Latest / We Don't Smoke the Same / #336 We Don't RESPONSIBILITY the Same with Brian Athey
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- 1:03what up when us No chairs? Good afternoon, good evening, whatever the
- 1:07fuck wherever you're at. Welcome back to another episode of that We Don't Smoke
- 1:11the Same podcast. Thank you so much for anybody who tuned in for the
- 1:17pre show. It was definitely awesome. We had some real wholesome conversations in
- 1:23there. And speaking of wholesome conversations, that's what the fuck my special co
- 1:27host of the day. It specializes in, Bro. Like, whenever I
- 1:30feel down on my shit, I always go look at some of the videos
- 1:34of him just posting up and they're not as they don't they do not give
- 1:38me the vibes. It's like that one white bull who's eating exotic fruits and
- 1:41I hate it. Bro. I kiss him. Yeah, please, let's
- 1:44get into it. Oh my god, I got into it with him on
- 1:49his page already, all right, So yeah, so I don't get those
- 1:52same kind of vibes with the motherfuckers and his boxing then his boxers, even
- 1:57though I know he was trying to quote uncote your wiggle like three years ago
- 2:00or tags a fags with a Jordan Jersey and his back from now he's all
- 2:05enlightened. He's not about that ship. Bro. I was like, I
- 2:07got the one and only Brian eighty in the house. Let's go, let's
- 2:13go. That was correct, right, Yeah, you said it right a
- 2:16little bit. Yeah, it's all right. It chilled out. Nah,
- 2:19but uh, I'll see decide. We will get into that because I really
- 2:23need to get into that. But yeah, I'm just trying to be good.
- 2:27You know, I got my downsize too. You know, we all
- 2:29got dark size. But I don't think we get like it's like it's the
- 2:32dark side or anything that's like quote unquote negative. It's always somewhere it was
- 2:38whatever we're going through, we're arrive, it's gonna be negative to some way
- 2:40or to somewhat somewhere out there. Like somebody's always gonna feel some type of
- 2:45way, So somebody's always gonna be offended regardless, So it doesn't matter like
- 2:49just trying to unless you're less Like, if you're not hurting anybody, you
- 2:53shouldn't have to worry about anybody else's opinion. If I had to be one
- 2:55thousand with you, facts um running the boards once again, it's the one
- 3:00and known lead Morning Shot aka Ray Shaddles are stop y'all, good afternoon,
- 3:06good evening. But stop, Brian, stop baby, how are you doing?
- 3:09I like that blue hat though, thank you man, Like it is
- 3:13crispy. You know. I got one of your hats right. The red
- 3:15one was sick. Shout out to Tommy. Man, Tommy, I like,
- 3:21um, whenever I see him package shit downstairs, I get like juice,
- 3:25but I try not to show it as much, Like like I get
- 3:29all juiced. I was like, you're rate right, Rachel doesn't know that
- 3:31you could buy these boxes yet, like fucking bundles hit or he doesn't feel
- 3:36the need to buy twenty five yea, he has a few orders. But
- 3:38I get juice because I'm like, fuck yeah. The homies finally like at
- 3:43a point where I'm like, hey, man, like you know, I'm
- 3:45like, you know, we could all be flying, let's get out in
- 3:47there. And I'm like and im and I'm proud of you. Ray.
- 3:51Don't get me wrong, it's because of you, dog, thank you man.
- 3:53I mean it's not really because of me. It's like, you know
- 3:55what this building too, dog, Really we learned a lot from this building.
- 3:59Yeah, it really is you get to peep game a lot here,
- 4:01bro, Like, definitely, that's why I'm starting my own podcast at my
- 4:03crib. Honestly, I'm starting as soon. It's gonna be for thank you.
- 4:08I appreciate that it's gonna be for men's mental health. I'm gonna have
- 4:12all types of g and it's just it's not just gonna be all men's mental
- 4:15health, but it's also gonna be just mental health and shooting the ship too
- 4:18at the end, you know, bullshit and just what's going on in the
- 4:20world and stuff like that. But I don't think too for that. I
- 4:23don't think they're like I like that you pointed out that men's mental health because
- 4:28I feel that, like men don't have a place to go when it comes
- 4:30to a moment of trauma and an emergency. Like I mean, if a
- 4:33woman has a baby that she has to abandon, there's like ten options she
- 4:36can go to, and that's one of the hardest things. From what I
- 4:40hear. I don't know a woman, but from what I hear from women,
- 4:43it's like one of the hardest things to endure, which is having a
- 4:45baby. So I'm like the fact that you have ten options if you really
- 4:47don't have a resort. It's kind of comforting, but men have to deal
- 4:51with certain pressures in life. Bro that at some point we feel that same
- 4:56kind of pressure where we're like, fuck, we don't feel valid or we
- 4:59don't feel like to a certain point, but we don't have nowhere to run
- 5:00it. We can't go to a fire station and be like a dog.
- 5:04I thought about shooting myself. In fact, I don't know. I don't
- 5:10know howbodys I was, but I contemplated it and entertain the idea for twenty
- 5:14minutes. Huh yeah, Like, I mean, I've been there, Like,
- 5:16don't get me wrong, but it's like I think, and before I
- 5:19used to feel ashamed of talking about it, Bro, I used to feel
- 5:23like ashamed, like somebody's gonna judge me, somebody's gonna be like, what
- 5:27a weak bitch. But at the end of the day, bro, like
- 5:29I'm strong enough to fucking say that. I go through these things as an
- 5:31emotion, as a man, and like the moment you get pastor that and
- 5:34you realize that there was another option out there, it's a beautiful thing,
- 5:39let me tell you. Yeah, it's it's definitely a beautiful thing. I
- 5:42mean, you can ask every man just go just if you ask a random
- 5:46person as a man, who do you go to when you're stressed or who
- 5:49do you talk to if they're not to answer that being putting being in the
- 5:56position where album was lost and not knowing where to go. My fucking answer,
- 6:00it would be Number one, drugs, like straight up drugs. It
- 6:03was never any therapy or anything logical. It would be drugs, women.
- 6:09Number two and number three just alcohol. So it's like none of these things
- 6:14are ever healing. Just to point you out, but if I had to
- 6:16do with survey and interviewed all the men in this building, those would be
- 6:20the answers you get. Yeah, and it wouldn't be you might get one
- 6:25person that says the grandma or their mom, But there's everything you just said.
- 6:30Yeah yeah, but you get everything you just said had nothing to do
- 6:32with one specific person or once you know what I mean. We got drugs,
- 6:36we got girls, we got even even most people like me. What
- 6:42I would have said, sports, I go to sports. I don't think
- 6:46that's the thing. And it's even worse, and that's what a lot of
- 6:47athletes and the young kids do, even girls nowadays. It doesn't matter who
- 6:53it is, but people in general, you gotta have a you gotta have
- 6:56a feeling of like it's okay to talk. Like just because you have feeling
- 7:00doesn't mean that you're a pitch, because I guarantee you if you try me
- 7:02nine times out of ten, I'm not gonna be a bitch in that time.
- 7:05Like, don't get me wrong. It's like some of us, and
- 7:09I'm speaking for like nineties kids and people who have been through the era of
- 7:13we're the era that's like the last of us of a dying bread with certain
- 7:16Mohican like, the nineties kids are the first experimental era to god testate with
- 7:21the internet. We're the last era that ever got their asshood by their parents.
- 7:26So were the last generation that ever values discipline. There's so much going
- 7:30on with the era of the nineties kids and everything else after that became a
- 7:33program like it's like a it's like a McDonald It's like a McDonald's burger,
- 7:38you know what I mean. Like it's like, hey never changed, we
- 7:40produced a million of these and keep it like it's like we were the last
- 7:45of the experimental fucking generations. Literally, bro we we went. We got
- 7:48to see everything. We got, no cell phones, cell phones, touchscreen
- 7:53phones, iPads, the worst video games ever to the best video games ever,
- 7:58being outside and playing those video game We were outside and playing video games
- 8:01at the same time. Now all kids do is sit inside play video games.
- 8:05If they're not good at sports. If you're not good at sports,
- 8:07yo ass is in the house doing something on TV on a tablet or hopefully
- 8:13you're playing, you're doing for you. Like, But the thing is the
- 8:16fact that there wasn't a lane for somebody like like for example, like me,
- 8:20Like I'm like if I wanted to have friends when I was younger and
- 8:22I wasn't really too hip to the my space and all this shit, and
- 8:26it wasn't around. I had to join the team to say, like,
- 8:28hey, I gotta, I gotta even though I don't like soccer, if
- 8:31I want to have friends in my age, I gotta go ahead and try
- 8:33to do this because ain't nobody gonna come rushing for me, you know what
- 8:37I mean. And I was like, there was that initiative, but now
- 8:39they gave a link to everybody, and I see a lot of these kids
- 8:41that lack a lot of social skills, Like I've noticed this one thing like
- 8:46I watched I've been watching a lot of like my YouTube algorithm chains like because
- 8:50it went from seeing how happy I get from pranks and then it showed me
- 8:54like printer gets caught like Chris Hanson. Shit right. So I've been watching
- 8:58Trilogy Media. This is the time I mentioned them. Shout out to you,
- 9:01Trilo Jamdia. So I've been watching these foods and I see like to
- 9:05catch a predators situations. It's this guy's name Skeet Hansen. He's his black
- 9:11dude. Um, yeah, his name is Skeeter all right. Why is
- 9:15that funny because it's it's Skeet. Why because he's black and his name skee
- 9:20No, that's not real his name because like he said, he's like,
- 9:22yo, he tells the predator. He tells the predators. He's like like
- 9:26sometimes he'll be like yo, Like they'll be like an immigrant predator like somethode
- 9:30who was like a painter trying to fucking fourteen year old girl. Like he'll
- 9:31be like he'd be like, hey, I know you don't understand, but
- 9:35my name is Skeet Hanson and he's just been skeated. Like so he'll he'll
- 9:39do something like some shit that's kind of funny like that. Like, don't
- 9:43get me wrong, So I appreciate the funny value in this ship. But
- 9:48yeah, Bro, Like the one thing that I don't get about these situations,
- 9:50bro, and they really has me fucked up. Nine. These kids
- 9:54were the last of the generations that you either got it or you did it,
- 9:56and the ones that didn't get it are having a hard time figuring life
- 10:01out because a lot of these predators. Before. When I think of a
- 10:05predator, I think the same thing that a family guy portrays, an old
- 10:09man like Herbert Hi there, you know what I mean, like like I
- 10:13want to take a shot off, you know what I mean, like some
- 10:16perverted shit like that, like some old guy. That's what I think predator,
- 10:20Right, Bro. The guys that are showing them to meet these fourteen
- 10:24or girls are twenty eight, twenty nine, thirty let's not be I don't
- 10:31even I wouldn't even wish that artem. I'm not at all thirty two thirty
- 10:35three, And I'm just like and the and the thing that trists me out,
- 10:39bro, is that these guys they're all like they start crying when they
- 10:43get caught, and some of these guys are tattooed artists and all. And
- 10:45I look at some of these guys and I'm like, I know some fat
- 10:48rocker bitch that would fuck you, you know what I mean? Like like
- 10:50like, don't get me wrong, it might not be the quality quality,
- 10:54most quality tier of pussy, but you're gonna get some pussy of your age.
- 10:58Yeah. Like so like there's a few sizes to them, but yeah,
- 11:03there's a few. There's a few different masks, but you know,
- 11:05you know it at least the same tunnel. There's only a few different kind
- 11:09of stakes. Brother. So like, look, bro, like I see
- 11:11all these guys get caught, and I'm honestly, I don't know what would
- 11:16happened with the nineties kids generations that didn't get it. Bro, But I'm
- 11:18sorry if your father wasn't there, I'm a product with somebody who's following wasn't
- 11:22there and decided to leave it the most important time in regards to my life,
- 11:26and I had to bear with that. But let me tell you,
- 11:28man, and never even none of that moment, I've ever looked at the
- 11:31fourteen year old girl and be like, you know what I mean? Ever
- 11:35in my life, dog, Yeah, like, what what would bring you
- 11:37to that? Like, I just think that these motherfuckers. I'm not making
- 11:41an excuse, but I think that there's a lot of men out there that
- 11:45are our age, that don't have no idea or are so scared to talk
- 11:50to women that they are like a rejection to them. You remember when you
- 11:54were thirteen and you're like, but she says, no, it's gonna be
- 11:56the end of the world. When you're thirteen, that's cool. When you're
- 11:58thirty five, I've you know what I mean. I was like, Yo,
- 12:03there's a thousand pussies out there. Bro, Like, they're not virgins
- 12:05no more, one of them going by the hook, bite the hook.
- 12:09But I think there's a lot of men out there that don't know how to
- 12:11talk to women and they're so scared because they didn't have any example. And
- 12:16bro, Like, I think that shit creates a lot of creeps. I
- 12:20think that does. I think there's a variable of things that make Grillly these
- 12:26creeps. I think it's repetitive history that they were they were preyed on when
- 12:31they were younger. I think, honestly, it scares me when you look
- 12:37at people and you see people and you know some people that are on that
- 12:39borderline too, and you know some everyday people and you're like, but then
- 12:43you and then it changes your perspective on people, and you're like, damn,
- 12:46it could be anybody, Like you could damn near be anybody, and
- 12:50you don't even want to leave your kids. Like growing up in a black
- 12:52family, you are not allowed if it is not your mother or your father,
- 12:58or your brother or your sister, you are not allowed in a room
- 13:01with the door shut with any other relative. That was never a fucking you
- 13:05know, no, there ain't no fucking joke. I don't get My mom's
- 13:07white, and she knew ain't nobody gonna have her baby in the room by
- 13:11themselves with a relative whatsoever, anybody. That's not that. I never understood
- 13:16that. But like I'm like why, I'm like shout out to my parents
- 13:18for like, like it wasn't until like I got to like a teenager age
- 13:22where they're like, all right, he's gonna he's gonna start to get into
- 13:24pussy, you know what I mean, he's gonna want to have to show
- 13:28the door shut when they kind of like started to like look the other way.
- 13:31But anytime before that, like even if I was there with my homies
- 13:33or whatever it was, door had to be open open always because you don't
- 13:37know the motherfucker's they Like, I could be homies with somebody who could be
- 13:39getting like done dirty by their own family, and then he's trying to pass
- 13:43that trauma on the exactly. That's the point. That's what I'm saying.
