossoms of moonlit foam, and her
- 2:06:58eyes filled with shadows. I'm sure I would, said Anne. And please
- 2:07:01don't think I'm utterly irresponsible because you saw me dancing on the shore at sunset.
- 2:07:06No doubt I shall be dignified after a time. You see, I
- 2:07:10haven't been married very long. I feel like a girl, and sometimes like
- 2:07:14a child. Yet I have been married twelve years, said Leslie. Here
- 2:07:19was another unbelievable thing. Why you can't be as old as I am?
- 2:07:24Exclaimed Anne. You must have been a child when you were married. I
- 2:07:28was sixteen, said Leslie, rising and picking up the cap and jacket lying
- 2:07:31beside her. I am twenty eight. Now. Well I must go back,
- 2:07:36so must I. Gilbert will probably be home, but I'm so glad
- 2:07:41we both came to the shore to night and met each other. Leslie said
- 2:07:45nothing, and Anne was a little chilled. She had offered friendship frankly,
- 2:07:48but it had not been accepted very graciously, if it had not been absolutely
- 2:07:53repelled in silence. They climbed the cliffs and walked across a pasture field of
- 2:07:58which the feathery blea. Each wild grasses were like a carpet of creamy velvet
- 2:08:03in the moonlight. When they reached the shore lane, Leslie turned, I
- 2:08:07go this way, missus Blythe. You will come over and see me sometime,
- 2:08:11won't you. Anne felt as if the invitation had been thrown at her.
- 2:08:16She got the impression that Leslie Moore gave it reluctantly. I will come
- 2:08:20if you really want me to, she said, a little coldly. Oh
- 2:08:22I do, I do, exclaimed Leslie, with an eagerness which seemed to
- 2:08:26burst forth and beat down some restraint that had been imposed on it. Then
- 2:08:31I'll come. Good night, Leslie, Good night, missus Blythe. Anne
- 2:08:37walked home in a brown study and poured out her tail to Gilbert. So,
- 2:08:43missus Dick Moore isn't one of the race, that knows, Joseph,
- 2:08:45said Gilbert teasingly. No, not exactly. And yet I think she was
- 2:08:52one of them once, but is gone or got into exile, said Anne,
- 2:08:58musingly. She's certainly very different from the other women about here. You
- 2:09:03can't talk about eggs and butter to her. To think I've been imagining her
- 2:09:07a second missus Rachel Lynde, have you ever seen Dick Moore, Gilbert,
- 2:09:11No, I've seen several men working about the fields of the farm, but
- 2:09:16I don't know which was more. She never mentioned him. I know she
- 2:09:20isn't happy from what you tell me. I suppose she was married before she
- 2:09:24was old enough to know her own mind or heart, and found out too
- 2:09:28late that she had made a mistake. It's a common tragedy, enough,
- 2:09:31Anne, a fine woman would have made the best of it. Missus Moore
- 2:09:35has evidently let it make her bitter and resentful. Don't let us judge her
- 2:09:39till we know pleaded. Anne. I don't believe her case is so ordinary.
- 2:09:43You will understand her fascination when you meet her, Gilbert. It is
- 2:09:46a thing quite apart from her beauty. I feel that she possesses a rich
- 2:09:50nature into which a friend might enter, as into a kingdom. But for
- 2:09:54some reason she bars every one out and shuts all her possibility up in herself,
- 2:10:01so that they cannot develop and blossom there. I've been struggling to define
- 2:10:05her to myself ever since I left her, and that is the nearest I
- 2:10:09can get to it. I'm going to ask miss Cornelia about her end of
- 2:10:13chapter ten. Chapter eleven, the Story of Leslie Moore. Yes, the
- 2:10:20eighth baby arrived a fortnight ago, said Miss Cornelia from a rocker before the
- 2:10:24fire of the little house one chilly October afternoon. It's a girl. Fred
- 2:10:28was ranting mad, said he wanted a boy, when the truth is he
- 2:10:31didn't want it at all. If it had been a boy, he'd have
- 2:10:33ranted because it wasn't a girl. They had four girls and three boys before,
- 2:10:37so I can't see that it made much difference what this one was.
- 2:10:41But of course he'd have to be cantankerous, just like a man. The
- 2:10:45baby is real, pretty, dressed up in its nice little clothes. It
- 2:10:48has black eyes and the dearest tiny hands. I must go and see it.
- 2:10:52I just love babies, said Anne, smiling to herself over a thought
- 2:10:56too dear and sacred to be put into words. I don't say but nice,
- 2:11:00admitted Miss Cornelia. But some folks seemed to have more than they really
- 2:11:03need. Believe me, my poor cousin Flora. But the glen had eleven
- 2:11:07and such a slave as she is. Her husband suicided three years ago,
- 2:11:13just like a man. What made him do that? Asked Anne, rather
- 2:11:16shocked, couldn't get his way over something, so he jumped into the well.
- 2:11:20Had good riddance. He was a born tyrant. But of course it
- 2:11:24spoiled the well. Flora could never abide the thought of using it again,
- 2:11:26poor thing, So she had another dug and a frightful expense. It was,
- 2:11:31and the water as hard as nails. If he had to drown himself.
- 2:11:33There was plenty of water in the harbor, wasn't there. I've no
- 2:11:37patience with a man like that. We've only had two suicides and four winds
- 2:11:41in my recollection. The other was Frank West Leslie Moore's father. By the
- 2:11:45way, has Leslie ever been over to call on you yet? No?
- 2:11:48But I met her on the shore a few nights ago and we scraped an
- 2:11:52acquaintance, sat Anne pricking up her ears. Miss Cornelia nodded, I'm glad,
- 2:11:56dearie. I was hoping you'd foregather with her. What do you think
- 2:12:00of her? I thought her very beautiful? Oh of course there was never
- 2:12:03anybody about four winds could touch her. For looks, did you ever see
- 2:12:07her hair? It reaches to her feet when she lets it down. But
- 2:12:11I meant, how did you like her. I think I could like her
- 2:12:15very much if she'd let me, said Anne slowly. But she wouldn't let
- 2:12:18you. She pushed you off and kept you at arm's length. Poor Leslie,
- 2:12:22you wouldn't be much surprised if he knew what her life has been.
- 2:12:26It's been a tragedy, a tragedy, repeated Miss Cornelia emphatically. I wish
- 2:12:31you would tell me all about her, that is, if you can do
- 2:12:33so without betraying any confidence. Lord Dearie. Everybody in four Winds knows poor
- 2:12:39Leslie's story. It's no secret the outside. That is, nobody knows the
- 2:12:43inside but Leslie herself. And she doesn't take folks into her confidence. I'm
- 2:12:48about the best friend she has on earth, I reckon, and she's never
- 2:12:50uttered a word of complaint to me. Have you ever seen Dick More?
- 2:12:54No? Well, I may as well begin at the beginning and tell you
- 2:12:58everything straight through, so you'll understand. Added as I said, Leslie's father
- 2:13:03was Frank West. He was clever and shiftless, just like a man.
- 2:13:05Oh, he had heaps of brains and much good they did him. He
- 2:13:09started to go to college, and he went for two years, and then
- 2:13:11his health broke down. The Wests were all inclined to be consumptive, so
- 2:13:16Frank came home and started farming. He married Rose Elliott from over Harbor.
- 2:13:20Rose was reckoned, the beauty of four winds. Leslie takes her looks from
- 2:13:24her mother, but she has ten times the spirit and go that Rose had,
- 2:13:28and a far better figure. Now you know, Anne, I always
- 2:13:31take the ground that us women ought to stand by each other. We've got
- 2:13:33enough to endure at the hands of the men. The Lord knows, so
- 2:13:37I hold. We hadn't not to clapperclaw one another, and it isn't often
- 2:13:39you'll find me running down another woman. But I never had much use for
- 2:13:43Rose Elliot. She was spoiled to begin with, believe me, and she
- 2:13:48was nothing but a lazy, selfish, whining creature. Frank was no hand
- 2:13:52to work, so they were as poor as job's turkey poor. They lived
- 2:13:56on potatoes in point, believe me. They had two children, Leslie and
- 2:14:00Kenneth. Leslie had her mother's looks and her father's brains, and something she
- 2:14:03didn't get from either of them. She took after her grandmother West, a
- 2:14:07splendid old lady. She was the brightest friendliest, merriest thing. When she
- 2:14:11was a child, Anne, everybody liked her. She was her father's favorite,
- 2:14:16and she was awful fond of him. They were chums. As she
- 2:14:18used to say. She couldn't see any of his faults, and he was
- 2:14:22a taking sort of man in some ways. Well, when Leslie was twelve
- 2:14:26years old, the first dreadful thing happened. She worshiped little Kenneth. He
- 2:14:30was four years younger than her, and he was a dear little chap And
- 2:14:33he was killed one day, fell off a big load of hay just as
- 2:14:37it was going into the barn, and the wheel went right over his little
- 2:14:39body and crushed the life out of it. And mind you, Anne,
- 2:14:43Leslie saw it. She was looking down from the loft. She gave one
- 2:14:48screech. The hired man said he never heard such a sound in all his
- 2:14:52life. He said it would ring in his ears till Gabriel's trump drove it
- 2:14:54out. But she never screeched or cried again about it. She jumped from
- 2:14:58the law on to the load, and from the load to the floor and
- 2:15:01caught up the little, bleeding, warm, dead body. Anne. They
- 2:15:05had to tear it from her before she would let it go. They sent
- 2:15:09for me. I can't talk of it. Miss Cornelia wiped the tears from
- 2:15:13her kindly brown eyes and sewed in bitter silence for a few minutes. Well
- 2:15:18she resumed. It was all over. They buried little Kenneth in that graveyard
- 2:15:24over the harbor, and after a while Leslie went back to her school and
- 2:15:26her studies. She never mentioned Kenneth's name. I've never heard it cross her
- 2:15:31lips from that day to this. I reckon that old hurt still aches and
- 2:15:35burns at times. But she was only a child, and time is real
- 2:15:39kind to children, Anne, dearie. After a while, she began to
- 2:15:43laugh again. She had the prettiest laugh. You don't often hear it now.
- 2:15:46I heard it once the other night, said Anne. It is a
- 2:15:50beautiful laugh. Frank West began to go down after Kenneth's death. He wasn't
- 2:15:54strong, and it was a shock to him because he was real fond of
- 2:15:58the child. Though I've said Leslie was his favorite. He got MOPy and
- 2:16:03melancholy and couldn't or wouldn't work, And one day, when Leslie was fourteen
- 2:16:07years of age, he hanged himself, and in the parlor too mind you,
- 2:16:11Anne, right in the middle of the parlor from the lamp hook in
- 2:16:13the ceiling. Wasn't that like a man? It was the anniversary of his
- 2:16:18wedding day. Too nice, tasty time to pick for, it, wasn't
- 2:16:22it. And of course that poor Leslie had to be the one to find
- 2:16:24him. She went into the parlor that morning, singing with some fresh flowers
- 2:16:28for the vases, and there she saw her father hanging from the ceiling,
- 2:16:33his face as black as coal. It was something awful, believe me,
- 2:16:37Oh, how horrible, said Anne, shuddering. The poor poor child.
- 2:16:43Leslie didn't cry at her father's funeral any more than she had cried at Kenneth's.
- 2:16:46Rose whooped and howled for two however, and Leslie had all she could
- 2:16:50do trying to calm and comfort her mother. I was disgusted with Rose,
- 2:16:54and so was every one else. But Leslie never got out of patience.
- 2:16:58She loved her mother. Leslie is clannish, her own could never do wrong
- 2:17:03in her eyes. Well, they buried Frank West beside Kenneth, and Rose
- 2:17:07put up a great monument to him. It was bigger than his character,
- 2:17:09believe me, anyhow, it was bigger than Rose could afford, for the
- 2:17:13farm was mortgaged for more than its value. But not long after, Leslie's
- 2:17:18old grandmother West died and she left Leslie a little money enough to give her
- 2:17:22a year at Queen's Academy. Leslie had made up her mind to pass for
- 2:17:24a teacher if she could, and then earn enough to put herself through Redmond
- 2:17:28College. That had been her father's pet scheme. He wanted her to have
- 2:17:33what he had lost. Leslie was full of ambition, and her head was
- 2:17:35chalk full of brains. She went to Queen's and she took two years work
- 2:17:39in one year and got her first and when she came home she got the
- 2:17:43Glens School. She was so happy and hopeful and full of life and eagerness.
- 2:17:46When I think of what she was then and what she is now,
- 2:17:50I say, drat the man. Miss Cornelia snipped her thread off as viciously
- 2:17:54as if Nero, like she was severing the neck of mankind by the stroke.
- 2:17:58Dick Moore came into her life that summer. His father, Abner Moore,
- 2:18:03kept the store at the Glen, but Dick had a sea going streak
- 2:18:05in him from his mother. He used to sail in summer and clerk in
- 2:18:09his father's store in winter. He was a big, handsome fellow with a
- 2:18:13little ugly soul. He was always wanting something till he got it, and
- 2:18:16then he stopped wanting it, just like a man. Oh, he didn't
- 2:18:20growl at the weather when it was fine, and he was mostly real pleasant
- 2:18:22and agreeable when everything went right. But he drank a good deal, and
- 2:18:26there were some nasty stories told of him and a girl down at the fishing
- 2:18:30village. He wasn't fit for Leslie to wipe her feet on, That's the
- 2:18:33long and short of it. And he was a Methodist, but he was
- 2:18:37clean mad about her because of her good looks in the first place, and
- 2:18:39because she wouldn't have anything to say to him in the second. He vowed
- 2:18:43he'd have her, and he'd got her. How did he bring it abound?
- 2:18:46Oh? It was an iniquitous thing. I'll never forgive Rose West,
- 2:18:50you see, Anne, Dearie Abner Moore held the mortgage on the West farm,
- 2:18:54and the interest was overdue some years, and Dick just went and told
- 2:18:58missus West that if Leslie wouldn't marry him, he'd get his father to foreclose
- 2:19:03the mortgage. Rose carried on dreadful, fainted and wept and pleaded with Leslie
- 2:19:07not to let her be turned out of her home. She said it would
- 2:19:09break her heart to leave the home she'd come to as a bride. I
- 2:19:13wouldn't have blamed her for feeling bad over it, but you wouldn't have thought
- 2:19:16she'd be so selfish as to sacrifice her own flesh and blood because of it,
- 2:19:18would you. Well? She was, and Leslie gave in. She
- 2:19:22loved her mother so much she would have done anything to save her pain.
- 2:19:26She married Dick Moore. None of us knew why at the time. It
- 2:19:30wasn't till long afterward that I found out how her mother had worried her into
- 2:19:33it. I was sure there was something wrong, though, because I knew
- 2:19:37she had snubbed him time and again, and it wasn't like Leslie to turn
- 2:19:39face about like that. Besides, I knew that Dick Moore wasn't the kind
- 2:19:43of man Leslie could ever fancy, in spite of his good looks and dashing
- 2:19:48ways. Of course, there was no wedding, but Rose asked me to
- 2:19:50go and see them married. I went, but I was sorry I did.
- 2:19:54I'd seen Leslie's face at her brother's funeral and at her father's funeral,
- 2:19:58and now it seemed to me I was seeing it at her own funeral.
- 2:20:01But Rose was smiling as a basket of chips. Believe me. Leslie and
- 2:20:05Dick settled down on the West Place. Rose couldn't bear to part with her
- 2:20:09dear daughter and lived there for the winter. In the spring, Rose took
- 2:20:13pneumonia and died a year too late. Leslie was heart broken enough over it.
- 2:20:18Isn't it terrible the way some unworthy folks are loved while others that deserve
- 2:20:22it far more, you'd think, never get much affection. As for Dick,
- 2:20:26he'd had enough of quiet married life. Just like a man, he
- 2:20:28was for up and off. He went over to Nova Scotia to visit his
- 2:20:31relations. His father had come from Nova Scotia, and he wrote back to
- 2:20:35Leslie that his cousin, George Moore, was going on a voyage to Havana,
- 2:20:39and he was going too. The name of the vessel was the Four
- 2:20:41Sisters, and they were to be gone about nine weeks. It must have
- 2:20:46been a relief to Leslie, but she never said anything. From the day
- 2:20:48of her marriage, she was just what she is now, cold and proud
- 2:20:52and keeping everyone but me at a distance. I won't be kept at a
- 2:20:56distance, believe me. I've just stuck to Leslie as close as I knew
- 2:21:00how in spite of everything. She told me you were the best friend.
- 2:21:03She had said, Anne did, she exclaimed Miss Cornelia delightedly. Well,
- 2:21:07I'm real thankful to hear it. Sometimes I've wondered if she really did want
- 2:21:11me around at all. She never let me think so. You must have
- 2:21:13thought her out more than you think, or she wouldn't have said that much
- 2:21:16itself to you. Oh, that poor heartbroken girl. I never see Dick
- 2:21:22Moore, but I want to run a knife clean through him. Miss Cornelia
- 2:21:24wiped her eyes again, and, having relieved her feelings by her bloodthirsty wish,
- 2:21:30took up her tail. Well, Leslie was left over there alone.
- 2:21:33Dick had put in the crop before he went, and old Abner looked after
- 2:21:37it. The summer went by and the four sisters didn't come back. The
- 2:21:41Nova Scotia Moors investigated and found she had got to Havana and discharged her cargo
- 2:21:46and took on another and left for home. And that was all they ever
- 2:21:48found out about her by degrees. People began to talk of Dick Moore as
- 2:21:52one that was dead. Almost everyone believed that he was, though no one
- 2:21:56felt certain, For men have turned up here at the harbor after they'd been
- 2:22:00gone for years. Leslie never thought he was dead, and she was right
- 2:22:05a thousand pities too. The next summer, Captain Jim was in Havana,
- 2:22:09That was before he gave up the sea. Of course, he thought he'd
- 2:22:11poke around a bit. Captain Jim always was meddlesome, just like a man,
- 2:22:15and he went to inquiring round among the sailors, boarding houses and places
- 2:22:18like that to see if he could find out anything about the crew of the
- 2:22:22four Sisters. He'd better have let sleeping dogs lie, in my opinion.
- 2:22:26Well, he went to one out of the way place, and there he
- 2:22:28found a man he knew at first sight was Dick Moore. Though he had
- 2:22:31a big beard. Captain Jim got it shaved off, and there was no
- 2:22:35doubt Dick Moore. It was his body, at least his mind wasn't there.
- 2:22:41As for his soul, in my opinion, he never had one.
- 2:22:43What had happened to him? Nobody knows the rights of it. All the
- 2:22:48folks who kept the boarding house could tell was that about a year before,
- 2:22:50they had found him lying on their doorstep one morning in an awful condition,
- 2:22:54his head battered to a jelly almost They supposed he'd got hurt in some drunken
- 2:22:58row, and likely that's the truth of it. They took him in,
- 2:23:01never thinking he could live, but he did, and he was just like
- 2:23:05a child when he got well. He hadn't memory or intellect or reason.
- 2:23:09They tried to find out who he was, but they never could. He
- 2:23:13couldn't even tell them his name. He could only say a few simple words.
- 2:23:16He had a letter on him beginning dear Dick and signed Leslie, but
- 2:23:20there was no address on it, and the envelope was gone. They let
- 2:23:24him stay on. He learned to do a few odd jobs about the place,
- 2:23:26and there Captain Jim found him. He brought him home. I've always
- 2:23:31said it was a bad day's work, though I suppose there was nothing else
- 2:23:33he could do. He thought maybe when Dick got home and saw his old
- 2:23:37surroundings and familiar faces, his memory would wake up. But it hadn't any
- 2:23:41effect. There he's been at the house up the brook ever since, He's
- 2:23:46just like a child, no more nor less. Takes fractious spells occasionally,
- 2:23:50but mostly he's just vacant and good humored and harmless. He's apt to run
- 2:23:54away if he isn't watched. That's the burden Leslie has had to carry for
- 2:23:58eleven years, and all all alone. Old Abner Moore died soon after Dick
- 2:24:01was brought home, and it was found he was almost bankrupt. When things
- 2:24:05were settled up, there was nothing for Leslie and Dick but the old West
- 2:24:09Farm. Leslie rented it to John Ward, and the rent is all she
- 2:24:13has to live on. Sometimes in summer she takes a boarder to help out,
- 2:24:16but most visitors prefer the other side of the harbor, where the hotels
- 2:24:20and summer cottages are. Leslie's house is too far from the bathing shore.
- 2:24:24She's taking care of Dick, and she's never been away from him for eleven
- 2:24:28years. She's tied to that imbecile for life, and after all the dreams
- 2:24:33and hopes she once had, you can imagine what it has been like for
- 2:24:35her. Anne Dearie, with her beauty and spirit and pride and cleverness,
- 2:24:39it's just been a living death. Poor poor girl, said Anne again.
- 2:24:46Her own happiness seemed to reproach her. What right had she to be so
- 2:24:50happy when another human soul must be so miserable? Will you tell me just
- 2:24:54what Leslie said and how she acted the night you met her on the shore,
- 2:24:58asked Miss Cornelia. She listened intently and nodded her satisfaction. You thought
- 2:25:03she was stiff and cold, Anne, dearie, But I can tell you
- 2:25:07she thawed out. Wonderful for her, she must have taken to you real
- 2:25:11strong. I'm so glad you may be able to help her a good deal.
- 2:25:15I was thankful when I heard that a young couple was coming to this
- 2:25:18house, for I hoped it would mean some friends for Leslie, especially if
- 2:25:22you belong to the race that knows Joseph. You will be her friend,
- 2:25:24won't you, Anne, dearie? Indeed I will if she'll let me,
- 2:25:28said Anne with all her own sweet, impulsive earnestness. No, you must
- 2:25:33be her friend, whether she'll let you or not, said Miss Cornelia resolutely.
- 2:25:37Don't you mind if she's stiff by times? Don't notice it. Remember
- 2:25:41what her life has been and is and always must be. I suppose for
- 2:25:46creatures like Dick Moore live forever. I understand. You should see how Faddy's
- 2:25:50got since he came home. He used to be lean enough. Just make
- 2:25:54her be friends. You can do it. You're one of those who have
- 2:25:58the knack. Only you mustn't be sensitive and don't mind if she doesn't seem
- 2:26:01to want you to go over there much. She knows that some women don't
- 2:26:05like to be where Dick is. They complain, He gives them the creeps.
- 2:26:09Just get her to come over here as often as she can. She
- 2:26:11can't get away so very much. She can't leave Dick long for the Lord
- 2:26:15knows what he'd do. Burn the house down. Most likely at nights after
- 2:26:18he's in bed and asleep, is about the only time she's free. He
- 2:26:22always goes to bed early and sleeps like the dead till next morning. That
- 2:26:26is how you came to meet her at the shore. Likely, she wonders,
- 2:26:28they're considerable. I will do everything I can for her, said Anne.
- 2:26:33Her interest in Leslie Moore, which had been vivid ever since she had
- 2:26:37seen her driving her geese down the hill, was intensified a thousandfold by Miss
- 2:26:41Cornelia's narration the girl's beauty and sorrow and loneliness drew her with an irresistible fascination.
- 2:26:48She had never known any one like her. Her friends had hitherto been
- 2:26:52wholesome, normal, merry girls like herself, with only the average trials of
- 2:26:56human care and bereavement to shadow their girlish teams. Leslie Moore stood apart a
- 2:27:03tragic, appealing figure of thwarted womanhood. Anne resolved that she would win entrance
- 2:27:09into the kingdom of that lonely soul and find there the comradeship it could so
- 2:27:13richly give, were it not for the cruel fetters that held it in a
- 2:27:16prison not of its own making. And mind you this, Anne Dearie,
- 2:27:20said miss Cornelia, who had not yet wholly relieved her mind. You mustn't
- 2:27:24think Leslie is an infidel because she hardly ever goes to church, or even
- 2:27:28that she's a Methodist. She can't take Dick to church, of course,
- 2:27:31not that he ever troubled church much in his best days. But you must
- 2:27:35remember that she's a real strong Presbyterian at heart, Anne Dearie. End of
- 2:27:41chapter eleven. Chapter twelve, Leslie comes over. Leslie came over to the
- 2:27:48House of Dreams one frosty October night, when moonlit mists were hanging over the
- 2:27:52harbor and curling like silver ribbons along the seaward glens. She looked as if
- 2:27:58she repented coming when Gilbert answered her knock, but Anne flew past him,
- 2:28:03pounced on her, and drew her in. I'm so glad you picked tonight
- 2:28:05for a call, she said gaily. I made up a lot of extra
- 2:28:09good fudge this afternoon, and we want someone to help us eat it before
- 2:28:13the fire while we tell stories. Perhaps Captain Jim will drop in two.
- 2:28:16This is his night. No, Captain Jim is over home, said Leslie.
- 2:28:20He he made me come here, she added, half defiantly. I'll
- 2:28:26say it thank you to him for that when I see him, said Anne,
- 2:28:28pulling easy chairs before the fire. Oh, I don't mean that I
- 2:28:31didn't want to come, protested Leslie, flushing a little. I've been thinking
- 2:28:37of coming, but it isn't always easy for me to get away. Of
- 2:28:39course, it must be hard for you to leave, mister Moore, said
- 2:28:43Anne in a matter of fact tone. She had decided that it would be
- 2:28:46best to mention Dick Moore occasionally as an accepted fact and not give undue morbidness
- 2:28:52to the subject. By avoiding it, she was right, for Leslie's air
- 2:28:56of constraint suddenly vanished. Evidently she had been wondering how much Anne knew of
- 2:29:01the conditions of her life, and was relieved that no explanations were needed.
- 2:29:05She allowed her cap and jacket to be taken and sat down with a girlish
- 2:29:09snuggle in the big armchair by magog. She was dressed prettily and carefully,
- 2:29:13with the customary touch of color in the scarlet geranium at her white throat.
- 2:29:18Her beautiful hair gleamed like molten gold in the warm firelight. Her sea blue
- 2:29:24eyes were full of soft laughter and allurement. For the moment, under the
- 2:29:28influence of the Little House of Dreams, she was a girl again, a
- 2:29:31girl forgetful of the past and its bitterness. The atmosphere of the many loves
- 2:29:37that had sanctified the little House was all about her. The companionship of two
- 2:29:41healthy, happy, young folks of her own generation encircled her. She felt
- 2:29:46and yielded to the magic of her surroundings. Miss Cornelia and Jim would scarcely
- 2:29:50have recognized her. Anne found it hard to believe that this was the cold,
- 2:29:54unresponsive woman she had met on the shore, this animated girl who talked
- 2:29:58and listened with the eagerness of a starved soul, and how hungrily Leslie's eyes
- 2:30:03looked at the bookcases between the windows. Our library isn't very extensive, said
- 2:30:09Anne, but every book in it is a friend. We've picked our books
- 2:30:11up through the years here and there, never buying one until we had first
- 2:30:16read it and knew that it belonged to the race of Joseph. Leslie laughed,
- 2:30:20beautiful laughter that seemed akin to all the mirth that had echoed through the
- 2:30:24little house in the vanished years. I have a few books of my father's,
- 2:30:28not many, she said. I've read them until I know them almost
- 2:30:31by heart. I don't get many books. There's a circulating library at the
- 2:30:35Glen's store, but I don't think the committee who picked the books for mister
- 2:30:39Parker know what books are of Joseph's race, or perhaps they don't care.
- 2:30:43It was so seldom I got one. I really liked that I gave up
- 2:30:46getting any. I hope you'll look on our bookshelves as your own, said
- 2:30:50Anne. You are entirely and wholeheartedly welcome to the loan of any book on
- 2:30:56them. You're setting a feast of fat things before me, said Leslie joyously.
- 2:31:01Then as the clock struck ten, she rose half unwillingly. I must
- 2:31:05go. I didn't realize it was so late. Captain jim Is always saying
- 2:31:09it doesn't take long to stay an hour, But I've stayed too. And
- 2:31:13oh but I've enjoyed them, she added frankly. Come often, said Anne
- 2:31:16and Gilbert. They had risen and stood together in the firelight's glow. Leslie
- 2:31:22looked at them, youthful, hopeful, happy, typifying all she had missed
- 2:31:26and must forever miss. The light went out of her face and eyes.
- 2:31:31The girl vanished. It was the sorrowful, cheated woman who answered the invitation
- 2:31:35almost coldly, and got herself away with a pitiful haste. Anne watched her
- 2:31:41until she was lost in the shadows of the chill and misty night. Then
- 2:31:45she turned slowly back to the glow of her own radiant hearthstone. Isn't she
- 2:31:50lovely? Gilbert? Her hair fascinates me, Miss Cornelia says it reaches to
- 2:31:54her feet. Ruby Gillis had beautiful hair, but Leslie's is alive. Every
- 2:32:00thread of it is living gold. She is very beautiful, agreed Gilbert,
- 2:32:05so heartily that Anne almost wished he were a little less enthusiastic. Gilbert,
- 2:32:09would you like my hair better if it were like Leslie's, she asked wistfully.
- 2:32:15I wouldn't have your hair any color, but just what it is for
- 2:32:18the world, said Gilbert, with one or two convincing accompaniments. You wouldn't
- 2:32:22be Anne if you had golden hair, or hair of any color but red,
- 2:32:26said Anne, with gloomy satisfaction. Yes, Red, to give warmth
- 2:32:31to that milk white skin and those shining gray green eyes of yours. Golden
- 2:32:37hair wouldn't suit you at all, Queen Anne, My Queen Anne, Queen
- 2:32:41of my heart and life and home. Then you may admire Leslie's all you
- 2:32:46like, said Anne magnanimously. End of Chapter twelve. Chapter thirteen. A
- 2:32:52ghostly evening one evening a week later, Anne decided to run over the fields
- 2:32:58to the house up the brook for an informal call. It was an evening
- 2:33:03of gray fog that had crept in from the gulf, swathed the harbor,
- 2:33:07filled the glens and valleys, and clung heavily to the autumnal meadows. Through
- 2:33:11it, the seas sobbed and shuddered. Anne saw four Winds in a new
- 2:33:16aspect, and found it weird and mysterious and fascinating. But it also gave
- 2:33:20her a little feeling of loneliness. Gilbert was away and would be away until
- 2:33:26the morrow. Attending a medical pow wow in Charlottetown, Anne longed for an
- 2:33:31hour of fellowship with some girl friend. Captain Jim and Miss Cornelia were good
- 2:33:35fellows, each in their own way, but youth yearned to youth. If
- 2:33:39only Diana or phil or PRIs or Stella could drop in for a chat,
- 2:33:43She said to herself, how delightful it would be. This is such a
- 2:33:48ghostly night. I'm sure all the ships that ever sailed out of four Winds
- 2:33:52to their doom could be seen to night, sailing up the harbor, with
- 2:33:54their drowned crews on their decks. If that shrouding fog could be suddenly drawn
- 2:33:58aside, I feel as if it concealed innumerable mysteries, as if I were
- 2:34:03surrounded by the wraiths of old generations of four Winds, people peering at me
- 2:34:07through that gray veil. If ever, the dear dead ladies of this little
- 2:34:11house came back to revisit it, they would come on just such a night
- 2:34:16as this. If I sit here any longer, I'll see one of them
- 2:34:18there opposite me in Gilbert's chair. This place isn't exactly canny tonight. Even
- 2:34:24Gog and Magog have an air of pricking up their ears to hear the footsteps
- 2:34:28of unseen guests. I'll run over to see Leslie before I frighten myself with
- 2:34:31my own fancies, as I did long ago in the matter of the Haunted
- 2:34:35Wood. I'll leave my house of dreams to welcome back its old inhabitants.
- 2:34:39My fire will give them good will and greeting. They will be gone before
- 2:34:43I come back, and my house will be mine once more. Tonight I
- 2:34:46am sure it is keeping a tryst with the past. Laughing a little over
- 2:34:50her fancy, yet with something of a creepy sensation in the region of her
- 2:34:54spine, Anne kissed her hand to Gog and Magog and slipped out into the
- 2:34:58fog with some of the new magazines under her arm for Leslie. Leslie's wild
- 2:35:03for books and magazines, Miss Cornelia had told her, and she hardly ever
- 2:35:07sees one. She can't afford to buy them or subscribe for them. She's
- 2:35:11really pitifully poor Anne. I don't see how she makes out to live at
- 2:35:15all on the little rent the farm brings in. She never even hints the
- 2:35:18complaint on the score of poverty, but I know what it must be.
- 2:35:22She's been handicapped by it all her life. She didn't mind it when she
- 2:35:24was free and ambitious, but it must gall now, Believe me. I'm
- 2:35:28glad she seemed so bright and merry the evening she spent with you. Captain
- 2:35:33Jim told me he had fairly to put her cap and coat on and push
- 2:35:35her out of the door. Don't be too long going to see her either.
- 2:35:39If you are, she'll think it's because you don't like the sight of
- 2:35:41Dick, and she'll crawl into her shell again. Dick's a great, big,
- 2:35:45harmless baby, but that silly grinnin chuckle of his do get on some
- 2:35:48people's nerves. Thank goodness, I've no nerves myself. I like Dick more
- 2:35:52better now than I ever did when he was in his right senses, though
- 2:35:56the Lord knows that isn't saying much. I was down there one day and
- 2:36:00house cleaning time helping Leslie a bed, and I was frying doughnuts. Dick
- 2:36:03was hanging round to get one, as usual, and all at once he
- 2:36:07picked up a scalding hot one. I just fished out and dropped it on
- 2:36:09the back of my neck when I was bending over. Then he laughed and
- 2:36:13laughed. Believe me, Anne, it took all the grace of God in
- 2:36:16my heart to keep me from just whisking up that stewpan of boiling fat and
- 2:36:20pouring it over his head. Anne laughed over Miss Cornelia's wrath as she sped
- 2:36:24through the darkness, but laughter recorded ill with That night, she was sober
- 2:36:30enough when she reached the house among the willows. Everything was very silent.
- 2:36:33The front part of the house seemed dark and deserted, so Anne slipped round
- 2:36:37to the side door, which opened from the veranda into a little sitting room.
- 2:36:41There she halted noiselessly. The door was open beyond. In the dimly
- 2:36:48lighted room sat Leslie Moore with her arms flung out on the table and her
- 2:36:52head bent upon them. She was weeping horribly, with low, fierce choking
- 2:36:58sobs, as if some agony and her soul were trying to tear itself out.
- 2:37:03An old black dog was sitting by her, his nose resting on her
- 2:37:07lap, his big doggish eyes full of mute imploring sympathy and devotion. Anne
- 2:37:13drew back in dismay. She felt that she could not intermeddle with this bitterness.
- 2:37:18Her heart ached with a sympathy, She might not utter. To go
- 2:37:20in now would be to shut the door forever on any possible help or friendship.
- 2:37:26Some instinct warned Anne that the proud, bitter girl would never forgive the
- 2:37:30one who thus surprised her In her abandonment of despair. Anne slipped noiselessly from
- 2:37:35the veranda and found her way across the yard beyond. She heard voices in
- 2:37:41the gloom, and saw the dim glow of a light at the gate.
- 2:37:45She met two men, Captain Jim with a lantern, and another who she
- 2:37:48knew must be Dick Moore, a big man badly gone to fat, with
- 2:37:52a broad, round red face and vacant eyes. Even in the dull light,
- 2:37:58Anne got the impression that there was something unusual about his eyes. Is
- 2:38:03this you, mistress? Blythe said Captain Jim. Now now you hadn oughter
- 2:38:07be roamin out alone on a night like this, you could get lost in
- 2:38:11this fog easier than not. Just you wait till I see Dick safe inside
- 2:38:15the door, and I'll come back and light you over the fields. I
- 2:38:18ain't goin to have doctor blythe coming home and finding that Jew walked clean over
- 2:38:22Cape La Force in the fog. A woman did that once forty years ago.
- 2:38:26So you've been over to see Leslie, he said, when he rejoined
- 2:38:30her. I didn't go in, said Anne, and told what she had
- 2:38:33seen. Captain Jim sighed, poor poor little girl. She don't cry often,
- 2:38:39Mistress blythe she's too brave for that. She must feel terrible when she
- 2:38:43does cry. A night like this is hard on poor women who have sorrows.
- 2:38:48There's something about it that kinda brings up all we've suffered or feared.
- 2:38:52It's full of ghosts, said Anne with a shiver. That was why I
- 2:38:56came over. I wanted to clasp a human hand and hear a human There
- 2:39:01seemed to be so many inhuman presences about to night. Even my own dear
- 2:39:05house was full of them. They fairly elbowed me out, so I fled
- 2:39:09over here for companionship of my kind. You were right, not to go
- 2:39:13in, though, Mistress Blythe Leslie wouldn't have liked it. She wouldn't have
- 2:39:16liked me going in with Dick, as I'd have done if I hadn't met
- 2:39:18you. I had Dick down with me all day. I keep him with
- 2:39:22me as much as I can to help Leslie a bit. Isn't there something
- 2:39:26odd about his eyes? Asked Anne. You noticed that? Yes, one
- 2:39:31is blue, an t'other is hazel. His father had the same. It's
- 2:39:35a more peculiarity. That was what told me he was Dick Moore when I
- 2:39:39saw him first down in Cuby. If it hadn't a been for his eyes,
- 2:39:43I mightn't a known him with his beard and fat. You know,
- 2:39:46I reckon that it was me found him and brought him home. Miss Cornelie
- 2:39:50always says I shouldn't have done it, but I can't agree with her.
- 2:39:52It was the right thing to do, and so twas the only thing.
- 2:39:56There ain't no question in my mind about that. But my old heart aches
- 2:40:01for Leslie. She's only twenty eight, and she's eaten more bread with sorrow
- 2:40:05than most women do in eighty years. They walked on in silence for a
- 2:40:11little while presently, Anne said, do you know, Captain Jim, I
- 2:40:15never like walking with a lantern. I always have the strangest feeling that just
- 2:40:18outside the circle of light, just over its edge, in the darkness,
- 2:40:22I'm surrounded by a ring of furtive, sinister things watching me from the shadows
- 2:40:26with hostile eyes. I've had that feeling from childhood. What is the reason
- 2:40:31I never feel like that when I'm really in the darkness, when it is
- 2:40:35close all around me, I'm not the least frightened. I've something of that
- 2:40:39feeling myself, admitted Captain Jim. I reckon. When the darkness is close
- 2:40:45to us, it is a friend. But when we sort of push it
- 2:40:46away from us, divorce ourselves from it, so to speak, with lantern
- 2:40:50light, it becomes an enemy. But the fog is lifting. There's a
- 2:40:54smart west wind rising. If you notice, the stars will be out when
- 2:40:58you get home. They were out, and when Anne re entered her House
- 2:41:03of Dreams, the red embers were still glowing on the hearth, and all
- 2:41:05the haunting presences were gone. End of chapter thirteen, Chapter fourteen, November
- 2:41:13days, the splendor of color, which had glowed for weeks along the shores
- 2:41:18of four winds, harbor had faded out into the soft gray blue of late
- 2:41:22autumnal hills. There came many days when fields and shores were dim with misty
- 2:41:28rain, or shivering before the breath of a melancholy sea wind. Nights too,
- 2:41:33of storm and tempest, when Anne sometimes wakened to pray that no ship
- 2:41:37might be beating up the grim north shore. For if it were so,
- 2:41:41not even the great faithful light, whirling through the darkness, unafraid, could
- 2:41:46avail to guide it into save Haven. In November, I sometimes feel as
- 2:41:52if spring could never come again, she sighed, grieving over the hopeless unsightliness
- 2:41:56of her frosted and bedraggled flower pots. The gay little garden of the Schoolmaster's
- 2:42:01Bride was rather a forlorn place now, and the lombardies and birches were under
- 2:42:05bare poles, as Captain Jim said, But the fir wood behind the little
- 2:42:09house was forever green and staunch, And even in November and December there came
- 2:42:16gracious days of sunshine and purple hazes, when the harbor danced and sparkled as
- 2:42:20blithely as in midsummer, and the gulf was so softly blue and tender that
- 2:42:26the storm and the wild wind seemed only things of a long past dream.
- 2:42:31Anne and Gilbert spent many an autumn evening at the lighthouse. It was always
- 2:42:35a cheery place, even when the east wind sang in minor and the sea
- 2:42:39was dead and gray. Hints of sunshine seemed to be lurking all about it.
- 2:42:45Perhaps this was because the first mate always paraded it in panoply of gold.
- 2:42:50He was so large and effulgent that one hardly missed the sun, and
- 2:42:54his resounding purrs formed a pleasant accompaniment to the laughter and conversation which went on
- 2:43:00round Captain Jim's fireplace. Captain Jim and Gilbert had many long discussions and high
- 2:43:05converse on matters beyond the ken of cat or king. I like to ponder
- 2:43:11on all kinds of problems, though I can't solve em, said Captain Jim.
- 2:43:15My father held that we should never talk of things we couldn't understand.
- 2:43:18But if we didn't doctor, the subjects for conversation would be mighty few.