- 13:46It comes from everywhere. It's just the trauma keeps continuing, so it's like
- 13:50a never ending battle. But do you think that porn is that like the
- 13:54pornography, Like, don't get me wrong, I'm not gonna say like I
- 13:58love pornography, but pornography has been in a big part of my life in
- 14:01regards to explore myself and just finding everything out and just you know what I
- 14:05mean, Porn was there for me when my dad didn't want to have a
- 14:07talk with me. I mean to be honest, if I had to be
- 14:09one, like porn was there for a lot of us when our dads were
- 14:13too scared or too fucking you don't care a lot of that social mequol,
- 14:18you know what I mean, Like type of shit like porn was there for
- 14:20a lot of nineties kids, bro, And like I have a different appreciation
- 14:24for it, like where I like, I don't sit here and I'm like,
- 14:28yo, these are the best women and best man out there. But
- 14:31I do understand that, Like if it wasn't for porn, I wouldn't understand
- 14:35how kind of certain sexuality was for myself, where I'm like, oh,
- 14:37that's what I'm supposed to do with my dick. I knew I had to
- 14:39stick it in somewhere, you know what I mean, Like because my dad
- 14:43wasn't there to have that talk with me, so I just yeah, like,
- 14:46I feel you. But at that age I get it. But as
- 14:48an adult, when we get older, I was I'll be honest, I
- 14:52was victim of it. I mean, of course I still watch porn if
- 14:56i'm but I have a lot of sex, so I don't have to really
- 15:00do that. That's not that's the thing in the past. But when we're
- 15:03sitting there watching it as adult men or even women mostly but mostly men,
- 15:09we're desensitizing ourselves and thinking that our girlfriends are supposed to perform like that porn
- 15:15star. And even if we're not saying it out loud, it programs us.
- 15:18So then that's what makes us continue to like want certain things and try
- 15:22things, which is not a bad thing, but we don't communicate that.
- 15:28We just try to do it, and then it's like, Yo, where
- 15:30the fuck did this comes? Like, Yo, why did you try to
- 15:31put it in my ass? Yeah? Like like I thought we were going
- 15:35to talk about that shit first, you know what I'm saying. Yeah,
- 15:37but that's the thing, so you kind of have to like level it out
- 15:39and not really do that. It's like watch porn as much like it's it's
- 15:45that shit is like if you think about it, it's kind of fucked up.
- 15:50Like you're you're sitting there watching people fuck you think it desensitizes you.
- 15:56It definitely it did me. I was desensitized, like for sure, Like
- 16:00my my sex drive wasn't very high, like at all, Like it wasn't
- 16:03it wasn't really doing like it just wasn't there, like and this was long
- 16:08time ago, like long like I just I felt more enjoyable taking care of
- 16:14myself and watching porn than going out and having sex with the girl. You
- 16:18know what, Bro, Like now for nothing, he's not wrong, Like
- 16:22if I had to be honest, Bro, like no, like that like
- 16:26when before I before, like when I was dating before I met my girlfriend,
- 16:30and like we got into a serious relationship, Like there was times where
- 16:33like there was girls where like they like not like there was just like hey,
- 16:37man, Like I would just kind of be like whatever, Like I
- 16:41treat him like whatever because I'm just like, man, I already could do
- 16:44everything you could with one hand, with one hand another one time behind my
- 16:48back? Yeah, so would you? Would you? I had to when
- 16:52I got out of that realm, I was like, yo, now I
- 16:55have to start looking at girls like I can't kiss myself on the neck,
- 16:57though, yeah I can't. There's a couple of things I can't do it.
- 17:02I'm gonna be honest, But I had to look at myself as like
- 17:03dating, like yo, what this is what I bring to the table,
- 17:07So what are you bringing to the table now? And then it started like
- 17:10maturing my level and then my sexual drive started coming back because I started focusing
- 17:15on like what we bring as a total and bring it together. And then
- 17:18I started getting attracted to like how you do things if you are on time
- 17:22with your bills, Like I literally started. I was like, damn,
- 17:26I'm a fucking adult, Like yeah, she looked good, but damn it,
- 17:27she can't make a mean as spaghetti. God damn you better not put
- 17:32that extra parmesan on there. See what happened Like it was just focusing on
- 17:34other things on other ship other than the actual action of the intercot. I
- 17:40do feel that like if you do stop watching porn like and you're in a
- 17:44relationship and you it helps you appreciate your partner a lot them definitely because in
- 17:51regards to changing your mentality, not for nothing, but you stopped looking at
- 17:55your partner as like a whore. Not that you look at her like that,
- 17:57but you're just like you know how how how it sitizes you where you
- 18:00just like, would you expect them to be nasty like the pornos? Yes,
- 18:03yes, yes, yeah, like that's what I mean, where you
- 18:06expect yeah, and then you and then you'd rather just talk to them about
- 18:08it as compared to you just assuming that Like I'm telling you, I'm telling
- 18:12you, any man, any man, if any man, just tell your
- 18:15girl if you want to do something, be flat out honest with her and
- 18:19be like, honestly, I did see this yes and a porno, and
- 18:22it intrigued me, and I'd wondered if you'd be down to try. I'm
- 18:26telling you, if you do that eight times out of time, maybe seven,
- 18:30you're gonna she's gonna be down to at least let you try. Fuck
- 18:34was that I don't know? Somebody, we've been here, Um yeah,
- 18:42I don't know. It's probably right, yeah, he went on, Oh
- 18:45yeah yeah, but um somebody, do you think sex addiction is real?
- 18:49Oh? For sure? I never understood that because like, so what it
- 18:53is? You know what's crazy? Like, look, bro, I'll be
- 18:56honest with everybody out there who does cocaine, and I'll be honest like I
- 19:02could be one hundred. Cocaine is one of those drugs that can make you
- 19:06a sex addict, bro, because nothing on a sick one will make you
- 19:11want to hunt pussy down. That's the cooke binge I'm talking about. You
- 19:17text everybody, everyone in your phone, somebody three years for you know what
- 19:25up? Long time? What's up? What you're doing? Like yo?
- 19:26And it's like, don't get me wrong, it's like certain drugs, bro,
- 19:30like if you're not in a fucking right place, don't do them because
- 19:33it's like, like I know what the bad size of coke does, and
- 19:37I remember I had been through all that shit. And it was bad bro
- 19:41like like I felt I really I saw myself like, oh, I'm not
- 19:47just addicted to coke, but the one I'm addicted to coke, it triggers
- 19:51like I gotta fuck and I don't care who it is. I just gotta
- 19:55like satisfy his urge. And it's not even about like yeah, like and
- 19:59it's like it wasn't even meaningful. I was just out there just like not
- 20:02doing people dirty. But just like I don't care about you, bitch.
- 20:04I'll tell you whatever you want to hear right now, and I'm putting yeah
- 20:07yeah. Sex addiction comes from so like you don't you don't appreciate anybody.
- 20:12You just appreciate the action of what's going on, and that's it. And
- 20:17then also you feel like shit afterwards. You actually don't feel better. You're
- 20:19just addicted to the feeling while you're doing it. So like it's like a
- 20:25double edged sword. It's just like doing drugs like you feel good. It's
- 20:29like doing alcohol. Like to me, I don't drink alcohol, and I
- 20:32don't hate on anybody that drinks alcohol. I just don't drink it because why
- 20:34would I want to do something that makes me feel good? For a little
- 20:38bit to make me feel like shit later. Yeah, you know what I
- 20:41mean. And it's kept shorty too. I guess smoking weed it doesn't make
- 20:45me feel shit later, but sometimes I get flint. But at the same
- 20:47time, like pick your poison. But like you have to learn and that
- 20:52sexual and world, you have to understand that, like people are individuals even
- 20:56when you're in a relationship, and that's what I always preached, Like we
- 21:00don't own each other. Like no matter if we're married, we file taxes
- 21:06together, whatever we have to do for the man, we still are human
- 21:08beings and we don't own each other. So like fifty so it's fifty I
- 21:12love. I hate that, but I love the fifty fifty rule. But
- 21:15like at the same time, sometimes you're gonna I heard something that was really,
- 21:18really fucking dope. Sometimes you have to They said this lady they were
- 21:22married for thirty some years, and she said, when I come in,
- 21:26we don't do the fifty fifty. We do Sometimes he'll come in and my
- 21:30husband will say, hey, I only got twenty five today, and then
- 21:33the partner understands that they got they got to pick up the other seventy five
- 21:37and they talk about it and then if there's a day they come in they
- 21:41both Wayne Wade Nah. Yeah, in fact the way way they blame the
- 21:45band. But it's just like you have to understand and communicate people. We
- 21:48don't communicate enough period, sexually, mentally, physically, in no way possible
- 21:53do we communicate enough. I'm still working on communicating better. I like that
- 21:57you admit that it's like a very common for it man yourself, bro,
- 22:00because like myself, like I deal with that shit a lot, bro,
- 22:04Like, I have a very hard time opening up. Like me, I've
- 22:08been a product of a lot of trauma, bro, Like and I didn't.
- 22:11You don't realize how much trauma you've been through as a young age until
- 22:15you get to an adult period. You start thinking like an adult. And
- 22:18that shit takes a long time sometimes for men. Women hit that get that
- 22:22get there before us. So it happens between anywhere between twenty five and thirty
- 22:27five. But for a lot of us start maturing, bro, So I'm
- 22:30starting to see things a lot differently. Yeah, and some of the shit
- 22:37starts to hit differently, bro. And like you remember, like when you're
- 22:38younger, and they'll tell you like it's gonna make sense when you're older and
- 22:42yeah, mother, yeah, Grandma sim Jones be smacking you. Yeah,
- 22:47you'd be just walking the dog and be like, god damn, she was
- 22:49right, what the fuck? Okay, Okay, now I gotta do this
- 22:53and this and this because I can't let this happen. It's just one of
- 22:56those like glad you bring that up. And the reason I brought it up
- 23:00is because like sometimes we don't even know how to deal with the trauma,
- 23:04because our own parents are not done dealing with their trauma, and they don't
- 23:08know what it's like. They were a part of a generation that it's Burley
- 23:11starting to get the resources as being a lot of nineties kids. So and
- 23:17I didn't believe the whole thing. Hurt people hurt people, you know what
- 23:22I mean. But for a lot of for a lot of time, it
- 23:25didn't. It didn't make sense to me too. I hurt somebody I really
- 23:27loved, and I was like, and you know, when you get older,
- 23:30that's when you start realizing it, like, oh damn, I can't
- 23:32live without her, you know what I mean, Like where you're like,
- 23:34I kind of I do love this person, because I mean, it's not
- 23:37like you're not seventeen. You're not out there just fucking anything and you don't
- 23:41care. So I'm like, you realize that. And that was a really
- 23:44hard pill for me to swallow, BRO, because I had to realize,
- 23:48Fuck, man, like, why is it that I'm like, I used
- 23:52to be so nice to the people that like added to my trauma, like
- 23:55not on purpose, but like people that just like have been to similar trauma
- 24:00would be just like embraced them. But people who are just there trying to
- 24:02help me heal, I'd be like I would purposely hurt them with like subconsciously.
- 24:06And I didn't know that why, Bro, And a lot of us
- 24:07deal with that, and we don't even know why until somebody, until we
- 24:11run into that one person we give a fuck about that tells us you're such
- 24:15an asshole. You fucking hurt a lot of people you love, and you
- 24:18don't treat everybody like that, what the fuck's up? And then you and
- 24:22sometimes that message goes like here. Sometimes you don't see it, but sometimes
- 24:27that message into like a baseball and it gives you a black eye and you
- 24:30realize that you're like, and this bitch don't deserve this. Yeah, I
- 24:33mean it's hard to even explain why people do that. I mean, I'm
- 24:37not a psychiatrist or anything like that, But the only division why I think
- 24:40people do that, to be honest, is they're comfortable in the ways that
- 24:45they already know of being mean, So like they don't appreciate. We don't
- 24:48appreciate when people are trying to actually make us heal because they're trying to make
- 24:52us change and do something that we're not comfortable with doing. I think black
- 24:55and brown people, bro, like we have that is one of the hardest
- 24:57pill to swallow. And I think that like purposely we've never had those resources
- 25:03around there because I feel that, like the rest of the general public knows
- 25:06what kind of fucking big of of a power outlet we could be if we
- 25:10actually healed and we come from such an amount of trauma. Bro, it
- 25:15is fucked up, bro, and a lot of us don't even know how
- 25:18to deal with it. BRO. Like, I have to deal with my
- 25:21healing as a person and learn how to deal I gotta learn how to deal
- 25:25with my mom's curtain way, and I gotta learn how to jump around my
- 25:27grandma's certain way and eventually make that reconnection with my dad to forgive them and
- 25:33all this shit, and I realize all these things, and I realized that
- 25:36I gotta do these things to heal myself. But at the same time,
- 25:40I'm like, I would love to see the same type of thing for the
- 25:42people that I'm trying to forgive. But when you try to integrate these things,
- 25:47like like like if you try to integrate your parents or you're like,
- 25:49hey, I look how dope it is to heal and then they fucking judge
- 25:52you or something like that, And that's one of the hardest things to swallow.
- 25:56As as as as the generation came up here and made it the generation
- 26:02that was legal, they didn't have to go through the adversity out there.
- 26:04Like it's very it's a very hard pill to swallow because our parents don't like
- 26:08listening to us, bro, like being a nineties kids. Bro, Like
- 26:12if you help your parents fix the car and you happen to know better than
- 26:17him, they don't want to accept that. Yeah you know what I mean,
- 26:22like real because bro, because they don't want to accept the fact that
- 26:26they have to learn from you. Because it's a hard pill to swallow.
- 26:29But that's what they came here for, bro. And as much as that
- 26:33hers. Bro, we have to be the bigger generation to be like,
- 26:34you know what, didn't they tell us to go to school? Yeah,
- 26:37they didn't. You tell me to go to school so I didn't have to
- 26:38clean toilets. To shut the fuck up when I come over here and pay
- 26:41for somebody to clean your toilet, you know what I mean? Like,
- 26:45yeah, bro, like I'm sorry, it has to be a fucking Asian
- 26:48chick to come here and wipe your ass. But guess what, I'm like,
- 26:52somebody's wiping I'm paying for this ship, bitch, Like what the fuck?
- 26:56Yeah? No, I feel you, definitely. It's just because they
- 27:00I don't think that's all parents, though people are saying that's all parent is
- 27:03not. Some people are fortunate enough to not deal with adversity. And I'm
- 27:07not saying I'm hating, but it's like I have the same feeling when I
- 27:10saw the kids with luncha bulls and then't have to take free lunch to school.