- 2:43:24I reckon the God's laugh many a time to hear us. But what matters
- 2:43:26so long as we remember that we're only men and don't take to fancying that
- 2:43:31we're gods ourselves, really knowing good and evil. I reckon our powwows won't
- 2:43:35do us or any one much harm. So let's have another whack at the
- 2:43:39whence, why, and whither this evening doctor. While they whacked, Anne
- 2:43:45listened or dreamed. Sometimes Leslie went to the lighthouse with them, and she
- 2:43:50and Anne wandered along the shore in the eerie twilight, or sat on the
- 2:43:54rocks below the lighthouse until the darkness drove them back to the cheer of the
- 2:43:58driftwood fire. Then Captain Jim would brew them tea and tell them tales of
- 2:44:03land and sea and whatsoever might betide the great forgotten world outside. Leslie always
- 2:44:09seemed to enjoy those lighthouse carousals very much, and bloomed out for the time
- 2:44:15being into ready wit and beautiful laughter or glowing eyed silence. There was a
- 2:44:20certain tang and savor in the conversation when Leslie was present, which they missed
- 2:44:24when she was absent. Even when she did not talk, she seemed to
- 2:44:28inspire others to brilliancy. Captain Jim told his stories better, Gilbert was quicker
- 2:44:35in argument and repartee. Anne felt little gushes and trickles of fancy and imagination
- 2:44:41bubbling to her lips under the influence of Leslie's personality. That girl was born
- 2:44:46to be a leader in social and intellectual circles far away from Four Winds.
- 2:44:50She said to Gilbert as they walked home one night. She's just wasted here,
- 2:44:56wasted. Weren't you listening to Captain Jim and yours? Truly? The
- 2:45:00night when we discussed that subject generally, we came to the comforting conclusion that
- 2:45:05the Creator probably knew how to run his universe quite as well as we do,
- 2:45:09and that, after all, there are no such things as wasted lives,
- 2:45:13saving and accepting when an individual wilfully squanders and wastes his own life,
- 2:45:18which Leslie Moore certainly hasn't done. And some people might think that a Redmond
- 2:45:22b A whom editors were beginning to honor, was wasted as the wife of
- 2:45:26a struggling country doctor in the rural community of Four Winds. Gilbert, if
- 2:45:33you had married Roy Gardner, now continued Gilbert, mercilessly, you could have
- 2:45:37been a leader in social and intellectual circles far away from Four Winds, Gilbert,
- 2:45:43blythe you know you were in love with him at one time, Anne,
- 2:45:46Gilbert, that's mean, pis and mean, just like all the men,
- 2:45:50As Miss Cornelia says, I never was in love with him. I
- 2:45:54only imagined I was. You know that. You know I'd rather be your
- 2:45:58wife in our house of dreams and fulfillment then a queen in a palace.
- 2:46:03Gilbert's answer was not in words, But I am afraid that both of them
- 2:46:07forgot poor Leslie, speeding her lonely way across the fields to a house that
- 2:46:11was neither a palace nor the fulfillment of a dream. The moon was rising
- 2:46:16over the sad, dark sea behind them and transfiguring it. Her light had
- 2:46:20not yet reached the harbor, the further side of which was shadowy and suggestive,
- 2:46:26with dim coves and rich glooms and jeweling lights. How the home light
- 2:46:31shines out to night through the dark, said Anne. That string of them
- 2:46:35over the harbor looks like a necklace. And what a coruscation there is up
- 2:46:39at the glen. Oh, look, Gilbert, there is ours. I'm
- 2:46:41so glad we left it burning. I hate to come home to a dark
- 2:46:46house, our homelight, Gilbert. Isn't it lovely to see just like one
- 2:46:50of Earth's many millions of homes a girl, but ours ours our beacon in
- 2:46:56a naughty world. When a fellow has a home and a dear little red
- 2:47:01haired wife in it, what more need he ask of life? Well he
- 2:47:05might ask one thing more, whispered Anne. Happily, Oh, Gilbert,
- 2:47:09it seems as if I just couldn't wait for the spring. End of Chapter
- 2:47:15fourteen. Chapter fifteen, Christmas at four Winds. At first, Anne and
- 2:47:22Gilbert talked of going home to Avonlea for Christmas, but eventually they decided to
- 2:47:26stay in Four Winds. I want to spend the first Christmas of our life
- 2:47:30together in our own home, decreed Anne. So it fell out that Marilla
- 2:47:35and Missus Rachel, Lynde and the twins came to Four Winds for Christmas.
- 2:47:39Marilla had the face of a woman who had circumnavigated the globe. She had
- 2:47:43never been sixty miles away from home before, and she had never eaten a
- 2:47:46Christmas dinner anywhere save at Green Gables. Missus Rachel had made and brought with
- 2:47:52her an enormous plum pudding. Nothing could have convinced Missus Rachel that a college
- 2:47:56graduate of the younger generation could make a Christmas plum pudding properly, but she
- 2:48:01bestowed approval on Anne's house. Anne's a good housekeeper, she said to Marilla
- 2:48:05in the spare room the night of their arrival. I've looked into her bread
- 2:48:09box and her scrap pail. I always judge a housekeeper by those, that's
- 2:48:11what. There's nothing in the pail that shouldn't have been thrown away, and
- 2:48:16no stale pieces in the bread box. Of course, she was trained up
- 2:48:18with you, but then she went to college afterwards. I notice she's got
- 2:48:22my tobacco striped quilt on the bed here, and that big round braided mat
- 2:48:26of yours before her living room fire. It makes me feel right at home.
- 2:48:31Anne's first Christmas in her own house was as delightful as she could have
- 2:48:35wished. The day was fine and bright. The first skin of snow had
- 2:48:39fallen on Christmas Eve and made the world beautiful. The harbor was still open
- 2:48:43and glittering. Captain Jim and Miss Cornelia came to dinner. Leslie and Dick
- 2:48:48had been invited, but Leslie made excuse. They always went to her uncle
- 2:48:52Isaac West's for Christmas. She said she'd rather have it. So Miss Cornelia
- 2:48:58told Anne she can't bear taking Dick where there are strangers. Christmas is always
- 2:49:01a hard time for Leslie. She and her father used to make a lot
- 2:49:05of it. Miss Cornelia and missus Rachel Lynde did not take a very violent
- 2:49:11fancy to each other. Two sons hold not their courses in one's sphere,
- 2:49:16but they did not clash at all. For Missus Rachel was in the kitchen
- 2:49:18helping Anne and Marilla with the dinner, and it fell to Gilbert to entertain
- 2:49:22Captain Jim and Miss Cornelia, or rather to be entertained by them, For
- 2:49:28a dialogue between those two old friends and antagonists was assuredly never dull. It's
- 2:49:33many a year since there was a Christmas dinner here, Mistress Blythe, said
- 2:49:37Captain Jim. Miss Russell always went to her friends in town for Christmas.
- 2:49:41But I was here to the first Christmas dinner that was ever eaten in this
- 2:49:45house, and the schoolmaster's bride cooked it. That was sixty years ago to
- 2:49:48day, Mistress Blythe, And a day very like this, just enough snow
- 2:49:52to make the hills white and the harbor as blue as June I was only
- 2:49:56a lad, and I'd never been invited out to dinner before, and I
- 2:50:01was too shy to eat enough. I've got all over that most men do,
- 2:50:05said Miss Cornelia, sewing furiously. Miss Cornelia was not going to sit
- 2:50:09with idle hands even on Christmas. Babies come without any consideration for holidays,
- 2:50:16and there was one expected in a poverty stricken household at Glens and Mary.
- 2:50:20Miss Cornelia had sent that household a substantial dinner for its little swarm, and
- 2:50:24so meant to eat her own with a comfortable conscience. Well, you know
- 2:50:28the way to a man's hardest through his stomach, Cornelia, explained Captain Jim.
- 2:50:33I believe you when he has a heart, retorted Miss Cornelia. I
- 2:50:37suppose that's why so many women kill themselves cooking, just as poor Amelia Baxter
- 2:50:41did. She died last Christmas morning, and she said it was the first
- 2:50:46Christmas since she was married that she didn't have to cook a big, twenty
- 2:50:48plate dinner. It must have been a real pleasant change for her. Well,
- 2:50:52she's been dead a year, so you'll soon hear of Horace Baxter taking
- 2:50:56notice. I heard he was taking notice already, said Captain Jim, winking
- 2:51:00at Gilbert. Wasn't he up to your place one Sunday lately with his funeral
- 2:51:03blacks on and a boiled collar. No, he wasn't, and he needn't
- 2:51:09come neither. I could have had him long ago, when he was fresh.
- 2:51:11I don't want any second hand goods, believe me. As for Horace
- 2:51:16Baxter, he was in financial difficulties a year ago last summer, and he
- 2:51:18prayed to the Lord for help. And when his wife died and he got
- 2:51:22our life insurance, he said he believed it was the answer to his prayer.
- 2:51:26Wasn't that like a man? Have you really proved that? He said
- 2:51:30that, Cornelia, I have the Methodist minister's word for it. If you
- 2:51:33call that proof. Robert Baxter told me the same thing too, but I
- 2:51:37admit that isn't evidence. Robert Baxter isn't often known to tell the truth.
- 2:51:43Come Come, Cornelia. I think he generally tells the truth, But he
- 2:51:46changes his opinion so often it sometimes sounds as if he didn't. It sounds
- 2:51:52like it mighty often, believe me. But trust one man to excuse another.
- 2:51:56I have no use for Robert Baxter. He turned Methodist just because the
- 2:52:00Presbyterian choir happened to be singing Behold the bridegroom cometh for a collection piece when
- 2:52:05him and Margaret walked up the aisle the sunday after they were married. Served
- 2:52:09him right for being late. He always insisted the choir did it on purpose
- 2:52:11to insult him, as if he was of that much importance. But that
- 2:52:16family always thought they were much bigger potatoes than they really were. His brother,
- 2:52:20a liphlet imagine the devil was always at his elbow. But I never
- 2:52:24believed the devil wasted that much time on him. I don't know, said
- 2:52:28Captain Jim thoughtfully. A liphle At Baxter lived too much alone, hadn't even
- 2:52:33a cat or dog to keep him human. When a man is alone,
- 2:52:37he's mighty apt to be with the devil. If he ain't with God,
- 2:52:41he has to choose which company he'll keep. I reckon. If the devil
- 2:52:45always was at Life Baxter's elbow, it must have been because Life liked to
- 2:52:48have him there, man like, said Miss Cornelia, and subsided into silence
- 2:52:54over a complicated arrangement of tucks, until Captain Jim deliberately stirred her up again
- 2:52:58by remarking in a casual way. I was up to the Methodist church last
- 2:53:03Sunday morning. You'd better have been home reading your Bible, was Miss Cornelia's
- 2:53:07retort. Come now, Cornelia, I can't see any harm in going to
- 2:53:11the Methodist church when there's no preaching in your own I've been a Presbyterian for
- 2:53:16seventy six years, and it isn't likely my theology will hoist anchor at this
- 2:53:20late day. It's setting a bad example, said Miss Cornelia grimly. Besides,
- 2:53:26continued wicked Captain Jim, I wanted to hear some good singing. The
- 2:53:30Methodists have a good choir, and you can't deny Cornelia that the singing in
- 2:53:35our church is awful. Since the split in the choir, what if the
- 2:53:37singing isn't good? They're doing their best, and God sees no difference between
- 2:53:41the voice of a crow and the voice of a nightingale. Come, come,
- 2:53:46Cornelia, said Captain Jim mildly. I have a better opinion of the
- 2:53:50almighties ear for music than that. What caused the trouble in our choir,
- 2:53:54asked Gilbert, who was suffering from suppressed laughter. It dates back to the
- 2:54:00church three years ago, answered Captain Jim. We had a fearful time over
- 2:54:03the building of that church, fell out over the question of a new site.
- 2:54:07The two sites wasn't moorn two hundred yards apart, but you'd have thought
- 2:54:11there was a thousand. By the bitterness of that fight. We was split
- 2:54:16up into three factions. One wanted the east site and one the south,
- 2:54:20and one held to the old. It was fought out in bed and ap
- 2:54:24board, and in church and at market. All the old scandals of three
- 2:54:28generations were dragged out of their graves and aired three matches. Was broken up
- 2:54:31by it and the meetings we had to try to settle the question, Cornelia,
- 2:54:37will you ever forget the one? When old Luther Burns got up and
- 2:54:39made a speech, he stated his opinions. Forcibly call a spade a spade,
- 2:54:45Captain, you mean he got red mad and raked them all fore and
- 2:54:48aft. They deserved it too, a pack of incapables. But what would
- 2:54:52you expect of a committee of men? That building committee held twenty seven meetings,
- 2:54:56and at the end of the twenty seventh weren't no near or having a
- 2:55:00church than when they begun. Not so near for a fact, For in
- 2:55:03one fit of hurrying things along. They'd gone to work and tore the old
- 2:55:07church down. So there we were without a church and no place but the
- 2:55:11hall to worship in. The Methodists offered us their church, Cornelia, the
- 2:55:16Glens and Mary Church wouldn't have been built to this day, went on Miss
- 2:55:18Cornelia, ignoring Captain Jim if we women hadn't just started it and took charge.
- 2:55:24We said we meant to have a church if the men meant to quarrel
- 2:55:28till doomsday. And we were tired of being a laughing stock for the Methodists.
- 2:55:31We held one meeting and elected a committee and canvassed for subscriptions. We
- 2:55:37got them too. When any of the men tried to sass us, we
- 2:55:41told them they'd tried for two years to build a church and it was our
- 2:55:43turn. Now. We shut them up close, believe me, and in
- 2:55:46six months we had our church. Of course, when the men saw we
- 2:55:50were determined, they stopped fighting and went to work manlike. As soon as
- 2:55:54they saw they had to or quit bossing. Oh, women can't preach or
- 2:55:58be elders, but they can build church and scare up the money for them.
- 2:56:01The Methodists allow women to preach, said Captain Jim. Miss Cornelia glared
- 2:56:07at him. I never said the Methodists hadn't common sense, Captain. What
- 2:56:11I say is I doubt if they have much religion. I suppose you're in
- 2:56:15favor of votes for women, miss Cornelia, said Gilbert. I'm not hankering
- 2:56:18after the vote, believe me, said Miss Cornelia scornfully. I know what
- 2:56:24it is to clean up after the men. But some of these days,
- 2:56:26when the men realize they've got the world into a mess they can't get it
- 2:56:30out of, they'll be glad to give us the vote and shoulder their troubles
- 2:56:33over on us. That's their scheme. Oh, it's well that women are
- 2:56:37patient, believe me. What about Job, suggested Captain Jim Job. It
- 2:56:43was such a rare thing to find a patient man that when one was really
- 2:56:46discovered, they were determined. He shouldn't be forgotten, retorted Miss Cornelia triumphantly.
- 2:56:52Anyhow, the virtue doesn't go with the name. There never was such
- 2:56:56an impatient man born as old Job Taylor over Harbor. Well, you know
- 2:57:01he had a good deal to try him, Cornelia. Even you can't defend
- 2:57:05his wife. I always remember what old William mc allister said of her at
- 2:57:09her funeral. There's nae doot. She was a Christian woman, but she
- 2:57:13had the dale's own temper. I suppose she was trying, admitted Miss Cornelia
- 2:57:18reluctantly, But that didn't justify what Job said when she died. He rode
- 2:57:22home from the graveyard the day of the funeral with my father. He never
- 2:57:26said a word till they got near home. Then he heaved a big sigh
- 2:57:30and said, you may not believe it, Stephen, but this is the
- 2:57:33happiest day of my life. Wasn't that like a man? I s'pose?
- 2:57:37Poor old missus Job did make life kind or uneasy for him, reflected Captain
- 2:57:43Jim. Well, there's such a thing as decency, isn't there. Even
- 2:57:46if a man is rejoicing in his heart over his wife being dead, he
- 2:57:50needn't proclaim it to the four winds of Heaven and happy day or not.
- 2:57:54Job Taylor wasn't long in marrying again. You might notice his second wife could
- 2:57:58manage him. She made him walk Spanish. Believe me. The first thing
- 2:58:03she did was to make him hustle round him put up a tombstone to the
- 2:58:05first Missus Job, and she had a place left on it for her own
- 2:58:09name. She said, there'd be nobody to make job put up a monument
- 2:58:13to her. Speaking of tailor's, how is missus Lewis Taylor up at the
- 2:58:16glen, doctor, asked Captain Jim. She's getting better slowly, but she
- 2:58:22has to work too hard, replied Gilbert. Her husband works too hard raising
- 2:58:26prize pigs, said Miss Cornelia. He's noted for his beautiful pigs. He's
- 2:58:31a heap prowder of his pigs than of his children. But then, to
- 2:58:33be sure, his pigs are the best pigs possible, while his children don't
- 2:58:37amount to much. He picked a poor mother for them and starved her while
- 2:58:41she was bearing and rearing them. His pigs got the cream and his children
- 2:58:45got the skim milk. There are times, Cornelia, when I have to
- 2:58:48agree with you, though it hurts me, said Captain Jim. That's just
- 2:58:52exactly the truth about Louis Taylor. When I see those poor miserable children of
- 2:58:58his robbed of all child ought to have, it pisons my own bite and
- 2:59:01sup for days. Afterwards, Gilbert went out to the kitchen in response to
- 2:59:07Anne's beckoning. Anne shut the door and gave him a connubial lecture. Gilbert,
- 2:59:11you and Captain Jim must stop baiting Miss Cornelia. Oh, I've been
- 2:59:16listening to you, and I just won't allow it. Anne. Miss Cornelia
- 2:59:20is enjoying herself hugely. You know she is well. Never mind, you
- 2:59:24too, needn't egg her on like that. Dinner is ready now, And
- 2:59:28Gilbert, don't let missus Rachel carve the geese. I know she means to
- 2:59:31offer to do it because she doesn't think you can do it properly. Show
- 2:59:35her you can. I ought to be able to. I've been studying a
- 2:59:39B C D diagrams of carving for the past month, said Gilbert. Only
- 2:59:43don't talk to me while I'm doing it, Anne, for if you drive
- 2:59:46the letters out of my head, I'll be in a worse predicament than you
- 2:59:48were in old geometry days when the teacher changed them. Gilbert carved the geese
- 2:59:54beautifully. Even missus Rachel had to admit that, and everybody ate of them
- 2:59:58and enjoyed them. Anne's first Christmas dinner was a great success, and she
- 3:00:03beamed with housewifely pride. Mary was the feast and long, and when it
- 3:00:07was over they gathered around the cheer of the red hearth flame, and Captain
- 3:00:11Jim told them stories until the red sun swung low over four winds harbor,
- 3:00:16and the long blue shadows of the Lombardies fell across the snow in the lane.
- 3:00:20I must be getting back to the light, he said, finally,
- 3:00:24I'll just have time to walk home before sundown. Thank you for a beautiful
- 3:00:28Christmas. Mistress blythe bring Master Davy down to the light some night before he
- 3:00:33goes home. I want to see those stone gods, said Davy, with
- 3:00:35a relish end of Chapter fifteen, Chapter sixteen, New Year's Eve of the
- 3:00:43Light, The Green Gables folk went home after Christmas, Marilla under solemn covenant
- 3:00:50to return for a month in the spring. More snow came before New Year's
- 3:00:54and the harbor froze over, but the gulf was still free beyond the white
- 3:00:58imprisoned fields. The last day of the Old Year was one of those bright,
- 3:01:03cold, dazzling winter days which bombard us with their brilliancy and command our
- 3:01:09admiration, but never our love. The sky was sharp and blue, the
- 3:01:13snow diamonds sparkled insistently. The stark trees were bare and shameless, with a
- 3:01:18kind of brazen beauty. The hills shot assaulting lances of crystal. Even the
- 3:01:24shadows were sharp and stiff and clear cut, as no proper shadows should be.
- 3:01:30Everything that was handsome seemed ten times handsomer and less attractive in the glaring
- 3:01:35splendor, and everything that was ugly seemed ten times uglier. And everything was
- 3:01:41either handsome or ugly. There was no soft blending, or kind obscurity or
- 3:01:46elusive mistiness in that searching glitter. The only things that held their own individuality
- 3:01:52were the firs. For the fir is the tree of mystery and shadow,
- 3:01:56and yields never to the encroachments of crude radiance. But finally the day began
- 3:02:01to realize that she was growing old. Then a certain pensiveness fell over her
- 3:02:05beauty, which dimmed yet intensified it sharp angles, glittering points melted away into
- 3:02:13curves and enticing gleams. The white harbor put on soft grays and pinks.
- 3:02:18The far away hills turned amethyst. The old year is going away, beautifully,
- 3:02:24said Anne. She and Leslie and Gilbert were on their way to the
- 3:02:28Four Winds Point, having plotted with Captain Jim to watch the new year win
- 3:02:33of the light. The sun had set, and in the southwestern sky hung
- 3:02:37Venus, glorious and golden, having drawn as near to her Earth's sister as
- 3:02:41is possible for her. For the first time, Anne and Gilbert saw the
- 3:02:46shadow cast by that brilliant star of evening, that faint, mysterious shadow,
- 3:02:52never seen save when there is white snow to reveal it, and then only
- 3:02:56with averted vision, vanishing when you gaze at it directly. It's like the
- 3:03:01spirit of a shadow, isn't it, whispered Anne. You can see it
- 3:03:05so plainly haunting your side when you look ahead, but when you turn and
- 3:03:09look at it, it's gone. I have heard that you can see the
- 3:03:11shadow of Venus only once in a lifetime, and that within a year of
- 3:03:16seeing it, your life's most wonderful gift will come to you, said Leslie,
- 3:03:20But she spoke rather hardly. Perhaps she thought that even the shadow of
- 3:03:24Venus could bring her no gift of life. Anne smiled in the soft twilight.
- 3:03:30She felt quite sure what the mystic shadow promised her. They found Marshal
- 3:03:35Elliot at the lighthouse. At first, Anne felt inclined to resent the intrusion
- 3:03:39of this long haired, long bearded eccentric into the familiar little circle. But
- 3:03:45Marshal Elliot soon proved his legitimate claim to membership in the household of Joseph.
- 3:03:50He was a witty, intelligent, well read man, rivaling Captain Jim himself
- 3:03:54in the knack of telling a good story. They were all glad when he
- 3:03:58agreed to watch the old year out with them. Captain Jim's small nephew,
- 3:04:03Joe, had come down to spend New Year's with his great uncle and had
- 3:04:07fallen asleep on the sofa with the first mate curled up in a huge golden
- 3:04:11ball at his feet. Ainy, a dear little man, said Captain Jim
- 3:04:15gloatingly. I do love to watch a little child asleep, Mistress blythe It's
- 3:04:20the most beautiful sight in the world. I reckon. Joe does love to
- 3:04:24get down here for a night because I have him sleep with me at home.
- 3:04:28He has to sleep with the other two boys, and he doesn't like
- 3:04:31it. Why can't I sleep with father, Uncle Jim says he everybody in
- 3:04:35the Bible slept with their fathers. As for the questions he asks, the
- 3:04:39Minister himself couldn't answer them. They fair swamp me. Uncle Jim. If
- 3:04:45I wasn't me, who'd I be? And Uncle Jim, what would happen
- 3:04:48if God died? He fired them to off at me tonight. Afore he
- 3:04:52went to sleep. As for his imagination, it sails away from everything.
- 3:04:58He makes up the most remarkable yarns. And then his mother shuts him up
- 3:05:01in the closet for telling stories, and he sits down and makes up another
- 3:05:05one and has it ready to relate to her when she lets him out.
- 3:05:09He had one for me when he come down tonight, Uncle Jim, says
- 3:05:13he solemn as a tombstone. I had a venture in the glen today.
- 3:05:16Yes, what was it? Says I? Expecting something quite startling, but
- 3:05:20nowise prepared for what I really got. I met a wolf in the street,
- 3:05:24says he. Enormous wolf with a big red mouth and awful long teeth,
- 3:05:30Uncle Jim. I didn't know there was any wolves up at the glen,
- 3:05:33says I. Oh, he comed there from far, far away,
- 3:05:37says Joe. And I thought he was goin to eat me up, Uncle
- 3:05:39Jim. Were you scared? Says I? No, cause I had a
- 3:05:43big gun, says Joe, and I shot the wolf dead. Uncle Jim
- 3:05:48solid dead, and then he went up to heaven and bit God says he,
- 3:05:52well, I was fair staggered Mistress Blythe the hours bloomed into mirth around
- 3:05:58the driftwood fire. Captain Jim told tales, and Marshall Elliot sang old Scotch
- 3:06:03ballads in a fine tenor voice. Finally Captain Jim took down his old brown
- 3:06:09fiddle from the wall and began to play. He had a tolerable knack of
- 3:06:13fiddling, which all appreciated, save the first mate, who sprang from the
- 3:06:16sofa as if he had been shot, emitted a shriek of protest, and
- 3:06:20fled wildly up the stairs. Can't cultivate an ear for music in that cat
- 3:06:24nohow, said Captain Jim. He won't stay long enough to learn to like
- 3:06:28it. When we got the organ up at the Glen church, old Elder
- 3:06:33Richards bounced up from his seat the minute the organist began to play, and
- 3:06:37scuttled down the aisle and out of the church at the rate of no man's
- 3:06:39business. It reminded me so strong of the first mate tearing loose as soon
- 3:06:43as I begin to fiddle, that I come near to laughing out loud in
- 3:06:48church than I ever did before or since. There was something so infectious in
- 3:06:52the rollicking tunes that Captain Jim played that very soon Marshall Elliott's feet began to
- 3:06:58twitch. He had been a notice dancer in his youth. Presently he started
- 3:07:03up and held out his hands to Leslie. Instantly she responded round and round
- 3:07:07the fire lit room. They circled with a rhythmic grace that was wonderful.
- 3:07:11Leslie danced like one inspired. The wild, sweet abandon of the music seemed
- 3:07:16to have entered into and possessed her. Anne watched her in fascinated admiration.
- 3:07:22She had never seen her like this. All the innate richness and color and
- 3:07:26charm of her nature seemed to have broken loose and overflowed in crimson cheek and
- 3:07:31glowing eye and grace of motion. Even the aspect of Marshall Elliot, with
- 3:07:35his long beard and hair, could not spoil the picture. On the contrary,
- 3:07:41it seemed to enhance it. Marshal Elliot looked like a Viking of elder
- 3:07:45days dancing with one of the blue eyed, golden haired daughters of the Northland.
- 3:07:50The prettiest dancing I ever saw, and I've seen some in my time,
- 3:07:54declared Captain Jim, when at last the bow fell from his tired hand.
- 3:07:58Leslie dropped into her chair, laughing breathless. I love dancing, she
- 3:08:03said a part to Anne. I haven't danced since I was sixteen, but
- 3:08:07I love it. The music seems to run through my veins like quicksilver,
- 3:08:11and I forget everything, everything except the delight of keeping time to it.
- 3:08:16There isn't any floor beneath me, or walls about me, or roof over
- 3:08:20me. I'm floating amid the stars. Captain Jim hung his fiddle up in
- 3:08:24its place, beside a large frame enclosing several bank notes. Is there anybody
- 3:08:30else of your acquaintance who can afford to hang his walls with bank notes for
- 3:08:33pictures? He asked. There's twenty ten dollar notes there, not worth the
- 3:08:37glass over them. Their old bank of p e Island notes had them buy
- 3:08:43me when the bank failed, and I had em framed and hung up,
- 3:08:46partly as a reminder not to put your trust in banks, and partly to
- 3:08:50give me a real luxurious millionary feeling. Hallo, Mady, don't be scared.
- 3:08:54You can come back now. The music and revelry is over for tonight.
- 3:08:58The old ar has just another hour to stay with us. I've seen
- 3:09:03seventy six new years come in over that gulf yonder, Mistress blythe you'll see
- 3:09:07a hundred, said Marshall Elliott. Captain Jim shook his head. Nope,
- 3:09:11and I don't want to, at least I think I don't. Death grows
- 3:09:16friendlier as we grow older, not that one of us really wants to die,
- 3:09:20though. Marshall Tennyson spoke truth when he said that there's old missus Wallace
- 3:09:26up at the glen. She's had heaps of trouble all her life, poor
- 3:09:28soul, and she's lost almost every one she cared about. She's always saying
- 3:09:33that she'll be glad when her time comes, and she doesn't want a sojioer
- 3:09:37in any longer in this vale of tears. But when she takes a six
- 3:09:39spell, there's a fuss doctor's from town, and a trained nurse, and
- 3:09:43enough medicine to kill a dog. Life may be a veil of tears,
- 3:09:46all right, but there are some folks who enjoy weeping. I reckon.
- 3:09:52They spent the Old Year's last hour quietly around the fire. A few minutes
- 3:09:56before twelve, Captain Jim rose and opened the Do we must let the new
- 3:10:01year in, he said, Outside was a fine blue night, A sparkling
- 3:10:07ribbon of moonlight garlanded the gulf. Inside the bar, the harbor shone like
- 3:10:11a pavement of pearl. They stood before the door and waited Captain Jim with
- 3:10:16his ripe full experience, Marshal Elliott in his vigorous but empty middle life,
- 3:10:22Gilbert and Anne with their precious memories and exquisite hopes, Leslie with her record
- 3:10:28of starved years and her hopeless future. The clock on the little shelf above
- 3:10:31the fireplace struck twelve. Welcome new year, said Captain Jim, bowing low,
- 3:10:37as the last stroke died away. I wish you all the best year
- 3:10:43of your lives. Mates, I reckon that whatever the new year brings us
- 3:10:46will be the best the great Captain has for us, And somehow or other
- 3:10:50we'll all make port in a good harbor. End of Chapter sixteen. Chapter
- 3:10:56seventeen of four Winds. Winter winters set in vigorously after New Year's Big white
- 3:11:03drifts heaped themselves about the little house, and palms of frost covered its windows.
- 3:11:09The harbor eyes grew harder and thicker, until the Four Winds people began
- 3:11:13their usual winter traveling over it. The safe ways were bushed by a benevolent
- 3:11:18government, and night and day the gay tinkle of the sleigh bells sounded on
- 3:11:22it. On moonlight nights, Anne heard them in her house of dreams,
- 3:11:26like fairy chimes. The gulf froze over, and the Four Winds light flashed
- 3:11:31no more. During the months when navigation was closed, Captain Jim's office was
- 3:11:37a sinecure. The first mate and I will have nothing to do till spring
- 3:11:41except keep warm and amuse ourselves. The last lighthouse keeper used always to move
- 3:11:46up to the glen in winter, but I'd rather stay at the point.
- 3:11:48The first mate might get poisoned or chewed up by dogs at the glen.
- 3:11:52It's a mite lonely to be sure, with neither the light nor the water
- 3:11:56for company. But if our friends come to see us often, we'll weather
- 3:12:00it through. Captain Jim had an ice boat and many a wild glorious spin.
- 3:12:05Gilbert and Anne and Leslie had over the glib Harbor ice with him.
- 3:12:11Anne and Leslie took long snowshoe tramps together too, over the fields, or
- 3:12:15across the harbor after storms, or through the woods beyond the glen. They
- 3:12:20were very good comrades in their rambles and their fireside communings. Each had something
- 3:12:24to give the other. Each felt life the richer for friendly exchange of thought
- 3:12:30and friendly silence. Each looked across the white fields between their homes with the
- 3:12:35pleasant consciousness of a friend beyond. But in spite of all this, Anne
- 3:12:39felt that there was always a barrier between Leslie and herself, a constraint that
- 3:12:43never wholly vanished. I don't know why I can't get closer to her,
- 3:12:48Anne said one evening to Captain Jim. I like her so much, I
- 3:12:52admire her so much. I want to take her right into my heart and
- 3:12:56creep right into hers. But I can never cry us the barrier. You've
- 3:13:01been too happy all your life, mistress blythe said Captain Jim thoughtfully. I
- 3:13:05reckon, that's why you and Leslie can't get real close together. In your
- 3:13:09souls. The barrier between you is her experience of sorrow and trouble. She
- 3:13:15ain't responsible for it and you ain't, but it's there, and neither of
- 3:13:18you can cross it. My childhood wasn't very happy before I came to Green
- 3:13:22Gables, said Anne, gazing soberly out of the window at the still sad,
- 3:13:28dead beauty of the leafless tree shadows on the moonlit snow. Maybe not,
- 3:13:33but it was just the usual unhappiness of a child who hasn't any one
- 3:13:37to look after it properly. There hasn't been any tragedy in your life,
- 3:13:41Mistress Blythe, and poor Leslie's has been almost all tragedy, she feels,
- 3:13:46I reckon, though maybe she hardly knows. She feels it that there's a
- 3:13:50vast deal in her life you can't enter nor understand, and so she has
- 3:13:54to keep you back from it, hold you off, so to speak,
- 3:13:56from hurting her. You know, if we've anything about us that hurts,
- 3:14:01we shrink from anyone's touch on or near it. It holds good with our
- 3:14:05souls as well as our bodies. I reckon. Leslie's soul must be near
- 3:14:09raw. It's no wonder she hides it away. If that were really all,
- 3:14:15I wouldn't mind, Captain Jim, I would understand. But there are
- 3:14:18times, not always, but now and again, when I almost have to
- 3:14:22believe that Leslie doesn't doesn't like me. Sometimes I surprise a look in her
- 3:14:28eyes that seems to show resentment and dislike. It goes so quickly, but
- 3:14:33I've seen it. I'm sure of that, and it hurts me, Captain
- 3:14:35Jim. I'm not used to being disliked, and I've tried so hard to
- 3:14:39win Leslie's friendship. You have won it, Mistress Blythe. Don't you go
- 3:14:45cherishing any foolish notion that Leslie don't like you. If she didn't, she
- 3:14:48wouldn't have anything to do with you, much less chumming with you as she
- 3:14:52does. I know Leslie Moore too well not to be sure of that.
- 3:14:58The first time I ever saw her her geese down the hill, on the
- 3:15:01day I came to four Winds, she looked at me with the same expression
- 3:15:05persisted Anne. I felt it, even in the midst of my admiration of
- 3:15:09her beauty. She looked at me resentfully. She did. Indeed, Captain
- 3:15:13Jim, the resentment must have been about something else, Mistress Blythe, and
- 3:15:18you just come in for a share of it because you happened past. Leslie
- 3:15:22does take sullen spells now and again, poor girl. I can't blame her
- 3:15:26when I know what she has to put up with. I don't know why
- 3:15:30it's permitted. The doctor and I have talked a lot about the origin of
- 3:15:33evil, but we haven't quite found out all about it yet. There's a
- 3:15:37vast of ununderstandable things in life, ain't there, Mistress Blythe Sometimes things seem
- 3:15:43to work out real proper like, same as with you and the doctor,
- 3:15:46and then again they all seem to go catawampus. There's Leslie, so clever
- 3:15:52and beautiful, you'd think she was meant for a queen, and instead she's
- 3:15:56cooped up over there, robbed of almost everything, a woman at value with
- 3:16:00no prospect except waiting on Dick Moore all her life. Though, mind you,
- 3:16:05Mistress blythe I dare say she'd choose her life now, such as it
- 3:16:07is, rather than the life she lived with Dick before he went away.
- 3:16:11That's something a clumsy old sailor's tongue mustn't meddle with. But you've helped Leslie
- 3:16:18a lot. She's a different creature since you come to four winds us old
- 3:16:22friends. See the difference in her as you can't miss. Cornelie and me
- 3:16:26was talkin it over the other day and it's one of the mighty few pints
- 3:16:28that we see eye to eye on. So just you throw overboard any idea
- 3:16:33of her not liking you. Anne could hardly discard it completely, for there
- 3:16:39were undoubtedly times when she felt, with an instinct that was not to be
- 3:16:43combated by reason, that Leslie harbored a queer, indefinable resentment towards her.
- 3:16:48At times, this secret consciousness marred the delight of their comradeship. At others
- 3:16:54it was almost forgotten, but Anne always felt the hidden thorn was there and
- 3:16:58might pricker any moment. She felt a cruel sting from it. On the
- 3:17:03day when she told Leslie of what she hoped the spring would bring to the
- 3:17:05little House of Dreams, Leslie looked at her with hard, bitter, unfriendly
- 3:17:11eyes. So you are to have that too, she said in a choked
- 3:17:15voice, and without another word, she had turned and gone across the fields
- 3:17:18homeward. Anne was deeply hurt. For the moment, she felt as if
- 3:17:24she could never like Leslie again. But when Leslie came over a few evenings
- 3:17:28later, she was so pleasant, so friendly, so frank and witty and
- 3:17:31winsome, that Anne was charmed into forgiveness and forgetfulness only. She never mentioned
- 3:17:37her darling hope to Leslie again, nor did Leslie ever refer to it.
- 3:17:43But one evening, when late Winter was listening for the Word of Spring,
- 3:17:46she came over to the little House for a twilight chat, and when she
- 3:17:50went away she left a small white box on the table. Anne found it
- 3:17:56after she was gone and opened it wonderingly. In it was a tiny white
- 3:18:01dress of exquisite workmanship, delicate embroidery, wonderful tucking, sheer loveliness. Every
- 3:18:07stitch in it was handwork, and the little frills of lace at neck and
- 3:18:11sleeves were of real Valencienne. Lying on it was a card with Leslie's love.
- 3:18:18What hours of work she must have put on it, said Anne,
- 3:18:22and the material must have cost more than she could really afford. It is
- 3:18:26very sweet of her, But Leslie was brusque and curt when Anne thanked her,
- 3:18:31and again the latter felt thrown back upon herself. Leslie's gift was not
- 3:18:35alone in the Little House. Miss Cornelia had for the time being given up
- 3:18:39sewing for unwanted, unwelcome eighth babies, and fallen to sewing for a very
- 3:18:45much wanted first one whose welcome would leave nothing to be desired. Philippa Blake
- 3:18:50and Diana Wright each sent a marvelous garment, and Missus Rachel Lynde sent several
- 3:18:56in which good material and honest stitches took the place of roitery and frills.
- 3:19:01Anne herself made many desecrated by no touch of machinery, spending over them the
- 3:19:07happiest hours of the happy winter. Captain Jim was the most frequent guest of
- 3:19:11the little house, and none was more welcome every day. Anne loved the
- 3:19:16simple, souled, true hearted old sailor more and more. He was as
- 3:19:20refreshing as a sea breeze, as interesting as some ancient chronicle. She was
- 3:19:24never tired of listening to his stories, and his quaint remarks and comments were
- 3:19:30a continual delight to her. Captain Jim was one of those rare and interesting
- 3:19:33people who never speak, but they say something. The milk of human kindness
- 3:19:39and the wisdom of the serpent were mingled in his composition in delightful proportions.
- 3:19:45Nothing ever seemed to put Captain Jim out or depress him in any way.
- 3:19:48I've kind of contracted a habit of enjoying things. He remarked once when Anne
- 3:19:54had commented on his invariable cheerfulness. It's God so chronic that I believe I
- 3:19:58even enjoyed agreeable things. It's great fun thinking they can't last. Old Rheumatiz,
- 3:20:05says I. When it grips me hard, you've got to stop aching
- 3:20:07some time. The worse yar, the sooner you'll stop. Maybe I'm bound
- 3:20:11to get the better of you in the long run, whether in the body
- 3:20:15or out of the body. One night, by the fireside of the light,
- 3:20:18Anne saw Captain Jim's life book. He needed no coaxing to show it,
- 3:20:24and proudly gave it to her to read. I read it to leave
- 3:20:26to little Joe, he said, I don't like the idea of everything I've
- 3:20:31done and seen being clean forgot. After I've slipped from my last voyage.
- 3:20:35Joe he'll remember it and tell the yarns to his children. It was an
- 3:20:39old, leather bound book, filled with the record of his voyages and adventures.
- 3:20:45Anne thought what a treasure trove it would be to a writer. Every
- 3:20:48sentence was a nugget in itself. The book had no literary merit. Captain
- 3:20:54Jim's charm of story telling failed him when he came to pen and ink.
- 3:20:58He could only jot rough lead down the outline of his famous tales, and
- 3:21:01both spelling and grammar were sadly askew. But Anne felt that if anyone possessed
- 3:21:07of the gift could take that simple record of a brave, adventurous life,
- 3:21:11reading between the bald lines the tales of dangers staunchly faced and beauty manfully done,
- 3:21:18a wonderful story might be made from it. Rich comedy and thrilling tragedy
- 3:21:22were both lying hidden in Captain Jim's life book, waiting for the touch of
- 3:21:26the master hand to waken the laughter and grief and horror of thousands. Anne
- 3:21:33said something of this to Gilbert as they walked home. Why don't you try
- 3:21:37your hand at it yourself, Anne Anne shook her head. No. I
- 3:21:41only wish I could, but it's not in the power of my gift.
- 3:21:45You know what my forte is, Gilbert, the fanciful, the fairy,
- 3:21:48like the pretty. To write Captain Jim's life book as it should be written,
- 3:21:52one should be a master of vigorous yet subtle style, a keen psychologist,
- 3:21:58a born humorous to and a born tragedian. A rare combination of gifts
- 3:22:03is needed. Paul might do it if he were older. Anyhow, I'm
- 3:22:07going to ask him to come down next summer and meet Captain Jim. Come
- 3:22:11to this shore, wrote Anne to Paul. I'm afraid you cannot find here
- 3:22:16Nora or the Golden Lady or the Twin Sailors, but you will find one
- 3:22:20old sailor who can tell you wonderful stories. Paul, however, wrote back,
- 3:22:24saying regretfully that he could not come that year. He was going abroad
- 3:22:28for two years study. When I return, I'll come to Four Winds teacher,
- 3:22:33he wrote. But meanwhile, Captain Jim is growing old, said Anne
- 3:22:37sorrowfully, and there is nobody to write his life book end of Chapter seventeen.
- 3:22:45Chapter eighteen Spring days, the ice in the harbor grew black and rotten
- 3:22:50in the March suns. In April there were blue waters and a windy,
- 3:22:54white capped gulf. Again and again, the Four Winds Light begemmed the Twilights.
- 3:23:00I'm so glad to see it once more, said Anne on the first
- 3:23:03evening of its reappearance. I've missed it so all winter the northwestern sky has
- 3:23:09seemed blank and lonely without it. The land was tender with bran new golden
- 3:23:13green baby leaves. There was an emerald mist on the woods beyond the glend.
- 3:23:18The seaward valleys were full of fairy mists. At dawn, vibrant winds
- 3:23:24came and went, with salt foam in their breath. The sea laughed and
- 3:23:28flashed and preamed and allured like a beautiful coquettish woman. The herrings schooled,
- 3:23:33and the fishing village woke to life. The harbor was alive, with white
- 3:23:37sails making for the channel. The ships began to sail outward and inward again.
- 3:23:43On a spring day like this, said Anne, I know exactly what
- 3:23:46my soul will feel like on the resurrection morning. There are times in spring
- 3:23:52when I sort of feel that I might have been a poet if i'd been
- 3:23:54caught young, remarked Captain Jim. I catch myself conning over old line pines
- 3:24:00and verses I heard the schoolmaster residing sixty years ago. They don't trouble me.
- 3:24:05At other times now, I feel as if I had to get out
- 3:24:07on the rocks or the fields, or the water and spout them. Captain
- 3:24:11Jim had come up that afternoon to bring Anne a load of shells for her
- 3:24:16garden and a little bunch of sweet grass, which he had found in a
- 3:24:18ramble over the sand dunes. It's getting real scarce along this shore now,
- 3:24:24he said. When I was a boy, there was a plenty of it,
- 3:24:26but now it's only once in a while you'll find a plot, and
- 3:24:30never when you're looking for it. You just have to stumble on it.
- 3:24:33You're walkin along the sand hills, never thinking of sweet grass, and all
- 3:24:37at once the air is full of sweetness, and there's the grass under your
- 3:24:41feet. I favor the smell of sweet grass. It always makes me think
- 3:24:45of my mother. She was fond of it, asked Anne, Not that
- 3:24:50I knows on Dunno's she ever saw any sweet grass. No, it's because
- 3:24:54it has a kind of motherly perfume. Not too young, you understand something
- 3:24:58kind of seasoned and wholesome and dependable, just like a mother. The schoolmaster's
- 3:25:03bride always kept it among her handkerchiefs. You might put that little bunch among
- 3:25:07yours, Mistress blythe I don't like these botton scents, but awi the sweet
- 3:25:13grass belongs anywhere a lady does. Anne had not been especially enthusiastic over the
- 3:25:18idea of surrounding her flower beds with cohog shells as a decoration. They did
- 3:25:24not appeal to her on first thought, but she would not have hurt Captain
- 3:25:26Jim's feelings for anything, so she assumed a virtue she did not at first
- 3:25:31feel, and thanked him heartily. And when Captain Jim had proudly encircled every
- 3:25:35bed with a rim of the big milk white shells, Anne found, to
- 3:25:39her surprise that she liked the effect on a town lawn, or even up
- 3:25:43at the glen they would not have been in keeping. But here in the
- 3:25:48old fashioned sea bound garden of the little House of Dreams they belonged. They
- 3:25:52do look nice, she said, sincerely. The schoolmaster's bride always had cowhogs
- 3:25:58round her beds, said Captain Jim. She was a master hand with flowers.
- 3:26:03She looked at'em and touched em so and they grew like mad.
- 3:26:07Some folks have that knack, I reckon you have it too, Mistress blythe
- 3:26:11Oh, I don't know, but I love my garden and I love working
- 3:26:15in it. To potter with green growing things. Watching each day to see
- 3:26:18the dear new sprouts come up is like taking a hand in creation. I
- 3:26:22think just now my garden is like faith, the substance of things hoped for,
- 3:26:28but by do we. It always amazes me to look at the little
- 3:26:31wrinkled brown seeds and think of the rainbows in'em, said Captain Jim when
- 3:26:37I ponder on them seeds, I don't find it no wise heart to believe
- 3:26:41that we've got souls that'll live in other worlds. You couldn't hardly believe there
- 3:26:46was life in them tiny things, some no bigger than grains of dust,
- 3:26:50let alone color and scent. If you hadn't seen the miracle, could you?
- 3:26:54Anne, who was counting her days like silver beads on a rosary,
- 3:26:58could not now take the long walk to the lighthouse er up the glen road.
- 3:27:03But Miss Cornelia and Captain Jim came very often to the little House.
- 3:27:07Miss Cornelia was the joy of Anne's and Gilbert's existence. They laughed sighed splittingly
- 3:27:11over her speeches after every visit. When Captain Jim and she happened to visit
- 3:27:16the little House at the same time, there was much sport for the listening,
- 3:27:20they waged wordy warfare, she attacking, he defending. Anne once reproached
- 3:27:26the captain for his baiting of Miss Cornelia. Oh, I do love to
- 3:27:30set her going, mistress blythe chuckled the unrepentant sinner. It's the greatest amusement
- 3:27:35I have in life. That tongue of hers would blister a stone. And
- 3:27:39you and that young dog of a doctor and joy listening to her as much
- 3:27:43as I do. Captain Jim came along another evening to bring Anne some mayflowers.
- 3:27:48The garden was full of the moist scented air of a maritime spring evening.
- 3:27:52There was a milk white mist on the edge of the sea, with
- 3:27:56a young moon kissing it, and a silver gladness of stone over the glen.
- 3:28:01The bell of the church across the harbor was ringing dreamily sweet. The
- 3:28:05mellow chime drifted through the dusk to mingle with the soft spring moan of the
- 3:28:09sea. Captain Jim's mayflowers added the last completing touch to the charm of the
- 3:28:15night. I haven't seen any this spring, and I've missed them, said
- 3:28:18Anne, burying her face in them. They ain't to be found around four
- 3:28:22winds only in the barrens away behind the glen up yonder. I took a
- 3:28:26little trip to day to the land of nothing to do, and hunted these
- 3:28:30up for you, I reckon. They're the last you'll see this spring,
- 3:28:33for they're nearly done. How kind and thoughtful you are, Captain Jim.
- 3:28:37Nobody else, not even Gilbert, with a shake of her head at him,
- 3:28:41remembered that I always longed from mayflowers in the spring. Well, I
- 3:28:46had another errand too, I wanted to take mister Howard back Yander a messa
- 3:28:50trout. He likes one occasional, and it's all I can do for a
- 3:28:54kindness. He did me once. I stayed all the afternoon and talked to
- 3:28:58him. He likes to talk to me though he's a highly educated man,
- 3:29:01and I'm only an ignorant old sailor, because he's one of the folks that's
- 3:29:05got to talk or they're miserable, and he finds listeners scarce round here.
- 3:29:11The glen folks might shy of him because they think he's an infidel. He
- 3:29:13ain't that far gone exactly few men is, I reckon, But he's what
- 3:29:18you might call a heretic heretics are wicked, but they're mighty interesting. It's
- 3:29:24just that they've got sort of loss lookin for God, beIN under the impression
- 3:29:28that he's hard to find, which he ain't. Never most of em blundered
- 3:29:31to him. After a while. I guess I don't think listening to mister
- 3:29:35Howard's arguments is likely to do me much harm. Mind you, I believe
- 3:29:39what I was brought up to believe. It saves a vast bother, and
- 3:29:43back of it all, God is good. The trouble with mister Howard is
- 3:29:46that he's a little too clever. He thinks that he's bound to live up
- 3:29:50to his cleverness, and that it's smarter to thrash out some new way of
- 3:29:54getting to Heaven than to go by the old track. The common ignorant folks
- 3:29:58is traveling. But he'll get there's some time, all right, and then
- 3:30:01you'll laugh at himself. Mister Howard was a Methodist to begin with, said
- 3:30:05Miss Cornelia, as if she thought he had not far to go from that
- 3:30:09to heresy? Do you know, Cornelia, said Captain Jim Gravely. I've
- 3:30:13often thought that if I wasn't a Presbyterian, i'd be a Methodist. Oh
- 3:30:18well, conceded Miss Cornelia. If you weren't a Presbyterian, it wouldn't matter
- 3:30:22much what you were speaking of. Heresy reminds me, Doctor, I've brought
- 3:30:26back that book you lent me, that Natural Law in the spiritual world.
- 3:30:31I didn't read more than a word of it. I can read sense and
- 3:30:33I can read nonsense. But that book is neither the one nor the other.
- 3:30:37It is considered rather heretical in some quarters, admitted Gilbert. But I
- 3:30:41told you that before you took it, Miss Cornelia. Oh, I wouldn't
- 3:30:45have minded its being heretical. I can stand wickedness, but I can't stand
- 3:30:48foolishness, said Miss Cornelia, calmly, and with the air of having said
- 3:30:52the last thing there was to say about natural law. Speaking of books,
- 3:30:56a mad love come to an end at last? Who weeks ago, remarked
- 3:31:01Captain Jim musingly. It run to one hundred and three chapters. When they
- 3:31:05got married, the book stopped right off, So I reckon their troubles were
- 3:31:09all over. It's real nice that that's the way in books, anyhow,
- 3:31:13isn't it, even if tisn't so anywhere else. I never read Nobles said,
- 3:31:16Miss Cornelia, did you hear how Geordie Russell was today, Captain Jim,
- 3:31:22Yes, I called in on my way home to see him. He's
- 3:31:24gettin around all right, but it's stewin in a broth of trouble as usual,
- 3:31:28poor man. Course, he bruis up most of it for himself,
- 3:31:31but I reckon that don't make it any easier to bear. He's an awful
- 3:31:35pessimist. Well, no, he ain't a pessimist exactly, Cornelia. He
- 3:31:39only just never finds anything that suits him. And isn't that a pessimist?
- 3:31:45No, No, a pessimist is one who never expects to find anything to
- 3:31:50suit him. Geordie ain't got that far yet. You'd find something good to
- 3:31:54say of the devil himself, Jim Boyd, Well, you've heard the story
- 3:31:58of the old lady who said he was persevered. But no, Cornelia,
- 3:32:01I've nothing good to say of the devil? Do you believe in him at
- 3:32:05all? Asked Miss Cornelia? Seriously? How can you ask that when you
- 3:32:09know what a good Presbyterian I am, Cornelia? How could a Presbyterian get
- 3:32:13along without a devil? Do you? Persisted? Miss Cornelia? Captain Jim
- 3:32:18suddenly became grave. I believe in what I heard a minister once call a
- 3:32:24mighty and malignant and intelligent power of evil working in the universe, he said,
- 3:32:30solemnly. I do that, Cornelia. You can call it the devil
- 3:32:33or the principle of evil, or the old scratch, or any name you
- 3:32:37like. It's there, and all the infidels and heretics in the world can't
- 3:32:41argue it away any more'n they can argue God away. It's there and it's
- 3:32:46working. But mind you, Cornelia, I believe it's going to get the
- 3:32:50worst of it in the long run. I am sure, I hope,
- 3:32:52so said miss Cornelia, none too hopefully. But speaking of the devil,
- 3:32:58I am positive that Billy Booth is zest by him. Now have you heard
- 3:33:01of Billy's latest performance? No, what was that? He's gone and burned
- 3:33:05up his wife's new brown broadcloth suit that she paid twenty five dollars for in
- 3:33:09Charlottown, because he declares the men looked too admiring at her when she wore
- 3:33:13it to church the first time? Wasn't that like a man? Mistress Booth
- 3:33:18is mighty pretty, and brown's her color, said Captain Jim reflectively, is
- 3:33:22that any good reason why you should poke her new suit into the kitchen stove.
- 3:33:26Billy Booth is a jealous fool, and he makes his wife's life miserable.
- 3:33:31She's cried all the week about her suit. Oh, Anne, I
- 3:33:33wish I could write like you believe me, wouldn't I score some of the
- 3:33:37men around here? Those booths are all a might queer, said Captain Jim.
- 3:33:43Billy seemed the sanest of the lot till he got married, and then
- 3:33:46this queer jealous streak cropped out in him. His brother Daniel now was always
- 3:33:50on, took tantrums every few days or so, and wouldn't get out of
- 3:33:54bed, said Miss Cornelia, with a relish. His wife would have to
- 3:33:58do all the barn work till he got over his spell. When he died,
- 3:34:01people wrote her letters of condolence. If I'd written anything, it would
- 3:34:03have been one of congratulation. Their father, Old Abram Booth, was a
- 3:34:07disgusting old sot. He was drunk at his wife's funeral and kept reeling round
- 3:34:13and hiccuping. I didn't drink much, but I feel awfully queer. I
- 3:34:18gave him a good jab in the back with my umbrella when he came near
- 3:34:22me, and it sobered him up until they got the casket out of the
- 3:34:24house. Young Johnny Booth was to have been married yesterday, but he couldn't
- 3:34:28be because he's gone and got the mumps. Wasn't that like a man?
- 3:34:31How could he help getting the mumps? Poor fellow? I'd poor fellow him,
- 3:34:35Believe me if I was Kate Stearn's I don't know how he could help
- 3:34:39getting the mumps, but I do know the wedding supper was all prepared and
- 3:34:43everything will be spoiled before he's well again. Such a waste. He should
- 3:34:46have had the mumps when he was a boy. Come, come, Cornelia,
- 3:34:50don't you think you are mute? Unreasonable? Miss Cornelia disdained to reply,
- 3:34:56and turned instead to Susan Baker, a grim faced, kind hearted elder
- 3:35:00spinster of the Glen who had been installed as a maid of all work at
- 3:35:03the little House for some weeks. Susan had been up to the Glen to
- 3:35:07make a sick call and had just returned. How is poor old aunt Mandy
- 3:35:11tonight, asked Miss Cornelia. Susan sighed very poorly, very poorly, Cornelia.
- 3:35:16I am afraid she will soon be in heaven, poor thing. Oh
- 3:35:20surely it's not so bad as that, exclaimed Miss Cornelia sympathetically. Captain Jim
- 3:35:24and Gilbert looked at each other. Then they suddenly rose and went out.
- 3:35:30There are times, said Captain Jim, between spasms, when it would be
- 3:35:33a sin not to laugh them two excellent women. End of Chapter eighteen.
- 3:35:41Chapter nineteen. Dawn and dusk in early June, when the sand hills were
- 3:35:48a great glory of pink wild roses and the glen was smothered in apple blossoms,
- 3:35:52Marilla arrived at the Little House, accompanied by a black horse hair trunk
- 3:35:56patterned with brass nails, which had posed undisturbed in the Green Gables garret for
- 3:36:01half a century. Susan Baker, who during her few weeks sojourn in the
- 3:36:07Little House had come to worship young missus Doctor, as she called Anne with
- 3:36:11blind fervor, looked rather jealously askance at Marilla at first, but as Marilla
- 3:36:16did not try to interfere in kitchen matters and showed no desire to interrupt Susan's
- 3:36:20ministrations to young missus Doctor, the good handmaiden became reconciled to her presence and
- 3:36:26told her cronies at the glen that Miss Cuthbert was a fine old lady and
- 3:36:31knew her place. One evening, when the sky's limpid bull was filled with
- 3:36:35a red glory and the robins were thrilling the golden twilight with jubilant hymns to
- 3:36:41the stars of evening, there was a sudden commotion in the little House of
- 3:36:45Dreams. Telephone messages were sent up to the glen. Doctor Dave and a
- 3:36:48white capped nurse came hastily down. Marilla paced the garden walks between the cohog
- 3:36:54shells, murmuring prayers between her set lips, and Susan sat in the kitchen
- 3:37:00with cotton wool in her ears and her apron over her head. Leslie,
- 3:37:03looking out from the house up the brook, saw that every window of the
- 3:37:07little house was alight, and did not sleep that night. The June night
- 3:37:11was short, but it seemed an eternity to those who waited and watched.
- 3:37:16Oh will it never end? Said Marilla. Then she saw how grave the
- 3:37:20nurse and Doctor Dave looked, and she dared ask no more questions. Suppose
- 3:37:26Anne but Marilla could not suppose it. Do not tell me, said Susan
- 3:37:31fiercely, answering the anguish in Marilla's eyes. That God could be so cruel
- 3:37:35as to take that darling lamp for us, when we all love her so
- 3:37:37much He has taken others as well. Beloved, said Marilla hoarsely. But
- 3:37:43at dawn, when the rising sun ran to part the mists hanging over the
- 3:37:48sand bar and made rainbows of them, joy came to the little house.
- 3:37:52Anne was safe, and a wee white lady with her mother's big eyes was
- 3:37:56lying beside her. Gilbert, his face gray and haggard from his knight's agony,
- 3:38:01came down to tell Marilla and Susan, Thank God, shuddered Marilla.
- 3:38:07Susan got up and took the cotton wool out of her ears. Now for
- 3:38:11breakfast, she said, briskly. I am of the opinion that we will
- 3:38:15all be glad of a bite and sup you tell young missus doctor not to
- 3:38:18worry about a single thing. Susan is at the helm. You tell her
- 3:38:22just to think of her baby. Gilbert smiled rather sadly as he went away.
- 3:38:28Anne, her pale face blanched with its baptism of pain. Her eyes,
- 3:38:31aglow with the holy passion of motherhood, did not need to be told
- 3:38:35to think of her baby. She thought of nothing else. For a few
- 3:38:39hours. She tasted of happiness so rare and exquisite that she wondered if the
- 3:38:43angels in heaven did not envy her Little Joyce, she murmured. When Marilla
- 3:38:48came in to see the baby. We planned to call her that if she
- 3:38:52were a girly. There were so many we would have liked to name her
- 3:38:56for we couldn't choose between them, so we decided on Joyce. We can
- 3:39:00call her joy for short. Joy. It suits so well. Oh,
- 3:39:05Marilla, I thought I was happy before. Now I know that I just
- 3:39:09dreamed a pleasant dream of happiness. This is the reality. You mustn't talk,
- 3:39:13Anne, Wait till you're stronger, said Marilla, warningly. You know
- 3:39:18how hard it is for me not to talk, smiled Anne. At first
- 3:39:22she was too weak and too happy to notice that Gilbert and the nurse looked
- 3:39:26grave and Marilla sorrowful. Then as subtly and coldly and remorselessly as a sea
- 3:39:33fog stealing landward, fear crept into her heart. Why was not Gilbert glad
- 3:39:39her. Why would he not talk about the baby? Why would they not
- 3:39:41let her have it with her after that first heavenly happy hour? Was Was
- 3:39:46there anything wrong? Gilbert whispered Anne, imploringly. The baby is all right,
- 3:39:54isn't she? Tell me? Tell me? Gilbert was a long and
- 3:40:00turning round. Then he bent over Anne and looked in her eyes. Marilla,
- 3:40:05listening fearfully outside the door, heard a pitiful, heart broken moan,
- 3:40:09and fled to the kitchen, where Susan was weeping. Oh, the poor
- 3:40:13lamb, the poor lamb. How can she bear it? Miss Cuthbert.
- 3:40:16I am afraid it will kill her? She has been that built up and
- 3:40:20happy, longing for that baby and planning for it. Cannot anything be done,
- 3:40:24know how, Miss Cuthbert, I am afraid. Not Susan. Gilbert
- 3:40:28says there is no hope. He knew from the first the little thing couldn't
- 3:40:31live. And it is such a sweet baby, sobbed Susan. I never
- 3:40:37saw one so white. They're mostly red or yellow. And it opened its
- 3:40:41big eyes as if it was months old, The little little thing, Oh,
- 3:40:45the poor young missus. Doctor at sunset, the little soul that had
- 3:40:50come with the dawning went away, leaving heartbreak behind it. Miss Cornelia took
- 3:40:56the wee white Lady from the kindly but stranger hands of the nurse and dressed
- 3:41:00the tiny waxen form in the beautiful dress Leslie had made for it. Leslie
- 3:41:05had asked her to do that. Then she took it back and laid it
- 3:41:09beside the poor, broken, tear blinded little mother. The Lord has given,
- 3:41:13and the Lord has taken away, Dearie, she said, through her
- 3:41:16own tears. Blessed be the name of the Lord. Then she went away,
- 3:41:22leaving Anne and Gilbert alone together with their dead. The next day,
- 3:41:26the small white Joy was laid in a velvet casket, which Leslie had lined
- 3:41:31with apple blossoms, and taken to the graveyard of the church across the harbor.
- 3:41:35Miss Cornelia and Marilla put all the little love made garments away, together
- 3:41:39with the ruff old basket, which had been befrilled and belaced for dimpled limbs
- 3:41:43and downy head. Little Joy was never to sleep there. She had found
- 3:41:48a colder and narrower bed. This has been an awful disappointment to me,
- 3:41:52sighed Miss Cornelia. I have looked forward to this baby, and I did
- 3:41:56want it to be a girl too. I can only be thankful that Anne's
- 3:42:01life was spared, said Marilla, with a shiver, recalling those hours of
- 3:42:05darkness when the girl she loved was passing through the valley of the Shadow.
- 3:42:09Poor, poor Lamb, her heart is broken, said Susan. I envy
- 3:42:13Anne, said Leslie, suddenly and fiercely. And I'd envy her even if
- 3:42:18she had died. She was a mother for one beautiful day. I'd gladly
- 3:42:22give my life for that. I wouldn't talk like that, Leslie, dearie,
- 3:42:26said Miss Cornelia deprecatingly. She was afraid that the dignified Miss Cuthbert would
- 3:42:31think Leslie quite terrible. Anne's convalescence was long and made bitter for her by
- 3:42:37many things. The bloom and sunshine of the four winds world grated harshly on
- 3:42:43her, And yet when the rain fell heavily, she pictured it beating so
- 3:42:48mercilessly down on that little grave across the harbor. And when the wind blew
- 3:42:52around the eaves, she heard sad voices in it that she had never heard
- 3:42:56before. Kindly callers heard her too, with the well meant platitudes, with
- 3:43:01which they strove to cover the nakedness of bereavement. A letter from Phil Blake
- 3:43:05was an added sting. Phil had heard of the baby's birth but not of
- 3:43:09its death, and she wrote Anne a congratulatory letter of sweet mirth, which
- 3:43:13hurt her horribly. I would have laughed over it so happily if I had
- 3:43:18my baby, she sobbed to Marilla. But when I haven't, it just
- 3:43:22seems like wanton cruelty. Though I know Phil wouldn't hurt me for the world.
- 3:43:26Oh, Marilla, I don't see how I can ever be happy again.
- 3:43:31Everything will hurt me all the rest of my life. Time will help
- 3:43:35you, said Marilla, who was racked with sympathy but could never learn to
- 3:43:39express it in other than age worn formulas. It doesn't seem fair, said
- 3:43:45Anne rebelliously. Babies are born and live where they are not wanted, where
- 3:43:48they will be neglected, where they will have no chance. I would have
- 3:43:52loved my baby so and cared for it so tenderly, and tried to give
- 3:43:56her every chance for good, and yet I wasn't allowed to keep it.
- 3:44:01Was God's will, Anne, said Marilla, helpless before the riddle of the
- 3:44:05universe, the why of undeserved pain, and little Joy is better off.
- 3:44:09I can't believe that, cried Anne bitterly. Then, seeing that Marilla looked
- 3:44:15shocked, she added passionately, Why should she be born at all? Why
- 3:44:18should any one be born at all? If she's better off dead. I
- 3:44:22don't believe it is better for a child to die at birth and to live
- 3:44:24its life out and love and be loved and enjoy and suffer and do its
- 3:44:30work and develop a character that would give it a personality and eternity. And
- 3:44:33how do you know that it was God's will? Perhaps it was just a
- 3:44:37thwarting of his purpose by the power of evil. We can't be expected to
- 3:44:41be resigned to that. Oh, Anne, don't talk, so said Marilla,
- 3:44:45genuinely alarmed. Lest Anne were drifting into deep and dangerous waters. We
- 3:44:50can't understand, but we must have faith. We must believe that all is
- 3:44:54for the best. I know you find it hard to think so just now,
- 3:44:58but try to be brave for Gilbert's sake. He's so worried about you.
- 3:45:03You aren't getting strong as fast as you should. Oh, I know
- 3:45:07I've been very selfish, sighed Anne. I love Gilbert more than ever and
- 3:45:11I want to live for his sake, but it seems as if part of
- 3:45:15me was buried over there in that little harbor graveyard. And it hurts so
- 3:45:20much that I'm afraid of life. It won't hurt so much always, Anne.
- 3:45:24The thought that it may stop hurting sometimes hurts me worse than all else.
- 3:45:28Marilla. Yes, I know I've felt that too about other things.
- 3:45:33But we all love you, Anne. Captain Jim has been up every day
- 3:45:37to ask for you, and missus Moore haunts the place, and Miss Bryant
- 3:45:41spends most of her time I think, cooking up nice things for you.
- 3:45:46Susan doesn't like it very well. She thinks she can cook as well as
- 3:45:48Miss Bryant. Dear Susan, Oh, everybody has been so dear and good
- 3:45:54and lovely to me. Marilla. I'm not ungrateful, and perhaps when this
- 3:45:58horrible eight grows a little less, I'll find that I can go on living.
- 3:46:05End of Chapter nineteen, Chapter twenty Lost Margaret. Anne found that she
- 3:46:13could go on living. The day came when she even smiled again over one
- 3:46:16of Miss Cornelia's speeches. But there was something in the smile that had never
- 3:46:20been in Anne's smile before, and would never be absent from it again.
- 3:46:26On the first day she was able to go for a drive, Gilbert took
- 3:46:30her down to four winds point and left her there while he rode over the
- 3:46:33channel to see a patient of the fishing village. A rollicking wind was scudding
- 3:46:37across the harbor and the dunes, whipping the water into white caps and washing
- 3:46:41the sandshore with long lines of silvery breakers. I'm real proud to see you
- 3:46:46here again, Mistress blythe said Captain Jim. Sit down, Sit down.
- 3:46:52I'm afeared it's mighty dusty here today. But there's no need of looking at
- 3:46:56dust when you can look at such scenery, is there. I don't mind
- 3:46:58the dust, said Anne, But Gilbert says I must keep in the open
- 3:47:03air. I think I'll go and sit on the rocks down there. Would
- 3:47:07you like company or would you rather be alone? If by company you mean
- 3:47:11yours, I'd much rather have it than be alone, said Anne, smiling.
- 3:47:16Then she sighed she had never before minded being alone. Now she dreaded
- 3:47:20it when she was alone. Now she felt so dreadfully alone. Here's a
- 3:47:26nice little spot where the wind can't get at you, said Captain Jim when
- 3:47:28they reached the rocks. I often sit here. It's a great place to
- 3:47:33just sit and dream. Oh, dreams, sighed Anne. I can't dream
- 3:47:37now, Captain Jim. I'm done with dreams. Oh no, you're not,
- 3:47:43Mistress Blythe. Oh no you're not, said Captain Jim meditatively. I
- 3:47:48know how you feel just now. But if you keep on living, you'll
- 3:47:52get glad again. And the first thing you know, you'll be dreaming again.
- 3:47:56Thank the Good Lord for it. If it wasn't for our dreams,
- 3:47:58they might as well. How do we stand living if it wasn't for our
- 3:48:03dream of immortality? And that's a dream that's bound to come true. Mistress
- 3:48:07Blythe, you'll see your little choice again some day. But she won't be
- 3:48:11my baby, said Anne, with trembling lips. Oh she may be as
- 3:48:16longfellow says a fair maiden clothed with celestial grace, but she'll be a stranger
- 3:48:22to me. God will manage better than that, I believe, said Captain
- 3:48:26Jim. They were both silent for a little while. Then Captain Jim said,
- 3:48:31very softly, Mistress Blythe, may I tell you about lost Margaret?
- 3:48:37Of course, said Anne gently. She did not know who lost Margaret was,
- 3:48:41But she felt that she was going to hear the romance of Captain Jim's
- 3:48:46life. I've often wanted to tell you about her, Captain Jim went on,
- 3:48:50Do you know why, Mistress Blythe, It's because I want somebody to
- 3:48:56remember and think of her sometimes after I'm gone. I can't bear that her
- 3:49:00name should be forgotten by all living souls. And now nobody remembers lost Margaret
- 3:49:05but me. Then Captain Jim told the story, an old, old,
- 3:49:11forgotten story, for it was over fifty years since Margaret had fallen asleep one
- 3:49:16day in her father's dory and drifted, or so it was supposed, For
- 3:49:20nothing was ever certainly known as to her fate out to the channel beyond the
- 3:49:24bar, to perish in the black thunder squall which had come up so suddenly
- 3:49:28that long ago summer afternoon. But to Captain Jim, those fifty years were
- 3:49:33but as yesterday, when it is passed. I walked the shore for months
- 3:49:37after that, he said, sadly, looking to find her, dear sweet
- 3:49:41little body, But the sea never give her back to me. But I'll
- 3:49:46find her sometime, Mistress Blythe, I'll find her sometime she's waitin for me.
- 3:49:52I wish I could tell you just how she looked, but I can't.
- 3:49:56I've seen a fine silvery mist hanging over the bar sunrise. It seemed
- 3:50:01like her. And then again I've seen a white birch in the woods back
- 3:50:05yonder that made me think of her. She had pale brown hair and a
- 3:50:09little white, sweet face, and long slender fingers like yours, Mistress blythe
- 3:50:15only browner, for she was a suore girl. Sometimes I wake up in
- 3:50:18the night and hear the sea calling to me in the old way, and
- 3:50:22it seems as if lost Margaret called in it. And when there's a storm
- 3:50:26and the waves are sobbing and moaning, I hear her lamenting among them.
- 3:50:31And when they laugh on a gay day, it's her laugh, Lost Margaret's
- 3:50:35sweet, roguish little laugh. The sea took her from me, But some
- 3:50:41day I'll find her, Mistress blythe it can't keep us apart forever. I
- 3:50:46am glad you've told me about her, said Anne. I've often wondered why
- 3:50:50you had lived all your life alone. I couldn't ever care for any one
- 3:50:54else. Lost Margaret took my heart with her out there, said the old
- 3:50:58lover who had been faithful for fifty years to his drowned sweetheart. You won't
- 3:51:03mind if I talk a good deal about her, will you, Mistress Blythe.
- 3:51:07It's a pleasure to me, for all the pain went out of her
- 3:51:09memory years ago and just left its blessing. I know you'll never forget her,
- 3:51:15Mistress Blythe. And if the years, as I hope, bring other
- 3:51:18little folks to your home, I want you to promise me that you'll tell
- 3:51:22them the story of lost Margaret, so that her name won't be forgotten among
- 3:51:26mankind. End of chapter twenty Chapter twenty one, barriers swept away, Anne
- 3:51:35said, Leslie, breaking abruptly a short silence. You don't know how good
- 3:51:39it is to be sitting here with you again, working and talking and being
- 3:51:43silent together. They were sitting among the blue eyed grasses on the bank of
- 3:51:48the brook and Anne's garden. The waters sparkled and crooned past them. The
- 3:51:52birches threw dappled shadows over them, Roses bloomed among the walks. The sun
- 3:51:58was beginning to be low, and the air was full of woven music.
- 3:52:03There was one music of the wind in the firs behind the house. And
- 3:52:05another of the waves on the bar, and still another from the distant bell
- 3:52:09of the church near which the wee white Lady slept. Anne loved that bell,
- 3:52:15though it brought sorrowful thoughts. Now she looked curiously at Leslie, who
- 3:52:20had thrown down her sewing and spoken with a lack of restraint that was very
- 3:52:22unusual with her. On that horrible night when you were so ill, Leslie
- 3:52:28went on, I kept thinking that perhaps we'd have no more talks and walks
- 3:52:31and works together. And I realized just what your friendship had come to mean
- 3:52:35to me, just what you meant, and just what a hateful little beast
- 3:52:39I had been, Leslie, Leslie, I never allow anyone to call my
- 3:52:43friend's names. It's true. That's exactly what I am, a hateful little
- 3:52:48beast. There's something I've got to tell you, Anne. I suppose it
- 3:52:52will make you despise me, but I must confess it. Anne. There
- 3:52:58have been times this past winter and when I have hated you. I knew
- 3:53:01it, said Anne, calmly. You knew it, Yes, I saw
- 3:53:05it in your eyes, and yet you went on liking me and being my
- 3:53:09friend. Well, it was only now and then you hated me, Leslie.
- 3:53:13Between times you loved me. I think I certainly did, but that
- 3:53:18other horrid feeling was always there, spoiling it back in my heart. I
- 3:53:22kept it down sometimes I forgot it, but sometimes it would surge up and
- 3:53:26take possession of me. I hated you because I envied you. Oh.
- 3:53:31I was sick with envy of you. At times. You had a dear
- 3:53:35little home and love and happiness and glad dreams, everything I wanted and never
- 3:53:41had and never could have, Oh, never could have. That was what
- 3:53:46stung. I wouldn't have envied you if I'd had any hope that life would
- 3:53:50ever be different from me. But I hadn't. I hadn't, and it
- 3:53:54didn't seem fair. It made me rebellious and it hurt me, And so
- 3:53:58I hated you at times. Oh, I was so ashamed of it.
- 3:54:01I'm dying of shame now, but I couldn't conquer it. That night,
- 3:54:07when I was afraid you mightn't live, I thought I was going to be
- 3:54:09punished for my wickedness. And I loved you so then, Anne, Anne,
- 3:54:15I never had anything to love since my mother died except Dick's old dog.
- 3:54:18And it's so dreadful to have nothing to love. Life is so empty,
- 3:54:22and there's nothing worse than emptiness. And I might have loved you so
- 3:54:26much, and that horrible thing had spoiled it. Leslie was trembling and growing
- 3:54:33almost incoherent with the violence of her emotion. Don't, Leslie implored Anne.
- 3:54:37Oh, don't I understand. Don't talk of it any more. I must,
- 3:54:43I must. When I knew you were going to live, I vowed
- 3:54:46that I would tell you as soon as you were well, that I wouldn't
- 3:54:50go on accepting your friendship and companionship without telling you how unworthy I was of
- 3:54:54it. And I've been so afraid it would turn you against me. You
- 3:54:58needn't fear that lesson. Oh, I'm so glad, So glad Anne.
- 3:55:03Leslie clasped her brown work hardened hands tightly together to still their shaking. But
- 3:55:09I want to tell you everything now I've begun. You don't remember the first
- 3:55:13time I saw you. I suppose it wasn't that night on the shore.
- 3:55:18No, it was the night Gilbert and I came home. You were driving
- 3:55:20your geese down the hill. I should think I do remember it. I
- 3:55:24thought you were so beautiful. I longed for weeks after to find out who
- 3:55:28you were. I knew who you were, although I had never seen either
- 3:55:33of you before. I had heard of the new doctor and his bride who
- 3:55:35were coming to live in Miss Russell's little house. I I hated you that
- 3:55:41very moment, Anne, I felt the resentment in your eyes. Then I
- 3:55:46doubted. I thought I must be mistaken, because why should it be.
- 3:55:50It was because you looked so happy. Oh, you'll agree with me now
- 3:55:54that I am a hateful beast to hate another woman just because she was happy,
- 3:55:58and when her happiness didn't take it anything from me. That was why
- 3:56:01I never went to see you. I knew quite well. I ought to
- 3:56:05go, even our simple four winds customs demanded that, but I couldn't.
- 3:56:09I used to watch you from my window. I could see you and your
- 3:56:13husband strolling about your garden in the evening, or you running down the poplar
- 3:56:16lane to meet him, and it hurt me, And yet in another way,
- 3:56:20I wanted to go over. I felt that if I were not so
- 3:56:24miserable, I could have liked you and found in you what I've never had
- 3:56:26in my life, an intimate, real friend of my own age. And
- 3:56:31then you remember that night at the shore. You were afraid I would think
- 3:56:35you crazy. You must have thought I was no But I couldn't understand you,
- 3:56:39Leslie. One moment you drew me to you, the next you pushed
- 3:56:43me back. I was very unhappy that evening. I had had a hard
- 3:56:48day. Dick had been very, very hard to manage that day. Generally
- 3:56:52he's quite good natured and easily controlled, you know, Anne, But some
- 3:56:56days he is very different. I was so oh heartsick. I ran away
- 3:57:01to the shore as soon as you went to sleep. It was my only
- 3:57:03refuge. I sat there thinking of how my poor father had ended his life,
- 3:57:09and wondering if I wouldn't be driven to it some day. Oh my
- 3:57:11heart was full of black thoughts. And then you came dancing along the cove
- 3:57:16like a glad, light hearted child. I hated you more then than I've
- 3:57:20ever done since, and yet I craved your friendship. The one feeling swayed
- 3:57:26me one moment, the other feeling the next. When I got home that
- 3:57:31night, I cried for shame of what you must think of me. But
- 3:57:33it's always been just the same. When I came over here. Sometimes i'd
- 3:57:37be happy and enjoy my visit, and at other times that hideous feeling would
- 3:57:41mar at all. There were times when everything about you and your house hurt
- 3:57:46me. You had so many dear little things I couldn't have, do you
- 3:57:50know It's ridiculous? But I had an especial spite at those China dogs of
- 3:57:54yours. There were times when I wanted to catch up Gog and may Goog
- 3:57:58and bang their perp blackness noses together. Oh, you smile, Anne,
- 3:58:03but it was never funny to me. I would come here and see you
- 3:58:05and Gilbert with your books and your flowers, and your household goods, and
- 3:58:09your little family jokes, and your love for each other showing in every look
- 3:58:13and word, even when you didn't know it, and I would go home
- 3:58:18to you know what I went home to, Oh, Anne, I don't
- 3:58:22believe I'm jealous and envious by nature. When I was a girl, I
- 3:58:26lacked many things my schoolmates had, but I never cared. I never disliked
- 3:58:30them for it. But I seemed to have grown so hateful. Leslie dearest,
- 3:58:35stop blaming yourself. You are not hateful or jealous or envious. The
- 3:58:41life you have to live has warped you a little, perhaps, but it
- 3:58:43would have ruined a nature less fine and noble than yours. I'm letting you
- 3:58:48tell me all this because I believe it's better for you to talk it out
- 3:58:50and rid your soul of it. But don't blame yourself any more. Well,
- 3:58:56I won't. I just wanted you to know me as I am.
- 3:59:00That time you told me of your darling hope for the spring was the worst
- 3:59:03of all, Anne. I shall never forgive myself for the way I behaved.
- 3:59:07Then I repented it with tears, and I did put many a tender
- 3:59:11and loving thought of you into the little dress I made. But I might
- 3:59:15have known that anything I made could only be a shroud in the end.
- 3:59:18Now, Leslie, that is bitter and morbid. Put such thoughts away.
- 3:59:22I was so glad when you brought the little dress, and since I had
- 3:59:26to lose Little Joyce, I like to think that the dress she wore was
- 3:59:30the one you made for her when you let yourself love me, Anne.
- 3:59:33Do you know I believe I shall always love you after this. I don't
- 3:59:37think I'll ever feel that dreadful way about you again. Talking it all out
- 3:59:43seems to have done away with it. Somehow it's very strange, and I
- 3:59:46thought it so real and bitter. It's like opening the door of a dark
- 3:59:50room to show some hideous creature you've believed to be there, and when the
- 3:59:54light streams in, your monster turns out to have been just a shadow,
- 3:59:58vanishing. When the light comes, it will never come between us again.
- 4:00:03No, we are real friends now, Leslie, and I am very glad.
- 4:00:07I hope you won't misunderstand me if I say something else. And I
- 4:00:13was grieved to the core of my heart when you lost your baby, and
- 4:00:16if I could have saved her for you by cutting off one of my hands,
- 4:00:18I would have done it. But your sorrow has brought us closer together.
- 4:00:24Your perfect happiness isn't a barrier any longer. Oh, don't misunderstand,
- 4:00:28dearest. I'm not glad that your happiness isn't perfect any longer. I can
- 4:00:31say that sincerely. But since it isn't, there isn't such a gulf between
- 4:00:37us. I do understand that too, Leslie. Now we'll just shut up
- 4:00:41the past and forget what was unpleasant in it. It's all going to be
- 4:00:45different. We're both of the race of Joseph. Now I think You've been
- 4:00:48wonderful, wonderful, and Leslie, I can't help believing that life has something
- 4:00:54good and beautiful for you. Yet Leslie shook her head. No, she
- 4:01:00said, Dully, there isn't any hope. Dick will never be better,
- 4:01:03and even if his memory were to come back. Oh, Anne, it
- 4:01:07would be worse, even worse than it is now. It is something you
- 4:01:11can't understand, You happy bride, Anne, Did Miss Cornelia ever tell you
- 4:01:16how I came to marry Dick. Yes, I'm glad. I wanted you
- 4:01:20to know, but I couldn't bring myself to talk of it if you hadn't
- 4:01:22known, Anne. It seems to me that ever since I was twelve years
- 4:01:26old, life has been bitter. Before that, I had a happy childhood.
- 4:01:31We were very poor, but we didn't mind. Father was so splendid,
- 4:01:35so clever, and loving and sympathetic. We were chums as far back
- 4:01:39as I can remember. And Mother was so sweet. She was very,
- 4:01:43very beautiful. I look like her, but I am not so beautiful as
- 4:01:46she was. Miss Cornelia says, you are far more beautiful. She is
- 4:01:50mistaken or prejudiced. I think my figure is better. Mother was slight and
- 4:01:56bent by hard work, but she had the face of an angel. I
- 4:01:58used to just look up at her and worship We all worshiped her father and
- 4:02:03Kenneth and I. Anne remembered that Miss Cornelia had given her a very different
- 4:02:07impression of Leslie's mother, but had not loved the truer vision. Still,
- 4:02:13it was selfish of Rose West to make her daughter marry Dick Moore. Kenneth
- 4:02:18was my brother, went on, Leslie. Oh, I can't tell you
- 4:02:22how I loved him, And he was cruelly killed, do you know how?