- 27:14Bitch, Yeah, but I had it just swallow it, like I
- 27:18wasn't gonna beat him up. Yeah yeah, yeah, Like I was like,
- 27:22this cookie didn't mean breakfast and lunch for you? Yeah yeah, bro.
- 27:26But Joe Hans Railbo took me having a heart attack to reveal abuse from
- 27:30my brother if as a kid to my sister. See you know what,
- 27:34Bro, let's clap it. Let's clap it up for him. Bro,
- 27:37you gotta clamp it up, bro, Like, it's not it's not just
- 27:41fucking women that get to have people or individuals and appears to embrace him after
- 27:47a breakup and all that shit. As men, we gotta change that stigma
- 27:49for being there for each other. I'm fortunate to have some dope ass friends.
- 27:53I could talk to Ray about some of the craziest shit that I know
- 27:56that he'll take to the grave because he's been there as a fucking homie dog.
- 28:00And I wish that everybody else out there had a Ray in their life
- 28:04or one of my one of my friends like Jeffrey and the like, because
- 28:07Bro, men don't glorify that. Bro Like, we gotta fucking switch that
- 28:11ship up. Women are on here gaining all these fucking rights being independent,
- 28:15as fucking shout out to them, bro, w NBA women boxing is making
- 28:18the stands. Bro. But somewhere down the line, bro like, like,
- 28:22how long how long did men think we're gonna keep that facade of saying
- 28:26like we don't have feelings, we don't have that. Not everybody's the rock,
- 28:30bitch. Yeah, like not everybody is the rock, dude, Like
- 28:36you know what I mean, that's the whole real right there. That's great.
- 28:41I love that. Like we have to really like take take account of
- 28:44being like, hey man, I gotta be there for my brother because that's
- 28:45really what who we are. I gotta fucking be there and be like,
- 28:49hey man, let me be an out there for him, because this could
- 28:52be the reason he's not a crystal meth addic in five years. Yo.
- 28:55I just want to take a seconds you have. You are a whole different
- 29:00man right now. I'm loving it since since when I first met you,
- 29:03Like you're like whole, like more open period. I mean, I had
- 29:10a lot of growing going on, like growing pains going on. Bro,
- 29:12Like I've had a lot of I've had I've had more younger people and my
- 29:17family dying, and that's been a harder pill to swallow. Um, I've
- 29:21had a lot of healing to do because I didn't understand how hurt I was,
- 29:26like, like that's one of the hardest things to do, Like and
- 29:29you don't realize that, because thank god I didn't get to a point where
- 29:33I'm like, I was that weak to pick up a drug habit or anything.
- 29:34I kind of did, but I never, like you never saw me
- 29:37bigging in the street. I was just damaging myself or something like that.
- 29:41But and I and I feel that people resonate so much with everything that I
- 29:45say, bro, Like, people know that I love past, people know
- 29:48I love Disneyland, people know so I love nas, people know I love
- 29:51we people know I love all these kinds of things, bro, And it
- 29:53resonates with them all around. And I don't leave anything out of it,
- 29:56bro, even my fucking downsides. So as much as I fucking have a
- 30:00triumph triumphant moment like healing and and and and seeing how beautiful it is like
- 30:07to feel to just let go of shit and not have a weight in your
- 30:11shoulder, I want to share that with people too and just tell them like,
- 30:14hey, man, like, I don't know what happened when you were
- 30:15six years old. I don't know. I don't know. I wasn't there.
- 30:18I don't know what happened when you were twelve. I don't know what
- 30:22happened when your parents divorced. I don't know what happened when your uncle did
- 30:25whatever he did or whatever it is, but whatever it is, just know
- 30:29that there's another side out there, and it's like and and I can't I
- 30:33couldn't share that with people before because I didn't know how beautiful that was.
- 30:37I don't know how cool it was to fucking heal and fucking be like you
- 30:40know what. I got to embrace this hug my girlfriend is giving instead of
- 30:44pushing it away because I didn't have those when I was younger, you know
- 30:47what I mean. So that's a very hard put to swallow, bro,
- 30:51But I had to. I had to take. As much as I never
- 30:52liked pills in my life, but I've been swallowing a lot of them recently
- 30:56that have been reality fucking pills, and it's been a beautiful thing. I've
- 31:00been in A've been more vocal about a lot of things because life is short.
- 31:03Man. We ain't getting to be like my grandma's ninety eight. We
- 31:06ain't all gonna get you ain't over that lucky. Well. I love to
- 31:10hear it, man, I love to see it. I just wanted to
- 31:11point that out for a second. You know, A lot of people just
- 31:15gotta just be more honest with themselves, and not just honest with people,
- 31:18honest with themselves. Like I'm like, for real, you stare in the
- 31:22mirror and look at yourself and talk to yourself out loud. You'll learn a
- 31:25lot about yourself, like a lot about yourself real quick, and you just
- 31:27gotta sit it down. Sometimes you gotta get rid of habits that are just
- 31:33blocking out things. Even if that's like sometimes you gotta Some people go to
- 31:37the gym and they're addicted. Like everybody has a vice, you know what
- 31:38I mean. So sometimes, like somebody said there in the in the YouTube
- 31:44chap room by the way, at seven fifty, we're gonna cut it off
- 31:47and we're gonna go strictly Patreon. So if you haven't joined, joined the
- 31:51Patreon for five dollars, trust me, it's worth it. I'm in the
- 31:52film. A behind the scenes blog for Rox Sampson's birthday tomorrow. Xavia has
- 31:56another block coming. We have another block for the soccer game. Oh yeah,
- 32:00I'm sorry, Saturday. Is it Saturday or Sunday? Saturday? Okay,
- 32:04well yeah, I'll be there. It's gonna all go down. We
- 32:07got a lot of content coming up, So join that, Join that,
- 32:09and uh believe me like I don't know, man, Like I've always usually
- 32:15I like shooting this ship. So I'm a person. I'm a person,
- 32:19bro. Where a lot of people have a certain they have a different interpretation
- 32:22of me because I resonated. I realized I resonate with different people and different
- 32:28parts of life. Some people like me because I'm funny. Some people like
- 32:30me because I eat food. Some people like me because I'm just like a
- 32:34chill, fat dude and smoke sweet and I know what the ship fire shit
- 32:37is. But I got into learn a little bit of all this shit,
- 32:39bro, And it's just like I wasn't a very empathetic person before, but
- 32:44I've learned to be very empathetic before. And I think that's gonna been like
- 32:46a double aid sword for me because I learned to feel and I embody a
- 32:51lot of people's ship, but I'm also very open. At the same time.
- 32:53It helps me grow because it helps me like that person that is going
- 32:58through that shit even though they shared it with me, and I gotta bear
- 33:00the weight of their fucking shit coming to me. I'm gonna be the person
- 33:05that I'm gonna take this experience and I'm gonna put it on camera and there's
- 33:07gonna be maybe five or ten thousand people or a million people. I don't
- 33:14know that they're gonna be like, hey man, this motherfucker said it in
- 33:15no other way as a real person. And sometimes, bro, Like I
- 33:20hated not I hated not having that available when I was younger, every time
- 33:23I was going through some shit, I hated not fucking having somebody to talk
- 33:28to, bro, especially when my dad laft. Like I hated when like
- 33:31I didn't have like, fuck mane this bitch for me, I don't know
- 33:35what to do and just want to I'm gonna punch the wall, you know
- 33:37what I mean. Like I don't want to talk to him mom because she's
- 33:39a bitch too, you know what I mean. Like yeah, bro,
- 33:43like but these are man things, bro like shit that I had to figure
- 33:45out for myself, and I'm it It sucked, bro, but like not
- 33:50that I'm thankful for it. But the only thing I'm thankful for is that
- 33:52when I do decide to have a kid in my family, I know I'm
- 33:55not gonna do that for him, you know. Yeah, we gotta break
- 33:59the curses gotta break them curses. Dude. I think generational trauma is a
- 34:06real thing. Bro. People people don't know, man, Like I don't
- 34:09think people people out there don't fucking hear. I'm gonna tell you, guys
- 34:14something that was told to me recently and I didn't it didn't hit to a
- 34:19hit. And it's very simple. It's not your problem, like literally,
- 34:27like and I'm saying that, like, we know that you move in that
- 34:30car across the street is not your problem. But think of it deeper than
- 34:34that. It's not your problem your mom's uh, generational trauma, your mom's
- 34:39marriage, your dad's failures, your your your grandma's and securities and all that
- 34:45shit. It's not your problem. And as much as you love them,
- 34:50and as much as you want to do whatever you want to do, and
- 34:52as much as you want to be there for them, just know that if
- 34:55you were to not be there, it's gonna be okay, and it's okay
- 34:59to move on. And I say that as a minority being like a Latino,
- 35:02and I see other successful Latinos in the in the limelight, like my
- 35:06fellow fucking peer, like, do know you know what I mean? Like,
- 35:10uh, you know what I mean, I'm skinnier than you. I
- 35:13appreciate that. But but you know, but but you know, but like
- 35:17do you know do you know still uh? But his mom's you know what
- 35:22I mean at his home and um, every time they ask him about that,
- 35:25and I know, do no reaching to the level as as a fellow
- 35:29brown brother where he's successful and I know that, And every time they ask
- 35:32him, he's like, oh, you know, I'm just trying to be
- 35:35there and then do all this shape. But I'm like, I see me
- 35:38as a person that's been there, I see that and see right through it,
- 35:42and I'm just like, you're afraid to let go because you don't think
- 35:46it's gonna be okay because you've been You've been entrapped in that whole thing.
- 35:50And it happens to a lot of us, as as African Americans and as
- 35:53Latinos, it happens to us a lot. We get embodied out of guilt
- 35:58to be there for our family, and it's the hardest pill to fucking swallow
- 36:01to let go. But just know, somebody who is learning to fucking let
- 36:07go of a lot of things, it's gonna be okay, okay to fucking
- 36:10move on and it's okay to fucking just start living for yourself, because at
- 36:15the end of the day, bro, like, every time you try to
- 36:17be there for him, even though you didn't feel appreciate it or that you're
- 36:21going life saw it. Whatever you believe is a God saw it, your
- 36:27universe. If you don't believe in anything, saw it, and it's gonna
- 36:30be repaid. It doesn't matter what way you're gonna look at, it's gonna
- 36:32be repaid. So I'm just saying, like, if you did the right
- 36:36thing, bro, like, just just let learn to fucking you know,
- 36:38learn to learn to keep it moving facts yeats. I mean I used to
- 36:45feel that same way all the time. And then I just went back home.
- 36:47I was back home for like a week. My mom got to hold
- 36:50him house. It's nice, there's things that need to be done to it
- 36:52and whatnot. She's in a good financial situation. But that alone, I
- 36:57got in that hold of like I felt like I had to come back more
- 37:00often and help and take care of my little brother. He just graduated,
- 37:05but he's a little like behind socially, like he doesn't really go out or
- 37:09do anything. He hasn't had a job. Yeah, he's eighteen, That's
- 37:14what I'm saying. He's frontin in August and like, do you feel some
- 37:17kind of guilt for Like I feel some kind of guilt for like leaving in
- 37:22those last few years. But COVID my mom would not let me around him
- 37:24whatsoever for like the three years that we were doing it. Um, she's
- 37:29very in her ways and in hurt deals with her still trauma. I tried
- 37:32to have conversations with their like chill, and she she just did. She
- 37:36was the argument. So I just let it go and I just let my
- 37:38mom for I think the reason our moms and our parents argue is because they
- 37:43like that. That's all they know. They know how to they protect.
- 37:47They protect there like, ain't no way I'm gonna heal through you. You're
- 37:51younger than me. I brought you to this world. But in reality,
- 37:53it's like like you could learn a thing or two from other fucking cultures.
- 37:59Bro. Like, like it works differently in like other fucking cultures, and
- 38:02it works fine, like Arabs or like Middle Eastern people. Bro, they'd
- 38:07be up in each other's business. Bro. Like have you ever seen the
- 38:08bond between two Palestinian brothers? Yeah? They bro they'll fucking kill you if
- 38:14you if you talk shit about any other bro. They don't talk shit about
- 38:16Kabe's brother. He's not Palestinian. I know he's Russian. But I'm saying,
- 38:22like, motherfucker's out there, bro, like it ain't no bullshit about
- 38:25that life. It's because like those are values that I feel that when McGregor
- 38:30would talk shit, but you know, yeah what happened what about him?
- 38:36You know, I'm saying he would talk shit and then like how Kabee would
- 38:37just kind of like he would, he'd be like threatening and be like I'm
- 38:40gonna drive, I'm gonna fly to Ireland just to fuck you up. Yeah
- 38:45yeah, yeah, and then we're talking about my man McGregor like that.
- 38:49Doc. No, sorry, if people are saying that I do ascid today,
- 38:53I didn't do ascid today, Bro. I just don't have exaust.
- 38:58I just don't have exau here to like talk about, like I don't know
- 39:01whatever rave bitch he fucked or out. I don't know. Like Bryan's a
- 39:06whole different vibe. I don't know what the fuck you guys want, bro.
- 39:07This is every show's a whole different vibe. I appreciate the people in
- 39:10there saying shout out to you guys from sucking, adding a different avenue and
- 39:15letting us know that real shit, you know what I mean. When I'm
- 39:17gonna ask it, I'm chill. I'm actually joking around. I'm probably like
- 39:21doing a whole lot of shit. And I do want to tell you guys
- 39:23one thing. I gotta give up the NAS and yeah, so uh look,
- 39:36man, I love NAS, all right, I love nitrous oxide.
- 39:40Nitrous oxide is the shit. I'm probably gonna keep doing that like every now
- 39:45and then, like before, like how I used to do it once a
- 39:46year. But I went to the doctor recently and I had a lung test,
- 39:55I had a whole blood test and everything, and they asked me what
- 40:00in my family and all this shit, And I'm not diabetic or anything like
- 40:04that. You know, I'm not over here to put our grandma has Alzheimer's
- 40:07and dementia, and well she has dementia and and and low signs of Alzheimer's.
- 40:15So with those two things being said, the doctor kind of did the
- 40:19whole exam things and then he had me to do a long test and asked
- 40:22me what kind of drugs I was doing. I'm like yeah, I came
- 40:25before and this isn't that. And uh he told me, he's like,
- 40:30how much how often do you do nitrix? Because he saw me how I
- 40:32was like, oh yeah, and Nitris, I fuck do Nitris? You
- 40:36know. He asked me how much? How often to do it? I'm
- 40:37like, oh, yeah, like a fifteen pounder will kill it in like
- 40:39a day or everything. Yeah, Like, God, he's a doctor,
- 40:45he's a doctor. I tell him the real shit a little bit. Don't
- 40:49lie to your doctor day. Don't lie to your doctor, broke, because
- 40:52like, if you fucking die, bro it's your fault, straight up.
- 40:54You're yeah, so yeah, so regardless your phone. So the doctor told
- 41:00me that me inhaling um like high volumes of cold air of except yeah,
- 41:10excessive volumes of cold air. I'm sorry, I'm sucking drunken, but like
- 41:16excessive volumes of cold air. That it's the low freezing level with my lungs
- 41:21and smoking weed, which is at a certain kind of high hot temperature at
- 41:25the same time, well, eventually where my lungs out to an extent where
- 41:30if I abuse it, I can cause an abresion where it won't show up
- 41:34right away until my lungs are filled up with a certain amount of blood,
- 41:37meaning that eventually I'll just be doing as one day are saying, same team,
- 41:40and I'm gonna call it gonna be like there'd be a blood in my
- 41:44movie and it'd be too late where they can either save my lungs or I'm
- 41:47gonna have to need a fu transplant. So that was strike number one where
- 41:51I was like, and I was like, well, how much nons do
- 41:52I gotta keep doing for me to do that? He was like, the
- 41:54way you're going like, you know, he was like, how is your
- 41:58memory? That's where the real part came up. Ask me where my fucking
- 42:01uh what my family's history is. And he's like, if you keep in
- 42:07healing this much amount of fucking gases with aluminum and nitrous and aluminum and metals
- 42:13in it, you're gonna just expedite the Alzheimer's and dementia thing to like being
- 42:16a sixty year old with dementia and that's not really a normal thing, and
- 42:21you're gonna you know what I mean. So, with those two things being
- 42:23said, I had to consider a lot of things and it's probably gonna just
- 42:28be like a once a year special from now on. So with that being
- 42:30said, UM, if you guys would like to hire the easel Nitrous rental
- 42:37service, it's gonna be one thing coming on Patreon if you guys all want
- 42:39to enjoy your Nitrius responsibility. Not like how I did. Um, I
- 42:43have five tanks available for rental. But yeah, um, the doctor,
- 42:50the doctor was not with the ships like fifteen pounds. Yeah, the fucker's
- 42:59wrong with you. Yeah, so um float You know, I shout out
- 43:04to NAS but you know, but like, I'm not gonna lie I was
- 43:07experiencing your memory loss as a young person and I couldn't figure it out and
- 43:12I didn't want to admit it. And yeah, I'm man enough to admit
- 43:19that I was. I was kind of like abusing certain things, like I
- 43:22said my birthday, look forward to her birthday, BASHNAS holiday. Yeah,
- 43:29that's gonna be the We're gonna follow up all five tanks. But but anytime
- 43:34before that, I'm probably gonna have to like pass because I have to really
- 43:38consider my health and my respiratory system because I want to be here, to
- 43:44be like that cool sixty year old or seven year old where you're like,
- 43:46yeah, yo, we got him at the session. Yeah, yeah,
- 43:52I'm over there, like yeah, yeah, we're not doing that. But
- 43:55just like yo, you know, smoking a cool little joint U huh yeah,
- 44:00I love it. Somebody said, damn he has a dunes they supply.
- 44:04Yeah. Look, if you guys want to have the NAS experience,
- 44:06you guys can hire me as a NAS the tank Master. I'll show up.
- 44:09We'll have different options on Patreon. If you guys want a tampounder,
- 44:13as long as you're in California, we'll show up. I'll fill it up.
- 44:15It'll be a whole fee. Me and Xaviera show up. We'll do
- 44:19a few balloons with y'all. You know what I mean. You know what's
- 44:21crazy? Bro? No drug is good, No drug is fucking safe?
- 44:24Out can I No, I don't like dmt broy cry what the fun?
- 44:32But that shit makes me cry. I start thinking about it, like,
- 44:37who's none of you have done dmt NA. But I'm open to it.
- 44:40Bro, let's do it. It's fucking epic. It's fucking you're literally dreaming
- 44:46while you're awake. Yeah, I mean think about it before, like the
- 44:52deepest day dream you could get. I've done it before when I've been mad
- 44:55and like it made me go on to like a tron state because I some
- 44:59like it was an error where like I was like I was kind of selling
- 45:02coke and also selling How did you smoke it? Uh? I put it
- 45:07on top of a bowl. Yeah, and then I and I saw it
- 45:12melt it actually before it burned. It smells like very floral, like a
- 45:15leafy like I got that, Jesus saying, you probably got it from like
- 45:20a It was it extracted like from like a tree. Yeah, extracted yeah.
- 45:22It was almost looked like wax, and it smells yeah, yeah,
- 45:25but it's powder. Yeah, it's called Jesus saying, yeah, So I
- 45:30did that, And then I just remember like I fucking hit a bowl and
- 45:34then I was on my bed, like I was just like sitting there and
- 45:36I was just like uh huh. And then as soon as I let it
- 45:40out, like I just laid back, head just goes, head just goes,
- 45:45and I fucking laid back. And then I was just like geometrical fucking
- 45:47shit where I was like that Simpsons episode where they going through that, like
- 45:52yeah, I mentioned, and then I just like I just literally just saw
- 45:55it. Just that's all I kept seeing like this geometrical shit, but it
- 46:00never went anywhere. I wasn't that long and then before I knew it,
- 46:01like it just snapped out of conto and I was like, like crash Bandicoo's
- 46:06like yeah, but it had been like fifteen twenty minutes. No, it
- 46:08was only a bowl because I only did one bowl, so it was like
- 46:12a maybe about like I don't know eight minutes. So you didn't hit Did
- 46:14you smoke the whole thing to yourself? No? I only hit that bolt
- 46:16and I got scared only once. Yeah, I saw that thing melt and
- 46:21then I took one big I said. I was like, and then I
- 46:24let it go. And then I put the pipe on the fucking nightstand and
- 46:27then I was like, and yeah, I let it goal. Like I
- 46:30was like, if you hit it like three times, two to three times,
- 46:35like just like you said, you will go to a whole another fucking
- 46:38realm. I'm telling you, like like look at the Mike Tyson interview and
- 46:43Joe Rogan interviews about it. This shit is real, bro. Like when
- 46:45I did it, I thought I saw a Pokemon bro Like it's shit just
- 46:50like it Like at first, it was like the Pink Floyd triangle kind of
- 46:53like what you're talking about. And it was just like nothing but me,
- 46:57Like when I closed my eyes, I would just fly through it, but
- 47:00not very fast. And then I freaked out opened my eyes and I was
- 47:04still able to dream shit because I was so it's so it's so natural to
- 47:09our brain that all we're doing is fucking throwing it through the roof. It's
- 47:14like steroids to our brain, and you're just dreaming constantly. And then I
- 47:17snapped out of it. Like you said, I've only done it twice.
- 47:21I snapped out of it and it had been like fifteen twenty minutes. That
- 47:22felt like ten seconds. But I definitely wouldn't pay a lot of money for
- 47:27it again. But yeah, it's fired. I just can't kill yourself one
- 47:30it either. No, you can't. I'll tell you right now if you
- 47:32guys want to know what I would what I am gonna do with the fucking
- 47:37seven grams a DMT I have in my house and I've been having it for
- 47:39the last seven years. I mean, seven grams a DMT is enough to
- 47:44get a lot of people fucking hot fucked up. So I'm just letting you
- 47:46guys know. If you guys want to know what I'm gonna do with that.
- 47:49Why don't you go ahead and sign up for the Patreon It's just five
- 47:52dollars. Make your way over there. There's one hundred dollars tier box.
- 47:55Believe me, if you guys want one hundred dollars plus worth of sea menu
- 48:00items from Cali Blaze, Fucking California, Magic Farms, Propane, and flavors
- 48:05by Zone fran Cheese, just to name a few brands, trust me,
- 48:09get that fucking tier and it's gonna be a subscription box every fucking month.
- 48:14So believe me, don't fucking sleep on that, because it's gonna be worth
- 48:17it. If you live in a state that you don't, you ain't supposed
- 48:21to have all that goodness, you're gonna just get blessed with random shit.
- 48:24So all I'm letting you know is get that hundred dollars tier if you're really
- 48:28trying to miss out on that. If not, get that five dollar tier.
- 48:30Um. With that being said, join us on Patreon. I'm sorry
- 48:34you too, I'm sorry Twitch Hello Patreon, I mean no, ray,
- 48:38We're good. There we go. What's that lighter? I'll here this.
- 48:45I gotta get that. I gotta get that fucking joint to tell that the
- 48:47rest of my story. Yeah, so um yeah, so yeah, so
- 48:52what ended up? So? Um what I had? What um when I
- 48:57got the DMT was, um, I used to get that from this.
- 49:00I used to have bro like this one used to be plugged in bro like
- 49:02like heavy bro. He used to get everything bro like his dad was one
- 49:07of them people's like, well, I'm like like them people's like, so
- 49:12he used to give me anything, and he gifted this to me one time.
- 49:15He gave me a whole jar bro. It's like one of these like
- 49:21literally like a little bit taller than this, and it's filled up with Jesus
- 49:25saying which is kind of like this color, and it's like it looks like
- 49:30crumble, like oh school crumble, and it dissolves into like a little powder
- 49:34and Knee gave me that, and I'm like, I wasn't really into it
- 49:37like that, but I'm like my whole plan if um like to smoke that
- 49:43shit. I'm like, if we were to ever have a Nicholas Cage m
- 49:46movie moment where the like the what was that movie with the fucking comment or
- 49:52whatever it was coming? Do you remember that movie the comment with Nick Cage.
- 49:59He's with his whole family like this, and they and he gets the
- 50:02he gets the fucking little he digs it up from the ground and he sees
- 50:06the numbers, and his son knows how to Yeah, I think I know
- 50:10what you're talking about. I just don't like him, so I don't really
- 50:14know. It's this um fuck, I forget this movie. I don't want
- 50:17to say it's um it's an yeah, isn't it. I think somebody said
- 50:22next or knowing. I think it's I think it's yeah. I think it's
- 50:28the knowing. So yeah, so um, yeah, it was what I
- 50:30was watching that movie. And then I remember, like the kid found out
- 50:34that the world was gonna get hit by a comment, so like the family
- 50:37knew that they had like an hour to live, so they just prayed and
- 50:40all got together and they just all like kicked it and ship and then the
- 50:44world hit. Like that's what I would do. I would just be like
- 50:45with my family and my closest individuals try to get there, and I would
- 50:51just smoke his DMT and I would just be like, let's all hug while
- 50:53this ship hits Earth. But that's actually a great idea, like an end
- 51:00of the world type shit, like I wouldn't tell anybody like you don't gotta
- 51:02hit this, but like this is just for me. And after I hit
- 51:05this, just let's just hug because we got an hour left. Yeh yeah,
- 51:10yeah, yeah, that's a great idea because I'm just saying, like
- 51:17you're gonna be out of this world, bro, Like I'm like, what
- 51:21do I want? What am I gonna do? Focus on the I'm trying
- 51:22to go, and everybody go, That's what what I'm saying. I'm not
- 51:24trying to go alone. I think everybody would agree on that. Like Independence
- 51:28Day, remember that. Remember, like I'm trying to rock. If everybody's
- 51:31rocking, I'll come on, I'll go. Let's try to rock till the
- 51:34end. Come on. Yeah, but I want to jump the bridge with
- 51:37you. Yeah, facts, I'm trying to jump that thing. Six three
- 51:42bride Poppa wheelies, I mean with those boy said, just check off,
- 51:49just check off the whole time. Are you gonna wait to come at the
- 51:52very last second? Are you gonna come and get it in at least two
- 51:55hours before? Like way I could at least like chill at the end and
- 51:59be like well, oh shit and cheking like you know what I mean,
- 52:02like like let's smoke the d MT and then like I'll be like you come.
- 52:12It's hard to come when you're on psychedelics. Bro. Like I fucking
- 52:15fucked out mushrooms before, and I was like it felt like my fucking dick
- 52:19was spitting out, like throw up, like yeah, Like I was just
- 52:22like I think that's a doctorate shit. Yeah. I was just like yo,
- 52:30I was like this shit, I felt like a Mario plant threw up.
- 52:34Yeah, splooge. Yeah, bro. But I don't know, man,
- 52:40Like, has there been people that have died fucking yeah, heart attacks?
- 52:46They have a heart attack, h for sure. I mean they don't
- 52:51even have to be on that ship. But I remember there was times bro,
- 52:55when I'm like, you know, I I was single and I was
- 53:00out there doing my thing, and I remember I would just be out there
- 53:04just in the world, bro, slanging it. Yeah, slanging it,
- 53:07bro. But I was like doing coke everywhere I went, and it wasn't
- 53:12hard to find out who else like to do coke. Oh, it's easy
- 53:15you find out. Like regards to women, you know, like a woman
- 53:17has to be like, well, yeah, I fuck him, and then
- 53:20she'd be like you know, she'd make her way, like you know what
- 53:22I mean. Like, so I just remember, like that shit got me
- 53:25into so many fucking adventures dog, and I'm just like, don't get me
- 53:30wrong, I've done a lot of coke and it was a lot of fun,
- 53:35trust me. But now it's at the point where it's like it's not
- 53:37even worth it the shit that that's out there due my eye watch tells me
- 53:40nothing to do it no more. What Yeah, I watched the last time
- 53:44I did it, Like I watched was like your heart rate went up,
- 53:47like this did this much. I was like the next morning I watched.
- 53:53Never told me that before. Oh no, my watch is like Jesus is
- 53:57watching that shit or something. Yeah, like like I don't need to take
- 54:00the wheel on that thing, Yeah I don't. I don't understand like who's
- 54:04watching the watch, but like it's gotta be like some some Jesus motherfucker out
- 54:07there watching it. But I remember, like I got the graph the next
- 54:12day when I was running on the treadmill and I just fucking saw it was
- 54:15like because I just unlocked it, so all of it gave me the fiction.