- 4:02:26Yes, And I saw his little face as the wheel went over him.
- 4:02:31He fell on his back, and and I can see it now,
- 4:02:35I shall always see it. And all I ask of Heaven is that that
- 4:02:39recollection shall be blotted out of my memory. Oh my god, Leslie,
- 4:02:43don't speak of it. I know the story. Don't go into details that
- 4:02:48only harrow your soul up Unavailingly, it will be blotted out. After a
- 4:02:54moment's struggle, Leslie regained a measure of self control. Then my father's health
- 4:02:58got worse, since he grew despondent, his mind became unbalanced. You've heard
- 4:03:03all that too, Yes. After that, I just had mother to live
- 4:03:07for. But I was very ambitious. I meant to teach and earn my
- 4:03:13way through college. I meant to climb to the very top. Oh,
- 4:03:16I won't talk of that either. It's no use. You know what happened.
- 4:03:20I couldn't see my dear little heartbroken mother, who had been such a
- 4:03:24slave all her life, turned out of her home. Of course, I
- 4:03:28could have earned enough for us to live on, but Mother couldn't leave her
- 4:03:31home. She had come there as a bride, and she had loved my
- 4:03:35father so and all her memories were there even yet, Anne, when I
- 4:03:39think that I made her last year happy, I'm not sorry for what I
- 4:03:43did. As for Dick, I didn't hate him when I married him.
- 4:03:48I just felt for him the indifferent, friendly feeling I had for most of
- 4:03:50my schoolmates. I knew he drank some, but I had never heard the
- 4:03:54story of the girl down at the fishing cove. If I had, I
- 4:03:58couldn't have married him, even for mother's sake. Afterwards, I did hate
- 4:04:03him, but Mother never knew. She died, and then I was alone.
- 4:04:09I was only seventeen, and I was alone. Dick had gone off
- 4:04:13in the four sisters. I hoped he wouldn't be home very much more.
- 4:04:18The sea had always been in his blood. I had no other hope.
- 4:04:22Well, Captain Jim brought him home, as you know, and that's all
- 4:04:26there is to say. You know me now, Anne, the worst of
- 4:04:30me. The barriers are all down, and you still want to be my
- 4:04:33friend. Anne looked up through the birches at the white paper lantern of a
- 4:04:39half moon drifting downwards to the gulf of sunset. Her face was very sweet.
- 4:04:43I am your friend, and you are mine for always, she said,
- 4:04:48such a friend as I never had before. I have had many dear
- 4:04:52and beloved friends, but there is a something in you, Leslie, that
- 4:04:56I never found in any one else. You have more to offer me in
- 4:05:00that rich nature of yours, and I have more to give you than I
- 4:05:03had in my careless girlhood. We are both women and friends forever. They
- 4:05:09clasped hands and smiled at each other through the tears that filled the gray eyes
- 4:05:13and the blue end of Chapter twenty one. Chapter twenty two, Miss Cornelia
- 4:05:20Ranges matters. Gilbert insisted that Susan should be kept on at the little House
- 4:05:24for the summer. Anne protested, at first, life here with just the
- 4:05:30two of us is so sweet, Gilbert, it spoils it a little to
- 4:05:33have anyone else. Susan is a dear soul, but she's an outsider.
- 4:05:37It won't hurt me to do the work here. You must take your doctor's
- 4:05:41advice, said Gilbert. There's an old proverb to the effect that shoemaker's wives
- 4:05:46go barefoot and doctor's wives die young. I don't mean that it shall be
- 4:05:50true in my household. You will keep Susan until the old spring comes back
- 4:05:54into your step and those little hollows on your cheeks fill out. You just
- 4:05:58take it easy, missus doctor dear, said Susan, coming abruptly, and
- 4:06:01have a good time, and do not worry about the pantry. Susan is
- 4:06:05at the helm. There is no use in keeping a dog and doing your
- 4:06:07own barking. I am going to take your breakfast up to you every morning.
- 4:06:11Indeed, you are not laughed, Anne. I agree with miss Cornelia
- 4:06:16that it's a scandal for a woman who isn't sick to eat her breakfast in
- 4:06:18bed, and almost justifies the men in any enormities. Oh, Cornelia,
- 4:06:24said Susan, with ineffable contempt. I think you have better sense, Missus
- 4:06:28doctor dear, than to heed what Cornelia Bryan says. I cannot see why
- 4:06:31she must always be running down the men, even if she is an old
- 4:06:35maid. I am an old maid, but you never hear me abusing the
- 4:06:37men. I like em. I would have married one if I could.
- 4:06:41Is it not funny nobody ever asked me to marry him, Missus doctor dear.
- 4:06:45I am no beauty, but I am as good looking as most of
- 4:06:48the married women you see. But I never had a bow. What do
- 4:06:50you suppose is the reason? It may be predestination, suggested Anne, with
- 4:06:56unearthly solemnity. Susan nodded. That is what I have often thought, Missus
- 4:07:01doctor dear, and a great comfort it is. I do not mind nobody
- 4:07:05wanting me, if the Almighty decreed it so for his own wise purposes.
- 4:07:09But sometimes doubt creeps in, Missus doctor dear, and I wonder if maybe
- 4:07:13the old scratch has not more to do with it than any one else.
- 4:07:16I cannot feel resigned then, But maybe, added Susan, brightening up,
- 4:07:20I will have a chance to get married. Yet I often and often think
- 4:07:24of the old verse my aunt used to repeat, There never was a goose
- 4:07:28so gray. But sometime sooner or late, some honest gander came her way
- 4:07:31and took her for his mate. A woman cannot ever be sure of not
- 4:07:35being married till she is buried, missus, doctor, dear, And meanwhile,
- 4:07:37I will make a batch of cherry pies. I notice the doctor favors
- 4:07:41them, and I do like cooking for a man who appreciates his victuals.
- 4:07:46Miss Cornelia dropped in that afternoon, puffing a little. I don't mind the
- 4:07:50world or the devil much, but the flesh does rather bother me. She
- 4:07:52admitted, you always look as cool as a cucumber. Anne, dearie,
- 4:07:56do I smell cherry pie? If I do? Ask me to state tea.
- 4:08:01Haven't tasted a cherry pie this summer. My cherries have all been stolen
- 4:08:03by those scamps of Gilmun boys from the glen. Now now, Cornelia remonstrated
- 4:08:09Captain Jim, who had been reading a sea novel in a corner of the
- 4:08:11living room. You shouldn't say that about those two poor motherless Gilman boys unless
- 4:08:16you've got certain proof. Just because their father ain't none too honest, isn't
- 4:08:22any reason for calling them thieves. It's more likely it's been the robins took
- 4:08:26your cherries. They're terrible thick this year robin's, said Miss Cornelia, disdainfully,
- 4:08:31hum two legged robins, believe me, well, most of the four
- 4:08:37winds robins are constructed on that principle, said Captain Jim gravely. Miss Cornelia
- 4:08:43stared at him for a moment. Then she leaned back in her rocker and
- 4:08:48laughed long and ungrudgingly. Well you have got one on me at last,
- 4:08:52Jim Boyd, I'll admit, just look how pleased he is, Anne Dearie,
- 4:08:56grinning like a chessi cat. As for the robin's legs, if robins
- 4:09:00have great big bear's sunburned legs with ragged trousers hanging on him, such as
- 4:09:05I saw up in my cherry tree one morning at sunrise last week, I'll
- 4:09:07beg the Gilman boy's pardon. By the time I got down, they were
- 4:09:11gone. I couldn't understand how they had disappeared so quick, But Captain Jim
- 4:09:16has enlightened me. They flew away, of course. Captain Jim laughed and
- 4:09:20went away, regretfully, declining an invitation to stay to supper and partake of
- 4:09:24cherry pie. I'm on my way to see Leslie and ask her if she'll
- 4:09:28take a border. Miss Cornelia resumed. I had a letter yesterday from a
- 4:09:31missus Daly in Toronto who boarded a spell with me two years ago. She
- 4:09:35wanted me to take a friend of hers for the summer. His name is
- 4:09:39Owen Ford, and he's a newspaper man, and it seems he's a grandson
- 4:09:43of the schoolmaster who built this house. John Selwyn's oldest daughter married an Ontario
- 4:09:48man named Ford, and this is her son. He wants to see the
- 4:09:50old place's grandparents lived in. He had a bad spell of typhoid in the
- 4:09:54spring and hasn't got rightly over it, so his doctor has ordered him to
- 4:09:58the sea. He doesn't want to go to the hotel. He just wants
- 4:10:03a quiet home place. I can't take him for I have to be away
- 4:10:05in August. I've been appointed a delegate to the w f m S Convention
- 4:10:09in Kingsport, and I'm going. I don't know whether Leslie'll want to be
- 4:10:13bothered with him either, but there's no one else. If she can't take
- 4:10:16him, he'll have to go over the harbor. When you've seen her.
- 4:10:20Come back and help us eat our cherry pies, said Anne. Bring Leslie
- 4:10:24and Dick to if they can come. And so you're going to Kingsport,
- 4:10:28what a nice time you will have. I must give you a letter to
- 4:10:31a friend of mine there, missus Jonas Blake. I've prevailed on missus Thomas
- 4:10:35Holt to go with me, said Miss Cornelia complacently. It's time she had
- 4:10:39a little holiday. Believe me, she has just about worked herself to death.
- 4:10:43Tom Holt can crochet beautifully, but he can't make a living for his
- 4:10:46family. He never seems to be able to get up early enough to do
- 4:10:50any work. But I notice he can always get up early enough to go
- 4:10:54fishing. Isn't that like a man? Anne smiled. She had learned to
- 4:10:58discount largely Miss Cornelia's opinions of the four winds Men, Otherwise she must have
- 4:11:03believed them the most hopeless assortment of reprobates and ne'er dowells in the world,
- 4:11:07with veritable slaves and martyrs for wives. This particular Tom hoped, for example,
- 4:11:13she knew to be a kind husband, a much loved father, and
- 4:11:16an excellent neighbor. If he were rather inclined to be lazy, liking better
- 4:11:20the fishing he had been born for than the farming he had not. And
- 4:11:24if he had a harmless eccentricity for doing fancy work, nobody save Miss Cornelia,
- 4:11:28seemed to hold it against him. His wife was a hustler who gloried
- 4:11:33and hustling, His family got a comfortable living off the farm, and his
- 4:11:37strapping sons and daughters, inheriting their mother's energy, were all in a fair
- 4:11:41way to do well in the world. There was not a happier household and
- 4:11:45Glens and Mary than the Holts. Miss Cornelia returned satisfied from the house of
- 4:11:50the Brook. Leslie's going to take him, She announced. She jumped at
- 4:11:54the chance. She wants to make a little money to shingle the roof of
- 4:11:56her house this fall, and she didn't know how she was going to manage.
- 4:12:00I expect Captain Jim'll be more than interested when he hears that a grandson
- 4:12:03of the Selwyns is coming here. Leslie said to tell you she hankered after
- 4:12:07cherry Pie, but she couldn't come to Tea because she has to go and
- 4:12:11hunt up her turkeys they've strayed away. But she said, if there was
- 4:12:15a piece left for you to put it in the pantry, and she'd run
- 4:12:16over in the cat's light when prowling's in order to get it. You don't
- 4:12:20know, Anne, dearie, what good it did my heart to hear Leslie
- 4:12:24send you a message like that, laughing like she used too long ago.
- 4:12:28There's a great change come over her lately. She laughs and jokes like a
- 4:12:31girl. And from her talk I gather she's here real often every day,
- 4:12:35or else I'm over there, said Anne. I don't know what I'd do
- 4:12:39without Leslie, especially just now, when Gilbert is so busy. He's hardly
- 4:12:43ever home except for a few hours in the weeze smalls. He's really working
- 4:12:48himself to death. So many of the over Harbor people send for him.
- 4:12:50Now they might better be content with their own doctor, said Miss Cornelia.
- 4:12:56Though, to be sure, I can't blame them for he's a Methodist.
- 4:12:58Ever since Doctor Block brought missus allenby round, folks think he can raise the
- 4:13:03dead. I believe Doctor Dave is a mute, jealous just like a man.
- 4:13:07He thinks Doctor Blythe has too many new fangled notions. Well, I
- 4:13:11says to him, it was a new fangled notion, saved Rhoda Allumby.
- 4:13:15If you'd been attending her, she'd have died and had a tombstone saying it
- 4:13:18had pleased God to take her away. Oh, I do like to speak
- 4:13:20my mind to doctor Dave. He's bossed the Glen for years, and he
- 4:13:24thinks he's forgotten more than other people ever knew. Speaking of doctors, I
- 4:13:28wish Doctor Blythe'd run over and see that boil on Dick Moore's neck. It's
- 4:13:33getting past Leslie's skill. I'm sure I don't know what Dick Moore wants to
- 4:13:35start in having boils for as if he wasn't enough trouble without that. Do
- 4:13:41you know Dick has taken quite a fancy to me, said Anne. He
- 4:13:43follows me around like a dog and smiles like a pleased child when I notice
- 4:13:48him. Does it make you creepy? Not at all. I rather like
- 4:13:52Dick Moore. He seems so pitiful and appealing. Somehow, you wouldn't think
- 4:13:56him very appealing if you'd seen him on his cantankerous days, believe me,
- 4:14:00But I'm glad you don't mind him. It's all the nicer for Leslie.
- 4:14:03She'll have more to do when her boarder comes. I hope you'll be a
- 4:14:07decent creature. You'll probably like him. He's a writer. I wonder why
- 4:14:11people so commonly suppose that if two individuals are both riders, they must therefore
- 4:14:16be hugely congenial, said Anne rather scornfully. Nobody would expect two blacksmiths to
- 4:14:22be violently attracted toward each other merely because they were both blacksmiths. Nevertheless,
- 4:14:28she looked forward to the advent of owen Ford with a pleasant sense of expectation.
- 4:14:31If he were young and likable, he might prove a very pleasant addition
- 4:14:35to society. In four winds, the latch string of the little house is
- 4:14:39always out for the race of Joseph. End of chapter twenty two. Chapter
- 4:14:45twenty three, owen Ford comes. One evening, Miss Cornelia telephoned down to
- 4:14:50Anne. The writer man has just arrived here. I'm going to drive him
- 4:14:54down to your place and you can show him the way over to Leslie's.
- 4:14:56It's shorter than driving round by the other road, and I'm in a mortal
- 4:15:01hurry. The rees's baby has gone and fallen into a pail of hot water
- 4:15:03at the glen and got nearly scalded to death, and they want me right
- 4:15:07off to put a new skin on the child. I presume missus Reese is
- 4:15:11always so careless and then expects other people to mend her mistakes. You won't
- 4:15:15mind, will you, Dearie. His trunk can go down tomorrow very well?
- 4:15:18Said Anne? What is he like, Miss Cornelia? You'll see what
- 4:15:22he's like outside when I take him down. As for what he's like inside,
- 4:15:26only the lord who made him knows that. I'm not going to say
- 4:15:28another word. For every receiver in the glen is down. Miss Cornelia evidently
- 4:15:33can't find much fault with mister Ford's looks, or she would find it in
- 4:15:37spite of the receivers, said Anne. I conclude, therefore, Susan,
- 4:15:41that mister Ford is rather handsome than otherwise well, missus doctor dear, I
- 4:15:45do enjoy seeing a well looking man, said Susan, candidly. Had I
- 4:15:50not better get up a snack for him, there is a strawberry pie that
- 4:15:52would melt in your mouth. No, Leslie is expecting him and has his
- 4:15:56supper ready. Besides, I want that strawberry pie for my own. Poor
- 4:16:00man, he won't be home till late, So leave the pie and a
- 4:16:03glass of milk out for him, Susan, that I will, missus,
- 4:16:06doctor Dear Susan is at the helm. After all, it is better to
- 4:16:10give pie to your own man than to strangers who may be only seeking to
- 4:16:12devour. And the doctor himself is as well looking a man as you often
- 4:16:17come across. When owen Ford came, Anne secretly admitted, as Miss Cornelia
- 4:16:22towed him in that he was very well looking. Indeed, he was tall
- 4:16:26and broad shouldered, with thick brown hair, finely cut nose and chin,
- 4:16:30large and brilliant dark gray eyes. And did you notice his ears and teeth,
- 4:16:34missus, doctor dear, queried Susan. Later on, he has got
- 4:16:38the nicest shaped ears I ever saw on a man's head. I am choice
- 4:16:41about ears. When I was young, I was scared that I might have
- 4:16:45to marry a man with ears like flaps. But I need not have worried,
- 4:16:48for never a chance did I have with any kind of ears. Anne
- 4:16:52had not noticed owen Ford's ears, but she did see his teeth, as
- 4:16:56his lips parted over them in a frank and friendly smile. Unsmiling, his
- 4:17:00face was rather sad and absent in expression, not unlike the melancholy, inscrutable
- 4:17:06hero of Anne's own early dreams, but mirth and humor and charm lighted it
- 4:17:11up when he smiled. Certainly on the outside, as Miss Cornelia said,
- 4:17:15owen Ford was a very presentable fellow. You cannot realize how delighted I am
- 4:17:18to be here, missus blythe he said, looking around him with eager,
- 4:17:22interested eyes. I have an odd feeling of coming home. My mother was
- 4:17:27born and spent her childhood here. You know. She used to talk a
- 4:17:30great deal to me of her old home. I know the geography of it
- 4:17:33as well as the one I lived in, And of course she told me
- 4:17:37the story of the building of the house and of my grandfather's agonized watch for
- 4:17:41the Royal William. I had thought that so old a house must have vanished
- 4:17:45years ago, or I should have come to see it before this. Old
- 4:17:48houses don't vanish easily on this enchanted coast, smiled Anne. This is a
- 4:17:52land where all things always seem the same, nearly always, at least.
- 4:17:57John Selwyn's house hasn't even been much changed. And outside the rose bushes your
- 4:18:02grandfather planted for his bride are blooming this very minute. How the thought links
- 4:18:07me with them? With your leave, I must explore the whole place soon.
- 4:18:11Our latch string will always be out for you, promised Anne. And
- 4:18:15do you know that the old sea captain who keeps the four winds light knew
- 4:18:18John Selwyn and his bride well in his boyhood. He told me their story
- 4:18:22the night I came here, the third bride of the old house. Can
- 4:18:25it be possible? This is a discovery. I must hunt him up.
- 4:18:29It won't be difficult. We're all cronies of Captain Jim. He will be
- 4:18:33as eager to see you as you could be to see him. Your grandmother
- 4:18:37shines like a star in his memory. But I think Missus Moore is expecting
- 4:18:41you. I'll show you our cross Lots road. Anne walked with him to
- 4:18:45the house up the brook, over a field that was as white as snow
- 4:18:48with daisies. A boatload of people were singing far across the harbor. The
- 4:18:52sound drifted over the water like faint, unearthly music, wind blown across the
- 4:18:56starlit sea. The big light flashed in beaconed owen Ford looked around him with
- 4:19:02satisfaction, and so this is four winds, he said. I wasn't prepared
- 4:19:07to find it quite so beautiful. In spite of all mother's praises. What
- 4:19:11colors, what scenery, what charm? I shall get as strong as a
- 4:19:15horse in no time. And if inspiration comes from beauty, I should certainly
- 4:19:19be able to begin my great Canadian novel. Here. You haven't begun it
- 4:19:23yet, asked Anne a lakkaday. No, I have never been able to
- 4:19:29get the right central idea for it. It lurks beyond me. It allures
- 4:19:33and beckons and recedes. I almost grasp it, and it is gone.
- 4:19:37Perhaps amid this peace and loveliness, I shall be able to capture it.
- 4:19:41Miss Bryant tells me that you write. Oh, I do little things for
- 4:19:45children. I haven't done much since I was married. And I have no
- 4:19:48designs on a great Canadian novel, laughed Anne. That is quite beyond me.
- 4:19:53Owen Ford laughed too. I dare say it is beyond me as well.
- 4:19:57All the same, I mean to have a try it it some day,
- 4:20:00if I can ever get the time. A newspaper man doesn't have much
- 4:20:04chance for that sort of thing. I've done a good deal of short story
- 4:20:07writing for the magazines. But I've never had the leisure that seems to be
- 4:20:11necessary for the writing of a book. With three months of liberty, I
- 4:20:15ought to make a start, though, if I could only get the necessary
- 4:20:18motif for it, the soul of the book. An idea whisked through Anne's
- 4:20:23brain with a suddenness that made her jump, but she did not utter it,
- 4:20:26for they had reached the moor house. As they entered the yard,
- 4:20:30Leslie came out on the veranda from the side door, peering through the gloom
- 4:20:34for some sign of her expected guest. She stood just where the warm yellow
- 4:20:38light flooded her from the open door. She wore a plain dress of cheap
- 4:20:44cream tinted cotton vois with the usual girdle of crimson. Leslie was never without
- 4:20:48her touch of crimson. She had told Anne that she never felt satisfied without
- 4:20:52a gleam of red somewhere about her. If it were only a flower,
- 4:20:56to Anne, it always seemed to symbolize less Lee's glowing, pent up personality,
- 4:21:02denied all expression save in that flaming glint. Leslie's dress was cut a
- 4:21:07little away at the neck and had short sleeves. Her arms gleamed like ivory
- 4:21:11tinted marble. Every exquisite curve of her form was outlined in soft darkness against
- 4:21:17the light. Her hair shone in it like flame. Beyond her was a
- 4:21:21purple sky flowering with stars over the harbor. Anne heard her companion give a
- 4:21:26gasp. Even in the dusk. She could see the amazement and admiration on
- 4:21:30his face. Who is that beautiful creature, he asked? That is missus
- 4:21:36Moore, said Anne. She's very lovely, isn't she. I I never
- 4:21:40saw anything like her, he answered, rather dazedly. I wasn't prepared.
- 4:21:45I didn't expect good Heavens, one doesn't expect a goddess for a landlady.
- 4:21:49Why if she were clothed in a gown of sea purple, with a rope
- 4:21:52of amethysts in her hair, she would be a veritable sea queen. And
- 4:21:56she takes in borders. Even goddesses must live, said Anne. And Leslie
- 4:22:02isn't a goddess. She's just a very beautiful woman, as human as the
- 4:22:04rest of us. Did Miss Bryant tell you about mister Moore? Yes,
- 4:22:10he's mentally deficient or something of the sort, isn't he? But She said
- 4:22:12nothing about missus Moore, and I supposed she'd be the usual hustling country housewife
- 4:22:18who takes in boarders to earn an honest penny. Well that's just what Leslie
- 4:22:22is doing, said Anne crisply. And it isn't altogether pleasant for her either.
- 4:22:26I hope you won't mind Dick. If you do, please don't let
- 4:22:30Leslie see it. It would hurt her horribly. He's just a big baby,
- 4:22:33and sometimes a rather annoying one. Oh, I won't mind him.
- 4:22:37I don't suppose I'll be much in the house anyhow, except for meals.
- 4:22:41But what a shame it all is. Her life must be a hard one,
- 4:22:45it is, but she doesn't like to be pitied. Leslie had gone
- 4:22:48back into the house and now met them at the front door. She greeted
- 4:22:52owen Ford with cold civility and told him in a business like tone that his
- 4:22:56room and his supper were ready for him. Dick, with a pleased grinn,
- 4:23:00shambled upstairs with the valise, and owen Ford was installed as an inmate
- 4:23:03of the old house among the willows. End of chapter twenty three, Chapter
- 4:23:10twenty four, The Life Book of Captain Jim I have a little brown cocoon
- 4:23:15of an idea that may possibly expand into a magnificent moth of fulfillment, and
- 4:23:19told Gilbert when she reached home he had returned earlier than she had expected and
- 4:23:25was enjoying Susan's cherry pie. Susan herself hovered in the background like a rather
- 4:23:30grim but beneficent guardian spirit, and found as much pleasure in watching Gilbert eat
- 4:23:36pie as he did in eating it. What is your idea, he asked,
- 4:23:40I shan't tell you just yet, not till I see if I can
- 4:23:42bring the thing about. What sort of a chap is for it? Oh?
- 4:23:45Very nice and quite good looking. Such beautiful ears, doctor dear,
- 4:23:51interjected Susan with a relish. He is about thirty or thirty five, I
- 4:23:55think, and he meditates writing a novel. His voice is pleasant and his
- 4:23:59smiled delightful, and he knows how to dress. He looks as if life
- 4:24:03hadn't been altogether easy for him somehow. Owen came over the next evening with
- 4:24:07a note to Anne from Leslie. They spent the sunset time in the garden
- 4:24:11and then went for a moonlit sail on the harbor in the little boat Gilbert
- 4:24:15had set up for summer outings. They liked owen immensely and had that feeling
- 4:24:21of having known him for many years which distinguishes the freemasonry of the House of
- 4:24:26Joseph. He is as nice as his ears, Missus doctor dear, said
- 4:24:29Susan. When he had gone, he had told Susan that he had never
- 4:24:33tasted anything like her strawberry shortcake, and Susan's susceptible heart was his forever.
- 4:24:38He has got away with him, she reflected, as she cleared up the
- 4:24:41relics of the supper. It is real queer. He has not married for
- 4:24:45a man like that could have anybody for the asking. Well, maybe he
- 4:24:48is like me and has not met the right one yet. Susan really grew
- 4:24:52quite romantic in her musings as she washed the supper dishes. Two nights later,
- 4:24:57Anne took owen Ford down to four Winds Point to introduce him to Captain
- 4:25:02Jim. The clover fields along the Harbor shore were whitening in the western wind,
- 4:25:07and Captain Jim had one of his finest sunsets on exhibition. He himself
- 4:25:11had just returned from a trip over the Harbor. I had to go over
- 4:25:15and tell Henry Pollock he was dying. Everybody else was afraid to tell him.
- 4:25:19They expected he'd take on terrible for he's been dreadful, determined to live,
- 4:25:23and been makin no end of plans for the fall. His wife thought
- 4:25:27he ought to be told, and that I'd be the best one to break
- 4:25:30it to him that he couldn't get better. Henry and me are old cronies.
- 4:25:34We sailed in the Gray Gull for years together. Well, I went
- 4:25:37over and sat down by Henry's bed, and I says to him, says,
- 4:25:41I just ride out, plain and simple, For if a thing's gotta
- 4:25:45be told, it may as well be told first as last, says I.
- 4:25:48Mate, I reckon, you've got your sail in orders. This time,
- 4:25:52I was sort of quakin inside, for it's an awful thing to have
- 4:25:55to tell a man who ain't any idea he's dyin' that he is. But
- 4:25:57lo and behold, mistress. Henry looks up at me with those bright,
- 4:26:02old black eyes of his and his wizened face and says, says, he
- 4:26:06tell me something I don't know, Jim BOYD, if you want to give
- 4:26:07me information, I've known that for a week. I was too astonished to
- 4:26:11speak, and Henry, he chuckled to see you comin in here, says
- 4:26:15he, with your face as solemn as a tombstone. An sittin down there
- 4:26:19with your hands clasped over your stomach. An passin me out a blue,
- 4:26:22moldy old item of news like that, it'd make a cat laughed, Jim
- 4:26:26Boyd, says he who told you, says I stupid like nobody, says
- 4:26:30he. A week ago Tuesday night, I was lying here awake, an
- 4:26:34I just knew I'd suspicioned it before, But then I knew I've been keepin
- 4:26:38up for the wife's sake, and I'd like to have got that barn built
- 4:26:41for even I'll never get it right. But anyhow, now that you've eased
- 4:26:45your mind, Jim, put on a smile and tell me something interesting.
- 4:26:49Well, there it was. They'd been so scared to tell him, and
- 4:26:52he knew it all the time. Strange own nature looks out for us,
- 4:26:56ain't it? An lets us know what we should know when the time comes.
- 4:27:00Did I never tell you the yarn about Henry Gettin the fish shook in
- 4:27:03his nose. Mistress blythe no well him and me had a laugh over it
- 4:27:07to day. It happened nigh on to thirty years ago. Him and me
- 4:27:11and several more was out mackerel fishing one day. It was a great day.
- 4:27:17Never saw such a school of mackerel in the gulf. And in the
- 4:27:19general excitement, Henry got quite wild and contrived to stick a fish shook clean
- 4:27:23through one side of his nose. Well, there he was. There was
- 4:27:27barb on one end and a big piece of lead on the other, so
- 4:27:30it couldn't be pulled out. We wanted to take him ashore at once,
- 4:27:34but Henry was game. He said he'd be jiggered if he'd leave a school
- 4:27:37like that for anything short of lockjaw. Then he kept fishing away, hauling
- 4:27:42in hand over fist and groaning between times. Finally the school passed and we'd
- 4:27:48come in with a load. I got a file and began to try to
- 4:27:51file through that hook. I'd tried to be as easy as I could.
- 4:27:53But you should have heard Henry, No, no, you shouldn't either.
- 4:27:57It was well no ladies were around. Henry wasn't a swearin man, but
- 4:28:02he'd heard some few matters of that sort along the shore in his time Annie
- 4:28:04fished him all out of his recollection and hurled him at me. Finally he
- 4:28:08declared he couldn't stand it, and I had no bowels of compassion. So
- 4:28:12we hitched up and I drove him to a doctor in Charlottetown, thirty five
- 4:28:15miles. There weren't none nearer in them days, with that blessed hook still
- 4:28:19hanging from his nose. When we got there, old doctor Crabbe just took
- 4:28:25a file and filed that hook, just the same as I'd tried to do,
- 4:28:27only he weren't a mite particular about doing it easy. Captain Jim's visit
- 4:28:33to his old friend had revived many recollections, and he was now in the
- 4:28:37full tide of reminiscences. Henry was asking me to day if I remember at
- 4:28:41the time old Father chinnickwee blessed Alexander mc callister's boat. Another odd yarn,
- 4:28:47an true as gospel. I was in the boat myself. We went out
- 4:28:51him and me in Alexander mc callister's boat one morning at sunrise. Besides,
- 4:28:55there was a French boy in the boat Catholic, of course, you know,
- 4:28:59old father Chinick. We had turned Protestant, so the Catholics hadn't much
- 4:29:02use for him. Well, we sat out in the gulf in the broiling
- 4:29:06sun till noon, and not a bite did we get When we went ashore,
- 4:29:10Old father Chinnockwi had to go, so he said, in that polite
- 4:29:12way of his, I'm very sorry I cannot go out with you this afternoon,
- 4:29:15mister mc allister, but I leave you my blessing you will catch a
- 4:29:19thousand this afternoon. Well we did not catch a thousand, but we caught
- 4:29:23exactly nine hundred and ninety nine, the biggest catch for a small boat in
- 4:29:27the whole North Shore that summer. Curious, wasn't it, Alexandra mc callister.
- 4:29:33He says to Andrew Peters, Well, and what do you think of
- 4:29:36Father Chinnockwick. Now, well, growled Andrew. I tinked, old devil
- 4:29:40has got a blessing left yet. Laws how Henry did laugh over that today.
- 4:29:45Do you know who mister Ford is? Captain Jim asked Anne, seeing
- 4:29:48that Captain Jim's fountain of reminiscence had run out for the present, I want
- 4:29:52you to guess. Captain Jim shook his head. I never was any hand
- 4:29:57at guessing, Mistress blythe and yet somehow, when he come in, I
- 4:30:00thought, where have I seen them eyes before? For I have seen him.
- 4:30:06Think of a September morning many years ago, said Anne softly. Think
- 4:30:11of a ship sailing up the harbor, a ship long waited for and despaired
- 4:30:15of. Think of the day the Royal William came in, and the first
- 4:30:18look you had at the schoolmaster's bride, Captain Jim sprang up their purse is
- 4:30:23Selwyn's eyes. He almost shouted, You can't be her son, you must
- 4:30:27be her grandson. Yes, I am Alice Selwyn's son. Captain Jim swooped
- 4:30:33down on owen Ford and shook his hand over again, Alice Selwyn's son,
- 4:30:38Lord, But you're welcome. Many's the time I've wondered where the descendants of
- 4:30:42the schoolmaster were living. I knew there was none on the island. Alice,
- 4:30:48Alice, the first baby ever born in that little house. No baby
- 4:30:51ever brought more joy. I've dandled her a hundred times. It was from
- 4:30:56my knee she took her first steps alone. Can't I see her mother's face
- 4:31:00watching her? And it was near sixty years ago? Is she living yet?
- 4:31:03No? She died when I was only a boy. Oh it doesn't
- 4:31:07seem right that I should be living to hear that, sighed Captain Jim.
- 4:31:11But I'm heart glad to see you. It's brought back my youth for a
- 4:31:15little while. You don't know yet what a boon that is. Mistress blythere
- 4:31:19has the trick. She does it quite often for me. Captain Jim was
- 4:31:23still more excited when he discovered that Owen Ford was what he called a real
- 4:31:27writing man. He gazed at him as at a superior being. Captain Jim
- 4:31:33knew that Anne wrote, but he had never taken that fact very seriously.
- 4:31:37Captain Jim thought women were delightful creatures who ought to have the vote and everything
- 4:31:41else they wanted bless their hearts, but he did not believe they could write.
- 4:31:45Just look at a mad love, He would protest, a woman wrote
- 4:31:48that, and just look at it one hundred and three chapters, when it
- 4:31:52could all have been told in ten. A writing woman never knows when to
- 4:31:56stop. That's the trouble. The pind of good writing is to know when
- 4:32:00to stop. Mister Ford wants to hear some of your stories, Captain Jim
- 4:32:04said, Anne. Tell him the one about the captain who went crazy and
- 4:32:07imagined he was the flying Dutchman. This was Captain Jim's best story. It
- 4:32:12was a compound of horror and humor, and though Anne had heard it several
- 4:32:17times, she laughed as heartily and shivered as fearsomely over it as mister Ford
- 4:32:22did. Other tales followed, for Captain Jim had an audience after his own
- 4:32:26heart. He told how his vessel had been run down by a steamer,
- 4:32:30how he had been boarded by Malay pirates, how his ship had caught fire,
- 4:32:34How he had helped a political prisoner escape from a South African republic.
- 4:32:38How he had been wrecked one fall on the Magdalens and stranded there for the
- 4:32:41winter. How a tiger had broken loose on board ship. How his crew
- 4:32:45had mutinied and marooned him on a barren island. These, and many other
- 4:32:49tales, tragic or humorous or grotesque, did Captain Jim relate the mystery of
- 4:32:56the sea, the fascination of far lands, the lure of adventure, the
- 4:33:00laughter of the world. His hearers felt and realized them all owen Ford listened
- 4:33:06with his head on his hand, and the first mate purring on his knee,
- 4:33:08his brilliant eyes fastened on Captain Jim's rugged, eloquent face. Won't you
- 4:33:14let mister Ford see your life book, Captain Jim asked Anne, when Captain
- 4:33:18Jim finally declared that yarn spinning must end for the time. Oh, we
- 4:33:22don't want to be bothered with that, protested Captain Jim, who was secretly
- 4:33:26dying to show it. I should like nothing better than to see it,
- 4:33:30Captain Boyd, said Owen. If it is half as wonderful as your tails,
- 4:33:33it will be worth seeing. With pretend reluctance, Captain Jim dug his
- 4:33:37life book out of his old chest and handed it to Owen. I reckon,
- 4:33:41you won't care to wrastle long with my old hand, Aright. I
- 4:33:45never had much schooling, he observed, carelessly, just wrote that there to
- 4:33:48amuse my nephew Joe, he's always wantin stories, comes here yesterday and says
- 4:33:53to me reproachful, like as I was lifting a twenty pound codfish out of
- 4:33:56my boat, Uncle Jim ain't a cod fish, a dumb animal. I'd
- 4:34:00been a tellin' him. You see that he must be real kind of dumb
- 4:34:03animals, and never hurt him in any way. I got out of the
- 4:34:07scrape by saying a codfish was dumb enough, but it wasn't an animal.
- 4:34:10But Joe didn't look satisfied, and I wasn't satisfied myself. You'd gotta be
- 4:34:15mighty careful what you tell them little critters. They can see through you.
- 4:34:18While talking, Captain Jim watched owen Ford from the corner of his eye as
- 4:34:22the latter examined the Life Book, and presently observing that his guest was lost
- 4:34:27in its pages, he turned smilingly to his cupboard and proceeded to make a
- 4:34:32pot of tea. Owen Ford separated himself from the Life Book with as much
- 4:34:37reluctance as a miser wrenches himself from his gold long enough to drink his tea
- 4:34:41and then return to it hungrily. Oh you can take that thing home with
- 4:34:45you if you want, said Captain Jim, as if the thing were not
- 4:34:48his most treasured possession. I must go down and pull my boat up a
- 4:34:52bit on the skids. There's a wind comin'. Did you notice the sky
- 4:34:56tonight? Mackerel skies and mare's tails make tall ships carry short sails. Owen
- 4:35:02Ford accepted the offer of the life book gladly. On their way home,
- 4:35:06Anne told him the story of Lost Margaret. That old captain is a wonderful
- 4:35:11old fellow, he said, What a life he has led. Why the
- 4:35:14man has had more adventures in one week of his life than most of us
- 4:35:18han't a lifetime. Do you really think his tales are all true? I
- 4:35:22certainly do. I am sure Captain Jim could not tell a lie. And
- 4:35:26besides, all the people about here say that everything happened as he relates it.
- 4:35:30There used to be plenty of his old shipmates alive to corroborate him.
- 4:35:33He's one of the last of the old type of p e Island sea captains.
- 4:35:37They're almost extinct now. End of chapter twenty four, Chapter twenty five,
- 4:35:44the writing of the book. Owen Ford came over to the little house
- 4:35:48the next morning in a state of great excitement. Missus blythe this is a
- 4:35:52wonderful book, absolutely wonderful. If I could take it and use the material
- 4:35:56for a book, I feel certain I could make them novel of the year
- 4:36:00out of it. Do you suppose Captain Jim would let me do it?
- 4:36:03Let you, I'm sure he would be delighted, cried Anne. I admit
- 4:36:07that it was what was in my head when I took you down last night.
- 4:36:11Captain Jim has always been wishing he could get somebody to write his life
- 4:36:14book properly for him. Will you go down to the point with me this
- 4:36:18evening, missus blythe I'll ask him about that life book myself, but I
- 4:36:21want you to tell him that you told me the story of Lost Margaret and
- 4:36:25ask him if you will let me use it as a thread of romance with
- 4:36:26which to weave the stories of the life book into a harmonious hole. Captain
- 4:36:32Jim was more excited than ever when owen Ford told him of his plan.
- 4:36:37At last, his cherished dream was to be realized and his life book given
- 4:36:41to the world. He was also pleased that the story of Lost Margaret should
- 4:36:45be woven into it. It will keep her name from being forgotten, he
- 4:36:48said wistfully. That's why I want it put in. We'll collaborate, cried
- 4:36:53Owen delightedly. You will give the soul and I the body. Oh,
- 4:36:56we'll write a famous book between us, Captain Jim, and we'll get right
- 4:37:00to work, and to think. My book is to be written by the
- 4:37:03schoolmaster's grandson, exclaimed Captain Jim, lad your grandfather was my dearest friend.
- 4:37:11I thought there was nobody like him. I see now why I had to
- 4:37:14wait so long. It couldn't be writ till the right man come. You
- 4:37:18belong here. You've got the soul of this old north shore in you.
- 4:37:22You're the only one who could write it. It was arranged that the tiny
- 4:37:26room off the living room at the lighthouse should be given over to Owen for
- 4:37:29a workshop. It was necessary that Captain Jim should be near him as he
- 4:37:33wrote, for consultation upon many matters of seafaring and gulf floor, of which
- 4:37:37Owen was quite ignorant. He began work on the book the very next morning
- 4:37:42and flung himself into it, heart and soul. As for Captain Jim,
- 4:37:47he was a happy man that summer. He looked upon the little room where
- 4:37:51Owen worked as a sacred shrine. Owen talked everything over with Captain Jim,
- 4:37:56but he would not let him see the manuscript. You must wait until it
- 4:38:00is published, he said. Then you'll get it all at once in its
- 4:38:03best shape. He delved into the treasures of the life book and used them
- 4:38:07freely. He dreamed and brooded over lost Margaret until she became a vivid reality
- 4:38:12to him and lived in his pages. As the book progressed, it took
- 4:38:17possession of him, and he worked at it with feverish eagerness. He let
- 4:38:21Anne and Leslie read the manuscript and criticize it, and the concluding chapter of
- 4:38:26the book, which the critics later on were pleased to call idyllic, was
- 4:38:30modeled upon a suggestion of Leslie's. Anne fairly hugged herself with delight over the
- 4:38:34success of her idea. I knew when I looked at owen Ford that he
- 4:38:38was the very man for it, she told Gilbert. Both humor and passion
- 4:38:44were in his face, and that, together with the art of expression,
- 4:38:48was just what was necessary for the writing of such a book. As Missus
- 4:38:51Rachel would say, he was predestined for the part owen Ford wrote. In
- 4:38:56the mornings, the afternoons were generally spent in some outing with the Blythes.
- 4:39:00Leslie often went too, for Captain Jim took charge of Dick frequently. In
- 4:39:06order to set her free. They went boating on the harbor and up the
- 4:39:10three pretty rivers that flowed into it. They had clam bakes on the bar
- 4:39:14and mussel bakes on the rocks. They picked strawberries on the sand dunes.