- 54:16It was like ling ling ling, and then it was like, your
- 54:20heartred went up, this, your hearred went up, this, your hearty
- 54:22up. And I was just like, oh so I could have died last
- 54:24night. Yeah, but yeah, that's what my watch was trying to get
- 54:29me into. Oh No, that shit was just wild now, man,
- 54:31and you can't play with that. It's harder. Look, man, everybody
- 54:35out there that's young out there and wanted it was young out there and wanted
- 54:37to do drugs. Don't get me wrong, I understand your urge. Bro,
- 54:39I understand your urge, and I understand your want to want to do
- 54:43drugs. Drugs thought as fuck. It's cool as fun, but there are
- 54:45safe drugs and there are not saved drugs these days. The only reason I
- 54:51would want a time machine is to go to nineteen eighty to go to do
- 54:54some coke and just hardcore and just kick it because it was your If somebody
- 55:00offered me some coke here randomly, I'm not gonna do it because I know
- 55:04that might be my last time. When not everybody has a great source,
- 55:07and even if you have a great source, everybody, it is hard to
- 55:10fucking make sure that you're a bulletproof. I have a great source, and
- 55:15I have like these great fucking jars that I've held on trus the last time
- 55:19I did coke. I think what we're like a month? How many months
- 55:22is November? Ray? Yeah? A whole baby's worth Yeah, A whole
- 55:27baby. Yeah, A whole baby was made. A whole baby was made,
- 55:30and I didn't do no coke and born. So all I'm saying is
- 55:35is like, look what I had. So all I'm saying is you're right,
- 55:42thank you. Like, so, all I'm saying is that it is
- 55:45very hard, but believe me, it is possible, and it is not
- 55:49worth it, bro, Like, just find safe for drugs. Bro,
- 55:52get into acid, get into fucking like mushrooms, Like literally, uh,
- 55:57what's that cavat? Oh? I want to try cava so bad. I
- 56:01don't know, bro, I've never done it. It just I want to
- 56:06try one story and it was okay. So I just heard it was not
- 56:09very fun. They got sick, they got sick. This this was this
- 56:15person white? Huh yeah, all right, jeans cava fucking like cava sounds
- 56:23like some shit? Is what is it supposed to do? Here? Let
- 56:28me google that, bitch. Side effects of cava? What is mike cause
- 56:34drowsiness, diarrhea, upset stomach. Oh shit. What does cava do for
- 56:39the body. Cava is said to alevate the mood, well being, and
- 56:45contentment, and produced the feeling of relaxation. So several studies founded cava mall
- 56:55infused the treatment of anxiety. It's me and related to nervous these surds.
- 57:05However, there is serious concern that this cava may cause liva damage. Yeah
- 57:15there is. Yeah, but that's but so does alcohol. So if you're
- 57:21gonna tell me, if I'm gonna take my gamble on what's gonna hurt my
- 57:25liver? What's up? Cava? Like? I can't do nos? No
- 57:30more caba? What's up? I know you god brother must be like you,
- 57:39motherfucker. I pray for you all this time, and I'm just like,
- 57:44it's not nos Like hey you said, yeah that is what she said,
- 57:51miss man. But my birthday they say it's a natural xanax. Oh
- 57:55my god, that sounds I love it. Dah. All right. First
- 58:00of all, if anybody knows a Cova bartender, we need comma a Cova
- 58:06show. Yeah. Now I'm down. I'm definitely down. You don't cover
- 58:08the same did they sell them in bars. No, it's powders. So
- 58:14you put it like they make cocktails out of it, So it's an alcohol
- 58:16substitute. There's I got the all right, bring it all right, all
- 58:22right to Rocks so yo. So I got the advertisement of this one white
- 58:27bitch that came out of my story that said this one white bitch. Yeah.
- 58:29She was like, we now have the first cover bar in a sentence.
- 58:32And I was like, cava. What is that? And I googled
- 58:35it and I was like, no way, where is this? And I
- 58:37signed up for the newsletter. So I'm just waiting for the legal I don't
- 58:42know about that and I don't care. But everybody anybody out there who fucking
- 58:45knows about cava and wants to come to a Cova show, I'm up.
- 58:51I'll be there. Yeah, hould up. We're gonna make this shit happen.
- 58:54Cava is not I'm gonna be barred out on cava. Cova is not
- 58:59regular. Later buy any state or federal law, and it's legal in all
- 59:01fifty states. Let's get coba bars. So that's the new end. So
- 59:07we need to start buying cava and make a bar. We we just we
- 59:12just make barts that it can I drive after drin the coya. What does
- 59:20it say, is there a law in driving after cava? Hey? The
- 59:22cava briskey, cava brisket. Nigga conna be shitting while he's sleeping. It
- 59:29says here, we don't encourage you to drink cava and drive, but doing
- 59:34so it's still technically legal. B I, bitch, I have five shots
- 59:38of Jack Daniels. That was some cava. Bitch. Yeah, for real,
- 59:43sir, have you been drinking? No, I've been cava. Yeah,
- 59:45I had some cava. You what you know about that show? You
- 59:46won't try it. It's not legal. It's not legal that even so I've
- 59:52been so police could use cava to arrescue for a d u I d Yeah,
- 59:57but that driving while driving? Wh and what d you what? Nigga?
- 1:00:01This us d u I d okay, And then they're gonna do a
- 1:00:07blood test and there's not gonna be coming up anything that's even under there.
- 1:00:10So so guess what, I'm gonna taking the court and waste your time straight
- 1:00:16up, like it's like somebody, it's like a cop trying to get you
- 1:00:20for d DUI. Yeah, driving while black. I was gonna say I
- 1:00:25d WI, but I'm saying like forgetting here, for d ui. We're
- 1:00:30off of weed, bro, Like, I'm straight out walking out of the
- 1:00:31couple bar like, this ain't easy. Shout out to Godfather though I miss
- 1:00:42you, Bro. Yeah, I'm gonna post that video of me hitting him
- 1:00:45in his chest harm. He hates that video, bro Like. I don't
- 1:00:49think he hates it, but he's like, he's like, man, motherfucker's
- 1:00:52b dm me talking about how you gonna hit you. He's like tough doctor
- 1:01:00Herberts. We have you ever had him on the showbre damn oh, damn
- 1:01:09this the Angel Oh remember he coming up on Yeah with the Yeah, Bro,
- 1:01:21I used to play that ship heavy, my nigga. I used to
- 1:01:23have all the creative players. I had like sixteen created characters. It was
- 1:01:28ridiculous. Man, that was the ship, bro, Like Nintendo sixty four
- 1:01:34was the ship righting when that ship came out. Yeah, Bro, that
- 1:01:36era was fucking crazy, bro Like in the wc W shit, nobody else
- 1:01:39is gonna know what it's like to have a brock Lesner Goldberg, no bro
- 1:01:44Cold in your fucking league, bro like or sometimes or even a gold Dust
- 1:01:49or gold Dust brother the Hardy Brothers, the Dudley Brothers. Fucking custody match,
- 1:01:55Yo, what the fuck me? Yo? Come on dog? That
- 1:02:02was the most Mexican shit ever that y'all come on a custody match for Eddie
- 1:02:09Guerrero's for Ray Masterials kid? Yeah? Yeah, what is it? Ray
- 1:02:14Mysterials Kid? And remember r ip Eddie girl? He was like, you
- 1:02:19don't got to listen to him. I'm your the poppy. I was like,
- 1:02:23yo, bro that she used to get wild. This has gone too
- 1:02:27far. They used to dog out Stephanie McMahon. Yo, how much?
- 1:02:30How much? How much do we gotta ask for them to donate on Patreon
- 1:02:34for Xavier to dress up like gold Dust for the Halloween? Yo? If
- 1:02:40y'all like, we gotta get him the whole suit though, the whole skin
- 1:02:45suit. That like like Concholo's like I've been Waiting's gotta shave his head,
- 1:02:52gotta do the whole black and everybody would do it, Bro in a heartbeat,
- 1:02:55but you think he'll do it everybody in the chat room like the painting.
- 1:02:59Yeah, Halloween. And look, don't get me wrong, I don't
- 1:03:01want to pay Xavier, but it'd be worth the money. But if you
- 1:03:07guys want to rally up, I'll make a special thing on Patreon. And
- 1:03:09there's a goal. If we reach that goal that he agrees to and we
- 1:03:15get him to dress like gold dust, I'll dress something like man kind and
- 1:03:17him up to let the live love. Yeah. Yeah, we just put
- 1:03:22it to the table. I always wanted to go through with you, bro.
- 1:03:29I remember how the fuck stupid were we thinking that that ship was doing
- 1:03:32something? Think about as kids they suffocating them with a dirty as. I
- 1:03:38was always surprised. I was like, who, you don't throw up?
- 1:03:40I threw up the brush my teeth with the funk. I don't understand DNA
- 1:03:47x AG would do it for an a ball facts, they do it for
- 1:03:52some man not but for real though. All right, look, don't get
- 1:03:57me wrong. If he has to dress up as goal does, I'll dress
- 1:04:00up as like whatever somebody equivalent. Bro. I'll put on the Andrew of
- 1:04:03the Giant. I'll show some man titty out there. I mean, I
- 1:04:09don't want to do Kane. I don't want to face myself as Mark Henry.
- 1:04:12Now you gotta do Kane Kane. Yeah that's kind of cool though,
- 1:04:15But like there's different kinds of cane though. There's a corporate Kane masking.
- 1:04:21What is it professional King or remember that shit, it was mayor. It
- 1:04:27was Mayor Kane, That's what it was. It was Mayor Kane. Yeah,
- 1:04:30but I'm sorry. The rock he he put the rock and Stone Cold
- 1:04:34put wrestling on like to a whole other level. Dude. This is that's
- 1:04:40the rivalry nobody will ever understand like we do. Dude, at any moment
- 1:04:46in your life, bro, when you hear this ship, bro, well,
- 1:04:50hold on, I'm sorry that we don't smoke the same account. It's
- 1:04:55not h what is it a commercial free DJ poss I'm sorry, Yeah,
- 1:05:00we're not paying for that. Yeah. But the moment you hear this ship,
- 1:05:13when that shit came on, dude, my mom would tell me cut
- 1:05:15my there, cut of broke, because I would start throwing the pillows,
- 1:05:18start fighting my little brother, start punching him dog, and my little brother
- 1:05:23letting himself like like just because we're watching wrestling. Bro. I got suspended
- 1:05:28from elementary school for stunt stone coat stunting somebody at football and practice. If
- 1:05:32I was fit, If I was fit, I word word I would wear
- 1:05:35Georgs I just puzz out of stone Cold. You would have made a stone
- 1:05:40Cold like like literally going out every four corners of this table. They like,
- 1:05:45who with the vest? Oh there? Yeah, stone Cold is one
- 1:05:48of my I always wanted to be the Hardy Brothers though, like I always
- 1:05:51wanted to be the Hardy Brothers I thought I had. I thought they were
- 1:05:56just like the shit bro like they were just like fuck everybody. I'm flying
- 1:06:00and flipping and fucking everybody. Was one of the fucking most influential moments where
- 1:06:04I knew when I heard this song and I saw it besides val Venus when
- 1:06:10I heard when I heard that, When I heard this song, I knew
- 1:06:13I liked bitches when I would hear it Dog and then fucking Jerry the King
- 1:06:19the puppies everywhere because there'd be bitches showing the fucking titties and then and then
- 1:06:25there would show bitches on Sean. Sean Michaels was the w W heartthrob.
- 1:06:29Yeah, when he knew that shit on the fucking floor even, I was
- 1:06:33like, damn, Dog, this motherfucker gets pussy. I was like,
- 1:06:38I want to be here. Yeah, sure, for sure that ship was
- 1:06:42live. What a time to be alive. They were wild, though there
- 1:06:45was a lot of the little spit. Oh that was the shit. He
- 1:06:53does make them hot. I'm surprised he never made like a fucking commercial for
- 1:06:59like little Caesars. Make them hot, I'll make them fast. Yeah,
- 1:07:05I'm making them sexy. For five dollars. Yeah yeah, Bro, they're
- 1:07:12now seven dollars. They're two dollars of the place, Pizza, Pizza,
- 1:07:20fucking Little Caesar, you fucking little fag plus text. It's okay, we're
- 1:07:27on Patreon. We can say I mean, you don't, but I'm just
- 1:07:31saying, for five dollars, for five dollars, I'm dead. I like
- 1:07:38the eighties wrestler build like I couldn't been welcome to Hell. I just gotta
- 1:07:42flatten out of my chest to have a belly. Just choke slam my,
- 1:07:45motherfucker. Just do all the cocaine. No want. Macho Man was the
- 1:07:50ship, though, Bro, those speeches like and then like, I ain't
- 1:07:56gonna lie, Bro, I know you're probably gonna feel different about it.
- 1:08:00Ryan, the whole Cogan to me was my all time favorite wrestler. He's
- 1:08:03are you kidding me? He was one of my sound like a green bro,
- 1:08:10Like when the whole kovid he was like, let me tell you something,
- 1:08:13brother, I used to be all about that walking around the house.
- 1:08:16Let me tell you something. Just telling people, bro, like I used
- 1:08:20to have the whole Coogan stretchy food. I mean, you're just a little
- 1:08:24older than me, so I guess that's why. Well, no, hold
- 1:08:26on, I thought you were a boxing age rock just like fifty. No,
- 1:08:30I'm thirty two. Rock is over here. First of all, when
- 1:08:33the fund has Rock lived the life of a seventy year old. This man
- 1:08:36is really used to work at the X Game. I used to produce for
- 1:08:40Doctor Dre. I used to find him. Mariah Kerry was my homegirl.
- 1:08:43Like, yo, come on, bro, like like like, I'm gonna
- 1:08:46start to have to have a light detector chance. Sometimes that man does seem
- 1:08:54like he's It's like he's every year he turns thirty three, he's like,
- 1:08:57and I'm also an animal activist. Yeah, own squirrels. Yeah, he's
- 1:09:03like a Jamaican. He's got every type of job you could think of.
- 1:09:10Yeah, bro, but on your ownger than yeah thirty two. Okay,
- 1:09:13oh you're just my one year I thought you were like thirty Nah, Xavier
- 1:09:17is actually thirty, but he acts like he's twenty two. He's like a
- 1:09:21twenty two year old whore that thinks she's hot. That's accurate. Like it's
- 1:09:28just like, hey man, when you're twenty five, it's gonna hit which
- 1:09:32is like you still wait? Yeah, which I'm like, hey, at
- 1:09:34thirty, when you hit thirty or thirty and a half, that back's gonna
- 1:09:38hurt. That lower back gonna started talking to you, like, sit your
- 1:09:42bitch ass down. I don't know what you think you're doing here? What
- 1:09:45is it he? What is he currently dating? Is it safe to say
- 1:09:48that? Remember he did say that on there. He did say that someone
- 1:09:54or multiple people in particular. There's been a lot of signs of growth.