- 4:39:18They went out codfishing with Captain Jim. They shot plover in the shore fields
- 4:39:22and wild ducks in the cove. At least the men did. In the
- 4:39:26evenings, they rambled in the low lying daisied shore fields under a golden moon.
- 4:39:30Or they sat in the living room at the little house, where often
- 4:39:34the coolness of the sea breeze justified a driftwood fire, and talked of the
- 4:39:38thousand and one things which happy, eager, clever young people can find to
- 4:39:42talk about. Ever since the day on which she had made her confession to
- 4:39:47Anne Leslie had been a changed creature. There was no trace of her old
- 4:39:52coldness and reserve, no shadow of her old bitterness. The girlhood of which
- 4:39:56she had been cheated seemed to come back to her with the rightckness of womanhood.
- 4:40:00She expanded like a flower of flame and perfume. No laugh was readier
- 4:40:04than hers, no wit quicker. In the twilight circles of that enchanted summer,
- 4:40:10when she could not be with them, all felt that some exquisite savor
- 4:40:14was lacking in their intercourse, her beauty was illumined by the awakened soul within,
- 4:40:18as some rosy lamp might shine through a flawless vase of alabaster. There
- 4:40:23were hours when Anne's eyes seemed to ache with the splendor of her as for
- 4:40:29owen Ford, the Margaret of his book, although she had the soft brown
- 4:40:33hair and elfin face of the real girl who had vanished so long ago,
- 4:40:37pillowed where lost Atlantis sleeps, had the personality of Leslie Moore, as it
- 4:40:42was revealed to him in those halcyon days at four Winds Harbor. All in
- 4:40:47all, it was a never to be forgotten summer, one of those summers
- 4:40:51which come seldom into any life, but leave a rich heritage of beautiful memories
- 4:40:56in their going. One of those summers which, in a fortunate combination delightful
- 4:41:00weather, delightful friends, and delightful doings, come as near to perfection as
- 4:41:04anything can come in this world. Two goods a last, and told herself
- 4:41:10with a little sigh on the September day, when a certain nip in the
- 4:41:12wind and a certain shade of intense blue on the gulf water, said that
- 4:41:17autumn was hard by that evening, owen Ford told him that he had finished
- 4:41:22his book and that his vacation must come to an end. I have a
- 4:41:26good deal to do to it yet, revising and pruning and so forth,
- 4:41:30he said. But in the main it's done. I wrote the last sentence
- 4:41:33this morning. If I can find a publisher for it, it will probably
- 4:41:37be out next summer or fall. Owen had not much doubt that he would
- 4:41:41find a publisher. He knew that he had written a great book, a
- 4:41:45book that would score a wonderful success, a book that would live. He
- 4:41:48knew that it would bring him both fame and fortune. But when he had
- 4:41:52written the last line of it, he had bowed his head on the manuscript,
- 4:41:56and so sat for a long time, and his thoughts were not of
- 4:42:00the good work he had done. End of Chapter twenty five. Chapter twenty
- 4:42:06six, owen Ford's confession. I'm so sorry Gilbert is away, said Anne.
- 4:42:11He had to go. Allan Lyons at the Glen has met with a
- 4:42:15serious accident. He will not likely be home till very late. But he
- 4:42:18told me to tell you he'd be up and over early enough in the morning
- 4:42:22to see you before you left. It's too provoking Susan and I had planned
- 4:42:26such a nice little jamboree for your last night. Here she was sitting beside
- 4:42:30the garden brook on the little rustic seat Gilbert had built. Owen Ford stood
- 4:42:36before her, leaning against the bronze column of a yellow birch. He was
- 4:42:40very pale, and his face bore the marks of the preceding sleepless night.
- 4:42:45Anne, glancing up at him, wondered if, after all, his summer
- 4:42:48had brought him the strength it should had he worked too hard over his book.
- 4:42:52She remembered that for a week he had not been looking well. I'm
- 4:42:57rather glad the doctor is away at Owen slowly. I wanted to see you
- 4:43:02alone, missus blythe there is something I must tell somebody, or I think
- 4:43:07it will drive me mad. I've been trying for a week to look it
- 4:43:10in the face, and I can't. I know I can trust you,
- 4:43:14And besides, you will understand. My woman with eyes like yours always understands
- 4:43:19you are one of the folks people instinctively tell things to missus Blythe I love
- 4:43:25leslie love her. That seems too weak a word. His voice suddenly broke
- 4:43:30with the suppressed passion of his utterance. He turned his head away and hid
- 4:43:34his face on his arm. His whole form shook. Anne sat looking at
- 4:43:40him, pale and aghast. She had never thought of this, And yet
- 4:43:45how was it she had never thought of it? It now seemed a natural
- 4:43:48and inevitable thing. She wondered at her own blindness. But but things like
- 4:43:53this did not happen in four winds. Elsewhere in the world, human passions
- 4:43:57might set at defiance human conventions and laws, but not here. Surely Leslie
- 4:44:03had kept summer boarders off and on for ten years, and nothing like this
- 4:44:07had happened. But perhaps they had not been like owen Ford, and the
- 4:44:12vivid living Leslie of this summer was not the cold, sullen girl of other
- 4:44:17years. Oh, somebody should have thought of this. Why hadn't Miss Cornelia
- 4:44:22thought of it? Miss Cornelia was always ready enough to sound the alarm where
- 4:44:26men were concerned. Anne felt an unreasonable resentment against Miss Cornelia. Then she
- 4:44:32gave a little inward groan. No matter who was to blame, the mischief
- 4:44:36was done, and Leslie, what of Leslie? It was? For Leslie?
- 4:44:40Anne felt most concerned. Does Leslie know this, mister Ford? She
- 4:44:45asked, quietly. No, no, unless she has guessed it. You
- 4:44:49surely don't think I'd be cad and scoundrel enough to tell her. Missus blythe
- 4:44:53I couldn't help loving her, that's all, and my misery is greater than
- 4:44:56I can bear. Does she care? Asked Anne. The moment the question
- 4:45:03crossed her lips, she felt that she should not have asked it. Owen
- 4:45:06Ford answered it with over eager protest. No, no, of course not.
- 4:45:11But I could make her care if she were free. I know I
- 4:45:12could. She does care, and he knows it, thought Anne aloud.
- 4:45:18She said sympathetically but decidedly. But she is not free, mister Ford,
- 4:45:23and the only thing you can do is to go away in silence and leave
- 4:45:26her to her own life. I know, I know, groaned Owen.
- 4:45:32He sat down on the grassy bank and stared moodily into the amber water beneath
- 4:45:36him. I know there's nothing to do, nothing but to say conventionally good
- 4:45:40bye, missus Moore, thank you for all your kindness to me this summer,
- 4:45:44just as I would have said it to the sansey, bustling, keen
- 4:45:45eyed housewife I expected her to be when I came. Then I'll pay my
- 4:45:49board money like any honest boarder, and go. Oh. It's very simple,
- 4:45:53no doubt, no perplexity, a straight road to the end of the
- 4:45:57world, and I'll walk it. You needn't fear that I won't missus blythe
- 4:46:02but it would be easier to walk over red hot plowshares. Anne flinched with
- 4:46:07the pain of his voice. And there was so little she could say that
- 4:46:11would be adequate to the situation. Blame was out of the question, Advice
- 4:46:15was not needed. Sympathy was mocked by the man's stark agony. She could
- 4:46:19only feel with him in a maze of compassion and regret. Her heart ached
- 4:46:25for Leslie, had not that poor girl suffered enough without this. It wouldn't
- 4:46:30be so hard to go and leave her if she were only happy, resumed
- 4:46:33Oha passionately. But to think of her living death, to realize what it
- 4:46:38is to which I do leave her, that is the worst of all.
- 4:46:42I would give my life to make her happy, and I can do nothing
- 4:46:45even to help her. Nothing. She is bound forever to that poor wretch,
- 4:46:51with nothing to look forward to, but growing old in a succession of
- 4:46:53empty, meaningless, barren years. It drives me mad. To think of
- 4:46:57it. But I I must go through my life never seeing her, but
- 4:47:02always knowing what she is enduring. It's hideous, hideous. It is very
- 4:47:07hard, said Anne sorrowfully. We her friends here all know how hard it
- 4:47:14is for her. And she's so richly fitted for life, said Owen rebelliously.
- 4:47:19Her beauty is the least of her dower. And she is the most
- 4:47:22beautiful woman I've ever known. That laugh of hers, I vangled all summer
- 4:47:26to evoke that laugh, just for the delight of hearing it. And her
- 4:47:30eyes they are as deep and blue as the gulf out there. I never
- 4:47:34saw such blueness and gold. Did you ever see her hair down, missus
- 4:47:40blythe No? I did. Once. I had gone down to the point
- 4:47:45to go fishing with Captain Jim, but it was too rough to go out,
- 4:47:48so I came back. She had taken the opportunity of what she expected
- 4:47:52to be an afternoon alone to wash her hair, and she was standing on
- 4:47:56the veranda in the sunshine to dry it. It fell all about her to
- 4:48:00her feet in a fountain of living gold. When she saw me, she
- 4:48:03hurried in, and the wind caught her hair and swirled it all around her
- 4:48:07daneay and her cloud. Somehow, just then the knowledge that I loved her
- 4:48:12came home to me, and realized that I had loved her from the moment
- 4:48:15I first saw her standing against the darkness in that glow of light. And
- 4:48:19she must live on here, petting and soothing, dick pinching and saving for
- 4:48:25a mere existence, while I spend my life longing vainly for her, and
- 4:48:30debarred by that very fact from even giving her the little help of friend mine.
- 4:48:34I walked the shore last night, almost still dawn, and thrashed it
- 4:48:38all out over and over again. And yet, in spite of everything,
- 4:48:42I can't find it in my heart to be sorry that I came to four
- 4:48:45winds. It seems to me that bad as everything is, it would be
- 4:48:49still worse never to have known Leslie. It's burning, searing pain to love
- 4:48:53her and leave her, but not to have fluffed her is unthinkable. I
- 4:48:59suppose all this sound very crazy. All these terrible emotions always do sound foolish
- 4:49:03when we put them into our inadequate words. They are not meant to be
- 4:49:07spoken, only felt and endured. I shouldn't have spoken it, but it
- 4:49:11has helped some at least it has given me strength to go away respectably tomorrow
- 4:49:18morning, without making a scene. You'll write me now and then, won't
- 4:49:22you missus blythe and give me what news there is to give of her?
- 4:49:26Yes, said Anne. Oh, I'm so sorry you are going. We'll
- 4:49:30miss you so. We've all been such friends. If it were not for
- 4:49:33this, you could come back other summers, perhaps even yet by and by,
- 4:49:37when you've forgotten. Perhaps I shall never forget, and I shall never
- 4:49:41come back to four winds, said Owen briefly. Silence and twilight fell over
- 4:49:48the garden. Far away, the sea was lapping gently and monotonously on the
- 4:49:52bar. The wind of evening in the poplars sounded like some sad, weird
- 4:49:57old rone. Some can dream of old memories. A slender, shapely young
- 4:50:03aspen rose up before them against the fine maize and emerald and paling rose of
- 4:50:08the western sky, which brought out every leaf and twig in dark, tremulous
- 4:50:14elfin loveliness. Isn't that beautiful, said Owen, pointing to it with the
- 4:50:18air of a man who puts a certain conversation behind him. It's so beautiful
- 4:50:23that it hurts me, said Anne softly, perfect Things like that always did
- 4:50:27hurt me. I remember I called it the queer ache when I was a
- 4:50:32child. What is the reason that pain like this seems inseparable from perfection?
- 4:50:37Is it the pain of finality when we realize that there can be nothing beyond
- 4:50:41but retrogression? Perhaps, said Owen dreamily. It is the prisoned infinite in
- 4:50:48us calling out to its kindred infinite, as expressed in that visible perfection.
- 4:50:52You seem to have a cold in the head. Better rupt some tallow on
- 4:50:55your nose when you go to bed, said Miss Cornelia, who had come
- 4:50:57in through the little gate between thes in time to catch Owen's last remark.
- 4:51:02Miss Cornelia liked Owen, but it was a matter of principle with her to
- 4:51:06visit any high falutin language from a man with a snub. Miss Cornelia personated
- 4:51:11the comedy that ever peeps around the corner at the tragedy of life. Anne,
- 4:51:15whose nerves had been rather strained, laughed hysterically, and even Owen smiled.
- 4:51:22Certainly, sentiment and passion had a way of shrinking out of sight in
- 4:51:25Miss Cornelia's presence, and yet to Anne, nothing seemed quite as hopeless and
- 4:51:30dark and painful, as it seemed a few moments before. But sleep was
- 4:51:34far from her eyes that night, end of chapter twenty six. Chapter twenty
- 4:51:41seven On the sand bar, owen Ford left four winds. The next morning,
- 4:51:48in the evening, Anne went over to see Leslie, but found nobody.
- 4:51:52The house was locked and there was no light in any window. It
- 4:51:56looked like a home left soulless. Leslie did not run over on the following
- 4:52:00day, which Anne thought a bad sign. Gilbert, having occasion to go
- 4:52:04in the evening to the fishing cove, Anne drove with him to the point,
- 4:52:08intending to stay awhile with Captain Jim. But the great light, cutting
- 4:52:12its swathes through the fog of the autumn evening was in care of Alec Boyd,
- 4:52:17and Captain Jim was away. What will you do? Asked Gilbert.
- 4:52:21Come with me. I don't want to go to the cove, but I'll
- 4:52:25go over the channel with you and roam about on the sand shore till you
- 4:52:27come back. The rock shore is too slippery and grim. Tonight, alone
- 4:52:33on the sands of the bar, Anne gave herself up to the eerie charm
- 4:52:36of the night. It was warm for September, and the late afternoon had
- 4:52:40been very foggy, but a full moon had in part lessened the fog and
- 4:52:45transformed the harbor and the gulf and the surrounding shores into a strange, fantastic,
- 4:52:51unreal world of pale silver mist, through which everything loomed phantom. Like
- 4:52:56Captain Josiah Crawford's black schooner Sailor down the channel, laden with potatoes for blue
- 4:53:02nosed ports, was a spectral ship bound for a far uncharted land, ever
- 4:53:07receding never to be reached. The calls of unseen gulls overhead were the cries
- 4:53:12of the souls of doomed seamen. The little curls of foam that blew across
- 4:53:18the sand were elfin things stealing up from the sea caves. The big,
- 4:53:22round shouldered sand dunes were the sleeping giants of some old northern tail. The
- 4:53:29lights that glimmered palely across the harbor were the delusive beacons on some coast of
- 4:53:33Fairyland. Anne pleased herself with a hundred fancies as she wandered through the mist.
- 4:53:40It was delightful, romantic, mysterious to be roaming here alone on this
- 4:53:45enchanted shore. But was she alone? Something loomed in the mist before her,
- 4:53:51took shape and form suddenly moved towards her across the wave rippled sand Leslie
- 4:53:57exclaimed Anne in amazement, Whatever are you doing here to night? If it
- 4:54:02comes to that, Whatever are you doing here? Said Leslie, trying to
- 4:54:06laugh. The effort was a failure. She looked very pale and tired,
- 4:54:11but the love locks under her scarlet cap were curling about her face and eyes
- 4:54:15like little sparkling rings of gold. I'm waiting for Gilbert. He's over at
- 4:54:21the cove. I intended to stay at the light, but Captain Jim is
- 4:54:23away. Well. I came here because I wanted to walk and walk and
- 4:54:29walk, said Leslie restlessly. I couldn't on the rock shore. The tide
- 4:54:33was too high and the rocks prisoned me. I had to come here or
- 4:54:37I should have gone mad. I think I rode myself over the channel and
- 4:54:41Captain Jim's flat. I've been here for an hour. Come come, let
- 4:54:45us walk. I can't stand still, Oh, Anne, Leslie dearest,
- 4:54:49what is the trouble? Asked Anne, though she knew too well already.
- 4:54:53I can't tell you don't ask me. I wouldn't mind your knowing. I
- 4:54:57wish you did know, but I can't tell you. I can't tell anyone.
- 4:55:02I've been such a fool, Anne, And oh, it hurts so
- 4:55:04terribly to be a fool. There's nothing so painful in the world, she
- 4:55:08laughed bitterly. Anne slipped her arm around her. Leslie, is it that
- 4:55:15you have learned to care for mister Ford? Leslie turned herself about passionately.
- 4:55:19How did you know? She cried Anne? How did you know? Oh?
- 4:55:22Is it written in my face for everyone to see? Is it as
- 4:55:26plain as that? No, no Ah, I can't tell you how I
- 4:55:30knew. It just came into my mind somehow, Leslie. Don't look at
- 4:55:33me like that. Do you despise me? Demanded Leslie in a fierce low
- 4:55:38tone. Do you think I'm wicked, unwomanly? Or do you think I'm
- 4:55:42just a plain fool? I don't think you any of those things. Come
- 4:55:47dear, Let's just talk it over sensibly, as we might talk over any
- 4:55:51other of the great crises of life. You've been brooding over it and let
- 4:55:55yourself drift into a morbid view of it. You know you have a little
- 4:55:59tendency to do that about everything that goes wrong, And you promised me that
- 4:56:03you would fight against it. But oh, it's so so shameful, murmured
- 4:56:07Leslie. To love him unsought and when I'm not free to love anybody,
- 4:56:12there's nothing shameful about it. But I'm very sorry that you have learned to
- 4:56:17care for Owen, because as things are, it will only make you more
- 4:56:21unhappy. I didn't learn to care, said Leslie, walking on and speaking
- 4:56:26passionately. If it had been like that, I could have prevented it.
- 4:56:30I never dreamed of such a thing until that day a week ago, when
- 4:56:33he told me he had finished his book and must soon go away. Then
- 4:56:37then I knew. I felt as if some one had struck me a terrible
- 4:56:41blow. I didn't say anything. I couldn't speak, but I don't know
- 4:56:45what I looked like. I'm so afraid my face betrayed me. Oh,
- 4:56:49I would die of shame if I thought he knew or suspected. Anne was
- 4:56:55miserably silent, hampered by her deductions from her conversation with Owen. Leslie went
- 4:57:00on feverishly, as if she found relief in speech. I was so happy
- 4:57:06all this summer, Anne, happier than I ever was in my life.
- 4:57:10I thought it was because everything had been made clear between you and me,
- 4:57:12and that it was our friendship which made life seem so beautiful and fool once
- 4:57:17more. And it was in part, but not all, oh not nearly
- 4:57:22all. I know now why everything was so different. And now it's all
- 4:57:26over and he has gone. How can I live? Anne? When I
- 4:57:30turned back into the house this morning after he had gone, the solitude struck
- 4:57:36me like a blow in the face. It won't seem so hard by him,
- 4:57:40by dear, said Anne, who always felt the pain of her friends
- 4:57:44so keenly that she could not speak easy, fluent words of comforting. Besides,
- 4:57:48she remembered how well meant speeches had hurt her in her own sorrow,
- 4:57:52and was afraid. Oh, it seems to me it will grow harder all
- 4:57:56the time, said Leslie miserably. I've nothing to look forward to. Mourning
- 4:58:03will come after morning, and he will not come back. He will never
- 4:58:07come back. Oh, when I think that I will never see him again,
- 4:58:10I feel as if a great brutal hand had twisted itself among my heart
- 4:58:14strings and was wrenching them. Once long ago, I dreamed of love,
- 4:58:19and I thought it must be beautiful, And now it's like this. When
- 4:58:25he went away yesterday morning, he was so cold and indifferent. He said
- 4:58:29good bye, missus Moore in the coldest tone in the world, as if
- 4:58:33we had not even been friends, as if I meant absolutely nothing to him.
- 4:58:37I know, I don't. I didn't want him to care, but
- 4:58:41he might have been a little kinder. Oh I wish Gilbert would come,
- 4:58:45thought Anne. She was racked between her sympathy for Leslie and the necessity of
- 4:58:49avoiding anything that would betray Owen's confidence. She knew why his good bye had
- 4:58:55been so cold, why it could not have the cordiality that their good comradeship
- 4:58:59to man, but she could not tell Leslie. I couldn't help it,
- 4:59:03Anne, I couldn't help it, said poor Leslie. I know that.
- 4:59:07Do you blame me so very much? I don't blame you at all,
- 4:59:11And you won't. You won't tell Gilbert, Leslie. Do you think I
- 4:59:17would do such a thing. Oh, I don't know. You and Gilbert
- 4:59:19are such chums. I don't see how you could help telling him everything,
- 4:59:25everything about my own concerns, yes, but not my friend's secrets. I
- 4:59:29couldn't have him know, but I'm glad you know I would feel guilty if
- 4:59:33there were anything I was ashamed to tell you. I hope Miss Cornelia won't
- 4:59:37find out. Sometimes I feel as if those terrible, kind brown eyes of
- 4:59:41hers read my very soul. Oh I wish this mist would never lift.
- 4:59:45I wish I could just stay in it, forever, hidden away from every
- 4:59:49living being. I don't see how I can go on with life. This
- 4:59:53summer has been so full. I never was lonely for a moment before Owen
- 4:59:59came. There you to be horrible moments when I had been with you and
- 5:00:02Gilbert and then had to leave you. You two would walk away together,
- 5:00:07and I would walk away alone. After Owen came, he was always there
- 5:00:11to walk home with me. We would laugh and talk as you and Gilbert
- 5:00:15were doing. There were no more lonely, envious moments for me. And
- 5:00:18now, oh, yes, I've been a fool. Let's have done talking
- 5:00:23about my folly. I'll never bore you with it again. Here is Gilbert,
- 5:00:29and you are coming back with us, said Anne, who had no
- 5:00:32intention of leaving Leslie to wander alone on the sand bar on such a night
- 5:00:36and in such a mood. There's plenty of room in our boat for three,
- 5:00:38and we'll tie the flat on behind. Oh I suppose I must reconcile
- 5:00:42myself to being the odd one again, said poor Leslie with another bitter laugh.
- 5:00:48Forgive me, Anne, that was hateful. I ought to be thankful,
- 5:00:52and I am that I have two good friends who are glad to count
- 5:00:55me in as a third. Don't mind my hateful speeches. I just seemed
- 5:00:59to be one great pain all over, and everything hurts me. Leslie seemed
- 5:01:04very quiet tonight, didn't she, said Gilbert when he and Anne reached home.
- 5:01:08What in the world was she doing over there on the bar alone?
- 5:01:11Oh, she was tired, and you know she likes to go to the
- 5:01:15shore after one of Dick's bad days. What a pity she hadn't met and
- 5:01:18married a fellow like Ford long ago, ruminated Gilbert. They'd have made an
- 5:01:22ideal couple, wouldn't they. For pity's sake, Gilbert, don't develop into
- 5:01:26a match maker. It's an abominable profession for a man, cried Anne,
- 5:01:30rather sharply, afraid that Gilbert might blunder on the truth if he kept on
- 5:01:34in this strain. Bless us, Anne, girl, I'm not match making,
- 5:01:37protested Gilbert, rather surprised at her tone. I was only thinking of
- 5:01:41one of the might have beens. Well, don't. It's a waste of
- 5:01:45time, said Anne. Then she added suddenly, Oh, Gilbert, I
- 5:01:51wish everybody could be as happy as we are. End of Chapter twenty seven,
- 5:01:56Chapter twenty eight, Odds and Ends. I've been reading obituary notices,
- 5:02:03said Miss Cornelia, laying down the Daily Enterprise and taking up her sewing.
- 5:02:07The harbor was lying black and sullen under a dure November sky. The wet
- 5:02:12dead leaves clung, drenched and sodden to the window sills. But the little
- 5:02:18house was gay with firelight and spring like, with Anne's ferns and geraniums.
- 5:02:22It's always summer here, Anne Leslie had said one day, and all who
- 5:02:26were the guests of that House of dreams felt the same. The Enterprise seems
- 5:02:30to run to obituaries these days, quoth Miss Cornelia. It always has a
- 5:02:36couple of columns of them, and I read every line. It's one of
- 5:02:38my forms of recreation, especially when there's some original poetry attached to them.
- 5:02:44Here's a choice sample for you. She's gone to be with her maker,
- 5:02:47never more to Rome. She used to play and sing with joy the song
- 5:02:51of Home, Sweet Home. Who says we haven't any poetical talent on the
- 5:02:55island. Have you ever noticed what heaps of good people die, Anne Dearie,
- 5:02:59It's kind of pitiful. Here's ten obituaries, and every one of them
- 5:03:03saints and models, even the men. Here's old Peter Stimson, who has
- 5:03:07left a large circle of friends to mourn his untimely loss. Lord Anne,
- 5:03:11Dearie, That man was eighty, and everyone who knew him had been wishing
- 5:03:15him dead these thirty years. Read obituaries when you're blue, Anne Dearie,
- 5:03:18especially the ones of folks you know, if you've any sense of humor at
- 5:03:22all, they'll cheer you up. Believe me, I just wish I had
- 5:03:26the writing of the obituaries of some people. Isn't obituary an awful ugly word?
- 5:03:32This very Peter I've been speaking of had a face exactly like one.
- 5:03:34I never saw it, but I thought of the word obituary. Then in
- 5:03:37there there's only one uglier word that I know of, and that's relict.
- 5:03:41Lord An Dearie, I may be an old maid, but there's this comfort
- 5:03:45in it. I'll never be any man's relict. It is an ugly word,
- 5:03:49said Anne, laughing. Avonlea graveyard was full of old tombstone sacred to
- 5:03:55the memory of so and so, relict of the late so and so.
- 5:03:57It always made me think of something worn out and moth eaten. Why is
- 5:04:03it that so many of the words connected with death are so disagreeable. I
- 5:04:07do wish that the custom of calling a dead body the remains could be abolished.
- 5:04:11I positively shiver when I hear the undertaker say at a funeral, all
- 5:04:15who wish to see the remains, please step this way. It always gives
- 5:04:18me the horrible impression that I am about to view the scene of a cannibal
- 5:04:22feast. Well, all I hope, said Miss Cornelia calmly, is that
- 5:04:26when I'm dead, nobody will call me our departed sister. I took a
- 5:04:30scunner at this sister and brothering business five years ago when there was a traveling
- 5:04:34evangelist holding meetings at the Glen. I hadn't any use for him. From
- 5:04:38the start. I felt in my bones that there was something wrong with him,
- 5:04:42and there was mind you. He was pretending to be a Presbyterian.
- 5:04:47Presbyterian he called it, and all the time he was a Methodist. He
- 5:04:51brothered and sistered everybody. He had a large circle of relations that man had.
- 5:04:56He clutched my hand fervently one night and said, imploringly, my dear
- 5:05:00sister Bryant, are you a Christian? I just looked him over a bit,
- 5:05:04and then I said, calmly, the only brother I ever had,
- 5:05:07mister Fisk, was buried fifteen years ago, and I haven't adopted any since.
- 5:05:11As for being a Christian, I was that, I hope and believe
- 5:05:15when you were crawling about the floor and petticoats that squelched him. Believe me,
- 5:05:19mind you, Anne, dearie. I'm not down on all evangelists.
- 5:05:23We've had some real fine, earnest men who did a lot of good and
- 5:05:26made the old sinner's squirm. But this Fisk man wasn't one of them.
- 5:05:32I had a good laugh all to myself. One evening Fisk had asked all
- 5:05:34who were Christians to stand up. I didn't believe me. I never had
- 5:05:38any use for that sort of thing, but most of them did. And
- 5:05:42then he asked all who wanted to be Christians to stand up. Nobody stirred
- 5:05:47for a spell, so Fisks started up a hymn at the top of his
- 5:05:49voice, just in front of me. Poor little Ikey Baker was sitting in
- 5:05:52the millicom pew. He was a home boy ten years old, and Millicen
- 5:05:56just about worked him to death. The poor creature was always so tired he
- 5:06:00fell asleep right off whenever he went to church or anywhere he could sit still
- 5:06:04for a few minutes. He'd been sleeping all through the meeting, and I
- 5:06:08was thankful to see the poor child getting a rest. Believe me well.
- 5:06:12When Fisk's voice went soaring skyward and the rest joined in, poor Ikey wakened
- 5:06:18with a start. He thought it was just an ordinary singing and that everybody
- 5:06:22ought to stand up, so he scrambled to his feet mighty quick, knowing
- 5:06:25he'd get a combing down from Maria Millison for sleeping and meeting. Fisks saw
- 5:06:30him stopped and shouted another soul saved, Glory, Hallelujah, And there was
- 5:06:36poor frightened Ikey, only half awake and yawning, never thinking about his soul
- 5:06:41at all. Poor child, he never had time to think of anything but
- 5:06:44his tired, overworked little body. Leslie went one night, and the Fisk
- 5:06:48man got right after her. Oh he was especially anxious about the souls of
- 5:06:53the nice looking girls, believe me, and he hurt her feelings. So
- 5:06:56she never went again. And then he prayed every night after that ride in
- 5:07:00public that the Lord would soften her hard heart. Finally, I went to
- 5:07:04mister Levitt, our minister then, and told him if he didn't make Fisks
- 5:07:07stop that I'd just rise up the next night and throw my hymn book at
- 5:07:11him. When he mentioned that beautiful but unrepentant young woman, I'd have done
- 5:07:15it too, believe me. Mister Levitt did put a stop to it,
- 5:07:18but Fisk kept on with his meetings until Charlie Douglas put an end to his
- 5:07:22career in the Glen. Missus Charley had been out in California all winter.
- 5:07:26She'd been real melancholy. In the fall. Religious melancholy had ran in her
- 5:07:30family. Her father worried so much over believing that he had committed the unpardonable
- 5:07:36sin that he died in the asylum. So when Rose Douglas got that way,
- 5:07:41Charlie packed her off to visit her sister in Los Angeles. She got
- 5:07:44perfectly well and came home just when the Fisk revival was in full swing.
- 5:07:48She stepped off the train at the Glen Reel, smiling and chipper, and
- 5:07:52the first thing she saw staring her in the face on the black gable end
- 5:07:56of the freight shed was the question, in big white letters, two feet
- 5:08:00high, whither goest thou to Heaven or Hell? That had been one of
- 5:08:04Fisk's ideas, and he got Henry Hammond to paint it. Rose just gave
- 5:08:08a shriek and fainted, and when they got her home she was worse than
- 5:08:12ever. Charley Douglas went to mister Levitt and told him that every Douglas would
- 5:08:17leave the church if Fisk was kept there any longer. Mister Levitt had to
- 5:08:21give in, for the Douglases paid half his salary, so Fiske departed and
- 5:08:25we had to depend on our Bibles once more for instructions on how to get
- 5:08:27to heaven. After he was gone, mister Levitt found out he was just
- 5:08:32a masquerading Methodist, and he felt pretty sick. Believe me, mister Levitt
- 5:08:37fell short in some ways, but he was a good sound Presbyterian. By
- 5:08:41the way, I had a letter from mister Ford yesterday, said Anne.
- 5:08:45He asked me to remember him kindly to you. I don't want his remembrances,
- 5:08:49said Miss Cornelia curtly. Why, said Anne in astonishment. I thought
- 5:08:55you liked him well, So I did in a kind of way. But
- 5:08:57I'll never forgive him for what he does to Leslie. There's that poor child
- 5:09:02eating her heart out about him, as if she hadn't trouble enough, and
- 5:09:04him ranting round Toronto. I've no doubt enjoying himself, same as ever,
- 5:09:10just like a man. Oh, Miss Cornelia, how did you find out?
- 5:09:14Lord Anne? Dearie? I've got eyes, haven't I? And I've
- 5:09:17known Leslie since she was a baby. There's been a new kind of heartbreak
- 5:09:21in her eyes all the fall, and I know that writer man was behind
- 5:09:23it somehow. I'll never forgive myself for being the means of bringing him here.
- 5:09:27But I never expected he'd be like he was. I thought he'd be
- 5:09:30just like the other men Leslie had boarded, conceited young asses, every one
- 5:09:34of them that she never had any use for. One of them did try
- 5:09:38to flirt with her once, and she froze him out so bad. I
- 5:09:41feel sure he's never got himself thawed since so, I never thought of any
- 5:09:45danger. Don't let Leslie suspect you know her secret, said Anne hurriedly.
- 5:09:49I think it would hurt her. Trust me, Anne, dearie, I
- 5:09:53wasn't born yesterday. Oh, a plague on all the men. One of
- 5:09:56them ruined Leslie's life to begin with, and now another of the tribe comes
- 5:10:00and makes her still more wretched. Anne, this world is an awful place.
- 5:10:04Believe me, there's something in the world a miss will be unriddled by
- 5:10:10and by, quoted Anne dreamily. If it is, it'll be in a
- 5:10:14world where there aren't any men, said Miss Cornelia gloomily. What have the
- 5:10:18men been doing now, asked Gilbert, entering mischief? Mischief? What else
- 5:10:22did they ever do? It was Eve eight the apple, Miss Cornelia,
- 5:10:26twas a he creature tempted her, retorted Miss Cornelia triumphantly. Leslie, after
- 5:10:33her first anguish was over, found it possible to go on with life after
- 5:10:37all, as most of us do, no matter what our particular form of
- 5:10:40torment has been. It is even possible that she enjoyed moments of it when
- 5:10:45she was one of the gay circle in the Little House of Dreams. But
- 5:10:48if Anne ever hoped that she was forgetting owen Ford, she would have been
- 5:10:52undeceived by the furtive hunger in Leslie's eyes. Whenever his name was mentioned.
- 5:10:56Pitiful to that hunger, Anne always contrived to tell Captain Jim or Gilbert bits
- 5:11:02of news from Owen's letters when Leslie was with them. The girl's flush and
- 5:11:07pallor at such moments spoke all too eloquently of the emotion that filled her being,
- 5:11:11But she never spoke of him to Anne, or mentioned that night on
- 5:11:15the sand bar. One day, her old dog died, and she grieved
- 5:11:19bitterly over him. He's been my friend so long, she said sorrowfully to
- 5:11:23Anne. He was Dick's old dog. You know. Dick had him for
- 5:11:27a year or so before we were married. He left him with me when
- 5:11:30he sailed on the Four Sisters. Carlo got very fond of me, and
- 5:11:36his dog love helped me through that first dreadful year after mother died. When
- 5:11:38I was alone. When I heard that Dick was coming back, I was
- 5:11:42afraid Carlo wouldn't be so much mine. But he never seemed to care for
- 5:11:45Dick, though he had been so fond of him. Once he would snap
- 5:11:49and growl at him as if he were a stranger. I was glad.
- 5:11:53It was nice to have one thing whose love was all mine. That old
- 5:11:57dog has been such a comfort to me, Anne. He got so feeble
- 5:12:00in the fall that I was afraid he couldn't live long, but I hoped
- 5:12:03I could nurse him through the winter. He seemed pretty well this morning.
- 5:12:07He was lying on the rug before the fire. Then all at once he
- 5:12:11got up and crept over to me. He put his head on my lap
- 5:12:15and gave me one loving look out of his big, soft dog eyes,
- 5:12:18and then he just shivered and died. I shall miss him. So let
- 5:12:23me give you another dog, Leslie said Anne. I'm getting a lovely Gordon
- 5:12:29setter for a Christmas present for Gilbert. Let me give you one too,
- 5:12:33Leslie shook her head. Not just now, thank you, Anne. I
- 5:12:37don't feel like having another dog yet. I don't seem to have any affection
- 5:12:40left for another. Perhaps in time I'll let you give me one. I
- 5:12:45really need one as a kind of protection. But there was something almost human
- 5:12:48about Carlo. It wouldn't be decent to fill his place too hurriedly, dear
- 5:12:52old fellow. Anne went to Avonlea a week before Christmas and stayed until after
- 5:12:59the hall. Gilbert came up for her, and there was a glad New
- 5:13:03Year celebration at green Gables, when Barrys and Blythes and Writes assembled to devour
- 5:13:07a dinner which had cost missus Rachel and Marilla much careful thought and preparation.
- 5:13:14When they went back to four Winds, the little house was almost drifted over
- 5:13:18for the third storm of a winter that was to prove phenomenally Stormy had whirled
- 5:13:22up the harbor and heaped huge snow mountains about everything and encountered. But Captain
- 5:13:27Jim had shoveled out doors and paths, and Miss Cornelia had come down and
- 5:13:33kindled the hearth fire. It's good to see you back, Anne, dearie,
- 5:13:37but did you ever see such drifts? You can't see the moor place
- 5:13:40at all unless you go upstairs. Leslie'll be so glad you're back. She's
- 5:13:44almost buried alive over there. Fortunately, Dick can shovel snow and thinks it's
- 5:13:48great fun. Susan sent me word to tell you she would be on hand
- 5:13:52tomorrow. Where are you off to now, Captain I reckon I'll plow up
- 5:13:56to the glen and sit a bit with old Martin Strong. He's not far
- 5:14:00from his end, and he's lonesome. He hasn't many friends, been too
- 5:14:03busy all his life to make any He's made heaps of money, though well.
- 5:14:07He thought that since he couldn't serve God and Mammon, he'd better stick
- 5:14:11to Mammon, said Miss Cornelia crisply. So he shouldn't complain if he doesn't
- 5:14:15find Mammon very good company. Now, Captain Jim went out, but remembered
- 5:14:19something in the yard and turned back for a moment. I had a letter
- 5:14:23from mister Ford, mistress Blythe and he says the life book is accepted and
- 5:14:27is going to be published next fall. I felt fair uplifted when I got
- 5:14:32the news to think that I'm to see it in print at last. That
- 5:14:36man is clean crazy on the subject of his life book, said Miss Cornelia
- 5:14:38compassionately. For my part, I think there's far too many books in the
- 5:14:42world now. End of Chapter twenty eight. Chapter twenty nine, Gilbert and
- 5:14:49Anne disagree. Gilbert laid down the ponderous medical tomb over which he had been
- 5:14:56pouring until the increasing dusk of the march evening made him desist. He leaned
- 5:15:00back in his chair and gazed meditatively out of the window. It was early
- 5:15:06spring, probably the ugliest time of the year. Not even the sunset could
- 5:15:10redeem the dead, sodden landscape and rotten black harbor ice upon which he looked.
- 5:15:15No sign of life was visible, save a big black crow winging his
- 5:15:21solitary way across a leaden field. Gilbert speculated idly concerning that crow. Was
- 5:15:26he a family crow with a black but comely crow wife awaiting him in the
- 5:15:30woods beyond the glen, Or was he a glossy young buck of a crow
- 5:15:36on courting thoughts intent? Or was he a cynical bachelor crow, believing that
- 5:15:41he travels the fastest who travels alone. Whatever he was, he soon disappeared
- 5:15:45in congenial gloom, and Gilbert turned to the cheerier view indoors. The firelight
- 5:15:52flickered from point to point, gleaming on the white and green coats of gog
- 5:15:56and Magog, on the sleek brown head of the beautiful sutter, basking on
- 5:16:00the rug, on the picture frames, on the walls, on the vase
- 5:16:03full of daffodils from the window garden, on Anne herself sitting by her little
- 5:16:08table, with her sewing beside her, and her hands clasped over her knee,
- 5:16:12while she traced out pictures in the fire castles in Spain, whose airy
- 5:16:17turrets pierced moonlit cloud and sunset bar. Ships sailing from the Haven of Good
- 5:16:22Hopes straight to four winds harbor with precious burden. For Anne was again a
- 5:16:27dreamer of dreams, albeit a grim shape of fear went with her night and
- 5:16:33day to shadow and darken her visions. Gilbert was accustomed to refer to himself
- 5:16:38as an old married man, but he still looked upon Anne with the incredulous
- 5:16:42eyes of a lover. He couldn't wholly believe yet that she was really his.
- 5:16:48It might be only a dream, after all, part and parcel of
- 5:16:52this magic house of dreams. His soul still went tiptoe before her, lest
- 5:16:56the charm be shattered and the dream dispelled. Anne, he said, slowly,
- 5:17:03lend me your ears. I want to talk with you about something.
- 5:17:07Anne looked across at him through the fire lit gloom. What is it?
- 5:17:11She asked gaily, you look fearfully solemn, Gilbert, I really haven't done
- 5:17:15anything naughty to day, ask Susan. It's not of you or ourselves.
- 5:17:19I want to talk. It's about Dick Moore. Dick Moore, echoed Anne,
- 5:17:25sitting up alertly. Why what in the world have you to say about
- 5:17:29Dick Moore. I've been thinking a great deal about him lately. Do you
- 5:17:33remember that time last summer I treated him for those carbuncles on his neck.
- 5:17:38Yes, yes, I took the opportunity to examine the scars on his head
- 5:17:44thoroughly. I've always thought Dick was a very interesting case from a medical point
- 5:17:48of view. Lately, I've been studying the history of trefining and the cases
- 5:17:52where it has been employed. Anne, I have come to the conclusion that
- 5:17:56if Dick Moore were taken to a good hostelspital and the operation of trefining performed
- 5:18:02on several places in his skull, his memory and faculties might be restored.
- 5:18:07Gilbert. Anne's voice was full of protest. Surely you don't mean it.
- 5:18:12I do indeed, and I have decided that it is my duty to broach
- 5:18:17the subject to Leslie Gilbert blythe you shall not do any such thing, cried
- 5:18:22Anne vehemently. Oh Gilbert, you won't. You won't. You couldn't be
- 5:18:26so cruel. Promise me you won't. Why, ang girl, I didn't
- 5:18:32suppose you would take it like this. Be reasonable. I won't be reasonable.