- 1:10:00I okay, so who do we need to save? Well that's what?
- 1:10:03Well, you know what, from what I understand, is it healthy?
- 1:10:08He's at well, yeah, she she she's a bost up chick. She
- 1:10:11has she can hold her own, so like she like I told him,
- 1:10:14I was like, you do know that she doesn't need you? Yeah,
- 1:10:16Like I clearly let him know. I was like, that's her. I'm
- 1:10:19like, she definitely does not need you. And she's been to add a
- 1:10:23lot of night nights. There's places think you're gonna take her. I'm like,
- 1:10:26I'm just letting you know as a friend, so you better make ac
- 1:10:28count even if you take her a chili's bitch, you know what I mean.
- 1:10:30Like like, I'm just like, yo, bro, like you better
- 1:10:34have some great conversation, bitch, because to let you know, she's in
- 1:10:38the weeding in the street too. There's Hella Arabs. They want to make
- 1:10:40her future and her kids future like make happen. So it's a hard deal
- 1:10:45to turn off. Turned down. I'm I'm over here telling him. I
- 1:10:47was like, Bro, if I was a chick, I'd be like,
- 1:10:48fuck this dude. Yeah, Joe says he's down to one man now,
- 1:10:55good for him, but but yeah he's currently dating, Like good for him,
- 1:11:01but he still has these like weird tendencies where he's like, I'm still
- 1:11:06gonna be talking and I'm just like, that's just because she hasn't signed up
- 1:11:10to the Patriot. I'm like, when she signs up to the Patreon,
- 1:11:14she sees all the shit you say. Yeah, yeah, I'm like,
- 1:11:17y, she's gonna be like any woman didn't like, I'm gonna tell you
- 1:11:21guys, fellas, if you want to waste the woman's If you want to
- 1:11:25waste the female's time or a woman's time, you got a month and a
- 1:11:29half if you don't get the pussy by a month and a half, And
- 1:11:30that's just stretching it kind of like you should really listen. You have a
- 1:11:33month, yeah, like by these days, like like real ones could get
- 1:11:36it down in two weeks if if she's a wholesome chick, two weeks,
- 1:11:40it's a good amount of time. Like you're like, hey, man,
- 1:11:42I had to crack this clam hard, you know what I mean? Like
- 1:11:45maybe that's maybe that's fat guy terms, you know what I mean. I
- 1:11:47hadn't ever been that good looking. But for me, two weeks has ever
- 1:11:49been the fasting where I'm like, I am nowhere near this little mermaid land?
- 1:11:54Yeah, like I was, yeah, never catch it awave. So
- 1:12:00all I'm saying, look, man, if after like a month and a
- 1:12:02half, if you haven't realized that, hey, I could potentially see myself
- 1:12:06investing this much time where like if this bitch is upset, I maybe might
- 1:12:11be upset too. If those feelings don't cross your mind or certain shit like
- 1:12:15the along known lines bounce because women take that shit a lot more serious than
- 1:12:20you do. Women mature a lot serious than a lot more faster than us
- 1:12:24men do, and they value shit a lot more. So that's the reason,
- 1:12:27Like when we get older, it's a lot harder to fucking like like
- 1:12:30entertain them. That's why they like they kind of try to go for different
- 1:12:34things, and it's like sell like instant validation because nobody's trying to give him
- 1:12:39the long term. Bro. Like, at some point you got to kind
- 1:12:42of realize. It's like a man where it's like, hey, man,
- 1:12:44like, are you trying to be that guy in uh, what's that?
- 1:12:46Adam Sander a movie with the wedding singer where he talks to the dude and
- 1:12:50he's like, you think I'm happy? You think I like being at the
- 1:12:53bar. You don't want to talk to that version of XC, you know
- 1:12:56what I mean? Like, Yeah, you don't want to talk to that
- 1:12:59Yeah, I tell you that because he lets you know the real truth.
- 1:13:00Bro, there's nothing like like a fat person talking about a donut shop.
- 1:13:05There's nothing there for me, you know what I mean? Like, yeah,
- 1:13:09like there's nothing there for me, dog, So you got to make
- 1:13:12a decision at some point and be like, hey, man, like I
- 1:13:15got to choose my happiness and well being over like me trying to live this
- 1:13:18facade because you ain't impressing nobody out there. You really ain't impressing nobody.
- 1:13:25Bro. After between the ages of fifteen and eighteen, your homie's opinion shouldn't
- 1:13:30really matter on your life partner. No, it should really be based on
- 1:13:33what the fuck you want. And stop posting all your happy shit like on
- 1:13:38social media about you and your partner all the damn time. Like, keep
- 1:13:41your shit private to yourself, because I'm telling you, everybody's else's opinion really
- 1:13:45matters and harbors on your relationship, Like nobody else's opinion should even matter,
- 1:13:50Like yeah, straight up. And and you know what, I think that
- 1:13:55as as minorities, we fucking face a lot of We consider that a lot
- 1:13:59because it goes back to because I think, I think, I think we
- 1:14:03we uh, it goes back to the whole thing where like it's very hard
- 1:14:08for us to let go as black and brown people, um to let go
- 1:14:12of our families sometimes because we want to give them the benefit of the daught
- 1:14:15and always be there for them because we know we come from a struggle,
- 1:14:17but at the end of the day, sometimes that cost us our marriage.
- 1:14:20Sometimes that cost us our families. Sometimes that cost us our partners, our
- 1:14:26jobs, our fucking mentality, or our our our will well being mental state.
- 1:14:31Believe me, it's not it's okay to let go and that has been
- 1:14:35a hard pill for me to learn to swallow. But at the end of
- 1:14:39the day, everything's gonna fucking work out. And to everybody out there,
- 1:14:42don't feel guilty and to fucking trying to do something that you don't want to
- 1:14:45do, that's not what you want to do, get the fuck out,
- 1:14:46like like you know, like people like uh, you know, they will
- 1:14:50leave and just be like hey, like, don't not think about it twice.
- 1:14:55Some of us is very hard for us to another another cheek in league
- 1:14:58because we're so empathetic and that's cool. We end up being some of the
- 1:15:02coolest, sensitive, tough motherfuckers you meet out there, bro And and we
- 1:15:08end up being the light to other people's life in some of the instances.
- 1:15:11But we also go through our own ship too, bro and like we also
- 1:15:15and the more we grow as individuals that have to go through these type of
- 1:15:19things like I feel like we have to resonate with everybody else because not everybody
- 1:15:24else has that voice to to hear it in their own and be like,
- 1:15:28hey, man, like it's okay to go through this shit. It's okay
- 1:15:31to fucking move on. It's okay to be like start your own life,
- 1:15:34It's okay to do this, like, you know what I mean, like,
- 1:15:36because it's it's very hard, bro. Like we like when you come
- 1:15:42from nothing, Bro, you put your family's opinions and judgment on such a
- 1:15:46high pedestal and and sometimes you know how hard it is to look at your
- 1:15:50mom and be like, hey, this is just a lot right now,
- 1:15:57I'm gonna go finish doing what I need to do. I'll talk to you
- 1:16:00later. Yeah, you know what I mean. Like, And it's just
- 1:16:02like because you have to battle with that thought of like this woman did everything
- 1:16:06for me across the desert to come over here. But then you gotta be
- 1:16:09like, I also don't have any obligation to sit there and just take this
- 1:16:15niggative ship, not at all. Yeah, there's no reason for somebody to
- 1:16:17be negative and pissed off and angry to you unless you did something wrong to
- 1:16:20them and still then after a while, like you gotta get over it,
- 1:16:24but you gotta take care of you first. Now just your family, but
- 1:16:29you as well, Like you just gotta take care of you first, because
- 1:16:30if you don't, you're just gonna be lost in the sauce and just upset
- 1:16:34with yourself and envious of people because you're just doing things that they need instead
- 1:16:39of taking yourself first. Bless you, it's not all right. So on
- 1:16:44a whole nother note, let me ask this question. Do you think what
- 1:16:48would you do if we were in a situation of a draft. I'm probably
- 1:16:55moving. I have a whole plan, bro. Yeah, I thought about
- 1:16:59this a long time. I was like, there's a plan. There's a
- 1:17:00draft to Vietnam, right, isn't it? Like all right, so we're
- 1:17:05gonna go around. That's the first round, though, We're gonna go around
- 1:17:09the table, all right. So I'll go on my plan first. If
- 1:17:13there were to be a Vietnam kind of draft, I'm gonna be all around
- 1:17:16and saying like, yeah, we're gonna gonna kill the Vietnam Right the moment
- 1:17:19I landed, I'm going along the pier the moment everybody runs towards over there,
- 1:17:26I'm just running along the pier finding a boat, thinking some extra money.
- 1:17:30At this time, it's like take me to the other island, paying
- 1:17:32for his clothes or whatever. It just fucking moved and just become Arab while
- 1:17:36that whole war is going down and just piece out eight Town. Just literally
- 1:17:42ditch. I'm not about to go die for Joe Biden, like like I'm
- 1:17:48not about to go job like like well look dude, like like I'll go
- 1:17:56to jail if that, if I get caught, but like it ain't hard
- 1:18:00to live like an Exavier, like like Exavier has a full on career.
- 1:18:03We could just be like not we're now the two Illegal Immigrant podcast. Yeah
- 1:18:10mostoisos. Yeah, Like I would just literally but that's what I would do.
- 1:18:15Or like I would literally like if there would be like a gun showdown,
- 1:18:18everybody's getting shot and I'll see people two people die from me, I'm
- 1:18:21throwing the body on top of me, like it just be like yo,
- 1:18:27I would just literally be like just laid down there, dude, like just
- 1:18:30I'm God gets shot, throw them on top of me. I'm dead too.
- 1:18:36I'm believing I'm gone. But but that's I don't know, that's that's
- 1:18:42just my mentality. But what would you do? Um, I'm probably going
- 1:18:47if I have to go in, I'm probably First off, I'm probably not
- 1:18:50gonna I'm probably gonna go to like Switzerland or something like that, like come
- 1:18:55over, you could get a wife. Yeah, Like, now I got
- 1:18:58one. We're good. I got surely come up with me. But or
- 1:19:01if I have to go in, I'm just gonna really suck at shooting.
- 1:19:05So all I have to do is cook and shit like that, and I
- 1:19:09don't have to do nothing. I could eat like a fat rat. I
- 1:19:12ain't gonna nut if I can't shoot. What am I good? Poor?
- 1:19:16Because people go to the military and they think, oh, I'm gonna go,
- 1:19:18then I just send you frontline. Like literally, what I would do
- 1:19:21is I would just like I would just like find like some starving family and
- 1:19:27just be like listen and frank family. I'm like like I'd be like I'd
- 1:19:31just be like, like I'm giving your dad like a couple hundred dollars to
- 1:19:35go over here. Then you get your clothes and I'm just gonna take the
- 1:19:39mad tro like it. Just fucking get out of there, bro, and
- 1:19:44just like literally be like where are you from but I like, I would
- 1:19:46take my chances crossing any border. I'm like, if Mexicans could make it
- 1:19:49across that Mexican border, we can make it anywhere, bro. Like,
- 1:19:54Honestly, like I've always thought, ever since I went to Canada, Mexicans
- 1:19:57got it all wrong. Y'all really got the wrong border. Stop coming over
- 1:20:00here, bro. Like, I'm not trying to sound Hella trumpish, but
- 1:20:02like, there's a border up there in Canada, bro, and they're accepting
- 1:20:06of everybody. They have hella unfinished buildings, they need hella population out there.
- 1:20:12There's like Hello land that's not populated in Canada. And best part,
- 1:20:15there ain't no border patrol. You just gotta worry about bears, you know
- 1:20:18what I'm saying, Like or fucking cocaine bear situations, you know what I'm
- 1:20:23saying, Like, the Canadian border is a free for all Mexicans. So
- 1:20:27in South America, so everybody coming from Belize and all that, all those
- 1:20:30countries that you know that you know, we're packed. We're packed, Bro.
- 1:20:35I don't know what to tell you. Yeah. I was like,
- 1:20:39yeah, Mo, I was like listen, bro. I was like two
- 1:20:42four g's a month at the Darts District. This is because we got too
- 1:20:46many people. Somebod y'all need to go. Canada has a lot of room
- 1:20:50for y'all. Justin Tradeau will take you as his Fidel castrol Son. As
- 1:20:55long as you ain't Native American, you ain't gonna get mistreated out there.
- 1:20:58Trust me, boys, Sorry for all the natives out there. Believe me,
- 1:21:00I know that they they treat their natives like shit. Really yeah,
- 1:21:03like the Canadians, Canadians, Canadians, black people are natives, if I
- 1:21:11had to be honest, you know how, like we Americans treat like people
- 1:21:14the most fucked up in a sense, Like yeah, like Canadians, black
- 1:21:16people are natives. Damn. Like black people live in peace in Canada.
- 1:21:20They ain't gonna worries. They're just like we ain't worry about nothing, like
- 1:21:27yeah, like yeah, they're just just like but the natives, that's who
- 1:21:30pays the price in Canada. Damn. There's always place it's like hella,
- 1:21:34fucking like women that go missing. It's like Hoarus, but nobody reports on
- 1:21:40it. They get the shittiest land where they can't even build a casino on
- 1:21:44it, and a ship, you know, Damn straight rock. It's up.
- 1:21:48That's fucked. But yeah, it's it'd be like that in certain places,
- 1:21:54man. Yeah, definitely be like that here. Yeah, Like Canada
- 1:21:58definitely doesn't have a strict border bro, like other places don't be having a
- 1:22:01strict border. Bro. Like Mexicans fucking started moving, like you know,
- 1:22:04one needs some renovation. Fucking Uh what is it? Uh? What is
- 1:22:10it India? Like I feel like that'd be a great place for Mexicans to
- 1:22:13go. That's a foreign place for Mexicans to go, I know. But
- 1:22:16who's protecting the border in India? Bro? You mean to tell me a
- 1:22:20Laddin sitting there with a resword Like you got guns out there, bro?
- 1:22:26Like yeah, they got like muskets bro. Like they got chicken. Bro.
- 1:22:31They ain't clean up the Ganji's river, Bro, they ain't gonna duke
- 1:22:35shit, but they got fuckings. They still got bodies floating the dead.
- 1:22:39Um. Yeah, it's a pretty dirty fucking country though, right do we
- 1:22:43have Can we have a video that will play for like two minutes? Because
- 1:22:45I've been holding this piss for like, hell, I'll find something. I'm
- 1:22:49just saying he could have just let me know when it is. But I'm
- 1:22:51just saying like its the beers from the bar kicking in, and I'm just
- 1:22:57like, yeah, oh you know, yeah, that'd be great. Yeah
- 1:23:01yeah, just a lot up that exc's video and we'll play like a few
- 1:23:05thirty seconds through it. It is the worst voice over ever, but you
- 1:23:10know what, we got something better for y'all too, by the way,
- 1:23:13we got something so crazy, so crazy that you might want to join the
- 1:23:19Patreon now, yo. I mean, I don't know, we might make
- 1:23:24it thirty dollars here only because like this the ship that happened outside the LAFC
- 1:23:31game with the Xavier and and this girl's and her mom. It's so fucking
- 1:23:41crazy. I'm talking about like Sam Tripli would be like, oh my god,
- 1:23:47I almost want to have Sam Tripli And they were like run the tape.
- 1:23:51Yeah, Like and then he's gonna be like he's gonna be like,
- 1:23:55what's going on? XG. You told me everything was fun? Yeah,
- 1:24:00but yeah, but let me know where you're ready with that. Yeah,
- 1:24:04it's something so crazy. He doesn't get slapped, but we thought he was,
- 1:24:10and it was on that point, bro, It really was on that
- 1:24:13point where he was about to get slapped. It is so fucking bad.
- 1:24:18Enjoy this etc. Preview will be right back. All right. Look,
- 1:24:45I don't know we didn't go. I's dog, I he didn't see do
- 1:25:42you know that? Sugar? Sugar, bye baby bass. And you know
- 1:25:45I'm feeling high in the ceiling at this point. Now I'm just fucking around
- 1:25:48doubles. Tita hasn't came out yet, my boy, these fools ain't wild
- 1:25:53just yet. Nah, but we're we're on the way back to the r
- 1:25:56V, back to the campsite. You know, shower up, rushing up,
- 1:25:59get the day started. For days zero, I mean my bad day
- 1:26:01one, but yeah, I had a fresh house outfit. I had the
- 1:26:05overalls looking like a Bob the builder. You can never take the fight side
- 1:26:11of home. Deepot, dog, I'm always working. But yep, that's
- 1:26:14the end of day one at the campsite. Let's go. It's about to
- 1:26:18get started and we're in to ECC two thousand twenty three at the Las Vegas
- 1:26:30Motor Speedway. This is the eleventh annual DC at Las Vegas. Ever since
- 1:26:35that stupid bitch at the Colosseum died. We got to drive four hours to
- 1:26:41fucking party. I'm not saying it ain't the beast, So I'm not saying
- 1:26:44it a little better than it was at LA, but god damned, this
- 1:26:48is an entrance fuck Disneyland. I don't know where you've been, but you
- 1:26:53gotta experience some shit. Everyone's here. It's five hundred and thirty thousand people
- 1:26:56attending. People have to call people out to Molly people do now, that's
- 1:27:00all. And I was thinking that shouts that he's gonna who the time?
- 1:27:02He is a playground for the weekend. Is a playground for the weekend?
- 1:27:06Right, the hayground? Anything burning, my boy? So Thursday, no
- 1:27:33Thursday. Hey. At this point, we're trying to figure out what stage
- 1:27:48we're gonna hit up, and I'm drinking a fucking main cart dog. What
- 1:27:53the fuck is wrong with me? Who the fuck am I? I'm not
- 1:27:56the God the King, my boy, there's nothing got the inside. All
- 1:27:59you saw buttlight dealing my veiny shit bunch of drinking that ship do? But
- 1:28:03what are you gonna do? CDC? My but what are you gonna do?
- 1:28:08Back? I can't wait? So I get a segment and saying,
- 1:28:17you guys delete the video because my dad follow me on your age ground.
- 1:28:21Look like a poor no god, no, you know that's so we don't
- 1:28:25smoke the same band. When I pull out a high nineties, we gotta
- 1:28:29keep in nineties. My boy, gotta tell you, I forgot your name.
- 1:28:32We're part of your hardest park. My bad about the name, but
- 1:28:35let's fucking go. I know you can't see it, but I think one
- 1:28:50my boy and word bad wild like out in the wildcast. So look,
- 1:28:56tell everybody, um, whouldn't only dad behind the scenes e DC video of
- 1:29:01x feed during Pride months. I actually liked them a voiceovers, Yeah,
- 1:29:05yeah, I think it's all right. I wonder how many takes he did,
- 1:29:10like stuttering, Oh dude, it's harder than you think it is,
- 1:29:14Like I've been doing it with the reels, yeah, and then I have
- 1:29:17to like start from certain parts, like we're over right now. I'm just
- 1:29:20like, ah, man, you know, yeah, because you gotta make
- 1:29:23it quick. If the reels not long, you're trying to touch all the
- 1:29:26same points that you you know what I mean. Yeah, man, you'd
- 1:29:30be um. People were saying King Flame said he wanted to show his pride.
- 1:29:36Yeah, very prideful. Why is this thing so fucking heavy? It's
- 1:29:44it's a pretty big grinder bro. No, but like it's ad normally heavy,
- 1:29:50Like this seems like a rock at the bottom of a lake. Nah,
- 1:29:55hockey, puck, you don't feel like this. Have you played hockey
- 1:29:59before? Yeah? I play hockey. I grew up in Midthern, Virginia.
- 1:30:02The cold as fuck damn, like cold as shit we get every season
- 1:30:08though, every season. Is that a like is that a place that has
- 1:30:13been gentrified with people yet? Um, just in people in general? No,
- 1:30:18because, like you know, after COVID, people moved everywhere. Like
- 1:30:21I don't really know it. Look honestly, Yeah, there's a lot of
- 1:30:25fucking people there, and it grows and there's construction constantly and it's constantly growing.
- 1:30:29It's fifteen minutes from fucking DC, Like you're in a huge populated area,
- 1:30:34but there's so much fucking room at the same time. But I would
- 1:30:39say, yeah, people are moving there because it's like when I moved back.
- 1:30:42I was when I went back, I was like looking at rent and
- 1:30:44stuff and buying houses, and I was like, what the fuck am I
- 1:30:46doing in LA, Like why don't am I not moving back? Like I
- 1:30:50could afford this working at fucking Walmart? Like, yeah, buying a house
- 1:30:56in LA doesn't make sense. No, it's not realistic at all. It
- 1:31:00was crazy. But whenever I see people like I went to go have beers
- 1:31:02with Ray at It's District earlier and we were sitting there just talking shit and
- 1:31:08just like you know, hanging out, and I'm like, remember when we
- 1:31:11came to look at these apartments here? I told them. I was like,
- 1:31:14remember when we came to look at these apartments here a while ago when
- 1:31:16they were building them, And when they were building them, they were asking
- 1:31:21like I don't know, like fifteen hundred, yeah, fifteen hundred to like
- 1:31:28nineteen hundred for like a two bedroom, And now you look at it,
- 1:31:30this shit is costing four g's a month to like thirty five hundred for like
- 1:31:35a dopass apartment there. And I'm just like the only thing I'm under.
- 1:31:40I was like, either everybody's only fans model out here in this apartment and
- 1:31:45they're just like live making them living out here. But I want to know
- 1:31:47what the fuck everybody's doing, bro, Like, how are you pulling?
- 1:31:49This is four g's just for rent and that's not food, that's not fucking
- 1:31:58money to go to the movies. That's that's not saving money. You're racking
- 1:32:01up forgies. What are you doing a month, my dude. Yeah,
- 1:32:04and to rent that place, you have to make double the month that a
- 1:32:08month to even get approved for it. Most of the time you have to
- 1:32:11make you have to be able to pay for rent twice most times when you're
- 1:32:15now on opplications, like people are not playing like they're really trying to get
- 1:32:18people that can barely afford the shit. They're trying to get people the funk
- 1:32:21out of here, real talk, Like that's why the because really, the
- 1:32:26way the economy isn't in California, rent should be dropping dramatically. Yeah,
- 1:32:30because it's not like we haven't had enough people move out. Bro, everybody's
- 1:32:33moving out. I ain't never seen that many houses up for selling the hood
- 1:32:38till now. Bro, everybody's moving Like I'm talking about the people that have
- 1:32:42been living in the hood for years. Like yo, like I got hell
- 1:32:45of white people in my neighborhood now, I bet I know. It's like
- 1:32:48I'm like you foos, fools, I haven't got the memo that it's not
- 1:32:51cool to walk your dog out at one am. The fucking you're doing with
- 1:32:57food food out here. Yeah, but you know what it's like, even
- 1:33:00people, even people in like South Central, they kind of understand. They're
- 1:33:03just like they treat it kind of like the cartail where it's just like,
- 1:33:06oh, we can't touch tourists. I was like, when a white person
- 1:33:10calls the cop, and the cops that calls and calls the cops in the
- 1:33:14hood, they come up. Yeah. I was like me one somebody like
- 1:33:16me, and you call it as like they'll show up tomorrow, you know
- 1:33:19what I mean. I heard someone's going on there. They're not gonna do.
- 1:33:24I heard someone's going on. Yeah, like I heard some homes going
- 1:33:26on anything. Okay, it is man, it's he was dad yesterday.
- 1:33:31The fuck is it like that where you where you come from? Fuck?
- 1:33:35No, they ain't no fucking crime. The cops just pull people over for
- 1:33:39a routine traffic. They don't have that much. I mean there's crime,
- 1:33:42trust me and DC, Yes, there's plenty of crime. There's plenty of
- 1:33:45funck shit. That's where all the weird fuck shit is going on. Right,
- 1:33:49you drive around DC and being like kind of as conspiracy theorists and whatnot
- 1:33:54and just knowing like the fun shit that goes on Illuminati shit. Like you
- 1:33:58drive around DC and you know shit that you're like, wow, this place
- 1:34:01is fucking Freemason is fuck Like everything. If you take a map of DC
- 1:34:06and its streets and you take the buildings and just fill it all in like
- 1:34:10a regular map, but just have the streets, you find all types of
- 1:34:14triangles, star shapes, all types of things that if you were looking down
- 1:34:17above it on the streets and the street lights and everything, it would like
- 1:34:21be some type of geometric shape. It is all intertwined into one fucking thing.
- 1:34:28It's weird as shit. But there's a lot of fucking corruption going on
- 1:34:31there, Like there's so much drugs going on, so much sex trafficking,
- 1:34:36so much shit. But in Northern Virginia, outside of it, it's kind
- 1:34:41of like under the radar and there's no real like, you know, you
- 1:34:45can leave your car, like I took my girl back home and I got
- 1:34:48out at seven to eleven ago and I gets something I think like some girleads
- 1:34:51or something for and we went in there and I left my keys in the
- 1:34:55car. While I was running with the window down. She goes, bit,
- 1:34:57what the fuck are you doing? I said, I'm mighty gonna take
- 1:35:00this car. But you don't see Jimmy John over here like doing the same
- 1:35:03ship this shit, so running watch come on, she was shook because you
- 1:35:08can literally like, of course anybody can get the car stolen from anywhere,
- 1:35:12but your chances of that happening there it's very slim to none, like unless
- 1:35:17you're in DC. Now, if you're in DC, that is a very
- 1:35:19good possibility. But I'm from saying DC has twenty four hours CCTV. Bobson,
- 1:35:28Yeah, is that true though? Yeah, well, I mean that's
- 1:35:32if DC's like, is that that's where the capital's editure? Right? Yeah?
- 1:35:36Bro, the Arlington. I don't know. I really don't expect that
- 1:35:41city to not be watched. It's consistently watched. Yeah, Like you can't
- 1:35:46do shit in that city without them being able to put Yeah, Weeds League
- 1:35:50in DC and Virginia and it's I think it's just about to be fully legal
- 1:35:54in Maryland, but you have to have your medical to go into their dispensaries.
- 1:35:59So it's like legal recreational, but they don't sell it recreational. So
- 1:36:02you can they say you can set you can grow it recreationally, and you
- 1:36:08can only have three fucking plants. Yeah, yeah, you can't have three
- 1:36:13button you can, it's still that ratio where as long as three budding plants,
- 1:36:17so you can get them budding and then get your other three rocket and
- 1:36:19roll them off. Yeah. Still though, man, you can't build more
- 1:36:24trap. But my mom was tripped. Bro, my mom was tripping when
- 1:36:29I came home because TSA sent all the dispensaries that you can fly out of
- 1:36:32LA with weed to whatever state you want. Look the honey from DMV.
- 1:36:40It's Disneyland CCTV. But they'll only run you, run up on you if
- 1:36:45you look suspicious around the building. Uh huh. And red buildings are like
- 1:36:48the Pentagon, the Washington Monument, the White House, the courthouse buildings,
- 1:36:53all the Abraham linco Yeah, damn. That's just kind of dope though,
- 1:36:59Like to be honest, you know nah, I mean you could walk through
- 1:37:02smoking, but you can't go in that bitching smoke. Yeah, like you
- 1:37:06didn't, then you shouldn't do that. It's kind of like it's almost kind
- 1:37:11of like as much respect you would give to a grave site that's the heart
- 1:37:14of America. Abraham Lincoln only did that so he could win the motherfucker election.
- 1:37:18He didn't care about. Did they give the statue after he was dead?
- 1:37:24What? Yes, all that stuff, A lot of that stuff is
- 1:37:26built well well after all of them were dead. But you know, it's
- 1:37:29crazy. The town. I was born in Leesburg, Virginia, that's in
- 1:37:31northern Virginia. Rights, DC was the capitol of the United States for a
- 1:37:34day. Nobody's ever looked to see him as a tunnel under Lincoln's feet.
- 1:37:39There's a tunnel under all of DC. But it's a swampy area, so
- 1:37:43the tunnels are tricky. Swampy. Yeah, nobody really knows um and DC.
- 1:37:48It's just a swampy marsh area that's not like your tropical swamp like you
- 1:37:53would get in Florida. But it's like a swampy area where it's really wet
- 1:37:57and run off because the river, the Potomac River comes right through it and
- 1:38:01then going through it going down through Maryland a little bit more becaumes the bay
- 1:38:05and ship like that, so it's it gets really wet and swampy and gross.
- 1:38:11Like the river next to DC is fucking muddy and murky and gross.