- 5:18:36I can't be reasonable. I am reasonable. It is you who are
- 5:18:40unreasonable, Gilbert. Have you ever once thought what it would mean for Leslie
- 5:18:44if Dick Moore were to be restored to his right senses? Just stop and
- 5:18:48think. She's unhappy enough now. But life is Dick's nurse and attendant is
- 5:18:52a thousand times easier for her than life is Dick's wife. I know,
- 5:18:57I know it's on thinkable. Don't you meddle with the matter? Leave well
- 5:19:03enough alone. I have thought over that aspect of the case thoroughly, Anne,
- 5:19:07But I believe that a doctor is bound to set the sanctity of a
- 5:19:11patient's mind and body above all other considerations, no matter what the consequences may
- 5:19:17be. I believe it is his duty to endeavor to restore health and sanity
- 5:19:22if there is any hope whatever of it. But Dick isn't your patient in
- 5:19:26that respect, cried Anne, taking another tack. If Leslie had asked you
- 5:19:30if anything could be done for him, then it might be your duty to
- 5:19:33tell her what you really thought. But you've no right to meddle. I
- 5:19:37don't call it meddling. Uncle Dave told Leslie twelve years ago that nothing could
- 5:19:42be done for Dick. She believes that, of course, And why did
- 5:19:47Uncle Dave tell her that if it wasn't true, cried Anne triumphantly. Doesn't
- 5:19:51he know as much about it as you? I think not, though it
- 5:19:55may sound conceited and presumptuous to say it. And you know as well as
- 5:19:59I that he is rather prejudiced against what he calls these new fangled notions of
- 5:20:03cutting and carving. He's even opposed to operating for appendicitis. He's right,
- 5:20:08exclaimed Anne, with a complete change affront. I believe myself that you modern
- 5:20:14doctors are entirely too fond of making experiments with human flesh and blood. Rhoda
- 5:20:18Allenby would not be a living woman to day if I had been afraid of
- 5:20:22making a certain experiment, argued Gilbert. I took the risk and saved her
- 5:20:27life. I'm sick and tired of hearing about Rhoda Allenby, cried Anne,
- 5:20:33most unjustly, for Gilbert had never mentioned missus Allenby's name since the day he
- 5:20:37had told Anne of his success in regard to her, and he could not
- 5:20:40be blamed for other people's discussion of it. Gilbert felt rather hurt. I
- 5:20:45had not expected you to look at the matter as you do, Anne,
- 5:20:48he said, a little stiffly, getting up and moving towards the office door.
- 5:20:52It was their first approach to a quarrel. But Anne flew after him
- 5:20:56and dragged him back. Now, Gilbert, you are not going off mad.
- 5:21:00Sit down here, and I'll apologize beautifully. I shouldn't have said that,
- 5:21:03but oh if you knew. Anne checked herself just in time. She
- 5:21:08had been on the very verge of betraying Leslie's secret. Knew what a woman
- 5:21:14feels about it, She concluded lamely. I think I do know. I've
- 5:21:18looked at the matter from every point of view, and I've been driven to
- 5:21:22the conclusion that it is my duty to tell Leslie that I believe it is
- 5:21:26possible that Dick can be restored to himself. There my responsibility ends. It
- 5:21:30will be for her to decide what she will do. I don't think you've
- 5:21:34any right to put such a responsibility on her. She has enough to bear.
- 5:21:38She is poor. How could she afford such an operation? That is
- 5:21:42for her to decide, persisted Gilbert stubbornly. You say you think that Dick
- 5:21:48can be cured, But are you sure of it? Certainly not. Nobody
- 5:21:52could be sure of such a thing. There may have been lesions on the
- 5:21:55brain itself, the effect of which can never be removed. But if,
- 5:21:59as I believe, his loss of memory and other faculties, is due merely
- 5:22:03to the pressure on the brain centers of certain depressed areas of bone, then
- 5:22:07he can be cured. But it's only a possibility, insisted Anne. Now
- 5:22:12suppose you tell Leslie and she decides to have the operation. It will cost
- 5:22:17a great deal. She will have to borrow the money or sell her little
- 5:22:21property. And suppose the operation is a failure and Dick remains the same,
- 5:22:26how will she be able to pay back the money she borrows or make a
- 5:22:29living for herself and that big, helpless creature if she sells the farm.
- 5:22:33Oh I know, I know, but it is my duty to tell her.
- 5:22:37I can't get away from that conviction. Oh I know. The Blithe's
- 5:22:41stubbornness, groaned Anne. But don't do this solely on your own responsibility.
- 5:22:47Consult doctor Dave. I have done so, said Gilbert reluctantly. And what
- 5:22:52did he say in brief as you say, leave well enough alone? Apart
- 5:22:57from his prejudice against new Fangletston surgery. I'm afraid he looks at the case
- 5:23:02from your point of view. Don't do it for Leslie's sake there now,
- 5:23:06cried Anne triumphantly. I do think, Gilbert, that you ought to abide
- 5:23:11by the judgment of a man nearly eighty, who has seen a great deal
- 5:23:15and saved scores of lives himself. Surely his opinion ought to weigh more than
- 5:23:18a mere boy's. Thank you, don't laugh. It's too serious. That's
- 5:23:25just my point. It is serious. Here is a man who is a
- 5:23:29helpless burden. He may be restored to reason and usefulness. He was so
- 5:23:33very useful before, interjected Anne witheringly. He may be given a chance to
- 5:23:38make good and redeem the past. His wife doesn't know this. I do.
- 5:23:42It is therefore my duty to tell her that there is such a possibility
- 5:23:48that boiled down is my decision. Don't say decision yet, Gilbert, consult
- 5:23:52somebody else. Ask Captain Jim what he thinks about it? Very well,
- 5:23:57but I'll not promise to a by by his opinion. Anne, this is
- 5:24:02something a man must decide for himself. My conscience would never be easy if
- 5:24:06I kept silent on the subject. Oh your conscience, moaned Anne. I
- 5:24:11suppose that Uncle Dave has a conscience too, hasn't he Yes? But I
- 5:24:15am not the keeper of his conscience. Come, Anne, if this affair
- 5:24:19did not concern Leslie, if it were a purely abstract case, you would
- 5:24:23agree with me. You know you would. I wouldn't, vowed Anne,
- 5:24:27trying to believe it herself. Oh you can argue all night, Gilbert,
- 5:24:32but you won't convince me. Just you ask Miss Cornelia what she thinks of
- 5:24:34it. You're driven to the last ditch, Anne, When you bring up
- 5:24:38Miss Cornelia as a reinforcement, she will say, just like a man,
- 5:24:42and rage furiously. No matter, this is no affair for miss Cornelia to
- 5:24:48settle. Leslie alone must decide it. You know very well how she will
- 5:24:52decide it, said Anne, almost in tears. She has ideals of duty
- 5:24:56too. I don't see how you can take such a re responsibility on your
- 5:25:00shoulders. I couldn't, because right is right to follow. Right were wisdom
- 5:25:06in the scorn of consequence, quoted Gilbert, Oh, you think a couplet
- 5:25:10of poetry a convincing argument, scoffed Anne. That is so like a man,
- 5:25:15And then she laughed in spite of herself. It sounded so like an
- 5:25:18echo of miss Cornelia. Well, if you won't accept Tennyson as an authority,
- 5:25:23perhaps you will believe the words of a greater than he, said Gilbert,
- 5:25:26Seriously, you shall know the truth, and the truth shall make you
- 5:25:30free. I believe that, Anne, with all my heart. It's the
- 5:25:34greatest and grandest verse in the Bible or in any literature, and the truest
- 5:25:40if there are comparative degrees of trueness. And it's the first duty of a
- 5:25:44man to tell the truth as he sees it and believes it. In this
- 5:25:48case, the truth won't make poor Leslie free, sighed Anne. It will
- 5:25:52probably end in still more bitter bondage for her. Oh, Gilbert, I
- 5:25:57can't think you are right. End of chapter twenty nine. Chapter thirty,
- 5:26:04Leslie decides a sudden outbreak of a virulent type of influenza at the glen and
- 5:26:11down at the fishing village. Captain Gilbert so busy for the next fortnight that
- 5:26:15he had no time to pay the promised visit to Captain Jim. Anne hoped
- 5:26:19against hope that he had abandoned the idea about Dick Moore and resolving to let
- 5:26:23sleeping dogs lie. She said no more about the subject, but she thought
- 5:26:29of it incessantly. I wonder if it would be right for me to tell
- 5:26:32him that Leslie cares for Owen. She thought he would never let her suspect
- 5:26:36that he knew, so her pride would not suffer, and it might convince
- 5:26:40him that he should let Dick Moore alone. Shall I? Shall? I?
- 5:26:45No, after all, I cannot. A promise is sacred, and
- 5:26:48I've no right to betray Leslie's secret. But oh, I never felt so
- 5:26:53worried over anything in my life as I do over this. It's spoiling the
- 5:26:56spring, It's spoiling everything. One evening, Gilbert abruptly proposed that they go
- 5:27:03down and see Captain Jim. With a sinking heart, Anne agreed, and
- 5:27:07they set forth. Two weeks of kind sunshine had wrought a miracle in the
- 5:27:12bleak landscape, over which Gilbert's crow had flown. The hills and fields were
- 5:27:18dry and brown and warm, ready to break into bud and blossom. The
- 5:27:22harbor was laughter shaken again. The Long Harbor Road was like a gleaming red
- 5:27:26ribbon. Down on the dunes, a crowd of boys who were out smelt
- 5:27:30fishing were burning the thick, dry sand hill grass of the preceding summer.
- 5:27:36The flames swept over the dunes, Rosalie flinging their cardinal banners against the dark
- 5:27:41gulf beyond, and illuminating the channel and the fishing village. It was a
- 5:27:45picturesque scene which would at other times have delighted Anne's eyes. But she was
- 5:27:49not enjoying this walk. Neither was Gilbert. Their usual good comradeship and Josephian
- 5:27:56community of taste and viewpoint were sadly lacking. Anne's disapproval of the whole project
- 5:28:02showed itself in the haughty uplift of her head and the studied politeness of her
- 5:28:06remarks. Gilbert's mouth was set in all the blithe obstinacy, but his eyes
- 5:28:11were troubled. He meant to do what he believed to be his duty,
- 5:28:15but to be at out with Anne was a high price to pay. Altogether,
- 5:28:19they were both glad when they reached the light, and remorseful that they
- 5:28:22should be glad. Captain Jim put away the fishing net upon which he was
- 5:28:27working and welcomed them joyfully. In the searching light of the spring evening.
- 5:28:33He looked older than Anne had ever seen him. His hair had grown much
- 5:28:37grayer, and the strong old hand shook a little, but his blue eyes
- 5:28:41were clear and steady, and the staunch soul looked out through them, gallant
- 5:28:45and unafraid. Captain Jim listened in amazed silence while Gilbert said what he had
- 5:28:51come to say. Anne, who knew how the old man worshiped Leslie,
- 5:28:55felt quite sure that he would side with her, although she had not much
- 5:28:59hope that this would be influence Gilbert. She was therefore surprised beyond measure when
- 5:29:03Captain Jim slowly and sorrowfully but unhesitatingly gave it as his opinion that Leslie should
- 5:29:10be told. Oh, Captain Jim, I didn't think you'd say that,
- 5:29:14she exclaimed, reproachfully. I thought you wouldn't want to make more trouble for
- 5:29:18her. Captain Jim, shook his head. I don't want to. I
- 5:29:22know how you feel about it, Mistress Blythe, just as I feel myself,
- 5:29:26but it ain't our feelings. We have to steer by through life.
- 5:29:30No, no, we'd make shipwreck mighty often if we did that. There's
- 5:29:34only the one safe compass, and we've got to set our course by that
- 5:29:38what it's right to do. I agree with the doctor. If there's a
- 5:29:42chance for dick Leslie should be told of it. There's no two sides to
- 5:29:47that, in my opinion, Well said Anne, giving up in despair.
- 5:29:51Wait until miss Cornelia gets after you two men. Cornelia'll rake us fore and
- 5:29:56aft, no doubt, assented Captain Jim. You you women are lovely critters,
- 5:30:00Mistress Blythe, but you're just a mity logical. You're a highly educated
- 5:30:04lady, and Cornelia isn't. But you're like is two peas when it comes
- 5:30:08to that. I dun'no, as you're any the worse for it. Logic
- 5:30:12is a sort of hard, merciless thing. I reckon. Now, I'll
- 5:30:17brow up a cup of tea and we'll drink it and talk of pleasant things,
- 5:30:19just to calm our minds a bit at least, Captain Jim's tea and
- 5:30:23conversation calmed Anne's mind to such an extent that she did not make Gilbert suffer
- 5:30:29so acutely on the way home, as she had deliberately intended to do.
- 5:30:33She did not refer to the burning question at all, but she chatted amiably
- 5:30:37of other matters, and Gilbert understood that he was forgiven under protest. Captain
- 5:30:42Jim seems very frail and bent this spring. The winter has aged him,
- 5:30:47said Anne sadly. I am afraid that he will soon be going to seek
- 5:30:49lost Margaret. I can't bear to think of it. Four winds won't be
- 5:30:55the same place when Captain Jim sets out to see, agreed Gilbert. The
- 5:31:00following evening, he went to the house up the brook. Anne wandered dismally
- 5:31:03around until his return. Well what did Leslie say, she demanded when he
- 5:31:08came in. Very little. I think she felt rather dazed. And is
- 5:31:12she going to have the operation? She is going to think it over and
- 5:31:17decide very soon. Gilbert flung himself wearily into the easy chair before the fire.
- 5:31:22He looked tired. It had not been an easy thing for him to
- 5:31:26tell Leslie and the terror that had sprung into her eyes when the meaning of
- 5:31:30what he had told her came home to her. Was not a pleasant thing
- 5:31:33to remember. Now. When the die was cast, he was beset with
- 5:31:37doubts of his own wisdom. Anne looked at him remorsefully. Then she slipped
- 5:31:42down on the rug beside him and laid her glossy red head on his arm.
- 5:31:48Gilbert, I've been rather hateful over this. I won't be any more.
- 5:31:51Please just call me red headed and forgive me, by which Gilbert understood
- 5:31:56that no matter what came of it, there would be no I told you
- 5:31:59sos. But he was not wholly comforted. Duty in the abstract is one
- 5:32:03thing, duty in the concrete is quite another, especially when the doer is
- 5:32:08confronted by a woman's stricken eyes. Some instinct made Anne keep away from Leslie
- 5:32:15for the next three days. On the third evening, Leslie came down to
- 5:32:18the little house and told Gilbert that she had made up her mind she would
- 5:32:22take Dick to Montreal and have the operation. She was very pale and seemed
- 5:32:26to have wrapped herself in her old mantle of aloofness, but her eyes had
- 5:32:30lost the look which had haunted Gilbert they were cold and bright, and she
- 5:32:36proceeded to discuss detales with him in a crisp, businesslike way. There were
- 5:32:40plans to be made and many things to be thought over. When Leslie had
- 5:32:44got the information she wanted, she went home. Anne wanted to walk part
- 5:32:48of the way with her. Better not, said Leslie, curtly. To
- 5:32:52day's reign has made the ground damp. Good night, have I lost my
- 5:32:56friend? Said Anne with a sigh. If the operation is sixce zessful and
- 5:33:00Dick Moore finds himself again, Leslie will retreat into some remote fastness of her
- 5:33:04soul where none of us can never find her, perhaps she will leave him,
- 5:33:08said Gilbert. Leslie would never do that, Gilbert. Her sense of
- 5:33:12duty is very strong. She told me once that her grandmother West always impressed
- 5:33:17upon her the fact that when she assumed any responsibility, she must never shirk
- 5:33:22it, no matter what the consequences might be. That is one of her
- 5:33:26cardinal rules. I suppose it's very old fashioned. Don't be bitter, ane
- 5:33:30girl. You know you don't think it old fashioned. You know you have
- 5:33:33the very same idea of sacredness of assumed responsibilities yourself, and you are right
- 5:33:38shirking responsibilities is the curse of our modern life, the secret of all the
- 5:33:42unrest and discontent that is seething in the world. Thus saith The preacher mocked
- 5:33:48Anne, but under the mockery, she felt that he was right, and
- 5:33:52she was very sick at heart for Leslie. A week later, Miss Cornelia
- 5:33:56descended like an avalanche upon the little house. Gilbert was away, and Anne
- 5:34:02was compelled to bear the shock of the impact alone. Miss Cornelia hardly waited
- 5:34:06to get her hat off before she began, Anne, do you mean to
- 5:34:10tell me it's true what I've heard that doctor Blythe has told Leslie Dick can
- 5:34:12be cured, and that she is going to take him to Montreal to have
- 5:34:15him operated on. Yes, it is quite true, miss Cornelia, said
- 5:34:19Anne bravely. Well, it's in human cruelty, that's what it is,
- 5:34:23said Miss Cornelia, violently agitated. I did think doctor Blythe was a decent
- 5:34:29man. I didn't think he could have been guilty of this. Doctor Blythe
- 5:34:33thought it was his duty to tell Leslie that there was a chance for Dick,
- 5:34:37said Anne with spirit, and she added loyalty to Gilbert getting the better
- 5:34:41of her. I agree with him. Oh no, you don't, deary,
- 5:34:45said Miss Cornelia. No person with any bowels of compassion could captain Jim
- 5:34:51does. Don't quote that old ninny to me, cried Miss Cornelia. And
- 5:34:55I don't care who agrees with him. Think think what it means to that
- 5:34:59poor honey, harried girl. We do think of it. But Gilbert believes
- 5:35:03that a doctor should put the welfare of a patient's mind and body before all
- 5:35:07other considerations. That's just like a man. But I expected better things of
- 5:35:12you, Anne, said Miss Cornelia, more in sorrow than in wrath.
- 5:35:17Then she proceeded to bombard Anne with precisely the same arguments with which the latter
- 5:35:21had attacked Gilbert, and Anne valiantly defended her husband with the weapons he had
- 5:35:26used for his own protection. Long was the fray, but miss Cornelia made
- 5:35:30an end at last. It's an iniquitous shame, she declared, almost in
- 5:35:34tears. That's just what it is, an iniquitous shame, poor poor Leslie.
- 5:35:41Don't you think Dick should be considered a little too pleaded? Anne?
- 5:35:45Dick, Dick Moore, He's happy enough. He's a better behaved and more
- 5:35:48reputable member of society now than he ever was before. Why he was a
- 5:35:52drunkard and perhaps worse? Are you going to set him loose again to roar
- 5:35:56and to devour? He may reform, said poor Anne, beset by foe
- 5:36:02without a traitor within reform, your grandmother retorted Miss Cornelia, dick More got
- 5:36:07the injuries that left him as he is in a drunken brawl. He deserves
- 5:36:11his fate. It was sent on him for a punishment. I don't believe
- 5:36:15the doctor has any business to tamper with the visitations of God. Nobody knows
- 5:36:18how dick was hurt, Miss Cornelia. It may not have been in a
- 5:36:22drunken brawl at all. He may have been waylaid and robbed. Pigs may
- 5:36:26whistle, but they have poor mouths for it, said Miss Cornelia. Well,
- 5:36:30the gist of what you tell me is that the thing is settled,
- 5:36:33and there's no use in talking. If that's so, I'll hold my tongue.
- 5:36:37I don't propose to wear my teeth out gnawing files. When a thing
- 5:36:41has to be, I give in to it, but I like to make
- 5:36:44mighty sure first that it has to be. Now, I'll devote my energies
- 5:36:48to comforting and sustaining Leslie, and after all, added Miss Cornelia brightening up
- 5:36:52hopefully, perhaps nothing can be done for Dick. End of chapter thirty Chapter
- 5:37:00thirty one, The truth makes free. Leslie, having once made up her
- 5:37:04mind what to do, proceeded to do it with characteristic resolution and speed.
- 5:37:10House cleaning must be finished with first, whatever issues of life and death might
- 5:37:14await beyond the Gray House up the Brook was put into flawless order and cleanliness,
- 5:37:18with Miss Cornelia's ready assistance. Miss Cornelia, having said her say to
- 5:37:22Anne, and later on to Gilbert and Captain Jim, sparing neither of them,
- 5:37:26let it be assured, never spoke of the matter to Leslie. She
- 5:37:30accepted the fact of Dick's operation, referred to it when necessary in a business
- 5:37:34like way, and ignored it when it was not. Leslie never attempted to
- 5:37:38discuss it. She was very cold and quiet during these beautiful spring days.
- 5:37:44She seldom visited Anne, and though she was invariably courteous and friendly, that
- 5:37:48very courtesy was an icy barrier between her and the people of the little house.
- 5:37:52The old jokes and laughter and chumminess of common things could not reach her
- 5:37:56over it. Anne refused to feel hurt. She knew that Leslie was in
- 5:38:02the grip of a hideous dread, a dread that wrapped her away from all
- 5:38:04little glimpses of happiness and hours of pleasure. When one great passion seizes possession
- 5:38:11of the soul, all other feelings are crowded aside. Never in all her
- 5:38:15life had Leslie Moore shuddered away from the future with more intolerable terror. But
- 5:38:22she went forward as unswervingly in the path she had elected as the martyrs of
- 5:38:26old walked their chosen way, knowing the end of it to be the fiery
- 5:38:30agony of the stake. The financial question was settled with greater ease than Anne
- 5:38:34had feared. Leslie borrowed the necessary money from Captain Jim, and at her
- 5:38:40insistence, he took a mortgage on the little farm. So that is one
- 5:38:44thing off the poor girl's mind, miss Cornelia told Anne, and off mine
- 5:38:48too. Now, if Dick gets well enough to work again, he'll be
- 5:38:51able to earn enough to pay the interest on it. And if he doesn't,
- 5:38:55I know Captain Jim will managed some way that Leslie won't have to.
- 5:38:57He said as much to me. I'm getting old Cornelia, he said,
- 5:39:02And I've no chick or child of my own. Leslie won't take a gift
- 5:39:04from a living man, but maybe she will from a dead one, so
- 5:39:07it will be all right as far as that goes. I wish everything else
- 5:39:11might be settled as satisfactorily. As for that wretch of a Dick, he's
- 5:39:15been awful these last few days. The devil was in him. Believe me,
- 5:39:18Leslie and I couldn't get on with our work for the trick seat play.
- 5:39:22He chased all her ducks one day round the yard till most of em
- 5:39:26died, and not one thing would he do for us. Sometimes you know,
- 5:39:29he'll make himself quite handy, bringing him pails of water and wood.
- 5:39:33But this week if we send him to the well, he'd try to climb
- 5:39:36down into it. I thought once, if you'd only shoot down their head
- 5:39:40first, everything would be nicely settled. Oh, miss Cornelia, Now you
- 5:39:44needn't miss Cornelia, me Anne, dearie. Anybody would have thought the same.
- 5:39:48If the Montreal doctors can make a rational creature out of Dick, more
- 5:39:52there wonders. Leslie took Dick to Montreal early in May. Gilbert went with
- 5:39:57her to help her and make the nes necessary arrangements for her. He came
- 5:40:02home with the report that the Montreal surgeon whom they had consulted, agreed with
- 5:40:06him that there was a good chance of Dick's restoration. Very comforting was Miss
- 5:40:11Cornelia's sarcastic comment. Anne only sighed Leslie had been very distant at their parting,
- 5:40:18but she had promised to write. Ten days after Gilbert's return. The
- 5:40:22letter came. Leslie wrote that the operation had been successfully performed and that Dick
- 5:40:27was making a good recovery. What does she mean by successfully, asked Anne.
- 5:40:33Does she mean that Dick's memory is really restored? Not likely, since
- 5:40:37she says nothing of it, said Gilbert. She uses the words successfully.
- 5:40:41From the surgeon's point of view, the operation has been performed and followed by
- 5:40:45normal results, But it is too soon to know whether Dick's faculties will be
- 5:40:48eventually restored wholly or in part. His memory would not be likely to return
- 5:40:52to him all at once. The process will be gradual if it occurs at
- 5:40:56all. Is that all she says? Yes, there's her letter. It's
- 5:41:00very short. Poor girl, She must be under a terrible strain. Gilbert
- 5:41:04blythe There are heaps of things I longed to say to you, only it
- 5:41:08would be mean. Miss Cornelia says them for you, said Gilbert, with
- 5:41:11a rueful smile. She combs me down every time I encounter her. She
- 5:41:17makes it plain to me that she regards me as a little better than a
- 5:41:18murderer, and that she thinks it a great pity that Doctor Dave ever let
- 5:41:22me step into his shoes. She even told me that the Methodist doctor over
- 5:41:26the Harbor was to be preferred before me With Miss Cornelia. The force of
- 5:41:30condemnation can no further go. If Cornelia Bryant was thick, it would not
- 5:41:34be doctor Dave or the Methodist doctor she would send for, sniffed Susan.
- 5:41:38She would have you out of your hard earned bed in the middle of the
- 5:41:41night, doctor Dear. If she took a spell of misery, that she
- 5:41:44would, and then she would likely say your bill was past all reason.
- 5:41:48But do not mind her, doctor Dear. It takes all kinds of people
- 5:41:51to make a world. No further word came from Leslie for some time.
- 5:41:56The may days crept away in a sweet succession, and the shores of Four
- 5:42:00Winds Harbor greened and bloomed and purpled. One day in late May, Gilbert
- 5:42:07came home to be met by Susan in the stable yard. I'm afraid something
- 5:42:11has upset missus, doctor, doctor dear, she said, mysteriously. She
- 5:42:14got a letter this afternoon, and since then she has just been walking round
- 5:42:18the garden and talking to herself. You know, it is not good for
- 5:42:22her to be on her feet so much, doctor dear. She did not
- 5:42:23see fit to tell me what her news was, and I am no pride,
- 5:42:27doctor Dear, never was, but it is plain something has upset her,
- 5:42:30and it is not good for her to be upset. Gilbert hurried rather
- 5:42:34anxiously to the garden. Had anything happened at Green Gables? But Anne,
- 5:42:40sitting on the rustic seat by the brook, did not look troubled, though
- 5:42:44she was certainly much excited. Her eyes were their grayest, and scarlet spots
- 5:42:48burned on her cheeks. What has happened, Anne, Anne gave a queer
- 5:42:52little laugh. I think you'll hardly believe it when I tell you, Gilbert,
- 5:42:56I can't believe it yet. As Susan's said the other day, I
- 5:43:00feel like a fly coming to live in the sun. Dazed like, it's
- 5:43:04all so incredible. I've read the letter a score of times, and every
- 5:43:07time it's just the same. I can't believe my own eyes. Oh Gilbert,
- 5:43:11you were right, so right. I can see that clearly enough now.
- 5:43:15And I'm so ashamed of myself. And will you ever really forgive me?
- 5:43:19Anne? I'll shake you if you don't grow coherent. Redmond would be
- 5:43:22ashamed of you. What has happened. You won't believe it. You won't
- 5:43:26believe it. I'm going to phone for uncle Dave, said Gilbert, pretending
- 5:43:30to start for the house. Sit down, Gilbert, I'll try to tell
- 5:43:33you I've had a letter, and oh Gilbert, it's all so amazing,
- 5:43:38so incredibly amazing. We never thought, not one of us ever dreamed,
- 5:43:44I suppose, said Gilbert, sitting down with a resigned air. The only
- 5:43:48thing to do in a case of this kind is to have patience and go
- 5:43:51at the matter categorically. Whom is your letter from? Leslie? And oh,
- 5:43:56Gilbert, Leslie, whew, what is she to say? What's the
- 5:44:00news about Dick? Anne lifted the letter and held it out, calmly,
- 5:44:04dramatic in a moment, there is no Dick the man we have thought.
- 5:44:10Dick Moore, whom everybody in Four Winds has believed for twelve years to be
- 5:44:15Dick Moore, is his cousin, George Moore of Nova Scotia, who it
- 5:44:19seems always resembled him very strikingly. Dick Moore died of yellow fever thirteen years
- 5:44:26ago in Cuba. End of chapter thirty one, Chapter thirty two, Miss
- 5:44:33Cornelia discusses the affair. And do you mean to tell me, Anne Dearie,
- 5:44:37that Dick Moore has turned out not to be Dick Moore at all?
- 5:44:41But somebody else? Is that what you've phoned up to me to day?
- 5:44:45Yes, Miss Cornelia, it's very amazing, isn't it. It's it's just
- 5:44:51like a man, said Miss Cornelia helplessly. She took off her hat with
- 5:44:55trembling fingers. For once in her life, Miss Cornelia was undeniab up,
- 5:45:00staggered. I can't seem to sense it, Anne, she said, I've
- 5:45:03heard you say it, and I believe you, but I can't take it
- 5:45:07in. Dick Moore is dead, has been dead all these years, and
- 5:45:11Leslie is free. Yes, the truth has made her free. Gilbert was
- 5:45:17right when he said that verse was the grandest in the Bible. Tell me
- 5:45:21everything, Anne, dearie. Since I got your phone, I've been in
- 5:45:23a regular muddle. Believe me. Cornelia Bryant was never so kerflumixed before.
- 5:45:30There isn't a very great deal to tell. Leslie's letter was short. She
- 5:45:33didn't go into particulars. This man, George Moore, has recovered his memory
- 5:45:40and knows who he is. He says Dick took yellow fever in Cuba and
- 5:45:44the four sisters had to sail without him. George stayed behind to nurse him,
- 5:45:48but he died very shortly afterwards. George did not write Leslie because he
- 5:45:52intended to come right home and tell her himself. And why didn't he?
- 5:45:56I suppose his accident must have intervened. Gilbert says it is quite likely that
- 5:46:02George Moore remembers nothing of his accident or what led to it, and may
- 5:46:06never remember it. It probably happened very soon after Dick's death. We may
- 5:46:10find out more particulars. When Leslie writes again. Does she say what she
- 5:46:14is going to do when she is coming home? She says she will stay
- 5:46:18with George Moore until he can leave the hospital. She has written to his
- 5:46:21people in Nova Scotia. It seems that George's only near relative, as a
- 5:46:25married sister much older than himself. She was living when George sailed on the
- 5:46:30four sisters. But of course we do not know what may have happened.
- 5:46:33Since did you ever see George Moore, miss Cornelia? I did? It
- 5:46:37is all coming back to me. He was here visiting his uncle Abner eighteen
- 5:46:41years ago, when he and Dick would be about seventeen. They were double
- 5:46:45cousins, you see. Their fathers were brothers, and their mothers were twin
- 5:46:48sisters. And they did look a terrible lot alike. Of course, added
- 5:46:52Miss Cornelia scornfully. It wasn't one of those freak resemblances you read of in
- 5:46:57novels, where two people are so much alike they can fill each other's places,
- 5:47:02and their nearest and dearest can't tell between them. In those days,
- 5:47:06you could tell easy enough which was George and which was Dick if you saw
- 5:47:10them together and near at hand, apart or some distance away. It wasn't
- 5:47:14so easy. They played lots of tricks on people and thought it great fun.
- 5:47:18The two scamps. George Moore was a little taller and a good deal
- 5:47:21fatter than Dick, though neither of them was what you would call fat.
- 5:47:25They were both of the lean kind. Dick had higher color than George,
- 5:47:29and his hair was a shade lighter, but their features were just alike,
- 5:47:33and they both had that queer freak of eyes, one blue and one hazel.
- 5:47:37They weren't much alike in any other way, though. George was a
- 5:47:40real nice fellow, though he was a scallywag for mischief, and some said
- 5:47:45he had a liking for a glass even then, but everybody liked him better
- 5:47:48than Dick. He spent about a month here. Leslie never saw him.
- 5:47:52She was only about eight or nine then, and I remember now that she
- 5:47:56spent that whole winter over Harbor with her grandmother West. Captain Jim was away
- 5:48:00too. That was the winter he was wrecked on the Magdalens. I don't
- 5:48:04suppose either he or Leslie had ever heard about the Nova Scotia cousin looking so
- 5:48:08much like Dick. Nobody ever thought of him when Captain Jim brought Dick George,
- 5:48:14I should say home. Of course, we all thought Dick had changed
- 5:48:18considerable. He'd got so lumpish and fat, but we put that down to
- 5:48:22what had happened to him, and no doubt that was the reason. For
- 5:48:25as I've said, George wasn't fat to begin with either, and there was
- 5:48:27no other way we could have guessed, for the man's senses were clean gone.
- 5:48:33I can't see that it is any wonder we were all deceived. But
- 5:48:36it is a staggering thing, and Leslie has sacrificed the best years of her
- 5:48:41life to nursing a man who hadn't any claim on her. Oh, drat
- 5:48:44them in No matter what they do, it's the wrong thing, and no
- 5:48:48matter who they are, it's somebody they shouldn't be. They do exasperate me,
- 5:48:52Gilbert and Captain Jimmerman, and it is through them that the truth has
- 5:48:56been discovered at last, said Anne. Well, I admit that, conceded
- 5:49:00Miss Cornelia reluctantly. I'm sorry I raked the doctor off. So it's the
- 5:49:04first time in my life I've ever felt ashamed of anything I said to a
- 5:49:07man. I don't know as I shall tell him so though, he'll just
- 5:49:11have to take it for granted. Well, Anne, dearie, it's a
- 5:49:15mercy the Lord doesn't answer all our prayers. I've been praying hard, right
- 5:49:18along that the operation wouldn't cure Dick. Of course I didn't put it just
- 5:49:22quite so plain, but that was what was in the back of my mind,
- 5:49:26and I have no doubt the Lord knew it. Well. He has
- 5:49:30answered the spirit of your prayer. You really wish that things shouldn't be made
- 5:49:33any harder for Leslie. I'm afraid that, in my secret heart, I've
- 5:49:37been hoping the operation wouldn't succeed, and I'm wholesomely ashamed of it. How
- 5:49:42does Leslie seem to take it? She writes, like one dazed I think
- 5:49:47that, like ourselves, she hardly realizes it. Yet she says, it
- 5:49:52all seems like a strange dream to me. Anne, that is the only
- 5:49:55reference she makes to herself, poor child. I suppose when the chains are
- 5:50:00struck off a prisoner, he'd feel queer and lost without them for a while.
- 5:50:04Anne, Dearie, here's a thought keeps coming into my mind. What
- 5:50:08about owen Ford. We both know Leslie was fond of him? Did it
- 5:50:12ever occur to you that he was fond of her? It did, once,
- 5:50:18admitted Anne, feeling that she might say so much. Well, I
- 5:50:22hadn't any reason to think he was, but it just appeared to me he
- 5:50:26must be now, Anne, dearie, the Lord knows I'm not a match
- 5:50:30maker, and I scorn all such things. But if I were you and
- 5:50:33writing to that Ford man, I just mention, casual like what has happened.
- 5:50:38That is what I'd do. Of course I will mention it when I
- 5:50:41write to him, said Anne a trifle distantly. Somehow this was a thing
- 5:50:47she could not discuss with Miss Cornelia, and yet she had to admit that
- 5:50:51the same thought had been lurking in her mind ever since she had heard of
- 5:50:55Leslie's freedom. But she would not desecrate it by free speech. Of course,
- 5:51:00course there is no great rush, dearie. But Dick Moore has been
- 5:51:03dead for thirteen years, and Leslie has wasted enough of her life for him.
- 5:51:07We'll just see what comes of it. As for this George Moore,
- 5:51:10who's gone and come back to life when everyone thought he was dead and done
- 5:51:14for, just like a man, I'm real sorry for him. He won't
- 5:51:18seem to fit in anywhere. He is still a young man, and if
- 5:51:21he recovers completely, as seems likely, he will be able to make a
- 5:51:25place for himself again. It must be very strange for him, poor fellow.
- 5:51:29I suppose all these years since his accident will not exist for him.
- 5:51:33End of chapter thirty two. Chapter thirty three, Leslie returns. A fortnight
- 5:51:41later, Leslie Moore came home alone to the old house where she had spent
- 5:51:45so many bitter years. In the June twilight. She went over the fields
- 5:51:49to Anne's and appeared with ghost like suddenness in the scented garden. Leslie cried
- 5:51:55Anne in amazement, where have you sprung from? We never knew you were
- 5:51:59coming. Why didn't you write? We would have met you. I couldn't
- 5:52:02write somehow, Anne, it seemed so futile to try to say anything with
- 5:52:06pen and ink, and I wanted to get back quietly, and unobserved.
- 5:52:11Anne put her arms about Leslie and kissed her. Leslie returned the kiss warmly.
- 5:52:15She looked pale and tired, and she gave a little sigh as she
- 5:52:18dropped down on the grasses beside a great bed of daffodils that were gleaming through
- 5:52:22the pale, silvery twilight like golden stars. And have you come home alone?
- 5:52:29Leslie? Yes. George Moore's sister came to Montreal and took him home
- 5:52:33with her, poor fellow. He was sorry to part with me, though
- 5:52:37I was a stranger to him when his memory first came back. He clung
- 5:52:41to me In those first hard days when he was trying to realize that Dick's
- 5:52:44death was not the thing of yesterday that it seemed to him. It was
- 5:52:48all very hard for him. I helped him all I could. When his
- 5:52:51sister came, it was easier for him because it seemed to him only the
- 5:52:55other day that he had seen her last. Fortunately she had not changed much,
- 5:52:59and that helped him too. It is all so strange and wonderful,
- 5:53:03Leslie. I think we none of us realize it. Yet I cannot.
- 5:53:07When I went into the house over there an hour ago, I felt that
- 5:53:11it must be a dream, that Dick must be there with his childish smile,
- 5:53:15as he had been for so long. And I seem stunned. Yet
- 5:53:19I'm not glad or sorry or anything. I feel as if something had been
- 5:53:25torn suddenly out of my life and left a terrible hole. I feel as
- 5:53:29if I couldn't be I, as if I must have changed into somebody else
- 5:53:33and couldn't get used to it. It gives me a horrible, lonely,
- 5:53:37dazed, helpless feeling. It's good to see you again. It seems as
- 5:53:41if you were a sort of anger for my drifting soul. Oh Anne,
- 5:53:45I dread it, all the gossip and wonderment and questioning. When I think
- 5:53:51of that, I wish that I need not have come home at all.
- 5:53:53Doctor Dave was at the station when I came off the train. He brought
- 5:53:56me home. Poor old man. He feels very badly because he told me
- 5:54:00years ago that nothing could be done for Dick. I honestly thought so,
- 5:54:04Leslie. He said to me to day. But I should have told you
- 5:54:07not to depend on my opinion. I should have told you to go to
- 5:54:11a specialist. If I had, you would have been saved many bitter years,
- 5:54:15and poor George Moore many wasted ones. I blame myself very much,
- 5:54:19Leslie. I told him not to do that. He had done what he
- 5:54:22thought right. He's always been so kind to me. I couldn't bear to
- 5:54:26see him worrying over it. And Dick George, I mean, is his
- 5:54:32memory fully restored practically? Of course, there are a great many details he
- 5:54:37can't recall yet, but he remembers more and more every day. He went
- 5:54:41out for a walk. On the evening after Dick was buried. He had
- 5:54:45Dick's money and watch on him. He meant to bring them home to me,
- 5:54:48along with my letter. He admits. He went to a place where
- 5:54:52the sailor's resorted, and he remembers drinking and nothing else. Anne, I
- 5:54:56shall never forget the moment he remembered his own name. I saw him looking
- 5:55:00at me with an intelligent but puzzled expression. I said, do you know
- 5:55:06me? Dick? He answered, I never saw you before. Who are
- 5:55:08you? And my name's not Dick. I'm George Moore? And Dick died
- 5:55:12of yellow fever yesterday. Where am I? What has happened to me?
- 5:55:18I? I fainted, Anne, and ever since I have felt as if
- 5:55:22I were in a dream. You will soon adjust yourself to this new state
- 5:55:26of things, Leslie, and you are young. Life is before you.
- 5:55:30You will have many beautiful years. Yet perhaps I shall be able to look
- 5:55:34at it in that way after a while, Anne, Just now, I
- 5:55:37feel too tired and indifferent to think about the future. I'm I'm Anne,
- 5:55:44I'm lonely, I miss Dick. Isn't it all very strange? Do you
- 5:55:48know? I? Was really fond of poor Dick. George. I suppose
- 5:55:52I should say, just as I would have been fond of a helpless child
- 5:55:56who depended on me for everything. I would never have admitted it. I
- 5:56:00was really ashamed of it, because you see, I had hated and despised
- 5:56:03Dick so much before he went away. When I heard that Captain Jim was
- 5:56:07bringing him home, I expected I would just feel the same to him.
- 5:56:11But I never did, although I continued to loathe him as I remembered him
- 5:56:15before, From the time he came home, I felt only pity, a
- 5:56:19pity that hurt and wrung me. I supposed then that it was just because
- 5:56:23his accident had made him so helpless and changed, but now I believe it
- 5:56:29was because there was really a different personality there. Carlo knew it, Anne,
- 5:56:33I know now that Carlo knew it. I always thought it strange that
- 5:56:37Carlo shouldn't have known Dick. Dogs are usually so faithful, but he knew
- 5:56:41it was not his master who had come back, although none of the rest
- 5:56:45of us did. I had never seen George Moore, you know. I
- 5:56:48remember now that Dick once mentioned casually that he had a cousin in Nova Scotia,
- 5:56:52who looked as much like him as a twin. But the thing had
- 5:56:56gone out of my memory, and in any case, I would never have
- 5:56:59thought it of any importance. You see, it never occurred to me to
- 5:57:03question Dick's identity. Any change in him seemed to me just the result of
- 5:57:07the accident, oh Anne. That night in April, when Gilbert told me
- 5:57:11he thought Dick might be cured, I can never forget it. It seemed
- 5:57:15to me that I had once been a prisoner in a hideous cage of torture,
- 5:57:19and then the door had been opened and I could get out. I
- 5:57:23was still chained to the cage, but I was not in it, and
- 5:57:26that night I felt that a merciless hand was drawing me back into the cage,
- 5:57:32back to a torture even more terrible than it had once been. I
- 5:57:36didn't blame Gilbert. I felt he was right, and he had been very
- 5:57:40good. He said that if in view of the expense and uncertainty of the
- 5:57:42operation, I should decide not to risk it, he would not blame me
- 5:57:47in the least. But I knew how I ought to decide, and I
- 5:57:51couldn't face it. All night, I walked the floor like a mad woman,
- 5:57:55trying to compel myself to face it. I couldn't, Anne, I
- 5:57:59thought I could co And when morning broke, I set my teeth and resolved
- 5:58:03that I wouldn't. I would let things remain as they were. It was
- 5:58:07very wicked. I know it would have been just punishment for such wickedness if
- 5:58:11I had been left to abide by that decision. I kept to it all
- 5:58:15that day. That afternoon, I had to go up to the glen to
- 5:58:18do some shopping. It was one of Dick's quiet, drowsy days, so
- 5:58:22I left him alone. I was gone a little longer than I had expected,
- 5:58:26and he missed me. He felt lonely, and when I got home,
- 5:58:30he ran to meet me, just like a child, with such a
- 5:58:32pleased smile on his face. Somehow, Anne, I just gave way.
- 5:58:37Then that smile on his poor, vacant face was more than I could endure.
- 5:58:41I felt as if I were denying a child the chance to grow and
- 5:58:45develop. I knew that I must give him his chance, no matter what
- 5:58:48the consequences might be. So I came over and told Gilbert, Oh,
- 5:58:53Anne, you must have thought me hateful in those weeks before I went away.
- 5:58:57I didn't mean to be, but I couldn't think of anything except what
- 5:59:00I had to do, and everything and everybody about me were like shadows.
- 5:59:06I know, I understood, Leslie. And now it is all over.
- 5:59:08Your chain is broken. There is no cage. There is no cage,
- 5:59:14repeated Leslie, absently, plucking at the fringing grasses with her slender brown hands.
- 5:59:19But it doesn't seem as if there were anything else. Anne, you
- 5:59:26you remember what I told you of my folly that night on the sand bar.
- 5:59:30I find one doesn't get over being a fool very quickly. Sometimes I
- 5:59:33think there are people who were fools forever, and to be a fool of
- 5:59:38that kind is almost as bad as being a a dog on a chain.
- 5:59:44You will feel very differently after you get over being tired and bewildered, said
- 5:59:48Anne, who, knowing a certain thing that Leslie did not know, did
- 5:59:52not feel herself called upon to waste over much sympathy. Leslie laid her splendid
- 5:59:57golden head against Anne. Anyhow I have you, she said, life can't
- 6:00:03be altogether empty with such a friend. And pat my head just as if
- 6:00:08I were a little girl. Mother me a bit and let me tell you,
- 6:00:11while my stubborn tongue is loosed a little, just what you and your
- 6:00:15comradeship have meant to me since that night I met you on the rock shore.
- 6:00:21End of chapter thirty three, Chapter thirty four, The Ship of Dreams
- 6:00:25comes to Harbor. One morning, when a windy, golden sunrise was billowing
- 6:00:30over the gulf in waves of light, a certain weary stork flew over the
- 6:00:36bar of four Winds Harbor, on his way from the land of evening Stars.
- 6:00:40Under his wing was tucked a sleepy, starry eyed little creature. The
- 6:00:44stork was tired, and he looked wistfully about him. He knew he was
- 6:00:48somewhere near his destination, but he could not yet see it. The big
- 6:00:52white lighthouse on the red Sandstone Cliff had its good points, but no stork
- 6:00:56possessed of any gumption would leave a new velve the baby there. An old
- 6:01:02gray house surrounded by willows in a blossomy brook valley looked more promising, but
- 6:01:07did not seem quite the thing either. The staring green abode further on was
- 6:01:11manifestly out of the question. Then the stork brightened up. He had caught
- 6:01:17sight of the very place, a little white house nestled against a big,
- 6:01:21whispering fir wood, with a spiral of blue smoke winding up from its kitchen
- 6:01:26chimney, a house which just looked as if it were meant for babies.
- 6:01:30The stork gave a sigh of satisfaction and softly alighted on the ridgepole. Half
- 6:01:36an hour later, Gilbert ran down the hall and tapped on the spare room
- 6:01:40door. A drowsy voice answered him, and in a moment Marilla's pale,
- 6:01:45scared face peeped out from behind the door. Marilla, Anne has sent me
- 6:01:49to tell you that a certain young gentleman has arrived here. He hasn't brought
- 6:01:52much luggage with him, but he evidently means to stay. For pity's sake,
- 6:01:57said Marilla blankly. You don't mean to tell me, Gilbert that it's
- 6:02:00all over. Why wasn't I called? Anne? Wouldn't let us disturb you
- 6:02:04when there was no need? Nobody was called until about two hours ago.
- 6:02:08There was no passage perilous this time. And and Gilbert, will this baby
- 6:02:15live? He certainly will. He weighs ten pounds, and why listen to
- 6:02:19him? Nothing wrong with his lungs is there. The nurse says, his
- 6:02:22hair will be red. Anne is furious with her, and I'm tickled to
- 6:02:26death. That was a wonderful day in the little House of dreams. The
- 6:02:32best dream of all has come true, said Anne, pale and rapturous.
- 6:02:36Oh Marilla, I hardly dare believe it. After that horrible day last summer.
- 6:02:41I have had a heart ache ever since then. But it is gone
- 6:02:42now. This baby will take Joy's place, said Marilla. Oh no,
- 6:02:48no, no, Marilla, he can't, nothing can ever do that.
- 6:02:52He has his own place, my dear wee man child, But little Joy
- 6:02:56has hers and always will have it. If he had lived, she would
- 6:03:00have been over a year old. She would have been toddling around on her
- 6:03:03tiny feet and lisping a few words. I can see her so plainly,
- 6:03:07Marilla. Oh, I know now that Captain Jim was right when he said
- 6:03:11God would manage better than that. My baby would seem a stranger to me
- 6:03:15when I found her beyond I've learned that this past year I followed her development
- 6:03:19day by day and week by week. I always shall, I shall know
- 6:03:25just how she grows from year to year, and when I meet her again.
- 6:03:27I'll know her. She won't be a stranger. Oh, Marilla,
- 6:03:32look at his dear darling toes. Isn't it strange that they should be so
- 6:03:37perfect? It would be stranger if they weren't, said Marilla crisply. Now
- 6:03:41that all was safely over, Marilla was herself again. Oh I know,
- 6:03:47but it seems as if they couldn't be quite finished, you know. And
- 6:03:49they are even to the tiny nails and his hands. Just look at his
- 6:03:55hands, Marilla, they appear to be a good deal like hands, Marilla
- 6:03:59conceded. See how he clings to my finger. I'm sure he knows me
- 6:04:03already. He cries when the nurse takes him away. Oh, Marilla,
- 6:04:07do you think you don't think? Do you that his hair is going to
- 6:04:11be red? I don't see much hair of any color, said Marilla.
- 6:04:15I wouldn't worry about it if I were you, until it becomes visible,
- 6:04:18Marilla, he has hair. Look at that fine little down all over his
- 6:04:22head anyway, nurse says. His eyes will be hazel, and his forehead
- 6:04:26is exactly like Gilbert's, and he has the nicest little ears. Missus,
- 6:04:30doctor dear, said Susan. The first thing I did was. Look at
- 6:04:33his ears. Hair is deceitful, and noses and eyes change, and you
- 6:04:37cannot tell what is going to come of them. But ears is ears from
- 6:04:40start to finish, and you always know where you are with them. Just
- 6:04:44look at their shape, and they are set right back against his precious head.
- 6:04:48You will never need to be ashamed of his ears. Missus doctor dear
- 6:04:52Anne's convalescence was rapid and happy. Folks came and worshiped the baby as people
- 6:04:56have bowed before the kingship of the newborn since law, before the wise men
- 6:05:00of the East Nelson homage to the Royal Babe of the Bethlehem. Manger Leslie,
- 6:05:06slowly finding herself amid the new conditions of her life, hovered over it
- 6:05:10like a beautiful golden crowned madonna. Miss Cornelia nursed it as naccally as could
- 6:05:15any mother in Israel. Captain Jim held the small creature in his big brown
- 6:05:19hands and gazed tenderly at it with eyes that saw the children who had never
- 6:05:25been born to him. What are you going to call him, asked Miss
- 6:05:27Cornelia. Anne has settled his name, answered Gilbert James Matthew. After the
- 6:05:33two finest gentlemen I've ever known, not even saving your presence, said Anne
- 6:05:37with a saucy glance at Gilbert. Gilbert smiled, I never knew Matthew very
- 6:05:42well. He was so shy we boys couldn't get acquainted with him. But
- 6:05:47I quite agree with you that Captain Jim is one of the rarest and finest
- 6:05:49souls god ever clothed in clay. He is so delighted over the fact that
- 6:05:55we have given his name to our small lad it seems he has no other
- 6:05:57namesake well, James Matthew is a name that will wear well and not fade
- 6:06:02in the washing, said Miss Cornelia. I'm glad you didn't load him down
- 6:06:06with some high falutin romantic name that he'd be ashamed of when he gets to
- 6:06:08be a grandfather. Missus William Drew at the Glen has called her baby Bertie
- 6:06:14Shakespeare. Quite a combination, isn't it, And I'm glad you haven't had
- 6:06:18much trouble picking on a name. Some folks have an awful time. When
- 6:06:21the Stanley Flags first boy was born, there were so much rivalry as to
- 6:06:25who the child should be named for that the poor little soul had to go
- 6:06:27for two years without a name. Then a brother came along, and there
- 6:06:30it was big baby and little baby. Finally they called big baby Peter and
- 6:06:36little Baby Isaac after the two grandfathers, and had them both christened together,
- 6:06:40and each tried to see if it couldn't howl the other down. You know
- 6:06:44that Highland Scotch family of mc NAB's back of the Glen. They've got twelve
- 6:06:48boys, and the oldest and the youngest are both called Neil, Big Neil
- 6:06:51and Little Neil in the same family. Well, I suppose they ran out
- 6:06:53of names. I have read somewhere, laughed Anne that the first child is
- 6:06:59a poem, but the tenth is very prosy prose. Perhaps missus mc nabb
- 6:07:03thought that the twelfth was merely an old tale re told. Well, there's
- 6:07:07something to be set for large families, said miss Cornelia with a sigh.
- 6:07:11I was an only child for eight years, and I did long for a
- 6:07:15brother and sister. Mother told me to pray for one, and pray I
- 6:07:18did. Believe me. Well, one day Aunt Nellie came to me and
- 6:07:22said, Cornelia, there is a little brother for you upstairs in your ma's
- 6:07:26room. You can go up and see him. I was so excited and
- 6:07:29delighted. I just flew upstairs and old missus Flagg lifted up the baby for
- 6:07:33me to see. Lord Anne, dearie, I never was so disappointed in
- 6:07:37my life. You see, I'd been praying for a brother two years older
- 6:07:40than myself. How long did it take you to get over your disappointment,
- 6:07:44asked Anne amid her laughter. Well, I had a spite at Providence for
- 6:07:48a good spell, and for weeks I wouldn't even look at the baby.
- 6:07:51Nobody knew why, for I never told. Then he began to get real
- 6:07:55cute and held out his wee hands to me, and I began to get
- 6:07:57fond of him. But I didn't get really reconciled to him until one day
- 6:08:02a school chum came to see him and said she thought he was awful small
- 6:08:06for his aid. I just got boiling mad and sailed right into her and
- 6:08:08told her she didn't know a nice baby when she saw one, and ours
- 6:08:11was the nicest baby in the world. And after that I just worshiped him.
- 6:08:15Mother died before he was three years old, and I was sister and
- 6:08:18mother to him both. Poor little lad He was never strong, and he
- 6:08:22died when he wasn't much over twenty. Seems to me I'd have given anything
- 6:08:26on earth, Anne, dearie, if he'd only lived, Miss Cornelia sighed.
- 6:08:30Gilbert had gone down, and Leslie, who had been crooning over the
- 6:08:33small James Matthew in the dormer window, laid him asleep in his basket and
- 6:08:37went her way. As soon as she was safely out of earshot, Miss
- 6:08:41Cornelia bent forward and said, in a conspiratous whisper, and Dearie, I'd
- 6:08:47a letter from owen Ford yesterday. He's in Vancouver just now, but he
- 6:08:51wants to know if I can board him for a month later on. You
- 6:08:53know what that means. Well, I hope we're doing right. We've nothing
- 6:08:57to do with it. We couldn't prevent him from coming to Four Winds if
- 6:09:00he wanted to, said Anne quickly. She did not like the feeling of
- 6:09:04match making Miss Cornelia's whispers gave her, and then she weakly succumbed herself.
- 6:09:10Don't let Leslie know he is coming until he is here, she said.
- 6:09:14If she found out, I feel sure she would go away at once.
- 6:09:17She intends to go in the fall. Anyhow, she told me so.
- 6:09:18The other day she is going to Montreal to take up nursing and make what
- 6:09:22she can of her life. Oh well, Anne, dearie, said Miss
- 6:09:26Cornelia, nodding sagely. That is all as it may be. You and
- 6:09:30I have done our part and we must leave the rest to hire her hands.
- 6:09:34End of Chapter thirty four. Chapter thirty five, Politics at four Winds.
- 6:09:41When Anne came downstairs again, the island, as well as all Canada,
- 6:09:45was in the throes of a campaign preceding a general election. Gilbert,
- 6:09:48who was an ardent Conservative, found himself caught in the vortex, being much
- 6:09:53in demand for speech making at the various county rallies. Miss Cornelia did not
- 6:09:57approve of his mixing up in politics and told Anne, so doctor Dave never
- 6:10:03did it. Doctor blythe will find he is making a mistake. Believe me,
- 6:10:07politics is something no decent man should meddle with. Is the government of
- 6:10:11the country to be left solely to the rogues? Then asked Anne, yes,
- 6:10:15so long is its conservative rogues? Said Miss Cornelia, marching off with
- 6:10:19the honors of war men and politicians are all tarred with the same brush that
- 6:10:25grits have laid it on, thicker than the Conservatives. That's all considerably thicker,
- 6:10:29but Grit or Tory. My advice to doctor Blythe is to steer clear
- 6:10:33of politics. First thing, you know, he'll be running an election himself
- 6:10:37and going off to Ottawa for half the year and leaving his practice to go
- 6:10:41to the dogs. Ah well, let's not borrow trouble, said Anne.
- 6:10:45The rate of interest is too high. Instead, let's look at little Jem.
- 6:10:49It should be spelled with a G. Isn't he perfectly beautiful? Just
- 6:10:53see the dimples in his elbows. We'll bring him up to be a good
- 6:10:57Conservative. You and I, miss Cornelia, bring him up to be a
- 6:11:00good man, said Miss Cornelia. They're scarce and valuable, though, mind
- 6:11:04you, I wouldn't like to see him a Grit. As for the election,
- 6:11:08you and I may be thankful we don't live over harbor. The air
- 6:11:12there is blue these days. Every Elliot and Crawford and mc allister is on
- 6:11:17the warpath loaded forbear. This side is peaceful and calm, seeing there's so
- 6:11:22few men. Captain Jim's a Grit, but it's my opinion he's ashamed of
- 6:11:26it, for he never talks politics. There isn't any earthly doubt that the
- 6:11:30Conservatives will be returned with a big majority again, Miss Cornelia was mistaken.
- 6:11:36On the morning after the election, Captain Jim dropped in at the Little House
- 6:11:40to tell the news. So virulent is the microbe of party politics, even
- 6:11:44in a peaceable old man that Captain Jim's cheeks were flushed and his eyes were
- 6:11:48flashing with all his old time fire Mistress blythe the Liberals are in with a
- 6:11:53sweeping majority after eighteen years of Tory mismanagement, This downtrodden country's going to have
- 6:12:00a chance at last. I never heard you make such a bitter partisan speech
- 6:12:03before, Captain Jim. I didn't think you had so much political venom in
- 6:12:07you, laughed Anne, who was not much excited over the tidings. Little
- 6:12:11Jem had said, Wow, God that morning, what were principalities and powers?
- 6:12:17The rise and fall of dynasties, the overthrow of Grit or Tory?
- 6:12:21Compared with that miraculous occurrence. It's been accumulating for a long while, said
- 6:12:26Captain Jim with a deprecating smile. I thought I was only a moderate Grit,
- 6:12:30But when the news came that we were in I found out how gritty,
- 6:12:34I really was. You know, the doctor and I are conservatives.
- 6:12:38Ah, well, it's the only bad thing I know of either of you,
- 6:12:42Mistress Blythe Cornelie is a Tory too. I called in on my way
- 6:12:47from the glen to tell her the news. Didn't you know you took your
- 6:12:49life in your hands. Yes, but I couldn't resist the temptation. How
- 6:12:55did she take it? Comparatively calm, Mistress Blythe comparatively calm, she says,
- 6:13:00says she, Well, Providence sends seasons of humiliation to a country,
- 6:13:04same as to individuals. You grits have been cold and hungry for many a
- 6:13:08year. Make haste to get warmed and fed, for you won't be in
- 6:13:11long well now, Cornelia, I says, maybe Providence thinks Canada needs a
- 6:13:17real long spell of humiliation. Ah, Susan, have you heard the news?
- 6:13:22The Liberals are in? Susan had just come in from the kitchen,
- 6:13:26attended by the odor of delectable dishes, which always seem to hover around her.
- 6:13:30Now are they, she said, with beautiful unconcern. Well, I
- 6:13:34never could see but that my bread rose just as light when gits were in
- 6:13:37as when they were not. And if any party, missus, doctor dear,
- 6:13:41will make it rain before the week is out and save our kitchen garden
- 6:13:44from entire ruination. That is the party Susan will vote for. In the
- 6:13:48meantime, will you just step out and give me your opinion on the meat
- 6:13:52for dinner. I am fearing that it is very tough, and I think
- 6:13:55that we had better change our butcher as well as our government. One evening
- 6:14:00a week later, Anne walked down to the point to see if she could
- 6:14:03get some fresh fish from Captain Jim, leaving little Jem for the first time.
- 6:14:07It was quite a tragedy. Suppose he cried, Suppose Susan did not
- 6:14:11know just exactly what to do for him. Susan was calm and serene.
- 6:14:17I have had as much experience with him as you, missus doctor dear,
- 6:14:18have I not yes, with him, but not with other babies. Why
- 6:14:23I looked after three pairs of twins when I was a child, Susan.
- 6:14:27When they cried, I gave them peppermint or castor oil, quite coolly.
- 6:14:32It's quite curious now to recall how lightly I took all those babies and their
- 6:14:36woes. Oh well, if little Jem cries, I will just clap a
- 6:14:40hot water bag on his little stomach, said Susan. Not too hot,
- 6:14:44you know, said Anne anxiously. Oh was it really wise to go,
- 6:14:48do not you fret? Missus? Doctor? Dear Susan is not the woman
- 6:14:52to burn a wee man. Bless him, he has no notion of crying.
- 6:14:56Anne tore herself away finally and enjoy her walk to the point. After
- 6:15:00all, through the long shadows of the sun setting. Captain Jim was not
- 6:15:04in the living room of the lighthouse, but another man was, a handsome,
- 6:15:08middle aged man with a strong, clean shaven chin, who was unknown
- 6:15:12to Anne. Nevertheless, when she sat down, he began to talk to
- 6:15:17her with all the assurance of an old acquaintance. There was nothing amiss in
- 6:15:21what he said or the way he said it, but Anne rather resented such
- 6:15:25a cool taking for granted and a complete stranger. Her replies were frosty and
- 6:15:30as few as decency required. Nothing daunted her companion talked on for several minutes,
- 6:15:36then excused himself and went away. Anne could have sworn there was a
- 6:15:40twinkle in his eye, and it annoyed her. Who was the creature?
- 6:15:44There was something vaguely familiar about him, but she was certain she had never
- 6:15:48seen him before. Captain Jim, who was that? Who just went out?
- 6:15:52She asked? As Captain Jim came in, Marshal Eliot answered the Captain.
- 6:15:57Marshal Elliot cried, Anne, Oh, Captain Jim. It wasn't yes,
- 6:16:03it was his voice, Oh, Captain Jim. I didn't know him,
- 6:16:07and I was quite insulting to him. Why didn't he tell me?
- 6:16:11He must have seen I didn't know him. He wouldn't say a word about
- 6:16:15it. He just enjoyed the joke. Don't worry over snubbing him. He'll
- 6:16:18think it fun. Yes, Marshall shaved off his beard at last and cut
- 6:16:23his hair. His party is in. You know, I didn't know him
- 6:16:26myself the first time I saw him. He was up in Carter Flagg's store
- 6:16:30at the Glen the night after election day, along with a crowd of others
- 6:16:33waiting for the news. About twelve the phone came through. The Liberals were
- 6:16:37in. Marshall just got up and walked out. He didn't cheer or shout.
- 6:16:41He left the others to do that, and they nearly lifted the roof
- 6:16:45off Carter's store. I reckon of course, all the Tories were over in
- 6:16:48Raymond Russell's store. Not much cheering there. Marshall went straight down the street
- 6:16:53to the side door of Augustus Palmer's barber shop. Augustus was in bed asleep,
- 6:16:57but Marshall hammered on the door until he got up and come down,
- 6:17:00wanting to know what all the racket was about. Come into your shop and
- 6:17:04do the best job you ever did in your life, Gus, said Marshall.
- 6:17:07The Liberals are in and you're going to barber a good grit before the
- 6:17:11sun rises. Gus was mad as hops, partly because he'd been dragged out
- 6:17:15of bed, but more because he's a Tory. He vowed he wouldn't shave
- 6:17:19any man after twelve at night. You'll do what I want you to do,
- 6:17:23Sonny, said Marshall, or I'll just turn you over my knee and
- 6:17:26give you one of those spankings your mother forgot. He'd had done it too,
- 6:17:30and Gus knew it, for Marshall is as strong as an ox,
- 6:17:33and Gus is only a midget of a man. So he gave in and
- 6:17:37towed Marshall into the shop and went to work. Now, says he I'll
- 6:17:41barber you up, but if you say one word to me about the grit's
- 6:17:44getting in while i'm doing it, I'll cut your throat with this razor,
- 6:17:47says he. You wouldn't have thought, mild little Gus could be so bloodthirsty,
- 6:17:51would you? Shows what party politics will do for a man. Marshall
- 6:17:56kept quiet and got his hair and beard disposed off, and went home.
- 6:17:59When his old housekeeper heard him come upstairs, she peeked out of her bedroom
- 6:18:03door to see whether twas him or the hired boy, and when she saw
- 6:18:06a strange man striding down the hall with a candle in his hand, she
- 6:18:08screamed blue murder and fainted dead away. They had to send for the doctor
- 6:18:14before they could bring her to and it was several days before she could look
- 6:18:17at Marshall without shaking all over. Captain Jim had no fish. He seldom
- 6:18:22went out in his boat that summer, and his long tramping expeditions were over,
- 6:18:26he spent a great deal of his time sitting by his seaward window,
- 6:18:30looking out over the gulf. With his swiftly whitening head leaning on his hand.
- 6:18:34He sat there to night for many silent minutes, keeping some tryst with
- 6:18:38the past, which Anne would not disturb. Presently, he pointed to the
- 6:18:42iris of the west. That's beautiful, isn't it, Mistress Blythe. But
- 6:18:48I wish you could have seen the sun rise this morning. It was a
- 6:18:51wonderful thing, wonderful. I've seen all kinds of sunrises come over that gulf.
- 6:18:56I've been all over the world, Mistress Blythe, and take it all
- 6:19:00in all. I've never seen a finer sight than a summer sunrise over the
- 6:19:03Gulf. A man can't pick his time for dying, Mistress Blythe, just
- 6:19:08gotta go when the great captain gives his sailing orders. But if I could,
- 6:19:14I'd go out when the morning comes across that water. I've watched it
- 6:19:17many a time and thought what a thing it would be to pass out through
- 6:19:21that great white glory to whatever was waiting beyond on a sea that ain't mapped
- 6:19:26out on any air fleet chart. I think, Mistress Blythe, that I'd
- 6:19:30find lost Margaret there. Captain Jim had often talked to Anne have lost Margaret
- 6:19:36since he had told her the old story. His love for her trembled in
- 6:19:38every tone, that love that had never grown faint or forgetful anyway. I
- 6:19:45hope when my time comes, I'll go quick and easy. I don't think
- 6:19:48I'm a coward, Mistress Blythe. I've looked an ugly death in the face
- 6:19:52more than once without blenching. But the thought of a lingering death does give
- 6:19:56me a queer, sick feeling of horror. Don't talk about leaving us,
- 6:20:00dear Captain Jim, pleaded Anne in a choked voice, patting the old brown
- 6:20:06hand, once so strong but now grown very feeble. What would we do
- 6:20:11without you? Captain Jim smiled beautifully. Oh, you'd get along nicely,
- 6:20:17nicely, but you wouldn't forget the old man altogether. Mistress Blythe, no,
- 6:20:22I don't think you'll ever quite forget him. The race of Joseph always
- 6:20:26remembers one another, but it'll be a memory that won't hurt. I like
- 6:20:30to think that my memory won't hurt my friends. It'll always be kind of
- 6:20:33pleasant to them. I hope and believe it won't be very long now before
- 6:20:38lost Margaret calls me for the last time. I'll be all ready to answer.
- 6:20:44I just spoke of this because there's a little favor I want to ask
- 6:20:47you. There's this poor old maidie of mine. Captain Jim reached out a
- 6:20:52hand and poked the big, warm, velvety golden ball on the sofa.
- 6:20:56The first maid uncoiled himself like a spring with a nice roaty comfortable sound,
- 6:21:02half per half meow, stretched his paws and air, turned over and coiled
- 6:21:07himself up again. He'll miss me when I start on the voyage. I
- 6:21:11can't bear to think a leaven the poor critter to starve like he was left
- 6:21:15before. If anything happens to me, will you give Matie a bite and
- 6:21:18a corner, Mistress Blythe, indeed, I will. Then. That is
- 6:21:22all I had on my mind. Your little gem is to have the few
- 6:21:26curious things I picked up. I've seen to that, and now I don't
- 6:21:30like to see tears in those pretty eyes, Mistress Blythe. I'll maybe hang
- 6:21:34on for quite a spell. Yet. I heard you reading a piece of
- 6:21:37poetry one day last winter, one of Tennyson's pieces. I'd sort of like
- 6:21:42to hear it again, if you could recite it for me, softly and
- 6:21:47clearly while the sea wind blew in on them. Anne repeated the beautiful lines
- 6:21:52of Tennyson's Wonderful Swan song. Crossing the bar, the old captain kept time
- 6:21:57gently with his sinewy hand. Yes, yes, misstress blythe he said,
- 6:22:03when she had finished. That's it, that's it. He wasn't a sailor.
- 6:22:07You tell me. I dunno how he could have put an old sailor's
- 6:22:11feelings and a words like that if he wasn't one. He didn't want any
- 6:22:15sadness of farewells, and neither do I misstress blythe for all will be well
- 6:22:19with me and mine beyond the bar. End of chapter thirty five, Chapter
- 6:22:26thirty six, Beauty for Ashes. Any news from Green Gables? Anne,
- 6:22:32Nothing, very especial, replied Anne, folding up Marilla's letter. Jake Dennell
- 6:22:36has been there, shingling the roof. He is a full fledged carpenter now.
- 6:22:40So it seems he has had his own way in regard to the choice
- 6:22:42of a life work. You remember his mother wanted him to be a college
- 6:22:45professor. I shall never forget the day she came to the school and rated
- 6:22:49me for failing to call him Saint Clair. Does any one ever call him
- 6:22:53that? Now? Evidently not. It seems he has completely lived it down.
- 6:22:57Even his mother has succumbed I always thought that a boy with Jake's chin
- 6:23:02and mouth would get his own way. In the end, Diana writes me
- 6:23:06that Dora has a beau. Just think of it, that child Dora is
- 6:23:11seventeen, said Gilbert. Charley Sloane and I were both mad about you when
- 6:23:15you were seventeen. Anne, Really, Gilbert, we must be getting on
- 6:23:18in years, said Anne, with a half rueful smile, when children who
- 6:23:22were six when we thought ourselves grown up, are old enough now to have
- 6:23:26bows. Dora's is Ralph Andrews, Jane's brother. I remember him as a
- 6:23:32little, round, fat, white headed fellow who was always at the foot
- 6:23:34of his class. But I understand he is quite a fine looking young man.
- 6:23:38Now. Dora will probably marry young. She's of the same type as
- 6:23:42Carlotta the Fourth. She'll never miss her first chance, for fear she might
- 6:23:45not get another. Well, if she marries Ralph, I hope he'll be
- 6:23:49a little more up and coming than his brother Billy, mused Anne. For
- 6:23:53instance, said Gilbert, laughing. Let us hope he will be able to
- 6:23:56propose on his own account. Anne, would you have married Billy if he
- 6:24:02had asked you himself? Instead of getting Jane to do it for him.
- 6:24:04I might have. Anne went off into a shriek of laughter over the recollection
- 6:24:10of her first proposal. The shock of the whole thing might have hypnotized me
- 6:24:14into some such rash and foolish act. Let us be thankful he did it
- 6:24:18by proxy. I had a letter from George Moore yesterday, said Leslie,
- 6:24:22from the corner where she was reading. Oh how is he asked Anne,
- 6:24:26interestedly, yet with an unreal feeling that she was inquiring about some one whom
- 6:24:30she did not know. He is well, but he finds it very hard
- 6:24:34to adapt himself to all the changes in his old home and friends. He
- 6:24:38is going to see again in the spring. It's in his blood, he
- 6:24:41says, and he longs for it. But he told me something that made
- 6:24:45me glad for him, poor fellow. Before he sailed on the Four Sisters,
- 6:24:48he was engaged to a girl at home. He did not tell me
- 6:24:52anything about her in Montreal, because he said he supposed she would have forgotten
- 6:24:56him and married some one else long ago. And with him, you see,
- 6:24:59his engagement and love was still a thing of the present. It was
- 6:25:03pretty hard on him. But when he got home he found she had never
- 6:25:06married, and still cared for him there to be married this fall. I'm
- 6:25:10going to ask him to bring her over here for a little trip. He
- 6:25:12says, he wants to come and see the place where he lived so many
- 6:25:15years without knowing it. What a nice little romance, said Anne, whose
- 6:25:19love for the romantic was immortal. And to think, she added, with
- 6:25:25a sigh of self reproach, that if I had had my way, George
- 6:25:27Moore would never have come up from the grave in which his identity was buried.
- 6:25:32How I did fight against Gilbert's suggestion, Well, I am punished.
- 6:25:36I shall never be able to have a different opinion from Gilbert's again. If
- 6:25:40I try to have, he will squelch me by casting George Moore's case up
- 6:25:44to me, as if even that would squelch a woman mocked Gilbert. At
- 6:25:48least, do not become my echo, Anne, A little opposition gives spice
- 6:25:52to life. I do not want a wife like John mc callister's over the
- 6:25:55harbor, no matter what he says. She at once remarks, in that
- 6:25:57drab, lifeless little voice of hers, that is very true, John,
- 6:26:02dear me, Anne, and Leslie laughed. Anne's laughter was silver and Leslie's
- 6:26:07golden and the combination of the two was as satisfactory as a perfect chord in
- 6:26:11music. Susan, coming in on the heels of the laughter, echoed it
- 6:26:15with a resounding sigh. Why Susan, what is the matter, asked Gilbert.
- 6:26:21There's nothing wrong with little gem, is there? Susan, cried Anne,
- 6:26:23starting up in alarm. No, no, calm yourself, missus,
- 6:26:26doctor dear. Something has happened though, dear me, everything has gone catawumpus
- 6:26:32with me this week. I spoiled the bread, as you know too well,
- 6:26:34and I scorched the doctor's best shirt, bosom, and I broke your
- 6:26:37big platter. And now on top of all of this comes word that my
- 6:26:41sister Matilda has broken her leg and wants me to go and stay with her
- 6:26:45for a spell. Oh I'm very sorry, sorry that your sister has met
- 6:26:48with such an accident, I mean, exclaimed Anne. Ah well Man was
- 6:26:53made to mourn, missus, doctor dear. That sounds as if it ought
- 6:26:56to be in the Bible. But they tell me a person named Burns wrote
- 6:26:59it. And there is no doubt that we are born to trouble. As
- 6:27:03the sparks fly upward, As for Matilda, I do not know what to
- 6:27:06think of her. None of our family ever broke their legs before. But
- 6:27:10whatever she has done, she is still my sister, and I feel that
- 6:27:12it is my duty to go and wait on her, if you can spare
- 6:27:15me for a few weeks, missus doctor dear. Of course, Susan.
- 6:27:18Of course I can get some one to help me while you are gone.
- 6:27:21If you cannot, I will not go, missus doctor dear Matilda's leg to
- 6:27:25the contrary, notwithstanding, I will not have you worried and that blessed child
- 6:27:29upset in consequence for any number of legs. Oh, you must go to
- 6:27:33your sister at once, Susan. I can get a girl from the cove
- 6:27:36who will do for a time. Anne, will you let me come and
- 6:27:40stay with you while Susan is away, exclaimed Leslie do. I'd love to,
- 6:27:45and it would be an act of charity on your part. I'm so
- 6:27:48horribly lonely over there in that big barn of a house. There's so little
- 6:27:52to do, and at night I'm worse than lonely. I'm frightened and nervous.
- 6:27:56In spite of locked doors. There was a tramp around two days ago.
- 6:28:00Anne joyfully agreed, and next day Leslie was installed as an inmate of
- 6:28:04the Little House of Dreams. Miss Cornelia warmly approved of the arrangement. It
- 6:28:10seems providential, she told Anne in confidence. I'm sorry for Matilda Klow,
- 6:28:14but since she had to break her leg, it couldn't have happened at a
- 6:28:17better time. Leslie will be here while owen Ford is in four winds,
- 6:28:21and those old cats up at the glen won't get the chance to me ow
- 6:28:25as they would if she was living over there alone, and Owen going to
- 6:28:27see her. They're doing enough of it as it is because she doesn't put
- 6:28:30on mourning. I said to one of them, if you mean she should
- 6:28:33put on mourning for George Moore, it seems to me more like his resurrection
- 6:28:37than his funeral. And if it's dick you mean, I confess I can't
- 6:28:41see the propriety of going into weeds for a man who died thirteen years ago.
- 6:28:45And good riddance then. And when old Louisa Baldwin remarked to me that
- 6:28:48she thought it very strange that Leslie should never have suspected it wasn't her own
- 6:28:52husband, I said, you never suspected it wasn't Dick Moore, and you
- 6:28:56were next door neighbor to him all his life, and by nature you ten
- 6:29:00times as suspicious as Leslie. But you can't stop some people's tongues. And
- 6:29:03Dearie, and I'm real thankful Leslie will be under your roof while Owen is
- 6:29:07courting her. Owen Ford came to the little House one August evening, when
- 6:29:12Leslie and Anne were absorbed in worshiping the baby. He paused at the open
- 6:29:18door of the living room, unseen by the two within, gazing with greedy
- 6:29:22eyes at the beautiful picture. Leslie sat on the floor with the baby in
- 6:29:26her lap, making ecstatic dabs at his little fat hands as he fluttered them
- 6:29:30in the air. Oh you, dear beautiful beloved baby, she mumbled,
- 6:29:34catching one wee hand and covering it with kisses. Yushunjimja darlings little shing,
- 6:29:41crooned Anne, hanging over the arm of her chair, adoringly. Dear MeitY,
- 6:29:45wee pad ushabury tweety tendies in the whole big world, isn't de you,
- 6:29:49darling needy man? Anne. In the months before Little Gem's coming had
- 6:29:55poured diligently over several wise volumes and pinned her faith to one and especial Sir
- 6:30:00Oracle. On the care and training of children, Sir Oracle implored parents,
- 6:30:06by all they held sacred never to talk baby talk to their children. Infants
- 6:30:11should invariably be addressed in classical language from the moment of their birth, So
- 6:30:15should they learn to speak English undefiled from their earliest utterance, how demanded Sir
- 6:30:21Oracle. Can a mother reasonably expect her child to learn correct speech when she
- 6:30:26continually accustoms its impressionable gray matter to such absurd expressions and distortions of our noble
- 6:30:32tongue as thoughtless mothers inflict every day on the helpless creatures committed to their care.
- 6:30:37Can a child who is constantly called tweet idy wee singe ever attained to
- 6:30:42any proper conception of his own being and possibilities and destiny. Anne was vastly
- 6:30:48impressed with this, and informed Gilbert that she meant to make it an inflexible
- 6:30:52rule, never, under any circumstances to talk baby talk to her children.
- 6:30:56Gilbert agreed with her, and they made a soft compact on the subject,
- 6:31:00a compact which Anne shamelessly violated the very first moment little Jem was laid in
- 6:31:07her arms. Oh the darling itty wee sing, she had exclaimed, and
- 6:31:11she had continued to violate it ever since. When Gilbert teased her, she
- 6:31:17laughed, Sir Oracle to scorn. He never had any children of his own,
- 6:31:21Gilbert, I am positive he hadn't, or he would never have written
- 6:31:23such rubbish. You just can't help talking baby talk to a baby. It
- 6:31:27comes natural, and it's right. It would be inhuman to talk to those
- 6:31:33tiny, soft, velvety little creatures as we do to great big boys and
- 6:31:36girls. Babies want love and cuddling and all the sweet baby talk they can
- 6:31:41get, and little Jem is going to have it. Bless his dear itty
- 6:31:44hardums. But you're the worst I ever heard, Anne protested Gilbert, who,
- 6:31:48not being a mother but only a father, was not wholly convinced yet
- 6:31:52that Sir Oracle was wrong. I never heard anything like the way you talk
- 6:31:56to that child. Very likely you never did go go away, go away,
- 6:32:00didn't I bring up three pairs of Hammond twins before I was eleven.
- 6:32:04You and Sir Oracle are nothing but cold blooded theorists. Gilbert. Just look
- 6:32:10at him. He's smiling at me. He knows what we're talking about.
- 6:32:14And you dis de guige with every word. Mother's shade, don't you age
- 6:32:17your lover. Gilbert put his arm about them. Oh, you mothers,
- 6:32:22he said, you mothers. God knew what he was about when he made
- 6:32:26you. So. Little Jem was talked to and loved and cuddled, and
- 6:32:30he throve as became a child of the House of dreams. Leslie was quite
- 6:32:34as foolish over him as Anne was. When their work was done and Gilbert
- 6:32:38was out of the way, they gave themselves over to shameless orgies of love
- 6:32:42making and ecstasies of adoration, such as that in which owen Ford had surprised
- 6:32:48them. Leslie was the first to become aware of him. Even in the
- 6:32:52twilight. Anne could see the sudden whiteness that swept over her beautiful face,
- 6:32:56blotting out the crimson of lip and cheeks. Owen came forward, eagerly,
- 6:33:02blind for a moment to Anne Leslie, he said, holding out his hand.
- 6:33:07It was the first time he had ever called her by her name.
- 6:33:10But the hand Leslie gave him was cold, and she was very quiet.
- 6:33:14All the evening, while Anne and Gilbert and Owen laughed and talked together.
- 6:33:18Before his call ended, she excused herself and went upstairs. Owen's gay spirits
- 6:33:23flagged, and he went away soon after with a downcast air. Gilbert looked
- 6:33:29at Anne, Anne, what are you up to? There's something going on
- 6:33:33that I don't understand. The whole air here tonight has been charged with electricity.
- 6:33:37Leslie sits like the muse of tragedy. Owen Ford jokes and laughs on
- 6:33:41the surface and watches Leslie with the eyes of his soul. You seem all
- 6:33:45the time to be bursting with some suppressed excitement. Own up. What secret
- 6:33:49have you been keeping from your deceived husband? Don't be a goose, Gilbert
- 6:33:55was Anne's conjugal reply. As for Leslie, she is absurd, and I'm
- 6:33:59going up to tell her. So. Anne found Leslie at the dormer window
- 6:34:03of her room. The little place was filled with the rhythmic thunder of the
- 6:34:07sea. Leslie sat with locked hands in the misty moonshine a beautiful, accusing
- 6:34:12presence. Anne, She said, in a low, reproachful voice, did
- 6:34:17you know owen Ford was coming to four winds? I did said Anne brazenly.
- 6:34:22Oh, you should have told me, Anne, Leslie cried passionately.
- 6:34:26If I had known, I would have gone away. I wouldn't have stayed
- 6:34:30here to meet him. You should have told me. It wasn't fair of
- 6:34:33you, Anne, Oh, it wasn't fair. Leslie's lips were trembling,
- 6:34:37and her whole form was tense with emotion, but Anne laughed heartlessly. She
- 6:34:41bent over and kissed Leslie's upturned, reproachful face. Leslie, you were an
- 6:34:48adorable goose. Owen Ford didn't rush from the Pacific to the Atlantic from a
- 6:34:52burning desire to see me. Neither do I believe that he was inspired by
- 6:34:56any wild and frenzied passion for miss Cornelia. Take off of your tragic airs,
- 6:35:00my dear friend, and fold them up and put them away in lavender.