- 1:38:15But people be out on that boating and paddle boards and everything on it.
- 1:38:18But it's not like going in like what the Hudson in New York. Yeah,
- 1:38:24like it's not that bad. I hain't never been to DC. I
- 1:38:27always wanting to go. Let's pull up, let's go. You're tripping like
- 1:38:32that the food ask you man in a chat, but DMV dab but hell
- 1:38:40remember that food? Yeah, school house Rock? Remember both Schoolhouse Rock?
- 1:38:45Was I used to get paid to learn these songs on that ship. Well,
- 1:38:48that shit helped me learn about America and how fucked it was. That
- 1:38:54shit helped me learn about the stage, the Constitution, Constitution. I was
- 1:38:58just like it didn't like it never broke it down right, definitely, Yeah,
- 1:39:01like it never fucking broke it down right like that sh shouldn't let us
- 1:39:04know how fucked up we treated black people, like like that's the should have
- 1:39:09showed the cartoons just beating them up and be like we did this for fucking
- 1:39:13fifty years, like four hundred hundred like feel yeah, like feel bad about
- 1:39:18this, you know what I mean? Like yeah, yeah, like fifty
- 1:39:23years is a little bit. I'm sorry, I'm high. Fifty years is
- 1:39:27just fucking just getting it's shit. It's been fifty years since agregations but Roparks.
- 1:39:32Yeah, she Rosa Parks just passed away. Yo. That ship was
- 1:39:36fucked up. Bro. The food from Little Caesar was paying her ram.
- 1:39:40Yeah, Bro, that's why fucking niggas robbed her. Bro. I was
- 1:39:44just like, Yo, that is no word. I would have thought,
- 1:39:46like, come on, bro, if you're black, you're gonna try to
- 1:39:49rob somebody, you should at least know who rolls the parts is. They'd
- 1:39:53be like, yo, hey man, just don't flock it house. Just
- 1:39:56ros why are we in here? Yeah? Yeah, they robbed their house,
- 1:40:00right, I'm like, bro, what are you gonna steal there?
- 1:40:03Like Martin lu the King memorabilia like her, like civil rights? Like what
- 1:40:10did she have that she was limited it apart? Bit Yeah, like bro,
- 1:40:14that's it wasn't a fucking circa or something like that. Fuck yeah,
- 1:40:19that's just fucked up. She recently did pass away, yeah for real,
- 1:40:25But really there was a woman before her that shit, and she just didn't
- 1:40:28get the notoriety. Oh yeah, that's right. That supposedly so she was
- 1:40:32a part. She was a part of the get down or something like.
- 1:40:34Yeah. And then like the original people that try to set up the quote
- 1:40:39unquote script, the first Rosa Parks candidate was supposed to be this like girl
- 1:40:44that was pregnant but she was a teen or something like that, and they
- 1:40:46were just like, oh, she's like black, a teen and pregnant for
- 1:40:49her yeah yeah, and then they just like they were just like yeah.
- 1:40:55I was just like, damn, dude, yeah, I said, it's
- 1:40:58crazy, like, sorry, bitch to get to the front of the bus.
- 1:41:00We're trying to get somebody who ain't happy. Yeah, that's crazy.
- 1:41:09Bro, Like like Harriet, Harriet Tubman. Name is Claudet Colvin, there
- 1:41:14is You're quick with that. People be hated Harriet Tubman And I'm just like,
- 1:41:18bro, like you should. I'm just gonna start calling you Google.
- 1:41:21She kind of could have been. She kind of didn't been a human smuggler,
- 1:41:26but I'm like, but I'm like, look, she definitely wasn't.
- 1:41:30But look let's be real. Let's be real. I'm like, if she's
- 1:41:32not, if she's gonna move me to another slave house, I'd be like,
- 1:41:34all right, I'll stay. She was just moving them up stake,
- 1:41:41you know. A homie Like damn, it's Lily like, yeah, oh
- 1:41:51there's a lot of houses. So like I'm from Virginia. So we got
- 1:41:56williams Berg and ship there and it's like that there, like they still have
- 1:41:59that ship there, and it's fucking you go to Williamsburg, bro, it
- 1:42:02is fucking how do you How do you gotta go down there? That like
- 1:42:05in the fucking tunnel you gotta go to Flash, Like, hey, boss,
- 1:42:09is it cool about I'm trying about? Is it cool boss about co
- 1:42:13down? And You're like, how the fuck am I getta? Yeah?
- 1:42:19I'm not working with it? Yeah, I'm cool with them spirits. Yeah,
- 1:42:23yeah, I believe me, dude. Like the last thing you need
- 1:42:25is for like amounts. What is that shout out to Wafers. It just
- 1:42:31smells amazing. Bake Pan, Wafers, Baitpan, send me a little care
- 1:42:34pack. I know. Believe me. I have my own propan and flavors
- 1:42:38by the own collaborations, but I always stay on top of whoever's out there
- 1:42:42as well, and not this competition, because I believe we all can co
- 1:42:45exist. But just to see the other brands out there, and I want
- 1:42:47and I like to I look at shit like Walt Disney, Homie, I'll
- 1:42:51go to Knots Burry Farm so I can get inspiration to build my park.
- 1:42:56All right, so I will hit a motherfucker's pan, bro, and I'll
- 1:42:59hit that ship. Well, I have another depend in my pocket, so
- 1:43:01like that's the one thing about me, bro, Like, don't even be
- 1:43:03afraid to send me some shit, because I'll give you my honest opinion just
- 1:43:06because I have a deal or I signed a contract, believe me. But
- 1:43:10like, yeah, shout out to wafers. I was smoking this shit at
- 1:43:13Disneyland. I know the perfect bathroom to go smoke at now, Like,
- 1:43:17Bro, I can't smoke at all in Disneyland. You cannot. But I
- 1:43:20love. I love finding shit out about Disneyland. Bro, I fucking I
- 1:43:24completed. I went there last week, you know, this week, and
- 1:43:28I collected all the press coins because I have like you know, like those
- 1:43:31little pennies. Bro. So I bought a booklet and I was like,
- 1:43:34oh man, how much was that? But the booklet it was like seven
- 1:43:38dollars really well about an Amazon. I didn't get a Disney Yeah. So
- 1:43:42because I already had been collecting him, like I started collecting him in Japan,
- 1:43:45Like I went to the Pokemon Center, I got different ones because I
- 1:43:47was like, oh, this is cool, and then we got me and
- 1:43:50my girl got the Universal pass. We collected all the ones there, and
- 1:43:54they were like, yo, like she went to Mexico for a wedding this
- 1:43:57week. So I went to go take them a little cousins Disneyland, and
- 1:44:00then me and the homie and his wife were just walking around heating food and
- 1:44:03just kicking it, and I was like, yo, can you help me
- 1:44:05get all the coins? So he went to get them, and I'm like,
- 1:44:08bro, I collected almost all, like ninety percent of the coins at
- 1:44:11Disney yea, yeah, so I mean I know they're probably not like worth
- 1:44:15anything until that, but down the road Disneyland ever closes. Yeah, but
- 1:44:18I'm like, I just know I have all the sets, even for the
- 1:44:21hundred anniversaries, so eventually, like I ain't gonna lie. I want to
- 1:44:26have my own press coin machine where I could have four high hungry variation coins,
- 1:44:30like one like of the high and Hungry Ray logo, of the high
- 1:44:33Hungry Burger logo, and then one of like my zone logo, and then
- 1:44:38one of another Burger because you can only put fourth through those coins, and
- 1:44:41then I could show that show with that ship up and I could put it
- 1:44:44next to the sticker machine because I like that novel t ship, bro,
- 1:44:47like I really do, Like you know what's crazy? Like I got to
- 1:44:50there was a Disneyland machine that I didn't know was there. It's like an
- 1:44:55a Laddin lamp. You can pay fifty cents. I've never been there,
- 1:44:59and this shit starts smoking and you rub it and it tells you something different
- 1:45:01every time. And I never seen it. I've never seen this ship.
- 1:45:05But it was inside the Jungle Cruise Through shop I'm sorry, or the shop,
- 1:45:12and I was there getting the coins and I was like, what the
- 1:45:14fuck is this cave? And I was like Aladdin, and I paid fifty
- 1:45:16cents and then the machine I filled it. The genie was talking to you.
- 1:45:20You rub the Genie lamp and yeah, yeah, the Genie is like
- 1:45:27he blows the fucking smoke and all this is. It's fucking cool. I
- 1:45:30don't know, man, I'm a big person on the imagination. I'm gonna
- 1:45:32tell y'all right now. I don't let it. If you're in the if
- 1:45:35you're in any kind of best, if you're in any kind of business of
- 1:45:39any type of creativity, it requires creativity. Don't let your imagination then fuck
- 1:45:44now, like that ship is one of the things that I'm like, some
- 1:45:46of the most successful people out there have kept their imagination in life. And
- 1:45:49they won't credit. They won't give her credit. Someone all someone. But
- 1:45:54at the end of the day, bro, Like, I'll tell your imagination
- 1:45:56goes a long way. It helps you appreciate shit that other people won't understand.
- 1:46:00And I'm like, if you're in the business of creativity, you need
- 1:46:02an imagination to keep Shiit flowing, keeps that in child moving. That's the
- 1:46:06reason I visited all these team parks. Every time I go to a theme
- 1:46:10park, I'm looking for inspiration. Bro, shit, take me to disney
- 1:46:13World. I'm trying to go Disneyland. Disneyland, but disney World is always
- 1:46:16a dream. I'm down, but yeah, but we're gonna go to disney
- 1:46:20World for sure. I'll get me wrong, We're going, but DISNETLANDA I'll
- 1:46:24make it happen next time. I got it, let's do it a reservation.
- 1:46:26I'll hit you up or whatever. I don't grab pay for it.
- 1:46:28I don't give a damn well. I gotta I gotta hold me that you
- 1:46:30know occasionally would be able to pull some strings. So whenever there's a day,
- 1:46:33you'd be like, hey, save this day. I've never been I've
- 1:46:39been to Florida multiple either one. This makes it. This makes it even
- 1:46:43more because I like, I like, uh, taking people that have never
- 1:46:45been before, like Barts, but like remember Barts. He was like,
- 1:46:49and then he got mad. He got kind of mad when I was telling
- 1:46:53everybody else, like my friend, he has a cut on his foot,
- 1:46:55we need to getting in front of the line. And then he was like,
- 1:46:57stop blaming on me. And I was like, look, bro,
- 1:47:00you want to wait fifty minutes or you want to go in front of line?
- 1:47:02And then sure enough, every time it worked. It was cool.
- 1:47:05Bro. They didn't even ask him for the cut. I was like,
- 1:47:08you want to see a picture of it before I'll show it to you,
- 1:47:10and they were just like no, no, it's cool. You can go
- 1:47:12na not asking no questions. Yeah. I mean, I've been in six
- 1:47:15Flags and k we have a place called at home called King's Dominion, and
- 1:47:18Hershey park that a lot of people don't have Hershey Parker, is that shit?
- 1:47:23I have this one fucking theory that before we get off air, I
- 1:47:26want to tell you guys, I'm feel I'm gonna film this, uh,
- 1:47:29this conspiracy theory I have with the theme parks, there's a theme park lover,
- 1:47:34and I'll give you guys the idea. I'm I really believe that none
- 1:47:39of these other theme parks and so then California would be eating if the Mighty
- 1:47:44Mouse would have never fucking laid off some workers. Because when you lay off
- 1:47:47some workers, there's those fucking draft picks and there's the fucking thirty fucking crowd,
- 1:47:54and there's gonna be people willing to hire those two because you belong to
- 1:47:57a certain company at one point. So Universal got the runner ups and they're
- 1:48:02matching that salary, and I believe the nonspreading Farm got the fucking not so
- 1:48:06running around some people. And because there is a gold shift going around with
- 1:48:12the theme parks where they all have the same shit, they all have the
- 1:48:15same kind of shirts, they all got the same kind of merchandise, and
- 1:48:19they're all starting to catch up. So there's a whole big, fucking conspiracy
- 1:48:24theory I have with this. Stay tuned on the Patreon. This is gonna
- 1:48:27be a Patreon video only raised gonna help me film. But I do have
- 1:48:30a whole Disney firing conspiracy for y'all, and I'm the first one to talk
- 1:48:34about it because I've done my research about it. So so look to you
- 1:48:38guys out there, and big shout out to you, Brian for coming under
- 1:48:42and uh what is it? Yeah, literally coming to chop it up and
- 1:48:46making sure x XG. Actually I can't and chuck out to XG for actually
- 1:48:51taking care of business. I shouldn't be celebrating that, but it's quite Yeah,
- 1:48:57it's gotta. It's quite an accomplishment. And I'm a clap like when
- 1:48:59I I've been takes a ship in the little box. So yeah, so
- 1:49:04thank you so much XC for making sure that we were not left with nobody
- 1:49:10in here. And I hope the dating show, I hope you gotta limitate
- 1:49:13it in the second round, you know, because that chick's probably not gonna
- 1:49:15like it if you win this date. Uh yeah, I'm just saying I
- 1:49:20saw the pictures that you showed me of her, not naked or anything.
- 1:49:25I'm just saying it's regular, so I just know she don't look that she
- 1:49:27put up with some ship. But uh, yes, a little to uh
- 1:49:30everybody that tuned in, Brian, where can they follow you at uh Instagram,
- 1:49:35just my name Brian b R I A N A T H E y
- 1:49:39two on TikTok and Instagram. Uh stay tuned for the podcast I got coming
- 1:49:44on about men's mental health. Should be up in the next month or two.
- 1:49:47But stay tuned. Yeah, I mean no, I would look to
- 1:49:49come on for that. Yeah, for sure. You ain't got no choice,
- 1:49:51you gotta come. Yeah. I'm definitely down my fair shirts different shiit
- 1:49:56um ray shout outs. Shout out to Brian's always cool when you that positivity.
- 1:50:01Okay, to be vulnerable and shit, it's all part of the human
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- 1:50:18High Hungry Chiefs splatter you got like you got like fucking Juggalo colors coming up.
- 1:50:26Yeah, but there are also summer colors too, So I like that.
- 1:50:29Like, don't get me wrong, but like I did like some of
- 1:50:30those combinations. I was like, I never thought about those combinations. I'm
- 1:50:33gonna make some shirts like that. Well, I got inspired by the NBA
- 1:50:36colors, you know popular. I try to stay away from that, but
- 1:50:42now that I see it, I was like, the looks nice. Yeah,
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