- 6:35:03You'll never need them again. There are some people who can see through
- 6:35:07a grindstone when there is a hole in it, even if you cannot.
- 6:35:11I am not a prophetess, but I shall venture on a prediction. The
- 6:35:14bitterness of life is over for you. After this, you are going to
- 6:35:18have the joys and hopes, and I dare say the sorrows too, of
- 6:35:22a happy woman. The omen of the Shadow of Venus did come true for
- 6:35:26you, Leslie. The year in which you saw it brought your life's best
- 6:35:30gift for you, your love for owen Ford. Now go right to bed
- 6:35:33and have a good sleep. Leslie obeyed orders in so far that she went
- 6:35:38to bed, But it may be questioned if she slept much. I do
- 6:35:41not think she dared to dream wakingly. Life had been so hard for this
- 6:35:45poor Leslie. The path on which she had had to walk had been so
- 6:35:49straight that she could not whisper to her own heart the hopes that might wait
- 6:35:53on the future. But she watched the great revolving light bestarring the short hours
- 6:35:59of the summer night, and her eyes grew soft and bright and young once
- 6:36:03more. Nor when owen Ford came next day to ask her to go with
- 6:36:07him to the shore, did she say him nay. End of chapter thirty
- 6:36:14six. Chapter thirty seven, Miss Cornelia makes a startling announcement. Miss Cornelia
- 6:36:21sailed down to the little house one drowsy afternoon, when the gulf was the
- 6:36:25faint bleached blue of the August seas, and the orange lilies at the gate
- 6:36:29of Anne's garden held up their imperial cups to be filled with the molten gold
- 6:36:33of August sunshine. Not that Miss Cornelia concerned herself with painted oceans or sunthirsty
- 6:36:40lilies. She sat in her favorite rocker, and unusual idleness she sewed.
- 6:36:45Not neither did she spin, nor did she say a single derogatory word concerning
- 6:36:49any portion of mankind. In short, Miss Cornelia's conversation was singularly devoid of
- 6:36:56spice that day, and Gilbert, who had stayed home to listen to her
- 6:37:00instead of going a fishing as he had intended, felt himself aggrieved what had
- 6:37:03come over Miss Cornelia. She did not look cast down or worried. On
- 6:37:07the contrary, there was a certain air of nervous exaltation about her. Where
- 6:37:12is Leslie, she asked, not as if it mattered much either Ohen and
- 6:37:18she went raspberrying in the woods back of her farm, answered Anne, they
- 6:37:21won't be back before supper time. If then they don't seem to have any
- 6:37:25idea that there is such a thing as a clock. Said Gilbert, I
- 6:37:29can't get to the bottom of that affair. I'm certain you women pulled strings.
- 6:37:33But Anne, undutiful wife, won't tell me, will you, Miss
- 6:37:36Cornelia, No, I shall not, but said Miss Cornelia with the air
- 6:37:41of one determined to take the plunge and have it over. I will tell
- 6:37:44you something else. I came to day on purpose to tell it I am
- 6:37:48going to be married. Anne and Gilbert were silent. If Miss Cornelia had
- 6:37:53announced her intention of going out to the channel and drowning herself, the thing
- 6:37:57might have been believable. This was not, so, they waited. Of
- 6:38:03course miss Cornelia had made a mistake. Well you both look sort of chryflumixed,
- 6:38:08said Miss Cornelia, with a twinkle in her eyes. Now that the
- 6:38:11awkward moment of revelation was over, Miss Cornelia was her own woman again.
- 6:38:17Do you think I'm too young and inexperienced for matrimony? You know it is
- 6:38:22rather staggering, said Gilbert, trying to gather his wits together. I've heard
- 6:38:26you say a score of times that you wouldn't marry the best man in the
- 6:38:30world. I'm not going to marry the best man in the world, retorted
- 6:38:33Miss Cornelia. Marshal Elliot is a long way from being the best. Are
- 6:38:38you going to marry Marshall Elliot? Exclaimed Anne recovering her power of speech under
- 6:38:44this second shock. Yes, I could have had him any time these twenty
- 6:38:48years if I'd lifted my finger. But do you suppose I was going to
- 6:38:51walk into church beside a perambulating haystack like that? I am sure. We
- 6:38:55are very glad, and we wish you all possible happiness, said Anne,
- 6:38:59very flow and inadequately, as she felt she was not prepared for such an
- 6:39:03occasion. She had never imagined herself offering betrothal felicitations to Miss Cornelia. Thanks.
- 6:39:10I knew you would, said Miss Cornelia. You are the first of
- 6:39:12my friends to know it. We shall be so sorry to lose you,
- 6:39:15though, dear Miss Cornelia, said Anne, beginning to be a little sad
- 6:39:19and sentimental. Oh you won't lose me, said Miss Cornelia, unsentimentally.
- 6:39:25You don't suppose I would live over Harbor with all those mccallisters and Elias and
- 6:39:27Crawford's. Do you from the conceit of the Elliots, the pride of the
- 6:39:32mcallisters, and the vainglory of the Crawfords. Good Lord deliver us. Marshall
- 6:39:36is coming to live at my place. I am sick and tired, of
- 6:39:38hired men that Jim Hastings I've got this summer is positively the worst of the
- 6:39:42species. He would drive anyone to getting married. What do you think he
- 6:39:47upset the churn yesterday and spoiled a big churning of cream over the yard,
- 6:39:51and not one whit concerned about it was. He just gave a foolish laugh
- 6:39:56and said cream was good for the land. Wasn't that like a man?
- 6:39:59I told her him. I wasn't in the habit of fertilizing my back yard
- 6:40:02with cream. Well, I wish you all manner of happiness too, Miss
- 6:40:06Cornelia, said Gilbert solemnly, but he added, unable to resist the temptation
- 6:40:11to tease Miss Cornelia despite Anne's imploring eyes, I fear your day of independence
- 6:40:18is done. As you know, Marshall Elliott is a very determined man.
- 6:40:22I like a man who can stick to a thing, retorted Miss Cornelia.
- 6:40:26Amos Grant who used to be after me long ago. Couldn't you never saw
- 6:40:29such a weather vein He jumped into the pond to drown himself once, and
- 6:40:33then changed his mind and swum out again. Wasn't that like a man?
- 6:40:37Marshall would have stuck to it and drowned. And he has a bit of
- 6:40:40a temper, they tell me, persisted Gilbert. He wouldn't be an Elliot
- 6:40:44if he hadn't. I'm thankful he has. It will be real fun to
- 6:40:47make him mad. And you can generally do something with a temporary man when
- 6:40:51it comes to repenting time. But you can't do anything with a man who
- 6:40:53just keeps placid and aggravating. You know, he's a grit, Miss Cornelia.
- 6:40:59Yes, yes, he is, admitted, Miss Cornelia, rather sadly,
- 6:41:03and of course there is no hope of making a conservative of him.
- 6:41:07But at least he is a Presbyterian, so I suppose I shall have to
- 6:41:10be satisfied with that. Would you marry him if he were a Methodist?
- 6:41:12Miss Cornelia, No, I would not. Politics is for this world,
- 6:41:17but religion is for both. And you may be a relict after all,
- 6:41:21Miss Cornelia, not, I Marshall will live me out. The Elliots are
- 6:41:25long lived and the Bryans are not. When are you to be married?
- 6:41:29Asked Anne? In about a month's time. My wedding dress is to be
- 6:41:33navy blue silk, and I want to ask you, Anne, dearie,
- 6:41:36if you think it would be all right to wear a veil with a navy
- 6:41:38blue dress. I've always thought i'd like to wear a veil if I ever
- 6:41:41got married. Marshall says, to have it if I want to. Isn't
- 6:41:45that like a man? Why shouldn't you wear it if you want to,
- 6:41:48asked Anne. Well, one doesn't want to be different from other people,
- 6:41:52said Miss Cornelia, who was not noticeably like anyone else on the face of
- 6:41:56the earth. As I say, I do fancy a veil, but maybe
- 6:42:00it shouldn't be worn with any dress but a white one. Please tell me,
- 6:42:03Anne, dearie, what you really think. I'll go by your advice.
- 6:42:07I don't think veils are usually worn with any butt white dresses, admitted
- 6:42:11Anne. But that is merely a convention. And I am like mister Elliot,
- 6:42:15Miss Cornelia, I don't see any good reason why you shouldn't have a
- 6:42:18veil if you want one. But Miss Cornelia, who made her calls in
- 6:42:22calico wrappers, shook her head. If it isn't the proper thing, I
- 6:42:26won't wear it, she said, with a sigh of regret for a lost
- 6:42:30dream. Since you are determined to be married, miss Cornelia said, Gilbert
- 6:42:34solemnly, I shall give you the excellent rules for the management of a husband,
- 6:42:38which my grandmother gave my mother when she married my father. Well,
- 6:42:42I reckon I can manage, Marshal Elliot, said Miss Cornelia placidly. But
- 6:42:47let us hear your rules. The first one is catch him. He's caught,
- 6:42:51go on. The second one is feed him well with enough pie?
- 6:42:55What next? The third and fourth are keep your eye on him. I
- 6:43:00believe you, said Miss Cornelia emphatically, end of Chapter thirty seven. Chapter
- 6:43:07thirty eight red roses. The garden of the Little House was a haunt,
- 6:43:11beloved of bees and reddened by late roses that August. The Little House folk
- 6:43:18lived much in it, and were given to taking picnic suppers in the grassy
- 6:43:21corner beyond the brook, and sitting about in it through the twilights when great
- 6:43:26night moths sailed athwart the velvet gloom. One evening, owen Ford found Leslie
- 6:43:32alone in it. Anne and Gilbert were away, and Susan, who was
- 6:43:36expected back that night, had not yet returned. The northern sky was amber
- 6:43:41and pale green over the fir tops. The air was cool, for August
- 6:43:45was nearing September, and Leslie wore a crimson scarf over her white dress.
- 6:43:51Together they wandered through the little friendly flower crowded paths in silence. Owen must
- 6:43:56go soon, his holiday was nearly over. Leslie found her heart beating wildly.
- 6:44:03She knew that this beloved garden was to be the scene of the binding
- 6:44:07words that must seal their as yet unworded understanding. Some evenings, a strange
- 6:44:11odor blows down the air of this garden like a phantom perfume, said Owen.
- 6:44:17I have never been able to discover from just what flower it comes.
- 6:44:21It is elusive and haunting and wonderfully sweet. I like to fancy it is
- 6:44:26the soul of grandmother Selwyn, passing on a little visit to the old spot
- 6:44:30she loved so well. There should be a lot of friendly ghosts about this
- 6:44:33little old house. I have lived under its roof only a month, said
- 6:44:37Leslie. But I love it as I never loved the house over there where
- 6:44:41I lived all my life. This house was builded and consecrated by love,
- 6:44:45said Owen. Such houses must exert an influence over those who live in them.
- 6:44:51And this garden, it is over sixty years old and The history of
- 6:44:55a thousand hopes and joys is written in its blossoms. Some of those flowers
- 6:45:00were actually set out by the schoolmaster's bride, and she has been dead for
- 6:45:03thirty years, yet they bloom on every summer. Look at those red roses,
- 6:45:08Leslie, how they queen it over everything else. I love the red
- 6:45:12roses, said Leslie. Anne likes the pink one's best, and Gilbert likes
- 6:45:18the white. But I want the crimson ones. They satisfy some craving in
- 6:45:22me as no other flower does. These roses are very late. They bloom
- 6:45:27after all the others have gone, and they hold all the warmth and soul
- 6:45:32of the summer. Come to fruition, said Owen, picking some of the
- 6:45:34glowing half opened buds. The rose is the flower of love. The world
- 6:45:40has acclaimed it so for centuries. The pink roses are love, hopeful and
- 6:45:45expectant. The white roses are love dead, are forsaken. But the red
- 6:45:49roses, Ah, Leslie, what are the red roses? Love triumphant?
- 6:45:56Said Leslie in a low voice. Yes, love triumphant and perfect, Leslie.
- 6:46:03You know you understand. I have loved you from the first, and
- 6:46:08I know you love me. I don't need to ask you, but I
- 6:46:12want to hear you say it, My darling, My darling, Leslie said
- 6:46:18something in a very low and tremulous voice. Their hands and lips met.
- 6:46:25It was life's supreme moment for them, and as they stood there in the
- 6:46:27old garden with its many years of love and delight and sorrow and glory,
- 6:46:33he crowned her shining hair with the red red rose of a love triumphant.
- 6:46:38Anne and Gilbert returned, presently, accompanied by Captain Jim. Anne lighted a
- 6:46:44few sticks of driftwood in the fireplace for love of the Pixie Flames, and
- 6:46:48they sat around it for an hour of good fellowship. When I sit looking
- 6:46:52at a driftwood fire, it's easy to believe I'm young again, said Captain
- 6:46:56Jim. Can you read futures in the fire? Captain Jim asked Owen.
- 6:47:02Captain Jim looked at them all affectionately, and then back again at Leslie's vivid
- 6:47:06face and glowing eyes. I don't need the fire to read your futures,
- 6:47:11he said. I see happiness for all of you, all of you,
- 6:47:15for Leslie and mister Ford, and the doctor here and Mistress blythe and little
- 6:47:19jem and children that ain't been born yet, but will be happiness for you
- 6:47:23all though, mind you, I reckon, you'll have your troubles and worries
- 6:47:27and sorrows too. They're bound to come, and no house, whether it's
- 6:47:32a palace or a little House of dreams, can bar em out. But
- 6:47:36they won't get the better of you. If you face them together with love
- 6:47:38and trust, you can weather any storm with them too, for compass and
- 6:47:42pilot. The old man rose suddenly and placed one hand on Leslie's head and
- 6:47:48one on Anne's. Two good, sweet women, he said, true and
- 6:47:53faithful, and to be depended on. Your husbands will have honor in the
- 6:47:57gates because of you. Your children will rise up and call you blessed in
- 6:48:02the years to come. There was a strange solemnity about the little scene.
- 6:48:07Anne and Leslie bowed as those receiving a benediction. Gilbert suddenly brushed his hand
- 6:48:12over his eyes. Owen Ford was rapt, as one who can see visions.
- 6:48:18All were silent for a space. The Little House of Dreams added another
- 6:48:22poignant and unforgettable moment to its store of memories. I must be going now,
- 6:48:27said Captain Jim slowly. At last, he took up his hat and
- 6:48:32looked lingeringly about the room. Good Night, all of you, he said,
- 6:48:36as he went out. Anne, pierced by the unusual wistfulness of his
- 6:48:41farewell, ran to the door after him. Come back soon, Captain Jim,
- 6:48:45she called, as he passed through the little gate hung between the firs.
- 6:48:49Ay Aye, he called cheerily back to her, But Captain Jim had
- 6:48:53sat by the old fireside of the House of Dreams for the last time.
- 6:49:00Anne went slowly back to the others. It's so so pitiful to think of
- 6:49:04him going all alone down to that lonely point, she said, And there
- 6:49:08is no one to welcome him there. Captain Jim is such good company for
- 6:49:12others that one can't imagine him being anything but good company for himself, said
- 6:49:17Owen. But he must often be lonely. There was a touch of the
- 6:49:22seer about him tonight, he spoke, as one to whom it had been
- 6:49:25given to speak. Well, I must be going to Anne, and Gilbert
- 6:49:30discreetly melted away. But when Owen had gone, Anne returned to find Leslie
- 6:49:34standing by the hearth. Oh Leslie, I know, and I'm so glad,
- 6:49:40dear, she said, putting her arms about her. And my happiness
- 6:49:44frightens me, whispered Leslie. It seems too great to be real. I'm
- 6:49:48afraid to speak of it, to think of it. It seems to me
- 6:49:52that it must just be another dream of this house of dreams, and it
- 6:49:55will vanish when I leave here. Well, you are not going to leave
- 6:49:59here until Owen takes you. You are going to stay with me until that
- 6:50:03time comes. Do you think i'd let you go over to that lonely,
- 6:50:06sad place again? Thank you, dear. I meant to ask you if
- 6:50:10I might stay with you. I didn't want to go back there. It
- 6:50:12would seem like going back into the chill and dreariness of the old life again.
- 6:50:18An Anne, what a friend you've been to me, A good,
- 6:50:21sweet woman, true and faithful, and to be depended on. Captain Jim
- 6:50:25summed you up, he said, women, not woman, smiled Anne.
- 6:50:30Perhaps Captain Jim sees us both through the rose colored spectacles of his love for
- 6:50:34us. But we can try to live up to his belief in us at
- 6:50:37least. Do you remember, Anne, said Leslie slowly, that I once
- 6:50:42said that night we met on the shore that I hated my good looks.
- 6:50:47I did. Then. It always seemed to me that if I had been
- 6:50:51homely, Dick would never have thought of me. I hated my beauty because
- 6:50:55it had attracted him. But now, oh, I'm glad that I have
- 6:50:59it. It's all I have to offer. Owen, his artist's soul delights
- 6:51:03in it. I feel as if I do not come to him quite empty
- 6:51:06handed. Owen loves your beauty, Leslie, who would not. But it's
- 6:51:11foolish of you to say or think that this is all you bring him.
- 6:51:14He will tell you that I needn't. But now I must lock up.
- 6:51:18I expected Susan back to night, but she has not come. Oh,
- 6:51:22yes, here, I am, missus, doctor dear, said Susan,
- 6:51:25entering unexpectedly from the kitchen and puffing like a hen, drawing rails at that.
- 6:51:29It's quite a walk from the glen down here. I'm glad to see
- 6:51:33you back, Susan. How is your sister? She is able to sit
- 6:51:36up, but of course she cannot walk yet. However, she is very
- 6:51:38well able to get on without me now, for her daughter has come home
- 6:51:41for her vacation. And I am thankful to be back, Missus doctor dear.
- 6:51:45Matilda's leg was broken and no mistake, but her tongue was not.
- 6:51:49She would talk the legs off an iron pot that she would, missus doctor
- 6:51:52dear, though I grieve to say it, of my own sister, she
- 6:51:56was always a great talker, and yet she was the first of our family
- 6:51:59to get married. She really did not care much about marrying James Clow,
- 6:52:03but she could not bear to disoblige him. Not. But what James is
- 6:52:06a good man. The only fault I have to find with him is that
- 6:52:08he always starts in to say grace with such an unearthly groan, Missus doctor
- 6:52:12dear. It always frightens my appetite clear away. And speaking of getting married,
- 6:52:17missus doctor dear, is it true that Cornelia Bryant is going to be
- 6:52:21married to Marshall Elliott. Yes, quite true, Susan Well, missus doctor
- 6:52:25dear, it does not seem to me fair. Here is me, who
- 6:52:29never said a word against the men, and I cannot get married nohow.
- 6:52:32And there is Cornelia Bryant, who has never done abusing them, and all
- 6:52:36she has to do is reach out her hand and pick one up as it
- 6:52:38were. It is a very strange world. Missus doctor dear, there's another
- 6:52:42world, you know, Susan, Yes, said Susan with a heavy sigh.
- 6:52:47But missus doctor dear, there is neither marrying nor giving in marriage.
- 6:52:51There. End of chapter thirty eight, Chapter thirty nine. Captain Jim crosses
- 6:52:57the Bar. One day in late September, owen Ford's book came at last.
- 6:53:03Captain Jim had gone faithfully to the Glen Post office every day for a
- 6:53:07month, expecting it. This day he had not gone, and Leslie brought
- 6:53:11his copy home with hers and Anne's. We'll take it down to him this
- 6:53:15evening, said Anne, excited as a schoolgirl. The long walk to the
- 6:53:19Point on that clear, beguiling evening along the Red Harbor Road was very pleasant.
- 6:53:25Then the sun dropped down behind the western hills into some valley that must
- 6:53:29have been full of lost sunsets, and at the same instant the big light
- 6:53:33flashed out on the white tower of the Point. Captain Jim is never late
- 6:53:37by the fraction of a second, said Leslie. Neither Anne nor Leslie ever
- 6:53:42forgot Captain Jim's face when they gave him the book. His book transfigured and
- 6:53:48glorified. The cheeks that had been blanched of late suddenly flamed with the color
- 6:53:52of boyhood. His eyes glowed with all the fire of youth, but his
- 6:53:56hands trembled as he opened it. It was called simply the Life Book of
- 6:54:02Captain Jim, and on the title page the names of owen Ford and James
- 6:54:07Boyd were printed as collaborators. The frontispiece was a photograph of Captain Jim himself
- 6:54:12standing at the door of the lighthouse looking across the gulf. Owen Ford had
- 6:54:17snapped him one day while the book was being written. Captain Jim had known
- 6:54:21this, but he had not known that the picture was to be in the
- 6:54:22book. Just think of it, he said, the old sailor, right
- 6:54:27there, in a real printed book. This is the proudest day of my
- 6:54:32life. I'm like to bust girls. There'll be no sleep for me to
- 6:54:36night. I'll read my book clean through before sun up. We'll go right
- 6:54:40away and leave you free to begin, it, said Anne. Captain Jim
- 6:54:44had been handling the book in a kind of reverend rapture. Now he decidedly
- 6:54:48closed it and laid it aside. No, no, you're not going away
- 6:54:52before you take a cup of tea with the old man, he protested.
- 6:54:55I couldn't hear to that, could you, Matie? The life book will
- 6:54:57keep I reckon. I've waited for it this many a year. I can
- 6:55:02wait a little longer while I'm enjoying my friends. Captain Jim moved about,
- 6:55:07getting his kettle on to boil and setting out his bread and butter. Despite
- 6:55:11his excitement, he did not move with his old briskness. His movements were
- 6:55:15slow and halting. But the girls did not offer to help him. They
- 6:55:18knew it would hurt his feelings. You just picked the right evening to visit
- 6:55:23me, he said, producing a cake from his cupboard. Little Joe's mother
- 6:55:27sent me down a big basket full of cakes and pies to day A blessing
- 6:55:32on all good cook says, I look at this pretty cake, all frosting
- 6:55:36and nuts. Tain't often I can entertain in such style. Setting girls set
- 6:55:40in. We'll take a cup of kindness yet for old lang'shine. The girls
- 6:55:45set in right merrily. The tea was up to Captain Jim's best brewing.
- 6:55:48Little Joe's Mother's cake was the last word in cakes. Captain Jim was the
- 6:55:53prince of gracious hosts, never even permitting his eyes to wonder to the corner
- 6:55:57where the Life book lay in all its bravery of green and gold. But
- 6:56:03when his door finally closed behind Anne and Leslie, they knew that he went
- 6:56:07straight to it, And as they walked home they pictured the delight of the
- 6:56:11old man poring over the printed pages, wherein his own life was portrayed with
- 6:56:15all the charm and color of reality itself. I wonder how he will like
- 6:56:19the ending, the ending, I suggested, said Leslie. She was never
- 6:56:25to know. Early the next morning, Anne awakened to find Gilbert bending over
- 6:56:29her, fully dressed, with an expression of anxiety on his face. Are
- 6:56:33you called out, she asked drowsily. No, Anne, I'm afraid there's
- 6:56:37something wrong at the point. It's an hour after sunrise now, and the
- 6:56:41light is still burning. You know, it has always been a matter of
- 6:56:44pride, was Captain Jim to start the light the moment the sun sets,
- 6:56:48and put it out the moment it rises. Anne sat up in dismay.
- 6:56:52Through her window she saw the light blinking palely against the blue skies of dawn.
- 6:56:57Perhaps he has fallen asleep over for his life book, she said,
- 6:57:00anxiously, or become so absorbed in it that he has forgotten the light.
- 6:57:04Gilbert shook his head. That wouldn't be like Captain Jim anyway, I'm going
- 6:57:10down to see. Wait a minute, and I'll go with you, exclaimed
- 6:57:12Anne. Oh yes i must. Little Jem will sleep for an hour yet,
- 6:57:17and I'll call Susan. You may need a woman's help if Captain Jim
- 6:57:19is ill. It was an exquisite morning, full of tints and sounds at
- 6:57:25once ripe and delicate. The harbor was sparkling and dimpling like a girl.
- 6:57:30White gulls were soaring over the dunes. Beyond the bar was a shining,
- 6:57:34wonderful sea. The long fields by the shore were dewy and fresh. In
- 6:57:38that first fine, purely tinted light. The wind came dancing and whistling up
- 6:57:45the channel to replace the beautiful silence with a music more beautiful still, had
- 6:57:51it not been for the baleful star on the white Tower, that early walk
- 6:57:55would have been a delight to Anne and Gilbert. But they went softly with
- 6:57:59fear. Their knock was not responded to. Gilbert opened the door and they
- 6:58:03went in the old room was very quiet. On the table were the remnants
- 6:58:08of the little evening feast. The lamp still burned on the corner stand.
- 6:58:12The first mate was asleep in a square of sunshine by the sofa. Captain
- 6:58:18Jim lay on the sofa with his hands clasped over the life book, open
- 6:58:22at the last page, lying on his breast. His eyes were closed,
- 6:58:26and on his face was a look of the most perfect peace and happiness,
- 6:58:32the look of one who was long sought and found at last. He is
- 6:58:36asleep, whispered Anne tremulously. Gilbert went to the sofa and bent over him
- 6:58:41for a few moments. Then he straightened up. Yes, he sleeps well,
- 6:58:48he added quietly, Anne, Captain Jim has crossed the bar. They
- 6:58:55could not know precisely at what hour he had died, but Anne always believed
- 6:58:59that he had his wish and went out when the morning came across the gulf.
- 6:59:03Out on that shining tide, his spirit drifted over the sunrise sea of
- 6:59:07pearl and silver, to the haven where lost Margaret waited, beyond the storms
- 6:59:12and calms. End of chapter thirty nine, Chapter forty Farewell to the House
- 6:59:19of Dreams. Captain Jim was buried in the little Over Harbor graveyard, very
- 6:59:26near to the spot where the wee White Lady slept. His relatives put up
- 6:59:30a very expensive, very ugly monument, a monument at which he would have
- 6:59:34poked sly fun had he seen it in life. But his real monument was
- 6:59:38in the hearts of those who knew him, and in the book that was
- 6:59:42to live for generations. Leslie mourned that Captain Jim had not lived to see
- 6:59:48the amazing success of it. How he would have delighted in the reviews there,
- 6:59:52almost all so kindly, and to have seen his life book heading the
- 6:59:56lists of the best sellers. Oh, if he could have just lived to
- 6:59:59se see it. Anne. But Anne, despite her grief, was wiser.
- 7:00:03It was the book itself he cared for, Leslie, not what might
- 7:00:07be said of it. And he had it, He had read it all
- 7:00:11through. That last night must have been one of the greatest happiness for him,
- 7:00:15with the quick, painless ending he had hoped for. In the morning.
- 7:00:18I am glad, for Owen's sake and yours that the book is such
- 7:00:22a success. But Captain Jim was satisfied. I know the Lighthouse Star still
- 7:00:27kept a nightly vigil. A substitute keeper had been sent to the point until
- 7:00:32such time as an all wise government could decide which of many applicants was best
- 7:00:37fitted for the place or had the strongest pull. The first mate was at
- 7:00:41home in the little house, beloved by Anne and Gilbert and Leslie, and
- 7:00:45tolerated by a Susan who had small liking for cats. I can put up
- 7:00:49with him for the sake of Captain Jim, Missus, doctor Dear, for
- 7:00:52I liked the old man, and I will see that he gets bite and
- 7:00:55sup and every mouse the traps account for. But do not ask me to
- 7:00:59do more than that, Missus, doctor dear. Cats is cat's and take
- 7:01:02my word for it. They will never be anything else. And at least,
- 7:01:06missus doctor dear, do keep him away from the blessed we man.
- 7:01:08Picture to yourself how awful it would be if he was to suck the darling's
- 7:01:12breath. That might fitly be called a catastrophe, said Gilbert. Oh you
- 7:01:18may laugh, doctor dear, but it would be no laughing matter. Cats
- 7:01:22never suck baby's breaths, said Gilbert. That is only an old superstition.
- 7:01:26Susan. Oh, well, it may be a superstition or it may not,
- 7:01:30Doctor Dear. All that I know is it has happened. My sister's
- 7:01:36husband's nephew's wife's cat sucked their baby's breath, and the poor innocent was all
- 7:01:41but gone when they found it. And superstition or not, if I find
- 7:01:45that yellow beast blurking near our baby, I will whack him with the poker,
- 7:01:48Missus, Doctor Dear. Mister and Missus Marshall Elliott were living comfortably and
- 7:01:52harmoniously in the green House. Leslie was busy with sewing for she and Owen
- 7:01:57were to be married at Christmas. Anne wondered what she would do when Leslie
- 7:02:02was gone. Changes come all the time. Just as soon as things get
- 7:02:07really nice, they change, she said, with a sigh. The old
- 7:02:10Morgan place up at the Glennis for sale, said Gilbert apropos of nothing in
- 7:02:14especial, is it, asked Anne indifferently. Yes, now that mister Morgan
- 7:02:19is gone, Missus Morgan wants to go live with her children in Vancouver.
- 7:02:22She will sell cheaply for a big place like that in a small village like
- 7:02:26the Glen will not be very easy to dispose of. Well, it's certainly
- 7:02:30a beautiful place, so it is likely she will find a purchaser, said
- 7:02:33Anne, absently, wondering whether she should hemstitch or featherstitch little Gem's short dresses.
- 7:02:40He was to be shortened the next week, and Anne felt ready to
- 7:02:42cry at the thought of it. Suppose we buy it, anne remarked Gilbert
- 7:02:48Quietly. Anne dropped her sewing and stared at him. You're not in earnest,
- 7:02:52Gilbert. Indeed I am, dear, and leave this darling spot our
- 7:02:57house of dreams, said Anne incredulously. Oh, Gilbert, it's it's unthinkable.
- 7:03:04Listen patiently to me, dear. I know just how you feel about
- 7:03:08it. I feel the same. But we've always known we would have to
- 7:03:11move some day. Oh but not so soon, Gilbert, not just yet.
- 7:03:18We may never get such a chance again. If we don't buy the
- 7:03:21Morgan place, some one else will. And there is no other house in
- 7:03:23the glen we would care to have, and no other really good sight on
- 7:03:26which to build. This little house is well, it is and has been
- 7:03:32what no other house can ever be to us, I admit, but you
- 7:03:34know it is out of the way down here for a doctor. We have
- 7:03:37felt the inconvenience though we've made the best of it, and it's a tight
- 7:03:41fit for us now. Perhaps in a few years, when Jem wants a
- 7:03:45room of his own, it will be entirely too small. Oh I know,
- 7:03:49I know, said Anne, tears filling her eyes. I know all
- 7:03:53that can be set against it. But I love it so and it's so
- 7:03:57beautiful here. You would find it very lonely here after Leslie goes and Captain
- 7:04:03Jim has gone too. The Morgan Place is beautiful, and in time we
- 7:04:07would love it. You know you have always admired it. Anne. Oh,
- 7:04:11yes, But but this has all seemed to come up so suddenly,
- 7:04:15Gilbert, I'm dizzy. Ten minutes ago, I had no thought of leaving
- 7:04:19this dear spot. I was planning what I meant to do for it in
- 7:04:22the spring, what I meant to do in the garden. And if we
- 7:04:26leave this place, who will get it? It is out of the way,
- 7:04:29so it's likely some poor, shiftless, wandering family will rent it and
- 7:04:33overrun it. And oh, that would be desecration. It would hurt me
- 7:04:37horribly, I know. But we cannot sacrifice our own interest to such consideration,
- 7:04:42Zane girl. The Morgan Place will suit us in every essential particular.
- 7:04:48We really can't afford to miss such a chance. Think of that big lawn
- 7:04:52with those magnificent old trees, and of that splendid hardwood grove behind it,
- 7:04:56twelve acres of it. What a play place for our ChIL There's a fine
- 7:05:00orchard too. And you've always admired that high brick wall around the garden with
- 7:05:04the door in it. You've thought it was so like a storybook garden.
- 7:05:08And there is almost as fine a you of the harbor and the dunes from
- 7:05:11the Morgan place as from here. You can't see the lighthouse star from it.
- 7:05:17Yes, you can see it from the attic window. There's another advantage,
- 7:05:21a girl, you love big garrets. There's no brook in the garden.
- 7:05:26Well no, but there is one running through the maple grove into the
- 7:05:29glen pond, and the pond itself isn't far away. You'll be able to
- 7:05:33fancy you have your own lake of shining waters. Again. Well, don't
- 7:05:37say anything more about it just now, Gilbert, give me time to think,
- 7:05:41to get used to the idea. All right. There is no great
- 7:05:44hurry, of course. Only if we decide to buy it will be well
- 7:05:48to be moved in and settled before winter. Gilbert went out, and Anne
- 7:05:52put away Little Jem's short dresses with trembling hands she could not sew any more.
- 7:05:57That day, With tear wet eyes, she wandered over the little domain
- 7:06:02where she had rained so happy a queen. The Morgan Place was all that
- 7:06:06Gilbert claimed. The grounds were beautiful, the house old enough to have dignity
- 7:06:11and repose and traditions, and new enough to be comfortable and up to date.
- 7:06:15Anne had always admired it. But admiring is not loving, and she
- 7:06:19loved this house of dreams so much. She loved everything about it. The
- 7:06:23garden she had tended, and which so many women had tended before her,
- 7:06:29The gleam and sparkle of the little brook that crept so roguishly across the corner,
- 7:06:33the gate between the creaking fir trees, the old red sandstone step,
- 7:06:37the stately lombardies, the two tiny, quaint glass cupboards over the chimney piece
- 7:06:42in the living room, the crooked pantry door in the kitchen, the two
- 7:06:47funny dormer windows upstairs, the little jog in the staircase. Why these things
- 7:06:52were a part of her How could she leave them. And now this little
- 7:06:56house, consecrated aforetime by love and joy, had been reconsecrated for her by
- 7:07:02her happiness and sorrow. Here she had spent her bridal moon here wee Joyce,
- 7:07:07had lived her one brief day. Here the sweetness of motherhood had come
- 7:07:11again with little Gem. Here she had heard the exquisite music of her baby's
- 7:07:15cooing laughter. Here beloved friends had sat by her fireside. Joy and grief,
- 7:07:22birth and death had made sacred forever this little house of dreams. And
- 7:07:27now she must leave it. She knew that, even while she had contended
- 7:07:32against the idea to Gilbert, the little house was outgrown. Gilbert's interests made
- 7:07:37the change necessary. His work, successful, though it had been, was
- 7:07:41hampered by his location. Anne realized that the end of their life in this
- 7:07:45dear place drew nigh, and that she must face the fact bravely. But
- 7:07:49how her heart ached. It will be just like tearing something out of my
- 7:07:53life, she sobbed. And Oh, if I could hope that some nice
- 7:07:59folk would come here in our place, or even that it would be left
- 7:08:02vacant, that itself would be better than having it overrun with some horde,
- 7:08:06who knew nothing of the geography of Dreamland, and nothing of the history that
- 7:08:10has given this house its soul and its identity. And if such a tribe
- 7:08:14come here, the place will go to rack and ruin in no time.
- 7:08:18An old place goes down so quickly if it is not carefully attended to.
- 7:08:22They'll tear up my garden and let the lombardies get ragged, and the paling
- 7:08:26will come to look like a mouth with half the teeth missing, and the
- 7:08:29roof will leak and the plaster fall, and they'll stuff pillows and rags in
- 7:08:33broken window panes, and everything will be out at elbows. Anne's imagination pictured
- 7:08:40forth so vividly the coming degeneration of her dear little house that it hurt her
- 7:08:44as severely as if it had already been an accomplished fact. She sat down
- 7:08:48on the stairs and had a long bitter cry. Susan found her there and
- 7:08:52inquired with much concern what the trouble was. You have not quarreled with the
- 7:08:56doctor, have you, now, missus? Doctor dear? But if you
- 7:09:00have, do not worry. It is a thing quite likely to happen to
- 7:09:03married couples, I am told, although I have had no experience that way
- 7:09:06myself. He will be sorry and you can soon make it up. No,
- 7:09:10no, Susan, we haven't quarreled. It's only Gilbert is going to
- 7:09:14buy the Morgan place and we'll have to go and live at the Glen,
- 7:09:17and it will break my heart. Susan did not enter into Anne's feelings at
- 7:09:22all. She was indeed quite rejoiced over the prospect of living at the Glen.
- 7:09:26Her one grievance against her place in the little house was its lonesome location.
- 7:09:30Why missus doctor dear, it will be splendid. The Morgan house is
- 7:09:34such a fine, big one. I hate big houses, sobbed Anne.
- 7:09:40Oh well, you will not hate them by the time you have half a
- 7:09:42dozen children, remarked Susan calmly. And this house is too small already for
- 7:09:48us. We have no spare room since missus Moore is here. And that
- 7:09:51pantry is the most aggravating place I ever tried to work in. There is
- 7:09:55a corner every way you turn. Besides, it is out of the world
- 7:09:57down here. There is really nothing at all but scenery. Out of your
- 7:10:02world, perhaps, Susan, but not out of mine, said Anne with
- 7:10:06a faint smile. I do not quite understand you, missus doctor dear,
- 7:10:10but of course I am not well educated. But if doctor Blythe buys the
- 7:10:12Morgan place, he will make no mistake, and that you may tie to.
- 7:10:17They have water in it, and the pantrees and closets are beautiful,
- 7:10:19and there is not another such cellar in p E Island. So I have
- 7:10:23been told. Why the cellar here, missus, doctor dear, has been
- 7:10:26a heartbreak to me, as you well know. Oh go away, Susan,
- 7:10:30go away, said Anne. Forlornly cellars and pantries and closets don't make
- 7:10:36a home. Why don't you weep with those who weep? Well, I
- 7:10:40never was much hand for weeping, missus doctor dear. I would rather fall
- 7:10:42to and cheer people up than weep with them. Now, do not you
- 7:10:47cry and spoil your pretty eyes. This house is very well and has served
- 7:10:51your turn, but it is high time you had a better Susan's point of
- 7:10:55view seemed to be that of most people. Leslie was the only one who
- 7:10:59sympathized understandingly with Anne. She had a good cry too when she heard the
- 7:11:03news. Then they both dried their tears and went to work at the preparations
- 7:11:07for moving. Since we must go, let us go as soon as we
- 7:11:11can and have it over, said poor Anne with bitter resignation. You know
- 7:11:15you will like that lovely old place at the glen after you have lived in
- 7:11:18it long enough to have dear memories woven about it, said Leslie. Friends
- 7:11:22will come there as they have come here. Happiness will glorify it for you.
- 7:11:27Now it's just a house to you, but the years will make it
- 7:11:30a home. Anne and Leslie had another cry the next week when they shortened
- 7:11:36little jem. Anne felt the tragedy of it until evening, when in his
- 7:11:40long nighty she found her own dear baby again. But it will be rompers
- 7:11:45next, and then trousers, and in no time he will be grown up.
- 7:11:48She sighed. Well, you would not want him to stay a baby
- 7:11:52always, missus doctor dear would you, said Susan. Bless his innocent heart.
- 7:11:56He looks too sweet for anything in his little short dresses, with his
- 7:12:00dear feet sticking out. And think of the save in the ironing, missus
- 7:12:03doctor, dear Anne. I have just had a letter from Owen, said
- 7:12:08Leslie, entering with a bright face, And oh, I have such good
- 7:12:11news. He writes me that he is going to buy this place from the
- 7:12:15church trustees and keep it to spend our summer vacations in, Anne, Are
- 7:12:19you not glad? Oh, Leslie? Glad isn't the word for it.
- 7:12:23It seems almost too good to be true. I shan't feel half so badly
- 7:12:27now that I know this dear spot will never be desecrated by a vandal tribe
- 7:12:32or left a tumble down and decay. Why it's lovely, it's lovely.
- 7:12:37One October morning, Anne wakened to the realization that she had slept for the
- 7:12:41last time under the roof of her little house. The day was too busy
- 7:12:45to indulge regret, and when evening came, the house was stripped and bare.
- 7:12:51Anne and Gilbert were alone in it to say farewell. Leslie and Susan
- 7:12:55and little Jem had gone to the glem with the last load of furniture.
- 7:12:59The sun set light streamed in through the curtainless windows. It has all such
- 7:13:03a heart broken reproachful look, hasn't it? Said Anne? Oh, I
- 7:13:07shall be so homesick at the glen to night. We have been very happy
- 7:13:11here, haven't we? Angirl? Said Gilbert, his voice full of feeling.
- 7:13:17Anne choked, unable to answer. Gilbert waited for her at the fir
- 7:13:21tree gate while she went over the house and said farewell to every room.
- 7:13:26She was going away. But the old house would still be there, looking
- 7:13:30seaward through its quaint windows. The autumn winds would blow around it mournfully,
- 7:13:34and the gray rain would beat upon it, and the white mists would come
- 7:13:38in from the sea to unfold it, and the moonlight would fall over it
- 7:13:41and light up the old paths where the schoolmaster and his bride had walked There.
- 7:13:47On that old harbor shore, the charm of story would linger, The
- 7:13:51wind would still whistle alluringly over the silver sand dunes. The waves would still
- 7:13:56call from the red rock coves. But we will be gone, said Anne,
- 7:14:00through her tears. She went out, closing and locking the door behind
- 7:14:06her. Gilbert was waiting for her with a smile. The lighthouse star was
- 7:14:10gleaming northward. The little garden, where only Marigold still bloomed, was already
- 7:14:15hooding itself in shadows. Anne knelt down and kissed the worn old step which
- 7:14:21she had crossed as a bride. Good Bye, dear little House of Dreams,
- 7:14:25she said, end of chapter forty